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the Newslet ter Ecole d’Humanité June | Juni 2013 Hasliberg Goldern, Switzerland the 2 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 3 «Thank you…» …Dies waren die letzten Worte Natalies kurz vor ihrem endgültigen Abschied aus dieser, unserer Welt. Seit Tagen schon schien es uns, als könnten wir sie nicht mehr erreichen. Piet hatte ihr einige Wassertropfen auf die ausgetrocknete Zunge gesprüht. Plötzlich überraschte sie uns mit diesen zwei kostbaren Worten. Es war klar, an wen dieser Dank gerichtet war, natürlich an ihren Sohn. Merkwürdigerweise waren wir fünf Familienmitglieder aber bald überzeugt, mehr gehört zu haben als den Dank für einige köstliche Tropfen. Natalie, so schien uns, sprach von unserer Schule, diesem Ort, der für sie, wie vielleicht kein anderer, das ermöglicht hatte, was Paul Geheeb immer und immer wieder als Zentrum seiner Erziehungsphilosophie sah: "Werde, der du bist", der Gedanke des Griechen Pindar. Und dies könnte die Botschaft sein, die Natalie uns aus ihrer Welt, die schon nicht mehr völlig unsere Welt war, hinterlassen hat: Unsere Schule ist ein Ort, an dem es immer wieder Kindern, aber auch Mitarbeitenden, leichter gemacht wird, das zu werden, das zu sein, was in ihren Wesen angelegt ist. ARMIN LÜTHI N.B. Selbstverständlich hätte Natalie diesen kurzen Text etwas zurechtgebogen, zum Beispiel so: "Werde, die du bist!" …These were the last words Natalie spoke, shortly before her final departure from this world of ours. For some days it had seemed to us that we could no longer reach her. Piet had sprayed a few drops of water onto her dried-up tongue; Suddenly she surprised us with these few valuable words. It was clear to whom she spoke these words of thanks: to her son of course. Yet, strangely, we five members of the family were convinced we had heard more than thanks for a few drops of water. It seemed to us that Natalie spoke of our school: this place which for her, as perhaps for no-one else so much, had made possible what Paul Geheeb over and over again saw as the centre of his educational philosophy: “ Become who you are”, the conception of the Grecian Pindar. And this could be the message which Natalie wished to send us from the world that was already no longer fully our world which she had left. Our school is a place in which children but also adults find it easier to become and to be that which it is in their nature to be. ARMIN LÜTHI Note: Of course, Natalie had adjusted this text somewhat, as for example in german from the masculine to the feminin form “Werde, DIE du bist!” instead of “DER”. (Be who you are). Fichten-Keimling the 4 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 See you… Memorial, 1. Dezember 2012, Grosser Saal Ecole d’Humanité We are gathered here to honor, to celebrate your life. We are here to grieve. We are assembled here today to embrace you and let you go. If I had asked you what I should say at your funeral, you would probably have answered: “Very little, or nothing at all.” I shall not do that, but I will be matter of fact, down to earth, brief, laconic. Three letters, L.P.C., three names, Natalie, Pavey, Nancy. Natalie, Pavey, Nancy, three strong women, two of whom came over to Europe in 1949 (the year of my birth) to help rebuild what our parents and grandparents had destroyed. I am sitting with you in Haus am Bach, you are overworked, hassled, stressed, exhausted, angry, disappointed, adamant. The phone rings, it's a student who wants to speak to another student downstairs. I ask you: “Why bother? Why don't you tell her you have no time to go all the way downstairs? Why don't you tell her you have 1001 other, better, more urgent things to do than climbing down the stairs?” Your answer: “It's a person who wants to connect with another person.” You go downstairs. LPC is about connecting. About the adventure of connecting in beautiful, far-away, exciting places. I see you in the kitchen of the LPC house in Gargnäs, Lapland in 1967. You are very pregnant with Doey. It smells really good. You are frying liver which you need to eat because you are pregnant. Thomas and I are on your staff. It is a treat to be on your staff, to be almost your equals, your colleagues, especially because a few months earlier, I was your student at the Ecole. Thomas and I are hoping for another treat, that you share your liver with us, and lo and behold, you do share your liver with us! LPC is about going far away and getting very near one another. You traveled three days to the Arctic Circle to direct the first half of the camp, until you were so pregnant that you had to fly back, so that Doey could be born in Switzerland. I see you directing the second Directors' Training Camp in Buochs in 1969, or rather, I don't see you, because you had given us trainees so much responsibility that you had become invisible. We were young, you trusted us. TRUST was your most powerful gift. You trusted again and again and your trust was broken again and again and you suffered, were disappointed, yet you kept on trusting. You trusted for real, you took the risk. You trusted where “normal people” would not. You trusted children, adolescents, you trusted young adults like us without experience. You had the audacity to trust. In LPC we were given real responsibility, it was fun, empowering, crazy, wild, loving. We found friends, lovers, wives, husbands, we had children, we became global. Your dream is fulfilled. I see you in the costume room of the Grossen Saal. You were the dragon of the costume room. Nothing could be taken out without your presence and permission. I see you taking out dresses from behind the blue curtain and hats from the cupboard to which only you had the key. I see you repairing costumes during conference, I see you writing down on your lists the items that were lent. I see you in the five minute slot between course and conference repairing the elastic on a mask. I see you in front, behind, beside, never on the stage. I see you easing generations of adolescents onto that empty space which is the stage, where by becoming who they are not, they reclaim the parts of who they are. I see you watching with awe, how 16-year-old boys slowly grow into Malvolios, Romeos, Orsinos, Oberons, Sir Tobys, Sir Andrews (that was me! 45 years ago, I still know my part: “I wish I had bestowed that time in the tongues, that I have in fencing, dancing, and bear baiting. Oh had I but followed the arts!”) I see you watching with joy how adolescent girls grow into immensely powerful women such as Hermia, Titania, Isabella, Viola, Rosalind, Beatrix. These women of Shakespeare fought, outwitted, educated, ridiculed, and sometimes loved men. Beatrix: “I would rather hear my dog bark at a crow than a man swear he loves me.” Time after time, you executed romanticism, again and again you punctured sentimentalism. Your love was tough love. You loved your garden. I see you tend your yellow roses in front of West Haus. I hear you fighting with Hans about the silver birches you planted behind Haus am Bach which he wanted to cut down. You won, the birches are still standing. You were stubborn, loving, and fierce. I see you in the 80's asking me, young teacher, to walk down with you to the village where former students had rented an apartment in which they drank and smoked with some of our students. You scared the living light out of them. I remember you yelling at me when I was a student in your family, and every time, along with the telling off, I also felt your deep 5 concern, your pain, your respect. I see you in the check-in in the Zürich airport, tired, sick, going to America for the last time, and I remember your telling me how it was, going over by ship. The more it rocked, the happier you were. I hear you sing in the Singgemeinde the song you loved “We'll rant and we'll rove all over the wild ocean…”. I hear you giggling on your death bed, discussing next year's Shakespeare play with Melissa. I see you standing up again after weeks in bed, walking slowly to Reuti with Armin and taking the bus back for the last time. I see you doing crosswords with Doey, a week before you died. Quick and lucid as ever, knowing words she did not know. I hear Doey reading to you out of James Thurber. I hear you both cracking up. I see your two daughters, your two sons taking turns, day after day, night after night, lifting you, turning you over, as you fought your way through death's passage. In the last months, you have taught us that suffering exists; you showed us that dying is a process not unlike birth. I see you in Meiringen hospital at our daughter Karuna's birth with Sarah moaning and fighting and letting go. I see Armin reading to you, not out of the Bible, not out of the Torah, not out of the Koran, or the Upanishads; no, I hear Armin reading to you from a book about the very physical aspect, the very real practicalities, the process of dying. Natalie! To the bitter end you remained lucid, loving, and pragmatic, seeing things as they are, calling things by their name. Natalie! I remember the feeling of your warm, wrinkled, dry hand when dancing Mayim Mayim in a circle, here in this beautiful room, on a warm spring evening with all the windows open. ALAIN RICHARD Natalie with her friends in Zürich 1949: fltr Bodi, Natalie, Pavey, Nancy the 6 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 7 Weitermachen… Gedenkfeier, 1. Dezember 2012, Grosser Saal der Ecole