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WHISPERING HOPE TRUE JESUS CHURCH SPECIAL EDITION 2014 LAUNCH OUT SERVE GOD SP LE DI T I I AL SP A L ED E SP CI CI PE AL E D IT I AL E DI T I O N S ON S PE C E CI I TI ON S P EC I A L E D I TI O N CONTENTS Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved. 2 EDITORIAL NOTE wh team 19 CALL FOR ARTICLES N ED I N 03 O O TI E C IA L S P E C I A 04 DORCAS: A DISCIPLE OF THE LORD (ACTS 9:36–42) showers of blessing 08 CHURCH WORK anon 20 HAS GOD STIRRED YOUR SPIRIT? whispering hope 22 SING TO THE LORD sacred music ministry 10 GOD HAS FAITH IN YOU sister anessa liew 23 WHY DID I GO BACK TO AFRICA? hidden treasures 14 MINISTRY VOLUNTEER PROGRAMME 26 COMMISSIONED TO LOVE whispering hope 18 HERE AM I! SEND ME whispering hope 27 INTERVIEW WITH DEACON KC TSAI WELCOME TO WHISPERING HOPE SPECIAL EDITION 2014 wh team Hallelujah, and welcome to Whispering Hope: Special Edition 2014. Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit. There are differences of ministries, but the same Lord. And there are diversities of activities, but it is the same God who works all in all. But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to each one for the profit of all… 1 Corinthians 12:4–7a We have all been given different gifts, talents and skills. These gifts aren’t to mark us out as special; rather, God bestows them on us so that we can work together to serve Him and benefit the whole body of Christ. Last year, the UKGA hosted the second Ministry Volunteer Programme (MVP) in Sunderland, with the theme “You Can Do More”. The MVP is a unique event in the UKGA calendar, as it offers youths the opportunity to take time out from their busy schedules and use their God-given talents to support the various church ministries. We truly thank the Lord that, running alongside the MVP, the Department of Literary Ministry also hosted its second Literary Ministry Seminar (LMS), consisting of the yearly English Writers’ Retreat, the Editors’ and Proofreaders’ Workshop and the Immanuel project (a book five years in the writing, composed by a group of writers led by Deacon KC Tsai). The WH team had the opportunity to attend these twin events. One of the key aspects we looked forward to was getting together with our writers and our up and coming creative team. We were excited at the rare prospect of working face to face with the illustrators, as each issue relies on a truly intense collaborative process. We knew MVP was going to be special so, together with the MVP team, we decided to work on a special edition of Whispering Hope that embodies the same spirit of servitude. The resulting publication, which you see before you, celebrates the literary ministry efforts of our UK brothers and sisters, with several articles collected from past publications such as Showers of Blessing and Hidden Treasures. It includes reflections on being called to serve the Lord (Here Am I! Send Me) encouragements on how to overcome self-doubt when serving God (God Has Faith In You) and inspiring testimonies of servitude (Why Did I Go Back to Africa?). We hope these writings encourage you in your own service and inspire you to step up and do more for Christ, both in church and in your daily life as a child of God. 3 DORCAS: A DISCIPLE OF THE LORD (ACTS 9:36–42) showers of blessing / 1999 The name “Dorcas” means “female roe deer” or “gazelle”–an emblem of beauty. It is a Greek name, with the Hebrew equivalent of “Tabitha”. In Joppa, Dorcas became known for her many charitable deeds. Her special talent was the ability to sew, which she used to her full advantage by making clothing for the poor and needy. In Acts 9:39, we are told that when she died suddenly, the widows stood around weeping, showing all the tunics and garments she had made for them. This noble woman knew how to serve the Lord and seemed to love her work. We are told that she continually practised kind deeds. The Bible tells us that the Lord loves a cheerful giver, who gives willingly and wholeheartedly (2 Cor 9:7). Jesus praised the poor widow, who offered up her two coins, which was all the money she had (Mk 12:41–44). When we are making our offerings to God, He attaches more importance to our heart and attitude than to the gift itself. The author writes that Dorcas was “full of good works”. Her deeds were motivated by Christ and were prompted by a pure heart and genuine love and concern toward others, with no other selfish intentions. As Elder James wrote: “Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world” (Jas 1:27). A gazelle is distinguished for its beauty and graceful movements; in some cultures it is an image of female loveliness. In the Bible, we are not told whether or not Dorcas was The Bible gives us no information concerning the genealogy of Dorcas. As far as we know, she lived in the seaport town of Joppa (present day Jaffa, a port on the Mediterranean Sea). She is unique in the sense that she is the only woman mentioned in the Bible as a disciple. 4 5 beautiful in appearance. However, she certainly had a beautiful spirit, reflecting the qualities of kindness, mercy and the compassion of Jesus, Whom she served faithfully. The life of Dorcas was one of faith put into action. The Bible reminds us that “faith without works is dead” (Jas 2:20). True faith is expressed in deeds. Dorcas gave all she had to serve the Lord, according to her ability. One is reminded of the question God put to Moses, when Moses doubted whether he was the man to lead the Israelites out of Egypt: “What is that in your hand?” Moses replied, “A staff” (Ex 4:2). God then instructed him on how to make use of the staff to serve Him. If God had asked Dorcas the same question, she would have answered, saying: “I have a needle and thread in my hand.” God would have shown her how she could serve Him with these instruments. “Her deeds were motivated by Christ and were prompted by a pure heart and genuine love and concern toward others.” Although we are not told anything about her family background (whether she was married, for example), we do know that when she suddenly died, those who came to her house were all the widows whom she had cared for during her lifetime. They showed themselves to be her family, or at least her closest friends, who came not only to pay their last respects but also to show their gratitude towards her. We can only imagine the moral and spiritual support, as well as the physical help, Dorcas gave these women when she was alive. of