Fabilioh 2 - Ateneo de Manila University
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Fabilioh 2 - Ateneo de Manila University
FABILIOH! Ateneo de Manila ALUMNI MAGAZINE volume 1 number 2 december 2015 2 “I BLAME THE JESUITS:” THE PROGRESS OF BEA LUMANAS champions in profILE: junior tankers & blue batters Fr. Joaquin Bernas, sJ: A light 50 choosing for 2016: Kapitan, lingkod, katiwala defiant (A christmas reflection) Ateneo college students welcome over a thousand underprivileged children from communities all over Metro Manila to the Ateneo campus for the annual Lights for Hope fellowship and celebration. Photos by Gabe Ferrer (above) and Reg Geli (below) / Lights for Hope. FABILIOH! Ateneo de Manila ALUMNI MAGAZINE volume 1 number 2 december 2015 2 3 4 A Word from the Editor From the Director, Office of Alumni Relations From the University President 8 “I BLAME THE JESUITS:” The Progress of Bea Lumanas billie andrada 26 FR. JOAQUIN BERNAS, SJ: A Light Fifty 34 36 42 CHAMPIONS IN PROFILE: Waterboys • The Ateneo Junior Tankers Stepping up to the Plate • The Ateneo Blue Batters 50 CHOOSING FOR 2016: Kapitan, Lingkod, Katiwala 60 DEFIANT (A Christmas Reflection) 66 Photo Essay: LAUDATO SI’ 88 In Memoriam patrick vance s. nogoy, sj louella e. fortez antonio g. m. la viña francis d. alvarez, sj Photos by victor r. baltazar, sj Fabilioh! is published semiannually, in print and online, by the Ateneo de Manila University Office of Alumni Relations. O f f i ce o f A lum ni R el at ions Room 104, Fr. Godofredo Alingal, sj Hall (beside Cervini field) Ateneo de Manila University Loyola Heights Campus Katipunan Avenue, Loyola Heights, Quezon City 1108, Philippines phone +63 (2) 426-6082 (direct line) +63 (2) 426 6001 locals 4088 and 4086 fax +63 (2) 426 6080 email [email protected] 2 A WO RD FROM THE EDITO R editorial team publisher norberto maria l. bautista, sj (gs ’74, hs ’78, ab Philo ’82, ma Pastoral Ministry ’99 editor-in-chief rica bolipata-santos, phd (ab Hum ’91, ma Lit (Eng) ’99) art director/designer ali d. figueroa (gs ’90, hs ’94, bs me ’98) contributors francis d. alvarez, sj billie andrada FABILIOH! vic r. baltazar, sj louella e. fortez antonio g. m. la viña patrick nogoy, sj acknowledgments paul daza joji lapuz harvey mateo, sj efren debulgado rita de villa university communications and public relations office (ucpro) ateneo de manila university press ateneo de manila university archives center for ignatian spirituality 2 lights for hope Based on the response to our first issue, my own response was, “indeed there are so many stories still to tell.” Many of you wrote back of stories you’d like to hear; and others of stories you’d like to share. We look forward to featuring some of your suggestions in the issues to come. After all, we plan to last long as your reading companion. In fact, to make things even easier, this second issue now also has a print run so whether you are a digital native, or a traditional magazine in hand kind of reader, Fabilioh! is yours. This is a great issue, full of great ideas and I encourage you to read each and every article (how could we not feature our phenomenal sports teams The Ateneo Junior Tankers and the Ateneo Blue Batters?) but I would like to focus on three extra special features. One, we asked Dean Tony La Viña of the Ateneo School of Government to write about how best to discern for the coming elections in 2016. We hope that this in-depth article will help you sift chaff from grain as you decide on whom to elect. We all pray for grace and wisdom for this momentous event in our history but we must also put in the work of studying and testing all the candidates. We thank Dean La Viña for finding the time to write for Fabilioh! in spite of his busy schedule. Two, there is a photo essay featuring the birding pictures of Fr. Vic Baltazar, SJ. We share with you the words from the encyclical of our Holy Father Pope Francis Laudato Si’ side by side with these pictures of birds that can be found just in our campus. What better way to illustrate the Pope’s admonition to “care for our home” than by showing you the fantastic creatures in our own backyard? Fabilioh! thanks Fr. Vic, as well, for generously sharing his wonderful pictures. And lastly, our alumni-in-the-periphery for this issue is Bea Lumanas, bs/m Applied Mathematics, Major in Mathematical Finance 2009. In spite of Bea’s wealth of experience as a developmental worker, she offers no easy statements or slogans on how to truly make the world a better place. It is perhaps as she says best: “Even if you realize that [you cannot do everything], even when you know that you are somehow powerless, it doesn’t mean that what you do doesn’t have impact—it is up to you to realize what you do best. I like to think I am maximizing my skills to actually help. It probably won’t amount to much, and by much, I mean, I don’t know which standards—the standards of the world?—but I know I’m doing my best in my little way.” These are words to live by as we fully enter into the presence of Advent. Let us, at Fabilioh!, be the first to wish you the sweetest fruits of the season. Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year. Best, Rica Bolipata-Santos, phd Editor-in-Chief Peace! I wish to thank you for your overwhelming support for the maiden issue of Fabilioh!, our Ateneo alumni magazine. We aim to provide print copies of the first two issues by December 5, 2015, the day of our Grand Alumni Homecoming. For the second and coming issues, we will solicit sponsorship packages and advertisements, not only for the printing and publication of the Fabilioh! but for the projects and programs of the University such as our scholarship programs, the construction of the Arete, the Senior High School building, the International Residence and others. We again celebrate the Nativity of our Lord Jesus Christ with much joy and hope. As we celebrate Christmas this year, we remember the original and holy images of the manger, the accompaniment of the poor shepherds in His Birth that holy night, the presence of animals in an unknown, dark stable in Nazareth, and the simple and quiet Holy Family hidden from the eyes of the world yet fully known and seen by God—the Holy Family that wants nothing else but to do the Will of Him who so loved us that He gave us His only Son. Simplicity, hiddenness, and silence always accompany Christmas memory. We remember the poor in the peripheries—the simple, the hidden, and the silent. As we remember them, we serve them in our little ways and see the Infant Jesus in their faces. It is through our engagements with them in-the-flesh that we are changed ourselves unto Christ, the Immanuel, God-with-us. Let this be the Grace we ask this Christmas: that as we engage ourselves with one another, let-us-be-with-us. Let us journey together and accompany each other towards the communion that Christmas brings. Let our personal and meaningful encounters bear fruit in our zeal to serve and love others especially the poor and the sick, the neglected and the rejected, with much mercy and compassion. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity My dear fellow Ateneo alumni, Simplicity, hiddenness, and silence always accompany the Christmas memory. We remember the poor in the peripheries— the simple, the hidden, and the silent. As we remember them, we serve them in our little ways and see the Infant Jesus in their faces. www.ateneo.edu FR O M T H E DIRECTOR , OFF ICE OF AL U MNI REL ATI ONS A Blessed Christmas to all. Norberto Maria L. Bautista, sj Director, Office of Alumni Relations Photo by Iya Regalario, courtesy of the University Communications and Public Relations Office (UCPRO). 3 AMARE ET SERVIRE FR O M THE UNIVERSITY PRESIDENT Amanda Chan 4 Detail from Carlos Sainz de Tejada (1897-1958), The Life of St. Ignatius Loyola. Plate 9. After their solemn vows at the Basilica of St-PaulOutside-The-Walls in Rome, the companions set off to help souls with unbounded joy, from the Jesuit periodical, El Mensajero de Corazon de Jesus (Bilbao, 1958). Courtesy of the Jesuit Institute, London. Love and service. This was the theme of the Ignatian Festival this year and it can be the running theme of our lives as Ateneans, wherever we are, whatever profession and vocation we are called to live. In our recent University convocation, I said that to love and to serve are two infinitives, two verbs, two actions that can very well stand separately and alone. There can be love, sentimental and tender, but without service. And there can be service as well, efficient and competent, but without love. Service without heart, wanting in affection. Love without deeds, bereft of execution. The legacy of Loyola, the spirit of the man, the very spirit that animates this place and the people of and beyond this University, was to bring these two movements together, love and service, love with service, service with love. Let us reflect on this interweave of love and service in our lives. Let us examine the “why” of our service and the “how” of our love. Let us follow where the love and service have brought us, where and how we have moved others through our love and service. Let us consider how love and service are indeed interwoven in our lives. If you look more closely, you will see that love and service runs through the pieces in this magazine. The reflections of our dean of the School of Government, Amanda Chan Reiner Locsin above, top row. Ignatian Festival logo and 22 September 2015 Academic Convocation / ucpro. The other images in this article are from Lights for Hope, an annual fellowship and celebration mounted by Loyola Schools students for over a thousand underprivileged children from all over Metro Manila. This season’s Lights for Hope will be held on February 06, 2016. 5 Let this interweave of love and service be enough for us. May it be strong enough to bind us to our true selves and to those who must matter to us and to our God. FABILIOH! Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 Reiner Locsin 6 Carlos Sainz de Tejada Jose Ramon T. Villarin, sj President, Ateneo de Manila University www.ateneo.edu In omnibus amare et servire Domino. May we always, in all things, love and serve the Lord. May we always, in everything, love and serve His people. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity Antonio La Viña, may aid us in discerning who our next leaders should be. Let us choose leaders who profess their love of country by demonstrating their service. Let us elect leaders who serve our people, especially those at the peripheries, with true love. There is a photo essay of Pope Francis’s Laudato Si’ that expands our love and service to include all of God’s creation. There is also a feature on Law School Dean Emeritus and constitutional lawyer Fr. Joaquin Bernas, sj, who has spent a lifetime of loving and serving others through his teaching and legal work on the Philippine constitution. There are alums like Bea Lumanas who have heeded the call to love and serve directly those at the margins of society. There is a feature on our athletes who have been training hard to represent us in the field of battle. All this work, all this service would be nothing without love. Fr. Francis Alvarez, sj shares a reflection on Christmas, the meaning of which is often vulnerable to the risk of being buried in busyness. Let Advent reserve some time and space for us to savor God’s radical expression of love and service. Let this interweave of love and service be enough for us. May it be strong enough to bind us to our true selves and to those who must matter to us and to our God. In omnibus amare et servire Domino. May we always, in all things, love and serve the Lord. May we always, in everything, love and serve His people. 7 “I“IBLAME BLAMETHE THEJESUITS:” JESUITS:” 8 The PROGRESS PROGRESS OFOF BEA BEA by Billie Andrada Photos and photo captions courtesy of Bea Lumanas. Sensitive political situations in some of the areas mentioned in this article necessitated the removal of the names of the organizations Bea worked with, along with the specific communities, names of people, and the years she worked with them. 9 This isn’t the life she expected, but it is the life she chose. I interviewed Bea Lumanas via Skype from her organization’s compound in Afghanistan. She was in the garden, the sky bright and warm behind her. Throughout the interview, her eyes drifted off the screen to look to the ground, or to a far-off distance. She didn’t maintain eye contact—one of the disadvantages of digital communication—but her answers came with the slowness of honesty and the clarity of self-awareness. She looked younger than I expected, dressed down for her off-day. When I asked her why she ended up in NGO work, she laughed and said, “I blame the Jesuits!” This struck me as undeniably true for a lot of other Ateneans I know. I doubt she’s the first Atenean to say that; she probably won’t be the last. Th e Formativ e Years 10 previous spread. At a shelter for abused and abandoned girls in the Kibera slum, I taught these kids the larong Pinoy luksong tinik. above, from top. 1. Tuktuks in Afghanistan. 2. Afghan men doing stone carving. 