d’Humanité Lieber Armin, liebe Familie von Natalie, liebe Gäste, liebe EcolianerInnen! Es gibt eine alte, jüdische Erzählung, die geht so: Rabbi Suschja lehrte: Wenn ich einst vor meinem Schöpfer stehe, wird dieser mich nicht fragen: Suschja, warum bist Du nicht wie Mose gewesen? Er wird mich auch nicht fragen: Suschja, warum bist Du nicht wie mein Prophet Elia gewesen? Er wird mich nur eines fragen: Suschja, Mensch Suschja, warum bist Du nicht Suschja gewesen? Natalie ist Natalie gewesen, der Mensch Natalie ganz und gar. Ihre Authentizität war stark. Da gab es kein Verstellen, kein eitles Gegockle und auch kein so tun als ob. Natalie war Natalie und das war sehr beeindruckend, was in dieser feingliedrigen Frau alles steckte. Wenn ich jetzt über sie und ihre Arbeit in der Ecole spreche, dann immer unter der Voraussetzung, dass wir Menschen einander nie ganz sehen und nie ganz verstehen können, sondern immer nur Teile voneinander einfangen. Natalie ist ganz der Mensch Natalie gewesen. Und dieser Mensch war eine Frau. Die Ecole hatte eine frauenbewegte und emanzipierte Schulleiterin, zu einer Zeit, in der es bei den Schulleitertreffen mit anderen Internatsschulen immer noch das Damenprogramm als dekoratives Beiwerk gab. Das akzeptierte sie nicht. Für Natalie war es wichtig, sich mit anderen Frauen zu verbinden. Frauen sollten sich nicht über die Erwartungen und Zuschreibungen von Männern definieren. Die Belange von heranwachsenden Mädchen, das Nachdenken über Rollen und der Prozess, den eigenen Wert zu spüren, waren die Fragen, mit denen sie sich engagiert hat. Und das konnte auch die konsequente Reaktion auf das ausschliessliche Sprechen in der männlichen Form sein. Natalie stand in der Schulgemeinde auf – immer wieder – und bat freundlich und bestimmt, doch auch von Schülerinnen und Mitarbeiterinnen zu sprechen. Es war so ermutigend, Natalie und Sarah, die beiden weisen, so eng befreundeten Schulleiterinnen in der Frauengruppe und in der Konferenz zu erleben. Natalie ist der Mensch Natalie gewesen. Und dieser Mensch ist in unserer Schule nicht ohne Shakespeare zu denken. 49 Stücke hat sie inszeniert bzw. koinszeniert. Theater als das Medium, in dem der Mensch spielend zu sich selbst kommt. Wenn Melissa und Natalie in den Probewochen zusammen gesprochen haben, dann vibrierte und knisterte die Luft um sie herum. Da haben zwei Frauen einen kreativen Streit ausgefochten, um die Sache und dabei hartnäckig, ehrlich und engagiert. Natalie konnte starrköpfig sein. Es geht um Inhalte, es ist nicht egal, was wir tun. Und es geht darum, Jugendliche in diesen kreativen Prozess mit hineinzunehmen. Chris, einer von vielen Schülern und Schülerinnen, die mitgemacht haben, hat letzten Freitag gesagt: «Da kommt eine harmlos aussehende, alte Frau. Und dann hat sie verrückte Sachen mit uns gemacht, verrückte Sachen, die alte Frauen eigentlich nicht tun. Sie hat mich herausgefordert wie kaum jemand sonst.» Natalie ist ein wertschätzender und zugleich unsentimentaler Mensch gewesen. Immer wieder, wenn ich über heute nachgedacht habe, stand sie in Gedanken neben mir und es war so, als ob sie mir sagen wollte: Mach es so schlicht wie nur möglich. Wenn man zu ihr kam, egal ob als Erwachsener oder ob als Kind, hat sie genau zugehört, hat ernst genommen und reagiert. Sonia hat mir erzählt, dass sie das als Schülerin sehr beeindruckt hat: «Da hat jemand das, was ich fühle, wahr und wichtig genommen.» Und das Ganze in einer unaufgeregten, eben unsentimentalen Art. Es ist wichtig, was Du denkst und sagst und wir werden eine Lösung finden. Natalie ist der Mensch Natalie gewesen und dieser Mensch hatte einen grünen Daumen. Mit einem unordentlichen Garten neben ihr zu wohnen, wie Hans-Martin und ich es getan haben, hat das Ganze noch klarer hervortreten lassen. Sie liebte Blumen und brachte sie sogar auf felsigem Grund zum Blühen. Was sie aber auch konnte, war genau hinzuschauen und diese Blumen zu zeichnen. Im vergangenen Jahr hat sie manchmal nachts, wenn sie nicht schlafen konnte, gezeichnet. Ein Bild darunter von den Enzianblüten, die wir ihr von der Alp mitgebracht haben, ist sehr berührend. Ein so starkes und reiches Leben hinterlässt den Menschen, die weiter leben ein Testament. Ob Natalie das so wollte oder nicht. Ihr Leben beeinflusst, wie wir weiter leben. Ich lese in ihrem Testament viererlei: 1) Weitermachen! Natalie ist am Tag vor dem Elterntag gestorben. Wir waren traurig und wir erwarteten über 120 Gäste. Marnie hat es auf den Punkt gebracht. Sie hat am Samstagmorgen zu mir gesagt: «Es ist, als ob Natalie uns mit dem Zeitpunkt ihres Todes sagt: Macht weiter, kümmert Euch um die Schule, um ihre SchülerInnen, um die MitarbeiterInnen, um das, was ansteht. Ihr habt viel zu tun.» 2) Frauen, seid starke Frauen! Seid ihr selbst und nicht so, wie man Euch gerne haben will. Verbündet Euch miteinander. 3) Passt gut auf LPC und auf die Ecole auf! Beide gehören zentral zu meinem Leben. Beide sind einzigartig. Beide stehen in Verbindung zueinander und beide sind wichtig. 4) Und als letztes: Liebe und tu, was du willst. Dieses Wort von Augustin passt für mich gut zu Natalies Leben. Wer liebend und wertschätzend handelt, wird das Richtige tun und sagen. Auch wenn es verrückt ist. Auch wenn es gegen den Strom geht. Auch wenn es irgendwann einmal ein Ende hat. Natalie, Mensch Natalie, Du bist Natalie gewesen! BARBARA HANUSA Natalie and Edith Geheeb the June | Juni 2013 9 Landerziehungsheime und Frauen Liebe Natalie, als ich gebeten wurde, etwas über dich zu schreiben, fiel mir auf, dass ich nicht über dich, sondern an dich schreiben möchte. Denn ich will dir danken für alles, was du mich durch dein Vorbild gelehrt hast, für deinen Mut, der mir geholfen hat, Schwieriges zu wagen, für dein Einfühlungsvermögen, wenn ich Probleme hatte, für deine Freundschaft, die mich so viele Jahre hindurch bereichert hat. Solange du gelebt hast, konnte ich dir dieses alles nicht sagen, denn du warst viel zu bescheiden, als dass du deine Erfolge hättest auf dich beziehen können. Grosse Worte sind – soweit ich es erlebt habe – in deinem Lachen versickert. Im Jahr 1983 lernte ich dich bei der ersten Frauentagung der Landerziehungsheime in Reichersbeuern kennen. Ich war äusserst besorgt, ob diese Tagung den Ansprüchen der Schulleiterin der von mir aus der Ferne bewunderten Ecole d'Humanité genügen würde. Aber alles ging viel besser, als ich es zu träumen gewagt hätte. Deine kräftige Unterstützung trug wesentlich zu dem Erfolg der Tagung bei und ermutigte mich auf diesem Weg weiter zu gehen und zuversuchen das Thema «Mädchen und Frauen im Internat» als einen Inhalt von Nachdenken und Fortbildung in den Landerziehungsheimen zu etablieren. Die Frauentagung des nächsten Jahres brachte dann auch durch dich den fälligen Wendepunkt. Nie werde ich die Szene in Nordeck vergessen, wie wir im Fishbowl gesessen sind und du die Zeit gemessen hast, wie lange die Männer und wie lange die Frauen geredet haben. Das, was mich damals so beeindruckt hat, war, dass Du einfach einen praktischen Nachweis für die Dominanz der Männer gegeben hast und nicht einen vorwurfvollen Satz geäussert hast, wie z.B. «Ihr Männer redet so viel, ihr nehmt uns den Raum weg, etc.» Da habe ich mir vorgenommen, diese Methode zu beachten und die Fakten zu benennen, wenn immer es geht. Das nennen wir in der Pädagogik «Lernen am Modell». Dein Eingreifen auf dieser Tagung hatte auch andere Frauen ermutigt sich ähnlich, zu äussern und wir beschlossen daraufhin, in Zukunft ohne Männer zu tagen. Es war nun meine Aufgabe, unser Vorhaben den versammelten Heimleitern der Landerziehungsheime vorzustellen, um deren Placet zu erwirken. Selten im Leben habe ich vor einem Auftritt so grosse Angst gehabt. Aber ich wusste, dass es ein gemeinsamer Plan war und du auf der anderen Seite des Tisches sassest. Allein durch deine Anwesenheit hast du mir Mut gemacht. Ich war mir sicher, dass du helfend einspringen würdest, wenn es schwierig würde. So war es dann auch. Das Leben und Lernen von Mädchen im Internat, ebenso wie die Rolle von Frauen in diesem Kontext kritisch zu diskutieren, war damals noch nicht selbstverständlich. Es brauchte deine Erfahrung, die du in der Ecole d’Humanité mit Mädchen- und Frauenarbeit gemacht hast, um es uns zu ermöglichen, regelmässige Treffen zu diesen Themen für interessierte Frauen der Landerziehungsheime zu installieren. Aber damit nicht genug. Die Frau eines Schulleiters fragte an, ob es möglich wäre, ein eigenes Treffen für Frauen in offiziellen und inoffiziellen Leitungsfunktionen zu organisieren. Es sollte dabei um deren besondere Probleme gehen, wie z.B. weibliches Rollenverständnis in leitenden Funktionen, Fragen zur Anerkennung von Gleichwertigkeit von Frauen bei der Zusammenarbeit mit Männern und Buben im Internat. Es ging aber auch um Frauen von Schulleitern 19????? und Männern in leitenden Funktionen, die für die Schule arbeiteten ohne einen eigenen Vertrag, ohne eigene Entlohnung mit allen daraus resultierenden Folgen (die bekannte Rolle der Pfarrersfrau). Wir haben Strategien entwickelt, um diese Probleme zu lösen und wir haben kämpfen müssen, um bei diesen Themen von den männlichen Schulleitern der Landerziehungsheime ernst genommen zu werden. Wie hilfreich war dein Wissen und deine Erfahrung, aber auch deine hohe Professionalität beim Leiten der Gespräche während mehrerer Treffen. Sie haben den Grundstein gelegt für spätere Erfolge. Und dann lud die Ecole d'Humanité zu einem Mädchenkongress der