June Solstice 2010 onlinepagans.com Pagans
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June Solstice 2010 onlinepagans.com Pagans
Online Pagans M A G A Z I N June Solstice 2010 onlinepagans.com E Premiere Issue! Bast photo courtesy B. Gruagach Contents 4 7 8 10 11 12 15 16 19 20 24 25 26 28 30 Editor’s Note Pānchālī Solstice! June 21 2010 Sacrifice of the Heart Follow That Feeling In Your Tummy! The Brigid Brand Walking a Blended Path: A Brief Overview of Christo-Paganism Walking a Celtic Path With Two Broken Legs Pagan Bookshelf: Pagan Poetry Notes From A Paranormal Investigation: Case #1 Yearning of the Night I Will Stay With You Ritual, Pattern, Time & Perception The Wiccan Rede and the Law of Threefold Return Pagan Destinations: Temple of Sekhmet, Indian Springs NV USA June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 3 Editor’s Note by Ben Gruagach Ganesha photo by B. Gruagach W elcome to the premiere issue of Online Pagans Magazine! Our hardworking band of contributors has been conspiring for months to put together a quality publication for all types of Pagans from all around this magnificent world we share. As a gift to the Pagan community this issue is free. Everything was done on a volunteer basis because we wanted to give something back to our community. Online and electronic versions of the magazine will cost nothing and printed versions will be available for the cost of production and shipping using print-ondemand technology. In this issue you’ll find articles on: dd the Solstice covering both the northern and southern hemisphere dd parenting from a Pagan perspective dd a thought-provoking article about the problems with preconceptions and cultural blinders when following “traditional” Pagan paths dd a selection of touching poems written by a modern American Hindu dd observations of how the worship of Brigid has changed over the years dd a bit of history and theory about the Wiccan threefold return concept dd a straightforward explanation of a blended spiritual path that is becoming more popular: ChristoPaganism dd notes from a paranormal investigation conducted in North Dakota USA 4 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 dd book recommendations, photos, and more! We would love to showcase the work of even more Pagan authors, poets, photographers, musicians, and artists regardless of what media you employ. If you have something to contribute for a future issue please send an email to [email protected] All content is copyrighted by the authors or artists identified with each piece. Please support our contributors! Did You Know Online Pagans Magazine is available in a number of formats? Amazon Kindle’s .MOBI PDF (the best for the full graphic experience) EPUB (good for the Apple iPad, Sony Ebook Reader, and many more) as well as a full-color printed edition! To get your copies please visit our website www.onlinepagans.com June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 5 6 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 Image CC courtesy http://www.flickr.com/photos/riverap1/3731118876/ Pānchālī by Sunil P. Narayan Pulled into my husbands’ court by my uncombed hair Thrown onto the floor where hundreds of feet touch their thick, red silk The flowing carpet rises and falls like the mist of my garden I know you are immovable in your rage Shákuni Your ego knows no limits, it is like a snake stalking a mouse Quietly without remorse in its meager heart All eyes watch me cry in anguish as you pull my sari To end of this room it flows like the Gaṅgā Shining with its thin, gold-laden fabric And crippled by your greedy fingers Dignified beauty you tossed with your dice Human emotions you sacrificed with your heart Bring your eyes to mine to see one word: regret Ha! You are the nectar’s enemy: regret! If you took me then Kṛṣṇa will smite you right now! His chakra a knife for your spineless body All my fears that followed me at night with my friends Nibbling on their black pearls while I watched roses rise They are you…a shadow that rapes the moon I cannot give you my body for it belongs to Keśava! My life will one day be returned to his home To live as a cowherd while churning milk for his hungry lips The boyish smile and curly hair that barely touches his shoulders His eyes so wide yet shaped like the waning moon Little specks in the corner of both eyes are galaxies unknown to us So far away other people exist for whom Kṛṣṇa is their king If I am his then he is my king too Shákuni, you are the drunken ego, a corrupted seed for humanity! My body is a vase holding the virtues of Sūrya He touched my spirit to give me a bite of his own Disrobing me in front of my husbands and all the Āryas of their kingdom is a sacrilege! I cry to you to stop this great injustice! Can’t you see I have sunken into a sea of distress!? No, you are busy drowning my voice with your wicked laughter Brahmā gave you a boon that protects your life from any physical or divine harm Yet, has he no shame when seeing this monstrous deed? Ma! You are Sarvāsuravināśā, come to my rescue! Show your terrifying face to this savage Make him cower under your crippling stare, ma! Turn his limbs into brittle sticks so he will stop treating my honor like a toy June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 7 Solstice! June 21 2010 by Granny Theresa S olstice is upon us! A wonderful day - one of only two that come each year: the first in June and the second coming in the month of December. In June solstice in the northern hemisphere shows us the longest day of the year, and it shows us summer, sunshine and warmth. In the southern hemisphere it is the shortest day of the year and brings with it the promise of the sun coming back, the days starting to get longer and the promise of spring to come. There are many ways to celebrate a holiday and it is often easy in the northern hemisphere to forget that there are a lot of folks celebrating the same day but in a different way with the sun still as a focus. In the north we are celebrating the abundance of sun, and in the south we are encouraging it to come back. Let’s talk a little bit about some of the colors that are traditionally used with the holiday. Colors to celebrate the sun include golden yellows, bright scarlet reds, white, pink and even violet. As the longest day of the year the summer solstice is a bit more of a sexy holiday where we can wear fresh flowers in our hair and celebrate the brightness of the sun and the full life around us. For a winter solstice, with it being the shortest day of the year, 8 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 we want to use silver to honor the moon and warm golds to remind the sun to come back, and to honor the promise of longer days ahead. It is more of a holiday of looking for and soaking in some warmth from a fire and more layers in clothing, and decorations and the colors tend to lean more to the darker hues of the greens and reds. At the cold winter solstice there is more of a focus on bringing our mind and body into harmony, gaining peace and balance. Summer solstice instead is often focused toward going, being, and outside activities and of course the time of many marriages. Regardless of when you are getting married you can trace many of those wedding traditions back to old pagan ways, from tossing the garter to wearing rings to confirm the marriage. The flowers that are carried and then tossed are a phallic symbol - promising the girl that catches them that a man is coming and she is the next to find a mate. The garter is a circle representing a woman, and to the man that catches it a promise of a maiden that will come to him. Both the winter and the summer solstice include the old religion practice of