Such a Din!
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Such a Din!
Such a Din! P O , E M S Published by JOHN M cC U R D Y H alifax , N ova S cotia Such a Din! POEMS by KENNETH LESLIE For Betsy and my gang A huile latha chi’s nach fate, Certain of the following poems were first printed in the Halifax Morning Chronicle, the New York Times, Pan, the Literary Digest, and Scribner's Magazine. CONTENTS Page To the Skipper of the Song Fishermen Substitute ......................................................... Do You Mind the Demoiselles................. Once Only ............. ..................................... Halifax ............................................................... Cape Breton Lullaby..................................... Nova Scotian in California........................ Not Ever A w ay.............................................. Detective ........................................................... Redundance ....................................................... The Whale and the Frog .......................... Precocious ......................................................... Happy Ending ................................................ Harvest ............................................................. Three Tulips Stand and Talk to Me . . . . Love in a Hurry............................................ Written in Notre Dame, Montreal........... New Bride ....................................................... When April Comes to Broadway............. Dear Island Girl............................................. Let Loose the Clear Warm Light........... Separation ........................................................ Compromise ...................................................... Tables ................................................................. Blessed Are the Meek................................... April Coinage ................................................ Perspective ....................................................... Glooscap’s Eye .............................................. Lament ............................................................... Rainbow Haven .............................................. Highland Lament .......................................... To a Radio Fan.............................................. G lo r ia .................................................................. Rosaleen ............................................................. Kathleen ............................................................. Open Ladling ................................................ Welcome ............................................................. Promise ............................................................... 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 32 33 34 35 36 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 45 CAPE BRETON LULLABY |RIFTWOOD is burning blu/ wild walk the wall shadpfws, _ U winds go riding by, go riding by the Lochie^fheadows. On to the ring of day flows Myra's stream, mgmg, Cadil gu lo, laddie, lo, laddie, sleep the kfars awaj 1 Far on Ben isree; s side lambies wander tl everywhere, here, there, their troubled mammies and everyw find them an$ fo them deep, singing, fold them io sle< Cadil gu lo, laddie, lo, laddie, sleep the moon away! Daddie is/on the Bay; he'll keep the pot brewin', keep all/from tumblin' down, from tumblin' down to wrack and ruin. Pray Mary send him home, safe from the foam, singing, CadiJ gu lo, laddie, lo, laddie, sleep the dark away! 15 NOVA SCOTIAN IN CALIFORNIA he drowzy palms have drugged to peace my senses as the songbirds cease their golden-throated hearts’ release; but vagrantly does my heart remember mist on a hill in a lost September. The fields in brilliant cassocks rise and tilt their heads; and straightway flies their hallelujah to the skies; but fondly does my heart remember leaves in a lane in a lost November. Under the moon’s blood-orange light Sierras stretch their indolent might gathering grandeur from the night; yet strangely does my heart remember snow on a sill in a lost December. 16 NOT EVER AWA1 *0 not be sad You are not far awav/from me, 3U are not ever away, my lad ^is true, a wanton-crujei sea stapds there between^ a wall of awful gree* but I have crossed it with an easy leap and Watch you there and w&tch you say your prayers and go to sleep and ris^ to run outdoors as you ^ould say “ to sip the morning air” . Oh I am glad that you afe strong and that your spirit soars . my eyes aresdry now . . . n o! they never weep You too 0e gfad! Some d&y we shall be meeting, clasping hands And greeting, some/day here oV after we shall have great laughter to hiake up what we missed, and my lips shall be kissed yours, and for losd; years 5ur unashamed glad tears shall rain upon those rowers that still remember all tt^ese pitiless yet faithful hours. IT DETECTIVE SE tells the story words never can, U the story of a house or a woman or a man. Wear finds the secret under the bloom of a young lip or a new room. Age with its net round your eyes will discover whether you're a cheat or a wool-dyed lover. 