I was running my own freelance graphic design business and got
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I was running my own freelance graphic design business and got
An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago M a r y E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n I t i s J u n e 8 , 2 0 0 4 , a nd t h i s i s a n Why? A n d c a n y o u d e s c r i b e t h e d e pa r t - i n t e r vi ew wi t h M a r y E l i z a b et h —because back then twenty-three years ago, first off, no one traveled south of Columbus Drive. No one did. This was pre-South Loop redevelopment. It was like falling off the edge of the world. m en t a t t h a t t i m e ? J oh n s on , t he D i r e c t o r of C r e a t i v e an d P r i n t i ng S e r v i c e s at C o l u m bi a C ol l e g e C h i c a g o . A l l r i g h t , M a r y i f y ou c ou l d t e l l u s , w h at y o u w e r e d o i n g b ef o r e yo u ca m e t o C ol um b i a a n d w h e n a n d w h y y ou ca m e t o t h i s i n s t i t u t i o n . I was running my own freelance graphic design business and got sick and tired of being everybody’s whore. When you have your own business and you are freelancing— if you get a call Sunday night in the middle of dinner you go—and you do what they need you to do. I did that for about a year and a half. Previous to that, I was working at the School of the Art Institute where I had gotten my masters degree. So, I was just sort of tired having my own business. And Deb McGrath who was working here, my friend from the Art Institute—we were colleagues there at the same time—she majored in film/video, called me and said there was an opening and would I care to apply and I did. A n d w h a t — at t h a t t i m e w h a t w a s t h e j o b t h at y o u —j o b de s c ri pt i o n that— It started as a junior graphic designer. My former husband was head of the graduate school at SAIC and all of my friends were professors and teachers and you know artsy, artsy, artsy. When I told them that I was coming to Columbia, they just freaked out— At the time we had an internal print shop in the basement, two full-time printers, later went on to three full-time printers. There was Gerry and one designer, one typesetter and that was it. That was it. C a u s e t h ey we r e a t t h e e d g e , And when I first started, the school right? was so broke, I had to bring in my They were at the edge. own rapidograph, my own Tsquare. The office was so filthy, I K i nd o f . came in with a bucket of wash At the edge yes. And, Columbia water the day before I started my back then had such a reputation for job to scrub the walls which had this rough and tumble unorthodox never been painted. cowboy school, that my refined colleagues from the Art Institute If you wanted to do a poster and were mortified. But I came any you wanted an interesting type way. font, you would go out and buy your own transfer lettering. It A n d j u s t w as t ha t —h a s — d o y o u would come out of your pocket. c a l l i t a d e pa r t m e nt ? H a s i t a l w a ys b e e n c a l l e d c r ea t i ve a nd p r i n t i n g s er v i c e s ? Yes. O k a y. Yes. And it was a department when I started here. Gerry Gall was the director. Gerry (Bert’s brother) not only ran that department, but he also was the techy for the Art Department. So, he bought and ordered art supplies. He took care of faculty needs. So, he’d cross the hall and do that job and then he’d cross the hall back to office and do his job. The Art Department was on the 13th floor in the main building back then which is why we are still there. Nobody can understand why we are on the 13th floor. Well, it was because Gerry took care of the Art and Design Department as well. T h a t ’ s i n t er e s t i ng . S o , a nd t h a t was ‘82. Eighty-two, yes. 65 It was very lean and mean. And you know those of us that have lingered long here and see the money being spent left and right, M a r y An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago I’m still at the point where if I accidentally go home with a pen that belongs to Columbia, I bring it back because there’s that preciousness about limited resources that us old people feel even today that the newer people don’t. I remember the first Christmas party I attended was in the fifth floor board room. That’s how small the college was. I t he l d ev e r y b o d y. Yes, it held everybody and Debbie McGrath and Anne Kennedy went to the Dominicks and bought food for the party and brought it back. And you ran to cash your paycheck because if you waited too long, your paycheck would bounce because everybody else would cash theirs. And the staff and faculty directory was one side of an eight and a half by eleven sheet of paper. W h a t , i f yo u ca n r e m e m b er b ac k t h e n , y o ur f i r s t i m p r es s i o n s . Yo u t a l k e d a b o ut y o u r i m pr e s s i o n s b e f o r e y o u g o t h e r e an d yo u r c o l l e a g u e s a t t h e a r t i ns t i t ut e . I walked into this building and I said to myself, I like the job, I don’t know if I could spend 8 hours a day in the ugliest building in the world. It was filthy