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seqsi, narkotikebi, Sidsis virusiT inficirebis riski
iago kaWkaWiSvili, gaga niJaraZe, kote jandieri iago kaWkaWiSvili, gaga niJaraZe, kote jandieri Sidsis raindebi Sidsis raindebi narkomania, Sidsi da Tineijerebi narkomania, Sidsi da Tineijerebi gamomcemloba `universali~ gamomcemloba `universali~ Tbilisi- 2008 Tbilisi- 2008 Tavi winasityva © i. kaWkaWiSvili, g. niJaraZe, k. jandieri, 2008 gamomcemloba `universali~, 2008 Tbilisi, 0179, i. WavWavaZis gamz. 19, : 22 36 09, 8(99) 17 22 30 E-mail: [email protected] ISBN 978-99941-12-316-0 am wignis mTavari avtori mwerali da scenaristi kote jandieria, xolo `naklebad mTavrebi~ – sociologi iago kaWkaWiSvili da fsiqologi gaga niJaraZe. 2006-2007 wlebSi Cven samma, inglisel partniorsa da megobarTan, prof. robin gudvinTan erTad, ganvaxorcieleT erTi proeqti, romelic Sidsisa da narkomaniis sakiTxebs mieZRvna. proeqtis Sedegi iyo 20-wuTiani mxatvruli filmi `es erTjeradi nivTebi~ (scenaris avtori – kote jandieri, reJisori – andro Wiaureli), romlis naxvac SeiZleba internet-gverdebze: www.bude.ge; www.avoe.ge da www.gol.ge. siamayiT gvinda giTxraT, rom filmi ukve daaxloebiT 10 aTasjer CamoitvirTa! SarSan evraziis fondma dagvifinansa kidev erTi, oRond ufro farTo proeqti igive Temebze. ai, ra gavakeTeT: gamovkiTxeT TiTqmis 3000 ufrosklaseli mTels saqarTveloSi, Tu ra ician maT Sidsisa da narkomaniis Sesaxeb, ras fiqroben am problemebze da sxva aseTebi – am gamokiTxvis Sedegebs Tqven naxavT wignSi. Semdeg moviareT 50-mde skola Cveni qveynis yvela regionSi, sadac vaCvenebdiT Cvens films, varigebdiT bukletebs da ufrosklaselebs vacnobdiT gamokiTxvis Sedegebs da vesaubrebodiT Sidssa da narkotikebTan dakavSirebul safrTxeebze. amis mere kidev erTi gamokiTxva CavatareT da kmayofilebiT aRmovaCineT, rom im skolebSi, sadac moswavleebTan Sexvedrebi, saubrebi da filmis Cve3 Tavi neba gvqonda gamarTuli, ufrosklaselebma sagrZnoblad ukeT icodnen CvenTvis saintereso TemebTan dakavSirebuli sakiTxebi da ufro sworad azrovnebdnen, vidre iq, sadac ar vyofilvarT. bolos wigni unda dagvewera, ai es wigni, romelic axla xelSi giWiravT. iagos da gagas, anu `naklebad mTavar~ avtorebs, ase gvqonda warmodgenili: wignSi unda yofiliyo ramdenime personaJi-Tineijeri da erTi maTi ufrosi megobari. isini xSirad ikribebian da saubroben sxvadasxva Temebze, magram ZiriTadad Sidsisa da narkomaniis garSemo, ufrosi ki swor informacias awvdiT. hoda, aviReT mTeli masala, miveciT kotes, man erTi Tve imuSava da moitana... moTxroba! moTxroba Tavisi siuJetiT, siyvaruliT, mtrobiT, megobrobiT, kriminaliT, SidsiT da narkotikebiT... moTxroba ki mogvewona, magram wigni rom sxvanairad gvqonda warmodgenili? bevri vifiqreT da bolos gadavwyviteT, rom iqneb rac moxda, ukeTesi iyos kidec, da es uCveulo wigni gavakeTeT: marcxena gverdebze kotes moTxrobis teqstia, marjvenaze ki is, rac moTxrobis mTavarma gmirma, gogram, amoikiTxa internetSi, da kidev raRac-raRaceebi - mecnieruli komentarebi, gamokiTxvis Sedegebi da saintereso faqtebi. garda amisa, gadavwyviteT mokle cnobebi mogveyvana moTxrobaSi naxsenebi sami didi xelovanis Sesaxeb. esenia avstrieli mxatvari gustav klimti, frangi poeti giiom apolineri da ingliseli mwerali jon ruel ronald tolkieni. Tavidan vecadeT, rom moTxrobis teqsts gavyolodiT – Tu teqstSi raime iyo naxsenebi, rac 4 ganmartebas moiTxovs, mis gaswvriv, marjvniv, mogvetana komentarebi, magram yovelTvis es wesi ver davicaviT – zogjer erTma sityvam Tu winadadebam sakmaod vrceli axsna moiTxova; ase rom, gvapatieT zogjer teqstisa da komentaris acdenisaTvis. gvinda, madloba gadavuxadoT fsiqolog darejan javaxiSvils da infeqciuri paTologiis, Sidsis da klinikuri imunologiis centris TanamSromels, maia cincaZes, sasargeblo SeniSvnebisa da rCevebisaTvis. rasakvirvelia, didi madloba `evraziis TanamSromlobis fonds~, romlis finansurma mxardaWeram uzrunvelyo rogorc sociologiuri kvlevebis Catareba, ise winamdebare wignis momzadeba da gamocema. didi imedi gvaqvs, rom moTxrobac da komentarebic mogewonebaT, zogierT Tqvengans mainc daafiqrebs, azrs Seacvlevinebs da iqneb SeaCerebs kidec sabediswero nabijisagan... @ iago kaWkaWiSvili gaga niJaraZe kote jandieri 5 Tavi sarCevi Tavi I ............................................................................. 8 Tavi II ............................................................................ 32 sarCevi Sidsis epidemia ..................................................................................................................... 9 sociologiuri gamokiTxva ....................................................................................... 11 sociologiuri gamokiTxva ....................................................................................... 13 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 15 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 17 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 19 ra iwvevs Sidss? .................................................................................................................. 21 aiv-ze testirebis Sedegebis anonimuroba ................................................ 23 aiv-idan Sidsamde ................................................................................................................ 25 aiv-inficirebis gzebis Tanafardoba msoflioSi da saqarTveloSi ......................................................................................................................... 29 adamianis imunodeficitis virusis (aiv) gadacemis gzebi ........ 33 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 39 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 41 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 43 stigma da stigmatizacia ............................................................................................ 47 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 53 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 57 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 59 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 61 Tavi III ........................................................................... 62 Tavi IV ........................................................................... 98 Tavi V ............................................................................ 164 6 aiv-ze testireba .................................................................................................................. 67 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 73 gustav klimti ....................................................................................................................... 75 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 77 tolkieni da `beWdebis mbrZanebeli~ ............................................................. 79 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 83 aiv/SidsTan dakavSirebuli ambebi (2007 w.) ............................................ 85 giiom apolineri .................................................................................................................. 91 aiv/SidsTan dakavSirebuli ambebi (2008 w.) .............................................. 93 wiTeli lenti _ erTi simbolos istoria ............................................. 105 saxifaToa Tu ara tatu da pirsingi? .......................................................... 113 cxovrebis istoriis monakveTebi adamianisa, romelic imunodeficitis viruss atarebs ........................................................................ 115 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 131 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 133 rogor gaCnda aiv/Sidsi da sad iyo aqamde? .......................................... 137 prezervativis istoria ................................................................................................. 141 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 149 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 151 risk-jgufebi ........................................................................................................................... 153 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi ........................................................... 159 narkomania – saqarTvelos #1 problema ................................................... 161 7 Tavi Tavi I me `gogras~ meZaxian. am metsaxels Cveni maTematikis maswavlebels, dinara buTxuzs unda vumadlode. erTxel, mexuTe klasSi ro viyaviT, raRacas gvixsnida. Tan SekiTxvebs gvisvamda – egeTi meTodi aqvs. mokled, ise moxda, rom swori pasuxi gaveci da dinaram Semaqo: `genacvale mag Wkvian gograSio~. Cvens debilebs meti ra undodaT?! `gogra, gograo!~ – gaiZaxodnen. xoda gogra damerqva. exla meTerTmete klass vamTavreb da sabunebismetyvelo fakultetze minda movxvde. es, sabolood, Sidsma, Sukam da goglikom gadamawyvetines. xo, swored im Sidsze vambob, xalxi `spids~ ro eZaxis. kide kai, ro sabolood yvelaferi kargad damTavrda. magram im saSinelma dReebma damanaxa, rom erTi laborantis, preparatoris, an, miTumetes, eqimis Secdomam, SeiZleba mTeli cxovreba Tavdayira daayenos, daRupos adamiani da gaaubeduros misi axloblebi. adre Sidsze marto is vicodi, rac yvelam – murtali ramea; Tu dagemarTa, adre Tu gvian aucileblad gagordebi. magram yvelaferi im kvira dRes Seicvala, roca Cemi klaseli gogliko damadga Tavze dilaadrian. goglikos deda da dedaCemi sabavSvo baRidan daqalebi arian, silamazis saloni aqvT gaxsnili da 8 Sidsis epidemia Sidsi, anu SeZenili imunodeficitis sindromi, daavadebaa, romelmac globaluri epidemiis xasiaTi miiRo. Sidsis epidemia ukve 25 welze mets grZeldeba. daavadebis masobrivi SemTxvevebi daiwyo gasuli saukunis 70-iani wlebidan. dRes Sidsi Sedis im daavadebaTa xuTeulSi, romelTac yvelaze meti sicocxle miaqvT. epidemiis SeCereba jer-jerobiT ver xerxdeba, Tumca, garkveuli warmatebebic aris. magaliTad, ganviTarebul qveynebSi inficirebis axali SemTxvevebis ricxvma kleba daiwyo. 9 Tavi I oriveni iq muSaoben. zafxulobiT, zRvaze erTad visvenebT xolme. goglikos maTematikuri sagnebi ar exerxeba, sul Cemgan iwers. samagierod, sporti evaseba. kompiuteri maria Sarapovas, ronaldinios da Sumaxeris fotoebiTa aqvs gamotenili, TavSi ki namdvili sportis enciklopedia udevs tvinis magivrad. im dilas saxlSi marto viyavi, aravis velodebodi, samecadinoc maincda mainc araferi mqonda da loginSi vnebivrobdi. `Trevel Cenelze~ seiSelis kunZulebs aCvenebdnen, lamazi plaJebiT da bungaloebiT; magrad dazagrul naxevradSiSvel kacebs da qalebs, romlebic civ koqteilebs svamdnen. am dros karze zari darekes. gamityda, magram ras vizamdi? avdeqi, Ramis perangze dedaCemis xalaTi movicvi da kari gavaRe. karSi gogliko idga, mxarze `adidasis~ sportuli CanTa hqonda gadakidebuli. – privet, gogra! ras akeTeb, goraob? – Semo, gacivda saxli! did oTaxSi rom SevediT, goglikom CanTa Zirs daagdo da savarZelSi gadaiTxlaSa, rogorc icis xolme. mamamisTan sul amaze aqvs Cxubi. – au, TqvenTan magra cxela. – ra iyo, amis saTqmelad damadeqi am dilaadrian? – curvaze mivdivar da cota xniT Semogiare. – gSia? 10 sociologiuri gamokiTxva SidsTan, narkomaniasTan da usafrTxo seqsTan dakavSirebuli sakiTxebis garSemo Catarda sociologiuri gamokiTxva, romelSi monawileobas iRebdnen sajaro skolebis damamTavrebeli klasebis moswavleebi. zogierTi ram sociologiuri gamokvlevis `samzareulos~ Sesaxeb moswavleTa gamokiTxva moxda saqarTvelos masStabiT Semdeg regionebSi: centraluri (Tbilisi), aWara, guria, imereTi, kaxeTi, qvemo qarTli, Sida qarTli, samcxe-javaxeTi, samegrelo. gamoikiTxnen sajaro skolebis, damamTavrebeli klasebis (X-XI) moswavleebi. moswavleTa gamokiTxva moxda skolebSi. sul SeirCa 98 sajaro skola, rogorc qalaqebSi, ise soflebSi. mTlianobaSi gamoikiTxa daaxloebiT 3000 moswavle. esa Tu is konkretuli skola SerCevaSi moxvda sociologiaSi miRebuli SemTxveviTi SerCevis meTodiT (es imas niSnavs, rom Cvens qveyanaSi arsebul yvela skolas Tanabari Sansi hqonda moxvedriliyo gamokiTxvaSi). SemTxveviTi SerCevis principebis dacviT ganxorcielda aseve moswavleTagan respondentebis (anu, vinc uSualod gamoikiTxa) amorCeva. Tumca, winaswar ganisazRvra is, rom gamokiTxulTa Soris 2/3 vaJi yofiliyo, xolo 1/3 – gogona. sqesis mixedviT aseTi araTanabari ganawileba ganapiroba sakvlevi problemis specifikam: seqsi, narkotikebi, Sidsis virusiT inficirebis riski da a.S. vaJebis cxovrebis wesis Semadgeneli nawili ufroa, vidre gogonebis. moswavleTa gamokiTxva Catarda anketirebis wesiT. es niSnavs, rom moswavleebs daurigdaT kiTxvarebi da eTxovaT, damoukideblad gaecaT pasuxebi dasmul SekiTxvebze. gamokiTxviT miRebuli Sedegebis sandoobis xarisxi (mTeli SerCevisTvis) maRalia – monacemebis cdomilebis (Secdomis) mniSvneloba minimaluria da ar aWarbebs 3%-s; rac Seexeba cdomilebas calkeuli regionebisaTvis, misi maqsimaluri mniSvnelobaa 5%. 11 Tavi I – ara, ra mSia?! curvamde verafers ver vWam, xo ici?!. mere icocxle! erTi es miTxari, spidis azrze Tu xar? – ra-a? – spidi, ra. – is vici, ro qarTulad Sidsi qvia. – aba, spidi raRaa? – eg rusuladaa. qarTulad Sidsia, SeZenili imunodeficitis sindromi. da ratom mekiTxebi? – araferi, prosta! – prosta egeT rameebs ar kiTxuloben. – curvaze ro davdivar, aTasi kaci Wyumpalaobs wyalSi da ra vici, aba... – me mgoni wyliT ar gadadis... magram vxedav, rom raRacas matyueb. ki, ki, naRdad matyueb! – saidan moitane? – roca tyuixar, yurebi giwiTldeba xolme. – arafersac ar vtyuivar, TqvenTan Zalian cxela. – me ratom ar mcxela? – imitom, rom praqtikulad titveli xar. – ra-a? es xalaTi ra, tansacmeli ar ari? – SigniT Ramis perangis garda araferi gacvia. – Zaan ici, ra macvia da ara... da saerTod, ras maTvaliereb? – xalaTi moklea, fexebi ki – grZeli da lamazi! – eg ar gaZlevs uflebas miWvritino. bolo-bolo sircxvilia, axloblebi varT. – morCi ra, gogra, SenTan arc saWvritinod da 12 sociologiuri gamokiTxva cxrilSi #1 mocemulia saqarTvelos regionebis sajaro skolebSi gamokiTxul moswavleTa raodenoba: cxrili #1 teritoriuli erTeuli I. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. II. Tbilisi gldani - naZaladevi isani-samgori vake-saburTalo didube-CuRureTi mTawminda-krwanisi aWara qalaqi/raionuli centri sofeli III. guria raionuli centri sofeli IV. imereTi qalaqi/raionuli centri sofeli V. kaxeTi raionuli centri sofeli VI. qvemo qarTli qalaqi sofeli VII. Sida qarTli raionuli centri sofeli VIII. samcxe-javaxeTi raionuli centri sofeli IX. samegrelo qalaqi/raionuli centri sofeli sul: skolebis raodenoba 20 4 4 4 4 4 12 5 7 8 3 5 12 5 7 10 3 7 8 3 5 10 3 7 8 3 5 10 3 7 98 moswavleTa raodenoba 600 120 120 120 120 120 360 150 210 210 66 144 360 150 210 300 90 210 240 90 150 300 90 210 210 66 144 300 90 210 2 860 13 Tavi I arc saCxubrad ar movsulvar! – aba risTvis moxvedi? – mokled, dedaCemma miTxra, klasSi Sukas gverdiT nu zixar, sxvagan gadajeqio. – cicinom giTxra? – xo. – da ratoo? – mec eg vkiTxe. – mere? – Tavidan ar meubneboda, `me gTxov da ra moxda ro Semisruloo~, iZaxda. magram mere, ro aRar moveSvi, iseTi rame miTxra, ro piri davaRe. – rao, ra giTxra? – damafica, nuravis nu etyvio. – dedas geficebi, aravis ar vetyvi. – naRdad? – xo davifice, meti ra vqna? – icode, sadme ro wamogcdes, mogklav. – ar wamomcdeba. midi, miTxari, ra mogivida! – bolo xanebi Suka ro acdenda, xo gaxsovs? – xo. – eqimebTan dayavdaT. – mere? – Turme spidze aqvT eWvi. – spidze? – xo. – dedaSenma giTxra? – xo. – saidan icis? 14 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxvam gamoavlina saqarTvelos sajaro skolebis damamTavrebeli klasebis moswavleTa zogierTi saintereso maxasiaTebeli, romlebic mocemulia cxrilSi #2: cxrili #2 erovneba qarTveli somexi azerbaijaneli osi rusi berZeni sxva erovneba rogor swavlobT? Zalian kargad kargad saSualod cudad uari pasuxze (%) 83.3 10.3 4.8 0.6 0.5 0.0 0.5 (%) 9.5 33.6 49.9 4.4 2.6 ojaxis materialuri mdgomareoba Zalian dabali dabali saSualo maRali Zalian maRali vin cxovrobs ojaxSi TqvenTan erTad? deda mama Zma (Zmebi) da (debi) bebia babua sxva naTesavi (%) 2.0 7.0 71.1 18.2 1.7 diax (%) 95.9 86.0 57.4 51.4 42.0 23.3 12.9 ara (%) 4.1 14.0 42.6 48.6 58.0 76.7 87.1 15 Tavi I umaRlesSi swavlis gagrZeleba raime xelobis Seswavla da muSaoba gadawyvetileba jer ar miuRia gaqvT Tu ara saxlSi kompiuteri? diax ara (%) flobT Tu ara ucxo enas? sxva ena (%) gegmebi skolis dasrulebis Semdeg rusuli (%) cxrili #3 germanuli (%) ena Camivarda. Suka Cveni klaselia, qera Tmebi da cisferi Tvalebi aqvs. ucnauri gogoa, gulCaTxrobili, saSualod swavlobs, samagierod leqsebs wers. biWebs Zalian moswonT. xoda, arc es suleli goglikoa gamonaklisi. bolo ori welia, magis gverdiT zis. saxlamdec acilebs xolme. klasSi yvelaze Ronieria da, albaT magitom. sanam gogliko magasTan gadajdeboda, me da Suka vmegobrobdiT. leqsebsac ki mikiTxavda. mere raRac Seicvala. axla aRarc leqsebs mikiTxavs, Tvals maridebs da saerTod civad mxvdeba. etyoba eWvianobs. aba, debili ar aris? nervebs miSlis eg Suka, magram roca goglikom es axali ambavi miTxra, Zalian Semecoda. ise Semecoda, rom kinaRam gavgiJdi. sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi inglisuri (%) – azrze ara var. 65.2 Zalian kargad 20.9 6.3 1.6 10.2 9.7 kargad 18.8 16.1 3.7 14.8 25.1 saSualod cudad ar vflob 38.5 9.0 35.6 15.2 14.7 13.2 40.0 16.5 12.7 26.7 66.8 18.6 (%) 25.3 74.7 – ra unda qna? – vkiTxe goglikos. – azrze ara var. – ro gadajde?. – egre ar gamova. ra vuTxra, ratom gadavjeqi meTqi? – rame moigone. – ra? – ar vici... ise, marTali xar – rac ar unda moigono, mainc gabazrdeba. sidample iqneba Seni mxridan. – magaSia saqme. – giyvars? 16 gaqvT Tu ara internetis gamoyenebis SesaZlebloba? xSirad iSviaTad arasodes (%) 26.2 38.2 35.6 17 Tavi I – me mgoni. – ras niSnavs, `me mgoni~? adre sxvanairad WikWikebdi. – au, damanebe, ra Tavi! – gamodis rom sanam avad gaxdeboda, giyvarda, exla ki aRar ici, ara? goglikom Tvalebi gadaakotriala da amoioxra. aSkarad dabneuli Canda. mere TiTqos raRac azrma gauelva sulel TavSi, savarZelSi wamojda da mkiTxa: – gogrik, eg Sidsia, Tu raRac oxroba, iqneb arc ise gadamdebia, rogorc dedaCems gonia, ha? an eg imunodeficiti raRa jandabaa, Tanac `SeZenili~! – vabSe, deficiti raRacis naklebobas niSnavs. – e.i. raRac imunos naklebobaa ara? – `imuno~ imunitets unda niSnavdes. imuniteti ar gagigia? – gamigia, magram kargad ar vici ra aris. – internetSi SeiZleba naxos kacma. – au, naxe ra! iqneba marTla ar ari egeTi sapaniko? – vnaxav. `imunitetsac~ vnaxav, `sindromsac~ da kide sxva raRaceebs. sawyali Suka. Zalian mecodeba. Sen elaparake? – ara. ro davureko, ra unda vuTxra? – daureke, Se kretino, moikiTxe... rogora xar Tqo, kiTxe. viTom araferi ar ici. – kargi. me exla gaviqcevi da Sen Tu rames miag18 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi cxrilebSi ##2,3 warmodgenili monacemebidan gansakuTrebiT sayuradReboa zogierTi maTgani: • • • • • • sajaro skolebSi ufrosklaselTa akademiuri moswrebis maCveneblebi ZiriTadad Tavs iyris punqtSi “saSualo moswreba”. SekiTxvaze: “rogor swavlobT?”, moswavleTa mxolod 9.5% pasuxobs “Zalian kargad”; moswavleTa 40% miuTiTebs, rom inglisur enas Zalian kargad an kargad flobs. maRalia germanuli enis flobis xarisxic (rasakvirvelia, moswavleTa TviTSefasebidan gamomdinare). rac Seexeba rusul enas, moswavlTa gamokveTili umravlesoba (67%) aRniSnavs, rom am enas saerTod ar flobs; moswavleTa 14% ojaxSi mamis gareSe cxovrobs; yovel meoTxe moswavles saxlSi kompiuteri aqvs. Tumca, ufrosklaselTa gamokveTili umravlesoba (75%) aseT “fufunebas” moklebulia; internetis xSirad gamoyenebis SesaZlebloba kvlav daaxloebiT yovel meoTxe respondents aqvs. meore mxriv, ufrosklaselTa 35.6%-s arasodes aqvs imis SesaZlebloba, rom internetiT isargeblos; ufrosklaselTa gamokveTili umravlesoba (65%) apirebs swavla umaRles saswavlebelSi gaagrZelos. 19 Tavi I neb internetSi, damireke. – kargi, dagirekav. – eqselenT! me mgoni marto eg erTi sityva icis inglisurad da sul amas iZaxis. rogorc ki gogliko wavida, saTvale gavikeTe da kompiuters mivujeqi. `imunitetis~, `imunodeficitis~, `sindromis~, Ñ Ï È Ä-is da AIDS-is ZebnaSi ise mosaRamovda, rom verc ki gavige. Tan sul Sukaze vfiqrobdi. ratom unda damarTvoda eseTi saSineli avadmyofoba aseT lamaz, wesier da niWier gogos? visgan unda gadasdeboda? ranairad? ramdenad saSiSi iyo goglikosTvis da saerTod, CvenTvis, yvelasTvis SukasTan urTierToba? nuTu sikvdili gardauvalia da morCenis araviTari imedi ar arsebobs? es kiTxvebi mitrialebda TavSi da pasuxs gamalebiT veZebdi internetSi. amasobaSi dedaCemic dabrunda samsaxuridan. am droisaTvis me ukve bevri rame vicodi Sidsze. dedaCemma SeniSvna momca – dilidan Caucmeli ras uzixar mag kompiuterso. mere sadili gaacxela da magidas mivusxediT. – ra ari, irina, ra mouwesrigebeli xar, – miTxra dedam. – ra ginda, xo yvelafers vswavlob rac saWiroa? – magaze ar geubnebi. logini ar agilagebia, Tma ar dagivarcxnia, tanzec ar gacvia. ras gavs es? vinme ro movides sircxvili ar iqneba? – ki, – daveTanxme me da marTla, cota ar iyos, Semrcxva. – samsaxurSi ra xdeboda? cicino iyo? 20 ra iwvevs Sidss? 1982 wels mecnierebma daadgines, rom Sidss iwvevs virusi, romelic azianebs adamianis imunuri sistemis ujredebs, e.w. T-limfocitebs (`Wkvian ujredebs~, gogras gamoTqmiT), ris Sedegadac isini veRar icaven organizms daavadebebisagan. viruss uwodes `adamianis imunodeficitis virusi~ (aiv). garda T-limfocitebisa, virusi iWreba sxva tipis ujredebSic, e.w. monocitebsa da makrofagebSi, sadac didi xnis ganmavlobaSi pasiurad aris da arsebuli wamlebisaTvis miuwvdomelia. es aiv-infeqciis mkurnalobisaTvis erTerT ZiriTad winaaRmdegobas warmoadgens. yvelaze amomwurav informacias gogra naxavda internet-gverdebze: www.aids.ru www.aidsgeo.ge www.cdc.gov 21 Tavi I – ki. – araferi uTqvams? – ra unda eTqva? – ra vici? – ui, ui, sul gamovSterdi! Suka roa, Tqveni klaseli, spidi hqonia, warmogidgenia?! – naRdad? – xo. – da cicinom saidan icis? – magisi mezobeli Turme spidis centrSi muSaobs laborantad. xoda dokumentebs ro aformebda, SemTxveviT unaxavs, rom Tqveni skolis moswavlea da cicino gaufrTxilebia. – magisi ufleba ar hqonda. eg is aris... ra qvia imas, konfidencialuri informacia. – raa? – mokled es aris saidumlo da amis Tqmis ufleba gareSe pirisTvis arc erT eqims ara aqvs. eg ro gaigon, samsaxuridan gaagdeben. – saidan moitane? – internetidan. xoda nurc Tqven laparakobT. – Sen normaluri xar? aba sxvebs ro gadaedoT? – ar gadaedebaT. egeTi gadamdebi ar aris. – ar vici, Seni Wirime, ar gaekaroT mag Sukas! arc Tqveni nivTebi aTxovoT, wignebi, diskebi, kalmistari. gesmis? – adamiano, Sidsi marto sisxliT gadadis, ise ar aris gadamdebi. da saerTod, Sidsi aqvs Tu aiv-infeqcia? icis vinmem? 22 aiv-ze testirebis Sedegebis anonimuroba saqarTveloSi, iseve rogorc sxva qveynebSi, aiv-ze testireba ufasoa, anonimuri da konfidencialuri; sxva sityvebiT, testis pasuxi ecnobeba mxolod im pirovnebas (an mSobels, Tu bavSTan gvaqvs saqme), romelmac Sesabamis samedicino dawesebulebas mimarTa analizisaTvis. Sesabamisad, laboranti, romelmac, rasac qvia, `gaabazra~ Sukas testis Sedegi, imsaxurebs, sul cota, samsaxuridan daTxovnas jandacvis sistemaSi muSaobis akrZalviT. 23 Tavi I – aiv-infeqcia raRaa? pirvelad mesmis. – adamianis imunodeficitis virusi. eg SeiZleba gqondes aTi, TxuTmeti weliwadi da araferi, verafersac ver grZnobde. – ras meubnebi? rogorTu ver grZnobde? – ai ase, Cveulebrivad, midixar, modixar, Wam, svam da ar ici, rom Sen sisixlSi virusi cxovrobs. – aba Sidsi raRaa? – Sidsi ukve avad rom xar. eg aiv-infeqciis bolo stadiaa. amis mere ukve sikvdilia. magram Tu droze gaiges, rom sisxlSi aivi gaqvs, gixangrZliveben, Zalain did xans, ro SidsSi ar gadavides. win midis medicina. – magisi morCena Tu SeiZleba? – ara, morCena jer-jerobiT ar SeiZleba, magram iseTi wamlebia ukve mogonili, ro adamiani 20-25 weli cocxlobs da araferi ar emarTeba. – da gadamdebi ar aris? – rogor ar aris. ra Tqma unda, gadamdebia. – gogo, aba me ras geubnebi?! – xo, magram Sidsi ar gadadis haeriT, wyliT, saWmeliT, saerTo nivTebiT... kocniTac ki ar gadadis. – koRom ro gikbinos? – koRos kbeniTac ar gadadis. eg virusi marto adamianis sxeulSi cocxlobs, sxvagan kvdeba. saerTod, adamianis imunodeficitis virusic imitom qvia, rom marto adamianidan adamianze gadadis. – irina, icode, frTxilad iyaviT Senc da goglikoc... egeni erTad sxedan ara? 24 aiv-idan Sidsamde farTomasStabianma gamokvlevebma aCvena, rom aiv-iT inficirebidan Sidsis niSnebis gamovlenamde, specialuri mkurnalobis gareSe, saSualod 10 weli gadis. Tumca, individualuri gansxvavebebi Zalian didia. inficirebulTa 10%-s Sidsi uviTardebaT 2-3 weliwadSi; kidev 10%-s 12 da meti wlis Semdegac daavadeba ar uvlindebaT. aq bevri faqtori moqmedebs – genetikuri Taviseburebebi, cxovrebis pirobebi, inficirebulis fsiqologiuri mdgomareoba da sxv. aqedan cxadia, rom moTxrobis personaJTa SeSfoTeba, Sukas Sidsi aqvso, dasabuTebuli araa – mas, uares SemTxvevaSi, mxolod aiv-infeqcia SeiZleboda hqonoda. inficirebis Semdeg umravles SemTxvevaSi aRiniSneba e.w. mwvave periodi: virusi sisxlSi aqtiurad mravldeba, T-limfocitebis raodenoba ki mcirdeba 20-40%-iT. xSirad, Tumca ara yovelTvis, am dros viTardeba gripis magvari simptomebi (es periodi yvelaze ufro saxifaToa infeqciis gavrcelebis TvalsazrisiT). mwvave periodi male gaivlis; inficirebidan 13 Tvis Semdeg organizmSi gamomuSavdeba antisxeulebi (esaa gansakuTrebuli cilovani sxeulakebi, romlebic konkretul `mters~, am SemTxvevaSi aiv-s ebrZvian), virusis raodenoba mniSvnelovnad klebulobs, T-limfocitebis ricxvi ki TiTqmis pirvandels aRwevs. amis Semdeg imunuri sistemisa da viru- 25 Tavi I – xo. – xoda, cicino magazea gagiJebuli. – sul tyuilad. goglikos araferi ar mouva. – gamagiJeb Sen me! mTel msoflioSia modebuli, Sen ki meubnebi ar aris gadamdebio? aba milionobiT adamians rogor gadaedo? – eg gadadis marto seqsiT, saerTo nemsiT, an Tu WrilobaSi sxvisi sisxli moxvdeba. morCa da gaTavda. gogliko ar iCxiravs, arc seqsi aqvs SukasTan da arc araferi. ra unda mouvides? – TiTon Sukas xom gadaedo viRacisgan? eg rogor moxda, mipasuxe! ra, narkomania? – ara. – aba, garyvnili gogoa da viRaceebTan seqsi aqvs? – ara. ara mgonia... ara, ra sisulelea! – aba, Tu arc erTia da arc meore, gamodis rom raRac sxva gziT gadaedo, egre ar ari? amitom, rasac geubnebi, is gaakeTe. im Ster goglikos ki Senc uTxari, sxvagan gadajdes. – magas me ver vetyvi. – ratom? – imitom, rom Tu gogliko gadajda, yvela gaigebs, gabazrdeba, gesmis? – mere ra? – mere is, rom yvela CamoSordeba Sukas, yvela aiTvalwunebs, rogorc keTrovans da dacinvasac dauwyeben. 