18 REDUNDANCE H R listened while a jewelled lady knelt; He grimaced as he tightened up his belt; she dented two fat cushions where she knelt. He had s^thne to hear the things she said; his ears were dull for he had long been dead, yet roused himself to hear the things she said, listened for sW e joy in her selfish living, some joy of getting even if not of giving; not even maliceywas /e ft in her flat living. “ Jack won’t last lo^g now, deprived of his vices . . . a hundred million dven at present prices . . . I thank thee, ^od, f\have been no prey to vices.” The parson^ fat voice\took his name in vain; but that h^d long sinceNceased to give him pain; he hardly/knew it, so long taken in vain. “ It’s getting now so on\ must sit with the /grocer good heavens, is that womanNcoming closer ? This/is the deluge . . . nodding to Mrs. Grocer! Ahd so the devils in Matilda’s sot laited new thorns for him and raked a pole ind crucified his corpse for her deact\$oul. 19 THE WHALE AND THE FROG the Monarch of the seas to the frog in the SAID“ I hole, wallow where I please, from Equator to the Pole; I swallow ships’ knees and the world remarks my sneeze and the fishes heed my wishes where the green waters roll.” “ Just to think!” said the frog in the hole. “ From the Carolina Islands to the Tides of Fundy Bay I dash and I splash with a mighty careless motion. Every billow knows my sway when with hur ricanes I play as I roll to my goal,” said the Monarch of the Ocean. The frog’s reply was droll, “ Why I didn’t have a notion!” “ Come, leave your shallow pool! Learn in a deeper school! Expand your ego with imperial pride! The sun has never set on my kingdom of the w et! Hop on my back, I’ll take you for a ride!” Said the frog, “ Your back is slippery and your mouth is very wide!” His Majesty grew mighty wroth and churned the ocean to a froth and spit and swore, “ If I could walk Tld come ashore and then we’ld talk!” He sneezed and bellowed as he went, “ I don’t believe in argument!” 20 ♦ But just as if he hadn’t gone the frog politely whispered on: “ Dreaming on this lily pad since I was a tiny tad news I do not often see of your liquid monarchy; for your capers in the papers, where you wallow, whom you swallow, I have had no time to read, strumming tunes on my guitar which is more engrossing far than a monarch’s bloody deed! Just what does it avail when you flail with your tail? Can the blue be any bluer for your trouble? Is the rainbow in the sky any grander though more high than the rainbow I espy within a bubble? All the beauty ever known in this shallow pool is sown, here the candle-moths flicker in the twilight glow, the pine’s sable plume nods above its shadow gloom, and its visitors are stars I’ld have you know!” PRECOCIOUS OUNG one, old one, chin-in-the-air! Y Brave one, bold one, never-took-a-dare! How could you tell the depth of the well ? How could you tell? Freckles-of-gold one, frolicking hair, too-much-told one, care, take care! What was it fell, splashed in the well? What was it fell? I 22 HAPPY ENDING I * would be home for my last sleeping where quiet is stressed by a cricket's cheeping and nightfall under the pasture bars gathers the dew and the low red stars. Breath of the rose and breath of its fall and the snow's clean breath, to be breathing them all, to grip no more with the tired hand, to climb with the cloud and to lie with the land, lying so low there'ld be no more falling, climbing beyond all reach of calling,— that would be sweet and happy ending of too long wearing and too much mending. $ £ 23 HARVEST To (le r to j EW R oss and Hubbard’s Cove now shall be treasure trove; Windsor and Springhill Mines, these, too, be shrines. Jeddore, Sheet Harbour, Neil’s, their spirit feels a swelling pride for one, our dearest son who planted petalled song in every wrong, whose hand was open wide to all but pride. Wherever his singing feet our dust has beat there shall be growing flowers of his sowing. Whatever fortunate ear his voice did hear shall always after mind things happy and kind. N 24 THREE TULIPS STAND AND TALK TO ME HREE tulips stand and talk to me. One is as yellow as can be, one red, another purple black. I hear but cannot answer back; the things they tell me are so true, such things there is no answer to. They say to be a tulip one must bed in soil, must burn in sun, must brood in blackness, swell with rain, must stumble through the earth in pain from frosty night to flaming song, to joy that lasts not overlong in measured time, although they say no moment ends in tulip day. To earth they drain their cup of thanks for broken light in crowded ranks. They drink the sun to give it back in yellow, red, and purple black. 