How`s My Vending?
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How`s My Vending?
HOMELESS W hat does a Homeless man do when he walks down the street and no one lifts a finger to help him? Or what happens when the people who live in an area and who don’t want a shelter in their neighborhood go out of their way to help a homeless man? Or what happens when a I n August 2003 the U.S. Postal Inspection Service requested NCMEC's assistance in identifying victims in images of child pornography. Exploited Child Unit (ECU) analysts recognized the victims from images they had seen in the past, but were able to find a significant amount of investigative clues in these particular photographs. When a county sheriff's vehicle in the photograph was determined to be from Pinellas County, Florida, ECU analysts immediately contacted the sheriff's office and an investigation began. Another photograph of the same victims sent to NCMEC's CyberTipline showed the children on a Yamaha Wave Runner, on which the state registration number was clearly visible. ECU analysts immediately ran the registration number through public homeless man goes to a shelter mental health consumer and and other homeless people don’t obviously very homeless. lift a finger to help their fellow With dirty clothes on my homeless man? Or what hap- body, dirt rubbed on my pens when a homeless man goes arms and tree leaves in my Afro wig, I to a s h e l t e r I was shocked that my walked with a cane and was and a very own population hardly able to homeI did the l e s s did not treat me like I move. famous Tim Confamily g o e s wanted to be treated. way walk from the old Carol Burw a y nett show. I had above the call of duty to make that chicken in my pockets with homeless person feel right at salad from a few days before. I home? Well it all happened, let wanted to be homeless. I first me tell you my story. First of all walked into my very own shelthis story is partially redone, we ter to see how the homeless cliran it a few years ago and ents we already had, would treat thought it was so important that me. I was shocked that my very we would add to it and make own population did not treat me like I wanted to be treated. They some new points. A few years back, I, could have been scared of the Sean Cononie, dressed up as a way I looked and smelled. But I I How’s My Vending? 925-6466 X101 (Continued on page 6) Thoughts from a recovering alcoholic (Continued on page 11) Call (954) was still pretty upset that only a few helped me. My clients who we have helped should have: "Paid it forward." I am sure you have seen the movie. My clients should have lifted the spirits of me, the Homeless person instead of just passing me by. I thought we gave them better values in their recovery. “Pay it Forward” is a movie letting us PLEASE. My 9 year old girl, Penny Brown, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. It is still not too late. Please help us. If anyone, anywhere knows anything, please contact me at:[email protected] I am including a picture of her. All prayers are appreciated!! am a recovering alcoholic and I relapsed. I would drink six to eight beers a night to help me sleep easier and it just so happened that there was a football game on and I went to bed a little later, at eleven. Then when I went to work the next morning I was randomly selected off the computer to take a drug and alcohol test. I passed the drug part but did not pass the alcohol test and was automatically terminated. I tried to get unemployment but I could not because I was fired. Therefore I could not pay rent. Now I am homeless. If I get transportation I can get my job back. I am 140 days sober and I want to stay sober and get my life back together. Charlie Robinson "We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses." -C. G. 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F LO R ID A A UTO IN SU R AN C E IN C . 6 7 4 0 T A F T S T R E E T, H O L L Y W O O D F RE E T A G R E N EW A L SER V IC E FEE W ITH W R I T TE N P O L I C Y L OC A TE D A C R OS S F R O M W IN N -D I XIE O N T AF T S T R E E T W E H AV E M AN Y TYPES OF IN SU R A N CE FO R A L L Y O U R N EED S 9 5 4 -9 6 3 -7 3 3 3 Voice Page 4 NATIONAL NEWS W e here at Adventures in but I won't get all huffy about it if Poetry want to proudly the Times is denied their First go on record as being Amendment right to show naked firmly opposed to eating babies. people copulating on their front We are also against torturing ani- page. While personally I believe it mals, raping in general, pillaging, should be up to the Times to demaiming, arson, stealing, and cide whether that would be a good breaking other people's things for choice, I'm willing to let the oppothe fun of it. sition have We bring this up that one. “As you surely know by now because this B u t now, as it's been in all the week a bunch of this instance folks suggested papers, Tami Silicio put the of censorship that I write today Times on the fast track to its is inexcusable. in support of the next Pulitzer by giving them Yet, the govSeattle Times' ernment is decision last week the opportunity to defy the making an to run Tami Sili- Pentagon's ban on printing excuse, and cio's photo of we are forced photos of flag-draped flag-draped cofto answer it. coffins of U.S. soldiers.” fins of deceased The excuse is U.S. soldiers on that the photo their way home from Iraq. Yes I, could offend some people among Dr. Wes Browning, will personally the families of the dead. stick my neck out right here on this Answer number one: Very page, and take a stand in favor of few relatives of dead U.S. servicefree speech and opposed to totali- men have stepped forward to claim tarianism. offense in this particular case, Let me sum up my posi- probably in part due to the fact that tion up right now, so that those of YOU CAN'T TELL WHO THE you who need no convincing can DEAD IN THE PICTURE ARE, go back to eating your egg salad FOR PETE'S SAKE. Hello, you sandwich or making out or what- can't even tell if the coffins are ever you were doing before this occupied. Sheesh. column interrupted you: TotalitariAnswer number two: The anism, bad. Government propa- freedom at the press is at stake ganda, bad. Government censor- here. The first amendment doesn't ship and lies, bad. Free Speech, say its OK for the government to good. practice censorship if someone As you surely know by might be offended by something. now, as it's been in all the papers, By the way, it probably Tami Silicio put the Times on the would offend George W. Bush's fast track to its next Pulitzer by sensitivity were he to read this colgiving them the opportunity to umn (which can't happen 'cause he defy the Pentagon's ban on printing don't read, he only looks at picphotos of flag-draped coffins of tures) if I were to say that he deU.S. soldiers. I'll tell you how serves to be impeached for dealing clueless I was. I was so clueless it with the Saudi oil producers to never occurred to me that the Pen- influence the next election. Should tagon had a ban on printing such I therefore