3.My graduation. Bea graduated in 2009 with a degree in Applied Mathematics, Major in Mathematical Finance; she now works for a non-governmental organization (NGO) in Afghanistan. In high school, she wanted to be a scientist. Her parents wanted her to be safe. When she was accepted to the prestigious Philippine Science High School in Western Visayas, her parents, instead, opted that she stay in Bohol and finish her schooling there. Although Bea understood that decision, in retrospect, she remembered crying for days on end after the final phone call. The third of four children, with parents who both worked for the government in the regional trial court, resources were stretched thinly enough that Ateneo de Manila was never an option that crossed her mind. In In Ateneo, Ateneo, she she found found her her home home in in her her student student organization—the organization—the Ateneo Ateneo Student Student Catholic Catholic Action Action (AtSCA), (AtSCA), whose whose slogan slogan “Para “Para sa sa Diyos! Diyos! Para Para sa sa Bayan!” Bayan!” appealed appealed to to her her for for no no reason reason she she could could name. name. She expected to go to the University of the Philippines, if things turned out in her favor; but her parents said, “Ayaw pag-UP kay basin mahimo ra kang aktibista. (Huwag ka mag-UP, magiging aktibista ka.)” Fortunately, the Ateneo de Manila University offered her a scholarship and priority placement in the residence halls. In Ateneo, she found her home in her student organization—the Ateneo Student Catholic Action (atSCA), whose slogan “Para sa Diyos! Para sa Bayan!” appealed to her for no reason she could name. Amongst the members, she was a fish out of water. Unlike the others, she never had any experience in immersions or outreach programs; participating in community activities with the urban poor was an experience she did not tell her parents at the time. atSCA was foundational in her decisions to pursue a career in the NGO sector although she did not know it at the time. Her organization’s activities took up most of her time in college; her blockmates joked that she majored in atSCA instead. When she was finally persuaded by a Jesuit brother to join the Jesuit Volunteer Program (JVP), after deferring the MA option for her course, she “convinced herself that I was [still] going to end up in the corporate sector.” above, from top. 1. The Park 7 urban poor community. That is me speaking to the community, inviting them to come listen to our Christmas carols. Traditionally, every December, atsca sings Christmas carols for all of our apostolate areas. 2. One of our tutees. This kid’s name is Jik-Jik. 11 In InJVP, JVP,Bea Beawas wasassigned assignedto towork workat atBorongan, Borongan,aafifth fifth income incomeclass classmunicipality municipalityon onthe thecoast coastof ofSamar, Samar,one one of ofthe thepoorest poorestprovinces provincesininthe thePhilippines. Philippines.Its Itslocation location facing facingthe thePacific Pacificmade madeititparticularly particularlysusceptible susceptibleto to damages damagesand andcalamities calamitiesfrom fromtyphoons. typhoons. On Time Bea was assigned to work at Borongan, Eastern Samar, a fifth income class municipality on the coast of Samar. Its location facing the Pacific made it particularly susceptible to damages and calamities from typhoons. Eastern Samar is considered one of the poorest provinces in the Philippines. Unlike her atSCA areas, Bea faced the realities of widespread rural poverty and the systemic problems that make it possible. She recalled her younger self with resigned amusement, 12 above, from top. 1. Jipapad, a remote town in Eastern Samar . The boat trip from the nearest town (Oras) took four hours. From Borongan, where I was based, the journey to get to Oras would take at least eight hours, even if it was only 150 km away. 2. “Samar Island Partnership for Peace and Development (SIPPAD) Assembly,” an event I organized. Its goal was to strengthen cooperation among members of church, academe, civil society, and government; and provide a venue for all sectors to engage in peaceful dialogue to address issues such as poor infrastructure, communist rebel movements, and environmental degradation, all over Samar. Sa jvp, we knew that it was a one year commitment, I guess I was burned-out—not that I was cramming to do so much in ten months—but you know, you’re fresh out of college, you’re naive and you think you can do so much in ten months. So you burn yourself out. I guess I remember towards the end, during my evaluation, one of the priests told me that I was too idealistic, she said with a self-deprecating laugh, and a trace of indignation. She disagreed with this assessment, but conceded that “it was probably true.” It was an idealism that had its roots in college—it is, after all, easier to feel empowered to act when required to measure gains and goals every year. The reality of how much time it would take to truly develop sustainable solutions to poverty was a bitter pill to swallow. Suddenly having to face institutional problems of corruption, bureaucracy, and politics led to her being disillusioned. Her admiration for the praxis-oriented teaching of the Jesuits turned sour when the values she admired—simplicity, charity, and vow of poverty— became harder to find in those in power, and practice in the face of systemic poverty. She found herself secondguessing her career path, asking herself Is this what I get for serving? If I worked, I would have earned myself money, I wouldn’t be in this position, and what for? Nagsayang lang ba ako ng oras? I think I learned it the hard way, that there are systemic problems, and being there for ten months, you can’t do much—it’s not supposed to be a way to discourage you from doing your best, but to counter that idealism, and [let you] realize that [while] you have an awareness of these problems, you’re probably too ingrained in the system. You shouldn’t blame yourself.” It is less a conciliatory pat on the back, her saying this while in Afghanistan, following years of service in other developing countries. It is more of a call to act; if she was going to do this, she must settle in for a long-term. After finding out that a master’s degree was an unspoken requirement to be taken seriously in our local NGO above, from top. 1. I was a substitute English teacher for a freshman class at the Minor Seminary in Borongan, Eastern Samar. 2. Children in Jipapad, Eastern Samar, where basic services are limited, electricity is rationed, and poverty incidence is high. There, we opened a “Botika sa Parokya” outlet and monitored the operations of “Bigasan sa Parokya.” 13 She Shewent wenton on to towork workinin Palestine. Palestine.Every Every day, day,she shetravelled travelled into intoRamallah, Ramallah, the thecapital capitalof of Palestine, Palestine,past past the theseparation separation wall wallbetween between Jerusalem Jerusalemand and Palestine Palestine(in (inthe the West WestBank). Bank). sector, Bea decided to regroup and worked briefly in the corporate sector to raise funds for her MA. No one seemed to think one year of volunteer experience was enough… when they looked at my college degree, it didn’t make sense. 14 above, from top. 1. The iconic “separation wall” that separates the West Bank from Jerusalem. 2. The “Food Voucher for Work” project for unemployed Palestinian men in She’eb Salameh (West Bank). These men were doing road rehabilitation/ land reclamation. A few years after leaving the corporate world to pursue her Masters in International Political Economy and Development (IPED) at Fordham University (New York), under scholarship, she went on to work in Palestine, a war-torn country in Western Asia. During one of her field visits, she travelled in a private vehicle into Ramallah, the capital of Palestine, past the separation wall between Jerusalem and Palestine (in the West Bank). Here, the traffic slowed down as vehicles were subjected to inspection; passengers on some public utility vehicles (PUVs) had to disembark for inspection, too. Palestinians, before entering Jerusalem, had to go through the security checkpoint. This was one of the security protocols in place against terrorist threats in the area. Bea, seeing that as an outsider, and working with people who had to live through that experience every day, understood something fundamental to the job: Seeing that and people living like that… to be honest, there doesn’t seem to be a solution to the conflict now. [But] I was just struck… I know people are very tense about it, because I work with Palestinians— it’s not like they’re giving up, like it’s a hopeless situation—but life goes on. Here, she paused to look at me directly, I’m not trying to be profound here—I’m speaking about an experience where I’m an outsider, and I look at how people’s lives—their freedoms—have been curtailed, but life goes on for them. It’s hard— but life goes on. They celebrate weddings, funerals, their day-to-day activities. Once in a whole, may made-demolish na bahay because of this whole issue of resettlement [pertaining to territorial disputes in the West Bank], but life goes on, people face their own problems, they find a way to live a normal life even if it’s not normal. I feel like that’s a huge leap to do every day. Unlike an undergraduate immersion experience, however, Bea did not look at this experience as a turning-point for more personal gratitude; it was an eye-opener on scale. The political problems of our own country are familiar and intelligible to someone who grew up in the Philippines; the rest of the world above, from top. 1. “Ma’an,” a Ramallah-based advocacy and human rights ngo organized an exposure trip to Area C in Jordan Valley, land that Israel prevents Palestinians from using productively. The Bedouin communities there suffer from lack of water and other basic utilities and services, and overcrowding in schools. 2. Ongoing road rehabilitation/land reclamation in the West Bank. 15 FABILIOH! Nairobi, Nairobi,Kenya Kenyahas hassome someof ofthe thelargest largestslums slumsininthe the world, world,some someof ofwhich whichare arehome hometo toup upto toaamillion millionpeople. people. Following her Masters program, she went on to work in Nairobi, Kenya. It was her first long-term engagement in another country, outside of immersion programs in line with her Masters. is a far bigger mystery. She had to accept the reality that she cannot do everything, that the things that I do, they’re affecting a few lives here and there but won’t sustainably address the bigger picture, which is something that requires a political solution. She looked straight into the screen when summarizing her learning from this; it never seemed to occur to her, in her stories, to stop doing. There’s something innately hopeful about that. Even if you realize that [you cannot do everything], even when you know that you are somehow powerless, it doesn’t mean that what you do doesn’t have impact—it is up to you to realize what you do best. I like to think I am maximizing my skills to actually help. It probably won’t amount to much, and by much, I mean, I don’t know which standards—the standards of the world?—but I know I’m doing my best in my little way. And Distances 16 above. One of the largest slums in Africa, where I worked for a year. Following her Masters program, she went on to work in Nairobi, Kenya. It was her first long-term engagement in another country, outside of immersion programs in line with her Masters. In this sector, Bea claims, you must learn to deal with isolation—it comes with being relocated to places with different cultures, languages, and politics. This makes it easier to burn out, which is a term Bea hesitated in using, with the fear that she may be exaggerating her claims. Each immersion and area is practice in finding balance, to stop the scales of engagement from tipping into exhaustion. Nairobi has some of the largest slums in the world, some of which are home to anywhere from 500,000 to a million people. It was an image enough to overwhelm anyone with the best of intentions, if she didn’t have prior experience, if she wasn’t determined to build her career in this field. First day was bound to be an overload of data. I was getting oriented, like anybody who was uprooted and just started work—you’re overwhelmed, there was a lot to do, a lot of people to meet, names to memorize. On my second day, there was a commotion. At the time, she could not speak Swahili and was not yet familiar with the people in the community. Her office was located in the bowels of the slums, a fifteen-minute walk down the valley from the drop-off point. In the months following, the people in the community recognized her as affiliated with the organization; this allowed her to travel inside safely. The commotion on her second day was from a mob that had formed around above. One of the beneficiaries of our group savings and loans program in the slums is a vegetable seller. 17 18 “It’s “It’slives livesof ofpeople peoplethat that you’re you’redealing dealingwith. with.While While IIhave haveto tosay, say,they theybecome become statistics statisticsininmy myreports, reports,but but when whenyou’re you’refacing facingthem, them, you youhave haveto totreat treatthem themlike like human humanbeings. beings.IIdon’t don’tthink think that’s that’sbeing beingidealistic. idealistic.It’s It’s just justaamatter matterof ofrespect.” respect.” I conducted a meeting with slum-based journalists to discuss the next issue of our Kibera-based newspaper, circulated for free to the residents of Nairobi’s slums. Ignored by mainstream media in Kenya, slum residents make their voices heard through this newspaper. 19 their office. A little girl, no older than four years old, was raped by an adult male neighbor. The organization, through its network of case workers, found the perpetrator. Unfortunately, the community also found out and wanted to inflict their own brand of mob justice on the man—they had to trap the man in their office for his own safety. The warm rapport of the community with the organization soured that afternoon. Even worse, To get the police to come [and arrest the man], we actually had to pay the police. The organization shouldn’t have to do that. Shows you how corrupt the police system was in Kenya. Eventually, they were able to turn over the man to the police. It was a crash course she’ll never forget. 20 above, from top. 1. The toughest women I know— gender-based violence (gbv) case workers. (l–r) Sherifa, Zahara, and Triza. These women often face the risk of being physically hurt by gbv perpetrators they pursue, because the police do not have the capacity to investigate nor the willingness to arrest sex offenders. 