Newsletter Fall 2012
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Newsletter Fall 2012
of Phoenix Fall 2012 Dear Contemplative Outreach Community Members, We welcome you to this, our Fall 2012 newsletter. Our 2011-2012 year was rich in experience, with major events featuring Fr. William Meninger in November and Fr. Martin Laird in April. We have no speaker dates for the remainder of 2012, but are working on a presenter for November 2013. We call your attention to the many ongoing activities that provide support for the practice of Centering Prayer. Several of these are amplified in this newsletter. Foremost are the individual practice of Centering Prayer and its encouragement through Introductory Days and in the many small groups meeting in homes and churches for weekly reinforcement and community in quiet. For information about scheduling an Introductory Day, contact Sr. Rachel, and for prayer group listings see our web site (www.contemplativeoutreachphoenix.org). We also note the new contemplative prayer sessions at St. Francis parish in Phoenix and the ongoing activities at St. Barnabas in Paradise Valley. Two more of our ongoing activities are featured in these pages. Look for an explanation and invitation regarding our monthly core meetings, and for Jeannie Lashinske’s piece about the “Why” of making an Intensive Retreat (and for 2013 retreat dates as well). Other opportunities include events at the Franciscan Renewal Center (www.thecasa.org), for example, the retreat titled “The Process of Forgiveness” by Fr. Meninger, scheduled for November 9-11, 2012. The We welcome your input to this newsletter. Please send any suggestions or comments to Kathy Kramer-Howe at [email protected] or Rusty Swavely at [email protected]. If you would like to write an article on Centering Prayer or related topic please contact Kathy Kramer-Howe. newsletter also includes a poem by Kate Brophy, a review by Dave Murray of Fr. Laird’s A Sunlit Absence, and a summary of last Spring’s “United in Prayer” day by Tina Murray. We take this chance to remind you of some of the resources of the Contemplative Outreach international organization. Its web site (www.contemplativeoutreach.org) will lead you to many presentations, archived newsletters and Fr. Thomas’ articles published over the years. Also accessible are event schedules in the U.S. and the world. October 25 and 26 this year will be the gathering of the annual Contemplative Outreach Community Conference in Snowmass to celebrate the community’s relationship with Saint Benedict’s Monastery. This promises to be a joyful celebration with Fr. Thomas and his Cistercian brothers present to the greater community. As we assemble this newsletter, we are reminded that the Phoenix chapter of Contemplative Outreach has been blessed by 20 years of faithful service, and looks to the future with optimism and hope. If you are able to help with your energy or with your resources (for example, by augmenting funds available for retreat scholarships as costs rise) please let us know. In any event, be assured of our interest and prayers for your continued spiritual nourishment. Your Core Community Contact People The following may be contacted for information about Contemplative Outreach programs and meetings in their area. • Rick & Kathy Kramer-Howe....Phoenix 602.955.6057 • Robert Johnson.........................Prescott 928.717.2441 • Phil and Mary Leonard.............Phoenix 480.966.7558 • Rusty Swavely..........................Sedona 928.300.2949 1 Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix Centering Prayer Small Groups The intent of Contemplative Outreach is to foster the process of transformation in Christ in one another through the practice of Centering Prayer. Most people find the small Centering Prayer Group a great support for their practice. Please see the website www.contemplativeoutreach-phoenix.org for locations, meeting dates and times, and contact people for each small group. You may also call one of the contact people listed on the front page for information. To report any changes to the information for a Centering Prayer Small Group listed on the website please contact Kathy Kramer-Howe, [email protected], 602.955.6057 Fall 2012 Introductory Centering Prayer Workshops Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix has trained presenters who are available to present Introductory Centering Prayer Workshops to anyone who is interested. The workshop is generally four hours long and consists of several presentations and practice sessions. There are six Follow-up Sessions which assist participants in understanding the workshop concepts more fully. Please contact Sister Rachel or another member of the Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix Core in order to arrange a presentation. We will come