Captain Kathy Mazza-Delosh
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Captain Kathy Mazza-Delosh
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Cacchioli 12 By Melinda Inzani gone but not forgotten Who is Nancy Eulalia Perez? 14 By Julia Torres reflection How I Miss You 18 By Michael Burke B.B.O. news Moments in Law Enforcement 19 feature interview 15 Years Later: Bernard Kerik 40th Police Commissioner of the City of New York 20 By George Beck tribute Hold the Door 22 By Lauren Fazio technology Block Watch App 23 By Police Officer Christopher Peguero spotlight interview Interview with Jim Keane 24 By Julia Torres exclusive interview 8-13! A Story of Survival and Brotherhood William “Will” Jimeno 26 By Joe Uliano on the road NJ Blue Now Crew Travels to Dallas and Baton Rouge 28 sheriff clarke Speaks out The Three Big Lies of of Criminal Justice Reform 30 By Sheriff David A. Clarke Jr. book review Still Standing: The Story of My Wars 31 Review by Joel E. Gordon ask tanto Kris “Tanto” Paronto Discusses 9/11 32 PAPd ems nypd fdny fbi nysco usss of Remembrance & Tribute Walk The Brooklyn Wall of Remembrance 1904 Surf Ave., MCU Park Coney Island Brooklyn, NY 11224 Mr. Sol Moglen-Founder www.thebrooklynwall.org Spend a day in the company of Heroes All pics are courtesy of Stephen “Butch” Moran editor’s point of view W elcome to another issue of New York Blue Now Magazine. This issue is packed with articles we hope enlighten, educate and entertain you. Let’s remember all those who made the ultimate sacrifice 15 years ago on Sept. 11 2001. We in law enforcement will never forget, but is seems that many in our country, including politicians, media and a large portion of the populace have amnesia. That’s right--they can’t seem to remember the sacrifices law enforcement made and continues to make every day to keep this nation safe. They’d rather believe false narratives and outright lies spun from hate groups such as Black Lives Matter, self-serving politicians, and so-called activists with personal agendas. Take for example the recent officer-involved shooting in Milwaukee. Does the truth even matter? Obviously not because when a criminal pointing a handgun at a police officer gets shot, they blame the officer? Ridiculous. I am at a loss for words. Although this is a very disturbing trend we owe it to all who came before us to not compromise the jobs we do and the risks we take. This has shown to be the case as recent events played out particularly in Dallas and Baton Rouge where officers paid the ultimate price, and also in New York City where two NYPD officer drove away from a crowded Time Square to a more secluded area after a device was thrown inside their vehicle. These are unmatched examples of heroism and bravery and exemplify the sacrifices and risks officers take every day when they put on their uniform and protect and serve. I want all of you to know that you have the support of NY Blue Now Magazine, as well as the support from our brothers and sisters at NJ Blue Now and CT Blue Now magazines. We must stay united and focused in our mission as we continue to serve and protect the greatest nation in the world. In this issue you will hear from survivors of loved ones lost in the 9/11 attack. You will hear from former Police Commissioner Bernard Kerik and PAPD Officer Will Jimeno. May we never forget the leadership and sacrifices these men made on 9/11 and in the immediate aftermath. Thank you for being interviewed for this publication. A special thank you to Eddie Vega for the cover image. Eddie captured the spirit of the moment at the World Trade Center Memorial. Please keep all those lost in your thoughts and prayers including those still suffering from 9/11 related illnesses and those lost in the years thereafter. Michael J Burke, Editor in Chief New York Blue Now 182 High Street, Nutley, NJ 07110 Store hours and info: 973-667-7675 6 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 Online store: www.brothersbeforeothers.org To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 7 www.odmp.org Women in blue Remembering an American Hero Captain Kathy Mazza-Delosh Port Authority of NY & NJ Police Department By Captain Donna Roman Hernandez (Ret.) Their weapons of mass destruction were aircrafts flown by suicide terrorists who were hell-bent on mass destruction. O n Sept. 11, 2001, 19 militants associated with the Islamic group al-Qaeda hijacked four airlines and carried out strikes against targets in the U.S. Two of those planes were flown into the towers of the World Trade Center in New York City. Law enforcement officers, firefighters, and other first responders from local, state and federal agencies rushed there to assist with the evacuation and rescue efforts. One of those courageous officers was Port Authority Police Captain Kathy Mazza, a seasoned veteran of the force. She joined her colleagues in the rescue efforts of trapped victims. Her quickthinking action to use her duty weapon to shoot out the floor-to-ceiling glass walls on the mezzanine allowed hundreds of trapped people to escape from the North Tower of the World Trade Center. She worked tirelessly to help others find their way to safety. Captain Mazza’s final heroic act on Sept. 11th was spent with four fellow officers as they carried a woman, incapable of using the stairs, in an evacuation (rescue) chair. All were killed in the collapse of the North Tower. Captain Mazza met her untimely death at age 46. Of the 37 PAPD officers who lost their lives on Sept. 11th, she was the first female Port Authority police officer killed in the line of duty. Prior to her law enforcement career, Kathy graduated from Nassau County Community College with a degree in nursing and subsequently worked as an operating room nurse at two New York hospitals. After working in the medical field for over a decade she was hired by the Port Authority of NY & NJ Police Department in 1987. Her husband 8 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 Christopher was an NYPD police officer. Mazza quickly rose through the ranks. In April of 1999, she became the second female to obtain the rank of Captain at the PAPD. She was the first female to command the PAPD’s Training Academy, a perfect choice due to her unique combination of training as a cardiac nurse and police skills. She led the academy’s medical care training program and oversaw the agency’s firstaid programs, certified first responder and EMT training. She implemented the portable defibrillator training program at Port Authority facilities with the installation of defibrillators in airports, a program that was instrumental in saving lives. In 1999, Captain Mazza was named the Basic Life Support Provider of the Year by the Regional Emergency Medical Services Council of NYC. The late Captain has been described by her colleagues as a caring, selfless, fearless and dedicated woman with a great sense of humor who loved the job. Former NYC Mayor Rudolph Giuliani said, “Captain Mazza was a trailblazer who had an incredible desire to help people.” Tim, a rescued civilian survivor wrote a reflection about the Captain’s bravery on her Officer Down Memorial Page, “You were the Port Authority Police Officer who assisted in carrying me back up to Fulton Street from a garage after the first WTC South Tower had collapsed. Before I realized it, you were back at the door of the bank, once again to assist others. I know I was very fortunate to cross paths with a unique, special hero. I am honored to call you my ‘personal hero’ for what you did for me. I salute you as someone who gave of herself so totally and unselfishly to me as a survivor.” For her heroism on Sept. 11th and achievements over a distinguished career, Captain Mazza was posthumously honored as one of the recipients of the 2016 Woman of Action Awards by the City Council in Jersey City. In her memory, the Mazza family established the Kathy Mazza Memorial Fund for Pediatric Cardiology at St. Francis Hospital. Her alma mater Nassau County Community College established the Captain Kathy Mazza Memorial Foundation Scholarship. The Town of Oyster Bay, Long Island, dedicated the Captain Kathy Mazza Park. Her goddaughter Jenna posted an emotional tribute, My 9/11 Story, on Facebook: https://youtu.be/bx4umW5qSA. Captain Kathy Mazza-Delosh dedicated her life to helping others, and in the end, gave her life to help people on September 11th. She is an American hero who will never be forgotten. Captain Donna RomanHernandez (Ret.) served 29 years in the Patrol Division of the Essex County and Caldwell Police Departments (NJ). She is a domestic violence and sexual assault subject matter expert and a keynote speaker/writer on law enforcement topics. She is the founder and CEO of Blue Force Films, a film production company in NJ. Captain Roman Hernandez is the President of Violence Intervention and Prevention Specialists and an Instructor with Global Police Solutions. She is the Host of Tough Justice Talk Radio Show (www.toughjusticeddv.com). Contact her at [email protected] or www.blueforcefilms.com. To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 NEED TO SELL YOUR CAR? SELL YOUR CAR TO AND GET A FREE VISA GIFT CARD UP TO $300 TODAY! GET IT SOLD IN THREE EASY STEPS: By calling toll free at (844) 479-(CASH) 2274 for an instant phone quote based on your vehicle’s best description. 