Digital Booklet - Evanescence

W H A T
Y O U
Do what you what you want, if you have a dream for better
Do what you what you want till you don’t want it anymore
(remember who you really are)
Do what you what you want, your world’s closing in on you now
(it isn’t over)
Stand and face the unknown
(got to remember who you really are)
Every heart in my hands like a pale reflection
W A N T
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe
Hello, hello remember me?
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe
There’s still time
close your eyes
only love will guide you home
Tear down the walls and free your soul
Hello, hello remember me? Till we crash we’re forever spiraling down, down, down, down
I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way Hello, hello, its only me
to believe we can break through infecting everything you love
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe
Do what you what you want, you don’t have to lay your life down Hello, hello remember me?
(it isn’t over) I’m everything you can’t control
Do what you what you want till you find what you’re looking for Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to learn forgiveness
(got to remember who you really are) Hello, hello remember me?
But every hour slipping by screams that I have failed you I’m everything you can’t control
Somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to believe we can
Hello, hello remember me? break through
I’m everything you can’t control
M A D E
O F
S T O N E
Its never enough for you, baby
Don’t want to play your game anymore
no matter what you say
I’m all out of love for you, baby
and now that I’ve tried everything
I’ll numb the pain till I am made
Its never enough for you, baby to tear out my heart
Don’t want to play your game anymore for the way that it feels
no matter what you say I will still remember when you’ve long forgotten me
I’m all out of love for you, baby
and now that I’ve tried everything Its never enough for you, baby
I’ll numb the pain till I am made of stone Don’t want to play your game anymore
no matter what you say
Take your time I’m all out of love for you, baby
I’m not scared and now that I’ve tried everything
Make me everything you need me to be I’ll numb the pain till I am made of stone
so the judgement seems fair
Don’t waste your time
Speak your mind
like I care
I can see your lips moving
I’ve just learned not to hear
Don’t waste your time
T H E
C H A N G E
Thought that I was strong Say its over, yes its over but I need you anyway
I know the words I need to say Say you love me but its not enough
Frozen in my place
I let the moment slip away Not that I’m so different
Not that I don’t see the dying light of what we used to be
I’ve been screaming on the inside and I know you feel the pain But how can I forgive you- You changed
Can you hear me, can you hear me? (ah, ah, ah) and I’m a liar by your side
Say its over, yes its over but I need you anyway I’m about to lose my mind
Say you love me but its not enough cause I’ve been screaming on the inside and I know you feel the pain
Can you hear me, can you hear me
Never meant to lie You’ve been dreaming if you’re thinking that I still belong to you
but I’m not the girl you think you know and I’ve been dying cause I’m lying to myself (ah, ah, ah)
The more that I am with you Say its over, yes its over but I need you anyway
the more that I am all alone Say you love me but its not enough
I’ve been screaming on the inside and I know you feel the pain
Can you hear me, can you hear me? (ah, ah, ah)
M y
H ea r t
I pulled away to face the pain
I close my eyes and drift away
over the fear that I will never find a way to heal my soul
and I will wander till the end of time
torn away from you
I s
B r o k en
Change
Open your eyes to the light
I denied it all so long, oh so long
Say goodbye
Goodbye
My heart is broken My heart is broken
sweet sleep, my dark angel release me, I can’t hold on
deliver us from sorrow’s hold (over my heart) deliver us
My heart is broken
I can’t go on living this way sweet sleep, my dark angel
But I can’t go back the way I came deliver us
chained to this fear that I will never find a way to heal my soul My heart is broken
and I will wander till the end of time sweet sleep, my dark angel
half alive without you deliver us from sorrow’s hold
My heart is broken
sweet sleep, my dark angel
deliver us
T he
O the r
Make me whole again
Open your eyes
Taunted by the shadows of your light
Cold and far away
like you’re not even mine
Undo everything and take me higher
