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This work is dedicated to Jean Grande Maître and the Alberta Ballet. * * * I walked into the green room at the Grammys. It was packed with people but it was quiet — weirdly quiet — like a library. Blacks sat on one side — looking like some kind of team in their oversized T-shirts and their baggy pants. Whites sat on the other — nondescript — mixed genders — like a Saturday afternoon shoppingmall crowd. Suddenly, the back door flew open and a chubby brown-skinned girl with bleach blonde hair shouted, “Girl! You make me see pictures in my head. You come here and give me a hug.” I laughed. I moved towards her with my arms outstretched. We met in the middle and hugged and giggled and did a little dance. Then she turned and left. She was a makeup girl and had work to do. The rappers were looking at me. I nodded. They gestured for me to sit down. I did. The room filled up with conversation. The apartheid lifted. I am a painter who writes songs. My songs are very visual. The words create scenes — in cafes and bars — in drab little rooms — on moonlit shores — in kitchens — in hospitals and on fairgrounds. They take place in vehicles — planes and trains and cars. 03 What I have done here is to gather some of these scenes (like a documentary braids. It was tied on under his chin with a black string. It was tied in a bow like a filmmaker) and by juxtaposition, edit them into a whole new work. It was a daunting bonnet. “A bald Indian?” I thought, “I never saw a bald Indian before.” Years later, I task to distill all that I have written about love and the lack of it — at least four was informed by a Lakota Sioux that Iron eyes was a Sicilian. times this much material — down to this length. I tried to reduce it to one disc for a ballet. I tried for a year and half but no matter what songs I chose — no matter what sequences I put them in — all I had was a mere collection. At this length, four discs, themes and ideas have time to develop — to augment and contrast — to interact with We shook hands. “Do you know any Indian songs?” I asked him. “Sure,” he said, and performer that he was, he tipped back his head and sang the little song that Lakota opens with. “What are you doing right now?” I asked him. “Well, I was supposed to each other in a whole new way. go to dinner with some people . . . .” “Could you come with me to a recording studio Quartets are nothing new in literature, but for today’s abbreviated minds, this could said. That made me laugh. “Yes,” I said, “Exactly!” “O.K.,” he said. — it’s near here. Could you put that down on tape?” “You want me to overdub?” he be a challenge. I recommend that you who are impaired in this way, try to take the trip anyway. Try to notice how the end of one song leads into the next. Try to notice the magnificence of the musical participants. Try to follow the flow of ideas or perspectives contained in the writing. Try to see “the pictures in your head.” Like a filmmaker, I cast people in my songs. I cast Billy Idol as the bully in DANCING CLOWN. I cast Tom Petty as the guy he picks on — the “pushbutton window.” I cast Willie Nelson as the desert rat in COOL WATER — Rod Steiger as the evangelist in TAX FREE. I cast Iron Eyes Cody as the “grandfather” in I AM LAKOTA. So I came back to the studio with three Indians (well, two Mazatecs and a Sicilian) and a film crew. I was half an hour late, but the machine was still frozen. We sat and waited. When it was finally fixed I played the track for Iron Eyes who said, when it was over, “Oh — it’s got the haunting. I think you’re turning Indian.” Into the studio he went. He “overdubbed” like the pro he was. It was just what the piece needed. We were relaxing now. The track was finished. Iron Eyes was telling John Wayne Let me tell you how Iron Eyes came to be on the record. stories — tales of how John could hold his liquor. Suddenly it began to thunder and There was a show of Indian artifacts at the Santa Monica Civic Auditorium — near we watched, a ball o fire appeared on the lines leading into the studio. It was sliding where I was recording. We (Mike Shipley, Larry Klein and I) were working on I AM towards us. I ran inside and told the boys about it. They pulled the tape off the heads LAKOTA. It was almost finished but I felt like it was lacking something. “Let’s take a in case the lightening sent the machine into record. I didn’t see it hit but it made the break,” I said. “I want to go to that show at the Civic. I won’t be long.” It was a little lights flicker. No damage was done and the storm moved on. It only struck Santa after 5:00. The doors had just opened. “Joan, Joan,” Klein said. “This isn’t like you — Monica — nowhere else in L.A. Strange. Beautiful. Ball lightening. leaving in the middle of a session.” I said, “Well, we’re not doing anything important — you can spare me for an hour. They’ve got some rare old stuff over there. Federico told me. Hummingbird baskets, for instance — things you never get a chance to see!” Klein didn’t like it. “Come on,” I said, “Take a little break.” The track was running. Suddenly, the machine seized up. “Oh,” I said grinning. “Downtime. Call in the tech! I’ll be back in an hour.” rain — hard. Iron Eyes and I went out on the back steps to watch it come down. As I create back-flashes in my songs by cutting old songs into them. HARRY’S HOUSE is one example. I cut in CENTERPIECE like a film edit — to illustrate the heart of the broken dream — the white picket-fence dream. I did it again in CHINESE CAFÉ — adding quotes from UNCHAINED MELODY to refer back in time. I foley like a filmmaker. I use ambient sounds in my songs. A cricket flew into the Kiva, As I came through the doors I was met by a film crew. “Why are you here?” said a cyclops — a women behind a lens. “To see the show,” I said. “I only have an hour.” I tried to shake her, but she stuck to me like a paparazzi. “Have you met Iron Eyes Cody? she pestered. “Who’s he?” “You don’t know Iron Eyes? Cry Indian?” “Oh, the ecology commercial.” “Would you like to meet him?” “I guess so, but I don’t have much time.” She disappeared. I looked at some baskets. I looked at some pots. A little while later she returned with old Iron Eyes. He was wearing a grey wig — long grey 04 our home studio — mine and Klein’s. We sampled him. I made him the drummer on NIGHT RIDE HOME. Speaking of drummers — I tried out two great drummers over in England — to play on NUMBER ONE — but neither one of them could swing. They had missed that era. So, for the first time, I programmed the drums. I heard in my head a long liquid brush stroke. I was working in Peter Gabriel’s old studio. There was nothing among 05 his samples like that. Then, one night, as the session was winding down and we I went into the bar. Tim was on stage. He saw me come in and he sang to me, were rewinding the master tapes, I heard it — the sound I wanted. It was the sound “Hello Joni,” like “Hello Dolly.” I sang back, “Hello Timmy.” He sang, “What are of the tape flipping at the end of the reel before it came to rest. We sampled it. It drinking Joni?” I sang, “One white wine.” He sang to the bartender, “”one white was perfect. Years later, in Rome, a man chased after the car I was riding in and he wine.” Shyly, the bartender mumble-sang, “One white wine.” The room giggled. shouted to me, “Joni! The rythmico on NUMBER ONE is fantastico.” Thanks. When Tim’s set was over, we went up some stairs and down a long hall. Tim was We recorded THE WOLF THAT LIVES IN LINDSAY as a demo (the song was brand very playful. While we walked we were playing “the fisherman and the fish.” I new). I didn’t have my guitar with me so Studio Instrument Rentals sent over this beat was a big sports fish — like a marlin. I was leaping into the air. He would reel me up D18. One fret was sticking up and when I put it into my tuning, it buzzed like in so I would run backwards, then race ahead and leap again. We did this all the rattlesnake. I loved it. It was ominous. It suited the theatre of the song. We only did way to the room of the drunk in the red jacket. one take and at the end I got so engrossed in making the guitar buzz that I lost the bar structure, but Don Alias hung in there with me. When we heard it back I decided that the eccentricity near the end didn’t matter. It seemed to make it even more savage When we came in he was rummaging through a box of homemade tapes. There were a few people there. The music was blaring. He kept picking up tapes, looking — mutilated bar structure — like a pack of wolves stomping around — nervously. at them, and putting them down. He heaved a sigh and starred up at us. He said, I was headed up to San Francisco that weekend to play in a festival. I told Henry, all African animals — hyenas, elephants, lions — no wolves. I said, “I don’t need “While I’m gone, look for a tape of some wolves.” He said he would. this — I need wolves.” “Well, take it anyway,” he said. I looked at the list again All the artists in the festival were staying at a big old hotel in Berkeley. As I was checking in I heard someone passing by say that Tim Hardin was there. Tim and I were old friends. I asked the desk clerk for his room number so I could call him up and say hello. The man was very irritable. He said, “Can’t you see I’m busy?” and he “I can’t find it, but here, take this.” I looked at the tape he had handed me. It was and there it was at the very bottom — wolves. I was so excited. I said goodnight to him and to Tim and rushed down to my room. I put it on my tape machine. I twiddled my guitar into the “Wolf” tuning, queued up the wolves, and began to play. The way they fell against the chords was thrilling to me. Synchronicity! launched into a tirade of poor beleaguered me. “O.K., O.K.,” I said. “I’ll wait till you The next night I closed my set with “Wolf.” Back stage, I had the tape queued up you’re unbusy.” I leaned against the check-in window and looked out at the enormous and I told my guitar tech, “When I get to this place in the music, hit play.” We had lobby. Just then the bar room door swung open and out staggered a guy dressed like it miked so it would come over the speakers. At the end of the song, people were James Dean in “Rebel Without a Cause” — red cotton jacket — white T-shirt — blue stunned. They didn’t seem to know how to respond. There was a smattering of jeans. He was singing “Why do fools fall in love” at the top of his drunken lungs. I applause. I left the stage. It was then that they began to howl. Louder and louder was killing time so I sauntered over to him in the middle of the lobby and joined in. they howled. They howled me back for an encore. Now we’re both singing when around the corner came this black do-wop group — the Persuasions — and they joined in. It sounded so good that I started it over from the top and at the end, we all exploded into laughter. When that subsided, I turned to the uptight clerk and I asked for Tim’s room number again. “You lookin for Tim Hardin?” said the drunk in the red jacket. “Yes,” I said. “He’s in the bar — he’s on stage — singing.” “Thanks,” I said and started across the lobby. “Come up to my room,” the drunk called after me. “Both of you,” he called. “O.K. maybe,” I called back. “I’ve got a tape of some wolves,” he shouted. I stopped in my tracks and turned around. “You do?” I said. “I need a tape of some wolves.” “Come up,” he said and he called out his room number. The next week, back in the studio, we put the wolves on the track and added water gongs. I couldn’t work with a producer. I found that out early. They were tyrannical and trendy. They would have squelched my need for risk and invention. They would have straightened out all the quirks and oddities and steered me towards the dog race where the bigger profits were. I didn’t want to think about music in terms of winning or losing. Music is not a sport. If I had to race, I wanted to be the rabbit. I had a painter’s ego — I took pride in discovering new things. I had a painter’s ability to self-adjudicate. 06 07 For 14 albums, I worked with Henry Lewy or an eight-track machine made from dead and they wouldn’t change them. The drummers had a pillow in their kick drum salvage parts from World War II bombers. Just Henry and me in Studio C. and they wouldn’t take it out. The snare was tight and tubby and they wouldn’t slack Henry once had a radio show called “Helpful Henry The Housewife’s Delight.” He truly was a delightful man and immensely helpful. He had later become a jazz D.J. He had the perfect voice for that — moderately low and velvety. He was gentle and warm and encouraging — no power plays — no technological tyranny — no friction. He truly enjoyed my crazy ideas. it. The bass and drums buddied up and polka-dotted along the bottom, ignoring what my voice was doing or my accompaniment. They missed the rhythmic nuances and left no spaces. They seemed separate and arbitrary. When I tried to assist them, they rebelled, “I’m not playing that — that’s not the root of the chord,” or they ran their credentials, “I played with James Brown and you’re trying to tell me how to play my ax.” Years later, when synthesizers became user-friendly, I was able to be my own In the studio one night, I ran out of smokes. There was a dispenser in the parking lot. I put in my change and pressed the button for my brand. A little square lit up. It said, “Empty Try Another.” I pressed a second choice. Empty. Third choice — empty. Fourth choice — Kools (yuck). Then I noticed the sound of the gears that push the package out. I ran into the studio. “Henry,” I said. “Get a long extension cord and a good mike. There’s something I want to record.” We ran a cord down the hall and into the rhythm section (HANNA, NO APOLOGIES, NUMBER ONE, HERE’S TO YOU, for example), but at this time I had a fight on my hands. After they left I’d take them off — perpetuating the notion that I was a folksinger. When Russ Kunkel, a drummer who worked well for James Taylor, said to me, “Joni — you’re going to have to work with jazz musicians,” I began my search. parking lot. We stuck a mike up in the slot where the smokes come out and Henry I found a band — The L.A. Express — that was full of talent. The leader, Tom Scott, recorded me playing that cigarette machine. The groove went like this — “chinko gua was someone I had worked with before. He was very versatile. He played sax and godook — oooh — chinko gua godook — oooh.” You hear the coins drop in at the woodwinds. Lots of colors! The guitar player, Larry Carlton, had a fresh and distinctive beginning and drop down at the end. I overdubbed a cough on the 4-beat of each style. He liked to fly-fish and sometimes what he played sounded like that — lines bar. Henry was delighted. No producer would have encouraged that. arcing — spinning out and splashing. The bass player, Max Bennett, was great, too. Henry took care of the E.Q. (sonic spices) which he used sparingly. He chose the mikes and placed them — which he did expertly. He engineered and I created — no role confusion — a painter and a printmaker. Perfect. In the mixes, I took care of the proportions and the placement of sounds on the speakers — which I moved around sometimes — like the Doppler horns passing right to left and left to right on CAR ON A HILL. For years, Henry and I made my records in this manner. I would call him up when I had a batch of new songs and I’d say, “Let’s go in and make some demos.” But there never were any demos because once I laid it down and it was satisfactory, I would begin to hear the choral parts on top. I grew up listening to the Andrews