26 sis brZola grZeldeba, magram adamiani am dros janmrTelad grZnobs Tavs; es SeiZleba gagrZeldes 1012 weli, xolo specialuri mkurnalobiT, gacilebiT metic. Tumca, saboloo jamSi, virusi imarjvebs, viTardeba Sidsi Sesabamisi SedegebiT. haerze virusi ramdenime wuTSi iRupeba. ase rom ar yofiliyo, Sidsis epidemia warmoudgenlad ufro katastrofuli iqneboda. Spricis SigniT ki aiv-i gacilebiT ufro didxans cocxlobs. misi sicocxliunarianoba damokidebulia nemsSi sisxlis raodenobaze, sisxlSi virusis koncentraciaze, temperaturaze da sxva faqtorebze, magram cocxali virusi SpricSi saSualod ramdenime dRe-Rames Zlebs. 27 Tavi I – kargi, me mesmis, codoa, magram Tu Tqvenc daavaddiT, SukasTvis eg ra SeRavaTi iqneba? – aravin ar daavaddeba, garantias gaZlev. Cemi Tu ar gjera, kiTxe visac ginda. am dros telefonma dareka da Cems oTaxSi gavedi. gogliko iyo. – ra qeni, gogrik? gaige rame? – yvelaferi gavige. SegiZlia mSvidad iyo. – mSvidad ras qvia? – Tu seqsi ar gqoniaT, an saerTo nemsiT ar iCxiravT, maSin araferi ar mogiva. – ra seqsi, ra nemsi? ras bodav, gogo? – Sidsis akideba sam SemTxvevaSi SeiZleba: seqsis dros, erTida igive nemsiT Cxvletisas da kidev im SemTxvevaSi, Tu oriveni TiTs gaiWriT da Wrilobebs erTmaneTs miadebT, rogorc Zmadnaficebi. – marTla? – marTla. mokled SegiZlia magisi Wiqidan dalio, magisi pirsaxociT gaimSralo xelebi, Tu ginda, akoco kidevac... sxvaTa Soris, seqsic SegiZlia, oRond lateqsis prezervativi unda ixmaro. – lateqsis? eg raRa aris? – ai, eg ukve me ar vici. gamocdil xalxs kiTxe da getyvian. albaT, afTiaqSic ecodinebaT. – maSayireb? – ara, Se debilo, internetSi rac wavikiTxe, imas giyvebi. – naRdad? – naRdad. 28 aiv-inficirebis gzebis Tanafardoba msoflioSi da saqarTveloSi msoflios masStabiT aiv-inficirebis SemTxvevebi, gadacemis gzebis mixedviT, ase gamoiyureba: • • • • sqesobrivi gziT – 70-80%; intravenuri narkomania – 5-10%; inficirebuli sisxlis gadasxma _ 3-5%; dedidan axalSobilze – 5-10%. saqarTveloSi suraTi sul sxvagvaria: • • • • sqesobrivi gziT – 35.6%; intravenuri narkomania – 60%; inficirebuli sisxlis gadasxma – 0.7%; dedidan axalSobilze – 2.4%1G. Cvens qveyanaSi aiv/SidsTan dakavSirebul sakiTxebze kidev gveqneba saubari, aq mxolod am monacemebiT SemovifargloT, romlebic cxadad aCvenebs, rom saqarTveloSi yvelaze maRali riskis jgufs intravenuri narkomanebi Seadgenen. aqve erT mniSvnelovan detalze SevCerdebiT: dadgenilia, rom aiv-iT inficirdebian ufro xSirad ara `wamalze Semjdarebi~, anu isini, vinc erT dResac ver Zlebs dozis gareSe, aramed isini, vinc iCxiravs drodadro, roca SemTxveva gamoCndeba. 1 infeqciuri paTologiis, Sidsis da klinikuri imunologiis centris monacemebi, 2008 w. ivnisi. 29 Tavi I – jigari xar, gogrik! eqselenT! maRariCi Cemzea! kai, wavedi! yurmili davkide da gavifiqre: ra sulelebi arian biWebi. ai, goglikoc, marto imaze fiqrobs, rom Sukasagan gadajdoma aRar mouwevs da uxaria. is ki ar esmis, rom sawyal gogos marTla saSineli avadmyofoba aqvs, romelic adre Tu gvian aucileblad moklavs. magram sanam es moxdeba, ramdeni Seuracxyofa unda gadaitanos bneli da xisTaviani adamianebisgan; verc Seyvarebuli eyoleba, verc gaTxovdeba, verc Svils gaaCens. warmomidgenia, ra SeSinebulia, damfrTxali, rogor rcxvenia Tavisi avadmyofobis da megobaric ki ar yavs gverdiT, rom dardi gauziaros. 30 saqme isaa, rom `profesional~ narkomans ufro xSirad daaqvs Tan erTjeradi Spricebi, `moyvaruls~ ki – ara, amitom, roca gaCxervis Sansi eZleva, ver Tokavs survils da naxmar Sprics iyenebs, Sesabamisi riskiT. imis gamo, rom mTel msoflioSi, gansakuTrebiT ki ganviTarebul qveynebSi, infeqcia umeteswilad sqesobrivi gziT vrceldeba, SidsTan brZolis saerTaSoriso programebSi ZiriTadi aqcenti usafrTxo seqsis propagandaze keTdeba, intravenur narkomaniasTan dakavSirebul risks ki SedarebiT naklebi yuradReba eTmoba. Tqma ar unda, usafrTxo seqsis wesebis codna da, rac mTavaria, praqtikuli gamoyeneba sruliad aucilebelia, magram, rogorc saqarTvelos statistika gviCvenebs, sul cota, aranakleb mniSvnelovania narkomaniis safrTxeebis codna da gaTvaliswineba. miT umetes, rom aiv-inficirebulis mier naxmari Spricis gamoyeneba kidev ufro saxifaToa, vidre inficirebulTan daucveli sqesobrivi kontaqti. 31 Tavi Tavi II karoCe, es gogra magari vinmea, sufTa tvinikosi! bavSvobidan erTad vizrdebodiT. dasaviT ari, ra. erTi gamxdari, saTvaliani xuTosani tipi iyo. zed aravin uyurebda. dascinodnen kidevac, magram erTi-ors Cemgan magra ro moxvda RranWSi, Tavi daanebes. aba, vin ifiqrebda, ro magisgan egeTi magari naSa dadgeboda? saxec magari aqvs – Savi Tmebi, mwvane Tvalebi da rame... Tan Wkviania eg Cemisa! Suka sul sxvanairia, xasiaTiTac da isec. Sukas cisferi Tvalebi aqvs da oqrosferi Tmebi. CvenTan mexuTe klasSi gadmovida da ukve lamazi iyo. exla ukve arc vici romelia ufro magari – eg Tu gogra. ara, es Sidsi saidan daemarTa? aqamde vicode, rom eg pederastebis da narkomanebis avadmyofobaa. Turme, sad banaob! gamodis ro mec SeiZleba damemarTos, gograsac, mamaCemsac da vabSe yvelas. ra ubedurebaa?! marTalia, gogram interneti gadaabruna da waikiTxa, rom marto sisxliT, seqsiT da nemsiT gadadis, magram bolomde mainc ar mjera. wuxel Sukas davureke. did xans viTrevdi fexs, magram bolos mainc davureke. fexs imitom viTrevdi, rom vicodi – unda mesiabanda, viTom azrze ara var ra Wirs. ver vitan egeT raRaceebs, magram adamiani avad ro ari, xo unda moikiTxo? mikled, davreke da dedamisma aiRo. eg `batonoc~ magiJebs! yvela sxva adamiani geubneba: `alo!~, `gismenT!~, an `diax!~. Sukas deda ki xe32 adamianis imunodeficitis virusis (aiv) gadacemis gzebi aiv-is gadacemis gza mxolod samia: 1. sisxlidan sisxlSi, rodesac inficirebuli sisxli janmrTeli adamianis sisxlSi xvdeba (sisxlis gadasxmisas, naxmari Spricis gamoyenebisas); 2. daucveli sqesobrivi kontaqti (aqve aRvniSnavT, rom aiv-iani mamakacisagan qalis inficirebis riski daaxloebiT 3-jer ufro maRalia, vidre piriqiT); 3. inficirebuli dedidan axalSobilze (mSobiarobis dros an ZuZuTi kvebisas). inficirebis sxva gza (da amas gogra uxsnis Tanaklaselebs) ar arsebobs. miuxedavad amisa, bevrs mainc eSinia, rom infeqcia ramenairad sayofacxovrebo situaciebSic SeiZleba aikido. ganvixiloT es situaciebi: xelis CamorTmeva, Caxuteba dauzianebeli kani virusisaTvis bunebriv winaRobas warmoadgens, romelsac igi veranairad ver gadalaxavs. da Tu kanze aris nakawri an sxva Wriloba? inficirebisaTvis saWiroa, rom virusis Semcveli sisxlis sakmao raodenoba moxvdes meore adamianis Ria, sisxlmden WrilobaSi. Teoriulad es SesaZlebelia; magram praqtikulad, rogor warmogidgeniaT, dasixlianebuli adamianebi exutebodnen erTmaneTs, Tanac cdilobdnen, Wrilobebi `daamTxvion~? yovel SemTxvevaSi, ase nu moiqceviT. xolo Tu vinmem ZmadSeficva SemogTavazaT, SeecadeT es sisxlis Serevis gareSe gaakeToT... 33 Tavi II lovnebaTmcodnea, Tu raRac aseTi da amitom laparakic sxvanairi aqvs. TiTqos geubneba: `me, Zmao, Tqvennairi ar gegonoT. me sxvagan davfrinav~. mokled rogorc ari, ra! – Sukas TxoveT, Tu SeiZleba. – Suka SeuZlod aris da wamowolilia. vin kiTxulobs? – gogliko var, deida dali. – saRamo mSvidobisa, gogliko. – saRamo mSvidobisa, deida dali... da Suka ra, cudad aris? – xo, raRac uqeifodaa da telefonTan ar midis. magram Sen, me mgoni, dagelaparakeba. moicade, exlave davuZaxeb. dalim araferi ar miTxra, etyoba malaven am ambavs. telefonSi gavigone praka-prukiT ro gavida meore oTaxSi. me mgoni, saxlSiac qusliani fexsacmelebiT dadis. cota xanSi telefonTan Suka movida. mowyenili xma hqonda, TiTqos saiqiodan melaparakeboda. – xo, goglik. – privet, Suka. sad daikarge? – ra vici... avad viyavi. – ra iyo, gacivdi? – ar vici... – gtkiva rame? – ara. 34 higienis sagnebi, tualeti, abazana, auzi, abano... aiv-i haersa da wyalSi ramdenime wuTSi iRupeba. tansacmlis, TeTreulis, pirsaxocis meSveobiT aiv-i ar gadaecema im SemTvevaSic ki, Tu raime amgvar saganze moxvda virusis Semcveli siTxe. kocna aq viTareba daaxloebiT igivea, rac xelis CamorTmevisa Tu Caxutebis SemTxvevaSi: infeqciis gadacemisaTvis saWiroa, rom orive `mkocnels~ piris RruSi hqondes Ria sisxlmdeni Wrilobebi Tu wylulebi. ra giTxraT, Tu vampiri ar xarT... unda iTqvas, rom nerwyvSi aiv-i aris (arsebobs aiv-testic ki, romelic nerwyvis analizs efuZneba), magram misi raodenoba imdenad mcirea, rom inficireba ar xdeba arc kocnisas da arc, miT umetes, haerwveTovani gziT (xveleba, cxviris dacemineba). nerwyviT, ofliT, SardiT infeqcia ar gadaecema. mwerebi Sidsis epidemiis sawyis etapze xSirad ismoda TiTqos savsebiT logikuri mosazreba, rom virusi SeiZleba gadaeces koRos, baRlinjos da sxva sisxlmwovi mwerebis kbeniT. realobam aCvena, rom es ar xdeba. ratom? mweris kbenisas adamianis organizmSi xvdeba ara wina `msxverplis~ sisxli, aramed mxolod mweris nerwyvi, romelic SeiZleba Seicavdes saxifaTo infeqciebs, magaliTad, malarias, magram ara aiv-s. aiv-i mweris nerwyvSi iRupeba. 35 Tavi II – aba, ra mogivida? – ra mniSvneloba aqvs... – gamagiJeb Sen me, aba rasa aqvs mniSvneloba? – arafers. – momenatre. – mec.., – raRacnairad sevdianad miTxra Sukam, ise sevdianad, rom guli momewura. mivxvdi, rom axla, saswrafod rame sasacilo Tu ar vTqvi – gaviyidebi, mixvdeba rom yvelaferi vici. – is rogor miTxari, Tu gaxsovs? – ra? – `is vinc aris Ronieri, nu ggoniaT gonieri~. – aba ra unda meTqva, kars saxeluri moaglije da idiotiviT icinodi, – Caicina Sukam. stomatologi, manikuri, saparikmaxero miuxedavad gavrcelebuli azrisa, msoflios masStabiT araa dadasturebuli aiv-iT klientis inficirebis arc erTi SemTxveva stomatologiuri Tu manikuris procedurebis Sedegad. rogorc irkveva, iaraRebis Cveulebrivi dezinfeqcia, romelsac mimarTaven amgvar dawesebulebebSi, sakmarisia infeqciis Tavidan asacileblad. safrTxes warmoadgens mxolos iseTi instumentebi, romlebic Seicavs Rrus, sadac SeiZleba SemorCes wina klientis sisxli. aseTebs ganekuTvneba Sprici. ase rom, Tu nemsis gakeTebaa aucilebeli, darwmundiT, rom am proceduras gikeTeben erTjeradi, qarxnuli SefuTvidan amoRebuli SpriciT. es ki marTla cirki damemarTa. im dRes me, Suka da Zeba Sataloze wavediT. vixetialeT, vibodialeT, magra Segvcivda da kafeSi gadavwyviteT Setasaveba. xeli movkide saxelurs da Cemsken gamovwie. ar gaiRo. meTqi, prosto, magrad aris mixuruli, moSnaT movqaCe da saxeluri SemrCa xelSi. Turme SigniT iReboda. Zeba sicilisgan Zirs gagorda. mec sicili amityda. Sukam gaocebulma Semomxeda da Tqva is rac Tqva. maxsovs, maSin magra gamityda. – ra vicodi, ro SigniT iReboda? – magis mixvedras ra undoda?! – cota ufro mxiaruli xmiT miTxra Sukam. 36 37 Tavi II – eh, tvini undoda, tvini! – ramdeni vicineT, gaxsovs? Zeba kinaRam mokvda. – magari iyo! marTla, zeg Zebas dabadebis dRea. me mgoni ixdis. xo modixar? – ar vici, ara mgonia. – nu axureb. gamogivli da erTad wavideT. – ara. – ra ara? – ar gamomiaro. – xmaSi isev sevda gauCnda Sukas. – ar ginda Cemi naxva? – aravis naxva ar minda. – rato? gagiJdi? – ar vici... SeiZleba cota gavgiJdi. – eg ari – momenatreo, ro miTxari? momatyue? – ara... – aba, rato ar ginda Cemi naxva?.. ha? – gogliko, exla ar minda amaze laparaki... ar SemiZlia, gexvewebi... – kargi, mere iyos. xval ginaxuleb. – ara, nu moxval! jobia, telefoniT damireko. kargi? – kargi... Tu egre ginda, egre iyos. – gkocni sulel Tavze. – mec. kai aba, o’qei! Sukam telefoni dakida. kamyofili viyavi Cemi TaviT, imiT ro davreke da cota gavamxiarule da imiTac, rom veraferi Sematyo. meore dRes ki CvenTan dinara buTxuzma dareka 38 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi moswavleTa did umravlesobas SekiTxvaze: `ra aris Sidsi?~ – aqvs garkveuli pasuxi, romlebic, ZiriTadad, sworad axasiaTebs Sidsis raobas. yvelaze popularuli pasuxi (romelsac yoveli meoTxe moswavle iZleva), aseTia: `Sidsi ukurnebeli daavadebaa, iwvevs sikvdils~. amave dros, gamokiTxul moswavleTa 13.3%-s ara aqvs aranairi informacia imis Sesaxeb, Tu ra aris Sidsi. gamokiTxva aCvenebs, rom moswavleebi Sidsis Sesaxeb informacias yvelaze xSirad satelevizio gadacemebidan iReben (informacias xSirad iRebs 29.5%, iSviaTad – 61%). saSualo sixSiriT gamoiyeneba iseTi wyaro, rogoricaa filmebi (xSirad 24.9%, iSviaTad – 48.5%). aRsaniSnavia, rom yvelaze dabalmoxmarebad sainformacio wyaroebs Soris saxeldeba wignebi (arasodes iRebs informacias 61.9%) da sxvadasxva organizaciis mier specialurad Sidsis Temaze Catarebuli saubrebi/seminarebi (arasodes – 60%). Sidsis Temaze moswavleebi iSviaTad saubroben, agreTve, mSoblebTan (arasodes – 57.1%) da maswavleblebTan (arasodes – 51.7%). rac Seexeba internets, is ar aris Sidsis Sesaxeb informaciis miRebis gavrcelebuli wyaro, im martivi mizezis gamo, rom moswavleTa mxolod daaxloebiT meoTxeds (26.2%) aqvs internetis intensiurad gamoyenebis SesaZlebloba. saSualod yoveli meaTe moswavle acxadebs, rom ar iRebs Sidsis Sesaxeb informacias arc erTi sainformacio wyarodan. es swored is nawilia, romelic ver scems pasuxs SekiTxvaze: `ra aris Sidsi?~ 39 Tavi II da cicino skolaSi gamoiZaxa. meTqi, Cemze unda uTxras cudi rameebi, magram Turme marto cicinino ki ara, yvelas mSoblebi daubarebia. neta ra unda? gakveTilebis mere, me da Zeba tualetTan vdgevarT. Zeba ubanSi momxdari Cxubis ambebs miyveba. magisi ufrosi Zma, kauCuka, moZvelbiWo klientia. Zeba ambobs, qurdis padelnikiao, magram iasnia – tyuis. eg Cemisa, su kauCukas razborkebis da dagnarebis ambebs yveba. amiT sakuTari avtoriteti unda aimaRlos. xoda exlac miyveba, rogor gadaagdes kauCukam da misma Zmakacma wamlis bariga, iman ki seriozuli sastavi daayenaT Tavze... am dros vxedav, Cveni direqtori, sergo gvazava da dali, Sukas deda, erTad modian, Tan raRacas laparakoben. ukan saswavlo nawili da qimia-biologia moyvebian, nona abSilava. Cven klasTan gaCerdnen. iq ukve mTeli danarCeni mSoblebi da dinara buTxuzi arian Sekrebili. etyoba raRac vaJniaki saqme unda gairCes. cicinom miTxra, sanam mSobelTa kreba ar damTavrdeba fexi ar moicvalo, damelodeo. ra vqna? vdgevar, vucdi da Tan Zebas zRaprebs vismen. aman xo waiRo tvini! mTeli yuradReba klasis karisken maqvs. neta ras bazroben? araferi ar mesmis. cota xanSi SigniT xmamaRali laparaki iwyeba. sityvebs ver varCev, magram vxvdebi, rom erTmaneTs axuraven. Zeba mekiTxeba: sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi marTalia, moswavleTa umravlesoba (50-60%-is farglebSi) sworad aris informirebuli imasTan dakavSirebiT, Tu ramdenad gankurnebadi daavadebaa Sidsi. Tumca, isic unda aRiniSnos, rom sakmaod didia im moswavleTa xvedriTi wili, romlebic am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT an mcdar informacias floben (saSualod 16%), an uWirT garkveuli pasuxis gacema (saSualod 28%). magaliTad: moswavleTa 14.6%-s hgonia, rom Sidsi Cveulebrivi daavadebaa, romelic swori mkurnalobis Sedegad ikurneba; yoveli mexuTe gamokiTxuli moswavle (20.6%) darwmunebulia, rom Sidsis saboloo gankureba, dRevandel pirobebSi, SesaZlebelia; yovelma mesame moswavlem (33%) araferi icis imis Sesaxeb, Tu ramdenad SesaZlebelia inficirebulma adamianma mkurnalobis Sedegad sicocxle gaixangrZlivos. – ra pontia, Cxuboben, to? – ravi, aba? – e, ra pontia? 40 41 Tavi II – exla iZaxe, `ra pontia~! morCeba – gavigebT. gavixede, gogra da eTera kanWiaSvili modian. semiCka uyidiaT. klasis kars ro Cauares, SeCerdnen. dganan da usmenen. Cvenc magaTTan mivdivarT. Zebas gogras danaxvaze nerwyvi mosdis, magra evaseba, magram verafers ver bedavs. icis ro Tu rame miqara, Suaze gavxev. fexebze mkidia kauCuka da magisi Zmakacebi. Zeba iZaxis: – rao, gogrik, ras bazroben?! – ar vici, ver gavige. ise, magari kamaTi kia. – ZimistaraSvilis deda yviroda raRacas, – gvatyobinebs eTera. – ras yviroda? – ra da, Tqvena xarT inteligencia, Svili ver gagizrdiaTo?! – veraferi ver gavige. – ra, unda gaigo, SeCema, eg ZimistaraSvilebi magari banZebi arian, mTeli ojaxi! – ambobs Zeba. am dros Signidan raRac CoCqoli ismis. kari iReba da iqidan acremlebuli dali gamorbis. ukan dinara mosdevs. – dali, genacvale, dawynardiT. yvelaferi kargad iqneba. ar waxvideT. ramdenime mSobelic gamodis. yvelani fanjaras42 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi sociologiurma gamokvlevam aCvena, rom moswavleTa warmodgenebi sarisko qmedebebis Sesaxeb, aiv-iT dainficirebis TvalsazrisiT, araerTgvarovania da winaaRmdegobrivi. kerZod, rodesac saqme exeba kargad cnobil da farTod gancxadebul sarisko qmedebebs, moswavleebi swor informacias floben, xolo rodesac laparakia SedarebiT specifikur qcevebze, maTi codnis done arasakmarisia. magaliTad, moswavleTa didi umravlesoba sworad miakuTvnebs SidsiT daavadebulTan saerTo nemsis gamoyenebas Zalze maRali riskis qmedebebis ricxvs, aseve sworad aTavsebs maRali riskis zonaSi prezervativis gareSe seqss (Tundac mas gulmodgined dabana mosdevdes); moswavleebs isic sworad miaCniaT, rom SidsiT daavadebulisaTvis xelis CamorTmeva, loyaze kocna, maT siaxloves muSaoba an swavla – usafrTxoa. Tumca, meore mxriv, moswavleebi sarisko qmedebebad miiCneven iseT principulad uxifaTo SemTxvevebs, rogoricaa: a) wveTebis moxvedra SidsiT daavadebulis xvelebis an cxviris daceminebis Sedegad; b) SidsiT daavadebulTan erTad saerTo WurWlis, Canglis da a.S. gamoyeneba da g) SidsiT daavadebulTan saerTo abanoTi, saunaTi sargebloba. garda amisa, moswavleebi cdebian imaSic, rodesac riskis zRvarze aTavseben im SemTxvevas, rodesac koRo, romelmac inficirebul adamians ukbina, Semdeg janmrTel adamiansac kbens. gamokiTxva aCvenebs, rom gogonebi SedarebiT met da ufro zust informacias floben Sidsis Sesaxeb, vidre biWebi. 43 Tavi II Tan, dalis garSemo dgebian. awynareben. cicino da ninuli – gogras deda – Cvens danaxvaze brazdebian. – aq ras atuzulxarT?! – iZaxis ninuli. – Tqven gelodebiT, egre ar movilaparakeT? – Tavs imarTlebs gogra. – ra movilaparakeT? karze yuri moadeT Tqo, eg xo ar gviTvams?! – yuri ar mogvidia. aq movdiodiT da yvirilis xma gavigeT. ra Cveni bralia? – irina, icode, mogklav me Sen! am dros, saklaso oTaxidan direqtori gamodis da xmamaRla ambobs: daimaxsovre da gadaeci sxvasac: Sidsi ar aris Cveulebrivi daavadeba, romelic swori mkurnalobis Sedegad ikurneba; Sidsis saboloo gankureba, dRevandel pirobebSi, SeuZlebelia; marTalia, Sidsi sabolood ar ikurneba, magram mkurnalobis Sedegad inficirebulma SeiZleba didxans (10-15-20 weli) icocxlos. aiv-iT inficirebis aranair risks ar Seicavs Semdegi SemTxvevebi: inficirebulma adamianma daaxvela an daacemina da wveTebi janmrTeli adamianis sxeulze moxvda; – Zalian gTxovT, dawynardiT, yvelani SemobrZandiT da miviRoT gadawyvetileba. qalbatono dali, mobrZandiT, ase ajobebs! dinaras da danarCen mSoblebs dali isev klasSi SehyavT. cicino meubneba: SidsiT daavadebulma da janmrTelma adamianma saerTo abanoTi an saunaTi isargebles; janmrTelma adamianma gamoiyena SidsiT daavadebulis naxmari WurWeli (mag., imave Wiqidan dalia darCenili wyali); koRom ukbina aiv-iT inficirebuls da Semdeg – janmrTel adamians. – CadiT da ninulis manqanasTan dagvelodeT. ezoSi qaria. Tvalebi mtvriT gvevseba. Zveli saxlis padiezdSi SevdivarT. – padiezdSi ki ara, sadarbazoSi, – misworebs gogra. 44 45 Tavi II aman xo gamixura saqme! ginda padiezdi iyos da ginda sadarbazo, mainc WuWyiania da ayrolebuli. Zeba sigarets iRebs da ukidebs. kanWiaSvili gveubneba: – me vici rac xdeba. – ra ici? – Sukas garicxva undaT. – ra daaSava? – kiTxulobs Zeba. – avad aris. – mere, Se blero, sad gagigia ro avadmyofebs skolidan ricxavdnen? sufTa debili xar, – icinis Zeba. – debilica xar da imbecilic. magas spidi Wirs, gesmis?! gogra gaSterebuli miyurebs. albaT fiqrobs ro me gavabazre. – reebs bodav, saidan moitane?! – vuyviri debil eTeras. – ra gaRrialebs? bebiaCemma miTxra. – bebiaSenma? bebiaSenma saidan icis? – viRacam uTxra. – midi, ra! spidi ara, bus kvercxebi! – iZaxis Zeba. – aba rato iyo dali atirebuli? etyoba eubnebodnen, gadaiyvaneo. – mere, sad unda gadaiyvanon? – ar vici. SeiZleba rame specialuri skolaa spi46 stigma da stigmatizacia scena skolaSi e.w. stigmatizaciis ilustraciaa. `stigma~ berZnulad niSnavs `naCxvlets~, `daRs~, `laqas~ (qristianul tradiciaSi `stigmatebs~ uwodeben ieso qristes iarebs). mecnierebaSi es sityva gadataniTi mniSvnelobiT ixmareba da aRniSnavs im uxilav daRs, romelsac sazogadoeba asvams calkeul adamianebs an jgufebs, rodesac CaTvlis, rom isini raRac niSniT arasrulfasovnebi an saxifaToni arian. stigmatizacia SeiZleba moxdes fizikuri naklis, sulieri avadmyofobis, erovnebis, religiurobis da sxva niSnebiT. rogorc wesi, stigmatizacia ganapirobebs stigmatizirebulebis mimarT agresiul, damamcirebel, usamarTlo damokidebulebas da qcevas. stigma aiv/Sidsis niSniT (qvemoT swored am saxis stigmaze gveqneba saubari) gulisxmobs uaryofiT damokidebulebas inficirebulebis, daavadebulebisa da maTi axloblebis mimarT, rac gansazRvravs maT diskriminacias da uflebebis darRvevas. garda amisa, ukiduresad amZimebs maT isedac mZime sulier mdgomareobas. stigmatizacia SeiZleba sxvadasxva formiT gamoixatos: 1. aiv-inficirebulebis an `eWvmitanilebis~ gariyva, maTTan urTierTobis Sewyveta (rogorc amas cdilobdnen Sukas ramdenime klaseli da maTi mSoblebi); 2. aseTi adamianebis diskriminacia ojaxis wevrebis, medicinis muSakebis, sxva dawesebulebebis, sazogadoebisa da xelisuflebis mxridan (aSS-Si Catarebu47 Tavi II dianebisaTvis. – specialuri skola ara Cemi fexebi! – nervebi meSleba. – rato ara? aba, eg ro CvenTan datovon, janmrTel xalxsac gadaedeba. – araferic ar gadaeba! – raa? eg spidi magari gadamdebia. – jer erTi, spidi ki ara Sidsi, – vusworeb eTeras, – meorec erTi, marto seqsiT da nemsiT gadadis. gogrik, xo esea? – xo, esea... eTeri, da bebiaSens vin uTxra? – ekiTxeba gogra. – ar vici. ras gadamekideT?... Zeba, cota damitove. – ara. moweva mavnebelia. – damitove, ra... – aha, Caixie filtvebi! Zeba biCoks utovebs. moweva mainc icodes am kretinkam! uSnod da banZurad eqaCeba. Zebas eteneba da gonia, amiT Tavs moawonebs. – neta sad aikida Sukam, ha? – kiTxulobs Zeba – ar vici, – ambobs gogra. – magram magisi gamoTvla SeiZleba. – gamoTvla ra, trigonometraa? – SenTvis orjer oric trigonometriaa. magram, wesiT, aucileblad unda gamoTvalon visgan aikida, rom mere iman sxvebsac ar gadasdos. 48 li farTomasStabiani gamokvlevis monacemebiT, aivinficirebulebis 36%-ma aRniSna, rom ganucdiaT diskriminacia samedicino dawesebulebebSi, xolo 6%-s saerTod uari uTxres samedicino daxmarebaze; sxva qveynebSi es cifrebi kidev ufro maRalia); 3. aseTi adamianebis mimarT Zaladoba. stigma Zalze arTulebs aiv-inficirebulebis isedac umZimes cxovrebas, aZlierebs stress, depresias, zogjer TviTmkvlelobamde mihyavs isini. garda amisa, stigma TviT sazogadoebisTvisaa saxifaTo – misi SiSiT zogierTi adamiani ar gadis testirebas da, Sesabamisad, ar iyenebs damcav saSualebebs Tavis partniorebTan (`ra, Sidsiani xom ar ggonivar?!~). dadgenilia, rom isini, visac stigma sakuTar Tavze ganucdia, ufro xSirad acdenen eqimTan vizitebs, araregularulad iReben wamlebs da a.S. rogor unda vebrZoloT stigmas? erTi SexedviT, es Zalian Zneli araa: unda gavagebinoT yvelas, rom inficirebulTan urTierToba absoluturad usafrTxoa, Tu davicavT or martiv pirobas – ar gamoviyenebT mis mier naxmar nemss da ar davamyarebT masTan daucvel seqsualur kontaqts. magram sinamdvileSi saqme gacilebiT ufro rTuladaa. jer erTi, codna sxvaa, da realuri qceva – sruliad sxva. crurwmena zogjer codnaze Zlieria. praqtikul situaciaSi adamianma, mcodnemac ki, Tavisda uneburad, an sxvisi gavleniT, SeiZleba `Tavi daizRvios~, diskriminaciul qcevas mimarTos da amiT mZime fsiqologiuri travma miayenos inficirebuls (`wignebSi bevri rame weria, ra ici ra xdeba...~). aseT SemTxvevebSi bevri ramaa damokidebu49 Tavi II sadarbazodan gavdivar da skolisken viyurebi. iqidan ukve mSoblebi gamodian. kanWiaSvilis bebia, Zebas deda da sxvebi. ezoSi jguf-jgufad dganan da kide bazroben. mgoni yvela gareTaa cicinos da ninulis garda. magaT raRac avadmyofa WirT – yvelgan su bolo unda iyvnen! Zebas da eTeras veubnebi: – Tqvenebi ukve gamovidnen. etyoba morCa kreba. – xo-o, me wavedi! – kanWiaSvili qusliT Wylitavs biCoks. – Zeba, modixar? – Tqven ras izamT, gogrik? – fexs iTrevs Zeba. – ra unda vqnaT? Cvenebs davelodebiT. Zeba da eTera midian. gogra Cumadaa, rogorc Cans, raRacaze fiqrobs. li jgufis liderze, Cvens moTxrobaSi _ gograze, romelmac sakuTari codnisa da energiulobis meSveobiT moaxerxa Sukas ganTavisufleba stigmisagan. magram arsebobs kidev ufro seriozuli problema. aiv-stigma Zalian xSirad avtomaturad amoativtivebs sxva stigmebs – garyvnili, narkomani, homoseqsualisti (amgvari azri moTxrobis ramdenime personaJs uCndeba Sukas mimarT); Cndeba azri, rom inficirebulma `daimsaxura~ Tavisi bedi, `egrec mouxdeba~. arada, stigmis amgvari gaZliereba zogjer sruliad usafuZvloa (rogorc Sukas SemTxvevaSi); magram Tuki inficirebuli marTlac ganekuTvneba CamoTvlil kategoriebs, nu dagvaviwydeba, rom igi Zalian seriozulad aris avad da am dros boroti sixaruli scildeba humanurobisa da zneobis yovelgvar normas. – ras fiqrob, gogrik. – ra vici... neta vin uTxra kanWiaSvilis bebias? – ra vi, aba?! me xo ar vetyodi? sadRacidan gabazrda... me am SeZenili imunodeficitis sindromis deda vatire! vabSe, es sindromi ra fexebia? – ra-a? sindromi? gripi gqonia? – mekiTxeba gogra. – aba ra! – mere, rogor igeb xolme ro gripi gaqvs? – ras niSnavs, rogor vigeb? sicxe maqvs, surdo, yeli mtkiva, maxvelebs... – ai eg, yvela cal-calke, aris simptomi, erTad ki sindromia. yvela avadmyofobas Tavisi sindromi aqvs. 50 51 Tavi II – da imunodeficiti ra ario, ras meubnebodi? – mokled, yvelas gvaqvs imunuri sistema. eg raRac gansakuTrebuli, Wkviani ujredebia sisxlSi; roca organizmSi mavne baqteriebi, virusebi da magaTi biZaSvilebi Semodis, cnoben da spoben. – yvelas? – ara, yvelas vera. zogs rom ver erevian, magitom xdebi avad da wamlebs svam, rom daexmaro organizms. magram Sidsis virusi, swored am imunur sistemas azianebs, organizmis dacvas spobs da bolos SeiZleba ubralo gaciebisgan mokvde, imitom rom damcveli ujredebi aRara gyavs. egaa imunodeficiti. – au, reebia, to! karoCe, eg virusi Wkvian ujredebs bridavs? – mand rogoraa, ici? Tu virusi aikide, jer Sidsi ar gemarTeba, xar mxolod aiv-inficirebuli. xo giTxari, eg aiv-i SeiZleba wlobiT gqondes da avad ar gaxde. am dros Sen marto sxvebisTvis xar saxifaTo, imitom rom SeiZleba viRacas gadasdo. Sidsi gewyeba, roca virusi Sens imunur sistemas uwyebs daSlas. ai mere ki... gud bai! gaige-e? – xoda, iqneb jer Sidsi ar dawyebia? ha? iqneb jer marto eg aivia TuraRac oxroba, ega aqvs? ras ityvi? – ar vici, magram imedi maqvs, ro egrea. gogrika magari jigaria. Tan ra ari, ici, sxva gogoebi ukve didi xania duxebs isxamen, amas ki yovel52 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxvis procesSi moswavleebs daesvaT aseTi SekiTxva: `davuSvaT, Tqveni Tanaklaseli, romelTanac kargi urTierToba gaqvT, aRmoCnda aiv/SidsiT inficirebuli. rogor moiqceodiT masTan damokidebulebaSi?