to your church or facility to make the presentations. Workshops presented at various sites are generally posted on our website. There is a donation of $20 for the workshop. Contact: Sister Rachel Torrez at [email protected] or call 602.944.2728. Event Announcements News from St. Barnabas, Paradise Valley ➟Monday Centering Prayer group, 7pm in the Music Building, will resume on September 10. Following a 20 minute sit, the initial presentations will be a series of DVD’s featuring Richard Rohr, OFM and Rev. Cynthia Bourgeault, Ph.D., entitled GOD AS US! -the Sacred Feminine & the Sacred Masculine. Contact Ethel Sickert at [email protected] with questions. ➟Tuesday Centering Prayer Meetings are held from 9:00-10:30am in the Learning Center in St. Matthews Room. Following a 20 minute sit, segments of the video series JESUS and the BUDDHA, by Richard Rohr, OFM and James Finley are discussed. For further information contact Susan McDaniel at 602-765-8880. ➟Quiet Days will resume Saturday, September 15, 9:30am-1:00pm. Fr. Jim Clark will give a reflection followed by time for personal reflection and a 20 minute sit. Quiet days are held the 3rd Saturday of each month. Contact the St. Barnabas office at 480-948-5560 for details. ➟An introductory session on Centering Prayer will be held on Saturday, October 6, 9:30am -3:00pm in the sanctuary at St. Barnabas. Fr. Jim Clark will be the presenter on developing a Centering Prayer practice. Follow-up sessions will be held on the next five Tuesdays at 7:00pm in the Music Building. Registration is required. Contact Liza Bell at [email protected] or 602-527-6161. 2 ➟The 6th Annual Silent Retreat will be held November 29-December 2 at Redemptorist Retreat Center in Tucson. This is a silent, self-directed retreat. Cost is $339.00 for a single occupancy and $296.00 for double occupancy. For information regarding this retreat, contact Ethel Sickert at [email protected]. For registration contact Barbara Pickrell, Registrar, at [email protected] or 480-945-0469. News from Sedona ➟A six session course on Centering Prayer, the Prayer of Consent, begins on Thursday, October 4, from 6:30 pm to 8:30 pm at St. John Vianney. This course includes the Centering Prayer Introduction and follow-up sessions. For more information or to register for the course please contact Rusty Swavely at 928-300-2949 or e-mail her at [email protected]. News from Flagstaff ➟On Saturday, October 6, the Episcopal Church of the Epiphany in Flagstaff will host a Day of Prayer and Reflection in Two Parts. Part 1 A Centering Prayer Introductory Workshop will be offered from 9am to noon. Part 2 An afternoon of prayer and reflection will be offered from 1pm to 4pm and include a DVD presentation by Fr. Thomas Keating. Participants may attend either the morning or afternoon session or both. To register or for information about the program and lunch options please contact Sue Norris at [email protected] or call her at 928-526-6684 (home) or 520-491-0132 (cell) Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix Fall 2012 The Core Community by Mary Leonard From time to time this question comes forth: how does Contemplative Outreach operate or who runs Contemplative Outreach? Or even, what is Contemplative Outreach? come to the Valley and do a major presentation for the greater community of Phoenix and the state of Arizona. Small group communities pitched in and helped as we had hundreds of people attending these events. The small group continued on. Now we met in a church room for prayer and crock pots of soup and bread provided by group members. We continued on Let us start with the last question. The National supporting the cause --- teaching and supporting Contemplative Outreach webpage puts it succinctly this Centering Prayer. Some people left and others came. way: “The intent of Contemplative Outreach is to foster Sometime along the way we began calling ourselves the the process of transformation in Christ in one another core community. We had two coordinators in the through the practice of Centering beginning, along with a secretary Prayer.” and a treasurer. Eventually we moved to one coordinator and Here is the local history. In finally we found ourselves operating the early 1990’s Fr. Thomas Keating in a new way --- no coordinator but gave a Centering Prayer retreat at ...the core group has evolved a m o n t h l y c h a i r p e r s o n w h o the Casa. From that retreat coordinates the meeting, and experience and other budding into a caring community that someone who agrees to take the contemplatives in the Valley and meeting notes and send them on for bands together to “foster Tucson, there was interest in a the next meeting. When it comes to Formation workshop, a week- long money matters we still have a the process of seminar on teaching Centering