and it was falling apart. It wasn’t urban chic, it was just old and tired. And being a visual person, oh, my God, I thought it was going to ruin my brain if I had to stay here all day. And then I decided to take the job. I was also briefly taken aback by the power structure, the control, the influence that Bert had. The culture of Columbia was so primal back then. The 5th floor was just a cloud of black smoke, as soon as you got off the elevators because everybody smoked, everybody. At lot of business was conducted after hours in the dark because it was such a night culture at the college. It was an alcoholic culture. There was a lot of booze flowing. It was, it was very— E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n faculty retreats and come back and tell who was having sex with whom in the swimming pool after hours. I mean it was a very sexual culture. Yes, it was. And it was raw power as well. Bert controlled the college completely. Ve r y di f f e r e n t f r o m wh a t I h a d When I started MA had already k n o wn . On a Friday afternoon in the begun to be ill and distracted and summertime,Gerry would break started withdrawing from the out beer in the office and we would actual work of the college. sit and drink beer while we finished So, Bert had really taken over and up our Friday work. It was totally had consolidated his powers. And Bohemian, totally Bohemian. Bert was a one-man show; you know one lived or died by Bert’s Was i t — an d I do n ’ t w a n t t o p u t sword. I remember when Jerry w o r d s i n y o ur m o u t h , b u t wa s i t would go on vacation and I would at a l l a m a l e c u l t u r e ? It was a sexist culture. Sexual order paper for the print shop, Bert harassment was constant, prevalent signed every purchase order and remember back then, you had request, every one. And we filled to take it as a female or lose your them out by hand. job. So, there was a lot of abuses going on and a lot of pressure. And So, if you needed a hundred sheets of paper for $1.40, he looked at it it was really distasteful. and approved every single P.O. that Now, that I look back upon it, you went through this college whether know a lot of things happened that it was paperclips, or a $6,000 piece were outrageous. But it was a very of equipment. So, he knew everysexual culture, very gender thing that was being purchased. oriented. But it was the time as A n d w h at —w h e n d i d t h at s t a r t t o well. I mean it was pre-Aids, preherpes and just no boundaries there ch a n g e ? I m e a n d i d t h e g r o wt h o f t h e c o l l e g e wh e n d i d t h e a t m o s whatsoever between faculty and p h e r e — f r o m y ou r po i n t o f v i e w, staff and administration. It was wh e n a n d w h a t s t a r t s t o c h an g e? crazy. I think that first Bert just started A n d s o m e o t h e r s h av e co m m e n t e d being crushed by the sheer scale and scope of it. And we waited as w e l l t o o w i t h s t u d e n t s , i t wa s longer and longer for P.O.s because so small and that those (inaudithey weren’t getting signed. b l e ) a n d t h e y w e r e o l d er — Right. When Bert was also given the position of Provost, and he started —t ha t t h e r e — No boundaries. No protocol what- paying attention to academic issues soever. I mean everybody was and curriculum issues and policy having sex with everybody. And and he wasn’t paying attention to you know people would go the facilities management as close as he was. You could feel that shift at 66 M a r y E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n least as administrative staff when he became Provost. I felt that his eye wasn’t so much on my stuff but it had shifted over to the academic. But then when Dr. Duff came along, it really changed dramatically and it became a very different institution. And you know Columbia reinvents itself with every new president and that’s really the watermark that I see. Duff came along and it was a crazy year and a half. And then Dr. Carter came along. It’s been a crazy four or five years. And the institution has evolved with each president. I ’ m c u r i o u s wi t h y o u r d e pi ct i o n o f t he m i n d of s e x ua l e l e ct r i c i t y o r t he c ul t u r e . W h e n d o e s t h a t c u l t u r e, i f y ou wi l l , s t ar t t o s h i f t o r ch a n g e ? A n d d o y o u s ee t h a t t ha t i s b e i n g k i n d of ab s en t t o d a y so it is kind of two extr emes? It started to shift when Duff became president and Bert lost a tremendous amount of power. When Duff came all of a sudden. Columbia stopped being the rock band with all its groupies and turned into a real college. And issues became different, how issues were resolved became much more typical academic protocol. It changed almost over night. An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago doing typesetting named Sherry who was married to a wild black jazz musician. And then the two guys in the print shop. And then a couple years later another gentleman was added in the print shop. So, there were three printers. And Kevin Riordan was hired as a techy. So it grew a little bit. And that