Paulinian Echoes new - Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres
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Paulinian Echoes new - Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres
The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres in the Philippine Province Special Issue Layout by Ernesto U. Guillermo, Jr., SPC Bocaue Edited by: Monette Martinez, Sr. Dedicacion Rosario, SPC 2 SPECIAL ISSUE The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province (Continued from page 10) M E S S A G E Sr. Zeta Caridad Rivero, SPC “Widen the space of your tent, extend the curtains of your home, do not hold back! Lengthen your ropes, make your tent-pegs firm, for you will burst out to right and left…..” (Is. 54:2-3) This opening quote from our Capitular Acts 2007, served as an inspiration for all of us, Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres, in the Philippine Province, to put our acts together (school, hospital, pastoral, formation) and to move with concerted efforts province wide, to respond as one to the grief stricken victims of the recent disaster that hit the Philippines. The Council and I would like to thank our Sisters from our different communities who together with many agencies — NGO’s and GO’s — have continuously joined efforts in giving relief to the victims of this disaster, the magnitude of which was unprecedented. During our meeting with the Sisters representing the various Ministries on 7 October 2009 in Our Lady of Chartres Convent, we agreed that our approach in giving help should be holistic; thus, we undertake relief operations as an SPC DISASTER RESPONSE MANAGEMENT TEAM to render medical, surgical, OB and gynecology, (in a limited capacity for which referral is needed), pediatrics services and to conduct Critical Incident Stress Debriefing to those who have been traumatized. To divide the load for efficient and more coordinated operations, we decided as a group that the Education Ministry takes care of Relief Operations; the Health Care Ministry, Health Care Services; Formation, Critical Incident Stress Debriefing; and Pastoral Ministry, Support Services. I then designated the Council members to be the point persons: Sr. Merceditas Ang for Relief Operations, Sr. Arcelita Sarnillo for Health Care Services, Sr. Emily del Castillo for CISD, and Sr. Maria Dee Lacson for Support Services. Sr. Ma. Eden Orlino retained her position as the National Coordinator of the SPC Disaster Response Management Team, which she is really doing excellently. The following were identified as priority areas of concern: 10 October 2009, Bagong Silangan, Quezon City; 17 October 2009, Barangay Sta Ana, Pateros; 24 October 2009, Sta. Barbara, Pangasinan. We would like to express our gratitude to all our SPC Sisters from the different communities, doctors and staff, faculty and guidance counselors, volunteers, parish workers with the parish priest of San Isidro Labrador, and our benefactors, who generously gave themselves and their resources to make our afflicted brothers and sisters experience God’s loving and healing presence. Therefore, we enjoin everyone of you, Sisters and friends, to pray for our succeeding missions, that God will bless our efforts to reach out to the many more who greatly need our support. “With a hope like this, we can speak with complete fearlessness…” (2 Cor. 3:12). STRONG IN HOPE, FEARLESS WE GO……… We conducted house to house CISD in the upper part of Bagong Silangan. From the people’s stories, we learned that the worst happened to the residents of Tumana. We decided to visit the place. Though, we struggled to pass through a slippery and muddy pathway, we reached Tumana. Towards the center of the place, we had to climb piles of garbage and endure the awful smell. There we met the survivors, and we listened to their painful stories. One of the survivors showed us the different spots where dead persons were found. Another pointed out to us where their houses stood, but there was not even a trace of a house there except for a little corner of the kitchen or cemented floor or a post. For most of them, everything was wiped out. They talked of family members and neighbors who died or were still missing and their own stories of how they survived. There were varied stories and different degrees of anger and pain. We were there only to listen. Though, they lost everything, including their houses, the people are grateful that they are still alive. Being with these survivors and staying in their place for a while welled up so much sorrow in me. I remembered Job, but I was not able to say with him, “the Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord!” Instead, I asked, “Why did You allow this to happen to Your people, Lord?” Then I heard a woman saying, “paano kasi nandito lahat sa amin ang makasalanan, magnanakaw, sabongero, lasingero, lahat na.” I smiled and I thought to myself, our God is not a punishing God but a loving God. I do not know His answer to my question but I believe He has His reason. We left the place quite tired but grateful for the opportunity to journey with God’s broken people. We crry them in our hearts and pray that they will experience the healing touch of our God and in due time be able to recover and begin anew. We thank Sr. Zeta and the Provincial Council for promptly responding to the call of Compassion. God bless us all! SR. MA. CHARITY CASTAÑARES, SPC I thank God for giving me the opportunity to get out from my comfort zone and share my self with others. Hours prior to the exposure, I prayed to God that I can be His witness of love to others especially to the children in Barangay Bagong Silangan, the children who have been living a nightmare. I had been also through what I thought a ‘typhoon’-- that is why I was a bit bothered that I might be another disaster. Yet, I thank our gracious God for showing me the way. I was a bit ashamed of myself when I got there. The ‘typhoon’ which I considered as one was definitely nothing compared to what these people have experienced. Thank God for that realization. The stories shared by the children regarding their experiences are helping me until now to realize that nobody knows what lies ahead and what will happen in the next tick of the clock. I was struck by their constant refrain “hindi po naming akalain Sister…” I am amazed at how they survived--I mean the children, how they were saved. Some of them shared “Sister kumain po si Tawil ng toothpaste kasi gutom na gutom na siya…nakakain po kami ng mga biscuits na dumaan sa harap namin.” God provides and He never leaves his flock. He sent people to be instruments of His saving