Vol. 24 #4
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Vol. 24 #4
N A M I B I A December 2012 Vol. 24 #4 ISSN 1026-9126 N$ 10.00 Dear Sister readers, Welcome to the very last edition of Sister Namibia for 2012, and what a year it has been! Sister Namibia, both as an organization and a publication has grown tremendously over the year. Our growth has been visible from every edition of the magazine that we have put out, where many changes have been presented. We have had fun putting together every magazine and we have received a lot of encouraging feedback from our readers. We still ask our readers, near and far to share their stories with us. Sister Namibia is a unique platform for African feminist expression-so use it! Sister Namibia had the wonderful opportunity of meeting Spectra Speaks, a passionate afro-feminist social media guru-who is on a self-financed trip through out Southern Africa carrying out training workshops for feminist and women’s organizations on social media. You will notice that Spectra’s work with Sister paid off from our rapidly evolving Facebook and Twitter platforms. Thank you Spectra! She also volunteered an evening of her time to design our magazine cover-proving again that collective action and passion can only yield good things. This is an exciting magazine for us because we have partnered with many people and organizations to make it happen. This magazine is four pages thicker because the Land Matters in Art Campaign, for which Sister Namibia is a media partner, courtesy of the Deutsche Gesellschaft fuer Internationale Zusammenarbeit (GIZ), purchased more space. It has been one heck of a year here at Sister-but as it comes to an end, we are humbled and pleased with the relationships that we have built over the months and the synergies created. We hope for more such collective actions and collaborations-and look forward to another positively challenging year. We wish all our readers a healthy, happy and safe holiday season. WHO WE ARE: S ister Namibia is a feminist organization based in Windhoek, Namibia. Our vision is a society that recognizes, protects and celebrates the full personhood of all women and girls including respect for our dignity, diversity, sexual choices and bodily integrity. We aim to inspire and equip women to make free choices and act as agents of change in our relationships, our communities and ourselves. We are dedicated to developing a new feminist politics and consciousness. We work for transformation through education, information, collective action, and celebration. Our current activities include publishing Sister Namibia magazine, developing a Young Feminists Programme and campaigning for women and girl’s sexual and reproductive health and rights. We house a resource centre with materials on feminisms and gender issues in our Windhoek office, and carry out workshops, forums and events on women’s rights and gender equality issues. This magazine was made possible by funding from The African Women’s Development Fund . Board of Trustees: Leigh-Anne Agnew (chairperson), Immaculate Mogotsi, Rudolf Gawaseb, Nicky Marais, Sandy Rudd, Dawn Pereko and Fransina Mutumbulwa. Contact us Windhoek Office 163 Nelson Mandela Avenue, Eros, Windhoek PO Box 86753, Windhoek, Namibia Telephone: +264 (0)61 -230618 or 230757 Fax: +264 (0)61- 236371 Email: [email protected] or [email protected] Website: www.sisternamibia.org Facebook: www.facebook.com/SisterNamibia Twitter: @SisterNamibia Cover: Spectra Asala © Sister Namibia 2012 All Rights Reserved. No part of this magazine may be used or reproduced without the written permission of the publisher. Views and opinions expressed in this magazine are not necessarily those of Sister Namibia. WHAT’S INSIDE 6 14 11 REGULARS CONTENTS Amanda Kaipiti: In search of a dignified life 4/5 Barbara Nyathi: Surviving cancer 6/7 Women: Power, democracy & representation 8/9 11 Surviving Silly Season Womens Mental Health: Understanding and helping in adversity 9 Land Matters in Art: Call for entries 11/16/22/35 Feminist Forum: Charity begins at home... or does it? 26/27 Brother Namibia 17 Women’s Safety 18/19 Women & Land 22/23 Poetry 14/27 Women’s Health 24/25 16 Community Action Women and the world Ask Sister Anything 26/27 28/29/30 16 Days campaign 32 Thank You! 37 Today the issue is... December 2012 38/39 N A M I B I A 3 AMANDA KAIPITI SURVIVOR STORIES In Search of a Dignified Life By Laura Sasman AMANDA KAIPITI COMES from a village in the South that few people in Namibia know of. She was raised in !Huns close to Tses where she also started school. Because she was a bright girl, her family decided to send her to a better school in Windhoek. As expected, she flourished in school and consistently got high marks. This attracted much praise and attention from teachers. Unfortunately, when she was in grade 9, her lifescience teacher abused the trust that Amanda had in him by molesting her sexually. Amanda’s dreams and life were shattered and she was driven to near insanity. She could not believe just how naive and trusting she has been and she blamed herself for the abuse. She struggled with her school work, became quite ill, had problems with her memory and she often thought of killing herself. She was even confined to a psychiatric hospital for a while. Her life was spinning out of control. 4 December 2012 N A M I B I A The day Amanda decided to tell a teacher about the abuse, she started regaining control over her life. She still had to overcome the intimidation by the teacher and face the ordeal of the molesting teachers’ disciplinary hearing, but the decision to take the first step - to tell somebody - probably saved her life. She also had the inner strength to remain steadfast throughout the disciplinary hearings. Her new life-skills teacher and her psychologist became her pillars of strength during this trying period. They assured her that she was not to be blamed for the abuse. She also drew strength from the fact that her parents SURVIVOR STORIES had ambition for her and she did not want to disappoint them. However, as is the case in many families, her own family did not know how to support her during this difficult time, not because they did not believe her, but because people rarely are prepared for such a situation. Amanda completely understands their inability to help her through her crisis. Whenever she went home during school holidays, she nevertheless felt isolated in her pain. Fortunately supported by a very skilled psychologist, Amanda learned that healing is a long-term process and that there were many people, especially teachers who were on her side. Gradually Amanda started to put her life into perspective. She started rebuilding her life one day at a time. She realised that she had potential and she started tapping into this potential. She started making plans for the future and when they failed, she made new plans. She made the conscious decision not to be defined or destroyed by the terrible event, but to live her life with dignity. When she feels sad, she acknowledges these feelings and tries to express these feelings in ways that are beneficial to her. Amanda still experiences periodic bouts of depression and she still needs medication for it. She also continues to receive counselling and she recognises that these things are part of the process of healing. Amanda today, is a third-year social work student and UNAM. She is particularly interested to learn about working with people with intellectual disabilities. On the day that I met Amanda, she just returned from South Africa where she went to complete her paper work to go to Sweden as an exchange student. While it is not easy to go “public” with her story, Amanda is hoping that it will give persons who have gone through similar experiences the courage and the hope to tell somebody what has happened to them and to actively seek help. She is hoping that the story of how she overcame her terrible ordeal will show others that it is possible to continue life in a meaningful and dignified manner. SIGNS OF DEPRESSION Feelings of hopelessness and helplessness – You feel sad and miserable most of the time and nothing feels particularly meaningful or funny anymore. Sometimes you may feel hopeless and that you will never be able to be happy again Loss of interest – You have markedly diminished interest or pleasure in almost all daily activities. Appetite or weight changes – You may loose your appetite or you can’t stop eating. You may loose or starting to gain weight. Sleep changes – Insomnia or waking up early hours in the morning with anxiety and worry. Sleeping too much can also be a sign of depression. Loss of energy – Deep fatigue even tough you are sleeping. Your whole body may feel heavy, and even small tasks are exhausting or take longer to complete. Anger or irritability - You are much more irritable, short-tempered, or aggressive than usual. Concentration problems - You may find it difficult to initiate and deal with things. You forget about thins and have difficulties in concentrating. Self-loathing – You have strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt. You harshly criticize yourself for perceived faults and mistakes. Physical signs of depression – You can also experience physical signs such as shortness of breath, palpitations and aching muscles. A deep depression can lead to recurrent thoughts that you have an incurable disease or are about to suffer an economic crisis. These thoughts are almost always exaggerated, sometimes even completely wrong. It is difficult and sometimes nearly impossible for the depressed person to understand this, despite the fact that family and friends often declares otherwise. Thinking about death and having suicidal thoughts is part of the disease at a deeper depression. In more severe cases these thoughts can lead to suicide attempts and suicide. In bipolar disorder, occur depressive episodes, interspersed with periods of elevated mood. Bipolar disorder is also called manic-depressive illness. At the so-called unipolar disorder, you have recurrent periods of depressive symptoms. December 2012 N A M I B I A 5 BARBARA SURVIVOR STORIES NYATHI ‘I don’t feel sorry for myself & I don’t want others to feel sorry for me’ BARBARA NYATHI CHOSE a profession in which she would help others deal with emotional and psychological hardship. Having reached her personal and professional goals, being an active and healthy sports person, her future seemed secured and the world seemed to be her oyster. In late 2008 Barbara, a young psychologist, accompanied her medical-doctor husband to Namibia because there was no future for them in their homeland, Zimbabwe. As an accompanying spouse, she initially was not allowed to work in her profession, so instead of resting on her laurels, she decided to volunteer her time and skill, within the context for the Reach for Recovery programme of the Cancer Association, to help cancer