Issue 27

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Issue 27
kEneDa se p/kaixt saihiTyk pi5ka
Year7, Issue 27
EDITOR - PUBLISHER : SNEH THAKORE
VA SUDHA
A CANADIAN PUBLICATION
JulyJuly-Sept. 2010
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s.padn v p/kaxn
Sneh #akur
v 8 R Ï - A . k Ê Ï , j u la {- i s t M b r Ê È É È
hm nvIn wart ke sEink
ram2arI is.h 'idnkr'
hm p/wat kI nyI ikr` hE.,
hm idn ke Aalok nvl|
hm nvIn wart ke sEink,
2Ir, vIr, gMwIr, sbl|
hm p/hrI }>ce ihmai³ ke,
suriw SvgR kI lete hE.|
hm hE. xa.itdUt 2ir`I ke,
7a>h swI ko dete hE.|
vIr-p/sU ma> kI Aa>qo. ke,
hm nvIn ]ijyale hE.|
g.ga, ymuna, ihNd mhasagr ke
hm rqvale hE.|
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suq_R gulab AOr ij_NdgI
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ihNdI Apna0>, [.iDya ko wart bna0>
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inmRla is.h
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AacayR hjarI p/sad iµvedI
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ram2arI is.h idnkr
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ke saihTy me. ra*¨Iyta
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rcnaAo. me. iniht ivcar t4a mNtVy rcnakaro. ke injI ivcar t4a mNtVy hE.| .vsu2a'
rcnakaro. ke ivcaro. ke il0 ]%rdayI nhI. hE| p/kaxk kI Aa)a ibna ko{ rcna iksI
p/kar ]²<t nhI. kI janI caih0| p/kaixt rcnaAo. pr ko{ pair&imk nhI. idya
ja0ga|
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[s v8R wart kI saihiTyk ya5a ke AanNd ne ¹dyanuwUityo. ko jha> AanNd-sagr me.
Dubo-Dubo Aaloiƒt kr AaniNdt ikya, vhI. [s ya5a ne ApnI ip/y wa8a ihNdI ke p/it miSt*k
kI jugalI ke ilye k{ p/Xn wI ]piS4t ikye| s.goi*#yo., ra*¨Iy AOr ANtraR*¨Iy sMmelno. me.
dex AOr ivdex ke Anek ivµano. se imln, ivcar-ivmxR ne ¹dy AOr miSt*k dono. ke ilye hI
ApUvR samg/I ju3a{\; AnuwUityo., wavnaAo., ivcaro. ko sm<² ikya|
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cO2rI cr` is.h ivXviv´aly, mer# ke rsaynxaS5 [email protected] Da _rakex kumar sonI,
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wOitk xaS5 [email protected] Da _ivnod rStogI, devm\ fa]NDexn kI [email protected] Da _mOna kOixk ke
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s.yojn me. '[N3rnexnl kaNfreNs Aaf g/In 3eknalajI f r g/Inr 0nvayrlme~3' pr Aayoijt
i5idvsIy 'semInar', dUsre sMmelno. se ku7 h3 kr [s d<i*3 se 4a ik jha> [ske s5 A>g/ejI
me. 4e, vhI. [s Aayojn me. ihNdI me. wI s5 4e| yh mera sOwaGy 4a ik yha> muze ihNdI me.
'pyaRvr`' pr bolne ke il0 0k 6~3e ka smy idya gya| iv)an AOr saihTy kI imi&t g.gajmunI 2ara-p/vah ne srSvtI ka AaH\van ikya| ivXviv´aly 0v. wart srkar ke vE)aink t4a
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tknIkI xBdavlI Aayog ke Da _ 2meN³ kumar ke sOjNy v [email protected] t4a p/o _ p/dIp p/axr
v p/o _ kOixk kI [email protected] me. sMp¶ huye ye s5 ATyNt sfl rhe| 2meRN³ jI se Anuvad v
ihNdI wa8a, xBdo. ke g#n, ]nke cyn pr kafI ivStar se lawp/d ivmxR huAa| xBdavlI
sMbN2I ]nka )an srahnIy hE| [s semInar me. wag lene vale buLgeirya ke p/ofesr veNko
besCkov kI p/Stuit kafI ku7 wartIy dxRn se p/waivt lgI|
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wartIy sa.S¡itk s.b.2 pir8d\ ke swagar me. Aayoijt smaroh me. Da _A=` !OiDyal kI
's.b.2o. ke d.x' puStk v 'vsu2a' ka lokapR` huAa| smaroh ke [email protected] 4e wartIy sa.S¡itk
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s.b.2 pir8d\ ke &I Ajy guPta, muQy Aiti4 v ivix*3 Aiti4 4e iv%-m.5I Da _Axok kumar
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vailya, mnIpur sa.sd Da _3I _ mInya t4a p/kaxk &I hir ram iµvedI, AOr s.caln ikya &I
ivvek gOtm ne| &I Ajy guPta jI ne sdEv kI trh [s bar wI Apna AmULy smy idya| jbjb wI ]nse we.3 hu{ ]Nho.ne ]Tsahv²Rn hI ikya| ]nke p/oTsahn, ]nkI s¹dyta kI AawarI
hU>|
A9rm\ ka 'ANtraR*¨Iy ihNdI ]Tsv' hr v8R kI wa>it hI wVy +p se sMp¶ huAa| &I
Ainl joxI jI ke s.caln me. wartIy sa.S¡itk s.b.2 pir8d ke mhaindexk &I vIreN³ guPta
µara #akur sahb v mE. pu*p-guC7 p/aPt kr sMmaint ho ihNdI ke p/it AOr wI d<“-s.kiLpt hu0,
Kyo.ik 0ese sMman jha> 0k Aor Vyi¯gt suqanuwUit hetu hE., vhI. ye ihNdI ke p/it p/vaisyo. kI
girmamyI wavna ke ilye wI hE.; AOr [s d<i*3 se yh Vyi¯gt sMman ke sa4-sa4 ]s dex
ivxe8 ka wI sMman hE| [sI smaroh me. merI do s´: p/kaixt puStko., 's.jIvnI' v ']pin8d\
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dxRn' ka Da _sTyeN³ &IvaStv kI [email protected] v m.casIn ivµt jn, &I Ainl joxI, &I Ajy
guPta, &I rahul dev, &I ]mex AiGnho5I, &ImtI kadMbrI mehra ke sai¶@y me. lokapR` sMp¶
huAa| [sI Avsr pr &ImtI kadMbrI mehra kI puStk 'r.go. ke ]s par' ka wI lokapR` huAa|
A9rm\ µara Aayoijt 'p/vasI saihTy me. AiSmta ka p/Xn' ke s5 me. inm.i5t kr muze Apne
ivcar Vy¯ krne, v ANtraR*¨Iy kiv sMmeln me. Aam.i5t kr muze shwagI hone ka Avsr p/dan
krne ke ilye Ainl joxI jI, nrex xa.iDLy jI 0v. kayRkair`I kI AawarI hU>|
&ImtI sroj xmaR, &ImtI sTya i5pa#I, &I ixv kumar i5pa#I, &ImtI ]8a mhajn,
&I ivnod s.dlex, &I nrex wartIy, &ImtI vIreN³ s.2u, &ImtI Alka 2npt, &ImtI mmta
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vajpeyI, &I l(mIx.kr vajpeyI, Da _ rahul dev, Da _ g.ga p/sad ivml ke ApnTv ne inhal ikya|
jmRnI se p2arI. p/ofesr taTyana ka ihNdI p/em ATyNt srahnIy 4a| jb AihNdI wa8I
ihNdI ko p/a4imkta dete hE. to ihNdI kI girma AOr wI b“ jatI hE|
p/Qyat
saihTykar
&ImtI
ic5a
mud\gl
jI
se
imln
v
va%aR
sdEv
kI
wa>it
hI
]Tsahv2Rk v AaTmIytapU`R 4I|
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Da _ Axok c¢2r ke sa#ve. v8R me. p/vex ke Avsr pr ]nkI do puStke. - 'ku7 kr n
cMpU' v 'cMpU ko{ byan nhI. dega' - ka lokapR` idLlI kI muQy m.5I &ImtI xIla dIi9t
µara huAa| [s xuw Avsr pr #akur sahb v muze wI Aam.i5t ikya gya 4a| Aam.5` v vha>
p/aPt hu0 AanNd hetu Axok jI 0v. vage&I jI ke p/it hm dono. hI AawarI hE.|
&ImtI m2u goSvamI ne Apne AmULy smy se smy inkal merI 's.jIvnI' t4a ']pin8d\
dxRn' puStke. p“ ApnI AaTmanuwUit se AnuwUt p/x.sa kr AiwwUt ikya|
pun: cO2rI cr` is.h ivXviv´aly, mer# ka Aait$y p/aPt krne ka sOwaGy p/aPt huAa|
[s
bar
ihNdI
ivwag
ke
tTvav2an
me.
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nvIn
lohnI
ne
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i5idvsIy
'wUm~DlIkr` ke dOr me. ihNdI' iv8y ke iviw¶ p9o. pr ANtraR*¨Iy sMmeln ka wVy Aayojn
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ikya| ]d\6a3n s5 me. jane-mane p5kar v kiv Da _ Axok im& ke s.caln me., kulpit Da _
ixbn ikxn kak kI [email protected] me. v muQy Aiti4 mer# sa.sd &I rajeN³ Ag/val 0v. lB2 p/it*#
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&I ihma.xu joxI, &I se _ra _ ya5I, &I nrex wartIy, Da _ genaDI Slampor ke sai¶@y me. muze wI
ivix*3 Aiti4 hone ka sOwaGy p/aPt huAa, AawarI hU>| [s sMmeln ke swI s5 )anv2Rk v
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rock rhe| Da _ kak, Da _ lohnI se lekr ihNdI ivwag v ANy ivwago. ke wI p/ofesr 0v. 7a5-
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7a5aAo. ke si¢y shyog se yh sMmeln ATyNt sfl huAa| n kevl Da _ ]ma lohnI ne pgpg pr pit ka sa4 idya biLk supu5 AicRt, supu5I ictvn ne wI si¢y wag ilya| sonU ravt
AOr Ao.m i5pa#I dono. hI sMmelno. me. sda hmare sa4 4e;dono. ko #akur sahb v merI xuwaxI8|
[.GlE.D kI &ImtI jy vmaR ke Sneihl sahcyR kI sum2ur Sm<itya> smy AOr f_asle kI
dUrI ko pa3 sdEv tro-taj_a rhe.gI|
di9` wart kI p/ofesr liltaMba ka ihNdI p/em StuTy hE| sOMy, xalIn Vyi¯Tv kI
2nI liltaMba kI im5ta merI AmULy ini2 hE|
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murEna ke Da _ iv*`u Ag/val, i5pura ke Da _ ivnod im&a, jy, lilta v mera kmra
pas-pas hone se hm sb Aitir¯ smy me. AnOpcairk goi*#yo. me. mxgUl ho jate 4e|
&I rakex dube se ijtnI bar imlI ]tnI hI bar ]nkI xalInta ne p/waivt ikya|
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bƒe wa{, pd\&I ivwUi8t ip/y Da _Xyam is.h xix ke sOjNy se ]nke sa4 saihTy
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AkademI ke purSkar ApR` smaroh me. ]piS4t ho ihNdI wa8a hetu purSkar g/h` krne vale Da _
kElax vajpeyI jI v ANy wa8aAo. ke ilye purSkar p/aPt krne valo. ko haidRk b2a{ dene ka
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suAvsr p/aPt huAa| vhI. pr Da _ kml ikxor goy.ka, &I ivXvna4 itvarI, su&I pdma\ scdev,
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su&I AnNya vajpeyI Aaid se vataRlap huAa| [sI idn saihTy AkademI ke Da _ b/jeN³ i5pa#I
µara p/dan kI g{ 'Aap/vasI p/itini2 khainya>' ijsme. merI khanI 'w3kn ka ANt' wI xaiml
hE AOr ijska s.padn ivµt saihTykar &I ihma.xu joxI ne ikya hE, ke ilye AawarI hU>|
ip/y &I Ainl joxI jI ke sOjNy se &I ]mex AiGho5I v muze jypur ke ivvekanNd
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[.S3ICyU3 Aaf 3eKnalajI v jypur la[b/erI AOr [Nfarmexn sosay3I ke s.yu¯ tTvav2an me.
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sMp¶ huye ra*¨Iy semInar me. wag lene v vha> Da _ray is.6anI, &I dIp is.h, &I ke _pI _is.h,
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Da. ikr` itvarI, &I nvl ikxor, &I g`ex naray`, Da _yogeN³, Da _ panIg/hI, Da _{Xvr wa3
v ANy se imlne ka suAvsr p/aPt huAa| jha> jypur jate v Aate sare smy Ainl jI, ]mex
jI, AkaR p/2an jI, #akur sahb v mE. kivta, g_j_l, saihiTyk va%aR me. DUbe, ]ska AanNd
]#ane, bityane me. [tne mxgUl rhe ik ya5a kI 4kan ka Aawas-ma5 wI n huAa, vhI. [s
ya5a kI 0k AOr AivSmr`Iy ]pliB2 rhI - jate huye raSte se hI Ainl jI ne xahpura invasI
Apne leqk im5 &I ramSv+p jI ko fon ikya AOr ramSv+p jI ne Aann-fann, ALpkal me.
hI Apne Aavas pr saihTykaro. AOr p5karo. kI go*#I ka Aayojn jma idya| saihiTyk v
xarIirk dono. hI 9u2a t<Pt hu{.| hm sbko ramSv+p jI v ]nke pirvar t4a nmRdax.kr pairq
jI, sTyp/kax jI, fUlcNd jI swI se iml kr bhut AC7a lga|
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idLlI yuinvisR3I se sMb² dyal is.h kalej ke ihNdI ivwag ke &I kedar m.Dl v Da _
itvarI ne 0k kiv go*#I ka Aayojn ikya ijsme. [iNdra ga>2I ivXviv´aly 0v. jvahrlal
neh+ ivXviv´aly ke pdai2kairyo. v 7a5-7a5aAo. ne wag ilya| [ske [email protected] 4e je 0n yU ke
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Da _ goivNd im&, s.calk rhe &I kedar m.Dl v muze t4a Da _ mOna kOixk ko Aiti4
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kviyi5ya> bnne ka sOwaGy p/aPt huAa| [s go*#I ka 2Nyvad-)apn ikya Da _ itvarI ne|
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Da _ s.to8 goyl µara S4aipt s.S4a 'hmk_lm' ke tTvav2an me., s.S4a ke s.r9k,
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vir*# saihTykar Da _ xerj.g ggR v &ImtI m.ju ggR µara Aayoijt go*#I ke phle s5 me. ³o`vIr
kohlI jI ne ApnI s´: p/kaixt irpotaRj 'p/wa na{k' v 'l©U' khanI p“I| [sI s5 me. merI
do puStko. - 's.jIvnI' v ']pin8d\ dxRn' t4a &ImtI A=`a sBbrval kI puStke. 'sa>so. kI
srgm' v 'kha Ankha' ka lokapR` huAa| dUsre s5 me. kivta0> hu{.| g´ AOr p´ kI g.gajmuna me. swI ne AaniNdt ho Dubikya> lga{.| ggR pirvar ne ]phar-Sv+p 'ra2a¡*`' merI zolI
me. Dal, muze suqanuwUit se AciMwt kr idya, AawarI hU>| [s sfl Ayojn me. ]piS4t ANy 4e
- vir*# p5kar xIla zunzunvala, Amr na4 'Amr', &ImtI na4, &ImtI kohlI, sunIit
ravt, inxa wagRv, nilnI wagRv, Aawa kul&e*#, m.ju guPta, su8ma ip/ydxRnI, p/wa ikr`, ved
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Vyi4t, surex yadv, pu*pa yadv, sunIta xmaR, 0v. Da _ 3omoko ikkUcI| Da _ 3omoko ikkUcI
ne merI kivta 'kax' ka jEpnIj_ wa8a me. Anuvad ikya hE|
SnehmyI ip/y kmla is.6vI jI ke Aavas pr ]nse #akur sahb v mera, Vyi¯ ke
samaijk v saihiTyk daiyTv pr ivcar-ivmxR huAa| [s ivcaro%ejk ivmxR se hu{ miSt*k kI
jugalI ke sa4 hI sa4 grmagrm [DlI, sa>wr, bƒa, rajS4anI dal pra#e, sBjI kI so.2I
q_uxbU
AOr
j_ayka
v
guijya
kI
im#as
ka
rsaSvadn
Aaj
wI
mn-p/a`
ko
rsPlaivt,
rsaSvaidt kr rha hE| ha>, jate hI Aadr`Iy 0v. ip/y is.6vI jI ka Awav bƒI ix±t se
mhsUs huAa, pr ku7 hI 9`o. me. izlimlatI Aa>qo. ke iclmn ke par vo y5-t5-svR5 mhsUs huye|
Atul, Anura2a p/wakr jI ke 6r me. Aadr`Iy &²ey iv*`u p/wakr jI kI brsI ]nke
sMpU`R pirvar v ku7 6in*# im5o. kI ]piS4it me. pUja, AcRna, hvn µara mna{ g{| ]sI smy
]nke supu5 Atul ne muze iv*`u jI kI nyI puStk 'sMpU`R l6u k4a0>' ]phar-Sv+p we.3 dekr
¡ta4R ikya|
ip/y nreN³ kohlI jI v m2u jI kI AaTmIyta-wrI dophr v sa>z AtIt kI ANy we.3o
kI trh hI AivSmr`Iy hE| kaiRtRkey, nicketa AOr w<gu ke sai¶@y ne ]sme. 'sone pe suhaga' ka
kam ikya| nreN³ jI kI tibyt #Ik n hone pr wI ]Nho.ne [tna lMba smy hmare sa4
ibtaya, AawarI hE. hm| Vyi¯gt v saihiTyk, dono. hI +po. me. ]nse imlI Snehis¯ 2rohr
hmarI 4atI hE|
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saihTy AkademI ke ][email protected] Da _ b/jeN³ i5pa#I jI kI AawarI hU> ijNho.ne rvIN³ wvn me.
'p/vasI m.c' ke ANtgRt 'khanI pa#' ka Aayojn ikya ijsme. muze v ]mex AiGnho5I jI ko
khanI pa# hetu Aam.i5t ikya| hm dono. kI hI khainya> saihTy AkademI µara p/kaixt
'Aap/vasI p/itini2 khainya>' puStk s.kln me. p/kaixt hu{ hE|
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su&I rakex kumarI jI kI AawarI hU> ik ]Nho.ne Apne Ait VySt 9`o. me. se do bar Apna
AmULy smy idya, sa4 hI ]nke Sneh-is¯ Vyvhar, ]nkI AaTmIyta kI k_ayl hU>|
rajwa8a ivwag ke s.yuKt sicv &I idlIp kumar pa~De ke AmULy ivcaro. v ]nkI
s¹dyta t4a tknIkI kMPyU3r DayreK3r &I kevl ¡*` kI kMPyU3r ivxe8)ta kI AawarI hU>|
idLlI me. &I ]mad% dube jI kI va%aR se 0esa lga jEse idLlI me. nhI. 3ora~3o me. bE#I
hU>| ]s suqanuwUit ke sagr me. DUbte-]trate smy v kal 4m-sa gya 4a|
&I
mhIpal
is.h
v
&I
hrIx
cN³
joxI
kI
ihNdI
ke
p/car-p/sar
hetu
ki3b²ta
p/er`adayk hE| ]nkI lgn deqte hI bntI hE| hrIx jI bhut AC7e kiv v gayk wI hE.| kivta
ke 9e5 me. hrIx jI se hu{ saihiTyk va%aR q_uxnuma Anuwv 4a|
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&I ke _ pI _ is.h jI ka ihNdI p/em, 's.jIvnI' kI srahna 0v. ]nke AmULy vcno. ke
p/it AawarI hU>|
ic5kU3 merI jNmwUim hE| yh mera sOwaGy hE ik vha> mere ip/y nNhe. w[ya ÜnNhe. rajaÝ ke
sOjNy se, gu= jI kI ¡pa se, ip/y buAa jI ke AaxIRvad se merI puStke. ']pin8d\ dxRn' 0v.
's.jIvnI'
ka
lokapR`
Aadr`Iy
gu=
jI,
tulsIpI#a2IXvr
jgd\gu=
ramanNdacayR
SvamI
ramw³acayR, ivkla.g ivXviv´aly ke kulai2pit ke sx¯ kr-kmlo. µara ]s pavn punIt wUim
pr huAa hE, jha> ]Nho.ne ivkla.g nhI. skla.g ivXviv´aly p/itS4aipt ikya hE| gu= jI ne
lokapR` ke Avsr pr tTkal Apne muqaribNdu se AaxIvaRd-Sv+p Sv-rict Xlok kh kr muze
¡ta4R ikya| ivXviv´aly ka iµtIy dI9a.t smaroh sfltapUvRk wVy +p se sMp¶ huAa| buAa
jI, nNhe. raja, kulpit jI, sm2I jI, AvnIx jI, i5wuvn na4 xuKl jI v ANy swI ka
p/s¶tapUvRk shyog srahnIy v AanNddayI 4a|
0k sunhrI sa>z jo der rai5 tk iq.ctI clI g{, SvgIRy ip/y x.kr kaka ke supu5 AacayR
&I naray` ][email protected] ne nNhe. w[ya, #akur sahb v muze Apne k4a-vacn v m2ur gIt-p/s.go. se
m.5-muG2 kr idya| hm caro. kI cOkƒI 0esI jmI ik iksI ko wI smy ka wan n rha|
[email protected] AOr dxRn kI ivcar-ivmxR-&<.qla hnuman jI kI pU>7 kI trh b“tI hI clI gyI|
[s ya5a ke dOran phle kI trh Aadr`Iy nanajI dexmuq ke jIivt AvS4a me. dxRn n
ho ske| [tne xokakul smy me. wI niNdta jI ijs AaTmIyta se imlI., [ske ilye AawarI hU>|
nanajI ke kLya`karI kayoR ko jarI rqne heutu wrt jI AOr niNdta jI ka d<“-s.kLp srahnIy hE|
ic5kU3 ke dxRn ka 0k p/muq kar` AMma> ka dxRn, ]nka sai¶@y, ]nkI Am<t-va`I
ka pan, ]nka Sneh-wajn hona hE| prmip/y pUJynIy knaR3k kI ma>, AMma> ka vrd\ hSt mere
isr pr hE, muze pu5I +p me. v #akur sahb ko damad +p me. ]Nho.ne Apnaya huAa hE yh hmara
bhut bƒa sOwaGy hE| Apne ha4o. se ku7 n ku7 bna jb vo hme. p/empUvk
R
iqlatI hE. to ]nke
]s mmTv ka, ]s mmta me. wI.ge Apne tn-mn kI AnuwUityo. ka v`Rn Av`RnIy hE| ip7lI bar
hnuman jI kI pa>c iklo kI A*3-2atu kI mUitR ]Nho.ne mere Aa>cl me. DalI 4I, [s bar ]Nho.ne
AaxIvaRd-Sv+p AmULy g/.4o. v ram-drbar ram m.idr se merI zolI wr hme. ¡t-¡Ty ikya, gd\gd\ kr ¡ta4R ikya| ma> ke mmTv ka Aawar cukana mere vx ka nhI., bs ]nkI ¡pa ko srma4e pr sadr 2ar` kr {Xvr se ]nkI lMbI Aayu kI p/a4Rna krtI hU>|
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Da _ ivmlex ka.it vmaR sdEv kI wa>it hI ihNdI ke p/car-p/sar me. s.lGn hE.| tTkalIn
ASvS4ta wI ]Nhe. saihiTyk ccaR se ivcilt n kr payI| h8R kI bat hE ik ]Nhe. saihiTyk
gitivi2yo. me. 2Ira jI ka sMpU`R shyog p/aPt hE|
&ImtI Aawa kul&e*# kI AwarI hU> ik ]Nho.ne 'vsu2a' ko shyog idya|
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jblpur n phu>c pane ke du:q ko ip/y wa{ Da _ i5wuvn na4 xuKl ne idLlI Aakr km
kr idya| ]nke sa4 kafI smy Vyi¯gt v saihiTyk ivcar-ivmxR huAa| dono. hI +po. me.
]nka p/oTsahn ¹dySpxIR hE|
&ImtI jya xmaR, jo p/vasI saihTy pr xo2 kr rhI hE., se bhut hI =ickr saihiTyk
ivcar-ivmxR huAa| ]nke µara ilye gye sa9aTkar hetu 2Nyvad| pit p.kj pexe se vkIl hE. AOr
ihNdI ko smipRt hE.| p.kj jI kI soc v ihNdI ke p/it lgav ne p/waivt ikya| yh [s t$y
ke sa9I ke +p me. lga ik wart kI yuva pI“I ihNdI ke sa4 hE| {Xvr [Nhe. [s p4 pr Aage hI
Aage Ag/ist kre, yhI xuwkamna hE|
ivcar d<i*3 ke shsMpadk &I ]peN³na4 se imln [s bat ke p/it AaXvaist kr gya
ik jb tk yuva pI“I ka p/itini2Tv krne vale 0ese yuva ihNdI ke sa4 hE,
. ihNdI ka wiv*y
]JJvl hE| ]nke µara p/sar ke iviw¶ [email protected] hetu ilye gye sa9aTkar ke ilye v Aawas µara
]s smy ilye gye ic5 v vIiDyo ke ilye 2Nyvad )aipt krtI hU>| srahnIy bat hE ik ]peN³
jI nOkrI ke sa4 hI sa4 ihNdI ke p/car-p/sar ka bIƒa ]#aye hu0 hE. ijsme. ]Nhe. pTnI neha ka
sMpU`R yogdan p/aPt hE| [s yuva dMpi% ke ilye SnehaxI8 Svt: hI p/Sfui3t ho ]mƒ rhI hE|
swI Sm<ityo. ko ¹dy me. sheje, Svt.5ta idvs kI b2a{ siht, sSneh, Sneh #akur
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vsu2a
Aaj_adI
hrIx cN³ joxI
Aaj_adI 0k b.2n hE
ijske ku7 dStUr hE.
dex p/em AOer Anuxasn
[ske vI`a s.tUr hE.
i7Nn iwNn kr tar
s<ijt nvgIt n hoga
A`u bm ke hr A`u se
to [email protected] hI hoga
jIvn p4 me. pai`g/h`-sa
g#b.2n hE Aaj_adI
k{ b.2no. me. ks detI
0k AnoqI xhj_adI
kwI Aaj_adI suqkr lgtI
kwI Aaj_adI du:q detI
sbke ku7 Apne b.2n hE.
sbkI ApnI Aaj_adI|
Aaj_adI bexk khtI
Ai2kar n 7oƒo
bexk khtI Aaj_adI
hr ba2a toƒo|
Aaj_adI yh wI khtI
mt xIx zukaAo
gvR se sIna tan
kho hk_ mera lavo|
pr yh wI khtI Aaj_adI
ik idl mt toƒo
AOro. ka hk_ 7In
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n nata pap se joƒo|
yh wI khtI Aaj_adI
ik Ao idl valo.
mt [tne Aaj_ad bno
ik xS5 ]#a lo|
AOr kro bbaRd
jo wI de tuMhe. idqa{
toƒ-woƒ AOr lU3pa3
me. nhI. wla{|
Aaj_adI ko ma5
n smzo kora spna
bhut lhU bha kr
dex huAa hE Apna|
Aaj_adI ka mol
wla vo Kya jane
ijsne Aj_adI ko
Ai2karo. se tola ho|
ktRVyo. ke plƒe pr
rq s.iv2an
hr iv2an ko
Apne iht me. moƒa ho|
Aaj_adI kI bilbedI pr
lhU bhane valo. me.
hm tum ka
b.2n kb 4a|
0k soc 4I
0k tmNna
Alg-Alg
icNtn kb 4a?