treasurer! Prayer. The National Office from transformation in Christ in New Jersey sent a trained team The updated version comprised of Centering Prayer one another through the follows: every 4th Tuesday from practitioners from around the US August through May, a small core practice of Centering (Maine, Texas and Colorado to community (6-14 members) gathers name a few) to present a training at Central United Methodist Church Prayer.” workshop to over 20 participants. at 7:00 pm for Centering Prayer and After a rigorous session, some a meeting to discuss how we can participants agreed to form a group support Centering Prayer in the to establish, teach and support month(s) ahead. Within this group Centering Prayer in the Valley. are individuals who plan and teach Centering Prayer Introductory Days, A group gathered in a private home for order the books, invite and plan presentations by well Centering Prayer, a pot-luck and planning for known speakers, work on intensive retreats, write the Introductory Days. Each month the group gathered, ate newsletter, update the web page - to name some of our together and shared the good news. Little by little small recent activities. Each person gives where s\he can. prayer groups were sprouting in the Valley and beyond. Often times it is a matter of bringing a suggestion and Little by little the word was getting around. We were opening it to the group, asking for approval and invited by various communities ---- Episcopal, Lutheran assistance. We try to operate by consensus, the method and Catholic among the invitations --- to present that the National Office uses. To some it might not Introductory Days. From these presentations, more appear very organized or structured, but to those who prayer groups evolved either at a church setting or in a participate, the core group has evolved into a caring private home. From the monthly group we had members community that bands together to “foster the process of going to Snowmass for intensive retreats. The monthly transformation in Christ in one another through the group decided to do an annual 4-day retreat for the practice of Centering Prayer.” If you want to support greater community. Twice we invited Fr. Thomas to our mission, come and see. 3 Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix Fall 2012 Intensive Retreats - Silent Retreats What is an Intensive? by Jeannie Lashinske Every winter Contempla1ve Outreach of Phoenix offers an Intensive Centering Prayer Retreat at Santa Rita Benedic1ne Abbey in Sonoita, Arizona (40 miles SE of Tucson). This opportunity, for anyone who has been centering for at least 6 months, is a powerful way to become deeply rooted in the prac1ce and fruits of Centering Prayer. The retreat features Parts I, II, and III of the “Spiritual Journey” DVD series by Fr. Thomas Kea1ng. The flow of the day consists of mul1ple Centering Prayer sessions, the DVD’s, free 1me for hiking, journaling, reading, drawing, etc., and opportuni1es to join with the sisters at Santa Rita Abbey in their services. The schedule Contempla1ve Outreach of Phoenix adheres to on our retreats is the same schedule that Fr. Thomas Kea1ng developed with the retreat team in Snowmass, CO in the early 1980’s. It has stood the test of 1me and enfolds the wisdom of Fr. Thomas. Reflection on an Intensive by Janet Shreve ...And Jesus said, "Come apart with me to a desert place." As I drove south from Tucson on Hwy 83 through the lovely soft-colored foothills toward Santa Rita Abbey, I thought of the many wonderful 3-4 day retreats that I'd attended sponsored by Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix. I was embarking on my first 8-day Intensive Retreat and was so looking forward to it. When I arrived for the retreat, I was struck by the beauty of the setting. The retreat center and abbey are situated at the base of the snow-capped Santa Rita Mountains. On that first day and every day of the retreat as I walked on the grounds, the "quiet" was so profound except for an occasional sound of a bird, the wind or the bells of the abbey. This was truly a holy place. We started our day early each morning (while it was still dark) as we met in the candlelit chapel for our first "sit." It was one of my favorite times of the day on the retreat and I continued this ritual when I returned home. It's a wonderful way to start the day. Previously, I rarely centered more than once a day. Following the retreat, I felt compelled to do two sessions of Centering Prayer daily. Also, a 20-minute 4 Retreatants con1nually express their deep gra1tude for having said yes to this 1me of luxury where they allow for a week away from the busyness of daily life and invest 1me in God, themselves, and their prayer prac1ce. Paradoxically incredible community bonds are created amongst the retreatants in the silence