love. Many of the people said that that was the worst typhoon experience they ever had. They were not expecting it to be that terrible. Yet, they have survived and some of them are moving on, especially the children whom I talked to. They shared that their parents are now moving on and starting life again. I can trace a slight sadness in the faces of the children while we were talking yet they could still afford to smile. Those faces are encouraging me to face my own battle squarely with Jesus. In the process of doing the CISD, I was struggling inside because I wanted to give those children what they had lost, like their school supplies, clothes, and other material things. I pitied them, but I was given SPECIAL ISSUE 11 the grace to realize that my two big ears and heart were enough at that time for them to unload their burdens. I am praying that our presence which I heartily shared with them last Saturday hopefully had an effect on those children as what their stories are doing to me until this time. May God be praised! Sr. Ann Christine Moscoso, SPC On the first expedition of the series of SPC Inter-ministry Relief, Medical and CISD operations, I made myself available for medical assistance and in the distribution of medicines. After chairs and tables were lined up in a small and narrow pathway, people – men, women and children, queued for consultation. A good number of doctors and nurses from the Our Lady of Peace Hospital headed by Sr. Eva Maamo, from St. Paul Hospital Cavite and from De la Salle University Hospital volunteered for the medical assistance. Among the common maladies of the residents were cough, fever, diarrhea and skin disease such as scabies and “alipunga” (athlete’s foot). The doctors carefully checked their conditions and prescribed appropriate medications and laboratory examinations for them. Wounds were also dressed – wounds they got from wires, steel, and galvanized iron during the flood as they struggled to save others and themselves. Medicines were more than sufficient for the people; vitamins were were also distributed. Thanks to the generosity of our Sisters in the Health Care Ministry. There was a continuous flow of people until three o’clock in the afternoon. The Sisters and the lay volunteers never lost the enthusiasm and the energy to help. Instructions on proper dosage regimen and a complete dose of medications were given to assure compliance and complete healing of the ailment of the person. These instructions were given with care and concern and the people were grateful that despite their number, more than a thousand of them, the Sisters and the volunteers took time to see each of them and patiently inform them of the proper way of taking their medication. This is the “most” that we can do for the moment. Medicines may help alleviate their physical ailment but health wise, there are areas we need to look into. Do they have clean and potable water to drink to prevent diarrhea and dehydration? How many families live in one house? Are they too many that the spread of cough and cold is inevitable? Do they have clean water to wash their wounds and their skin diseases? Some houses may still be submerged in flood water or mud. I could still vividly remember the sadness beneath the smile of the lady when I instructed her how to apply the antibacterial cream on her infected skin. She showed me the area between her toes whitish with pus. I told her to wash it with clean water, wipe it dry with a clean cloth and apply the antibacterial cream. I added a suggestion that she prevents herself from soaking her feet in murky water. She said her “thank you”, nodded, smiled and left. I thought after a while, was I sensitive to the condition of the woman? What if her house is still full of mud or the path she passes through is still flooded with dirty water? How can she prevent herself from not contaminating her infected feet? Yes, there is much to consider but our assistance is an immediate response to the immediate need of our brothers and sisters. The people of Barangay Bagong Silangan were thankful for the help they received, for the generosity of heart and for the presence of the Sisters and the lay volunteers. I, too, am very grateful for the opportunity to share the little of myself to my brothers and sisters, to see where they hurt, to listen and to feel with their experiences of discomfort and pain. All these were done not because of myself but because of Him whose love urges me, and for Him who says, “YOU DID THIS TO ME!” 10 SPECIAL ISSUE The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province (Continued from page 9) Roman Catholics and the Iglesia ni Kristo members. Indeed, in times of calamities, there is no distinction among us with regards to race, color, or religion. All of us are in the same boat. We remembered the words of the priest who gave us more or less the same idea in his homily. In general, this experience is indeed a life-giving encounter not only for us but also for those to whom we became of assistance. It also opened our eyes to the reality that no matter what happens, whether it is something good or bad, we still recognize God’s presence in that event. We also realize that God can do something good out of a seemingly bad situation. We are deeply grateful to the SPC Congregation for giving us this precious opportunity. Sr. Claudette Yecla, SPC On 10 October 2009, we had an experience of oneness as a congregation in carrying out one of our five priorities, direct service to the poor. It did not matter how long it took us to reach the place, for our focus was on being able to help in easing the difficulties of the victims of the recent Typhoon Ondoy. It was actually overwhelming that there were enough resources to sustain the needs of the people for the next two Saturdays. It was so moving to see that Sisters and volunteers were helping one another during the medical mission and relief operations. To be with the people and to see them was, to me, real service, rather than just seeing them on TV and feeling pity for them. The sense of being grateful to be in this congregation surfaced for I was able to see our value of self effacement--that even though we are doing something for the poor we do not announce it to the public unlike the other relief operations going on in our country. This is the SPC way… I believe. This is one of the significant experiences in my formation years that help me appreciate our role as religious who are willing to give ourselves for the good of those who are in need. I know there are still a lot of people wanting and waiting to be helped, and I trust that we as a congregation will