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Apne
Apne hI 6r me. be6r ihNdI
Da _ A=` kumar pa~Dey
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wa8a kevl mnu*y ke ivcaro. AOr wavo. ko AiwVy¯ hI nhI. krtI Aiptu vh s.S¡it kI
vaihka hotI hE| vh smSt iv´aAo., klaAo. yanI manv Vyvhar se juƒI smSt ]pliB2yo. kI
0kma5 Aa2ar hotI hE| [ske Awav me. s.sar A)anta ke A.2kar se mu¯ nhI. ho skta hE|
ihNdI wart kI jn-wa8a rhI hE| yh dex kI sbse Ai2k bolI AOr smzI jane valI wa8a hE|
wart ke lgwg ÎÈ p/itxt log ihNdI bolte hE. AOr ÉÈ-ÉÍ p/itxt ANy log ihNdI smz lete
hE.| [s p/kar ÏÍ p/itxt logo. kI sMpkR wa8a ihNdI hE| ihNdI ke [s ivxal p/wav ke kar`
hI ga>2I jI ne Svt.5ta Aa.doln me. [sko hi4yar ke +p me. Apnaya| loihya ne to yha> tk
kha ik ihNdI se hI wart kI phcan ho sktI hE| ]nke ivcar se A>g/ejI wa8a ka )an rqne
vale log ihNdI ya ANy wartIy wa8aAo. ko bolne valI grIb jnta ka wa8a ke Aa2ar pr
xo8` krte hE.| [sil0 loihya ne ihNdI ko 0k Aa.doln ke +p me. qƒa ikya 4a| Aaj ihNdI ka
jo ivkist +p idqa{ pƒ rha hE, ]sme. Anek logo. ka Tyag AOr Ad\wut smpR` i7pa huAa hE|
ihNdI ke ivkas kI ApnI 0k s.68R-mhaga4a hE| sn\ ÉÑÉÎ tk ihNdI kI iS4it yh
4I ik ]%r p/dex ka s.w/a.t ihNdU vgR ihNdI me. ilqna-p“na ya batcIt krne me. xmR mhsUs
krta 4a| ]dRU f_arsI hI sbkI jban pr 4I| raj-kaj kI wa8a wI f_arsI 4I| [s xmRsar
iS4it ko deq kr ga>2I jI ne ihNdI ke p/car-p/sar ka bIƒa ]#aya| ]nkI d<i*3 me. ihNdI ka
p/car ra*¨-inmaR` ka kayR 4a| ihNdI ko sMpU`R dex me. p/cairt kr sMpkR wa8a bnane ke Apne
d<“ in`Ry ko ga>2I jI ne kevl Apne wa8`o. tk hI sIimt nhI. rqa, biLk ]se kayR-+p me.
pir`t krne ka A4k p/yas ikya| ÉÏ AgSt ÉÑÉÐ ko Apne pu5 devdas ga>2I ko ihNdI
ix9` ke s.dwR me. ga>2I jI ne 0k p5 ilqa - 'mE.ne ihNdI ix9` kI tuMharI do mhIne kI
irpo3R p“I AOr mE. s.tu*3 hU>| _ _ _ _{Xvr kre. tuMharI lMbI Aayu ho ijsse m³as p/esIDeNsI me.
ihNdI 0kIkr` kI 2un gU>je, ]%r AOr di9` kI qa{ 0kdm im3 jaye| [n dono. wago. ke log
0k ho ja0>|' ÜsI _DBlU _0m _jI _ q~D ÉÍ, p<*# ÊÐÝ ÉÐ Ap/El, ÉÑÉÑ ko roleK3 0K3 ke ivro2
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me. xu+ hu0 sTyag/h ke dOran 'ihNdI il3rerI kaN¸eNs' ko s.boi2t krte hu0 ]Nho.ne kha 4a ik
[s smy dex me. cl rha sTyag/h ihNdI wa8a ke mu±e ke il0 wI hE| sTyag/h sTy ke il0
lƒa{ hE AOr Agr hm logo. me. sTy ke p/it sMman kI wavna hE to yh SvIkar krna pƒega ik
ihNdI 0kma5 0esI wa8a hE, ijse hm log ra*¨wa8a bna skte hE.| ihNdI ke p/it ga>2I jI kI
d<“ AaS4a iq_laf_t Aa.doln ko sm4Rn dene ke sa4 hI 9I` ho g{| ihNdU-muiSlm 0kta ko
sud<“ krne kI wavna ke bIc ga>2I jI ka ihNdI p/em ihNdI-]dRU imi&t 'ihNduStanI' me. bdl
gya| [ska p/itfl yh huAa ik sn\ ÉÑÌÏ me. saMp/daiyk Aa2ar pr dex-ivwajn ke sa4
ihNduStanI wa8a ka Aa.doln {.3 kI 7Lle kI trh wrwrakr igr pƒa| [sse ihNdI kI Vyapk
9it hu{| ihNdI p/car-p/sar kI git ko 2Kka lga|
0esI duwaRGypU`R iS4it se ihNdI AwI ]brI wI nhI. 4I ik nIit-inmaRtaAo. ke µara 7lI
g{| ]skI AaTma pr co3 kI g{| [sse pU`Rt: smaPt krne ke 8D\y.5 ke tht yh A>g/ejI kI
ip7lGgU bna dI g{| s.iv2an ke AnuC7ed ËÌÏ ke Anusar jb s.6 kI rajwa8a ihNdI AOr ilip
devnagrI in2aRirt kI g{ to ]sI smy 0k r`nIit ke tht ]sI AnuC7ed ke q~D Ê me. yh
p/Stav jo idya gya ik s.iv2an ke AarMw ke pN³h v8R kI Avi2 tk ]n kayoR. ke il0 A>g/ejI
wa8a p/yog kI jatI rhegI, ijske il0 vh Ab tk p/yog kI jatI rhI hE| [s p/kar Agle
pN³h v8oR. ke il0 ihNdI ka sMpU`R +p se p/yog 3al idya gya| [tna hI nhI. ÉÑÎÍ ke bad wI
ihNdI kI y4aiS4it bnI rhe, [ske il0 0k 8D\y.5 rca gya| pUvR p/Stav kI Avi2 hone ke do
v8R pUvR hI ÉÑÎË me. s.sd ne 0k p/Stav pairt ikya ik ihNdI ke sa4 A>g/ejI tb tk bnI rhegI
jb dex ka 7o3e-se 7o3a raJy wI ihNdI ko SvIkar nhI. kr leta| 0esa hmare rajnetaAo. ne
ApnI kusIR ke q_aitr 9e5Iy AOr saMp/daiyk vo3 bE.k ko @yan me. rq kr 0k saij_x ke tht
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ikya| nIit-inmaRtaAo. ne ihNdI kI p/wavI AOr svRsmavexI 9mta pr AivXvas ikya| ihNdI
iksI 0k 9e5 kI wa8a nhI. hE| [skI iksI ANy p/adeixk wa8aAo. ke sa4 n to ko{
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p/itSp2aR hE AOr na hI vEmnSy ka wav| [s bat ko Agr Da _ l(mImLl is.6vI ke xBdo. me.
khe. to - 'dUsrI p/adeixk wa8aAo. se ihNdI kI ko{ p/ityoigta-p/itSp2aR nhI. hE, ko{ ivro2vEmnSy nhI. hE| ihNdI hmare dex kI p/itini2 wa8a hE, sMpkR wa8a hE; ihNdI hE phcan hmarI,
ihNdI hm sbkI pirwa8a| hmara ra*¨ 0k hE, nagirkta 0k hE, to wa8a wI p/itini2 wa8a ke
+p me. honI caihye| ihNdI wart kI vhI sMpkR wa8a p/itini2 wa8a hE' ÜihNdI : dex AOr ivdex
me., sMpadkIy saihTy Am<t, ivXv ihNdI sMmeln ivxe8a.k, jula{ ÊÈÈÏ, p< _ÎÝ| Aaiq_r Kyo.
s.6 kI rajwa8a ihNdI ke sa4 A>g/ejI p/yog kI AinvayRta brkrar rqI g{? [s s.b.2 me. duinya
ke ivkist dexo. se sIq lenI caihye| Kya yh sTy nhI. hE ik 'ihb/U' ko jb rajwa8a ke +p
me. [j_rayl ne SvIkar ikya to vh rajwa8a bnne kI 0k wI AinvayR xtR pUrI nhI. krtI 4I|
]sme. xasn-s%a me. p/yu¯ hone vale xBd nhI. 4e AOr vE)aink ya manvIy iv8yo. kI puStke. wI
ndard 4I.| 'ihb/U' lEi3n kI trh m<t wa8a 4I| leikn [j_ra[ilyo. kI d<“ [C7a-xi¯ AOr p/bl
ra*¨-p/em kI wavna ne 'ihb/U' ko rajwa8a ke Aasn pr bE#aya|
Aaj ijs A>g/ejI ko [tnI Ahimyt dI ja rhI hE, vh q_ud hI s.kLpo. AOr s.68oR. ke
bIc se inkl kr Aa{ hE| A#arhvI. xtaBdI ke lgwg [email protected] tk [>GlE.D kI rajwa8a ¸eNc 4I|
A>g/ejI ko rajkaj kI wa8a bnane me. A>g/ejo. ko k#or kdm ]#ana pƒa| A>g/ejI ko p/wavI bnane
AOr rajkaj me. S4aipt krne kI ApnI d<“ [C7a-xi¯ ka pircy dete hu0 vha> kI s.sd ne sn\
ÉÏËÉ me. 0k k#or kanUn bnaya| [s kanUn me. yh p/av2an ikya gya ik jo log Nyaaylyo. me.
¸eNc wa8a me. bhs kre.ge ]Nhe. ÍÈpO.D ka j_umaRna dena hoga| [ska pir`am yh huAa ik ku7 dxko.
me. A>g/ejI ka sam/aJy [>GlE.D me. S4aipt ho gya| yh A>g/ejo. kI d<“ [C7a-xi¯ ka p/itfl 4a|
ihNdI ko jo sMman AOr S4an Apne dex me. imlna caih0, vh ivdexo. me. imla hE ya
iml rha hE| wle hI [ska kar` Aai4Rk ]darvad se ]Tp¶ baj_arvad rha ho| p/aPt Aa>kƒo. ke
Anusar Aaj lgwg ÉÊÍ ivdexI ivXviv´alyo. ya ]Cc ix9a-keN³o. me. ihNdI p“a{-isqa{ ja rhI
hE AOr ihNdI me. ivdexI ivµano. µara mhTvpU`R xo2-kayR wI ikye ja rhe hE.| sbse AaXcyR kI
bat
to
yh
hE
ik
ku7
ivdexI
ivµan
to
ihNdI
ko
ApnI
mat<-wa8a
tk
mante
hE.|
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cekoSlovaikya ke p/is² kiv-leqk Da _ Aodolen Smekl ijNhe. wart me. sr jajR ig/ysRn
sMman se ivwUi8t ikya gya 4a, ihNdI ko ApnI mat<-wa8a manne lge 4e| dUsre ivdexI ivµan
igl¢a{S3 ne sbse phle ihNdI ka Vyakr` A.g/ejI wa8a me. ÉÑvI. xtI ke phle dxk me. ilqa
AOr bad me. padrI 04air3n ka 'wa8a waSkr' sn\ ÉÐÐÈ me. p/kaixt huAa| yh [tna mhTvpU`R
kam 4a ik [ska p/wav p/muq vEyakr` kamta p/sad gu= µara iliqt 'ihNdI Vyakr`' me. deqa
ja skta hE| kevl A>g/ejI ivµano. ne hI ihNdI ko ivXv-i9itj pr p/iti*#t nhI. ikya ¸a.s,
putRgal AOr Dc logo. ne wI ihNdI kI )an-riXm ko ApnI-ApnI wa8aAo. me. p/wavI !.g se p/Stut
ikya| Aaj se lgwg ËÈÈ v8R phle Dc wa8a me. ilqa gya ihNdI ka Vyakr` [s t$y ko
p/mai`t krta hE| yha> ivdexo. me. ihNdI ke p/car-p/sar AOr ivµano. µara ik0 ja rhe xo2-kayoR.
kI ccaR krna [sil0 mE.ne j_+rI smza Kyo.ik ijs ihNdI ko Apne dex me. hey d<i*3 se deqa
jata hE, yid vh 0esI hI hotI to n to ivdexI ivµano. ko p/waivt krtI AOr na hI ivdexI
2rtI pr ApnI bul.dI ke z~De gaƒ patI| ihNdI ke ra*¨-VyapI p/wav AOr p/yog pr muG2 ho kr
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sn\ ÉÐÈÏ me. 3ams rock ne igli¢S3 ko ilqa 4a - 'mE. kNyakumarI se kXmIr tk ya b.g
se is.2 ke muhane tk [s ivXvas se ya5a kI ihMmt kr skta hU> ik muze hr jg_h 0ese log
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iml ja0>ge jo ihNduStanI bol lete ho.ge' ÜDa _ swapit im&, ra*¨Iy AiSmta AOr ihNdI,
sMmeln pi5ka, ]%r xtI ivxe8a.k - É, p< _ ËÈÝ|
ihNdI ko Apno. se s.68R krna hE, gEro. me. vh dm hE hI nhI. jo ihNdI ke )an-r4 ko
rok ske.| Apno. se mera mtlb wart ke ]n logo. se hE jo qate hE. ihNdI ka AOr bqan krte
hE. A>g/ejI ka| Apne dex me. ku7 muªI wr mEkale-pu5 hE., ijNhe. wartIyta AOr mat<-wa8a se ic“ hE
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AOr 0ese log ivdexI s.S¡it ke mohjal me. f>se hu0 hE.| wart Svt.5 huAa leikn j_ban kI
gulamI nhI. g{| yhI j_ban kI gulamI ku7 logo. ko A>g/ejI-p/em se mu¯ nhI. hone detI| 'j_ban
kI gulamI hI AslI gulamI hotI hE| hr xBd 0k vatavr` hota hE| A>g/ejI xBdo. ka vatavr`
[s dex ka vatavr` nhI. hE| 0esI iS4it me. ihNdI hI [s dex kI ra*¨-wa8a ho sktI hE'
Üra*¨Iy 0kta AOr ihNdI, iv*`u p/wakr, p< _ ÌÌÝ| sbse bƒa duwaRGy yh hE ik 'ihNdI' ivro2I
vgR kI ]Tpi% ihNdI wa8I ya wartIy s.S¡it ke s.vahk mata-ipta kI koq se hI hu{ hE| 0ese
log ihNdI ke il0 J_yada q_trnak hE.| ihNdI ka suVyviS4t )an haisl n krte hu0 wI ihNdI
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kI swI iv2aAo. me. 3a>g Aƒate rhne vale logo. ke iq_laf p/Qyat Aalock Da _ namvr is.h
k#or i3Pp`I krte hE. : 'ye log A>g/ejI me. hI socte hE., A>g/ejI ka hI qate hE.| piXcm kI nkl
krte hE., AOr Apne smaj se k3 kr vhI. ke smaj me. ApnI jƒe. tlaxte hE.| [s tbke ne jo
nya dxRn g“a hE ]se mE. q~D-q~D paq~D khta hU>| yh dxRn isf_R A>g/ejI ke vcRSv AOr
piXcm ivcar2ara kI r9a krta hE, biLk pro9 +p se nv]pinvexvad ka ihmaytI wI hE|
[sil0 ihNdI ka p/Xn isf_R ApnI wa8a ke p/it moh ka hI nhI. hE, biLk 0k ikSm ke
]pinvexvadI soc ke iv=² lƒne ka wI| duwaRGy hE ik [nme. se J_yadatr A>g/ejI da> bOi²k ihNdI
wa8a 9e5 ke hI hE.| [sil0 mE. khta hU> ik ihNdI ko Aaj sbse bƒa q_tra ihNdI 9e5 me. jNme.
leikn yha> kI j_mIn se k3e [n A>g/ejI da> bOi²ko. se hE ÜihNdI [lake ke A>g/ejI da> hI sbse
bƒe duXmn, namvr is.h, ra*¨Iy shara, hSt9ep pirix*3, ÉÌ istMbr, ÊÈÈÊÝ| [sil0 yh
khna ik Aaj ihNdI Apne 6r me. hI be6r ho g{ hE, Anuict nhI. hoga| ihNdI ko Apne hI 6r
se invaRist krne ka A9My kayR ihNdI mata ke Apne spUto. ne Ai2k ikya| Aaj ihNdI ke
p/it hIn wavna ka 0k-ma5 kar` ApnI mat<-wa8a ke p/it gOrv AOr gvR kI wavna kI kmI
hE| p/Tyek v8R ihNdI idvs ka ngaƒa bjane se, lC7edar wa8`bajI krne se ya kmRcarI AOr
Ai2karI kI kusIR ke pI7e dIvaro. pr ya poS3ro. pr mo3e A9ro. me. yh ilq dene se - 'ihNdI
Aap nhI. ilqe.ge to kOn ilqega', 'ihNdI me. kam krna Aasan hE', ihNdI kI ]¶it kdaip
sMwv nhI. hE| [ske il0 d<“ [C7a-xi¯ ko s.kiLpt krna hoga, twI ihNdI ra*¨wa8a ke
rajis.hasn pr ivrajman hogI|
kmR AOr )an
Da _ hrnek is.h igl
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[s jIvn me.,
qolte hE. n0-n0 raSte|
s.b.2 wI kam Aate hE.|
bnne lgte hE. trh-trh ke
k{ bar,
s.yog AOr ivyog|
p/itwa s.b.2o. se hI AatI hE bahr|
b“ne lgta hE Apne }pr ivXvas
mnu*y jan le
AOr idqne lgtI hE
jIvn me. kmR AOr )an hE AinvayR|
samne qƒI kayR isi²|
muze imle ya ]se
s.kLp jb juƒta hE kmR se
[nka p/itfl hE ApirhayR|
to hota hE ]Tpadn|
2Ire-2Ire,
Aakar letI hE ¡it
kmRxIl mn hI pa jata hE sflta|
samne AatI hE rcna|
AOr ]das AalsI mn
wUl n kr
inraxa me. DUba, 6r bE#a hI rh jata hE|
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suq_R gulab AOr ij_NdgI
Da _ [N³a w3nagr
$
sunNda ne bcpn me. Aadm AOr {v kI khanI sunI 4I| {Xvr ne ]Nhe. {Dn gaDRn me.
7oƒne ke bad )an ka fl qane ka in8e2 ikya 4a| n jane kha> se Aaye xEtan spR ne {v ko
p/eirt ikya AOr {v ke Aag/h pr Aadm ne )an ka fl toƒ ilya, pir`amSv+p ]Nhe. ]s bgIce
se invaRsn imla| xayd {Xvr ne twI '{v' A4aRt\ smSt narI-jait ko &ap de idya ik sMpU`R
AaTm-smpR` ke bad wI ]se pu=8 se kevl Aa.ixk smpR` hI iml payega| pu=8 ke Ahm\ se
3kra kr narITv kI lhre. bar-bar vaips lO3tI rhe.gI| sun.da soctI hE, xayd twI &²a ke
sMpU`R smpR` ke bad wI mnu ]se gwaRvS4a me. Akele 7oƒ kr xa.it kI qoj me. inkl pƒe pr.tu
vh xa.it ]Nhe. tkR nhI, AaS4a &²a ke smIp hI p/aPt hu{|
]sne Apne pl.g ke samne kI iqƒkI qolI| bgIce me. ]ske lgaye lal suq_R, gulabI, pIle
AOr Xvet gulab kI Kyairyo. se mhktI hva ke zo.ke ne k9 me. 6us kr ]se sug.2 se wr idya|
]skI d<i*3 gulabI gulab ke fUlo. pr A3k g{| vh khI. sudUr AtIt me. qo g{| ]ska
gulabI gulab-sa bcpn, ]ske sMmuq ¸ak phne, dono. Aor do coi3yo. me. gu>4elal irbn lgaye,
bgIce me. r.g-ibr.gI ittilyo. ke pI7e 7o3e-7o3e pEro. se dOƒtI sat-Aa# v8R kI bCcI kI Aa¡it
6Um g{| mata-ipta ke Sneihl vatavr` me. bItta bcpn, jha> ]se suna{ deta dadI ka Svr
'Are
! [se laƒ-Pyar se mt ibgaƒo| [se dUsre 6r jana hE| Kya jane kEsa 6r imle?' _ _ _ _2Ire-
2Ire 0k-0k cr` rqtI vh yOvn kI dehlI pr phu>c g{| gulabI gulab suq_R hone lge| suhane
SvPn, madk m2ur g.2, madkta se jEse ]skI Aa>qo. AOr galo. me. suq_R gulabo. kI lalI fElne
lgI| r.gIn ittilyo. ke pI7e wagne ke S4an pr vh SvPn AOr kLpnaAo. ke [N³2nu8I suhane
spno. me. qone lgI| 0m _0 _ me. ]sne ivXviv´aly se p/4m &e`I me. iDg/I p/aPt kI, ifr rajkIy
mhaiv´aly me. VyaQyata pd pr ]ska cyn ho gya| jb Aiw8ek se ]ska ivvah huAa to ]se
lga ]ske caro. Aor fEle gulabo. ka r.g AOr wI suq_R ho gya| Aiw8ek 0k karqane me. mEnejr
4a| smy p.q lga kr ]ƒne lga| 0k mhIne ve nEnItal me. rhe| ifr 7: mhIne kb bIt gye
pta hI nhI. pƒa| ]ske mn AOr Aa>qo. me. hI nhI., xrIr me. gulab iqlne lga 4a| Pyara gulab
jo ku7 hI smy me. iql kr ]skI god ko mhka dega|
]se yad Aaya vh idn jo ]ske suq_R gulabo., mhkte gulabo. ke il0 bv.Dr bn kr Aaya
$
4a| ]s idn ]se kalej me. der ho g{ 4I| Aate hI ]sne naXta bnaya| cay ke il0 Aiw8ek
kI p/tI9a kr rhI 4I| Aiw8ek q_uxI se wra Aaya 4a 'n.da, mere im5 su2akr ka p5 Aaya hE|
]sne muze Ameirka bulaya hE| s.p¶ bnne kI merI bcpn kI Aaka.9a pU`R ho ja0gI| mera kEiryr
bn ja0ga|'
Aiw8ek ko q_ux deq kr ]sne kha 'yh bhut q_uxI kI bat hE, pr vha> iks islisle
me. ja rhe ho?'
']ska sbka ]sne p/b.2 kr rqa hE| mE. bhut jLdI jana cahta hU>, n.da
! bs p.q
lga kr ]ƒ jana cahta hU>|'
]sne h>ste hu0 kha 4a 'Aiw, mhTvaka.9a kI [s Aa>2I me. 2rtI se Apne pEr ]qƒne
mt dena|'
']se tum ks kr pkƒe rhna| pr sbse bƒI smSya hE pEso. kI|'
'jane me. pEse to kafI lge.ge|'
'tum 0esa kro n.da, Apne papa se kh kr, =pyo. ka p/b.2 krva lo| mE. xI6/ hI cuka
dU>ga|'
'nhI. Aiw, mE. papa se pEso. ke il0 nhI. kh sktI| hmare ivvah me. papa ne Apna sara
p/aivDe~3 f.D lga idya| twI ma>jI bolI. 'mE. to ApnI bhn kI devranI kI lƒkI se xadI kr
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rhI 4I| qUb j_evr AOr =pya de rhe 4e ve log| ]ska r.g hI to sa>vla 4a| ku7 nak-nKxa
mo3a 4a, pr Aiw8ek to jEse tuMharI su.drta pr l©U ho gya 4a| hmarI to bat sunI nhI.|'
sun.da ne Aiw8ek se kha 'Aiw, tum ku7 mhIne =k jaAo n| ifr mera p/aivDe~3 f.D
hoga, ku7 pEsa vetn se bca le.ge, xe8 j_evr bec kr pUra kr le.ge| nNha fUl jo iqlne vala hE,
]se deq kr jaAo n?'
'nhI. n.da, mE. [tnI p/tI9a nhI. kr skta|'
[sI bat ko lekr tnav b“ta gya| vh ipta kI ivvxta jantI 4I| Svaiwman qokr
=pye ma>gna ]ske Svwav ke ivprIt 4a| ma>jI AOr Aiw8ek ke =9 Vyvhar t4a Vy.Gy va`o. se
]skI AaTma Aaht ho g{ 4I| kl tk jo Pyar ka dava krte 4e, Aaj tlak ka nam lene
lge 4e|
vh deq rhI 4I AadmI jb mhTvaka.9a kI p/aiPt ke il0 tIv/ dOƒ lgata hE, to ]se
Ahsas nhI. hota ik vh Apne caro. Aor ke pirvex ko ijs ³utgit se ka3ta huAa wag rha hE,
]sse ]s pirvex AOr ]sse juƒe sMb.2o. ko iktnI pIƒa, iktna ddR AOr jQ_m deta ja rha hE|
iktna s.vednaxUNy ho jata hE
!'
]s idn zgƒa b“ gya| Aiw8ek ne jb ]sse kha 'ya to papa se pEse lekr AaAo
ANy4a tlak dekr mera pI7a 7oƒo|' yh ]ske Svaiwman pr 0esI co3 4I, jo vh sh nhI.
pa{| ]sne kha 'sMb.2o. ke 2age [tne kCce nhI. hote, Aiw
! mE. tlak nhI. de sktI| Aaiq_r
mE. ma> bnne valI hU>| Apne bCce se kEse kh skU>gI ik vh 0k tlakxuda ma> ka be3a hE| leikn
mE. tuMhare p4 kI =kav3 wI nhI. bnU>gI| tum =pye p/aPt krne ke il0 Apne j_mIr ko bec kr
ku7 wI krne ko Svt.5 ho| pr jate hu0 [tna AvXy khU>gI ik j_mIr ko bec kr qrIda huAa
wiv*y gOrvxalI nhI. hota|'
0k sPtah vh nIlma ke pas =kI| nIilma irXte me. ]skI bhn 4I t4a ]ske sa4
hI ]sI mhaiv´aly me. p/v¯a 4I| p/yTn krke ]sne Apna S4anaNtr` kra ilya| ]ske ipta
[s du:q ko shn nhI. kr paye| ]Nhe. ha3R-A3Ek huAa AOr vh AkelI rh g{|
]ske jIvn me. caro. Aor iqle lal suq_R gulab pIle pƒ gye| ]nme. VyaPt ]m.go. AOr
]Llas kI suqIR pIlI pƒ g{| ]sne ApnI bigya me. gulabI suq_R gulabo. ke sa4-sa4 pIle
gulab wI ]ga ilye|
2Ire-2Ire smy bItne lga| ]s smy me. ]sne iktna sha, iktne du:q ka Anuwv
ikya, Akelepn AOr irKtta kI yatna ke [email protected] iktnI 73p3a{
! ]se lgta 4a jEse s.sar-
sagr kI ]7ltI A4ah jl-raix me. ]ske jIvn kI nav bhI clI ja rhI hE, ibna mLlah
ke| caro. Aor A4ah jl-raix, }pr AnNt Aakax AOr caro. Aor wyank badl AOr Aa>2I| vh
l(yhIn w3k rhI hE| ifr A.xul ke +p me. jEse ]se 0k l(y, 0k iknara iml gya| caro. Aor
cltI wyank Aa>2I 4m g{, ]7ltI jl-raix xa.t ho g{ AOr ]ske jIvn kI nav m.d git
se bhne lgI|
s5h v8R bIt gye| A.xul [.jIinyir.g ke p/4m v8R me. phu>c gya| ]sne kwI pI7e muƒ kr
nhI. deqa| AtIt se nata toƒ kr vh vtRman me. jI rhI 4I| pr.tu ]s idn nIilma ne Aakr
xa.t AOr iS4r jlraix me. jEse k.krI Dal kr Jvar ]#a idya| nIilma ke xBd bar-bar ]ske
kano. me. gU>j rhe 4e 'swI ko 0k n 0k idn Apne kmoR. ka fl wogna pƒta hE| Aiw8ek kI
vh n{ pTnI Apna j_evr AOr kul kEx wI lekr 0k [3ailyn yuvk ke sa4 wag g{| yha> 6r
me. AkelI bui“ya mOt ke mu>h me pƒI hE| ko{ deqne-pU7ne vala nhI.|'
]ska mn bar-bar AtIt kI Aor wag rha hE| bar-bar vh soctI hE ]se Aiw8ek ya
]skI ma> se Kya lena-dena hE
! vh smz nhI. pa rhI, sMb.2o. ka yh kEsa c¢VyUh hE, ijsse
vh mu¯ nhI. ho pa rhI ! pr ]sne Svy. s.b.2o. kI kara se kb mui¯ cahI 4I ! vh Apne
miSt*k se [n swI ivcaro. ko z3k dena cahtI 4I pr.tu ]ske swI p/yTn Asfl ho rhe 4e|
2Ire-2Ire A>2era i6r Aaya| Apne ivcaro. me. lIn ]se b%I jlane kI wI su2 nhI. 4I| q3\ kI
$
Aavaj_ se jb iSvc Aan huAa AOr kmra roxnI se nha ]#a to cO.k kr ]sne isr ]#aya|
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A.xul kI Aavaj_ Aa{ 'mMma, tumne la[3 wI nhI. jla{
! Kya soc rhI ho? kEsa pIla cehra
ho rha hE? Apna pUra cEk-Ap krva ilya n? irpo3R kb imlegI?'
'pIla cehra
! ha>, Aajkl vh bhut 4kI-4kI rhtI hE| sare bdn me. ddR rhta hE| mE.
#Ik hU> A.xul| cEk-Ap krva ilya hE| irpo3R do-tIn idn me. iml jayegI| mE. 0k sPtah ke
il0 nIilma dIdI ke pas jana cah rhI hU>'
n.da ka muq }pr ]#ate hu0 A.xul bola 'pr tuMharI tibyt to #Ik nhI. hE
! mMma, mE.
sa4 clU>?' A.xul ke Pyar-wre xBdo. ne A.dr tk jEse ]skI AaTma ko iwgo idya| 'nhI. A.xul,
mE. #Ik hU>| tU icNta mt kr|'
s5h v8R bad vh Aiw8ek ke drvaj_e pr qƒI hu{ to ]ska mn boizl ho ]#a| drvaj_e ke
bahr lgI 6.3I 3U3I 4I| drvaj_e wI jjRr ho rhe 4e| b.d nhI. 4e| ha4 ke 2Kke se qul gye| vh
A.dr g{ to sb ku7 ASt-VySt idqa{ de rha 4a| Aa>gn par kr ma> ke kmre me. phu>cI to 0k
jjRr kaya pl.g pr pƒI 4I| ]ske Aane kI Aah3 sun ]sme. ku7 hlcl hu{ 'kOn? kOn hE?'
vh bolI 'mE. sun.da hU> ma>jI|'
'sun.da, bhU
! sun.da, tU scmuc sun.da hE ya mera vhm\ hE !'
