Dhyey purvak Gney

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Dhyey purvak Gney

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]I xuâaTmne nm:
ægug vqJof ¿tug
: sHklnkar temj sHpadk :
DaÛ. devNe ãwa{ Aem. doxI
(surNe ãngr)
]I smysarÒ xaÏnI ga=a 320 jysenaCaayRkt< taTpyRvi< ¿
!Ika t=a kzx 271 _prnaH prmopkarI Aa|yai„k stŸpru Øu
p. pU. guÌdev]I kanÒ SvamIna
Svanuwv muiãt Ývcno.
Ýkaxn Ane ÝaiºS=an
]I idgHbr jEn Sva|yay mHidr !^S!
]I kanÒ SvamI magR,
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Version Number
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Date
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]I smysarÒ xaÏnI ga=a-320 _prnI ]I jysenaCaayRnI !Ika _prna ÝvCano
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]I smysarÒ xaÏmaHna kzx-271 _pr pU. guÌdev]InuH 18mI varnuH ÝvCan (ÝvCan rTnakr wag-11 maH=I)
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|yeypUvkR &ey
I
—ijnvaÌnuH rhSy˜
—Aho _pkar ijnvrno kudH no |vin idVyno,
ijn kudH |vin AaPya Aho¦ te guÌ khanno.˜
wrtÙe5no wanu, isâaHtomaH ixromi`, AiätIy jgt cÙu ]I smysarÒ
prmagm xaÏnI 320 mI ga=a Ke. Aa ga=ane suv`Rna p5 _pr AÙrone hIra
vDe jDavI... ãVy]ut Ýaw<tnu,H je!luH mULyaHkn krIAe te!luH AoKuH j Ke.
ÒvHt ivhrman SvamI ]I sImH\r ÝwunI idVy dexnane &anmHj¡ØamaH
AiwisHict krI.. AaTm su\ars vhavnar ]I kudH kudH dev =ya. teAo]IAe 320
ga=ana mUzmaH j b/ïaHDna wavone sHict kyaR. Aek hirgItmaH... b\o j mal
@alvI dI\o. ga=amaH rhela sagrsm gHwIr... ghn wavona rhSynuH _dŸFa!n
]I jysenacayRdve e taTpyRvi< ¿ !IkamaH kyu.Å AacayRvr ]I kudH kudH devna pe!azmaH
pesI Ane ga=amaH wHDarela A=R gaHiwyRne srz waØamaH crmsImaAe mUitRmtH
kyaR. inrpeÙ xuâaTmanI mu›ane inrpeÙpè idGdxRn krI.. prma=R ÒvnuH vaStivk
Sv$p dxaRVyu.H Aa parme¬rI iv>a$p wgvtŸ Sv$pnuH we!ùH wVyaTmaAone smipRt
krI... wrtÙe5ne \maR#y bnaVyo.
]I taTpyRvi< ¿ !IkamaH rhela _CctmŸ iniht wavone A|yaTmyogI pU. ]I
sdŸgÌ
u dev.e ... inj AHtlRÙI Svanuwvna bz=I _keLya. xuâaTm sirtano ivxuâ
Ývah klkl krto vheva laGyo... Ane AasþwVyona AHtraclmaH AaTmS=
={ keil krva laGyo. cEtNyrs=I rsbstI vaÌ\ara, Ô`narna m\ur innadne
sjRtI... vack vaCynI AEkytana piv5 sHgmne dxaRvtI AiviCKþ vheva lagI.
320 ga=a Ae!le inrpeÙ |yey tÀvne dxaRvnarI ga=a. Anaid=I AÝitbuâ
Òvone ktaRbiu â p` be Ýkare vteR Ke. ktaRbiu âno TvraAe nax =ay tenHu sfz
Aoprexn Aa ÝvcnomaH krel Ke. AktaR-&ata AaTmane krnar manvo te Ý=m
wUl. pyaRy st - Ahetku - inrpeÙ hova KtaH tene ma5 sapeÙ j manvI te bIÒ
wUl. ãVySvwavne¸ ãVy Svwav=I Ô`taH to ãVy¹iÚ =ay j Ke, prHtu ãVyne
pyaRy=I inrpeÙ Ô`taH ãVy¹iÚ =ay Ke. pyaRyne ãVy=I inrpeÙ Ô`taH, tena
fzmaH¸ AktaR-&ataãVynuH ]âan =ay Ke, Ane pyaRy¹iÚ !ze Ke. Aa bþe Ýkarna
doØ Aek j smymaH !ze Ke.
AacayRdve _pxmaid carey wavone savr`, kmRkt< , sapeÙ, AaEpai\k khe
|yeypUvkR &ey
Ke. _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwav Aaid wavaNtrone AaTma Agocr Ke... tem
khI piràmnI mihma _pr v«pat krel Ke. i5kazI \/vu prmaTmana Sv$pne
_dŸFai!t krI... pirìtna Jukavne Sv trf A=aRtŸ SvmuqapeÙI kraVyo Ke.
\/vu wavnuH AakØR`... iv¬as ¹i#wUt =taH im+yaTv Ane AnHtanub\H Ino Anuwag
shj paHgzo =to ÙI`tane ÝaPt =ay Ke.
Aa !IkanI ivxeØta AevI Ke ke- jem jem Aagz v\taH j{Ae tem tem...
|yeynuH Sv$p crmoTkØRtane ÝaPt =tuH Ôy Ke. !IkanuH AHitm cr` A|yaTm
ixqrnI _¿ug
H ta pr Aaroiht ={ svÈpirtane AaHbe Ke.
jgtne Anuwv=I isâ Aeva cÙuna srl ¹ÚaHt äara &annuH Sv$p smÔve
Ke. jene cÙuno Svwav ;kevz deqvu'H smÔy Ke tene &annuH Sv$p ;ma5 Ô`vu'H
shjpè ¹iÚ gocr =ay Ke.
jem ne5 pda=RmaH wZya ivna, pda=RmaH tNmy =ya ivna, pda=R=I ATyHt
iwþ rhIne... dUr rhIne ma5 deqe j Ke tem &an p` bH\-moÙnI rcna=I dUr vtRtHu
;ma5 Ôè j' Ke. ne5na Sv$pmaH k=HictŸ ktaRpùH Ane k=HictŸ &atapùH n=I,
tem &an SvwavmaH svR Ýkare Ane svR=a Ô`vuH j Ke. &anne inüy=I, Vyvhar=I
ke Ýma`=I ko{p` ApeÙa=I... Ôe{Ae to Ô`vuH j Ke, temaH kyaHy p` krvuH smatuH
n=I. &anmaH svR ApeÙane bad krI Ane intaHt pirxuâ inrpeÙ &an SvwavmaH
É–aHy p` krvuH Ane wogvvuH S=an pamtuH n=I. Aavo &an Svwav hova KtaH
p` jene k=HictŸ krvuH - wogvvuH Ane k=HictŸ Ô`vuH Aem deqay Ke tene deqvano
Svwav tenI ¹iÚmaH=I itrowUt =ay Ke. kt<TR v- wokt<Tvna AiwÝaymaH lexma5
;Ô`vu'H rhetHu j n=I.
AaTmano mUz Svwav, Asa\ar` Svwav &an Ke. &an SvwavI AaTmamaH
ragnuH ktaRpùH - wo›apùH n=I, tevI j rIte vItrag wavnuH ktaRpùH ke wo›apùH
n=I. &anno Svwav ma5 Ô`vu.H .. Ô`vu.H .. Ô`vuH j Ke. Ônn Svwavna gwRmaH
ma5 Ô`vuH j Ke. ;ma5 Ô`vu'H te sMykŸ AekaNt$p Ke. ;ma5 Ôè j Ke' temaH
skz kt<TR v-wokt<TvpànI buiâno Awav Ke. ma5 Ôè j Ke te Sv$pg/ahI
&an Ke te=I Sv Sv$p sa=e Awed AekTvpUvkR pir`me Ke. ;ma5 Ôè Ke' temaH
sHvr, injRra, Ane moÙna piràm ÝTye _dasInta... t!S=ta Ke. ;ma5 Ôè j'
Ke temaH &an SvwavnI m|yS=ta Ane ivxazta p` isâ =ay Ke. ;ma5 Ôè j
Ke' temaH sa\k dxanuH inivRkarI pir`mn FoiØt =ay Ke. ma5 Ô`vuH Ke te
Ô`vapè smÔy Ôy to Nyal ={ Ôy tevHu vStunHu Sv$p Ke.
II
|yeypUvkR &ey
III
AacayRvr mUz ga=amaH khe Ke ke - bH\-moÙne Ôè Ke, A=aRtŸ huH bH\moÙ=I iwþ KuH tem Ôè Ke. jeè AaTmane bH\=I iwþ Ô~yo teè moÙ=I p`
iwþ Ô~yo. wjnmaH Aave Ke- —bH\-mui›se riht &anmy {k &ayk idqa
sar˜ - sa\k ÒvnI sivkLp dxanI l"m` reqa baH\I ke - sHvr, injRra Aaid
piràm =ay tene iwþ rhIne ;ma5 Ôè j' Ke. A=aRtŸ xuâ&an pir`t Òv
p`... Ô`narne Ô`vanI iÊyano krnar n=I. kemke ÔnniÊyane huH kruH KuH tevI
ktaRbiu âno to nax =yo Ke. xuâ&an pir`t Òvne AktaR-&atanI ¹iÚ vtRtI
hova=I... piràmI ãVy p`... ivxeØ ApeÙaAe saÙatŸ AktaR - &ata Ke. —Ôè j
kmÈdy.. injRra... bH\ temj moÙne...˜ kudH kudH devna pe!azmaH rhela sU"m wavone
sa\k j smÒ xke Ke Ane tene saHgopaHg qolI xke Ke A=aRtŸ sa\k j sa\kne smÒ
xke Ke.
ijne¬rdevna inmRl kevl&anmaH temè ÒvnuH prma=R Sv$p jevHu ÔeyHu Ke
tevHu temnI vaÌmaH AaVyuH Ke. AaTma A`k<t... AktaR... Akar` hova=I te n
ko{=I krayelo Ke. AaTma n ko{=I jNy Ke, n ko{no jnk Ke. ha, _Tpad jNme
Ke, Vyy mre... \/vu xa¬t rhe Ke. je mu› =ay Ke tene Ame Òv kheta n=I, tene to
Ame moÙtÀv khIAe KIAe. moÙnuH lÙ` Ùaiykwav Ke ßyare ÒvnuH lÙ` prm
pairàimk wav Ke. Aa rIte lÙ`wede A=aRtŸ wave iwþta Ke, vStugtŸ iwþta
Ke. mu› Sv$p Òvne AevI xI j$rt pDI ke te moÙne kre? te n=I krI xkto tem
n=I p` mu›Sv$pne mui›nI j$rt j n=I. Aava mu› SvwavnI Aitxyta,
Abâ cEtNynI cmTk<it deqay tene bH\nno wy n=I Ane mui›nI icHta n=I.
]I inymsarmaH Aave Ke ke - AaTmamaH Ùaiykwavna S=ano n=I. ßyaH=I
Ùaiykwav Ýg!e Ke te S=ano j¡da Ke.. Ane marI nÉkr wUim j¡dI Ke. marI ku!S=
iv&anFn \ratlmaH _pjvuH - iv`svuH kH{ j =tuH n=I. _Tpad-VyynI claclta
mara xa¬t Ùe5maH n=I. piràmonI hlcl, kolahlta xaHt... Ak<t Ô`narmaH
n=I. piràmono lep, inlepR xuâwavmaH n=I. huH Svwav=I ASqilt Apohk
KuH.
wgvan AaTma sda AkayR Akar`Tv Svwave ibraje Ke... te=I te sda
kmÈ=I _prm Sv$pe Ke. bH\ Ane bH\magR, moÙ Ane moÙmagRna kar`pè kdI
pir`mto j n=I.
ÝÆ- pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ane tene AaTma n kre? Aa xuH vat Ke? AacayRdve
Nyay sHy›
u _¿r Aape Ke- —tdŸ$po n wvit˜. AaTma piràm$pe =to j n=I,
|yeypUvkR &ey
tena kar`pè kdI pir`mto n=I. Aa Aka!y Nyay saHwzta j layk ÒvnI
ktaRbiu â Ane kar`pànI buiâ KU!I Ôy Ke.
ÝÆ- AaTmane AktaR Ô`nar kæo to te moÙnI pyaRyno AktaR Ke tevo
Ô`nar Ke tevo Ô`nar Ke? ]IguÌ in*kar` kruà=I _¿r Aape Ke- na, moÙnI
pyaRyne n kre tevo Ane te!lo j AktaR... Ô`nar n=I btavvo - —Svwav=I
AktaR Ke Svwav=I j Akar` Ke˜
\/uv Ô`narne Ô`narpè Ô`tI &an pyaRy stŸ inrpeÙ Ke. AqHD
Ô`narne Ô`narpè Ô`tI pyaRy tenI yoGyta Ýmaè bH\-moÙ Aaid &eyone
Ôè Ke. inrpeÙ &an pyaRyne bH\-moÙne Ô`va ma!e bH\-moÙnI ApeÙa n=I.
Ae &anpyaRy to Ak<t Aeva k<tk<Ty SvwavmaH huH pùH krI S=ayIpàne ÝaPt ={
cUkI Ke. Ô`nar... Ô`nar=I Awedwave pir`mIne khe Ke ke - huH to pU`R t<Pt
Ô`nar Ku.H huH tae mu› Ô`nar Ku.H inrpeÙ ÔnnharmaH sHvt< =tI pirìt Aem
wave Ke ke- huH inrpeÙ Ô`nar Ku.H ini*Êy xuâ pairàimkwavnI \/vu tane Spx±ne
khe Ke- huH to inralHbI ini*Êy Ku.H
Aa rIte AaTma AaTm&anno krnaro to n=I j prHtu... AaTm&anmaH
AaTm&an p` jàtuH n=I. AaTm&anmaH to huH pU`R Ô`nar KuH... tem jày Ke.
AaTmdxRn kho ke jEndxRn kho te qreqr AktaRvad Ke. —AaTma AktaR Ke te
jEndxRnnI prakaÚa Ke. AaTma Akar` Ke te Anuwv&annI prakaÚa
Ke.˜
;|yey pUvRk &ey' puStkmaH pU. guÌdev]IAe inrpeÙ |yeynuH Sv$p je rIte
Ýitpaidt kyuÅ Ke... te _pr=I in:xHk khI xkay ke svR xaÏone khevano sar
AipRt kyÈ Ke. ko{ ãVyilHgI Aigyar AHgno pa@I ho ke ko{ mhaiväan ho ke
ko{ xaÏno Ô`nar mnIiØ ho.. prHtu A&anI É–aHy ne É–aHy i5kazI
\/uvwavmaH pyaRyna AiStTvne samel krI Ane ¹iÚno ivØy manto mnavto
AaVyo Ke.
(1) ko{Ae inmRz pyaRy sihtna AaTmane ¹iÚno ivØy kæo.
(2) ko{Ae kmÈpai\ inrpeÙ samaNy _pyog lÙ` je siÊy Ke tene
¹iÚnaH ivØymaH sHimilt krI tene |yeywUt prmaTma kæo.
(3) ko{Ae SvkalmaH... ãVynI inTytamaH _Tpad-Vyyne to iwþ raQya
prHtu pyaRyna \/aVE y AHxne AHxI \/vu prmaTmamaH Awed krI.. tene
¹iÚno ivØy Ýitpaidt kyÈ.
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(4) ko{Ae smysar ga=a-2na Aa\are smy namno pda=R jemaH
Ô`vuH Ane pir`mvuH =ay Ke temaH s¹x Aek$p je Ô`vu.H .. Ô`vu.H ...
Ô`vu.H .. samaNy \araÝvah$p =ay Ke tene ku!S= AaTmamaH S=apI
Ane tene ¹iÚno ivØy qtVyo.
hUHDaAvsipRÌ kazmaH... pU. guÌdevnI An_piS=itmaH ¹iÚno ivØy
ivvadag/St ={ pD–o Ke. AaTma=± Òvo iä\amaH pD–a Ke. te=I Aa puStkmaH 320
ga=a _prna pU. guÌdev]Ina je Ývcno Ke te ixibr vqtna =yela Ývcno Ke
temaH te vqtna b\a pHiDtonI p` hajrI htI Ane pU. guÌdev]Ina 320 ga=ana
ta. 20-8-70na 12ma ÝvcnmaH p` _dŸgar srI pD–a Ke ke AavaH Ývcno t=a
AavuH SpÚIkr` pUvRe kdI =yuH j n=I teva Aa ÝvcnomaH |yeynuH Sv$p... coQqu.H ..
wezsez ivnanuH prakaÚaAe Ýitpaidt =yel Ke.
320 mI ga=a Ane 271 ma kzxnI sHi\ Ke. 320 ga=ana mUzmaH kæuH ke
bH\-moÙne Ôè Ke. bH\-moÙne krto n=I tena inØe\ ma!e kæuH ke bH\-moÙne
Ôè Ke Ae!lo Vyvhar lI\o. ßyare 271 kzxmaH rajmlÒ sahebe Ae Vyvharno
p` inØe\ kyÈ. huH &ata, huH &ey, huH &an Aeva 5` wedno inØe\ kyÈ. huH to cetna
svRSv Aevo Awed Sv&ey Ku.H &annI pyaRynuH &ey pr to n=I¸ prHtu &annI
pyaRynuH &ey &an pyaRy p` n=I. je &an pyaRy \/vu prmaTmamaH huH pùH krtI
pir`mI te smye Ô`vamaH pUro piràmI AaTma &annuH &ey =ay Ke. piràmI
Sv&eymaH |yeyna ke &eynaH wedo smata n=I. piràmI Awed Sv&eymaH inmRz
pyaRyno wed deqato n=I. &an Sv$p to &an Sv$p Ke.
]âano ivØy sHp`
U pR è Òvone in\aRr` =va KtaH... sMyGdxRn kem =tuH
n=I? &atabuiânI wUlne Aa 271 kzxmaH dxaRvI Ke. &an pyaRyno ivØy p`
_padeywUt prmaTma bne Ke Tyare &an pyaRyno inüy Ýg! =ay Ke. ßyare
]âanI pyaRyno inüy Ane &an pyaRyno inüy bþe Aek sa=e Ýg!e Ke Tyare TyaH
AaTmanuwv dxa hoy Ke.
ãVyilHgI muin-Aigyar AHgno pa@I É–aH =ap qay Ke? tenI sU"m wUl xuH
Ke? vgere ÝÆonuH inrakr` krnara Ane Sv&eynI sU"mtmŸpè smalocna krnara
Aa K Ývcnone &eyna ivwagmaH suriÙt kyaR Ke.
jysenacayRnI taTpyRvi< ¿nI 320 ga=a _pr 1970nI salmaH =yela bar
Ývcnone |yeyna ivwagmaH smaivÚ krel Ke. Aa ÝvcnonuH sU"m A|yyn =taH
temaH rhela ivra! wavo Ýg! =ya, Ý&a sU"m =taH inrpeÙ |yeynuH Sv$p ivxeØe
|yeypUvkR &ey
SpÚ =yu.H Aa Ývcno 1994na AHtmaH saE Ý=m pU. wa{]I lalcHdwa{na
ha=maH AaVya... Ane saHwztanI sa=e j temne wav AaVyo ke- Aa Ývcno
puStkakare bhar paDva jeva Ke. 199pmaH te puStk$pe Ýg! =ya. |yeypUvRk &eynI
bIÒ Aav<i¿ne pU. wa{]Ina 94maH pavn jNmidne Ýkaxn =taH Amo hØR AnuwvI
ræa KIAe.
Aa Ývcno p` AÙrx: Ke. |yeyna ivwagmaH sHkilt Ývcno ihNdI waØamaH
=yela hova=I tene jem Ke tem raqel Ke. Aa ÝvcnonuH sHkln Ane sHpadn
surNe ãngrna DaÛ. devNe ãwa{ Aem. doxI äara pU`R =yel Ke. bIÒ Aav<i¿naH ÝkaxnnI
danraix p` DaÛ. devNe ãwa{ mohnlal doxI temj m<dl
u aben devNe ãwa{ doxI
trf=I =yel Ke. rajko! idgHbr ijn mHidr teAo]I ÝTye ñdy=I Aawar Vy›
kre Ke.
Aa puStk http://www.AtmaDharma.com pr mukvamaH Aavel Ke. jeno
koMPyu!ra{Jexnno qCaR ]I jxvHtlal CaHdl
u al ko!iDya pirvar-broDa t=a
keilfoinRya trf=I AapvamaH Aavel Ke.
|yeypUvkR &ey puStkmaH rhela |yey-&eyna wavone smÒ... \ar` krI...
in\aRrI... y=a=R in`Ry krI Ane ;|yey pUvkR &ey' Svanuwvna inivRkLp Sv$pne
ÝaPt kro tevI mHgl wavna pUvkR AStu.
VI
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|yeypUvkR &ey
VII
ÝkaxkIy invedn
A|yaTmyug ÝvtRk, A|ya„¹Úa, A|yaTmmUitR]I kanÒSvamIna smysar
320 mI ga=a _pr 1970 nI salmaH ixibr drMyan =yela Ývcno temj
1966-68-74-77 nI iv\ iv\ salmaH smysar kzx 271 _pr =yela
A|ya„rs rist Ývcno ;Ô`nar' nI mHgl |vinnI gjRna kre Ke.
vaGivlas ivnanI srz waØa Ane tenI sa=e Ô`narnI Aiwƒi›ne
isHcnara _CctmŸ wavono AdŸwtU smNvy Aa ÝvcnomaH Ôeva mze Ke. Aa
Ývcnone vaHcta... saHwztaH... ivcartaH... in`Ry krtaH...¸ Ô`nar... Ô`nar...
Ô`narna inmRz ÝvahmaH iwHÔyne.... Òvo, &anrs=I pLlivt =ya Ke. Ô`nar
tÀvno Ahalek jgaDtI vaÌ Aa„ana saÙaTkarne sa\e tevI Aitxyta=I
wirt Ke.
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u o Ae vat=I ividt Ke ke - rajko! _pr pU. guÌdev]InI
Apar... Amap... AsIm k<pa sdEv vrsI rhI Ke. Aa ÝsHgne AnulÙIne in*kar`
kÌàswr Aek ÝsHg varHvar ic¿dxRnmaH JzkI ræo Ke.
pU. guÌdev]I jyare rajko! p\arta Tyare AadrÌy ]I lalcHdwa{ äara
kya xaÏnI k{ ga=a levI Ke te babtnI Aek nÇ\ AapvamaH AavtI. Aek vqt
pU. guÌdev]IAe rajko! p\arvanI temnI SvIk<it AapI dI\I. AadrÌy mu. ]I
lalcHdwa{ Ane AadrÌy Do. cHdw
u a{ Ae bþe iväanoAe nkkI kyuR ke - Aa
vqte pU. guÌdev]I pase=I smysar taTpyRvi< ¿nI 320 mI ga=a levDavvI. pU.
guÌdev]Ine ivnHtI krI ke Amare taTpyRvi< ¿nI 320 mI ga=ano Sva|yay krvo
Ke. ÝÆ Ae hto ke ga=a sHSk<tmaH htI Ane pU. guÌdev]IAe É–arey Aa ga=a
ÔhermaH lI\I n htI. pU. guÌdev]InI SvIk<itnI lIlI JHDI mzI g{ ke - wle
320 mI ga=a _pr ƒaQyan Aapxu.H ma5 Aek j ratmaH sHSk<t !Ika _prno
gujratI Anuvad tEyar kraƒo Ane tenI nklo KpavI lI\I. pU. guÌdev]IAe
swamaH 320 mI ga=anuH mHgl _dŸFa!n kyuÅ Tyare smg/ mumÙ
u u swana ha=maH
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320 mI ga=ano gujratI Anuvad hto. ga=ana vaÉ–e... vaÉ–e... pU. guÌdev]IAe
svR]otajnone A|ya„nuH mkrHd ipvDaƒu.H Aa ;|yey pUvkR &ey' puStkmaH p`
ÝyojnwUt ivØy_pr sI\o ¹iÚpat kraƒo Ke.
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u aben
DI. doxI (surNe ãngr)no sHS=a ñdy=I Aawar Vy› kre Ke.
]I rajko! idgMbr ijnmHidr ;|yey pUvkR &ey' puStknI iätIy Aav<i¿nuH
Ýkaxn krtaH hØR AnuwvI ræuH Ke. Aa puStknI Ý=m Aav<i¿ p` AhÄ=I j
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]I jysenacayRkt
< —taTpyRvi< ¿˜ namnI sHSk<t !Ika t=a teno
ihNdI t=a gujratI Anuvad.
- A= tmev kt<TR vwoÉt<TvawavH ivxeØ`
e sm=Ryit-
id‚I syHip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH cev.
jaìd y bH\moÉqH kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev.. 343..
id‚I syHip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH Caev y=a £iÚ: kœa± £XymiGn$pH
vStus\
H "u a`H puÌØvþ kroit t=Ev Ca tPtay:ip~Dvdnuwv$pe` n vedyit.
t=a xuâ&anmPywedn
e xuâ&anpir`tjIvo va SvyH xuâopadan$pe` n
kroit n Ca vedyit. A=va pa@aNtrH id‚I qyHip à`H tSy VyaQyanH- n
kevlH £iÚ: "aaiyk&anmip inüyen kmRàmkarkH t=Evavedkmip. t=awUt:
snŸ ikH kroit? jaìd y bH\moÉqH janait Ca kaE? bN\mo"aaE. n kevlH
bN\mo"aaE kMmudyH i`ßjrH Caev xuwaxuw$pH kmaed
R yHH sivpakaivpak$pe`
skamakam$pe` va iä\a injRraHH CaEv janait [it. OvH svRivxuâpairàimkprmwavGa/ahke` xuâopadanwUtne xuâãVyai=Rknyen kt<TR vwoÉt<TvbN\mo"aaidkar`piràmxUNyo jIv [it sUiCatHH smudaypatinkayaH pXCaadŸga=actuÚyen jIvSyakt<TR vgu`VyaQyan-muQyTven samaNyivvr`H kËtmŸ. punrip
ga=aCatuÚyen
xuâSyaip
yTÝk<itiwbRN\o
wvit
td&anSy
mahaTMyimTy&ansam+yRk=n$pe` ivxeØivvr`H kËt.H punXCa ga=aCatuÚyen
jIvSyawoÉt<Tvgu`VyaQyanmuQyTven VyaQyanH kËt.H tdnNtrH xuâinXCayen
tSyEv kt<TR vbN\mo"aaidkkar`piràmvjRn$pSy äadxga=aVyaQyanSyopsHhar$pe` ga=aäyH gtH..343..
[it ]IjysenacayR kËtayaH smysarVyaQyayaH xuâaTmanuwiU tlÙàyaH
taTpyRvt
< aE moÙai\karsHbiN\nI ctudx
R ga=a-imXctuiwRrNtrai\karEXcUilka
smaPta. A=va iätIyVyaQyanenaZ moÙai\kar: smaPt:.
ikH c ivxeØ: - AaEpximk: idpˆwavanaH m|ye ken waven moÙo wvtIit
ivcayRt.e tZaEpximk-ÙayopximkÙaiykodiykwavctuÚyH pyaRy$pH wvit
xuâpairàimkStu ãVy$p [it. tCc prSprsapeÙH ãVypyaRyäy-maTmpda=È
w~yte. tZ tavßjIvTvwVyTviZiv\pairàimkwavm|ye xuâ jIvTvHxi›lÙ`H yTpairàimkTvH tCKuâãVyai=Rknyai]tÀvaiþravr`H xuâpairàimkPlease inform us of any errors on [email protected]
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|yeypUvkR &ey
wavsH&H &atVyH t¿u. bN\moÙpyaRypirìtrihtH. yTpundRxÝa`$pH jIvTvH
wVyawVyTväyH c tTpyaRyai=Rknyai]tÀvad-xuâpairàimkwavsH&imit.
k=m- xuâimit cet,Ÿ sHsairàH xuânyen isâanaH tuH svR=Ev
dxÝa`$pjIvTvwVyawVyTväyawavaidit.
tSy
ZySy
m|ye
wVyTvlÙ`pairàimkSy tu y=asHwvH sMyÉTvaidjIvgu`FatkH
dexFaitsvRFaitsH&H mohaidkmRsamaNyH pyaRyai=Rknyen ÝCKadkH wvit [it
iv&ey.H tZ c yda kalaidliB\vxen wVyTvx›eVyRi›wRvit tdayH jIv:
shjxuâpairàimkwavlÙìnjprmaTmãVysMykŸ]âan&ananucr`pyaRyÌpe`
pir`mit. tCc pir`mn- magmwaØyaEpximkÙayopximk ÙaiykH wavZyH
w~yte. A|yaTmwaØya pun: xuâaTmaiwmuqpiràm: xuâopyog [Tyaid
pyaRysH&aH lwte. s c pyaRy: xuâpairàimkwavlÙ`xuâaTmãVyaTk=Hici…þ:. kSmatŸ? wavna$pTvatŸ. xuâpairàimkStu wavna$po
n wvit. y\ekaNtenxuâpairàimkadiwþo wivt tdaSy wavna$pSy
moÙkar`wUtSy moÙÝStave ivnaxe jate sit xuâpairàimkwav Syaip
ivnax: ÝaPnoit¸ n c t=a. tt: iS=tH -xuâpairàimkwavivØye ya wavna
tãUpH ydaEpximkaidwavZyH tTsmStragaidrihtÀven xuâopadankar`TvaNmoÙkar`H wvit, n c xuâpairàimk:. yStu xi›$po moÙ: s
xuâpairàimke pUvmR ve it¤it. AyH tu Vyi›$pmoÙivcaro vtRt.Re t=a cae›H
isâaHt-e ini*kÊy: xuâpairàimk:. ini*kÊy [it ko½=R:? bN\kar`wUta ya
ikÊya ragaidpirìt:, tãUpo n wvit. moÙkar`wUta c ikÊya
xuâwavnapirìtStãUpXc n wvit. tto &ayte xuâpairàimkwavo
|yey$po wvit |yan$po n wvit. kSmatŸ? |yanSy ivnXvrTvatŸ. t=a
yogINãdevrE Pyu›H - ìv _pßj[ ìv mr[ bH\u ` moÉqu kre[. ij_ prmT=e
jo[ya ij`vr O_ wè[. ikHc ivviÙtEkdexâ
u nyai]teyH wavna
inivRkarSvsHvd
e nlÙ`wedÙayopximka&anTven y>PyekdexVyi›-$pa
wvit t=aip |yata puÌØ: ydev skl inravr`mq~DEkÝTyÙ-ÝitwassmymivnXvrH xuâpairàimkprmwavlÙ`H injprmaTmãVyH tdeva-himit
wavyit n c q~D&an$pimit wava=R:. [dH tu VyaQyanH prSprsapeÙagma|yaTmnyâyaiwÝaySya-ivro\envE ki=tH isâytIit &atVyH ivveikiw:.
Ab [sI kt<TR v v woÉt<Tv Ae Awav ka d<ÚaHt pUvk
R sm=Rn krte hE-H
A=R- jEse cÙu deqne yoGy pda=R ko deqta hI hE _ska ktaR t=a
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wo›a nhÄ hota hE _sI Ýkar &an wI bH\, moÙ, kmÃ ke _dy t=a kmÈ kI
injRra ko janta hI hE, k¿aR-wo›a nhÄ hota.. 343..
d<Úa bne yugl locn deqte hE,H na d<Xy-SpxR krte n ih hØRte hE.H
&anI Akark Avedk janta hE, TyÇ bN\ moÙ ivi\ ko tj manta hE.. 343..
!Ika-idõI sHyip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH cev jEse cÙu AiGn$p d<*y
ko deqta hE ikNtu jlane vale puÌØ ke sman vh _se jlata nhÄ hE, t=a
tPtayman lohipHD ke sman vh _se Anuwv$p se vedta wae›a wI nhÄ hE.
vEse hI xuâ&an wI A=va AwedivvÙa se xuâ&an meH pir`t huAa jIv wI
xuâ-_padan $p se (ANy ãVyÇ ko) n krta hI hE AaEr n vedta hI hEAnuwvta hI hE. A=va dUsa pa@ yh hE idõI qyHip à` [ska A=R yh hE ik
kevl d<iÚ hI nhÄ ikNtu Ùaiyk&an wI inüy$p se kmÃ ka nhÄ krne
vala AaEr nhÄ vednevala-Anuwvnevala hota hE. Oesa hota huAa vh Éya
krta hE? jaìd y bH\moÉqH bH\ AaEr moÙ ko janta hE. kevl bH\-moÙ ko
hI nhÄ ikNtu kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev xuwaxuw$p-kmR ke _dy ko, t=a sivpakAivpak$p A=va skam AaEr Akam$p se hone valI do Ýkar kI injRra
ko wI janta hE. [s Ýkar xuâpairàimk$p-prmwavka
g/ahk OvH jo _padan Sv$p hE Oese xuâãVyai=Rkny ke äara ktaRpn,
wo›apn, bH\, moÙaid ke kar`wUt piràm se riht yh jIv hE Oesa sUict
ikya hE. [s Ýkar smuday patinka meH pIKe kI car ga=aAÇ äara jIv ke
AktaRpngu` ke VyaQyan kI muQyta se samaNy v`Rn ikya hE. ifr car
ga=aAÇ meH yh btaya hE ik inüyse xuâ-jIvke wI jo kmRÝkËityÇ ka bH\
hota hE vh A&anka mahaTMy hE [s Ýkar A&an kI sam+yR ka ivxeØ$p se
v`Rn ikya hE. ifr car ga=aAÇ meH jIv ke Awo›apn ke gu` ka VyaQyan
muQyta se hE. [s ktaRpn-bH\-moÙaid ka kar`wUt piràm ka inØe\ 12
ga=aAÇ meH huAa hE jo ik xuâinüyny se ikya gya hE _sI ka _psHhar do
ga=aAÇ meH huAa hE.. 343..
[s Ýkar ]I jysenacayR kI bna{ hu{ xuâaTmanuwiU t lÙ`valI
taTpyR namkI ]I smysarjI kI VyaQya ke ihNdI Anuvad meH moÙai\kar se
sMbN\ rqne valI yh cUilka smaPt hu{. A=va dUsre VyaQyan ke äara
moÙ Ai\kar smaPt huAa.
Ab yha¥ pr ivcar ikya jata hE ik jIv ke AaEpximk Aaid pa¥c
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|yeypUvkR &ey
wavÇ meH se iks wav ke äara moÙ hota hE. so vha¥ AaEpximk, Ùayopximk,
Ùaiyk AaEr AaEdiyk Oese car wav to pyaRy$p hEH AaEr Ok xuâpairàimk
wav ãVy$p hE. pda=R prSpr ApeÙa ilye ãVy-pyaRy $p hE. vha¥ jIvTv,
wVyTv AaEr AwVyTv tIn Ýkar ka pairàimk wav hE. _smeH wI xi›
lÙ`$p xuâjIvn-pairàimkwav hE, vhI xuâãVyai=Rkny ka Aa]y hone
se inravr` xuâpairàimkwav hE nam ijska Oesa janna caihye, jo ik
bH\ AaEr moÙ$p pyaRy kI pirìt se riht hE. AaEr dxÝa`$p jIvTv,
wVyTv AaEr AwVyTv ye sb pyaRyai=Rkny ke Aa]y hone se Axuâpairàimk
nam vale hE.H yha¥ ÝÆ hota hE ik Axuâpairàimk ÉyÇ hE?
H [ska _¿r yh
hE ik dxÝa`$p jIvTv, wVyTv AaEr AwVyTv [n tInÇ ka isâÇ meH to
svR=a Awav hE, ikNtu sHsarI jIvÇ meH wI xuâinüyny se Awav hE. vha¥ [n
tInÇ meH se wVyTv lÙàla pairàimk wav hE _ska to pyaRyai=Rkny se
mohaidk kmRsamaNy AaCKadk hEH jo dexFatI AaEr svRFatI nam vala hE
OvH sMyÉTvaid jIv ke gu`Ç ka Fatk hE Oesa smJna caihye. vha¥ jb
kal Aaid liB\yÇ ke vx se wVyTvxi› kI AiwVyi› hotI hE tb yh jIv
shj-xuâpairàimk wav$pI lÙ` ko rqne valI Oese inj-prmaTmãVy
ke sMykŸ]âan, &an AaEr Aacr` kI pyaRy ke $p meH pir`mn krta hE
_sI hI pir`mn ko Aagm waØa meH AaEpximk, Ùayopximk, AaEr Ùaiykwav
[n tInÇ namÇ se kha jata hE. vhI A|yaTmwaØa meH xuâaTma ke Aiwmuq
piràm khlata hE ijsko xuâopyog [Tyaid pyaRy$p nam se khte hE.H
vh xuâopyog$p pyaRy wI xuâpairàimkwav hE lÙ` ijska Oese
xuâaTmãVy se k=HictŸ iwþ $p hotI hE ÉyÇik vh wavna$p hota hE.
ikNtu xuâpairàimk wav wavna$p nhÄ hota hE. yid [s wavna$p piràm
ko OkaNt$p se xuâpairàimkwav se Aiwþ hI man ilya jay to moÙ ka
kar`wUt wavna $p piràm ka to, moÙ ho jane pr nax ho jata hE tb
_ske nax ho jane pr xuâpairàimkwav ka wI nax ho jana caihye? so
Oesa hE nhÄ. [silye yh iniXct hE ik xuâpairàimkwav ke ivØy meH jo
wavna hE _s$p jo AaEpximkaid tIn wav hEH so ragaidk smSt ivkarwavÇ
se riht hone se xuâ-_padan ke kar`$p hEH [silye moÙ ke kar` hote hE,H
ikNtu xuâpairàimkwav moÙ ka kar` nhÄ hE.H ha¥, jo xi›$p moÙ hE vh
to xuâpairàimk$p phle se hI ÝvtRman hE ikNtu yha¥ pr to Vyi›$p
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moÙ ka ivcar cl rha hE, Oesa hI isâaHt meH ilqa huAa ik ;ini*kÊy:
xuâpairàimk:' A=aRtŸ xuâpairàimk - wav to ini*kÊy hota hE. ini*kÊy
khne ka wI Éya A=R hE? ragaidmy-pirìt valI OvH bH\kI kar`wUt
ikÊya se riht hE t=a moÙ kI kar`wUt jo ikÊya, xuâSv$p kI wavna$p
pirìt hE _sse wI riht hE. [sse yh jana jata hE ik xuâpairàimkwav
|yey$p hE prHtu |yan$p nhÄ hE ÉyÇik ivnaxxIl hE. jEsa ik yogINãdev
ne wI Apne prmaTmÝkax meH ilqahE ;ìv _Ppßj[ ìv mr[ bH\u ` moÉqu kre[. ij_ prmT=ejo{ya
ij`vr-O_ wè[. ;A=aRtŸ - he yogI. sun, prma=Rdi< Ú se deqne pr yh jIv
n to _pjta hE, n mrta hE, n bH\ hI krta hE, n moÙ hI ÝaPt krta hE Oesa
wI ijneNã wgvanŸ khte hE.H
taTpyR yh hE ik ivvÙa meH lI hu{ Okdexxuâny ke Aai]t hone valI
wavna inivRkar -SvsHvd
e n hI hE lÙ` ijska Oese Ùayopximk &an se
p<=kŸpne ke kar` y\ip Okdex - Vyi›$p hE ifr wI |yan krne vala puÌØ
yhI wavna krta hE ik jo swI Ýkar ke Aavr`Ç se riht AqHD-OkÝTyÙÝitwasmy t=a naxriht AaEr xuâpairàimk lÙ`vala injprmaTmaãVy
hE vhI mEH hUH Aiptu qHD&an$p mEH nhÄ h<,H yh sb VyaQyan yhaÅ prSpr kI
ApeÙa ko ilye huye hEH jo Aagm AaEr A|yaTmny [n dono ka ivro\ nhÄ
krne se hI isâ hota hE. [s Ýkar ivvekI &ainyÇ ka smWkna caihye.
jym ne5, tem j &an n=I kark, n=I vedk Are...¦
Ôè j kmÈdy, inrjra, bH\ temj moÙne. 320
te j Akt<TR v wokt<Tvwavne ivxeØpè ¹# kre Ke:- (id‚I syH ip à`H
AkaryH th AvedyH cev) jevI rIte ne5 - ktaR ¹Xy AevI AiGn$p vStun,e
sH\Ù
u ` (sH\kU `) krnar purØ
u nI mafk krtuH n=I Ane, tpela loqHDna
ipHDnI mafk, Anuwv$pe vedtuH n=I¸ tevI rIte xuâ &an p` A=va Awed=I
xuâ&anpir`t Òv p` pote xuâ - _padan$pe krto n=I Ane vedto n=I.
A=va pa@aNtr: —id‚I qyH ip à`H˜ tenHu VyaQyan:- ma5 ¹iÚ j nih
prHtu Ùaiyk&an p` inüy=I kmÈnuH Akark temj Avedk p` Ke.) tevo
hoto =ko (xuâ&an pir`t Òv) xuH kre Ke...? (jaìdy bH\moÉqH) Ôè
Ke. kone...? bH\ -moÙne. ma5 bH\- moÙne nih, (kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev) xuwAxuw$p kmÈdyne t=a sivpak- Aivpak$pe ne skam - Akam$pe be ÝkarnI
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|yeypUvkR &ey
injRrane p` Ôè Ke.
svRivxuâ - pairàimk - prmwavg/ahk xuâ - _padanwUt xuâ
ãVyai=Rknye Òv kt<TR v - wokt<Tv=I t=a bH\- moÙnaH kar` ne piràm=I
xUNy Ke Aem smudaypatinkamaH khevamaH AaVyuH htu.H pKI car ga=a äara
ÒvnuH Akt<TR vgu`na VyaQyannI muQyta=I samaNy ivvr` krvamaH AaVyu.H
Tyar pKI car ga=a äara —xuâne p` je Ýk<it sa=e bH\ =ay Ke te A&annuH
mahaTMy Ke.˜ Aem A&annuH sam+yR kheva$pe ivxeØ ivvr` krvamaH AaVyu.H
Tyar pKI car ga=a äara ÒvnuH Awokt<Tvgu`na VyaQyannI muQyta=I
VyaQyan krvamaH AaVyu.H Tyar pKI be ga=a khevamaH AavI jena äara, pUvRe
bar ga=amaH xuâ inüy=I ktuTR v-wokt<Tvna Awav$p t=a bH\- moÙnaH
kar` ne piràmna Awav$p je VyaQyan krvamaH AaVyuH htuH teno j
_psH h ar krvamaH AaVyo.Aa rIte smysarnI xu â aTmanu wU i t lÙ`
;taTpyRvi< ¿' namnI !IkamaH moÙai\kar sHb\
H I cUilka smaPt ={. A=va
bIÒ rIte VyaQyan krtaH, AhÄ moÙai\kar smaPt =yo.
vzI ivxeØ khevamaH Aave Ke:AaEpximkaid paHc wavomaH kya wav=I moÙ =ay Ke te ivcarvamaH
Aave Ke.
TyaH AaEpximk, Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk Ane AaEdiyk Ae car wavo
pyaRy$p Ke. Ane xuâ pairàimk (wav) ãVy$p Ke. Ae prSpr sapeÙ AevHu
ãVy pyaRyäy (ãVy Ane pyaRynuH ÔeDku)
H te AaTma - pda=R Ke.
TyaH Ý=m to ÒvTv, wVyTv Ane AwVyTv Aem 5` Ýkarna
pairàimk wavomaH, xuâÒvTv AevuH je xi›lÙ` pairàimkpùH te
xuâãVyai=Rknyai]t hova=I inravr` Ane ;xuâ pairàimk wav' AevI
sH&avazuH Ô`vu¸H te to bH\ - moÙpyaRypirìtriht Ke. prHtu je dxÝa`$p
ÒvTv Ane wVyTv-AwVyTväy te pyaRyai=Rknyai]t hova=I ;Axuâ
pairàimkwav' sH&avazaH Ke. ÝÆ: ;Axuâ' kem...? _¿r:- sHsarIAone
xuâny=I Ane isâone to svR=a j dxÝa`$p ÒvTvno Ane wVyTv AwVyTväyno Awav hova=I.
te 5`maH, wVyTvlÙ` pairàimkne to y=asHwv sMykŸTvaid
ÒvguònuH Fatk ;dexFatI' Ane ;svRFatI' AevaH namvazuH mohaidkmRsamaNy
pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke Aem Ô`vu.H TyaH, ßyare kazaidliB\na vxe wVyTv
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xi›nI Vyi› =ay Ke Tyare Aa Òv shj - xuâ - pairàimkwavlÙ`
injprmaTmãVynaH sMykŸ]âan - &an -Anucr`$p pyaRye pir`me Ke. te
pir`mn Aagm - waØa=I ;AaEpximk' ;Ùayopximk' t=a ;Ùaiyk'
Aeva wav5y khevay Ke. Ane A|yaTmwaØa=I ;xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm',
;xuâopyog' [Tyaid pyaRysH&a pame Ke.
te pyaRy xuâpairàimkwavlÙ` xuâaTmãVy=I k=HictŸ iwþ Ke. xa
ma!e...? wavna$p hova=I. xuâ pairàimk (wav) to wavna$p n=I. Ôe
(te pyaRy) AekaHte xuâ - pairàimk=I Aiwþ hoy, to moÙno ÝsHg bntaH
Aa wavna$p moÙkar`wUt (pyaRy) no ivnax =taH xuâ - pairàimkwav
p` ivnaxne pame. p` Aem to bntuH n=I (kar` ke xuâpairàimkwav to
AivnaxI Ke.)
ma!e Aam @yu:Å - xuâ pairàimkwavivØyk (xuâ pairàimkwavne
AvlHbnarI) je wavna te-$p je AaEpximkaid 5` wavo teAo smSt
ragaid=I riht hovane lI\e xuâ_padan- kar`wUt hova=I moÙkar`
(moÙnaH kar`) Ke, prHtu xuâpairàimk nih (A=aRtŸ xuâpairàimkwav
moÙnuH kar` n=I).
je xi›$p moÙ Ke te to xuâpairàimk Ke, Ý=m=I j iv>man Ke. Aa
to Vyi›$p moÙno ivcar cale Ke.
AevI j rIte isâaHtmaH kæuH Ke ke —ini*kÊy: xuâpairàimk:˜ A=aRtŸ
xuâpairàimk (wav) ini*Êy Ke. ini*Êynae xo A=R Ke..? (xuâpairàimk
wav) bH\na kar`wUt je iÊya - ragaidpirìt, te - $p n=I Ane moÙna
kar`wUt je iÊya - xuâwavnapirìt, te - $p p` n=I. ma!e Aem Ô`vamaH
Aave Ke ke xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p Ke, |yan$p n=I. xa ma!e...? kar` ke
|yan ivnXvr Ke. (Ane xuâpairàimkwav to AivnaxI Ke). ]I yogINãdeve
p` kæuH Ke ke —` iv _pßj[ ` iv mr[ bH\u ` moÉqu kre[. ij_ prmT=e
jo[ya ij`vr O_ wè[..˜ (A=aRtŸ he yogI..¦ prma=eR Òv épjto p`
n=I, mrto p` n=I Ane bH\ - moÙ krto n=I - Aem ]I ijnvr khe Ke.)
vzI te SpÚ krvamaH Aave Ke:- ivviÙt - Aekdex - xuâ nyai]t Aa
wavna (A=aRtŸ kheva \arelI AaHixk xuiâ$p Aa pirìt) inivRkar SvsHvde nlÙ` Ùayopximk&an$p hova=I Ôe ke Aekdex Vyi›$p Ke. to
p` |yata pu r u Ø Ae m wave Ke ke —je sklinravr`-AqH D -Ae k Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]
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|yeypUvkR &ey
ÝTyÙÝitwasmy - AivnXvr- xuâ - pairàimk prmwavlÙìnjprmaTmãVy te j huH Ku'H , prHtu Aem wavto n=I ke ;qHD&an$p huH Ku'H - Aam
wava=R Ke.
Aa VyaQyan prSpr sapeÙ AevaH Aagm - A|yaTmna tem j nyäyna
(ãVyai=Rk - pyaRyai=Rknyna) AiwÝayna Aivro\pUvkR j khevamaH AaVyuH
hova=I isâ Ke (-inbaR\ Ke) Aem ivvekIAoAe Ô`vu.H
(Anuvadk pH. ]I ihHmtlal je. xah)
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smysar 3r0 ga=a jysenacayRkI !Ika, jrI sU"m hE, p` smjneka cIj
hE, pana hE sbke pas, Ao ma!e pHdrso KpaVya Ke. sbkI pas rqega (ik) kya
xBdka kya A=R hota hE.
jysenacayRkt< taTpyRvi< ¿ !Ika- Aeno Anuvad
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id‚I syH ip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH cev.
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jaìd y bH\moÉqH kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev.. 320..
!Ika- —_sI AktRT< v, Awokt<Tvwavko ivxeØ$pse ¹# krte hE .H ˜ kya khete
hHE ? wgvan AaTma &ananHd Sv$p _ska (Sv$p) i5kazI AanHd ne \uv/ hE.
_ska &an nih, _ska wan nih Ae pu~y- pap ragäeØ Aaidka ktaR hota hE Ane
_ska wo›a hota hE, smjmeH Aaya? ijskI ¹iÚ ãVy, vStu je \uv/ cEtNy
mhaSvyHwUrm` smuã, cEtNyka mha SvyHwUrm`smuã, \uv/ , inTy AivnaxI,
AEsa pyaRyse riht AEsI i5kazI cIj hE, _skI _pr ijskI ¹iÚ nhÄ, vo rag ne
pyaRy Aek smyka piràm ne rag _pr ¹iÚ hones,e Ae rag, äeØ pu~y-papka
ktaR Ane _ska wo›a A&anI hota hE, smjmeH Aaya?
vStuka Sv$p, wgvan AaTmaka Sv$p AaEr vStuka Sv$pka ¹iÚvan, vo
rag Aaidka ktaR nih ne wo›a nih Aem yhaH isâ krna hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Am<tcHãacayRkI !Ika vaHc lIya mgr jysenacayRkI !Ika meH bhut sU"m wr dIya
hE. do var to TyaH rajko! VyaQyan ho gya, yhaH p` Aekvar huAa. sU"m =oDa hE
p` hve smj to le QyalmeH (le) ke jEn-dxRnmeH tÀv Éya hE smjmeH Aaya?
to Aa AaTma Aek smymeH pUàRndH , xuâ cEtNy \/vu sagr, Lyo Aa sagr
Aaya tuMhara. (]ota: bhu AanHd AaVyo) AEsa wgvan _skI ijsko ¹iÚ nhÄ,
_ska ijsko |yey nhÄ Ane ¹iÚka ivØy ãVy (ko) bnakr pir`mn kIya nhÄ,
ye sb im+ya¹iÚ hE Aem khete hE, smjmeH Aaya? to Ao im+ya nam ijskI
(¹iÚ) sTy Sv$p wgvan AaTma, AEsI ¹iÚ nhÄ hE vo rag äeØ _dy ivkarwav
vo pir`mn krte hE, ne ye merI cIj hE Aem krke _sko vedn krte hE, to Anaidka
ktRT< v ne wokt<Tvwav, A&anse _Tpþ krke, car gitmeH Ae kar` vo $lte hEH
smjmeH Aaya?
to \mR jb hota hE to kEse hota hE vo bat cltI hE. smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE, deqo, —idõI syH ip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH cev˜,vo to mUz
pa@maH bat hE p` _skI !Ika krte hE, ¹ÚaHt dIya hE —ijs Ýkar ne5˜ AaHq,
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|yeypUvkR &ey
ktaR, —¹Xy vStukI AaHq ktaR nhÄ hotI.˜ AaHq, AaHq khete hE ne vo? cÙu, cÙu
deqnevalI hE vo deqnekI cIjko ktaR-htaR vo AaHq nhÄ hE smjmeH Aaya? AaHq
hE vo deqnevalI AaHq ¹Úa, ktaR AaEr vo ¹Xy Ôe pda=R hE, _smeH Ônne layk
AiGn, xrIr, vaÌ Aaid sb, _sko AaHq ktaR nhÄ hE AEsa (isfR) deqnevalI
hE, p` hE, nhÄ hE _skI pyaRy _Tpþ kr de, AaEr prkI pyaRyko AaHq Anuwv kre,
AEsa hota nhÄ. Aa to ¹ÚaHt Ke Aa to hÒ ¹ÚaHt hE, ¹ÚaHtka isâaHt pIKe lega.
pa@maH Ôe hE vo to pIKe lega, smjmeH Aaya?
lokoko srz pDe smjnemHe Ae kar`se wgvan AacayeR ¹ÚaHt dIya hE
smjmeH Aaya? Aa smjnekI cIj hE, AnHtkazse _sne cEtNy &ayk ßyot
wgvan AaTma _ske _pr Ôer dIya nhÄ, ¹iÚ TyaH lgaya ih nhÄ. piràm _pr
lÙ, kaH rag _pr lÙ, kaH inim¿ _pr lÙ, Aek smykI Ýg! AvS=a _pr lÙ
vo sb im+ya¹iÚka lÙ hE, smjmeH Aaya? mUz bat hE wgvan.
khete hE, ye ne5 deqnevalI AaHq, cÙu deqnevalI cIjko _Tpþ nhÄ krta.
_Tpþ kre? ktaR hE? wo›a wI AaHq nhÄ.
j¡Ao, ijs Ýkar hE ne? ijs Ýkar hE ne? to ijs Ýkarka A=R ¹ÚaHt hE¸ _s
Ýkar, ye pIKe isâaHt Aayega smjmeH Aaya? ijs Ýkar, _s Ýkar (¹*!aHtisâaHt) ijs Ýkar ne5 ktaR, ktaR Ae!le ne5 deqnevalI ktaR nam AaHq, cÙu, vo
¹Xy vStuko AiGn, xrIr, brf, vaÌ Aaid cIjko —sH\"u a` krnevala purØu
AiGn$p vStuko ktaR hE˜ jEse AiGn jlanevala, sulganevala tmarI waØa Ke
ne { waØa Ke ne? smjmeH Aaya? sH\"u a` krte hE ne sH\"u a`? Amare kai@yavaDI
waØameH vo, gobrka wUka hota hE ne JIà wUka _smeH AiG™ lgtI hE. É–oHik sara
k@` lakDu hoy to AiG™ pkD n ske, p` vh wUka hota hE ne JIà wUka khete hE
ne? JIà JIà to vo AiGn pkD ske, to Ae sH\"u a` krnevala, deqo AiG™ko
jlanevala, sH\"u a` krnevala A=aRtŸ ;;AiG™ jlanevala purØu '' AiG™$p vStuko
ktaR hE - AiG™$p vStuko bnate hE AiG™ _s Ýkar ktaR nhÄ, _s Ýkar AaHq ¹Xy
pda=Rko ktaR nhÄ. kho smjmeH Aaya? (AekvarmaH smÔy AevHu n=I) FÌ var
Aavxe. É–aH gya hIrawa{? (Ò. saheb) yhaH be@a hE kho smjmeH Aaya?
Amare do pHiDt hE ne vo deqo yhaH Aapè ;&ancÙu' maH AavI gyuH Ke ke nhÄ? ;&ancÙu' - p` Aa
sI\uH smje ne pa@=I to jrI _sko Qyal Aave ke kya cIj hE? to khete hE, ne5cÙu
krnevalI, kya krnevalI? deqneka kayR krnevalI, Ae AaHq jem deqnekI cIjko
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deqneka kayR kre p` deqnekI cIjko bnave, kre ke deqnekI cIjko AaHq Anuwve
AEsa hota nhÄ, kho brabr hE? nHdikxorÒ? —sH\uÙ` krnevala˜ AiG™
jlanevala, AiG™ jlanevala purØu , AiG™$p vStuko ktaR hE. Ae TyaH btavvuH Ke ne
Ae!le jrI Ae to qreqr ye AiG™ko ko{ krte nhÄ, p` AhÄ to ¹ÚaHt hE ne? loko
Qyal krte hE ne ke Lyo wa{ Aa ba{Ae AHdr gobrka k!ka, kya khete hE? @HDa
AEsa wUka krke AiG™ lgaya p` Aekla sara k@` AEsa k@` lakDa hoy to
_smeH AiG™ nhÄ jle, AiG™ nhÄ pkD ske to wUka krke AiG™ jlaya, AiG™ kIya
AEsa lok deqte hE AEsa ¹ÚaHt dIya hE. AiG™$p vStuko jEse ktaR hE AiG™ jlanevala.
_s Ýkar ktaR nhÄ. AaHq Ae Ýkare ¹Xy vStuko _Tpþ krtI hE ko{ pyaRy AEsa
nhÄ, Aem khete hE smjmeH Aaya? cIjko to _Tpþ nhÄ krte AaHq p` cIj Ôe
¹Xy hE _skI ko{ AvS=a _Tpþ kr de AEsa hE nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya?
jEse AiG™$p vStuko ktaR hE _s Ýkar AaHq ktaR nhÄ, cÙu ktaR nhÄ, smjmeH
Aaya? AiG™ jlanevala jEse AiG™ _Tpþ krte hE AEse cÙu ko{ pda=Rko _Tpþ
krte nhÄ. same hE ne pana.
—AaEr tpe huAe loh ipHDkI waHit˜ AiG™se _*` huAa AEsa lohaka goza,
AiG™se tPtayman huAa lohaka goza, —ipHDkI waHit Anuwv$pse vedta nhÄ˜
Ae loha _*`tako vedte Anuwvte hE Anuwvte ka A=R loha _*` ho gya hE.
smjme Aaya? lohaka goza AiG™my _*` ho gya hE to loha _sko vedte hE
AemaH tNmy ho gya ne? AEse AaHq pr cIjko kaH{p` wogtI ne krtI nhÄ. kho
brobr hE? Ae $p vedta nhÄ, ko`? AaHq hÇ.
ijs Ýkar =a ne vo hve _s Ýkar cÙuke ¹ÚaHtse jlanevala AiG™ko jlate
hE AEsI AaHq prãVykI pyaRykI _Tpi¿ krte nhÄ AaEr loha goza AiG™se tpa
huAa _*`tako vedte hE nam tNmy hote hE, AEse AaHq ko{p` cIjko kre nhÄ tem
_sko vede wI nhÄ. AiG™ko deqnese AiG™ka vedn hE _sko? nhÄ smjmeH Aaya?
Aa huAa ¹ÚaHt.
hve isâaHt —_s Ýkar xuâ&an wI˜, hve AEsa kya kIya hE pa@meH to AEsa
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hE sUno. —id‚I syH ip à`H˜ ¹iÚ hE vo SvyH i5kazI Ôe \uv/ &an hE Aahaha¦
to ¹iÚ xBd _smeH n lIya, p` _ska A=R vo huAa ke sMyG¹iÚ Ôe hE _skI Ôe
¹iÚ hE vo \uv/ &an, i5kazI &an _pr _skI ¹iÚ pDI hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya kI nhÄ vkIlÒ? ¹iÚ, xuâ &an Ae!le i5kazI &an \uv/ cEtNy
wgvan inTyanHd AivnaxI Aek smykI pyaRyse wI qalI dUr, smjmeH Aaya?
Aa kezvÌ to kevz&anka VyayamkI vat hE wa{ Aa. kevz&an kEse _Tpþ
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|yeypUvkR &ey
ho _skI, kevz&an _Tpþ krnevalakI ¹iÚ khaH hE. smjmeH Aaya? vo \m± ÒvkI
¹iÚ \m± AEsa i5kazI &aykwav vo _pr ¹iÚ hE. to _skae yhaH xuâ&an kha,
iksko? i5kazI&an wavko. smjmeH Aaya? hE same pana Ae ma!e to pana
bnaya hE. wgvan¦ AhÄ to khete hE ke jEse AaHq, prka ktaR wo›a nhÄ AEse
¹iÚvHt Òv Ôe ¹iÚ ijsko \uv/ &an i5kaz &an _pr pDI hE, AEsa \m± Òv Ae
\m± {sko khe ke i5kazI &an _pr ¹iÚ hE _sko \m± khIAe. smjmeH Aaya? Aa
to mUz mudaŸ kI bat hE jrI k@` pDe p` waØamaH ko{ k@à{ n Aaye AEsI srz
AatI hE p` _sko smjnekI drkar to krnI cahIAe ke nhÄ? smÔ skte hE ko{
dUsra? smjmeH Aaya?
khte hE ke ijs Ýkar cÙu _s Ýkar xuâ &an, ¹iÚ n lIya pa@meH to ¹iÚ hE,
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—id‚I syH ip à`H˜ (id‚no A=R ne5 kyÈ) @Ik, ne5 kyÈ. p` AhÄya ¹iÚ
levanI Ke. AhÄya jem id‚I TyaH Ke Aem AhÄya à`H-à`H no A=R i5kaz je
&an, ma=e kæuH Ke ne paKuH nIce (lqa`) kyuÅ Ke wa{ tme, ma5 ¹iÚ nhÄ prHtu
Ùaiyk &an wI TyaH lQyuH Ke j¡Ao nIce Ae to vat ={ g{ Ke phelI Ae Ùaiyk
&anno A=R ¹iÚ Ke. kya kha smjmeH Aaya?
\Ime=I xaHitse Aa to cIj AHtrkI hE ye khete hE ke ¹iÚmaH AhÄya to wa{Ae
kæuH ne AhÄ ¹iÚmaH to ne5nuH _tayuR Ke. p` ¹iÚmaH to ¹iÚ j _tarI Ke AhÄ xuâ
&anmaH, kar`ke pIKe khete hE ma5 ¹iÚ j nhÄ, p` kevz&an wI AktaR-Awo›a
hE AEsa ih ¹iÚvHt AktaR Awo›a hE Aem AhÄya isâ krna hE, smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma cEtNy ibHb, \uv/ , AivnaxI ijska AHx Ôe i5kaz, _skI
_pr ijskI ¹iÚ hE, _ska nam sMyGdŸxn
R hE ¹iÚka ivØy. im+yadxRnka ivØy
Aek smykI pyaRy ne rag Ae kaH{ ivØy huAa nhÄ qreqr to. smjmeH Aaya?
im+ya]âa, im+ya ¹iÚka ivØy qreqr Ae Aeno ivØy j nhÄ Aem KtaH
ivØy khena pDte hE. kar` ivØy kya _ska? ¹iÚka ivØy Ôe pUr` hE AEsa
ivØy Aana cahIAe to AEsa im+ya¹iÚka ivØy Ae hE nhÄ to qreqr _ska
ivØy nhÄ Aem khete hE Aahaha¦ wa{, xuH kæuH smÔù?H (im+ya¹iÚno ivØy j
kaH{ n=I) Ae{ (im+ya¹iÚno ko{ ivØy j n=I) ivØy j n=I KtaH Aeè ivØy
bnaVyo Ke ¹iÚmaH vStu je i5kaz$pe Ke Ýwu Ae ¹iÚmaH Aavvo Ôe{Ae kar` Ae
vStu j i5kaz \uv/ hE AEsI ¹iÚka ivØy vo to y=a=R hE. im+yadxRnka ko{ ivØy
j nhÄ kar` Aek smykI pyaRy Ae qreqr vStuy nhÄ (nhÄ-nhÄ) Aahaha......
smjmeH Aaya?
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Sv vStukI ApeÙase, wgvan i5kazI ãVy \uv/ (ik) ApeÙase Aek smykI
pyaRy, rag Ane inim¿ Ae sb AvStu hE Ae!le qreqr im+ya¹iÚka ivØy j
y=a=R hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? AvStu ho g{ Lyo Aem khete hE wa{, Aahaha¦
ware vat wa{ smjmeH Aaya? \Ime \Ime smjna hÇ smÔy AevI vat Ke waØa
to bhu sadI Ke. wle wav jrI (gHwIr) hE Lyo wa{ Amare jykumarÒ khete hE
wav gHwIr hE. wav to saheb wgvan, Aa terI lIla Aahaha¦ cEtNy wgvan,
i5lokna= jemaH piràm p` jene ADta n=I. ADta nhÄ smje? KUta hI nhÄ hE
(piràm to Aena Ke ne) Ae{¦
AaEr qreqr to piràm Ane vtRman inmRz pyaRy wI SvãVykI ApeÙase
vo to prãVy- AãVy ho gya Ae!le im+ya¹iÚka ivØy jgtmeH hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
sMyG¹iÚka ivØy (ho skta hE) ho skta hE, ne hE, Aahaha¦ (brabr)
wgvan AaTma &ayk Sv$p, xuâ vStu, inTy Ýwu {skI ¹iÚ hu{ vo ¹iÚ nam
n lIya p` pIKe le lIya ke ¹iÚka ivØykI bat hm kIya AEse yhaH Ùaiyk&ankI
bat smjna, _smes
H e ¹iÚ inkal dIya. smjmeH Aaya? (xuâ&an ne ¹iÚ bey
wega lena) wega lena &an ne ¹iÚ Ae kæuH Ke ne —na`H˜ je i5kazI &an Ke, Ae
j ¹iÚno ivØy Ke. ¹iÚnI vat meH phelI krI, hve &annI vat krxuH Aem krIne
khex,e khexe Ae!le Aem krIne khega. ihHdImaH =oDI =oDI AmarI gujratI Aave AHdr
smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Am<tna sagr relay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?
wgvan Am< t no na= SvyH w U r m`smu ã AH d r Dole Ke (Dole Ke )
SvyHwrU m`smuã jem Ke Aek hI, Aek hI cIj SvyHwU xBdmaH Aem AaVyuH Aek hI
cIj, Aek vStu wgvan pUàRndH Ýwu Ae { vStu jgtmeH hE. Ae isvay Aek
smykI pyaRy Aaid kaH{ vStu nih, AvStu hE (AvStu Ke) Aahaha¦ AvStukI
¹iÚko ih im+yaTv khete hE, lalcHdÒ Aahaha¦ Ae idgHbr sHtonI mStI Ke
smjmeH Aaya? Ae vat jEn dxRn, idgHbr dxRn isvay, AEsI bat khÄ hotI
nhÄ, ßyaH Aekla dirya DoLya Ke AHdr=I. wgvan¦ sun to shI tuH É–aH $k gya
hE ne É–aH terI cIj hE, smjmeH Aaya? khaH tuH $k gya hE Aek smyka ragme,H kaH
pyaRyme,H wgvan Ao terI cIj nhÄ Ae vStu y nhÄ AaqI Aem khete hE yhaH
(AvStu Ke) AvStu hE. y=a=R Ôe ivØy hoy to to im+yaTv khnemHe Aata hI nih.
Aahaha¦
Aave Ke ne wa{, AolamaH bH\ Ai\karmaH (im+ya¹iÚno ko{ ivØy j
n=I) ivØy j n=I. Nyay=I j¡Ao to Aa Ke. Aeno Ôe ivØy hoy to A&an
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khevay kem? smjmeH Aaya? =oDa =oDa smjna ne nhÄ to rai5ko pUKna. ra5e
Ôe maEn rhete hE ne sb (pUKta Dr lage Ke) kem? sb maEn rhete hE, maEn rhe Ke
b\a to =oDa =oDa AHdr=I n smÔy TyaH Aagz ÝÆ krna, poà FH!a rqa hE ne
rai5ko. Aahaha¦
AaHhI to khete hE ke wgvan AaTma jem ¹iÚ prko AiG™ko kre nihH AaEr
AiG™ko vede nhÄ AEse wgvan AaTma Ae xuâ&an vo ¹iÚka ivØy ne voih vStu.
smjmeH Aaya? xuâ \uv/ &an, &aykwav, i5kaz &an wav, \uv/ wav voih vStu
voih s¿a voih AaTma AaEr vo AaTmakI ¹iÚ krnevala ¹iÚka ivØy y=a=R hE to
vo ¹iÚ-y=a=R sMyGdxRn hE. smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE xuâ &an wI, pIKe khega ke ¹iÚka ivØy kha tumko to AamaH É–aH
AaVyu?H ¹iÚ to AavI nhÄ AamaH? pIKe khega deqo, hEn?e ma5 ¹iÚ nih prHtu
Ùaiyk &an wI inüyse hE, smjmeH Aaya? _ska A=R ih ye hE ke Aa pUr` &an
Ôe xuâ cEtNy ãVy hE. voih ¹iÚka ivØy hE, to ¹iÚkI ih bat hmne kIya =a. xuâ
&an i5kazI wgvan jemaH kevz&ankI pyaRy to AnHtme,H AnHtme,H AnHtmeH wage
gInnemHe Aate hE, kevz&an pyaRy ãVyke Aa]yse. ãVyka pÐa {tna Ôervaza hE
(pUrapÐa Ôervaza hE) hE? Ôerdar pUra pÐa hE ke kevz&ankI pyaRy wI _sse
AnHtmeH wage êce rhetI hE Ane Aana pÐa he@e be@ Ôta hE smjmeH Aaya?
kevz&anne to AhÄ sdŸwtU Vyvhar kI\o Ke ne wa{¦ sdŸwtu Vyvhar-VyvharVyvhar, Vyvhar Ae!le qreqr AvStu le¦ Ae{ (piràm b\o Vyvhar j hoy)
piràm, Vyvhar AwUta=R, AsTya=R, AsTya=Rno ivØy krnara im+ya¹iÚ Ke.
smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
wgvan sTy Ýwu siCcdanHd vStu pote inj SvyHwU Sv$p SvyHwU TyaH
ÝvcnsarmaH lIya hE ye to pyaRymeH lIya hE. AhÄ to SvyHwU hE Apnese Anaid
AnHt AEsa xuâ &an wI A=va Ae to xuâ &an nhÄ _ska A=R ye hE. ke —Awedse
xuâ &an pir`t Òv wI˜ i5kazI &an p` jem ragka ktaR ne wo›a nhÄH
_ska A=R Ao huAa ke ijskI ¹iÚmeH xuâ &an hE pUr` AEsa Aaya vo xuâ Òv
pir`t wI lena _smeH smjmeH Aaya? phelI smj` to kre ke kya cIj hE?
(smj` n kre to Aene pir`t É–aH=I AaVyu)H p` Ae xuâ &an i5kaz xuâ&an
hE _skI ¹i*!meH Aaya ivna Aa xuâ&an Aaya khaH se _sko? smjmeH Aaya? xuâ
hE p` xuâ hE ye ikskI s¿ame?H Qyal meH Aaya ivna? to khete hE ke Ame vat to
AEsa kIya ke xuâ &an wI i5kaz &an p` Ôe ¹iÚka ivØy hE vo p` rag Ane
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pu~y ne dya, dan, Vyvhar rTn5yko krte nhÄ. (brobr) smjmeH Aaya? AaEr
Vyvhar rTn5y Aaid rag AaEr _sko du:q _sko wI wogte nhÄ. Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya?
xuâ &an p` A=va Ae to xuâ &an ijskI ¹iÚmeH Aaya _sko xuâ &ankI
pirìt pyaRymeH Ýg! hu{ hE smjmeH Aaya? Awedse É–oHik ¹iÚvHte vStuko
¹iÚmeH lIya to ye pirìt hE vo ãVykI Awed ho g{. xuâ pirìt sMyGdŸxn
R kI
pyaRy ãVyse Awed ho g{. Awedka A=R pyaRy ne ãVy do Aek nhÄ ho Ôta, p`
vo pyaRy Ôe prsNmuqmeH Aekta =I Ao SvsNmuqse Aekta hu{ Ae ApeÙaAe
AwedmeH xuâ&an pir`t Òv p` smjmeH Aaya? (Aekta =atI n=I ne vzI
Aekta khevI) Aektano A=R Aa ke je pyaRy Aam rag sa=e Aekta =I Aekta manI
=I ne Aam rag sa=e pyaRy buiâmaH pr sa=e ivkLp sa=e doØ sa=e Ae je pyaRy =I
Ae pyaRy JUk g{ AhÄya (AHdr) to Aam (prmaH) AekTv =a to Aam (AHdrme)H
AekTv huAa AEse khenm
e He Aaya hE p` pyaRy ne ãVy Aek ho Ôta hE. AEsa nhÄ hE
smjmeH Aaya?
\maRTmakI miStka ivØy Aa hE. smjmeH Aaya? (¹iÚka fer) he?H ¹iÚka
fer? Aaqo fer hE wgvan Aa to bharnI kDakU!maH pD–o Ke to _smeH to kaH{
\Uzye n=I, wgvan Ýwu AHdr ibraje Ke pUàRndH no na=, \uv/ _pr mar =ap. Ae
Awed ¹iÚ ={ g{. Awed ={ to pir`mnmaH xuâta Aa g{. sMygdxRn,
sMyG&an ne sMyGAanHdnI pirìt Ýg! ={. Ae kæuH Ke. —Awedse xuâ &an
pirìt˜ AekluH xuâ &an \uv/ n ræuH p` \uv/ nI ¹iÚ ={ Ae!le pirìtmaH p`
xuâta sMyGdxRn AanHd Aaid Aa gya. AEsa Òv, smjmeH Aaya? xuâ &an
pir`t Òv wI ware wa{ Awed, Ae xuâ &an pir`t phelHu xuâ &an kæuH tuH ne?
Aa xuâ &an pir`t Ae i5kazI Ke Ae pir`MyuH Aagz na paDxe ke Ae pirìt
pyaRynI Ke. smjmeH Aaya?
xuâ &an je phelaH kæuH Ae to i5kazI,. \uv/ i5kazI hve AhÄya khe Ke ke
ßyare ¹iÚ TyaH hu[ pyaRy buiâ KU!I g{ ragka inim¿ ka lÙ KU! gya. Ae
piràm _pr rmte =e Ae ¹iÚ KU! g{. ¹iÚ AhÄya Aa g{ to vo pyaRy, xuâ
&an i5kaz sa=e Awed hu{ Ane xuâ &an pir`MyuH Aem kæu.H pir`MyuH Ke to
pyaRy wa{ Aagz khexe ke \uv/ kaH{ pir`mtuH n=I. je xuâ&an i5kaz \uv/ Ke Ae
pir`mtuH n=I - p` smÔna kEs?e ke pirìt bdl g{. smjmeH Aaya? (Aa
to Aek pzmaH smÒ Ôy AevHu Ke) FÌ vat ={ g{ Ke. FÌ var Aave Ke ne.
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hzve hzve to Aave Ke ne Aa Aahaha¦
khete hE ke Awedse xuâ&an ma=e xuâ&an lI\Hu htuH Ae to i5kazI Ke wa{ xuâ &an to i5kazI hE \uv/ vzI khexe \uv/ pir`mte nhÄ, pyaRy pir`mtI hE \uv/
to AEsane AEsa ku!S= kaym rhete hE, p` yhaH ivkarI pirìt Ôe im+yaTvmeH =I
smjmeH Aaya? ivkar mera hE AEsa Anuwv krte TyaH su\I im+ya¹iÚ =a. smjmeH
Aaya?
xuâ cEtNykI ¹iÚ hu{ to pirìt xuâ &an pir`Myu.H je AekluH rag Aaid$p
pir`mtuH htuH ivkar$pe pir`mn hota =a, Ae du:q$p ivkar du:q$p ktaR AHdrnuH
du:q$p b\uH htu.H b\uH to yhaH kæa ke xuâ&an Ôe i5kaz hE Aagz na paDega ke
i5kaz \uv/ pir`mte nhÄ, pyaRy pir`mtI hE p` yhaH smÔna hE ke xuâ \uv/ Ôe
hE Ae ¹iÚ hu{ to pir`mn huAa to \uv/ pir`Mya AEse Aem khenm
e He Aata hE
smjmeH Aaya? Ae AmulqcHdÒ Aa marg hE deqo to qra Aahaha¦ Aola
kDakU!maH pD–a. Aa v/t krna ne dya pazna ne Aa krna Are sUn to shI (Ae
v/t smÔy Ke ne shelHu Ke) he?H Ae smj` shelHu A&an Ke AnaidnuH AemaH Ke xu?H
(sHsar v\arva ma!e TyaH rhevHu pDe) sHsar v\arva ma!e, p` Ae kaH{ _ska Sv$p
hE? sHsar _ska Sv$p hE? rag _ska Sv$p hE? vo v\e _smeH kya? AaTma nhÄ
Ae to AnaTma b# gya Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
xuâ &an p` A=va Aem trt j lI\uH Awedse xuâ &an pir`t Aem Òv
wI Ae!le jhaH cEtNy wgvan ¹iÚmHe lIya- Ôe ¹iÚmeH rag ne pyaRy lIya =a vo
¹iÚAe \uv/ ne lIya. Ae pyaRy ApeÙaAe pl!a qate gulaH! qate hE AEsa kha, \uv/ to
hE Ae hE smjmeH Aaya? ware vatu wa{¦ AavI smj` kre Tyare Aene sMyGdxRn
=ay hve AavuH hÒ Aena @ekaà nhÄ sMyGdxRnna ne Aena phela v/t ne cair5 (Acair5) wa{ Aa to svR&ka pH= hE vItrag margka yh pH= hE smjmeH
Aaya? 5` lokka na= svR& prmaTma tI=Åkr huAa Aek smykI pyaRymeH to Ae
khete hE kI pyaRyse wI merI cIj to iwþ hE. Ae vStu khenm
e He Aata hE Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya? Ae vStuka pUàRndH ka wan hokr pyaRymeH pUr`ta Aa{, to khete
hE ke wgvan¦ tum wI xuâ cEtNy ãVy hE _skI ¹iÚ lgav to tere wI je Axuâ
pirìt Ôe im+yaTv, rag äeØka pir`mn ivkarka pir`mn pyaRymeH Ôe =a, vo
du:q$p piràm =a, vo vStu nhÄ, Ae vStuka pir`mn nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
cEtNy &aykwav xuâ &an p`, Awed ¹iÚse AEsa wan hokr xuâ pirìt
pyaRy hu{ sMyGdŸxn
R &an cair5 Ôe hE ye xuâ&an pir`t xuâ &an i5kaz Ane
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pir`tmaH vo tIno bol Aaya. smjmeH Aaya? xuâ&an Ae \uv/ Ane AenI sa=e
pirìt Ae pyaRy, Ae pyaRy Ae sMyGdŸxRn &an cair5, Aek sa=e. smjmeH
Aaya? Aagz khega _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk, smje? vo wav$pI pirìt hE,
ßyarse Ýg! hota hE _sko _pxmmeH top` _sko Aagm waØaAe _pxm, Ùyopxm,
Ùaiyk kha Ane A|yaTm waØaAe _sko xuâaTm Aiwmuq piràm A=va
xuâopyog kha. _ska ye A=R huAa ke sMyGdxRn Ýg! honemHe xuâopyog hE AHdr
bs. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aagz bhot qulasa krega.
_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk vo tIn moÙka magR hE to _sko A|yaTm waØaAe
xuâaTm Aiwmuq piràm. to xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm _pxm wavmaH p`
huAa ÙyopxmmaH wI huAa Ane ÙaiykmaH p` huAa. to xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm
Ae xu|\opyog huAa pHiDtÒ? Aa to Aeklo mal Aavxe hzve hzve Aave ne?
smjmeH Aaya? ¹ÚaHt to AaHqka dIya =oDa- ¹ÚaHt to ¹ÚaHt qatr ¹ÚaHt nhÄ
hE isâaHt qatr ¹ÚaHt hE (shelHu pDe smjvu)H shela pDe smjva ma!e Aene jrIk.
wgvan¦ tarI cIj Ôe prmanHdnI mUitR Aeklo suqno sagr, Aeva suqna
sagr _pr ßyaH ¹iÚ pDI Tyare Aena pir`mnmaH AanHdnu,H dxRn-&an-cair5nuH
pir`mn =yu.H Ae xuâ &an pir`MyuH Ae AanHd hto Ae pir`Myo Aem ATyare
khevamaH Aave Ke. pop!wa{ =oDuH =oDuH QyalmaH to Lyo, QyalmaH to Lyo ke Aa kaH{
khe Ke ne Aa kaH{ magR Ke smÔy Ke kaH{? Aem Ao\e Ao\e hale Ke Anaid=I, Aem
n hale marg wa{ marg, to AHdrno Vy› =vo Ôe{Ae. (Ao\e Ao\e Ae!le)
Ao\e Ao\e Ae!le Ôna haey Aa=mà ne Ôy _gmà-AEse AEse ivcar kyaR ivna
cle ke Are? yhaH kya nIkla Aapè to Ôna Aam =a. wan ivna halna Ae
Ao\e Ao\e (]ota: ihHdImeH btaAo mharaj, ihHdIme)H Ao\e, tmarI k{ waØa hxe
Amne xI qbr pDe? Ao\e Ao\e tmarI waØa smj lena (Ao\ sH&a Aave Ke
ne?) Ao\ sH&a AatI hE ne Ao\ sH&a nhÄ AatI? (xaÏmeH to Ao\ sH&a AatI
hE) AatI hE mgr kaH{ waØa hxe ne ihHdImeH Ao\ nam kaH{ p` smßya ivna
ku!ara kyaR krva (bIÔ krta hoy Aem kyaR krvuH AenHu nam Ao\) AenHu nam Ao\
(smßya ivna bIÔ krta hoy Aem kyaR krvu)H (gaDrIyo Ývah) gaDrIya hE
ne? gaDrIyano daqlo AapvamaH Aave Ke. Aa gaDr hE ne gaDr? Fe!a (weDIyaweDIya) weDIya to weDIya clte hE ne Aek to dUsra weDIya AenI jem nIce deqIne
cale p` Aa kUvamaH pDxe AenI to qbr n=I. Aam ([ska mtlb Ao\e Ao\e)
AenHu nam Ao\e Ao\e. weDIya clte hE Aam nIce kUvamaH njr rqkr. bIÔe p`
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AenI kUvamaH njr hE. Aolo ßyaH kUvamaH pDe to AoLyo y kUvamaH pDe. weDIya ßyaH
cle TyaH cle, A&anI ßyaH cle TyaH cle magRkI kaH{ qbr n mze. (weDa cal)
weDa cal, Aem kaH{ hoy to q$Hne b\e (weDa cal) brabr.
khete hE, xuâ &an p` Aem Aola ne5nI hare khevHu Ke ne? ne5nI sa=e daqlo
ne Ae!le p`, xuâ &an p`, i5kazI xuâ &an A=va Awedse xuâ &an pir`t.
&ankI Ý\antaAe vat krI Ke bakI sara ãVy Ôe \uv/ hE _sko yhaH xuâ &an
khenm
e He Aaya hE. &an Ý\an k=n lena hE ne? &an mha Asa\ar` gu` hE ne? to
&aykse lIya hE, &ayk AEs,e nhÄ to hE to sb gu` hE _sme,H xuâ &an i5kaz
\uv/ vStu, AEsI ¹iÚ krnevala xuâ &an pir`t xuâ \uv/ i5kaz, _smeH vtRman
pir`mn sMyGdxRn &an cair5ka, Svka Aa]yse, \uv/ ka Aa]yse Ôe pirìt
hu{, Ae Òv wI, ne5ka ¹ÚaHtkI sa= xuâ &an wI Ane Aa xuâ &an pir`t Òv
wI Aem —SvyH xuâ -_padan$pse ktaR nih.˜ Aa _padan pyaRykI bat hE,
Aage Aayega _padan \uv/ ka - smjmeH Aaya?
kya khete hE? AaTma, vStu Ôe i5kaz hE \uv/ _prkI ApnI mha s¿aka
SvIkar ßyaH ¹iÚAe kIya, Tyare sMyG¹iÚ huAa Tyare _ska pir`mnmeH inmRzta
Aa{. xuâ pir`mn huAa to Ae xuâ pir`mnvaza Òv SvyH xuâ _padan$pse Ae
inmRz xuâ pyaRyse xuâ inmRz pyaRyse Aa xuâ _padan Ae!le pyaRy, Aagz ãVy
Aayega xuâ _padan. smjmeH Aaya?
tmare kale AaVyu'H tuH ne Ty› ne ATy› AaVyu'H tuH ke nhÄ, piràm Ty› hE
ne i5kazI te ATy› hE TyaH KoDna foDnakI bat (nhÄ hE) ko{ ÝÆ krta hta
ne? KoDnekI k–a bat hE? wgvan AaTma \uv/ kaym rhete ATy› nam kwI
bIÔ- dUsra$pe hota nih Ane piràm hE ye Ty› Aek smyka piràm KU!
Ôta hE, dUsra Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? to AaHhI khete hE ke Ae xuâ _padan$pse
ãVy ne gu` to nhÄ. hve AhÄya smjmeH Aaya?
\m± Òvka pyaRymeH xuâ _padan Ôe Ýg! huAa, pirìt Ýg! hu{, smjmeH
Aaya? —xuâ _padan$pse ktaR nih.˜ Aahaha¦ ãVy-gu` to ktaR nihH p`
inmRz pyaRy \m±kI hu{ vo ragka ktaR ne ragka wo›a nhÄ. Ae mhav/tka
ivkLpka yh ktaR nhÄ Aem khete hE. (Ane wo›a y nih, Aem j hoy ne) pr to
Ae ivkar hE, prãVy hE. smjmeH Aaya? ma`sne AevHu ={ Ôy ke Aap`ne AevHu
smÔy? n smÔy AevHu hoy Aa to mUz cIj Ke. mUz cIj n smÔy to tere
Ôna khaH hE? krna kya hE? smjmeH Aaya? xaÏ bhot p# lIya ne xaÏ AEsa
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to ho gya _sme?H _smeH to kuK hE nih kuK hE nhÄ. hE to Aa AaTmameH hE AHdr sb
bat. smjmeH Aaya? xaÏ p# lIya to Ao &an wI &an nih. Ae xuâ pirìt
nhÄ Aahaha¦ pirìt smje? pyaRy, AvS=a xuâ nhÄ¸ Aare ware vat wa{
(bhu srs).
cEtNy wgvan pUàRndH AaTma, _ska pir`mn huAa, ¹iÚ hu{ to Ae pyaRy
hE, ¹iÚ pyaRymeH pir`mn huAa, pir`mn huAa Aem, ¹iÚ lgaya to pir`mn
huAa. AEsa SvyH xuâ _padan \m± ÒvkI ¹iÚ \uv/ _pr hones,e _skI pirìtmeH
sMyG&an ne xuâta hones,e Ae xuâta pirìt Vyvhar rTn5yko wI krte nih.
lalcHdÒ. ware vat wa{ (sTy vat guÌdev) AaHqno daqlo AaPyo Ke ne? Ae
to Ôè Ke. n smÔy Aem phelHu xLy n raqvu.H Ae to kevz&an levanI takatvaza
AaTmane n smÔy Aem kem? hIn AaTmako mane, Apneko pamr mane (ãVy
pamr kem hoy?) pamrta n hoy. pamrta Ýwu tne n hoy. tuH to Ýwuno Ýwu Ko
Aahaha¦ Ýwuno Ýwu Ae!le kevz&an Aaid Ýwu =ya Aena p` Ýwu Aena=I p`
Ai\k taruH ãVy Ke. xowalalÒ¦ Aaj car id' to ={ gya. tmara wgvandas
to Aaya nih. (Aaj Aata hE) @Ik.
Aa ihHdI clte hE to ihHdI to pIKe $k g{. (rvana ho gya Aaj ratko
Aayega) khete hE. Aa SvyH Ae!le? je AaTma xuâ \uv/ _skI ¹iÚ hu{ sMyGdŸxn
R
huAa. AEsI xuâ pirìt hu{ Ae Òv p` SvyH Apnese xuâ_padan$pse inmRz
sMyGdxRn &an cair5na vItragI piràm \uv/ ne Aa]ye =ya, te piràm p`,
ktaR nih hE, Aa ha¦ Ae ragka ktaR nhÄ. je wave tI=Åkr go5 bH\ay Ae wavka
wI ktaR \m± hE nih. \m±kI pyaRy ktaR nih _skI smjmeH Aaya?
Ae Òv p`, AekDo mUÉ–o Ke TyaH, kar` pirìtno phelo bol Ke ne?
smÔy Ke? pirìtno phelo bol ma!e AekDo TyaH lQyo Ke. Aa Aaqa Ai\karmeH
Ae pirìtna bol Aavxe ter Ane \uv/ na bol Aavxe nv. to khte hE ke ktaR
nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to hÒ rag krna ne AEsa krna ne AEsa krna hÒ to
prno ktaR Aola to Aem khete hE Aek pHiDt to —prka ktaR n mane te idgHbr jEn
nhÄ˜ gjb vat hale Ke. Aem krIne AhÄna-song#vazane KoDI deva Ke. Aem ke
Aa nhÄ, Are wgvan¦ tuH khe Ae!le tU!I jxe? Aahaha¦ sun to shI, idgHbr jEn
iksko khete hE? ÒskI ¹iÚ ne Òska inmRz &an Vyvhar rTn5yko n kre _ska
nam idgHbr jEn hE smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
prka ktaR to É–aH rhI gya. prnI dya pazuH ne prnI ihHsa kre flaùH ne
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#IkùH Ae to É–aHy rhI gya. AhÄya to khete hE ke _skI pyaRymeH ivk<t wav ho,
Ae ivk<t vStu j prãVy hE ßyaH SvãVy &aykwav _skI ¹iÚ hu{ AaEr _ska
pir`mn nam inmRzta pyaRymeH Vy› hu{, Ae inmRz Vy› pyaRy xuâ _padan
khenm
e He AatI hE —Ùi`k xuâ _padan˜ smjmeH Aaya? \uv/ _padan Aage Aayega
i5kazI SpÚ ikya ivna to smÔy nhÄ ne Aa to AekluH maq` hE, jEn dxRnka
Aekla rhSy maq` hE. khete hE, maq` smjte hE ne? mQqn-Aahaha¦ \m± Òv
to _sko khIAe ke ijska pir`mnmeH inmRzta Aa{ hE jEsa ãVy inmRz ne xuâ hE,
AesI pyaRymeH inmRzta Aa{ he.H Ae inmRz pyaRy miln pyaRyko kre nhÄ. smjmeH
Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae inmRz pyaRy doØko kre nih. hE? (inmRz pyaRy xI rIte kre)
AaEr inmRz pyaRy ragko vede nhÄ, Anuwve nih, Anuwv to AanHdka huAa, Ae
pirìt _skI hE Ae Vyvhar hE, inüy to \uv/ hE. kar`, piràm ma5 Vyvhar hE
ne? Aahaha¦ ware (Ae to Aek smynI pyaRy Ke) AavuH VyaQyan kevHu Aa Ôtnu?H
ko{ khe ke wa{ v/t krva, mhav/t krna Aa krna ne AEsa qana ne AEsa pIna
(Aùvt/ hxe) Aa xuH b\uH Aa saHwz to qro Aa b\uH Aahaha¦ wgvan pUàRndH no
na= AemaH Aekakar =vu,H AemaH ivH!a{ jvuH Ae taruH v/t Ke. bakI b\a AHdr Av/t Ke
smjmeH Aaya?
Aoho¦ AacayÈAe ke!luH kam kyuÅ Ke. idgHbr sHto jHglmaH rhete (hE) prme¬rnI
hare vatuH krIne, prme¬rne he@e _tayaR (pote j prmeür Ke ne) _pr tuH rhe ne isâ
n =ay. Ame AhÄya, Ae prme¬r Ame AhÄya Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? —xuâ
_padanse ktaR nih, AEse vedta wI nih.˜ \m± sMyG¹iÚ Òv, Vyvharka ivkLpko
ktaR nhÄ Ane Vyvhar ivkLpko vedte nhÄ, kyÇik _skI pyaRymeH vae cIj nhÄ,
ãVy-gu`meH to nhÄ Aahaha¦ hE Ae vat —id‚I syH ip à`H AkaryH Ca AvedyH''
Ae!lI krI smÔù?H
A=va hve bIÔe ;;id‚I qyH ip à`H '' [ xuH krva lQyuH Ke? jem kevz&an
Ùaiyk &an hE, vo wI ko{ ragaid hE ih nih to ktaR nhÄ Aem AhÄya to hE Kta
ktaR nhÄ Aem isâ krneko kevz&anka ¹ÚaHt dIya hE smjmeH Aaya? A=va
pa@aHtr ;;id‚I qyH ip à`H —_ska VyaQyan˜ - —ma5 ¹iÚ j nih˜ deqo
AolamaH &anmaH ¹iÚka ivØy lIya =a - smjmeH Aaya? TyaH to ¹iÚ to Aa{
nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? ma5 ¹iÚ ih nih, A=aRtŸ ¹iÚ Ôe hE vo xuâ cEtNy _pr
pDI hE, ma!e vo ¹iÚ ne ¹iÚka ivØy Ao ragka ktaR ne wo›a nih. p` {tnI
bat nhÄ. AhÄ to khe &anno ivØy —prHtu Ùaiyk &an p`˜, vo &annI
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pirìtmeH rag hote Kte pirìt (me)H ktaR nih AEse isâ krneko kevz&anka
¹ÚaHt dIya hE. kevz&an jem ragka ktaR ne wo›a nhÄ, AEse nIce sMyG¹iÚ
Òv-xuâ pirìtvHt ragka ktaR ne wo›a nih. Aaya smjme?H
—ma5 ¹iÚ hI nih prHtu Ùaiyk &an wI˜ Ùaiyk &an wI Ae!le, AoluH to
qruH wa{ (Tyare to khevay ne —wI˜ É–are khevay) ;wI' kI\uH Ke ne wIqawa{
Aa JIùH Ke bhu (lÙ raquH KuH purpe $u ) xuH kI\u?H (purpe $u lÙ AapuH Ku.H ) lÙ to TyaH
dena cahIAe ãVymaH Aem khete hE (phela to AapnI vaÌmaH lÙ raqvuH ne?)
phela pKI kaH{ Ke j nih. kho smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
khete hE ma5 ¹iÚ hI nih A=aRtŸ xuâ &an i5kazI _skI Ôe ¹iÚ hu{, _ska
Ôe &an pir`t huAa vo rag ne ivkLpka ktaR nih —AEse Ùaiyk &an wI˜
Aahaha¦ Ùaiyk &an Ae!le kevz&an, kevz&an, kevzdxRn prmaTma pUr` dxa,
ApU`R dxavaza wI ktaR wo›a nih tem pU`R to ktaR wo›a nih AenI sa=e
mezVyuH Aen.e smjmeH Aaya? Ae sMyG&an dIipkamaH Aave Ke Aa bol ;sMyG&an
dIipka' Ke ne? (Ò. ha. AwI Ýisâ hu{) sMyG&an dIipka? (ha. wavngr=I,
wavngrmaH Ýisâ hu{) ha. vo Ýisâ hu{ ihHdI, ihHdI? (ha. vtRman ihHdImaH Ke)
_smeH Aek bol hE ke ko{ p` ÝaÌ , isâse Aek "a`ma5 tInkar ma5 wI iwþ
rhe to im+ya¹i*!-papI- sHsarI hE. Aek jrI p` isâse iwþ rhe A=aRtŸ jEsa
isâ hE vo Ônte ne deqte hE AEsa Ônna deqna KoDkr Aek tInkar ma5 wI
ivkLpka ktaR ho to im+ya¹iÚ -papI- sHsarI hE AEsa ¹ÚaHt dIya hE. sMyG&an
dIipkameH vo \mRdas ÙuLlk AhÄya to Aa vat FÌvar AavI g{ Ke. smjmeH
Aaya? Aahaha¦
Aa!lo b\o fer? Ae j AhÄya ¹ÚaHt AaPyo Ke. khe Ke kevz&anI p` kaH{
ktaR ne wo›a n=I AEse sMyG&anI wI Aena jevo j Ke. &ata ¹Úa Ae p` ragno
ne ivkLp Aaidno ktaR-wo›a n=I. \nalalÒ (ha, brobr Aem j Ke) Aa. ha.
ha... khete hE, ke ma5 ¹iÚ j nhÄ prHtu Ùaiyk &an p` &annuH lI\uH Ke qruH ne?
id‚I syH ip à`H TyaH paKuH &an ¹iÚno ivØy ne &an purHu kyuÅ Ane AhÄya vzI
pyaRymaH &an purHu =yuH te pyaRymaH Ôe &an pUr` huAa kevz&an, —Ae wI inüyse
kmÈka Akark˜ - qreqr to _sko to hE ih nih AEse khete hE. svR&ne rag Aaid
hE nih to ktaR pir`mn hE ih nih Aem khena hE. kya khete hE? ke svR& prmaTma
kevz&anI _sko ragka pir`mn nih, wa{¦ xuH kI\uH smjmeH Aaya? kyuH Aa
daqla dIya _skI sa= AEse ragka pir`mn nihH {slIye ktaR nhÄ AEse xuâ
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|yeypUvkR &ey
&anI sMyG¹iÚ p` ragka pir`mn nhÄ _sko smjmeH Aaya? ware vat krI wa{
—Ùaiyk &an wI qreqr ragaidka Akark˜ nam rag$p pir`mney nhÄ
Lyo Ane —Avedk˜ Ao wI vedk nhÄ ragka, TyaH wI Aekla AanHdka vedn hE
kevz&anmeH to Aekla &an pUr` Ane AanHdka vedn. vo wI jem ktaR nam
pir`mn nih AEse sMyG¹iÚka ¹iÚ \uv/ _prka pir`mn honese _sko wI ragka
pir`mn ne ragka vedn hE nhÄ.
Aa cIj AEsI hE AEsI phele QyalmaH, ¹iÚmaH to Lye Aahaha¦ Are wgvan
ke!lak Aem khe Ke Aa tme kevzI hare vato kro Ko, isânI hare? he@lavazane tme
isâ jeva bnavI do Ko Aem ke!lak khe Ke. Aa to kevz&an =vanI kevz&annI
vato Ko AhÄ to kevz&anInI vato Ke wa{. kevz&anI kho ke Aeklo kevz&an
tuH i5kaz Ko Aa AenI vat Ke le. FàHy Aem khe Ke Aa to kevz&annI vato Ke.
Aahaha¦ mo!I mo!I vato khe Ke, mo!I n=I Aa to tara ihtnI vato Ke. saHwzne
hve smjmeH Aaya? FàHy Aem khe Ke nhÄ bhar=I Aave Ke Ae kevz&annI vato
kre Ke. isânI xuânynI Aa to kevz&an TyaH hoy TyaH, AhÄya he@e É–aH xuâny hoy?
Avedk - —kmoRka Akark ne Avedk wI hE˜ Aem AolanI sa=e lIya. jem
xuâ pir`t Òv Akark ne Avedk hE, Aem Aa wI Akark ne Avedk hE - Aa wI
Akark ne Avedk (_skI sa= Avedk wI hE) Avedn, ragka _sko vedn hE nih.
Aa ha ha ha. (Akark -pUra nhÄ hota) vedn, vedn wI. smjmeH Aaya?
{tna wI nih. Aagz khega ivxeØ Lyo.
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ta. 11-8-70
smysar 5`so ne vIsmI ga=a jysenacayRnI !Ika ga=aka taTpyR kya hE
vo !Ika lex.e taTpyR kya hE taTpyR, sara jEn dxRnka taTpyR sar-kya hE vo bat
cltI hE jrI sU"m hE. AnHtkaz=I khete hE ke yhaH to \mRnI x$Aat khI Ke. p`
AaTma &anSvwav Ane AanHdSvwav AEsa hone pr wI Anaidse pu~y ne pap,
ivkLp Ôe rag Axuâ ivkar _s$pe pir`mte hE. _sko ktaRpè pir`mte hE ne
wo›apè wog$pe pir`mte hE, ye A\mR hE baæ ke sa= ko{ \mR-A\mRkI cIj ko
sHb\H nhÄ- smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma ApnI inÒ cIj, Ô`k Svwav, AanHd Svwav _sko
wUlkr pu~y ne papna ivkLpo xuw Axuw rag _ska ktaR hokr _sko woge
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_ska nam A\mR _ska nam Axuâ ivkarka pir`mn _ska nam sHsar.
(brobr, AemaH du:q to nih hoyne) du:q hE ye du:q hE ye ivkar$pe pir`mna
voih du:q hE, A\mR hE to du:q yih hE smjmeH Aaya?
AaTma wgvan inTyanHd, inTy AivnaxI &an Ane AanHdnae wHDar Ýwu
Ke. AevI cIjne KoDkr, wUlkr prka ktaR to hota nih mane to wI cEtNy AhÄya
to ApnI pyaRymeH vStukI ¹iÚ bIna, ApnI cEtNy mhaÝwu s¿a honevala
pda=R, _skI s¿aka SvIkar nihH krke Anaidse _skI ¹iÚ A&anIkI xuw ne
Axuw ivkLpo dya, dan, v/t, tp wi› kam Êo\ Aeva ivkLp nam ragka
pir`mn krte hE, vo ktaR ne _ska wo›a hE, du:qka vo wo›a smjmeH Aaya?
pr cIj to wognemHe AatI ih nih. ye to jD hE Aa xrIr hE jD hE. ÏIka xrIr
wI jD ma!I maHs ne haDka hE daz wat ro!I xak vo wI jD ma!I \Uz hE, _ska
Ýwu AaTma, rHg, gH\, rs, SpxR ivnanI cIj,AEsI jD cIj ko kEse kre ne kEse
wogve smjmeH Aaya? Ae to ktaR wI nihH AaEr jDka xrIrka daz, wat ro!Ika
wo›a wI AaTma nih. smjmeH Aaya?
A&anmeH wI prka ktaR wo›a nih (ko[, ma5) ApnI cIj Ôe xuâ cEtNy
hE _sko wUlkr rag Ane pu~y-papna ivkLpo xuwaxuwwav _skI sNmuq deqkr
cEtNyko pI@ dekr, Apna sara inmRz SvwavkI pI@ _praHte hokr, ivkarka
piràmmeH ktaRpà ho kr, wo›a ivkarka hE. ye Axuâtaka pir`mn vo ktaR ne
wo›a vo ih sHsar, vo ih du:q ye car gitmeeH $lneka bIj hE vo Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya?
hve \mR kEse hota hE vo bat cltI hE yhaH to yhaH to Aaya —jEse ¹iÚ˜ cÙu
pr, jEse AiG™ jlanevala AiG™ko jlate hE, AEse cÙu ko{p` pr pda=Rko krte
nhÄ, cÙu kre? (na) AaEr jEse lohaka goza _*` hokr, loha _*`tameH tNmy
hokr, loha _*`tako wo›a hE, AEse AaTma prko wo›a nih. Aa AaHq wo›a
nihH AaHq prkI ktaR nih ne AaHq prkI wo›a nihH.
AiG™ jlanevala jEse AiG™ jlate hE, AEse AaHq prka ktaR nih ho skta,
AEse lohaka goza _*` ho Ôta hE, AEse AaHq prka wo›a nihH ho skta, brabr
hE? AEse wgvan AaTma siCcdanHd, inmRzanHd vStu \uv/ cEtNy, vo ragka wI ktaR
nih AaEr pu~y, dya-dan, v/t-wi›ka Ôe ivkLp hE _ska wI ktaR nih. _ska
wo›a ih nih AaHqke ¹ÚaHtse AaHq smje ne? (cÙu) cÙu smjmeH Aaya?
dUsra wI ¹ÚaHt dega Ùaiyk &anka wI dIya kl to ke jEse ¹iÚvHt \maRTma,
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|yeypUvkR &ey
xuâ wgvan AaTma prmanHdkI mUitR, ivkar ne xrIr Aaidse riht AaEr Apna
AanHd Aaid xi› gu`se siht, AEsI AHtmuq
R \uv/ Sv$p _pr ¹iÚ pDnes,e _ska
pir`mnmeH kya Aaya? xuâ pir`mn huAa, Ôe im+ya piràm =a, rag ne äeØ,
pu~y ne papka ktaR hokr _sko wo›e =e ye A&an wav =a, vo du:q wav =a vo
S=anmeH jb xuâ cEtNy vStu jEn vItrag mUitR AaTma, _skI ¹iÚ krke Ôe xuâ
pir`mn huAa, to xuâ Òv wI ragka ktaR wo›a nih, AEse xuâ &an pir`t
Òv wI ktaR-wo›a nih. smjmeH Aaya? smjmeH Aave AEsI bat hE hoH waØa
sadI hE p` hve \nalalÒ smjmeH Aate bapu? Aa to bapu Ýwuna marg
AHtrka, Ane loÒk Nyayse to khenm
e He Aata hE, hve pkDna n pkDna Ae to
_skI yoGyta Ýmaè hE (bhu srs) he?H (bhu srl kr rhe ho) j¡Ao pHiDtÒ
p` Amare Aahaha¦ wgvan.
to khete hE jEse cÙu, AaHq prkI ktaR, wo›a nih AEse xuâ &an, i5kazI
&ananHd wgvan AaTma AaEr &ananHdkI ¹iÚ hu{, xuâ pir`mnvala \m±, vo
do{- AhÄya to ¹iÚkI bat phele kIya hE. wgvan AaTma cEtNyibHb, cEtNy sUy,R
AEsI AHtmuq
R ¹iÚ hokr, jEse rag ne pu~y mera man kr pir`mn krte =e, ye du:q
=a, miln =a mEH i5kaz \uv/ xuâ AanHdkHd hu,H AEsI ¹iÚ hokr xuâ piv5, miln
riht, AanHdkI pirìt xaHitkI AvS=a hu{, _ska nam \mR Ane vo \mR. \m± Òv
A=va \mR pir`t pyaRy, ye rag ne pu~y papkI iÊyaka ktaR nih AaEr ragkI
iÊyaka wo›a wI nih Aahaha¦ phele smjna to cahIye ne ke kya cIj hE? kEsI
hE? Aa jEn dxRn ko{ sHÝday nhÄ, vStuka Svwav hE.
—ijn so ih AaTma, ANy so ih hE kmR
kmR k!e ijn vcnse, ye ijn vcnka mmR˜
jEn Ae!le wgvan prmaTma, AaTma Ôe huAa svR&, vItrag svR& huAa, to
khaHse huAa? Apna Svwavse vo daqla dIya =a phele lÄDI pIprka- cos@ phorI
crpra{ AHdr pDI hE, AaEr hra rHg AHdr pUra pDa hE, to xi›kI Vy›ta hotI hE.
hE _smes
H ,e ÝaºkI Ýaiº hE. hE _smes
H e Aata hE, ye 64 phorI crpra{ Ôe bharmeH Aa{
AaEr hra rHg Aaya, kaza rHg, pIpr hE ne kazI hE, kazIka Vyy hokr, hra rHg huAa,
crpra{ ALp =I _ska nax hokr, cos@ phorI nam $ipye $ipyo, soz Aana,
crpra{ Ýg! hu{, khaHse hu{? (AHdrmaH xi› htI) AHdrmeH hE. kUvme He hE vo AveDme He
Aate hE. AveDe kya khete tuMhare paÌ Aate hE ne bharmeH (AveDa) AveDa to AapÌ
waØa Ke - p` ihHdI kUva hota hE ne kUva _smes
H e paÌ nIklte hE ne bhar #orko pate
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hE (Ônvroko pIne ke lIye cra[ bnate hE) ha vo (#or ko pIne ke lIye) #orko pIne
ke lIye bhar bnate hE p` vo kUvameH hE vo Aate hE ke nih AHdr me?H ke kUvameH nihH
AHdrmeH ne bhar Aaya? kUvameH hE pexab ne AhÄya Aaya paÌ AEsa hE? smjmeH
Aaya? AEse wgvan AaTma$pI mha kUvo diryo, smuã, _smeH &an ne AanHd soz
Aana, purpe ru a $ipye $ipyo sÀv$p xi›$p Svwav pD–a hE. smjmeH Aaya?
ye pIprko FU!H nese jEse Ýg! hota hE, AEse wgvan AaTma AhÄ kæa xuâ
&an, AekIla &aykwav hu.H ko{ pUKte =e kl ke Aa &aykka kEse ¹iÚ krna? p`
phele Aa smje to qra ke AnaidkI ¹iÚ _skI pu~y ne papka ivkLp nam
Aas/v ne ivkar _pr pDI hE, Ae ¹iÚko gulaH! qvravna hE AbI. gulaH! smje?
(bdlna) fer krna hE bdlna hE. mEH to &ayk icdanHd \uv/ AanHdka \am cEtNy
ibHb Sv$p, AivkarI Svwavka sÀv Aek$p meH huH AEsa xuâkI ¹iÚ jb hu{, to
pir`mn nam vtRman Ýg! dxameH wI xuâta, AanHdta, vItragta pyaRy Ýg!
hu{, _ska nam \mR, smjmeH Aaya? Aare ware \mR wa{ loko khe shelHu s! htuH
AemaH Aa mÇ\u krI naQyuH mÇ\a nhÄ yE hI cIj hE (Aek j Ýkare Ke) Aa vat j Aa
hE p` dunIya smje nhÄ to kH{k ne kH{ \mRka $p de dIya AEsa he nhÄ. smjmeH
Aaya? jEn \mRka $pih dUsra hE.
khete hE AEse xuâ &an prka ktaR wo›a nih, ragka nih. v/tka ivkLpka
ktaR wI xuâ &an \mR pir`t Òv, Ôe A&an =a tblg to ktaR =a, tb to du:qI
=a Sv$pka AanHd ne &anka AHdr vStukI xi›, _ska wan huAa, Anuwv huAa,
to pyaRymeH Ýg! dxameH Ôe du:qka Anuwv =a _ska nax hokr, AanHdka Anuwv,
xi›meH Ôe AanHd pDa hE, vo AanHd pyaRymeH Aaya, Ae AanHdka pir`t Òv,
ragko krte nihH.
rai5ko ko{ pUKte =e ne ke dev smiktI lDa{ krte hE, flaùH krte hE (Ae to
srag sMyG¹iÚ Aam kre Ke) srag-wa{ Ae to b\I VyvharkI bat hE. inüymeH
y=a=RmHe to \m± Òv Apna xuâ$p pir`mnmeH ih hE. vo lDa{ka rag Aaya _smeH
vo hE ih nihH. _ska Ônnevala ApnI pyaRymeH Apnese Apne kar`se ragka
&an krte hE ApnI sÀaaka sam+yRs.e rag hE ma!e &an krte hE AEsa wI nih. vat
AlaEikk hE wgvan xowalalÒ, Aahaha¦ wgvandasÒ car idnse nih =a
Aaj paHcma idn Aaya. drkar {tna, Kokrane lDkanuH b\uH srquH krvuH hoy ne
bharnuH \Uz \aÌnuH (kyuR É–aH =ay Ke) p` mane ne NyaH. ]av` mhIno Ke
pEsavaza ma`s Aave b\a, AevHu hxe kaH{k, AevHu hxe. (lDka) AevHu kaH{k hxe
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|yeypUvkR &ey
\umaDana backa. AhÄ khete hE Aey \uvaDa smje? (\Up \Up) \Up-\U{ ba= wIDe
\UAa n rhe. ba=meH \UAa n rhe. AEse prcIj ApnemHe rhe nhÄ. pr cIj ApnI
krne Ôy to n rhe. vo to _ske kar`se hota hE.