Sisters and the McGuire Sisters, so I would go in and add the “Mitchell Sisters.” Now we had the nucleus of a record — voice and guitar — voice and piano or voice and dulcimer — with vocal arrangements on top. That done, I craved patterns on the bottom. The groove was already there — so what I wanted was a drummer who locked up to me and a bass player who punctuated the bottom — playing figures — leaving space. But that’s not how they played. At that time, bass player’s strings were 08 Although he had that “come in and stay in approach” (I still had my own ideas of what the bass should do), he was tasteful and solid so I didn’t attempt to guide him. It was the drummer, though, that I was most impressed with. We all crowded into little Studio C and together we made a very innovative “pop” record. I told Henry, “Set me up facing the drummer.” John Guerin wrote out a chart of what I was playing and for the first time a drummer locked up to me and flowed through the figurative eccentricities like water over rocks. I fell in love with him and we moved in together. In an interview given by Malka Marom, John had this to say — “Joni’s writing and her lyrics and her structures are original. I’ve never heard anyone else do it quite like that. There was a piece we worked on — it’s in 4/4 time and out of the blue there comes some odd time signatures, like 5/8 and 4/8. So, in order to play the tune, musicians have to have knowledge of those signatures. If musicians keep on top of it — and if they’re good — then they can put it right into the feeling without it sounding stilted. You have to be a very good musician to play her tunes.” One night, Harry Nilsson and John Lennon (who was having a prolonged lost weekend) dropped into Studio C and I played them a couple of tracks. John jumped 09 up off the coach and said, “Oh it’s all a product of over-education! You want a hit shit for? You’re work is more progressive.” That was the encouragement I needed. don’t you? Put some fiddles on it! Why do you always let other people have your hits I called a session with the players I wanted — my favorites from Miles’ bands — for you?” Herbie Hancock, Wayne Shorter plus some young blood — Peter Erskine and of When the album was finished, I played it for Geffen and Bob Dylan and Bob’s buddy, Louie Kemp, who brought a girl with him. Bob had just completed an album (PLANET WAVES) — not one of his best. We played it first and everyone was very effusive. Then I played COURT AND SPARK. I was so proud of it — my first band! Bob pretended to fall asleep and when the last note faded out, Geffen nodded feebly. Louie said nothing. As they continued to comment on Bob’s work, Louie’s girl came over to me. “Why are they doing this to you?” she said. “I don’t know,” I said, “I think I’m Jackie Robinson.” course, Jaco. I told them, “Everything I’ve cut sounds like a track with a singer — you could take me off and put someone else on — it wouldn’t disturb a thing. I want us to be all woven together like colored threads into a tapestry. I don’t want the bass and drums locking up like on a track — except on the bridges — the bridges need to groove. The key to this is the words are the leader. There is space between them for individual commentary — stretch out there — but when the words are in — support them.” You have to understand that in jazz circles at that time, the girl singer was called Years later, when John Guerin and I split up, I was back to searching for a good rhythm section. The players I tried just couldn’t cut it — back to the old rebellion, “I’m not playing that! That’s not the root of the chord!” I said, “Well, it will be when you play it.” The rebel said, “There’s this really weird bass-player in Florida. He plays with Bob Hope and Phyllis Diller. He’s really weird. You’d probably like him. He hardly ever plays the root of the chord.” That said, I sent for Jaco. Jaco was doing everything I was craving — and then some. He’d play little melodic quotes — Stravinsky, Jimi Hendrix. He left space. He ran harmonics, and where it was needed, he grooved. I was thrilled but he was hard to handle. He’d go up to the board and crank himself up until I became his back up singer. Ironically, he was the one who said I needed to take more control of my sessions. I was in control. If a player contributed something, I left him on. If he didn’t, I took him off. Simple. There were many sessions for the Mingus project. At first, Charles picked the players. On one date, it was Tony Williams on drums, Don Alias on congas, John McLaughlin on guitar, and Jaco on bass. Jaco was showing off. He was up on John’s ear — pestering him with some self-indulgent sonic nuances. John looked cornered. Tony looked insecure. Alias and I were shaking our heads and laughing. So I announced, “O.K. Watch this! I’m going to take control of my session.” “Jaco,” I said. Deaf ears. I moved closer. “Jaco,” I said again. Nothing. I went right up to his ear. Again, “Jaco!” No response. I threw my hands up into the air and laughed. What can you do with a creature like that? That session was a bust. I cut the songs that Charles wrote on the Mingus album with a lot of different bands — bands of his choosing. Although the level of virtuosity was high, the level of invention was low. It sounded like Bradley’s (a bass and piano jazz bar in New York). Again, it was “meat and potatoes” jazz. Jaco said to me, “What are you playing that tired old 10 “the chirp.” She was decorative, sometimes necessary, but not a real jazzer — not a spontaneous composer. A lot of derogatory jokes snickered through jazz sessions — like drummer jokes do in rock ‘n’ roll. Like Tom Scott saying, “If she asked us to play ‘yellow’ we’d play it.” I would never call out a color to be played. I don’t think that way — patternistic instruction — metaphorical instruction — illustrative instruction — yes. Laura Nyro asked a band to play “a little more purple.” Jazzers snickered at that from coast to coast. As a result of this prejudice against singers, most players never listed to the words. Years later, when Herbie recorded THE JONI LETTERS, someone, probably Klein, forced him to listed to the words. “Is that what she’s singing? He said. We had played together for years. John Guerin, in an interview with Malka Marom, said this — “Words are something that Joni brought to my attention. When we started working on her album — the words are so important and they need shading — high and lows and louds and softs. There are multi feels in this music, and those different feels dictate different ways of playing. A lot of that is dictated by the words. Its an interesting enlightenment, so to speak. Well, I mean, for me — as a drummer. I’m not lyric oriented.” When we cut SWEET SUCKER DANCE, although they grasped the concept (and this was the one and only take, I think), it starts off very tentatively — unsure — but then it takes off. This uncertainty at the beginning plays well against the theatre of the first verse which is saying, “Tonight it’s a dance of insecurity.” I said to them, “That’s it.” Their faces said, “Really — that’s it?” Years later, one by one, they came to me and said, basically, “Do you believe that shit we played?” It was very innovative. Mingus didn’t dig it. He was an acoustic man. Electric bass, electric piano — he was as down on them as Pete Seeger was down on Dylan when he went electric. Charlie had another problem. He said, “You’re singing the wrong note!” I had 11 changed one note in one place — going into the bridge. I said, “Well, your note is sent out for a bottle of tequila to loosen him up. Next thing I knew, he was lying on kind of wistful — a blue note. Mine is optimistic — it helps the words. They both lead the floor by the mike — the bottle nearly drained and he was saying, “I can’t do it — into the bridge.” He said, “You’re singing a square note!” I said, “Well, Charles, Joan.” His wife and I and his two daughters kneeled beside saying, “Yes you can. Yes that note’s been square so long it’s hip again!” He said, “O.K. motherfucker — you you can.” After much coaxing, he was on his feet and the lines were on the song — sing your note and my note and you throw in a grace note for God!” I scooped up to shadowing the sung words! What a night. it, but neither note was his “hip” note. I left it the way it was. If you hire the right people and they like the music, you don’t have to be controlling. On DON JUAN’S RECKLESS DAUGHTER, the previous album, I gave Jaco some They listen to what is already on the track and they make their contributions — that’s instruction (the one and only time) and he took it without resistance. all — they just play. Greg Leisz is like that. He always plays great. He lowers his head The title song is a long song — around six minutes long. My guitar has a rhythmic drive to it, and Jaco and Alex Acuña (the drummer on the date) had locked up together and were pushing it along with a Latin feel. It made the song seem even longer. I decided to break them up and put them on one at a time. I told Jaco, “This is a kind of surrealistic tune — a lot of Scorpio metaphors and Yagui Indian mysticism. It needs a tom-tom feel — but not 4 on the floor.” It needed a repetitive figure with space between figures to kind of half-time it against the drive of and plays with such reverence. Pedal steel is a great color for my music. It seems to fit so well with slack key. There’s a peace and a joy to it — a sensuality that I love about Hawaiian music which used to be pedal steel and slack key. Some men are just uncontrollable — like Rod Steiger who plays Jimmy Swaggart on TAX FREE. Steiger could do a generic southern accent but I really wanted a mimic — someone who could do Jimmy Swaggart, whose sermon we were reenacting. My first choice was Robert Duvall but he was busy on an evangelical movie of his own. the guitar — something like . . . (and I sang a part to him, making sliding gestures with Steiger was in the studio and blew a line. It was supposed to be, “Our nation has my right arm), “Ga-ga-ga-goom, ga-ga-ga-goom.” Jaco cradled the neck of his bass in lost its guts. Our nation has lost its strength and whimpered and cried and pandered his left hand. He tuned the strings to an open chord and he played the figures without to the Khomeinis and Gaddafis for so long.” Instead of pandered, Steiger says what any fretting. He banged the strings at the top of the neck with his fist and he slid to sounds like “petted the Khomeinis.” I went into the room to feed him the right words. the bottom for the “goom.” Halfway through the take, his hand was shredded like he He screamed at the control booth, “Get this women out of here!” So, it’s wrong on had run it over a carrot grater. We stopped tape, punched him in, and he finished the record. He had requested, for payment, a case of very rare and expensive red the song playing with the heel of his hand. At the end of the song it was shredded, wine. We had a hell of a time putting it together but we did it. He was at the playback too. We wrapped his hand in a paper towel and played back the track. When the party and got to hear his scene in context. When the album had played down, I song was over, he turned to me and said, “That should’ve been on my album!” I said, approached him to inform him that his case of wine was collected and he could take “Who cares whose album it’s on? It’s you and it’s on tape.” it home with him. He must have respected the album because suddenly, he was very Then it was Alex’s turn. I had the notion that he should jingle and thump — that powwow sound. I had some native ankle bells — big harness bells on leather straps. We humble — hang dog even. He hung his head and muttered something to the effect that he didn’t need it. I said, “No, you earned it. Take it home with you.” tied them on him. We placed a baffle on the floor. It was slightly curved. Henry put a Some of my songs just bug people. They hate them, even. MOON AT THE WINDOW mike under it and one beside it and Alex danced a Peruvian salsa to the track. I loved was one. Sarah Vaughan said, “That’s a strange form.” I said, “Well, it’s got an it — jingle and thump. It blended into the guitars in an unusual way. It was a bent-knee intro — like some old standards, that sets it up and never comes back, but then its just dance and when the song was over, he limped off the baffle. He couldn’t straighten verse, verse, bridge, verse — A B B C B — pretty simple.” She was not convinced. up for an hour, but he agreed it sounded great. I hired a vibes player to play on it. During his performance, I noticed a tightness There was one more casualty on this record date — “the split-tongued spirit.” Boyd in his face — a discomfort. He was a family man — happily married, I believe. At Elder, a painter from Texas possessing Cherokee blood and a native sounding voice, the end of the take, I went into the studio to find out what was bugging him — the was to double my voice with spoken word. He stepped up to the mike and froze. We headphones? The Words? “I hate the music,” he said. “You hate it? Why?” “It’s just 12 13 wrong,” he said emphatically, and he left. Later I found out that he had written a book my favorite bits from eight or ten performances and edit them together. It’s like defining jazz harmony and my harmony must have been too far outside this box of his working with Marlon Brando or Jack Nicholson when they improvise — every making for his comfort. I guess it is a rogue composition — a musical outlaw. take is different. They play with their environment — aware of and responding Wayne Shorter found the harmony on one of my songs strange, too. I played him the track and he said, “Well, what are these chords? These are not guitar chords — these are not piano chords. What are these chords?” Here we go again — Joni’s weird chords. But he didn’t get uptight. He went out and played like a champ. When to the details in it. They give great choices. When Wayne plays an illustration, though, I always take it. Listen to him playing “high heels clicking” on YVETTE IN ENGLISH. Listen to him play childlike — then darker — more ominous — on LOVE in the verse, “As a child I spoke like a child . . . .” he came back into the control booth, he said to me, “Well, well, they taught us at For years I wondered if he liked what I did with what he gave me. One night, Berkeley School of Music not to stay on a sus chord too long and never to go from a at the end of our session, as he was heading for the door, he stopped and sus chord to a sus chord.” Wayne was so free on his horn — I never thought of him turned to me and said, “O.K. Sculpt.” I had my answer. adhering to a musical legal system. His definition of jazz was freedom. In the process of selecting this music — reacquainting myself with it — I Being a self-taught musician, I called sus chords, chords of inquiry. They depicted was struck, sometimes, by the loveliness of it — the love in it. Not smitten complex emotions. They had questions in them. My whole life was full of questions. “pheromones in the receptors” kind of love but love like listening to one another Will I survive this disease? Will I ever walk again? Where is my daughter? Is she and responding to one another attentively. Listening to all the genuine care on alright? Will we nuke them? Will they nuke us? Is there a mate for me? these tracks made me happy. I used a lot of sus chords in the MAGDALENE LAUNDRIES — where women were Jeremy Lublock heard a jam we did — Klein and Vinnie and Landau and me. It unjustly incarcerated and couldn’t get out. I used them in ETHIOPIA (and dissonant