'mE. scmuc hI sunNda hU>, ma>jI|'
ma>jI ne ]ska ha4 ks kr pkƒ ilya 'mE.ne tere sa4 bƒa ANyay ikya 4a bhU, ]sI
ka fl wog rhI hU>| =pya bhut hE pr.tu Apna ko{ nhI.|'
'pr ma>jI, Aapne nOkr AOr nsR Kyo. nhI. rq il0?'
'nOkr to bhut rqe 4e pr.tu ve ku7 idno. me. hI wag jate hE., AOr jo ha4 lgta hE lekr
clte bnte hE.| nsR rqI 4I, vh wI 7u©I lekr g{ 4I, 0k sPtah se nhI. Aa{|'
'ifr p$y, AO8i2 kOn deta hE?'
'pas kI ba{ ko =pye detI hU>, ]skI be3I qana AOr j_+rI vStu0> la detI hE|' ]nkI
Aa>qo. se pXtacap ke Aa>sU zr-zr zr rhe 4e|
]Nhe. qrI-qo3I sunane kI [C7a 4I pr.tu ]nkI yh iS4it deq kr ]ska ¹dy ³ivt ho
gya AOr xBd gle me. hI A3k gye| ifr xayd wavaveg se ve mUi7Rt ho g{.| panI lene g{ to
rso{6r me. btRn AOr iDBbe ibqre pƒe 4e| ]sne samne ke kmre kI sfa{ kr pl.g pr 2ulI cadr
ib7a{, ifr Sp.j kr ma>jI ko il3aya| ba{ kI be3I Aa{ to dU2 m>gaya, ifr Svy. jakr
$
bajar se fl la{| ma>jI bar-bar mUi7Rt ho rhI 4I.| ]nkI g.wIr iS4it ko deq kr DaK3r ko
bulaya| ]sne prI9` kr [.jEKxn lgaya, AO8i2 ilqI ifr bahr fIs ke =pye lete hu0 kha
'[nke jIvn ka ko{ wrosa nhI. hE| sPtah-ds idn ki#na{ se hI inkle.ge|'
sun.da socne lgI ik vh Kya kre? ]sne ma>jI se pU7a ik Aap [tnI ASvS4 4I. to
Ameirka se bhU AOr Aiw ko Kyo. nhI. bulaya?'
'mE.ne nsR se p5 ilqvaya 4a pr.tu ya to ]sne Dala nhI. ya jvab nhI. Aaya| bhU to
smztI hE =pye dekr ]ske 6rvalo. ne hme. qrId ilya| Ab to suna hE vh iksI ke sa4 [3lI
clI g{|'
]sne ma>jI se ip7la p5 lekr 3lIfon nMbr deqa, ifr fon ikya| s5h v8R pXcat\
wI jb Aiw8ek ka Svr 'hElo' ]ske kano. me. pƒa to mn mom-sa ip6lne lga| ]sne s.yt
hokr kha 'deiqye, AapkI ma> m<Tyu-xEya pr pƒI hE.| do-car idn kI mehman hE.| yid A.itm
smy Aap ]nse imlna cahte hE. to tur.t Aa ja[ye|'
Aiw8ek ne pU7a 'Aap, Aap kOn bol rhI hE.?'
'jI, jI, mE., mE. _ _ _ _deiqye Aap tur.t cle Aa[ye|'
'mE. fS3R Fla[3 se Aa rha hU>|'
n jane Kyo. ]ska ¹dy tIv/ git se 2ƒkne lga| vh socne lgI, ]se yh Kya ho rha
hE
! vh Kyo. [tnI wavuk hotI ja rhI hE ! jIvn wavukta ke Aa2ar pr nhI. ijya jata| 0k
!' Kya ]ske
bar vh Aiw8ek ko AvXy Aaƒe ha4o. legI| pr vh Aiw8ek ka samna kEse kregI
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Aane se pUvR hI clI ja0| pr ma>jI ko [s halt me. 7oƒ kr kEse ja0? ijs pO5 ko ma>jI ne
deqa nhI., m<Tyu se pUvR ]se deqne kI iktnI 73p3ah3 hE, Kya yhI r¯ sMbN2 hE
!'
do idn bad jb Aiw8ek Aaya to ]ske inStej t4a htax cehre ko vh dUr se deqtI
rh g{| muSkurate ]m.go. t4a sunhre SvPn deqne vale yuvk ke S4an pr vh 3U3a-4ka Vyi¯
idqa{ de rha 4a, ijskI Aa>qo. me. ]dasI AOr vIrangI za>k rhI 4I| ma>jI ne jb ]se Aavaj_
dI to vh vha> jane ka sahs ju3ane lgI| [tne v8oR. bad Aiw8ek ke samne jane me. ]se n jane
kEsa s.koc, kEsI izzk Aa rhI 4I| bƒa sahs ju3a kr vh vha> phu>cI| ix*3acarvx ]sne
nmSkar kI|
'mE. Apne Vyvhar pr bhut liJjt hU> n.da|'
'deiqye, Aap sf_r se Aaye hE., 4ke hE., grm panI rqa hE, phle nha lIijye|'
ma> ko AO8i2 dekr vh Apna saman sme3 rhI 4I, twI Aiw8ek Aaya|
'tum, tum ja rhI ho sun.da?'
'ha> Aiw, Ab tum Aa gye ho| ma>jI ka ]%rdaiyTv tuMhe. sO.p kr mE. iniXcNt ho g{ hU>|'
'3elIfon pr tuMharI Aavaj_ sun kr jo AaXcyRimi&t h8R huAa, bta nhI. skta| tuMhare
sa4 hmne jEsa Vyvhar ikya ]se deqte hu0 tuMhe. rokne ka ko{ Ai2kar nhI. rh gya hE| pr….’
'deqo Aiw
! A.xul Akela hoga| mE. ]sse nIilma dIdI ke pas 0k sPtah =kne ka
kh kr Aa{ 4I| mE. nhI. phu>cI to vh 6bra jayega|'
'tumne A.xul ko mere iv8y me. Kya btaya n.da?'
'yhI ik wIƒ me. tum qo g0| mhTvaka.9a kI Aa>2I tuMhe. ]ƒa kr muzse bhut dUr le g{|'
vh clne lgI to ma>jI ]ske dono. ha4 pkƒ kr rone lgI.| ]se twI 7oƒa jb ]sne
A.xul ke sa4 Aane ka vayda ikya| Aiw8ek ]se S3exn tk 7oƒne Aaya| }pr se k#orta ka
kvc phnne pr wI ]ske ANtmRn kI ghra[yo. me. khI. ]ske p/it koml wav i7pa 4a, ijse vh
n*3 nhI. kr pa rhI 4I|
$
$
6r phu>c kr rai5 ko ]se nI.d nhI. Aa{| subh kalej jate hu0 A.xul bola 'mE. kalej
jate hu0 Aapke cEk-Ap kI irpo3R leta cla ja}>ga| Aaj 0k bje ke bad ko{ Klas nhI. hE
[sil0 jLdI hI Aa ja}>ga|'
$
sun.da bolI 'nhI. A.xul, mE. le Aa}>gI| muze DaK3r se ku7 bat wI krnI hE|'
'pr le Aana mMma| tum ApnI icNta ibLkul nhI. krtI.| pcIR AOr nMbr wI nhI. de
g{., [s kar` mE. wI nhI. la ska|'
$
sun.da jb cEk-Ap kI irpo3R lene phu>cI to DaK3r ne kha 'deiqye sun.da jI, bhut du:q
ke sa4 muze khna pƒ rha hE Aap BlD kE.sr kI iµtIy S3ej pr phu>c rhI hE., ifr wI yid
Aapne #Ik se ]pcar kraya to ÎÈ se ÎÍ p/itxt tk #Ik hone ke ca.sej hE.|'
sun.da ko lga jEse pIle gulab Xvet ho gye hE.| ]se caro. Aor se Xvet gulabo. ne 6er
ilya hE| Anasi¯, piv5ta t4a m<Tyu ka p/tIk Xvet gulab
! ]sne soca AC7a huAa ]sne
A.xul ko irpo3R lene nhI. weja| Apne ko s.yt kr vh 6r Aa{| n jane kEsI ixi4lta t4a
dubRlta ]ske xrIr me. fEl g{| ]sne i¸j se botl inkal 0k iglas #.Da panI ipya| ifr
pl.g pr le3 g{ pr ]ska miSt*k inrNtr i¢yaxIl rha| vh soc rhI 4I A.xul AwI
[.jIinyir.g ke p/4m v8R me. hE| merI bImarI AOr m<Tyu se vh 3U3 kr ibqr jayega| ]se AwI
s.r9` kI AavXykta hE| ]sne soc rqa 4a ik Aiw8ek ne ]ske narITv AOr pTnITv ko
la.i7t ikya 4a, ]ske jIvn me. iqle ]m.go. ke suq_R lal gulabo. ko no.c kr ]se Akelepn ka
Aiwxap idya 4a, ]ske il0 vh ]se kwI 9ma nhI. kregI| ma>jI kI m<Tyu ke bad vh vha> nhI.
=kegI| pr.tu Ab ]se socna pƒega| A.xul kI qa_itr ]se 9ma krna hI pƒega| yhI nhI., ]se
A.xul ke ¹dy me. ipta ke p/it nf_rt n ]Tp¶ ho, [ska wI @yan rqna hE| nf_rt ]n dono. ke
s.b.2o. me. k3uta ]Tp¶ kr sktI hE, jb ik A.xul ko s.r9` kI AavXykta hE AOr Aiw8ek ke
3U3e Vyi¯Tv ko 0k share kI| ]sne inXcy ikya ik Ab A.xul ko sb ku7 btane ka smy
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$
Aa gya hE| dophr ko A.xul kalej se lO3a to Aate hI ]sne pU7a 'mMma
irpo3R le Aa{.?
Da$K3r ne Kya kha?'
]sne muSkurate hu0 kha 'vhI, Aaram kro, dva qaAo| tum qana qa lo| muze tumse
ku7 AavXyk bat krnI hE|'
'Aoh mMma
! tum ]Tsukta Kyo. ]Tp¶ kr detI ho? Ab muzse qana wI nhI. qaya jayega|'
! mE. nIilma dIdI ke pas nhI., tuMharI dadI ke pas g{ 4I|
qane ke bad ]sne kha 'A.xul
]ske bad ]sne Apne jIvn me. 63I smSt 63na0> suna dI.| A.xul 2EyRpUvRk sb ku7 sunta rha|
ifr bola 'mMma
! tuMhare sa4 bhut ANyay huAa, ifr [tne v8oR. bad tum vha> Kyo. phu>cI 4I.?'
'A.xul, hmara mn myaRda t4a s.Skaro. se [s p/kar jkƒa hE ik hm A.dr hI A.dr
3U3te hE., juƒte hE., pr.tu ]s b.2n se Apne ko mu¯ nhI. kr pate|'
'mMma, tum Apne in`Ry wavukta ke Aa2ar pr krtI ho
! yh btaAo, tum muzse Kya
Ape9a krtI ho? muze kevl tuMharI wavnaAo. ka @yan hE|'
'be3e
! r¯ ka s.b.2 bhut d<“ hota hE, ]sI pr smSt samaijk !a>ca qƒa hE| Aaj
ma>jI m<Tyu se pUvR 0k bar tuMhe. deqne ko Vyakul hE.| jha> tk tuMhare ipta ka s.b.2 hE, ve 0k
htax AOr 3U3e hu0 Vyi¯ hE.| pXcatap AOr Akelepn kI yatna wog rhe hE.| ]Nhe. share kI
AavXykta hE| 6<`a iksI ANyay kI Svawaivk p/iti¢ya ho sktI hE, pr.tu ]ska p/itkar
nhI.| tuMhe. k3uta ka Tyag kr ]nse imlna hE| xe8 s.b.2 tuMhare Svy. ke in`Ry pr inwRr hE|'
A.xul 9`-wr ininRme8 d<i*3 se ]skI Aor deqta rha, ifr bola 'Aoh mMma
g/e3| 0esa ]dar ¹dy tumne kha> se paya
! yU Aar
! papa vaStv me. Awage hE., ijNho.ne tuMhara mULy nhI.
smza| hIre ko 7oƒ kr ka>c ke pI7e wagte rhe|'
A.xul AOr ]sko deq kr ma>jI ka cehra h8R se 0ese cmkne lga jEse ]Nhe. jIvn kI
AmULy ini2 iml g{| A.xul ko Pyar krte-krte A²R-mUi7Rt ho g{.| ve 9`-wr ko wI A.xul,
sun.da t4a Aiw8ek ko ApnI xEYya se dUr shn nhI. kr patI 4I.| 0esa p/tIt hota 4a jEse v8oR.
kI Pyas ve p/Tyek 9` me. buza kr t<Pt ho rhI 4I.| ]nke jIvn ke xe8 car idn xa.it se bIte|
pa>cve. idn p/at:kal hI ]nkI m<Tyu ho g{|
terhvI. ke bad Aiw8ek sun.da ke k9 me. phu>ca| ]sne g.wIrta se kha 'n.da
! muze tumse
ku7 khna hE|'
'ha> Aiw
! muze wI tumse bhut ku7 khna hE, pr phle tum kho|'
'sunNda tumne #Ik kha 4a, SvPn AOr mhTvaka.9a ke A.tir9 me. ]ƒo pr.tu y4a4R kI
2rtI se Apne pa>v mt ]qƒne do AOr AaTm-sMman bec kr qrIda jane vala wiv*y gOrvhIn
hota hE| Aaj mhTvaka.9a ke A.tir9 se y4a4R kI c©an pr igr kr mE. 9t-iv9t ho cuka hU>|
ifr hmare duVyRvhar ke bad wI tumne jo ku7 ikya, ]ske il0 mE. ¡t) hU>| Apno. se k3 kr
merI AaTma sm<i² ke bIc wI At<iPt ke w>vr me. f>sI 4I| Aaj jEse t<iPt ke sagr me. DUb rhI
hE| tuMharI _ _ _ _kevl tuMharI s¹dyta ke kar`| Aaj muze lgta hE, pTnI AOr pu5 ApnI hI
AaTma ke A.x hE. ijnke Awav me. sm<i² ke bIc wI AaTma Apne ko A2Ura AOr 0kakI smztI
hE| suyoGy s.tan ivXv ka AmULy 2n hE| tuMhare sman A.xul wI s.vednxIl, s¹dyI, ivvekI
AOr g.wIr p/¡it ka hE| mE.ne soca 4a sb jan kr vh muzse 6<`a krega pr.tu jantI ho ]sne
Kya kha 'papa
! jo bIt cuka hE ]sme. hm ku7 wI pirvtRn nhI. kr skte| ifr ]s d.x kI
pIƒa Kyo. wogte rhe.? hm ]s AtIt se ix9a le kr Apna vtRman AOr wiv*y to s>var hI
skte hE.|'
sun.da ko lg rha 4a jEse bIte hu0 s5h v8R kI dUrI ism3 g{ hE| ve s5h v8R pUvR ke
pirvex me. bE#e bat kr rhe hE.| Apne cEk-Ap kI irpo3R Aiw8ek ko dete hu0 sun.da bolI 'A.xul
#Ik hI khta hE Aiw| mE. BlD kE.sr kI sEke~D S3ej pr phu>c cukI hU>| AwI A.xul ko pta
nhI. hE| jan kr vh 3U3 jayega| mere jIvn ka ko{ wrosa nhI. hE| mere bad tuMhe. hI ]se
s>walna AOr s.r9` dena hE|'
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irpo3R deq kr Aiw8ek ke 2EyR ka ba>2 jEse 3U3ne lga 'nhI., nhI. sun.da
! {Xvr muze
[tna bƒa d.D nhI. de skte| mE., mE. tuMhe. m<Tyu ke muq se wI 7In la}>ga| mE.ne tuMhe. qone ke
il0 nhI. paya hE n.da
!'
'Apne ko s>walo Aiw
! sCca{ AOr y4a4R ko SvIkar krna AOr shn krna sIqo|'
Aiw8ek ne sun.da ko m<Tyu kI ba>ho. se 7Inne ka hr s.wv p/yTn ikya| idLlI, mu.b{,
$
bE.glor ifr Ameirka, sb jgh le gya| A.t me. swI DaK3ro. ne jvab de idya| vh ivvxta ke
6ere me. 73p3ata rha| sun.da Apne A.itm idn gulabo. se wre bgIce vale mkan me. ibtana cahtI
4I, At: ve vaips 6r Aa gye|
do-tIn idn se sun.da ddR se Vyakul 4I| A.xul AOr Aiw8ek jagte rhe| rai5 ko sun.da
ne jbdRStI dono. ko sulaya 4a| iqƒkI qulte hI Aa{ gulabo. k sug.2 se wrI hva me. ]sne
do-tIn lMbI sa>se. lI.| A.xul sofe pr AOr Aiw8ek kusIR pr bE#e so rhe 4e|
sunNda kI d<i*3 gulabI, ifr suq_R gulabo. se hotI hu{ Xvet gulabo. kI Aor g{| ]se
lga Xvet gulabo. ke [email protected] Xvet pir2an me. ilp3I m<Tyu Aa>qo. me. mmta wre, ba>he. fElaye, yh khtI
hu{ ]skI Aor Aa rhI hE 'Aa ja be3I
! ApnI ma> kI god me. Aa ja ! vha> sare k*3 AOr
pIƒaAo. se mu¯ ho kr tuze xa.it imlegI| mE. hI to ij_NdgI detI hU>| mE.ne hI tuze [N³2nu8I str.gI
kLpnaAo., ]m.g AOr ]Llas ke suq_R r.go. se r>gI ij_NdgI dekr s.sar me. weja 4a| s.sar ne tere
jIvn kI vh suq_R lalI 7In lI| Aa
! ma> kI ba>ho. me. Aaja ! ]se lga jEse p.q lga kr vh
]n ba>ho. ke 6ere kI Aor ]ƒ rhI hE| ma> kI xa.itmyI god me iv&am krne ke il0| 9`-wr me.
hI ]ska cetnaxUNy xrIr pl.g pr igr gya|
bhare.
jy vmaR
bharo. se mE.ne 0k idn kha !U>!tI rhtI hU> tuMhe., ho kha>?
6UmtI rhtI ho tum yha>-vha>
suntI hU> sbse bhare. Aa{ hE. yha>
iksI ne kha ik bhare. Aa{ 4I. yha>
ko{ khta hE ik bhare. Aaye.gI yha>
mE.ne soca Aaiq_r tum ho kha>
!U>! ilya mE.ne sara jha>
!
2Ire se kan me. bharo. ne kha mhsUs kro tuMhare Aag_ox me. hE. hm yha>|
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ihNdI Apna0>, [.iDya ko wart bna0>
vIreN³ kumar yadv
wartv8R kI p/Tyek wa8a kI ApnI Aan-ban AOr xan hE| Apna Svaiwman hE, ikNtu [n
sb wa8aAo. ko joƒne valI 0k Svi`Rm kƒI hE ihNdI| yid hm wa8aAo. ke [email protected] se wartv8R
kI 0kta suiniXct krna cahte hE. to ihNdI ke p/it hmare jo ktRVy hE., ]nko pUra krne me. 0k
n{ tejiSvta Apei9t hE|
hmarI swI wa8a0> ip/y hE.| swI wa8a0> Aadr`Iy hE.| swI wa8aAo. me. saihTy hE, kaVy
hE, [sil0 Apne-Apne p/dx
e o. me. ye wa8a0> p3ranI bn kr sMmaint hotI rhe., leikn ]n wa8aAo.
ke har kI [email protected] mi` ihNdI hI hogI AOr ihNdI wart-wartI ka sMman g/h` kregI| ]sko vh
sMman dena hm sbka ra*¨Iy 2mR hE|
hmare dex me. iviv2ta me. 0kta hE| wart kI swI wa8aAo. ke Sv+p ko deiqye, vh
Alg-Alg hE, ]nkI bolne kI p/i¢ya Alg-Alg hE; leikn swI waa8Ao. me. jo 0k AaTma hE,
vh wartIy AaTma hE| ]nme. 0k hI sug.2 hE - hmare wart kI s.S¡it, sWyta AOr AiSmta kI|
[sIil0 hm iviv2ta me. 0kta kI 0k sx¯ imsal bne hu0 hE.|
Svawaivk +p se yh p/¡it kI den hE, ihNdI kI inyit hE ik ]se s.S¡it ke icNtn
ko p/aPt krne ka Ai2kar ivrast me. p/aPt ho gya| hmara wi¯-kal ka Aa.doln, jo hmarI
s.S¡it me. ikya gya, &e*# icNtn ka incoƒ hE, ijsne [s dex ke jn-jn ko z.¡t kr idya
4a, Aa.doilt kr idya 4a AOr p/itkUl piriS4ityo. ka samna krne kI 0k A3U3 xi¯ pEda
kr dI 4I| vhI ihNdI Aa2uink-kal me. Svt.5ta-Aa.doln kI wa8a bn g{| mEi4lIxr` guPt ne
jb kha 4a ik, 'hm kOn 4e, Kya ho gye hE. AOr Kya ho.ge AwI, AaAo ivcare. Aaj iml kr ye
smSya0>
swI',
to
]Nho.ne
hmarI
pUrI
maniskta
ko
zkzorne
ka
p/yTn
ikya
4a|
jb
maqnlal ctuveRdI ne kha ik - 'muze toƒ lena vnmalI, ]s p4 pr dena tum fe.k, mat<wUim
pr xIx c“ane, ijs p4 jave. vIr Anek', to ]Nho.ne [s dex kI yuva-xi¯ ko Aa.doilt kr
idya 4a| jb bal¡*` xmaR 'nvIn' ne kha 4a ik, 'kiv ku7 0esI tan sunaAo, ijsse ]4lpu4l mc ja0', to smUca saihTy dex kI ra*¨Iyta ka p/tIk bn gya 4a| ifr 0ka0k Kya
huAa ik s¶a3a 7a gya? [ske il0 hme. Apne A.dr za>kna hoga|
yh scmuc AaXcyRjnk hE ik hm 0k Arb se J_yada wartIy ijs ihNdI ko rajwa8a
bnane ke p/it ]dasIn rhe hE., ]se is.gapurvaisyo. ne ]Tsah se Apnaya hE| vha> kI kul AabadI
me. yo. to wartIyo. kI tadad kevl Îp/itxt hE, leikn ifr wI vha> ihNdI ka Aak8R` idno.idn
b“ta ja rha hE| [ska 0kma5 kar` wart me. nOkrI kr pane kI [C7a nhI. hE, biLk is.gapur
ke yuva mante hE. ik ihNdI wa8a ANtraR*¨Iy hotI ja rhI hE| A>g/ejI AOr cInI ke bad ihNdI hI
p/muq wa8a hE| hmare s.iv2an ke AnuC7ed ËÌË ÜÉÝ ke Anusar ihNdI s.6 kI rajwa8a hE| ÉÌ
istMbr ÉÑÌÑ ko s.iv2an swa µara pairt yh p/Stav Aaj tk pUrI trh lagU nhI. ho paya|
s.iv2an-inmaRtaAo. ne tb yh p/av2an rqa 4a ik Agle ÉÍ v8oR. tk A>g/ejI wa8a ka p/yog s.6
ke swI srkarI kayoR. ke il0 jarI rheag| yh p/av2an 0esa jo.k kI trh icpka ik A>g/ejI
[tne salo. bad wI nhI. h3I AOr ihNdI ko ]ska Nyayoict hk_ nhI. iml paya| vh Anuvad
kI wa8a bnI rh g{| vStut: hr srkarI kam mUlt: ihNdI me. hona caih0 AOr j_+rt ho to
]ska A>g/ejI-Anuvad s.lGn ikya jana caih0| p/a4imkta AOr svoRCcta ihNdI ko hI denI
caih0| A>g/ejI kI hEisyt 0k ivdexI wa8a kI rhe| vh ¸eNc, jmRn ya +sI kI wa>it 0eiC7k
[email protected] kI wa8a ho| ihNdI hr p/kar se 0k sMp¶, sam$yRvan sMpkR wa8a hE| [skI xBdsMpda A>g/ejI ke mukable kafI bƒI hE| AiwVyi¯ ka &e*# v p/wavxalI [email protected] ihNdI hI hE|
vStut: yh ivXv wa8a hone kI sam$yR rqtI hE, ik.tu Apne hI dex me. [skI xaskIy Str pr
$
]pe9a ho rhI hE| ihNdI ra*¨Iy Svaiwman kI p/tIk hE| jb marIxs, fIjI, guyana Aaid dexo.
me. ihNdI bolI jatI hE AOr ivXv ke iviw¶ dexo. ke ivXviv´alyo. me. [se p“aya jata hE to yha>
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[skI Avhelna Kyo.? ihNdI ko smg/ dex kI jn-wa8a ke +p me. deqa AOr SvIkar ikya jana
caih0| AaXcyR [s bat ka hE ik jha> ivdexI cav se ihNdI sIq rhe hE., vhI. hm ApnI wa8a
se durav rqte hE.| j_+rt [s bat kI hE ik A>g/ejI ka moh Tyag kr ihNdI ko rojI-ro3I se
joƒa ja0| yh w/m dUr ho jana caih0 ik A>g/ejI ka jankar hI ivµan hota hE| jb is.gapur
ihNdI Apna skta hE to hm Kyo. nhI?
logo. me. yh w/m fEla hE ik ihNdI me. vh 9mta nhI. hE| log yh wI khte hE. ik A>g/ejI
p“ne se AC7I nOkrI ka magR p/xSt ho jata hE| A>g/ejI p“ne se hI yid nOkrI imltI hotI to
Ameirka AOr [.GlE.D me. ko{ wI beroj_gar nhI. hota|
scmuc laDR mEkale bƒI sUz-bUz ka 2nI Vyi¯ 4a| ]sne Apne hom-se¢e3rI ko ilqa
4a ik 'mE. nhI. kh skta ik wart dex rajnIitk +p se Aapke Aa2In rh payega, leikn
[tna mE. AvXy krke ja rha hU> ik yh dex rajnIitk Svt.5ta pa lene ke bad wI A>g/ejI
maniskta, A>g/ejI sWyta AOr A>g/ejI wa8a ke p/wav se mu¯ nhI. ho skega|'
Svt.5ta p/aiPt ke bad hm ijs smSya ka samna kr rhe hE., Aaj_adI p/aPt hone ke
[tne v8oR. bad wI ijs smSya se hm ]br nhI. pa0 hE., vh hmarI maniskta kI smSya hE|
AaXcyR kI bat hE ik dex kI Aaj_adI se phle jo ihNdI Svt.5ta-s.g/am kI wa8a bnI 4I,
hmare dex kI ra*¨Iyta kI vahk bnI 4I, vh ihNdI Aaj Aaj_adI ke [tne v8oR. me. 0ese Str pr
Aa g{ hE
! hme. icNta hotI hE ik hmara bCca Aane vale smy me. iks wa8a me. bat krega|
Aaj hmare il0 s.¢m` kal ka smy hE| Aaj n to hm A>g/ejI bol pate hE. AOr n hI ihNdI
bol pate hE.| hm Aaj ih.g/ej_I bol rhe hE., hmare vaKyo. me. Aa2e xBd ihNdI ke AOr Aa2e xBd
A>g/ejI ke hote hE.| hm drAsl imlav3 AOr p/dU8` ke ixkar ho rhe hE.|
A>g/ejI ivXv wa8a hE - yh dlIl ]NhI. dexo. ke neta dete hE., jha> ib/3en ka raj 4a|
jha> ¸a.s ya halE~D ka raj 4a, vha> [s 'ivXvwa8a' kI ko{ pU7 nhI| wart me. A>g/ejI kI
trh vha> ¸a.sIsI AOr Dc ka Aai2pTy hE| bat sm<² AOr ivXvwa8a kI nhI. hE, bat hE gulamI
kI| Aap ijske gulam 4e, ]skI wa8a ko Apne gle ka tOk bnaye hu0 hE.|
hmne jnt.5-p²it ko Apnaya hE| [sme. t.5 ko jn kI Avhelna krne ka Ai2kar nhI.
idya ja skta| leikn Kya jn ne ApnI 9mta ka [s trh ivkas ikya hE ik vh t.5 kI
lgam ks kr rqe, t.5 se khe ik hmarI wavnaAo. ke Anu+p kam kro? hmarI [C7aAo. ko
AiwVyi¯ nhI. imltI, [sil0 hmare dex ka jnt.5 Dgmgata idqa{ deta hE|
t.5 kI jo wa8a hE, vh hmara jn nhI. smzta AOr hmare jn kI jo wa8a hE, ]se dex
ka t.5 nhI. smzta|
Aaj jb hm ihNdI kI bat krte hE. to smz lIijye ik hm wartIy wa8aAo. kI wI
bat krte hE.| jb kwI dex ko joƒne kI, 0k sa4 lane kI, smiNvt krne kI AavXykta hu{
to ihNdI ne Aage b“ kr ApnI wUimka inwa{ hE|
ihNdI ko ra*¨wa8a /rajwa8a ke +p me. SvIkar krne ke tIn mUl Aa2ar hE. - vh sIqne,
bolne AOr Vyvhar me. Ape9a¡t srl hE; ]ske bolne valo. kI s.Qya Ai2k hE AOr ]sme. pUrI
sa.S¡itk girma AOr ra*¨Iy cetna kI AiwVyi¯ hu{ hE| [s bat ko phle ke logo. ne AC7I
trh smza 4a ik ihNdI sMpkR wa8a ka kam kr sktI hE|
ihNdI ka mhTv [sil0 hE ik vh 0k jnwa8a hE| Aaj swI ihNdI p/eimyo. AOr dex ke
ihtE8I wa{-bhno. ka yh ]%rdaiyTv hE ik jnwa8a ke +p me. ihNdI ke ivkas v p/sar me.
yogdan kre. AOr [skI ivXvsnIyta me. v<i² kre.| wa8a ke s.68R kI p/i¢ya me. ]se jn-jn ke
s.68oR. kI wa8a wI bnana hoga| ra*¨wa8a AOr rajwa8a to vh Apne-Aap bn ja0gI|
hmare yha> jnta kI Aor se ihNdI kI SvI¡it hE| jnsamaNy ihNdI janta hE, ihNdI se
p/em krta hE AOr Apna kam clata hE| jb vh bi³ka&m se lekr kNyakumarI tk ya5a krta
hE ya kC7 se lekr kam+p tk jata hE, cahe vh iksI wI wa8a ka wa8I ho, vha> tI4R-S4ano.
me. ihNdI se ]ska kam cl jata hE|
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Kya yh pKka sbUt nhI. ik ihNdI hmare il0 bƒe kam kI wa8a hE? ivdexo. me. log
smzne lge hE. ik Agr hme. wart ko janna hE to ihNdI ke [email protected] se ]ske [ithas ko, ]skI
s.S¡it ko, ]ske Aacar-ivcar ko hm behtr !.g se jan skte hE.|
wa8a ke kar` iv8mta kI bat bemanI hE, yh t4aki4t bui²jIivyo. ke idmag kI ]pj
hE| jn-sa2ar` ke il0 ihNdI kI ko{ smSya nhI. hE| ku.w ke mele me. Aap gye hE. kwI? yid
nhI. to AagamI ku.w pr p/yag ja[ye| Aap pa0>ge ik ]%r se di9` AOr pUvR se piXcm ke log hI
nhI., ivdexI wI bƒe shj wav se ihNdI ke share mele ka suq p/aPt krte hE., kroƒo. kI
tadad me. log ihNdI bol kr 0k-dUsre se imlte hE.|
hmare mnIi8yo. ne bhut soc-smzkr hI Apne tI4R-S4ano. ko wart kI caro. idxaAo. me.