25 LOVE IN A HURRY HINK not Love will hesitate sulking by your garden gate! T Love will always venture in, hearts to find and woo and win. If his arrows reach no mark he will stumble through the dark out upon the road again through the sun and through the rain seeking, seeking for his own, wild-eyed, lost, and all alone. Love that finds no heart to woo shakes the dust from off his shoe, racing out of breath to find kindred of his simple mind. 26 WRITEN IN NOTRE DAME, MONTREAL ANDLES flutter and fail, C flutter and fail and die; over the altar railthe gray Lord Christ hangs high. Pale His face; but flushing crimson flows the tide through the ages gushing from His wounded side. Broken souls run calling, under their weight of woe stumbling, kneeling, falling . . . Cease not, crimson flow! Broken souls kneel praying, casting their burdens down; nor flinches He the paying nor minds the thornier crown. Never the ages bringing sharer of His load, companion of His singing, venturer on His road, vainly His heart goes yearning down the footworn aisle for a friend’s discerning, for a comrade’s smile. Candles flutter and fail, flutter and flare again to the Lord Christ dim and pale and patient in His pain. 27 NEW BRIDE N her quivering lips I see O frightened ghosts of gladness, three, joy and gentle mockery and wistfulness half-hiding; in their trembling curves I find ancient meanings lost to mind, bold desires interwined with wild fear abiding. Age-old artistry I trace in the sculpture of her face; gaining such exultant grace myriad moulds were broken. There's a ring upon her hand, tiny glittering golden band; high the walls of wonderland frown on such a token. Slowly mists begin to rise in the deep dark of her eyes, fear bewildering the skies as the night comes speeding; recklessly her hands enclose one long stem of bramble rose, crimson wine upon the snows of her fingers bleeding. 28 WHEN APRIL COMES TO BROADWAY HEN April comes to Broadway she finds a motley crowd W of high silk hats and low silk gowns and poor folk looking proud, a cheap show of fakers and swarming motor cars and vertical bright acres stamping out the stars. April weeps in silence, clasping her shawl of rain; for she remembers Broadway when Broadway was a lane! 29 DEAR ISLAND GIRL EAR Island girl, it was a doubtful door D you stood behind, that morning, undecided whether to open or stay closed, not sure of what your hand would wish, a door divided a moment from itself; and in the space of that bewilderment I saw it plain, the place where beauty dwells with wordless grace of tears, revealing loveliness through pain. A very little pain, but yet enough to prove to me once more that paradise is here on earth and made of earthly stuff, of simple Island faith in shining eyes. Young tears, soon over . . . but in some September my heart shall heed the Island and remember. 30 LET LOOSE THE CLEAR WARM LIGHT L ET loose the clear warm light that lights your eyes, let it come quickly to mine without restraint or veiling over or thought of being wise against me, for I’m sure there is no taint of any wish to bind you to my side but a full freedom here where you may roam and come again and where my love stands wide to watch your wandering and your turning home. Turn to me then a moment while the air weeps in the dark along the cable wire, turn to me while the breath of your eyes and hair burns my parched lips to an unwise desire; and turn away now quickly while my head can still remember that wise thing I said. 31 SEPARATION A cup of bitter wine has come between me and my jo y ; we have been thrust apart. No fault . . . no fault but mine, my brightness gone, my heart, my pulse, my boy! COMPROMISE Y son, theh? M clean, the sword's poind, -that are the hilt's cross; dusty and thV^oads between; ed them nordCaesar nor Christ knowing their loss. 32 TABLES \ is rung on tables, tables can tell the true coin from the false; and they are SILVER wise in more than that, for do they not know well the touch of hands, and do they not surmise from long experience the truth