Poems on Turtle Shells - Closter Public Schools
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Poems on Turtle Shells - Closter Public Schools
Poems on Turtle Shells Scripta 2014-2015 Tenakill Middle School Closter, New Jersey “Behold the turtle, who makes progress only when he sticks his neck out.” Scripta, a non-profit publication, is produced annually by students of Tenakill Middle School, Closter, New Jersey. All work included is student-generated and student-edited. Scripta invites any student of Tenakill interested in having his or her writing or art appear in the magazine to submit work for consideration. Submissions are presented anonymously at weekly meetings held from September through June. The deadline for submissions is April 1. Any student interested in joining the Scripta staff may contact a Tenakill Language Arts teacher for information. 2 SCRIPTA Poems on Turtle Shells Scripta Volume XI 2014-2015 Literary and Art Magazine Tenakill Middle School 275 High Street Closter, New Jersey 07624 Superintendent and Interim Principal: Ms. Joanne Newberry Vice Principal: Dr. Robert Hyman Poems on Turtle Shells 3 Staff and Credits Staff Zana Allajbegu Barbara Gilman Matthew Gonzales Connor Goranson Robin Gwak Jeanne Hagen Jacqueline Kim Matthew Kim Diva Kothari Ishikaa Kothari Isabelle Lee Lauren Lee Emily Luo Julianna Marton Parth Mehta Joshua Meininger Naomi Meininger Ava Miller Katherine Miller Tula Nicholson Chaeyoon Ok Meryem Ozgen Rhea Patel Aneesa Saha Vama Shah Aliyah Siddiqui Katie Vandermel Maya Yacouel Advisor Ms. Nancy Kern 4 SCRIPTA 2014-2015 Tenakill Language Arts Department Barbara Cullere, Supervisor Mary Auriti Rachel Bell Erica Cho Kerry Frazer Nancy Kern Judy Lagomarsino Jennifer Levy Alexandra Meril Rhonda Starer Colleen Tirtirian Closter Board of Education Anthony Linn, President Ann Ginsberg, Vice President Chris Kwon Stephanie Lee Gregg Lambert Dina Marinaccio Peter Micera Grace Park Carmen Pfeiffer Poems on Turtle Shells 5 Table of Contents Poetry Dream Dance Real? To My Flightless Friend Barbershop Prison of Illness Ghosts Ten The Other Side Tired Pencil Clicking Trouble Highway My Room Baseball Red ‘N Ripe An Atrocious Achoo Untitled Limbo Untitled Sea Green No Umbrella Not Just Yet Finding the Key 6 SCRIPTA 8 8 9 16 17 20 21 22 32 33 38 39 44 44 45 52 59 60 61 66 68 69 Emily Luo Connor Goranson Zana Allajbegu Justin Hwang Katie Vandermel Chaeyoon Ok Anastasia Tavares Chaeyoon Ok John Paul Alker Giulia Muller Matthew Gonzales Yuval Nathaniel Joshua Meininger Nicholas Yim Barbara Gilman Lauren Lee Lauren Lee Alice Militaru Meryem Ozgen Yahav Manor Jeanne Hagen Abby Rozen Prose Happiness A Nonexistent Sequel to the Real “Little Red Riding Hood” Together Step-by-Step Gone The Faithful Falcon A Pig Named Snort Snort Moving On Coming Home Speaking With My Past Self No One to Hold Going Home 10 18 23 24 30 34 40 46 54 62 67 Maya Yacouel Katherine Miller Shira Pardo Eden Glick Zana Allajbegu Tula Nicholson Abby Rozen Aliyah Siddiqui Katie Vandermel Matthew Gonzales Barbara Gilman 8 15 16 19 20 23 24 29 31 33 35 39 41 44 46 53 58 61 65 67 68 Robin Gwak Diva Kothari Zana Allajbegu Emily Luo Jacqueline Kim Diva Kothari Katherine Miller Katherine Miller Isabelle Lee Isabelle Lee Maya Yacouel Lauren Lee Jacqueline Kim Diva Kothari Ishikaa Kothari Lauren Lee Zana Allajbegu Emily Luo Lauren Lee Katherine Miller Isabelle Lee Jackie Kim Art Cover Mirror Image Half Asleep and Hovering Scissors Little Red Riding Hood Ghosts I Can Wait But I Think the Flowers Will Wilt Freedom to Dream Abstract Abstract Spilled Pencils Synergistic Bond Messy Room Pig Ripe Tomato Intrepid Beast’s Eye Dark Forest Darkness Sided Thoughts Umbrella Yield to Time Poems on Turtle Shells 7 Dream Dance by Emily Luo My dream is to dance, and I am a boy. Mama wasn’t supportive when I told her about my dream. Papa didn’t listen at all. I still wanted to dance, so I signed up anyway. Today was the dance. I hid behind all the girls. “Mirror Image” Diva Kothari Real? by Connor Goransen When? Where? What? Who? Everything. Real? Or just a dream? When we die do we just wake up and start a new life? Or do we just disappear from the world? Or do we stay, watching and listening to everyone and everything, traveling the world, undetected. Is life real? Or is it just a dream? 8 SCRIPTA To My Flightless Friend by Zana Allajbegu People say we’re the same They’re wrong I live in a cold place You live in an even colder place I can :ly You can’t What in the world Makes them think that I’m like you? I can see towns of slow-‐walking creatures Mountains lurking in the distance You can see Ice White glass next to water I can see Rolling green hills And beautiful lakes Sprinkled with powder in the winter If you look up at the sky Sometimes You might see colors Chartreuse, turquoise, gold Against the darkness Can you see that? Poems on Turtle Shells 9 HAPPINESS, A Tale of Levity and Levitation By Maya Yacouel I need to write down all of it to believe that it really is true. Because this is real life, and I know it. Dreams can’t be that long, now, can they? Impossible, amazing stuff, if you know what I mean. First week of summer, I just finished eleventh grade. None of it is possible, but that doesn’t change the fact that it isn’t true. Everything did happen, exactly as I’m going to tell it now. I was lying comfortably on a pile of fluffy white pillows, which were obviously filled with the fluffiest, most luxurious feathers there can be, since I was the king’s daughter. My father was the king of the sky, of course, and I was waaaay up in the sky, where humans cannot breathe. But I was special. I could breathe waaaay up here. A trusted servant brought me my favorite juice, apricot nectar, in my favorite golden goblet. I asked for more, and the servant rushed towards the kitchen, trying to impress me to get a pay raise. While he was gone, I sighed to myself, “What a life! And when is that servant bringing my jui-“ “Mae! Wake up! We’re going to a… picnic, and I know that you’re listening, so don’t fall asleep!” The usual wakeup voice my mom uses rang through my ears. I HATE waking up early!!!!!! An image popped in my head: my mom, being chased and then punished by my father, king of the sky (he’s only my father in my dream!) She would be hanged for waking me up so early! Suddenly feelings of regret and sadness of mom being hanged filled my stomach, and they chased away those 10 SCRIPTA horrid images which filled my head only moments ago. How early was it, anyway? I asked myself to change the subject. I opened one eye to look to my right at the alarm clock. I opened my other eye, and both of them widened in shock and surprise. I rubbed my eyes. I looked again. It was still there, impossible to miss--my perfectly painted lavender wall. I blinked. I rubbed my eyes. Again. And again. Still there. The entire time. I looked to my left and saw another perfectly painted lavender wall, except that under this one was my bed. On the other side of the room. Under me was the floor, and right above my head, the ceiling, which couldn’t be more than a foot away from my head. Wait. Now might be a good time to tell you a little about myself. I am a sixteen year-old girl. I go to Springfield High School, and I cheerlead for the Springfield Cougars. I am 5 feet 4 inches tall, and I have green eyes and light brown hair. I am also very social and daring. I like to draw, read, and write, so I take advanced art and Language Arts classes. I am messy. My room is always messy. For example: my bed. My towel is always on it, instead of drying in the bathroom. My pillow is on the wrong side of the bed, my blanket hanging half off it. My stuffed animals are usually on my desk instead of on the bed, which is never made. My dirty clothes are all over the crumpled carpet, my homework is sprawled all over the dusty floor. All my stuff is usually in piles, and even after the cleaning lady comes, my room is messed up all over again after about an hour. Back to my story. I was still there, up high, so I pinched myself, the hardest I could manage. This was pretty hard, apparently. “OOOOOOUUUUUUUCCCCCC CHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I yelled in pain. So this was real. But it couldn’t be. It just couldn’t! It was impossible. Flying, or hovering, or floating, or whatever you want to call it, that kind of stuff was just fantasy. I never liked those princess movies when I was little. I would’ve rather to read books about animals or plants, and when I didn’t know how to read I would look at the detailed pictures. I thought those old movies were silly, that they were stupid, for immature people. Now I wished I’d seen them. Maybe one of them had someone flying that would teach you how to get down. Now that would’ve been useful. “Mom?” my quivering voice echoed through the suddenly silent house. I heard my mom in the distance. “No, your foot goes in this hole!” She must have been talking to my two year-old sister. “Yes?” I heard her call. Was she talking to me? “Mae? Did you, um, want something?” she added. “Yeah!” I yelled. “You, uhm, have to come here! Please?” I say, my voice faltering. Footsteps. A door opened, though I couldn’t see it. A scream, followed by a thud. I was guessing it was my mom. “Mom? Is that you? Are you OK?” I asked as I turned over so that my stomach was now facing my messy floor, which my mom was sitting on. My mind took a tangent to “The Land of Thoughts and Wonders.” How could I get down to her? Would I ever be able to get down from here? But then, flying had always been my dream, so why did I want to get down? (It did seem cool, even though I never believed in magic!) Then the happiness washed over me, like a storm surge would wash the beach, and I got a tingling feeling, spreading from deep in my chest, all through my body, to the tips of my toes, and the very top of my head. I was flying! This didn’t happen to any ordinary people, did it? This was no ordinary thing, right? I was special, just like in my dream! Though this was still weird. Maybe I could try to swim to my mom? Would it work? Questions kept buzzing in my head like angry bees, and they kept popping in and being pushed out by others. I could have kept on asking questions forever, except I hit my head on the ceiling and jerked back to reality. This time it was my mom saying, “Mae? Are you OK?” Apparently while I was daydreaming, my mom had gotten up to a leaningon-my-bed-and-swaying-side-toside position. I rubbed my head where I hit, and it seemed I descended a little. “Yeah, I’m fine,” I replied. “Um, mom?” “Huh? Oh, right… What?” she looked up at me. I was hovering so close to the ceiling now that I had to strain my neck not to hit my head again. “How do I, um, get down?” Poems on Turtle Shells 11 “I… I… I don’t know… I’ll get your dad… yeah… I’ll be back soon… bye…” she muttered. She has a plan, I’m sure of it! Doesn’t she? I thought to myself. “Um. Mom?” I asked her uncertainly. finger, but I didn’t. The moment I stopped swimming I started to rise again. Mom didn’t seem to notice. “Um, thanks mom!” I said after a while when the silence pressing my ears again was just too much. “I stared at the closed door in silence for a long time, until my phone slipped from my hands. ‘NO!!!’ I said automatically and grabbed the phone out of the air.” “Hmm? Oh. What?” she looked up again. “Am I still going to the picnic, or am I going to eat here, because I’m kinda hungry.” I already knew her answer would be no, but I wanted to break the silence, which was pressing harder and harder on my eardrums as every moment passed. All of a sudden I descended a bit. This time, I was sure of it. “Oh yeah… of course… no… no picnic… I’ll call… say we’re not coming… yeah…” I smiled to myself. My mom was always muttering to herself, even though she was the most organized person in the world. Maybe she was just saying part of what she was thinking, or maybe it just all makes sense in her head. My mom turned to leave. “Oh, and, mom?” my voice faltered again. “Hmm?” “Can you, um, give me my cell phone? Please?” “Sure… yeah…” she took my phone out of its charger and climbed slowly onto my bed, and she had that look that said I am thinking hard right now. Do not bother me. Later. I swam down to meet her and took my phone out of her hand. I almost touched her 12 SCRIPTA “Oh… right… I’m off to get your father… bye…” She clambered off the messy bed onto the messy floor, stepping on it like a giant would step on a human-sized maze while trying not to break any walls in it. I stared at the closed door in silence for a long time, until my phone slipped from my hands. “NO!!!” I said automatically and grabbed my phone out of the air. Wait… am I imagining things? I took a deep breath and loosened my fingers around my phone, letting it slip through my fingers like water. And… it… floated. Did this mean… did this mean that whatever I touched would float, too? I swam down to my gleaming white alarm clock. I stretched out my finger and touched it as gently as possible. It started to rise. As it rose to my face level, I noticed the time was 9:41. 9:42. 9:43. 9:44. I stared at my alarm clock in surprise for quite a while, my eyebrows disappearing behind my light brown bangs. As I rose along with my alarm clock, with my phone in one hand and the other hanging loosely by my side, I turned on my phone. It read, ‘SLIDE TO UNLOCK.’ I put my finger on the screen and steered the arrow towards the end of my phone. ‘PASSWORD’ it said. 2,5,8,0, I clicked. I went to texts and into the place where Meg and I text each other. Meg was my best friend. Her real name was Megan, but she hated it. We called ourselves: ‘THE M&M’s.’ O-M-G! GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!! I texted Meg. WHAT? TELL ME! I NEED TO KNOW! Meg texted immediately, as if she had been waiting for that text all morning. I quickly summed up what happened in about the last hour. NO. WAY. I got after a while. YES WAY! I quickly typed. COME OVER AND SEE FOR YOURSELF! I quickly added. After that my phone read OFFLINE. Five minutes later I heard the doorbell ring. “Mom! Can you get that for me?” I shouted. “Uhh, sure!” she replied. I heard the door open, then close. A quick “Hello Mrs. Dall!” from Meg, then shuffling footsteps. My bedroom door opened, and in came Meg. Meg was tall, thin, pouf. I wasn’t there. She looked up. I was there. Then a surprised mask was pulled over her face, complete with the mouth hanging open. There was an awkward silence, which almost never happened with Meg. Then Meg spoke a single word, but that single word said a lot itself. “Whoa.” “Yeah, I know, right?” I whispered to break the silence. Then she said, “Can I touch you?” I thought, hard. I thought about the alarm clock. Where was it now? I looked around: it had flown to the brightest corner in the room, the top right corner. I swam over to it, took it in my hands. “Well,” I finally said. “If you want to float, then sure! The thing is, I don’t really know how to get down, so… I mean, I touched this alarm clock,” I pointed to it, “and, well, it just did this!” I pointed to myself. Meg simply stared at me in shock. I looked into Meg’s big blue eyes, blue, like the sky on a beautiful day, her hair the color of the sun. “I swam down to her, took a deep breath. I stretched out my hand, slowly, towards Meg’s outstretched one, my finger a millimeter away from hers.” blonde, and blue-eyed. She was wearing a blue tank top, knee-length jeans, and sneakers. She looked totally different from me, since I was still in my pajamas, which were red and had one Mickey Mouse on the shirt, and lots of Mickey Mouses on the pants. (There is only one Mickey Mouse--there might be several pictures but they are all still the same mouse.) Meg looked at my bed. I wasn’t there. She looked at my desk. I wasn’t there. She looked at my They were jumping in excitement. “Yes, I want to float, just touch me already!” “Oh. Right. Yeah. OK, all right. Here goes!” I swam down to her, took a deep breath. I stretched out my hand, slowly, towards Meg’s outstretched one, my finger a millimeter away from hers. She stood on her tippy toes, and our fingers touched. I saw Meg’s feet rise off the floor. I closed my eyes. I could feel her excitement and happiness. I Poems on Turtle Shells 13 “My eyes were still teeming with tears, but I opened them anyway. I didn’t care if anyone saw me cry!” thought about this. I made Meg happy. Happy. Hmm. I thought I felt something click in my head, like a puzzle piece falling into place. And that puzzle, was the explanation of how I came to float. I was feeling very happy yesterday, since mom said I was getting the newest, coolest, iPhone 9, in just a week! And then, when I walked back to my room, I didn’t even hear my footsteps! And I was feeling light when I went to bed, as if I was filled with air! I’m guessing this flying/ floating buissness started when mom told me about the new iPhone 9, because that was the reason for my happiness. So to get down did I need the opposite of happiness, sadness? Did I need to make someone sad? Or did I need to be sad? Did someone need to make me sad? Or maybe I needed to think about something sad? Ugh! This was so frustrating! How was I ever going to get down from here? I didn’t think I will ever be able to! I was gonna DIE up here! All of a sudden I couldn’t see anything, couldn’t hear anything, and couldn’t feel anything, because of my anger and sadness. My heart was pounding so fast, and I’d never wanted anything more in my life than to get down. Down, to the sweet, sweet, ground. Tears leaked from under my closed eyes, even though I tried to keep them in. My feet were suddenly cold, so I sat down on a crumpled piece of paper, and put my hands on my feet to warm them up. My eyes were still teeming with 14 SCRIPTA tears, but I opened them anyway. I didn’t care if anyone saw me cry! Then I realized something. Meg was looking down at me from waaaay up there in the ceiling. Dad was looking down at me from halfway up a ladder, (where did that come from?) Mom was blinking down at me from her standing up position, a confused mask pulled over her face. They all had one thing in common; they were all looking down at me. I was surprised. Weren’t Meg and I supposed to be the ones looking down at mom and dad? I blinked. Once, twice, three times. I looked around, gasped. I was on the FLOOR! And I was sitting! On a piece of paper, on the floor! Then I gaped around at my family, (Meg was like a sister to me!) looking from one to the other. “I understand it all now! I got down because I was so mad, angry, frustrated, and especially sad. All of these emotions are the opposite of happy, which is why I was floating in the first place. So when I was sad, I became heavy and sank back to the floor!” I blurted out. It took a moment for that to sink in. There was an awkward silence again. “Well, I don’t really want to stay up here forever...so I guess I’ll try to get down...” Meg said quietly after a while. She closed her eyes, and it seemed as if she was thinking hard, but a minute passed and she was still up there. After a few more tries she slowly floated down next to me. Then came my mom, and then my dad, who did the same exact thing. “So... that was really weird,” I said, after everyone came down. “We need to keep this secret. Just make sure not to tell anyone about this. We don’t want to end up as some kind a weird science experiment.” We all looked at one another and agreed. . “Half Asleep and Hovering” Zana Allajbegu Poems on Turtle Shells 15 Barbershop by Justin Hwang I walk into the barbershop, the bell jingling away as I open the mahogany door, the barber waiting for me, with a scissor hungrily waiting to eat my hair. The chair of doom waits to headlock me in its arm as the scissor eats away, and the hairspray spits at my bowl cut, as I think “Say it, don’t spray it.” As I watch my strands of hair fall, they are yelling “Why! Why must you do this?” I watch them helplessly as the broom herds them into the hair pan as a shepherd might do. I look over to the mannequin as it whispers “Don’t end up like me!” I smell the gel on my remaining locks, and they are yelling “Noooo!” But their voices are drowned out quickly. My most prized possession writhes in agony, and I think how evil this place could get. “Scissors” Emily Luo 16 SCRIPTA Prison of Illness by Katie Vandermel The doctor’s office Is a foul place, Which causes utmost stress And discomfort, To me. The medicine bottles cackle With a warning: “Beware!” The chairs whine when I sit on them, The peculiar scented pillows huff and puff when laid on. Tissue boxes grab Whatever substance from your ill nose, And garbage cans feast On the band-aids and plastic wrappers from their main supplier: Patients. The white coats cringe At all the sicknesses inflicted upon them, From those who enter This dungeon of misery. Poems on Turtle Shells 17 A Nonexistent Sequel to the Real “Little Red Riding Hood’” by Katherine Miller “Honestly Sidney, I still just cannot believe that you allowed Red out there all on her own to go visit your mother,” Brittany said. Brittany was the main source of gossip in the village, and she was Sidney’s best friend. “Don’t worry Brittany,” Sidney said to her friend. “Red will be fine. I wouldn’t send her out on her own like that if I didn’t believe it myself.” Sidney turned from the kitchen counter to look at Brittany, who was seated at the table with a cup of tea. “Oh, calm down Brittany. It’s me who should be worried. Little Red is my daughter after all.” “Little Red Riding Hood,” Brittany muttered into her tea. “The name suits her.” Sidney smiled and turned back to the cookies she was baking. It wasn’t long until there was a knock on the old, creaky door. “Can you get that for me?” Sidney asked Brittany. Brittany nodded and got up to open the door. Sidney listened to Brittany’s conversation from the kitchen. “Hello Brittany. Can I speak to Sidney?” a man asked. It was Jacob. He was a lumberjack. “What is he doing here?” Sidney thought. “Yes, come in,” Brittany said. “She’s in the kitchen. Why? Has something happened?” “I just need to speak with Sidney,” Jacob persisted. Brittany nodded. ,Jacob walked into the kitchen, and Sidney turned to look at him. He looked sad and very, very nervous. He was shuffling his feet and twiddling his thumbs. In that moment Sidney knew something was wrong. Very wrong. “Jacob, what’s wrong?” Sidney asked calmly. Jacob took a deep breath and opened his mouth to speak, but only a choked sob came out. He put a hand over his mouth and blinked his eyes hard. Brittany put a reassuring hand on his shoulder. “Jacob, it’s okay, just--” Brittany started to say. “No! No it’s not okay!” Jacob yelled, cutting Brittany off. He shoved her hand off his shoulder and turned to face Sidney right in the eyes. “It’s about Red.” With those words Sidney felt as though she was going to collapse. She slowly turned her back on Jacob and held onto the counter for support. “What happened to Red?” Sidney asked urgently. “Red, well, she was, well…” Jacob sighed. “Red is dead.” His voice squeaked at the last word. He started to cry softly. Sidney was in shock. Red was dead. Her daughter. Her daughter was dead. Sidney heard Brittany gasp. Sidney’s bottom lip started to quiver. All the strength she had in her legs was lost, and she collapsed to the kitchen floor. She didn’t cry. She was in so much shock that her tears didn’t know how to fall. She took a shaky breath. “No,” she whispered. She stood up and turned around to face Jacob. “No,” she said with more confidence. Jacob opened his tightly shut eyes and looked up at Sidney. “Red is not dead. She can’t be! She’s been to my mother’s house so many times. What was so different about this one?” Jacob looked at Sidney with so much sadness in his eyes. “Some lumberjacks said they saw Red talking to a wolf. But the wolf and Red went separate ways, so we didn’t think much of it. When Red didn’t come back down the pathway for a few hours, we had figured that we’d ought to go check out her Grandmother’s house. When we got there the place smelled funny. We went in, and well…” Jacob trailed off. 18 SCRIPTA “Little Red Riding Hood” Jacqueline Kim “I am going to find her,” Sidney said. She went over to Jacob and looked at him right in the eyes. “I am going to find her, and you will be sorry that you ever played this trick on me.” Jacob looked terrified. Brittany looked at her friend with sadness in her eyes. Even Sidney knew that she wasn’t behaving like herself. But that wasn’t enough to stop her from barging out the door to go looking for Red. Some time later, Sidney was almost at her mother’s house. Admittedly, she was still nervous. After all, there was still a slim possibility that Jacob was telling the truth, but she tried not to think like that. After a short while, Sidney reached the door to her mother’s house. She took a deep breath and knocked on the door. No one answered. Sidney tried again but got the same response. Complete and utter silence. Sidney opened the door and stepped inside the house. It felt cold and empty, and there was also a strange smell in the air. Sidney walked though the house slowly, almost as if something was going to come out and attack her. Sidney slowly made her way to her mother’s room. She opened the door hesitantly and poked her head in. She saw a dark puddle on the floor. Her eyes cast over to one section of the floor. Sitting on the ground was a small bundle of red cloth. Sidney carefully walked over to it. She picked up the red article carefully. After she rolled out the cloth, she immediately knew what she was holding. She was holding a little red riding hood. Poems on Turtle Shells 19 Ghosts “Ghosts,” Diva Kothari by Chaeyoon Ok I slowly watch the coals in our fireplace die, Slowly being killed by the wind, Which is blowing, ever so softly, In and out the windowframes of our living room. I lay in bed at night, clutching my blanket, Pretending that I can’t hear the wails and screams, Fighting the urge to look back, feeling I would be swallowed whole if I did By the ghosts The ghosts that haunt my house That think I can’t sense them, but I can That think I can’t hear them, but I can That think I can’t see them, but I can. When I practice the piano, My fingers touch the keys gently, But then I see the ghost of my grandmother, Leaning out and playing her favorite song Then as I watch the sunset, I spot the ghost of my grandfather, Sitting cross-legged in front of me, Smiling, and holding an invisible paintbrush, Indicating that he wants to paint with all the colors of the sunset. I can see them, hear them, sense them, the ghosts of my former family. 20 SCRIPTA Ten by Anastasia Tavares My age has betrayed me, yet again Stayed the same for a year I feel as if I am really seeing a wolf in hare's clothing behind that cloak an even bigger monster than I have ever Tried to conquer before The jaws, picking me by the neck as it snapped me up Each time the jaws bigger The claws sharper-At one, I thought for sure it was just those three letters. Knowing that, every day I would live life, Stumbling and fumbling and rumbly tumbling At two, I could speak. Babbling words I could not comprehend. At five, I was a pretty princess with long, blonde hair Flowing to my knees At seven I was a mermaid, swimming through the oceans Shells for a swimsuit As I swam into the sunset, The waves swinging me around. At nine, I was an astronaut, soaring through space with Aldrin and Armstrong by my side I used to say goodbye to Earth, Now I'm saying goodbye to my whole life so far Now I stare at the moon and the stars, awaiting their Light as it shines through my bedroom window It's dark now, And mum, mother does not tell me the stories of the rabbit and turtle And papa, father does not wish me goodnight with such an embrace Or stay by my side to watch me soar to different lands I do not play with my puppy dog, and she does not wag her tail In happiness as before. It is the beginning of the end I know it is too late to turn back To the "wee's" of summer And the "brr's" of winter I am a snake, shedding a new skin My lifeless nines My terrible twos Back to when I was six and learned to tie a shoe I pack away my toys and replace them with books To study, to learn, to complete I now have tests of a more difficult standard And at recess detach from fun To go back and review for that quiz Aldrin and Armstrong zoom away with a woosh While the rabbit and the turtle resume I presume to their race It is time to face the numbers, those double digits Now I must move on, toughen up I am a soldier no time for games. Poems on Turtle Shells 21 The Other Side by Chaeyoon Ok She was always so cold, so refined She never even glanced this way or caught my eye But now she’s so sweet, and a bit unsure I wonder why I never noticed this side of her before I always hid, alone in the shadows And she was always surrounded by her friends I was always alone, She never was friendless. But she lent a hand, and now I wonder why I never noticed this side of her before. Now I can’t tell who that girl is, The girl staring back at me But I accept her friendship Because, honestly, it’s all I’ve got And she’s the only one Who’s kind enough To lend a helping hand. I wonder Why I’ve never Noticed this side of her Before. 