AhÄya khete hE tere ihtbuiâ, \mRbiu â krna ho to wgvan AaTma &ayk
Sv$p hE icdanHd Sv$p hE, AEsa Anuwv ¹iÚ krke vedn krna AaEr Ao prka,
ragka Aaidka ktaR nih Aek vat. to khete hE ¹iÚka ivØyvHt to AEsa hE, p`
kevz&anI prmaTma wI ragka ne prka ktaR nih hE, nih hE to nih hE vo ktaR nih
AEsa btaya. AhÄ to hE to wI ktaR nih. kevz&anIko to rag hE nih. svR&
prmaTma AirhHtdev vItrag huAa _sko to rag hE nih, to Ae ragka ktaR nih
Ane ragka wo›a nih. AEse ¹ÚaHt dekr kevzIkI sa= sa\kko mIlaya (sTy
vItrag dev) smjmeH Aaya? bat AEsa hE wgvan.
kl kha =a Aek Nyay, sMyG&an dIipkames
H e Aek Nyay kha =a kæuH htuH Ae
kæu'H tuH sMyG&an dIipka hE. sHvt 1948nI salmeH Aek ÙuÐk ho gya hE idgHbr,
\mRdas ÙuÐk huAa, smjmeH Aaya? —wed&anse w/m gyo. nih rhI kuK Aax˜
AEse sHvt 48 meH do puStk bnaya hE (1) sMyG&an dIipka ne (2) SvaTmAnuwv
mnn hm to bhot salse deqte hE ne ;sMyG&an dIipka' 78 kI salmeH deqe =e
78-48 vØR huAa - (Ao to idgHbr honekI tEyarI =I ne?) vat to sacI Ke. 78
meH jHglmeH Ôte =e Aekla puStk lekr sMyG&an dIipka =a _smeH Aa lIya hE
—isâ sman Apna AaTmako n Ône, Ane isâ jEse &ata ¹Úa hE, AEse KoDkr
Aek ragka wI ktaR ho to isâ sman Apneko maNya nih, Ae sHsarI im+ya¹iÚ
papI hE˜ AEsa lIya hE \þalalÒ¦ tmarI bIDIyuH bIDIyuH to É–aHy rhI g{.
wgvandasÒ bDa xe@ hE AEsa xe@ budH l
e qHDka, \Uzye xe@ nih saHwzne hve, AhÄ
to AaTma ]e¤ wgvan, xe@ nam ]e¤, icdanHd wgvan AanHdkHd Ýwu _ska
sNmuq deqkr, Ôe ivmuq =a tb to A&anI =a, hve sNmuq deqkr Ôe Anuwv
huAa, vo ragka ktaR nih Ane AanHdka ktaR hE.
vo Aaya yhaH lg- vEsa hota huAa. Ke ne ke!lamI lI!I hE nIcese (j¡Ao
paHcmI lI!I hE) j¡Ao —xuâ &an pir`t Òv kya ktaR hE˜ deqo xuâ &an pir`t
Òv nIcese co=e lI!I —xuâ &an pir`t Òv kya krta hE?˜ nIcese co=I lI!I
co=I khte hE ne? kya khete hE? (co=I) Aahaha¦ j¡Ao jEse svR& prmaTma
vItrag AirhHt Ýwu, jEse jgtka saÙI deqne, Ônnevala hE, AEse \m± Òv
Apna xuâ &an Sv$pka pir`mn huAa &anpè, to khete hE ye xuâ pir`t Òv
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kya krta hE? —Ôìd bH\ moQqH˜ Ônta hE Ônta hE - iksko? bH\ moÙko
Aaha Ae to khete hE ke ragka wav hE _sko wI Ônte hE AaEr rag KU! Ôy to
moÙkI pyaRy _sko wI &anI Ônte hE rag krte wI nhÄ Ane rag KoDte wI nih.
Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
wa{, wgvan marg to - taTpyR khete hE ne yhaH rhSy hE jEn dxRnka
rhSy hE. jEn dxRn Ae iv}v vStu Ôe hE _ska rhSy hE. iv}v vStu Ôe hE AaTma.
prmaùH Aaid Ae AaTmaka rhSy Aa hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ khete hE jEse
svR& prmaTma _sko to bH\ hE nih moÙ hE. vo to Ônte hE. AEse \m± Òv
sMyGdxRn jhaHse huAa. lalcHdÒ¦ ware vat mEH to cEtNy AaTma &anSv$p hu.H
&an s¿a Svwavvaza mEH hu,H rag ne pu~y Aaid sÀaa merm
e He nih. mEH ragse pu~yse
qalI AaEr Apna pUr` &an AanHd Svwavse wra pDa huH AEsI cIjkI ßyaH ¹iÚ
hu{ to khete hE ke bH\ko Ônte hE AaEr moÙko wI Ônte hE moÙko krna hE ne AEsa
fEsa hve nhÄ Aa re hve (ÔÌ - lI\uH hve pKI É–aH krvu)H smjmeH Aaya? Aa
kya khete hE, smjmeH Aaya? bH\ka to krna nhÄ hE p` moÙka wI krna nih hE,
moÙ hota hE _sko Ônte hE Aem khete hE. pHiDtÒ.
moÙ nam pUr` inmRz pyaRy, pUr` AanHdkI dxa. pUr` AanHdkI dxa nam
moÙ-ivkarkI dxa nam sHsar _ska Awav hokr pur` AanHd AtÄiãy AanHd ne
&an pUr` _ska nam moÙ to khete hE jb xuâ &an pir`t AaTma ¹iÚ ={ ne
Anuwv huAa vo to moÙko wI ktaR nhÄ. ho Ôv Ae{-&anIna VyayamnI mStI
iwþ iwþ hE j¡dI ÔtnI Ae { nHdikxorÒ deqo marg jEn dxRnka.
khete hE ye to bH\ko ne moÙko Ônte hE Aahaha¦ bH\ka piràm Ane moÙka
piràm _sko Ônte hE¸ krte nhÄ Aa kya? smjmeH Aaya? kyuH ke ßyaH xuâ ¹iÚ
hu{ ne xuâ pir`mn \mRka huAa pIKe, moÙ kru,H piràm to pir`mte ih hE,
piràm to pir`mte ih hE Ae to \aravahI hota hE AemaH \aravahI hota hE _smeH
mEH kruH AEsa rhete nhÄ - (vah re vah k<pana=) pHiDtÒ¦ Aa ga=a jrI éHcI hE
bhot smjmeH Aaya? Aa to AhÄya klas hoy Tyare =oDa kane to pDe lokone
Aava mnu*y deh mIla Ane jEn dxRn svR& prmaTmaAe khelo magR cIj kya hE vo
cIj kane wI n pDe to _sko ivcarmeH kEse le Ane ¹iÚmeH kEse pir`mave? Aahaha¦
smjme A
H aya?
khete hE, Are \m± Òv sMykŸ cIj vStu cEtNy wgvan, pur` Ýwu vStu,
AEsI pur`kI ¹iÚ hu{ to ye \uv/ Svwav wgvan ¹iÚmHe Aaya. khete hE ke &anmeH
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bH\ hota hE rag jrI Ô`te hE, ApnemHe bH\ AEse nih, rag wI iwþ, Aa moÙkI
pyaRy wI mera ãVyse iwþ Aahaha¦ (ãVyse iwþ vat sacI Ke) smjmeH Aaya?
AevI vat Ke wgvan Aahaha¦ mne pamr khIne, pamrne Ýwu krIne bolave Ke. Ae
sHto Aem khete hE. 7r ga=amaH kæu'H tun
H ,e wgvan AaTma¦ Aem kæu'H tuH Aahaha¦
jem AenI ma, JUlamaH Aene sUlaneke lIye _ska gana gatI hE smjmeH Aaya?
_skI Ôe inHda kre gaZyuH de to nih sUve Ae Ôe{ leÔe ko{ var AevHu hoy to wle
bazk ho. (brabr Ò. ha.) smjmeH Aaya? (Ò. ha.) p` Aena vqa` kre maro
dIkro Daæo. Aa to Amare ka@IyavaDI waØa, tmarI kH{k waØa hxe. dIkro Daæo¸
Daæo smje? huixyar (xaò) xaHt, mamane Fer gye =e ne qarek ne !opra laAe
=e. AEsa vqa` kre Tyare sU{ Ôy. sote hE¦ sote hE [sko, gaZyu de to nih sove,
mara roya, bazk nih sUAe { AVy›pè p` {sko ÝxHsa {sko ÌctI hE Ae
xowalalÒ¦ jEse mata _sko sulate hE, sHto jgtko jgate hE, Ôg re Ôg
wgvan 5` lokno na= tuH sHta{ne pD–o, rag ne pyaRynI buiânI AaDmaH
wgvan tne deqato n=I, smjmeH Aaya?
—trà Ao=e Dug
H r re, Dug
H r ko{ deqe nih, trà Ao=e˜ Dug
H r bDa ho [tna
Aek tInka {tna rqa ho, sara Dug
H r nih dIqe brabr hE? deqna to AhÄya=I
(AaHq=I) hE ne? AaHq _pr Aa!lu t`qùH raqe, Lyo ne Aa cXma _pr kazo
DaF lgavI de sara pvRt, sara dirya wI nih deqe (nih deq)e
Aem wgvan AaTma pUàRndH ka na=, Aa ragne ivLkpkI AektabuiâmeH dIqata
nhÄ smjmeH Aaya? bhar to iÊya krIne mrI gyo bhot, _smeH kya hE? p` vo
ivkLp _@te hE rag _skI Aektabuiâ A=va pyaRykI Aektabuiâ Aahaha¦ _smeH
wgvan 5` lokna pUàRndH Ýwu na= Ae tràkI AaDmeH jem pvRt dIqte nih,
AEse ragkI Aektame,H pyaRykI buiâme,H ãVy buiâ i5kaz deqte nih - smjmeH
Aaya?
AhÄya khete hE ke Aahaha¦ AEsa jb wan huAa smjmeH Aaya? xuâ cEtNy
&anSvwavI piv5 \am AaTma hE, AEsI ¹iÚmeH sMyGdxRn xuâ$pe pir`mn huAa,
hÒ co=a gu`S=annI bat hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa co=ana @ekaà nih
ne pacmaH ne Kõa l{ne besI gya, Aa bar v/t hE ne piDma hE ne, FUzye nih hE sUn
to shI smjmeH Aaya? Aey wgvandasÒ (brabr) Aava xei@ya hoy ne pKI
xata xIzIya hoy ne pKI kaH{k Tyag kre to Aohohae¦ kho smjmeH Aaya?
Aahaha¦
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khete hE Ae JUlameH sota hE A&anmeH Aa prmaTma sHto _sko jgate hE. Ae
Ôg re Ôg na= Ae inHãa tne hve n ho{ xke (n ho{ xke, vah re vah)
(wav inHãa) Ae rag Ane pu~yna ivkLpmaH wgvan sara ãVy pDa hE ne Ýwu.
Aahaha¦ Aek smykI pyaRy nam Vy› dxa _skI _pr terI Ìic hE to ãVy dIqte
nhI. smjmeH Aaya? Ane khete hE ßyaH ãVyka wan huAa Aa@ vØRkI bailka ho,
Are¦ mHDUk ho deDka, deDka khete hE ne? meDH k, meDH k, meDH k wgvanna smosr`maH
deDka AaTmwan pate hE. AaTma hE ke nih? wgvanna smosr`maH prmaTma
ibrajte hE AwI i5lokna= sImH\r wgvan mhaivdehÙe5meH smÔù?H Ae wgvan
pase - deDka Aahaha¦ deDka to xrIr deDka hE AaTma kya deDka$p ho gya hE?
smjmeH Aaya? Ae &anSv$p wgvanka wan to wgvanke smosr`meH mHDkU kr
lete hE.
Ae bI Aem Ônte hE ke bH\ ne moÙka to mEH Ônnevala hu.H Aahaha¦ (vh to
Ko!asa xrIr) Ko!a to xrIr Ko!a hE vStu Ko!I hE? kho Aa xuH khevay Ke
tmaro? AolaAe nhoto mayÈ bÇb bÇb Ae!m bÇb mayÈ to ne É–aHk Aola
bso A#Iso ÔejnmaH, wuÞa _DI gya hta É–aHk (ihroxIma) É–aH? ha. bÇb
{tna Ko!a bÇbmeH AnHt prmaùH hE - khete hE Ko!a, Ko!a TyaH nih hE Aek bÇb
Ko!a [tna lo ra{ ijtna _smeH wI _smeH AnHt prmaùH hE rjk` hE (AaTma to
svRxi›ka FÌ hE) AEsI xi› pDI hE ke A#Ise ÔejnmaH wUÞa _DaDI dI\a. xi›
{tnI hE. Ao to inim¿ huAa AhÄ to ¹ÚaHt dena hE hoH. rjk` prka wUka kr ske
AEsa hE nhÄ kyuH ke ApnI s¿a KoDkr prkI s¿ako KUte hI nih Aahaha¦ p`
_smeH xi› {tnI hE ke hÔro ÔejnmaH raq krI naqe, wUko krI naqe, AEse
wgvan AaTma Ùe5 wle Ko!a ho, wgvan AanHd \am, smjmeH Aaya? xuâ
cEtNy vStu Ao mHDkU ka dehmaH wI to AaTma to AEsa ih hE jEsa AhÄya (Aapò)
AaTma AEsa vh AaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Ao wI AaTmaka sMyGdxRn xuâ Svwavka pir`mn krte hE to vo bH\ko
Ônte hE. smjmeH Aaya? ko{Ae ÝÆ kIya hE Nyalwa{ko ÝÆ huAa =a ke tum khete
ho ke \uv/ , \uv/ , \uv/ , \uv/ , wa{ ÝÆ hE _smeH \uv/ inTyanHdko pkDo p` mHDUk kya
pkDe i5kazko, vo to pyaRyko Ônte sHvr, injRra AaidkI hu{ _sko, suqko vedte
hE, Ýwu, suqko vedte hE ne mHDUk AanHdko? to AanHdka \am kya hE, AEsI ¹iÚ huAe
bIna suqka vedn ho ske nih. smjmeH Aaya? Nyalwa{ko ÝÆ kIya =a ko{Ae.
puStk dIya tumko puStk Ko!a- Ko!a hoH bDa to hÒ sU"m hE, tuMhara kam nhÄ.
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Ajr Pyala hE. Nyalwa{ka Ajr Pyala hE. Ae{ - É–aH gya Ae{ rajmÐÒ
rajmÐÒ yad Aaya tuMhara sa!u le gya =a [ dlalI krIne - smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma, _sne pUKa wa{¦ tum \uv/ \uv/ inTy inTy inTy \uv/ kI ¹iÚ
kro, \uv/ kI ¹iÚ kro, i5kazkI ¹iÚ kro to sMyGdxRn hoga, pyaRy ¹iÚ KoDo to
mHDkU ko kya \uv/ ka ¹iÚ huAa? AanHdka Anuwv hE _sko to khete hE ke wgvan
sUn to shI, je du:qka vedn =a rag ne äeØka vtRman dxa trfka lÙse vedn =a,
Ae AanHdka vedn Aaya, Ae khaHse Aaya? Ae \uv/ _pr ¹iÚ pDI tb AanHdka vedn
huAa. smjmeH Aaya? sU"m bat hE wgvan Aa to AekluH maq` hE-hrq jm`
hE, hrq jm`, hrq jm` smje? lgn pIKe nih krte AaqIrka idn jm`
krte¦
AhÄ khete hE Aoho vo to Ônta hE, iksko —bH\ ne moÙko˜ma5 bH\ moÙko
nih, {tna ih nih Tyare —kMmudyH inßjrH cev˜ kMm-_dyH, inßjrH be bol
lIya hE (be lI\a) kmR _dy, xuw Axuw kmÈdyko, jEsa kmRka _dy Aave ésko
wI Ônte hE. Axuwka _dy ho to AEse Ône, xuwka ho to AEse Ône, Ônta hI hE,
_sko dUsra kuK hE nhÄ. Axuw xuw kmRmHe ye hE hI nhÄ. xuw Axuw kmRka _dy
Aaya AaEr xuw Axuw kar`se bharmaH ÝitkUz Anukz
U sHyog huAa _sko wI
Ônta ih hE , ko{ ÝitkU z hE ne Anu k U z AE s a hE nih. Aahaha¦ de q o
Aa \mR.
phela in`Ry to kro ke Aa marg AEsa hE dUsra magR hE nhÄ. khete hE, xuw
Axuw kmÈdyko jEsa xuw ho to xuwko Ône, Ao to &ankI pyaRy, xuw Aaya to
ÔnnekI pyaRy Ýg! hu{, Ao ih smy, smy to Aek hE, ke Aa xuw hE to &ankI
pyaRy hu{ AEsa to hE nihH, Apnems
He e ih AEsa Svka &an AaEr rag xuw ho ke
Axuw ho, _dy xuw ho ke Axuw ho AEse ÔnnekI pyaRy ApnI s¿ase, Apne
kar`se, ragkI ApeÙa rqe ivna ApnI pyaRymeH ÔnnekI pyaRy Ýg! hotI hE.
Aahaha¦ AemaH =oDa Aek AÙrno ferfar =ay to sara tÀv ferfar ho Ôy AEsI
bat hE - frIne, he?H (frIne)
frIne, AEsa kha, (ÔdukI lkDI) ÔdukI lkDI, ÔdukI lkDI khete hE hve to
lakDI rhI nih. phele suqDkI =I Ab dUsrI Aa g{ PlaS!IkkI Ao daktr Aaya
=a ne cHdw
u a{ _sne bna{ ha=maH psIna n ho Ane xaÏko KUAe nih Ao kar`
se AemaH loko khete hE bhUt ma`s ke lakDI ijsko fIre _sko pEsa ho Ôta hE
smjmeH Aaya? phels
e e AEsI Kap pu~ykI hE ne? Aahaha¦ to khete hE AhÄya to
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ke lkDI fIre tÀvkI, kLya` ho Ôy _ska, _ska nam AhÄya Ôdu hE Aa lkDImeH
kya hE Aa to \Uz hE Ane pEsa imle _smeH kya hE Ao bI \Uz hE.
AhÄya khete hE \maRTma {sko khIAe - kmR _dyko Apna n Ône, xuwko
Apna n Ône, Axuwko Apna n Ône p` xuw-AxuwkI &ankI pyaRy ho _sko
Ône AEsa hE bs smjmeH Aaya? ware JIÌ vat wa{ - jEn \rm kEsa hE vo
bat smjna k@` ho gya jgtko. jEn \mR AEsa hE prkI dya paze Ao jEn \mR
hE? AEsa hE? (pote j jEn Ke) pote j jEn Sv$p hE sUn to shI, Ae{- _ska
A=R kya? ke Ôe pu~y-papka rag hE vo to doØ hE, k<i5m, Ùi`k _sse riht hE,
ragäeØ riht hI hE cEtNy ãVy. Ôe hE ragäeØ riht hE to vItragta Ýg! AHdr meH
hE to Ýg! hotI hE, ijn Sv$p ih AaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa ¹iÚmeH wan
huAa to khete hE Ônta hE kmR _dyko Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
vo Aata hE ne kagvI! sm mant hE sMyG¹iÚ log. —cÊvt±kI sHpda AaEr
[Nã srIqa wog, kagvI! sm mant hE sMyG¹iÚ log˜ Aahaha¦ mHidrmeH lIqa
hE çdormeH Ao kacka mHidr hE ne wa{ka xe@ka sr hukmIcHd _ska hE _smeH lIqa hE
_pr, AaEr smjte nih?
\m± Òv cahe to Anukz
U taka gHj ho kagvI! sb mant hE. mnu*ykI ivÚa
to hÒ wUDH bI qay. kagDanI ivÚa to nIkze ne sUka{ Ôy trt ke wUDH bI qa
ske nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? _ßjenmaH naQyu'H tuH nhÄ. Ae[ caHdmle _ßjEnmaH mUkyuH tu,H
boDR lgaya =a Ae wUlI gya lage Ke meH kæu'H tuH boDR to tuMhe bnaya =a ma=e,
VyaQyan holme,H _ßjEnmeH gye =e ne? —kagvI! sm mant hE˜ nak ka mel hE Ae
to sarI ivwUit bharkI smjmeH Aaya?
Ônte hE, bs &an hota hE. Ae &an wI vo cIj hE to hota hE AEsa wI nih.
jhaH &an hE vhaHse &an Aata hE ne pir`mn hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae{
AmIcHdÒ Aavo marg ware k@` wa{, magR sara smajne b\ane lagu pDe Aevo
Ôe{Ae ne? Aekne lagu pDe. lagu pDe É–a? (F!e) ye to sbko F!e. marg to Aek
hI hE. sb muqse qate hE, ko{ ma=ames
H e qate hE? marg to Aek hI hE bazkko,
v<âko, yuvanko, SvgRko, narkIko mHDkU kho ke mo!a cÊvt± raÔ kho. \mR to Aa
Aek hI Ýkarka Aa hE, _smeH ko{ dUsra Ýkar hE nih.
;kMmudyH' Ao to Ô`te hE, vo to Ô`te hE, vo mera trIke Ô`te nih.
prãVyka ApnemHe Apnese &an hota hE _sko Ônte hE Aahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ log.
—sivpak. Aivpak$p˜ injRranI VyaQya, kMmudyHnHu kæuH ne phel,Hu kmR _dynuH
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lI\u phel,Hu pKI hve sivpak Aivpak injRra, AaEr skam Akam injRra do
ÝkarkI ware go@VyuH Ke. kya khete hE? Apna xuâSv$p Ýwu, inmRz AEsI ÝtIt
Ane wan xuâ pir`mn huAa _ska nam \m±, _ska nam sMyG¹iÚ.
vo ;sivpak' smye smye Ùè Ùè pUvkR a kmR Ôe bH\a hE vo smy mudt hokr
qIr Ôta hE. jE pUvRe kmR bH\a hE _skI mudt hokr iS=it hokr qIr Ôta hE. _ska
nam sivpak injRra. kmR Apna pak pUra huAa Ane qIr Ôna sivpak pak-kmRka
rjk` Ôe pDa hE. _ska pak hokr, sivpak pak siht qIr Ôna, _smeH AaTmaka
ko{ purØu a=R hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? khete hE deqo jEse Aa mnu*y git AihHya AbI
p` kmR to car gitka, bH\a pDa hE, Aayu*y nhÄ, gitkI bat mEH krta hu,H to yhaH
mnu*y gitka _dy hE, AaEr git to carka AHdr _dy hE. p` ivpak fz$pe Aa Aek
hE p` vo wI ivpak hokr car gitka _dy hokr qIr Ôta hE. tIn gitka _dy qIr
Ôte hE AbI. kya kIya? ha, jEsa _dy Aata, Aakr qIr Ôta AEsa vo nih qIr
Ôta hE inrHtr gitka _dy hota hE careyka careyka _dy Aek mnu*yka to ÝTyÙ hE
AaEr tIn hE vo qIr Ôte hE _dy Aakr. smjmeH Aaya jrI?
Aayu*y Aek hota hE. (sHÊm` hota hE) sHÊm` nhÄ. vo to gitka _dy
Aakr qIr Ôta hE bs, qIr Ôte hE, sHÊm` nhÄ. sUno —sivpak˜ s nam
ivpak fz siht to kmR jEsa baH|ya' ta pUvRe to _ska mudt ho to Aaya ne qIr
Ôta hE _ska nam sivpak _smeH ko{ tpSya ke &ananHd krna haey to qre AEsI
cIj nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? bH\a huAa kmR ApnI mudt pUrI honese smy
smymeH _dy Aakr qIr Ôte hE, _sko sivpak injRra khete hE. (roj nvuH nvu)H
b\uH nvuH j Ke ne? Aahaha¦
k{ AHtr cIjkI kya cIj hE vItrag svR& prmaTma i5lokna= vItragdev
so çãona pUßy Ýwu _sne kya kha =a Ane hm kya mante hE _skI kuK qbr
nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Ao\e Ao\e kI\u'H tuH ne weDIya cal. hH¦ weDIya cal, ko{
khet'Hu tuH (kale j vat ={ htI) kale vat ={. Fe!aka Aacar hota hEH ne? AEse
weDIya Aacar. duinya kre AEsa kre Ôy p` sTy kya hE _skI qbr nhÄ. hE?H
ko{ khete =e. weDIya cal kya? weDIya Fsa` (ko{ kre AEsa kIya kre vo) vo to
hE mgr xBd kya Ae to hmko qbr hE ne? (mu› haSy) tmarI waØa kya hE?
(Fsa`) Fsa` ha Ao weDIya Fste hE yhaH, Fsa` (Fsa`) Aahaha¦ AEsa
weDIya jem sb Fste hE Anaidse Aem khte hE (brabr) A&anI krte hE ne
A&anI mnate hE AEsa cle Ôte hE, vo he@e njr rqte hE ne vo weDIya - cle Ôte
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hE, magR É–a hE _skI qbr nhÄ.
\m± Òv Apna Sv$p rag pu~y ne xrIrse iwþ jb ÔnnemHe Aaya, jb
lg rag ne xrIr mera hE AaEr mEH _s siht huH AEsI ¹iÚ =I tb lg im+ya¹iÚ
A\m± papI =a smjmeH Aaya? jb vo ¹iÚ gulaH! qa g{. smjmeH Aaya? vo
n! nhÄ hote n!? n! nacte hE ne, n! nacte hE ne, AEse AEse nacte nacte jb
gulaH! qata hE n! nacte hE ne? dukan pr Aate hE ne hmare TyaH dukan =I to, bhot
pEsa lenke o bhot Aave. to Aam krIne gulaH! mare. Aem Aek var nac kr, khete
hE rag ne pyaRykI buiâ hE vh KoD de (KoD de) ãVybuiâ i5kazI &aykmeH gulaH! qa
(brabr, sTy k<pana=) (gulaH! kEse qana) Aahaha¦ khete hE ne AEse qana.
AEsI ¹iÚ hE (pr _pr) to AEsI ¹iÚ (Sv _pr) krna vo gulaH! (AiwÝay
bdlna)
vat bs Ae, Ôe rag Ane pyaRy Aek smykI pyaRy _pr buiâ hE vh ãVy
_pr buiâ krna. (mare Aem khevHu Ke ke gulaH! kIs iÊyase qa{ ÔtI hE?) iÊya ib/ya
k{ =I vzI , \UznI iÊya? (&an iÊya) xe@ @Ik Ke brobr pUKte hE. loko iÊya
krtehE ne, iÊya krte hE ne? iÊya krte krte AEsI ¹i*! hogI. \UzmeH nhÄ hogI
smjmeH Aaya? AiwÝay Apna Ôe pr _pr hE vo Sv _pr lena. bs, dUsrI ko{
iÊya _skI hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ nHdikxorÒ ko{ AEsI bat hE marg AEsa hE tmara
gammaH AavI vat no hale hoH Aek dImaH É–aH=I hale ividxamaH É–aH gya rajeNãisHh
(n cle) xuH nam Ke? (rajeNã) rajeNãkumar É–aH gye? kmRka _dyko Ônte hE
AaEr sivpak injRra kmR _skI mudt pUrI hone pr qIr Ôy _sko Ône.
—Aivpak˜ dUsra xBd, Aivpakka kya A=R? hE to kazÊm _smeH wI hoH.
smjmeH Aaya? hmàH É–aHk vaHCyu'H tuH AhÄya to tÀva=R =a. p` bIje É–aHy htu.H
y=akaz to _smeH wI lena Aem khete hE - ivpakmeH wI y=akaz hE (AemaH lQyuH Ke)
TyaH to lQyuH Ke p` dUsra É–aHk lQyuH Ke. ko{ @ekaè lQyuH Ke qru?H ha Aa
yogsarmaH hxe Aa yogsarmaH hxe? yogsar Ke ne Aimtgit AacayR, Aimtgit
AacayR _ska yogsar _smeH lIqa hE AEsa kmRkI bat y=a=R wav. Ao sara
VyaQyan ho gya hE yogsar, smysarkI xElIka hE yogsar Aimtgit AacayRka
_ska VyaQyan ho gya hE _smeH AEsa lIqa hE Ôe smy kmRka _dy Aanevala hE
Ao ivpak qIr Ôte hE, Aivpak wI _ske kalmeH ih Aata hE, p` yhaH purØu a=R
cEtNy _pr kIya, xuâ &ananHd mEH huH AEsI ¹iÚ AaEr purØu a=R Sv _pr kIya to Ao
qIrneko Aivpak injRra khenm
e He Aata hE. _smeH Êmbâ hE ne pHiDtÒ¦ _smeH
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|yeypUvkR &ey
Êmbâ hE sivpak injRra Ôe hE vo im+ya¹iÚ AaEr sMyG¹iÚ donoko hotI hE?
donoko hotI hE. yhaH to sMyG¹iÚkI bat hE. (sMyG¹iÚkI ih) AihHya to sMyG¹iÚkI
bat hE. im+ya¹iÚka AaHhI kam nih. sMyG¹iÚko car ÝkarkI injRra hotI hE. Ae
AhÄya isâ krna hE. smjmeH Aaya?
&anIko Apna cEtNy Sv$pka wan Anuwv huAa AaEr AanHdka vedn
huAa. _sko bI sivpak, Aivpak AaEr skam, Akam car Ýkarka kmR qIrte hE.
ye carey Ýkarko Ônte hE. Aa to carkI VyaQya krte hE. sivpak nam kmRkI mudt
pUrI hote qIrte hE vo, _skI mudtko Aivpak wI qIra hE, p` Apna Svwav,
sNmuqmeH AanHdmeH mhamxgul huAa, ApnI ¹i*!meH Aekakar huAa vStumHe to Ôe kmR
qIra, Aekdm qÄckr qec
H a{, p` Ao smy qIrnekI cIj vo qIr g{ p`
purØu a=Rka _smeH Aa baj¡mHe inim¿ pDa Ane qIr gya Ao Aivpak _smeH pak
AhÄya AnuwvmeH Aaya AEsa hE nhÄ - FùH JÄù.H
fer bat, fer bat fer l{Ae (ApnI smjmeH to kuK nhÄ Aaya) ma!e to
frIne khete hE. kmR injRraka do Ýkar Aek to mudt purI ho Ane qIrte hE. dUsrI wI
mudt to hE p` yhaH purØu a=R SvsNmuq kIya hE to vo kar` Ao pak Aa baj¡ka
pyaRymeH pakka fzmeH Aektabuiâ iblkul n rhI, smjmeH Aaya? Aene karè Ao
kmRkI pyaRy Ôe hE Ae qIr ÔtI hE _sko Aivpak injRra \m±ko hotI hE. im+ya¹iÚko
Aivpak injRra hotI nhÄ. im+ya¹iÚko sivpak injRra hotI hE p` Aivpak
nhÄ hotI hE. smiktIko do{ hotI hE (brabr) Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{ (bhu
coQqu)H smjmeH Aaya? rai5ko ÝÆ pUKna jra sU"m bat hE. tÀva=RsarmeH wI
AEsa lIya hE wa{Ae _ska bhut srs A=R kIya hE Êm Ýaº to do ih hE, Aaya =a
ne wa{-ÝÆ tmne Êm Ýaº to do ih hE - p` AhÄya purØu a=R kIya, to Ao purØu a=R
kIye bIna Ao to kmRka _dy Aaya AaEr qIr gya bs mudt purI hote qIr Ôta
hE bs mgr yhaH purØu a=R kIya Svwav sNmuq AanHdkHdmeH ßyaH ÝyTn kIya, ÝyTn
kIya vo wI pyaRy ¹iÚkI bat hE p` ÝyTn \uv/ _pr lg gya, _ska nam
purØu a=RkI Ôg<it Ane tpSya khenm
e He Aata hE. Ae tp, Apvas-bpvas krna vo
tp hE nih Aahaha¦ Ae tpno A=R -tpHit [it tp: jEsa suv`R sona-suv`R
ge$se Aoipt hota hE ge$ hota hE ne ge$? sonu suv`R Aoipt hota hE AEse
wgvan AaTma xuâ vItrag piv5 Ôe ¹iÚmeH Aaya hE, _smeH piv5takI v<iâ
hotI hE, xuâtakI v<iâ hotI hE, _sko wgvan tp$pI wav injRra khete hE. ware
vat wa{.
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gÇDl drbar =a ne gÇDl drbar? gÇDl bDa drbar =a. to _ska kezvÌ
Ai\karI =a cHdw
u a{ p!el to bhu =a _ska _pr pem
/ to AapÌ bat bhot
sUnte =e. to vhaH drbar pas Ôkr khe mharaj AEsa kha mharaj A=R AEsa kha
to gÇDl drbar khe, pIKe khe xBdkoØ hE _ska gÇDlmeH wgvtŸ gaEmDH z xBdkoØ
puStk AEsa bnaya K bDa to mharajka drek xBdka A=R fer pDte hE to Aapè
p` naqo wgvt xBdkoØmeH _smeH naQya hE ke!lak, smje? gaEmHDznI Ke.
AapÌ pase puStk Ke AhÄya bDa xBdkoØna (mo!a) ha-bDa puStk hE K xBd
naQya Ke =oDa drbarne rs =a AavI n xke drbar to, p` _ska kezvÌ
Ai\karI =a cHdw
u a{ =a p!el _ska Aa cHdw
u a{ p!el - Ao drbar pase Ôy
drbar khe mharaj khe Ao xBd Apna xBdkoØmeH naqna to xBdkoØmeH Aaya hE
bhot AEsa smjmeH Aaya?
bH\ moÙko Ônte hE sivpak ne Aivpakkea Ônte hE¦ Aahaha¦ krte nhÄ Aem
wa{ AhÄya khevHu Ke. frIne sivpak injRra _ska to ktaR nhÄ p` Aivpak
injRraka wI ktaR &anI nih. Aahaha¦ kmR rjk` hE ne? ware vat wa{. wgvan,
terme He to &an wra hE, terme He É–a prko kmRko injRraë AEsa hE? Ao to kmR injRrI
Ôte hE Aivpakpè _sko Ônnevala AaTma hE Aahaha¦ wa{ kane to pDe ke Aa kH{
Ke vItrag magR, ko{ cIj hE vItrag magRne ivØe, Ae cIj smßya ivna rhI g{
Ke. Ane Ae smßya ivna _ska KU!kara nih hoga, hoga car gitka mrI jxe,
rqDI mrxe. É–aHy suq hE nih, Ae xe@I¦ xe@ É–aHy suq nih he \UzmaHy tmara
bHgla K laqno Aarspa`no mo!o hÒro - Aolane calIs laqno Ke TyaH Aek
govamaH xaHitlal quxal, calIs laqno, pEsa JaJa hoy to mo!o hÒro qDkay,
hÒro smÔy Ke ne? lo!Iya vora jemaH da!e Aene hÒro khevay vora khete hE ne vora
nhÄ khete lo!Iya vora nih hote lo!Iya vora hote hE hÒra hE. ÔmngrmeH bDa
hÒra hE, ndIne kaH@e vo lo!Iya vora nih hote, muslman !opI phente ne vora _sko
jhaH da!e _ska nam hÒra khete hE. AhÄya p` wgvan khete hE AaTmana wan
ivna hÒramaH pD–a noz-koz jEsa hE Aey Aahaha¦
khete hE wgvan AaTma —skam Akam injRra˜ lo ko{ id' xBdey qbr
nhÄ hoy ke kya hxe? phele Aem kha ke sivpak Ae!le kmRka _dy Aave ne qIr
Ôy vo, _sko wI Ône bs Ône, kre nhÄ. AaEr Aivpak purØu a=Rse ApnI
iS=rta hu{, to kmR qIr Ôte hE, _sko Aivpak khete hE. Ae Aivpakko AaTma
&anI krte nih. Ônte hE —skam˜ Ae skam kho ke Aivpak kho AhÄ Aivpak
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prmaùkI ApeÙase hE. Ane skam Apna purØu a=RkI Ôg<itkI ApeÙase hE. Aahaha¦
fer, Aivpak injRra hE vo kmRka rjk`kI ApeÙase hE, AaEr skam injRra hE Ae
Apna xuâ _pyogmeH rm`ta _g/ hu{, Apna purØu a=Rse Ao wavko skam injRra
khenm
e He Aata hE Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{ smjmeH Aaya? Ae jrI JIùH Ke =oDu.H
—skam˜ A=aRtŸ purØu a=RkI Ôg<itse injRra hu{. ApnI wavnase hu{.
Apna xuâ wgvan AaTma. _skI ¹iÚ to hE AaEr _smeH _g/ purØu a=R krke Ôe
injRra hu{ _ska nam skam wav injRra khete hE ware smaDyuH p` =oDamaH.
—Akam injRra˜ Akam injRrakI VyaQya ke {CKa n hote p` ÝitkUz
sHyogmeH ragkI mHdtase shn huAa _ska nam Akam injRra khete hE. AEse &anIko
wI Akam injRra hotI hE. mHd kØay, jEse veparmeH bE@e ho AaEr wojnka !a{m 11
vaGyano hoy Ane jrak Frak AEsa Aa gya to wojn do tIn FH!a AaFe cla
gya, hta &anI. smjmeH Aaya? {CKa nhÄ =I ke mUJe do bje Aahar lena dU\
pIna {CKa to ds bjekI =I p` AEsa kae{ Frak Aaya to _smeH $k gya to
{smeH kØaykI mHdta hu{ {CKa nhÄ =I ke vo nhÄ krna ke dU\ nih pIna AEsa p`
KtaH AEsa kar`meH AEsa sHyog Aa gya to _smeH mHd kØayka wav ræa to _smeH
kmR qIre _ska nam Akam injRra khete hE Aare¦
&anI AEse iblkul ko[ka ktaR nhÄ (Ônnevala) (Akam ne -Aivpak)
he?H kya? Akam Ane sivpak, sivpak to _dy Aakr qIr Ôta hE {tna Ane
AkammeH ÝitkUz sHyog AEsa Aaya shn krnekI {CKa nhÄ =I. nhÄ qana AEsI
{CKa nhÄ =I, p` qana dUr ho gya shj, _smeH kØaykI mHdta Aa g{ to _ska
nam Akam injRra. jem pxu AhÄ to smiktIkI bat hE (Ò. ha) pxu KPpnIyaka
dukazmeH bhut du:q, Fas nih imlta =a smjmeH Aaya? KPpn, bhot hmne to
njre deqa hE ne, ds vØRkI ëmr =I KPpnmeH to AEsa AaHqmeH AaHsu p` AEsa
qaneka wav =a mgr ÝitkUz sHyogmeH AHdrmeH iksIko kØay mHd ho gya, mHd ho
gya to {sko Akam injRra khenm
e He Aata hE AEsa mrkr SvgRmHe wI Ôy - im+ya
¹iÚ ho p` Akam injRrase SvgRmaH wI Ôy, p` _skI bat AhÄya, nih hE
AhÄya sMyG¹iÚkI bat hE - ivxeØ lena Lyo ·····
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gya, dUsra pairg/af, Aekdm sU"m tÀv hE, Amare xe@ pUKte hE,H ke sU"m k–Ç khete ho?
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(]ota:) _ska qulasa (guÌdev:) vo AtIiNãy&anse pÞDmeH Aave AEsI cIj
hE, xe@? ivØy k–a cIj hE? sMyGdxRn hE vo pyaRy hE-AvS=a... p` _ska
|yey... k–a cIj hE? kEsI hE? Ae cIjnI ƒaQya !UkH I phele khega, ivxeØ pIKe
khega.
phela xBd hE ;svRivxuâ' kEsa hE wgvan Aa„a AHdr? Aek smykI
pyaRy ibnakI cIj¦ xrIr to nhÄ, vaÌ to _smeH nhÄ, pu~y papka ivkLp Ôe
rag hE vo to _smeH nhÄ, p` Aek smykI pyaRy Ôe moÙ AaEr moÙka margkI hE,
vo wI _smeH nhÄ AEsa svRivxuâ wgvan Aa„a¦
panaH to hE ne ha=me?H panaH ho to @Ik pDega _smeH Ke nemICaHdwa{? panamaH
|yan raqvuH hoH? Aola dagInane kem raqe Ke Fer?e hIrane raqe DablImaH Aem panaH
cU=H a{ Ôy ne mela ={ Ôy Aem n raqvu,H Aa to hIra jEsI cIj hE smjmeH Aaya?
k–a khte hE? ;svRivxuâ' wgvan AaTma, Aek sekNDka AsHQymaH wagmeH
Aek smymeH vStu svRivxuâ \/vu . svRivxuâ Aek bol. ;pairàimk' shj i5kazI
wav, svRivxuâ pairàimk, pairàimk A=aRtŸ shj ko{nI ApeÙa pyaRynI
nhÄ, inim¿nI nhÄ, inim¿na AwavnI nhÄ, Aevo i5kazI prmpairàimk;prm
wavg/ahk' AEsa Ôe prmwav \/vu . smjmeH Aaya? AEsa prmwav, i5kazIwav,
Aek smykI pyaRy ivnaka wav, prmwav Ga/ahk ye hE AHdrmeH hoH AEsa? hE _sko
btate hE, AHdrmeH hE AEsa drekmeH _sko btate hE. _skI ¹iÚ krna phle AEsa khte hE,H
_sko QyalmeH lI\a ivna ¹iÚ khaHse kre? smjmeH Aaya?
Ý=mmeH Ý=m sMyGdxRnka Ýaiº krnemeH _ska ivØy k–a? _ska |yey
k–a? vea cltI hE bat, sU"m hE AEsI bat jEndxRn isvay bIje k–aHy ho ske
nhÄ (]ota: bIÔ mo"anI vat kre Ke to qra) guÌdev: { vatuH kre b\ay DÄgmare
kLpna=I smjmeH Aaya? qbr nhÄ _sko. stkI Ae mane ke yhaH bI @Ik hE vhaH
bI @Ik hE, @Ik hE hI nhÄ k–aHy, svR& prme¬r, vItragdeve Aek sekNDko AsHQy
wagmeH tInkal, tInlok deqa, _ske muqse vaÌ nIklI, Ae Aagm AaEr _sne
kha vo pda=R, nHdikxorÒ? (]ota:) ye to sHÝdaykI bat hE (guÌdev:) sHÝday
kI nhÄ vStukI iS=it AEsI hE, sHÝdaykI bat nhÄ Aa... smjmeH Aaya?
jEndxRn ko{ sHÝday nhÄ hE, vStuka AEsa Svwav hE, _sko jEn khte hE,H
AEsI jEnkI Ôe cIj AHdr hE vItragSv$p¦ svRivxuâ¦ _smeH rag nhÄ, pyaRy
miln nhÄ, Aek smykI hIÌ AvS=a wI nhÄ, pyaRy Ôe Aek smykI hE vo wI
nhÄ. pyaRy hE p` i5kazI \/vu meH pyaRyka Awav hE. smjmeH Aaya?
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|yeypUvkR &ey
svRivxuâ pairàimk, pairàimk Ae!le shjwav. ijsmeH shj$p, i5kazI
\/vu -prmwav, AEsa Ôe prmwav, \/vu wav, &aykwav AivnaxIwav _sko
g/ahk _sko ÔnnevalI ny, ny Ae!le &anka AHx, Ôe AEsa prmwav vStuko
pkDe Ôè, _ska nam ãƒai=Rkny khnemHe Aayega deqo¦ ;prmwavg/ahk xuâ
_padanwUt'-phle _padan Aa gya, ye pyaRyka =a, Aa xuâ _padan \/vu ka hE.
xaÏ taTpyR dophrmeH Aate hE n, smjmeH Aaya?
\/vu ... inTyanHd Ýwu ijsmeH hln cln moÙka marg ne moÙkI pyaRy wI
ijsmeH nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ;AEsa xuâ _padanwUt' Aem xBd pDa hE ne, AolamaH
xuâ _padan$pse AEsa =a, xuâ _padanwUt nhÄ =a, phele paHcmI pHi›. (pote
xuâ _padan$pe krto n=I Ane vedto n=I) AEsa k=n =a, vhaH pyaRy =I, {\r
;xuâ _padanwUt' i5kaz (|yeynI vat Ke) smjmeH Aaya? xaHitse smjna,
ApUvc
R Ij hE, Aa !Ika AacayeR Ae!lI sU"mtase kIya, Aekla Am<t reD–aH Ke
smjmeH Aaya?
ijsko smjmeH n ho to _se smjna to pDega ne phle, (ik) k–a cIj hE?
Ane k{ cIjkI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. sMyGdxRn to \rmkI phelI sI#I
hE, \rmkI dxa Ýg! huAe ibna _sko \rm khaHse hoga? smjmeH Aaya? &an ne
cair5 to pIKe p` sMyGdxRn ho to &an sCca hota hE AaEr &an sCca ho to
Sv$pmeH iS=rta ho to cair5 sCca hota hE Ý=m ¹iÚka ivØy k–a hE _skI to
qbr nhÄ to khte hEH ik ;prmwavg/ahk' prmwav i5kaz, _sko ÔnnevalI Ga/ahk
Ae!le Ga/h` krnevalI AEsa i5kazwavko g/h` krnevala AEsa nyka AHx&anka vtRman AHx, Aage khega. ;xuâ _padanwUt' i5kazI \/vu &ayk wgvan...
cEtNyibHb¦ Anaid-AnHt (A=aRt)Ÿ Aaid AHt ivnaka, AEsa xuâ_padanwUtxuâ
_padan Sv$p, Aem khte hEH Ae!la to ivxeØ` idya, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—xuâ ãƒai=Rknyse˜ AEsa Ôe cIj, Ôe i5kazI \/vu Svwav, ye xuâ ãƒ¦
xuâ ãVy nam i5kaz Svwav-samaNy ye xuâãƒai=Rk-xuâãƒ ko Aai=Rk- jee
&anka Ýyojn xuâ-ãƒko lÙmeH lena hE AEsI nyko xuâ ãƒai=Rkny khte hE.H
xuâ... ãƒ, ãƒ Ae!le vStu Aai=Rk Ae!le ijska Ýyojn AEsa ny Ôe &anka
AHxka Ýyojn i5kazI \/vu ko lÙmeH lena hE AEsa nyko yhaH xuâãƒai=Rkny khte
hEH Aahaha¦
sHsarmaH-veparmaH Aa vat hoy nhÄ, hoy? (tme) be wa{Ao vCce Aa
vat ko[ id' krI Ke? sHÝdaymaH Ôy TyaH y mze nhÄ (TyaH) wi› kro ne Ô5a
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kro ne pUÔ kro... dya pazo ne v/t kro, S=ankvasI hoy to dya pazo, deravasI
hoy to Ô5a-pUÔ kro... mHidr-mHidr bnavo. idgMbr hoy to AEsa qana ne
AEsa n qana-pIna Ae _smeH FUs gya Ae.. y¦ pop!wa{? (]ota:) AavuH cale
Ke. (guÌdev:) cale Ke Tyare to Aa vat cale Ke.
khe t e hE H . .. Ao.. ho.. ho.. ho AH d r vStu je hE wgvan Aa„a
\/vu ¦ Ae AemaH xrIr to nhÄ, vaÌ to nhÄ, kmR to nhÄ, pu~y papna ivkLp rag
vo to nhÄ p` Aek smyka pyaRy Ôe Ýg! pyaRy ƒ› pyaRy Ôe vtRman
AvS=a vo wI ijsmeH nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ware wa{ saHwZyuH no hoy ke!lake to
Aavu¦H ko` Ôè xuH hxe Aa?
;svRivxuâ' fer lete hE,H ye wa{ to Ônevale hE,H @Ik hve KeLle VyaQyanmeH sUn
to Ôy ke AEsI CaIj =oDI hE vItrag magRmHe vStuna magRm,He AEsI vItragmargmeH
vStuka margmeH (]ota:) Ýwuka margmeH hE (guÌdev:) Ýwu¦ Okla piv5taka
ipHD Okla xuâ Svwavka gHj Aekla inTyanHd ijsmeH inTy AanHd pDa hE AEsI
cIj Ae svRivxuâ pairàimk A=aRtŸ i5kazwav¦ pairàimk Ae!le shjpiràm
Aa„Sv$pka law Ae!le vaStivk Aa„Sv$p to \/vu . pairàimknI ƒaQya hE
;pHcaiStkay'meH hE wa{ ;Aa„Sv$plaw: pairàimk:' smjmeH Aaya?
pHcaiStkaymeH hE.
(pHcaiStkay g/=H maH ÔetaH ÔetaH) ]ota: p4-pp maH (guÌdev:) p6maH Ke.
qbr Ke ne? Ae.. KPpn (ga=a) AavI. KPpnmaH hE ;ãƒAa„lawhetku : piràm:'
sHSk<t hE, vo Am<tcHãacayR kha hE. ãƒ-Aa„law, ãƒ nam vStu. vStu nam
pda=R, AaEr _ska Aa„law Sv$pno law, ijsko yhaH pairàimkwav khte hE,H
ye ãVy AaTmlaw, vStuka Sv$p _ska law, law nam _skI hEyait (A=aRt)Ÿ
vStuka i5kazI Sv$p, _ska law nam hEyait AEsa Ôe kar` AEsa piràm
smjmeH Aaya?
Aa to AaiqrkI bat, sMyGdxRnka ivØykI hE (]ota: maq` hE) (guÌdev:)
maq` hE, kwI sUna hI nhÄ AHdrme,H je te sUnkr ijHdgI gaz idya, (]ota: Ab
suna{Ae Aap) ãƒ-Aa„lawhetku : deqo¦ sHSk<tmeH hE (nIce) piràmse yu›
je pairàimk kEsa hE? ke Aa„law, Aa„law, nam Sv$pka law, Sv$pka
lawka A=R pyaRy nhÄ AhÄyaH, Sv$pkI hEyait¦ deqo, Aa„lawka A=R kÕsmeH
ikya hE-hEyait.
wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd Aek smykI vtRman Ýg! AvS=a isvay, smjmeH
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Aaya? Aa„law Aa„anI hEyait j¡Ao pyaRykI hEyait, nhÄ ikya Aa„akI
yhaH. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ pu~y-papka rag to Aek baj¡ rhI gya ivkar p` AeksmykI
pyaRy vo ãVy Aa„law nhÄ, wgvan \/vu inTyanHd Ýwu Aaid-AHt ivnaka
stŸ Sv$p AEsa Aa„a _ska law. Sv$pÝaiº, nIce A=R ikya hE Amare pHiDtÒO
(ik) Aa„law Sv$pÝaiº-Sv$pne \arI raqnar-potane \arI raqnar hEyatI,
ãƒ potane \arI raqe-potanI hEyait rhe tene pairàimk khenm
e He Aata hE. smjmeH
Aaya? Aek tene j yhaH pairàimk kha hE pairàimk µ vStuka hEyait$p wav.
i5kaz stŸ$p wav, i5kaz inTy$p wav _sko yhaH pairàimk Aa„Sv$p
hEyait khenm
e He Aata hE, ijsmeH Aek smykI pyaRy wI AatI nhÄ, nHdikxorÒ?
AEsa ;prmwavg/ahk' AEsa i5kazI wav, Sv$pkI hEyait$p \/uv wav,
\/uvwav _sko g/h` krnevalI ny, ke je ;xuâ_padanwUt' i5kaz hE AHdr
AadrÌy cIj ho to xuâ _padan g/h` krnelayk cIj ho to ye cIj hE.
sMyG¹iÚko (&anIko-) \m±ko ye xuâ _padancIj ye g/h` krne layk ye cIj
hE. i5kazI \/vu Aa]y krne layk hE. smjmeH Aaya?
AEsa ;xuâ_padanwUt' Awed kr idya hE, xuâ_padanwUt, Sv$p, Aek smykI
pyaRy cltI hE wle \rmkI pyaRy Ýg! hu{ ho to wI _s pyaRyse riht, pyaRyse
AvS=ase riht ;xu â _padanwU t ' i5kaz cIj, ;xu â ãƒai=R k ny'
xuâ ãƒko ÔnnevalI AEsI ny. Ae nyse ;Òv' wgvan Aa„a, kt<TR vwo›<Tvse
riht hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? jEndxRn sU"m hE. Aa jEndxRn, vStu je
i5kazI \/vu &aykwav hE, vae wav, ragka wI ktaR nhÄ, ragka wo›a nhÄ,
bH\ka piràmka ktaR nhÄ, bH\ka kar`$p piràmka ktaR nhÄ, moÙkI pyaRyka
ktaR nhÄ, moÙka magRkI pyaRyka ktaR-wo›a nhÄ. Are¦ gjb vat hE, nHdikxorÒ?
kid Aaya nhÄ ik purØu a=R k–a hE?
wgvan¦ tera FrmeH cIj AEsI hE (]ota:) sbkI AEsI iS=it hE? (guÌdev:)
sbkI-sb Aa„ameH AEsa hE. st... stŸ AivnaxI inTyanHd na=¦ AEsa Òv vo
Òv ho? \/vu vo Òv, (]ota:) vnSpitno Òv p` Aevo hxe? (_¿r:) ye b\a,
vnSpit-ingod sb wgvan prma„a Sv$p AHdr hE smjmeH Aaya?
AaHhI to ¹iÚ ijsko krnI hE _sko khte hE ik |yey krne layk Aa cIj hE,
ye isvay ragka |yey, inim¿ka |yey AaEr Aek smykI pyaRyka |yey lÙmeH lens
e e
\mR hota nhÄ sMyGdxRn Ýaº hota nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? waØa sadI
hE, kaH{ AEsI gU# nhÄ hE bhot, wle wav gU# ho¦ smjmeH Aaya? p` ko[ idvs
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sUna nhÄ smje nhÄ \rmne name Ao\e Ao\e haHk,e Aem n cale, marg k–a cIj
hE? k–a cIjko ¹iÚmeH lena Ane _ska Aa]y krnese \rm hoga sMyGdxRn, ye
ivna \mR hoga nhÄ. sMyGdxRn ivna ko{ p` iÊya v/t inym Aaid kre Ae b\a
AekDa ivnaka xUNy hE. smjmeH Aaya? XyamdasÒ¦ brabr @Ik hE, Aa ga=ameH
Aa gya. khaH gya ÝkaxdasÒ? hE ke nhÄ?
panuH Ke ke nhÄ? tmarI pase nhÄ, imla nhÄ? panuH Aapo, j¡Ao pana
raqva Ôe{Ae ne tmare? AaHhI to =azI to Aape phelI, pKI =azImaH wojn
pIrsen?e nICae =oDuH pIrsvanuH Ke? smjmeH Aaya? deqo, _smeH k–a ilqa hE?
AE s a Òv, kE s a Òv? ke Ôe ;svR i vxu â i5kaz-pairàimk shj
Aa„Sv$pkI hEyait$p wav' Aohoho¦ Aek smykI pyaRy, Ae Aa„Sv$pkI
hEyait nhÄ, Aek smykI pyaRymeH Ôe rmte hE-lÙ krte hEH vo pyaRy¹iÚ-im+ya¹iÚ
hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aaha.. ha¦ pyaRybuiâ hE _skI.
AaHhI to khte hEH ke i5kazI wgvan, AEsa Ôe ;Òv' _pr kha AEsa
ivxeØ`vala, Ae kt<TR v wo›<Àvse ktaR wo›ase prka ktaR wo›a nhÄ ragaidka
ktaR nhÄ wo›a nhÄ, Aa bH\ moÙke kar`ka ktaR wo›a nhÄ, _sse xUNy-ktaRwo›ake piràmse xUNy AaEr bH\-moÙke kar`se xUNy, AEsa kha hE yhaH (]ota:)
Axuâta Ane xuâta beyse (_¿r:) ha, beyse smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd Ýwu \/vu , siCcdanHd Sv$p vo cIj, ragka ktaR
nhÄ, ƒvhar-dya danka ktaR nhÄ Ane dya-danka wo›a wI \/vu cIj nhÄ.
smjmeH Aaya? Ae isvay, bH\ moÙke kar` bH\ka kar` Ôe im+yaTv Av/taid
piràm, _sse wI vo \/vu cIj riht hE. smjmeH Aaya?
bH\-moÙke kar`-phelaH _skI ƒaQya hotI hE, im+yaTv Aaid Ôe piràm,
bH\ka kar` hE ye bH\ka kar` piràm Ôe hE _sse xUNy Aa„a hE, \/vu wgvanmeH
ye piràm hE hI nhÄ. smjme H Aaya? Aahaha¦ moÙka kar`-Are ,
sMyGdxRn&ancair5ka Ôe piràm-sCca moÙmarg, AEsa piràm, moÙmarg
wI piràm hE-pyaRy hE-AeksmykI AvS=a hE to moÙka marg$pI piràminüy, sCca sMyGdxRn sCca sMyG&an sCca sMykŸcair5$p vtRman piràmpyaRy, _sse \/vu riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? xowalalÒ.
Aa puStk-panaH raQya Ke, ihNdIwaØI wa{ Aave, vaHce to qbr pDe ke
jEndxRnmeH k–a hE? kEsI cIj hE? ye sb loijkse-yui›se isâ krte hE,H p`
drkar nhÄ hE Anaidkalse. (]ota: puStk to hE _ske pas) (guÌdev:) qolvanI
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|yeypUvkR &ey
drkar k–aH krI Ke saHwzvavazaAe¦ smjmeH Aaya?
Aaha.. ha wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd, xuâ ãƒai=Rknyka prmwav-Svwav
wav, AEsI cIj vo ktaRse riht ne wo›ase riht. ikska? Aa bH\ka kar`$p
piràm _ska ktaR nhÄ, moÙka kar`$p piràm _ska ktaR nhÄ, p` Ae bH\moÙka kar`$p piràmse wI xUNy hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr bH\ ne moÙka
piràmse xUNy. vo phela bH\ moÙka kar` kha =a. smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan Aa„a, Ôe \/vu cIj hE, ÒsmeH ¹iÚ dens
e ,e ¹iÚkI =ap dens
e e sMyGdxRn
hota hE, AEsI Ôe cIj hE vo cIj ktaR ne wo›ase riht hE pyaRyka ktaR wo›a wI
ãƒ nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: ktaR-wo›a ãƒ xI rIte hoy?)
smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ ApnI inmRz pyaRy moÙka magRkI AanHdkI pyaRy,
_ska wI Ae ãƒ \/vu ktaR nhÄ ne _ska vo wo›a wI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
hE ik nhÄ same panaH idya hE, pHdrse Kpaya hE ramÒwa{Ae (]ota:)
vj¡wa{Ae (guÌdev:) Ae to ramÒwa{Ae kæu'H tuH Tyare ne kho smjmeH Aaya?
(]ota: kar` prma„a) (guÌdev:) he?H kar` prma„a, p` AaHhI Ae kar`far` lena nhÄ, kayRka kar` AEsa AaHhI nhÄ lena hE. smjmeH Aaya? vo to
;inymsar'meH pyaRyka k=n hE ne moÙmagRka TyaH kar` ne kayRkI bat hE.
AaHhI kayRka kar` \/vu , AEsa wI lena nhÄ hE. AaHhI, smjmeH Aaya?
Ae.. y? moÙmagRmHe pyaRyka k=n hE kar` -moÙmagR j pyaRy hE smjmeH Aaya?
vhaHse to _@aya hE 5IÒ ga=amaH ; i`yme` y jH kßßa '-inüy krne layk hE
p` vo to pyaRykI bat hE, ãƒ to inüykI pyaRyka ktaR hI nhÄ, Aa re¦ kaEnsI ApeÙase bat cltI hE smjna to caihAe ne-inymen c inüyen yTkayÅ'
inüy=I krvalayk ho to moÙka magR krva layk hE. sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5
p` Ae krne layk, pyaRy krnelayk hE. ãƒ to moÙmagRkI pyaRyka krnevala hI
nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦
(]ota:) AEsa hE to jgh, jgh, kuK ilqate hEH to hm wUl Ôte hEH
(guÌdev:) wUl Ôte ho? @Ik khete ho¦ qatavhImeH qtvte ho ik nhÄ jgh-jgh
iwþ-iwþ ilqa ho to? ke flaàna namna Aekavn $ipya, flaàna hÔr
$ipya, to Ôe Ôe qatameH qtvna ho to qtvte ho ke nhÄ, j¡da-j¡da ilqa hE to
iwþ-iwþ qatemHe qtvte ho (]ota: vhaH to nhÄ wUlte) TyaH to wulta nhÄ
(]ota: TyaH to nuksan Ke) (guÌdev:) AaHhI wI nukxan bDa nuksan hE, TyaH to
nuksan hE hI nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya¦
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pyaRyko ãƒmeH qtvna, ãƒko pyaRymeH qtvna vo bDI qtvnImeH fer hE Aa
to vItrag svR& prma„a i5lokna= vItragdeve Ôna _skI vaÌmeH vStu
Sv$p AEsa Aaya AaEr AEsa hE. _ska in$p` hota hE.
vStu hE to vStu \/vu hE AaEr Aek smyka kayR$pI pyaRy hE, p` ye kayRka
kar` \/vu AEsa AhÄya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? \Ime-\Ime smjna yh to
Am<tka Jrà hE, Lyo JràH Ke jykumar wI khte hEH wgvan¦ bat to AEsI hE
ko{ AlaEikk bat hE.
;Òv' kEsa Òv? ke _pr kha AEsa ;svRivxuâ-pairàimk-prmwav
g/ahk-xuâ _padanwUt' xuâ ãƒai=Rknyse \/vu i5kazI cEtNy wgvan Apna
inj Sv$p injSv$p kaym rhnevalI cIj stŸ hE to Aaid AHtka wav ivnakI
cIj vo (Òv) ktRÀ< v-wo›<Tvse (xUNy hE) ye ApnI pyaRyka ktaR AaEr wo›ase
ye \/vu -ãƒ to riht hE. smjmeH Aaya?
ivxeØ Aayega pIKe hÇ SpÚIkr` bhot Aayega ye to (320) ga=a hE n
bDI Aahaha¦ jEn \rm iksko khte hEH _skI to qbr nhÄ. jEn\rmkI pyaRy\rm to pyaRy hE AhÄ to khete hE ke \mR vItragI pyaRy hE _ska wI ãƒ to ktaR
hI nhÄ, wo›a hI nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
\/vu icdanHdÝwu inTyanHd inivRkLp ini*Êy Awed AEsa Ôe \/vu SvwavAEsa Ôe Òv, vo Òv, vo Òv, ApnI pyaRymeH rag AaEr inmRzpyaRy-donÇ ka
ktaR nhÄ Ane donÇka ye wo›a hI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
bH\-moÙke kar`se xUNy hE, wgvan Aa„a, inTyanHd Ýwu¦ \/vu , stŸ ye to
bH\ke kar`-im+yaTv, Av/t, Ýmad, kØay, yog ye piràmse wI \/vu to xUNy hE.
ye piràm \/vu meH hE nhÄ. AaEr moÙka marg moÙka kar` hE ne Ùaiyk smikt,
Ùaiyk cair5, sMyGdxRn &an kevz&an, AhÄ to kar` Ke, moÙka kar`
sMyGdxRn&ancair5 vItragIpyaRy AvS=a halt, Ae kar`=I \/vu xUNy hE, ye
piràm \/vu meH hE nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
bH\-moÙka kar` AaEr piràm, Ae k–a ilya vzI? bH\-moÙka piràm
Aem. vo kar` =a- bH\-moÙka kar` Ane Aa bH\-moÙ$pI Svt: piràm.
kevz&anka piràm-isâkI pyaRy$pI piràm Ane bH\ka piràm-vtRman
im+yaTv Aaid, Ae piràmse \/vu xUNy hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae isâkI
pyaRy AnHt kevz&an AnHt kevzdxRn AnHtvIyR AnHt AanHd AEsI Ôe moÙkI
pyaRy hE _sse \/vu xUNy hE. \/vu meH moÙkI pyaRy hE nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
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|yeypUvkR &ey
ware vat wa{¦ bH\-moÙka kar` Ane bH\ moÙ$pI piràm, bey lena,
bH\-moÙke kar`se wI xUNy hE Aa„a-\/vu . AaEr bH\-moÙke piràmse wI vStu
(\/vu ãƒ) xUNy hE-_ska nam AhI wgvan \/vu cIj, Òv khnemHe Aata hE, ye
_pr ¹iÚ dens
e e sMyGdxRn hota hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
smjmeH Aaye AEsI cIj hE hÇ, AEsI ko{ waØa AEsI nhÄ hE wle k@` pDe
AHdr go@vvamaH p` magR to Aa Ke cIj AEsI hE AEsa to Qyal Aavene _sko
AHdr?
icdŸibMb pDa hE AHdr.. \/vu stŸ hE vStuka Sv$p \/vu , ye ;Òv' ApnI
pyaRy Ôe khnemHe Aata hE _ska wI ktaR-wo›a nhÄ Ane vo bH\-moÙka kar`$p
Ôe piràm hE _sse ye \/vu xUNy hE. AaEr bH\ ne moÙka sI\a piràm pUra bH\na
piràm mo"aka, (Ôeh)E _s piràmse \/vu xUNy hE cImnwa{? AavuH ko{ id'
saHwZyuH tu?H (]ota:) bH\-moÙnaH kar` ne piràm to Ke ne? (guÌdev:) kI\uH
ne¦ bH\-moÙka piràm hE p` bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm Ane bH\-moÙnaH
potanaH piràm Aem. smjmaH Aaƒu?H bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm AaEr bH\moÙ$p piràm smje nhÄ? bH\ Ôe hE _ska kar` im+yaTv Aaid Ae piràm,
Ae piràmse xUNy, AaEr moÙke kar` moÙka magR$p piràm sMyGdxRn&an, Ae
piràmse \/vu xUNy Ane bH\piràm-sI\a bH\ piràm vtRman kar` bH\ka
kar` nhÄ bH\ piràm ne moÙnaH piràm, moÙna (sI\a) piràm _sse wI
(\/vu ) xUNy. pHiDtÒ? hE AEsI cIj hE ke nhÄ? AaquH vaHcI gya hE ne phele Fre
(]ota: vaHCyu'H tuH p` AavuH nhotuH vaHCyu)H Aa pHiDtÒ Ke bey Ane Aa vkIl hE ko'
smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: Aemè smajna kam kyaÅ Ke) (guÌdev:) \Uzye krta nhÄ
hE smajka kam, smajka kam ko` krte hE?H
AaHhI to khte hEH ãƒ, ApnI pyaRyko kre nhÄ, to smajka (kam) khaHse
kre? Aahaha¦ vItrag svR& prme¬rka marg Aa„a hoH Aa„aka vItrag
Ae!le tu,H tera prme¬r vItragSv$pse wrapDa hE. AEsI \/vu cIj-ApnI pyaRyko
kre ne wogve nhÄ to prko smajko ko` kre? Aiwman krke im+yaTvwavko
kre¦ to wI vo im+yaTvwavse \/vu to xUNy hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm, Aem lena, bH\-moÙka kar`$p piràm,
_ska kar`$pe Ane bH\-moÙ$pI piràm, _sse xUNy hE, \/vu AEsa \/vu _sse
qalI hE, Apna AanHd Aaid gu`Çse wrpUr hEH p` AEsI pyaRyse xUNy hE,
(vahrevah) gjb vat hE (]ota:) inmRz pyaRyse wI? (guÌdev:) inmRl pyaRyse
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wI ve (\/vu ) xUNy hE khane¦
moÙnaH kar` ne moÙpyaRy-isâkI pyaRyse \/vu xUNy hE, pyaRy hE ne, pyaRy
to Aek smykI AvS=a hE (_sse xUNy) \/vu cIj hE i5kazI \/vu Ôe kevz&ankI
pyaRy ne isâkI pyaRyse qalI hE, isâkI pyaRy _smeH hE nhÄ, pyaRy pyaRymeH hE,
\/vu meH hE nhÄ. ware vat wa{¦ Aey? sHjy Aate hE ne Qyal. @Ik Aa to Am<t
reDte hEH Am<t. smjmeH Aaya?
Aoho¦ be lI!ImeH iktna wr idya hE, Aage ivxeØ Aayega hoH SpÚ kreg
H ,e Aa
to AEsI vat khnemHe Aa g{ hE AEsa yhaH kha hE ;svRivxuâ &an Ai\kar' _paDa
hE _smeH AEsI bat khnemHe Aa g{ hE.
;AEsa smuday patinkameH kha gya =a' deqo¦ phle sHSk<t!IkameH vo ga=a
phele Aa g{ hE _smeH ye khenme He Aa gya hE. smjmeH Aaya? hÒ to AaHhI ma=aku!
bharnI, dya-dan ne v/t kro to tmne \rm =ay, \Uzye n =ay hve saHwzne¦
(]ota:) pHcmkazmaH =ato hxe¦ (guÌdev:) pHcmkazmaH y n =ay. suqDI Ke te
pHcmkazmaH pexabnI =atI hxe? Aa!a, sakr ne FI Ae 5èkI suqDI hotI hE,
pHcmAarameH Ae 5èkI jgaAe paÌne @ekaè pexab ne sÞrne @ekaè kadv, _skI
suqDI bntI hE? Aey.. xe@? (]ota:) ma'raj Aap bar-bar Vyvharka inØe\kI
bat krte ho to ko{ ndImeH DUbta ho to DUbne de?H (guÌdev:) p` ko` DUbne de, Aene
kre ko`? vo to AEsI dehkI iÊya honevalI ho to huAe ibna rhe nhÄ, ivkLp Aave to
krta hE p` ivkLp Aaya to dehkI iÊya hu{ AEsa nhÄ he, AaEr dehkI iÊya hu{ to
bc gya vo AEsa wI nhÄ. (]ota:) bcavvano wav Aaƒo te \mR to huAa?
(guÌdev:) \mR to _smeH khaH hE? pu~y-rag hE AaEr rag Apneko ihtkr manta hE vo
to im+yaTvka poØk hE.
Ajr Pyala hE wa{ vItragka marg hE bapu¦ Aaha.. ha¦ (]ota:) margne
to Aap pyaRy kravo Ko ne pyaRy to ãƒmaH Ke nhÄ. (guÌdev:) he?H marg pyaRy
hE, ktRT< v pyaRymeH hE, ktRT< v ãƒmeH kEsa? Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ktRƒ-ktRƒ je
khna yh to pyaRymeH hE, AEsI pyaRyse to wgvan k<tk<Ty ih hE ktRVy _ska ko[
hE hI nih ktaR wgvan hE hI nhÄ Aey nHdikxorÒ? hE ik nhÄ {sme?H (xaÏ)
panaH hE vo xBdka to A=R hota hE-&an to krna pDega n, AwI tk sUna =a kuK
ne Aa vat hE dUsrI Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) idgMbrkI vaÌmeH idgMbr honekI hI
bat hE (guÌdev:) idgMbrnI vaÌmeH idgMbr hona-idgMbr nam rag ivna
pyaRy ivnakI ¹iÚ krna vo idgMbr hE (]ota:) sbka A=R bdl idya (guÌdev:)
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|yeypUvkR &ey
sbka A=R bdl idya-Aa Amare xe@ khte hE. smjmeH Aaya? jEsa =a vEsa A=R
hE-Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
AhÄya to khte hEH ke ßyaH ¹iÚ naqna hE, Ae ktRƒ pyaRymeH hE moÙmagRkI
pyaRy ktRƒ hE p` vo to pyaRyka ktRƒ hE, \/vu meH ktRVy hE hI nhÄ (]ota:) kb?
(guÌdev:) i5kaz Ae i5kaz hE, vo bat to ikya-piràmse xUNy hE to _ska
A=R k–a hE? smjmeH Aaya? piràm-moÙnaH piràm Ôe inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5 hE ve piràm hEH vo piràm ktRƒ hE to vo ktRƒ to ãƒmeH hE nhÄ,
piràmmeH ktRƒ ho to ho... Aahaha¦ xowalalÒ? kwI sUna hI nhÄ hoy NyaH
bIDImaH k–aH Aa? htuH y nhÄ Aa paKuH TyaH xe@ Aem khe Ke ne¦ NyaH to =a hI nhÄ ne¦
Aahaha¦ magR to AEsa hE lokoko Qyal nhÄ pyaRy _pr {tna Ôer-rag
_pr Ôer deta hE Are, wgvan rag ne pyaRy to term
e He hE hI nhÄ, sUn to shI,
iktna Ôer tere dena hE? pyaRy _pr Ôer dega to mU#-im+ya¹iÚ hoga, smjmeH
Aaya? lalCaHdÒ.
Ajr Pyala ipAo mtvala, icNhI A|yaTmvasa¸
AanHdFn cetn VhE qel,e deqe lok tmaxa.
Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan to AanHdkHd hE, vh jgtka saÙI wI nhÄ wa{?
(]ota:) saÙI to pyaRymaH hoy ne¦ (guÌdev:) saÙI to pyaRy hE-smjmeH Aaya?
AEsI AEsI saÙIkI pyaRy to _smeH AnHt pDI hE, i5kaz lena hE AaHhI to...
smjmeH Aaya? Aa hrq-jm`kI ga=a hE Aa, lG™ =ya pKI krte hEH ne Aaiqrka
jm`, Amare AhÄya krte hEH kai@yavaDmeH (]ota:) hve pa!± ho g{¦ (guÌdev:)
pa!± ho g{ to vo lo. Amare phle lgn hota =a ne to lgnme-H xadImeH phele
sat !Hk jmaDte =e, sat !Hk smje? tIn idn AaEr Aek Aa\a idn. (]ota:)
hmare yhaH wI paHc-paHc idn hota =a. (guÌdev:) yhaH wI phle AEsa hota =a
(]ota:) b/aïòmaH to mihno (guÌdev:) b/aïòmeH to Aek mihna-mihna Amara
gammaH hE Aek ]ImazI b/aï`. Aek mihna rqe Ônko, pIKe Aaiqrke idn jm`
kre (hrqjm`) Ae!le saramaH saruH ne êcamaH êcuH jm` kre, Aem Aa saramaH
saruH ne êcamaH êcuH jm` Ke Aa. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:) yhaH ikskI xadI ho
rhI hE? (guÌdev:) xadI, Aa„akI.. wa{? Aahaha¦
wgvan Aa„a AaHhI to khte hE ik xadIke piràmse wI \/vu xUNy hE, AaEr
xadIka kya, moÙka margke piràmse wI \/vu xUNy hE, Ao to k–a isâpdkI
pyaRyse \/vu xUNy hE. Aahaha¦ xuâtakI pyaRy Ôe hE _sse wI \/vu xUNy hE xuâ nhÄ
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p` \/vu xUNy hE k–Çik kevz&an Aaid to Ùaiyk pyaRy hE-vo Ùaiykwav hE vo
Aayega, Ùaiykwav to pyaRy hE, pyaRy \/vu meH nhÄ hE, pairàimkwav to i5kazI
\/vu hE _smeH pyaRy-fyaRy kEsI? smjmeH Aaya?
;bH\-moÙke kar` AaEr kt<RTv-wo›<Tvse AaEr piràmse xUNy' AEsa
smudaypatinkameH khnemHe Aaya =a-k=nmeH phle Aa khna =a AEsa Aa gya =a,
püat car ga=a äara Òvke Akt<TR vgu`ke ƒaQyankI muQytase samaNy ivvr`
ikya gya, phle Aa Aa gya hE, Ab ivxeØ pIKe khega wav Ôe qas khena he vo
car ga=a äara, Òv Akt<TR v hE-ÒvmeH kt<TR v hEH hI nhÄ prka, pyaRyka. Akt<TR vgu`ke
ƒaQyankI muQytase-muQytase samaNy k=n ikya gya-ivvr` ikya, ivvr`
kho ke k=n kho, ttŸ püatŸ car ga=a äara xuâko wI Ýk<it ke sa= Ôe bH\ hota
hE ye A&anka mahaTMy hE, AEsa A&anka sam+yR khne$p ivxeØ ivvr` ikya
gya =a.
k–a khte hEH j¡Ao¦ Are, AEsa wgvan xuâ \/vu Ýwu¦ ijsmeH pyaRy wI nhÄ
to ivkar to khaH Aaya? AEsI cIjmeH Aa bH\ Ôe A&anka Ýg! hota hE AaEr
kmRka bH\ hota hE vo to A&anka mahaTMy hE. Sv$pka wan nhÄ ye A&anke
kar`se bH\ hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:) A&annuH maha„y? (guÌdev:)
A&anka mahaTMy hE ne A&anka maha„y hE ik nhÄ [tna?
Aaha¦ vStuka mahaTMy KoDkr, A&anka mahaTMy¦ Aa k–a huAa¦ iCadanHd
wgvan ke!lak khte hE ne ke Aa„a xuâ hE piv5 hE ne¦ _smeH ye A&an khaHse
Aaya? Aem ke!lak khe Ke (Aeno _¿r:) { pyaRymeH _TpNn ikya to Aaya.
smjmeH Aaya?
icdanHd wgvan, inTyanHdka na= _ske _pr ¹iÚ n krke Aek smyka rag
AaEr pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ krke A&an _Tpþ huAa, A&anke kar` AEsa \/vu Sv$p
hone pr wI bH\ hota hE, smjmeH Aaya? AEsa A&anka sam+yR kha hE j¡Ao
A&anka sam+yR kha hE w/màka sam+yR¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:) pyaRy Aek ne AenHu
sam+yR kev?Hu guÌdev: hE ne¦
Aaha.. ha¦ mhaÝwu¦ i5kaz AanHdkHdka na=, _ska Aa]y n ikya AaEr
Aek smykI pyaRy-ragka Aa]y ikya, A&an huAa, A&anka sam+yR hE ye
bH\ka kar`meH to... smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:) \rmnuH sam+yR Ke ne bH\maH (guÌdev:)
\rmnuH sam+yR bH\meH khaHse Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Ae.. y Aa ragse \rm hota
hE Aem khte hEH ik nhÄ? ƒvhar rTn5yse inüyrTn5y hota hE, \UzmeyH hota
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|yeypUvkR &ey
nhÄ sUn to shI. je!la ƒvhar sa\n-fa\n kha hE { inüyse sa\n nhÄ p`
ba\k hE. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH qula ilya hE. ko'smjmeH Aaya? sa\k kha vohI
ba\k hE smjmeH Aaya?
AlaEikk cIj¦ pyaRy Ôe AHdrmeH vtRmanmeH vtRtI hE, ye pyaRyse wI vo vStu
AHdr xUNy hE AEsa Ý=m k=nmeH Aa gya hE, pKI ilya ik bH\ k–Ç hota hE AEsI
cIjmeH bH\ k–Ç hota hE? kmRka bH\ ikya to k–Ç bH\ Aaya? to khte hEH Sv$pka
icdanHd wgvan, _ska Qyal ibna-&an ibna, _ska A&anse bH\ hota hE,
smjmeH Aaya? A&anka mahaTMy hE, AEsa A&anka sam+yR kha, AEsa A&anka
sam+yR$pe ivxeØ ivvr` krnemeH Aaya. tTpüatŸ car ga=a äara Òvka
Awo›<Tvgu`ka ƒaQyankI muQytase ƒaQyan krnemHe Aaya-phle kha =a p`
Awo›<Tv gu`ka samaNy ƒaQyan =a, phle-phle Aaya n, ye Awokt<Tvgu`ka
ivxeØ ƒaQyan hE, Tyar bad do ga=a khnemHe AayI ijske äara, pUvRe bar ga=ameH
;xuâ inüyse' kt<TR v-wo›<Tvke Awav$p-xuâ inüyse wgvan Aa„a, pyaRyka
ktaR ne wo›a nhÄ t=a bH\moÙke kar` ne piràmka Awav$p-phle xUNy kha
=a, smjmeH Aaya?
\/vu wgvan Aa„a, vo to bH\ka kar` ne moÙka kar` piràm AaEr
bH\ne moÙ$p piràmse Awav$p hE, TyaH xUNy kha =a, yhaH Awav kha, AEsI
bat Aa g{ hE smjmeH Aaya? Ôe ƒaQyan ikya gya, _ska hI _psHhar krnemHe
Aaya, _ska hI _psHhar hE, {s Ýkarse smysarkI ;xuâa„anuwiU t-lÙ`'deqo¦ wgvan Aa„a \/vu ¦ _ska AnuwiU t-Anuwv hona, AEsI AnuwiU t ijska
lÙ` AEsI ;taTpyRvi< ¿' namkI !IkameH moÙai\kar sHb\H I cUilka smaº hu{
A=va ANy Ýkarse ƒaQyan krne pr, yhaH moÙ Ai\kar smaº huAa.
ifr ivxeØ khnemHe Aata hE, hve ivxeØ SpÚIkr` Aayega, khte hEH AaEpximkaid
paHc wavomeH iks wavse moÙ hota hE? vh ivcarnemHe Aata hE, hve jrI'k bat
(]ota:) vo to pyaRykI vat (guÌdev:) pyaRykI bat hE. ye paHc wavomeH Aek
(wav) ãƒ wI hE Ane car pyaRyHe hEH to Éya wave mo"a hota hE? _smeH k{
pyaRyse moÙ hota hE? k{ AvS=ase Aa„akI mui› hotI hE? smjmeH Aaya?
—AaEpximkaid paHc wavomeH iks wavse moÙ hota hE˜ Ab vh ivcarte
hE,H hve wav k–a? TyaH AaEpximk phle wav, _pximkka A=R: Aa„ameH sMyGdxRn
ne sMykŸcair5 hota hE, vo _pxmwav$p hE. Ùy nhÄ, _skI Ýk<itka prmaù
pDa hE, jEse jlmeH mel hE _smeH f!kDI naqnese mel bE@ gya hE, mel smßyane
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nICae jlmeH mel besI gyo Ke, nIkzI gyo n=I, AEse Aa„ameH { sMyGdxRnmeH
_pxm, Ýk<itka @rna-@rna AHdr vh _pxm huAa, Ýk<itka Awav(Ùy) nhÄ
huAa hE, smjmeH Aaya?
Aek daqlo yad Aaƒo Amare palejmaH, mnsuqne qbr no hoy AenaH
phelaHnI-tara jnm phelaHnI vat Ke, Aek vqar htI ne vqar paKz Ke ne tenI
nIce Aek spR grI gyelo mo!o, FàH vrsnI vat Ke AenaH phelaHnI vat Ke Amare
TyaH (palejmaH) dukan htI ne¦ vqar mo!I, spR mo!o, ka#vo xI rIte? FàH loko
AavI cDya temaH ko'k mo!o hxe ne teè kæuH !a#uH paÌ KaH!o (]ota:) paÌ KaH!e
to rhe nhÄne mre nhÄ (spR) mrI p` n Ôy Ane nIkzI Ôy, paKz vqar htI
ne TyaH nIce spR, taro jNm to cImotermaH =yo, AenaH phelaHnI vat Ke. { spR,
mo!o spR hve tene pkDvo xI rIte? Ane nIce xuH khevay? hDfo-hDfo¦ hDfo Ae!le
lakDano-lakDanI pe!I, hve lakDanI pe!ImaH mal (pe!I) _paDvI xI rIte? smÔù?H
ko{Ae kæuH ke paÌ KaH!o phela paÌ KaH!–a pKI pkDo, Aem Aa Ýk<itne _pxm
paÌ KaH!–uH phelHu (Ae _pxm) smjmaH Aaƒu?H
dxRnmohnI Ýk<it ne cair5mohnI Ýk<it _pr paÌ KaH!–u,H _pxm kyuÅ phelHu
(Ýk<it xaHt ={ g{) Awav kyÈ n=I, AevHu pyaRymaH _pxm, yad AavI gyuH
(¹ÚaHt) smjmaH Aaƒu?H AEsa sMyGdxRn, (¹ÚaHt) FÌ vqt yad Aavtu.H
_pxm sMyGdxRn phle kha deqo¦ _smeH dohI le lena, AaEpximkka do
Ýkar-AEsa lena Aek _pxmsMyGdxRn AaEr _pxmcair5-do Ýkar yh
Ùayopximkka A#ar Ýkar-tÀva=Rs5
U meH A#ar (Ýkar) idya hE. (mit, ]ut,
Avi\, mn:pyRy Ae car &an, kumit, ku]tu , kuAvi\ Ae 5` A&an cÙu, AcÙu,
Avi\ Ae 5` dxRn, Ùayopximk dan-law-wog-_pwog-vIyR Ae paHc liB\,
Aem car´5`´5` Ane paHc wedo temj Ùayopximk cair5 Ane sHyma sHym,
Ùayopximkwavna A#ar wed Ke. ;tÀva=Rs5
U ' AEse A#ar wav hE ye tÀva=Rs5
U meH
hE AaEr Ùaiykka nv bol hE (kevz&an, kevzdxRn, Ùaiykdan, Ùaiyklaw,
Ùaiykwog, Ùaiyk _pwog, Ùaiyk vIyR t=a ;y' khetaH ÙaiyksMykŸTv Ane
Ùaiyk cair5-Aem Ùaiykwavna nv wed Ke ;tÀva=Rs5
U A. 2. sU5 4') AaEr
_dyna AekvIs bol hE. tÀva=R sU5ke (ityÅc, nrk, mnu*y, dev Ae car git,
Êo\, man, maya, low Ae car kØay, ÏIved, purØu ved, Ane npus
H kved Ae 5`
ilHg, im+yadxRn, A&an, AsHym, AisâTv t=a k<*`, nIl, kapot, pIt, pÍ,
xukl Ae K leXya Aem carćar´5`ÁekÁekÁek Aek Ane K -Ae b\a
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mzIne AaEdiykwavna AekvIs wedo Ke.
Ae car wav pyaRy$p hE, Ae care wav AvS=a$p hE, i5kazI \/vu Sv$p
nhÄ. =oDa smjna pDe w{ lHba ke!lakne qbrey n hoy, paHc wavna namey
AavDta n hoy paHc wav hE to Aa car wav to pyaRy$p hE, AvS=a hE. Aa„a
\/vu Ôe hE i5kaz vo to pairàimkwave hE, vo to ãƒ$p hE, Ane Aa car Ke {
pyaRy-AvS=a$p hE bey mzIne pUra Ýma`ka ivØy bnta hE, sU"m =oDa Aa
gya. smjmeH Aaya?
Ae car wav pyaRy$p hE, pyaRy smje? AvS=a, phle kha ne Ôe \/vu , xuâ
ãƒai=Rknye Ôe Òv \/vu , _skI pyaRy$pe Aa car wav hE, Ae car wav \/vu $p
nhÄ, tÀva=Rs5
U meH Aata hE p` ivcar nhÄ drkar nhÄ, Aa to dxlÙÌ pvRmHe
bole Ôy giDya, giDya boLye Ôy pHiDtÒ? nHdikxorÒ? hE giDya¦
to khte hEH { car wav pyaRy$p, ivxeØ SpÚIkr` Aage Aayega(Ýma` vcn)
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ÝvCan nH. - 4
ga=a 3r0
ta. 13-8-70
jysen AayacR 320 mI ga=a, _skI sHSk<t !Ikaka ®hdI hE. phela do parIg/af
Aa gya hE—hve ifr ivxeØ kha Ôta hE˜- Éya?
AaEpximk Aaid paHc wavome,H paHc wav hE, AaTmameH paHc wav hE Aek
i5kazI pairàimkwav AaEr Aek pyaRy, AvS=aka car wav- (wavno A=R
xuH?) wavno A=R vStu hE-hE- wvn AiSt$p, hona hE. i5kazI vStu
pairàimkwave hE AaEr Aek smykI pyaRy car wave hE. wav nam wvn, hona
Aek pyaRy$p hona ne Aek i5kaz$p hona, sU"m hE Aa vat, smjmeH Aaya?
puStk hE ke nhÄ same? kpurcHdÒ-puStk rQqa hE? Aaya hE? pana.
AaEpximk, paHc wav, paHc wav, paHc wav sUna hE ke nhÄ kwI? hve sUnte
hE, @Ik- AwI tk to kuK sUna nhÄ khaHse sUn,e sUnanevala nhÄ mIla =a yh
AaTma hE ne AaTma, xrIr vaÌ mn iwþ, kmR iwþ, _skI sa= sHb\H nhÄ. Aa
AaTma Ôe vStu hE AHdr _smeH paHc Ýkarka wav- (1) Aek i5kazI wav nam
wvn rhnevalI cIj, _sko pairàimkwav khete hE, pairàimk nam shj
wav, ÒsmeH ko{ ApeÙa hotI nhÄ. _ska nam pairàimk wav, AaEr _skI
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pyaRy, AvS=a, halt _smeH car wav, Ao car wav ãVymeH hE nhÄ. AEsa isâ
krna hE. smjmeH Aaya? xowalalÒ.
yh khte hE deqo, AaEpximk Aaid paHc wavome,H wav nam hEyatIvala pda=R
p` hEyaitmeH do Ýkar hEyait. qreqr i5kazI wav Ao qrI hEyait hE, vo Aaya
=a kl, AaTmãVy law hetu, kale n hta tme, smjmeH Aaya Ae p6 ga=a
pHcaiStkay- AaTmãVy law. AaTmSv$pka law hEyait. Aek, Aek cEtNy Apna
i5kazI Sv$pkI hEyait, hEyait to Aate hE ne xBd tuMhare ihHdIme?H mojUdgI¸ AEsa
iœakaz Sv$p Ôe mojUdgI _sko yhaH pairàimkwav khenm
e He Aata hE. pairàimk
nam shj wav, _smeH ko{ pyaRykI ApeÙa nih, prkI ApeÙa nih, AEsa AaTmameH
Aek pairàimkwav i5kaz, Ao ih AaTma, qreqr vo ih AaTma. Lyo qreqr.
smjmeH Aaya? Ao inymsarmeH Aata hE 1pmI ga=ameH Aata hE- 1pmI ga=ameH
wa{, qreqr vo AaTma.
vStu, ApnI i5kaz Svwavwav$p, Òv Ôe ¹iÚka ivØy,Ôe sMyGdxRnka
|yey, Ôe sMyGdxRnka ivØy, ke ijska ivØy krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. (qreqr
mane kya) —qreqr mane y=a=R - qreqr nhÄ- vaStvme,H qreqr, y=a=RmHe h E ke
nhÄ˜ Aa to ®hdI hE Ae!le jrI Qyal bhar rhI Ôy. hmare to gujratIno
pircy qro ne? hmare bhot 38-38- Aa inymsar hE ne? 38 ga=a deqo, Éya
khete hE ?H sU"m bat hE- —Òvaid sat tÀvoka smUh prãVy hones˜
e ÒvkI Aek
smykI pyaRy _sko yhaH Òv kha hE, i5kazI ãVy KoDkr Aek smykI pyaRy
_sko Òv kha hE, AaEr AÒv, sHvr, injRra, moÙ Aaid satey prãVy hE, smjmeH
Aaya? xaHitse Aa to maq`-maq` hE jEn dxRnka- Òvaid sat tÀvoka smUh
prãVy honeke kar` vaStvmeH _padey nhÄ. Ae AadrÌy hE nhÄ. ÒvkI Aek
smykI pyaRy Òsko AhÄya car wav khega Ao pyaRy hE, Ae AadrÌy nih.
_padey nhÄ, AHgIkar krne layk nih. Ônnelayk hE bs {tna. smjmeH Aaya?
vo shj vEraGy$pI —mhelna ixqrno ixqami`˜ Ae to muinnI potanI
vat lI\I Ke. AaEdiyk Aaid car wavaHtrone Agocr hones.e kEsa hE wgvan
AaTma \/vu ke Ôe Aa car wav khega pyaRy$p _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk Ao
pyaRy vo ãVyko KUtI nih. ãVyko pyaRyka AalHbn nhÄ, AaEr pyaRyko ãVyka
AalHbn nih. (dono SvtH5) smjmeH Aaya?
Ae wavaHtro, wavaHtr nam pairàimk Svwav wav, i5kaz, _sse wavaHtr
AnerI pyaRy, Anera wav, _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ùaiyk Aayane car (wav)?
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Ae xuâ shj prm pairàimkwav Òska Svwav AEsa kar`prmaTma
vaStvmeH AaTma hE. qreqr vaStvmeH vo AaTma hE Aahahaha. Ae{ pHiDtÒ? Éya
kIya? (pHiDtÒ: i5kazI AaTma kar` prmaTma hE) kar` prmaTma-Lyo? p`
Ae i5kazI Ôe prmSvwavwav hE vo ih qreqr AaTma hE. (qreqr AaTma)
qreqr AaTma-hmarI gujratIme-H ®hdImeH vaStvmeH AaTma hE- (sHSk<tme)H sHSk<tmeH
smje AhÄya- —kar`prmaTma ih AaTma.˜ kar`prmaTma ih AaTma hE. sHSk<t
;ih' AaVyu¦H ;ih' AaVyuH ne? ;ih' no A=R yhaH ;vaStv' kIya hE. gujratImeH
;qreqr' kIya hE. wgvan AaTma, Aek sekDH ke AsHQy wagme,H prmpairàimk
Svwavwav, Svwavwav ijsko ko{kI ApeÙa nih AEsa i5kazI wav, vo ih
vaStvme,H y=a=Rm,He qreqr AaTma hE. _skI ¹iÚ krna _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE.
hve, yhaH khaHse Aa\ese xIqneko Aaye hE to kaH{ mUz y=a=R xIqna pDega ke
nhÄ? vaStvmeH Ae AaTma hE. —Ait AasþwVy ÒvÇko AEse inj prmaTmake
Aitir› kuK _padey nhÄ.˜ pHiDtÒ¦ \/vu , icdanHd, inTyanHd Ýwu voih Aek
AadrÌy hE Ane ¹iÚ krne layk hE, lÙ krne layk hE, bakI ko{ cIj ¹iÚ krne
layk hE nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AhÄ to qreqrnuH inymsarmaH Ken?e
pKI AhÄya vo car wav hE ne?
Aapè Aayane? car wav deqo, vo car wav hE _smes
H e Éya wavse moÙ
hota hE Ao btate hE,—kIs wavse moÙ hota hE vo ivcarte hE,H ˜ AacayRko nya
ivcar krna hoga? p` samaNy smajko sa=meH lekr khte hE wgvan Aapè
ivcarIAe deqo sTy Éya _smeH hE? paHc wavmes
H e iks pyaRyse, iks wavse mui›
hogI, Ao ivcarte hE. ivcarte hE nam duinyako ivcar krneko khena hE to ivcarte
hE AEsa ilqa hE. AacayRko ivcarna Éya, vo to ho gya hE sb smjmeH Aaya? to
_smeH iks wavse mui› hotI hE? mui›kI pyaRy, AanHd$pI dxa, isâ$pI AvS=a,
iks pyaRyse, iks wavse, paHcmese hotI hE, Ae ivcarte hE.H
vhaH AaEpximk do wav- AaEpximkka do Ýkar hE yhaH, deqo- _pxm smikt
hE ne wav _pxm hE ne wav? _pxmwavka do wed-_pxm smikt AaEr _pxm
cair5, vo Aate hE tÀva=R sU5me,H dUsra A|yaymeH (sMykŸ cair5) na sMykŸ cair5
nih Ae vzI dUsra. — Aa to _pxmwavmeH do, paHCa wav. Aayane phele _sme˜
H
Aa to _pxm sMykŸ cair5 Ane _pxm wav do. vo to sMykŸ cair5 to Ùaiyk
wavmeH wI hE p` _pxmmaH do bs, Aek sMyGdxRn _pxm. _pxmka A=R? kmRkI
Ýk<it iS=r ho g{ hE _dy nhÄ hE Ae _ske kar`se hÇ ApnemHe purØu a=Rse {tna
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Svwav sNmuq hokr _pxm sMyGdxRn Ýg! kIya, Ane Ao Svwav sNmuq hokr
iS=rta, AigyarmaH gu`S=an su\I _pxm cair5. _pxm sMyGdxRn Ane _pxm
cair5 Ae do pyaRy hE, to pyaRy hE vh Aa]y krne layk nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ye
_pxm wavse mui› hogI AEsa khega, smjmeH Aaya. _pxm wavse mui› hogI,
mui›ka margmeH _pxm Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk-tIno khega. to _pxm, Ùyopxm,
ÙaiykmeH xuâ _pyog Aayega. phels
e e xuâ _pyog _sko _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk
khete hE vo pa@meH Aayega-smjmeH Aaya?
Ajmerse vo inkla hE ne !Ika.? (_sne to kbUl kIya) kbUl ikya hE ke
AacayR to wa{ AEsa ilqte hE ke co=e gu`S=anse _pxm _pyog xuâ _pyog
mante hE. p` Aagz paKz deqnese xuâ _pyog co=ese nih hote hE- (haSy)
(AaCaayeR Aagz paKz deqnese n=I lQyu?H ) smjmeH Aaya? Aa smysar hE.
Ajmerse Kpa hE, smjmeH Aaya (Ò. ha) 341 panu AhÄya (guÌdev : smysar
AjmervazamaH=I vaHce Ke.) rai5ko kha =a. deqo !Ikakarne yh btaya hE ke
kazaid liB\ke bzse Òvko wVyTv xi›kI AiwVyi› hotI hE. wVyTvka wav
hE AaTmameH xi›$p vo kazaid liB\se Vy›ta pyaRymeH sMyGdxRn &an Aaid
ÝaPt hota hE. twI yh Òv Apne prmaTmãVyka smIichn ]âan twI vh
AaTma wgvan pUàRndH pU`R hE AEsI smIichn nam sTy ]âa AaEr smIichn
&an AaEr smIichn Anu¤an-cair5 krne$pmeH pir`mn krta hE. Apna i5kazI
wgvan prmaTma \/vu Sv$p vo trfka Aa]y krke sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5
pir`mn krta hE, Ao moÙmagR. _s piràmko ih Aagm waØameH AaEpximk,
Ùaiyk,Ùayopximk wav namse kha Ôta hE. A|yaTm waØameH xuâaTmake Aiwmuq
piràm- AaEr xu|\opyog nam pata hE. _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk pyaRyko xuâ
_pyog, xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm AEse piràm nam pyaRy, (kha Ôta hE)
kal ÝÆ =a vo, ke piràm Éya? piràm kho ke pyaRy kho, ãVykI car ÝkarkI
pyaRy, _dy pyaRy, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk, _pxm Ao pyaRy hE AvS=a hE. ye AvS=a
ãVymeH nhÄ hE Ane ye AvS=ames
H e k{ AvS=ase mui› hotI hE? É–oHik AvS=ase
AvS=a hotI hE (SpÚ huAa) smjmeH Aaya.?
Éya wavse mui› hotI hE, to Éya wav Ao p` AvS=a hE-_pxm-ÙyopxmÙaiyk AaEr _sse mui› hotI hE Ao wI AvS=a hE pyaRy hE, ãVy gu` nhÄ. (ãVyto krtuH n=I) Ao to yhaH isâ krna hE. smjmeH Aaya? AvS=a, k{ dxase mui›
hotI hE? Éya ãVyse mui› hotI hE AEsa nhÄ. pIKe Ôe _pxm-Ùyopxm-Ùaiykwav,
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inmRz pyaRy hE vh AvS=a hE AaEr AvS=ase mui› hotI hE vo wI Aek AvS=a hE.
yh AvS=aka Aa]y ãVy hE. smjmeH Aaya? p` vo mui›kI pyaRy ãVyke Aa]yse
nhÄ hotI. pyaRyse mui› hotI hE. xowalalÒ AEsa hE, ware vat wa{.
khte hE ke Are¦ !Ikakarke _Lleqse ctu=R gu`S=anmeH xuâ _pyog hona isâ
hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? grbD hotI hE vhaH dxRnmohka Ùy-_pxm ho Ôta hE,
to Éya ifr ctu=R gu`S=anmeH xuâ-_pyog man lena cahIye? (Aeno A=R Ae
nih) nhÄ manna cahIye- Aem krIne. _s gu`S=anmeH _dy {ska _¿r yh hE ik
yhaH A|yaTm xaÏmeH dxRnmoh AaEr cair5moh doka Awav ho _ska nam xuâ_pyog hE Aem khete hE {. Are ÉyaHy vStunI qbr n mze ne AEsI !Ika kre
AacayRka ñdy Éya hE. kbUl to krte hE ke xu|\opyog to !Ikakarke mtse ctu=R
gu`S=anmeH lage Ke.
wgvan AaTma i5kaz prm \/vu Sv$p pairàimkwav, vo ãVy hE ãVy._ska
|yeyse-_pxm-Ùyopxm-Ùaiyk pyaRy-pyaRy nam AvS=a nam piràm Ýg!
hota hE, to vo piràmko yhaH xuâ AaTma Aiwmuq, xuâ i5kazI _ska Aiwmuq
piràm A=va xu|\opyog khenm
e He Aata hE. to to _pxm, Ùyopxm jb huAa
to vo xuâ _pyogse hI huAa Ao xu|\opyog ih hE Aem khete hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya? sb AacayR to co=es,e _pxm-Ùyopxm-Ùaiyk vo inmRz vItragI
pyaRy hE. Ane vItragI pyaRy Éya xuw ragse hota hE? ye xu|\opyog hI hE
cEtNy wgvan pU`R \/vu , \/vu ka |yey bnakr Ôe pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ vo pyaRy xuâ_pyog ih hE. co=e gu`S=ane smikt Ae xu|\opyogse sMyGdxRn _Tpþ hota hE.
smjmeH Aaya?
vo smysarmeH hE ne vo, _dyit ny]I AStmeit Ýma`H wa{ khete ne sberm
e He
çdorvaza. TyaH Ýma` AStmeit kha Ane Aa Ýma` Éya Ane inüy Éya TyaH to
wgvan AaTma \/vu Sv$p _ska ßyaH AHtrŸ¹iÚ hokr Anuwv huAa, TyaH to ny,
inÙe p ke Ýma`ka ivkLp ih nhÄ, we d e y nhÄ _ska A=R Ae hu A a ke
xu|\opyog (se) AaTmameH rmte hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? vo Ôe Aapè sberm
e He
cla Ao Ýma` ne ny ne inÙep-inüy=I, inüy pUßy hE Ýma` ApUßy hE AEse
do wag imlte hE, vo Ýma`ka to &an samaNy khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ane
AamaH to Ôe ivkLpka Ýma` =a, inüynyka wI ivkLp _smeH nhÄ AEse khete hE
vhaH-wa{, phele to inüyka ny Aa mEH \/vu hu,H xuâ huH AEsa ivkLp wI nhÄ. mEH
wed huH AEsa ivkLp wI nhÄ. Aa mEH Awedne xuâ Aekakar huH AEsa wI ivkLp nhÄ
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TyaH. AEsa AHtrmeH Anuwv ho _ska nam xu|\opyog ne _ska nam sMyGdxRn.
Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya.?
to AaHhI khete hE ke vat to lage to Ke mazu ke -p` hve Aap`ne bIje @ekaè
Aam kæuH Ke ne tem kæuH Ke Aem krIne _DaDI dI\u. AaHhI khete hE Éya kIya, deqo, kya
wavse mui› hotI hE? to ke _pxmwav do wag hE, _pxm sMykŸ ne _pxm
cair5 qru?H pIKe Ùaiykwav ke nv wed hE, hE pIKe Ùaiykwav hE ne phele lqaya
Ùaiyk-Ùaiyk wav lI\a AaHhI Ùyopxm lI\o Ke phelo- Ae A#ar wed hE Lyo.
Ae mit&an, ]ut&an, Avi\&an ne mn:pyRy &an Ao car &an Ùyopxmwave
hE, Ae pyaRy ãVymeH nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? pKI kumit-ku]tu Ane ivwHg ku.
Avi\ &an-5` A&an- Ae wI pyaRy hE-piràm hE.-cÙudxRn- AcÙudxRn
Ane Avi\ dxRn Ae wI 5` pyaRy hE- kazliB\, kr`liB\, _pdexliB\ paHc
liB\ Aate hE ne? _sko AhÄ sma dIya _pxmliB\, ÝyogliB\. Ae wedokI paHc
liB\. Ae paHc liB\ pyaRy$p hE, sUno. smjmeH Aaya? (paHc pyaRy) ha, p`
ãVyke Aa]yse pyaRy _Tpþ hotI hE sMykŸ, p` AhÄya to pIKe sMyGdxRnkI
pyaRyse mui› hotI hE AEsa khena hE. smjmeH Aaya? AekvIx wed _dywavka hE,
car git, Ae pyaRymeH hE, AaTmakI AvS=ameH hE, ye Aa]y krne layk nhÄ, mnu*y
git hE to _ske Aa]yse sMyGdxRn hota hE, AEsa hE nhÄ, AaEr Êo\, man, maya,
low car, Ao wI kØay pyaRy hE. ragkI äeØkI pyaRy Ao wI Aa]y krne layk
nhÄ. Ao pyaRy hE. —S5I ilHg, purØu ilHg, npus
H kilHg Ae wedse ilHgka tIn Ýkar
hE˜ wav®lg wI tIn hÇ, samaNy sHgh/ nyse im+yadxRn Aek, A&an Aek, AsHym
Aek, AisâTv Aek AaEr xuÉlleXya Aaid K leXya AekvIx bol Ao pyaRymeH hE,
_dywavmeH hE, _dywavmeH hE, ivkarmeH hE ye sb bol, _sse mui› hotI nhÄ.
phele _pxmwav kæa, _sse mui› hotI hE. moÙka kar`$p Aa A#ar wed
je Ùyopxmna kæa, _smeH mit, ]ut &an Aaidse mui› hotI hE. (Ae pyaRy v\Ine
Ùaiyk =ay) Ùaiyk =ay, smjmeH Aaya? p` Ae pyaRy ãVymeH nhÄ AEsI bat hE
wa{. bhut A|yaTmne- sU"m $p=I go@VyuH Ke.
pKI pairàimk wavna tIn wed- Ae!le 5epn (p3) wed huAa. paHc
wavka 5epn wed, phele do _pxmka, Ùaiykka nv, Ùaiyk smikt, y=aQyat
cair5, kevz&an, kevzdxRn ne AHtrayna paHc-law, dan, Aaid, Ùaiyk Ao wI
pyaRy hE smjmeH Aaya? ãVymeH pyaRy nhÄ, p` Ao pyaRy moÙ$p hE, smjmeH
Aaya? ware vatu wa{. Ônna ke Aa jEn dxRn Éya cIj hE. AEse ne AEse man lete
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loko ke jEn dxRn AEsa ne fEsa AEse ilqte hE bapu jEn dxRn sU"m hE wa{. vStuka
Sv$p ih jEn dxRn hE vo ko{ kiLpt sHÝday nhÄ. (nhÄ) khete hE ke Ae nv wed
pyaRy$p hE, Aahaha¦ Ae nv wedko inymsarmeH car &ankae ivwav &an kha
AaEr kevz&anko Svwav &an kha, AaEr dUsre @ekaè Ae car wavko-_dy_pxm-Ùyopxm-Ùaiyk car wavko Aavr` siht kha, kyÇik _smeH inim¿ka
Awav pDte hE kevz&anme,H A=va kevz&anka Aa]y krnes,e Apne to kevz&an
hE nih. dUsrako kevz&an hE _ska lÙ krnese to ivkLp _@te hE. _sko law hota
nhÄ. Ao kar` car wav ivwavwav khenm
e He Aaya hE, Aahaha¦ phele tIn
&anko ivwavwav kha =a, vo ih inymsarmeH ifr car wavko wI ivwavwav
kha, ÉyÇik Ao i5kazI Svwav nih. ivwav xBde ivxeØ AvS=a, ivxeØ AvS=a
_ska nam ivwavwav, Ao Aa]y krne layk nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya.?
pairàimkmeH tIn, wVyTv, AwVyTv Ao Aayega _sme,H Ae Aayega j¡Ao,
Aapè AhÄya (Ae hÒ hve Aavxe) Éya khete hE deqo Ae Aayega Ae trt j
Aayega.
_pxm-Ùyopxm-Ùaiyk Ane AaEdiyk. car wav car kæane AwI¦ O
pyaR y $p hE , AvS=a$p hE dxa$p hE piràm$p hE AH x $p hE . —AaE r
xuâpairàimkwav ãVy$p hE.˜ hE _sme?H (Ò. ha) i5kaz, i5kaz, ®bb wgvan,
icdŸ®bb vItrag mUitR, AkØay Svwavka ®pD, Ao pairàimkwav, Ao ãVy$p
hE, vStu$p hE. smjmeH Aaya? —vh prSpr sapeÙ AEsa ãVy-pyaRy äy.˜ (ãVy
Ane pyaRy yugl) so AaTma pda=R hE- do imlkr Aaqa AaTma Ýma`ka ivØy
khenm
e He Aata hE.
inüyka ivØy to \/vu AaTma vo ih vaStvmeH AaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ao
prSpr i5kaz vStu \/vu Ao pairàimkwavka AaTma, AaEr car pyaRy Ao
vtRman pyaRy$p AaTma, pyaRy$p Vyvhar AaTma, Aahaha¦ Ao inüy AaTma.
moÙ wI Vyvharse hota hE ne moÙka magR wI Vyvhar hE, AEsI bat hE, bH\kI to
bat Aek baj¡ rqo, p` moÙka magR hE vh Vyvhar hE, ÉyÇik pyaRy hE, AaEr vo
—ij`myH - pUK–u'H tuH ko{Ae- ÝÆ nih kha =a? tI=R ne tI=Rka fz tme ÝÆ kIya
=a ne? tI=R ne tI=Rka fz, Ao tI=R wI moÙka magRkI pyaRy hE, Vyvhar AaEr
_ska fz moÙ Ao wI Vyvhar. (Ò, ha) ÉyÇik vo Aek smykI pyaRy hE. (Ame
to ragne Vyvhar smÒAe KIAe) AhÄ rag fag to ÉyaHy rhI gyo hve smjmeH
Aaya? rag to prãVymeH coQqa inkal dIya. Ane Aek smykI pyaRy ãVykI
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ApeÙa vo wI prãVy hE, AEsI bat hE. heH? (isâ pyaRy?) isâ pyaRy hEH.
vItragI inmRz xuâ sMyGdxRn &an cair5 pyaRy vo tI=R hE. vo inüy ãVykI
ApeÙaAe siÊy piràm huAa. wgvan AaTma \/vu to ini*Êy hE. smjmeH Aaya?
=oDa =oDa smjna p` mal hE Aa. Ae{-cImnwa{¦ wgvanka Frka mal Aa
hE. tera Frka mal Aa hE, (iktnI iktnI bat yad rqna pDega) iktna rqna hE.
_smeH kuK rqnI hE (kuK wI nih rqna) kH{ rqna nih hE. Ôe i5kazI vStu
wgvan \/vu hE, bs vo ih qreqr vaStivk ãVy hE, AaEr Aek smykI AvS=amaH
car wav hE, vo pyaRy AaTma hE, vo i5kazmeH hE nhÄ. (hE nhÄ) AamaH yad Éya,
kItna rqna hE? Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—vhaH Ý=m to˜, co=a para- —ÒvTv, wVyTv Ane AwVyTv AEse tIn
Ýkarke pairàimkwavme.H ˜ hve pairàimkka tIn wed lIya. Ao _prse sa\ar`
nam lIya =a. vo pairàimkka wed lIya- ÉyÇik mUz pairàimk Svwav i5kaz
hE vo smÔna hE, to wed$p pairàimkwav hE ye Axuâ pairàimk hE Aem
btana hE. tÀva=RsU5meH Aaya ne? pairàimkka tIn wav-ÒvTv, wVyTv,
AwVyTv Ae Axuânyse-Vyvharnyse k=n hE- smjmeH Aaya.?
AhÄ khete hE, ÒvTv, wVyTv Ane AwVyTv Ae tIn Ýkarka pairàimkwav
hE. {smeH ko{ kmRkI, prkI ApeÙa hE nhÄ. —xuâÒvTv AEsa Ôe xi›lÙ`
pairàimkpà˜- hve sUno- xuâ ÒvTv, i5kaz \/vu , xuâ Òvpà, AaTma Ôe
vaStvme,H qreqr kha inymsarmeH smjmeH Aaya? AEse xuâ Òvpà-i5kaz
\/vu pà, Awed cEtNy Svwavpà, Ao xuâ ÒvTv, AEsa Ôe xi› lÙ`, xuâ
xi› lÙ` hE. \/uvka lÙ` hE, sÀvka lÙ` hE, i5kaz ÒvTv-wav, Ae
pairàimkpà, Ae pairàimkwav hE, shj wav hE, i5kazwav hE. Aek$p wav
hE, —vh xuâ ãVyai=Rknyai]t hones˜
e , deqo Ao Aaya =a phele xuâ ãVyai=Rknyse
Òv kt<TR v-wo›<Tvse riht hE-Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma i5kazI Òvpà A=aRtŸ
\/vu pà, &an-dxRn-AanHd, ivyR Aaid \/vu pà, Òvna Òvpà, Òvka-Òvpà,
Ao i5kazI Ôe hE-ÒvTv hE ne? Òvpà hE _sme¸H AEsa xi› lÙ` pairàimkpà
xuâãVyai=Rknyai]t hones,e Ae to xuâ ãVy i5kazI, _ska Ôe &an krnevalI
ny Ao Aa]y, i5kaz ÒvTvko \/uv khnemeH Aata hE. —Ae inravr` hE˜ Ae
i5kaz ÒvTv Svwav to inravr` hE. Aavr`-favr` kuK hE nih, Aavr` to
nhÄ p` Aavr`ka Awav wI _smeH nhÄ. Ao to i5kaz inravr` Sv$p ih hE.
smjmeH Aaya.?
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5`meH Òvpà, wvIpà, AwvIpà- tInmeH xuâÒvTv AEsa Ôe xi›lÙ`
pairàimkpà Ao ih vStuka i5kazI Sv$p, Ao xuâ ãVyai=Rkny hones,e i5kazI
ãVyke Aa]yse &an krnevala ny krte hE, Aa karè vo inravr` hE. xuâ
Òvpà i5kaz inravr`, xuâ Òvpà \/vu pà &an, dxRn, AanHd s¿a Aaid
i5kazI Svwavwav Ôe Òvka Òvpà, ÒvkI xi›, _ska Sv$ppà AEsa
xi›lÙ` pairàimkpà Ae i5kaz inravr` hE. smjmeH Aaya? ware wa[
xamdasÒ Aa to kwI sUna ih nih AevI vat Ke.
