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CAPTAIN: Why do you get out of bed in the morning?
fall edition 2007 issue #7
spring edition 2006
issue #4
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interview with
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How to respect a trans person, p9
deeper, and fun.
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Straight eye
for the queer guy
comportment & Etiquette from internationally acclaimed Miss Priss
Dear Miss Priss,
Recently I started
dating this really hot
guy. He’s pretty amazing,
really down-to-earth, but
he also seems really chill on
the whole sex thing. When we make out or
hook up, it’s awesome – but he doesn’t seem to be
too eager. He says it’s because he’s into “tantric sex,”
and so doesn’t “feel the need” to rush to the end. In
fact, so far he hasn’t even cum, and it’s been two
weeks! Is this an excuse, or for real? I’m worried he’s
just not that into me.
Signed, Passionately Confused
Dear Confused,
OK. I’ve been in your shoes, where a guy doesn’t
cream his jeans automatically when he sees me, much
less when we’re doing it! I mean, I happen to believe
that I’m an amazing package deal – smart, funny,
sexy AND great in bed – so how could he not?
It can be disconcerting when all the messages around
us tell us that if we’re REALLY hot, we should be
able to move our partners to orgasm with little effort
or thought. But beware, dear friend, of feeding this
powerful stereotype, because it will make a feeding
frenzy of your self-esteem and his – not to mention
totally spoil the hotness of the moment!
This is where the practice of Tantric Sex can come
in handy. Now, I’m no expert, but all the reading,
research and the odd attempt of this spiritual practice
I’ve tried has taught me one thing: orgasm is not the
goal. Connection with a higher consciousness, your
partner, and yourself IS. Quite simply, Tantric Sex is
one branch of practice within the spiritual path of
practicing Tantra, which views sex as a meditative
vehicle to access a higher level of consciousness and
being. As a result, sex becomes steeped in spirituality.
Each person is encouraged to make every touch, every
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sensation, every breath an exercise in mindful connection with their own consciousness and with their
partner. There is not meant to be an “end point” such
as orgasm (though it can be a fantastic “by-product”
of the practice), but rather an ongoing “buzz” of
energy and spiritual enlightenment for each, fuelled
by sexual intimacy and sharing.
It goes without saying that when you take western
society’s ideas of power, goals and performance
expectations out of the equation, sex can become
an incredibly sensual, almost magical experience.
Imagine if we were all to just stop and feel ourselves,
feel our partner, and focus on the moment and the
connection rather than the end result or any sense of
achievement. A lot of those toxic energies that always
seem to weigh so heavily on us and rob our sexual
experiences of the other-worldly physical and emotional sensation we actually seek from sex…well, they
just seem to fade into the background, don’t they?
Suddenly – surprise! – we’re back in our own skin,
we don’t feel like we have to measure up to anyone
else, and things start to flow. The moment is king (or
queen), and formerly “big things” become less intimidating and inhibiting, like how we look, using protection, or what happens next. We start to remember
how intense the slow burn can feel, how much fun
sex really can be, how calming and sensual communication can feel, how great it feels to carry that energy
when you’re not having sex, and how much healthy,
consensual sex truly can feed our body and satisfy our
soul. Wow. Sex is sexy again. Who knew?
So, I say – maybe it’s time you take another look at
your Romeo. I think he’s got something, there. And it
could be sheer bliss if you give it a chance.
Sincerely, Miss Priss
P.S. For more info on Tantra and Tantric Sex, check out these links:
www.tantra.com/index.html
www.tantricmassage.com/the-history-of-tantric-massage.htm
www.outuk.com/index.php?http://www.outuk.com/content/
features/tantra/index.html
Sexual energy
where does it go? CONTINUED from PAGE 1
developing a long-term adventure with. This is the
theme of this quarter’s Men’s Briefs.
What I want to know is this: Where does all the sexual
energy go once it is released from our bodies? Can we
direct the energy like a prayer, an intention or a spell?
Can we direct the energy to, say, help heal the planet?
To help heal ourselves? To change global consciousness about war? These are questions I am asking
myself, both in my studies in human sexuality and in my
spiritual and personal life.
It was an absolute blessing to be able to interview
Joseph Kramer for this issue. Joe Kramer was the
founder of Celebrate the Body Electric—a series of
bodywork workshops that have changed the lives of
many men I know. Joe was open-hearted, inspiring and
very articulate in the interview.