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The uneventful morning consisted of counting the money in our cash drawers and preparing for the store’s opening. As events began to unfold all sets and eyes were tuned to the breaking news; staff stood in awe and horror at the clear, unprecedented terrorist attack. At 9:03 AM, the sight grew grimmer-we witnessed flight 175, in real-time, crashing into the south face of the World Trade Center’s south tower. The world seemed at a standstill. Customers entered the store, not to transact business but to join our glued eyes to the ongoing events playing on numerous TVs of different sizes. I walked somberly to a register kiosk to phone my wife at home, ensuring she’d been aware of the happenings. I told her I loved her. In my memory, the events of that day were only rivaled by two others. Walter Cronkite had appeared on national television to announce the shooting and death of President John Fitzgerald Kennedy. As a young child, I’d witnessed the tears of my mother and my nation. The second event occurred as I cried while witnessing the death of Christie McAuliffe in the Challenger disaster. I’d watched the explosion from my living room in Abingdon, Maryland, before reporting for late shift work at the Crofton Maryland Police Department. Naturally, due to the sheer number of people murdered and harmed, Sept. 11 was by far, the worst. I honestly don’t remember much else about my uneventful morning at Circuit City, except for the obvious sadness, worry, and the terrorist events that followed. However, 9/11’s impact on me doesn’t end there. Several days later, upon returning home from work, I retrieved a phone message from someone identifying themselves from Hurley National Bank, in reference to a potential fraud alert. I returned the call to discover that someone had ordered a Gateway computer. The delivery address: Far Rockaway, New York (just east of the decimated World Trade Center Towers). The financing had been fraudulently completed with my personal information used on a credit application. I was told this was a commonplace occurrence on the heels of the destruction of the World Trade Center. My health benefits through Empire State Blue Cross/Blue Shield had been housed in the WTC, facilitating the loss of my information. Empire Blue Cross and Blue Shield had been the largest corporate headquarters housed in the WTC, the fifth largest employer. They’d occupied 10 floors of the building, between 17 and 31. Miraculously, of the 1,900 plus employees, all but nine employees and two consultants survived. I attempted to make a report with the appropriate precinct of the NYPD, but no one seemed interested in any sort of sting operation to nab the perpetrators. My experience and troubles were, of course, nothing compared to the massive loss of life suffered that day. All of us in law enforcement have a duty to always remember and never forget the sacrifices made by our fire, police, and EMS first responders. Many survivors still feel the effects through continuing health issues, and they need our support. We must always do all that we can to train, equip, and prepare to confront terrorists and acts of terrorism now, as well as into the future. Let us all work to prevent acts of violence to avoid further experiences such as those in New York, Boston, Orlando, Dallas, Paris, or elsewhere, now and always. Joel E. Gordon is a former Field Training Officer with the Baltimore City Police Department. As past Chief of Police for the city of Kingwood, West Virginia he has served as Vice-Chairman of the Tygart Valley Narcotics and Violent Crime Task Force. He is a guest newspaper columnist in the Morgantown West Virginia Dominion Post newspaper. He is the author of the book Still Seeking Justice: One Officer’s Story. stillseekingjustice.com Books by Randy Sutton Available on Amazon.com Contact Randy at www.thepoweroflegacy.com and follow him on facebook Randy Sutton News Personality. 10 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 up close interview Louie D. Cacchioli Louie D. Cacchioli was born in Borgo Val di Taro, Italy. When he was 10, his family emigrated to the U.S., settling in Astoria, Queens. Louie joined the FDNY in 1982, where he served as a member of Engine Co. 47 in upper Manhattan for twenty years. On Sept. 11, 2001, Engine 47 responded to the disaster at the World Trade Center. Cacchioli was part of a four company rescue team that responded to the tower. There he was separated from his fire company and single-handedly saved the lives of 40 to 50 civilians by leading them down a dark stairwell and out of the tower. Moments before the North Tower fell, Cacchioli was helping an injured Battalion Chief to safety--a moment that was captured by a Daily News photographer. Cacchioli was caught in the collapse, barely survived and was forced to retire due to injuries. Several members of his rescue team, as well as many of his close friends, were lost that day. The aftermath of 9/11 forced Cacchioli to process the fact that he was losing grip on his health, as well as his career, but like the phoenix, Cacchioli regained a new life by rising from the ashes. Cacchioli took part in the project, Faces of Ground Zero: A Photographic Tribute to America’s Heroes, a traveling 9/11 photo exhibit that featured giant lifesized portraits. His photo was featured in numerous advertisements, which put a face on the tragedy. Cacchioli’s portrait later appeared in the Life photo-book: One Nation: America Remembers September 11, 2001. According to Cacchioli, “You have to see the glass as half full and make a difference.” His journey continues. He is advocating, connecting fellow firefighters, and even writing a book to bring about significant changes--Soldier of a War That Never Ends: A Memoir of a 9/11 Firefighter. It will be out soon. In this 12 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 NY Blue Now spotlight interview, Cacchioli discusses his journey from 9/11 to present day. NY Blue Now: Do you find that addressing mental health is a difficult topic to discuss with the groups you encounter? Cacchioli: Yes, it is very hard; many are not open to discussing it. The follow-through is not there at times. I had been a firefighter for over 20 years and there is a “macho” persona that existed before 9/11 but lessened afterwards, but it still continues. 9/11 was a horrible tragedy that greatly affected me and still to this day, strongly resonates with me in different ways. When initially dealing with the 9/11 tragedy, I lost my faith, but talking to others and building a support system helped. I have to be honest though, if you told me to go to counseling before 9/11, I would have said that you have more By Melinda Inzani of a chance of winning the lottery. We didn’t believe in that stuff, but after 9/11, the world changed and we needed to change also. If I tell my story and it helps two or three other people, then it was all worth it. How has 9/11 changed your life? Before 9/11, I took many things for granted. I saw things very differently. Terrorism changed my life in a lot of ways. When anyone experiences a traumatic event, fear is common. After 9/11, I have been more fearful for my family and the unknown. I don’t worry about myself as much as I do for my family and friends. For a time I questioned my faith but later regained it. The most profound impact in my life would be the retired firefighter survivors group I attended. Hearing other men talk about similar experiences has helped. Listening to others and realizing no one is perfect. No family has it all together. Also hanging out with positive people made a world of a difference. When I was around guys that could bring out the good and see the glass as half full, it was a good feeling. It feels more like we are coaching each other, someone pointing out something or explaining things in a different way. Lastly, I have to mention one other big change, insomnia. Sleep affects your whole day. Lack of it puts you in a bad mood, slows you down, and affects your job performance. After 9/11, I was plagued with horrible nightmares that made it very difficult for me to get enough sleep. Struggling with insomnia has been another challenge that I’ve had to deal with. Do you feel enough has been done to address the health concerns for those involved with 9/11? (Continued on bottom of page 15) To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 LAW ENFORCEMENT NETWORK TALK RADIO network www.ddvradio.com Uniting New York, New Jersey and Connecticut Law Enforcement Officers on Internet Talk Radio! Call In Number 973-925-4559 Join Us and Listen in www.ddvradio.com NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 13 gone but not forgotten Wh Is Nancy Eulalia Perez? By Julia Torres O n Feb. 12, 1965, in the province of Pinar del Rio, Cuba, Nancy Eulalia, a light brown-haired, hazeleyed baby with a bright smile was born. The doting parents, Berta and Mario were elated with the birth of their second daughter. Beyond excited was Maritza, the first born who now had a real life doll to dress-up. The family would be complete two years later when Yolanda, the last little sister would arrive. However, as picturesque as life appeared, the volatile island of Cuba would force the Perez’s to emigrate with their children and paternal grandmother to the United States in 1970. Throughout her American childhood, young adult, and professional years, Nancy’s life consisted of entertaining much loved family and friends; the pursuit of higher education for herself and others; and endless desire for adventure, whether traveling to exotic destinations; creating characters and storylines for children’s books; or learning karate and sign language. From Union City, NJ to New York City, Nancy’s driven personality led her to accomplish many employment successes. In July 2001, she’d earned a promotion with the Port Authority of NY/NJ, where she’d been working at the World Trade Center, North Tower, 65th Floor. On Sept. 11, 2001, what’d begun