Aa ferI Aa AolamaH rhI gya. —AaEr xuâpairàimkwav AEsI sH&avaza
Ônna˜- xuâ-pairàimk i5kaz ÒvTv wavko, \/vu Svwavko, ÒsmeH pyaRykI
wI ApeÙa nhÄ. AvS=a, haltkI ApeÙa nhÄ, vtRman piràmkI ApeÙa nhÄ,
AE s a i5kazI pairàimk Svwavwav, \/ u v inTyanH d Ýwu , _ska xu â
pairàimkwav AEsI sH&a, AEsa namvaza Ao ÒvTvko khenm
e He Aata hE. smjmeH
Aata hE ke nhÄ? bhu sadI waØa hE AEsI ko{ kDk waØa nhÄ hE sHSk<t ne Vyakr`
ne bhu-nHdikxorÒ. Ae AaTmaka \/vu Sv$p Ae \/vu Sv$p, i5kaz Sv$p Ôe ¹iÚka
ivØy hE sMyGdxRnka ivØy |yey Ao hE, pyaRy byaRy Ao sMyGdxRnka ivØy nhÄ
(nhÄ) Aahaha¦
Ý=m \mR _Tpþ honemHe Ao wgvan i5kazI \/vu Sv$p Ae ih Aa]y krne
layk hE. nHdikxorÒ- hE? _smeH hE? deqone pana to Ae ma!e to rQqa hE- hmare,
lalcHd xe@ AaVya'ta ke Aapè TyaH j{Ae to ®hdI hE ke nhÄ TyaH-Lyo Aa gya.
Aa ®hdI phels
e e Kpaya hE ÉyaH gya lalcHd xe@? Aa vhaH [email protected] Aa to yhaH phels
e e
Kpaya hE pHdrso-wa{, Aa ®hdI log Aayega to sbko ha=meH dete hE. ®hdI vaHcna
pDega, gujratI smje nhÄ brobr ne wav gU# hE. to phels
e e pHdrso ramÒwa{Ae
KpaVya. ramÒwa{Ae Kpaya ke, Kpneka =a ne Kpa? p` khenm
e He kEse Aave
(Aapne to sbere vaHCyu ;tuH qre Ke-mHglacr`meH Ae vaHCyu qre Ke) Aa qre Ke. kmR
qrI Ôte hE, nax krte nhÄ (_ske kar`se qrte hE) AEsI cIj, AEsI hE, to ÝÆ
AEsa huAa ke AacayeR AEsa ÉyUH n lIqa. (lIqa hE) AEsa ÉyUH n lIqa ke kmR _ske
kar`se qrte hE, AaTma kmRka nax krte hE AEsa lIqa hE. to _ska A=R Éya?
drek pdmeH drek ga=ame,H Ao ga=aka xBda=R krna, nya=R krna k{ nyka vaÉ– hE.
AaEr Aagma=R krna ke Aa Aagmka wav hE ke ANymitka wav hE. smjmeH
Aaya? AaEr wava=R _ska taTpyR Éya hE AEsa Aek ga=a dI@ paHcka A=R krnaAEsa smysarme,H prmaTm Ýkaxme,H ãVy sHgh/ meH AEsa cla hE. Aekke ga=ameH paHc
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paHc A=R krna. AEse xBda=R krna. Éya nyka Aa vaÉ– hE, (1) xBda=R (2)
nya=R (3) Aagma=R (4) taTpyaR=, (p) wava=R. smjmeH Aaya? (AaEr to
hme kuK kam nih bs yeih krte rheg
H )e smjmeH Aaya? (yeih krte rheg
H ,e AaEr to
hme kuK kam nih he) he?H O ih krte rhena dUsra Éya kam hE? \Uzye kr skte nhÄ,
kapD-bapDka vepar kr skte nhÄ kuK nhÄ tmare kapD nhÄ, sona hE ye sonana
\H\a hE sonamaH p` vaH\a _@ya hE srkar trf=I. {tna qpe ne {tna qpe. Aem
krIne. @Ik hE ye to AEsa hota hE bharmeH sHyog.
AhÄ to khete hE, ÒvTv xi› ko`? i5kaz-Aek smykI pyaRy wI nih,
wvI, AwvI wI mEH nhÄ- (Ae to pyaRy hE) smjmeH Aaya.? \m± Òv, ÒvTv
xi›kI ¹iÚ hones,e smiktIkI ¹iÚ i5kaz ÒvTv xi› _pr hE Ao kar`se vo
wvI ke AwvI mEH nhÄ. (nhÄ) Ao caEd magRàmeH Aate ke nhÄ? caEd magRà,
git-Ôit, kØay, leXya magRàAo Aate hE ke nhÄ Ao caEd magRà merm
e He hE ih
nhI. (brabr) Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wed hE ne wed? pyaRyka wed, ãVymeH nhÄ
yU.H AhÄ khete hE —xuâ pairàimkwav AEsI sH&avaza Ônna.˜ vh to bH\-moÙ
pyaRy pirìt riht hE˜, deqo. kaEn? Ôe i5kazI wgvan cEtNy \/vu -ÒvTv
inTyanHd Ýwu AEsa AaTmaka \/vu Svwav, Ae bH\ moÙ pyaRy pirìt riht hE.
_smeH to bH\ka pyaRy ne moÙka pyaRykI pirìt, xuâ ÒvTv xi›me,H \/vu meH hE
nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya.?
i5kaz vStu Ôe xuâ \/vu hE, _smeH bH\ ne moÙkI AvS=a, _sse to riht hE
vo to. bH\ ne moÙna piràm to pyaRymeH hE, smjmeH Aaya? pyaRymeH hE. piràmmeH
hE, pyaRymeH hE bH\ ne moÙ, ãVymeH hE nih. Aaha¦ Aa te vat (sTy vat) hÒ to
kmR merm
e He nhÄ AEse mannemHe psIna _tr Ôy Aahaha¦ pIKe khet-e rag merm
e He nhÄ
Aahaha¦ Arr (rag ÉyaH =ay Ke) rag kIsmeH hota hE? AaTmameH hota hE ke prmeH
hota hE? Are, sUn to shI smjmeH Aaya? AhÄya pIKe to khete hE ragka &an
huAa vo &ankI pyaRy wI ãVymeH nhÄ Ae xe@¦ (puranI maNyta sb KuDa dIya)
qo!I maNyta htI to _smeH Éya KoDna hE? Aem ne Aem smje bIna clo \rm
kre, \rm kre- \UzmeH \rm hE? \mR khaH hota hE _skI to qbr nhÄ.
wgvan AaTma inTyanHd Ýwu, Òska \/vu Svwav Òvpà, Òvpàno
A=R? AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR Ae SvctuÚy i5kazI,
vo \/vu ÒvTv hE. smjmeH Aaya.? Ae i5kazI \/vu ÒvTvmeH bH\ moÙ pyaRy
pirìt riht hE. AamaH {tna lIya. phele to do{ lIya =a, ke bH\ka piràm,
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bH\ka kar`kI pyaRy, moÙkI pyaRy, moÙka kar`kI pyaRy, Ao carse riht Ao
i5kazI \/vu wgvan AaTma hE.
pirìt, pyaRy ãVymeH nhÄ hE Aem isâ krna hE AhÄya- smjmeH Aaya,?
pirìt-pyaRy, pyaRymeH hE, Ae pyaRy ãVy \/vu i5kazImeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ware¦
loko Sva|yay kre nhÄ, vaHce nhÄ Ane Sva|yay kre to, AacayRka k–a ñdy hE Ae
AiwÝay _sko tpase nhÄ (tpase nhÄ) smjmeH Aaya? AEse AEse vaHc ÔyAEsa
lIqa hE, AEsa lIqa hE lIqa hE p` wav Éya hE?
;yh to' yh to nam vh to vh nam? Ôe xuâ ÒvTv Svwav, pairàimkwav,
wgvan AiSt$p wav, i5kaz s¿a$p wav, Òvwav, &an wav, dxRnwav,
AanHdwav, xaHitwav, vItrag ivgere. AEsa i5kazI ÒvTv, \/vu wav, Ao bH\
ne moÙnI vtRman AvS=a, pyaRy phele piràm kha =a, piràmse xUNy kha =a,
AhÄ bH\-moÙ pyaRy pirìt riht hE, dUsra xBd lIya AhÄya, Aola piràm
kha =a _smeH n smje to ivxeØ AhÄ pyaRy le lIya. smjmeH Aaya? bfm ={
Ôy AevHu Ke. AEsa bhut Fus dIya hE ne vo bIDI ke \H\m
e -He smjmeH Aaya? (b\u
nIkzI Ôy AevHu Ke ne?) Aa to nIkzI Ôy Aev,Hu AemaH tHo hE nhÄ Ôe Aa smje
to- AhÄ to ãVymeH pyaRy hE nhÄ, nIkze khaHs.e Aahaha¦ he?H (inj FrkI tlax)
inj Fr tpaso, tmara FrmeH patazmeH Éya pDa hE? pataz kUva krte hE ne kUva
nhÄ-Éya khete hE? Aa pataz kUva qodte hE ne? @e@ka paÌ AhÄya pataz kUva hE
ne? patazmes
H e panI inkalte hE, Aa pataz kUva AaTma.
wle Ùe5 =oDa ho cahe, p` vStu to mha wgvan behd, ApirmIt, AmyaRidt,
&an lÙ` Svwav \/vu pD–a hE _sme,H pyaRy bH\ ke moÙkI pyaRy _smeH hE nhÄ.
Aahaha¦ (inj SvwavkI yad idlanevale Aap mhan _pkar kIyo) AevI vat Ke
wa{, lalcHdÒ klas ma!e rqa =a Aa ga=a. (mhan _pkar hE) tIn idn pIKe
lIya Aa to co=a VyaQyan hE ne? co=a VyaQyan. sat idn hE ne tuMhare ha=me.H
(je!la idn cle Ae!la) wle cle, \Ime \Ime clte hE AhÄ Aapè kaH{
_tavz n=I. pUra krnekI bat nhÄ hE. Éya wav hE _sko FU!H nekI bat hE. (FU!H te hE)
bH\-moÙ pyaRy Ane pirìt kIya, deqo. phele kha =a ke bH\ moÙke kar`
Ane bH\-moÙke piràmse i5kazI \/vu xUNy hE, AhÄya kha ke _sse riht hE
(pyaRy kI\I- pirìt kI\I) pyaRy, pirìt riht hE. TyaH piràmse xUNy kha
=a. ivxeØ SpÚ krneko waØa dUsrI Aa g{ smjmeH Aaya? inTyanHd Ýwu. hE-hEhE-wUtkaz, vtRmankaz, wiv*ykaz b\u hE- Aek smykI pyaRy _smeH nhÄ. AEsa
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i5kazI cEtNy wav, v« ®bb cEtNy \/vu Svwav _smeH bH\ ne moÙkI vtRman
pyaRy, halt, dxa, moÙka magRkI pyaRy, pyaRy kho, piràm kho, pirìt kho
tIno Aek ih hE. moÙkI, isâkI pyaRy, isâka piràm, isâkI pirìt _sse
riht hE ãVy \/vu . Aahaha¦
—prHt˜
u , hve Ao tIn bol hE ne? —ds Ýa`$p ÒvTv,˜ ds Ýa`$p
ÒvTv, paHc [iNãyse Òna AaEr Aata hE ne ds Ýa` mn vcn ne kaya Aa@ Ane
Aayu*y Ane ¬aso¬as. Ae ds Ýa` Ôe jD hE _sse Òna, Ao prmeH gye, p`
ApnI pyaRymeH ds Ýa`kI yoGytase Òve, Ae bI VyvharmeH gye, Ae pairàimk
wav kha p` VyvharmeH gye, AxuâtameH gye Aahaha¦ AtIiNãy wgvan AaTma
pUàRndH Ýwu, _smeH paHc [iNãy, wav [iNãyse Òna, wav [iNãy AaEr mn, vcn,
kayaka vIyR, vIyR- Ao vIyRse rhena, AaEr Aayu*y ne ¬as, _skI yoGyta Ýmaè
ApnI pyaRy rhena, Ae bI Axuâ pairàimkwav hE. Ae xuâ pairàimk nhÄ,
ÉyÇ? ÉyÇ nhÄ? ds Ýa`$p ÒvTv, ds Ýa` huAa ne? Ae ds Ýa`-paHc [iNãyo,
mn-vcn ne kaya tIn Ýa` AaEr Aayu*y ne ¬as Aa ds Ýa`. AEsI ApnI
pyaRymeH yoGyta Ôe hE vo lena hE yhaH. Ao jDka Ýa` Aaid lena nhÄ yhaH.
to khete hE, AEse ds Ýa`$p ÒvTv. —Axuâ pairàimk˜-—AaEr wVyTv,
AwVyTvãVy˜- Ae pyaRyai=Rknyai]t honese tInÇko AvS=akI ¹iÚse honese
Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTmakI pyaRymeH AvS=ame,H paHc [iNãyse, waveiNãyse !kte hE
AaEr vIyRse Ôe !Ika hE, AaEr siÊypà AaEr Aayu*yke yoGy hE A=va ¬as yoGy
Ôe siÊypà hE pyaRymeH AaEr iS=it mudt {tnameH rhena, Ae Aek smykI AvS=a
hE, vo pyaRyai]t hE, ãVy-Aai]t nhÄ ware vat wa{. smjmeH Aaya? Ao
AvS=ake Aa]ye hE, ye pyaRynyai]t hones,e phela kha =a ke pairàimkpà xuâ
ãVyai=Rknyai]t honese inravr` hE AEsI sH&avaza Ônna. Aa to A|yaTmkI
kza hE, A|yaTmka Vyayam hE. smjmeH Aaya.?
wgvan AaTma AemaH do wag Aek wag to ÒvTv$p i5kaz, Ao to
pairàimkwav shj inravr` AaEr _skI pyaRy nam AvS=ame,H paHc [iNãyaHAaidse !Ikte hE, wav[iNãy Aaid hÇ AaEr vIyR mn vcn kaya Aaidka vIyR
{tna, AaEr siÊypà Aaid, AaEr {tnI mudt Aayu*y Aaid, AEse rhna hE vo to
pyaRyai]t hE, vtRman AvS=a Aai]t hE, —Ao kar`se Axuâ-pairàimkwav
sH&avaza hE˜- tInoko Axuâ pairàimk sH&avaza-namvaza khenm
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pIKe Axuâ ÉyuH khnemHe Aata hE _ska qulasa krta hE AacayR-smjmeH Aaya.?
i5kazI xuâ wgvan, i5kazI &angu`, i5kazI AanHdgu`, i5kazI vIyR gu`,
i5kazI vItragta gu` Ae!le cair5 AaEr i5kazI shj AnHt sb gu`
vo to \/vu wav hE. vo to ãVy nam vStukI lÙ lenve alI ny _ska Ao ivØy
hones,e Ao i5kazI hE. Ane Aa ds Ýa`se ijna AaEr wVy-AwVypà ye hE Ae to
pyaRy, vtRman AvS=ake Aa]yse hE. smjmeH Aaya? Éya hE deqo ds Ýa`$p
ÒvTv, wVyTv ne AwVyTväy Ae tInÇ pyaRyai=Rk nyai]t honese, Axuâ
pairàimkwav, Ae to Axuâ pairàimkkI pyaRy hE, i5kazI xuâ piràmmeH ye hE
nhÄware vat wa{. wed &ankI bat hE Aahaha¦ car bol kha. Aek to i5kazI
xuâ ÒvTvwav, i5kaz \/vu \/vu \/vu hE hE hE¦ bs {tna vo to ãVyai=Rknyka
ivØy xuâpairàimkwav AaEr _skI pyaRy nam AvS=a nam dxame,H ds Ýa`$p,
wav Ýa` Axuâwav _sse Òte hE vh pyaRynyka ivØy hE, AvS=a, vtRman
AHxko deqnevalI nyka ye ivØy hE AaEr wvI-AwvI bI vtRman deqnevala
AHxka ivØy hE. ãVyai=RknymeH ye wVy-AwVy Ane Axuâ wav Ýa` hE nhÄ.
Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ke!lak khete hE ne ke hm wvI hoga ke AwvI hoga? to
khete hE ke-pyaRymeH ¹iÚ hE terI. ma!e terI AEsI wVy-AwVykI xHka pDtI hE.
vStukI ¹iÚmeH to wVy-AwVy hE ih nih smjmeH Aaya? \mRko panevala layk
huH ke \mR nhÄ panevala layk hu?H wvI-AwvIkI VyaQya hE. wa[ mEH \mR smjneke
layk wvI huH ke mEH nhÄ smjneke layk AwvI hu?H Are wgvan Éya khete hE tu?H
Aek smykI pyaRyka lÙ`vaza Ao AEsa ÝÆ _@ate hE. smjmeH Aaya? Òsko
i5kazI ÒvTv \/vu kI ¹iÚ hu{ Ao wvI ye nhÄ ne AwvIye nhÄ Ae ds Ýa`vaza
Ao nih. smjmeH Aaya? ware JIùH khe Aavu.H wa{ marg to Aa hE vStukI iS=it
Aa hE, Ae _sko smjna pDega, smjna pDega smjna pDega Ôerse nih (smjna
pDega _smeH boÔ hota hE) boÔ hota hE. (shj smjna pDega) AEsa shj
Sv$p ih AEsa hE, AEsa _sko &an krna bs. Ae ih bat hE. (smjna cahIye)
Aahaha¦ ÉyÇ AmulqcHdÒ Éya hE Aa vatu ma=uk!u {tnI.
]ota:- vStu to \/vu hE to pyaRymeH AtÄiãy AanHd Aata hE vo khaHse Aata hE?H
_¿r:- pyaRymeH pyaRyse AanHd Aata hE AEsI hE bat Aahaha¦ (AlaEikk
bat) pyaRy wI stŸ hE ke nih? stŸ heH ke nhÄ? hE _sko AalHbn dUsraka kya?
smjmeH Aaya? suqka sagr wgvan, p` pyaRymeH suqka Anuwv ho vo \mR,
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Ae pyaRymeH suqka Anuwv hota hE,H ãVyka Anuwv nhÄ hota hE, ãVy to \/vu hE,
ku!S= hE, Aek$p hE, samaNy hE Awed hE Aahaha¦ ware VyaQya wa{ ku!S= xBdka
A=R ku! nam je ixqr hE ne ixqr pvRt _pr ixqr iS=r hE, paÌmeH to AEsa
trHg _@te hE. vo ixqrmeH trHg nhÄ _@te, ixqr hota hE iS=r hE. AEse \/vu ku!S=
hE. ku!nI pe@e S= rhel Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (ku!S= nam Aave TyaH vedaHt yad
Aave) AhÄya pyaRyko wI ku!S= khete hE, AhÄya to kevz&anko wI ku!S= khete hE
pHcaiStkayme,H ÉyÇik pyaRy AEsI ne AEsI rhegI AEsI ne AEsI, ye nhÄ p` AEsI
ne AE s I ke v z&an pyaR y rhe g I to _sko pH c aiStkayme H ku ! S= kha hE .
Aaha¦ k{ ApeÙa Ke Ae smjna cahIye ne? smjmeH Aaya? Aa to i5kaz
Aek$p ixqr jem rhete hE, hlte hE ixqr? Ao vEtaz pvRt hE ne _smeH p00
Ôejnka hE ne ku!S=, ixqr, ixqr iS=r iS=r Anaid AnHt AEsa hlna, AEsa
hE kuK _sme?H (na-nIcla wagmaH=I paà ka#e Ke _pla wagmaH=I nhÄ) ko{
ka#tuH n=I. nIce=I ka#e ne _pr=I ka#e, xa¬t vStums
He e kaEn inkalte hE? vo to
bharkI cIj ho to vo le le _prkI cIj l{ AaVyane kaH{k- khe Ke ne Aa loko
Aa cHãma _pr j{ne \Uz l{ AaVya. \Uz l{ AaVyane? Are sUn to shI
vItrag i5lokna= svR&dev khete hE, ;yh cIj dUsrI hE ne loko kaH{ dUsrI rIte
c# gye hE.' Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya.?
AhÄ to wgvan AaTma, ixtzna=, Lyo ixtzna= AaVya. Aaj laVya
AolanI Ýitma Ke ne ixtzna=nI, sÔet-sUrt pase sÔet hE ne? do hÔr vØR
phelaka wgvan hE,H wÇyrame,H Aaje vo laVya hE wa{ surx
e , surx
e Ae fo!o laVyo
Ke ke nhÄ? ÉyaH gyo surx
e ? he?H maHdo pD–o Ke? AhÄ AaVyo' to ne hmàH?
(tav Aave Ke) tav Aave Ke @Ik? bhu sarI Ýitmano fo!o laVyo' to-sÔetmaH
gya' tane bhu srs fo!o paDyo Ke maze? (AHkle¬r pase) Aek baj¡=I Aevo
fo!o paDyo Ke Aahaha¦ ixtzna=, be hÔr vØR phelanI sÔetmaH gye =e hm do
var, AHkle¬r pas hE. xaHt xaHt. AHkle¬rmeH wI _ske ÝkarkI mUitR hE, p` vo
jrI qva{ g{ Ke. p+=r _se Éya khete hE? (qIr g{ hE) qIr g{ hE. puraÌ
Ýitma do hÔr vØR phelakI.
Aa to snatn vStu hE ne? idgHbr kaH{ nya nih hE. smjmeH Aaya? _skI
Ýitma AnaidkI hE, magR wI Anaidka hE AaEr moÙka magRka kar` ãVy wI
Anaidka hE. Aahaha¦ khete hE Éya? Aa same pana rQqa hE ke xuH _smeH Qyal Aave
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ke Éya A=R hE.
ke Axuâ-pairàimk wav. iksko kæa Axuâ pairàimkwav? Ane iksko
kæa xuâ ãVyai=Rkka xuâpairàimk wav? do bol lIya. Aek xuâpairàimkwav,
Aek Axuâpairàimkwav.
pairàimkwavka Ôe tIn bol lIya =a tÀva=Rs5
U meH _maSvamIO _smeH do
inkala. Aek to i5kaz Òv \/vu Sv$p AanHdkd Ýwu, Ae xuâ pairàimkwav
AaEr pyaRyme-H ds Ýa` AaEr wvI AwvI Ae pyaRynyka pairàimkwav- Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya? wed pD–a ne wed. (pyaRy ma5 Vyvhar Ke) Aahaha¦
—Axuâ pairàimk khenm
e He Aata hE.˜ —ÝÆ:- Axuâ ÉyÇ?˜ pairàimk
kæane Axuâ ÉyÇ? Òsko Aap pairàimk khete ho Ane Axuâ khete ho. to domeH
bat ÉyaH imltI hE? smjmeH Aaya? (brabr) —to _¿r- sHsarIAoko xuânyse.˜
sHsarI ÝaÌko xuânyse ye tIn bol hE hI nhÄ. xuânynI ¹iÚ krnese sHsarIme,H
wvI, AwvI AaEr ds Ýa` ye xuânyse hE nhÄ smjmeH Aaya? xuânyka ivØy
Ôe \/vu _smeH ye hE nhÄ. —AaEr isâÇko to svR=a ih nhÄ˜- isâ wgvan Ôe hE vo
—to svR=a ih ds Ýa`$p ÒvTv, Ane wVyTv, AwVyTv äyka Awav hones.e ˜
isâmeH to hE hI nhÄ. vtRmanme,H wvIpà ih nhÄ, AwvIpà ih nhÄ Ane Axuâ
wav Ýa` nhÄ. (nhÄ) Ae wvIpà isâ meH nhÄ. (isâ meH nhÄ- to kone hoy?)
vzI Aek kor Aem khe wVyTv gu` pairàimkwave hE. (Ae to pyaRykI
ApeÙa) Ae to pyaRykI ApeÙaAe hE. yUH to khete hE, qulasa krte hE. sHsarI AaEr
isâ. do ÝkarkI pyaRyvaza Òv to sHsarIko xuânyse deqo to tIn bol nhÄ
_smeH ds wav Ýa` Ane wvI AwvIpà xuânyse deqo to _smeH nhÄ. AaEr
isâko to vtRman pyaRymeH hE ih nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya.? ma!e _sko Axuâ khenm
e He
Aata hE. ware vat Ke.
smÔy AevI vat Ke hÇ, n smÔy AevHu n=I, AEsI bat yhaH hE ih nhÄ,
yhaH to sadI waØa hE AaEr smÔy AEsI bat hE. AEsa n smjna ke Amne n
smÔy, n smÔy AevHu ÉyaH Ke? kevz&an lenke I takat hE to {tnI bat n
smÔy AEse to klHk lge, AEsa khe to Ae{ pÍcHdÒ- Aahaha¦
khete hE, ke Axuâ pairàimk tuH khaHse laya? kyÇik Axuâ pairàimk AEsa
to hmare QyalmeH nhÄ hE. pairàimkwav brobr hE- to kaym rhe. Aa to Axuâ
pairàimkke wa{, Axuâ pairàimkka A=R yh hE sHsarI Òvko xuâny se \/vu deqo
to _smeH tIn bol hE nhÄ Ane isânI to vtRman Ýg! pyaRymaH p` nhÄ hE. ma!e
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_sko Axuâ khete hE ye Axuâ Ýa` hE yh Aa]y krne layk hE nhÄ.
ivxeØ khega.
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jysenayacRkI !Ika. AlaEikk !Ika hE, sara jEndxRnka maq`, sar wyaR hE.
yhaH calte hE Éya? Éya wavse moÙ hota hE? vo bat cltI hE. AaTma
vStu hE, &ananHd \/uv Sv$p AaEr pyaRymeH Axuâta hE to Ao AaTmako -paHc
wav hE paHc wav, _smeH prmpairàimkwav to i5kazI \/uv AivnaxI vStu
hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae Aagz khega, vo ini*Êy hE wa{. ini*ÊynI isâaHtmaH
ga=a nIkze Ke, pHcaiStkaymaH !IkamaH, Ae isâaHtmaH pairàimkne ini*Êy kæuH
Ke pHcaiStkaynI ga=a _prnI !Ika. jysenacayRnI !IkamaH }lok Ke. —ini*Êyo
pairàimk:˜ wgvan AaTma \/uv Sv$p Ôe ini*Êy hE, _smeH pirìt nam
pyaRy nam AvS=akI iÊya nhÄ, to vo moÙka kar` nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? to
moÙka kar` kaEn hE, ye bat yhaH AacayR isâ krke logÇko khete hEsUn wEya, paHc wavmeH pairàimkwav Ôe i5kazI hE vo to xuâ \/vu hE. hve
pairàimkna Ôe tIn wed lIya =a- Axuâ pairàimkka tIn bol, Ôe ds Ýa`,
paHc [iNãy- lIya to hE pairàimkmeH _sko paHc [iNãy wav[iNãy hÇ AaEr vIyR
mn-vcn-kayakI kHpnmeH Ôe vIyR hE vo vIyR yhaH, kHpn dUsra. AEsa ds Ýa`$pe
Òvn. ye Axuâ pairàimkwav, pairàimk _sko pairàimk kha, Lyo, Axuâ
wavmeH to kmRkI inim¿ta AatI hE, p` AEsa yhaH nhÄ gInnemHe Aaya vo ds
Ýa`$pI kI pyaRy paHc [iNãy, mn, vcn, ne ¬as ne Aayu*ynI yoGytapè Ôe
AHdr pir`mn hE, Ae Axuâ pairàimkwavka wed hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr
wVyTv Ane AwVyTv, ye tIn bol Ôe tÀva=Rs5
U meH lIya hE, vo tInÇ Axuâ
pairàimkwavka k=n hE, _smeH i5kazI Òvn xi› wgvan pairàimkwav
Svwav$p, Ao to i5kazI \/vu hE, smjmeH Aaya? Ae |yey krne layk hE, p`
moÙkI pyaRy ne moÙka kar` wav, Ao _smeH nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
Aagz khega |yey to hE yh i5kaz wgvan \/vu Sv$p, &anka dz, smjmeH
Aaya? jEsa ArIsameH xIxa, ArIsako xIxa khete hE ne? _skI pyaRy vtRmanmeH
SvCKtake kar` AiGn brf Aaid dIqte hE, ye AiGn, brf nhÄ hE. yh to
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ArIsakI vtRman SvCK AvS=a hE. p` Ao AvS=ake pIKe ArIsaka Ôe dz pDa
hE, vo mUz cIj ArIsakI hE smjmeH Aaya? Aem AaTmameH pyaRy Ôe cltI hE.
ragaid ke Ùyopxm Aaid, Ok smykI pyaRy _sko yhaH pairàimkmeH gInnemHe
Aaya hE. Axuâ pairàimkmeH gInnemHe Aaya hE.H
_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk qreqr to pairàimkkI pyaRy hE p` yhaH khete hE
ke Éya wave moÙ hota hE? to phele tInko Axuâpairàimk gInke, hve wVyTvka
Éya huAa yh bat hE. AwvIka to kwI moÙ hota nhÄ, Ae!le _skI bat KoD
dIya. Ab i5kazI ÒvTv xi› Ôe \/vu -\/vu -\/vu hE, Ao to ini*Êy hE, _smeH
pir`mn nhÄ, to pir`mn hE sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5ka yh iksko hota hE?
wvI ÒvÇko hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? to kyUH AwI tk n huAa? to _ska Fatk
kaEn hE? inim¿ trIke, yh bat krte hE.
deqo, —_ntInme.H ˜ 5Ije pane phelI lI!I- _n tInme,H _n tInmeH Ae!le ds
Ýa`$p Òvn Ane wVyTv-AwVyTv- ye tInmeH —wVyTvlÙ` pairàimk ko
to˜ ga=a sU"m hE. mUzCaIj hE. AacayeR jHglmaH rhkr AEsa Am<t xaÏ bnaya
hE. smjmeH Aaya? xaÏka bhuman,
vo hE ne vo xIq, xIq log (g/=H saheb) g/=H saheb, _sko g/=H Aave to
_wa ={ Ôy. Aem bhuman, g/=H saheb khe Ke.
Aa to mha-A|yaTm g/=H saheb Ke. (Ò. Ýwu) smjmeH Aaya? Ae to _smeH
to Éya bat hE, @Ik smjnekI cIj hE. Aa to AlaEikk bat hE. prme¬rke muqse
inklI idVy|vin _ska yhaH sar, Aa ga=ameH Ôe rcna kIya hE.
to khete hE. wVyTv- Ôe tIn bolmeH Ôe wVyTv hE AEsa pairàimkko to
y=a sHwv, smikt Aaid Òv gu`Çka, gu` xBde yhaH pyaRy lena hE, sMyGdxRnkI
pyaRy, sMyG&ankI AvS=a AaEr sMykŸcair5 Ôe AanHd$p Anuwv hE. yh moÙka
magR hE. smjmeH Aaya? to moÙka magRmHe Fat$p inim¿ kaEn hE? smjmeH Aaya?
AaTmaka AanHdka Anuwv hona, AanHdka suqka Svad Aana, smjmeH Aaya?
_ska nam AnuwiU t Ane _ska nam moÙka marg hE. Ae AanHdka Anuwv$pI
sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5kI xaHit. Ao sMykŸTv Aaid Òv pyaRyka Fatk, gu`ka
to ko{ Fatk hE nhÄ, gu` to i5kazI hE, smjmeH Aaya? ãVy ne gu` to i5kazI
hE, vo to ini*Êy hE, vo to keh dIya, p` _skI pyaRyme,H AvS=ame,H sMyGdxRn&an-cair5 Ôe AanHdkI dxa hE, Apna inj Frka AanHdka Anuwv hE, smjmeH
Aaya? Ae moÙka marg _sko Fatk, Fatk to yhaH inim¿se khena hE, Fat to
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Apna Svwav sNmuqkI Anuwv git krte nhÄ to Ao kar`se ApnI inmRz
pyaRy $k g{ hE im+yaTvme,H smjmeH Aaya? to vo im+yaTvmeH $kI hE to _smeH
inim¿ kaEn? —ke dexFatI Ane svRFatI namo vaza mohaid kmR samaNy˜ he?H
(ho gya?) kya ho gya Aem ke FatI ho gya Aem khete hE xe@ phels
e e khane ke yh
Vyvharnyka k=n hE. ÉyÇik ApnI pyaRy inmRz ÉyÇ Ýg! nhÄ hu{? to Apneka
lÙ n krnese Ôe Ýg! n hu{, to prka lÙ _smeH huAa, to _smeH Fat krnekI
Ýk<it dxRnmoh, Caair5mohkI Ýk<it jD hE, Ae inim¿ _pr l"a krnes,e ApnI
vItragI pyaRyka Fat hota hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—y=asHwv˜, smikt, sMyG&an ne sMykŸ cair5 Ae Òvguòka Fatk,
dexFatI. smikt mohnIy Aaid hE Ae dexFatI hE AaEr im+yaTv mohnIy hE yh
svRFatI hE. AaEr cair5meH wI AnHtanub\H I Aaid hE yh svRFatI hE. AaEr sHßvln
Aaid kØay hE vh dexFatI hE. smjmeH Aaya? dexse AHxmeH FatmeH inimÀa ho, AaEr
svR FatmeH inim¿ ho, Ae Ýk<itko dexFatI Ane svRFatI khenm
e He Aaya hE. to khete
hE ke wVyTv lÙ` pairàimkko to y=asHwv, Aene yoGy Aem y=asHwv smikt
Aaid ÒvkI AanHdkI xaHitkI pyaRy, vItragI AanHdka SvadkI dxa, AEsa pyaRyko
Fat$p, dexFatI, smjmeH Aaya? kevz&anavrÌ Ane kevzdxRnavrÌ Ae p`
Ae svRFatI hE AaEr _ska car &an Ane 5` A&an Aaid dxRn hE vo dexFatI hE.
to vo ApnI pyaRymeH kevz&an nhÄ, kevzdxRn nhÄ, to _ska inim¿ kaEn,
Fatme?H ke kevz&anavrÌ, kevzdxRnavrÌ inim¿ hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr ApnemHe
sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy nhÄ, to _smeH inim¿ ko` hE ivprIt pyaRyme?H ivprIt pyaRy
krte hE AaTma, Apna AanHdka Qyal KoDkr, prmeH suq mante hE, ragme,H pu~yme,H Ae
maNyta im+yaTvwav hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae im+yaTv wavmeH inim¿pà kaEn hE?
im+yaTv Ýk<it, Ao svRFatI hE yh isâ kIya smjmeH Aaya.?
AhÄya khena hE ke wVyTv pairàimkwav hE. vzI pairàimkwavkae FatmaH
inim¿ lIya. pyaRy to ApnI hE Apnes,e p` inim¿ hE FatIkmR ne dexFatIne
inim¿ khevamaH Aaya. Ao btaya _sme.H —AEse namovaza mohaidkmR˜, mohaid
kmR, moh nam im+yaTv moh, cair5moh AaidmeH kevz&anavrÌ, kevzdxRnavrÌ
Aaid, mit&anaid vgere AEsa samaNy pyaRyai=Rknyse #Hkta hE. Éya khete hE. vStu
to i5kaz hE _smeH to #Hkna, qulna kaH{ hE nhÄ. wgvan cEtNy AanHd ®bb Ýwu,
AtIiNãy AanHdka suqka sagr pDa hE AaTma. Lyo xe@ Aa sagr tuMhara sagr
nhÄ. Aahaha¦
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AtIiNãy wgvan AaTma ÒvTv xi›meH Ôe prm AanHd i5kaz pDa hE,
_skI ¹iÚ nhÄ krnes,e _smeH Ôe du:qkI pyaRy _Tpþ hotI hE, _smeH FatI Aaid kmR
inim¿ khenm
e He Aata hE. vo prãVy Fat krte nhÄ. Aek ãVy dUsra ãVykI pyaRyko
Fat krte nhÄ. p` AhÄ to k=n smÔna hE to Éya khe? ALp waØameH Ôe wav
khena hE to AEse keh skte hE. Aam laHbu laHbu krva Ôy- ApnI pyaRymeH Apna
doØse Svka Aa]y n lete prka Aa]y krte to im+yaTv hota he _smeH kmR
inim¿ pDte hE AEsI laHbI laHbI vat n krke !UkH I kIya hE. xe@¦ (brabr, bhut
lHba VyaQyan p#a) lHba lHba ={ Ôy. sHÙpe meH _sko khena ho to Aa rIte j
khe skte hE, dUsrI rIte khe skte nhÄ.
khete hE. —AEse namovaza mohaidkmR samaNy˜, Aena pe!a wedo FàH hoy.
samaNy rIte mohkmR, &anavrÌ, dxRnavrÌ, Aam samaNy rIte khevamaH Aave
Ke. Aena pe!a wed l{ leva.
—pyaRyai=Rknyse #Hkta hE˜, AEsa Ônna Ae Éya khete hE? ApnI wVyTv
xi›meH AanHdka Anuwv hona caihye _skI laykat to vo hE, p` Ao AanHdka
Anuwv nhÄ Ae!le sMyGdxRn nhÄ, to Aae sMyGdxRnmeH Fat$p Éya cIj hE? ke
Ao pyaRyai=Rk nyse, AvS=a ¹iÚse Fat krnemHe Aata hE. vStumHe ko{ Fat krte
AEsa hE nhÄ, pyaRyai=Rk ¹iÚse. pyaRyme,H AvS=ameH Fat hota hE. smjmeH Aaya?
ware vatHu wa{ Aahaha¦ pyaRyai=Rknyse AEsa Ônna, AEsa Ônna Aem khete hE.
to Ao Ôervaza khe deqo wEya, mohaid kmR pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke Aem manvuH Ôv.
(coQquH lQyuH Ke) coQqHu lQyuH Ke ne? coQqa lIqa hE. p` Éya nyka k=n hE vo
smjna cahIye ke nhÄ? drek ga=a dI@ paHc bol lIya =a phel,e drek ga=ame,H
xaÏmeH AEsa cla hE. ÝTyek ga=aka xBda=R krna, nya=R krna, ke Aa inüyka
k=n hE ke Vyvharka SvãVy Aa]y hoy to inüy, prãVy Aa]y hoy to
Vyvhar- Aagma=R Aagmka wav Aa hE Ane ANymi¿ka wav _smeH ivro\ Aa
hE. AEsa krke taTpyR inkalna. Aekke ga=ameH taTpyR inkalna Ane Aekke ga=ameH
paHc bol lena. smjmeH Aaya? nvrax kIsko. fursd AEsI nÞI krnekI- Aa
papka \H\a krna vkIl? vkIlna \H\a Éya hE? pap.
(nvrax mane Éya) fursd. furst nhÄ fursd. (\mRkI fursd nhÄ) nhÄ. Ao
ma!e papke ma!e fursd hE. Aahaha¦ covIs klak rat idn A&an.. to khete hE ke rag
äeØ ne A&an to krte hE Òv, _smeH inim¿ hE kmR, ye kmR inim¿ pyaRyko Fatte hE,
A=va pyaRymeH Fat Apnese hota hE, AemaH inim¿ pDta hE, pyaRykI sa= inim¿
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inim¿ sHb\H hE, ãVy gu`kI sa= kmRkI pyaRyka inim¿ka sHb\H hE nhÄ Aem isâ
krna hE, smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae smÔy Ke kaH{ Ae AmarI ka@IyavaDI waØa gujratI
AmarI, smjmeH Aate hE- ye tmarI - Aahaha¦
khete hE wVyTv xi›meH to moÙmagR honekI laykat hE. p` vo moÙmagR
khete hE ke wVyTv pairàimkwavmeH ÉyUH n huAa smjmeH Aaya? vo to Apna
wVyTv kar`kI yoGyta Ýg! nih krnese huAa hE. p` yhaH kmRka inim¿ btana
hE. —AEse Ônna˜ vzI ko{ Aem khe ke wVyTv to pairàimk wave hE _smeH kmRka
inim¿ka Fat bat khaHse Aaya? he?H (ÝÆ to kevo) ÝÆ hE? smjmeH Aaya.
_sko to pairàimkwav kha hE. Aek baj¡ pairàimkwavmeH prkI ApeÙa hE
nhÄ. p` vo to yhaH pairàimkwav hE _sko to Fat nhÄ krte p` _skI Ôe
sMyGdxRn, &an-cair5kI pyaRy _sko Fat krte hE to ye wVyTvkI xi›kI
Vy›tako Fat krte hE, AEse khnemHe Aate hEH Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
vhaH jb, vo bat AnaidkI wUl btaya. Anaidse wgvan ApnI cIjko,
AanHdkHd Ýwu, AtIiNãy AanHdka srovr, smjmeH Aaya? vo nam Aayega. vo
nam hE ne paHs@, ãVysHgh/ meH paHs@ nam Ke. Aa be nam AamaH AaPya Ke. paHs@ Ke
AemaH=I. AemaH Aek hHs lI\o Ke. prm hHs wgvan AaTma Apna AanHd srovrmeH
AHtr Aekag/ hokr, ragko iwþ krke, hHs hota hE hHs, vo paÌ jl Ane dU\
Aek@a mIla huAa hE. to caHcmeH q!ax hotI hE hHskI caHcme,H AEsI caHc ADe, dU\
Ane jl do iwþ ho Ôta hE AEse wgvan AaTma, Apna AanHd srovr Ôe wra
hE AHdrme,H Ae rag ne ivkLpka Ôe du:q$p dxa hE, _sse iwþ krke, hHs ApnI
inmRz AanHdka Anuwv kre _sko hHs khete hE.H bakI kagDa khete hE. kagDa khete
hE, Éya khete hE? (kaEAa) kaEAa, kaEAa khete hE ne, smjmeH Aaya?
AhÄya khete hE —kazaid liB\ke vx wVyTv xi›kI Vyi› hotI hE.˜ waØa
deqo. wVyTv xi› Ôe hE i5kaz _smeH AanHd ne prmanHd honekI hI xi› hE. _smeH
ApnI pyaRymeH _l!I dxa krte hE to _sko FatIkmR Aaid inim¿ khenme He Aata hE.
hve jb kazaid liB\ Apna purØu a=R. kazaid liB\ Aek bol nhÄ lIya, jb
Svkaz ÝaPt ho purØu a=Rka, \mRka AaEr _ske Aaid nam wav bI ÝaPt ho, AanHdkI
dxaka wav, smjmeH Aaya? AaEr Ao smy kmRka bI yh Ýkarka Awav ho,
wivtVyta wI, {s ÝkarkI Ao smymeH ho AaEr purØu a=R wI Ae smymeH Svwav
sNmuqka ho paHco smvay smjmeH Aaya? kazaid liB\ke vx, deqo ke!lak na
paDte hE ke kazliB\ hoy nhÄ, AEse khete hE AbI to vo rtncHdÒ. AhÄya to khete
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hE vo smymeH AanHdkI Ýaiº honeka kaz hE to purØu a=R wI Apna Sv sNmuq huAa hE.
smjmeH Aaya?, AaEr vo hI smy wivtVyta AaEr AanHdkI pyaRy Ýaº honekI ih
wivtVyta =I _sme,H AaEr vo ih smy dxRnmoh Aaidka Awav _ske kar` Awav
honeka ih =a. smjmeH Aaya? Svwav to hE ih Apna AanHd.
Ae Svwav Ýwu Svwavka dz pDa hE. _ska _pr sNmuq krke, kazliB\,
wavliB\ Ao Ýaiº krneka sMyGdxRn&an Aaid, AEsa kazaid liB\ke vx, _ske
tabe hokr, Apna purØu a=RkI AaEr kazliB\ _sko tabe hokr, Aeikla kazliB\
nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Apna wgvan AanHd Sv$p Ýwu, AanHdka dz, AtIiNãy
AanHdka SvyHwrU m`smuã - AEsa AanHdmeH hHsla ragse, pu~yse, ivkLpse iwþ
krke Apna Anuwv kre _ska nam yhaH AanHdkI liB\ke vx wVyTv xi›kI
Vyi› khenm
e He Aata hE. Aahaha¦ xi›nI Vy›ta, Ýg!ta, Ôe wVyTv xi› hE
vh Apna Svwav$p hE. hve AHtrka Anuwv krke kazaid Ane wav AHtr
Sv$pka sav\an hokr. smjmeH Aaya? !oDrmlne to lIya hE ke kazaid liB\
ko{ vStu nhÄ. lIya hE? (nvme Ai\karme)H nvmeH Ai\karme.H smjmeH Aaya?
(Ôe kazmeH hona vo ih kazliB\) vo ih kazliB\. Ôe smye Apna purØu a=Rse Ôe
kayR honevala hE vo kazliB\- smjmeH Aaya?
Ao to ÝÆ hmare bhot clte hE ne phele 83 kI salse- 83-83- Aes
H I AaEr
tIn, ke!la vØR huAa? 43 vØR huAa 17´26- Aek g<hS= =a _skI sa= bhot
ccaR cltI =I. _sko bhot vaHcn =a¸ _ska AEsa vaHcn nhÄ. to kaze hota hE,
flaè hota hE. hve kI\u kaze hota hE Éya? sun to shI. !oDrmlÒ khete hE kaz
liB\ ko{ vStu nhÄ. to _sne kha !oDrml Éya kevzI ho gya? wa{¦ AEse
kha-43 vØR phelke I bat hE 40 AaEr 3 Aa Éya khete hE? (Ae to Aapne phel=e I
j mZya) phe l e = I j mZya hta, ma=aku ! IAa maza. smjme H Aaya?
p0-p0 vØR phela hÇ Aa sb vatu cltI =I, ke ha kaze hoga, kaze hoga kmRkmRka bhot Ôer =a _ska, kmR h!e to AaTmako sMyGdxRn =ay AEse mante =e,
p` kmR kEse h!e kI\u?H Apna Svwavka purØu a=R kre to kmR h!ya ih pD–a hE
smjmeH Aaya? _skI wI ]âaka @ekaàH nhÄ. kmR h!e, kmR to jD hE. Aate hE ke nhÄ.
—kmR ibcare kaEn wUl merI Ai\ka{,
AiGn she FnFat lohkI sHgitpa{.˜
AiGn _pr F` pDta hE. AkelI AiGn Ôe KU!I ho to pDte nhÄ, p` lohameH
Ývex krte hE to F` pDte hE. Aem AekIla AaTma kmRka, ragka inim¿ka sHb\H n
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kre to _sko du:qka F` shn krna pDta nhÄ. sHg kre, kmRka sHg kre, kre sHg
pote hÇ, vo to Aata hE ne smysarmeH —pr sHg Aev˜- bH\ Ai\kar. (prsHg
Aev) ha, pr sHg Aev-kzx Aata hE ne- to Éya khete hE j¡Ao prsHg Aev-prka
sHg. p` prka sHg krte hE to hota hE ke pr sHg kra dete hE jD? smjmeH Aaya?
vh kzx hE ne _smeH (17p kzx).
AaHhI khete hE xuâ pairàimkwav vae kazaid liB\ke vx wVyTv xi›kI
Vy›ta hotI hE. Apna inÔnHd wgvan _smeH ßyaH ¹iÚ pDI AaEr _ska ßyaH
&ey &anme,H Sv vStuko &ey bnaya, to Ao smymeH wVyTv xi›kI Vyi› hotI
hE, Ýg! hota hE sMyGdxRn &an ne AanHd. smjmeH Aaya? Aa _ska nam
moÙmagR hE Aem Aagz wavmeH khega. Ae kazaid liB\ke vx wVyTv xi›kI
Vyi› hotI hE. AHdrmeH to AanHd Sv$p wgvan pDa hI hE. AanHd ko{ bharse
lana nhÄ hE. bharmeH ÉyaHy hE nhÄ (kazaid pIKe purØu a=R nhÄ lIqa hE) kazaid
pIKe purØu a=R Aa gya ke nhÄ? kaz- Aaid hE ke Aekla kaz hE? (Aaid meH purØu a=R
Aa gya). kaz, wav, Svwav, pyaRymeH wav huAa, Svwav i5kazI hE, kmRka
Awav hE. _s smymeH AEsa kmRka Awav hota ih hE. smjmeH Aaya.
Aek smymeH paHco smvay sa=e ih hota hE.H !oDrmle lIqa hE Aek kar` nhÄ
hE. Ok kar`ke sa= sb kar` hota hI hE. Aahaha¦ AEsI gDbDI ho g{ hE ne?
kmRne ma=e #oze Ke maza. kmRke kar` hmare $lna pDe smjmeH Aaya? (to kazka doØ
hE ne) he?H kazka doØ ko`? kaz Éya hE ko{ cIj hE, ha= pkDta hE tumko kaz?
]Imde kha hE ke Apna purØu a=R krte ho ne Ôe kaz pkDne Aave to merI pas
Aana ]ImdŸ rajcHã khete hE. Apna icdanHd wgvan, jEse tere Ìic prkI hE,
pu~ykI, papkI, prka ivØyka wogkI Ôe Ìicka _Llas hE, AEsI Ìic Svwav
sNmuq kr ne \mRkI pyaRy Ýg! n ho to merI pas Aana, AEsI bat hE.H wgvan
AaTma icdanHd Sv$p, Aohoho¦ AanHdka \am, ijsmes
H e AanHd AnHt AnHt
inkalo to wI AanHd AHdrse pUra hota nhÄ. AanHd AanHd Aahaha¦ Svwav
sNmuq hona vo ih tera purØu a=R hE, Aage khega- smjmeH Aaya?
vh Òv, tb yh Òv, Aem vhaH jb AEsa hota hE tb —yh Òv˜ AEsa
xBd hE ne TyaH Éya krta hE, kEs,e jb Vyi› hotI hE Tyare —shj xuâ pairàimk
wav lÙ` inj prmaTm ãVyke˜, j¡Ao Aa wav Aaya, yh Òv, pote Apna
AaTma —shj xuâpairàimkwav lÙ`˜ shj nam Svawaivk, xuâ nam piv5,
pairàimk nam ikskI Ape Ù a nhÄ AE s a, pairàimkwav lÙ`vaza,
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inj prmaTm ãVy,˜ deqo, Apna prmaTm ãVy, pr prmaTma nhÄ, AirhHt ne
isâ to _ska prmaTma, Apna nhÄ Aahaha¦ Òv, shj... xuâ... Svawaivk...
piv5... pairàimkwav lÙ`vaza ijska pairàimk shj wav lÙ` hE AEsa
inj prmaTmãVy, _ska lÙ, wgvan Apna prmaTmãVy deqo inj-prmaTm
ãVy lIya hE ne? prme¬rka prka prme¬rka |yan krna vo to ivkLp hE. smjmeH
Aaya?
inj prmaTm ãVy Ôe i5kazI wgvan, AEse —prmaTm ãVyke sMykŸ ]âan,˜
deqo vo pyaRy hu{, Ao i5kazI ãVy huAa, i5kazI wgvan AaTma \/vu -\/vu -\/vu pairàimk lÙ`vaza inj tÀv wgvan _ska sMykŸ ]âan, deqo yhaH devguÌkI ]âa ne nv tÀvkI ]âa vo ]âako smikt khete nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? Aa
to phela \mRkI x$AatkI bat krte hE.
inj prmaTm ãVy, ãVy Ae!le vStu, s¿a, honapà vStuka Svwav i5kaz,
{skI sMykŸ ]âan, sMykŸ ]âan Ae!le _skI sNmuq hokr AnuwvmeH ]âa
Aana. Aahaha¦ sMykŸ ]âan, —_ska sMyG&an˜, deqo xaÏka &an, &an
nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? nv tÀvka wedka &an wI &an nhÄ. K ãVyka &an wI
&an nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pUr` Ýwu \/vu cIj Aek smykI pyaRy ibnakI cIj, _skI
]âa, O ]âa pyaRy hE, Ao ãVy i5kazI hE, _skI ]âa. smjmeH Aaya? _ska
nam sMyGdxRn, j¡Ao Aa tÀva=R ]âanmŸ sMyGdxRn Aa. tÀva=R ]âan, Vyvhar
tÀva=R ]âan Ae VyvharkI bat yhaH hE nhÄ, yhaH to prma=RkI bat hE. inj
Sv$pmaH Aa$# hokr smjmeH Aaya? Apna wgvan inj prmaTm ãVy, vStu
Ao trfka Jukavse Ôe sMykŸ ]âan huAa, inivRkLp sMyGdxRn huAa, ivkLp to
nhÄ Ane ivkLpka Aa]y nhÄ, ]âaka Aa]ymeH wgvan i5kazI ãVy. smjmeH
Aaya?
AaEr &an, sMyG&an tInomeH lena sMykŸ ]âan, sMyG&an. inj prmaTm
ãVyka &an smjmeH Aaya? _ska nam &an khete hE. (vah re vah) ware vatu
wa{- (bhu srs) inüy prm sTykI bat hE (brabr- inj FrkI bat hE)
Aa@ Aa@ vØRkI bailka wI sMyGdxRn krte hE to Aa rIte j =ay Ke. (brabr)
deDka, mHDUk suqka sagr _pr JUkte hE to i5kazI inj ãVy prmaTmaka &an hota
hE.H smjmeH Aaya? dUsra nv tÀvka nam wI n Ôno, nam wI n ho, p` inj
prmaTmaka AHdrmeH Anuwv krke &an ho {ska nam &an khete hE. Aahaha¦ ware
vat wa{. inj prmaTm ãVyke sMykŸ ]âan, Aa pyaRy hu{, prmaTm ãVy Ae
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vStu hu{.
sMyG&an, prmaTm ãVyka &an, Apna prmaTma vStu \/vu _ska &an, Ao
trf JUknese Ôe &an huAa vo &an.
AaEr Anucr`, —sMykŸ Anucr`$p˜, Ae Sv$pka Anusr` krke iS=rta
Ôe hu{, ijsmeH AanHd Ane xaHitkI pyaRy _Tpþ ho- _ska nam Anucr` nam
cair5 khenm
e He Aata hE. Lyo Aa cair5 (vah re vah) paHc mhav/t ne bar v/t,
ye to ivkLp hE Ae cair5 nhÄ, Ae \mR nhÄ, Ae \mRkI AvS=a, pyaRy nhÄ inj
Ýwu prmaTm ãVy kho ke inj prmaTma pUàRndH \/vu Ýwu, _skI ]âa, _ska &an,
_ska Anucr` AemaH ãVyne AnusrIne, AnusrIne @rna, rmna _smeH vo cair5
(Aek kalmeH tIno) Aek kalmeH tIno, smjmeH Aaya? sMyGdxRnmeH Sv$p Aacr`,
Anucr` Ae tIno Aek sa= hota hI hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Aagz khega deqo hmàH tIn wavmeH moÙmagRmHe Ae!le _pxmme,H sMykŸ
_pxmmeH wI sMyGdxRnka xuâ _pyog hE, _smeH wI xuâaTmaka Aacr` hE. Aahaha¦
Ae pyaRyko tIn wavmeH gInnemHe Aata hE. to _ska A=R Éya? deqo, Aa khe Ke hÇAe Anucr` pyaRyse pir`mta hE, AEsa pa@ hE ne? _smeH wI, FatkmeH wI
pyaRyai=Rknyse #Hkta =a. kha, ApnI pyaRy$p pir`me AaTma, xuâ wgvan
AaTma, AanHdka \am, _sko SpxR krke, sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI pyaRy, AvS=a,
Aa piràm phele kha =a ne? piràm phele kha =a ne wEya AhÄya. Ao piràmko
yhaH pyaRy kha.
moÙ magR Ane moÙka piràmse xUNy ãVy hE, AEsa phele kha =a- Aahaha¦
moÙ AaEr moÙka magR Ao pyaRy hE, AvS=a hE, halt hE, dxa hE, piràm khenm
e He
Aata hE, pyaRy kho, piràm kho, AvS=a kho, halt kho, dxa kho. smjmeH
Aaya. ye bat to =oDa klasmeH tmne xIqvte hE loko, smjmeH Aaya? phela
klasmeH cImnwa{ ye xIqvte hE bhot. phela klas bE@te hE ne vhaH hm sUnte hE
TyaH ko{ var ke @Ik, waØa sadI hE (Éya ixqate hE) Aa ixqate hE, gu`kI pyaRy
Ao gu`ka kayR (ANyka nhÄ?) to sUnte hE ne hm subh paHc ds imin!, vqt
hota hE ne hm to ifrte hE to batka Qyal Aa Ôta hE ke @Ik.
ApnemHe &an gu` hE ke nhÄ? hE, to &anka kayR Apnese hota hE ke prse hota
hE? smjmeH Aaya? (Aap smÔvo mharaj smÔvo) sMyGdxRn vo kayR hE ke
AkayR hE? (kayR hE) to sMyGdxRn ikska kayR hE? Apna ]âa gu` i5kazI _ska
Ao kayR hE- vo prka kayR hE nih smjmeH Aaya? cair5 kayR hE ke nhÄ? cair5
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pyaRy kayR hE ke nhÄ? (hE) to kayR, ikska kar` hE? _ska kar` kaEn? cair5
gu`-i5kaz vo kar` hE, gu`ka vo pir`mn hEH ke prkI pyaRyka pir`mn hEsmjmeH Aaya? AhÄya to sadI waØameH hE. Aa gya hE phele bhot, klasmeH phele
bhot yhaH klas bhot clte =e ne? yhaH to tIÒ salse klas clta hE, yhaH
AnHt gu`kI pyaRy hae, Aek sa= hotI hE. AnHt gu`kI pyaRy Aek sa= hotI
hE. Aa to tIn to moÙka magRke ma!e btaya- bakI Aek ãVymeH Òtna gu` hE, sb
Aek smymeH AnHt gu`kI pyaRy$p AHx inmRz$p pir`mn hota hE. (brabr)
smjmeH Aaya. svR guàHx te smikt AEsI ]ImdŸe smiktkI VyaQya baH\I hE.
Aapè AhÄya Ke ne? moÙmagR Ýkaxk. heH vo Éya? moÙmagR Ýkaxk (rhSypU`R
icõI) vo btaya =a TyaH (jypur, jypur) AadxR ngrme,H AadxRngr gye =e
bhut ma`s =a, ds hÔr ma`s =a, smje? btaya =a vhaH hÇ, ÉyaH Ke? deqo,
co=a gu`S=anvt± AaTmako &anaid guò Aek dex Ýg! hota hE, vhaH btaya =a,
jypur, pHiDt log sb bE@e =e, bhut pHiDt =e. bHsI\rÒ =a, kElascHdÒ =a,
fulcHdÒ =a, wagcHdÒ =a, bhot =e. vo bhar hE ne AadxRngrka mHidrmeH ds
hÔr ma`s Aaye =e. bhot ma`s Aaye =e.
deqo, smikt Éya khete hE smikt co=a gu`S=anvt± AaTmako Aa to
gujratI Ke AamaH, &anaid guò Aek dex Ýg! hota hE. ijtna gu` hE vh Aek AHx
svR Aek smykI pyaRymeH Vy› Ýg! hota hE. yhaH to moÙmagR Ae!le tIn
pyaRykI bat khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? vo icõI hE ne? rhSypU`R icõI¸ !oDrmlÒkI
rhSypU`R icõIka Aapè gujratI lIya hE. Aa to gujratI hE, deqo, Éya kIya?
sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy, sMyG&ankI pyaRy, cair5kI pyaRy, _nke sa= AanHdkI pyaRy,
vIyRkI pyaRy, AnHt gu`kI Ok smyme,H Òtna gu` AaTmameH hE, _sko ßyaH pkD
lIya, to sb gu`kI pyaRy Aek smymeH AHxe Ýg! hotI hE.
]ImdŸe AEsa vcn lIya hE, Aapè lIqa hE TyaH Sva|yay mHidrmeH —svR
guàHx te smikt˜ Ao drvaÔ _pr Sva|yay mHidrka kmremHe _pr. —svR guàHx
te smikt˜ _ska A=R Aa &anaid guò sb, Òtna AaTmameH &an, AanHd, Aaid
vIyR, SvCKta, Ýwuta, Òvtr xi›, smjmeH Aaya? ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan
Aaid xi› AnHt hE, rai5ko kha =a =oDa, kItnI sHQya hE? (calIs-pcas
ignnemHe Aa{) ignnemHe Aaya to Éya, sb ign skte hE- khe skte hE? (doso
carso to Aap btaAo.) AacayR khete hE iktna hE gu`, sb smj lenaH. Aek
wgvan AaTma hE vStu, iktnI sHQyaAe hE gu`, vo rai5ko kha =a, ke K mas Ane
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Aa@ smymeH isâ hota hE, Kse ne Aa@, Éya? K mhIna Ane Aa@ smymeH KseH ne
Aa@ isâ prmaTma hota hE- mnu*y Ùe5mes
H .e yhaH nhÄ hE to mhaivdehÙe5meH se to
AbI to hota hE. kaym \ara Ývah calu Ke. AEsa K mas ne Aa@ smymeH KseH ne
Aa@ mu› prmaTma hota hE to ye AnHta AnHta pudg
Ÿ l pravtRn huAa, _skI Ôe
sHQya isâkI hu{, _sse AnHt guà Aek ingodka Aek xrIrmeH AnHt Òv hE,
smjmeH Aaya? AEsa sara ingod sU"m AbI lokmeH pDa hE. isâ wgvan ibrajte
hE vhaH wI ingod hE.. ko{Ae AbI pUKya =a isâ wgvan ibrajte hE vhaH ingod
hE. vhaH wI ingod hE. sHsar bDa pDa hE TyaH. _skI (isâokI) pyaRymeH sHsar nhÄ.
ingodka ÒvmeH sHsar TyaH hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aek Ùe5e pDa hEH ßyaH isâ wgvan
rhete hE TyaH y ingod rhete hE. sHsarI mha For AnHt sHsarI ÝaÌ- Éya kre Ùe5meH
rhkr.
(isâ xIla _pr.) isâ-xIla _pr, isâixla Ae to he@e rhI g{. ßyaH
isâ ibrajte hE vhaH ingod Òv hE. isâka pe!me.H (isâka pe!me.H ..) pe!meH smßya?
AaTma hE ke nhÄ, {tna? AsHQy ÝdexI AanHdkHd xrIr Avgah Vyapk Ýmaè
Apna Sv$p iwþ. _ska AsHQy ÝdexmeH AnHta ingodka Òv TyaH pD–a hE, Éya
kre? ingod ingodmeH hE (p` khe Ke mharaj ke isâ xIlape ingodIya Òv hE
_nko vhaH suq hogane) vo to khete hE du:qI hE, mha du:qI hE AnHt wvka
krnevala Òv hE TyaH. _ska gu` ãVy j¡da, vo ãVy j¡da.
Ao khete =e Aek ÝaÌ ke wa{ tme cÊvt±ko mIla? ke ha- Éyare? ke hmara
kes cla =a bDa guNhaka Tyare cÊvt± Aaya =a raßymeH Tyare deqa =a. vo pÄjra
hota hE ne (thomtdarka) thomtdarka pÄjra hota hE ne? thomtdarko pÄjrameH
_wa raqe, saÙI lene Tyare _wa raqe qDa rqkr pUKte hE. smjmeH Aaya?
hmare wI AEsa huAa =a ne? 63 kI salmeH qo!a guNha hmarI _pr Aaya =a
17 vØRkI ëmr, Aek ne sat-s5ah 63 kI salme,H AfI`ka kes Aaya =a hmarI
_pr tdŸn j¡õa tdŸn j¡õa tdŸn j¡õa so Ae so !ka j¡@a. p` hmarI pas so !ka
tdŸn j¡@o kes hm dukan _pr =e. hm dukan _pr =e to vo lene Aate hE ne? Éya khete
hE? (bÙIs) bÙIs. bÙIs lene Aaye =e to sbko dete =e. hm ko{ko Aek $ipya.
ko{ko Aa@ Aana, dukan _pr 63'kI salkI bat hE (Ò, ha) sHvt AogÌxe
5es
H @- to Aek AopIym Aaya AopIym. (yuropIyn) AfI`na (AabkarInaAeksa{Jvaza) Aolo khe Aek $ipyo lë. mEn
H e kha tuMhare hmare sHb\H hE kuK?
hm to veparI hE to veparIkI sa= poS!men, maStr _skI sa= hmare sHb\H hE. terI
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sa= hmare sHb\H Éya hE? vo khe $ipyo lë. meH kæuH Aa@ Aana. Ae pDI tkrar.
pIKe tkrar bDI hu{. sva mihna kes caLya qcR huAa bhu tkrar hu{ qo!a,
AHgj
e/ hto. vDodrano mo!o 63 kI salmeH Aek mihnaka 5` hÔr $ipya pgar,
63 kI salmeH hÇ.
tIn klak hmare khena pDa. _sne deqa to Aoho Aa to vaÌya Aa to
guNhegar j n=I. pÄjrameH nhÄ qDa rqna, bhar qDa rqo. jvab Aapo. qo!o
kes Ame to vaÌya Amara mo#a to Ôevn
e e ke - Ame to vaÌya. Amara iptaÒ
hta. Aa to vaÌya hE guNha AfI`ka kEsa? gora hae¸H karkUn, nhÄ pÄjrameH nhÄ.
quLla raqo. pUKo jvab dega mere tIn klak jvab dena pDa =a ko!Rm.He 17 vØRkI
ëmrme,H hmara iptaÒ =a hmara gaHDawa{ =a. kem kanÒ Éya huAa? Éya hove
hmare to kaH{ Dr-br hE nhÄ. sc bat =I vh khe dIya. _skae bI Fa lg gya =a
ke Aoho bat to sCcI lgte hE. smjmeH Aaya? to paHjrapozmeH rqte hE bIÔko,
paHjrapoz Éya khet?e pÄjrame,H paHjrameH rqte hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aem ßyaH isâ
wgvan hE TyaH paHjrameH ingod hE. pÄjra smjte hE ne pÄjrameH ingod hE.
AhÄya to khena hE isânI sHQya krta sHsarI ÒvnI sHQya AnHtguÌ hE,
AaEr _sse prmaù AnHtguà hE. Aa prmaùH rjk` poè!. (AaHgzI deqaDIne)
Aana !UkDa kro to AnHt rjk`. AaEr prmaù krta tIn kalka smy AnHtguà
hE, AaEr tInkalka smy krta Aakax Aakax Ôe hE ne? Vyapk, Vyapk-Vyapk, to
Aakaxka Ýdex AnHt guà hE AaEr _sse AnHtguà Aek Òvka gu` hE. smjmeH
Aaya? {tnI sHQya hE AaTma pase puÒ
H . AhÄya tmarI pase be-paHc-ds kroD ={
Ôy TyaH to khe Aahaha¦ pEsavaza \UzmeyH hE nih sUnne. Ae { wgvanÒwa{ (Ò.
Ýwu) (AenI pase ÉyaH $ipya Ke) AenI pase pcas-saH{@ laq to Ke Aola pase
kroD _pr vzI bIÔ hxe halone- \UzmaHy hE nhÄ. Ae{ Aa b\a be@a xowalalÒ
ne- p` Ae!la pEsa Ke? isâna gu` AnHt-ãVyna gu` Ke je AnHt, Ae!la pEsa Ke
tmarI pase? AEsa AaTmameH AnHt gu` hE AnHtanHt¸ AnHtanHt ßyaH _skI ÝtIit
hu{ AHtmuq
R hoke AnHt gu`kI xi›kI Vy›ta Aek smymeH Ýg! xi› hotI hE.
Aahaha-brabr¦ Aek wI gu` xi›mes
H e Vy› n ho AEsa bne nhÄ (vah re vah
Ýwu, \Ny vItrag........) smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aavo wgvan.
tenI t=a terma gu`S=anvt± AaTmane &anaid guò svRdx
e wa{, bey lI\uH
ne wa{. kevz&anIne !oDrmle lIya hE &anaid guò svRdx
e Ýg! huAa hE. prmaTma
AirhHtko sbgu` Vy› pUr` ho gya hE. co=a gu`S=anmaH Aek AHx,e Aek dex,e
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Aek wage, sb gu`ka Aek wagmaH, Aek dexmaH piv5 Ýg! huAa hE. p` AhÄya
to moÙmagRkI tIn pyaRykI bat khena hE, p` tInkI sa= AnHt pyaRy Ýg!
hotI hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ao vqte kha =a, vhaH, jypur.
AhÄya kheta hE pyaRyse pir`mta hE, AaHhI to tInkI bat lena hE ne? p`
AekkI sa= AnHta AnHta AnHtI Aa sHQya gu` kha, _ska sbka piv5 pyaRy
Ýg! co=e gu`S=ane ho ÔtI hE, smjmeH Aaya? iktnI l"mI {skI pas hE¦
(qÔna qul gya co=e=I) co=ese qÔna qul gya hE. A&anIko sara qÔna
bH\ hE. ÉyÇik rag Ane AaTma pyaRymeH AekTvbuiâ krnevala im+ya¹iÚ, sara
qÔna bH\ hE _sko. sMyGdxRn ßyaH huAa, kuc
H I qul g{. hve nIkalo krte krte
AHdr- smjmeH Aaya? AEsa pyaRy hE vo to AEse pyaRyka pir`mn huAa, smjmeH
Aaya? Aahaha¦
—inj prmaTm ãVyke sMykŸ ]âan, sMyG&an Anucr`$p pyaRyse
pir`mta hE.˜ j¡Ao pyaRyse pir`mta hE AEsa lIya. AEsI AvS=aka pir`mn,
AvS=aka hota hE. —vh pir`mn˜ hve AhÄya khete hE, Ao pir`mn Ôe \mRka
huAa, sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5kI pyaRy, pir`mn, AvS=a Ýg! hu{, to Éya
wave hu{, Aagm Éya wav khete hE AaEr A|yaTm Éya khete hE, _sko? —Ae
pir`mn Aagm waØase AaEpximk,˜ deqo, j¡Ao Aa qulasa AacayR krte hE. ke
_pxm smiktmeH wI xuâ pir`mn Ýg! huAa hE, yane Ao pir`mnko yhaH xuâ_pyog wI khega. smjmeH Aaya? hE ne yhaH deqo AaqIrme,H xuâaTma-Aiwmuq
piràm, xuâopyog [Tyaid (A|yaTm waØameH) ha... Aa _pxmwavmeH wI
xuâopyog hE AEsa yhaH AacayR isâ krte hE.H
kemke _pxmwav, Ùaiyk wav AaEr Ùyopxm AEse wav5y kha Ôta hE,
iksko? Ôe Apna inj prmaTma \/uv Sv$p wgvan _skI ]âa, &an ne
rm`ta Ao tIn pyaRy Ôe hu{ Ae Éya wave hE? ke _sko Aagm waØase,
_pxm, Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk AEsa wav tInko khenemeH Aata hE Aahaha¦ Aene
lQyu Ke wa{ AolaAe - kemke xuâ _pyog to lage Ke AacayRnuH khevuH. (coQquH
lQyuH Ke) KtaH p` potanuH bIj¡H vaHCyu, Aevo A=R bIje @ekaè p` Aek- smysarmaH
Ke. AhÄ=I mrIne sMyG¹iÚ Ôy Ke ne TyaH- to smiktnI wavna KoDta n=I.
xuâ wavna KoDta n=I SvgRmaH rhe Ke, Ane pKI AhÄ Aave Tyare smvsr`,
tI=Åkr, k{ ga=a Ke? Ae smysar- 130-131 jysenacayRnI !Ika vItrag
Sv-sHvedn wed&anI Òv, \m± Òv, rag riht Apna ]âa &anne cair5 Ýg!
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huAa Ao Òv- xuâaTma wavna$pe piràm krotI- xuâaTm ktaR-kmR hE ne?
ktaR-kmRnI ga=a Ke. 130-131-xuâaTmwavna Aa pyaRy khI hE vo, sMyGdxRn&an Ae xuâaTmwavna, piràm kroit-spiràm. svÈip &anmyo wvit,
ragka ivkLp nhÄ _smeH, sMyGdxRn &an cair5 &anmy hE. ttü Aev &anmyH
piràm Aev sHsar isiâ iS=Tva deveNã-lokaHitk mh-devo pUßva Fi!kaTvyH
mit-]ut Avi\$pH &anmy wavmŸ pyaRy lwNte thaH- ivmanmŸ pirvar Aaid
ivwUit Ò`R pir`mnevgTv g`5I pHcmhav/te gTva. sMyG¹iÚ mhaivdehmeH
SvgRmeH Ôte hE- pIKe ApnI %iâko t<`ma5 sDela trà deqte hE. cahe vEmaink
phela devlok, bIÔ devlok gya to ikmŸ pXyit mhaivdeh gTva tdŸ [dH smosr`H.
Aoho¦ Aa wgvan ibrajte hE, Ôe sUna =a, ÝTyÙ deqe. wgvan pase Ôte hE
ne? dUsra vaÉ– Apn dUsra vaÉ– lena hE- Ae te wedawed rTn5y Aara\ka Ke
pir`mta g`\r deva. smosr`maH deqa ke Aoho¦ Aa g`\r ne muinAo je
sUna =a wed, Awed rTn5y$pe pir`t smosr`maH ibrajte hE.
AhÄ dUsrI bat khI hE, prmagme ]uyte dÚva ÝTyÙe` Aagmse sUna =a vo
smiktI vhaH Ôte hE vh ÝTyÙ deqa. ivxeØ ã#mit wUTva- ÝTyÙ deqane sara
ctu=R gu`S=ane xuâ wavna ApirTyßy AhÄya vjn Ke wa{ TyaH vzI AolaAe
kI\uH xuâ wavna Ae!le xuâ-_pyog levo Aem nhÄ, flaùH nhÄ Aem go!a vaZya
Ke. Are¦ Aa Éya khete hE smjmeH Aaya. —xuâ wavna ApirTyjy inrHtr
\mR|yanen devloke kalH gmiyTva˜ bs pKI (mnu*y wv) mnu*y wv ={ne
moÙ jxe. smjmeH Aaya? jysen AacayRkI !Ika. 130-131 ga=a smysar
jysenacayRnI !Ika- smjmeH Aaya?
Éya khete hE deqo, Ae je AaTmameH Apna \/vu Svwav \/vu _skI sNmuq hokr
Ôe sMyGdxRn&an \mRkI pyaRy, moÙka magRkI pyaRy _Tpþ hu{, {sko Éya wav
khena Aagm waØaAe, O _pxmwav bI kho¸ Ùyopxm wI ho AaEr Ùaiyk AEse
wav5y kha Ôta hE. moÙmagRkI pyaRyko _pxmwav wI khete hE, Ùyopxm wI
khete hE, AaEr Ùaiyk bI khete hE. _pxmwav smikt co=ese Aigyar su\I hota hE.
cair5, _pxm cair5 AigyarmeH hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr Ùyopxm smikt
co=ese satme rhete hE, AaEr Ùaiyk smikt co=ese said AnHt rhete hE. smjmeH
Aaya?
AhÄya tIn wav gInnemHe Aaya hE ne? to Ôe _pxm wav smikt hE vo
rhete hE. p` hE vo xuâ _pyog$pI wav. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaEr
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Ùyopxmwav ho pIKe to bI Ùyopxm co=ese satme tk rhete hE smikt, pIKe
Aa@mese Ùaiyk ho Ôy, ya _pxm ho Ôy. Ao bI Ùyopxm smiktko wI yhaH
AaTmaka piràm _pyog xu|\opyog khenm
e He Aaya hE. Ane Ùaiyk smikt co=e,
AaTma Òsme,H sverm
e He kha =a, klHk nhÄ AEsa wgvan xuâ _pyog SvwavI,
ãVy hI AEsa hE. AEsa ãVyka wan huAa to xuâ _pyog$pI piràm, _sko _pxm
kho, Ùyopxm kho, wUimka Ýmaè Ane Ùaiyk tIn wavko wav5y kha Ôta hE.
smjmeH Aaya?
A|yaTm waØaAe, Aagm waØamaH tIn, xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm, xuâãVy Svwav wgvan Aena Aiwmuq, sNmuq piràm. AaEr xu|\opyog [Tyaid
pyaRy sH&a pata hE. [Tyaid moÙmagRkI pyaRyme,H Aa nam [Tyaid AEsa ãVysHgh/ meH
6p nam Aaid lIya hE. (6p) paHs@ nam. Ao Aayega sverm
e .He
Ýma` vcn guÌdev.
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ÝvCan nH. - 6
ga=a 3r0
ta. 1p-8-70
Aa smysar 3r0 ga=a jysenacayRÒkI !Ika, bIje pane-dUsre pane _n
tInme,H kl cla hE ifr lete hE.
kya clte hE? ke —kya wavse mui› hotI hE˜ wav paHc hE, Aek ãVy$p
wav, wav nam AiStTv vStu, i5kaz vStu je wav Ane Aek pyaRy AvS=a$p
wav, i5kaz Ôe vStu hE, Ae to pairàimkwav, \uv/ wav Ao to moÙka magR Ane
moÙkI pyaRyse riht hE smjmeH Aaya? wgvan AaTma cEtNy b/ï, pUr` Ba/ï
Sv$p Ao to \uv/ cIj &aykwav Ao to prmSvwav, shj wav AaTmakI mUz
hEyatI mojUdgIka Ao wav, Ao ga=ames
H e kha =a Kpnmes
H e —ãVy-AaTmlaw
het˜
u - ãVy nam vStu, _ska Sv$pkI hEyatI, law nam hEyatI, mojUdgI, i5kaz
&aykwav vh vStukI iS=it Ao vStukI hEyatI, mojUdgI, Ao cIj |yey$pe hota
hE, |yey$pe hotI hE, p` moÙkamagR ne moÙ$p nhÄ hotI. smjmeH Aaya?
|yey$p hotI hE cIj, |yanmeH |yey lÙ krne layk Ao cIj hE, Ôe i5kaz
&aykwav vo hE - smjmeH Aaya? =oDI clI=I kl Ao, 38-ga=a inymsar.
Òvaid sat tÀvo Ôe hE, Ae ÝÆ kIya =a ko{Ae - Òvaid sat tÀvomeH to Òv
Aa gya, to _sko pr ãVy kha hE yhaH, to Ao Òv Aek smykI pyaRyko lenme He Aata
hE yhaH. smjmeH Aaya? sU"m wav hE Aek AaTma Aek smymeH Ôe \uv/ prm Svwavwav,
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Ao to mUz xi› ne mUz sTv ne mUz ãVy, AaEr _skI Aek smykI pyaRy AvS=a,
cahe to sHvr$p ho, injRra$p ho, moÙ$p ho. Aek ÒvnI pyaRy je lÙmeH Aave ke
—Aa Òv˜ to ye to sb bihr ãVy hE, bihrtÀv hE (ye to [iNãy ={ gya) baæ
tÀv Ke {. inüy=I to prãVy ho gya, SvãVykI ApeÙase prãVy ho gya. Aek
Nyayse to kha =a Aekvar ke ye pyaRy hE vh SvãVykI ApeÙase AvStu hE smjmeH
Aaya?
AvStu kæuH ye bihrtÀv hE. to Apna i5kaz &aykwav \uv/ Svwav, Ao
ApeÙase to Ao AvStu hE, AãVy hE, bihrãVy hE, _skI ApeÙaAe ãVy Ane ApnI
ApeÙase AãVy hE. jrI sU"m kæu'H tuH =oDuH ke Aeno ivØy krnar vStu &an je Ke,
Aene ivØy kre Ae mUz cIj n=I Aa. smjmeH Aaya? qreqr to Aeno ivØy kre
Ke, Ae bihrtÀvno Ae im+yaTvwav Aeno ivØy kre Ke. (bhot srs, im+yaTvwav
ivØy kre Ke) smjmeH Aaya? sU"m wav hE wa{ AnHt kazse Aene cIj kya hE
Aene ¹iÚmaH lenke I, cIjka kya wav hE qbr nhÄ. AEse ne AEse \mR ho Ôy AEsa
mante hE, khete hE ke Aek smyka wgvan AaTma, j¡Ao Òvaid sat tÀvoka smUh
prãVy hE, Ôe yhaH pyaRyko kha car wav _sko yhaH bihrtTv khenm
e He Aaya hE.
Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? yh vaStvmeH _padey nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya?
pu~y-papka ivkLp ke ÒvkI Aek smykI Ùyopxm AvS=a$p dxa ke sHvr
Ane injRra$p pyaRy, Ae AadrÌy n=I. pHiDtÒ, ye _padey nhÄ kyÇik AvStu
hE vStu hoy Ae _padey hoy, i5kaz vStu mhaÝwu cEtNy ibHb Ôe v« ibHb hE,
\/vu AivnaxI Aaid Ane AHt ivnanI Ôe cIj hE, vo ih vStu ne vo ih prm
Svwav Ane vo ih AaTm Sv$pkI hEyatI -pyaRykI hEyaitko AhÄya hEyaitmeH
ignna nhÄ hE. (nhÄ hE, bDI _lJnmeH pD Ôy) Éya hE? bDI _lJn nhÄ bDI
AHdr ¹iÚka mahaTMymeH cle Ôyega qbr nhÄ vStukI kya cIj hE ne khaH ¹iÚ dena
hE. smjmeH Aaya?
sMyGdxRn Ôe \mRkI pyaRy hE, vo wI yhaH AHt:tÀvkI ApeÙaAe bih:tÀv
khenm
e He Aaya hE Aahaha¦ kyÇik pyaRymes
H e pyaRy n{ nhÄ AatI hE, to _sko
prãVy kha, prwav kha, hey kha pr vStu xrIr vaÌ mn &ey$pe hey, Ae to
É–aHy rhI g{, p` AHdr dya-dan, v/t, xuw ragka ivkLp _@te hE, Vyvhar
rTn5yka, Ao bI hey hE, rag hE, vo to @Ik p` Aek smyka pyaRymeH nv Ýkar
pyaRyka _wa hota hE Ae bih:tÀv hE, sMyG¹iÚko to hey hE ye, smjmeH Aaya? vo
vaStvmeH _padey nhÄ. —shj vEraGy$pI mhelna ixqrno ixqamÌ˜ Ae to
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potanuH naQyuH Ke.
—AaTmako ;AaTma' vaStvmeH _padey hE.˜ smjmeH Aaya? kha =a do idn
phele ke —kar` prmaTma˜ ih vaStvmeH AaTma hE. vaStvme,H pa@meH kya hE?
smjmeH Aaya? —ih˜ xBd hE ne? SvãVy iniØtŸ AetdŸ _padyoiw: AaTma (AemaH) ha, AemaH qreqr gujratImeH qreqr kha hE ihHdImeH vaStvmeH kho. kIsko Ôe
i5kaz &aykwav Ôe Aek smykI pyaRy ivnaka, voih vaStvmeH AaTma hE vaStvmeH
lIyane AhÄya vaStvmeH _smeH qreqr pa@meH —ih˜ lIya hE.—ih˜ wgvan AaTma
ßyaH njr naqnI hE, njr yh pyaRy hE smjmeH Aaya? p` ijsmeH njr naqnI
hE, vh cIj vaStvmeH \u/v Ae ih AaTma hE, pyaRy Ae vaStvmeH AaTma nhÄ
mUzcHdwa{, jrI sU"m cale Ke klasmaH Aa ferI-Amare xe@ kheta'ta Aa ferI
JIùH AaVyuH klasmaH, =oDak saHwze to qra. Aavo magR
mUz cIjnI qbr n mze Ane \mR ={ Ôy, AhÄya khete hE ke vaStvme,H
qreqr to, AnHt AmUtR Anaid-AnHt wgvan AaTma, AtIiNãy Svwav xuâ
shj prm, shj, shj, shj, shj Svawaivk prm pairàimk nam wav
ijsmeH pyaRykI ApeÙa nhÄ, pyaRyse inrpeÙ AEsa Apna inj ãVy vStu Ae
Òska Svwav Ae kar`prmaTma vaStvmeH AaTma hE. yhaH to kar`prmaTma,
moÙ magRka Ai\kar hE ne, pyaRynyka Ai\kar hE, to _smeH kar`prmaTma kæa,
AhÄya ¹iÚka ivØymeH to karèy nhÄ vo. smjmeH Aaya?
|yey qra, p` |yey Ane kar` domaH fer hE. xe@ smjna pDega _lJnmeH nhÄ
pDega, _lJn _D Ôyega AEsI bat hE. Aek smymeH wgvan inTy \uv/ , rag ne
Vyvhar ivkLpse to riht p` ivkLpka Ôe &an hota hE Apnes,e ivkLpkI hEyatI
hE to nhÄ, Apnese Ôe &an pyaRymeH hota hE, Aek smykI pyaRy vo wI ãVymeH nhÄ
Ane Ao pyaRy riht AaTma hE, _sko qreqr AaTma wgvan svR&dev, vStu
trIke khete hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—Ae AasþwVy ÒvaekH o AEse prmaTma isvay kuK _padey nhÄ.˜ AasþwVy
Òsko mui› nÒkmeH hE, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AasþwVy, ink! hE Òsko
sHsarka kaH@a AaEr moÙkI pyaRy ALp kalmeH Ýaº honevalI hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Ao clte hE ne Aapè wVyTv pairàimk wVyTvmeH Ôe xi› pDI hE yoGytakI,
mui› honekI Ane mui›$p Ôe wVyTvwav hE AHdr, ãVySvwav Ao pyaRymeH Ýg!
honeke layk Ôe wVyTv hE, Ao pyaRy ãVymeH nhÄ, khete hE smjmeH Aaya?
Aek smykI pyaRy AvS=a, Ùyopxm &ankI AvS=a hoH, Ùyopxm Ae!le
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ivkas$p AvS=a, &anka Ýg! ivkas$p AvS=ano AHx, Ao wI bihrŸtÀv
ign krke AhÄ to hey kha hE. smjmeH Aaya? AHt:tÀv Ôe wgvan AaTma
pUàRndH Ýwu, vo ih |yey krne layk ne Ae AadrÌy ne _padey hE sMyG¹iÚko
dUsrI ko{ cIj _padey hE nhÄ. Vyvharey _padey nhÄ AEsa pyaRy _padey nhÄ,
inmRz pyaRy hoH. lalcHdÒ AEsI bat hE sU"m, jrI sUne to qra, Aa kya cIj
vItrag magRmHe hE, qbr nhÄ magRkI ne ApnI kLpnase magR man le bapu AEse
to AnHtvar kIya hE. smjmeH Aaya? jhaH wgvan ibrajte hE prmaTma inj
Ýwu, _smeH to Aek smykI pyaRyka p` AiStTv _smeH nhÄ, AEsa ãVy ih _padey
hE. sMyG¹iÚko vo ih ãVy AadrÌy hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr sMyGdxRn huAa
AaEr _smeH cair5kI pyaRy wI hu{, to bI ye _padey ne AadrÌy nhÄ.
moÙkI pyaRy to Ýg! hE nhÄ, p` hu{ _sko, Ao bI Ao Òvko, sMyG¹iÚko
_padey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ nHdikxorÒ. AEse wgvan AaTma Aek hI cIj i5kazI
cIj \uv/ AHt:tÀv, AHt:Sv$p, AHt:wav AaEr pyaRyka AHxse maHDIne ragaid sb
bihrŸtÀv hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa AHt:tÀv _pr ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE,
\mRkI x$Aat vhaHse hotI hE. laq vat kre dUsrI, kroD vat kre, smjmeH Aaya?
p` sMyGdxRnkI AvS=a, \mRkI phelI sIDI, \mRka phela nUr, tej pyaRykaAahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ao ãVyko |yey krnese Ýg! hoga. bakI 5` kaz bIÒ
ko{ vat gme te kre _sse vo Ýg! hota nhÄ. kho smjmeH Aaya? Ae bat 38 meH
yhaH kha, vo bat yhaH khete hE deqo.
—_n tInme˜
H , phelo perg
e a/ f hE ne, tIn kaEn? ÒvTv, wVyTv, AwVyTv
Ao tIn cIj ÒvTv, wVyTv, AwVyTv Ao tIn. _smeH Ôe ÒvTv tInmeH samaNy
Ôe i5kaz ÒvÀv Svwav Ôe hE, vo prmpairàimk Svwav$p ÒvTv wav, vo
ih qreqr AaTma, vo to bH\ ne moÙka kar` Ane bH\ ne moÙ$p piràmse xUNy
hE phele piràmse xUNy kha =a, yhaH Awav hE AEsa kæa. smjmeH Aaya? Aaya
=a vo, nhÄ phel?e phele xUNy _pr kha =a ne bH\ moÙ piràmse riht kha,
bIÔ perg
e a/ fmaH AaiqrmaH. phelm
e He xUNy kha =a, piràmse xUNy, bH\-moÙ pyaRy
pirìt riht hE _pr perg
e a/ fmaH smjmeH Aaya?
to khete hE ke Ôe ÒvTvwav i5kaz, wVy-AwVymeH ÒvTv Ôe i5kaz wav
hE, vo ih vaStivk AaTma Ane vo ih _padey Ane AadrÌy hE.. hve Ôe ds
Ýa`$p Ôe ÒvTv hE, vo ds Ýa` jD nhÄ, vo paHc [iNãyaH vIyR AEsI Ôe pyaRykI
yoGyta _sko AhÄya piràm kha, hE to kmRkI inim¿kI ApeÙa p` Ae ApeÙa
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nhÄ lena AhÄya. SvtH5 AaTma ApnI pyaRymeH waveiNãy$p Ane vIyR$p Ôe
pir`mn krte hE _sko Axuâ pairàimk wav khenm
e He Aata hE smjmeH Aaya? ye
Axuâ pairàimk wav ye bihrŸtÀv hE, so ye AadrÌy hE nhÄ AaEr wVy ne
AwVy do wed hE, Ao wI Axuâ pairàimk wav huAa wed huAane? Aek$p n rha
vo cIj to wVy ne AwVy Ôe Axuâ, pyaRy$p pairàimk khenm
e He Aata hE vo bI
AadrÌy hE nhÄ.
hve tIn wavmes
H e kya wavvazako mui› hotI hE Ane kya wavse mui›
hotI hE? smjmeH Aaya? —tInmeH wVyTv lÙ` pairàimkko˜ wVyTv AHdr
yoGyta AHdr mui› Sv$p ih wgvan hE. vStu to mu› Sv$p ih hE. vStumHe bH\
moÙ hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? mu› nam Aa mui› Ae!le mui›kI pyaRy Aem nhÄ.
ãVy mu› Sv$p Ae!le iwþ ih hE yHU smjmeH Aaya? AEsa wVyTv lÙ`
pairàimkko to —y=asHwv sMykŸTvaid Òvguòka Fatk˜ sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an,
sMykcair5 AEsI Ôe ÒvkI inmRz vItragI pyaRy _s$p nhÄ pir`mte hE Òv
Ane ivkar$p pir`mte hE, _smeH Òv-guò xBd wle gu` lIya mgr hE pyaRy,
AvS=a, im+yaTv AvS=a sMykŸTvko Fat krtI hE, _Tpþ nhÄ hone detI, A-&an
sMyG&anko Fat krta hE, AaEr A-cair5 cair5kI pyaRyko Fat krta hE. ye hE
to AEsa p` yhaH lete hE ke _smeH inim¿$p FatI Ane AFatI kaEn hE. yh btate
hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Òv-pyaRyka Fatk —dexFatI-svRFatI˜ smikt mohnIy Aaid dexFatI hE.
im+yaTv svRFatI Ae!le pUr`$p Ýg! hone n de Ae Ýk<itka inim¿ko svRFatI
khete hE. kaH{k ivkas Ane kaH{k Fat ho, _sko dexFatI khenm
e He Aata hE. ke!luH yad
raqvuH ma`sne AamaH Ae{ mnsuqwa{ vkIlatmeH kItna yad rqte hE? kayda ne
fayda ne \Uz ne \aÌ.
khete hE wVyTv pairàimk Apna inj Svwav kaym, _skI pyaRyme,H
AvS=ame,H haltme,H Ôe sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI pyaRyse iv$â pyaRy krte hE, ye
sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI Fatk hE. iv$â piràm krte hE vo piràm sMyGdxRn
AaidkI Fatk hE p` vh Fatk n lekr dexFatI- svRFatI Ýk<it Fatk lIya hE
AhÄya. kyÇik Ýk<it _pr _ska lÙ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Svwav _pr lÙ hE nhÄ.
smjmeH Aaya? Apna AiStTv i5kazI &aykwav _pr AiStTvkI, hEyaitkI
¹iÚ nhÄ to _skI Aek smykI pyaRy ne ragkI hEyait _pr ¹iÚ hE, to Ao kmR
_pr _skI ¹iÚ g{ TyaH lHba{ne smjmeH Aaya? to inmRz sMyGdxRn &an
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cair5kI Ôe pyaRy _sko Fat krnemHe dexFatI ne svRFatI Ôe Ýk<it, Ôe jD hE
_sko yhaH inim¿se dexFatI ne svRFatI khenm
e He Aaya hE.
—AEse namovaza mohaidkmRsamaNy,˜ mohaidkmRsamaNy wed n paDta,
mohkmR, &anavrÌ, dxRnavrÌ ivgere AHtray AEsa Ôe samaNy kmR hE Aena
pe!awedmaH, im+yaTv Ae svRFatI hE dxRnmoh, smikt mohnIy ye dexFatI hE kevz&anavrÌ svRFatI hE, car &anavrÌ dexFatI hE, AEsa pe!awed le lena,
p` pe!awed n krke mohaidkmRsamaNy pyaRyai=Rknyse #Hkta hE, deqo ApnI inmRz
pyaRymeH Ao inim¿ hota hE pyaRyai=Rknyse, ãVyai=RknymeH to ko{ iv¼™ hE nhÄ.
smjmeH Aaya?
cahe to Axuw piràm im+yaTvka tIv/ ho, to wI vStumHe to Ôe hE yh hE
_smeH to ko{ nukxan hE nhÄ. Ane cahe to kevz&an Ýg! ho to p` vStune ÉaH{
law hota hE AEsI ko{ cIj hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? AEsI cIj Ôe hE _ska
pyaRymeH inim¿$p AEsa mohkmR, dxRnmoh, cair5moh, &anavrÌ, dxRnavrÌ
AEsa kmR Aek inim¿, miln piràm$p Òv, Apneko KoDkr Ôe pir`mn krte
hE, Ae pir`mnka, qreqr to xuâ pir`mnka voih Fatk hE. p` vo FatkmeH
inim¿ kmR _ska lÙ kIya =a to inim¿ kmR Fatk hE AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE.
smjmeH Aaya? ware JIùH wa{ Aa jene to hÒ kaH{ AWyasey n hoy Aene Aa
qbr xuH pDe? p` bapu Aa AWyas krvo pDxe, Ôe suqI =vuH hoy, Aa jnmmr`na car gitna du:qo Aekla du:q nhÄ narkIna ke Aeva nhÄ du:q, car
gitna du:q Aakuzta, SvgRmaHy du:q Aakuzta hE, Ae AakuztakI pyaRyka Vyy
krna ho, Ane Anakuz AanHd suq$pe hona ho to _sko ãVy i5kazI hE _skI ¹iÚ
krna pDega Ae ivna suqka pH= nIklega nhÄ khete hE, AEse Ônna. smjmeH
Aaya?
hve _skI svzI vat krte hE. svzI kya khete hE? (sul!I) sul!I, sul!I
khete hE ne ihHdImeH tuMharI kya khete hE? (sul!I) sul!I - (sI\I) sI\I to nhÄ
sul!I, —jb kazaid liB\ke vx˜, kaz Aaid xBd pDa hE. Aekla kaz nhÄ
Aahaha¦ SvkazmeH AanHdkI pyaRy Ýg! honeka kaz hE AaEr pyaRymeH i5kaz
Svwav sNmuq honeka Ôe wav hE Ae wav Ane kaz sa=me paHcye smvay hE.
smjmeH Aaya? paHcye smvayka A=R, wgvan AaTmameH Ôe smye Ôe liB\ Ýaº
honevalI hE vo kaz, Aaer wVyTv nam wav, Ao bI Ao smymeH wav Ýg! hona
=a, Ao wav. Aaer Ao ih smymeH Svwav sNmuq wav kIya Ao wav Aor Ao
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ih smymeH kmRka inim¿me,H kmRke kar`se Awav huAa, Ao co=a bol AaEr paHcma
bol smjmeH Aaya? kya paHcma bol rha? (Svwav) Svwav i5kaz i5kaz
Svwav wgvan AaTma vo to hE ih. _skI _pr wav lgaya, Tyare paHcye
smvay _smeH Aa gya. smjmeH Aaya?
ware vatu wa{, bIÔ =okDa yad kre Ke ne flaùH yad kre Ke Ae krta Aa
cIj xIqe to _smeH p¿a lge ke kya cIj hE. smjmeH Aaya? kevzIkae Aek &an hE
ne K@a S=ane car &an hE ne flaàne {tna hE ne flaàne {tna hE, haHke raqe
gDIya bole raqe _smeH hE kya? sUnto shI, smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma Apna kazaid liB\ke vx, wVyTv xi›kI Vyi› hotI hE.
wVyTv xi› to _sko khena hE Ôe moÙ Svwav Ôe i5kaz _sko wVyTv xi›.
_skI Vy›ta, Ýg!ta hotI hE, hotI hE to _ska A=R kya? kEse hotI hE vh pIKe
khega, AhÄya to hotI hE AEsa phele lIya. tb, jb hotI hE tb, jb kazaid
wavaidkI liB\ AHdr Svwav sNmuq honeka wavka kaz hE, wgvan AaTma
i5kazI AanHd Sv$p \uv/ hE, Ao trfka wavka Jukav huAa to kazaid liB\ vx
ho g{ pyaRy, to vo pyaRy kya hE? Vyi› hotI hE, Ýg! hotI hE, Ôe AhÄya
xi›mes
H e Vyi› AEse to kha. Aahaha¦ KtaH \uv/ mes
H e pyaRy Aa{? pyaRy pyaRyse
hotI hE AEsa isâ krna hE Aahaha¦ (xi›ka mtlb pyaRy) xi› hE i5kaz \uv/ ,
pyaRy nhÄ, Vyi› Ao pyaRy.
xi› vo i5kaz, Vyi› Ýg! Ao pyaRy p` ye xi›mes
H e Ýg! pyaRy hotI
hE. yh yhaH \uv/ -\uv/ wle bne xi› p` pyaRyka kar` nhÄ vo \uv/ . vah re gjb
vat Ke. Aa to Am<t coFDIyanI vatHu Ke, Am<t Ýg! krvanI he?H Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma pyaRy _pr buiâ hE, AvS=a, AvS=a hE ne Ùi`k, &anka
ivkas _skI _pr Ìic hE, buiâ hE, rag _pr Ìic hE, inim¿ _pr Ìic hE. Ao
tIno wavmeH Ôe Ìic hE vo gulaH! qatI hE ¹iÚ. vo Ìic KoDkr \uv/ _pr ¹iÚ krte
hE Tyare khete hE ke xi›nI Vyi› hotI hE.
TyaH to AEsa lIya hE xi›mes
H e Ýg!ta wa{ vStuko smÔve to kEse smÔve
Aek baj¡ khe ke pairàimkwav bH\ moÙna pyaRy riht \uv/ ih hE smjmeH Aaya?
kyÇik vo pir`mn nhÄ krte ne? pir`mn to pyaRy krtI hE pir`mn pyaRy
krtI hE, vo to ApiràmI i5kaz ãVy \uv/ hE. smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE smjmeH Aave AEsI cIj hE hae,H n smjmeH Aave AEsI ko{ cIj hE ih
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nhÄ. AacayR smÔte hE to smjne layk hE _sko smÔte hE ne? smjne layk
hE _sko smÔte hE ke lakDako smÔte hE? ragko smÔte hE? (phele klaska
iv>a=±ko) phela klas nhÄ AaTmaka klas hE Aa. phela-fhela klas nhÄ.
AaTmaka klas hE Aa (brabr p` phele klas ke iv>a=±ko........) (vCce=I)
phele klaske iv>a=±ko Aa Ônna pDega- Ae ivna sb Ône Ao \Uz \aÌ hE.
Ae to jFNy w`narne sa\ar` _skI waØase smÔte hE. smßya ne?
jFNy _skI laykat mgr Aa cIj to dUsrI hE smjmeH Aaya? \m± hona hE,
\m± nam \rana hE, to \mR kEse hota hE _skI qbr nhÄ ne \m± khaHse Aa gya?
smjmeH Aaya? hm \m± hE, hm \mR krte hE p` \mR krte hE to khaHse huAa tere
\mR, qbr hE? khaH terI ¹iÚ =I. \mR huAa? Ae kaH{ qbr nhÄ, \mR krte hE hm to
(guÌnI k<pa) \Uzye nhÄ guÌnI k<pa TyaH kam AatI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wgvankI
k<pa kam AatI nhÄ.
j¡Ao xaÏmaH to AEse Aate hE. wgvannI vaÌ=I &an =ay Ane &an=I
AaTmane mui› =ay to svR& wgvannI k<pase mui› hotI hE AEsa Aata hE xaÏmeH
to Ae{ Aave Ke ke nhÄ? inymsarmaH lQyuH Ke inymsarmaH Ke ne? phela AaVyuH ne,
phela (x$AatmaH) x$AatmaH k–aH ke!lamI ga=a? (Aa@mI) Aa@mIne? Aa@mImeH
hE? ga=a nhÄ }lok, satmI ga=a phela KõIna kzx _pr iv>anHdSvamI, [Ú fz
Ôe mui› _ska _pay subo\ hE mui›kI Ýaiºka _pay sMyG&an hE subo\ suxaÏse
hota hE nvrHgwa{¦ subo\ suxaÏse hota hE, inim¿se bat krna hE ne? suxaÏkI
_Tpi¿ Aaºse hotI hE (Aaº AaVya) Aaº wgvan sMyG¹iÚ, kevzI, muin Aaid
sbko Aaº khenme He Aata hE smjmeH Aaya? wavdIipkameH lIqa hE yh sb, {slIye
_nke Ýsad ke kar` Aaº purØu bu\jno äara pUjneH yoGy hE.
hE? (svarmaH èiãy kæuH htu)H vo èiãy kæa =a mgr yhaH inim¿pàka
&an krana hE ke inim¿ kaEn =a? smjmeH Aaya? mui› subo\ hota hE to hotI
hE, subo\ xaÏse hota hE, xaÏ Aaº purØu kI vaÌ hotI hE Ao xaÏ hE smjmeH
Aaya? _nke Ýsadke kar` AaºpurØu bu\jno äara pUjne yoGy hE, mui› svR&devkI
k<paka fz honese svR&dev &anIAo äara pUjne yoGy hE (Lyo coQqe coQqI vat)
coQqe coQqI. —kÌà hm pavt hE tumkI vh bat rhI sugÌ
u gmkI˜. wgvan
AapkI kÌà hu{ muJpe. _ska A=R ke Aapka &anmeH Aa smye mera \mR Ýg!
huAa, AEsa Aapka &anmeH =a, ye AapkI kÌà mere pr hu{ AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE.
smjmeH Aaya? vo to ijnsenSvamI wgvanko kÌàmy khete hE he Ýwu AapkI
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kÌà hE muJ pr (kÌà Òvno Svwav Ke) Svwav Ke. Ae AivkarI kÌà
Svwav, AivkarI kÌà Svwav Aek hÔr ne Aa@ nammeH Aaya hE vo. smjmeH
Aaya?
kÌà Aoho¦ Aa smymeH Aa &an, _ska Qyal, &anmeH pir`mn hE, ke Aa
Òvko Aa smymeH moÙ hoga, kevz&an hoga, Aa smye hoga, AEsa inim¿
sHb\H deqkr, Ýwu Aapka &anmeH merI \mR pyaRy Aa smye Ýg! hogI AEsa =a,
to AapkI kÌà hE mere pr. Ae{ cHdw
u a{, bat to AEsI hE. guÌk<pano A=R Aa hE,
AEsa inim¿pà hota hE. AEsI bat hE. p` inim¿pà kb khete hE ke jb _sko
AaTmaka SvanHd huAa, Sv-Aa]y huAa to _sko inim¿ khenm
e He Aata hE, AEsI
bat hE. ware vatu kyÇik kIye huAe _pkarko sa\u purØu wUlte nhÄ. sßjn purØu o
je \maRTmase _pkar huAa, Ae _pkar \maRTma wUlte nhÄ Aem khete hE AEsI Svwav
StuitmeH AEsa Aaya hE AEsa bhuman \maRTma ÝTye, kevzI ÝTye Aaya bIna rhete nhÄ.
AEsI vStukI myaRda hE smjmeH Aaya?
AhÄ khete hE ke xi›kI Vyi› AhÄ to jrI Ae vat Ke Ae{ xi›kI Vyi›
Ôe prm Svwavwav i5kazI kha ne wVyTv lÙ` pairàimk Ôe
pairàimkwav i5kaz, Ae xi›ka pÄD Ôe hE, _skI Vyi› \mRkI pyaRy hE
AEsa yhaH khenemeH Aaya hE. ware vat wa{, cImnwa{ pana to hE ne, pana to
hE ne? Aaj to Kõa VyaQyan hE Aaj, Aa ga=aka paHc VyaQyan to ho gya hE.
tb xi›kI Vyi› hotI hE tb-jb wgvan AaTma sMyGdxRn&an cair5
Ao xi›kI Vyi›, AE s a hota hE tb, kya hota hE —Òv shj xu â
pairàimkwav lÙ` inj prmaTm ãVyke˜ deqo. Aahaha¦ Tyare Ae Òv shj xuâ pairàimk wav lÙ` AEsa inj prmaTm ãVy Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya? wIqawa{¦ (Ò. Ýwu) pheluH AaVyuH'tuH. AamaH tmaruH =oDuH, Ae AaVyuH'tuH
Ae &an krva ma!e AaVyuH'tuH. ware kam wa{. jEn dxRnnI xElI.
Aek baj¡ khe sUnnese Ôe &an hota hE, Aek to Ôè tkrar vaH\a ye ke sUnnese
&an hota hE, to vo bat j¡õI. &an ApnI pyaRyse hota hE Aek bat. Ae ApnI
pyaRyse Ôe &an huAa vo bI y=a=R &an nhÄ. vaH\a _padan inim¿na -smjmeH
Aaya? sUnnese &an hota hE, èiãy hE to sUna, _sse &an huAa, to khe èiãyse
Ane sunnese nhÄ, terI pyaRymeH terI yoGytase ye sUnneka &an huAa hE. Ao &an
wI y=a=R nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? _ska lÙ KoDkr i5kazI prm Svwav, ¹iÚ
_smeH ho Ane Ôe &an ho _sko &an khenme He Aata hE. nvrHgwa{ - ware kam AamaH.
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khete hE, ßyare xi›kI Vy›ta Ýg! honevalI hE, tb Òv Éya krte hE?
shj xuâ pairàimkwav lÙ`, i5kaz Svwavwav, ku!S= Ôe \u/vwav,
pir`mnevala nhÄ Ao wav, pyaRymeH nhÄ Aata hE AEsa wav, Aahaha¦ shj
Svawaivk xuâ pairàimkwav Ae!le Svwavwav, ÒsmeH ko{ ApeÙa ih nih,
pyaRykI ApeÙa nih —inj prmaTm ãVy˜ Apna prmaTm Sv$p, i5kaz vStu
—Ae ãVyke sMykŸ ]âan˜ deqo AEsa ãVykI sMykŸ icdanHd Ýwu, Awed cEtNy ãVy
_skI sMykŸ ]âa, _ska nam sMyGdxRn smjmeH Aaya? (to nv tÀvnI ]âa
É–aH g{) nvtÀvnI ]âa Anuwv im+yaTvmaH g{. wed$p ]âa nvtÀvkI wed$p
]âa Ao im+yaTv hE. Ao phele kha =a btaVyu'H tuH phel?e kzx !IkamaH btaya =a.
Aa kzxme,H btaya =a phele deqo vohI pana Aaya —nv tÀv$p vStuka Anuwv
im+yaTv hE˜ Ae Kõa kzx-Am<tcHãacayRka kzx hE AemaH Kõa kzx Òv-AÒvAas/v-bH\-sHvr-injRra-moÙ-pu~y-papna Anaid sHb\H ne KoDIne wava=R Aam
Ke sHsar AvS=amaH ÒvãVy nv tÀv$p pir`MyuH Ke te to ivwav pirìt Ke,
te=I nv tÀv$p vStuno Anuwv im+yaTv Ke (dev-guÌnI ]âay rhI g{ AamaH)
dev-guÌnI ]âa Ao ivkLp hE. Ane ivkLpmeH \mR mante hE vo im+yaTv hE.
Ae{ - mulcHdwa{ (kDk vat) kDk lage? magR to ye hE mane ivprIt to
kaH{ sul!a ho Ôyega? smysar kzx hE. vo rajmÐ !Ika hE ne rajmÐ !Ika hE
ne? Aa gujratI Ke. ihHdI wI hE smjmeH Aaya? nv tÀvkI nhÄ, dev guÌ xaÏkI
nhÄ, dev-guÌ-xaÏnI ]âa Ao rag ivkLp hE AaEr ivkLpko prma=eR \mR manna
Ao im+yaTv hE smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ (mulcHdwa{ khe Ke Aem lage Ke qÌH
kDk) hve muzcHdwa{ne bhu lage AevHu n=I phela lagtuH nvu.H kho smjmeH Aaya?
magR to AEsa hE wa{, dUsre rSte c# Ôy, Ôy Aa=mè Ane mze _gmùH
wavngr? Aem kwI hota hE? (nhÄ) wavngr Ôna hE ne Ôy #sa (#srDa)
AhÄ #sa hE ne #sa #srDa hE. AhÄ=I 13 ga_ Ke!e hE ne 13 ga_ heH (rajko!nI trf)
#srDa rajko! trf Aa=mà hE wavngr to _gmà hE.
Apna wavngr wgvan to _gmà hE, jemaH sUyR _ge Ao idxameH hE smjmeH
Aaya? xi›kI Vyi› kI\Ine wa{, xuâ pairàimk shj lÙ` inj prmaTm
ãVy-_skI sMykŸ ]âa, smjmeH Aaya? _ska sMyG&an, sMykŸ tInomeH le lena,
_ska sMyG&an AaEr _ska Anucr`$p cair5, \uv/ &ayk wgvan AaTma
inTy _ska ¹iÚ lgakr, Ôe ]âa hu{ AaEr Ôe &an huAa, _smeH lInta hu{- Ao
dxRn, &an ne cair5, ye tIno hE pyaRy, Ae pyaRy hE, ãVy nhÄ, gu` nhÄ, ivkar
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nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
pyaRyse pir`mta hE Aem waØa lI\I Ae AEsI AvS=ase pir`mta hE.
piràmko ãVyse iwþ raQya KtaH pyaRyse pir`mta hE smjmeH Aaya? pyaRyse
pir`mta hE AevHu AaVyu.H ãVy pir`mta hE AEsa nhÄ Aem, p` Aa to Aek
daqlo. p` AhÄya to sI\a ãVy lena hEn?e dUsre @ekaè le ãVy pote pir`me Ke.
ãVyTv gu` Ke. ãVyTv gu` hE ne ãVyTv, ãVyTv gu` hE ke nhÄ (Ke) to _ska A=R
Éya? Ôe xi›ne karè ãvte hE, pir`mte hE. ãVy- Ao bat to &ankI ivxeØmeH do
wavkI bat wedse khenm
e He Aaya hE. p` Awed icdanHd ãVy AekIla hE, vo pyaRymeH
pir`mta nhÄ (iblkul brabr kha) Ae ma!e kha Ae pyaRyse pir`mta hE
smjmeH Aaya? ãVykI sMyG]âan &an Ao pyaRy AvS=ameH hota hE Aahaha¦
ware vat wa{.
vh pir`mn bs hve j¡Ao, Ae pyaRy Ôe AvS=a Ýg! hu{ to i5kaz
&ayk wgvan xuâ \/vu _skI ¹iÚ krnes,e _ska &an krnese ne _smeH lIn honese
Ôe pyaRy$p wav huAa, Ao pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a hu{, Ae AvS=a Éya wave hu{?
Ae AvS=ameH Éya wav khenm
e He Aata hE? Ae khete hE.
—yh pir`mn Aagm waØaAe AaEpximk˜ Ae AaEpximk wav khete hE
_sko. deqo ye AaEpximk wav bI xuâopyog$p hE. AagmwaØaAe _pxm$p hE,
A|yaTm waØaAe Ae xuâ-_pyog$p hE. _pxmwav bI xu|\opyog$p hE. Aa
loko raD paDte hE ne ke xuw ivkLp, xuw ivkLp xuw rag Kõa gu`S=an su\I
xuwrag hE. xuw _pyog hE, AEse nhÄ, yhaH Éya kha deqo _pxmwav Ae
AagmwaØaAe kæa Ane A|yaTm waØaAe _sko xuâAaTma Aiwmuq piràm
kha, xuâ wgvan AaTmanI sNmuqka wav, _sko xuâAaTma Aiwmuq piràm
kho A|yaTmse ke xu|\opyog kho. smjmeH Aaya?