shop did not grow at all until I became director. (inaudible) No. No. We did add one more designer. We added one more designer so there were two designers, a director, a typesetter, a techy and two print shop guys even though the college went from as tiny as it was it as huge as it was. So, it was—it was absolutely insane. The work load was crushing. So, a lot of work had to be turned away. As it was we couldn’t service the entire college. We could just do a certain very few pieces. And back then Columbia was so broke, nobody could hire freelance graphic designers. That was an incredible no, no. All the work had to be designed internally. So, there were times when I was working 7 days a week, 20 hours a day literally. C an y ou t a l k a b o ut b e c au s e I t h i n k i t ’ s i n t e r e s t i n g a nd e ve n I’ve also hired a creative production coordinator and business production coordinator in the office and they handle a lot of the non-design work so that the designers can continue doing design instead of calling up printers to get quotes like I used to have to do. They just do design and the detailed stuffed gets handed off to Corey or John. So, we do all the work that comes through our door. And it ranges from the mundane like a book marker for the library to a $170,000 very expensive high end marketing piece. A n d s o i f s om e o ne c om e s t o y o u an d s a y s I ’ m d oi ng t hi s ev e n t , w h e r e d o es i t g o f r o m t h e r e ? Because unfortunately we don’t have any copywriters on staff, you have to bring me your copy, and any images you may want to use. If not, we have a library of photographs that we use and we use a lot of student artwork to illustrate the pieces. So, you’d come to me. You’d sit down. You’d give me some art direction. Who is your audience, when is this going to hit, what look do you want. Of course now we have identity standards and we are beginning to brand the college which is a whole new chapter for Columbia. t o d ay p eo p l e d o n ’ t r e al i z e t h e O k a y. A nd l e t ’ s t a l k a b i t m o r e de s i g n w or k i n v o l v ed i n p r o m o - a b o u t y o u r d e p a r t m e n t an d ho w t i o n s f o r t h e a c t i v i t i e s f or t h e t ha t g r e w a n d c h a ng e d f r o m y ou i n s t i t u t i o n , a nd i f y ou c ou l d e l a b- c a m e a s a j u n i o r g r ap h i c or a t e o n t h a t . d e s i g n e r. C a n yo u k i n d o f t ak e u s We do, we do—now we do probat h r o ug h y o u r p r o m o t i o n — bly most of the design except for Sure. the Dance Department season brochure, and the theater season — y o u k n o w t o w h er e w e a r e departmental brochures. But t od a y a n d — because I now have four designers When I first started, I was a junior full time and two student interns in designer and Gerry was the director my tenure as director, I’ve never and then there was this crazy lady had to turn a job away which I am very proud of. 67 In the old days, Columbia was so entrepreneurial and the department chairs were so strong that they would come to us and say, well I want a brochure that doesn’t look anything like that brochure that Ed Morris just did. I want it to look like my department. So, we had how ever many departments there were back then, twelve separate identities. Every department had to look different than the M a r y An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago next department. Alexandroff backed this up because when he started the school he called his buddies in the business world, entrepreneurs most of them, said come on down, chair a department and let’s start a college. So, that work ethic and that sense of independence and that ferocious need to make a mark stayed until those chairs retired. So, now we have to conform with the branding standards and the graphic identity standards of my office and (inaudible) still allowing wiggle room so people can feel as if their program or event has some distinctiveness without violating the branding of the college. E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n A n d d i d t ha t h a ve t o do wi t h i t A n d I w o nd e r i f yo u as k t h o s e r e p u t a t i o n t ha t t h e y d i d n ’ t s ee pe o p l e ( i n a u d i b l e ) o h, n o t h a t ’ s t h em s e l v e s a s f i t t i n g i n w i t h t h i s no t w h at w e — s o w a s i t u nc o n - t y pe s c h o ol o r c o w b oy, y o u scious? No, no. No, I don’t think so. I It had to do with the fact that if think they worked at it. I really they felt they were associated with think they worked at it and it Columbia their prestige would be worked for them. Many of these diminished. And now of course people maintained that they couldyou know with Dr. Duff coming n’t have possibly gotten their fundon board and Dr. Carter coming ing unless they have such a strong on board and the overall reputation singular presence—they would of Columbia beginning to blossom, have lost the funding because of people are becoming much more issues with Columbia which was willing to surrender their individual always viewed with the jaundiced identity to the identity of the eye