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Copyright © Words Dance Publishing 2014 No part of this book may be used or performed without written consent from the author except for in critical articles & reviews. Cover design & interior layout by Amanda Oaks Words Dance Publishing WordsDance.com 2014 WORDS DANCE BOOK SAMPLER Featuring Poems from: LOVE AND OTHER SMALL WARS BY DONNA-MARIE RILEY WHAT WE BURIED BY CAITLYN SIEHL SPARKLEFAT BY MELISSA MAY SHAKING THE TREES BY AZRA TABASSUM I EAT CROW + BLUE COLLAR AT BEST BY AMANDA OAKS + ZACH FISHEL BELLY OF THE BEAST BY ASHE VERNON from Love and Other Small Wars Theories You are wisdom. Silver-tongued and sharp. Brain the size of a small country. I theorize in bed. All speculation. All questions and no answers. You are certain. You are fact and precision and well, obviously… I am all blood without you. Heart. Blood and wonder and still more blood. I am infinitely curious. If it weren’t for you, there’d be no conclusions to any of my conversations. Just wide, black holes. The earth opened in one giant yawn. History blurred into a question mark. Thank you for the opposition. For your tongue lying in wait. Your knowledge unsheathed and sunk deep into my softness. My far-fetched maybes. My asking. You say knowing is better when it can be tied up neatly. When it can be finished up and closed off. When the discussion is over. I prefer to wonder. Prefer my own imagination. Prefer ignorance. Prefer to challenge all your certainties. Your clean mouth. Boxed mind. Straight shooter you are. You solid rock. Bold, dense, and unmoving. You are a force to be reckoned with. So am I. The ocean crumbles boulders into nothing after only a few good touches. by Donna-Marie Riley Donna-Marie Riley is, first and foremost, a poet, albeit one with a shaking voice. At seven years old her second grade teacher personally bought her a journal and instructed her to “write everything.” So she did. The first poem she wrote without the help of her mother was entitled Leprechauns and was, quite frankly, rather terrible. Since then, however, she’s worked hard at the craft, dedicating more time to it than anything (and anyone) else. She can’t say herself whether it’s paid off, but she’s amassed a humble following within the online Tumblr community, which helps to keep her at it even on the bad days. She lives between homes in England, but often misses the sharp edges of New York City where she was raised. She collects old books, strange necklaces, and soft lovers. She gets nervous leaving the house without an umbrella and has trouble with the word gone. Love and Other Small Wars is her first collection of poetry. She hopes you’ll handle it gently. Paperback & eBook available for purchase at WORDSDANCE.COM also on Etsy + Amazon love and other small wars Poetry by Donna-Marie Riley | $12 | 76 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0615931111 Love and Other Small Wars reminds us that when you come back from combat usually the most fatal of wounds are not visible. Riley’s debut collection is an arsenal of deeply personal poems that embody an intensity that is truly impressive yet their hands are tender. She enlists you. She gives you camouflage & a pair of boots so you can stay the course through the minefield of her heart. You will track the lovely flow of her soft yet fierce voice through a jungle of powerful imagery on womanhood, relationships, family, grief, sexuality & love, amidst other matters. Battles with the heart aren’t easily won but Riley hits every mark. You’ll be relieved that you’re on the same side. Much like war, you’ll come back from this book changed. =m "Riley’s work is wise, intense, affecting, and uniquely crafted. This collection illuminates her ability to write with both a gentle hand and a bold spirit. She inspires her readers and creates an indelible need inside of them to consume more of her exceptional poetry. I could read Love and Other Small Wars all day long…and I did." — April Michelle Bratten editor of Up the Staircase Quarterly "Riley’s poems are personal, lyrical and so vibrant they practically leap off the page, which also makes them terrifying at times. A beautiful debut." — Bianca Stewart from WHAT WE BURIED IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING In the world where we are together, the rivers have hands that pray. The birds have learned how to cry and worms have hearts and a central nervous system. Everything is human here. Spiders pay rent to stay in the corners of our ceilings. Trees sing folk songs about their fallen brothers and sisters. The wind is their mother swaying them to sleep, trying to quiet the grief. The rocks