Three times a day we stand before our Creator and recite
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Three times a day we stand before our Creator and recite
What was the legacy the Avos bequeathed to us? What is true wisdom and how can we attain it? How do we navigate the tricky balance between bitachon and hishtadlus? What are the stages of the final redemption and how will we merit its arrival? What is the nature of gratitude and how do we develop it? These questions, and many others, are answered with a clarity and depth that will leave you transformed. Tefillah is our key to connection with our Creator, an awesome opportunity we are given three times each day. Use this opportunity to enhance your tefillah — and your life. Rabbi Zev Leff has long been famous for his ability to explain lofty concepts in a clear, tangible manner. Thousands have had their lives immeasurably enhanced by his incisive ideas, his sharp wit, and his crystal-clear hashkafos. Now you, too, can benefit from his wisdom. ISBN 978-1-568-71-471-4 90000 > 9 781568 714714 Cover Design: Beena Sklare SHEMONEH ESREI I n this groundbreaking book, Rabbi Zev Leff, rav of Moshav Matisyahu and renowned lecturer and educator, illuminates and elucidates each word of Shemoneh Esrei. And then he takes us further. Rabbi Leff focuses on the fundamental concepts lying beneath each berachah, guiding us through the Shemoneh Esrei until it is revealed as a map for living. While delving into the words of Shemoneh Esrei, core issues of Judaism are explored: The Depth and Beauty of Our Daily Tefillah Three times a day we stand before our Creator and recite Shemoneh Esrei. How can we gain a deeper understanding and appreciation of this powerful prayer? RABBI ZEV LEFF R ABBI ZEV LEFF SHEMONEH ESREI The Depth and Beauty of Our Daily Tefillah With translation and commentary of classic Torah sources RABBI ZEV LEFF SHEMONEH ESREI The depth and beauty of our daily tefillah A TARGUM PRESS BOOK Buy the book at www.targum.com First published 2008 Copyright © 2008 by Rabbi Zev Leff ISBN 978-1-56871-471-4 All rights reserved No part of this publication may be translated, reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without prior permission in writing from both the copyright holder and the publisher. Published by: TARGUM PRESS, INC. 22700 W. Eleven Mile Rd. Southfield, MI 48034 E-mail: [email protected] Fax: 888-298-9992 www.targum.com Distributed by: FELDHEIM PUBLISHERS 208 Airport Executive Park Nanuet, NY 10954 Printing plates by Frank, Jerusalem Printed in Israel by Chish Buy the book at www.targum.com CONTENTS Preface .....................................................................................................xvii Acknowledgments .....................................................................................xxiii Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei I. Two Forms of Prayer ............................................................................... 3 II. How Prayer Works ................................................................................. 6 III. Geulah and Tefillah ............................................................................... 7 IV. The Three Steps ................................................................................... 10 V. “Open My Lips” — The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei ............................. 12 VI. The Order of Prayer ............................................................................ 14 VII. The Structure of Shemoneh Esrei ...................................................... 17 Avos: The First Berachah I. Why Avos Is First .................................................................................. 21 II. The Validity of This Berachah ............................................................... 24 III. The Repetition of “Elokei” .................................................................. 26 IV. Three Descriptions of G-d................................................................... 31 V. The Good and Beneficial Kindnesses of G-d ......................................... 34 VI. G-d’s Ownership of the World and Its Manifestation.......................... 36 VII. G-d “Remembers” Good Deeds ........................................................ 40 VIII. The Ultimate Manifestation: The Redemption ................................. 42 IX. He Will Bring the Redemption “with Love” ....................................... 45 X. Three Ways to Salvation ....................................................................... 47 XI. The Irrepressible Spark ........................................................................ 49 Buy the book at www.targum.com Gevuros: The Second Berachah I. The Four Keys ....................................................................................... 55 II. G-d’s Strength as Manifest in the World............................................... 56 III. The Significance of Rain ..................................................................... 57 IV. The Sustenance of Life ........................................................................ 59 V. Aiding the Fallen .................................................................................. 61 VI. The Source of All Strengths................................................................. 62 VII. G-d Is Faithful to Revive the Dead .................................................... 64 Kedushas Hashem: The Third Berachah I. The Meaning of “Holy” ......................................................................... 69 II. Three Expressions of Kadosh ................................................................. 71 III. The Kedushah: Sanctifying G-d’s Name .............................................. 73 IV. The Sanctification of Angels ................................................................ 74 Binah: The Fourth Berachah I. Grant Us Knowledge ............................................................................. 81 II. Who Is Truly Wise? .............................................................................. 82 III. Facets of Knowledge ........................................................................... 85 IV. Women and Binah .............................................................................. 88 V. Havdalah: The Ability to Make Distinctions......................................... 89 VI. Attah Chonantanu ............................................................................... 90 Teshuvah: The Fifth Berachah I. The Miracle of Teshuvah ........................................................................ 97 II. Vidui: The Antidote ........................................................................... 100 III. The Deadline for Teshuvah ................................................................ 103 IV. The First Penitent .............................................................................. 106 V. Fifteen Levels to Perfection ................................................................. 108 VI. Torah Study: the Path to Teshuvah .................................................... 109 VII. Returning to His Service ................................................................. 111 VIII. Only G-d Brings Us to Perfect Teshuvah ........................................ 112 Buy the book at www.targum.com Selichah: The Sixth Berachah I. Two Categories of Forgiveness ............................................................. 117 II. Forgiveness Is Life .............................................................................. 118 III. The Forgiver and Pardoner................................................................ 121 Geulah: The Seventh Berachah I. From Personal Redemption to Ultimate Redemption .......................... 127 II. From One End of the World to the Other: Realizing Our Potential ... 128 III. The Struggles of Galus, the Beginning of Redemption ...................... 132 IV. The Sweetness of Overcoming the Struggle ....................................... 137 V. G-d as Redeemer ................................................................................ 139 Refuah: The Eighth Berachah I. The Frailty of Man .............................................................................. 145 II. G-d the Healer ................................................................................... 147 III. Maladies and Miracles ...................................................................... 150 IV. The Role of the Physician .................................................................. 152 V. We Must Be Deserving of Healing...................................................... 156 VI. Praying for the Sick .......................................................................... 158 VII. G-d Is Both Merciful and Faithful to Heal ...................................... 160 Birkas HaShanim: The Ninth Berachah I. The Blessing of Livelihood................................................................... 165 II. As Difficult as Splitting the Sea .......................................................... 167 III. Parnasah in Nature ........................................................................... 171 IV. Work to Live ..................................................................................... 174 V. Torah as One’s Sole Occupation ......................................................... 176 VI. Rabbi Yishmael’s Path: Torah and Derech Eretz ................................. 179 VII. Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai’s Path: Total Devotion to Torah Study .... 182 VIII. When the Two Paths Meet: Supporting Torah................................ 187 IX. Honesty and Integrity in Securing a Livelihood ................................ 190 X. A Blessing of Material Success — for the Good .................................. 192 Buy the book at www.targum.com Kibbutz Galuyos: The Tenth Berachah I. Kibbutz Galuyos Stage 1: Political and Spiritual Freedom ..................... 199 II. The Shofar as a Symbol for Freedom .................................................. 203 III. Stage 2: The Incentive to Unite ......................................................... 204 IV. The Circle Dance of the Tzaddikim................................................... 207 V. Stage 3: The Gathering ....................................................................... 209 VI. Signs of Redemption ........................................................................ 211 VII. The Center of the World ................................................................. 212 Mishpat: The Eleventh Berachah I. The Mark of a True Leader .................................................................. 219 II. The Mark of a True King.................................................................... 222 III. Giving — and Getting — the Best Advice ........................................ 224 IV. The Ultimate Redemption Will Come through Justice ...................... 