do something in the ways that we can. It was such a good idea to have not only relief giving but also a medical mission and debriefing session for it was a holistic approach. I hope that we remain united as a congregation in our effort to proclaim God’s compassionate love and awaken the faith of our brothers and sisters in our respective apostolic works. Sr. Marilyn Rigor, spc During these days when our country has just experienced the devastating effects of the ravaging typhoons “Ondoy and “Pepeng”, people seem to have just awakened from a nightmare of the biblical story of Noah’s experience. True, there had been so many calamities our people had gone through, like the Marcos/Edsa experience, the havoc brought in by typhoon Frank, and even the wide and general destruction caused by the eruption of Mt. Pinatubo! All these did not seem to bring lessons that could caution our people to be alert in somehow “reading” the signs of the times. We are indeed a resilient people, seemingly capable of withstanding shock, with the ability to easily recover from or adjust to misfortune. The recent wave of disaster that ravaged our land and caused so much loss of lives and homes is another test to our people’s faith in God’s mercy and love. The typhoons named “Ondoy and “Pepeng” come simultaneously causing the destruction of dams resulting in unabated floods that brought about destruction of houses, buildings, and the death of helpless children, women and elderly who were swept away by the strong floods. In this modern time of our “Noah’s Ark” experience, we saw not the saving “ark of the patriarch Noah” but the sights of numbers of cars one on top of another—a “crosswind” on top of a delivery truck, a ”Porsche” red car as though pasted to the trunk of a tree with another two cars seemingly hanging from the red car. Along the way, devastated houses were lined up with muddy mattresses, tables, kitchen utensils, pillows, dresses. People from all walks of life walked barefoot wading helplessly through the widening flood that now rise up to their waists, even until their neck as they groped for shelter. Such was the heartbreaking experience we had that memorable day of September 26, 2009 on our way back home from OLCC when we brought back to novitiate the young postulant who had been with us for one month’s exposure to parish life. There was a continuous downpour of rain the whole night of Friday which continued the following day, Saturday. Hence, it was impossible for us to travel back home to Our Lady of Peace Hospital, since whatever route we took was already impassable. We were literally trapped in OLCC. We tried to go home the following day, Sunday. We left OLCC at 8:00 in the morning and was able to reach Parañaque only at 4:00 in the afternoon. My heart bleeds with pity for the victims of these merciless typhoons. As we travel back to the hospital, my mind was busy thinking of how and what could be done in our own little way to help our poor brothers and sisters who were victims of such devastating calamity that hit our community both the rich and the poor, the young and old! It was at his point that our community joined the efforts of our Congregation to reach out to our helpless brothers and sister through a wholistic approach of Relief Operation, Medical Mission and Critical Incident Stress Debriefing (CISD). Medical Missions were promptly organized, food and clothing were generously packed and served to the poor victims in Bagong Silangan, Quezon City on October 10, 2009, in Pateros, Taguig on October 17, 2009 and in Pangasinan on October 24, 2009. It is in this time of national crisis that we deeply feel oneness in reading the signs of the times, and giving our level best, to contribute what we can to alleviate the sufferings of our depressed countrymen. Not only do we reach out to their material and psychological needs, but most of all we help them turn to the Maker of heaven and earth, the Divine Master of winds and the rain, the same Merciful Father God who stopped the floods and restored peace in Noah’s time. We, his children, believe that in His great love for us, we shall be blessed with His unfailing help and continuous care, no matter what! For this, may God be praised! Sr. Jennifer Dayday, SPC Heeding God’s call to come to the aid of our suffering brothers and sisters caused by Typhoon Ondoy, the SPC Critical Incident Stress Debriefing (CISD) team met in St. Paul College, Pasig on 9 October 2009. Sr. Ma. Eden Orlino, SPC and Sr. Luisa Maria Chavez, SPC gave the team an orientation on CISD. Critical Incident Stress Debriefing is a specific technique designed to assist others in dealing with the physical and psychological symptoms that are generally associated with trauma exposure. Debriefing allows those involved in the incident to process the event and reflect on its impact. It allows the ventilation of emotions and thoughts associated with the crisis. In applying CISD, tips and protocol key points are important but the emphasis is to listen, to really listen. In a short time, the team learned the principles of CISD. The real test came the following day, 10 October 2009 when the SPC Disaster Management Relief, Medical and CISD team went to Brgy. Bagong Silangan, Quezon City. (Continued on page 11) SPECIAL ISSUE 3 by Sr. Angeles Ilagan, SPC T hese last three weeks have been undoubtedly one of the most difficult and trying times for the nation. The country, even at present, is still reeling from the catastrophic impacts of the unprecedented calamities. With two killer typhoons bringing massive destruction, loss of lives and properties, millions of families displaced, people are helpless, weak, sick, desperate and even angry, to some degree. It has been a plain and simple shock and a gnawing sense of helplessness that has taken root. And nature’s wrath seems to continue with more floods, soil erosion, and landslides claiming more and more lives each day. The tasks of rescue and relief have become herculian as misery increases. Faithful to its founding charism of loving and serving Christ in the poor and destitute, the Sisters of St. Paul de Chartres, Philippine Province, under the leadership and initiative of Sr. Zeta Caridad Rivero, SPC, laid out a proactive from Metro Manila were called for a meeting with the Provincial Council in Our Lady of Chartres Convent, Antipolo City. In her opening talk, Sr. Zeta said that and holistic response to the pitiful condition of our devastated brethren. On 7 October 2009, representative superiors and administrators while it is commendable that a good number of our houses have readily offered assistance and help to