In the last issue, the first ever Walk Against Homophobia was in the planning stages in Campbell River.
The event went off without a hitch! Over 100 people
turned out to stand up against homophobia in this
small, rural, resource-based town. Many thanks to the
City of Campbell River and the Mayor for supporting
this day and kudos to the small planning committee
that did a lot of work. You all made Campbell River a
bit of history.
We also had a great Queer Youth Pride Prom again this
year in Victoria, with a turn out of over 120 youth. Folks
dressed to the nines, were completely respectful about
drug and alcohol use, and showed us their talents
in “Queer Idol.” AVI also had a great presence in the
Victoria Pride Parade 2007, with over 60 people marching and dancing along with our Wizard of Love theme.
If you missed it, we had Dorothy, the Tin Man, the Lion,
and the Scarecrow asking folks challenging questions
about sexual harm reduction from places of heart, mind,
and courage.
The Men’s Wellness Program was also part of a very
Love, heal, liberate
DIRT ROAD DISPATCHES / The future is fluid
robert birch
reprinted with permission
He bent over and splayed his asshole in front of 200
hysterical men. He played the not-so-glamorous but
high profile role of a sink.
active and listened-to
advisory committee
for the M-Track Survey
with the Vancouver
Island Health Authority. M-Track was a
survey of 330 men
who have sex with
men about emotional
and physical wellbeing, sex, substance
use, HIV and STIs. A
great team of men and women were hired from within
our own community to get the work done. Congrats to
Dana, Rick, Josephine, Murray, Alex and Jaden!
This summer, the Queer Youth Community Development worker and I had the pleasure of being asked to
be keynote speakers at the Annual General Meeting of
the Island Sexual Health Society. This was a fun night
in which we got folks thinking about the inculsivity
of queer folks in their services by doing challenging
exercises with them.
This fall, we are partnering with the Women’s Creative
Network to co-host a queer youth Halloween Dance.
The youth have been begging to have more than one
dance per year at which they can be themselves and
dance with their queer friends and lovers.
The coffee group in Victoria, the Chat and Chew in
Courtenay, the LGBT group in Campbell River and
the Chat and Chew in Ladysmith are all going great
guns. I am meeting with a woman next week who is
interesting in starting a support and social group in the
Duncan and Cowichan Valley area.
We’re also starting a Men’s Health Action Group in
Victoria. This exciting group will decide on and take
action upon their own projects. So step up and fight
that seasonal depression by helping others and having a rockin’ time.
Enjoy the Harvest! Queerly, Captain
The skit involved a drag queen’s lost wedding ring, a
sexy transsexual plumber wearing elbow-length latex
gloves, and Evie’s tenderly exposed and well-greased
anatomy. As if offering up this image as an oracle of
deep wisdom, I peer into this black hole in hopes of
seeing the Future of Gay. While many of my friends
tell me they feel alienated by most of what is going
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Men in touch — yum!
by david mielke
One of the
healthiest and most
delectably fulfilling
concoctions of sensuality and spirituality I’ve tasted is a
workshop put on by
Men In Touch called
‘MMMM - Men’s
Magical Mystical
Massage’, facilitated by Sequoia Thom
Lundy, MA.
Like a master chef
of healing touch,
Sequoia has been
refining the recipe
for these gourmet
buffets of male to
male massage and
ritual for years. The
result is an emotionally wholesome,
Love, heal, liberate
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on around them and gain little solace looking toward
the gay community, Evie Erdman walks a different
path. He left a gorgeous partner, a well paying career
and the luxuries of San Diego to travel from one queer
event to the next. To find his tribe, he surrendered all
his illusions of security.
At 36, he’s young for a mid-life crisis. A year ago
he had a meltdown after many months on the road.
Today he credits the crisis with waking him up, helping
him shake off his former self. He’s determined to live
as a consciously liberated, playful and free loving man.
He’s discovered a new kind of success. The fascinating
thing? He no longer considers himself gay.
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physically nutritious, and spiritually delicious chow
line of comfort food for the Soul. The workshop feeds
a deep hunger to connect with other gay men in ways
that honour their hearts and spirits with the same
gusto and lusty appetite as their bodies.
The first time I attended one of Sequoia’s succulent
smorgasbords, the only thing I knew was that there
would be massage lessons and nudity. When I met
the other men who would be participating, I thought
things like “Whew, I hope I get partnered with him!”
and “Eeww, I hope I don’t get stuck with him!”