patients deal better with the devastation and ordeal of their illness. The decision to volunteer at the Cancer Association happened more or less spontaneously when, one day, walking to town from her home, she in the spur of the moment decided to offer them her services. While she assisted her clients to the best of her professional ability, she could never comprehend the full extent of suffering and turmoil that a cancer patient may go through. The world stopped making sense to her only a few months after moving to Namibia. Young and active up to this point, Barbara was a keen runner. As a person who took care of her body, she went to the doctor for a pap smear and got the shattering news that she had very advanced cervical cancer. Trying to make sense of her diagnosis she reflected that there is neither a family history, nor any logical explanation for 6 December 2012 N A M I B I A SURVIVOR STORIES this. She lived a healthy life s tyle,did not smoke, ate well and exercised. The diagnosis left her completely crushed and in a state of shock. How was it even possible that she could end up being “one of them” – meaning a cancer sufferer/ patient? Why was this happening to her? Barbara slipped into depression. She started thinking of herself as a victim, her self esteem was severely dented. This of course affected her relationship with her husband and with others and she felt very isolated in her state of illness. Trying to come to terms with her own illness and the fact that she will not ever be able to have a child, she finally understood the emotional and psychological blight that cancer can result in. During this crazy time she could count most on her husband. With a professional understanding of what was going on, he was there for her. The unwavering additional support from friends and colleagues from the Cancer Association also meant a lot during this time. The fact that they could read her bodily needs in addition to her emotional needs meant that her discomfort and pain could be eased through seemingly small gestures like placing a pillow under her back. This helped her to literally snap out of self pity and depression. Barbara now had a hard talk with herself. She still refers to this hard talk as tough love. She told herself that she was still alive, that others might not be as fortunate as she was – in the sense that her cancer was detected at a time when something could still be done. She had both the financial and medical means to take care of the cancer. She started celebrating each day and the people in her life. She stopped fixating on the cancer. She made it a point to be happy. This helped her to bounce back. HOW TO COPE WITH DEPRESSION Just as the symptoms and causes of depression are different in different people, so are the ways to feel better. What works for one person might not work for another, and no one treatment is appropriate in all cases. In most cases, the best approach involves a combination of social support, lifestyle changes, emotional skills building, and professional help. Make healthy lifestyle changes or maintain your healthy lifestyle. Eating healthy naturally boosts your mood and regular exercise and sleep as well. Ask for help and support from family and friends - Even tough you feel like staying in and not seeing anyone, try to talk about it as much as possible and be open about your situation. Isolation will only fuel the depression, so reach out for support. Seek information and get to know more about the disease - If you already know about the signs and symptoms, you will be able to recognize them and deal with them earlier. Build your emotional skills by working on how to manage stress and challenge your negative thought patterns. Try to address why and in what situations you get stressed out or sad. Ask for professional help - A doctor will help you decide which treatment is right for you. There are different kinds of therapy such as, psychotherapy, mindfulness or cognitive behavioral therapy. Psychotherapy is often combined with antidepressants. Antidepressants are not always needed and they will not cure anyone from the disease, but they will relive some of the symptoms. If the depression is severe electroconvulsive therapy can be effective. Now cured, Barbara feels that every person is innately resilient and can bounce back from hardship. However, she feels, resilience needs to be practiced. Hardships must be seen as challenges. She considers other people’s empathy as essential for a recovering person. Her faith and the fact that she is much loved are also very important for her recovery. Today, she sees just how good her life is. December 2012 N A M I B I A 7 WOMEN’S AGENCY 8 December 2012 N A M I B I A Women: power, democracy and representation By Hergen Junge Power is (a) a persons’s ability to work and produce efficiently and (b) the ability to wield power in society. When we acquire skills we empower ourselves. To achieve that we must commit ourselves to our productive potential and learn how to channel energies. Disabled athlete Johanna Benson has done that. Disabled people are often forced to believe that they will always be weak and dependent. Johanna Benson discovered that she could run well and aimed high. Good was not good enough when she could be perfect. She never gave in to big-fish-in-a-small-pond celebrity and won gold and silver in the Paralympics. Good skills and commitment allow us to produce as self-employed people or in women’s cooperatives. They also improve our chances to find employers who hire us for our merits. In the past, work demanded muscle power and privileged men, but our post-industrial world requires intellect first and foremost. Girls perform better at school than boys because they are intelligent and, unlike boys, do not have to demonstrate that they are not intellect-driven nerds and wimps. Once upon a time, reproduction and the need to raise a new generation gobbled up most of women’s energies and allowed men to prescribe ‘women’s jobs’. We now have the medical means to regulate women’s reproductivity and allow women to participate fully in social production, whether it is doing scientific research like Madame Currie or engage in education, research and community work like Mampela Rampele. Women’s creative potential is linked to planning parenthood and banning accidental pregnancies, unwanted children and hit-and-run fathers. Our government and our churches should not shy away from improving birth control and, in the worst cases, permitting abortions. Social power can be harmful: One person’s empowerment can be based on other people’s WOMEN’S AGENCY disempowerment: If somebody expects you to kneel or prostrate yourself in front of him this enhances his power but at the same time demonstrates the inferiority and insignificance of the person grovelling in the dust. In a zero-sum calculus the dignity of one person is enhanced by the indignity experienced by others. The leaders’ bling and pomp has to be paid by his subjects, who, in this process, may even accept corruption as the African Way of Living. Zero-sum power – “I gain the power that I take away from others” – is bad. Democracy can prevent it. Many African polities had publicmeetings democracies (khotla, pitso, indaba). Modern societies – because of sheer numbers – have opted for representatives as long as cyberpublics do not work fully. Representatives cannot really be nailed down to their task of putting voters’ interests and dreams into practice. Without feminist parties women do not have women representatives. After Apartheid many Namibians were satisfied when a political or business leader was “one of us”. Even if “one of us” surrounded himself / herself with all bling we could still believe that he / she blinged for us. This was frequently taxpayers’ money and the blingified elite lost contact with commoners and their interests and made them unrepresentative. Men and women were in the struggle jointly and activated their creative energies. We were convinced that independence would entrench gender equality would be entrenched and unleash a creative upsurge. But the crisis of the educational system and the re-emergence of the public belief that women are a lesser breed is dampening our optimism. That we have lowered the standards to get instant success, have established an advancement system that is not based on merit and achievement and have given in to a bling-now culture has not helped. What is worrying us most is the frequency of girls with accidental pregnancies, girls who have manoeuvred themselves into dead-end or, at best, very difficult situations. We are not amused that Robert Mugabe, whose consorts ‘progressed’ from revolutionary intellectual Sally to shopaholic Grace, has become a spokesperson of Global Power Women Network Africa and African feminism and that the Father of the Nation imagines wedding five young women with cars as wedding gifts. December 2012 N A M I B I A 9 Iinima ya pamba evi paunkulungufano – Oprojeka yokuthaneka omafano gopaunkulungu yaNamibia nOmauliko Kutha ombinga moonkundathana dhotango dhopaunkulungufano “Iinima ya pamba evi paukulungufano” muNamibia. Oonkulungu adhihe mokuthaneka otadhi indilwa dhi gandje omaiyuvo gawo paunkulungufano kombinga yevi nomalunduluko ge na sha nooveta dhevi muNamibia. “Eindilo ndika lyu ukilila oonkulungu mokuthaneka osho wo omafano gopaukulungu” olya nuninwa oonkulungu mokuthaneka omafano gopaunkulungu dhomihoko adhihe nodhomaukwatyakalo ga yooloka. Kutha ombinga mompito ndjika inai monika nale, opo wu gandje ehokololo lyoye nokutopolelathana euvoko lyoye kombinga yomalunduluko gooveta dhevi muNamibia. Ngoye ano owi itala ko ngiini shi na sha nevi nelunduluko lyooveta dhevi? Opamikalo dhini wa tala ko evi kutya uuthiga woye, nuuntsa woye? Tuma efano nenge omafano goye gopaunkulungu pamwe nofooloma yomainyolitho: okuza momasiku 21 sigo 25 gaJanuali 2012 koNational Art Gallery yaNamibia. Kutha ofooloma yomainyolifo ko> www.landmatters-in-art.com/participate Omauwanawa ngoka oonkulungu mokuthaneka ndhoka tadhi ka kutha ombinga tadhi ka mona: ✔ Otaa ka pitikwa okulongitha iilongitho mbyoka yi li po inayi gwanena ayehe, yomOsenda yAathaneki yaJohn Muafangejo ✔ Otaa ka pitikwa okuya moSpace studio oshali nenge oku yi longitha inaa futa sha. …mokuulika omafano ngoka ga hogololwa osho wo oonkulungu mokuthaneka konima sho dha hogololwa mo kaagandji yiitsa. 