~. moswavleebs arCevani unda gaekeTebinaT Semdeg poziciebs Soris: • mas ufro met Tanadgomas aRmovuCendi; • gavagrZelebdi iseTive urTierTobas, rogoric mqonda; • Sevecdebodi masTan naklebad mqonoda urTierToba; • gavwyvetdi masTan urTierTobas gamokiTxvis Sedegebma aCvena, rom moswavleTa gamokveTili umravlesoba (63.5%) axloblis mimarT, Tu is dainficirda, dadebiTad ganewyoba: moswavleTa yvelaze didi nawili (TiTqmis yoveli meore) mzadaa, inficirebuli Tanaklaselis mimarT gaZlierebuli Tanadgoma gamoiCinos, xolo kidev 16% iseTive urTierTobas SeinarCunebda, rogoric manamde hqonda. Tumca, gamokiTxvam isic aCvena, rom moswavleTa Soris arc Tu mcire nawilia iseTi (mTlianobaSi 16.6%), romelic Tavis axlobelTan urTierTobas Seasustebda, an saerTod gawyvetda, Tu gaigebda, rom igi virusmatarebelia. garda amisa, yovel mexuTe moswavles uWirs gansazRvros sakuTari mosalodneli qceva aseT situaciaSi. maSasadame, saboloo jamSi, moswavleTa 36%-s (anu, sul mcire, yovel mesame moswavles) ar SeuZlia an ar aris mzad inficirebuli axloblis mimarT TanagrZnoba gamoiCinos. 53 Tavi II Tvis sakaifo sapnis da sisufTavis suni sdis. prosta, xandaxan, Tmis davarcxna ezareba xolme... amasobaSi cicino da ninulic gamoCdnen. – wavediT, gogrik, gamoetien, rogorc iqna. ninulis patara mdogvisferi `toiota~ yavs. saTamaSos gavs. Zlivs vakvexeb fexebs dasajdomebs Soris. ninuli da cicino win sxedan, me da gogra ukan. mivdivarT. – sad mivdivarT? – pica gindaT? – ambobs ninuli. – ies, eqselenT! – gvinda! gvinda! – yviris gogra. daimaxsovre da gadaeci sxvasac: aiv/SidsiT inficirebuli adamiani avadmyofia, romelic ukve dgas fizikuri sicocxlis daTmobis riskis winaSe. Tu am adamians sxvebi, gansakuTrebiT, axloblebi zurgs Seaqceven, es mas kidev erTi – socialuri sicocxlis, anu sxva adamianebTan Cveulebrivi, normaluri Tanacxovrebis dakargvis safrTxis winaSe daayenebs. nu gavwiravT amisTvis maT, miT ufro, rom inficirebuli adamiani praqtikulad usafrTxoa – mis gevrdiT yoveldRiuri Tanacxovreba aranair saSiSroebas ar Seicavs, garda im SemTxvevebisa, ramac misi da Tqveni sisxlis Sereva SeiZleba gamoiwvios. aseTi SemTxvevebis Tavidan acileba ki Zalian iolia. ninuli manqanas atrialebs. piceriaSi mivdivarT. – rato atireT dali? – vekiTxebi cicinos. – uh, ar mkiTxo. sawyali... kargi qalia, kulturuli. – mere kargi roa da kulturuli magitom unda atiroT? – wesieri adamiania, – ambobs ninuli. – rogorc ki gaigo, rom Sukas virusi aqvs, movida da direqciaSi ganacxada. – mSobelTa kreba magitom moiwvies? – xo, – ambobs cicino. – Sidsis centridan xalxi 54 55 Tavi II yavdaT moyvanili. agvixsnes, rom Tu garkveul wesebs daicavT, ar aris gadamdebi. – aba, me ras vambobdi?! – iZaxis gogra. – xo, da ai, es broSurebic dagviriges. cicino patara, wiTelydian broSuras gvaCvenebs. – xo, kai, isedac vici Sig ra weria. Sen es miTxari, dali ratom tiroda? – gviTxres, xeli unda moaweroT, rom informirebuli xarT da ara xarT winaaRmdegi, Sukam Tqvens klasSi swavla ro gaagrZeloso. – mere, moawereT xeli? – Cven ki, magram ZimistaraSvilis, danelias da kakuSaZis mSoblebi winaaRmdegi wavidnen. amaze xels ver movawerT, gveSinia da, saerTod, ra unda Sidsians Cveni Svilebis gverdiTo. – ara, eg ZimistaraSvili mainc vin ari! – CaerTo ninuli, – qalo, eg ram aTqmevina: `Seni Svili an narkomania, an garyvnilio~! egeTi rame gagigia?! – ise, arc danarCenebma daakles. – ra ari, degeneratebi arian? – kiTxulobs gogra. – irina, nu ici Sen ufrosebis uxeSad moxsenieba! ramdenjer unda giTxra?! – egeni ufrosebi ki ara, mxecebi arian! – Sen ra, ver gaige, ra giTxari? – Suxurobs ninuli. – gavige, magram egrea da ra vqna?! – kai, bolo-bolo ra gadawyviteT? – ver viTmen me. – dinaram da skolis direqciam dalis mxare daiWira. magaT ese Tqves: `specialistebma dagvarwmu56 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxva aCvenebs, rom moswavleebi araTanmimdevrulebi arian, erTi mxriv, liberaluri (Tavisufali), xolo, meore mxriv, konservatuli (tradiciuli) Sexedulebebis gaziarebis TvalsazrisiT. am mimarTulebiT moswavleTa poziciebi meryevia da winaaRmdegobrivi. magaliTad: • moswavleTa umravlesoba (62%) eTanxmeba iseT liberalur mosazrebas, rogoricaa: `seqsualuri urTierTobisas prezervativis xmareba Cveulebrivi ramea~. Tumca, meore mxriv, mxolod 25% ar eTanxmeba mosazrebas, rom `gauTxovari qali, romelic atarebs prezervativs, msubuqi yofaqcevisaa~. • yoveli meore moswavle aRiarebs, rom `seqsi romantikuli ramaa~, Tumca, meore mxriv, aseve yoveli meore moswavle miiCnevs, rom a) `qali msubuqi yofaqcevisaa, Tu mas gaTxovebamde seqsualuri partniorebi hyavs~ (am mosazrebas eTanxmeba 51.7%) da b) `axalgazrda gogonam gaTxovebamde uari unda Tqvas seqsze Tavis SeyvarebulTan~ (eTanxmeba 50%). maSasadame, miuxedavad imisa, rom seqsTan dakavSirebul sakiTxebze saqarTveloSi tabu TandaTan sustdeba, saqarTveloSi jer kidev myari normaa: qalisagan momdinare seqsualuri iniciativa (rasTanac asocirdeba, magaliTad, prezervativebis tareba) ZiriTadad ukavSirdeba `msubuq yofaqcevas~. 57 Tavi II nes, rom Sidsi ar gadadis haeriT, SexebiT, saerTo nivTebis xmarebiT da amitom, bavSvs ver gavwiravT; Tuki Tqvens Soris vinme mainc Tvlis, rom misi SvilisTvis am klasSi yofna saxifaToa, SeuZlia daweros gancxadeba sxva skolaSi gadayvanis Sesaxeb.~ – mere rao, ZimistaraSvilma? Tanaxma varo? – ara. saministroSi apirebs Civils. – iCivlos ramdenic unda, magas mainc aravin mousmens, – CaurTo ninulim. – da sxvebma ra Tqves? – xo giTxari, im samis garda yvelam movawereT xeli. – kide kargi. – aba ras vizamdiT? eWvi geparebodaT? – me mainteresebs, kanWiaSvilis bebias vin miutana ambavi? – ambobs gogra. – magas ra mniSvneloba aqvs? mainc ukve yvelam gaigo. – eg dRes gaigo yvelam, magan ki adre icoda. – nu gamagiJe, gogo! ra mniSvneloba aqvs, dRes gaigo kanWiaSvilis bebiam, Tu guSin?! – ara, mainc vin uT xra? – davuSvaT me vuTxari. mere ra? – esec vicodi! xo gTxove, aravis ar uTxra meTqi? – kanWiaSvilis bebia Cemi axlobelia da Sen es Cemze kargad ici, – Tavs icavs ninuli. – ra SuaSia axlobloba? mag miTqma-moTqmis bralia, romDSuka skolaSi ver mosula, sawyali dali ki galanZRes da atires. 58 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi moswavleTa ZiriTadi nawili (48%) darwmunebulia, rom, maTi cxovrebis wesidan gamomdinare, TiTqmis ar arsebobs araviTari riski, rom Sidsis virusi SeeyrebaT. moswavleTa erTi nawili (16%) gulgrilia am sakiTxis mimarT da saerTod ar ufiqria imaze, Seeyreba Tu ara virusi. dainficirebis saSiSroebas ar gamoricxavs daaxloebiT 10%, xolo moswavleTaATiTqmis 4% aseT saSiSroebas realurad miiCnevs da Relavs amis Taobaze. maSasadame, moswavleebi naklebad ganixilaven sakuTar Tavs aiv/SidsiT dainficirebis riskis matareblad. sainteresoa, rom, moswavleTa azriT, maTi aiv-iT dainficirebis riski daaxloebiT uTanabrdeba iseT SemTxvevebs, rogoricaa veneriuli daavadebiT dasneuleba, damblis dacema, kuWis wylulis gaCena, kiboTi dasneuleba da sxv. amis Taobaze ufro dawvrilebiT ix. cxrili #4: 59 Tavi II sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi – mova, batono, mova skolaSi. dawynardi? – rodis mova? – am dReebSi... ara, vgiJdebi, mainc saidan unda gadasdeboda? irina, Sen rogor fiqrob? – ar vici, cicino deida. me mgoni, sadme sisxli gadausxes, an kbilis eqimTan... – kbilis eqimTan? – xo. Tu instrumentebi ar aris kargad gamoxarSuli, SeiZleba gadagedos. – ar vici, genacvale, mainc frTxilad iyaviT, maindamainc pirSi nu SeecmeviT Sukas. – au, gavafren exla! Sidsis centri geubnebaT – ar aris gadamdebio, gogra geubnebaT – marto sisxliT gadadiso, direqcia iZaxis – Cven vagebT pasuxs, rom aravis araferi mouvao, Tqven mainc ara gjeraT, kaco?! – gvjera, gogliko, magram dedebi varT da vRelavT. ra ari aq gaugebari? – xoda, iRelveT maSin da iyaviT ase! – ra gWirs biWo Sen, ra gaCxubebs? – mSia! ninuli manqanas aCerebs piceria `pregosTan~, vaJas dasawyisSi ro ari, iq. gamiskda Tavi am spidze da aivze laparakiT. me vici rac unda gavakeTo – unda gavigo romel kbilis eqimTan iyo Suka da sifaTi mivungrio mag dampals! 60 cxrili #4 rogoria riski imisa, rom SegemTxveT qvemoT CamoTvlili? 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. gavxde narkomani mqondes problemebi alkoholizmTan dakavSirebiT Cavidino TviTmkvlelobis mcdeloba nervuli aSliloba damemarTos gavxde mkvlelobis msxverpli veneriuli daavadeba Semeyaros kuWis wyluli damemarTos gavxde xulignuri Tavdasxmis msxverpli dambla dameces Sidsi Semeyaros seriozul avtoavariaSi movyve gulis Seteva damemarTos wnevam amiwios kibo aRmomaCndes saSualo maCveneblebi gogra ar pasuxobs, gabutulia. me Tvals vukrav da cicinos vekiTxebi: 1.35 1.47 1.38 2.03 1.98 1.76 1.89 2.09 1.64 1.74 2.54 2.00 2.26 1.90 SeniSvna: saSualo maCveneblebi daTvlilia xuTi SesaZlo pasuxidan: 1. dabali riski; 2. saSualoze dabali riski; 3. saSualo riski; 4. saSualoze maRali riski; 5. maRali riski. am pasuxebs Soris neitraluri punqtia 3. amrigad, monacemebi 3-is zemoT Seesabameba maRali riskis jgufs, xolo 3-is qvemoT – dabali riskis jgufs. amrigad, moswavleebi, rogorc wesi, sakuTar Tavs ar ganixilaven aiv-iT dainficirebis riskis matareblad. Tumca, meore mxriv, isini saqarTvelos aiv/SidsiT inficirebis zonad miiCneven, Sesabamisad, saqarTvelos mosaxleobas – maRali riskis matareblad. es aCvenebs moswavleebSi arsebul ganwyobas, rom Sidsi aris ara maTi piradi problema, aramed yovelTvis – sxvisi. 61 Tavi Tavi III wels raRac erTbaSad daTba. Cvens ezoSi ori patara xea, mgoni alublis. erT mSvenier dRes, fanjridan ro gadavixede, orive yvaoda. kide kai, morCa es debiluri zamTari! rogorc iqna, gamovrTeT `karma~ da gavixadeT paltoebi. Suka skolaSi ar gamoCenila. saxlidan saerTod ar gamodiso, dalis dauCivlia cicinosTan. gogliko or dReSi erTxel urekavda. me ara. ra vici, ro gautydes meTqi? ise, Cemgan mokiTxvebs ki vabarebdi. ro ndomoda, TiTon damirekavda. arada, bevri rame mqonda magisTvis saTqmeli. saRamo iyo. inglisuridan vbrundebodi. Tbiloda da fexiT movuyvebodi dadianis quCas. am dros ninulim damireka mobilurze da miTxra puri wamoiRe, aRar gvqoniao. marketSi ro Sevdiodi, Sukas deda Semxvda, dali. didi celofani eWira xelSi. mivesalme. – ui, irina, dediko, rogora xar? – madlobT... da Suka rogor ari? – TiTqos arauSavs. sisustem da Tavbrusxvevam gauara. magram, ra vici, ra iqneba... 62 es samarTliania ara marto Sidsis, aramed, rogorc cxrilidan Cans, sxva SesaZlo safrTxeebis mimarTac. saSualo riski – is safrTxea, romelic, Tundac igi Zalian mcire iyos, yvela adamians Tanabrad emuqreba miuxedavad sqesisa da asakisa. Tumca, rasakvirvelia, arsebobs gadaxrebi; vTqvaT, Tu Tqven TviT xarT xuligani da sxvebs esxmiT Tavs, albaT, naklebi Sansia, rom Tavdasxmis msxverpli Tqvenve gaxdeT; anda, Tu arajansaR an stresul garemoSi giwevT cxovreba, logikuria dauSvaT, rom saSualoze metad gemuqrebaT nervuli aSliloba. Cvens monacemebSi ki yvela maCvenebeli mniSvnelovnad dabalia 3-ze (garkveul gamonakliss Seadgens punqti `seriozuli avaria~). mecnierebi amgvar tendencias `usafuZvlo optimizms~ uwodeben, Cveulebriv enaze ki amas udardeloba hqvia – rwmena imisa, rom sxvas SeiZleba raRac daemarTos, me ki – ara. msgavsi gamokiTxvebi sxva qveynebSic tardeba. rogorc irkveva, evropis umravlesi qveynebis Tineijerebis saSualo maCveneblebi sagrZnoblad ufro axlosaa saSualo riskis aRmniSvnel `samianTan~, vidre qarTvelebisa. es niSnavs, rom evropelebi ufro racionalurad azrovneben da ufro realisturad afaseben arsebul safrTxeebs. eWvgareSea, rom qarTuli udardeloba erT-erTi Sedegia CvenSi gavrcelebuli bavSvis aRzrdis stilisa, romelic gulisxmobs Svilis dacvas yvela SesaZlo problemebisagan (am sakiTxebze ufro dawvrilebiT qvemoT visaubrebT, narkomaniisadmi miZRvnil qveTavSi), rac gansazRvravs imis rwmenas, rom problemebi saerTod ar arsebobs, an, Tu arsebobs kidec, axloblebi maT yovelTvis gaauvnebelyofen. udardeli damokidebuleba cxovrebisadmi garkveulad gansazRvravs Sinagan komforts, karg gunebas, magram Soreul perspeqtivaSi ganapirobebs momavlis dagegmvisa da masStaburi azrovnebis dabal unars, uyuradRebobas sakuTari janmrTelobisadmi da, rogorc Sedegi, saxifaTo daavadebebis, maT Soris Sidsis, SeZenis, agreTve narkomaniis gazrdil risks. 63 Tavi III – kargad iqneba. – RmerTma qnas, magram xo ici ra daavadebac ari... – dali deida, orive testi Cautares da orivem dadebiTi aCvena? – ara, jer marto erTi. – ra testi iyo, `ifa~? – xo. – iciT rato gekiTxebiT, internetSi vnaxe, rom imunofermentuli analizi zogjer crudadebiT pasuxs iZleva xolme. amitom, aucilebelia `imunoblotis~ Catareba, eg ufro zusti testia. – Sen saidan ici amdeni? – Sukas ambavi ro gavige, davinteresdi da wavikiTxe. exlac, roca dro maqvs, internetSi vkiTxulob xolme raRaceebs Sidsze. – yoCaR, Wkviani gogo xar. eqimebma gvirCies, eg meore testi, ai eg `imunobloti~, cota xnis Semdeg Cagvetarebina. suraTi ufro naTeli iqnebao. – e.i. jer saboloo pasuxi ar aris? – xo, saboloo pasuxi jer ar aris, magram es ifatesti, rogorc wesi, sworia xolme. imisi albaToba, rom pasuxi mcdari iyos, marto 1%-ia, gesmis? – asea Tu isea, gamodis rom jer araviTar Sidsze laparaki ar aris. ubralod, aiv infeqciaze aqvT eWvi, ara? 64 daimaxsovre da gadaeci sxvasac: nebismieri adamiani, maT Soris Senc, SeiZleba iqces Sidsis virusis matareblad, Tu moadunebs yuradRebas da ar daicavs usafrTxoebis zomebs; saqarTveloSi marTlac matulobs inficirebis masStabebi, es niSnavs, rom mcirdeba moqalaqeebis, da piradad Seni, usafrTxoebis areali. 65 Tavi III – nu, pirveli testis pasuxi ubralod eWvi ara aris. esaa winaswari diagnozi, Tumca am diagnozs kidev sWirdeba gadamowmeba. – da kacma ar icis, SeiZleba araferic ar aRmoaCndes! – RmerTma qnas, RmerTma qnas. magram ra ari ici, verafriT ver vaiZule, saxlidan gavides. skolaSi siarulze xo kategoriul uars ambobs. me mgoni, Tqveni erideba. – Cveni? ratom? – ra vici. Tvlis, rom rac es avadmyofoba daemarTa, Tqvennairi aRar aris. TiTqos raRaca samarcxvino beWedi azis Sublze da amas yvela xedavs... ar vici, rogor agixsna. – skolaSi amitom ar modis? dali gaCumda da ar mipasuxa. momeCvena ro Tvalze cremli moadga. mere ucbad Tavze xeli gadamisva da loyaze makoca. – damawynara SenTan saubarma. irina, iqneb moxvide CvenTan... – moval, dali deida, magram ro ar esiamovnos? 66 aiv-ze testireba aiv-ze testireba 1985 wlidan arsebobs; igi efuZneba erT Zalian mniSvnelovan biologiur meqanizms, romelsac aq mokled aRvwerT. rogorc viciT, adamians aqvs imunuri sistema. misi funqciaa organizmSi SemoWril ucxo sxeulebTan brZola da maTi uvnebelyofa – erTi pirobiT: es ucxo sxeuli cocxali warmoSobis unda iyos, anu Seicavdes cilas. aseTebia baqteriebi, virusebi, sxva organizmis ujredebi. yvela amaT antigenebs uwodeben. vTqvaT, faifuri an oqro cilas ar Seicavs, amitom xelovnur kbilebs organizmi ar ebrZvis; magram rodesac qirurgebma organoebis gadanergva daiwyes, aRmoCnda, rom mTavari problemaa ara TavisTavad operacia, aramed is, rac xdeba mere – organizmi iwyebs aqtiur brZolas ucxo organos ujredebis winaaRmdeg da saboloo jamSi spobs mas. imunur sistemas `ver gaagebineb~, rom gadanergili organo sasargebloa da aucilebeli; sistemam mtkiced `icis~: yvela ucxo cila – mteria (rac SemTxvevaTa did umravlesobaSi marTlac asea) da aucilebelia misi neitralizacia (Tu rogor agvarebs medicina organoTa gadanergvis problebas – sxva sakiTxia, romelzedac aq ar SevCerdebiT). rogor xdeba es yvelaferi? pirveli etapia amocnoba. specialuri ujredebi kargad dageSili ZaRlebiviT akvirdebian `gamvlel-gamomvlelebs~ da ucxos `danaxvaze~ maSinve iZlevian gangaSis signals. amis Semdeg organizmi iwyebs antisxeulebis gamomu67 Tavi III – vici, imitom rom klaselebTan Sexvedris eSinia. magram Sen sxvanairi xar... Sen da gogliko... gexvewebiT, ar miatovoT... kargi? – movalT, dali deida. sanam marketSi Sevidodi, Tvali gavayole. dali quCaSi marto midioda, maRali, xmeli da odnav mxrebSi moxrili. ratomRac damamaxsovrda. saxlSi misulma pirveli rac gavakeTe, is iyo ro mobilurze davureke goglikos. kalaTburTze egdo. debili! mere, Ramis Tormet saaTze TviTon damireka. dalisTan Sexvedris ambavi movuyevi. SukasTan misvlaze fexi aiTria, ar gautydeso, magram bolo-bolo daviTanxme. – Sena-a, da eg `ifa~ ra ario, ra Tqvi? – imuno fermentuli analizi... eg ra ari, ici? Tu sisxlSi rame virusi gaiCiTa, organizmi iwyebs antisxeulebis gamoyofas am virusis dasabredad. – antisxeulebis? – xo. egeTi patara tipebia, romlebic virusebs Slian. magram es aiv-virusi iseTi magaria, ro magas ver erevian. amitom organizmi kide ufro meti antisxeulebis gamoyofas iwyebs. gaige? 68 Savebas. antisxeuli esaa cilovani warmonaqmni, romlis forma ise Seesabameba antigenis formas, rogorc, magaliTad, gasaRebi – boqlomis xvrels, an xelTaTmani – xels. antigenTan Sexvedrisas antisxeuli `ecmeva~ mas rogorc xelTaTmani xels da TiTqos `axrCobs~. Sedegad – antigeni uvnebelyofilia. maS ratomaa, rom rom zogierT infeqciur daavadebas imunuri sistema ver ereva? es xdeba maSin, rodesac organizmSi SemoWrili baqteriebisa Tu virusebis raodenoba Zalian didia, an Tu isini Zalze swrafad mravldeba, an maT mier gamoyofili Sxami metad Zlieria, mokled, maSin, Tu `mteri~ daaswrebs imunur sistemas, vidre igi saWiro raodenobiT antisxeulebs gamoimuSavebs. aq unda SevCerdeT erT Zalian mniSvelovan detalze. antigenebi bunebaSi uTvalavia. yvela maTgani gansxvavebulia, maT Soris, formiTac. Sesabamisad, gansxvavebulia antisxeulebic (iseve, rogorc yovel boqloms Tavisi gasaRebi Seesabameba). amitom, Tu sisxlSi aris mocemuli antisxeuli (`gasaRebi~), SegviZlia davaskvnaT, rom organizmSi an iyo, an axlac arsebobs Sesabamisi antigeni. aiv-is SemTxvevaSi araviTari `an~, samwuxarod, ar wamoiWreba – Tu sisxlSi aRmoCnda aiv-is antisxeuli, es niSnavs rom adamiani inficirebulia. teqnikurad, antisxeulebis arsebobis dadgena ufro martivia, vidre TviT virusis aRmoCena, da swored am principzea dafuZnebuli aivtestebis umravlesoba. dRevandel pirobebSi, Cveulebriv, aiv-testireba or safexurad xdeba. jer iyeneben e.w. skrining69 Tavi III – mere? – xoda, imunofermentuli analizis dros, Tu sisxlSi antisxeulebi Zalian momatebulia, es imas niSnavs, rom aiv-virusis matarebeli xar. amiTi svamen diagnozs. – au, reebi ici, SeCema, gamagiJeb! – esea, Zmao, sibnele da ucodinroba sicocxlisaTvis saSiSi ramea. – arc umoZraobaa kargi janmrTelobisTvis, ro icode! karoCe – xval romelze SevxvdeT? Svidze gawyobs? – ara, eqvsze uner-Cvevebi maqvs. modi, rvaze. – davai, rvaze, lermontovis kuTxeSi, `gracTan~... o’kei? – o’kei, SevTanxmdiT. tests (inglisurad `screening~ `gacras~ niSnavs); maTgan yvelaze gavrcelebulia imuno-fermentuli analizi (ifa), romelic Sukas Cautarda. es meTodi sakmaod zustia, magram mainc SesaZlebelia Secdoma, anu crudadebiTi pasuxi, romelmac aseTi vnebaTaRelva gamoiwvia Cvens moTxrobaSi. amitom, dadebiTi pasuxis SemTxvevaSi, ifa-s xelaxla atareben, xolo Tu Sedegi igivea, mimarTaven e.w. imuno-bloTings (`blot~ inglisurad `laqas~ niSnavs). es testi ufro Sromatevadia, magram Zalian mgrZnobiare; misi Sedegebis safuZvelze SeiZleba zustad iTqvas, inficirebulia adamiani, Tu ara. meore dRes, saRamos, goglikos lermontovis kuTxeSi Sevxvdi. sakaifod Camul-davarcxnili gaiCiTa. – va, gogra, eg mokle kaba da zamSis Ceqmebi magra gixdeba, xo ici. – debilo! – marTla geubnebi. Seni ro viyo, jinsebs vabSe ar Cavicvamdi. – girCevnia Sen Tavs mixedo. modi yvavilebi mivutanoT. – Sen miutane, Tu ginda. – da Sen viTom ra? 70 71 Tavi III – texavs, ra! siZesaviT xo ar gaviCiTebi buketiT xelSi?! – jer erTi, buketiT ki ara, TaiguliT; meorec erTi, ra moxda, pazoria? – Cemgan texavs ra. goimobaa! me forToxlis wvens da Cifsebs mivutan. – kargi. me iebs vuyidi. ise, gogosTvis yvavilis Cuqeba ro gitydeba, swored eg ari goimoba. – midi, ra!.. Sena-a, neta Cifsebi da wveni eWmeva? – ki, rato ara? kuWi xo ar tkiva? – ra vi, aba... kari dalim gagviRo. Cven danaxvaze Tvalebi gaudidda da aucimcimda. aqamde ar davkvirvebivar – lamazi Tvalebi hqonia, nacrisferi da wagrZelebuli. – es ra stumrebi gvewvivnen! SemodiT, SemodiT. Suka, naxe vin movida! Suka, ar gesmis?! exlave gamoviyvan. dalim did oTaxSi Segviyvana, TviTon ki gavida. Zvelebur Sav roialze abaJuriani naTura enTo, kedelze didi naxati ekida – ucnaur, oqrosfer tansacmelSi gamowyobili qali da kaci kocnidnen erTmaneTs. goglikom gadmomxeda, gaicina da Tvali Camikra. neta ra acinebs? amasobaSi Sukac gamoCnda. viwro jinsebi, botasebi da TeTri Jaketi ecva. lamazi iyo. Sua oTaxSi uxerxulad gaCerda. ratomRac mec avReldi. 72 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxva aCvenebs, rom moswavleTa didi umravlesoba Tavisi cxovrebis wesiT Tu ganwyobebiT ar atarebs aiv-iT dainficirebis risks. amas Semdegi monacemebi adasturebs: moswavleebi, ZiriTadad, uaryofiT damokidebulebas avlenen im ti pis seqsualuri partnioris yolis mimarT, romelTan urTierTobac garkveul risks Seicavs aiv/SidsiT inficirebis TvalsazrisiT. gansakuTrebuli miuRebloba mJRavndeba intravenuri narkomanis mimarT: gamokiTxulTa 76% `aucileblad~, xolo kidev 9.3% `albaT~ ityoda uars aseTi adamianis partniorobaze. moswavleTa 50.2%-s arc iseTi partnioris yola surs, romelic ar gaurbis SemTxveviT seqsualur kavSirebs (damatebiT, 13.3% pasuxobs: `albaT, uars vityvi aseTi partnioris yolaze~). negatiur damokidebulebas avlenen moswavleebi imaT mimarTac, vinc uars ambobs seqsis dros prezervativis gamoyenebaze (44.3% pasuxobs: `aucileblad vityvi uars~, xolo kidev 17.8% – `albaT, vityvi uars~). 73 Tavi III – va, Suka! – Tqva goglikom. – rogora xar, e? – var, ra. Tqven rogora xarT? irina, ras Svrebi? – ra vici aba, arafers. iebi xo giyvars? – au, didi madloba. vgiJdebi iebze. erTi wuTiT Sevyoymandi, magram sul erTi wuTiT – mere mivedi, yvavilebi miveci da loyaze vakoce. Sukamac makoca, magram raRaca gaubedavad. civi tuCebi hqonda da mSrali. aSkarad nerviulobda. goglikomac gadakocna. – es Sen! Cifsebia da wveni, xo gevaseba? – ki. madlobT. dasxediT, ra... me da Suka divanze davsxediT, gogliko savarZelSi gaiTxlaSa. Suka xmas ar iRebda. uxerxuli siCume Camovarda. – es ra pontia, Suk, zasaoben? – naxatisaken xeli gaiSvira goglikom. – klimtis naxatia, `kocna~ qvia. – karoCe, zasaoben, – daaskvna goglikom. – Zaan suleli biWi xar, – gaecina Sukas. Zalian mouxda sicili. – kargad gamoiyurebi, Suka, – vTqvi me. – xo kargad gamoiyureba, goglik? – sakaifod, eqselenT! – Cem avadmyofobas Tu ar CavTvliT, yvelaferi sakaifodaa... – xo, jer-jerobiT, – usiamovnod Caiqirqila Su74 gustav klimti (1862-1918) – gamoCenili avstrieli mxatvari, modernis stilis erT-erTi brwyinvale warmomadgeneli. igi daibada da gardaicvala venaSi, iyo erT-erTi damaarsebeli (1897 wels), xolo Semdeg prezidentic, avstriis mxatvarTa gaerTianebisa (Wiener Sezession), romlis wevradac is 1908 wlamde darCa. gaerTianeba miznad isaxavda axalgazrda, originaluri xelweris mqone mxatvrebis gamofenebis mowyobas, venaSi ucxoeli mxatvrebis namuSevrebis Camotanas, sakuTari Jurnalis gamocemas. mTavroba daexmara am gaerTianebas da gamoyo miwa sagamofeno darbazis asaSeneblad. jgufis simbolo iyo aTena, sibrZnisa da xelovnebis qalRmerTi berZnul miTologiaSi. klimti iyo erTerTi imaTgani, vinc aTenas `portreti~ Seqmna, 1898 wels. misi xelwera unikaluria da ganumeorebeli: mdidrulad dekorirebul, ZiriTadad kaSkaSa yviTel an oqrosfer fonze, gasaocrad daxvewilad gamosaxuli SiSveli, vnebiT aRsavse figurebi (`ivdiTi~, `medea~). mis nawarmoebebs `pornografiulsac~ ki uwodebdnen, magram mxatvars es didad ar adardebda; dilidan saRamomde muSaobda sakuTar saxelosnoSi, sazogadoebaSi iSviaTad Cndeboda, megobrebic cota hyavda. misi Semoqmedebis mwvervalia e.w. `oqros periodi~, rodesac is bevr nawarmoebs asrulebs oqros Semcvel furcelze. Cvens moTxrobaSi naxsenebi misi yvelaze cnobili suraTi `kocna~ swored am periods ganekuTvneba. es suraTi dReisaTvis iTvleba yvelaze ZviradRirebul ferwerul nawarmoebad msoflioSi. klimts ar Seuqmnia arc erTi avtoportreti. igi werda: `me gacilebiT naklebad mainteresebs sakuTari Tavi rogorc suraTis Tema, vidre sxva adamianebi, upirveles yovlisa, qalebi. CemSi araferia gansakuTrebuli, me var mxatvari, romelic dilidan Ramemde muSaobs. visac surs raime gaigos Cems Sesaxeb, unda yuradRebiT daakvirdes Cems suraTebs~. 75 Tavi III kam. – gareT ra xdeba, Tbila? – ki. magari kai amindia. Sen ra, saxlidan ar gamodixar? – ara. – ratom? – jer-jerobiT avad ara var, magram virusi maqvs da sxvebisTvis saSiSi var. Tqven ra, ar geSiniaT? – ara, – vupasuxe me, – vici rogorc gadadis da amitom sulac ar meSinia. – vinc ar icis, imas xo eSinia? – vinc ar icis, imaT unda gavagebinoT... – ramdens? – ramdensac saWiroa. Sen dardi nu gaqvs, magas me da gogliko movagvarebT. ara, goglik? – aba, ra! da vinc ar gaigebs, Tavs gavutexav. ras zixar saxlSi TagviviT, gamodi, gaviar-gamoviaroT, kafeSi davsxdeT, kinoSi wavideT. ar daqliavdi saxlSi jdomiT? – ara. – es gamagiJebs! gogo, ras akeTeb mTeli dRe oTx kedelSi gamoketili? – vkiTxulob. – ra-a? – wignebs vkiTxulob. – au, Cemi! Sen ra, Tavs iklav? – gogliko ise gulwrfelad SeSfoTda, rom mec da Sukasac gagvecina. – am debils, wignis kiTxvaze didi sasjeli araferia hgonia am qveynad. – debili Tavi gabia, gaige! me imas vambob, ro mTe76 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxva aCvenebs, rom moswavleTa Soris arsebobs garkveuli nawili, romelic Tavisi cxovrebis wesiT Tu ganwyobebiT atarebs aiv-iT dainficirebis risks. magaliTad, moswavleTa 4%-mde ar ityoda uars iseTi seqsualuri partnioris yolaze, romelic narkotikebis intravenuri (Spricis gamoyenebiT) momxmarebelia, xolo kidev 10.8%-s uWirs imis gansazRvra, airCevda Tu ara narkomans seqsualur partniorad. moswavleTa daaxloebiT 15% arc iseTi seqsualuri partnioris yolis SesaZleblobas uaryofs, romelic uars ar ityoda SemTxveviTi seqsualuri kavSirebis qonaze da arc prezervativis gamoyenebis survili eqneboda. damatebiT, yovel mexuTe moswavles uWirs imis gansazRvra, airCevda Tu ara aseT seqsualurad “mouwesrigebel” adamians partniorad. 