Lydda. When he prayed for her, she was raised from the dead, and he presented her alive to the saints and all the widows who had gathered there to pay tribute to her love. Consequently, many came to believe in the Lord Jesus as a result of this miraculous event (Acts 9:42). Afterwards, Peter stayed in Joppa for many days, perhaps due to the increase in new Christian converts and the need for ministry as a result of the miracle of Dorcas. After Dorcas died, the disciples sent for the apostle Peter, who was at the nearby town Dorcas would not have been aware of the magnificent work she was doing and its far-reaching consequences. She just seemed content to do all she could, in whatever way, to serve the Lord. Nevertheless, despite her humble attitude, she became an extremely important figure in the community. Her influence spread far and wide, and she was able to make full use of her potential. Thus, she became an invaluable vessel for the Lord, even though she was not gifted in the same way as other biblical women, such as the prophetess Deborah, in terms of leadership qualities. The Scriptures tell us: For as we have many members in one body, but all the members do not have the same function, so we, being many, are one body in Christ, and individually members of one another. Having then gifts differing according to the grace that is given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, let us prophesy in proportion to our faith; or ministry, let us use it in our ministering; he who teaches, in teaching; he who exhorts, in exhortation; he who gives, with liberality; he who leads, with diligence; he who shows mercy, with cheerfulness. Romans 12:4–8 From Dorcas, we learn how to be a true disciple or follower of the Lord. A person who follows Christ attracts people just as He did. In the Lord’s short life on earth, we see the personification of all that was good and compassionate, for He was always abounding in kindness. His life was of humble service to others, for He had come to serve, not to be served (Mk 10:45). 6 More importantly, in whatever He did, He attributed all glory to the heavenly Father, rather than to Himself. Similarly, today, we should emulate the Lord’s fine example and do our utmost to love and serve others, to the best of our ability. Finally, through her kind deeds and miraculous resurrection, Dorcas had, in fact, contributed to the two most important aspects of divine work: pastoring and evangelism. Through her humility, love and goodwill, she unwittingly helped to promote the growth and development of the church at the time. 7 CHURCH WORK anon We may begin to join in the church work at any stage in our lives. But no matter how or when we start working for God, we must labour on this aspect of our lives for our faith to grow. Sometimes we have excuses for not doing church work, such as: I have no time, my studies are busy, work is hectic, or I want to help in a particular area but I don’t feel confident right now. However, God has given us blessings, so should we not appreciate them and repay His love and providence with our time and effort? Take it from someone who, in the past, has been “too busy” and “not confident enough” to start working for church. As thankful as I am for God’s countless blessings during my own “worldly” time, just listening to and learning His words were simply not enough. I had always heard, during sermons and lessons, that church work helps your faith to grow. But not being encouraged has definitely given me some low points in my faith because it made me feel I wasn’t growing. 8 Being proactive What does it profit, my brethren, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can faith save him? James 2:14 But do you want to know, O foolish man, that faith without works is dead? James 2:20 In the past, when I read these verses, I would often think to myself: Is my faith really dead? I had the desire to do church work but I wasn’t sure where to start, so I always put it off. Was I just a hearer and not a doer? No one ever pointed out my “strengths” or which areas I could help in. I felt that I wasn’t worthy enough to work within the church. Time went by and my faith with no works continued. Eventually I got tired of having this void inside of me and the only way I could ask God to help me fill it was through prayer. I also began to actively seek areas of work that praised God outside the physical church building (like writing) to slowly build my confidence. However, I still longed to help inside the church building. A few months before all of this, I had opened up to a brother and he encouraged me to start hymnal leading when I felt ready. It was my first encouragement and it has stayed within my heart to this day. After some time, I finally took the step to lead hymnal, with help from a sister. Taking it step by step Hymnal leading sounds so simple for those who have had years of church work experience but for me it was a massive first step. Once I saw my name written on the timetable, three weeks before the day, I started praying about it, thanking God and asking Him to guide me through it and give me the correct heart to serve. When the first leading session was over, I had joy in my heart and was already thinking of what to take on next. In fact, I had started praying to God to give me the next step. I had something in mind but I was too scared to approach anyone. Once again, thank God! Without having to say a word, my name was put down, within two weeks after my first hymnal leading, to help with a task I had prayed about. I could feel God guiding me. Being able to help in and outside of church has lifted me up and strengthened my prayers. Although I had to be more confident and encourage myself, I learnt to ignore my past negative thoughts where I felt unworthy. Anyone can say a little or a lot, but once we hear the words of God, knowing what we should do and doing it is what we should strive towards. As soon as you learn and realise the importance of His words, you shouldn’t wait to bear fruits for Him. Instead, grasp hold of opportunities to help the church, to glorify God’s name and feel joy in doing so. Encouragement As I mentioned before, a believer may begin church work at any stage of their life. If your situation is similar to what mine was, open up a little and pray for the heart to begin. You may be worried that you are not perfect, but what is most important is your willing heart to serve—not how perfect your skills are. God looks into our hearts when we serve Him and whether or not we have the correct attitude whilst doing so. All you need is time, determination and practise. As for the rest—God will provide, so trust in Him. When we experience doing work for God, we will begin to understand His message more and you will know that the words in the Bible are true: Do you see that faith was working together with his works, and by works faith was made perfect? James 2:22 Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7 Since taking my first steps, God has truly touched my heart and He has opened doors for me to serve more in other areas of work. It has only helped my faith to grow. May we all keep striving to work for the Lord with diligence and a true heart. 