10 December 2012 N A M I B I A ✔ Otaa ka pewa onzapo yekuthombinga ✔ Aathaneki otaa ka mona ompito yokulanditha omafano yawo ✔ Otaku ka nyanyangidhwa okaatoloko taka ulike efano limwe lyomuthaneki ✔ Owebsaita yoprojeka ndjika otayi ka gandja omauyelele kombinga yaathaneki mboka taa kutha ombinga pamwe niilonga yawo (omathano gokoitaneta), omukalo ngoka otagu ka monikitha omafano gawo kaantu oyendji. ✔Aathaneki mboka taa ka kutha ombinga otaa ka pewa ompito opo omafano gawo ga hogololwe ga ka ulikwe komauliko omanene ga dhenga mbanda ngoka taga ka ningwa momisiuma/momahala gomaulikilo mOvenduka ✔ Otaku ka gandjwa iimaliwa yokwiilongitha melongo lyopombanda yi li 3 x N$5000 ✔ Iilonga yopaunkulungu (Omafano) mbyoka ya hogololwa mo otayi ka landwa po noku ka ulikwa kUuministili wEvi nOmatulululo ✔ Omahangano ogendji oga tokola nale oku ka landa po omafano pethimbo lyomauliko opo ye ke ga gwedhwe kwaangoka ge na nale ✔ Eyambidhidho lyoshimaliwa shi na sha nomathanekodhiladhlo giilonga yopaunkulungu mbyoka ya hogololwa mo* *Ngele oho longo miilonga yi na sha nevi nenge yokutula mo omafano, tu kwatha wu tume edhiladhilothaneko lyoye ethimbo kehe manga omasiku 30 gaNovomba 2012 inaga pita. Omafano ngoka omanene naga tumwe no-i-meila. Ngele owa hala uuyelele wi ihwa po kombinga yoprojeka naayambidhidhi yawo inda ko: www. land-matters-in-art.com Opatrona yoprojeka: Minista Alpheus G. !Naruseb, Uuministili wEvi nOmatulululo Ninga ekwatathano na: Katharina Wyss, [email protected] SURVIVOR STORIES SURVIVING SILLY SEASON By Laura Sasman “HOME”, FOR MANY NAMIBIANS, means the place where the family originates from, whether it is from Okahao, Tses, Usakos, Epukiro, Berseba, Kasote, Swakopmund or Karasburg. It does not necessarily mean the house in Windhoek, or in Keetmanshoop, where we stay during the year because we are working or going to school in these towns. time busy with homestead and agricultural duties, you also want to use this time to recharge your battery so that you have enough energy to face another year. Come Christmas holidays, everyone who has the means, usually is intently focused on going “home” or on leaving Windhoek or Keetmanshoop as soon as we can. This usually means that Windhoek, from about the middle of December to about the first week in January, runs empty. Many people leave Windhoek for a holiday break. These lucky ones inevitably will find themselves trekking to the coast where they will spend their holidays boosting the coastal economy by excessive partying and drinking and eating too much. These “binnelanders” will also contribute considerably to the general agitation of their coastal compatriots – the latter who actually are heavily dependent on the extraordinary spending habits during this time of year. Lots of people spend time with family that they maybe do not get on especially well with. Things with family, sibling rivalry and politics potentially can be an explosive mix. So it is important that you think about ways beforehand that can help you cope. Give yourself some down time and go out for a walk or away from the house at some point. Those who migrate “home” usually are returning to homesteads and farms to take care of duties and chores left during the year. This means that especially women who during the year were busy earning money in the cities and towns, now have to “earn their keep” by preparing their homestead’s mahango fields for the coming rains if they are from the north. Elsewhere, women will be involved in milking, carrying water and domestic and family-related chores. Because this is also the time when people have to put their relationships that have been neglected during the year in order, there will be lots of socialising, and eating and drinking. There usually is a lot of stress around unresolved disagreements and conflicts. Regardless whether you spend your Christmas break holidaying, or whether you will use this The following are tips that may help you not only survive the silly season, it may actually leave you energised and ready for the new year! While it is tempting, try to avoid eating too much braaivleis/ kapanas and pap as this will surely not be good for your already-over-stretched nerves and high-blood pressure. Instead, try to eat as much raw vegetables and fruit as you can. In hot weather it is important to keep your cool. Drink lots of fluids. Water is the best, but fruit juices are also excellent since they provide an additional source of vitamins and anti-oxidants. Drinking alcohol also dehydrates the body and coupled with the heat, you may end up getting heatstroke. Namibian breweries recently launched a non-alcoholic drinks range, try replacing alcoholic drinks with some of these beverages. Set limits to what you are willing to do for your family and relatives. Women usually are the ones who are stuck with looking after children and family during this time. Remember you also need time for yourself to be able to recuperate enough to face another year. Learn to say no to the demands of the family and friends and take time to rest yourself. Nothing remains but for us to say happy holidays! December 2012 N A M I B I A 11 WOMEN’S MENTAL HEALTH Understanding and helping in adversity By Laura Sasman LIFE CAN BE hard and more often than not, joy is tempered with sorrow. Stress and crisis are a lot more common than we sometimes assume and it affects people of all ages and life stages. Luckily humans have the ability not to be completely overwhelmed by it. There is not a woman on this earth who has not experienced stress. Stress in moderation is good for you. It releases hormones that can help you to function better. “Good stress” should be seen as a kind of challenge, be it an emotional or a physical challenge. When you overcome the stressful situation, you may have a sense of accomplishment or invigoration, which helps you to move to the next challenge. Stress can occur at the individual, personal, family, community as well as national levels. People deal with stress differently. What some see as simple stress, could be the onset of a crisis or even trauma for others. There are people who after events such as financial stress, divorce, illness, death, accidents, etc remain hopeful and resilient, while other may be completely devastated by the same situations. The word “crisis” refers to an individual’s ability to handle and control a stressful situation. A person is in crisis when her current resources and coping mechanisms are exceeded. When I still worked at PEACE Centre, I learned that stress and crisis are for the emotions and psychology of a person what bruises are for the body. It may cause a swelling or turn colour, but it does not cut into the flesh and bone. A crisis may be caused by a single, unforeseen event like an accident, a crime or illness, or it can be the result of a simmering series of events such as the slow train wreck of a breakdown of a relationship. 12 December 2012 N A M I B I A WOMEN’S MENTAL HEALTH Trauma on the other hand, is significantly different from stress or a crisis. One must image trauma as a gaping wound to the body. This wound will not heal without immediate expert medical attention and the patient may bleed to death. As with stress, trauma refers to an individual’s perception, the way in which one sees or experiences, an event. When a person is traumatised, that person cannot function normally. The person may show a number of symptoms including avoidance of familiar places and situations, intense fears and anxiety, sleeplessness or nightmares, hyper vigilance or depression. These symptoms usually persist over months or years. When a person starts showing these symptoms a long time after experiencing a potentially traumatic event, it is called Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). What is it then that makes different people respond so drastically different to the same or similar life situations? It is firstly important to recognise that any-one, regardless of her psychological strength can be affected by hearing, seeing or experiencing a horrific event. Resources that help a person dealing with stress and overcoming crisis and trauma are both in the person herself and are often unknown to the person, until such time that it is needed. The ability to adjust to new situations and change your attitude and behaviour to handle new challenges as they arise should not be under estimated. When you are able to adapt quickly to your to a new situation, the impact of that situation is softened. Adaptability increases your resilience and helps you get back on your feet again after a crisis. For some, faith and the belief in a higher being is important for dealing with stress and crisis as it gives people the confidence that they will overcome adversity. This is closely linked to hope that things will become better. Hope has to be optimistic and realistic and not just a wishing card expectation. You are optimistic if you can still find humour even in difficult situations. When you have a purpose for yourself and/ or those close to you, you might deal better with difficulty as you are focusing on and moving towards a goal. Tenacity, or persistence or not giving up on your plans is very important here. Having others who care for you and for whom you care in return is a very important motivator for overcoming crisis. If you know that others depend on you or that there are others on whom you can depend during adversity, means that your burden is shared. Remember, in a crisis, your ability to help others can be a powerful way to help yourself. When helping a friend or loved ones through a crisis, saying “I know how you feel” might be one of the worst things you can say, unless of course you really have had to go through a similar crisis. You can help your friend, simply by being there, or helping with practical things such as child care or preparing meals. The most important survivor resources are not learned and are innate or instinctive. Everyone has the ability to automatically act in self preservation. If you suspect that you were traumatised by an event, it is important that you seek professional psychological help. SN December 2012 N A M I B I A N A M I B I A 13 13 POETRY Kids Like tides Change. They push their fingers against their skin and force themselves into new shapes. Some evolve Into things dazzling And bright (like butterflies). They uncurl Their tongues Against the promise Of sweetness. It’s still too early To tell What you have become. Walk up to a mirror For a quick check. There are eyes, A nose and a mouth But that can mean a multitude. Occasionally You see yourself in the shapes of Rabbits And shrews And other beings small and easy to scare. Mostly you fear Grace too close to violence. Lions, You know, never lie with lambs. 