Landerziehungsheime ein. Deine Mädchen- und Frauenarbeit hatte die Grundlage dafür geschaffen, so ein Ereignis zu gestalten. Deine unermüdliche Wachsamkeit, die sich z.B. in dem Beharren auf der «inklusiven» Sprechweise (LehrerInnen, SchülerInnen) manifestierten, hat uns allen gezeigt, wie wichtig es ist auf die kleinen Dinge zu achten, um die grossen zu verändern. Du hattest zusammen mit anderen Frauen an der Ecole bewirkt, dass das Zusammenleben und –lernen von Mädchen und Buben ein Thema ist, über das nachgedacht und gesprochen werden muss. Das scheint von heute aus gesehen vielleicht nicht besonders. Aber 1997 eine eigene Veranstaltung für Mädchen zu organisieren, war die Ausnahme. Und ist es auch geblieben, trotz des grossen Erfolges. Es gab – obwohl sich das viele wünschten – leider keinen weiteren Mädchenkongress in den Landerziehungsheimen. Eines Tages übernahm ich selbst die Leitung eines Landerziehungsheims. Auf einmal war ich, wenn auch unerfahren, eine Kollegin von dir. Wie froh war ich, dass wir uns schon so lange und so gut kannten. Ich fühlte mich sicher, dir erzählen zu können, was ich Schönes oder Mühevolles erlebt hatte, dich fragen zu können, wenn ich Schwierigkeiten hatte. Vor dir musste ich nie mein Gesicht waren, ich konnte dich fragen, ich konnte mich beklagen über die Widrigkeiten, die mir in dieser Rolle begegneten. Du hast dich darauf eingelassen mit Ernst, mit Humor, je nachdem, was dir nötig schien. Und es hat (fast) immer geholfen. Ich habe dir heute geschrieben, um dir meinen Dank zu sagen für alles, was du mir durch deine Freundschaft und dein Vorbild geschenkt hast. Vielleicht erreicht es dich, wo immer du jetzt sein magst und wenn nicht, so werden es die Menschen lesen, die dich gekannt – und geliebt haben – und du wirst auf diese Weise weiter bei uns sein. In Freundschaft BENITA DAUBLEBSKY Dr.Benita Daublebsky Geboren 1937 in Graz, Österreich. Verheiratet, zwei Kinder, Studium der Psychologie, Philosophie und Sport in Graz und Athen. Berufliche Tätigkeiten Schulpsychologin an der Schule Birklehof, der Odenwaldschule und eines sozialen Brennpunkts der Stadt Essen. Lehrbeauftragte der Universität Oldenburg, Projektleiterin bei der Freudenberg Stiftung, Schulleiterin des Internats am Solling in Holzminden. Ehrenamtliche Tätigkeiten Mitglied in mehreren Vorständen von Deutschen Landerziehungsheimen (LEH). Seit 1993 im Vorstand der Genossenschaft der Ecole d'Humanité, für die Vereinigung Deutscher Landerziehungsheime Mitarbeit bei der Leitung von Frauentagungen für Mitarbeiterinnen der LEH, Beratung von Schulen. Veröffentlichungen zu sozialem Lernen in der Schule (Spielen) und Schulentwicklung. the 10 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 11 Students Chris I still remember the first time I met Natalie Luthi-Peterson. It was during my first folk dance evening in the Ecole. I glanced at her while hopping away from my last partner, and the forefront thought in my mind was: Holy sh*t, is it even possible to dance with this old lady? Looks as though she'll dissolve to dust in the middle of a twirl or something. She soon proved my first impression wrong, and continued to do so throughout the short 2 years I knew her. The first thing that strikes you about Natalie is her energetic demeanor. Whatever she's doing, Natalie always does it filled with enthusiasm which seeps out and influences everyone. I've been partnered with her a few times in certain folk dances, each time last no more than a mere few seconds. But every time I dance with her I would notice the vibe of energy coming out from her. Sure, I was the one spinning in circles around her while she readjusted her footings, but it doesn't feel mismatched at all. It felt like we were merely filling up different functions, with Natalie's energy empowering me in my part of the dance. Despite her advanced age, dancing with her felt just like dancing with another teenage folk dance enthusiastic. As a teacher, Natalie differs from other Ecole teachers in that she is very clear-cut in what the goal of the class was. She did not allow big diversions, even if it was relevant to the topic at hand. I confess that I am the arch-nemesis of class focus. There are numerous times in class, with both Natalie and other teachers, when I would take interest in some aspect of the class topic, and start a short speech of speculation. Most teachers let me finish in my speculations, either out of interest or politeness, before commenting on it and pulling the class back on topic. Not Natalie. Once I started on such a speech, she'll instantaneously stopper it with a “Shut up, Chris.” As good as she was as dance partner and teacher, Natalie truly shone when she was directing a Shakespeare production. In the two longstanding Ecole Shakespeare directors, if Melissa is the dreamer, the one who took the spotlight in throwing in innovations, advice, and criticism, Natalie would be the point-man (or point-woman, as I'm sure she would insist on adding). She is the one who smoothed out small details both on stage, such as helping me open my voice during my first performance, and off stage, such as providing pencils to take notes with. She is also the word of caution which keeps us from getting over our heads after a good rehearsal, yet she would not have the effect of a wet blanket. With her careful advice and attention to detail, Natalie always made a Shakespeare production go smoothly. The last time I saw Natalie was a few months before her passing. She was taking a walk with Armin, and I rushed out of class to greet her. After exchanging a few brief words, she smiled and made a shooing gesture, jokingly telling me to “scram”. The last image I got of her was her walking away laughing with Armin. I'm glad I did not see her after that, because that last image is how I want to always remember Natalie Luthi-Peterson. CHRIS WONG Becci Ich habe immer kurz bei Natalie angerufen, bevor ich mich auf den Weg zu ihr machte, auch wenn ich nur ein Haus neben dem ihrem wohnte. Sie bat mich bei unserem ersten Treffen darum und es wurde zu unserem kleinen Ritual. Nur selten sagten wir kurzfristig ab. Und so klopfte ich meist zwei Minuten später an die Tür vom «Sunnehüsli» und gelang in das Wohnzimmer von Natalie und Armin oder in das winzige Schlafzimmer gleich rechts hinter der Eingangstür, in dem Natalie am Ende lag, während ich auf ihrer Bettkante oder auf einem Klappstuhl vor ihr sass und stundenlos zuhören konnte. Der Grund für diese Besuche war einfach, Natalie betreute meine Maturaarbeit und war eine wichtige Zeitzeugin, denn in der Arbeit ging es um die Emanzipationsgeschichte der Ecole. Und dabei wurde jeder Besuch bei ihr etwas ganz besonderes. Es war nie nur das schlichte Auseinandersetzten mit meinen Entwürfen. Es war nie das langweilige Herunterbeten von Zahlen und Fakten. Jeder Besuch bei Natalie war für mich eine Zeitreise, eine Reise mit an die Odenwaldschule, in ihre Sommercamps in ihrer Heimatstadt, in die Wohnung von Paul und Edith, in Natalies eigene Kindheit oder in die Nachkriegszeit in der Schweiz. Natalie lud mich in ihre eigene Lebensgeschichte ein. Ich durfte mitreisen in Konferenzen, in denen Lehrer wütend aus dem Raum rannten, in denen es noch keine Gondel nach Meiringen gab und in denen Paul Geheeb noch in seiner Studierstube gesessen hat. Doch es waren nicht nur diese Zeitreisen, die Natalie mir mit- gegeben hat. Der Grund, warum wir überhaupt so nahen Kontakt hatten, war das Thema der Emanzipation. «Natalies Thema». Mich als junge Frau fesselte es, «mitzuerleben», wie damals Frauen kämpften für das, was ihnen wichtig war. Wie sehr es noch dem gleicht, was ich selbst heute erfahre. Doch es war nicht nur ihre Geschichte, die mich berührte. Auch Natalie als Frau hat mir sehr viel mitgegeben. Ich begegnete einer alten Frau, die körperlich schwach war, jedoch schlagfertig und wach. Einer Frau, die sich auch für mich interessierte und die mich lehrte, für das einzustehen, was mir wichtig ist. Obwohl sie gebrechlich aussah, war sie es, die mir die Kraft gab, an mich selbst zu glauben und meinen Weg zu gehen. Ein wunderbares Geschenk. Natalie starb in der Stunde, in der meine Maturaarbeit gedruckt wurde. Zusammen haben wir sie auf Papier verewigt, ihre «Emanzipationsgeschichte» und ich bin dankbar, dass ich dieses letzte Stück neben ihr gehen durfte. BECCI FOBBE Rebekka Ich hatte das grosse Glück, Natalie als ältere weise Frau zu kennen. So manchen Abend sass sie an meinem ehemaligen Familientisch. Die Gespräche, die wir hatten, waren stets tiefgründig und für mich war es interessant, an Natalies gemachten Erfahrungen teil zu haben. Natalie hatte auch diese Gabe zu wissen. Ich bin mir sicher, sie kannte mich besser als meine nächsten Verwandten und das Spezielle daran war, ich musste ihr fast nichts erzählen, sie kannte mich, durch und durch und durch! Klar, man kann sagen, dass sie einfach viel Lebens -und Kindererfahrung hatte, dass sie mich so einschätzen konnte, ich möchte jedoch behaupten, dass eine übernatürliche Kraft in ihr war, die Leuten ihre Lasten nahm. Ich kann mich durchaus glücklich schätzen, eine derjenigen zu sein die sagen können, Natalie gekannt zu haben. REBEKKA GERBER Jan Fehlmann schafft Ordnung the 12 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 Women "It is not Schüler, its SchülerInnen" and "HelferInnen" and "MitarbeiterInnen". "Please could you use the form that includes both men and women" was Natalie's constant and courageous