was unfinished. I had thrown on a scratch, scat vocal. Henry played it for him. seconds, too) where women were trapped in famine and surrounded by slavers and He loved it. He said to Henry, “Let me put some strings on it — I have to put killers. I use them theatrically to depict unresolved situations. Apparently this was strings on it! She can take them off if she doesn’t like them but I hear them — I never done before in music — a man’s game. Men need resolution. Maybe only a have to do it.” So, the beautiful string arrangement on TWO GREY ROOMS woman could break that long standing rule. Tom Scott noticed the sus chords — back went on. That track remained unfinished — sitting on a shelf — waiting for the at COURT AND SPARK. He said, “It’s fascinating to play her songs because you get words. It took me years to find the right story. When I did, I edited the strings involved in that suspension that you’ve heard and now we’re beginning to find out ever so slightly. The story I found was strange but true. A German aristocrat — what makes up that suspension.” a gay man — had a lover in his youth who he never got over. He lost contact Occasionally, I hear an illustrative opportunity in a piece, and I ask for it. On BE COOL, I told Herbie Hancock “O.K. Herbie — you’re the ice cubes rattling in a glass.” Listen to what he played — high, glassy notes — clinking. Perfect! Another time, Joe Sample was the piano player and I heard a spot for illustration on TROUBLE CHILD — after the repeating phrase, “breaking like the waves at Malibu.” I asked Joe with him for many years. Then, somehow, he rediscovered him. He was a dock worker — hard hat — lunch pail. The aristocrat left his fancy digs and rented two grey rooms above street level. From this shabby perch, he was able to watch the object of his obsession going to and coming back from work. He never tried to make contact as far as I know. Unrequited love. to play me a Japanese wave there. “A Japanese wave?” he balked. “Yeah,” I said, John Guerin and I were in love when we recorded HARRY’S HOUSE. Listening “like” (and I sang it) — “Doodle oodle loo — breeow,” and I made an ascending to it after so many years have passed, our chemistry is palpable. No other arc with my hand that curled and sucked in on itself on the “breeow.” He smiled and drummer could have played that piece. Not like that. This is the song he spoke listened to how he played it — better than just abstract notes. of earlier — full of odd time changes and subtle dynamics. Wayne Shorter is the most visual of all the musicians I have worked with and the Klein’s bass on CHINESE CAFE could not be better — suspenseful — symphonic most profuse with ideas. I give him all the tracks I have for the joy of listening to him — gorgeous. explore. I always put him on last so everything is there for him to relate to. Then I take 14 15 Don Alias, playing the congas on THE WOLF THAT LIVES IN LINDSEY, is zeroed you want Jose Feliciano — you get Jose Feliciano!” I had some smoothing to do. I in. “Out touch is totally tandem.” asked him if he would, please, slide into the note — start it a bit early. He did. After he Greg Leisz plays with such tenderness. There is a spiritual power to what he plays — always. left I said to Henry, “I want to erase the first part of that note.” Henry looked doubtful. I told him “Put that track into record but first show me the button to stop recording.” He did, and we began to erase Larry’s note. I stopped the erasing where I really wanted I love trumpets — especially muted trumpets. I even love synth muted trumpets. I have used them on HANNA, and RAY’S DAD’S CADILLAC — along with the real trumpets that make the sound of a plane landing. I first made and used this sound for the intro to HARRY’S HOUSE. I had chuck Findley hold a note I gave him as long as he could. Then I gave him another track and another note and he held that one. I gave him a third note to hold. When that was recorded, I blended the three notes together and bounced them down to one track. When we mixed, Henry and a pair of hands conscripted from the studio halls, bent the note with an oscillator while I faded it up — bringing it closer and closer. Sounds like a plane landing to me. I sampled it and used it again for the plane landing in RAY’S DAD’S CADILLAC. I love the way James Taylor’s guitar locks up my dulcimer on CAREY. I love Brian Blade — another drummer who listens to the words. He dots my “I’s” and crosses my “T’s.” I love Joe Sample’s piano on HARRY’S HOUSE and on TROUBLE CHILD — two different styles — both stellar! I love the sound of my friends, Charles Valentino and Chris Kello, on YVETTE — those airy vocals. Listen to the London Philharmonic — playing their hearts out on all these recordings. The New York Times critic trashed this music. No love in him. Listen to and feel the emotion in BOTH SIDES NOW. At the end of that performance, many members of the Orchestra had their hankies out. That take was like surfing the big one. What a thrill for all of us. the note to come in. I blunt-cut it. There it was. The note was yanked. I had my “bite.” You can’t play music well if you don’t love it or understand it — like Victor Feldman — trying to play on MOON AT THE WINDOW and hating it. You have to be emotionally engaged — passionate even — like love. If you hate it, do what Victor did — leave. LOVE HAS MANY FACES was first conceived as a ballet. It was to be danced in the winter of 2014 by the Alberta Ballet — choreographed by my dear friend Jean Grande-Maître. We had done a ballet together in 2007. Our working relationship was delightful. We had no money for costumes or set design. I did the set design — very simple but effective — and I told Jean to paint the kids green. It was a “war” ballet called the FIDDLE AND THE DRUM. Simultaneously, I had an art show travelling around (L.A., New York, Toronto, Dublin). It was called GREEN FLAG SONG and was comprised of 64 large triptychs depicting centuries of war, revolution, and tyranny. Excerpts from these large, complex images were projected over the dancer’s heads in a 20-ft circle. All the bad boys were there — Hitler, Stalin, Bush, etc. — but abstracted in greens and grey-pinks. The circle above and the dancers below was very striking. The ballet travelled a bit. It was deemed a “block buster” by the Toronto Ballet critic and it received 12 standing ovations one night at the Vancouver Winter Olympics. I made a film of it, working in a “pay to play” position due to bad management. So, it was a labor of love. The film was shown (14? 18 times?) on Canadian Bravo. P.B.S refused it because it contained the “F” word. America! It was shown in a theatre in Czechoslovakia and on an Arab television station, which really surprised me. It has I ran into Robbie Robertson recently and I told him how much I enjoyed what he gained a kind of “cult” status and is currently showing in a gallery in Athens, Greece played on RAISED ON ROBBERY. He said, “But I only got one take,” as if he along with several other anti-war films — including an early film of Roman Polanski’s. needed another one. I said, “Well, you nailed it. If it works — don’t fix it. Great rock ‘n’ roll composition!” Now we were doing another one — this time it was a “love” ballet. I spent a year and a half trying to distill everything I have written about love and the lack of it down There were, of course, over the years, many sessions where things I tried did not come off — where they played the wrong thing or I said the wrong thing. Music like love has its ups and downs. On COURT AND SPARK, I wanted Larry Carlton, who was playing acoustic guitar, to bite a note — to attack it. He wouldn’t or couldn’t. I said, “You know — like Jose Feliciano.” He snapped “If 16 to 75 minutes — one disc. I sequenced and sequenced. I wanted the music to lead and feel like a total work — a new work. No matter what I did, though, at that length, it remained merely a collection of songs. The ballet had been named and advertised. Tickets had been 17 sold. With a sadness and a flattening sense of failure, I bowed out. Tickets had I heard a man speaking on the radio — on behalf of many of the record to be refunded. Jean apologized to the press on my behalf. He showed me great companies. He said, “We are no longer looking for talent! We’re looking for understanding but he was now in trouble with his “money people.” a look and a willingness to cooperate.” Well, I’m totally out of sync with these I continued to sequence. I needed to prove to myself that what I was after was possible. First I took the girdle off — the time constraint. Mountains of discs pilled up — mountains of trial and error. The process was like documentary filmmaking. I had forty years of footage to review. Then, suddenly, scenes began to hook up. Then series began to form. Instead of it being an emotional roller coaster ride as it was before —crammed into one disc — themes began to develop. Moods sustained. I was getting there. tragic times. This package is oozing with talent. Some of the greatest musicians in the world are gathered here. And this “look” they want — well, the Grammies look like a porno convention! Is that the look? I’m 70 years old. It’s been 30 years since I was cougar. Now there’s a look! What about the songs of a sabre tooth tiger? (Or am I a unicorn?) As for “willingness to cooperate,” I’m willing! As long as we are pulling together towards excellence, I’ll cooperate! But push me towards mediocrity — which sells very well — and I’ll fight you like Bette Davis. She said, “Anyone who stands between me and my art is my enemy!” I began to see characters from one song appear in others. HANNA, for instance, she’s a housekeeper. She wears an apron. She’s salt of the earth — no nonsense — wise. She has a sense of humor. She could dance COMES LOVE and BE COOL and take part in GOD MUST BE A BOOGIE MAN. When this long editorial process (2 years) finally came to rest, I had 4 ballets or a four-act ballet — a quartet. I also had a box set. Now, if only one act was danced, at least it was part of a more satisfying whole. Love is a big issue. I could get 12 discs out of what I’ve written but these four say enough. Act One begins in the fifties. Two 15-year-old girls are standing in front of a black burlesque show at the end of a mile-long midway. The music is seductive — jazzy — stripper music. They had been forbidden to stop there. “Don’t even look! Pass right on by!” In the background you hear the barker — “Step right up folks! The show is about to begin!” Rock ‘n’ roll is new and cars have given teenagers an unprecedented liberty. It continues into our materialistic and litigious times. Act This box set is rising like a phoenix from the ashes of two dead projects — a ballet and a horrendously ill-conceived box set. They started it without me. They hired two incompetents to “do” me. It was to be a 2-disc set — peppered with discarded and damaged work — for the sake of something “new.” They hired a burglar to enter my storage space (ironically called “A Safe Place”). He rummaged around and came back with the dregs. “Why are you doing this?” I asked the bosses. “That’s the way it’s done,” was the reply. “Not to me,” I said and I squelched it. A little while later, the bosses were fired, and just before the company went belly up, I got the bills — for their mistake. The ballet is a dream I hope somehow to resurrect. We’ll see. Meanwhile, with these notes coming to an end, my work is done. I’m celebrating. I’m pouring myself a glass of wine. I’d like to drink a toast. If God is dead and love is dead, is talent the next fatality? Let’s all drink a toast to talent. Here’s to you, talent — may you be resurrected, too. Two is dark. It leads us into the perversion and corruption of these times until the wise little housekeeper, Hanna, lights the lamp. A healing begins. Humanity returns. The heart opens. The ability to love becomes a possibility. This act closes —Joni Mitchell with an enchanted NIGHT RIDE HOME. Act Three is the smitten act — the “in love” act until the imperfections corrode the harmony. This act defines what love is — ideally. Act Four is called IF YOU WANT ME I’LL BE IN THE BAR. If danced, much of it would be a barroom setting — characters coming and going. Here, love of land, love of water, wanderlust, obsession, frustration — many “faces of love” appear and disappear. This act, the final act, has a warm and friendly ending — the dancers link arms and wish us all a lot of luck. 18 19 Act 1 Birth of Rock ‘n’ Roll Days In France They Kiss On Main Street Downtown My darling dime store thief In the War of Independence Rock ‘n’ roll rang sweet as victory. Under neon signs, A girl was in bloom And a woman was fading In a suburban room. I said “Take me to the dance Do you want to dance? I love to dance!” And I told him “They don’t take chances They seem so removed from romance. They’ve been broken in churches and schools And molded to middle class circumstance.” And we were rolling, rolling, rock ‘n’ rolling. Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac You Turn Me On I’m a Radio Harlem in Havana Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Rollin’ Past the rink Past the record shack Pink fins in the falling rain Rollin’ To the blue lights past the water mains If you’re driving into town With a dark cloud above you Dial in the number Who’s bound to love you At the far end of the midway, By the double ferris wheel, There’s a band that plays so snakey You can’t help how you feel. Emmy May ran away With a man as dark as night… You can see him, if you go there, Second trumpet to the right. Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Weekends we’d get Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Rock ‘n roll in the dashboard Romance in the back of Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Ray’s dad teaches math Zero I’m a dunce I’m a decimal in his class Last night’s kisses won’t erase Zero I just can’t keep the numbers in their place Downtown The dance halls and cafes Feel so wild you could break somebody’s heart Just doing the latest dance craze. Gail and Louise In those push-up brassieres Tight dresses and rhinestone rings Drinking up the band’s beers. Young love was kissing under bridges, Kissing in cars, kissing in cafes And we were walking down Main Street Kisses like bright flags hung on holidays! In France they kiss on Main Street Amour, mama, not cheap display! And we were rolling, rolling, rock ‘n’ rolling. Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Last night we had Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Rock ‘n roll in the dashboard Romance in the back of Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac When it comes to mathematics I got static in the attic “No sir, nothin’s clear!” I’ll be blackboard blind on Monday Dreamin’ of blue runways On the edge of here A little atmosphere Downtown In the pinball arcade With his head full of pool hall pitches And songs from the hit parade He’d be singing “Bye Bye Love” While he’s racking up his free play Let those rock ‘n’ roll choir boys Come and carry us away. Sometimes Chickie had the car Or Ron had the car Or Lead Foot Melvin with his hot-wire head. We’d all go looking for a party Looking to raise Jesus up from the dead And I’d be kissing in the back seat, Thrilling to the Brando-like things that he said And we’d be rolling rolling rock ‘n’ rolling. Blue lights Out on airport road Motown in a field in a farmer’s grove Big planes comin’ overhead Lowdown You can see the bolts You can see the tire treads Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Weekends we’d get Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Rock ‘n’ roll in the dashboard Romance in the back of Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac 20 Oh honey you turn me on I’m a radio I’m a country station I’m a little bit corny I’m a wildwood flower Waving for you A broadcasting tower Waving for you And I’m sending you out This signal here I hope you can pick it up Loud and clear They play “Night Train” So snakey! Black girls dancing Long and leggy! Barkers barking, “Step right up, folks! The show is about to begin It’s Harlem in Havana time Step right in!” I know you don’t like weak women You get bored so quick And you don’t like strong women ‘Cause they’re hip to your tricks It’s been dirty for dirty Down the line But you know I come when you whistle When you’re loving and kind But if you’ve got too many doubts If there’s no good reception for me Then tune me out Silver spangles See ‘em dangle in the farm boys’ eyes! Hootchie kootchie Auntie Ruthie would’ve cried If she knew we were on the inside. When Emmy May ran away She came back a bottle blonde, God! The gossips had a gourmet feast Chomping on how she went wrong. But miracle of miracles ‘Cause we were under age She got us nearly front row seats To the right side of the stage. ‘Cause honey who needs the static It hurts the head And you wind up cracking And the day goes dismal From “Breakfast Barney” To the sign-off prayer What a sorry face you get to wear I’m going to tell you again now If you’re still listening there See that tall girl? That’s a man! That one too With the yellow feather fan! Barkers barking “Step right up, folks! The show is about to begin It’s Harlem in Havana time Step right in!” If you’re driving into town With a dark cloud above you Dial in the number Who’s bound to love you If you’re lying on the beach With the transistor going Kick off the sandflies honey The love’s still flowing If your head says forget it But your heart’s still smoking Call me at the station The lines are open Silver spangles See ‘em dangle in the farm boys’ eyes! Hootchie kootchie Auntie Ruthie would’ve died If she knew we were on the inside. 21 Car On a Hill He’s a dancin’ clown Dancin’ dancin’ A dancin’ clown Dancin’ He’s a dancin’ clown Dancin’ dancin’ dancin’ Dancin’ clown I’ve been sitting up waiting for my sugar to show I’ve been listening to the sirens and the radio He said he’d be over three hours ago I’ve been waiting for his car on the hill He makes friends easy He’s not like me I watch for judgement anxiously Now where in the city can that boy be Waiting for a car Climbing Climbing Climbing the hill Cherchez la femme Whenever love comes around Someone’s a dancin’ clown Cherchez la femme Whenever hearts start to pound Someone’s a dancin’ clown He’s a real good talker — I think he’s a friend Fast tires come screaming around the bend But there’s still no buzzer They roll on And I’m waiting for his car on the hill It always seems so righteous at the start When there’s so much laughter When there’s so much spark When there’s so much sweetness in the dark Waiting for a car Climbing Climbing Climbing the hill Down the street comes last–word–Suzie She’s high yellow — lookin’ top nice You hear the swoosh of jungle blades And the crackle of northern ice “Hot damn!” says Rowdy lookin’ up “Yum!” says Jesse lookin’ down “How would you like to be her dancin’ Her dancin’ clown?” Be her dancin’ clown Dancin’ dancin’ Dancin’ clown Dancin’ Be her dancin’ clown Dancin’ dancin’ dancin’ Dancin’ clown Dancin’ Clown Cherchez la femme Whenever love comes around Someone’s a dancin’ clown Cherchez la femme Wherever hearts start to pound Someone’s a dancin’ clown No you couldn’t call Jesse a babe in the woods He’s just weak in self-defense ‘Cause he’s so thin skinned He can’t take a joke at his expense “You’re a push down window” says Rowdy Yates “I can run you up and down Anytime I want to I can make you my dancin’ My dancin’ clown!” You’re my dancin’ clown Dancin’ dancin’ Dancin’ clown Dancin’ You’re my dancin’ clown Dancin’ dancin’ dancin’ Dancin’ clown River It’s coming on Christmas They’re cutting down trees They’re putting up reindeer And singing songs of joy and peace Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on But it don’t snow here It stays pretty green I’m going to make a lot of money Then I’m going to quit this crazy scene Oh I wish I had a river I could skate away on Rowdy Yates is as bold as Jove He’s all chide and snide and bluff Stuck in the romantic tradition Of acting rough and tough “You’re always charging thru” says Jesse Nervous lookin’ all around To see who’s seein’ him bein’ a dancin’ A dancin’ clown I I I I 22 wish I had a river so long would teach my feet to fly wish I had a river I could skate away on made my baby cry He tried hard to help me You know, he put me at ease And he loved me so naughty Made me weak in the knees Oh, I wish I had a river I could skate away on I’m so hard to handle I’m selfish and I’m sad Now I’ve gone and lost the best baby That I ever had I wish I had a river I could skate away on Down at the Chinese Cafe We’d be dreaming on our dimes We’d be playing “You give your love, so sweetly” One more time Christmas is sparkling Out on Carol’s lawn This girl of my childhood games Has kids nearly grown and gone Grown up so fast Like the turn of a page We look like our mothers did now When we were those kids’ age Nothing lasts for long Nothing lasts for long Nothing lasts for long Oh, I wish I had a river so long I would teach my feet to fly I wish I had a river I could skate away on I made my baby say goodbye It’s coming on Christmas They’re cutting down trees They’re putting up reindeer And singing songs of joy and peace I wish I had a river I could skate away on Down at the Chinese Cafe We’d be dreaming on our dimes We’d be playing “Oh my love, my darling I’ve hungered for your touch A long lonely time And time goes by so slowly And time can do so much Are you still mine? I need your love I need your love God speed your love to me” Time goes — where does the time go I wonder where the time goes Chinese Café/Unchained Melody Caught in the middle, Carol We’re middle class We’re middle aged We were wild in the old days Birth of rock ‘n’ roll days Now your kids are coming up straight And my child’s a stranger I bore her But I could not raise her Nothing lasts for long Nothing lasts for long Nothing lasts for long Harry’s House/Centerpiece Heat waves on the runway As the wheels set down He takes his baggage off the carousel He takes a taxi into town Yellow schools of taxi fishes… Jonah in a ticking whale Caught up at the lights in the fishnet windows Of Bloomingdale’s… Watching those high fashion girls Skinny black models with Raveen curls and Beauty parlor blondes with credit card eyes Looking for the chic and the fancy to buy. Down at the Chinese Cafe We’d be dreaming on our dimes We’d be playing “Oh my love, my darling” One more time Uranium money Is booming in the old home town now It’s putting up sleek concrete Tearing the old landmarks down now Paving over brave little parks Ripping off Indian land again How long how long Short sighted business men Ah nothing lasts for long Nothing lasts for long Nothing lasts for long He opens up his suitcase In the continental suite And people thirty stories down Look like colored currents in the street. A helicopter lands on the Pan Am roof Like a dragonfly on a tomb And business men in button downs 23 Press into conference rooms Battalions of paper minded males Talking commodities and sales While at home their paper wives And their paper kids Paper the walls to keep their gut reactions hid. Friends have told her “Not so proud” Neighbors trying to sleep and yelling “Not so loud” Lovers in anger — “Block of Ice” Harder and harder just to be nice. Given in the night to dark dreams From the dark things she feels She covers her eyes in the x-rated scenes Running from the reels. Yellow checkers for the kitchen Climbing ivy for the bath She is lost in House and Gardens He’s caught up in Chief of Staff. He drifts off into the memory Of the way she looked in school With her body oiled and shining At the public swimming pool… Beauty and madness to be praised ‘Cause it is not easy to be brave To walk around in so much need To carry the weight of all that greed. Dressed in stolen clothes she stands Cast iron and frail With her impossibly gentle hands And her blood-red fingernails… “The more I’m with you pretty baby The more I feel my love increase I’m building all my dreams around you Our happiness will never cease ‘Cause nothing’s any good without you Baby you’re my centerpiece. Out of the fire and still smoldering She says “A woman must have everything” Shades of Scarlett Conquering She says “A woman must have everything” We’ll find a house and garden somewhere Along a country road a piece A little cottage on the outskirts Where we can really find release ‘Cause nothing’s any good without you Baby you’re my centerpiece.” Number One Got to be a winner trophy winner Get to hold your head up high up Number one …Shining hair and shining skin Shining as she reeled him in To tell him like she did today Just what he could do with Harry’s House And Harry’s take home pay. Got to be a winner trophy winner Get to hold your head up high up Number one Number one Number one Honey tell me When your working day is done Were you reaching for the high rung? Reaching to be number one? Shades of Scarlett Conquering Out of the fire like Catholic saints Comes Scarlett and her deep complaint Mimicking tenderness she sees In sentimental movies. A celluloid rider comes to town Cinematic lovers sway Plantations and sweeping ballroom gowns Take her breath away. You get a car You want a boat You want an eenie-meenie-miney Miney-moe Oh there must be more to living Than a mortgage and a lawn to mow Out in the wind in crinolines Chasing the ghosts of Gable and Flynn Through stand-in boys and extra players Magnolias hopeful in her auburn hair. She comes from a school of southern charm She likes to have things her way Any man in the world holding out his arm Would soon be made to pay. Sweaty work And lucky breaks And blood and tears is all it takes To be a winner People cheer And people gasp People want your autograph When you’re a winner 24 Run run run run Let’s see you run We’ll be betting by the starting gun Shall we shower you with flowers? Or shall we shun ya When your race is run? Will we shower you with flowers? Or will we shun ya When your race is run? Will they shower you with flowers? Or will they shun ya When your race is run? It wasn’t hard to guess That the end would be a mess You want too much You want too badly You want everything for nothing! In the land of mass frustration The judges are sleeping Counting wooly little lawyers And grinding their teeth Outside my sleepless window The Hollywood sirens are shrieking While down some searchlit alley runs Some lost belief Got to be a winner trophy winner Get to hold your head up high up Number one Oh I’m tangled in your lies Your scam Your spider web Spit spun between the trees Doors slam You want my head! You’d eat your young alive For a jaguar in the drive You lie too much You lie too badly You want everything for nothing! The Windfall (Everything for Nothing) Because Elvis gave ‘em cars You think I’m cheap And you’re hard done by Look you live here like a star Rent free suite Big blue pool that you sun by Trips to tropic shores Clothes from fancy stores You want too much You want too badly You want everything for nothing! Come In From The Cold Back in 1957 We had to dance a foot apart And they hawk-eyed us from the sidelines Holding their rulers without a heart And so with just a touch of our fingers We could make our circuitry explode All we ever wanted Was just to come in from the cold. Going to the church You chant For my downfall Chanting for my house My friends You want it all… The pillows on my bed The visions in my head You want too much You want too badly You want everything for nothing! Come in Come in Oh come in from the cold (We were so sure) Please come in Come in from the cold In the land of litigation The courts are like game shows Take what’s behind the curtain The jury cries! I’m not going to be the jackpot At the end of your perjured rainbow Not if local justice has even one good eye. I feel your legs under the table Leaning into mine I feel renewed I feel disabled By these bonfires in my spine. I don’t know who the arsonist was Which incendiary soul But all I ever wanted Was just to come in from the cold. Oh it’s not like I was blind I saw But I took no action As you began to climb Green clawed Dissatisfaction 25 Come in Come in Come in from the cold (You were so warm) Oh come in Come in from the cold I am not some stone commission Like a statue in a park I am flesh and blood and vision I am howling in the dark. Long blue shadows of the jackals Are falling on a pay phone by the road Oh, all they ever wanted Was just to come in from the cold. Come in Come in Come in from the cold (I was so low) Please come in Come in from the cold “All the guilty people” he said They’ve all seen the stain On their daily bread On their Christian names I cleared myself I sacrificed my blues And you could complete me I’d complete you Tire skids and teeth marks What happened to this place? Lawyers and loan sharks Are laying America to waste His eyes were the color of the sand And the sea And the more he talked to me The more he reached me But I couldn’t let go of L.A. City of the fallen angels Trouble Child No Apologies The general offered no apologies He said, “The soldiers erred in judgment They should have hired a hooker” No apologies To the outraged Japanese No “Sorry little girl” The pigs just took her Act 2 The Light is Hard to Find Tire skids and teeth marks What happened to this place? Lawyers and loan sharks Are laying America to waste Court & Spark Love came to my door With a sleeping roll And a madman’s soul He thought for sure I’d seen him Dancing up a river in the dark Looking for a woman To court and spark Freddie said that Juan thinks I think he’s the devil What a lofty title For such a petty little tyrant Bigger beasts abound And they kick this world around At this crazy speed With violence and greed He was playing on the sidewalk For passing change When something strange happened Glory train passed through him So he buried the coins he made In People’s Park And went looking for a woman To court and spark Tire skids and teeth marks What happened to this place? Lawyers and loan sharks Are laying America to waste So what makes a man a man In these tough times As drug lords buy up the banks And warlords radiate the oceans Ecosystems fail Snakes and snails and puppy tails Are wagging in the wound Beneath the trampled moon It seemed like he read my mind He saw me mistrusting him And still acting kind He saw how I worried sometimes I worry sometimes 26 Not To Blame The story hit the news From coast to coast They said you beat the girl You loved the most Your charitable acts Seemed out of place With the beauty With your fist marks on her face Your buddies all stood by They bet their fortunes And their fame That she was out of line And you were not to blame The general offered No apologies Up in a sterilized room Where they let you be lazy Knowing your attitude’s all wrong And you’ve got to change And that’s not easy Dragon shining with all values known Dazzling you — keeping you from your own Where is the lion in you to defy him When you’re this weak And this spacey Six hundred thousand