be prevented from sayphotos. Oh, I figured there was a ing it? No, because the importance rule against printing photos in of being able to say such things which the identities of the fallen outweighs any offense it may give soldiers were indicated, sure. But George W. Bush. surely not photos where you couldI care much more about n't tell who was in the coffins. the feelings of the families of But, no. Our government fallen servicemen than I do about has a rule against it, and commer- those of Bush, but the principle cial military contractors like May- remains the same. Their feelings, tag Aircraft are understandably whether appropriate or not, don't afraid to defy the Pentagon that trump the national interest. And in hires them, so they let Silicio and this case the national interest does her husband go, and they would not lie with the Pentagon. It lies have fired her little dog too, if she with freedom of the press and the had one and it was in range. freedom of speech. Now, some kinds of cenDr. Wes Browning sorship I expect. I'm not saying I'm in favor of any kind of censorship, • Talk to your Human Resource Manager about how you can donate money to help the homeless thru a payroll deduction for the COSAC Foundation American Express Will Match Any Donation Their Employee Makes This is What The Homeless Voice Has to say about this… We at the Homeless Voice will address this article about the freedom of the press, we won't address the writers view on President George Bush, and EVEN THOUGH I am not a fan of Mr. Bush I will not make fun of him in this way. We here at the Homeless Voice believe that the dead should have respect at all cost. However we also believe that the citizens the service men protect should be able to view their coffins in a respectable way as it was done with the flags covering their coffins. When I saw the picture in the paper and on the news, I stopped what I was doing and prayed for their salvation. I asked God to give them a speedy trip to Heaven, as do I when I see a picture of a fallen soldier. It made me think about how these men and women risked their lives for the freedom we all share. It made me personally respect each and every one of the fallen soldiers. I have no idea why they would make such a rule like this anyway or to enforce it. The Americans have the right to see their soldiers and honor them as well. Respect is respect, the news shows burning people on fire, other newspapers show homeless people looking their worst and major papers are very eager to tell how the homeless person smelt at the time of the interview or how many teeth the homeless person did not have. American papers show dead civilians of countries who have their mad man ethnic cleanings and show their dead bodies mutilated. I as an American respect those coffins and what they stand for. We must never forget that war is bad, war is horrible and we all must remember that death comes to us when wars happen. It makes some of us sensitive to the fact that diplomacy works and we should exhaust all possibilities in the realm of diplomacy before declaring war. Yes, Saddam was bad, as you may remember from my article about the Iraq war I predicted that there would be a new breed of terrorism. I stated as we killed one terrorist another one would be born and that new terrorist would hate us with a passion. When you fight these types of terrorist nations we must stop the hatred and not with war, because it would turn out just like I predicted. This war should have been planned better and we should have done more in diplomacy before taking such action. The same people we freed are now When I first saw the pictures, I thought, "Oh my God, what a beautiful picture". I saw respect and glory. I thought to myself, that this is probably more respect than they would ever get if they came home alive. I prayed for their souls and I prayed for peace to fill the hearts of their families. There is nothing more I can say, but God bless them and their families and friends. I don't deserve their sacrifice but I am thankful for it. -Lois Cross killing our service men. Yes, not all, but some are, even the ones who said, we thank you America for getting rid of Saddam, are now saying and protesting telling us we are murderers, and wanting us to leave ASAP. Why would these people who we freed want us gone so quickly?... Because they do not believe in what we believe in and in their hearts, they feel us Americans are the evil ones, and we must stop the hatred before they will ever welcome us. As when our vets come home some will be homeless as we still see our homeless Vietnam vets. We told you about the VA and its hospitals last month. In years to come we probably will tell you how many new vets are homeless over this Iraq War. They will come to us because they will not be able to sleep, they won’t be able to hold a job, and they will be addicted to drugs and alcohol and be homeless. They will have what we call Posttraumatic Stress Disorder and the government won’t find them a place to call home. -Sean Cononie Lois Cross [email protected] WE NEED gift certificates for Publix or Winn-Dixie Call 954-925-6466 Page 5 Volume 5, Issue 9 NATIONAL NEWS A low-income African-American woman loses her kids to the well-financed system of Child Protective Services K kids elly, one of my best my I friends, was 17 when while she had her first of her went to the four children. As I had just store. I was there started university in the same city out that she lived in, and neither of us mainly by had friends or family close by, so m y s e l f . " She made the best choice she we spent a lot of time together. Kelly lives in Quebec, could at the time. CPS authorities didn’t Canada. About two weeks after her first baby was born, a nurse agree with her choice. They apknocked on their door to see if prehended her kids and, even everything was okay. It is stan- though the incident occurred in dard in Quebec for nurses in each 1995 and she has completed community to visit new babies countless programs, she still and help parents with any con- doesn’t have all of her children cerns that they have. My friend home. Authorities are even trying was also informed that, if needed, to have one of them adopted. she could drop the baby off at a "That’s a big business. That’s provincial day care for $5 a day. money they all making," Mary All of this was on top of baby said, "Just to go and talk to my bonuses that gave her a little ex- son I think this [CPS psycholotra money when each of the kids Eight years and was born. There is no question that thousands of dollars later, these services Mary and her children have have been immensely helpful in reams of bad experiences behind alleviating the normal, everyday them and many battles ahead. strains that Kelly gist] get $89 an hour." has had. Mary’s experiences with Mary X*, an AfricanAmerican mother in Oakland, CPS have been dehumanizing. hasn’t had Kelly’s experiences. "They talk down to you in front She lives in a state where govern- of your kids," she mentioned, ment assistance for