hanging a branch or wreath over the doorway. In winter the evergreen is there to remind us that life is ever present, ever renewable and ever green. In the summer the branches used are instead for protection and Rowan branches are often the ones we choose. Herbs are also an important part of a solstice holiday! In the summer the herbs are abundant and we are gathering them and using them fresh; but hopefully we are also drying them for use throughout the year including at the winter solstice when we are making our soups and stews savory and reminding us of the warmth of summer. In the winter months we may be harvesting roots, but in the summer months we are able to harvest the buds, flowers, leaves and stems! The solstice holiday reminds us well of the wheel of life and how we go from the darkness of the winter solstice, all the way to the brightness and longest day of the summer solstice and then we are headed back again to the shortening of the days leading us back to the winter. At summer solstice we want to encourage time outside, dining outside, lounging on the porch, the patio, your yard or a local park - outside with family and friends is the key! Bike, walk, hike and swim, camp; just get outside into nature and into the sun. Go on a nature walk and learn to identify herbs, flowers, trees - you can even look for stones and shells near a water source. Winter solstice is more about time inside, near a fire, close to our friends and family. It’s all centered more around the home and being in the home. You can even play the crystal wish game. Everyone is given a wrapped crystal, some are beautiful and some are not so much to look at; each person unwraps theirs and sees what they have been given. Then someone rings a silver bell. When the bell rings you must make a wish, and then give your crystal away. If you give the crystal away with a happy heart your wish is said to come true; if not then the wish is probably not going to come back to you! It is funny to watch how even grown ups have been taught to hang on to what they have, and do not want to hand away a beautiful crystal or stone. We forget the truth that all of them are all perfect gifts from na- ture. The game can continue as long as you wish - and some families even leave a bell out for an entire gathering allowing anyone to ring the bell, and give you the opportunity to make a wish. Regardless of where you are on June 21st, embrace the solstice energy; embrace the wheel of life and make some time to just soak it in and enjoy! June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 9 Sacrifice of the Heart by Sunil P. Narayan A capsule of love is sitting in my heart It grows like the thick hairs on your mountainous chest I sit in a meditative state, chanting your name till Sūrya arises Calmness and warmth, the two things he taught me Saraṇyū runs away from him every night, frightened and secretive Sunlight rushes into the world as the Aśvinau storm through the sky in their chariots I close my eyes to prevent any pain from occurring But open to see nothing while your breath trickles down my neck Your scent of trees with pine needles containing clear sap The birds singing a song of romantic mating No! Don’t feed me your sap, my lord! Rub it onto my lips as if they were your sweat We slither into the corridor under a grassy hill All the way into another world of playful fairies Little moss-covered wooden homes surround a clear clairvoyant lake Lamps adorn the water, unmoving but showing me the whole earth I do not know what you want me to do tonight But I caught myself obeying your every command, a hornet in your catacomb Ensnare my seducing eyes to make me see just your body which crushes me into glass pieces Your voice screams like a wolf when mating When you are done I am gone: an existence leaving behind encapsulated love Your soul is not in your body so devour it! I am the reason for you to continue living in a demon-filled world Sūrya gave me love to give to you! Your tears become little drops of pearls for which the fairies hurriedly gather The door for this world is sealed shut as you dwell in a cage of timeless ecstasy background image CC courtesy http://www.flickr.com/photos/chromatic_aberration/3829629152/ 10 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 Follow That Feeling In Your Tummy! by Granny Theresa W e all know the idea of “follow your inner voice” or “well what does your tummy say” after all that is advice that is passed down again and again in families. BUT what about when that inner voice tells you that Uncle Bob is not someone that you should hug? Followed immediately with your mom saying “Don’t be shy! Go over there and hug your Uncle Bob.” When it comes to teaching youth to follow their inner voice, we often cut that message short or ignore it all together in an effort to be polite or nice. What message are we then teaching the little ones? Trust your inner voice unless it will make someone uncomfortable or unless it is impolite - is that really the message we want to be sending? After all in life often standing in our own truth is not always comfortable. As a child gets older there will be many times that peer pressure alone will encourage them to ignore their inner voice. Perhaps the child knows the rule of never getting in the car with a driver that is drinking, and maybe the inner voice is screaming NO! - but all the friends are saying come on don’t be rude, don’t make a scene; just come on! So when we want to teach a united message of living authentically and listening to our heart, or our tummy or ... do we really want it diluted with polite, nice and well behaved? What if instead you are headed to Aunt Lilly’s house and you have the talk on the way - it is ok, you do not have to go and hug her, just be polite and use your manners. But once you get in the door Aunt Lilly scoops up the child and takes her off to the kitchen to give her a present. It is complicated isn’t it; trying to think of all the different places in your life where you need to balance trust, love, lessons, manners, safety and so much more. Trying to set an example and do it right while leaving the space for another to walk their own path. thing that is over-reactive or can be ignored with a stronger will. So what kind of tips will assist you on your path, and as an example to youth and others? One is to be authentic with your feelings, honor them and explain that is your reason for a decision. An example could be - I am just not feeling comfortable about this camping trip over the 4th of July, so no I am not going to come. I do hope you have a good time though. Then follow through on honoring that voice and the choice that you have made. What we do know is that when it comes to children that are sexually abused approximately 30% of the perpetrators are relatives of the child and around 60% are “friends” of the family, babysitters, or neighbors. Only about 10% of the cases are from offenders that are strangers. (1) When it comes to children often it is best to talk to the other adults in their life and let them know what your parenting goal is and how they can HELP you to make sure that the child will have all the tools they need later in life to stay safe and honest with themselves. So we know for a fact, that in the case of child sexual abuse, the majority of threat comes from a person you know, and allow to spend time with your child. Once you get started you will see it is actually easier then it first seems and you will probably be pleasantly surprised at the support you do have available from the other adults in your life. Now that we have a very real threat in mind, do you look differently at the idea of listening to that inner voice? Your voice or the voice