Igshaan Adams - Blank Projects
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Igshaan Adams - Blank Projects
Igshaan Adams Igshaan Adams ! " # $ % & ' ( Igshaan Adams IGSHAAN ADAMS Editing Christine Cronjé Jonathan Garnham Hannah Lewis Text Ruth Simbao Josephine Higgins Jennifer Ball Design Christine Cronjé Photography Kyle Morland Published by blank projects 113-115 Sir Lowry Road Woodstock, 7925 Cape Town, ZA Tel: +27 (0)21 4624276 [email protected] www.blankprojects.com ISBN: 978-0-620-66259-8 Print Hansa Print (Pty) Ltd, Cape Town © blank projects contemporary art gallery (pty) ltd, 2015 All rights reserved. Except for legitimate excerpts customary in reviews or scholarly publications, no part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the prior consent of the publisher. First edition 2015: /100 CONTENTS IGSHAAN ADAMS Selected works 2009 – 2015 In conversation with Jennifer Ball 13 ‘SHOULD I JUST KEEP TELLING STORIES?’ The projections of self in the work of Igshaan Adams Josephine Higgins 107 CLEANSING VIA THE SENSES AS EYESIGHT FOLLOWS THE SOUL Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance Ruth Simbao 117 CURRICULUM VITAE 133 IGSHAAN ADAMS Selected works 2009 – 2015 In conversation with Jennifer Ball 13 IA: It’s something that I find interesting: how environments shape us, how we absorb whatevertheenvironmenthastoofferandeventuallybecomesapartofus...identity formation. I did that first body of work about my domestic environment, around how thataffectedtheformativeyearsofmylife.AndIalwaysreallywantedtoknow,sohow didIgettobe...whatwouldhavebeen...howwouldIbeifIgrewupinadifferent environment? Page 12: Self-portrait, 2002 Oil on canvas, 90 x 60 cm 14 Jou ma se poes, 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 15 Jou ma se poes (detail), 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 16 Jou ma se poes (detail), 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 17 Jou ma se poes (detail), 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 18 Jou ma se poes (detail), 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 19 Jou ma se poes (detail front), 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 20 Jou ma se poes (detail back), 2009 Installation, dimensions variable 21 Hennie se kamertapyt (detail), 2010 Manipulated found floor vinyl, 107 x 135 cm 22 JB: Thereseemstobearecurringthemeoffamilyandcommunityinyourwork,particularly intermsoftheirpositioninreflectionsonyourselfhood.Wouldyouagree?Oneearly body of work that comes to mind is Vinyl, in which you collected pieces of flooring fromthehomesofyourchildhoodneighboursinBonteheuwel.Couldyoutellmeabit aboutthat? IA: Yes, soon after I graduated I decided to take sections of people’s homes, their vinyl flooring,thetapyt,andjustcutoutsectionsandthenworkedontopofit.Iaskedthem nottocleanit-theywereallquitedirty.Thisoneinparticular[Hennie se kamertapyt, 2010]hadapictureofalittlegirlinthere.Thereareallkindsofstuffburiedinthere. Itwascakedwithfilthandgrime,becauseitcamefromaguywhowasparaplegic–he usedtowetthebed.Hisbedroomwasalsothekitchen.Hewasreallypoorsointhis particularoneyoucouldsmellurine,youcouldsmellfood.Iwoulddrawintothedirt withHandyAndy,addsomedirtofmyownorhidethings.Youcouldseewhereitwas walkedoffandwherethefurniturewasand,ofcourse,Ititledtheworkinreferenceto whereIgotitfrom.SothiswasHennie–Ithinkhepassedaway–anditwasimportant that the titles referred to the spaces that I’d gotten them from because I specifically chosefamilieswhohadlinkstomyownstory.SoIwasinawaytellingmyownstory throughtheirstories.Andtheworkdidfeellikeacollectivenarrative.Eachpiecehada bitofastorywhenitcametogether. 23 Hennie se kamertapyt, 2010 Manipulated found floor vinyl, 107 x 135 cm 24 Boeta Joe se voordeurtapyt, 2010 Manipulated found floor vinyl, 110 x 113 cm 25 26 IA: Itstartedwiththisdream…Iwasinawarehouse,aspace.Itwasverydarkandthere wasacrowdofkids.TheywereallreallysadandIwasconcernedaboutthem.Iwanted tomakesuretheywereokay.Asthekidsmovedpastme,Isawaman–anamazingly beautifulman–radiatingpurelove.Afterwemadeeyecontact,weembracedandcried. ‘I’vemissedyou…I’velongedforyou,’hesaid. Ireplied,‘Iloveyousomuch,butIdon’tknowwhoyouare.Whoareyou?’ ‘Iamyou!’ Ithinkanotherunknownpartofmysoulmetmyowninthisdream.WhenIwokeup,I couldn’tgetoverthisfeelingofabsolutelybeinglovedorhavingloveformyself. I am you, 2010 Performance and installation, dimensions variable I n s t a l l a t i o n v i e w a n d p h o t o g r a p h , S t e v e n s o n , C a p e To w n 27 IA: I am youwaspartofanexhibitiontitledWhat we talk about when we talk about love .My proposalcentredaroundtheSuficonceptof‘thereflection’–deeplyspiritual,mystical ideasaroundlove.MymomandImadethistogether–amaze-like,concentricstructure suspended from the ceiling which people could walk inside. I did a performance in the centre, praying and chanting the holy names of God under this veil. If you listen carefullyyoucanhearthesound.TheideaissimilartotheWhirlingDervishes,those MuslimSufiswithbigdresseswhotwirlandspinaround.It’sjustadifferentformof praying,ofchanting,ofannihilationoftheself.That’swhyItitledthepreviousworkI am no more.It’sthisideaofpushingtheselfaside.SoIjustsatunderthisveilandreally within that performance, within the chanting, you go into this state. You lower your voiceandtheideaisthatyougetthevibrationclosesttoyourheartsoyoucanactivate thatheartchakra,Isuppose.Andtheprocessisaboutgettingthemindoutoftheway, justexperiencingandfallingintotheunknown. I wore only white because white is the closest colour to transparency. That’s how it feltinthatmoment:Iwasabsolutelytransparent.InIslam,youhavethefivepillarsof Islamandthefifthoneisthat,ifyouhavethemeans,youarerequiredtodohajj (the pilgrimage to Mecca) at least once in your lifetime. During hajj, there is a moment whereyoustandonMountArafatwithonlytwopiecesofwhiteclothwrappedaround youandeverybodylooksthesame,yourheadisshavenandtheysayyoucan’ttellthe millionairefromthebergieonthestreet.Thereisthebeliefthatyouhavethismeeting setupwithGodandatsomepointinyourlifeyouwillknowit’stherighttimeforyou togo.Andsothismoment,standing,wearingwhitebecauseit’sclosetotransparency, standinginfrontofGod,showingupforyourmeeting.Itwasareferencetothat. 