_pxmwav vo co=ese Aigyar tk, _pxm smikt hota hE AaEr _pxm
cair5 wI Aigyarme Aaid pUra hota hE, to khete he ke _pxmwavmeH wI, xaÏ
waØaAe _sko _pxmwav kha ÒskI Ýk<it hÒ AHdr pDI hE, nax nih kIya hE
p` inmRzta Ýg! hu{ hE, jEse paÌmeH mel hE, vo mel be@ gya hE, inkl gya
nhÄ, be@ gya hE, p` nItr gya hE panI, nItr gya khete hE ne _prse _sko
_pxmwav khete hE, Ýk<it pDI hE AHdrme.H smjmeH Aaya? spRka ¹ÚaHt dIya =a.
spR nIkla =a hmare palejmeH nIce bDa hDfa =a, hDfa Éya khete hE? lakDakI pe!I,
bDI pe!I =I nIce spR bDa spR krna Éya? vaHsDo gre nhÄ, ma`s ADe nhÄ, j{
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|yeypUvkR &ey
xke nhÄ. pKI ko{ khe paÌ KaH!o AenI _pr. paÌ @HDu Ae!le halI xkxe nih,
nIkzI xkxe nih. fUfH aDa marI xkxe nih, paÌ KaH!yuH =oDuH pIKe. lakDanI pe!Ine
=oDI hlavI ne bhar ka#I kar` halI xke nhÄ spR paÌ KaH!yu Ae!le- pIKe
pkDya.
AEse Ýk<it _pr phele paÌ KaH!ya. _pxm purØu a=Rs,e paÌ KaH!Ine Ýk<itka
Anudy kr dIya. Anudy honekI laykat to _skI =I hÇ. (paÌse nhÄ) na,
Ýk<it, O to inim¿se k=n hE ne? nhÄ to Apna purØu a=R ApnemHe rha, Ane kmRkI
Ýk<itka Anudy huAa vo _ske kar`se huAa, smjmeH Aaya?
Ae _pxmwav- moÙmagRkI pyaRyko _pxmwav wI khete hE, Ùyopxm wI
khete hE. Ùyopxm co=e se bar tk hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? &anka, dxRn _pyog
ka, smikt co=ese satma tk hota hE Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk co=ese te isâ tk,
smiktka &an dxRnka terme tk Ùaiyk &an. p` ßyaH ßyaH je _pxm, Ùyopxm ne
Ùaiyk Ao moÙka magRkI Ôe pyaRy hE yhaH wav5ykI pyaRykI bat krna hE- hÇ.
Ae "aaiyk, AEse wav5y kha Ôta hE. wgvan AaTma Apna \/vu inTyanHd
Ýwu, _skI ]âa &an ne Anucr` krnese Ôe pyaRy Vy›$p Ýg! hu{. _sko
_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk xaÏ waØaAe, Aagm k=nse AEse khenm
e He Aata hE.
smjmeH Aaya? Aa ga=a to AaqHu maq` krIne naQyuH Ke AHdrmaH. Ane Aene
A|yaTm waØaAe deqo, Sv trfka vl`vazI k=n xElImeH A|yaTmiS=it, xuâAaTma Aiwmuq, deqo hve Ae _pxmwavmeH wI xuâ AaTma Aiwmuq, ÙyopxmmeH
wI xuâAaTma Aiwmuq, ÙaiykmeH wI xuâaTma Aiwmuq smjmeH Aaya?
xuâ wgvanka sNmuq piràm huAa. _sko Aagm waØaAe _pxm, Ùyopxm
kha, A|yaTm waØaAe xuâ AaTma Aiwmuq Ôe ivmuq =a, xuâAaTmase ivmuq =a
Ane pyaRy ne ragse sNmuq =a, Ao ¹iÚ KU!kr xuâAaTma Aiwmuq piràm
Lyo. piràm kho, pyaRy kho, AvS=a kho, dxa kho, halt kho Aek bol. xuâ
_pyog bIÔe bol. Ôe Aaya, tIn wavmeH tInomeH xu|\opyog lIya hE. AEse nhÄ
kha ke Ùaiyk wav ho to xu|\opyog hota hE. _pxmwavmeH wI xu|\opyog hota
hE AEsa kha (co=a gu`S=an=I te brabr Ke) p` ma`sne sTy dIqna ho to
qbr pDe ne? (co=a=I xuâopyog n levo, xu|\opyog satmese hota hE) co=anuH
n lev,Hu Ae to Aeè ë\u lQyuH Ke. Aa Éya khete hE. _pxm, Ùaiyk AemaH lQyuH Ke
AjmervazaO- AamaH deqay Ke to AEsa, tIn wavmeH co=ese xu|\opyog hota hE
AEsI !IkakarkI |vin to AEsI hE, p` Aapè AEsa A=R n lena _smes
H e smjmeH
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Aaya? hE ke nhÄ ÉyaH hE panuH 341 j¡Ao, tIn wav Aaya ne? tIn wav Aaya
_sko A|yaTm waØaAe xu|\opyog kha, tIno wavko _pxm ho- ÙyopxmmeH ho
ke Ùaiyk ho. hve AhÄ AacayR to AEsa khete hE ke tIno wavmeH AaTmakI ApeÙaAe
xuâopyog khenm
e He Aata hE. to AhÄ khete hE ke A|yaTm waØameH vhÄ xuâAaTma ke
Aiwmuq piràm Sv$p xu|\opyog nam pata hE. yh !Ikakarke _Lleqse ctu=R
gu`S=anmeH xu|\opyog ho Ôna isâ hota hE. ÉyÇik vhaH dxRnmohka Ùy Ùyopxm
_pxm ho Ôta hE. to ifr Éya ctu=R gu`S=anmeH xu|\opyog man lena cahIye?
Ae vaH\a _@ya- Aahaha¦ (p` AacayeR kI\uH pKI AemaH xuH vaH\a) p` AacayeR kæuH
to Ke p` ßyaH vItragI smikt hoy TyaH xuâopyog lena, AemaH (p` AacayeR
lI\uH Ke ne) Éya kre? Aohoho¦ xu.H
vStu sMykŸ cIj Éya hE, vh xu|\opyogmeH ih Ýaº hota hE xuw_pyog
ivkLp TyaH hE ih nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? pKI Om khe _pr kæuH Ke ne Aam kI\uH Aem.
(flaà @ekaè Aam kæuH Ke ne b\ey ë\a A=R pKI bey _tare) bey dxRnmoh Ane
cair5moh beyna piràm riht hoy Tyare tene xu|\opyog khevamaH Aave Ke.
(wUl to wUl j Ke.) gaE`pè xuâ-_pyog.
vaStivk AEsI cIj hE ke Apna inj vepar SvsNmuq huAa, to _ska nam
xu|\opyog hE. smjmeH Aaya? TyaH xuw ivkLpkI gH\ nhÄ, AbuiâpUvkR wle ho.
smjmeH Aaya? AbuiâpUvkR nam QyalmeH n Aave AEsa rag ho, p` _pyog pD–a hE
TyaH ãVy _pr, vo _pyogko xu|\opyog khete hE. co=e gu`S=ane sMyGdxRn hota
hE, vh xu|\opyogse hota hE, pIKe xu|\opyog sday nhÄ rhet,e kwI kwI xu|\opyog
Aa Ôta hE, pIKe xuâpirìt rhetI hE. smjmeH Aaya? vzI xuâpirìt Éya ne
xu|\opyog Éya? Ôe inmRzta Ýg! hu{ vo pirìtkI, _smeH dxRn-&an ne Sv$p
Aacr`$p pirìt to inrHtr rhetI hE. smjmeH Aaya? sMyG¹iÚ, jb huAa to
_smeH ãVyka xu|\opyog jb huAa tb huAa. to Ae xu|\opyog pIKe qs Ôte hE,
xuw ivkLpme,H AxuwmaH _pyog Aa Ôta hE, p` vo xuâpirìt Ôe dxRn-&an ne
Sv$p Aacr`kI hE, vo nhÄ ÔtI, Ae xuâpirìt sHvr ne injRraka kar` hE
cahe to Ae xu|\opyogvazo phele sMykŸ =ya ne pIKe lDa{meH qDa ho AaEr
KNnu hÔr ÏIna v<dH na ivØyna ivkLp Aaya ho, smjmeH Aaya? p` _skI
pirìt ivkLpse iwþ pDI hE. pHiDtÒ (bat AEsI hE) he?H bat AEsI hE. inüymeH
lIn AaEr Vyvharse mu› hE, lokone sMyGdxRn Éya cIj hE AaEr _ska |yey Éya
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hE AaEr _smeH kItna law hE, {skI qbr nhÄ. kaH{k baæ Tyag kre ne AEsa kre
ne fEsa kre ne khe Aahaha¦ \Uzye n=I im+yaTvka Tyag ivna Tyag kEsa? smjmeH
Aaya?
AhÄ khe Ke pKI _pr levHu nhÄ. Om khe Ke dxRn sHb\H I ne cair5 sHbH\I mUz
to wUl hE w{ b\Iy wUl nIkze Aevo xuâ _pyog Ke Aem Aahaha¦ (bey wUl Ke.
p` Aek wUl rhI ke nhÄ?) Ae to =oDI-AEsa lIya =a !IkameH rajmLl !Ikame,H
¹ÚaHt dIya =a spRka, spRka ¹ÚaHt dIya hE spRne @ayÈ Ke. kIla, cair5moh kIl, bH\
kr dIya hE, sMyGdxRn huAa to cair5moh kIl dIya... kIlanI pe@e kIl dIya hE AEsa
hE rajmLlmeH cair5 mohko to kIl dIya hE, bH\n kr dIya hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Ao kar`se Svwavka Anuwvme,H sMyGdxRnmeH Òvko Ae ¹iÚkI ApeÙaAe to
rag Axuw ho ke xuw ho kIl rqa hE cair5 doØko bH\n hE nhÄ ApnemHe Aata nhÄ
pyaRy ApnemHe AatI nhÄ lata nhÄ. pIKe Éya Aaya hE Aem khete hE- smjmeH
Aaya? ga=ameH hE- bnarsIdase lIya hE, bnarsIdase _smes
H e lIya hE- bnarsIdase
ÉyaHk }lokmaH Ke.
khete hE ;wav5y', Apna ãVySvwav vStu trfkI ¹iÚ &an AaEr xaHit
hu{-Ao 5` wav _sko khete hE. to tIno wavmeH xu|\opyog khenm
e He Aata hE.
smjmeH Aaya? Ao to A®lgg/h`ka ¹ÚaHt dIya =a, —Apna Svwavse ih
ÔnnemHe Aanevala &ata hE.˜ A®lgg/h`meH hE Kõa bol ÝTyÙ &ata hE. —Apna
Svwavse ÔnnemHe Aanevala, ivkLpse Vyvharse, fhevarse nhÄ- Apna Svwavse
ÔnnemHe Aanevala AEsa ÝTyÙ &ata AaTma hE.˜ _smeH Éya rag Aaid Aaya?
Ao to Éya xu|\opyog huAa (xuâ-_pyog Svwav Ke) Aave Ke- p` AhÄya
nIcenI vat Ke. _planI ÉyaH vat Ke?
ãVyno Svwav j AEsa hE, ãVyno Svwav j pote Apna Svwavse ÔnnemHe
Aave AEsa ÝTyÙ &ata phele co=ese AEsa hE¦ AaEr dsma bolmeH Ao Aaya, sUyRmHe
klHk nhÄ, A®lgg/h`me,H sUyRmHe klHk nhÄ AEse wgvan AaTmameH ragka klHk
nhÄ. Ae to xu|\opyog SvwavI Ke, vStu xuâ _pyog SvwavI hE, to Òsko
AaTma ÝaPt hota hE, ye xu|\opyogmeH ih ÝaPt hota hE, ÉyUiH k xu|\opyog SvwavI
ih AaTma hE, Aahaha¦ (\Ny vItragdev) bat AEsI hE SpÚ p` hve, vad ivvad
xaÏnI waØaAe, Apna injkI qbr nhÄ, Ane xaÏka A=R kre ApnI kLpnase
Aem ne Aem ê\a A=R.
AhÄya khete hE Aene xuâAaTma (Aiwmuq) piràm khete hE ivgere ivgere
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ãVysHg/hmaH bse ne car pane paHs@ nam Ke Aena, Aa xuâAaTma Aiwmuq
piràmna, jem wgvanna Aek hÔr ne Aa@ name wgvannI Stuit krI Ke ne?
Aem xuâAaTma piràm Aena paHs@ KaHs@ nam Ke, Ane Anuwv ÝkaxmeH suDtalIs
nam Ke, AEse Aekso ds nam Ke. (prmhHsvazo rhI gyo) prmhHs Aavxe hÒ
to, vqt ={ gyo ne wa{. smjmeH Aaya. hÒ Ona nam Aavxe.
Ýma` vcn guÌdev.
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5`so ne vIs ga=a jysen AacayRkI !Ika cltI hE _smeH Aa Aaya hE. ke
AaTma Ôe \/vu &ayk cEtNy ãVy Svwav hE, _sko yhaH pairàimk shj wav
pyaRykI ApeÙa ivnaka wav Ao cIj Ôe hE, _sko ivØy krnevalI wavna,
_sko yhaH Éya wav hE _sko yhaH khete hE. Ae ivØy krnevalI AvS=a Éya
wav$p hE? smjmeH Aaya. paHc wav hE paHc. i5kazI Svwav to pairàimkwav
hE \/vu Svwav AaEr _ska |yey bnakr, _sko ivØy krke Ôe pyaRy Ýg! hu{ Ao
pyaRy Éya wave hE AEsa ÝÆ yhaH hE. to khete hE ke Ao wav, _pxwav, Ùyopxm
wav, Ùaiyk wav, Ae pyaRyka nam tIn wav hE. smjmeH Aaya?
yhaH Aaya deqo, —vh pir`mn Aagm waØase˜ xaÏkI Ôe waØa hE Ao
kar`se —AaEpximk˜ wgvan AaTma, Apna AaTma AanHdno \/vu \am, Ao
trfka Aa]y lekr, Aa]y xBd Aaya 11 mI ga=ames
H e smjmeH Aaya? AaEr
;ivØy' waØa yhaH hE. sU"m ivØy hE. Ôe AaTma i5kazI prm Svwavwav, Ôe
vtRman pyaRy hE AvS=a Ao ragmeH AekTv =I, Ao pyaRy AvS=a vtRmankI,
i5kazko ivØy bnakr vStumHe Aekag/ hota hE, \/vu meH Aekag/ hotI hE. Aekag/taka
A=R _sme ivØy lekr Awed, Awedka A=R pyaRy Ane ãVy Aek nhÄ ho Ôta.
smjmeH Aaya? p` yhaH ragmeH AekTv =a, vo yhaH (AHdr AekTv) =ya _sko
Awed khenm
e He Aata hE sU"m ivØy hE, smjmeH Aaya?
svar-bpor lalcHdwa{Ae magÌ krI Ke ke wa{ Aa clana (AEsa ih
clna cahIye) he?H AEsa ih clna cahIye ACKa. smjmeH Aaya? jEn dxRn Éya
hE, jEn xasn Éya hE Ao bat cltI hE. jEn xasn, Ôe i5kazI &aykwav hE
_smeH Aekag/ta hona, wavmit,wav]ut &an äara ÝTyÙpè AHdrmeH Aekag/ hona
Ao jEn xasn jEn xasn ko{ AaTmakI pyaRyse p<=k rhete hE, AEse nhÄ. smjmeH
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Aaya? jEn xasn Ao vItrag Sv$p i5kaz Ôe hE, ijn®bb i5kaz hE
\/vu , jene AhÄya pairàimkwav kha, vo AkØay, AkØay rsSv$p ijn®bb
Sv$p AaTma hE, vo ih qreqr AaTma khenme He Aata hE. ye AaTmako ivØy krnevalI
Ôe pyaRy hE, Ao pyaRyko jEn xasn khete hE smjmeH Aaya?
_smeH Ôe rag ne dya dan ne ivkLp ne ifkLp Ao Aata nhÄ. Éya lIqa hE _sme?H
tIn wav AEse wav5y kha Ôta hE. Aagm waØaAe. _pxmwav xaHt
rska vedn, Ùyopxmwav xaHt rska Ao wI vedn AaEr Ùaiyk wav _g/ xaHt
rska vedn Ae 5ywav moÙka kar` A=va inüy moÙmagR Aa 5`wav Sv$p
hE. smjmeH Aaya? hE ne xaÏ same? pana hE ke nhÄ? (hE) (tIn nam paD dIya)
he?H nam paD dIya. (xaHt) xaHt ÉyÇik wgvan AaTma xaHtrska ®pD hI hE ne?
AkØay Svwav, vItrag Svwavse wra pDa ãVy Svwav hE. _ska xaHt
rs wra hE xi›me,H xi›se Vyi› wVyTvkI. Ao SvwavmeH Ôe xaHt, vItragta
pDI hE, _smeH Aekag/ta hokr pyaRy nam vtRman dxame,H xaHt dxa Ýg! hona Ao
inüy moÙmagR hE, Ao wavna hE, Ao piràm hE, Ao pyaRy hE. yh A|yaTm
waØaAe xuâAaTma Aiwmuq piràm, wgvan AaTma, deqo, yhaH Aiwmuq xBd
pDyo Ke, AhÄya ivØy kha.
xuâ vStu Ôe i5kaz \/vu hE -_sko ivØy krnevalI wavna kho ke xuâ-AaTma
Aiwmuq piràm kho. smjmeH Aaya? marg, mUz marg Aa hE. Aa Éya khete hE? Aa
Aiwmuq piràmse Ýaº hota hE vo to cltI hE bat. (Aiwmuq piràm kEse krna)
hve krna, Aiwmuq krna, yhaH krta hE vo yhaH krna- pIKe kEse krna? wa{ kEse
krna Éya Aaya? (Aapne kl btaya' =ane qana kEse qana) ko` qate hE?H AbI
rag krte hE, to rag pr sNmuqkI dxaka Anuwv hE Ane ragka AekaHt Anuwv vo to
im+yaTvka Anuwv hE- smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma xaHt rs AanHd, deqone Ae tInwavko A|yaTm waØaAe
xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm. xuâ AaTmanI sNmuq piràm sNmuq krna vo
krna. rag Ane pyaRybuiâse h@kr xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm krna, Ao piràmmeH
AaTmakI Ýaiº hE. Ae piràmko tIn wavse pIKanne Ôte hE. _pxm, Ùyopxm ne
Ùaiyk. Ao piràmko pyaRyko moÙmagRkI pyaRy khenme He AatI hE. smjmeH Aaya?
xu|\aTma Aiwmuq piràm, xuâ wgvan AaTmanI sNmuq piràm, _ska
nam _pxm, Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk Aagm waØaAe Ane A|yaTm waØaAe
\/vu Svwav trfka Jukna, pyaRyse bat kre to kEse kre? smjmeH Aaya? pyaRyko,
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piràm Ôe hE Ae xu|\aTma trf Jukna, Ae xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm. Éya kIya
AaTmaAe? krna Éya? ke piràmko SvwavkI sNmuq krna vo krna. Aahahaha¦
AnHt purØu a=R hE _sme.H smjmeH Aaya? Ae xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm _ska nam
sMyGdxRn, _ska nam sMyG&an, _ska nam sMykŸcair5. Ae inüy moÙmagRxu|\opyog dUsra nam Ae tInwavkae A|yaTm waØaAe xuâopyog khenme He Aata hE.
deqo, _pxmwavko wI xu|\opyog khete hE. _smeH Aaya ke nhÄ vo?
nHdikxorÒ? Aa loko khe Ke nhÄ xu|\opyog nhÄ. AhÄ _pxmwavko wI
xuâo_pyog khete hE, Ùyopxmwavko wI xu|\opyog khete hE Ane Ùaiyk wavko
wI xu|\opyog khete hE. wle xu|\opyognI xuiânI v<iâ ho. ÙaiykmeH v<iâ Aaid ho,
p` hE to tIno xu|\opyog wav. Aahaha¦ dya-dan-v/t wi›ka piràm, Ae
to xuw _pyog hE, Ae xuw _pyog \mR nhÄ, AaEr Ae \mRka kar` wI nhÄ.
smjmeH Aaya? \mR AEsa Ôe sMyGdxRn, &an-cair5, _ska AvlHbn ivØy to
\/vu hE vo khane te=I Aiwmuq TyaH krna hE.
¹iÚka |yey ãVymeH hE, AnHt purØu a=R hE Ao ko{ sa\ar` bat nih, Ae
bolnese kaH{ Ýaº nhÄ hota hE. AEse \arà ho Ôy ke Aa AEse Ýaº hota hE, Ae
kaH{ \aràse wI Ýaº nhÄ hota. (AaTm®ctnse Ýaº ho Ôyga). ®ctnka A=R
Aekag/ta, ®ctnka A=R ivkLp Ao ®ctn Ao ®ctn nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
to khete hEH _sko xu|\opyog, moÙmagRko xu|\opyog khete hE. xu|\opyogko
moÙmagR khete hE AaEr xuâ-_pyogko tIn wav khete hE AaEr tIn wavko xuâ_pyog khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? ivxeØ to hE vo ãVysHgh/ me,H Ke ne wa{? ãVysHgh/
bIÔ Ke Aey? (ha. Ke) ha Ke. AemaH nam Ke ne ãVy sHgh/ maH nam Ke ne ãVy sHgh/ maH
nam Ke. bseH car panu Ke AamaH to (k{ ga=a) ga=a s¿avn hxe kaH to, brabr
qbr nhÄ Ae p6, p6 ga=ameH hE.
—ma icõAe, ma jHph ma icNth ikHiv je` ho{ i=ro
APpa APpiMm rAo [`mev prH hve Ja`H˜.. p6..
j¡Ao _smeH hE yhaH parIg/af hE j¡Ao _s prm |yanmeH iS=t huAe ÒvÇko, hE?H
Ke wa{? (Ke) _s prm |yanmeH iS=t huAe ÒvÇko ãVy sHgh/ hE ne? Aa ãVy
sHgh/ hE, xe@ko do, vaHce to qra kok id'. Ae to Qyal rqega. hE? ãVysHgh/ Ke?
(leto AaVyo Ku)H leta AaVya Ko, lo Ae @Ik kyu.Å 5` car hta. smjmeH Aaya?
Éya khete hE?H
prm |yanmeH iS=t huAe ÒvÇko, deqo, wgvan AaTma¦ \/vu cEtNy Sv$p,
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_smeH Aekag/ hokr prm |yan kIya, AEsa iS=t huAe ÒvÇko, vItrag prmanHd
suq Ýitwasta hE, hE? _smeH hE? (ha) p6 ga=a. smjmeH Aaya? vItrag
prmanHd suq Ýitwasta hE. Aahaha¦ kya khete hE.H ke Apna xuâ \/vu &ayk prm
Svwav _ska sNmuq piràm krnes,e vItrag prmanHd suq Ýitwasta hE,
_smeH ragriht AanHdka Anuwv Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ ware vat
wa{, vhI inüy moÙmagR Sv$p hE, jene AhÄya xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm kha,
xuâopyog kha, vo ih inüy moÙmagR Sv$p hE¸ ye ih inüy moÙmagR y=a=R
moÙmagRka Sv$p hE, Vyvhar moÙmagR hE Ao to ivkLp hE, Ae ko{ moÙmagR hE
nhÄ- smjmeH Aaya?
dUsre pyaRy namose Éya Éya khlata hE deqo. xuâAaTmaka Sv$p _sko khete
hE-hE? —vhI xuâ AaTmaka Sv$p.˜ hE pyaRy, p` Ao pyaRy _skI hE Ao kar`se
Awed kheke Ae xuâ AaTma Aiwmuq piràm A=va _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk
wav Ao yhaH, i5kaz &aykwav sNmuq huAa hE, to vo piràmko xuâaTmaka
Sv$p wI khnemHe Aata hE. pu~y-pap ivkLp Ao xuâaTmaka Sv$p nhÄ. {tna
btaneko kha hE, hE to pyaRy. (Ae!lo inØe\ kre Ke) O!lo inØe\ kre Ke, Ae
ApeÙaAe smjmeH Aaya?
Lyo, —vhI prmaTmaka Sv$p hE˜ Aahaha¦ prmaTma ÒsmeH pyaRymeH Ýg!
huAa, prmaTma Ôe xuâ i5kazI prmaTma Apna inj Sv$p inj prmaTma Aiwmuq
piràm krke Ôe Ýg! piràm huAa vo ih prmaTmaka ih Sv$p hE smjmeH Aaya?
{ska nam moÙka magR hE. smjmeH Aaya? vo prmaTmaka Sv$p hE co=I lI!I hE
nIce vhI AekdexmeH Ýg!ta$p AEse iviviÙt Aekdex xuâ inüynyse, Éya khete hE?H
vStu to i5kaz \/vu xuâ hE, Aek AHxe Ýg! huAa, Aek dex Ýg! huAa, moÙ wI Aek
dex Ýg! huAa hE. sara ãVy to Ýg! hota nhÄ pyaRyme,H smjmeH Aaya?
Ae khenve alI Aekdex xuâ inüynyse, Aek wag xuâ inüynyse inj xuâ
AaTmake &anse _Tpþ, suqmy huAa Am<tjzka srovr hE?H xuâ inüynyse
Aem kæuH AamaH xuâ AaTmaka Sv$p voih prmaTma Sv$p, voih Aekdex Ýg!ta$p
ivivi"at Aekdex xuâ inüynyse inj xuâAaTma, Ao ih &anse _Tpþ suq, voih
Am<t jzka srovr. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma Am<t jzka to sagr hE. _smeH
AHtmuq
R hokr sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an ßyaH huAa, to AHtrmeH pyaRymeH AanHdka
srovr _KzI gya, smjmeH Aaya? AanHdka srovr _KzI gya, pyaRymeH _skI
wrtI Aa{ AanHdkI. wrtI khete hE ne? Éya? ba#, ba#... AanHd wgvan
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AaTma pUàRndH ka na=, _skI sNmuq piràm huAa, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk.
xaÏ waØaAe, A|yaTm waØaAe AHtmuq
R piràm huAa. vo Am<t jzka srovr
Klk gya ba# (Klk gya) Klk khte hE ne? (_KzI gya) _KzI gya Lyo.
inj xuâ AaTmaka srovr _smeH ragaid mzse riht honeke kar`, Ae prm
hHs Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ wgvan xuâ SvwavkI sNmuq piràm moÙka magRka
kæa, Ao prmhHs Sv$p hE kyÇik ragse p<=k hokr Apna SvwavmeH Aekag/ hota
hE vo pyaRy prmhHs hE, pyaRy prmhHs hE. Aahaha¦ (co=e gu`S=ane) co=a
gu`S=anse (prmhHs) prmhHs, {smeH Éya hE ivxeØ Aagz wle lo. vStu
AhÄya, phels
e e co=es.e (phels
e )e _pxm wavmes
H e smjmeH Aaya? jrI sU"m pDe
AEsI cIj hE, vStu Anaidse Éya cIj hE _skI sNmuq kwI huAa ih nih Ane
sNmuq honese \mR hota hE AEsa sUnkr Ìic kwI kIya nhÄ. bharmaH w!k w!k
AEse hota hE ne, AEse hota hE Ô5ase ne pu~yse ne v/tse ne tpse Ae to b\a
ivkLpka ragka wav AaEr _smeH \mR manna Ao to im+yaTvka wavka poØk hE
smjmeH Aaya?
AEse prmhHs prmaTm |yanke wavnake namokI maza, maza Ae!le Aek pKI
Aek FàH namo. Okdex Vyi›$p Aa xi›kI Vyi› Aa{ ne wa{ AHdr, wVyTvnI
xi›nI Vyi›, Aekdex Vyi›$p Aaqa AaTma pUr` to Ýg! hota ih nih. moÙ
p` Aekdex Vyi›$p hE. he?H Aekdex, Aek wag Ýg! huAa hE.
xuâ nyke VyaQyanko y=asHwv isâ tk lena cahIye, y=a sHwv Aekdex xuâ
nykI ApeÙa ye b\a smjna cahIAe, Aa to moÙmagRkI bat hE, p` moÙ wI
Aekdex, Aek wag hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? mha diryo pD–o Ke ne bhot bDa
sagr _smes
H e moÙkI pyaRy to Aekdex- Aek wag Ýg! huAa. sara to kwI Ýg!
hota nhÄ. (vah, vah) Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEsa wgvan AaTma, shj
prm Svwavwavka ®pD Ýwu, _skI sNmuq pyaRymeH Aek wagse Ýg! AanHdka
wag huAa, vo wI srovr yhaH AanHdka srovr khenme He Aata hE.
wgvanka Aek hÔr Aa@ namse Stuit krte hE èão-smjmeH Aaya?
wgvanko kevz&an hota hE, èã Aate hE AaEr smosr`meH Aek hÔr Aa@ nam,
ijnsen SvamIAe p` Aaid-pura` Aek hÔr Aa@ namse, ÉyÇik Aek hÔr ne
Aa@ ichn hE, Aek hÔr Aa@ kzxse Snan krte hE,H krate hE. Aek hÔr Aa@
namse Stuit krte hE. to Aa wgvan AaTmakI pyaRykI Stuit yhaH paHs@-Kas@
Aaid, Anuwv ÝkaxmeH ipStalIs, Aekso ds namse Stuit kIya hE. smjmeH
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Aaya? prmaTmakI Stuit kIya hE. Aa prmaTmaka magRkI Stuit khenm
e He Aate hE
Aahahaha¦
—Ao prm b/ïSv$p hE˜ prm b/ïSv$p- Ae inmRz vItragI pyaRy prm
b/ïSv$p, prm b/ïSv$p to i5kazI vStu hE. p` i5kazko SpÚ ivØy bnakr
Ôe pyaRy Ýg! hu{ prm b/ïSv$p hE Aahaha¦ (AenHu mahaTMy ãVy=I ivxeØ
Ke?) mahaTMy koè kI\u?H Aa to Aena trfnuH vl` ={ne je Ýg!I Aene Aa!luH
khevamaH Aave Ke. Aem? mahaTMy Ke ne? pyaRynuH mahaTMy n=I? pyaRynuH pyaRyne
yoGy mahaTMy n=I? pyaRy=I ãVynuH mahaTMy AnHtgu`Hu (wa{Ae Éya ÝÆ kIya
=a smjmeH nhÄ Aaya) Aa pyaRyko to inØe\ krna hE, ãVyka Aa]yme,H to
pyaRyka {tna ÝxHsa kyU?H AEsa ÝÆ hE nHdikxorÒ? smjmeH Aaya? Ae pyaRynI
ÝxHsa pyaRykI hE Ae Aek AHxkI ÝxHsa hE to prmaTmakI ÝxHsaka Éya khena, Aem
khete hE. (vah re vah) he?H (AEsa lena hE) AEsa lena hE. (vah. vah) smjmeH
Aaya? [nmeH to AEsa xBdka Ýyog kIya kI mahaTMy F!anaH hE Aem ke pyaRyka
mahaTMy {tna ÉyUH? ãVyka mahaTMy to AwI tk to gate hE ne pyaRy to
Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, p` Ao Svwavka pu5, pu5 huAane? wgvankI ÝÔ hu{
Ao, smjmeH Aaya? pu~y-papka piràm to klHk hE. kuzmeH klHk pu5 Ôt khete
hE,H Aa wgvan, heH (moÙ Ke piràm ma!e mahaTMy n=I -moÙ nhÄ =ay ma!e)
moÙ nih =ay Aeno ÝÆ AhÄ Ke nhÄ- AhÄ to pyaRy AEsI hE bs. moÙ =xe to
=xe Ae to pKI vzI, pyaRyka {tna mahaTMyvazI cIj hE- ÉyUiH k ãVyke pDqe
c#kr Awed ho g{ prm b/ï Sv$p hE (pyaRynuH Sv$p AavuH Ke.) Aem smjmeH
Aaya? Ae ritwa{ AavuH b\u.H prm b/ïSv$p hE.
—Ae prm iv*ù$p hE.˜ prm iv*ù Vyapk inmRz pyaRy Vyapk qreqr to
_ska mit ne wav ]ut&an hE, lokalok ne SvãVy sb _smeH ÔnnemHe Aata hE
AEsI pyaRy mit Ane ]utko iv*ù Sv$p khnemHe Aata hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya? p` hve Aa fera klasmaH Aa wI jrI sUnna bhu S=Uz bat sUnte hE Aa
to sUnna ke _smeH Éya mUz cIj to Aa hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI prm ixv Sv$p hE˜- b/ïa-iv*ù ne mhex 5` lIya wa{ phela. b/ïaiv*ù ne mhex, tIno lIya b/ïa iv*ù ne mhex Ae b/ïa Ae prm b/ïSv$p wgvan
AaTma inmRzanHd dxa xuâ SvwavkI sNmuq, prm pairàimkwavko ivØy krke Ôe
pyaRy bnI, rcI, hu{ Ae prm b/ïSv$p, prm iv*ùSv$p Ane prm ixv Sv$p.
ÒsmeH _pãv iblkul nhÄ, ivkLpka _pãv nhÄ, Aekla AanHdka, AanHdkI pyaRyka
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Anuwv Aahaha¦ Aa _ska nam inüy moÙmagR. Ae kale inüy moÙmagR nam lQyuH
ne, inüy moÙmagR Sv$p Aena Aa nam Ke b\a.
—Ae prm bu\ Sv$p˜- Aola baE\ rhI gya ne paKa b/ïa-iv*ù ne ixv
to Aaya p` buâ. Aahaha¦ ;buâyit {it buâ' wgvan AaTma xuâ cEtNy \/vu ,
_skI mihma krte krte, _skI pyaRy Ôe Ýg! hu{, _skI wI {tnI mihma hE.
prm bu\Sv$p hE.
—prm inj Sv$p hE˜ Lyo prm inj Sv$p to ãVy =a vaStvmeH AaTma Ae
{ qreqr AaTma. AaD5Is ga=ameH to AEsa kha qreqr vaStvmeH AaTma
\/vu te vaStvmeH AaTma hE, p` yhaH. pyaRy \/vu meH AekTv hu{ to pyaRyko wI prm
inj Sv$p khenm
e He Aata hE.
—prm inj AaTmakI Ýaiºka lÙ`ka \ark Ôe isâ _s$p hE˜ j¡Ao. Ae
pyaRyko isâ kha prm inj AaTma Apna inj AaTma AenI Ýaiº j¡Ao Aa
Ýaiº Ae xe@? Ýaiº inj AaTmakI Ýaiº AHtr sNmuq honese AaTmakI Ýaiº hotI
hE Ôe Anaidse rag ne pyaRykI Ýaiº =I Ao im+yaTv =a. Svwav sNmuq hokr
Ýaiº hu{ to Ao to AaTmakI Ýaiº hu{ Aahaha¦ (phela yhI ivi\ xIqnI?)
(phela yhI xIqneka) Ao kza tum hE AEsa btayega AwI yhaH.
deqo- —vhI inrHjn$p hE˜- deqo Aa _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk tInÇ
wavko Aa lagu pDte hE. (Ôe _pxmwavka namaHtr hE?) b\a nam hE. xuâ
AaTma Aiwmuq, xuâopyog AaEr tIn wav _ska b\a Aa namaHtr hE. pyaRymaza,
mazamaH m`ka hota hE ne bhot, to Aa pyaRy maza Aek pyaRyka {tna {tna
nam. hÔro laqo AnHt nam hE. {tna gàte hE- tum khete ho ne gàte. {tna
gàte hE AaEr to gàte hE Aekso ds-pyaRyka nam Aekso ds to gàte hE- deqo
paHs@ to yhaH hE.
—vhI inmRz Sv$pka \ark hE˜- ko`? vItragI pyaRy, moÙmagRkI pyaRy,
\mRkI pyaRy, \mR pyaRy {sko khete hE ke vo svR kmRmz riht Sv$pka \ark hE,
Ao pyaRy ragka wav wI iblkul nhÄ _smeH Vyvharka, kmRkI bat to iwþ rh
g{ p` ivkLpka AHx _smeH nhÄ, inivRkLp AanHdkI pyaRyko yhaH moÙmagR
khenm
e He Aata hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI SvsHvde n &an hE˜. Ae !IkameH tdev-tdev kyuÅ Ke ne pKI vzI sAevsAev kyuÅ Ke. paKz=I, smßya? Ae kem fer paDyo hxe? tdev prm ßyoit TyaH su\u I
tdev raQyu.H (npus
H k ®lg hoy to sAev- purØu ®lg hoy to tevo, tevo hoy to tdev,
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tevHu hoy to sAev, pHiDtÒ qulaso kyÈ) @Ik. kho vhÄ SvsHvde n &an hE. !IkamaH be
xBd AekmaH tdev- prm ßyoit TyaH su\I tdev Aavxe. ne pKI Aavxe sAev
xuâamanuwiU t: TyaH=I AnuwiU t... sOv xuâaTmanuwiU t: saruH? smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma Apna \/vu Sv$pka ivØy bnakr, |yey bnakr, Ôe vItragI
sMyGdxRn, &an cair5kI pyaRy hu{ Ae SvsHvde n huAa Ae ragka vedn =a vo Ku!
gya. xuâaTma AnuwiU t Ae!le ke ãVyno Anuwv =to n=I p` ãVynI pyaRyno
Anuwv Ke tene ãVyno Anuwv khevamaH Aave Ke. smjmeH Aaya? je Aam ragnuH
vedn htu.H ivkLp hto. Ae ApeÙaAe inmRz pyaRy ={, (Aen)e ãVynuH vedn =yuH
(Anuwv =yo) Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI prm tÀv&an hE˜ xuâaTmanuH Sv$p prm tÀv&an deqo, vhI prm
tÀv&an- Aahaha¦ sb Ôn lIya _sne Apna AaTma AqHDanHd Ýwu, sMyGdxRnmeH
ÝtItmeH Aa gya AaEr vo ih prm tÀv&an khenm
e He Aata hE. Ae prm tÀv&an ho
gya _sko. smjmeH Aaya?
AaEr —vhI xuâaTmaka dxRn hE˜ Lyo Ae xuâaTmaka dxRn Aahaha¦ Aa
_pxmwavmaH xuâaTmaka dxRn kæa, wa{. _pxmwavko xuâaTmaka dxRn kha_pxmwavko ÉyUH xuâ _pyog kha? Are wgvan xuH kre Ke. ma`s mUz inj
prmaTma Éya cIj hE _skI qbr nhÄ Ane xaÏ p#e ApnI ¹iÚse, A=Rna An=R
inkale _smes
H e smjmeH Aaya? vhI xuâaTmaka dxRn, Ae moÙmagR Ôe huAa, xuâaTma
Aiwmuq piràm vhI xuâaTmaka dxRn. Aahaha¦ wgvanka saÙaTkar huAa
(ArhHt wgvanka?) ArhHt wgvanka, AaTma AirhHt hE ne? AaTma j AirhHt
hE dUsra kaEn AirhHt hE? smjmeH Aaya?
vo Aaya =ane tÀvanuxasnmeH Aaya =a. tÀvanuxasnmeH nagsen muin khete
hE. Aek ÝÆ huAa ke tum AirhHtka |yan krte ho, to AirhHt to tum hE nhI,
AirhHtka tum |yan krte ho AirhHtka |yan hE nhÄ, to tumara |yan qo!a huAa,
j¡@a huAa. Are? sun to shI tÀvanuxasnme,H AirhHt to hmara AaTmameH pDa hE.
AirhHt Sv$p hmara AaTma hE. _ska hm |yan krte hE Ane Ao |yan in*fz
nhÄ. Aahaha¦ |yan in*fz nhÄ. AanHdka vedn hota hE ma!e AirhHtka |yan Ae
brabr hE hmara- (brabr- bhu srs) smjmeH Aaya? hmara Sv$p hI AirhHt
hE. AaTma Sv$p hI AirhHt hE, Ae AirhHtka |yan kIya to Ae AirhHtka |yanse
Apna |yan huAa, Aa AirhHt, Ao AirhHt nhÄ.
tÀvanuxasnme,H tÀvanuxasn puStk hE nagsen muinAe _sko bnaya hE to
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nagsen muinAe AEsa kha ke wa{ ÝÆ ko{ krte ke tum AirhHtka |yan krte ho,
to AirhHt to hE nhÄ AbI, tum AirhHtka |yan krte ho, AirhHt to hE nhÄ AbI.
to kEs?e tuMhara |yan to inr=Rk huAa, Are¦ sun to shI inr=Rk nhÄ huAa.
hmara wgvanme,H Ôe AirhHtko pyaRy Ýg! honI hE, AEsI AnHtI pyaRy hmarameH
hE hm AirhHtka AirhHt hE, hmara ãVyka |yan krnese hm AirhHtka |yan krte
hE Ane in*fz nhÄ, kyUH ke Ôe AirhHtka |yan in*fz ho to AanHd nhÄ Aata
hmko to AanHd Aata hE. AtÄiãy AanHd Aata hE. to AirhHtka |yan brabr
krte hE hm- (brabr-jU@-mu@ nhÄ?) j¡@ mu@ nhÄ _smeH lIqa hE AEsa-smje¦
Aey nHdikxorÒ- (Ò, ha) lIqa hE. hÇ, _smeH Aa j¡@u saihTy n=I, j¡@mu@ nhÄ,
j¡@mu@ hoy to AanHd kEse Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Aa to AlaEikk vatu Ke wa{.
Aa to prme¬rna FrnI prme¬rko phÇcnekI batu hE. bakI b\I vato Ke jgtkI.
kho smjmeH Aaya? Ae wgvanka hm |yan krte hE,H wgvan hm hE, hmara
wgvan hmarI pas hE pas hE AEsa nhÄ, p` hm hI hE. Aey nHdikxorÒ, ÉyÇik
AEsI AirhHtkI AnHt pyaRy kevz&an Aaid Aor AEsI AEsI AnHtI AnHtI
kevz&ankI AanHd kI pyaRy AEsI AirhHtkI AanHdkI pyaRy mera pe!meH pDI hE. mera
gwRmHe pDI hE. gwRka hm |yan krte hE to Ýsv AanHdka hota hE smjmeH Aaya?
Aahaha¦
—vhI prm AvS=a Sv$p hE˜ _Tk<Ú AvS=a-j¡Ao paKI AvS=a, Aa to
inüy moÙmagRna nam Ke ne?
—vhI prmaTmaka dxRn hE˜ vo xuâaTmaka dxRn kha =a prm AaTmaka dxRn,
sMyGdxRnmeH _pxmwavme,H Ùyopxm wavme,H Ùaiyk wavme.H Ôe pyaRy Ýg! hu{
Ao prmaTmaka dxRn hE. (brabr) Anaidka Ùyopxm Ae Ùyopxm n lena hÇ
AhÄya. Anaidka Ùyopxmwav hE vo to ingodko wI hE, AwvIko bI hE, ye
Ùyopxm nhÄ. Apna ãVyka Aa]y krke AanHdkI Ôe dxa _Tpþ hu{ AEsa &an
ne AanHdko yhaH Ùyopxmwav khete hE. Aahaha¦ Anaidka Ùyopxmwav to
ingodmeH wI hE. ingodmeH Aa 5y wav nhÄ. (sa\k dxaka) haH. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI prm tÀv&an hE˜
H phele prm tÀv&an Aaya =a, ifrse Aaya vhI
wa{? prm tÀv&an, prm tÀv&an ifrse Aa gya.
—vhI xuâ AaTm &an hE˜ Aene xuâ AaTm&an kæu.H
—vhI |yan krne yoGy xuâ pairàimk wav hE _s$p hE. Aey pairàimk
wav keh dIya paKa. pairàimk i5kaz shj wav wgvan Aekakar hokr pyaRy
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Ýg! hu{ Ae pairàimk wav hE. _ska hE _skI pyaRy hE deq. ApeÙaAe k=n hE
wa{. vItragka magR bhot gHwIr hE. AEse _pr _prse ko{ pa le, AEsI bat
nhÄ. (nhÄ)
—vhI |yanwav Sv$p hE˜ Ae |yanwav Sv$p. Aahaha¦
—vhI xuâ cair5˜ Ae _pxmwavmeH wI xuâ cair5 kha, {tna cair5
Sv$p Aacr`$p huAa ne? Aahaha¦
—vhI AHtrHgka tÀv hE˜ AHtrHg to &ayk tÀv hE _ska Aa]yse, SpxR
krke Ôe inmRz moÙmagR pyaRy Ýg! hu{ _sko AHtrHg tÀv khnemHe Aaya hE.
ivkLp ibkLp Ao baæ tÀv hE.
jhaH, pyaRyko bih:tÀv kha =a TyaH, inymsarme,H Ae yhaH AHt:tÀv ApeÙase
khe. AhÄya AHtrHg &aykwav \/vu mes
H e SpxR krke Ôe pyaRy hu{, Ae ApeÙase _sko
AHtrHg tÀv khenm
e He Aaya hE. ãVykI ApeÙaAe bih:tRÀv hE, p` rag Ôe bih:tÀv
hE, _sse KU!kr Ôe AHtrHg vItragI pyaRy hu{. Ao ApeÙa AHtrHg tÀv khenm
e He
Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? pacn hzve hzve =ay ne. kozIya hzve hzve
wre (hzve-hzve mane?) \Ime \Ime. mEsb
U qate hE ne car xer FIka payela. mEsb
U
smje ne? mEsb
U , mEsb
U ? Aek xer Aa!a AaEr car xer FI, mEsb
U Ao wI =oDa =oDa
qate hE. (hzve hzve) Aa wI Anuwv \Ime \Ime smjnekI cIj hE. Aekdm
kozIya _tar de AEsI cIj nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
Éya khete hE, prm tÀv hE ;vo hI prmtÀv hE', pyaRyko prm tÀv kha
—vhI xuâ AaTm ãVy hE˜ hE ne? Ae xuâ AaTmãVykI pyaRyko wI Awed krke xuâ
AaTm ãVy khe dIya hE. Aahaha¦
—vhI prm ßyoit hE˜ Lyo TyaH su\I to tdev tdev AaVyuH Ke, pa@maH prm
ßyoit &anmUitR wgvan pyaRymeH Ýg! huAa. sMyGdxRn \mR pyaRy Ýg! hu{, Ae
prm ßyoit hu{. prm ßyoit Ýg!I.
—vhI xuâ AaTmakI AnuwiU t hE˜ Lyo TyaH=I sAev, sAev AaVyu,H sHSk<tmaH,
wa{ khe Ke AenI waØa=I xuH kI\uH Aa xuâ AaTmãVy hE Lyo xuâAaTmakI AnuwiU t
hE —vhI xuâaTmakI ÝtIit hE˜ deqo ye sMyGdxRn &an cair5, Ôe moÙmagR hE vo
ih AaTmakI ÝtIit hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI AaTmakI sHivit nam saÙaTkar hE˜- Ae AaTmaka saÙaTkar sMyGdxRn
huAa, _pxmwav huAa, Ùyopxmwav huAa {sko yhaH AaTmaka saÙaTkar khete hE.
prme¬rka we!a huAa. Aey pHiDtÒ, Aavo mÇFo magR ware krI, Aa to. smjmeH Aaya?
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—vhI inj AaTmSv$pkI Ýaiº hE˜- inj AaTmSv$pkI pyaRymeH Ýaiº hu{
to vh pyaRyko hI inj AaTmSv$pkI Ýaiº khenm
e He Aaya.
—vhI inTy pda=RkI Ýaiº hE˜. i5kaz wgvan Ôe inTy hE inTy to pyaRymeH
xuâtase wan huAa, vedn huAa to Ae xuâtakI pyaRy, to Aa i5kaz xuâ hE, to vo
pyaRyko wI inTy pda=RkI Ýaiº khe dIya hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI prm smai\˜ prm smai\ smai\ Aa bava lgate hE vo nhÄ, hÇ.
wgvan AaTma icdanHdka ®pD, _skI AHtr Anuwv krke pyaRy Ôe Ýg! hu{,
_sko AhÄ prm smai\ khenm
e He Aaya hE.
—vhI prm AanHd hE˜- moÙmagR Ae prm AanHd hE. moÙmagRmHe du:q nhÄ.
ko'k to khe, Aahaha¦ muinAoko kItna shn krna pDe kÚ, Are kÚ shn krna
pDe vo \mR hE? ye moÙmagR hE? kÚmeH to rag Aata hE, AatR|yan hota hE.
moÙmagR to prm AanHd Sv$p hE. AtÄiãy AanHdka xaHitka vedn, _ska nam
sMyGdxRn&an ne cair5 khete hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI inTy AanHd hE˜ inTy-AanHd Lyo. hE to inTyanHd wgvan p`
pyaRy inTymes
H e Ýg! hu{ to, kiLpt suq to AinTy hE, baæ ÏImeH ne pEsameH
\UzmeH man le Ae to im+yaTv wav hE. smjmeH Aaya? kho xe@? Aa tmara hÒra
ne mkanmeH ne pEsameH suq hE? mo!ruH calIs calIs bIDIyum
H aH frtI hE ne suq hE?
\UzmaHy nih hE- kLpna hE, du:q hE, du:qI hE. Aa wgvan AaTma AanHdka kHdko
ßyare pyaRy we!I inTyanHd ho gya Ôv. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI Svwavse _Tpþ AanHd hE˜ Lyo Svwavse _Tpþ huAa AanHd.
—vhI sdanHd hE˜ sdanHd-sdanHdI wgvan Ýg!–a. smjmeH Aaya, wgvan
AaTma sdanHdkI mUitR hE, _sko SpxR krke, ivØy bnakr, |yey bnakr, Ôe pyaRy
Ýg! hu{, _sko yhaH sdanHd khnemHe AatahE.
—vhI xuâAaTma pda=Rke p@n$p \ark˜ Ae j AaTm pda=R p@n suqka
\ark -Ae AaTm pda=RnHu p@n kyuÅ _smeH (brabr) AHtrnI Anuwv dxa Ýg!I
Aene AaTmaka p@n kIya (vah re vah Sva|yay). Ae pIKe- Sva|yay pIKe lega.
(vhI prm Sva|yay hE) Aa to p@n Sv$pka \ark hE, TyaH su\I.. vhI xuâ
AaTm pda=Rke p@n$p Sv$pka \ark hE. Ae AaTmaka p@n kIya pyaRymeH Aahaha¦.
xaÏ p@n to sb ivkLp hE, Aey. idgHbr sHtokI mStI hE deqo. smjmeH
Aaya? sMyGdxRnmeH wI AEsI mStI hE, AEsa qulasa krte hE.
—vhI prm Sva|yay hE˜ Aa xaÏ-Sva|yay to ivkLp hE. Sv-A|yay,
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Apna inÔnHd Sv$pka AHtr Aekag/ hokr Anuwv krna Ae Sva|yay hE.
—vhI inüy moÙka _pay hE˜ Lyo inüy moÙka magRka ih nam clte hE.
Ae inüy saca moÙno _pay hE.
—vhI Aekag/ ®cta inro\ hE˜ AHtrmeH Aekag/ hokr, ®ctaka inro\ krke
xaHitka vedn.
—vhI prm &an hE˜- Aa —vhI xuâ _pyog hE˜ Lyo Aaya, _smeH nam
Aaya ne _pyogka Aapè Ae xuâ _pyog.
—Ae prm yog˜ Ae prm yog hE |yan xuâ Sv$p _smeH Aekag/ huAa. voih
khe Ke prm yog hE. yog dUsra Éya yog? kro yog kro |yan, kIska? p` vStu
ivna? smjmeH Aaya? ke!lak khe. xUNy ho ÔAo Lyo rjnIxe p` hmàH naHQyu
tar`SvamInuH sHt tar` xUNy honeka khete =e. Aey- \nalalÒ. AEsa Aaya he Ae
vzI n=I =ya ne AhÄ AaVyuH nam. p5meH Aaya hE potanI vat puiÚ krva sHt
tar` xUNy honeka khete hE p` tuH khe Ke Ae xUNy nhÄ. sHt tar` to khete hE \/vu
Sv$p _sko |yey bnakr ivkLpse xUNy ho ÔAo Ao xUNy. (brabr- ivkLpse
xUNy) Aey, xUNy ho ÔAo, xUNy ho ÔAo. (tÀvanuxasn) Ae. ga=anI vat
={' tI.
—vhI prm wUta=R hE˜ vhI wUta=R hE, wUta=R to \/vu hE, p` _ske Aa]ye
sMyGdxRn &anka Anuwv huAa, Aa _sko wI wUta=R khenm
e He Aaya hE. Aate hE ne
wa{ bH\ Ai\karme.H wUta=R moÙmagR, AwUta=R moÙmagR Aata hE, bH\ Ai\karmeH
moÙmagRkI pyaRy hE _ska wI wUta=RmagR, moÙmagR. bH\ Ai\karmeH -smjmeH
Aaya? ragaid hE vh AwUta=R hE, moÙmagR hE ih nhÄ. wUta=R moÙmagR, Apna
Svwav cEtNy &ayk _ska Aa]y krke xi›kI Vy›ta Ýg! hu{, Ao wavko,
moÙmagRko wUta=RmagR khenm
e He Aaya hE. idgHbr AacayÈ care baj¡=I ßyaH=I Lyo
TyaH=I pUvaRpr Aivro\ magR _wa hota hE. ko{p` g/=H , ko{p` xaÏ. smjmeH
Aaya?
—vhI prma=R hE˜ Lyo AHdr AaTmaka &aykwavka Aa]yse Ôe wav huAa
Ao prma=R hE voih inüynyke Anusar Aek prm AaTmaka AanHdka Anuwv
sMyGdxRn &an cair5 xuâ AaTma Aiwmuq piràm, _sko &an khIAe, _sko
dxRn khIAe, _sko cair5 khIAe, _sko tp khIAe, _sko vIyR$p Aacar khIAe,
Ae paHc Aacar {sko khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa ivkLpna Aacar ne Aa dehna
Aacar Ae to ÉyaHy bhar rhI gya.
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—vhI smysar hE˜ Lyo, kar` smysar hE ne? moÙka kar`- Ae smysar
Ke. i5kazko smysar khete hE, pyaRyko kar` smysar khete hE moÙmagRko AaEr
pUr`ko kayR smysar khete hE. to AhÄya vhI smysar hE.
—vhI A|yaTmsar hE˜ Aa A|yaTmsar hÇ. smjmeH Aaya? yxoivjyÒAe
A|yaTm magR bnaya hE smysar deqkr _sne Apna bnaya hE. Aa to wgvan
svR& pirpU`,R \/vu Svwav, prm Svwav _ska Aa]y krke Ôe sMyGdxRn &an
cair5 huAa, AanHdka vedn, vItrag Anuwv, Ôe AanHd huAa _sko A|yaTmka
sar khte hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI smta Aaid inüyse AavXyk˜ Ae _sko samaiyk khIAe Ae vItrag
samaiyk {sko khIAe. Aahaha¦ bakI ivkLp khIAe —{iryaivhIya imCKaim
du:ÞDH˜ AEsa krte krte do FDI ho gya Ao samaiyk, Ao samaiyk nhÄ. smjmeH
Aaya? Apna AqHD prmaTma _smeH jm Ôna, Ao { pyaRy Ôe Ýg! hu{ vo
prm vItrag samaiyk hE. smjmeH Aaya? Lyo Aa moÙmagRko vItrag samaiyk
khete hE.
—vhI prm xr` _¿m mHglmŸ˜ Lyo xr`, _¿m ne mHgl tIno. wgvan
AaTma &aykwav, AacayR pote khete hE ne mante hE ne AhÄya deqone, xuâ _pyog
[Tyaid —pyaRy sH&a Ô`na˜ Aapè Aa cale Ke Aa panamaH panu cale Ke ne Aa
b\a namo _smeH khenke a AiwÝay hE, kEsa =a nam _smeH Ôn lena, AhÄya kItna
khe. Aapè cale Ke ne _smHe Aey cHdw
u a{- [Tyaid (ha, [Tyaid) ([Tyaid khena....)
—vhI prm xr`, _¿m ne mHgl˜- AirhHta mHglmŸ isâa mHglmŸ Ae b\a
Vyvhar, wgvan AaTma pUàRndH Sv$p, _smeH \/vu meH Aekag/ hokr, Ôe pyaRy
vItragI Ýg! hu{, Aoih prm mHgizk, prm _¿m ne prm xr`.
—vhI kevz&an _Tpi¿ka kar`˜ Aa moÙmagR Ae kevz&ankI _Tpi¿ka
kar`- —vhI smSt kmÈke naxka kar`˜ Ae moÙno magR Ae kmÈna naxnuH
kar` hE. Vyvhar rTn5y Ae moÙka magR hE nhÄ.
—vhI inüynykI ApeÙase dxRn &an cair5 tp car Aara\na˜ Ae car
Aara\na p` _sko khete hE. Aahaha¦
—vhI prmaTmakI wavna$p hE˜-Lyo... wavna, wa{ AolI wavnano
A=R kre Ke ne? wavna Ae!le ®ctvna, kLpna AhÄ wavnano A=R prma=Rnye
AHtr Anuwv vo prma=RkI wavna. rtncHdÒ A=R krte hE. Ae ÝvcnsarmeH
calte hE ne? ]avkko samaiykmeH xuâ wavna hotI hE. AEsa pa@ hE. to wavnaka
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A=R khete hE Ae to xuâ wavna wave-p` xuâ wavna hotI hE, AEsa nhÄ., xuâ
wavnaka A=R xuâ-_pyog samaiykmeH hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? ware A=RmaH ferwavnano A=R vStu je \/vu Sv$p hE, Ao $p pyaRymeH wana, vItragI pyaRy,
Aekag/ hokr _ska nam wavna Aem ke ®ctvna kro AEsa AaTma, AEsa AaTma,
AEsa, p` Ae wavna nhÄ. (AaTm wavna wavta-) Ae AaTmwavna Aate hE ne
]ImdŸmaH —Aatma wavna wavta Òv lhe kevz&an re˜ Ae goqe qra p`
AaTma xuH ne ko` Ae kaH{ qbr n mze.
AaTma AnHt AanHdka kHd siCcdanHd Ýwu _skI wavna nam Aekag/ta krte
krte kevz&an hota hE, dUsra ko{ kevz&anka _pay kar`-far` hE nhÄ. Aey
rajkumarÒ- smjmeH Aata hE? phele kozIAe AEsa Aaya hE k@` Aey mnsuqwa{
(phele kozIAe mEsb
U Aayo Aem) mesb
U AaVyo. meH Aem kI\u,H AoluH ÉyaH kI\u?H
(poco laGyo) poco laGyo. O phela vhela AaVya, Amara palej rhe Ke ne?
palejna Ke. smjmeH Aaya?
—xuâ AaTmakI wavnase _Tpþ suq _skI AnuwiU t$p prm kla˜ Lyo Ae
prmkza Ke. kzabaj AaTma ÔGyo, { prm kza Ke Aem khe Ke. bakI duinyanI
kza fza b\I inr=Rk car gitmaH rqDnevalI hE. xowalalÒ, tmaku AEsI hE ne
fEsI, AEsI hE bIDI ne AEsI hE tmaku êcI êcI tmaku pIve êcI AhÄ Aave Tyare
gH\ martI hoy =oDI. smjmeH Aaya? xuâ AaTmakI AnuwiU t vhI prm kza hEvohI prmkza- hm to jHglmeH rhte hE ne? nakmeH dUr hoy to y gH\ AatI hE
bhot. ko{ bIDI pIkr Aate ne tmaku AEsa hoy nhÄ xrIrmeH wI Ae lgata hE
gH\bH\ xuH khevay? A¿r-A¿r gH\ marte hE dUrse.
—vhI idVykza hE˜ Aohoho- idVykza AaTma AHdr prmaTma, svR&
prmaTmaAe kha AEsa AaTmaka Anuwv krna Ae Anuwv Ae idVykza hE.
—vhI prm AäEt˜ Lyo AäEt Aaya Aola vedaHt khe Ke AEsa nhÄ hÇ.
Aahaha¦ ivkLpka rag KoDkr Sv$p Aekakar hE _smeH Aekakar hona Ae prm
AäEt hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—vhI Am<t Sv$p prm \mR |yan hE˜- Aey j¡Ao wa{, \mR |yanne to
Aa kæu.H Aolo khe \mR|yan xu|\opyogmaH hE vaHcvamaH hetu Ke AamaH jrIk- Ae
loko khe Ke \mR|yan xuwwavmaH hoy Ane xuâ_pyogmaH xuÉl |yan hoy deqo
AhÄya khete hE —vhI Am<tSv$p prm \mR|yan hE˜- Aahaha¦ _pxmwavmeH
Ùyopxmwavme,H Ùaiykwavme¸H xuâaTma Aiwmuq piràm, xu|\opyog Ae xuâ
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Am<t Sv$p hE, Ae \mR|yan hE, smjmeH Aaya? _ska nam \mR|yan, ivkLpse
ivcarna ke AEsa wgvan khete hE AEsa ivkLp Ao \mR|yan nhÄ. Aahaha¦
—vhI xuÉl |yan hE''- _Tk<Ú _pyog ho Ôy, Ao xuÉl|yan tIno wav
yhaH lIyane—vhI ragaid riht inivRkLp |yan hE˜ Ae AaTmanuH ivkLpriht |yan Ae hE
—vhI in*kl |yan hE˜ in*kl nam xrIr rihtna |yan.
—vhI prm SvaS+y-prm inrogta˜ prm SvaS+y, vItragI mUitR wgvan,
_sko we!a krke inmRz pyaRy hu{, vh prm SvaS+y hE, inrog huAa inrog huAa,
rag ne äeØ =a vo rog =a. Aa xuwrTn5yka rag Ao rog hE Aahaha¦ (rog) Ae
muzcHdwa{ (Ò. Ýwu) (iksI iksIko iksI kalmeH Ýyojnvan hE) iksI iksIko
Ýyojnvan Éya kIya? Ônna Ýyojnvan iksI iksIko iks kalmeH kha- krna
Ýyojnvan AEsa nhÄ kha hE. xe@ naqte barmI ga=a- iksI iksIko Vyvhar
Ýyojnvan. iksI iksIko iksI kalmeH iksIko, iksI kazmeH nam sa\k Òvko
jblg isâ n ho tb lg _skI pyaRymeH inmRzta ALp hE, ragaid hE, vo ÔnnemHe
Aata hE, vo Ýyojnvan, krna Ýyojnvan AEsa hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
hve Ae!la bol ho gya- =oDa bakI hE.
—vhI prmvItragta$p hE˜ Lyo, —prm smta Sv$p hE. —vhI prm
AekTv hE˜ Lyo AekTv. —prm tej &an˜ ne —vh prm smrsI wav˜ Lyo paHs@
bol huAa. Aa _sko moÙka magR khete hE.
AtÄiãy AanHdna in\an$p prmaTmanuH ApUvR dxRn kravnar ]I sdŸgÌu devno
jy ho.
Ýma` vcn guÌdev.
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jysenacayRnI !Ika-AhÄ AaVyuH Aapè svarmaH AaVyu'H tuH ne? svarmaH
AaVyu'H tHn
u e Aa AaTma Ôe i5kaz xuâ \/vu tÀv hE. Ao Aagz khega, phelHu AhÄ
AaVyu.H .. vo tÀv to ini*Êy hE, Aagz Aavxe ini*Êy- ga=ameH wI Aata hE
ini*Êy isâaHt pHcaiStkay p6 ga=anI !IkamaH. —piràmo ini*Êy:˜ AEsa pa@
hE sHSk<t !Ikame.H sHSk<t !IkamaH Ke. isâaHtmaH kæuH Ke Aem kæuH Ke ne. Ae Aa pa@ Ke.
vStu trIke i5kaz AanHd ne &an Sv$p, je inTy \/vu Ao to AiÊy hE. svare
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je AiÊy AaVyuH htuH _pr Aola jev.Hu AevHu Aa nih. pHiDtÒ Ao car ãVy AiÊy,
ini*Êy hE ne tÀva=R sU5meH (jEn tÀvimmaHsa) nhÄ Aa to tÀva=Rs5
U ka ¹ÚaHt hE
ne _sme.H \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax ne kaz Ùe5aHtr nhÄ hota Ao ApeÙase
carko ini*Êy kha- A®hya ini*Êy kha vo vtRman pyaRykI iÊya _smeH nhÄ.
smjmeH Aaya?
yhaH ini*Êy mane xuâ pairàimkwav \/vu , Ao to bH\ ne moÙna piràm,
Ôe siÊy hE AaEr _ska kar`$p piràm Ôe siÊy hE pir`mn, pir`mn hE Ae
ApeÙaAe to Ae ãVy Svwav, \/vu Svwav Ao pyaRyse riht hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya? p` Aa Ôe pyaRy hotI hE, _pxm, Ùyopxm, ÙaiykwavkI, _dywavkI
Ao to moÙka magR hE nih, to _sko to inØe\ kr dIya. Ôe ko{ pyaRyme,H dya dan
v/t Aaid Vyvhar moÙmagRkI pyaRy Ôe khete hE, Ao to _dywav hE, Ao to
moÙmagRmHe hE nhÄ. f› \/vu cEtNy Ýwu xuâ AanHd Sv$p _sko |yey krke, yhaH
Aayega, ivØy bnakr, i5kazI vStu _sko |yey bnakr, ivØy bnakr, lÙmeH
lekr, Ôe pirìt éwI hotI hE, Ae pirìt tIn wave hE Aagm waØaAe _pxm,
Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk. Ae tIn wavmeH A|yaTm waØaAe, xuâ AaTma Aiwmuq
piràm, piràm kho, pyaRy kho, wgvan AaTma xuâ cEtNy vStu AenI sNmuqnI
AvS=a, dxa Ae moÙno magR Ane Ao _pxm, Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk wav Ae xuâ_pyog. sverm
e He bhot kIya, ãVy sHgh/ mes
H e cHdw
u a{- Qyal =a tuMhara hoH p`
[Tyaid AaVyuH Ae!le qulaso kyaR ivna sHkl
e I lev,Hu Aey nvrHgwa{: Aa lokone
saHwzvo Ke pa@. p` Aa pa@ Aave Tyare pa@ Aaven?e
hve AhÄya AaVyu,H deqo, —Ae pyaRy˜ bIÔe parIg/af, vh pyaRy, k{ pyaRy?
Ôe AaTma i5kazI AanHd Sv$p, \/vu Sv$p, _ska Aa]yse, |yeyse, _sko ivØy
bnakr, |yey bnakr, Ôe pyaRy sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI vItragI dxa _Tpþ
hu{, Ae pyaRy, hE ne pa@? vh pyaRy xuâ pairàimkwav lÙ`, xuâ AaTm ãVy,
Aa to ivØy tdŸn (j¡do Ke) smjmeH Aaya? Ao !Ikames
H e ko{ ko{ vqte khete =e
Aa vat, p` ko{ vqte, ko{ vqte, !Ika Aa hE ne? Ae vat to AavI g{ Ke b\I
phelI, p` Aa }lokno A=R Aek sa=e, nhto AaVyo. smÔy Ke kaH{?
yhaH khte hE, ke vStu Ôe hE. \/vu , _Tpad Vyy \/vu yu›H stŸ. AaEr Ôe moÙka
magR huAa, Ôe tIn wavse, rag _dy wav se to moÙmagR hE nih p` tIn wavse
huAa, Ao _Tpad VyykI pyaRy hE. _Tpad Vyy \/vu yu›H stŸ, Ôe tÀva=R sU5meH kha
hE, Ae _Tpad n{-n{ pyaRy _Tpþ hotI hE puraÌ Vyy hotI hE. _Tpad-Vyy$p
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tIn wav hE, pairàimkwav \/vu hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa _Tpad-Vyy ne \/vu meH
sara ãVy Aa gya, i5kazI ãVy vStu Ane piràm Ôe inmRz moÙmagRkI dxa
xuâ_pyog SvsHvde nwav, mit]utwav, Ôe jEn xasn khenm
e He Aaya hE ne?
1pmI ga=ameH ]ut&an Ae jEn xasn. kale ko{Ae ÝÆ kIya =a wav]ut &an hE
to jEnxasn hE ne? wav]ut to AaTma hE ne AEsa ÝÆ kIya =a ko{Ae, wav]ut
AaTma hE ne AEsa ÝÆ kIya =a. ko{Ae kha =a. (kpurcHdÒAe) kpurcHdÒAe kha
=a ÉyaH gya? pIKe be@a hE _sne kIya =a. k{ ApeÙase, wav]ut vItragI pyaRy,
vItrag ®bb cEtNy Ýwu, _smeH Aekag/ hokr, xi›mes
H e Vy›ta Ýg! Ôe xaHitkI
]âakI, &ankI hotI hE _sko AaTma kha, Ao to Awedse AaTma khenm
e He Aaya
bakI —hE pyaRy ãVyse k=HictŸ iwþ˜ ware vat hE.
sUno sUno Aa xBd Aaya ne Aekyh pyaRy, Éya pyaRy? Ôe AaTmameH xuâ wavkI pyaRy Ýg! hu{, xuâ
_pyogkI, Ôe moÙka magR, Ôe pyaRy moÙka kar` hE, moÙ pU`R AanHd, isâ pd
_ska Ao pyaRy kar` hE, Ao pyaRy xuâpairàimkwav lÙ`vazuH je xuâ ãVy,
xuâ AaTm ãVy i5kazI. smjmeH Aaya? \Ime=I smje to smÔy AevI vat Ke,
p` Aa to mUz vat Ke, AlaEikk vat Ke. jEn dxRnka maq`, maq` hE Aa.
maq` qate hE ke nhÄ loko, to yhaH khete hE ke wEya, terI cIj, Ôe xuâ pairàimk
Svwavwav AEsa xuâaTm ãVy, xuâaTm vStu _sse Ao pyaRy, moÙka magRkI
pyaRy, sbermaH paHs@ bol ßyaH=I kha =a vo, —xuâaTm ãVyse k=HictŸ iwþ hE˜smjmeH Aaya? (Ò, Ýwu) Aek ApeÙa _smeH Ao hE ke vtRman piràm Ôe _Tpþ
hota hE, vo TyaH stŸ$p AiStTv hE, to ãVy sa= Vyvharse Aiwþ hE AEsa yhaH
isâ krna hE. smjmeH Aaya? inüyse iwþ hE Ôe AaVyuH Aa. smjmeH Aaya?
Ao pyaRy pote Vyvhar hE, moÙmagRkI pyaRy Ôe hE vo Vyvhar hE, to Ao
Vyvhar, ãVykI sa= Aek ApeÙaAe Aiwþ hE AaEr inüykI ApeÙaAe iwþ hE. Aa
AaVyuH wa{ AHdr=I. kho smjmeH Aaya? vStu, vStu hE, Aam to piràm ma5
Vyvhar hE AEsa isâaHtmeH Aate hE, —piràm ma5 Vyvhar Ane \/vu inüy.˜
smjmeH Aaya? —Vyvharo AwUyT=o, AEsa Aaya hE ne Vyvhar nam pyaRy
AwUta=R TyaH to Aem kha hE. pyaRy Ae!le moÙka magRkI pyaRy, Ae bI AsTya=R
hE,H sTya=R to Ýwu \/vu i5kazI ãVy Ao sTya=R hE smjmeH Aaya? stŸ AaTma Ao
i5kazI ãVy Ao sTy hE AaEr pyaRyko AstŸ kha, Ao gaE` krke kha =a smjmeH
Aaya? Aa]y krne layk nhÄ Ao kar` TyaH _sko AsTya=R kha yhaH jrI lete
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hE ke Ao pyaRy hE, vtRmanmeH to Ao ãVykI sa=e Awed hE kemke wavna ivnaixk khe
Ke ne wa{? wavnane ivnaixk khex.e ivnaxnI ApeÙaAe, —kaym n=I rhetI˜
Ae ApeÙaAe iwþ hE. Aek smykI pyaRy TyaH ãVykI sa= Aekakar hE Ao ApeÙaAe
Aiwþ khenm
e He Aaya hE-H Aahaha¦
sU"m ivØy Ke wa{ AacayeR pHcm kazna Òvo ma!e Aa kha hE. Aem ko{ khe
Aohoho¦ Aa to co=a AaranI vatu Ke Are co=a nhÄ AaTma ma!e Ke. to AaTma
jhaH hE _ske ma!e kha hE nHdikxorÒ¦
AhÄ to Aa@ vØRnI bailka ho ke kroDpUvn
R a Aayu*yvazo AadmI ho AaTma
to AaTma hE, Ae AaTma ÏI n®h ne purØu ye nhÄ. Ae AaTma ragey nhÄ ne kmR nhÄ.
p` Ao i5kazI AaTmameH Ôe sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI Ôe pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ Ao
wI k=HictŸ iwþ ne k=HictŸ Aiwþ hE. (ApeÙase kha hE) smjmeH Aaya? phele
to iwþ j keh dIya hE, pIKe p` iwþ khega. smjmeH Aaya? p` yhaH jrI pyaRy
Aek smy rhetI hE, Aek smy, xuâ wgvan AaTmaka AanHdka Anuwv, Aek
smy ma5 Anuwv rhete hE, smjmeH Aaya? Lyo Ae vzI AaVyuH wa{ AoluH pyaRy
20mo bol. A®lgg/h`- le? ÉyaHnHu ÉyaH AaVyu,H ko` Ôè, Ae kaH{ ivcayaRibcayaR nhÄ hE.
vo 20 ma bol Aate hE ne, ke Ôe AaTma ÝTyiw&an, ÝTyiw&an nam kaym
rhenve ala AEsa AaTma, vo pyaRy, Ao ãVy pyaRyko SpxRta nhÄ, AEsa pyaRyko
AaTma khete hE. TyaH Aem kæu.H fer-AaTma i5kazI &ayk cEtNy \/vu , Ôe ÝTyiw&anka
ivØy samaNy ãVy Ôe vStu hE, vo pyaRyko SpxRte nhÄ, A=aRtŸ Ao ãVy Ôe hE vo
pyaRyko Aa®lgn krta nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? p` Ao pyaRyko ih AaTma kha TyaH
smjmeH Aaya?
AEse Aek smykI pyaRy Aiwþ hE vo AaTma hE AEsa khya AaEr vStu trIke
kaym nhÄ rhetI hE vo kar` _sko iwþ kh dIya. smjmeH Aaya? Aek smy
isvay dUsre smy Ao pyaRy rhetI nhÄ. ware vatu wa{. Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya? j¡Ao Aa magR vItragka, svR& prme¬re AEsa magR deqa hE AEsa Anuwv
krke moÙ lIya hE, Ao khete hE. AEsa wgvan, Òtna Aa moÙmagRkI tIn
wav$p pyaRy khI, Ao sb prmpairàimk Svwav AEsa ãVy Svwav vStu
Svwav, _sse k=HictŸ iwþ hE. Ýma`ka ivØyse Aiwþ ne inüyka ivØyse
iwþ AEsa AhÄ lagu nhÄ hota. Aey cHdw
u a{- kem? AhÄ to xuâ pairàimk
lÙ` xuâ AaTmãVyse k=HictŸ iwþ Aem lIya hE. Ao ãVyse k=HictŸ iwþ ne vo
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ãVyse k=HictŸ Aiwþ, wa{- smjmeH Aaya? Ýma`kI ApeÙase Aiwþ Ane
inüykI ApeÙase iwþ, Ae AhÄ lagu nhÄ hota, lagu nhÄ hota, Éya khete hE
Fi!t nhÄ hota. tmarI waØa hE. AEse yhaH Fi!t nhÄ hota, ÉyUiH k yhaH ye pyaRy,
xuâ pairàimkwav lÙ`vaza AEsa Ôe xuâ ãVy vStu \/vu , Ôe sMyGdxRnka |yey
Ôe sMyGdxRnka ivØy, Ôe sMyGdxRnka lÙ krne layk Ae cIj, Ae xuâaTma
wgvan AaTma Ôe inTy \/vu hE- _sse Aa Ôe moÙka magRkI pyaRy ko{ ApeÙaAe
iwþ hE, kaym rhetI n=I. AacayR pote khega, wa{ —wavna ivnaixk Ke˜ ma!e.
Ae wavna kaym rhetI n=I. ma!e k=HictŸ iwþ hE smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
k=HictŸ iwþ hE —kIs lIye j¡Ao˜ iks lIye iwþ hE?H —ke wavna$p
hones˜
e Ae i5kazI wav$p honese ye cIj nhÄ. Ao wavna, j¡Ao AhÄya wavnano
A=R ivkLp ne ®ctvn Ao nhÄ. Ae _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwav _sko yhaH
wavna khenm
e He Aaya hE Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? vStu Ôe i5kaz hE, _ska trfkI
Aekag/ta, Aek Ag/, AaTma Ag/pè lÙmaH lekr Ôe pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ hE, _sko
wavna khete hE. Aa vzI bar wavna ne Ae wavnanI Aa vat n=I tem Aa
wavna Ae!le ke ivkLp ne ®ctvn Ke Ae wavna nhÄ. yhaH to i5kazI &aykwav
_smeH Okag/ta Aek smykI _sko AhÄya wavna khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aek
smykI pyaRy do smy nhÄ rhetI mUzcHdwa{ smÔy Ke Aa bhuH JIùH AaVyuH Aa
to nIkZyu.H
ÉyaHk maNyuH hxe lokoAe, Aey xe@.
khete hE Ae wavna$p hones,e kem iwþ hE? ke wavna$p hones,e Ae i5kaz
wav$p nhÄ ma!e. smjmeH Aaya? xuâ pairàimkwav to wavna$p nhÄ, deqo.
Ôe i5kazI \/vu Svwav hE vo to wavna$p nhÄ, pyaRy$p nhÄ hota Ao Aek
smy$pI wavna hE,H Ao xuâ i5kazI wav, wavna nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aare
ware JIùH wa{. xuâ pairàimkwav to wavna$p nhÄ, wavna$p nhÄ. yhaH to
wavna hE moÙmagR to vItragI pyaRy hE, vItragI i5kazI ®bb nhÄ. (Ò. ha.)
i5kaz vItragI ®bb Ôe Ýwu AaTmãVy Ao nhÄ, Aa to wavna$p, n{ pyaRy _Tpþ
hotI hE. xi›mes
H e Vyi› kha =a ne _pr wVyTv xi›nI Vyi› smjmeH Aaya?
to khete hE ke —yh pyaRy AekaHt$pse xuâ pairàimkse Aiwþ ho˜ deqo
AekaHt$pse Aiwþ ho, k=HictŸ iwþ Aem kæu.H p` k=HictŸ Aiwþ Aem kha, Aem
AaVyuH ne phel?Hu k=HictŸ iwþ Aeno A=R k=HictŸ Aiwþ, ikskI sa=? i5kazI
ãVykI sa=. wgvan AaTma, Apna inÔnHd Sv$p _skI ¹iÚ krnes,e Ôe pyaRy
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Ýg! hu{ moÙmagR, vo AanHdka Anuwv, xuâ_pyog, Ao pyaRy i5kazI ãVyse
k=HictŸ iwþ, ÉyU?H ke Ao pyaRy wavna$p hE. vo vStu hE i5kazI wavna$p nhÄ.
smjmeH Aaya? AEsa Ôe xuâ pairàimkse AekaHt$pse Aiwþ ho, AekaHtse tdŸn
vo pyaRy Ane ãVy Awed ho, to Ao pyaRy kaym rhenI cahIye A=va pyaRyka
nax hones,e ãVyka nax ho Ôyega. ware vat. smjmeH Aaya?
Ae pyaRy, moÙmagRkI pyaRy, Ùaiyk wavkI pyaRy deqo _smeH Ae ;bI'
Aayane? kevz&ankI pyaRy, "aaiykwavkI pyaRy, "aaiyk smiktkI pyaRy, AhÄya
moÙmagR Ae!le kevz&an n lev.Hu "aaiyk smikt, "aaiyk cair5$pI pyaRy Ao
wavna$p hE. i5kazI wgvan AaTmamaH |yey krke |yanmeH pyaRy Ôe _Tpþ hu{,
Ao wavna hE. i5kazI wav nhÄ. i5kazI wavse Ôe xuâpairàimkse Ao pyaRy
Aek j hoy Aekmek hoy, tdŸn Aiwþ hoy, AekaHtse Aiwþ hoy to —moÙka
ÝsHg Aane pr˜, jb, ßyare kevz&an Ane mui› hogI, to yh wavna$pI
pyaRy rhegI nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? moÙmagRkI pyaRyka Vyy AaEr moÙkI pyaRyka
_Tpad, Ôe wavna Ane i5kazI wav, tdŸn Aiwþ ho to moÙ honese pyaRyka
nax hoga, Ane pyaRy ne ãVy svR=a Aiwþ ho to pyaRyka nax honese ãVyka wI
nax ho Ôyega. to ãVyka to nax kwI hota nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?
moÙka ÝsHg Aane pr, ÝsHg Aane pr _sko moÙ hoga hI, yuH Aem khete hE.
ÒsmeH AEsI wavna, wgvan AaTma vStu hE, _sko |yey bnakr Ôe pyaRy \mRkI,
xaHitkI, sMyGdxRn &an xaHitkI cair5kI Ôe wavna _Tpþ hu{ hE. Ae pU`R moÙ
jb hoga kevz&an, tb Ae wavna rhegI nhÄ, to Ae pyaRy rhegI nhÄ. Ao
pyaRy nih rhegI. Ôe Ao pyaRy ne ãVy svR=a Aiwþ ho, to pyaRyka nax honese
ãVyka wI nax ho Ôyega. Aiwþ hoy to Aa nax ho to _ska wI nax ho Ôy
mgr AEsa to hota nhÄ. Nyay smjmeH Aate hE? Aare ware vat wa{ (pyaRy
Aiwþ ho to pyaRyka nax hone pr ãVyka nax ho Ôy) ãVy nax ho Ôy.
pHiDtÒ, hE _sme?H
to khete hE. Ôe xuâ AekaHt$pse wgvankI sa= ãVykI sa= Ao moÙka
magRkI pyaRy, wavna, Ao i5kazI wavkI sa=, Ae wavna svR=a Aek ho to
moÙka ÝsHg Aane pr Ae pyaRy nih rhegI. smjmeH Aaya? moÙkI pyaRy jb
hotI hE tb Aa wavna$p moÙka magRkI pyaRy rhetI nhÄ nax hotI hE.
moÙ kar`$p pyaRy deqo, moÙ hone pr moÙka kar`$p dxa Ao to Vyy
hota hE. nax hota hE. —xuâ pairàimkwav wI ivnaxko Ýaº ho˜ Lyo. Aahaha¦
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Aa rmto, piràm Ane piràmI be vCcenI vato kre Ke. smjmeH Aaya? ragko
KUtahI nhÄ, inim¿ko KUta hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ApnI vItragI
\mR pyaRy Ôe ãVyko |yey bnakr khexe Aagz, ivØy bnakr, ivØy Ae!le |yey,
Aa ãVy vStu, smjmeH Aaya? Aapè AaVyuH htuH TyaH nhÄ AÚpahuDmaH mit$pI
\nuØ, ]ut$pI dorI sMyGdxRn &an$pI ba` lgaya \/vu _pr, lÙ _pr smjmeH
Aaya? wavmit&an$pI \nuØ, wav]ut&an$pI dorI AaEr sMyGdxRn &an
cair5$pI ba` to dxRn &an cair5 mit ]ut Aaid b\uH sb Aa gya _sme,H
mara ba` \/vu _pr, i5kazI \/vu Ao lÙ krne layk hE, Aa \mR krnevaleko lÙ
ne |yey \/vu _pr |yan lganeka hE. Ae isvay \mR kwI hota nhÄ. Aahahaha¦
khete hE, Ôe ye moÙmagRkI pyaRy, wavna, moÙka ÝsHg hone pr AhÄ to
inüyse _sko moÙ hoga ih Aem kI\u.H moÙkI pyaRy hu{ hE to moÙ to hoga ih.
smjmeH Aaya? to moÙ hoga jb isâ pyaRy, kevz&ankI pyaRy to vo pyaRyka
to ivnax hota hE moÙmagRkI Ôe pyaRy hE _ska to Awav hota hE nax hota hE.
Ôe i5kazI ãVykI sa= Aa pyaRyko tdŸn Ok kho, Aek kho, Aiwþ kho, to
pyaRyka nax honese _skI sa= Ôe Aiwþ ãVy =a _ska wI nax hoga smjmeH
Aaya? ware vat wa{, waØa to sadI Aave Ke, AemaH kaH{, wav wle êca ho,
wav to... Aahaha¦ Aave Ke waØa hÇ¦ Aem.
khete hE, moÙ ho Ône pr {s wavna$p, moÙ kar`wUt pyaRy. ko{ khete
hE ne isâko Aa@ gu` hE vo to gu` hE, Ae gu` nhÄ, Ae to pyaRy hE. isâko je
AnHt&an-AnHt dxRn Ae gu` nhÄ Ae to pyaRy hE AvS=a hE AEsI AvS=a jb
Ýg! hotI hE, tb moÙmagRkI pyaRyka nax hota hE to moÙmagRkI pyaRy AvS=a,
Ane vStu i5kazI Ae svR=a Aek ho, svR=a Aek ho to pyaRyka nax honese vStu
wI nax ho ÔyegI, ma!e svR=a AekaHte Aiwþ hE nhÄ. k=HictŸ iwþ hE. (vah re
vah) k=HictŸ Aiwþ hE Aem Aeno A=R =yone? smjmeH Aaya?
—prHtu AEsa to hota nhÄ hE˜- wgvan AaTma \/vu , \/vu stŸka sÀv, Ýwu
AaTma stŸ, _ska wav prm Svwavwav sÀv AEs
H a ne AEsa Anaid rhete hE
isâmeH wI AEsa hE. isâkI pyaRy Ýg! hu{ to sÀvmeH ko{ kmI Aa g{, AEsa hE
nhÄ. AaEr yhaH nrkkI yoinmeH nrkmeH rha, AÙrka AnHtmaH wage &anka ivkaska
AHx bhot =oDa rha, to bI \/vu to \/vu hI hE. _smeH ko{ kmI nhÄ hotI ne isâ ho
to ko{ v<iâ nhÄ hotI. smjmeH Aaya?
ware vat wa{ (sTy vat) Ae \/vu ka dirya, \/vu ka sagr to AEsa ne AEsa
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rheta hE. Ae ba# Éya khete hE tuMhare? wrtI Ao! khte hmare, ba# Aata hE. Ao!
panI Aata hE pIKe. AEsI pyaRy \/vu meH nhÄ. ba# AaAo kevz&anka ke h! ÔAo
AnHtmeH wage, AÙrke AnHtmeH wage, to vStumHe kaH{ ba# ke Fa!a Aata nhÄ,
smjmeH Aaya? AEsa Ôe ãVy hE Ae Ôe Aiwþ, AekpùH pyaRy Ane ãVyko AekpùH
ho, to moÙ ÝsHg hota, pyaRyka nax hota hE to vStuka wI nax ho Ôy, Aek,
Aek Ôe mano to. prHtu AEsa to hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ khaH lIya? xrIr naxvŸan,
rŸag naxvan, Aa pyaRy naxvan, moÙka magR naxvan Aey, Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya?
Aek gay pDI htIne Aaje idxaAe gya covIs klak=I pDI htI. du:qI-kale
gya'ta svare nv vage AbI gya saDa nv vage to ÒvtI htI. ¬as calto
hto. qlas =vanI tEyarI htI covIs klak=I Aem ne Aem pDI'tI.
Éya rogka du:q, du:q kIsko hE. AekTvka du:q hE. xrIrka rogka du:q nhÄ.
ragkI Aekta sa= Ôe im+yaTv wav _Tpþ hota hE. Ae im+yaTvmaH Aakuzta Ao
du:q hE. Ae du:qkI pyaRy ãVymeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaEr \mRkI pyaRy Ýg! hu{ Ao
ãVymeH nhÄ. ware vat wa{- (sTy vat) smjmeH Aaya?
—prHtu AEsa to hota nhÄ. ÉyU?H xuâ pairàimkwav to AivnaxI hE˜.
wgvan AaTmanuH ãVy Sv$p to i5kaz AivnaxI hE. smjmeH Aaya?
—{s lIye AEsa isâ huAa˜, Lyo Aa kar`se AEsa sabIt huAa ke, tmarI
pase n=I, Ke ne panu? tmne panuH AaPyuH n=I TyaH Ke smjmeH Aaya? Aoho,
Am<tna sagr _KZya Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem khe Ke j¡Ao Ae!lI vatmaH |yan raqvuH
Ôe{Ae? khete hE- ke —{slIye AEsa sabIt huAa ke, xuâ pairàimkwav ivØyk˜,
waØa deqo, pKI wle AalHbn lIya _smeH ivØy krnaro wavna Ke Ae to xuâ
pairàimkne ivØy krnar Ke, |yey krnar Ke, bs. pKI AalHbn p` Aene
khenm
e He Aata hE, qreqr to pyaRy ãVyka Aa]y krtI hE AEsa nih hE, inüyse to
piràm piràmke AalHbnse hE, ãVyke AalHbnse hE nhÄ Aare ware vat wa{
stŸ hE ne vo stŸ hE ne? pyaRy stŸ hE ne? sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI pyaRy stŸ hE
ne? Are moÙkI pyaRy wI stŸ hE ne? hE _sse ãVyka AalHbn khena Ao bI
ApeiÙt &an krna _sme.H inrpeÙmeH to ye pyaRy pyaRyse hE¸ ãVyse wI hE nhÄ.
pyaRy ãVyka AalHbn letI nhÄ hE qreqr to Aem khete hE-kæuH ne { to,
Aa]y kæuH TyaH kI\u.H TyaH Aa]y kæo, AhÄya ivØy kæo, _ska A=R Ae ke pyaRy
Ao trf JUktI hE ne? to Aa]y lIya, AalHbn lIya, AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE. k{
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pyaRy? Ae ÝÆ pIKe j¡Ao Aa vtRman pyaRy hE Ao pyaRy to AHdrmeH JUktI nhÄ
smjmeH Aaya? ÉyÇik Ao pyaRyka lÙ to pr _pr hE. to pyaRy JUkta hE ãVyme,H
Ae ApeÙaAe pyaRyko Aa]y, AalHbn ãVyka hE AEsa khenm
e He Aaya hE. ware JIù.H
—wUyT=H AiSsdo qlu˜ Aem Ke ne xBd AgIyarmI ga=a wUta=Rne Aa]ye.
Ae to _Tpþ hota hE Vy›pè Ae ApeÙaAe kha, p` hE Apnese _Tpþ hu{.
AalHbn-falHbn ko{ka hE nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? \/vu i5kazI stŸ hE, Aem Aek
smykI pyaRy p` stŸ hE. Ae stŸka ivØy Éya? \/vu hE Aem khete hE. Ao mHDUk,
deDka wI smikt pamte hE to \/vu ka lÙse pate hE. laq vatnI vat, AnHt kre p`
\/vu wgvan AaTma _ska AHtrmeH pyaRyko we!a krnes,e pyaRy ÉyU?H pyaRyse kam
lena hE ne? Ae!le vat to pyaRyse Aave, p` Aa pyaRy _sko Aa]y krtI hE, Ao
bI Vyvharse Aaya, Ao Ýg! hotI hE _ske Aa]yse Aesa khenm
e He Aata hE.
to xuâ pairàimkwav ivØy xuâ pairàimk wavka AvlHbn lenevalI
O!le ivØy krnevalI je wavna, Éya kIya? ke sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI Ôe
\mR pyaRy hE _ska ivØy \/uv hE Ae wavna \/uvko ivØy krtI hE. smjmeH
Aaya? ware vatu wa{, Aey xowalalÒ¦ Aa suna ih nhÄ ATyar su\I kaH{.
AEsa ne AEsa ={ gya xei@ya TyaH paKa \mRmaH y mo!a khevay Ab to sUnne
ko mIl gya vat to sCcI hE. yoGytase imlta hE. inralHbI Ýwu Aene pyaRyka
wI AalHbn nhÄ. AaEr pyaRyko AalHbn khena ãVyka, AHx hE ne Ane lÙ Ôte
hE ne Ae ApeÙase AalHbn khenm
e He AaVya hE¦ ivØy krna hE ne? pa@ hE ne? xuâpairàimkwavko ivØy bnanevalI. xuâ pairàimk i5kaz wav _sko |yey
bnanevalI smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ magR to j¡Ao. svR& vItrag AavI vat,
svR& vItrag isvay A=va idgHbr \mR isvay O vat bIje ÉyaHy hotI n=I.
smjmeH Aaya? vStuka Sv$p AEsa hE.
pyaRyko pyaRy AalHbn nhÄ. pyaRyka pyaRy ivØy nhÄ, Éya? smjmeH
Aaya? sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy, moÙmagRkI pyaRy, Ae pyaRy-pyaRy, _ska ivØy
pyaRy nhÄ. to Ae pyaRyka ivØy to rag ne inim¿ to ÉyaHy rh gya. Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma Ôe prm Svwavwav ãVywav _sko ivØy bnanevalI
vtRman pyaRy, moÙmagRkI, \mRkI pyaRy Ao i5kazI \m±ka (\m±ko) ivØy
krtI hE. _sko |yeymeH letI hE Ae \mRkI pyaRy Apna p` Aa]y krke pyaRyka
AalHbn letI hE AEsa nhÄ Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa xaÏse &an huAane?
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Ao pyaRyko wI \mRkI pyaRyka |yey ne AalHbn nhÄ. p` Ao pyaRy Ýg! hu{,
Ao pyaRy \mRkI Ýg! hu{, O pyaRy pyaRyka ivØy nhÄ. moÙmagRkI inmRz
pyaRy pyaRyka ivØy nhÄ smjmeH Aaya? magR wa{ ware vat wa{.
pyaRy, Ôe moÙ kho, moÙmagR kho sb pyaRy hE AvS=a hE, siÊy pir`mn
hE, smjmeH Aaya? \mR Ae pyaRy hE AaEr \mRka pUr` fz kevz&an Ao wI Aek
pyaRy hE. Ae pyaRy naxvan hE. Aahaha¦ ma!e Ae pyaRy ãVyse k=HictŸ iwþ hE.
iwþ n ho to pyaRyka naxse vStuka wI nax ho Ôy.... AEsa xuâ pairàimkko
Òsne ivØy bnaya AEsI Ôe wavna, sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5, smjmeH Aaya?
sMyGdxRn &an ne cair5, _sne ivØy bnaya \/vu ko, AEsI wavna AaEr Éya
kheta hE, hve _pr lI\I'tI Ae vat lI\I hve, _s$p Ôe _pxm Aaid tIn wav
deqo, Ae wavna hE yh _pxm, "ayopxm ne "aaiyk tIn wav$p hE-smjmeH
Aaya? j¡Ao AhÄya Vyvharka inØe\ krneko Aa lIya hE. wa{ Vyvhar rTn5y
hE to inüy rTn5y \mR Ýg!te hE, AEse nhÄ. inüy rTn5y Ýg!nemHe |yey \/vu
hE. j¡Ao Aa loko raDo paDte hE AekaHt khete hE, Are sUn to shI Aa kya khete hE
yhaH Aey lalcHdÒ khete hEne AEsa? Vyvharse kuK law nhÄ AaTma ko- Vyvharse
kuK law nhÄ? law hE- bH\ka. smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE ye \mR pyaRy, Aahaha¦ Aa kevI \mR pyaRy, vItragI AopIt pyaRy,
O wavna$p honese O 5`wav$p hE, kar` ke 5` wav pyaRy$p hE, _dy wI
pyaRy, p` _dy to AhÄya inØe\ krega yhaH deqo, smSt ragaidse riht hone ke
kar` Ae _dyko inØe\ kr dIya. car phele pyaRyko btaya =a ke pyaRy car
wav$p hE Ane ãVy pairàimkwav$pe hE. paHc wav sma dIya =a. vStu Ôe
i5kazI hE Ae pairàimkwav i5kaz$p \/vu wav hE, pairàimkwav hE Ane
pyaRy Ae car wav hE pyaRy. to _smeH Ôe tIn wavkI pyaRy hE vo moÙmagRkI
pyaRy hE.H Ao _dywavko, pyaRy hE, p` Ao _dy- smSt ragaidse riht honeke
kar` sMyGdxRnkI pyaRy, moÙmagRkI pyaRy, Ae to vItragI-pyaRy hE. Ae smSt
ragaidse riht, pHc mhav/tka ivkLp ne nvtÀvkI ]âaka ivkLp sbse riht Ao
moÙka magR hE. he¦H (smSt ragaid se riht to barme) Are¦ co=e gu`S=ankI
bat hE AhÄya. ragaidse riht j moÙka magR hE. smSt ragaid riht Ae!le?
p` Ae ragaid riht j hE.
sMyG¹iÚ Vyvharse mu› hE Vyvharka Aa]y ivkLp Ae rag hE. dya dan
v/taidka ivkLp hE, _sse ¹iÚvHt, |yey bnaya \/vu ko, to ragse to yh mu› ih hE.
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vo btate hE deqo, _pxmwavmaH khete hE. Aa tIn wav kæa ke nhÄ? _pxm Aaid
tIn wav kæa ke nhÄ? ke _smeH Ùaiykwav Ùyopxm do ih lIya hE? _pxmwavmaH
Ao p` pyaRy, Ae _dy nam smSt ragse riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ao tIn wav
_pr kha =a, Ae pIKe Ae wavna Òsko khI ijsko sberm
e He FàH bol lIya =a,
Ao b\I pyaRy hE. Amare pHiDtÒ khe. pyaRyka {tna b\a mahaTMy? mahaTMy to
ãVyka hE, p` pyaRyka {tna mahaTMy to ãVyka kItna mahaTMy? Aem lena hE.
Ae{ xxIwa{? gaàH {tna gaya svermeH Éya pyaRyka {tna gaàH?
wa{ Ao to pu5 hE ÝÔ, ãVykI pyaRy hE, ÝÔ hE smjmeH Aaya? AenI pyaRy.
Ýma`nI ApeÙaAe pyaRy AenI khevay smjmeH Aaya? Ane Aek smykI pyaRy
Aiwþ hE, Ae ApeÙaAe AaTmakI pyaRy khenm
e He Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? sverm
e He
bhot Aaya =a. xuâaTm ãVy kæa Lyo. xuâaTm ãVy {sko khIAe, AhÄ je xuâaTm
ãVy khete hE, AEsa xuâaTm ãVy kh dIya. Ae to AwedkI ApeÙa pyaRy Aa baj¡ Juk
g{ hE, ragse h!kr Svwav baj¡ Juk g{ hE, to xuâ ãVykI sa= Awed krke, xuâ
ãVy hI hE, _sko kh dIya. smjmeH Aaya?
khte hE kI _pxm Aaid tIn wav, _pxm Aaid maH Aeklo _pxm wav n
lena Ane Aekla Ùaiyk wav lena? smSt ragaidse riht, pHiDtÒ. tIno wav
ragse riht kha hE. ÉyÇik _dywav pyaRy hE to _ska to AhÄyaH inØe\ krke
Svwav Ýg! huAa hE Aem btate hE inØe\ka A=R _ske _prse lÙ KoD dIya Ao
inØe\. ãVy vStu _pr |yey bnaya to pyaRy Ýg! hu{, Ao pyaRy AhÄya smSt
ragse riht, Ao pyaRy hE. smjmeH Aaya? deqo ne Aa pana to sbke ha=maH dIya
hE. (panamaH=I ka#yu)H panameH Éya lIqa hE deqo- Éya nih lIqa hE. _pxm Aaid
Ao wavna, Ôe inmRz pyaRy hE Ao wavna ivnaxIk hE, kaym ãVykI sa= rhetI
nhÄ. Ae karè wavnako tInwav$p kha, _pxmwav, Ùyopxmwav, Ùaiykwav
tIn wav kha, Ao tIn wav smSt ragaidse riht, hve pa@ hE ke nhÄ _sme?H he¦H
(SpÚ) SpÚ hE? ivkLp, ifkLp, dya, dan ne v/t ne wi›na piràm Ae
_pxmwav, Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk Ae ragse riht wav hE. (brabr) hE ne? pana
dIya hE tuMhara ha=meH ramÒwa{Ae pana KpaVya te id' pHdrso, ko'k khe p00
Kpavo, Ae khe pHdrso Kpavo wa{ pana te pana panuH panu fre ne sonuH Jre Aem
n=I kheta tmare? _\raÌ-bu\raÌ wrI hoyne AHdr panamaH, _\raÌ smjte
ho le` de` AEsa qule to Aoho flaà pase {tna leàH hE. AEse pana fre ne sona
Jre, { pana fre ne sona Jre \Uz AemaH kaH{ nhÄ mze.
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Aa &ankI pyaRy fre Ane AHdr AanHdka JràH Jre. Aem khete hE Aahaha¦
icdŸivlasmaH wa{ Aave Ke ne ke jem jem AacayR gu`na wed krIne smÔve Ke tem
tem ix*yne v\are AanHd Aave Ke, Ae icdŸivlasmaH Ke (kar`-kayR Ke) ha. kar`kayR maH naQyuH Ke panuH b\uH yad rhe Ke kaH{? icdŸivlasmaH Ke. AacayR jem jem
gu`ka wed krte krte krte btate hE, tem tem ix*yko AanHd Aata hE, AEsa khete
hE. Lyo wed btate hE ne AanHd Aata hE, ÉyUH ik ijskI ¹iÚ ãVy _pr pDI hE, _sko
to ivkLpke kazmeH wI xuiâ ih hotI hE. smjmeH Aaya? cahe to Axuw ivkLpno
kaz ho, to wI Svwav trfkI Jukav Ao dxa hE, to TyaH injRra ih hotI hE,
Axuâta !ztI hE. Ane xuwwav ho to v\are Svwav trf Jukav hE to v\are xuiâ
v\tI hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
ÉyÇik AhÄya to ¹iÚvHt ix*y lIya hE ne wa{? ¹iÚvHt ix*y, ßyaH ãVy
_pr ¹iÚ hE, Ae ix*yko jem jem Ao sunate hE sTy, to Ao ]âa &an, xUNypè
nhÄ rha Ao smye, wle ivkLp Aaya sUnnemHe ivkLp Aaya AaEr ivkLpse sUnte
hE, p` Ao smye ]âa &an, ]âa &anka kayR krte hE ke ]âa &anka kayR nhÄ krte
hE? Éya kIya Ao smjmeH Aaya?
\m± Òv Apna ãVy Svwavka |yey bnakr Ôe \mR ]âa &an sMyGdxRn
&an, tInwav$p =a Ao Ýg! huAa. hve _ska ivkLpmeH lÙ gya. smjmeH
Aaya? to Ao to cair5ka doØkI ApeÙaAe prmaH lÙ gya. p` Ao smy ]âa
&an ko{ kayR krta hE ke nhÄ? ke ]âa &an kayR kyaR ivna xu*k pDa hE? smjmeH
Aaya? svare be imin! AaFu gyu'H tu Qyal nhoto p` ÔeyHu to Aoho Aa to vqt
={ gyo.
Éya kha _sme?H ke yhaH kha ke _pxmwav, Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk Ae moÙmagRkI
pyaRyka wav kha, Ao wav smSt ragaidse riht honeke kar`, ÉyUiH k \m±ko, \/vu
pr ¹iÚ honese sMyGdxRn &an Ane ke!lIk iS=rta xuâ hu{ hE. hve Ao ragse riht
hE, to AEsa ]âa &anmeH \/vu ka Ôe kayR hE, Ao ]âa &anmeH hota hE. Sv$pka iS=rtaka
wI kayR hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? cair5 gu` ijtna inmRz {tna kayR to Ao
smymeH wI krte hE cahe to ivkLp ho xuwka ke Axuw ho, p` Ôe inmRz pyaRy Ýg!
]âa &an cair5ka AHx huAa, Ao kaH{ ku!S= pD–a hE ke kaH{ pir`mn kayR krta
hE? smjmeH Aaya? hve JIùH AaVyuH =oDukH smjmeH Aaya ke nhÄ kuK?
AaTma, wgvan sagr srovr, sagr mo!o diryo SvyHwrU m` smuã hE
AanHdka. SvyHwrU m` srovr. ¹iÚkI =ap pDI Ao _pr ßyaH, Ao pyaRymeH ]âameH
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sara AanHd Sv$p hE AEsa Aaya, to sa=meH ]âa hu{, &an huAa, AanHdkI pyaRy
hu{, AanHd gu`kI pirìt AaEr cair5gu`kI pirìt xuâ hu{, to ivkLpke kazmeH
Ao ]âa &an Aaid cair5kI pyaRy inmRz hu{, Ao kuK kayR krtI hE ke nhÄ?
(krtI hE) ke rag j Aekla kam krte hE? (AanHdka Anuwv krtI hE) Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya? (Ò, Ýwu) smÔy AevI Aa vat Ke hÇ, n smÔy AevI vat
n=I. Aem n smjvuH ke na na Amara=I n smÔy- (SpÚIkr` coQquH Aave Ke)
coQquH j Ke, vStu j AEsI hE.
deqo AhÄya Éya kIya? ke wav tIn hE, Ýg! huAa, sMyGdxRn&an \mRpyaRy Ýg! hu{, to ]âa &an cair5 AanHd Aaidka kayR hota hE ke nhÄ? (hota
hE) he?H (hota hE) to Ao kayRmHe rag riht hE. ivkLp Aaya KtaH Ao vStu to rag
riht kayR krtI hE. wa{¦ Éya kIya frIne j¡Ao. Ôe ãVyvStu \/vu , _sko |yey
bnakr Ôe ]âa &an cair5kI pyaRy, AanHdkI pyaRy$p kayR huAa to Ao kayR
smye smye hota hE ke nhÄ? (hota hE) ivkLpke kazmeH ivkLp riht Ae kayR hota
hE. (v<iâgt, v<iâgt) ma!e Aa l{ lI\a hE AHdr. smjmeH Aaya? ho rag, rag
ragke FrmeH rha, AaTmameH ÉyaH Fus gya hE rag.(ko{ Aem khe inivRkLpno A=R
pairàimk wav) AhÄ to inivRkLp Ae j vat ma!e to Aa lIya hE.
Ae wgvan¦ sun to shI Ýwu, AhÄ to smSt ragaid rihtka A=R Ao hE,
ke inmRz pyaRymeH ragka AHx nhÄ. to Ao vqte Ôe ]âa &an cair5 AanHd
SvCKta, ktaR-kmR Aaid inmRz pyaRy Ôe kayR$p pirìt hE Ao ivkLpke kazmeH
pir`mta hE ke nhÄ? ke ivkLpke kazmeH pir`mta nhÄ? ne AhÄya to khete hE
ivkLpse riht AevI dxa ]âa &an cair5kI Ôe AnHt gu`kI hu{ Ao ragse
riht, Apna kayR krtI hE. smjmeH Aaya? (Ò. Ýwu) Aa to Ýg! pyaRykI bat
cltI hE ne? \/vu to \/vu hE. sMyGdxRn-&an \mR pyaRy Ýg! hu{ Ao smye smye
ko{ kayR kyaR ivna rhete hE? Aek smykI wavna hE Ao to kh dIya. bIje smye
AEsI iÊya, bIje smye AEsI iÊya, iÊya nam pir`mn, AEsa pir`mn to
inrHtr calu hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
=oDuH FùH n smÔy to ra5e pUKna ra5e vqt raQyo Ke ke nhÄ (AbI bta
do fIrse) Amara \nalalÒ inkalte hE sb rai5ko, Ao ÝÆ Ao Ôte iblkul
ÝÆ inkalte =e. smjmeH Aaya? Éya kIya? tInbat.
Aek to \/vu i5kazI hE _smeH pyaRy k=HictŸ Aiwþ ne k=HictŸ iwþ. Aek
smykI pyaRy bdl ÔtI hE {slIye iwþ hE AEsa kha. dUsrI bat pyaRy Ôe Ýg!
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hu{ \mRkI tIn wav$p sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5, vItrag pyaRy$p Ao ragse
riht hE, Ae sMyG¹i*! \/vu ka |yey krnevala _ska rag ivØy rha nhÄ. to rag
ivØy rha nhÄ. to ragka &an Apnems
He e Apne kar`se &an Apnese hota hE.
smjmeH Aaya? Ae &ankI ]âa AanHdkI pyaRy kayR krtI hE smye smye &an
gu`kI pyaRy Ônn hu{ Ae kayR krtI hE ke nhÄ? to AhÄ khete hE ke ragriht kayR
krtI hE vo Ae{ nvrHgwa{ Aahaha¦ kEsa kayR krtI hE? —smSt ragaidse riht
hE.˜ suno to shI, sMyGdxRn &an Ane Sv$p Aacr` ßyaH Ýg! huAa, Ao to
iblkul ragse riht j Apna Svwav sNmuqkI pirìt hE ye pr pirìtse to
riht j hE caE=s
e e AEsa hE, sMyG¹iÚko AEsa hE.
cair5ka doØkI ApeÙaAe kho to _skI pyaRymeH rag hE AEsa khenm
e He Aata
hE. p` ßyaH ¹iÚka ivØymeH to _skI pyaRymeH rag ih nih AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE.
ÉyÇik ¹iÚka ivØy wgvan prm xuâ prmaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya? (]âameH
ragäeØ nIkl gya) he¸H ]âa &anmeH pirìtmes
H e ragäeØ nIkl gya, ¹iÚkI
ApeÙaAeto. ÉyÇik sMyG¹iÚkI pirìt ãVyka pairàimk i5kazI wavke Aa]ye
hu{ hE na? vo to xuâka pir`mn huAa. vStu xuâ hE, piv5 hE AEsa xuâ pir`mn
huAa, to xuâ pir`mn, Axuâ pir`mnse riht hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ (_sI
kazmeH rha) Ao ih kazme.H smjmeH Aaya?
vo ih kazmeH rag riht huAa Aem pHiDtÒ khe Ke pHiDtÒ puÚI krte hE. vo ih
smy inmRz pyaRy kayR krtI hE _s smy rag riht hE yU.H dUsra smye nhÄ, Ao
ih smye rag riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? car wav kæa ne pyaRy$p te tIn wav Ôe
moÙmagRkI pyaRy hu{ Ae _dywavkI pyaRy riht hE, AEsa khena hE Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya?
kar`? —Ae xuâ-_padan kar`wUt hones˜
e . moÙ kar` wa{ AhÄya paKu
;wUt' AaVyuH (pyaRy AavI) Ke pyaRy, p` AhÄ kar`wUt lI\uH paKuH Aola
phelamaH fer hto phelHu AaVyu'H tun
H ?e phela —xuâ _padanwUt˜ kha =a. phela
phelHu sa\ar` AaVyu htu.H phela xuâ _padan$p Aaya =a parIg/afnI paHcmI
lI!I- —xuâ-_padan$p˜ Ae pyaRy htI. smjmeH Aaya? Ane pKI —xuâ
_padanwUt˜ Aayane? Ae bIÔ parIg/afnI phelI lI!I —svR ivxuâ pairàimk
prmwav lÙ` xuâ _padanwUt˜ Ae ãVy Ke. phela _padan je paHcmI lI!ImaH
Aaya =a, Ao pyaRy hE Ane Aa svRivxuâka Ôe hE, Ao ãVy hE. Ane AhÄya Ôe
xuâ-_padanwUt kha KtaH Ao pyaRy hE. smjmeH Aaya. —xuâ _padan kar`wUt˜
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Aem lIya ne? —xuâ _padanwUt˜ AEsa nhÄ lIya hE AEsI AiSt isâ krna hE
smjmeH Aaya?
moÙ kar` hE, ko`? pyaRy moÙka kar` hE prHtu xuâ pairàimk nhÄ. xuâpairàimkwav moÙka kar` nhÄ.
ivxeØ Aayega, vqt ={ gya.
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svRivxuâ &an Ai\kar 3r0 ga=a jysenacayRkI !Ika cltI hE 5IÔ
panaka 5IÔ parIg/af ho gya brabr hE?
Éya kIya 5IÔmeH —{slIye Ae isâ huAa˜ AeklI cIj maq` AeklI cIj
hE maq`. \mR Òsko krna ho to, _sko prm Svwav moÙ Svwav Ôe i5kaz
Sv$p \uv/ , _skI ¹iÚ krnese ye sMyGdxRn hoga. bakI ko{ dUsra _pay hE nhÄ.
to khe Ke ke —{slIye AEsa isâ huAa ke xuâ pairàimkwavivØyk˜ ãVynyka
ivØy huAa. AEsa bol car phele Aaya =a, paHcma bol Aaya Aaj —xuâ
pairàimkwavivØyk˜ Apna Ôe shj \uv/ &ayk, Awed samaNy, inTy, Aek$p
AEsa Ôe tÀv hE, Ae tÀvka ivØy krnevalI, Ae tÀvko |yey krnevalI —AEsI
wavna˜ smjmeH Aaya?