226 V. Return Our Judges as of Old .............................................................. 229 Birkas HaMinim: The Twelfth Berachah I. Our Relationship with the Nations of the World ................................. 237 II. Discrimination and Non-Jews ............................................................ 242 III. The Curse of the Heretic................................................................... 243 IV. “When Your Enemy Falls, Do Not Rejoice” ...................................... 247 V. The Ethics of Praying for the Elimination of Evildoers ....................... 251 VI. The Significance of the Nineteenth ................................................... 255 VII. “May All of Our Enemies Be Swiftly Uprooted...” ........................... 256 Tzaddikim: The Thirteenth Berachah I. The Trust of Tzaddikim ....................................................................... 265 II. The Tzaddik and the Chassid .............................................................. 267 III. The Elders of the Nation .................................................................. 272 IV. Facing Your Mortality ....................................................................... 276 V. The Remnant of the Scribes ................................................................ 280 Buy the book at www.targum.com VI. The Righteous Convert ..................................................................... 282 VII. The Good Reward of Those Who Trust in Hashem ......................... 286 VIII. Shame Keeps Us on the Straight Path ............................................ 293 Yerushalayim: The Fourteenth Berachah I. The Essence of the Holy City ............................................................. 299 II. The Importance of Yerushalayim in the Life of a Jew .......................... 301 III. The Singularity of the Land .............................................................. 304 IV. The Nature of the Holiness of the Holy City ..................................... 308 V. The Unique Attributes of Yerushalayim .............................................. 310 VI. Future Glory .................................................................................... 315 VII. Return to Your City, Hashem .......................................................... 317 VIII. The Restoration of an Eternal City ................................................. 321 Malchus Beis David: The Fifteenth Berachah I. The Twelfth Principle of Faith ............................................................. 327 II. The Functions of Mashiach ................................................................ 329 III. Identifying the True Mashiach ......................................................... 331 IV. The Era of Mashiach: Nature at Its Perfection ................................... 338 V. The Hidden Details of the Messianic Era............................................ 342 VI. The War of Gog U’Magog ................................................................ 348 VII. Eliyahu HaNavi: The Harbinger of Mashiach.................................. 350 VIII. Making a Perfect World ................................................................. 358 IX. When the World Will Be Filled with the Knowledge of Hashem ...... 362 X. Steps to Redemption .......................................................................... 367 Tefillah: The Sixteenth Berachah I. One All-Encompassing Prayer ............................................................. 375 II. “I Am My Prayer” .............................................................................. 378 III. Please Answer Our Prayers................................................................ 380 IV. Aneinu: Crying Out in Times of Pain ................................................ 385 Buy the book at www.targum.com Avodah: The Seventeenth Berachah I. Self-Negation for G-d’s Service ............................................................ 393 II. The Animals’ Role in the World and in G-d’s Service ......................... 397 III. The Purpose of Korbanos ................................................................... 401 IV. Return Your Presence to Tzion .......................................................... 406 V. Meriting the Ratzon of Hashem.......................................................... 409 VI. The Fire Offerings of Yisrael ............................................................. 411 VII. The Restoration of Tzion — with Love and Mercy .......................... 413 VIII. Ya’aleh V’Yavo: Remembrances of Past and Future .......................... 416 Hoda’ah: The Eighteenth Berachah I. The Foundation of Thanksgiving ......................................................... 425 II. Seeing the Divine in Our Suffering .................................................... 428 III. Hakaras HaTov: What It Really Means.............................................. 431 IV. How to Achieve Hakaras HaTov (I) ................................................... 435 V. How to Achieve Hakaras HaTov (II) ................................................... 437 VI. How to Achieve Hakaras HaTov (III) ................................................ 443 VII. Bowing and Subjugation to Hashem ............................................... 444 VIII. Thank You, Hashem, the Source of All Life.................................... 446 IX. Sing His Praises ................................................................................ 450 X. Al HaNissim: The Purpose of Miracles ................................................ 456 XI. Modim D’Rabbanan .......................................................................... 458 Shalom: The Nineteenth Berachah I. Shalom: The State of Perfection ........................................................... 465 II. The Antithesis of Shalom ................................................................... 469 III. Jealousy, Lust, and the Pursuit of Honor Destroy Peace .................... 472 IV. Kavod: The Second Deterrent ............................................................ 477 V. Lust: The Third Impediment .............................................................. 478 VI. The Mitzvah of She’eilas Shalom — Greeting Others ......................... 480 VII. The Elements of Peace: Sources from the Torah ............................... 483 VIII. “Place Peace upon Us” ................................................................... 487 Buy the book at www.targum.com IX. The Torah of Light and Life .............................................................. 493 X. Love of Chesed Spreads Peace in the World ......................................... 495 XI. The Ultimate Goal: Peace and Love of Peace ..................................... 499 XII. Birkas Kohanim: The Blessing of Peace............................................. 502 Elokai Netzor: A Final Supplication I. A Final Personal Supplication .............................................................. 515 II. Speech: Man’s Ultimate Distinction ................................................... 516 III. “Help Me Guard My Tongue, Hashem” ........................................... 520 IV. Torah Opens Your Heart ................................................................... 524 V. Know Your Path and Pursue It............................................................ 526 VI. Foiling Our Enemies’ Plans and Plots ............................................... 529 VII. “Help Us for Your Sake” .................................................................. 531 VIII. The Culmination of All Our Intent................................................ 534 IX. Three Steps: Taking Leave of the King .............................................. 540 X. A Final Prayer: Rebuild the Mikdash .................................................. 544 Buy the book at www.targum.com Buy the book at www.targum.com PREFACE Kavanah: The Prerequisite to Tefillah K avanah is the essence of tefillah — the service of the heart. Before studying the Shemoneh Esrei itself — the focus of this book — it is imperative to be acquainted with the parameters of kavanah, for kavanah is a requirement for valid and effective prayer. Kavanah has several aspects: it implies intention to fulfill the mitzvah of prayer, focus on the function of prayer, the understanding of the meaning of the words and ideas inherent in the various prayers, and the proper enunciation of those words. Kavanah includes intention, direction, perspective, and purpose. Before one begins to pray, he must have the intention to fulfill the mitzvah of prayer, which is the halachah regarding the fulfillment of all Torah-mandated mitzvos. The Mabit in Beis Elokim explains that even according to the opinion that other mitzvos do not need specific intention to fulfill them, tefillah is different; since it is service of the heart that is fulfilled verbally, it requires this kavanah according to all opinions. The Rambam and Ramban, however, disagree on whether there is actually a Torah command to pray daily. The Rambam believes there is a mitzvah to pray every day. However, the number of prayers one prays and the composition of the prayers is not mandated by the Torah; neither are the set times for prayer a mandate from the Torah. The mandate of this mitzvah is that one pray and beseech G-d daily, reciting His praises, then asking for his needs, and then giving praise and thanks to Hashem for the bounty He has granted him, each one according to his capability. The Ramban disagrees with the Rambam that daily prayer is a mitzvah. He says that “tefillah is not a daily mandate, but rather a kindness that G-d bestowed on us that He permits us to pray to Him and He listens to our prayers and answers them.” This mandate includes that one must pray to none other besides Hashem. However, even the Ramban holds that in times of adversity we are commanded from the Torah to pray to Hashem. Hence, according to the Rambam, one must have intention to fulfill the Torah-mandated mitzvah of tefillah whenever one prays. According to the Ramban, this kavanah would be Buy the book at www.targum.com xviii Preface necessary only when praying in times of adversity, and all other times of prayer are only rabbinically mandated. Although ideally this kavanah applies throughout the Shemoneh Esrei, it is crucial during the first berachah. The Rashba (responsa I:423) says that in addition to the kavanah to fulfill the mitzvah, one must also be aware that there is a G-d who gave us the Torah, who commanded us to serve Him through tefillah. The Meiri adds (Berachos 30b) that one must focus on the fact that everything emanates from G-d and He alone is the arbiter of reward and punishment. During the tefillah itself, one must be cognizant that he is standing before Hashem and conversing with Him. This constitutes the very essence of tefillah, and if this intention is lacking there is no tefillah taking place. According to Rav Chaim Brisker, this kavanah is crucial during the entire