2. A photo from the slums of Kibera. This was a lot to take in one day: rape, mob justice, corrupt police system. I remember going home that day exhausted… It’s harder when you see the victim. In the following months, she had to speak and interact with other victims of gender-based violence, too. In the year she worked in Kenya, she found herself in the same room as these individuals, helpless with the knowledge that there was nothing she could say to make the situation better. There was only the work Eventually, you have to find a way to distance yourself, so it doesn’t affect you enough that you become unproductive. The difficulty is in balancing that distance with compassion for the community; the distance allowed her to be productive, but it was compassion that never let her forget the individuals she was dealing with. It is easy to lose sight of one or the other once in the midst of the daily grind. She recalled another story which highlighted the difficult decisions that development workers had to make over and again in their line of work. She was assigned to work as a pre-production assistant for a documentary to raise awareness against gender-based violence. The thing with building a documentary, however, is that it creates a lasting image of the victims—which can “To get the police to come [and arrest the man], we actually had to pay the police. The organization shouldn’t have to do that. Shows you how corrupt the police system was in Kenya.” above. Mathare is the second largest slum in Nairobi. At that time, I was monitoring the progress of the construction of a community center for the non-profit organization I was working for. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity she was doing as liaison with their main office. Sexual violence against women happened often in that community and was notoriously underreported, as is the tendency in other parts of the world, too. These realities and her own limitations dogged her everyday; she had to live with the helplessness caused by the cultural and language divide, by the sheer scale of what had to be achieved to turn the tide. She had, by then, already learned the lesson of time. 21 FABILIOH! 22 above. Per our security protocol, staff doing field visits are not supposed to take photos of beneficiaries, especially of women, as most rural societies in Afghanistan are conservative. Taking photos could also potentially harm the organization, as photos make it easier for community members to contact the Taliban or criminal groups. Since I could not take photos of Afghan women, I had a photo of me taken at the Blue Mosque, a shrine in the heart of Mazar-i-Sharif, Afghanistan. Out of respect, I wear a chador, a black cloak-like garment worn on top of the hijab. Women wear this when they are out in the streets or in public areas. This is also part of security protocol—a “blending in” strategy. In the past, there were cases of foreign women who were killed in Afghanistan because they were not “covered enough” and stood out in public. ngo workers may also be targeted by the Taliban. be exploitative when approached in the wrong manner. And in a place where child sexual molestation was rampant, and underreported, it was difficult to weigh the need for awareness against the desire to protect the victims. Even in her disappointment with these difficulties, however, she wondered if she missed something—if her knowledge was insufficient, if her horse was too high, if it was the nature of the job that necessitated spinning these victims’ stories. One of the hardest parts of building that documentary, for her, was having to listen to the victims recount a traumatic experience, knowing that this person must have had to do it several times already before it reached her for transcription. I don’t know, I’m not experienced in the whole business of producing films. I guess that is part of research... I found out about this during my first month—I wasn’t burned out at the time—I guess it just progressed, witnessing different things. While she believed that the organization and the people were doing their best, also with the best of intentions, there is something in the day-to-day grind of activities that could make it easy to lose track of ideals in exchange for practical decision-making: how to raise funds for the organization, for the victims, how to get the issues into the wider public sphere. This is the kind Again, it’s lives of people that you’re dealing with. While I have to say, they become statistics in my reports, but when you’re facing them, you have to treat them like human beings. I don’t think that’s being idealistic. It’s just a matter of respect. The Long Road Home It takes a lot of bravery and self-awareness to continuously throw one’s self out there into the big world— bigger than the obvious middle-class paths afforded to Ateneo college graduates, bigger even than the history and problems of our country—all for the chance to learn, to step out of comfort zones and encounter the other. When you’re just sitting in the office—you do a lot of abstraction from reality. But when you take the time to get to know the people that you actually serve—it It takes a lot of bravery and self-awareness to continuously throw one’s self out there into the big world— bigger than the obvious middleclass paths afforded to Ateneo college graduates, bigger even than the history and problems of our country. above. A downtown scene from Mazar-i-Sharif, Afghanistan. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity of problem, she realized, that a lot of NGOs face one way or another. The costs could be justified. Again, the word “idealistic” was mentioned, and this time I recognized the reason for the discomfort with the word—it was the realization that the description applied to her, yes, but, in a lot of ways, Bea had already outgrown the word’s connotations. At the center of all the word’s associations is something true that she has come to recognize and value. 23 FABILIOH! 24 Ateneo’s call to become “Men and Women for Others” does not always work on the students. But when it works its magic— through student organizations, core curriculum and major subjects, teachers, and immersion experiences— it does so to great results. changes everything. It places a human face to this whole business of ngo work. She believes that the goal is always to step out of yourself. As Bea’s stories prove, should you choose to follow her path, you will probably run headlong into your own ignorance and fears. You will have to survive yourself. A great deal of our conversation ended in question marks; she was never inclined to speak of her insights as wisdom. I think she believed, at the end of it, that she knew less of the world and its people now than ever. The only things clarified were the things she’s willing to stand-up and fight for. I suspect she was excited to keep figuring the rest out. Of course I had to ask her if she ever thought of coming home and applying her skills in the NGO sector here. I get that question a lot—this whole business of nationbuilding, it doesn’t seem like I’m participating for our beloved country. The way I see it for now: I’m young, I’m still building my skills. I’m not an expert in anything. Right now, I’m very interested in collecting experiences. I’m trying to refine what it is I want to research in for my phd studies. It’s a very straight-forward and honest answer. Still, she laughed at the brief lull in the conversation and amended it, saying “I know it’s a yes or no question, but I feel like I have to justify myself. Ang defensive ko!” Ateneo’s call to become “Men and Women for Others” does not always work on the students; we cannot discount environment, personality, and other factors. But when it works its magic—through student organizations, core curriculum and major subjects, teachers, and immersion experiences—it does so to great results. Some people find themselves changed irreversibly; all the obvious paths open to them become unwanted. The offbeat siren call of Ateneo’s teachings will continue to attract students to a life of service. Whether or not their teachings will stand against reality, or break into something new and stronger depends on the person; Bea knew that holding herself accountable for her decisions was the only way to keep moving forward. Still, the siren call beckons these old students home. (Or, at least, leaves an echo impossible to shake off in their minds.) This is not the worst thing to be blamed for. billie andrada (ab Literature (English) 2012) is currently the Editorial Assistant of the Ateneo de Manila University Press. page 24, top. “Botika sa Parokya” at the parish in Taft, Eastern Samar. This was a project of the Diocese of Borongan Social Action Center, where I was assigned as a volunteer, to provide affordable medicine to the rural poor. above. 1. Cervini Hall grounds at the Ateneo campus. “Kids Day” for our tutees from all our apostolate areas in Quezon City. 2. Tutoring kids at the Park 7 urban poor community. 25 a Light 50 Fr. Joaquin Bernas, sj by Patrick Nogoy, sj Portrait photo by Harvey Mateo, sj. Vintage photos courtesy of Carina C. Samaniego of the Ateneo de Manila University Archives. 26 - www.ateneo.edu How would a Fr. Bernas cap a reflection of fifty years as a priest? Maybe with some tears falling down as testament to challenging but fruitful service to the Church. But, he would rather have this sentimental memorial of fifty years be defined his way. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity i i m ag i n ed us s it ti n g o n the bench, under the b i g t r e e i n t h e va s t green jesuit residence lawn, looking down Marikina Valley towards the mountains of Antipolo and Montalban, with coffee in hand. We would begin to talk about the small things—his love for scotch, favorite law subject, first assignment, and first Jesuit idol. Then, we would move to more sentimental memories of Padre Faura Law School where he spent years of studying and teaching, Xavier House in Sta. Ana where nine good Jesuit years were devoted as Provincial, and his participation in historical constitutional conventions. How would a Fr. Bernas cap a reflection of fifty years as a priest? Maybe with some tears falling down as testament to challenging but fruitful service to the Church. But, he would rather have this sentimental memorial of fifty years be defined his way. I saw an old bald fellow in white shirt and gray pants and no footwear as I entered the room on the far end of the 4th floor of the Jesuit Residence. He put the book that he was reading aside and let out a relaxing smile. Seated in a comfortable chair, he gamely asked me to pull whatever chair I can sit on. Behind him were books on two towering shelves piled on top of the other. There was a small pile of gifts, some unopened, mixed together with other hard-bound books on the side table near the door. His computer table was filled with papers, clips, DVDs and some medicines. No bench. No wide lawn. Not even coffee to offer. Only his jolly and aging self, beaming with a youthful smile despite the wear and tear of age. Perhaps, this is his way of deconstructing some images of him, images that intimidate others because of what he has accomplished as a priest, lawyer, constitutionalist, professor, and provincial. In his open and relaxed demeanor inside his topsy turvy room, I found a regular old Jesuit with simple beginnings. “I saw happy Jesuits,” he recalled, “and I owe it to myself to do something worthwhile in my life. Seeing them happy made me think that living their kind of life is worthwhile. The young scholastics who later became priests like Sagrado and Camins and priests like Lorenzo Guerrero, they were happy.” 27 28 www.ateneo.edu “I saw happy Jesuits, and I owe it to myself to do something worthwhile in my life. Seeing them happy made me think that living their kind of life is worthwhile. The young scholastics who later became priests like Sagrado and Camins and priests like Lorenzo Guerrero, they were happy.” ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity The attraction grew into a solid commitment for the young high school kid from Ateneo de Naga. At the end of high school, Fr. Joaquin Bernas accepted the invitation for him to enter Sacred Heart Novitiate in Novaliches. “I didn’t experience any resistance from my parents. Maybe because they had plenty children to spare,” chuckles this second of twelve brood. “We were 20 novices who entered and I didn’t experience any shocks or major worries in my formation years.” There was nothing dramatic or unusual for Fr. B (as he is fondly called), atypical of Jesuit formation, where the scholastic is exposed to plenty of challenging situations from within (personal issues, community living, chastity and celibacy) and without (social and cultural situations, trials of studies, and exposure to different personalities). After two years of learning the classics and Latin in Juniorate and three years in philosophical studies, he was sent to the Ateneo de Manila High School to teach English and Latin. “I am a demanding teacher. One time, I went to see Johnny Gordon, the moderator of the honors class that time and told him that some students are in danger of flunking in my class.” Johnny Gordon could only assure him it was fine, since Fr. B will not get to teach the next year. Fr. Bernas’ teaching stint was cut short by his law studies. In 1954, he began taking 6-9pm classes in the old Ateneo Graduate School compound in Padre Faura. “I went by commuting to Padre Faura. I was a regular law student, although I wore a habit. I had good classmates though. Occasionally, they teased when girls passed by,” he laughs. There was no favorite law course since he knew that he had to study for all subjects to pass the bar. “There’s nothing unusual or extraordinary in my study of law. I just knew that I had to pass the bar.” Though there was interest in constitutional law, a course where he would later leave his mark both in the classroom and for the country, and him slowly becoming the first breed of priest-lawyers, Fr. B took his law studies as regular tasks to be accomplished with great generosity. After passing the bar, he flew to Woodstock for his theological studies and was ordained in Fordham, New York. He would stay in New York for about 2-3 years to finish his masters and doctorate in law at New York University. “There was no 29 30 www.ateneo.edu There are plenty of ways to measure and define fifty years. Some use the length of years. Others the number of accomplishments or titles acquired. Yet for Jesuits like Fr. Bernas, 50 is a simple number, another day in the office. No fanfare, not much drama. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity fanfare. I studied law, moved to theology, got ordained, finished my doctorate and came back to teach,” he would emphasize. As a law professor, he admits being a demanding one. “Very. But I am friendly with my students,” he would again chuckle. “I like teaching the bright ones and challenging them. When you challenge them, they wake up!” Though he would write articles and publish in journals, Fr. B took joy in teaching. “Teaching for me is entertainment and relaxation.” Yet he would draw the line by bringing out the dedication to studies from his students. “I flunk people. Serious studies over demonstrations,” was his reply to the brewing social unrest and Martial law days during the 70’s. His teaching stint would again take a back seat when he became Jesuit Provincial for nine years. “I didn’t do much teaching when I was Provincial,” Fr. B says. “Yet, what is consoling about the office is the opportunity to direct and help people. As Provincial, your primary task is to take care of people.” Taking care of people demands listening and as Fr. B recounted, he never experienced any major difficulty with a Jesuit because he listened to his consultors and other advisers in formulating guidelines, rules, and responses. “Jesuits are reliable and if I have a problem with any of them, I talk to them. They are easy to talk to.” It appeared easier said than done, I felt. “Well, if they didn’t follow, I’d simply tell them to get out,” he retorted jokingly. The absence of significant difficulty or issue in Fr. B’s hefty mission assignments made me wonder about his source of strength and stability. Or perhaps I was only eager to find out the drama beneath the icon of constitutional law in the country. “Examen is important. That prayer which forces you to review your life every day. Fifty years can be challenging work but God will not give you a challenge you cannot handle alone or with the help of others,” he would say, breaking my silence. “Do what you can.” He would explain that a life of prayer helped him ease his journey especially in the last fifty years as a priest. “As a priest, you have to lead by example. In making homilies, you have to know your audience, do a little research, and pray over the readings. As a leader, you have to guide spiritually and intellectually. So Examen is very important,” he repeated. 31 32 patrick vance s. nogoy, sj (hs 1998, bs Communications Technology Management 2002, ma Philosophy 2010) worked in bank and an insurance company before entering the Society of Jesus in 2005. Ordained deacon on September 5, 2015, he is currently finishing his ma in Theological Studies in Loyola School of Theology. www.ateneo.edu “At the end of the day, we must be faithful to things we are asked to do. I pray to a God who is a Giver of gifts yet challenges or demands me to use them well. And I would say, at least professionally, I am a good lawyer, and a priest who gives good homilies,” ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity There are plenty of ways to measure and define fifty years. Some use the length of years. Others the number of accomplishments or titles acquired. Yet for Jesuits like Fr. Bernas, 50 is a simple number, another day in the office. No fanfare, not much drama, nothing more unusual than the daily plough in the wide fields of the Kingdom of God. “At the end of the day, we must be faithful to things we are asked to do,” Fr. B remarked. Having accepted being in the sunset phase of life, Fr. B puts prime importance on prayer especially in helping one accept one’s own limitations, in making decisions, and in being able to rejoice for the gifts of age, like fortitude in facing problems. “I pray to a God who is a Giver of gifts yet challenges or demands me to use them well. And I would say, at least professionally, I am a good lawyer, and a priest who gives good homilies,” he again laughed. He slowly got up and walked to his own comfort room. I could hear the rain dissipate in a few drops slowly patting on the windows in this lazy Friday afternoon. I took another good sweep of the room—unarranged books on the shelves, pile of gift bags, computer table clutter, and old dusty chairs. It is not a room one would expect from a respected constitutionalist, a demanding but beloved legendary law professor, and a faithful priest. But it is the one that simply fits Fr. B, a nononsense yet jolly servant of the Lord. What is golden about fifty? Milestones in life are moments of perfection, but these cannot be manufactured or bought. These treasured moments are born out of a history of honest and faithful commitment to the Lord of Life. It is the same Lord, the Giver of gifts, awaiting Fr. B in his sunset. No drama. No fanfare. Just as Fr. B would have it. 33 CHAMPIONS IN PROFILE by Louella Fortez Junior Tankers photos by Nathania Rockwood, Paul Daza, and Bernie De Guzman. 34 Nathania Rockwood Blue Batters game photos by Joji Lapuz, courtesy of the Ateneo Sports Shooters (www.fabilioh.com). Portrait photos by Louella E. Fortez. Joji Lapuz The mind and the heart of a champion may be best left to science but why and how a team secures straight victories has at its core magis, and this is embodied in each member of the Ateneo’s Junior Tankers and Blue Batters. 35 WATERBOYS The FABILIOH! water is still, a blue path the Ateneo Junior Tankers will be traversing from one end to another shortly. Before this happens are things to do first: division cords to lay down, straight, ringed demarcations in the pool for each member of the team then quick warm-up exercises. 36 The Ateneo High School uaap Season 78 Swim Team with ahs Principal Dr. Carmela Oracion. Photo courtesy of Paul Daza. The rest of the team trickle in amidst all these. They still have their backpacks on as they shuffle to the Loyola Schools pool. There seems to be a contest as to whose uniform has the most wrinkles as every boy’s shirt is more rumpled than the one before him. The heavy drag of their soles across the floor picks up as soon as they realize practice will begin soon. The bags crash to the floor almost simultaneously then shoes are kicked off, some skidding far away. Some fold their uniforms neatly on top of backpacks while few make an attempt to do the same but end up leaving them in a bundle. The boys who had arrived early make way in the circle for the rest hurrying toward them, continuing to warm up without missing a beat. This is no laughing matter, it seems, as they move in near-perfect synchronicity through the steps, counting out loud as they do, all of them unsmiling. When it’s over they walk to the pool’s edge, falling in a formation that looks to be a line, maybe not—they are elbowing and laughing with each The boys who had arrived early make way in the circle for the rest hurrying toward them, continuing to warm up without missing a beat. This is no laughing matter, it seems, as they move in near-perfect synchronicity through the steps, counting out loud as they do, all of them unsmiling. 37 FABILIOH! Bernie De Guzman 38 other, pretending to push a teammate into the pool. Gone are the earlier grim faces. Then the coach’s whistle blow splits the air. One by one, they dive in, splashing water on the ground. They may not have gone in the water at the same time but once they’re in, their heads and arms break out of the surface in smooth, perfect harmony. Playtime is over. Practice has begun. Spectators think that swimmers work against the water. Dive and you push your head through the surface for air, push your body forward with arms and legs. The truth is, in order to swim, you work with water, rather than against it. The Junior Tankers do more than swim, though this is all they want to keep doing. Bagging ten consecutive championships in the the UAAP is proof that the team has figured out that being in the water takes more than the ability to swim. It is working constantly on the skill and understanding it. Today is actually an easy day, according to Program Coordinator Archie Lim. The Blue Tankers will just be focusing on the butterfly stroke. They move like fish in the water. Arms and legs knife fast and sure through the blue expanse as they approach the end of the pool before they swim back toward the other. “They are disciplined kids,” Lim continues. “Masipag. They respect the program and the coaches. They know how to sacrifice.” The UAAP is not the only competition the team participates in; there are many others throughout the year. In order to maintain and improve their form, the Blue Tankers have to balance proper rest and diet with academics and the requisite practice six to ten times a week. “We always have to step up,” adds Lim. “(That’s why) we try to train them in all techniques.” There’s also the challenge of being repeating champions to deal with: “People always look at you, (thinking) how can they The championships garnered as a result of working harder and more are treated more as an inevitability. Winning has become a habit for the Blue Tankers, it seems. Magis at work, perhaps? For something to become a habit, it requires consistency and discipline. And above all, one must love what he does. above. All three teams in the fast (Fast Ateneo Swim Team) Eagles, including the Ateneo High School Swim Team, and the men’s and women’s teams of the Loyola Schools. Photo by Nathania Rockwood. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity beat Ateneo?” To think that the subject of their victories doesn’t even come up at any point during practice. “The focus is on strengthening support within the team, pushing each other to do more and to keep improving every year.” The championships garnered as a result of working harder and more are treated more as an inevitability. Winning has become a habit for the Blue Tankers, it seems. Magis at work, perhaps? For something to become a habit, it requires consistency and discipline. And above all, one must love what he does. Team captain Miggy Arellano, MVP in the UAAP Season 77’s Boys’ Division, remembers why he chose swimming as a sport. “(It was) the feel of the water. (Then) my times got faster, driving me to improve and excel.” His enthusiasm is infectious, which is not unusual for a boy who will be graduating from high school in a few months. But confidence and a firm handshake are qualities not easily found among them. When he speaks, he is quite quick yet clear, even purposeful, something more associated with adults. Rookie Rafael Barretto, who also joined the interview, is soft-spoken. He gives himself a few seconds before answering, turning the question in his head as if analyzing it per curve, per stroke, wondering how to 39 FABILIOH! 40 above. Ateneo High School Swim Team rookie Raf Barretto. Photo by Nathania Rockwood. best approach it. Asked how he feels about being a part of a winning team, he tries to hide an embarrassed grin but tells the truth: “Nervous.” And who wouldn’t be? What more when it’s gunning for an eleven-peat? The idea makes Arellano feel honoured, yet he also readily admits feeling the pressure weighing on his shoulders. Nevertheless, he is thankful for the strong support within the team, and it goes beyond practice. “We’re there for each other, even in academics,” he adds. Ateneo High School’s emphasis on prioritizing studies over sports is sometimes difficult to balance. For this, members of the team are advised to skip practices every now and then, being as they are scheduled twice a day, one before class and another afterward. This is done in order to avoid instances when students are too tired for class. It is also a reminder that in spite of being swim kings, they are only boys and are still growing, thus the need for as much rest as they can get. Despite concessions such as these, Arellano is well aware of what’s expected of the team. “We give our 101% . We give it our all.” “(But it’s) not just (about) winning,” Barretto says. “Gusto kong talunin ang sarili ko. (To) just get better.” Arellano agrees with a quick nod. This is the consensus After the interview for this article, the Ateneo de Manila High School Swim Team won its 11th consecutive title at the uaap Season 78 Swimming Championship held from October 22 to 25, 2015 at the Rizal Memorial Sports Complex. The “11-peat” is unprecedented in uaap swimming. In addition, Rafael Barreto of 9e was awarded Rookie of the Year, while Aldo Tong was awarded Coach of the Year in the junior boys’ division. Notable too is the outstanding performance of backstroker Aki Cariño (11e), who set four new uaap boys records (three of them for relay events) in addition to winning two silver medals for individual events. —Paul Daza / www.ateneo.edu. It seems that for the ten-peat champions Junior Tankers, success for them goes beyond winning. Improving themselves takes precedence. The result is a habit of excellence. Not to mention that all they want is to keep swimming. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity in the team: to continue improving to the best they can be. Having made a habit out of winning has made the Blue Tankers stronger and more aware that their success is not all theirs. Before every competition, they huddle together in prayer. “We pray for God’s grace. We offer it to God— everything’s for God,” according to Arellano. “With God, we feel more confident,” adds Barretto. This year will be Miggy Arellano’s last with the Blue Tankers. His advice to newcomers such as Rafael sounds more like that of an older brother’s than a team captain’s: “Don’t get nervous! And always be there for each other.” It seems that for the ten-peat champions Junior Tankers, success for them goes beyond winning. Improving themselves takes precedence. The result is a habit of excellence. Not to mention that all they want is to keep swimming. above. Ateneo High School Swim Team captain Miggy Arellano. Photo by Nathania Rockwood. 41 FABILIOH! Joji Lapuz 42 Ask the Blue Batters how they feel about the upcoming UAAP games and there is only one reply: We have a lot to prove. Team Captain Ryon Tionloc, readily admits to the pressure weighing on their shoulders. Despite their three, back-to-back championships since the UAAP Season 75, the team is harder at work than ever. “Key members graduated this year,” he says,“ (and) people think they carried the team.” In spite of this, the Blue Batters’ primary objective is to get better, he continues. “Everyday we push each other. We’re very determined.” STEPPING up to the PLATE Tionloc is one the four team captains of the twentysix-strong Blue Batters. A team this size may make connections tricky yet in their case, the camaraderie is solid. Many of them had played with or against each other before coming together in the Blue Batters. Each, according to Tionloc, has a specific role and skill to hone for strengthening the team. He himself started out as a catcher before being encouraged to focus on being the first baseman and now, as captain. He views the responsibility of the position as akin to being a supportive, older brother. The team looks to him should problems arise, and he never forgets to remind them that they’re all good players—so long as they continue working hard and getting better. When the interview happens, rains drive the Blue Batters to hold their practice in the Blue Eagle Gym. It begins with a warm-up, young men shouting encour- Ryan Tion loc Photo by Louella Fortez. 43 FABILIOH! Joji Lapuz 44 Most teams describe their bond as that of a family. The Blue Batters imbibe this more. Every time another member takes his turn teeing, he can count on at least three brothers calling out ways to improve his form, hold a bat properly, etc. They are all taken, no second-guessing, no doubting. The trust is strong within the team. agement at each other as they run from one end of the basketball court to the other dribbling a ball. Roars greet the player who nails a shot. Laughter the answer when he misses the net. Yes, due to uncooperative weather, the baseball team plays basketball to warm up. While this goes on, other members of the team stay in a makeshift area within the gym for their teeing. The space is small, it’s quite hot despite the rain battering outside. It’s maximized by nets hung from the ceiling that function as space dividers and cushion from a speeding ball that might hit an unfortunate fellow who just happens to be walking by. Teeing is one player tossing a ball towards another player, the batter, who then hits it as strongly and as surely as he can. Tionloc says they each do this between twenty to thirty times per practice. It may look like a mere exercise in making sure to hit the ball—there is that, of course—but in order for the bat to actually come in contact with the ball, a good, nay, perfect swing, requires mind and body at work. There are hand, arm and leg positions to take note of, stances. Learning to focus is another part of the practice—somewhat of a feat since the suggestions called out to the batter are interspersed with jokes. “Pi-picturan ka lang, nahiya ka na!” comes the good-natured taunt that rings amidst the clang of metal and the swoosh of a ball. G ABBY TAN DI O remollo Photos by Louella Fortez. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity “We (do) try to lighten up,” says Tionloc. “We’re one big happy family.” Most teams describe their bond as that of a family. The Blue Batters imbibe this more. Every time another member takes his turn teeing, he can count on at least three brothers calling out ways to improve his form, hold a bat properly, etc. They are all taken, no secondguessing, no doubting. The trust is strong within the team. But another reason why they were comfortable and friendly with each other could be that plenty of them got into baseball because of their brothers, even grandfathers, who either knew each other from playing baseball or loved the game. Pitcher Gabby Tan says that his brother introduced him to it. “It’s my first sport,” he says, “(and I stayed with it) because of the brotherhood.” Now on his second year in the team, Tan admits to still feeling overwhelmed. He recalls his first year: “It was surprising and it’s my first tournament on that grand a scale. The training is different—it’s more serious.” Another challenge is balancing academic requirements with the demands of the team. “It’s difficult to make people see we’re students first. (And then) you have practice and school projects.” There’s definitely more pressure this year, what with a title to defend yet again. Tan echoes Tionloc’s emphasis on pushing the self to become better. “You (should) never stop improving. There’s always something to prove. The mentality is there’s (always) someone better than you, so you have to push yourself.” Catcher and co-captain Dio Remollo agrees that it’s hard work that brings desired results. Straightforward, he jokes about his failure as a football player when he was younger because he “wasn’t scoring goals.” He also began playing baseball at this time. His decision to www.ateneo.edu But another reason why they were comfortable and friendly with each other could be that plenty of them got into baseball because of their brothers, even grandfathers, who either knew each other from playing baseball or loved the game. 45 FABILIOH! Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 Joji Lapuz 46 The important thing the team must remember is support and mutual respect, stresses Remollo. “I tell these guys— if something happens in a game, just pick each other up. Admit your mistakes. It makes you better next time.” commit to the latter came down to realizing that hitting a baseball was “a better feeling.” While his two teammates have confessed to the pressure of scoring another UAAP championsip, Remollo shakes his head vigorously. “(I’m) not pressured. (It’s not a matter of) having to win but wanting. You over think when you have to win. When you want to win, you have self-motivation. We’ve done it before and don’t have anything to prove. We have a winning mentality.” Still, he admits, “It sucks to lose!” The boldness of his declaration comes from his admiration of this year’s line-up. He knows all of them from way before and has nothing but the highest respect. “The young ones,” he calls them. He is clearly excited. “Our rookies are the hardest workers. Eager. Amazing talent. They’re good. (They have to be) to play baseball the way they need to.” Bullish as Remollo is for the upcoming UAAP season, he admits that this year is “going to be tough.” He is also wary of the talk that goes on among other baseball teams during games, what with all eyes on the threepeat champions Blue Batters. He shrugs. “People say something about the team to beat. We just take it. We don’t have to say anything.” The important thing the team must remember is support and mutual respect, stresses Remollo. “I tell these guys—if something happens in a game, just pick each other up. Admit your mistakes. It makes you better next time.” The efforts of team captains Tionloc and Remollo in encouraging the Blue Batters to work harder to get better have made an admirer out of newcomer Gio Salvatierra. “They are really doing their job. (They) are harnessing the skills of the rookies. The team practices so hard.” Joji Lapuz 47 48 Joji Lapuz gIO salvatierra Photo by Louella Fortez. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity It is his first year in the Blue Batters so yes, he feels the pressure regarding the title they have to defend. “It’s different from high school. The training is harder, stricter. In high school, it’s fine if you don’t train. At the collegiate level, if you don’t practice, you can’t play.” It’s a different ball game, he is slowly learning, and once again, he’s back to square one. Salvatierra is far from floundering, however: “I can still manage my school work even when we have training.” He is also determined to contribute to a winning team—making him one of the rookies Remollo is excited about. Salvatierra is definitely ready for what the sport would be demanding from him eventually, young and new as he is. It comes down to magis, he says. “It helps with our training. We have to do things excellently, (so) we do our best in every training.” “(Magis) is when the odds are against you,” adds Remollo. “Just tell yourself it’s not yet done. Do your best. No regrets. No excuses. When you make excuses, you won’t work hard.” “(So) we enjoy everything we do—even every obstacle,” says Tionloc. “If we win, it’s going to be the sweetest. Hopefully we take it all the way.” Then he looks back at the team as they continue practicing. “We’re all good players. We’re good baseball players. Anyone can start. We each have our own specific set of skills.” Looks like the Blue Batters sure have all bases covered. www.ateneo.edu “It’s different from high school. The training is harder, stricter. In high school, it’s fine if you don’t train. At the collegiate level, if you don’t practice, you can’t play.” louella e. fortez (bfa Creative Writing 2004) finished her Masters degree, also in Creative Writing, from the University of the Philippines in 2014. Louella teaches at both the English and Filipino departments of the Loyola School of Humanities. 49 CHOOSING FOR 2016: KAPITAN, LINGKOD, 50 KATIWALA by Tony La Viña DEAN ATENEO SCHOOL OF GOVERNMENT Unfortunately, we do not have strong political parties in the Philippines. As we have seen in the phenomena of the Nacionalista Party having three Vice-Presidential candidates and the proliferation of “guest” and “adopted” candidates in the senatorial and other races, our politicians easily swing from one party or another, with no other criterion but political convenience. Indeed, this election is the strangest ever with the phenomenon of “candidate sharing” becoming prevalent with all the political parties resorting to it. It must be mentioned that two party list organizations, Akbayan and Makabayan (which is a coalition of several party list organizations—Bayan Muna, Gabri- ela, ACT, and Kabataan), are real political parties, with members sharing a political ideology and with organized sectors forming their backbone. The Kapatiran Party likewise started as a promising ideologically based political party. But electorally, for nation wide elections, candidates from these three parties are not able to compete with other more established candidates. Indeed, up to now, Akbayan, Makabayan, and Kapatiran have not been successful in having members elected into the senate. Without political parties, we have no choice but to look at every candidate— their backgrounds, record, values, and positions—and compare them to each www.ateneo.edu ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity If we had a more mature democracy, choosing our country’s leaders would not be difficult. One would simply look at the political parties vying for position and vote according to one’s party affiliation or inclination. Usually, it would be for a political party whose ideology a voter shared. Of course, the leadership of that party would matter but more important would be its positions on issues and its platform of government. 51 Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 To the problems facing the Philippines, we have many proposed solutions. In most cases, we even have ample resources to spend on these solutions. There has been one critical factor missing in the equation, though. That missing factor is leadership. other based on a criterion that we could use as the lens for our decision. This is what I seek to articulate in this article—a criteria for choosing whom to vote for in 2015. I will illustrate the criteria by giving examples from the presidential race. I will consider how these applies to the declared candidates Jejomar Binay, Mar Roxas, Grace Poe, Miriam Defensor Santiago, and Rody Duterte. It should be noted also that the criteria I propose is applicable to all candidates for all executive positions and to some extent also apply to candidates for legislative positions. FABILIOH! Sources of criteria The criteria I propose come from four sources—the Ignatian tradition of leadership as articulated by Chris Lowney, the vision of a leader proposed by Fr. Horacio De La Costa, SJ, and the concept of servant-leader by Robert Greenleaf. I will then propose a combination of these qualities of a good leader through the criterion that the Movement for Good Government (MGG) suggests for our electoral choices. Heroic leadership as Criteria 52 To the problems facing the Philippines, we have many proposed solutions. In most cases, we even have ample resources to spend on these solutions. There has been one critical factor missing in the equation, though, which is why many of these ideas—from the lofty goals of good governance and economic development, to the mundane tasks of getting roads paved and trash collected—have failed to take off. That missing factor is leadership. Leadership is not just about the giving of good orders—though this will be expected of those placed in positions of authority. In looking at the history of how the Jesuits spread across the world, leaving lasting impacts on the societies they visited, former JP Morgan executive (and former Jesuit seminarian) Chris Lowney argues that practically every Jesuit exercised