14 December 2012 N A M I B I A Kids By Inger Junge Yininke yokuhamena Evhu moUnkurungu – Proyeka zoUnkurungu waNamibia nElikido Hamena meuyungovali lyokuhova lyopaunkurungu “Yininke yokuhamena Evhu moUnkurungu” moNamibia: Vankurungu weyi yokumoneka wokutundilira komaruha nagenye geparu kuna kuvazigida va kambeke ko kuwoko komatunturo gawo gokuretesa po yininke gokuhamena evhu newapukururo evhu moNamibia. “Ezigido eli lyoVankurungu noyirugana yoUnkurungu” kuna kuza kovankurungu womaraka nagenye nokonontundiliro dopankarapamwe dokulisigasiga. Hamena mompito ezi zokulifanena yipo o simwitire ruha rwesanseko lyoge nokuligawinina esingonono lyoge lyewapukururo evhu moNamibia. Ngapi omu o lihamesere kevhu nekewapukururo evhu? Pononkedi musinke o mono evhu asi upingwa woge, enyanyu lyoge? Gava sirugana (yi-) soge sounkurungu nankenye foroma zokuhwilidisa: 21- 25 Murongagona 2013 moNational Gallery zaNamibia Foroma zoKuhwilidisa kuzihegumwisa > www. land-matters-in-art.com/participate Mauwa govankurungu wokuhamena mo: ✔ Kugwana mpito koyiruganeso yoyisesu kupitira mEvega lyoUnkurungu lyaJohn Muafangejo ✔ Nompito domawoko-woko/eruganeso mawoko-woko nonkondwa dokukwatera mEvega lyoUnkurungu lyaJohn Muafangejo … moyirugana novankurungu va horowora, pongendeseso zouhunga: ✔ Nzapo zehamenomo ✔ Vankurungu ngava gwana mpito zokurandesa yirugana yawo ✔ Katoroko komaruvara gokugwaneka ngava ka nduruka va likide yirugana yankenye nkurungu kutamekera pwasimwe ✔ Websaiti zoproyeka ngazi likida mapukururo gokuhamena nonkurungu dokuhamena mo noyirugana yado (evegalikido lyoponokompiuta), posiruwo sooso kuna kulikida ediviso kombunga ✔ Nonkurungu dokuhamena mo ngadi gwana mpito zokuninka asi yirugana yado va yi horowere elikido lyenene lyomutaro eli ngava likida momavegalikidiro moVenduka ✔ 3 x 5000 NAD yimalivakwafo yelirongo ngava yi gavera elirongo lyopontambo zokuzeruka ✔ Yirugana younkurungu va horowora ngava yi randa noku yi likida moUministeli wEvhu noUturo ✔ Sivaro somavega kwa tumbwidira kuranda yirugana yelikido kweyi vana hara kulipongaikira ✔ Evatero lyopayimaliva koyitumbwiso yoyirugana younkurungu va tumbura* *Nsene asi ove kurugana moruha roUnkurungu wEvhu ndi moMaturopo Unkurungu, kwa kukuhundira o tume situmbwiso soge nkenye siruwo *komeho zaMangundu 30, 2012. Gava yirugana younkurungu yoyinene monokompiuta yi pitire moImeyili (mafano). Yoyinzi yokuhamena proyeka novakwavawo moproyeka: www.land-matters-inart.com Mupahukili goProyeka: Ministera Alpheus G. !Naruseb, Uministeli wEvhu noUturo Gokugwanekera nendi: Katharina Wyss, [email protected] COMMUNITY ACTION “WE CAN WORK UPTO midnight and it’s just so much faster” says Bianca Rooi with a beaming smile. She is one of the eight women who are part of the Klein Karas Solar Powered Sewing Project, which was recently handed over by the Namibia Protected Landscape Conservation Areas Initiative (NAM-PLACE). The sewing project of women within the Klein Karas Community were the recent recipients of solar powered sewing machines which will be used to produce items for the tourism market. Living on small resettled farm 38 km east of Grunau on the road to Fish River Canyon, these women have made it a point to use their sewing skills to generate income, by making cushions, traditional quilts and the ever popular Nama traditional dress. Being more than 200km away form the nearest business centre, their only hope lies in attracting tourists to the soon to be opened Information Centre located on the farm and selling some of their items. Klein Karas has its history in being one of the first train stations established in the early 1900s. The community residing on this reservation are direct descendants of the workhands, maids and servants who worked ate the station for over 100 years. “I learned sewing from my mother and even she didn’t use a machine, it was mostly by hand” says Elizabeth Rooi, the Chairperson of the Klein Karas Community and patron of the sewing project. Solar for the Soul continued on page 20 16 December 2012 N A M I B I A Solar for the Soul Contributed by NAM-PLACE CAN A MAN BE A FEMINIST? BROTHER NAMIBIA By Hugh Ellis Feminism is a journey, not a destination. My feminist journey started in a logical enough way: as a young man who was, um, interested in women. Fortunately, some of them said no, and some of those, allowed me to become their friends. And a friend sees and hears things a ‘lover’ often does not. I got to see how some of my friends, well educated professional women, were verbally abused in the streets, got passed over for promotion, and were often in fear of sexual assault. I came to think that these were not isolated incidents, but an indication of a global culture that, often subtly, regards females as lesser beings. I came to realise that, as long as I didn’t support the struggle for women’s rights, I was falling short of my potential as a man. On my journey, I have learned many lessons. One of the hardest was that not all women are feminists, or will easily become feminists. “I don’t want a male feminist – I just want a normal man,” one former partner said shortly before breaking up with me. I’ve met many women who are committed to the feminist struggle and welcome the participation of men. But I have also had women get angry with me for refusing to be a “manly man”. Another lesson was that feminism is incomplete without a commitment to break down other prejudices that hold people back, especially those concerning race and class. I vividly remember the woman living in a shack in Okahandja Park informal settlement who asked me, the feminist journalist, how it would help her if she magically became equally poor, unemployed and oppressed as her male neighbour. I learned also that there are some feminist spaces where men are not required. The most vulnerable women – rape survivors for example – will only feel safe to express themselves in female-only spaces. I’ve been ushered out of some female-only meetings, and while that was painful, I now see that sometimes (but by no means all the time) this was necessary. My most recent lesson is that no one is a complete feminist. The dregs from an anti-feminist world are still within my head. Nonfeminist friends remind me that I’m the guy who once said, “show us your boobs!” to a girl in a bikini, or “you deserve to be punched in the face,” to my ex-girlfriend. I did not carry out my threat, but part of me IS still that guy. I am still working on my thoughts, words and actions, making myself a better feminist. I would like to invite all men to join me on this incredibly productive feminist journey – start by talking to people, at home and at your workplace, but don’t stop there! As philosophy professor Sandra Bartky writes, in Men Doing Feminism, “we need ‘gender traitors’, and lots of them, to effect a thoroughgoing reform of our institutions and a wholesale movement to a new plateau of consciousness.” SN For more information on the Who Needs Feminism? Campaign, go to www.facebook.com/ WhoNeedsFeminism December 2012 N A M I B I A 17 WOMEN’S SAFETY Staying safe on longdistance taxis DURING THE FESTIVE SEASON 18 December 2012 N A M I B I A MOST PEOPLE IN NAMIBIA, especially women, do not have their own transportation and they have to make use of minibuses – which, like town taxis – are reputed to be very unsafe. While you might not be able to influence people’s behaviour on the roads, there are certain things that you can do to contribute to your own safety when you take a minibus taxi. Safety starts before you board a minibus or bus, therefore, take your time, plan ahead and be pro-active. Find out from your friends or relatives whether they can recommend a good taxi or bus service. You may also approach various companies directly and ask them about their safety practices. Things you might want to find out are: Is the taxi or bus service properly licensed? What is their policy about driving time and whether they have relief drivers? Are the taxis or buses inspected regularly? Does the company have notification procedures for roadside emergencies and breakdowns? On the day when you intend to travel, ensure that your cell phone is fully charged and that you have alerted your family or friends of your travel plans including where and when you will be leaving and what time you expect to arrive. When travelling, make sure your clothing and footwear are comfortable, practical and not pose any additional risks. As Namibia can be very hot at this time of the year, remember to carry a bottle of water with you for emergencies, thirst or dehydration. Ask someone to accompany you to the bus or taxi rank and ask your friend or relative to stay with you until the minibus leaves. This person will also be able to help you with your luggage or baby. Some mini bus taxis will pick you up at your doorstep and will take you straight to your destination. While these taxis cost WOMEN AND CULTURE a little more than others, you will be spared the expense of getting to the rank and getting there safely. from your children, be sure to board together. Once on the bus, make sure that you know where the nearest emergency exist is. When people are travelling on public transport, they may become anxious and it is not uncommon for people to start pushing and shoving, pay attention to the safekeeping of your purse, keys, personal documents and cards as well as your cell phone. If you drop something, never go under or near the taxi or bus to retrieve papers or other objects. The driver may not be able to see you. Tell the driver and ask for assistance. Hold your purse tightly, close to your body. Keep your wallet in a front or inside coat pocket, or in a buttoned hip pocket. Remember, in a bus or mini bus, you are sharing a small space with several other people. If you want to travel safely and peacefully, you need to avoid behaviour that could lead to physical and verbal confrontation with other passengers. This may endanger your safety, the safety of other passengers and distract the driver. It is best to keep to your own space and to yourself. Do not smoke and listen to your music only with headphones on. If you see an incident that could endanger someone’s health and safety, immediately report it to the bus operator. Your quick action could possibly prevent serious injury. Shortly before you reach your destination, call your family or friends to ensure someone meets you at the taxi rank. If you are travelling with small children, it is important that they are well supervised. Make sure that the children are in front of you and that you can see them at all times. To prevent be separated IN CASE OF A Sister Namibia wishes you a safe and enjoyable journey and visit with your loved ones! SN R D C ASH A RO CALL 0819682 MVA Fund Call Centre MANY MANY MANY MANY Your call can save MANYMANY MANY MANY LIVES December 2012 N A M I B I A 19 COMMUNITY ACTION Solar for the Soul continued... “We are making the things that we know how to make from childhood” they say but with only two manual sewing machines, their capacity to make a variety of items was low. They also lacked the skills and techniques on how to produce more intricately stitched items. With support from NAM-PLACE the women now have more than eight hours of power stored in the batteries tucked away in the corner of the sewing room. With the installation of 4 solar panels mounted on a grid behind the sewing room, their situation has changed overnight as they have also received for new electric sewing machineswhich run smoothly on solar energy. The women have welcomed this support and look forward to the training that they will receive from Flory Davids a local seamstress from Keetmanshoop who will be spending 10 days training them. The Klein Karas women have a happy ending, but this is not the case of many community based development initiatives within Namibia. More often than not, access to the cheapest form of renewable energy such as solar power is non existent. The potential of renewable energy has yet to spread to marginalized communities who really need the source, and the powering of this small project is a step in the right direction. WE WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU! SEND US YOUR PERSONAL STORIES, TRUE OR CREATIVE AND WRITTEN IN ANY LOCAL LANGUAGE. FOR EVERY EDITION, SISTER NAMIBIA WILL SELECT TWO STORIES FOR PUBLICATION. THE STORIES SHOULD NOT BE LONGER THAN 600 WORDS, AND REMEMBER TO INCLUDE YOUR FULL NAME AND CONTACT DETAILS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO SHARING YOUR STORIES! 