22 SCRIPTA “I Can Wait But I Think the Flowers Will Wilt” Katherine Miller Together by Shira Pardo She had been my best friend. I remember last summer we went to the beach together. Then, when we rode home, she leaned on me and fell asleep. Her head had been warm. She slept all the way until we reached her house. I can't believe she's gone. Poems on Turtle Shells 23 “Freedom To Dream” by Katherine Miller Step by Step by Eden Glick By the time I got to the locker room my friend was already there. Tracey, my best friend, had her back turned to me, applying hairspray and clips to make sure her bun would stay intact. Fortunately, my locker was next to hers. “Hey,” she said while contemplating where to put another clip. “Hi,” I said back. Not paying any mind to Tracey, who expected me to begin a conversation, I opened my locker and put my gym bag in and pulled out my own hairspray, brush, clips, bobby pins, hair ties, and a comb for my hair. My coach insisted on neat hair if you haven’t realized that yet. I started brushing my hair into a pony tail and then twisted it into a bun. Then I applied hairspray, clips, and bobby pins. I got on my leotard and shorts, shut my locker's thin metal door, and sat quietly. Everything was silent until Tracey slammed her locker shut and sat down next to me with her phone. She was obsessed with her phone. I could never ever finish talking to her about something without her pulling out her pink phone with the studded case, or not texting on it and interrupting me about how one of her friends can’t go to the mall with her or something dumb like that. That was the one thing that drove me insane about Tracey. I sat next to her, fidgeting with my fingers like a five year old who can’t sit in a restaurant any longer. The room felt quieter now. The only noise was the soft clicking of Tracey’s keyboard on her phone and the gurgling of a sink drain. The silence got weirder as the moment went on. “So,” said Tracey. “Thank goodness,” I thought. ”It was getting too quiet.” I sighed, not knowing what to say. “Are you still depressed about not making it to nationals?” Tracey asked. “So close and blew it,” I mumbled. “It’s been two days already,” she said. “And your point is?” I ask. 24 SCRIPTA “You can’t change the past,” she said.. “I wish I could,” I said. “Well you can’t so you have to forget about it.” “Tracey,” I said. “You have gotten to and have won nationals so you shouldn’t be talking because YOU-DON’T–KNOW-WHAT- IT’S-LIKE-TO-LOSE!” “Well….. Just train hard. You’ll make it.” When she said this it was more like a question. I really don’t know how she got that theory though, because she knew, and so did I, that I was not capable at all to make the national team. Not now at least. Maybe never. A minute later Lin walked in, my other close friend. She was always ready for the gym when she came. Ready to take in any criticism or corrections that Tricia, our coach, would throw at her. She was also prepared in a sense of already wearing a leotard and shorts. “Hey guys,” she said. She slid her flip-flops off and stuck her bag into her locker which was next to mine. She walked to the door and looked at the two of us sitting on the bench blankly. “You guys better come warm up or you’ll be late,” she said. We still sat in silence. “Ok, please excuse my nosiness, but what is going on? You guys haven’t said a thing since I’ve walked in. Is this about me? Because then I truly am sorry for what I did.” “No,” I said. “What do you mean no?” “It’s not about you. We were talking about nationals. Don’t worry.” I answered. “Oh. Ok. Well I’m going. We have a minute to get out there.” “Okay, okay,” said Tracey. “Come on Lacey,” We followed Lin out the door. Sitting on the floor sat our fourth and youngest level nine, Melanie, who was doing splits. When she saw us she smiled her big braces smile and waved. “Hi Melon,” said Tracey as we sat down on the fuzzy blue and white floor. Melon was her nickname. “Hi,” she said. The four of us sat in silence as we stretched. I was so sore. I don’t know why, because it was Monday, not a Wednesday, the middle of the week when I usually get sore. It got quiet again. “Awkward silence,” said Melanie and we all began to laugh. The laughing ended quickly, though, because our coach, Tricia, yelled, “Girls, get your grips on. We are starting on bars.” Tricia was a large woman with really long, blond hair that she always wore in a high pony tail on the top of her head. 99% of the time her face was overdone and caked with hot pink or dark blue eye shadow and scalding hot red lip stick. Peculiar huh? She also always wore workout clothes and was constantly working out to stay in shape. “Why do you go to the gym at five in the morning?” we once asked her. “I have to stay in shape you know,” she said. “As you get older you get weaker and overweight. I’m getting older, “ she said even though she was twenty-five. “I need to work out so I can keep my slim frame,” she posed. “It’s important. When you’re my age you’ll do the same thing.” "Uh, you're not old,” we said. “Oh please," she laughed a forced laugh. "I'm about as old as a moldy piece of white bread. Like I said, you’ll do the same thing. You’ll see.” When we got on bars we started with handstands. After that Tricia told us that we had to work on our release moves because we needed more work on keeping our legs straight and our toes pointed. Mine was the Tkachev. Ugh. I hated this skill. I did it safely but I did it in fear. I leaned toward the high bar and did a kip. “Why am I here? You know you don’t want to be here because you think you’re a fail.” I thought. I casted and went into a giant. No going back now. I was not focused between everything going through my head, so when I let go of the bar for the release I went sideways. Then when I needed to re-catch the bar I was too far, so only my tips of my fingers caught the bar. I’m not strong enough to hold my whole body on by my fingers, really who would be, so when I swung around the bar “The only noise was the soft clicking of Tracey’s keyboard on her phone and the gurgling of a sink drain. The silence got weirder as the moment went on.” Poems on Turtle Shells 25 from momentum I peeled off the bar and went flying like a sack of potatoes. I nearly landed on my head! After I made sure I was okay I stood up and walked towards the chalk bucket as if nothing ever happened, but someone called my name. Tricia. “Stay calm,” I thought. I turned around to find my coach standing right in front of me. “What was that?” she asked as if she were talking about slugs. “I messed up,” I said. “You know my thoughts about messing up Lacey. I don’t tolerate it. At all.” “Sorry,” I mumbled. She sighed. “Girls come here,” she called. We gathered around the monster of a coach hoping she wouldn’t spit flames at us because she was angry now. But she didn’t. “I have important news to announce,” she exclaimed. “I’m taking three of you to a special clinic where you are coached by Olympians and high level coaches for one month. You should improve dramatically if you work hard.” She glanced at me. This was my chance. I ran home to announce the news. "Mom," I called as I hurried into the house. "Uh-huh?" my mom asked with her glasses to the tip of her nose while she sat at the wooden table reading the newspaper. "Tricia told us today that there is a clinic that she is bringing three of us to. She said the people who work the hardest will go. This is my chance to make it to nationals." "Wow!" my mom exclaimed. "That's wonderful." "I know. Hopefully I'll make it." But day after day nothing improved. I was over myself by now, and I didn’t know why I couldn’t do anything. After three weeks Tricia called us to her office to determine which of the four of us was going. Tricia's office, also known as the "scare-you-todeath-room" was close to freezing. Her walls were painted dark blue, and the name Tumble Gymnastics was painted in black letters. “Take a seat," she said. "I'll announce who's going quick, so you guys can get home. The people who are going are, Tracey, Melanie and Tracey." I ran home in excitement to tell my mom the news. My drawstring bag bounced on my back, and my water bottles sloshed around. I didn’t know how I was so happy given the fact that I had a horrible practice. I turned a corner, and my house came into view. I ran up the washed-out grey stone steps and into the house. “Mom!” I called. “Hi,” my mom said. She stood at the stove cooking a pot of pasta. “What are you doing?” I asked. “Cooking pasta. I thought it would be a nice snack for you after the gym for lunch.” “Thanks,” I said. “Oh, mom listen to this, so today I-" “Oh, Lacey, sorry this is really quick, but your father is getting a new job. He is working with computers still but at a different company. Isn’t that great?” “Yeah, really great. Ok. As I was saying I was at the gym-" "Oh, and your brother did really well at his baseball game today." "Cool-" "And your sister did really well at her soccer game today. Ok, keep going I’m done.” “You sure?” I asked. “Yup.” “Ok today-" "Oh, and I got fresh parmesan cheese, your favorite and I made fresh tomato sauce.” “GREAT. CAN I TELL YOU MY GREAT NEWS?” I asked. “Yes, sorry,” she said. “Ok, today at the gym Tricia pulled the four of us aside and told us who's going to the clinic. Which is Tracey, Melanie, and me!" “I was not focused between everything going through my head, so when I let go of the bar for the release I went sideways. Then when I needed to re-catch the bar I was too far...” 26 SCRIPTA “Oh that’s wonderful,” said my mom. “Where exactly is it?” She questioned. “Massachusetts,” I said. “Uh-huh, and how long are you go away again?” “A month.” “I don’t come with you?” “No. Why?” “That’s a long time to be away but I suppose you’ll be fine," she said. "I'm so happy for you." The next morning was cloudy and rainy but no time to sleep in. I got up at 6:45, ate my breakfast, and then packed my things. By 7:30 I called Melanie and Tracey to see if they wanted to meet me at my house so we could walk together. They said sure and appeared at my steps in a minute because they lived right down the block. Gooooood morning,” said Tracey when she walked towards me. “Hello,” I said back. “I’m tired,” said Melanie as we walked along. “We all are,” I said. The summer air felt humid from the rain. Gutters dripped and puddles bubbled on the sidewalks. Because we left ten minutes earlier and we walked fast in case it started to rain again we arrived really early. We shoved our bags in our lockers and changed in the bathroom then pulled our hair back and sat down on the bench. “Girls, is there anyone here?” Tricia walked in, in purple Nike shorts. On her feet she wore pink and purple Under Armor sneakers. “I thought I heard someone come in. And splendid that it’s the three of you. I have things to do for the clinic. I was going to have a quick meeting after practice, but I thought you would like to leave and shower or do whatever so it’s good you guys are here. And good job getting here early. Ok, now I need your leotard sizes. I have every size for the leotard. “I’m probably an adult small,” I said. “Me too,” said Tracey. “Yeah me too,” said Melanie. “Great. I’ll go get your leotards,” and then Tricia ran off. When Tricia returned she held three gold and purple leotards. “Here you are,” she said handing each of us a leotard. “Ok now go stretch. You might as well, because you’re early and you'll get more practice in to look good at the clinic.” So without questioning we went on and stretched. When I went to open the door I nearly got wacked in the face because Lin came rushing in. “Hey everybody,” she said. “Hi.” “Am I late?” “No.” “Ok, good, because Tricia told me you guys were going to stretch.” “Well we were going to stretch but you flung the door open so, yeah.” “Oh ok, I’ll meet you guys on the floor.” “Ok.” On the floor we did splits and kicks. After two minutes Lin joined us. We began to do bridges and then we finished. “Ok, perfect, done stretching?” Tricia asked. “Yeah,” we said. “We are starting on tumbling today. Ok girls?” My tumbling was actually “good” today. Even Tricia thought it was good. She smiled at me a couple times. Yes! It was finally Friday. The final day before the clinic. There was no practice though, because Tricia wanted to represent our team well and didn’t want us to be sore and look bad. “Tricia’s office, also known as the ‘scare-you-to-death’-room’ was close to freezing. The walls were painted dark blue, and the name Tumble Gymnastics was painted in black letter.” Poems on Turtle Shells 27 “Ok, here’s what you need for the clinic,” said my mom. “Your leotard, shorts, day clothes, toiletries, pajamas, socks, and underwear. Let's begin.” We pulled out my year-old light blue suitcase and then dug through my drawers and freshly washed laundry piles for everything I needed. Then I packed my gym bag. By noon we had finished packing and had put my bags by the edge of the stairs. During lunch, while I ate my peanut butter and jelly sandwich, I got a phone call from Melanie. “Hey Melon.” “Hey, are you packing?” “Yeah, why?” “No reason. I’m just so excited.” “Me too.” “Melanie!” I heard a faint voice on the other end of the phone. “That’s my mom. I better go. Apparently we have to make a hard decision on whether to bring my sneakers from Under Armor or Nike. I say Nike because they stabilize my feet better, but my mom says they are too expensive. Whatever. We'll see ya tomorrow. Bye.” “Bye.” The next morning was exciting. We all met up at the gym with our bags. Tricia and the three of us piled into her car because she told the parents that she would drive us, so they didn’t have to drive a long time. The moms were fine with that. Besides, they were close friends. They could gather at my mom’s house for dinner and for “Mom conversation" as my mom used to tell me when I was younger. “Bye!” Our moms waved through the open windows. “See you in a month!" We were so excited! We couldn't stop talking. We had no clue what it would be like but we were still so excited to go. We kept driving and driving. We passed farms with cows and houses until we finally reached our destination. After a few hours we arrived at The Gorled’s Inn and Hotel. Tracey parked the car at the front of the hotel and opened up the trunk. Then using her “old lady” muscles she lifted our bags from the black fabric trunk. We walked into the brown lobby and then checked in for our room numbers and keys. A middle-aged woman with red hair, red glasses, and in a red suit helped us. Her tag read Carla. “What may I do for you four lovely young ladies?” she asked. "We are checking in,” said Tricia. “Cool, your names?” “Both the rooms are under my name, so Tricia.” “Ok Tricia. Here’s your room key and your room is 343. And the girls' room number is 344 and here's your key,” she said handing it to me. We took the fancy elevator up to the third floor. “I’ll check on you guys once I’m situated. Ok?” “Yeah, we’ll be fine,” I answered. We all walked into the room. The bed was neatly made and the window curtains were pulled back to show a wonderful view of a parking lot. Yay. We all expected an awesome view of mountains in the distance and a field in between. I guess we weren’t getting that. We each took our beds. I got the one closest to the window. Tracey was on the bed next to me, and Melanie got the springy couch that converted into a bed. We began to start unloading our suitcases into the draws. "This is going to be fun,” said Tracey through the loud rumbling air conditioner. “Definitely,” I said back. Soon Tricia knocked on the door. “Hello?” I called. “It’s me, Tricia. Just checking to make sure you guys are alright.” “We are,” I said. I opened the door so I didn’t have to yell. “I like your room" she said as she saw the two other girls unpacking. I had finished. “Well when you’re done lets go get some dinner,” she said. The next morning took forever to come, but when it did, we climbed out of bed ten minutes before the alarm clock went off. We got dressed into our leotards and then brushed our teeth. Then we gathered our bags because we were leaving straight from breakfast. Tricia sat at a round table in the dining room with plates of food. “I ordered lots of food early so you guys could eat right away,” she said proudly. “Thank you,” we said. Breakfast was good and we ate fast. We then left. The gym was big. I’ll tell you that. Not only was it big though, it had really good gymnasts. “Ok go stretch, but remember. Work hard, and have fun,” said Tricia. “You deserved it girls.” We stretched then headed to bars where we worked with an Olympian. 