Shemoneh Esrei. Concerning this kavanah, Rav Chaim Shmulevitz comments that there were two things of this world that he would personally miss when he passed on to the next world: the joy in a mother’s eyes upon buying her child his first pair of shoes and the opportunity to face a wall whenever one wants and converse directly with the Creator. During prayer one should focus one’s entire concentration on his tefillah and not let any other thoughts enter his mind. In this vein, Chazal say that one must enter two doorways before he prays (Berachos 8a). The first, explains the Maharal, is to free himself from all outside thoughts, and the second is to focus on entering into conversation with Hashem. The Gemara also says that when one prays “his heart should be directed above and his eyes below” (Yevamos 105b). Rabbeinu Yonah explains that the heart should be focused on the heavens and the eyes should be focused below, picturing in one’s mind that one is standing in the Beis HaMikdash. The Ya’avetz explains that one should imagine he is standing in the Holy of Holies, which is where the gateway of prayer to the heavens is situated. This is, in essence, the idea of feeling as if one is standing before Hashem. The Rema (98:1), quoting Rabbeinu Yonah, adds another aspect to this intention: one should reflect on G-d’s greatness and on his own lowliness and remove all earthly pursuits and pleasures from his heart. The Nefesh HaChaim says that this is the meaning of “directing one’s heart above” — above all material pursuits. And one directs “his eyes below” — in submission and humility before Hashem. The Tur and Shulchan Aruch (98:1) mention another aspect of intention: the understanding of what one is praying. Imagine that you are speaking to a king. You would be careful to enunciate your words properly to convey the message that you want to relate. This is how one should approach tefillah, which is in essence a conversation and petition to Hashem, the King of kings. Rav Shmuel Hominer in Olas Tamid relates that understanding what one is saying Buy the book at www.targum.com Preface xix shows regard for the tefillah one is praying. In the future, a person will be asked if he made an effort to understand the tefillos he prayed thousands of times during his lifetime. In order to fulfill this aspect of kavanah, therefore, one must first learn how to pronounce the words properly and then learn their basic meaning. Once one has mastered the basic meaning of the words, one can endeavor to understand the deeper ideas that they convey and finally the kabbalistic hints they contain. The Yosef Ometz (26) says that if one is capable of learning the meaning of the prayers and he does not, it is as if he places an idol in G-d’s Holy of Holies. Hence, this study should precede all others. Proper intention may actually be the difference between life and death. The Gemara in Rosh HaShanah (18) talks about two people who fall ill. One recovers and one does not. The first one prayed with intention and the other one without intention. The Yerushalmi in Berachos (5:5) says that prayer with the proper intention will surely be answered, and the Ya’aras Devash (drush 4) adds that it will generate other mitzvos and success in one’s endeavors in Torah and business. The Sefer Chassidim (136) says that one who prays with tears and supplication, even if he lacks merit and good deeds, will be answered. Yet, despite all that we have said about the importance of kavanah, the fact is that this is one of the things most people are guilty of daily. Although kavanah is crucial for effective prayer, the reality is that today few really have the proper intention that make their prayers intensely effective. According to Tosafos (Bava Basra 164b), when the Gemara relates that one of the things that everyone is guilty of daily is iyun tefillah, it means praying without the proper kavanah. The Gerrer Rebbe once went over to a chassid who had just finished Shemoneh Esrei and greeted him with shalom aleichem. He explained that he had seen from the manner of the chassid’s prayer that he had been all over the world with his thoughts — everywhere except in the beis midrash with his tefillos. So the Rebbe greeted him with shalom aleichem on his return! The halachah deals with the situation where one may lose his place in Shema due to a lack of kavanah. In Shema we find the same verse in both the first and second paragraphs — “U’chesavtam al mezuzos beisecha.” If one does not have kavanah when saying Shema, he might not know if he is in the middle of the first paragraph or the second paragraph! Dr. Norman Bloom, a congregant of mine from North Miami Beach, commented that today we are on an even lower level than that: one can take three steps back and not know if he is starting Shemoneh Esrei or just finishing it. We do not repeat Shemoneh Esrei if we daven without kavanah, for fear that the second time around we will also not have kavanah. The Mabit says that this is the reason it is crucial to daven with a minyan, because then the different portions of tefillah said by each individual with kavanah are added together to form one perfect tefillah. Buy the book at www.targum.com xx Preface It is for this reason that we ask at the outset of Shemoneh Esrei, “Hashem sefasai tiftach u’fi yagid tehillasecha — Hashem, open our lips and our mouth will sing Your praises.” Here we do not mention our hearts; only at the end of Shemoneh Esrei do we mention that the words of both our mouths and the intent of our hearts be accepted. Perhaps by the end we did “put some heart into it” and expressed ourselves with intent. Although kavanah is essential to tefillah, it is better to daven without kavanah than not to daven at all. The Chafetz Chaim says that a watch that is periodically wound can be restarted if it stops. But a watch that no one ever winds rusts and is never repairable. Similarily, the Michtav MeEliyahu says that even if one davens without kavanah, at least one does not forget the concept of prayer and so it is better than not praying at all. Rav Zundel of Salant, the Rebbe of Rav Yisrael Salanter, quotes the Vilna Gaon, saying that if the yetzer hara robs you of kavanah in Attah Chonein, don’t despair — muster your kavanah and you’ll get the best of him in the next berachah, Hashiveinu. What can we do to improve our kavanah? Various sages give good advice on how to strengthen one’s concentration and focus: 1. The Magen Avraham recommends that one follow the words inside the siddur to help maintain focus. 2. The Arizal, on the other hand, says that for some people closing their eyes and praying by heart may be more effective. 3. The Nefesh HaChaim suggests mentally recreating the words in one’s mind to help one focus. 4. Coming early to shul, or at the least on time, so that one can daven the berachos and Pesukei D’Zimrah slowly and unrushed helps put one in the right frame of mind by the time he reaches Shemoneh Esrei. 5. And, of course, one should learn about the greatness of tefillah and its breadth and depth, and this will give one the right approach to his tefillah. In fact, Rav Shimshon Pinkus, zt”l, says that one who is unaware of the breadth and depth of prayer can be compared to a person whose familiarity with an automobile is only that it can function in first gear and is unaware that it is capable of much more. Tefillah is a powerful gift from HaKadosh Baruch Hu. It is only to our benefit to learn the mechanics and meaning of this gift so that we can utilize it most effectively. It is my hope that this book will help you achieve this goal. The book is divided into twenty-one sections, beginning with an introduction to Shemoneh Esrei, which focuses on the prefatory words, “Hashem sefasai tiftach...,” and ending with a section on the final supplication of Shemoneh Esrei, Elokai Netzor. In between are the nineteen sections on the nineteen berachos of our daily Amidah. Each section begins with an introduction to the berachah discussing the ideas and Buy the book at www.targum.com Preface xxi concepts inherent in that berachah. An explanation of the berachah phrase by phrase follows. In order to derive the fullest benefit from this sefer, I suggest that one initially read it through completely to get the total picture of our study of Shemoneh Esrei. Then one should go back and review each berachah individually, studying the introduction to each berachah to gain an understanding of the concept behind it, and then the translation and commentary to the berachah, so that one can have in mind the meaning of the words as one recites that berachah in Shemoneh Esrei. It is a good idea to concentrate exclusively on one berachah at a time over the course of a week, until you complete all of the berachos in nineteen weeks. Then begin the process again for review. In this way, it is my hope that we may merit to daven with intention, emotion, and understanding and that our prayers, as individuals and as Klal Yisrael, be answered with berachah and hatzlachah, yeshuos and nechamos, ultimately culminating with the coming of Mashiach soon in our time. With Torah blessings, Rabbi Zev Leff, Moshav Matisyahu Buy the book at www.targum.com Buy the book at www.targum.com ACKNOWLEDGMENTS T his work has its roots in shiurim I originally composed for my kehillah in Moshav Matisyahu over twenty years ago. Later I revised them and delivered them to a large audience at the OU Israel Center in Yerushalayim on Monday mornings. Yet again they were enlarged and enhanced and delivered in Hebrew at Beit HaMoreh, which gives courses in continuing education for principals and teachers of the Bais Yaakov movement in Israel. They were given separately to the groups in Tel Aviv, Rechovot, Ashdod, and Bnei Brak over several years. Finally they were committed to writing in weekly articles in the Israeli Yated Neeman and in its American edition from 5753 to 5758. Many of those who attended these shiurim and read the articles in the Yated urged me to compile them into book form for their own benefit and for use in teaching tefillah to students. Due to my many shiurim, communal responsibilities, and personal learning schedule, this project was consistently pushed off. Thanks to the constant prodding and encouragement of my eishis chayil, Rivkah Chana, who thought that publishing this work was a worthy and important task, I sat down to compile the material. I am indebted to her for every important accomplishment of my life and pray that we have many more years of life and good health together and Yiddishe nachas from all of our progeny. I also want to express my gratitude to my kehillah, Moshav Matisyahu, Yeshiva Gedola Matisyahu, and Kollel Yesod Refael, for providing me with the base to be able to merit both them and Klal Yisrael. They are a kehillah that honors and appreciates Torah and provides me with the wherewithal, incentive, and encouragement to spread my Torah both within the moshav and far and wide in many forums. I am also indebted to the OU Israel