that flows in words across their silence? The years weave loyalty in their frames, and friendship glows rich in the grain of them. This I believe: the hands of men have fashioned useful things upon the e^rth,— the wheel, the scythe, the spade; their busy minds\iave burrowed the void with wiiJ and burned the dark vH^h lenses; but their hearts lade a Supper table where they fill a bowl ✓ with bread and milk to feed their common soul. 33 BLESSED ARE THE MEEK A LL out hf date the word that rings from that old sermon on the mount; the world forgets the little things, yet little things are all that count. To palliate the demon speed we blur the linb of sea and shore and still his space^devouring greed shrieks unappeas^d for more and more. Impatient of the winding path where satisfying wonders spring we take the broad straight road of wrath that feeds/on its owp hungering. The rage to add and multiply the things we own, th^ things we need, arithmetic to crucify our souls upon a cross b f greed! All/out of date the word that sings in that old sermon on the mount; the world is bored by little things; yet little things are all that count! 34 APRIL COINAGE HE valley’s door will open and May with mocking words T and rhythm of greening branches will sing to the tune of birds. She’ll care not what comes after, nor heed what went before; she’ll weave her petalled laughter over the valley floor. And June will strip her blossoms out of the orchard rows, proving with dying beauty how death from beauty grows. But today an April shower riding an April breeze has turned new-minted silver in the tall poplar trees. And their flashing coin I’ll borrow to buy from the April rain a caustic for my sorrow, a balsam for my pain. ♦ 35 PERSPECTIVE ACH being persuaded of an opposite thing our ways perforce must separate. But this is plain that if we keep on walking. our roads must surely find one road again. And for that future moment, bright meeting-time I long and press the faster that it be not too distant! E GLOOSCAP’S EYE y NDER the brow of Blomidon, the shaggy brow of Blomidon, Glooscap’s Eye watches the tide, watches the wind, watches you go by. U Under the mists of Blomidon, the rainbow mists of Blomidon, as you go by, face the wind, face the tide, but face not that Eye! 36 LAMENT 7* H IS loop is run from borrowed birth to paid-back earth; and out of the sun we must behave; but under the sky we may cry! By the closed grave we may yield to pain, nor seek control of the flooded soul; we may give rein and lift the gate for the good release and strange peace of grief in spate. Here comes no man to point a moral, to plait a laurel for some bright Plan, nor hymn that rounds to its “ amen” sweet with tune complete, but the questing sound of the far-heard thrush whose three-beats drill with grieving thrill the day’s last hush; while the wind’s fear cresting the bar shakes one star utter and drear. 37 RAINBOW HAVEN (Written for Farmer Smith) I N the House of Healing waking in my bed I said “ Good-morning, ceiling!” And at evenfall turning on my side I cried “ Good-night, wall!,, But in Rainbow Room when sly sleep comes stealing into the deep blue ceiling stars burst and bloom. Under a breathing mist on the salt wet sand my hand by the great sea is kissed. Here where the waves are curled a boy or girl can shout right out, “ Good-morning, world !” 38 HIGHLAND LAMENT I must go, the storm is making over Durnish to the sea, and the night’s own heart is breaking, breaking, too, this heart of me. Let me go, the flutes are calling where the fair sea-sirens dwell; there my Donahs sail is falling, snared within their fatal spell. In my skiff I’ll follow after; from their lips your face I’ll save, and I’ll bring my heart of laughter to your home beneath the wave. If your foolish eyes be straying to the sea-maid’s beauty there, I will clasp you, I will hold you, I will bind you with my hair! TO A RADIO-FAN ELL then, my boy, what is Buck Rogers doing, W riding what asteroid in what unheard-of places? Is someone lost and is great danger brewing by villains in the void with terrible empty faces? Tell me, explain the way he solves the crime, using what new invention and faithful rocket-ship, the way he foils the villain just in time catching him in the vice of his own bad intention. Never forget, my son, my own right hand, never forget he’s there in every storm and trial, he’s coming fast to take the high command and drive away despair in true Buck Rogers style. But tell me this: What can Buck Rogers do when a man’s heart is sore for a shrill voice of joy? Has he a trick to bring back eyes of blue? Time-machines— will