of your child - the actions and the words and even the body signals. References (1) Julia Whealin, PhD - National Center for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, US Department of Veterans Affairs. We often think that listening to our Yield sign photo CC courtesy http://www. inner voice is a valuable tool, and at flickr.com/photos/tillwe/38356334/ the same time we treat it like someJune 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 11 The Brigid Brand by Nuadu of Kildare Now after the spear had been given to him, Ruadan turned and wounded Goibniu. But he plucked out the spear and cast it at Ruadan, so that it went through him, and he died in the presence of his father in the assembly of the Fomorians. The Brig came and bewailed her son. She shrieked at first, she cried at last. So that then for the first time crying and shrieking were heard in Erin. Now it was that Brig who invented a whistle for signaling at night. - The Second Battle of Moytura. In the modern western world the majority of us live in consumer oriented societies where ‘new’ products are constantly appearing to enrich our lives and longstanding brands seem to change to suit ‘new’ markets. The thatched cottages and wind blasted landscape aside, as a youth I inhabited a world shaped by markets and the ‘latest’ products. During my youth I noticed three defining brand changes, or changes that at least meant something to my juvenile mind. Two of those changes were the names of chocolate bars. Marathon took on the cool American name Snickers; Opal fruits, the multi coloured super sugared toffee textured fruity greatness, became Starburst. The two products basically remained the same but regional marketing was swapped for a more uniform global brand model. The third thing that changed was something I considered far less important than chocolate; as I looked at spirituality for myself I noticed how something that to me had always been a boring bog standard Christian saint, all be it with some fun handicrafts associ- Alternatively since marketing and ated with her, become a cool Pagan consumer culture are modern things, are we projecting our modern lives goddess. onto the past in assuming that the When we as Neopagans look to le- Brig, a Pagan deity, is cognate with gitimize our beliefs we tends to look the Christian intercessor, Saint Britowards history, to a time before our git? In that case we as Neopagans in own. Maybe without considering it modern consumer cultures would be we hold a belief that older is more sa- rebranding the Saint using an undercred - it is certainly a trait of ‘Celtic’ standing gained from life in our era. religion in Ireland. Here the vast majority of the traditionally sacred sites The Brigit’s Cross is one sedate veror fairy forts are usually antique me- sion of many Piseogs in Irish culture, dieval farms. But in many ways times certainly it has a non-Christian elebefore our own may not be devoid of ment to it but far less then a Piseog many of the things we associate with bag filled with carefully chosen feathour modern era. An example may be ers, animal parts and stones that marketing where the pagan goddess may be hung from a tree by someone and Saint Brigit are concerned, we wanting to curse you. It may just be may find that the Christian church as common an expression of Irish of the early medieval employed very culture as preventing bad luck by saymodern methods to win over our ing ‘god bless the work,’ no more Pagan than a hurling match or visiting people towards a new religion. a friend to play cards at night. When we look at the Saint and the famous Piseog - Saint Brigit’s Cross If that is the case rather than Chris- as a form of non christian secular tians rebranding a Pagan loosely it or pagan belief that survived at- would be we who are rebranding a tached to Christianity, it may be the Christian saint as loosely Pagan and case that the church took the Pagan we who preserve Christian traditions goddess and very loosely rebranded in our NeoPaganism. her as a Christian to help convert people. Marketing under the circum- A great portion of being Neopagan stances may not be the modern thing is educating ourselves so when we we imagine it to be. Marathon bars are faced with many choices we can were mundane and local but when make informed decisions. The issue they were renamed Snickers they of whether a saint is Pagan or not is became cool to a younger audience one of those times when we all have while keeping them to the same ba- to choose for ourselves. Without sic recipe kept the loyalty built up placing a value judgment on either among older consumers. Maybe the view I think its interesting that a PaBrig became Saint Brigit in the same gan goddess, whether in the past or way. A Christian rebranding of a de- the modern world, became a popular ity that kept some old traits so she brand name. would still be familiar enough to attract Pagans. 12 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 St Brigid shrine photo CC courtesy http://www.flickr.com/photos/irishfireside/196492935/ June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 13 St. Brigid’s Well petitions CC courtesy http://www.flickr.com/photos/markwaters/3243989698/ 14 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 Walking a Blended Path: A Brief Overview of Christo-Paganism by VJ Raven W Spell casting is a common practice among many on a Christo-Pagan path… Some spells that are used are specifically designed for those on a Christo Pagan path and others have been adapted from Wicca or Witchcraft to make the spell specific to the Christian Holy Trinity or even one of the Christian Saints, who are classed as “messengers” between the mortal and their God. Spells used by a Christo-Pagan encompass a wide variety of uses, from healing to finding something lost…. From finding a The use of an altar is a common new home to creating Holy Water…. theme. Generally a Christo-Pagan From ending negativity/binding has some representation(s) of Chris- spells to fertility and welcoming a tianity on their altar—a cross for ex- new child. ample—and some representation of the four elements of earth, air, fire It is a common misconception that and water. The tools of a Christo- Christo-Pagans use only light magick Pagan are similar to those on a Wic- and wish no one else any harm. In can or Witchcraft path. An incense some cases, yes, that is true. Howburner/censure, bottles of Holy Wa- ever, there are some Christo-Pagans ter, anointing oils, candles (both al- who believe in balancing light and tar and candles specific to the ritual darkness, and yet others who walk being performed) and salt are quite only in shadows. It depends on the common items on a Christo-Pagan’s person’s beliefs and how they view altar. Other items may include items the world around them. that are personal to the Christo-Pagan to personalize and enhance their rituals/magick. Some have images of the Virgin Mary, others use a pentacle, some have pentagrams represented on theirs and others have images of their patron Saint(s). e who walk a blended Christian Wicca is different from path combine two or Christian Witchcraft. Christian Wicmore aspects of religious ca follows the tenets of the Wicca beliefs into one. Sometimes the two path while following the Ten Comare very different and unusual paths. mandments in the Christian Bible and praying to the Christian Holy Christo-Paganism is defined as blend- Trinity. Christian Witchcraft does ing Christianity with some form not generally follow the tenets of the of Paganism, which encompasses a Wicca path but some elements are wide range of blended paths. Under the same — the use of spells, prayers the umbrella of Christo-Paganism and the energy surrounding all of us are paths such as Christian Wicca, and that flows throughout the uniChristian Mysticism and Christian verse. Witchcraft for example, and under each of those paths are various subpaths, encompassing different beliefs and different rituals. The Christian Holy Trinity is represented in some form or another. God (The Father), Jesus (The Son) and the Holy Spirit (Holy Ghost) are represented. Some see this trinity as completely male while others see The Father and Son as the Male aspects and the Holy Spirit as the Female aspect of the triple God, the Mother of the Son. The symbol to represent Christo-Paganism can either be a cross, a pentagram or a cross-pentagram, which is a Latin cross with the image of a pentagram either etched or mounted on the front of it. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 15 Walking a Celtic Path With Two Broken Legs by Nuadu of Kildare T here are two crippling points for the average person walking a Celtic Pagan path in my opinion: preconceptions and mistaken assumptions. They make it as difficult to walk a Celtic path as two broken legs make walking up the street. For example the average person interested in forms of Traditional Irish Religion really doesn’t know much about them. He does not understand how groups are structured or how it’s propagated. That’s OK - any kind of Native Paganism is an obscure subject. We only hit the stumbling block when we don’t recognize that lack of knowledge. In most cases in my country, by dint of living in Ireland, we are convinced that we do know quite a bit about the subject. Given that Traditional Irish Religion is a minority religion within Celtic Paganism, itself a minority religion in Ireland, never mind the scarcity of Traditional Irish Religion outside Ireland, most of the knowledge we acquire is almost never through personal exposure to actual native forms of paganism. On top of books, films and other similar sources, we primarily base our knowledge about Traditional Irish Religion on what we already know from more popular forms of Celtic Paganism. From Celtic Wic- problem is the mistaken assumptions people have. A while back on an internet poetry forum the subject of duotheism within Celtic Paganism came up. Specifically, someone wanted to know the names of ‘the god and goddess’ in the Irish Culture. When an elderly person, a man whose family may have practiced a form of Celtic Paganism in Ireland long before Gardner made his efforts public, responded by saying the concept of a God and Goddess didn’t exist in his tradition - the forum became a battle field. There was outrage, he was called so many big words by way of insults there must have been a sale on insult-word-a-day toilet paper or something. The main gist of the complaints seemed to me to be that he was being insensitive in the format of his reply and he was behind the times. What’s comment worthy in my opinion is not one of the critics had even a fraction of his experience and none of them bothered to ask why he didn’t believe in duotheism. ca, Celtic Shamanism, Druidry etc. We assume that people practicing Traditional Irish Religions are organized into similar groups too and are taught about it in the same way as in those popular forms of Celtic Paganism. We might be very disappointed when we see groups of people at sacred sites seemingly walking around instead of performing group rituals. We might suspect Traditional Irish Religions aren’t religions at all because no one is loudly invoking a deity. We are used to things from more popular forms of Celtic Paganism and can assume they are universal in Celtic Paganism. When Traditional Irish Religions do not meet our preconceived expectations rather than considering the possibility that those expectations might be misplaced or Those people were incensed by a in error, we can become frustrated. simple response in text on an internet forum because of the mistaken In my experience approaching any assumption that Traditional Irish neopagan path with preconceptions Religions have to meet the same is one of the greatest hobbling posts standard formula as popular forms to neopagans today. Nearly as big a of Celtic Paganism. That it had to 16 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 be sensitive to individual tastes and needs and had to be democratic and fair. Whether or not I agree that duotheism is absent from Traditional Irish Religions, it is based on a cultural tradition, and because of that, and maybe to its detriment in a modernist society it’s not something that can be altered to suit the situation. It’s validated not by its mass appeal but by its relationship to our culture. It’s not for everyone, it’s not even for everyone in Ireland. It wont suit everyone’s tastes but instead of using the opportunity to ask why someone of such vast experience held a personal belief they hammered away at the hobbling post with their mistaken assumption. No one enjoys being told that they don’t know what they’re talking about. Even if we suspect it’s true, we resent having it pushed in our face. It’s even worse when we have devoted ourselves to reading and talking with other people about the subject at hand. We hate thinking that all that effort has gone to waste. If you have the inclination this anonymous typer has a piece of advice. When you’re tempted to be angry at your preconceived notions or mistaken assumptions being held up to you, think less about the irritation of having your ideas attacked and more about the opportunity to expose yourself to new and wider experiences. It isn’t always pleasant. It might even be something you don’t want to hear but in my experience it’s easier to walk a Celtic Pagan path without the hindrance of two broken legs. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 17 18 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 Pagan Bookshelf: Pagan Poetry by Ben Gruagach P oetry has been part of Pagan spirituality since the beginning of religion, the beginning of poetry, and likely the beginning of spoken language. There is something truly holy about words that are offered in honour of the Divine. Many spell-workers have also found that words have extra effect when selected to produce rhythms and rhymes. Poetry was an important way of passing on knowledge in the times before written language. In Celtic culture Druids spent years memorizing long poems as part of their basic training. We see this even today -- William Dalrymple’s book “Nine Lives” documents examples such as illiterate healers near Pabusar in northern India who recite the fourthousand-line Epic of Pabuji from memory. Even when poetry becomes formalized through writing it can become the core way of transmitting myth and religion. Greek religion for instance was passed on through the generations through the written poetic works of literate scholars such as Homer, Sappho, and Euripides. The oldest known written poetry is likely the work of Enheduanna, who lived around 2300 to 2225 BCE. Betty De Shong Meador’s book “Inanna, Lady of Largest Heart” is probably the best book out currently on the topic of Enheduanna and her poetry. Look for Diane Wolkstein & Samuel Noah Kramer’s “Inanna: Queen of Heaven and Earth” for another good example of ancient poems and hymns from Sumer. Another really old surviving Divine poem is the Epic of Gilgamesh written around 700 BCE. In more modern times practicing occultists such as William Bulter Yeats and Aleister Crowley expressed their spiritual ideas through poetry. Yeats’ work is examined in relation to his occult practice in “W. B. Yeats - 20th Century Magus” by Susan Johnston Graf. You can also read more about Yeats’ life and work at sites such as http://www.online-literature.com/ yeats/ Crowley’s work is similarly examined in Charles Richard Cammell’s “Aleister Crowley: The Man, The Mage, The Poet” and on websites such as http://www.poemhunter.com/aleister-crowley/ Poetry has had an important role in the history of modern Paganism in the English speaking world. In 1948 the poet Robert Graves published his inspired book “The White Goddess” and it hit the occult and alternative spirituality community like a bombshell. That one book encouraged countless seekers to turn to their roots and embrace ancient Pagan deities in a way that few other books have. Graves has admitted that while the book was written in the style of a scholarly text it was actually a poetic whole that sprang from his heart and soul over a three week period in January 1944. While the history it contains is more speculative than scholarly it still serves as an amazing poetic Pagan bible. Since then all sorts of overtly Pagan poetry has been published. Among my favourite collections are “Life Prayers” and “Earth Prayers” edited by Elizabeth Roberts & Elias Amidon, “Earth Poems” edited by Ivo Mosley, “The Pagan’s Muse” edited by Jane Raeburn, and the recently published “Datura” edited by Ruby Sara. Some books present primarily the work of a single poet. I really like “Charge of the Goddess” by Doreen Valiente, “Thorns of the Blood Rose” by Victor Anderson and Gwydion Pendderwen, “Dewdrops in the Moonlight” by Shanddaramon, and for a more Crowleyite feel try “Qutub” by Andrew Chumbley. If you are interested in trying your hand at writing Pagan or magickal poetry you can’t go wrong with the helpful guidebook “Composing Magic” by Elizabeth Barrette. And if you want to go the extra step and pursue becoming a holy poet or bard, look for “The Bardic Handbook” by Kevan Manwaring. They will really inspire you. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 19 Notes From A Paranormal Investigation: Case #1 by Fyrsweord I belong to a group called Dakota Paranormal Investigators http://dakotaparanormal.com/ The following is what I experienced on my first case with them. Case #1 Investigation 1 tested the electromagnetic fields with the EMF and KII meters, making note of any unusual fluctuations. Small town ND I was most drawn to this old mirror in the garage. It reminded me of some12 July 2008 thing one would see on a washstand with a basin. The mirrored glass was We were called in to conduct an old, cracked and dis-colored in arinvestigation at a small town local eas. The woodwork though was still business. Employees had been lovely with dovetails, and no nails. complaining of being afraid in the There was a noticeable energy about basement, feeling like they were be- it, and I found myself thinking that ing watched and occasionally feeling if I were to touch it would my hand as if they were touched. go through that glass. For some reason I felt like it would. The building that this business was in had been built a bit over 100 years We never really caught anything ago and abutted an opera house that substantial that first investigation. burned in the early 20th century. There were surely some unusual ocLocal legend has it that this was once currences but they were all more of a a mortuary. This was fueled by the personal nature. fact that there is a lift type mechanism in the basement that would Though two of us could swear we allow items to be brought up to the heard ragtime music on a gramofirst floor. phone in the kitchen. It was not caught on any of our recording tools. We focused on three areas that night; the basement, kitchen area and garage. On our initial walk-through we 20 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 The investigation site - from historical files. What happened to me after this first investigation is what threw me, and lead to the second investigation. However, I will say, I knew leaving that it had never been a mortuary. POST INVESTIGATION One of the first things an investigator does is crash and burn as soon as they can. It can be rather hard to do so right away if one is all pumped with what occurred during the investigation or itching to go thru their evidence. What follows are the raw notes I took on what happened to me after. 13 July 2008 Slept from 4-9 am. Dreamed of a WWI doughboy. Not enough to recognize a person but flashes of uniform, military life, a weapon dis- charging, screaming, smoke fear and writing letters. Noon – 3:00 pm. The dream happened again. Same soldier. Strongly feel he is American. Ragtime music. Emailed Marie* to find out if there is any tie to this small town and WWI. 16 July 2008 @ 6:39 am ing though I cannot hear what is being said. Somewhat surreal as I feel like I am part of the action but am not. Chest feels heavy and I feel like I am moving in slow motion or trying to walk thru a river of black tar. Sometimes I am ‘in’ the soldier then standing outside. Wake up and I feel like I lost something. 20 July 2008 Still dreaming of him – definitely The dream came again. Vague im- feel he was in the war. Still snippets pressions. Definitely WWI, prob- of information though. Combat ably the Western Front. He’s Ameri- had to cause his death. Though he can; the glimpses of the weapons and will not show me. Why can’t I see his uniform are consistent with WWI face? Seems wrong to just give me and the USA. He is early to mid bits and pieces. Makes me feel like I 20’s. Hair color is light. Perhaps a am crazy. sandy blonde. At least medium height, decent build, though a bit on 27 July 2008 the leaner side. Dreamed about him again. Same The view is like ‘live’ shots like in an snippets of information. He is statold, scratchy black and white movie ing to feel like an old friend. with no sound. There is some action – in brief spurts. Feel percussion. 01 August 2008 Smell and see haze of smoke. Chow time. Bunking down.. A dirty hand Still the dreams. Did I tap into somewriting a letter though I cannot read thing or did he find me? I know I it. Gentlemen hanging around talk- am right about the time period and his death due to combat. The investigation site as it is today. screams. His hands are bloodied and someone is calling his name C? or C? He died but not right away. Not during the time I dreamed. Maybe from his wounds later? I hurt all over like I have been ripped apart and I want to puke. 8:20 pm Marie found something that listed WWI casualties for the state. There is a list and pictures. Too afraid to look. 13 July 2008 I looked at the list and there is one C name that matches what I heard in my dream. I am not ready to look at the pictures. 15 August 2008 He was back again up to the wounding. I looked at the pictures and it is him. CJH. We need to go back. Note: CJ was born in Blufton, MN 14 March 1892. He was a grain buyer up until he enlisted in the Army July of 1917. He served in Battery A, Field Artillery i.e. the Rainbow Division. Offensive Engagements he fought were: Auisne-Marne, St. Mihiel, and Muese-Argonne. DefenOn a side note: the sive engagements were: Champagnesite was never a mortu- Marne, defensive sectors of Lunevary. It has been a lum- ille, Baccarat, Lorraine, Esperance, ber yard, hardware/ Souain, and Champagne. Death was feed/grocery store but due to wounds received in battle and never a mortuary. occurred approximately 26 October 1918. He was 26 when he passed. 