28 I am you, 2010 Performance and installation, dimensions variable I n s t a l l a t i o n v i e w a n d p h o t o g r a p h , S t e v e n s o n , C a p e To w n 29 I am you, 2010 Bronze, 15 x 10 x 7 cm P h o t o g r a p h : S t e v e n s o n , C a p e To w n 30 In Islam we speak about the thousand veils that separate us from the true reality and therefore,onthispathofenlightenment,oneencountersaconstantunveiling–aprocess ofseeingthingsthathasalwaysbeentherebutyouweren’tabletonoticeitbefore.Ithink weallexperiencethattosomeextentduringourlives,thisconceptofbeingunveiled. It’s a different thing understanding it intellectually and just really knowing because you’ve experienced it. Carl Jung spoke about this idea of collective consciousness – thatweareallbornwiththisreservoirofknowledgethatcontainseverythingthathas everhappenedtohumanbeingsthroughouttime,andthroughoutourlivestherewillbe momentswherewetouchonthisandforonce,forasimplemoment,thefaçadeofthis apparentrealitycollapsesandyouareconfrontedwithtruereality–momentswhenyou knowwithoutknowing. 31 IA: TheSufisspeakaboutthe‘OceanofOneness’andthe‘Mirror’,thisinternalmirrorin whichyoulookatyourspiritualjourneyortheroadtoenlightenmentashavingtoclean thismirrorovertime.Soyou’remakingdhikr,praying,beingkind,doinggoodthings, livingyourlifewell,withintegrity;theseareallthingsthathelpyoucleanthismirror untileventuallyyouareabletoseeyourreflectionclearlywithinthismirror. I am you, 2015 Black granite, life-size I n s t a l l a t i o n v i e w, W a n å s K o n s t , K n i s l i n g e , S w e d e n Photograph: Mattias Givell 32 33 IA: Afriendofminegavemeacarpetwhichhehadbeenusingtoprayforoverthirtyyears. The carpet was full of holes where his feet, his knees, his hands and his head went soyoucouldseeallthosethings.Ijustexhibiteditasafoundobject.It’sanartwork produced over thirty years and there’s noway youcanreproduceit.Butwhat Iquite likedwasthatyoucouldseethelittledullpatchwheretheheadorforeheadusedtorest, verysubtly. 34 I am no more, 2012 Found Islamic prayer mat, 124 x 58 cm 35 Listen, 2012 H e a t g u n - m a n i p u l a t e d f o u n d w a l l p a p e r, 1 5 0 x 1 1 5 c m 36 Self-portrait, 2013 I s l a m i c c h i l d r e n ’s p r a y e r m a t s a n d f a b r i c , 1 8 0 x 1 0 0 c m 37 38 39 In between , 2012 Prayer mats, incense, blankets and embroidered element, 524 x 320 cm I n s t a l l a t i o n v i e w a n d p h o t o g r a p h , S t e v e n s o n , C a p e To w n 40 If that I knew, 2013 Quilted prayer mats and embroidered element, 366 x 320 cm Installation view Rongwrong, Amsterdam 41 If that I knew, 2013 Quilted prayer mats and embroidered element, 366 x 320 cm 42 IA: I called this exhibition Have you seen Him?, meaning ‘Have you seen God?’There’s athirteenthcenturySufiMaster,MullahNasiruddin,whowascalled‘TheWiseFool’. Peoplethoughthewascrazybuthewasactuallywiseorenlightened.Hewouldstandin themarketplaceandaskpeople:‘HaveyouseenGod?I’mlookingforGod.IsHeinthe cup?IsHeinthewater?IsHeinthetrees?Ican’tfindHim.’SothisiswhatIbasedthis exhibitionon–theideaofconversationswithGodandthenatureofthosemessages. 43 69, 2013 String curtain and Islamic prayer mats, 238 x 135 x 138 cm 44 Scope, 2013 W ire, cotton thread and beads, 180 x 130 x 100 cm I n s t a l l a t i o n v i e w a n d p h o t o g r a p h , S t e v e n s o n , C a p e To w n 47 49 La, 2013 Steel ring and string curtain, 168 x 59 x 35 cm 51 I am home, 2013 Round carpet, string curtain, wooden ring, wire, thread and silk roses Dimensions variable 52 54 Far left: Self-portrait, 2013 Cotton on tattered prayer mat, fabric, gold plastic frame, 43 x 35 cm Left: Melkbankie, 2013 Cotton on found fabric and found gilt frame, 74 x 64 cm 55 Eenheid, 2014 Q u i l t e d p r a y e r m a t s , a s s o r t e d f a b r i c s a n d e m b r o i d e r y, 1 6 2 x 2 0 0 c m 57 IA: ThefirstfewmomentsIcouldn’tbreathebecausemyfatherhadwrappedittootight. TherewereaboutsixlayersofclothovermyfaceandIcouldn’tbreatheandIwentinto astateofpanic.AtfirstIwantedtojumpupanditwassoloud,sonoisyinthatspacethat hecouldn’thearmescream“Daddy”,buteventuallyhedid.Heopenedupthelayersso thatonlythetoplayerswerecoveringmymouthandmynose. Afterhavingbeenwrappedupinthispositionforsolong,whenIcameupIreallyhad a feeling of being clear and renewed, emptied out. I definitely experienced that some partofme,somethinghaddied–maybesomethingIusedtoidentifywith.Icouldfeel thatdeathofawholepartofmyself,itfeltlikeanewbeginning.Ididn’texpectthat.I experiencedwhatwouldhappentomybodywhenIdiedandIfeltasifIhadputtorest acertainaspectofmyrelationshipwithmyfather. JB: WhatI’vepickeduponisthatyourperformancesaresuchanexperienceforyou,even moresothanwhatyouintendforthemtobeforanaudience,whichisaveryhonestway ofdoingsomething. IA: Yes,exactly.Ireallygotit:thepowerofperformanceistomakeitrealandnotscripted andit’snotaboutpretending,ithastobereal. 