leadership, or at least was encouraged to do so. He points out that the first Jesuits, adopted the leadership style of St. Ignatius of Loyola, a formula that now “has since been tested across generations, across continents, and across cultures,” serving explorers, mapmakers, linguists, astronomers, theologians, scientists, musicians, social activists, writers of children’s stories, lobbyists, preachers— even school teachers and cannon manufacturers. How do you become a leader who makes the kind of impact on the world that Ignatius Loyola did? Lowney suggests how: • You articulate the values you stand for. • You establish personal goals. • You form a point of view on the world—where you stand, what you want, and how you will relate to others. • You see the wisdom and value in the examen and commit to it—the daily, self-reflective habit of refocusing on priorities and extracting lessons from successes and failures. According to the former Jesuit, whatever their chosen or assigned mission, those living the Jesuit leadership way champion for the following values: • Understanding their strengths, weaknesses, values, and worldview • Confidently innovating and adapting to embrace a changing world • Engaging others with a positive, loving attitude • Energizing themselves and others by heroic ambitions Genuine leadership, from an Ignatian point of view, focuses on the possible, the future. It integrates four fundamental pillars: Self-awareness, Ingenuity, Love, and Heroism. According to Lowney: Love-driven leaders seek out and honor the potential in self and others. Heroic leaders seek to shape the future rather than passively endure whatever unfolds. And ingenuity-driven leaders uncover ways to turn human potential into achievement and a vision of the future into a reality. bold and daring, ready at a moment’s notice to sail forth to exotic locations, for God and for the salvation of human souls anywhere, anytime. He described them as cunning, exploiting their knowledge of astronomy to gain the favor of the ultra-closed Chinese imperial court, or building Europe’s first universal and free secondary school system, with the gratitude of European townships, and as a breeding ground for potential Jesuit recruits. www.ateneo.edu • You recognize weaknesses and attachments that block that potential. The first Jesuits, according to Lowney, were heroic leaders: And finally: These heroic leaders, last but not least, knew themselves: what they were capable of, what their weaknesses were, their place in the world, and their deeply-felt mission to make that world a better place. De La Costa’s qualities of leadership More than half a century ago, in 1953, Fr. De La Costa spoke before the graduating class of Ateneo de Davao and identified the characteristics of an Ateneo or Jesuit college graduate. I think these apply to leaders as well. Leaders should be persons of practical excellence, what Fr. De La Costa described in his 1953 speech as “persons of judgment.” Practical excellence means to have given you set of competencies that will enable leaders to do their jobs effectively. Leaders should be persons of principles. They must be guided by moral values, to stick to them, and navigate ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity • You appreciate your own dignity and rich potential. 53 It is not enough to do the ethical thing; it is just as important to do it the right way. FABILIOH! Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 Leaders should be persons of the people, and especially for the poorest in our society. A public servant is a person-for-others. properly the dilemmas of politics. In my own career as a public servant, the most difficult challenge has been—how can I do the right thing the right way? It is not enough to do the ethical thing; it is just as important to do it the right way so that you are able to implement decisions, defend your actions, and actually solve problems. Leaders should be persons of the people, and especially for the poorest in our society. A public servant is a personfor-others. That is why Fr. De La Costa writes how we need not just national leaders but good local leaders as well: We need national leaders; the best we can get. But make no mistake: it is local and regional community leaders that our people need most of all. Not leaders who reside in some distant capital, out of touch with them, out of their reach, but leaders who are right here with them, who know them and whom they know; who understand their problems, their hopes, their dreams, and who can, because of the education they have received, give substance to these hopes and dreams. Servant Leadership would be good Servant Leadership was coined by Robert K. Greenleaf in “The Servant as Leader,” an essay that was first published 54 in 1970. Greenleaf defined the servantleader as servant first… It begins with the natural feeling that one wants to serve, to serve first. Then conscious choice brings one to aspire to lead. That person is sharply different from one who is leader first, perhaps because of the need to assuage an unusual power drive or to acquire material possessions…The leader-first and the servant-first are two extreme types. Between them there are shadings and blends that are part of the infinite variety of human nature. Greenleaf further differentiated between the two types of leaders: A servantleader always shares power and puts the needs of others first while the leader-first is about the accumulation and exercise of power by one at the “top of the pyramid.” According to Greenleaf: The difference manifests itself in the care taken by the servant-first to make sure that other people’s highest priority needs are being served. The best test, and difficult to administer, is: Do those served grow as persons? Do they, while being served, become healthier, wiser, freer, more autonomous, more likely themselves to become servants? And, what is the effect on the least privileged in society? Will they benefit or at least not be further deprived? Movement for Good Governance: The Leader We Need For the 2010 elections, the Movement for Good Governance, a coalition of individuals and organizations led by Winnie Monsod and Nene Guevarra, developed a criterion for making our electoral choices. I think that MGG’s three qualities of a leader combine best the leader that Lowney, De La Costa, and Greenleaf describe. These pillars are: 1. the effective leader (Kapitan ng Bayan); 2. the empowering leader (Lingkod ng Bayan); and 3. the ethical leader (Katiwala ng Bayan). The effective leader We must elect visionary, competent and effective leaders in 2016. We cannot afford leaders that do not know where to bring us, or those who will bring us to the wrong place, or those who will not bring us anywhere as they have no ability to do that at all. The description the MGG uses for the effective is that of a Kapitan ng Bayan. As former Fidel V. Ramos frequently says, we must see ourselves as Team Philippines and the president is the captain who will steer us to the right direction. An effective leader has a clear and comprehensive platform of government; and, consistent and clear positions on key issues, works hard and smart, and demonstrates political will, risk-taking and the courage to implement reforms. Concretely, to be visionary means a solid understanding of the challenges before us: poverty, lack of jobs, war in Mindanao and internal conflict in other areas, inequity in taxation that unduly burdens the poor and the middle class, and climate change and disaster, are among the most important. More specifically to the President, I would like a leader who would prioritize programs for the poor, continue educational reforms that would position young people to better jobs, support tax reforms that would reduce burdens for the poor and the middle class while making sure the rich pay their just share, complete the peace process with all Moro revolutionary organizations (pass a good Bangsamoro Basic Law that is both constitutionally compliant and meets the aspirations of our Moro brothers and sisters) and with the communist insurgency, have a coherent and smart strategy for www.ateneo.edu This is my thesis: caring for persons, the more able and the less able serving each other, is the rock upon which a good society is built. Whereas, until recently, caring was largely person to person, now most of it is mediated through institutions—often large, complex, powerful, impersonal; not always competent; sometimes corrupt. If a better society is to be built, one that is more just and more loving, one that provides greater creative opportunity for its people, then the most open course is to raise both the capacity to serve and the very performance as servant of existing major institutions by new regenerative forces operating within them. kapitan: ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity In another essay, “The Institution as Servant,” Greenleaf articulated what is now called the “credo” of servant leadership. This is how he articulated it: 55 FABILIOH! Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 In addition to their record of service, it is important to look at how the candidates are handling themselves in the campaign. The behavior of the candidates is a good way of assessing their effectiveness as a leader. 56 our OFWs, make sure that mitigation and adaptation programs on climate change are adopted and implemented, and push for the creation of an independent disaster agency. In a more personal way, as a resident of Metro Manila and as an academic and lawyer, I will vote only for a leader who I am convinced can solve the problem of lack of mobility and connectivity that plagues our capital metropolis. This is not for selfish reasons but they are major causes why we are and will be uncompetitive. Thus, it is fair to ask whether Mar Roxas has some responsibility for the dismal state of transportation and communications in the Philippines given his being the department secretary of these portfolios in the early years of the Aquino administration. But Roxas’ record must be comprehensively assessed—from his experience as a legislator (what bills did he author) to his cabinet stints as trade and industry secretary and interior and local government secretary. It is also appropriate to look at the local government records of Binay and Duterte. How is Makati now after decades under the control of the Binays? How is Davao faring under Duterte’s leadership which has also been for quite a long time. For Santiago, there is her record in the Senate and before that in the cabinet as agrarian reform secretary and immi- gration chief. And of course, she also left a mark in the judiciary. While I have a lot of respect for Senator Miriam Defensor Santiago, it is important to have up to date information about her health before voting for or against her. Among others, we must know how she will manage the physical demands of the presidential office and whether she will last the full term of six years. For the record, I do want her to be in the pink of health and to survive many more years beyond the term of the next president. It is more challenging with respect to Grace Poe because of her shorter record of public service. We have of course her MTCRB and senate stints to look at to see her style of leadership. In addition to their record of service, it is important to look at how the candidates are handling themselves in the campaign. Presidential campaigns are grueling and challenging, beset by crisis. The behavior of the candidates—their fortitude, determination, discipline, ability to communicate, etc. is a good way of assessing their effectiveness as a leader. LINGKOD: The empowering leader We must elect leaders who have proven records of service to people, who show in their records and campaigns empathy to the concerns of the ordinary people, and who can recruit and bring into the above. Portraits of 2016 Philippine Presidential candidates by Marlon Miguel Maico / www.fb.com/artofmarlonmaico. www.ateneo.edu much improved and refreshed with people who are capable and committed to their mission. Finally, I would like a leader that is able to unify the people, one who has a compelling vision, which inspires hope and enables us to work with each other for a common purpose. How do I apply this criterion to those who have declared their candidacies for president? Again, the record of service—this time of empathy and ability to inspire—is important. But how they are campaigning now provides critical data to assess whether the candidate is an empowering leader. Is the campaign of that candidate too negative, condescending, disrespectful, and angry? Or does that candidate make us feel good about ourselves and about our country? Is the vision he or she proposing inclusive, unifying and engaging? Applied to the candidates, this criterion could be used to evaluate Poe. On one hand, she is able to communicate very well with voters and especially with millennials. She certainly has charisma, both because of her parental legacy as well as in her own right. Binay also blends in well with political leaders and voters. He never tires of shaking hands, embracing babies, and meeting ordinary people. But his style ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity government the best and the brightest. The empowering leader is participative and inspiring. He or she is a good listener and understands the concerns and share the values of the ordinary Filipino. Such a leader knows and appreciates Philippine culture and thus is able to communicate well to all Filipinos. The MGG description for the empowering leader is that he is a Lingkod ng Bayan. Will we be the bosses of this leader? Will she or he listen to us? Will he or she bring out the best in us and by example unify the country? In terms of platform, the empowering leader will promote social justice and prioritize the basic needs of the people (food, health, education, shelter) and