28 SCRIPTA He gave me good tips especially for my Tkachev. Next came floor. On floor I practiced my tumbling. I couldn’t land my tumbling passes though. Luckily my Olympic coach told me some corrections, and I stood them up. Then I had vault. On vault I also needed some serious corrections like straight legs, and pointed toes, and of course sticking my landing. Then came beam. On beam I did pretty well. I didn't fall a lot, and I wasn't too scared. Last was conditioning. On conditioning we got worked really hard. Thirty minutes of constant conditioning. It was really tough. Each event with an Olympian and Tricia. I worked hard, and I already felt like I was improving. A month later it was over. The next morning we packed up and headed out. We checked out at the front desk where Carla sat. "Checking out?" Carla asked. "Yes,” said Tricia. The car ride felt long, but we just chatted non-stop about what we learned. Tricia seemed pretty proud and happy about that. When we arrived in the gym parking lot our moms were lined up and hugged us when we came out. "Hello!" our moms exclaimed. "It's so nice to see you! We missed you. How was it?" they asked. "Awesome," we answered. December 19, 2014. I stood waiting for them to call my name for first place at regionals. Then they did. With a 38.5 all-around score. I knew I had made it to nationals, because I was in the last session that day, and I knew from the meet's website all the winners from each section, and mine was the second highest all around. “Thank you,” I said to Tricia. “For what?” she asked. “For believing in me,” I said. “No,” Tricia said. "Thank you." “For what?” I asked. “For being determined,” Tricia said. “You deserved this.” “Abstract” Isabelle Lee Poems on Turtle Shells 29 Gone by Zana Allajbegu I heard the sirens. I saw the red and blue lights flashing as I shakily said his name out into the pouring rain. My mother cupped my chin in her cold hand and said it was time to go to bed, that everything would be okay in the morning, that the police would find him. I could see her eyes dilate with fear. "That won't work on me, Mom. I'm not two years old anymore!" I screamed in her face. "He's not coming back!" I ran outside. I was soaking, but I didn't care. I had to know where he went. Tears streamed down my face. I ran down the street, dodging policemen and screaming his name over and over again. I made for the forest, shielding my eyes from the random lights that blinded me. My vision blurred from the rain. I pulled my hood up over my head. I felt a stabbing pain in my toe and tripped over a twig, falling under a tall, pine tree. I ignored the blood slowly seeping out of a cut on my knee. I lay there, not bothering to get up. He was--no. I didn't want to think of the word. He was simply gone. 30 SCRIPTA “Abstract” Isabelle Lee Poems on Turtle Shells 31 Tired Pencil by John Paul Alker Day after day Writing essays, Stories, paragraphs Eight whole hours of Non-stop work Getting scratched along Paper, books, and Post-its Getting thrown around, Twirling in a hand Eraser worn out From all this lead Then the end of the Day comes Getting left in a locker 32 SCRIPTA Clicking Trouble by Giulia Muller that clicking pen like a hen makes a lot of noises like loud kids’ voices its small grip as small as a clip helps you hold tight to help you cite sorry to burst your bubble but you might get in trouble because of that loud clicking pen “Spilled Pencils” Maya Yacouel Poems on Turtle Shells 33 The Faithful Falcon by Tula Nicholson With a broken leg, sprained ankle, and possibly a broken arm, Mach was stuck on a slope on a dry, deserted hill in Arizona. Her puppy labrador Bush whined, wanting her to get up and keep training for cross country, which is what she was doing when she took a wrong turn and found herself in the middle of nowhere, but Mach somehow knew she was hurt. He curled up into a ball on her back and started to fall asleep. He reminded Mach of a yoke from an egg, and she moaned. She hadn’t eaten in a while. Mach tried and tried to get up, or to drag herself away to a more open area, but she just couldn’t. The best thing she could do was drag herself about a foot with her one good arm until she had to rest again. What’s more, she found herself re-licking her lips until she realized that her tongue was as dry as sandpaper. She was slowly dehydrating. Bush was in a deep sleep, which was comforting because Mach calmed herself by watching his lungs rise and fall. Finally, as the sun started to peek over the horizon, Bush woke up and, not even looking at Mach, trotted away and out of sight. Normally Mach would be scared that a car would run over Bush, but she wasn’t scared about that here in the middle of nowhere. In fact, Mach was more afraid of losing her only companion. It kind of made her laugh at the sight of him happily bouncing away--like something you would see in a cartoon. Mach wasn’t sure which was more crazy, the fact that she found it funny, or the idea of what would happen if someone found her smiling in this situation. Suddenly Mach spotted something in the sky. It was a bird, it was a plane--no it was a bird. It soared in the sky in swift curves until Mach realized it was forming a kind of oval. And all at once, Mach knew what it was and what it wanted. Terror coursed through her body, starting at her heart and slowly spreading out through her until she was almost sure she was vibrating with fear. A hawk. It was a hawk. And it wanted Bush. 34 SCRIPTA Mach was on high alert and fought back the tears. She couldn’t let her guard down in case the hawk decided to fly at her, but she just couldn’t lose Bush. Bump! Mach felt a furry blob of softness clumsily fall onto her back. Bush had returned! This time relief was the feeling that overcame Mach, and this time, she didn’t fight it off. But what was that in Bush’s mouth? Was that a...water bottle? “You furry little genius!” Mach whispered to Bush, smiling. Bush was chewing on it and holding it down with his paws, focusing on the crunchy noise it made and oblivious to how he just saved Mach’s life. Mach courteously took the bottle out of Bush’s mouth, not wanting to annoy him after such a great victory. She took a little sip, although she could really gulp the whole bottle down in seconds. Reaching deep into her pocket with her good hand, she pulled out her dead phone and took off the case, which was like a little rubber bowl. It had no openings except for the one for earphones, but even that had a little plug in it. She poured some water in it and gave it to Bush, who mostly just licked the wet edges of the case before actually drinking the water inside. Mach was happy with Bush and couldn’t believe what he had found. But how did he get it? Maybe someone dropped it? Or could someone have given it to him? Maybe it was a hiker? But then wouldn’t they keep him, or follow him? Mach racked her brain. Bush was a lovable, sweet, soft, gentle, and smart dog that anyone would have kept if seen wandering alone with no collar, so she ruled out that anyone saw him. Finally, Mach came to the conclusion that Bush was lucky and happened to stumble upon the bottle. With Bush by her side, Mach did some thinking. She started to remember girl scouts. “But what if you don’t have a compass?” Mach curiously asked. Mrs. Sunshine, although that was probably not her real name, smiled. “Good, always ask. Well if you don’t have a compass like this one, you can look at the sun. It always sets in the west, but the closer you get to the winter solstice, on December 21, it will start setting in the South-West.” Mach smiled, for at home she had to look those things up. Mrs. Sunshine moved on. The vision slowly disappeared until Mach was once again on that same deserted slope. Knowing her direction wasn’t going to help her now because she had no idea of which direction she came from, and if she did she wouldn’t be able to get there. Frustrated, Mach sighed. There was always something to work with in girl scouts. They always gave you the right types of rock that formed the fire, or a compass, or a map. It didn’t take Mach very long to realize that she had something to work with too. Her position. Mach was almost at the top of the slope, but she was just behind the dip so no one could see her. An unfortunate position, although maybe she could change that. Maybe she could roll down the slope until she had more to work with, so Mach zipped up her sweatshirt all the way up, and with her water bottle in hand and her phone in her pocket, she rolled. Her arm burned each time her body passed over it, but she knew she couldn’t stop yet. At the bottom of the slope Mach inhaled deep to stifle the pain. She was sure that if her arm wasn’t broken before, it was now. She landed on a flat piece of ground and thought she heard her heart hammering, but what was really booming, was coming from Mach’s left. Three days passed. Mach couldn’t crawl, or walk, and she definitely felt like giving up. It was her third day there on that slope. So you can imagine her excitement when she heard footsteps. Until she realized it was coming from Bush. All hope lost, Mach sagged and awaited her death. What did I do to deserve this? she pondered. Finally she screamed, “HELP!” Then, “I’M BEHIND THE DIP!” Mach moaned and then quickly stopped. She could hear a faint engine. “HELP!” she screamed, as the engine got fainter. Mach panicked. She knew if she couldn’t get the attention of the driver, she would die. “Bush!” she tried to keep calm as Bush walked towards her. “Bush, the car, fetch!” Mach yelled trying to sound happy and ecstatic and pointed at the direction the sound was coming from. She knew it was helpless, that Bush w o u l d n ’ t understand, but to her surprise Bush sprinted towards the noise, barking. Mach felt useless and helpless, being that Bush was keeping her alive with the water bottle and chasing after the car. She felt like she couldn’t do anything to help herself survive, and that was a feeling she didn’t like, being vulnerable. She at least wanted to know what day it was, if that was any help. Taking her finger, she made a line in the dirt for each of the days she had been there. “Synergistic Bond” Lauren Lee Poems on Turtle Shells 35 So far, three tally marks lay in the sand. Taking a glance at the sun, which was slowly sliding back down, she determined that she was south. “I’m south!” she screamed. Mach told herself she couldn’t die, that it would be all right. As her eyes drifted to the sky, she once again spotted the hawk. But this time, instead of fear, a soothing feeling spread across her body until she was so stunned and relaxed she actually thought she was dead. The sharp “Knowing her direction wasn’t going to help her now because she had no idea of which direction she came from, and if she did she wouldn’t be able to get there.” beak curved just a little, and the once piercing black eyes now seemed to be full of thoughtfulness. Focusing on its unusually tiny feet, Mach didn’t even notice it was descending. It quickly glided like a balloon when you let the air out, up and down in different directions but much smoother, somehow being blown off course by the thick wind that stirred up. High in the sky, Mach could see its body was pitch black, and the wingtips had a very, very light brown shade like highlights. The bird finally landed just twenty feet away. And all at once, the elegant, graceful element faded, and all Mach could focus on was its sharp beak, so sharp it would be able to easily tear her flesh. Mach felt so stupid for almost trusting this bird of prey, for she barely ever trusted anyone, and now she suddenly decided to trust a deadly hawk? Mach didn’t have time to scold herself because her attention was stolen by the faint ch-ch-ch of an engine. It got louder and louder until it came into view, scaring the hawk away. An electric blue golf cart-looking car with huge wheels bumpily rambled over and stopped short in front of Mach. Hope spread through Mach like a hose filling her veins with faith. Is this my rescue? The hope and the feeling of safeness completely went blank as she realized it was two worn-down teenagers jumping out of the high car like neanderthals. “Now tell me this, how you get yourself stuck in a place like this?” smirked the first teenager, looking down 36 SCRIPTA at her. He was a tall, skinny boy with patched-up clothes, thin sprouts of brown hair and crooked teeth. Mach could see a couple of thick, silver teeth, but all the others seemed to be rotting. He smiled an icy, cold smile that seemed to make even the crickets go silent. “I would tell you if your disgusting breath didn’t fog up my sight,” Mach sputtered. The boy closed his mouth as if considering this thought but quickly opened it again revealing an earnest smile. “We got a sassy one!” he whistled. The second teenager, a girl with mismatched shoes, straight but yellow teeth,and a bland hairdo of a low back ponytail slapped the boy’s arm. “Don’t listen to this doof. We be hearin screams so we headed toward the sound but, but you stopped. Fred shot dat gun,” she pointed to the shotgun in the back of the car, “and we thought you’d start again. But then that dog of yours started barkin like crazy, sounded just like you!” The girl broke out in laughter, and Fred joined in. “Well, thanks for finding me. Could you please let me use your phone?” Mach asked. Fred rolled his eyes in frustration and smirked. “You think we got phones!” he screamed, laughing his head off. Mach started panicking about why they were doing what they were doing. Suddenly, the hawk came into her mind, and she thought about how up close it was scary but seeing its abilities it calmed her down. Maybe she should trust these people, not too much, but just enough. And hadn’t she really been trusting people all along? Trusting her family, Bush, the people on the street she walked by everyday, the people staying at the same hotel from where she’d set off days earlier when heading out for a long run? Hadn’t she been trusting them to either help her or not do something bad to her? All at once everything clicked like a piece in a puzzle, and