some local communities and institutions which were affected by the calamities, it was still necessary that we put our efforts and acts together so we could reach out to more people in dire need. While things were getting a little bit settled and with many agencies and groups mobilizing their respective relief operations, the congregation has to start mobilizing its own, too. It was going to be a concerted effort. The group, with Sr. Ma. Eden Orlino, SPC as over-all coordinator, was tasked to plan a holistic congregational response. The operations were to include Relief, Medical (Health Care), Soup Kitchen, and Critical Incidents Stress Debriefing (CISD). The strategy would be “One Team, One Place.” Coordination and network would be established with agencies, parish priests, barangay captains, and community leaders, with the police, if necessary. Mission areas were identified and dates of operations were scheduled as follows: Barangay Bagong Silangan QC, 10 October; Barangay Sta. Ana, Pateros, Rizal, 17 October; and Pangasinan, 24 October. Some agencies and private entities to network with are NASAC, IMF, PAGCOR, St. Clare Medical Center, Paraňaque, International Bazaar, doctors from Hawaii and Okinawa, Japan, local and community officials, and parish priests. Plans having been made and orientations conducted, the Sisters and lay collaborators in their respective communities, hospitals, and schools worked together to get ready for the first mission in Barangay Bagong Silangan, Quezon City on 10 October 2009. Two thousand bags of relief goods were prepared for distribution. These included some basic necessities, like rice, canned goods, drinking water, and biscuits. Likewise, (Continued on page 4) 4 SPECIAL ISSUE The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province B (Continued from page 3) individually packed lunches were prepared for two thousand recipients to alleviate their hunger, if at least for that day. Sisters and lay volunteers from Our Lady of Chartres Convent, with Sr. Zeta and the Provincial Council, St. Paul Hospital Cavite, Foundation of Our Lady of Peace Mission, Inc., De La Salle Hospital, St. Paul College of Makati, St. Paul University Manila, St. Paul College Island Park, St. Paul College Pasig, St. Paul College of Paranaque and St. Paul University Quezon City were there to lend a hand. We chose to willingly serve and give to our wounded and broken brethren the best of our initiative and effort. We did not wait until we would feel that silent remorse and become contrite that we have not acted any sooner. “The Sisters recognize and heed the signs of God in the world. They have at heart the salvation of all their fellowmen whose call they hear and try to answer with discernment and generosity.” (BL# 53;2 Cor.11:28-29) arangay Bagong Silangan was formerly a rice plantation owned by a private individual. In 1968, Quezon City Mayor Norberto Amoranto bought the property to be a relocation area of about three hundred families displaced because of the infrastructure development in West Triangle, Quezon City. Now, it is a community with about 90,000 residents occupying a total land area of 506,847 hectares with La Mesa Dam to its north, San Mateo, QC, boundary of Marikina River at the east; Barangay Batasan Hills at the south and to its west, Barangay Payatas. s agreed, all volunteers convoyed from Batasan to Barangay Bagong Silangan at 9:00 in the morning of 10 October 2009. It was quite a long drive before we reached the Parish Church of San Isidro Labrador where we were to unload and deposit the relief goods. As we passed by the unrecognizable roads, we saw the debris and garbage The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province still dumped around and we knew that these were potential health hazards because they were mixed, mud-filled and impossible to segregate. Plants were laced with thick mud and scattered all over the mudcovered pathways. One could not help but muse: “there really is so much good to do…” Yes, indifference; still some others looked distant as if negating what has happened. istribution of relief goods was done through purok and area leaders. The parish volunteers did the checking and verifying of the names of the recipient families. Our especially after seeing houses crammed next to each other, dirty and dismembered furniture, and muddied clothes hanging by the roadside to dry, broken chairs and beds and all kinds of own Paulinian volunteers did remarkably well in the distribution of goods; they were the ones who carried the heavy loads of sacks and boxes, and delivered the goods to the doorsteps of each recipient’s “house” (if at all it can be called a house!). Some volunteers even walked through the pathways with mud burying their legs up to their knees. But nothing deterred them because they believed that they were doing something good for others. People were grateful, saying “Thank you!” that they had something to share at their “table” for at least the next day. That little act of compassion helped ease their A garbage. It was a sight not far from scenes in a war torn area. People peeped through their misaligned windows or doors with a haunted and desperate look in their already tired eyes. Those in the streets had the look of hope and anticipation but there were those with the look of D (Continued on page 5) (Continued from page 8) CARITAS CHRISTI URGET NOS! Sr. Ma. Vicky P. Peñalver, SPC “I say to you, whatever you did for one of these least brothers of mine, you did it for me.” (Mt. 25:40) Looking back at my experiences these past few days, my heart is full of joy and gratitude to the loving God for the graces and blessings I received from Him. My heart overflows with my desire to share myself with my brothers and sisters. I was happy preparing the food and relief goods and distributing them together with my Sisters. Visiting the poor, being one with them, and listening to their stories made me feel one with them in their sufferings. I felt deep compassion and pity for them. l felt what Jesus felt when He saw people hungry. His heart was full of compassion for them. My heart was touched by their experiences and sharing. One man shared his story on how he survived the flood. Despite the strong current, he was able to save his wife and two children. He saw how people were trying to save themselves and their families. He thought it was the end of the world. He entrusted everything to God and he was very thankful because despite these calamities they are all alive. I was amazed at the faith of this man. Despite his pains and sufferings, he is still hopeful and has a deep trust in God. The people’s faith has a great impact on me. It touched the inner core of my heart. I felt ashamed when I looked back at my little discomforts and sufferings. I immediately gave in to my little pains and sufferings. But these people entrust everything to God. Being one with them in their suffering is also being one with the suffering Christ. Indeed, this experience has enriched my personal relationship with my God and my brothers and sisters and has deepened my vocation and desire to love and serve the poor. It is a big challenge for me as a Sister to be one with the poor, to live like the poor, with a simple lifestyle and total trust in God. God is loving and generous to His people. He said “I say to you, whatever you did for one of these the least brothers of mine, you did it for me.”