for so many years. college. know— A n d y o u s a i d t h a t — ag a i n , I d o n’ t And we still are the world’s bestkept secret. People don’t know about us. They know certain T h a t ’ s v e r y i n t e r e s t i n g b e c a us e y o u r k i nd o f u ni q u e p e r s p e c t i v e o f departments, they know certain people. A cab driver will say to me, t o l o o k at t he s t r u c t u r e of t h e Columbia, how many students go c o l l e g e n ot f r o m w i t h i n i n s o m e there. And I’ll say almost 10,000. w a ys b u t f r o m wi t h o ut . C an y ou m ay b e t a l k a l i t t l e b i t m o r e a b o u t They have no idea how many buildings we have. How many that transit ion and the need for majors we have. How many m ay b e t h at s t r u c t u r e a n d h o w students we have. And you know t h a t h a s ch a n g e d ? that’s the job the new Assistant Columbia always used to be—it’s VP for Marketing and parts always used to be stronger Communications, Mark Lloyd and than the whole, always. So, the parts wanted to distance themselves Sam Ross, the new Institutional Advancement VP. They need to get from the reputation of Columbia. the word out there that Columbia Because the Museum for instance has matured, has value and the sum had a much stronger reputation of its parts is the greater whole. than the college did. They always, The Museum is now coming back always wanted to separate themto the fold. Rod Slemmons has selves from any identity with been a fabulous advocate for reColumbia College. They just joining in the Columbia family and wanted to be the Museum of using Columbia’s resources and Contemporary Photography. The making it very clear that they are same is true of the Arts part of Columbia College Chicago. Entertainment and Media So, it’s getting much better. And of Management Department, the course the college benefits as a Film Department, the Dance whole. The Dancer Center, the Department, these people Season, they used to just want to purposely wanted to disassociate be known as Mordine and themselves from Columbia. Company and the Dance Center. And Columbia College Chicago was six point type at the bottom of the brochure. 68 wa n t t o p u t w or d s i n y o u r m ou t h, A l e x a n d r o f f s u pp o r t e d t h e b u t h e al s o —h e wa s a w a r e o f t hi s bu t i t wo r k ed f o r h i m ? It worked for him. It was, it was his business model and he—you know if you read his history book—he’s constantly agonizing over where’s the money coming from, where’s the money coming from. Yet on the other hand he supported that chair, strong chair, entrepreneurial, silo-like academic structure. Because in many ways it was (inaudible) it was much more fun. It was, it was sexier. The energy that was happening, the cross-pollination that was happening, the competition that was happening, it was a lot more exciting than the traditional academic model that we are following now. A n d y o u s a i d i t al m o s t k i l l e d h i m personally? He’s commented on that one reason he had to retire was that that horrible battle that resulted from dividing the English Department and creating Fiction Writing. Dividing the baby with the sword to make the two depart- M a r y E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n ments he thought was the beginning of his health issues. It was so stressful. An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago I m e a n t ha t — I t hi nk t ha t t o o f r om t h e o u t s i d e of s o m e o n e r e a d i n g j u s t a d e s c r i p t i o n of t h i s ha p p e n i n g wo u l d n o t b e s ur p r i s ed W hy wa s h e — I m e a n w h y w a s t h a t t h at w o u l d h a ve h ap p e n e d a t t ha t ? I m e a n I do n ’ t w a n t t o all. d i m i n i s h t h a t a t a l l b ut I t hi n k Right, right, exactly. p e o p l e a r e c ur i o u s , wh y w o u l d h e t ak e i t s o p e r s o n al l y a n d n o t be S o, y o u ’ r e s a yi n g t ha t w a s al s o a b l e t o s ay yo u k n o w— p a r t o f w ha t ’ s g oi ng o n . B e c a us e Because he loved everyone of those people. Everyone of those chairs was like his child. I remember Mike walking down the hall one day in front of the cashier’s office when the college started to grow and he turned around and he looked and me and he said, who the fuck are all these people around here? And for him he began to lose the intimacy, that sense of dysfunctional family that we loved. When the college started to grow he started to lose that, that touch with everyone. i n t e l l e c t u a l l y h e m i g h t h a ve s a i d , t h i s i s n ’ t ne c e s s a r i l y s ur p r i s i ng bu t e m o t i o na l l y h e c o ul d n ’ t — Yes, yes, it was a very emotional place to be. Emotions were always highly charged all the time. Because we were, still are tuition driven, Bert would pace those hallways counting heads of students lining up to pay their money to enroll. The drama of registration was like the solar eclipse. It was just—it was just a moment in time that was so tense because the very of the future of the school depended on how many heads He and I used to sit down and he’d