childcare and "They make you feel low." Once, emotional support are expensive in court, she asked that CPS offiand difficult to obtain. Without cials speak to her alone, so that friends and family, and without a her kids didn’t have to hear her government-sponsored help net- being chastised. When the CPS work, she has been completely official mentioned this to the court, Mary was reprimanded. "If alone in raising her five children. The aloneness is basi- you say anything to CPS," Mary cally what led to her involvement said, "they’ll say ‘Oh you’re hoswith Child Protective Services tile,’ ‘Oh, you’re angry,’ ‘Oh, (CPS). One day, when her oldest you’re mad,’ ‘Oh you’re not supchild was five and her youngest a posed to talk back.’" Mary’s kids year old, she left them at home have also had many difficulties and went to the store to pick up while in foster care, including the family’s groceries. She knew having been misdiagnosed with that the trip would be far faster ADHD, beaten, and given antideand much less stressful on the pressants. For my friend Kelly and children if she quickly hopped on the bus herself. As Mary puts it, others in Quebec, the services "I don’t have nobody to help me. they get are an indication that I don’t have any friends to keep someone out there cares about Where Quality, Service & Pricing Count! their family. That, ultimately, even if they need help, the priority is to keep the family together. This is one thing that Mary wishes she’d felt in her dealings with CPS: "Instead of them coming and taking your kids, they should send you to family counseling with your kids for six months." According to the Casey Family Programs, a Seattle-based organization that help parents strengthen families at risk and prevent foster care, notes that the foster care population in the U.S. has nearly doubled over the past two decades. To address this growing trend, Casey acknowledges that the root causes of family crises must be addressed: "We know that poverty is the primary cause of family instability. And we believe that family support is a powerful and cost-effective way to keep families together." Mary needed affordable childcare, help from friends or family, and the support of her community. She didn’t get any of these. Eight years and thousands of dollars later, Mary and her children have reams of bad experiences behind them and many battles ahead. CPS and the government could make different choices; they could, like the Quebec government, give emotional and financial support to families, which made all the difference for my friend Kelly. Alexandra Flynn/Mentor; Dee Gray COURTWATCH-PNN Comments of the Homeless Voice: Here at the Homeless Voice, we believe this woman Mary should have used better judgment than leaving her baby to get on a bus to go to the store. However, people in desperate situations make desperate choices. It is true that with poverty comes a whole list of problems. I ask this question to the mothers who are reading this pa- Dru g Te sts • • • Hats T-Shirts Jackets • • • Instant Results Staff Shirts Sweatshirts Sport Bags For: Schools-Clubs-Businesses-Teams-Organizations (954) 434-7480 4740 SW 82nd Ave, Davie Fl Located Directly Behind the Davie/C.C. Library Serving the Community Since 1980 • Childr en -Sean Cononie Sara Cunningham [email protected] We Need Reporters Call the Homeless Voice 954-410-6275 Screen Printing & Embroidery Custom Imprinted: per, especially mothers who are now in their sixties. "How many of you left your infant in a crib sleeping for an hour while you had coffee with your next door neighbor?" Maybe you checked on the baby every so often... I can also insure you that if Mary were not poor the children would not have been taken away. I am not saying that protective services made a bad choice when Mary left her children. But what else could they have done? How long does it really take to get a mom or dad to have the ability to care for the child at 100 percent? Some experts agree that not only should there be child birth classes, parents should also be required to take small parenting skills classes as well as first aid and cpr. Especially in lowincome areas where the parents might have some issues. Working with the parents before birth is given is the key to preventing the children being removed by the orders of Protective Services. When the systems see problems like Mary, we need to respond to correct it. If we do nothing we have failed and we will continue to fail unless we react. There should be laws in place that when a baby is born. The hospital social workers should make sure the parents have their act together. Then after discharge there should be several other visits by social workers to give the families the tools needed to make it. Not only the tools but for the social worker and the family to investigate possible problems and react in a fast manner preventing such a disaster as a removal of a child. Little ones are the most precious things in the world. We as social service leaders must protect the children but also protect the parents to have a fulfilled life by not having their children removed. • Em ployees Voice Page 6 HOMELESS VOICE me what my name was I stated, “Mr. Mars.” I also said I was from Mars. So my cover was deep and not one person knew who I was. My residents should This is Sean Cononie a few minhave known I was a mental health utes prior to turning into Mr. consumer and should have treated Mars me better. (Continued from page 1) Later that day I walked all know that when someone does down the famous Lincoln Street a favor for you when you are in Hollywood, down and out, you should do two where our main shelter was loother favors for two strangers. Then Delavan and cated. I walked the Wanda and their two little girls through who were also homeless made same streets of sure everything I needed was the neighborwhere given to me. They brought me hood food. As they gave me the food, I those commumemtook the chicken out of my n i t y pocket and grumbled and stut- bers did the tered the words, “I am fine, I complaining about our residents have Chicken.” They knew I was destroying their community. in need of better food and ex- Now keep in mind some of their plained to me to save the chicken complaints were valid and a lot of for later and eat the meatloaf, the complaints were made bemashed potatoes and green beans. cause the people of that commuFrom the pictures you see in this n i t y d i d n o t l i k e t h e paper and from the way I acted, I word homeless. I asked several was quite the character. To this people where there was a homeday I am still very disap- less shelter around here. Most pointed in my own population for people had no idea where we not helping me. After I played the were located. Yet some people homeless person I called a meet- who knew where we were located ing with the entire shelter and I plainly lied. One person who I explained what I did and how definitely knew for a long time they responded. I called this ex- who went to the same church as periment the “Matthew Experi- me and another 