will go out of his or her way to protect the interests of marginalized sectors of our society. (workers, farmer, women, indigenous people, people with disabilities). Specifically, I would like a leader that will fully implement agrarian reform, prohibit contractualization of labor, stop the killings of Lumad and respect indigenous peoples’ rights. An empowering leader is one who builds institutions. Unfortunately, many of our governance institutions are in bad shape. Some good happens when the right leaders are at their helm but that is never assured. I would like to see a leader that consciously reforms our institutions and leaves power with them 57 Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 Stopping the leakage; putting an end to drift; finding a direction; steering: We need leadership for these. Not just by the next president or a few elite politicians but by many others across the many islands of our country. illustrates what we call traditional politics, a patron-client approach to politics. Roxas admits that he can be perceived to be snobbish, elitist. Voters will have to judge whether he has empathy and gets what they need and how they see things. Duterte and Santiago have strong appeal to their followers. They are certainly charismatic and can move many to action. At the same time, both these candidates have strong personalities that do not seem to give room for serious listening and feedback. KATIWALA : FABILIOH! The ethical leader 58 The leader we elect in 2016 must have unquestionable moral character and fiber. They must have no conflict of interest and when elected act consistently with integrity and beyond reproach. They must show personal and family compliance to the country’s laws and rules and must have the ability to sacrifice personal, familial, and other vested interests. The leaders we want must also advocate and practice meritocracy in government. We need to be assured that they will prosecute and punish offenders. For the presidential candidates, the leader we should choose must commitment to the immediate enactment of the Freedom of Information Act, including issuing an executive order as one of his or her first acts. I expect the candidate I will support to commit to appoint competent and trustworthy Supreme Court Justices (11 of them will be appointed by the next president) and an Ombudsman with similar qualities of competence, integrity and courage as Ombudsman Conchita Carpio Morales (whose term will expire in 2018). MGG describes this leader as the Katiwala ng Bayan. Can we entrust this leader with public funds and resources? Will this leader be a good steward of such funds and resources? Will he or she appoint people who will be as trustworthy and accountable? One application of this criterion is whether or not Binay, given all the corruption charges against him and his family, is an ethical leader. He has not been convicted of course and should be presumed innocent from a criminal law perspective. In my view however, we have enough evidence to decide politically whether or not VP Binay is worthy of our trust and our vote. There are no serious personal integrity issues that can be raised against Roxas, Poe, Duterte, and Santiago. However, some have questioned whether the Araneta family will be advantaged by a Roxas victory, whether Poe’s former renunciation of her citizenship does not speak well of her patriotism, whether Duterte’s human rights record and rheto- leadership for the future The Philippines is a country in perpetual crisis. To quote from the Italian Marxian philosopher, in our country, “The old is dying but the new cannot be born.” The last five years, under the Aquino government, have been good in many ways. Certainly from a macro-economic point of view, it is hard to dispute the progress that has been made as we see with the credit ratings upgrades we have been getting. The anti-corruption campaign has also had limited success with the Ombudsman filing a record number of cases, including against very powerful political figures. Budget, social welfare and educational reforms are in full swing and they augur well for the future. We are in better shape now on disaster preparation than we were in 2013 when Haiyan/Yolanda devastated the Visayas. But not all is good. Metro Manila is certainly in a shambles, with citizen mobility paralyzed by bad decisions related to public transportation. Our airports and seaports are congested and that is having an economic impact. Internet connectivity is bad in many places, slow where they are available. Development has not been inclusive, and workers, farmers, and indigenous peoples, to count a few, continue to be marginalized. Corruption continues to prevail at many levels of government, including apparently in our main international airport. And the state of human rights, as we have seen in the Lumad killings and other extrajudicial murders, is dismal. antonio g. m. la viña (ab Philosophy 1980) is Dean of the Ateneo de Manila University School of Government. After graduating from Ateneo, he graduated from the University of the Philippines College of Law in 1989. He finished his Masters (llm 1992) and Doctorate (jsd 1995) in Law from Yale University. He is a regular political and governance columnist of The Standard and a frequent contributor of online articles to Rappler. www.ateneo.edu Conclusion: Finally, there is uncertainly whether we will have honest and credible elections. Many questions have been raised against the automation technology we have adopted. I have trust in Comelec Chair Andres Bautista, an Ateneo de Manila alumnus, but we must be vigilant. In a close election, the outcome might not be accepted by the people. It will not be the first time where elections in our country divide and not unify the country. Fr. De La Costa once pointed out that democracy would survive in our country only if people have confidence in the ability of democratic government to reform itself. According to him: “They will lose confidence, they will lose hope, not only in their government but in themselves if our ship of state continues to be, in the words of T.S. Eliot, “a drifting boat with a slow leakage.” He ended that speech with these classic words: “We must stop the leakage; put an end to drift; find a direction, and steer.” Stopping the leakage; putting an end to drift; finding a direction; steering: We need leadership for these. Not just by the next president or a few elite politicians but by many others across the many islands of our country. Only then, as De La Costa wrote, can we solve what is perhaps our most critical challenge we must overcome: the restoration of hope. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity ric disqualifies him for the presidency, and whether Santiago’s alliance with Bongbong Marcos stains her candidacy. 59 DEFIANT 60 by Francis D. Alvarez, sj One December morning in 1863, at home on Brattle Street in Cambridge, Massachusetts, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow heard the church bells ringing, and he wrote: I heard the bells on Christmas Day Their old, familiar carols play, And wild and sweet The words repeat Of peace on earth, good-will to men! ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity “Glory to God in the highest and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.” —luke 2:14. www.ateneo.edu Ateneo photos by Deepa Paul / www.currystrumpet.com. But two years earlier, Henry’s wife, Fanny, had died due to injuries she suffered when her dress accidentally caught fire. Henry himself was injured while trying to put the fire out, and his face was badly burned. Earlier that year, Henry’s eldest son, Charles, had left home to fight in the American Civil War. A few days before, Henry had just learned that Charles was seriously injured and in danger of becoming paralyzed. 61 Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 FABILIOH! 62 On December nights, it is dark outside, and if we are honest and brave enough to admit it, the darkness is inside us as well. How can we greet each other “Merry Christmas?” above. Longfellow House–Washington’s Headquarters National Historic Site, located at 105 Brattle Street in Cambridge, Massachusetts. And Henry wrote: And in despair I bowed my head; “There is no peace on earth,” I said; “For hate is strong, And mocks the song Of peace on earth, good-will to men!” December nights seem darker than the other nights of the year. This year, after all we have been through, some might say that the darkness has extended and enveloped the hearts of men and women all over the world. How can we say, “Peace on earth, good-will to men?” On December nights, it is dark outside, and if we are honest and brave enough to admit it, the darkness is inside us as well. How can we greet each other “Merry Christmas?” It has been a strange Advent season for me. The past few weeks, I have been visiting quite frequently a lady friend of mine. Before you get any inappropriate ideas, she is an 80-year-old religious sister. Last summer, she was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. The cancer has since spread. And she is dying. Last week, I dropped by their convent for a short visit. One of the sisters there told me that she had a www.ateneo.edu ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity rough night. The pain was getting worse, and she did not get a wink of sleep. But out of habit, I still greeted her with “How are you?” Expectedly, she said, “Bad, bad. I’m getting weaker, and there is nothing we can do about it.” But strangely, she said this smiling. And stranger still, because she knew that I was in the middle of final exams and writing papers, she asked, “So how are your papers coming?” Here was an 80-year-old dying nun asking me about my papers! Surely, her troubles were greater than mine. But she did not allow herself to get locked in her own problems. She still reached out to touch others. Last Sunday, I celebrated the Eucharist for her in the convent living room, which had by then become a mini hospital. Everyone knew that it was going to be her last Mass. I thought that during the sign of peace, the family present and the sisters who lived with her could go to her and say goodbye. I thought that we could all try to give her peace one by one and say, “Be at peace. I know you are worried about us, but we will be fine. We will miss you, of course. But we will be okay. Be at peace. You can now let go.” That was the plan. But before we could approach her, she summoned up whatever strength she had left and told us, “Peace. Peace be with all of you. I love you all dearly. But greater than this—and this is what should bring all of you peace—God loves all of you. God loves you!” We had wanted to bring her peace, but in the end, this 80-year-old dying nun was the one who brought us peace. It does not end in despair. It ends with care. It does not end with heads hung low and heavy hearts. It ends above. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow with his sons Charles and Ernest and his wife Frances. 63 FABILIOH! Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 Have a defiant Christmas! Is there any other kind of Christmas? Isn’t Christmas defiance at its very core? 64 with peace. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow realized this, too. And so he wrote: Then pealed the bells more loud and deep: “God is not dead, nor doth He sleep; The Wrong shall fail, The Right prevail, With peace on earth, good-will to men.” The story-theologian John Shea is right. The best way to greet each other this season is not with “Have a merry Christmas” but with “Have a defiant Christmas!” Have a defiant Christmas! Is there any other kind of Christmas? Isn’t Christmas defiance at its very core? All our Christmas symbols, as John Shea points out, tell us so. Outside, it is dark. And we hang these tiny twinkling lights all around us—not bright enough for us to see that far ahead, but bright enough for people of faith to be reminded that in the midst of darkness, there can still be light. And Light has conquered the world. Have a defiant Christmas! Outside, the trees have lost their leaves, and everywhere, we see death. But the Christmas trees are still green. They are ever green! In the midst of death, their little leaves tell us there can still be life. Have a defiant Christmas! And most defiant of all: We have the God-child in a manger, rejected by innkeepers, rejected by the world—that is why there is no place for him except a manger. But still he comes to give us his love. And he is wrapped not only with swaddling clothes but with the love of a mother who faced accusations of infidelity to bear him and the love of an adoptive father who must have at one point felt betrayed by her. But in the midst Shortly after I shared this at the Midnight Mass on Christmas 2014, I learned that my 80-year-old lady friend, Sr. Mary Mark Pizzotti, dm, passed away. And strangely, I stopped feeling sad for her, for me, and for everyone who knew her. She is now experiencing the fullness of Light, Life, and Love. francis d. alvarez, sj (gs 1989, hs 1993, ab Philosophy 1997, ma Philosophy 2002, ma Theological Studies 2009) was class valedictorian in grade school, high school, and college, and entered the Society of Jesus in 1997. After graduating from the Loyola School of Theology, again, as class valedictorian, he was ordained in 2009. He then served as a chaplain in Philippine General Hospital (pgh), and is currently studying Scripture and education at the Boston College School of Theology and Ministry. www.ateneo.edu And this year, we need a defiant faith to celebrate this defiant Christmas. We need to be able to defy our own darkness, our many deaths, and our distrust and say, “There is light. There is life. There is love.” Have a defiant Christmas! ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity of rejection and distrust, there can still be love. Have a defiant Christmas! And this year, we need a defiant faith to celebrate this defiant Christmas. We need to be able to defy our own darkness, our many deaths, and our distrust and say, “There is light. There is life. There is love.” Have a defiant Christmas! We need to be able to ring with the bells more loud and deep and proclaim, “God is not dead nor does he sleep. The Wrong shall fail, the Right prevail, with peace on earth good-will to men!” How can we be sure of this? I will let my 80-year-old friend have the final word: We can be sure because God loves us. God loves all of us. 65 PH OTO ESSAY 66 Olive-backed Sunbird (Nectarinia jugularis) The urgent challenge to protect our common home includes a concern to bring the whole human family together to seek a sustainable and integral development, for we know that things can change. (ls 13) Photos by Vic Baltazar, sj All photographs taken at the Ateneo de Manila University Loyola Heights Campus. Excerpts from the Encyclical Letter Laudato Si’ of the Holy Father, Francis, on Care for Our Common Home (ls). LAUDATO{ SI’ PRAISE BE TO YOU on care for our common home 67 “laudato si’, mi’ Signore–Praise be to you, my Lord.” In the words of this beautiful canticle, Saint Francis of Assisi reminds us that our common home is like a sister with whom we share our life and a beautiful mother who opens her arms to embrace us. (ls 1) 68 Philippine Serpent Eagle (Spilornis holospilus) clockwise, from top left • Lowland White-eye (Zosterops meyeni) • Yellow-vented Bulbul (Pycnonotus goiaver) • Pied Triller (Lalage nigra) • Square-tailed Drongo Cuckoo (Surniculus lugubris) ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity Each year sees the disappearance of thousands of plant and animal species which we will never know, which our children will never see, because they have been lost for ever. The great majority become extinct for reasons related to human activity. Because of us, thousands of species will no longer give glory to God by their very existence, nor convey their message to us. We have no such right. (ls 33) 69 70 The ultimate purpose of other creatures is not to be found in us. Rather, all creatures are moving forward with us and through us towards a common point of arrival, which is God, in that transcendent fullness where the risen Christ embraces and illumines all things. Human beings, endowed with intelligence and love, and drawn by the fullness of Christ, are called to lead all creatures back to their Creator. (ls 83) Philippine Pygmy Woodpecker (Picoides maculatus) Thus, the creatures of this world no longer appear to us under merely natural guise because the risen One is mysteriously holding them to himself and directing them towards fullness as their end. The very flowers of the field and the birds which his human eyes contemplated and admired are now imbued with his radiant presence. (ls 104) clockwise, from top left • Lowland White-eye (Zosterops meyeni) • Black-chinned Fruit-Dove (Ptilinopus leclancheri) • Philippine Pygmy Woodpecker (Picoides maculatus) 71 It cannot be emphasized enough how everything is interconnected. Time and space are not independent of one another, and not even atoms or subatomic particles can be considered in isolation. Just as the different aspects of the planet—physical, chemical, and biological— are interrelated, so too living species are part of a network which we will never fully explore and understand. (ls 138) 72 Coppersmith Barbet (Megalaima haemacephala) The acceptance of our bodies as God’s gift is vital for welcoming and accepting the entire world as a gift from the Father and our common home, whereas thinking that we enjoy absolute power over our own bodies turns, often subtly, into thinking that we enjoy absolute power over creation. Learning to accept our body, to care for it and to respect its fullest meaning, is an essential element of any genuine human ecology. (ls 155) ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity this page • Collared Kingfishers (Todirhamphus chloris) 73 Intergenerational solidarity is not optional, but rather a basic question of justice, since the world we have received also belongs to those who will follow us. (ls 159) 74 Philippine Hawk Cuckoo (Hierococcyx pectoralis) clockwise, from top • Pacific swallow (Hirundo tahitica) • Pied Fantail (Rhipidura javanica) • Scaly-breasted Munia (Lonchura punctulata) • White-breasted Waterhen (Amaurornis phoenicurus) When we ask ourselves what kind of world we want to leave behind, we think in the first place of its general direction, its meaning and its values. Unless we struggle with these deeper issues, I do not believe that our concern for ecology will produce significant results. (ls 160) 75 Interdependence obliges us to think of one world with a common plan. (ls 164) 76 Spotted Imperial Pigeon (Ducula carola) from top • Black-naped Oriole (Oriolus chinensis) • Brush Cuckoo or Rusty-breasted Cuckoo (Cacomantis variolosus) • Yellow-vented Bulbul (Pycnonotus goiaver) ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity Many things have to change course, but it is we human beings above all who need to change. We lack an awareness of our common origin, of our mutual belonging, and of a future to be shared with everyone. This basic awareness would enable the development of new convictions, attitudes and forms of life. A great cultural, spiritual and educational challenge stands before us, and it will demand that we set out on the long path of renewal. (ls 202) 77 Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 FABILIOH! 78 White-breasted Wood Swallow (Artamus leucorynchus) www.ateneo.edu ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity Yet all is not lost. Human beings, while capable of the worst, are also capable of rising above themselves, choosing again what is good, and making a new start, despite their mental and social conditioning. We are able to take an honest look at ourselves, to acknowledge our deep dissatisfaction, and to embark on new paths to authentic freedom. No system can completely suppress our openness to what is good, true, and beautiful, or our God-given ability to respond to his grace at work deep in our hearts. I appeal to everyone throughout the world not to forget this dignity which is ours. No one has the right to take it from us. (ls 205) 79 The universe unfolds in God, who fills it completely. Hence, there is a mystical meaning to be found in a leaf, in a mountain trail, in a dewdrop, in a poor person’s face. The ideal is not only to pass from the exterior to the interior to discover the action of God in the soul, but also to discover God in all things. (ls 233) 80 Long-tailed Shrike (Lanius schach) The mystic experiences the intimate connection between God and all beings, and thus feels that “all things are God.” Standing awestruck before a mountain, he or she cannot separate this experience from God: “Mountains have heights and they are plentiful, vast, beautiful, graceful, bright and fragrant. These mountains are what my Beloved is to me. Lonely valleys are quiet, pleasant, cool, shady and flowing with fresh water; in the variety of their groves and in the sweet song of the birds, they afford abundant recreation and delight to the senses, and in their solitude and silence, they refresh us and give rest. These valleys are what my Beloved is to me.” (ls 234) ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity from top • Zebra Doves or Peaceful Doves (Geopelia striata) • Philippine Magpie Robin (Copsychus mindanensis) • Rock Dove or Feral Pigeon (Colomba livia) 81 Volume 1, Number 2, December 2015 FABILIOH! 82 Not only did these birds teach me to wait, they also exercised me in my noticing and discriminating signs. Finally they also taught me to act in the proper time, sometimes with dispatch, others with slow, gentle movements, much like the Greek’s moment of kairos—the time of fullness, that Sacred Moment where now and eternity seem to meet. from the photographer It’s been more than a year now since I started photographing birds. Many times, the patient waiting for birds to appear on an open perch becomes an occasion to practice virtue—of patience, of abnegation, of surrender and release of one’s tendency to control. Birds are birds—they show up when they are comfortable with your presence. At other times, I noticed that they had been there all along, but they had been properly camouflaged by the colors of their surroundings. And so it takes one to notice subtle signs of their presence—bird calls, subtle movements, their flight and perch. And before long I noticed, this constant exercise of noticing and discriminating subtle signs were much like what we do in contemplation and discernment. Not only did these birds teach me to wait, they also exercised me in my noticing and discriminating signs. Finally they also taught me to act in the proper time, sometimes with dispatch, others with slow, gentle movements, much like the Greek’s moment of kairos—the time of fullness, that Sacred Moment where now and eternity seem to meet. In choosing the time and place to act, moving where there is just the right light to illuminate this Sacred subject, in waiting for the best focus (which this amateur has not mastered at all for lack of theory), and in waiting for the bird to settle down and gift me with its best angle. Many times I find myself praying to the bird, “please show yourself, so I may preach to the world how precious you are.” There have been so many other gifts that have come to me from birding—new friends and communities just opening up to me. I noticed many seasoned birders I have met along the way can be masters of silence and contemplation too. And they exude humility and patience with beginners like me. And they are hospitable victor r. baltazar, sj (ab Interdisciplinary Studies 1983, ma Theological Studies 1995) is currently Executive Director of the Center for Ignatian Spirituality (cis). He is happy to have his photos help in promoting the values that Pope Francis advocates in Laudato Si’. He also acknowledges Adrian Constantino, an expert birder who runs bird tours around the Philippines, and who, with his wife Trinket, who teaches at the Loyola Schools Department of Biology, have published the photographic guide book, A Naturalist’s Guide to the Birds of the Philippines. Fr. Vic invites alumni (individuals or groups) to inquire with the Center for Ignatian Spirituality (cis) for spiritual direction or retreat needs. Contact Ruby or Rina, +63(2)426-4250. www.ateneo.edu Birding has become for me a new way of encountering the Sacred and hopefully, even with photos, I can share that joy and reverence with you. Advent is coming soon, we can all learn from the birds of how it is to wait and receive the coming of a Sacred Presence. ate n e o de m a ni l a u n i ver sity and welcoming, ready to help a stranger on the call of other birder friends. One taught me about the importance of a tripod especially when photographing mountain birds. And there are former high school students who see value in what you do and volunteer to give a gift of a tripod! Further down you will read how that gift became a real need in mountain birding! The rough terrain does make your hands shake when you reach the summit of a hill—a lot more difficult than when I am just photographing birds right across my fourth floor room at the Jesuit Residence when I can even sit while waiting. And then you learn to notice a whole world seen from a view other than your own, and learn to respect that world. You can spend time climbing the hill, starting from a brightly lit sunny day, and yet the birds know better and hide, not from you but because they know the rains are coming. And you just wait it out wherever you can find shelter for your head and more importantly, for your gear. Birding has become for me a new way of encountering the Sacred and hopefully, even with photos, I can share that joy and reverence with you. Advent is coming soon, we can all learn from the birds of how it is to wait and receive the coming of a Sacred Presence. 83 FABILIOH! 84 At the end, we will find ourselves face to face with the infinite beauty of God, and be able to read with admiration and happiness the mystery of the universe, which with us will share in unending plenitude. Jesus says: “I make all things new.” In the meantime, we come together to take charge of this home which has been entrusted to us, knowing that all the good which exists here will be taken up into the heavenly feast. In union with all creatures, we journey through this land seeking God, for “if the world has a beginning and if it has been created, we must enquire who gave it this beginning, and who was its Creator.” Let us sing as we go. May our struggles and our concern for this planet never take away the joy of our hope. (ls 243-244) Eurasian Tree Sparrow (Passer montanus) ADVERTISE IN FABILIOH! 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San Diego gs ’54 November 10, 2015 James Romulo “Jim” D. Ayson gs ’75, hs ’79, bsbm ’83 November 18, 2015 Antonio “Tony” C. Ongpin ab Psy ’72 Photos by Alo Lantin / Lights for Hope. As Kingfishers Catch Fire gerard manley hopkins , sj Saint Beuno’s College North Wales 1877 As kingfishers catch fire, dragonflies draw flame; As tumbled over rim in roundy wells Stones ring; like each tucked string tells, each hung bell’s Bow swung finds tongue to fling out broad its name; Each mortal thing does one thing and the same: Deals out that being indoors each one dwells; Selves—goes itself; myself it speaks and spells, Crying Whát I dó is me: for that I came. I say móre: the just man justices; Keeps grace: thát keeps all his goings graces; Acts in God’s eye what in eye he is— Chríst—for Christ plays in ten thousand places, Lovely in limbs, and lovely in eyes not his To the Father through the features of men’s faces. Photo by Vic Baltazar, sj. Collared Kingfisher (Todirhamphus chloris) at the Jesuit Residence, inside the Ateneo de Manila University Loyola Heights Campus.