It was the usual superficial categorizing and sorting
into degrees of physical attractiveness that keeps
so many gay men feeling isolated and disconnected
from each other and, ultimately, themselves. In the
introductory circle Sequoia said, “Take a good look at
the men gathered here; by the end of the workshop
they are all going to look beautiful to you.”
“Ya, right!” I thought, in my usual junky wounded
fear-dieted way. However, as I breathed in the wise
aroma of Sequoia’s wafting words, I felt some deeply
malnourished part of my spiritual stomach start to
rumble and growl with anticipation. My emaciated
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All over North America, Australia and Europe queer
people are gathering and recreating their own edgewalking vision of life. Short Mountain Sanctuary is a
200-acre farm southeast of Nashville. Twenty-full time
residents build houses run on solar power, tend organic gardens and raise dairy goats and chickens. Several
times a year, week long gatherings draw hundreds of
queer folk from different corners of the world.
Then there’s New Orleans which hosts the Brigit’s
Ball, Wolf Creek which applied for a state-sanctioned
Faery religion, Naraya’s two-spirited Ghost Dance, the
annual queer shaman gatherings at Zuni Mountain,
and the latest addition, Vancouver’s own GreenBody
Gathering.
Alternative community spaces have emerged over the
past 30 years as places where queer people meet,
love, learn and heal from who they once were-or had
to be.At each of these sanctuaries, men and women
Love, heal, liberate
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any category or fit any label.”
When large groups of people heal, love and are
openly sexual together, that energy, says Evie, brings
about profound changes. “Conversations come
together; it’s the cupid in me. My magic is really about
bringing people together. Doing this in the queer community is unique because we are so spread out and
often hidden.”
Is he the new flower child? “Whatever you want to
label it, there is a different way of being in the world.”
Sex is a vital part of this lifestyle. When I called Evie
he had just landed in SF. “I’m lining up. Making all my
connections while I’m here,” he says.
When asked whether these queer events have altered
his sexual identity he’s emphatic.
“Gosh, yes. My sexuality has changed so much now.
Vaginal intercourse? I’m all for it. I even fantasize
about women now. It’s all about the person, not the
parts. An F to M trans lover said to me last week:
‘Thank you for making trans men beautiful. By loving
us you have shown others that it is okay. Others find
us sexy. We’re making love and others now see that.’”
Evie has spent his time thawing out from mainstream
gay culture. Living as a white male in a world dominated by the same, he felt the only part of him that
was different was being gay. It wasn’t enough.
shake off the expected and recover from the wreckage of having survived a dead, fear-based culture that
despises or, at best, ignores them.
Evie’s been on the road for two years since his first
gathering. But he’s been far from homeless. From one
side of the continent to the next he is welcomed into
people’s homes and hearts. He lives off some savings
but finds many creative ways to supplement his income. He’s attended 12 queer events over this time. It
hasn’t all been sex and puppy piles, but most of it has.
“I now live in a world where I can fully be with people,
where I can open up,” he says. “I am able to hear
them and have empathy for who they are. I see the
beauty of people, which allows me to live the beauty
of who I am.
“I have compassion to rise up into being a queer
person,” he continues. “It means so much. I can love
and be loved by everybody, I don’t have to fit in to
The gay community’s ideal of beauty is no longer attractive to him. Shaved, clean, muscle bunnies? Not a
chance. He sees it all as a lie.
“I am so different and am finally celebrating that. Gay
people are going the same route as the heterosexual
community. Trying to live socialized norms. I am not
that. I am loving who I am. Goddammit, I am different.
I am not lost in the American dream anymore.”
He feels little allegiance to ‘gay.’ While he honours the
right to marry, to be treated equally, he’s only marginally part of the gay community now. “I’ve learned you
can live a different way. Lots of people are doing it.
When I’m with my people,” he says with authority, “I
can be myself. My gay friends are aware they can’t
always be that real with me. They just worry for me,
they want to fix me, give me a job, make me more like
themselves. There is so much more out there. I never
know what I’m stepping into. That’s the beauty of
it. You don’t have to have everything planned out. It
doesn’t have to be a clear path.”
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interview with joseph kramer
multiple orgasm – so I learned all this good stuff
from the church
CAPTAIN: How do you define spirituality?
