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What really happened at the chateau?
When Charlotte regains consciousness after an accident, she
finds herself living a stranger’s life. The previous five years
are a blank, and her husband, Henri, and daughter, Ada, are
strangers. Arriving at their family chateau in southern France,
she hopes to regain her memories. Instead she feels isolated
and unsettled. Strange events hint at underlying darkness
and menace. Charlotte doesn’t know who to trust.
Did she really have an affair with their charming
Irish neighbour, as her enigmatic mother-in-law suggests?
And what of Henri? He seems loving and kind, a good parent,
but Charlotte is wary. Then there is Ada, a little girl who just
wants her mother back.
With the help of her friend and fellow Australian
Susannah, Charlotte starts to piece together events, but her
newfound confidence is shaken with news that puts a deadline
on her quest…
Eerie, sexy and haunting, Le Chateau combines a rich setting
with an exquisite, simmering tension – Kim Lock,
author of Like I Can Love
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An atmospheric, gripping and beautifully
written novel that was impossible for me
to put down – Eliza Henry-Jones,
author of In the Quiet
Author photo: Merilyn Smith Photography
Sarah Ridout has a Masters in Creative Writing (First Class
Honours), from University College Dublin (UCD).
Over the past eleven years she has lived in four countries with
her husband and two children. Her eight years surrounded by
the vineyards and chateaux of southern France produced a baby,
family of Francophiles, and the seed of this novel, completed
in Dublin, Ireland. Le Chateau draws on her experiences as an
expatriate, her knowledge of France, its people and customs.
Le Chateau was selected to participate in the influential Queensland
Writers Centre / Hachette Australia Manuscript Development
Program before it was acquired by Echo Publishing.
Sarah has been writing throughout her public relations career,
before commencing memoir and novel writing.
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First published 2016
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Page design and typesetting by Shaun Jury
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Printed in Australia at Griffin Press.
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National Library of Australia Cataloguing-in-Publication entry
Creator: Ridout, Sarah, author.
Title: Le chateau / Sarah Ridout.
ISBN: 9781760404413 (paperback)
ISBN: 9781760404420 (epub)
ISBN: 9781760404437 (mobi)
Subjects: Amnesiacs–Fiction. Gothic fiction (Literary genre)
Dewey Number: A823.4
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To my family,
Andrew, Bella and Sofia, for their love and inspiration.
Chapter 1
T
hrough the car window an unfamiliar landscape of cypress
trees and vineyards flashes by in a green shuffle. It’s not London;
it’s not Australia. I touch my head and recoil from the short,
sharp prickles of new hair.
We round a corner and four gleaming turrets like witches’
hats loom. Trees circle the building that wears them, like a
moat. Jérémie, the doctor, drives. He seems late thirties and
has a kind face.
‘Do you recognise the chateau, Charlotte?’ he asks.
I shake my head.
The car slows, Jérémie flicks the indicator and the noise
reminds me of the relentless beep of hospital machines. We
drive through an old iron gate set in low walls, passing statues
of a three-headed goddess and a weathered cherub with its
nose chipped off. Like me it has seen better days. We follow
the circular route of a pebble drive, the talk between tyre and
gravel the only noise.
The structure comes into full view, sitting aloof and solid,
dominating the land with its cream walls, those towers, and
the imposing weight of slate, stone and statuary. It is perfectly
symmetrical and sure. Clouds move in the sunlight and produce
a morse code of shadows across the tiles that I cannot decode.
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I scan the flashcards on my lap. Patient: Charlotte de
Chastenet. Family: Husband, Henri; Daughter, Ada; Motherin-law, Madame de Chastenet.
I stare up at the facade.
‘Don’t be scared.’ The doctor pats my hand, right on the
bruised, sticky patch where the drip had been.
‘I don’t recognise anything,’ I say. ‘Is this really home?’
The imposing edifice immerses the old Mercedes in shade.
Nothing. Husband, daughter, mother-in-law. I remember
nothing.
‘It’ll come to you.’
‘But until it does I’ll be living with strangers.’
‘It’s your family. Wait. I’ll help.’
The car door opens and he reaches in to help me up. I lean
against him, gripping him as he hands me crutches.