S4aipt ikya, ijsse 0k idxa ka ya5I dUsrI idxa me. ja kr vha> ke invaisyo. se sMpkR kr
ske AOr ]s smy sMpkR kI yhI wa8a 4I ihNdI| [sI sMpkR wa8a ke mhTv ko Svt.5tasenainyo. ne smza AOr Svt.5ta kI lƒa{ me. pUre wart ko 0kju3 krne ke il0 ihNdI ko
Apnaya|
yh ivDMbna hI hE ik hmare waGy-iv2ataAo. ko yh Ahsas kwI nhI. rha ik ihNdI
ka p/Xn kevl wa8a ya sMp/e8` kI suiv2a ka p/Xn nhI. hE, biLk ra*¨Iy Svaiwman AOr ra*¨Iy
0kta ka p/Xn wI hE| [n tTvo. ka Awav wOitk ivkas ke 9e5 me. dex ko ip7lGgU hI bna
rhne dega AOr Aai4Rk sam/aJyvad ke xo8` ke il0 j_mIn wI tEyar krta rhega, Kyo.ik ]sse
s.68R krne ke il0 AavXyk juza+ maniskta hI pEda nhI. ho pa0gI| maKsR ne glt nhI. kha
4a '[ithas se sbk n lo to ]se dohrana hI pƒta hE|' ra*¨Iy Svaiwman AOr ra*¨Iy 0kta
iksI wI p/kar ke wOgoilk ya 2aimRk ]Nmad se iblkul Alg cIj_ hE|
hm yh jante hE. ik wartIy wa8aAo. ka s.¢m` AOr s.S¡t xBdo. kI ]piS4it Aaj
Myama>r,
mleixya,
[.Doneixya,
&Il.ka,
sUrInam,
guyana,
i5indad,
sUDan,
fIjI
tk
kI
wa8aAo. me. idqa{ detI hE| wartIy wa8aAo. ke xBd bƒe hI shj +p me. ihNdI me. cle Aa rhe hE.|
di9` kI wa8aAo. - timl, telugu, mlyalm AOr k¶ƒ ke wjn Aap suinye to Aapko 0ese bhut
sare xBd ]nme. iml ja0>ge, jo ihNdI me. wI bole jate hE.| to jb ihNdI [tne Vyapk Str pr
p/cilt v sm<² wa8a hE to yh p/Xn kha> ]#ta hE ik [skI lokip/yta, [skI 9mta me. ko{
kmI hE| wa8a-iv)an AOr Vyakr` kI d<i*3 se wI wartIy wa8aAo. me. bhut smanta hE|
ihNdI wa8a ke Aiql wartIy mhTv ka phla kar` yh hE ik vh wart kI sbse bƒI
jait kI wa8a hE| dUsra kar` hE ik vh ]%r wart se lekr b.gal, gujrat, mhara*¨ tk kI
wa8aAo. AOr ihNdI ke xBd-w.Dar me. [tnI J_yada smanta hE ik log ]se AasanI se smz lete
hE.| tIsra kar` yh hE ik rajS4an ke VyaparI AOr pU>jIpit wart ke iviw¶ p/aNto. me. fEle hu0 hE.
AOr sa2ar`t: ve hr jgh ihNdI kI ix9a AOr p/car Aaid me. shayta krte hE.| cO4a AOr sbse
mhTvpU`R kar` yh hE ik ihNdI wa8I [lako. ke mj_dUr muMb{, kolkata jEse bƒe-bƒe ngro. me.
warI s.Qya me. imlte hE.|
ihNdI Aaj wart tk hI sIimt nhI., biLk ivXv ke ivra3 f_lk pr Apne AiStTv ko
Aakar de rhI hE AOr 0k ivXvwa8a ke +p me. tejI se ]wr rhI hE| ihNdI ma5 0k wa8a hI nhI.,
wartIy s.S¡it kI sbl, sm4R AOr sx¯ s.vaihka hE, jo ivdexo. me. kroƒo. kI s.Qya me. bse
p/vasI wartIyo. AOr wartIy mUl ke logo. ke bIc AaTmIyta ke sI2e sU5 S4aipt krne AOr ]Nhe.
wart, wartIyta t4a wartIy s.S¡it se inrNtr joƒe rqne me. 0k sx¯ [email protected] ka kam krtI
hE| [sI me. ve ApnI AiSmta kI phcan wI pate hE.|
Aa[ye, hm [i~Dya ko wart bnane ka d<“ s.kLp kre. AOr [s dex kI AiSmta, dex ke
soc, dex ke icNtn ke sa4 ghra{ se juƒne ka p/yTn kre.| hm jb [i~Dya ko wart bnane kI
bat krte hE., to hm smg/ta me. ivXvas krte hE.| saza cULha hE hmara| saza [sil0 ik kerl
me. bE#a huAa ivµan ihNdI me. bat krta hE AOr timlnaDu me. sBjI becne vala ihNdI ko smz
leta hE| ihNdI wart dex kI wa8a hE, vh sbko joƒtI hE| Aaj ke smy kI yh j_+rt hE ik
]se mj_bUt ikya ja0|
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mera dex
Sneh #akur
mera dex Aaj
do namo. me. b>3 gya hE
wart AOr [i~Dya
wart pUvIRy dEvIy gu`aC7aidt sWyta ka p/tIk
AOr [i~Dya paXcaTy sWyta ka|
wart [i~Dya ke war se
dba ja rha hE
A2:ptn ke gtR me.
Dubaya ja rha hE|
wart kI saiTvk s.S¡it kI 7atI pr
[i~Dya kI tamisk v<i%
c“ kr bE# g{ hE
AOr ]se sOtele wa{ kI wa>it
cOq3 se bahr
in*kaist kr rhI hE|
0k Aor jha> [i~Dya
idn-dUna rat-cOguna
t4aki4t ]¶it ke ixqr pr
phu>c rha hE
vhI. wart,
shma-sa, i##ka-sa
dm toƒta huAa
6u3no. pe qƒa rh gya hE|
ijs wart me. dU2 kI nidya> bhtI 4I.
vha> ke nagirk ko Aaj SvC7 panI wI dulRw hE
[i~Dya ka invasI
pePsI, kok, bIyr kI bhulta se
srabor hE|
wart Aaj wI
pgD~DI pr
bElgaiƒyo. me. w/m` krta hE
[i~Dya me.
karo. kI kmI nhI.
0Ksp/es ha{ve pr
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fraR3e se
magR me. Aane vale
iksI wI Ancahe Vyv2an ko
kucltI cltI hE.|
[i~Dya ka invasI
A>g/ejI, jmRn, ¸eNc p“ta hE
wart ka,
roj_I-ro3I ke cKkr me.
tn !a>kne
pe3 kI Aag ka
{2n ju3ane
mj_dUrI-mxKkt krne me.
VySt rhta hE;
k q g kI ix9a se wI
dUr i73k jata hE|
[i~Dya kI mihla0>
cuSt-du=St fExn me.
ixqroNmuq hE.
suNdirya>
ims yUnIvsR, ims vLDR ke pd pr
pdasIn hE.,
pr wart kI narI
AwI wI ]TpIiƒt hE|
[i~Dya me.
idqave ke cKkr me.
laqo. =pye qcR ikye jate hE.
pr wart me.
kroƒo. logo. ko
do-jUn kI ro3I wI nsIb nhI. hotI hE|
wartIy saihTy, s.S¡it dm toƒ rhI hE
AOr piXcmIy sWyta joro. se pnp rhI hE
lokgIt, n<Ty, kla
Apne hI 6r me. isr zuka
liJjt-se
kone me. qƒe hE.
AOr [i~Dya ke pa>v
paXcaTy 2un pr i4rk rhe hE.|
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wart dane-dane AOr pEse pEse ka mohtaj_ hE
AOr [i~Dya kale-2n se mdhox hE
[i~Dya pyaRy hE 0eYyaxI ka
to wart s.68R ka|
[i~Dya AOr wart ke bIc
0k ghrI qa{
qud g{ hE
jo idno.-idn
A.2e ku0> sI
ghratI ja rhI hE|
wartIy [i~Dyn bn
ApnI mat<-wa8a ko pre 2kel
prayI wa8a me.
]2ar imlI s.S¡it me.
suqanuwUit Anuwv krta hE
yh kEsI ivDMbna hE?
0k j_mane ka [tna sm<²xalI wart
ma>gI hu{ s.S¡it ke bl pr
Apne ko }>ca idqane ke iv¡t p/yTn pr
idqta hE iktna da=`, haSyaSpd|
jo dex 4a hr gOrv se wrpUr
vhI ]n sbko tuC7 man
nklI hIro. kI cmk se p/waivt
glt is²aNto. kI bEsaiqya> lga kr
wOitkta kI A.2a2u.2 dOƒ me. xaiml
bd\hvas wagta ja rha hE|
kax wart
!
Svy. ke nam se hI jana jata
]ska A>g/ejI Apw/.x +paNtr` n hota
wart wart hI rhta, [i~Dya n bnta|
kax
! Aaj wI wart jag jaye
Apna mULy phcane
s.k3 ke kgar pr qƒa wart
AtIt ke As.Qy Anmol rTno. kI
2Ul zaƒ-po.7 kr
]Nhe. cmka-cmka kr
Apne bUte pr
ivXv me. Apna itr.ga fhraye|
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be3I kI barat n lO3e
inmRla is.h
'jb se dIpa ibi3ya kI xadI kI bat pkkI ho g{ hE, Aap bƒe du:iqt AOr iciNtt
se rhte ho| sga{ ke smy wI Aapke cehre pr icNta kI reqa0> iq.cI hu{ 4I.| 0esI Kya bat hE
Aap muze ku7 to bta[ye?' reqa ne Apne [email protected] pit ko zkzorte hu0 pU7a|
leikn mnI8 ne ku7 wI ]%r nhI. idya| cay kI PyalI mej_ pr rq dI, ifr Aq_bar
p“ne lga| reqa ko pit kI cuPpI se bebsI AOr lacarI kI g.2 Aa rhI 4I| ifr wI reqa ne d<“
inXcy kr ilya 4a ik pit kI ]dasInta jo taƒ ke v<9-sI lMbI hotI ja rhI 4I, vh
]skI jƒo. ka pta lgakr hI rhegI| AOr huAa wI vhI, mnI8 ke mu>h se xBd =k-=kkr
guLlk ke mu>h se inklne vale isKko. kI wa>it inklne lge, 'pcas hjar =pyo. ka [.tj_am
kEse k+>ga? bs yhI soc p.qhIn iciƒya kI wa>it mere miSt*k me. hrdm fƒfƒatI rhtI hE|'
sUqe nairyl se murzaye cehre pr !ulke Aa>suAo. ko po.7te hu0 mnI8 ne kha| shanuwUit ke bjay
sUqe retIle Svro. me. reqa bolI, 'mE. to phle hI jantI 4I ik Aapko Aai4Rk Awav j.glI xer
kI wa>it dhaƒ-dhaƒ kr Dra rha hE, leikn [s trh se d:uqI rhne se kam nhI. clega|' reqa
ne pit ke ha4o. ko sahlate hu0 kha|
'vhI to soc rha hU> ik Kya kre.? kha> se =pyo. ka [.tj_am hoga?'
pit-pTnI dono. icNta ke sagr me. gote lga rhe 4e, leikn 0ese ij_NdgI nhI. k3tI; ]Nhe.
to y4a4R ke smu³ kI ghra{ tk phu>c kr sCca motI inkalna 4a| At: reqa ne hLkI Aavaj_
me. kha, 'suinye, ku7 ghne to mE. Apne bec dU>gI ibi3ya ke ghno. ke il0 AOr kpƒo. ka wI
[.tj_am ho jayega| mE.ne rajIv AOr s.jIv kI xadI me. imlI hu{ saiƒya> wI ]#akr rq lI 4I.|
rhI ibi3ya AOr damad jI ke kpƒo. kI bat to vh rajIv AOr s.jIv se kh de.ge, ve kpƒe
qrIdva de.ge|'
jEse sƒk pr clte-clte 0ka0k ko{ g®e me. igrkr cI.q pƒta hE, mnI8 jor se
icLla pƒe, 'Kya bkvas kr rhI ho? dono. be3o. ne kevl !a{-!a{ hjar =pye dene ko kha hE|'
'yh Kya kh rhe ho tum? he ram, dono. ka hI qUn sfed ho gya hE| deqo n hu{ vhI bat jo
mE. phle khtI 4I| laq bar tumse kha ik =pye bcaAo be3I kI xadI ke il0, be3o. pr hI qcR
mt kro| tumne merI kwI nhI. sunI| be3o. kI xadI AOr p“a{ pr qUb qcR ikya AOr _ _ _ _|' AOr
Kya ikya? vh wI bol do|' bolte smy lg rha 4a ik mnI8 ke idl me. pƒe ffole 2Ire-2Ire
fU3 rhe hE.| 'ihMmt hE sunne kI to bta}>?' reqa ke xBdo. se ic.gairya> inkl rhI 4I.|
'ha> btaAo', nIcI ingah krke mnI8 ne pU7a| 'jb tum 3\yUxn p“ate 4e, mE.ne tumse 0k
bar nhI., hjar bar kha ik ijs trh im _isNha, im _guPta AOr sKsena jI p“ate hE. vEse hI
p“aAo, leikn nhI. suna Aapne| Aapse p“ne vale iv´a4IR ds me. pa>c pas hote 4e| dUsre 3Icr
Apne 3\yUxn vale swI iv´ai4Ryo. ko pas krate 4e| ntIja yh huAa ik iv´ai4Ryo. kI s.Qya km
hotI g{| tuMharI AamdnI km hone lgI AOr idn-b-idn m>hga{ b“tI g{|'
mnI8 ic“ se gye, '#Ik hE baba jo tum tum kh rhI ho, sb #Ik hE, leikn jo bIt
gya ]s pr Ab rone se Kya fayda hE? kIcƒ ko ijtna kuredo, bdbU ]tnI hI fElegI|' kh
kr mnI8 Aa>qe. bNd krke sofe pr hI le3 gye|
mnI8 kI Aa>qe. to b.d 4I., leikn idl ke ikvaƒ du:q-ddR, iv8ad ke ilye pUre qule 4e|
0k wIƒ-sI lg g{ 4I miSt*k me. icNtaAo. AOr soco. kI| leikn ]s wIƒ ko mnI8 ne
7a>3na 4a, bs [sI koixx me. vh rat-idn ju3e rhte 4e| mnI8 ko le3a huAa deqkr reqa 6r
ke kamo. me. VySt ho g{| kam wI to bhut krne 4e| #Ik Aa2e mhIne bad be3I kI xadI 4I|
mnI8 ko pta nhI. cla ik kb sa>z bramde AOr Aa>gn kI dIvar fa>dkr i9itj ke
A.k me. clI g{ AOr rat ke A>2ere ne sunhrI, cmktI 2Up ko ingl ilya #Ik ]sI trh jEse
=pyo. kI icNta ne ]ske suq ko ingl ilya 4a| leikn f_kR hE rat ke A>2ere me. AOr ]nkI
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ic.ta ke A>2ere me.| ifr kl subh hogI, 2Up inklegI, A>2era dum dbakr wag jayega| q_Er ]se wI
]jala krna hE| be3I kI xadI ke il0 s%r hjar =pyo. ka p/bN2 krna hE| bs [sI wa>it
ijtnI der mnI8 le3a rha, soc-ivcar ke pa>qI ]ske idmag me. furR furR ]ƒte rhe| pta nhI. kb
tk AOr socta rhta, vh to reqa ne iDnr tEyar krke jb mej_ pr lga idya, ifr se Aavaj_
lga{, 'suinye, qana tEyar hE, Aap Aa ja[ye|'
'AC7a ha4 2okr Aa rha hU'> khte hu0 mnI8 jLdI ]# kr bE# gya|
ko{ sval n jvab| reqa ke sa4 bE#te hI mnI8 cupcap qana qata rha AOr ]ske
cehre pr musaif_ro. kI trh se Aate-jate wavo. ko reqa Svy. qana qate hu0 0k3k deqtI rhI|
mnI8 cupcap qana qa rha 4a leikn ]ska idl kh rha 4a ik dhaƒ.e mar-markr roye AOr
Apne doSto. se qUb lƒe ijnkI hmexa ]sne hI suq-du:q me. mdd kI 4I, Apne be3o. ko qUb
qrI-qo3I suna0, ijnko ]sne bƒe naj_ se pala, ijNhe. kwI wI ]sne Awavo. kI tptI 2Up m.e
nhI. clne idya| leikn Ab p7tay hot Kya jb iciƒya cuk g{ qet|
mnI8 kI mn:iS4it AOr ]ske idl me. ]#te tUf_ano. se reqa Aniw) n 4I prNtu vh ku7
wI nhI. kr sktI 4I| ha>, ijtnI shayta vh kr sktI 4I, ]sne bta idya 4a| kafI der
tk kmre me. xa.it p.q lgI iciƒya-sI ]ƒtI rhI| AOr ifr jb dono. qana qa cuke tb vKt
kI hva ke sa4 iqƒkI se bahr inkl g{|
jEse iksI ne A2ro. pr lga tala qol idya ho, mnI8 bole, 'suno, mE.ne kl Apne
im5 se f_on pr bat kI 4I, vh muze pch%r hjar =pye dene ke ilye tEyar hE ibna Byaj ke|
'yh Kya kh rhe ho mnI8? tumne to kwI ku7 wI nhI. btaya| 0ka0k yh doSt, ye ]2ar kha>
se Aa gye| AaXcyR se ApnI bƒI Aa>qo. se mnI8 kI Aor deqte hu0 reqa tIqe Svr me. bolI|
'Are w{ mE. to q_ud wI AwI tk soc rha hU> ik ]2ar lU> ya nhI.| bhut socne ke bad
[s in`Ry pr phu>ca hU> ik jb mere be3e hI mdd nhI. kr rhe hE. AOr mere pas kevl sadI xadI ke
il0 hI =pye hE., tb [ske isvay ko{ dUsra cara hI nhI. hE|' 'merI ray me. to mkan igrvI
rq do|' reqa ne slah dete hu0 kha|' reqa kI bat sunkr icLla pƒa mnI8, jEse 0ka0k
Aasman se ]ske }pr ibjlI igr g{ ho, AOr vh jlne lga ho| 'nhI., kwI nhI. mE. Apna 6r
igrvI rqU>ga| bu“ape me. ibna 7t ke hm log nhI. jI skte|'
Agle idn dophr barh bje valI i5ve`I 0Ksp/es se mnI8 lqn} cle gye AOr jate-jate
reqa se kh gye, 'brat to mere SkUl me. hI AayegI, ke3rr ka [.tj_am wI mE.ne kr ilya hE,
fnIRcr AOr sjav3 wI ke3rr hI kre.ge, tum ic.ta mt krna| ha>, kaDR wI mE.ne qas-qas
irXtedaro. ko weje hE.| J_yada se J_yada pcas 6ratI ho.ge, AOr ]Nho.ne wI pcas braityo. ke ilye
kha hE|' 'ha>-ha> #Ik ikya| Apna jo ko{ wI irXtedar Aayega vh 6r me. hI #hr jayega|
suno, ibi3ya ke sas-ssur, je#-ij#anI AOr ]nke bCco. ke kpƒe kha> se qrIde.?'
ko{ j_+rt nhI. hE kpƒe qrIdne kI, jb pcas hjar nkd de rhe hE.|'
'Agr nhI. mane tb?' 'to ifr bIs hjar =pye ibi3ya kI sas ko de de.g|
e vh sbke
il0 q_ud hI ApnI ps.d ke kpƒe qrId l.egI|
'ha> jI, yh bat #Ik hE|'
bs [sI trh mnI8 kI gaƒI ka v¯ ho gya| dophr ka l.c pEk krakr vh le gye|
]2r mnI8 to lqn} cle gye, [2r 6r me. xadI kI tEyairyo. me. reqa VySt ho g{|
ApnI xadI kI 0k sone kI mala bec kr hLka-sa sone ka sE3 q_rId ilya, pa>c saiƒya>
AOr do sU3 q_rId il0| sa4 me. mekAp ka saman AOr do joƒI cPple. q_rId lI., 0k 6r pr
phnne ke il0 AOr 0k bahr jane ke il0| damad ke il0 0k pE.3 kmIj_ AOr 0k 6ƒI q_rId
lI| [s trh reqa ko VyStta ke kar` mnI8 kI AnupiS4it ka pta hI nhI. cla| 2Ire-2Ire
krke irXtedar wI Aa gye AOr tIn idn phle rajIv, s.jIv spirvar Aa gye| sbke il0 wojn
bnane AOr cay-naXta bnane ke il0 reqa ne pƒos kI mhraijn ko sO =pye roj_ pr rq ilya
AOr btRn ma>jne valI wI subh sat bje se rat nO bje tk rq lI|
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sb ku7 #Ik-#ak cl rha 4a, leikn xadI ke pa>c idn hI rh gye 4e, mnI8 nhI.
Aaye| bs yhI ic.ta reqa ko dImk kI trh ca3 rhI 4I| vh lqn} f_on lgatI to doSt
khta 4a ik merI tibyt #Ik nhI. hE, vh xadI ke do idn phle hI phu>c ske.ge| im5 kI bat
pr reqa ko ivXcas nhI. ho rha 4a| ]sne f_on pr kha ik vh mnI8 ko wej de, xadI ke
kar` ]nka brelI Aana bhut j_+rI hE| bhut Aag/h ke bad im5 ne kha ik mnI8 car idn phle
Aa jaye.ge| doSt kI bat sunkr reqa ko ]sI trh raht AOr xa.it imlI jEse sUqI ret ko
panI kI bU>do. se imltI hE|
q_Er, iksI-n-iksI trh reqa ne ihMmt AOr 2EyR ke motI mn kI mala me. cun il0
AOr p/Tyek irXtedar AOr be3o. ke pU7ne pr bƒI shjta se ]%r detI rhI, 'bs mnI8 Aane hI
vale hE.|' leikn kanafUsI AOr AngRl bate. to qUb hotI 4I.| ko{ khta ik dhej ke Dr se
mnI8 wag to nhI. gye| ko{ khta ik j_+r ku7 ]L3a-sI2a ho gya hE jo mnI8 nhI. Aaye|
be3o. ne wI bkvas krne me. ksr nhI. 7oƒI, 'mMmI papa wI kmal krte hE., xadI sr pr hE
AOr ve ndard hE.|" be3o. kI bat reqa ke il0 As¾nIy ho g{ AOr vh cIq pƒI jEse 0k nhI.
hjaro. tIro. se 6ayl ho g{ ho, 'xrm nhI. AatI tum dono. be3o. ko _ _ _ _papa ka shara bnne ke
bjay ]nko m>z2ar me. 7oƒ kr, iknare pr qƒe hu0 tmaxa deq rhe ho
! Are bexrmo., ve be3I ke
dhej ke il0 doSt se =pye ]2ar ma>gne gye hE. AOr [s v¯ vh doSt bhut bImar hE, kl ya
prso. Aa jaye.ge| rhI kam kI bat to ve sara [.tj_am krke gye hE. _ _ _bs baraityo. kI deqwal
AOr q_aitrdarI tum dono. ne krnI hE, ijsse ik manmyaRda bcI rhe| vEse tum dono. ne to wa[yo.
ke f_jR AOr ktRVyo. ka to gla 6o.3 hI idya hE| Are, [tnI m>hga{ me. to tum dono. ke idye hu0
pa>c hjar =pye to }>3 ke mu>h me. jIre ke sman hE.|' khkr reqa vha> se clI g{| ]s smy
reqa kI bat sunkr dono. be3e AOr bhu0> sb 0ese cup ho gye jEse ]Nhe. sa>p sU>6 gya ho| 2Ire-2Iere
[.tj_ar q_Tm ho gya xadI se tIn idn pUvR mnI8 Aa gye| 6r me. sbkI ingahe. mnI8 ke ]tre,
]dasIn cehre pr [2r-[2r 6Umkr pe.Dulm kI trh ifKs ho g{.| sbke ho.#o. pr 0k hI sval
4a mnI8 bƒe kmj_or, ]dasIn-se ho gye hE.| sbko reqa ne 0k hI ]%r idya, 'doSt bImar
4a, ]skI deqwal krne me. 4k gye ho.ge| Ab 4oƒa Aaram kre.ge ifr #Ik ho jaye.ge|'
mnI8 ne kmj_orI me. wI, jo ku7 kam ve 7oƒ gye 4e, s>wal ilya| xadI ke v¯ to
be3o. ne wI iksI ko yh mhsUs nhI. hone idya ik ve g_Er ij_Mmedar hE.| qUb dOƒ-wagkr braityo.
AOr 6raityo. kI seva kI| ha>, Aai4Rk mdd smu³ me. DalI g{ bU>d ke brabr 4I| ivvah AC7I
trh se sMp¶ ho gya| iksI wI p/kar ka vad-ivvad nhI. huAa| mnI8 ne sm2I jI ko jb
pcas hjar dhej ke il0 AOr smi2n ko sbke kpƒo. ke il0 =pye idye tb vh log wI
pU`Rtya sNtu*3 ho gye| ha>, sm2I jI ne =pye lete smy kha, 'hm ye =pye be3e kI p“a{ ke
il0 le rhe hE., yU _ke _ se p“a{ krke Aane pr ye =pye lO3a idye jaye.ge| mnI8 ¡i5m muSkan
ibqerte hu0 bole, 'nhI., vaps nhI. krne hE.| mE.ne Apne be3o. kI p“a{ me. ko{ kor-ksr nhI.
rqI hE| bs, Aapse yhI p/a4Rna hE ik dIpa ibi3ya kI Aa>qo. me. Aa>sU mt Aane dIijyega|'
xa.itpUvRk be3I kI ivda{ ho g{| 6r me. jo chl-phl AOr rOnk 4I vh 2Ir-2Ire xa.it
me. tBdIl ho g{| 0k-0k krke swI mehman cle gye, yha> tk ik rajIv AOr s.jIv wI Agle
idn cle gye| reqa ne mehmano. ke jane ke bad 6r kI nOkranI ke sa4 imlkr sfa{ kI, ]se
suVyviS4t ikya| sb ku7 #Ik#ak ho gya leikn mnI8 duble-ptle ho gye AOr ASv$y-se
lgne lge| be3I kI xadI kI ic.ta samPt hone pr cehre pr rOnk AanI caihye 4I, leikn ]nka
cehra buzI raq-sa AawahIn ho gya, Aa>qo. ke nIce Syah 2Bbe pƒ gye|
AOr sbse bƒI AaXcyRjnk bat to reqa ko yh lgtI 4I ik vh panI k{ bar pIne
lge 4e| cehre pr 4kav3 v ]dasI itlc©e-sI icpk g{ 4I| deqne se pta lgta 4a ik mnI8
Apne Aa>sU mn ke A.dr sUqI retIlI 2rtI se pIte rhte hE.| 0ese hI 0k idn mnI8 ke im5 ka
fon Aaya 3n _ _ _ _3n _ _ _ _3n, reqa ne kha, 'hElo, kOn bol rha hE?
gOrv ne kha, 'wawI jI, mE. gOrv bol rha hU>|'
reqa ne beizzk pU7a, 'gOrv w[ya, Aap dIpa kI xadI me. Kyo. nhI. Aaye?'