JOSEPH: An easy way to describe spirituality in my
adult life is that spirituality is about what I value
- a way of valuing things. For some people it is
money, so their spirituality is money. For some it is
car; for a lot of people it is their kids. I really value
sex, so sex is a place of spirituality for me.
CAPTAIN: What about your history or your life has
brought you to become who you are today?
JOSEPH: I believe in the wounded healer-kind of a Robert Bly concept - wounds are where your goldens
are. I was a really wounded kid about sexuality.
So I focused around that to heal that and learn to
love and wake up my body. Then I began to teach
and work with others to “Turn shit into gold”. This
also comes out of shamanic traditions - out of
your wound comes your power. Also Jack Morin’s
book The Erotic Mind. This what we try to do in
Sexological bodywork
CAPTAIN: Did you have mentors or strong folks that
made a big impact on your life?
JOSEPH: I had eight mentors in my teens and early 20’s.
One trans woman, one bio woman and six men.
These people loved me into being and I learned
more from them then all the schooling I had. I
will give one example. As a catholic boy I had a
love affair with a priest- and he loved me, loved
me, loved me. I am not suing the church for any
money. I feel that being queer was ok for me
because we had a sexual relationship. It lasted
five years into my early 20’s. That was a great
mentorship.
CAPTAIN: How about mentors now?
JOSEPH: I feel that anybody who works with other
people intensely - life coaches, supervisors, and
therapists. I have always had someone I could do
truth telling with. Jack Morin, he was the smartest
guy I ran into at the institute for the Advanced
Study of Human Sexuality. I contracted with him
to meet every week for 5 years and we could
do psychotherapy. I wanted guidance in getting
through this school and getting my PhD. Right
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now I have someone that I pay whose speciality is
breaking habits.
CAPTAIN: Can you tell us more about your work at
IASHS and the sexological body work certificate
program.
JOSEPH: My PhD took me over 2 years to do. It was all
this neck up stuff and I was so used to the somatic
body stuff. Writing my doctoral dissertation, Ted
and Howard thought that incorporating bodywork
was a great idea. In the state of California, it is
now a professional occupation that involves erotic
trance states and states of arousal. There has never
been a profession quite as radical and out there
on the cutting edge.
CAPTAIN: Can you tell me about Celebrating the Body
Electric?
JOSEPH: In the 1970’s, I was a high school English
teacher and I got interested in massage and body
work. I went to six different massage schools in
the late 70’s and early 80’s. At every one, they
paired us up men with women, even here in San
Francisco. Everyone was closeted in the classes, so
I decided to open up a LGBTA school - gay folks
and their supporters. This was just around the time
when AIDS was hitting us hard and we got into
hospice massage work with Irene Smith. They still
have this class in Body Electric, giving massage
and touch to folks with life threatening illnesses. I
began in the AIDS crisis to think: I know a no risk
way of being erotic with each other. These were
the days when men died in a week or a couple
days. I began to talk about Erotic Massage as a
fun way to give and receive pleasure that can be
added to anyone’s repertoire. I sold the business in
the early 90’s and then it was sold again recently.
They seem to be doing many of the same classes. I
guess I wished we had gone to some more expansive and explorative places; some wild places. We
played some gender and dress-up, and I wish that
we played more with power and surrender, pain
and intimacy.
I think that there are communal erotic states, large
group sexual states. I am not necessarily talking
about orgies, but way more communal states. I
think it is a waste for two people to go into a
joseph kramer
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bedroom – we really have cordoned off sexual
energy from everywhere else. I would like to see
sex monasteries- erotic aphasia Tantric in the Buddhist way. I am interested in
something that people can take into their lives…
not just a vacation or a weekend retreat. An
embodiment of the communal fire.
CAPTAIN: What about this fabulous New School of
Erotic Touch I am hearing so much about?
behaviour, but fucking is not the most pleasurable
state. In their research, Masters and Johnson found
that fucking was behind oral and self-manual,
based on intensity for people. I think that as queer
men, we need to find the ways for us that work
and not just fucking. My god, there are at least
ten other things to do with my genitals that are
fun and to just be an adventurer and explorer and
erotic massage; there are a lot of possibilities.
CAPTAIN: Right now, what are you passionate about?