Never believing what they say cause I’m
Counting the days to meet you on the other side
I will always be waiting
until the day that I see you on the other side
Come and take me home
I’m not giving in
I want you back
holding together by the shards of our past
Stole my heart away
I can’t let you go
Break these chains and let me fly to you
E r ase
S ide
high above the world below
Over and over in my mind
Counting the days to meet you on the other side
I will always be waiting
until the day that I see you on the other side
Come and take me home
I am so lost without my place inside your heart
I wont survive I need to know you hear me
Awaken and release my love
Counting the days to meet you on the other side
I will always be waiting
until the day that I see you on the other side
Come and take me
Counting the days to meet you on the other side
I will always be waiting
until the day that I see you on the other side
Come and take me home
T his
It’s too late to change your mind Is it so hard for you, cause it’s so hard for me
even though this fragile world is tearing apart at the seams to believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again
I can’t wash these sins away cause I cannot erase this darkness in me
this sinking feeling every day I’m waking up in someone else’s life
The water’s rising around us
Is it so hard for you, cause it’s so hard for me there is no other way down
to believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again I only have myself to blame for it all
cause I cannot erase this lie
Is it so hard for you, cause it’s so hard for me
Not gonna let this day go by to believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again
I’m gonna save this wasted life and nothing can stand in my way if I could just erase my mind
Not enough to say goodbye but I cannot erase this lie
Burn it till there’s nothing left
I’m drowning in the mess that I have made
L ost
I n
P a r adise
I’ve been believing in something so distant
as if I was human
And I’ve been denying this feeling of hopelessness
in me, in me
I have nothing left
and all I feel is this cruel wanting
We’ve been falling for all this time
and now I’m lost in paradise
All the promises I made Run away, run away
just to let you down One day we wont feel this pain anymore
You believed in me but I’m broken Take it all away, shadows of you
cause they wont let me go
I have nothing left
and all I feel is this cruel wanting till I have nothing left
We’ve been falling for all this time and all I feel is this cruel wanting
and now I’m lost in paradise We’ve been falling for all this time
and now I’m lost in paradise
As much as I’d like the past not to exist
it still does Alone and lost in paradise
And as much as I’d like to feel like I belong here
I’m just as scared as you
S ic k
Embrace the silence
cause there’s nothing that can change the way I feel
Taken all that you wanted
now there’s nothing that can change the way I feel
Hold on, little girl
The end is soon to come
Sick of it all, sick of it all
We will not follow
Sick of it all, sick of it all
They don’t understand how
Sick we are, sick we are
of this bottomless pit of lies
behind closed eyes
Sick of it all, sick of it all
We will not follow
Sick of it all, sick of it all
They don’t understand how
Sick we are, sick we are
of this bottomless pit of lies
behind closed eyes
Someday you’ll know the pain
Someday the light will break through
And nothing you tell yourself will save us from the truth
screaming out
Sick of it all, sick of it all
We will not follow
Oceans between us Sick of it all, sick of it all
and there’s nothing that can change the way I feel They don’t understand how
I can still taste the poison Sick we are, sick we are
of every thought, every breath I wasted here of this bottomless pit of lies
Hold on, little girl behind closed eyes
The end is soon to come
E nd
of
the
I found a grave
brushed off the face
felt your light and
I remember why I know this place
I found a bird
closing her eyes one last time
and I wonder if she dreamed like me
D r eam
and I’m on fire
I remember how to breathe again
As much as it hurts, ain’t it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings
Follow your heart till it bleeds
as we run towards the end of the dream
Why must we fall apart
to understand how to fly
I will find a way
even without wings
Follow your heart till it bleeds
I’m not afraid as we run towards the end of the dream
I pushed through the pain Follow your heart till it bleeds
and we’ve come to the end of the dream
As much as it hurts, ain’t it wonderful to feel?