Center for providing me with this important forum in which to spread Torah. A special thanks to Dovid Cohen, Shai Solomon, Avi Berman, Menachem Persoff, and Phil Chernofsky. A thank you is also in place to Esther Davis, the receptionist at the OU, who greets me with a smile every Monday and is always ready to be of assistance. Thank you to Mark Pollack who professionally videos the shiurim. A special thank you to Adina Goldman who administers a tape library comprised of my tapes. Special gratitude to my daughter Ita Rochel, who effectively coordinates many of the activities at the center. A special hakaras hatov to Mrs. Tova Stern, who coordinated the Beit HaMoreh of the Bais Yaakov movement and her encouragement in permitting me to teach and guide Buy the book at www.targum.com xxiv Acknowledgments those who are the backbone of Torah education for young women in Eretz Yisrael. To the editors of the English Israeli Yated and the original American Yated, Reb Yonasan Rosenblum and Reb Mordechai Plaut, I extend my thanks for providing the forum that was the foundation of the written version of this work. Finally, without Targum Press, under the leadership of Rabbi Moshe Dombey, zt”l, this book would not have become a reality. I am especially indebted to my editor, Mrs. Suri Brand, whose constant encouragement and professional guidance was crucial in bringing this project to fruition. Thank you also to Akiva Atwood for the typesetting and to Mrs. Beena Sklare for the beautiful and majestic cover design. We learn many of the halachic parameters of tefillah from the prayer of Chanah, a woman who longed to be a Jewish mother and dedicate her son to Hashem and poured out her heart before Him. Therefore, I feel it is fitting to dedicate this work in memory of my mother, Chaya (Elaine) Leff, a”h, and my mother-in-law, Yocheved (Josephine) Minkoff, a”h. They both attended my shiurim and gave me constant encouragement and motherly guidance. May their memories be a source of blessing and may they shep eternal nachas and merit from their children and descendants throughout the generations. Above all, I thank HaKadosh Baruch Hu for giving me the wherewithal to learn, teach, observe, and spread Torah to the public in Israel and abroad. I express my gratitude to the Almighty for giving me the opportunity to live in Eretz Yisrael together with my dear eishis chayil and to have all of my children, their spouses, and my grandchildren grow up in the kedushah and taharah of Eretz Yisrael and all close to home. I’m proud to mention my daughter Ita Rochel and her sons Yitzchak Simcha and Menachem Nochum of Yerushalayim, my daughter Tziporah Shulamis and her husband Tovia Breines of Moshav Matisyahu and their children, my daughter Miriam Hinda and her husband Mendel Ehrman of Moshav Matisyahu and their children, my daughter Devorah Esther and her husband Yisroel Jacobson of Ramat Beit Shemesh and their children, my son Shlomo Leib and his wife Sarale of Ashdod and their children, my son Yosef Shmuel and his wife Riki of Ramat Beit Shemesh and their children, my son Shimon and his wife Zesee of Beitar and their children, my son Dovid Binyamin and his wife Neima of Ramat Beit Shemesh and their children, my son Matisyahu Yitzchak and his wife Sara Yehudis of Ashdod and their daughter, my son Menachem Tzuriel and my daughter Sarah Ora and her husband Yosef Bodenheim of Beitar. I pray that Hashem enlighten us in Torah and yiras Shamayim and grant us all good health and long lives to continue to serve Him in deed and in the service of the heart, tefillah. May this sefer be a source of enlightenment and inspiration to many and a source of merit to my family and me. May the tefillos of Klal Yisrael individually and collectively go before the Divine Throne, and may we merit to see the day that all of the generations have so fervently prayed for, the coming of Mashiach soon in our days. Buy the book at www.targum.com INTRODUCTION The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei Buy the book at www.targum.com Buy the book at www.targum.com Buy the book at www.targum.com 4 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei The second form of tefillah is passive — the tefillah of tears and submission relationship with G-d that will allow us to receive His bounty. Hence, eating without a berachah is like stealing (Berachos 35a). When one makes a berachah before he eats, he activates those spiritual structures through which G-d provides food and enhances the particular conduit of His bounty related to the berachah in question. In so doing, it is as if he is replenishing and thereby compensating for what he is eating. One who neglects to make the berachah takes without leaving compensation for what he is taking. In essence, he is stealing. Shiurei Da’as, in the shiur on korbanos, similarly explains the function of sacrifices as uniting and elevating all mundane powers toward the service of Hashem, and thereby activating the system G-d created to bring the world to the fulfillment of its purpose. As the Maharal explains, this power to activate the spiritual realms emanates from the Beis HaMikdash. With its destruction, those gates were locked. (It should be noted that one can still penetrate and enter even locked gates, but only with great effort and difficulty.) However, there is another type of tefillah that was not affected by the absence of the Beis HaMikdash. That is the more passive type of tefillah, the tefillah of tears, of submission and subjugation. In this form of tefillah, berachah has a totally different connotation. The Jew stands before G-d, bends his knees, and says: “Baruch” — You, G-d, are the Source of all blessing. I don’t even have a leg to stand on. I bend my knees in recognition of this. “Attah” — it is You, G-d, and not I, who can provide for my very existence and for my most basic needs. This is what the Jew proclaims as he bows his body in total subjugation and submission. However, once he recognizes this fact and submits himself to G-d and utters His Name, “Hashem,” then he can stand erect knowing that Hashem is his support. All of tefillah expresses this idea. Hence, “Heal us, G-d, and we will be healed,” is not only an entreaty, but also a statement of dependence and submission. This is the tefillah of tears — a passive, yet very potent, power. The Rebbe Reb Bunim of Peshischa explains that even though these gates are not closed, gates are still necessary to prevent improper tears from entering. The tefillah of tears must be composed of tears of hope, trust, and faith — tears of confidence that G-d will help — and not tears of depression, dejection, or despair. Perhaps these two forms of prayer have their individual sources in Buy the book at www.targum.com I. Two Forms of Prayer 5 the two foundations of prayer itself. On the one hand, our prayers are based on the daily sacrificial order. This is the source of actively effective prayer, with its energy source emanating from the Beis HaMikdash. On the other hand, our tefillos were instituted by our Avos, those giants who totally submitted and subjugated themselves to Hashem, becoming G-d’s chariot, instruments to convey G-d’s presence in this world. It was they who instituted the tefillah of tears and submission. These two forms of prayer are further alluded to in the verse “asher lakachti miyad haEmori b’charbi u’vekashti — that I took from the hands of the Emori with my sword and my bow” (Bereishis 48:22). Chazal comment that “charbi” refers to Yaakov’s tefillah and “kashti” refers to his supplication (see the commentaries of the Meshech Chochmah and Brisker Rav on this verse). “B’charbi” refers to the type of tefillah that is aggressive and intrinsically potent. Hence, it alludes to the institutionalized tefillah, where the words and their combinations composed by the Sages and prophets of the Anshei Knesses HaGedolah are themselves influential and effective on the spiritual forces of nature. This is like a sword, whose essence is sharp and potent. The word b’charbi can also be read “bachar bi” — He chose me. This intense verbal power is the unique designation of the Jewish people, chosen by G-d to have close access to Him and to receive His Torah. It gives us the pivotal position to affect the spiritual forces that run this world. On the other hand, “b’kashti,” which can also be read “bakashasi,” my supplication, alludes to the passive type of tefillah, where one recognizes his inadequacy to control his situation and subjugates himself to G-d, beseeching Him for his needs and wants. This form of tefillah is compared to a bow and arrow, whose power lies not in their intrinsic substance, but rather in the energy one exerts in pulling back the bowstring. Similarly, it is not the words themselves that exert influence or effect, but the intention and fervor of the thoughts of the one offering that prayer — to the extent to which he subjugates and submits himself to Hashem. As the Kotzker Rebbe puts it, the closer the bowstring comes to the heart, the farther the arrow will go. Buy the book at www.targum.com The two forms of tefillah are likened to the sword and the bow 6 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei II. How Prayer Works T Tefillah changes your spiritual condition Prayer for others has the same effect he Maharal explains that the four-letter Name of G-d, Havayah, connotes mercy, for it describes Hashem as transcending time — He was, is, and always will be. What appears to be harsh and tragic is a result of our inability to see the total picture. In an eternal perspective, all is really for the good, as Chazal say, “Kol man d’avid min Shamaya l’tav avid — All that emanates from Heaven is for good” (Berachos 60b). In view of this foundation of belief, it is difficult to understand the function of tefillah as a remedy for a tragic situation. For example, how can one pray to be healed from an illness that one sincerely believes has been ordained by G-d and is really for his eternal welfare? Is it not comparable to one who needs a painful operation to preserve his life and foolishly begs the surgeon to spare him the pain and not perform the operation? We can answer this seeming enigma by expanding our analogy of the surgeon and patient. Upon examining a patient, the doctor concludes that based on his present condition, a painful operation is necessary in order to preserve his life. However, if the patient will exercise and strengthen himself, the operation will not be necessary, and the same result could be achieved by taking various medicines. If the patient’s condition changes, the operation is no longer needed and hence is no longer considered to be good for the patient. Similarly, an illness may be Heaven-prescribed to produce some benefit mandated by the present spiritual condition of the person. However, if that spiritual condition changes, that same effect can be achieved without the illness. Tefillah, as well as Torah and mitzvos, can affect one’s spiritual condition and hence change