JOSEPH: I got together the best teachers and videotaped them all teaching female and male genital JOSEPH: Teaching teachers. And edgy places - peak
erotic trance states when we are highly stimumassage, anal massage, and much more. We have
lated, Eros is there, this is an untapped resource.
streaming video and DVD’s, stuff you can do at
Like paraphillias. Say you were a paedophile, you
home wherever you live. We get the most hits
could
learn another way to reach a trace state to
on our site from Saudi Arabia and Hungary. It is
have an erotic experience.
our goal for erotic massage to be more central in
people’s everyday lives. We are working now on
I am interested in how to chronicle and how to use
producing a DVD called Transformational Massage.
these states to heal abuse, to enhance creativity,
This can be for trans folks and others who can
to play with these peak states.
learn a great deal from the various experiences
We are about to launch as Sexological Body work
of trans folks. Wherever you are, you may not be
home study year long course. Check out www.
comfortable with you body in the present moment
sexologicalbodywork.com
but you deserve to be touched well even if you
are heading somewhere else with your body.
Both DVD and streaming video are available at the
New School of Erotic Touch www.eroticmassage.
CAPTAIN: Why do you think that this work is important
for queer men?
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JOSEPH: So I am going to go out on a limb here. I think
fucking , yes there is an instinctual mounting
CAPTAIN: Thank you so much for being so open hearted
and sharing your life and learning with us.
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Celebrating the body erotic
walter quan
I have always had a connection to energy work (I
teach Reiki), to the spiritual (I regularly sit modernday séances), and I love sex (there, I said it!). So
much of how we can gift ourselves great experiences is finding the right moment or container where
the intention of the space and time and the people
therein can make an opening where healing comes,
where spirit comes, and where ecstatic sex indeed,
comes.
Buddhist teachings offer us the opportunity to focus,
to let the wanderings of the mind be recognized, in
order to find a still point of intention. “The Secret”,
the current flavour of the month, implores us to find
a clear and uncluttered intention about what we
want and to put our clear energy toward that intention. It also promises that we can make it manifest.
On a Sex Magick audio program, Joseph Kramer
points out that we are never so focused, never so
uncluttered in our intent as when we are having sex.
He proposes that these are moments to make intentions clear and “magick” manifest.
I’d seen the Celebrating the Body Erotic ads for
years and after much cogitation and a friend saying
“just do it” (thanks to Michael MacLennan!), nearly
ten years later I find myself a part of a community
of men who share and experience the erotic, sex,
and spirituality. I have even ended up helping to
coordinate the experience for the next-comers to the
program.
Celebrating the Body Erotic is a weekend experience/program which offers opportunities for
individual experience, for community building, and
indeed, for magic. Its origins come from the early
days of the AIDS crisis, where men were even afraid
to touch one another and where HIV positive people
were shunned. Additionally, Joseph Kramer noticed
that gay men didn’t know how to touch each other
erotically and that touch between men was associated only with sex. He also noted that being
gay doesn’t come with an instruction manual, and
although society condones straight youth ‘sowing
their oats’ or meeting their “Mrs. Robinson,” there
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are no models for men who wish to touch other men to
follow – porn doesn’t count!
CBE is a carefully structured container where participants are led through component processes learning to
be able to give (with coaching) a Taoist Erotic Massage.
Participants learn to receive that massage as well.
Along the way, we learn about being more comfortable
in our own bodies, and more comfortable in our own
bodies within the group. We learn a common language
around touch – specifically genital touch – so that if
we happen to encounter a fellow CBE-alumnus, we can
say “remember that, well I like it, please do more. And
remember that, well, it doesn’t work for me, so please
don’t do it” – this is part of the instruction manual that
we never received.
I have been blessed to witness the magic of healing,
spirit, and sex come together. In fact, I often describe
the CBE workshop as the one place where my lives as
healer, spiritualist, and gay man all come together in
one room at the same time. There are a number of
men in Victoria who’ve taken the workshop; ask around
and you may well find someone who can share of their
experience. However, the program is experiential so it’s
different for every participant. The next workshop is in
Vancouver, November 17 and 18 ; tuition is $350 USD.
Feel free to call me if you want more information.
Walter Quan 595-0070
How to respect a
trans person
“How” was made for those who have recently learned of
a transgendered person in their lives, and are unsure of
how to act around them without offending or hurting
their feelings. The term “transgendered person” in this
article means a person born into the body opposite of
the gender they feel they truly are.
Steps...
1.