reminder in the Schulgemeinde long after feminism had gone out of date! Once in the office of Haupthaus Natalie, Christiane and I had faced a trio of angry men with our request that this form should be used in all official communication. Their indignation and righteous fury over these three extra consonants and two vowels was quite an experience! Behind our request, behind Natalie's huge energy and determination was her wish for women and young women to find our voice. The complexities of centuries of cultures where women have either not been allowed or for different reasons,not dared to express themselves were/are difficult to disentangle. In the beginning I often left the Frauengruppe meeting feeling angry with men and Alain in particular. Natalie was a wonderful role model, showing us how to define ourselves without becoming bitter, without blaming the other. For nearly 40 years, with Natalie's conviction providing the motor, we have met; shared, discussed, played games, laughed, cried, enjoyed good food and wine… What have been our themes? Here is a short selection. "How do we, how can we confront when we have a problem with someone?" "How do we deal with money?", "Leaving" (a theme we had last spring that was especially poignant to dicuss with Natalie as she slowly faded from this life) "Our grandmothers", "Learning to make public speeches without being nervous", "Dealing with anger constructively", "Being a mother and a daughter – how do I want this important relationship to continue?" I remember Natalie telling me that after a disastrous Frauengruppe talking about mothers, where some participants became either so angry or so sad, she decided never to touch on the theme "mothers" again. However, as we learned to lead and be part of groups with TCI and with Ruth Cohn, we have been able to allow ourselves to feel in depth and not be afraid of what we find there. Dear Natalie, it's nearly 8 o'clock. I have been in the barn for almost 2 hours and now the work is over and I can sit and write to you. You once told me that being a farmer would be far too lonely task for me, I would miss being with people. Yes, you were right. If I were just a goat farmer, I would miss terribly my fellow human beings. You were an Ecole Mitarbeiterin and LPC-er right to the end of your life, involved with teachers, helpers and students, with their hopes and fears, even when your body burdened you with pain. Being with people, furthering their growth as well as living your own passions is what you have given me as a role model. A sage bush grows in your garden, your last Ecole garden. It grew profusely. You brought branches of fresh sage to conference to share with us all, Thank you Natalie. SARAH HUDSPITH 13 the 14 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 Natalie–Founder of the LüthiPeterson Camps Natalie was LPC, and therefore it is not easy to write something about her influence on LPC. And because she was also very much a part of the Ecole d’Humanité, her story is intertwined with the story of the Ecole. Natalie influenced the lives of people, and she had an important impact on people in either of the two organizations. In her own words the symbioses between LPC and Ecole d’Humanité happened quite naturally: “At first just through the fact that this was our first camp and we just took ideas from what we had experienced and a lot of it came from the Ecole and the Odenwaldschule. Then, as the years went by, it was more and more exchange of people and with the people ideas; like campers coming to the Ecole as students, students becoming counselors, teachers becoming directors, directors becoming teachers. There's been a great deal of that flow, interaction between the two institutions.” We all know the story how as an idealistic college student on her junior year abroad together with friend Pavey Lupton she came up with a plan to help heal the wounds of World War II by starting an international summer camp. “In the beginning Pavey and I had said, ‘We'll start a camp and then maybe later we'll start a school.’ We had this idea in the back of our heads that a school would be better. We'd have more opportunities for what we want to do than in a camp.” She later realized that this school they had dreamt of, was already there, in the form of the Ecole d’Humanité. In an interview in January 2007 on various aspects of LPC, Natalie was asked about her and Pavey’s dreams for the project at the beginning of the adventure and her dreams for the future. In 1948 the “dreams were that we could do it. We might do it and then we might, might, might sometime have a school. These dreams have been more than fulfilled.” Sixty years on she hoped that the organization would survive so that her youngest grandchildren, and not just them, could go to camp too. LPC was very close to Natalie’s heart and she stayed involved until the last moment. In 2012 the 300th camp was held and this coming summer Natalie’s youngest granddaughter is going to participate in her first camp. This would have made Natalie very happy. There are many campers and counselors who, while they have never met her in person remain thankful for the energy and love she put into this organization that enabled us all to grow as people. And those of us who had the privilege to know her and to have worked with her have many memories to share, memories that reflect the commitment and the idealism that Natalie brought to LPC. I have many memories of Natalie, spread over forty years. Some are vivid pictures for me and so will be the way I will remember her. − Natalie, front row in Chor or Singgemeinde, singing with such joy and spirit, complete attention on the song leader (most likely Armin) − Natalie, dancing a Hambo with Barthold or a Zillertaller with Dan or Rob or just dancing - I especially love her precise claps − Natalie, playing Charades with long complicated quotes from Shakespeare (which, of course, she knew off hand ) − Natalie, gardening on the terraces in front of Westhaus or knitting while actively participating in Ecole conference Natalie at the LPC's 65th Birthday in July 2013 at the Ecole d'Humanité 15 − Natalie, always on time to the CC conferences, relishing discussions, delegating leadership of the discussions, seeking everyone's input and making sure someone summarized and synthesized the ideas at the end and wrote it all up for those who were not present I also recall other moments which I think of as indicative of Natalie's leadership style, her way of guiding and nurturing the camp organization she invented 64 years ago by guiding and nurturing everyone who was involved. She empowered us, letting us put forth ideas, try new things, make and evaluate our own mistakes. How many farfetched ideas we brought to her and she never dismissed them or us! She always encouraged us! It's a wonderful management style and, I believe, brings on a deep and long-lasting loyalty and a sense of ownership in the organization. The energy rush that comes from creating something new is a very strong force and Natalie was able to build a structure, which allowed new ideas within the basic foundation. She allowed us to think outside of the box but made sure we didn't overlook the box, the basic structure, itself. I think this will now be our challenge moving forward - to keep the essence of what she built while opening the door to new ideas and adapting to our changing world. I'm confident this will happen. I bet she is, too. SUSIE SULLIVAN (LPC counselor and director, Ecole teacher) If it is impossible to imagine LPC without Natalie, it is because LPC is an organization that embodies all the character traits that made up Natalie herself. If you read through the hundreds of Facebook comments that are now pouring in from former and current LPCers, you will see repeatedly, “Natalie believed in me and made me feel like I could do things I hadn’t thought I could.” “She trusted us, and so we rose to the occasion.” As a true educator, Natalie believed in learning by experience. But just as importantly, she never thought there was just one way to get something done. Whether it was lack of ego, a rare open-mindedness, or something she was not even conscious of, these are extraordinary qualities with longrange consequences. And they have become embodied in LPC. LPC as an organization allows campers and counselors the space to try leading a new activity, or to sing a solo, or hike up a mountain. Camp assemblies create the opportunity for addressing problems for which there may be many solutions. Counselors are entrusted by directors with huge responsibilities. LPC is, in fact, Natalie. A number of years ago, LPC’s Christmas Conference of directors began to worry how the organization would continue without Natalie’s leadership. Natalie herself was unconcerned (“You’ll figure it out!”) but was probably also relieved at the forming of the LPC Ex-Com, a rotating trio of directors, which for years now has served as LPC’s final authority when the Christmas Conference is not in the 16 the June | Juni 2013 session. (It should be noted here that we decided it would take three directors to replace Natalie!) Natalie was never comfortable with the outpouring of gratitude expressed by parents and kids who loved LPC. She seemed amazed each and every time someone told her how much LPC had meant to them. But this remarkable woman made an extraordinary contribution. Maybe she would have allowed us all to say one last time, Thank