20 December 2012 N A M I B I A Oviuṋe vyEhi momuano wOviperendwa – Oporondjeka yOviperendwa nOviraisiwa ya Namibia Rikwamba kotjihungiriro momuano woviperendwa kehi yena “Oviuṋe vyEhi momuano wOviperendwa” mOnamibia: Ovaperende moviṱo avihe vyehupo mave yenene okuyandja ohambwarakaṋa yavo amave riraisa momuano omumemena ohunga nehi nomaṱunino waro rukwao mOnamibia. Inga “Omaningiriro wOvaperende nOviungura vyavo” maye i kovaperende mbe hungira omaraka ayehe okuza moviṱo vyehupo pekepeke mbya haṋika. Rikwamba kotjiungura tjapeke hi nu u serekarere ehungi roye nokuraera varwe kutja ove omaṱunino wehi rukwao mOnamibia u ye zuva vi. Ove u ri pi motjiṋa tjehi nomaṱunino waro rukwao mOnamibia? Omomiano viṋe mu u muna kutja ehi otjirumatwa tjoye, u nomutongatima na ro? Yandja otjiperendwa poo oviperendwa vyoye norutuu rwokuritjangisa tji ye ri: 21-25 Rozonḓu 2013 pOnganda yOtjiwaṋa yOviperendwa ya Namibia (National Art Gallery of Namibia). Herura orutuu rwomeritjangisiro mo > www.land-matters-in-art.com/participate Ombwiro ndji mai yandjwa kovaperende ovanarupa: Mave yenene okumuna oviungurisiwa tjiva okupitira mo John Muafangejo Art Centre Okuungurisa oruveze ndu ri mostudio po John Muafangejo Art Centre … oviungura novaperende mba toororwa, kombunda yomatarero mave pewa: Ozombapira zokukara norupa Ovaperende mave munu oruveze okurandisa oviungura vyavo Okatoroka ku ke novivara make pitisiwa nu mamu raisiwa otjiungura tjimwe tjomuperende auhe Orungovi rwoporondjeka maru raisa ondjivisiro ohunga novaperende mbe norupa noviungura vyavo (momurari worungovi omuraisaviperendwa), nu munao au yerurura omeritjiukisiro Ovaperende ovanarupa mave munu oruveze kutja oviungura vyavo vi toororwe komaraisiro omanene nu omananḓengu yapeke ngu maye raisiwa mozonganda ozoraisaviṋa mOtjomuise Ozondora za Namibia 5000 potutatu otjotjimariva tjokukerihonga kombunda yokumana osikore Oviperendwa mbya toororwa mavi randwa nu avi raisiwa mOministeri yOmahi nOmahandurisiro Ozonganda tjiva ze riyandjera okuranda oviungura mbi mavi raisiwa nokukevipwika Omerizemburuka* nge ri moviperendwa maye pewa ombatero yotjimariva *Tji u ungura motjitamba tjOmahi poo Omahitisiro wOviperendwa, arikana hinda omerizemburuka woye ngamwa oruveze ngunda aye hi ya tjita Tjikukutu 30, 2012. Hinda oviperendwa avihe ovinene novitandauke morungovi (oviperendero). Kovingi ohunga na indji oporondjeka noveikaendise: www.land-matters-in-art.com Omuṱakamise woporondjeka: Ominista Alpheus G !Naruseb, Oministeri yOmahi nOmahandurisiro Hakaena ku na: Katharina Wyss, [email protected] December 2012 N A M I B I A 21 WOMEN AND LAND Blind spots for women on the land pie By Laura Sasman my colleagues and I closed our office around 2 o’clock in the afternoon and drove over to the Katutura Community Arts Centre, where couched in protocol and etiquette, much singing of our national and the African Union anthems and speeches by experts, a government minister and foreign dignitaries, the Land Matters in Art campaign was launched. Sister Namibia was there as one of the two official media partners as such, we are (voluntarily) obligated to reflect and report on the issue of land and art in Namibia. The event marked the official call for artists to create a body of visual pieces which showcase to the world how we feel about land in Namibia. Since then, I on a daily basis am confronted by a small sticker that reminds me that “ Land Matters in Art.” Every day, I now wonder how land matters for women and how I feel about land and the land question. We live in a country where the myth prevails that access to land will cure all social ills. It therefore is not surprising that it is every Namibian’s dream to own a piece of the land pie. As with real pie, if among the potential pie grabbers, you have alpha-male personality grabbers, it is entirely conceivable that a few might walk away with the lion’s share, whereas most will have to contend with the crumbs only and still others with nothing. There is hardly a politician, an academic, a bank manager, or a lawyer in this country who is not completely preoccupied with and living for supplementing his farming income with day jobs. Perhaps it is because so many city-dwelling fat cats are so busy as weekend farmers and weekend land owners that there are so many down-and-out rural women drifting to the urban sprawls we euphemistically refer to as informal settlements. Their need for and interest in land have shrunk to no more than a towel-width of earth on which they may erect a kambashu. I read somewhere and I have to agree that women are not a homogonous group and that we as such, have very different experiences, needs and expectations. I, for instance grew up in an urban setting, therefore my experience with and expectation fo land would be very different from a woman, lets say, in Vaalgras or in Nkurenkuru. A consumer as opposed to a producer of agricultural produce, my interest in land is restricted to its potential as residential “land” for myself and my family. I sometimes wonder what will happen if I, an urban-born-and -raised woman from Khomasdal make any other claim on land. Will I be taken seriously, or will I be sent off at the sound of howling laughter ringing in my ears for my audacity to even consider joining the land grab. I now know that there are many forms of land ownership in Namibia. These include title deed in freehold land and non-title deed in communal land. I was informed that in addition, to these two types of tenure, the Namibian land mass is divided into national parks, restricted 18 December 2012 N A M I B I A WOMEN AND LAND “diamond” and other mining areas, and I am assuming, residential tenure in municipal areas. I found out that distribution of land is categorised as “white and black individuals’ land, “companies’ land”, government-owned land, non-Namibian citizens’ land, municipalities and organisations’ land, and land for unclear purposes. It would appear that Namibia is gender blind when it comes to matters of land. Cognizant that women are not a homogenous group, would it not make sense to also reflect how many women have access to either free-hold or non-title deed land, given that women in sub Saharan Africa are credited with the overall highest labour-force participation rates and the highest average agricultural labour-force participation rates? Or is this not true for women in Namibia? All of these reflections make me wonder, if I were to make an art work that expresses my emotions about land, what it would be? I imagine there would be hyenas in that art work. There also would be quite a bit of if not cherry juice, then real blood, I imagine there would be gender blind male and female politicians and I imagine there would also be women. However, the women will be far on the outskirts of the action, looking hungrily. Some might be licking at a few crumbs, but mostly, they will be onlookers. As for the pie, there will not be any pie left for anyone to share in. What are your reflections on land in Namibia? Share your thoughts on Land Matters in Art on our Facebook page at www.facebook.com/ SisterNamibia. Or SMS your reflections to us at +264 818 357 065 December 2012 N A M I B I A 23 HEALTHY, HAPPY BONES WOMEN’S HEALTH ADULT HUMANS NORMALLY have 206 bones in their bodies. Bone is living tissue, which constantly is either built or dissolved. The bones make up the skeleton which supports and holds the body upright, helps the body moves and protects some of the vital organs such as the brain, heart and lungs. When bones become weak or diseased, they fracture more easily and can be the cause of considerable pain and discomfort, as well as impede movement of the body. Among the diseases that affect bone are arthritis, rickets and osteoporosis. Women generally are more likely than men to develop osteoporosis. The word osteoporosis literally means porous bones and as suggested, this is a disease that causes bones to become weak and more at risk to breaking. The reason why women are more affected than men is because we tend to have smaller, thinner bones than men. Also, when a woman reaches her menopause, her body produces less Oestrogen, which is a hormone in women that protects bones. You may not know this, but women at around the age of 30, stop producing new bone. While osteoporosis is generally considered an old-person’s disease, it also occurs in young children and adolescents if they have inherited bone diseases, have physical disabilities or have limited movement. As girls are under more pressure than boys to be thin, they generally are more affected by eating disorders such as anorexia or bulimia. If a girl’s weight is too low, she stops getting her period as a result, her body produces less oestrogen. This, and the fact that they do not get enough of the right minerals and protein means that very thin girls are more vulnerable to bone fractures and osteoporosis. Osteoporosis is sometimes referred to as the silent disease. Because it happens in the bones you may not know that you have osteoporosis 24 December 2012 N A M I B I A WOMEN’S HEALTH until you fracture a bone. Unfortunately, once you have an osteoporotic fracture, you are at high risk of having another. Early detection of this disease therefore is very important. Usually your body gives you signs when something is going wrong. Some signs of osteoporosis might include losing your balance and falling frequently, the loss of body height, spinal deformities such as stooped posture. The clearest sign is fracturing of bones even when bumping, straining or falling. Do not wait to break or fracture a bone before seeing a doctor. Losing your balance more frequently is a good enough reason to see a doctor whether or not you have osteoporosis. The good news is that osteoporosis can be prevented and it can be cured. As usual, prevention is better than cure. Everybody needs enough vitamin D which is essential to help the body absorb calcium which is the most important building block of bone. The best sources of vitamin D is sunlight (of which we have more than enough,) oily fish, including