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'wawIjI ku7 tibyt #Ik nhI. 4I| AC7a bta[ye mnI8 kEse hE.?'
'Kyo., mnI8 ko Kya ho gya hE? vh to #Ik hI hE.| bs, pta nhI. Kyo. bƒe kmj_or-se
ho gye hE., AOr ]das rhte hE.|'
'wawIjI jb ]Nho.ne ApnI 0k ikDnI becI hE to ]das to ho.ge hI, AOr kmj_or wI|'
'yh _ _ _ _yh Kya kh rhe ho gOrv w[ya?' AOr f_on sunkr reqa ko lga ik vh smu³
ke iknare kgar pr qƒI hE AOr smu³ me. igr jayegI _ _ _ _| ]sse Aage bat nhI. kI g{ _ _ _ _vh
bƒI muiXkl se f_on rqkr sofe pr 2Mm se bE# g{| ]se ivXvas hI nhI. ho rha 4a ik ]ske
pit ne [tnI g.wIr bat idl ke q_jane me. 7upa kr rqI AOr ]se hva tk nhI. lgne dI|
kEsI pTnI hE vh jo pit kI Vy4a, pIƒa se wI Anjan rhI| AOr jb tk mnI8 SkUl
se lO3kr nhI. Aaye vh grm ret pr m7lI-sI tƒptI rhI| ddR, pIƒa, vedna ka Jvar-sa reqa
ke ANtmRn ke sagr me. ]#ne lga| bhut becEn ho g{| bar-bar 0k hI ivcar panI ke bulbule sa
]# rha 4a ik mnI8 ko ikDnI nhI. becnI caihye 4I| [tna bƒa kdm ]#ane ke phle ]Nhe.
muzse pU7 lena caihye 4a| Agr pU7te tb mE. mna kr detI cahe Apna 6r becna pƒta| Are,
ApnI deh se J_yada kImtI ku7 nhI. hE duinya me.| AOr mnI8 ne ApnI ikDnI bec dI| mnI8
tumko 0esa nhI. krna caihye 4a, reqa budbuda rhI 4I| ]skI bdbudah3 cupcap SkUl se Aakr
pI7e qƒe hu0 mnI8 sun rhe 4e|
'muze yh Kya nhI. krna caihye 4a?' mnI8 ne bEg mej_ pr rq kr pU7a|
mnI8 ko deq kr hƒbƒa g{ reqa| Aa>qe. kOiƒyo.-sI cOƒI krke mnI8 kI Aor deq kr
kha, 'Aapko [tna bƒa raj_ nhI. i7pana caihye 4a|'
'kOn-sa raj_ muze nhI. i7pana caihye 4a? ku7 smzaAo to|' 'yhI ik tumne be3I kI
xadI ke il0 dhej me. pcas hjar =pye dene ke il0 ApnI 0k ikDnI bec dI|' wO.cKke ho g0
mnI8| ha4o. ke tote ]ƒ gye| 7o3e balk-se hklate hu0 bole, ' yh _ _ _ _yh _ _ _ _Kya kh rhI
ho tum? yh sb zU# hE| mE.ne ikDnI nhI. becI hE|'
'Kyo. f3I cadr pr pEb.d lgate ho? tuMhare im5 ka lqn} se fon Aaya 4a, ]sI ne
yh sb btaya hE| vh wla zU# Kyo. bolega? leikn muze bhut Af_sos hE mnI8 ik tumne muzse
sCca{ i7pa{| vaStv me. pit-pTnI ke bIc ko{ raj_ nhI. hona caihye _ _ _ _jo ivXvas ka pO2a
hm dono. ke bIc pl kr v<9 ho gya 4a, tumne ]se smUl n*3 kr idya|' khte hu0 fU3-fU3
kr reqa rone lgI| deqne se lg rha 4a n jane kbse jmI hu{ du:q-ddR, pIƒa kI bfR 0ka0k
ip6l kr ndI-sI Aa>qo. se bh rhI 4I| 2Ire-2Ire Drte hu0 mnI8 reqa ke pas Aaye _ _ _ _bhte hu0
Aa>suAo. ko +mal se po.7a, ifr gIle Svr me. bole, 'deqo reqa, [ske isvay mere pas ko{
dUsra raSta nhI. 4a| bu“ape me. ibna 7t ke hm log nhI. rh skte hE. _ _ _ _leikn jIne ke il0
0k ikDnI hI kafI hE| rhI bat tuMhe. btane kI to mE. yid btata, tum kwI [j_aj_t nhI.
detI.|' kh kr sofe pr bE#I hu{
reqa kI god me. isr rq kr mnI8 sofe pr hI le3
gye _ _ _ _ifr 2Ire se budbuda0, 'yh sb mE.ne [sil0 ikya ik merI be3I kI barat nhI. lO3e|'
z~Da gIt
Xyamlal guPt pa8Rd
ivjyI ivXv itr.ga Pyara
0k sa4 sb iml kr gaAo|
z~Da }>ca rhe hmara|
Pyara wart dex hmara
sda xi¯ srsane vala
z~Da }>ca rhe hmara|
vIro. ko hr8ane vala
[skI xan n jane paye
p/em-su2a brsane vala|
cahe jan wle hI jaye
mat< wUim ka tn-mn sara
ivXv ivjy krke idqlaye.|
z~Da }>ca rhe hmara|
tb hove p/` pU`R hmara
AaAo Pyare vIro. AaAo
z~Da }>ca rhe hmara|
dex-2mR pr bil-bil jaAo
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AacayR hjarI p/sad iµvedI ke saihTy me. ra*¨Iyta
Da _ i5wuvn na4 xuKl
$
AacayR hjarI p/sad iµvedI s.S¡it se sMpNn rcnakar hE.| ra*¨Iyta ka jNm s.S¡it
kI kui9 se hota hE| 0ese rcnakar ke saihTy me. Apne dex k//I nidya>, phaƒ, jIv.t prMpra0>,
lok s.vedna0> 0v. manvIy AiSmta ke wrpUr dxRn hote hE.| yhI kar` hE ik iµvedI jI ko
'manvtavadI Aalock' kI s.)a p/aPt hE| [sI manvta ko keN³ me. rq kr mhawartkar ne
ilqa hE 'nih manu8a t\ &e*#tr. hI iki”ct\' A4aRt\ mnu*yta se &e*# ku7 wI nhI. hE| yh
ra*¨Iyta ka phla sopan hE| ra*¨Iyta ke il0 AavXyk hE - 0k mat<wUim, sman [ithas,
prMpra, s.S¡it, AadxR AOr &²a keN³| sman jIvn l(y, sman suq-du:q, sman x5u-im5
wav, sman Aaxa, Aaka.9a Aaid wavo. se ra*¨Iyta p/k3 hotI hE| wart kI ]Nnit AOr ivjy
se swI ra*¨Iy xiKtyo. ko p/sNnta t4a prajy se du:q hona Svawaivk hE| jha> AacayR hjarI
p/sad iµvedI ke saihTy ka p/Xn hE, ]sme. dex, raJy AOr ra*¨ kI bar-bar ccaR hu{ hE| dex
wOgoilk [ka{ hE, raJy rajnEitk [ka{ hE AOr ra*¨ sa.S¡itk [ka{ hE| AacayR hjarI p/sad
iµvedI ke saihTy me. ra*¨ kI Av2ar`a sa.S¡itk hE, rajnIitk nhI.|
AacayR hjarI p/sad iµvedI ke car ]pNyas 'va`w© kI AaTmk4a' ÜÉÑÌÎÝ, ca=cN³leq
ÜÉÑÎËÝ, punnRva ÜÉÑÏËÝ, AOr Anamdas ka po4a ÜÉÑÏÎÝ, ¢m se h8Rv2RnkalIn, [email protected],
guPtkalIn 0v. p/ag [ithaskalIn wartI s.S¡it kI za>kI p/Stut krte hE.| p/ag [ithaskalIn
wartIy s.S¡it se lekr ghƒvar nrex, jycN³ kI prajy ke bad ke smy Ülgwg ÉÉÑÍ-ÉÊÊÈ
{ _ tkÝ kI wartIy s.S¡it kI za>kI p/Stut krna iµvedI jI ka p/muq p/itpada rha hE|
sa.S¡itk, 0eithaisk ]pNyaso. ke [email protected] se dexIy 0v. jatIy s.S¡it t4a prMpragt
maNytaAo. ka vtRman samaijk ihto. me. ic5` ikya jata hE| iµvedI jI ne s.S¡it ko s.kI`R
A4oR. me. n lekr ]ske Vyapk +p ko hI S4an idya hE| ihNdI me. 's.S¡it' A>g/ejI xBd 'kLcr'
ka pyaRy ho gya hE AOr ]ska p/yog km se km s.kI`R AOr Vyapk do A4oR. me. hota hE| ijs
s.S¡it ko iµvedI jI ne mhTv p/dan ikya hE, vh s.kI`R nhI. biLk Vyapk s.S¡it hE| [sI ke
#Ik-#Ik Anupaln ko ve ra*¨Iyta mante hE.| va`w© kI AaTmk4a me. h8RkalIn wart me. p/aPt
samaijk, 2aimRk 0v. rajnEitk gitivi2yo. ka bƒa hI srs v`Rn imlta hE| dex ke log
b/a½`o. ka Ai2k sMman krte 4e, ]ska ku7-n-ku7 Aa2ar to hme. 'va`' se p/aPt hota hE|
b/a½`o. kI samaijk iS4it ke sMbN2 me. vh jo ku7 wI khta hE, ]sse Sm<ityo. ke d<i*3ko`
ka
sm4Rn
p/aPt
hota
hE|
va`w3\3
kI
rcna
'h8Rcirt'
me.
0k
S4an
pr
Aata
hE
-
As.S¡tmtyoip jaTyev iµjNmnomannIyah8R cirt Üp<*# ÉÐÝ A4aRt\ jo kevl jNm se b/a½` hE,
prNtu bui² s.Skar se riht hE, ve wI mannIy hE.| 'inpui`ka' 0v. 'w©nI' ka bar-bar yh khna
ik va`w© tum b/a½` ho n? t4a b/a½` ko p/4m wojn krakr hI ANn g/h` krna AOr ]se
0k b/a½`oict sTkar dene ke il0 sdEv p/Stut rhna Aaid ]s yug me. SvI¡t b/a½`o. kI
samaijk p/it*#a ka p/ma` hE| iniXct hI yh 0k samaijk ix*3acar hE, jo wartIy s.S¡it
ka mhTvpU`R A.g rha hE| ca=cN³leq me. wI 2Ir xmaR AOr iv´a2r, raja satvahn AOr ranI
cN³leqa µara ijs sMman AOr Aadr ke Ai2karI mane gye hE., ]sse wI sa.S¡itk cetna ka
pircy imlta hE| Apne punnRva ]pNyas me. iµvedI jI ne b/a½` ke S4an pr pO=8 AOr sd\gu`o. se
sMp¶ VyiKt ko p/iti*#t ikya hE| [s p/kar 2aimRk durag/h se muKt s.S¡it ko hI ve smIcIn
mante hE.| cahe b/a½` ho A4va sa2u ho, iksI ko wI ApnI suq-suiv2a ke il0 Aadr`Iy bne
rhne kI 7U3 wartIy s.S¡it me. nhI. hE|
ra*¨Iyta ka yh mUl m.5 rha hE ik vh Svy. kI Ape9a pr-iht kamna kI p92r rhI
hE| Anamdas ka po4a ka yhI mUl sa.S¡itk p/itpad\y hE ik jo Apne-Aap kI suq-suiv2a
ka @yan n rq kr dUsro. ke du:q dUr krne ka p/yTn krta hE, sTy se Cyut nhI. hota, dUsro.
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ka k*3 dUr krne ke il0 Apna p/a` Tyag skta hE, vhI 2aimRk hE Üp< _ÎÌÝ| 2mR kI [s ]dar
VyaQya ke bl pr, jo [ithas me. smy-smy pr hotI rhI, vh wartIy s.S¡it me. stt\
p/vhman rha AOr Anek z.zavato. ko zeltI hu{ Aage b“tI g{ hE| manvtavadI leqk hone ke
nate iµvedI jI ne smaj kI +preqa ko p/waivt krne vale ]n swI tTvo. pr d<i*3 DalI hE, jo
manv ko manv bnane me. shayk is² hote hE.| smsamiyk smSyaAo. ke s.dwR me. hI manv-2mR
kI kLpna krte hE. n ik jƒta 0v. A.2ivXvaso. se g/ist +i“vaidta ke Aa2ar pr| ]nke
Anusar samaijk m.gl ke il0 jo shj p/v<i% hE ]sI ka nam 2mR hE Üca+cN³leq p< _ÊÐÑÝ|
yhI ra*¨Iyta wI hE| kar` ik ]da% hu0 ibna yh s.Skar Aa hI nhI. skta| manvI xiKt pr
wrosa krte hu0 ve khte hE. - 'SvgR ka devta p<$vI pr wala, tlvar lekr nhI. Aata| jo log
2mR-bui² sMpNn hE. ]NhI. ko ve subui² AOr xi¯ dete hE.| yh subui² hI devta hE| xiKt hI devta
hE Üca _c _le _p< _ÊÐÑÝ' ve Sp*3 6o8`a krte hE. - '0kaNt ka tp bƒa nhI. hE be3a
! deqo, s.sar
me. iktna k*3 hE, rog hE, xok hE, dir³ta hE, kus.Skar hE| log du:q se Vyakul hE.| ]nme.
jana caihye| ]nke du:q ka wagI bn kr ]nka k*3 dUr krne ka p/yTn kro| yhI vaStivk
tp hE| ijse yh sTy p/k3 ho gya hE ik svR5 0k hI AaTma iv´man hE vh du:q k*3 me. jjRr
manvta kI kEse ]pe9a kr skta hE vTs? Kya smzte ho kr skta hE?' ÜA _po _p< _ÍÑÝ iµvedI
jI ke ]pNyaso. ke swI pa5 ra*¨Iyta kI s.kLpna se yu¯ hokr [sI lok seva s.S¡it ke
inmaR` me. shayk hote hE.| iµvedI jI ne pa5o. ke Vyi¯Tv pr ivxe8 bl idya hE AOr ]nke ijtne
p/muq pa5 hE., ]nkI ApnI 0k Alg s.S¡it hE| pr ApnI vEyiKtk ivxe8taAo. ke sa4 ve AadxR
smaj ke AiviC7¶ A.g bne hu0 hE.| yhI ]nkI sbse bƒI ivxe8ta hE| s.S¡it, VyiKt - Svwav,
va`I AOr AiwVyiKt 9mta, rhn-shn pr d<i*3pat krtI hu{ ]n pr gMwIrtapUvRk ivcar krtI
hE| [s ivcar pr piri2 pyaRPt Vyapk hotI hE| AacayR iµvedI ne Apne iviwNn ]pNyaso. me. [s
s.dwR ku7 sU5 vaKy wI idye hE.| jEse ca=cN³leq ]pNyas me. ]Nho.ne ilqa - 'wartv8R kI 2mR
VyvS4a me. bhut se i7³ ho gye hE.' - yha> ve 2mR, jo ik hmarI jIvn xElI, ]sme. Aa0 gitro2o.
ke p/it iciNtt hE.| [sme. yh wI @vint hE ik 2mR ke nam pr jo ba¾yacar A4va AaDMbr hE,
vh ivnaxkarI hE| [sIil0 ]Nho.ne i7³ xBd ka p/yog ikya hE| ifr ve ilqte hE. - 'AayaRvtR ke
ivnax ka hetu Vy4R ka kulaiwman hE|' ca=cN³leq ka yh ]²r` pa#k ko y4a4R kI j_mIn
pr le Aata hE| AOr AayaRvtR kI t9a ke p/it ]se Aagah krta hE| 0esa krna leqk ka 2mR
hE| ve [ska wlIwa>it invaRh krte hE.| Aage cl kr [sI ]pNyas me. AacayR iµvedI ne ilqa hE
- 'hme. ku7 0esa krna caihye ik sarI p/ja Awe´ c©\\an kI trh ho jaye| iksI ko ]skI Aor
Aa>q ]#ane ka sahs n ho|' Stut: ve 0ese ra*¨ ke inmaR` kI bat kr rhe hE. ijsme. Svaiwman
ho t4a svaRpR` kI wavna ho| [sI wav kI pui*3 me. ]Nho.ne yh ilqa hE ik - 'mE. Sp*3 deq
rha hU> AayaRvtR nax ke kgar pr qƒa hE| [s dex ko vhI bcayega ijske pas shj jIvn ka
kvc hoga, sTy kI tlvar hogI, 2EyR ka r4 hoga, sahs ka !al hoga, mE5I ka pax hoga,
2mR ka net<Tv hoga|' ]nke [s k4n me. ra*¨Iyta ke bIj-wav i7pe huye hE.| ra*¨aiwmanI
rcnakar hI 0esa icNtn de skta hE| ve va`w© kI AaTmk4a me. ilqte hE. - 'AayaRvtR ke
t=`o., jIna sIqo, mrna sIqo, [ithas se sIqna sIqo|' AacayR iµvedI kI rcnaAo. me.
smaj ko jgane kI Ad\wut sam$yR iniht hE|
sCcI stI
fUlkumarI
arI
ijs karj ko 7oƒ gye hE., jg se nata toƒ gye hE.,
]sI kayR ko tum wI le lo, swI xa.it se d:uq ko zele||
Apne ko bildan ikya 4a, pr Svdex ka man ikya 4a|
vhI wav tum ]r me. wr lo, ]nka bIƒa
bIƒa kr me. 2r lo||
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yogmaya
kadMbrI mehra
yh paro hE| gU>gI hE|
bhutere [laj_ krva cuka hE prkasa, mgr paro kI bolI vaps nhI. la ska| Ab to
]ske bal wI pk gye hE.| jb vh kalI mei“yo. me. iknarI gU>4kr lMba pra>da, co3I me. l3katI
4I, iktnI wlI lgtI 4I| h4eilyo. se 4pk-4pk kr, gol-gol 6umakr ro3I ko g“tI jatI
4I AOr lkiƒyo. ke cULhe pr se.k kr ]se taje mKqn ke sa4 prostI 4I| prkasa cULhe kI
lp3o. se ]jagr ]ske +p ko inharta, Am<t jEsa wojn qata hI jata|
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0esa hI vh Aaj wI krtI hE mgr cULhe kI lp3e. Kya sO pavr ka bLb wI ]ske +p
ko ]jagr nhI. kr pata| paro ka cehra sda ke il0 buz gya|
jb c.gI 4I, ro3I panI se inp3 kr vh bCco. ko Da>3tI-Dp3tI, k{ baL3I panI }pr
7t pr c“atI| sarI 7t #~DI krtI| ifr Aap nha-2okr }pr mO.3I pr AatI| cad>-istaro. ke
nIce 2Ime-2Ime gungunatI - 'b%I bal ke bnere ]%e rqinya>, glI l.6 n jave nI cNn mera _ _ _ _'
prkasa inhal ho jata 4a| pr Ab vh paro nhI.|
paro dsvI. tk p“I hE| ixvranI, ]skI sas, kh kr la{ 4I, 'deqo jI, mera
[Kko{ be3a hE| jeƒI vI AavegI, sare dI kLlI malkn hovegI, pr kuƒI mehntn hove _ _ _ _| mE.
jI Aap ds nU> iqlakr qan valI #hrI| mEnu su6ƒ nU> ca[dI hE| mu>hjor te AalsI hove te rqo
ApnI kuƒI Apne kol| nale mera prkasa bƒa wlmans hE| ]snU clako ma{ nhI. clegI|'
Üdeqo jI mera 0k hI be3a hE| jo wI AayegI sarI miLk_yt kI AkelI malikn hogI, mgr
lƒkI mehntI hove| mE. to q_ud hI ds ko iqlakr qane valI #hrI| muze su6ƒ bhU caihye|
mu>hjor ya AalsI lƒkI ho to rqo ApnI be3I Apne pas| [ske Alava mera prkasa bƒa
wlamans hE, ]se calak lƒkI nhI. clegI|Ý
paro sas kI ksO3I pr hr trh se qrI ]trI 4I, mgr waGy wI to ko{ cIj_ hE n|
AOlad hu{ to car bei3ya> - kmla, ivmla, srla AOr bebI| bebI bebI hI rh g{| bƒI tIn se
imlta-julta ko{ cO4a nam nhI. imla| hr bar be3e kI ]MmId se bCce pEda ikye AOr hr bar
inraxa ha4 lgI| cO4I ke Aate-Aate paro Apna ]Tsah qo bE#I| prkasa wI kma{ me. J_yada
@yan dene lga|
bebI sal kI hone ko Aa{ tb paro ka ma4a #nka| ]skI Aa>qo. me. ku7 AjIb bat
4I - jra J_yada hI imcimcI 4I.| AjIb trh se juban bahr lakr vh Aavaj_e. krtI| jb tk
bE#ne lgI, sb samaNy 4a, mgr 6u3no. ke bl clna ]se n Aaya| bE#I hI rhtI 4I| 3a>ge. }pr
se mo3I-mo3I AOr pEro. ke pas ptlI 4I.| pEr ANdr kI Aor muƒe rhte|
ixvranI ]se deqkr khtI., 'paro 4ok me. i2ya> jmegI te ko{ dana to qrab inklega hI|
bs yhI qrabI 4I| ixvranI juban se xasn krtI 4I| ]skI k3UiKtya> AOr gailya>
ymraj ke xBd-s.g/h me. wI n imle., AOr Aavaj_ [tnI kkRx ik kOve wI xrma jaye.|
bhuterI mailxe. krI.| vE´o. ke idye kuXte ka“e iplaye| bebI vEsI inXcl bE#I rhI| ma> ko
phcantI 4I| bhno. se qeltI 4I| AKsr ixvranI ko deq kr rone lgtI 4I| 0k trh se
AC7a hI 4a Kyo.ik ]ske rone ke Dr se ixvranI ko Apna f3e ba>s-sa k.#Svr 2Ima rqna
pƒta 4a| prkasa kwI wI bei3yo. ko ha4 n lgata 4a| bebI ANy bhno. ke sa4 cupcap b“ne
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lgI| jb tIn sal kI ho g{ to harkr 0k idn prkasa ]se xhr ke DaK3r ke pas le gya|
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DaK3r ne btaya ik qrabI 3a>go. me. nhI.| bebI bavlI pEda hu{ hE AOr bavlI hI rhegI jnm wr|
prkase ko ]s pr bƒI dya Aa{| paro ka kam-kaj me. ha4 b3ane ke il0 ]sne 0k
ma{ lgva dI| paro sara idn bCcI ko kmr me. 3a>ge-3a>ge 6r ka kam krtI| bƒI tIno. puStke.
v dvat ]#akr glI ke SkUl me. jane lgI.| ixvranI ku“-ku“kr nIlI hotI| phle vh paro ko
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kevl tane detI 4I mgr Ab 2r-2r ke gailya> sunatI| 'mera hI 6r imLya sI Apne peke de pap
2on vaSte| tera Pyo xraba. pI.da hona hE ta>{ Aoda pap AOlad nU> fLya| hay rBba krm qo3e
Aode te pq prvar mera DuBya|' Ümera hI 6r imla 4a Apne mayke valo. ke pap 2one ke il0| tera
bap xrab pIta hoga twI ]ska pap ]skI AOlad Üyain tuzeÝ fl rha hE| he wgvan\
! krm
]ske qrab AOr v.x mera DUb gya|Ý
paro 0k kan se suntI dUsre se inkal detI| bebI ]se bedh PyarI 4I pr Ab vh [tnI
warI ho g{ 4I ik paro se ]#tI n 4I| At: prkasa 0k pihyo. vala p3ƒa bnva laya| bebI
]sI pr bE#a dI jatI| 6r ka Aa>gn bhut lMba-cOƒa n 4a, vhI. r.gdar payo. vale q3ole pr
ixvranI bE#I rhtI.| bE#e bE#e ke swI kam ]ske ijMme 4e| jEse trkarI ka3na, biƒya> 3ukna,
7a7 iblona ya dal-cavl bInna| bebI ka #eilya vhI. ]ske Aas-pas Dolta rhta| kwI
wUle se wI vh bebI ko ha4 n lgatI| jane kOn-sI dEvI smz 4I ]s bCcI me. ik jb tk
]skI ma> ya bhne. n pas hotI. vh ml-mU5 ke il0 iksI ko t.g n krtI| pa>c brs kI ]m/
me. wI vh do-tIn brs ke bCce ijtnI hI 4I vj_n me.| Aa>gn me. ]ska hona [s 6r kI phcan
bn cuka 4a| paro AOr ]skI bƒI bei3ya> ]se sja-bjakr saf-su4ra rqtI.| prkasa sbse
khta ]skI 7o3I Apna bƒa waGy la{ hE| Vyapar me. ]se fayda hI fayda ho rha 4a|
jb paro ko pa>cva> bCca pe3 me. Aaya, bebI ko s>walne me. ]skI sa>s fUlne lgI| pEse
kI kmI nhI. 4I| prkase ne ma{ ko kh idya ik bebI kI pUre smy deqwal kre| jLdI hI
bebI ]sse prc wI g{| ma{ ko deqkr Apne dono. ha4 ]#a detI AOr h>skr iklkarI martI|
twI 0k idn ixvranI kI bhn ramde{ imlne Aa{| ]ske 6r pota huAa 4a| lD\DU lekr
Aa{ 4I| ixvranI qux to hu{ mgr ApnI qo3I juban ko n kabU rq skI| bhn se 7eƒkr
bolI, 'lE nI, tera '3u.Da' pu%r vala ho gya| b2a[ya> tEnU|' Üle rI, tera lUla be3a pu%rvala ho
gya| tuze b2a[ya>|Ý
ramde{ kCcI pƒ g{| zu>zlakr ]se izƒk idya? 'tU wI n pEn, AOqa { bolnI 0e|
suQqnal mera gupaldas Byaya gya te bal-bCce vala hoya| j_ra ha4 hI te iv.ga 0e| tU te
l>gƒI, g>UgI lE ke bE#I 0e.| rBb kolo Drya kr| 0e nU veq ke te ko{ terI c.igya> nU vI n{.
puC7ega|' ÜtU wI n bhn 3e“a hI boltI hE| suq huAa ik Aaj mera gupaldas Byah gya AOr
bal-bCce vala ho gya| j_ra-sa ha4 hI to 3e“a hE| tU to l>gƒI AOr g>UgI ko lekr bE#I hE|
wgvan\ se Dra kr| [se deq kr to ko{ terI AC7I-wlI lƒikyo. ko wI nhI. pU7ega|Ý
bat qrI 4I| sI2I tIr kI trh ixvranI ke ja lgI| ramde{ ke jane ke bad vh phle
to ro{-2o{, ifr gumsum hokr pƒI rhI|
prkasa sb sun kr ]se hI smzane lga, 'ma>, bcya> dI q_Er mnaya kr| c.ga ku7
krm kre.gI te rb tEnu vI pota idqayega| ram nam jpya kr| wgvan\ ne jo id%a hE Aoh dI
rq mna| loka> nU gala> n id%a kr|' Üma>, bCco. kI q_Er mnaya kr| ko{ AC7a kam kregI
to wgvan\ tuze wI pota idqayega| ram nam jpa kr| wgvan\ ne jo idya hE ]skI q_Er mnaya
kr| logo. ko gailya> n idyakr|Ý prkase kI Da>3 sunkr ixvranI AOr wI jl-wun g{|
ma{ ko [s pirvar pr bƒI dya Aa{| vh roj_ k3orI me. ]b3n bna kr bebI kI 3a>go.