you, Natalie. You changed our lives. GIGI WIZOWATY (LPC camper, counselor, director; Ecole teacher) I have been wondering which of Natalie’s many admirable characteristics I want to emulate in my life. When I was trained to be a director, I was young and was only up to the job because Natalie believed I could do it. For the first years of being a camp director, I made all my decisions by starting with the question, “What would Natalie do?” (WWND) Eventually I realized that Natalie trusted me to make decisions based on what I thought was best and not on what I thought she would think was best. As my confidence grew, I stopped the WWND and trusted my own judgment, knowing that Natalie would support me even if she would have made a different decision. Her confidence in me was one of the best gifts of my life. So how do I emulate that? I know she trusted and believed June | Juni 2013 in a lot of people, giving them the confidence they needed to move ahead in their lives. My commitment to Natalie and the way I will keep her with me is to work on giving that confidence to others. I am not sure how I will do this but that’s okay. I see this commitment as yet another challenge Natalie has sent my way and I am ready to take it on! DEBORAH DREW (LPC camper, counselor, director; Ecole teacher) I very clearly remember the first time I met Natalie. She came to visit the camp in Sweden in 1986, where as a nine year old, speaking nothing but Swiss German, I spent my first of many LPC summers to come. I did not understand who she was, nor could I possible imagine what an influence on my life she’d have, but I was thrilled that in the middle of my six week adventure I came across this very friendly lady who I could speak to in my own language. Over the years I got to know her as a humble, genuine, strong and direct person. She trusted and encouraged me, more than I would do myself. And when I finally got my wish to spend a year in the Ecole, it was clear to me that there could be only one family that I wanted to be in. I took classes on emancipation with her, learnt how to properly prepare a Fondue, make muffins out of the blueberries we picked on Family days and will for ever link rocking chairs to her. Natalie cared to hear about every single camp, its group Natalie and young women at the LPC's 65th Birthday in July 2013 at the Ecole d'Humanité and projects and adventures. But the two most important questions were: “What issues and problems did you have? How did you deal with them?” For her a camp without challenges was a summer of lost opportunities. In 2011, I spent my summer directing camp in Freedom, New Hampshire. It was the last summer that Natalie spent in the USA and she came to visit camp to say goodbye to the 17 place that had become a home to many LPC generations. It was an emotional day, but the memory sticks out, is Natalie sitting in a chair at the side of the house, watching a game of Ultimate Frisbee. Her joy of seeing the children interact and one of her granddaughters in the middle of it. SALOME LIENERT (LPC camper, counselor, director; Ecole student) Natalie–Gründerin der Lüthi-Peterson Camps Es ist es nicht einfach etwas über ihren Einfluss im LPC zu schreiben. Natalie war LPC. Sie war aber auch Teil der Ecole d’Humanité und ihre Geschichte ist eng mit jener der Ecole verbunden. Natalie hat die Leben unzähliger Menschen in beiden Organisationen geprägt. Für das erste Camp integrierte Natalie viele ihrer Erfahrungen aus der Ecole und der Odenwaldschule. In späteren Jahren fand ein immer regerer Personenaustausch zwischen der Ecole und LPC statt. Menschen und Ideen wechselten hin und her. Die Geschichte, wie Natalie als idealistische Studentin gemeinsam mit ihrer Freundin Pavey Lupton während eines Auslandjahres den Plan entwickelte, mit einem internationalen Sommerlager die Wunden des Zweiten Welkriegs heilen zu helfen ist bekannt. In dieser Anfangszeit von LPC trugen sie die Idee mit sich herum, nach den Camps auch eine Schule zu gründen. Erst später merkten sie, dass diese Schule von der sie geträumt hatten in der Form der Ecole d’Humanité bereits existierte. In einem Interview im Januar 2007 antwortete Natalie auf die Frage nach ihren Hoffnungen für das Projekt zu Beginn des Abenteuers. 1948 träumten sie und Pavey davon, dass sie einmal, vielleicht gar ein zweites Mal ein Sommerlager durchführen könnten, und irgendwann vielleicht eine Schule gründen könnten. Diese Träume wurden mehr als erfüllt. Sechzig Jahre später hoffte Natalie, dass die Organisation noch lange genug existieren würde, dass ihre jüngsten Grosskinder ebenfalls ins Camp fahren könnten. LPC lag Natalie immer sehr am Herzen und sie blieb bis zum letzten Moment involviert. 2012 wurde das 300. Camp durchgeführt und im kommenden Sommer wird Natalies jüngste Grosstochter in ihr erstes LPC fahren. Auch dieser Wunsch wurde ihr erfüllt und hätte Natalie zweifelsohne sehr glücklich gemacht. the 18 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 LPC When I was 12 my mother mentioned to me one day that I might like to walk down the road and visit the Petersons whose daughter was there from Switzerland with her three children. She thought I would enjoy playing with the children. So I wandered down the street one spring morning and fell in love! There was 4 year old Piet, 3 year old Chris and 1 ½ year old Molly – the cutest kids I had ever seen. Their mother seemed rather distant lying in a lawn chair and reading a book. It was beyond me why someone would choose an activity as boring as reading a book when she had these adorable children to play with. Who would have predicted that this removed woman in the lawn chair would change and influence my world for the next 54 years? This simple and benign introduction to the Luethi family led to my first 3 Luethi-Peterson Camps (LPC), followed by a year as a student at the Ecole. I continued to participate in camps, becoming a director in 1966 and returned to the Ecole as a Mitarbeiter from 197072. My involvement in LPC continues and I am active on the board of the Edith Geheeb-Cassirer Foundation (EGCF), which raises money to provide financial assistance to US students wishing to attend the Ecole. With all these involvements and commitments, my life and Natalie’s intersected continuously. Twenty years my senior, it took about a decade for us to grow into the relationship we shared as adults. Natalie fulfilled many roles in my life: surrogate mother, mentor, teacher, sister, confidante, role model, and friend. She never slept very well and was always up early, starting her day in the peacefulness of sipping her coffee while playing solitaire. It became our tradition to have coffee together in those early morning hours. When visiting, if I were in the same house, she would wake me. If I were in a different house, I would set my alarm and walk in the dark to find her sitting by candlelight with her coffee and her deck of cards. We used that time to catch up with each other, debrief on the previous day, make some plans, and sometimes do a little gossiping. Two recurring themes of these morning musings were the fate of women in the world and the future of LPC. In the 1970’s Natalie embraced the women’s movement and emancipation became a focus of her teaching for the rest of her life. Although helping girls become independent women was a major goal, she also helped many young men understand how stereotypes and societal expectations were impeding their ability to become the person they wanted to be. In LPC she did this with Emancipation Camps for 14-17 year olds. In a three-week camp, the campers were able to explore the stereotypes and put together a musical play demonstrating what they had learned. In the Ecole, she led Emancipation courses, but also incorporated the theme of emancipation in all her courses from senior English to Shakespeare to the formation of the women’s group to the Konferenz where she shook up some well-established language traditions. Der Kamarad became die Kamaradin and der Mitarbeiter became die Mitarbeiterin. For several decades Natalie directed the Ecole with Armin from September to June and spent July and August running LPC camps. When asked how she could do all this work without any vacation, she responded that doing LPC camps gave her the energy and encouragement she needed to continue doing the work in the Ecole. In the 4-7 week session of LPC, we actually achieve our goal of creating a meaningful working communal unit. In the Ecole, with ever changing staff and students, it is hard to reach that goal with the same degree of accomplishment and finality. LPC fed Natalie’s soul enough to help keep her actively engaged in the Ecole for many years. Several times over the years Natalie visited me while I was directing camps. I loved her visits because she was always able to see things that were happening in camp that I did not and it always made me feel good about what we were doing. One summer I took my day off with her and before we left the camp house, she was hanging out in the kitchen chatting with a camper who was starting to make muffins for the camp’s breakfast. He was explaining to her what he was doing and it was quite obvious that he was not following the recipe. She listened to his explanation of why he was doing 19 it his way and not what the recipe directed and responded, “That’s very interesting.” I am sure I would have advised him the “correct” way to make muffins, but Natalie