and depth of the prayer. Meanwhile the full richness of the “Spiritual Journey” DVD’s provide the mental nourishment in the form of explaining so clearly the Psychological and developmental growth that occurs due to our consent to this deep rest we call Centering Prayer. Finally par1cipants speak of feeling very loved and nurtured by the beau1ful bounty of food that is prepared for each meal. So perhaps this is the year to treat yourself in a most loving and sweet manner by giving yourself the gi\ of a retreat. Come taste and see the goodness of the Lord! (Par1al scholarships are always available) session seemed short after becoming accustomed to the longer sessions of the retreat. The experience of the Intensive has deepened my relationship with God. When I hear the gospel read in church it is more "alive" for me and I feel closer to Jesus. Fr. Keating said the gospel is to be lived and to be internalized at a deep level. "When the gospel is read in church, Christ is present. Sometimes its message goes straight to the heart because you already know it inside and it comes to light." These daily videos with Fr. Keating at the retreat were very enlightening. Attending lauds and sharing Eucharist with the sisters and hearing their sweet voices as they chanted were another special part of the daily ritual. As always, centering as a group was powerful. When praying and working together a relationship develops, even in silence. The loving and selfless team who served us exuded some of the qualities I see as an important part of the contemplative path - love, humility and faithfulness. As I continue on the path, these are qualities I strive for. I feel fortunate to have had the opportunity to attend this Intensive Retreat and hope to return at some time in the future. Santa Rita Abbey, Sonoita, AZ Intensive Retreats - Silent Retreats - 2013 Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix offers 8 day, silent intensive retreats to those who are interested in renewing and deepening their relationship with God through Centering Prayer. The retreats take place in Sonoita, AZ at the Trappistine Monastery,* with a lovely setting on high desert terrain. There are seven single rooms; one room can accommodate two retreatants, if two people want to share. Each room has its own bath. The retreat food is vegetarian. *Check out the Santa Rita Abbey webpage: santaritaabbey.org Intensive Retreat: January 4th – 12th The retreat is open to all who have a 6 month Centering Prayer practice. We will have 3 one hour prayer sessions daily and listen to 2 Fr. Thomas Keating Spiritual Journey DVD’S. Plus we will share in Lectio Divina. Also available is the opportunity to participate daily in Lauds, Liturgy (Communion Service) and Vespers with the Trappistine Sisters. There will be talking at the evening meal. Post-Intensive Retreats: January 25th–February 2nd February 2 2nd – March 2nd. Pre-requisite: Must have attended an intensive retreat. This retreat consists of 4 one hour prayer sessions daily. There is time for individual quiet time: writing, sketching, walking, etc. We also share in the sisters’ prayers of: Lauds, Liturgy, Vespers and Compline. This is a totally silent retreat. Registration: Beginning September 1, 2012: Write, call or email Jeannie Lashinske at: 5728 E. Orange Blossom Phoenix, AZ 85018 Phone: 480 423 1645 Email: [email protected] The retreat fee is $500.00. This is the first time we have raised the fee in the many years we have been doing the retreats. With food prices continuing to move upward, we are in need of more resources. Scholarships are available. If you have a need, please talk to Jeannie Lashinske when you register. The shared room will be 425.00 each. A non-refundable $100.00 registration fee reserves your room. Please make out check to Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix. Questions? Ask Jeannie or email Mary Leonard: [email protected]. 5 Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix ‘A Sunlit Absence’ by Martin Laird reviewed by Dave Murray Fall 2012 limitless expanse cradles and permeates the physical and emotional realm, embracing both the turbulent and In a follow-on to his earlier book Into the Silent tranquil, the quiet and noisy, providing a context wherein Land, Martin Laird’s A Sunlit Absence weaves together we can be of the world yet not be consumed by it. To the deep insights of Christian saints, mystics and poets this point, Laird cites Meister Eckhart speaking to his with case studies of everyday people and Laird’s own students of this inner Silence “if he is in the right state of deep awareness of the contemplative path to provide a mind, he is so whether he is in church or in the market powerful guide for those seeking a deeper level of place”. contemplative awareness. Having pierced the veil of