as a normal routine for many who headed to their jobs at either majestic tower, culminated in a horrific act, an unprecedented dia- 14 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 bolical ideology that would end the lives of thousands of innocent people. What can be said of the family and friends of the deceased? How did the empty-hearted wage ahead? Are memories kept alive? Fifteen years later, the Perez sisters relay a firsthand account of how their faith, family, and friends helped them through an incomprehensible period. Let us listen and acknowledge their bravery in reliving their wounds on paper. Recalling the trauma… “The morning started off as a normal day, but then my cousin Irma called me at work to ask what floor Nancy worked on. She was screaming uncontrollably. I could not understand her, until everyone in my office started screaming that we were attacked. I still remember that phone call. I will never forget the fear in her voice that something was happening to Nancy and we couldn’t get in touch with her. I remember trying to get home after I received the call, but with all the chaos on the roads because both tunnels were closed, I couldn’t get there fast enough. I wished I could fly to my parents’ house. Once I finally arrived, the first building fell. I couldn’t comprehend what I’d heard on the radio. What do you mean the building fell? Then, when I walked into my parents’ house and saw the horror on their faces, my knees buckled from the pain that overcame me. We just wanted Nancy back. We knew if Nancy was okay she would have contacted us, but the day went by without any communication. We kept our hopes high, praying and asking God to bring her home safely, but a day became a week and we still did not have any news. Every time the phone rang, we thought it was Nancy, but sadly that call never came.” Noting the recovery process… “My parents, my sister, and I gave DNA samples to make a positive ID, just in case she was found. In February 2002, I was at my place of employment when I received a call from Marie, the Port Authority Family Liaison. She said that Nancy’s body had been recovered. Marie picked me up at work to take me to my parents’ house. It was the hardest thing I had to do to tell my parents, but the healing process began after so many months of not knowing where she was. They were thankful to be able to give their dear Nancy a proper burial. Nancy, the firemen, and policemen who were found had the American flag draped over them. The flag was presented to my parents; I have it displayed in my home. A few weeks later, we were given all of Nancy’s personal items. All the jewelry was cleaned, polished beautifully, and put in a green velvet box. Port Authority made sure we received all.” On the loss of a child: “Losing a child is the worst thing that a parent can go through. My parents died that day too. They walked around with the look in their eyes that they wanted to die and be with Nancy. My parents visit her every week, multiple times. What keeps To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 them alive is having grandchildren that need them.” Defining gratitude and difficulty… “We are a very close-knit family and thankful for everyone, especially our husbands Don Knepper and Steven Conti who were very strong for my sister Maritza and I, as well as our extended family and their children. Many family members came from Florida to support us. When 9/11 happened, we found out how many friends Nancy really had. From childhood to adulthood, they came to pay their respects, sharing special times. We were very grateful for the many friends and strangers who searched for her in New York hospitals. We had to stay strong for our parents whose pain was extremely difficult to see, knowing there was nothing we could do to help them. Our world as we knew it was destroyed forever. It took years before we could see a light at the end of the dark tunnel we were in, but thank God for our big loving family who never left our side, and showed us what unconditional love is.” are very heavy. Every year, our first cousins Doris, Ana, Irma, and their children take time off from work and school to represent our family at Ground Zero. We can’t thank them enough for knowing how hard it was for our family to go there. We just weren’t ready. We finally went after the 10th anniversary. It was very peaceful, but in our minds, we knew how much devastation had occurred. They did a wonderful job with the 9/11 memorial, but being there was very trying for our parents, my sister, and I who knew that was where Nancy had been killed. We’ve never returned, but we visit her resting place and it gives us peace knowing that she’s in a better place. Thank God for our faith and strong family unit that helps us. We just hope the world could find peace and no more innocent lives are lost.” Keeping memories alive: “On every 9/11 Anniversary, we visit her where she was laid to rest in North Bergen, NJ. It’s a hard day for all of us. We relive every minute. Once I awake, my life goes back to that fateful day. Our hearts On any occasion, Nancy loved making chocolate lollipops for friends and family. Our cousin, Anita continues making them in her memory, preserving the legacy. My sister and cousins share with their children how Nancy was very active in their children’s lives. The family No. I feel that more could be done for those who have retired and their families. There should be more programs. There is always room for improvement. What is something you have learned from an insider’s perspective? Healing occurs when we all get together, when we all communicate. I was one of the founders of a survivors group of retired fire- fighters that meets every Tuesday. The guys come when they want. It is reminiscent of us being in the kitchen at the firehouse. It gives some closure to how we all feel. Before 9/11, I lost two close friends to suicide. They were both going through a divorce. It is dramatic, sometimes kids are involved and years ago we did not have the counseling that we do today. Things have changed and it is important to encourage our brothers and sisters to stay connected with each other. You have mentioned counseling is helping you. How were you able to navigate the system? I am married 42 years and my wife said, “Honey I want my old Louie back.” I knew I had to do something. I was in the right frame of mind and ready to get help. At times, I thought a counselor was not paying attention to me or maybe it was because I was not ready. I finally found the right counselor. I was able to turn things around and see things differently. I talked On the anniversary date: will always keep her memory alive in our children and future generations. She will never be forgotten, along with all the thousands of other victims. When a loved one is lost, the void is felt, but in time, memories make one feel greater, more special for having known them. It is then that it is realized that not having had them in one’s life would have been be the worst tragedy. One of Nancy’s favorite phrases was: “It’s all in the details, details, details.” Let us mimic her adage, making every moment count, tending to each detail. Things may never be the same again, but memories last forever. May God continue to be present with the Perez family and friends. Julia Torres earned a Master of Science in Homeland Security with a certification in Terrorism Studies from Fairleigh Dickinson University; a Jersey City State College, K-12 Teacher Certification; and a Bachelor of Arts from Rutgers University, where she enlisted in the Army Reserves. Upon graduating Rutgers, she began a career in law enforcement, and later volunteered for the Gulf War. Once home, she worked undercover until retiring in 2001 due to a Gulf War illness. Since then, she has done volunteer work, acted, and written two non-fiction books. about what affected me and things that have changed, life is not always peachy. I know I am a changed and a different person, but I try to take one day at a time. Melinda Inzani is a clinical social worker who has worked with multiple populations. She has authored numerous articles, provided trainings and has consulted and lectured all over the United States. Melinda has built a successful practice in Midland Park, New Jersey. She is dedicated to the communities she serves and has volunteered her time to several outreach organizations. For more information contact Melinda Inzani, LLC at 201-704-6749. NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 15 80 RTE 304 • NANUET, NY 845.624.3600 SHOWROOM HOURS: Monday-Thursday 9-9, Friday 9-6:30, Saturday 9-5 CALL OR SHOP US 24/7 ON THE WEB AT: 877SCHULTZ.COM 27 ROUTE 9W • WEST HAVERSTRAW, NY 845.947.2500 SHOWROOM HOURS: Monday-Thursday 9-9, Friday 9-6:30, Saturday 9-5 CALL OR SHOP US 24/7 ON THE WEB AT: 877SCHULTZ.COM reflection How I Miss You By Michael Burke I was there when you were being built. My dad and uncle delivered the steel that built you. I would ride shotgun and get to wear a hard hat, watching piece by piece as you rose to the heavens. As a young boy, I played in your shadows, asking my dad every time we passed you to pull over so I could adore you. It got to the point where I didn’t have to ask, he would just park and I ran around for hours. You were the co-star of one of my favorite movies and your poster sat on my wall for years. Even King Kong could not defeat you. When we moved from New York to New Jersey, I could see the whole skyline from my roof--you justly towered above the rest. We drifted apart for a while, but after high school, I got a job delivering computer paper (literally hundreds of boxes at a time). I always loved