59 Please remember II, 2013 P e r f o r m a n c e , C e n t r e f o r A f r i c a n S t u d i e s , C a p e To w n 60 Please remember II, 2013 P e r f o r m a n c e , C e n t r e f o r A f r i c a n S t u d i e s , C a p e To w n 61 62 63 IA: …weprojectontotheworldallthetime,butpeopleprojectontousandatsome pointthoseprojectionsalsobecomepartofus. 64 Plate 7 (Neoscope series), 2014 Islamic burial cloth, fabric, thread, 195 x 130 cm 65 68 Plate 1 (Neoscope series), 2014 Found fabrics and brass-plated rail, 260 x 345 cm 69 Plate 9 (Neoscope series), 2014 Old South African flag, fabric, thread, frill, 122 x 150 cm 70 Plate 8 (Neoscope series), 2014 Found table cloth, fabric, thread, 120 x 118 cm 71 Plate 6 (Neoscope series), 2014 F o u n d s e a t c o v e r, f a b r i c , c l e a r t h r e a d , 1 0 2 x 2 0 0 c m 72 Plate 10 (Neoscope series), 2014 Found fabric, thread, brass-plated rail, 120 x 152 cm 73 Plate 2.5 (Neoscope series), 2014 Manipulated found cloth, 215 x 145 cm 77 Plate 3 (Neoscope series), 2014 Mattress fabric, glue, silk leaves, thread, 190 x 155 cm 80 Plate 2 (Neoscope series), 2014 Found tablecloth, tassels, wire, sponge, beads and artificial flowers, a p p r o x . 1 6 0 x 1 8 0 c m d i a m e t e r, d i m e n s i o n s v a r i a b l e 81 Plate 4 (Neoscope series), 2014 Bead necklaces, wire and cotton thread, approx. 120 x 40 x 40 cm 82 83 84 Plate 5 (Neoscope series), 2014 Metal rod, wire and silk leaves, approx. 120 x 70 x 60 cm 85 NotesonParda The woven works indicate Adams’ conceptual and material development from the Neoscope seriesintermsofavisibleshifttowardsnon-figurativerepresentationofhis continuedinquiryintothecoreofself-consciousness.ThetitlePardareferstoaveilor fine material covering worn by Islamic women, as prescribed by Sharia law.The veil becomes synonymous with ideas around lenses and inherited meaning. Like the lens, the veil conceals and distorts information, creating blind spots and slips, binding and shapingperception. In Parda 1, a loose rendering of an inkblot has been sketchily stitched into a tightly wovencanvas;someofthedarkthreadshangloosely,unravelingtowardsthebottomof thecomposition.Thelinearformreadscartographically,depictinginfinitepaths,which cross over each other and sprawl across the woven surface. Subtle traces ofAdams’ processofthreadingandthenunthreadingthelowerhalfoftheinkblotemergeassmall recesses in the tight woven pattern. This evokes a sense of revisiting, rewriting and remapping, which in turn reflects the indefinability and inconclusiveness of selfhood thatAdamsengageswith. 86 Parda I, 2014 Woven nylon rope and string, 114 x 85 cm 87 Parda II, 2014 Woven nylon rope and string, 122 x 77 cm 88 Mukhannath, 2014 Found chair frame and found cloth bunting, 75 x 80 x 60 cm 89 ForParda IIandParda III,Adamscontinuedtoworkcollaboratively;similarlytothe way he engaged with familial frames of reference in earlier works, in these woven tapestrieshegivesagencytohislong-standingrelationshipswithagroupofwomenhe mentoredforseveralyearsatthePhilaniArtCentre.AstheresidentartteacherAdams assistedtheseunemployedwomeninusingsilkscreen,paintingandweavingtechniques to produce commercial craft work, enabling them to sustain themselves financially. These works were made in collaboration with the women, giving expression to the sharedhistoriesandpersonalnarrativesthathavedeeplyaffectedAdams.Thisunfolds materiallythroughtheintricatelywovendetailingandinturntheperformativeprocess ofweaving,whichresonatesasameditativewritingorinscribingofthesehistories.The presence and influence of these family and community relationships is tightly woven intothemulti-facetedphilosophicalquestionsAdamsasksaboutlookingat,seeingand perceivingtherelativeselfthroughvaryingmeansandmodes. JenniferBall 2015 90 91 Parda III, 2015 Woven nylon rope and string, 180 x 165 cm 92 Parda IV, 2015 Woven nylon rope and string, 210 x 165 cm 93 94 Self-portrait, 2015 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string 200 x 150 cm 95 Surat Al’Ikhlas (front), 2015 Woven nylon washing line and string, 250 x 250 cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 96 Surat Al’Ikhlas (back), 2015 Woven nylon washing line and string, 250 x 250 cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 97 Ayatul Kursi 1 (front), 2015 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string, 230 x 180cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 98 Ayatul Kursi 1 (back), 2015 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string, 230 x 180cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 99 Ayatul Kursi 2 (front), 2015 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string, 230 x 180cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 100 Ayatul Kursi 2 (back), 2015 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string, 230 x 180cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 101 B i s m i l l a h h i r- R a h m a n n i r- R a h i m ( f r o n t ) , 2 0 1 5 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string, 150 x 150 cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 102 B i s m i l l a h h i r- R a h m a n n i r- R a h i m ( b a c k ) , 2 0 1 5 Woven nylon washing line, string-beaded necklaces and string, 150 x 150 cm Photograph: Monique Pelser 103 104 HVY ‘SHOULD I JUST KEEP TELLING STORIES?’ The projections of self in the work of Igshaan Adams Josephine Higgins 107 Listen (detail), 2012 H e a t g u n - m a n i p u l a t e d f o u n d w a l l p a p e r, 1 5 0 x 1 1 5 c m 108 ‘SHOULD I JUST KEEP TELLING STORIES?’ The projections of self in the work of Igshaan Adams Josephine Higgins In my practice I am concerned with my two environments, both external and internal, and the constant exchange of information between the two; I project onto the world, so too I internalise the world’s projections on me ... I find myself playing different roles within this drama, belonging to different orders all at once; I am born Muslim and raised by my Christian maternal grandparents. I am openly homosexual and classified as ‘Cape Malay’ (of mixed race) in the Apartheid South African system. Navigating my way around the expectations imbedded within the stereotypes of my social roles, I continue to search for new understanding, new ways of seeing my combination of identities. Adams’engagementwithhybrididentityandhissupposedlydisparateroleshasformedthe foundationofhiswork,yethisinterestextendsbeyondpersonalnarrativeandhistories. Exploringthecomplexitiesofbeing,throughanincreasinglyabstractapproach,Adams reflectshis‘...needtounearth,unmaskandunveilthemysterieshiddenwithinthedepthsof theSelf,beyondrace,class,religion,sexualorientation,andgender.WhoamI,beyondmy identity?” Inhisfirstpubliclyexhibitedwork,Jou ma se poes(2009), Adamsinstalled a‘typical’Cape FlatssittingroomattheAVAgallery,CapeTown.Thetitleoftheworkisaderogatory,yet occasionallyplayful,slangtermstereotypicallyusedbyandassociatedwithso-called ‘coloured’cultureinCapeTown.Emphasizingthedomesticityandspecificityofthespace further,Adams’grandmotherperformed,watchingre-runsof7de Laan.Onthewalls,Adams 109 hungrepresentationsofhimselfinvariousnamelessguises,includingayoungwoman avertinghergaze,apensiveMuslimyouthandacontourportrait,constructedwithatangleof loosestitches.Adams’adoptionof‘craft’methodssuchashand-andmachine-stitchingand theuseofsewing,fabriccollage,quiltingandembroiderynotonlyreflectshismother’s backgroundasaseamstressandhisstrongidentificationwithwomen,butalsocomplicates genderstereotypes.ThereisagencyintheconstructionofAdams’identityhere,asdifferent rolesareplayedandvariousrealitiescoexistandintermingle.Identity,inAdams’work,is underlinedasfluidandunstable,asopposedtomonolithicandexclusive. Duringhismid-twenties,Adams’spiritualismwasrenewedwhenhefellinlovewiththe mysticismofthetexts,storiesandinterpretationsofSufiIslam;anewwayoflookingatthe world,ofknowledgeandunderstanding,basedonhischildhoodupbringinginIslam. DescribedbysomeasthespiritualessenceofIslam,Sufismprovidesinsightintotheinternal andexternalrealitiesofdailylife.ImportantlyforAdams,Sufismalsopresentsanunseen, chimericalworldofdisorderandcreation,seeminglybeyondlanguageandrepresentation. In between(2011),anenigmaticinstallationconsistingofrowsofindividualIslamprayer mats,illustratestheimportanceandinfluenceofthis‘unseen’worldinAdams’work.The matsaresewntogetherandlaidoutonthefloortofaceMecca.Unusedandaged,cheapand expensive,thematerialsareplacedsidebyside,encouragingthemergingofmultiple contexts.Adamscollectsthesematsalonghistravels,buyingsomeandborrowingothers fromfriendsandfamily.Havingbornewitnesstotheritualprayersoftheirformerowners –hoursofstanding,bowingandprostration(Sujud)inhumilitybeforeGod–thematsare fadedandworn,bearingsubtletracesloadedwithmemoriesandmeaning.Theobjects becomesacredastheyprovideacontainedphysicalandmentalsitetocommunicatewith God.Uponenteringtheinstallation,theaudiencewasrequiredtoremovetheirshoes;a simpleyetsurprisinglyhumblingact.Toprovidecomfortfortheviewer,Adamsaddeda layerofthickblanketsunderneaththemats,andburnedfrankincense.Inmanyways,viewers wereinvitedtoperformforAdamsashecreatedaspacewherewhoeverenteredhadan opportunitytoreflectinsilenceontheirownselfandexperiences. Josephine Higgins 110 ThevaryingcoloursandpatternsofthetraditionalprayermatsinIn betweenareinterjected bythesinuousformofalargesnake,constructedbyinlayingcontrastingprayermats,ina curiousmixofcamouflageandconspicuity.Thesnakefunctionsasanantagonisticsymbolin thesacredenvironmentoftheinstallation;thedisruptionsignalsaninnerbattle.Openly homosexualsincetheageofnineteen,theconflictacknowledgesAdams’struggletoreconcile Islamwithhissexuality,andhislivedexperiences. ReminiscentofIn between,If that I knew(2013)representsapronedogisolatedamongstthe architecturalandpatternedelementsofacarpetofprayermats.InIslam,dogsareconsidered impureanimalsandarecommonlynotallowedinpeople’shomesundertheIslamiclegal tradition.However,therearealsonarrativesintheQuranthathighlightthevalueoftheloyal companionshipofdogs.TheseambivalentnarrativessubtlyreflectAdams’beliefthatthereis roomforinterpretationintheQuran,reinforcedbytherisingvisibilityofindividualsand groupscallingforanuancedexaminationandre-readingofIslamicsources.Whendiscussing thisambiguity,Adamsidentifiedanumberofnarrativesandprogressivescholarswhotrouble andcomplicatethestoriesandinterpretationsmostoftenusedtocondemnhomosexuality. ThisincludesthecontroversialstoryoftheProphetLutandhispeopleinSodom,aswellas narrativesofMukhannathun,effeminateifnotsometimestransgendermenwholivedoutside thepatriarchalheteronormativesexualframework,whowereacceptedinthetimeofthe Prophet.ForAdams,‘superimposingtheimageofthedogontheHolyCityisanactof claimingastakedespiterejectionandridicule’.ItwasonlylaterthatAdamswouldseethis workasaself-portrait,wherehisfeelingsofsegregationandalienationbegantoshift towardsaquietrebellion. Thecombinationofprayermats,representationsofselfandapurposefullyincomplete aestheticdrawslinksbetweenIf that I knewandSelf-portrait(2013aand2013b).Adams’ tenuousandhalf-formedself-representationssuggestaprocessofbecomingandof transformation.Asevidencedinthesensitiveanddetailedformofthedog–createdthrough stitching,embroidering,erasingandworkingintothesurface–thereisacomplexbalance betweenconstructionanddestruction,andanemphasisonlayeringinbothmediumand ‘Should I just keep telling stories?’ The projections of self in the work of Igshaan Adams 111 referencesinAdams’processes.Althoughcontested,Islamictraditionforbidsimagesof animatebeingsinthehome,whichincludesdogs;theimagesaretobeblottedorcoveredat theveryleast.TheselimitationsarelinkedtothefableinwhichtheangelGabrielbreaks conversationwiththeProphetMuhammad,explaining‘Weangelsdonotenterahomein whichthereisadogorapicture.’ ThisprohibitioninthehomeisparticularlyinterestinginrelationtoAdams’continual interestinthedomestic:scenes,materialsandmethodsofthefamilyandcommunityas home.Thisisanaspectfurtheredbythetitleoftheexhibition,Have you seen Him?(2013), ofwhichIf that I knewformedapartatblankprojectsinCapeTown.Theexhibitiontitle referencesthefabledsayingsandhappeningsofa13thcenturysatiricalSufi,Mullah Nasiruddin,whowassometimeswise,sometimesafool,andsometimesboth.Theexhibition embodiedNasiruddin’shumorousyetphilosophicalsearchesforGodandunderstandingin theeveryday.ForAdams,‘alltheworksinthisbodyareconversations:betweenGodand myself,momentsandexperiences.Theseconversationsareoftenargumentativeand conflictual,yetintimateandattimesreassuring.’Thiscomplexandlayeredwebof references,emotionsandconversationsissuggestedinAdams’abstract,hangingsculptural forms,suchasLa(2013).Constructedfromaninterweavingofstringcurtains,steelringsand glue,Laisfragileandtenuous,andspeakstoAdams’attempttountanglethechaosand confusionofeverydayexperiences.Mirroredhereisanunexpectednessandalternativeto conventionexpressedbythewit/wisdomofNasrudin. Anemphasisonintuition,interpretationandabstractionbringsustoAdams’Neoscope series (2014),whichcentresontheworkofHermanRorschach,theSwisspsychiatristand psychoanalystfamedforcreatingtheprojective‘inkblot’personalitytest.1Thetest,basedon 1 The Neoscope series (2014) originated from Adams’ participation in the annual workshop Sommerakademie im Zentrum Paul Klee in Bern. In 2014, the invited curator, Raimundas Malasaskas, presented the theme ‘HR’. Whilst referencing ‘human relations’, the theme centres on the work of Herman Rorschach. Josephine Higgins 112 subjectiveresponsestotenofficialinkblotplates,aimstouncoverthesubject’scognitionand personality,includingtheirpersonalandinterpersonalperceptions.Adams’Plates 1-10,each basedonspecificinkblotimages,arere-imaginedthroughself-projection,andtransformed intowall-hangingbannersandtapestriesthatcombinematerialsrangingfromfamily-owned curtainsandburialclothstofoundtablecloths.Adamsexhibitedthisseriesunderthetitle Parda,whichreferstoacurtain,veilorpieceoffabricthatobscuresandconceals.InIslam, pardaalsoreferstothelawunderwhichwomenarerequiredtocovertheirfacestoprotect theiridentity.Paradoxically,theveilisalsoasymbolofenlightenment,asearchforanswers, astheProphetMohammad’steachingstatesthatthereare70000veilsoflightanddark separatingindividualsfromGod. Parda II(2014)isoneofseverallarge-scalewall-basedtapestrieswovenfromcommon nylonrope(madefrommulti-colouredsyntheticwastematerial)andstringincludedinthe exhibition.TheseriesoftapestriesresultedfromAdams’long-standingrelationshipwitha groupofwomenworkingatthePhilaniCentreinKhayelitsha,CapeTown.AlthoughAdams hasonlybegunexploringtapestryasamedium,Parda IIatteststothemesengaged throughoutAdams’careerthusfar,whileillustratinghisshiftawayfromtherepresentational. Multi-colouredandtightlywoven,thepiecepointstohoursoflabourandcollaboration. Occasionaldisturbancesanddisruptionsoccurintheformofanoutpouringofthreads, similarinshapetotheendsofcurtainties.Thetangledmergingofcolourandvarious contextsisreminiscentofAdams’prayermats,aswellastheconversationsandwebsof Self-portraitureandpiecessuchasLa.Thereisalsoafeelingoftheincomplete,asthe underlyingframeworkoftheweavingisleftexposedinthebottomhalfofthework.Again, identityishighlightedasacontinuousconstruction,butinthisworktheshiftistakenfurther; amovefromstitchingtoweavingismirroredbyamovefrompersonaltosharedidentity.The tapestriesweavetogetheranabstractnarrativeofpersonalexperiencesandhistories. ‘Should I just keep telling stories?’ The projections of self in the work of Igshaan Adams 113 ThesubtletiesandnuancesofAdams’increasinglylayeredpiecessuggestthattheveryterms ofidentitylimitallofthemanyinstancesthatAdamsisexploring;insteadofapoliticsof identity,Adamsengagesbeingandselfhood.Inamoveawayfromamorerepresentational styleofworking,Adamsevadestheverystereotypesandreductivecategoriesthatareso limitingtohumanthought,communicationandexperience. SOURCES Kuggle, S.S.H. 2003. ‘Sexuality, Diversity, and Ethics in the Agenda of Progressive Muslims’. In Safi, O. (ed.). Josephine Higgins 114 116 CLEANSING VIA THE SENSES AS EYESIGHT FOLLOWS THE SOUL Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance Ruth Simbao 117 Page 116: Bismillah, 2014 Performance, National Arts Festival, Grahamstown Photograph: Rachel Baasch 118 CLEANSING VIA THE SENSES AS EYESIGHT FOLLOWS THE SOUL Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance Ruth Simbao Our senses are the tool our body uses to negotiate and move through the world; by their very nature, they orchestrate with others and our environment … Artists who harness more than our eyes and ears encourage us to wake up, to be alert to the world around us, and to interact actively with the objects and creatures around us. It