Thank them. It is very hard to come out to people
as transgendered. They trust and/or respect you
very much to have come out to you. Thank them for
trusting you; it will mean a lot to them, because YOU
mean a lot to them.
2.Respect their gender identity. Think of them as the
gender they refer to themselves as and refer to them
with their chosen name and gender pronoun (regardless of their physical appearance) from now on.
(Unless they are not out, or tell you otherwise. Ask
to be sure if or when there are times it is not okay.)
3.
Watch your past tense. When talking of the past
don’t use phrases like “when you were a previous
gender”, because to them they have always been
the gender they have come out to you as, but had to
hide it for whatever reasons. If you have to use this,
say “before you came out as current gender.”
4.Use the proper terms. Use words for their proper
gender, not the one they were. If they were born
male (MtF - male-to-female), use feminine words
like she, her, actress, waitress, etc. If they were born
female (FtM - female-to-male), use masculine terms
like he, his, etc. (Unless they say otherwise.)
5. Don’t be afraid to ask. If you have a question that
isn’t too personal (based upon what type of person
they are and the relationship you share), ask them.
They will be happy to answer most questions, and
glad you are taking an interest in their life.
6.Respect their need for privacy. Do not out them. Telling people you are transgendered is a very difficult
decision, not made lightly. “Outing” them without
their permission is a betrayal of trust and could
possibly cost you your relationship with them. It may
also put them at risk, depending on the situation, of
losing a lot - or even being harmed. They will tell
who they want, if or when they are ready.
7.Recognize the difference between gender identity and sexuality. Do not assume that their gender has anything to do with sexuality. It doesn’t.
Their sexuality is the exact same and has nothing at all to do with their gender identity. Terms
may change, but that is it. To clarify: A transman who identified as straight before will now
identify as gay; a transwoman who was straight
will be a lesbian. A transman who was lesbian is
now straight; and a transwoman who was gay
is now straight. Bisexuals will remain the same.
The sexual preference does not change, only the
term in relation to their gender.
Tips...
•
If the person was born a man, she is a transwoman, MtF, or simply a female/woman. If the
person was born a woman, he is a transman,
FtM, or simply a male/man.
•
Asking about peoples’ genitals and how they
have sex is not appropriate, in the same way
that asking a cisgendered people how they have
sex is not appropriate.
•
Everyone is different and most transgendered
people will be glad to answer any questions but if they are uncomfortable answering, or
don’t want to, then let it go. If you need to know,
use the resources below.
•
Not all transgendered people get a sex change
(SRS, or Sexual Reassignment Surgery), so don’t
automatically think that is the plan.
•
If you slip up early on and say “she” or “he”
when you meant the other, don’t apologize too
much, just follow the mistake with the right
term and continue what you were saying.
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transgendered respect
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try to ignore it and be miserable, or accept it and
make any changes that feel necessary to live a
happier life.
•
Do not call a non-transgendered person a “real”
girl/boy etc. What makes a man a “real” man or
a woman a “real” woman is their mind/brain, not
•
•
There is no “cure” for being transgendered, except
to correct the physical appearance to match the
mental gender identity. There is a problem with
the body, not the mind.
Web sites like PlanetOut or MySpace have transgender groups, or other sections for transgendered
people; go to them to talk to people or learn more.
Warnings...
•
Do not call their transsexuality or transgenderedness a “choice”. It is not. The only choice is to
their body. A transman is no less a real man and
a transwoman is no less a real woman; the ONLY
difference is that their body does not match their
gender. That’s it. A good word to use when referring to non-transgendered people is “cisgendered.”
•
NEVER tell them that people will not understand
or love them because they were not born the right
gender outside. It hurts very badly, and is not true.
Many transgendered people are understood, accepted and loved.
men in touch
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hope for more spirit nourishing interactions and compassionate ways of seeing started to salivate. I bellied
up to his massage tables, forgoing a bib and cutlery,
and feasted directly with my fingers on the juicy joys
of nurturing and being nurtured by other men until I
felt fed and satisfied in a physical and metaphysical
way I never had before.
At the end of the workshop I looked around at my
comrades in that closing circle. These shining men had
served as my fathers, my sons, my brothers, my lovers, my friends; and they had allowed me to serve as
theirs as well. My massage mates who, for two days,
had gently touched my body with their hands and my
emotions with their words and my spirit with their
hearts…I looked around and realized Sequoia was
right! All ages, shapes, and sizes; my type or not my
type; all were indeed beautiful – radiant even. Even
me. Sequoia had given me a feeding of the truth: We
gay men are all beautiful. We all deserve to be seen
and heard and touched and appreciated. We all need
to take care of one another. I never wanted to dish
out or dine on anything else again.