(Mt. 25:40) Sr. Jean Rose Malfetria, SPC I am very thankful to God for the opportunity given me to be with the Relief, Medical Services and CISD (Critical Incident Stress Debriefing) Operations in Bagong Silangan, Quezon City. Upon going there, I begged the Lord for the grace to sustain me for the whole day. I was assigned to help in the medical services. At first, I thought CISD would be more challenging than the routine of taking vital signs and consultations. But as I was doing it, my impression was changed. A lot of people came and shared their concerns. Then a man came, assisted by his brother because he could not even stand on his own. He did not have strength to speak, and the look on his face showed that he was really in pain. He was one of those good Samaritans who had been helping people to survive during the flood and now he was the one needing help. We catered to his needs and facilitated his medical concerns that he would be given attention right away. At that time, I was reminded to give my all. I felt compassion for the people. I was moved to give my all to help them even in my little way. Looking at the people made me see Jesus in them. Then I remembered SPECIAL ISSUE 9 the gospel passage, “…they were like sheep without a shepherd.” Indeed, they needed our care. I can hardly describe the feeling of joy that I got every time they thanked us for coming to them to provide for their needs. God indeed was present in that moment. My task was equally challenging as the CISD after all. I felt blessed to be able to help. I appreciate the unity of our Sisters. It is so undeniable. I thank God for my vocation, for giving me to the SPC congregation. I feel so blessed that I have seen and witnessed the love of God in my experience. Sr. Melleniza C. Gases, SPC Sr. Jella P. De Jesus, SPC Having been part of the relief operations in Barangay Bagong Silangan, Quezon City was indeed a privilege given to us. It was a blessing on our part to be present to our brothers and sisters who were affected by the typhoon. It came as a surprise to us to be chosen to be of service to them. Prior to that, we were given the opportunity to attend the Disaster Management Seminar held in St. Paul College, Pasig. We attended to the children. We gathered them in the parish church of San Isidro Labrador. We heeded the advice of Sr. Ma. Eden Orlino, SPC to ask the children to draw their experience of the calamity. We provided them with the necessary drawing materials and they seemed to be enthusiastic about it. As soon as they were handed paper and crayons, they readily started their task. We were amazed by their disposition in spite of the calamity which struck them. We could see in their young and innocent faces the sense of hope and gratitude to God for the gift of their lives and their families as well. They never thought of questioning or blaming anyone, not even God for what had happened. They were excited to relate to us their stories and their personal experience of the flood waters which destroyed their livelihood. The children also told us how their experience brought them closer to God. One child told us, “Sister, nung umulan, hindi na tumigil sa kadadasal si Mama. Buti na lang, tumigil din ang ulan.” We were also touched by a child’s innocent statement about being brothers and sisters. She is a practicing Iglesia ni Kristo, belonging to another denomination. She readily said, “Hindi tayo magkaaway. Magkaibigan tayo kasi iisa lang ang Diyos.” She was pertaining to the (Continued on page 10) God is my Hope Sr. Shienrose Agnes E. La Torre, SPC God of day and darkness Make my darkness bright Still the broken earth Hoping for daylight. God of light, burn my heart with radiant light! Let my heart recover hope for Yahweh’s favour not all past his kindness is never exhausted every morning it is renewed. Your faithfulness, Yahweh, will always endure because you love your pilgrim people with goodness you care eternally I shall adore You through eternity. So, I rise refreshed with hope and comfort Heart renewed I can live with dignity Because the God of hope is with me. 8 SPECIAL ISSUE The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province Sr. Ma. Emily C. Bucot, SPC On the night after we had our first of a series of relief, medical and CISD (Critical Incident Stress Debriefing) Operations in Barangay Bagong Silangan, Quezon City, I could not sleep. There I was lying on my clean bed with clean sheets in my clean and cool room. The thought of a young mother asking for a mat for her children who were still in the covered court which was their evacuation area kept reverberating in my mind. She has a three-month old baby and all her kids are still young. How are they now? Are they already asleep? Did they have something for supper? And what about the other people I met in the medical mission? I know and I have seen how uncomfortable they still are…no houses, no food, dirty surroundings, itchy feelings because of skin diseases and other sicknesses which are the aftermath of the flood. I was there for only about seven hours and what I had seen was bothering me. What about those who live in that situation? I only helped distribute food. It was only for a short while. What I did was not enough. The help I gave was very little but it was all I could do. On second thought, the little help each one gave when put together created an effect… an impact. I am glad I was of help even if it was only to distribute food. I was not alone. Many Sisters, doctors, nurses, teachers, guidance counsellors, and other lay partners did their part. It was a concerted effort and it made a difference. I know that each one worked and offered the day to God with love. We did not feel tired even if we were just standing. Thanks be to God. Many hands helped. Many were helped. I consider myself poor but God showed me those who are