did not. When we got in the car to drive away, she was thrilled with what the LPC experience had done to build this young man’s confidence: enough to design his own muffin recipe! Her response to this boy was a great lesson for me in learning to recognize growing confidence in people and the value and importance of trust. Since Natalie died, I have thought about her influence on my life and what I learned from her. Looking back on 12 year old me thinking she was a bit boring was certainly a false first impression. Embracing problems and working out solutions was a challenge she enjoyed engaging in and loved hearing about from others. That day on the lawn chair, she was solving the problem of getting in a bit of relaxation and keeping an eye on her kids while some energetic 12 year old played with them. A constant chorus from Natalie when we reported on our camps was, “I don’t want to hear about the good times, I want to hear about your problems.” Initially we were insulted by her attitude but over time we understood that how we deal with problems in our lives, our communities and our societies is what life is all about. She encouraged us to face our problems with an open mind for solutions and not be afraid to try new approaches to old problems, stand up for what we believed in, burn our bras, involve others in the process and keep our sense of humor. Thank you dear friend. DEBBY DREW In the 1980’s when Natalie stopped doing camps, LPC as an organization realized that we needed to have some system in place to keep LPC going without Natalie’s constant vigilance and input. We established the Executive Committee (ExCom) of three directors. Each year, one director leaves the ExCom and the Christmas Conference (CC) chooses a new person for a three-year term. The ExCom is charged with organizing the annual Christmas Conference and managing LPC issues from CC to CC. We have had this system in place for about 25 years and initially Natalie was very involved in guiding the ExCom and being a resource. By the time of her death, I think she was confident that LPC had good systems in place to continue without her, and she never gave us a hard time that we needed 3 people to replace her. Deborah Drew Young family in the 1960's Deborah Drew was born in Rhode Island and raised in Barrington, Rhode Island down the street from where Natalie spent the formative years of her youth. When she was 12 years old she attended her first LPC camp and has been involved in LPC ever since. She is presently a member of the Excom and the grandmother of two 2013 campers. She was an Ecolianer for the school year 1962–63 and returned as a Mitarbeiterin from 1970–72. All three of her children, Helen Howell Devol (nee Smith), Jesse Smith, and Emily Drew Youngren (nee Smith) have attended LPC and the Ecole. the 20 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 21 Tatkraf t in Person Wenn ich auf 37 Jahre Zusammenleben und gemeinsame Arbeit mit Natalie zurückblicke, dann sehe ich eines vor mir: eine tatkräftige, eine herausragende Frau, die sich unermüdlich für andere und für eine Vision einer besseren, friedlicheren Welt einsetzte. Alt werden und sich zurücklehnen, das kannte sie nicht. Tätig sein zu dürfen, bereitete ihr Freude, schenkte ihr Lebensenergie. In einer der ersten Sitzungen der Frauengruppe, die ich als junge Mitarbeiterin besuchte, erlebte ich eine Schulleiterin, die mich zum Staunen brachte. Aufgabe war es, all seine Stärken und Schwächen aufzuschreiben für das nächste Treffen. Ich erwartete von Natalie ein Stärkeprofil besonderer Art. Und was teilte sie uns mit? Sie zählte nicht ihre Stärken auf, sondern widmete sich dem kritischen Hinterfragen ihres Tuns. Allergrösste Bescheidenheit in all ihrer Tatkraft schälte sie heraus. Ein anderes Mal – auch wieder während einer Frauengruppe – erlebte ich eine Natalie, die während eines Sommergewitters hinausstürzte. Es war schon Stille Stunde, seit einiger Zeit. Der Platz war leer und still. Lange hatte es nicht geregnet. Und als die Schleusen sich öffneten, öffneten sich auch zögernd die Türen im Turmhaus. Mädchen wie Jungen freuten sich, jauchzten, riefen von Tür zu Fenster. Und nicht lange ging’s und der Platz bevölkerte sich mit tanzenden, lachenden jungen Menschen. Die Stille Stunde war vergessen. Niemand Erwachsenes zeigte sich und versuchte den Lärm zu stoppen. Also stürmte Natalie hinaus und gebot dem lustigen Treiben Einhalt. Bald war es wieder still. Zurück kam eine durchnässte Natalie, zornig über die mangelnde Unterstützung, doch zufrieden, dass wieder Ruhe eingekehrt war. Ich erfuhr ihre Stärke, nicht davor zurückzuschrecken sich in einer Sache unbeliebt zu machen. Was sie als richtig empfand, das packte sie an. Wenn es sein musste, auch im Alleingang. Als Feministin brachte sie viele Impulse in unsere Gemeinschaft. Lange bevor es in unseren Medien üblich wurde, von Mitarbeitern und Mitarbeiterinnen, von Schülern und Schülerinnen zu sprechen, nahm sie sich diesem Thema konsequent an. In der ersten Schulgemeinde, in der sie sprachliche Gerechtigkeit forderte, stiess sie vor allem bei den pubertierenden Schülern auf grosses Unverständnis. «Es ist doch immer so gewesen, dass wir von Schülern gesprochen haben und die Mädchen mitgemeint waren.» Natalie fragte prompt nach: «Wenn jemand eine Ansage macht, alle Schülerinnen treffen sich nachher da und da, fühlst du dich dann auch angesprochen?» Und die Antwort kam umgehend: «Natürlich nicht!» … Eine lange Erklärung von Natalies Seite brauchte es dann nicht. Es war klar, Mädchen und Frauen zählen, deshalb sollen sie auch mitbenannt werden. Unermüdlich arbeitete sie an dieser Veränderung, fragte in Konferenzen und Schulgemeinden nach, ob die Mädchen oder die Mitarbeiterinnen auch gemeint seien. Noch vor einem Jahr konnte sie in der Schulgemeinde sitzen und diese Frage wieder einmal stellen. Nötig war es nicht mehr oft. Wir alle haben uns daran gewöhnt präziser mit der deutschen Sprache um zugehen. Auch noch im Wintertrimester vor einem Jahr erschien sie an jedem Volkstanzabend eine Weile. Spielte Ernst «Saturday Night Fever», nickte sie mir zu. Das war seit langem «unser» Tanz, der «Altweibertanz», wie sie ihn nannte. Wir sprangen nicht wie die andern in die Höhe, sondern klatschten uns gegenseitig in die Hände und lachten einander dabei an und hatten auch so unsere Freude daran. Natalie liebte ihren Unterricht, und die Jugendlichen besuchten ihn gern. Natalie liebte die Familienarbeit und tat dies voller Energie lang über die Pensionierung hinaus. Natalie liebte ihre Gärten; wo auch immer sie wohnte, hinterliess sie ihre Blumenspuren .Natalie liebte das Theater und blieb Shakespeare fast 50 Jahre lang treu; noch im letzten Jahr steuerte sie Ideen zu «Much ado about nothing» bei. Selten fehlte sie in einer Singgemeinde, sie sang zu gern. Selten fehlte sie in der Schulgemeinde, sie war immer noch interessiert, was da passiert, obwohl sie kaum mehr aufstand und etwas sagte. Selten fehlte sie in einer Konferenz, auch hier dachte sie mit bis zuletzt. Natalie hing an der Arbeit und sie hing am Leben. Untätiges Sein konnte sie sich wohl kaum vorstellen. Noch im Sterben, im Abschiednehmen war sie dankbar jeder und jedem gegenüber, die sie besuchten. Obwohl es augenfällig war, dass sie nur noch wenig Zeit hier auf der Erde habe, für alle hatte sie ein gutes, ein dankbares Wort. Sie starb in Würde. Geborgen, geliebt, umsorgt von ihrer Familie. Und sie sah glücklich aus auf ihrem Sterbebett. Ein überall erfülltes und ausgefülltes Leben ging zu Ende. Ein Leben, in dem Natalie vieles erreicht hat, vor allem Menschen aus den verschiedensten Kulturen zusammenzubringen. Eine grosse Frau voller Tatkraft, voller Visionen für diese Welt hat ihre Spuren hinterlassen, in der Ecole d’Humanité und überall da, wo ihre Camps stattfinden. Danke dir, Natalie. FRÄNZI BÄCHTOLD-BARTH the 22 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 Faith… Dear Natalie, Where to begin? Among the first words you ever communicated to me were „I'm sorry“. I had applied for a job at the Ecole after hearing so much about it from Dennis. In around January 1984 I took the bus from Cambridge to New York to have an interview with Neale MacGoldrick. Weeks went by and I heard nothing. Months. Finally in May you wrote to me: „I'm sorry to have kept you waiting so long, but we now know we'll have a postion for you starting in Fall trimester.“ My initial extreme disappointment at the first two words quickly turned to joy as I forced myself to read on. When I arrived in August, you were in your garden in front of Westhaus, a place I would see you spending very much time in the next ten years. Looking back, it seems funny to me that I never helped you in your garden in all those ten years, seeing as we did so many other things together. First of all, you acted as a coach to me, as not only teaching but just about everything in the Ecole seemed quite overwhelming at first. I remember, for instance, teaching US History in my first trimester. I told the class just about everything I knew for six days a week, till I had nothing more to tell. That was about midSeptember, only three months of class left to go. I didn't want to go to you and reveal my true feelings, which were something along the lines of „HELLLLLPPPP!!!“ After all, your daughter Doey was in the class. So I casually got on the subject one day and you asked how it was going. I replied something like, „Oh, fine, not bad, you know… good kids…heh-heh. Of course, if you had any ideas about what you think I might add to the curriculum, feel free to tell me.