doctors Are putting on rubber gloves And they’re poking At the miseries made of love They say they’re learning How to spot The battered wives Among all the women They see bleeding through their lives I bleed for your perversity These red words that make a stain On your white-washed claim that She was out of line And you were not to blame So what are you going to do about it You can’t live life and you can’t leave it Advice and religion you can’t take it You can’t seem to believe it The peacock is afraid to parade You’re under the thumb of the maid You really can’t give love in this condition Still you know how you need it They open and close you Then they talk like they know you They don’t know you They’re friends and they’re foes too Trouble child Breaking like the waves at Malibu I heard your baby say When he was only three “Daddy let’s get some girls One for you and one for me” His mother had the frailty you despise And the looks you love to drive to suicide Not one wet eye around Her lonely little grave Said, “He was out of line girl You were not to blame” So why does it come as such a shock To know you really have no one Only a river of changing faces Looking for an ocean They trickle through your leaky plans Another dream over the dam And you’re lying in some room Feeling like your right to be human Is going over too Well some are going to knock you And some’ll try and clock you You know it’s really hard To talk sense to you Trouble child Breaking like the waves at Malibu Nothing Can Be Done Must I forgive you Each time And say you don’t know what you’re doing There are no victimless crimes I know of Out here in these graffiti ruins My love 27 Oh I am not old I’m told But I am not young Oh and nothing can be done Don’t start My heart Is a smoking gun Oh and nothing can be done Comes a fire Firemen come and rescue you Blow a tire You can patch the inner tube But comes love Nothing can be done Don’t try hidin’ ‘Cause it isn’t any use You’ll just start slidin’ When your heart turns on the juice I heard you leaving Oh late last night I heard you screaming down the mountain Like you were running red lights Red lights You had some trash can rock band pounding Comes a heat wave You can hurry to the shore Comes a summons Hide yourself behind the door Comes love Nothing can be done Oh I am not old I’m told But I am not young Oh and nothing can be done Don’t start My heart Is a smoking gun Oh and nothing can be done Comes a headache You can lose it in a day Comes a toothache See your dentist right away Comes love Nothing can be done Must I surrender With grace The things I loved when I was younger Sweet embrace Must I remember your face So well What do I do here with this hunger Comes the measles You can quarantine the room Comes a mousie You can chase it with a broom Comes love Nothing can be done Oh I am not old I’m told But I am not young Oh and nothing can be done Don’t start My heart Is a smoking gun Oh and nothing can be done That’s all brother If you’ve ever been in love That’s all brother Then you’ll know just what I’m speakin’ of Nothing can be done Nothing can be done Oh nothing can be done Comes a nightmare You can always stay awake Comes depression You could get another break Comes love Nothing can be done Nothing can be done Comes Love Moon at the Window Comes a rain storm, Put your rubbers on your feet Comes a snow storm You can get a little heat Comes love Nothing can be done It takes cheerful resignation Heart and humility That’s all it takes A cheerful person told me Nobody’s harder on me than me How could they be And nobody’s harder on you than you 28 Betsy’s blue She says “Tell me something good!” You know I’d help her out if I only could Oh but sometimes the light Can be so hard to find At least the moon at the window the thieves left that behind Needles, guns, and grass Lots of laughs lots of laughs Everybody’s saying that hell’s the hippest way to go Well I don’t think so But I’m gonna take a look around it though Blue I love you Blue Here is a shell for you Inside you’ll hear a sigh A foggy lullaby There is your song from me People don’t know how to love They taste it and toss it Turn it off and on Like a bathtub faucet Oh sometimes the light Can be so hard to find At least the moon at the window The thieves left that behind Tax Free Front rooms Back rooms Slide into tables Crowd into bathrooms Joke around Cheap talk Deep talk Talk talk talk around the clock Crawl home Lie down Teeth chatter Heart pounds I don’t feel so good I don’t feel so good Push a button to escape Preacher on the tube crying “Lord!” There’s evil in this land “Rock and roll music!” “Cast down these dope fiends and there noisy bands!” “Damn their souls!” Preacher preaching love like vengeance Preaching love like hate Calling for large donations Promising estates With rolling lawns and angel bands Behind the pearly gates You know he will have his in this life But yours will have to wait He’s immaculately tax free I wish her heart I know these battles Deep in the dark When the spooks of memories rattle Ghosts of the future Phantoms of the past Rattle rattle rattle In the spoon and the glass Is it possible to learn How to care and yet not care Since love has two faces Hope and despair And pleasure always turns to fear I find At least the moon at the window The thieves left that behind Moon at the window They left that behind At least they left the moon Behind the blind Moon at the window Blue Blue Songs are like tattoos You know I’ve been to sea before Crown and anchor me Or let me sail away Hey Blue, here is a song for you Ink on a pin Underneath the skin An empty space to fill in Well there’re so many sinking now You’ve got to keep thinking You can make it thru these waves Acid, booze, and ass “Multiple hundreds of thousands of...” Tax free “Hundreds and millions of dollars” Tax free “A hundred billion dollars! And who is paying the price? Who who “Your children are” 29 Pissed off Jacked up Scream into the mic Spit into the loving cup Strut like a rooster March like a man God’s hired hands and the devil bands Packing the same grandstands Different clothes “Pot in their pockets!” Different hair “Sexually active” Raise a screaming guitar or a bible in the air Theatre of anguish Theatre of glory God’s hired hands and the devil bands Oh come let us adore — ME! Lord, there’s danger in this land You get witch-hunts and wars When church and state hold hands Fuck it! Tonight I’m going out dancing With the drag queens and the punks Big beat deliver me From this sanctimonious skunk We’re no flaming angels And he’s not heaven sent How can he speak for the Prince of Peace When he’s hawk right militant He’s immaculately tax free The Wolf That Lives in Lindsey Of the darkness in men’s minds What can you say That wasn’t marked by history Or the TV news today He gets away with murder The blizzards come and go The stab and glare and buckshot Of the heavy heavy snow It comes and goes It comes and goes His grandpa loved an empire His sister loved a thief And Lindsey loved the ways of darkness Beyond belief Girls in chilly blouses The blizzards come and go The stab and glare and buckshot Of the heavy heavy snow It comes and goes It comes and goes “Our nation has lost its guts!” Save me “Our nation has lost its strength” Tax free “Our nation has whimpered and cried” Save me “And petted (pandered to) the Castros” Tax free “The Khomeinis’ and the Kaddafis’” Save me “For so long” Tax free “That we don’t know how to act like a man” Save me “I think that we should turn the United States Marines loose on that little island south of Florida and stop that problem!” “I am preachin’ love, I am!” 30 The cops don’t seem to care For derelicts or ladies of the night They’re weeds for yanking out of sight If you’re smart or rich or lucky Maybe you’ll beat the laws of man But the inner laws of spirit And the outer laws of nature No man can No no man can Hana has a special knack For getting people back on the right track ‘Cause she knows They all matter So she doesn’t argue or flatter She doesn’t fight the slights She takes it on the chin Like a champ Hana says when life’s a drag Don’t cave in Don’t wave a white flag Raise up A white banner In this manner Straighten your back Dig in your heals And get a good grip on your grief! Well, I looked at the granite markers Those tributes to finality — to eternity Then I looked at myself here Chicken scratching for a piece of immortality In the church they light the candles And the wax rolls down like tears There is the hope and the hopelessness I’ve witnessed all these years We’re only particles of change — I know We’re just orbiting around the sun But how can I have that point of view When I’m bound and tied to someone White flags of winter chimneys Waving truce against the moon In the mirrors of a modern bank From the window of my hotel room Hana says, “Don’t get me wrong This is no simple Sunday song Where God or Jesus comes along And they save ya. You’ve got to be braver than that You tackle the beast alone With all its tenacious teeth!” Light the lamp. I’m traveling in some vehicle I’m sitting in some cafe A defector from the petty wars Until love sucks me back that way Hejira Hana I’m traveling in some vehicle I’m sitting in some cafe A defector from these petty wars That shell shock love away There’s comfort in melancholy When there’s no need to explain It’s just as natural as the weather In this moody sky today In our possessive coupling So much can not be expressed So now I’m returning to myself These things that you and I suppressed I see something of myself in everyone Right at this moment of the world As snow gathers like bolts of lace Waltzing on a bridal girl Hana steps out of a storm Into a stranger’s warm, but Hard-up kitchen. She sees what must be done So she takes off her coat Rolls up her sleeves And starts pitchin’ in. You know it never has been easy Whether you do or you do not resign Whether you travel the breadth of extremities Or you stick to some straighter line Now here’s a man and a woman sitting on a rock They’re either going to thaw out or freeze Listen There lives a wolf in Lindsey That raids and runs Through the hills of Hollywood And the downtown slums He gets away with murder The blizzards come and go The stab and glare and buckshot Of the heavy heavy snow It comes and goes It comes and goes Sounds like Benny Goodman Floating through the snowy trees I’m porous with travel fever But I’m so glad to be on my own Still, the slightest touch of a stranger Sets up a trembling in my bones But I know no one’s going to show me everything We come and go unknown Each so deep and so superficial Between the forceps and the stone Stay In Touch This is really something People will be envious But our roles aren’t clear So we mustn’t rush Still, we’re burning brightly Clinging like fire to fuel I’m grinning like a fool Stay in touch We should stay in touch Oh! Stay in touch In touch Part of this is permanent Part of this is passing So we must be loyal and wary Not to give away too much Til we build a firm foundation And empty out old habits Old habits 31 Stay in touch We should stay in touch Oh! Stay in touch In touch Round the curve And a big dark horse Red taillights on his hide Is keeping right alongside Rev for stride 4th of July Night Ride Home During times like these The wise are influential They can bear the imperfections They can keep the harmony No doubt about it No doubt that’s essential “No doubt” That’s always been a tricky one for me I love the man beside me We love the open road No phones till Friday Far from the undertow Far from the overload So, we should just surrender Let fate and duty shape us Let light hearts remake us Let the worries hush In the middle of this continent In the middle of our time on Earth We perceive one another Stay in touch We should stay in touch Oh! Stay in touch In touch Once in awhile In a big blue moon There comes a night like this Like some surrealist Invented this 4th of July Night Ride Home Night Ride Home On a Night Ride Home Act 3 Love Has Many Faces Night Ride Home You’re My Thrill Once in a while In a big blue moon There comes a night like this Like some surrealist Invented this 4th of July Night Ride Home You’re my thrill You do something to me You send chills right through me When I look at you ‘Cause you’re my thrill Hula girls and caterpillar tractors in the sand The ukulele man The fireworks This 4th of July Night Ride Home You’re my thrill How my pulse increases I just go to pieces Everytime I look at you I can’t keep still M-m-m Nothing seems to matter M-m-m Here’s my heart on a silver platter I love the man beside me We love the open road No phones till Friday Far from the overkill Far from the overload Oh where is my will Why this strange desire Flaming higher and higher Everytime I look at you I can’t keep still You’re my thrill Back at the bar The band tears down But out here in the headlight beams The silver power lines Gleam On this 4th of July Night Ride Home 32 What a pocket of heavenly grace” But in France they say Everyday Love puts on a new face Love has many faces Many, many faces The Crazy Cries of Love It was a dark and a stormy night Everyone was at the wing-ding They weren’t the wing-ding type So they went up on the train bridge Where the weather was howling And oh, oh, my my When that train comes rolling by No paper thin walls, no folks above No one else can hear The crazy cries of love About a month or so later he said “Why can’t you be happy You make me feel helpless when you get this way” I said, “I’m up to my neck in alligators Jaws gnashing at me Each one trying to pull a piece away Darling, you can’t slay these beasts of prey Some bad dreams even love can’t erase” But in France they say Everyday Love puts on a new face Love has many faces Many, many faces They were laughing, they were dancing in the rain They knew their love was a strong one When they heard the far off whistle of a train They were hoping it was going to be a long one ‘Cause oh, oh, my my When that train comes rolling by No paper thin walls, no folks above No one else can hear The crazy cries of love He said “I wish you were with me here The leaves are electric They burn on the river bank Countless heatless flames” I said, “Well send me some pictures then And I’ll paint pyrotechnic Explosions of your autumn till we meet again I miss your touch and your lips so much I long for our next embrace” But in France they say Everyday Love puts on a new face Love puts on a new face Love has many faces Many, many faces In the back booth of an all-night cafe Two dripping raincoats are hanging Outside in the weather The shade on the streetlight is clanging And they smile ear to ear and eye to eye Ice cream is melting on a piece of pie And oh, my my No one else can hear The cries of love Every kiss was sweet and strong Every touch was totally tandem As the train come a-rumbling along They sang a lover’s song of wild abandon And oh, oh, my my When that train comes rolling by No paper thin walls, no folks above No one else can hear The crazy cries of love No paper thin walls, no folks above No one else can hear The crazy cries of love Borderline Everybody looks so ill at ease So distrustful So displeased Running down the table I see a borderline Like a barbed wire fence Strung tight strung tense Prickling with pretense A borderline Why are you smirking at your friend? Is this to be the night when All well-wishing ends? All credibility revoked? Thin skin Thick jokes! Can we blame it on the smoke, This borderline? Love Puts On A New Face He said “You think