77 Tavi III li dReebi umoZraod yofna adamians asustebs da bridavs. – amas ki marTals geubneba, – vTqvi me, – modi, kinoSi wavideT. `beWdebis mbrZanebelia~ gamosuli. me mgoni sakaifo unda iyos. – `beWdebis mbrZanebeli~? wakiTxuli maqvs. araCveulebrivia. – marTla? – Sen ara gaqvs wakiTxuli? – ara. – fantastikaa. ufro swored, zRapari. – zRaprebi ar mevaseba. – ara, iseTi zRapari ki ara aris, ro `iyo da ara iyo ra~, da rame. cota mistikaa, saSiSi momentebi, borotebasTan brZola, SeTqmuleba, omebi, miTebi, megobroba, siyvaruli, bolos yvelaze patara da susti vincaa – samyaros is gadaarCens. bestseleria. msoflioSi am wignis fanklubebia gaxsnili. tipebs garekili aqvT. – didia? – ki, magram magra ikiTxeba. Tu ginda gaTxoveb. – ra enazea? – rusulad. Tu inglisurad girCevnia, internetSi SegiZlia naxo, `zi lord of zi rings~ – akrife da gagixsnis. – vabSe inglisurad mirCevnia, magram kompiuterSi kiTxva texavs. – xo, wigni jobia wamowvebi, gverdze fistaSkebs 78 tolkieni da `beWdebis mbrZanebeli~ msoflio literaturis istoria Zalian bevr mwerals iTvlis, didsa da saSualos, ama Tu im skolis, mimarTulebis, formis mimdevars. magram maT Soris TiTzea CamosaTvleli isini, visac ergo bedniereba, literaturis sruliad axali Janri Seeqmna. amerikelma edgar alan pom (1809-1849) gamoigona deteqtivi Tavisi klasikuri sqemiT – idumalebiT moculi mkvleloba, basri inteleqtiT dajildovebuli gamomZiebeli da misi arc Tu Wkviani asistenti, romelsac mTavari gmiri dawvrilebiT uxsnis, Tu rogor amoicno Tavsatexis morigi detali... samecniero fantastikis mamamTavrebad iTvlebian frangi Jiul verni (1828-1905) da ingliseli herbert uelsi (1866-1946). fantastika – esaa kosmosuri gadafrenebi, ucnauri arsebebiT dasaxlebuli planetebi, mogzauroba droSi, momavlis manqanebi, robotebi, umZlavresi iaraRi, mokled, xom ginaxavT `varskvlaveTis omebi~? sityva `fantastika~, warmosdgeba `fantaziidan~, xom cxadia? magram `fantaziam~ saxeli misca kidev erT literaturul Janrs, romlis `mamad~ iTvleba swored jon ruel ronald tolkieni (tolkini) (1892-1973). am Janrs ewodeba `fentezi~, swored ase JRers inglisurad sityva `fantazia~. Cvens moTxrobaSi Suka kargad xsnis fentezis arss – esaa zRapari, magram `seriozuli~ literaturis xerxebiTa da kanonebiT dawerili. aq moqmedeben zRapruli da miTiuri arsebebi – jadoqrebi, gveleSapebi, qondriskacebi, sxvani da sxvani, magram yovel maTgans Tavisi xasiaTi, miswrafebebi, interesebi, ganviTareba gaaCnia. aq boroti arseba SeiZleba keTils emsaxurebodes, megobrebi mtrebad iqcnen, siyvaruli ki uiRblo aRmoCndes... tolkieni iyo oqsfordis universitetis profesori, Zveli enebisa da miTologiis profesori. Zveli Tqmulebebis gadasxvaferebul siuJetebs igi xSirad uyveboda sakuTar bavSvebs, mere Cawera es monayoli, da ase gaCnda misi pirveli wigni - `hobiti, anu iqiT da aqeT~. am naxevrad zRaparSi, naxevrad ki ukve fenteziSi, moTxrobilia hobitis, saxelad bilbos, faTe- 79 Tavi III moideb, an Txils da ikaifeb SenTvis. gaTxoveb, aqa maqvs. Suka karadasTan mivida da wigni gamoiRo. wigni imdenad sqeli iyo, rom goglikos Tvalebi Sublze auvida. – ra pontia, to? amxela wignis kiTxvas, ar jobia kinoSi wavideT da vnaxoT? am dros dali Semovida, Cai, muraba da blinebi Semogvitana. – kinoSi apirebT wasvlas? – xo, dali deida, `beWdebis mbrZanebelia~ gamosuli. – ui, ra kargia! tolkieni? Zalian saintereso unda iyos. – tolkieni ra ari? – ikiTxa goglikom. – avtoria. jon ronald ruel tolkieni. es wigni Cemma dam gamougzavna Sukas moskovidan... modiT, aq magidasTan dasxediT. Cai xo gindaT? – me wveni mirCevnia, – daabrexva goglikom. – adamians saCuqrad wvens ro moutan Sen TiTon ki ar unda dalio, – davucacxane. – Tqvenc dalieT, ra! yvelam davlioT. bolo-bolo kide amovitan. – madlobT, me Cai mirCevnia. – exlave dagisxam, magari giyvars? – ise ra, Cveulebrivi. Suka, mivdivarT kinoSi? – mivdivarT, aba ar mivdivarT? – CaeCra gogliko, – me gepatiJebiT, mamaCemma cota fuli wamipadagreva. 80 rakebiTa da TavgadasavlebiT savse mogzaurobaze Soreul zRaprul qveynebSi. ki, magram vin arian hobitebi? hobitebi tolkienma gamoigona. esaa patara kacunebi, romelTac fexebi bewviT aqvT dafaruli. sityva `hobiti~ ori sityvis SerwymiT Seiqmna: laTinuri `Homo~ (adamiani) da inglisuri `Rabit~ (kurdReli, ufro sworad, bocveri). hobitebi cxovroben miwisqveSa myudro saxlebSi, uyvarT kargi Wama-sma, muyaiTni arian SromaSi da Tavisi miwa yvelafers urCevniaT. `hobitma~ iseTi mowoneba daimsaxura, rom mkiTxvelebma gagrZeleba moiTxoves. da es gagrZeleba miiRes, Tumca mxolod aTi wlis Semdeg – epopea `beWdebis mbrZanebeli~, romelic sami romanisgan Sedgeba - `beWdis saZmo~, `ori cixe-simagre~ da `xelmwifis dabruneba~. tolkienma mTeli samyaro Seqmna - `xmelTaSueTi~ (Middle-Earth), romelic daasaxla adamianebiT, keTili da boroti jadosan-mogvebiT, saSineli orkebiT, pirquSi da momWirne, magram mamaci da mtkice gnomebiT, keTilSobili elfebiT, erTguli hobitebiT da sxva mravaliT. nawarmoebis mTavari gmiria bilbos ZmisSvili, hobiti frodo, romelsac bedma umZimesi misia daakisra – mospos jadosnuri beWedi da amiT xmelTaSueTi borotebisagan gaanTavisuflos. `beWdebis mbrZanebelma~ arnaxuli warmateba moipova. iqmneboda fan-klubebi, imarTeboda uzarmazari Teatralizebuli warmodgenebi, sadac TamaSdeboda wignis epizodebi... gamoCenilma amerikelma kinoreJisorma, stenli kubrikma 60-ian wlebSi ganizraxa `mbrZaneblis~ kinoversiis gadaReba, xolo mTavari rolebis Sesasruleblad moiwvia `The Beatles~ - j. lenoni, p. makartni, r. stari da j. harisoni. samwuxarod, proeqti CaiSala. `beWdebis mbrZanebelis~ kinoversia mxolod XXI saukuneSi gadaiRes. 2001-03 wlebSi gamovida sami filmi (sami romanis mixedviT), romlebmac didi popularoba moipova, `oskarebiT~ da sxva kinoprizebiT dajildovda. `beWdebis mbrZanebeli~ dRemde rCeba fentezis Janris yvelaze popularul nawarmoebad. Tumca, bolo dros mas konkurencias uwevs am Janris kidev erTi epopea. romeli? sworia: `hari poteri~. 81 Tavi III – oRond, bileTebs me giyidiT, kargi? – Tqva dalim. – deda! Zalian gTxovT Cem magivrad nu wvetT! – mkacrad mouWra Sukam. – Suka! – Secba dali, – me araferi iseTi ar miTqvams, ubralod Tu kinoSi gindaT wasvla, bileTebs me viyidi. – ra didi gadawyveta unda kinoSi wasvlas? aiRe da gadawyvite. – xvalamde vifiqreb. SeiZleba? meore dRes gogoliko Sukas pasuxs ar dalodebia, pirdapir gaqanda da bileTebi iyida. telefonSi magisi gamarjvebuli xma ro gavige, elda meca. – alo, gogrik, bileTebi daviade SvidsaaTianze! exla ar miTxra inglisurze mivdivaro. – biWo, jer dagereka, iqneb ar modis. – ra ar modis, xo ar gamoqliavdi. midi, exla, gauare, uTxari gogliko SvidisTvis kinosTan gvelodeba-Tqo. gaige? – mainc jobda jer gvekiTxa. – magas ro kiTxo, arasdros ar gamova saxlidan. midi, midi da dakere ro ar gaaxuros. – me ki mival, magram... – ar unda magas `magram~! gaakeTe rasac geubnebi, davai! wavedi exla, varjiSi maqvs. SukasTan ro mivedi jer eqvsi saaTic ar iyo. cota gakvirvebulma gamiRo kari, magram ise gaiRima, 82 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxvis Sedegebi aCvenebs, rom potenciuri seqsualuri partnioris Sefasebisas biWebi yvela punqtSi naklebad momTxovnni arian, vidre gogonebi. SeiZleba darwmunebiT iTqvas, rom gogonebisa da biWebis umravlesobas potenciuri seqsualuri partniori sxvadasxvanairad warmoudgeniaT: gogonebisaTvis pirvel rigSi esaa mudmivi partniori an qmari, romelic Sesabamis moTxovnebs unda akmayofilebdes. biWebis umravlesobas pirvel rigSi swored seqsi ainteresebT da mxolod amis Semdeg – potenciuri partnioris pirovneba, Tavisi plusebiTa da minusebiT (ix. cxrili #5): cxrili #5 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. Tu gadawyvetT, rom gaiCinoT seqsualuri partniori, ramdenad ityviT uars aseT urTierTobaze, Tu Tqveni partniori... moixmars narkotikebs Spricis gamoyenebiT eweva "plans" uars ambobs seqsis dros prezervativis gamoyenebaze uars ar ambobs SemTxveviTi seqsualuri partniorebis yolaze uars ambobs, Caitaros Sidsze gamokvleva aqvs seqsualuri urTierToba Tavisive sqesis warmomadgenelTan alkoholis intensiuri momxmarebelia aucileblad vityodi uars gogonebi biWebi (%) (%) 80.9 71.2 41.7 49.1 36.4 39.6 60.4 40.4 57.3 49.3 75,3 52,5 54,2 40,1 83 Tavi III rom mivxvdi – gaexarda Cemi mosvla. – gogo, ra debili var! guSin wigni damrCa... tolkieni. – xo. magidaze devs. Semodi... guSin wignisTvis arc ki damixedavs. axla ki ydam miiqcia Cemi yuradReba: zed cecxlovani Tvali, fexSiSvela kacuna da gadatexili xmali exata. iqve gverdiT, magidaze, patara larnakSi Cemi motanili iebi ewyo. – jobia jer waikiTxo, Tore kino Tu naxe, mere aRar dagainterebs, – miTxra Sukam. – exla am saqmes mainc araferi eSveleba, goglikos ukve bileTebi auRia. – bileTebi? – xo, Svid saaTianze. ase, ro Caicvi, daixure da wavediT. – rogor, exla? – xo. ra iyo? – ar vici... – ar gainteresebs, rogor gadaiRes? – ki, magram.. ra tipia es gogliko! – gogliko ra SuaSia? Sen ubralod gareT gasvlas gadaeCvie. egre rogor SeiZleba, gaafren. – gareT Tbila? – Tbila ki ara, cxela. – isic ar vici, ra Cavicva. 84 aiv/SidsTan dakavSirebuli ambebi 2007-08 wlebi saintereso gamodga msoflioSi momxdari SidsTan dakavSirebuli ambebiTac. qvemoT motanili informacia swored aseT saintereso faqtebze mogviTxrobs. isini amokrebilia internet-gverdidan www.aids.ru 2007 weli vatikanma Searbila pozicia prezervativebTan dakavSirebiT prezervativebs yovelTvis krZalavda vatikani (msoflioSi yvelaze patara qalaqi-saxelmwifo q. romis teritoriaze, romelic imarTeba romis papis mier) im mizeziT, rom isini xels uSlian `bunebrivi~ Casaxvis process. meqsikeli kardinali xavier lozano baragana apirebs urCios vatikans, dauSvas prezervativis gamoyenebis ufleba. samxreT afrikis respublikaSi daiwyo aiv-is sawinaaRmdego vaqcinis farTomasStabiani gamocda rogorc Wall Street Journal iuwyeba, samxreT afrikis respublikaSi aiv-is sawinaaRmdego eqsperimentuli vaqcinis farTomasStabiani testireba daiwyo amerikulma kompania Merck-ma. klinikur gamocdebSi monawileobas miiRebs 3000 janmrTeli qali da mamakaci. es yvelaze masStaburi kvlevaa afrikis teritoriaze. winadacveTa 60%-iT amcirebs dainficirebis albaTobas SidsTan brZolis mniSvnelovan miRwevad, dResdReobiT, SeiZleba CaiTvalos axali kvlevebis Sedegebi, romlebic mowmobs, rom winadacveTa, romelsac tradiciulad mimarTaven muslimebi da iudevelebi, 60%-iT amcirebs mamakacebSi aiv-is gadacemis risks. 85 Tavi III – wamo, me agarCevineb. sagazafxulo Smotkebi Sukas bevri ar hqonda, samagierod rac hqonda – yvelaferi sakaifo da xarisxiani iyo.…karga xans varCevdiT tansacmels. Suka xalisiT izomebda iubkebs, bluzkebs da Jaketebs. Cemda gasaocrad, ar ezareboda es gauTavebeli Cacmagaxda, sarkis win trialebda da azrs mekiTxeboda. – ra vici, yvelaferi gixdeba. marTla ase iyo: koxta tanis da maRali fexebis gamo gZel kabasac ixdenda, minisac da Sarvalsac. sabolood mainc botasebze, jinsebze, mokle lurj topiksa da Txel, cisfer kurtkaze SevCerdiT. oriveni sarkesTan videqiT. uecrad Sukas mucelze, WipTan raRac patara feradi laqa SevniSne. – es ra aris? – esa? es, tatua, – Tqva Sukam da topiki aiwia, ro ukeT damenaxa. brtyel, xorblisfer mucelze erTi cicqna, lamazi pepela exata, lurji da forToxlisferi frTebiT. – sakaifoa, xo ici. rodis gaikeTe? – zRvaze ro viyavi, ramdenime gogos hqonda da momewona. seqtemberSi, ro Camovedi, egreve gavikeTe. e.i., mogwons? – vabSe ar miyvars egeTi raRaceebi, magram es – pataraa da lamazi. 86 aiv-is sawinaaRmdego preparatebis orma klasma warmatebiT gaiara klinikuri gamocda antivirusuli preparatebis orma sruliad axalma klasma aCvena, rom maTi meSveobiT SesaZlebelia gakontroldes virusis mdgradoba sxva preparatebis mimarT aiv-is matareblebSi. esaa Zalze seriozuli miRweva inficirebulebisaTvis, romelTac ganuviTardaT virusis mdgradoba preparatebis umravlesobis mimarT. mwvane Cais SeuZlia SidsTan brZola ukve didi xania, mwvane Cai rekomendirebulia, rogorc janmrTelobis gaumjobesebis saSualeba. inglisSi Catarebuli kvlevebi mowmobs, rom mwvane CaiSi Semaval nivTierebebs 40%-iT SeuZlia Seamciros aiv-is unari, SeaRwios adamianis CD4 ujredebSi. Tavis Sekavebis programebi sruliad araefeqturi aRmoCnda aSS-s federaluri mTavroba yovelwliurad 176 milion dolars xarjavs programebze, romlebic propagandas uwevs qorwinebamde seqsualuri kontaqtisagan Tavis Sekavebas. rogorc Associated Press iuwyeba, amerikeli moswavleebi, romlebic am programaSi monawileobdnen, iseTive sixSiriT ewevian sqesobriv cxovrebas, rogorc isini, visac am programebTan Sexeba ar hqonia. dRes msoflioSi aiv-is sawinaaRmdego Terapias inficirebulebis 28% iRebs ori milioni adamiani ganviTarebadi qveynebidan axla ukve gadis antivirusuli Terapiis kurss aiv-infeqciis mkurnalobisTvis. mxolod ukanasknel wels es ricxvi 54%-iT gaizarda. 87 Tavi III – bevri varCie naxati. ZiriTadad didebia xolme da uxeSi, ferSiac Zalian myvirala da gamomwvevei. es ki patara xaliviTaa. – dedaSenma ra Tqva, ro dainaxa? – Tavidan gabrazda, `ra ubedurebaa, ra mdare gemovnebaa, naRdad ar gekadreba modas ayola ase brmad da briyvulado~, magram mere SeeCvia da exla yuradRebasac aRar aqcevs. Senc xo ar moginda? – ar vici, ara mgonia... – mokled, Tu mogindeba – aq aris, Cven ubanSi, erTi viola; saxlSi kosmetikuri saloni aqvs da tatusac akeTebs. SemiZlia migiyvano. – ar getkina? – ara, iseTi nemsiT gikeTeben ro TiTqmis ver grZnob. odnav kani ro mogCxapnos vinmem, iseTi pontia... exla romeli saaTia? ar dagvagviandes. – Svidi daiwyo, wavediT. – moica, dedaCems werils davutoveb, Torem inerviulebs. – mobilurze daureke, ras wvalob? – me mobiluri ar maqvs. – marTla? ginda Cemi Zveli gaCuqo? – ara. saerTod ar minda mobiluri. ro mindodes, dali miyidda. – adamiano, ocdameerTe saukunea. mobiluri yvelasa aqvs. – da, ra saWiroa? warmoidgine, zixar SenTvis parkSi, uyureb rogor banaoben Citebi wvimis gubeSi, anda ZaRlis lekvi rogor misdevs pepelas, an ub88 aiv-is matarebelTa ricxvma ruseTSi 2007 wels 370 000 miaRwia rogorc ruseTis federaciis jandacvis saministros SidsTan brZolisa da profilaqtikis samecniero-meToduri centris TanamSromlebi iuwyebian, ruseTSi Sidsis epidemia swrafi tempiT izrdeba. matulobs qalebis da im bavSvebis raodenoba, romlebic aiv-iT daibadnen. orsuloba icavs adamianebs aiv-infeqciisagan rogorc Jurnali `Journal of Infectious Diseases~ iuwyeba, orsuloba ara mxolod ar aCqarebs aiv-ifeqciis ganviTarebas, aramed icavs kidec qalebs dainficirebisagan. aSS-i aiv-is winaaRmdeg 92 axal preparats cdian organizacia `wamalTa damamazadeblebi da mwarmoeblebi amerikaSi~, romelic aerTianebs aSS-s wamyvan farmacevtul kompaniebs, acxadebs, rom gamocdis procesSi imyofeba 92 axali preparati, romlebic Sidsis epidemiis winaaRmdeg sabrZolvelad gamoiyeneba. maT Sorisaa 20 vaqcina da 46 antivirusuli preparati. 2007 wels somxeTi Sidsis epidemiis saSiSroebam moicva somxeTis statistikis erovnuli samsaxuris monacemebiT, somxeTis respublikis jandacvis saministros informaciaze dayrdnobiT, somxeTSi 2007 wlis ianvridan noembramde daregistrirda adamianis imunodeficitis virusis gadacemis 98 SemTxveva da 54 adamians dausves Sidsis diagnozi. wina, 2006 wels dafiqsirda inficirebis 60 axali SemTxveva da 44 SemTxvevaSi dasmulia Sidsis diagnozi. inficirebulTa da SidsianTa Sorisaa 14 wlamde asakis bavSvebi. amave samsaxuris monacemebiT, 2007 wlisTvis somxeTis yovel 100 000 mcxovrebze saSualod 3 inficirebuli modis. 89 Tavi III ralod raRac sakaifo rameze fiqrob da, am dros, viRac moclili girekavs, imitom rom meti saqme ara aqvs, mowyenilia da garToba unda. xo saSinelebaa? – amaze ar mifiqria. marTla saSinelebaa. magram xandaxan Zalian moxerxebulia. – albaT. ici ra, me ro biznesmeni, an rame menejeri viyo, razea laparaki – albaT, ramdenime telefoni meqneboda. magram me eg mobiluri marto mingrevs raRacas. – leqsebs kide wer? – zogjer. xandaxan vTargmni. – Targmni? – xo. frangi poetia, apolineri. ucnauri leqsebi aqvs. Zalian mamSvidebs. – rato aRar makiTxeb arafers? – ar vici. degenerati var... irina, SenTan magari CaWrili var, saerTod. Zalian cudad viqceodi. mapatie, kargi? – ra sisulelea. magaze arc ifiqro. – ici, sanam avad gavxdebodi, adamianebs ver vcnobdi. exla yvelafers sxvanairad vxedav. Tavisi lamazi, cisferi TvalebiT Semomxeda. iseTi sevdiani meCvena, ro mivedi da movexvie. – mere ra? cota ieWviane, eg ari da eg, – vTqvi Cumad, – ise, icode, me da gogliko bavSvobis Zmakacebi varT, meti araferi. – yvelaze idioturi is aris, rom me es yovelTvis 90 giiom apolineri (1880-1918), gamoCenili frangi poeti, prozaikosi da kritikosi. daibada romSi. warmoSobiT poloneli – deda polonuri aristokratiuli gvaris STamomavali iyo, xolo mama – belorusi kaTolike. poetis namdvili saxelia vilhelm albert vladimir aleqsandr apolinarius vonJ-kostrovicki. apolinerma udidesi gavlena moaxdina XX saukunis xelovnebis iseT mimarTulebebze, rogoricaa simbolizmi, futurizmi, kubizmi, siurealizmi (es sityva pirvelad apolinerma ixmara). axlo megobroba akavSirebda XX saukunis xelovnebis iseT korifeebTan rogoricaa pablo pikaso, mark Sagali, Jan kokto, andre bretoni, blez sandrari da mravali sxva. misi Semoqmedeba Zalze mdidari da mravalferovania. apolineris leqsebi, poemebi, proza franguli da msoflio literaturis `oqros fondis~ Semadgeneli nawilia. mas rTuli xasiaTi da rTuli biografia hqonda. TiTqmis mTeli cxovreba parizSi gaatara, magram, faqtobrivad, aralegalurad – mxolod sikvdilamde ori wliT adre mieniWa safrangeTis moqalaqeoba. 1911 wels igi ramdenime dRiT cixeSic ki moxvda, arc meti, arc naklebi, luvridan leonardo da vinCis ganTqmuli Sedevris, `jokondas~ gatacebaSi Tanamonawileobis braldebiT (mogvianebiT gamoirkva, rom `jokonda~ moipara luvrSi momuSave italielma nacionalistma, `istoriuli samarTlianobis aRdgenis~ mizniT – mas SecdomiT miaCnda, rom suraTi napoleonma gaitaca italiidan). am epizods mohyva leqsebis cikli `santes cixeSi~. apoliners sZulda omi, magram moxalised wavida frontze, raTa wvlili Seetana Tavisi istoriuli samSoblos, poloneTis ganTavisublebaSi. mZimed daiWra. gangebam ineba, rom apolineris sikvdili mware ironiis niSniT aRbeWdiliyo. roca misi cxedari esvena parizis wm. Tomas eklesiaSi, mTeli parizi quCebSi iyo gamosuli da skandirebda: `Zirs giiomi!~. magram am SeZaxilebis samizne iyo ara poeti apolineri, aramed germaniis imperatori vilhelmi (giiomi vilhelmis franguli formaa). ... safrangeTSi amboben, rom namdvil parizelad ver CaiTvlebi, Tu ar ici apolineris leqsi `mirabos xidi~... 91 Tavi III vicodi. ici ra, Zalian mindoda Seyvarebuli vyofiliyavi, amitom raRac siuJetebs vigonebdi da mTavar rolebs varsrulebdi am gamogonil zRaprebSi. eg eWvianobac me TviTon gamovigone. – nu gaaxure! gamodis rom, gogliko arasdros ar gyvarebia? – ar vici. Tavs virwmunebdi, ro Seyvarebuli var. exla ki aRara var amaSi darwmunebuli... mokled, yvelasTan damnaSave var – SenTanac, goglikosTanac, kide sxvebTanac... da vabSe, me mgoni, davimsaxure is, rac mWirs. – Suka, morCi sisuleleebs! egeTi rameebi yvelas emarTeba. – ra, Sidsi? – ara, siyvaruli. rogorc wesi, Tavidan aravin ar icis marTla Seyvarebulia Tu ara. eg mere gamoCndeba xolme. – rodis? sicocxlis bolos? – ar vici. zogjer sicocxlis bolos, ufro xSirad ki sicocxlis ganmavlobaSi. dedaCemi da mamaCemi mixvdnen ro ar uyvardaT erTmaneTi da gacildnen. karga xans arc erTs ar velaparakebodi. mere, ro gavizarde, mivxvdi, rom tyuilSi cxovrebas eg jobda. – mere, mamaSeni modis xolme? – ki, rogor ara. exla megobrebiviT arian. varT ase, qveyana ar daqceula... kargi, wavediT, Tore dagvagvianda! kinoSi ro mivediT, xalxi ukve Sesuli iyo. gog92 aiv/SidsTan dakavSirebuli ambebi 2008 weli mecnierebma gaakeTes aRmoCena, romelic momavalSi adamianebs aiv-isgan daicavs germanelma mecnierebma aRmoaCines fermenti (cilovani sxeuli, romelic aqtiurad monawileobs organizmSi mimdinare bioqimiur procesebSi), romelsac ZaluZs ipovos da gaanadguros Sidsis virusis genebi, romlebic Cabudebulia organizmis avadmyof ujredebSi. aiv-Tan brZolis dRes arsebuli meTodebi saSualebas iZleva mxolod SeaCeros virusis gamravleba, Tumca, ver spobs mas, ramdenadac virusi, romelic `Camjdaria~ ujredSi, iniRbeba da didi xnis ganmavlobaSi imyofeba `Zilis~ mdgomareobaSi. axali fermenti amoicnobs aiv-is zogierT gens inficirebul ujredebSi, zemoqmedebs maTze imgvarad, rom virusi janmrTel ujredebSi veRar aRwevs. sami Tvis ganmavlobaSi fermenti mTlianad asufTavebs aiv-iT daavadebul ujredebs. mecnierebi Tvlian, rom es aRmoCena SeiZleba safuZvlad daedos mkurnalobis iseTi meTodis Seqmnas, romelic sruliad gankurnavs adamians aiv-isgan. mecnierebi agrZeleben muSaobas aiv-is genetikuri kodis sxva elementebis aRmoCenisa da gauvnebelyofis sferoSi. ruseTis yovel meSvide moqalaqes Seamowmeben aiv-ze 20 milionze meti adamianis gamokvleva moxdeba aiv-ze 2008 wels ruseTSi. aseTi gadawyvetileba gamowveulia inficirebulTa raodenobis mkveTri zrdiT. 1987 wlidan ruseTSi daregistrirebulia inficirebis 408 535 SemTxveva. 93 Tavi III liko gareT idga da nerviulobda. – sada xarT, to, ar SegiZliaT, ro ar daagvianoT?! – ra iyo, zustad Svidia. – gaaxureT ra, saqme! ver vitan dawyebulze Sesvlas! `beWdebis mbrZanebelma~ damRala. sami saaTi midioda. gogliko cmukavda, wamdauwum Sukas ekiTxeboda – mere ra moxdebao. sanam Cven kinoSi viyaviT, Turme iwvima. quCaSi movdiodiT da gubeebs vaxtebodiT. samiveni karg gunebaze viyaviT. Sukam da goglikom jer me mimaciles. saxlSi ro avedi, TerTmeti xdeboda. dedaCemi televizors uyurebda. loginSi Cavweqi da tolkienis kiTxva daviwye. marTalia, Sinaarsi ukve vicodi, magram mainc gamitaca. yvelaze daZabul momentSi, rodesac sastumro `TeTr geds~ rva Savosani mxedari moadga, telefonma dareka. gogliko iyo. – gogrik, gZinavs? – ara, ra iyo? – raRaca minda gkiTxo. – mkiTxe. – biWo, Suka saxlSi mivacile da... – mere? – karoCe, magaT padiezdTan ro mivediT, vakoce. gaige? 94 qaliSvilobis SenarCunebis sanacvlod nigerieli gogonebi dafinansdebian umaRles saswavleblebSi swavlisaTvis rogorc Jurnali Fragile Feet iuwyeba, nigerieli gogonebi, romlebsac qorwinebamde ar eqnebaT seqsualuri kontaqti mamakacebTan, miiReben stipendias qveynis universitetebSi swavlisaTvis da sxva faseul saCuqrebs. am daxmarebis misaRebad 15-idan 30 wlamde nigerielma gogonebma unda waradginon qalwulobis damadasturebeli samedicino cnoba. amiT nigeriis xelisufleba imedovnebs, rom Semcirdeba aiv/SidsiT daavadebis SemTxvevebi qalebSi da abortebis raodenoba. mecnierebma aRmoaCines geni, romelsac SeuZlia virusis blokireba kanadelma mecnierebma albertis universitetidan samedicino kvlevebis procesSi aRmoaCines geni, romelsac aqvs unari dablokos virusi, ramac, Tavis mxriv, SeiZleba aRkveTos aiv-infeqciis ganviTareba Sidsad. am gens hqvia TRIM22, igi aiv-infeqciis blokirebas axdens pirdapir ujredSi, rac imas niSnavs, rom viruss ar SeeZleba `gamoZvres~ erTi ujredidan da daainficiros sxvebi. es geni Cveni organizmis bunebrivi iaraRia aiv-is ganviTarebis winaaRmdeg. aiv-is unikaluri unari xom isaa, rom moaxdinos swrafi mutacia da ar daemorCilos wamlebis zemoqmedebas. dResdReobiT, arcerT antivirusul preparats ar SeuZlia aRkveTos aiv-is TviTganaxleba, aramed mxolod asustebs virusis moqmedebas. axla kanadeli mecnierebi cdiloben imis gamorkvevas, ratom ar muSaobs TRIM22 inficirebul adamianebSi da arsebobs Tu ara misi aqtivizaciis (`CarTvis~) raime gza. 95 Tavi III – akoce? – xo. – mere? – atirda, to! atirda da saxlSi gaiqca. – eg araferi, xdeba xolme... – rame xo ar gautyda, e? – adre ar gikocnia? – ara... – nu geSinia, gauvlis. gogoebs emarTebaT xolme egeTi rameebi. – naRdad? – naRdad. aba, Zili nebisa. – kai, aba, paka. yovlismcodne toniT ki vTqvi: `gauvlis meTqi~, magram imdRevandeli Cveni laparakis mere, ar viyavi darwmunebuli, rom yvelaferi ase iolad Caivlida. mTeli Rame amaze vfiqrobdi. magram Cems sixaruls sazRvari ar hqonda, roca meore dRes, samTviani pauzis mere, Suka skolaSi movida... 96 germaniis moqalaqe SeiZleba gaxdes msoflioSi pirveli adamiani, romelic ganikurna aiv-isgan zogjer isec xdeba, rom didi aRmoCenebi mecnierebaSi wamyvani masobrivi informaciis saSualebebis yuradRebis miRma rCeba. aseTi ram moxda swored konferenciaze bostonSi, romelic aiv-infeqciis mkurnalobas mieZRvna. gamokvlevas, romelic berlinis samedicino universitetSi erTaderT pacientze Catarda, ar moupovebia sazogadoebis didi yuradReba, Tumca, man namdvili furori gamoiwvia aiv-aqtivistebs da eqimebs Soris. gamokvleva Cautarda aiv-iT inficirebul 40 wlis mamakacs germaniidan, romelic, amave dros, leikemiiT (sisxlis kiboTi) iyo daavadebuli. mas gadaunerges e.w. Rerovani ujredebis transplantanti, raTa aRedginaT misi imunuri sistema, romelic dangreuli iyo kibos mkurnalobis Sedegad. transplantaciam warmatebiT Caiara, magram mTavari sensacia aq isaa, rom aiv-is donem am adamianis sisxlSi ise daiwia, rom aqamde (gasulia TiTqmis erTi weli) eqimebma ver aRmoaCines infeqcia verc am adamianis qsovilSi da verc mis sisxlSi. gamokvlevis avtorebis gancxadebiT, aseTi moulodneli warmateba gamoiwvia iman, rom pacients gadaunerges Rerovani ujredebi im donorisgan, romelic genetikurad gamZle aRmoCnda aiv-infeqciis mimarT (arseboben aseTi adamianebi erTgvari genetikuri defeqtiT: maT ara aqvT garkveuli warmonaqmnebi (e.w. `receptorebi~) sisxlis ujredebis zedapirze, romelTa gareSec aiv-s ar SeuZlia SeaRwios ujredSi. aseTi genetikuri defeqtis mqone adamianebs praqtikulad arasodes ar gadaecemaT aiv). Tumca, Rerovani ujredebis gadanergis praqtikis mimarT ramdenime safuZvliani eWvi arsebobs: ujredebis gadanergvamde unda ganadgurdes pacientis imunuri sistema, ramac SeiZleba pacientis sikvdili gamoiwvios. amasTan, aseTi mkurnaloba Zalian Zviri jdeba _ daaxloebiT 250 000 aSS dolari. 97 Tavi Tavi IV karoCe, ZimistaraSvili, danelia da kakuSaZe magra gabanZdnen – mSoblebma samiveni sxva skolaSi gadaiyvanes. CvenTan magaTi Snirebi darCnen – pruwuna, funCika da caaZe. Suka ro movida, im dRes araferi, magram meore dRidan dawyes Cum-Cumad enis tlikini. ramdenime dRis mere gogram gamiyvana da miTxra: – xedav, xels ar arTmeven da ar elaparakebian... – ra vici, ki ucinian... – marTla geubnebi, daakvirdi da mixvdebi. – Sen Sukam giTxra rame? – ara, magram grZnobs da cud xasiaTzea... maswavleblebi ki piriqiT, zedmetad eferebian, gamorCeulad yuradRebiT eqcevian da, ro icode, esec aRizianebs. did dasvenebaze davakvirdi: pruwuna da caaZe Sukas danaxvaze raRacas eCurCulebian erTmaneTs, ro Cauvlis – uSnod iRriWebian. baia da ninia piriqiT – Sukas moaxlovebisas laparaks wyveten da TvalmoWutuli aSterdebian. qeTa siraZe da niaziani saerTod gaurbian. Zeba, gogrika, eTera kanWiaSvili da kide erTi-ori Sevkribe fizkulturis darbazSi. meTqi asea-asea saqme. – ra vqnaT? – pruwuna da caaZe ZimistaraSvilTan Zmakacoben da utydebaT Sukas gamo ro mouxda sxva skolaSi 98 sad cxovroben qalebi yvelaze cudad? gaeros ganviTarebis programam (UNDP) gamoTvala yovelwliuri e.w. `adamianuri ganviTarebis indeqsi genderuli faqtoris gaTvaliswinebiT~ (iciT albaT, rom genderuli faqtori sqesis (qali//mamakaci) niSniT adamianTa mimarT gansxvavebul damokidebulebaze miuTiTebs). am SemTxvevaSi qalebsa da mamakacebs Soris uTanasworoba Sefasda iseTi parametrebis mixedviT, rogoricaa sicocxlis xangrZlivoba da xarisxi, agreTve, ganaTlebis done. im qveynebis pirveli aTeuli, romlebSic qalebs yvelaze gausaZlisi cxovreba aqvT (sayofacxovrebo Zaladoba, gaupatiurebis saSiSroeba, aiv-infeqciisgan daucveloba da sxv.), ase gamoiyureba: 1. avRaneTi, 2. kongos demokratiuli respublika, 3. erayi, 4. nepali, 5. sudani, 6. gvatemala, 7. mali, 8. pakistani, 9. saudis arabeTi, 10. somali. unda aRiniSnos, magaliTad, rom maliSi yoveli meaTe qali iRupeba mSobiarobis an orsulobis dros, xolo pakistanSi mamakacTa danaSauli zogjer imiT isjeba, rom xdeba maTi colebis jgufuri gaupatiureba. rac Seexeba im qveynebis aTeuls, romlebSic qalebi yvelaze xangrZlivad cocxloben, maTi cxovrebis xarisxi da ganaTlebis done maRalia da a.S., isini aseTi TanmimdevrobiT lagdeba: 1. islandia, 2. norvegia, 3. avstralia, 4. kanada, 5. irlandia, 6. Svecia, 7. Sveicaria, 8. iaponia, 9. holandia, 10. safrangeTi. aRniSnul reitingSi litvam 43-e adgili daikava, latviam _ 44-e, estoneTma _ 45-e, belorusiam _ 64-e, ruseTma _ 67-e, yazaxeTma _ 73-e, ukrainam _ 76-e, saqarTvelom _ 96-e, azerbaijanma _ 98-e, TurqmeneTma _ 109-e, moldaveTma _ 111-e, uzbekeTma _ 113-e, yirgizeTma _ 116-e. sul siaSi 177 qveyana Sedis. 