What ingredients did Sequoia use to whip up such a
magically transformative banquet of sexy spirituality?
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Well, a heaping heartfelt mixture of tantric, yogic, and
erotic massage; a tad of dance, a smidgeon of chants,
a slathering of gently heated oil, some freshly peeled
nudity, a dash of tai-chi, a spoonful of stretching, a
big cup of talking, a bigger cup of listening, a soupcon
of slowly melted eye-gazing, a hint of hand-holding,
a sprig of music, a ladle of laughter, a few freshly
squeezed tears, a sprinkling of visualizations, liberal
spicing from different belief systems, and a generously dripping dollop of his loving intentions. All these
ingredients were used to bake up a space where men
can celebrate one another physically, emotionally, and
spiritually. This was mouth-wateringly served in a
sensually sacred circle garnished with tender kindness,
respect for boundaries, and the most flavourful support
you can imagine. Yum, indeed!
To learn more about tasting this healing treat for
yourself, visit the MMMM - Men’s Magical Mystical
Massage site here: www.growinghealthier.com/men/
MMMM-Oct07early.htm
Spirit of the great outdoors
by stephen davis
I thought I’d share a few stories with you regarding my
summer in hopes that maybe a few of you might want to
‘Kamp’ next season and if so, I’ll be here for you. We may
not have a lot of fun things out there for gays to do. But for
the few things we do have, perhaps we can add camping
to the list. For those of you who don’t know, camping = a
way of life.
First, we have to say goodbye to AJ’s Woodland Resort in
BC’s Okanagan. There is a possibility that something new
may arise for the next season. I wish them well and hope
that they can find a new location and bring something
fresh to the scene. They were the only the campsite that allowed children, and yes some of us do have kids and want
to spend time with our kids in a gay family environment.
I did have a chance to visit the boys at Anthony’s Court
and RV Kampsite in Long Beach, WA. It was just great! I
normally camp, but this year I decided to pamper myself
and stay in one of their cute cabins. It was just what the
doctor ordered. There is a sense of family there.
I also had the chance to hit another US site, the TRC near
Granite Falls. I went to the 2nd annual Foam Party. What
a blast! It was warm foam in an enclosed dance floor. All
you wear is underwear and footwear. It was like being in a
large bathtub. The tunes were great. Everything from Abba
to Nellie. I also hit this place at a unique time. It happened
to be meteor shower time. A bunch of us went down to the
beach at night and lay on blankets and just gazed into the
blue yet dark skies. It was outta this world.
I then headed up the coast into the Harrison Mills
area and stopped at Shadow Falls. There I was
greeted by Jay, the camp host. That weekend was
a PCAN weekend (Pacific Canadian Association
for Nudists). The fire pit was full of people at
night. Bryan and Justin (the owners) have done
major reno’s and it shows. They’ve built a swimming area, and an outdoor but covered bar. Many
of the guests went hiking but I stayed and just
enjoyed the sights at the site.
And finally Ric and Owen at RnO’s. What can I say
about these boys; they’re wonderful. Every weekend had something special. The boys just keep
adding more stuff and do more reno’s. Rumor has
it that there may be a pool next season. But for
now, the TV, Karaoke, dancing and pool table will
have to do. They have added more sites, and have
purchased more Campers. I would have to say
that my most memorable weekend would have to
be the Fruit Float. Nearly 80 guys turned out for
this event. The weather was just perfect. I am sure
next year will be even better.
All good things must come to an end. As with
camping, so must my story. I hope you enjoyed
reading my summer 2007 adventures. For those of
you who wish to chat about Kamping in any form,
please feel free to contact me.
[email protected]
cook’s corner by bill
Peanut Butter Marshmellow Bars
1/4 Cup Margarine or Butter
1/2 Cup Peanut Butter
1 Cup Chocolate or Butterscotch chips
1/2 bag of marshmellows
•
Melt and mix the first 3 items, let cool.
While in cool liquid form add marshmellows and mix until well coated.
•
Pour into pan lined with wax paper. Place
into fridge for an hour or 2 when it has
become firm.