10,000 people in Broward County plainly lied ment” taken from the Bible. Most importantly, while I when I asked the question was at the shelter I did not speak “Where is the homeless shelter?” much; but when someone asked Bumper stickers on her car stated the name of our church, and with all Sean Cononie now making the first part of the Christian actions the Birth of Mr. Mars. of this woman she still denied me the address. She did not know it was me, but she knew I was homeless because I, Mr. Mars told her I was homeless and I was looking for a homeless shelter on Lincoln Street. This woman was a person Sean Cononie darkening his unshaven face. who was really against us so she definitely knew all about us. I have known this HOLLYWOOD person for almost 25 ALL years and I was very DISCOUNT INSURANCE concerned. This was PHARMACY ACCEPTED the biggest disappointment I have had OTHER SERVICES INCLUDE : in a long time. To • OVER T HE COUNTER think this person who MEDICAT ION • PRESCRIPTION is a Christian denied COUNSELING • VITAM INS she knew where this • PERSONAL HYGIENE PRODUCTS Mr. Mars could get • FIRST AIDE SUPPL IES MON – FRI 8:30 AM TO 6:00 PM shelter. It upset me SAT 8:30 AM TO 1:00 PM deeply. Then I realCLOSED SUNDAYS FREE LOCAL ized none of us are LOCATED BEHIND HOLLYWOOD DELIVERY perfect and we all MEMORIAL REGIONAL HOSPITAL 954-989-6300 have our own sin. 1150 N. 35TH, SUITE 105 Even me…. but this was too close to home. Here is this woman who lives on the same street as the shelter, who I There was another memhave known for a very long time, who is close to God and she ber of that community who was would deny a crippled, sick, in charge of the civic association homeless individual a place to who went at it with me in meetstay? She plainly hated our old ings almost every time we met. shelter because she feels that we For years we argued and today are not zoned correctly and are we are in a good spirit of cooptoo close to eration. We talk and I actually her house. have gone to her for guidance on She may have our new location. She is a comsome valid munity member who loves her points about community and wants to help the us being in a homeless and people who need c o m m u n i t y help. But with all the arguments but this really I never got to hear her heart. We irked me. I actually worked on a real special was going to case together last year on this write a letter homeless person living under a to the pastor of our church and bridge. For years I thought the have him read it to our large worst of her until I underchurch congregation. I was going stood why she did not want us on to do this without naming the Lincoln Street and realized she church or the person because it was a real good person. When would be a good lesson for all us Mr. Mars asked her where the so called Christians who still shelter was, she plainly said it is judge and commit sin. Here is the down the street. I was very pleased when I saw and heard her question of the day. own words. She How do wanted us gone from you worship a Lincoln Street but Homeless Man on did not lie and diSunday and igrected Mr. Mars to nore ano ther the shelter. She got homeless man on an “A” in my book Monday? Maybe and that is when I she was just anunderstood she just gry that this man did not want a shelwas walking close ter in the inner resito her house. I dential community. can understand I tested another perher concerns beson on Lincoln cause she had children and hav- This is the new Mr. Mars who Street after being ing strangers now is homeless, Have you seen directed to the shelter. There was walking down him in your community? this man in his car your street would be upsetting. Strangers are one and I stopped him. I think he thing, but a homeless mental worked at an airport because he health consumer sometimes had some type of uniform on. I makes us all scared. When in asked him where the shelter was; fact they are usually a non- he said he had no idea. Then he violent person. Like I said we all drove off. But then he stopped have sin. I can feed the world and and waited until my crippled take as many homeless off the body got to his car. As I got close street as possible but I will never to him, he was clearing off his be Christ. Here this community passenger seat. He said, “hop in I member who is Christian goes to will drive you up and down the church and worships Jesus on streets until we find it.” He also Sunday, but then turned her back said he was on Angel Dust many on another homeless man on years ago and that God saved Monday. Jesus was homeless him. He called me Brother. Whoand she worships him but denies ever you are I ask God to bless Mr. Mars a place to stay. Again you. we all have sin and I am not judgAt the end of the Mating this person because of the thew Experiment I called another way she feels about us. She did group meeting at the shelter and have some valid points. My pur- then I called the family that was pose for writing this story is to staying at my shelter, this was the educate us all that we must take family who fed Mr. Mars. In care of Jesus when we see him front of the residents I handed walking down the street crippled this family a check for a couple and obviously homeless and men- of hundred dollars and said this is tally ill. She is a good woman for your deposit on your new but she denied me, Mr. Mars, a place. I told the other residents (Continued on page 7) shelter, which made me mad. Playing the part of Mr. Mars for a few days, allowed me to be able to actually feel homeless for a day. Page 7 Volume 5, Issue 9 THOUGHTS An open letter to a well-known stranger I ’ve seen you often in the hair. As you moved closer, I four years I have lived in changed my mind. Your patchy this neighborhood. Day in red and oozing scalp looked as if and day out, you’ve walked you had pulled your hair out by through each season again and the handful. In the beginning when again. In the winters I have seen you wrapped in an old fatigue- I’d see you, I’d look away, espegreen Army blanket, dirty and cially if I was passing on the sidewalk in motheaten. In the your immesu mmers y ou In all your amblings, diate vicinwear very little, I felt no shirt, the same I’ve never seen you look ity. repulsion, torn ill-fitting pants that hang directly at anything... fear, confusion — feelmidway or lower Until today ings I would down your hips — quickly push sometimes you down in an have underwear on, sometimes you don’t. You attempt to not feel anything about walk in a purposefully aimless you at all. My only thoughts were kind of way. I figure you have no of all the ways you needed to place to go. But truthfully, I don’t change. A couple of years ago, know that, it is just one of my many assumptions about you. around Easter, I was sitting by You don’t seem old; you’re not the window in my favorite coffee young. You just seem in some shop, writing. I was writing Eastery kinds of musings around space that appears lost. Most often when I’ve Jesus coming into Jerusalem, beseen you, your head is down, ing cheered and Hosanna’ed