12 August 2008 @ That same year his mother lost her 3:15 am husband, and one of his elder sisters to the influenza. He died. Snippets again followed by chaos, and the stench of combat, and pain, and June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 21 In addition, four people saw, what appeared to be a face trying to form in the kitchen. It was at the same time and I do not feel it was a figment of our collective imaginations. CJ - the man from the dreams. Case #1 Investigation #2 15 August 2008 We went back armed with a name to see what would happen. Things happened. Increased activity included the sounds of boxes falling when none had, unexplained cold spots, electromagnetic jumps on the KII, a shirt tail being lifted and the sensations of being touched. Three EVPS were caught. Multiple people saw a dense shadow the shape of a person walking when there were no car lights etcetera to explain that. When this happened I could not move. First I felt choking sorrow. I wanted to go to my knees and just cry. Then there was a pressure around my waist, as if someone had slung an arm around me, and I then found myself leaning against the sink counter. The entire area looked hazy to me and I flashed in and out. Then I felt happiness. It was not coming from me. I think he is happy someone finally sees him. We did catch one quite intriguing evp at the end. We were packing up our equipment when a member of the team felt something definitely tug at his shirt. He, unfortunately, cursed. What followed was another member making ribald remarks that were equally politically incorrect. When listening to the playback there was the sound of someone whistling a catchy ragtime tune. 22 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 Thoughts and Afterwards 16 August 2008 @ 8:33 pm The dream started as it always does. I am not going to reiterate or describe those images again. This one went beyond his ‘wounding’. I felt CJ slip away – which tells me he did not die immediately after his wounding but probably, lingered. In this dream I felt him leaving his body. Tendrils of him disconnecting and floating upwards staring down. It sounds like a rehash of every near death experience related but in the dream it felt real, and right. And wrenching. The struggle at first to hang on and then just a gentle easing as one reaches the realization that this was it. There is no more CJ in the physical sense. Stillness. Then the dream skipped even further forward to the kitchen of this business. I was not there but he was watching the others. He tried to make them see him but they cannot. He reaches out to touch them and he is not sure if they can feel him. He won’t go to the basement as he does not like it there. He avoided us the first time but when I asked, “Were you in the military?” he became interested. He wants Ned* to call me up from the basement. He knows he can reach me. He tries to show us his face so we will know him. But he cannot seem to make it work and feels badly that he has upset me. So he slowly withdraws back to just watching and hovering. The problem with dreams is the fact that they are dreams. They cannot be proven as viable contact. A per- son can say, “I dreamed the towers What is it about a pizza place that would come down” and be lying would hold this energy there? The through their teeth after the fact. town itself is quite a rich history and perhaps the land itself holds energy Dreams are also very subjective. Was that brings things forward. I believe I ‘seeing and feeling” what I wanted the past does not merely imprint to in that building? Was it pulling itself on the human psyche but on from my sub-conscious desire to com- what surrounds us as well. municate with a perceived anomaly? Or did I really touch another being He was a grain buyer before the war that others cannot see? with family living in that area. This building was a hardware and grain If one follows the theory that dreams store during that time. There is a are subjective, and manifestations of possible tie. sub-conscious wishes, or needs, then how do I reconcile this with the fact The mirror. That mirror is what I started dreaming about a WWI sol- started it, and I keep thinking he dier out of the blue? I can honestly looked into it once or twice or more say that, though I often ‘dream’ of before he left the states. The first soldiers and war, WWI has never fea- dream started with a hazy face in that tured in any of them. mirror. How do I factor in the repetitive nature of these ‘dreams’? How I felt like I had been active and not actually sleeping? A dream that shows the wounding and the knowledge that this lead to his death? If these dreams are a product of imagination how could I flesh him out as a person with a face towards the end and THEN find a face that matches? The face of a young man who died almost fifty years prior to my birth. I have never seen this picture before. Or were the images in my dreams more general then I thought and I filled in the lines? Maybe there is some kind of portal. I know that what I experienced was real. I know that what I dreamed really happened. I know that CJ visits me sometimes. It does not matter to me what others think. This was real. But why would I hear that specific name in my dreams? However, if one discards the series of dreams, then one would have to discard the identification. Which would then beg the question, “Why did this name provoke activity on 15 August?” The mirror. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 23 Yearning of the Night by Sunil P. Narayan I am the Mistress of the everlasting Night! You, Sūrya, shall bow down to my black feet! If your eyes wander to side of this grassy pathway… If your lips kiss anything other than my smoke-covered skin… Know my heart will not tolerate such laziness! A noose to pull your light into the copper jar It makes me wonder if those poor souls are worthy of your touch You whore! To follow someone other than my great beauty is a sin! Is my body not slim enough for your liking? Adorned with the finest gemstones of our Father’s heavenly paradise Picked by fortunate servants who worship my voice and reason They pray for a kiss from my lips yet you pray for release from the clutches of my shadow If the sunlight is burned like the skin of a baby’s flesh from being touched by a candle It is no reason to whine like a child Whimpers and little tears are reserved for the rain But your sunlight…such a glorious entity you are! I followed you after the birth of this universe Our Mother created us for her amusement An inner joy filled her mind to cause a smile From that came her immortal children, beings of raw light We were too hot to touch, so you became the sun and I became the empty hole in your nightmares My enemy from birth, the one who tried to squash me like a cockroach! I pulled you by the arms into my embrace The wind felt it and whispered to us to merge into one creature Sūrya, you sit down, waiting for me to show you what true godhood is The immeasurable weight of my lust holds you to the purple sea of stars I don’t moan but listen to your own…the sound is the bells of our mother’s temple It is sweet yet meager if compared to my hunger when dawn joins me Do not feel inferior my love, even the thunder of the sky is small to my ears Can you see why I must subjugate your tangible body? Fire cannot be touched unless someone wants to become a monster But I can feel it in my hands and yearn for your enticing kisses You run away if I look at you for a second Maybe I engulfed your enormous body too fast The next universe already has a sun, don’t make matters worse! If you leave then my heart break into pieces and fall to Bhūmī-Devī’s mountains Image CC courtesy http://www.flickr.com/photos/vegas/431672848/ 24 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 I Will Stay With You by Sunil P. Narayan A window cold and made of ice Blue as if the ocean froze for me Air so thin and reluctant to let me take it in Down into my lungs which have lost all their moisture I can see world of smoking fish, eyes so black Little black pearls of the Polynesian Islands pushed into their