delivering to you. I now learned about you from the inside out... something years later that probably saved lives. We parted again when I became a police officer in 1987. The mega bright lights and action of Times Square pulled me away. But I came back to you in 1992 when I was assigned back to the 1st precinct. I remember thinking how now I could see 18 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 you every day. On February 26, 1993, they tried to take you. I was the first inside working my way down the garage ramp, level after level, pointing people which way to get out until finding the detonation site. I remember I could no longer breathe myself, and left you momentarily. After catching my breath, I was back inside the tower for seven hours, traversing the stairs with two, three, four people at a time in a panic. The staircases filled with smoke in a millisecond, stuffing noses and lungs, caking on lips and skin, and burning eyes. Perhaps it was about 200 times each person told me their name, in case they didn’t make it out, so I would be the one to tell their loved ones. That’s if I too had made it out alive. Fortunately, all did make it out on my watch including the woman, who pulled me out as much as I did her. That photo has appeared on magazine covers, newspapers throughout the world, in a documentary, and in many library books. The video footage from that day appeared in a full-length film. I had injured my knee again at the towers, which seemed insignificant at the time. I next was transferred to Staten Island, the 120th precinct. There I saw you every day, the majestic towers you were. As you can figure out by now, there was some sort of magic going on. I often think that perhaps you were my spirit buildings? Within the next few years, I would see you now and again, but always knowing we would be together again. I was transferred to the court section straight from injuries that reared up from the ‘93 attack--injuries that probably saved my life. My office was on Rector Street, three short blocks from you. I stood in your shadows, and I often sat in your promenade eating and people watching. On September 5th, I received a call from my doctor, who said my surgery was set for September 15th, but that it could be moved up to September 8th. So I took the new surgery date and went home, not knowing it would be the last time I would see you. I was home recouping from surgery when you were attacked. I was stuck in Staten Island; I could not walk and had my young daughter with me. I wanted desperately to get to you. But, there was nothing I could do for you or for anyone. I sat there helplessly watching as all my friends and other first responders endeavored to save lives and you. NYPD PO Michael Burke rescuing a distressed woman during the February 26, 1993 World Trade Center attack By the time I returned to work, there were two giant holes where you once proudly stood. I was assigned to the morgue. The towers didn’t want me there, nor did I want to be there for that matter. I retired just a few months later, due to, but not limited to, injuries related to the trade. I never gave you the goodbye you deserved, nor will I. I can’t get myself to go back, even though the curator of the 9/11 museum wants my photo and nightstick. An honor for sure, but, nonetheless a request I can’t fulfill. You see, I’ve learned that your rise and fall and rise again embody who I am--a fighter, never quitting, and uniting departments and cities. For this and all the rest, I owe you to come back. Maybe some day. Michael Burke is a retired NYPD Officer. Retiring in 2002 after 15 years of service due to multiple line of duty injuries. Michael worked in various precincts in Manhattan, Brooklyn and Staten Island. He was also assigned to Street Crime and the Narcotics Bureau. He was a first responder during the 1993 bombing of the World Trade Center and shares his experience with us here . Currently, he is the Editor-in-Chief of NY Blue Now, and President and founder of Brothers Before Others a not-for-profit organization that helps officers and their families during times of need. To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 b.b.o. News PAPD Police Officer Joshua “Moe “ Oliveri and BBO member give Duff of Guns N’ Roses a Dallas Memorial hat Members of The BBO Board gather for a photo at Family Day Duff of Guns N’ Roses wearing a BBO Dallas P.D. Memorial Hat Cuba Gooding Jr. Supports Brothers Before Others The BBO van outside of the BBO store 182 High Street, Nutley, NJ ™ ™ ™ nybluenow.com NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 19 feature interview 15 Years Later: Bernard Kerik 40th Police Commissioner of the City of New York By George Beck Photo courtesy Barry Morgenstein Photo courtesy Barry Morgenstein It’s been 15 years since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, 2001. In the aftermath of that horrific day, leaders rose from the soot and debris—from all the chaos and shock— to lead our country out of one of the most horrific episodes in her history. Former 40th Police Commissioner of the City of New York Bernard Kerik was among them, helping us overcome the worst of it. Early in his term as police commissioner, he oversaw dramatic reductions in crime and enhanced community relations. But, it was his leadership during the devastating attacks on the World Trade Center that defined his legacy. He supervised the rescue, recovery and investigation. Later, he became a founding member of the Board of Trustees of the Twin Towers Fund, which raised and distributed $216 million to over 600 families related to the emergency service workers killed on 9/11. NY Blue Now recently sat down with Commissioner Kerik to discuss his experiences then and his thoughts on the current state of policing in America. NY Blue Now: What is the first memory that comes to mind from 9/11? Kerik: The first thing that comes to mind was the people that were jumping from the tops of Tower 1. I had a feeling of hopelessness, you could not yell at them and tell them to wait for help or let them know you’re coming to assist them. They just jumped from the inferno, one, two and sometimes three at a time. 20 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 Take us to the morning of 9/11. What were you doing when you heard that a plane had crashed into the first Tower? When the first plane hit Tower 1, I was in my office and my Chief of Staff and one of my bodyguards came in and said that the plane had just slammed into the tower. I went to my conference room window and was able to see the building, which was only about a half a mile away. I called Mayor Giuliani and told him that I would meet him at Tower 7, where the city’s emergency command center was housed. When we arrived at the corner of West Broadway and Vesey Street, we were unable to pull onto the block because of the people jumping from the tops of tower one, and the falling debris. Within three or four minutes after I arrived, the second plane slammed through the north side of Tower 2 above us. To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 Where were you when the Towers fell? When Tower 2 imploded, the mayor and I, and our staff were in an office at 75 Berkeley Street just three blocks north of the Tower. We were trapped there for nearly 25 minutes. You provided strong leadership but did you ever second-guess yourself? No, I strongly believed then as I still do today that as a country we are stronger than terrorism; that we will not cower to its threats, and that we represent the good over evil when it comes to anything or anyone that would attempt to deprive us from our freedom and liberties. Any regrets from that day? My greatest regret are the losses: 343 firefighters, 23 New York city police officers, 37 port authority police officers, and we have since lost many souls as a result of 9/11-related illnesses. What did you learn from your experiences? I learned that our city and country can be extremely resilient when it wants to be. I learned that we should never take life for granted and live every day as if it is our last. And, finally, I learned that real leadership can get you through the worst of times. I’ve watched so many manmade and natural crises over the last several years and the one thing that stands between success and failing to respond is leadership. As horrible as the attack was, did you see something that day that motivated you to move ahead? One of the things that was extremely motivational and inspirational to me, the mayor, and others, was the family members of those lost. In a time when they were dealing with their own heartache and grief, their words of support and encouragement to the mayor and me, and other city leaders was perhaps more inspirational than anything else. What can you say right now 15 years later to the families who lost loved ones on that horrible day? I would say thank you for their sacrifices, but more so for the service of their loved ones who accomplished one of the greatest rescue missions in U.S. history. We saw the best and worst humanity on that day, but I think quite often we lose sight of the fact that New York City’s first responders were responsible for evacuating close to 25,000 people from those two buildings, and hundreds of thousands, out of Manhattan into Brooklyn, New Jersey, Staten Island, and Queens. How did the attack change policing in NYC and by extension the rest of the country? It has changed policing in New York City, and in the United States because the threats of terrorism that we faced on 9/11 are more prevalent today than they were then. Our local and state police departments have to realize that and be prepared for it. Are police