Issue 29 Spring 2003
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Issue 29 Spring 2003
CELL COUNT PAGE 2 VOLUME 29 CELL COUNT Prisoners’ HIV/AIDS Support Action Network WHO WE ARE … PASAN is a community-based network of prisoners, ex-prisoners, organizations, activists and individuals working together to provide advocacy, education and support to prisoners and young offenders on HIV/AIDS and related issues. PASAN formed in 1991 as a grassroots response to the emerging AIDS crisis in the Canadian prison system. Today, PASAN is the only communitybased organization in Canada exclusively providing HIV/AIDS prevention, education and support services to prisoners, ex-prisoners, youth in custody and their families. WHAT WE DO … 1. SUPPORT SERVICES PASAN offers support services to prisoners, youth in custody and their families, as well as to other organizations working on issues of HIV/AIDS and/or prison. These services include: a) Individual support counseling, advocacy, pre-release planning and referrals for prisoners and young offenders living with HIV/AIDS, primarily in the Ontario region institutions. We can assist our clients in accessing proper medical care and support while incarcerated, as well as help to arrange housing and medical/social support upon release. Much of this support is coordinated via telephone through collect calls, although we also do in-person support whenever possible. To date, PASAN has worked with more than 400 HIV positive prisoners and young offenders in over 30 different institutions (both federal and provincial) in six different provinces. b) The only national AIDS Hotline specifically for prisoners. We accept collect calls from prisoners across Canada at 416-920-9567 and can help you with your questions about HIV/AIDS, and help you get the support you need. c) We can help with replacement fees for birth certificates, S.I.N. cards and other necessary ID & release money. The availability of funds vary, and we require proof of HIV status to access the fund. d) PASAN also provides ongoing support, networking, resources and training for AIDS services organizations (ASO's) and other community groups across Ontario. We assist ASO’s to set up their own prison outreach and support projects, and act as a referral ‘hub’ for HIV positive prisoners and young offenders who are transferred from one region to another, thereby helping to ensure a continuity of support. II. OUTREACH & EDUCATION a) PASAN conducts HIV prevention education programs in many adult and youth institutions in the southern Ontario region. An integral part of this program is our Peer Educator’s Group, which is made up of ex-prisoners living with HIV/AIDS. Peer speakers accompany PASAN staff for workshops in prisons, youth facilities, and other institutions. We have found that Peers are often able to get across HIV/AIDS information in these settings. b) PASAN produces CELL COUNT quarterly. This publication, which is written and edited primarily by prisoners and ex– prisoners themselves, is the only newsletter in Canada providing an uncensored forum for prisoners and young in custody to explore and share their own experiences, and ideas about HIV/ AIDS. PASAN distributes 6000 issues a year to prisoners, institutions, and agencies across the country. CELL COUNT is free for prisoners and people living with HIV/AIDS in Canada. c) PASAN also conducts free organizational and staff training for agencies and institutions working with prison affected, and drug using populations. We have experience in conducting training not only for community workers and ASO staff, but also for probation/parole officers, youth custody staff, prison social workers and case management officers. III. NETWORKING & ADVOCACY Since our beginning in 1991, PASAN has always maintained a focus on systemic advocacy on issues of HIV/AIDS and prisons. Our advocacy is based in recognition and defense of the fundamental human rights of prisoners, and our perspective derives from PASAN’s brief entitled HIV/AIDS In Prison Systems: A Comprehensive Strategy (June 1992). This document outlined 40 recommendations for implementing a comprehensive HIV/AIDS strategy in the Canadian prison system. In June 1996, PASAN released the follow-up document HIV/AIDS in Youth Custody Setting: A Comprehensive Strategy which specifically addressed the needs of youth in custody. In May 1999, PASAN released HIV/AIDS in the Male-to-Female Transgendered Prison Population: A Comprehensive Strategy. In August 1995, PASAN organized the first National Workshop on HIV/AIDS in Prison in Kingston, Ontario. PASAN has made presentations on HIV/AIDS in prison at the XI International Conference on AIDS in Vancouver (July 1996) and has appeared before the Parliamentary Subcommittee on AIDS in Ottawa (November 1996) and the Presidential Advisory Council on HIV/AIDS in Washington, DC (1998). PASAN maintains an Activist Committee which monitors and advocates on issues affecting prisoner and/or people living with HIV/AIDS on a local, provincial and national basis. This committee maintains working links with other prisoners’ rights groups, prison projects, and ASO’s across Canada. We also maintain an ad-hoc Advocacy Committee of prisoners who assist us in identifying emerging issues. CELL COUNT VOLUME 29 OUTREACH AND SUPPORT SCHEDULE MEN’S PAGE 3 INSIDE THIS EDITION PASAN’s Schedule……….….…....…..… 3 DON JAIL – Every second Wednesday of each month from 3:00-4:30. Put in a request to the Volunteer Coordinator to attend. Hamilton-Wentworth – Once a month. Put in a request to Mrs Peters (Volunteer Coordinator) to attend. MAPLEHURST – The second & the fourth Monday of each month from 10:30-12. Put in a request to Ms. Pedder (Volunteer Coordinator) to attend. OCI – First Thursday of each month from 3:00-4:30, Unit 6. Put in a request to the Dep. Sup. of Programming. THE EAST – Programs every third Wednesday of the month from 1:30-3:30. Put in a request to the Volunteer Coordinator to attend. THE WEST – Every third Thursday from 1:30-3:30 for group and one-to-one support. Both the men’s and women’s programs occur at this time. WOMEN’S GRAND VALLEY INSTITUTE (Kitchener) – Will be visited every 2 months throughout the year for support and outreach on issues relating to HIV and AIDS. For more info call: 416-920-9567. THE WEST – (see above) VANIER CENTRE FOR WOMEN – Every second Wednesday of the PASAN Staff ………..