truly poor. I dwell so much on my pain but God showed me those who are truly in pain. I focus on myself but God showed me how to focus on others. God is inviting me to look beyond and see the God I cannot see in the faces of my needy brothers and sisters. God is telling me not to be a black hole which absorbs everything in itself. He wants me to extend myself, to reach out, to be a spiral, a coil with an outward direction so that I would have enough room to grow, so that I could expand more and view things in a broader perspective. Beyond the flood, the sickness, the pain, all the devastations that came, God has a purpose. He alone has the power to create and recreate everything. He will make things new again. He has a lesson to teach me. He has something to tell me. Help me, Lord, to LISTEN to You through Your voice in creation… through the faces of my needy brothers and sisters. Amen. Sr. Agnes Evarola, SPC “The community is open to the needs of the world, and in all simplicity, endeavors to meet them.” BL 40 I was so grateful for the opportunity to be part of the Medical Mission in Bagong Silangan. Indeed, our charism of charity in responding to the needs of the times gathered us together to meet the needs of our neighbors. I saw how each Sister and lay partner gave himself/ herself to the service of our brothers and sisters in Bagong Silangan. I was so inspired and drawn to give more of myself for the service of my neighbor. Even though I was not able to dialogue with the people there because I was just in one corner dispensing the medicines, I believe that that was the call for me at the moment. In my little way, I responded generously where I was. I learned that the people were suffering from colds, cough, fever, diarrhea, stomach ache, gas pain, athlete’s foot and skin rashes. In that The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province corner of pharmacy I gave my selfless service by patiently writing and giving the people instructions on how to take the medicines prescribed to them. I am thankful to God for the gift of patience. With the combined efforts and resources of different SPC communities, we were able to provide the medicines the people needed. After dispensing the medicines, we gave the victims food. I saw that the food that they were being given was like a miracle of the “multiplication of bread.” It was inconsumable and overflowing, more than enough for the people. What was striking to my eyes was the generosity of the Sisters in each community. The Sisters helped one another and united their efforts in the apostolate. The mere presence of the Sisters working together brought an impact of hope to the people. Seeing them working together with the lay partners in the field of apostolate witnessed to the people the love of Christ. Indeed, the eagerness to help other people comes from God who loves us and blesses us abundantly. I was filled with joy in this opportunity to see and be with Christ together with the people in Bagong Silangan. In whatever way I shared myself, I know that I did it all for Jesus. Sr. Claire E. Escañan, SPC Mud, garbage, destroyed properties could be seen everywhere. The foul smell and seemingly desperate situation penetrated my whole being. This scene met me as I arrived at the location of the relief, medical, and CISD operations. My heart was pained by such a scene which was unbelievable but true. I could not say a word for I did not know how to console and comfort the people there. I was truly affected and until this time I can still smell, see, and feel the situation vividly. But what made me ponder was the people’s positive disposition. Despite all the devastations they had experienced, they still had the heart to thank God and be hopeful. They were grateful that God has continued to manifest His presence in their lives and are hopeful that someday, their sufferings will end. Through this experience with the people of Bagong Silangan, God has taught me a great lesson in life, that is, God never abandons a single soul. He Who is all knowing allows everything to happen for a purpose. He wants to gather all of us to Himself for He will not allow anyone to lose his way. Disaster is His way of reminding us that we are no longer treading the path towards Him. It is His way of chastising those He loves who have gone astray. However, despite the not so good situation in which the people are in, I am consoled by the presence and the generosity of so many people from various SPC institutions and non-government agencies. There were Sisters, doctors, nurses, pharmacists, teachers, counsellors, and lay volunteers. The medicines were more than enough and there was an overflowing supply of food for everyone. God indeed cannot be outdone in generosity. Everyone was so eager to give himself/herself for the service of God’s people. Joy was so evident in their faces. Most of us did not feel tired that day for the call to serve was overwhelming. The Sisters’ presence was truly felt, which made one woman say, “Sister, sabi ng anak ko ‘Ang saya! Ang daming madre.” This was a way to tell us that our presence in the midst of our brothers and sisters was truly a manifestation that God is with them and that we bring the JOY that is in GOD. I am proud to be an SPC for we are true to our Charism of Charity, which is to respond to the needs of the times. (Continued on page 9) (Continued from page 4) pain and hunger. As we walked back to the Parish Center, some people we met and talked to asked for mats; some asked for wood so they could build even a shanty or a makeshift house for their shelter while they try to pick up the pieces of their lives and start anew. They asked for water so they can wash and clean their muddied little belongings which they were able to salvage. They asked for money to start a new life. They asked for many other things that we knew we would have difficulty giving them instantly. Our hearts ached for them. We prayed and wished we could. cenes of almost total devastation caught the eyes of our volunteers as they moved farther and continued distributing relief goods. There were some “lucky ones” who, at least, had a roof over their heads, and S quite literally buckled down working to clean up the awful mess in their little spaces. People had their own tales to tell, their tragic and heroic experiences when Typhoon Ondoy wreaked havoc on 26 September. Children shared their own harrowing experiences of having to climb on top of the roof for safety; of people who helped them transfer to a safe place, of having no food to eat. Our CISD volunteers observed that the children became more aware of the harm done