sockets You are no where to be found mother! I wait in this little home made of unbreakable ice cubes Sounds of the ocean’s breathing and heartbeat The table being hit by my iron fingers Ouch! Hear the vibration pass between my fingers Gone is the blue flesh you created me from... Everyone fell asleep to leave me to watch A world no more in existence yet lingers on Passing each planet now evolved into tiny stars I call them your diamonds, mother Mother cut stones out of the black silk worn by father I waited for life to rush into my body A soul without form, just pure imperceptible light I couldn’t watch myself endure the pain she caused me If a new body of existence is created, let her be a woman! To contain all animals and plants within the womb A garden nourished by the spring flowing from her breasts She gives two rivers for anything that breathes My mother I once knew with a fear of her gentle yet tough exterior Now, she is dead, waiting inside God’s heart for me to call her I gave myself to the man with penetrable skin and eye sockets without light An act of love to bring myself to mom, only to find myself stuck in limbo Image CC courtesy http://www.flickr.com/photos/aussiegall/759309122/ June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 25 Ritual, Pattern, Time & Perception by Ben Gruagach W iccans often describe the sequence of annual celebrations or sabbats as the Wheel of the Year. This imagery is very apt. It illustrates the cyclical nature of reality: what we celebrate now will come around again in due time. It also helps us see the sabbats as part of a greater whole. Each sabbat is a spoke on the great Wheel. As the Wheel turns, the seasons turn, and as the seasons come and go our lives progress through a repeating sequence of celebrations, times of work and times of rest. We humans have a tendency to spiral our attention down to focus on the small details of our lives. There is great beauty in the smallest detail just as there is magnificence in the larger patterns. Unfortunately, focusing on the small details often results in losing sight of the larger pattern. We sometimes gain a skewed sense of proportion and importance from paying too much attention to the small details at the expense of keeping the larger picture in mind. Balance is important. Celebrating fire at Midsummer. Photo by B. Gruagach. When you perform a ritual do you worry and fuss over every little detail? Do you feel your ritual is a failure if you stumble over a word or gesture or cue? Do you worry that your ritual tools are not quite perfect? Do you obsess over having just the right people in the right places at the right times for your rituals? Relax! Rituals are a dance: even if a specific step is missed, the overall feeling and 26 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 pattern is more important. Rituals are a work of art: even if a particular brushstroke in one spot isn’t quite right, the overall balance of colour, form, expression, and subject matter is more important. Rituals are a song: we might miss a note, but what is in our hearts and how much effort we put into the song, and whether we enjoy ourselves in the process, is much more important. like the ventilation system in the building where you are now? Do you hear traffic, people, birds or animals nearby? Can you hear the wind? Do your clothes make sounds as you shift and move? As you focus your attention it’s common for awareness of time to shift as well. Time can appear to stretch out or to compact itself so that an hour can seem like just a few minTry and see your rituals as a whole. utes. During ritual it often happens What is the overall pattern of the rit- that time just slips by unnoticed. Yet ual? Does it express the intent, the if we focus on the small details, woremotion, the central idea you have in rying and obsessing about whether your heart? How does the ritual fit we did a gesture just right, time can in to a larger pattern of days, weeks, crawl. months, years, and even generations? Does the ritual help you feel more in One way to balance out our perceptions to go into a ritual with a healthy tune with the Divine? outlook is to ground first. GroundIn “The Charge of the Goddess” ing puts us in contact with our founthe Great Lady tells us: “All acts of dation, Mother Earth. It gives us a love and pleasure are My rituals.” moment to calm down, smooth out She doesn’t say that rituals must be our perhaps conflicting emotions, precise in order to please Her. She and find a still peace from which doesn’t say that mistakes in wording, to flow into the dance that is ritual. gesture, or sequence will disappoint You can’t ground too much before a Her. Her words leave it all very open ritual (unless it puts you to sleep!) but for us to decide how we will express it is possible to not ground enough those acts of love and pleasure. She before a ritual. When we go into a might actually like our mistakes in ritual without sufficient grounding ritual if we laugh at ourselves when we increase the risk of getting sidethey happen. tracked by the details. Perception is an amazing thing. We are blessed with an amazing flexibility in our senses and ability to process information. When we focus our attention we can become oblivious to the things that rage around us. For instance, when you are watching a good movie how often do you fail to notice the people who might be sitting around you, the traffic outside, what the weather is like, how your clothes feel on your body? When you get wrapped up in a good book isn’t it amazing how time can just fly by? We can stretch our senses the other way too and notice things that we often overlook if we just turn our awareness in the right direction. Can you hear things around you, product. They are both, process and product, part of the whole. During my coven’s recent Midsummer celebrations, as the sultry night embraced us at the end of the day we decided to dance on the lawn in honor of the faeries while holding sparklers and glow sticks. I brought my digital camera along and snapped some amazing photos using the lowlight mode. While we were caught up in dancing around with our sparklers, waving them around in patterns both random and purposeful, the camera was able to capture some of the magick in slices of time that are not visible to the human eye. And as if to illustrate the time-awareness effect even more, we had to wait each time a picture was taken before we could see what it looked like on the camera’s little screen. When making a purposeful design with a sparkler we had to just trust in the process and let the details take care of themselves. And the results were amazing. Spiritual ritual is the same. We might not have the ability, right now, to see the larger picture. All we might have visible to us at the moment are the small details that drive us crazy because they seem so nit-picky. If we can trust in ourselves, in the Divine, Slowing down, breathing deeply in and in the process of the ritual then a slow measured pace, and touching we might find that the larger pattern inner stillness if only for a moment does come together. is probably the most basic way to ground. Feel the Earth beneath you And that is when real magick touchand know in your heart that She is es our lives. there to hold you up. When you feel *** This article was originally published at ease you are ready to proceed. in Circle Magazine issue 94, Summer Grounded perceptions help us to 2005. *** grasp the larger significance of our rituals. We can throw ourselves wholeheartedly into the performance of the ritual, mistakes and all, and see the end result of the ritual as just a closing bar in the song rather than mistaking results for the whole thing. Artists