what is necessary and beneficial regarding one’s ultimate welfare. Put another way, tefillah does not change G-d’s mind, but rather it changes man’s condition. Hence the word l’hispallel, to pray, is a reflexive verb, which connotes causing an effect on oneself. This concept, however, requires further elucidation. If the effect of tefillah is dependent on the impact it has on one’s own condition, how can prayers for another person be effective? First, all Jews are interrelated components of one spiritual entity. A change in any one of the components ultimately affects all the components. When my son was six years old, he had an infected finger for which the doctor prescribed antibiotic capsules. He hated taking pills and Buy the book at www.targum.com III. Geulah and Tefillah 7 complained about the need to take capsules by mouth. “It’s not my mouth or stomach that’s infected,” he argued, “just my finger. So put the capsule on my finger. What is it going to help to swallow it?” Obviously, the entire body is a single system, and a change anywhere can affect the whole system. The digestive and circulatory systems transport the antibiotic to the area where it is needed. Similarly, a change in any part of the body of the Jewish people affects all parts of that body. Even the prayers of one person can positively affect the situation of another. Second, G-d’s justice is so complete and comprehensive that every decree is calculated to affect only those who deserve and need that effect, and to the precise degree necessary. When one person is stricken ill, the indirect effect it has on the one who prays for that individual, whether because he is troubled that a fellow Jew is ill or because of the time and bother he expends on the prayer, is precisely calculated to serve the present condition of that individual. If he changes that condition by tefillah, then the adverse effect that has been generated by the other’s illness is no longer necessary or prescribed. Hence, a change will have to be effected in the patient to accommodate and rectify the indirect effect on the one who is praying. In this context, we never refer to misfortune as bad, but rather as bitter. Everything is ultimately for good, but sometimes that good is by necessity deemed by Hashem to be achieved through bitter means. In these terms, the Chassid Ya’avetz explains the verse “LaHashem hayeshuah al amcha birchasecha selah” (Tehillim 3:9) — “G-d always brings the salvation”; however, “upon Your people is Your blessing.” It is we who have to decide which berachah to make. Sometimes the salvation is brought through means that lead us to make the berachah “Hatov v’hameitiv,” for it appears to us good and sweet. Sometimes the salvation is brought through a means that to us seems bitter and tragic, and for that we must make the berachah “Dayan ha’emes — Blessed is the true Judge.” III. Geulah and Tefillah T he halachah says: “Samchinan geulah litefillah” — one doesn’t interrupt between the berachah of ga’al Yisrael and the commencement of Shemoneh Esrei (Berachos 4b). What is the purpose of this halachah? Buy the book at www.targum.com 8 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei One should have two kavanos in tefillah: an understanding of the words, and an awareness of Hashem’s presence Belief in G-d must be not only intellectual, but also experiential I will present two explanations, one that views it as an enhancement to tefillah, and the other that views it as an enhancement of geulah. Rav Chaim Brisker explains that there are two distinct kavanos, intentions, that one should have when praying. The first is similar to the intention in all mitzvos that require the recitation of words and ideas: an understanding and cognizance of what one is reciting. This intention is crucial only in the very first berachah of Shemoneh Esrei and does not invalidate the tefillah if absent in the remainder of the berachos. However, there is another type of intention necessary for tefillah. This is the cognizance that one is standing before Hashem. This intention is the very foundation of tefillah, and without it, the recitation of the words of Shemoneh Esrei is not considered to be tefillah at all. This intention is crucial throughout the entire Shemoneh Esrei. In order to truly feel that one is communicating with G-d, one’s belief in G-d must be intensified. It cannot remain abstract and theoretical, on an intellectual level alone. It must be raised to the level of sensation and experience. The difference between intellectual knowledge and experiential knowledge can be illustrated by the difference between seeing a sign displayed on a glistening green park bench that announces “Wet Paint,” and the knowledge that results when one places one’s fingers on the bench and sees the green paint on them. This is the berachah that Rabbi Yochanan ben Zakkai gave his students before he died, that their fear of Heaven should be as great as their fear of human beings — not merely abstract intellectual fear, but fear that would result if they could actually sense HaKadosh Baruch Hu’s observance and scrutiny of their every action (Berachos 28). It is for this reason that the Torah commands us to remember yetzias Mitzrayim twice daily besides the additional times through the various mitzvos. Yetzias Mitzrayim, krias Yam Suf, and mattan Torah, through the miracles and revelations they each contained, raised the belief of those present to a sensory experience, where they could literally point a finger and exclaim, “This is my G-d!” Hence, before we can start Shemoneh Esrei and close our eyes and feel that we are standing before Hashem and communicating with Him, our belief in Hashem must be heightened to an intense level of feeling and reality by recalling once again the account of our redemption from Egypt. This we do with the berachah of ga’al Yisrael. In addition, as Rashi says quoting the Talmud Yerushalmi, one who Buy the book at www.targum.com III. Geulah and Tefillah 9 recounts the redemption from Egypt and therefore gets closer to G-d (i.e., his emunah intensifies) should then take the opportunity to beseech Hashem for his needs. When one truly believes in Hashem and understands both his total dependence on Him and G-d’s perfect ability to provide him with his needs, then tefillah is a natural result. If one does not continue immediately after geulah with tefillah, it implies that his understanding of geulah is deficient. The second aspect of this continuity between geulah and tefillah is found in Rabbeinu Yonah’s commentary to Berachos. Our understanding of redemption is not that it represents total freedom and abandonment, but rather true freedom is total subjugation to Hashem. It is for this reason, the Shelah HaKadosh says, that we were subjected to slavery in Egypt — so that we could learn how to be slaves to Hashem. Similarly, we were given Eretz Canaan, a land that is conducive to slaves, either the physical variety, as Canaan was, or the spiritual variety, as we are. Perhaps it is for this reason that the essence of matzah is twofold. It is the symbol of slavery, since it was our diet when we were slaves in Egypt, as the Haggadah relates, “Ha lachma anya di’achalu avhasana b’ara d’Mitzrayim — This is the bread of bondage that our forefathers ate in the land of Egypt.” It is also the symbol of the haste with which we were redeemed, as it says, “You shall eat matzos...for you left the land of Egypt in haste...” (Devarim 16:3). The Gemara in Megillah (14a) explains, based on the verse “Hallelukah hallelu avdei Hashem — Praise you, the slaves of Hashem” (Tehillim 113:1), that when we left Egypt, we were still slaves — but slaves of Hashem and no longer slaves of Pharaoh. Originally, we were Pharaoh’s slaves; subsequently, we were Hashem’s slaves. Our diet as slaves did not change; only the identity of our master was altered. Therefore, says Rabbeinu Yonah, lest we think that after the redemption we are free men to do as we please, we immediately begin Shemoneh Esrei, which personifies avodah, subjugation to Hashem through service of the heart, so that we can properly put our freedom into perspective. Based on these two ideas, perhaps we can understand (1) why it is not necessary to mention geulah at all in the minchah service and (2) why it is questionable at ma’ariv whether it is necessary to follow geulah immediately with tefillah. Minchah time is usually said in the midst of one’s daily pursuit of Buy the book at www.targum.com After mentioning the geulah, we must remember we are still slaves — to Hashem The halachah of connecting geulah to tefillah does not apply at minchah and ma’ariv 10 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei earning a living. Chazal say that earning a living is as hard as splitting the Red Sea (Pesachim 118a). Perhaps the hardship does not connote difficulty, but rather that it is as strong and potent in instilling emunah as was the splitting of the Red Sea. The countless miracles involved in earning a living constantly remind one that G-d is in control, and hence no recounting of the redemption before the tefillah is necessary. Minchah time itself bolsters one’s firm and sensory belief in Hashem. As for ma’ariv, night represents galus and our dependency on Hashem. Therefore the need to follow geulah with tefillah to emphasize our continued subjugation to Hashem is unnecessary. Our status in galus makes that message clear. IV. The Three Steps By stepping forward, we are entering Hashem’s realm B efore beginning the Shemoneh Esrei, one takes three small steps forward. Throughout the entire recitation of the Shemoneh Esrei, one must feel that he is actually standing reverently before Hashem. To facilitate this feeling, one takes these three small steps forward, as if to enter into Hashem’s presence. The significance of the three steps is based on the three barriers that Moshe Rabbeinu had to pass through at Sinai before entering the realm of the Shechinah (Mechilta, Yisro). These barriers are choshech, anan, v’arafel, literally, “darkness, cloud, and thick fog.” At first glance, it would seem that the order should be reversed. We should begin with the more intense barrier, the thick fog, and proceed to the lesser and lesser barriers, until we finally break through to the realm of revelation. Why is the order reversed? Perhaps we can explain this concept with a midrash on parashas Beshalach (Shemos Rabbah 21:5). Commenting on the verse in Shir HaShirim (2:14), “My dove is in the clefts of the rock... Let Me hear your voice, for your voice is pleasant,” the Midrash says that it refers to the period after yetzias Mitzrayim, when Hashem desired to hear the tefillos of Bnei Yisrael as they cried out to Him, just as they had done during their servitude. In order to induce them to cry out, he caused Pharaoh to pursue them so that they should perceive that they were in danger. At times, it is the pressure and urgency of a perceived or real danger Buy the book at www.targum.com IV. The Three