9 GOD HAS FAITH IN YOU Him the strength to submit and become the ultimate sacrificial Lamb. As a man, sister anessa liew / cambridge 10 For those of us who serve God—whether in cooking, hymnal leading, evangelism or leading Bible study―we find joy and fulfilment in our offerings to God. Furthermore, when we come across difficulties or problems, we encourage each other and often draw inspiration from the many courageous workers in the Bible: David, who fearlessly defeated Goliath; Moses, who faithfully led the people out of Egypt; Paul, who tirelessly wrote to encourage the members. these barriers, to serve again with a joyful and strengthened heart: throughout their dark moments, God never gave up on His servants and He patiently taught them to continue His work. He poured out His Holy Spirit on them and trusted them despite their weaknesses and doubts. Today, God is, equally, fully aware of our doubts and weaknesses—even if we do not believe in ourselves, He gives us the same trust to carry out His work. However, sometimes their great legacy leaves us feeling overwhelmed. Although we know we should feel confident because of their encouraging examples, instead, we begin to focus on our faults or inadequacies. It may be hard to admit, but feeling low about doing God’s work does happen. The disciples’ weakness In fact, many people in the Bible went through the same experience: some felt weak, doubted themselves or God, or felt unworthy of the work. Yet, there is one thing that enabled them to overcome After three years of full-time ministry, Jesus knew He would face death and then rise again. Mark 14:33–40 records Jesus’s sorrow “even to death” and pain, as He “fell on the ground” and prayed to God to give at the most critical time There are two moments, near the end of Jesus’s ministry, where we see a failing of faith and strength from Jesus’s disciples: Weakness in prayer “Those who show great strength can also show great weakness before God.” He desperately needed the support of His disciples, bringing with Him Peter, James and John. They had been with Him from the beginning of His ministry to the end and all He asked of them was to accompany Him in His final prayer before His arrest. However, after struggling in sorrowful prayer, Jesus came back only to find the disciples heavyeyed and sleeping. After all they had been through, they could not even stay awake to pray with Jesus at this most trying hour. Weakness in presence Although Jesus’s death on the cross glorified God in the highest manner, it was also the most sorrowful time for His disciples and the people who knew Him and had followed Him. Luke 23:49 records that some of Jesus’s acquaintances and some of the women, who had followed Him from Galilee, stood at a distance at His crucifixion. But where were Jesus’s disciples? Surely they would have been there to support and comfort Him, to show commitment and faithfulness? Confused, fearful and perhaps disappointed, they were nowhere to be seen. The same people who had declared their love, steadfastness and loyalty to Him had all but left Jesus. These two moments tell us that those who show great strength can also show great weakness before God. Yet, how did Jesus react to His disciples after He resurrected? Did He cast them aside and say “Sorry, you’ve let Me down—I can never trust you again”? scattered at His arrest, Jesus did not reject them; rather He taught Thomas and the rest of the disciples with love, patience and miraculous signs (Jn 20:30). After appearing to the disciples, who had stubbornly refused to believe the reports that Jesus had indeed resurrected, He wasted no time in instructing them to “Go into all the world [to] preach the gospel” (Mk 16:15). It seems unfathomable to Jesus believed in His disciples Thomas, one of the twelve disciples, has become known as Doubting Thomas because he had refused to believe Jesus’s resurrection, that is, until he touched the scars on Jesus’s hands and on His side. Truthfully, I think that many of us are like Thomas at times. We feel it is safest to trust the things we can see and touch. Furthermore, the Bible records that, within a few moments, Thomas went from disbelief to praising the Lord (Jn 20:24–29); the change seems superficial because it is so quick. Yet, Jesus did not rebuke Thomas for disbelieving or for disappointing Him. In fact, although those closest to Jesus had 11 He has already accepted us to do the work assigned by the church. If we do stumble, we can imitate Peter: return to Jesus and learn from the mistakes, encouraging and strengthening those around us. God will never deny you if you are humble and willing to let Him guide you. us that Jesus would entrust the most precious message of salvation to a group of seemingly unreliable people, who did not even believe that message a few minutes before. Similarly, today, we sometimes feel we are inconsistent and unsteady workers, bouncing between being zealous to lacklustre, and back to being zealous again. At these times, doubt can creep in and we may not be sure if Jesus accepts our offerings. However, Jesus is fully aware of our limitations and our capabilities. Despite our inadequacies, He still calls us to do the work. Peter denies Jesus but Jesus never loses faith in him Peter denies Jesus Before Jesus prayed with the three disciples, He knew Peter would deny Him three times and prayed for Peter that his faith would not fail (Lk 22:32). We know Peter loved Jesus completely and with confidence: “Even if all are made to stumble, yet I will not be” (Mk 14:29). Doesn’t this sound familiar? We, too, can feel confident about our work, declaring 12 moments of weakness they may seem hollow and empty. Yet, remember that God trusts and believes in you. He has