pr rgƒtI| kwI ]se ]L3a krke ApnI 3a>go. pr il3a letI AOr pI# kI mailx krtI| kwI
]ske dono. ha4 pkƒkr Apne xrIr ke share clane kI koixx krtI| bebI q_ux hokr ikiLlya>
martI| ma{ ka @yan ApnI Aor Aaki8Rt krne kI ce*3a0> krtI| bhut pnpI to nhI. pr [s
ksrt se bE#e bE#e hI srkne lgI| bE#e bE#e hI 3cke lga kr ApnI #eilya ko [2r-]2r #elne
lgI| ma{ [se ApnI sflta smz kr q_ux hotI mgr ixvranI ke jI ka j.jal b“ne lga|
bebI Ab ]skI k3I siBjyo. tk Aa jatI| m3r ke i7lke ibqer detI ya 7a7 ke wa>De ko
7eƒtI|
0k idn ma{ q_br la{ ik jmna ke iknare t.bU lga hE| Alq jot jgakr ko{ sa>{
smai2 lgakr bE#a hE| sare xhr ke log Apna-Apna rog xok sunane ]mƒe pƒe hE.| ixvranI ne
suna to z3 se ta>ga bulvaya| mh+ ta>gevala 6r ka purana mu>h lga q_aidm 4a| subh-subh 0k
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joƒI slvar kmIj_ dup©e kI po3lI me. lpe3e ixvranI Snan krne jmna ke t3 pr g{| 6r se
4oƒI hI dUr ret ke mEdan me. wgve z.De vala t.bU lga 4a| ixvranI wI ]2r hI muƒ lI| ]tnI
subh do hI jne sa>{ ke drbar me. ]piS4t 4e| tIsrI yh ja bE#I| sa>{ ne jb Apne mala jap
ke bad Aa>qe. qolI. to phle [sI pr d<i*3 DalI| ixvranI gorI-ic©I, sf_edpox, sone kI cen
AOr hIre ke knfUl phne ko{ maldar se#anI smz me. Aa{| sa>{ ne 6uma-ifrakr s%r ]pdexo.
ke bad smzaya ik ]ske cr`am<t me. m.5xi¯ vas krtI hE| ixv ke AaxIvaRd se jo ]se pI
leta hE, c.ga ho jata hE| dva kI jgh wSm kI cu3kI hI kam kr jatI hE| joƒo. kI drd
Aq~D jot ke tav se se.k krne pr gayb| ixvranI ne Aa>qo. me. Aa>sU wrkr ]se ApnI Vy4a
suna DalI| sa>{ bole xuw kam me. der Kyo.| bCcI ko le Aa| hm se.k de.ge ]skI 3a>go. pr to
clne lgegI| Agle hI idn mh+ kI mdd se bCcI ko ta>ge me. Dalkr ixvranI sa>{ ke drbar me.
ja phu>cI|
ijse vh Aq~D jot khta 4a vh drAsl 0k cOkor Alav 4a| y)ku~D bnakr ]sme.
cObIs 6.3e AiGn jltI rhtI 4I| sa>{ ne btaya ik vh kalI ka mhay) krta hE| rat ke
A>2ere me. swI wUt ipxaco. ka yog ntRn hota hE [s ku.D ke caro. Aor| swI kalI ma> ka
Aavah\n krke xi¯ haisl krte hE.|
bCcI ko god me. ]#akr ]sne phle cuLlU se 4oƒa cr`am<t ]ske mu>h me. 3pkaya ifr
]ske ha4 pEr kafI }>ca{ se y)ku.D kI AiGn pr se.ke| ixvranI ]skI mI#I bato. se, inrNtr
m.5oTcar se AOr sbse J_yada [s bat se AiwwUt ho g{ ik sa>{ ne sbko pre bE#akr ]sko
p/a4imkta dI 4I| Aa2e 6.3e me. hI yh sb kam q_Tm krvakr vh vaps 6r lO3 Aa{|
]s idn bebI qUb ghrI nI.d so{ rhI| ]#ne pr ]sne roj_ se Ai2k dU2 ipya AOr
Ape9a¡t xa.t rhI| h>ste-qelte smy xor wI km mcaya| paro ko wI ivXvas ho gya ik
xayd yhI [laj_ sfl ho jaye| ds-barh idn yhI ¢m inym se clta rha| potI kI seva me.
s.lGn ixvranI ko sb p/`am krte| vh gvR se fUlI n smatI| bCcI ]sse ihl gyI 4I| ta>ge
kI sEr AOr lD\DU peƒa Aaid qane ko imlte| Aj_nibyo. ko deq kr vh dadI kI 7atI me. mu>h
i7pa letI| ixvranI ko ]sse moh hone lga 4a|
sa>{ ne 0elan ikya ik mOnI Amavs Aane valI hE| vh ku7 qas Vyi¯yo. ke il0
0ka.t y) krega AOr subh ke bjay xam ko ]Nhe. ivxe8 Ardas ke il0 bulayega| ixvranI jb
yh sun kr 6r jane lgI to ]sne [xara ikya ik ]sko j_+r Aana hE| vh phle to soc me.
pƒI, ifr man g{| mh+ to 4a hI ]ske sa4|
mOnI Amavs ko sa>{ ke Dere me. sa2u-s.t 0k5 hu0| jb Aane vale Aa gye tb sbne
za>z, qƒtal v icm3e bjakr kItRn ikya| ixvranI flo. ka 3okra lekr phu>cI, sa4 me. mh+
wI 4a AOr bebI ko wI lal frak phnakr le Aa{ 4I|
kItRn ke bIc me. se sa>{ ne ]nko Apne t.bU me. bulvaya| yhI. pr kalI devI kI
Aadmkd mUitR ke samne 0k nya puta y)ku.D 2k\-2k\ jl rha 4a| mh+ ko ha4 ke [xare se
]sne bahr =kne ko kha| ixvranI hI isf_R A.dr g{| bCcI ko sa>{ ne roj_ kI trh ]#a rqa
4a| phle ]se cr`am<t iplaya| ifr ha4-pEr se.ke| ifr jor-jor se m.5 bolte hu0 ]sne 0k
ha4 se bCcI ke dono. ha4 AOr dUsre se dono. pEr jkƒkr ]se smUca AiGnku.D ke }pr l3ka
idya| bola, [skI rI“ kI hD\DI kI is.ka{ kr rha hU>|
jb vh ha4-pEr se.kta 4a to ]ske Apne ha4 ko tav iktna hE [ska A.daj_ ho jata
4a, mgr [s bar bCcI wUne jane vale suAr ke ip.D kI trh ]skI pkƒ se k{ [.c nIce tk
l3kI 4I| tav Ai2k 4a, ifr pUrI pI# n.gI| cr`am<t me. pƒe nxe se A²RsuPt bCcI Acank
jor se kulbula{ AOr ixvranI ke deqte-deqte bIc ku~D me. ja igrI|
sa>{ skte me. Aa gya| jltI Aag me. ha4 Dalkr bCcI ko bca lene kI ]skI ihMmt
na pƒI| ixvranI cIqtI-icLlatI bahr dOƒI| jb tk mh+ smz pata ik Kya huAa AOr jb
tk vh panI ka km.Dl, 6ƒa Aaid ]#a pata, bebI ka nNha xrIr jl gya| ixvranI 2aƒe.
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marne lgI| sa>{ wag gya| crs ke nxe me. DUbe ANy ml.gI A.dr Aag buzane Aaye mgr kalI
kIcƒ me. bebI kI qopƒI wI n bcI|
rat ke A>2ere me. kevl 0k lal sUtI frak 7atI se lgaye issktI bui“ya mh+ ke
share vaps Aa g{|
bs twI se paro sda ke il0 gU>gI ho g{| be3e ka jNm wI ]se n h>sa ska|
Alb%a ixvranI, pote ko iqlate hu0 puckarI dete hu0 kwI-kwI khtI hE - '0e ta> merI
yogmaya ne ikxn nU> mere 6r wejya hE|' Üyh to merI yogmaya ne ikxn ko mere 6r weja hE|Ý
ÉÐÍÏ
guljar
0k Q_yal 4a _ _ _ _[.klab ka
]s bar mgr ku7 0esa huAa _ _ _ _
[k jJ_ba 4a
¢a.it ka AXv to inkla 4a
sn\
sn\ A#arh sO s%avn
pr 4amne vala ko{ n 4a
!!
0k 6u3n 4I,ddR 4a vo,A.
gara 4a jo fU3a 4a
vo,A.gara
ja.baj_o. ke lXkr phu>ce mgr
De“ sO sal hu0 hE. ]skI
salarne vala ko{ n 4a
cun-cun kr ic.gairya> hmne roxnI kI hE
ku7 yU> wI huAa _ _ _ _
iktnI bar AO' iktnI jgh
jgh bIjI hE. vo ic.gairya> hmne
AOr ]gaye hE. pO2e ]s roxnI ke
msnd se ]#te der lgI
AOr ko{ n Aaya pa.v kI
kI jUtI sI2I kre
!!
ih.sa AOr Aih.sa se
deqte-deqte xame. Av2 wI raq hu{|
iktne sare jle Alav
calak 4a rhj_n, rhbr ko
kanpur za>sI lqn} mer# =ƒkI
=ƒkI p3na|
p3na|
[s 'ku0 yar' se dUr khI. bmaR me. jakr ba>2 idya|
idya|
Aaj_adI kI phlIphlI-phlI j.g ne tevr idqlaye 4e
phlI bar lga 4a ko{ sa.za ddR bhta hE
Ab tk vo jlavtnI me. hE
kax ko{ vo im©I
e
im©I lakr Apne vtn me. dF_
dF_n kre
kr|
ha4 nhI. imlte pr ko{ }>glI pkƒe
pkƒe rhta hE
Aaj_ad hE. Ab _ _ _ _
phlI bar lga 4a q_U. qOle to +h wI qOltI hE
Ab to vtn Aaj_ad hE Apna
wUre ijSm kI im©I me. [s dex kI im©I boltI hE
Ab to sb ku7 Apna hE
phlI bar huAa 4a 0esa _ _ _ _
[s dex kI sarI nidyo. ka Ab sara panI mera hE
ga>v ga>v
leikn Pyas nhI. buztI|
+qI roi3ya> b>3tI 4I.
na jane muze KyU> lgta hE
#.De t.dUr wƒ
wƒk ]#te 4e !!
Aakax mera wr jata hE jb
c.d ]ƒ
]ƒtI ic.gairyo. se
ko{ me6 cura le jata hE
sUrj ka 4al bja 4a jb,
hr bar ]gata hU> sUrj
vo [.klab ka phla gdr 4a
qeto. ko g/h` lg jata hE
!
gmR hva cltI 4I jb
Ab to vtn Aaj_ad hE mera _ _ _ _
AOr bya ke 6oslo.
6oslo. jEsI
ic.gairya> do _ _ _ _ic.gairya> do _ _ _ _
peƒo. pr laxe. zUltI 4I.
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mE. ifr se bIjU> AOr ]ga}> 2Up ke pO2e
bhut idno. tk mhrOlI me.
roxnI i7ƒ
i7ƒkU
7ƒkU> jakr Apne logo. pr
Aag 2u0> me. ilp3I +he.
iml ke ifr Aavaj_ lga0> _ _ _ _
idLlI ka rSta pU7tI 4I.|
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p.caytnama
Da _A=` p/kax !OiDyal
$
g/amsevk hyatis.h hr satve. ya cOdhve. idn Apne 6r Aata hE| ivkas 9e5 ke p/muq
$
kayaRly 0keXvr se cO4an p©I ke phle ga>v tk Aane ke ilye poqƒa Blak t4a bIro.qal bIc
me. pƒte hE.| 0keXvr se nOga>v qal vale ko ty krte hu0 cOb3a qal, gva`I, poqƒa,
bedIqal, frsaƒI, bEjrO, knera, ]frE.qal AOr ANt me. bU>gI2ar| yh cO4an p3\3I ka Aaiq_rI
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bs S3ap hE| bU>gI2ar se Aa2a iklomI3r pEdl clte hI ga>v Aata hE| hyatis.h shayk ivkas
Ai2karI ke pd pr pdoNnt hone vala hE| Apne ip7ƒe [lake me. qasI [J_j_t pane ke il0
g/amsevk ka pd hI kafI hE| pdoNnt hone pr to bat ku7 AOr hI hogI|
xinvar kI xam Apna bƒa zola l3kaye jb vh Aa>gn me. phu>cta hE to ]se vhI sb
deqne ko imlta hE, ijse k{ bar deq kr wI Andeqa krta Aaya hE| ANy idno. kI wa>it
Aaj wI ]sne p/iti¢ya Vy¯ nhI. kI| vh ApnI pa>c q.bo. kI itbarI me. c“ta hE| bCco. ne
]ske Aane pr Svawaivk q_uxI Vy¯ kI| ]ska zola s>wala, ]s pr lp3e|
vh
p/s¶
idqta
hE
ApnI
pTnI
se|
bCco.
kI
p“a{
ke
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me.
pU7ta
hE|
]%r
sNto8jnk imlte hE.| ]se btaya jata hE, 'yadv gu=jI p“ane ke il0 roj 6r pr Aate hE.| ravt
gu=jI 0k idn 7oƒkr Aa pate hE.| gi`t AOr A>g/ejI ke Aitir¯ iksI ANy iv8y ke il0
3\yUxn kI AavXykta nhI. hE|' pTnI cay lekr AatI hE| ketlI daihne ha4 me. t4a pa>c S3Il
ke iglas ba>ye ha4 me.| vh pa>co. iglaso. ko nIce rq detI hE| tQt pr bE#e pit ko phla,
]ske bad dUsra, tIsra AOr cO4a bCco. ko t4a pa>cva> q_ud ke il0|
ravtjI ke il0 g/amsevkjI ne 4ElIsE` ivkas 9e5 ke Ai2kairyo. se imlkr 0k wE.s
t4a 0k joƒI bElo. ka Aa2e dro. lon ka [Ntjam krva idya 4a, [sil0 fIs nhI. lete|
yadvjI ka khna hE ik dUr mEdano. se Aakr devtaSv+p phaƒI bCco. ko p“ane ka kam in:xuLk
kre.ge| ifr wI g/amsevk sahb ]nko ku7-n-ku7 law idlate hE.| hyatis.h kI pTnI ne k{ bar
p/Stav rqa ik ve ]nke mkan me. rh le.| car kmre qalI hE., jha> cahe. rh skte hE.| yadvjI
nhI. mante| srkarI Kva3Rr rhne ke yoGy nhI. bne hE. leikn Xyamis.h p3varI ka 6r ds
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[email protected] ke il0 suiv2ajnk hE| [.3r kalej se do imn3 kI ]>ca{ c“nI pƒtI hE, bs|
itbarI, yane ik phlI m.ijl kI qulI bE#k me. ga>v ke caca, ta}, wa{-wtIje jma
hone lgte hE.| [tne idno. me. Aa pate hE. hyatis.hjI
! 0k iclm tMbaqU t4a 0k iglas cay
pr sare ga>v, yha> tk ik sare [lake ka hk_-sa ho gya hE| imlnsar Vyi¯Tv, shayta krne
kI Aadt t4a Pyar-p/em se rhne ka Svwav g/amsevkjI ko sMmaint krta Aaya hE| [sse phle
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ve [sI ivkas 9e5 A4aRt\ 4ElIsE` Blak me. hI 4e| do sal phle Acank tbadla ho gya 4a|
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suna hE p/moxn hote hI 4ElIsE` Blak me. Aane kI [C7a se yh S4anaNtr` huAa 4a|
rat jb bCce so g0 pTnI ne btRn saf krke 0k bƒe iglas me. dU2 pit ke isrhane
valI mej pr rq idya hE| ve ijs besb/I se pTnI ka [.tj_ar krte rhe ]s Anupat me. pTnI kI
idlcSpI n deq kr ]Nhe. hEranI to nhI. hotI, leikn Apne 2EyR ko s>wal nhI. pate hE.| pTnI ke
[s Svwav ko AarMw se deqte Aaye hE.| dU2 pI lene ke bad jb Apne s.veg ko Vy¯ krte hE. to
pTnI kI AinC7a ko deq kr sval krte hE., 'tum kEsI AOrt ho? jankaro. ne jnainyo. ke
ijn gu`o. ko btaya hE ]nme. [skI _ _ _ _|'
'i7:-7I
! mE. to i7: _ _ _ _ha ™™™™™|'
'tumse ku7 pU7na cahta hU>| hr sval ka shI ]%r dena| sc-sc khogI to maf kr
dU>ga| ip7le sare xk im3ana cahta hU>| glt mt khna ku7 wI|'
pTnI bE# jatI hE| shm kr, 'kEse sval? kEsa xk?'
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'jb-jb mE. 6r Aaya tumko hrpalis.h ke sa4 iqciqcah3 krte paya| muze deq kr
vh iqsk jata hE| tum _ _ _ _|'
'Kya kha? hrpal ke sa4 _ _ _ _? iv´a4IR pr tuMhara _ _ _ _?
'[.3r me. p“ rha hE| ha{ SkUl me. do sal lgaye| [s smy [KkIs-ba[s se km nhI.
hE|'
'tuMharI mit marI gyI| Aaj Kya ho gya hE?' vh h>stI hE|
'AanNdis.h hmara sbse 7o3a lƒka hE| ]se ijtna Pyar tum krtI ho ]tna mE. wI
krta hU>| ]skI sUrt pr k{ bar bhs ho jatI hE| n merI xKl ka n tuMharI|'
'dadI khtI 4I. Apne bU“e dada pr gya hE|'
'hmare qandan me. [tne pKke r.g ka ko{ nhI. 4a|'
'dadI zU# nhI. kh sktI|'
'dadI, dadI hotI hE| 0k AnuwvI AOr pirpKv AOrt ka gu` hota hE dadI me.| vh sb
jantI 4I| yh sUrt jo tkrar ka kar` bn sktI 4I ]sne ]s pr q_andan kI muhr lga
dI| ga>v ke hr0k se khtI rhI Apne bU“e dada pr gya hE| ]sne terI krtUt pr kala kf_n
Dal idya| vh nhI. cahtI 4I ik hyatis.h kI g<hS4I pr ko{ ]>glI ]#aye| ]sne hyatis.h
kI pTnI ko Awydan idya 4a|
'Aap 'rIsa' lga rhe ho|'
'rIsa ka A4R hota hE xKkI mn se pTnI ko zU#-mU# me. dUsro. pr 'ib3mna', leikn mE.
0k sCca{ ka qulasa kr rha hU>| AanNd kI xKl sO fIsdI yadv se imltI hE|'
'Kyo. pgla rhe ho? hmare qandan me. nhI. clta hE 0esa
! tuMharI ccerI kI trh nhI. hU>
mE.| jakr dUsre 6r bE# gyI| [tne pr wI 7k nhI. hotI| mETya yar _ _ _ _| car idn ssural,
car idn mayke _ _ _ _|'
']sne iv2va hone ke bad dUsrI xadI kI| tum _ _ _ _|'
'mE.ne Kya kr idya?'
'deqo, xadI ke 0k mhIne me. hI muze tuMharI Aadt malUm ho gyI 4I| mE. smzata rha,
xadI se phle jo huAa so huAa, Ab qandan ka ilhaj_ ikya kro| tum nhI. manI| ip7le
[tvar ko vaps jate smy smza gya 4a, hrpalis.h ka [s trh msqrI krna AC7a nhI.
hE, leikn Aaj ifr vhI karname|'
'Ab tk mE. cup hU>| Aage ku7 kha to _ _ _ _|'
'tU cup hE leikn tere kukrm cup nhI. hE.|'
'mrd ho to 6r se inkal do| rq do cOrahe pr|'
'[sI [.tj_ar me. bE#I hE Kya?'
'mrd ko mrd kI trh bat krnI caihye| 6I.-6I. xu+ kr dI|' vh ApnI }>cI Aavaj_
t4a tIqe xBdo. se pit ko in=%r krna cahtI hE|
'maS3r ravt [lake ka namI gu.Da hE| cKkI vale kI lƒkI ko _ _ _ _]skI ma> se Aaj
wI ]skI doStI hE| [ithas ka leKcerr A>g/ejI p“ane Kyo. rqa hE? A>g/ejI vale ko bulatI|
leikn nhI., ravt hI caihye|'
'bolte rho, jo jI me. Aaye bolo|'
'phaƒ ke ga>v me. 3\yUxn p“ane ka cln tum xu+ kr rhI ho| tumne [.3r pas ikya,
kwI 3\yUxn p“I?'
'bCco. ka bes mjbUt _ _ _ _|'
'Apne bes kI bat kr|'
pTnI zLla ]#I| 0ka0k paglpn me. icLlane lgI, 'tumko jo krna hE, kr lo|'
guSse me. Aakr bolI, 'tU Apne ko Kya smzta hE? ravt mera yar hE, ja
! yadv wI yar hE,
ja| hrpal ko bulatI rhU>gI, Kya kr lega?' rona xu+ kr detI hE| tEx kI =la{ ke sa4,
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'Aaj 7oƒtI hU> tera 6r-bar| ApnI ma>, bhn ke sa4 rhna|' ]#kr bƒe s.dUk ko qoltI hE|
]sme. se Apne kpƒo. ko inkaltI hE, 'Aa2I rat me. 7oƒ ja}>gI tere 6r ko| Aaj, AwI|'
hyatis.h Apne guSse pr iny.5` krta hE| vh nhI. cahta ik ga>v me. ]ske q_andan kI
bdnamI ho| ]# kr vh pTnI ka ha4 4amta hE| 6sI3kr carpa{ pr le Aata hE| pTnI ka
]µeg b“ta jata hE, 'marega? le mar
! mar kmIne ! mar de ! jan se mar de ! [sI ¢o2 me. vh
pit ke cehre pr naqUn gƒa detI hE| hyatis.h ne ]sko 0k lat mar dI| vh carpa{ se igr
jatI hE| vh ifr ]#ta hE AOr dUsrI lat jma deta hE| pTnI behox-sI ho jatI hE| hyatis.h
]ska ha4 qI.ckr ifr pl.g pr le Aaya hE| vh ddR ke kar` Aavaj_ nhI. inkal patI|
hyatis.h 0k 4Ppƒ ]ske ba0> gal pr jmata hE|
sarI rat zgƒo. me. bIt jatI hE| bCce Alg kmre me. soye rhte hE.|
yh phla mOka hE jb hyatis.h 0tvar kI subh 0keXvr jane ko tEyar ho gya hE|
xinvar ko Aakr somvar ko lO3na ]ska inym rha 4a|
'mE.ne kh idya Aaj clI ja}>gI| ApnI [J_j_t-Aab+ ka 2uAa> deqte rhna|' pTnI ApnI
A3EcI me. kpƒe s>walte hu0 khtI hE|
subh ho rhI hE| bCce ]# rhe hE.| bƒI be3I pN³h sal kI hE| ha{ SkUl me. p“tI hE|
ds bje ka SkUl hE| nO bje tk homvkR pUra krke qana tEyar krna hE| ]#te hI gagr lekr
pn63 clI jatI hE| mihlaye. pn63 ke ink3 vale j.gl me. p/a¡itk inymo. se inv<% hotI hE.|
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pu=8 ga>v se lge dUsre j.gl kI Aor jate hE.| g/amsevk jI ne mkan ke iknare 3ayle3 bnvaya
hE| vKt-bevKt, d:uq-suq me. ]ska p/yog hota hE| ve Svy. bƒe lo3e me. panI wr j.gl kI Aor
cle jate hE.|
subh ke 7: bj rhe hE.| sat bje kI bs hE| 0k 6.3e ke wItr ]Nhe. tEyar hokr bs me.
bE# jana hE|
jb ve xOc se lO3te hE., ]nke il0 ba4+m me. 3U4-peS3, sabun, tOilya, nhane ke il0
grm panI rq idya gya hE| nhakr tEyar hone lgte hE.| bCco. ko bta idya hE ik AavXyk
kam se ja rhe hE.| naXta Anmne mn se krte hE.|
lƒkI ApnI ]m/ se phle hI jvan hotI idqa{ de rhI hE| n cah kr wI ve ]ske
Avyvo. pr ingah Dalte hE.| mn-hI-mn ku\“n hotI hE| lƒke SvS4 hE. AOr s.tuilt vy ka
p/ma` dete hE.|
ijs-ijs smy hyatis.h ko pTnI 0kaNt me. imltI hE, tb-tb q_ud ke mayke cle
jane kI 2mkI detI rhtI hE| ]n pr lgta hE jEse ko{ Asr nhI. pƒta| ve cle jate hE.| bCce
mata-ipta ke zgƒe se beqbr hE|
.
hyatis.h ke cle jane ke bad idncyaR me. A.tr nhI. Aata| ravt AOr yadv p“ane ke il0
Aate rhte hE.| hrpalis.h ka Vyvhar vEsa hI hE| g<hS4I ka cqaR pUvRvt\ hE|
hyatis.h g/amsevk 0k mhIne me. 6r Aaya hE| xinvar kI hI xam hE| itbarI me. vhI
rOnk hE| huKka wra huAa hE| cay kI ketlI wr-wrkr AatI hE, qalI hokr nIce rso{ me.
jatI hE| pTnI q_ux hE|
samaNy-sa ho gya hE sb ku7| bCce so gye hE.| pTnI dU2 ka iglas lekr AatI hE|
]se lEMp ke pas mej pr rqtI hE| hyatis.h gMwIr hE| vh ip7lI bate. nhI. dohrata| pTnI me.
ko{ pirvtRn nhI. hE| vh pit se dU2 pIne ko khtI hE| g/amsevk Sneh VyKt krte hE,
. 'Aa2a
tum pI lo|'
'mE.ne wdelI ca3te smy pI ilya| bCco. ko idya twI wdelI ca3 lI 4I| hm roj pI
rhe hE.| sarI wE.s Apne il0 hE| 4oƒa-bhut dhI jm jatI hE| bCco. ke il0 6I ho jata hE|
hyatis.h gmR iglas ko #.Da hone ke il0 rq dete hE.|
subh g/amsevk ke 6r me. rone ka Svr suna{ pƒta hE| ga>v vale ]nke Aa>gn me. jma hone
lgte hE.| 63na kI sUcna Aag kI trh fEltI hE| p3varI waga-waga Aa 2mkta hE| p.cayt
bE#tI hE| rone vale 4k jate hE.| Aa>sU sUq jate hE.|
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jnta me. se pa>c-sat log k{ bar 0k iknare jakr batcIt krne ke bad iksI fEsle
ko lekr lO3te hE.| ]piS4t log ]nkI ray man jate hE.| Aam jnta ke sa4 p3varI shmt ho
jata hE| vh p.co. kI ray sunta hE, 'honI pr ikska vx cla| mamla ]#aAoge, ga>v b>2kr
pOƒI jayega| jmant nhI. ho payegI| [sil0 p.caytnama krke kes rfa-dfa kr dete hE.|'
p/2an 6braya huAa hE| 'KvI bat nE p.cEtnama kEr de.ge? pr wa{ jb se suk{ ga>v me.
puils 4a`a qula, puils cOkI b`I, bat-bat pr 2prol hvE jata hE| jjman-bam`I, qSyaw3ƒa, 'q', 'b' ka 3.3a kOn dbata rEga? fu~D\yana4o. ka jmana hE| mI ku7 nE kEta| kloR
jo knaR hE|'
p3varI ivXvas idlata hE, 'f~D\yana4o. kI 0esI kI tEsI| mE. Aap logo. ke sa4 hU>|
puils ka hmne Kya krna hE| Aap jante hE. ik srkar ne hme. puils t4a reveNyU dono. pavsR dI
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hE.| Aap Kyo. kmjor hote hE.| hmare sa4 bU>gI2ar iDSpeNsrI ke DaK3r sahb, kMpa]Dr sahb
t4a imDva[fjI hE.| hm deq le.ge|'
Aaft Aa{ hE| #.iDyo. ke idn hE.| subh kI hva bdn cIr jatI hE| log p3varI ka
cehra deqte hE.|
irksal AOr SyU>sal ga>v ke p“e-ilqe t4a neta Aaid ibnsr mhadev kI Aoer ha4
joƒte hE|
. kexvan.djI ka p/wav hE| ve cO4an ke ip7ƒepn pr kuipt hote hE., 'yha> ibnsr kI
¡pa hE| ]sI ke share jI rhe hE.| VyvS4a ka prmaTma rqvala hE| n jane ikn papo. ka d~D
hE? ibnsr devta
! [s [lake ko bca de| ikNnro. AOr devtaAo. kI [s 2rtI me. ra9s jNm
lene lge hE.|'
0ese s.k3 kI 6ƒI me. log ]nkI bato. ko sunte rhte hE.| cOƒe xrIr ke kexvan.djI kI
phu>c bhut lMbI-cOƒI hE| ]Nho.ne ApnI ray dI, 'p3varI jI ka Apna Anuwv hE| cO4an kI
pcas hTyaAo. ko hmne njdIk se deqa hE| 0k wI mamla }pr nhI. ]#a| ya to rajInama ho
gya ya jbdRStI dba idya gya| Aaj kI 63na q_ud me. AN2er hE| prmaTma ne bj/ igra idya ga>v
$
me.| #Ik hE p.caytnama kr do leikn DaK3r sahb ko kho ik ve ja>c kre.| yh sb kEse ho
gya ]ska s.ket de.|'
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DaK3r, kMpa]Dr, imDva[f, p3varI t4a p.iDt kexvan.d kmre me. gye| 0k-0k saman
gOr se deqa gya| dU2 ke iglas pr nj_r pƒI| ]sme. bcI car-7: bU>de. ku%e ko dI g{.| ku%a
pIne ke 4oƒI bad behox ho gya| imDva[f ne carpa{ ke pas lkƒI ka D~Da deqa| vh qUn
se ltp4 4a| lax pr co3 ke inxan hE.|
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DaK3r ne kexvan.d ke kan me. kha, 'p.iDtjI [s kmbQ_t ne D~De se _ _ _ _| AOrt jEsI
4I ]se [laka janta hE| tƒpa-tƒpakr mara gya hE [se| sarI snk ]tar dI| 0esa lgta hE
dono. pr qUn ka wUt c“a 4a| D.De se kam tmam krne ke bad g/amsevk ne dU2 ipya hoga| Kya
pta ]sne soca ho ik _ _ _ _|'
caro. trf snsnI fEl jatI hE| dono. laxo. ko 0k sa4 ba>2kr mr63 kI Aor le
jaya jata hE| bCce ro rhe hE.|
Kyo.