……..……….....… 4 News on the Block …………...…. 5, 6, 11 Poems …………………..………..…….. 7 Women’s Art Contest …...…………… 8 Health and Nutrition ……...….……. 9, 10 PenPals …………………...………. 12, 13 Resources ……………………. Back-cover month from Oct to Dec. (Evenings) EDITOR’S NOTE YOUTH – We visit different youth facilities throughout the City of Toronto on a regular basis. For more info call Connor at: 416-920-9567. FEDERAL INSTITUTIONS – We visit periodically, trying to get to each prison at least every two or three months. We see people individually or in group settings and talk about HIV/AIDS, Hep C and Harm Reduction. If you wish to know more or have HIV please contact us to find out when we will be at your institution. We visit: Kingston Pen, Warkworth, Collins Bay, Bath, Frontenac, Millhaven, Fenbrook, Beavercreek and Pittsburg. FOR MORE INFORMATION ON ANY OF THESE PROGRAMS CALL PASAN COLLECT AT: 416-920-9567 Welcome to the Spring Edition. Well, here we are entering spring and of course World War 3 as well. Many thanks out to all who sent their creativity in. We have a terrific selection of art to choose from and the poetry folks have sent in some great writing. Also, thanks to all of the art contest contributors/winners. Tom Jackson Editor REMINDER: PASAN's DROP-IN SCHEDULE ARTISTS IN THIS ISSUE Every Wednesday afternoon from 1:30 to 3:30 is drop-in and the time for staff to see clients individually or as a group (as desired) without an appointment. Cover: Mel L’Hirondelle If you want to see your worker on days other than Wednesdays, you will need to book an appointment with them. This way we can make sure that we are available to meet with you. ¨ PHONE HOURS are Monday and Wednesday to Friday from 9-5 pm. We do not accept collect calls on Tuesdays! ¨ NEEDLE EXCHANGE is Monday and Wednesday to Friday: mornings 9-12 and afternoons 1:30-5:00. ¨ SAFER CRACK USE KITS NOW AVAILABLE. Maximum of 2 kits per week, times are the same as Needle Exchange. Sometimes we (and the phones) are very busy so… please keep trying !!! Page 4: Kelly Cooper Page 5: Laura Whitehorn Page 7: Veronica Jack, Shaggy Page 10: Syrus Ware Page 11: Lisa Plume, Veronica Jack Page 13: William Antoine CELL COUNT PAGE 4 New PASAN Report Available And Then There Were Three VOLUME 29 PASAN Manual Now Available It’s been a long time coming that Mimico Correction Centre was due to close, but now it has happened & quickly at that. On January 30, 2003 Mimico was decommissioned, with only 10 days official notice, & the last folks inside transferred out. A big THANKS to Volunteer Coordinator Sherri Murphy who set up programming for PASAN’s & THE WORK’s HIV & Hepatitis education programs almost 4 years ago, who supported us the whole time & encouraged the guys inside to come out and participate. With the closing of Mimico, which was the only Toronto Correctional Centre (where the guys were serving their sentence), there leaves 3 detention centres (where guys/gals are primarily waiting trial) in Toronto; the Don, the East & the West. Unfortunately, this means anyone receiving a sentence of under 2 years will definitely be leaving the City. Stay tuned, things can’t get better; only worse. Unlocking Our Futures: A National Study on Women, Prisons, HIV, and Hepatitis C Eveline Allen Regional Prison In Reach Coordinator ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Co-Principle Investigators: Anne Marie DiCenso, MSW Giselle Dias Jacqueline Gahagan, PhD This report was designed to offer federally sentenced women an opportunity to discuss program development that meets their needs around HIV/Hepatitis C prevention, care, treatment, and support. PASAN visited 9 federal institutions and spoke with 161 women across Canada. This report is a reflection of the women's voices, their needs and concerns. To obtain Unlocking Our Futures, contact: Canadian HIV/AIDS Clearinghouse 400-1565 Carling Ave, Ottawa, ON, K1Z 8R1 Toll Free: 1-877-999-7740 Tel: (613) 725-3434 E-mail: [email protected] www.clearinghouse.cpha.ca Unlocking Our Futures can also be viewed or downloaded from PASAN’s website at: by Rick Lines Prisoners HIV/AIDS Support Action Network This guide provides background information on the prison system, service/program ideas, and advocacy strategies to create community-based HIV/AIDS programs for prisoners with the goal of better defending the rights of prisoners and expanding the availability and accessibility of HIV/AIDS services. Includes chapters on the Prisons 101, HIV and Hepatitis C in Prison, Getting Started, HIV Prevention Education and Outreach, and Client Support and Advocacy. It also contains an extensive Resource section. Report by the Prisoners’ HIV/AIDS Support Action Network Unlocking Our Futures is available free. Postage for single copies is also free within Canada. Orders for multiple copies, or shipping outside of Canada, must be pre-paid. The manual is available in both English and French. (67 pages) Pros & Cons: A Guide to Creating Successful Community-based HIV/AIDS Programs for Prisoners Pros & Cons is available free. Postage for single copies is also free within Canada. Orders for multiple copies, or shipping outside of Canada, must be pre-paid. The manual is available in both English and French. (270 pages) To obtain Pros & Cons, contact: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ STILL BANNED PASAN would like to take this opportunity to let you know that we are still pursuing actions against the Cell Count Ban and complete information ban at some of Ontario's Federal prisons. Numerous copies of Cell Count and other mail have been returned from Collins Bay Institution and Bath Institution. We are meeting with our lawyer next week to discuss details, we will keep you posted as this issue gets dealt with. Canadian HIV/AIDS Clearinghouse 400-1565 Carling Ave, Ottawa, ON, K1Z 8R1 Toll Free: 1-877-999-7740 Tel: (613) 725-3434 E-mail: [email protected] www.clearinghouse.cpha.ca Pros & Cons can also be viewed or downloaded from PASAN’s website at: www.pasan.org ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ VOLUME 29 When Experiments Go Wrong (Thanks to the prisoners at the CNCC, FAPPA and CAPP for sharing information for this article) The Central North Correctional Centre (CNCC) is no joke. Being inside is never an