So go on and break your wings
Follow your heart till it bleeds
as we run towards the end of the dream
O ceans
Don’t want to be the one to walk away Cross the oceans in my mind
but I can’t bear the thought of one more day Find the strength to say goodbye
I think I finally understand what it means to be lost Everything that we believed in was a lie
Cross the oceans in your mind
Can’t find the road to lead us out of this Find a way to blur the line
a million miles from where we burned the bridge In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands
Can’t keep pretending everything’s gonna be alright
with the whole world falling around me And we never learn
so we fall down again
Cross the oceans in my mind heaven help me find a way to dream within this nightmare
Find the strength to say goodbye
In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands Cross the oceans in my mind
Find the strength to say goodbye
Fallen so far from where we were before Everything that we believed in was a lie
You’ll never find what you’ve been searching for Cross the oceans in your mind
Someone to fill the void and make up for all of those Find a way to blur the line
missing pieces of you In the end you never can wash the blood from your hands
like I could only dream to do
N e v e r
G o
B ac k
Save yourself
Don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s all gone
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves
But I’m the one who’s drowning
Without your love I am lost
Save yourself and I can never go back home
Don’t look back
Tearing us apart until it’s all gone All across the ocean
The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves We are calling, calling
but I remember Are you there
Nothing left for me till I find you because it’s all gone
I won’t give up on you The only world I’ve ever known sleeps beneath the waves
I can feel you in my heart just show me the way But I’m the one who’s drowning
I don’t belong here alone Without your love I am lost
I can still see your face and I can never go back home
where it’s burned into my mind
I die every time I close my eyes
you’re always there
Everything is so dark and I know there’s
something wrong but I can’t turn the light on
In that split second change
when you knew we couldn’t hold on I realized
I live to love you
S wimming
Way down, I’ve been way down
underneath this skin
waiting to hear my name again
I’m sorry
nothing can hold me
I adore you still
but I hear them calling
and nothing can hold me
Way down, all the way down
I will hear your voice
but I’ll no longer understand
I’m sorry
nothing can hold me
H ome
I adore you still
but I hear them calling
I was looking to the sky
when I knew I’d be swimming home
and I cannot betray my kind
They are here
it’s my time
I’m sorry
nothing can hold me
I adore you still
but I hear them calling
and nothing can hold me
N ew
W ay
to
B leed
Serve your twisted enemy and I can’t take anymore
so you might earn forgiveness
You know your whole world is waiting I feel it coming over me
so why can’t you speak? I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything
I feel it coming over me or just a new way to bleed
I’m still a slave to these dreams
Is this the end of everything by drifting far beyond the edge
or just a new way to bleed freedom, freedom can’t you feel the ground caving in?
freedom, give us a reason to believe again
So go and tell all your friends that I’m a failure underneath
if it makes you feel like a bigger man I feel it coming over me
But its my heart, my life that you’re calling a lie I’m still a slave to these dreams
I’ve played this game before Is this the end of everything
or just a new way to bleed
S A Y
Y O U
It’s taking you too long to decide
and I don’t want to be the one, the one
crying over wasted time
If you think you’re strong enough to let me in
then come on, stand up and be honest
I’m tired of feeling so alone
cause you won’t let me understand
I don’t want to pretend
I want to feel, I want to live
Say you will or say you wont
open your heart to me
Now or never tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?
Whenever you’re around I can’t fight it
You get under my skin in a way that I like it
and I can’t take anymore
Tell me what you want from me or leave me alone
cause I’m all caught up and I’m losing control
W I L L
I never meant to lose myself
Say you will or say you wont
open your heart to me
Now or never tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?
Say you will or say you wont
open your heart to me
Now or never tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?
Like drops of rain
against my heart
cut through like silver
and I want to make you feel that way
and I want to make you feel the way that I do
Say you will or say you wont
open your heart to me
Now or never tell the truth
Is this real?
Say you will or say you wont
I’m tired of holding on so tight open your heart to me
when you won’t let me understand Now or never tell the truth
Now I’m falling apart Is this real, is this real?