is an invitation to live, to feel, and to be part of a larger community. DiBenedetto1 BENEATH Theaudienceclimbsdownanarrowflightofsteepstepsintothedarkunderbellyofthe 1820SettlersNationalMonument–thebasementofalargebuildingthatcommemorates theBritishSettlers’arrivalintheEasternCape.Toreachthebasement,viewerspassamply proportionedarchitecturalgesturesoftributeandvalidation,includinghighceilings, polishedbanistersandsymbolsofBritishpatriotism.Thebasementstepsarehiddenbehind ayellowwoodstructurethatisdesignedtolooklikescaffolding,symbolisingtheongoing processofbuilding,inthiscaseexplainedas‘thenotionthattheworkoftheEnglishspeaker inSouthAfricacontinues’.2Therectanglesanddiagonalsofthiswoodenconstruction ‘representthecrossesoftheBritishFlag’.3 TheindoorMillstoneFountain,whichisthe‘symbolicheartoftheMonument’issurrounded bythewords,‘Thatallmighthavelife,andhaveitabundantly’.4 119 Bismillah, 2014 Performance, National Arts Festival, Grahamstown Photograph: Ruth Simbao 120 BeneaththisgrandtributetotheBritishSettlers,totheEnglishlanguageandtothe abundanceoflife,unravelsanaccountofdeath. Theconcealedbasementisdimandshadowy.Thedustfromtheunpolishedrocksthat protrudefromtheearthhangsthicklyintheair.Asubtlesmellofincenseassumesenhanced impact,assightlagsbehindsmellwhileeyesslowlygrowaccustomedtothedark. Viewershuddletogether,hushed.Infrontofthem,inwhatlookslikeacavernousstone grave,liesabodyonsimplewhitecloth.Thebody–thatofIgshaanAdams–isaboutto bepreparedforburial;anactconsideredtobeacommunalobligation(fard al-kifayah)in Muslimlegaldoctrine. B-ismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīmi. InthenameofGod,theMostGracious,theMostMerciful. BLIND SPOT The blind spot is … neither a visible absence (a darkness), nor a constructed absence (a hole papered over by extrapolating from visible objects), but an invisible absence: an absence whose invisibility is itself invisible. This is not the dark grey annoyance that is suffered in actual partial blindness, nor is it the oblivion of the fixed stare, but something different, another kind of blindness, where we believe we see but do not. JamesElkins5 IgshaanAdamsperformedBismillah(2014)aspartoftheBlind spotperformanceart programmeattheNationalArtsFestivalinGrahamstown,asmalltowninanareastill Cleansing via the senses as eyesight follows the soul: Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance 121 strangelyreferredtoasFrontierCountry.Blind spotwasaseriesofsite-collaborative6 performancesthatconsideredwaysofnotseeing,drawingfromthenotionofablindspotthat createsanabsenceofvision.Justaswithscotoma,whenthebrainmakesupcertaindetails thatareactuallynotthere,intermsofwaysofseeingandthinkingabouttheworld,ignorance andprejudicecreateculturalorcognitivebiasesthatrelyonfarcicalinformationandskewed perspectives.AsElkinsemphasises,though,ablindspotgoesbeyondvisibleabsence–it is invisibleabsencethatregisterstheinabilitytorecogniseone’sblindness.Intermsof metaphorsofsight,Bismillahentersthespiritualrealm,searchingindeathfortherecognition ofblindness.Intermsofsite,performanceandplaceinteractintertextually,ignitingideasof blindspots,where‘spots’refertolocationstoo. In Bismillah,IgshaanAdamsperformswithhisfather,AmienAdams,whotenderlywashes, driesandperfumeshisson’sbodyasifheweredead.Inthiswork,Igshaanmovesbeyond sightinmultipleways,playingwiththerelationshipbetweenseeingandnotseeing, concealingandrevealing,andbetweentangibleandintangibleworlds.Indoingso,hedraws onsound,touch,smellandmetaphorsoftaste,engagingnotonlywiththesensesofthebody, butthesensesofsitesandcommunitiestoo. Explaininghispractice,Adamssayshenavigatesbetweenthreeenvironmentsthatblur theboundariesbetweenthevisibleandtheinvisible:theexternalworld,theinternalworld andthemythicalworld:‘SufiIslamoffersmeaframeworktoexplore…athird“unseen” world.Amythicalworldofchaosandparadoxesbeyondlanguage,superimposedontoan existenceofsocialstructuresanddisciplines’.Inmuchofhiswork,Adamssubtlyraises questionsaboutourpossibleblindspotsregardingourphysical,emotionalandspirituallives, butrevellingincomplexityandevencontradiction,herefusestoprovidesimpleanswers. Bismillahisnotaboutadidacticimpulse;itisaboutintimateknowledgeandexperiential growth.ItisnotsimplyaperformanceaboutcodesofIslam,butisaself-reflexivefamiliarity withdeathevenwhendeathisnotliterallythere.Itisaboutapersonalprocess–acleansing –andinitspalpablepoweritcarriesreceptiveviewersthroughaprocesstoo,onewhich exceedstheirsightandtheirmentalwaysofseeing. Ruth Simbao 122 THE FAILURE OF SEEING When the soul is taken, the eyesight follows it. Qur’an7 Bismillah(2014),whichevolvedfromthe2012performancePlease remember II,isinformed bytheartist’sexperienceoflosinganauntwhowasstillalive,butduetoadrugaddiction wasineffectdeadtohim.Ascaronthiswoman’sfootwastheonlyremainingsignofthe personheonceknew.Bysightherecognisedwhatsignalledhisrelative,butthisvisual reminderfailedhimashisfullexperienceofherhadpassedaway.Merelyseeingdoesnot necessarilyallowonetoknowinamoreintimatesense.Inordertosee–especiallytosee clearly–somedistanceisrequired.Buttotouchistobeclose.Tounderstandistoconnect. Inthisperformance,touchbecomesapointofintimatefamilialknowingasIgshaan’sfather lovinglywashesthebodyofhisson,whereassight–thesightofascarthatmightelicit mentalorevenemotionalrecognition–ultimatelyfailed. IntheMuslimprocessofpreparingabodyforburial,theeyesofthedeceasedoughttobe closedassoonaspossible.Sightaccompaniesthesoul;itisasspiritualasitisphysical. Importantly,preparationforburialisusuallyhidden,andwhatisseen,feltorsmeltby