compulsive and Laird transitions us from his previous work by obsessive thought that opens us to the ground of reminding us that contemplation is a prayer art that seeks awareness, we face the challenge that this awareness God not by active searching in the way one would search extends beyond any capacity of the thinking mind to for an ordinary object, but instead surrendering ourselves grasp, for we have now entered into the unknowable and allowing God in his Grace to reveal an awareness th Century classic The Cloud of referred to by the 14 beyond words and thoughts; an expansive, pure and Unknowing. The resulting stage of spiritual growth is enlightened state, “a sunlit absence”. what St. John of the Cross terms the “night of the senses” While disengaging our minds from the and is many times accompanied by a spiritual aridity or distractions of our exterior life, which have the power to boredom. Laird notes “that with nothing for the thinking otherwise devour us is central to this practice, Laird mind to do, it feels bored or even anxious”. Far from an underscores that contemplative prayer is not a means of excuse to abandon the consolation of our once juicy escaping our lives. Instead it works within the context of prayer practice, this stage of growth is a positive signal our lives to form an integrated dynamic to open us. according to Laird that “our prayer is going deeper than Laird best expresses this by saying “As where our thoughts and feelings reach”. our practice matures and deepens, so It is in this phase of our journey that we will our experience of ordeals, sorrows, ...contemplation is a prayer art that are called to begin abandoning ourselves and joys of life, however they happen to unconditionally to God and through the seeks God ...by surrendering be at any given moment, also expand continued vigilance of our practice enter into generous, receptive maturity”. In ourselves and allowing God in his deeper within this Mystery as we slowly short, we learn to pray contemplatively Grace to reveal an awareness learn to “walk by faith and not by sight” through our difficulties, not around as St Paul instructs us. beyond words and thoughts; an them. Possibly the greatest obstacle to Laird introduces basic tools expansive, pure and enlightened our contemplative journey is our honed throughout the centuries by state, “a sunlit absence” vainglory and pride or ego, played out in Christian mystics. Fundamental among scenarios that St John of the Cross them is the awareness that certain termed “sharp trials of the intellect”. patterns of life, with potential to ensnare Rather than oppose the grace that seeks to displace it, our us into compulsive and disruptive behavior, can pull us ego slyly embraces it as its own and then smothers it in from the contemplative path. These thoughts, first the way a boa constrictor suffocates a sleeping prey; th codified by Evagrius, a 4 century Egyptian monk, are slowly and silently without struggle, almost undetected known as the eight deadly sins or “afflictive thoughts” until the end. This underlies a key trait of the ego, it and are identified here as gluttony, impurity, avarice, simply does not want to let go which is diametrically sadness, anger, acedia, vainglory and pride. It is not “if” opposite to the contemplative path. Here, Laird points but “when” we are caught up in the whirlwind of out that boredom, “serves to pry loose ego’s grip on emotion churned up by these thoughts that we lose whatever it is holding on to”, and that illustrates that contact with reality grounded in our true selves and God. once the role of the ego is illuminated by our practice Rather than despair, Laird instead shows how this that “This humbling self-knowledge is a crucial seemingly hopeless state, when coupled with our component to the deepening of our practice”. Turning contemplative practice, can be transformative. again to St. John of the Cross who “insists that this light Emphasizing this, Laird cites St Isaac of Nineveh who we are filled with is a ‘very loving light’ ” but for lengthy tells us that “Without temptations, God’s concern is not stretches of the spiritual journey, as our practice deepens, perceived, nor is freedom of speech with him acquired, this “ ‘very loving light’ enables us to see aspects of nor is spiritual wisdom learnt, nor does the love of God ourselves that we would rather not see but nevertheless become grounded in the soul”. bear our name”. It is at this stage of the journey we Much is said about silence. While, physical must rely solely upon faith alone to direct and sustain us, silence facilitates focusing the mind into resonance with as our senses, manipulated by the ego, tell us that our stillness, it is merely a catalyst in opening the door to the lives are falling apart at the sight of what we see in deeper expanse of internal Silence. It is this internal ourselves. In the end it is this very faith that is one of Silence that is the bedrock awareness we seek. Its contemplations greatest gifts. 