Everywhere is cream: walls and pebbles, a congealed cream
in the pale green countryside. Ahead is a bifurcated stone
staircase descending – left and right – from a central landing
in front of an immense entry door, mostly wooden with a glass
diamond border.
Out the entranceway comes the man they say is my husband.
He beams and rushes down the stairs, bounding as if he has
done this hundreds of times; he knows every indentation in the
steps, in the grooves and hollows of the driveway.
His boots grind the pebbles. He touches me as if fearful I
might break.
‘Chérie, Charlotte.’ He embraces me. ‘Salut, Jérémie,’ he
says to the doctor.
His voice is a rich port, all hidden depths and subtlety. His
stubble grazes my cheek and I smell lemon, clean and fresh. His
teeth as he talks: all pearly gleam.
‘Hello,’ I say.
‘Hello, chérie.’ He cups my chin with firm hands.
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I smile tightly and stiffen. He is so familiar with me.
‘Let’s get you to your room, Charlotte,’ the doctor says,
steering me.
We walk to the base of the staircase and behind it I can see a
large door, open. There is a lower level but they are guiding me
up. The steps are ancient – cool, even while the sun shines. The
slowness of the crutches frustrates me, as does the easy tiring
of my arms and legs. It will be difficult without help, difficult
to leave. We make the summit and I rest on the landing; steps
descend to the right and left. Leaning heavily on the smooth
railing, I peer away from the chateau, across the driveway, the
lawn and fields, to the trees and further to the boundary wall
and the road, so far away; the cars are specks, red and yellow
brushstrokes in the brown and green.
‘I carried you over this threshold, Charlotte,’ Henri says.
He is hesitant.
I feel nothing.
‘It doesn’t matter, chérie.’
My hands clench. It does matter to me.
He opens the large entry door and a draught hits me as I
step inside. The autumn sunshine is shut out as the door slams
behind us.
Trapped now, with the smell of terracotta and damp,
enveloped in a half-light like a thick winter coat.
My eyes adjust as I am guided across a floor of hexagonal red
and tan tiles scattered with Persian carpets. Overhead, dim light
from brass chandeliers. Large armchairs guard the entryway,
and behind them tall armoires hide whatever’s inside.
We pass six sets of double doors, all shut except one revealing
a formal dining room with a table large enough for twenty. It’s
too bright there. I glimpse a crimson blur near the windows. Is
it a person? I smell something I can’t place – cloying. A pair
of reading glasses stand watch on the table next to a Chanel
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handbag; its leather and chain straps drape possessively across
a Madame Figaro magazine. Light streams in from the large
windows, their shutters latched back. It catches all the particles
of dust in the air, suspended like me.
We continue back through the dark foyer to the next set of
steps, wide and central.
‘Up here?’ I ask.
‘Yes, not far now.’
After the brightness of the dining room, I can hardly see in
the chandelier light, and I rely on the two men to guide and help
me up. A smooth wood railing runs along one of the walls. The
stair treads are slippery from use. Any residual warmth from the
sun is gone now and it is cold as I place my crutches carefully.
‘I’ve put the heating on in your room,’ Henri says.
I smile at his perception.
On the wall is an oil portrait in medieval style, an imperious
pope or bishop, an ancestor perhaps. Its eyes seem to follow me,
even when I turn away.
The last step, another summit. We stand on a long landing,
glass-fronted floor-to-ceiling bookcases full of bound volumes
in harmonious scarlets, purples and blues. Brittle paper, leather
and furniture wax perfume the air, the cloying smell is gone.
Again, Henri follows my every move. Nothing is familiar.
‘I thought, to start, you’d be more comfortable in a guest
room, yes?’ He turns and holds my elbows. ‘I’m so glad to
have you home.’ His eyes shine. I smile – encouragingly, I hope.
He walks into a room of salmon pink. There’s an antique
sleigh bed and toys in neat piles. A Babar print and a Disney
princess poster decorate the wall. Teddies and other toys wait
on the bed. Not my room, obviously.
‘This is Ada’s.’ Henri smiles and moves along the corridor.
‘This is your bedroom, I hope it’s comfortable.’
I follow him into a cavernous space. Dwarfed by the expanse
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of floorboards is a four-poster bed with ample pillows. Most
of the fabrics in the room are dove-grey. The bed has a silk
cover in the same material as the draping canopy above. The
linens are all crisp white, embroidered and monogrammed with
ornate ‘Cs’. The bed is inviting as if it’s a raft in the middle of
a washed-out sea. I fade, considering it.