as never looking right or left. In- the fickle crowd parted to let him stead you stare at the ground, and pass. I gazed out the window, you are talking... to yourself? To imagining it all, and at that very voices in your head? You can be moment you walked by. You quite animated. Your hair used to were wearing that same old holey be a long, a frizzy, matted, dirty, blanket I’d seen you wear many and (I imagine) putrid mass of times before, and the people on muck. One time when I saw you, the sidewalk were parting to it looked as if you had cut your make way for you. However, (Continued from page 6) that this family was rewarded because they did what they were supposed to do. They saw a homeless man who was crippled, a man who was really mentally ill and a homeless person who was hungry. They took care of me, Mr. Mars, and because they took care of Mr. Mars they took care of me, Sean Anthony Cononie, the man playing Mr. Mars. Now that they took care of Mr. Mars and Me, they took care of Jesus, when they fed me they fed Jesus. I am not saying that the ones who lied or did not bother to help me are bad people. Every person has their gift. Some people have the gift of charity, some people have the gift of praying for the sick, some people the gift of hard labor and some people have the gift of speaking in tongues. There are some people, who do not believe in any God at all, and have a real special place in their heart for people in need. Sometimes the non-believers of any God do more for the Homeless than service providers, Christians, or members of any other faith. This is something we believers must do more of… Helping the people in need is what life is about. Lend a helping hand to Mr. Mars when you see him walking in the streets. Sean Cononie Homeless Voice, Florida Region [email protected] there was no cheering in this scene. There were only people trying hard to not see you as they moved out of your way, pretending you weren’t there. I know because I had been one of them. At that moment, something in my heart snapped. It was as if a dark heavy stone called “us and them” was rolled away. All along I had wondered how you could be fixed, what your problem was, why you were the way you were. These questions served to ease my own discomfort and free me from any responsibility. From that time forth, whenever I saw you, I no longer looked away. Instead, I would intentionally look right at you. I wanted to see you, I wanted to learn what you had to teach me. Instead of feeling repulsion, seeing you now made me smile. Not that you ever noticed, since you were always looking down. Somewhere along the way, I began to pray for you: wordless, formless, but prayers nonetheless that surrounded you in love and light. Prayers drawing us together in a common space. In all your amblings, I’ve never seen you look directly at anything. Until today. Quite un- expectedly, we passed each other — me in my boxy blue van, you with your bowed head walking in the street. When I pulled up even with you, you looked up, right at me, and I could have sworn you smiled and nodded. I smiled and nodded, too. There seemed no malice or vacant space in your eyes. There was no fear or pity in mine. My four-year journey led me to this place, where there were just two very different people, able to acknowledge one another, paying respects in a neighborly kind of way. Bettie Nyschens lives in Portland with her husband, two sons, and two dogs. After writing this essay, she began volunteering with the homeless advocacy organization JOIN. by Bettie Nyschens Real Change News H omeless people have a hard time sleeping outdoors. They lose their jobs and then their home and there’s nowhere to go when the money is gone. Tired and sick but what can you do. Friends can’t help — they’re hurting too. Homeless people have a hard time sleeping outdoors. Too many shot and killed on the street — some dear souls while they’re asleep. Sleeping under bridges, doorways and sheds, cardboard boxes for a bed. Plastic bags to carry their all and no place to go when nature calls. Homeless people have a hard time sleeping outdoors. Turned away when the shelters are filled, but given a blanket and minus a meal. Told good luck, you’re on your own, under the Viaduct hungry and cold with one eye open and one eye closed. Homeless people have a hard time sleeping outdoors. Most homeless people really try, work every day for smaller pay. But let me set the record straight ’cause there’s been too many lies and too much hate. Called Bums for just being poor, they fought the wars when you and me were scared to go. They served their country for honor and peace, some lost their lives for you and me.... Homeless people have a hard time sleeping outdoors. To: Our Supporters Stop by our shelter anytime and check out what we do. From: —Estelle Wallace Voice Page 8 HOMELESS PREVENTION Tips on how to save money on auto insurance A uto-insurance rates may be excessive these days, but that doesn't mean consumers must simply accept high costs. Policyholders may find that taking a few simple steps can save a bundle. What's a consumer to do? Shop around Even if you shopped for the best insurance rates a few years ago, you might be wise to shop again, especially if your insurer is raising rates substantially and you're a good driver. Why? Insurance companies usually set rates based on their own loss experience from the previous year or two. If one company has unusually high losses, its rates may go from cheap to expensive in short order. "You've got to shop it," said Rick Holbrook, chief of the California Department of Insurance's San Francisco ratefiling bureau. "You could save $400 or $500 from one company to another." There are many ways to shop for auto insurance rates, including simply calling an insurance agent to see what else is available. Many state insurance departments also offer rate comparisons on their Web sites. However, you need to realize that these rate comparisons often use sample customers A lecturer was giving a lecture to his student on stress management. He raised a glass of water and asked the audience, "How heavy do you think this glass of water is?" The students' answers ranged from 20g to 500gm. "It does not matter on the absolute weight. It depends on how long you! hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it is OK. If I hold it for an hour, I will have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you will have to call an ambulance. It is the exact same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." "If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, we will not be able to carry on, the burden becoming increasingly heavier." "What you have to whose situations may vary significantly from your own. The fewer questions asked of you, the more generic the quote. Generic rate comparisons should serve only as a guideline, showing how wide rate disparities can be and giving consumers an idea of what companies they should call for further information. If the Web page asks a lot of questions -- ranging from