6 Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix Spending a day with Fr. Laird a reflection by Rusty Swavely Father Martin Laird returned to Phoenix last April 14 and spent the day with 107 contemplatives at Central United Methodist Church praying with us and presenting his thoughts on stillness and silence. The title of the day was a quote from Evagrius, a fourth century spiritual writer on asceticism, “Let Stillness be the Criterion for Assessing Everything.” Fr. Laird spoke in a quiet gentle voice and shared from the rich depth of his own stillness. His second book, A Sunlit Absence, is reviewed by Dave Murray in this newsletter. Fr. Laird referred to a story told by Kathleen Norris in her book Amazing Grace. She asked a class of school children to make as much noise as possible and then to be as silent as possible when she gave a signal. After a few tries with this exercise she observed that “the silence became a presence in the classroom”. She then had them write about the silence and she noted how United in Prayer Day by Tina Murray On March 17th, 2012 Contemplative Outreach of Phoenix was honored and blessed to host the United in Prayer Day at the beautiful Central United Methodist Church in Central Phoenix. This was the 20 th Annual Contemplative Outreach United in Prayer Day. This event had its humble beginnings in 1992 and was presented to the Contemplative Outreach Worldwide Community as a means of joining together in a silent bond of prayer and enrichment. Since that time, thousands of participants have taken part in this yearly event. I have only been involved in the United in Prayer Day for the past few years. I am always touched by the number of people who make the drive from all over Arizona to share this day with their brothers and sisters in Christ. The sprinkling of eager folks who are new to the practice and full of thought provoking questions and new awakenings adds much to the day. Fall 2012 making silence liberated the imagination of so many of the children. Fr. Laird commented that “out of silence imagination and creativity are born.” Another statement by Fr. Laird is “Once we get acclimated to the ordinary liberating boredom of our prayer a new dynamic will begin. We can see something we need to see - maybe humiliating self-knowledge or even deep pain.” Thus the silence and stillness of our prayer overrides our expectations and opens us to what God wants us to hear. Fr. Laird answered a question on pain and suffering. He said there is a silent center to pain but what gets in the way is our commentary on the pain. It is this commentary which causes our suffering. In referring to his own experience with pain, Fr. Laird said silence and solidarity are one and “when I sit in prayer I sit in solidarity with all people who suffer”. The day left me with many things to ponder. I appreciated Fr. Laird’s presence, and recommend spending quiet time with his new book. As always, we were blessed with a glorious day and began with a 20 minute period of Centering Prayer. The first presentation was a 44 minute DVD titled “The House of God, The Womb of God”, a talk by Fr. Thomas Keating, as well as a revealing interview with Fr. Thomas. His topics were, “The House of God, The Word of God”, “Offering Self to God”, “Levels of Consciousness” and “Dispositions of Centering Prayer". After viewing the DVD, we gathered in small groups for some wonderful, engaging discussion followed by another 20 minute period of Centering Prayer. The second presentation was a 16 Minute DVD entitled "Reflections on Lectio Divina” by Fr. Micah Schoenberg. We gathered in groups once again to discuss and reflect on Fr. Schoenberg’s insights on Lectio Divina. We closed with a prayer of gratitude for all of the gifts in our lives today and for another opportunity to take our relationship with God just a little bit deeper. We said our goodbyes, and most of us will surely gather together next year to once again come together to share in prayer, reflection and silence. 7 The Quiet Journey by Kate Brophy I pray for golden wings to carry me beyond the sun to hold me safe across the silver night to the other side of the moon where there is no fear and freedom gives safe harbor in the dark nights of life I pray for quiet journey into hope where life and death are one and in each moment the curtain rises on a new and splendid place where beauty never ends and joy sings wild songs to keep eternity alive from One Equal Eternity (Poems of Passage, 2009) Contemplative Outreach, LTD. 2622 E. Del Rio Dr Tempe, AZ 85282-4136 *Return Receipt Requested* www.contemplativeoutreach-phoenix.org