easy ride but if you get shipped off to the CNCC in Penetanguishine, be prepared. You will quickly become aware that things operate differently there compared to other Ontario provincial institutions. I have one answer to explain why: the Management and Training Corporation (MTC), a Utah-based corporation that is in the business of running private prisons-for-profit is calling the shots in a five-year experiment that the province of Ontario has decided to embark on. The CNCC is Canada’s first lasting adult private prison and if we are not careful, it will be the first of many Canadian prisons run by corporations, most likely from south of the border. A current prisoner at the CNCC writes, “This is the worst run jail I’ve ever been in, in my life” and an ex-prisoner writes, “You’ll never get me back in there. I’ll go to the penitentiary first.” One prisoner at CNCC wrote this about the food: “Let’s talk about the food, it’s the pits, I’m sure that if you had a dog, that you wouldn’t even feed this stuff to them. None of the meat is fully cooked. I was told by one staff member that if the kitchen staff save the training corporation (MTC) money with the new food that they will get a bonus at the end of the year and that all we are is dollar signs to them. The new head kitchen staff was heard saying that if we don’t eat what we get, then we will starve.” Personally I have heard horrific stories from guys inside about the food including lots of cases of food poisoning and finding human teeth in the food. No joke. One of the biggest problems and criticisms of the joint is the lack of proper medical care. People needing medical care for specific needs such as HIV/AIDS, Hepatitis C, anxiety and other mental health problems get the blunt of the nightmarish healthcare run by yet another American company called First Correctional Medical. “This is the worst health care in the province of Ontario,” writes a CNCC prisoner. I have been told that nurses have resigned from the CNCC in fear of being kicked out of the Ontario Association of Nurses for the things that they are being told to do. The healthcare staff at the CNCC consults with a doctor in Arizona whereas public facilities are accountable (supposed to be) to the Senior Medical Consultant of the Ministry of Public Safety and Security. There are numerous examples of blood work getting ‘lost’ or stored improperly and spoiled. People with HIV/AIDS have extremely delayed access to HIV primary care physicians if they get to see them at all. CELL COUNT Diagnoses are made without examining patients. Medications are being discontinued without any assessment being carried out. Anti-biotics and medications for mental health issues are not administered consistently if at all. No joke. The list goes on and on. MTC maintains that they are adhering to American Correctional Association standards of health and safety but shouldn’t they be following Canada’s policies? MTC is proving through their actions that they are not accountable to anyone. The Ontario government doesn’t seem to be doing too much about it. This is a game about dollars and cents and it is a game that is being played with people’s lives. PAGE 5 To The Honourable Members of the Ontario Provincial Legislature: Ladies and Gentlemen: While reading the Feedback Section of the Midland Free Press Newspaper, I came across this letter from a Metis Woman who spent two months at Penetanguishene Super Jail operated by Management Training Corporation. Please read it carefully and tell me this is the humane and proper way to treat inmates. Yours Truly, Ulla Voutilainen ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Penetanguishine community members, supported by many others across the province are outraged and have been resisting this experiment since its inception. Citizens Against Private Prisons (CAPP) and Families Against Private Prison Abuse (FAPPA) are two groups whose work is focusing on the horrors that are happening at the CNCC. FAPPA’s slogan is “When you think no one cares, think again, FAPPA’s there!” and can be reached by contacting Sharon Storring-Skillen at 705-7285961 or by writing to PO Box 27003, Barrie, ON, L4M 6K4. CAPP can be reached by contacting Sharon Dion at 705-549-4382. PASAN is currently trying to set up a regular program at the CNCC and will let you know as soon as we are in there. If you have any experiences that you would like to share from your time at the CNCC, all of these groups are happy to receive them and document them. For all you folks doing your bit at the CNCC, stay strong and know that you are not alone. Finally, a prisoner writes about the CNCC, “We get lied to from the first time we walk through the door, just as you on the outside are being lied to. You are told how great we have it in here. Well let me tell you, we don’t.” I have just returned from a 2 month stay in the new facility in Penetanguishene. I was making amends for past wrongs. I have also just come back from visiting my probation officer, who spoke to me of many concerns they have. I have felt compelled to write. I sat in Range 9A for the women, which is merely a holding center for women to be transferred to and from court. They are to be relocated. I watched women do nothing all day but watch television. We did have a semblance of school at the beginning, it consisted of playing on a computer with a program for basic learning. The computers disappeared one day. I attended two courses on substance abuse for women. I don’t know what was suppose to be different about these course, but I received certificates after only attending minimum classes. It was a farce, and nothing was really learnt. It was time spent out of the unit for all who attended. I suffered severe stomach aches, and headaches and requested to see a nurse or doctor. I requested this daily for 3 weeks, and after that I finally saw a doctor. I am a proud Metis women, and on my ID card they listed my race as "other", until I spoke up and said it was wrong. It took them two weeks to alter my ID card. I requested often to see a Native Worker. The only time this occurred was when I took the liberty to write to Eenahtic Healing Lodge, and they in turn sent my letter to Georgian Bay Friendship Center, who in turn sent Brian George to visit with me. I was trying to practice my spirituality but there is