Steps 11 or calamity that brings out the best in an individual or in Klal Yisrael. The Gemara comments (Menachos 53b) that the Jewish people are compared to olives, whose choicest oil is not extracted except under pressure. In a similar vein, the Gemara explains the verse in Eichah (3:6), “He has thrust me into the darkness,” as referring to Talmud Bavli (Sanhedrin 24a). The Chafetz Chaim explains that it is often the times of darkness that produce the pressured environment needed to bring on the greatest results. The Talmud Bavli was the product of the darkness of the exile of Bavel. Similarly, Chazal say that this explains the significance of the fact that it is specifically the black, dark pupil of the eye that produces vision, and not the white area (Yalkut Shimoni, Shemos 378). Therefore, as Moshe entered into greater darkness, into environments that were more limiting, and hence more pressurized, he was able to reach greater levels of closeness to Hashem and increased revelation. So, too, as we enter into Hashem’s realm to beseech Him for our basic individual and communal needs, it is precisely our recognition of the pressures and strictures that we face in our daily lives that can bring out and help us realize our full potential, our most beautiful and enchanting voice, emanating from the depths of our souls and soaring before G-d’s heavenly Throne. Perhaps we can offer an additional explanation for this progressively more intense barrier that must be traversed prior to beginning Shemoneh Esrei. Our recognition and understanding of Hashem is limited to the qualities and traits with which He relates to us. Any recognition of G-d in His infinite essence is totally beyond our capability as human beings in a finite world. In the shirah of the sea we read the verse “Zeh Keili v’anveihu — This is My G-d, and I will glorify Him.” At the Red Sea, the people reached such a great level of recognition that it was as if they could actually point to Hashem. However, this recognition is qualified by “v’anveihu,” which can be interpreted in three ways. First: “I will make a dwelling place for Him.” Our recognition must be limited, with definite physical parameters, bound by finite concepts and influences represented by the Beis HaMikdash. Second: “I will beautify Him.” Through the medium of Torah and mitzvos we perceive G-d’s glory. And last: “ani v’Hu” — I will emulate the traits that He exhibits to me so that I may be G-d-like. As He is called merciful, as He is called gracious, so too will I be merciful and gracious. Buy the book at www.targum.com We become close to G-d by recognizing our limitations as humans 12 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei It is only after recognizing and accepting this framework within which we can relate to Hashem that tefillah in His presence is possible. Hence, the more we appreciate how removed we are from the knowledge of Hashem’s essence, and the more we realize how much darkness separates our understanding from G-d’s true existence, the more we can relate to Him within the proper, limited framework that He has provided for us, and the closer we can become to Him. The more limiting the barrier, the greater the revelation. And it is specifically the recognition and admission of being in a deep fog that results in the greatest awareness of Hashem. V. “Open My Lips” — The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei — ה׳ שפתי תפתח ופי יגיד תהלתךG-d, open my lips, and my mouth will recount Your praises C hazal instituted the recitation of these words before one begins Shemoneh Esrei (Berachos 9b). This verse serves as a preface and is considered an extension of tefillah itself. It has twentyfour letters, which hints at three things: 1. It hints at the twenty-four books of Tanach. 2. It hints at the word dach whose numerical value is twenty-four and which means “humbled” or “subdued.” This specifically applies to its usage in the verse “Al yashov dach nechlam — Do not turn away and shame the humbled and subdued one” (Tehillim 74:21). 3. It hints at the twenty-four hours of the day. 1. Tefillah and Torah As we mentioned, before one davens he must recognize his own limitations and constraints. This self-awareness facilitates the feeling of necessity and urgency that leads to beseeching Hashem for one’s needs. It also has a humbling effect, setting the proper mood with which to stand reverently before Hashem. One requests the King of king’s permission to approach Him and to enter into conversation with Him. We thus begin our tefillah with a request that Hashem give us the power to open our lips and enunciate the words properly, recognizing and Buy the book at www.targum.com V. “Open My Lips” — The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei 13 acknowledging that even that simple and basic function is impossible without Hashem. In this respect, we address Hashem as our Master, the One who controls everything. Furthermore, we recognize that our comprehension is also limited, and we therefore entreat Hashem to guide us to pray for the proper things that will truly enhance our status both in this world and the next. In view of this, tefillah cannot be divorced from Torah: “He who turns his ear from hearing Torah, his prayers are also abominable” (Mishlei 28:9). Torah is the expression of chayei netzach, the eternal spiritual life, and tefillah is the expression of chayei sha’ah, one’s concern for temporal life and its necessities. Hence, the hint to the twenty-four sefarim of Tanach in this preface indicates that our requests in this temporal world should be made in the context of the totality and eternity of the Torah framework. Others see in this verse a statement of our spiritual limitations, entreating Hashem to forgive us for our sins, so that our prayers will not be classified as the offerings of the wicked, which are abominable. This idea is contained in the concept of humility and submission reflected in the twenty-four letters of the preface, which hint at the verse “Do not turn away and shame the humble and subdued one.” The conclusion of this preface, “u’fi yagid tehillasecha — and let my mouth recount Your praises,” needs clarification. The verb yagid means “to recount to others.” This term seems totally out of place with regard to a prayer that one recites silently, audible only to one’s own ears. One explanation is that tefillah is also a learning experience. One gains new insights into Hashem and the meaning of life through the various berachos of Shemoneh Esrei that encompass the totality of individual and communal requirements. Thus, after davening, one is better equipped to recount to others what he has learned through his tefillah. In this light, the effect of tefillah is not relegated to the actual time one is engaged in it, but rather spans the entire day and the totality of one’s being. Hence, the hint to the twenty-four hours of the day. Perhaps this idea can reveal a new meaning to the berachah one recites upon being delivered from a dangerous situation, “Hagomel l’chayavim tovos,” usually translated, “Who bestows goodness on the guilty.” However, chayavim can also mean “obligated.” When G-d bestows extraordinary goodness on an individual, it obligates him to use Buy the book at www.targum.com 2. Tefillah and humility 3. Tefillah and time 14 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei the result of that goodness in service of Hashem and to make others aware of that goodness. Hence the twenty-four-hour impact of tefillah. By reciting this verse as a preface to Shemoneh Esrei, one becomes aware that all of one’s entreaties are in fact a form of praise to G-d. By acknowledging one’s dependence on Hashem and Hashem’s ability to provide all of man’s needs without any limitation, one is imbued with a deeper admiration and appreciation of HaKadosh Baruch Hu and thus gains a more intense understanding of one’s own mission in life. VI. The Order of Prayer O rder is an extremely important aspect of avodas Hashem. This is highlighted by the verse “Melei’ascha v’dimacha lo se’acher” (Shemos 22:28), which forbids mixing up the order of the separation of terumos and ma’asros. Sefer HaChinuch (mitzvah 78) explains the idea behind this prohibition: When things are done in order, they will not be vulnerable to mistakes and confusion. And when they are not done in an orderly fashion, then there will constantly be mistakes. Since terumos and ma’asros are a crucial component of the preservation of a Torah way of life...G-d commands us to be very careful with them so as not to ever come to err in calculating them. The significance of eighteen berachos The ba’alei mussar emphasize the importance of seder, order, in one’s personal life, both materially and spiritually. A person who is not organized in the material realm is usually also mixed up intellectually and spiritually. In this respect, the seder hakorbanos was extremely important. Similarly, the seder tefillah, the order of prayer, is significant. The Gemara (Berachos 32; Megillah 17) relates that Shimon HaPekuli instituted the eighteen blessings of Shemoneh Esrei, in their proper order, in Yavneh. The Gemara explains both the significance of the eighteen berachos and their specific sequence: 1. The eighteen berachos of Shemoneh Esrei correspond to the eighteen times that G-d’s Name is mentioned in the twenty-ninth chapter of Tehillim, which begins, “Havu laHashem bnei eilim.” The chapter begins with a call to the bnei eilim, “the children of Buy the book at www.targum.com VI. The Order of Prayer 15 the mighty ones,” to praise Hashem. “The mighty ones” refers to the Avos, our forefathers, Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov. Following this is a call to praise Hashem “with honor and strength,” and then to the glory of His Name. These hint at the first three blessings of Shemoneh Esrei: Avos, Gevuros, and Kedushas Hashem. This source of the eighteen blessings alludes to the emotional aspect of tefillah that evokes an emotional awareness of Hashem and arouses one’s sentiments to be aware of Him and praise Him. 2. The eighteen berachos correspond to the eighteen times that Hashem’s Name is mentioned in Shema. This alludes to the intellectual aspect of prayer that must evoke a strengthening of belief in Hashem and a commitment to Him and His mitzvos. 3. The eighteen berachos correspond to the eighteen divisions of the spinal column. This represents the aspect of tefillah as an entreaty for one’s needs and desires, which enables one to stand up straight and function as a human being, looking up to his Creator for sustenance. The Yerushalmi adds two additional ideas: 4. The eighteen berachos correspond to the eighteen times it says, “ka’asher tzivah Hashem es Moshe — as G-d commanded Moshe,” regarding the erection of the Mishkan. This puts avodas Hashem into perspective. The Mishkan was an atonement for the sin of the golden calf. The people viewed the calf as an intermediary through which to serve Hashem. However, since it was totally contrived by them and not commanded by G-d, it bordered on idolatry. In order for service to G-d to be valid, whether it be sacrifices or prayer, it must be the product of G-d’s direction and not of our own contrivances. 