by garbage and by the of cutting trees, while adults realized that it was nature’s way of giving back to us what we have filled it with because of our irresponsible human activities. A lot of children shared the ghoulish stories of seeing dead members SPECIAL ISSUE of their community amidst the debris and mud. The dialogue and sharing became a good venue for them to talk about their sad and morbid experiences and how they struggled to recognize the hand and presence of God in what they went through in that fateful night. It touched and warmed our hearts to know that amidst their sorrow, poverty, and helplessness, they are holding to their faith in God and slowly beginning to see the light and starting to gather strength towards recovery. The faith and resiliency of the people were so evident and strong. Most of them believed that God and the Blessed Virgin Mary were their companion and savior. Beyond their sorrow and pain is the gratitude that God has spared them from death. “Nagpapasalamat kami sa Diyos at iniligtas niya kami” is a constant refrain. Were we not evangelized hearing this? This has deepened and 5 strengthened our own faith and trust in God. We shared ourselves, our time, our material blessings, and our prayers. We had done so little compared to the magnitude of the disaster, but however small our efforts were, they contributed to the big whole. We did it collectivelyOne Community, One Cause! here will still be a lot of relief operations in Bagong Silangan, a lot of cleaning to do, a lot of repairs to be done, innumerable human traumas to deal with before the people can begin anew. On our part, as Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres, we are simply thankful that we have done our share, our small act. We believe that whatever little acts of kindness and compassion we did yesterday, or do today, and tomorrow are fine beginnings. T It touched and warmed our hearts to know that amidst their sorrow, poverty, and helplessness, they are holding to their faith in God... 6 The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province SPECIAL ISSUE SPECIAL ISSUE The Sisters of St. Paul of Chartres Philippine Province This (Continued from page 6) experience gave us the all to the victims of the typhoon and insight of wanting to help others flood. despite Ate Minda, the wife of the leader our differences 7 without asking for anything in return. of the barangay leader, told me what she saw during the typhoon. She saw ROWENA LEDESMA many hands waving, asking for help but she could not do anything. have plans, big and admirable ones, ST. PAUL COLLEGE OF MAKATI of what they want to do to be able to help their parents in their present The experience I had with the people of Bagong Silangan made me realize how lucky I am in spite of the hardships I encounter in life. My eyes were opened to the devastating effects Typhoon Ondoy brought to the lives of the people, especially to the innocent and helpless children. Though they were smiling, I sensed the emptiness in the eyes of the children who vividly told us how they were saved and what they saw and experienced. I was touched by one of the world. drawings manifested their personal KAREN KRIS ESPAÑOLA new perspective. I came to the realization that I should be thankful that I did not experience what they experienced. I also realized that I should be contented with things that I have. It served as an eyeopener, that despite problems that with the SPCP Sisters and social CARL MICHAEL DELA CRUZ I became more thankful for my life. It was really an eye-opener to see the sufferings of the people. I feel fortunate to be given a chance to help the needy. I hope and pray that things will get back to normal, and the victims will be able to pick up the pieces. I learned a lot and became stronger them and they held one another’s because of them. handS until they were safe. They were grateful for the help we gave. One of the kids said JOAN YANG I thank the Lord for the “Maraming salamat po. Mahal pa rin wonderful opportunity he gave me as pala kami ng Diyos!” I took the part in the activity that day. The experience and the feeling of having the opportunity to help and being able to bring innocent smiles to the children were very satisfying inspiring. Seriously, remember the scripture passage, “Unless you have the heart SHEENA MIGUEL and I I was inspired by these children because after all the experiences they had been through, they could still smile and think positively about life. They of a child, you cannot enter the gates of heaven.” Being with the children was a humbling experience especially when one girl named Marjorie gave me a letter that said ‘thank you po sa mga binigay nyo pong mga Christmas.’ biyaya…advance Merry experiences. Although they were sad, they showed signs of resiliency. After conducting the CISD, we DONABEL M. ARCE MICHELLE S. DEL ROSARIO SHARRY ANN C. JULIAN KATRINA REBECCA A. ODFINA We, the Guidance Staff, together children who told us that in spite of danger ,his parents did not let go of ST. PAUL COLLEGE PASIG come my way, I should be brave enough to face them all. of the people who wanted to avail of school, or church just like in the the free medical check up, and previous there were times that I was able to joined. I was surprised that our talk to some victims. I was amazed venue was an "eskinita" where the because in spite of what happened flash flood really happened. I saw they kept their focus on the brighter plenty of household items that had side of life, that at least their become useless, school books soaked families were also in mud, clothes that had been realized that all material things are washed but still muddy. I could temporary and that in the blink of an almost feel what transpired during eye, everything can be taken away the typhoon, the people’s fears and from them. dismay at losing everything they had saved. Some San Isidro Labrador Church. There for their families and for the whole CISD helped me to see life in a would either be a covered court, a On our way home, we passed by condition. They are young and so little but they have gigantic dreams ROSEMARIE GAMIT I was expecting that our venue I was assigned to control the line workers, joined the SPC- DMT for CISD volunteers. We went to the actual site of the disaster to conduct a house to house debriefing of survivors. We were able to talk to several adults/parents, teenagers and children, ages 2-10. Most of the residents were eager to share their personal experiences, stories, and difficulties during and after the typhoon. However, there were also assisted in preparing the medicines to be given to the