departments currently equipped to handle a large-scale terrorist attack? Some departments are equipped and prepared, and some are not. It really depends on the leadership within the government agencies. Mayors, governors, and county executives have to realize that the threats of terrorism in the United States are not diminishing and it’s going to be up to their local and state police agencies to respond and address any act of terror. The country seemed lax, almost sleepy before 9/11. Are we as a nation asleep again and is Islamic terror even more of a threat now than before 9/11? I feel that as time has moved on from the events of 9/11, government leaders and the general public become less vigilant and lose sight of the real threats. It’s unfortunate that we have such a short attention span when it comes to things like this. As America learned of the attack on Benghazi, what were your first thoughts as it pertained to the anniversary of the attacks on New York City? I was not surprised by the attack on Benghazi, nor am I surprised by any of the attacks on the United States either here on U.S. soil or abroad. We will continue to be a target of the radical Islamic movement for decades to come. We must be prepared for those threats. How vulnerable is our National Security on this upcoming anniversary of 9/11? We can’t focus just on the anniversary of 9/11. The threats of terrorism to our country are extreme and we have to be prepared all the time—not just focus on it on the anniversary dates. George Beck is a police detective, writer and a Drew University Ph.D. candidate. He’s earned several degrees including an associate, bachelor and two master’s degrees. He is the author of The Killer Among Us (Noir Nation Books) and several other books. His nonfiction and short stories have been featured in magazines and anthologies nationally and internationally. NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 21 tribute Hold the Door By Lauren Fazio, Daughter of Ronald C. Fazio I remember the morning of Sept. 11, 2001, like it was yesterday. My dad asked if I was going to take the early train with him into New York City to work. At 21, it was my first “real job” but wanting to sleep a little longer, I’d said no, and he’d left. Later at the office, I’d no sooner sat down when my mom called. Crying, talking fast, all I’d heard was father and plane. Confused, I’d told her he wasn’t flying anywhere that day. “A plane crashed into the World Trade Center,” she’d said, adding that she had talked to my dad, and he was okay. Once the call ended, I pulled up CNN on my computer, and saw what had happened. We thought it was some sort of accident. I remember crying, coworkers around me telling me to go home. My aunt called and said to take a cab to Queens, where she worked at a school. I walked out of my building to see everyone on the street looking to the left. Following their stare, I saw WTC 1 on fire. By some miracle, I was able to hail a cabbie who agreed to drive me. While inside the cab, the second tower was hit, and they both subsequently fell. My uncle met me in Queens, and brought me to his Long Island home, where I waited for word on my dad, and when the bridge would reopen, so I could return home to NJ. My dad had been on the 99th floor of the South Tower. After his first call to my mom to say he was fine, she’d called him back to tell him to try to get to the Ferry, but he’d sounded panicked. Then, the line went dead. While my family waited for another call, co-workers called, asking for him. They were surprised he hadn’t been home. They’d seen him going in and out of the building. Hours of waiting turned into days. Every day, my brothers went into the city to look for him, putting up flyers. Then, the stories started to come in. Colleagues were telling us he’d saved their lives. Through their accounts, we put together his story: He saw the first plane hit the North Tower. While announcements were telling people to stay put, he’d yelled at everyone to get out. At the stairway, he’d held the door open for everyone to leave, ensuring people on the other side of the floor were leaving. When he finally left, he lent his cell phone to someone so they could call their family. Once outside of the South Tower, he hadn’t crossed the street when we believe that the second tower was hit. All we kept hearing was how my father held the door for everyone. Shortly after 9/11, I was at a mall kiosk with my brother, Robert. We’d wanted to get baseball hats made in our dad’s memory, and were thinking of what to have put on them. Suddenly, Robert said, “Hold The Door For Others.” That was the beginning of our nonprofit organization. My family always talked about how to keep my dad’s memory alive. With Robert’s Ph.D. in psychology, we made it our mission to be to help empower people through loss or adversity, and achieve their dreams. We put together printed and electronic resources, hosting an annual (10/15) Hold The Door Day workshop, to teach people the skills they need to grow through loss. Everything is provided free of charge. We have been doing this for 14 years. Still, it is amazing to see how people are helped through our organization. We hope it’s a legacy my dad would have been proud of. Although, we joke that because he was such a quiet, humble man, he would be so embarrassed by all the attention he has received after his death. If he’d survived 9/11, he wouldn’t have looked for a thank you or praise for saving lives. He just did what was natural to him. He helped those in need and held the door for others. For more information on Hold The Door For Others, please visit www.holdthedoor.com 22 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 Technology Block Watch App By Police Officer Christopher Peguero We are constantly aware of crime in our local areas; it’s understandable how people are apprehensive about reporting it. They waver whether or not their anonymity can be discovered, fearing repercussions should the perpetrators know their identity. Unfortunately, this means that a lot of crimes are unpunished. However, there is an answer. It comes in the form of the clever app Block Watch. This Block Watch app is available for download from the Apple Store and Google Play, which allows you to take a photo or video of any criminal activity, and have it uploaded to the app. It also enables users to notify and alert neighbors of occurrences in their neighborhood. Video recordings only take five seconds to be uploaded to the app, where it can be stored as evidence of the crime. In addition, non-emergencies and hazardous conditions such as, roads being closed due to a fallen tree, or streets that are blocked off during a snowstorm can also be recorded. Moreover, another example of benefit would include a fight breaking out on a street where children are set to return from school. The recorded video can then alert neighbors to possibly take an alternative route. After a crime, it can be difficult to recall details that can be used to convict a criminal without the need of a sketch artist. In that case, all you have to do is add the people to the list you wish to share local information with, so your friends and family can be aware of a crime taking place and avoid those areas. Users are able to take a pictures or record videos of vandalism to public property, groups embarking in antisocial behavior, a burglary in progress and forward it to the police so they can identify the individuals. Many areas do not have enough law enforcement to provide coverage at all times. Folks can then utilize this anonymous and free to use app to report incidents that may otherwise, go unreported. Who better than neighbors them- selves to be a watch eye for the community? People who now know about the app who have witnessed crime, or been unfortunate enough to have been a victim have said how it could have helped them greatly. Since the release of Block Watch in January 2016, non-emergency incidents have been corrected, and crimes have been solved. It takes very little time to download and could make your neighborhood a safer place. It’s simple use, and availability on smartphones allows more of the populace to report crime without the fear of retribution. NYPD Police Officer Christopher Peguero co-founded Block Watch, a 20th century neighborhood watch app, changing the way crimes are recorded and reported. Wanting to make the world we live in a better place, Christopher worked diligently to ensure residents could alert neighbors of nearby criminal activity without compromising safety. This free, easy-to-use, readily available app can safeguard children and families. NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 23 spotlight interview Photo courtesy of Jim Keane Interview with Jim Keane By Julia Torres Jim Keane’s forty year plus career with the PAPD/NJ began as a summer job at the Bus Terminal. From there, his experience developed for twelve years in operational positions at the tunnels and airports, World Trade Center, and Marine Terminals. The last twenty-eight have led Jim to work in Risk Management in the Treasury and Operations Services Departments. He works closely with the PAPD, NYPD, and FDNY in his Operational Risk Management responsibilities, and has been intimately involved in a number of emergencies including the 1993 and 2001 World Trade Center attacks. Jim shares his expertise of Public Administration and Terrorism at four Universities. He sheds some light on terrorism with us here at NY Blue Now. NY Blue Now: Agencies, and academia define terrorism differently. What is your specific definition? Keane: I am amazed at the disagreement which exists with the definition of Terrorism. I