you’re a lady But I know you’re a woman We are as young as the night” I said “No telephones ringing No company coming Just the lap of the lake and the firelight And the lonely loon and the crescent moon 33 Every bristling shaft of pride Church or nation Team or tribe Every notion we subscribe to Is just a borderline Good or bad we think we know As if thinking makes things so! All convictions grow along a borderline. Smug in your jaded expertise You scathe the wonder world And you praise barbarity. In this illusionary place This scared hard-edged rat race All liberty is laced with Borderlines Every income every age Every fashion-plated rage Every measure every gauge Creates a borderline Every stone thrown through glass Every mean-street-kick-ass Every swan caught on the grass Will draw a borderline You snipe so steady You snub so snide So ripe and ready To diminish and deride! You’re so quick to condescend My opinionated friend All you deface All you defend Is just a borderline. Just a borderline. Another borderline Just a borderline. A Strange Boy A strange boy is weaving A course of grace and havoc On a yellow skateboard Thru midday sidewalk traffic Just when I think he’s foolish and childish And I want him to be manly I catch my fool and my child Needing love and understanding What a strange, strange boy He still lives with his family Even the war and the navy Couldn’t bring him to maturity He keeps referring back to school days And clinging to his child Fidgeting and bullied His crazy wisdom holding onto something wild He asked me to be patient Well I failed “Grow up!” I cried And as the smoke was clearing he said “Give me one good reason why” What a strange, strange boy He sees the cars as sets of waves Sequences of mass and space He sees the damage in my face We got high on travel And we got drunk on alcohol And on love the strongest poison and medicine of all See how that feeling comes and goes Like the pull of moon on tides Now I am surf rising Now parched ribs of sand at his side What a strange, strange boy I gave him clothes and jewelry I gave him my warm body I gave him power over me A thousand glass eyes were staring In a cellar full of antique dolls I found an old piano And sweet chords rose up in waxed New England halls While the boarders were snoring Under crisp white sheets of curfew We were newly lovers then We were fire in the stiff blue-haired house rules You Dream Flat Tires It came to pass Like lightening striking from above Electric flash Like lightening striking from above Struck by precious love Precious, precious love So hopeless and so inspired Why do you dream flat tires When you dream flat tires? You dream flat tires With a jack and a spare you’re there Trying to get to where love is Coming in on a rim and a prayer Trying to get to where love is ‘Cause love is precious love You said it was precious love When first you felt my fire Before you dreamed flat tires You dreamed flat tires You dream flat tires 34 “Woman she bounce back easy But a man could break both his legs” Are you telling me that to tease me? Or just to hear me beg? As a child I spoke as a child I thought and I understood as a child But when I became a woman I put away childish things And began to see through a glass darkly Cause I know that you love me But what are you going to let love be Just a vague flirtation Or extra special company? Love is precious love You said it was precious When first you felt my fire Before you dreamed flat tires You dreamed flat tires You dream flat tires Where as a child I saw it face to face Now I only know it in part, in part Fractions in me Of faith and hope and love And of these great three Love’s the greatest beauty Love Love Love “Woman she bounce back easy But a man could break both his legs” Are you telling me that to tease me Or just to make me beg? All I Want I am on a lonely road And I am travelling Looking for something What can it be? Oh I hate you some I hate you some — I love you some I love you when I forget about me. I want to be strong I want to laugh along I want to belong to the living Alive, alive I want to get up and jive I want to wreck my stockings In some juke box dive Do you want- do you want Do you want to dance with me baby Do you want to take a chance On maybe finding Some sweet romance With me? Baby? Well come on. I know you love me What are you going to let love be? Flat tires Flat tires Love is precious Love Although I speak In tongues of men and angels I’m just sounding brass And tinkling cymbals without love Love suffers long Love is kind! Enduring all things Hoping all things Love has no evil in mind If I had the gift of prophecy And all knowledge And the faith to move the mountains Even if I understood all of the mysteries If I didn’t have love I’d be nothing All I really, really want Our love to do Is to bring out the best in me And in you too All I really, really want Our love to do Is to bring out the best in me And in you I want to talk to you I want to shampoo you I want to renew you Again and again Applause, applause Love never looks for love Love’s not puffed up Or envious Or touchy Because it rejoices in the truth Not in iniquity Love sees like a child sees 35 Life is our cause When I think of your kisses My mind see-saws Do you see - do you see Do you see how you hurt me? Baby? So I hurt you too Then we both get so blue. Be your own best friend tonight And play it cool Play it cool Fifty-fifty Fire and ice Don’t get jealous Don’t get over-zealous Be cool Don’t whine Kiss off that flaky valentine You’re nobody’s fool I am on a lonely road And I am travelling Looking for the key To set me free Oh the jealousy-the greed It’s the unravelling It’s the unravelling And it undoes all the joy That could be I want to have fun I want to shine like the sun I want to be the one That you want to see I want to knit you a sweater I want to write you a love letter I want to make you feel better I want to make you feel free I want to make you feel free Be cool fool Be cool Play it cool Play it cool Fifty-fifty Fire and ice So if there’s one rule to this game Everybody’s gonna name It’s — be cool If you’re worried or uncertain If your feelings are hurtin’ You’re a fool if you can’t keep cool Charm ‘em Don’t alarm ‘em Keep things light Keep your worries out of sight And play it cool Play it cool Fifty-fifty Fire and ice Be Cool If there’s one rule to this game Everybody’s gonna name It’s be cool If you’re worried or uncertain If your feelings are hurtin’ You’re a fool if you can’t keep cool Charm ‘em Don’t alarm ‘em Keep things light Keep your worries out of sight And play it cool Play it cool Fifty-fifty Fire and ice Yvette In English He met her in a French café She slipped in sideways like a cat Sidelong glances What a wary little stray! She sticks in his mind like that Saying “Avez-vous un allumette?” With her lips wrapped around a cigarette Yvette in English saying “Please have this Little bit of instant bliss” If your heart is on the floor Cause you’ve just seen your lover Comin’ through the door with a new fool Be cool Don’t you sweat it Start right — right now Trying to forget it Be cool Don’t get riled Smile Keep it light He’s fumbling with a foreign tongue Reaching for words and drawing blanks A loud mouth is stricken deaf and dumb In a bistro on the left bank “If I were a painter,” Picasso said “I’d paint this girl from toe to head!” Yvette in English saying “Please have this Little bit of instant bliss” 36 Burgundy nocturne tips and spills They trot along nicely in the spreading stain New chills new thrills For the old uphill battle How did he wind up here again? Walking and talking Touched and scared Uninsulated wires laid bare Yvette in English going “Please have this Little bit of instant bliss” Everybody waiting Old man sleeping on his bags Women with that teased up kind of hair Kids with the jitters in their legs And those wide, wide open stares And the kids got cokes and chocolate bars There’s a thin man smoking a fat cigar Jealous lovin’ll make you crazy If you can’t find your goodness ‘Cause you’ve lost your heart What are you going to do now You’ve got no one To give your love to What blew her like a leaf his way? Up in the air and down to Earth First she flusters Then she frays So quick to question her own worth Her cigarette burns her fingertips As it falls like fireworks she curses it Then sweetly in English she says “Please have this Little bit of instant bliss” Well I’ve got this berth and this pull down blind I’ve got this fold up sink And these rocks and these cactus’ going by And a bottle of German wine to drink Settle down into the clickety clack With the clouds and the stars to read Dreaming of the pleasure I’m going to have Watching your hairline recede My vain darling Watching your hair and clouds and stars I’m rocking away in a sleeping car This jealous lovin’s bound to make me crazy I can’t find my goodness I lost my heart Oh sour grapes Because I lost my heart He sees her turn and walk away Skittering like a cat on stone Her high heels clicking What a wary little stray! She leaves him by the Seine alone With the black water and the amber lights And a bony bridge between left and right Yvette in English saying “Please have this Little bit of instant bliss” Carey Just Like This Train The wind is in from Africa Last night I couldn’t sleep Oh, you know it sure is hard to leave here Carey But it’s really not my home My fingernails are filthy, I’ve got beach tar on my feet And I miss my clean white linen And my fancy French cologne I’m always running behind the time Just like this train Shaking into town With the brakes complaining I used to count lovers like railroad cars I counted them on my side Lately I don’t count on nothing I just let things slide The station master’s shuffling cards Boxcars are banging in the yards Jealous lovin’ll make you crazy If you can’t find your goodness ‘Cause you lost your heart Oh Carey get out your cane And I’ll put on some silver Oh you’re a mean old Daddy But I like you fine Come on down to the Mermaid Café And I will Buy you a bottle of wine And we’ll laugh and toast to nothing And smash our empty glasses down Let’s have a round for these freaks And these soldiers I went looking for a cause Or a strong cat without claws Or any reason to resume And I found this empty seat In this crowded waiting room 37 A round for these friends of mine Let’s have another round for the bright red devil Who keeps me in this tourist town The Spanish steps are crowded Bunch of bodies brooding there Dead pan side walk vendors Hustling vacant stares Making all the more exceptional This fool in a flower crown On the first day of Spring I’m looking at the only joy in town Come on Carey get out your cane I’ll put on some silver Oh you’re a mean old Daddy But I like you Maybe I’ll go to Amsterdam Maybe I’ll go to Rome And rent me a grand piano And put some flowers ‘round my room But let’s not talk about fare-thee-wells now The night is a starry dome And they’re playin’ that scratchy rock and roll Beneath the Matala Moon He’s the only joy around The only joy I found The only joy in town The Botticelli black boy With the fuchsias in his hair Is breathing in women like oxygen On the Spanish stairs In my youth I would have followed him All through this terra-cotta town On the first day of Spring We’d dance and sing And be the only joy around Come on Carey get out your cane And I’ll put on some silver You’re a mean old Daddy But I like you The wind is in from Africa Last night I couldn’t sleep Oh you know it sure is hard to leave here But it’s really not my home Maybe it’s been too long a time Since I was scramblin’ down in the street Now they got me used to that clean white linen And that fancy French cologne We’d be the only joy around The only joy in town He’s the only joy I’ve found At night these streets are empty Where does everybody go Where are the brash and tender rooms In Roman candle glow Where are Fellini’s circuses La Dolce Vita clowns On the first day of Spring I’m looking At the only joy in town Oh Carey get out your cane I’ll put on my finest silver We’ll go to the Mermaid Café Have fun tonight I said, Oh, you’re a mean old Daddy But you’re out of sight He’s the only joy around The only joy I found The only joy in town The Only Joy In Town I want to paint a picture Botticelli style Instead of Venus on a clam I’d paint this flower child “You are the air my flowers breathe” He calls and the ladies turn around On the first day of Spring I’m looking at the only joy around Act 4 If You Want Me I’ll Be In The Bar Don Juan’s Reckless Daughter I’m Don Juan’s reckless daughter I came out two days on your tail Those two bald-headed days in November Before the first snowflakes sail Out on the vast and subtle plains of mystery A split tongue spirit talks Noble as a nickel chief He’s the only joy around The only joy I found The only joy in town 38 The serpent fighting for blind desire The eagle for clarity What strange prizes these battles bring These hectic joys these weary blues Puffed up and strutting when I think I win Down and shaken when I think I lose Striking up an old juke box And he says: “Snakes along the railroad tracks” He says, “Eagles in jet trails” He says, “Coils around feathers And talons on scales Gravel under the belly plates” He says, “Wind in the wings” He says, “Big bird dragging its tail in the dust Snake kite flying on a string” There are rivets up here in this eagle There are box cars down there on your snake And we are twins of spirit No matter which route home we take Or what we forsake We’re going to come up to the eyes of clarity And we’ll go down to the beads of guile There is danger and education In living out such a reckless life style I touched you on the central plains It was plane to train my twin It was just plane shadow to train shadow But to me it was skin to skin The spirit talks in spectrums He talks to mother earth to father sky Self-indulgence to self-denial Man to woman Scales to feathers You and I Eagles in the sky You and I Snakes in the grass You and I Crawl and fly You and I I come from open prairie Given some wisdom and a lot of jive Last night the ghost of my old ideals Reran on channel five And it howled so spooky for its eagle soul I nearly broke down and cried But the split tongue spirit laughed at me He said, “Your serpent cannot be denied” Our serpents love the whisky bars They love the romance of the crime But didn’t I see a neon sign Fester on your hotel blind And a country road come off the wall And swoop down at the crowd at the bar And put me at the top of your danger list Just for being so much like you are You’re a coward against the altitude You’re a coward against the flesh Coward caught between yes and no Reckless this time on the line for yes, yes, yes! Reckless brazen in the play Of your changing traffic lights Coward slinking down the hall To another restless night As we center behind the eight ball As we rock between the sheets As we siphon the colored language Off the farms and the streets Here in Good-Old-God-Save-America The home of the brave and the free We are all hopelessly oppressed cowards Of some duality Of restless multiplicity (Oh say can you see?) Two Grey Rooms Tomorrow is Sunday Now there’s only one day left to go Till you walk by Below my window The weekends drive me mad Holidays are oh too sad ‘Cause you don’t go Below my window No one knows I’m here One day I just disappeared And I took these two grey rooms up here With a view Only when you walk by Below my window Restless for streets and honky tonks Restless for home and