sardines and tuna, fortified milk and cereals, eggs and liver. Babies usually get calcium either from breast milk or from formula. As the child grows, milk, yogurt and other dairy products are the most important source of calcium. In addition to a good and calcium and vitamin D-rich diet, it is important to do weight-bearing exercise like walking or running as this helps to strengthen the bones. If you want to prevent osteoporosis, stop smoking, drink alcohol and caffeine only in moderation, maintain a healthy weight, and try and avoid becoming too thin. Remember, it is always good to first consult a doctor before you embark on a specialised diet and exercise plan. For more information: http://www.everydayhealth.com/osteoporosis/ osteoporosis-and-gender.aspx 4 WAYS TO STAY HEALTHY OVER THE HOLIDAYS Exchange fatty foods with healthier options: Instead of chocolate, have dried fruits and nuts, or you can replace vetkoek with brown bread. Have a work out schedule: Run, walk, or even do a few simple aerobics at home, but make sure you do an activity every day. Avoid “white foods”- Foods like white potatoes, white rice and all white flour products have the ability to increase your appetite. Thus, it’s best to avoid them altogether to reduce the chances of eating more. Replace them with foods like wholewheat flour, brown rice and more fruits and vegetables. Increase your intake of whole grains and beansReplace starchy foods such as macaroni, pap or rice with whole grains and beans, they are a much healthier choice. December 2012 N A M I B I A 25 FEMINIST FORUM CHARITY BEGINS AT HOME...or does it? By Mimi Mwiya ONE OF THE biggest challenges I face daily is that of trying to reconcile what I believe in and stand for as an individual with what the way I’m expected to be as a woman of the Caprivi. I’ve long been dubbed as “rebellious” in the Caprivi community simply because I speak my mind and I question a lot of the beliefs and practices from there, I’ve dealt with this mostly by associating with as few Caprivians as I possibly could. However, all this has done was prove to me that as clichéd as it may be, it’s true, you can’t run away from your problems. As part of my curriculum this year I had to spend six weeks working in “my community”, for me that would have been the small community of Windhoek North, but my supervisor insisted it be Katima Mulilo. So grudgingly, I packed my bags and went to what must be one of the hardest places for a feminist to live in. The first problem I had was that of people expecting me to speak Silozi and Subia at work, something I couldn’t do, not only because my command of both languages is pretty laughable, but also because I just feel it just takes away from the professionalism at work. The biggest shock to my system however, came on a day we were due to have a meeting with the region’s traditional authorities, my boss gave me a report to read beforehand which had some of their grievances and they included: “Women and children have too many rights these days, you can’t discipline a child without the threat of being reported for child abuse and women are not even afraid to look men in the eye when they speak.” Can we get anymore backward? At some meetings, I would be asked to do things just because I was the only woman there, it was as though the universe was conspiring to upset me, because the way I was raised, telling me to do something because I’m the youngest is more likely to render favorable results. The occasional sexist moments and remarks at meetings I could handle, what was harder to deal with was having to listen to my boss (day in day out) say things like “you are just a woman”, as if I’m somehow lacking in knowledge and skill because I’m a woman, as if I can’t possibly have anything meaningful to say because “I’m just a woman.” On woman’s day (August 10th) I had to listen to chauvinist old men say that sex is a need for men whereas it’s only a want for women, therefore a man has the right to demand for sex whenever he pleases and can seek for it elsewhere should he not get it from “his” woman. I was infuriated, but I didn’t say anything, why? Because as a young woman I should know my place, oh the double tragedy, because as a student I had to think about the image of the university.I could write an entire book about all the things that infuriated me during my time “home”, but it would be too angry a book, so I won’t. 26 December 2012 N A M I B I A WOMEN’S FEMINISTHEALTH FORUM FOR YVONNE VERA The tiny silver lining is that I did get some growth from my experience. I realized (or rather, I was reminded) that it’s very easy to associate myself solely with people who share the same ideals as me, believe all the things I do or at least those who are a little more open-minded, but the challenge lies in changing the narrow-mindedness of my own people. Because heaven forbid I someday have to permanently have to work in Katima, these are the exact same attitudes I’d be going back to and it really was my responsibility to spearhead change if I wanted to see it. Even closer to home though, I realized that I needed to change were the mindsets of my family and close friends, because I can avoid the Caprivi should I put my mind to it, but I cannot avoid the people in my inner circle and I’ve realized that they are some of the biggest homophobic and sexist bigots. I’m ashamed to say how sometimes a friend or cousin will say something homophobic or sexist and I simply don’t say anything. Yes, I’m not agreeing with them, but I’m not disagreeing with them either, which is kind of worse because I’m not taking a stand for what I believe in… and the English do say silence is consent. I can go to all the meetings, workshops and demonstrations I like, but it’s quite pointless really if I come back to poisonous attitudes I do not speak up against for fear of confrontation. So I’m on a mission to drag my family and friends out of the dark ages, I’ve started by putting up a printout of sexual and reproductive rights in my room, which has been very popular, because apparently, sex does sell! You open spaces with words that evoke that yell and silence that scream defiance that sting, that sing that give the already dead inside some hope Your words break through with the water of a womb developed and heavy they came when ready to prove, to move To resurrect ideals that were entombed You open spaces with words and inspire translating the beats of a heart every murmur containing poetic art preaching the truth, convincing the youth exhaling actual reality for them to respire Your words suffocate the liar and his rhetoric years of infliction years of submission years of tradition, years of affliction You show how all of his lies nursed a nation to be sick You opened spaces with words and created room for muted voices for strangled choices for her, for them for everyone forced into the maschista fumes Your words opened, opened the world to your world opened eyes to a nation raged to Zimbabwe’s stage to women’s lives, to those colonialized to a place left aside, until we opened your words By Samantha McQuibban WE WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU! SEND US YOUR PERSONAL STORIES, TRUE OR CREATIVE AND WRITTEN IN ANY LOCAL LANGUAGE. FOR EVERY EDITION, SISTER NAMIBIA WILL SELECT TWO STORIES FOR PUBLICATION. THE STORIES SHOULD NOT BE LONGER THAN 600 WORDS, AND REMEBER TO INCLUDE YOUR FULL NAME AND CONTACT DETAILS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO SHARING YOUR STORIES! December 2012 N A M I B I A 27 ASK SISTER ANYTHING ASK SISTER ANYTHING Sister Namibia welcomes our readers to a new page, where you can send in your questions or problems on absolutely any topic and we will give you honest, empowering answers. Send in your questions to 0818 357 065 or email them to us at [email protected]. Dear Sister, I am 18 years old and I noticed some kind of liquid is coming from my vagina. When I take off my panties at the end of the day there is some white stuff on them. I have never had sex and I am still a virgin. Tell me, is there something wrong with me? Do I have a sexually transmitted disease? I am afraid to go to a doctor. Maggie Dear Maggie Given that you are still a virgin, what you see on your panties in all probability is vaginal discharge. Most of the time, vaginal discharge is quite normal and is even important for a woman’s reproductive health. Glands inside the vagina and cervix are responsible for producing this discharge which keeps the vagina clean and helps preventing infections. The discharge can range from clear to whitish in colour, depending on your menstrual cycle. The amount of discharge may also vary depending on whether you are aroused, breast feeding or ovulating. Some women and men think that vaginal discharge is unclean. This is not true. Excessive washing or using harsh chemicals will strip away the protective barrier that vaginal discharge provides. This will make you more vulnerable to infections. You only need to rinse your genitals with warm water and a mild soap and never try to clean inside your vagina. While the discharge is a normal phenomenon, you need to be alarmed if the smell, colour or consistency appears unusual and is accompanied with itching or burning as it may be a sign of infection. A number of factors may cause changes in vaginal discharge, including the use of certain medicines like antibiotics or birth-control medication, yeast infections, STDs, menopause, etc. If you think your vaginal discharge appears unusual, it is best to see a doctor or go to the clinic where the health official will ask about your symptoms and history before prescribing a treatment. 