write poems about the ocean but never show them to her. They cry erosion and she does not know how to give back what she has taken. I kiss you in front of the bruised face of the moon and can hear the blood pooling underneath her silver skin. There is no shame here. The grass begs for our bodies and we oblige. The crickets tune their strings and start playing their symphony. We are never alone, but we are free. The earth has a pulse that we check with our bare feet. Even the concrete hums. by Caitlyn Siehl Caitlyn is primarily interested in healing. Growing up in a small town in New Jersey, she began writing poetry three years ago with the intention of bringing pain to the surface, of clawing through the dirt and excavating it before singing it to sleep. She tries to be gentle with what hurts, and it has helped. Currently a student at Rutgers University, Caitlyn is studying film and journalism in the hopes of becoming a screenwriter. At twenty-years-old, she is still growing. She has found her voice and it is a delicate thing, so she is happy to be sharing it. Paperback & eBook available for purchase at WORDSDANCE.COM also on Etsy + Amazon WHAT WE BURIED Poetry by Caitlyn Siehl | $12 | 64 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0615985862 This book is a cemetery of truths buried alive. The light draws you in where you will find Caitlyn there digging. When you get close enough, she’ll lean in & whisper, Baby, buried things will surface no matter what, get to them before they get to you first. Her unbounded love will propel you to pick up a shovel & help— even though the only thing you want to do is kiss her lips, kiss her hands, kiss every one of her stretch marks & the fire that is raging in pit of her stomach. She’ll see your eyes made of devour & sadness, she’ll hug you & say, Baby, if you eat me alive, I will cut my way out of your stomach. Don’t let this be your funeral. Teach yourself to navigate the wound. =m "It takes a true poet to write of love and desire in a way that manages to surprise and excite. Caitlyn Siehl does this in poem after poem and makes it seem effortless. Her work shines with a richness of language and basks in images that continue to delight and astound with multiple readings. What We Buried is a treasure from cover to cover." — WILLIAM TAYLOR JR. Author of An Age of Monsters "Caitlyn weaves her words to form quilts of desire and passion and heartache and it isn't hard to say that she weaves it inside of us, the readers. If you love poetry, this book is definitely for you. The hard work that went into this book is easy to see and you can see the poet's beauty reflecting out of it in each page." — Amanda Helm from SparkleFat Love Letter– For the Symphony Dear Other Bodies, I have coveted you. I have worn my flesh in war against you. I have prayed to never end up like you. I have prayed to go back in time and steal the song from your perfect lungs. I have wished you sickness. I have held you responsible for my own imperfect love. I have ravaged you with teeth so dull it almost felt like a whisper. I have let comparison steal the joy I should have given you space for. I have mocked you. I have made my husband say I am more beautiful than you. I have hated you. I have made you an object. I have made you a prayer. I have made you a river I am grateful I do not have to swim in. I am sorry for the long history of war, stealth, and secret. I am sorry that I have looked at a body and removed it of the humanity inside. I’m sorry that I have taken a hammer to any body shaped like a more attractive nail. I am sorry for not loving you the way I have loved myself. I am sorry for being angry that you do not have to walk this road. I am sorry for the language of envy burned into my tongue. Dear Other Bodies – please know, when I fall madly in love with myself, I am falling madly in love with you as well. I am undoing all of the education about how to love these vessels. I am learning a new language of freckle and pock and open. Dear Other Bodies – my body is not always a light house. But when I am dangerous for you to travel near, I will not climb the rocks of my own insecurity and siren you into the cliffs. I will not make you a meal to feed my own emptiness. I will not punish my skin by comparison. I will not let envy steal my joy. I will not treat any body like an escape hatch out of my own responsibility. I will hold you as fully and completely as I hold myself: in accountability, in grace, and in truth. Signed, A body – a perfectly flawed body. by Melissa May Melissa May is a Youth-In-Crisis worker, body positivity/body justice activist, cat-call devourer, general unraveler of the