Mach knew what she had to do. “I need a ride, and if you guys won’t help me I suggest you move along,” Mach boldly challenged. The girl bit her lip. “Where are you not broken?” the girl asked. Mach waved up her left arm. The girl raised her eyebrows, surprised at how injured Mach was. She took Mach’s legs, and Fred took her back and together they carried her into the back of the car. The car started and slowly began to bump along and faltered every now and then before starting up again. These little detours gave Mach tiny heart attacks because she feared they would all be stuck there. Bush kept shifting on her lap not used to staying in one place for so long. Mach could feel her eyelids heavy with fatigue, like someone filled them with wet cement. She forced herself to stay alert. “My name is Hillary. This is my brother Fred,” the girl said. Fred shook his head from behind the wheel. “Why you gotta tell people that?” he said. “Who cares what our names are?” “Shut up,” Hillary sputtered. Mach’s heart pounded a hundred times faster than it did five minutes ago. She couldn’t hold up much longer with all the tension. “Do you know where we are?” Mach carefully questioned. “Yah, duh!” Hillary snapped. “We’re about twenty miles down from the river. That’s where we stop and go our separate ways. You’re probably wondering which way to go and such. I reckon you go North, or South. Can never be sure. There are loads of people there, someone will help you. If you want we’ll give you a water bottle, even though I already dropped a couple on the way here.” Mach was happy to have Hillary, because Fred was menacing. With Bush in her lap she fell asleep, and for the first time, in a long time, she felt safe and sure. Because the whole time she was lost, she was confused, having mixed feelings about everything. About the hawk, about Hillary and Fred, and about even returning home. She had felt so many feelings in those three days. She felt excited, happy, scared, sad. Now she didn’t know what to feel, so she comfortably fell asleep. The next morning Mach woke up next to a dried out river and an empty shack. No people were in sight. She had been dumped! A hawk soared through the sky, seeming more beautiful each time it glided. Mach took her thick sweater, wrapped it around her arm tightly, and held it up the highest she could. The hawk made eye contact, and Mach wasn’t very surprised when it flew to her arm landing gently on the sweater. The hawk swiftly took off, but slowly. Did he want Mach to follow? But she couldn’t! Mach grabbed the doorknob of the shack and thrust it open with her left arm. Inside was an old, beaten down car caked in mud. Mach’s jaw dropped. She threw her arm in the car, but couldn’t manage to pull herself in. Mach faced yet another surprise when she saw Bush sitting in the passenger seat! After this trip, he had grown about three feet in size and was almost the size of an adult lab. With his powerful teeth, he grabbed Mach’s right sleeve and pulled, and Mach pulled with her left arm, and soon she was in the car. She had her learner’s permit, but never drove in a car without an adult. Mach zoomed out of the shack and followed the hawk that was waiting on the roof. She wasn’t worried about Bush, because now he was way too big to be eaten by the hawk. She was sure. In about half an hour, Mach reached the town she was staying at for her track competition in Arizona. Mach beeped vigorously until someone stepped out to see what was wrong. When the person spotted her, he called the ambulance, and Mach was taken inside. At the hospital, an old man walked up to her. “Hello there, my name is James O’liff, and I own a pet store not far from here. I came rushing down when I heard about how this bird saved you.” “Yah, a hawk, lead me to town, great bird,” Mach said. “Yes, well, I checked out the bird myself, and I have some interesting news you might want to hear,” the man said. “What?” Mach pondered. “See this here bird, is no hawk,” the man said. “This bird is a falcon.” Mach looked at the man, and suddenly, for the first time in days, she smiled. Poems on Turtle Shells 37 Highway Matthew Gonzales Smells like gas Good ol’ motor oil Burns quick like kindling wood Gas like rash Itchy all over Fiery inside Hot head Smells like gas Only this time over the grill Roadkill Lost soul Frightened Smells like the earth Looks like dirt Tall Lone Ranger Trunk and all Snaps on the road Like kindling wood 5 by 7 Green thumb Green body Green everything Talk too much Like kids in a car Reached a road stop End o’ our journey for now Homely Takes all us in Nasty truckers like me Police Road-trippers All ‘em 38 SCRIPTA “Messy Room” Jackie Kim My Room Yuval Nathaniel My room Looks like a total mess, Laundry everywhere, Stuff thrown around, My bed whispers to me, “Come take a nap,” And the floor shouts at me, “Clean me up!” And if you listen quietly enough, You can hear my ceiling fan shaking. Almost like it’s getting dizzy From going around in circles all day. The shelves call out to me, “Fill us with books!” And my backpack calls to me, “Do your homework!” But I guess my room will always be like this, A total mess. Poems on Turtle Shells 39 A PIG NAMED SNORT SNORT by Abby Rozen “Hey!” Captain shouted over the thunder. “Who’s got da map? I need it like, right now!” Captain, a plump young fellow, was trying to get his ship to shore before the storm ran in. All of his crewmembers were in danger, and so was he. Reader, how could this have started? Good question. So about one week prior to this day, Captain was at Target buying himself a pirate costume with his four best buddies, one of which was a pig. Then they went to Captain’s boat, and decided to go around the beach with it. Suddenly, a monstrous wind took them away into the middle of nowhere. Now, back to the story. Captain’s boat was brown and very old. The wood was crooked and moldy. The brown paint was peeling off, making the ship look even older. Captain was wearing a long purple shirt and short red pants. The storm caused his pirate costume to fly off. All that was left of it was the old, stained pirate hat. His long hair was swaying in the harsh wind. He held onto the wheel, steering it very carefully and precisely. He looked calm, but despite his composed appearance, he was not. Apparently Captain was the only one on the ship who was worried. Snort-Snort the pig was sitting down on the rusty, dusty old floor of Captain’s boat, eating cup noodles. Yum! These noodles are lovely, Snort-Snort thought to himself. “Hey Snort-Snort, munchkin.” Captain squealed. “Why you eatin’ cup noodles? Ain’t nobody got time for dat!” Snort-Snort was the only one on the top of the ship with Captain. Another crewmember, Dave, was on the crow’s nest of the ship eating a Happy Meal, shoving burgers down his throat. Dave’s massive ears were showing through his Yankees baseball cap. He had long black hair in a ponytail. The two other crewmembers, Rebecca and John, were in the basement having fun, acting as if they were children. Rebecca was an unladylike woman. She ate with her hands and didn’t believe in showers. (If you are a boy, I would recommend not taking her to a 5 Star Restaurant). John was so manly. He had an obsolete mullet, but was otherwise very goodlooking. He actually had good manners. (If you are 40 SCRIPTA a girl, I would totally recommend taking him to a Five Star Restaurant). Rebecca and John liked to hang out a lot. They were really good friends. “Hey Snort-Snort, Sweetcheeks, I need you to steer my ship while I get the other two crewmembers!” Snort-Snort, a fat pig, looked up from his noodles, angry. Even though Snort-Snort was a pig, and pigs don’t necessarily wear clothes, he was wearing a tuxedo. Why? I really don’t know. “But I want to finish my delicacy, love!” Snort-Snort exclaimed. Captain gave him the look. I hate him. Why does he make me do so much work? Ugh fine, I’ll put my noodles away. Now stop giving me that look. Why are you giving me that look? Snort-Snort wondered. He got up and walked over to the edge of the ship. “Eeeeee! Ee-ee-ee-ee eeeeeee!” Snort-Snort squealed. A dolphin jumped up form the ocean, and Snort-Snort dumped his half-eaten meal into the dolphin’s mouth. “Tank woo,” the dolphin wailed. Snort Snort went to the back of the ship, got a chair, dragged it in front of the wheel, sat down, and held on to the wheel. Yay. This is fuuuuunnnn. Snort-Snort was thinking sarcastically. He waved good-bye to Captain, an evil smile spread across his face. He was going to do something bad, and he knew it. Captain was in the basement trying to talk to Rebecca and John about teamwork but the shaking of the ship interrupted him. Rebecca, John, and he were on the scratchy floor, sliding back and forth, hitting boxes of food that Snorty brought for the trip. Captain eventually got a hold of the ladder, and held on. He crawled to the top of the ship, and saw that Snort-Snort’s chair was empty; he then looked up and saw that Snort-Snort was at the crow’s nest of the ship with Dave fighting over a hamburger. “It’s my hamburger!” Dave squealed. “Love, calm down. I want it!” They were playing tug of war with the mashed up Burger King meal. “Alright! That is enough! We gonna die and ya’ll don’t give a cheez-it!” Snort-Snort jerked his head in Captain’s direction. “I want a Cheez-It,” Snort-Snort said loud “Pig” Diva Kothari and proud. Captain gave him another look. Captain was worried for his crewmembers, but his crewmembers weren’t worried for him, and not even themselves. Rebecca and John emerged from the basement. “I love y’all, and I don’t want y’all to die. But in order to live, we need to work together as a team. Okay?” Snort-Snort took the hamburger and walked down the ladder of the crow’s nest. Dave did as well. “Um excuse me, Sir,” Snorty began. “I have a question.” “Go ahead,” Captain mumbled under his breath. “What does together as a team mean?” Snort-Snort really didn’t know what it meant. Maybe it means eat together he said inside of his head. “It means that we have to help each other out, and help each other work so that we can get this ship back home!” Captain answered. “Now who’s in?” All of the crewmembers put their hands in, even Snorty put in his big fat trotters, and they all raised their hands high to the sky. It was time to get to work, but how? “Rebecca, your job is to make some paddles to help us row this boat! Make sure to make them pretty.” “Um, excuse me, Sir?” Rebecca said. “Ain’t nobody got tiiiiiimmmme for Poems on Turtle Shells 41 questions. Now get your tushie to work,” Captain squealed. “John! You gonna do da cleanin’, get yo toothbrush, and start scrubbin’ the deck.” John nodded obediently. “Davey, honey,” Captain rolled his eyes. “Just get me a sandwich.” Dave groaned. “Snort-snort! Your job is to make sure everybody else is doing their job.” Snort-Snort smirked, but every other crewmember groaned. This will be fun. He thought, and this time it wasn’t sarcasm. Everybody scurried to their jobs and began to do what Captain had ordered them to do. It had only been about five minutes before Snort-Snort sat down on the cleaned spot of the deck that Dave had just cleaned. Snort-Snort opened a bag of chips. These crisps are divine. I’m so tired. Snort-Snort thought. Why is Captain making me do so much work? Walking around all the time, making sure that Dave is making a sandwich is so annoying. “Snort-snort! I can’t believe you are doing this.” Here we go again. Snort-Snort thought to himself. He’ll just yell at me for a while, and then I can get back to my relaxation time. “That is it!” Captain slammed his pirate hat on the nicely cleaned floor. “Once we find land, you are done. O-ver! You are fired. Oh and also we are not bff’s no more, so therefore, call me Mr. Captain.” Just make puppy eyes and nod, puppy eyes and nod. Snort-Snort thought. He was about to get up, but then decided that he has nothing to lose, so he continued to read his magazine. It had been about three days since Snorty and Mr. Captain had their fight. The floor was clean, the paddles were made, and the sandwich was eaten. Rebecca was using the paddles, rowing them up and down and forward and back, trying, just trying, to make the boat move faster. “Heyyyyyy Rebecca.” “What do you want, Snorty?” “I was just wondering if you were doing anything tonight. Maybe we could catch a movie or something.’” “Get out of my face, you old rat.” “Hard to get? That’s okay.” Snort-Snort raised his eyebrows energetically with a mischievous smile. Rebecca on the other hand, took her paddle and scooted Snort-Snort out with it. Five hours had passed, and now everybody, except for Snorty, was making paddles and using them to row the boat. Snort-Snort was just chilling on the floor, eating Twinkies and reading a magazine. All of a sudden, Snort-Snort dropped the 42 SCRIPTA magazine. It landed on his big chubby belly, and he dozed off. “Captain! Captain!” Rebecca shouted. Her face was filling with excitement. “Listen, if it’s about the paddling, I told you forward and-“ “No captain! Look behind you!” Captain turned around and saw the treasure. A helicopter was slowly zooming past them. Dave, Rebecca, John, and Captain all jumped up and began to hop up and down, arms up waving. They were saved! “We did it!” Dave exclaimed. All of the crewmembers cheered! The helicopter zoomed past them but didn’t stop. It kept going, as the crewmembers’ happiness dropped slower, slower, slower. Their hearts were just ripped pieces of paper. “Uh, maybe they are just, uh, turning around or something.” Everyone else agreed, hoping, just hoping, that Rebecca was right. But the helicopter kept going and going until it disappeared into a cloud of white fog, and Snort-Snort kept on snoozing. The crewmembers smiles turned upside down, the hearts melting down to their chest. Rebecca was crying. Captain walked over and gave her a hug. “It’s okay, honey. I don’t care what it takes, we will get to shore!” Captain kissed her head, smelling the salty, ocean water on her cold, wet head. Dave walked over, gave Captain a pat on the back and Rebecca a kiss on the cheek. Rebecca’s tears climbed back to her eye, her heart, to save for a different, more severe time. It was bright and early one Saturday morning. Snort-Snort, Dave, Rebecca and John were sleeping in the basement of the ship. Captain was already awake, eating an apple and reading a book called, How To Get Pigs To Listen. He was munching on his apple when all of a sudden he swallowed the apple way before he should have. He began to cough, trying to get the apple out. Since he could not breathe, he began to bang on the floor and the wheel. Rebecca heard the coughing and ran up the stairs. “Captain! Captain, are you alright?” Well, reader, of course he wasn’t all right. I mean, what was Rebecca thinking, asking someone if they are all right when they are choking? “HELP!” Rebecca shouted. She began to blow in Captain’s mouth, thinking that that would get the apple out. After many times of Rebecca yelling