people. It was a new and fulfilling experience for all of us. We realized that we are all survivors but at different levels. We are more blessed finances. We are also grateful that in our families we have no casualties. We admired the victims’ courage and strong faith in God. Despite the tragedy that befell them, they can still smile and laugh at their mishap. We commend the team for an organized implementation and of systematic the mission. Indeed, the Paulinian spirit lives in all of us. about their ordeal. We heard experiences as how they struggled to survive and to save others as well, very blessed and thankful that our a boy neighbors who died whom saving his now call they "hero." I could see that although she had lost a son, there is still hope in ba linggo na po etong namamaga." I told to receive. him, "Yes, manong, that’s why we are here para matulungan kayo." I saw BRYAN AMBAT, RN SHEAL DAYRIT, RN LIZA MARIE GRACE MANTILLAS, RN KRISTIAN MARAAN, RN Seeing families who have lost that his feet were really red and swollen. I really can't explain what I felt when I saw his feet-- pity for his ailment and admiration for being so patient in waiting for his turn in that long line of people. What struck me most in that manong was what he one big happy family kayo ha!" just to concerned citizen, we referred the lighten the mood. case to the doctors who were I was there at the registration reported four hours. Without standing or Sisters, who lost no time asking pausing and only a cap protecting me someone to get some medicines that from heat and drizzle, I did not feel could be given to the sick child. We tired or hungry. All I felt was did not leave the site until the thankfulness needed medicine was given. for mission for we were concerned with lying where help and extending We are really thankful that we they are. were given the chance to reach out children and share what we have. We realized a that after such tragedy there is activity always hope. We felt we were one about the incident. (Continued on page 7) with the community of Sisters of St. Paul during the mission. not What experience They to the struck me and the doctors and staff were to what exhausted they had gone through from the whole day mission but they still during the flash flood. Being there, medical helping them was also one way of extended a hand to show that they giving thanks to our Lord for sparing really care. Their hearts were not our place (Cavite) and our families tired to help and care for others; during that devastating typhoon. they kept helping as long as they Typhoon Ondoy was doubtless could. destructive, but it also brought out the goodness in other people. I wish PRIA MAE GALILEA, RN that next time we should not wait for another typhoon or calamity to strike before we help others. I pray that many more people will extend help in whatever small way they can for there are still many more out there who help. need Personally, I promise that I will join the next two medical and missions that I will continue to pray for those victims. The mission was a very fruitful one for me because I was happy to render service to those who were affected by the typhoon. Although, it was very tiring, I learned a lot from the medical mission. Most of the family members suffered from and LBM. The cough, children fever, had no slippers because of the flood. One of the patients there was suffering from severe dehydration because he was the neighbors one who during the helped flood. his I realized that we, who were not affected by the flood, should help in said to me. "Maraming salamat sa inyo at dumayo pa kayo dito sa amin That patient. findings that time was nothing compared our help further to those who need time, we pushed through with the did the their because it was the end of the day moved and encouraged to extend certain I for tiredness or hunger I felt during After that experience, we were weather was not really good at that that experience what they had. inspiring another typhoon coming and the doctors looked experience. ST. PAUL HOSPITALCAVITE EDITA MANALO The waited for their turn, for almost able to help those who are less very us. while they patiently fell in line and realize how blessed we are. Being a near immediately went to the site and the children getting sick made us was standing table, writing down their names, their loved ones and their homes and Some children’s po ako makatulog sa sakit, dalawang service. The ko can. Truly, it is better to give than the given "Ma'am, pwede share ourselves in whatever way we delivering drawing Most of the residents there had patingnan etong paa ko kasi hindi na live were experience such devastation. said allowing people to The not what we have, and that we should Even after hearing that there may be like did that we should be contended with am experiencing, I should offer them places family the “manongs” approached me and homes, and how they are presently low my fungal infection due to mud. One of because the mission was fulfilling. in and always thank God for everything, Whatever sufferings or problems I politicians place her. I came to realize that we should accommodating families in their own blamed years. of it most. We did not feel tired situation. been able to acquire through the residents was very pitiful, and I felt I thank God for everything. with had made our rounds. I saw the mother how they helped one another by coping I I saw that the situation of the fortunate some who were reluctant to talk missions was an evacuation site nearby so we because we have better means of coping, especially with regards to medical our own little way. I am happy and lucky because I was not affected by WYLENE GAMILLA, RN para matulungan kami." I really did The thing that struck me most the flood, but I am sad because I not expect to hear such words from after the medical mission on the saw the sadness and the trauma in someone who had gone through so 10th of October 2009 was when we the eyes of the people who were much. Most of the people there stopped over in the church near the affected. brought their whole family to be evacuation center (basketball court) This experience helped me a lot to checked up, from the fathers to the of Bagong Silangan, Quezon City. be more sensitive, concerned, and youngest usual Someone approached us and asked if helpful to others. Even though we complaints were cough, colds, and we could look at a child who had a are not related to one another, fever, I remember joking them, "Uy, high grade fever and was chilling. know "we are bound in God's love, Upon we are children of one God." children. Their hearing this from the I