walked through those doors. The say what did you do on the weekacademic calendar and the ebb and end? I’d tell him what I did and flow of the stress points and the you know the college president and release points really seemed to me I would have talks about what we as a staff person like the summer did on the weekend. It was, it was solstice and the winter solstice if a very intimate—everybody knew you will. We were so broke for so everybody’s personal issues and long. It’s like any family crying problems and who was going to how’s the electric bill going to get bed with whom. paid. Well, bring that into the workplace, day after, day after day. S o , i t w a s t h a t — i t wa s l i t er a l l y t ha t t h o s e i n d i vi du a l s t h a t h e — Ye a h, I t h i n k t h a t ’ s i nt er e s t i n g w h o p h i l o s o p h i c a l l y p a r t e d w a ys be c a u s e I t h i n k t o d ay e ve r y b o d y a n d i n c ol l e g e t ha t w a s g r o w i n g , k n o w s C ol u m b i a s t i l l h as h u g e h e c o u l d n ’ t a c ce p t t h a t . I s n ’ t f i n a n c i a l d i f f i c ul t i e s . B u t I d o n ’ t t ha t i n t e r e s t i n g . t h i n k a ny o n e i n d i v i d u al l y w o nd e r s Yes, yes. He had to let it happen because that was the only solution but it, it broke his heart and you know Mike Alexandroff was an intellectual—a firestorm must have been going on in his brain while this was happening. I’m sure it was debilitating. ho w t h e e l e c t r i c b i l l i s g o i n g t o be p ai d. And back then, everybody did. It was a collective anxiety that we all bore everyday. I mean how many paperclips am I going to need to 69 use. Will my rapidograph not work, will I have to bring in another one? You know, those people, the Tony Loebs, the Nate Lehrmans, the Ed Morrises, those people that started way back when, yes you can have your issues with them, you can talk about lack of professionalism, but they stuck by Mike Alexandroff and the college and served it morning, noon and night, and served the college very well. We l l , l e t ’ s p au s e h e r e . Okay, okay. And then we’r e going to come ba c k a f t e r a s h o r t b r e a k . Okay. O k a y. We ’ r e c o n t i n u i n g t h e i n t e r vi ew wi t h M a r y E l i z a b et h J oh n s on , D i r e ct o r o f C r e a t i v e an d P r i n t i ng S e r v i c e s he r e a t C ol um b i a . I f I c o u l d a s k yo u j u s t t o e l a b o r at e , br i e f l y e l a b o r at e o n t h e a t m o s p h er e a t t h e c o l l e g e wh e n y o u w e r e f i r s t he r e f r o m t h e prospective as a woman. It pervaded the entire college. It was everywhere at every time at every moment in every business dealing and it was yucky. And back then you had to take it as a woman. It was before sexual harassment in the workplace even had a name. It came from the top down. You were harassed constantly. You accepted it because it was just part of the ebb and flow of the day. It got to be pretty brutal. One time and individual that worked at Columbia that was very high up in the ranks sat opposite me at the drafting table and just said I bet you’re a great fuck, and blew my mind. He was a married guy. And that happened all the time. Another time a very high-up executive repeatedly asked me to meet M a r y An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago him in the lobby of the Hilton for martinis after hours to discuss business and things got pretty out of hand and some Chicago cops came over and asked me if I needed to have this person taken off me because he was French kissing me even though he knew I was married and my husband was in our apartment a few blocks away. It happened all the time. brought us some measure of power and respect and positioned us in the environment where it was raw power at all times. C ou l d yo u s p e ak t o o t h e r s s i n c e yo u c a m e i n w i t h. Was i t t we n t y t h r e e y e a r s s h e s a i d, ot he r p os i t i v e d e ve l o p m en t s t h i n g s c h an g e s t h at y o u ’ v e s e en t h a t yo u t h i n k ha s b e n ef i t t ed t h e i n s t i t u t i on . ab o u t t h i s n o w i f t h a t h as n ’ t Having more money obviously. You know everybody can breathe. Everybody can cash their paycheck whenever they so choose. The growing professionalism is a boon in a way. I don’t get people screaming at me in my offices any more. Why the fuck did you do that? There was a lot of bad behavior back then. I remember sitting in a president’s council meeting and a faculty—a chair got up and another chair got up and they started yelling and screaming at each other across the table, fuck you, fuck that, fuck you, fuck yours. I mean that’s not acceptable at any time, at any point. ch a n g e d an d yo u s p o k e t o t h a t . Yo u k n o w w h e n t h a t c ha n g e a n d t h at y o u ’ r e c o n f i d e n t a n d s e c ur e n o w. H o w d o s e i t f e e l t o h a ve t h at c u l t u r e ? It’s fabulous. On the other hand a b o ut t he s e i s s u e s i s w el l w h y there’s a passion that missing today. d i d y o u p a r t i c i p a t e an d wo m en There’s a sense of the heart