often describe their art as a process as much as a finished product. The creation of the product is as important as the final June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 27 The Wiccan Rede and the Law of Threefold Return by Ben Gruagach S ome modern Wiccans have decided to not include the Wiccan Rede and the Law of Threefold Return in their philosophy. Some even argue that statements like the Threefold Law aren’t Wiccan at all1. The usual arguments are that the Wiccan Rede, “An’ it harm none, do what you will” is too simplistic and is impossible to follow, and the Law of Threefold Return is a Christian concept that is punishing in essence. is no punishment implied for a Wic- decisions about how we will live and can who fails to live up to the advice. act. Both of these arguments are based on rather shallow interpretations and aren’t supported by historical documentation about Wicca, at least as Gerald Gardner promoted it. Modern Wiccans are free to abandon or adopt philosophies into their practice as they see fit, but should take responsibility for these choices rather than trying to justify them based on weak arguments. That means that when we act in a mundane or magickal way we have to think about what it is we’re doing and how it affects the web of everything that is touched by our actions. Everything is connected so what we do affects all sorts of things. Acting mindlessly is irresponsible by the standard of the Rede as acting mindlessly means we haven’t considered the harm that could be involved. The word “rede” means “advice” it’s not a commandment like the Christian ten commandments are supposed to be absolute. It’s a guideline, a suggestion, about how a Wiccan can try and live their life. There Just being alive means we’re doing harm to something, as many critics of the Rede have noted. Microbes die as we breathe, and as our bodies’ white blood cells attack other microscopic life forms that are invading our bodies. Insects die when we walk around. Plants and animals die so we might eat. It’s all about trying to be conscious of the impact we have on everything else, and making 1. Phyllis Curott in an excerpt from chapter seven of her book “Witch Crafting,” on the web at http://www.randomhouse. com/features/witchcrafting/witchcraft. html The essential lesson of the Rede is all about being responsible for your own actions or lack of actions. Yes, choosing to not act is an action too! It means that we should take responsibility for what we do in our lives as much as possible, and accept responsibility for the consequences of what we do or through inaction fail to do. 28 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 The Threefold Law (or idea that “for every action there is a reaction”) is not the same thing as the Wiccan Rede, but the two ideas are closely intertwined. The Threefold Law is a variation of the scientific law “for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction,” or the ecological understanding that everything is connected. When we act the impact of our actions will come back to us somehow. We can’t do things maliciously towards others (like magickal cursing) and expect to not suffer some fallout from our actions. While it’s not necessarily possible to quantify what is sent out comes back three times or more, the ecological understanding that all is connected ensures the results do most definitely come back to affect the originator in some form. Both the Wiccan Rede and the Threefold Law are attributed in some form back to Gardner. As the founder and initial popularizer of what we know today as Wicca, to say that the Wiccan Rede or Threefold Law is not Wiccan is to betray a lack of historical knowledge. Waterfall at the Minnesota Landscape Arboretum, MN USA. Photo by B. Gruagach Gerald Gardner mentions the idea of the Wiccan Rede (“harm none” and “do what you will”) in his book “Witchcraft Today.” Doreen Valiente, one of Gardner’s early High Priestesses, discusses the origins and development of the Rede at some length in the chapter “Witch Ethics” of her book “Witchcraft for Tomorrow.” Janet and Stewart Farrar also discuss the Rede at some length in their chapter on ethics in “A Witches Bible.” Raymond Buckland, who was initiated by Gardner’s High Priestess Monique Wilson (“Lady Olwen”) also insists that the Wiccan Rede is a central point of Gardnerian philosophy in his “The Witch Book: The Encyclopedia of Witchcraft, Wicca, and Neo-paganism.” it is explained to the initiate that everything returns threefold, and as a symbol of this, the initiate scourges their initiator three times the number of strokes administered in the first degree initiation. The one who administered the first degree scourging therefore receives it back threefold. The Threefold Law isn’t a Christian philosophy, but more likely borrowed from Hinduism where it is usually known as the Law of Karma. Despite the claim that it is a punishment and therefore a philosophy of The Threefold Law is also identi- deterrence, it is described more in fied as a Gardnerian teaching by terms of ecological unity – everyRaymond Buckland in “The Witch thing is connected, so what is sent Book.” There is clear evidence of out will undoubtedly come back in this in the second degree initiation some form. This is not a philosophy ceremony from the core Gardnerian of punishment but one of unity. If Book of Shadows. In this ceremony, one sends out peace and love, the ex- pectation is that peace and love will come back in some form. The Wiccan Rede and Threefold Law can be a sophisticated basis for a religious philosophy for those who examine it in some depth. It is not necessarily a philosophy for everyone. One of the greatest strengths of the modern pagan community is that there is room for lots of variety and difference. While the Wiccan Rede and Threefold Law do not have to be part of all Wiccans’ philosophy, they are very much part of historical Wicca despite claims to the contrary. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 29 Pagan Destinations: Temple of Sekhmet, Indian Springs NV USA by Ben Gruagach The Temple of Sekhmet is a Goddess-worship site dedicated by Genevieve Vaughan in 1993. It is located just outside Indian Springs Nevada, about fifty minutes by car north west of Las Vegas. Set in a breathtaking desert landscape one truly feels humbled and in the presence of the Divine. These photos were taken during a vacation in 2005. You can see more photos, and learn more about the temple and events held there, by visiting http://www.sekhmettemple.com/ 30 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 The stunning landscape where the Temple is located outside Indian Springs, Nevada USA. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 31 The Temple of Sekhmet as you approach from the parking area. 32 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 A few of the shrines set aside for specific goddesses within the temple. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 33 The impressive Earth Mother within the temple. 34 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 The temple’s central fire pit, with the Earth Mother in the background. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 35 Sekhmet, the lion-headed tutelary Goddess of the temple. 36 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 The Peace Pole erected on the Temple grounds. (Note the clumps of vegetation growing in the branches of the tree -- that’s mistletoe!) June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 37 38 Online Pagans Magazine June 2010 The roof of the Temple of Sekhmet is open to the sky. June 2010 Online Pagans Magazine 39 Morris dancers at the Minnesota Renaissance Festival. Photo by B. Gruagach.