no sage in the facility. My partner had to bring it in, and then once it was there, the guards took it upon themselves to go into my personal property and distribute my medicines with other inmates. It appalls me that this facility is located in my hometown and run so incorrectly. I also witnessed women being released, with no rides home, and hitchhiking back to Barrie. I don’t know what we can do to correct this. Seems we were misled from the beginning. I have paid my debt to society, and now I wish to move on, but with the knowledge I have of this institution that is in my backyard, I just want to sell my house, and move to somewhere safe. Mooky Cherian Provincial Prison Outreach Coordinator Mickilus Belcourt Paradise Pointe, Ontario PAGE 6 CELL COUNT to be more specific. The jail accepted his recommendations and PENETANGUISHENE—The health of ailing inmates promised to change its practices, he said. "We want to go back every two months and pull at Canada's first and only privately run jail is often charts to see that it's (compliance) happening," at risk due to inappropriate medical care, says the Humphries said. "We're taking every step possible head of the emergency department at a nearby to ensure compliance with ministry policies." hospital. Humphries said he is aware of McNamara's Dr. Martin McNamara, of the Huronia District concerns and hopes to meet with him and assistant Hospital in Midland, whose department sees about deputy minister Garry Commesford in the next few two inmates from the Central North Correctional days. Centre daily, says some arrive writhing in agony McNamara has high praise for the doctors and because they haven't received proper pain nurse practitioners who struggle to run the jail's medication, or with physical conditions that have recently opened infirmary. worsened through neglect. "They're doing a really good job, but one doctor for Delays in medical care in some cases have been so serious that "yes, the health of the inmate has been (1,100 inmates at a time) is woefully inadequate," said McNamara. put at risk," said McNamara, who added that he Thomson said two doctors are on staff at the jail wasn't blaming the doctors or nurses employed alternating with one on duty at the jail five days a there. week, while the other is on call 24 hours a day, McNamara's voice is the latest in a growing chorus seven days a week. of judges, lawyers and activists critical of the forFive nurses work the day shift, four the evening shift profit institution guaranteeing, they say, its bottomand two the night shift. line results by minimizing inmate care. The Humphries is trying to determine if that ratio at the institution has denied the accusations. McNamara said his department has treated inmates facility is comparable to public-run institutions: "That's one of the things we are looking at," he said. with wounds that have become seriously infected due to neglect and fratured bones that haven't been Requests for interviews with the doctors at the facility, and with First Correctional Medical CEO X-rayed and set. Tammy Kastre in Tucson, Ariz., were referred back As well, he said more serious illnesses have been to Thomson, who said he was the only ignored because it was thought the inmate "was spokesperson. faking it or making it up," he said. Last week, Justice Elizabeth Earle-Renton spoke out One of McNamara's own patients, who broke his jaw before he was incarcerated at the jail more than at the trial of Ryan Skillen, 24, a suicidal man who blew off part of his hand while placing a homemade three weeks ago, is still waiting to see a dentist. bomb on a path used by Barrie high school students. "As of two days ago, he was still wandering around "The court is not blind to what is happening and in pain with a broken jaw," he said. what is not happening at the Central North Doug Thomson, who has been running the jail for Correctional Centre," said Earle-Renton. U.S.-based Management Training Company (MTC) She said judges, crown attorneys and defence since it opened just over one year ago, disputes lawyers have been expressing in court, and McNamara's claims. "certainly in private for some time," that based on "There's no validity to them," said Thomson in an the "information we receive, the situation at the interview. correctional centre is not particularly good and not The MTC, based in Centreville, Utah, charges the helpful to inmates." province $75 per inmate per day, as part of a fiveNoting Skillen's fragile mental state, Earle-Renton year $141 million contract, compared to between said that she would recommend he serve his 18$140 and $200 that it costs the government for month sentence in the Ontario Correctional Institute each inmate per day in a public institution. The jail employs two doctors. Its medical care, which in Guelph, where mental health assessments are carried out. has been contracted out to Arizona-based First "It's of great concern that the recommendations Correctional Medical, has been found adequate from our courts are not being obeyed," she said. during two recent audits by the province, said Skillen's lawyer Mitch Eisen told Earle-Renton that a Thomson. jail run for profit has little incentive to transfer "We meet the standards laid out in our contract," inmates to another facility. he said. "They want to collect the head tax," said Eisen. That's not how Dr. Paul Humphries, the senior Defence lawyer Ben Fedchuk told a Barrie court in medical consultant to the Ministry of Public Safety December that the jail's lack of concern for the and Security, saw it when he visited the jail last medical well being of inmates was "scandalous." December. Requests for medical attention for one of his clients, Humphries, in an interview yesterday, said that who was in the jail awaiting trial, were ignored even when he visited the jail, he pulled medical charts of after a judge recommended the man get medical a number of inmates at random and found a attention, said Fedchuk in an interview yesterday. number of instances where the "institution was not "The whole medical situation there is a disaster compliant with ministry policies." "There were a few things we didn't like ... it's not the waiting to happen," he said. way our other (public) institutions are run," he said. Although Thomson has heard "occasional complaints" from