for help, Snort-Snort emerged from the basement, scratching his head, rubbing his belly. Once his foggy eyes cleared up, he saw what was happening. He waddled over as fast as he could. He put his trotters around Captain’s stomach and began to press and press, hoping, just hoping, that he could get the apple out. After about seven compressions, the apple flew out and knocked Snort-Snort in the head. Since Snort-Snort was leaning against the end of the ship when he was helping Captain, the apple caused him to lose balance. His fat feet lifted off the ground, inch by inch by inch. His arms let go of Captain’s stomach, flying into the air as if he were on a rollercoaster. His eyes closed, not wanting to see the nightmare of the tragic thing he was about to experience, for the first and last time. Aw crumpets, he thought. His eyebrows turned into face each other; he didn’t want to experience the pain, the thoughts, the feeling of falling off of a ship. I believe I can flyyyyy. Snort-Snort thought. He was now completely off the boat, his arms going everywhere. His fat body fell towards the cold, salty water. All of a sudden, BAM! His body hit the ocean hard like a stale piece of toast. He held his breath; he began feeling the terrible feeling of not being able to breathe. But then, startlingly, he didn’t feel the pain anymore. One hour had passed, and now all of the crewmembers circled around Snort-Snort’s favorite food, pickles dipped in chocolate. They used it as a memorial for his chubby life. Every crewmember said something nice about Snort-Snort. First up was Dave. “I loved Snort-Snort. I loved the way he ate everything, and I feel bad about fighting with him over food, even though he needed to watch his weight. I love you honey buns.” Rebecca said, “I’m sorry for being mean to you. You will be missed.” John said, “Yo man, you were cool.” Then, it was Captain’s turn. “I take back all of the things I said about mah Snort-Snort. I am sorry, Snorty, for all of the times I yelled at you for eating, because I know that it is your favorite thing to do, and I know that your favorite piggy meal, chocolate pickles, is waiting for you in piggy heaven. I am sorry that I had that apple, not only because it was your apple, but also because it caused your death. I have always loved you Snort-Snort, and I always will. You will forever be in mah hearts and dreams, and never disappear. Thank you honey, for being a huge chunk of my life that will never crumble.” Then all of a sudden, a large pink figure jumped up from the sea. Poems on Turtle Shells 43 The wind blows across my face. Crack, the ball flies up in the air whipping the clouds. Baseball by Josh Meininger Look around, there is cheering. As the ball flies out of bounds, the crowd silences. Disappointment. “Ripe Tomato” Ishikaa Kothari Red ‘n Ripe by Nicholas Yim A bloodshot fruit, green at first Was watered and carefully nursed It remained on a vine for a while But plopped into a tomato pile Much later it was impaled by a thorn Which willed its insides to be torn 44 SCRIPTA An Atrocious Achoo by Barbara Gilman A solitary sneeze like a disease ready to burst a ghastly curse just about to attack after I must bounce back I cannot feel at ease a tissue please ACHOOOOO Bless you Poems on Turtle Shells 45 “Intrepid” Lauren Lee Moving On by Aliyah Siddiqui Not everyone was born with a mark of an emerald dragon on their left shoulder. Not everyone was born among the tribe of emerald and sapphire dragons. But Lila, a descendant of ancient human dragon riders, was. And it was going to change her fate for the better or the worse. All of Lila’s family was dead. They had suffered from the virus Tidius. Tidius, the Asterian word for “deadly,” was true to its name. It had begun at about the time when dragons and their riders were banished from the human world. The humans had believed that dragons caused Tidius. It was true, and as soon as the dragons left, Tidius went away from the human world, yet it stayed with the dragon riders. Tidius started out with blue and green hives. There had ben plenty of viruses that began out like that, so nobody really knew if it was Tidius or not. But then, after fifty-six hours of having hives, the riders began throwing up blood. After twenty-four more hours of throwing up, the people began to whither and die. Dragon riders were mostly infected by it, but recently, five cases of Tidius had been reported in the human world. And it was spreading fast. “Dragons. Dragon riders. It has come to our attention that Tidius has entered the human world. Two dragons, along with their riders, will be chosen to look for the cure. Are there any volunteers?” bellowed the chief human and dragon, Manfus and Zeke. 46 SCRIPTA “You up for a challenge, Opal? I want to find the cure and get revenge on that stupid virus that killed my parents,” Lila asked her faithful dragon. Opal nodded her head. “I volunteer!” Lila called out, her voice loud and clear. “As do I,” a voice behind her said. Lila spun around, coming face to face with Barthelomew, her caretaker. “You can’t come with me! You’re annoying, stupid, old, and stink of dung heaps!” protested Lila. “Yet I happen to be an expert archer and sword fighter,” replied Barthelomew with dignity. Before Lila could reply, Manfus said, “I agree with Barthelomew, Lila. You two may go, but be warned that the human world is filled cars, the most dangerous vehicle ever, after planes, trains, bikes, buses, ships, boats, and canoes.” He paused. “Barthelomew, the Victorious, and Lila, the Inexperienced, along with their dragons, shall go to the human world. Here is the cure that you must find: twelve perfectly round grains of sand surrounding twelve different cacti. Put them in the same jar, shake them, and Tidius will no longer exist for 1,000,000,000 millennia.” Manfus cleared his throat. “All right. You peeps are leaving tomorrow. Good luck with whatever. I'm in the mood for a snooze.” Lila rolled her eyes. Manfus always did that. He sounded all oracley and ancient gothic, but as soon as he ended his lectures, he always sounded like a hippie. Lila assumed it was to sound young, although he was like, a hundred. “Opal, why don’t you go talk to Tuka? Decide which path you are going to take. I heard that Sahara is a desert. Find out where it is,” Lila commanded. Opal, her dragon, laughed. “It’s the Sahara Desert. You say it like it’s a person. It is just the Sahara Desert. But I get it. You plan to get me and Tuka talking, so you can get private archery lessons with Barthelomew without Tuka laughing at all your mistakes. Smart. Just don’t forget to pack your bags. Good luck!” With that, Opal let out a puff of fire and set off to the sky. “You know me too well!” Lila called out, grinning. Her smile slowly disappeared as she remembered the fact that she needed to practice archery. She never got a hit in archery. She stank at it. When she got to Barthelomew’s tent, she smiled again. Lila loved Barthelomew. Although she hated to admit it, it was true. But then again, all of the things she had said before at the meeting was true, except for the stupid part. In reality, Barthelomew was super smart and kind, too. After Lila’s parents died, Barthelomew took her in as his own. Her aunt didn’t even take her in even though they were related. Barthelomew was always patient with her, no matter how hard she could be. Even Tuka, Barthelomew’s dragon, was loving. Although he teased her and made her angry, he always defended her if people were being mean. He also told really corny jokes. As Lila entered Barthelomew’s tent, he greeted her with a warm smile. “Lila, my darling. How are you doing? I don’t exactly know why you said those things about me, but I have a vague feeling it was because you don’t want me to tag along. So sad, too bad, because I’m coming anyways. Someone has to keep you safe. Well, better get to work now. Come here. You're holding the bow all wrong. And that arrow. The only way you would be able to win a battle was if the enemy ran away because he was too scared you’d kill yourself. But that would never happen.” Lila sighed. It was going to be a long day. ****** After the archery lesson, Lila went back to her own tent. “Well, I better get packing,” she thought. “It’s not like I have much to pack anyways.” She quickly threw five pairs of clothing, two books, a jar to hold the sand in, a bow and arrow, and a rope into a backpack. Lila looked around her room. It was so empty. In the world of dragons, what you have is based on your inheritance in age order. Since Lila’s mom had a younger sister, her aunt took all the belongings her parents had. If her aunt died, all the belongings would go to her daughter, who was still older than Lila. Barthelomew gave her everything that she had. The only thing left that she had from her parents was the golden locket that had a picture of her whole family together. Lila wore it all the time. It was carved like a rose, though it hardly looked like it since it was so old. The snort behind her took her out of her thoughts. “What are you thinking of?” Opal asked softly. “Nothing.” Lila replied, as she got into her bed. Poems on Turtle Shells 47 “Go to sleep. We have a big day ahead of us tomorrow.” “I know. Good night.” “Sleep tight.” “Don’t let the humans bite. “ “Now sleep!” Soon, Lila heard the soft pattern of Opal snoring. She closed her eyes. After a while, she fell asleep, listening to Opal’s breathing. ***** “Rise and shine, Princesses.” Tuka called. Lila rubbed her eyes. The sun wasn’t even up. “Why so early?” she asked. “Because the early bird catches the worm. The sooner we get the cure, the sooner Tidius will go away. Simple.” Lila nodded. “Wake up, Opal!” Opal blinked. She stared at Lila for a second and then saw Tuka and Barthelomew. Understanding bloomed across her face. “Oh,” she said. “Well, let’s go. We will eat breakfast while we’re flying.” Together, they trudged off to the edge of the valley and took off. ****** Five hours later, Lila got tired of riding. They had reached the human world. At the moment, they were flying right above the place called Titimunga, hiding in the clouds. According to Tuka, they had yet two more hours until they reached the Sahara Desert. If the humans and animals didn’t kill her, flying for seven hours straight would. She needed to get up and move! Opal, sensing Lila’s discomfort, panted. “I think we should rest at that plain over there. I don’t see any humans.” Tuka and Barthelomew exchanged a glance but nodded. “You know, humans aren’t the only things that could kill us,” Tuka muttered under her breath. Nonetheless, both dragons landed at the plain gracefully. Lila leaped off Opal and stretched. She looked around at her surroundings. It was so peaceful, but so full of activity. There were rabbits, squirrels, and even some exotic creatures like scorpions. Wait, scorpions? “Barthelomew! There are scorpions here. Shouldn’t we leave?” Barthelomew didn’t answer. He was staring intently at the scorpion that was inching towards his exposed foot. Lila gasped. “Move! You'll get bitten.” Barthelomew shook his head. “No. If I move out of the way, I’ll get attacked more viciously. I can only wait until it bites.” “No!” Lila called. She started toward Barthelomew and Tuka, but Opal held her back with her wing. “You can’t Lila. Barthelomew and Tuka’s time has come. We will have to continue out without them. Say your good-byes,” Opal said, tears streaking down her eyes. “What do you mean ‘Tuka’s time?’ Will Tuka die, too? Is it because they're bonded?” Although the question was for Opal, Tuka nodded. “You two should go. Fly safely. Get rid of Tidius for us.” Lila nodded, crying freely, as she boarded Opal. As they were about to take off, she saw the scorpion sink its stinger into Barthelomew’s foot. Barthelomew and Tuka shook violently as life slipped out from under them. The pair crumbled and turned blue and yellow. They shook one more time before going completely still. But by that time, Lila and Opal were far, far away. ****** Lila, who had stopped crying a while ago, stared blankly at the clouds. It had been half an hour since the scorpion, but Lila still felt as is it happened a moment ago. Memories flooded her mind. Barthelomew cutting her fifth birthday cake. Tuka jesting at her while Barthelomew practiced archery with her. Barthelomew calling out to go on the journey that would end his life. Her guardians. Her protectors. Her best friends. Gone in less than a minute. All because of one measly scorpion. 48 SCRIPTA Opal interrupted her thoughts. “We arrived. But before we find the cacti, we must rest. The desert gets cooler at night. It is sunset now, so we have about four hours before night. Get some sleep. I’ll watch over us.” “Sure, sounds great. I’ll take watch in two hours. Wake me up! You need to get your sleep too, you know. Good night.” As soon as she closed her eyes, Lila fell into a deep sleep. ****** “You didn’t wake me up.” Lila growled as she looked up and saw the moon shine too brightly, given the previous events of the day. “I apologize, but you were sleeping so soundly, I didn’t want to disturb you. You should sleep more often. You look very peaceful. Now stop scowling at me and start finding those cacti.” Lila sighed. “All right. But before we leave, you are going to sleep.” Opal nodded. After that exchange of words, they walked in silence. The desert was full of movement. It was as if the night was a party and every animal was invited to attend. The reptiles crawled like babies, while owls flew overhead like dragonflies. Snakes hissed and mice squeaked. So full of movement and noise, yet so equally balanced. The killings benefitted everyone. A perfect balance with no worries. Well, almost no worries. It was a dog eat dog world out here. Or a strong animal eat weaker animal world. Be a hunter or be hunted. As hours passed and the moon began to fade, the pair had only found eleven out of the twelve grains of sand. Although it took forever to separate that grain of sand out of the others, it was time well spent. Lila put them in a tiny jar and then tucked the jar away into a safe location. After one more perfectly round grain of sand, Tidius would be banished for a long time. When almost all the animals went back into hiding, and the sun began to peak over the horizon, Lila finally said, “I don’t see anything. Do you?” Opal didn’t reply. After a while, Lila lost her patience and snapped. “Um, can you I don’t know, answer me? Five people on Earth are dying, so many already died, and many more may be affected. And all you're doing is staring at the sun. People are waiting for us. They’re expecting two untrained creatures to save their hides. And what you're doing isn’t helping at all. If Barthelomew and Tuka were here…” her voice died out, thinking of her lost comrades. Opal didn’t say anything, but Lila noticed a trail of tears trailing down her scaly face. Lila immediately felt guilty. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I didn’t mean it. I just...snapped. We’ll figure it out. I promise. This sounds so cheesy and unreal. I hate it. But I swear, we will kill Tidius no matter what. Now it is time for a pep talk. We will avenge Barthelomew and Tuka. We will save all of mankind. We will do everything. We will-“ “Shut up! You sound like a pathetic loser. Sorry, but it’s true. I apologize for not answering. And I don’t see any more cacti. But I do have a GREAT idea. Why don’t we just shut up and forget this ever happened? You see a cactus then tell the other person. We’ll find the grain of sand and the end. Problem solved. Now shush!” “Geez, I was just trying to help,” Lila grumbled. Opal shot her a look. It was the “Why can’t you kids ever follow the directions look” look that teachers often gave to their students. Lila rolled her eyes. After a while, Opal stopped walking and stared straight ahead. “What is it, Opal?” Lila asked, trying to follow Opal’s gaze. “Is that a fairy? I don’t think I’m hallucinating, because it’s growing and getting closer and bigger. Plus, it has wings and is kind of fat. All fairies look like that. Well, at least in stories, so I think I’m right.” “Wow,” said Opal. “I think you’re right. I always thought fairies existed in fairy tales only. I guess not.” The fairy creature stopped right in front of Opal. “I see you don’t quite believe that I’m real. So to prove to you that I am a fairy, I will show you the ghosts of your parents.” All of a sudden with a shimmering light, Lila's parents appeared. Lila gasped. The images spoke. “Sweetie, this is a real fairy. We can’t say any inspiring words to you because Agatha, the fairy, doesn’t want you to become attached to our ghosts. Agatha will tell you where to find the twelfth cactus, which isn’t in the Sahara. It’s in a chamber in Shasaya. It contains your heart’s desire. Do not trust anything it tries to tempt you with. Just get the sand and ride back to the Dragon World. Or not. As soon as you shake the jar containing the sand, Tidius will vanish. Poems on Turtle Shells 49 So you could just fly around and try to live in the human world with Opal. It’s your choice. But know that we are very proud of you both. Bye and good luck, sweets!” Then Lila's parents disappeared as quickly as they came. In their place stood Agatha. “Now do you believe me?” the fairy asked. Both Lila and Opal nodded, too stunned to speak. “Good. Now that we got that cleared, I must say, I'm surprised you didn’t know what I was. I always thought dragons recognized us, but I suppose not. Anyways, when I snap my fingers, you will see the twelfth cactus right in front of you. Although I'm sure your parents told you this, the twelfth cactus can be very tempting. Don’t fall into its trap. If you do, you will be no more. On that happy note, good luck, and when you ask me to, I will transport you to the twelfth cactus. Oh yeah! And if you need, just call my name. I’ll come to you. You two have good hearts. I trust that you will do well.” Lila looked at Opal, who shrugged and then nodded. “Thank you, and if you may, please take us to the twelfth cactus,” Lila said. Agatha smiled and snapped her fingers. Lila blinked and saw herself in a chamber with only a giant cactus and Opal. The chamber was built with dirty brownish red bricks and filled with an ominous red smoke and dim light. There was also a voice haunting her and taunting her. They promised her parents, Barthelomew, and Tuka alive. They promised her a place to belong. They promised her all that she wanted. But in the midst of all the false promise was an envious voice, as if it wanted all of Lila. Lila knew it wouldn’t keep those promises. She got down on her hands and knees and began sifting through the sand. After a few moments, Lila realized that Opal wasn’t helping her. She looked up and saw Opal. “Hey, what’s wrong?” she asked Opal. “Your eyes are red. That’s unusual. Aren’t they usually green? Oh, wait a minute. Are you listening to the cactus? Opal, NO! Don’t listen to it! It isn’t true! Don’t trust it!” Lila shouted desperately. “I must,” said Opal hazily. “It says I can get my parents back. Mama and Papa would still be alive.” Opal muttered, moving forward toward the cactus. “No!” Lila tried jumping on her, hitting her, calling her name, everything, but Opal seemed unfazed. Then Lila did the one and only thing that came into her mind. “Agatha, I need you!” Agatha appeared. “You need me?” “Opal’s listening to the cactus. Can you stop her?” The fairy looked at Opal, who was now steps away from the cactus, and nodded grimly. “I will transfer my powers to you and Opal, so you will be protected from the chamber’s magic. I will begin to fade, but do not worry. As soon as you collect the cure, I will give you one last burst of energy, enough to get you out of the chamber. Understand?” “Why would you fade? But I get it. Please hurry!” The fairy began her magic. Lila anxiously looked at her bond, who seemed stunned to be standing over the cactus. “What happened?” Opal asked. Then she saw Agatha. “And when did Agatha get here?” Lila shook her head. “I’ll explain in detail later, but basically, you were possessed by the cactus so I called Agatha. Agatha said that she would give us her magic to protect us from the voices and then transfer us out. She also said that she would begin to fade but not to worry. We have to hurry!” “Umm, Lila? You do know that when a fairy fades, it means that it’s dying, right?” “What?! No. Agatha… she can’t die! What have I done? I am such an idiot!” “Lila, not to sound conceited or anything, but you called Agatha so that I could live. You did the right thing. Agatha will always live if we honor and never forget her. Same with Barthelomew and Tuka. As long as we retell their stories, they will live on for eternity. Now stop thinking about that and find the grain of sand!” Lila nodded. Then she got down and began searching again. This time, Opal was helping her. After a few false calls, Lila found something that felt like another grain of sand that was perfectly round. As she sifted some more, she discovered that it was. “Quick, Opal. I found the twelfth grain of sand. Give me the jar!” Opal silently tossed the jar to Lila with her jaws. Lila caught it and scrupulously put the piece of sand into the jar. She shook it three times. Then the jar vanished, taking Tidius along with it. “Yes! We did it! We rock!” Lila and Opal crowed. Lila looked at Agatha next. “Thanks, Agatha for everything. We couldn’t have done it without you. We’ll never forget you.” Lila said, though her heart sank in the thought of losing someone else she loved. 50 SCRIPTA Agatha gave one last smile and disappeared. Lila got onto her dragon and together they flew into a portal that appeared after Agatha vanished. Lila blinked and found herself in the desert again. “Well, we ended Tidius. What do you want to do now?” Lila asked. “Go back to the Dragon World.” Lila nodded, although she knew it would be hard to find someone to take care of them now that Barthelomew and Tuka were gone. Nonetheless, she climbed on her dragon, and together they flew to their Tidius-free home. Poems on Turtle Shells 51 I don't know why I left. -=-+-=People say the night sky is the darkest thing. The silhouettes of the trees are darker. -=-+-=I can't see what I'm writing. -=-+-=I can hear them coming. -=-+-=I need to hide. My legs will be sore tomorrow. -=-+-=It's cold and I don't know where I am. Light comes and goes far too quickly. -=-+-=I'm being hunted. I know it. -=-+-=Huh, I don't hear them anymore. -=-+-=Ever since yesterday, it's been too cold. -=-+-=Light is useless. I can't see a thing. -=-+-=Petty thing I am. Though, I found a calendar. I have no idea what it's doing out here. Has it really been six weeks? -=-+-=Monsters. The stench is undeniable. -=-+-=Everywhere I turn I know they're coming. They howl, they howl, they howl-I can't run anymore. by Lauren Lee 52 SCRIPTA “Beast’s Eye” by Zana Allajbegu COMING Anna sighed. As her eyes grazed her demolished leg, her broken arm, and bruised stomach, she felt the tears in her eyes once again, threatening to drizzle down her cheeks. She remembered little of the accident, just sitting in the immaculate new car, when suddenly, everything blacked out into pure nothingness. She recalled a pained shriek from someone but could not identify who. Now, Anna lay unmoving on the bed, hospitalized, and listening to the constant beep of the IV hooked to her chest. An antiquated lamp sat next to her. She thought, reminiscing of the once exuberant cries of her brother, only two at the time of the accident. She thought about the beautiful smiles of her once-alive, breathing parents, who, she was told a day ago, she would never see again. The fact was still new to her, and it brought a terrible, calling ache to her heart that demanded to be tended to. Of course, she neglected the melancholy, unwilling to confront it for the fear of it resurfacing, just like the day before. Instead, she tried her best to elude it, burying her depression deep . “Anna Elizabeth Burton?" An aged nurse walked into the small room, the smell of lemon soap redolent in the atmosphere. Lemon soap. Old, stingy lemon soap. Not fresh. Anna only acknowledged the nurse with misery. “Honey, everything will be alright. Your records are showing that you are doing well.” 54 SCRIPTA The worker tried to assuage Anna’s feelings of sadness, as if she had done that repetitively with lots of patients. Anna had no doubt that she did. “Your grandmother has proposed an agreement with the Officers of Supervision Committee to take you to live with her.” Anna’s eyes remained hollow, a penetrating gaze. It was obvious, Anna realized, that she would have to go home with someone. The only family she had left was her old grandma, who always wore bright blouses and leather loafers, a woman of embarrassment. She always talked of the growth of ducklings, and she spritzed on body scents from the dollar store. Anna did not find her a family member that she could tolerate. This assumption came clear when about five years ago, Grandmother Lila had attended her third grade play. “I remember my first third grade play. My line was about how frogs were green,” Anna’s grandmother had stated over and over before the play. And on the day of the play, when it was time for Anna to walk up to the microphone and speak, Granny had shouted, “THAT’S MY DUCKY DUMPLING!” Anna’s nine year old face had turned a deep crimson, purely flushed. A group of children had erupted into clamorous giggles. Her spotlight was ruined. Later that day, when the play had come to an end, Anna fumed silently at her grandmother. H O M E.... by Katie Vandermel “Why did she even have to come??” Anna had whined to her father. “Because she’s family,” he had replied. “Anna, Anna, ANNA!!!” Anna looked up. The nurse was calling her name. Anna’s body trembled with surprise. “You will be going home in about two days,” the nurse said. “You will recover and attend school in about two weeks.” Anna’s eyes widened. I can’t go back to school! she thought. What will they think of me? Will they bully me? How can I survive the rest of my life without my true family? Why is life so unfair? What did I do to possibly deserve this? She felt as if she was turning a bit psycho. If only her mother was here, telling her she’d be okay. Suddenly bewildered but exhausted, Anna closed her eyes, and she fell into a deep, dreamless sleep. The last two days in the hospital went by quickly, although it wasn’t easy. Anna had to endure putrid odors, screams and cries from the patients, and the stress of her headaches. She got the headaches because of the constant vociferous voices in the hallways. Anna also smelled the lemon soap and thought about how it wasn’t happy. Like it was gloomy, sad just like her. Just being inhaled by ill patients. But by now, it was time to go home. Grandmother Lila had retrieved all Anna’s belongings from Anna’s old house and packed them in a suitcase. Anna used her crutches to make her way out of the hospital. The nurse insisted on helping her, but Anna refused, determined to do this alone, although the nurse escorted her out the door. Ah, fresh air, Anna thought, eagerly sniffing. No longer lemon soap. Grandma Lila was waiting, wearing a bursting red blouse, plastic pearls around her neck, and leather stilettos. She smiled genuinely when she saw Anna. “Oh, my mini mushie!!” she cried. Anna held in a cringe. Her grandma had very apparent red lipstick on, and when her grandma moved her lips, Anna was disgusted. Grandmother Lila was from Norway and though she had quickly adapted to the United States with her accent fading away, she still had some incoherent words. “Hi Grandmother,” Anna said with an emotionless face. “Let’s go sweetie,” her grandmother said. Anna did not reply. With the help of an aide, she got in the car. The whole ride home, it was Anna’s grandmother who made many attempts for conversation. Anna ignored her and sat quietly. The fabric of the seats were irritating, and there was barely enough room to prop up her broken limb. She hated her life. She really did. When the vehicle finally pulled up in front of a driveway, Anna knew they were at her grandma’s home. Reluctantly, she had her grandma lift her out of the car and help her onto her crutches. Anna trudged to the front door. Poems on Turtle Shells 55 The only family she had left was her old grandma, who always wore bright blouses and leather loafers, a woman of embarrassment. She always talked of the growth of ducklings, and she spritzed on body scents from the dollar store. As she walked in, scents of oak pollen, honey, and sugar wafted in the air. Anna took in the smell willingly, gladly accepting the any aroma that was different than the lemon soap from the hospital. “Would you like a sugar cookie? I baked them just for you. You like them, don’t you? You know, and your da-” Grandma was cut off. “Yes please,” Anna said with a hint of annoyance. Why couldn’t the old woman just stop talking? Grandmother Lila gave Anna a sugar cookie with a glass of warm milk. "I'm sorry dear, but I am a bit busy at the moment. I'll come back in an hour." As she was midstep out the door, Anna’s grandmother called, "There are snacks in the pantry and food in the fridge." And that was that. Anna sat quietly on the sofa, nibbling on her cookie. The recipe was familiar, just like her mom’s cookies. She sniffed at the thought, vividly remembering when her mom would bake her and her brother cookies, and her brother and she would fight over the cookie that had turned out to be the biggest. If only my little brother was here. Anna didn't know how she would ever feel same again. Anna tried to cry, but no tears would come out. She missed her family so much. Why did they die but I lived? Isn't it so remarkable that life is with a person for one moment, and in a second, it can be gone? It is unimaginable that life can perish in a few missteps, or, in some cases, steps for a purpose. What is life? Anna wondered. That was something she would try to figure out. Anna continued eating, observing the eclectic selection of thin paperbacks on a few shelves, and the dinky little lamp on the coffee table. It was silent, but Anna found solace in 56 SCRIPTA silence, because she was now accustomed to not having much conversation with people anymore. Suddenly, drowsiness overcame her, and Anna let her lids droop as she took a peaceful nap. A few hours later Anna felt a nudge. "Anna?" "Sweetheart?" Anna looked up and saw her grandma, and she grudgingly forced herself out of the sofa, groaning at the stiffness in her neck. "You have school in three days," Grandma Lila said. As if that would be forgotten. The thing that Anna dreaded the most was going to school. She fretted over how people would think of her, and how they would try to befriend her out of pity. She looked at the clock. 