routine Restless for country safety and her Restless for the likes of reckless me Restless sweeps like fire and rain Over virgin wilderness It prowls like hookers and thieves Through bolt locked tenements Behind my bolt locked door The eagle and the serpent are at war in me You look so youthful Time has been untruthful Heaven knows I loved you 30 years ago Hot days your shirt’s undone 39 Rainy days you run Oh and then you fade so fast Below my window No one knows I’m here One day I just disappeared And I took these two grey rooms up here With a view Only when you walk by Below my window When you walk by Below my window Below my window Hey hey Below my window Below my window Below my window Down to You A Case of You The Last Time I Saw Richard Everything comes and goes Marked by lovers and styles of clothes Things that you held high And told yourself were true Lost or changing as the days come down to you Down to you Constant stranger You’re a kind person You’re a cold person too It’s down to you It all comes down to you Just before our love got lost you said “I am as constant as a northern star” And I said “Constantly in the darkness? Where’s that at? If you want me I’ll be in the bar” On the back of a cartoon coaster In the blue TV screen light I drew a map of Canada Oh Canada With your face sketched on it twice Oh you’re in my blood like holy wine You taste so bitter and so sweet Oh I could drink a case of you darling And I would still be on my feet Oh I would still be on my feet The last time I saw Richard was Detroit in ‘68 And he told me All romantics meet the same fate — someday Cynical and drunk And boring someone in some dark café. “You laugh,” he says, “you think you’re immune? Go look at your eyes they’re two blue moons You like roses and kisses And pretty men to tell you all those pretty lies. Pretty lies When are you gonna realize They’re only pretty lies Just pretty lies Pretty lies. You go down to the pick up station Craving warmth and beauty You settle for less than fascination A few drinks later — you’re not so choosy When the closing lights strip off the shadows On this strange new flesh you’ve found Clutching the night to you like a fig leaf You hurry To the blackness And the blankets To lay down an impression And your loneliness God Must Be A Boogie Man He is three One’s in the middle unmoved Waiting to show what he sees to the other two To the one attacking — so afraid And the one that keeps trying to love and trust And getting himself betrayed In the plan The divine plan God must be a boogie man! In the morning there are lovers in the street They look so high You brush against a stranger And you both apologize Old friends seem indifferent You must have brought that on Old bonds have broken down Love is gone Oooh love is gone Written on your spirit this sad song Love is gone One’s so sweet So overly loving and gentle He lets people into his innermost sacred temple Blind faith to care Blind rage to kill Why’d he let them talk him down To cheap work and cheap thrills In the plan The insulting plan God must be a boogie man! Which would it be Mingus one or two or three Which one do you think he’d want the world to see Well world opinion’s not a lot of help When a man’s only trying to find out How to feel about himself In the plan The cock-eyed plan God must be a boogie man! 40 Everything comes and goes Pleasure moves on too early And trouble leaves too slow Just when you’re thinking You’ve finally got it made Bad news comes knocking At your garden gate Knocking for you Constant stranger You’re a brute you’re an angel You can crawl you can fly too It’s down to you It all comes down to you Oh I am a lonely painter I live in a box of paints I’m frightened by the devil And I’m drawn to those ones that ain’t afraid I remember that time you told me you said “Love is touching souls” Surely you touched mine ‘Cause part of you pours out of me In these lines from time to time Oh, you’re in my blood like holy wine You taste so bitter and so sweet Oh I could drink a case of you darling Still I’d be on my feet I would still be on my feet I met a woman She had a mouth like yours She knew your life She knew your devils and your deeds And she said “Go to him, stay with him if you can But be prepared to bleed” Oh but you are in my blood You’re my holy wine You’re so bitter, bitter and so sweet Oh, I could drink a case of you darling Still I’d be on my feet I would still be on my feet He put a quarter in the Wurlitzer And he pushed three buttons And the thing began to whirr And a bar maid came by In fishnet stockings and a bow tie And she said, “Drink up now It’s gettin’ on time to close.” “Richard, you haven’t really changed” I said It’s just that Now you’re romanticizing some Pain that’s in your head You got tombs in your eyes But the songs you punched are dreamy Listen. They talk of love so sweet, Love so sweet When are you gonna get yourself back on your feet? Oh so sweet love can be so sweet. Richard got married to a figure skater And he bought her a dishwasher And a coffee percolator And he drinks at home now most nights With the TV on And all the house lights left up bright. I’m gonna blow this damn candle out I don’t want nobody comin’ over to my table I’ve got nothing to talk to anybody about. All good dreamers pass this way Some day Hidin’ behind bottles in dark cafes. Dark cafés Only a dark cocoon Before I get my gorgeous wings and fly away Only a phase These dark café days. 41 Raised On Robbery Sweet Sucker Dance He was sitting in the lounge of the Empire Hotel He was drinking for diversion He was thinking for himself A little money riding on the Maple Leafs Along comes a lady in lacy sleeves She says, “let me sit down You know, drinkin’ alone’s a shame It’s a shame it’s a crying shame! Look at those jokers Glued to that damn hockey game! Hey honey-you’ve got lots of cash Bring us round a bottle And we’ll have some laughs Gin’s what I’m drinking I was raised on robbery!” I almost closed the door Cancelled on everything we opened up for Tonight the shadows had their say Their sad notions of the way Things really are Damn these blues! They’d turn my heart against you Since I was fool enough To find romance I’m trying to convince myself This is just a dance We move in measures Through loves’ changing faces Needy and nonchalant Greedy and gracious Through petty dismissals And grand embraces Like it was only a dance “I’m a pretty good cook I’m sitting on my groceries! Come up to my kitchen I’ll show you my best recipe. I try and I try but I can’t save a cent I’m up after midnight cooking Trying to make my rent I’m rough but I’m pleasin’ I was raised on robbery!” We are survivors Some get broken Some get mended Some can’t surrender They’re too well defended Some get lucky Some are blessed And some pretend This is only a dance “We had a little money once They were pushing through a four lane highway Government gave us three thousand dollars You should have seen it fly away. First he bought a ‘57 Biscayne He put it in the ditch He drunk up all the rest That son of a bitch His blood’s bad whiskey I was raised on robbery! We’re dancing fools You and me Tonight it’s a dance of insecurity It’s my solo While you’re away And shadows have the saddest things to say You know you ain’t bad looking I like the way you hold your drinks Come home with me honey I ain’t asking for no full length mink! Hey, where you going Don’t go yet Your glass ain’t empty and we just met You’re mean when you’re loaded I was raised on robbery!” Love We can’t live without it Why do we go out and get it Just to turn around and doubt it Like we’re scared to care It’s hard to talk about it Aw it’s only a dance Tonight the shadows had their say There’s a sucker born a day I heard them say Born to lose Am I a sucker to love you? 42 You’re such a sweet love You’re a proud man You’re a treasure Time passes gracefully Living can be such a pleasure You make it easy to take it in measures Like it was only a dance You think we’re sleeping but Quietly like rattlesnakes and stars We have seen the trampled rainbows In the smoke of cars I am Lakota Brave Sun pity me I am Lakota Broken Moon pity me I am Lakota Grave Shadows stretching Lakota Oh pity me I am Lakota Weak Grass pity me I am Lakota Faithful Rocks pity me I am Lakota Meek Standing water Lakota Oh pity me We’re dancing fools You and me Tonight it’s a dance of insecurity It’s my solo Blue way Shadows have the saddest things to say We are survivors Some get broken Some get mended Some can’t surrender They’re too well defended Some get lucky Some are blessed And some pretend It’s only a dance! Lakota I am Lakota! Lakota! Looking at money man Diggin’ the deadly quotas Out of balance Out of hand We want the land! Lay down the reeking ore Don’t you hear the shrieking in the trees? Everywhere you touch the earth she’s sore Every time you skin her all things weep Your money mocks us Restitution what good can it do? Kennelled in metered boxes Red dogs in debt to you! I am Lakota! Lakota! Standing on sacred land We never sold these Black Hills To the missile heads To the power plants We want the land! The bullet and the fence broke Lakota The black coats and the booze broke Lakota Courts that circumvent choke Lakota Nothing left to lose Tell me grandfather You spoke the fur and feather tongues Do you hear the whimpering waters When the tractors come? I am Lakota! I am Lakota! Lakota! Fighting among ourselves All we can say with one whole heart Is we won’t sell No we’ll never sell We want the land! The lonely coyote calls In the woodlands footprints of a deer In the barroom poor drunk bastard falls In the courtroom deaf ears sixty years Sun pity me Mother earth Mother Moon pity me Father sky Father Shadows Stretching on the forest floor Mother earth Oh pity me 43 Father sky Father Grass pity me Mother earth Mother Rocks pity me Father sky Father Water Standing in a waken manner Mother earth Oh pity me Cool Water All day I face the barren waste Without a taste of water Cool water Old Dan and I Our throats slate dry Our spirits cry out for water Cool clear water Keep on movin’ Dan Some devils had a plan Buried poison in the sand Don’t drink it man It’s in the water Cool clear water In my mind I see A big green tree And a river flowin’ free Waitin’ up ahead For you and me Cool clear water The nights are cool and I’m a fool Each star is a pool of water Cool water But come the dawn We carry on We won’t last long without water Cool clear water Keep on movin’ Dan We’re still in no-man’s land Dry bones and sand People never planned here for water Cool clear water In my mind I see A big green tree And a river flowin’ free Waiting up ahead for you and me Cool clear water The shadows sway They seem to say Tonight we pray for water Cool water And way up there If you care Please show us where There’s good water Cool clear water I pulled into the Cactus Tree Motel To shower off the dust And I slept on the strange pillows Of my wanderlust I dreamed of 747s Over geometric farms Dreams Amelia — dreams and false alarms. Amelia Rows and floes of angel hair And ice cream castles in the air And feather canyons everywhere I’ve looked at clouds that way… But now They only block the sun They rain and they snow on everyone So many things I would have done But clouds got in my way… I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now From up and down, and still somehow It’s cloud illusions I recall I really don’t know clouds at all. I was driving across the burning desert When I spotted six jet planes Leaving six white vapor trails across the bleak terrain It was the hexagram of the heavens It was the strings of my guitar Amelia, it was just a false alarm The drone of flying engines Is a song so wild and blue It scrambles time and seasons if it gets thru to you Then your life becomes a travelogue Fall of picture post card charms Amelia, it was just a false alarm People will tell you where they’ve gone They’ll tell you where to go But till you get there — yourself — you never really know Where some have found their paradise Other’s just come to harm. Amelia, it was just a false alarm I wish that he was here tonight It’s so hard to obey His sad request of me to kindly stay away So this is how I hide the hurt As the road leads cursed and charmed I tell Amelia, “It was just a false alarm” The ghost of aviation She was swallowed by the sky Or by the sea — like me — she had a dream to fly Like Icarus ascending On beautiful foolish arms. Amelia, it was just a false alarm Maybe I’ve never really loved I guess that is the truth I’ve spent my whole life — in clouds — at icy altitudes And looking down on everything I crashed into his arms Amelia, it was just a false alarm 44 My Best to You So here’s to you May your dreams come true May old father time Never be unkind And through the years Save your smiles and your tears They’re just souvenirs They’ll make music in your heart Both Sides Now Remember this Each new day is a kiss Sent from up above With an angel’s love So here’s to you May your skies be blue And your love blessed That’s my best to you Remember this Each new day is a kiss Sent from up above With an angel’s love So here’s to you May your skies be blue And your love blessed That’s my very best to you Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels The dizzy dancing way you feel As every fairy tale comes real I’ve looked at love that way… But now it’s just another show You leave ‘em laughing when you go And if you care, don’t let them know Don’t give yourself away… I’ve looked at love from both sides now From give and take, and still somehow It’s love’s illusions that I recall I really don’t know love at all. Tears and fears and feeling proud To say “I love you” right out loud Dreams and schemes and circus crowds I’ve looked at life that way… All but now old friends are acting strange They shake their heads, and they tell me that I’ve changed Well something’s lost, but something’s gained In living every day… I’ve looked at life from both sides now From win and lose and still somehow It’s life’s illusions I recall I really don’t know life at all I’ve looked at life from both sides now From up and down, and still somehow It’s life’s illusions that I recall I really don’t know life At all 45 Act 1 Birth of Rock ‘n’ Roll Days 1.IN FRANCE THEY KISS ON MAIN STREET Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: MAX BENNETT Drums: JOHN GUERIN Electric guitar: JEFF BAXTER & ROBBEN FORD Electric piano: VICTOR FELDMAN Acoustic guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Background vocals: JAMES TAYLOR, GRAHAM NASH, DAVID CROSBY & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album The Hissing Of Summer Lawns P 1975 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 2.Ray’s Dad’s Cadillac Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Soprano sax: WAYNE SHORTER Guitar, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest Singer: BRENDA RUSSELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Night Ride Home P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 3.You Turn Me On I’m A Radio Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: WILTON FELDER Drums: RUSS KUNKEL Percussion: BOBBYE HALL Harmonica: GRAHAM NASH Guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album For The Roses P 1972 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 6.DANCIN’ CLOWN Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: MANU KATCHÉ Guitar: MICHAEL LANDAU Guitars, keyboards, vocals, background vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest singers: BILLY IDOL & TOM