Ae wavna _s$p je AaEpximkaid tInwav hE Ao xuâ pairàimkwav
i5kaz Ao to \uv/ wav hE, Ao to |yey, ivØy, lÙ krne layk hE. Òsko \mR
krna ho, suqka pH=e pDna ho, smjmeH Aaya? du:qka nax krna Ao bI naiStse
bat hE. suqka pH=meH Aana ho, du:qI hE Anaidse ÝaÌ. smjmeH Aaya? Apna
AkØay &ayk Svwavwavko wUlkr ragaid ivkLpaid mera hE, Ao ih sHsarka
im+yaTvwav bIj hE. smjmeH Aaya?
to ragaid, pu~yaid, ivkLp mera hE Ae im+yaTvwav hE, to _sse riht
pairàimkwav mera hE vo sMykŸ wav hE. pHiDtÒ (brabr, bat hE AEsI) jEse
wgvan AaTma Apna &ayk wav, pU`R \uv/ Sv$p AivnaxI pd, AivnaxI pd
_sko wUlkr ragaid ivkLp cahe to mhav/tka ivkLp ho ke dyadan v/t wi›
pUÔka, p` Ao ivkLp hE vo dUsra tÀv hE, to dUsra tÀv siht SvtÀv hE, AEsI
maNyta im+yaTv hE, Ae sHsarka bIj hE Ao maNytaka nax krna nhÄ hE, wgvan
AaTma pairàimkwav, Ao trfka Jukav, AEsI Ôe wavna, AEsa Ôe moÙka
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magR, _ska ivØy to |yey \uv/ hE, nHdikxorÒ bat to AEsI hE. bhu lokone
bharmaH, AHtr cIj patazmeH mha wgvan pUàRndH pDa hE. smjmeH Aaya?
AHtr, AHtr patazmeH Ôte, pyaRy buiâ KoDkr Aa pyaRybuiâ KoDkr, smjmeH
Aaya? Aek smykI pyaRy, AvS=a ke rag ke pr Ae to b\u É–aHy KU!I gyu.H AEsI
ÌcImeH pDa hE vo ih im+yaTvwav hE. ingodke pH=e pDneka pH= hE vo. smjmeH
Aaya? panuH Ke ke nhÄ mnsuqwa{ be Ke ne be? he?H be É–aH=I AaVya? Aola
rajkumarÒ AaVya Ke ne? no hoy to AhÄya=I l{ ÔÔe. vaHce saHwze to qra
palejmaH AavuH vHcay nhÄ (palejmaH Aavu É–aH=I hoy) Aahaha¦
AhÄ khe Ke prm Svwav wgvan pUr` \uv/ _ska ivØy krnevalI wavna
_s$p Ôe AaEpximkaid tIn wav Aagz &an Ý\anse Ùyopxmwav Aek lega
wa{, AhÄya tIno, dxRn &an cair5, tInokI ApeÙa lekr i5kaz vStuka ivØy
dxRne kIya, &ane kIya Ane _smeH lIn huAa, AEsa Ôe _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwav
—Ae tIn wav smSt ragaidse riht honeke kar`˜ deqo lokone AevHu =ay Ke ke
smSt ragaidse riht to termeH barme =ay (xaÏmaH Aem Aave ne) Are Ae É–aH
vat? barmanI Ae to dUsrI bat hE Ae to pyaRyka Ôe &anmeH ragka inim¿
inim¿ sHb\H =a vo KU! Ôta hE barmeH AhÄya to ¹iÚmes
H e KU! gya ragaid sb
smjmeH Aaya? (brabr, co=e gu`S=ane?) ha. (sMyk =ya pKI kem =ay)
AhÄ phele khane. be vat to kIya phele ke ivkLp hE rag hE, pu~y hE, Ae siht
mEH huH Ae to im+yaTvwav hE. _ska sHi\kI bat 14 mI ga=a kha. caEdmI ga=a
—purØu a=R isiâ _pay.˜ smjmeH Aaya? wgvan inmRz cEtNy tÀv, inmRz &an
wgvan &an wHDar prmaTma, moÙ Sv$p ih hE Ao to Aayega deqo sbkI pIKe
Aayega.
AEsI ¹iÚ ibna Aek sU"mmaH sU"m ivkLp Ôe rag hE, guÌ-guÌka wed, guÌ
wgvan AaTma ãVy Ane _smeH rhenve ala &aykwav, AEsa wed$p Ôe ivkLp hE,
Ae ivkLp nam rag hE, to rag siht AaTmako manna Ao im+yaTvwav hE.
Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{ i5kaz xuâwavmeH Axuâta siht manna dUsrI waØaAe
l{Ae to Aahaha¦ xaHitse smjnekI cIj hE Aa to ko{ var AEsa vaHcte hE Aa
AhÄya to klas vqte vaHcvano AEsa ivkLp =a to Aa gya klas vqte Ae
vat sarI Ke. bat to AEsI hE AEsI vaÌ, AEsa wav vItragka ko{ ko{ vqte
nIklte hE (brabr vah re vah Ýwu) smjmeH Aaya? (vaÌ sb Êmbâ pyaRymeH
hE) Ao to _skI pas hE _ske kar` (ko{ vqte AEsa hota hE)
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ko{ vqte Ao wI AEsa hota hE. AhÄ to wgvan AacayR mharaj prme¬rka
Ôe wav hE vo quÐa krte hE mmR, rhSy wgvan¦ terI cIj Ôe hE pUr` _sko
ivØy krnevalI, |yey bnanevalI wavna Ao 5`$p hE, _pxm, Ùyopxm ne
Ùaiyk. AhÄ tIn khete hE pIKe &an Ý\anmaH Ùyopxm&an khex.e sa\kkI bat hE
ne? sa\kkI bat hE ne? Aa Ùaiykwav Ao _plavazakI bat nhÄ hE. kevzIka
ÙaiykwavkI bat AhÄya nhÄ hE. AhÄya to sa\kwavmeH _pxm, Ùyopxm Ôe
Ùaiykwav hE _skI bat khete hE. É–a ikya smjmeH Aate hE Aa tIn wav Ôe khete
hE _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk Ao Ùaiyk kevzIka ÙaiykkI bat AhÄya n=I.
smjmeH Aaya?
AhÄya to nIce drßÔmaH Ôe sMyGdxRn Sv$p prmaTma AanHdka \am AEsI
¹iÚ hu{, Ae ¹iÚko _pxmwav khete hE, Ùyopxmwav khete hE ne Ùaiykwav khete
hE. Aa to nIcla, kyuiH k _skI tIno bolmeH &ankI k=n xElI AayegI to Ae
tInomeH Ùyopxm&an$p pyaRy SvsHvde n Aem khega. smjmeH Aaya? to khete hE
ye tIn wav Ae smSt ragaidse riht, sU"mmaH sU"m ivkLp _@te hE, _sse wI
wgvan tdŸn iwþ pyaRymaH, ãVy to iwþ hE hI smjmeH Aaya?
ãVy to pyaRy riht hE p` Aa to pyaRy rag riht hu{ smjmeH Aaya?
(Ò. Ýwu) Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{.
Aeno magR to !UkH amaH bhot hE p` lHbI laHbI vat kr dIya hE ne to É–aHy
p¿a nih qata.
i5kaz &aykwavko ivØy krke |yey krke Ôe pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ to khete hE ke
ãVymeH to Ao pyaRy hI nih. p` Ao pyaRy moÙmagRkI Ôe Ýg! hu{. sMyGdxRn
Aaid Ao pyaRymeH rag nhÄ. xowalalÒ panu raQyuH Ke ne? Ae pIKe Fre le Ôna
brobr vaHcna, ivcar krna, Aahaha¦ to khete hE, AEse ragaid riht honeke
kar` deqo, kar` to isâ krna hE bIj¡ wa{. p` ragaid riht kæa hE Ao cIj.
sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an AaEr Sv$p trfka Aacr`kI dxa Ao tIno pyaRy,
Ae ivkLp nam Axuâtase riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEse honese {ska kya nam
dIya deqo —xuâ _padan kar`wUt˜ Aa pyaRykI bat hE smjmeH Aaya?
—xuâ _padan kar`wUt˜ Aem lIya hE ne? Aa pyaRyka xuâ _padan ãVyka
xuâ _padan i5kazI phele Aa gya yhaH to i5kaz wgvan AaTma, mUz magR
prmaTmaka, Ao ãVyko |yey bnakr Ôe pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ Ae pyaRy —xuâ _padan
kar`wUt˜ hones,e xuâ _padan kar` Aolu Axuâ ka#I naQyuH ne wa{. Axuâta
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Ôe Vyvhar rTn5y hE ivkLp Ao to AHdr pyaRymeH (se) nIkal dIya. smjmeH
Aaya?
wgvan AaTma, Apna \uv/ |yey _pr ¹iÚ pDte hI AaEr vtRman &ankI
pyaRy \uv/ ko &ey krte ih AaEr Sv$pmeH AekakarkI cair5 dxa _Tpþ hote hI
ragka Awav hE _sme.H smjmeH Aaya? Ae ivkLp Vyvhar rTn5y khete hE ne
Vyvhar moÙmagR Vyvhar moÙmagR Ae moÙmagR Vyvhar hE ih nhÄ _smeH to Aem
khete hE (to kya hE fIr _sme)H Ao rag Ae bH\ka kar` hE. bH\ka kar`ka pyaRymeH
Awav hE, kyÇik AaTma AbH\ Sv$p hE, moÙ Sv$p ih hE. ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke ne
wa{ ke —idgHbrna AacayeR Aem maNyuH Ke ke˜ Aave Ke? AaVyu'H tuH Aek var
smÔy Ke? AaTm\mRmHe Aa gya hE Aek var. (moÙ smÔy Ke) juAo }vetaHbrna
AacayRnI TyaH vat lI\I j n=I kar`ke AemaH Ke nhÄ smjmeH Aaya? VyaQyansar
panuH 8p0-bol 80, 3r v*aR, Amuk AacayR Aem khete hE ke juAo ]ImdŸne p`
Qyal AavI gyo, }vetaHbrnI xElIno Qyal Aemè KoDI dI\o TyaH- —Amuk
AacayR Aem khete hE ke - idgHbrna AacayeR AEsa SvIkar kIya he ke, idgHbr
sHtoAe AacayeR AEsa SvIkar kIya hE ke - (AacayoRA)e he?H (AacayoRA?e )
idgHbrna AacayeR - bhu vcn Ke ne? idgHbr sHto snatn magRka sa\n, sa\k
AEsa muinAo, kudH kudH AacayR Aaid sb idgHbr AacayeR, AEsa SvIkar kIya hE ke hE
to gujratI —ke Òvno moÙ hota nhÄ˜ Òvno moÙ =to n=I Ae!le hota nhÄ
sUno jrI vat (kal Aa gya) i5kaz wgvan AaTma mu› Sv$p hI hE. bH\,
bH\ vStumHe kEsa? bH\ to pyaRynI vat bH\ to pyaRyse Aaya, bH\ to.... pyaRy
hE nih _sme.H bH\ siht ãVy manna Ao to im+yaTvmeH le lIya. smjmeH Aaya?
bH\ siht kho ke Axuâta siht kho ke rag siht kho sb Aek hI bat hE.
smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma AbH\ Sv$pI Ýwu AbH\ Sv$p kho ke AbH\ to inØe\se
Aaya, moÙ Sv$p kho. Ae to moÙSv$p hI hE. AEse wgvan moÙ Sv$pI prmaTma,
AacayÈAe AEsa SvIkar kIya ke —Òvka moÙ hota nhÄ˜ lalcHdÒ ware vat
j¡Ao AhÄya idgHbrkI bat snatn sTy hE _sko yhaH Ýisâ krte hE. smjmeH
Aaya? prHtu moÙ smÔta hE moÙ smÔy Ke fkt Ôe ivkLpse siht meH =a AEsa
maNya =a Ae maNyta, bH\ sihtkI Ôe maNyta =I, maNyta =I Ae KU! g{.
muzcHdwa{¦ TyaH ko{ id' saHwZyuH y n hoy TyaH Aa!la vØR gaZya vaDamaH(b\uH ÝTyÙ krI dI\u Ke Aa) hve to Aene _Tsah =ay Ke ne? Aahaha¦
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wgvan AhÄ to khete hE j¡Ao sI\I j vat Ke bhu sI\I Ke ke Ôe ivkLp Ôe
rag hE, Ao wavbH\ hE ãVybH\kI bat KoD do. kmRka bH\ _se hE ih nih Ao to pr
hE. ivkLp Ôe rag hE Ao wavbH\ hE. Ao wavbH\ kEse maNya ke —mE H mu› nhÄ mE H
bH\a hu,H AEsI maNytameH Ao rag _wa'=a. mE H rag siht, wavbH\ siht hu,H AEsI
maNyta kIya =a. smjmeH Aaya? \nalalÒ (vStuka Sv$p AEsa nhÄ bhu vStu
Sv$pka Aapne qUb kæa) Aapke lIye rqa =a ne (AapkI kÌà hE) Aaha.
klas ma!e rqa =a. kI\u Aa klasmeH sUne to qra K¿IsmaH vØR hota hE yhaH
jHglme.H 36 maH comasa hE jHglme,H sUne to qra. Aa to jHgl =a ne, hve Aa to
vsI gya AhÄ to jHgl =ane? AekIla mkan =a. Ane Amare Aa ÒvrajÒna
pa! nIce jHglmaH=I AavI gyu htu.H jHglnuH jnavr (jHglmaH mHgl hE mharaj)
jHglmaH=I jnavr FUsI gya =a _skI nIce =a. quÐa =a ne Ae vqte to Aa kya
khevay vHDI? vHDI wI nhÄ =I phela AhÄ AaVya ne vExaq sud Aa@meH AekIla
mkan AekIla mkan jHglme,H vHDI to pIKe hu{ quÐa Amare ÒvrajÒnI nIce
ko{ ixyazIyuH ke ko{ AevHu jHglI jnavr Aak$H nIce grI gyu'H tu,H jHgl htane
tdŸn jHgl-mkan to É–aH =a.
AhÄya K¿IsmeH v*È sUne to qra. (Afr-nvno AaHk) Afr. Aek var
AaVyu'H tuH KapamaH hoH, K ne 5` nv, Aa 36 va comasa hE to kaH{ sUne to tÀv
vItragka magR.
khete hE ke moÙ smÔy Ke, moÙ hota nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? —te AevI rIte ke
Òv xuâ Sv$pI Ke.˜ wgvan AaTma to prm xuâ Svwave vStu Ke. xuâ Sv$pI
Ke. Axuâ Sv$pI to maNytameH kIya =a (pyaRynI ivprItta) Aahaha¦ (mu›
hoy Ae to xuâ Sv$pI j hoy ne?) i5kaz vStu xuâ Sv$pI hE, Òsko bH\ hota
nhÄ xuâ Sv$pmeH Axuâta AatI ih nhÄ. AbH\ka A=R xuâ Sv$pI wgvan _smeH
wavbH\ Axuâta hotI ih nhÄ. j¡Aone vat kevI krI Ke. idgHbr AacayÈAe AEsa
maNya hE ke, Aem krIne sHtokI bat sTy prm Ýisâ kIya hE AEsI bat ko{ dUsre
S=anmeH hotI nihH.
khete hE ke xuâ Sv$pI hE _sko bH\ huAa ih nih to pKI moÙ =vapùH
É–aH rhe Ke? ßyaH bH\ ih huAa nih to pKI moÙ hona khaHse Aaya? Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya? wgvanÒwa{ (Abâ - Ae Fò srs Nyay) xe@Iya magR Aa
hE. khete hE ke xuâ Sv$pI hE _sko Axuâta hu{ ih nih. bH\se Alg kr dIya _ska
A=R kya? (Axuâta nhÄ =I) Axuâta hE ih nih Axuâta hu{ ih nih. to pKI
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moÙ hovapùH É–aH rhete hE? ihHdI Ke. ihHdI Ke Aapè nhÄ Aola vDvavaza jgdIxcHãe
ihHdI kyuÅ Ke - Ke p` Aapè Aa hale AhÄya.
prHtu _sne manela hE deqo, p` wgvan AaTma xuâSv$pI bH\meH hE ih nih.
xuâ hE Ao Axuâ huAa ih nhÄ Aem khete hE. KtaH manela hE ke huH bH\aò Ku.H
maNytamaH bH\aya huH AEsa ih maNya hE. kyÇik vStu to xuâ i5kazI &aykwav hE.
_sne man rqa he ke mEH rag siht hu,H rag siht hu,H bH\ siht hu,H AEsI maNyta
=I. Aahaha¦ mÌwa{ kho smjmeH Aaya. smÔy Ke kaH{ AmarI gujratI waØa
AavI, smjmeH Aate hE ke nhÄ? —manela hE ke mE H bH\a hu˜
H waØa deqo maNya huAa
hE ke mE H Axuâ hu,H mE H Axuâ hu,H Axuâ huH ke bH\a huAa hu,H Aek ih bat hE. smjmeH
Aaya? —Ae manvapùH ivcarvDIAe krIne smÔy Ke˜ Ae maNyu'H tuH wgvan xuâ
Sv$pI Ýwu xuâ te ãVy vStu Axuâ hu{ ih nih. p` maNytamaH manI ke mEH Axuâ
hu,H AEsI maNytameH mEH bH\ hu,H bH\ kho ke Axuâ kho Aek ih bat hE. mEH bH\ siht
huH AEsa maNya =a. —Ae manvapùH ivcarvDIAe krI smÔy Ke.˜ dUsrI ko{
iÊyakaHD nhÄ. iÊya Vyvhar, kØaykI mHdta iÊya, iÊya v/tnI ÊIya ne _sse Aa
\mR AEsa nih. xe@¦ Aa tmare xe@IyaAo dan Aape Ke ds-vIs hÔr Ae to =oDa
Aape kaH{ Ae!la b\a n Aape JaJa laq be laq paHc laq AapI de? ds vIs
hÔr qceR laq qceR Lyo ne hmàH qCyaR =a ne É–aH tmare smjmeH Aaya? p`
ko{ pcas sa{@ laqvaza pcas laq AapI de? AhÄya to khe Ke ke pEsa mara
hE Ae maNyta j im+yaTv Ke.
Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ao to @Ik p` _smeH Ôe rag hE, Ae rag siht huH
rag siht hu,H mE H bH\ayela huH smjmeH Aaya? AEsI maNyta im+yaTvmeH hE, Ae
ivcarvDIAe Aoho yh cIj? Aa cIj bH\meH hE nih, Axuâta hE ih nhÄ _sme,H
smjmeH Aaya? he?H kLpna htI, maNyta htI. smjmeH Aaya? im+ya maNyta, mEH
bH\ siht hu,H qreqr Ae {ska ivØy huAa ih nhÄ smjmeH Aaya? im+ya maNytaka
yh ivØy Ae huAa ih nhÄ. sMykŸ Aahaha¦ man rqa mEH Axuâ hu,H mEH bH\ huH Ae
im+yaTv ivcar vDIAe krI smÔy Ke. &anäara smjmeH Aata hE, ke mEH bH\ nih.
deqo hÒ sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&ankI bat cltI hE, co=a gu`S=ankI bat
cltI hE. Aahaha¦ (guÌke &anke äara) AaTmake äara, AaTma guÌ, AaTma tI=R,
AaTma dev Ane AaTma \mR. AaTma dev kho. smjmeH Aaya? hE ke nih panu hE ke
nih, te smÔy Ke ke merke u bH\n nih. Aahaha¦
Axuâ, Axuâ mEH huH AEsI maNyta im+yaTvkI =I maNyta =I, hÇ. k{ xElI
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smje to qra vStune SvtH5 vStu AEsI hE Ae tÀvmeH Axuâta kEsI? wavbH\
kEsa? wavbH\ mEH huH AEsI maNyta to éwI krI htI, _smeH nhÄ hE smjmeH Aaya?
AEsI maNyta nvI qDI éwI krI htI (qDI éwI krI htI) bnav!I, xahukar
nih Ane xahukarka weq krte hE ke nhÄ? bnav!I weq A&anIAoAe éwo kyÈ
Ke. _ska Sv$p to mu› hE, rag Ane ivkLpka bH\se riht hE. Aahaha¦ Aey
mnsuqwa{ smÔy Ke ke nih? Aa tmara rajkumarne smÔy Ke ke nih AavuH
JIù,H TyaH palejmaH kaH{ mze AevHu n=I TyaH Ae to mnsuqwa{ bhu khe Ae!le Aene
(Aek var Svad caQyo te Aave varHvar) Aene ij&asa ={ Tyare AaVya ne?
AaVya to qrane.
xuH p` vat? dirya DoLya AHdr=I AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke. AevI ßyaH maNyta
&an=I ={ mere bH\n nih. kyÇik bH\ Ane Axuâta to iwþ tÀv hE, Ae ãVy sa=e
Aekta hE nih. smjmeH Aaya?
—te mne bH\n n=I˜ A=aRtŸ merke u Axuâta nih. Aahaha¦ Ae jykumarÒ
(bhu srs) bhu srs? Aa tmare grbDmaH=I Aa b\I vat (SvIkar kre Ke)
brobr panu vaHcvano wav Aevo =yo. &ancHdÒ caLya gya (Aa Ae!la ma!e
roka{ gya) Aahaha¦ roka{ gya, ij&asa Ke ne? kya khete hE? —idgHbrna
AacayÈnuH Aem manvuH hE ke, Òvko moÙ hota nih.˜ Aahaha¦ kyÇik _smeH
Axuâta$pI bH\nwav hE nih. maNyta$pe maNyata ke mE H Axuâ ne wavbH\$p hu,H
Ae &an vDe smÔya=I rag mEH nih, Axuâta mEH nih, mEH to i5kazI AanHdkHd hu.H
cImnwa{ Aa to smÔy AevHu Ke hÇ Aa to sadI waØamaH Ke p` wav wle êca ho.
—mne bH\n n=I˜ \m±ne ßyaH Svwav _pr ¹iÚ pDI, TyaH Ao to mu›
Sv$p ih hE, mere bH\n hE nih. Aahaha¦ Axuâta hE ih nih. bH\n kho ke Axuâta
kho Aek bat hE ke nih? Aey \nalalÒ¦ Axuâta kho ke bH\n kho Aek bat hE
ke fer hE? (Axuâta kho ke bH\n kho _smeH kya frk hE?) wa{¦ Aas/v siht huH
kho, bH\ siht huH kho, mEH bH\a huAa kho, mEH Axuâ siht hu kho Ae maNyta =I.
smjmeH Aaya? Ae manvapùH Ae manva huvapà xuâ Sv$p smÔyase rheta
nih. AEsI maNyta xuâSv$p wgvan AaTma AEse ÔnnemHe Aaya, Ae maNyta mEH
Axuâ hu,H wavbH\ hE, AEsI bat rhetI nih. smjmeH Aaya? deqo sMyG¹iÚka
|yey, vStu Ao bH\ riht hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
AamaH AevHu lQyuH Ke xuâSv$p smjva=I, p` smÔya=I mUz xBd Ôe{Ae
Ae manvapù,H gaH@ je im+yaTvnI =I ke mEH Axuâ hu,H Axuâ tÀv to iwþ hE, to
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&ayk sa=e Axuâta mIlaya maNytaAe (brabr¦ Axuâ ={ kem ={ xke) smjmeH
Aaya? mane to maNyta xuâSv$p smÔya=I rhetI nih, A=aRtŸ moÙ smÔy Ke.
moÙ smÔta hE moÙ smÔta hE, moÙ hota nih smjmeH Aaya? pHiDtÒ, —Aa
vat xu â nynI inüynynI hE ˜ vaStivk tÀv¹iÚka ivØy hE .
—pyaRyai=RknyvazaAo Aacr` kre to rqDI mre.˜ rag _pr lÙ hE, pr _pr
lÙ hE, ne pKI Aacr` ke hm xuâ hE, xuâ hE, AEsa hoy to mrI Ôyega, car
gitmaH rqDega, Aem khete hE. ]ImdŸ rajcHã (p5 hE) @Ik @Ik AaVyuH TyaH
VyaQyansar 8p0 panuH 80 mo bol. 3r vØe.R
Aek tÀvmeH dUsra tÀvo maNya =a Aem khete hE. Aek tÀvmeH dUsra tÀv mera
hE AEsa maNya'ta huAa ih nih hE, AEsa khete hE &ayk to &ayk ih i5kaz rha hE.
Aave Ke ne wa{ ÝvcnsarmaH, ÝvcnsarmeH bse ga=a AaiqrmeH wgvan AaTma
&ayk xuâ to xuâ ih rha hE. &ayk to &ayk ih rha hE, ANy rIte A|yvist huAa
hE. Ao bat yhaH. É–aHnHu É–aH AaVyu.H Aa to ATyare Aaya Qyal qbr, É–aH=I
É–aHnHu É–aH AaVyuH Lyo doso ga=a deqo. AaqIr —xuâ AaTma shj AnHt xi›vaza
&aykwav vDe Aek$ptane KoDta nih Anaid sHsar=I Aa iS=itAe &aykwavpè
ræo hE˜ !Ika Am<tcHãacayRkI hE bse ga=a Ývcnsar doso ga=a _skI !Ika kya
kIya? mEH to Anaid sHsarse &aykwavpè j AaTma rha hE !Ika hE. —AaEr AEsa
hone pr wI mohse ANy=a A|yvist =ay Ke.˜ Lyo wa{ Aa to brabr AaVyuH
he?H smjmeH Aaya? Ae j vat lI\I Ke, AacayÈAe idgHbr AacayeR É–aHnHu É–aH
AaVyuH j¡Ao Aa to qbre y nih, hÇ. Aap`ne qbr nih AacayÈAe kya?
AaTma to &aykwave j rha hE Ao &ayk im!kr dUsra huAa nih. Anaidse p`
mohvDe nam im+yaTväara Aohoho¦ deqo vah¦ É–aHnHu É–aH mZyuH deqo kudrte. Aa to
moh im+yaTv vDe ANy=a A|yvist hota hE. im+yaTv vDe bIÒ rIte, dUsrI rIte
ÔnnemHe Aata hE smjmeH Aaya? j¡Ao Aa Am<tcHã AacayRkI !Ika idgHbr sHtkI
Ae Aem krIne Ae to &ayk to &ayk ih rha hE smjmeH Aaya? p` im+yaTv äara
ANy=a A|yvist, ANy=a in`Ry _sne A&anIAe kIya hE, AEsa hE nih.
muzcHdwa{ Aahaha¦
idgHbr sHtoAe kevz&anna pe! qolIne mUkya Ke. p` _skI ¹iÚ ÔtI nih
Ane Ao vat _sko AHdr be@tI nih AHdr mEH Axuâ hu,H mEH Axuâ hu,H mEH Axuâ huH
smjmeH Aaya? (guÌ imlega tb be@g
e I) Ae AaTma AHdrmaH |yan krega tb
be@g
e I, tb guÌ imla hE AEsa Vyvhare Aarop denm
e He Aata hE inüy huAa to
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Vyvharno Aarop levamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? j¡Ao sHSk<t hE hoH
—iS=tH mohenaNy=a|yvSymanH xuâaTmanmeØ mohmuTqay˜ (Ae to _qaDI
naqvuH pDxe) Aa hu,H merI maNytameH Ôe =a ke mEH Anera A|yvsay kIya, ke mEH
Axuâ hu,H Ao mohko mE H _qeDI naqta hu.H AEsa !Ika hE, Ae mohko mEH KoD deta hu.H mEH
Axuâ huH ye hE ih nih Ae vj¡wa{, j¡Ao AhÄne AhÄ saÙI AapI AacayÈAe
É–aH kæuH Ke? Aa qbr nih vzI AacayÈAe kæuH wa{, Aa bsemI ga=amaH kæuH Ke.
AhÄne AhÄ saÙI ho g{. saÙI ho g{ vzI khaHse khaH Aaya? moh=I ANyrIte
A|yvist hota hE, AEsa huAa nih, hE to &ayk$pI &aykwav, im+yaTvse Anera
A|yvsay, in`Ry kIya hE, Ae mohka in`Ryko KoD de, hE ih hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Aapè AhÄya AaVya deqo AhÄ ragaidse riht _smes
H e Ae sb Aaya.
smSt ragaidse riht Ae!le ko{ Aem khe ragaidse riht Are sUn to shI,
i5kaz ragse riht ih hE. smjmeH Aaya? wgvan AaTma cEtNy &aykwav to
i5kaz AEsa ne AEsa rha hE, ANy=a in`Ry Ôe kIya =a moh äara, im+yaTv äara
mEH Axuâ mEH Axuâ mEH Axuâ, mEH wavbH\, AEsa kIya =a, Ao KoD dIya Ao smSt
ragaidse riht honeke kar`, —xuâ _padan kar`wUt hones˜
e Ae pyaRy, pyaRymeH
Ôe Axuâta manI =I AEsI Ôe ¹iÚ =I vo KU! ={. kyuiH k i5kaz pairàimk
Svwav trfka ivØy |yey krnes.e _sko |yey bnanese KU!ta hE, KU!ta hE, KoDta
nih, KU! Ôta hE. w/aiH t, w/m Ôe hE ke mEH Axuâ hu,H bH\ hu,H {skI _Àpit Ôe hu{ hE,
_ska _Tpi¿ka nax to shj bIje smye hota ih hE, krna pDta hE nih ne
inim¿pà _smeH hE nih kya kIya. (frIne)
frIne Ôe mohse AekTv mana =a AEsI Ôe Aek smykI pyaRy dUsre smye Vyy
hogI hogIne hogI. kho to _smeH AaTmaka ko{ purØu a=R kIya, inim¿ huAa ne nax
huAa AEsa hE nih. (Ùi`k _padan) Ùi`kka A=RmHe mmR hE jrI =oDa rhSy ke moh
Ôe A|yvsan nÞI kIya =a Ao wav to wav hE, hve Ao to dUsre smye pyaRy hE
to pyaRyka nax hota hE. to Ao pyaRymeH Apna |yeyka piràm hokr, Ôe _Tpi¿
honI =I im+yaTvkI, Ae n hu{, Aa _sko im+yaTvka nax kIya AEsa khnemHe Aata
hE (n hu{ - n hu{) Aa [ mmR Ke, Ae ihrawa{. smÔy Ke kaH{?
xuâ _padan pyaRy _sne \uv/ ko |yeymeH lIya ke mEH to xuâ i5kazI &aykwav
hu.H AEse lIya to im+yaTvkI _Tpi¿ hu{ nih phele Ôe im+yaTv =a vo to _ske
kar`se nax hota ih hE pyaRyka \mR hE ke dUsre smy rhete nih. smjmeH Aaya?
p` Ôe im+yaTvka in`Ry =a, Ao &aykwavka ßyaH sNmuq in`Ry ho gya, to
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im+yaTvkI _Tpi¿ nih hu{, Aa _sko im+yaTvka nax kIya AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE.
nax kIsko kre? nax kre AEsa wgvan AaTmameH to hE nih. (AktaR xuH nax kre)
ktaRpà, ragna naxnuH ktaRpùH AaTmamaH hE nih. naxna ktaRpànuH hE nih hÇ?
(Aek$p Svwav) AEsI cIj hE. smjmeH Aaya?
FÌ vat krI hoH Ane phele bolmeH AEse lIya x$AatmeH lIyane ktaR wo›a
nih wa{. phele x$AatmeH Aayane? (AktRT< v Awo›<Tv) Akt<TR v Awo›<Tv
phel,e _smeH AEsa le lIya ke wgvan AaTma, jEse yhaH A|yvsayse mana =a,
AEse wgvan AaTma i5kazI xuâ hE, Ao prka ktaR to nih p` ragka ktaR wI
nih. smjmeH Aaya? Ôe ragka ktaR ãVy ho to i5kazI rag krnemHe _skI ¹iÚ ho
Ôy to kwI sMyGdxRn hota nih smjmeH Aaya? Aa Ae j vat to AavI g{ ke
Axuâta, ivkar Ôe hE Ao to man rQqa =a ke hmara hE, Ao ¹iÚ KU! g{ to
AaTma ragka ktaR to nih p` ragka nax ktaR wI nih, kyHiu k ragka nax
krnemHe inim¿ AaTma hE, AEsa hE nih. ktaRpàmaH inim¿ nih to naxktaRmaH p`
inim¿ nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? je ragka ktaR A&anpè maNya =a, prãVykI pyaRy
to ktaR nih, p` prãVykI pyaRymeH inim¿ hota hE Ôe rag ne kHpn, _ska ih ktaR
&anI nih. A&anI mante hE ke rag ne kHpn mera hE, AEsa maNytavaza Òv dUsra
ãVykI pyaRyke kazme,H Ae maNytavaza ÒvkI pyaRy inim¿ hotI hE. inim¿
khenm
e He Aata hE smjmeH Aaya?
Aa to [ ne [ vat. rag AaEr kHpn hE Ao to Axuâta hE brobr hE? (ha
brabr) to Axuâta siht hu,H AEsI maNyta ÒskI hE, yh im+ya¹iÚ Òv ragka
Ane kHpnka ktaR hota hE. AaEr Ao im+ya¹iÚka rag Ane kHpn, Axuâ pyaRy ¹iÚ
TyaH hE Ao kar`se jgtkI, jDkI Aaid pyaRy hotI hE _smeH A&anIko inim¿
ktaRka Aarop dete hE. &anIko inim¿ ktaR wI nih Aahaha¦ kyUiH k rag Ane
kHpnse iwþ Axuâ wav hE ne vo wav bH\ hE ne vo? to wav bH\to maNya =a Ae
maNyta KU! g{ mEH to &ayk xuâ cEtNy ãVy hu,H AEsI ¹iÚ hu{ to kHpn Ane
ragse mu› huAa. Ae ragka ktaR wI nih AaEr ragka nax ktaR wI nih. smjmeH
Aaya? ware vat wa{. Aohoho¦
khete hE, ye xuâ _padan honese moÙka kar` hE. ko`? Ôe tIn wav$p moÙka
magR Ao AHtr \uv/ Svwavko AvlHbn lekr, im+yaTvkI pyaRyka nax ho gya,
_Tpþ nih huAa Ao. ye Ôe sMyGdxRn &an xaHitkI pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ Ao tIn
wav$pe hE, Ae xuâ _padan kar`wUt pyaRy hE, Ae moÙka kar` Ao hE. moÙka
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kar` hE, deqo, ragaid ivkLp ifkLp Ao moÙka kar` nih. be moÙka kar` AEse
AhÄ nhÄ lIya. Aek ih mo"aka kar` hE dUsra moÙka (kar`) hE nih. ware p`
ko` Ôè Aeva grbD kre Ke ne? be moÙka kar` kha, hve sUn to sih, Ae to
k=nkI xElI hE. in$p` be Ýkare hE, vStu be Ýkare nih.
kya khete hE deqone¦ wgvan AaTma Vyvhar rTn5y to _dywav hE.
smjmeH Aaya? _dywav siht huH AEsa ßyaH lg mante hE TyaH lg to im+ya¹iÚ
hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AhÄya to _dywav to nih p` Aa Aek smykI
pyaRy xuâ huH _sse riht merI cIj hE. AEsI jb ¹iÚ hu{ to inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ
hu{ miln pyaRy _Tpþ n hu{ AaEr inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ hu{ vo moÙka kar` Ao
inmRz pyaRy hE. inüy moÙmagR _pxm, Ùyopxm, ÙaiykvazI pyaRy te j
moÙka kar` hE. Vyvhar rTn5y moÙka kar` hE nih Aem yhaH isâ kr dIya hE.
hE ke nih _smeH vo? (hE mgr hmko to dIqta nih?) Aap hve deqo. deqnevala
deqg
e a, dUsra kaEn deqg
e a ({slIye AapkI pas Aaya hE) smjmeH Aaya? pas
to Apna smIpmeH Ôna, Ao pas hE. Aahaha¦
—prHt,u xuâ pairàimkwav nih.˜ moÙka kar` ãVySvwav i5kazI nih.
Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? moÙka kayR, _ska kar`, pairàimk \/vu cIj _skI
¹iÚ &an ne rm`ta, Òsko yhaH tIn wav kha, vo moÙka kar` hE. Vyvhar
moÙka kar` nih Ane ãVy moÙka kar` nih Éya ikya? (Vyvhar moÙka kar`
nih, ãVy moÙka kar` nih) Vyvhar kar` nih Ae to ragaid rihtmeH Aa gya.
hve AhÄya xuâ pairàimk nih, Ao ãVy Aa gya. smjmeH Aaya? ware p`
AlaEikk ga=a go@vI Ke hÇ. vStuna Sv$pne AacayeR jHglmaH rhIne qÔna qol
dIya hE, qÔna (jHglmaH qÔna qolva j gya hta).
Ae xuâ pairàimk nih, ÉyUH nih? Ae moÙka kar` nih, ko`? i5kazI ãVy
Svwav moÙka kar` nih Ae to moÙ Sv$p hI hE. i5kaz. (Sv$p hI hE i5kaz)
smjmeH Aaya?
—Ôe xi›$p moÙ hE˜ Lyo hve parIg/af Aaya. Ôe xi›$p moÙ hE. xi›
Ae!le pUr` moÙ Sv$p \/vu hE, Ae to moÙ phels
e e hE. (Anaidka) Anaidse ye to
xuâ pairàimk hE. xi›$p moÙ Ôe hE i5kaz Ôe AhÄya kha ne ke AaTmakI mui›
hotI nih mu› huH AEsa smjmeH Aata hE. ragse bH\a nih, maNytameH =a ke mEH rag
siht hu,H Axuâ huH AEsI ¹iÚ =I. j¡Ao ¹iÚka ivØymeH khaH Ôer Ôta hE. AolamaH
kyaH pyaRymaH Ôer Ôy Ke AenI Aene qbr pDtI n=I. Ae jykumarÒ sU"m wav
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hE xaÏse ccaR krte krte doØ deqa hE ke nhÄ doØ deqa hE ke nhÄ? Are sUn to sih.
(¹iÚmeH Ôer khaH Ôta hE) Aahaha¦ pKI Aave. Ôè. jày-jày-jày p`
AemaH Ôer ÉyaH? jày Ke ma!e doØka nax hota hE?
doØka naxkI _Tpi¿ to Svwavka Aa]y lete hE to _Tpi¿ nih hotI.
smjmeH Aaya? (Ôè to doØ sheje KU!I Ôy Ke) Aey tmarI kDI mUkI Ae{
jykumare Aa to smjnekI bat hE.
Ae to Vyvharka k=n AEsa Aave. bat _Tpi¿ doØkI n ho, ikske Aa]yse?
(i5kazIne Aa]ye) wgvan icdanHd Ýwu xuâ \/vu ka mahaTMy Aaya AaEr ¹iÚ Ao
pr pDI, _TpNn nih hoga, Òtne AHxe AHtr AekaGa/ta hotI hE _tne AHxe Axuâta
_Tpþ nih hotI. Axu â taka naxka _pay Aa AaTmãVy hE .
smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE, Ôe xi›$p moÙ hE. Aa to moÙka kar` khane? to kaEn Éya
pyaRymeH moÙ hota hE _skI bat clI AaEr xi›$p moÙ Ôe hE i5kaz- Ôe phele
kha moÙSv$p ih hE vh pairàimk Svwav Ao to i5kaz mu› Sv$p ih hE. Ao
to xuâ pairàimk hE. Ae to Ý=mse iv>man hE (Ý=mse iv>man) Ae to moÙ to
Ý=mse ih iv>man i5kaz hE- (Ý=mse ;ih' lga dIya) Anaidse hE. ;ih' lga
idya, smjmeH Aaya?
Amara rajmlÒ bhot quxI hota hE. deqo. Ý=mse ih iv>man hE, Éya
khete hE? moÙ to phels
e e hE. xi›$p moÙ to phels
e e hE. Aahaha? smjmeH Aate
hE ne ramdasÒ. Aey ÝkaxdasÒ ÉyaH gya? pana hE ke nih-panu?H (hE) ACKa.
smjneka ÝyTn, mhent Ôe{Ae. smjmeH Aaya?
Ae to wa{ AnaidnI wUl hoy, hoy te=I Éya? Ae wUl ih merm
e He nih ne Ae
khete hE A®hya to deqo (rag wav _sse ={ Ôy Ke, Ae to kLpna Ke.) Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya? wUl ih nih mer,e wgvanmeH wUl kEsI? (wgvanko wUl?)
wgvanko wUlvaza manna Ao im+yaTvwav hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya.? (kuK
qbr nih pDtI Aap Éya khete hE) Éya khe rhe hE? ACKa, Ae khe rhe hE ik
wgvan xuâ Sv$pI Ýwu, _sko Axuâ khena, wUlvaza khena, ye wUlvaza ãVy
hE AEsa khena, Ao im+yaTv wav hE (vah re vah- daHDI pI!Ine)
Ae to Axuâta riht hE ne Axuâta manna kho ke wUl riht he ne _sko wUl
siht manna kho, Ae to Aek ih cIj hE. Aa to dUsrI rIte k=n huAa. Aavo khe
Ke ke wa{ moÙno magR, AavI k=a hogI? {smeH ko{ AEsa, fEsa ne flaù-H (Ae
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to khe gya hEH paHcmI ga=ame,H Ýit&a krI Ke kudH kudH AacayeR- mEH to xuâ khug
H a Aeto
Ýit&a mEH to xuâ Sv$p khug
H a, to kEsa xuâ hE? ke ÒsmeH pyaRy Ým¿-AÝm¿
nih AEsa ih ye xuâ hE, Ae KõI ga=ameH xuâ khe dIya hE? ke kEsa xuâ hE ke Òsko
Ônna caihye. wgvan _¿r dete hE kudH akudH acayR, prme¬r hE ne? AacayR pdmeH hE
ne? pHc prmeiÚmeH hE Aahaha¦ iksko xuâ khete hE Aap? {sko hm xuâ khete hE
ÒsmeH AÝm¿-Ým¿ pyaRy nih, ÒsmeH inmRz pyaRy Ane miln pyaRy nih hE,
_sko hm xuâ khete hE. Ým¿-AÝm¿ caEd gu`S=aney nih Òsme.H (ÉyaH=I hoy)
smjmeH Aaya? {sko hm xuâ khete hE. Ae xuâ trfkI seva krke AaEr inim¿ka
lÙ Ane prka lÙ KoDkr, ãVy l"ameH Aaya, seva kIya to xuâ hE, KtaH Aa xuâ
hE AEsI pyaRy wI ãVymaH nih. (nih nih) smjmeH Aaya.?
Ao to Aa gya _smeH bhot qulasa smjmeH Aaya? Ý=mse ih iv>man hE—ih˜ wgvan tere mui› to phels
e e Anaidse ih hE AHdr (jEn dxRnmeH —®h˜ nih
vpray Ke mharaj) Aa ;ih' vpray Ke deqo, Aa ÙuLlkÒAe kha ke ;ih' Aaya
_sme.H —ih˜ Ôerdar Aaya. ;ih' Aayane —ih˜ (ih Aave jEn dxRnmaH) inTy hE
to inTy ih hE, inTy hE to AinTy bI hE, AEsa hE? (Aap frmavo) xuâ \/vu to
\/vu ;ih' hE. vzI Axuâ bI hE AEsa hE nih. (sMykŸ AekaHt) sMykŸ AekaHt pHiDtÒ
khe, Aaha¦ magR AEsa hE wgvan, smj`maH to le, vat &anmaH to le _ska
QyalmeH to le ke magR Aahaha¦ AlaEikk magR. laEikkmeH ÉyaHy imlte nih. idgHbr
sHÝday isvay dUsre Aa vat Ke nih Ane idgHbr sHÝdaymeH AwI to Éya hota hE
sHÝdayke name rajmlÒ.
xrIrkI iÊyase \mR hota hE, AEsa to ÝÆ clte hE gjb vat Ýwu... Ae jEn
dxRnmeH AEsI bat klHk hE Ae{ xowalalÒ¦ xrIrkI iÊyase \mR hota hE, Are
wgvan xuH khe Ke tu.H Axuâta dya dan v/t wikt piràmse \mR hota hE Ae bI
vStumHe nih Ane Ae Axuâta vStuy nih. Axuâtase \mR hota hE ye to nih. p`
Ae Axuâta vStumHe nih. smjmeH Aaya?
AEsI vStukI ¹iÚ Aor &an AaEr iS=rta Ao moÙka kar` hE p` prm
Svwav nih. ÉyUiH k xi›$p moÙ to i5kaz hE. —yh to Vyi›$p moÙka ivcar
cl rha hE.˜ Ýg!$p dxakI bat cl rhI hE. parIg/af pIKe Aayega.
ivxeØ Aayega.
prm piràimkwavna dxRn äara moÙpataz phÇcvana Afr sHdexa
Aapnar mui›dUt ]IsdguÌdevno jy ho.
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smysar xaÏ isâaHt hE _skI 320 ga=a- sU"m wav hE. AnHtkaz=I Éya
cIj hE _ska _sko bo\ kwI huAa nih. AemaH Aa ga=a to bhot maq` hE
AeklI, ®hmtwa{ Ae vaHce ne to MhÇ ma=u ha= Aave AevHu n=I kaH{ ko{ id'
AWyas n mze n kaH{. sU"m pDxe. saHwzo. (saHwZya pKI smjvuH ke nih)
smjvanI to drkar kre Tyare vat saHwze to qra hÒ. Éya khete hE. bat Ao
cltI hE ke paHc wav hE, Aek pairàimk wav Ane Aek _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm
Ane Ùaiykwav Ae!le xu?H Ae!le Éya? A=aRtŸ xu?H Éya- xuH AmarI waØamaH, Éya
tuMharI waØame.H
Ôe AaTma i5kazI ãVy hE, i5kazI ãVy, vStu, stŸ, icdanHd, stŸ xa¬t icdŸ
nam &an ne AanHdka kHd \/vu Sv$p hE _sko AhÄya pairàimk shj wav
khenm
e He Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ôe vStu, i5kaz je vStu AaTma AivnaxIpùH
_sme,H i5kazpùH AanHd Ane &anaid guònuH i5kazpùH AEsI, Ao cIjko AhÄya
pairàimkwav shjwav ko{kI ApeÙa ivnaka Anaid AnHt wav _sko AhÄya
pairàimkwav khenm
e He Aaya hE.
AaEr _skI pyaRy Ôe hE, AvS=a Ôe hE, halt hE dxa, Ae pyaRyka car bol
khenm
e He Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya? to to pyaRy _dy Aa gya jra ivcar AaVyo.
ra5e ÝÆ hto ne? ivkarka _dy AaTmakI ivkarI pyaRy hE. Ae ÝÆ prke kar` Ae
hota hE yh sval AhÄya hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? pyaRy Aaya ke nih? car wav
pyaRy$p hE. Aek ivkarwav _dywav, Aek _pxmwav Aek Ùyopxmwav kaH{k
ivkas Ane kaH{k iv¼n _pxmmaH ivkas ne iv¼n iblkul nih Aor ÙaiykmaH
iv¼n iblkul nih ne inmRz dxa Ae b\I car AvS=aAo Ke AvS=a hE, pyaRy hE.
yh ApnI pyaRy Apnese hE. smjmeH Aaya? cahe to _dywav ho ke cahe to
Ùaiykwav ho. cahe to \mRwav ho ke cahe to A\mRwav ho p` hE ApnI pyaRy
inj ãVykI pyaRy, Aare Aa.
ãVy Ôe \/vu hE _skI Ôe AvS=a hE pyaRy halt Ae ApnI hE Apnese hE. prkI
ApeÙa kuK hE nih AEse isâ kIya AhÄya to. smjmeH Aaya? ra5e ÝÆ =yo hto
ne? Aem ke kmRne vxe Ke Aem AaVyu'H tuH ne wa{ pote vx =ay Ke. kmR vx kravtuH
n=I. kmRn,e jDne AaTma tabe hokr A&anmeH pUr` tabe hokr ivkar krte hE,H AaEr
wanmeH jrI AiS=rta prka Aa\In ho Ôta hE Ao karè _smeH ivkar hota hE. to
ivkar Ae ÒvnI du:q$p ivkarI AvS=a hE ne pIKe _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk
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Ae inivRkarI, indÈØ, AanHd AaidkI pyaRy hE pyaRy nam AvS=a.
to Ae car wavmes
H e Éya wavse mui› hotI hE ye bat cltI hE. smjmeH
Aaya? to AhÄ kha deqo: dUsra parIg/af hE ne? kl clane, Ôe xi›$p moÙ hE
vh to xuâ pairàimk hE. kl cla hE. panu 5Ij¡H _ska Aaiqrka dUsra parIg/af,
A=va phela-bIÔ se co=a parIg/af, do lI!Ika parIg/af, do pHi›. Aene ha=ey
nih Aave btavo Aene ko{ id' copDo Ôeyoy n hoy Aa.
—Ôe xi›$p moÙ hE,˜ Éya khete hE?H ke moÙ hota hE Ae Éya wavse hota
hE? k{ pyaRyse hota hE? ye bat cltI hE. moÙ Éya moÙ ApnI AvS=ameH prm
AanHdkI dxa _sIka nam moÙ. Ae prm AanHdkI pUr` dxa, Ôe pyaRymeH hotI hE
_sko yhaH Ùaiyk wav, pairàimk moÙwav khete hE, pairàimkkI pyaRy hÇ?
p` vo yhaH nih lena p` yhaH to moÙka kar` kaEn hE Aem lena hE. smjmeH
Aaya? moÙ Ôe pUr` AanHdkI pyaRy hE. prm xuâ, prm xuâ, Ae AvS=aka kar`
ko`?
to khete hE ke xi›$p moÙ hE Ao to kar` nih. Ôe i5kaz moÙ hE, AaTmaka
Svwavwav, shjwav, xuâwav, AivnaxI \/vu Svwav Ao to moÙ hE Anaidka.
Ae to xuâ pairàimk$p wav hE. _skI bat yhaH cltI n®h. —Ý=mse hI
iv>man hE˜ Ao i5kaz moÙSv$p to phels
e e Anaidka AHtrmeH Svwav$p wav hE,
Ao nya Ýg! hota hE AEsI bat hE nih. smjmeH Aaya. —Ý=mse ih iv>man hE˜
—yh to Vyi›$p moÙka ivcar cl rha hE˜ yhaH to wgvan AaTma
\/vu AanHd Sv$p, Ao to mu› Sv$p ih hE Anaidse, Ae to iv>man ih hE moÙ,
_ska yhaH ko{ ÝÆ hE nih. p` _skI pyaRyme,H AvS=ame,H haltme,H xi›mes
H e
Vy›ta Ýg! ho moÙkI prm AanHdkI Ae dxaka kar` kaEn hE, Ao bat cltI hE.
smjmeH Aaya? to khete hE- yhaH to Vyi›$p moÙ _ska ivcar cl rha hE.
xi›$pka moÙkI bat nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya?
{sI Ýkar jrI sU"m hE jrI sU"m hE Aem khete hE. bhot sU"m hE AEsI bat
to hE nih. (jrI mane?) =oDI, ALp.
{sI Ýkar Aaiqrka parIg/af —isâaHtmeH kha hE ke˜ wgvan svR& prmaTma
i5lokna= tI=Åkrdev ijsko i5kaz &an huAa Ae &anmeH Ôe 5` kaz, 5` lok
wasn huAa, _skI idVy|vin nIkzI. idVy|vin-idVy nam Ý\an Avaj. Ae
Avajko g`\rdeve isâaHtmaH rcna kIya Ae isâaHtme,H —{sI Ýkar isâaHtmeH kha
hE ke ini*Êy: xuâpairàimk:˜ smjmeH Aaya? Aa }lokno A=R pHcaiStkay p6
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ga=amaH hE. sHSk<t !IkameH pHcaiStkay-jysenacayRnI !IkameH. Aa —ini*Êy
pairàimk:˜ smjmeH Aaya? phela qbr nih pKI khete hE xaÏmeH yhaH—ini*Êy pairàimk:˜ p` khaH Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? AbI tk to tIn var
vaHCya p` khaH Aaya _skI qbr nih. pIKe AbI hmàH pHcaiStkay fervte =e,
car wav hE ne wa{ AemaH, pKI kI\uH lav AamaH hxe kaH{? Ke AhÄya pHcaiStkay
p6-p6 phele tIn var vaHCya to khaH hE AEsa Qyal nih kwI. Aa phel-e vhele
yhaH Aate hE, deqo j¡Ao, xBd hE yhaH, —A5 VyaQyanen im] _pximk, Ùyopximk,
Ùaiyk moÙ kar`mŸ˜ wa{ Aa car wavnI j VyaQya Ke AhÄya. jysenacayRnI
!Ika, Aa p` jysenacayRnI !Ika.
Éya khete hE A5 VyaQyanen yhaH VyaQyan nam Ýisâ k=nmeH im] _pxm,
Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk moÙ kar`mŸ _pxm, "ayopxm, "aaiyk dxa mo"anuH kar` Ke,
moÙkI dxa Ao ÙaiykwavkI hE Ae Ùaiykwavka kar` ko`? ke im] _pxm,
Ùaiyk moÙ kar`mŸ, mohodyo siht _dyo, bH\ kar`mŸ, p` AaTmameH Ôe im+yaTv
Ane rag äeØkI pyaRy _Tpþ hotI hE Ae _dywav hE, ye bH\ka kar` hE. tIn wav
moÙka kar` hE, _dywav bH\ka kar` hE. smjmeH Aaya hE? AamaH bhu Vyakr`
sHSk<tnI kaH{ j$r n=I pDtI. _skI ÌickI j$r hE. nHdikxorÒ. —xuâ pairàimk:
AStu bH\ moÙyo: Akar`H {it wava=R:˜ sHSk<tmaH hE pHcaiStkay. xuâ pairàimk:
AStu, wgvan i5kaz xuâ wav, i5kaz \/vu Ae bH\ moÙna Akar` hE. bH\ ne
moÙna kar` Ae \/vu vStu n=I. ;t=a c_ktmŸ' pKI kæuH Ke, moÙ kuviR Nt im]
_pximk Ùaiyk Aiwta:. Ae!le Aiwta nam bH\ _dyka wava, ini*Êy Apiràimk:
wa{ Aa }lok hE- phelo }lok kæa pKI Aa dUsra }lok Aaya. Ae{ moÙH kuviR Nt
im] _pximk-Ùaiyk Aiwta:- AaTmanI pU`R AanHd dxa siCcdanHd Ýwu, Ao
moÙkI dxaka kar` im] nam Ùyopxmwav, _pxmwav Ane Ùaiyk Aiwta:
ijska nam Aa tIn hE _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk.
bH\ _dyka wavat ijtnI pyaRymeH Apnes,e im+yaTv, Av/t, Ýmad, kØay
yogka pyaRy Ýg! hota hE Ae bH\ka kar` hE. smjmeH Aaya? (bH\ka kar` hE
yh bat brabr p` Apnes,e Apnes)e kæane vo. smysar jysen AacayRnI
!IkamaH Ke, 107 ga=a smysar Ke ne wa{¦ _padey- _padey krI TyaH Ke juAo
;Anaid bH\ pyaRy vxen' sHSk<t Ke wa{ AemaH, panuH 172- ga=a 107 sHSk<tnI
phelI lI!I !IkanI jysenacayRnI- Aa ra5e ÝÆ huAa =a ne vo- —Anaid bH\
pyaRyvxen˜- Anaidka kmR Ôe pDa hE, _ske vx hote hE to ivkar hota hE, kH{ kmR
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ivkar krate n®h. (vah re vah) Ke wa{? 106 pKI trt j-smjmeH Aaya?
p` AhÄya-AhÄya Aayane Aapè ke car pyaRyhE AvS=a hE Ane Aek \/vu
tÀv hE. to _ska A=R ye huva ke pyaRy _skI _smeH _ske kar`se hotI hE. pHiDtÒ
smjmeH Aaya? p` lokone qbr n=I ke magR Éya hE, ivkar Éya hE xuH \mR?
ma=aku!. Aa v/t kro. pUÔ kro ne wi› kro ={ gyo \mR-\Uzye \mR n=I. sUn
to shI. smjmeH Aaya? wgvan AaTma xuâ icdanHd Sv$p Ôe \/vu hE, Ao to
ini*Êy hE, yhaH khane, isâaHtmeH pairàimkko ini*Êy kha hE, to Aa ga=a hE.
khaHkI ga=a hE Ae qbr n®h, p` Ae ga=a hE. AaEr Ae ivkar Ôe _Tpþ hota hE
ApnI AvS=ame,H ijsko yhaH car wav pyaRy$p kha, AvS=a$p kha dxa$p
kha AaEr i5kazI wav pairàimk$p ini*Êy kha Ao bH\ moÙka kar` i5kazIwav
nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aa to AlaEikk bat hE, AgMyko gMy krna AEsI cIj hE
AhÄya to.
khete hE Ae ivkar ÉyUH _Tpþ hota hE AaTmame?H (Ò. haH bta{Ae) —Anaid
bH\ pyaRyvxen˜ vx hones,e kmRb\H n hE Ao AaTmako ivkar krate hE AEsa hE nih
tIn kazme?H prãVy ivkar krate nih. p` prãVykI pyaRymeH tabe ho Ôte hE.
smjmeH Aaya? —vxen˜ AEsa pa@ hE. —vItrag SvsHvedn lÙ` wed&an
AwavatŸ˜ paKo Aa Nyay AaPyo- smjmeH Aaya? ragse iwþ wgvan AaTma
xuâ AanHdkHd siCcdanHd Ýwu inj Sv$p siCcdanHd Sv$p xuâ hE \/vu AanHd.
_sko ragse iwþ paDneka vItragwav$pI wed&anka Awavke kar`, smjmeH
Aaya? —ragaid piràm ih. _padeyit˜ Aa _padeynI VyaQya krI¸ Ke ne? 107
ga=a smjmeH Aaya? wgvan AaTma ApnI vtRman pyaRy AvS=ame,H pyaRy
car ÝkarkI, AvS=a car, _smeH Ôe Aek _dy wavkI AvS=a hE, Ao Anaid kmR
jD hE _ske tabe AaTma hota hE to ivkar hota hE. smjmeH Aaya.? tabe n ho to
ivkar hota nih, pr ivkar krate nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aekso sat ga=a.
Ývcnsar deqo 4p ga=a (AaEdiyka wava:) (jysenacayRnI !IkamaH=I guÌdev
vaHce Ke) —A5ah ix*y: ;AaEdiyka wava:, bH\ kar`mŸ {TyagmnvcnH tihR
v<=a wvit- pirharmah- AaEdiyka wavabH\ kar`H wviNt, prHtu mohodysihta:˜
Aeklo _dy bH\ka kar` nih. gitAaidka hota hE ne _dy 21 bol AaVyane? to
Aekla git Aaid _dy bH\ka kar` nih. _smeH moh imle, im+ya w/m imle to
bH\ka kar` hE. smjmeH Aaya? ivxeØ ãVymohod yeDip sit' hve jD kmRka
_piS=t _dy hone pr wI, _piS=tkI VyaQya =I ne¦ \nalalÒ Aa _piS=t
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Aaya, 4p ga=a, ãVymohody, ãVy jD kmRka _dy hote Kte, _piS=t hote pr wI
Kte ;yid xuâaTmawavnablen wavmohEn n pir`mit' ApnI xuâ wavnaka
Aa]y lekr Ôe ivkarpè n ho, to —tda bH\o n wvit˜ smjmeH Aaya?
(klIyr AaVyu)H he?H (klIyr Ke) SpÚ. be vat AavI. vxe Ane Aa vx n ho
Ane Apna xuâ Svwav wgvan AaTma, inmRzanHdka Aa]y lekr vItrag
wav Ýg! kre to _dy hote Kte p` _ska bH\ka kar` _Tpþ hota nih. (vah re
vah) 4p ga=a Ývcnsar car ne paHc Éya khete hE tuMhare, pEtH alIs smjmeH
Aaya? Aor smysarkI 107 ga=a. jysenacayRkI !Ika. hÇ. do{ jysenacayRkI
!Ika.
j¡Ao Éya khete hE, jD kmRka _dy jDmeH hE, AEsa hone pr wI wgvan
AaTma, _ske tabe ho Ôy to rag äeØ A&an _Tpþ kre. AaEr Svwavke tabe ho
Ôy to _dy hone pr wI, rag nih hota, im+yaTv nih hota. bH\ wav nih
hota: smjmeH Aaya? n pir`mit, n bH\o wvit. —yid pun: kmÈdyma5e` bH\o
wvit˜ kmRnI _piS=it ma5=I Ôe bH\ hoy to- —t®h sHsairmaH svRdvE kmÈdySy
iv>manTvatŸ svRdvE bH\ Aev, n moÙ {TyiwÝay:˜ smjmeH Aaya? (hHmx
e a
bH\ rhega) hHmx
e a bH\a rhega- Amare pHiDtÒ ACKa, smjmeH Aaya? Ôe kmRka
_piS=it ma5se bH\ ho to svR ÝaÌko kmRka _dykI _piS=it to hE, to kwI
_sko moÙ honeka Avsr imlega nih.
\nalalÒ. ({sIlIye song#vale inim¿ko _Da dete hE) inim¿ko _Date
Éya? hE AEsa khete hE. Aahaha¦ (inim¿ko isâ krte hE) inim¿ hE, p` inim¿ke
tabe Ôe ho to ivkar hota hE, inim¿ke tabe n ho, wgvan AanHd Sv$p wgvan
siCcdanHd _ska Aa]y lekr vItragwave pir`mte hE to ragwave pir`mate
n®h kmRkI _piS=it, nHdikxorÒ. ma!e AhÄya khenm
e He Aata hE ke inim¿ AaTmameH
kuK krte nih, smjmeH Aaya? ÉyUH ik kmÈdy ma5e` bH\o wvit, kmRna _dynI
_piS=it ma5se Ôe bH\ hoy to, —sHsairàH svRday kmÈdySy˜- to sHsarIne
to kmÈdy sday hE. AaEr —iv>manaTv˜ kmRna _dynI hEyait to Ke. to ;svRday
bH\ Aev' to svRda bH\ j ho. —n moÙ {itAiwÝay:˜ moÙ nih hoga _sko,
sMyGdxRn nih hoga, kar` kmR ivkar krave, kmR im+yaTv krave, kmR Av/t krave.
kmR Ýmad krave. to _sko KU!neka Avkax imle nih. \nalalÒ. brabr hE? TyaH
gDbD hE b\I bhu. AEsa pHiDt logo khete hE ne ke!lak AEsa hota hE ne fEsa hota
hE. \Uzye nih hotI sUn to sih. Aa to kItna SpÚ hE coQqu.H deqo.
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4p meH hE AaEr _smeH AhÄya to Aapè Éya khena hE deqo AhÄya- ke bH\
_dyka wava ini*Êy Apairàimka:- (Ò. ha.) Aapè Ao clte hE ne. p6 mI
ga=ameH jysenacayRkI !IkameH AEsa lIya hE yh yhaH btate hE deqo {sI Ýkar
isâaHtmeH kha hE ke Aapè calta hE, —ini*Êy xuâpairàimk:˜ A=aRtŸ xuâ
pairàimkwav ini*Êy hE. A=aRtŸ i5kaz &ayk \/vu siCcdanHd Ýwu Ao to
pirìt pyaRy ivnakI cIj hE. xe@¦ (brabr- ijska Ôer ßyada ho Ôy)
ikska? (kmRse ke Òvka- p!ÌnuH AaVyu)H wa{ khe Ke Aem p!Ì AaVya hta
AhÄ wavngr=I, nhÄ ÝwaxHkr p!Ì idvan, idvan hta wavngrmaH n®h?
drbarna idvan hta. (rajkIy ma`s) rajkIy @Ik huH polI!Ikl kheva magto
hto. Ae @Ik kæu.H rajkIy ma`s =a, VyaQyan sUnne Aaya, sarI ko!R Aa{ =I,
93 AØaD vd Amas, sarI ko!R Aa{ =I. to VyaQyan clta =a, to sUna, bhot
mgjvaza =a laEikkme,H rajkIy ma`s =a to _sne sUna AaEr sUnkr qDa ho
gya, pIKe khe mharaj xuH khe? Aa to mÐe mÐnI lDa{ Ke. mÐe mÐnI lDa{ hE,
kwI kmRka mÐ Ôer kre to ivkar Ane kwI AaTmaka Ôer rhe. Aa xe@e AEsa kha(p` xaÏmaH Aem Aave Ke) Aave p` Ae to inim¿nI Ae vat Ke. Aave Ke
[ÚopdexmaH !IkamaH Aave Ke. kwI Òvo bzIyo kwI kMmo bzIyo. Ao pa@ Aate
hE. j¡Ao ;kMmo bzIyÇ' ka A=R Éya? ApnI pyaRymeH ivkar krneka Ôer hE to
kMmo bzIyo khenm
e He Aata hE. Ane Svwav sNmuq Ôer hota hE, Apna purØu a=Rse
to AaTma bzIyo hokr ivkarko _Tpþ krte nih. (vah re vah- ApnI glitse)
glit ApnI ne naqe kmR _pr maza ware Anaidse !ev j AevI pDI Ke. smjmeH
Aaya? Aa to bDa pHiDtno ÝÆ hE-phels
e ,e Amare to pHcavn vØRse clte hE,
pcpn- do paHc- smjmeH Aaya? AekoternI salse clte hE ke kmRse ivkar hota
hE, kmRse ivkar hota hE iblkul nih hota hE.
—prãVyse ApnI pyaRymeH ivprItta ho to kwI ivprItta KU!g
e I nih˜
smjmeH Aaya?
Éya khete hE yhaH, Aapè to ini*ÊykI bat lIya =a Aolo to rai5 ma!eno
ÝÆ hto Ae!le 107 ga=a lI\I. (qulasa ho gya).
vStu j AEsI hE wa{, p` Ae ApnI SvtH5 vtRman dxa Ae dxaka ktaR to
AaTma hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaTma Ae!le vtRman wle pyaRy, p` AaTma. p` Ao
ktaR ko{ jDãVy hE? —kre krm so ih krtara˜, ivkar kre to Ae ivkarka ktaR hE
smjmeH Aaya? —Ôe Ôè so Ônnhara˜ p` ragka ktaR n hokr, mEH to &an
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icdanHd ma5 huH AEsI ¹iÚ kre to ragka ktaR n hokr ragka &ata hota hE. Ae xe@¦
Ôer nih hE. Aahaha¦
wgvan AaTma —ini*Êy xuâpairàimk:˜ A=aRtŸ wgvan \/vu AivnaxI
Ôe stŸ hE, AivnaxI Ôe \/vu stŸ hE, inTy stŸ hE, Aek smykI pyaRy pirìt
ivnakI cIj, Aek smykI AvS=a hE, Ae isvaykI cIj, AEsa Ôe \/vu wgvan
AaTma, prm Svwavwav Ao to ini*Êy hE. _smeH ko{ pirìt ivkarkI nih
Ane moÙmagRkI pirìt pyaRy Ae ãVymeH nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ini*Êyka
Éya A=R hE? ke xuâ pairàimkwav, wgvan i5kaz \/vu siCcdanHd Ýwu inTyanHd
AivnaxI AHx, Ae —bH\ke kar`wUt Ôe iÊya deqo, bH\ke kar`wUt iÊya ragaid
pirìt _s$p nih.˜ pyaRymeH AvS=ameH ivkar hE, \/vu ivkarka kar` nih ne \/vu meH
ivkar hE nih. Aahaha¦ (i5kaz meH ivkar nih) nih hE, ivkar pyaRymeH hE, te=I to
car bol pyaRy$p kha, car wav pyaRy$p, AvS=a$p Ane Aek wav ãVy$p
kha. smjmeH Aaya? sadI vat Ke p` ma`sne AWyas nih ne Ae!le bharna
kDakU!amaH FUs gya. \mRne name, p` Aa sTy Éya hE _skI qbr nih.
khete hE, ini*Êyka Éya A=R? pairàimk wav, i5kaz wav, i5kaz dz,
Lyo dz yad AaVyu.H Aek ÝÆ AaVyo'to ArIsano, dz lIya hE ne wa{. dz xuH
Aevo xBd Ke. purØu a=R isiâ _pay Ke ne? phelI kDI, vHdn kIya hE ne vHdn,
ArIsana dzmaH jem b\uH deqay Ke, Aem wgvannI pyaRymaH b\uH deqay Ke. Aevo
pa@ Ke TyaH hÇ, p` dzno A=R TyaH pyaRy levI, ArIsanI Aem Ke. smßya ke nih?
Ke purØu a=Risiâ_pay? dznuH vzI Ae paKuH mgjmaH _@yu'H tu.H dpR`-tz. dpR`tz, tz, spa!I. _prkI-deqo.
tßjyit prH ßyoit: smH smStErnNtpyaRy:E .
dpR`tl {v skla Ýitflit pda=Rmailka y5..pu.is._.ga=a-1
j¡Ao. xuH Éya khete hE deqo, dpR` tz. dpR` Ôe hE ne dpR` Éya khete hE?
ArIsa, _skI _prkI spa!IkI pyaRymeH Aa i5kaz ÔnnemHe Aata hE, i5kazI
dzmeH nih. tzmeH ÔnnemHe Aata hE Ae dzmeH nih (tz ne dz be xBd) Ae to vzI
AenI hare. frIne- jem ArIsa hE ArIsa Ae to sara dz wI hE AaEr Aek smykI
AvS=a dxaAe _prna tz nam nIcenI n leta AhÄya=I _pr=I lena, nhÄtr to
tz nam tzIya lena hE- p` Ae n leta bharkI Ôe AvS=a _ska nam tz
ArIsameH Aek smykI AvS=ameH Ôe Ôe cIj deqne meH AatI hE ne? vo to ArIsakI
AvS=a hE. vh cIj nih Aek smykI dpR`ka dz Ôe i5kaz hE _skI _prkI
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AvS=ako AhÄya tz khete hE. Ae tzmeH sb Ônne deqnemHe Aata hE. AEse wgvan
AaTma, AhÄ j¡Ao¸ &ankI, kevz&ankI pyaRy p` Ùaiykwave p` pyaRy hE, to Ao
pyaRymeH lokalok ÔnnemHe Aata hE. ArIsaka dz Ôe i5kaz hE, AEse yhaH pairàimk
wav Ôe i5kaz dz hE _smeH &ankI pyaRy nih, kevz&ankI pyaRy nih.
Aa to Am<tcHãacayRno }lok- —dpR` tl {v sklaE˜ b\a lokalok, 5`
kazka ãVy vStu _skI xi› AaEr _skI AvS=a, dpR`na tzmeH jem dIqnemHe
Aata hE, wgvankI &an pyaRymeH ÔnnemHe Aata hE. Ae &anka dz Ôe i5kaz \uv/ hE
_smeH nhÄ. Ae{ wIqawa{ Aahahaha¦ hIrawa{.
wgvan \uv/ vStu hE, Ao to tzkI Aek smykI kevz&ankI pyaRyse wI
iwþ hE. jem Ao ArIsaka dz iwþ hE, Aek smykI pyaRy, AhÄ daqlo wa{ bhu
AaPyo Ke wa{Ae Aapà soganI. soganIAe daqlo FÌ var AaPyo Ke. NyalcHd
soganI smjmeH Aaya? klk¿avaza Ôe AaTm&an pakr SvgRmHe cle gye. AaEr
ALpkazmeH kevz&an lega AEsI _skI takat hE. smjmeH Aaya? _sne FÌvar
dpR`tz dpR` dz dpR` dz AEsI vat lIya hE. ke dpR`ka dzto i5kaz iwþ hE.
_prkI AvS=ameH sb SvCKtake kar` Ao sb ÝitibHb ibHbka ÝitibHb _skI
pyaRymeH deqnemHe Aata hE dpR`ka dz to tdŸn iwþ hE smjmeH Aaya?
AEse wgvan AaTma _ska &an dz Ôe i5kaz hE &an dz gu`, \uv/ _smeH
ÔnnekI iÊyakI pirìt nih, Ao to ini*Êy hE. smjmeH Aaya.?
to dpR` tznuH kæun
H ?e AhÄ tzno A=R Aam n leta, Aam tz lena - (tz
Ae!le kya) _prnI spa!I _prkI spa!I, dpR`kI _prkI spa!I. AEse wgvan
AaTma AanHdkHd &anka \uv/ vStu hE. _skI _prkI pyaRy _skI spa!I hE, vStu to
vStu \uv/ hE _smeH tIn kalka Ônna fannakI pyaRy _smeH hE nih. Aare Aa. smjmeH
Aate hE ne? smÔy AevI vat Ke hÇ AEsI kaH[ nih wgvan 5` lokno na= pote
Ke, Aene kyaH AenI qbr Ke. smjmeH Aaya? prmaTma Sv$p pote ApnemHe pUra pD–a
hE. É–aHy gotte ne xo\te É–aHk Dug
H ramaH pD–o hxe É–aHk xE5ßHu y hxe É–aHk smedixqr
hxe. Ae{ Aave Ke ne¦ wa{ smysar na!kmaH mero \Ì hE mere pas AevHu Aave Ke kaH{
(bH\ Ai\kar) bH\ äar hE _smeH hoga (48 pd)
kyaHk hxe? mero \Ì hE AEsa kyaHk ilQya hE, Aa AhÄ AaVyuH j¡Ao ragaid
xuâta Axuâta AlqkI. ivkarI pyaRy p` wgvannI pyaRy Ke Ane i5kazI xuâ
pyaRy p` Alq, pyaRy hE hÇ, inmRz pyaRy Ae bI AaTmakI hE. Ae kaH{ pyaRy
prkI hE AEsa hE nih. smysar na!kmaH bH\ äar
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—ke{ _das rhe Ýwu karn, ke{ _das rhe Ýwu karn.
ke{ khe _@I Ôy khIke - halo j{Ae Aam, mzxe É–aHk
ke{ Ýnam kre gi# mUrit - mUt±-gdIne Ýàm kre Ke jy
wgvan, AapÔe kaH{k. ;ke{ phaD c#E ci# KÄkE˜
KÄke. xuH khevay? Aa DozI, DozmeH c#te hE ne loko _pr —ke{ phaD c#e ci#KIke˜
H - —ke{ khe Asmanke _pir, ke{ khEH Ýwu he@ jmÄke˜ ko{ khe he@e ne ko{ khe
_pr Are sUn to shI wgvan —mero \nI nih dUr dexaHtr˜ mero wgvan nih dUr
dexaHtr kazse dUr nih Ane Ùe5se dUr nihH. —mohImeH hE moih sUJt nIke˜ merameH hE,
mEH prmaTma siCcdanHd AqHDanHd xuâ Sv$p huH —moihmeH hE mUJe sUJt inkE˜
brabr merke o sUJte hE. bnarsIdas. kzx !IkameH nih hE. _prse lIya hE mero \nI
nih dUr dexaHtr, moihmeH hE mUJe sUJt inkE smjmeH Aaya.? ANy Ùe5meH kaH{ nih.
hmmeH hE AaEr hme wle Ýkar AnuwvmeH Aata hE. bH\ äar- 48 smjmeH Aaya?
kya khete hE? jEse ArIsaka dz i5kaz kaym dz ipHD _smeH SvCKtakI
_prkI Ôe pyaRy hE. _smeH pyaRymeH sb JaHqI pDtI hE ÝitibHb, dz to AEsa ne
AEsa hE, AEse wgvan AaTma _ska Ôe i5kazI dz hE, Aek smykI kevz&ankI
pyaRy isvayka, isvay khete hE ne? (Alava) Alava b\I tmarI ihHdI AavDe Ke
Amne AhÄ Alava xBd clte hE, Aek smykI kevz&ankI pyaRy ÒsmeH tIn
kaz, tIn lok ÔnnemHe Aata hE, Ae pyaRyse dz to tdŸn iwþ hE. muzcHdwa{.
Ae ini*Êyka A=R kya? ke bH\ ke kar`wUt iÊya ragaid pirìt _s$p nih,
deqo _dywavkI pirìt$p rag hota hE ApnI pyaRyme,H Ao ãVymeH nih \uv/ meH nih
AHtr Svwav i5kaz AanHd mUitR wgvan _smeH rag nih. ragkI bH\kI pyaRy,
bH\ka kar`kI AvS=a Ao i5kaz pairàimkwav shjwav _smeH hE nih. kho
smjmeH Aate hE ke nih? Aa to sadI waØa hE, _smeH ko{ AEsI ko{ nhÄ. _s$p nih
hE, jEse ArIsameH kolsa, kerI-kerI, Aam-Aam, deqte hE ne AHdr to Aam kerI nih hE
AHdr AHdrmeH to ArIsakI _prkI tzkI, spa!IkI pyaRy ye to hE, Ao to ko{ Aam
nih kerI, kolsa kolsa hE nih. AEse wgvan AaTma AqHDanHd \uv/ Ýwu AivnaxI
tÀv Ôe hE Ae _prkI Aek smykI pyaRymeH tIn kal tIn lok deqte hE. Ae Aek
smykI pyaRy Ane rag, Ae ãVymeH nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
Ae Axuâta Òsko doØ khete hE, Ae ãVymeH nih. Ae AxuâkI pirìt vStumeH
nih. kemke Ae to Axuâ pirìt hE, pyaRy hE, siÊy AvS=aka wav hE. Ae siÊy
ragkI AvS=aka wav i5kaz ãVymeH hE nih, xowalalÒ¦ Aa to bese AevuH Ke
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hoH smÔy AevuH Ke n smÔy AevHu n=I. Aem nih, n smÔy AevuH AhÄ khevuH
nih AmarI pase. Aolo hto ne wa{ xuH khevay (nepoilyn, AxÉ– marI pase
n=I) —Axky AmarI pase khena nhÄ. Ae to mftno prnuH krI xke nhÄ ne.˜
AxÉ– hE Ae merI pas lana nih... Aena xBdkoØmaH n=I. Aem AhÄya n
smÔy Aem AaTmamaH hE nih. xBdkoØmeH, isâaHtmeH wI AEsa hE nih.
wgvan siCcdanHd Ýwu, AqHD AanHd \am _skI pyaRymeH n smjnemHe
Aave AEsI cIj Ao hE nih, klHk lagte hE, n smÔy AEsa khena Ae klHk lagte
hE. khete hE, xuâ pairàimkwav Ôe i5kaz dz Ao to bH\ke kar`wUt iÊya, iÊya,
deqo iÊya kI\Ine? AoluH ini*Êy Ke ne? i5kaz xuâ wav \uv/ ini*Êy hE, to ragaidkI
iÊya khenme He Aaya, jDkI iÊya nih, prkI iÊya nih. (vo to khaH kI khaH rhI).
bH\ke kar`wUt Ôe iÊya nam pirìt nam pyaRy ragaid pirìt, rag,
im+yaTv, A&an, rag äeØ Êo\ mankI AvS=a _s$p te i5kazI dz wgvan
\uv/ te nih brabr hE? (brabr) Ae ma!e same pana rqa hE. AaEr moÙke kar`wUt
Ôe iÊya, moÙke kar`$p iÊya, xuâ wavna p` pyaRy, xuâ wavna pirìt AolI
ragaid pirìt htI, Aa xuâwavna pirìt, AaTmameH xuâ \uv/ ka lÙ krke
vItragI dxRn, vItragI &an ne vItragI pirìt _Tpþ hotI hE. Aa pirìt
iÊya hE, Ao i5kazI ini*ÊymeH hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? (Ae ih bat smÔneko
Aapne ixibr lgaya =a) [ kaH{ qbr nih Amne ivkLp to {tna =a ke Aa
ga=a clI g{ Am<tcHãacayRkI, to pIKe kæuH Aa ga=a rhI Ôy Ke, rh ÔtI hE,
to klas vqte lega kI\u.H AEsa ivkLp Aaya =a to ramÒwa{Ae Kpa dIya
pHdrso pana, sbke ha=meH rqe to kEsa A=R hota hE, Aârse A=R hoga?
khaHse A=R hoga? smjmeH Aaya.?
wgvan AaTma AivnaxI Ôe AHx hE i5kaz AaEr pyaRy hE Ae to naxvan
hE. cahe to kevz&ankI pyaRy wI naxvan hE. Ae nHdikxorÒ - (Éya khete hE
Aap) Éya khete hE Aa? kevz&an hE yh gu`ka _TpadkI n{ pyaRy hE Aek smyka
Ôe kevz&an huAa, vo dUsre smye nih rhega, dUsre smy Vyy hoga, nax hoga,
kevz&an pyaRy naxvan hE, wgvan i5kazI pairàimkwav AivnaxI hE.
smjmeH Aaya? to AivnaxI wgvan _pr ¹iÚ dens
e e sMyGdxRn ne \mR hota hE,
smjmeH Aaya.?
khete hE, moÙke kar`wUt dxa, moÙ tae pU`R dxa, _ska _pay-_pay
kar`wUt lIyane? qreqr pyaRy _smeH hE Aem khete hE. Ôe iÊya xuâ wavna
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pirìt deqo¸ xuâ wavna Ae!le xuâ i5kazI &aykwav _smeH Aekag/ta$p pirìt,
xuâ i5kazIwav, _smeH Aekag/ta$pI AvS=a, Òsko moÙmagR khIAe, Òsko
sMyGdxRn &an cair5 khIAe, _s$p wI \uv/ nih. muzcHdwa{¦ Aahaha¦ {¬rnI
lIla hE AEsI ApnI-ApnI lIla hÇ dUsrekI nih. Ae wgvan AaTma siCcdanHd
Ýwu \u/v AivnaxI wgvan AHdr vStuka wav _smeH to khete hE Ao wav
pairàimkwavse pIKannemHe Aata hE. Ao wavmeH bH\ka kar` Ôe im+yaTv ragäeØ
piràm Ôe bH\ka paHc kar` khete hE ne? im+yaTv, Av/t, Ýmad, kØay Ane yog
Ao iÊya \u/vmeH nih. pairàimkwav Ôe ini*Êy hE _smeH Ao iÊya nih. Ae
ihHmtwa{ Aa JIùH pDxe =oDuH ko{ id' saHwZyuH y n hoy ne Aen.e jyHitwa{ne to
hÒ nvuH lage ne? kho smjmeH Aaya.?
—moÙke kar`wUt Ôe iÊya˜, j¡Ao iÊya to Aa{¸ ko{ khete hE ke iÊyako
_DaDte hE, p` k{ iÊya? sUn to shI (Aek iÊya bharnI Ane Aek xuwkI iÊya)
xuwkI iÊya (jDmaH) smjmeH Aaya? xrIr, vaÌkI iÊya pyaRy Ae to jDmeH rhI.
AaEr ragkI iÊya pyaRy to ivwaivk iÊya Ae to bH\ka kar`meH rhI. smjmeH
Aaya? Vyvhar rTn5yka ivkLp hE Ae to bH\ka kar`meH g{, _dywavmeH g{,
smjmeH Aaya.? bH\ka kar`$p Ôe ragaid vo dya, dan, v/t, Aaid devguÌ
xaÏkI ]âana ivkLp, Ae im+yaTv nih, Ae to rag, Ae ragkI pirìt bH\ka
kar`meH g{, Ae moÙka kar`meH nih, Ae iÊya moÙka kar`kI nih. Aahaha¦ kho
moÙka kar`wUt Ôe iÊya, Ae iÊya hE ke nih AHdr? moÙka kar`kI iÊya AaTmameH
hE. p` k{ iÊya? —xuâaTm wavna pirìt˜ Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma pUr`
\uv/ siCcdanHd, inTyanHd _smeH ¹iÚ lganes,e _sko |yey bnanes,e Aek smyka
inim¿, rag ne pyaRyka |yey KoD krke, Aa g/h`pUvkR Ao Tyag hota hE kya
kIya? wgvan \uv/ Sv$p _sko |yey bnakr Ôe sMyGdxRn &an cair5kI iÊya,
vItragI pyaRy _Tpþ hu{, to im+yaTv ne ragka Tyag ho gya, Ao Tyag ho
gya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—moÙke kar`wUt˜ moÙ je pUr` isâpd, AEsI inmRz AvS=a isâkI Ao bI
pyaRy hE Ao pyaRy bI \uv/ meH to nih. p` Ao pyaRyka kar` xuâ wavna pirìt
vItrag indÈØ ]âa &an ne xaHit AEsI Ôe siÊy nam pyaRykI pirìt \uv/ meH nih,
Ae pairàimkwavmeH hE nih. Aare ware wa{ vat. ke!lake to saHwZyuH n hoy Aavu.H
heH? (É–aH saHwze) muzcHdwa{ne @Ik-ke!lake to saHwZyuH y nih hoy nva ihHdSu =anmaH Aam=I Aam ixqr Ôv, smedixqr Ôv ne Aam Ôv ne palItaè
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Ôvne (¹iÚAe AktaR, Vyvhare ktaR) Vyvhare ktaR \Uzye nih hE sUn to shI. prka
ktaRik to AhÄ batey nih hE. smjmeH Aaya.? (saHwZyuH y n hoy - {ska kya
mtlb) sUna ih nhI kya cIj hE yUH. sUna ih nih, kane nih pDI bat. smjmeH
Aaya? Ae AmulqcHdÒ deqo bat (AlaEikk hE) AlaEikk hE bat. Aahaha¦ wgvan
terI cIj to Ôe phelI ]âa &anmeH to le smjmeH Aaya?
ware ga=a AlaEikk bat hE hoH. (Ò. Ò. Ýwu) Aa to Aa ferna ixibrmeH
ArKI bat, Aa nIkzI g{ hE hoH. Lyo Aa to dsmuH VyaQyan Ke ne Aa dsmuH
VyaQyan Ke, Aa panames
H e dsmuH VyaQyan hE - Ae{ (wvI wagn Ôeg, vat Aa
g{) ha. sCcI bat hE hÇ wa{ vat to AEsI hE (AnuwvkI tEyarI AEsI vaÌ
nIkltI hE) wgvan i5lokna=, prmaTma prme¬rna muqe idVy |vin Ôe Aa{,Aa
Aa{ hE.
khete hE, wgvan AaTma be AHx, Aek i5kazI \uv/ AHx AaEr Aek smykI
pyaRy, AvS=aka AHx, to pyaRyka je AHx hE _smeH Ao do Ýkar, Aek ivkarkI
pyaRyka AHx bH\ka kar`$p Ao bI \uv/ meH nih Ane Aek moÙka kar`$p xuâ
inmRz sMyGdxRn &an cair5 moÙka magR Ôe inmRz vItragI pyaRy, Ao bI
\uv/ meH nih. kar`ke Ao iÊya hE Ane vStu AiÊy hE. Aahaha¦ ko{ id' saHwZyuH y
n hoy Aey ihHmtwa{ b\o Aem ne Aem gaZyo vqt. vaHcn krva ne Aa krva
ne ho ha. AhÄ bnavI dI\uH kolej xuH kI\uH bo!admaH kaH{ Aey jyHitwa{, xuH kI\uH
bo!admaH É–aHy htuH ne nih? (Smark bnaVyu.H kolej) kolej bnavI xuH khe waØa
na AavDe besI rhe Aam jrI ha= raqIne \Uzye n=I kaH{ kyuÅ saHwzne hve? ko`
kre? xuH kI\uH {? (kolej) kolej kolej ko` kre? kolej to jDnI AvS=a Ae
kaze pyaRyno pir`mnno kaz hoy Svkaz hoy to hota hE TyaH dUsra ko{
kolejko kr skte hE? (ko{ krtuH to hxe ne?) ha, kre Ke ne? Ae prma`HA
u o,
prmaùA
H o pl!te pl!te pl!te jem ndIka Ývah clte hE Ane Ývah jem nÒkmaH
Aate hE AEse pl!te pl!te pyaRy hotI hE _sme,H dUsra kre kaEn? Ao tÀv hE ke nih
Ao jD? smjmeH Aaya.?
AhÄ to rag krte hE, Ao bI im+yaTv wavme,H rag mera ne ragka ktRVy mera.
cle Ô sHsarmaH (cle Ô sHsarme)H rqDne ko. kar` ke ktaR hoy Ae wo›a hota
ih hE. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to fkt {tna jàna hE, ke wgvan i5kazI Ýwu. AivnaxI
xi›nuH sÀv, wav Ao ini*Êy hE, _smeH halt, pyaRy, dxa _pr hotI hE smjmeH
Aaya? Ae dxameH do Ýkar A=va car wav Aek _dywav, _pxmwav,
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|yeypUvkR &ey
Ùyopxmwav, Ùaiykwav to _smeH bH\kI kar`wUt Ôe iÊya _dywav deqo,
_dyko tÀv khane? moÙxaÏmeH dUsra A|yaymaH phelo bol im], _dy Aaid
SvtÀv Òvka SvtÀv paHcye ne SvtÀv khe Ke Òv SvtÀv, sÀv _ska hE Ao
pyaRyka AHx tÀv _ska hE Ao smjmeH Aaya?
Ae to yhaH btaya ke car wav pyaRy$p hE. Aahaha¦ (Ae to rhSy hE
rhSymy bat hE ) khe t e hE moÙke kar`wU t Ôe iÊya, pl!na, pl!na
sMyGdxRn&ancair5$p, inivRkLp, xaHit ne AanHd$p dxa Ae xuâ wavna pirìt,
Ae vItragI AvS=a, indÈØ dxa Ôe \uv/ ko |yey krke bnI vo, p` vo \uv/ ka |yey
krke Ôe xaHit bnI, Ao xaHitkI iÊya, ini*Êy \uv/ meH nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
Aek AEsI cIj hE vItrag magRmHe AEsa Qyal to Aayega ke nih _sko?
(Aayega, Aayega) smjmeH Aaya.? Aahaha¦ xuâ wavna pirìt-pirìt,
pirìt smje pyaRy? xuâ wavna A=aRtŸ j¡Ao Aa wavna Aola khete hE ne wavna Ae!le icHtvna, ivkLp Ae nih. AhÄ to xuâ \uv/ meH Aekag/ hokr, vItragI
indÈØ AanHdkI pyaRy, Ýg! hu{ Ae sMyGdxRn &an cair5, _sko xuâ wavna
khete hE. sHkLp ivkLp, icHtvn krna Ao wavna nih, Ae _dywavmeH gye, Ae to
bH\ka kar` hE. smjmeH Aaya.?
xuâ wavna pirìt _s$p wI nih hE, _s$p wI ini*Êy Ôe \uv/ cIj
AivnaxI hE hE hE hE Anaidse hE wgvan, smjmeH Aaya? kemke Aa to hE. Anaidka
hE smjmeH Aaya? Ae vStu to AnaidkI hE. Ôe AnaidkI hE vo ¹iÚmaH Aa{, to
khete hE ke Ae ¹iÚkI iÊya \uv/ meH nih. smjmeH Aaya? ¹iÚ \mR to n{ pyaRy _Tpþ
hu{, \mR ko{ gu` nih, \mR ko{ ãVy nih, \mR to pyaRy hE, AvS=a hE. smjmeH
Aaya? Ae AvS=a i5kaz rhenve alI cIj, _sko |yey bnakr, Ôe pyaRy _Tpþ
hu{ Ae moÙka kar`$p pyaRy, ini*Êy \uv/ meH nih. Òsko |yey bnaya _smeH Ao
iÊya nih. Aahaha¦ Ae wIqawa{ (Ò. Ýwu) ware vat wa{ hE?H (Aap je kho
te brabr) vStu AEsI hE, ko` khe?
—{s lIye AEsa Ôna Ôta hE ke˜ Aa karè AEse ÔnnemHe Aata hE ke, —xuâ
pairàimk wav |yey$p hE˜ deqo, ini*Êy hE ma!e |yey$p hE. —ini*Êy hE Ae karè
|yey$p hE˜ siÊy piràm Ao |yey$p nih. siÊy piràm |yey bnate hE ãVyko.
(|yannuH |yey) xuâ pairàimkwav |yey$p hE, AHtr &ayk i5kazI wgvan
st AivnaxI Ao ¹iÚmeH |yey$p hE, —p` |yan$p nih.˜ Aa |yan kone kæuH xuâ
wavna pirìt, xuâ wavna pirìt Ao |yan, Ao _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwave
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tIn gInnem
H He Aaya vo. smjmeH Aaya? Aa panuH to jrI vaHce ne ivcare to kaH{
Qyal Aave, panuH Fre le Ôna, _smeH kaH{ hrkt nih hE. smjmeH Aaya?
vaHce to qra ke Aavo A=R kyÈ _smes
H ,e KoDIne Ôy to qbr n pDe kaH{
AEsa pana to rÙa krna hÇ, panakI brabr (pana ke Alava kuK to do mharaj)
Aa dete hE ne? kya khete hE? ko` de ne ko` le. Aahaha¦ Ao pyaRy kaH{ bhar=I
Aave Ke? Ao pyaRy, pyaRymes
H ,e ãVymes
H e AatI hE p` ãVy \uv/ hE, Ao to i5kazImeH
\uv/ s¹x hE, wed$p khens
e e Ao pyaRy \uv/ mes
H ,e ãVymes
H e AatI hE.
samaNy$p je \uv/ hE, Ao to pyaRy ivnakI cIj hE Awed. smjmeH Aaya?
ma!e |yan$p nih, moÙmagR |yan hE, moÙmagR |yan hE, sMyGdxRn &an-cair5kI
pyaRy |yan$p hE. xuâ wavna pirìt, pyaRy |yan$p hE, \uv/ |yan$p nih
smjmeH Aaya? —|yan$p nih˜ —iks lIye?˜ —kyUiH k |yan ivn¬r hE˜ Aahaha¦
Lyo Ùaiyk smikt p` Aek smykI pyaRy hE. gjb vat, smjmeH Aaya?
AaEr xuâ pairàimkwav to AivnaxI hE, wgvan i5kazI AqHDanHd Ýwu
hE hE hE hE Anaid AnHt Ae to AivnaxI cIj hE. pirìt AvS=a hE Ao to
bdltI naxvan hE, ma!e naxvan cIj \uv/ meH hE nih. \uv/ ka |yey ho, p` OmaH
|yankI pyaRy kyUH nhÄ hE, AenHu kar` ivxeØ Aavxe.
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Aa smysar 3r0 ga=a jysenacayRnI !Ika. kya clte hE deqo ke Aa
AaTma vStu hE Ôe i5kaz \uv/ _sko to xaÏmeH ini*Êy kha hE. ini*Êy A=R \mRkI
Ôe pyaRy, bH\-moÙkI pyaRy Ôe hE _sse riht khenm
e He Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya?
to khete hE Ôe i5kazI &aykwav Ôe sMyGdxRnka |yey, smjmeH Aaya? Ao
to ini*Êy hE. _smeH mo"amagRkI pyaRy ke bH\ magRkI AvS=a, Ôe pyaRy, Ao
siÊypà hE- inmRz AvS=a Ôe sMyGdxRn &an cair5 Ao p` siÊy piràm
hE. Ae i5kazI vStumHe yh hE nih. Ao kar` |yan Ôe hE, _ska Ôe |yan krna, vo
|yan hE Ao to pyaRy hE smjmeH Aaya?
—AEsa Ôna Ôta hE ke xuâ pairàimkwav |yey$p hE˜ i5kaz \uv/ bhu
sHkl
e krke sHÙpe meH laya ijsko \mR krna ho to \mRkI pyaRymeH |yey lÙ krne
layk to i5kazI cIj hE kyUiH k |yan$p Ae |yey nih. i5kazI vStu hE Ae moÙmagR$p
nih, smjmeH Aaya? Ae |yan$p nih, ko` |yan$p nih? i5kaz vStu AivnaxI
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\uv/ , \uv/ prse to riht, ragse to riht p` ApnI inmRz pyaRyse wI riht smjmeH Aaya? —Ae |yey hE - |yan$p nih.˜ Ae pairàimk wav |yan$p nih.
iks lIye? —kyÇik |yan ivn¬r hE.˜ |yan Ôe AaTmaka xuâ Sv$p ÝTyenI
Aekag/ta Ae to naxvan hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaEr xuâ pairàimkwav
to AivnaxI hE. i5kaz vStu \uv/ Sv$p stŸ _Tpad Vyy \uv/ yu›H stŸ, _smeH
_Tpad Vyy piràm hE Ao to naxvan hE Aem khete hE AhÄya smjmeH Aaya? Ao
to pyaRy vtRman AvS=aka lÙ krnevalI ny, pyaRyai=Rknyka ivØy hE. AaEr
pairàimk i5kaz Ôe wav hE Ao ãVyai=Rkny, ãVy i5kazI _ska ivØy hE vo
smjmeH Aaya?
to khete hE ]I yogÄãdevne wI kha hE jysenacayR !Ika krte Aa\ar dete hE ke
mEH kheta huH {tna ih nih. p` yogINãdev prmaTm Ýkaxka rcnevala mha muin
sHt hta. smjmeH Aaya? _sne wI kha hE, kya kha hE deqo prmaTmÝkax ga=a
68. 6 Ane Aa@. —niv _pßj{ niv mr{ bH\u n mokqu kre{. Ò_ prmT=e
Ôe{Aa ij`vr Ae_ wÌy˜. wgvan i5lokna= prmaTma ijnvrdeve AEsa
kha ke he yogI A=aRtŸ AaTmana AanHd Sv$pmaH ÔeDa` krnevala, Aekag/ta
krnevala hE. \maRTma AEse sHbo\n krke kha hE, he \m±, prma=Rse Òv _pjta wI
nih. isâ pyaRypè _pjna, Ae bI nih. Aa jnmmeH _pjna gitmeH vo bI ÒvmeH
nih. smjmeH Aaya? mrta wI nih. \uv/ cIj _Tpþ wI nih hotI AaEr ivnax
wI n®h hota. brabr hE? AaEr bH\ moÙ nih krta. wgvan AaTma Ôe \uv/
cEtNy vStu, Ôe ãVyai=Rk, xuâ ãVyai=Rk ãVy ijska Ýyojn, AEsa nyka Ôe
ivØy vStu, Ae bH\ moÙ nihH krta. bH\na piràmne p` Ae krta nihH AaEr
moÙka piràmko moÙko ih nihH krta ware smjmeH Aaya? AEsa ]I ijnvr
khete hE hve 68mI ga=a l{Ae j¡Ao _smeH hEne prmaTm Ýkax.
_smeH Éya hE Tyare ko{ bH\ moÙ n kre to, moÙ krneka purØu a=R nih hE ne
AaTmame?H Aa to AhÄ na paDI, \uv/ meH to hE nih. smjmeH Aaya?
wava=R:- prmaTm ÝkaxmeH hE, y>ip Ôe ke yh AaTma xuâaTma AnuwUitke
Awav hone pr j¡Ao rtncHdÒ Aaid khete hE j¡Ao xaÏmaH to pHgu kha hE kmRse sb hota hE kmRse sb hota hE AaTmase kuK hota nih, AEsa khte hE _smeH
p` vo to kmRse hota hE yh kEsI ¹iÚse? Òska Svwav xuâ AanHd hE AEsI ¹iÚ
ho g{, AanHdka Anuwv huAa, hve bakI =oDa ragaid hE Ao kmRse _Tpþ hota
hE ne kmRse nax hota hE, AEsI bat khI hE. smjmeH Aaya? frIne, Ôe xuâ AaTma
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hE pirpU`R \uv/ _ska Anuwv huAa hE, ke mEH to AanHd ne xuâ \uv/ cEtNy huH, AEsa
AnuwvkI pyaRymeH, hve bakI Ôe kaH{ jnm mr` rha, Ao AaTmaka nih Ao
kmRke kar`se hE Apne Svwavse nih. AEse khenemeH Aaya hE. to vo lgate hE ke
deqo kmRse hota hE. Tyare khete hE Ôe ke Aa AaTma xuâAaTm AnuwUitke Awav
hone pr. wgvan AaTma AanHd hE AEsa Anuwv n hone pr xuw Axuw
_pyogse pir`mn krke, xuw Ane Axuw pir`mn krte hE A&anI, smjmeH
Aaya? wan huAa cEtNy mUitR AaTma to AEsa wanmeH \m±ko xuwaxuw pir`mn
ApnI pyaRymeH hE ih nihH Aae hE ye sb kmRka kayR hE Ane KU!e to kmRse KU!e, AEsI
Nyay dlIl le lIya hE. smjmeH Aaya?
to khete hE xuw Axuwwav _pyogse pir`mn krke. Ôe krte hE Òv pyaRyme,H
xuâaTmanuwiU tke Awavse, wgvan piv5 AanHdka na= xuâ AanHdka sagr,
AEsa Òsko AanHdka Anuwvka Svad Aaya nih, smjmeH Aaya? Ae AanHdka
Svadke AwavmeH —Òvn-mr`, xuw-Axuw kmR bH\ko krta hE˜ pyaRyme,H AvS=ameH
Ao xuw Axuw piràmse pir`mn krte xuw kre. Ôe xuw ho to SvgaRidmaH Ôy,
Axuw ho to nkaRidmaH Ôy. Ao pyaRymeH sb hota hE, p` iksko? xuâaTmakI
AnuwiU t nhÄ hE Ao karè. (Ao karè, brabr)
Ao xuâ wgvan AaTma prmanHd Sv$p _ska Anuwvka Awavme,H Ôe
Anuwv ho, to to xuwaxuw pir`mn _sko hota ih nih. smjmeH Aaya? to
khete hE ke, xuw Axuw _pyogse pir`mn krke Òvn-mr`, xuw-Axuw kmR
bH\ko krta hE, AaEr Svanuwiu tke Ýg! hone pr, yh sb pyaRykI bat lIya. jb
xuâ Sv$p wgvan AaTma _ska Anuwv xuâaTmanuwiU t inmRz vItragI pyaRy
\aimRk AvS=a Ýg! hu{. —xuâopyogse pir`t hokr, phele xuw AxuwmaH pir`t
kha =a. im+yaTvme,H smjmeH Aaya? AaEr sMyGdxRnka wanmeH —xuâpyogse pir`t
hokr moÙ krta hE˜ (co=e gu`S=ankI bat hE) TyaH=I x$Aat hotI hE, co=e=I
isâ su\I. caEdma su\I, isâ to moÙ hE smjmeH Aaya? to xuâ-_pyogse pir`t
hokr !Ika hE jEse A&anI Apna AanHd Svwavka Anuwv n hone pr Ôe _smeH
nihH hE AEse xuwaxuw ivkLpko krte hE. _sse kmR bH\n hota hE, _sse _sko jnm
mr` hota hE _pjvuH mrvuH hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? A|yaTmkI bat sU"m hE.
AaEr jb AaTma Apna inj FrmeH Aate hE, xuâ cEtNy Sv$p mEH hu,H AanHd
hu,H AEsI AaTmakI AnuwiU t sMyGdxRn huAa, smjmeH Aaya? xuâaTmanuwiU tke
Ýg! hone pr, xuâopyogse pir`t hokr, xu|\opyog$pI dxa Ýg! krke pyaRyme,H
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AvS=ame,H moÙko ktaR hE. —to wI xuâ pairàimk prmwav g/ahk xuâãVyai=Rknykr n bH\ka ktaR hE n moÙka ktaR hE˜ hve ga=aka A=R lete hE. smjmeH Aaya?
xuâ pairàimk prmwav g/ahk ¹iÚ kr _ska A=R: Ae xuâpairàimk wav
¹iÚmeH Aaya, _sko _padey Ô~ya smjmeH Aaya? Ae Òv n bH\ka ktaR hE n
moÙka ktaR hE ãVy¹iÚmeH jb ¹iÚ hu{ smjmeH Aaya? Aagz khega KeÐe ke wa{
AaTma AEsa _padey hE. p` _padeyka A=R kya? (_padeyka A=R to brobr
btaAo) Ae ke _padey AHtr inivRkLp AnuwvmeH AaTmako Aadr _pyog ho tb
_padey khenm
e He Aata hE. (brabr n=I smÔtu)H frIne l{Ae. Aaiqr hE deqo,
KeÐe —Apna xuâaTma vItrag inivRkLp smai\meH lIn purØu oHko _padey hE.˜ AEse
_padey-_padey mane AEse nih, Ae to ivkLp ne \arà hu{. _sko _padeyka wan
hE nih. (\Ny vItrag) smjmeH Aaya?
AEse KõI ga=ameH smysarmeH kha ke AaTma Ým¿ AÝm¿ nih. ix*ye ÝÆ
kIya wgvan xuâaTma Aap kIsko khete ho, ke Òsko hmare Ônna cahIAe? to
wgvan _¿r dete hE kudH kudH acayR ke wEya, pr lÙko KoDkr wgvan xuâaTmako
|yey bnakr, pyaRymeH _ska sevn krte hE, Ae xuâta Ýg! krte hE Ane xuâta äara
Aa ãVy xuâ hE AEsa _sko ÝtItmeH Aata hE.
fIr, AEse xuâ hE xuâ hE AEsa nihH. Aa to ATyare Ao nIkzI g{ne vat
bhar jrI soganIka puStk bhar nIkzI gya Ke to hve vatu krva mHD–a Ke FàH
smjmeH Aaya? p` _ska A=R AEsa hE, JIÌ vat Ke wgvan (A=RmaH kuK fer
hE) ha, kya fer? xemaH? A=RmaH fer hE. A=R krvamaH fer hE. AaTma, sUò KõI
ga=ameH Aem kha. Ôe mUz ga=a hE. smjmeH Aaya? KõIka leq, KõIka leq khte hE
ne Aa? he?H AEsI ga=a wgvan kudH kudH acayR khete hE ke Ýwu AaTmameH Ým¿pà wI
nihH Ane AÝm¿ pyaRy wI nihH. Ae to &ayk xuâ hE, iksko? (sbko) nih
AEsa nih. (i5kaz to sbko hE) nhÄ nhÄ nhÄ, Ae xuâ hE. [ska Anuwv huAa
_sko xuâ hE smjmeH Aaya? (QyalmeH Aa gya pIKe) QyalmeH Aaya ih nih hE.
QyalmeH Aaya kya, vedn ivna QyalmeH khaHse Aaya? smÔe jrI Nyay prmaTm
ÝkaxmeH ga=a ga=a dI@ AEsa lIya hE (i5kaz rhete hE pKI É–aH fIkr Ke) nihH
nihH nihH i5kaz ¹iÚme,H SvIkar Aaye bIna, i5kaz hE AEsa nÞI khaHse kIya
_sne? (sTy k<pana= - sun krke) sun krke kya ho gya? ¹iÚmeH to Aaya nih.
smjmeH Aaya? (Aapne kha Amne man lIya) AEse kæa Ao maNya ih nihH
_sne. maNya to _sko tb khete hE smjmeH Aaya? (AamaH nvHu to kaH{ AaVyuH nih
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Amne Aem ke AamaH nvuH FùH hxe) nvuH to AHdr Anuwv krke xuâ hE AEsa Aaya
hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEse vato kre _sko nih.
sUò, brabr, Aey Sv$pcHdÒ, ijsko AHtrmeH xuâ cEtNy \uv/ ka AHtrmeH
piv5ta Ýg! hu{ hE, xuâta Ýg! hu{ hE Ae äara Aa ãVy xuâ hE AEsa mannemHe
Aata hE. ¹iÚmeH Aaya nih, lÙmeH Aaya nih, pIKe Aa xuâ hE khaHse maNya te,H Aem
khete hE (Aapne kha ne hme manlIya) Are¦ wgvan khe to bI kya huAa, _ska
wgvan Ôge ibna, maNya khaHs.e Ae{ \nalalÒ (brabr, brabr) vo tÀva=R
]âan khete hE ne? tÀva=R ]âan pHiDtÒ Aa tÀva=R ]âan sMyGdxRn hE ke nihH
moÙmagRm?He Ao Vyvhar hE ke inüy? (inüy) inüy hE? to AhÄya to Aa
khete hE. tÀva=R ]âanko to Vyvhar khete hE bhu @ekaè to. nhÄ tÀva=R ]âan
&an Ý\anse k=n hE, vStu \uv/ meH ßyaH ¹iÚ pDI AaEr xuâtaka Anuwv huAa to
_ska &anmeH pyaRy sHvr, injRra, Axuâta Aaid pyaRy nihH hE _sme,H AEsa &an
sa=meH Aa gya, _ska nam tÀva=R ]âan Òv$p khenm
e He Aata hE. wa{, Aene
Òv$p kæuH Ke ne? moÙmagRmaH ga=a mUkI Ke. moÙmagRmaH, purØu a=R isiâ _paynI
rrmI (bavIsmI) ga=a. AaTm $pm, AaTm $pm hE (sMyGdxRn) smjmeH Aaya?
hE ne moÙmagR Ýkaxk É–aH Ke? Aeè Aa\ar to Aano AaPyo Ke ne? mUzmaH=I ka#e
ne? rr ga=a Ke rr.
puruØa=R isiâ _pay rr ga=a, j¡Ao deqo Aa ¹ÚaHt dIya hE _smeH !oDrmlÒAe
ÒvaÒvadIna tÀva=R n aH sdE v ktR V ymŸ .
]âan ivprItaiwinvexivivktmaTm$pH ttŸ.. rr.
AaTm$pmŸ hE deqo. Aahaha¦ (ãVy to kuK krte nih) pyaRye kIyane?
pyaRye ãVy _pr ¹iÚ krnese pyaRymeH Aayane AaTmdxa (vo hE. hmko kya) hE
AEsa nih.
Ae xe@, Ao ma!e to Aa lIya hE, AaTm$pmŸ, ttŸ tInomeH lIya hE-hoH, sMyGdxRn
AaTm$p, sMyG&an AaTm$p. sMyGcair5 AaTm$p, tIno AaTm$p hE. bavIs,
paH5Is ne Aog`calIs tIn ga=a hE. purØu a=R isiâ _pay Am<tcHãacayR tÀva=R
]âanH Ao AaTm$p hE, AhÄya khete hE \uv/ ka Anuwv hona Ao AaTm$p dxa hE,
ye tÀva=R ]âan Ae AaTm$p dxa hE. domaH fer nih. ßyaH ¹iÚ Ý\an k=nmeH \uv/
te |yey hE. sMyGdxRn khaHse lIya hE¦ AaEr &an Ý\an k=nmeH \uv/ ka ßyaH &an
Ane ]âa ßyaH hu{ to TyaH pyaRy wI _smeH nhÄ hE AEsa &an wI sa=meH Aaya hE
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|yeypUvkR &ey
to sat tÀvkI ]âa hu{ _sme,H Aem khete hE, ivkLpvazI nih Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya?
ANvya=R:- Òv, AÒvaid tÀva=ÈnuH ivprIt Aiwinvex riht. bIÔne
bIÔpè smjva$p im+ya&an=I riht ]âan, ¹# ivüas inrHtr j krvuH Ôe{Ae.
kar`ke te ]âan j AaTmanuH Sv$p Ke. pyaRy$pnI ApeÙaAe hae,H Aa \uv/ $pnI
ApeÙaAe nih (ATyar su\I to n ktaR n ktaR AaVyuH htuH Aa vzI Aa to
ivro\vazuH drek smye ktaR) ha. pyaRy ktaR. pyaRy |yeyna lÙe ktaR Aem khete hE.
|yeymaH ktRVy nih, p` pyaRymaH ktRVy, |yeyna lÙ krna, Ae pyaRymaH ktRVy
Aata hE. Aahaha¦ xowalalÒ =oDa JIà hE p` hve (krna pDega) krna
pDega, Avza dete hE ne? Avza pDega Aola pEsa bEsamaH kaH{ \Uzye n=I.
(\Uzye ) \Uzye n=I sarI, na. na. na. Ae loko¿r pu~y bH\ay sMyGdxRnnI
wUimkamaH Ôe xuwwav _sse pu~y bH\ay Ao tI=Åkr hota hE, bzdev hota hE
smjmeH Aaya? èã hota hE ye pu~y, pu~yko Vyvhare khenm
e He Aata hE Aa to b\a
pu~yey @ekaàH ivnana Ke tmara smjmeH Aaya?
AhÄ to {tna khena hE AaTm$pmŸ tt AhÄ khete hE AaTmamaH Ao sMyGdxRn
ne moÙmagRka AaTma ktaR nih. AhÄ khete hE _ska sdEv ktRVy hE, Ae Am<tcHãacayR
khete hE. _ska A=R ke wgvan AaTma \uv/ to \uv/ ih hE. _smeH Aekag/ krna Ao
ktRVy hE Òvka pyaRymeH ktRVy hE, \uv/ meH nih. Ao tIno bol hE hÇ TyaH bavIsmaH
Aayane paH5Isne Aog`calIs 3pmaH &anka bat hE. AaTm$pm lIya hE ho 3p
j¡Ao 3p TyaHy Ae xBd Ke.
ktRVyoD|yvsay: sdnekaNtaTmkeØu tÀveØu .
sHxyivpYyRyan|yvsay ivivktmaTm$pH ttŸ ..3p..
AnekaHt =ya, ãVymeH ktRVy nhÄ, pyaRymeH ktRVy hE smjmeH Aaya? vo khega
AHihya j¡Ao pIKe &annuH lI\uH pKI 39 Ae carI5nI deqo VyaQya Ke.