inmates' parents or lawyers, he's While most of the non-compliance was of a minor yet to hear anything from any judge, he said. nature, "there were several instances that could Prison Dangerous to Inmate's Health VOLUME 29 Recommendations made by judges in warrants of committal are considered by the jail on an individual basis and are followed if they are found to be appropriate for the inmate's program, said Thomson, who added he didn't have statistics on how many judges' recommendations are not followed. "The courts have not contacted us," said Thomson, adding he has asked for a meeting with local judges and crown attorneys to discuss any concerns. Complaints about the jail's medical practices are the latest in list of issues at Ontario's experimental facility. Last month, the jail ended the practice of having the race of inmates on their photo ID tags following complaints that it was a violation of human rights. Last September, more than 100 inmates rioted and tried to escape using a battering ram. Since then, a third of the inmate population has remained in lockdown and are in their cells 19 hours a day unless they are attending school or special training. A day before the riot, 187 guards voted to unionize. McNamara said it took sending a letter to the local medical officer of health before a hepatitis B vaccination program was initiated for the jail guards. "They were coming in with bites and scratches so they were at serious risk," he said. Public-run institutions vaccinate each of their staff against Hepatitis B for about $100 each. "But in a private-run enterprise, profit comes at the expense of the workers and that's abhorrent," said McNamara. In discussions with the Ministry of Public Safety and Security and jail management before the facility opened, the local hospital was told to expect to see about one inmate a week in the emergency department. "Instead of that we're seeing on average two a day. I saw three myself this morning (Wednesday)," said McNamara. Such an influx of patients is putting a huge burden on a local health service already designated as under-serviced and a hospital already $3 million over budget, said McNamara. As the hospital doesn't have a secure area, patients often find themselves lying next to an inmate in shackles in the emergency room, he said. Earle-Renton is not the only judge to express concern in open court about treatment of some prisoners at the facility. "I'm hearing too much of this," said Justice Gary Palmer in court on Dec. 23, 2002, after learning that a man brought before him on drunk driving charges was not getting his prescription medication at the jail. MPP David Levac (Brant), the Liberal prisons critic who visited the jail on Tuesday, said he's been hearing a lot about it. "A lot of the complaints centre around inmates not getting their medication," said Levac. He described the atmosphere at the jail as "volatile." "They've had one riot about conditions at the jail and I can tell you that conditions are ripe for another," said Levac. Roberta Avery The Star, Feb. 28, 2003 CELL COUNT VOLUME 29 PAGE 7 Untitled I've heard it said That dreams never die. Whoever it was Must have lied. This cold hospital bed, Is now my throne. Lesions cover my body Ensuring that I'll be alone. One brief moment of lust with a beautiful woman Strangers offering comfort to one another. My blood now teams with viral death All from the lack of a small piece of rubber. Even my family, with pity in their eyes. Pretend I don't disgust them. Why won't they hold me close When my life is at its end. When The Time Comes Now I'll father no children My only legacy a warning Will anyone listen Even on my funeral morning? It’s hard to accept reality, When you’re alone without that special somebody Our actions turn into our stupid mistakes, Didn’t think about the time or the heartaches Please don't forget me Or the disease that took my life. It could happen to you Or someone you care for. So be careful and cautious as well Always remember the story That was mine to tell. Now that it’s happening, Wishing I did quit the smoking … the drinking It’s all my fault and then comes regret When the alcohol is consumed it fucks with you, The demons make you do it Shaggy ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I ask for mercy and forgiveness, Wishing no one would go through this I was six feet from the edge, My mother’s heart suffers the damage Forgive me for all I’ve done Now appreciate the person I’ve become I’ve had ups and downs, my slips, my falls Sleepless nights behind prison walls Define the word ‘realization’ When the phone and mail is your Only source of communication Kelly Cooper ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kissing You Again Sweet spring is here, my dearest love The flowers are in bloom Their fragrance travels through the air And floats into my cell Grim winter’s grip upon our love Has given way, at last And now, we are able to share again What we had in the past Pleasant memories flood my mind My heart begins to race At the thought of kissing you again While in your warm embrace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ William Antoine ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Twelve steps to the door, it’s so close What am I waiting for. My failures and disappointments Are mine to own There is no one to blame But me alone. Twelve steps to the door, it’s so close What am I waiting for. The to has come to make a change There are things in my life I must rearrange. Twelve steps to the door It’s time to go, I can’t wait no more. D. Onman ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In the last 100 days I’ve seen many faces Faces that come and go And in those faces There’s something distinct Something you should know Looks of hate, looks of fear From down their face Runs a blood stained tear From living in alleys To apartment stairs Jail is the place Where anyone cares From broken-down stairs And broken-down homes Into jail they retreat To rest their bones And just when you think That they’ve gone insane They’re let out on the street To start all over again James Nicholson ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CELL COUNT PAGE 8 ART CONTEST WINNERS The idea for ‘Unlocking Our Futures: A National Study on Women, Prison, HIV and Hepatitis C’ came about in the year 