Kyo.
Aawa kul&e*#
ku7 bhre hE. ku7 gU>ge
j.gl ho ya xhr
Ab ikskI kOn sune
hr jgh ATyacarI
dEink p5 p“e,
masUmo. pr krte var
Aah wrI AOr mOn gune
Kyo. jo cahe Svy.
Svy.
kOn kr rha manvta
sda hI suq se sona
pr Aaj p/har
rah pra{ me. Kyo. cahe
cahe
kOn clata p/¡it
sda hI ka>3e bona|
sMpda pr pEnI tlvar
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Sva2Inta AOr saihTy
Da _ rmexcN³ xah
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p/Stut iv8y kI dehrI pr hI 0k Aor to inrala kI 'ip/y Svt.5 rv / Am<t-m.5 nv /
wart me. wr de _ _ _ _ _' AOr p/sad kI 'ihmai³-tu.g &><.g se p/bu² xu² wartI / Svy.p/wa smuJJvla
Svt.5ta pukartI _ _ _ _' jEsI kaVy-p.i¯ya> mn me. 6Um
rhI hE. AOr dUsrI Aor wartIy Sva2Inta-
s.g/am ke do bIj-g/.4 ijNhe. khna caih0 - ga>2I jI ka 'ihNd Svraj' AOr &I ArivNd ka
'fa]~DexNs Aa$f [i~Dyn kLcr' ]nka wI ]tna hI Svt: SfUtR AOr Anayas Smr` ho rha hE|
[ska Kya mtlb hE? yhI n, ik taTkailk s.dwR Sva2Inta ka wle hI ivdexI Aai2pTy se
dex ko 7u3kara idlana rha ho, Svy. Sva2Inta kI Av2ar`a hmare kivyo. AOr ra*¨-inmaRtaAo.
kI, ]s taTkailk s.dwR se khI. Ai2k - bhut Ai2k Vyapk AOr ghrI 4I| rajnEitk
Sva2Inta to piriS4it ka t$y hE, ikNtu manisk Sva2Inta ka - sa.S¡itk AaTm-ivXvas ke
punjaRgr` se ]Tp¶ manisk Sva2Inta ka - jha> tk p/Xn hE, vh to hmare saihTy me. sn\
ÉÑÌÏ se kafI phle hI AiwVy¯ hone lgI 4I jEsa ik ]pyuR¯ kivtaAo. ke A.t:sa(y se hI
p/k3 ho jata hE|
jha> tk saihTykar kI Sva2Inta kI bat hE, ]ske il0 to Sva2Inta mUlwUt mULy hE|
]skI mnu*yta AOr ]skI Svt.5ta dono. prSpr AivC7e´ hE.| hmare [email protected] va¥my me. 'mui¯'
ke pu=8a4R ka jEsa jo ivvecn AOr Anuwv imlta hE, ]sse [s bat ka s.b.2 deq pana ki#n
nhI. hE| wle vh 0k ]Cctr Aayam ka Anuwv ho saihTy kI tulna me., ]sse AsMb² ya
As.gt vh kdaip nhI. hE| 'mu¯' kI mui¯ dUsro. ko yanI bN2ng/St Apne hI jEse mnu*yo. ko
manv-ma5 ko ApnI 'mui¯' ke Anuwv me. sazIdar bna kr, ]Nhe. wI ApnI mui¯ kI pa5ta ka
Anuwv krake hI sa4Rk hotI hE - 'mu¯XcaNyat\ ivmoCyet\' ka yhI Aiwp/ay hE| [se Aap
saihTykar ke Apne Svt.5 d<i*3ko.` se imla kr deq skte hE.| A)ey hI msln, - jo
saihTykar ke sa4-sa4 hmare Sva2Inta s.g/am ke senanI wI rhe - deiq0, [s iv8y me. Kya
socte hE.| j.gl me. 0k pU`R ivkist mhav<9 ke sa9aTkar se jo Sva2Inta ka bo2 ]nme. jga,
]s s.dwR me. ve khte hE. - 'Sva2In hona ApnI crm s.wavnaAo. kI sMpU`R ]pliB2 ke ixqr
tk ivkist hona hE| leikn _ _ _ _]s mhav<9 ka vahn hone ka 0k A4R yh wI hE ik ]ske
bo2 ke sa4-sa4 ]n As.Qy bOne AOr buCce peƒo. ke j.gl ka wI 0k bo2 wItr 22k ]#ta hE,
ijnse hm inrNtr i6re rhte hE. - ijNhe. inrNtr Apne Aas-pas deqte hu0 hr ko{ Apne se hI yh
pU7ne ko lacar hota hE, 'tb Kya mE. wI Apne ko Sva2In man skta hU>? Kya ko{ Akela
Sva2In ho skta hE? Kyo.ik ko{ wI Vyi¯ ApnI sMpU`R sMwavnaAo. ko 0ese hI pirvex me. pa
skta hE, ijsme. dUsre wI ApnI crm sMwavnaAo. ko pUrI trh p/aPt krne ke il0 sman +p se
Sva2In ho.| AOr #Ik yhI. pr Sva2Inta ka 0esa bo2 mano. tpSya kI y.5`a bn jata hE,
Kyo.ik vh manv ma5 kI sman Sva2Inta ke p/yTn kI AinvayRta bn jata hE _ _ _ _|
[sI me. Aage A)ey do bate. AOr joƒte hE. - 0k to yh, ik Sva2Inta kI sCcI ksO3I
'mE. nhI., 'mmetr' hE; mmetr ke dpR` me. hI muze merI ApnI AiSmta ka sCca p/itibMb dIq
skta hE| dUsrI - [sI me. se inklne valI bat yh hE ik dUsre p/kar ke bOi²ko. se
saihTykar ko jo cIj_ Alg krtI hE, vh ]ska smaj ke p/it ivxe8 ]%rdaiyTv hE| ]dahr`
ke il0 vE)aink 0k 0ese smaj me. wI Sva2In ho skta hE, jo smaj Sva2In nhI. hE, ÜA4aRt\
iksI svRs%avadI xasn-t.5 ke Aa2In hE - vh cahe kMyuinS3 t.5 ho, cahe faisS3 t.5Ý|
ikNtu saihTykar 0ese smaj me. Sva2In nhI. ho skta, jo smaj Sva2In nhI. hE; j_aihr hE ik
saihTykar ka smaj ke p/it yh ivxe8 ]%rdaiyTv xasn ke mukable me. qƒe hokr hI inwaya
ja skta hE| yanI, ]se ApnI hEisyt 0k inbR.2 p/itp9I kI bnanI hogI|'
yh 0k ivic5 ivDMbna hE ik saihTy kI [s 'inbR.2 p/itp9I' valI wUimka ke invaRh
ka ijnka jEsa Svt: SfUtR ]Tsah AOr AaTm-ivXvas hme. Svt.5ta-s.g/am ke idno. me. idqa{
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deta hE, vEsa Svat.”yo%r Ükhna caih0 'daSyo%rÝ yug me. km hI idqta hE| jo log Apne
'p/itp9I' hone ke sbse J_yada tUmar ba>2te hE. AOr sbse J_yada p/car-p/sar ke sa2n hi4ya0 hu0
hE., ve inbR.2 hone kI ]¯ ksO3I pr ibLkul qre nhI. ]trte| n kevl yh, ik Sva2Inta jEse
mULy kI mULyv%a hI ]ske il0 s.idG2 hE, biLk ve ]se ]ske S5ot pr hI ku.i#t ik0 dete hE.|
yh Akar` nhI. ik ip7le ku7 dxko. ke dOran hmare smaj kI ApnI Svt: SfUtR phl swI
9e5o. me. lgatar 7IjtI g{ hE AOr 0k trf srkarI t.5, t4a dUsrI trf ivxu² Vyavsaiykta
ka jal hr trf ksta gya hE| pr 0ese leqko. ko [skI icNta nhI. statI, Kyo.ik jEsa ik
'ihNd Svraj' ke leqk ne bhut phle hI deq ilya 4a, ve ijn logo. kI bat krne ka, ]nke
]²ar ka dm wrte hE. Apne qoqle, propjIvI reh\3irk me., ]Nhe. ve jante hI nhI. vaStv me.? ]nke
jIne-mrne kI ly se ]nka vEsa sI2a irXta hI nhI. hE jEsa 'log wUl gye hE.' ke kiv r6uvIr
shay ka ya 'saqI' ke kiv ivjydev naray` sahI ka idqta hE| ijNhe. 0k vaStivk smaj
me. ApnI AviS4it ka hI nhI., Svy. ]s smaj ke vaStivk ANt:kr` ka, ]ske lgatar
p/v.ict ikye jane ka wI tIqa Ahsas hE| ]nke il0 ]nka smaj sgu` manv-Vyi¯yo. se bna
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huAa smaj hE, n ik 0k 0esI wI, ijse mn-maif_k bdlne ko ]nkI AaiDyolajI kafI hE|
0esa nhI. ik Svy. ]nke pas ko{ ivcar2ara n ho, smaj ko bdlne vale ivcar n ho. ya ik
ve iksI A-rajnIitk klad<i*3 ke Aag/hI ho.| ]Nhe. n kevl Apne logo. ko s.gi#t krne kI
icNta hE, biLk ]nme. vh smz wI ivkist krne kI icNta hE, ijske bUte ve Sva2In Aalocna
kr ske. - 0esI Aalocna, jo ]Nhe. ma5 ini*¢y p/itro2 se Aage le jaye AOr sa4 hI ]Nhe. hr
trh ke bOi²k AOr wavnaTmk xo8` se wI stkR-sav2an rhne kI 9mta wI p/dan kre| [sI
AaTmcetna ke clte r6uvIr shay jEsa kiv 'log wUl g0 hE.' namk kivta-s.g/h me. ]n logo.
kI q_br leta hE, jo smaj ko bdlne ka bIƒa to bexk ]#a0 hu0 hE., pr ijnkI q_ud kI jƒe.
Apne smaj AOr s.S¡it me. nhI. hE., khI. ANy5 hE. - 'Aaj ke smaj ka mans yhI hE
khte ho tum [s kivta me.
ibna yh jane hu0 ik iktna jante ho tum [s smaj ko'
Ülog wUl g0 hE.Ý
[s kaVy-s.g/h kI wUimka me. r6uvIr shay ne 0k bƒI kam kI bat khI 4I, jo muze p/Stut
p/s.g me. Smr`Iy AOr ]²r`Iy wI lg rhI hE| vh yh, ik 'y4a4R kI hmarI smz [s smz ke
ibna A2UrI hE ik leqn me. AadxR kI [C7a [sI y4a4R ko iks +p me. jan kr jag<t ho sktI
hE|' muze lgta hE yh 0k shI ksO3I hE Aaj ilqI ja rhI kivtaAo.-khainyo. ko wI ja>cneprqne ke il0| drAsl mnu*y kI - sTy AOr AsTy kI iksI 0k VyaQya AOr sma2an ke
Aage !er ho jane pr q_ud ke AaTm-keN³ ko ja>cne kI cunOtI hI q_Tm ho jatI hE| tb ifr yh
janne-mhsUsne kI wI j_+rt nhI. rh jatI ik ijs jn ko hm Apne pu~yas¯ vagaSflno. ka
AalMbn bna0 hu0 hE., vh Svy. kEse Apne Anuwvo. ko g/h` krta ya zelta hE ya ik xBdo. ke
sa4 ]ska kEsa s.b.2 hE? vh Kya sunta-gunta ya p“ta rha hE, [sse Aapko ko{ lena-dena
nhI.| ]sI trh Aap srIqe ]ske 5a`k%aR Kya p“te-gunte rhe hE., yh wI Aapke leqe ]ske il0
Ap/as.igk hI hone caih0| AapkI p“a{-ilqa{ se ijs trh Aapke ik0-Anik0 sare pap 2ul
g0 hE., ]s trh Aapko p“ kr, biLk Aapko ibna p“e wI - ]ska ]²ar iniXct hE| r2uvIr
shay jEse kiv-k4akar laq icLlate rhe. ik 'dex Apar se J_yada A4ah hE / ghre me. jakr 0k
takt le AaAo' - ]nka yh AaTmod\bo2n A4va sMbo2n [n prjIvI pu~yaTmaAo. ke iksI kam
ka nhI. hE, Kyo.ik dex ke A4ah me. gota lga ke takt !U>!ne kI j_+rt hI Kya hE, Agr vh
takt hme. ivdex kI 4ah ke ]4le me. ha4-pa>v mar ke hI sulw ho ja0|
to, 0k trf ve log hE., jo jn ke jIvn se Anjan rhne me. hI suri9t rhte hE. AOr
dUsrI trf ve hE., jo 'AnupiS4t log' hE in=paya AOr Dre hu0| 0esa smaj Apne il0 ]pyu¯
rajnIit qoj ske, [ske il0 wI phle yh j_+rI hE ik vh ApnI cetna-s.vedna kI wo4rI pr
g{ jgho. ko q_ud deqe smze AOr Apne parSpirk s.b.2o. kI Asilyt ko wI| saihTykaro. yanI
]nke wav-jIvn ke 6in*# saihTykaro. se Ai2k ]Nhe. ApnI wav-s%a kI, SvavlMbI ivcarsam$yR kI wI sCcI phcan wla AOr kOn kra skta hE? saihTykar ko Apne smaj, Apne
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'jn' ko Aaiq_r ]n p/p.icyo. se wI to bcana hE, jo Amrbel kI trh, jo.k kI trh ]ske
Apne logo. kI ijjIiv8a AOr sa.S¡itk shjbui² se icpke hu0 hE.| n kevl ]nke 'y4a4R' se,
biLk ]nke 'AadxR' se wI dono. ko iv¡t AOr ku.i#t krne ka bIƒa ]#a0 hu0| [sIil0 vh
]nse khta hE - Apne logo. se ik '0k bhut bƒe 8D\y.5 ke bIc me. Apne 6r me. rhne valo. se
irXte bnaAo AOr su2aro|' 0ese kiv ko yh kutuhl ya rhSy nhI. stata ik vh g0 jNm me. Kya
4a| ha>, yh sval j_+r stata hE ik ip7le bIs v8oR. me. ]ske sa4 Kya huAa hE? j_+rI
[ithas-bo2 ]ske il0 yh hE| ya kh lIijye ]n sare gU>ge bhre kroƒo. ke il0, ijnkI AVy¯
pIƒa AOr p/v.cna ko va`I dena ]ska kam hE| 'pap se 6<`a kro, papI se nhI.' ke AvmUiLyt
AmU%R AadxRvad ke bdle yh 0ese jnoNmuqI-jns.vedI, ikNtu sud<“ AaTm-keN³ vale kiv kI
$
q_as ApnI sgu` sa2na AOr AaTma kI kamnse.s hI hE, jo ]sse khlvatI hE ik AOr Agr
Agr cehre g“ne ho. to ATyacarI ke cehre qojo ATyacar
ATyacar ke nhI.
[sko hm jante bhut hE., vh Ab wI i7pta ifrta
ifrta hE Ü'r.go.o. ka hmla' - r6uvIr shayÝ
yh AmU%R jnvad ke iv=² jIte-jagte logo. ke sa4 ik0 g0 mU%R ANyay ka mU%R
sa9aTkar krne ka Aag/h hE| [sil0, ik ATyacar ka AmU%Rn Apne Aapme. 0k ATyacar hE|
[sI trh 'sa iv´a ivmu¯ye' ke manvIy A4R ko Aaj ke sNdwR me. Apne il0 qojna - ]ske
w/*3 ho jane ko - Aaj [s v¯ ij0 ja rhe jIvn ke sgu` d<*3a.to. se ]pjI smz ke µara reqa.ikt ikya jana wI ]tna hI AavXyk hE| 'yh jo smz hE [ithas kI w/*3 hE
yh ATyacar ko xaXvt\
xaXvt\ rqne kI
ANyayI wa8a hE ik ijske p/it*#an me. iv´a b.d hE
iv´a jo hme. mu¯ krtI hE vh iv´a'
iv´a'
A.thIn pIƒa AOr As.gi#t Aalocna ke [s injRn me. kiv ku7 ij_Nda hrkte. ]pjana
cahta hE| 'yhI v¯ hE AwI ku7 kro nOjvan' - vh khta hE ApnI 'karRva{' xI8Rk kivta
me.| AOr hmare smaj me. ]pyuR¯ Agitkta AOr s.idG2 gitxIlta ke bIc jo 0k naj_ayj-sa
irXta bn gya hE, ]se wI du=St krne ka ]p¢m krta hE - 'yhI v¯ hE AwI ku7 kro
nOjvan / AOr ]s AOr ke du:q wre jIvn me. pEE# jaAo / yhI mOt ke iq_laf / ApnI mOt ke
iq_laf / 0k kam hE jo kr skte ho /' kiv yh Kya kh rha hE, iksse kh rha hE? Kya yh
sc nhI. ik dUsro. ko bdlne ke il0 Aatur log Apne ko bdlne kI ko{ j_+rt nhI. smzte?
vh Apne sa4 ku7 nhI. krte; mgr 'dUsro. ke sa4 sb ku7 kr Dalna cahte hE.| r6uvIr shay
srIqe kiv 0ese ¢a.itkarI leqko. ko AC7I trh phcante hE. - 'muze ivXvas nhI. hE
mere jIte jI
yh dex Kyo., ko{ wI dex
Apne mnu*yo. ko AadmI bna lega
¢.itkarI leqk ko Aaxa hE
ik AOro. pr ]ska AivXvas
]sko to
to ]ske hI jIvn me.
0k bƒa
bƒa AadmI bna dega|'
a|'
[sI islisle me. - 'yanI Sva2Inta AOr saihTy' iv8y se ]wrne vale svalo. ke
islisle me. - muze yha> p/is² inb.2kar AOr lok-s.S¡it mmR) p. _ iv´ainvas im& ke ¡itTv
ka wI Smr` kr lena p/as.igk lg rha hE| 'spne kha> g0' xI8Rk ]nkI leq-mala AwI dubara
p“ne kI p/er`a hu{, ijsme. Sva2Inta-p/aiPt ke ink3pUvR ka AOr ]ske tur.t bad ke pird<Xy ka
bƒa maimRk ic5` huAa hE AOr 0esI ]µelnkarI bate. samne AatI hE., jo dex kI piriS4it AOr
s.S¡it dono. ke p/it s.vednxIl 0k saihTykar hI [s trh samne la skta 4a| 0k jgh ve
khte hE. - 'Sva2In hone ka yh A4R nhI. hE ik hm kevl Apne p/acIn gOrv ka rag Alapte
rhe.| ApnI si¢yta AOr jIv.tta ka p/ma` Apne smy ke Anuwvo. se n de.| hm ya to Apne bare
me. ibna soce-smze Vy4R kI DI.g ha>kte hE. ya ApnI 9mta kI ]pe9a krke hIn wav se g/St
rhte hE.| dono. iS4itya> 0k Sva2In dex ke il0 wyavh hE.|' 6i3yapn ko p/&y dene valI hmarI
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das maniskta ko y4at$y ]6aƒte hu0 ve dxaRte hE. ik iks trh [s SvatN”yo%r yug me. sbse
J_yada AndeqI ]NhI. kI hu{, ijnka yogdan [s dex AOr smaj ke il0 svaRi2k mhTvpU`R 4a|
[s manisk dir³ta ke clte, ]nka khna hE AOr ibLkul shI khna hE ik 'hmare ivXviv´aly
kevl karqane bn kr rh g0 hE. AOr Ai2ka.x saihiTyk s.S4a0> wI dukan bn ke rh g{ hE.|'
0esa nhI. ik dex me. s<jn-p/itwa AOr p/yogxIlta ka ko{ 3o3a pƒa ho| pr dex-VyapI AaTmsjgta ke Awav me. ]se phcanne kI tTprta ka Awav hE| Kyo. nhI. hE ye AaTm-sjgta, [ska
bhut hI s3Ik ]%r ve yh dete hE. ik 'dex ka 0k ivxal wav nhI. hE|' p. _ iv´ainvas im&
Anuwv krte hE. ik 'rcnaxIlta ke il0 jatIy wav AavXyk hE, jo ivXv-b.2uTv ka ivro2I
nhI., po8k hota hE| sa4 hI, Vyi¯ ko wI ku.i#t nhI., sm<² krta hE|' khne kI bat nhI.,
pr khe ibna rha wI nhI. jata ik yh shj ivvek hmare Ai2ka.x bui²jIivyo. kI gitivi2yo. me.
nhI.
zlkta|
[s
t$y
ko
kEse
zu#laya
ja
skta
hE
ik
'ivgt
pcas
v8oR.
me.
hmarI
rcnaxIlta ivcaro. ke lcrpn se AOr zU#e ivvado. me. f>s kr burI trh p/waivt hu{ hE|'
smkalIn saihiTyk pird<Xy pr havI qemebajI-gu3b.dI ko wI p. _ iv´ainvas im& ne y4at$y
li9t ikya hE AOr Aa2uinkta - ]%r Aa2uinkta ke bIc cla0 ja rhe Ap/as.igk ivvad ko
wI| ]nkI yh bat wI @yan dene yoGy hE ik 'hmarI Aa2uinkta me. kevl p/Xnakulta, s.xy ya
AnaS4a nhI. 4I; khI. ]sme. samaNy kI 9mta me. 0k d<“ ivXvas wI 4a AOr yh ivXvas
[email protected] saihTy kI ivrast ke +p me. 4a|' yh wI, ik 'tIn se car, car se pa>c pu=8a4oR. kI
Av2ar`a hmare ]s Svawav ke sa4 svR4a mel qatI hE, jo inrNtr Apne ko smzte hu0 Apna
Ait¢m` krta hE| ApnI ApyaRPtta ko phcanna hmarI Aa2uinkta kI sbse bƒI ivxe8ta hE;
pr.tu Sva2In ivvek ke Awav me. hm yh wUl jate hE. ik hmare pas 0esI phcan hE' yha> muze
brbs Apne gu= Sv _ivjydevnaray` sahI kI wI yad Aa rhI hE, ijnka p9 wI [sI Sva2In
ivvek ka hI p9 4a AOr ijNho.ne 0k mhTvpU`R go*#I me. 'saihTy Kyo.?' iv8y ka p/vtRn krte
hu0 lgwg [sI Svr me. p/Xn ]#aya 4a ik '[s sarI ibDMvna ke wItr se hmarI pyaRPt
p/iti¢ya kI Aavaj_ Kya hE?' ivStar wy se mE. yha> sahI jI ke kivTv AOr ivcaro. kI ccaR
ka low s.vr` krte hu0 ma5 ]nke do mha-inb.2o. ka ]Lleq wr yha> pr 3a>kna cahta hU>| 0k
to 'l6umanv ke bhane ihNdI saihTy pr 0k bhs' t4a dUsra '2mRinrpe9 kI qoj me'.
xI8Rk
VyaQyanmala|
yh wI p. _ iv´ainvas im& ka ma5a-)an hI hE, jo ]nse 0k 0esI '0eithaisk wUl'
kI Aor wI s.ket krva leta hE, jo hmme. se k[yo. ke il0 'wUl' kI trh SvIkayR nhI. hogI|
]nka khna hE ik 'yid hm p. _ neh+ kI bat man lete AOr ihNduStanI ko SvIkar kr lete AOr
AacayR nreN³ dev ke suzav ke Anusar 0k ilip rqte, to Apne Aap 0k wa8a !ltI clI jatI
AOr xayd sn\ pcas se vhI wa8a sare dex kI wa8a hotI|' bƒI ivSmykarI lgegI - p. _ im&
ke p/x.sko. tk ko ]nkI yh bat| AOr hmme. se Ai2ka.x log ]sse shmt wI nhI. ho.ge|
ikNtu [s bat ke pI7e jo ddR bol rha hE, ]se to ve wI l(y ik0 ibna nhI. rh ske.ge| vh
ddR yh, ik 'hmne ihNdI ko SvIkar krke wI ]se inrvi2 bnvas me. Dal idya|' [sI trh ve
raJyo. ke pungR#n kI wI tIqI Aalocna krte hE., jo ]nke k4nanusar 'ihNdI kI wart-VyapI
phcan ke iv=² Aiws.i2 4I|' iktna Apir`amdxIR AOr AaTm6atI in`Ry 4a vh, yh deqna
Ab A.2o. ke il0 AsMwv hoga| [sI se juƒa ]nka 0k leq AOr hE 'dex ko Kyo. wula idya
ra*¨vad ne' xI8Rk, ijsme. iv´ainvas jI jyx.kr p/sad kI Sva2Inta kee kafI phle ilqI g{
kivta 'pexola kI p/[email protected] ko ]²<t krte hE. - 'bolo ko{ bolo Are, Kya sb m<t ho?' _ _ _ _
AOr khte hE. [n p.i¯yo. me. kevl ra`a p/tap nhI. za>k rhe hE|
. AiNtm idno. me. Akele pƒ g0 ga>2I jI
wI za>k rhe hE.| _ _ _ _s.sd me. AOr s.sd ke bahr inp3 Akele pƒ g0 ku7 dex-w¯ neta wI [n
p.i¯yo. me. za>kte hE.; ijNho.ne Svt.5ta senanI ka tmga nhI. ilya, ijNho.ne Svt.5ta ke #ekedaro.
se kwI smzOta nhI. ikya| siCcdan.d vaTSyayn, rammnohr loihya - jEse log 0ese hI Akele
pƒ g0 log 4e| pr ye hI Akele pƒe log ihNduStan kI jnta ko joƒne vale log hE.| j_+rt
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[sI bat kI hE Agr log n imle., to Akele wI, Akele hI ibgul lekr cla ja0| joiq_m
]#aya ja0 ik log khe. - 'pagl' hE| AOr joro. se kha ja0 ik tuMhI. dex ho, tuMhI. [s dex
kI Aa>q ho, tuMhI. [s dex ke ha4-pEr ho| dex ke sa2ar` logo.
! tum Kyo. dUsro. ke cla0-
idqa0 pr clte-deqte ho? [s glt d<i*3 dene valo. ko, glt cal isqane valo. ko tum sI2e
nkar Kyo. nhI. dete?
yh kam dex me. AarMw hona caih0| iksI ko to AarMw krna caih0| yo. deqne me. yh kam
As.wv lgta hE, pr jha> sMwavna0> [tnI cuk g{ hE., vha> xu=Aat to As.wv se hI hogI|
hmne AwI 4oƒI der phle r6uvIr shay kI kivta 'karRba{' kI ku7 p.i¯ya> ]²<t kI 4I. - 'yhI
v¯ hE AwI ku7 kro nOjvan _ _ _|' ]sse [s bat ko imla kr deqe. to do prSpr inta.t iw¶
p/¡it ke saihTykaro. ke bIc ]wyin*# yh Aaiv*# Svr Kya jtata hE, Sva2Inta AOr saihTy
ke ghre ANtr-s.b.2o. ko iks trh ]jagr krta hE, Kya yh @yan dene kI bat nhI. hE?