entrusted us with a great responsibility: to preach the word, to feed the new believers and look after those in church who already believe. These are not easy tasks and they require wisdom and strength from our Lord. Peter returns with strength our steadfastness to Him, feeling we can stand up to anything if Jesus is by our side. However, what happens when we fail to live up to our promise? What happens when we forget the feeling of God’s presence? In an agonising and heartbreaking moment of weakness, Peter denied Jesus. At the realisation of his failure and his betrayal of his first love, Peter was moved to anguished tears. It hurt him so badly that he is, in fact, absent from a few chapters until Jesus’s resurrection. Yet Jesus knew Peter would succumb to weakness, knew what pressure, hurt and pain he would feel. He therefore prayed for him, not only to preserve his faith, but so that he would be able to return to Jesus and strengthen others through his experience of weakness (Lk 22:32). Furthermore, Jesus prays for us today: “I do not pray for these alone, but also for those who will believe in Me through their word” (Jn 17:20). Jesus knows our weaknesses before we know them ourselves and, as He did with Peter, When Peter had his first tentative breakfast with Jesus, after Jesus appeared to the disciples for the third time, he may have been worried and anxious to face his Lord, given Jesus’s prediction of him had come true. However, the exact opposite happened: Jesus’s presence strengthened Peter and he was able to return to Him in confidence, knowing Jesus had already forgiven him. Jesus laid upon Peter the great responsibility of nurturing and pastoring the believers, which shows how much Jesus trusted him to use his new-found strength to look after the believers and carry out the ministry work. We see that, with the Holy Spirit, Peter was able to do just that. Conclusion Often, we remind ourselves to have faith and trust in God. Sometimes these words are a great comfort to us. However, in our So whether you have been assigned official tasks by the church, such as leading hymnal or Bible study, or whether your service lies in the way you care for the members and greet them with the love of Jesus in your heart, God has given you, and will continue to give, spiritual gifts to help you complete the work. God trusts us to do these things and more; therefore, we ought to have faith and courage to face our weaknesses and be strengthened, like Peter, to take up the cross and follow Jesus. He wouldn’t have given this task to us, mere mortals, if He didn’t think we were not strong enough to carry it out. Furthermore, that strength comes only from the Holy Spirit—with His guiding power and wisdom, we should no longer feel inadequate or fearful. Have faith in the Lord because He has faith in you. 13 SACRED MUSIC MINISTRY MINISTRY VOLUNTEER PROGRAMME Sing to God, you kingdoms of the earth; Oh, sing praises to the Lord. Psalm 68:32 Thank God, the main Sacred Music Ministry project at MVP 2013 was the compilation of a new children’s hymn book, with songs that instill the ten basic beliefs in the younger generation. SUNDERLAND TJC At the National Youth Coordination Centre (YCC) meeting in Autumn 2011, YCC representatives from all the churches in the UK discussed how a national training event, previously organised by the UKGA Religious Affairs Department, could be organised by the YCC. Through our fruitful discussions and sharing, we came to the idea of implementing 14 a practical workshop-style event, different to other seminar events. We looked to the USGA’s Ministry Volunteer Program (MVP) for guidance and, thank the Lord, we held our second MVP in Sunderland last year. Youths from all over the UK came together with a heart of servitude to learn, be trained and offer their talents, under the theme of “You Can Do More”. Preacher Michael Chan also encouraged us to “Be effective workers of God”, where we learnt the importance of cultivation and how to balance our lives at work with our spiritual service in the church. The workshops focused on three different ministries. Here is our report on how we got on… Earlier in the year, during one February weekend, more than sixty contributors joined in an online “hot-housing” session, where they used their God-given talents to offer lyrics and melodies. During the five days of MVP, a team of musicians then gathered to go through all the work that was produced. We whittled the songs down to twenty-eight pieces (fourteen for the 4–7 age group and fourteen for the 8–12 age group). Then, we edited the pieces to ensure the accuracy of the lyrics and catchiness of the melody. This involved many hours of singing and playing the hymns on the piano, which was very enjoyable! At the same time, we began writing a piano version of the hymn book. We also edited another series of our own in-house children’s hymns, producing backing tracks and a piano version. So, within the five days, we managed to produce two hymn books, exceeding our initial remit! Praise God! Hopefully, the two children’s hymn books will soon be in production. EVANGELISM MINISTRY In order to evangelise more effectively, our group realised that we must find out more about the people living within our local churches’ target area. To that end, we researched ethnicities and religions of local populations in pioneering areas around each of our local churches and places of worship. This helped us to devise more targeted evangelical tracts that would reach out to those with different faiths and beliefs. The workshop was truly edifying and our hope is to continue striving for the Lord, reaching out to more and more people. DLM PUBLICATIONS SUPPORT 16 Here, a large group of our very creative and talented youths worked on a number of design projects, including the new children’s hymn books, the Literary Ministry Seminar 2014 poster, the Whispering Hope Special Edition, the YCC Handbook, the new Hymns of Praise hymnal, the EPG Handbook and a poster inviting submissions for Whispering Hope. The energy, spirit and vigour to strive for the Lord amongst the participants was truly unanticipated! Under the direction of our more experienced designers, the workshop proved a wonderful platform for mutual support and guidance to learn new techniques and bounce creative ideas off each other. We look forward to seeing one another again very soon! HERE AM I! SEND ME whispering hope / spring 2003 Jesus said to them, “My food is to do the will of Him who sent Me, and to finish His work. Do you not say, ‘There are still four months and then comes the harvest’? Behold, I say to you, lift up your eyes and look at the fields, for they are already white for harvest! And he who reaps receives wages, and gathers fruit for eternal life, that both he who sows and he who reaps may rejoice together. For in this the saying is true: ‘One sows and another reaps.’ I sent you to reap that for which you have not labored; others have labored, and you have entered into their labors. John 4:34–38 When Jesus was ministering on earth, He often used to go without food and sleep. It is something we find difficult to imagine— food and sleep being fundamental things we think about on a daily basis. However, today many of us are so concerned with our physical wellbeing (diet and exercise, the clothes we wear, the latest gadgets we have and so on) that we forget the urgency 18 of God’s final commission. How many of us have colleagues, friends or family who have yet to believe in Christ? Looking at the fields, the grains have ripened and are ready for harvest. We need to start the labour and begin to preach. Thousands of years ago the Lord asked, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for Us?” Isaiah promptly replied, “Here am I! Send me” (Isa 6:8). In just five words, Isaiah expressed his desire to serve the Lord and his willingness to put it into action. Have you ever said such words to the Lord? Years before Isaiah, Abraham acted obediently and without hesitation, when he heard God’s call for him to offer up his son (Gen 22:1–18). If God needed your beloved son, would you be willing to offer him as readily as Abraham did? Would you be able to put aside your personal feelings and completely trust God’s command? And when the Lord was about to enter Jerusalem, He needed a donkey; the owner allowed Jesus’s disciples to take it without a word (Mt 21:1–13). These three examples show us that God has need of our willingness, trust and faith in Him, especially today where we see so many people who could receive the gospel, if only someone brought it to them. Years ago Jesus told His disciples the time was ripe for reaping the harvest. Years later He tells us the same thing. Are you willing to enter the labour of others before you, to offer what you can, whether large or small, to carry out God’s final commission? Come forward and say, “Here am I! Send me!” HAS GOD STIRRED YOUR SPIRIT? times are still important to us today. We may not see visions or dreams to confirm God’s calling, however, just as the writer of Hebrews remarked at the beginning of his epistle, God speaks to us at “various times and in various ways” (Heb 1:1). whispering hope / autumn 2004 Then everyone came whose heart was stirred, and everyone whose spirit was willing, and they brought the LORD’s offering for the work of the tabernacle of meeting, for all its service, and for the holy garments. Exodus 35:21 As we are God’s humble vessels, graced by His calling, our hearts can be stirred by Him directly—as seen in the above example, and in King Cyrus’s decree to rebuild the tabernacle and restore the temple in Jerusalem (Ezra 1:1). God can also use others to stir up the hearts of His people to do His work. Seventy years after Solomon’s temple was destroyed, the Lord compelled the prophet Haggai to proclaim a message to Zerubbabel and Joshua that they and the people should work on the house of the Lord (Hag 1:13–14). Likewise Peter stirred up the members by writing letters to remind them of their hope in Christ (2 Pet 3:1). These messages to the believers in Haggai’s and Peter’s respective 20 Furthermore, in some circumstances God does not call someone directly, or through someone else, to do His work; rather they themselves have a sense of commission and self-realisation. In Hebrews, the writer points out that we should consider one another to stir up love and good works (Heb 10:24). The verse has a few core points. The stirring up of love and good works does not necessarily mean just stirring up love and good works in others. Rather it means we should begin with ourselves. For Nehemiah, no one gave him instructions to do the work; he simply thought about the needs of the people and God’s will, and started the work of rebuilding. In the time of Elijah, Obadiah took the initiative to hide 100 of the Lord’s prophets from Jezebel (1 Kgs 18:13) without being called to do so by God. Reading further, we see that God worked in Obadiah, reserving for Himself those who had not bowed to Baal (1 Kgs 19:18). We, too, can have the self-realisation and sense of commission in serving the Lord when we consider the needs of other people. This is God working in us, to work for His good pleasure (Phil 2:13). Timothy was a person who received God’s calling through God’s servants. His gifts were given through prophecy and by receiving the laying of hands from Paul and the elders (1 Tim 4:14; 2 Tim 1:6). In Paul’s second letter to Timothy, he specifically encourages Timothy to serve the Lord through what was given to him. Paul wrote, “Therefore I remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you through the laying on of my hands” (2 Tim 1:6). We can see that those who have already received the calling of the Lord should also learn to stir themselves up to work for Him. We are living in changing, shifting and often difficult times where our faith and spirit of servitude may undergo constant challenges from our surroundings, other people and even ourselves. However, we must not let anything weaken our fervency of servitude towards God and His church. Let us pray and stir ourselves, as well as each other, up, to give our best to the Master before His glorious second coming. 