driving record to ZIP code -- the quotes are probably more accurate, but they're still subject to change until the insurer checks all the applicant's information. Bundle If you insure your home and cars with different companies, investigate what deals you'd receive if you moved your business to just one insurer, suggested James Armitage, vice president of Arroyo Insurance Services in Pasadena, Calif. "You can get some pretty nice discounts for having your home and auto insured with the same company," Armitage said. "It's known as a multipolicy discount and can save anywhere from 10 percent to 20 percent on either your auto insurance, your home insurance or both." Watch the deductible The deductible on an insurance policy is the amount that the do is to put the g l a s s down, rest for a w h i l e before holding it up again." We have to put down the burden periodically, so that we can be refreshed and are able to carry on. So before you return home from work tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it back home. You can pick it up tomorrow. Whatever burdens you are having now on your shoulders, let it down for a moment if you can. Pick it up again later when you have rested... Rest and relax. Life is short, enjoy it!! -author unknown consumer must pay before coverage kicks in. Many consumers keep their deductibles low, either because they hate paying for minor repairs or because they haven't reviewed their coverage in years, Armitage said. However, if you rarely make a claim, a low deductible may cost a fortune in premiums. "If you go from a $200 to a $500 deductible, you could save between 15 percent and 30 percent on the cost of collision and comprehensive coverage," said Robert Hartwig, vice president and chief economist at the Insurance Information Institute in New York. "If you go to a $1,000 deductible, you can save 40 percent." However, before changing a deductible, ask about the precise cost savings, Armitage said. The savings are not standard for every company, every consumer and every type of policy. It makes little sense to put more of your money at risk if the savings are slight. "If I double my deductible to $500 from $250 and I only save $25 a year, it doesn't make much sense," Armitage said. "But if I save $75 to $100 on premiums, even if I have a claim, I'm going to get my money back in about three years." Reconsider the vehicle Everybody knows that it costs more to insure a luxury car than a compact, but there are also wide variations within car categories. One $20,000 convertible may cost substantially more to insure than another. Consider discounts If you have had an alarm or safety system installed on your car since you secured insurance, you should tell your agent, Armitage said. Insurers often offer valuable discounts for certain safety features, and even to drivers who take certain drivereducation courses. In addition, parents of youthful drivers need to keep an eye on their kids' grades. Goodstudent discounts -- available to those maintaining at least a "B" average -- make a dramatic difference. Pay promptly Credit scores are increasingly becoming a key component in how insurance companies set rates. You get a high credit score for paying bills on time, maintaining long-term credit relationships and a variety of other factors. For a detailed view of how credit scores are tabulated, visit www.myfico.com. Get hitched Insurers consider married couples comparatively better risks because they are less likely to frequent singles bars and drive home inebriated acquaintances in the middle of the night. Insurance rates are often half as expensive for married couples as for singles. But, naturally, marriage has some costs of its own. Kathy Kristof writes for the Los Angeles Times, a Tribune Co. newspaper. Comments of the Homeless Voice: Here at the Homeless Voice we talk about prevention as a means of solving the Homeless problem in America. With prevention comes a lot of topics. Saving money on your needed expenses is one way to save money for emergencies to prevent homelessness in the future. It is most important to look at every dollar you spend and reevaluate it, if that expense is needed, or can that needed expense be lowered? Car Insurance as well as other types of needed expenses can be shopped for the cheapest price, or review your current policy to see if you can lower your premiums. The article above is from the Los Angeles Times and the writer Kathy Kristof offers many ways to save on your premiums. We at the Homeless Voice also suggest that if you are one of these people who need higher coverage you may consider getting an umbrella policy so your premiums stay lower. An umbrella policy is a policy that covers you for more liability coverage in excess of your normal homeowners policy or auto policy. If you need a million dollar liability policy and you purchase it directly through your auto insurance provider the cost may be higher than if you kept your auto liability coverage lower and then purchased an umbrella policy. Usually the umbrella policy is only a few hundred dollars and it also covers you against other claims that have nothing to do with automobiles. Don't forget to tell your agent you have dual airbags, side airbags, anti lock breaks as well as if your car is parked in a garage or has an alarm system installed. -Staff Reporter [email protected] Page 9 Volume 5, Issue 9 NATIONAL NEWS I n an election-year snub of the Bush administration, the Republican-controlled Senate voted Tuesday to require that new Labor Department regulations guarantee the right to overtime pay for all workers who currently qualify. The vote was 52-47, with five Republicans - including two facing difficult re-election campaigns - siding with Democrats and organized labor. ``This is a clear message to the administration that this final rule should not be published and they should go back to the drawing board,'' said Sen. Tom Harkin, D-Iowa, who led Democratic opposition to the regulations. Labor Secretary Elaine Chao countered that the Senate's action ``puts at risk the new, stronger overtime protections for police, firefighters, blue-collar workers and millions of other Americans guaranteed by the Department's final rules. As the issue moves to the House, we will continue to expose the misinformation campaign against the rules and strengthen overtime rights for workers,'' she said in a written statement. The regulations are to take effect in August. Barring a reversal in the administration's position, critics have several formidable obstacles to overcome in order to successfully block them. The Senate's action took the form of an amendment to corporate tax legislation that has been stalled for months and has yet to clear either house of Congress. Moreover, the administration threatened a veto last year when the Senate voted to stop implementation of an earlier set of overtime rules. Republicans are ``opposed to raising the minimum wage. They're opposed to extending unemployment benefits. This is their third crack at overtime and reducing overtime pay,'' charged