Apne lƒkpn ke idno. kI yad krte hu0 p. _ iv´ainvas im& ]sI leqmala me. 0k bƒI
maimRk bat khte hE., jo hme. p/Stut iv8y ke s.dwR me. ku7 AOr ghre jakr ivcar krne ko ApnI vtRman sa.S¡itk durvS4a ke kar`o. me. jra AOr ghre ]tr kr ivcar krne ko ]ksatI
hE| ve khte hE. ik - 'dex ]s smy ra*¨ se Ai2k Vyapk 4a,
4a, Kyo.ik dex iksI ka Anuvad
nhI. 4a|' pi~Dt jI ke gu= p/o _ 9e5excN³ c©[email protected] ne ]Nhe. Apne shpa#I suwa8cN³ bos ke
bare me. jo ku7 btaya, ]sse wI ]nke mn pr yhI 7ap pƒI ik ']nke yha> dex kI kLpna
kevl rajnIitk nhI. 4I, vh sMpU`R cetna ko sme3tI 4I|'
bat drAsl [s s.pU`R cetna ko sme3ne valI kLpna-xi¯ AOr icNtn-s<jn xi¯ kI hI
hE| ivDMbna yh hE ik jo dex iksI ka Anuvad nhI. 4a, ]sI pr Aaj AnuvadjIvI maniskta
havI ho rhI hE| jb ik hmare dex kI bat hI ihNdI wa8a AOr saihTy kI bat wI hE| ihNdI
ijs ]%rai2kar ko vhn krtI hE, vh [email protected] lok-wa8aAo. ke wIrt se ]#e punjaRgr` smet
hmarI smg/ AiSmta ka ]%rai2kar hE; qi~Dt nhI., smUca AOr AiviC7¶ ]%rai2kar| ik.tu
yhI. hmare AaTm-³ohI bui²jIivyo. ke 0k vgR µara warI w/m pEda kr idya gya hE| ve wUl jate hE.
ik ihNdI ka dex hI wa8aAo. AOr s.S¡ityo. ke s.gmo. ka dex hE AOr ihNdI ]n s.gmo. se hI
ivkist hu{ hE| [sI wa8a ne sare dex me. wartIy s.S¡it ko bnaye rqa, wartIyta ke bo2 ko
lcIla AOr jIvNt bna0 rqa| ik.tu Aaj hm smkalInta kI sth pr smkalInta AOr
wartIyta ke 0k 0ese nklI µ.µ me. ]lz gye hE., jo AslI smSya ko Aa>qo. se Aozl krte hu0
dono. jgh me. Ap/amai`k bna dene pr ]ta+ hE| smkalInta AOr wartIyta dono. se hmara s.b.2
[sIil0 0k jIvNt s.b.2 n rh ke nkl AOr Anuvad ka s.b.2 bn gya hE|
jo mUljIvI hota hE, vh Anuvad ke jirye wI AaTmivXvas b“ata hE, Kyo.ik ]skI
mUljIvI bui²m%a s.Skaro. ka pun:s.Skar AOr mULyo. ka punmURLya.kn s.wv krtI hE AOr [s trh
ma5 tkR-bui² ke nhI., biLk [s xBd ke taiTvk A4R me. 'AaTma' ke jIvn kI p/git me. shyogI
bntI hE| ]ska pu=8a4R hme. AaTm-p/kaxk s<jn kI y4a4R s.wavna ke sa4 Apne ko !>U!ne me.
mdd krta hE| A4aRt\ vh ]s AaTmopliB2 ka inim% bnta hE, jo swI s.S¡ityo. ka svoRCc
l(y hota hE ya ik hona caih0| inmRl vmaR ne #Ik hI kha hE ik 's.vad AaTma kI j_+rt
hE|' [s tkR se iviw¶ s.S¡ityo. kI s.vahk wa8aAo. ke bIc parSpirk - A4aRt\ - [ktrf_a
nhI., do-trf_a - Anuvad ka AOicTy wI [sI s.vad kI j_+rt ke wItr se hI p/k3 hona caih0|
ik.tu [ske ivprIt, jo AnuvadjIvI hota hE, vh cahe ijtna bui²jIvI, klavadI ya
jnvadI ho ja0, AaTma se dIn AOr propjIvI bnne se bc nhI. skta| AaTmavlMbn ke Awav
AOr AaTmv.cna kI sam$yR ke bIc sI2a smanupat hE| hmare pirvex me. bui²jIvI hona wI ]sI
ka sa4Rk hE, jo AaTm-bo2 se Anup/ai`t ho| mgr Apne yha> 0ese t4aki4t bui²jIivyo. kI
kmI nhI., ijnka bOi²k Aacr` [s AaTm-bo2 ke iv=² AaTmhInta ko hI ]ksata hE| 0esa
wI nhI. ik ve scmuc bui²jIvI ÜpaXcaTy A4oR. me. [~3EleKcuAlÝ bn kr ]ske sa4 AinvayRt:
lgI ij_MmedarI, Anuxasn AOr mULyaNve8` kI ivklta ko hI Svay% kr ske ho.| 0esa wI nhI.,
ik ve ApnI s.S¡it ke AaTm-bo2 me. pƒ cukI drar kI ghrI pIƒa kI AnuwUit ke flSv+p hI
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]ske mULyo. ka punmURLya.kn krne kI AavXykta kI pukar ke p/Tyu%r me. ]s bOi²k s.S¡it me. dIi9t hone
kI 0eithaisk AinvayRta Anuwv kr rhe ho. AOr [s trh p/karaNtr se sCce-qre AaTmAaTm-bo2 kI idxa me. hI
ApnI p/a``-xi¯ ko jgane ka ]p¢m kr rhe ho.| nhI., yha> ijnkI bat kI ja rhI hE, ve ]s A4R me., ]s
koi3 ke bui²jIvI wI nhI. khla skte, Kyo.ik ve vEsI bui² ke mULyo. ke il0 wI ko{ joiq_m nhI. ]#a
skte| ]#a skte to ve p/karaNtr se AaTma ke sTy ke Anusar hI n{ cetna AOr nye jIvn kI ]pliB2 me.
shayk hote| ]Nhe. to dono. duinyaAo. ka fayda ]#ana hE : ibna
ibna dono. ke buinyadI dxRn ya jIvnjIvn-mULyo. kI
ghrI ja>c-pƒtal
pƒtal me. ]trne kI joiq_m ]#a0| ko{ s.S¡it yid ApnI phcan tk ke il0 dUsro. µara kI
g{ VyaQya pr Aai&t hone lge - ]nkI pUvaRg/hI smz ke pravitR
pravitRt p/kax me. hI Apne ko deqne kI AadI ho
ja0, to 0esI AvS4a me
me. ]ska AaTmAaTm-bo2 AOr AaTmaiwVyi¯ dono. qi~Dt ho.ge hI| 0esI AOpinveixk
maniskta Sva2In
Sva2In s<jn AOr icNtn kI rah me. roƒa
roƒa A3kayegI hI; jha> vh scmuc s.wv ho ska hE, vha>
wI ]ske smuict Svkar AOr gu`g/ahI mULya.kn me. jane-Anjane ba2k hogI hI|
vEse wI do s.S¡ityo.
¡ityo. se Aiw) hona AOr dono. ko prSpr i¢yai¢ya-p/iti¢ya me. deqna 0k bat hE AOr
isf_R ]s dUsrI s.S¡it AOr saihTy kI ksO3I pr ApnI s.S¡it AOr saihTy ko kste hu0 ]ske do8 ya
kimya> ignate rhna iblkul dUsrI bat hE| piXcmI sWyta ke Anuwv se hm law to AvXy ]#a skte hE
hE.,
ik.tu Apne Anuwv AOr s<jn kI gu`v%a
v%a ko ]ske Aa2ar pr nhI. ja>c-prq skte| AslI icNta hmarI yh
honI caih0 ik hmarI gitivi2ya> iktnI rcnaTmk AOr Sva2In hE.? Kya hm Apne vaStivk ANtjIRvn se
Apne logo. kI vaStivk jIvnjIvn-2ara se juƒ kr 0esa ku7 ]pja rhe hE., jo
jo dex ke dUsre rcnaTmk kamo. me.
lge hu0 logo. kI ivcarivcar-xi¯ ko jga ske., ]Nhe. p/er`a de ske.? ya [sI bat ko dUsre phlU se yo. rq kr
deqe. ik ijs sIma tk iksI dex AOr kal me. ]Tp¶ mOilk ivcar AOr mOilk Sva2In kmR iksI saihTy
kI s<jnxIlta ke il0 ]Tp/erk ka kam kr skte hE., ]s sIma tk Kya hmara vtRman saihTysaihTy-kmR [s
dex kI mOilk icNtnicNtn-2araAo. se AOr kmR se 0esa s.b.2 bna ska hE, ijse Sva2In, s<jnaTmk AOr
p/a`van
`van\
van\ s.b.2 kha ja ske? [s sval ko Svy. hmare
hmare vtRman saihTy ko sa9I bna kr pU7na hog
hoga|
imsal ke il0 ihNdI
ihNdI saihTy kI car pIi“yo. kI kivta ka sa(y le. : 'hE Aadan 0k Apman / kr n ske.
yid hm p/itdan _ _ _ _' ÜmEi4lIxr` guPtÝ; 'ho g0 Aaj jo iq¶iq¶-iq¶ / 7u3-7u3kr dl se iw¶iw¶-iw¶ / vh
Akl kla gh / skl i7¶ joƒe
joƒegI
_ _ _ '_ ÜinralaÝ _ _ _ '_ hrahra-wra hE dex / =>2a im©I me
me. tap /posta hE iv8iv8-
v3 ka mUl / fle.ge ijsme. xap / _ _ _ _tpI im©I jo soq n le / Are, Kya [tna hE panI? / ik, Vy4R hE
]d\
bo2n, AaH\
van / Vy4R kiv kI banI?' ÜA)eyÝ AOr _ _ _ _'q~Dn [s dex me. / cahte hE. log ya ik m~Dn /
]d\bo2n,
AaH\van
ya ifr Anuvad ilsilsata wi¯ se / Sva2In [s dex me. Drte hE. log / 0k Sva2In Vyi¯ se' Ür6uvIr
shayÝ| to, Kyo. n [NhI. l9`o. ke inim% se bat kI ja0|
kivta ko iksI ne jIvn kI Aalocna btaya hE AOr hmare yha> wI khavt hE hI, ik 'saihTy
smaj ka dpR` hE|' yid hm ]pyuR¯ ]²r`o. ke kivyo. pr wrosa kre
kre., to hm deq skte hE. ik ye swI
ApnI s.S¡it AOr Apne smaj ke pyaRPt s.vednxIl
dnxIl AOr p/amai`k p/itini2 hE.; AOr ifr wI ]nme. se ko{
wI Apne smaj AOr pirvex ke bare me. ]s trh kI quxfhmI pEda krne valI bate. nhI. krta jEsI ik
AmUmn rajnetaAo. ya 2mRp/carko. ke muq se sunne ko imltI rhtI hE.| ApnI s.S¡it se, prMpra se [n
kivyo. ka s.b.2 AaTmAaTm-tui*3 vala [ktrf_a s.b.2 nhI.
nhI. hE| ve s<jnxIlta kI rah ke roƒo.
roƒo. ke bare
bare me. ATy.
ATy.t
AaTmAaTm-sjg hE. : 0k p/itkUl sa.S¡itk - rajnIitk piriS4it me. kam kr rhe hone ka qasa dbav ]nke
]nke
mn pr hE| p/itdanriht Aadan iksI dex kI s.S¡it ke il0, ]skI rcnaTmk p/git ke il0 wI iktna
ba2k AOr 6atk ho skta hE, [s q_tre ko ra*¨kiv guPt jI hmarI rajnEitk pra2Inta ke yug me. wI,
ijs trh reqa.ikt kr rhe hE., vh @yan dene yoGy hE| ]nke prvtIR dOr ke kiv inrala kI kivta ko p“te
hu0 saf p/tIt hota hE ik inrala ko wI ApnI sa.S¡itk prMpra kI AiviC7¶ta ka bnabna-bnaya AaXvasn
]plWy nhI. hE| ve wI yha> - ApnI [s ATy.t mhTvpU`R lMbI kivta me. - ]skI i7¶i7¶-iw¶ta ke k3u y4a4R
se ]iµGn hE. : ]nkI kivta me. ]s 'Akl kla'
kla' kI isi² ka AaXvasn nhI., biLk ]skI ivkl qoj kI
pIƒa
pIƒa hI boltI hE, jo ik [s 'skl i7¶' ko joƒ
joƒ sktI hE| 0esa mUlgamI pu=8a4R ]Nhe. ijs Ag/j kiv
me. idqa{ pƒta
pƒta hE, ]sI ka Aavahn ve 'tulsIdas' nam kI [s lMbI kivta me. kr rhe hE.|
mgr yh to hu{ Svt.5tata-s.g/am ke idno. kI bat| A4aRt\ ivjydevnaray` sahI jI ne ijse sTyag/h
yug kha hE, ]s yug kI bat| SvatN”yo%r ya, daSyo%rdaSyo%r-yug ke rcnakmIR ka ANt:sa(y Kya kh rha hE?
A)ey ne - muze yad pƒta
pƒta hE, Apne iksI sa9aTkar me. kha 4a ik jha> tk ihNdIihNdI-leqk ke Sva2In hone
ka p/Xn
Xn hE, vh to ÉÍ AgSt, sn\
sn\ ÌÏ kI Sva2IntaSva2Inta-p/aiPt ke bhut phle hI - tIsI ke brso. me. hI
Sva2In ho cuka 4a AOr Sva2In leqk kI trh hI bolne-brtne lga 4a| 0ese kiv kI yh sa#
sa# ke dxk
me. ilqI kivta Kya khtI hE.? Kya yh 'kuxl w{ ivprIt' jEsa iciNtticiNtt-]iµGn AOr hme. cetane vala Svr
nhI. lgta? rajnIitk pra2Inta se ]wr Aaya hu
huAa, hirthirt-¢aiNt kI dehlIj_ pr qƒa
qƒa dex [s kiv ko
hrahra-wra to idqa{ de rha hE, pr iks kImt pr? Sva2In wart me. jEsI s.S¡it pnp rhI hE, jEse l9`
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]ske d<i*3gocr ho rhe hE., Kya vh vhI hE, ijske il0 mEi4lIxr`
4lIxr` guPt ya inrala, p/sad jEse kivyo. ne
dexvaisyo.
bo2n AOr AaH\
van iky
vaisyo. ka ]d\
]d\bo2n
AaH\van
ikya 4a? yid nhI., to ifr Kya yhI manna hoga ik kiv kI banI
Vy4R ho g{? kEse Vy4R ho g{? AklAkl-kla tk le jane vale rcnaTmk pu=8a4R kI vh p/it)a Kya hu{?
kOn ]skI rah me. roƒ
roƒe A3ka rha
rha hE?
mgr roƒ
roƒe h3ana to ifr wI Aasan hE| yha> to kiv ]sI xSy Xyamla im©I ke =>2e hu0 tap kI
bat kr rha hE| Kya hE vh tap? Kya vh ]ska 'mEla Aa>cl' hE, jo Ab wI Apne hI 6r me. p/vaisnI hE?
AOr vh iv8iv8-v3 Kya hE, ijsko, ijske mUl ko pose jane kI bat yh kivta
kivta kr rhI hE? Kya vh yUropIy
sWyt
sWyta ke sa4 wart ke AOpinveixk s.b.2 kI vh jƒ
jƒ hE, jo 'ihNd Svraj' ke leqk ke k4nanusar 2mR
ke 9e5 me. jmnI caih0 4I; mgr jo 2mR ke nhI., A2mR ke 9e5 me. jmI ja rhI hE| xap kI AOr xap ke
flne kI cetavnI to 'ihNd Svraj' me. wI dI g{ 4I - dodo-do jgh| 0k to yh _ _ _ _ik 'grIb ihNduStan
to gulamI se 7U3 wI ja0ga; leikn AnIit se pEse vala bna huAa ihNduStan gulamI se nhI. 7U3 skega|'
AOr dUsra yh, ik 'hmare ivcar p/k3 krne ka j_irya A>gejI
/jI hE| Agr 0esa lMbe Arse tk cla, to Aane
valI pI“I
pI“I hmara itrSkar kregI AOr ]ska xap hmarI AaTma ko lgega| A>g/ejI ix9a paye hu0 logo. ne p/ja
ko #gne AOr prexan krne me. ku7 wI ]#a nhI. rqa hE| ra*¨ kI hay A>g/ejo. pr nhI., hmI. pr pƒe
pƒegI' ÜihNd
SvrajÝ| socne kI bat hE ik khI. yh vhI xap to nhI. hE|
p/Tye
yek ivkasman s.S¡it me. 0k dohrI p/i¢ya deqI ja sktI hE : ]ske Apne keN³ se hone vala
AaTmAaTm-cirta4Rn AOr bahr kI, dUsrI s.S¡ityo. kI 3krah3 se pEda hone vale p/wavo. ka smavexn ya
AnukUln| jb phlI p/i¢ya ixi4l pƒ
pƒ jatI hE ya ]sme. gitro2 ]Tp¶ ho jata hE, to ]¯
]¯ dUsrI p/i¢ya se
AaTmAaTm-nvIkr` kI s.wavna0> p/k3 hone lgtI hE.| Apne keN³, Apne mUla2ar pr i3k kr hI hm samUihk +p
se rcnaTmk yanI AaTmAaTm-sjRk ho skte hE.| ikNtu jha> Vyapk Str pr jnjn-smuday AOr ]ska bOi²k
bOi²k net<Tv
krne valo. pr pStI 7a{ hu{ ho, vha> p/arMw me. [ktrf_a Aadan wI AinvayR ho ]#ta hE AOr ]¶IsvI. sdI
ke wart me. yhI huAa| ]dahr` ke il0 hmne saihTy me. ]pNyas AOr '0eSse' ko Apnaya, iv)an me.
AnumanmUlk AOr p/yogaTmk Anus.2anan-p/i¢ya ko, rajnIit me. p/es, m.c, Aa.doln AOr savRjink s.g#n kI
gitivi2yo. ko| [sse dex me. ]s smy punjaRgr` kI p/i¢y
¢ya ko wI bl nhI. imla, yh ko{ nhI. khega|
ikNtu, yid vh punjaRgr` 4a, to inXcy hI ]ske wItr khI. ko{ i7³ wI rha hoga| ANy4a hmare vtRman
smaijk pirvex me. - p/git ke sare davo. ke bavj_Ud - [tnI ku~#a, [tnI ]dasInta Kyo.
Kyo. idqa{ detI hE
AOr Svy. 2mRpal srIqe ga>2Iin*# qojI ivcark - ijNho.ne ib/i3x sam/aJy se mmaRht
ht ikNtu ifr wI iksI
sIma tk jIivt AOr A9u~` rhI Aa{ A#arhvI.-]¶IsvI. sdI ke wart kI samaijk jIvnjIvn-VyvS4a kI
SvavlMbI 9mtaAo. kI 0k ]jlI AOr p/ma`pu*3 tSvIr hme. su
sulw kra{ 4I - 0ese log wI [s p/git se Kyo.
[tne As.tu*3 AOr 9uB2 rhee? [sIil0 n ik dex ka Ai2s.Qy jnsamaNy
jnsamaNy n kevl [s p/git ke lawo. se hI
v.ict rha Aaya, biLk [s smUcI p/i¢ya me. ApnI ]piS4it AOr jIvNt wagIdarI ke Ahsas se wI| jra
deqo to shI, wart kI smSt AiSmta kI wa8a ihNdI ka 0k AOr mhTvpU`R kiv [s du6R3na ko iks
trh ApnI kivta me. dj_R kr rha hE : 'iksI kI qoj hE ]nko iksI net<Tv kI
pIlI 2umElI psilyo. ke p.jro. valI ]dasI se putI ga0>
wyank tƒf
tƒfƒatI ##iryo. kI AaTmvx iS4tp/) kivta0>
]pei9t kalkal-pIiƒt
Iiƒt sTy ke smuday
smUce d<Xy se mu>h moƒ
moƒ khte hE.
h3aAo @yan hmse vaSta Kya hE
ik ve d:uSvPn Aa¡itya> Ast\
Ast\ hE., 6or im$ya hE|'
Üg _ma _ mui¯bo2Ý
mui¯bo2 AOr r6uvIr shay kI kivta ijs trh hmare samaijk AiStTv AOr rajnIitk pird<Xy ko
hmarI cetna kI Ag/wUim me. le Aa{, vh Svy. n{ kivta me. wI 0k n0 p/S4an kI sUck 4I| [s trh kI
samaijksamaijk-rajnEitk cetna AOr ]ska #e# smkalIn muhavra inXcy hI ihNdI kivta ke [ithas me. 0k
nya moƒ
moƒ laya| jb hm [sI ke bad kI kivta - msln 2Uiml kI 'p3k4a' µara p/yu¯ muhavre pr Aate
hE., to 0k Aitir¯ tIqapn AOr Aitir¯ Aag/h valI spa3 wa8a ka [Stemal pate hE.| 'Kya Aaj_adI mhj_
tIn 4ke hu0 r.go. ka nam hE / ijNhe. 0k pihya !ota hE?' _ _ _ 'mE
_'mE.ne, ijskI pU>7 ]#a kr deqa, ']se
']se mada
pay
js
E I kaVypaya';'hr AOrt tIsre gwRpat ke
ke bad 2mRxala ho jatI
jatI hE' _ _ _ _jE
kaVy-p.i¯ya> kivkiv-s.vedna kI iks
=zan ko reqa.ikt krtI hE.? deqna idlcSp hoga ik #e# Aaj kI ihNdIihNdI-kivta iks p/kar [n pUvRv%IR
kivyo. se imlI p/er`a ko Aage b“atI hu{ ya ]sse Alg sur AOr tevr pkƒtI
pkƒtI hu{ Apna kivkiv-kmR inwa rhI
hE| ]ske Sva2In
Sva2In ivkas ka kEsa Kya AaXvasn ]nkI rcna detI hE| p/Stut leq me. [ske ivStar me. jane
kI gu.ja[x nhI. hE, ifr wI, bangI ke tOr pr dodo-car kiv
kivtaAo. ko ]²<t krna kafI hoga|
sbse phle ivnodkumar xuKl kI 'raypur-iblaspur s.wag' xI8Rk kivta deqe., ijsme. Svat.”yo%r
'wart dudRxa' ka 0k p/amai`k d<Xyaleq hI nhI., vStuiS4it AOr sCcI kivkiv-s.vedna ke s.b.2 kI wI 0k
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mOilk smz AOr AiwVyi¯ idqa{ detI hE| sUqag/St p/dex kI manvIy 5asdI se ivciltivcilt-iv9uB2 [s
kivta ka cirtnayk S3exn pr qƒa
qƒa Apna ga>v-6r 7oƒ
7oƒ kr jIivka kI tlax me. ivS4aipt
ivS4aipt hone ko
mj_bUr, wIƒ
wIƒ se i6ra huAa hE| ApnI k=`adIPt s.vedna ke hahakar me. mui¯bo2 kI yad idlatI, ik.tu ]nse
svR4a iw¶ AOr Sva2In w.igma me. yh kivta khtI hE : ' _ _ _ _ik talab kI sUqI ghra{ ke bIc
mE. wI talab ka ko{ 7o3a7o3a-sa ivcar deqU> _ _ _ _
bure smy ke ba“ ke panI ko
dIvaldIval-sa rokta ba>2 ka pircy dU>
ik mE. Kya hU> Aaiq_r / merI takt wI Kya hE
ba“ ko rokne valI dIval
7o3e se ga>v ke talab ka 7o3a7o3a-sa ivcar hE
ibqr g0 0k0k-0k kmj_or ko / [kªa
[kªa krta huAa
tak_t ka pircy dU>
ik mE. Kya hU> / merI tak_t Kya hE
[kªI tak_t to 0k0k-0k kmj_or ka ivcar hE'
yh kivta iksI sunhre AtIt ya sunhre wiv*y ke vade pr vtRman ko in7avr kr dene valI
kivta nhI. hE| mui¯bo2 kI s.vednaTmk tIv/ta AOr AaS4aAaS4a-dIp 'fE~3esI' se [ska sur khI. ghre me. imla
huAa hE| kivta ka smapn krta huAa kiv hme. brbs hI Apne ]s spne ka sazIdar bna leta hE :
'0k g_rIb jEse hr jgh ]plB2 Aakax pr
golI ka inxan gol sUrj
irsta r¯ pUrb ko{ subh
]sI subh 0k ij_Nda iciƒya
iciƒya ka hLla _ _ _ _
bCco. ko k.2e pr bE#a0 log
[s trh wiv*y tk }>ce log
]2r vha>
'4a 0k peƒ' kI khanI ka jha> qaTma
vhI. suri9t pIpl ka 0k bIjbIj-A.kur
'0k peƒ hE' khanI kI xu=Aat
]sI peƒ pr
ijs peƒ kI fungI ko sare Aakax ka inm.5`|'
`|'
idnidn-dhaƒ
dhaƒe, jIte-jagte du:SvPn ke wItr se ]ga kivkiv-s.vedna AOr kivkiv-AaS4a ka yh bIja.kur hme.
]4la ya mhj_ wavuk Aaxavad nhI. lgta; biLk hmarI ApnI A.traTma kI pIiƒt
pIiƒt ivvek-cetna ko hmarI
ApnI smg/ AiSmt
AiSmta kI &<.qlavar k4a kI 'AiSt godavrI tIre xaLmlI nam v<9:' valI kalkal-cetna ko wI
zkzor kr jgata huAa, ]sI ko p/[email protected] krta lgta hE| mui¯bo2 kI kivta yid mlyj ke muhavre me.
'bahr ka AiStTvvad'
AiStTvvad' hE, to ivnodkumar xuKl kI kivta
kivta ÜAOr AOpNyaiskta wIÝ ]sI ke wItr se
]zkkr za>kta huAa #e# ihNduStanI lokm.gl ka nya spna, jo ApnI p/mai`kta ke il0 iksI rajnIitk
rajnIitk
y4avt\\ samna AOr wa*y
nare ya prjIvI muhavre ka muqape9I bnke nhI., biLk Apne smy ke d:uSvPno. ka y4avt
krke hI deqa ja skta hE|
A.t me,
. yhI. pr muze kivkiv-Aalock ivjydevnaray` sahI ka wopal me. idya gya 0k VyaQyan yad
Aa rha hE - 'hmara smy' ]sme. ve khte hE., 'wiv*y ke nam pr vtRman ko NyO7avr kr dene kI bat Akele
maKsRvadI nhI. khte; maKsRvadI to yUrop kI ivcar2ara ke kevl sOsO-De“ sO v8oR. ke log hE.| [sse J_yada
to [s !.g se socna romn kE4oilk ne isqaya|' sahI jI maKsRvad ko ]sI romn kE4oilisJ_m ka 0k
p/itfln
. pr sa4 me. yh wI joƒ
tfln btate hE|
joƒ dete hE. ik 'mE. maKsRvaidyo. AOr kE4oilko. kI hI bat nhI.
krta| ijs A>g/ejo. ne ihNduStan ko jIta, ]Nho.ne wI yhI kha| ve n maKsRvadI 4e n kE4oilk| ve xu²
sam/aJyvadI 4e|' AwI hmne ivnodkumar xuKl kI jo kivta p“I 4I, ]ske sa4 [sI VyaQyanmala me. Aage
sahI jI jo kh rhe hE., ]se wI joƒ
joƒ kr deiq0| sahI jI khte hE. : kR AOr wUqo. mrta 7%Isg“ AOr bStr 0k hI bIsvI. xtaBdI ke A.g hE.| jo yh khta hE ik yh
'NyUya$kR
bIsvI. xtaBdI hE AOr vh barhvI. xtaBdI hE, vh maKsRvaidyo. kI trh ya sam/aJyvaidyo. kI trh zU#
bolta hE| NyUya$kR
kR AOr maSko ke hone kI xtR yhI hE ik 0k 7%Isg“
7%Isg“ wI ho, 0k bStr wI ho, AOr bna
rhe| ijs idn bStr ]#ne lgega, NyUya$kR
kR igrne lgega|'
mE. smzta
smzta hU> yh hmare il0 ApnI Sva2Int
Sva2Inta kI r9a AOr ]skI mULyv%a ko wI sud<“ krne kI
idxa me. 0k j_+rI sbk hE| [sI _ _ _ _pr mE. [s iv8y ko lekr ApnI icNta ko, AOr jo bate. ]sse ]#I.,
]Nhe. ivram deta hU>|
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A=` yh m2umy dex hmara
mhakiv jyx.kr p/sad
A=` yh m2umy dex hmara|
jha> phu>c Anjan i9itj ko imlta 0k shara||
srs tamrs gwR ivwa pr nac rhI t=ixqa mnohr|
i73ka jIvn hiryalI pr m.gl kumkum sara||
l6u sur2nu se p.q psare xItl mly smIr share|
] te qg ijs Aor mu>h ik0 smz nI
inj Pyara||
brsatI Aa>qo. ke badl bnte jha> wre k=`a jl|
lhre. 3kratI. AnNt kI pakr jha> iknara||
hem-ku.w le ]8a svere wrtI !ulkatI suq mere|
midr }>6te rhte jb jg kr rjnI-wr tara||
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Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.
Anmol haSy 9`
Ü na3k-s.g/h Ý
jIvn ke r.g
Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý
ddeR juba>
Ü nJ_m v g_j_l s.g/h Ý
Aaj ka pu=8
Ü khanI-s.g/h Ý
jIvn-ini2
Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý
AaTm-gu.jn
Ü [email protected] gIt Ý
has-pirhas
Ü haSy kivta0> Ý
j_J_bato. ka islisla
Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý
The Galaxy Within
ÜA
AnuwUitya>
Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý
kaVy-v<i*3
Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý
collection of English poemsÝ
pUrb-piXcm
Ü Aap/vasI sMbiN2t Aaleq s.g/h Ý
bO7ar
Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý
kaVy hIrk
Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý
s.jIvnI
Ü SvaS$y sMbN2I leq Ý
]pin8d\ dxRn
Ü [email protected] Ý
kaVy-2ara
Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý
kaVya.jil
Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý
Anoqa sa4I
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