21 SING TO THE LORD sacred music ministry WHY DID I GO BACK TO AFRICA? hidden treasures / 2008 People frequently ask me this question. After all, the places the church often visits are ridden with Tuberculosis, Malaria, civil war, and the like. I would have preferred to remain and serve God in London or Cambridge—carpets, sofa, a cup of tea in church and then back home to sleep on a cosy and comfortable bed free from bedbugs. But then I asked myself, What does it mean to suffer for the Lord? To me, going to Africa was a kind of suffering. If you asked me whether I felt scared, yes, I did feel scared. I was fearful that I would not be able to come home again or that I might return with a serious disease, and I recall saying to my mum a few days before I set off: “Mum, I know it’s not easy but if I don’t see your face again I just want you to know that I love you...” 22 The night before I left for Kenya, I was lying on my bed and I couldn’t get to sleep. For some reason, I recalled what Moses had said to God in the Book of Exodus, “If Your Presence does not go with us, do not bring us up from here. For how then will it be known that Your people and I have found grace in Your sight, except You go with us?” (Ex 33:15–16a). I got up and prayed with the same thoughts: “Dear God, if Your Presence does not go with us, do not send us from the UK to Africa.” I felt I gained strength from above after my prayer because I knew, clearly, that God was going to be with me and there was nothing to be afraid of. God’s abidance I can still feel the sun kissing my skin. We took out the sun block and asked the African brothers if they needed to apply any. They laughed and said, “We are already sunburnt—no need to waste it.” Yes, 23 the Lord had already given them natural protection. It seemed that nothing could harm them. But the first night, before I went to bed, my throat was sore; whenever I swallowed anything, even saliva, it was like fire scorching my throat. I said to God, “You know that I need to start teaching students on Monday. If you must give me something to suffer from, please shift this pain to another part of my body and not my throat. How am I supposed to teach when my throat is like this?” Every night before we went to bed, Preacher Michael, Sister Jessica and I would pray for thirty minutes. I remember continually asking God, believing that He would heal me and, since He had already brought me down to Africa, He must be abiding with us. The following Saturday, before I sermonised, my throat was still very uncomfortable, but amazingly, after a one-hour sermon and the excessive use of my throat, I felt the sore throat had almost gone. The next day, when I woke up, the first thing I experienced made me understand that God had always been with me, because after I swallowed my saliva, my throat had fully recovered. God’s providence To catch the only coach from Nairobi to 24 Kamwala, we had to wake up at 5 am and board the vehicle at 6 am. Time is not money in Africa. There is no timetable for transportation; the coach usually does not leave until it is full, so waiting for two to three hours for other passengers to come is very normal. After a ten-hour, extremely bumpy, journey, we finally arrived at the church in Kamwala where we had our first student convocation. The church is located near Lake Victoria and by that time we had the same fish for nine consecutive meals. Although we had reached the level where, quite frankly, the fish began to scare us, I still gave thanks to God. An African brother said to us, “In your country, you look at what is on your dish before you eat it; in Africa we only see if the food can feed our stomachs.” I was told that life in Africa for the brothers and sisters is very difficult. Most of them are farmers whose livelihood depends solely on the rain. If it doesn’t rain, they have nothing to sell and, as a result, they don’t have anything to eat. But in spite of this tough lifestyle, they still maintain their faith in God and believe God will provide. Their faith is much stronger than those living in the cities who, in comparison, have a better and more stable life. God’s teachings Living in a place without tap water and electricity for two weeks can cause one to truly reflect. Sleeping on a bed with bedbugs biting one’s back every night would definitely make one ponder even further. Every night when it rained torrentially, I had to reposition myself in my bed because water was dripping from the ceiling. There were times when I had to shower under the trees at night. All of nature was my bathroom and the stars and moonlight became my bathroom lights. Showering with toads and spiders was no longer a surprise. It was extremely primitive and I guarantee that, even after ten years, I will never forget how it felt. Many brothers and sisters in Africa lead an even simpler life, but when everyone wakes up in the morning, the first thing they do is dance and sing to praise the Lord. Each night before they go to bed, they praise the Lord again. They have nothing in terms of material possessions, so Jesus is their whole life and only hope. Their gifted voices given by God not only touch people’s hearts on earth but also shake heaven. I couldn’t help asking one of the brothers what made him so happy, to sincerely and naturally praise the Lord from the bottom of his heart while they lived such a miserable life. He asked me, “In Africa, what sound do you usually listen to every morning when you wake up?” “Birds singing,” I answered. He said, “Yes, in Africa we learn from the birds. You see they praise the Lord every morning. As children of God, are we not supposed to do the same? Here in Africa, people don’t need to learn how to be happy. Being happy is something inherent and very important as well. No one suffers from depression. Our life may seem to be difficult and miserable now, but we believe that God will provide. One day God will wipe away our tears with His hands, in person.” Listening to his sharing, I thought of this verse: “Has God not chosen the poor of this world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom which He promised to those who love Him?” (Jas 2:5). These people are indeed “true Israelites”. I went to Africa to teach, but in the end I learned more from these people than what I taught them. They showed me how to be a true Christian. Knowing I was about to return to the UK, Sister Emma, a six-year-old girl who had lost her father when she was two years old, held tightly onto my right hand and quietly walked with me for a long time from the church to the station. She didn’t say anything until the driver started the engine. With tears in her eyes, she finally opened her mouth and said, “Mtardi tena mara nyingine?” I turned around and asked her brother what she had said. He replied with: “Will you come back again?” Will I come again? “Yes, I will, Emma. Don’t cry!” 25 Commissioned to Love whispering hope / autumn 2002 When you sow the seeds of love, you know someday you’ll reap a harvest of God’s blessings, which you may share and keep. For cells of love divide, and then they split again; a heavenly creation, you may enter in. So each day, plant your garden, sow your seeds of love and when it’s time for harvest it is multiplied above. 