Caair5H wvit yt: smSt sav>yogpirhràtŸ..
sklkØayivmuktH ivxdmudasInmaTm$pH ttŸ.. 39..
kØayka AHx wI Ku!kr-inmRz, ivØd nam inmRz sHp`
U R kØay riht, sHp`
U R
kØay riht kho ke cair5 kho barmanI vat nhÄ hE AihHya, AihH sHp`
U R kØay
rihtno A=R cair5meH kØay riht. Aem, kØayka AHx dUr rhI gya, brabr
smjmeH Aaya? xaÏna A=Ène p` svza, sul!a smjnekI takat nhÄ Ae
sul!a AaTmaka kya kr xke. smjmeH Aaya?
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j¡Ao inmRz, pr pdaR=oke ivrktpè AaTm$pm hota hE. deqo AihHya na
paDte hE (p` Amaro i5kaz AaTma Aape kæo Aevo hoy pKI Amare ifkr xenI)
p` i5kaz ¹iÚmeH Aave to i5kal hE Aem khte hE yhaH, Ae AihHya isâ krna hE.
smjmeH Aaya? kya kIya deqo, j¡Ao, towI xuâke g/ahk n moÙka krta hE, deqo
AEsa k=n sunkr ix*yne ÝÆ ikya, mharaj, Aape to bH\ ne moÙ AaTma krtay
nhÄ hE, bhu gjb bat kIya. ix*y ÝÆ krte hE Ýwu xuâ ãVyai=Rkny$p Sv$p
xuâ inüynykr moÙka wI krta nhI hE to AEsa smjna cahIAe ke xuânykr
moÙ wI nhÄ? moÙey nhÄ Aem smjna cahIAe, mare Aem smjvuH ne? (Aem j
Vyvhare moÙ Ke ne) Ae to moÙ pyaRy Vyvhar hE pyaRy Vyvhar hE, moÙ, moÙka
magR Ae p` Vyvhar hE Ane bH\ka magR wI Vyvhar hE, Ae to pyaRy hE, Ae to
Vyvhar hE pyaRy Vyvhar hE, i5kazI ãVy Ae inüy hE. brabr. moÙmagR sa\vo
Ae Vyvhar hE. iciõmaH Aave Ke moÙmagR sa\na vo hI Vyvhar hE, inüy
moÙmagR sa\na Ae Vyvhar hE kyuH ik vo pyaRy hE smjmeH Aaya?
i5kazI wgvan AaTma _smeH to Aap khte ho bH\ ne moÙ riht hE vo, to
hmare to Aem smjna ne ke xuânykr moÙ hI nhÄ? Ane Ôe moÙ nhÄ to
moÙke lIye yTn krna v<=a hE ix*yka ÝÆ hE xuânykr to moÙ hI nhÄ? to
moÙka ÝyTn krna vo v<=a Aa gya.
[ska _¿r khte hE, moÙ hE vo bH\pUvkR hE, suno. wgvan AaTmameH mui›kI
pyaRy Ôe hotI hE, phele ragkI pyaRy =I bH\pUvkR , bH\ka Vyy hokr mu› hota hE.
Òsko bH\ ho _skI mui› hotI hE pyaRyme,H ãVymeH to bH\ye nhÄ Ane ãVymaH to
mui› wI nhÄ. bat pyaRykI hE hÇ mui›. xi›$p mui› to i5kal hE. moÙ hE ye
bH\pUvkR hE, bH\ hE Ae xuâ inüynykr hota hI nhÄ. rag, xuâ inüynykr Ôe
bH\ ho to kwI KU!e nhÄ.
i5kaz kho xuâ kho p` AEsI ¹iÚ Aaya Tyare _sko bH\ nhÄ AEsa
khnemHe Aata hE. bapu k@` vat Ke. Aey pdmcHdÒ (Aapka Ývcn sUnnese \uv/ ka
Svwavka AanHd hmko to Aa Ôta hE)
Aaya p` khaHse Aaya? sunnese wa{, AhÄ khega deqo
{s kar` bH\ke Awav$p moÙ hE vh wI xuâ inüynykr nhÄ, ye to hm
wI khte hE ke bH\ hE, moÙ hE vh bH\ pUvkR hota hE, to pyaRymeH bH\ ho _ska
Awav hokr moÙ hota hE, p` ãVymeH to bH\ moÙ hE hI nhÄ. pyaRymeH bH\ hE to
Awav hokrke moÙ hota hE. Ôe inüynyse bH\ hota ho to hHmx
e a bH\ hI rhta
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|yeypUvkR &ey
kwI bH\ka Awav n hota, Aa yogINãdevnI !Ika Ke.
{ske baremHe ¹ÚaHt khte hE, ko{ Aek purØu saHkzse bH\ rha hE ko{ Aek purØu
saHkz, saHkz, saHkz khte hE ne? laehke I AaEr ko{ Aek purØu bH\ riht hE. _smes
H e
Ôe phle bH\a =a _sko to mu› huAa Ku!a AEsa khena to @Ik malum pDta hE,
dusra Ôe bH\a hI nhÄ _sko Aap KU! gye AEsa kha gya to Êo\ kre. jelmes
H e
Aap Ku!a ne kl? p` jelmeH =a kbI te KU!a, hmko jelmeH naQya hE AEsa khena hE
tuMhare phel,e smjmeH Aaya? dusra Ôe bH\a hI nhÄ _sko Aap Ku! gya AEsa
kha Ôy to Êo\ kre, mEH kb bH\a =a to muje KU!a khete ho, bH\a hove vo KU!.e
{sIlIye bH\ke o to moÙ khena @Ik hE p` bH\a hI nhI _se KU!e kEse khena? Aem
xuâinüynykr Òv bH\a huAa nhÄ wgvan \uv/ Sv$p Ao pyaRymeH bH\a hE nhÄ¸
\uv/ i5kaz wgvan pD–a hE vh inüyse bH\a nhI.
wgvan isâ sman \uv/ Ôe AaTma, Ao vItrag inivRkLp smai\meH lIn
purØu oko _padey hE. kya khete hE? muzcHdwa{ Aa \uv/ _padey, Aa \uv/ _padey, Aem
nih (Aap roj kho Ko \uv/ _padey Ke) p` \uv/ _padey khete hE k{ ApeÙase
smjmeH Aaya? Ae wgvanÒwa{ ware vat wa{.
Aena &anmaH \uv/ Sv$pka Anuwv ho, xuâtaka wav vednmeH Aave _sko
\uv/ _padey hE. lalcHdÒ _padey kya sbko lena hE? (Anuwv krna, pir`mn
krna) pir`mn krna, (pir`mn krne pr _padey hE¦) ha, tb _padey hE
(brabr) phele KõI ga=amaH kha vo ih batka SpÚIkr` lIya hE wgvan
kudH kudH acayeR KõI ga=amaH lIya ke xuâ iksko khe? ãVy to xuâ hE, p` iksko xuâ hE?
ke Ôe ãVy sNmuq hokr, prsNmuqtase lÙ h!akr \uv/ kI sevna krte hE, Aekag/tase,
_sko yh xuâ khenm
e He Aata hE (pr trf=I ivmuq ={ne?) ={ne, lÙ KoDkr hE
ne pa@meH KõI ga=ameH smjmeH Aaya?
KõI ga=ameH hE ke nih? smysar hE? Aa to gujratI hE j¡Ao KõI ga=a hE
ne? ihHdI hE ihHdI laAo. j¡Ao ihHdI KõI deqo, —vih smSt ANy ãVyoke wavose
iwþ$pse _pasIt hota huAa. vih AaTma smSt ANy ãVyoke wavose, iwþ$pse
_pasIt kIya huAa Ao xuâ khlata hE˜ smjmeH Aaya? Éya kIya? wgvan
icdanHd Ým¿ AÝm¿kI pyaRy ivnakI cIj, Ým¿ nam doØ Ane AÝm¿ nam
indÈØ pyaRy, do pyaRyse riht wgvan AaTma hE smjmeH Aaya? ko{ pyaRy
_smeH hE nih AEsa &aykwavko xuâ khenm
e He Aata hE. iksko? _l!a ho Ôy AEse
nih Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ Aey cImnwa{ tmare mub
H {maH bhu cale Ke. Aa!la
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hoy ne Aa!la n hoy. wa{ tkrar n hoy phela sUn to qra smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE ke xuâ iksko khete hE Ým¿ AÝm¿ nih, vih AaTma smSt ANy ãVyoke
wavose ANy ãVyka wav hÇ, ANy ãVyka lÙ KU!ya, _ska ivkarka ivkLpka wI
lÙ KU! gya Aam ßyaH ¹iÚ pDe Ke AHdrme,H to prka lÙ KU!ya to AEsa ivkLpka
lÙ KU!yaH, i5kazI Ôe xuâ wgvan AaTma hE _skI Aekag/ta hu{, sevna kIya
tb sevna kIya _sko ãVy xuâ hE AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE _sko yoGyta hE dUsra xuâ
khe AEse nihH. Aem khete hE AihHya to (brabr, _paist krte hE ne) _paist Ae
wIqawa{, xu?H kya khete hE, kudH kudH acayR pote khete hE, yhaH yogINãdev pote khete hE.
AenI !Ika isâ-sman Ae Apna xuâaTma vItrag inivRkLp smai\meH lIn
purØu oko _padey hE (brabr) tb _padey khenm
e He Aata hE. ware vat wgvan.
(Aena isvay _padey xeno hoy) _padey, _padey p` Aa _padey Ô~ya Ae!le xu?H
p` [ska A=R kya (Svwav _padey) smjmeH Aaya? ãVy Svwav _pr Aekag/
huAa tb _padey khenm
e He Aata hE. tb rag hey AEsa &an krnemHe Aata hE.
Aahaha¦
drek ga=amaH prmaTm ÝkaxmaH AEsa lete hE, AEse \arà krI Lye ne vat kre
AEsa nih, wa{ bat AEsI hE smjmeH Aaya? (AHt: iln) ha, j¡Ao sHSk<t hE ho? A5 vItrag inivRkLp smai\rto mu› Òv s¹x: Sv xuâaTma _padey [it
wava=R _sko xuâ khenm
e He Aata hE, _sko _padey khenm
e He Aata hE. AadrÌy huAa,
_padey huAa, to pyaRy ãVymeH (FUskr) inmRz hu{ Aa _sko _padey khenm
e He Aata
hE. Aey pHiDtÒ (brabr mharaj) smjmeH Aaya? (phela TyaH khetata ne
ATyare to j¡dHu kI\u)H AemaH Ae j khevanuH htuH p` AhÄya Aa SpÚ kr dIya.
xuâ inüynyse bH\-moÙ riht hE _ska A=R kya? (Axuâ inüynyse
hE) Axuâ-inüyny hE pyaRyme,H p` xuâSvwavka ÝyTn krke inmRz pyaRy Ýg!
kIya, _sko xuâ inüynyse ãVymeH bH\ moÙ nih, [sko AEsa in`Ry sCca hota
hE (in`Ry sCca hota hE) smjmeH Aaya? vItrag magR AEsa hE. kya kIya deqo.
yogINãdevne wI kha hE, he yogI¦ prma=Rse to Òv _pjta wI nihH, Ae _Tpadse
pyaRymeH Òv Aata ih nihH Aem khete hE xBd pDa hE ne? Òvo, hE xBd hE ke nih Ae
xe@ kya hE vaHco (prma=Rse - Òv _pjta wI nih hE mrta wI nihH) AEsa xBd
vaHcta hxo tmara copDa vaHce Tyare - idLhImaH copDa vaHce to AEsa vaHcta hoga
heH heH krta. (prma=Rse Òv _pjta wI nihH hE) -prma=Rse Òv (prma=Rse Òv)
Òv, Òv, bs {tna prma=Rse Òv _Tpþ hota nhÄ pyaRymeH Aata nih. Aahaha¦
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xe@¦ bhu FU!H ` kIya hE ne copDa vaHce Tyare Jpa!a Lye Ae!la lena ne Ae!la lena
Ae kaH{ Aam vaHce prma=R phela prma=RmaH xBd srqo nhto AaVyo.
prma=Rse Ae!le qreqr Òv wgvan Òvka xuâ Sv$p je \uv/ hE, Ao
_pjta wI nih pyaRymeH Aata wI nih. Aahaha¦ p` iksko? wa{. (mUz
mudaŸ nI vat) ¹iÚ g{ Ane ãVy _ska wan huAa Ao ãVy _pjta pyaRymeH nihH
Aata, _sko khenke a hÞ hE. Aahaha¦ vat AevI Ke wgvan. hH?e (pyaRykI bat
- ãVyka to wan huAa) iblkul nih. Ae wanko na paDte he AhÄya to, Aey
AmulqcHdÒ QyalmeH xaÏse sUna ne QyalmeH Aaya, Ao Qyal j sCca nih. Ae
to ragvazuH &an Ke, pravlHbI, prs¿avlHbI &an Ke. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke.
idgHbr sHto Ae to naga te badxah=I AaFa Aa vStu hE smjmeH Aaya?
khete hE, prma=Rse Òv, Òv pyaRymeH _pjta nih. _TpadmeH Aata nih, Aem
khete hE Aahaha¦ \uv/ _TpadmeH Aave to Aek smykI pyaRy to nax hotI hE to
\uv/ wI nax ho Ôy. phelHu AavI gyuH Ke AamaH smjmeH Aaya? same pana hE
Qyal to Aayega ke Aa khenm
e He Aata hE. khete hE ke _pjta wI nihH. —wI˜ kyUH
kha ke mrta wI nih Ae!le. Aekla _pjta wI nih ne Vyy wI nih hota. smjmeH
Aaya? \uv/ cIj wgvan AaTma Ao Òv, inüynyka Ao Òv, ãVyai=Rknyka
ivØy ãVy te inüy Òv, pyaRyno ivØy te Vyvhar Òv (Vyvhar Òv to hey Ke
AenHu xuH kam Ke) Ae j to khete hE p` \uv/ _pr ¹iÚ pDe tb hey huAa (p` Amare
heynuH xuH kam Ke) ko` khete hE, heynu,H AHdr _padey huAa to hey ho gya \uv/ _padey
huAa to Ao rag Aaya nihH _sme,H to hey ho gya. _smeH hey krna frna É–aH Ke?
(p` hey kre bIna _padey kEse hoga) ko` hey kre? g/h` kre bIna hey hota ih
nihH. (g/h`pUvkR ka Tyag) g/h` pUvkR ka Tyag Ao svermeH Aaya =a, smjmeH
Aaya?
vah. wgvan-wgvan vStu Sv$p AevHu Ke (pyaRyne ãVy) pyaRy ne ãVy
beynI vat Ke wa{. pyaRy p` hE, p` pyaRy hE _smeH ãVy Aata nih, iksko
AEsI ÝtIt hu{ ke Òsko ãVy _pr ¹iÚ, xuânyka ¹iÚ hu{, Ao khete hE ãVy mera
Ao pyaRymeH Ao to Aata nih. mEH pyaRymeH Aata nih ne mEH pyaRymeH ivnxta ih
nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae{ rajkumarÒ kwI sUna ih nih hoy TyaH
Aa!la vØRmaH. peda krvamaH=I nvra =ay Tyare pUÔ wi› krvI ={ ræuH Ôv.
Aave Ke ne? AaVya Ke ne? kheta'ta frIne AavvuH pDxe. fer klasmaH AavIx.
Aekvar saHwze, sune to kH{ rs lage, mazuH kaH{k hE to qrI kaH{k cIj. smÔùH
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kaH{? Amaro mnsuq Aene khe khe kre bhu p` Aem Ae J! d{ne mane qra. AaVyo
to vzI AaVyo to AaVya Ke.
Aa vat j dUsrI hE. wgvan AaTma, khete hE he ÔegI¦ ÔegI khane, _sko
kha Aahaha¦ (je Ôe{ AaVyo ten)e ha (ÔegI saco {) Òsko ¹iÚ AaEr &ankI
pyaRy ãVymeH pDI hE, Ýsr g{ hE, smjmeH Aaya? _sko khete hE, he yogI, Ae tera
Òv \uv/ pà Ao to pyaRymeH Aata nih. Ôe terI pyaRy ãVymeH Ýsr g{ hE, p` Ao
pyaRymeH ãVy Aata nihH, wgvan to TyaH ne TyaH rheta hE, Aem khete hE. smjmeH
Aaya. Nyalwa{ khete =e Aek var —pyaRy mera |yan kre to kre hm kIska |yan
kre. —Are krvanuH ræu,H hÒ kyaR ivna? (Aem j loko khe Ke hve Amare kaH{
krvanuH n=I) waØa kre AemaH xuH kam Aave? (hve Amare xuH krvanuH Ke, jene kam
krvuH hoy Ae kre) Ae A&an kre {. A&an krte hE. Ae to AHtr vStunI ¹iÚ kyaR
pIKe ¹iÚmeH AEsa pyaRy mera |yan kro to kro. hm to ãVymeH be@ gya hE. (ho gya
- ãVymeH be@ gya to |yan ho gya) bhar=I b\a loko AaVya Ke ne Ae!le jrI
- (qulaso krvo Ôe{Ae) qulaso krvo Ôe{Ae (p` FÌ grbD ={ gya pKI
qulaso =yo) hve Ae grbD kaH{ hE nih, AevHu =oDu =oDuH haLya kre sma\an ma!e
Ke ne Aa b\u.H
khe Ke xuâ inüynykr nih hE _ska A=R kya? ke xuâ inüyka ivØy Ôe hE,
AEsa ivØy ¹iÚmeH lIya hE. _sko bH\ ne moÙ nih ãVymeH, AEsa khete hE. Aey,
xuâ inüyynysee AEsa ne Vyvharnyse AEsa, _ska A=R kya? xuâ-inüy
&ankI pyaRye i5kazI \uv/ ko lÙ krke xuâinüyka wan kIya hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke xowalalÒ.
Ao khete hE ke Amara ãVy to pyaRymeH Aata nih.
pyaRy hmara |yan kre, Aavo to Aavo, Aahahaha, Ôè pyaRy ikskI hE
pyaRy VyvharkI (pyaRy to pyaRynI) Aahaha¦ Ae{, xBd kya lIya hE prma=Rse
Òv prma=eR Òv, Òv pyaRymeH Aata nih Aem khete hE to Aem khete hE deqo, xBd
kya hE? prma=e,R qreqr Ôe Òv hE, Ao Òv pyaRymeH Aata nih Aahaha¦ smjmeH
Aaya? Ao Òv pyaRymeH Vyy hota nih. _sko bH\kI pyaRy Vyy ho, Ae \uv/ meH nih.
Aahaha¦ j¡Aone, sverme He Aaya =a AaTma ragka naxka ktaR nih, ktaR É–aH hE?
ãVymaH É–a hE? Aahaha¦ ragka naxka krnevala Òv nih, ko` kre nax?
smjmeH Aaya?
wgvan AaTma vStu Ôe hE, Ae to ragka nax krna _smeH hE ih nih. ragkI
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_Tpi¿ krna nhÄ ne mo"anI _Tpit krna Ao ãVymeH nih, AEsa ãVykI ¹iÚ jb
hu{. tb vo ãVy mera pyaRymeH Aata nih, mEH pyaRyko Ônnevala hu,H pyaRymeH Aata
nih hE ye in`Ry to pyaRye kIya hE. Ae{ smjmeH Aaya? mEH pyaRymeH Aata nihH p`
Ae in`Ry kIsmeH huAa? pyaRymeH huAa ke \uv/ meH huAa? (pyaRyme)H \uv/ to \uv/ hE.
pyaRy \uv/ meH Aekakar hu{, mEH \uv/ hu,H Ao pyaRymeH Aata nihH, pyaRymeH _pjta nih,
inüy Ao VyvharmeH Aata ih nihH. loko to hÒ khete hE Vyvharse inüy hota
hE, Ae to É–aHy rhI g{ bat.
Vyvharse inüy =ay Are wgvan Ae to k=nkI xElI AEsI hE Vyvhar
kar` hE ne, hetu hE ne, sa\n hE ne? b\u Ke (Ao to Aapne Aorse _Daya Vyvhar)
_Daya nih. _smeH hE nih te _D gya, ma!e _D gya Aem khete hE smjmeH Aaya?
jrI @Ik vat nIkzI g{ hE (bhot SpÚ saro qulaso) Lyo Amare
AaTmaram (iksko khena \uv/ Svwavka _padey Ae qulaso bhut sudH r) wa{,
tera ãVy hE, hE, hE, AEsI ÝtIit Aa{ hE ke nih? sMykŸ huAa hE ke nih? (Aape kæuH
pKI Aavej ne ÝtIit) Ae{, @Ik vkIlat (nhÄtr pyaRy buiâ ho ÔtI hE) Ae
buiâ iksko p`? (A&anIko) A&anI to pyaRybuiâmeH hE ih. jb &anI huAa to
ãVy buiâ hu{ hE yh wan huAa hE, Ae pyaRy buiâ KU! g{ hE - smjmeH Aaya?
(AajnuH VyaQyan to jLdI KpavvuH Ôe{Ae) vat sacI Ke wa{ khe Ke. Ae
@Ik khe Ke Ae{ hirwa{ lqta nihH hoy ne hirwa{ paKuH AavuH hoy to lqvuH
Ôe{Ae AamaH Frno xBd no Aavvo Ôe{Ae, hÇ, AhÄ Aave Ae!la Aave to
brabr @Ik pDe smjmeH Aaya?
prma=eR Òv ;Òvo' xBd pD–a hE ne? deqo ;Òvo' n _pßj{ n mr{ Òv
n mre Ane _pje p` kya Òv? Ae to \uv/ Òv i5kaz inTyanHd wgvan, Ae
pyaRymeH Aata nihH AaEr pyaRyka Vyy hota hE _smeH nih mrta wI nih. —bH\ moÙ
nih krta˜ wgvan \uv/ Sv$p. Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtokI xElI snatn \ara hE.
AavI vat bIje É–aHy mze nih. smjmeH Aaya? khete hE ke wa{, tera kam
teH kIya? kam kIya to tera ãVy pyaRymeH _pjta nih AEsa tere in`Ry ho gya.
Aahaha¦ AaEr mera ãVy pyaRymeH wan huAa, pyaRymeH in`Ry ho gya, Aa ãVy hE.
to AEsa ãVy, pyaRymeH Aakr bH\ko ih ktaR nihH, AaEr moÙko ih krte nih AEsa
]I ijnvr khete hE. pa@meH hE ke nih? —ij`vr Ae_ wè{˜ prmaTmanI vaÌmaH
AEsa Aaya. Aahaha¦ (prmaTmakI vaÌmeH AEsa Aaya AnuwvIAoke AnuwvmeH
wI AEsa Aaya)
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prma=Rse Òv prma=Rse Òv nihH to vzI Vyvharse Òv hoy Ke? p`
pyaRy Ae Vyvhar hE (pyaRy Ke te Vyvhar) pyaRy Ae Vyvhar, isâ pyaRy Ae
Vyvhar, kevz&an Vyvhar, Ùaiyk smikt Vyvhar, Ùaiyk cair5 Vyvhar,
y=aQyat cair5 pyaRy Vyvhar, pyaRy Vyvhar ne ãVy inüy kyUiH k inüyka
in`Ry huAa to pyaRy rhI g{ bhar. ikya in`Ry pyaRyne p` Ao pyaRy rhI g{
bhar. ãVymeH pe@I nih. (vah re. vah \Ny vItrag) lÙ ferVyuH Ae!le ãVymaH pe@I
AEsa, Awed hu{ AEsa khenm
e He Aata hE. pr _pr Ôe lÙ =a, rag _pr, pyaRy
_pr, Ao ãVy _pr lÙ huAa to Ao pyaRy KU! g{ A=va Ao pyaRymeH in`Ry
huAa ke Ae pyaRymeH AaTma Aata nih, \uv/ kEse Aave? smjmeH Aaya? mhasagr
sahebo cEtNy Ýwu, Aena sahebno saheb duinyamaH ko{ hE nihH hve, Aahaha¦
smjmeH Aaya? Aeno pyaRy p` saheb nih. Aahaha¦ inmRz, inivRkarIpyaRy ke
inivRkarI dxa _sse Ôe in`Ry huAa, AaTm ãVyka to khete hE ke in`Ry kIya pyaRye
p` pyaRy AEse mantI hE ke ãVy mere AHxmeH nhÄ Aata, AaEr Ao ãVy bH\ moÙko
krte nih. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa ]I ijnvr khete hE prmaTma i5lokna= Aem
khete hE.
—fIr vh SpÚ ikya Ôta hE˜ - (hve pyaRy AavI)
—ivviÙt Aekdex xuâ nyai]t yh wavna˜ wavna kæatane vo |yan
kho wavna kho, moÙmagR kho Ôe khenm
e He Aata hE vo ;ivviÙt' Ae!le khenm
e He
Aata hE vo Aekdex xuâny wavna Aekdex xuâny hE Aek AHx$pe xuâny hE.
i5kazI xuâny to \uv/ hE. Ae ny kho ke nyno ivØy kho bey Aek ih hE AhÄ to.
j¡Ao Aekdex xuânyai]t kya khete hE? (wav) wav. Ôe inmRz wav hE, vStuka
Ôe Anuwv hokr inmRz vItragI pyaRy Ýg! hu{ Ao Aek wag xuânyka Aa]ye,
yh wavna —ijsse khena cahte hE yh AaHixk xuiâ$p Aa pirìt˜ AaHixk
xuiâ$pI pirìt AHxe xuâ$pI dxa Ôe moÙka magR Ôe |yan$p dxa, wavna$p
pyaRy, sb Aek ih nam hE Ae Aapè paHs@ bol Aagz Aa gya hE. ãVy sHgh/ me.H
khenm
e He Aata hE AEsa Aekdex xuânyai]t, yh wavna ijse khena cahte hEH
AEsI AaHixk pirìt —inivRkar SvsHvde n lÙ`˜ Ôe phele Ao xuâ pirìt
\mRkI _pxm Ùyopxm ne ÙaiykmeH gInnemHe Aata =a vo samaNy =a. hve Ae
tInomeH &an pyaRyko pir`mn hE, &ankI Ý\antase k=n hE smjmeH Aaya?
AamaH _pxm Ane Ùaiyk n lIya, &anmeH _pxm hoy nih, &anmeH Ùaiyk nIce
hoy nih. kya khete hE? ke inüy moÙmagRkI pyaRy _smeH &an hE, smjmeH Aaya?
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|yeypUvkR &ey
&an hE, Ae &an Aekdex xuâ hE. Ae Ùyopxm &an hE. smjmeH Aaya? &anmeH
_pxm nihH Aata, &anmeH nIce Ùaiyk nih. sa\ar` vat tIno moÙmagR kha tb
to _pxm Ùyopxm Ùaiyk krke tIno wav moÙka kar` hE AEsa keh dIya. p`
hve &ankI bat krke _sko (\uv/ ) &ey bnaya, AEsa Ôe &an inivRkar Sv.
sHvde n lÙ` ivkar ivnana Apna ;Sv' nam Apnese ;smŸ' nam ÝTyÙ vedn
nam Anuwv lÙ`, AEsa Ùayopximk &an$p honese Ae xuâ pirìt Ùyopxm
&an$p hE, ijsko _pxm Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk AEsa wav =a, Ae to dxRn, &an
ne cair5 tIno bol lekr kha =a. hve tInomeH ]ut&ankI vedn dxa hu{, Ae xuâ
&ankI pirìt hE Ae Ùyopxm &an hE, &anmeH _pxm nihH hota, sa\kko &anmeH
Ùaiyk nhÄ hota _pxm hE nih vhaH kya _pxm hota? &anno _pxm =ay to
kevz&an ={ Ôy. AEsa A=R kya. &anmaH _pxm hota nihH &anmaH Ùaiyk
AhÄya hE nihH nIce, AhÄya to sa\kkI bat hE deqo, kya? AaHixk xuiâ$pI
pirìt pU`R xuâ$pI pirìt kevz&ankI AhÄya bat hE nih. moÙkamagRkI
AaHixk xuiâ$pI pirìt, —inivRkar SvsHvde n lÙ` Ùayopximk &an$p honese
y>ip Aekdex Vyikt$p hE˜ Aek AHxe Ýg!$p hE SvsHvde n&an ãVyko lÙ krke Ôe
vedn huAa Ae &an Aekdex AHxe xuâ hE.
t=aip |yata purØu AEsa wata hE Ae vat ivStar=I bakI
(Ýma` vcn guÌdev).
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(smysar) 320 ga=a, jysen AacayRkI !Ika, Ai\kar prm rhSymy
=a, =a k–a khte hEH tuMharI ihNdImeH (]ota: =a) =oDa sU"m pDa, ifr wI sUne to
qra¦ kya cIj he? vaStivk bar AHgne isâaHtka sar¦ isâaHt Ae Ke ke &aykwav
Apna Aa„a, \/vu prm pairàimkwav lÙ` tÀv¦ _skI sNmuq hokr ]âa-&an
krna ye sara bar AHgka sar hE, AenI pKI b\I !IkayuH ne ivStar smjmeH Aaya?
j¡Ao¦ Aapè yhaH Aaya hE ;ivviÙt Aekdex xuânyai]t yh wavna' k–a
wavna? Ôe cEtNySv$p &aykwav vo trfkI Aekag/ta, AEsI Ôe wavna nam
inmRzdxa, ye Aekdex xuâ nyai]t hE, kem ke ƒ›$p pyaRy hE ne¦ ƒ›-Ýg!$p
moÙka marg sMyGdxRn&ancair5 Ôe i5kazI ãƒka Aa]yse AnuwvmeH Aaya,
to ye Aekdex xuâ hE, ye inivRkar SvsHvde nlÙ` Ùayopximk &an honese ye &ankI
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Ý\antase yhaH k=n ikya hE. Aam to tInwav (_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk) Aa
lIya =a AaHhI to Aekla Ùyopxm$p wav ilya.
i5kazI wgvan Aa„a¦ &ayk Sv$p vo trfkI Aekag/tase Ôe ivkas
huAa &anka pyaRyme,H ye Ùayopximk &an$p honese ;Aekdex ƒi›$p hE-Aek
AHxe Ýg!$p hE (A=aRt)Ÿ Aek AHx Ýg!$p hE, cahe to moÙ Ýg! ho to p` Aek
AHx Ýg!$p hE, pyaRy AHx j Ke, qHD hE, AHx hE, wed hE Aek smykI dxa vo k–a
cIj (hE?)
AEsa hones,e t=aip AEsI pyaRy inmRz... Ýg! hu{, Svwav \/vu ke Aa]yse,
\/vu cEtNy wgvan _sko AHdr ¹iÚ-|yey krke, dUsrI trfse ¹iÚ sme! krke
smjmeH Aaya? vo wI naiStse k=n. Apna cEtNy \/vu &aykmeH ¹iÚ lgana
Aor vo trfka &an krna Aor _smeH lIn hona vo moÙka marg hE, xuw Axuw
wav ko{ moÙka marg nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? AEsI Ýg!dxa, xi›mes
H e ƒ›taÝg! hu{ inmRz ;to p`'t=aip top` khte hEH ne tmare ihNdI waØame?H (]ota:
to wI) to wI t=aip |yata purØu AEsa wata hE sMyG¹iÚ |yan krnar AaTma,
kIsko wata hE ke i5kazI cIjko wata hE. smjmeH Aaya?
xuâ wgvan Aa„a AnHt AnHt suqsagrka srovr suqsagrka _Klta
dirya. suqsagr AEsI cIj Ôe i5kazI hE, _smeH AHtrmeH Aekag/ hokr, Svwavka
|yey bnakr, Ôe pyaRy inmRzdxa Aek AHxe Ýg! hu{, p` Ae |yan krnelayk
nhÄ, |yanmaH _sko |yey bnane layk nhÄ, nHdikxorÒ? Aahaha¦ ;|yata purØu '
Apna Sv$p xuâ, |yan krnevala Aa„a, sMyGdxRn&ancair5 ye tInÇ |yan
hE, k–a kha? (sMyGdxRn&ancair5 ye tInÇ |yan hE)H |yan hE,H ye |yan ijsko
Ýg! huAa, vo |yanI iksko |yata hE?H smjmeH Aaya?
AnHt suqsagrka nIr Ýwu j¡Ao sagrmeH nIr(jz) hota hE ne? (]ota:)
sagrmeH to nhÄ hE¦ (guÌdev:) nhÄ, nhÄ, nhÄ tmara sagrnI vat nhÄ, ye to
injsagr¦ AnHt sagr¦ nIr (&annIr se pirpU`)R smjmeH Aaya? AEsa Ýwu
(Aa„a), |yan krnevala \m± iksko |yata hE? iksko |yey bnate hE?H ye
inim¿ko-wgvanko |yey nhÄ bnate hEH Aem khte hEH (]ota:) FÌ coqv!
(guÌdev:) Aaha... ha¦ Ae ivkLp-dya-dan-v/tka vcmeH ho _sko (|yata purØu )
|yey nhÄ bnate hE,H sMyG¹iÚ-\m± Òv, AeksmykI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! hu{ hE
moÙmagRkI, _sko wI |yey nhÄ bnate hE,H smjmeH Aaya? bar AHgka incoD sar
Aa hE.
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|yeypUvkR &ey
;|yata purØu AEsa wata hE' AEsa |yeyko wavna krte hE,H kEsa |yey? Ôe
skl inravr` hE Aa„a. Aahaha¦ j¡Ao rag Aaid to _dywav hE, p` xaÏmeH
Ùyopxm, Ùaiykko savr` khnemHe Aaya hE, pHiDtÒ? k–a khte hE?H inymsar meH
hE savr` hE ne Ao Aavr`ke AwavkI ApeÙa Aa{ ne¦ [tnI Ape"aa hE ne?
pHcaiStkaymeH ilya ne car wav kmRk<t, wEya? (]ota: kuHdkuHdcayeR) guÌdev:
kudH kudH acayeR mUzpa@meH ilya hE, (k–Çik) kevz&an qHD$p Aek smykI pyaRy hE_smeH Aavr`ka AwavkI ApeÙa Aa g{, to kevz&anko wI ivwavwavivwav&an khnemHe Aaya hE, ivwav nam ivxeØwav wa{. ivwav nam ivxeØwav
ye samaNywav nhÄ, Aahaha¦
khte hEH ;skl inravr`' kevz&anko wI car (wav) Aavr`vala kha
hE, car wavko inymsarme-H _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk car Aavr`vala
(kha gya hE) kyuiH k AekmeH Aavr`ka inim¿ hE ne tInÇmeH Aavr`ka AHxe Awav
ka kar` hE, to care ApeÙavala wav ho gya, to Aavr`vala keh idya _nko,
(AaEr) wgvan Aa„a skl inravr` i5kal inravr` Aavr` ijsko hE hI
nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—AhÄ Aa„tÀv inüyse iksko khte hEH ye bat cltI hE, inüyse, y=a=Rs,e
sTyse, vaStivkse |yan krnar \m± Òv, iksko AaTma mante hEH ne iksko, Ao
|yey bnate hE,H vo bat cltI hE˜.
;skl inravr`' dUsra Aavr`vala hE vo to Aaya, wa{¦ car wav
Aavr`vala hE Aem Aayane _sme?H (AaHhI Ke) AaHhI AaƒuH Aem nhÄ bIje
(inymsarmaH) p` Ke.
i5kaz wgvan sTv Ôe &anSvwav wav, \/uvwav, Anaid AnHt
Aek$pwav, vo i5kazwav skl inravr`, vo car wav Aavr`vala hE vo
|yeymeH lene layk nhÄ (]ota: nhÄ, nhÄ, nhÄ) Ao.. ho.. ho.. ho¦ smjmeH Aaya?
ma=e kha ne Aekdex Ýg! huAa inmRl AanHd-suqanHd, Lyo suqanHd \mRxaza Ke ne
tmare TyaH mub
H {maH nihH, Aey cHãkaHtwa{ wazI Ke ke nhÄ, Aavel Ke suqanHd
\mRxaza, { baràmaH bese Ke TyaH, suqanHd \mRxaza wgvan Aa„a hE, suq ne
AanHdna SvwavvazI \mRxaza { Aa„a, AEsa \/vu Aa„a¦ _ska Aa]y krke,
|yey bnakr Ôe vItragI inivRkLp sMyGdxRn sMyG&an xaHit AanHd Aaid Ôe
Ýg! huAa vo |yey nhÄ \m±ka, tem kevz&an \m±ka |yey nhÄ Aem khte hEH
AhÄya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
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smysarmeH Aate hEH _pay _peymaH, pIKe Ai\kar Aata hE ne _pay-_pey
(]ota: KeLla wagmaH) Aaiqrke wagmeH lo, lo Ae yad Aa gya. vhaH _pay to
moÙka marg hE, _pey to moÙmagRka fz AEsa isâpd hE, TyaH AEsa ilya hE
;smysar' _pay-_pey, _pay to moÙka kar` hE AaEr _pey moÙ$p dxa, _sko
TyaH |yey Ane Aa sa\n TyaH khnemHe Aaya hE, pHcaiStkaymeH wI Aata hE ne?
ƒvhar sa\n sa|y iwþ sa\n sa|y Lyo ko' vat k{ xElI wa{.
Aiwþ sa\n sa|y kho to p` inmRz vItragI pyaRy sa\n Ane pUr`
vItragpyaRy vItragI dxa pUr` moÙ te sa|y¦ smjmeH Aaya? AaHhI to khe Ke
ke ;sa|y' Ae nhÄ ({ sa|y bIj¡?H ) bIÔ A=RmaH khe Ke- { to Ýg! krvanI
ApeÙaAe TyaH sa|y khnemHe Aaya hE, p` Ýg! ikska Aa]yse hota hE? Aahaha¦
|yata purØu (AEsa wate hEH ik) skl inravr` wgvan Aa„a¦ \/vu
inravr` cEtNy ipHD¦ cEtNy ibMb¦ prm suqsagrka smuã hE, Ae iblkul
Aavr` ne Aavr`ka AwavkI ApeÙa Ae \/vu meH hE nhÄ, AaEr ;AqHD' deqo¦
kevz&an Aaid pyaRyo te qHD hE, AHx hE, pyaRy AHx hE Aata hE n wa{?
ÝvcnsarmeH pyaRy AHx hE, pyaRy AHx hE, AHxI nhÄ, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
AaHhI to hÒ k–aHk=I bnxe smikt-smikt, wgvannI Ýitma=I ne,
sMmedixqrnI Ô5amaH=I ne, smikt =xe¦
AaHhI khte hEH ik smiktka |yey to \m±ko pUàRndH Ýwu Ae |yey hE, NyaHse
smi› Ýaº hota hE, xe@¦
khte hEH ik ;AqHD' hE, deqo waØa wgvan Aa„a inTyanHd Ýwu mha
AiSt$p Svwav, inüy vaStivk y=a=R Aa„a Ôe \/vu hE, ye AqHD hE. _smeH qHD
hE nhÄ Aaha.. ha¦ Ae \m±ko |yey hE, smiktI &anIko vo |yey hE, Aahaha¦ AqHD
same qHDka inØe\, Ae Aagz khega ;Aek' Aoho¦ AHqDmeH Awed Aa gya,
smjmeH Aaya? Ae... k, pyaRy to Anek hE, vStu trIke \/vu wgvan to ;Aek' hE,
smjmeH Aaya?
xuH khe Ke tmare... AeÞo Aave Ke ne rmvamaH wa{¦ Aave Ke ne¦ gHÒpano
AeÞo (]ota: { hukmno AeÞo) ha, hukmno AeÞo, { ÒtI Ôy Aem hoy Ke ne¦
gulo ne raÌ ne badxah ne AeÞo¦ Aave Ke ne AemaH ({ hukmno AeÞo) Aoloy
AeÞo c#I Ôy Aevo Ke, p` hukmno AeÞo to qlas¦ pKI khe Ke (Aene ko{ n
Òte) badxah krtaH AeÞo êco hoy Ke Aem rmta'ta ne¦ Aa rmt Amara
mamane Fre, nanI ëmrmaH b\uH rmtaH-=oDuH =oDuH b\uH kyuÅ Ke, =oDuH =oDu,H Amare mama
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htane TyaH Aa b\I rmtuH caltI, g<hS= hta tene TyaH vaHcta-rmtaH AeÞo ne gulo
ne nanI ëmrnI vat Ke hÇ¦
AhÄya to khe Ke ke gulo to pyaRy Ke Aa wgvan Aa„a badxah ne AeÞo
Ke. ;Aek' wgvan pU`R Sv$p, Ae... k ijsko ¹iÚmeH Aaya hE (Ae sMyG¹iÚ)
_ska |yan krte hEH, Aem khte hEH, smjmeH Aaya? skl inravr` khkr
Aavr`vala car pyaRyÇka inØe\ kr idya, AqHD khkr Aek AHx (qHD) pyaRyka
inØe\ kr idya, ;Aek' khkr Anek pyaRyÇka inØe\ kr idya, inØe\ krnemHe n
Aaya leikn _smeH inØe\ Aa gya.
;ÝTyÙÝitwasmy' Aaha.. ha¦ kEsa hE wgvan Aa„a? Aek smykI
pyaRy-AvS=a isvaykI cIj (Aa„vStu) ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, Ae Sv$p ÝTyÙ
hI vStu hE, ;inymsar' meH AEsa xBd ilya hE ;Sv$p ÝTyÙ' \/vu Ae Sv$pÝTyÙ
hE, smjmeH Aaya?
p`.. iksko? ijsne mit Ane ]ut&ankI pyaRyse Apna ãƒko ÝTyÙ kr
ilya hE AEse smiktIko |yey$pe vo ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy ãƒ hE. ware vat Aa¦
(]ota: sbke ilAe nhÄ? b\aHne ma!e nhÄ?) guÌdev: sbke lIAe nhÄ b\aHne ma!e
k–a? Ae ma!e to Aa ÝÆ cale Ke. ijsko sMykŸ QyalmeH hI cIj Aa{ nhÄ,
ÝTyÙÝitwasmy Aa cIj hE, AEsI (vStu) ¹iÚmeH Aaye ibna (man lena)
|yata-|yan krte hEH to |yatako Qyal hE ik Aa cIj (ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE)
wa{? =oDa sU"m hE hÇ¦ p` hve sUne to qra¦ (]ota: sUnna to pDega hI¦)
guÌdev: sUnna pDega... Ae Lyo, {tnI =oDI drkar AoKI hE (_sko-xe@ko) smjmeH
Aaya?
ye smje ivna 5` kazmeH k–aHy _âar hE nhÄ, laq Ô5a kre ne wi› kre ne
pUÔ kre ne dya kre ne dan kre Ae b\a xuwwav (hE) Ane TyaH ¹iÚ hE to im+yaTv
wav hE. smjmeH Aaya?
Aaha... ha.. ha¦ AaHhI khte hEH ik ;ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy' _ska A=R ye huAa
ke pyaRyme-H vtRmandxameH smiktIko, mit]utka &an äara, Aae Aa„a ÝTyÙ huAa
hE _sko ye ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, AEsa |yey krte hE.H Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ ware vat
wa{¦ smjmeH Aaya?
Aa barme idvse, Ae wagvt k=a pUrI hotI hE (]ota: wagvt k=a hE?)
Aa„ wagvt, inymsarmeH hE ;wagvt xaÏ' inymsar !IkameH hE sb bat
pÍÝwml\arI devnI wagvt xaÏ-wgvanka kha huAa ;wagvt' smjmeH Aaya?
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khte hEH ke wgvan Aa„a¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy' waØa to
AEsI hE, Ôè Ao cIj ¹iÚme,H i5kazI ¹iÚmeH Aa g{ hE ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE n¦
k–a khte hE sUno¦ AHtr Ôe cIj hE \/vu , _skI inmRzpyaRy vo \/vu -\/vu -\/vu ye
\/vu , \/vu meH Aa gya hE lÙme,H Aem khe Ke. ÝTyÙÝitwasmy ÝTyÙka was hota
hE \/vu me.H . wa{? Aaha.. ha¦ vStu Ôe \/vu ÝTyÙÝitwasmy, Ýitwas nam \/vu
Ôe hE AEsa wavme,H \/vu wavmeH Ýitwas \/vu ka Aa gya hE. Ae.. y¦ sU"m, =oDI vat
hE, Aaiqrka xBd AEsa le ilya hE-ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE ye vStu, vStumeH
ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE vStu \/vu hE _sko mit&anmeH ]ut&anI Òv-cahe to Aa@
vrskI bailka ho, smjmeH Aaya? p` sMyG¹iÚ ho, to ye sMyG¹iÚka |yey
ÝTyÙÝitwasmy ãƒ _pr (_skI) ¹iÚ hE. Aahaha¦ Ôè ke ye vStu ÝTyÙ j
hu{ hE AEsI pDI hE yUH ÝTyÙ hE AEsI hI cIj pDI hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa mit ne
]ut&anmeH ye ÝTyÙ vStu pDI hE \/vu -\/vu AEsI ¹iÚmeH Aaya, |yey bnaya ÝTyÙ
Ýitwasmyko, proÙ &anka |yey nhÄ, Aa ÝTyÙ kevz&anka wI |yey nhÄ.
(]ota:) proÙ&anka |yey nhÄ, ÝTyÙ kevz&anka wI |yey nhÄ¦ (guÌdev:)
Ae p` nhÄ, ÝTyÙÝitwasmy |yey bnaya. \/vu meH Ýitwas \/vu ka ho gya¦
AEsI cIj hE Aem khte hE.H k–Çik &anmeH mit AaEr ]ut&anmeH kyoHik _smeH ÝTyÙ
namka gu` hE i5kaz, ;Ýkax' namka-{ Ýkax namka gu` hE i5kaz Aa„ame,H
Ae 47 xi›meH Aata hE, barmI xi› (smysar, pirixÚ-SvyH Ýkaxman
ivxd (-SpÚ) Aeva SvsHvde nmyI (-SvanuwvmyI) Ýkaxxi›.) Ýkaxi›
(hE) to gu`ka kayR k–a? to gu` hI ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, Aahaha¦
Ae.. y? (Ò saheb¦) w{, Aa xIqvanuH to Aa hE, ixibr Ae!le xu?H pUK–u'H tuH
svarmaH pKI ihHmtwa{ khe ke KavÌ, wegaH =ay te, pKI kæuH ke ixibr Ae!le xuH khevatuH
hxe? Aap`ne to kaH{ qbr nhÄ Aey¦ pHiDtÒ? ixibr-ixibrne xuH khe Ke?
ixÙ`-ixibr¦ (]ota: ixÙ` ixibrmeH idya Ôta hE) guÌdev: p` ixibrno
A=R xu?H (]ota: Aap kho ma'raj) guÌdev: AaHhI k–aH Ae xBdna A=RnI qbr
Ke¦ Ae to Amare pHiDtÒ Ôè (pHiDtÒ: ixibr AemaH ixÙ`no mukam, keMp..
Lyo¦) ixÙ`no keMp, ixÙ`no keMp AaHhI =yo Ke. (]ota: ixÙ`ke keMpmeH Aa„akI
wagvt k=a clI) ye vStu hE, sCca wagvt¦
Aaha.. ha¦ j¡Ao¦ Aa vat AEsI wI clI ke pyaRy hE, pir`mn hE, p` vo
pyaRy, |yan ikska krtI hE? \/vu ka. \/vu , \/vu ka |yan k–a kre? hÒ to ko{
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pyaRy hE vo mane nhÄ, \/vu k–a hE vo mane nhÄ, _sko to Aa hota hI nhÄ,...
pyaRyme-H AvS=ameH \/vu Ýitwasmy ÝTyÙ Ôe cIj hE AEsa &anmeH Aaya hE, Aa
cIj ÝTyÙ hI hE, hE ApnI pyaRymeH Ôe ÝTyÙ huAa, AEsI cIj hE vo ÝTyÙ hI hE(\/vu Aa„a) ÝTyÙ vStu hI AEsI hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ýkaxxi› hE ne SvsHvde nmyI
Ýkaxxi›-Ýkax namka gu` hE. sHtokI kla ne rIt AEsI. AlaEikk¦ k=n pâi¿
AlaEikk¦
(]ota: \/vu meH \/vu ka was hota hE n?) (guÌdev:) \/vu meH \/vu ka was huAa
vo ÝTyÙmeH was huAa to \/vu meH \/vu ka was hE AEsa mana. Aahaha¦ k–a khte hEH
smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: brabr nhÄ Aaya), nhÄ Aaya.. k@` to hE =oDa
(]ota: pyaRymeH \/vu ka was huAa ik \/vu meH \/vu ka was huAa?) (guÌdev:) pyaRymeH
was huAa ye yhaH bat nhÄ hE. vStu ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy AEsI \/vu cIj hE. Aaha..
ha.. ha¦ ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy ãƒ hE AEsa lena hE n¦ yh ãƒ k–a? inÔ„a inj
prma„ãƒka ivxeØ` b\a clta hE n¦ Aaha.. ha¦
wgvan inj prma„a, deqo¦ prma„ ãƒ inj prma„a, i5kaz prmSv$p
wgvan \/vu inTyanHd na=, ye kEsa hE? ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy hE { vStu hI AEsI hE,
Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ: (Ýitwas hE ve bharmeH Aata hE n) (guÌdev:) { bharmaH... jEse
ye cIj ÝTyÙ hotI hE ne ApnI pyaRyme,H AEsI \/vu meH ÝTyÙ hE ye cIj AEsI¦
(]ota:) smÔùH nhÄ¦ (guÌdev:) &an Ýitwasmy hE-&anmeH dusrI cIj
ÝitwastI hE-Ýit-pr wastI hE, smjmeH Aaya. &ankI pyaRyme,H to Aa \/vu hE
ye Ýitwasmy i5kaz hE Aaha¦ sU"m hE sU"m =oDa, Aa vStu sMyG¹iÚka ivØy
hE, smjmeH Aaya? prmwavmeH iS=t sMyG¹iÚ, ye prmwav AEsa hE, vo Ônte hE.H
Aaha.. ha¦ nHdikxorÒ? NyaH tmara gammaH AavuH ƒaQyan n hale, AavuH (sU"m)
cale? k–aH gya rajeNãkumarÒ? NyaH to hale nhÄ AavI vat cale nhÄ ko{
Aekad id' AaVya hoy.. Lyo, Aa ixÙ` ixibrmeH cle Aahaha¦ (]ota: ye nhÄ
cle) xhermaH Aekad id' Ôy to khe Aa xI maHDI Ke mharaje maHDI Ke xuH Aa vat¦
kaH{ AWyas nhÄ, sa\ar` pamr ÝaÌ¦ hmko Aa khte hE,H tuH pamr nhÄ, tuH to
wgvanka wgvan hE, wa{¦ tne qbr n=I. smjmeH Aaya?
AnHta isâ prmaTma Ane sHQyata AirhHto tI=Åkro kevzIAo sHto ye to
terI Aek &anpyaRymeH sma Ôta hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsI (AEsI) AnHtI pyaRyka
ipHD Ôe \/vu ipHD hE ye tUH tera wgvanka wgvan tuH hE Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ ÝkaxdasÒ
Aa sahebkI ƒaQya cltI hE. (]ota: kbIr ;saheb' khevay Ke ne) ha,
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kbIrsaheb¦ (guÌdev:) wa{, saheb to Aa hE (ÝTyÙÝitwasmy ãVy)
wgvan ÝTyÙ, AHdr ÝTyÙ¦ Ýitwas-Ôè ke &an ÝTyÙ¦ Aave Ke ne
wa{¦ inymsarmaH ke kar`smysarko Ônnevala &an i5kaz _smeH pDa hE,
Aave Ke ne¦ (]ota:) i5kaz xi›$p¦ (guÌdev:) kar`smysar Ôe hE _sko
Ônneka &an wI i5kaz _smeH pDa hE { kar`smysarko Ônte hEH AEsa do wed
paD idya hE \/vu me,H Ke? k–aHk Ke. he?H kar`smysar nam Aahaha¦ wgvan,
kar` nam yhaH Ôe khte hEH prma„ãƒ Ao kar`smysar (hE)
to _sko k–a khte hE?H kar`smysarmeH Aek &an AEsa hE ke Apneko pUr`
Ône, dxRn AEsa hE (pUr` deq)e Aa \/vu hÇ? Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
Ae (k=n) k–aHk hxe¦ p` Ae k–aH Aap`ne qbr¦ inymsarmaH p` k–aH
hoy Ae kaH{ vzI AaHhI ihNdI (g/=H ) Ke p` meH gujratI vaHCyuH hoy (]ota: 11-12
ga=amaH Ke.) (_pyognI ƒaQya AatI hE) Aeto Ke p` &an potane Ôè Ke AevHu
Aave Ke. smßya¦ AaƒuH Lyo Aaƒu¦H kar`&an wI AEsa hI hE-11, 12 ga=a Aa
to (ihNdI Ýt) nvI Ke ne AemaH ichŸn n hoy, AolamaH ichŸn kyaR hoy. j¡Ao¦
k–a khte hE?H kar`&an Ae i5kazI &an-\/vu &an¦
(;inymsar' ga=a-12 !Ika... kar`&an p` te v u H j Ke . xa=I?
injprma„amaH rhelaH shjdxRn, shjcair5, shjsuq, shj prm icTxi›$p
inj kar`smysarnaH Sv$pone yugpdŸ Ô`vane sm=R hova=I tevHu j Ke. Aam
xuâ &annuH Sv$p kæu.H ..)
AaHhI Ke Lyo, kar`&an p` tevHu j Ke, kem? inj prma„ameH iv>man shj
dxRn-i5kazI dxRn, i5kazI cair5 deqo i5kazI cair5 pDa hE Aa„ame,H smjmeH
Aaya? AaEr shjsuq AaEr shj prm ictŸxi›$p &an, inj kar`smysarke
Sv$pÇko yugpdŸ ÔnnemHe sm=R honese AEsa hI hE deqo¦ sU"m hE =oDI bat¦
i5kaz Ôe &an hE \/vu vo Apna &anko Ônte hEH AEsa i5kaz pDa hEi5kaz \/vu Ônte hE AEsahI &an hE (]ota: xi› Ke ne¦) guÌdev: xi› hE p`
Ônneka Svwav pDa hE ne, pyaRymeH Ôna Tyare AEsa i5kaz Ônnevala hE AEsa
in`Ry huAa. Aaha.. ha¦ smje ne... 11-12 ga=a hE. shj&an wI vEsa hI hE,
kem? kes?e ke injkar`smysarke Sv$poHko yugpd ÔnnemHe sm=R hE, k–a ikya?
(]ota:) frma{Ae sab AapkI bat kuK smjmeH nhÄ Aa rhI hE (guÌdev:)
bhut ACKa bat hE.
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injãƒ, _smeH &an hE, dxRn hE ye kEsa? ke &an Apneko i5kaz yugpdŸ ÔneH AEsa
hI &an AHdr pDa hE (\/vu hE) \/vu , \/vu ko ÔneH AEsa pDa hE Aem khte hEH Are wa{
gjb vat Ke (bhut qUb bhu coQqu)H smjmeH Aaya? Aaha.. ha¦
shj kar` &an wI prma„ameH injprma„ame,H j¡Ao¦ Aapè calta
ivØymaH injprma„ãƒ Aave Ke ne¦ _ska lÙ` hE ye.. Ôe injprma„ameH
iv>man shj dxRn, shj cair5, shj AanHd, prmictŸxi›$p vStu AEsa
inj kar`smysarke Sv$poHko yugpdŸ \/vu ÔnnemHe sm=R hona caihye, Aahaha¦
(]ota:) bhut qUb (]ota:) pyaRykI bat nhÄ hE AhÄya (guÌdev:) pyaRykI
bat nhÄ Aa to \/vu ka AEsa lÙ` (]ota:) \/vu meH AEsI xi› pDI hE? (guÌdev:)
AEsI xi›, Apneko i5kaz yugpdŸ Ône AEsa hI Svwav hE. Aaha.. ha¦ (]ota:)
AemaH xi› hE to pyaRy Ýg! hotI hE. (guÌdev:) pyaRy to Ýg!.... smjmeH
Aaya?
i5kaz &an \/vu hE vo \/vu ko brabr Ônte hE-H Aem khte hE,H AEsa _ska
(Svwav) hE-pDa hE. Aaha.. ha¦ ;b/ï _pdex' kyÈ AamaH Aave Ke ne wa{¦
AanuH pUrHu =ay Tyare... bs, AamaH j Ae Ke j¡Ao¦ 11-12 ga=amaH Ke, pKI termI
(ga=a) bar ga=amaH pote b/ï_pdex kyÈ meH Aem Ke j¡Ao¦ (inymsar ga=a
12) sHsar$pI ltaka mUl Kedneko hHisya$p hE, (ye _pNyas se ;b/ïopdex'
ikya)
prmpairàimk Svwav, sHsarko KednemHe datrDa sman hE, Kedn _ska A=R
KednmeH hE AEsI pyaRy _smeH nhÄ, sHsar Kedn Sv$p hI _ska hE. smjmeH Aaya.
wgvan \/vu &aykwav, ijsko yhaH ini*Êy kha =a-ini*Êy kha =a, ijsmeH
pir`mn nhÄ, ijsmeH moÙmagR nhÄ, ijsmeH moÙ nhÄ AEsa \/vu Sv$p to khte hEH
Ae ApnemHe Apneko i5kaz ÔneH AEsa _smeH Svwav pDa hI hE Apneko \/vu ko
\/vu ÔneH AEsa Svwav i5kaz pDa hE. smjmeH Aaya?
(]ota:) kmR hLka hoga tb ÔneH AEsI bat hE?H (guÌdev:) kmR-fmRkI
AaHhI bate y nhÄ hE, kmR rha _ske Fr, kmR prãƒ hE Ae yhaH SvãƒmeH khaHse
Aaye? (]ota:) Ae to AenI meze injRre j Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ yhaH prm pairàimkmeH
pyaRykI wI bat nhÄ hE TyaH vzI kmRkI bat to k–aHy rh g{ Aaha.. ha¦
wgvan Aa„a (\/vu ) j¡Ao khe Ke ne ;Ana='-mui›sudH rIka na= wana caihAe,
_skI wavna krnI caihAe Aem khte hEH Ae i5kaz wgvan (\/vu ) mui›sudH rIka
na=¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aeno Anuwv krna caihAe bhu srs, ;inymsar' meH wI bhu
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prmpairàimkwavkI qUb-qUb (wavna wa{ hE)H
AaHhI khte hEH ;ÝTyÙÝitwasmy' Aoho¦ hÒ to AemaH ne AemaH FùH bakI
Ke, (]ota:) ivxeØ smje to bhut mal inkle ne? (guÌdev:) mal inklen¦e
AemaH hE ke nhÄ?
AaHhI khte hEH inj prma„a i5kazI ãƒ, Aek smykI vtRman AvS=ake
pIKe, Ôe \/vu cIj pDI hE, _skI bat cltI hE k–Ç ke \m±ka |yey vo hE AaEr \m±ko
sMyGdxRn Ýg! huAa vo ãƒkI ¹iÚse Ýg! huAa hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦
;ÝTyÙÝitwasmy' Aa Lyo¦ Ae ivxe Ø ` smÔyu H ke iksko khte hE H
ÝTyÙÝitwasmy?
Ôe ye ãƒ, ÝTyÙÝitwasmy hE, Sv$p ÝTyÙ hI hE, vStu, vStu trIke AHdr
Sv$p ÝTyÙ hE. AEsa mit Ane ]ut&an äara, ÝTyÙ hokr Aa„aka Anuwv
huAa to Ae khte hEH ke ÝTyÙÝitwasmy \/vu hE vo mera |yey hE. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦
ware kam AakruH jgtne AavuH saHwzvanuH mZyuH n=I.
Aeklo wgvan¦ jena &annI pyaRymaH |yey$pe \/vu wgvan, khte hEH ke {
to ÝTyÙÝitwasmy vStu { Ke Anaid AnHt Ýitwasmy vStu j AEsI hE.
Aahaha¦
;Aivn¬r' hE. @Ik¦ inØe\ kr idya, ÝTyÙ isvay proÙpnaka inØe\ kr
idya. smjmeH Aaya? A=va Aek smykI pyaRy Ôe kevz&ankI _ska wI inØe\
ho gya¦ ha, Aivn¬r hE, wgvan \/vu Sv$p i5kaz Aivn¬r hE, pyaRy to
naxvan hE-kevz&ankI pyaRy wI naxvan hE, Aa vat¦ k–Ç ke kevz&ankI
pyaRy hE te Aeksmy rhtI hE dUsre smy to _ska nax ho Ôta hE, pyaRy hE n;_Tpad-ƒy\/aƒ
E yu›H stŸ' Aek smy kevz&an _Tpþ huAa, dusre smy pyaRyka
nax hota hE, dUsre smy dUsra kevz&an _Tpþ hota hE, Aohohoho¦ kevz&an
naxvan¦ (]ota: kU!S= kæuH Ke ne¦) (guÌdev:) Ae ApeÙa yhaH khna nhÄ hE ye
to kevz&an s¹x rhta hE { ApeÙase kU!S= kha hE¦ AaHhI to i5kaznI ApeÙa
_sko naxvan kha hE smjmeH Aaya? (kU!S= k–Ç kha?) AEsI ne AEsI kevz&ankI
pyaRy Ýg! hotI rhtI hE AEsI ne AEsI rhtI hE s¹xpne-pyaRy vo nhÄ p`
AEsIne AEsI rhtI hE Ae ApeÙase kU!S= kha hE, to wI hE to naxvan¦ Aek
wgvan \/vu Sv$p AivnaxI hE¦ Aahaha¦
AaHhI to hÒ xrIr ne pr naxvan Ke { bestuH n=I AHdr¦ Aa naxvan
pda=R, { bese nhÄ-rag naxvan hE Ae bese nhÄ, Aene pyaRy naxvan hE ye kEse
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bes?e Aa.. ha.. ha¦ k–are bes?e ke { wgvan (Aa„a) pote besare to bes¦e
smjmeH Aaya? inüyguÌ to { Aa„a hE-inüydev ne inüyguÌ hE vo Aa„a hE
Aa \/vu ¦ Ae tI=ÅmHe Snan kro Aem khte hEH Lyo¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ marg ware wa{¦
;Aivn¬r' kwI nax nhÄ hota, pl!n hota nhÄ _smeH Aem khte hEH \/vu meH
pl!n kEsa pir`mn kEsa? pir`mn hE vo to naxvan hE Aaha.. ha¦ smjmeH
Aaya?
;xuâ pairàimk prmwav lÙ`'-bIjemHe prmpairàimkwav AEsa xBd
Aata hE wa{¦ prm pairàimkwav ye prmpairàimk-AaHhIyaH ;xuâ' _pr
Ôer d{ne... i5kaz xuâ¦ Ae 5`wav Ôe pairàimkka kha =a ÒvTv-wƒTv
AwƒTv Ae nhÄ... xuâ pairàimk shj wav prmwav... kevz&an Aaid wI
Aprmwav, smjmeH Aaya?
Aaha.. ha¦ ijsko pcasmI ga=ameH kha ne.. inymsarme,H Ùaiyk smikt vo
wI prSvwav hE prãƒ hE prSvwav hE, gjb vat hE, pcasmI ga=ameH ilya
(ANvya=R:- pUvÈ› svR wavo prSvwavo Ke, prãƒ Ke, te=I hey Ke¸ AHt:tÀv
AevHu Svãƒ-Aa„a-_padey Ke) wgvan tera Svwav to i5kaz Ao tera Svwav
hE, Aek smykI Ùaiyk smiktkI pyaRy... prSvwav hE. ;inymsar' meH hE, _smeH
nhÄ. inymsar ga=a pcas. j¡Ao¦ prSvwav hÇ¦ prwav nhÄ, Aa to phle
prSvwav-pUvÈ› svR wavo prSvwav hE... Ae car wav prSvwav hEH Ùaiyk
smikt prSvwav hE. Aahaha¦ Aa te kaH{ idgMbr sHto Ýwu khte hEH ik cair5pyaRy
prSvwav hE-vItragI cair5pyaRy Ýg! hu{ sMyGdxRnpUvRk AnuwvmeH,
prSvwav hE.. (]ota:) ikskI ApeÙa? (guÌdev:) i5kazkI ApeÙaAe, ragkI
ApeÙase to Svwav hE p` i5kazkI ApeÙase prSvwav hE AaEr ;prãƒmŸ'_sko prãƒ kh idya.. Aahaha¦ i5kazI &ayk wgvan vo Svãƒ Ane inmRz
pyaRy moÙka marg vo pyaRy prãVy prSvwav ne prãƒ¦ Aahaha¦ AaEr heytIn bol lIya hE.. AHt: tÀv AEsa SvãƒmŸ Aa„a _padey hE.
wgvan Aa„a¦ j¡Ao¦ bhu ivxeØ lI\uH Ke, Aa Svãƒka Aa\ar shj
pairàimkwavlÙ` kar`smysar hE.
Aahaha¦ i5kazI wgvan, ijsmeH pirìt moÙkI wI nhÄ, AEsa wgvan
\/vu , khte hEH ik xuâ pairàimkwav Ane Ae isvay AeksmykI pyaRy \mRkI sCcI
\mRkI pyaRy hÇ, vo wI prSvwav, prãƒ ne hey hE.H ye hey hE,H _padey nhÄ.
Aahaha¦ xe@? sUna hI nhÄ kwI AEsa.
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(]ota:) Aa@ sal ho gye, Aapke pas phelI bar sUna (guÌdev:) bat
sCcI hE, ko{ vqte nhÄ =a Aa ga=ame,H vHca{ gya hE phle¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa
to AgMygMynI vatuH hE¦
khte hEH AHt:tÀv ãƒ Sv, ijsko AaHhI pairàimkwav khte hE,H j¡Ao¦
(shj) pairàimk prmwavlÙ`-pairàimk, xuâpairàimk Aem lIya hE
kar` ke Aola Axuâpairàimkka inØe\ krna hE ne¦ xuâpairàimk prmwav¦
dUsra Aprmwav¦ kevz&an Aaid, Ùaiyk smikt Aaid, Aprmwav, AaEr
(xuâpairàimk) prmwav wgvan \/vu Aahaha¦ injprma„ ãƒ Apna inj
prma„ãƒ i5kazI deqo¦ —inj Apna prma„ãƒ vhI mEH hu.H ˜ sMyG¹iÚ,
_sko Apna |yey bnakr AEsa Ônte hEH ne mante hE,H Ae meH hU.¥ smjmeH Aaya? Ae mEH
hUH-AEsa in`Ry to pyaRy krtI hE p` pyaRy in`Ry krtI hE ke Aa MÕ hU.H smjmeH Aaya?
injprma„ ãƒ¦
j¡Ao¦ Ae!la ivxeØ` Aaya =a, Aaya =a n phle? (dUsre pane) svRivxuâpairàimk-prmwavg/ahk xuâ _padanwUt xuâãƒai=Rknyse Òv kt<RTvwo›<Tvse riht hE AaEr bH\-moÙke kar` ne piràmse xUNy hEH bIje pane Ke.
smjmeH Aaya?
panaH nhÄ hE? tmarI pase? k–aH gya? _ske pas nhÄ Fer wUl gya?
smjmeH Aaya? ATyare vHcata hE vo qbr hE ke nhÄ? Fr to wUl gya hE, panaH
wUl gya? smjmeH Aaya? (]ota :gltIse dUsra panaH rq idya) gltIse khaH
rqe? smjmeH Aaya?
Aa to kaH{ pIKe varHvar Aata nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa injprma„ãƒ
vhI mEH hUH vhI mEH hU¦H sMyG¹iÚ, Apneko |yey Aa Aa„ako khE ik ye mEH hU.H AEsa
ivxeØ`vala (Aa„a mEH hU)H prHtu AEsa nhÄ wata-naiStse bat krte hE-H AnekaHtse
sMyG¹iÚ AEsI wavna nhÄ krta ke mEH qHD&an$p mEH huH mEH pyaRy$p huH AEsI wavna
krte nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? qHD&an$p mEH huH AEsI wavna nhÄ krte¦
Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ kazÔ kHpI Ôy A&anIna to sa\ar` ÝaÌnaH to j–aH
AavuH saHwze¦ Aaha¦ ha¦ Aare Aavo marg? vItrag AavuH AekaHt khe Ke? Aa to
AekaHt Ke.. AekaHt Ke.. Are¦ saHwzto qro¦ AekaHt j khevay ne¦ (]ota: sMykŸ
AekaHt j hoy ne¦)
sMykŸ AekaHt AEsa SvãƒkI ¹iÚ ivna-|yey bnaya ivna, sMyGdxRn kwI
tInkalmeH hota hI nhÄ.. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sMyGdxRn huAa ifr wI |yey
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|yeypUvkR &ey
to _ska vohI hE. pIKe xaÏmeH Aata hE ik nhÄ ke Av/tka Tyag kr, vo to
Sv$pka Anuwv huAa hE _smeH Av/tka Tyagka A=R: Sv$pmeH iS=rta ivxeØ hu{
hE, Tyare Av/tka Tyag hokr v/tka ivkLpkI wUimkameH AEsa ivkLp Aata hE, { to
AanHdme iS=r hE to v/t kha¥ rha hE? vo to Aata hE n Ae k–a khevay? pUßypad
SvamIke ;[Úopdex' meH Aata hE, Av/t KoDIne v/t lena. _ska A=R kya? (]ota:
pKI bey KoDva layk kha hE) (guÌdev:) pKI.. Ae KoDvalayk nhÄ ne Ae cIj
j merm
e He nhÄ, v/t ne Av/tka ivkLp merm
e He hE hI nhÄ-merI pyaRymeH hE nhÄ to ãƒmeH
to hE hI nhÄ Aaha.. ha¦ AEsI ¹iÚ huAa pIKe-Anuwvka AanHdka Svad Aaya,
ivxeØ _smeH iS=r hokr AanHdkI ivxeØ dxa hu{ to Av/tka Tyag huAa Ane Tyare
v/tka ivkLpkI wUimka _sko _Tpþ hotI hE. p` AanHdmeH ivxeØ Aaya hE _s
wUimkameH v/tka ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE. smjmeH Aaya?
nhÄ to AEsa kha hE ke Av/tse nkaRidmeH Ôyega, v/tse SvgaRidmaH Ôyega. vo
Kaya hE vo tDka hE-AEsa Aata hE n¦ (]ota: ye vaStivk nhÄ, ye bat vaStivk
hE AapkI) guÌdev: ye vaStivk hE (]ota:) qHD$p ivØyk¦ guÌdev: qHD$p?
qHD$p-Ôe paHc &an hE n¦ (]ota:) pyaRy, pyaRy (guÌdev:) pyaRy hE n¦
(]ota:) rag krtI hE vo? (guÌdev) rag, ragkI bat nhÄ, yhaH to Aek smykI
pyaRy hE ye qHD$p hE. Aa xuâ kevz&ankI pyaRy wI qHD$p hE wgvan i5kaz hE
vo AqHD hE. smjmeH Aaya?
qHD&anko wI wata nhÄ to vzI xuwragko wave AaEr inim¿ko imlanekI
wavna ho, AEsI wavna &anIko hotI nhÄ. ware vat wa{¦ (bhu coQqu)H
(]ota:) AesI wavna varHvar sMyGãi*! wata hE to vo AaTmako hI sHmt
krta hE? (guÌdev:) _sko sHmt krte hEH \/vu ko, \/vu ¹iÚmeH Aaya vohI sHmt krte
hEH varHvar TyaH j ¹iÚ pDI hE varHvar TyaH j ¹iÚ ÔtI hE-Aem khte hE.H (]ota:)
hrsmymeH hE?H guÌdev: ha, hrsmymeH hEH ¹iÚ p` AaHhI vat krna hE ne¦
pHcacar, ye Aata hE }lok Aata hE inymsarme-H pHcacar inmRz panevala,
muin¦ pHcmgitne karè, pHcm wavko Smr` krte hE.H AEsa }lok hE. k–a kha?
inmRz sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5 tp ne vIyR, inmRz vItragI AEsa pHcacar
palnevala \maR„a, pHcmgitke karè, pHcmwavko Smr` krte hEH AEsa pa@ hE.
Smr` krtaka A=R kya? _skI pirìt varHvar Ae trf hI JUkI hE. Aaha.. ha..
ha.. ha¦ smjmeH Aaya? k=nI to Aemj Aave ne k=nI kEsI Aave¦ \m±kIsMyG¹iÚkI ¹iÚ \/vu |yey _pr g{ hE ne pir`mn huAa hE.. smjmeH Aaya? vo
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pir`mn inrHtr calu hE... _ska nam Sva„ako |yata wata hE Aem khnemHe Aata hE.
waØamaH _pdex to _pdexnI rIte Aave waØa jD, wav khena AHtrka...
smjmeH Aaya?
—inj prma„ ãƒ vhI mEH hUH prHtu AEsa nhÄ wata ke qHD&an$p meH hU.H ˜ mEH
mit&an ne ]ut&an $p meH hU-H qHD&an$p mEH hUH AEsI wavna &anIko hotI nhÄ.
Aaha... ha¦ AEsa wava=R hE Lyo¦ AEsa wava=R hE sarI ga=aka Aa wava=R hE.
—yh ƒaQyan prSpr sapeÙ AEsa Aagmse-A|ya„se &an krke y=a=R
ikya hE˜ Aem khte hE-H AagmkI waØa kya hE, A|ya„kI waØa k–a hE-sb
imlakr kha hE, moÙka marg Aagm waØaAe _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk kha AaEr
moÙka marg A|ya„ waØaAe xuâa„a Aiwmuq piràm ne xuâopyog kha,
doymeH ivro\ nhÄ, k–Çik doy ApeÙa lekr bat ikya hE. smjmeH Aaya? t=a
—tem j nyäyke ãƒai=Rk-pyaRyai=Rkke AiwÝay ke Aivro\pUvkR kha gya hE,˜
k–Çke phle kha=a ke Ôe car wav hE vo pyaRy$p hE, i5kazI wav ãVy$p hE AEsa
donÇko imlakr bat ikya =a, pyaRy nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ pyaRy pyaRymeH hE. smjmeH
Aaya? Aem khte hEH deqo¦ nyäyke ãƒai=Rk-i5kazIãƒ \/vu AaEr vtRman pyaRycarwav$p doko imlan krke AiwÝayko Aivro\pUvkR kha gya hE, _smeH khÄ
ivro\ hE nhÄ, AacayR pote isâ krte hE,H smjmeH Aaya? sU"m to hE =oDa wa{¦
(]ota:) kam to pyaRy se hota hE? (guÌdev:) haH, kam to pyaRy se hE p`
pyaRyka |yey k–a hE vo bat hE-[silAe to doy bat ikya hE ik pairàimkwav
\/vu $p hE car wav pyaRy$p hE, wav$p hE-wavna wanevala \/vu kI wavna krte hEH
pyaRykI wavna krte nhÄ, moÙmagR to pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{¦
;nyäyke AiwÝayke Aivro\pUvkR hI khnemHe Aaya honese isâ hE. (inbaR\
hE) —_smeH ko{ ivro\ AHxpe ` Aagmse ke A|ya„se hE nhÄ. Aem AacayR pote
khte hE˜
H —AEsa ivvekI Ône.H ..˜ Aahaha¦ deqo Aek xBdmeH kh idya AEsa ivvekI
Ône-H ragse p<=kŸ hokr \/vu ka ¹iÚ krnes,e ivvekI ko.. _skI shj qbr pDtI hE.
smjmeH Aaya? ivvekI ÔneH ho-sHSk<t !IkameH hEH phlese ktaR-kmRse _paDa hE,
Aa„a ktaR-kmR nhÄ, ivkarka ktaR ne ivkarka wo›a ãƒ nhÄ, TyaH=I _paDa
=ane? smjmeH Aaya?
k–a khte hE?H ivkar Aayane phele (]ota:) pKI Aem AaƒuH ne ke Ô`vavazo
to Ke. (guÌdev:) Ô`vavazo Ae bIj¡H -Ô`vavazo bIÔ A=RmaH kæuH Ke. Apneko
Ônta hE { Ô`vavala, yh tÀv clega Aapè -hve (]ota:) vo ivvekI ÔneH
(guÌdev:) haH. vo ivvekI Ône,H AlaEikk magR hE wa{¦ ktaR kmR _Da idya Ôè,
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|yeypUvkR &ey
Ôè no A=R { ke pyaRymaH AEsa &an hota hE, {se ÔneH AEsa kha hE shj$p
pir`mnkI pyaRymeH vo Ôtka &an hota hE, smjmeH Aaya? Ône AEsa kha¦ Ôè
Ae!le Ônne Ôta hE NyaH? { ÔnnekI pyaRy AEsI Ýg! hotI hE ik rag Aaye to
_sko Ôè Aem khna, _pxm ho to _pxmko ÔneH Aem khna, Ùyopxm-Ùaiyk
ho to _sko ÔneH Aem khna. khna ka A=R k–a? _sko ÔneH (]ota:) Ô`to
n=I ne khev?Hu (guÌdev:) Ô`to n=I nhÄ, Ô`vanI ApnI pyaRymeH vo Aaya hE
{tnI ƒvharkI ApeÙa ÔneH AEsa khnemHe Aaya hE, smjmeH Aaya? sb bat Aa
g{.
Lyo¦ barma ƒaQyan pUra ho gya _sme.H Aaj barma idn hE. sb bat Aa
g{. (Aaj) pUra ho gya, AEsa kwI nhÄ bat Aaya hÇ¦ kwI ƒaQyan AEsa
bhar nhÄ Aaya, SpÚIkr` wI AEsa Aaya vEsa phle kwI nhÄ Aaya. Aaha.. ha¦
ini*Êy hE wgvan Aa„a¦ A=aRtŸ isâkI pyaRyse wI riht hE wgvan
Aa„a¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ AEsI bat ikya vo Aagmse AaEr A|ya„se y=a=R hE vo
ivvekI Ônte hEH Aem khte hE,H ijsko ivvek nhÄ vo Ôn skte nhÄ. (]ota:)
ivvekI maneH sa\k? (guÌdev:) sa\k-&anI-smiktI.. AaHhI to sMyG¹iÚ ÔneH
Aem lena hE n... A&anIko p¿a hI khaH hE k–a cIj hE? smjmeH Aaya?
ApnI ¹iÚmeH \/vu Aaya hE _sko sb ivvek hE _sko sbka Qyal hE ke pyaRy
Aa ãƒ Aa, dUsreko _skI qbr pDtI nhÄ Aaha.. ha¦ (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)
xuâ pairàimk wav sHb\H I-bar ApUvR Ývcn äara-ÙI`mohgu` S=annI
Ýaiºno AmoF _pay dxaRvnar ]I sdŸgÌ
u devno jy ho... jy ho... jy ho¦
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]ImdŸ AacayRvr Am<tcHãsUir ivrict ]I smysar-klxnI
pH. ]I rajmlÒk<t klx !Ika-klx-271
n ãVye` q~Dyaim, n ÙeZ`
e q~Dyaim, n kalen q~Dyaim, n
waven q~Dyaim¸ suivxuâ Oko &anmaZ-wavo½iSm.
qHDaNvy siht A=R:- —wav:AiSm˜ huH vStuSv$p Ku.H vzI kevo Ku?
H
—&anmaZ˜ cetnama5 Ke svRSv jenHu Aevo Ku.H —Ok:˜ smSt wed-ivkLpo=I
riht KuH. vzI kevo KuH? —suivxuâ:˜ ãVykmR-wavkmR-nokmR$p _pai\=I
riht Ku.H vzI kevo KuH —ãVye` n q~Dyaim˜ Òv SvãVy$p Ke Om AnuwvtaH
p` huH AqHiDt Ku¸H —ÙeZ`
e n q~Dyaim˜ Òv SvÙe5$p Ke Aem AnuwvtaH
p` huH AqHiDt Ku¸H —kalen n q~Dyaim˜ Òv Svkaz$p Ke Aem AnuwvtaH
p` huH AqHiDt Ku¸H —waven n q~Dyaim˜ Òv Svwav$p Ke Aem AnuwvtaH
p` huH AqHiDt Ku.H wava=R Aam Ke ke Aek ÒvvStu SvãVy, SvÙe5, Svkaz,
Svwav$p car Ýkarna wedo äara khevay Ke to p` car s¿a n=I, Aek
s¿a Ke. tenHu ¹ÚaHt- jem Aek Aam/fz car Ýkare Ke Aem to car s¿a n=I.
tenHu ivvr`- ko{ AHx rs Ke, ko[ AHx KotruH Ke, ko[ AHx go!lI Ke, ko[
AHx mI@ax Ke, tem Aek ÒvvStu (ivØe) ko[ AHx ÒvãVy Ke, ko{ AHx
ÒvÙe5 Ke, ko{ AHx Òvkaz Ke, ko{ AHx Òvwav Ke, Ae Ýmaè to n=I,
AevHu mantaH svR ivprIt =ay Ke. te=I Aa Ýmaè Ke ke jem Aek Aam/fz
SpxR-rs-gH\-vèR ibrajman pudg
Ÿ lno ®pD Ke, te=I SpxRma5=I ivcartaH
SpxRma5 Ke, rsma5=I ivcartaH rsma5 Ke, gH\ma5=I ivcartaH gH\ma5
Ke, v`Rma5=I ivcartaH v`Rma5 Ke¸ tem Aek ÒvvStu SvãVy SvÙe5 Svkaz
Svwave ibrajman Ke, te=I SvãVy$pe ivcartaH SvãVyma5 Ke, SvÙe5$pe
ivcartaH SvÙe5ma5 Ke, Svkaz$pe ivcartaH Svkazma5 Ke, Svwav$pe
ivcartaH Svwavma5 Ke. te=I Aem kæuH ke je vStu Ke te ;AqHiDt' Ke.
;AqHiDt' xBdno Aavo A=R Ke.
(xailnI)
yo½yH wavo &anmaZo½hmiSm &eyo &ey&anmaZ: s nEv.
&eyo &ey&ankLlolvLgnŸ &an&ey&at<mäStumaZ:.. (8-271)
qHDaNvy siht A=R:- wava=R Aam Ke ke &ey-&ayk sHb\
H ivØe FÌ
w/aiH t cale Ke, te=I ko{ Aem smjxe ke ÒvvStu &ayk, pudg
Ÿ l=I maHDIne
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|yeypUvkR &ey
iwþ$p K ãVyo &ey Ke¸ prHtu Aem to n=I, jem hmàH khevamaH Aave Ke tem
Ke- —AhmŸ AyH y: &anmaZ: wav: AiSm˜ (AhmŸ) huH (AyH y:) je ko{
(&anmaZ: wav: AiSm) cetnasvRSv AevI vStuSv$p KuH —s: &ey: Aev˜
H te huH &ey$p KuH prHtu Aeva &ey$p n=I? —&ey&anmaZ:˜ (&ey) potana
Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona smUhna (&anmaZ:) Ô`pàma5. wava=R Aam Ke
ke- huH &ayk Ane smSt K ãVyo maraH &ey- Aem to n=I. to kem Ke? Aam Ke—&an&ey&at<mâStumaZ: &ey:˜ (&an) &an A=aRtŸ Ô`pà$p xi›,
(&ey) &ey A=aRtŸ jàvayoGy xi›, (&at<) &ata A=aRtŸ Anek xi›O
ibrajman vStuma5, - Aeva 5` wed (mâStumaZ:) maruH Sv$pma5 Ke
(&ey:) Aeva &ey$p Ku.H wava=R Aam Ke ke- huH potana Sv$pne ve>vedk$pe
ÔùH KuH te=I maruH nam &an, huH pota vDe jàva yoGy KuH te=I maruH nam &ey,
AevI be xi›Ao=I maHDIne AnHt xi›$p KuH te=I maruH nam &ata¸ - Aeva
namwed Ke, vStuwde n=I. kevo Ku?
H —&an&eykLlolvLgnŸ˜ (&an) Òv
&ayk Ke, (&ey) Òv &ey$p Ke, Aevo je (kLlol) vcnwed tena=I
(vLgnŸ) wedne pamuH Ku.H wava=R Aam Ke ke vcnno wed Ke, vStuno wed
n=I. 8-271.
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sa|y-sa\k Ai\kar
;]I smysar kzx!Ika kzx 270'
n ãVye` q~Dyaim, n Ùeœae` q~Dyaim, n kalen q~Dyaim, n
waven q~Dyaim¸ suivxuâ Oko &anmaœa-wavo½iSm .
—suivxuâ: Oko &anma5: wav: AiSm˜- j¡Ao ma=e xuH kæu?H hve KeLla
kzx Ke ne, te Aekdm AwednaH pDqaHAonaH Ýkar btave Ke¦ ma=e kæuH ne¦ (270maH).
ma=enHu hve =oDuH ræuH Ke AenI sa=e sHi\ krta ke: AaTma¦ vStuSv$pe, pu~y papna
wav, xrIr, kmR=I riht p` AnHtxi› siht (Ke). p` AevI AnHt xi›
sihtne Aek, Aek xi›ne, Aek Aek nye qojva jtaH, qoj qova{ Ôy Ke. Aem
AaVyu.H —s>: Ý`Xyitño A=R j Aevo kyÈ Ke¦ ;s>: Ý`Xyit' Ke ne¦ co=I
lI!ImaH- ;qHD qHD hokr mUlse qoj im!a-naxko ÝaPt hota hE' Ae!le ke AaTma,
OksmymaH AnHtxi› sHpþ¦ AnHtgu`$p Ke, KtaH Aek Aek xi›ne, Aek nye
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xo\taH AenI qoj nax ={ Ôy Ke. qoj Ae!le, Aek$p vStuno Anuwv AemaH
={ xkto n=I. smÔùH kaH{?
Ae vStu pote AnHtxi›gu`sHpþ wle (Ke) Ane ivkar, xrIr, kmR=I to
{ ÝaPt =ay nhÄ, pu~y-papna ivkLp=I ke xrIrnI AvS=ana Aa]ye, Ae
vStunI ÝaiPtno Anuwv hoy nhÄ. p` AenamaH AnHtgu` Ke { AnHtgu`maH,
Aek-Aek gu`na lÙe (ÝaiPt) krva Ôy, to te qHD qHD =taH teno (AaTmano)
Anuwv isâ =to n=I. kemke vStu Aek$p Ke, Aek$p ¹iÚ =taH Aeno Anuwv
=ay. AnHtpànI ¹iÚ krtaH Aeno Anuwv =ay nhÄ. Aem Aa ga=amaH kæu.H hve,
AhÄyaH car bolno inØe\ kre Ke. phelaH AnHtgu`na AnHtnyono inØe\ kyÈ,
hve carno inØe\ ne pKI krxe 5`no inØe\-&ata, &ey ne &an 5` Ae phela
AamaH carno inØe\ kre Ke hve¦
phelaH KeLlo bol le Ke —suivxuâ Oko &anma5: wav: AiSm˜ kevo Ku.H hu?H
ke —&anma5: wav: AiSm˜ wav: AiSm, wav Ae!le vStu¦ huH vStuSv$p KuH huH
vStu Sv$p Ku.H ;AaEr kEsa hU?H &anma5:' vStuno Svwav cetna ma5 Ke. Ô`vuH
deqvuH Aevo j Aeno Svwav Ke. ;cetnama5 hE svRSv ijska' b\uH svRSv [
cetnama5maH b\uH sma{ gyuH (Ke). { pu~y-pap, xrIr, kmR AemaH n=I. n=InI
vat AhÄya krI n=I, p` ;Ke Aa' (nI vat krI Ke.) cetnama5 svRSv
cetnama5 svRSv potanu¦H svRSv (A=aRt)Ÿ svR potanuH cetnama5 Ae vStu Ke¦
—Ok:˜ Aek Ku.H —Oko˜ Ke ne AHdr ;smSt wedivkLpÇse riht hU'H ;Aek Ku'H
Ae!le xuâ Ku.H xuâ KuH Ae!le Aek Ku.H Ok KuH Ae!le ko[p` wedna ivkLp ivnano KuH
Ae!le kevo Ku,H ke ;suivxuâ:' j¡Ao Aa AnuwvnI ¹iÚ =taH ;Aa' hoy Ke Aem khe
Ke AhIyaH, Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?
AaTmano Anuwv =vamaH AeklI vStu cetna ma5 svRSv Aek ne suivxuâ
(Ke.) suivxuâ Ae!le? AemaH naQyuH (kæu)H . ãVykmR, wavkmR, nokmR$p _pai\seH
riht hU.H Aevo AaTma¦ ;kEsa hE...? —ãVye` n q~Dyaim˜ VyaQya j¡dI rIte Aa
kre Ke Aahaha¦ AolamaH to ãVy=I qHiDt =to n=I, Ae!lo A=R Aapè lI\o.
jycHdpHiDtmaH Aave Ke. AhÄyaH to khe Ke, Òv —ãVy SvãVy$p hE AEsa Anuwvne
pr wI mEH AqHiDt hU˜
¥ huH SvãVy$p KuH huH SvãVy$p KuH Aem KtaH, Ae Aek wag
AemaH n=I Aavto Aem khe Ke. Ùe5 kaz Ane wav Aeva car wHgmaH, huH SvãVy$p
KuH Ae=I, Aena bIÔ 5` bol (wav) wega n=I Aavta Aem n=I. Aek$pe huH
AqHD ãVymaH AqHD j Ku.H smÔùH kaH{?
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Òv, SvãVy$p Ke, vStu trIke vStu trIke Osa Anuwvne pr wI mEH
AqHiDt hUH Aek ãVy$p KuH Aem khetaH, kaH{ ãVyno wag qHD =yo Ke. Ane Ùe5 kaz
wavno wHg kaH{ rhI gyo Ke Aem n=I, Aem (AhÄyaH) khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
ko' smÔy Ke ke nhI AamaH? Aa to b\uH êcI¦ JIÌ vat Ke hve (]ota: êcI
ne JIÌ Ae!le?) _¿r:- JIÌmaH |yan raqvanuH hoy, êcImaH sacI Ke Aem,
smÔùH kaH{? ãVy SvãVy Ôey?Hu waØa p` paKI kevI SvãVy ãVy Aem n (kæu)H
{ Òv, SvãVy$p Ke Aem khevamaH, bIÔ ãVy$pe to n=I p` { SvãVy khevamaH
Aek AHx j Aave Ke Aem n=I. huH SvãVy$p Ku.H Ae!le ke bIÔe ko{ AHx bakI ko{
rhI Ôy Ke Ùe5 kal wavno Aem n=I Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
Ok ãVy cetnama5 vStu ãVy, SvãVy$p KuH Sv-ãVy$p KuH Aem khetaH
;Anuwvne pr wI mEH AqHiDt hU.¥ '
—Ùe5`
e n q~Dyaim˜ Òv SvÙe5$p hE. bIÔe bol Òv, Sv, SvÙe5$p Ke.
Aem khetaH KtaH Aek AHx n=I. AemaH p` b\aH ãVy kal wavnuH AqHD AekpùH
AavI Ôy Ke Aem khe Ke. hH. ware JIÌ vat wa{? Aa ÒvnuH Aa AqHDpùH Aem
¹iÚmaH Aavvu,H AenHu nam \mR ne sMyGdxRn Ke smÔùH kaH{?
khe Ke: huH Òv, SvÙe5$p KuH. potanuH Ùe5 phozuH O!le O rIte huH Òv
SvÙe5$p Ku.H Ae rIte p` —AEsa Anuwvne pr wI mEH AqHiDt hU¥˜ Ae!la
SvÙe5$p huH SvÙe5$p Ku,H Aem KtaH KuH to AqHD j, ko{ wag AemaH=I-SvÙe5$p
KuH AemaH ko{ wag bakI rhI Ôy Ke, AHdr wavno Svkazno ke ãVyno bakI rhI
Ôy Ke, Aem n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?
Aavo \mR¦ ware wa{ hve, AamaH nvrax ÉyaH ma`sne Lyo khevay Ke ne
hÒ to bhar=I ivkLp=I, dya-dan ne wi›=I \mR krvo Ke, Aena=I \mR =ay ne
Aena=I kLya` =ay rqDva !aè. AnHt kaz=I rqDe Ke, OmaH Ke rqDvuH coraxI
AvtarmaH rqDvuH Ke { Aena=I mane Ke ke maruH kLya` =axe.
vStu pote AqHDanHd siCcdanHd Sv$p AaTma Ke. Ae vStuna je car wag,
AemaH Aek wagmaH, bIÔ wag rhI Ôy Ke, Aem krIne AhÄyaH inØe\ kre Ke. bIÒ
to vat xI krvI? smÔùH kaH{? ivkLp Ke { dya-dan-v/t-wi› Ae to rag
Ke, ivkar Ke. Aena=I \mR bmR =ay nhÄ¸ Aena=I AaTmano Anuwv =to n=I.
xrIrnI iÊya=I, to ÉyaHy rhI g{ (dUr) vat. p` ko` Ôè ÉyaHnHu ÉyaH naqe Ke
maza Ahoho¦ xrIrnI iÊya scet iÊya=I \mR =ay Lyo Are xuH khIO? Are Aavo
kaz mZyo bapa wa{ maHD trvana kazmaH bUDvana ÉyaH rSta lI\a? Aahaha¦
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khe Ke¦ AaHhI to huH pote, car AHxpè KuH AemaH Aek AHxmaH 5` AHx rhI Ôy
Ke Aevo y huH n=I, Aem khe Ke AhÄ to, Aahaha¦ ragpè to nhÄ, pu~ypè nhÄ,
pappè nhÄ, xrIr vaÌpè nhÄ, kmRpè nhÄ p` Aek AHxmaH huH SvÙe5pè KuH
to vzI bIÔ AHxo AemaH bakI rhI Ôy Ke? b\uH y AemaH j AavI Ôy Ke.
Aahaha¦ Ae... k AsHQy ÝdexI Aek vStu SvÙe5pè, Ae pote ãVy Ke, AemaH OnI
AvS=a Aaidno kaz Ke ne AenamaH rhela gu` ne b\uH AekmaH AavI Ôy Ke
smÔùH kaH{? (]ota: kzx Ke?) he?H kzx Aa n=I, g> Ke g>. p` g> Ke
Am<tcHãacayRnHu ko' smÔùH kaH{? kzx n=I, p` Am<tcHãacayRnHu Ke Aa (g>)
ko'knuH krelHu n=I. ®hmtwa{Ae n=I naHQyuH OmaH _pr=I Aa to wa{Ae naHQyuH Ke
rajmlÒ pHiDte A=R kyÈ Ke Aano. (]ota: tarvIne j¡dHu paDyuH Ke¦) smÔùH
kaH{? huH Aek Sv$pe, SvÙe5e Ku,H to p` temaH qHD n=I p` AqHD KuH SvÙe5no wag
Aek Ane Svwav ne kaz ne ãVyno wag bIÔe Aem AemaH rhetHu n=I. smÔùH kaH{?
—kalen n q~Dyaim˜ Òv Svkal$p hE wgvan potana Svkaze i5kaz
Ke. AnHt gu` ne ãVy ne Ùe5 b\uyH AemaH sma{ Ôy Ke. Svkaz i5kaz Svkaz
Ae!le potano kaz Ae!le pota=I i5kaz Aem ne Aem Ke. vStu je AnHtgu`no
®pD, ãVy$p, Ùe5$p, wav Aevo SvkazmaH b\uH AavI Ôy Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
—kalen n q~Dyaim˜ Òv Svkal$p hE p` kaz=I n kheta drekmaH Sv naqel
Ke. (SvãVy$p, SvÙe5$p, Svkal, Svwav$p) vzI ko{ kaz bIÔno Lye ne
bIÔnuH ãVy Lye AEsa Anuwvne pr wI mEH AqHiDt hu-H Ane Svkaz, Sv kazAek$p¦
i5kaz$p Svkaz Aek Ku.H Aem khetaH huH AqHiDt j Ku,H AemaH ko{ qHD, wed, wHg
Ke nhÄ. smÔù?H —waven n q~Dyaim˜ Òv Svwav$p Ke. Òv Sv, Sv Om
levHu Òv Sv wav$p Ke Aem lev.Hu smÔùH kaH{? huH Aek Svwav-&an, dxRn
AanHd Aaid Sv... wav, Ae mara Svwav$p KuH Aem khetaH y AqHiDt Ku.H Svwav
khetaH ko{ kaz, ãVy Ane Ùe5 ko{ bakI rhI Ôy Ke AemaH, Aem Ke nhÄ smÔy
Ke? ;AEsa Anuwvne pr wI mEH AqHiDt hU.¥ '
wava=R {s Ýkar hE ik Ok Òv vStu SvãVy, SvÙe5, Svkal, Svwav$p
car Ýkarke wedÇ äara khI ÔtI hE. Aek j wgvan AaTma AenHu ãVy Ae!le
gu`pyaRyno ®pD Ùe5 Ae!le AsHQy Ýdex, kaz Ae!le i5kaz rhevavazo kaz,
wav Ae!le AnHt xi›gu` Aem car Ýkarna wede Aek cIjne khevamaH Aave Ke.
—t=aip car s¿a nhÄ hE.˜ to p` car s¿a n=I. s¿a to Aek j Ke carmaH.
ãVynI s¿a hovapùH j¡d,Hu Ùe5nuH hovapùH j¡d,Hu kaznuH hovapùH j¡dHu Ane wavnuH
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hovapùH j¡dHu Aem Ke nhÄ. s¿a to Aek j Ke ãVys¿a kho to te. Ùe5 s¿a kho
to te. kaz i5kaz Aek$p s¿a kho to te. Svwav$p s¿a kho to te. smÔùH
kaH{? —t=aip car s¿a nhÄ hE Ok s¿a hE.˜ _ska ¹ÚaHt car s¿a [s Ýkarse
to nhÄ hE ik car ÝkarnuH hovapùH Aa Ýkare to nhÄ. Éya Ýkare? daqlo Aape Ke.
wgvan AaTma Aa xrIr, vaÌ, kmR=I to j¡do Aa (xrIr) ma!I Ke Aa to (deh
ma!I Ke) kmR=I to j¡do, pu~y papna ivkLp _@e ivkar Ae=I (p`) j¡do, to khe Ke
Aene (AaTmane) car Ýkare vhec
H Ine khIAe, to s¿a car Ke? konI pe@?e Aem khe Ke.
Òs Ýkar Ok Aam/fl car Ýkar hE. AaHbo-kerI car Ýkar Ke ko{ AHx to
AemaH rs Ke. kerImaH Aek wag rs Ke mI@o Aek AHx iKlka hE, ma=enI Kal Ke, Aek
rs Ke, Aek Kal Ke, kerI Aek Ke. Aena car wag Aek rs Ke, Aek Kal Ke, Aek
go!lI Ke. ko{ AHx mI@a hE. ko{ AHx rs maHhn
e o mI@o (mI@apù)H j¡dHu Ke. smÔy
Ke? rs, sa\ar` (samaNy) lI\o AemaH (ivxeØ) mI@o lI\o. Aa (kerImaH) car
wag jem (j¡da-j¡da) Ke, Aem AaTmamaH n=I. xuH kI\u?H rsnI ivxeØ pyaRy Ke,
rs samaNy Ke mI@ax Aek wag Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? (kerImaH) ko{ AHx rs Ke,
ko{ AHx Kal Ke, ko{ AHx go!lI Ke, ko{ AHx mI@ax Ke, Aem n=I. xuH kI\u?H Aek
kerImaH car wag Aek rs, Kal, go!lI ne mI@ax. Aem car wag Ke, Aem
AaTmamaH car wag n=I.
;Ok ÒvvStu ko{ AHx ÒvãVy Ke, ko{ AHx ÒvÙe5 Ke, ko{ AHx Òvkal
Ke, ko{ AHx Aevo Òvno wav Ke.' smÔùH kaH{? Aolo rs wav$pe lI\o ne
mI@ax kaz$pe lI\I wa{ AhÄya (¹ÚaHtmaH) wed paDyone wed (rs ne mI@ax
vCce) Aolo rs ne mI@ax kaz ne wav Aem. Ane iKlka (Kal) ne go!lI.
(A=aRt) Ùe5 Ae ãVy Aaqu.H AekvStu wgvan AaTma¦ jem Ae kerIna car wag
Ke Aem ãVy, Ùe5, kaz, wav n=I. smÔù?H (to keva Ke?) ;AEsa manne pr
svR ivprIt hota hE.'
;{s kar` {s Ýkar hE, ik Òs Ýkar Ok Aam/fl SpxR, rs, gH\,v`R
ibrajman pudg
Ÿ lka ®pD Ke.' j¡Ao¦ xuH kI\u?H Aek kerI SpxR, rs, gH\, v`R
_paDyuH Ke SpxR=I, SpxR kerI kerI Ke, { SpxR Ke toy te, rs Ke toy te, gH\ Ke toy
te, v`R Ke toy te ke j¡da-j¡da car bol Ke? v`R Aa @ekaè Ke ne gH\ Aa (bIje)
@ekaè Ke ne SpxR (5Ije) @ekaè Ke ne rs (co=e) @ekaè Ke- Aem Ke? Aola Caar
to juda kæa kerIna Caar wag Ke Aem n=I. rs, Kal, go!lI ne mI@ax to j¡da
j¡da kæa- kerIna. Aem AaTmamaH (ãVyÙe5kazwav) n=I. AaTma vStu¦ AekSv$p¦
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deh=I tdŸn iwþ¦ jem prmaùmaH SpxR, rs, gH\ ne rHg ibrajman pudg
Ÿ l®pD Ke.
;{s ilye SpxRma5se ivcarne pr SpxRma5 Ke.' xuH kI\u?H Ae kerIne SpxRma5=I
ivcartaH, AaquH SpxR Sv$p j Ke kerInu.H smÔy Ke ke nhÄ AamaH? kerIno daqlo
to bhu CaoQqo SpÚ AaPyo Ke. (]ota: Aa kerIno daqlo j smÔto n=I) le
he?H Aey kerI Ke ne Aena _pr=I AaTmane smÔvva daqlo AaPyo (Ke). ke w{
kerImaH Aek rs Ke, Kal Ke, go!luH Ke ne mI@ax Ke. Aem AaTmamaH Aeva car wag
Ke Aem n=I ke Aek rhI gyuH ãVy j¡d,Hu Ùe5 j¡d,Hu kaz j¡do ne wav j¡do Aem n=I.
Tyare ke jem kerImaH { kerIne SpxRpè deqo to AaqI (kerI) SpxR Ke, rspè deqo
to Aaqo rs j Ke, gH\pè deqo to gH\ j Ke, rHg
pè deqo to rHg j Ke. pIzI Ke to AaqI pIzI Ke. smÔy Ke ke nhÄ? Aem
AaTmamaH. (Awedpè ãVyÙe5kazwav smjva)
(ke!lak ne to) ko{ id' AaTma xuH OnI qbre y n mze khe Ke, Ae gH\ma5
ivcarva=I gH\ j Ke, v`Rma5 ivcarva=I v`R j Ke {sI Ýkar Aek wgvan
AaTma SvãVy Aene ãVy trIke Ôe{Ae to te j AaqI cIj Ke. SvÙe5=I Ôe{Ae to
pote AaquH Ok j Ke, SvÙe5maH ko{ vzI ãVy bIj¡H kaz wav j¡da Aem Ke nhÄ.
kerImaH SpxR=I deqo to b\uH SpxR j Ke AaqI kerI rs=I deqo to rsmy j Ke,
rHg=I deqo to rHgmy Ke, Lyo¦ gH\=I deqo to gH\my j Ke¦ sug\H Aave Ke ne
AenI? Aem wgvan AaTma vStu=I deqo to y te, Aena Sv"ae5=I deqo toy te,
Aena Svkaz=I deqo to y te Ane Aena Sv-wav=I deqo toy te Aa daqlo
;pHca|yayI'maH AaPyo Ke. rajmlÒ Ke ne Aena ktaR, pHCaa|yayna ktaR y rajmlÒ
Ke- kerIno daqlo pHca|yaymaH AaPyo Ke, Aa rIte j te¦ (Ò, ha)
(]ota: ãVy-Ùe5-kaz-wavmaH xI rIte kerI=I smÔy Ke?) car wagmaH
k!ke-k!ke smÔy Ke. kerIna Aem Aek Aek k!ko AaVyo, AaquH n AaVyuH (rs,
Kal, go!lI, mI@ax) rs AaVyo TyaH go!luH n AaVyuH ne go!luH AaVyuH TyaH iKlkuH
n AaVyuH iKlkuH AaVyuH TyaH vzI rs n AaVyo Ae pKI AolamaH naQyu¦H QyalmaH
Ke¦ ko' smÔùH kaH{? kerInI Kal Ôe{ TyaH go!luH n AaVyuH ne go!luH ÔeyHu TyaH
Kal n AavI ne Kal Ôe{ TyaH rs n AaVyo, rs Ôeyo TyaH AenI mI@axnI pyaRy
n AavI, Aem n=I AaTmamaH. (to kem Ke AaTmamaH?) to AaTmane ãVy rIte deqo
to kaH{ j¡dHu Ke? jem (kerImaH) iKlkuH deqe to go!luH n AaVyu.H Aem AaHhI ãVy deqo
to Ùe5 kaz wav j¡da pD–a Ke?
Om n=I. smÔùH kaH{?
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wgvan AaTma deh=I iwþ tÀv, smÔùH kaH{? Ae siCcdanHd Sv$p stŸ
xa¬t &an ne AanHd (Sv$p Ke) Aene khe Ke ke vStu=I j¡Ao toy Ae Ke, jem
kerIne SpxR=I deqo SpxRma5 AaqI Ke Aem Aane SvÙe5=I deqo toy Ae Ke, Aene
(kerIne) Aaqa rs=I deqo toy Ae Ke. Aane Svkaz=I deqo toy Ae Ke, Aene
(kerIne) rHg=I deqo to Ae (kerI j) Ke. ke kerImaH rHgno wag j¡do pDto hxe ne
SpxRno wag j¡do pDto hxe, Aem Ke? w{ kerImaH=I rs ka#I naqo Aeklo SpxR
gH\ ne rHg (kerImaH j) raqo. kem hxe? (Aam bnI xke Ke?) (]ota: n bne.)
AemaH=I rs ka#I naqo ne SpxR, gH\ ne rHg raqo¦ (]ota: kevI rIte bne¦)
AemaH=I rHg ka#I naqo Ane gH\, SpxR ne rs raqo¦ (]ota: Aem xI rIte
khevay¦) he?H n khevay Aem Aa dehmaH, wgvan AaTma Ke- AemaH=I khe Ke ke AenHu
ãVy ka#I naqo, Ane AekluH Ùe5 rhe, p` xuH rhe? Ae ãVy j pote AnHt gu`no ®pD
pote j AaTma Ke. Aene Ùe5=I deqo to te te j Ke. jem kerIne rs=I deqo to AaqI
te j Ke. rs Ôe j¡dHu ka#I naqo to te kerI j n rhe. Aem AaTmamaH, vStu deqo to
Ae $pe Ke, AenHu Ùe5 deqo to te j $pe Ae Ke. kaH{ ãVy ne kaz wav j¡da rhI Ôy
Ke Aem n=I. kazey Ke, Ke, Ke Aem Svkaze Ke. Svkaze Ke AemaH y b\uH AaVyu,H wavãVy ne Ùe5 (Awed) Ke¦ Ae kaH{ j¡dHu rhI jtuH n=I jem kerIno rs letaH b\uH AavI
Ôy Ke ko'wa{ Aahaha¦ ware AaTmane smjvo Aene Aena mkanna-\Uzna
#glanI Ôe vatuH krene Aene car idxanI vatuH yad Aave mkanne car idxa (ctuidRxa)
baH\e Ke ke nhÄ xuH khevay TyaH ko!RmaH? cturs
Ÿ Ima¦ car sIma (dxaRv)e p` Fr to
;Aek' Ke. car sIma baH\e to ;car' Fr Ke? smÔùH kaH{? vStu to { nI { j
Ke. AanI kor=I deqo to { j Ke, AanI kor=I deqo to { j Ke. AanI kor=I deqo
to {ne {j (Fr) Ke¦ ke car Fr Ke?
Om wgvan AaTma dehmaH ibrajman Ýwu Aene khe Ke: go!lInI pe@e ke
KalnI pe@e j¡Ao j¡dI j¡dI cIj to, kerI AemaH deqaxe (p`) j¡dI-j¡dI cIj
deqaxe, kerI AaqI nhÄ deqay. Aem, wgvan AaTmane, Aek-Aek wag Aem
go!lI ne Aam Kal Om n=I. ke ãVy Aa, Ùe5 Aa, kaz Aa ne wav Aa Aem n=I.
wgvan AaTma gu`-pyaRyno ®pD te ãVy Ke, ivkar nhÄ, xrIr nhÄ, kmR nhÄ.
{ AsHQyÝdexI je Ùe5 phozuH Ke Ae j AaTma Ke Ae j Aaqo Ke. Aeno Svkaz Lyo
kaz- i5kaz$p kaz hÇ¦ pyaRynI Aek smynI vat n=I. Svkaz pote kaz Ke.
AemaH ãVy AavI gyu,H Ùe5 ne wave y AavI gyo. Svkaz=I j¡Ao to Ae AaquH
(AaTmãVy) Ke. Sv.. wav, wgvan AaTmamaH &an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid AnHtgu`
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Ke wav Ke. { wav=I j¡Ao to y { AaqI vStu Ke. wav=I j¡Ao to, ko{ ãVy j¡dHu
rhI Ôy Ke ke Ùe5 j¡dHu rhI Ôy Ke ke kaz j¡do rhI Ôy Ke Aem n=I smÔùH ke
nhÄ? kerImaH go!luH khetaH rs, Kal ne mI@ax j¡dI rhI Ôy Ke. Aem Aanu ãVy
kheta, ko{ Ùe5 kaz wav j¡da rhI Ôy Ke Aem n=I. kerIne jem SpxR khetaH carey
(wav) AavI Ôy Ke wegHu j Ke b\u.H smÔùH kaH{?
AaHhÄ to car bole y nhÄ Aek$p Ke Aem isâ krvuH Ke. carmaH=I ;Aek'
Aola AnHtmaH=I ;Aek' ma=e AnHtmaH=I ;Aek' Aa carmaH=I ;Aek' pKI 5`maH=I
;Aek' khexe smÔùH kaH{? xuH krva Aa vat hale Ke Aa? ke Aa AaTmanI jene
¹iÚ Ýaº krvI Ke- Ae!le ke \mR$pe pir`mvuH Ke, jene AnHtkazmaH AaTm&an =yuH
n=I Ane AaTm¹iÚ ={ n=I, Aene AaTm¹iÚ krvI hoy to, AenaH ãVy Ùe5 kaz
wav Aeè j¡da paDvaH nhÄ. Aem j¡daH pDI xktaH n=I, ma!e j¡daH n paDva.
vStu Ke. j¡Ao Aa vStu Ke Aa suqD Ke ke nhÄ Aa suqDnuH lakDuH Ke. { sug\H
kho toy Ke, suvH azu kho toy Ke, ware kho toy { Ke. Ane rHg-e Aa lakDuH pIzax
(pDtu)H Ke Aem kho toy { Ke¦ AemaH=I pIzax ka#I naqo ke sug\H ka#I naqo,
to xuH cIj rhe? (]ota: nIkze j nhÄ, kaH{ n rhe¦) { to { j cIj (suqD)
Ke. sug\H ware suvH azp pIzax, Ae b\I (Awed) { cIj Ke¦ (]ota: ÝÆ { Ke
ke j¡d-Hu j¡dHu to kyuÅ Ke¦) ÉyaH kyuÅ Ke j¡dHu Ke? p` Ae judu khIne xuH khe Ke AenI iS=it
btave Ke ke gu` pyaRyno ®pD tene ãVy khIAe, Ae cIjne phoza{nI ApeÙaAe tene
Ùe5 khIAe, Aene i5kaz rhevanI ApeÙaAe kaz khIAe, AemaH rhelI xi›AoneguònI ApeÙaAe wav khIAe smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ injFrna vaH\a bIÒ b\I
pD krI laHbI (p`) pote ko` ne kevDo Ke, AenI ko{ id' qbr krI nhÄ, Aena
ivna rqDI myÈ coraxIna AvtarmaH.