99 Tavi IV wamsereba, – iZaxis Zeba. – danarCenebs naRdad egeni ureven tvins. – Tav-ybas CamovuReb. – ras bodav, – meubneba gogra, – egRa gvaklia, erTmaneTs daverioT. roca Suka ar iqneba, davuZaxoT da davelaparakoT. – ra unda davelaparakoT, gogrik, xisTavianebi arian! – bevrma ar icis, ra ari Sidsi da amaSia saqme. ar gaxsovs, Tavidan me da Senc vfiqrobdiT, ro SeiZleba gadagvdeboda. wesierad ro avuxsnaT, ar SeiZleba? me da eTeri gogoebs davelaparakebiT, Tqven biWebi aiReT Tqven Tavze. – Sen ro iZaxi, daelaparakeTo, gogrik, egre advilad ar ari, eg egre ar xdeba. – xelaT gaZvelbiWda Zeba. – me magaT ra saqme unda gavurCio? raze? Seagines, Zmao? ar SeuginebiaT. waarTves rame? ar waurTmeviaT. aba, erTmaneTs rato elaparakebiT da rato iciniT meTqi, es vuTxra? es ra bazaria?! – me ki mgonia, am gogoebs Sukasi SurT, lamazi roa da imitom cdiloben gaamwaron, – gamoacxada eTeram. – kai, exla Sen nu daiwye axali seriali! eg vabSe ra SuaSia! d D idi sxadniaki ori dRis mere movawyveT botanikuri baRis tunelTan. TiTqmis mTeli klasi movida. pruwuna, funCika da caaZec momserdnen. gavxede – dganan Cumad, ar icinian, ar laparakoben, daZabulebi arian. baia, ninia da qeTa siraZe magaTTan axlo dganan. yvelaferi aisnia. me vTqvi: 100 aiv-infeqciis sawinaaRmdego vaqcinis Semqmnel mecnierebs urTierTsawinaaRmdego ganwyobebi aqvT amerikis janmrTelobis erovnulma institutma, romelic axorcielebs Sidsis sawinaaRmdego vaqcinis Seqmnisa da gamocdis erTdroulad ramdenime saxelmwifo programas, gaakeTa pesimisturi gancxadeba imasTan dakavSirebiT, rom maT dakarges vaqcinis SemuSavebis gasaRebi da is cdebi, romlebsac isini atareben, CixSi Sedis. meore mxriv, amerikis alergiisa da infeqciuri daavadebebis erovnuli instituti ar iziarebs aseT pesimizms. Tumca, imasac aRiarebs, rom mecnierebs esaWiroebaT ufro meti monacemi virusis biologiisa da imunuri sistemis Sesaxeb. aSS-i gamartivda savizo reJimi aiv-inficirebuli adamianebisaTvis aSS saemigracio samsaxurma gaamartiva vizebis gacemis procesi im adamianebisaTvis, romlebic aiv-s atarebs. axali wesebis Tanaxmad, amerikis sakonsuloebma sxva qveynebSi moipoves ufleba inficirebulTaTvis droebiTi vizis gacemis Taobaze, Tu darRveuli ar aris sxva aucilebeli pirobebi. manamde inficirebulebs amerikaSi gamgzavreba SeeZloT mxolod specialuri nebarTvis safuZvelze. inficirebulTaTvis SezRudvebi aSS-i gamgzavrebasTan dakavSirebiT 1987 wlidan moqmedebda. 101 Tavi IV – Zmebo, amdeni welia erTad movdivarT. SeiZleba rodisme vinmes rame wyenia, magram eg bazari garCeula da momkvdara. Cvengan gareT ar gasula. exla, rac Sukas ambavi gavigeT, vxedav ro klasSi raRac xdeba. me es magra ar momwons. amitom dagiZaxeT. modi yvelam Tqvas raca aqvs gulSi da yvelaferi gavaiasnoT. – Sen ra qurdi xar, Tu spikeri, aq ro dagvibare saqmis gasarCevad? – abuybuyda caaZe. – maica, maica, – saqmeSi CaerTo Zeba, – ra SuaSia qurdi da saqmis garCeva? kacma Tqva, raRaca magra mawuxebs da modi davibazroTo. Sen, an funCikam igive ro miTxraT, me rato unda gamitydes? ucxoebi xo ara varT? – mere aq dabareba ra ari? skolaSi ver gvetyodi, raca gaqvs saTqmeli? – mekiTxeba pruwuna. – skolaSi ver getyodiT. ar mindoda ro Sukas gaego. – eg ra pontia? – ra pontia, Zmao, da is pontia, ro sawyali gogo magra avadaa, magra uWirs, exla kide Cvenc Tu gavutexavT Cen daikos, magari araswori viqnebiT. xo egrea? – amyva Zeba. – ici ras getyvi? – awiwinda baia. – me, genacvale, spidi ro mqondes, vabSe ar gamovidodi saxlidan; Tqven mogifrTxildebodiT. – mofrTxileba Cven ki ara, Sukas sWirdeba! – gabrazda gogra, – yvelam kargad viciT ro Sidsi arc haeriT, arc saerTo nivTebiT, arc SexebiT ar gadadis. ra saWiroa exla amaze laparaki? – gogrik, magaze ar ari bazari, – gaawyvetina funCikam. 102 yoveli mesame aiv-inficirebuli fiqrobda TviTmkvlelobis Sesaxeb londonis oTx klinikaSi aiv-inficirebulTa kvlevam aCvena, rom inficirebulTa 31%-s ufiqria TviTmkvlelobis Sesaxeb, rac sakmaod maRali maCvenebelia. es adasturebs, rom aiv aris damoukidebeli faqtori, romelic TviTmkvlelobis risks gansazRvravs. gamokvlevaSi 903 pacienti monawileobda, romlebic virusmatareblebad 2005-06 wlebSi iqcnen. isini avsebdnen anonimur anketas, romelSic dasmuli iyo kiTxva imis Sesaxeb, xom ar ufiqriaT TviTmkvlelobaze gasuli kviris ganmavlobaSi da Tu ufiqriaT _ ra sixSiriT. rogorc aRmoCnda, orjer ufro xSirad TviTmkvlelobis Sesaxeb ufiqriaT heteroseqsual mamakacebs, eTnikuri umciresobebis warmomadgenlebs da maT, visac aravisTvis gaumxelia Tavisi inficirebulobis Sesaxeb. garda amisa, TviTmkvlelobis ganzraxva ufro xSirad hqoniaT umuSevar inficirebulebs, agreTve, maT, visac ar hyavT seqsualuri partniori da _ vinc Sewyvita antivirusuli Terapiis Catareba. TviTmkvlelobis Sesaxeb fiqri kavSirSia mkurnalobis reJimis darRvevebTan, gauaresebul fizikur da fsiqikur janmrTelobasTan. sainteresoa, rom TviTmkvlelobisken midrekileba ar aRmoCnda damokidebuli inficirebulis asakze da Terapiis tipze. 1990 wlidan moyolebuli, inficirebul adamianTa 2%-ma did britaneTSi TviTmkvlelobiT daasrula sicocxle. mas Semdeg, rac inficirebulTa mkurnalobis efeqturi Terapia gaCnda, TviTmkvlelobis SemTxvevebma gacilebiT iklo. 103 Tavi IV – aba razea? – klasidan sam kacs mouxda wasvla. amaSia saqme! – mere vin Txova wadiTo? – iZulebuli gaxdnen wasuliyvnen. es ra, ar texavs? – xoda, magas gekiTxebi, vin aiZula? – ara, genacvale, Cemi gulisTvis sam kacs ro daepirebina wasvla, me piradad, avdgebodi da TviTon gadavidodi! – isev CaeCra baia. – ai, Cesnad TqviT, ar gagitydaT Zimistara, danelia da kakuSa ro gadavidnen? – gamityda, Zmao, rogor ar gamityda! – CaerTo Zeba, – magram vin gaagdo? TiTon wavidnen. magaTma mSoblebma egre gadawyvites. exla ramdeni kaci Sen ar dagevaseba, imdeni ro gavagdoT, swori iqneba? – magram magaTma mSoblebma egre ro gadawyvites, raRaca priCina iyo ara? umizezod xo ar gadaiyvandnen? – ici ra ari mizezi? – ver moiTmina gogram. – ra? – is ro, bnelebi arian! kide geubnebi, yvelgan weria ro Sidsi gadadis marto seqsiT da saerTo nemsiT, amas eubnebodnen magaT mowveuli eqimebi, maswavleblebi, direqcia. magram magaT TavSi araferi Sevida. magaT goniaT, ro eg ari zrunva Svilebze da saukeTeso mSoblebic egeni arian! – adamiano, egeba ar msiamovnebs avadmyofis gverdiT yofna, – ar Cerdeba baia. – e.i. Sen rame ro dagemarTos, unda gagagdoT, sadRac mTis wverze, calke gomurSi gamogketoT, Tu 104 wiTeli lenti _ erTi simbolos istoria SegimCneviaT odesme Sidsis Temaze miZRvnili RonisZiebebis Tu sxvadasxva publikaciis Tanmxlebi wiTeli lenti, romelic gansazRvruli wesiTaa Sekruli da SidsTan brZolis saerTaSoriso simbolos warmoadgens? gadauWarbeblad SeiZleba iTqvas, rom am patara lentma didi roli iTamaSa Sidsis epidemiis Sesaxeb Tanamedrove warmodgenebis CamoyalibebaSi da xeli Seuwyo am daavadebasTan brZolis garSemo sazogadoebis mobilizebas. Tavdapirvelad `wiTeli lenti~ warmoadgenda wminda wylis saxelovnebo e.w. radikalur artproeqts, romelic dagegma da ganaxorciela amerikeli aqtivistebis jgufma. am jgufis erT-erTi wevri iyo mxatvari frank muri (1954-2002). swored am adamianma Seqmna wiTeli lentis simboluri saxe. amerikeli mxatvari frank muri SidsiT iyo daavadebuli da gardaicvala am niadagze ganviTarebuli simsivnis _ limfomis Sedegad. manamde man 20 welze met xans icocxla aiv infeqciiT. frank murma popularobas miaRwia rogorc profesionalma mxatvarma _ misi gamofenebi ewyoboda msoflios bevr qveyanaSi. mis ucnaur siurealistur peizaJebze moTxovna didi iyo. frank muri yovelTvis iyo politikurad aq105 Tavi IV ra?! es ra ari? Suasaukuneebia, junglebSi vcxovrobT, Tu ras niSnavs, gamagebine?! – yvelam kargad viciT, ra kategorias emarTeba spidi... – Tavisas uberavs baia. – mainc, ra kategorias? – Zalian cud xalxs... – spidi, Zmao, prastitutkebis, narkomanebis da galuboebis avadmyofobaa, magaT emarTebaT! – daabrexva caaZem. tvinSi amasxa. roca vbrazdebi, gaSemo yvelaferi vercxlisferi xdeba xolme. exlac ase moxda. caaZes qeCoSi Cavavle xeli da Cemsken movqaCe. – magiT ra ginda Tqva, Se Cemis trulaila?! – goglik, moica, ar daartya! – yviris gogra. – xeli, Se axvaro! – axvari, mamaSenia! Zeba da pruwuna SuaSi dgebian. magaT Tavebs zemodan minda mivwvde, magram gogra miWers xels. ar megona, Tu aseTi janiani iyo. – ar daartya, geubnebi! – aba ra vqna? – macale... caa, ici ro, msoflioSi SidsiT 40 milioni adamiania avad da dReisTvis 20 milioni kaci, qali da bavSvi ukve mokvda?! Sen ra, ginda Tqva, ro yvela eseni narkomanebi, bozebi an homoseqsualistebi iyvnen? gesmis ras ambob?! – gamanebe, Tavi! – ara, marTla egre ggonia? 106 tiuri. misi xelovneba misive politikur ideebiT iyo gaJRenTili. aqtiuri socialuri saqmianoba ki man skolis merxidanve daiwyo, rodesac saTaveSi Caudga skolaSi arasworad dagegmili sportuli programis sawinaaRmdego kampanias. SemdgomSi man Tavisi cxovreba miuZRvna umciresobebis uflebebis, agreTve, bunebrivi garemos dacvas, xolo 1980-iani wlebis dasawyisSi, rodesac sazogadoeba SokSi Caagdo Sidsis epidemiam (romlis msxverplic Tavad frank muri aRmoCnda), mxatvari Zalze aqtiurad Caeba axal infeqciasTan brZolaSi. mis namuSevrebSi, pirdapir Tu iribad, Sidsis Temac aisaxa: 1992 wels Sesrulebul mis saxelganTqmul naxatze `virusuli romantika~ gamosaxulia yvavilebis Taiguli, romelSic adamianis imunodeficitis virusebi `yvavis~. maSin, rodesac `wiTeli lenti~ Seiqmna, frank muri muSaobda mxatvarTa asociaciaSi `vizualuri Sidsi~. am asociaciam 1980-ian wlebSi gaaerTiana aiviT inficirebuli xelovanebi da dRemde warmatebiT agrZelebs muSaobas. ram ubiZga amerikel mxatvars, aseTi simbolo Seeqmna? es moxda 1991 wlis erT mSvenier dRes _ murma yuradReba miaqcia imas, rom mis mezoblad mcxovrebi ojaxis wevrebi yviTel lentebs atarebdnen _ im imedis niSnad, rom maTi qaliSvili, romelic samxedro mosamsaxure iyo, mSvidobianad dabrundeba sparseTis yuris omidan (SeiZleba iciT, rom es iyo gaeros qveynebis koaliciis omi erayis wina107 Tavi IV – aba, sxva gziT eg ar gadadis da... – Sen ici, pirvelad saidan gavrcelda amerikaSi? – saidan? – apruwunda pruwuna. – afrikidan Camotanil sisxls usxamdnen avadmyofebs da TiTqmis yvelas Sidsi daemarTa. egeTi rame dResac SeiZleba moxdes. vTqvaT, operaciis dros sisxls gisxamen. Tu eg sisxli debilma laborantma wesierad ar Seamowma – aikideb. anda, kbilis eqimTan ro midixar – Tu xelsawyoebi wesierad ar aris gamoxarSuli, didi Sansia, aikido. RmerTma dagifaros, magram egre ro moxdes, Cven ra gavakeToT – glanZRoT, gaginoT da sanagveze gadagagdoT? – Sukam kbilis eqimTan aikida? – kiTxulobs funCika. – eg jer ar viciT, magram gavigebT. – prafesoriviT uverenaT gamoacxada Zebam. TiTqos yvela dawynarda. dganan da xmas ar iReben. marto caaZe qSinavs da buRasaviT atrialebs Tvalebs. ara, unda vwepo mag nabiWvars! – kai, dawynardiT, to, – ar miSvebs Zeba. – Sen kide, caa, ras qSinav, daspakoindi, ra! – aba, vis urtyamda eg Sibaqi?! – mere, xo ar daurtyia, ra ginda? morCi, ra! da vabSe cota daukvirdi ras ambob xolme. Suka magis Rirsi naRdad ar ari. – me Sukaze ar miTqvams, vabSe vTqvi. – vabSec ar ari salaparako, mag xalxs Tavisi gaWirvebac eyofa. – xalxo, ar gecodebaT Suka? me Zalian mecodeba, – atirda debili kanWiaSvili. 108 aRmdeg kuveitis interesebis dasacavad). lentebi ise iyo Sekruli, rom waagavda amotrialebul asos `V~ _ gamarjvebis (Victory) simbolos. frank murisTvisac SidsTan brZola omi iyo, dausrulebeli omi, romelsac mravali adamianis sicocxle mihqonda. `lenti SeiZleba gaxdes Sidsis metaforac~ _ gadawyvita man.H SerCeul iqna wiTeli feri _ sisxlis feri, im sisxlisa, romelSic virusia Cabudebuli. asociaciis wevrebma droebiT gverdze gadades molbertebi da daiwyes lentebis Sekvra. maT kravdnen aTasobiT _ surdaT, es proeqti mokle xanSi popularuli gamxdariyo. asociaciis wevrebma axali simbolosTvis kargad mofiqrebuli sareklamo kampania dagegmes, ramac warmateba moitana. yvelaferi daiwyo ubralo furclis gavrcelebiT, romelzec ewera: `moWeriT 6 sm sigrZis wiTeli lenti, Semdeg moatrialeT zeda mxariT ise, rom daemsgavsos amotrialebul `V~-s. gamoiyeneT inglisuri samagri, raTa miimagroT is tansacmelze~. namdvili aRiareba am proeqtma 2000 wels _ `Tony Awards~-is jildoebis gadacemis ceremoniaze moipova. yvela nominanti da monawile daarwmunes imaSi, rom daemagrebinaT wiTeli lentebi. proeqtis pres-relizSi ewera: `wiTeli lenti (amotrialebuli `V~) gaxdeba Cveni Tanagancdis, urTierTmxardaWeris da Sidsis gareSe momavlis imedis 109 Tavi IV – Sen raRa mogivida, to? – Zalian mecodeba... Zalian... Zalian. – kai, eTeri, ra gatirebs? – ambobs ninia. – ar vici... Zalian codoa... – dawynardi, Cvenc gvecodeba, – ayvnen gogoebi. – exla ise nu gamoiyvanT, TiTqos me ar mecodeba, – plastinka Secvala baiam, – ubralod, yvelani vnerviulobT da imitomaa es yvelaferi. – mTavaria, mxecebad ar gadaviqceT, – ukbina gogram. – jer-jerobiT, Sukas araferi sacodavi ar Wirs, Cveulebrivi adamiania. pirvelma analizma Tu raRac aCvena, eg jer arafers niSnavs. – rogor, Tu ar aniSnavs? aba, amxela panika rato aiwia? – piri daaRo niniam. – jer erTi, eg imunofermentuli analizi cdeba xolme... iSviaTad, magram mainc. amitom, axla meore testi unda gaukeTon, ufro zusti, da SeiZleba saerTod araferic ar hqondes. meorec erTi, virusi romc aRmoaCndes, eg jer kide ar niSnavs, ro Sidsi aqvs. am virusiT aTi, Txumeti weli SeiZleba icocxlos da praqtikulad janmrTeli iqneba. SeiZleba Tu ara sxvas gadasdos? SeiZleba, magram yvelam kargad viciT ra SemTxvevaSi da amitom CvenTvis saSiSi ar aris. ai, Sidsi iwyeba mere. – mere, xom ver arCenen? – ikiTxa qeTa siraZem. – jer-jerobiT vera, magram ukve iseTi wamlebia, rom didi xniT uxangrZliveben sicocxles. yvelaze uares SemTxvevaSi, Sidsian adamians jamSi 2025 weli garantirebuli aqvs. exla gekiTxebiT, swori iqneba, ro zurgi vaqcioT? 110 simbolo. am proeqtis mTavari imedi isaa, rom 1 dekembrisTvis, SidsTan brZolis msoflio dRisTvis, wiTel lentebs mTel msoflioSi gaikeTeben.~ amis Semdeg lentebi iqca oskarebis da msgavsi RonisZiebebis vizualur (e.w. `dres-kodis~) nawilad. mxatvrebma miaRwies sasurvel mizans _ am simbolos saSualebiT Sidsi sazogadoebrivi yuradRebis centrSi moeqca. amis Semdeg wiTeli lenti kidev ufro popularuli gaxda, is Cndeboda yvelgan _ markebze, samkerde niSnebze, maisurebze da a.S. TandaTan es simbolo komerciuli samyaros nawili gaxda. `wiTeli lentis~ proeqti imdenad STambeWdavi aRmoCnda, rom bevrma gadawyvita misi modificirebuli saxiT gamoyeneba sxva socialuri problemebis mimarT sazogadoebis yuradRebis misapyrobad. sxvadasxva feris lentebi sokoebiviT momravlda. yviTeli lenti C hepatitTan brZolis, vardisferi _ mkerdis kibos, iasamnisferi _ qalebze Zaladobis winaaRmdegobis simbolod iqca da a.S. Tumca, frank muris `wiTeli lentis~ idea mainc yvelaze warmatebuli aRmoCnda. dRemde is uamrav adamians aZlevs SesaZleblobas, gamoxatos Tanadgoma maT mimarT, vinc Sidsis epidemiiT dazaralda. wyaro: www.aids.ru 111 Tavi IV – eg aravis ar uTqvams, – Cailaparaka niniam. – magram, Cven ra SegviZlia, ra gavakeToT? – ayayandnen gogoebi. – ra vqnaT, rogor moviqceT? – Cveulebrivad... – Tqva gogram, – Cven gverdiT Cveulebrivi adamiania, morCa da gaTavda. – xo, nu iasnia... marTla mxecebi xo ara varT. wavedi, ra, gakveTili maqvs! – Tqva niniam. – maica, Cvenc movdivarT! – aba, kargad iyaviT, paka! gogoebTan erTad pruwuna, funCika da caaZec dabla deSvnen. qeTa siraZem erTjeradi cxvirsaxoci gaaZro da eTeras miawoda. kanWiaSvilma cremlebi moiwminda. Zebam gadmomxeda da Tvali Camikra. marto gogra idga Cafiqrebuli. mivedi da vkiTxe: – ras fiqrob? – amas winaT, kinoSi ro waviyvaneT Suka, xo gaxsovs? – mere? – me ar gavuare? – xo. – biWo, tansacmels ro icvlida, patara tatu davunaxe mucelze, WipTan. – ra tatu? – nu, sviringi, ra! pepela exata. – pepela? ar SemimCnevia. – Sen saidan unda SegemCnia, Se debilo! – xo, kai, mere ra? – eg ici, rogor keTdeba? 112 saxifaToa Tu ara tatu da pirsingi? Cvens moTxrobaSi, sanam ambavi bolomde gairkva, Sukas inficirebis yvelaze savaraudo mizezad gogram violas tatu-saloni miiCnia. rogoraa saqme sinamdvileSi, saxifaToa Tu ara tatu da pirsingi? tatusaTvis gamoiyeneba Rruiani nemsi (RruSi saRebavia), amitom aris Zalian mcire, magram mainc SesaZlebloba, rom RruSi dainficirebulma sisxlma SeaRwios. marTalia, dReisaTvis msoflioSi am gziT aiv-inficirebis arc erTi SemTxveva araa registrirebuli, magram samagierod dadgenilia sxva saxifaTo infeqciis, C hepatitis gadacemis ramdenime SemTxveva swored tatu- da pirsingsalonebSi. C hepatitis gavrcelebis gzebi daaxloebiT igivea, rac aiv-isa, Tanac es C hepatitic araa kargi ram. amitom, Tu maincdamaic tatus an pirsingis gakeTebas daapirebT, nu mixvalT violasa da misnairebTan, mimarTeT licenzirebul salonebs, sadac usafrTxoebis yvela wesia daculi. 113 Tavi IV – nemsiT Cxvleten da kraskas asxamen. – kraskas ki ara, saRebavs. magram mTavari is ari, ro nemsiT keTdeba, an nemsebiT. gesmis? – vxvdebi, rasac ambob! – kacma ar icis eg nemsebi erTjeradia Tu ara, an magaTi gamoxarSva Tu SeiZleba. – da sad gavikeTeo, ra Tqva? – Cven ubanSi yofila viRaca viola, kosmetikuri saloni hqonia saxlSi gaxsnili. Turme tatusac akeTebs. Tan rodis gaukeTebia, ici? seqtembris bolos, oqtombris daswyisSi. – magas ra mniSvneloba aqvs? – aqvs mniSvneloba. sisxlSi antisxeulebis mateba SesamCnevi xdeba inficirebidan xuT-eqvs TveSi. Sukas analizi ki Tebervlis bolos gaukeTes. zustad gamodis. daTvale: oqtomberi, noemberi, dekemberi, ianvari, Tebervali. eg ari, ra! – eqselenT! saRol, gogra! naRdad eg ari. Zeba, modi! magari rame gaartya. Zeba TvalebdaWyetili gvismenda. mere Tqva: – exla ar unda mokla, eg violaa Tu viRac oxrobaa?! stapracentni, binZuri nemsiT gaukeTa! eg banZi ega! me ro mamamisi viyo, naRdad davbridavdi! – sad yavs, biWo, Sukas mama?! mamisi aTi wlis win daiRupa avariaSi. – aba, ese unda SerCes mag CaTlaxs? – ar unda SerCes, – Tqva gogram, – Tore, vin icis kide ramdens akidebs! me amas dalis vetyvi. – mere dalim ra unda qnas? 114 cxovrebis istoriis monakveTebi adamianisa, romelic imunodeficitis viruss atarebs am wignSi Sesuli moTxroba, romelsac wignis marcxena nawili uWiravs, mxatvruli, gamogonili teqstia. Tumca, savsebiT SesaZlebelia, moTxrobili ambebi marTla momxdariyo. iseve realurad, rogorc qvemoT gadmocemuli namdvili istoria adamianisa, romelic, dResdReobiT, inficirebulia da cxovrobs aiv/Sidsis virusiT. es adamiani Tavad mogviTxrobs sakuTari cxovrebis im monakveTebis Sesaxeb, romlebic aiv/Sidsis virusiT inficirebas ukavSirdeba. esaa masTan Cawerili intervius teqsti. respondents SevuTanxmdiT, rom es interviu am wignSi daibeWdeboda _ cxadia, anonimurobis yvela pirobis dacviT. is dagvTanxmda. * * * `ukve sami welia, rac testze gamokvlevam daadastura, rom inficirebuli var. es informacia imdenad Sokis momgvreli iyo CemTvis, rom pirvel dReebSi gadavwyvite, iaraRi meSovna da Tavi momekla (axloblebSi gavikiTxe kidec, vinmes xom ar hqonda iaraRi). Zalian kargad maxsovs is dRe, Sidsis centrSi rodesac miTxres, rom viruss vatareb. zamTari iyo, yinavda. arayi viyide 115 Tavi IV – unda uCivlos. jer erTi, yvelafers Tavi ro davaneboT, Sukas mkurnaloba ici ra dajdeba? xoda, keTili inebos da gadaixados. meored, gamuxarSavi nemsiT veRar gabedavs gakeTebas. – davai, to, mivawveT. – ara, jer yvelaferi zustad gavigoT. me dalis davelaparebi. am dros engelsis quCidan vercxlisferma `Sevrolem~ amouxvia, Sori-axlos gaCerda da iqidan Zebas Zma gadmovida, kauCuka... jinsovka, gaReRili saroCka da Savi `reibanebi~, rogorc yovelTvis... – modi, biWo aq!.. gogliko, Senc modi, Zma!.. ra xdeba, ra pontia? – araferi, klasis sxadniaki gvqonda. – pasuxobs Zeba. – egrea, goglik? – xo. – aba, stopka raze mirekavs? – me ra vici, raze girekavs? stopka ubnis loTia. aqve, engelsze cxovrobs. kauCuka xandaxan aryis da konservis fuls aZlevs xolme. is kide, svodkebiT amaragebs. – tunelis SesasvlelTan gogliko da Seni Zma viRaceebs exipiSebiano. – ra stopka, to, geubnebi, klaselebi viyaviT, raRacas vaiasnebdiT. – ar momatyuoT, simon. Tu vinme gixurebT, miT116 da veris (adrindeli `kirovis”) parkSi, skamze Camomjdarma gamovcale. saSinlad davTveri. damaRamda. vijeqi da ar vicodi, wavsuliyavi saxlSi Tu ara. Cemi coli, ukve meramdened, SeSfoTebuli rekavda da mekiTxeboda, rodis mividodi. bolos gadavwyvite saxlSi wasvla. mTvrals yinulze fexi amicurda da TaviT davaskdi asfalts. erTi Tve mqonda naxevari Tav-piri dalurjebuli. zustad vici: Sidsis virusi daucvelma seqsma Semyara, isic vici _ visgan avikide. Tumca, is qali ar yofila quCidan ayvanili erTjeradi partniori. periodulad, Tumca, iSviaTad vxvdebodiT. miuxedavad imisa, rom eqimi var da Zalian kargad vicodi inficirebis gzebis Sesaxeb, mainc arasodes mifiqria seriozulad, rom SeiZleboda am ubedurebis msxverpli gavmxdariyavi. axla mwared mecineba, rogori “gulubryvilo eqimi” aRmovCndi. Tumca, arc ise gulubryviloc, radgan pirveli eWvebi SesaZlo inficirebulobis Sesaxeb swored me gamiCnda. pirveli cvlilebebi Cems organizms swored ise daewyo, rogorc Sidsis Sesaxeb literaturaSi mqonda wakiTxuli an sadRac mosmenili. damewyo uCveulo oflianoba, Tvalebi mecremleboda. rac mTavaria, saSinel daRlilobas vgrZnobdi _ diliT, rodesac samsaxurSi mivdiodi, iseTi SegrZneba mqonda, TiTqos erTi 117 Tavi IV xariT, haerSi avwev! – vina, Zmao? Cven, aseT seriozul xalxas, vin ra unda gagvibedos? – aRadavebs Zeba. – midi, ra kola gaasuqe... da exla ras apirebT? sad mitasaobT? – ravi, arsad. – dajeqiT, gagiyvanT sadac gindaT, dro maqvs. me veubnebi: – spasiba, kauCuk. ar gvinda. is ki: – viTom rao? ar kadrulob? – ara, eg ra SuaSia? – aba, ra ari SuaSi? – gogoebi aq davtovoT da Cven manqaniT gavtasavdeT, ar gamova lamazi. – mere, gogoebic waviyvanoT, ra problemaa? ukan oTxi dajeqiT. – gogoebo, Tqven sad midixarT? – iZaxis Zeba. – Cve-en? saxlSi, – egreve pasuxobs eTera. – dasxediT, Cemi Zma gagviyvans. gogra didad aRfrTovanebuli ar Cans. vici ro kauCuka ar exateba gulze. magram ra qnas? me, gogra, eTera da Zeba ukan vepresebiT. kauCuka win, mZRolis gverdiT jdeba. saWesTan magisi Zmakaci, pingvina zis. pingvina dabali, meloti narkomania. ded-mama profesorebi yavs, TiTon ki kauCukasTan erTad dayialobs. neta raze bazroben mTeli dReebi, Tveebi da wlebi? rogor ar bezrdebaT? kauCuka Cvensken trialdeba da gogoebs eubneba: 118 kvira ar meZina da mZime fizikur Sromas veweodi. cota mogvianebiT, enaze TeTri feris Txeli nadebic gamiCnda. internetSi Sevedi da inficirebis pirveli simptomebi kidev erTxel gadavamowme. yvelaferi lamis erTi erTze midioda, inficirebis klasikur variantSi vjdebodi. mainc ar mjeroda bolomde, rom es saSineleba SeiZleboda Cems Tavs momxdariyo. imeds xavsiviT vebRauWebodi da dros vwelavdi. bolos Tavi xelSi aviyvane da Sidsis centrSi mivedi. pirvelive testma ueWvelad aCvena, rom sisxlSi virusia. ganmeorebiTi gamokvleva aRarc ki damWirda. mas Semdeg, rac pirvelma Sokma rogorRac gadaiara, wamsve metaka meore elda _ Cemi colic (romelTanac, cxadia, prezervativs ar vxmarobdi) xom mosalodnelia, rom virusmatarebeli aRmoCndes? am SesaZleblobis gacnobierebam kidev ufro metad damTrguna, ukve sakuTar Tavze aRar vfiqrobdi. udidesi problema, romelic Cems winaSe yru kedeliviT aRimarTa, is iyo, meTqva Tu ara saerTod da rogor meTqva es ubedureba Cemi colisTvis. erTi welic ki ar iyo gasuli Cveni SeuRlebidan, jer bavSvic ki ar gvyavda. Tavidan amovigde imaze fiqri, rom es ambavi misTvis damemala _ rodemde? yvelafers rom Tavi davaneboT, xom unda gagvegrZelebina seqsualuri urTierToba? 119 Tavi IV – gogoebo, es jorebi xo ar gabrazeben? – ara, madlobT, – ambobs Steri eTera. – Sen raRac namtiralebi Canxar. Tu am Cemma kretinma Zmam gawyenina, Tav-ybas davumtvrev. – midi, ra! – iRrineba Zeba. – marTla, rato itire? – ras gadaekide, adamiano, ra gauxure? vin gekiTxeba? – eeh, ara, Zmao, Cven ras ar vakeTebdiT, magram gogoebs naRdad ar vatirebdiT, – cecxlze navTs asxams pingvina. – exla es-Ra gvaklda ra, Wkuis maswavlebeli! – brazdeba Zeba. – kauCuk, es bavSvi rato izrdeba egeTi uzrdeli, ha? cota meti dro unda dauTmo magis vaspitanias, Zmao. – ra gindaT, to? ras gadagvekideT?! – imas gadagekideT, ro gogoebs nu atirebT, gesmis Sena?! – Cxubobs kauCuka. gogras isteriuli sicili utydeba. mec vkaifob kauCukas da pingvinas bazarze. eTera ki seriozulad ambobs: – ara, egeni ki ar gvatireben! Cveni klaselia gogoa avad, spidi aqvs da amitom vitireT. amis Tqma iyo da, pingvina kinaRam xes Seaskda, bolo wuTSi moaswro datormuzeba. – spidi, to? gogos? exla gavafren! – midi, win iyure, Se taSto, ar dagvamtvrio! 