Memoirs Of A Geisha Interview With A Character
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Memoirs Of A Geisha Interview With A Character
MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA Ex Int clu er siv vie e w “This is a rare and utterly engaging story. It tells the extraordinary tale of a geisha- summoning up a quarter century, from 1929 to the post-war years of Japan’s dramatic history, and opening a window onto a half-hidden world of enchantment, exploitation and degradation. Q: It is thought that a geisha must not reveal her life... Sayuri: Geisha may not take any formal vow of silence, but their existence is predicated on the singularly Japanese conviction that what goes on during the morning in the office and what goes on during the evening behind closed doors bear no relationship to one another. Geisha simply do not talk for the record about their experiences. The world of the geisha, the "flower and willow" world, are very separate societies that are shrouded in mystery. There are many myths created by outsiders about the lifestyle of the geisha world. It is a very private, elite world, and most people would be uncomfortable speaking about it. Q: What made you want your story to be told then? Sayuri: My circumstances were unusual, for I moved to New York after the war. No one in Japan had MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA Hatsumomo power over me any longer. My ties with my native country were already severed, and that is why I feel I am no longer constrained to silence. If I had continued to live in Japan, or continued to live out my life as a geisha, a story like mine would never have been told. Q: What exactly does the word “geisha” mean? Sayuri: A geisha is judged as a moving work of art. We are not courtesans, we are not wives. We only entertain. We are judged by our skills. There are many misconceptions about what a geisha truly is, especially to foreigners. Many prostitutes styled themselves as geisha in order to attract the attention of the occupying soldiers in Japan after World War II. When true geisha were able to work, the prostitutes have already usurped the meaning of the word “geisha” to many foreigners. Q: You were destined to live out your life as a common chamber maid. What made your life turn around? Sayuri: I had all these debts that Hatsumomo piled on top of me, but what really made Mrs. Nitta give up on me was the fact that I tried to run away once with my sister Satsu from Gion, from Kyoto. I have already shamed the okiya, and my running away would make Mrs. Nitta look bad. I was destined to scrubbing floors until Mameha and the Chairman came into my life. Mameha helped me in ways that no other geisha could ever help their “little sister”, the apprentices. When I met the Chairman, I made up my mind to work as hard as I possibly could to become a geisha. This would be a stepping-stone for me into his world. The Chairman, who later became my danna, was what made me truly want to become a geisha. MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA Q: Where did you meet the Chairman for the first time? Sayuri: As a little girl called Sakamoto Chiyo from Yoroido, facing nothing but emptiness in my life, I first met the Chairman on the banks of Shirakawa Stream. I was crying, and he said that it was too lovely a day to be upset. He was the first person to show me true kindness in this cruel world. He bought me a cup of sweet ice, a handkerchief, and money enough to buy fish and rice for a whole month. But I gave the money back in prayer at the temple, and announced to the gods that I would do whatever it takes to bring the Chairman back into my life again. As Sayuri, a new maiko (apprentice geisha), I first met the Chairman at a sumo match hosted by Iwamura Electric, which was the company that the Chairman ran. Everything about my life changed on that day, for the better and also for the worse. If only I knew that the Chairman recognized me as the little girl he helped one day years and years ago... I would have never made the same mistakes! Q: But the Chairman still became your danna in the very end, and visited you often in New York until his death. Sayuri: Not without experiencing many obstacles and the dark moments of my life. A geisha does not choose her danna. It is unfortunately the very opposite. But I consider myself fortunate, for I loved the Chairman, and he loves me in return. Hatsumomo was certainly one of the greatest challenges of my life, for she could not tolerate competition, especially from me, a little chamber maid living in the same okiya as herself. But Mameha outwitted her, and she was finally out of my life a few years after I became a fullfledged geisha. The war, and of course, Nobu-san, also presented themselves as obstacles between me and the Chairman. I had to sacrifice the friendship between Nobu and myself to let the Chairman become my danna in the end, but I would pray that Nobu has forgiven me, for I know I have violated his trust in me. Q: How is life for you in New York? Sayuri: I can’t pretend I didn’t feel afraid so many years ago when I first moved to New York. I now run a little teahouse on the second floor of an old club off Fifth Avenue that is modestly successful. A number of geisha have come from Gion to work with me there, and even Mameha sometimes visits. I regard New York as my life now that I am no longer a geisha.