thepersonperformingthisdutymustremainasecret:‘HewhowashesaMuslimand concealswhathesees(i.e.badodors,appearance,andanythingloathsome),Allahgrants himforgivenessfortytimes(orforfortymajorsins)…’.8Generallymalestakeonthe responsibilityofwashingmales,andfemaleswashfemales.Theonlyexceptiontothisruleis inthecaseofhusbandandwife,orsmallchildren.Thereisnoaudience. Bismillahisanuncomfortableanddisconcertingperformancetoexperience.Notonlydoes itbringtheaudiencepalpablyclosetowitnessingdeath,butitalsohoversbetweenwhatis Cleansing via the senses as eyesight follows the soul: Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance 123 allowedandforbidden;whatisdesiredandreviled.Whiledeathholdsthepowertopush thelivingaway,duty,respectorthedesiretomanagetheunmanageablecoaxesthelivingto performthistenderritual. Incertainculturalhistoriesofvisualisingdeath,atensionoftenexistsbetweensubmitting totheinevitabilityofdeathandwantingtocheatitthroughvariousformsofrepresentation. Forcenturiesdeathmasksrecordedfacialfeaturesbycastingamouldtakendirectlyfrom thedeceased’sface.9IntheVictorianera,post-mortemphotographerssometimesstagedthe recentlydeceasedasiftheywerealive,openingtheireyesandproppingthemuponchairs nexttolivingrelatives.10 Thisimpetustoretainsomeaspectofpresencethroughrepresentationdoesnotexistinthe contextoftheIslamicburialpreparation.Whatisseenshouldbehidden.Whatisvisible mustbeletgo,justasthecorporealorgansthatdotheseeinginthephysicalworld–the eyes–mustbeshutaseyesightfollowsthesoul.IntheperformanceofBismillah,Adams’ eyespowerfullyrevealbothdeathandlife.Makingnoforcedattemptto‘actdead’,Adams calmlykeepshiseyesopen.Heblinkswhenheneedstoblink.Likehisaunt,heisbothdead andalive,butperhapsunlikeher,heissimultaneouslyblindandsighted–consciouslyso. Deliberatelygraspingatdeathhebecomesawareofhisownblindness. SOUND B-ismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīmi. Asisrequiredinthisdeathritual,AmienAdamsperformsthisrecitationinaquiet,serious voice.Noloudmourningispermissible.Hislowvoiceandthenear-silenceoftherestof thetwenty-minuteperformancecreateapainfulexperienceforviewers.Anunspokencode Ruth Simbao 124 suggeststhattheymustallkeepstill,andtheoccasionalshufflecreatesastir.Viewersfeel theheavinessoftheirbreath. Thereisnobackgroundmusic.Novoiceover.Justtheoccasional,almostinaudible,soundof water;ofthetowelwipingdryalimb;ofafewfootstepsasIgshaan’sfatherwalksaroundthe bodyofhisson,andofthesubduedgroansofthebuildingasfestival-goersmoveabovethe basementobliviousoftheritualofdeathbelow.Theaudienceistrappedbythesparseness ofsound.Thereisnoleavingthisscene,whichhasbecomepart-mortuary,part-graveside. Unlikeanearlierversion,Please remember II,thisperformancedoesnottakeplacein agalleryspace.Noartworksthatwouldlegitimisethedesiretowalkawaysurroundthe performance;thereisnothingonwhichviewerscanresttheireyesinthereassurancethat whattheyseeisonlydepiction. Evenifviewersclosetheireyes,theyare‘forced’towatch;it’sasiftheyseevia the tension ofthealmostinaudiblesound. TOUCH Nearlyeverythingthattheaudiencehearsistouch.Literally. Awethandtouchesafoot.Atowelrubsanarm.Clothmakescontactwithskin. Atsomepointit’sasifdeathpushesbackattheviewers’eyes,forbiddingthemtophysically see,andtheyregardthescenebeforethemthroughtheactsoftendertouchthatalmost inevitablyracethroughtheirminds.Somepicturethemselveswashingtheirsons,dryingtheir daughters,orperfuminglovedones.Theybegintofeeldeath. Inthisritual,thedeceasedbodymustbehandledwithrespect,withgreatcareandwith gentleness.Igshaan’sfatherisattentive.Contained.Dutiful.Hewasheshissonwithsoap.He rinses.Hedries.Heturnsthebodyover.Hewashes.Herinses.Hedries.Then,oncehehas Cleansing via the senses as eyesight follows the soul: Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance 125 Bismillah, 2014 Performance, National Arts Festival, Grahamstown Photograph: Ruth Simbao 126 Bismillah, 2014 Performance, National Arts Festival, Grahamstown Photograph: Ruth Simbao 127 completedthemethodicalritualofcleaningthebodyhefinallyrelinquishestheintimacyof skin-on-skintouchandshroudsthebodywithwhite,modestsheetsandagreenburialcloth, whichisembroideredingoldwiththenameofAllah.Sometimesinthisritualapartingis madeintheshroudneartherightsideoftheface,allowingittotouchtheearthdirectly.It is makrooh11toburythedeceasedinacoffin,andtheearthfeelsthebodyasitabsorbsthe remains. SMELL Duringthewashingofthebodytheorificesofthenostrils,earsandmouthareclosedoff withcottonwooltopreventwaterfromenteringthebody.Afterwashinganddrying,perfume suchascamphorisappliedtotheforehead,thenose,thepalmsofthehands,theknees,and thefeet.InBismillah,AmienAdamsplacespiecesofcottonwoolintoIgshaan’snostrilsjust beforehefoldsthewhitesheetoverhisface. Immediateanxietyisfeltintheaudience.Drawnsoclosetotheexperienceofwitnessing ‘real’death,theslippagebetweenbeingdeadandalivethatisobservedinIghsaan’swrapped bodytransferstothebodiesoftheviewers.Thereisaneedtobreathe,toprolongthesmellof perfumethatremindsviewersthatitisnottheywhohavedied.Thereisaneedtokeeptheir orificesopen,tokeepsensing. Harnessingmorethanoureyesandourears, Bismillah‘isaninvitationtolive’.12 AsAmienAdamspullsthelastsheetoverthefaceofthe‘deceased’,thetensionmounts.He beginstotieaknotabovethehead.Securingdeath.Viewersbreatheheavily,asiftokeep atbaythe‘lastbreath’ofthebodytheyseedisappearingbeforethem.Theireyesfixonthe chestbelowtheshroud.Itgentlymovesupanddowninitsowndeterminationnottolose concentration,nottopanic.Therising-fallingchestreassuresonlookersthatthe‘factness’of ‘mere’representationdoesnoteludethem.Thisimagemustnotslipaway. Ruth