would use Forst’s definition: “Terrorism is the premeditated and unlawful use of violence against a non-combatant population or target having symbolic significance, with an aim of either inducing political change through intimidation and destabilization or destroying a population identified as an enemy.” How have terroristic methods changed throughout the years? Terrorism has evolved throughout the years from localized small scale events into transnational large scale operations. Transportation and technology have facilitated the movement and communications by terrorist cells and organizations and have facilitated larger scale operations. We have witnessed the evolution of terroristic tactics from single gunshots to automatic weapons, from small scale bombings to large coordinated multiple events designed to inflict maximum loss of life and inflict horrific casualties. very similar to how individuals become fully integrated into gangs, which usually begins by disconnection of and then severing connections with family and friends. The isolation may also be evident if the person was active in sports as there is usually a change in the level of participation and possibly total loss of interest or intolerance. If an individual is from a traditional family unit there may be a noticeable change in attitudes toward other family members related to religious observances, diet, how females dress and there may even be comments made regarding alcohol use. Conversations with family or friends that do take place show little tolerance for other groups and religions. Exhaustive hours of Internet research may be noticeable as well as extended periods of messaging with “new” friends. Finally, behavioral changes with compulsive obsessive actions may be able to be seen. Are we any safer now than we were before 9/11? How so? Sept. 1, 2001, occurred because terrorists used our overall lack of communication and coordination between and among various Agencies responsible for intelligence. Following the events of that Tuesday a paradigm shift occurred and now there is much greater intelligence sharing and joint operations between federal, state and local law enforcement entities. The experience that we have seen in the NYNJ Metropolitan Area with the number of investigations and interdictions are a testament to the coordinated efforts of the men and women of law enforcement at every level. How much better is the new WTC built against terrorist attacks, whether explosions, shock waves, or grid failure? Do we have back-up in effect? The new World Trade Center Complex has been designed with all the learnings of Sept.11, 2001. The construction design philosophy utilized is for the maximum protection of the building occupants and Is there a way to determine if an individual has been radicalized? Radicalization is such a complex process, 24 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 courtesy of Eddie Vega To Advertise Photo Call: 201.881.5100 visitors, enhanced emergency responder communications capabilities and critical systems redundancy. The complex has a multitude of baked in security measures to best protect those working and visiting. How likely can there be an EMP threat? What can be done to prepare/protect ourselves against it? Is there an Emergency Response System in effect? The US Departments of Energy and Homeland Security are currently working with our Nation’s power suppliers regarding electromagnetic pulse exposures. There are a number of different protective options being evaluated. The best preparation for an event where there is a power loss is a survival kit and having a personal emergency plan. thousands and revealed to the world how non-military people could develop and deliver a nerve agent attack. Federal, state, local police, and other agencies have now gone through specialized training in the detection and operations in an environment that is Immediately Photo courtesy of Eddie Vega What do you recommend a household should have in a survival kit for each person? Emergency Supply Kits make sense and everyone and every household should have one. I highly recommend that everyone visit https://www.ready.gov/ build-a-kit and review the supplies, maintenance, storage locations, food preparation, car, and water requirements. Emergency Supply Kits or go bags are just a best practice in preparation for the unexpected. How can disabled persons prepare themselves in the event of a national disaster? Our society has a number of special needs members that can benefit greatly by being prepared in the event of a local, regional or national emergency. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention has a webpage which provides greater details and hyperlinks for more specific detailed information. http://www.cdc.gov/ features/emergencypreparedness/ In 1995, there was an act of terrorism in the Tokyo subways using sarin nerve gas. What measures have been taken to prevent that from occurring on our turf? The Aum Shinriko Tokyo subway Sarin nerve agent attack on March 20, 1995, was a change point internationally. The cult’s attack killed eight and injured relationship between federal and local partners in dealing with all aspects of this challenge. Photo courtesy of Jim Keane How can the average Jane and John Doe analyze the risk of soft targets (mall, theatre, sports arena…) without it affecting their psyche or lifestyle? Situational awareness and having primary and secondary paths for egress is of prime importance for all, whether we are at the mall, theatre, stadium, or on aircraft, train, or bus. We need to think the what if and what do I do to best protect myself and my loved ones. Our media, while great in helping to get information out to the general public, can also work to hyper focus people on negative news events. The best advice for everyone is to be knowledgeable of your location and how to best extract yourself and loved ones if an emergency occurs. Any emergency that could occur… natural or manmade. Saving blue lives one door at a time. Dangerous to Life and Health. Since 1995 there have been major changes in emergency response training and exercises and a more collaborative www.tab4life.com NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 25 exclusive interview 8-13! A Story of Survival and Brotherhood William “Will” Jimeno O n Sept. 11, 2001, several Port Authority Police Officers stood at the base of the burning towers and courageously awaited their orders. While waiting for volunteers, Sgt. McLoughlin advised the officers that he only needed those who knew how to use air packs (SCBA). This would prove to be a significant request; the rookie officers standing there had the recent training, due to graduating from the academy only nine months prior. Knowing their responsibility, three of the newly appointed officers bravely began to call out “Jimeno, Pezzulo, Rodrigues.” They later met up with fellow Officer Christopher Amoroso, who had already saved four people from the burning towers. Sgt. McLoughlin led his men into a corridor between Towers One and Two, stopping along the way to pick up rescue equipment and air packs. As the officers prepared to ascend the towers, a large roar followed by intense fire and violent shaking consumed them. Sgt. McLoughlin yelled, “To the freight elevator, RUN!” Tower Two had collapsed, sending the team to the pits of hell, where they would lay mortally wounded and trapped for more than 13 hours. In 2006, Oliver Stone released the movie, “World Trade Center.” This blockbuster movie starred Nicolas Cage as Sgt. John McLoughlin and Michael Peña as PO Will Jimeno. NY Blue Now: As an immigrant from Colombia, what prompted you to become a police officer in the U.S.? Jimeno: My parents, like many, came here in the early 70’s to pursue the American Dream, which they achieved through hard work. Growing up in Hackensack, I was always inspired by the Hackensack PD on how sharp they looked and how they helped many people. So from an early age, I knew I wanted to be a police officer and make a positive difference in the lives of others. 26 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 By Joe Uliano What does the code “8-13” mean to you and how does it relate to the BLUE LINE? 8-13 is the code for I need help now! It means every officer who hears this is going to be coming to the aid of the officer in need. It also means that we will always be there for our fellow officer, no matter what. The code articulates the fact that our fellow brothers and sisters will never be alone, which is what the Blue Line is. While you lay trapped, Sgt. McLoughlin conducted a roll call of your team and only you and Pezzulo sounded off. Knowing that two of your brothers did not make it, what were your thoughts as you laid there severely injured? I could not believe they were gone and refused to believe it, so I yelled their names for several minutes, ‘til Pezzullo said, “Willie, they’re in a better place.” That’s when I knew we just lost two brothers in blue, two fathers, two husbands, and most of all, two great Americans. It was something I really do not have words for, except a huge pain in my heart that I still have today. At the conclusion of roll call, it was determined that Pezzullo was not trapped, while you and McLoughlin laid covered in heavy debris and suffering from severe injuries, McLoughlin gave him the order to assist you? What can you say about Pezzullo’s display of courage and unselfish desire to not leave you and look for a way out? Pezzullo, in my opinion, did what any good cop would do, and that is never leave a brother or sister behind. He embodied what the blue line means by showing his love to serve and protect, and