2000. PASAN recognized the need for the voices of incarcerated federally sentenced women to be taken into consideration in developing programs and services. Due to the fact that women only make up 2% of the federally sentenced prisoners their program needs are often overlooked. This study offers the voices of women a opportunity to speak about their experiences. Women talked about needing better programs in the area's of community based education, prevention (needle exchange & tattooing), and support when diagnosed with HIV and/or Hepatitis C. PASAN visited 9 institutions across Canada and spoke to 161 federally sentenced women. The information we gathered from the women was invaluable. Their courage, insight and testimonies were a great gift to PASAN and all the readers of the Unlocking Our Futures report. Our decision to collect artwork from the women came to us when women started to share even more of themselves by sending us poems and artwork for cell count. We were also blessed by women showing their work to us while we were visiting the prisons. We would like to extend our sincerest Thank you’s to all who participated in the ‘Unlocking Our Futures’ Art Competition. We received some lovely artwork and are happy to display some of it in this issue of Cell Count. First Prize was issued to Debra ‘Jordi’ Lilly of B.C.C.W for her piece (at right). Second prize went to Alison New (lower left) and third prize was also given to Jordi (lower right). Giselle Dias VOLUME 29 CELL COUNT VOLUME 29 VEIN CARE PAGE 9 Safer Crack Use Kits Be kind to your veins, they’re the only ones you’ve got! Veins become leaky, infected and will eventually collapse if they don’t have time to heal between injections. You can tell a vein has collapsed when it seems to have disappeared or you can’t draw blood from it. To help prevent your veins from becoming damaged: ¨ try to use a different injection site for each time you shoot up ¨ learn how to inject in a number of places and with either hand so you’ll be ¨ able to use the other side if one side needs a rest ¨ save the “easy” spots for when you know you don’t have time ¨ shoot in the direction of your heart with the hole of the needle facing upwards ¨ taking oral vitamin C may help your veins repair themselves These Kits Contain: To make sure your vein is full of blood and easier to hit, try: ¨ clenching and relaxing your fist ¨ gently rubbing or slapping the skin over the vein ¨ soak your arm in warm water ¨ squeeze your bicep with your hand ¨ pushups, pull-ups or wrist curls ¨ use a tourniquet (belt, string, rubber bands, shoelaces, etc.) * The Straight Shooter is a pipette made from double-fired glass with rounded tips to help prevent cuts to the fingers and lips. It doesn’t heat up as quickly as some metal pipes and won’t give off poisonous fumes like water bottles or inhalers REMEMBER THAT INFECTIONS ARE HARD TO HEAL, IT IS BETTER TO PREVENT INFECTIONS WHERE TO SHOOT Always shoot in a vein, never an artery. To be sure you’re in the vein, pull back the plunger, if slow moving dark red blood comes into the syringe, YOU’RE IN A VEIN. If the blood is bright red and frothy or if the plunger is forced back by the pressure of blood, YOU’RE IN AN ARTERY – GET OUT! Untie, pull needle out, raise the limb above your head if possible and apply pressure for 10 minutes. Also: ¨ areas that are furthest away from the heart heal the slowest and have the worst circulation (eg: feet) ¨ areas that are closest to the heart have veins that are near major arteries and nerves which can cause serious damage if hit ¨ the veins in your arms are the safest places to shoot ¨ never inject where you feel a pulse (an artery) ¨ try to hit surface veins instead of deeper ones ¨ shoot in the direction of your heart GOOD PLACES TO SHOOT The veins in your upper arms and forearms are as safe as any! BAD PLACES TO SHOOT DO NOT fix into your eyes, face, armpits, penis or breasts, these veins are so fragile and hard to find that they’re not worth the risk. The same goes for veins near your belly button and inner thigh, they are too deep! PLACES TO SHOOT ONLY IF YOU HAVE TO Veins in the hands and feet are fragile and will hurt, inject slowly into these areas. Inject slowly into the veins behind your knees also and be careful of the artery that runs next to the vein. IF YOU HAVE TO USE YOUR JUGULAR ( in the neck) Hits into your jugular are very dangerous. Chunks and clots can go quickly to your brain or heart and cause a stroke or heart attack. Your best bet is not to shoot here at all. If you must, clean the area first with alcohol, then shoot towards the heart and come in at the smallest angle possible - 35 degrees or less. Flag it to make sure you’re in. Go as slow as possible and don’t stand up too fast. There is no 100% safe way to shoot in your jugular. GERMS Germs cause abscesses including spit germs, skin germs and other people’s germs. To avoid germs getting into your body while you’re fixing: ¨ don’t lick the bubble off the top of the point ¨ don’t lick the site before or after fixing ¨ don’t use a dirty mix like toilet water or spit (if you have to use toilet water, use the water in the tank, not the bowl) ¨ don’t touch the filters too much ¨ avoid sharing spoons, water, filters and rigs with other people ¨ clean the site before fixing if you can with soap or alcohol Straight Shooter Alcohol Swabs Vaseline (lip balm) Chewing Gum Matches Extra Screens Latex Condom Water-based Lube * Everyone should have their own pipe * You should use several screens in the pipe * Place in screen(s) level with the tip of the stem, break up your rock and sprinkle onto the screen * Touch the flame to the stem briefly to melt the rock instead of concentrating the heat and move the flame along the stem to spread out the heat * Drink lots of water * Clean your pipe regularly * Take care of yourself Safety Tips: Use Vaseline on your lips to keep them from cracking and burning – this helps stop the spread of diseases like HIV, Hepatitis B & C and Herpes Avoid sharing pipes. If you must share, clean the mouth piece with alcohol swabs in the kit Vaseline is for your lips – when you fuck, use a latex condom covered with water-based lube Always use a latex condom when giving a blow job and make sure you don’t have Vaseline on your lips Chew sugar-free gum to stop your teeth from