26 INTERVIEW WITH DEACON KC TSAI Last year, Deacon KC Tsai, who usually resides in Toronto, joined us for the joint Ministry Volunteer Programme and Literary Ministry Seminar event. In between sharing biblical teachings, having fellowship with the members, and intense focus on the Immanuel project—a book four years in the making—he found some time to tell WH about his life of serving God. 1. Tell me about yourself. I was born in Taiwan and was baptised in my infancy. This was the first and most important blessing the Lord gave me. Growing up, I had a lot of friends in the church with whom I studied the spiritual principles and served God. I rode a bicycle to the same school in my junior and high school years, for a total of six years. As a teen, I, and some of these friends, would stop at the church to pray before heading for school. Returning, we mostly gathered at the church to pray, sing hymns and play table tennis on our way home. I thank God for the blissful environment I was placed in. In Chiayi, my childhood church was one of the churches that hosted major events like national RE seminars and student spiritual convocations. I was afforded opportunities to serve, as a teenager, within the team that organised events. The membership of the church in Chiayi was around 1,000 when I was young. Since there was no university in this southern city at the time, most high school graduates left town to continue their education. This gave the next batch of youth ample opportunities to take up their place and responsibilities, for example, in hymn leading, teaching, translating and so on. As said in Lamentations, it is good for a man to bear the yoke in his youth. It helps him to mature. 2. What were you doing before you moved to Canada? After high school, I went to a university in Taipei. Away from home, I enjoyed four years of college life, which was packed with basketball games and table tennis. During this time, I attended youth fellowship at the churches in Taipei and Ta-Tong, and was scheduled to translate for sermons. But my faith in God was immature, greatly depending on the encouragements from my brother who shared a room with me. After I graduated from the university, I served in the mandatory military service for two years. Within these two years, (weekends were not necessarily leave days) I attended church infrequently. This became the norm even after I completed the military duty. For the next two years I seldom went to church. In my heart, I knew something was wrong and that I could not go on like this. But my life was packed with tight schedules and heavy assignments from work—and I enjoyed them. I enjoyed being young and being a multi-tasking workaholic, although I didn’t see a clear vision for my life. However, it just seemed impossible to stop and change. Not until I was married to my wife and settled down in a suburban district of Taipei city did my life make a drastic turn. It was in Neihu district where a house of prayer was about to be established. My wife and I made our first home next door to it—it wasn’t intentional. But it was the mercy of God, Who had always watched over me even when I deserted Him. He wanted me back. Through the persistence of my wife, He allowed me to draw near to Him again by attending services regularly, like how I did in my childhood. It was a new house of prayer where members were mostly newly baptised, and I began to wonder why I was here. As said by David, is there not a cause? There was a group of about twenty “truthseeking” children who would come under my window early on Sunday mornings to wake “I delight in His companionship while serving the church, especially during the difficult times.” me up by yelling my name. With sleepy eyes I would then follow them to the church next door, open the gate, and let them in. Through storytelling about Joseph, Moses, David and other saints, I started to sense a responsibility for these young truth-seekers. They were children of retired soldiers who were allocated to reside in a community nearby. Some of the children subsequently brought their parents in, and they were eventually baptised. About two years later, this house of prayer was established into a local church when the membership came to 130 and I was appointed to look after religious affairs. I was 27. This responsibility would carry on until I moved to Canada. It was the care for the members and the concern for the wellbeing of the church that transformed me. On many Sundays, I would pick up a few members to go on visitations, where I witnessed how their needs in health or daily living were taken care of by the Lord through time. I started to appreciate how Jesus felt for the little ones and developed a willingness to respond to His call. From this, I was later afforded more church works like writing for church publications when invited, and being involved in assignments from the General Assembly. Eventually, I was selected into the team of editorial consultants for Youth Communion, which was later merged with Holy Spirit Monthly. I was also appointed to serve in the by-laws committee, financial planning committee, and others, of the Taiwan GA. 3. How did you end up becoming a deacon? The announcement about the ordination came as a surprise when I was 36, unprepared for the lifelong mandate. At the time in Taiwan, they did not consult with the candidate about the nomination. It was discussed at the preachers’ meeting (consisting of about fifteen preachers) in the northern region of Taiwan. I was not informed of it, nor of the deliberation at the joint meeting of GA Executive Council (Exco) and all the preachers that followed. When my father, one of GA Exco members, called me after the meeting to inform me of the impending ordination, I was caught unprepared, weeping bitterly for the yoke that would come on my shoulders for the rest of my life. I was to leave for a business trip to the US the next day. On that trip, the burden weighed heavily on my heart until the time to return home. I resolved that it was as if the Lord had personally called on me to serve Him and His church. How could one say no to Him? No one can be ready when he’s called, not even admirable biblical characters like Moses, Peter or Paul. I would only learn while serving, like them. I was ordained, willingly, realising that true humility lies in one’s silent submission. Jesus says, “My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” I experienced this lightness of His “burden” serving as a deacon, which is translated as “servant” or “waiting man”. His yoke was not as heavy as I had anticipated. And I delight in His companionship while serving the church, especially during the difficult times. I think we just need to learn from Him—as Jesus said to be gentle and lowly in heart, so that His burden would become light. After all, when one no longer depends on his own ability and judgment, but on biblical directions, how can the burden be too heavy 29 to bear? My application for immigration to Canada was sent in and went smoothly. However, I waited until the final departure date to leave Taiwan. I loved Taiwan, especially the people there, and my business was steady. But I was looking for a change in my life and a place to revitalise my daily routines. I wanted to take a look at and feel the world outside of my home country. Eventually, my family moved to Canada in May 1992. I was 40. 