and a r e a l w ay s a s k e d t o d ef e n d soul of the college has been t h e m s e l v e s i n t h a t w ay, b u t I replaced by corporatization of the t h i n k y o u s ho u l d ad d r es s t h a t . college and all this emphasis on W h a t , w h a t wa s t h e at m o s ph e r e ? professionalism and best practices H o w d i d t h es e p e o p l e g et a w a y and the round of firings getting rid with it? of Steven Russell Thomas for Because of their power and their instance. There seems to be a status and it’s hard to understand— cleansing of the college. Those but our Human Resources office is people are different, not underonly 10, 12 years old. We didn’t stood. And, it’s becoming ho-hum have a Human Resources office like a DePaul, like a Northwestern. much less equity issues office. Some of the good things that made There was nowhere to turn because Columbia so singular that went it was a dictatorship. It was not a away as well as some of the bad democracy. There was no place to stuff went away. air your feelings. f r e q u en t r es p o ns e w h e n I t a l k D o y ou t h i n k t h e y c o u l d h a v e A n d di d y o u f e e l t h a t y o u d i d n ’ t k e p t t h os e p o s i t i v e t h i n g s or — h a v e a c h o i c e i n , i n ag r e e i n g t o m a y be t h e e c c e nt r i c i t y c o u l d t h e s e m e e t i n g s . I m e an d i d y o u ha v e b e e n k ep t w h i l e g e t t i n g r i d f e el t h a t y ou r j o b w ou l d h av e of t h at h o s t i l e e n v i r o n m e n t ? been at risk? I don’t think so. I don’t think so. I think that’s a natural evolution of things. I think as institutions grow and become more professional it takes a real balancing act to keep the eccentricity, get rid of the bad stuff and keep the good stuff. I don’t think it can happen. I really think it’s too complicated. It’s too hard of a goal to reach. It think it’s just the price you pay. Yes, absolutely. If not my job at risk, and—this is the tradeoff, my ability to maneuver and get what I want and be respected would not have been there had I not played the game. So, that’s the tradeoff with participating with sexual harassment. There is a strange benefit because you are empowered. So, that’s why we did it. Being allowed to be abused J o h n s o n C l ea r l y yo u wo u l d n ’ t b e t al k i n g t h at a b s e n t , t ha t a t m o s p h er e I t hi n k a n d I k n o w t h i s a s w el l , a E l i z a b e t h 70 So, there is a collegiality that has come with the maturation of the college that is much more acceptable. You know the very best parts of Columbia have not changed and will never change. And two most important things that Columbia taught me as a person: today I am utterly and completely colorblind. I can be talking to any person in the world at any point in time and two hours later I’ll say oh, that was a Black person or that was an Oriental person. Or that person was you know gay or lesbian. Columbia taught me to be colorblind, gender blind, you name it. And that life’s lesson I will thank Columbia for. I’m a better person because of that. And, Bert, despite all of his issues, treated every person the same. Whether you were a chair, or whether were Richard Woods on the facilities M a r y E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n staff who hauls things up from the loading dock and assembles your furniture for you. There was a nobility every man and woman had that worked at Columbia regardless of rank. So, that—that was the second gift that Columbia gave me and one I will never forget. And today those two gifts are constantly given to everyone that works here or goes to school here. Unlike the elitism at the School of the Art Institute, not one black student in my entire class, not one black faculty member. A nd d o y o u t h i n k t h a t wi t h t ho s e lessons, will it be harder or do y o u s ee t h a t t h a t r e s p e c t o f d i v e r s i t y t h a t t a u g h t a nd yo u s a y t ha t y o u t h i n k i t w i l l c on t i nu e . But do you see that being thr eatened at all with the college being mor e expensive and— An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago you were allowed to bloom and to mature. Traditional white men’s hurdles were not put in your way to be a success. It was the mission living everyday at Columbia when it was small. Everyday somebody that couldn’t have succeeded someplace else succeeded here. I mean my husband used to teach here, my second husband, he taught in the Art Department, Interior Design. He had kids in his class who could not read a ruler and did not know what an inch was. And there was no way to get them up to speed so that they could become an architect or an interior decorator. But we took their tuition dollars and then they drop out and then we get in trouble because our attrition rates are so high, and the cycle continues. Of course, and you know the numbers are declining. We all W h a t o t he r ch a l l e n g e s d o y o u s e e know that there are fewer minorif a c i n g t h e c o l l e g e? O r w h a t h a s ties and ethnicities involved today be e n t h e m o s t i m p o r t a n t c