Cut into bite size bars
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calendar
events on vancouver island
COURTENAY
MEN’S WELLNESS
DISCUSSION GROUP
at AVI Courtenay
5:30PM - 6:30PM, Thursdays
(October 4 and 18; November
1 and 15; December 6;
January 3 and 17)
THE CHAT AND CHEW at
Union Street Grill’s “The
Grottom,” 7PM on Thursdays
(October 18; November 15;
December 20; January 17
NANAIMO
KAMP R’ N O’S: ”A Very
Gay Thanksgiving” on
October 13th; Owen will
cook the turkey, please bring
a dish to share. For Kamp
Family Christmas for contact
[email protected]
NANAIMO POSITIVE
MEN’S SUPPORT GROUP:
Contact Anita for more
information 753-2437
CAMPBELL RIVER
ARE YOU GAY, LESBIAN, BI,
TRANS, OR QUESTIONING?
Interested in talking with
other peers? For more
information please call
Leanne at: 830-0787.
Confidentiality respected;
new members welcome
VICTORIA
WE ARE LOOKING FOR VOLUNTEERS for the
exciting Queer youth Halloween dance. We can
have shifts so folks would not have to be there all
nite. We will be the Harm Reduction Crew! Please
let me know if you can help up on November 2 at
Saturday. We are doing this in partnership with the
Women’s creative network. Thanks, captain
POT LUCK DINNERS: Independent from Prime
Timers, one of our members, Mac Elrod hosts the
Gay Men’s Pot-Luck. Dates are Last Saturday of
January, April, July and October. Men bring one
dish of something they enjoy cooking (or find at
a delicatessen), a bottle of wine if they wish, and
share. Attendance has ranged from 6 to 60 and
ages from 18 to 80. The Pot-Lucks are held in the
log house at 4493 Lindholm Road, upper house,
in Metchosin. No reservation is required. Contact
Mac at (250) 474-3361 or [email protected] for driving
directions. Gay men of all ages are welcome.
PRIME TIMERS VICTORIA (BC Canada) is an
organization that exists to meet the social,
educational and recreational needs of mature gay
and bi-sexual men, 40 years and older.
Telephone: PLEASE, only call these numbers for
information regarding Prime Timer activities:
Len B. - Phone (250) 380-9038
Galen L. - Phone (250) 381-4686
Postal address: PO Box 5188 STN B Victoria BC
Canada V8R 6N4
BIVICTORIA IS A VICTORIA-BASED COMMUNITY
GROUP that strives to provide a supportive space
for bisexual, Two Spirit, questioning and bi-friendly
individuals (e.g. transgender, intersex, lesbian, gay,
allies). We offer a peer-run support group that meets
once a month a well as social events about once every
two months. Support group meetings and social
events are open to anyone who is bi-friendly. We
welcome people of all genders, races, cultures, sexual
orientations, ages, religions, etc. and individuals with
disabilities. To join our listserv, email the listserv
owner at [email protected]
GAY/LESBIAN PARENTING GROUP: sponsoring or
presenting organization, Victoria Queer Parents.
2nd & 4th Sundays at 10:30 a.m. commencing
January 8 /2006
Location: visit website for details of location
http://ca.geocities.com/victoriaqueerparents/
[email protected]
STAY TUNED FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR’S DINNER
...the year of the RAT Feb.9th /2008
HELLO SPORTSMEN! Gay runner, bicycler, kayaker
and hiker interested in forming outdoor recreation
group/groups. If interested, please contact Andrew
at [email protected].
ATTENTION, ARTISTS! Artists are invited to submit
work in any medium that celebrates kink, fetish, and
alternative lifestyles. Deadline to submit is October
15, 2007. E-mail Rod Hood [email protected]
for submission guidelines.
Sagacity of Victoria is now accepting submissions
for their forthcoming Birthday Bash Art show on
November 9 and 10th, 2007 to be held at the
Harbour Towers Hotel in Victoria, British Columbia.
Visit website: www.sagacitygroup.net/main/events/
birthday/
FERRY RIDERS MOTORCYCLE CLUB
Ongoing: Meet and Greet Pub Nights: 8:00 pm First Thursday of every month at The Prism Lounge,
Victoria
Day Runs: Every Sunday the club meets in Victoria
for day runs to exotic locations such as Sooke, Jordan
River, Duncan, Cowichan River, etc. Contact: frmc@
shaw.ca