grinding Allow time for the pipe to cool before using it again You can make a mouth-piece with an elastic band, matchbook cover or a piece of tape so you don’t hurt your lips or catch someone else’s germs Clean your pipe when it is cool Replace screens as often as possible CELL COUNT PAGE 10 VOLUME 29 Immune‑Enhancing Rice 4 cups 2 cups 1.5 oz water brown rice astragalus root • Add astragalus to water, bring to boil, and simmer for 2 hours covered • Remove from heat and let stand overnight. • Remove astragalus, add enough water to bring back up to 4 cups. Add rice and bring to a boil. • Reduce heat, cover and simmer until done. Approximately 1 hour. Good Soup 8 cups 1 tbsp. 1 large 2 large 3‑4 1 clove 1‑1.5” 1 cup 1 bunch 5 slices 2 cups 1 whole water olive oil large onion, diced beets, diced tomatoes, diced garlic, minced ginger root, peeled and chopped burdock root, sliced kale or beet greens, sliced astragalus root (remove when done) shitake mushrooms reishi mushroom (removed when done) celery seed, turmeric, tamari to taste • Combine water and all ingredients in a large pot, bring to a boil. • Reduce heat, simmer for 2‑3 hours until vegetables are soft. • Season to taste with celery seed, turmeric, or tamari. • Eat as desired throughout the day. Recipes compliments of Stephen Harrod Buhner "Herbs for Hepatitis C and the Liver" Apple, Carrot, and Beet Salad 1 2 1 '/2 2 tbsp pinch '/2 tsp pinch Outside? Have Hep C? Want more info? Come out to a new group run by PASAN and Queen West Health Centre! Get info from speakers, make connections and much more. This group covers issues like drugs/needles and Hep C, what to ask your doctor, health updates, support and more. Food is always provided. Next meeting dates are: Thursday, April 10th 5:30pm- 7:30pm Thursday June 12th 5:30pm -7:30pm Thursday July 10th 5:30pm-7:30pm Group is held at 168 Bathurst Street (just south of Queen). For more info call: Syrus @ PASAN 416-920-9567 tart apple (granny smith), peeled carrots beet lemon, juiced flax seed oil sea salt honey black pepper • In a bowl, grate the apple, carrots, and beet. • Place the lemon juice, oil, salt and pepper in a screw‑top jar and shake. Pour over salad, stir and serve. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Alkaline - Acidic Foods Alkaline All vegetables Most fruits Millet Buckwheat Sprouted beans Sprouted seeds Olive oil Soaked almonds Balanced Brown rice Corn Soybeans Lima beans Almonds Sunflower seeds Brazil nuts Honey Most beans & peas Tofu Non-fat milk Vegetable oil Acidic Wheat Oats White rice Pomegranates Strawberries Cranberries Breads Refined flour Refined sugar Cashew, pecan, peanut Butter Milk Cheese Eggs Meat Fish Poultry CELL COUNT VOLUME 29 “Taken By” My people are taken by alcohol, the sex trade, robbery, abuse, rape, speed, heroin, crack, cocaine, angel dust, acid, ecstasy, and other drugs out there! Alcohol has taken over my people; rules their every need, desire and they’ll do what is needed to get it! Drugs are used to freeze your deepest pain or emotions from abuse, rape and emotional abuse. ‘RESIDENTIAL SCHOOLS’ took it’s big toll on my people’s language, culture, family and hope. Both male and female all ABUSED or RAPED in all forms. This is where the SILENCE started and it’s still going on, IT’S GOT TO STOP NOW! Mothers, fathers, grandparents, aunties and uncles all got damaged. They take out their own pain and rape their own daughters, sons, nephews, nieces, granddaughters or grandsons. We all need to heal and live the life that was given to us, not them! We had PRIDE, HOPE, STRENGTH, NO FEAR, LOVE, UNDERSTANDING, CARING, GIVING, LOOKED AFTER EACH OTHER, LOVED OUR ELDERS, NO TALKING BACK TO THE ELDERS, AND NEVER CALLING EACH OTHER DOWN. It has us fighting each other! We should be standing up together and healing together! There is so much negative emotion and hate that it has us dying of CANCER and every bad disease that is out there in this world. We took care of our body, mind, spirit and soul! This is why we never got sick ever. Now our people never live to see the life expectancy we lived years ago! By Veronica (Tigger) Jack ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IMPORTANT REMINDER The next issue of Cell Count is the Summer Edition and will have Prisoners’ Justice Day as it’s focus. Prisoners’ Justice Day - August 10th is the day officially set aside for prisoners and their supporters to honour the memory of those who have died unnatural deaths in prison. Please send in your work to make this year’s issue a very special one. Deadline for submissions is June 15th. We hope to have it printed & sent out in the first week of July. Call Mooky at PASAN for PJD meeting times & local events. PAGE 11 CELL COUNT PAGE 12 Would you like a penpal? If you’re interested send us your name and description, etc. (30 words or less). Cell Count Editor 489 College St, Ste 500 Toronto, Ontario M6G 1A5 Your request will be published in the next two issues of Cell Count. Let us know if you wish to be ‘Anonymous’. If so, your name will be replaced with a number code. Responses will be sent to PASAN then forwarded on to you. Once this initial contact has been made it is up to you to maintain contact. Unfortunately we do not have the budget to send CELL COUNT to the USA, so if you wish to receive 4 editions of this paper an $8.00 contribution is required. Due to time & space constraints we are unable to handle non-Canadian penpal requests. PASAN does not take any responsibility for contacts made through this penpal column. We also reserve the right not to publish any penpal ads submitted. VOLUME 29 VOLUME 29 CELL COUNT PAGE 13 PENPALS CONTINUED Dedicated to Randy K Calder Here I sit thinking of the penpals that have come and gone for me. None of them last long for me. At this very moment I miss my boyfriend who took his life years ago. Every minute that goes by am I going to hear from him again. You are my strength, hope, love, and my faith. Deepest Desire. Over time I’ll give up sending pictures out and have none in return. Under the walls lies here my love, hope, strength and trust. Eric T, Robert N, Richard S, Sean K, Curtis M, Marc, etc. Variety of emotions from emotional, physical, and sexual abuse. ECSTASY down the road for me in the future sometime soon! Randy, he understands my fears, hopes and my life! Nobbie, who