h a l than years ago. Our kids have to l e ng e s s i n c e — s i n c e y o u’ v e c o m e . stay in the dorm now their freshI m e a n y o u ’ v e t al k e d a b o ut s o m e man year and pay tuition which c e r t a i n l y. means we are the exact same costs I think the challenge will be to— as a year at DePaul. Everything this is an old admission slogan that economic drives diversity or lack of everybody hated—realize it’s potenit absolutely. tial, really grow up, start a capital campaign, get an endowment, not I also think that leadership, some levels of leadership they talk diver- be tuition driven, be able to offer students all of the amenities of any sity but they don’t walk diversity. other college, if it is to survive. A I’m not seeing that. Mike Alexandroff had that commitment student center, microwaves in the hallways, places where students can to diversity. Imagine back then sit and talk. Even in the old days when the school was so small, it when we were the cheapest school didn’t matter if you didn’t have a around it didn’t matter. And our high school diploma or couldn’t hallways were urban rough and read a ruler because attention was so focused on you, your brilliance, unappealing. your core competence whatever But nowadays there is such compethat might be was discovered and tition for good students. I really think that’s the major challenge ahead of us. The academic restruc- 71 ture that’s done, the identity that we’re working on now will help get us there, if we really need to grow more to be able to do more exciting things to keep up with the technology. It’s endless. It’s just endless. W h a t d o yo u m i s s t h e m os t t h a t ’ s no l o n g e r h e r e ? What a great question. I would have to say Ed Morris. He loved me so of course I loved him. He was cantankerous and feisty but a fabulous gentleman, well-traveled, well-read, very sophisticated, great sense of style. I also miss Nat Lerman. Nat was a great guy. Tony Loeb. Tony was fabulous and exciting and an artist. Though they committed many sins, it is the group that I miss the most. D oe s i t —d o yo u s t r u g g l e w i t h ha v i n g m i x ed f e e l i n g a b ou t yeah— Totally. Totally. It’s looking back at your adolescence and the crazy wild things we all did and going oh, my god we survived to adulthood. And you look back on it through the midst of time with a sense of romance and longing and danger and unpredictability. And now, everyday I come to work I know pretty much exactly that’s going to happen. Back then you never knew what the hell was going to happen. B ut i t ’ s i n t e r e s t i n g t ha t y o u h a ve de s c ri be d t h e c o l l e g e as k i n d o f i n s om e w a y s as a n i n di v i d u a l g r ow i n g u p . T ha t y o u k no w t h os e ea r l y ye a r s w er e d a n g e r o u s t e e na g e o r y o u n g ad u l t h o o d a n d c r e e pi ng o l d a g e . We are all grown up and boring and ho-hum and very safe and M a r y An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago predictable and respectable and I think that is a natural evolution. Most entrepreneurial companies/ colleges go through that evolution and then they reach a point where they have to mature in order to survive, or the collapse inward on themselves. That’s standard business model and I think Columbia followed that. And there were no jobs in graphic design anywhere. People are still trying to recover from that. So, then the economy kept me the second time. E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n need to look to Sam to bring money into this college for everyone’s success. The people that I credit for being brilliant and keeping Columbia alive, Murphy Monroe in admissions is fabulous and Debra McGrath. Debbie is probably the most brilliant person in the workplace I have ever known and her brilliance in her field is so important to the college. And I view Deb as my mentor here. But overall my longevity speaks for the college. I worked the Field Museum, Shedd Aquarium, School of the Art Institute, private agencies, had my own business and this Because you just can’t underestistill is the best. It still is the best mate the power and the charisma because and this is very Mike of Mike Alexandroff who kept it all Alexandrian, you can invent your- Sh e br o ug h t yo u he r e y o u together. When Mike was on and self everyday. You can decide what m e n t i o n e d e a rl i e r. I w o u l d h a v e speaking to a group or an individ- you want to do, what you want to l ov e d t o h a ve h ea r d s om e o f y o u r ual, he was something to behold. focus on, what your interest is. You co n v e rs a t i o n s o ve r yo u r t e nu r e . He was magnificent, attractive, can craft your job to make it the W h en d i d s he g e t h e r e ? charismatic, articulate, compelling. work of art that you want it to be. She was here long before I was. She And his leadership kept it all going. There’s still is—though we are started working— You would remember the last time becoming more corporate—a lot of Mike spoke about something you freedom to focus on what you want We r e y o u a b l e t o t a l k t o