120 gadavwyvite, Cemi ambavi jer Cemi sami uaxloesi megobrisTvis meTqva. maxsovs, rogor gafiTrdnen (erTma, mgoni, tirilic daiwyo). ase, megobrebis wreSi davsvi Cemi meuRle da vuTxari, rac mWirda. mTeli is Rame da meore dRec gauCereblad tiroda. Tavidan vfiqrobdi, rom mimatovebda, magram Cemda sabednierod, ase ar moxda. rac ar unda yalbad JRerdes, Tavad miTxra, rom axla yvelaze metad mWirdeboda misi Tanadgoma. rasakvirvelia, saSineli molodinis winaSe vitanjebodiT _ TiTqmis darwmunebuli viyavi, rom isic virusmatarebeli aRmoCndeboda. ori kvira viTrieT fexi. bolos, avaRebine analizi. moxda erTi SexedviT daujerebeli ram _ Cems cols sisxlSi virusi ar aRmoaCnda. meore sakontrolo Semowmeba gaiara _ igive Sedegi. ver warmoidgenT, ra bednieri viyavi. im dReebSi saerTod damaviwyda Cemi Tavi. sxvaTa Soris, Cemi inficirebulobis Sesaxeb Cems yofil partniorsac vuTxari. simarTle rom vTqva, Tavidan ise viyavi masze aRrenili, rom danaxvac ar mindoda. magram Semdeg es damokidebuleba TanagrZnobiT Semecvala _ isic xom iseve dazaralda gaufrTxileblobis da upasuxismgeblobis gamo, rogorc me? isic xom iseve “Cveulebrivi” adamiania, rogorc me? _ muSaobs, hyavs megobrebi da a.S. bolos da bolos, ra mniSvneloba aqvs vin vis Semdeg aikida virusi? mokled, 121 Tavi IV – ara, kauCuk, s uma moJna saiwi, ra dros amaTi spidia, Cemi kai! at garSka dva verSka da am dros, spidebi aqvT dartymuli. – gogoni, rato icini? – exla gogras miubrunda kauCuka. – gviTxari Cvenc gavicinebT. ara varT uiumoro xalxi. e-e, mixedeT, to, CabJirda, rame ar mouvides! – nu geSinia, – vamSvideb kauCukas, – aman egre icis, Tu daiwyo sicili, mere veRar Cerdeba. – rato, simon, reostati uyenia? – ra SuaSia reostati? Sen vabSe ici reostati ra ari? – ucbaT gamoenTo pingvina. aq ukve kanWiaSvilic ki gagorda siciliT. – me ki vici rac ari, magram Sen Tu ici? – reostati, eto faqtiCeski usilitel. – daaskvna pingvinam. – va-xa-xa! Sexede, Sexede am miCurins, amas! reostati usiliteli gonia! sad reostati da sad usiliteli, Se sirgla! – vai Sen patrons! aq bavSebi ar iyvnen, getyodi! reostati gamaZlierebelia, gaige? gamaZlierebeli! toCna znaiu. mamaCemi gepeiSi aswavlis ormoci welia. – ra magra etyoba, ara, mamis xeli! biWo, goglik, es ra stranni daqalebi gyavT: erTi su tiris, meore su icinis. ra pontia, to? – cxovreba egrea, kauCuk, zogi kvdeba, zogi ibadeba, zogi mdidrdeba, zogi Raribdeba, zogi tiris, zogi icinis. – e-e, goglik, goglik, Sen su Radaobis xasiaTze xar. miTxari swore mivdivarT? saxls ar gavcdeT. 122 Sevxvdi da es ambavi vuTxari. mis gancdebs axla ar movyvebi. mxolod imas vityvi, rom mas savsebiT kanonieri SekiTxva gauCnda (razec arc ki mifiqria manamde, sanam mas Sevxvdebodi): iqneb me viyavi misi inficirebis wyaro da ara _ piriqiT? am SekiTxvam gamaogna da lamis isterikaSi Camagdo. bolos simarTle isev testis SedegebiT dadginda. mis sisxlSi virusi ufro `xandazmuli~ aRmoCnda, vidre CemSi. man saerTod datova saqarTvelo da axla ucxoeTSi cxovrobs. TandaTan gavacnobiere, rom CemTvis (Cemi ojaxisTvis) sul mTlad axali ara, magram, gansxvavebuli cxovreba daiwyo. raSi mdgomareobs es gansxvaveba? Sevecdebi yoveldRiuri, Cveulebrivi sayofacxovrebo magaliTebiT avxsna: pirvel rigSi vityvi, rom amis Taobaze bevrs ar vfiqrob. TiTqos daviwyebuli maqvs kidec, rom am saSinel viruss vatareb. roca amaze vsaubrob, mgonia, rom sxvis Sesaxeb vlaparakob. SesaZloa, amis mizezi isaa, rom Tavs sruliad janmrTelad vgrZnob, jer arc erTi wamlis miReba ar damiwyia. imunuri sistema aRmomaCnda Zlieri. virusmatarebloba Tavs mtkivneulad maSin maxsenebs, rodesac im movlenebze vfiqrob, rac mas ukavSirdeba. ra Tqma unda, am movlenebs Soris ZiriTadi bavSvis sakiTxia. Cven xom, albaT, arasodes gveyoleba sakuTari Svili. internetSi amo123 Tavi IV jer gogra davtoveT saxlSi, mere kanWiaSvili. kauCukam plani gaaZro da SekeTeba daiwyo. – davai, pingvin tabaxmelaSi daubere. sufTa haeri CavylapoT. xandaxan momindeba xolme. kauCukam ori napasi zedized daurtya, pingvinas gadaawoda da isev Tavisi gaubera: – ra nagavs vsunTqavT, Tqven Tu azze xarT? Tbilisis haeri – sufTa smertia, to! Cven kide krisebiviTa varT miCveuli da vera vgrZnobT. aba, romelime mTis soflidan Camoiyvane jamTeli muJiki papa. zdarovi hailenderi, azres? – azres, kauCuk-jan, azres. mere ra? – mere ra, da eg Seni xanjliani hailenderi sam TveSi daWkneba, daWkneba, daWkneba, sklerozi daewyeba, Cafsmas daiwyebs da daibrideba... anda, simon, wamalze dajdeba. sad mivdivarT, to? Sen gekiTxebi, pingvin? – ras mekiTxebi? – sad mivdivarT? – tabaxmelaSi. Sen ara Tqvi, tabaxmelaSi avideTo? – xo. swore miTqvia... karoCe, avoe-e, Tqven plans mowevT? – gogliko ro vabSe ar eweva, xo ici. sparcmenia. me ar minda. – ambobs Zeba. – niCevo, me da pingvina movwevT. pingvinebs magra evasebaT plani... da kide maroJni, simon! vabSemc egaa magaTi saWmeli, ro icode. – reebs bodavs es debili, gesmiT? Zeba, ai eseT 124 vikiTxe, TiTqos SesaZlebelia, martivad Tu vityviT, spermis `garecxva~ Tu gafiltvra da aseT SemTxvevaSi nayofis inficirebis riski praqtikulad nulamde dadis. magram, CvenTan es praqtika jer ar damkvidrebula, ucxoeTSi ki usaSvelod Zviri Rirs da Tanac, dafexmZimebis garantia ar arsebobs. amaze rom vfiqrob, sevda mipyrobs. Tumca, wamsve merTveba dacviTi meqanizmebi da Tavs vimSvideb _ xom arseboben `Cveulebrivi~ wyvilebi, romelTac Svili ar uCndebaT? bolos da bolos, xom arsebobs alternatiuli gzebic, vTqvaT, bavSvis ayvana. yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi raRac detalebi icvleba. ai, magaliTad, TiTqos araferi, magram ukve yuradRebas vaqcev, rom kbilis jagrisi gansxvavebuli feris viyido da gancalkevebiT Sevinaxo, rom SemTxveviT meuRles TavisSi ar aerios. vici, vici, rom Cemi jagrisis gamoyenebiT dainficirebis riski praqtikulad nulis tolia, magram mainc... anda, manqanas roca vmarTav, zedmetad vfrTxilob _ mefiqreba, avaria rom momivides da seriozulad davSavde, vinme, vinc momeSveleba, Cemma sisxlma ar daainficiros. sasaciloa ara? magram, asea. CemTvis seqsi aRar aris iseTi, adre rom iyo. veRarasodes viqnebi bolomde gaxsnili. vfrTxilob, meSinia _ seqsis dros prezervativi ar gaixes, kocna ar gamomivides zedmetad vnebi125 Tavi IV dReSi var dilidan. ar gecodebiT? – ara. – e-e, mec vekiTxebi ra, gegoneba ar vicode – ZaRli ZaRlis tyavs ar daxevs. – zato, ZaRli daxevs pingvinis tyavs, Tu bevri gaaxura pingvinma... – daiZine, poslik, daiZine! xo xedav, ukve Wkuaze ara xar! – ras bodav, exla magisi Zili rogor SeiZleba! – iyvira Zebam. – ZilSi gaipareba! – nu geSinia, bolo sami dRea metadonzea... lomkidan ro gamoZvres. kauCukam Tavi sazurges miayrdno da Tvalebi milula. – planic ro mowia? – travka, eto fignia! eg arafers ar uzams. ar gaipareba. aqamde vabSe ar eZina, ijda da marto Rmuoda Cem garaJSi. predstavliaeS? mTeli ubnis ZaRlebi daafrTxo am kretinma... ise, Sen magra uyvarxar. stopkam ro dareka, Zeba xipiSobso – egreve Cacma daiwyo, rame-rume... rogori dangreuli adga fexze, ro icode! prosta rogor adga! tabaxmelaSi ro avediT, kauCukas ukve Rrmad eZina. gzidan gadavediT da tyesTan gavCerdiT. kauCuka manqanaSi davtoveT, magram kari gavuReT, ro kargad esunTqa. Cven balaxze wamovkotrialdiT. – pingvin, – vekiTxebi, – lateqsis prezervativebis azze xa-ar? 126 ani da tuCi ar davaziano da a.S. mTlianad verasodes vTavisufldebi daZabulobisagan. inficirebis Semdeg stomatologi ar damWirvebia. Tumca, roca damWirdeba misvla, gadawyvetili maqvs movatyuo da vuTxra, rom B hepatiti maqvs. gavafrTxileb, rom Tavadac xelTaTmanebiT imuSaos da CemTan naxmari iaraRebic aucileblad gaasterilos. usiamovno SegrZneba maqvs, rodesac avad vxdebi Cveulebrivi daavadebebiT, rogoricaa surdo, gripi, yelis tkivili da a.S. Tu daavadeba cota gamigrZelda, vSfoTav, imunuri sistema xom ar misustdeba? yvelaze metad ar minda, iseTi rame damemarTos, romelic sisxlis analizebis gakeTebas moiTxovs. iciT ratom? marTalia, Cveulebriv analizSi Sidsis virusi ar Cans, magram leikocitebis an hemoglobinis cvlilebebma SeiZleba eqimebSi eWvi dabados. es Zalian maSinebs. anu, Zalian maSinebs is, rom Cemi ambavi “gaskdeba” da amas sxvebi gaigeben. me sakmaod prestiJul organizaciaSi vmuSaob da namdvilad ar minda, rom iq Cemi inficirebulobis Sesaxeb icodnen. darwmunebuli var, rom bevri amas ver gaigebs da, SesaZloa, samsaxuris datovebac momiwios. saSineli diskomforti maqvs da Zalian ar minda Sidsis centrSi gamoCena. xom SeiZleba adamiani (maT Soris, mec) am centrSi bevri mizezis gamo mivides? bolos da bolos, eqimi var. 127 Tavi IV – ise ra. smatria Sen ra gainteresebs? orivem vaJnad CavicineT, magram arc `ho~ gviTqvams, arc `ara~. pingvinas amisTvis yuradReba arc miuqcvia. pasuxi arc ainterebda. mucelze iwva da Tavis giJur, abda-ubda fiqrebSi garTuli, mindors gascqeroda. mere wamojda da Tqva: – es RmerTi ra stranni ramea, to? erTi amas SexedeT. – ras, pingvin? – balaxs, simon. ramdennairia, xedav? me mesmis ro RmerTma Seqmna yvelaferi da balaxic Seqmna. kai batono, Seqmna erTi balaxi – grZeli, meore balaxi – mokle, mesame balaxi – aseTi, meoTxe – iseTi, magram meSvide, mecxre, meaTe, i tak dalee balaxebi raRa Cem fexebad undoda? SexedeT simon, marto aq, am kuana mindorze, erTi TxuTmeti sxvadasxva balaxia! exla mTel msoflioSi raRa iqneba? straSna, to... arada, ise ro gaxedav – mwvanea, vabSe su erTi ggonia. naRdad raRaca aqvs Cafiqrebuli da Cven prosta azze ara varT. Cvenze opitebs atarebs. ara, Sen ar ifiqro, me su davdivar eklesiaSi da rame. Cem mamaosac vekiTxebi, magram atveti arc imasa aqvs. exla spidi aviRoT. mamao iZaxis – RmerTma sasjeli gamogvigzavnao, mkvlelobisTvis, moparvisTvis, RorobisTvis, kaifisTvis, xaraSo! ai, me da kauCuka kai xania vkaifobT, cudebi varT, damplebi varT, Taxsirebi varT, magram Cven spidi ar agvikidebia. im patara gogos ki, Tqven klasels – spidi aqvs. rato? aravin ar icis. karoCe Tu RmerTs egre unda 128 magram, mainc ar mtovebs fiqri, rom Tu vinmem am organizaciaSi Sesuli daminaxa, eWvs aiRebs da mere es eWvi yvelgan gaJonavs. vici, rom araadekvaturi SiSebi maqvs, magram verafriT movixseni es kompleqsi... Tu rame SeiZleba dadebiTi axldes Cems virusmatareblobas, isaa, rom cxovrebiseuli sirTuleebis mimarT ufro Seguebadi da amtani gavxdi. patara cxovrebiseuli intrigebi da mtkivneuli epizodebi ukve aRar mimaCnia imis Rirsad, rom vinerviulo da ganvicado. movlenebs ufro globalurad vuyureb da wvrilmanebs nakleb yuradRebas vaqcev. zogjer imasac vfiqrob, Sevicvale Tu ara pirovnulad _ iqneb ufro mimtevebeli da Ria var cxovrebis sxvadasxva wesis mimarT, iqneb ufro religiuric gavxdi? ar vici _ SeiZleba.~ 129 Tavi IV – dagemarTeba, Tu ar unda – maSin ar dagemarTeba. egrea! sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi – Tqven erTi nemsiT gagiCxeriaT? – ki. – rato? – imito ro udobnia. roca erTi Cekia da sami klienti, aba ra unda qna, rogor gaanawileb? sityvaze aravin aravis endoba. am dedaafeTqebul Spricze ki danayofebia, toCnaT xedav vin ramdens ikeTebs. – xoda didi riskia, ro spidi dagemarToT. – biWo, amxela leqcia tyuilad wagikiTxe? is gogo ra, saerTo baianidan iCxiravda? Tu egre giweria, mainc dagemarTeba. moswavleTa 8.6% aRiarebs, rom erTxel mainc mouwevia marixuana (romelic CvenSi “planis” saxliT aris cnobili). moswavleTa 2.5% imasac aRiarebs, rom erTxel mainc gaukeTebia narkotiki SpriciT. seqsualuri kontaqti (maTive aRiarebiT) hqonia daaxloebiT yovel mexuTe moswavles (ZiriTadad, vaJebs). maT Soris umravlesobas – araerTxel. gamokiTxvam isic aCvena, rom seqsualuri gamocdilebis mqone moswavleTa daaxloebiT 15%-s prezervativi arasodes, xolo daaxloebiT meoTxeds – mxolod zogjer gamouyenebia. pingvinas ras gaagebineb? ocdaaTi wlis kacia. Tavis cxovrebaSi ar umuSavia. bavSvobaSi, rac moaswres magisma profesorma mSoblebma, Zalad waakiTxes. eg ari mTeli magisi bagaJi. TviTon meti aRaraferi daumatebia. coli magas ara yavs da Svili. ar icis ras miedos, ra akeTos. amdeni kaifis mere, albaT, arc araferi SeuZlia. ori welia, rac eklesiuri gaxda. eSveleba viTom rame? uecrad manqanidan kauCukas xma mogvesma: – au, es vin ari, ramdens bazrobs, to?! – va, kauCuk, gaiRviZe? – damaZine ro? ra aaqafe yurebi?! – ra iyo, spidze vlaparakobT, amaT klasels ro aqvs. – mere romeli eqimi Sena xar? ra daabole am Seni laparakiT axalgazrdoba? 130 (rasakvirvelia, TviTaRiarebiT miRebul monacemebs bolomde obieqturad ver miviCnevT – viRaca SeiZleba ibralebdes narkotikebis gamoyenebas an seqsualuri kontaqtis qonas (“kai tipobad” miaCndes), xolo viRaca, piriqiT, – malavdes. Tumca, Tu gaviTvaliwinebT imas, rom gamokiTxva anonimur xasiaTs atarebda, ufro meti safuZveli arsebobs imisa, rom zemoaRniSnul monacemebs vendoT). zemoaRniSnuli monacemebi mowmobs: narkotikebTan da seqsTan ziarebis asakma daiwia da saskolo asakis jgufSic SeaRwia; moswavleTa Soris arsebobs: a) aiv-iT inficirebis maRali riskis potenciuri jgufi imaTi saxiT, vinc narkotikebs Spricis saSualebiT moixmars (aseTia, rogorc iTqva, 2.5%); b) aiv-iT inficirebis maRali riskis matarebeli is jgufi, romelic seqsualuri kontaqtis dros regularulad ar iyenebs prezervativs (aseTia moswavleTa daaxloebiT 8%). 131 Tavi IV kauCuka zlazvniT gadmovida manqanidan, saTvale moixsna, saxe moifSvnita, CvenTan movida da balaxze dajda. amas Svili mainca yavs, anuka. cols didi xania, rac gaeyara. Tavisi oroTaxiani bina gayida. sacxovreblad ZebasTan da mSoblebTan gadmovida. kide kai, Zmakacebma wamals gadarCenili fuli waarTves da saRebavebis biznesSi Caadebines, Tore, es debili yvelafers venaSi gauSvebda. – biWo, im Tqven klasels ra etaka, marTla spidi aqvs? – eWvi aqvT, ro ho. – au, au, Tan gogo, simon! magra texavs. – kauCuk, Sen xo ar ici, CvenTan, ubanSi violaa erTi, raRac saloni aqvs kosmetikis. – Tqva Zebam. – sada, CvenTan? azze ara var. da ra ari, ro? – ra da, am gogom xuTi Tvis win mag violasTan gaikeTa tatuirovka. – mere? – xoda eWvi gvaqvs, ro binZuri nemsiT gaukeTa mag CaTlaSkam. aba sxva meti saidan unda aekidebina? uwesieresi gogoa. magas da goglikas lavi aqvT. – va, goglik, marTla? – ra vi, aba. – aba, me `vi~, Se Cemanala? mag violas ra unda uqna ici? – vici, – gamococxlda pingvina. – boTlze unda dasva da mayuTi daadebino. – es ra krisaa, to! liuboi situaciidan mayuTi unda gamoadnos. 132 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gogonebs bevrad naklebad riskiani qceva – narkotikebTan da, gansakuTrebiT, seqsTan ziarebis TvalsazrisiT – axasiaTebT, vidre biWebs. Tumca, `naklebi~ ar niSnavs ‘sruliad usafrTxos~. marTalia, mcire raodenobiT, magram skolis ufrosklasel gogonebSic arseboben: a) narkotikebis momxmareblebi (gogonebis 1.1% adasturebs narkotikis SpriciT gamoyenebas, xolo 5.2% am kiTxvaze pasuxs Tavs aridebs; analogiuri maCveneblebi biWebisTvis aseTia: 3.8% da 8.4%). b) seqsualuri gamocdilebis mqoneni (gogonebis 3% adasturebs, rom seqsualuri kontaqti, sul mcire, erTxel mainc hqonia, xolo 4.4% am kiTxvaze pasuxs Tavs aridebs; analogiuri maCveneblebi biWebisTvis aseTia: 34.3% da 15.5%). 133 Tavi IV – aba meti sxvanairad rogor unda dasajo? marTla xo ar moklav? maica, maica! eg me mgoni, ici vin ari? griSas mezobelia, simon! – griSa viRa ari, e-e? – ai, ulvaSebiani, did yanwebs ro svams da sxvebsac ro aZalebs. mzias biZa, ra! – vin mzia, to? – Seni yofili coli, to! sul gamoSterdi? – a-a, jafariZeze ara? me ro Rvino davasxi Tavze, eg ar ari? – xo, kinaRam ro gagvlaxes, eg ezoa ra. pirvel sarTulze cxovrobs. riJa totaa. – mere Sen ra ici? – ilona ro myavda, xo gaxsovs? maRali naSa iyo, qera. – xo. afxazeTis omis dros kazakebis snaiperi ro gaxda ega, ara? – xo. eg dadioda xolme mag violasTan saxis masaJebze. erTxel manqaniT miviyvane, to. me gareT vucdi. gavixede, ezodan griSa ar gamodis? es ambavi axali momxdaria. meTqi ar micnos, am Cemisam, lamis pedlebis qveS CavZveri. iqidan maxsovs, ra. – stopkas ecodineba, asprocentiani. – saloni da rame ki ara aqvs – prosto binaa ra. saxlSi iRebs xalxs. – eg, albaT, nalogebsac ar ixdis. – aba! arc nalogebs ixdis, arc nemsebs xarSavs da mTel TbilisSi spids avrcelebs. gasawewia, aba ra ari! – exla Tqven Zaan nu gaubereT! – gogliko, rato nerviulob? – ara, es gawewva da reketi ra pontia? 134 daimaxsovre da gadaeci sxvasac: narkotikebis intravenuri moxmareba, bevr sxva ubedurebasTan erTad, SidsiT daavadebis pirdapiro wyarocaa im SemTxvevaSi, Tu moxda inficirebulTan erTad saziaro nemsis gamoyeneba; seqsualuri kontaqti, prezervativis gamoyenebis gareSe, SidsiT daavadebis maRal risks Seicavs. Seni sicocxlisTvis da usafrTxoebisTvis girCev, rom ar gasinjo narkotiki da ar daiwyo naadrevi seqsualuri cxovreba. magram, Tu mainc Secdi – gamoiyene erTjeradi (uxmari) Sprici da prezervativi. 135 Tavi IV – mismine, Zamiko. CaTvale, ro Seni Seyvarebuli gogo, viRaca axvarma sasikvdilod daWra. egre ar gamodis? – asiani, egrea, – poslika Tavi aakantura pingvinam. – xoda, is vinc eg gaakeTa, ar unda daisajos? Tu metyvi ro ar unda daisajos, maSin ar daisajos, ki batono. – ara, ro unda daisajos, eg naRdia. rogor unda daisajos, jer ar vici. – vTqvi me. – nu slabob, goglok! – meubneba pingvina. – nu iciT xolme, biWo, egre Cacieba, – gabrazda Zeba. – jer xo ar viciT, naRdad violaa damnaSave Tu ara? – biWo, Sen ara Tqvi, binZuri nemsiT gaukeTao? – ar Cerdeba pingvina. – me egre mgonia, goglokosac da gograsac. – xoda Tu sams egre ggoniaT, znaCit egrea. – egre gvgonia, magram faqti ar gviWiravs xelSi. me im qals xeli davado da mere gairkves, ro eg vabSe nipriComaa – grexi iqneba. JeleznaT unda vicodeT. – mere gaigeT, to! magis gagebas ra unda? – Tavi aswia kauCukam. – advili rogoraa, erTi miTxari. me ra policia myavs, gamomZiebeli var, Tu Casni deteqtivi memsaxureba. – raT unda magas policia-milicia da perSingi?! midiT da uTxariT, dedijan, aba, erTi tatuirovka gamikeTe marjvena xelze. – ra tatuirovka? 136 rogor gaCnda aiv/Sidsi da sad iyo aqamde? am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT aTasgvari mosazreba, miTqma-moTqma, Wori da aSkara sicrue trialebda da trialebs. religiurma wreebma imTaviTve ganacxades, rom Sidsi RvTis risxvaa da sasjeli kacobriobis codvebisaTvis. bevri morwmune adamianisaTvis aseTi axsna sakmarisia (moTxrobaSi am mosazrebas, pingvinas sityvebiT, misi moZRvari qadagebs) da sxvas ar saWiroebs. magram mecniereba sxva poziciazea. aq SeiZleba gavixsenoT XIV saukunis ingliseli religiuri filosofosis, uiliam okamis mier Camoyalibebuli principi, romlis mixedviTac, Tu raime movlenis (Cven SemTxvevaSi, Sidsis) axsna SesaZlebelia bunebrivi mizezebiT, zebunebrivi Zalebis daSveba araa saWiro. mecniereba swored Sidsis bunebriv mizezebs eZebs da poulobs kidec. magram sanam mecnierul Teoriebze gadavalT, Sidsis warmoSobis kidev erTi versia unda vaxsenoT, romelsac SeTqmulebebis moyvarulebi avrcelebdnen. am versiis mixedviT, Sidsis virusi warmoadgens biologiur iaraRs, romelic Seiqmna aSS-sa Tu ssrk-s romeliRac saidumlo laboratoriaSi, saidanac `gamoipara~ da globaluri epidemia gamoiwvia. es mosazreba 80-90-ian wlebSi sakmaod aqtiurad JRerda mediaSi, magram dRes mas mxardamWerebi praqtikulad aRar hyavs. kacma rom Tqvas, am `Teoriam~ amden xans gaZlo Tavisi sensaciurobisa da skandalurobis gamo, Torem misi usafuZvloba imTaviTve cxadi iyo martivi argumentis gamo: biologiuri iaraRis Seqmna, Tu paralelurad misgan dasacavi saSu137 Tavi IV – naomi kempbels giorgi saakaZe ro azis, is! vin ari es tupoi, to?! SeCema, liuboi tatuirovka moTxove, ra mniSvneloba aqvs? gaaZrobs Tavis binZur nemss – egreve waavle xeli da uTxari: `Sen, bozo, saqarTvelos axalgazrdobas ulicenziod ro wamlav da xocav, Cem gogos spidi ro akide da Tan nalogebsac ro ar ixdi, exlave dvacat tiSCi aq dade, Tore patruls Sen ki ara, me davuZaxeb da boTlze vis dasvamen, imasac naxam!~ gaige? egre unda ebazro mag waklebs! – egeni magas ver etyvian, kauCuk, eg Cven unda vuTxraT, vzroslebma. egeni, prosta, Seni Tqmisa ar iyos, Cveulebrivi klientebis pontSi unda miadgnen. Cven gareT vidgebiT. rogorec ki biWebi xipiSs awevn, SevdivarT da kulturulad vuxsniT rato unda dados fuli. arc iaraRi, arc wivil-kivili, arc mezobeli griSa Tavisi yanwebiT da arc ZaRlebi. kanfet! – eg ar ari cudi proeqti, – daaskvna Zebam. – kai, da mere im fuls ras upireb? – vikiTxe me. – e, gogla, fuli iyos da daxarjva ra prablemaa? – eg ra ari, Se kretino! – uceb ayvirda kauCuka. – biWi spravedlivi kiTxvas gaZlevs, Sen kide aq lazRandarob! – giJia, to, klinikuri giJia! – giJica xar da uaresic! xo! tvini daeketa fulis xsenebaze! gogloko Tavisi gogos abarots iRebs, aman ki ukve mayuTi moxia da las-vegasSi gaigulava! bebiaSenisa! gaige?! – ra iyo, ra gayvirebs? marTla xo ar gagiJdi? – awynarebs Zeba. – Sen kide, Se lawirako! Tu vyviri, znaCit egrea saWiro! aRebuli fulis ori mesamedi gogos ojaxi138 aleba ar gaakeTe, sruli uazrobaa, radgan mterTan erTad sakuTar mosaxleobasac mospob. pirveli samecniero Teoria 80-ian wlebSi gaCnda. virusologma robert golom afrikaSi mobinadre mwvane maimunebSi aRmoaCina virusi, romelic Zalian waagavda aiv-s. mas ewoda `maimunis imunodeficitis virusi~ (miv). mecnierma ivarauda, rom miv-ma genetikuri cvlileba ganicada da `moaxerxa~ adamianis organizmSi SeWra, ukve aiv-is saxiT. es Teoria `liderobda~ 1999 wlamde, rodesac ingliseli da amerikeli mkvlevrebis gundma dasavleT afrikis Simpanzeebis jgufSi ipoves miv-is saxesxvaoba, romelic aiv-is TiTqmis zust asls warmoadgenda. Semdgomi kvlevebiT mecnierebma daadgines Simpanzes miv-is aivad gardaqmnis zusti bioqimiuri gza. amJamad praqtikulad yvela seriozuli mecnieri Tanxmdeba imaSi, rom aiv-i Simpanzes miv-is `STamomavalia~. dgeba sakiTxi, rogor gadmovida virusi Simpanzesagan adamianze? zustad amis Tqma SeuZlebelia, magram sarwmunod gamoiyureba Semdegi varaudi: adgilobrivi macxovreblebi Simpanzeebze nadiroben da maT xorcs sakvebad iyeneben; cxadia, rom xorcis basri daniT damuSavebisas araa gamoricxuli nakawrebi da Wrilobebi, rac SesaZlebels xdis inficirebul sisxlTan pirdapir kontaqts. amrigad, SeiZleba dadgenilad CaiTvalos, rom aivSidsis kera dasavleT afrikaa. cnobilia misi Semdgomi gzac. 50-iani wlebidan aSS-Si afrikidan didi raodenobiT Sedioda iafi donoris sisxli, romlis Semowmeba, cxadia ar xdeboda, radgan Sidsis arseboba maSin aravin icoda. swored inficirebuli sisxliT gavrcelda infeqcia aSS-Si, Semdgom ki mTel msoflioSi. 139 Tavi IV saa, gaigeT, Tqvena?! rac darCeba, is gatydeba oTxze! – egrea, angelozo, cidan Camofrenilo, naRdad egrea! oRond Sen nu gagvibrazdebi! Seni gabrazeba ar SaiZleba, kauCuk-jan, Tore TavSi katuSkebi gadagewveba da asaTianze wagiyvanen tomriT, – maimunobs pingvina. – Sexe, Sexe, sufTa debili! – icinis kauCuka. – exla gavxdi angelozi, ara? Se, beberi aqlemis kuzo, Sena! – mSia, – ambobs Zeba. – mec magra meToxlaveba. cota mayuTi maqvs, wamo wavideT, rame SevWamoT. isev qalaqSi CavbrundiT. naxevari saaTi imaze kamaTobdnen saxinkleSi unda wavsuliyaviT Tu piceriaSi. bolos pingvinam iZala, Cemma axlobelma exlaxans saxinkle gaxsna da iq mivideTo. sadRac dakargulSi mivediT. qveviT CavediT. axlad garemontebuli iyo. saRebavis suni idga. Weric da kedlebic TeTrad SeeRebaT. saavadmyofos palatas gavda. Cven garda aravin iyo. pingvinam Tavisi axlobeli ikiTxa. movao, uTxres qalebma. xinkali da qababi SevukveTeT. – nina! – gasZaxa pingvinam. gaocebulma qalma samzareulodan gamoixeda. – me nina ara var, lamara mqvia. – xo, lamara, Cemo sicocxle, borjomi da limonaTi exlave mogvitane! okei? – ki, batono, mogarTmevT. 140 prezervativis istoria saqarTveloSi (da aramarto aq) sxvadasxva adamianebs da jgufebs gansxvavebuli damokidebuleba aqvT prezervativis mimarT. zogi mis saWiroebas aRiarebs, gansakuTrebiT, sqesobrivi gziT gadamdebi daavadebebis da arasasurveli orsulobis Tavidan asacileblad, sxvebi prezervativs araTu usargeblo, “borot” nivTadac ki miiCneven, ramdenadac mas mxolod zneobrivad miuRebel urTierTobebs ukavSireben. prezervativs Zalze didi xnis istoria aqvs, is erT-erTi uZvelesi saSualebaa veneriuli daavadebebis da arasasurveli orsulobis Tavidan asacileblad. prezervativs bevr kulturasa da xalxSi iyenebdnen da igi sxvadasxvanairad gamoiyureboda. prezervativis Sesaxeb erT-erTi yvelaze adreuli cnobebi berZen istorikosTa SromebSi gvxvdeba. Cvenamde moaRwia, agreTve, prezervativis gamoyenebis cnobebma Zvel egvi pteSi, me-XIX dinastiis dros (13501200 wlebi qristeSobamde). kairos erovnul muzeumSi inaxeba Cvenamde moRweuli uZvelesi prezervativi. egvi ptel mecnierTa azriT, mas egviptis faraoni tutanhamoni (1343-1325 ww. qristeSobamde) moixmarda. amave periodSi iaponelebsac hqondaT prezervativis msgavsi ram gamogonebuli, rasac Zalian rbili tyavisgan amzadebdnen da “kavagatas” eZaxdnen. Zvel romSi prezervativs farTod iyenebdnen. romaelebs ukve hqondaT warmodgena veneriuli daavadebebis Sesaxeb. sando wyaroebi gvamcnobs, rom ro141 Tavi IV – `nina?~ es `nina~ ra iyo, saidan moitane? – Caacivda kauCuka. – prosto, ra. aba, `qalo, borjomi moitao~, xo ar daviZaxebdi. `nina!~ ufro kulturulia. – ra kulturuli, ris kulturuli? qals lamara qvia da Sen ninas eZaxi. exla amaze sporobdnen naxevari saaTi. lamaram TefSebi Wiqebi, borjomi da limonaTi moitana. – kaniaki minda! – gamoacxada kauCukam. – lamara, kaniaki gaaqvT? – ki. `sarajiSvili~ da `neZura~. – ra kaniaki, Sen xo ar gaafrine?! – gadairia pingvina. – `neZura~ ra kaniakia, pirvelad mesmis? – axali brendia. axaldaba uSvebs. – ganmarta lamaram. – SenTvis rogor SeiZleba spirti, mokvdebi, Se degenerato! – midi ra! me vici, rasac vakeTeb. `sarajiSvili~ mogvitane! – Zeba, uTxari! metadonze kaniaki rogor SeiZleba?! – me ro vambob – SeiZleba! gaige?! eqimebma miTxres! – ra giTxres, Se dauno, metadons spirti daayoleo? – Sen ras gadamekide? Tu guli agifrialda, ormozdaaTi grami kargi kaniaki xie da gagivliso, va! – tyuili! – ra tyuili, to, Cemi Tavis mteri xo ara var?! 142 maeli legionerebi prezervativebis dasamzadeblad mtris mokluli mebrZolebis kunTovan qsovils xmarobdnen. Zveli romis mxedarTmTavrebi zrunavdnen imaze, rom xangrZlivi samxedro laSqrobebis dros jariskacebisTvis daerigebinaT Sinauri wvrilfexa saqonlis gamomSrali nawlavebisgan damzadebuli prezervativebi. antonius liberiusis cnobiT, prezervativs qalebisTvisac amzadebdnen saqonlis saSarde buStisagan. Sua saukuneebSi prezervativi TiTqmis daviwyebas mieca. misi saWiroeba arnaxuli simwvaviT dadga mas Semdeg, rac gaCnda veneriuli daavadeba – sifilisi, romelic evropaSi 1494 wels kolumbis eqspediciis wevrebma Semoitanes kunZul haitidan. 