D isappea r
Hollow, like you don’t remember me How much longer are you gonna give into the fear
Underneath everything I guess I always dreamed Holding you down until you’re
that I would be the one to take you away from all this wasted pain
but I can’t save you from yourself All alone
All alone and drowning in your past
Don’t you want to feel Take it back
Don’t you want to live your life Take it back I still believe you can
How much longer are you gonna give into the fear
Holding you down until you’re frozen Don’t you want to feel
I can’t let you fall apart Don’t you want to live your life
You don’t even know what you’ve done to me How much longer are you gonna give into the fear
but I would be the one to take you away from all this wasted pain I can’t go on pretending so give me something real
If you could just wake up No one in your way but you
How much longer are you gonna give into the fear
Don’t you want to feel Holding you down till you disappear
Don’t you want to live your life
S E C R E T
Turn out the lights
Feed the fire till my soul breaks free
My heart is high as the waves above me
Don’t need to understand
Too lost to lose
Don’t fight my tears cause they feel so good
D O O R
Look past the end
It’s a dream, as it’s always been
All life lives on if we’ve ever loved it
And I
I will remember how to fly
And I Unlock the heavens in my mind
I will remember how to fly Follow my love back through the same secret door
Unlock the heavens in my mind
Follow my love back through the same secret door
Amy would like to thank: I want to thank everyone at Blackbird Studios in Nashville, for letting us use your amazing place to create, and for making us feel like part of the family.
Special thanks to John and Martina McBride (for running such an awesome studio, and for
the BBQ!) Nathan Yarborough - the best and sweetest assistant engineer anywhere, and all
the interns who gave me rides home. Also, thank you to all our friends at S.I.R Nash- you’ve
been such an important part of this record. From writing and pre-production to rehearsing and performing, it all happened in the big room at the end of the hall! Thank you for
being so good to us. Big love to Nick Raskulinecz, the man with the plan. Thank you for
believing in me, for pushing me, for making me stronger, for cracking me up, and knowing
when to say HELL YEAH!! Thank you Paul Figueroa: Engineer extraordinaire, master chef,
bowling champion! Thank you Terry, Tim, Will and Troy for having my back, for bringing rad, inventive ideas to the table, and most of all, for making it LOUD! Thank you so
much David Campbell, Dave Eggar and all of the string players. Thank you Chris Vrenna,
you rule! Thank you Will B. Hunt for the inspiration, the good times, and the very special
music we made together. Thank you to John Nicholson, one of my new favorite people! Also
thank you to Phyllis Sparks and Mike Simmons. Thank you Dave Fortman, for your advice,
support, and friendship throughout my career. Thank you Diana Meltzer for discovering
me and always supporting me! Thank you Josh, for supporting and encouraging me to
be brave and remember love, above all. Thank you Mom, Dad, Carrie, Lori, and Robby for
being my biggest fans and always supporting me, making me feel safe when life gets hard,
and taking me to Disney World no matter how old I get! Love to all of my wonderful family- I am so blessed. Gotta give a shout out to my girl, Beth! Thanks for being someone I
can always count on. I can’t wait to laugh around the world with you once more! Thank
you Zach and Stacy Williams, for your friendship and your inspiration. Thank you Eddie
“Muscles” Mapp (for being awesome). Thank you everyone at Wind-up records for working
so hard for us and putting out this album. Thank you Andy Lurie for all your hard work
and support. Thank you Chrissy Igoe and the rest of 110 Management. Thank you Gary
Haber and Patty Wicker for everything you do for me! Thank you Ken Ewing, Sheryl Rowling and Steve Baron.
A very special thank you to our fans, for listening to our music, for letting it take a place in
your hearts, for sharing your lives with us, for making all of this possible.
Terry would like to thank: My best friend & love Codi, Mom & Chuck, Alvarez family, Balsamo Family, MJ Denton, Adams Family, Amy, Will, Tim, Troy, Andy Lurie & Christina
Igoe @110 Management, Josh Hartzler, Chris Vrenna, Laurie Soriano, Nick Raskulinecz,
Paul Fig, Nathan Yarborough, Warren Riker, Kevin “Chief” Zaruk, Scotty Wrecked, Tony
Higbee, Blackbird Studio, SIR Nashville, Cold Sam Rivers, Franko Carino, John Otto, Chris
Flowers, Mike Magners, Richie Surrency, Jason Lowe, Mike Vegas, Gregg W. & Ed V. @ Windup, Diana Meltzer, Jonar & Steph, DJ Jenny, Martin Connors, Mark Currie, Jay N., Ibanez,
Mesa Boogie, Gibson, and Amy, it’s been one hell of a ride but here we are again and it feels
great, love ya!