they restore a garrulous small boy? 40 GLORIA L ITTLE lonely lady with the heartbreak in your eyes, Tell me what has hurt you, you look so sad and wise. High upon a hilltop you sigh the whole day long, sighing in the sunshine for the foghorn’s song, yearning in the stillness for the noises of a street where a tall man strides amid the race of little feet, greybeard playmate shouting with delight, little laughing lady, her eyes star-bright! Is it this you’re minding that you look so sad and wise, little lonely lady with the heartbreak in your eyes? 41 ROSALEEN (two and a half) OLLING gait has Rosaleen, R rambling down the swale, a little ship in a big sea, staggering to the gale. Socrates could never guess the thoughts of Rosaleen; Napoleon could not abash her glance of blue serene. Gloria is serious and Kathleen is gay; but when you deal with Rosaleen the devil is to pay! 42 KATHLEEN ITH a baited wish from Ingonish I cast my net in the eye of the moon, W where every fish was a pirate fish and my scaly smack was a frigatoon, where every fish was a dancing dish and every scale was a gold doubloon cut from the purse of the lordly moon who bent the knee of the cloud in fee and smothered the stars in his dusty train, walking the night in revery of proud and introspective pain scorning the valleys of the sea and the hills of the earth with a cold disdain— until on a night of mist and rain they vanished all mysteriously, and the moon, too proud to wax or wane, was caught in the love-swell of the sea. (Nothing is nearer to loss than gain or closer to love than love's disdain.) Then out of the water a white-limbed daughter leaped from the love of the moon and the sea, and there in my wish-weighed net I caught her (the waves were asleep and the moon couldn't see) and home in my silvery smack I brought her and now she's the daughter of you and of me, sly as the moon and sleek as the sea! 43 OPEN LADING I have a barge of dreams, have I, but never a town to tow it to. PH let it go on the waters that flow. I have a seed of grass, have I, but never a field to sow it to. HI let it fly on the air that goes by. I have a sheaf of words, have I, but never a soul to show it to. HI let it roam . . . it will find a home. 44 WELCOME Y doors are flung wide open, M my windows lifted high for the little girl in calico when she draws nigh. And I can hardly breathe at all, my heart makes such a din, for the little queen in calico when she walks in! PROMISE HE door we closed will open again; the stream we dammed will burst with rain T the stars shall mock this blinding dawn and the song we smothered sing on, sing on ! 45 W H AT TH EY SA Y ABOUT “ W IN D W ARD ROCK” In London: “ Whether he is drawing an unusual portrait, as in the Candy-Maker, or setting a man’s talk to the rhythm of a train, as in The Shanachie Man, he convinces us that he has broken through the conventional to some thing that is burningly alive.”— London Times Literary Supplement. In New York: “ Being undoubtedly of Celtic descent, Kenneth Leslie is one to whom the music of poetry comes as naturally as breathing. His rhythmic patterns are faultless; but, apart from their kinetic appeal, these poems have also the sturdy muscle and firm bone of reason. That blend of mysticism and rationalism which is the essence of the Gaelic spirit is inherent in Mr. Leslie’s work, as it is in Yeats, O’Shaughnessy and others of the Irish school.”— Herald-Tribune Book Review. In Halifax: “ In these poems Mr. Leslie gives us his own brave, clear, and manly outlook upon life, the frank and striking expression of a keen insight informed by deep thought and wide experience.”— Father Stanley MacDonald in the Chronicle. “Here is a volume that is not cast in the average mold. It is really uniquely new; and it comes to one who is depressed by the dreary drip of the common place like a fresh breeze on a sultry day.”— Dr. MacGlashen in the Herald. In Canada: “ A very remarkable achievement. Besides music of word, of cadence, imagination, and sound, sane crafts manship, it has a peculiar freshness of thought, spontaneity, and a very definite and unfailing in dividuality. This poetry is so good and so fresh and original that it puts Mr. Leslie at once into the ranks of the few real poets, rather than the many skilled and pleasant writers of verse.”— Charles G. D. Roberts. In “The Island’” : “The religious theme is dominant in many of the verses in ‘Windward Rock’. Here one finds a mastery of language, a compression of thought and happy choice of imagery, unexcelled in the work of any modern versifier.”— Frank Walker in the Charlotte town Guardian.