‘Would you like to sit down?’ Henri asks.
He and Jérémie help me to a velvet armchair next to a low
table with a vase of pink roses. Their rich sweetness overpowers
the stark odour of dry floorboards and furniture.
‘These are beautiful. Are they from your garden?’
‘Our garden,’ Henri says. ‘Yes, they are from the planting
garden. You must see it when you feel better. Until then I have
put what I could in here for you.’ He gestures around him.
Every surface has a vase laden with roses. I inhale the perfume
again. Across from me is a fireplace. A large painting in pink,
fuchsia and white tones hangs above it.
‘That’s beautiful.’ I nod towards it. ‘It reminds me of home.’
‘It’s yours. You had it sent over from our last trip to Australia.’
I close my eyes. A big Nolan sky. The horizon tinged with
Utopian dots. A red and brown landscape of scribbly hills
and scratchy gullies, tannin water. The scent of ghost gum
eucalypts, and salt. Grey washes away, my shoulders loosen
with colour. I grip the chair and open my eyes. They watch
me. Henri is tense.
‘Did you remember something?’
‘Yes, Australia. Summer.’ I sink further into the chair. ‘It’s
a start.’
‘Yes, Charlotte, hopefully more recent memories will follow,’
says Jérémie. Henri, behind him, stares up at the ceiling, blinking.
To the right, near the large windows, a door opens. In comes
a woman with red hair and a white smock.
‘This is Sylvie, our housekeeper. She’ll help you,’ says Henri.
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‘Bonjour, welcome home, Charlotte.’ Her face is cheery and
I’m glad she’s not overly formal with me.
‘Bonjour, Sylvie.’ I hold out my hand, covered with yellowgreen bruises and remnants of medical fixative.
‘I’ll come and check on you at lunch, after work, weekends.
You don’t need formal appointments,’ Jérémie says.
‘Before I leave you to rest I want to show you the essentials.’
Henri holds out his hand and helps me up gently. We go to the
entrance Sylvie came through. Ahead is a bathroom and an old
spiral staircase is to the left. I grip the smooth wooden railing
and peer down three flights. It resembles the inside of a snail’s
shell with the variations of browns and black. The bottom is
a long way down. I waver and Henri grabs me quickly. His
hands are strong.
‘Steady. This is the old servants’ staircase. You used it a lot.
You and me, we’re the servants here,’ he laughs as he releases
me.
I regard him quizzically.
‘No matter, a joke. Through here is our bathroom. There’s
no lock so we will have to knock, alright? We knock twice to
see if it’s occupied and if one of us is in here we just say “no”.
I think that will work.’
The bathroom has original art deco fittings; orange usage
stains and oxidised silver taps mark the passage of time. Near
the bath is a vibrant blue entrance with a triangular fresco
painted on the plaster above it. The effect is Russian, a Pushkin
illustration of colourful birds and leaves. I half expect a tsarina
to march through.
‘What’s through there?’ I point towards it.
‘Another empty space – there are many. Do you want to see
our bedroom?’ he asks, his eyes fixed.
‘Yes.’
He leads me through the doorway; his palm is sweaty. I scan
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his profile, find no sign of the imperious pope from the painting.
The tones in this bedroom are peacock and soft mushroom. A
bed more ornate than mine, with abundant brocades and linens,
is centred on the far wall. The large windows are framed by
deep purple velvet curtains, contrasting with the green outside.
‘It’s lovely.’
‘It should be; we chose it together. I hope you will be sharing
this again with me soon, my Charlotte,’ he says, clearing his
throat. I pull away, dropping his hand as Sylvie arrives.
‘The doctor says you should rest now, Charlotte.’ She has
a slight frown.
We retrace our steps to my room. Henri and Jérémie leave
me to undress with Sylvie’s aid. She helps me into a pair of silk
pyjamas, then into bed. It’s as if I am falling into a nest of silk.
There is muffled conversation outside. I strain to hear.
‘Yes, Henri, every day is better. It’ll be over soon, mon ami,’
says Jérémie.
The men are friends? Can I trust my doctor? Exhaustion
wins and I drift to sleep.
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