1564 wels gamoqveynda italieli anatomis gabriel falopis (1523-1563) nawarmoebi: `De Morbo Gallico~. masSi aRwerilia selis boWkos prezervativi da misi srulyofis SesaZleblobebi specialuri qimiuri xsnarebis da gamoSrobis teqnologiis gamoyenebiT. falopim prezervativi 1100 mamakacs gamoacdevina: arcerT maTgans sifilisi ar gadasdebia. prezervativis Semdgomi ganviTareba moxda inglisSi, mefe Carlz meoris (1630-85 ww.) sasaxlis karze. swores aq miiRo man saxeli “kondomi” (saidanac warmosdgeba prezervativis Jargonuli dasaxeleba), misi udidebulesobis, samefo armiis polkovnikis, grafi kondomis (Condom an Condum) sapativsacemod (Tumca, bevri miiCnevs, rom es sityva warmoiSva laTinuri sityvidan condus, rac `Semnaxvels~ niSnavs). grafma kondomma (romelic eqimic iyo) mefisaTvis cxvris nawlavisa da zeTisagan daamzada Casaxvis sawinaaRmde143 Tavi IV – ara, meurveTa sabWo xar! – kauCuk, marTla ambob, Tu Cven gvaboleb? – Sewuxda Zeba. – ra gamiCmaxeT saqme? eqimma egre Tqva, naneiSvilma. wadi da kiTxe, to! – kargi, maSin ormocdaaTi grami moatanine. – vin gagixsnis `sarajiSvils~ da vin Camogisxams ormozdaaT grams, blero?! – iqneb `neZura~ gagixsnan. – Seisxi eg `neZura~! kaniaks ro egeTi rame qvia, znaCit fselia, eg rogor unda dalio?! – mere `sarajiSvili~ ra Rirs, ici? fuli ar gveyofa, – bolojer gaibrZola pingvinam. – gveyofa, pingvin, gveyofa! daspakoindi ra, Se Cemis trulaila! ar waiRo tvini! yvelaferi erTad moitanes: xinkali, qababi, tomati da koniaki. kauCukam Camoasxa. – midi, pingvin, gviTxari rame, – ra giTxraT? RmerTs dideba, Cven mSvidoba. davai, paiexali! – Sen ara svam goglik? – ara. – rato? – vabSe ara vsvam. ar mevaseba. – xaraSo. me mapatieT... kauCuka adga, Cvensken zurgiT Setrialda. cal xelSi koniakiani Wiqa daiWira, meoreSi – borjomiani. mere koniakiani WiqiT pirjvari gadaiwera, daur144 go patara “tomsikebi”. sxva samefo pirTa da aristokratTa moTxovniT (romelTa ugulebelyofa graf kondoms ar SeeZlo), Seiqmna prezervativebis mcireseriuli warmoebac. ase gaCnda savaWro marka `kondomi~. me-17 saukuneSi prezervativi farTod gamoiyeneboda inglisSi, ise rogorc danarCen evropaSi. londonis muzeumSi gamofenilia 1640 wliT daTariRebuli cxovelis nawlavisgan damzadebuli prezervativi, romelic birminhemis erT-erT cixe-koSkSia napovni. kauCukis (rezinis) pirveli prezervativebi Zalze arasaimedo iyo. viTareba diametralurad Seicvala kauCukis vulkanizaciis procesis aRmoCeniT, romelic amerikeli C. gudieris da ingliseli T. henkokis saxelebs ukavSirdeba. 1844 wels gudierma daapatenta Tavisi gamogoneba. swored am wlidan iqca kauCukis prezervativebi masobriv produqtad, rodesac axali teqnologiiT miRebulma kauCukma gamoyeneba hpova kontracefciaSi. dasawyisSi rezinis prezervativebi mravaljeradi gamoyenebis iyo. maT recxavdnen gamoyenebis Semdeg, avlebdnen specialur xsnarSi da fuTavdnen patara xis kolofebSi. prezervativebis Sesaxeb xmamaRla aravin saubrobda, miT ufro, bavSvebis TandaswrebiT. me-20 saukunis dasawyisSi organizacia “socialuri higienis amerikuli asociacia~ sastik brZolas awarmoebda prezervativebis akrZalvisaTvis. am asociaciis wevrebi Tvlidnen, rom nebismierma adamianma, vinc midis veneriuli infeqciiT daavadebis riskze, Tavadve unda zRos Sedegebis gamo. es gancxadeba mimarTuli iyo, agreTve, amerikel jariskacebze, rom145 Tavi IV tya da egreve borjomi miayola. amas mohyva raRac ucnauri ymuilisa da kvnesismagvari xmebi. ro motrialda – sul wiTeli iyo, Sublze ofli asxamda, Tvalebidan ki cremlebi sdioda. – fu, Seni! ra kaifia egeTi daleva, gamagebine? saWmeli aRar gvaWama am degeneratma! – aRSfoTda pingvina. – znaCit, kaifia. waval, pirze wyals Sevisxam. rogorc ki gavida, pingvina Cvensken gadmoiwia da saidumlod gviTxra: – Zmebo, magisTvis daleva ar SeiZleba; ha, ha, asi grami, meti ara. magram xo xedavT, giJia, ver vaCereb. davai, Cven davlioT rac SeiZleba meti, ro magas mizeri Sexvdes, xaraSo? – daasxi, sanam mosula, me magis aranormaluri Wkuac ra vTqvi! cota Senc mogvexmare, goglik! – Tqva Zebam. ra meqna? aviRe da magaTTan erTad davlie. sanam eg debili dabrundeboda, meorec mivayoleT. me cxovrebaSi erTxel davlie Rvino da magra gamityda, cudad gavxdi. es koniaki kide, Tavidan ar momewona, magram meore Wiqis mere gaaswora. kauCuka cota dawynarebuli dabrunda, boTlisTvis arc Seuxedavs, xinkals miawva. aiRebda, mokbiCavda, TiTqmis naxevars tovebda da agdebda. or wuTSi zedized xuTi daaToxlava. es kaci rasac akeTebda, yvelaferi aranormaluri iyo. gaocebuli vuyurebdi. roca meeqvsec daiTria, Zebam veRar moiTmina: 146 lebic pirvel msoflio omSi (1914-18 ww.) monawileobdnen. amerikuli samxedro SenaerTebi iyo erTaderTi SeiaraRebuli Zalebi pirveli msoflio omis dros evropis teritoriaze, romlebic ar iyenebdnen prezervativebs. swored amitom, amerikelebs hqondaT sqesobrivi gziT gadamdebi infeqciebis yvelaze maRali maCveneblebi – 1919 wels am infeqciebiT amerikel jariskacTa TiTqmis 77% iyo daavadebuli. rac ar unda sakvirveli Candes, sabWoTa kavSirSi prezervativebis warmoeba 30-ian wlebSi, lavrenti berias mxardaWeriT daiwyo. moskovis olqSi aSenda kauCukis nakeTobaTa qarxana, romelic 1936 wels amoqmedda da mTel qveyanaSi gaiTqva saxeli prezervativebis gamoSvebiT (sainteresoa, rom prezervativs sxva saxelic hqonda: “nakeToba #2”, martivi mizezis gamo: “nakeToba #1” qarxanaSi airwinaRebs erqva). me-20 saukunis 60-ian wlebSi, seqsualuri revoluciis periodSi, prezervativis gamoyeneba praqtikulad Sewyda. amas xeli Seuwyo sqesobrivi gziT gadamdebi yvelaze gavrcelebuli infeqciebis (gonorea, igive triperi, da sifilisi) warmatebulma mkurnalobam antibiotikebis daxmarebiT, agreTve, efeqturi kontraceftivebis (Casaxvis sawinaaRmdego preparatebis) gamogonebam. Tumca, prezervativebis saWiroeba kvlav dadga 1980ian wlebSi, rodesac msofliom Seityo axali daavadebis – aiv-infeqciis Sesaxeb. dResdReobiT, arsebobs prezervativebis 80-ze meti saxeoba, romlebic rezinis gansakuTrebuli nairsaxeobis, lateqsisagan mzaddeba. wyaro: www.aids.ru 147 Tavi IV etyoba, miuCvevelze TavSi mxia. amis mere yvelaferi bind-bundSi maxsovs, kinos naglejebiviT. vsvamT, viciniT, mere isev vsvaT. pingvina isev riJa violaze bazrobs. kauCuka viRacas urekavs telefonze. sadRacidan stopka iCiTeba. danaoWebuli, tupoi saxe aqvs da mokankale xelebi. meore boTli mogvaq. stopka borjomis Wiqas avsebs. vamCnev, ro me naklebs misxamen... isev violas axseneben... kide vsvamT... stopkas xma iavnanasaviT Camesmis: – posluSai, pingvinCik, davai, mobilnik. ia tebe uznaiu nomer telefona kauCuka viRacas raRacaze uTanxmdeba. ar mesmis ras CaliCoben... pingvina gaciebul xinkals maZalebs... Zeba sadregrZelos iTxovs. Sukas adRegrZeleben... ratomRac yvela me miWaxunebs Wiqas... yvelaferi trialebs... gogras minda davureko, magram nomeri mereva, samjerve sxvagan vxvdebi... sazizRari suni dgas, etyoba plans ewevian... 148 cxrili #6 vin aris pirvel rigSi narkomani? 1. 2. avadmyofi saSiSi daavadebebis, maT Soris, aiv/Sidsis gamavrcelebeli 3. damnaSave 4. Cveulebrivi adamiani, romelsac aqvs gansxvavebuli Cveva 5. Tavisufali adamiani (`kai tipi~) – cxovrobs ise, rogorc unda miWirs pasuxis gacema (%) – me meti aRar minda, dalSe Tqven SeubereT, – gamoacxada kauCukam. narkomanebis mimarT moswavleTa damokidebuleba sxvadasxvagvaria, Tumca, Sefasebebi swori TanmimdevrobiT “lagdeba”: narkomani, pirvel rigSi, avadmyofia, Semdeg – saSiSi daavadebebis (maT Soris aiv/Sidsis gamavrcelebeli), Semdeg – damnaSave da a.S. marTalia, sxva ganwyobebTan SedarebiT, yvelaze susti da arapopularulia narkomanze romantikuli da gaidealebuli warmodgena (“narkomani Tavisufali adamiania”, “kai ti pia”), Tumca, mainc sagulisxmoa, rom moswavleTa TiTqmis meoTxedi (23.2%), met-naklebad, aseT ganwyobasac atarebs (ix. cxrili #6): ar veTanxmebi (%) pingvinam kide Camoasxa. davlieT. me ukve kargad viyavi. sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi veTanxmebi (%) – ras akeTeb, to? – ra iyo, ras vakeTeb? – egre Wama rogor SeiZleba? daixrCobi. – dardi nu gaq, ZaRli koWlobiT ara kvdeba, – daamSvida kauCukam. 85.3 7.9 6.8 64.9 16.6 18.5 50.2 35.2 14.8 38.3 42.3 19.4 23.2 59.6 17.2 149 Tavi IV – ha, ikeTeb tatuirovkas, Zmao, Tu ara? – mekiTxeba kauCuka. – aba, ra! – icode, jvari ar daixato, grexia. Cemma mamaom amikrZala. gareT gamovdivarT... sakuTar sxeuls ver vgrZnob... wvims... manqanas zurgiT veyudebi da saxes wvimas vuSver... magra asworebs... – Corni bumer, Corni bumer... – mReris stopka. – nu bRavi, Se taSto! ver gaige, ro smena ara gaqvs! sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gamokiTxva aCvenebs, rom narkomanis `romantizaciis~ tendencia biWebTan ufro gamokveTilia, vidre gogonebTan. amasTan, biWebi ufro liberalurad arian ganwyobilni narkomanis mimarT. magaliTad, narkomans “Tavisufal adamianad” da “karg ti pad” miiCnevs vaJebis 17.3%, xolo gogonebis 11.9%. sul davsveldi... saxlSi minda... rogorc iqna, kauCuka amoeTra im dampali saxinklidan... manqaniT mivdivarT sadRac... telefoni rekavs... mamaCemia... – moval... xo... male moval, ra mogivida!.. damanebe, ra Tavi... telefoni mivardeba... stopkas fexebSi gdia... ver vwvdebi... stopka Tavis saxlTan Cadis... – cudad xo ara xar, to? – mekiTxeba Zeba. – eqselenT! sololakSi varT. manqanidan gadmovdivar. Zeba padiezdis karebs awveba. kari daketilia. – ezodanaa Sesasvleli. biWo, goglik, Sen prosta uTxari ro tatuirovka ginda, azres? danarCens Cven mivxedavT. 150 151 Tavi IV – Zeba, aha, mayuTi. eg stapracentni winaswar mogTxovT. ro SexvalT, Sen texnikurad ukan darCi da zamoki Ria dagvitove. me da Zeba ezoSi SevdivarT... viRacis karze vakakunebT... wiTelTmiani qali aRebs... viola? ... binaSi manikiuris, iodis da mJave kombostos suni dgas. yvelaferi Zvelia da mtvriani... oTaxSi saweri magida, kbilis eqimisnairi savarZeli, SuSis bankebiT gamotenili Taroebi da viwro taxtia. kuTxeSi – TeTri emalis vedro... – eta vi mne zvanili? tatu, ro gindaT, ara? – gvekiTxeba wiTelTmiani. – ki. – orives? – ki. – sad gindaT? – rogor, sad? – ukvirs Zebas. – nu, xelze, fexze, mxarze, tanze, ukan, win, inwimnie mesta, rame... – a, xelze, – ambobs Zeba. – vremenni, Tu pastaiani? – droebiTi. – daufiqreblad vpasuxob. – ara, ra droebiTi! – iZaxis Zeba. – kargi, pastaianni. – ra Rirs? – sxvadasxva fasia. smatria rogori naxati ginda: advili, sloJni, didi, patara. viola CemTan modis, raRac sqel wigns mCris da meubneba: 152 risk-jgufebi risk-jgufebi – esaa raRac niSniT gaerTianebuli adamianebi, romelTaTvisac aiv-iT inficirebis riski saSualoze maRalia. gasagebia, rom pirvel rigSi esaa intravenuri narkotikebis momxmareblebi da isini, visac aqvs daucveli seqsualuri kontaqtebi SemTxveviT partniorebTan. magram arsebobs faqtorebi, romlebic am kategoriebSi moxvedras uwyobs xels. axalgazrdoba. rogorc mravalricxovanma gamokvlevebma aCvena, axalgazrdebi, sxva asakobriv jgufebTan SedarebiT, ufro xSirad inficirdebian aiviT. amis mizezebi mravalgvaria – axali STabeWdilebebis Zieba, TviTdamkvidreba, wamxeduroba, udardeloba, codnis ukmarisoba, alkoholi, ` msubuqi~ narkotikebi, rogoricaa plani an eqstazi – yvelaferi es sagrZnoblad zrdis aiv-Tan dakavSirebuli riskis Semcveli qcevis albaTobas; riskis Semcveli qcevebi ki ukve viciT: daucveli seqsi da intavenuri narkotikebis moxmareba usafrTxoebis wesebis dacvis gareSe. migrantebi, anu is adamianebi, romlebis sxva qveynebSi Tu regionebSi midian samuSaos saZebnelad Tu sxva mizezebis gamo. ojaxisagan mowyveta, mouwyobeli cxovreba, mZime samuSao, ucxo, zogjer ki mtruli garemo, ukanono Tu kriminalur saqmianobaSi Cabma yvelaferi es erTad da cal-calke Zlier stress gansazRvravs; aseT pirobebSi adamiani xSirad iviwyebs sifrTxiles da daeZebs gantvirTvis, Tavdaviwyebis, garTobis saSualebebs. gasakviri araa, rom amgvar 153 Tavi IV – vibirai. verafers ver vxedav, Cem win erTi Wreli laqaa gadRabnili. alalbedze TiTs vadeb furcels. – TxuTmeti lari. Zeba uxmod iRebs jibidan fuls da sawer magidaze debs. violas savarZelTan mivyevar. – saZis. es aiwie. vjdebi da marcxena saxelos viwev. Tavbru mexveva. viola raRacas mawepebs xelze. gamWvirvale celofaniviTaa, zed naxatiT. TiTon seifTan midis da aRebs... wamakimara... ramdeni wuTi gavida, ar vici... raRaca zuzuni da Zebas xma maRviZebs. Tvals vaxel. Tavze viola wamomdgomia. xelSi cicinos eleqtromiqserisnairi CarTuli aparati uWiravs, boloSi grZeli nemsiT. – gekiTxebiT, eg nemsi axalia? – imeorebs Zeba. – rogor. axalia? axali ra, karaqi xo ar aris?! – qalo, viRacis naxmari nemsiT ukeTeb? – oci welia am saqmeSi var, Sen ras maswavli? lawiraki! – binZuri nemsiT, rogor ukeTeb? e? – yvela siansis mere spirtiTa vwmindam! gaige? da me Seni `e~ ara var, Spana nedonoSennaia! – cota zrdilobianad melaparake, gaige?! – aba, exla wadi aqedan! me Sen gaCveneb zrdilobas, kliaoznik nesCasni! barbaciT wamovdeqi, wirplian TvalebSi Cavxede 154 viTarebaSi izrdeba aiv-Tan dakavSirebuli riskis Semcveli qcevis albaToba. gavimeorebT, aseTi qcevebia daucveli seqsi da intavenuri narkotikebis moxmareba usafrTxoebis wesebis dacvis gareSe. rogorc gamoirkva, arsebobs garkveuli profesiebi, romelTa warmomadgenlebisTvisac aiv-iT inficirebis riski saSualoze maRalia. saxeldobr, is adamianebi, romlebic xSir mogzaurobas saWiroebs – biznesmenebi, sareklamo agentebi, mezRvaurebi, treilerebis mZRolebi da sxva misTanani. amgvari profesiebis warmomadgenlebi mZime samuSao dRis Semdeg garTobas eZeben – Sesabamisad, izrdeba daucveli seqsis albaToba. fsiqologebma aRmoaCines, rom garkveuli pirovnuli niSnebi, xasiaTis Taviseburebebi, agreTve, zrdis aiv-iT inficirebis risks. gamovyofT or aseT niSans. pirvelia e.w. hedonizmi (berZnuli sityvidan `hedone~, rac `siamovnebas~ niSnavs) – xorcieli siamovnebisaken swrafva, anu kargi Wama-sma, seqsi, xSirad narkotikebi. hedonistisaTvis axal-axali siamovnebis Zieba cxovrebis ZiriTad, xSirad erTaderT, mizans Seadgens; Sesabamisad, daqveiTebulia sifrTxile, pasuxismgebloba, janmrTelobaze zrunva, rasac arcTu iSviaTad mZime Sedegebi mohyveba, maT Soris _ Sidsi. saqarTveloSi hedonisturi cxovrebiseuli orientacia sakmaod xSiria, amitom daakvirdiT Tqvens Tavs, Tu SeamCnieT, rom amgvari ganwyoba araa TqvenTvis ucxo, kargad dafiqrdiT, Rirs Tu ara wuTieri siamovneba Zalian seriozul riskad. kidev erTi, riskis matarebeli, pirovnuli niSa155 Tavi IV da ramdenadac ki SemeZlo mSvidad vuTxari: – Tqven, qalbatono viola, xarT TaRliTi da mkvleli. Tqven gamo Cvenma klaselma spidi aikida da amitom pasuxi unda agoT! mere ra moxda kargad ar maxsovs. viola iseT xmaze akivlda, ro me megona sirena CairTo. davinaxe, ro Tavisi nemsiani `miqseri~ momiqnia, magram Zeba eca da xelidan gamoglija. im wamsve Sua oTaxSi kauCuka da pingvina gaCdnen. magaT danaxvaze, violam xavili daiwyo: – miSveleT! mklaven, mklaven! mezoblebo! – Cumad! – dauyvira kauCukam – aravin ara gklavs! – vina xarT, ra gindaT?! – ar Cerdeba viola. – sanitaruli inspeqcia varT, gaige, qalo? – iZaxis pingvina. – sabuTi! Seni sabuTi maCvene! sad ari sabuTi?! – mTel xmaze yviris viola, saweri magidisken garbis da telefonis yurmils iadebs. meCveneba, ro es yvelaferi sinamdvileSi ki ar xdeba – sizmarSi vxedav. pingvinam iskupa da telefons daafara xeli. – me, Sen adgilze, policias ar davuZaxebdi. egeni uaresad Cagxdian. jobia, Cvennair wesier xalxTan moilaparako. amisi Tqma damTavrebulic ar hqonda, ro violam magididan Zveleburi marmarilos presi daiTria da mTeli ZaliT xia TavSi. pingvina ki ar waiqca – CaifSvna. gaxeTqili warbidan sisxlma ifeTqa. sqeli qali 156 nia fatalizmi (laTinuri sityvidan `fatum~ - `bedi~), anu rwmena imisa, rom sakuTar beds ver aicileb, `rac giweria, imas ver Secvli~. amgvari cxovrebiseuli poziciis adamianebi naklebad zrunaven janmrTelobaze, ar icaven Tavs SesaZlo safrTxeebisagan, maT Soris Sidsisagan, radgan `beds mainc ver gaeqcevi~, xolo Tu raime daemarTaT, amas isev beds miaweren. Tu Tqven fatalistTa ricxvs ganekuTvnebiT, ras ityviT Semdeg faqtze: amerikis SeerTebuli Statebis teritoriis did nawilze sakmaod xSiria damangreveli qarborbala – tornado. magram xdeba ucnauri ram – miuxedavad tornados erTnairi sixSirisa, misgan samxreT StatebSi sagrZnoblad meti adamiani iRupeba, vidre CrdiloeTSi; rogorc gamoirkva, amis mizezi swored fatalizmis gansxvavebuli donea: Crdiloelebi Tvals adevneben amindis prognozs, xolo tornados safrTxis gamocxadebis SemTxvevaSi dauyonebliv iReben usafrTxoebis zomebs; samxreTelebi ki ufro fatalistebi arian: `gamocxadda tornado? SeiZleba Cvenamde arc moaRwios; Tu moaRwia kidec, rames movimoqmedeb, saboloo jamSi ki yvelaferi gangebis xelSia...~. Sedegi ki fatalistebis maRali sikvdilianobaa. ase rom, bedi bedad, magram usafrTxoebis zomebi namdvilad araa xelwamosakravi ram... bolos da bolos, rkinis karebi da manqanis signalizacia tyuilad xom araa mogonili? 157 Tavi IV balerinasaviT gadafrinda Zirs gaTxlaSul pingvinas da gasasvlelisaken gaiqca. Tan gauCereblad kioda. win kauCuka gadaeRoba. – sad mirbixar, suka! violam presi mouqnia. kauCukam gaweva moaswro. viola adgilze dabzrialda da iatakze mojda, magram manamde presi xelidan gausxlta, gafrinda da SuSebian Taros miexeTqva. albaT, granatis afeTqebas ar moyveboda egeTi xma. Taro zaTqiT CamoiSala. am dros, Semosasvleli kari xmauriT Semoingra da oTaxSi mantirovkiT SeiaraRebuli, reituzebsa da maikaSi gamowyobili, ulvaSebiani kaci Semovarda. ukan, saSineli wyevliTa da wiokiT, viRac loyebRaJRaJa qali moyveboda, Tan polis joxs iqnevda. ulvaSebiani kaci Cem pirdapir aRmoCnda. mivxvdi, rom Tu ar viSustrebdi, mantirovkiT gamiCexavda Tavs. egreve nikapSi vwepe muSti. vabSe magari udari maqvs, magram eg, etyoba, pirutyvi iyo viRaca – ar davarda, prosta, cota xniT gaiTiSa. amasobaSi kauCukam polis joxi aicdina, vedros wamoavlo xeli da kacs esrola. egeTi rame ar minaxavs – vedro haerSi amotrialda da pirdapir Tavze Camoemxo ulvaSebians. vedros qvemodan saSineli Rmuili moisma. – davai, droze! – daiZaxa kauCukam da gareT gavarda. me da Zebam oTxze mdgari, dasisxlianebuli pingvina wamovayeneT da oTaxidan movxieT. karSi ro gavdiodi, uknidan violas nasroli cocxi da gineba momyva. gareT, ro gamovvardiT, quCis bolos sapatrulo manqanis migalkas movkari Tvali. – davai, droze! – dagviyira, kauCukam romelic 158 sociologiuri gamokiTxvis Sedegebi gansxvavebebi saqarTvelos regionebs Soris: gamokiTxvis saerTo monacemebis fonze gamoiyofa sami, SedarebiT problemuri, regioni: samcxe javaxeTi (yvelaze metad), qvemo qarTli da guria, romlebSic, parametrTa umravlesobis mixedviT, aradamakmayofilebeli mdgomareobaa. es parametrebia: • Sidsis Sesaxeb codnis done (aRniSnul regionebSi es done yvelaze dabalia); • saqarTvelosTvis Sidsis saSiSroebis gacnobiereba (am regionebSi safrTxis gancda SedarebiT “moClungebulia”). • aiv/SidsiT inficirebulTa mimarT damokidebuleba (samcxe-javaxeTi da qvemo qarTli gamoirCeva uaryofiTad ganwyobilTa SedarebiTi siWarbiT); • narkomanebis mimarT damokidebuleba (samcxe-javaxeTSi narkomanebis misamarTiT yvelaze xSiria pasuxi “damnaSave~ da yvelaze naklebad xSiri “avadmyofi~); • damcavi saSualebebis (prezervativis) gamoyeneba (samcxe-javaxeTSi yvelaze maRalia seqsis dros prezervativis argamomyenebelTa xvedriTi wili) pasuxebidan gamomdinare, ikveTeba moswavleebSi narkotikebis moxmarebis (Spricis, an Spricis gareSe) sami done: SedarebiT dabali (kaxeTi, samcxe-javaxeTi, qvemo qarTli, imereTi), saSualo (Sida qarTli, aWara, guria, samegrelo) da SedarebiT maRali (Tbilisi). 159 Tavi IV ukve `Sevroles~ saWesTan ijda. Zeba da Tavgatexili pingvina ukan Caeyarnen, me win, kauCukas gverdiT. giJebiviT mivqrivarT. sad, aravin icis. – pingvin, cocxali, xar, e? – kauCuka sarkeSi iyureba da cdilobs Wriloba dainaxos. – au, es ra iyo, to! – ara uSavs, – ambobs Zeba, – marto warbi aqvs gaxeTqili. – biWo, goglik, gaixede xo ar mogvdeven! – meubneba kauCuka. – Tu mogvdeven, savarcxeli gadaagde, simon! – kide Radaobis Tavi aqvs pingvinas. – ar vici, me mgoni ar mogvdeven, magram Tu egre giJiviT atare, naRdad gagvaCerebs patruli. – ise, goglik, saRol! ro ar geSustra, eg pirutyvi griSa yvelas mantirovkiT dagvxocavda. ideini qarTvelia! – eg iyo griSa? – xo. biWo, exla ras vfiqrob, ici? modi mainc, amaRam Sen da Zeba sadme darCiT, ar agiyvanon. sadme CamoxtiT, sanam gauCerebivarT. – da Tqven? – amas eqimi unda. gasakeri eqneba. naneiSvilTan aviyvan. manqanasac magis garaJSi davagdeb. amiT siaruli ar SeiZleba. – Se siraqlema, naneiSvili fsiqiatria da narkologi, risi gamkeravi eg ari? – mere, mTeli brigada xirurgebi yavs Zmakacebi, daurekavs, movlen da gagikeraven. goglik, miTxari, 160 narkomania – saqarTvelos #1 problema 2005 wlis monacemebiT1 , saqarTveloSi 24 aTasi narkotikis momxmarebelia registrirebuli. sxvaTa Soris, es Tormetjer metia, vidre mezobel somxeTSi, xolo kidev ufro meti, vidre azerbaijanSi. rac Seexeba araregistrirebulebs... maTi ricxvi bevrad, bevrad metia. sxvadasxva SefasebiT, dRes saqarTveloSi narkotikis 250-350 aTasi momxmarebelia. marTalia, am ricxvSi Sedian isinic, vinc narkotiks xmarobs ara regularulad, aramed drodadro, agreTve, planis mwevelebi, toqsikomanebi da a.S. magram mainc... gamoakeliT saqarTvelos mTel mosaxleobas bavSvebi, xandazmulebi, qalebis didi umravlesoba (es jerjerobiT, Torem qal-narkomanTa raodenobac izrdeba) da gamogivaT, rom 15-dan 55-mde qarTvel mamakacTa naxevarze meti mudmivad an xangamoSvebiT moixmars narkotikebs. `mZime~, anu venaSi gakeTebuli narkotikebis mudmivi momxmareblebis, sxva sityvebiT, avadmyofi narkomanebis ricxvi daaxloebiT 35 aTasia. cxadi xdeba, rom narkomania Cveni, rogorc eris, yvelaze didi problemaa. 1 x. TodaZe, g. leJava, q. stvilia, m. cincaZe, d. javaxiSvili. narkosituacia saqarTveloSi. wliuri angariSi, 2005. 161 Tavi IV sad CamogsvaT. Sors ver wagiyvanT, sadme aqve adiT. – aq sad avideT, to? – kiTxulobs Zeba. ucbaT TavSi minaTdeba: – gogras saxlTana varT, davai, gograsTan avideT! – au, ara, to mitydeba. dedamisia saxlSi. – mere ra, ninuli esec gaigebs da isec... – he, Sustrad exla, dro aRar ari! – gvaCqarebs kauCuka. – davai, gaaCere! Camosvla ver movaswariT, ro kauCukam adgilidan mowyvita manqana. erTmaneTs gadavxedeT. – Cemi bralia yvelaferi. ar unda avyolodiT am debilebs, – naRvlianad Tqva Zebam. – koniakis bralia. mamaCemi momklavs. fu, me amis dedac vatire! Cem cxovrebaSi aRar davlev! – ra dros mamaSenia, goglik, srokze mivdivarT. – vnaxoT, jer kacma ar icis. Zlivs avlaslasdiT mesame sarTulze. gogras karTan vdgevarT. magra mitydeba. debili var! idioti! araferi ar meSveleba. ra daaWers zaris Rilaks TiTs? 162 ufrosklaselebTan Sexvedrebze Cven xSirad gvekiTxebian, Tu ra aris subuteqsi, romelic bolo wlebSi Zalze gavrcelda Cvens qveyanaSi. subuteqsi aris preparati, romelsac, instruqciis mixedviT peroralurad, anu piris Rrus meSveobiT miiReba. mas aqvs tkivilgamayuCebeli da damawynarebeli efeqti, magram misi mTavari daniSnulebaa lomkis moxsna da am gziT narkomaniis mkurnaloba (lomkis Sesaxeb qvemoT ufro detalurad gveqneba saubari). am meTodma sakmaod kargi Sedegebi gamoiRo, magram male viRacam aRmoaCina (amboben, rom es baltiispireTis erT-erT qveyanaSi moxda), rom venaSi SeSxapunebisas preparats narkotikuli efeqti gaaCnia. amis Semdeg subuteqsi swrafad gavrcelda yofili sabWoTa kavSiris qveynebSi (dasavleTSi subuteqsi narkotikad praqtikulad ar gamoiyeneba), maT Soris saqarTveloSi, rasac xeli, pirvel rigSi, iman Seuwyo, rom preparati sakmaod advilad xelmisawvdomia evropaSi, SedarebiT iafia da Tanac, Zneli aRmosaCenia sabaJos TanamSromlebisaTvis (igi saqarxno SefuTviT Semodis, ris gamoc narkotikebze specialurad dageSili ZaRlebi mis suns ver grZnoben). maleve gamoirkva, rom subuteqzze Sejdoma Zalian seriozul zians ayenebs fizikursa da fsiqikur janmrTelobas. sul bolo xanebSi erTi kargi ambavi gaxda cnobili: subuteqsis mwarmoebeli kompaniebi TandaTan amcireben mis gamoSvebas da gadadian axali preparatis, suboqsonis warmoebaze. suboqsonis damaxasiaTebili isaa, rom Tu dalie rogorc wesi da rigia, subuteqsis efeqti aqvs, xolo Tu venaSi SeiSxapune, araTu kaifs, erTob arasasiamovno SegrZnebas iwvevs. ase rom, iseTi piri uCans, rom subuteqsis xanmokle aRzeveba dasasruls uaxlovdeba. 163 Tavi Tavi V ra ucnauria, adamianebze Wkvianuri argumentebi ise ar moqmedebs, rogorc cremli. Sukas mimarT Cveni klaselebis damokidebuleba mTlianad ro Seicvala, aravin daitrabaxos: arc me, arc goglikom, arc Zebam. es kanWiaSvilis damsaxurebaa. exla yvela cdilobs TanagrZnoba da siTbo gamouxatos. im dRes eTeris tirili ro ar daewyo, ara mgonia rame Secvliliyo. dRemde ar vici ra moxda. kidev kargi, ro gulqva aravin aRmoCnda. saerTod, yvelaferi kargad iqneboda, rom ara goglikos da Zebas sisulele. dedaCemis saxe ar damaviwydeba, roca es ori mTvrali degenerati gamomecxada saxlSi. viTom ixtibars ar itexdnen, magram SeSinebulebi Candnen. vgrZnobdi, erTi suli hqondaT, sanam Tavis sagmiro saqmeebs momiyvebodnen, magram ninulisi eridebodaT. Cems oTaxSi gaviyvane da Zliv-ZlivobiT movayole yvelaferi. darwmunebuli var, raRac-raRaceebi mainc damimales da bolomde ar Tqves. – Tqven ara xarT srul Wkuaze! exla ras apirebT? – Tu ar gagvagdeb, amaRam divanze daviZinebT, TavSeqceviT. – kargi, magram xval? – xval ar vici... – xval SeiZleba policia movides. amaze rato ar ifiqreT, roca violasTan midiodiT. 164 narkomanias saqarTveloSi erTi, Zalian samwuxaro, Tavisebureba axasiaTebs: sxva qveynebis umravlesobaSi narkotikebs ZiriTadad etanebian an e.w. bohemuri wreebis warmomadgenlebi (rok-musikosebi, msaxiobebi da a.S.), an isini, vinc sazogadoebisagan gariyulad grZnobs Tavs (umuSevrebi, emigrantebi, kriminalebi da a.S.); amasTan, narkomania umTavresad did qalaqebSia gavrcelebuli, isic mxolod garkveul ubnebSi. CvenTan ki kaifobs qalaqeli da sofleli, mdidari da Raribi, biznesmeni da umuSevari... ra moxda? ratom gadaviqeciT narkomanebis qveyanad? sakiTxi Zalian rTulia, magram mainc vcadoT, nawilobriv mainc, gaverkveT amaSi. cota fsiqologia narkomans garkveuli fsiqologiuri Tvisebebi axasiaTebs: igi aravis endoba, amave dros “wyeniaa~ da boRmiani, ver itans uars, advilad Riziandeba; xSirad tyuis; ver akontrolebs sakuTar grZnobebs – an sruliad ar gamoxatavs, an, piriqiT – gamoxatavs zedmetad; daqveiTebuli aqvs sakuTar Tavze zrunvis unari; arasworad afasebs sakuTar Tavs – an Zalze dabla, an, piriqiT, gadametebulad. axla ki warmoidgineT aseTi, Zalian mtkivneuli situacia: saSualo ojaxSi gazrdili saSualo bavSvi, romelic, raRac mizezebis gamo, mowyda mSoblebs, zrunvis gareSe darCa da iZulebulia, TviT mouaros Tavs, amis gamocdileba ki ara aqvs. warmoidgineT? axla ki dafiqrdiT, rogori fsiqologiuri niSnebi SeiZleba ga165 Tavi V – kai, ra gogrik, xo giTxari, mTvralebi viyaviT. – xoda, debilebi xarT. jer saerTod ras midiodiT da mere, Tu mainc misvla gadawyviteT, raRas svamdiT? sxedan gasusulebi. gana ar mesmis, ro Sukas gamo Caatares es kretinuli `operacia~. martoebi ro misuliyvnen, kide araferi, amas gavigebdi. magram im or gamoTayvanebul narkomanTan erTad misvla ra ubedurebaa? amas Zebas TandaswrebiT ver vityvi, magram gogliko-utvinos calke gamoviWer da dedas vutireb. ara, ra jandabad undodaT es pingvina da kauCuka? ra, umagaTod ver gabedes? mSiSrebi arian? ar vici. exla ro daiWiron, Tavis samarTlebelic araferi aqvT. marTla yaCaRebis jgufs gvanan. am fiqrebSi viyavi garTuli, ro ninuli Semovida mongreuli sifaTiT da Tqva: – gogliko, cicino rekavs, midi daelaparake. gogliko uxalisod aizlazna da did oTaxSi gavida. Zebas Tavi ar uwevia. ninulim gadmomxeda, Tavi gaaqnia da amoioxra. dRemde ar vici ras niSnavda es oxvra. – Zeba, dediko, Tqvenebma ician, aq rom xar? – ara, deida ninuli. – daureke, inerviuleben. – diax. gogliko ro morCeba, davurekav. – ara gSiaT, an Cai ar gindaT? – ara, deida ninuli, madlobT. 