to treasure the love for his fellow officers. Pezzullo’s unselfishness for his own life is something I will always tell people about, and use as an example for all other officers to live by. Tragically, shortly after the order was given, Tower One would collapse on top of you and your already battered team, rendering Pezzullo completely trapped and gravely injured. Did you feel any regret or involvement pertaining to his unfortunate loss of life? I did, since he was trying to free me when he lost his life. This is a human emotion that is natural and has taken me a long time to live with. Yet, today I know he did what he had to do and I would have done the same for him. The only regret I have is that my teammates did not come home, but I am proud of their sacrifice. They lived up to their oath to serve and protect. Due to their actions and other officers like them, more people made it home on that fateful day than might have not. What was your surrounding like and how badly were you and McLoughlin trapped? I can only describe the hole we were in as “Hell” but only a hundred times worse. It was small with concrete all around, fire, and immense pain. Conditions that I hope no other person would have to live through. It has been said that you and McLoughlin kept each other alive as you hoped and prayed for a rescue. What was the most significant conversation that kept the two of you fighting for your lives? Family, it was always about our families that kept us going. I told him about my fouryear-old daughter Bianca, and how my wife Allison was seven months pregnant with our second little daughter. Sarge would tell me about his four wonderful kids and his wife Donna. We would keep them in the forefront on why we needed to survive. Also, our faith, as we prayed to God to give To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 us the strength to keep fighting and to help us during our time of need. Can you tell me about your experience with Jesus and the water bottle as you began to fade away, due to your injuries? Yes, being from Colombia and brought up Catholic, I believe in God and Jesus, and it played a major role in my survival. After being crushed, losing three fellow officers, having Pezzullo’s sidearm fire off toward me, and being burned from fireballs, I was ready to die and made my peace with God. I told him, thank you Lord for my time on earth and for allowing me to have a beautiful wife, Allison, four awesome years with my daughter Bianca, great parents who raised me right, and for allowing me to become an American police officer. I asked God for two things: The first, was to somehow, someway, allow me to be able to see my youngest daughter born and give strength to Allison. Second, I asked upon reaching heaven, to have a bottle of water waiting for me. It may sound funny and it is okay to laugh, but you have to understand we were caked in concrete and I was so thirsty. That is when I closed my eyes and had whatever you want to call it, a vision, a dream, but whatever it was, it saved me. I saw a man in a white glowing robe walking toward me. He had no face, but long brown hair to his shoulders and in his right hand he was bringing me a bottle of water! I knew it was Jesus and at that point I woke up with a fire in my gut and yelled, “We’re goanna get out of this fucking hellhole or die trying Sarge!” It stopped me from giving up, which is what I was prepared to do. As nightfall set in and you found yourselves in complete darkness you heard the words, “U.S. Marines” coming from above you. Tell us about that. It was about 8 pm when I heard voices in the distance yelling, “United States Marines, can anyone here us?” I started yelling at the top of my lungs and shortly after that, I had two men standing above us telling me they were U.S. Marines and were going to help. It was Staff Sgt. Jason Thomas and Dave Karnes. Both men had come to the WTC to help in the recovery, and somehow made their way into the center of the destruction and found us! They sent a third man that was with them to get help. Unfortunately, I never had the chance to meet this man. It was an extremely intense rescue operation to extricate you and McLoughlin. ESU Officers Paddy McGee, Scott Strauss and Paramedic Chuck Serelka placed themselves in harm’s way during the operation. What can you say about these men as it relates to unselfishness, sacrifice, and brotherhood? It would be an understatement to say they placed their lives at risk, as they truly put their lives on the line for us, due to the raging fire that was coming from above. Despite being ordered by their superiors to leave us, they heroically decided to stay and work. Nothing or nobody would stop them from saving us. Again, here I found myself surrounded by brave cops exercising unselfishness and sacrifice. This shows that there is more good in the world than bad, and when evil tries to win, there are men like Scott, Paddy, and Chuck, willing to combat the evil. Our brotherhood is a strong one and nothing will ever defeat our love and support for each other. After your rescue, your road to recovery was a long process, and the attack on 9-11 ultimately ended your career as a police officer. How have you been able to deal with the loss of your career over the last fifteen years and have you remained in contact with McLoughlin? It was very difficult to retire and leave behind a job that was more than a job but rather, a way of life and a dream for me. However, I made it a point to get back on my feet and show others that even though our dreams are sometimes taken from us, we must move on and begin new chapters in our lives. So I focused on my family, my health, and inspiring others to overcome, as Sarge and I have. I am very fortunate to have a great relationship with Sgt. McLoughlin. Our families are very close, and it is a friendship I cherish very much. Is the movie “World Trade Center”, an accurate depiction of what you and your team went through? Yes, the film was very well done and both Sarge and I and our families felt that the film showed what our team, our families and thousands of others went through on that dark day. We were lucky to make it home, but the film’s real message is that as Americans and as police officers, we are strong and no mater what, we will overcome. That message is one I want every police officer to know today and everyday, especially today as police officers are under extreme pressure and a lack of support from certain leaders. We will overcome. Any final thoughts? I want every officer to know how important they are to their communities and this nation. At a time that we have groups calling for the death of police officers and evil people actually killing our brothers and sisters, we must unite and support each other and never forget we are the line between good and evil. Never forget that without you there would be mass chaos and this is a fact. I want every officer reading this article to know that you are a Hero and you are appreciated, even though you do not get a pat on the back every day or are praised in the media. We took this job not for that but to make a difference, and you do that every day you put on that uniform. Never forget that! This interview is dedicated to Dominick Pezzullo, Antonio Rodrigues, Chris Amoroso, and the other 34 Port Authority Officers that bravely lost their lives so that others could live on Sept. 11, 2001. Joe Uliano has served as a police officer for the last fifteen years. During his time serving he obtained a bachelor’s degree in Criminal Justice from Caldwell University and a master’s degree from Seton Hall University in Human Resources, Training and Development. Joe is currently attending Seton Hall University, where he is completing an Educational Specialist (Ed.S.) degree in Educational Leadership, Policy and Management. NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 27 On the road Dallas, Texas 28 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 Baton Rouge, Lousianna Our flagship and sister publication NJ Blue Now hit the road to show support for Dallas and Baton Rouge Police Departments. Traveling 22 hours to Dallas Texas and 19 hours to Baton Rouge, they made the journey in solidarity for our brothers and sisters. Strengthening our commitment to officers nationwide many officers stopped by the van, sharing stories and memories with our team. During this difficult time we stand and support law enforcement. We offer our condolences to all the families of the officers senselessly killed by cowardly lunatics incited by irresponsible rhetoric and false narratives. Thank you Charile, Jeremy, and Alberto for making this memorable journey and for working to strengthen the bonds between our brothers and sisters nationwide. United we are stronger. NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 29 Sheriff Clarke Speaks Out The Three Big Lies of Criminal Justice Reform By Sheriff David A. Clarke Jr., Milwaukee County S o-called “criminal justice reform” is the latest attempt by the political left to weaken our country’s legal and justice system, and is utterly destructive to the rule of law and public safety. What’s even more distressing is the fact that some conservatives have chosen to tag along with progressives to take a bite of this venomous apple. A bipartisan bill, originating from the Senate Judiciary Committee, is currently before Congress that would reduce some mandatory minimum sentences and lead to the emancipation of violent felons across the country. The bill also addresses prison reforms and “mens rea” reform, or working criminal “intent” into the sentencing process. “How appealing,” some of these selfdeclared law and order