AhÄya khe Ke ke tare Ôe AaTma Ýaº krvo hoy to AaTma car bole wle tne
smÔVyo. ivkar riht smÔVyo, xrIr riht smÔVyo, kmR riht smÔVyo,
hve Aene car bole smÔVyo ma!e car bolmaH, Aek bolmaH b\aH wegaH AavI Ôy
Ke. carmaH car bol (j¡da) n=I qanaH car n=I ke Aek qanamaH ãVy rhe, Aek
qanamaH Ùe5 rhe, Aek qanamaH kaz rhe ne Aek qanamaH wav rhe¦ AolamaH kerImaH
qanaH Ke. Aek wagmaH go!luH rhe, Aek wagmaH Kal rhe, Aek wagmaH rs rhe, Ok
wagmaH mI@ax rhe. Aem car qanaH Ke AemaH. smÔy Ke? Aem AamaH n=I p`
kerImaH jem SpxR Aaqa wagmaH rhe, rs Aaqa wagmaH rhe, gH\ Aaqa wagmaH
rhe, rHg (v`R) Aaqa wagmaH rhe, Aem wgvan AaTma deh nam ma!I=I j¡do,
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kmR=I j¡do, { ãVy$pe to Ae, vStu$pe to Ae, cetnama5 vStu to Ae, Ae AsHQyÝdexI
inüy=I Aek Ýdex Ke Aeno-AqHDnI ApeÙaO AekÝdexI Ke Ae, smÔùH kaH{?
toy { Ke. Ane Svkaz Aem ne Aem i5kaz rhenaruH tÀv sÀv kho to AenHu Ae Ke,
Ane Aena &an dxRn AanHd Aaid wav, AnHt wav AnHt xi›: AnHtgu`,
AnHtgu` toy { ne { j Ke.
ko{ wav j¡do pDI Ôy, ãVy j¡dHu rhI Ôy, Ùe5 j¡dHu pDI Ôy Aem n=I. Aa
kerIno daqlo bhu srs AaPyo Ke. smÔùH kaH{? daqlo AapIne smÔve toy
no smje, Aene k@` lage ko wa{, daqlo to !eko Ke Aolo (isâaHt) smjva
ma!e. daqlo to Aek AHx Ke.
j¡Ao wa[ Aa kerI Ke ne kerI Aek rs, Aek go!lI, Aek Kal, Aek mI@ax
car j¡daH Ke. Aem AaTmamaH Aek ãVy, Aek Ùe5, Ok kaz ne Aek wav j¡daH n=I
p` kerImaH jem SpxR, rs, gH\, rHg Aek hare b\uH Ke Aem AaTmamaH, vStu j¡Ao
toy te AaTma, AenI phoza{nuH Ùe5 j¡Ao toy te ãVy kaz ne wav Ke. smÔùH
kaH{? Aeno kaz-rhevano wav deqo to { no { ãVy-wav ne Ùe5 Ke. Aena guò
deqo dxRn &an AanHd AnHt (gu`) toy { no { j Ke. AenI phoza{ { Ùe5,
ãVy, kaz ne wav Ae b\uyH { nuH { j Ke. smÔùH ke nhÄ AamaH? Aeva ctus±ma
Aek$pe AaTmane deqvo, Aa AenuH nam Awed¹iÚ ne sMyGdxRn Ke Aahaha¦
;wUdT=miSsdo qlu sMmaidõI hvid Òvo..˜ 11, { bIÒ rIte vat kre Ke. Aahaha¦
{ Aek$p pr njr pD–a ivna, Aek AaTma ha=maH nhÄ Aave Aem khe Ke. be car
njr krva j{x to qo{ besIx Aek AaTmane Om khe Ke. { ma=e khI gya Ke.
smÔùH kaH{? ma=e kI\u'H tu-H qoj im!a- Aem waØa krI Ke. ;s>: Ý`Xyit' ;s>' nam Okdm nax ={ Ôy Aevo A=R Ke Aeno. p` Aeno A=R j bIÒ
#bno krnar Ke Aa.
wgvan AaTma AnHt xi› je Ke AemaH, AemaH Aek Aek xi›ne qojva
j{x, TyaH ;AnHtxi›nuH Aek$p' qova{ jxe. Ke wa{? ;s>: Ý`Xyit' qHD
qHD hokr mUlse qoj im!a naxko Ýaº hota hE. qoj mI!a Ae!le Anuwv nhÄ
=ay. tara qojvamaH AaTmane gotvamaH Aek-Aek ny=I Aek Aek gu`ne qojva
j{x- Òvne Ôeva j{x, to qoj im!a, qoj tarI m!I jxe Anuwv m!I gyo
Aem, smÔùH kaH{? nIcey kæuH Ke Aem ke Òvka Anuwv qo Ôta hE. Ke ne? KeLlI lI!I.
ikNtu AnHt xi›yaH hE,H {s kar` Ok Aek ny krte huO AnHt ny hote
hE.H Osa krte huAe bhut ivkLp _pjte hE,H Òvka Anuwv qo Ôta hE. Ke ne bIÒ
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lI!I he@=e I Òvka Anuwv qo Ôta hE. qova{ Ô{x tuH Aem khe Ke. Aek$p AnHt
gu`no ®pD ãVy Ùe5 kaz wavnuH Aek$p Ke Aene be-5`$pe ne AnHt$pe Ôe Ôeva
j{x, to qova{ Ô{x tuH he?H Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ xElI kevI krI Ke j¡Aone.
wgvan taruH Sv$p to Aek$p AqHD AanHd Ýwu Ke OmaH Aek$pno Anuwv
krIx to ;Aek' ha=maH Aavxe. AevI cIjne Anek gu` vDe Ôeva j{x, to tuH
Aek$p qova{ j{x Ae!le ke Aek$p AnuwvmaH nhÄ Aave. Aahaha¦ Aare bIÒ
waØa j bIÒ #bnI Ke ko' wa{ inivRkLp =vuH Ke ne? vStu inivRkLp Awed Ke.
pyaRymaH inivRkLp n =ay TyaH su\I Awed vStu ¹iÚmaH Aave xI rIte? tuH wed
paDva Ô{x ke Aa, Aa vStu ãVy Aa Ùe5 to Ùe5 kaH{ j¡dHu Ke? j¡dHu krva Ô{x
TyaH ivkLp _@xe, Awed qova{ jxe. Aahaha...¦
Are Ona pH=nI rItnI Aene qbr n mze qojva ÉyaH Ôy? AaHhI to khe
Ke, qojva Ô{x AnHtgu`maH=I Aek-Aek ny=I, Aek-Aek gu`ne qojva Ô{x.
ha= nhÄ Aave-qova{ Ô{x tuH Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ to AaTmane ne xaHitne
\mRne ragmaH, pu~ymaH, xrIrmaH ne \UzmaH gotva j{x, ÉyaHy qova{ gyo Ko tuH
Anaidno Aahaha¦ Aaha wa{ ware vat.
Ok$p Ýwu wle AnHtgu` ho, p` ãVy to Aek$p j Ke ne? wle Ùe5
AsHQyÝdexI ho, vStu to Aek$p Ke ke nhÄ i5kaz ho, vStu to Okakar Awed Ke
ke nhÄ AnHtgu` ho, vStu to Aek$p Ke ke nhÄ? Aek$p Ke tene AHtr ÔetaH,
inivRkLpta Aave Ane AenI ¹iÚmaH inivRkLp cIj AnuwvmaH Aave Ae isvay
bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I Aahaha¦ bIÒ rIt ho{ xke nhÄ, Aem khe Ke AhÄyaH
Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? &annI Aekag/tamaH, Aek$p ¹iÚmaH AaVya ivna, AenI
Aekag/ta ko{ id' =ay nhÄ. AHtr Aekag/ta =ya ivna, ¹iÚ Aave nhÄ Ane
AekmaH ¹iÚ AaVya ivna, Aekag/ta =ay nhÄ. ßyaH su\I Ae Aem mane ke ragvazo
KuH ne xrIrvazo KuH ne kmRvazo Ku-H Aevo to { Ke j nhÄ. Aevo to { Ke j nhÄ.
Ae kmRvazo ne dehvazo ne pu~y-papvazo ne, Aevo to ([) Ke j nhÄ. p` { je
Ke AnHtgu`vazo AsHQyÝdexvazo-i5kaz rhenaro, AemaH p` wHg paDIne gotva
Ô{x, to AwedvStu ha= nhÄ Aave. Aahaha¦
bapu tuH Aek$p Ýwu Ko ne Aek$pnI ¹iÚmaH, be $p ÉyaH=I laVyo tu?H be$pmaH to qova[ jxe, be $pmaH to qova[ne ragmaH tuH slva{ j{x Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{? AavI vatuH ware wa{.
khe Ke ke, Ýwune gotvo hoy to AekmaH gotje. bemaH gotva Ô{x, Ýwu ha=
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nhÄ Aave. Aem khe Ke. Aaha¦ { Ýwu tuH hÇ (haSy) (]ota: doro saH\I le...¦) heH
xuH khe Ke? (ANy ]ota: doro saH\I le...¦) doro, kI\uH ne Aa. (]ota: ;Aek' ne j
doro khevay Ke) doro Aene j khevay Ke. Aene vat smÔva ßyaH njr naqvI Ke
Aek$pe vStu Ke? { njrmaH Aek$pta Éyare Aave ke ;Aek$pta' pr njr Ôy
to Ane ;Ok$pta' njrmaH Éyare Aave? ke AaHhI ivkLp tU!e ne Aekta pyaRymaH
kre to Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? —Aa AnuwvnI vat Ke.˜ AnuwiU t krvanI vat
Ke Aa- vatnI vat n=I Aahaha¦
wa{ taro Anuwv krvo hoy tarI vStune ÝaPt krvI hoy wgvan Anaidno
je Aek$pSvwave Ke, Aene tare mezvvo hoy to Aena AnHtgu`maH wed paDIne p`
tuH nhÄ mezvI xk to vzI dya-danna rag vDe mezvI xkay, Ae to vStumaH hoy
j nhÄ. (ßyaH Aa) Ok$pmaH wed paDva Ôy, toy Ok nhÄ mze, to AenamaH
n=I, Aena=I (Ae) mze wa{ Ae nhÄ mze. Aahaha¦ hve AaHhI to dya-dan-v/twi›naH piràm=I AaTma mzxe (]ota: sa\n Ke ne...¦) \UzmaHy sa\n n=I.
{ to inim¿ trIke &an kraVyuH Ke. sa\n-ba\n kevaH Vyvhar sa\nne inüy
sa|y { to inim¿nuH &an Ae vqte Aeva j ivkLpo hoy Ke Aem btaVyuH Ke.
smÔùH kaH{? AolI-svarnI ccaR p` temaH Ke- ;te kaze ne Svkaze' be xBd
pD–a Ke ;te kaze' Ke ne AaHhI to inüy-Vyvharne mezVyuH Ke { to ;inüy' =ay,
Tyare Ovo ivkLp Ke pUvm
R aH One (Vyvhar) khevay ;inüy' nI hare ivkLp Ke
Aene ;Vyvhar' khevay. bakI vatmaH bIÔe mal kaH{ n=I.
—laq batkI bat, yhE inüy _r laAo. toir skl dNd-fNd, inj Aatm
|yaAo˜ (Kh#aza- co=I #az) ko' smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦
khe Ke _sI Ýkar Ok Òv vStu SvãVy, SvÙe5, Svkal, Svwav ibrajman
hE. {silye SvãVy$pse ivcarne pr SvãVyma5 hE. deqo SvãVy ma5 Ke.
SvãVyma5maH vzI ko{ Ùe5 kaz wav j¡da rhI Ôy Ke (Aem n=I.) kerIne
SpxR=I ÔetaH SpxRma5 Ke AemaH rsgu` ko{ j¡do rhI Ôy Ke... !ukDo AaFo ÉyaHy
(Aem n=I) AemaH sma{ gyaH Ke, AemaH j¡daH n=I. smÔùH kaH{? ;SvÙe5$pse
ivcarne pr SvÙe5ma5 hE.' Aam AHtr SvÙe5 ÔetaH wgvan, SvÙe5ma5 j Ke.
SvÙe5ma5 j Ke Ae!le AemaH ãVy j¡dHu rhI gyu,H kaz j¡do rhI gyo ne xi› j¡dI
rhI g{ OvuH kaH{ Ke nhÄ. Ae SvÙe5 ma5 j Ke. SvÙe5 ma5 j Ke Aahaha¦
Aekkor car btave Ke AavI iS=it vItrag isvay bIje ÉyaHy hoy nhÄ. wa{
svR& isvay, vStuna Aava car wag ÉyaHy hoy nhÄ. Ane KtaHy Ae car
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wagmaH Aek$pe Ke, xI AenI k=n xElI? (AlaEikk- AiätIy Ke...¦) AevI
VyaQya, vItrag svR& prmaTma Aeè Ôeyo AaTma, Aeè kæo AaTma, Ae isvay
bIje AaTma Aavo (khI xke nhÄ) vStunI iS=it j AavI Ke. { to Aekvar
p5maH lQyu'H tuH ]Imde, Aola sUyRram i5pa@I hta ne te vqtmaH hta, vedaHtmaH bhu
hoixyar sUyrR am i5pa@I Ona _pr p5 Caalta AemaH Aek var lQyu'H tuH Aek
VyaQya Aa rIte p` krI xkay vStune ãVy Ùe5 kaz wav Aa rIte Aap ivcarxo
Aem krIne O Aa car bol mUkya Ke Aek p5maH (AaHk-71 ;]ImdŸ rajcHã')
;Aa veza lFuTvwave Aek ÝÆ krvanI Aa&a lë Ku.H Aapne lÙgt hxe ke, ÝTyek
pda=RnI Ý&apnIyta car Ýkare Ke: ãVy (tena vStu- Svwav) =I, Ùe5 (kH{ p`
tenHu VyaPyu-H _pcare ke Anupcare) =I, kaz=I Ane wav (tena guàidk wav) =I.
hve Aapè AaTmanI VyaQya p` Ae ivna n krI xkIAe tem Ke. kem ke Aa rIte
ivcare to, Aene Aek vStu Aa!la Ùe5maH Ke, Aa!la kazmaH, Aa gu`maH Aa ãVy
Ke. Aem krtaH b\u fu ={ jxe taru.H Aaha¦ Aek ãVy Aam Vyapk Ke Aaqa lokmaH
ne 5`kaz wega ={ne Aam =ay ne p` Ae b\uH (tuH Vyapkey AaHhI ne AaHhI),
Ùe5ye AaHhIne AaHhI, kazey AaHhI, wavey AaHhIne AaHhI- Ae b\uH AaHhIne AaHhI
(AaTmamaH) Ke. Aek p5-Aola-sUyrR am i5pa@I _pr Ae vedaHtmaH bhu huixyar
hta. punjRNmnI p` Aemè (]Imde) vat krI AemaH ;punjRNm Ke' Ae mara
Anuwv=I huH khuH Ku.H Ane tme v<â Ko, p` Aek ãVynI VyaQya Aa rIte p` ={
xke, nihtr vStu-ãVy, tenI phoza{ ke!lI, Aeno Svkaz kaz ke!lo ne AenI
xi› kevI, Ona v`Rn ivna, vStunI iS=it pr=I iwþ smÒ xkaxe nhÄ.
AaHhI to Aola ãVy-Ùe5-kaz-wavmaH p` Aekne ÔetaH b\uH wegHu AavI Ôy
Ke Aahaha¦ potanI Ke Aa vat smÔùH kaH{? ivkLp rhexe Aa ãVy ne Aa Ùe5 tem
bIj¡H b\uH Ke nhÄ. ivkLp rhexe taramaH-rag _wo rhex.e Aolu.H ;Aek' éwuH nhÄ =ay.
Aahaha¦ ivkLp éwo =axe, ;Aek' éwo nhÄ =ay ¹iÚmaH Aahaha¦ ;Svkal$pse
ivcarne pr Svkalma5 hE.' wgvan to potana kaze Ovo j (hEyait$p) Ovo
ne Ovo Ke. pote j Svkaz Ke vStu vStu vStu Ane ;Svwav$pse ivcarne pr
Svwavma5 hE. ko' smÔù?H ;{s kar` AEsa kha ik Ôe vStu hE vh AqHiDt hE
Ae karè Aem kæuH ke wgvan- pda=R AaTma je vStu Ke AhÄyaH AqHiDt Ke AekAek (AaTma) pote AqHiDt hoH AhÄyaH. ;AqHiDt xBdka Osa A=R hE.' Lyo.
qHDyaim htuH ne ;n ãVye` qHDyaim' - n qHDyaim Ae!le AqHD AqHDno A=R Aavo
Ke Aem khe Ke Lyo. KeLlo xBd { (AqHD) kæo smÔùH kaH[?
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AhÄyaH carmaH=I Aek$p kyu,Å hve, 5`maH=I Aek$p kre Ke Aa &ata Ae hu,H
&eye y huH ne &ane y huH Ô`nar huH ne &ey pr Aem nhÄ. wgvan AaTma huH Ô`nar
&ata ne K ãVy &ey AenHu &an na Ae!lo y huH n=I Aevo y huH n=I ne Ae!lo y huH
n=I ne Aevo y huH n=I.
(xailnI)
KeLla }loko Ke ne Aekdm vStunHu AwedpùH v`RvtaH-v`RvtaH AnHtgu`maH=I
Aek car, ãVy-Ùe5-kaz-wavmaH=I Aek &an-&ata-&eymaH=I Aek je xElI
;wUdT=miSsdo qlu sMmidõI hvid Òvo.' (;smysar' ga=a-11) maH lI\I
Ke, Ae xElIne bhu (bhu) -sHkoctaH Aam caLya Ôy Ke Aahaha¦ Aa to vStunI
iS=it ho? pu~y-pap ne xrIr, kmRnI vat to Aama lI\I n=I Ke j nhÄ, AemaH
{ Ke j nhÄ pKI Aena wHg-wednI xuH vatuH krvI khe Ke he?H Aahaha¦
dya dan v/t wi› pUÔ Aaidno ivkLp é@e Ke { to rag Ke. Ae vStumaH ÉyaH
Ke? to Aena=I ÝaiPt =ay Ae AaTmanI cIj Ke, Ae be to AhÄya Ke j nhÄ p`
ræo wgvan AaTma ivkar ivnano, inivRkarI vStu Aena je AnHtgu` Ke, te
Aek-Aek gu`ne Aek-Aek nye Ôeva jtaH, Aek$p nhÄ ha=maH Aave. pKI kheKe ke
car pè vStu khIAe KtaH khe Ke Ae car pèmaH Aek pè gotva Ô ne bIÔH 5`
bakI raqva Ô- toy Ae ha= nhÄ Aave. Aem vStu n=I.
hve khe Ke: (qHDaNvy siht A=R)- —wava=R {s Ýkar hE ik &ey-&ayk
sHb\H ke épr bhut w/aiH t cltI hE.˜ AaHhI=I épaDyuH Ke —Svpr Ýkaxk xi›
hmarI. tatEH vcn wed w/m warI˜ &ey be Ýkarna Sv&ey Ane pr&ey AemaH
vcnna wed,e w/m lokone épje Ke ke Aa &ey hu?H huH &ey ke &an? ke huH &an, Aa
&ey? ke Aem nhÄ. Aem nhÄ Ae K ãVynuH je &eypùH to AeksmynI pyaRy Ôè
Ae!luH Ae &an ne AevDo O AaTma nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{?
khe Ke: &ey-&ayk sHb\H maH, Ô`nar ne jàva yoGymaH Fà vcnna w/m
_Tpþ =ay Ke. ;so ko{ Osa smJega ik Òv vStu &ayk, pudg
Ÿ lse lekr iwþ
$p Kh ãVy &ey hE.H ˜ Om ko{ smjxe ke ÒvvStu to Ô`nar Ke Ane Aena=I
K ãVy j¡daH Ke, te tene &ey Ke. jàva yoGy te K ãVy Ke ne Ô`naro te &an-AaTma
&ayk Ke. Aem ko{ khe to ;saE Osa to nhÄ hE.˜ Aem Ke nhÄ. AaVyuH Ke ne
(kzxmaH) ;&eyo &ey&anma5: s nEv' bIÒ lI!I. smÔùH kaH{? ;ÒvvStu
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&ayk, pudg
Ÿ lse lekr iwþ$p K ãVy &ey hE'H iwþ Ae!le AnHta isâo, AnHta
ingodo- Ae b\ay, AeksmynI pyaRymaH, b\a &ey trIke Ae &ey? ne Ae &an?
ke na. Ae maro pyaRy je &an Ane huH j O &ey AnHtãVygu` ne pyaRyne &ey
krnaro hu.H Aekla K ãVyne &ey kruH Ae!luH &an nhÄ Aem. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
Ae &ey nhÄ p` Aena &annuH pir`mn-Aek smyno pyaRy, Ae!luH y &ey nhÄ,
vtRman &annuH Ae!luH y &ey nhÄ. &ey to AaquH ãVy gu` ne pyaRy, 5èy ={ne
AenHu &ey Ke. smÔùH kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke Aa to¸ bhu êcI vat Ke. Ae!le ke tenastŸna FrnI vat Ke.
(]ota: Ae &ey nhÄ, AaTmanI pyaRye y nhÄ...¦) Aek smy Aena &an
pUrtI pyaRy, Aevo &an KuH Ae &ayk Ke Ae!lo &ayk Ku?H Ae!luH j &ey Ke? Ae!luH
j &an Ke? ;so AEsa to nhÄ hE.' wgvan &ayk Ane K ãVyo, Aene &ey AevHu to
nhÄ AnHta isâo mara &ey Aem to nhÄ (ne) huH Ô`nar Ane AnHta isâo mara
&ey, Aem to nhÄ, AnHta kevzIAo maraH &ey Aem to nhÄ smÔùH kaH{? mezve
Ke ne Ae!le hzve-hzve Aave Ke.
Ôe ko{ Aesa smJega ik Òv vStu &ayk Ane pudg
Ÿ lse lekr iwþ$p K
ãVyo &ey- b\a AaTma hoH-AnHta ingod AnHta kevzIAo, Ae b\a &ey Ke, ;so
Osa to nhÄ hE.' Aahaha¦ jEsa {s smy khte hEH _s Ýkar hE- —AhH AyH y:
&anma5: wav: AiSm˜ AhH mEH (AyH y:) Ôe ko{ (&anma5: wav: AiSm)
cetna svRSv Osa vStuSv$p- huH to cetnasvRSv AEsa vStu Sv$p smÔy
Ke? ;s: &ey: n Ov' vh mEH &ey$p hUH , prHtu Osa &ey$p nhÄ hU¥, kEsa &ey$p
nhÄ hU-H —&ey: &anma5:.˜ xuH khe Ke...? cetna svRSv AevI vStuSv$p Ku,H p`
;s: &ey: n Ov' te huH &ey$p Ku,H AEsa meH &ey$p hu,H prHtu Aevo &ey$p nhÄ. kevo
&ey$p nhÄ ke ;&ey: &anma5:' ;Apne Òvse iwþ Kh ãVyÇke smUhka &anpna
ma5.' Ae!luH &ey, Aem to n=I. Aahaha¦ ;cetna svRSv AEsa vStuSv$p hU.¥
Aaqo cetnavStu ãVygu` ne pyaRy AaqI, Aevo je &ey te huH &ey Ku.H smÔùH
kaH{? ;vh mEH &ey$p hU¥.'
Aa K ãVy &ey ne huH &ayk Aem nhÄ. p`, AaquH cetnama5 svRSv vStu
AaqI. Aek vStu AaqI marI Ae &ey smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ Ôe ko{ —&anma5:
wav: AiSm˜- Aem kæuH Ke ne ;cetna svRSv AEsa vStuSv$p hU.¥ ' s: &ey: n
Aev: vh mEH &ey$p hu,H prHtu AEsa &ey$p nhÄ hu˜
H kEsa &ey$p nhÄ hU¥.? —&ey:
&anma5:˜ te &eyone Ô`vama5 &an$p &ey huH n=I. ;Apne Òvse iwþ Kh
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ãVyÇ ke smUhka Ônpna ma5.' - AevHu to n=I. ;wava=R {s Ýkar hE ik mEH &ayk,
smSt Kh ãVy mere &ey AEsa to nhÄ hE.' huH Ô`nar ne K ãVy Ô`va yoGy,
Ae!lo to nhÄ, Ô`va yoGy Ae!lo (Aem) nhÄ. Aaqo maruH ãVygu`pyaRy
Ô`va yoGy ne huH &ayk Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? huH pote Aaqo &ayk ne huH &ey
Aaqo KuH Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke w{ Aa KeLla }loko Ke ne { _tarxe Amuk Amuk
trIke Aek &eyxi› ne Aek &anxi› ne &atamaH AnHtxi› lex,e p` { Aek
&eyxi›maH AnHt AavI gya Aaqu.H b\uH AavI gyu.H smÔùH kaH[?
Aa AaTma ne AaTmanI AHdrnI vat cale Ke Aa. rag-äeØ=I maHDIne AnHt
isâo Ae b\aH &ey, AenHu &an, Ae!lo &ayk ne Ae maraH &ey Aem nhÄ. smÔùH
kaH{? { rag äeØ, pu~y pap=I maHDIne AnHt kezvIAo ke AnHt ingodo ke AnHt
isâo- AnHt K ãVyo- Ae!luH &ey ne huH &an Aem nhÄ. p` huH to Aaqo svRSv
cetnaSv$pma5 AaqI cIj KuH Ae &ey. smÔùH kaH{? Ae maruH &ey ;s: &ey: n
Ov' vh mEH &ey$p hU¥ prHtu Osa &ey$p nhÄ hU.¥ kEsa &ey$p nhI hU.¥ —&an&ey&at<mäStuma5: &ey:˜ j¡Ao...¦ phelaH 5` (bol) kæa, paKo co=o bol lex.e ;&an&ey-&at<Tv-vStuma5 &ey:' Aem ;&an&ey&at<mäStuma5: &ey:' smÔùH kaH{?
huH &an, huH &ey ne huH vStu { 5èy huH &ey 5` ={ ne &ey Aaqu.H JIùH Ke w{ Aa.
Aa &an, Aa &ey, Ane &at<, Ae 5èy &ey Ke 5`$pe huH AaquH &ey Ku.H AaquH
&an KuH ne AaquH &ey KuH ne Aaqo &ayk &ata KuH Ae 5` wed paDvamaH Aevae wed
maramaH n=I.
AenI ivxeØ vat khex.e
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]Ismysar- kzx !Ika sa|y-sa\k Ai\kar. Aa@mo }lok cale Ke.
wava=R Ke. —wava=R {s Ýkar hE ik mEH Apne Sv$pko ve>-vedk$pse Ônta hU.¥ ˜
xuH Ai\kar Ke Aa? &ey, &ata ne &an 5èy huH Aek j Ku.H huH Ô`nar Ane K ãVy
jày Ovo huH n=I Ae!lo huH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? vStu Aek$p inivRkLp Awed
Ke Aem isâ krvI Ke AhÄyaH. huH Ô`nar ne K ãVy jày AevHu Ae!luH Ae &ey n=I
maru.H jàva yoGy vStu jày ne huH Ô`nar, Ae!lo huH &ey n=I. Ane Ae!la &an
ma5ey huH n=I Aem. xuH kI\uH smÔù?H K ãVy jày Ae &ey Ae!lo &ey ma5 huH
n=I. Aene Ô`nar &an, Ae!la &an ma5 huH n=I. Ane &an je jày, Ae &ey
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jàtuH n=I, p` maro &anpyaRy &ey ={ne mne jày Ke. no smÔù?H Ae
&anna pyaRymaH je &ey jày Ke, Ae &ey nhÄ, Ae to maruH &an-pyaRy Ke, Ane
Ae &anpyaRy maro, sara ãVy gu` pyaRy, 5èyne Ôè Ke. Aekla prne Ôè Ke
Aem n=I. Ane Ae &ey, pr Ke O!lo nhÄ, huH to &an-&ey ne &ayk- 5` ={ne
huH &ey KuH Ô`nare y hu,H jàva yoGye y hu,H Ane Ô`nar &an Ae hu.H Ô`nar
&ayk wavey hu,H Ô`nar &aney hu,H jàva yoGy 5èy &ey p` hu.H JIùH Ke.
(]ota: Ae &ey Ke ne p`) &ey, AenamaH gya AaHhI xuH Ke? AanI AeksmynI
pyaRymaH jàà { to &annI pyaRy ={, Ane Ae &anpyaRy je!lo y nhÄ ne {
&eyne ÔùH Aene qreqr huH ÔùH Aem p` nhÄ.
khe Ke: j¡Ao 5` AaVyuH ne KeLlo xBd xuH AaVyo —&an&ey&at<mäStu ma5:˜
&ey: Aevo &ey huH Ku.H KeLla xBd Ke ne wa{ 5IÒ lI!Ina. }lokmaH KeLlI lI!I Ke
ne? ;&an&ey&at<mäStuma5:' Aevo &ey smÔùH kaH{? huH to &an, huH &ata, huH
&ey Ae 5èy ={ne huH &ey. bhu vat (sU"m¦) { kæuH ne j¡Ao ;mEH Apne Sv$pko
ve>-vedk$pse Ônta hU.H '
\maRTma, potana AaTmane, pr=I iwþ krIne, hu,H jàva yoGye y huH Ane
Ô`nare y hu,H jàva yoGye y huH ne Ô`nare y huH Aem ve>- vedk$p=I ÔùH Ku,H
mne ve> vedk$p=I ÔùH Ku.H pr jàvayoGy ne huH ÔùH Aem nhÄ. ko' smÔùH
AamaH? Ae AwedvStu Ke { inivRkLp AvS=a =taH { &ey, &ayk ne &ata 5`no
¹iÚmaH TyaH wed rheto n=I Aem btavvuH Ke. smÔùH kaH{? sMyGdxRn ¹iÚ =taH,
sMyGdxRnnI ¹iÚ =taH, ¹iÚna ivØymaH Aa &ey, Aa &ata ne Aa &an Aeva 5`
wed rheta n=I. smÔùH kaH{? pote Ô`nar, pote jàva yoGy, pote j &ayk
5èy cIj te Aek j Ke. Ô`nar &an, jàva yoGy &ey ne Aaqo &ayk Ae b\uH
huH Aek j Ku.H ware vat wa{ wUta=RvStu AekSv$pe, AevI AHtr &ey, bIÔ to ÝÆ
ÉyaHy ræa, ke inim¿ne ÔùH KuH ke inim¿ mne jày Ke Ae nhÄ, AhÄyaH to huH ÔùH
KuH ne huH jàvayoGy KuH Aevo Awed Ane &ayk p` huH j KuH AevI Awed ¹iÚ
AHtrmaH krvI, Aa AenHu nam inivRkLp sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke smÔùH kaH{?
phelaH kæu'H tuH ne ke bH\ ne moÙna pDta ivkLpo to dUr rho, pKI ãVy Ùe5 kaz
wavna wHg p` dUr rho A=va xi›na AnHtgu`xi›na wed dUr rho, pKI {
ãVyÙe5kazwavna wHg wed dUr rho, ne &ey &an &atana 5` wed p` n=I maramaH
(huH to AwedSv$p Ku)H Aa... re vat hve Aa bhar=I ÔetaH ke!luH AHdr Ôevay?
jem Ôenar huH KuH Ane Aa jày Ke- Aem njr krIne kre Ke ke nE? Aem huH
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|yeypUvkR &ey
Ôenar KuH ne Aa jày Ke Aevo wedye AemaH nhÄ Aem khe Ke AHdrmaH Aa to vat
bihrŸbiu âmaH g{, ke Aa &ey jày Ane huH ja`nar Ae to bihrŸbiu âmaH g{ vat
p` huH Aek jàvalayk ne huH ÔùH &anäara Ane &ayk, Aeva 5` Ýkar p` Aa
vStu _pr ¹iÚ pDtaH, Ae 5` Ýkar wed¹iÚ rhetI n=I. Aohohoho¦ (]ota: { to
AäEtb/ï =yu¦H ) AäEtb/ï Ke { pote Aeklo ¦ Aaqa b\a AaTmanI vat n=I
AhÄyaH. äEt wastuH n=I. n=I AavI gyuH phelaH !IkamaH - —_dyit n ny]IrŸStmeit
Ýma`mŸ˜ vStu to vStu Ke¦ gu` Ke, pyaRy Ke p` b\uH &ey Ke. b\ano Ô`nar
&an Ke ne Aaqo ={ne huH &ayk Ku.H Aohoho¦ ware vat wa{.
kar`ke &ey Ke sama K ãVy Ae to Aek &annI, Aek pyaRy bihmuq
R pyaRy
Ke Aena ivØymaH Ae!luH &an to AavI Ôy Ke. xuH kI\u?H K ãVy Ke AnHta isâo Ke,
ingod Ke, Ae to &annI Aek bihmuq
R prlÙI pyaRymaH Ae!luH to &an AavI Ôy
Ke. Ae!lo huH n=I huH to Ae pyaRysiht AaquH ãVy ne gu` ne pyaRyno ®pD, te maruH
&ey Ke, teno huH Ô`nar KuH Ane &ayk p` Ae huH j Ku.H (Ò ha¦)
kæuH ne ;{silye mera nam &an' xuH khe Ke? ve>-vedk$pe huH ÔùH KuH ma!e maruH
nam &an. &eyne pr&eyne ÔùH ma!e maruH nam &an, Aem nhÄ. xuH kI\u?H huH mara
Sv$pne ve> nam jàvalayk Ane vedk nam Ô`valayk Aem ÔùH KuH —{silye
mera nam hI &an hE˜ mne j huH jàvayoGy ne Ô`nar Ku,H bIj¡H ko{ Ke nhÄ. AevI
AHtmuq
R maH vStuSv$pmaH ¹iÚ =taH, Aene (Awedne) deqtaH Ae!le ke Aene deqtaH ne
deqnar Ovo wed nhÄ rhetaH (A=aRt)Ÿ Aane deqHu KuH vStune Ane huH deqnar &an
KuH Aevo wed p` n rhetaH, Sv&eyne huH Ô`nar pote vedvalayk ne vednar pote
&ayk p` huH Ku,H AevI Aek$p AHtrŸ¹iÚ =vI tene inivRkLp sMyGdxRnno ivØy
khe Ke. Aahaha¦ ware vat wa{, smÔùH kaH{?
yt: mEH Aap äara Ônne yoGy hU-H hu,H mara äara Ô`vayoGy Ku¸H huH pr äara
Ô`vayoGy KuH Aem Kë nhÄ. mEH Aap äara Ônne yoGy hU,H {silAe mera nam &ey
hE. deqo, mEH Aap äara Ônne yoGy hUH , {slIye mera nam &ey hE. &an p` huH Ku,H
ve> vedk$pe Ô`naro huH &an Ane mara äara huH ÔùH mne ma!e huH &ey KuH Aahaha¦
hÒ to tkraruH bharmaH rhI g{ b\I, dehnI iÊya Ane vaÌnI iÊya=I \mR =ay
Ane dya-dan-v/t-wi›naH piràm=I p` \mR =ay Ae to ÉyaHy bhar rhI
gya Aa AenHu &an Ae!lo y huH nhÄ Aem khe Ke, AenI samuH mare Ôe{ne mne &an
=ay Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Vyvharna &anne huH ÔùH Vyvhar &ey trIke Ke Aem huH
Ôù,H te!lo y &ey huH nhÄ. Ane Ae!lo Ô`nar &anno pyaRy, te!lo y huH nhÄ.
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Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
&ayk Svwav, icdanHdmUitR Ae jàvayoGy, Ae Ô`nar &an Ane huH mara
äara jàë KuH ma!e huH &ey. smÔù?H
;yt: AEsI do xi›yÇse lekr AnHt xi›$p hU˜
H {silye mera nam &ata
xuH Ke vzI? Aahahaha¦ Aam ne Aam rJzI myeaR Ke pote ko` Ke Aene Ôeva nvro
(=to n=I ne) bharne ÔevamaH ivkLp Ke, Ane bH\nuH kar` Ke. du:qnuH kar` Ke,
smÔùH kaH{?
AhÄyaH to Aem isâ kre Ke: ke rag-äeØ to huH nhÄ, p` rag-äeØne Ô`vanI
pyaRy =ay Ae!lo y huH nhÄ, Ane rag-äeØ &ey, Ae qreqr &ey nhÄ. Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{? Aa Vyvhar je ivkLp é@e, dya dan wi› Ae to ivkLpnuH _T=an.
v<i¿Ao Ke Ae cEtNySv$p n=I. Ae v<i¿Ao é@e Aene ÔùH Ane Ae v<i¿Ao te &ey
Aem nhÄ Ane Aene ÔùH Aevo pyaRy =ay, Ae!luH j &an Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ware
JIùH wa{, AaTmtÀvne phÇcva ma!e AwedpùH =vuH Ôe{Ae, Aene @ekaè ÉyaHnI
ÉyaH laze cDavI dI\a ibcarane frIne mrI Ôy, heran ={ne haLyo Ôy smÔùH
kaH{?
vStu AHdr siCcdanHd Sv$p Ke. AaTma, stŸ xa¬t &ananHdmUitR Sv$p Ke
Ae to. Aena Sv$pmaH khe Ke prne l{ne huH ÔùH Aem nhÄ, prne Ô`vano pyaRy
Ae!lo huH nhÄ p` maro Svwav, huH pote j mara &eyne ÔùH Ku.H Ô`nar huH KuH Ane
jànare y huH KuH Ae Aaid xi›Aono AnHt xi›AonuH sTv &ayk te p` huH Ku.H
Aeva cEtNyãVyno Awedpè AaTmano Anuwv krvo, Aa AenHu nam Anuwv ne
sMyGdxRn Ke. Aahaha¦ ma`sne ma=uH frI Ôy AevHu Ke ne AamaH to (]ota: devguÌ-xaÏnI ]âa ne) \UzmaH y hve, dev, guÌ,\mRnI ]âa to ÉyaHy rhI g{ Ae
ragmaH. AaHhI to AenHu &an ne Ae &ey,Ae &an nhÄ ne Ae &ey nhÄ Aem khe Ke
AhÄya to, dev-guÌ Ke, vStu Ke, K ãVy Ke, b\uyH Ke. dev-guÌ n AaVya AemaH?
isâ AaVya, dev AaVya, guÌ AaVya- b\uH AaVyuH AemaH, xaÏ n AaVya AemaH?
b\uH AaVyu.H p` { K ãVy je AaTma isvay Ke, Ae!luH j &ey Ke maruH &ey Aem nhÄ.
huH to Aaqa mara AaTma vDe mne ÔùH Ae huH &ey Ku.H Aahaha¦
Ane K ãVyne Ô`vanI pyaRy je!luH &an huH nhÄ, huH to Aaqa ãVygu`pyaRyne
Aaqane ÔùH AevHu Ae maruH &an Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? bhu JIùH mazu?H
sHcamaH to Aam f! d{ne kre ne ds hÔr, vIs hÔr peda =ay, halo halo AaHkDo
wego krI naqe (]ota: lokalokne Ôè Ke ne¦) AenI Aek smynI pyaRymaH
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|yeypUvkR &ey
lokalok jày bihrŸmq
u ,e Ae!luH y maruH &an nhÄ ne Ae!lo { maro &ey nhÄ, le
Aem khe Ke AhÄyaH to, xuH khe Ke? Aa jgt-caEd b/ïaHD Ke ne qalI wag Ke AnHt,
qalI wag Ke ne qalI, qalI, qalI, qalI, AnHt AnHt O maraH &ey Ane huH
Aene &annI AvS=amaH ÔùH Ae!luH { &ey nhÄ ne Aene Ô`vavazo pyaRy, Ae!lo
Ae &ane y nhÄ. wa{¦ huH to Aaqa ãVygu` mara AnHtgu`no ®pD &ayk Aene huH
&ey trIke huH &anmaH ÔùH ne &ayk p` huH Aeva 5` Ýkarna wed p` marI cIjmaH
n=I. AevI vStunI AnuwiU t =vI, Aa AenHu nam sMyGdxRn, AenHu nam AaTmano
saÙaTkar Aa AenHu nam mui›no _pay Aare AavuH b\uH krva jxo to pKI Aa ko{
krxe nhÄ khe Ke. Aa mHidr, mHidrnI pUÔ, Aek to j¡vainya krta n=I, Ane vzI
Ôe AavuH AenI pase mUkxo to j¡vainya wagxe naiStk ={ne khe, Are¦ saHwzne
maza hve, Aene krva kaze Aevo ivkLp AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ, wi› Aaid ho, p`
Ae xuwwav Ke, Ae ho, AenI koè na paDI Ke p` Ae xuwwav, Ae AaTmanuH Ae!luH
j &ey Ke Aem nhÄ, Aaqa lokaloknuH &ey p` Ae!luH j &ey Ke Aem nhÄ, Aaqa
lokalokne Ô`vano pyaRy, Ae!laH &anma5 KuH Aevoy nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?
Aahaha¦
wgvan AaTma AnHt AnHt jena Aek gu`maH &anmaH, AnHt kevz&an
sma{ gyaH, Aek smymaH lokalok Ôè Ane { mitmaH ne ]ut &anmaH y jày
Ke ne kevzmaH y jày. p` AevI AevI to AnHtI pyaRy, jena Aek gu`maH sma{
Ôy, Aeva Aeva AnHta gu`nuH Aek$p, Ae maruH &ey, Aene Ô`naruH &an te &an,
Ae Aaqo &ayk, te huH Ok Ku,H smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦
lakDuH n=I jàtuH Aem khe Ke ATyare to. lakDuH jàtuH n=I, &anno pyaRy,
Ae pè pir`Myo Ke te jày Ke. KtaH, Ae &ey Ke te!luH j &ey maruH Ke Aem n=I.
Aa lakDano daqlo AaPyo Aem lokalok. maruH &ey jàva yoGy lokalok Ke
Ae!luH &ey n=I mare. maruH &ey to AnHtgu`no ®pD Aaqo &ayk Ane ãVygu`pyaRy
AaquH te maruH &ey Ke. Ane Aa lokalokne Ô`va je!lI AenI &annI pyaRy,
AvS=a Ae!luH maruH &an n=I. maruH &an to AnHtaãVygu`no ®pD Aevo wgvan
AaTma, Aena gu`pyaRy, Aene Ô`naruH &an, Aeva &anvazo (Ku)H . { to éò
=yo jàva yoGy y huH ne Ô`nare y huH ne &ayke y huH ware ware vat wa{ AavI
vat, Aa AaTmiv>a Ke Aa smÔy Ke? (]ota: bharmaH éDI Ôy Ke) bharmaH
éDI gyuH Ke ne AHdrmaH Ke j ke id' htuH Tyare _De ne? bharnuH rhex,e ßyaH su\I rag
Ke, rag Ke, TyaH su\I ho deqaxe iÊya p` xrIrnI =vanI hoy { =xe, pUÔ-wi›,
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je =vanuH hoy te p` Aena Sv$pmaH j¡Ao to mUz¹iÚmaH, Ae ivkLp Ane AenHu &an
Ane AenHu same &ey, Ae!lo AaTma n=I. Aem ¹iÚmaH AaTmane n Lye, TyaH su\I
Aolo ivkLp ne Aolane Vyvhar p` khevato n=I. Om khe Ke Aare¦ raD naqe
Ke, ke!lak to j¡vainyane bapu Aene stŸ vStu Ke, { stŸ smjtaH Aene stŸ=I w/Ú
=xe? smÔy Ke?
Aam to Anaid=I w/Ú Ke j. vStunI iS=it siCcdanHd Ýwu pUàRndH kHd
AaTma Aena AnHtgu`no Aek rskHd Aena=I to ptIt Ke j. ragne potano mane
Ke xrIrne potanuH mane Ke A=va ALp&dxa vtRman AenI potanI mane Ke, AevDI
j Ke Aem mane Ke, Ae ptIt to Ke j smjaùH kaH{? mha cEtNy sagr wgvan
AaTma, AnHt gu`no sagr, cEtNy rTnakr jena Aekke gu`maH Aaqa lokalokne
Ôè AevI Aek Aek pyaRy, AevI AnHtI pyaRy to Ona Aek gu`maH pDI Ke Aeva
AnHtgu`no wgvan AaTma, Ae maruH &ey Ke. lokalok Ae &ey nhÄ Aem khe Ke.
Aene Ô`vuH Ae maruH &an Ke Ane Ae b\uH ={ne huH Aaqo &ayk KuH Aahaha¦ smÔùH
kaH{? smÔy Ke Aa? Aa smÔy Ke Aem khIO ne AoluH b\uH bharnuH to smÔy
j ne mane Ke ne. ware wa{ vat AavI.
;{silye mera nam &ata Osa nam wed hE vStuwde nhÄ hE.' xuH khe Ke?
maramaH AevHu jàva yoGy, Ô`nar, b\I xi›no ®pD te &ayk Aeva namwed ho
vcnmaH bolva ma!e vStumaH wed n=I, vStu to AqHDanHdÝwu cEtNy hIro Aaqo
AqHD Ke Aene AHtrmaH njrmaH levo ne AemaH AwedmaH Anuwv krvo, Aa AenHu
nam \mR Ane xaHit Ke. Ae ivna \mR ne xaHit 5`kazmaH bIje ÉyaHy Ke nhÄ
smÔùH kaH{?
maze ko{ id' njr, jgtnI cIj hoy to Ôeva ma!e njr naqI ne Aam
JI`v!=I j¡v,e p` Ôenar Aene Ae Ôenar potane kem Ôevo AenI qbr n mze¦
je njre prne Ôeva mage Ke !g !g krIne Ae njre pote ko` Ke Aem ÔevanI njr
krto n=I (]ota: njr kem =tI n=I¦) krto n=I ma!e =atI n=I. kem hxe?
Aahaha¦ Aa p` bharmaH paHc-pcas laq $ipya (no) droDo pDto hoy? he?H
NyaH saruH njr !g-!g kyaR kre Aa pEsa AaVya, Aa peda =ya Aa v|ya¦ xuH v|yuH
p` tne? \Uz v\I? (]ota: AemaH p` suq ke!luH Ke¦) suq n=I, du:qno #glo
Ke Ae vqte Ae mne mZya Aevo wav du:qno #glo Ke, mH#U ={ne mane ke suq Ke
Ae to ko` na paDe? ko'Ae nÞI krvuH pDxe ne ke Aa xuH khe Ke? xuH hxe? he?H na,
na hmàH Anuwv =ay Ke ne =oDo =oDo Ae to Anaidno Aem j Ke. \UzmaHy kaH{
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|yeypUvkR &ey
n=I mftno manIne be@o Ke Aahaha¦
wgvan AanHdmUitR Ke AaTma, AaTmamaH inTy AtIiNãy AanHdrs pD–o
Ke, Aene AaTma khIAe. Aa pu~y-papna ivkLp Ke { to AaTma n=I, { to ivkar
Ke. xrIr, vaÌ, mn to jD-ma!I Ke. AtIiNãy AanHd Ke Ae!lo p` huH &ey n=I
Aem khe Ke AhÄ to. Ane AenHu &an krvuH Ae!luH y maruH &an n=I. Ane AtIiNãy
AanHd Ae!lo y huH &ayk n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? AtIiNãyAanHd Ýwu Aeva
to AnHta AnHt gu` AaTmamaH Ke. Svwav Ke ne Svwavne Ùe5nI myaRdanI j$r
n=I. Aena sam+yRnI j$r Ke Aek Aek AtIiNãy AanHd, AtIiNãy&an,
AtIiNãy]âa, AtIiNãy xaHit, AtIiNãy Ýwuta Aeva AnHtgu`$p Aek AenHu je
&an te &an, Ane Ae &ayk te hu,H Ane te maruH &ey bIj¡H &ey Aem nhÄ. p` {
5`na wedye vcnma5 Ke Aem khe Ke AhIyaH to potamaH &an-&ey ne &ata Ae
vcnno kLlol Ke. ivkLpno kLlol Ke {, vStumaH { n=I Aem khe Ke. j¡Ao
;&an&eykH LlolvLgnŸ' Ae vStuna 5` nam wle pD–a maramaH ne maramaH hoH?
prnI hare kaH{ nhÄ.
huH AnHtgu`no ®pD &ayk huH pote &an b\ane ÔùH Aevo huH &an Ane huH mne
mara äara jàë Aevo huH &ey O namwed ho, smÔy Ke? vStuwde n=I. vStumaH
{ 5` Ýkar n=I, vStu to Aekakar b\uH Ke Ae &an-&ey ne &ayk Aek j vStu Ke.
smÔy Ke kaH{? ;Kh #aza' maH Aave Ke. Aave Ke ke nE &an &ata ne &ey¦ { b\uH
lI\uH Ke AhÄya nynuH ;_dyit n ny]I rŸStmeit Ýma`mŸ'
wgvan Sv$pmaH ßyaH AHtrmaH AnuwvmaH Aave, nynI l"mI sHta{ Ôy
Ke¸ inÙep kaH{ deqato n=I. Ýma`-Ýma` b\uH Aa=mI Ôy Ke¦
—wava=R {s Ýkar hE ke vcnna wed Ke vStumaH wed n=I.˜ smÔù?H goz
kho, gzp` kho Ane gzp`nI mI@ax kho Ae b\uH Aek j Ke. Aem &ey kho toy
huH jàvayoGy hoy toy hu,H Ô`nar hoy toy hu,H Ane AevI AnHtxi›no ®pD
&ayk hoy toy huH (Ku)H ko' hve AamaH éDI Ôy Ke ke nhÄ b\u?H éDI te, AHdrnI
¹iÚmaH { Ke j nhÄ kaH{. ßyare, AHtrŸ¹iÚmaH iS=r rhI n xke, Tyare Aevo
xuwivkLp hoy Ke, dya-dan-v/t-wi›-pUÔ Aaid hoy Ke to Ae!luH &ey trIke
p` KuH Aem Ae vqte &anI manto n=I. Ane Aena &an trIke AenHu &an Ae!luH
&an KuH Aem p` &anI manto n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦
Ae cEtNyna AHtrna rhSy ne mmR Aeè ko{ id' ÔeyaH j n=I AnHt kaz
#srDa ka#Ine, mrI Gyo. TyagI +yo, sa\u +yo, bavo +yo, mrI Gyo krIne, dIÙa
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lI\I dÙa smßya ne? loc kyaÅ AnHtvar muDH aVyaH p` Aa AaTmanu,H AavuH wan
(kyaR) ivna, Ae b\uH Aleqe gyuH Aahaha¦ ;muinv/t \ar AnHt var g/Ivk
_pÔyaE. pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payaE..˜ Aa Aatm&annI vat Ke
Aa. smÔùH kaH{?
Lyo¦ { }lok (kzx) pUro =yo.
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Aapè calto ivØy Ke bso Aekoter-270 maH Ae ka#I naQyuH ke: (car
wed- ãVy, Ùe5, kaz, wavna maramaH n=I, AnHtnyona wed n=I) j¡Ao AhÄ
Awedne isâ kre Ke. wgvan AaTma Aek$p vStu Ke Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke
|yey Ke. A=aRtŸ Awed vStu Ke tene Aa]ye ]âa &an xaHit AanHd Aaid ÝaPt
=ay Ke. te=I AwednI vaStiv›a xuH Ke AenuH v`Rn (kre Ke) je (smysar)
11mI ga=amaH wUdT=miSsdo qlu sMmaid‚I hvid Òvo.. 11.. Aeno ivxeØ
ivStar krIne iwþ, iwþ Ýkare (v`Rve Ke). Awedpàno Aa]y levo Ane
AwedpànuH &an krvuH, AwedvStumaH iS=r =vuH Ae vatnuH v`Rn kre Ke. je
mu¹anI mUz rkm carno inØe\ kyÈ, hve 5`no inØe\ kre Ke. j¡Ao ne Aohoho¦
huH rag to nhÄ, xrIr to nhÄ, vaÌ nhÄ, Aek ãVy KuH Aevo j¡do wed, Ùe5 KuH
kaz wed, wav wed AevuH Ke nhÄ. vStu toy huH, Ùe5 toy huH, kaz toy huH, ne wav
toy huH i5kaz Aevo AaTma AqHD ne Awedno Aa]y krvo, Ae \mRnuH kar` Ke
ko' smÔy Ke kaH{?
hve, to AhÄyaH 5` bol, huH Ô`nar, &anäara huH Ô`naro &an Ane
jày prãVy K ãVy, Ae marI &anpyaRymaH K ãVy jày, Ae!lI pyaRyvazoy
huH nhÄ, Ae!lo &ey huH nhÄ. JIÌ vat Ke. &annI AvS=amaH, K ãVy jày AevHu
je &eypùH AeksmynI pyaRynuH Ae qruH &ey nhÄ. K ãVy to &ey nhÄ, p` Aek
smynI pyaRymaH K ãVy jày AevI AeksmynI pyaRy, Ae!lo p` huH &ey ne
Ae!lo &an huH nhÄ, smÔy Ke kaH{? potano &ey pote¸ pote Ô`nar, pote
jàva yoGy, pote &ata Ova 5` wed p` jemaH nhÄ prno j &ata, pr &ey hu,H
marI pyaRymaH pr&ey jày, te!lo hu,H te!lo to nhÄ, p` huH Sv&ey- AaqI cIj
te Sv&ey Aeno Ô`nar ne &ata Aeva 5` wed p` maramaH n=I. Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{? Ae vat kre Ke j¡Ao.
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KeLlamaH KeLluH AwednI iS=itnuH v`Rn Ke¦
;wava=R Aam Ke ke' phel=e I wava=R Aam Ke khe Ke. hÒ kI\aH phelaH. Ae!le
ke hve khevHu Ke AenHu Sv$p Aam Ke Aem Aeno wav Aa Ke ke, je khevHu Ke Aeno wav
Aa Ke ke ;&ey-&ayk sHb\H ivØe FÌ w/aiH t cale Ke.
Svpr Ýkask skit hmarI.
tatEH vcn wed w/m warI..
&ey dxa duiv\a prgasI.
inj$pa pr$pa wasI..
(smysar na!k-sa|y-sa\k äar 46) &eyna be Ýkar: Aek inj$p&ey
jàvalayk Ane Aek pr$p&ey jàvalayk. AemaH p` pr$p jàva layk
&ey Ae!lo y huH nhÄ. Aem AaHhI isâ krvuH Ke. Aohohoho¦ &annI pyaRymaH,
AnHta isâoy AavI gya, K ãVymaH to he?H AnHta kevzI AavI gya, Ae &annI
pyaRymaH AnHta kevzIAo isâo, K ãVy Aena gu`pyaRyo AeksmymaH Ô`vanI
pyaRy Aa!la &eyne Ôè, te!lo &anma5 ne te!lo &eyma5 huH nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?
—Aa &ey &ayk sHbH\ ivØe FÌ w/aHit cale Ke, te=I ko{ Aem smjxe ke
ÒvvStu &ayk, Ane pudg
Ÿ l=I maHDIne iwþ$p K ãVyo &ey Ke˜ huH Aek Ô`nar
KuH Ane mara=I iwþ b\aH AnHta K ãVyo te mne &ey Ke¸ Om p` n=I Aem khe
Ke. Aahaha¦ xe@I Aohoho¦ ;pudg
Ÿ l=I maHDIne iwþ$p K ãVyo j¡Ao Aa xrIr,
rag, prmaTma, AnHt ingod pHcprmei¤, Ane AnHta prmaùAona SkH\o, AnHta
ingod Aaid Ae b\aH mne Ô`valayk Ke Ane huH Aeno Ô`nar Ku?H na, Ae!lo
huH Kë j nhÄ. Aa AaTma ke!lo Ke, kevDo Ke AenI vat kre Ke, smÔùH kaH{?
Ae K ãVy je &ey Ke Ane huH Ô`nar KuH ;prHtu Aem to n=I' hÇ. Aem khe Ke.
Ae!lo huH nhÄ ne Aem nhÄ hÇ? Aahaha¦ AmrcHdwa{, ware vat KeLlo kzxŸ Aa
Awedno pKI to bIÒ iwþtanI vatuH lexe AaHhI to wUta=R vStu Aek$p vStu
AemaH khe Ke ke Aava prno Ô`nar huH ne huH &ayk ne pr mne jày, bs Ae cIj
hu,H ke na Aevo to huH n=I smÔy Ke kaH{? Aa xrIrno \mR ÒvpdmaH jày Ke.
lokna Svwavo &annI pyaRymaH jày Ke khe Ke ke Ae!lo j &ey Kë? Ane Ae
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&eyne K ãVyne Ô`vano je pyaRy maro vtRman, Ae!luH j &an Ke? Ane Ae!luH j
&ey Ke? Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? na. ;jem hmàH khevamaH Aave Ke tem Ke.'
—AhmŸ AyH y: &anma5: wav: AiSm˜- huH je ko{ cetnasvRSv AevI
vStu Sv$p KuH Aeklo &ata-¹Úa cEtNy Svwav pUr` Sv$p svRSv cEtNy Sv$pe
huH Ku.H smÔy Ke? —AevI vStu Sv$p Sv&ey te huH &ey$p Ku˜
H deqo huH OkvStu
cetn Anaid AnHt &anSv$p wgvan &anmUitR te huH &ey Ku.H K ãVy &ey, Ae!lo
nhÄ, K ãVy &ey Ae &ey nhÄ. K ãVyna &eynuH &an, Ae!luH &an nhÄ Ane K ãVy
&ey te &ey nhÄ. xe@I¦ Ajr Pyala Ke Aa Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke? khe Ke ke
mara isvay je!laH K ãVy Ke, Aena ãVygu`pyaRyne huH rcuH to nhÄ kruH to nhÄ p`
te &ey je Ke. K ãVyo marI &annI pyaRymaH jàvalayk Ae!lo &ey j KuH ne O
&annI pyaRy Ae!luH j &an KuH Aem nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{? \Ime=I smjva jevI
vat Ke, Aa to tdŸn Aekdm wgvan AaTma cEtNysvRSvno ®pD Aaqo te pote
potanuH &ey Ke Aek smynI pyaRy, K ãVy jemaH jày. K ãVy jày Ae!lo j
&ey Ane Ae!luH j &an? ke na Ae!lo nhÄ. Ae pyaRy to Aek AHx ={ gyo.
smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦
—cetnasvRSv AevI huH vStu pU`SR v$p Sv&ey te huH &ey$p Ku˜
H ko' smÔy
Ke ke nhÄ AamaH ritwa{ xuH puStk, puStk lI\uH n=I? Aene smÔy nhÄ AemaH
AHdr, xuH kre? puStkna Aa xBdno A=R (Aa) =ay Ke qbr pDe ne ke Aa xBdno
Aa A=R Ke AamaH¦ AemaH Fre (vaHce to) mÇ-ma=uH ha= Aave OvuH n=I gjno AaHko
sUJe AevHu n=I NyaH Aahaha¦
khe Ke ke tuH kevDo ne ÉyaH Ko? xuH tuH &annI AeksmynI pyaRymaH K ãVyo
jày te!luH &ey, tuH Ko? Ane te!luH &an tuH Ko? Aahaha¦ rag Aaid to nhÄ, pu~y
pap to nhÄ, kmR xrIr nhÄ, Aa K ãVynuH krvuH rcvuH to nhÄ, p` K ãVynuH &an,
&anmaH &ey$pe =ay, Ae!loy pyaRy je &ey =ay, O!luH &ey nhÄ, Ane Ae!luH &an?
Ae!luH &aney huH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? smjmeH Aata hE ke nhÄ xe@?
sU"m Ke¦
Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma, cEtNysvRSv jenHu Sv$p, cEtNysvRSv &ayk
jenHu Sv$p AemaH AeksmynI pyaRymaH Ø!ŸãVy jày, Ae!lo pyaRyma5 &ey kem
hoy ne Ae!lo pyaRyma5 &an huH kem hoë? huH to svRSvcEtNymUitR AaTma Ku.H
smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ Awedna Aa]yno, Aa]y krvo { Awed kevo, Aem
AhÄ v`Rve Ke¦ Aek smynI (&an) pyaRymaH K ãVyo jày Aoho AnHta kevzI
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jày Aahaha¦ ]ut&annI pyaRymaH hÇ, ]ut&annI Aek smynI pyaRymaH
AnHtakevzI jày. Aey KtaH, AeksmynI pyaRy je!luH maruH &an nhÄ Aek
smynI pyaRymaH AnHta isâo jày Ø!ŸãVy Ke ke nhÄ? xuH kI\uH Aa? Aahaha¦
maro &anno pyaRy, ]ut&anno vtRmanmaH, Aek AHx je Ke { AnHta isâonakevzInuH Sv$p AnHta je Ke, Aene &ey trIke maro pyaRy Ôè Ke¦ p` khe Ke Ae!la
b\a AnHta kevzIAo, AnHta isâo ne Aena=I AnHtguà ingod Aaid, AenI
svR&xi›Ao AnHtI b\anI, Aoho, smÔùH kaH{? svR& AnHt Ýg! Ane
svR&xi›vHt AVy› AnHt AaTmaAo Ane Aek Aek prmaù svRSv AnHtguòno
®pD Ke Ae to jD Acetn AenI pyaRymaH, pUr`ta AnHt guÌ pyaRy b\I \ozI,
lIlI Aaid pyaRyo- Ae b\aHne maraH &annI Aek smynI pyaRy &ey trIke Ôè,
Ae!lo Aeksmyno pyaRy je!luH ne AevDuH Ôè te!lo pyaRyma5 huH nhÄ. Aahaha¦
xowalalÒ¦ ware vat p` Aek smynI pyaRymaH AnHta kevzIAone jaè
svR&xi›vHtne Ôè Ke ne Aahaha¦ Ane te AHx je Ke, te!luH &ey p` nhÄ Ane
te!luH &an p` nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ rajmlÒ Aa to loijk=I vat cale
Ke. Aek smyna AHxnI &andxa, te!luH j &ey? bakI b\I vStu AnHt gu`no ®pD
Ýwu, cEtNy®pD Aaqo cEtNysvRSv rhI Ôy Ke ne &eymaH Aaqo rhI Ôy Ke ne
Ane &anmaH p` Aaqo rhI Ôy Ke, AaquH Sv$p &anma5 cEtNy Ke. smÔùH
kaH{? Aahaha¦
ragne krvuH Ane ragne rcvuH Ae to maramaH n=I, p` ragne Ô`vuH AevI je
&annI pyaRy, Ae!lo p` huH n=I. smÔùH kaH{? Vyvharno ivkLp é@e dya dan
Aaid ivkLpo Ae pr&ey Ke. Ae pr&eynuH &an marI pyaRymaH =ay, Ae!lo pyaRy
p` &ey Sv&ey Ae!luH nhÄ. Sv&ey Ae!luH nhÄ ne Sv&an Ae!luH nhÄ. smÔùH
kaH{? huH Ae Vyvharvazo ne K ãVyvazo to nhÄ. huH Ae Vyvharvazo, K ãVyvazo,
bayDI KokraHvazo, Aa§/vvazo Aevo to huH nhÄ, p` Ae sHb\H InuH marI &annI
pyaRymaH je &an =ay, AevDo huH &an nhÄ ne AevDuH huH &ey nhÄ. xe@I Aahaha¦ xena
Aiwman =ay, khe Ke Aa K ãVy Ô~ya bapu K ãVy Ô~ya hoy to Ae to &annI
pyaRy Aek AHx Ke AemaH =yuH xuH Aaha¦ Ane Ae!luH j &anma5 wgvan to Aeva
AnHta AHxno ®pD Aek gu` Ke Ane Aeva-Aeva to AnHta gu`no ®pD te ãVy Ke
AevHu je cEtNynuH svRSv Aaqu,H AanuH ãVygu`pyaRy cEtNynuH svRSv Ae &ey Ke.
cEtNynuH ãVynuH gu`nuH pyaRynuH svRSv te &ey Ke, Aeksmyno pyaRy te &ey Ane Aek
smyno pyaRy te &an, Ae!lo huH nhÄ. bhu AakruH Aahaha¦
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Aa !aHkè j¡Ao ne inmaR`nuH Ke ne idvs Ke ne? to khe Ke ke Aa!luH &ey huH nhÄ.
xenHu Aiwman krvuH Ke? Ae!lo &an huH nhÄ O!la AHxnuH &an &ey mane to
im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aek smynI &annI AvS=a ne KãVy
Ôè Ae!lI takatvazI Ae!luH j ÒvnuH &ey mane, Ane Ae!lo j pyaRy &an
Sv$p O!lo j Ke Aem mane, pyaRybuiâ Ke im+ya¹iÚ Ke Aahaha¦ kho, ware vatuH
wa{ AavI vStu vStu vStu OvI Ke wa{ Aeva Aeva AnHta AHxo to pI gyo Ke
&angu`, AeksmymaH AnHta kevz&an jày, AnHta svR& Òvo, svR&
xi›vaza svR& xi›vaza Aek smynI pyaRymaH jày, AevHu to Aek smynI
pyaRy pI g{ Ke Aen,e Ane hve AevI AeksmynI pyaRyno AHx to &an AnHtne
pI gyo Ke AHdr, hve Ae!lo AHx ÉyaH tuH &ey Ane &an Ko? Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
kæuH ne j¡Ao ke —&anma5: wav: AiSm˜ —AhmŸ AyH y: &anma5: wav:
AiSm˜ cetna svRSv AevI vStu Sv$p Ku.H Ke ne —s: &ey:˜ te huH &ey Ku.H huH &ey
Aa!lo cEtNyma5 AaquH Sv$p pUàRndH vStu te &ey KuH te maruH &ey ne te huH &an
ne teno huH &ata Aahaha¦ ko' smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vat svR& isvay, i5kazmaH
ÉyaHy ho{ xke nhÄ, kar` ke vStu j AavI wgvan AaTma Aek smyna pyaRymaH
b\uH jày je!lo nhÄ. Aahaha¦ huH to AaquH cEtNy svRSv ãVymaH wrelHu &an
gu`maH wrelHu &an, AnHta gu`maH VyapelHu &an { b\o Aaqo AaTma ={ne huH
Sv&ey KuH. Aek smyna pyaRyno &ey ma5 nhÄ, p` svRSv&anma5 Aaqo
AaTma te huH Sv&ey KuH Aahaha¦
&anma5 —s: &ey: n Ov˜ prHtu Aeva &ey$p n=I¸ keva &ey$p n=I Aem
khe Ke. Aek pdna !ukDa be kyaR —&anma5: wav: AiSm˜ s: &ey smÔy Ke?
—n Ov˜ xuH khe Ke p` huH Aeva &ey$p n=I, keva &ey$p n=I —&ey&anma5:˜
potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona smUhna Ô`pàma5 &ey Ae!lo huH n=I. smßya
xuH kaH{? —&ey&anma5:˜ &eyna &anpà ma5 te!lo huH n=I. Aahaha¦ &annI
Aek smynI AvS=a, Ae K ãVyne &ey trIke Ôè, te!lo huH &ey$p n=I. —n
Ov˜ &ey$p n=I, te!la &ey$p n=I. svRSv&aykSv$p i5kaz Ke te!lo te huH
&ey$p KuH AiSt naiSt krI. Aahaha¦ ware k@` pDe ma`sne p` shelHu Ke Aa
AenI cIj Aa rIte j Ke. je rIte hoy Om ÝaPt =ay ke je rIte n hoy Aem ÝaPt
=ay? smÔùH kaH{? Aaha —&ey&anma5: n Ov˜ potana Òv=I iwþ je K
ãVyona smUhna Ô`pàma5, —te &ey te!lo huH nhÄ˜ Aahaha¦
AaHhI to hÒ =oDa Fà xaÏnuH w`tr ßyaH =ay TyaH to ma`sne AevHu =[
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Ôy he?H FùH Ô~yuH Ame to Aohohoho¦ pe! fa!I Ôy AenHu to¦ heH bIÔne khe ke mne
Aam AavDe Ke j¡Ao Ai\k manÔe mne bIÔ krtaH hÇ Aa!luH mne AavDe, Aam
xuH =yuH tne { AhÄyaH khe Ke tne tara &annI pyaRymaH AnHta kevzI jày, Ae!luH
taruH &an hoy, te!la &anne p` tuH taruH man &eyne to p` tuH mU#-im+ya¹iÚ Ko
Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
Nyay smÔy Ke ke nhÄ AamaH? kaH{ AevI vat n=I ke no' pkDay AevI. Lyo
smÔùH kaH{? &anno Aeksmyno pyaRy, kevDo mo!o ke jemaH K ãVy jà{ Ôy
AevDo mo!o to huH qro ke nhÄ? K ãVymaH ÉyuH xaÏnuH bakI rhI GyuH kevz&anIAo
bar AHgna w`nara p` AenI &annI pyaRymaH AavI gya Ke. Aahaha¦ mn:
pyRy&anIAo, kevz&anIAo, caEdpUvRna \rnar, bar AHgna \rnar, ALp&
\rnar ne gu`na pUr` \rnar xi›$pe Ane Aeva ãVyo b\aH &annI pyaRymaH
Aahaha¦ Aek smynI pyaRymaH Aa!luH AaVyuH KtaH, Ae!la &eyma5 huH nhÄ hÇ
Aahaha¦ { pr=I to iwþ Ke j. p` Ae!lo pyaRy je!lo huH nhÄ, Aem AhÄyaH to
isâ krvuH Ke. AaHhI to hÒ Aek smynI pyaRy, Ae!luH Ae &ey nhÄ ne Ae!luH &an
nhÄ. AaquH ãVynuH &an ne ãVynuH &ey AaquH rhI Ôy Ke Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
Aaqo wgvan pU`R AqHDanHd Ýwu je &ey$p Ke Ane je &an$p Ke Ae Aaqo &ey
ne &an pyaRymaH n Aave, Ane Aek j pyaRyno AHx j &ey trIke jày ne mnay
Ane Ae!lo j &anma5 AaTma mane, Aene AaTma Ô~yo j n=I, AenI pyaRybuiâ,
mU# im+ya¹i*!buiâ Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
Aoho sHtonI k=nI FùH sheluH krIne mUkyuH Ke. AenI AaTmanI mo!pnI
xi›nuH map ka#va FÌ shelI rIt=I vat mUkI Ke (KtaH) khe, pkDatuH n=I Ýwu
tne? wa{¦ tarI &annI AeksmynI AvS=a, Ae b\I Aa rag ivkLp ho, xrIr
vaÌ ke mn ho Ae b\aH K ãVyo ho, AnHta kevzI ho Ae!lo pyaRy Ôè to Ae!lI
pyaRy &eyne Ôè Ae!lI j pyaRy &eyma5 tarI Ke? Ae!luH j &eyma5 tuH Ko?
wa{ Ane Ae pyaRyma5 tara &anno AHx ma5 taruH &an Aa!luH j &an Ke.
smÔùH kaH{?
wava=R Aam Ke ke —huH &ayk ne smSt K ãVyo maraH &ey Aem to n=I˜
Aaha bIÔH-K ãVyone huH rcuH { to OnI s¿a=I rhelaH Ke. K ãVy tena gu` ne
tenI pyaRy Ae!le kayR, te b\aH tenaH kayR kar`=I rhelaH Ke. mare karè kayR nhÄ
ne mare karè Ae kar` nhÄ, A=va Aeno huH kar` Ane Ae maraH kayR A=va O
kar` ne maruH kayR (Aem to n=I.) &annI pyaRy, Ae K ãVyne Ôè, te=I te K
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ãVy kar` ne marI &annI pyaRy kayR Aemey n=I. Ane marI &annI pyaRy
kar` ne K ãVyne raqe AevuH p` Ke nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{. Aahaha¦ Aa to
prmaTmana tizyaH tpase Ke. prmaTmanaH tizyamaH ke!luH pD–uH Ke AHdrmaH
tizya smjte hEH? Ae kUvamaH jate hEH ne panImeH pDte hE ne tag late hEH, tag
smje vo (]ota: wItrmeH se) ha, AHdrmeH se koixyo- koixyo hoy ne pDe
paÌmaH. pKI AHdr @e@ (tizye) Ôy, ha=maH l{ Aave (tizyaHnI) retI-retI
Aem prmaTmano tag le Ke. prmaTmano xi›no mo!o kUvo Ono tag le Ke
AhÄyaH Aahaha¦ &annI pyaRy, pUàRnHd kevz&an Aaqo (pU`RSv$p) Aeklo
&aykSvwavno ®pD, Aeva kevz&anI ne AnHta isâone Ôè Ane AnHta svR&
AnHta Aa„ane Ôè to Aa„amaH svR&xi› drekmaH Ke, AevuH p` &anpyaRy
Ôè ke nhÄ.? (Ôè) Ýg!pè Ke { svR&one Ôè Ane AÝg!pè Aeva
ãƒone Ôè Aahaha¦ he?H Aeva-Aeva AnHtguà Aa„aAo ne Aena=I AnHtguà
prmaùAo AnHtguà Aa„a Ke ne isâ krtaH AnHt Ke, Ae=I AnHtguà
prmaùAo Ke, Ae=I AnHtguò i5kaz, Ae=I AnHtguà Ùe5na Ýdex Aakaxna,
Aahaha¦ Aene &annI AeksmynI pyaRy &ey trIke Ôè, KtaH te Aek smyno
pyaRy te &ey pUrtuH nhÄ, Ae!luH &ey huH nhÄ Aahaha¦ mare Ô`vanuH to te =I
AnHtgùH &ey rhI Ôy Ke smÔùH kaH{? Ane Ae!lo &anno AHxma5 huH &an
nhÄ, Ae=I to AnHt-AnHt guà AHxno Frnar &an, Aeva AnHtgu`no
\rnar ãƒ rhI Ôy Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
bapu Aa to \mRna magR Ke Ae vItragna magR rSta, Ae vItragna margDa
Aozqva k@` Ýwu Aohohoho¦ Ane jeè Ae Ô~ya, Ae vItrag =ya ivna rhe
nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AevI vStu wgvan isvay (bIje ho{ xke nhÄ) pirpU`R ãƒne
k{ rIte isâ krva mage Ke Aahaha¦
{ pyaRy=I AnHtgùH to Ae &an Ke, Aek gu` Ke. Aeva AHxo, Aek AHxmaHKãƒ Aaidna gu`pyaRyone Ôè Aeva Aek AHx=I AnHtguò to &an gu` Aek
Ke. Ae=I AnHtguà to bIÔ guò Ke { AnHtguà gu`nuH $p, AaquH ãƒ, te AaquH
&ey Ke Aahaha¦ Aola-gu`wed to ka#I naQya'ta. AolamaH-AnHtxi›maH ka#I
naQyata'ne? Aeklo.
hve, AhÄyaH to { khe Ke: AevDo Aek gu`ne AevDo Aek AHx ne Aeva
AnHtgu` (no ipHD), Ae!luH Ae Aek$p i5kaz AekluH cEtNysvRSv Aa„a te mara
&annI pyaRynuH &ey Ane te!lo Aaqo te huH &an smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ Tyare
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|yeypUvkR &ey
¹iÚ AHtrmaH Ôy Ke. khe Ke Aa Aeksmyno pyaRy AavDo Ane Ae!luH &an ke na,
na, Ae to pyaRybuiâ ={, Ae to AnaidnI buiâ Ke, AnaidnI maNyta Ke, AevHu to
Anaid=I teH nvpUvR w~yo to temaHy Aa maNyu'H tu.H
wgvan Aa„a Aek svRSv cEtNy, AaquH cEtNy vzI, Aek AHx xuH smÔùH
kaH{? Aahaha¦ AemaH lQyuH Ke hoH AolamaH (smysar na!kmaH) SvprÝkaxk
xi› kI\I ne (panuH 3p6-sa|y-sa\k äar-svEya-[ktIsa-4p)
koé Gyanvan khE Gyan taE hmaraE $p.
&ey Ø! dvR so hmaraE $p naHhI hE..
Ø! ãƒ AmaruH $p n=I. na. na. Ø!Ÿãƒne Ô`vano Aeksmyno pyaRy
p` taruH pyaRy$p Ke.
Ok nE ÝvaHn Oese dUjI Ab khU¥ jEs.e
srSvtI AÉqr Ar= Aek @ahÄ hE..
xBdo Ke ne xBdo AemaH AÙr p` { srSvtI p` { ne Ar= p` {. Aem &ata,
&anne &ey pote potamaH Ke. &ey bIj¡H ne &an bIÔnuH ne &ata bIÔe Aem Ke nhÄ.
tEse Gyata meraE nam Gyan cetna ivram.
&eyÌp skit AnHt muJ maHhI hE..
Aa karn vcnke wed wed khE koé.
Gyata Gyan &eykaE ivlas s¿a maHhI hE..
marI mhas¿a wgvan AemaH &ata, &eyno ivlas AemaH Ke. AeksmynI
pyaRymaH p` &ata &ey AavtuH n=I. pKI Aa kæu.H .¦ (copa{-46)
Svpr Ýkask skit hmarI.
tatEH vcn wed w/m warI..
&ey dxa duiv\a prg/asI.
inj$pa pr$pa wasI..
inj$pa Aatm skit, Sv&ey inj$p { Aa„xi› inj&ey pr$pa
pr vSt. ijn liq lInÕ pec
H yh, itn liq ilyaE smSt.. 47..˜ smÔùH
kaH{?
A=R:- Sv&ey AaTma hE AaEr pr&ey AaTmake isvay jgtke sb pda=R
hE, ijsne yh Sv&ey AaEr pr&eykI _lJn smJ lI hE _lJn, _lJn Éya
_lJn Éya _lJnno A=R n=I AavDto? ihNdI xBd Aa to Ke, Aa _lJn
(Ae!le) AenHu rhSy smÒ lI\uH Aem (A=R Ke) AaHhI tmarI waØa AavDe to
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_sne sb k¡K hI Ôn ilya smJo Sv&ey-pr&eynI _lJn smj lI. ;_lJn'
n=I Aavto tmare (]ota: khÄ musIbt ho gUc
H pDI ho) ha, gUc
H vaDo @Ik Ae
gUc
H vaDanI gUc
H jeè smÒ lI\I, Ae b\uH smÒ Gyo, smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahaha¦
khe Ke: —iwþ K ãƒona smUhna Ô`pàma5 huH &ayk Ane smSt K ãƒo
maraH &ey Aem to n=I hÇ? to kem Ke? Aam Ke - —&an&ey&at<mäStumaZ: &ey:˜
Aahaha¦ —&an&ey&at<mäStumaZ: &ey:˜ —&an A=aRtŸ Ô`pà$p xi› Ane
&ey (A=aRt)Ÿ jàvayoGy xi›˜ potanI hÇ Ýmey potanuH ãƒ, gu` ne pyaRy
temaH ÝmeypùH ƒapelHu Ke, &eyxi› Ke Ae AaquH ãƒ, AaquH gu` ne pyaRy 5èy
={ne Aek &ey Ke. Aeksmyno je pyaRy K ãƒne Ôè te Sv&ey Ae!luH n=I.
smÔùH kaH{?
bhu êco Ai\kar Ke mUz sMyGdxRnno ivØy Awed Ke { isâ krvuH Ke.
vStu pote Awed &an to te, &ata to te, &ey p` te pr&ey-fr&eynuH AaHhI Ke nhÄ.
Ane pote &an, pote &ata, pote &ey Ae p` vcnna wede wed pDe Ke. vStu to AqHD
Awed te &an, te &ata Ane te &ey. jem AolamaH (car bolmaH) kæu'H tuH ke ãƒ kho
to te, Ùe5 kho to te, kaz kho to te ne wav kho to te, &ata kho to te, &an kho
to te ne &ey kho to te (j) Aa Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
&an Ô`pà$p xi›, &ey jàvayoGy xi›, &ata Anek xi›Ae
ibrajman vStu 5` Aeva 5` wed maruH Sv$pma5 Ke. p` { 5èy ={ne huH vStu
Aek$p Ku,H Aeva &ey$p Ku,H Lyo Aeva &ey$p KuH xuH kI\u?H Aek Ô`pà$p xi›,
Aek jàvayoGy xi› ne &ataxi›- Aeva 5`$p ={ne &ey$p KuH Aahaha¦
wa{ AavI vat to ÉyaH=I. Aek èiãya, be çiãya, 5` çiãyamaH halto hoy.
Òvdya vosraivya tSs imCKaim duÞDH ne Ôv ={ gyu.H imCKaim duÞDH maH \mR
={ Gyo {CKaim piDkMmaim hzvo ={ gyo, AaHhI=I nIkzIne Ôxe hve [email protected]
vStunHu wan n mze cEtNyibHbÝwu ko` Ke? AenHu sam+yR ke!luH Ke? ke!lamaHxi›maH rhelo Ke Aeva Svna sam+yRnI jene qbr n=I Ane bIÒ iÊya kaHDmaH
rokay Ae b\a pirw/m`ne rSte pD–a Ke smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ AakruH pDe p`
=ay xuH bIj¡?H vStu j AevI Ke TyaH xuH =ay? kaH{ wgvane krI Ke? heH wgvanesvR&e AavI krelI Ke? Svt: AevI cIj Ke. Aaqo &ata Ae pote &ey Ane pote
&an, &an kho toy svRSv, &ey kho toy svRSv, &ata kho toy svRSv smÔùH
kaH{? gjb vat idgHbr sHtonI pâit k=nnI¦ AlaEikk vStune SpxR krave
AevI vStu Ke Aena QyalmaH AavI Ôy, Aahaha¦ ke AaHhI ÉyaH A!Éyae Aem Ae
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khe Ke. Aeksmyna &anna AHxmaH ÉyaH A!Éyae? Ae!luH kyaH taruH Sv$p Ke? Aem
khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Ane Aek smynuH &an Ae!luH j taruH &an ÉyaH Ke? Aaqo
wgvan &aykSv$p Ke ne Aaqo &anSv$p Ke ne Ane Aaqo &eySv$p Ke. {
5èy vcnna wede wed, vStumaH wed n=I.
prnI hare to kaH{ sHb\H n=I. p` pote &ey kho toy Aaqo, &an kho toy
Aaqo, &ata kho toy Aaqo. heH AnHtu Ae pote ne pote, xuH kI\uH vzI. (]ota: AnHt
xi›-gu` kæane) { AnHt xi›-AnHtI xi›nuH nhÄ, { AnHt xi› to AenHu
mahaTMy kæu,H Aem nhÄ. Aa to, AnHtSv$p je Ke, &an Aek AHxma5 nhÄ, p`
pUr` &ayk te huH Ane Aek AHx je!luH &an nhÄ, Aaqo &an, AaquH b\u pU`vR Stu
te huH Ane pU`RvStu te &ey. smÔùH kaH{?
j¡Ao Aa svR&prma„ana khelaH tÀvonuH rhSy.
Aave Ke ne ]ImdŸmaH he wgvan. tmaraH (khelaH) tÀvo meH lÙmaH lI\aH nhÄ.
Aem Aave Ke. lÙmaH lI\aH nhÄ ho. (Ùmapna:- he wgvan. huH bhuH wUlI gyo. meH
tmara AmULy vcnne lÙmaH lI\aH nhÄ, tmaraH khela Anupm tÀvno meH ivcar
kyÈ nhÄ. tmara ÝÌt krelaH _¿m xIlne seƒHu nhÄ, tmaraH khelaH dya, xaHit,
Ùma Ane piv5ta meH AozQyaH nhÄ.) tmara khelaH dya-danne meH Ô~yaH nhÄ,
AozQyaH nhÄ hoH Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
—Aeva 5` wed maruH Sv$pma5 Ke¸ Aeva &ey$p Ku.H ˜ Aeva &ey$p KuH khIne
khe Ke ke { 5` ={ne huH Aek &ey Ku.H —wava=R Aam Ke, ke- huH potana Sv$pne ve>vedk$pe ÔùH KuH j¡Ao qulaso kre Ke. vedavayoGyey hu,H jàvayoGy hu,H ne Ô`naroy
huH jàvayoGy huH ne Ô`naro y hu,H jàvayoGy bIÒ cIj ne Ô`naro hu,H Aem
nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{? ve> Ae!le jàva yoGy Ane vedk Ae!le Ô`nar. huH pote j
ve>-vedk$pe ÔùH Ku.H te=I maruH nam &an, prne ÔùH ma!e maruH nam &an Aem nhÄ.
huH jàvayoGy ne huH Ô`nar ma!e maruH nam &an. xuH kI\uH smÔy Ke kaH{? vE>jàva yoGy p` huH Ane ja`nar hu.H Aeva jàvayoGy ne Ô`nar Aeva &anma5
hu.H jàvayoGy ne Ô`nar Aevo &anma5 hu,H te=I maruH nam &an. huH pota vDe
jàvayoGy KuH te=I maruH nam &ey. huH mara pota vDe jàvayoGy Ku.H ivkLp äara
nhÄ, inim¿ äara nhÄ, pr äara nhÄ. Ae.. guÌäara y nhÄ Aem khe Ke. p` AamaH
xuH Aaƒu?H j¡Aone lQyuH Ke? huH pota vDe jàvayoGy KuH (]ota Aap kho Ko Tyare
sTy lage Ke) p` stŸ to Aene potane lage Tyare =ay ne Ane pota=I j. Aem
khe Ke AhÄya to smÔùH kaH{? (]ota: ko{nI mdd to hoy ne..? guÌ mdd$p
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hoy ne...¦) AaHhI, xuH khe Ke j¡Ao (]ota: guÌ btavnar Ke ne...¦) jyare pote
potane btave Ke Tyare pote potano guÌ (]ota: phle to caihAe n..¦) phelaH
pKI kaH{ Ke j nhÄ AamaH. AevI vat Ke w{. guÌnI ƒaQya nhotI AavI,?
;smai\xtk' maH ke je ko{ tÀvne smÔve te guÌ, to pote potane smÔve tÀvne
ke Aavo Ku.H ne wa{ Aavo KuH ne wa{ ma!e tuH taro guÌ xe@I Aahaha¦ (]ota:
smÔve tb smjmeH Aave ne...¦) { pote smje Tyare smjmaH Aave. bIÔ=I
smjvamaH kaH{ AavtuH n=I, bIj¡H to &ey Ke Aem khe Ke. AaHhIto xuH kI\u?H Ae guÌ
Ane guÌnI vaÌ to &ey p` Ae!lo &anno pyaRy, Ae!luH &ey p` huH nhÄ Aem
khe Ke. Ane te &annI pyaRy vaÌ Ane guÌ=I ={ Ke Aemye nhÄ. xuH kI\u?H vtRman
&annI Aek smynI pyaRy Ke, AemaH guÌ-dev Ane xaÏo, Ae to &ey Ke. hve Ae
&ey Ke Ae Ô~yuH Ae &eyne l{ne nhÄ, potanI pyaRyne l{ne Ô~yuH ke Aa Ke. p`
Ae pyaRye Ô~yuH Ae!lo y te huH nhÄ. Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦
vItragmagRna rhSyo AlaEikk maq` Ke maq` Aahahaha¦ @rIne #Im
={ Ôy AevHu Ke Aevo vStu wgvan.
khe Ke: { K ãƒne Ô`vamaH AemaH dev guÌ ne vaÌ AavI gyaH ke nhÄ Ane
xaÏo-Aa b\aH xaÏo AavI gya ke nhÄ &ey Ae xaÏone marI &annI pyaRymaH,
mara=I ÔùH Ae!lo p` huH &ey nhÄ Aem. Ae xaÏ=I meH Ô~yuH Aem nhÄ, mara
&annI pyaRy tene &ey krIne te vtRman maro &anno pyaRy SvtH5 te &eyna
AalHbn ivna Ae!le ke tena Aa\ar ivna, AenHu je!luH jevHu Sv$p Ke AevHu marI
&anpyaRymaH mara=I jàù,H p` Ae!lo y huH &ey ne Ae!lu &an huH nhÄ. to pKI
samI vaÌ ne guÌ Ae!luH AhÄ AaVyuH Ane Aena=I =ay AevHu to Ke nhÄ Aem khe Ke.
xe@¦ tmare bhu hale Ke TyaH Aola-puStknI vaÌmaH=I, mUitRne _=apIne to mUitRmaH
kaH{ n mze, vaÌmaH b\uH grI gyu.H AevHu bole Ke AenamaH lqe Ke pHiDt Aena lqa`
Aave Ke. xaÏmaH qo!e qo!aH lqa` b\aH. mUitRmaH ÉyaH kaH{ gu` pD–a Ke Ae to jD
Ke Aem khe Ke. to { to jD ne vaÌ Ae (p`) jD Ke. saHwzne hve bey jD Ke.
AhÄya to khe Ke: Ae vaÌno Qyal kyÈ Aevo ivkLp Ae y jD Ke. Aa Ae
trfna &anno AHx Ýg!–o, Ae p` qreqr cEtNyno AHx nhÄ le¦ khe Ke.
cEtNyno AHx nhÄ ne qreqruH Ae!luH &ey nhÄ ne qreqruH Ae!luH &an nhÄ. Aahaha¦
AavI vatuH Ke bapu smÔùH kaH{? Aem ke vaÌmaH wgvanna wav wrela Ke Aem
lQyuH Ke xu?H (xe@..¦) tmara puStkmaH AevHu lQyuH Ke Aa b\aAe¦ Aa b\aH¦H hmàH
KaPyaH Ke AemaH Ke. vaÌmaH b\a wgvanna wav wyaR Ke. vaÌmaH wav wyaR hxe
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wgvanna? wgvanno Aa„a TyaH jto hxe jDmaH? p` Aa xei@yane kaH{ qbr
n mze? wan n mze.e $ipya Aape Ae!le ho ha ={ Ôy, Ôv, Aey xowalalÒ
p` xei@yane khe ko`? dxhÔr vIs hÔr Aape TyaH to Aahaha¦ xe@I¦ Aahaha¦
AhÄya to khe Ke gjb vat Ke hÇ Aa }loknI to KeLlo hve to pKI bIÒ
#b lex.e SyadŸvadnI bIÒ #b lexe ha, { vaÌne bIÒ #be lex.e Aa to AamaH
KeLlo bol mUkI dI\o Ke Awed krtaH-krtaH b\uH ka#I naqta AnHtxi›Aone
ãVyÙe5kazwavne Ane Aa 5`ne (&ata, &an, &eyna wedne) ka#I naQyaH wa{
AemaH to gjbnI vat Ke, AhÄ khe Ke wa{ tara &annI pyaRymaH svR&nI vaÌ
jàÌ, svR& Ke Aa ne svR&nI vaÌ smoxr`maH, Ae tara &anna pyaRymaH, Ae
jàùH Ae to tara &an pyaRynI takat=I jàùH Ke, Aene l{ne nhÄ. Ae &eyne
l{ne nhÄ. Ae (svR&nI) vaÌmaH kaH{, Aa &anno pyaRy OmaH vaÌmaH nhoto.
Aahaha¦ Ane vaÌmaH kaH{ wgvanna wav n=I AaVya, wgvanno wav to
AenI pase ræo Ke. vaÌmaH to vaÌno wav Ke. Sv prne khevanI xikt vaÌnI
takat vaÌno vaÌmaH wav Ke. wgvanno wav jrIAe ADyo n=I AemaH. jem
mUitRmaH wgvanno wav jrIye n=I. tem vaÌmaH wgvanno wav jrIO n=I
maze hare gjbnI vat Ke.
Aa to Ajr PyalanI vatuH Ke Aa xe@¦ AemaH ÉyaHy ko{nI AamaH isfarx
kam Aave AevHu n=I (]ota: isfarx Éya hE...?) isfarx. isfarx n=I caltI
tmare? xuH khe Ke (tmare ihNdImaH) isfarx Ae!le Aa xe@ne sa=e l{ Ôy mddmaH
=oDuH Aem, xuH khevay lagvg Lyone wa{ lagvg, lagvg wa{, Aa xe@ mo!a
Ke te l{ Ôv Aapè NyaH dba{ jxe, Aem krIne l{ Ôy kNya pràvI dex,e Aem
AamaH lagvg ko{nI hale AevI n=I. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke ÉyaH lavIne mUkyu.H
pr&ey=I é@avI lI\o, potana &annI pyaRymaH Ae!luH jày Ae!luH &ey TyaH=I
é@avI dI\o, é@I Ô NyaH=I. Ane Ae!la &anpyaRymaH Aa!luH b\uH Ô~yu,H tara=I hÇ
tarI &anpyaRy=I, Ae!la &anma5 tu?H é@I Ô TyaH=I Aahaha¦
khe Ke: —huH potana Sv$pne ve>-vedk$pe ÔùH KuH te=I maruH nam &an, huH pota
vDe jàvayoGy KuH te=I maruH nam &ey, AevI be xi›Ao=I maHDIne AnHt xi›$p
KuH te=I maruH nam &ata˜ Ae b\I xi›Aono ®pD huH &ata. Aahaha¦ Aeva namwed
Ke. Ova 5`maH p` (&ata, &an, &eyna) namwed Ke. vStuwde n=I. Aahaha¦ kevo
Ku?H —&an&eykLlovLgnŸ˜ Òv &ayk Ke, Òv pote &ey$p Ke, Ae p` vcnno wed
Ke. tena=I wedne pamuH Ku.H smÔy Ke? vStumaH wed n=I. Aa pote &ayk ne pote &an,
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Aevoy wed n=I Om khe Ke. pr&eyne (AhÄyaH) &an AenI to vat Ke j nhÄ.
smÔùH kaH{? huH Aek &ayk ne huH &ey k=nma5nI pâit Ke VyvharnI. bakI to
&aney huH, &atay huH ne &ey p` huH Aeno Ae Aek huH Ku.H Aeva Svwavma5nI ¹iÚ krvI
Aene sMyGdxRn Ane \mRnI _Tpi¿ khe Ke. Aahaha¦ wed ka#I naQya¦ smÔù?H
Òv &ayk Ke, Òv &ey$p Ke. juAo Òv pr&ey$p Ke Aem nhÄ. pote &ey$p
Ke ne pote &ayk$p Ke. vcn=I wed pDo, vStumaH wed Ke nhÄ. vcnna wed te
vStumaH wed nhÄ Lyo¦ wava=R Aam Ke ke- vcnno wed Ke, vStuno wed n=I.
ivxeØ khex.e ...
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(]Ismysar-kzx!Ika) hve Aa kzx. Amare Ýsþkumar xe@IO maGyo
Ke ke Ae }lok frIne levo. ko' smßya j¡van ma`sne p` Aa }lok bhu saro
laGyo. prmid' prmid' caLyone kale to (VyaQyan) bH\ htu.H { saHwzIne khe
ke: Aohohoho¦ ware bhu srsne? Ae xe@I. tmara icrHÒvIAe Aa bIÒ var maGyo.
(]ota: b\ane psHd =ay AevHu =axen?e ) nIkze AevHu qruH kaH[ NyaH. Aa to }lok
wa{Ae kæuH ke: frIne vHcay to saruH Ane bIÔ y ke!lak nva AaVya Ke ne j¡Ao
ko'smÔùH Ae bsen
H e Aekoter }lok Ke bso Aekoter
(xailnI)
AlaEikk }lok Ke —wava=R Aam Ke ke &ey-&ayk sHb\H ivØe FÌ w/aiH t cale
Ke.˜ AaTma Ô`nar &an Ane prvStu &ey, Ae j &ey Ke Ane bIj¡H &ey huH pote
potano &ey Ku,H Aem w/aiH t cale Ke, khe Ke AenI qbr pDtI n=I huH Ô`nar ne
Aa vStu (jgt) jàva yoGy te &ey, j¡Ao vStu Aem khe Ke ke AevI w/aiH t
jgtmaH Ke ke huH Aek Ô`nar KuH Ane Aa K ãVy, mara isvaynI cIÔe AnHt
AaTmaAo, AnHt prmaùAo, ragaid äeØaid b\aH prvStu Ae b\aH &ey Ane huH
&an, Ae w/aiH t Ke. Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Lyo &ey-&ayk sHb\H
w/aiH t (cale Ke) —te=I ko{ Om smjxe ke ÒvvStu to &ayk Ke pudg
Ÿ l=I maHDIne
iwþ$p K ãVyo &ey Ke.˜ AaTma Ô`nar Ke Ane mara=I ANy pda=È te Ô`va
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|yeypUvkR &ey
yoGy &ey Ke. Aem je mane Ke te tÀv=I ivruâ ¹iÚ Ke Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
j¡Ao jem hmàH khevamaH Aave Ke tem Ke —AhmŸ AyH y: &anmaZ: wav:
AiSm˜ —huH je ko{ cetnasvRSv AevI vStuSv$pe KH˜
u . huH to cetna-Ô`vama5
vStu Sv$p huH Ku.H xuH khe Ke ke mara isvay je vStu pr&ey Ke, AnHt K ãVyo... Ae
b\aH &eyo Ke, te &ey Ke ne huH Aeno &ayk KuH Aem nhÄ. bIÒ rIte, maraH isvay je
AnHta xrIro, AaTmaAo, isâo, prme¬ro, ingodna Òvo je AnHt Ke Ae j
maramaH &ey Ke. mne jàvalayk Ae cIj Ke Ane huH Ô`nar KuH Ae!luH AenHu Sv$p
n=I. hÒ to pKI naqxe pyaRymaH. smÔùH kaH{? { mara isvay K ãVyo Ke. Aa
xrIr, kmR, prme¬r, AnHt ingodna Òv ivgere prmaùAo SkH\ ivgere Ae
mara=I Ke Aem to nhÄ Ane Aena=I huH KuH Aem to nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{? huH Aek
AaTma KuH &ananHd Sv$p ma!e mara=I Aa &eyo Ke Aem to nhÄ Ane Ae &eyo Ke
prme¬r Ke ingodna Òvo Ke lokalok Ke K ãVyo Ke, ma!e maro &anno pyaRy Ke,
ma!e maro &anno pyaRy Ke, Aem Ke nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?
hve, Ae!luH to nhÄ p` —&anmaZ: wav: AiSm˜ cetna svRSv —s: &ey:˜
Ae K ãVyone, Ô`vanI vtRman pyaRynI AeksmynI laykat AaTmana &anna
Aek smyno je AHx vtRman Ae K ãVyone Ô`vane layk pyaRy, K ãVyne
Ô`vanI layk pyaRy Aek smynI marI Ae &ey Ke Ae nhÄ. Ae!lo &ey Ke Ae p`
nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{? kho AaHhI to prnuH krvuH ne pr=I =ay Ae to ÉyaHy vat vhI
g{ mulku cHdwa{ Aa b\a huixyar ma`s hoy to b\uH krta hxe ke nhÄ xe@e to
bhu kyuÅ Ke tmakunHu ne b\uH AolamaH xuH khevay sayklmaH? AmrcHdwa[.
khe Ke: wgvan saHwz to qro Aek var svR&e Ôeyl
e Hu khelHu Ane Aem Ke.
prme¬r kevz&anI prmaTma jene Aek sekDH na AsHQymaH wagmaH i5kazI&an Ke,
Ae &anmaH wgvane Aem ÔeyHu Ane Ke. ke tara isvayna je!laH prpda=È AnHt Ke,
Are svR&o kevzI AnHt Ane Ae b\a Ane ingodna Òv AnHt, AnHt prmaù,
AnHtH a Aa xrIrna rjkò Aa xrIrna rjkò ne Aa SkH\o b\aH ke kmRnaH
SkH\®pD Aaid ke Aa vaÌ ne mn, Ae b\aH Ô`vayoGy &eyo, te Ô`vayoGy &eyo,
Ae j &ey Ke tare ma!e, Aem n=I. Ýsþwa{ ko'smÔùH kaH{? tem Aa wgvan
AaTmane &anno Aeksmyno pyaRy, pyaRy Ae!le wav AemaH Ae K ãVyo jày
ke!lI takat AnHta kezvIAone AeksmynI pyaRy Ô`vanI takat Ke ÒvmaH
AnHta ingodne Ane 5`kaz 5`lokna Ùe5nuH AmappùH Ke, Ke Ke Ke Ke AevHu je
Ùe5 AnHt Aakax, Aene p` &annI AeksmynI pyaRymaH Ô`vanI takat Ke.
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smÔy Ke kaH{?
p` KtaH, mara &annI AvS=amaH, je Aa &eyo jày Ae to huH nhÄ, Ae &ey
to huH nhÄ. p` Ae &eyo, marI &anpyaRymaH mara=I jày AeksmymaH- Aek
smynuH &ey Ae!lo y huH nhÄ smÔy Ke kaH{? K ãVyo Ke, Ae to huH nhÄ, tem {
K ãVyo &ey Ke te mara &anna n=I Ane mara &anno pyaRy Ae &eyno n=I. maro
&anno pyaRy ATyare vtRman hÇ Aek smyno &anno AHx je vtRman Ýg! AHx
Ke Ae AHx &eyno n=I. AnHt kezvIAono isâono Aeno n=I ingodno Aeno n=I.
tem te &eyo marI pyaRyna n=I. smÔùH kaH{? tÀv bhu sU"m Ke svR&e khelo
Svwav Aa j vStunI iS=it Ke p` Aeè ko{ id' AevHu AHtrmaH Ôg<t ={ne
ÝyTn kyÈ n=I.
khe Ke: wgvan tuH kevDo Ko Aahaha¦ Ae mara isvay AnHt Òvo, AnHt
pda=È- kevzIAo AnHt Aohohoho AnHt isâo, Are Aek-Aek AaTmamaH svR&
xi› Aaid=I wrelo Ok AaTma AnHt gu`vazo, Aeva AnHta isâ krtaH AnHta
AaTmaAo, Ae=I AnHtguà pudŸglo, Ae=I AnHtguà i5kaz smyo, Ae=I
AnHtguà Aakaxna Ýdexo smÔy Ke kaH{? Aena=I Aek Aek ãVyna AnHtguà
guò Ae b\a guòne marI &annI AeksmynI pyaRy Ô`vanI takatvazI Ke.
(]ota: AlaEikk Ke...¦) AlaEikk heH kI\uH Ae!luH Ke Aem khe Ke Lyo Aa to waØa
smÔy Ke ke nhÄ (ihNdI ]ota: brabr Ke) ko' smÔùH kaH{?
vStu &anno diryo Ke ne &anSv$p vStu Ke ne AaTma Ae!le &anno Svwav
Sv$p ;&' Sv$p hve { AaqI cIj Aekkor raqo ATyare, ATyare vtRman Ýg!
AHx Ke je &anno Ýg! AHx, Ùyopxm Ke ne vtRman Ýg! AHx ivkas AemaH
jày Ke ke Aa Ke, Aa Ke, Aa Ke, Aa Ke Aem jày Ke ne? (Ò, ha) Ae jànaro
je pyaRyno AHx Ke khe Ke ke Ae AHx, K ãVyo-&eyono nhÄ, tem { K ãVyo Ke ma!e,
maro &anno pyaRy Ke Aem nhÄ. tem { &anna pyaRymaH, AnHta AnHta AaTmaAo
ne AnHta pudg
Ÿ lo jày, ma!e &anno pyaRy AavDo no hoy Aem nhÄ. AevDo
mo!o Ke KtaH Ae &anno je vtRman pyaRy Ke, AemaH je &ey jày, Ae &ey to huH
nhÄ, p` Ae &ey AnHta marI &annI pyaRymaH jày Ae!lo p` huH &ey nhÄ O
&ey to nhÄ- K ãVy to &ey nhÄ, p` K ãVyo marI pyaRymaH AnHta kevzI, AnHta
prmaù, AnHta AaTma svR&xi›vaza AnHtxi›vaza pyaRymaH jày, te=I
te pyaRy mo!I Ke ne jbrI Ke ma!e &ey pUrHu ={ gyuH TyaH, ma!e jàvayoGy &ey TyaH
pUrHu ={ Gyu?H ke, na Ae!lo y huH &ey nhÄ. kar` ke Aevo je &ey, &anno je AHx Ke
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Aeva AnHta AHxno ®pD to Aek &angu` Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aek AHx je Ke Ýg!,
Aeva said AnHt-Aaid AnHt AnHt AnHt AHxo, Aeno ®pD to Aek AaTmano
&angu` Ke. ma!e &anno AHx je Ke. Ae!lo huH &ey Kë nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?
AlaEikk vat Ke w{ Aa to ¦ Aeè AaTma xuH cIj Ke. AenI mh¿a ne AenI
mahaTMy, AHdr=I ko{ id' kyuÅ n=I. Aa kruH ne Aa kruH ne Aa kruH kre xuH maza'
saHwzne AaHhI { to khe Ke jgtnI b\I cIÔe Are dya-dan-v/t Aaidna
ivkLpo &ey Ke, ma!e &anno AaHhI pyaRy Ke Aem nhÄ. &annI pyaRy Ke ma!e {
rag-äeØ Ke Aem p` nhÄ.
hve { b\ane Ôè Ke &anno pyaRy, ma!e b\aH Ke ma!e AenI takat=I AhÄyaH
Ôè Ke Aem n=I. potanI pyaRy=I Ôè Ke. p` { potana pyaRyno AHx je Ke.
Ae!luH j maruH &ey Ke, Aem nhÄ. mne jàvalayk Ae!lo j AHx &ey Ke Aem nhÄ.
kem ke Ae smyno AHx Ke Aeva AnHta AHxono ®pD to Aek &angu` Ke Ane Aeva
Aeva AnHtgu`no ®pD te ãVy Ke. Ae ãVy te maruH ãVy Ke (]ota: Ae pkDvanuH
Ke...¦) Ae pkDvanuH Ke. (-Ae lÙmaH levanuH Ke.) Aa to magR Aa Ke vStuiS=it Aa
Ke Aa kH{ ko{nI krelI Ke ke AmarI tarI Aem Ke? vItrag wgvane jevHu ÔeyHu tevHu
kæuH ne kæuH tevHu Ke. ko' smÔy Ke kaH{? Aahaha¦
khe Ke : —s: &ey:te huH &ey$p Ku.H ˜ xuH kI\uH pr-AnHta &eyo te $p huH nhÄ.
AnHta &eyone Ô`vano Aeksmyno pyaRy te!lo huH nhÄ Tyare —cetnasvRSv
OvI vStuSv$p Ku˜
H AaquH cetnanuH AaquH $p je Ke i5kaz te huH Ku,H te huH &ey Ku.H
ko{ id'saHwZyuH nhÄ hoy TyaH, ÉyaH htuH NyaH? Aahaha¦ —te huH &ey$p KuH.˜
Aahaha¦ jàvalayk AevDo huH cetnasvRSv vStu, cetnasvRSvvStu¦ AemaH
b\a guò Sv$p AaquH AavI gyuH cetna svRSv vStu vStu vStu Ae huH &ey Ku,H Ae
huH &ey Ku.H AevDo huH &ey KuH bfm jevHu K. Nya Aola dukanmaH vepar kre kevHu \ma\m
hale Ôu@H a-Ae[ wa[ huiH xyar TyaH lage, huixyar TyaH deqay-AhÄ bfm =[ Ôy.
NyaHy huiH xyarI kam krtI n=I. mftno Aiwman kre Ke. NyaH \UzmaH y kam krtI
n=I, Aene AiwmanmaH kam Aave.
AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: AaTma vStu Ke, Aeno Aek &angu`. Ke vStu jem sakr
Ke Aeno gzp` gu` Ke (Ane) AenI vtRman AvS=a gzp`nI Aem huH AaTma
Ku,H Aeno &angu` Ke, AenI vtRman AvS=a Ke Aek AHx Ae AHx Ke Ae!lo &ey KuH
Aem nhÄ. AaqI sakr rhI Ôy Ke khe Ke. AaTma cetna svRSv pUr` cetnasvRSv
AolamaH ;pHca|yayI' maH AaVyuH n=I. ;étrelHu Ke' Aem waØa Aave Ke ne wa{
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cetna svRSv ;cetna étrelI Ke' Aevo pa@ Aave Ke. AaTmamaH cetna étrelI Ke.
Aaqo _pyog étrelo Ke, étrelI Ae!le? cEtNySv$p j Ke Aem. Aahaha¦
xaÏnI waØa y iwþ-iwþ krIne ware kevz&an _tayuÅ Ke. Aam AaTma AemaH
cetna étrelI Ke, étrelI Ae!le kotrayelI Ke cetnaSv$p j AaTma Ke {
cetnaSv$p je AaTma Ke Ae huH &ey mare jàvalayk hoy to Ae cIj Ke smÔùH
kaH{? Aahaha¦
hve, AaHhI to duinyana =oDak Ael. Ael. bI. ne Aem. Ae. pUK
H Da vzgaDe TyaH
=oDa Fà ={ Ôy Aola- xuH khevay maStr-baStr khevay Ke ne (]ota:
g/eßyuAe!) g/eßyuAe! nhÄ, Aolo mo!ano wèlo Aolo (]ota: pI.Aec. DI.
Ýofesr) ha, daÉtr Aeno mo!o khevay Ke ne tmare (]ota: pI.Aec.DI.) taro Ae
&anno pyaRy to A&an to ÉyaHy GyuH smßya? A&anno pyaRy hÇ {, p` Ae
pyaRymaH Aa!luH b\uH K ãVyo jày, Ae pyaRy AHx Ke, AHx Ke { &ey nhÄ. Ae mare
jàva yoGynuH pUrHu &ey nhÄ, Ae to ApU`R &ey Ke. Aahaha¦ jemaH Aa iv>a to ÉyaH.
p` jemaH K ãVyone AnHta kevzIAo je &annI pyaRymaH jày, Ae pyaRy p` maruH
&ey nhÄ pUr,Hu Ae to pyaRyno- AHx$p &ey, Ke pUrHu maruH &ey cetn svRSv pUr`
&ayk ma5 cetnSvwav te maruH &ey Ke. mare Ô`vayoGy hoy to { cIj Ke, AHx
je!lI Ô`vayoGy cIj Ke nhÄ ko'smÔy Ke kaH{?
Tyare khe Ke: —te huH &ey$p Ku.H ˜ —s:&ey:˜ Ke ne? —n Aev —prHtu Aeva
&ey$p n=I¸ keva &ey$p n=I˜ —&ey&anma5:˜ potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona
smUhna Ô`pàma5- te &ey n=I, phelaH &ey K ãVyne ka#I naQyaH. wava=RmaH
phelaH smuCcymaH. Ke ne:iwNn K ãVyo &ey Ke Aem nhÄ? —pudg
Ÿ l=I maHDIne K
ãVyo &ey Ke prHtu Aem to n=I˜ K ãVyo &ey Ke Aem to nhÄ, Ae to phelHu ka#I
naQyu.H hve, { K ãVyo je Ke AnHta, Aene Ô`naro &anno pyaRy, Ae &ey nhÄ.
Ae!la ;Ô`vama5' no AHx te &ey Ae!luH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa j¡dI ÔtnI vat
Ke hÇ ko{ id' NyaH gjno AaHkoy sUJe Aevo n=I, NyaH vaHce toy. Fre Ke puStk to
hxe Fre Aa lI\uH Ke ke nhÄ xuH khevay Aa ;kzx !Ika' lI\I Ke ke nhÄ lI\I n=I
jvab n=I teno' lI\uH hoy te, qbre y no' hoy Aa, Aa êcaH puStko, ATyare
to bhu Ýcilt ={ gyuH Ke FùH kzx !Ika smÔùH kaH{
AhÄyaH khe Ke: —&ey&anma5:˜ potana Òv=I iwNn K ãVyona-smUhna
Ô`pà ma5 wav te!lo p` huH &ey nhÄ Aohohoho ho... Aa xuH khe Ke Aa
Aahaha¦ huH to kevz&anno iwqarI KuH khe Ke kevz&anno magvavazo KuH Ane
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kevz&annI magÌ p` pUr`ãVyne Aa]ye mze OvI Ke. Aahaha¦ ko' smÔùH
kaH[? kevz&annI _Tpi¿ Ke ne _Tpi¿ { ApeÙaAe AenI wavna p` AenI _Tpi¿
=ay ÉyaH=I Ae &eyma5 cEtNySv$p pUr` KuH Aene AvlHbIne kevz&an =ay Ke.
smÔùH kaH{? potanuH pUr`$pne &ey bnavtaH AeksmynuH kevz&an, 5` kazne
Ôè Aevo &ey Aek smynI pyaRy AemaH=I Ýg! =ay Ke Aahaha¦ je &eyvStuSv$p
AqHD te kevz&anna AHxma5 p` je &ey n=I. xuH kI\uH ]utna &anna pyaRyna
AHxma5 p` Ae &ey n=I, AevDo &ey n=I, p` kevz&anno pyaRy je Ke AevDoy,
maruH &ey n=I le Aahaha¦ Ae kevz&an p` Aeksmyno 5`kaz 5`lokne ÝTyÙ
Ôè, AaHhI mit ]ut&an proÙ Ôè, p` Ae!loy huH &ey nhÄ. Aek$p cEtNySv$p
i5kazI &ayk ma5, jemaH Aeva AHxo AnHta pD–a Ke kevz&anna AnHta AnHta
AnHta AnHta AnHtguà AnHtguà AnHtguà AHxo pD–a Ke. AevHu AaquH &anma5
Ane &anma5 xBde AaquH ãVy-AaquH ãVy smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦
Aeva potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona smUhna Ô`pà ma5 p` huH &ey
nhÄ. Aevo p` Ae!lo &ey nhÄ. w{ hzve-hzve to Aave Ke, Aek wa{ kheta'
ta ÉyaH gya? ke huH ivcaruH KuH p` bestuH n=I AHdr palnpurvaza mi`wa{,
mi`wa{ Ke ke nhÄ Gya (mi`wa{: Ò,) ha, @Ik { khe ke huH mhent to kruH KuH.
khe p` pkDatuH n=I, frIvar AaVyuH Aa frIvar (Aave) bBbevar Aave to to
pkDay ke nhÄ? p` vat { ke Òve drkar j krI n=I. bhar Aa kruH ne Aa mUkuH
ne dya ne v/t ne wi› ne pUÔ ne \Uz ne \aÌ.
p`, vaStivk &ananHdmUitR KuH Ae to Ô`nar Ke, krvuH frvuH AemaH htuH ke id'
smÔùH kaH{? Aavo svR&Svwav AaTma Aem khe Ke. svR&Svwav Ae!le? Aek
smynI pyaRy svR& Aem nhÄ, Aeva b\a AHxo i5kaz ne Aeva b\a guòno ®pD
Aevo huH Aaqo AaTma te maruH &ey Ke. te huH &ey KuH AevDo huH &ey KuH Aahaha¦ xe@¦
AamaH kaH{ waØa bhu AakrI n=I hÇ? no'smÔy Aem mgjmaH n krvu.H n
smÔy Aem krva Ôy, to { smjva nhÄ de Aen,e Aa Nyay=I to khevay Ke p`
hve Aene pkDvuH to Aene Ke ne ke ko{ pkDavI de AevHu Ke?
khe Ke: huH tevo &ey$p Ku.H ke!lo ke: cetna svRSv je!lo Aaqo, prHtu Aeva
&ey$p n=I¸ ke potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona smUhna Ô`pàma5- Aeva
&ey$p huH Kë nhÄ. Aahaha¦ tne jàvayoGy Ýmey to AaquH ãVy Ke khe Ke, Aem
khe Ke j¡Ao, smÔùH kaH{? Ane { ãVyne Ô` Tyare tne sMyGdxRn =ay kar`
ke AevDuH &ey Ke tevDuH ßyare ÝtItmaH Aave Tyare sacI ÝtIt ={ khevay.