“ You graciously suggested enough activities that I somehow actually did make it through till the end of the trimester, while still being able to convince myself that the class wasn't on to me and the fact that I felt basically helpless in their presence. But you – and Armin, by the way – had faith in me and let me feel that clearly and regularly. We went on to teach many rounds of Emancipation together and, honestly, I often didn't know if I was a teacher or student in that course. You had given so much thought to all the subjects we dealt with, were so well-versed in the literature, had built up the impressive Emancipation library. And I was – and am - very interested in the subject. But you made it clear to me Scott Sandel I was a Mitarbeiter from 1984–1994, which were the first ten of what have become 29 years in Switzerland. After all this time, I still don't feel Swiss and in a lot of ways I don't really feel American anymore either. What I do feel is that I am and will remain an Ecolianer and that makes me very happy. in a positive way how very much I had to learn. And learn I did from you. You opened my eyes again and again in that course. Then there were the English classes and Source Theme. It was exhilirating to teach those classes with someone as wellread and as critical as you. I don't know how many books I read on your recommendation or how many discussions about them we had in and out of class that enlightened me and helped me become who I am (or am on the way to becoming?). Something I'm deeply grateful for is that our relationship was so much more than a professional one, though. I got the feeling at the ceremony at the Ecole after your passing that there must be a lot of people who, like me, felt you were like a second mother to them (heck, I even borrowed you car and then managed to smash it into a fence once! How's that for son-liness?). You and I often discussed private and personal matters with each other. You helped me through a crisis or two, and there were several times we faced very difficult situations together. I always felt I was on solid ground when standing at your side. Natalie, you know, this letter could easily go on and on. I haven't touched on doing music for Shakespeare and being bowled over again and again by your knowledge and enthusiasm. Or on the English Library, afternoons at the Baggersee, innumerable B-Breaks in your living room (which I went to over and over again, year in and year out, because I quite simply couldn't get enough of you and Armin). You have no idea how much and how deeply you've touched me and made an imprint on my life. And the main reason I say something this personal in a semi-public forum like The Ecolianer is because I know that so many others feel the same. Writing this letter now makes you feel so present to me. I remember so well what it felt like to hug you, I remember your voice and your smell even! You live on, Natalie, not only in the hearts of many, many people, but also in the great work you did. I doubt you ever thought of it this way yourself, but the fact is: you made a difference! So, from my humble perch I say, thank you, dear Natalie, for all you've given me and the world. Love, SCOTT 23 the 24 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 Love of Gardens Wherever she lived in the Ecole d’Humanité; in Haus Willi, Waldhaus, West Haus, Haus am Bach, und finally Sunnehuesli, Natalie Luethi created a colourful flower garden around it and tended it with loving care. Natalie was also generous in helping others to create beauty in the Ecole campus. When I took over the slope of land below Ost Haus just after that house was built in 1970, she gave me a bucket of Lisimachia roots and some of “Rabbits’ Ears” (Woll Ziest); seedlings of Eschscholtzia, Cosmea, Eschscholtzia and Aster; roots of Astilbe, as well as, later, a tiny Holly bush; a young Lilac tree; part of a bush with pink flowers which I think is called Weigelia, and roots of a lovely rock plant with bright blue flowers, leaves which in spring are red underneath and green on top and which in Autumn are bright red all over. (I have not been able to find the name and Natalie didn’t know it either.) Finally, when she was already partly bed-ridden in Sunnehuesli, in the late autumn of 2012, Natalie told me that the “Autumn Joy” in her garden was over-growing the path between Sunnehuesli and Shanti and I could divide it to plant in the new flower beds beside the lawn below Ost Haus. All these representatives of Natalie’s love for beauty are present and thriving in the area between Ost Haus and Max Cassirer Haus and will, with due care, bloom at their own time of year just as they did and still do in some of Natalie’s gardens. MARYLIN REYNOLDS 25 the 26 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 27 Shakespeare Love’s Labor’s Lost (2001) Games! Enormous playing cards as trees and dice as stools, Moth on a scooter whizzing down ramps and the King of Navarre playing life-size chess in his court of scholars. Everyone will wear paper hats! And paper ruffs around the necks (Doey Luethi’s idea – Natalie makes them carefully, painstakingly), and the pricket in the park will be a plastic collapsible deer from an archery set. Our “concept” is delightful – and excessive. It carries me away into symbolic contortions, which climax in a strained scene between the “fantastical Spaniard” Don Armado (in wide paper mustachio) and his faithful page Moth, to whom I hand a plastic hula hoop, saying: “hold it like this, frame your face exactly – like this! Like this! - just when you say –‘and yet nothing at all’ – like a Zero! Because Don Armado is Nothing! And yet Everything! The imagination!” I was fresh out of graduate school. Natalie watched bemused, and then with concern. “I think it’s a mistake,” she later told me cautiously, “to tell them what to do too much. Let them discover it on their own. Let them invent.” I fumed, at first. But she was exactly right. Natalie had enormous faith in the creativity of the students, and she let them alone, to discover real responses. And in this freedom lay wonderful surprises, the life of the play. When I relaxed my clutch, the same scene began to breathe. Don Armado spontaneously grabbed an oversized white pawn, breast shaped, and fondled the nipple tip distractedly, dreaming of his love. Perfect! Natalie and I roared. And when she offered suggestions, it was often simply to remind the actors of what it feels like to be human – to be a pompous King masking his insecurity, or a flirty girl wittier than the man she tries to catch! A stiff shrug, a crossed arm, a toss of the head – Natalie had a keen sense for the subtle gesture that revealed depths. She was brilliant at showing actors just how we much we try to hide – rather than reveal – our true feelings. As You Like It (1999) Orlando supporting the dying older Adam in the forest of Arden. The actor playing Adam, a young boy, wobbles, sways, moans and gasps unbelievably. “Do less,” Natalie insists, “not so melodramatic! He’s just – creaking.” She stands still barely wavering, takes a tentative shuffle, to demonstrate. The boy follows, doing almost nothing, and becomes a more delicate, fading old man, not wanting to disturb: “Dear master, I can go no further.” Perfect. And then the moment passes. The intensity of an expression, a scene, a performance. And then it is over. Natalie loved this about theater, that it is there, and then it is gone. The Tempest (2010) We are eating ravioli and salad in the Esssaal before the final performance, and Natalie quotes to the actors: Our revels now are ended. These our actors… Are melted into air, into thin air… We are such stuff As dreams are made on; and our little life Is rounded with a sleep. “Enjoy it tonight,” she says, “because soon it will all disappear.” Much Ado About Nothing (2013) Natalie, Doey, and I are together in Natalie’s living room, playing around with ideas. Natalie, lying in her hospital bed, laughs at the thought of a roses and zippers concept for the production. “You’re a nut,” she tells me. But then she muses – a play about illusions. And she recalls an image from somewhere, some memory, perhaps an insurance ad on TV, in which a little girl breathes onto a window, and draws lines with her finger on the glass. The picture is so delicate – something is there, and then dissolves. Natalie died in November. Her image opened our play in March. MELISSA BAGG Harry in “Much Ado About Nothing” the 28 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 29 Grandchildren I have a picture in my head of my grandma sitting in a big hotel bed with me when I was about seven or eight years old. We were waiting before one of Doey's operas. I was wearing a black, velvet dress with tacky golden flowers. This was the first memory I have of having her undivided attention. She braided my hair and told me story after story about my aunt and uncles. I have an image of my grandma that I share with my whole family. We were sitting in Haus am Bach at the long wooden table. She gave her four children and eight grandchildren an heirloom. Some of us got dishes, others received jewelry, everything was valuable for one reason or another. She explained the story behind each item to us. I have a lion locket with one ruby eye and a picture of her as a young adult is inside of it. I