166 nuviTardes Cvens warmosaxviT bavSvs. sakmao albaTobaa, rom swored iseTebi, rogoriTac wina abzacSi tipiuri narkomani davaxasiaTeT. da es araa SemTxveviTi. praqtikulad, yvela qveyanasa Tu xalxSi Tineijerobis asaki (13-19 wlebi) adamianisaTvis Zalze rTul periods warmoadgens. es xdeba imitom, rom am dros mozardSi damoukidebeli pirovneba iwyebs ganviTarebas. sxva sityvebiT, Tineijeri grZnobs, rom mSoblebis mier SeTavazebuli cxovrebis niri, `TamaSis wesebi~ aRaraa misTvis bolomde misaRebi, rom arsebobs sxva cxovreba – saintereso da mimzidveli, romelSic mSoblebsa da maswavleblebs cota rame gaegebaT, xolo Tu gaegebaT – aqtiurad ar moswonT (aqve aRvniSnavT, rom ZiriTadad saubari biWebzea). hoda, Cveni Tineijeri, romelic ukve damoukidebel pirovnebad grZnobs Tavs, iwyebs sakuTari `me~-s damkvidrebas – uxeSobs, igineba, abuCad igdebs swavlas, gvian brundeba saxlSi da ase Semdeg, Tqven TviTon SegiZliaT gaagrZeloT es CamonaTvali. Tineijeri saqarTveloSi ase xdeba bevr erovnebasa da xalxSi, magram qarTvel Tineijerebs erTi mniSvnelovani Tavisebureba axasiaTebT. saqme isaa, rom qarTuli ojaxebis umravlesobaSi bavSvebs ar aCveven problemebis damoukideblad mogvarebas. sakmarisia saSualo qarTvelma bavSvma raime itkinos an sxva usiamovneba SeemTxves, igi amas yvela garSemo myofs xmamaRali bRaviliT amcnobs, da pasuxic ar ayovnebs – mas eferebian, awynareben, So167 Tavi V – ar mogeridos. – ara, ar merideba, didi madloba. pirdapir frTiani angelozi gaxda es Zeba, zrdilobis etaloni da morcxvobis gansaxiereba. gegoneba oci wuTis win eg ar iyo, ro violas salons angrevda, muStebs iqnevda da igineboda. exla gaaxsenda, ro wesier ojaxSia gazrdili! ninuli gadis. biWebis TandaswrebiT ar minda vuTxra dedaCems, ro Rame CvenTan darCebian. ar vici ra reaqcia eqneba. calke vetyvi, samzareuloSi. – gogrik, – ambobs Zeba. – ra? – pirvelada var SenTan. – marTla? SarSan Cem dabadebis dReze ar iyavi? – ara. – kargi, mere ra, ro pirvelada xar? – ara, prosta, ar mindoda ese movsuliyavi... – aba, rogor unda mosuliyavi? tortiT da yvavilebiT? – ara, ubralod, normalur mdgomareobaSi. ras ifiqrebs dedaSeni? – ra unda ifiqros? – ro degenerati var. – ra, egre ar ari? – xo, ra... – xo geubnebodiT, am dReebSi Sukas imunoboltings ukeTeben. davelodoT, vnaxoT ra pasuxi iqne168 kolads atenian da, xSir SemTxvevaSi, miRebuli siamovneba gancdil usiamovnebaze ufro metia. Tu bavSvi kargadaa, TavisTvis TamaSobs ezoSi, mSobeli periodulad eZaxis mTeli ubnis gasagonad, raTa darwmundes, rom bavSvs raime cudi ar daemarTa. xolo Tu bavSvma raime daaSava da mSoblebis wyroma gamoiwvia, man kargad icis, rom es wyroma xanmoklea da sul male mSobelTa zrunva sruli moculobiT daubrundeba. ra Tqma unda, aris ojaxebi, romlebic, fulisa Tu drois uqonlobis, an sxva raime mizezis gamo, ver uzrunvelyofen aRweril Warb zrunvas. magram aseT ojaxebSi bavSvi Tavs daCagrulad grZnobs da, Tanatolebis Semyure, mainc miiswrafvis imisaken, rom misi problemebi sxvam moagvaros; xSirad es “sxva” xdeba ufro xelgamarTuli Zmakaci, ufro sworad ki, misi ojaxi. Tqven ikiTxavT, rogoraa saqme sazRvargareT? sxvadasxvanairad, magram es Tema Zalian Sors wagviyvans, mxolod erTs aRvniSnavT: Tu moxvdebiT evropaSi an amerikaSi, daakvirdiT – yvelgan, maT Soris bavSvTa da mSobelTa TavSeyris adgilebSi, gacilebiT iSviaTad gaigonebT bavSvebis tirils da mSoblebis daZaxebebs. da ara imitom, rom iqauri bavSvebi naklebad ecemian Zirs, an mSoblebs isini naklebad uyvarT; saqme sxvaSia: iqaur bavSvebs mSoblebi adreuli asakidan aswavlian, rom cxovreba marto siamovnebisagan ar Sedgeba da saWiroa siZneleebTan sakuTari ZalebiT gamklaveba. Sedegad ki viRebT, rom evropeli Tu amerikeli mozardi, problemebTan Sexvedrisas, sakuTar Zalebs ufro endoba, vidre sxvas moelis dasaxmareblad. 169 Tavi V ba da mere gadavwyvitoT violas ambavi meTqi. magram Tqven TavSi araferi Sedis da ra ginda ro qna! – Cven debilebi varT, Sen – Wkviani... – madlobT. – Wkviani da lamazi... – batono? – lamazi xar. – vina mee? – xo, ra iyo, aravis uTqvams? – ara... Sen ra, memariaJebi? – rato gemariaJebi? rasac vxedav imas geubnebi. – ici ra... – ra? – ara mgonia exla Cem garegnobaze laparakis dro iyos. – SeiZleba sxva dro aRar iyos... – Zeba, reebs bodav? ra dro aRar unda iyos? ggonia, ro dagiWeren? – ra vici... am dros gogliko Semovida mkvdari saxiT. Zeba pirdaRebuli miaSterda, gegoneba ganaCens eliso. – Tqvenebs daurekiaT mamaCemisTvis da yvelaferi uambiaT. – Cvenebs? da, Cvenebma ra icodnen? – Turme kauCukam dareka saxlSi da gaafrTxila – Tu rame moxda, Cem Tavze viReb yvelaferso. – mere? 170 am sakmaod vrceli, magram yuradsaRebi gadaxvevis Semdeg davubrundeT isev Cvens saSualo qarTvel Tineijers. igi, rogorc viciT, Tavs damoukideblad grZnobs da amis dasamtkiceblad miiswrfvis Tavi daaRwios ojaxis zedamxedvelobas – Tineijeri gadadis `quCis akademiaSi~, anu misi mTavari saarsebo garemo xdeba ubani, quCa. aq ki irkveva, rom problemaTa raodenoba da xarisxi mkveTrad izrdeba da rTuldeba, xolo maTi gadaWrisaTvis Cveuli meTodis gamoyeneba – mSoblebis Careva – ukve aRar gamodis. ki, mSoblebis funqcias nawilobriv saZmakaco iRebs Tavze, magram umravles SemTxvevaSi problemebi bolomde ver wydeba, radgan Zmakacebis SesaZleblobebi SezRudulia da praqtikulad Semoifargleba atmazkis aRebiT. problemebi ki Tqven ukeT iciT: – fuli, romelic, rogorc cnobilia, arasodes aris sakmarisi, valebi, mevaleebi, gamosavlis Zieba totalizatorSi (`au, `verders~ rom bolo wuTze ar gaeSva, ici ra kuSs vxsnidi?! naRdad gayiduli iyo!~); – Tineijeruli Seyvarebuloba, zogjer upasuxo, zogjer – agresiuli metoqe (`biWo, am gogosTan aRar daginaxo, gaige?!~); – ubnis da ubanTSorisi konfliqtebi – Cxubi, danebiT da iaraRiT sirbili, policia, zogjer – saavadmyofo; _ ojaxis daJinebuli dawola – gamocdebia Casabarebeli, an samuSao saZebneli, amisaTvis saWiro unarebi ki daviwyebulia, an arc arsebula. da ase Semdeg... 171 Tavi V – ra, mere? exla mamaSeni da mamaCemi aq modian. – au, Cemi... Zebas mama, inJineri arCil ZebisaSvili, Cemda gasaocrad sakmaod axalgazrda, usaTvalo, sasiamovno garegnobis kacia. naxevrad gaWaRaravebuli Tma mokled aqvs aWrili. Zeba dedas ufro gavs, deida meris. debili kauCuka ki mamiskenaa, Tumca mamamisTan verc tviniT da verc garegnobiT axlosac ver miva. karis gaReba dedaCemma damaswro. saerTod, Cven ojaxSi piriqiT aris xolme – ninuli, rogorc wesi, serials uyurebs da amitom stumris miReba Cemi wmindaTawminda movaleobaa. magram axla, ninulim iaqtiura. win goglokos mama idga, ukan Zia arCili. – gamarjoba, ninuli. rogora xarT? – varT ra, gamarjoba, nugzar. SemodiT, SemodiT. – es batoni arCilia, Zebas mama. – mobrZandiT, batono arCil, Zalian sasiamovnoa, – daiwyo kudis qicini ninulim. – Zalian vwuxvar, ro ase SegawuxeT. – rogor gekadrebaT, ra Sewuxebaa! – aq arian gmirebi? – xo aba sad gavuSvebdi? nugzar, did oTaxSi SediT. goglikos da Zebas Tavidan mouxdaT yvelafris moyola. saubari mZime gamodga, mamebi magrad awvebodnen, gansakuTrebiT nugzari. batoni arCili darcxvenili Canda. 172 ai aq... ai, swored aq Cndeba narkotiki. jer plani, mere ufro mZime. da yvela es problema ucbad qreba... ramdenime saaTiT. mere kidev ramdenime saaTiT... ra Tqma unda, aq udides rols wamxedurobac TamaSobs – yvela kaifobs, yvela Tu ara, bevri, an iCemebs, rom kaifobs. narkotiki TviTdamkvidrebis da sasurveli sastavis wevrobis piroba xdeba. cnobilia, rom zogjer Tineijeri ubralo qinZisTaviT iCxvlets xelebs da siamayiT aCvenebs Tanatolebs, ai, ukve ra magari varo. am momentSi Tu vinmem an raimem ar SeaCera, aseT naCxvletebs ukve naRdi prakolebi moyveba... wamxedurobis garda, Tavis rols interesi, axali STabeWdilebebis Ziebac TamaSobs - `ra ari egeTi? erTi gasinjviT xom araferi momiva?!~ - SeiZleba arc mogivideT, magram didi Sansia, rom Tqvens Tavs uTxraT - `meorec arafers mizams... mesamec... meocec...~ da wavidaaa... Tumca, Tu Tqven marTla iciT da gwamT, rom narkotiki erTob cudi ram aris, da Tu sakmarisad mtkice xasiaTi gaqvT, ar gagiWirdebaT narkotikze uaris Tqma, Tanac ise, rom Tanatolebis pativiscema ar dakargoT (`ki, Cemi ubnelia, kargi biWia. ara, ar kaifobs, vafSe ar gauCxeria, azze xar?!~). magram Tuki xasiaTis simtkiciT ar gamoirCeviT da ubnis wesebi sakuTar Tavs girCevniaT... male irkveva, rom problemebi kidev ufro mravldeba da rTuldeba – fuli gacilebiT metia saWiro, Sovna ki Zneldeba; axali valebi, Zveli megobrebis da- 173 Tavi V – da-a. me ukve arc vici ra enaze gelaparakoT, – uTxra arCilma Zebas. – ara grcxveniaT, an Sen, an Sens Zmas? reebs akeTebT? Tqvens gamo xalxSi ver gamomiyvia Tavi. exla saxlSi policia rom mogvadges, dedaSens namdvilad infarqti daemarTeba! – jer ar mosulan? – ikiTxa ninulim. – ara, magram eg drois saqmea, movlen, aba ras izamen! – Cailaparaka nugzarma. – arc vici ra vqna. exla iseTi droa, yvelas cixeSi erekebian. – nugzar, iqneb daelaparakoT im qals? – aqtiurobda ninuli. – da ra vuTxra: mogivardnen, yvelaferi dagilewes, wagaqcies, mezobeli gagilaxes, magram mainc kai biWebi arian da, modi, nu uCivlebT meTqi? namdvilad skams damartyams TavSi da marTalic iqneba! – magram, arc eg qalia angelozi, – gavbede da sityva CavurTe. – irina! nu erevi ufrosebis laparakSi! – saswrafod damcxo ninulim. – ra mniSvneloba aqvs, genacvale, vin aris is qali? faqtia, rom isaa dazaralebuli. ese ar aris? – Tqva nugzarma. – da Suka ar aris dazaralebuli? – ver moiTmina goglikom. – Sen, saerTod, Cumad iyavi! mogivli me Sen! – Zia nugzar, ise arc is qali unda iyos dainteresebuli policiis gamoZaxebaSi, – vTqvi me, – saxlSi faqtiurad aralegaluri tatu-saloni aqvs gaxsnili. saqme saqmeze ro midges, magasac dasjian. 174 kargva, autaneli skandalebi ojaxSi, saswavleblidan garicxva Tu samuSaodan daTxovna, policiis mzardi interesi, qurdoba, jer wvrili, mere ki ufro seriozuli, narkotikebis gasaRebaSi Cabma da, Sesabamisad, didi srokis perspeqtiva, regularuli cnobebi morigi nacnobis gaparvis Sesaxeb2 , sindisis qejna, Tavis motyueba (`roca momindeba – gadavagdeb~), sxvebis motyueba, Sidsis aCrdili da wamali, wamali... avadmyofoba es ukve narkomaniaa _ avadmyofoba. avadmyofoba, romelsac adamiani TviTon iCaliCebs. avadmyofoba Tavisi simptomebiTa da sindromiT, xasiaTis specifikuri niSnebiT (gaxsovT mSoblebis zrunvadakarguli bavSvi?) da simZimis xarisxiT. pirveli simptomi – adamiani narkotikze damokidebuli xdeba. es damokidebuleba orgvaria – fiziologiuri da fsiqologiuri. fiziologiuria kargad cnobili lomka. adamianis organizmSi bevri rTuli da mtkivneuli procesi mimdinareobs, magram Cveulebriv am tkivils ver vgrZnobT, radgan organizmi gamoimuSavebs specialur, bunebriv tkivilgamayuCebel da siamovnebis momgvrel nivTierebebs. maT zogjer `sixarulis hormonebs~ uwodeben. mZime narkotikebi Tavisi qimiuri agebulebiT swored am nivTierebebs waagavs, xolo maTi 2 narkotikis momxmarebelTa Soris sikvdilianoba, sul cota, orjer maRalia, vidre im TanatolTa Soris, vinc narkotiks ar moixmars (x. TodaZe, g. leJava, q. stvilia, m. cincaZe, d. javaxiSvili. narkosituacia saqarTveloSi. wliuri angariSi, 2005). 175 Tavi V kacebma erTmaneTs gadaxedes. erTxans Cumad isxdnen, raRacas fiqrobdnen. mere arCilma mkiTxa: – namdvilad aralegalurada aqvs gaxsnili eg saloni? – diax, eg mTelma ubanma icis. – Tu marTla egrea, maSin kidev aqvs azri im violasTan laparaks. – Tqva nugzarma. – aba, ra! – agvyva ninuli. – miT umetes, Tu Sukas magan Seyara Sidsi, maSin TiTonaa pasuxisgebaSi misacemi! – kargi, modi, ese vqnaT, me da arCili wavalT violasTan, eseni ki jer-jerobiT isev SenTan darCnen, ninuli. baton arCils fexebi ukan rCeboda, magram ras izamda? iZulebuli gaxda nugzars gahyoloda violasTan mosalaparakeblad. axali wasulebi iyvnen, rom cicino moqanda. `saxlSi ra gamaCerebda, am degeneratma iseT dReSi Camagdo, rom Tavis mokvla mindao~, – gamoacxada. atyda erTi ayal-mayali da Cxubi deda-Svils Soris. ninuli SuaSi Cadga. TagviviT gasusuli Zeba kuTxeSi SeiyuJa da iSviaTad Tu gamomxedavda xolme. rogorc iqna, cicino morCa qoT-qoTs. yvelani daviRaleT. Ramis ori saaTi Sesrulda. moqmedeba kidev ufro Zlieria, Tumca, ufro xanmokle. roca sisxlSi regularulad Sedis narkotiki, specialuri ujredebi agzavnian signals – Sewydes `sixarulis hormonebis~ gamomuSaveba, isedac bevri gvaqvso. es procesic wydeba da, Tu narkotikic Sewyda, iwyeba lomka, romelic grZeldeba manam, sanam organizmi isev ar daiwyebs xsenebuli nivTierebebis gamomuSavebas (es daaxloebiT 1-2 kviraSi xdeba), anda sanam narkotikis axal dozas ar miiRebs. rac Seexeba fsiqologiur damokidebulebas, misi gagebisaTvis aseT analogias mivmarToT. patara bavSvi, romelsac ar Sia, ar tkiva, ar civa, mainc araa mTlad kmayofili, Tu siaxloves deda ar hyavs, radgan swored deda uzrunvelyofs srul usafrTxoebas, zrunvasa da siTbos. aseTivea narkomanis damokidebuleba narkotikis mimarT, lomkac rom ar hqondes da sxva araferi awuxebdes. moyvanili magaliTi sinamdvileSi metia, vidre analogia, radgan umravles SemTxvevaSi, gansakuTrebiT ki saqarTveloSi, narkotiki sworedac rom dedis Canacvlebas warmoadgens da mis funqciebs asrulebs – roca kaifSi xar, yvela problema moxsnilia. sxva sityvebiT, rogorc bavSvs uyvars deda, ise narkomans – narkotiki, da am damokidebulebis daZleva bevrad Znelia, vidre lomkis moxsna. – ra ari, ras Svrebian amden xans? – nerviulobda cicino. 176 177 Tavi V – eg kargi niSania, etyoba is qali evaWrebaT. modi me amaT davugeb, daiZinon. biWebo, Tqven lojSi daweqiT. – ara, ninuli deida, ra damaZinebs! – Tqva goglokom. – Zalian nerviulob, ara?! – SeuRrina cicinom. – ninuli, Sen irina daaZine, eseni ki isxdnen skamebze, araferi mouvaT! Zalian ki meZineboda, magram verafriT ver mivatovebdi am debilebs da ver davwvebodi. bolos, rogorc iqna mamebi dabrundnen. daRlili, magram gamarjvebuli saxeebi hqondaT. – sada xarT amden xans? – ikiTxa cicinom. – viola advilad movtexeT, magram griSa boboqrobda. – griSa viRaa? – griSa faRava, violas mezobeli. amxela kacs, Turme vedro Camocves Tavze. cxviri aqvs gatexili da gasiebuli. Tan raRac Zveli ambavi gaaxsena arCils da iZaxda eg kauCuka namdvili recidivistia, cixeSi unda amovalpoo. – eg faRava Cems yofil rZals biZad ergeba. adre magas da Cem Svils raRac usiamovneba mouvidaT, axla es ambavic daemata da gagiJda kaci. me magisi mesmis. – kauCukas da magis Zmakacebs Rvinos aZalebda, – Tqva goglikom. 178 saSualo Tbiliseli narkomani 2003 wels mecnierTa saerTaSoriso jgufis mier Tbilisis masStabiT Catarda narkotikebis momxmarebelTa gamokvleva SidsTan dakavSirebuli riskis TvalsazrisiT1 . gamokvlevis angariSSi mocemulia tipiuri Tbiliseli narkomanis daxasiaTeba _ `portreti~. `saSualo~ Tbilisel narkomans avtorebma giorgi daarqves: giorgi, 27 wlis, ucolo, umaRlesi saswavleblis studenti. narkotikebis xmareba daiwyo 18 wlis asakSi da regularulad iRebs bolo Svidi wlis ganmavlobaSi. giorgim wamlis miReba cnobismoyvareobis gamo daiwyo da amave dros surda, rom `ar CamorCenoda~ megobrebs. rogorc wesi, igi narkotiks marto mcxovrebi megobris binaSi ikeTebs, megobris megobrebTan erTad. misTvis uCveulo araa sxvebis, ufro xSirad misi megobrebis mier naxmari Spricis gamoyeneba. rodesac igi amas akeTebs, nemsisa da Spricis gasawmendad wyals xmarobs. naxmari nemsis gamoyenebis garda, igi xSirad iyenebs narkotikis naxarSs, romelic sxvebis mier naxmar WurWelSi mzaddeba. giorgis pirveli seqsualuri kontaqti 16 wlis asakSi hqonda, xolo gasul wels man sqesobrivi urTierToba oTx sxvadasxva partniorTan daamyara. es gaxldaT misi regularuli partniori, agreTve SemTxveviTi da e.w. komerciuli seqs-partniorebi. misi TqmiT, momavalSi komerciul seqs-partniorebTan urTierTobisas, savaraudod, prezervativiT daicavs Tavs, SedarebiT 1 q. stvilia, l. derSemi, s. bonila, T. sirbilaZe, x. TodaZe, j. dalabeta, T. cagareli. ineqciuri narkotikebis momxmarebelTa maxasiaTeblebi, maRali riskis Semcveli qcevebi, sqesobrivi gziT gadamdebi infeqciebis, a/ iv/Sidsis Sesaxeb codna da am infeqciebis gavrceleba. Tbilisi, 2003, gv. 25-26. 179 Tavi V – mere, amaze iCxubes? – gaukvirda ninulis. – xo. kauCukam mTeli yanwi daasxa Tavze. goglikos fexi ki gavkari, magram gvian iyo. arCili patara bavSviviT gawiTlda da moikunta. – gamagebineT, ra qeniT, – moTminebis fiala aevso cicinos. – mokled, im violas marTla ar awyobs policiis Careva. – ubralod zarali unda avunazRauroT da ar iCivlebs. – ramdenia eg zarali? – Tavidan sami aTasi dolari gviTxra, magram ornaxevarze CamoviyvaneT. – griSam ra Tqva? – Tavidan kategoriul uarze iyo. – mere? – mere TiTon violam Txova, modi, biWebs nu gavafuWebTo da isic bolo-bolo daTanxmda. erTi sityviT, Tu aTas dolars mivcemT, egec gaCumdeba. – ese igi, samiaTas xuTasi gvijdeba amaTi navaJkacari? – Seicxada cicinom. – diax, – Tqva arCilma. – naxevar-naxevars davdebT. – ras ambob, cicino, CaTvale rom iolad gadarCiT! – CaurTo ninulim. – eg yvelaferi Zalian kargi, magram es ras niSnavs? – ver moviTmine me. – gamodis ro violas isev 180 naklebad gamoiyenebs prezervativs SemTxveviT da iSviaTad _ regularul partniorTan kavSiris dros. giorgi zogadad sakmaod gaTviTcnobierebulia aiv/ Sidsis Sesaxeb, Sesabamisi informacia mas ZiriTadad televiziis meSveobiT aqvs miRebuli. man icis, aiv/Sidsi sqesobrivi gziT da sisxliT vrceldeba da rom prezervativis gamoyenebiT SeiZleba infeqciis Tavidan acileba; aseve, man icis, rom daucveli seqsi SemTxveviT partniorTan da naxmari Spricis gamoyeneba riskis Semcvelia. am codnis miuxedavad, giorgi kvlav iyenebs naxmar nemsebsa da Spricebs da uwevs angariSs im garemoebas, rom misi megobrebi axlaxan dabrundnen ruseTsa da ukrainidan, sadac ikeTebdnen wamals SemTxveviTi nacnobebis naxmari nemsebiT. igi, agreTve, ganagrZobs daucvel sqesobriv urTierTobas ramdenime partniorTan, maT Soris, SemTxveviTebTan. giorgis gaaCnia informacia, rom arsebobs aiv/Sidsis ufaso da anonimuri analizis Catarebis saSualeba, magram aseT analizs ar itarebs; aseve, ar ucdia narkomaniis mkurnaloba. ...ra giTxraT, aravis vusurvebdiT `saSualo qarTveli narkomanis~ adgilas yofnas... 181 Tavi V ise SeuZlia gaagrZelos Tavisi saqmianoba, rogorc aqamde? aranairad ar unda agos pasuxi? – nu, irina, yvelafers Cven nu mogvTxov, – aRelda nugzari. – eg viola Cveni mxridan isedac dasjilia. Tu Sukas ojaxi gadawyvets uCivlos, es ukve magaTi saqmea. – Seqmnili mdgomareobidan gamomdinare, viola veRar gabedavs ulicenziod da sanitaruli normebis daucvelad amuSaos Tavisi saloni, – daaskvna arCilma. xuTi saaTi iyo dawyebuli, roca wavidnen. sanam kompiuters gamovrTavdi da davwvebodi, SevamCnie, rom imeilze axali mesiji iyo mosuli. ver moviTmine da gavxseni. Sukasgan iyo: shuka– pet@ posta.ge irina! gaxsovs, erTxel misayvedure, ratom arafers aRar makiTxebo? apolineris es leqsi minda, rom Cemgan saxsovrad gqondes. me erTxel Rvia gaCuqe lurji, zamTrispiria, droa wavide – win verSexvedris wlebia munji, drois surneli Rviaa lurji, nu damiviwyeb, gemudarebi... gkocni, Suka ramdenjerme gadavikiTxe. leqsi momewona, mag182 mkurnalobis perspeqtivebi ikurneba Tu ara narkomania? ikurneba, magram Zalian Znelad. pirvel rigSi, aucilebelia, TviT narkomanis survili (iZulebiT mkurnalobas Zalze iSviaTad moaqvs sasurveli Sedegi). vTqvaT, aseTi survili aris. Semdeg xdeba mdgomareobis simZimis Sefaseba, rac Semdegi niSnebiT xorcieldeba: 1. gaizarda Tu Semcirda narkotikis doza garkveuli periodis ganmavlobaSi (Tu Semcirda – es dadebiTi niSania: narkomans naklebi fuli sWirdeba, naklebia Sidsisa da sxva virusebiT inficirebis albaToba da a.S.). 2. erT narkotiks xmarobs Tu yvelafers, rasac iSovnis. Tu ramdenimes an yvelafers – uaresia, radgan yovel narkotiks Tavisi gansakuTrebuli safrTxeebi aqvs janmrTelobasTan mimarTebaSi (vTqvaT, erTi gansakuTrebiT RviZlze moqmedebs, meore – nervul sistemaze da a.S.); erTad an areulad miRebisas yvela es mavne qmedeba jamdeba da swrafad angrevs organizms. 3. fizikuri janmrTeloba – rogoria kanis, kbilebis, frCxilebis, filtvebis, RviZlis, nervuli sistemis mdgomareoba. 4. fsiqikuri janmrTeloba – aqvs Tu ara SiSebi, `molandebebi~, xom ar daqveiTda inteleqti; magaliTad, pingvinas da kauCukas mier dagegmili `operacia~ violasgan fulis gamoZalvis mizniT aSkarad azrovnebis unaris daqveiTebis 183 Tavi V ram ratomRac avforiaqdi. momeCvena, rom am mokle mesijiT Sukas raRac Zalian mniSvnelovani undoda eTqva CemTvis. TiTqos sadRac Sors apirebda wasvlas da memSvidobeboda. mTeli Rame ar dameZina. diliT goglikom damireka da Sematyobina, rom SukasTvis imunoblotingis testisTvis sisxli auRiaT. dRes ukve pasuxi unda iyoso. dalisTan ulaparakia telefoniT da iqidan icoda. – ra vqnaT, gogrik? – davicadoT da cota xanSi davrekoT, amasobaSi ukve dabrunebuli iqnebian saavadmyofodan. Sua dRemde xan gogliko rekavda SukasTan, xan me. telefons aravin iRebda. eleqtrofosta gavxseni da kidev erTxel gadavikiTxe Sukas werili. uceb yvelafers mivxvdi. mobilurs davavle xeli da goglikos nomeri avkrife. – goglik, gaaCere taqsi da CemTan wamodi. dabla dagxvdebi, sadarbazosTan. – sadme mivdivarT? – Suka unda movZebnoT, saswrafod! – ra ari, ra ambavia? – ra ari da, Tu testis pasuxi dadebiTi iqneba, meSinia rame sisulele ar gaakeTos. – saidan moitane? – exla magisi dro ar ari, gzaSi mogiyvebi! – sad unda wavideT? – Sidsis centrSi. 184 Sedegia: Zmakacebma arc ki dauSves, rom saqme SeiZleba ise ar wasuliyo, rogorc maT awyobdaT. 5. ojaxuri da megobruli kavSirebi – ra damokidebulebaSia ojaxis wevrebTan, SemorCa Tu ara narkomani megobrebi, saerTod uyvars Tu ara vinme an rame narkotikisa da narkomanebis wris garda; Tu aseTi kavSirebi SenarCunebulia, narkomaniisagan gankurnebis raRac imedi rCeba. 6. damokidebuleba kanonTan da kanondamcvel organoebTan – dakaveba, dapatimreba da a.S. cnobilia, rom narkotikis miRebis iZulebiTi Sewyveta da Tanmdevi stresi Semdgom dozis gazrdas iwvevs. 7. muSaobs Tu ara; Tu ki – rogor? (kargia, xom, aseTi niSnebiT rom gafaseben?) Sefasebis safuZvelze iniSneba mkurnalobis kursi. meTodebi sxvadasxvaa, magram yvela maTgani Zviria, xangrZlivi da rac mTavaria, garantirebul gankurnebas ver uzrunvelyofs. pirvel rigSi imitom, rom mkurnalobis Semdeg yofili narkomani, rogorc wesi, Cveul garemoSi brundeba, igive problemebiT, igive ZmakacebiT, igive cdunebebiT da yvelaferi Tavidan iwyeba. ar arsebobs narkomani, romelsac arasdros hqonia wamlis gadagdebis survili. magram sakuTari ZalebiT es Znelia. mkurnaloba, rogorc viciT, Zviria. magram aris sxva gzebic. arcTu iSviaTad, narkomani xsnas eZebs siyvarulsa da qorwinebaSi. unda iTqvas, rom narkomanisTvis damaxasiaTebeli Warbi emociuroba, gulwrfelobis 185 Tavi V – kargi, movdivarT. – ra ari, marto ara xar? – me da Zeba varT. Zvelis-Zveli, danjRreuli `mersedesis~ taqsiT mivdivarT. win goglikoa gamoWimuli, ukan me da Zeba. – Sen ra eWviani tipi xar! didi rame, leqsi gamogizavna saxsovrad! – sxva SemTxvevaSi yuradRebas ar mivaqcevdi, magram pasuxis gagebamde ramdenime saaTiT adre, Rame gamoagzavna, gesmis?! Tan leqsic sikvdilis molodinzea. damemSvidoba, aba sxva ra unda vifiqro! – exla am marCielobas ra azri aqvs? saavadmyofoSi mivalT da yvelafers gavigebT, – ambobs Zeba. es Zeba raRacnairi tipia. goglikos ara gavs. didi xani ar aris, SevamCnie – roca eg gverdiTaa, ratomRac vmSviddebi xolme... mobiluri rekavs. dedaCemia. – irina sada xar? – sadRac mivdivarT me, gogliko da Zeba. – Sukam dareka. – ra-a?! – Sukam dareka, Sen geZebs. analizis pasuxi uaryofiTi yofila. gesmis?! ra bednierebaa! – gamodis rom araferi ara aqvs? – xo, egre gamodis. saxlSi var, damirekoso. magas mobiluri ara aqvs da ver girekavs. 186 `amofrqvevebi~, anda piriqiT, grZnobebis Sekaveba moqmedebs garkveuli tipis gogonebze, Cndeba urTierTsimpatia da siyvaruli; gogonas sjera, rom am siyvarulis gavleniT Seyvarebuli wamals gadaagdebs, sjera TviT Seyvarebulsac, xSirad gulwrfelad, da marTlac, zogjer es asec xdeba. magram mxolod zogjer... aris SemTxvevebi (da maTi raodenoba bolo wlebSi matulobs), roca biWi ki ar agdebs wamals, aramed, piriqiT, gogona xdeba narkomani. ufro xSirad ki viTareba aseTia: biWi marTlac icavs pirobas, axalgazrda wyvili bednieria, Cndeba bavSvi, SeiZleba kidev erTi, bedniereba grZeldeba, magram nel-nela romantika fermkrTaldeba, coli ZiriTadad bavSvebiTaa dakavebuli, da ojaxuri cxovreba SedarebiT erTferovani, Tanac yoveldRiuri problemebiT datvirTuli xdeba. erTxelac iqneba, Zveli narkomani Zmakaci darekavs da... amitom, mogmarTavT gogonebs: Zalian dafiqrdiT, vidre narkomans daukavSirebdeT Tqvens cxovrebas. da icodeT, narkomanis Svili Zalian xSirad TviT xdeba narkomani, radgan bavSvobidanve eCveva narkomanebis wresa da garemos. kidev erTi gzaa eklesia. Tqma ar unda, rwmenisa da Wkviani moZRvris daxmarebiT narkomaniisagan gankurneba SesaZlebelia. imedis momcemia, rom bolo wlebSi narkomaniasTan brZola eklesiis erT-erT prioritetad iqca. meore mxriv, qarTveli narkomanebi sul ufro xSirad eZeben daxmarebas religiaSi – ar kaifoben marxvis dros, drodadro midian monastrebSi da a.S., rac ukve TavisTavad garkveul da187 Tavi V – ies! au, ra magaria! gkocni, ninuli! sixarulisagan Zebas vexvevi da goglikos TavSi vutyapuneb. – ra ari, to? – imunoboltingma uaryofiTi pasuxi aCvena! is pirveli analizi, ifa, ponti yofila! – nu gaaxure! – yviris gaxarebuli gogliko. – xo. emwuTas daurekavs Sukas CemTan saxlSi. – karoCe, janmrTelia? – xo. yovel SemTxvevaSi Sidsi naRdad ar Wirs! – mTeli amxela ambavi su tyuilad iyo atexili? – xo. – is violac su tyuilad davateroreT? – icinis Zeba. – ara uSavs. Wkuas iswavlis. – sawyal griSasac su tyuilad CamovacviT vedro! – roxroxebs gogliko. – gogrik, dRes vqeifobT?! – iZaxis Zeba. – exla jer SukasTan mivideT da iq movilaparakoT. saavadmyofoSi raRa gvinda? – au, su dagvaviwyda, ukan unda movbrundeT. – kaco, sad mivdivarT, gamagebineT? – kiTxulobs mZRoli. – exla unda movbundeT, biZaCemo, da lermontovze gavideT. mZRoli buzRuniT abrunebs manqanas. – gogrik! imunoblotia, Tu imunoblotingi? – kiTxulobs gogliko. ra mniSvneloba aqvs? ara, es biWebi cota ver arian, xo ici... 188 debiT Zvrebs niSnavs. Tu ase gagrZelda, SesaZloa, narkosituacia saqarTveloSi sagrZnoblad gaumjobesdes kidec, Tumca mainc saeWvoa, rom mdgomareoba Zireulad Seicvalos. Zireuli Secvlis gasaRebi ki Tqveni, Tineijerebis xelSia. ar gasinjoT. ar daiwyoT. ar mibaZoT. Tqveni amJamindeli problemebi araferia narkomanis problemebTan SedarebiT. yvelaze magari kaifi ar Rirs im tanjvad, rac am kaifs moyveba TqvenTvis da Tqveni axloblebisTvis. xedavT? Zaxilis niSnebs ar vsvamT, ar mogiwodebT. ubralod, geubnebiT...D 189 Tavi gamomcemloba `universali~ Tbilisi, 0128, i. WavWavaZis gamz. 1, : E-mail: [email protected] 190 29 09 60, 8(99) 17 22 30