4. How did you get involved with literary ministry (LM) work? When I was in Taiwan, I would occasionally be invited to write articles on certain themes. Later, I was assigned by the GA to be the editor’s consultant for a publication called Youth Communion—one of the three periodicals that were eventually merged into Holy Spirit Monthly. In 1993, I attended the World Delegates’ Conference and was selected into the IA Exco. The term lasts for four years and in 30 1997 I was re-elected and appointed to head the Department of Literary Ministry. This responsibility carried on for four terms until March 2013, a total of sixteen years. To work with many LM workers around the world was a great blessing, and to learn from the coworkers on the IA’s Standing Committee was a God-bestowed grace. I don’t know why I was so blessed, knowing my own unworthiness, but I am very grateful for the privilege to serve together with so many talented workers of God. Literary ministry is a wonderful tool to impart messages from God. For example, the Bible is the most important project in the history of literary ministry. Within it, eternal life is written of by God through His servants. God uses the Bible to change many lives. If we make good use of literary ministry, with divine reverence, it will edify many people, reaching out to an audience far greater than a sermon spoken in the chapel can reach. You don’t have to be a full-time worker or go to far off places to deliver the gospel. Written messages are borderless and it helps to build up church workers and churches even in areas that are unreachable through verbal teaching alone. In 1996 I was asked by the Holy Spirit Monthly magazine to write a column on a bi-monthly basis. I thank God for sustaining my zeal to write, and I have been submitting to the magazine ever since. The process of writing for this column allows me to be touched by God’s love, compassion and inspiration. “Literary ministry is a wonderful tool to impart messages from God” It enables me to feel my bond with Him. Devotional writing happens in the solitary moment when nobody is around but God. And you know you have Him in front of you to speak with through writing. I don’t casually refuse any invitation, or you may say assignment, from the editorial teams. At times, I could have two or three articles to write before a due date! But I know it is the words of God that edifies. The writer does not need to have many personal ideas or human wisdom to compose an article. What he needs is to convey the message. It is God’s work to draw people to Himself. Therefore He will guide the writings if the writer has a heart like His. I would accept the invitation, thinking to myself: There’s still time until the deadline! There will be time to find the resources and inspiration to write. 5. In terms of your role within the church, you have a lot of responsibility. Furthermore, one could say that you have been given various titles that seem quite grand! How do you keep grounded? How do you maintain a humble attitude in your church work? In other words, what advice would you give to workers in the church today? Human history is the process of divine salvation, which stemmed from before the foundation of the world. In every span of this long process, God chooses His servants according to His will. Each is given a time period to learn and to experience His companionship. It’s like a relay race. No one is required to complete the entire project but to do his utmost in running the part designated for him. It’s not about winning the race but how he runs. After all, God is almighty and never in need of help. Man can never help Him to finish His work. He’ll fulfil what He wills—the servants are there to share in that fulfilment. A big part of understanding church work is to remember and believe that meetings in the church are guided by the Holy Spirit, if the attendees have the heart to search His will. And that the church chooses appropriate persons to take up certain responsibilities. True humility is in accepting the call, willingly, without too much personal judgment. put too much pressure on yourself! What a servant can do is prepare himself with biblical understanding and make himself always available for the Master’s call. If you try your best to do the work faithfully in response to His call, you are a good servant. You know you are limited in all aspects, whether it be ability, time or effort. Our Lord Jesus knows that too. He knows that you are incapable, in fact, of doing the work, and this is when He intervenes to work with you. In terms of human expectations, you would probably fall short. But you only need to do your best, because Jesus actually knows what you’re capable of before you were even given the task. The church work, the work of God, is His. He will complete it even if no one is there to assist. For example, He has the power to feed 5,000 without those five barley loaves and two small fish offered by the lad, but He delights in man’s willing heart to participate by offering them. He allows His servants to take part in His work. The work is for the servant to cultivate his relationship with the Lord, not so much about the servant’s own achievement or success. Therefore there is no need to 31 INTO THE DEEP SERVE GOD WHISPERING HOPE IS A PUBLICATION OF THE TRUE JESUS CHURCH FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT TRUE JESUS CHURCH, PLEASE VISIT OUR WEBSITE WWW.TJC.ORG FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT WHISPERING HOPE, PLEASE CONTACT [email protected]