Simbao 128 Then,inaudibletosome,thesimpleword‘Daddy’isunexpectedlyheard.Wrestlingwith thedualurgetosimultaneouslyexperiencesomekindofdeathandtostayalive,Igshaanis overwhelmedbytheperfumetrappedbeneaththeclosedsheetsandinvoluntarilywhispers. Buthestaysstill,containedinthetransitionalspacebetweenlifeanddeath,between‘I’and ‘not-I’,betweenthe‘transformed’andthe‘untransformed’.Thepsychoanalyticspacethat ababyexperiencesbetweenmotherandchild,between‘not-I’and‘I’,isacritical,creative spacethatgivesbirthtoatransformedhumanbeingwithanessentialsenseofself.13 In a spiritualsense,thisiswhereIgshaanlingersduringBismillah,as‘not-quite-dead’,‘not-fullyalive’. CLEANSING THROUGH TASTE Every soul will taste death. Qur’an14 IfBismillahweremerelyanattempttoperformarepresentationofdeath,thentheutterance of‘Daddy’mightbereadasamistake,asabreakingofcharacterthatwouldjoltviewers backintothepresent-nessoftheirfullaliveness.Buttheperformanceisaboutslippage. Aboutbeingdeadandalive.Aboutdyinginordertolive.It’saboutpullingviewerscloser tothewhisperofdeath,thesmellofdeath,thetouchofdeath.Ratherthaninterruptthe performance,theutteranceseemstopullviewerscloser.Somewereunawareoftheactual father-sonrelationshipuntilthispoint;someweregrippedbythepanicinIgshaan’svoice. Throughanorchestrationofthesenses,theviewersalmosttastetheclosenessofdeath. Cleansing via the senses as eyesight follows the soul: Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance 129 Incontrasttohisexperiencewithhisauntinwhichavisualtriggerfailstogenerate,forhim, vivacity,inBismillah,eventhough‘dead’himself,theintensepreparationforburialleaves Igshaanfeelingremarkablyrenewed. Cleansed. BENEATH Viewerswalkbackupthestairs,someshaken,andpasstheMillstoneFountaininscription: ‘Thatallmighthavelife,andhaveitabundantly’.Thesewordsofreassurance,however,are hiddenfromview.Trappedbeneathatemporarystagesetupforthefestivaltheirsupplication forlifeismuted,andbeneaththis,belowtheinscriptiononthefloor,adeathtookplacethat theseverywordswereblindto. Invisibleabsence. Ruth Simbao 130 1 Di Benedetto, S. 2007. ‘Guiding somatic responses within performative structures: contemporary live art and sensorial perception’. In Banes, S. and Lepecki, A (eds). The senses in performance. London: 133-4. 2 The Grahamstown Foundation. 2015. Available at: http://www.foundation.org.za./index.php?pid=23. (Accessed March 2015.) 3 Ibid. 4 The Grahamstown Foundation. 2015. Available at: http://www.foundation.org.za./index.php?pid=25. (Accessed March 2015.) 5 Elkins, J. 1996. The object stares back: On the nature of seeing. New York: Simon and Schuster. 6 I use this term in place of site-specific art to indicate that a performer does not simply respond to an existing site, but that performer and site create meaning together. Significantly, site has agency too. 7 ‘When the Ruh (spirit) is taken out, the eyesight follows it’. See Mission Islam: ‘The Mysteries of the Soul’. Available at: http://www.missionislam.com/knowledge/mysterysoul.html. (Accessed January 2015.) 8 Aisha, B. ‘Funeral Rites and Regulations in Islam’. Available at: http://www.missionislam.com/knowledge/funeral.htm. (Accessed January 2015.) 9 Schuyler, J. 1986. ‘Death masks in Quattrocento Florence’. Source: Notes in the History of Art 5(4): 1. 10 Enoch, N. 2013. ‘Post-mortem photography’. Mail Online, 29-30 January. Available at: http://www. dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2270169/Post-mortem-photography-Morbid-gallery-reveals-Victorianstook-photos-DEAD-relatives-posing-couches-beds-coffins.html. (Accessed February 2013.) 11 ‘Makrooh in Arabic means the opposite of liked or loved. In the terminology of sharee’ah it means that which the Lawgiver asks us not to do, but not in a definitive manner. It may be said that it means that for which the person who does not do it out of obedience will be rewarded, but the one who does it will not be punished.’ Available at: http://islamqa.info/en/9084. (Accessed March 2015.) 12 Di Benedetto, S.: 134. 13 See Winnicott, D.W.W. 1971. Playing and reality. London: Tavistock Productions. 14 Surat al-‘Ankabut: 57 Cleansing via the senses as eyesight follows the soul: Igshaan Adams’ Bismillah performance 131 CURRICULUM VITAE 133 BIOGRAPHY 1982 BorninCapeTown,SouthAfrica EDUCATION 2015 - MFACandidate,RhodesUniversity 2009 DiplomainFineArtwithaDistinctioninMixedMedia,RuthProwseSchoolofArt SOLO EXHIBITIONS 2015 Parda,blankprojects,CapeTown 2013 Have you seen Him?,blankprojects,CapeTown 2013 If that I knew,Rongwrong,Amsterdam 2011 In between, Stevenson,CapeTown 2010 Vinyl,AVAGallery,CapeTown SELECTED GROUP EXHIBITIONS 2015 Barriers,WanåsKonst/TheWanåsFoundation,Knislinge,Sweden 2014 next thing you know,blankprojects,CapeTown 2014 No fixed abode,TheNewChurchMuseum,CapeTown 2014 Bismillah,performanceattheNationalArtsFestivalincollaborationwithAmien Adams,theartist’sfather.Grahamstown,SouthAfrica 2014 Between subject and object,MichaelisGalleries,CapeTown 2013 Three Abdullahs,CentreforAfricanStudies,UniversityofCapeTown,CapeTown 134 2013 This is the thing,blankprojects,CapeTown 2012 When form becomes attitude,blankprojects,CapeTown 2012 Ingekluer, beyond the borders,AVAGallery,CapeTown 2012 A century of self,TheCopyShop 2011 What we talk about when we talk about love,Stevenson,CapeTown 2011 Slices of life,InfectingtheCityPublicArtsFestivalinCapeTownCBD 2010 Swallow my pride,blankprojects 2010 Greatest hits2009,AVAGallery RESIDENCIES 2014 SommerakademieimZentrumPaulKleeinBern,Switzerland 2013 IAAB/ProHelvetiaresidency,Basel,Switzerland 135