Sen. Edward M. Kennedy, D-Mass. GOP senators countered that Democrats were seeking political advantage by playing to r a t s were Sens. Arlen Specter of Penn- key political supporters and do- that only 107,000 workers earnnors, organized labor and trial ing more than $100,000 annually would be adversely affected by lawyers. ``The only clear winners the proposed rules. Chao revised the regulafrom the effort to block the overtions substantime regulatially over a tions will be The new regulations draft issued a the trial lawwould mark the first year ago - a reyers, who sponse to comwould prefer thorough overhaul of plaints by Reto live in a c o n t i n u e d government overtime rules publican lawstate of conin more than 50 years. makers who said they feared fusion'' surpolice, firefightrounding ers and others eligibility, could lose overtime eligibility. said Sen. Mike Enzi, R-Wyo. Democrats and organized The new regulations would mark the first thorough labor said that even with the revioverhaul of government overtime sions, millions of workers in dozrules in more than 50 years. Ad- ens of occupations, including ministration officials say they police sergeants and computer would guarantee overtime rights industry workers, could lose for all white collar workers earn- overtime coverage. Republicans sought to ing up to $23,660 and protect or expand current eligibility for head off the Democratic challenge with a proposal to guaranthose earning up to $100,000. Chao and other officials tee continuing overtime eligibilalso say the rules are meant to ity to police, nurses, teachers and clarify confusion that has arisen workers in a total of 55 job cateas the result of changes in the gories. It passed 99-0, but Dework force over the years, and eliminate the need for workers mocrats, having pocketed the and employers to go to court to concession, deemed it insuffidetermine eligibility. She told a cient. They said it omitted protecHouse committee recently that tion for another 834 job classifisuch lawsuits are on the rise, and cations, including sheriff's deputhat often, ``workers receive only ties, and pressed for a vote on a a few thousand dollars each, blanket guarantee of continuing while the lawyers may walk eligibility. Among the five Republiaway with millions of dollars.'' The department estimates cans siding voting with Democ- sylvania and Lisa Murkowski of Alaska, both of whom are in the midst of difficult election campaigns. In remarks on the Senate floor, Specter said that contrary to the Labor Department's assertions, ``there is no indication that this new regulation is going to clarify anything at all. `` Specter, a Republican moderate, recently dispatched a conservative primary challenger and is turning his attention to his Democratic rival for the fall campaign. Murkowski also faces a conservative primary challenger and, if she prevails there, a former two-term Democratic governor in the general election. Republican Sens. Ben Nighthorse Campbell of Colorado, Olympia Snowe of Maine and Lincoln Chafee of Rhode Island also voted for the measure. Sen. Zell Miller of Georgia was the only Democrat opposed. Sen. John Kerry of Massachusetts, the presumptive Democratic presidential nominee, did not vote. An aide said he supported Harkin's proposal. By DAVID ESPO The Associated Press WORDS TO LIVE BY Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Never buy a car you can't push. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you don't have a leg to stand on. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. The early worm gets eaten by the bird, so sleep late. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live. NEVER HAVE REGRETS Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists and loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors but they all have to learn to live in the same box. A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour. Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left op en. Have an awesome day, and know that someone has thought about you today.... Voice Page 10 UPDATE HELP PAY OFF OUR MORTGAGE We need just 39,500 people to send in a check for $20.00, Or 15,800 people to send in a check for $50.00, Or 7,900 people to send in a check for $100.00, Or 790 people to send in a check for $1,000, Or Just one wonderful person or business to send a check for the entire $790,000.00 Remember the donation is tax deductible!! 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The SHAPE students have worked hard over the course of this school year not only to learn about philanthropy, but also to practice it. Recently, on Saturday, April, 17th, 2004, SHAPE held it’s annual awards banquet at the Signature grand, where the students saw the culmination of all of their hard work and effort. They were able to hand over $50,000 in grant awards to the non-profit organizations they selected. As a part of the program, students determine the most pressing needs in their community, write a mission statement, attend regular meetings, raise $500 (which stays within their school), complete a community service project, attend training programs, contact local non-profit organizations that support their mission statement, conduct two site visits, and decide on their own how to spend the money their school has to give away. 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I said good-bye as I boarded offered to buy him food at a my bus, and he also said good- nearby restaurant, and he looked even more irritated. He said no bye. The following night after firmly, shook his head, and then work and school, the odd man gave me the cold shoulder. What arrived again and sat at the oppo- did I do wrong? Did I offend this man by ofsite end of my bench. I said I had read some books on fering charI dehello, and he said angels, but I'd never put ity? duced that he hello. Again, we two and two together. just wanted sat there with the to be treated silence as our conversation and the occasional like an ordinary person. Sadly, my silent friend glances and light smiles. Again, my bus came, and I said good- never appeared again, and I felt bye as I boarded my bus, and he so bad. Soon, though, I got so busy with work and school that I nodded. That evening, I thought forgot about him. One evening I even more about him and what I got out of school extremely late might be able to do for him. I at night and sat at the bus stop, began to think of him throughout feeling vulnerable. Instead of the the day intermittently. He took people I'd normally ride the bus me away from my own personal with, the bus stop area was concerns, and I think that was a crowded with people who seemed up-to-no-good. I could good thing. He was there at my bus not see any police officers, and bench every evening thereafter. I there weren't many buses or cars began to study him, and it oc- driving by. Soon, a man whom I had curred to me that he was quite a beautiful person. He had the seen lurking in an alleyway apsmoothest skin, like brown satin, proached my bench and tried to and his