28 December 2012 N A M I B I A ASK SISTER ANYTHING Dear Sister, I am 23 years old and I live with my mother. I have just found out that I am pregnant and I know my mother will be angry. I told the man that I was with that I am pregnant. He says he does not want anything to do with me or my pregnancy. I am also in my second year at Polytechnic and if I continue this pregnancy I will loose my bursary. I am very depressed and I have thought about killing myself. I also don’t want this baby. Please help me. I don’t know what to do. Eva Dear Eva I am very concerned about your state of mind and urge you to find help with your depression first. My advice to you is to urgently see someone, for instance the student counselor at the Polytechnic or a psychologist to help you deal with your depression. Remember there is a solution for any situation, regardless of how desperate that situation may appear at the moment. This is the time to keep a clear head. You are in a very difficult situation. Unfortunately, thousands of young girls and women find themselves in a similar situation every year and there are very few options available in this country to deal with this problem. My next advice is not to spend any energy on trying to pursue your ex boyfriend. It is not worth your while and will only detract from your ability to think clearly and logically. He has already proved himself to be unreliable and is not worth your trouble and energy. Unfortunately, in Namibia, abortion is allowed only when continuing the pregnancy will pose a danger to the woman’s life or constitute a serious threat to her physical or mental health and then only within the first term (12 weeks) of the pregnancy. Given your state of mind, I advise that you ask your psychologist or counselor for an assessment of your mental wellbeing. If there are grounds for an abortion, it needs to be certified by three doctors, including your own doctor. You will need to act very quickly if this is an option for you to follow. Other reasons why a woman may get a legal abortion in Namibia are if there is a serious risk that the child to be born will suffer from a physical or mental defect so as to be irreparably seriously handicapped, when the pregnancy is the consequence of rape or incest; or if the woman is permanently mentally handicapped, therefore not able to bear the consequence of a sexual act. In order to obtain a diagnosis of the embryo, you will need an Amniotic Fluid Test or Amniocentesis done as soon as possible. Abortion is legal in South Africa and there may be some Namibian women who opt to have pregnancies terminated there. I strongly advise against any plans to try and terminate the pregnancy yourself or by taking illegal measures to stop the pregnancy. Too many self-inflicted or backstreet abortions end in seriously injury or in the death of the woman. In light of the limited options available to you, you may have to talk to your mother or other trusted family members about your pregnancy. While she may still be very angry with you, your mother may have a change of heart and decide to help you when the child is born. Together you may work out a solution that may allow you to continue your studies and keep the child. Another option is to leave the child in the care of social workers after the birth. These, unfortunately, are the options available to girls and women in your situation in Namibia. It is important that you take agency of the situation, that you talk to people and get appropriate professional support, and that you consider your options rationally and realistically. Whatever decision you make, I wish you much strength during this difficult time. December 2012 N A M I B I A 29 Agony Aunt Dear Sister, I live with my auntie and uncle in Windhoek. I am in grade 8 and my uncle is paying for my school and my books and my uniform. My uncle tells me that he loves me and that is why he is taking care of my education. Sometimes when my auntie and my cousins are not at home my uncle will give me hugs and kiss me on the lips. I don’t like it when he does that, but I am afraid if I try and make him stop that he will become angry and stop paying for my school. I told a teacher at school but the teacher says she cannot do anything. I am afraid that my uncle will do more than kiss and hug me and I am very scared. Who can I tell to make my uncle stop this? Vistornia Dear Vistorina This is a very serious matter and I am glad that you had had the courage to write to me about your problem. Firstly, your uncle is a sick man! What he is doing is a crime. This has to stop immediately before it goes any further. Next time he touches or kisses you, immediately tell him to stop or you will tell someone what is happening. If the touching and kissing do not stop (or even if it does stop, but you are afraid that he will start again,) tell your aunt or another trusted relative, friend or school teacher. If any one of the people you tell does not believe you, tell the next person. Do not stop telling somebody until they listen to you and believe you. They will then be able to confront your uncle and tell him to stop, alternatively they will be able to help you get help from the authorities, including from the police if necessary. If you need to talk to someone about your feelings and/or fears, or if no-one believes what you are telling about your uncle, you may contact a LifeLine/ChildLine counselor at the 116 toll-free number. You may phone this number from any cell phone (Leo and MTC), from land and pay phones and you may phone from anywhere in Namibia. Always know that you are not responsible for your uncle’s behavior and this is not your fault. Send your questions and/or possible solutions to our Facebook page at www.facebook.com/ SisterNamibia. Or SMS your questions to us at +264 818 357 065 30 December 2012 N A M I B I A Love at first sight: INTERNSHIP My experience as an intern at Sister Namibia By Sanne Klasen IT WAS ON a Tuesday, the day I first walked into Sisters’ office during their lunch break. The big room was so welcoming and warm with the wood, the yellow curtains and all the books surrounding us. The big table was overflowing with newspapers and by the table sat two women, Sheena and Laura. We had coffee and it was decided that I would start my internship the next day. I was excited! A month has gone by and I’ve learned a lot from interning at Sister. Working here, I am constantly updated on the situation of women in Namibia (and others parts of the world) and we always take time off to discuss what we read in the papers and online, or our own experiences. Terrible news regarding violence against women appears everyday but you also come across driven and courageous women, who bring hope. Things do change, even though, sadly, at a snail’s pace. During my time at Sister I have participated in conferences and Feminist Forums which have taught me a lot about how attitudes differ in Namibia. I realized that while I’m used to things being seen as either right or wrong, most people seem to have the same view on certain topics like violence against women or children, marriage etc. Another big difference here, compared to Sweden where I’m from, is the influence that religion and tradition has on most parts of society. There is both good and bad in this. What I don’t like about it is when we use tradition, religion or culture to not take action in situations, like for example abuse or sickness. “Pray for him or her” people will say. You have probably heard amazing stories of people recovering from severe diseases from praying. But what about all of the others, all the stories we never get to listen to, because praying was not enough? Gandhi once said, “We have to be the change we wish to see”. This, I’m taking back with me to Sweden. I’m going to become more active and take more responsibility in helping myself and my sisters. Everybody can do something. Even tough you can’t walk up to the leader of your community and demand change; you can always be there for someone. Share your story and strengthen each other in that way. As the feminist slogan goes, “the personal is political and public”. We must not remain silent; we must at least speak out, and when necessary, take action! I came to Sister, as a social work student, wondering how a magazine could be social work, or even if it really could. Now I have the answer. It sure can. Information is the key to change. In order to be able to take action and form an opinion about anything, you are going to need information. Sister Namibia empowers women to make changes in their lives and to know their rights. Keep up the good job sisters! December 2012 N A M I B I A 31 SISTER NAMIBIA RESOURCE CENTRE S ister Namibia houses a resource centre that has a variety of books and materials on women’s rights’ issues, sexuality, gender, violence as well as fiction and non-fiction novels available for lending to the public. To become a member bring along your ID or Student Card and a N$ 20 annual membership fee for students and the unemployed, and N$ 30 for other members of the public. The resource centre is open on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays from 14h00 to 17h00. Below are some of our new arrivals, donated by BOOK AID INTERNATIONAL. The Dilemma of a Ghost & Anowa Ama Ata Aidoo Longman Publishing Group (2011) These two comedic plays are sympathetic and honest explorations of the conflicts between the individualism of westernised culture and the social traditions of Africa. Both plays have been performed to audiences throughout the world and reinforce Ama Ata Aidoo’s position as one of the leading creative voices in Africa today. Dilemma of a Ghost : When Ato returns to Ghana from his studies in North America he brings with him a sophisticated black American wife. Their hopes of a happy marriage and of combining the ‘sweetness and loveliest things in Africa and America’ are soon shown to have been built on an unstable foundation. Anowa : Based on the old Ghanian legend, Anowa, is the story of a young woman who decides, against her parents’ wishes, to marry the man she loves. After many trials and tribulations the couple amass a fortune – but Anowa realises that somewhere, something is wrong. 32 December 2012 N A M I B I A Going Solo Hope Keshubi Fountain Publishers Ltd. (1997) This short story is a tale of modern Uganda. After her adored husband disappears, abducted by armed men, Doreen is harassed by her brothers-in-law. Destitute, she trains as a teacher. She uncovers the exploitation and corruption of two headmasters and she suffers in the process. When she sets up a drama and music project for young talent, she meets more complications… Doreen’s story is full of energy and humour, a lively story close to our hearts. SISTER NAMIBIA RESOURCE CENTRE Asiye’s Story Asiye Guzel Saqi Books (2003) Asiye's account of encounter and her two weeks in the security headquarters in Istanbul, where she is subjected to horrific acts of violence, including suspension torture, gang rape, and psychological torture, provide further testimony to the fact that in the twenty-first-century state, sponsored violence continues to take place. The reader cannot help but applaud the solidarity among the prisoners and the support Guzel receives from her family, including her in-laws, long-lost cousins, and friends. Even in the most desperate conditions and degrading circumstances, one can find acts of heroism and great compassion.Asiye's Story is an important text in terms of what it documents and the debate it spawned at the time it was first published in Turkey, as well as the discussion it continues to foster at home and abroad, but in addition to its contents, this book is valuable because the author is a gifted writer. Mirage & other stories : A collection of short stories and photographs by Amy Schoeman Gamsberg Macmillan Publishers (Pty) Ltd (2003) In this collection of short stories, photographer Amy Schoeman, uses the lens of the written word to explore a wide range of human emotions and experiences, reflecting and exposing inner landscapes of a selection of interesting characters inhabiting her adopted country. The stories thrive with local Namibian realism. They contain humour, tenderness, sadness and anger. Some are touching, others shocking. Some stories, especially, reveal the sharp thorns ripping at the seams of our social disguises. The striking and suggestive photographs provide a thought provoking bridge between the visible world of objects and the invisible world of feelings and emotions that Schoeman explores in this highly readable collection. They will not leave the reader untouched or unmoved. December 2012 N A M I B I A 33 FEMINIST FORUM !H¡b ÆHœgu DŒÆkhƒsib !nâ - Namibiab DŒÆkhƒsib Projeks tsî ÆGau¸uis ÆHao re n‡ ¸guro dŒÆkhƒsib di !hoa¸harugus “!H¡b ÆHœgu DŒÆkhƒsib !nâ” ti ¸gaiÅonsas Namibiab dis !nâ: Hoaraga !kharaga mûhesa x¡n di ¸nuwi-aon ge ra Ækhauhe în Æhao Æîn di ¸nuwikhâi ra Ægâi¸uisendi Åkha, !h¡b tsî !h¡b di Ågora-unus Namibiab !nâ hâs ¸ama. N‡ “¸Gaikhâis ¸Nuwi-aon tsî ¸Nuwisa x¡n” dis ge hoaraga ¸nuwi-aon hoa gowagu tsî !kharaga Åhûhâsigu dina !oa hâ. ÆHao re n‡ Åœ-aisa !