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smÔùH kaH{?
wava=R Aam Ke ke —huH &ayk Ane smSt K ãVyo maraH &ey Aem to n=I. to
kem Ke, Aam Ke˜ —&an&ey&at<mäStuma5: &ey:˜ &an A=aRtŸ Ô`pà$p xi›
i5kaz, &ey jàvayoGy xi› Aey i5kaz, jàvayoGy xi› i5kaz, huH
jàvayoGy ãVy i5kaz AaHhI be xi› lI\I. AolI &an Ane &ey. Aem lI\uH Ke.
Aek Aek xi› —&at<' &ata, Anek xi›Ae ibrajman vStuma5. Aem lI\u,H
&an Ô`vayoGy Aek xi› pUr`, smÔy Ke? &ey jàvayoGy xi› pUr`,
Aek-Aek xi› lI\I, p` &ata b\o Aaqo ®pD te &ata khe Ke &ata, Anek
xi›Ae ibrajman vStuma5. —Aeva 5` wed maruH Sv$pma5 Ke.˜ Ae 5` wed
kheva ma5 bakI maruH Sv$p Aek$p —Aeva &ey$p˜ Ke. &an te hu-H &ey te huH ne
&ata te huH huH b\uyH Aekno Aek Ku.H Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦
Aa prne Ô`vanuH &ey, te to nhÄ, pr jày Ae!lo &anno AHx te!lo to
&ey nhÄ, p` huH AqHD &ey, huH AqHD&an ne huH AqHD &ata Aeva 5` wed p`
maramaH n=I. huH to —KuH { no { Ku˜
H j`vayoGy te y huH ne Ô`naro te y huH ne &ata
p` hu.H Aahaha¦ —Ova 5` wed maruH Sv$pma5 Ke˜ { 5` wed ={ne AaquH
Sv$p Ke Aem khe Ke. —Aeva &ey$p Ku˜
H
—wava=R Aam Ke ke huH potana Sv$pne ve> vedk$pe ÔùH Ku,H Lyo te=I maruH
nam &an˜ &an kem:ke jàvayoGy ne Ô`naro huH Aem Ôù,H ma!e &an, jàvayoGye
y huH ne Ô`naro y hu,H ma!e &an smÔùH kaH{? khe Ke Aahaha¦ ma`s AolajUna saHwznarne y Aem lage ke xuH Ke Aa b\uH nvuH Ke, nvuH n=I p` AenI cIj
Ke, AevI p` Aeè Ae cIjne kevDI ne kem Ke AevI saHwzI n=I Ae!le Aene Aem
lage ke Aa te xuH Ke, xuH khe Ke p` mare Aa \mR krvo, AemaH AavI vat mUkIne xuH
kam Ke tmare? p` tare \mR krvo hoy to \m± Aevo \mR krnar kevDo Ke Ae
¹iÚmaH n le to \mR =xe nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. \mR krnaro \m± kevDo Ke? Ae &ey kevDuH
Ke, &an kevDuH Ke ne &ata kevDo Ke Aena wan ivna \mR 5`kazmaH ÉyaHy =to n=I.
AamaH ÉyaH AamaH vDalmaH ApasramaH saHwzva mze AevHu Ke Aavu?H (Nyalwa{:
NyaH=I to wagI AaVya) wagI AaVya Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke p` Are Aaqo diryo
Dole Ke ne Ýwu tarI pase khe Ke.
Ae &anma5 p` tuH AekluH AqHD hoH.. &eyma5 p` tuH ne &ata p` tuH 5`
vcnna wed Ke, vStumaH wed n=I. kI\uH ne (smysar-na!k ktaR-kmRiÊyaäar-7) —krta pirnamI ãVy, krm $p piràm. ikirya prjykI ifrin,
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vStu Ok 5y nam.˜ ktaR AaTma, AenHu piràm te kayR, pyaRy bdle te tenI iÊya,
p` vStu to AeknI Aek j Ke. Aem AhÄyaH jàvayoGy te hu,H Ô`naro te hu,H &ata
te hu.H smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ ¹iÚ pyaRy _pr=I KoDavI ne ãVy _pr mUkva mage
Ke. pyaRy je!lo AaTma n=I, pyaRy je!luH &ey n=I, pyaRy je!luH &an n=I ne
pyaRy je!lo &ata n=I wa{ xuH kI\u?H pr je!lo to n=I, p` AenI AeksmynI
pyaRy je!luH &ey n=I, pyaRy je!luH &an n=I ne pyaRy je!lo &ata n=I smÔùH
kaH{? pyaRy je!luH &ey nhÄ, pyaRy je!luH &an nhÄ, pyaRy je!lo &ata nhÄ Amare
vkIl Ke ne Ae huixyar Ke ko'smÔùH AamaH? Aahaha¦ loijk, Nyay=I to vat
hale Ke AamaH p` ko{ id' njruH AaHgè AaVyo n=I ne AaHgè Kbva dI\uH n=I
maze, Aene bharne bhar wMya kyÈ Ke, Aam ne Aam Aam ne Aam¦ Aavo
wgvan AaTma ;Ýwu tarI pase, Ýwu n=I vegza' tara=I j¡da AaFa n=I
Aaha¦ jàvayoGy to y hu,H Ô`naro to y hu,H Aem kI\uH ne j¡Ao ne —huH potana
Sv$pne ve>vedk$pe ÔùH Ku.H te=I maruH nam &an, maruH nam &an, huH potavDe
jàva yoGy Ku,H huH mara vDe jàva yoGy Ku.H te=I maruH nam &ey˜ Ova nam pD–a Ke
5` khe Ke vStumaH wed n=I. AevI be xi›Ao=I maHDIne AnHt xi›$p Ku,H AnHt
xi›$p Ku,H AnHt xi›$p AnHtxi› Sv$p KuH te=I maruH nam &ata, Aeva
namwed Ke p` vStu wed n=I Aahaha¦ he?H tuH TyaH je Ko { tuH Ko, &ey p` AaquH
taru,H &an p` AaquH taruH ne &ata p` Aaqo taro. —TyaH ¹iÚ krva jevI Ke˜,
pyaRy ¹iÚ KoDI, inim¿¹iÚ KoDI, wed¹iÚ KoDI, &eynI p` inim¿¹iÚ KoDI,
pyaRy¹iÚ KoDI ne &ey pUr` Ke TyaH ¹iÚ krva jevI Ke. &anmaH p` pr=I &an =xe
Aem KoDI ne Aek AHx ma5 &an te AaquH &an Ke Aem KoDI Ane i5kaz&an Ke
Aem ¹iÚ krva jevI Ke. &ata p` prne l{ne Ke Aem KoDI. AHx ma5 Ke Aem
KoDI, i5kaz&ata Ke Aem ¹iÚ krvalayk Ke. ko' Ýsþwa{ wa{ Aa to
Ýsþwa{Ae frIne vHcaVyuH ko'smÔùH AamaH? Aahaha¦
AamaH dya-dan-v/tna ivkLpono k¿aR to ÉyaHy rhI Gyo {Ke j nhÄ. p`
Ae dya danna ivkLpno &ata &annI pyaRymaH { jày Ae!luH &an Ke, { rag
Ke ma!e &anno pyaRy Ke Aemye nhÄ, Ane { Ôè Ke &anno pyaRy Aene potane
Ane prne Ae!le Aek smynI pyaRy, Ae!luH y &ey nhÄ. Ae!lo y &ey nhÄ, Ae!luH
&aney nhÄ, Ae!lo &atay nhÄ. Aahaha¦ 5èynI pyaRy¹iÚ é@avI, AHtrŸ¹iÚ
krvano Aa ivØy Ke Aahaha¦ FÌ gjb vat Ke AavI vat ÉyaHy bIje ho{ xke
nhÄ. idgHbr sHto muinAoAe vaStivk tÀvne Ýisâ krIne, jgt pase Ýisâ mUke
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Ke Aahaha¦ vaDavazaAone qbr n mze sHÝdaymaH pDya hoy Aene Aa to,
sHtoAe AapelI prsadI Ke Aahaha¦ mhamuinAo idgHbr sHto vnvasI vnna
vaF Sv$pmaH rhIne ragne =ap marIne toDI naqnara vItragiv&anne Ýg!
krIne AevI xElImaH k{ rIte, k{ pâitAe AaTmane-&ey-&an ne &ata trIke
lavIne mUÉyae Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? tare khe Ke krvanuH hoy to ;Aa' krvanuH
Ke ko' xe@?
—kevo KuH˜ —&an&eykLlolvLgnŸ˜ Òv &ayk Ke Ane Òv &ey$p Ke
Aekna ne Aekna be wag, Aemye nhÄ khe Ke, Ae to vcn ma5 kheva ma5 Ke. waØa
to j¡Ao khe Ke pr&ey Ke Ae to Gyu.H Aa pr&eyne AeksmynI pyaRynuH &ey Ae p`
Gyu,H hve Òv &eyne Òv &ayk, Òv &eyne Òv &ayk, kro wed paDo ivkLp é@xe.
wed Ke nhÄ AHdr smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ duinya pase, sTyne Ýisâ krvanI
mUkvanI kza Ae sHtonI Aa vat, Aey sHto nGn muin —naga badxah=I AaFa˜
Aeè Aa vat jgt pase Ýisâ krI ne mUkI Ke. smÔùH kaH{? gjbnI xElI.
Òv &ayk Ke Ane Òv &ey$p Ke. xe@I? Ae wedye nhÄ khe Ke le @Ik? pr&ey
Ke { nhÄ, Aeksmyno pyaRy K ãVyne Ôè Ae!lo y &ey nhÄ, Òv Aaqo &ey
ne Aaqo &ayk wed nhÄ ho Aahaha¦ —AevI &aykxi›nuH tÀv AaquH wgvan˜
&ey$pe ne &an$pe ne &ayk bs Ae j ¹iÚ krvayoGy Awed vStu Ke, AwedmaH wed
nhÄ. Aa Òv Ke Ae &ey Ane Ae Òv vzI &ayk Aevo p` ßyaH ¹iÚna ivØymaH
vStuno wed pDto n=I. ko' smÔùH kaH{?
—Aevo je vcnwed tena=I wedne pamuH Ku˜
H xuH khe Ke Aa Òv &ey Ke ne Aa
Òv &ayk Ke- Aeva Vyvharna vcno=I wed wle ho vStumaH wed Ke nhÄ. Aohohoho¦
wgvan kevz&anI mara &ey, jàvayoGy prme¬r Aave Ke ne (;Ývcnsar'
ga=a-80) —jae jaìd ArhHtH dVv¿gu`¿pßjay¿eihH. so jaìd APpa`H
moho qlu jaid tSs lyH.. 80..˜ je ÝvcnsarmaH Aem Aave ke AirhHtna
ãVy-gu`-pyaRyne Ôè, &ey trIke Aa Ke Aem Ôè, to Aene AaTma jày ne
mohno nax =ay. AaHhI to khe Ke ke AirhHtna je!luH &ey huH nhÄ. Ane Aene
Ô`vano maro pyaRy, Ae!lo y huH nhÄ. AoluH Aave Ke. AHdrmaH NyaHy Aem kæuH Ke
ke: AHdrmaH tuH vzI Ô. NyaH Aem kI\uH Ke. smÔùH kaH{? AavDa AirhHt svR& Ke
Ae to AekmaH b\aH AavI gyaH Aevo pyaRy nÞI kre, Tyare Ae pyaRy pKI AHtrmaH
vze to Aa Aa ãVy p` &ey pUr` Ke, &anpUr`Svwav pUr` Ke, Aem gu` guÌno
wed Ane pyaRy-pyaRyvanno wed ka#I naqI, Ane Awed _pr ¹iÚ kre Ae!le Aene
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mohno Ùy ={ne Ùaiyk smikt =ay. Tyare kevz&anne levanuH pakuH bIjDuH pake
(khe Ke:) —wava=R Aam Ke ke vcnno wed Ke, vStuno wed n=I.˜
rajmLlÒAe p` !Ika krI Ke ne maze —paHDe rajmLl jEn\m±, smysar na!kke
mm±.˜ Lyo. { }lok =yo frIne lI\o to Lyone Aa lokone saHwzvanuH mZyuH Ke ne,
bo!advaza Aa xuH Ke ke Aa? nvuH nvuH lage Ke ßyare Aave Tyare Aem khe ke Aa te
b\uH nvuH xuH Ke. nvuH n=I bapu...¦ tarI ÔtnI vat Ke, wgvane khelI Ke p` Aene
saHwzva mze nhÄ Ae!le Aene Om lage Ke ke Aa xuH mazu.H Aa vzI k{ ÔtnI
vat Aoho¦ Aahahaha¦
mara isvayna AnHta &eyo te mara kayR Ke mare l{ne Ke Ae to nhÄ, p`
Aene l{ne huH KuH { Ae nhÄ, p` Ae maruH &an Aene Ôè ma!e Ae!lo pyaRy je!lo
huH KuH Ae nhÄ Ane Ae pyaRy Ôè Ae &ey Ke ma!e Ôè Ke Aemye nhÄ Ane Ae pyaRy
pota=I SvtH5 AHxe Ôè Ke O!lo y &ey nhÄ, huH to i5kaz &aykma5 Òv Ku,H
te &ey KuH Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{? AamaH punrui› lage nhÄ hÇ (]ota: punrui›
to krva jevI Ke..¦) Aahaha¦
Lyo { }lok +yo bso Aekoter.
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—wava=R Aam Ke ke &ey &ayksHb\H ivØe FÌ w/aiH t cale Ke˜ JIò ivØy
Ke¦ ko{ khe ke &ey pr Ke ne huH Ô`nar Ku,H Aemye n=I. Aahaha¦ prno huH k¿aR to
n=I, pr=I maramaH kaH{ =atuH to n=I. p` huH prno Ô`nar Ku.H Ane huH Ô`nar
ne pr jày Ae p` wed Ke vStumaH ivkLp _@e Ke AevI vStu Ae n=I. Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{? w/aiH t? &ey&ayk sHb\H ivØe FÌ w/aiH t cale Ke, te=I ko{ Aem
smjxe ke ÒvvStu &ayk Ke, wgvan AaTma Ô`nar Ke ne ;pudg
Ÿ l=I maHDIne
iwþ$p K ãVyo (&ey Ke) wgvane deQya Ke AnHt AaTmaAo, AnHt rjkò,
AsHQy kalaùAo, Aek \maRiSt (kay) Aek A\maRiSt (kay), Aakax Ae K
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ãVyo wgvane deQyaH to { K ãVy &ey, Ane huH &ayk Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat
Ke wa{ tÀvnI ¹iÚnI sMyGdxRnno ivØy, je \mRnI phelI dxa, AemaH &ey pr
ne Ô`nar huH Aevo wed p` sMyGdxRnna ivØymaH n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
ÉyaH=I ÉyaH lavIne mUke Ke.
prvStunI huH dya pazI xkuH KuH ke raqI xkuH KuH ke mezvI xkuH KuH Ae to vStumaH
Ke nhÄ pop!wa{, Aa b\a pEsa wega kyaR Ke ne? A&anIno w/m Ke. khe Ke AaTma
cEtNymUitR wgvan, svR& prme¬re je rIte Ke Ae rIte Ôeyo Ke Ane Ae rIte kæo
Ke, ke AaTma prvStunI dya pazI xke ke prnI ihHsa krI xke { vStumaH n=I.
smÔy Ke kaH{? Aem pEsa mezvI xke, pEsa Aave to raqI xke Ane Aeno
sdupyog krI xke. AevHu AaTmamaH n=I. Ae to n=I p` &anmaH je cIj jày.
Ô`nar huH ne jày te, Ae p` vStuSv$p n=I. heH { prÝkaxmaH AHdrmaH ne AHdrmaH
&an isvay bIÔne Ýkaxe { pr Ýkaxk JIÌ vat Ke. AaqIrna }loko Ke ne?
ÒvvStu &ayk Ane Aa xrIr pudg
Ÿ l Aem kI\uH ne? pEsa, xrIr, mkan
Aaid \Uz \maha Ae tmara bHgla mkan Ae b\a iwþ$p maraH=I K ãVyo, Ae
maraH &ey Ke. mare Ô`valayk cIj Ae Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ &anmaH dev guÌ ne
xaÏ Ae &ey pr&ey Ke. to Ae pr&ey Ke Aeno huH Ô`naro ne Ae jàvalayk Ae
&ey, Om n=I, vStumaH K ãVyo &ey Ke, K ãVymaH isâ AavI gya, dev guÌ AavI
gya xaÏoy AavI gyaH. Ae &ey nam &anmaH jàvalayk Ke Aahaha¦ Ane huH
Ô`nar KuH Aevo wed p` vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. smÔùH kaH{?
—prHtu Aem to n=I˜ Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma Ô`nar Ane AaTma=I
iwþ K ãVyo te mne jàvalayk Ke Ane huH Aeno Ô`nar KuH AevHu vStunHu Sv$p
n=I Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? —jem hmàH khevamaH Aave Ke tem Ke˜ Aem to
n=I ke huH Ô`nar ne K ãVy mare Ô`valayk Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ to Aa bayDIKokraH ne pEsa khe Ke jàvalayk &anmaH Ane huH Aeno Ô`nar ne Aa jàvalayk
Aem n=I vStu Aahaha¦ vItrag svR& prme¬r tI=Åkrdeve je AaTmano Svwav
Ôeyo, to Ae to pote &ey potamaH jàvalayk, pote &an ne pote &ata Ae 5`
wed, vStuSv$pmaH to Ke nhÄ, 5` wedye n=I. p` bIÔ=I j¡dHu paDva Aa rIte
khevamaH Aave Ke. JIÌ vat Ke wa[. AnHtkazmaH rhI GyuH Ke tÀv Aeè dya dan
ne v/t wi› pUÔ AevHu to AnHtvar kyu.Å v/taid AnHtvar paZyaH Ae b\o xuwrag
hto. Aahaha¦ mihna mihnana Apvas kyaR AnHt var { to ragnI iÊya
xuwragnI iÊya Aahaha¦ AaHhI to khe Ke ke { rag &ey, Ae rag maro Ae to Sv$p
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nhÄ, p` rag mare Ô`va layk ne huH Ô`nar Aemye n=I. khe Ke ragnI mHdtana
wavmaH, dev guÌ xaÏnI ]âa Aave, dya danna wav =ay, Ae b\o xuwwav rag
Ae rag te &ey Ke ne huH &ata KuH Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke ne? Vyvhar
Ôèlo Ýyojnvan Ke, JIÌ vat wa{ sMyGdxRn vItrag tI=Åkrdev je khe Ke Ae
vat FÌ AlaEikk vat rhI g{ jgtne (smjvI) bharmaH maHDIne be@a Aaha¦
AhÄyaH to prmaTma AirhHt dev jem frmave Ke tem, sHto jgtne Ôher kre
Ke. Ýwu tuH AaTma Ko. Aahaha¦ Ane te tuH Ô`nar &ayk SvwavI Ko. Ae
&aykSvwavmaH, pr AaTma Ane pr rjkònI iÊya krI xke, Ae to vStumaH Ke
nhÄ, Aahaha¦ je ragnI iÊya kre Ae p` vStumaH n=I. Aahaha¦ prnI dya
pazvanI iÊya to krI xke nhÄ, p` { prnI dyano je wav Ke { krI xke Ae
vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. Aahaha¦ Aeto n=I, cEtNy ibMb Ýwu svR&SvwavI
AaTma Ae Ô`vanuH kam kre, to khe Ke ke konu?H { prnu?H ragnu?H Aahaha¦ Aem
Ke nhÄ. rag &ey Ane AaTma Ô`nar Aevo prnI sa=e sHb\H Ke nhÄ. Aahaha...¦
(]ota: rag { pr?) (bIÔ ]ota: b\uH pr¦) marg JIò wa{ ATyare cale
Ke vItragne name, vItragne Bhane vItragne name, vItragne Bhane Aahaha¦
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5`lokna na= tI=Åkrdev svR&pdne ÝaPt =ya AenI vaÌ idVy |vin KU!I.
Ae idVy |vinmaH=I prmagm rcayaH, Ae prmagmmaH vStunHu Sv$p kevHu Ke tevHu
AemaH jàVyuH ke wa{ tuH Aek &aykSv$pI cEtNysUyR Kone Ane te p` jàvalayk
vStuno tuH Ô`nar Ko, Ae vat sacI Ke p` k{ jàvalayk vStu? smÔùH
kaH{? tuH Ô`nar vStu Ko cEtNy&aykSvwav=I wrelo pda=R Ko, AeH jàva
yoGyne Ôè Ae vat VyajbI Ke. p` kone? jàva yoGy ko`? ke rag ne pr
jàvalayk &ey Ane huH &an, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦
—AhmŸ AyH &anma5: wav: AiSm˜ huH je ko{ cetnasvRSv AevI vStuSv$p
Ku˜
H Caetna svRSv, Ô`vuH Ane deqvu AevHu svRSv potanuH Sv$p, Ô`vuH Ane deqvuH
je svRSv potanu,H svRSv Ae!le vStu. —AevI vStuSv$p Ku˜
H -OvI cIj huH Ku¦H
—s: &ey:˜ te huH &ey$p Ku.H ˜ Aahaha¦ huH pote j cetna svRSv AevI vStu Ku.H Aene
jàvalayk huH KuH Aene Ô`valayk huH KuH JIÌ vatuH vItragnI. Aahaha¦
hÒ to, bharmaH tkraruH Aa Vyvhar krIAe to inüy =ay ne rag ne dya
dan ne wi› Ae xuwwav =ay, pKI AemaH=I (Om krtaH-krtaH) \mR =ay Ae to
FùH dUr rhI gyu.H Aahaha¦
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AhÄyaH to khe Ke wgvan &eySv$pne &ata trIke Ôè p` Ae Éya &eyne?
Aahaha¦ pote Ke ne &ey. potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona smUhna Ô`pà ma5
Ae n=I. —keva &ey$p n=I?˜ Ke ne AHdr? potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyono smUh
Aena Ô`pà ma5 te huH n=I.˜ Aahaha¦ AnHt kevzIAone &ey trIke &an Ôè
Aevoy huH n=I. smÔùH kaH{? AnHt AnHt kevzIAo isâo ibrajman Ke. tI=Åkro
ibrajman Ke. 5`kazna tI=Åkro ne kevzIAo &anmaH jày, Ae &ey Ke ne huH
Ô`nar KuH Aemye n=I Aahaha¦ vItrag marg bhu AlaEikk Ke. Aahaha¦ —huH
cetnasvRSv AevI vStuSv$p Ku.H ˜ —s: &ey:˜ —te huH &ey$p Ku.H ˜ cetnaSv$p
svRSv wgvan AaTma te huH &ey KuH smÔùH kaH{? \Ime \Ime to vat hale Ke w{
Aa to AlaEikk vatuH Ke Aahaha¦ ke!lake to ko{ id' saHwZyu'H y no hoy vItrag
xuH ne vItragno marg xuH ne vItragno xuH pH= Ke? Aahaha¦
Aa to Ô5a kro, wi› kro, paHc dx laq qCÈ \mRnaH wav =axe tmne,
AhÄyaH to khe Ke Ýwu Aekvar saHwz, wa{ AnHtkaze teH tara tÀvne, pr=I iwþ
Ke Ae rIte teH Ô~yuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke svRSv cetna ma5 hu,H te
svRSv te hu,H te &ey. smÔùH kaH{? Aahaha¦ Ane ke!luH Aene \Irj=I ÔevHu pDe Ke.
Aahaha¦ prne &ey bnavelI cIjne KoDI d{ Ane cetna svRSv AaTmane &ey
bnavvo Aahaha¦ AavI vStu Ke Aahaha¦ vItragna drbarmaH to Aa hukm Ke
vItragno 5`lokna na= tI=Åkrdev svR& prme¬r khe Ke, huH svR& Ae!le prne
ÔùH KuH &ey trIke ma!e svR& KuH Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ huH to mara svR& Svwav
cetna svRSv cetna svRSv kho ke svR& Svwav kho Ae maruH &ey Ke-ne Aene huH
ÔùH Ku.H Aahaha¦ Ae p` vcnna Vyvhar=I wed paDIne khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{? —s: &ey:˜ te huH &ey$p Ku.H ˜ xu?H —&anma5: wav: AiSm˜
cetna svRSv, cetna svRSv te huH &ey Ku,H cetna svRSv te huH &ey Ku.H AlaEikk vat
Ke. Aa copDI to raqI Ke ke nhÄ FrmaH, FrmaH to hoy j ne. Aahaha¦
—prHtu Aeva &ey$p n=I keva &ey$p n=I? &ey&anma5:˜ potana Òv=I
&ey je iwþ K ãVyo K ãVyona smUhna Aena Ô`pà ma5 te huH n=I. Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{ AavI \mRk=a kevI? vItragnI to AavI vat Ke bapu¦ te Aeè
saHwzI n=I vItragnI vat. svR& prme¬r i5lokna= tI=Åkrdev, Ae g`\ro
ne [Não Aaid AekavtarI dxana \rnaraAone Aa vat krta hta¦ smÔùH kaH{
;tuH &ey Ko taro Ae!le? cetna svRSv¸ Ae taruH &ey Ke... Aahaha¦ cetna Ô`va
deqvanuH svRSvpùH te j taruH &ey Ke. tuH teno &ey ne tuH j teno Ô`nar. Aahaha¦
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—prHtu Aevo to n=I ke potana Òv=I iwþ K ãVyona smUhna Ô`pàma5,
Om to n=I.˜ Aahaha¦ Aek smynI pyaRymaH, K ãVyonuH &an, K ãVyna &annI
pyaRypè pir`me Òv. Aek smynI pyaRymaH K ãVyne Ô`vana pyaRypè pir`me,
p` Ae!lo &ey n=I, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ AevI to AnHtI pyaRyno smuday gu`
Ke, AevHu svRSv cetnanuH AaquH pUr` Sv$p Ke. Aahaha¦ K ãVyne Ôè { to AenI
Aek smynI pyaRyno Svwav¸ Aek smynI dxano Svwav¸ p` Ae!loy Ae
nhÄ. kar` ke to { pyaRy je!lo ={ gyo {, p` svRSv, cetnasvRSv vStu,
Aeklo &an\n cEtNyibMb Ýwu, Ae &ey Ke. tara &anmaH Ae &ey Ke Aahaha¦
smÔùH kaH{?
—wava=R Aam Ke ke huH &ayk huH Aek Ô`nar Aahaha¦ Aa!luH y palVyuH nhÄ
Aen.e prnuH krvuH to palve j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ prnI rÙa krI >e, prne heran krI >e,
prne poØ`-paln poØ` krI >e, veparI mo!a hoy te hÔr-be hÔr ma`sne
inwavtaH n=I? nokrne bBbe hÔr-paHc-paHc hÔr ma`sne Aape Ke ne ko{
nokrI ne tdŸn qo!I vat Ke. prnuH paln ne poØ` krvuH Ae to AaTmano Svwav
j n=I, Ae!luH to n=I p` prne Ô`vuH Ae!lo &ey, Ae p` Aevo Svwav sHb\H
n=I Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
Ae n e _tare Ke AH d r, _tare - prmaTmamaH AH d rmaH , AH d r Ôe tu H &e y
cetnasvRSvSvwav Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRy=I K ãVy jàà, Ae!lane n Ôe Aahaha¦
Ae &ey ne &ayk sHb\H pyaRymaH Vyvhar=I Ke, smÔùH kaH{? AaTma Ô`nar ne
pr jày, Aevo sHb\H to Vyvhar=I Ke. pyaRy hare, vStunI sa=e Ae sHb\H Ke
nhÄ. kemke AevI to AnHtI pyaRy, prnI ApeÙa raQya ivna, potamaH pDelI Ke
AHdr Aaha¦ OvuH je &ey cetnasvRSv AevHu je &ey, &an-&ayk$p svRSv je &ey,
Aeno tuH Ô`nar Ko. Aahaha¦
Aa bayDI marI KokraH maraH, ÉyaH gyaH AamaH? ix*y mara Lyo Ae ÉyaH hta
(tara) wgvan¦ taro Svwav prne AekluH Ô`vuH Ae!lo n=I Aem khe Ke
smÔùH kaH{? taro Svwav to prne Ô`vanI pyaRy, AevI AnHtI pyaRyno ®pD
&an, Aeva AnHta gu`no ®pD je ãVy Ae &annuH &ey Ke, Lyo smÔùH kaH{?
huH &ayk Ane smSt K ãVyo maraH &ey Aem to n=I,˜ to kem Ke? Aam Ke—&an&ey&at<mäStuma5: &ey:˜ Aahaha¦ &an nam Ô`pà$p xi›˜ O
potano wav, Ô`pà$p wav¸ Ae potanI xi›,—&ey (A=aRt)Ÿ jàvayoGy
xi›, Ýmey potano gu`, Aahaha¦ - Ô`pà$pxi› Ae &anxi› potanI,
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Ane jàvayoGy xi›, Ae p` marI potanI Aahaha¦ huH pote jàvalayk ={ne
jàë Ku¦H smÔùH kaH{? hve, AamaH êDa ÉyaH étrvuH ma`sne? no smÔy to
pa\ro bharmaH ne v/tmaH im+yaTv wav Ke A&anwavmaH rqDI myÈ Ke Aem
Anaid=I sa\upùH AnHtvar lI\u,H pHcmhav/t paZyaH Aahaha¦ sa\una r8 guòAe
paZya¦ p` Aene Ô`vamaH rhI g{ cIj (AaTmvStu) ragnI iÊya Ae marI,
AhÄyaH to ragne Ô`vuH Ae!lo &ey huH, Ae p` Aene AaTmanI ÝtIit n=I.
Aahaha¦ prne Ô`va pUrtuH je pyaRynuH &an Ae!lo hu,H Aeè AaTmane Ô~yo n=I
&an te Ô`pà$p xi› Ane &ey te jàvayoGy xi›, O marI
jàvayoGy xi› Aey marI, Ane Ô`vayoGy xi› Ae y marI Ane Anek
xi›Ae ibrajman vStuma5 &ata-&ata, Anek xi›Ae ibrajman vStuma5.
jàvayoGy xi› p` hu,H Ô`vayoGy xi› &an te huH Ane AevI AevI AnHtI
xi›AoAe ibrajman &ata te huH vStuma5 Aeva 5` wed —mäStuma5:˜ te maruH
Sv$pma5 Ke. Ae maruH Sv$p 5èy Ke. jàvayoGy p` hu,H Ô`vayoGy p` hu,H
AevI xi›=I, AnHtI xi›Ae ibrajman &ata te p` hu,H 5` ={ne Aek vStu
huH KuH Aahaha¦ ko'pkDay Ke ke nhÄ kaH{? AavI vat Ke vItragnI Aahaha¦ Aene
vaZyo Ke Sv&eymaH, prne Ô`va vzGyo Ae vStu nhÄ Om khe Ke Ae!luH y Aene
vStumaH palvtuH n=I. prne Ô`vamaH jenI xi› go@va{ g{ Ke prmaH Aahaha¦
prmaH Ô`vanI hÇ? AemaHy tuH AaTma n=I. Ae!lo AaTma mannaro p` vaStivk
AaTmana Sv$pne { manto n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
Aavo vItragno magR Aa hxe? w{ Amare to ATyar su\I saHwZyuH
nhotu¦H —{CKamI piDÞmùH [irya ivrIya tSs imCKaim du:ÞDmŸ [CKaim piDkmùH
kyuR tuH ke nhÄ- wwUtmlÒ- tSs _¿rI krè`,H payiCKtH krè`,H pa_ ka_@aè`H
moè`H Jaè`-H APpa`H voisraim˜ smjvanuH Ke kaH{ AemaH? giDya haHkye Ôy
={ g{ samaiyk, \Uze y n=I samaiyk AemaH saHwzne¦ (]ota: imCKaim
duÞDH¦) xuH kI\u.H ..? he.H ..? (]ota: imCKaim duÞDH) ha, tSs imCKaim duÞDH¦ konuH
imCKaim duÞDH? Aahaha¦ O ivkLp je é@yo ne tSs imCKaim duÞDHno, Ae
ivkLpno k¿aR AaTma nhÄ. Aene AaTma n khIAe, Ae to hve AaTma n khIAe p`,
ivkLpne Ô`nar pUrto Ko. Ae!lo y AaTma n khIAe. JIÌ vatuH AavI.
svarmaH nvaùm
H aH vat htI. Aahaha¦ Sv &eyne bnav to &ata p` tuH ne
&an p` tu,H prnI hare tare kaH{ sHb\H n=I Ýwu¦ OvI xi› je 5`$pe AevI maruH
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Sv$pma5 Ke Aeva &ey$p KuH deqo , &an xi› Ô`vanI, &ey xi› jàvanI,
AevI AnHtxi› &atanI 5`$p ={ne huH &ey KuH 5`$p ={ne huH &ey Ku.H Aahaha¦
Ô`vanI xi› &an, temaH &ey paKuH _tare Ke &anne &an Ôè. Ane &ey Ae!le
jàva yoGy AaqI cIj Ke Aene { Ôè Ke. Aahaha¦ AevI &ata &ey huH &ata huH
jàvalayk huH AevI 5` vStuma5 &ey tene AaTma khevamaH Aave Ke.
bharnuH Ô`vamaH loko bharmaH Ýv<i¿maH roka{ Gya ne vStu rhI g{
AaqI jena=I jNm mr`no AHt Aave, AevHu sMyGdxRn xuH Ane sMyGdxRnno
ivØy xuH Aene Ôè nhÄ. Ae to Aapè kaH{k krxuH to pamxuH Lyo xuH krxuH to
pamxu?H mzxe \Uz mzxe { to bharnI¦ xuwwav hxe to bharmaH sHyog mzxe
AaTmano te verI =xe Aahaha¦
wgvan AaTma kevzI svR&prme¬re, je AaTma Ôeyo Aeva AnHt AaTmaAo
wgvane Ôeya Aahaha¦ Ae maHælo Aek AaTma { AnHt AaTmane Ô`vanI
pyaRy=I p` iwþ Aahaha¦ Ae!lo &ey nhÄ. AnHt AaTmaAone Ôè, AevI je
&annI pyaRy Ae!lo &ey AaTma nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{? Ae=I AnHtguò je tÀv je
&ey ne &ata Ke Aene &ey trIke 5` Awed ={ne Ôè, Aene AaTma khevamaH Aave
Ke Aahaha¦ Tyare tene sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ hÒ to sMyGdxRn co=uH
gu`S=an, paHcmuH to ÉyaHy rhI gyuH ne KõuH to ÉyaHy rhI gyu.H Aahaha¦
Aeva 5` wed —mäStuma5˜ AevuH maruH Sv$pma5 Ke, Aeva &ey$p KuH
Aahaha¦ wava=R Aam Ke ke huH potana Sv$pne ve> vedk$pe ÔùH KuH vedava yoGy
ne vednar te b\oy huH pote Ku.H Aahaha¦ ve> vedva yoGy, vedk Ô`nar. Ae huH Ku¦H
ve>vedk$pe huH Ku.H mara ve>maH bIÒ cIj Ke Ô`vamaH, Ane huH Aeno Ô`nar KuH
Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ FÌ \Irj Ôe{Ae Aa to.
pEsa-bEsa mze ne Ae to pUvn
R a pu~y hoy to Ke ne? to sog@I go@va{ Ôy¦
te maza Aiwman kre ke Aa Ame rzIAe KIAe, pUvn
R a (pu~yna) rjk` pD–a
hoy, to { rIte sog@I go@va{ Ôy \H\amaH droDa ={ Ôy, paHc paHc laqne dxdx laq vIs-vIs laq \Uzna Ae!le jaè ke Ame kmaàH xuH kmaà? { pEsa to
jD Ke, { jD kmaò tu?H Aahaha¦ Ane { marI pase AaVya, AevI mmta Ae
kmaò tuH Aahaha¦
AaHhI to khe Ke ke { mmtanuH &an Ae!lo y huH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pEsa Aek kor
rhI Gya p` AemaH mmtanI v<i¿ é@I, Aene Ô`naro huH Ae!lo y huH nhÄ.
Aahaha¦ huH to AnHtgu`no ®pD Ýwu je &ata, AnHtxi›van, &an Ô`vanI
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xi›Sv$p, &ey jàvanI xi›$p, Ae 5`nuH Aek$p te &ey huH Ku.H Aahaha¦ bhu
ferfar krvo pDe ma`sne. Ke ne p` AHdr Ke ke nhÄ? Fre to vaHcta y AavDe nhÄ
AamaH xuH khe Ke? $ipya ne veparna copDa ferve AemaH vaHc.e Aaha¦ Ýwu tarI vatne
teH n Ôe{ Aahaha¦ { AnHtIcIjne tuH &ey trIke Vyvhar trIke pr trIke Ô`vu,H
Ae l"mI AbÔe $ipya, AHdr deqay AaHhI njre AaVyaH, Aene &ey trIke Ô`vuH
Ae!lo y p` tuH nhÄ. mara trIke manvuH { to tuH nhÄ, Aahaha¦ p` Ae!lane &ey
trIke Ô`naro hu,H Ae!lo y huH nhÄ. AakrI vatuH Ke hÇ? ApUvR vat Ke bapu Aa¦
AnHtkaz=I Ae`,e marI cIj ke!lI mo!I Ke, kevDI Ke, Ane kem Ke AenHu sMyG&an
kyuÅ n=I. xaÏo w~yo, iÊyakaHD kyaR, NyaH ne NyaH A!kIne car gitmaH rqDyo.
—huH potana Sv$pne ve>-vedk$pe ÔùH Ku˜
H jàvalayk ne Ô`nar$pe huH
ÔùH KuH Aem jàva$pe ne Ô`va$pe mne huH ÔùH KuH te=I maruH nam &an, te=I maruH
nam &an, huH pota vDe jàva yoGy Ku,H huH mara vDe jàvayoGy Ku,H te=I maruH nam
&ey Aohoho¦ AevI be xi›Ao=I maHDIne AnHt xi›$p Ku.H AevI AnHtI xi›Ao
AaTmamaH Aahaha¦ te=I maruH nam &ata, Aeva namwed Ke. { 5`maH Aeva namwed
Ke. Aahaha¦ huH Aek Ô`nar xi›vazo¸ jàvayoGy xi›vazo¸ ne AnHt
xi›vazo &ata Aeva 5`na namwed Ke. maramaH 5`na namwed Ke, Ae namwed
ka#I naqe Ke Aahaha¦ —vStuwde n=I˜ xuH kæuH {? huH pote &an KuH AevI Aek xi›
Ane huH pote &ey KuH jàvalayk AevI Aek xi› Ane AevI AnHt xi›$p &ata
Aeva 5`$pe AnHt xi›Ao Ae Ku,H te=I maruH nam &ata Aeva namwed Ke, vStuwde
n=I. &ane y huH, &eye y huH &atayey huH Aahaha¦ AavI AHtr¹iÚ =vI, Aene
sMyGdxRn \mRnI phelI dxa khe Ke. hÒ to tene sMyGdxRn khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane
sMyGdxRn ivna, Aena w`tr xaÏna b\uH A&an Ke. Aena v/t ne inym, Aa
sMyGdxRn ivna, Ae v/t ne inym b\aH bazv/t ne baztp Ke Aahaha¦ smÔùH
kaH{? ware vat wa{ KeLla }loko Ke ne.
—kevo Ku?H ˜ &an&eykLlolvLgnŸ˜ Òv &ayk Ke, wgvan Ô`nar Ke.
—Òv &ey$p Ke˜ huH pote &ey$p Ku,H huH pote &ayk KuH —Aevo je vcnwed˜ Ae nhÄ
Aahaha¦ —vLgnŸ tena=I wedne pamuH Ku˜
H Aeva vcnwed=I wedne pamuH Ku,H wava=R
Aam Ke, ke vcnno wed Ke, vStuno wed n=I. &ey &ata ne &an Aem xBd wed Ke,
vStu to ;Ke te j Ke' &ey p` te, &an p` te ne &ata p` te Aahaha¦ —&an&eykLlolvLgnŸ˜ vcnna wed Ke Aem kLlol Ae!le, Aeva wedne vLgn pamuH Ku?H je
vcnwed tena=I wedne pamuH Ku,H vcnno wed Ke, vStuno wed n=I¦ te j &ey, te j
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&an, te j &ata 5` Awed ={ne vStu Aek AqHD khevamaH Aave Ke, Ae sMyGdxRnna
ivØymaH AavI AwedvStu Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH{?
ATyare to khe Ke ke nvtÀvnI ]âa kro ne, dev AirhHt, guÌ ing/=Å kevzIAe
Ý$pelo \mR te sTy tenI ]âa { smikt, AevHu Ke nhÄ. Aaha¦ AevHu to AnHt var
kyuÅ Ke Aahaha¦ ApUvR wgvan AaTma Aaqo &ey Aaqa &anno &ey. Aahaha¦
{ Aaqo &ata Aek$p vStu jemaH vcnno wed p` rheto n=I. AevI cIjnI ¹iÚ
krvI AenHu nam Anuwv krvo ne AenHu nam sMyGdxRn Ke Aahaha¦
hÒ to xuH khevay { pkDvuH k@` pDe AoluH to shelHu s!, Ôv g<hS= hoy
to pEsa qcoR, \mR\ru \H rnuH nam Aape. xrIrno bzIyo Apvas krI naqe. {
tpsI khevay, mnno bzIyo hoy to vatuH kre xaÏnI.
cEtNy Ýwu pote j &ey ={ne &anmaH jày, pote &ata ={ne &eymaH pote
&ata jày Aahaha¦ &ata te &ey, &an te &ey ne &ey te &ey AevI AwedvStunI
¹iÚ =vI, AevHu j vStunHu Sv$p Ke AHdrmaH AevI cIjnI ¹iÚ =vI AenHu nam
\mRnI phelI dxa. sMyGdxRn Tyare khevamaH Aave Ke. Aavo marg Aa nvo ka#yo
nhÄ hoyne Aavo? (]ota: nvo j Ke...¦)
Ae AavuH to Ame saHwzta nhota jyaH j{Ae TyaH- S=ankvasImaH hoy to
khe samaiyk kro, poha kro, piDkmàH kro, deravasImaH hoy to ke wa{ ja5a kro
cE5 sud pUnmnI, kartk sud pUnmnI, xE5uHjynI, smedixqrnI-ja5a kro,
pEsavaza hoy to grIbna AaHsu luKo, iv\vana AaHsu luKo, wUQyane Anaj
Aapo, trSyane paÌ Aapo, nagane vS5 Aapo, rogIne AaE*a\ Aapo AevHu to
saHwzta'ta? Ae b\I vatuH w/mà Ke. ko` Aape ne ko` Lye? Aahaha¦
AaHhI to prne Ô`vuH Ae p` ßyaH AaTmana SvwavmaH n=I Aahaha¦ AekluH
prne Ô`vuH Ae!lo p` AaTmano Svwav n=I Aem khe Ke. AevaH AevaH to Ô`vanI
pyaRyo gu`maH &atamaH AnHtI pDI Ke Aahaha¦ Ae Svne ßyare &ey bnave, Tyare
tenHu pU`R $p &anmaH Aave Tyare tene vaStivk AaTma tena &anmaH jày AemaH
ja`vamaH Aave Ane ÝtIt =ay tenHu nam sMygŸdxRn Ke (]ota: inivRkLp dxamaH
=ay) ha, inivRkLp hoy wed n=I rheto, TyaH Aahaha¦ bhu }lok srs hto.
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99ga=a phelI AhÄ x$ krI'tI Tyare K idvs clI'tI. svarnI. Aahaha¦ w{
Aa to maq` Ke hve, Aene kaz laHbo n Ôe{Ae hve Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{?
Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTmane, AenI pyaRy je &annI vtRman vteR Ke Aene prsNmuqmaH
Ô`vamaH rokaÌ Ke, KoDI de Ae Aahaha¦ Ae &annI pyaRyne Sv&eymaH lav
Aahaha¦ Tyare Ae AaTma jevDo Ke, pUr` AevDo Aene &anmaH &eypè jày Ae
&anne sMyG&an khIAe, Ae &anne sMyGdxRn khIAe, Ane Ae &anmaH @rvuH Aene
cair5 khIAe Aahaha¦
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kzx!Ika bSso Aekoter kzx phelHu mUkI dI\uH htuH p` AemaH AavI gyuH b\u.H
vat AavI g{ Ke.
wava=R {s Ýkar hE. phel=e I j wava=R lI\o. kI\a phelaH One xuH khevHu Ke
ne Aene jrIk SpÚ krva sa!u.
&ey-&ayk sHb\H ke _pr bhut w/aiH t cltI hE Aa vat _paDI Aem ke prãVy
&ey hE ne AaTma &an hE, AEsa w/aiH t cltI hE. pr&ey hE yh to Vyvhar &ey hE.
inüymeH to Apna &ankI pyaRymeH Ôe K ãVyka &an hota hE, Ae Apna &ey ne
Apna &an ne Apna &ata hE. Aahaha¦ jem phele kha ke ãVy-Ùe5-kaz-wav
vo ih hE. ãVy hE ye ih hE, Ùe5 wI ye ih hE, kaz wI ye ih hE, ãVy iwþ, Ùe5 iwþ,
kaz iwþ, wav iwþ AEsa nih. Aahaha¦
vStu ãVy je AnHt gu`ka wHDar ãVy. Ae ãVy Ae j AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5 Ao
ih i5kaz Ane Ao ih wav. wav jem kerInI AHdr v`R-gH\-rs-SpxR-v`R kho
to {, gH\ kho to y {, Ane rs kho to y { Ane SpxR kho to y {. v`R, gH\,
rs, SpxR j¡da hE kerIme,H kerI Aam-Aam,AEsa n®h. Aahaha¦ AEse AaTma ãVy
Ae!le AnHt gu`ka ®pD Ýwu ãVy, Ao ih AsHQy ÝdexI ãVy hE vo ih "ae5 hE, Ane
je AsHQy ÝdexI "ae5
/ hE vo ih ãVy hE,H Ane Ôe AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5 hE vo ih
i5kazkaz hE, Ane vo ih i5kaz wav hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? car Ýkarka
wed wI inkal dIya- Aahaha¦
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¹iÚka ivØy to ãVy Svwav, Ùe5 Svwav, kaz wav Ae Aek$p Svwav hE.
¹iÚka ivØymeH car wed n®h. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya. ãVy hE Ao ih pHcm pairàimk
wav hE, Ùe5 hE vo ih pHcm pairàimk wav hE, i5kaz vStu Ae prm pairàimk wav
hE, Ane AnHt wav Ae p` pairàimk wav hE. Aahaha¦ Ae car Aek ih cIj hE. car
iwþ iwþ hE AEsa n®h sMyGdxRnka ivØy Aahaha¦ Ae ãVy-Ùe5-kaz-wav Aek
Sv$pe, Awed, AqHD Ao sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE. Aahaha¦ AakrI vatuH wa{ ware.
smjmeH Aaya? Ae sMyGdxRnka ivØymeH inim¿ to n ho, Ae rag to nih p` Aek
smykI pyaRy isâ Aaid, kevz&annI Ae p` sMyGdxRnka ivØy nih. Aahaha¦
hve AhÄya to &an &ey &ata &an ÔnnevalI, &ey ÔnnemHe Aata hE. &ata
Ae sb gu`ka ®pD-Aahaha¦ Ae khete hEH deqo. &ey &ayk ke sHb\H ke _pr bhut
w/aiH t cltI hE so ko{ AEsa n smjega ik Òv vStu &ayk hE. Aahaha¦ K ãVy
AemaH AnHt kevzIAo Aaya, AnHt is|\o Aaya, AnHt ingodka Òv Aaya.
Aahaha¦ to AaTma &ayk hE Ane pHc-prmei*! Ae K ãVymeH Aaya to Ae &ey hE
AEsa nihH hE. Aahaha¦
&ey-&aykka Vyvhar sHb\H wI KoDa deta hE.H smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat
wa{, Ô`k Svwav Aevo wgvan AaTma, Ao &ayk, &ayk Ônnevala AaEr K
ãVymeH AnHt kevzI Aaya ne isâo Aaya. Ae &ey hE &anmeH AEsa hE nih. Aahaha¦
Ae khete hEH j¡Ao. ÒvvStu &ayk hE ne pudglse lekr- Aek prmaùse maHDIne Acet
mhaSkH\-kmR Aaid Aahaha¦ yhaH to AaTma &ayk hE AaEr rag Vyvhar rTn5yka
_Tpþ hona rag- Ae &ey hE AEsa wI n®h. smjmeH Aaya. Vyvhar rTn5yka Ôe
ivkLp hE, Ae &ayk AaTma ne Ao &ey hE, AEsa ih n®h. smjmeH Aaya. Aahaha¦
barmI ga=amaH kha =a Ôna huAa Ýyojnvan hE. Ôna huAa- Ae to Ônte hE
ApnI pyaRy, ragko-Vyvharko ÔntI hE ApnI pyaRy, to pyaRy Apna &ey
hE-rag &ey to Vyvharse khenm
e He Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ bhu JIù.H
K ãVymeH Ôe dev-guÌ xaÏkI ]âaka rag, nvtÀvka wedvaza wav, pHc
mhav/tna piràm Ao rag, Ao Apna Svwav to nih p` Apna Ae &eyye
n®h, Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE ne? JIÌ vat Ke wgvan Aahaha¦
pudg
Ÿ lse lekr iwþ$p K ãVy &ey hE, so AEsa to nih hE, AEsa hE n®h. Aahaha¦
cHdw
u a{ Aahaha¦ xrIrmeH rog Aaya to AaTma &ayk hE AaEr rog &ey hE, AEsa
wI nih. (AÒb bat hE) yh bat hE. kwI- ÉyaH sUna hE TyaH, tmaku ne bIDImaH
Aa hE n®h kaH{ xe@? AhÄ to khete hE tmaku ne bIDI AaEr ÏI ku!b
Hu ne pirvar Ae
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&aykka &ey hE AEsa ih n®h. Aahaha¦ gjb vat krI Ke ne? Apna to nih,
&ayk Sv$p wgvan AaTma, _smeH ÏI ku!b
Hu pirvar l"mI Ane Vyvhar rTn5yka
rag Ae K ãVymeH Aata hE, K ãVy Ae &ey hE, Ônne layk hE, Ýmey hE ne AaTma
Ýma` krnevala hE, AEsa hE n®h Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke (mI@I m\UrI vat Ke) vStu
AavI Ke bapu. AhÄ to pr=I sHkl
e vanI vat Ke Aahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke wa{.
AnHt kazmaH Ae Awed Ane Aiv$â ÔNya nih Aeè Aahaha¦
yhaH khete hE ke pudg
Ÿ lse lekr iwþ$p AnHt kevzIAo, pHc prmeiÚ &anmeH
&ey hE, AEse y nih. mI@alalÒ kemke AaTma Ôe K ãVyka Ane pHc prmeiÚka &an
krte hE,H Ae to &ankI pyaRy _ske kar`se hu{ n®h, Ae &eyke kar`se hu{ n®h Ae
Apnese hu{ hE to Apna &ankI pyaRy Apna &ey hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
—so AEsa to n®h hE jEsa {s smy khete hEH {s Ýkar hE. —AhH AyH ye &an
ma5 wav: AiSm˜ Aahaha¦ mEH AyH- Ôe ko{ &an ma5 wav AiSm- cetna
svRSv. Ônna, deqna, cetna svRSv, AEsa vStu Sv$p mEH hu.H Aahaha¦ ;s:
&ey:' vh mEH &ey$p huH Aahaha¦ cetna svRSv mEH hu.H Ae K ãVyka &eypà mere yh
wI nih. mEH to cetna svRSv Ôe pyaRy, ApnI ye ApnemHe &ey hE. Aahaha¦ AakrI
vatuH ware Ke. KeÐa }lokomaH to Aekdm, &ankI pyaRy &ayk hE AaTma Ane ye &ey
to hE ke n®h K ãVy, kevz&anmeH &ey hE ke nih? (Vyvhar=I) Ae Vyvhar Ke Aeno
A=R xu?H hE n®h. wgvan lokalokko Ônte hEH AEsa n®h, Aem khete hEH Tyare Éya
lokalokko n®h Ônte hE? Aahaha¦ ke ApnI &an pyaRyme,H ApnemHe lokalokka
&an Apne kar`se huAa, Ae pyaRy Apna &ey hE, loklok &ey n®h. Aahahaha¦ JIÌ
vatuH bhu bapu, Aahaha¦ Aa to \Irana kam Ke. wa{, Aa kaH{ Aekdm. Aahaha¦
;s: &ey: n Aev' - vh mEH &ey$p huH prHtu AEsa &ey$p n®h hu?H kEsa &ey$p
n®h hu?H &ey-&an ma5 vStu. Apne Òvse iwþ Aahaha¦ wgvan cetnSv$pse
iwþ, K ãVyÇka smUhka Ô`pà ma5 mEH nih. Aahaha¦ K ãVyka Ô`pà ma5
mEH nih. mEH to merI &ankI pyaRyko &ey bnakrke Ônnevala hu.H AavI JIÌ vatuH
hve ma`sne Vyvhar=I =ay, dya, dan ne v/t wi›=I inüy =ay Ae to ÉyaHy
rhI g{ (vat) p` Vyvhar &ey hE Ane AaTma &ayk hE Ae bI dUr ho gya.
Aahaha¦ hE? (bhut sU"m hE) sU"m hE KalkI wal khete hE ne wEya Kalka wal.
KoDte AEsI Kal hE,H magR AEsa hE- (Aap ih smÔ skte hE) Aahahaha¦
Aola bIDIna ÝemmaH Aena namamaH kem ka#I xko Ko? xe@? Ae namu ka#I xke
Ke ne. fDak-fDak kre AanI pase Aa!la Ke ne AanI pase Aa!la- (!eva{
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gyane) !eva{ gya- Aahaha¦
AhÄya to ye le-de skte to n®h. p` _sko Ônte hE, Ae bI n®h, Aem
khete hE. Aahaha¦ xe@? tmakuna kanpur j{ne pEsa dete hE Ae to nih. daqlo
Frno xei@yano AapIAene? p` Ae pEsa Aaya pcas hÔr ke laq Ao &ey ne
mEH &ayk AEsa ih n®h. ÉyUH ik &eyko ÔnnekI pyaRy merI hE- so mEH &ey ne mEH
&an huH. mEH cEtNy svRSv huH. OmaH prka &eypà Aata ih n®h khe Ke. Aahaha¦
AavI vat Ke wa{.
tÀv¹iÚ sU"m Ke wa{ Aahaha¦ Aeè AnHtkazmaH AWyas prno, pyaRyno,
ragno AWyas kIya Aahaha¦ jnm mr`se riht honekI cIj ko{ AlaEikk hE.
Ane te pu$Øa=Rse Ýaº hotI hE, p` pu$Øa=R Éya? Aahaha¦ Aa xaÏ hE ye mera
&an hE ne Aa &ey hE AEsa ih n®h. AaEr mera &ankI pyaRymeH xaÏka Ôe &an hE
AEsa &an Aaya, Ao Ao kar`se nih Aaya, Ao &eyke kar`se n®h Aaya.
ApnI pyaRymeH Apna &eyke kar`se &an Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ Aavo marg Ke.
prnI hare xuH sHb\H Ke Aem khe Ke, &ey-&ayk sHb\H e y nih. Aahaha¦ &ey-&ayk
sHb\H khenm
e He Aata hE ne? to sHb\H to Vyvhar hE. Aahaha¦
inüymeH to Ae K ãVyka &an ApnI pyaRymeH Apne se huAa hE Ae K ãVykI
hEyatIne karè Aa pyaRymaH &an K ãVyka huAa AEsa n®h. merI pyaRymeH {tnI
hEyaitkI takat hE ke prkI hEyait hE to mEH K ãVykI pyaRyka &an krta huH AEsa
hE n®h. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat hve. to khete hE. —s: &ey: n Aev.˜ prka &anma5
&ey ye nih mE,H prka &an ma5 &ey Ae mEH nih. Aahaha¦ Aa kzx!Ika to FrmaH
pD–uH hxe- pD–uH Ke ne? puStk to TyaH Ke ne Fre? pD–a hxe. nana-xe@ vaHc-e AavI
vat Ke wa{. Aa to wgvannI vat Ke ne wgvandas. Aahaha¦ - gjb vat
Ke. Ane Ae idgHbr sHto isvay Aa pâit ÉyaHy hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aa
vStunI iS=it, wgvanAe K ãVy hE, _ska &an huAa Ae &eyk<t huAa, to Ae &ankI pyaRy &eyke
kar`se hu{ hE? Ae to ApnI pyaRy hu{ hE. Ae to ApnI pyaRy Ae Apna &ey hE.
smjmeH Aaya? sU"m hE wa{- Aahaha¦ Vyvhare Ôèlo Ýyojnvan hE AEsa
kha =a, barmI-ga=amaH, _ska A=R Ae ke Ae Ýkarka &ankI pyaRy Apnese _Tpþ
hotI hE Ae rag hE Vyvhar rTn5yka _ska &an yhaH ApnI pyaRymeH AEsa ih
Apnese Sv-pr ÝkaxkkI pyaRy Apnese _Tpþ hotI hE. Ae ApnI pyaRy Ae
Apna &ey hE, Vyvhare y &ey nih. Aahahaha¦ AavI vato Ke. Aa to \Irana kam
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Ke bapu- Aa to ko{ _tavzIya ={ne, _tavze AaHba n pake. AaHbo vaVya pKI =oDI
\Irj Ôe{Ae. AaHba smje ne? kerI kerI-kerIka bIj vave ne trt fz Aate hE?H to
\Irj Ôe{Ae =oDI.. Aem wgvan AaTma Aahaha¦ terI &ankI pyaRymeH K ãVy
ÔnnemHe Aata hE to Ae &ey hE to AhÄya &an huAa AEsa n®h. ApnI pyaRy {tnI
Ýg! hu{ hE ye Apna &an Ane Apna &ey pyaRy hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
;Apne Òvse iwþ K ãVyÇke smUhka Ô`pà ma5 n®h.' Aem khete hE. Éya
kIya Ae- Apne Òvse iwþ K ãVyÇke smUhka Ô`pà ma5 n®h. Aena Ô`pà
ma5 n®h mE.H ApnI pyaRyka Ô`pà ma5 mEH hu,H svRSv to mere meH hE Aahaha¦ Are¦
wava=R {s Ýkar hE. mEH &ayk, smSt K ãVy mere &ey, mEH Ônnevala AaEr
svR& prme¬r ye mera &anmeH &ey, prme¬r mera hE yh to nih. Aahahaha¦ pHcprmeiÚ mera hE AEsa to n®h p` pHc-prmeiÚ merm
e He &ey hE AEsa ih n®h hE.
Aahaha¦ ye pHc-prmeiÚka yhaH Ôe &an huAa, Ae _ska n®h huAa hE. yh ApnI
pyaRyka sam+yRse huAa hE. Ae ApnI pyaRy ApnemHe &ey hE. Aahaha¦ AavuH kam
Ke, ¹iÚne sHkl
e I lI\I. ApnemHe &ey, &an ne &ata Ae 5` wed bI nIkal dega
pIKe, yhaH to hÒ. smjmeH Aaya? pr &ey ne mEH &ayk AEsa to nIkalta hE, pIKe
pyaRy &ey hE ne mEH &an huH Ane mEH &ata huH O 5` wed wI _smeH n®h.
&ata te &ata hE Ane &ata te &an hE ne &an te &ey hE Aahaha¦ AavI cIj
Aahaha¦ sHtoAe magR shelo krI dI\o Ke. shela kr dIya hE shelo ÉyÈ t¹n ALp
waØameH marg bhot srz kr dIya hE,H Ae Anuwv ÝkaxmeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦
wava=R {s Ýkar hE ke mEH &ayk Ane smSt &ey mere isvay sb pr, K ãVy
mere &ey hE. Aahaha¦ \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, AakaxiStkay, kaz, prmaù=I
maHDIne SkH\, kmR, to kmR mera &ey hE ne mEH &ayk hu,H Aahaha¦ kmR merm
e He to n®h,
mera to n®h p` kmR &ey hE ne mEH &ayk huH AEsa ih n®h Aahaha¦ AhÄ pokar krte
hE kmR=I AEsa ho ne kmR=I AEsa ho, Are sUn to shI na=, terI &ankI sam+yRta
{tnI hE, ke prkI ApeÙa _smeH hE n®h. Aahaha¦
AEse to n®h, to kEsa hE? AEsa hE. &an-&ey-&at<RTv Aahaha¦ vStu ma5
&ey, Ô`pà$p xi›, merI Ô`pà$p xi›, AaEr Ônne yoGy xi› ye merI,
Ô`pà$p xi› merI Ane Ônne yoGy xi› p` merI Aahaha¦ Aavo marg Ke.
AenI mezaAe to Aa smÔy AevHu n=I. pop!wa{¦
pop!wa{¦ AavI gya. Aola pEsamaH roka{ gya'tane- Aahaha¦ AhÄya
to Ýwu khete hE ke l"mI to terI nih p` tera &ey nih. Ae to jgtkI cIj jD,
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p` vh &ey hE Ane tuH &ayk hE AEsa wI n®h. Tyare? ke terI &ankI pyaRy tera &ey
Ane tuH tera &an Ane tuH tera &ata. smjmeH Aaya?
Ô`pà$p xi› merI, Ônne yoGy xi› wI merI, mEH pyaRyka &an ne &ey
mEH bnata hu,H merI pyaRy &ey, mEH &an AaEr Aekke xi› hu{ do. hve &ata, &ata
Anek xi›Ae ibrajman Ô`nxi› Aek, &ey xi› Ýmey xi› Aek AHdr
Aahaha¦ kemke ãVy gu` pyaRymeH Ýmeyxi›ka Vyapkpà hE. to ye Ýmey &ey pyaRy
hE O bI mEH AaEr &an wI mEH AaEr AnHt xi› sHpþ &ata wI mE,H Aa Ao Aekke
xi›. Aahaha¦ Éya kIya? bhu srs vat Ke. wa{, tare pr samuH ÔevanuH n=I.
Ane prne Aahaha¦ O vItragnI vaÌ wgvan i5lokna= smosr`maH ibraje
AaEr Ao tera &ey AaEr tuH &ayk Aahaha¦ _sse to terI &an pyaRy hotI n®h, p`
_sko Ônte hE AEsa wI yhaH n®h. smjmeH Aaya? Ao sHb\H I je ApnI &an
pyaRymeH &an huAa Ae &eyko AaTma Ônte hE.H ye &ey wI Apna Ane &an wI
Apna Ane AnHt xi›ka sHpþ &ata wI Apna. Aahaha¦ Are Aene Éya Ôvu?H
bharmaH w!k w!k w!kt äar äar loknke Aave Ke ne? JaHJrI boLyo' to ne te
id' —w!kt äar äar loknke kukr Aaxa \arI˜ Ae kUtro ßyare ds vaGyanuH !aùH
hoy, pKI ÔzI hoyne ÔzI- ku¿a ÔzI, bH\ hoy TyaH. ro!la ne qata hoy TyaH
gH\ Aave kUtrane ku¿a ku¿ako. ÔzI hoyne. ku¿a ÔzI bH\, TyaH _wo hoy- AolI
ro!lI gH\ayne hmàH Aapxe mne. daz-wat-xak gH\ayne Aene Aahaha¦
Aem ßyaH hoy TyaH wIqarI maGya kre Ke¸ khe Ke marI &annI pyaRy AhÄ=I
=ay, AhÄ=I =ay. Aahaha¦ Aaxa AornkI Éya kIje, &an su\a rs pIje.
AaTmana AanHdno su\ars pIne Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae &ey p` tu,H &aney tu,H Ane
&ata ye p` tuH &an ÔnnekI Aek xi›, &ey jànekI Aek xi› AaEr &ata AnHt
xi›pè ibrajman. Aahaha¦ Are AhÄ to khe Ke mera guÌ ne mera wgvan ne
mera dev, mera mHidr- (cetna svRSv mEH hu)H cetna svRSv huH mEH to... cetna svRSv
mEH hu,H svRSv mEH hu.H
Ae &ey wI mE,H &an wI mEH Ane &ata wI mE.H Aahaha¦ Aavo magR smÔy
n®h ne Ae!le pKI lokone Vyvhar iÊyakaHDmaH dorI dI\a. Aena=I kLya` =xe OvI
Ý$pà x$ ={ g{ Arrr¦ im+yaTvnI Ý$pà hE Ae to. im+yaTvnuH poØ` Ý$pà
bakI kem qbr pDe ke Aa wav®lgI Ke ke ãVy®lgI Ke? p` Ý$pà Aam coQqI
Ke Aena=I qbr n=I pDtI ke Aa im+ya¹iÚ Ke? Ae to S=Uz vat Ke. dya-danv/t-wi›na piràm pr&ey trIke &anmeH hE, Aa _sko yhaH \mRka kar` bnate
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hE, _sse to \mR hoga AEsI to Ý$pà k=n hE- Ae im+yaTv Ke AemaH sU"m ÉyaH
hE _sme?H smjmeH Aaya? AakruH lage wa{.
kæuH nhotu?H kale kæu'H tu?H na Aaje svare kæuH htu.H wa{ Ae Vyvharka inØe\
krte hE ye tera inØe\ nih. tUH AEsa hE ih n®h to pIKe inØe\ ÉyaH? tuH AaTma hE ne
wgvan. &ey, &an ne &ata trIke tuH AaTma hE. to tuMhara Anadr ÉyaH Aaya?
Aahaha¦ Ae to Svka Aadr Aaya smjmeH Aaya? Vyvharka inØe\ Ae ApnI
pyaRyme-H Vyvhar &ey Ane Aa &an, AEsa hE nih. tera Sv$p AEsa hE nhÄ tuH
AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? rag Aave¸ hoy Ae dUsrI bat, hoy to K
ãVy hE AnHt, Anaidse Ae kya- Ane te stŸ$pe Ke AstŸ$pe n®h. b/ï sTy ne
jgt im+ya Aesa hE n®h. Ae to ApnI ApeÙaO im+ya, bakI K ãVy to Anaid
pD–a hE. Aahaha¦ Aekke ãVymeH AnHt gu`, Okek prmaùmHe AnHt gu` Aahaha¦
Ae &anmaH &ey khena Ae khe Ke Amne q!kte hE, Ae n®h. Aahaha¦ to Ae &anmeH
mera manna Vyvhar, Ae to ÉyaHy rhI gya.
wgvan marg Aa to tara ihtkarInI vat Ke Ýwu. ApnemHe sUJ pD Ôy
AEsI cIj hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ ko{ko pUKna n pDe. Aahaha¦ Ô`pà
xi› Ok, Ônne yoGy xi› Aek, be Anek xi›Ae ibrajman vStu AEse tIn
wed —mtŸ vStu ma5˜ mera Sv$p ma5 hE, ye tIno mera Sv$p hE. &ey wI mE,H &an
wI mEH Ane &ata wI mE,H Ae 5` Sv$p mEH hu.H pr&ey mEH huH AEsa to hE n®h. Aahaha¦
Ane dev-guÌ-xaÏkI ]âaka wav Ao bI xuwwav hE Ane xuwwav &ey Ane
AaTma &ayk AEsa ih hE n®h Aahaha¦ Ýwu terI vat to Ôe bilharI, vItrag,
vItrag, vItrag...
AhÄ to kha ke baæ inim¿ &ey wI Ae nih. tere law kre Ae to n®h, Ae
terI cIj to n®h svR&o, AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt kevzIAo, AnHt isâo, AnHt
AacayR, _pa|yay-sa\u. AemaH Aate hE ne?
nmo loAe sVv i5kazvt± AirhHta`H Aahaha¦
nmo loAe sVv i5kazvt± isâa`H
nmo loAe sVv i5kazvt± Aayirya`H Aahaha¦
nmo loAe sVv i5kazvt± _vßJaya`H
nmo loAe sVv i5kazvt± sahu`.H
wiv*ymaH AirhHt Ane isâ hoga Ae AbI Aa gya vHdnmeH smjmeH Aaya?
Vyi›gt n®h p` Aam smUhmeH Aa gya. i5kazvt± wI pHc-prmeiÚ &ey hE
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AaEr tuH &ayk hE. tera to ye pHc prmeiÚ n®h p` Ae &ey ne tuH &ayk hE AEsa wI
nih. Aahaha¦ AakruH kam hE.
Ao sHb\Ika tere &an huAa Ae terI pyaRy &ey hu{ ter.e Aahaha¦ ÉyÇik Ýmey
namka gu` term
e He hE, AaEr tera &an _ska Ýma` krke, Ýmeyko Ônte hE. prÝmeyko Ônte hE AEsa yhaH hE n®h Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae pir`mnpiràmkTv xi› Aa g{ pir`mn-piràmkTv, prko &ey hona ne ApnamaH
Ýma` hona. Aek xi› hE _sme.H p` &ey hona ye Vyvharse kha. Aahaha¦
xi›maH wa{ Aem AaVyu'H tuH Aahaha¦ pir`mn-piràmkTv xi›. Ýma` Apna
&an Sv$p Apnaka Ýma` hona AaEr prka &anmeH Ýmey hona, Ae Vyvhar khenme He
Aaya hE, xikt hE p` Ae Vyvhar hE. Aahaha¦ tera Ýmey prke &anmeH Aaya AEsa
hE ih n®h. prka Ýmey tera &anmeH Aata hE. AEsa ih n®h Aahaha¦
Aa!lI \Irj=I AHdr Ôvu.H
AEsa &ey$p hu,H kEsa &ey$p hu?H &an xi› mE,H &ey xi› mEH Ane &ata xi›
AnHt gu`kI xi› mE.H AEsa mEH &ey$p hu-H pr&ey$p huH AEsa nih. Aahahaha¦ gjb
vat kre Ke ne? vItrag isvay, kevzI prmaTma isvay, sHto isvay Aa vat ko`
kre? Aahaha¦ jgtne @Ik pDe n pDe smaj smtole rhe na rhe vStu iS=it Aa Ke.
wa{ taro &an pyaRy tero &ey hE. pr &ey n®h, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
tIn wed, mera Sv$p ma5 hE tIn wed to mEH vStu Sv$p AEsa hI hE. Aem
khete hE. tInpè Aek j vStu mEH hu.H tInpè mEH vStu to meH Aek ih hu.H Aahaha¦ &ey&an ne &ata tIn p` vStu ma5 to mEH Aek hu.H Aahaha¦ bhu sU"m Are ÉyaH
nvrax- fursd n=I, Aek to \H\a AaDe fursd n=I, pKI VyvharnI iÊyakaHD AaDe
fursd n=I. Aahaha¦
prmaH ApnI man-Ýit¤a b#e AemaH drkar kIya Aahaha¦ Aene Aa &ey&an ne &ata vStuma5 Ae mEH huH svRSv. &ey ye hu.H &aney huH Ane &aykey hu,H mare
pr sa=e kaH{ sHb\H n=I. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa Aeè in`Ry krna pDega
wgvan wle phele ivkLpse in`Ry kre. p` in`Ry AEsa kre ke mEH &ey Ônne layk
ih mE,H Ônne layk wI mEH Ane Ônnevala wI mEH AaEr AnHt xi›ka ®pD &ata
wI mE.H tIn vStu ma5 mEH hu-H vStu ma5 Aek hE, tIn imlkr vStu Aek hE. Aahaha¦
Aaiqrna }lok Ke ne? Aekdm Awed v`Rn vStu xaÏno sar Aaqo, smysarno
nIcoD Ke nIcoD. ÔnnekI xi› terI hE ke &eykI hE? je AnHt &eyo hE Ae &eyko
ÔnnekI xi› terI hE ke _skI hE? ÔnnekI xi› merI hE to _smeH pr&ey khaH
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Aaya? Ae to ApnI &ankI xi›meH pr&eyka &an Apne kar`se Apna &ey hokr
Aaya. AaEr Apna &an Ae &ey hE Ae Apneko Ônte hE. Aahaha¦ Ane &ata wI mE,H
AnHt xi›ka ®pD wI mE.H tIno hokr vStu to Aek hE, deqo waØa to Aem Ke ne?
—tIn wed mtŸ vStu ma5˜- mera Sv$p ma5, mera Sv$p ma5 ye hE, vStuka
Sv$p ih AEsa hE. wgvane kaH{ bnaya n®h Aa. wgvane to Ôna =a AEsa kha,
AEsa vaÌ äara Aaya. wgvan wI khete hE merI samne tum n deqna. AaEr hm
&ey hE tera Ae wI pr huAa. Aahaha¦ mEH tera &anmeH Ônne layk huH AEsa ih nih.
Aahaha¦ tera &anmeH mE,H mera hE AEsa to hE n®h, p` tera &anmeH mEH &ey huH AEsa
ih hE nhÄ, tera &anmeH AEsa hE nih. tera &anmeH to &ankI pyaRy &eypè pir`mtI
hE, Ae &ey hE Ane Ao ih smyka &an te &eyko Ônte hE. AevI AnHt xi›ka ®pD
&ata, Ao ih &ey, Ao ih &an, Ao ih &ata. Aahaha¦ hd krI naqI.
AhÄ to hÒ bhar=I Aa mara Aa mara, Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVynuH n kre to
idgHbr \mR nih Aem pHiDto pokare Ke wa{ [NdormaH pokare Ke. AhÄno iv$â
krva sa!u. wgvan AhÄnuH iv$â n hoy Aa to AaTma Ke. Ýwu Aeno ivro\ Ke
wa{ tne qbr n=I bapu tne nuksan =ay Ke wa{¦ Aeva piràmnuH fz AakruH
Ke na= tare shevHu pDxe wa{. Ae ko{p` du:qI =ay Ae kaH{ @Ik Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae,
prãVyka ktaR n mane Ae idgHbr jEn nih. AhÄ to khete hE ke prka Ônnevala
mane Ae idgHbr nih. Aey?- Aahaha¦
Aavo to marg Ýwu taro Ke, wgvHt Sv$p Ke Ýwu tuH terI xi›meH dUsrakI
j$r n®h. terke u prko ÔnnemHe prkI j$r n®h. tere ko tere ÔnnemHe terI xi›kI j$r
hE. hve AamaH ivØy Ane kØayka rs khaH ræa. ivØy ne kØayka wav Ae pr&ey
trIke hE Ae &ey ne.e AaTma &an AEsa hE nih, Aahaha¦ Ae wgvan &an Sv$pI
AaTma hE ne? to Ae ivØy kØayka piràm huAa _ska &ey huAa ne &an AaTma,
&anmeH to hE n®h, &anka to hE n®h- Aahaha¦ p` Ae piràm &ey Ane AaTma &an
AEsa y hE nih. Aahaha¦ xuH gHwIrta Aekke }loknaH Aekke pdnI. heH Aahaha¦
—wava=R: {s Ýkar hE ke mEH Apne Sv$pko ve>-vedk$pse Ônta hu˜
H deqo mEH
mera Sv$pko ve>vedk, Ônne layk Ane Ônnevala AEse mEH Ônta hu.H Aahaha¦
Ônnelayk Ane Ônnevala mEH ih hu.H Aahaha¦ ve>-vedk wavse Ônta hE- {slIye
mera nam &an. mera nam Ao kar`se &an &eyne mEH Ônta huH {slIye mEH &an hu.H
&an äara mEH Ônne yoGy hu-H deqo &ey bnaya. mEH Aap äara Ônne yoGy hu,H
mere äara mEH Ônne yoGy hu.H pr äara Ônne yoGy huH AEsa hE n®h. Aahaha¦ xaÏse
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&an to hota n®h p` xaÏ &ey Ane AaTma &ayk AEsa ih n®h. Aahaha¦ Aa
jbrI vat Ke. KtaH xaÏka p#na AWyas krna Ae bat Aave. Sv lÙe Aave,
KtaH xaÏka &an, xaÏ &ey Ane AaTmaka &an AEsa hE n®h Aahaha¦ je &ankI
pyaRyme,H je &an n®h =a, AEsI vaÌ sUnkr ye &an Aaya, to khe AEsa hE n®h.
Ae &ankI pyaRy tera &ey hE _smes
H e &an Aaya hE, &eymes
H e &an Aaya n®h.
Aahaha¦ AavuH JIùH Ae!le ma`sne AakruH pDe p` Ýwu marg to Aa Ke. Are
jnm-mr`na _âarno pH= to Aa Ke. AemaH konI samu ÔevanuH Ke. Aahaha¦
smjaùH kaH{?
maro dIkro, marI bayDI, mara pEsa, mara mkan Aahaha¦ Ýwu Ae to hE n®h
vStum,He p` Ae &ey hE AEsa wI n®h hE vStum.He smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AavI
cIj Ke, pKI ka#I naqe loko Om krIne Ae to Ae to inüynI vat inüynI vat
inüy Ae!le sTy. prm sTynuH Sv$p te Aa Ke: smjmeH Aaya? mera nam &an.
mEH Aap äara Ônne yoGy huH pr äara Ônne yoGy huH AEsa n®h. Aahaha¦ mera ãVy
gu` pyaRy mera äara Ônne layk hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? {slIye mera nam
&ey Lyo mera nam &ey, pr&ey n®h, nva ma`sne AevHu AakruH lage ke Aa xuH khe Ke?
Aa te xuH Ke? vItragno magR bapu marg to Ae Ke wa{ AemaH prno kaH{ Avkax
n=I. (KtaH AeknuH Aek khya kre Ke.) AeknuH Aek Éhya kre Ke. Ane { S=apn kyaR
kre Ke paKuH Aahaha¦ wa{ sTy to ye hE- sTyka S=apn ye hE. smjmeH Aaya?
mEH Ônne layk huH to mEH &ey, mEH Ônnevala to mEH &an, Aahaha¦ ;yt: AEsI
do xi›Aose lekr' AnHt xi›$p huH AEse do xi› to hE- &ey wI mEH ne &an wI
mE.H ye do to xi› hE. do xi›se lekr. AnHt xi›$p hu,H {slIye mera nam &ata
hE.H Aahaha¦ do xi›Aose lekr &anxi› Ane &eyxi› wI mE,H AaEr do xi›se
lekr AnHt xi›$p &ata wI mE.H Aahaha¦ &ey wI mE,H &an wI mEH ne &ata wI mE,H
tIno ApnI vStu cIj Aek hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa nam wed hE, hve Éya khete hE ke,
Apne Ônne layk &ey hu,H Ônnevala &an huH Ane AnHt xi› &ata. Aem tInka
nam wed hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?
AEsa nam wed hE, vStuwde n®h. &ey ko{ j¡dI cIj hE AEsa n®h. ApnI
cIj Apna &ey, &an j¡dI cIj hE Ane &ata j¡da hE AEsa n®h. AenO
e &ey, Ae
ne Ae &an ne Aene Ae &ata.. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? —vStunI SvtH5tanI
pirpU`tR anI praka¤a Aa Ke.˜ Aahaha¦
®nda kre ko{, to ®nda O to xBdo hE AaEr ko{ terI ÝxHsa kre ke tuH bDa ne
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AEsa ne AEsa, to Ae to jDkI pyaRy hE.H ye terI ÝxHsa n®h, p` tera ye &ey wI
n®h. Aahaha¦ O ÝxHsa &ey Ane mEH &ayk AEsa hE ih n®h. to merI ÝxHsa krte
hE ne Aa. merI ®nda krte hE AEsa hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? AEsa nam wed hE vStu
wed nih, kEsa hu?H &an-&ey-kLlol vLgn Òv &ayk hE, Òv &ey$p hE pote
&ey$p, pote &an Ane pote &ata. Aahaha¦ AEsa Ôe vcn wed, vcnwedse wed
dIqte hE. Aahaha¦ Apna &ey, Apna &an ne Apna &ata Ae vcn wed se tIn
wed hE. Aahaha¦ vStu to hE ye hE. &ey wI mE,H &an wI mEH ne &ata wI mE,H tIno Aek
hI vStu 5` vStu nih _smeH Aahaha¦ pr vStu to n®h p` Aa vStumaH 5`
wedye nih. Aahaha¦ Aavo marg. xaHitwa{ ko{ id' saHwZyo n®h hoy Aa!la
vrsmaH. Aa marg Ke. gjb vat Ke. smysarmaH Aa vat AlaEikk vat, loko¿r
TyaH kha ke pr&ey ne mEH &ayk AEsa to n®h. pr mera ne mEH _ska Ae to hE ih nih,
p` pr &ey ne mEH &ayk AEsa hE nihH AaEr mEH &ey, ne &ayk ne &ata Ae wI wed
n®h. Aahaha¦
mEH &ey huH ne Aa &an hE ne Aa &ata hE AEsa wed pDte =e O wI ivkLp hE.
gjb vat hE. bharna vaH\a-jy naray` jy naray`- Vyvhar krte krte
inüy =ay to khe Ýma` hE Aahaha¦ Ae pop!wa{. O xei@ya y Aem krta' ta
AHdr wan n mze to xuH kre? Aa qbr nih. Aahaha¦
AhÄ to khe Ke mEH &ey mEH &an ne mEH &ata Ae vcn wed Ke Aahaha¦ pr &ey
ne mEH &ayk Ae to hE nih vStumaH Ae vStumaH hE n®h. p` vStumaH Aa tIn wed hE
ye nam wed hE. Aahaha¦ ¹iÚka ivØymeH tIn wedye nih. mEH &ey, mEH &an, mEH &ata
Ae 5` n®h. Aahaha¦ jBbr vStu hE. lokone lage hÇ bIcarane Qyal n hoy ne
Ae=I Aene lage hÇ. Apneko Qyal n®h Aate hE {ska ivro\ krte hE. Aa vStukI
iS=it hE AEsI QyalmeH n®h AatI hE to dUsrI rIte dUsra khe, _skI \aràse to
ivro\ krte hE. Ýwu Ae ivro\ tera hE na=. Aahaha¦ dUsraka kaEn ivro\ kre dUsrI
cIjmeH ÉyaH tera ivro\ Ôta hE to ivro\ kre. Aahaha¦
Ýwu ye terI cIj hE ne? tum &ata, &ey ne &an Aahaha¦ Òv &ey$p hE, Òv
&ayk hE ne Òv &an hE. Ae kLlol vcnwed hE, kLlol hE Ae to Aahaha¦ Ae to
vcnna kLlol wed hE vStumHe nih. _sse wedko Ýaº hota hE. wava=R {s Ýkar
hE ke Ae vcnka wed hE, vStuka wed n®h. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke. Ae &ey mE,H &an
mEH ne &ata mEH Ae vcnwed hE. Vyvharna k=n ma5 hE. Aahaha¦ vStu to vStu hE.
Lyo Ae }lok pUra ho gya.
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]ImdŸwgvtŸ Am<tcHãsUirk<t ]I smysarÒ xaS5nI ;AaTmQyait'
!Ika _pr prm pUjy gurdu ve ]I kanÒSvamInaH A#armI vqt =yelaH ÝvcnomaH=I
kzx-271 _prnuH Ývcn (Ývcn rTnakr wag - 11 maH=I) :-
· kzx - 271 ·
;&anma5 wav pote j &an Ke, pote j potanuH &ey Ke Ane pote j potano
&ata Ke-Aeva A=RnHu kaƒ hve khe Ke:
(xailnI)
yo½yH wavo &anmaZo½hmiSm
&eyo &ey&anmaZ: s nEv.
&eyo &ey&ankÐolvLgnŸ
&an&ey&at<mäStumaZ:
.. 271..
}loka=R:- (y: AyH &anmaZ: wav: AhmŸ AiSm s: &ey-&anmaZ: Ov
n &ey:) je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te &eyona &anma5 j n Ô`vo¸ (&ey&an-kLlol-vLgnŸ) (prHt)
u &eyona Aakare =ta &anna kLlolo$pe
pir`mto te, (&an-&ey-&at<mtŸ-vStumaZ: &ey:) &an-&ey-&atamy
vStuma5 Ô`vo (A=aRtŸ pote j &an, pote j &ey Ane pote j &ata-Aem
&an-&ey-&ata$p 5è wavo siht vStuma5 Ô`vo).
wava=R:- &anma5 wav Ô`niÊya$p hova=I &anSv$p Ke. vzI te
pote j nIce Ýmaè &ey$p Ke. baæ &eyo &an=I ÔudaH Ke, &anmaH pestaH
n=I¸ &eyona AakarnI Jzk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar$p deqay Ke
prHtu Ae &anna j kLlolo (trHgo) Ke. te &ankLlolo j &an vDe jày
Ke. Aa rIte pote j pota=I jàvayoGy hova=I &anma5 wav j &ey$p
Ke. vzI pote j potano Ô`nar hova=I &anma5 wav j &ata Ke. Aa
Ýmaè &anma5 wav &an, &e y Ane &ata-Ae 5è wavoyu ›
samaNyivxeØSv$p vStu Ke. ;Aavo &anma5 wav huH KuH' Aem Anuwv
krnar purØ
u Anuwve Ke. 271.
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· kzx 271: }loka=R _prnuH Ývcn ·
;y: AyH &anmaZ: wav: AhmŸ AiSm s: &ey-&anmaZ: Ov n &ey:' je
Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te &eyona &anma5 j n Ô`vo¸...'
j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te K ãƒona Ô`vama5 j n
Ô`vo. xuH kI\u?H lokmaH je!laH ãƒo Ke-AnHta isâo ne AnHta ingodna Òvo
siht Òvo, AnHtanHt pudg
Ÿ lo-deh, mn, vaÌ, kmR [Tyaid, Ane \mR, A\mR,
Aakax, kaz-Aem K ãƒo-tena ãƒ-gu`-pyaRyo-te maraH &ey Ane huH Aeno
&ayk Aem, khe Ke, n Ô`vuH hve AenHu ktaRpùH to k–aHy gyu,H AhÄ to khe Ke-Aena
(K ãƒona) Ô`vama5 huH KuH Aem n Ô`vu.H gjb vat Ke wa{¦ prãƒo sa=e
&ey&aykpàno sHb\H p` inüy=I n=I, ƒvharma5 Aevo sHb\H Ke. smÔy
Ke kaH{...? jEn tÀv&an bhu JIùH Ke wa{¦ Aa ƒvhar rTn5yno rag hoy Ke
ne \maR„ane? AhÄ khe Ke-wgvan Aa„a &ayk, ne ƒvhar rTn5yno rag AenHu
&ey Aem vaStvmaH Ke nih. barmI ga=amaH ƒvhar ;Ôèlo' Ýyojnvan kæo
Ae to ƒvhar=I vat Ke. inüy=I to Svprne ÝkaxnarI potanI &annI dxa j
potanuH &ey Ke. ragaid prvStu-prãƒone AenaH &ey khevaH te ƒvhar=I Ke, inüy=I
pr sa=e Aene &ey&ayk sHb\H p` n=I. hve pr sa=e Aene marapàno -SvamITvno
Ane ktaRpàno sHb\H hovanI vat to k–aHy _DI g{. smÔùH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ khe Ke-je Aa &anma5 wav huH KuH te &eyona &anma5 n Ô`vo.
to kevI rIte Ke? to khe Ke;&ey-&an-kLlol vLgnŸ' (prHtu) &eyona Aakare =ta &anna
kLlolo$pe pir`mto te, ;&an-&ey-&at<mtŸ-vStumaZ: &ey:' &an-&ey-&atamy
vStuma5 Ô`vo. (A=aRtŸ pote j &an, pote j &ey Ane pote j &ata -Aem
&an-&ey-&ata$p 5è wavo siht vStuma5 Ô`vo).
;&eyona Aakare =ta &anna kLlol$pe pir`mto' -Aa ƒvhar=I kæuH
hÇ. qreqr to &eyonu-H K ãƒnuH jevHu Sv$p Ke tene Ô`vana ivxeØ$pe pir`mvuH te
&annI potanI dxa Ke, ne te &anna potana sam+yR=I Ke. ;&eyona Aakare =tuH
&an' Ae to khevama5 Ke, bakI &an &anakar j Ke, &eyakar Ke j nih. smÔùH
kaH{...? Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke-Ae &annI pyaRy ne mara ãƒ-gu` (ãƒ-gu`pyaRy) 5è ={ne huH &ey Ku.H &an hu,H &ata hu,H ne &ey Aa lokalok-AevHu koè kæu?H
prma=eR Aem Ke nih. Aem khevHu Ae ƒvhar Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±na AHtrnI qumarI
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to j¡Ao¦ khe Ke-jgtmaH huH Aek j Ku,H jgtmaH bIÒ cIÔe ho to ho, prma=eR tenI
sa=e mare Ô`vapànoy sHb\H Ke nih. AavI vat¦ smÔùH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ AhÄ xuH khe Ke? ke pr &ey (prpda=È-dev-guÌ-xaÏ, pHc
prme¤I, ne ƒvhar rTn5y Aaid &ey), huH &an, ne huH &ata-Aevo sHb\H hovanuH
to dUr rho, huH &ey, huH &an, ne huH &ata-Aeva 5` wed$p p` huH n=I. Ae 5èy huH
Aek Ku.H j¡Ao Aa SvanuwvnI dxa¦ &an-&ata-&ey Aeva wedo=I wedato n=I
Aevo Awed icNma5 huH Aa„a Ku.H huH &ey Ku,H huH &an Ku,H huH &ata KuH Aeva 5` wed
_pje Ae to rag-ivkLp Ke, p` vStu ne vStunI ¹iÚmaH Aeva wed Ke nih, b\uH
Awed Aek Ke.
wa{¦ taramaH taruH hovapùH kevDuH Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. 5` lokna ãƒo
ãƒ-gu`-pyaRyo i5kazvt± je AnHtanHt Ke te b\ane Ô`narI tarI &annI
dxa te qreqr taruH &ey Ke. te dxa AeklI nih, p` tara ãƒ-gu`-pyaRy te b\uH
&ey Ke. Ahaha...¦ te smStnuH (-potanu)H &an te &an, te smSt (-pote) &ey
Ane pote &ata-Ae 5èy vStu AeknI Aek Ke, 5` wed n=I. AavI JIÌ vat¦
&an-&ata-&ey 5è wavo siht vStuma5 pote Aek Ke.
· kzx 271 : wava=R _prnuH Ývcn ·
Ahaha...¦ bhu srs wava=R Ke¸ vStuna mmRnHu maq` Ke. khe Ke-potana
ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ AaptaH pote j &ata, pote j &an Ane pote j &ey Ke Aem
Anuwvay Ke, K ãƒ &ey, huH &an Ane huH &ata Aem AnuwvatuH n=I¸ kemke prma=eR
pr sa=e &ey-&ayk sHb\H Ke j nih. AavI vat¦
khe Ke- ;&anma5 wav Ô`niÊya$p hova=I &anSv$p Ke.'
j¡Ao, xuH kI\u?H ke &eyo jgtna Ke tene Ô`va$p Ô`niÊya te &anSv$p Ke, &eySv$p n=I. &annI pyaRymaH K ãƒ jày Ke te qreqr K ãƒ
jàta n=I, p` K ãƒ sHb\H I potanuH je &an te jày Ke Ane te qreqr
Aa„anuH &ey Ke. pr&ey jày Ke Aem khevHu Ae to ƒvhar Ke. &ey sHb\H I potanI
&annI pyaRy Ô`va$p ={ te AenHu &ey Ke, AoluH (pr&ey) nih, kemke potamaH
potanI &anpyaRynuH AiStTv Ke (prnuH nih). Ahaha...¦ K ãƒne Ô`vanI
&annI pyaRy potanI Ke, tene K ãƒnuH &an khevHu te ƒvhar Ke¸ &ey-&an &eynuH
n=I, p` &annuH &an Ke, Ô`niÊya$pwav &anSv$p Ke. pH. jycHdÒ Ae j
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;vzI te pote j nIce Ýmaè &ey$p Ke. baæ &eyo &an=I j¡daH Ke, &anmaH
pestaH n=I¸ &eyona AakarnI Jlk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar$p deqay Ke
prHtu Ae &anna j kLlolo (trHgo) Ke. te &ankLlolo j &an vDe jày Ke.'
Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao, baæ &eyo-ragaidk=I maHDI KAe ãƒo potana Aa„a=I
(-potana ãƒ-gu`-pyaRy 5è=I) j¡daH Ke. Ôe te j¡daH n hoy to Aek hoy, p`
Aem kdI bntuH n=I, Ke nih.
ragnuH &an =ay temaH kaH{ rag &annI pyaRymaH Aavto n=I. kevzIne
lokaloknuH &an =yuH to lokalok kaH{ &anmaH pesI gyaH n=I. F!no Ô`nar F!$pe =to n=I. vzI F!no Ô`nar vaStvmaH F!ne Ôè Ke Aem n=I. Svprne
Ô`vana &an$pe SvyH Aa„a j =ay Ke. F!ne Ô`vana &an$pe Aa„a =ay Ke¸
te=I F!nuH &an nih, p` Aa„anuH j &an Ke. potanamaH to potana &anpiràmnuH
AiStTv Ke, &eynuH nih. Aa„ano ;&' Svwav Ke, ne ;&' SvwavI Aa„amaH
Ô`niÊya =ay te pota=I =tI potanI iÊya Ke, AemaH pr&eynuH kaH{ j n=I. Aam
&ey sHb\H I potana &annuH je pir`mn =yuH te &ey pote, &an pote j, ne pote j
&ata Ke. smÔùH kaH{...?
&eyona AakarnI Jlk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar deqay Ke, prHtu Ae
&anna j kLlolo Ke. j¡Ao, &an &eyakar Ke Aem nih, Ae to &eyne Ô`va Ýit
teva &anakare &an pote j =yuH Ke. &eynuH temaH kaH{ j n=I. &ey &anmaH pe@Hu Ke Aem
Ke j nih¸ A=aRtŸ &an &ey$pe =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. &an &anakar j Ke, Ae
&anna j kLlolo Ke.
Ahaha...¦ kevHu wed&an kraƒuH Ke¦ vItrag magR bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ jra
\Iro ={ne saHwz. khe Ke-Aa„a prne kre ke pr=I Aa„amaH kaH{ =ay Ae vat to
jva de, Ae vat to Ke nih, p` pr &annI pyaRymaH jày, &an prne Ôè ke
pr&ey &annI pyaRymaH Aave-pese Aem p` Ke nih. vStu-ãƒ Aek &aykwavpè
Ke te pote &annI pyaRypè, Ô`niÊya$pe =ay Ke te potanI SvprÝkaxknI
iÊya Ke. AemaH pr jày Ke Aem khevHu te ƒvhar Ke bs. pr jàtuH n=I, potanI
Ô`niÊya Ô`va$pe Ke te jày Ke.wgvan¦ tuH AavDo ne Aavo j Ke¸ bIÒ rIte
man to tara Svwavno Fat =xe. svR& prme¬r khe Ke-lokalok jày AevDI
tarI pyaRy n=I, tarI &anpyaRyne tuH Ô` AevHu taruH Sv$p Ke. lokalokne Ô`vuH
Aem khevHu Ae AsdŸwtU ƒvhar Ke, jU@o ƒvhar Ke.
to saco Vyvhar xuH Ke?
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|yeypUvkR &ey
te Aa¸ pote Ô`g-Ô`vana wavvazuH tÀv hova=I lokaloknaH je!laH
&eyo Ke tene Ane potane Ô`vanI iÊya$pe potamaH (potana AiStTvmaH) potana
karè pir`me Ke. qreqr to Aa &anno pyaRy te &ey Ke. &annI pyaRynuH pr
(pda=R) &ey Ke Aem khevHu te ƒvhar Ke. AavI vat Ke.
&eyona Aakar Ae!le &eyona ivxeØo-AenI &anmaH Jlk Aave Ke A=aRtŸ te
sHb\H InuH potanuH &an potamaH pota=I pir`me Ke. te &an &eyakar deqay Ke Aem
kæuH p` te &eyakar =yuH n=I, Ae to &anakar-&anna j trHgo Ke. Ahaha...¦
Ô`g... Ô`g... Ô`g potano Svwav Ke, AemaH prvStuno-pr&eyno Ývex
n=I, KtaH AenHu Ô`vuH AhÄ (-potamaH) =ay Ke te qreqr AenHu (pr&eynu)H
Ô`vuH n=I¸ Ô`vanI potanI dxa Ke AenHu Ô`vuH Ke. Aa Nyay=I to vat Ke¸ Aene
smjvI to pDe ne¦ ko{ =oDuH smÔvI de?
j¡Ao, dpR`na ¹ÚaHte Aa vat smÒAe:
jem dpR`nI same kolsa, AiG™ vgere mUkl
e aH hoy te dpR`maH deqay Ke. p`
Ae dpR`=I j¡dI cIj Ke ne? dpR`maH to te pda=ÈnI Jlk deqay Ke, p` xuH kolsa
ne AiG™ vgere dpR`maH Ke? dpR`maH to dpR`nI SvCKtanuH AiStTv Ke. Ôe AiG™
vgere temaH pe@aH hoy to dpR` AiG™my ={ Ôy, tene ha= ADkaD–e ha= bzI Ôy.
p` Aem Ke nih. dpR` dpR`nI SvCKtana piràme pote j pota=I pir`MyuH Ke¸
kolsa ke AiG™nuH temaH kaH{ j n=I. smÔùH kaH{...?
Aa xuH kI\u?H Lyo, frI=I. Aek baj¡ dpR` Ke, Ane tenI same Aek baj¡ AiG™
ne brf Ke. AiG™ AiG™maH lbk-Jbk =ay Ke, ne brf brfmaH pIgzto Ôy Ke.
te smye dpR`maH p` bs AevHu j deqay Ke. to xuH dpR`maH AiG™ ne brf Ke? na¸
AiG™ Ane brfnuH hovuH to bhar potpotamaH Ke, dpR`maH temnuH hovapùH n=I,
dpR`maH teAo pe@a n=I. dpR`maH to dpR`nI te-$p SvCK dxa ={ Ke te Ke. AiG™
Ane brf sHb\H I dpR`nI SvCKtanI dxa te dpR`nuH potanuH pir`mn Ke, AiG™ ne
brfnuH temaH kaH{ j n=I¸ AiG™ Ane brfe AemaH kaH{ j kyuÅ n=I, Ae to j¡da pda=È Ke.
tem wgvan Aa„a SvCK cEtNy dpR` Ke. tena &anmaH &eyona AakarnI
Jlk AavtaH &an &eyakar deqay Ke. same jeva &eyo Ke te j ÝkarnI ivxeØta$pe
potanI &annI dxa =taH Ôè ke &an &eyakare ={ gyuH hoy tem deqay Ke, prHtu
&an &eyakar =yuH j n=I, &anakar Ke¸ A=aRtŸ te &eyna kLlolo n=I, p` &anna
j kLlolo Ke, &annI j dxa Ke¸ &eyonuH AemaH kaH{ j n=I. smÔùH kaH{...?
Aha¦ Aavo potana AiStTvno mihma Ô~ya ivna wa{¦ tuH dya, dan,
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v/t, tp krIkrIne sUka{ Ôy toy lex p` \mR =ay nih. potana Sv$pna
mhatm (-mahaTMy) ivna \mRnI iÊya ko{ id' ={ xktI n=I.
nanI ëmrnI vat Ke. palejmaH iptaÒnI dukan htI. te bH\ krI ra5e
mharaj _pa]ymaH Aaƒa hoy TyaH AemnI pase jta. TyaH mharaj gata—wU\rÒ tmne wULyo re w!kuH KuH wvvnmaH,
kutrana wvmaH meH vIÌ qa\a k!ka, TyaH wUqna ve@ya wDka re˜
hve AamaH tÀvnI kaH{ qbr nih, p` saHwzIne te vqte raÒ raÒ ={ jta.
lokmaH p` b\e AavuH j calI ræuH Ke ne¦ pote ko` ne kevDo Ke AenI qbr n mze,
p` maHDe v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ Aaid krva¸ Aem ke Aena=I \mR =xe, p` \UzmaHy
\mR nih =ay. pote ko` Ke AenI qbr ivna xemaH \mR =xe? bapu¦ huH &anSvwav
KuH Aem wUlIne ragna ktaRpàmaH mHDyo rhe Ae to paglpùH Ke. duinya AaqI
AavI pagl Ke. smÔùH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ AhÄ khe Ke- ;Aa &ankLlolo j &an vDe jày Ke.' potana
hovapàmaH dya, dan Aaidna wav, ke xrIr, mn, vaÌ [Tyaid pr&eyono Ývex
n=I, Ae to j¡da pr Ke¸ ma!e Ô`vanI iÊya j &an vDe, Aa„a vDe jày Ke.
dyana piràm =ay tene Ô`narI iÊya Aa„anI Ke ne te AenHu &ey Ke, p` dyana
piràm prma=eR Aa„ana n=I, ne prma=eR te Aa„anuH &ey n=I.
hve ko{ne =ay ke Aa te vzI kevo \mR? wUQyane wojn Aapvu,H trSyane
paÌ Aapvu,H nagane kpDaH devaH, ne maHdanI mavjt krvI-AevI ko{ vat to
smÔy. Are wa{¦ Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya bapu¦ te kaze jDnI iÊya to jDmaH
=vayoGy ={, te iÊya tarI nih, ne ragnI iÊya p` tarI n=I. Are, te kaze
ragnuH &an =yuH te &an ragnuH n=I, rag temaH pe@o n=I, Ô`vanI iÊya tara
AiStTvmaH ={ Ke te tarI Ke, Ane te qreqr taruH &ey Ke, ragaid prma=eR taraH &ey
n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
A&anI Òvone Aa!lu H b\u H (dya, dan Aaidne ) AozH g Ine AhÄ
(&anwavmaH) AavvuH mo!o meÌ pvRt _paDva jevHu lage Ke. p` AamaH taruH iht
Ke wa{¦
hve khe Ke- ;Aa rIte pote j pota=I jàvayoGy hova=I &anma5 wav
j &ey$p Ke. vzI pote j potano Ô`nar hova=I &anma5 wav j &ata Ke. Aa
Ýmaè &anma5 wav &an, &ey Ane &ata-Ae 5è wavoyu› samaNyivxeØSv$p
vStu Ke.'
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j¡Ao, Aa b\ano srvazo kyÈ. jàvvayoGy pr pda=È prmaH ræa Ke,
Ane Ô`naro Ô`narmaH rhel Ke. Ô`nar pote &an$p =yo =ko potane Ôè Ke.
Aam Aa„a pote j jàvayoGy Ke¸ &anma5 wav j potanuH &ey Ke. pr pda=Rne
&ey khevo Ae ƒvhar Ke bs.
vzI pote j potano Ô`nar hova=I &anma5 wav j &ata Ke. Ahaha...¦
prnI sa=e prma=eR Aa„ane ko{ sHb\H n=I. je jày te p` potanI dxa,
Ô`naro p` pote Ane &an p` pote j, Ahaha...¦ &an, &ata, &ey 5èy
Aek$p. AHtrmaH ¹iÚ mUktaH Aava 5` wed Aa„ana Ke Aem rhetHu n=I. pr vStu
&ey ne pote &ata Ae to k–aHy rhI gyu.H pote j &ey, pote j &an, ne pote j &ataAeva 5` wed p` AHtrŸ¹iÚmaH smata n=I, b\uH Awed Aek$p Anuwvay Ke.
Lyo, AanuH nam \mR Ke¸ jemaH samaNyivxeØnuH AwedpùH Ýaº-isâ =yuH te \mR Ke.
Ahaha...¦ ;Aavo &anma5 wav huH Ku'H Aem Anuwv krnar purØu Anuwve
Ke. &ata p` hu,H &an p` hu,H ne &ey p` hu-H Aem 5èy Aek hu-H Aavo je &anma5
wav te huH KuH Aem Anuwv krnar purØu potane Anuwve Ke. Aavo Anuwv =vo
te \mR Ke. ;Anuwv' -Anu nam AnusrIne, wv nam wvn =vu¸H Aa„ane&anma5 vStun-e AnusrIne =vuH te Anuwv Ke ne te \mR Ke. Aa isvay ragne
AnusrIne =va$p je Anek iÊyaAo Ke Ae b\o sHsar Ke, Ae b\uH r`maH pok mUkva
jevHu Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Anuwv krnar purØu Aem Anuwve Ke ke Ô`nare y hu,H &aney
hu,H ne jàvayoGy &ey p` huH j Ku.H Aa 5èna AwednI ¹iÚ =taH Aene Svanuwv
Ýg! =yo Ke, ne temaH Aene AtIiNãy AanHdna SvadnuH vedn Ýg! =yuH hoy Ke. Aane
smikt Ane \mR khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{...?
j¡Ao, AhÄ samaNy-ivxeØ bey wegHu lI\uH Ke, kemke Ýma`&an kravvuH Ke.
Ýma`&anmaH vStu i5kazI stŸ, AenI xi›Ao i5kazI stŸ Ane AenI vtRman
pyaRy Ae 5è ={ne vStu Aa„a kæo Ke. AemaH xrIr, mn, vaÌ, kmR, ne ivkar
[Tyaid n Aave.
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kzx!Ika kzx-271
pirixÚ....
Aa huDH aAvsipRÌna pHcmkazmaH je Òvo Aa„Aara\na kre Ke tene kevHu
fz mze Ke te sHb\H I ke!lak sHdwÈ nIce AapvamaH AaVya Ke.
· ]I smysarÒ xaÏ kzx-240 t=a }loka=R:Oko moÙp=o y OØ inyto £G&iºv<ÀyaTmkStZEv iS=itmeit yStminxH |yayeŠ tH cetit.
tiSmþev inrNtrH ivhrit ãVyaNtra~ySp<xnŸ
soD vXyH smySy sarmicraiþTyodyH ivNdit.. 240..
}loka=R:- dxRn&ancair5Sv$p je Aa Aek inyt moÙmagR Ke, temaH j
je purØu iS=it pame Ke A=aRtŸ iS=t rhe Ke, tenj
e inrHtr |yave Ke, tenj
e cet-e
Anuwve Ke Ane ANy ãƒone nih SpxRto =ko temaHj inrHtr ivhar kre Ke. (s:
inTy-_dyH smySy sarmŸ AicratŸ AvXyH ivNdit) te purØu , jeno _dy inTy rhe
Ke Aeva smyna sarne =oDa kazmaH j AvXy pame Ke... Anuwve Ke.
wava=R:- inüy moÙmagRna sevn=I =oDaj kazmaH moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ae
inym Ke.
· prmA|yaTmtrHigÌmaH svRivxuâ &anai\karna }lok-47 (smysar
xaÏmaH szHg }lok ÊmaHk-240) nI sHSk<t !IkamaH AicratŸ no A=R krtaH
lQyuH Ke ke xIF/-H tdŸwve-t<tIymvadaE va AvXy-inymt:- (panu-H 163)
· AaTm\mRna macR-199p na AHkmaH pana nH-8 _pr pU. guÌdev]Ina
ÝvcnmaH Aa Ýmaè _Lleq Ke. prmA|yaTmtrHigÌmaH pa@ Ke ke Aa kaze sa\k
moÙ nih pame p` te 5`wve muiÉt pamxe. xuH kæu.H ..? ke jeè Aa wvmaH Aa„anuH
sa\n kyuÅ Ke te 5IÔ wvmaH moÙe jxe-Aevo xaÏmaH sHSk<tmaH }lok Ke. }lokmaH
AicratŸ xBd Ke teno A=R Ae Ke ke, te j wve wle moÙ n pame p` 5IÔ wve Ae
Òvno moÙ =ay Ke. Aava kazmaH p` AaTmanI sa\na krI ræo Ke te sa\na
krnar 5IÔ wve moÙ pamI Ôy Ke. pHcmkazmaH moÙ n=I ma!e sa\na n krvI
Aem n=I. (bhen]Ina vcnam<t bol nH. -11 _prna ta. 8-8-80naH ÝvcnnI
!epmaH=I)
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· pU. guÌdev]I Ývcn nvnIt wav-r, pana nH. -179 _pr teAo]Ina
ta. 18-2-78 na ÝvcnmaH khe Ke ke ;smysar' kzx-240maH Ke ne...¦ —Oko
moÙp=o˜- moÙpH= Aekj Ke. AHtr AanHdSv$p wgvan pUàRndH maH Aekag/ =vu,H
Ae Aekj moÙpH= Ke, Aena=I ALpkazmaH (muiÉtne Ýaº kre Ke). AenI
jysenacayRnI !IkamaH lQyuH Ke ke: kar` ke, Aa pHcmkaz Ke Ae!le Aene 5IÔ wve
muiÉt =ay j.
· goMm!sar xaÏna sarwUt wVyam<txtk A=va ]I nemI¬rvcnam<txtk mUz kþDwaØamaH rcayel. temaH rcayel 108 pd vDe wVyÒvone
A|ya„rsnuH Am<t pIvDavel Ke. AÚotr-xt (108) pdvazI Aa rcnamaH,
Ýitpa> vStu _Tk<Ú sarmaH sar Aa„tÀv Ke¸ tene je Ô`xe-manxe te 5IÔ
wvmaH A=va v\umaH v\u Aa@ wvmaH moÙne pamxe Aevo SpÚ _Ðeq Ke. teno
ihHdImaH waØaHtr krel mUz pa@ nIce Ýmaè Ke.
AÚotrpdvale [smeH saratŸ sar Aatm$p hE
jane-mane mu› so hoga tIn jNmmeH ya Aa@Çme.H (109)
· Aa smysarÒ xaÏna kzx-240 _prna pU. guÌdev]Ina 19mI
varna ta. 9-9-80na ÝvcnmaH kæuH Ke ke AicratŸ Ae!le xIF/ kevz&anne pamxe
te=I kaH{ pyaRynI Êmbâta tU!I n=I jtI. teAo]I frmave Ke ke, inüy moÙmagRna
sevn=I ALp kazmaH j kevz&annI Ýaiº =ay Ke. kar`smysarna sevn=I
ALpkazmaH j AvXy pU`R Anuwv-moÙ Ýaº ={ Ôy Ke. ALp kazmaH Ýaº =ay
to Êmbâ É–aH gyu.H ? AicratŸ kæuH ne to Aeno A=R Ae ke jeè ãƒ¹iÚ krI, smy
smy prnI Êmbâ pyaRymaH Aeva purØu ne ÊmbâmaH kevz&an =xe. i5kazItÀv
xuH Ke te sHb\H I je inTy _dy$p smyna sarnuH inrHtr |yan kre Ke tene ALpkazmaH
j moÙpdnI-inj prma„pdnI Êmbâ pyaRymaH ÊmbâmaH Ýaiº =ay Ke. inj
SvwavmaH je rmxe te ALpkazmaH j moÙ Ýaº krxe Aevo inym Ke-inüy Ke.
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vaHckonI noH\ ma!e

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