patriarchy and salty feminist sass-mouth from Oklahoma. She has been a competitive spoken word artist since 2008, and has been both a multi-time Women of the World Poetry Slam finalist as well as the 3rd ranked poet in the world at the Individual Poetry Slam in 2012. She has a degree in Youth Ministry and Bible and Theology that she is aggressively not using, is married to a mad scientist, loves harder than medically recommended, cannot physically stop cursing and smuggles thousands of secrets around like the precious and delicate things that they are. The only secrets she can't seem to keep are her own. That's what you're holding now. The un-doing of all her shame. The most rare and wild jewel of her heart. Smuggle it around real good. Keep it safe. She'll owe you big. She knows you are perfect. Paperback & eBook available for purchase at WORDSDANCE.COM also on Etsy + Amazon SparkleFat Poems That Intend To Be Seen Poetry by Melissa May | $12 | 62 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0692225417 SparkleFat is a loud, unapologetic, intentional book of poetry about my body, about your body, about fat bodies and how they move through the world in every bit of their flash and spark and burst. Some of the poems are painful, some are raucous celebrations, some are reminders and love letters and quiet gifts back to the vessel that has traveled me so gracefully - some are a hymnal of yes, but all of them sparkle. All of them don’t mind if you look – really. They built their own house of intention, and they draped that shit in lime green sequins. All of them intend to be seen. All of them have no more fucks to give about a world that wants them to be quiet. =m "I didn't know how much I needed this book until I found myself, three pages in, ugly crying on the plane next to a concerned looking business man. This book is the most glorious, glittery pink permission slip. It made me want to go on a scavenger hunt for every speck of shame in my body and sing hot, sweaty R&B songs to it. There is no voice more authentic, generous and resounding than Melissa May. From her writing, to her performance, to her role in the community she delivers fierce integrity & staggering passion. From the first time I watched her nervously step to the mic, to the last time she crushed me in a slam, it is has been an honor to watch her astound the poetry slam world and inspire us all to be not just better writers but better people. We need her." — Lauren Zuniga Author of The Smell of Good Mud "SparkleFat is a firework display of un-shame. Melissa May’s work celebrates all of the things we have been so long told deserved no streamers. This collection invites every fat body out to the dance and steams up the windows in the backseat of the car afterwards by kissing the spots we thought (or even hoped) no one noticed but are deserving of love just the same as our mouths." — Rachel Wiley Author of Fat Girl Finishing School from Shaking the Trees LOVE IS HERE AND LOVE IS HUNGRY Mother, I am ravenous. Mother it is not what they said, they did not tell us the truth, they did not even say that it would look like the underbelly of a skinned mammal. That it would be like the inside of a lip. It is the scrape of his teeth on the soft of my arm and how I moaned for days. It is greedy and hungry. I am always hungry. I am always a stomach full of teeth and need. Need, god, I need. Once in the morning and once in the afternoon, sometimes in between. Sometimes I am not a girl, but a slice of desire. Mother, if desperation were human, she would wear my eyes. She would hold my hands. She would take me by the neck and fill me until I was boneless. Later she would write in her diary, today I destroyed a girl and it tasted like wine. We’ve been swapping spit instead of stories. We’ve been trying to eat each other alive. In the quiet moments, I have been picking cherry stems out of his teeth. I have been tying them up in knots and feeding them back to him. I have filled his stomach with pits. Every time, I have kissed it into his mouth and said, I am a seed. When you tear me out, I want you to feel it in your throat. I want you to feel it everywhere. I am wanting and longing, love is not what they said. It is not what we learned, or how we acted. It is full of tongue. It is full of plum. Grab what you need and keep taking. Gorge. Don’t bury. Become limbs, become breaths, become the tiny spaces between your body. Inhabit, expand. Fuck. Fuck until you are raw. When you are both skeletons you will kiss each other full again. You will wrestle skin and ache. It is not what I’ve read, mother. There is a monster inside of me. It’s turned me into a body, it’s