‡s !nâ, î Ægaeba re sa Åkhƒ sa ¸hôas diba tsî Ågoragu sa mû¸gƒb !h¡b di Ågora-unus Namibiab !nâ hâs ¸ama. Mâtits ra !h¡b tsî !h¡b Ågoraunus Åkha mûÆaresen? Mâ Ågaugu aits ra !h¡ba sa Åumis, sa ¸nŒsasib ase mû? Mƒ¸gƒ sa dŒÆkhƒsib sîsenna xoa¸gƒsens ¸haweb Åkha: 21 – 25 !Khanni 2013Æî kurib !nâ National Art Gallerys Namibiab dis tawa. Xoa¸gƒsens ¸haweba sao rapa ÆgâiÆnâ re >www.land-matters-in-art.com/participate !Gâi!gâgu Æhao ra ¸nuwi-aon !aroma hâgu: ✔ ¸Gâsoasa ¡hâsa Ænƒ Åoro huisex¡n kœse John Muafangejo Art Centres !nâ-¡ ✔ Mario!nâ ¸gâsoas/sîsen¡s sîsen!nâ!nƒ-oms dis John Muafangejo Art Centres tawa ... ÆHûi¸uisa dŒÆkhƒsib sîsengu tsî ¸nuwi-aon !aroma, Ågora!gâs khao!gâ: ✔ Sertifikat Æhaos dib ✔ ¸Nuwi-aon ge Æîn di sîsenga Æamax¡s di !‡sa nî hœ ✔ ÅOasase !kharaga Åûgu !nâ hâ Ægâisa Æamax¡¸khanib gen î Ægâihe Åorodomma ra Ågui sîsenni mâ ¸nuwi-ao-i hoa-i diba Ægau¸uise ✔ Projeks di websaeti ge mâ-ai!âs n‡ ¸nuwi-aon tsîn sîsengu ¸ama hâsa nî Ægau¸ui (online gallerys), tsî Ænƒ Ågaus ai nî ¸an¸an¸ui ✔ ÆHao ra ¸nuwi-aon ge !‡sa nî ¡hâ Æîn sîsengu kai, ¸oa¸amsa Ægau¸uis !aroma Æhûihe tsî ÅAeÆgams di Ægau¸uiÆgâudi !nâ Ægau¸uihe Ækhƒ !khais disa ✔ 3 x 5000 NAD ÆkhƒÆkhƒsens di mƒs Ågapi ÆkhƒÆkhƒsens !aroma ✔ ÆHûi¸uisa dŒÆkhƒsib sîsengu ge nî Æamahe tsî Ministris !H¡b tsî !H¡mƒs dis tawa Ægau¸uihe ✔ ÅNî khama kœ ¸nûi¸gƒdi ge mƒsenxasiba ÆapoÆapo hâ n‡ Ægau¸uihe ra sîsenga Æamasa Æîn ÅhaoÅhaosa dŒÆkhƒsib di x¡n !aroma ✔ Marisi huib Æhûi¸uisa dŒÆkhƒsib sîsengu !aroma* *Sadu ga Ånai !H¡b DŒÆkhƒsib tamas ka io DŒÆkhƒsib X¡na !Am¸gƒs !harib ai sîsen, o toxopa sa aoÆguiba mâb Åguib ga Æae xawe sî¸gƒ re 30 ÅHœ¸gaeb 2012Æî kurib dis ai!â. Mƒ¸gƒ hoaraga kai dŒÆkhƒsib sîsenga elektronik Ågaub ai e-mails !nâ-¡ (Œsiga). !Nƒsa ¸ans projeks tsî projeks di sîsenÆare-aon ¸ama: www.land-matters-in-art.com Projeks ÆKhauba-aob: Minister Alpheus G. !Naruseb, Ministris !H¡b tsî !H¡mƒs dis Dî!gâdi: Katharina Wyss, [email protected] 34 December 2012 December 2012 N A M I B I A N A M I B I A 34 CREATING LIGHT: SISTER NAMIBIA’S 2012 CAMPAIGN FOR THE 16 DAYS OF ACTIVISM AGAINST VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN The 2012 campaign run by Sister Namibia and partners go under the heading “Creating Light.” The year 2012 in Namibia, once again has been a dark year for women. It has been a dark year in as much as women once again had to bear the brunt of senseless violence that continues to mar the relationships bwetween men and women in Namibia. This year Sister Namibia has the great honour to be sharing partnership around the 16days with an unorthodox group of very distinguished organisations which include the Namibia-German Association for Cultural Cooperation (NADS) through the Goethe Centre, the Franco-Namibian Cultural Centre, the Theatre All Stars, individuals like Hugh Ellis, the artist Kirsten Wechslberger, Lize Ehlers and Song-night, Afrikavenir, LifeLine/ChildLine and Oundano wa Afrika, Land Matters in Art initiative and the Olof Palme International Centre. The participation of these organisations in the 16-days campaign is proof that there are people and institutions that share and are committed to the ideals for a world that is free from violence against women and from genderbased violence. Their generous participation creates rays of hope for our communities and the world. Through these activities, we are hoping that we may ▪ Shed light on the underlying and shameful issues that pertain to violence against women; ▪ We are lighting symbolic candles in memory of those women who have lost their lives at the hands of people who claim that they were acting in love – or passion. We reject these dastardly acts against violence by calling them what they are, namely cowardly and deliberate ego trips. ▪ We anticipate that the event and venues may create spaces for hope in our country. 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December 2012 N A M I B I A 37 Killing women in the name of passion? TODAY THE ISSUE IS... MARKING THE END of yet another year, Sister Namibia staff once again are caught up in making plans for activities around the 16-Days-of-Activism-againstViolence-against Women. This means, we take time to reflect on the situation of women in Namibia over the past year. Media headlines throughout the year-once again- were punctuated by killing of women which in the same media is portrayed as “passion” killings. Somehow I get the sense that people are genuinely trying to come to terms with the continued and seemingly unabated tendencies towards the killing of women in this land where our ostensible freedom was watered by blood. The question is only how are people trying to come to terms with. I, for one, believe that people erroneously are referring to the cold-blooded and premeditated killing of women as “passion” killing. Living in lawful society, we recognise that the law demands that the intentional killing of a fellow human being is dealt with proportionally and “justly.” The law therefore holds the offender blameworthy and assigns the highest degree of culpability when the intent to kill is premeditated and deliberate. The killing of another person is partially assuaged when there are external reasons (self defence, accidents, provocations) for the killing. Killing another person under these circumstances now becomes manslaughter, as opposed to murder before the law. The word passion assumes that the perpetrator was adequately provoked into a spontaneous, unplanned and impulsive lashing out – and if a woman (or anyone) is killed as a result, then this killing can be 38 December 2012 N A M I B I A seen to be “accidental.” The perpetrator acted out of human weakness, and while the act of killing is still unfortunate – even reprehensible – it is nevertheless still “understandable.” We find mitigation for the act – for the dead women surely deserved what was coming! This tendency – to blame the woman and absolve the perpetrator-became abundantly clear to all when in October readers were asked by a local paper – Namibian Sun – to share their reflections on the issue. Of the 14 persons (5 women and 9 men) whose opinions were published in this piece, 8 stated (paraphrased) that women/girls are “abusing” the men for money only. This view was shared by 4 of the 5 women asked. One woman, Ester, went as far to say : “men are spending their money on girls out of love. He is supporting her, so the girl should stay faithful. It is hard for a guy to see the girl with another man when he knows how much he invested in her.” Louise was of the opinion that “Girls are “chopping” guys’ money. They need to stand up on their own, be independent and stop depending on guys. They should not aim for high things if they cannot afford it, but be satisfied with what they have. Stop dating sugar daddies, but date (people) your own age.” Through this slight of hand, the killings were now mitigated since they now are blamed on women’s cheating, unreliability and “manipulation. Investigating the issue in respect of killings happening “in the heat of passion” ie., as the result of a compulsive, unplanned reaction to an adequate provocation, one needs to understand the circumstance under which some women were disposed of during the year. In the case of Elizabeth Ekandjo, who was killed in June, the killer - the son of a local businessman – entered her flat through the bedroom window in the middle of the night, taking with him two bottles of petrol. How was this individual provoked into acting “in the heat of passion” by a sleeping woman? Can there be any doubt in the mind of anybody that this was a premeditated and planned murder? Patricia Hango’s killer went to her work place with a gun in his hand after apparently leaving a suicide note. How does making a plan to get a firearm, going to another person’s place of work and killing that person constitute “acting in the heat of passion?” Perhaps even more shocking than the killing itself, are the comments made by apparently “normal” Namibians in response to the “publishing” of a supposed suicide note on Facebook YOUR ADVERT HERE! One person was of the opinion “ Yaah gud dey, chop our money we chop dey life, passop.” Another person thought “ she deserve to be killed wan! to hell is whre thy belong and may their soul BURN in hell.” Yet another so-called passion killing: This time in October, a pregnant teenager, Sara Van der Westhuisen, was called out of her house before being stabbed to death in front of neighbours who apparently did not intervene in spite of the fact that the victim tried to hide behind them. Also here the killer wrote a supposed suicide note before going to, hunting down and killing the young girl – ostensibly because she had an interfering mother! I am shuddering at my own irresponsibility for having brought a daughter into this misogynistic – women hating - society where our sons are encouraged to kill a woman – I suppose because they love them so “passionately” they could kill them! This is not love, this is passionate HATE. All those people talking about love will know that love in the biblical sense is supposed to be patient, generous, kind, does not envy, does not boast, is not proud. In Namibia, it seems we are confused about what love is. We equate love with financial transactions: Does that mean that you may also kill your children if they disappoint you after you have invested a lifetime of money, energy, worry and love in them? Calling the cold blooded and premeditated killing of a woman “passion killing” to me seems opportunistic and cynical. The killings of women in Namibia are no different from the so-called honour killings of women in Islamist countries. It is about male egos, it is about their sense of honour and losing face and it is time that we in Namibia wake up to this reality and call it what it is. Only by so doing will be able to challenge the blatant masculinity stereotypes that make such behaviour and attitudes pervasive and acceptable. 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