PETTY Engineered by DAN MARNIEN 11. Number One Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Organ: STEVEN LINDSEY Guitars, keyboards, drum programming, orchestration, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest singer: BENJAMIN ORR Engineered by DAVID BOTTRILL & MIKE SHIPLEY From the album Chalk Mark In A Rain Storm P 1988 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records From the album Chalk Mark In A Rain Storm P 1988 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 7.RIVER Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY 12. The From the album Blue P 1971 Warner Bros. Records Inc., courtesy of Reprise Records 8.CHINESE CAFE/UNCHAINED MELODY Chinese Café: Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Unchained Melody: Words & Music by HY ZARET & ALEX NORTH Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: JOHN GUERIN Electric guitar: STEVE LUKATHER Prophet synth: LARRY WILLIAMS Acoustic piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY & SKIP COTTRELL From the album Wild Things Run Fast P 1982 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 9.Harry’s House/Centerpiece Harry’s House: Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Centerpiece: Words & Music JOHNNY MANDEL & JON HENDRICKS Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: MAX BENNETT Drums: JOHN GUERIN Guitar: LARRY CARLTON Keyboards: JOE SAMPLE Trumpets: CHUCK FINDLEY Acoustic guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY 4.HARLEM IN HAVANA Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Sax: WAYNE SHORTER Barker: FEMI JIYA From the album The Hissing Of Summer Lawns Guitar orchestra, vocals, background vocals: JONI MITCHELL P 1975 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records Engineered by FEMI JIYA, DAN MARNIEN & TONY PHILLIPS From the album Taming The Tiger 10. Shades Of Scarlett Conquering P 1998 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL 5.CAR ON A HILL Strings Arranged by DALE OEHLER Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Bass: MAX BENNETT Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Drums: JOHN GUERIN Bass: MAX BENNETT Electric guitar: LARRY CARLTON Drums, percussion: JOHN GUERIN Electric piano, vibes: VICTOR FELDMAN Woodwinds, reeds: TOM SCOTT Piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Electric guitar: WAYNE PERKINS Engineered by HENRY LEWY Electric piano: JOE SAMPLE From the album The Hissing Of Summer Lawns Piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL P 1975 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Court And Spark P 1974 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records Windfall (Everything For Nothing) Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: VINNIE COLAIUTA Guitars, keyboards, instrumentation, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Night Ride Home P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 3.TROUBLE CHILD Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: JIM HUGHART Drums, percussion: JOHN GUERIN Trumpet: CHUCK FINDLEY Electric guitar: DENNIS BUDIMIR Electric piano: JOE SAMPLE Acoustic guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Court And Spark P 1974 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 4.NOT TO BLAME Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: CARLOS VEGA Soprano sax: WAYNE SHORTER Pedal steel: GREG LEISZ Piano, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Turbulent Indigo P 1994 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 13. Come In From The Cold Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL 5.Nothing Can Be Done Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Words by JONI MITCHELL Bass, percussion: LARRY KLEIN Music by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Drums: VINNIE COLAIUTA Bass, guitar, keyboards: LARRY KLEIN Percussion: ALEX ACUÑA Acoustic guitar, Billatron, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Percussion: ALEX ACUÑA Guitar: BILL DILLON Engineered by DAN MARNIEN Acoustic guitar, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Edited version; full-length from the album Night Ride Home Guest singer: DAVID BAERWALD P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records Co-produced by JONI MITCHELL & LARRY KLEIN Engineered by DAN MARNIEN Act 2 The Light is Hard to Find 1. COURT AND SPARK Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: JIM HUGHART Drums, percussion: JOHN GUERIN Acoustic guitar, electric guitar: LARRY CARLTON Piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Court And Spark P 1974 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 2.No Apologies Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Drums: BRIAN BLADE Pedal steel: GREG LEISZ Bass, acoustic guitar, keyboards, drum programming, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN & TONY PHILLIPS From the album Taming The Tiger P 1998 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records From the album Night Ride Home P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 6.COMES LOVE Written by LEW BROWN, SAMMY STEPT & CHARLES TOBIAS Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: PETER ERSKINE Muted Trumpet: MARK ISHAM Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Both Sides Now P 2000 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 7.MOON AT THE WINDOW Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: JOHN GUERIN Soprano sax: WAYNE SHORTER Oberheim synth: RUSSELL FERRANTE Electric guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY & SKIP COTTRELL From the album Wild Things Run Fast P 1982 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 46 47 8.Blue Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Blue P 1971 Warner Bros. Records Inc., courtesy of Reprise Records 9.Tax Free Words by JONI MITCHELL Music by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Bass, keyboards: LARRY KLEIN Drums, drum samples: VINNIE COLAIUTA Guitars: MIKE LANDAU Synthesizer programming: THOMAS DOLBY Jimmy Swaggart sermon reenacted by: ROD STEIGER Assorted keyboards, vocals, background vocals, vocal samples: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by MIKE SHIPLEY From the album Dog Eat Dog P 1985 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 10. THE WOLF THAT LIVES IN LINDSEY Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Congas: DON ALIAS Water gongs: EMIL RICHARDS Acoustic guitar, vocal: JONI MITCHELL WOLVES: Contributed by the mystery Engineered by HENRY LEWY & STEVE KATZ From the album Mingus P 1979 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 11. Hana Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Percussion: PAULINHO DaCOSTA Soprano sax: BOB SHEPPARD All other instrumentation, keyboards, synth drums, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Shine P 2007 Joni Mitchell, courtesy of Joni Mitchell 12. HEJIRA Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Electric bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: BRIAN BLADE Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by Geoff Foster From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 13. Stay In Touch Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Trumpet: MARK ISHAM Guitar, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN 14. NIGHT RIDE HOME Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass, percussion: LARRY KLEIN Drums: CRICKET Percussion: ALEX ACUÑA Pedal steel guitar: BILL DILLON Guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Night Ride Home P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records Act 3 Love Has Many Faces 1.YOU’RE MY THRILL Words & Music by JAY GORNEY & SIDNEY CLARE Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: PETER ERSKINE Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-Produced by JONI MITCHELL & LARRY KLEIN Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Both Sides Now P 2000 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 2.THE CRAZY CRIES OF LOVE Words by DON FREED & JONI MITCHELL Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: JOHN GUERIN Pedal steel: GREG LEISZ Sax: WAYNE SHORTER Guitar, keyboards, vocals, background vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN & TONY PHILLIPS From the album Taming The Tiger P 1998 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 3.LOVE PUTS ON A NEW FACE Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Sax: WAYNE SHORTER Pedal steel: GREG LEISZ Guitar, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by FEMI JIYA, DAN MARNIEN & TONY PHILIPS From the album Taming The Tiger P 1998 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 4.BORDERLINE Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Pedal steel: GREG LEISZ Trumpet: AMBROSE Acoustic guitar, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN Additional Trumpet Engineered by MATT LEE & STEVE WESSING From the album Turbulent Indigo P 2014 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records From the album Taming The Tiger P 1998 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 5.A STRANGE BOY Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Percussion: BOBBYE HALL Lead guitar: LARRY CARLTON Rhythm guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Hejira P 1976 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 6.YOU DREAM FLAT TIRES Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: BRIAN BLADE B-3 organ: BILLY PRESTON Tenor sax: PLAS JOHNSON Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 7.LOVE Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: BRIAN BLADE Trumpet: DEREK WATKINS Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 8.All I Want Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Guitar: JAMES TAYLOR Dulcimer, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Blue P 1971 Warner Bros. Records Inc., courtesy of Reprise Records 9.BE COOL Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: BRIAN BLADE Piano: HERBIE HANCOCK Tenor sax: PLAS JOHNSON Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 10. Yvette In English Words by JONI MITCHELL & DAVID CROSBY Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Soprano sax: WAYNE SHORTER Guitar, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest singers: KRIS KELLO & CHARLES VALENTINO Engineered by DAN MARNIEN 11. Just Like This Train Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: MAX BENNETT Drums, percussion: JOHN GUERIN Woodwinds, reeds: TOM SCOTT Electric guitar: LARRY CARLTON Piano: JOE SAMPLE Acoustic guitar, vocals, background vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Court And Spark P 1974 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 12. Carey Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass, guitar: STEPHEN STILLS Conga: Milt Holland Dulcimer, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Blue P 1971 Warner Bros. Records Inc., courtesy of Reprise Records 13. The Only Joy In Town Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Percussion: ALEX ACUÑA Guitar, keyboards, omnichord, oboe, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Night Ride Home P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records Act 4 If You Want Me I’ll Be In The Bar 1.Don Juan’s Reckless Daughter Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: JACO PASTORIUS Shaker: DON ALIAS Ankle bells: ALEX ACUÑA Electric guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL The split-tongued spirit: BOYD ELDER Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Don Juan’s Reckless Daughter P 1977 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 2.TWO GREY ROOMS Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL String Arrangement by JEREMY LUBBOCK Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums: VINNIE COLAIUTA Guitar: MICHAEL LANDAU Piano, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Night Ride Home P 1991 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records From the album Turbulent Indigo P 1994 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 48 49 3.GOD MUST BE A BOOGIE MAN Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: BRIAN BLADE Soprano sax: WAYNE SHORTER Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Guest voices: KRIS, VAL, PATTIE Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 4.DOWN TO YOU Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced by JONI MITCHELL Strings Arranged by TOM SCOTT Horns, woodwinds: TOM SCOTT Piano, clavinet, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest singer: SUSAN WEBB Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Court And Spark P 1974 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 5.A CASE OF YOU Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Drums: BOBBYE HALL Acoustic guitar: JAMES TAYLOR Dulcimer, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Blue P 1971 Warner Bros. Records Inc., courtesy of Reprise Records 6.THE LAST TIME I SAW RICHARD Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: BRIAN BLADE Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 7.Raised On Robbery Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: MAX BENNETT Drums, percussion: JOHN GUERIN Sax: TOM SCOTT Electric guitar: ROBBIE ROBERTSON Acoustic guitar, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY From the album Court And Spark P 1974 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 8.SWEET SUCKER DANCE Music by CHARLES MINGUS Words by JONI MITCHELL Produced by JONI MITCHELL Bass: JACO PASTORIUS Drums: PETER ERSKINE Soprano sax: WAYNE SHORTER Electric piano: HERBIE HANCOCK Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by HENRY LEWY 9.Lakota Words by JONI MITCHELL Music by JONI MITCHELL & LARRY KLEIN Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass, keyboards: LARRY KLEIN Drums, percussion: MANU KATCHÉ Guitar: MICHAEL LANDAU Vocals, background vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest singer: IRON EYES CODY Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Chalk Mark In A Rain Storm P 1988 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 10. COOL WATER Words & Music by BOB NOLAN with revised lyrics by JONI MITCHELL Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Bass: LARRY KLEIN Drums, percussion: MANU KATCHÉ Guitar: MICHAEL LANDAU Guitars, keyboards, vocals, background vocals: JONI MITCHELL Guest singer: WILLIE NELSON Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Chalk Mark In A Rain Storm P 1988 Geffen Records, courtesy of Geffen Records 11. Amelia Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Acoustic bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: BRIAN BLADE Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Travelogue P 2002 Nonesuch Records, courtesy of Nonesuch Records 12. Both Sides Now Words & Music by JONI MITCHELL Arranged & Conducted by VINCE MENDOZA Orchestra: THE LONDON PHILHARMONIC Bass: CHUCK BERGHOFER Drums: PETER ERSKINE Vocal: JONI MITCHELL Co-Produced by LARRY KLEIN & JONI MITCHELL Engineered by GEOFF FOSTER From the album Both Sides Now P 2000 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records 13. MY BEST TO YOU Written by GENE WILLADSEN & ISHAM JONES Produced & Arranged by JONI MITCHELL Pedal steel: GREG LEISZ Bass, percussion, keyboards, vocals: JONI MITCHELL Engineered by DAN MARNIEN From the album Taming The Tiger P 1998 Reprise Records, courtesy of Reprise Records Most of this music was assembled at home. Joni was assisted by Matt Lee and Steve Wessing. Additional mastering was provided by Bernie Grundman. From the album Mingus P 1979 Asylum Records, courtesy of Asylum Records 50 51