5:06 p.m! Her eyes shifted to grandma. "Are we going to eat?" she asked. Grandma, startled by the sudden realization, looked at the present time. "Of course!" Grandma Lila then proceeded to the kitchen, retrieving ingredients for whatever meal she was preparing. Fifteen minutes later, Grandma Lila brought Anna’s meal, a steamy broth a bit overcooked, consisting of thick ingredients. Anna ate it but not eagerly. The next day, Anna awoke to the overenthusiastic ring of Grandma Lila’s voice and groaned. “Rise and shine!” The sun’s rays radiated off the bedroom window, casting a harsh gleam directly on Anna’s eyes. “C’mon honey!” Grandma said, “We are going to the mall today.” Anna refused. Grandma gave her a stern look. “Anna, you are in desperate need of some clothes. After all, if I were you, I would want to look a bit more pleasant in new attire rather than the same identical pair of pants and loose, plain tshirts.” Anna got up with a grumble, wishing it was her mom or dad going shopping with her instead of this old lady. A few hours later, Anna found herself limping on the marble floor of the mall, overcome with the amount of commotion around her. She felt self-conscious and a bit dizzy. Together though, she and her grandmother popped in stores, purchasing what they thought suited Anna. When they were done with their shopping excursion, they made their way to the food court, where they spent a great length of time waiting in line to get their chicken sandwiches and vitamin water, which was a peculiar combo indeed. On the way home, as Anna thought about the day, she actually found that she enjoyed the trip. She hadn’t been to the mall, or to any public place for that matter, in a long while. But despite the positive feeling, Anna couldn’t deny the gnawing in her stomach. School was approaching fast. What would happen Anna did not know. A week and three days later Anna awoke, and all of the emotional struggles of apprehension and feeling distraught came crashing down on her. She was as nervous as a jittery mouse. She got up with a start, and slung her leg in the boot she was temporarily wearing. The doctor had permitted the usage of the boot a day ago, since Anna’s leg was nearly healed. It was good her arm had healed quickly, and the bruises had faded away, or else she would’ve looked like a beaten up rag doll. Anna fished through her dresser drawers, carefully selecting a snug sweatshirt and a pair of new tights and one worn boot for her other uninjured foot. She stumbled over to the mirror, gazing in securing it with an elastic. She ate breakfast quickly and had her grandma drive her to the big, red brick building where classes would start. Burrow Hall Middle School. It felt funny saying the word. Weird. Anna got out of the SUV clumsily, hastily snatching her bag and walking grudgingly to the entrance. She could already feel a few eyes on her and hear a string of whispers. She noticed a few girls, one with huge hoop earrings and others with glasses. One girl in particular in the corner, with green eyes looking at her intently, interested her. She had a book in her hand. She looked like she wanted to say something to her, and Anna was hopeful. But then she didn't. Anna heard words like,“The orphan. I feel so sorry for her. What a pity,” floating around. Anna’s face reddened. This was going to be a bad day. Five hours later, Anna grimaced as she exited the building. Through all of her classes, she was met with looks of I’m sorry, or poor girl, for her accident. She endured many stares, and her face turned a deep crimson for most of the day. At lunch, not a single person bothered to offer her a smile or invite her to their table, for she was hopelessly alone. Now waiting for her grandmother to pick her up, she glanced at her flip phone in depression. Yes, she had a flip phone and yes, the day had been awful. She glanced around, her eyes settling on the same girl with emerald eyes, black hair, and wire rimmed glasses. The girl was reading a book. It was the girl who had previously intrigued Anna. Anna was surprised. The girl looked up. Anna looked away. A few seconds later, Anna quickly looked back, fearful of the girl catching her looking again. But to Anna’s surprise, the girl She sniffed at the thought, vividly remembering when her mom would bake her and her brother cookies, and her brother and she would fight over the cookie that had turned out to be the biggest. If only my little brother was here. her reflection critically, noticing her long, tangled brunette ringlets and oversized mouth, before sweeping her hair into a high ponytail and was staring straight at her, book in hand. They looked at each other. The girl spoke after a long pause. Poems on Turtle Shells 57 “Dark Forest” Emily Luo “ Hi?” she said with uncertainty, her eyes inquisitively looking at Anna. “Hello?” Anna said. “My name is Rhea,” the girl said shyly, like she had never spoken to many people before. Anna looked down, equally as shy. Her eyes fell on the book Rhea was holding, one of her favorites from a year ago. Coincidently, she would always read it with her mom, going over the story with her and marveling at the ridiculous moments. “I’ve read your book before.” Anna said, at a loss of words. “Oh,” Rhea looked at her book, then back at Anna, before breaking out into a sly grin. “Care to share the ending?” “Kaspar turns into an evil demon made from molten lava, and Poseidon becomes overweight.” Anna replied, bursting into a fit of giggles. Rhea joined her, and Anna couldn’t help but feel like this was one of her first moments in a long time that involved laughter. “Do you…” There was a pause, and Rhea looked nervous. “Do you want to come over sometime?” 58 SCRIPTA Anna was shocked. She didn’t mind her coming over. Could this be a real start of friendship? She had doubt, but at the same time, she was really excited. “I’d like that.” Rhea’s face lit up, and the girls exchanged numbers. By then, Anna’s grandmother’s car had pulled up. As Anna climbed in, she waved to Rhea, smiling so wide her cheeks were starting to ache. Maybe things weren’t so bad after all. Maybe you just had to wait for the right moment to meet someone, Anna thought. Maybe, finally somehow, Anna was coming out of her shell of sadness. She was living her life again. Yes, Anna thought, smelling the crisp, fresh air and smiling, the smell in her nose no longer the old lemon soap. Yes, this is my life. No more hiding, no more being miserable. I’m going to live my life for real. Because once your life is gone, you can never get it back. Limbo by Lauren Lee Down this road I saw, and I saw long ago, words taught I. And I looked forwards, where the ceiling rode red, where the lamp shone orange, where the skylights hailed black. And I walked forwards to the falling cliff, with bruised and bleeding feet-and my eyes looked down, but I did not see past the clouds undulating with the power of nothing. And I did see words taught I, because I did not see a blue buzzing fly. Poems on Turtle Shells 59 Weeping willows sweep their white flowers Across the winds Weeping brides sweep their white dresses Across the dirt Ever so slowly Loneliness of soul in part Pain of mind A broken heart Gone is he, never to return But ever so much did her heart yearn For warmth of love A mended heart To be anything but apart Without his love She thereof Was nothing more than a caged dove Senselessly banging her wing on the cage Daring to escape Cutting years from her age Dying so slowly Crumbling her heart Becoming so lowly Tears fell upon her shattered cheeks Marred by her heart With which she had tried but failed to understand How Why What What was so wrong that she had to break her wings And mar her cheeks And scar her heart? And when he returned Oh her heart burned With hatred and malice For he had left her with the heart of a broken palace No longer loving But sick and sullen Melancholy A crippled heart her bosom would bear She could not love She would not care But only hate That which had broken her wings A cruel twist of fate by Alice Militaru 60 SCRIPTA Sea Green by Meryem Ozgen I find myself lost in the sea green of your eyes In the middle of nowhere On an island Where white seagulls are screeching and cawing And there’s an overwhelming smell of salt I furtively glance around And gingerly place a toe into the water It’s seems alright So I dive in Headfirst I say hello to all the Bright orange clownfish And I avoid the sharks When I’m done I try come up for a breath But I’m in too deep And I’m drowning My mind gets cloudy And my muscles start to relax But then you glance away And I need you to Drown me again “Darkness” Lauren Lee Poems on Turtle Shells 61 Speaking With My Past Self by Matthew Gonzales INT. BEDROOM - DESK - MIDDAY PAST MATT (Medium shot of PAST MATT looking over script. First on computer, then physical.) (Bites end of pen) CURRENT MATT (questioningly) (opens door) (while in doorway) What are you doing? PAST MATT (concentrated) (still looking at script) Writing a script. CURRENT MATT (sternly) (walks in and takes script) No you’re not. (a beat) You’re doing it wrong. (examines script further) PAST MATT (worried) What? (a beat) What did I do wrong? CURRENT MATT (correcting) This isn’t proper screenplay format. (holds up script) This looks like a kindergartner’s work. PAST MATT (worried) Really? Yes. 62 SCRIPTA CURRENT MATT (sternly) This looks like a list of characters and the words they say. beat) And it’s typed in magenta Chalkduster. Nothing more. (a PAST MATT (worriedly looks around) (a beat) Well, how can I fix it? CURRENT MATT (sternly) Well, there’s putting it in proper format. (looks at script again) Here. You need your slug line. That’s the description of the scene itself. outdoor, indoor, day, night. Like if it’s PAST MATT (confused) Okay… (takes script from CURRENT MATT) (looks down at script and makes correction) (frustrated) (looks back up slowly) There. Proper format. CURRENT MATT (sternly) You’re supposed to do that every time the setting changes. PAST MATT (angrily) All right. (makes a second adjustment) There. All proper format. CURRENT MATT (sternly) And, uh, your parentheticals. PAST MATT (questioningly) My what? CURRENT MATT (sternly) Your parentheticals. (a beat) It’s the description of the expression of the character’s dialogue. PAST MATT (gaining confidence) I don’t want to make parentheticals. That just sounds wrong. Why do I need to-- Poems on Turtle Shells 63 CURRENT MATT (observantly) (takes script) Now that I actually care to read your dialogue and action, I see that not only does is the format incorrect, (looks back up at PAST MATT) but everything is incorrect. PAST MATT (defensive) (takes script) What do you mean, incorrect? CURRENT MATT (grimacing) It’s wrong. PAST MATT (defensive) How can art be wrong? (takes back script and examines it) CURRENT MATT (grimacing) (takes back script) Anything can be wrong if done incorrectly. Take for example children coloring outside the lines. And construction work, buying second hand wear off eBay, and-PAST MATT (shyly) Okay, okay. Just leave me alone. CURRENT MATT (softly) Well, (tosses script on PAST MATT’s desk) (yelling) Do you want this properly done or not?! PAST MATT (scared) Yes. CURRENT MATT (sternly) Then do what I say. 64 SCRIPTA (regains kindness) Now, center your character names. <shot of both of them at desk> PAST MATT (worried) (sighs) (makes the adjustments) CURRENT MATT (smiling) Excellent. Well, not yet. (sternly) Wait for the YouTube comments to roll in. PAST MATT (worried, scared) (makes adjustments more furiously) CURRENT MATT (proudly) (walks out of room) (while in doorway) Get to work. (slams door) PAST MATT (worried) (resumes working) FADE OUT “Sided Thoughts” Katherine Miller Poems on Turtle Shells 65 No Umbrella by Yahav Manor The dark sky Rose upon me The thunder pounded Lightning exploded Rain, really heavily, rasped I was completely soaked No umbrella No one near So I sat on the tree stump And listened to the syncopated Sound of water hitting the ground And I listened, and I listened, and I listened Then I wondered if Mother Nature was crying Or laughing tears of joy But there still was no umbrella 66 SCRIPTA “Umbrella” Isabelle Lee No One to Hold Going Home by Barbara Gilman I was alone. I watched people embrace each other. I looked to my right and left but there was no one around. Some people were inseparable. There was no one for me. I was alone. Poems on Turtle Shells 67 Not Just Yet by Jeanne Hagen I honestly don't really want to grow up At least Not Just Yet I want to still be able to ride my bike, Rollerblade Skateboard And run To do things with My Friends To be able to trick-or-treat and eat a bucket-load of Candy I wanna wake up every morning With my Mum's Delicious Waffles wafting Upstairs to my room I wanna still be able to dream things that are completely Ridiculous and Unreal I want to still be able to play Random games With others I want to be allowed to do Things Sure I don't wanna be young forever But I don't wanna grow up Not Just Yet “Yield to Time” Jackie Kim 68 SCRIPTA Finding the Key by Abby Rozen The whole scheme of it causes me to feel Like I stepped out of a cage Or the affection I get when I ace a test. Superior to any birthday present I've ever acquired. A kind of rewarding sensation, With sparkles glittering here and there. You think I shouldn't look back, but you omitted The obnoxious jail bed at age one, Or the fact I was grounded with words at age two The building of sentences at age three, The leash at age four, The cootie baseball caps at age five. The playdates age six, And the boyfriend at age seven, but my mom Didn't unlatch the cage. I utter goodbye to the leash That led me everywhere. I say farewell to the glue That stuck me, never let me free. I say goodbye to the cage. That trapped me. Savored me. But now I'm always out, Hanging out with my friends. Back then we used to have playdates. My friends always got trapped here. With me. And I couldn't walk alone, As I can today. It seems like only yesterday when I used to interpret That I would be trapped in the jail forever. But now I open the door. I find The Key. I never let it go. Poems on Turtle Shells 69