was my lover, friend, partner and in my heart always! Edge we all have seen it face to face do us all in everytime! Evil has many faces: robbery, theft, rape, abuse, drugs and alcohol Dreams are what keeps us real and alive! Without them we would’ve ended our lives long ago. But there have been some that have died behind these walls of loneli- ness, sadness, fear, and regret. Sunsets to warm our hearts with love, trust, faith, and hope. Outburst is a place that we need of our own to help us face the day. Memories of happy times, we all cherish them day in and day out. Eternal memories of life, happy times are the best to think of. Being outcast seems to always happen everywhere, in schools, etc. NEED trust, faith, hope, love, understanding, patience and nerve. ELECTRICITY OF HOPE, TRUST AND PATIENCE!!! Sexy in the eyes of the beholder, not in the body. Opposites attract and you’ll never know until you try it! Bracing each other with lust, love, erotica, passion and tenderness and prepare each other for the future we face together. Doctor each other’s broken heart and fears and HEAL! by Veronica (Tigger) Jack R E ONTARIO S O U R C VOICES OF POSITIVE WOMEN 43 Elm St, 4th Flr, Toronto, M5G 1H1 416-944-9300 AFRICANS IN PARTNERSHIP AGAINST AIDS S LIVING POSITIVE 105-66 Isabella St, Toronto, M4Y 1N3 416-324-8703 2-SPIRITED PEOPLE OF THE 1ST NATIONS E 703-10242 105th St, Edmonton, AB, T5J 3L5 (780) 488-5768 Collect Calls. EASTERN CANADA NINE CIRCLES COMMUNITY HEALTH CENTRE AIDS COALITION OF NOVA SCOTIA 14 College St, Ste 401, Toronto, M5G 1K2 416-924-5256 326-1657 Barrington St, Halifax, NS (902) 425-4882 705 Broadway, Winnipeg, MB, R3G 0X2 (204) 940-6000 Toll Free: 1-888-305-8647 AIDS COMMITTEE OF CAMBRIDGE, KITCHENER, WATERLOO and AREA AIDS COALITION OF CAPE BRETON PLWA NETWORK OF SASKATCHEWAN 85 Frederick St, Kitchener, N2H 2L5 (519) 570-3687 Collect Calls. AIDS COMMITTEE OF GUELPH 206-2 Quebec, Guelph, N1H 2T3 (519) 763-2255 Collect Calls. AIDS COMMITTEE OF NORTH BAY and AREA 202-240 Algonquin Ave, North Bay, P1B 4V9 (705) 497-3560 AIDS COMMITTE OF OTTAWA PO Box 177 Sydney, NS, B1P 5E1 (902) 539-5556 Box 7123, Saskatoon, SK, S7K 4I1 (306) 373-7766 AIDS NEW BRUNSWICK (506) 459-7518 STREET CONNECTIONS 820 Main St, Winnipeg, MB, R2W 3N8 (204) 586-1463 WOMEN: 50 Argyle, Winnipeg, MB, R3B 0H6 (204) 943-6379 AIDS PEI 16 Great George St, Charlottetown, C1A 8C4 (902) 566-2437 AIDS SAINT JOHN 115 Hazen St, NB, E2L 3L3 (506) 652-2437 BRITISH COLUMBIA AIDS VANCOUVER ISLAND 304-733 Johnson St, Victoria, V8W 3C7 (604) 384-2366 207 Queen St, 4th Flr, Ottawa, K1P 6E5 (613) 238-5014 ATLANTIC FIRST NATIONS AIDS TASK FORCE AIDS COMMITTEE OF THUNDER BAY PO Box 47049, 2164 Gottengin St, Halifax, NS, B3K 2B0 (902) 492-4255 BC PWA PRISON OUTREACH PROJECT NEWFOUNDLAND/LABRADOR AIDS COMMITTEE PACIFIC AIDS RESOURCE CENTRE Box 24025 Downtown North PO, Thunder Bay, P7A 4T0 (807) 345-1516 Collect Calls. AIDS COMMITTEE OF WINDSOR 1168 Drouillard Rd, Ste B, Windsor, N8Y 2R1 PO Box 626, Stn C, St. Johns, NF, A1C 5K8 (709) 579-8656 111 Church St, St Catharines, L2R 3C9 905-984-8684 150 Bentnick St, Sydney, Cape Breton, NS, B1P 6H1 (902) 539-5556 Collect Calls. ANISHNAWBE HEALTH AIDS PROGRAM SIDA/AIDS MONCTON 255 Queen St E, Toronto, M5A 1S4 416-360-0486 ASIAN COMMUNITY AIDS SERVICE 107-33 Isabella St, Toronto, M4Y 2P7 416-963-4300 Collect Calls. BLACK COALITION FOR AIDS PREVENTION (BLACK CAP) 404-790 Bay St, Toronto, M5G 1N8 416-977-7725 Collect Calls. FIFE HOUSE 1801-415 Yonge St, Toronto, M5B 2E7 416-205-9878 HAMILTON AIDS NETWORK 135 Rebecca St, 2nd Flr, Hamilton, L8R 1B9 (905) 528-0854 HEP C SOCIETY OF CANADA 3050 Confederation Parkway, Mississauga (905) 270-1110 1-800-652-HepC (4372) HIV/AIDS LEGAL CLINIC OF ONTARIO Toronto, 416-340-7790 Collect Calls. HIV/AIDS REGIONAL SERVICES (HARS) 844-A Princess St, Kingston, K7L 1G5 (613) 545-3698 Collect Calls. 614-1033 Davie St, Vancouver, V6E 1M7 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ UNITED STATES 165A Gordon St, NB, E1C 1N1 (506) 859-9616 THE OSBORNE ASSOCIATION QUEBEC 809 Westchester Ave, Bronx, New York, 10455 (718) 842-0500 Hotline (718) 378-7022 Collect Calls. CACTUS 1626 rue Hubert, Montreal, H2L 3Z3 (514) 847-0067 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CENTRE FOR AIDS SERVICES MONTREAL (WOMEN) 1750 Rue Saint-Andre, 3rd Flr, Montreal, PQ, H2L 3T8 (514) 495-0990 Fax: (514) 495-8087 Toll Free: 1-877-847-3636 COALITION DES ORGANISMES COMMUNAUTAIRES QUEBECOIS DE LUTTE CONTRE LE SIDA (514) 844-2477 COMITÉ DES PERSONNES ATTEINTES DU VIH DU QUEBEC (CPAVIH) 500-489 College St, Toronto, M6G 1A5 416-920-9567 Collect Calls. PEEL HIV/AIDS NETWORK AIDS CALGARY AIDS PROGRAM South SASKATCHEWAN 1504B Albert St, Regina, SK, S4P 2S4 (306) 924-8420 AIDS SASKATOON PETERBOROUGH AIDS RESOURCE NETWORK Box 4062 Saskatoon, SK, S7K 4E3 1-800-667-6876 or (306) 242-5005 THE WORKS 277 Victoria St, Toronto, 416-392-0520 Collect Calls. TORONTO PWA FOUNDATION 399 Church St, 2nd Flr, Toronto, M5B 2J6 416-506-1400 email changes to: [email protected] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PRAIRIES 77 Queensway West, Ste 101, Mississauga, L5B 1B7 905-896-8700 302-159 King St, Peterborough, K9J 2R8 Toll Free: 1-800-361-2895 or (705) 749-9110 Collect Calls. For complete listings visit: www.pasan.org 2075 rue Plessis bureau 310, Montreal (514) 521-8720 200-1509 Centre St, Calgary, AB, T2G 2E6 (403) 228-0155 PASAN 1107 Seymour St, Vancouver, V6B 5SA (604) 681-2122 POSITIVE WOMEN’S NETWORK SHARP ADVICE NEEDLE EXCHANGE AIDS NIAGARA (604) 527-8605 Collect Calls. CENTRAL ALBERTA AIDS NETWORK 4611 Gaetz Ave, Red Deer, AB, T4N 3Z9 (403) 346-8858 Fax: (403) 346-2352 Toll Free: 1-877-346-8858 (Alberta only) CELL COUNT - # 29 SPRING 2003 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HIV EDMONTON 600-10242 105th St, Edmonton, AB, T5J 3L5 (780) 488-5742 Collect Calls. ~ New Address ~ - CELL COUNT TALENT CALL - PASAN 489 COLLEGE ST. SUITE 500 TORONTO, ON M6G 1A5 ————— phone: 416-920-9567 fax: 416-920-4314 email: [email protected] NEW COVER FOR NEXT ISSUE, ARTWORK FOR INSIDE, LETTERS, STORIES AND ‘NEWS ON THE BLOCK’. PLEASE SEND IN YOUR WORK. Next issue: July 2003 Please send in your submissions no later than June 1, 2003 Attention: Cell Count * Provide permission for printing *
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