turned me into nails. I am desperate for him. I am trembling for him. Love is furious, mother, it is so red and so ugly. At night we hold each other and shake from the violence of it. BY AZRA TABASSUM Azra Tabassum is a 20 year old English Student and hopeless romantic who lives on the South Coast of England and spends her days crying over fictional men and cats that she does not own. Her lifelong dream is to fall in love with a man with a beard and retire to a small cottage in Scotland to raise an army of felines, open a small bookshop and of course, spend her days writing books and eating chocolate. Paperback & eBook available for purchase at WORDSDANCE.COM also on Etsy + Amazon SHAKING THE TREES Poetry by Azra Tabassum | $12 | 72 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0692232408 From the very first page Shaking the Trees meets you at the edge of the forest, extends a limb & seduces you into taking a walk through the dark & light of connection. Suddenly, like a gunshot in the very-near distance, you find yourself traipsing though a full-blown love story that you can’t find your way out of because the story is actually the landscape underneath your feet. It’s okay though, you won’t get lost– you won’t go hungry. Azra shakes every tree along the way so their fruit blankets the ground before you. She picks up pieces & hands them to you but not before she shows you how she can love you so gently it will feel like she’s unpeeling you carefully from yourself. She tells you that it isn’t about the bite but the warm juice that slips from the lips down chin. She holds your hand when you’re trudging through the messier parts, shoes getting stuck in the muck of it all, but you’ll keep going with the pulp of the fruit still stuck in-between your teeth, the juice will dry in the crooks of your elbows & in the lines on your palms. You’ll taste bittersweet for days. =m "I honestly haven’t read a collection like this before, or at least I can’t remember having read one. My heart was wrecked by Azra. It’s like that opening line in Fahrenheit 451 when Bradbury says, “It was a pleasure to burn.” It really was a pleasure being wrecked by it." — Noura of NouraReads "I wanted to cry and cheer and fuck. I wanted to take the next person I saw and kiss them straight on the lips and say, "Remember this moment for the rest of your life." — Chelsea Miller from I Eat Crow You Flood It’s raining your name & five miles back my windshield wiper eyes gave up on clearing the way you used to mother me into thinking that it was okay to love me like that. It’s raining your name like the way bones shake when they are standing in the tallness & balancing on the hollowed-out surface of either our love or fear. It’s raining your name like bomb squad, like battering ram, like fallout shelter. It’s raining your name & I want it to be hymnal. I want it to be like two sets of legs intertwined inside a sleeping bag in a covered bed of a pickup truck parked on a forgotten dirt road. I want it be like the way the body remembers touch. The way a smell or a song can jet ski you back 20 years. It’s raining your name & if it can’t be that, I’d rather it be volcano ash falling over a town we just mowed over. I’d rather it be the debris from the crash between our two airplane hearts dead-dropping to the ground. It’s raining your name & I turn slow leak. I turn puddle. I river. I ocean. I fuckin’ tsunami. You waterboard. You constant drip. It’s raining your name & I can’t seem to remember the way the inside of my head sounds without it. by Amanda Oaks Amanda Oaks currently lives & loves in Western PA with her love & life partner, they have two loving sons that have filled theirs lives with laughs & lessons. She likes poems that bloody your mouth just to kiss it clean. Enabler, poet, hoop dancer, lippy feminist, multi-passionate artist & the founding editor of Words Dance Publishing, her works have appeared in numerous online & print publications, including Stirring, Dressing Room Poetry Journal, Glamour, Elle, Parenting & Artful Blogging. Her chapbook, Hurricane Mouth, was published by NightBallet Press in 2014 & she is currently working on her third collection, Raised on Pop Songs. She's an ever-growing, always learning, work-in-progress, just like you. You can find all the stuff at: AmandaOaks.com + Words Dance.com from Blue Collar at Best Eating Alone There’s a certain way to move the left hand when flipping eggs for a woman whose heart is still asleep. You will fail and break the yolks, watching perfect yellow ribbons string themselves across the skillet, hardening at the first bit of heat like winter traffic. You are the brown paper towels used in