e a c h ot he r a bo u t i s s u es o r — believed in or he believed in. And to. No. that charismatic leadership is and And I have been able since I’ve was so important. been director to really do with my Sh e wa s y o u r m en t o r. Back then women didn’t talk to I w a n t e d t o a s k y o u w h at k e pt office what I have wanted to do. women about it. Never a word. I y o u h e r e be c a u s e yo u t a l k e d My boss, Mike DeSalle is the best a b o ut s o m e y o u k n ow p r e t t y boss I’ve ever had in my life. Mike never shared my experiences with anyone nor did anyone ever share n e g a t i ve f o r c e s a n d c o n s t a n t is sweet, kind, gracious, normal theirs with me. f o r c e a s w e l l . W h a t k e p t yo u he r e and has given me everything I’ve o v e r t h o s e ye a r s a n d w h at k e ep s asked for. When I wanted new Se e , I t h i n k a n d w e o n l y ha v e a y o u h e r e t o d ay ? staff, he gave it to me. When I f e w m i n ut e s l ef t b ut I t hi nk f o r There was a point in time when I wanted a new space I got it. And yo u n g w om e n o r w o m e n wh o was going to quit. Many, many he’s basically left me alone and h a v e n ’ t h a d a s i m i l ar — a n e x p e ri years ago I was very fed up. But trusted me to do a good job. en c e i n t h e w o r k p l a c e i n t h e then I got breast cancer. And when w o r k f o r c e i n a c o r p o ra t e o r So, I stayed here because of Mike you get cancer, you’re tied to your ac a d e m i c an d f o r m e n t h e y h a v e DeSalle to a great degree. insurance and preexisting condino i d ea w ha t y o u’ r e t a l k i n g tions. And that compelled me to T h a t ’ s i n t e r e s t i n g b e ca u s e y ou ab o u t . B u t w hy no t ? W h y ( i n a u d i stay more than anything else. I’ve k i n d o f d e s c r i b e i t m o r e no t f r o m b l e ) h a v i ng t h es e i n f o r m a l c on v e r read articles from the cancer on t o p b u t f r om w i t hi n y o ur c ha i n sation wit h the pr esident wouldsurvivors who have said their of c o m m a n d s o t o s p e ak . Yo u ’ v e n ’ t yo u s a y y o u k no w wh a t , careers stood still from the moment g o t s o m e o f t h a t f r ee d o m a nd what’s going on is r eally wrong. that they were diagnosed. And that sort of kept me here even though it was a battle a long time ago. And then the economy tanked when I considered leaving again. (inaudible) design, str ucture And I think that that—I mean I ( i n a u d i b l e ). A n yo n e e l s e t o d a y i n un d e r s t a n d i t b u t I t h i n k t h a t ’ s ad d i t i on t o M i k e D e S al l e w h o y o u t h e b i g q u es t i o n m a r k t h a t we s e e a s k ey t o c o l l e g e’ s c oh e s i on s t i l l h a v e— t h a t w e h a ve n ’ t f a c ed . or s u c c e s s o r s t r e n g t h o r f u t u r e Th a t y es w e h a v e a s e x u al t h at y o u c a r e t o m e n t i o n ? I think the person on the hot seat right now is Sam Ross. We really 72 M a r y E l i z a b e t h J o h n s o n An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago h a r a s s m e n t p o l i c y bu t p e op l e a r e A n d s t r e n g t h a n d s up p o r t . l i k e w h y d i d yo u pu t u p w i t h t h a t . Yes. Yes, very much so. I never talked about it but you did talk about all the other issues that were whirling around. O r wh y di dn ’ t yo u t a l k t o o t he r w o m e n or w hy di dn ’ t yo u do s o m e t h i n g a b ou t i t ? A n d d o yo u h a v e a n y t h o u g h t s o n wh y ? I think because it’s so—it’s like why We l l , I w a nt t o t h a n k y ou f o r t h e i n t e r v i e w. B u t i n o u r l as t don’t children talk about incest? Why don’t women talk about being m o m e n t , i s t h e r e a n y t h i n g e l s e t h a t m a y be I d i d n’ t g e t t o or raped or being abused by their spouse? It is so personally revolting d i d n ’ t t o u ch o n, y o u k n o w. and embarrassing and humiliating No. that you don’t talk about it. You didn’t talk about it back then. And S o, I r e a l l y a p p r e c i a t e i t . Thank you. it plays to your sense of lack of worth. I must not be worth it to be treated this way; it strikes to your lack of self-esteem. A nd p ow e r o r l a ck of . Right. S o , I m ea n i f w e g e t s om e wh a t philosophical about i t, but t alki n g t o a n ot h er p er s o n t h a t a l s o d o e s n ’ t h a v e t h a t p ow e r or i s k i n d o f a t yo u r s a m e l e ve l — Wouldn’t have solved a thing. And it’s deeply embarrassing. You just didn’t talk it. Just like back then you didn’t talk about lots of other things. Another person I do have to mention is my best buddy here at Columbia whom you interviewed, Paula Epstein who you know has been here for a very long time and is the real salt of the earth, soul mate and there are many days I don’t think I could have survived here if it wouldn’t have been for Paula’s love and friendship and presence here. S o , t h e r e w er e p e o p l e y o u d i d n ’ t t al k ab o u t i t , t h e r e w e r e p e o p l e you r elied on or wer e able to— Talk about other stuff. 73 An Oral Histor y Of Columbia College Chicago