fingers were long and engage me in conversation. He tapered, with very clean finger- gave me a very creepy feeling nails. He wore a ski hat that and asked way-too-personal looked ragged, but his face was questions such as, "What bus are smooth and unlined. He had a you taking, where are you from, beautiful, long Roman nose that where do you live?" I answered was slender and aquiline. His his questions vaguely, and when eyes were deep and dark, and the he asked me if I lived alone, I whites were also very white and turned and flatly told him to clear. He was wearing ragged leave me alone and that I no clothes, but not one single part of longer wished to talk with him. him looked worn or dirty. He was He left, but I noticed him behind me watching me from a doorway absolutely flawless. As the days went by, I with his hand in one of his pockfelt that this man without a name ets. It was frightening, and I was somewhat of a friend to me, could not find a single cop on the and I wanted to do something for street to ask for assistance. I him. So, one night I offered him pulled a pen from my purse, some money. He looked stone- holding it like a weapon, and cold it me, and seemed irritated. I started praying to Mother Mary and my angels to intercede. Shortly after I pulled out my pen and began praying, out of nowhere, my silent friend appeared and sat on the bench opgraphing the victims and disposite me! He said hello, and tributing the images. with considerable relief, I said hello in return. I was so happy to For more information, please see this friend who had disapcall 1-800-THE-LOST or go peared for a while that I comonline to pletely forgot about any sense of *www.missingkids.com for danger. My bus came, I said good child safety information, an international database of miss-bye, he nodded, and we both ing children, and other watched each other from the bus NCMEC resources window as it departed. *www.netsmartz.org for aniFrom that moment on, he mated, 3D Internet safety was always there at my bench, games and lessons and I never offered him anything *www.cybertipline.com for else but hello and good-bye and reporting child pornography some light smiles that seemed to and sexual exploitation, includsay everything that really matters ing unsolicited obscene matein this world. rial sent to a minor I started working in a new area of town, and transferred to a school campus in the same few years ago, I decided to leave the profession of waitressing and become a legal secretary, so I started going to evening business school. Since my school and work were both downtown and the parking rates were too high for my income, I took the bus to and from work. One evening as I sat at the bus stop, I noticed a tall, thin black man. He had a cardboard box and a restless way about himself. He seemed to try to make himself comfortable on the bench, but fidgeted a lot and would open and close this box over his head. Everyone who was there got off the bench and stood at the curb to avoid being near this man. And it seemed that as people snickered to each other and would look back at him, his behavior became more exaggerated. He put the box over his head and started singing some strange song at the top of his lungs. Then he would peek out from his box and look around, fuss a little more, and go back into his box and sing some more. He reminded me so much of a little boy looking to see who might be watching him. The man worked his way over to my bench, where I waited for the bus to go home. When he stopped fidgeting and playing with the box over his head, noticing that I was neither snickering nor moving, he sat still. Then he looked at me, and I looked at him, smiled, and said, "Hello." He said, "Hello" back. And for the remainder of my wait for the bus, we sat silently, occasionally looking at one another and lightly smiling. The silence was our conversa- (Continued from page 1) record databases, identified the owner, and forwarded the lead to investigating officers. In March 2004 a school resource officer at a local school recognized the victims and notified investigators. The victims were interviewed and disclosed the name of their abuser. NCMEC provided authorities with comprehensive information regarding the wide circulation, distribution and trade of these sexually abusive images, and, with this data, authorities were able to obtain a federal search warrant for the suspect's house and computer. On March 4, 2004, the man confessed to photo- vicinity. T h a t meant no longer taking the bus, and it also meant that I could drive my car to work and school. My last night downtown, my friend arrived, and we said our usual hello's, accompanied by the silence. This time he looked at me and he said, "You look like you have a world on your mind. Would you like to talk?" I was taken aback by this change in flow, and I thought, Okay, I'll talk with him. As I spoke with this man, his face filled with a sense of peace and contentment, and it was as though my words were lulling him to sleep, like a small child listening to his mother tell him a bedtime story. My bus came, and I said good-bye, and I knew that this was the last time we would sit together. We silently watched each other through the bus window as it moved on. Soon after, I told a good friend about this man; we both thought I could bring him an old but very warm blanket--a way of giving him something. Well, I packed that blanket and went up and down that street looking for him. I knew where he could usually be found, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I tried all different hours and days, and no, he could never be found so that I could give him the blanket. I wrote about this man a couple of years later in an English class because of how deeply he touched me. We were engaged in a group writing assignment where we each presented our different points of view on homeless people. It was in this class that a couple of women from my group approached me and said, "Don't you think that man was your angel? We think so; our skin has goose bumps from hearing that story." I had read some books on angels, but I'd never put two and two together. But now, thinking back to how beautiful his features were, his long Roman nose, his satiny look beneath the rags, the way he appeared when I felt in danger, and the way he sat with me--yes, I believe he was an angel, sent to give me comfort and protection in a time of loneliness. By Cheryl Cash Excerpted from 'Angel Visions,' by Doreen Virtue, published by Hay House. We may need you to pull over and make a donation Cities are Changing and want us off the street Donate Online or Send check or money order to: P.O. Box 292577 Davie, Fl 33329 HOMELESS HOMELESS VOICE VOICE So please do not get mad at our vendors if you are holding up money and they do not come to your car. • I know this will be a big pain • We can only do medians for now • We are going to court A low-income African-American woman loses her kids to the well-financed system of Child Protective Services Tips on how to save money on auto insurance