second grade to see how much impact lipstick will one day make. You’re dancing in the ocean, kelp falling across your breasts, a mermaid dangling in the moonlight as the tide rolls in. This desire is a greasy spoon found on the counter after soaking your sleeves all day for minimum wage. You reach into the basin, earn a pinky scar from some careless hand throwing cake cutters. Some minuscule parts per millionth leave your body, heavy lightning marrying the filth as a shark turns southward against the current. Your fear in its ragged mouth. by Zach Fishel Zach Fishel was born in Central Pennsylvania and always comes home. He's been a hiking and canoe guide, outdoor educator and university professor. At present he is residing in North Dakota and teaching on a reservation. His poetry has received multiple Pushcart and Best of the Web Nominations. He is the author of Windsock Etiquette via Red Paint Hill Press as well as chapbooks from NightBallet Press. He still believes he can be an astronaut, cowboy, and a hobo. Paperback & eBook available for purchase at WORDSDANCE.COM also on Etsy + Amazon I EAT CROW + BLUE COLLAR AT BEST Poetry by Amanda Oaks + Zach Fishel | $15 | 124 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0692281598 Home is where the heart is and both poets’ hearts were raised in the Appalachian region of Western Pennsylvania surrounded by coal mines, sawmills, two-bit hotel taverns, farms, churches and cemeteries. These poems take that region by the throat and shake it until it’s bloody and then, they breathe it back to life. This book is where you go when you’re looking for nostalgia to kick you in the teeth. This is where you go when you’re 200 miles away from a town you thought you’d never want to return to but suddenly you’re pining for it. Amanda and Zach grew up 30 miles from each other and met as adults through poetry. Explore both the male and female perspective of what it’s like to grow up hemmed in by an area’s economic struggle. These poems mine through life, love, longing and death, they’re for home and away, and the inner strength that is not deterred by any of those things. SPLIT BOOK #1 What are Split Books? Two full-length books from two poets in one + there's a collaborative split between the poets in the middle! Collect them all! from Belly of the Beast SPEAKING OF LOVE There is an ocean between the first time I said “I love you” and the last time I meant it. I left that word buried in the sand of a shoreline I’ve never seen and took some time for myself: to turn my life into a book that didn’t read like unfinished emails and grocery lists of all your favorite foods. I spent days scrubbing your name out of the grout that lines the bathtub, shaking your dust from my shoes, relearning how to spell my name. It must have been months of waking up on your side of the bed, and wondering where all this empty space came from. I hope my teeth came tumbling out of your suitcase the first time you said my name to a friend in passing. I hope I hung on like a remora until kissing her felt too much like sleepwalking down the stairs of our old apartment. I hope bad dreams sent you out to the beach with a shovel and a good bottle of wine, digging through saltwater for proof I ever even touched you. While you go looking for that word, I will be at home in an apartment that looks nothing like you, drinking hot tea that tastes more like love than your mouth ever did. And when you call at four in the morning, hands as empty as the bottle by your side, I will be sleeping soundly, for the first time in a long time. BY ASHE VERNON Ashe is a queer poet from Texas. She has nearly finished undergrad at Stephen F. Austin State University, where she majored in theatre and minored in gender studies. Ashe’s focus falls, again and again, on themes of self-acceptance. She likes to give the demons room to breathe and she has always looked to the stars. On top of poetry, Ashe is a playwright, an actor, and an artist. Ashe hopes to move to a big city with her grumpy cat and cover herself in tattoos. Paperback & eBook available for purchase at WORDSDANCE.COM also on Etsy + Amazon belly of the beast Poetry by Ashe Vernon | $12 | 82 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0692300541 “Into the Belly of the Beast we crawl with Ashe as our guide; into the dark visceral spaces where love, lust, descent and desire work their transformative magic and we find ourselves utterly altered in the reading. A truly gifted poet and truth-spiller, Ashe’s metaphors create images within images, leading us to question the subjective truths, both shared and hidden, in personal relationship – to the other, and to