advocates are thinking, “to demonstrate to the mainstream media and the progressive left, that we truly care about the human side of the scourge of crime across our nation.” “Give non-violent offenders a chance by keeping them out of prison or reducing 30 NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 their sentences,” advocates of sentencing reform lecture us in the police force. “We can no longer ignore the cost of our prison population. We must not turn our backs on the families that are being torn apart by needlessly harsh prison sentences that do not make us safer,” Vermont Senator Patrick Leahy said at a hearing on the issue. Not once did concern for the victims of crime cross his lips or concern for the victims’ families torn apart by crime. And, “now criminal advocates will give us credit for having a heart,” these conservatives secretly hope. Why would the GOP commit its seemingly never-ending attempt at political suicide and hand over one of its only remaining trademarks as the party of law and order? And yet moderates, conservatives, and libertarians, from Newt Gingrich to prominent donors and even the Christian Acton Institute, are wading, haplessly, into a trap set for them by the savvy and serpent-like left. The problem here is that we are not being told the truth. The support for this Trojan Horse is based on three lies. Lie number 1: it will only involve lowlevel non-violent offenders. Lie number 2: it will reduce incarceration costs, and lie number 3: it will reduce crime. Lie, lie, lie. I’m open to smart measures to increase efficiency, but most of these initiatives are pure social-engineering experiments. Recently, Newt Gingrich tweeted out, “@JerryBrownGov’s juvenile justice initiative would mean fairer justice at less cost w/ better public safety. Deserves Californians’ support.” How embarrassing. Gingrich is just parroting the talking points of soft-oncrime criminal advocates. Not only are these dangerous plans to embark upon, they have no effect on crime or the lives of the “sympathetic” criminal characters. Just look at California: the Los Angeles Times reported that despite the state To Advertise Call: 201.881.5100 book review Review by Joel E. Gordon Adversity is the first path to truth – Lord Byron From her opening childhood chapter Friend Or Foe, to her adult and military years in Aftermath, and Fork In The Road, author Julia Torres begins to chronicle her true life story in compelling fashion. 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Criminal justice reform also removes from the equation those most affected: the victims of crime—past, present, and future. For the most part, those who will suffer are black, low-income citizens who must bear the brunt of the fallout from well-meaning but idiotic criminal-justice reform advocates. This bipartisan get out-of-jail-free legislation won’t lessen costs whatsoever; instead, it will shift the cost back to the states when these miscreants reoffend, which they will. The non-violent offender in prison is a myth and there are real consequences to the shiny apple of This insider’s journey through Operation Desert Shield/Storm and beyond, is a fascinating view of how a strong-willed woman emerges victorious despite repeated, multiple challenges to her health and well-being. Although the book is complete with a series of pictures, Julia is a masterful storyteller. By going into great detail, painting images with words, you can often visualize her remembrances as if you were there. Julia’s skill in relating her story will result in your being taken through a full range of emotions, including the anger, sadness, and disappointment that we all feel during our lifetime. In the end, above all else, she will make you proud. A must read for anyone wishing to experience the personal growth, emotional journey, and triumphs of one of America’s brave soldiers. Julia Torres pulls no punches and tells it like it is. Hers is an amazing story and expose’. Still Standing: The Story of My Wars is book one of a two volume series. Chapter one of the sequel Bolder and Braver: My Undercover Life is included in Still Standing, which picks up on her transition to a subsequent career in law enforcement. Still Standing: The Story of My Wars is available in paperback via amazon.com and Barnes and Noble, or in hardcover or softcover through the author’s website juliatorresstillstanding.com criminal justice reform. Stories emerged in January of the case of Cory Lee Henderson of Utah, convicted of possession of a firearm by a felon, possession of meth with intent to distribute, and possession of a firearm during a drug crime. Henderson was granted parole and handed over to the Fortitude Treatment Center in one of the hallmarks of “criminal justice reform’s” idiotic “in lieu of incarceration” ideas. Henderson simply walked away from the facility and later ended up in a shootout with police, killing one officer and injuring another. Anyone who says that incarceration has no effect on public safety should then explain the record crime declines of the 1990s and early 2000, when we started to lock away dangerous career criminals for longer periods of time. Think of the people who are alive today because we got smart on crime by getting tougher. Congress needs to step back from going over a cliff. They need to think twice about linking arms with criminal coddlers who are looking for uninformed do-gooders to help them out in this social engineering experiment. What these movements do is go out and find some unlikely supporter and push him/her out front to give the Trojan Horse credibility and believability. Don’t be one. Sheriff David A. Clarke Jr. is the 64th Sheriff of Milwaukee County and is currently serving his fourth full term. He has appeared on many of the national news stations to defend the law enforcement profession. NY Blue now | Vol. 5 - Issue 2 2016 31 ask tanto KRIS “TANTO” PARONTO Discusses 9/11 NY Blue Now: Where were you 15 years ago on 9/11/2001? Tanto: I had been accepted into the Green to Gold Officer Program and had recently been discharged from U.S. Army Active Duty to attend the Creighton University ROTC program. I remember walking to my military science course and hearing from a passerby that the Twin Towers in NYC had been attacked. While you were under attack on Sept. 11, 2012 did you think about the Sept. 11 attack of 2001? If so, what was the significance of your thoughts? Actually I didn’t. The only things that I was thinking of were to protect my teammates, watch for targets, shoot and kill those targets, and work together as a unit to find a way to get all the survivors to a safe area and out of Benghazi. My main focus was NEVER QUITTING, no matter how difficult the situation got. Do you see our country vulnerable to another attack as large as 9/11? Not on that scale. I think that was a perfect storm per se. We as a country allowed ourselves to believe we were invincible and our leaders in D.C. from Clinton to Bush and their administrations did not take out Bin Laden when they had the opportunity (Bill Clinton) and did not see the warning signs or listen to the intelligence community as much as they should have (Bush). Now we as a country are constantly watching for a large-scale attack, therefore, we are not as vulnerable to that type. What we are extremely vulnerable to are the lone wolf or small scale attacks that cause massive terror and carnage. The terrorist, radical jihadist and Islamists know that we cannot defend against smallscale attacks due to the amount of easy targets, (Orlando) and our political correctness. Terrorists will use the compassion we Americans pride ourselves in against us. If foreign terrorists were to attack America, how do you believe they will carry it out? They will come into the U.S as refugees and carry out smallscale attacks, similar to what they are doing in Europe. France is a perfect example of how they are exploiting and utilizing a country’s compassion to take in refugees, without having the proper vetting mechanisms in place. Do you carry a survival bag with you on your speaking tour across America? If so, what are the most essential items one should have? If not, why? To be honest, I do not. Airport security makes it difficult to get items that I’d like to have with me 24/7 through carry-on luggage. But, I do have a folding knife that I carry, along with my passport. If I’m going to a gun friendly area, I will sometimes bring my pistol and CCW. I know that if necessary I can make an expedient field dressing and/or tourniquets with my clothing. The biggest strength anyone can have is the mindset of the ever possibility of being in a crisis situation, no matter where you are or what you’re doing, as well as staying ever vigilant--that’s half the battle right there. The father of the Orlando terrorist was recently at a Hillary Clinton rally and has stated publicly that he supports her, claiming she will be great for national security. What do you make of this? If she is elected President, we will see more attacks on American soil than we could ever imagine, and guys like myself will look back at all those who put her in office, as the country is suffering, and say, “we told you so.” Then we will pick up our weapons, move to the front, and protect those same people against the terrorists that they let flourish. Benghazi Survivor & Motivational Speaker, Kris “Tanto” Paronto, is one of the most sought after speakers in the country. For Booking Information or Media Requests, contact Judy Landreth Wilkinson at [email protected] ™ To ask Kris “Tanto” Paronto a question, reach out to NY Blue Now on Facebook. 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