Tim would like to thank: Ashley Dunlop (for the deep, loving support and constant inspiration), My mother Susan McCord and my father Charles Robert “Bass Bob” McCord, for
without them I wouldn’t exist. Mom, for being the sweetest woman in the world! and Dad,
for putting my first guitar in my hands. My big brother Matt McCord for being my first
musical influence and an amazing brother. My grandfather and hero Harry “Bud” Latchford. A huge thank you to Amy, Terry, Will, and Troy for the truly humbling experience of
being able to create with such amazing and talented musicians. Andy Lurie and the Lurie
family. Thank you to Nick Raskulinecz - whaaaaaaaaaat? Paul Figueroa, Nathan Yarborough, and Mike Simmons. John and Martina McBride and Blackbird Studios Everyone at
SIR Nashville, Wind-up Records, Beth Wilson, Eddie Mapp, Todd Wilber and the Wilber
family, Aram Deradoorian and the NYC crew: Andrew Pettit, Robert Medkeff, Benny “Burrito” Quesnall, and Nikko Nomikos. Gabriel Newborn, Tim “T2” Nansel, Kevin Anderson, Shawn Carrano and The Artery Foundation, David and Tammy Lasich, Sara Dunlop,
Brett Sublett and Rubicon Brewing Co. Sacramento, Ca. Derek Brooks at Ernie Ball, Steve
Dochraedon, Papalote SF and the San Francisco Giants. Last but not the least, the fans!...
Thank you so much for your years of dedicated support, it’s awesome to know that we have
the best fan base in the world!
Will would like to thank: My beautiful wife Danielle and daughter Laila for truly loving me
and being the brightest stars in my life; God for strength and being my compass, Mom,
George, Dr. Bill, Ann, and my entire family!!!; All of my friends; my Ev band mates; I play
Pearl Drums, Zildjian Cymbals, Remo Heads, bash ‘em with Vater Sticks, and cart it all
around in Classic Cases because I want the best. So BIG BIG THANKS to Mike F, Kevin
B, Sarah M, Chad B, and Chris for supplying the best!!!; Dave and all at DRUM mag; Rich
at Rhythm mag UK; Nick, Paul, and Nathan for helping to make this EPIC record!! Andy
and Chrissy at 110; The Ev fanatics; S.I.R. Nashville; All the other bands I’ve been lucky to
tour, play, and record with the last 4 yrs (and their fans and crews), Everyone that picked me
up when I needed it over the last 4 years- thanks is not enough! God Bless!!! I would like to
dedicate my performance on this album to my fallen friend Scott Schnitzer.
Troy would like to thank: Here we are again. Another “Thank You” list. Some of you don’t
understand how hard this can be to put together. So, I am going to keep it short and sweet.
I would like to thank my beautiful wife, Amy, and my awesome son, Michael, for being patient and loving me even when I miss some of the important things. You both make me
want to be a better person. Also, I would like to thank Amy Lee, Terry, Tim & Will, Mom and
Dad, Teresa and Brian, Mandy, Zach Porter, Lucky and GG, John, Michelle, Ian and Evan,
Dave Perez, Ray and Janet Colon-Lopez, Everyone at Wind-up records, Andy Lurie and all
at 110 Management, Nick Rasculinez, Paul Fig & Nathan Yarborough, Randy Staub, John
& Martina McBride and all at Blackbird studio’s, Ray Gonzalez, Paul Reed Smith, Winn
Krozack, Grover Duvall, Beverly Fowler and Len Johnson at Paul Reed Smith Guitars, Andy
Fuchs, Annette Fuchs and Debra Muller at Fuchs Amplification, Scott Uchida and John Ferrante at Dunlop, David Lienhard at Dean Markley Strings, The USO and all of our Armed
Forces, Tony Higbee at Guitar Center in Nashville, The Road Crew, The Ev Club and all of
the fantastic fans out there who make it all worthwhile. You are all greatly appreciated. I
know there are a lot of people that aren’t on here, but you didn’t help me make this album,
ha-ha. I still love you!
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