oneself. Unflinching in her approach, her poetry gives voice to that which most struggle to admit – even if only to themselves. And as such, Belly of the Beast is a work of startling courage and rich depth – a darkly delicious pleasure.” – Amy Palko Goddess Guide, Digital Priestess & Writer “It isn’t often you find a book of poetry that is as unapologetic, as violent, as moving as this one. Ashe’s writing is intense and visceral. You feel the punch in your gut while you’re reading, but you don’t question it. You know why it’s there and you almost welcome it.” – Caitlyn Siehl Author of What We Buried “The poems you are about to encounter are the fierce time capsules of girlhood, girded with sharp elbows, surprise kisses, the meanders of wanderlust. We need voices this strong, this true for the singing reminds us that we are not alone, that someone, somewhere is listening for the faint pulse that is our wish to be seen. Grab hold, this voice will be with us forever.” – RA Washington GuidetoKulchurCleveland.com LITERARY SEXTS A Collection of Short & Sexy Love Poems (Volume 1) | $12 | 42 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0615959726 Literary Sexts is a modern day anthology of short love poems with subtle erotic undertones edited by Amanda Oaks & Caitlyn Siehl. Hovering around 50 contributors & 124 poems, this book reads is like one long & very intense conversation between two lovers. It’s absolutely breathtaking. These are poems that you would text to your lover. Poems that you would slip into a back pocket, suitcase, wallet or purse on the sly. Poems that you would write on slips of paper & stick under your crush’s windshield wiper. Poems that you would write on a Post-it note & leave on the bathroom mirror. poem your heart out Prompts, Poems & Room to Add Your Own Volume 1 | $15 | 158 pages | 5.5" x 8.5" | softcover | ISBN: 978-0692317464 prompt Book + Anthology + Workbook Words Dance Publishing teamed up with the Writer’s Digest’s Poetic Asides blog to make their Poem-A-Day challenge this year even more spectacular! Part poetry prompt book, part anthology of the best poems written during the 2014 April PAD(Poem-A-Day) Challenge on the Poetic Asides blog (by way of Writer's Digest) & part workbook, let both, the prompt & poem, inspire you to create your own poetic masterpieces. Maybe you participated in April & want to document your efforts during the month. Maybe you’re starting now, like so many before you, with just a prompt, an example poem, & an invitation to poem your heart out! You’re encouraged—heck, dared—to write your own poems inside of this book! This book is sectioned off by Days, each section will hold the prompt for that day, the winning poem for that day & space for you to place the poem you wrote for that day’s prompt inside. Just a few of the guest judges: Amy King, Bob Hicok, Jericho Brown, Nate Pritts, Kristina Marie Darling & Nin Andrews... Challenge yourself, your friend, a writing workshop or your class to this 30 Day Poem-A-Day Challenge! This is an invitation to poem your heart out! WORDS DANCE PUBLISHING has one aim: To spread mind-blowing / heart-opening poetry. Words Dance artfully & carefully wrangles words that were born to dance wildly in the heart-mind matrix. Rich, edgy, raw, emotionally-charged energy balled up & waiting to whip your eyes wild; we rally together words that were written to make your heart go boom right before they slay your mind. We like Poems that sneak up on you. Poems that make out with you. Poems that bloody your mouth just to kiss it clean. Poems that bite your cheek so you spend all day tonguing the wound. Poems that vandalize your heart. Poems that act like a tin can phone connecting you to your childhood. Fire Alarm Poems. Glitterbomb Poems. Jailbreak Poems. Poems that could marry the land or the sea; that are both the hero & the villain. Poems that are the matches when there is a city-wide power outage. Poems that throw you overboard just dive in & save your ass. Poems that push you down on the stoop in front of history’s door screaming at you to knock. Poems that are soft enough to fall asleep on. Poems that will still be clinging to the walls inside of your bones on your 90th birthday. We like poems. Submit yours. Words Dance Publishing is an independent press out of Pennsylvania. We work closely & collaboratively with all of our writers to ensure that their words continue to breathe in a sound & stunning home. Most importantly though, we leave the windows in these homes unlocked so you, the reader, can crawl in & throw one fuck of a house party. To learn more about our books, authors, events & Words Dance Poetry Magazine, visit: WordsDance.com