5. The eighteen berachos correspond to the eighteen chapters of Tehillim (the first two chapters are considered one) that precede the verse in the nineteenth chapter, “Ya’ancha Hashem b’yom tzarah — May G-d answer you on the day of distress.” This alludes to tefillah as a response to tragedy, calamity, and distress. The Ramban, who does not consider tefillah a Torah commandment on a daily basis, does recognize tefillah as a Torah commandment in a time of distress. When one is forced to turn to someone for help, the Torah demands that it be first and foremost to Hashem. This serves as Buy the book at www.targum.com 16 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei a recognition of G-d’s Oneness and supremacy, a recognition of His divine providence over all worldly powers, and the fact that all that occurs emanates from G-d and serves a definite purpose. It also emphasizes that calamity and distress are due to deficiencies that we can be aroused to correct if we call out to Hashem (see Rambam, Hilchos Ta’aniyos, chapter 1). The nineteenth berachah was added as an emergency measure Despite its name, our Shemoneh Esrei has not eighteen, but nineteen berachos. There is a difference of opinion between the Bavli and the Yerushalmi as to how those nineteen berachos actually evolved. According to the Bavli, there were originally eighteen berachos. In the time of Rabban Gamliel in Yavneh, the berachah of the minim — the early Christians, informers, and other heretics — was instituted as an emergency measure. We still, however, refer to the prayer as Shemoneh Esrei, “Eighteen,” because we hope that the need for this additional berachah will be abrogated when these types of people will cease to exist. In addition, perhaps we do not refer to this entreaty as a fullfledged berachah, since when the wicked are punished it is not the ideal berachah. It would have been better had they repented, and the evil would have been removed without the need to remove the evildoer. The Yerushalmi says that originally there were seventeen berachos, corresponding to the verse “V’kach tov u’neshalmah parim sefaseinu — Take that which is good, and our lips [prayers] will be the substitute for the bulls [of sacrifices]” (Hoshea 14:3). The letters of the word tov have the numerical value of seventeen. When Birkas HaMinim was added, it brought the total number of berachos to eighteen. Subsequent to that, after the destruction of the Beis HaMikdash, in honor of the reish galusa, the Babylonian exilarch, the berachos of V’liYerushalayim Ircha and Es Tzemach David, which were originally one berachah, were split into two distinct berachos, changing the total to nineteen. Perhaps this signifies the fact that the “tzemach David,” the extension of the Davidic dynasty, who ruled in the guise of the exilarch, was temporarily severed from his connection to Yerushalayim. However, since we long for the day when these two entities will be united once again, we still refer to the prayer as Shemoneh Esrei. (A remnant of the original nusach Eretz Yisrael of Shemoneh Esrei, in which V’liYerushalayim and Es Tzemach David were one berachah, can be found in the Krovetz for Purim, where additions are made to every berachah except Es Tzemach David.) Buy the book at www.targum.com VII. The Structure of Shemoneh Esrei 17 VII. The Structure of Shemoneh Esrei T he Gemara (Berachos 32a) mandates that one must first utter praise of Hashem and only after that make his requests and entreaties. Therefore, the first three blessings of Shemoneh Esrei contain no requests; they are primarily praise of Hashem. This order is obviously not to facilitate Hashem’s fulfillment of one’s requests. Rather, it serves as a vital prerequisite — to enable one to properly entreat Hashem for his individual and communal needs. In order for one to be able to ask Hashem for anything, he must first know who Hashem is, to whom he is directing his requests, and what requests are in order. Second, he must know exactly what his needs are and, more important, what his real and substantive needs should be, as opposed to what are merely perceived needs. Lastly, one must understand his relationship to Hashem and the responsibilities and benefits accrued by that relationship. Hence, the first three berachos form one integral unit of prayer that serves to familiarize one with these three aspects prior to commencing the section of beseeching Hashem with one’s requests. The final three blessings also form one integral unit, and here also no requests are permitted. It is in these three berachos that the goal and object of one’s tefillos are crystallized, where one puts the purpose of his entreaties into perspective, culminating with the blessing of peace and perfection. In this respect, the basic structure of Shemoneh Esrei can be divided into three parts: the first three blessings, the middle thirteen, and the final three. The first three correspond to the three Avos, symbolizing the foundations of Klal Yisrael and all their aspirations. The middle berachos correspond to the thirteen tribes (counting Levi, Efraim, and Menasheh), symbolizing the individual components of the ongoing development of the Jewish people. And finally, the last three berachos once again correspond to the Avos, as a symbol of the goals of Klal Yisrael and their ultimate perfection, which were inherent in the Avos themselves. As Chazal tell us, “Ma’aseh Avos siman l’banim — The events of the Avos are the source of all subsequent development of their offspring” (Sotah 34a). Buy the book at www.targum.com The first three berachos prepare a person to put forth his requests to Hashem Shemoneh Esrei has three parts: the first three berachos, the middle thirteen, and the last three 18 Introduction: The Preface to Shemoneh Esrei Although no personal requests are permitted in the first and last three berachos, they contain communal entreaties In light of this function of the first three and the last three berachos of Shemoneh Esrei, we can understand why communal entreaties are permitted in these berachos. Communal entreaties are themselves expressions of G-d’s praise, since they represent the overall framework that Hashem instituted and in which His creations must function and strive for perfection. Hence, they do not contradict the function of these two groups of berachos, but rather enhance them. Based on this, we can understand the opinion of the Meiri (Chibbur HaTeshuvah, ma’amar 2, chapter 2) that says that the additions made on Aseres Yemei Teshuvah, such as “Zachreinu l’chaim...” — which are tefillos for everlasting spiritual life and the desire to cleave to G-d — are considered praise of Hashem. Since the purpose of praise is to put life into perspective in terms of one’s obligations toward one’s Creator, and thus pave the way to ask individual requests, a request of the goal of all existence is totally in accord with this theme. Buy the book at www.targum.com AVOS The First Berachah Buy the book at www.targum.com Buy the book at www.targum.com I. Why Avos Is First S hemoneh Esrei commences with the berachah of Avos, which is hinted at in the twenty-ninth chapter of Tehillim. This psalm, which mentions G-d’s Name eighteen times, begins with “Havu laHashem bnei eilim — Give praise to Hashem, the children of the mighty ones.” “The mighty ones” is a reference to our forefathers. Why was this berachah designated to introduce Shemoneh Esrei? As explained previously, the function of the introductory praise to Hashem before commencing our supplications is to acquaint ourselves with Hashem, to be able to recognize and appreciate to whom we are directing our prayer. This recognition begins with our Avos and their relationship with Hashem. At the Red Sea, where Bnei Yisrael came to a profound recognition of Hashem and declared, “This is my G-d, and I will glorify Him,” they immediately continued with “the G-d of my father, and I will extol Him.” Rashi explains that this implies that the recognition of this greatness did not begin with me, but rather is a tradition that began with my forefathers. Any authentic appreciation of Hashem, any genuine relationship with Him, cannot be removed from the context of the unbroken chain of Jewish history and tradition. Hence, Avos forms the foundation of our Shemoneh Esrei. Another reason that this berachah introduces the Shemoneh Esrei is that in order to recognize Hashem, one must study His attributes. Each of the Avos exemplified and personified a different attribute of Hashem. They so totally subjugated themselves to Hashem and emulated Him in all their thoughts and actions that they became the “merkavah laShechinah,” the chariot of G-d’s presence. Chazal relate (Bereishis Rabbah 89:4) that the wicked stand on their gods, as it says, “And Pharaoh stood on the Nile,” his god (Bereishis 41:1). As for the righteous, G-d stands on them, as it says concerning Yaakov and his vision of the ladder, “And G-d stood over him” (Bereishis 7:13). Perhaps the idea here is that idol worshipers create gods in their own image in order to give themselves status and to justify their behavior. Hence, the wicked “stand on their god” — their gods serve them. The tzaddik, on the other Buy the book at www.targum.com Recognition of G-d’s greatness begins with the Avos The Avos exemplified G-d’s attributes, which we must study and emulate 22 Avos: The First Berachah We must learn the extent of our potential, which the Avos passed down to us hand, realizes that he is created in G-d’s image, to emulate Him and to bring an awareness and recognition of Hashem into the world. Hence, the tzaddik becomes the vehicle to bring G-d’s presence into this world, and it is as if G-d stands and exists on the tzaddik. Third, to properly enter into a relationship with Hashem and to express one’s needs and desires, one must first recognize himself. To accomplish this, one must not limit himself to merely knowing himself as he is, but rather one must appreciate his full potential and stature. In order to accomplish this, it is necessary to study the lives of the Avos. The Midrash tells us that every Jew must say, “When will my deeds equal and measure up to the deeds of my forefathers, Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov?” (Tanna D’Vei Eliyahu 25). This implies that the Avos were of such immense stature that all that they achieved and all that they were was passed on to their descendants. Hence, every Jew has within him the potential to be like the Avos. This explains why, when Moshe complained about the initial failure of his mission to Pharaoh, HaKadosh Baruch Hu responded: “I appeared to Avraham, to Yitzchak, and to Yaakov as Kel Shakai, but with My Name I did not make Myself known to them” (Shemos 6:3). In other words, He had appeared to Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov in ways that they also had reason to question His conduct, yet they never did. Rashi comments on this verse: “I appeared to the Avos.” This seems superfluous — the verse specifically states that G-d appeared to Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov. Is it not obvious that they are the Avos? Why did Rashi find it necessary to interject these words? Normally one cannot condemn one individual because he doesn’t measure up to another. One could say that he was not provided with the potential with which the other individual was blessed. Hence Hashem’s criticism of Moshe by comparing him to Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov would have been mitigated had it not been for the fact that they were more than just simple individuals, that they were “the Avos,” and their potential could likewise be found within Moshe Rabbeinu. And it is unfortunate, Hashem remarks, that that potential seemed to be lost and not evident in Moshe’s behavior. That is why Avos initiates Shemoneh Esrei — so that we can better know our full stature and potential. Buy the book at www.targum.com I. Why Avos Is First 23 Another reason, says the Tzelach (Berachos 30b), that Shemoneh Esrei begins with this berachah is to learn a lesson in humility. The fact that Hashem let His Name devolve on the Avos and thereby attached His Name to theirs, shows G-d’s humbleness. However, in order that this recognition of G-d’s humility should not lessen our awe and respect for Him, we immediately follow with the second berachah, which mentions G-d’s strength. This follows the observation of Rabbi Yochanan, who said that wherever we find mention of G-d’s strength, there we find mention also of His humility (Megillah 31a). Perhaps we can give another explanation of this phenomenon. Wherever we mention G-d’s strength and power, there is always the danger of making the mistake that the nations of the world made — that if G-d is so great, then He could not possibly relate to mortal and fallible man. Therefore, they approach G-d through various intermediaries. “Ram al kol goyim Hashem — Hashem is high above all nations” (Tehillim 113:4). The nations see G-d as great and therefore removed from the earth and man. “Al haShamayim kevodo — His glory is in the heavens.” We know that G-d who sits on High is great, yet at the same time He is “mashpili liros bashamayim u’va’aretz — He lowers Himself to observe and consider everything both in heaven and on earth.” And so, whenever we mention G-d’s power and might, we immediately mention that G-d is also humble and therefore has a close and personal connection with man. This mistaken view of the nations emanated from an innate haughtiness that they transferred to Hashem, reasoning that if I were G-d, I most certainly would not deal with lowly human beings. Hence, one who is haughty is considered like he is serving idolatry, since haughtiness can bring one to transfer that haughtiness to his perception of Hashem, which would lead him to seek intermediaries in idolatry. Thus Shemoneh Shemoneh Esrei starts with a discussion of the Avos and G-d’s personal relationship with them, which signifies G-d’s humility. Finally, the Midrash relates that Klal Yisrael is likened to a vineyard (Shir HaShirim Rabbah 8). Just as the living vines are supported by sticks of dead wood, so too we the living are supported by the prayers of those who have passed on, especially our Avos. Buy the book at www.targum.com Avos teaches a lesson in humility Our prayers are supported by the prayers of our fathers 24 Avos: The First Berachah II. The Validity of This Berachah — ברוך אתה ה׳ אלקינו ואלקי אבותינוBlessed are You, Hashem, our G-d and the G-d of our forefathers A berachah is not valid without mention of Shem u’malchus Avos is the continuation of another berachah; therefore malchus isn’t necessary The concluding words of Avos mention G-d’s kingship A ccording to the Shulchan Aruch (214), any berachah that does not mention G-d’s Name and the fact that He is King is not a valid berachah. The Shulchan Aruch adds that one must also include the word ha’olam — that G-d is King over the entire world — in order for the berachah to be valid. If this is so, why doesn’t the berachah of Avos, the first berachah of Shemoneh Esrei, begin with mention of G-d as the King of the universe? The Rishonim give various answers. Some say that the Shemoneh Esrei does not stand alone, but is the continuation of a series of berachos, starting with the blessings of Shema, which do begin with a berachah containing mention of G-d as King of the universe. This is known as a “berachah hasemuchah l’chavertah,” a berachah that is a continuation of the previous blessing, and so it need not mention that G-d is “Melech ha’olam” — King of the universe. (Although minchah does not contain Shema, and is therefore not “samuch l’chavertah,” the text of the berachah is based on the majority of the Shemoneh Esrei — that of ma’ariv and shacharis. Still, for this reason, the words “Baruch Attah Hashem” were retained in the berachah.) This idea echoes the close connection between the Shema, its berachos, and the Shemoneh Esrei, and this connection represents an appreciation of G-d as revealed in nature, Torah, and redemption, which must precede a request of G-d for one’s needs. Others say that the words near the conclusion of this berachah, “Melech ozer,” that “G-d is the King who helps,” serve as the mention of malchus. This answer, however, is not completely satisfactory, since the word ha’olam is not mentioned and the mention of malchus is not at the beginning but rather at the end of the berachah. Perhaps we can explain this by first understanding the need to mention ha’olam — why the mention of King alone is not adequate, but it must say that G-d is King of the universe. The Kotzker Rebbe commented that in Shema one must acknowledge G-d’s kingship above, below, and in all four directions, but one must be careful not to forget to include himself as being subjugated to that kingdom. Buy the book at www.targum.com II. The Validity of This Berachah 25 But merely mentioning that G-d is King without mentioning that His kingdom is in this world and encompasses all including oneself is an abstract, theoretical, and inconsequential idea. Hence, “Melech ozer,” which also describes Hashem as a King who is actually involved with the world and is not merely an abstract idea, serves the same purpose. In a similar vein, others say that the phrase “HaKel hagadol hagibbor v’hanora — G-d who is great, mighty, and awesome,” substitutes for malchus, since it also echoes G-d’s involvement and dominion over the world, which is the quintessence of malchus. The reason these words are mentioned at the end of the berachah and not at the beginning, say other sources, is that before the time of the Avos, the idea that G-d was the Ruler of this physical world was not accepted by the world. Therefore, we do not mention G-d’s kingship until after we mention the Avos and their impact on creation. Others say that “Elokei Avraham” is in fact malchus, since the Avos made it clear through their actions and conduct that G-d is the Ruler and Guide of all. Other sources explain that it is only berachos on foods or berachos on certain occurrences or mitzvos that require this condition of mentioning malchus. For one thing, the fact that one beseeches Hashem for one’s needs is a declaration of dependence and hence an expression of malchus Hashem itself. Second, malchus connotes din, judgment, and the berachos of Shemoneh Esrei, which are entreaties for all of our needs, call for rachamim, mercy, and therefore should not contain the mention of malchus. Perhaps we can add an additional reason that the mention of malchus is unnecessary in this berachah of Avos. The Gemara relates (Berachos 34a) that a regular person bows at the beginning and end of the berachah of Avos and at the beginning and end of the berachah of Hoda’ah. The Kohen Gadol bows at the beginning and end of every berachah, and the melech remains bowed throughout the entire Shemoneh Esrei. Bowing is a sign of submission and subjugation. The greater the reason for one to feel self-sufficient and powerful, the more submission is needed. In addition, the more authority and power one has, the more intensely one must signify that authority and power are endowed by G-d, and hence are expressions of His authority and power. The selfnegation, submission, and subjugation inherent in bowing one’s head and body toward the heart signify submission on both an intellectual Buy the book at www.targum.com Some say it is unnecessary to mention malchus in Avos because it is a prayer Bowing is an acknowledgment of G-d’s kingship 26 Avos: The First Berachah and emotional level. Consequently, the king, the ultimate power figure, remains bowed throughout Shemoneh Esrei. In a similar vein, the Shulchan Aruch cites the custom of remaining bowed during the Shemoneh Esrei of the Yamim Nora’im. The Yamim Nora’im mark both the creation of man and his importance as the king of this world and all its creatures and man’s recognition of G-d’s kingship over him. Every Jew is like a king who must recognize that his power and royalty are G-d-given and thus expressions of G-d’s kingship. Hence we remain bowed throughout the Shemoneh Esrei of the Yamim Nora’im. And since Chazal enacted the requirement to bow when beginning the berachah of Avos, this in itself is a declaration of malchus Hashem and there is no need to actually mention malchus verbally in this berachah. III. The Repetition of “Elokei” — אלקי אברהם אלקי יצחק ואלקי יעקבG-d of Avraham, G-d of Yitzchak, and G-d of Yaakov W The repetition of the word Elokei hints at unity and the Oneness of G-d hy is the word Elokei repeated by the name of each of the Avos, and it does not say merely, “Elokei Avraham Yitzchak v’Yaakov — the G-d of Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov”? Also, why is the vav, signifying “and,” used only with “Elokei Yaakov” and not also with “Elokei Yitzchak”? The words “Elokei Elokei v’Elokei” contain thirteen Hebrew letters, the total number of letters in the names Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov, and also the number of letters in the names of the Imahos, Sarah, Rivkah, Rachel, and Leah. The number thirteen is the numerical value of echad, one, which symbolizes the basic unity of the Avos and Imahos and also conveys the Oneness of Hashem, to whom they were totally subjugated. In addition, the total letters in the names of the Avos and Imahos together is twenty-six, the numerical value of G-d’s Ineffable Name, which signifies His absolute existence, transcending time and space, and His absolute mercy. This also explains why the name Yaakov is used in this berachah and not Yisrael; it is in order to maintain these numerical equivalencies. Buy the book at www.targum.com What was the legacy the Avos bequeathed to us? 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