have images of my grandma correcting songs in the song books during Singgemeinde, scolding students for obsessing too much over the SAT, directing Shakespeare, advising young female Ecolianers in books to read and attitudes to have, telling a student to “Shut up!” when he was out of line, and baking her classes a cake when they received 100% on her vocabulary tests. I have images of my grandma from other people's memory. The stories they have told have somehow built the complete picture of who my grandmother is. To me, the stories and memories from other people are just as important as my own. One of my last memories of my grandma is when she was very close to her death. I was alone in the room with her. Her eyes were closed but I know she was listening to me. It was sunny. I was holding her wrinkly hand and sitting next to her bed. I told her all of my trivial problems and everything I was proud of for the week. She stroked my hand, turned her head and smiled at me without saying anything. I share images and memories of my grandma with her four children, her siblings, her husband, her seven other granddaughters, her nieces and nephews, her friends, her students, her LPC campers, her fellow counselors, her colleagues, and her acquaintances. For me, my image of her as my grandmother is a collage of all of the memories I have heard and reinterpreted from other people, bleeding into my own. She is more than just my grandmother. She was somebody who could have so many roles in any one person's life. She was a teacher, a disciplinary figure, a confidante, a leader, a feminist role model, someone giving reality checks, a story teller, a person to complain to and a person to brag to, and a mentor. As my grandmother, Natalie Lüthi-Peterson encompassed all of these roles, and with that, she left me with the greatest impact on who and what I am today. SACHI WATASE Natalie with her 7 of 8 grandchildren, all girls, from left to right: Angela, Johanna,Sophie, May Lee,Nico, Pauline, Sachi. Luca, the eights one is not in the picture the 30 the June | Juni 2013 June | Juni 2013 The early times of the USSystem Excerpt from the interview that took place on January 3rd, 2007. Interviewer: SALOME LIENERT Salome We already talked about the Odenwaldschule and the Ecole. I would like to know a bit more about this symbiosis, as I see it. The early connections; you already mentioned how you met Paul Geheeb, Paulus; what the Ecole meant or means for LPC and vice versa. Natalie It happened quite naturally. At first just through the fact that this was our first camp and we just took ideas from what we had experienced and a lot of it came from the Ecole and the Odenwaldschule. Then, as the years went by, it was more and more exchange of people and with the peoples ideas; like campers coming to the Ecole as students, students becoming counselors, teachers becoming directors, directors becoming teachers. There's been a great deal of that flow, interaction between the two institutions. I came here in '49; Armin came here in '48. That's when we got to know each other. Armin left in '50 to continue his music studies in Basel. We got married as soon as he was finished and by that time we were both in debt to our eyes. So we took a job, a city of Basel job, which paid. We were there until Edith Geheeb wrote to us in 1955 and said that there was a crisis in the school and they wondered if we wouldn't come with the idea of later taking over the directorship. I was really excited about that because we were working in a totally Swiss school where I couldn't really use my English and where my role was quite limited because I'm not a Swiss teacher. I was sort of like a house mother. It was ok, and I had two children already so I had my hands full. But still the idea of coming back to the Ecole was very welcome to me. Armin was kind of cautious because of the financial situation, but we came back in spring of '56. At that time the place was suddenly full of Americans. Every time I had been here before there was one or two but there were many when we came back in spring of '56. It became apparent very quickly that we had to do something about this. We had to have a program for these Americans because they were staying for only one year and wanted to go back to American schools. "We have to give them what they need". So I started the American system. We had massive applications for many years and I insisted that they stay for at least three years because we wanted to keep the size down. We could have practically filled the school with Americans. We kept it down to about a quarter of the total population of the student body. That was fine for quite a few years because the dollar was worth 4.25 or something and this was a very cheap school for Americans. Then suddenly in the '70s the dollar took a nosedive and the Americans disappeared. So this was a painful situation. This was just after we had expanded the school by building Ost- West- and Max Cassirer Haus. We had gone from a hundred students to a hundred and fifty students over night and then the Americans faded. This was a big worry because for me the international aspect of the school was very important. In the beginning Pavey and I had said, "We'll start a camp and then maybe later we'll start a school." We had this idea in the back of our heads that a school would be better. We'd have more opportunities for what we want to do than in a camp. So having a school with an international student body was wonderful. Teaching here after we came back was what I thought was perfect. So when the Americans went, it looked like we were going to be totally Swiss. That's when we started inviting children from LPC, camp children who were recommended by their camp directors as being particularly good at community living. We invited them often with huge scholarships just to fill up the English speaking section of the school again. So in this way the camp played a huge part in maintaining our international aspect and our international character. So that was one very strong reason for our interconnectedness. There were times, I think, before that, when some people, some other staff said, "What's that camp business? Camp people seem to have some kind of special in with Natalie. What's that kind of elite here among us?" But that changed totally because so many people who had been in camp were here. So many of the staff were involved too. Either had been in camp themselves or were sending their children. So there's been this cross-fertilization. I think when I first came to the Ecole there was no such thing as folkdancing. There was one small group that did waltzes and polkas but they were certainly weird. And at camp it was not so easy to keep it going. We did this "Abe zämme rächts", Armin could play some of these tunes on his violin and we could do some dances, but it was very modest. Then, it must have been in the '60s we had a flourishing of folkdancing in the Ecole because we had some Israeli students and folkdancing was really important in Israel. So we were dancing like crazy. Then we got American teachers who were wild about folkdances. We did folkdancing twice a week and it was a big thing. And that fired it up in the camps again. It died down again in the Ecole and then camp people came and Sarah or another of our camp people would teach massive courses with forty, fifty people in them so folkdancing is back in in the Ecole. There is this sort of exchange back and forth. The songbooks that Armin put together for the camp originally were then expanded for the Ecole and came back to the camp. So in many ways each institution is enriched by the other. And you know when we retired from the directorship I wasn't sure if this was still going to be. But anyhow, by that time Sarah, KC and Kathleen had all been camp directors and Frédéric's and Fränzi's daughter is involved in camp, and so are Vargas. So many people had been involved in camp that it had taken root. We must be grateful for this. Sonia's job is paid for by the Ecole and this Christmas Conference is and our world gatherings are. I mean what would we do? We would have to pay a lot if we didn't have this family relation. 31 Natalie Luethi Peterson Memorial Endowment Fund The Edith Geheeb-Cassirer Foundation (EGCF) was founded in the 1980’s by parents of former Ecole students with the support of Natalie’s sister, Irene Lockwood, to raise scholarship money for students from the US to attend the Ecole d’Humanité. They recognized that it was important to have American students from a wide range of backgrounds participating in the American program – both because American students are an important part of the unique international character of the school and because non-US students in the American program - many of whom plan on attending American universities – get a broader cultural picture of the United States through their contact with American Ecolianers. To honor Natalie’s work in establishing the American program at the Ecole and her long and devoted service to the school, the Edith Geheeb-Cassirer Foundation has created the Natalie Luethi Peterson Memorial Endowment Fund. This is an opportunity for grateful generations of Ecolianers to contribute to an endowed scholarship fund in Natalie’s memory. The EGCF invites all friends of the school to acknowledge and honor Natalie’s special role in making the Ecole d’Humanité the transformative place it is today by making a generous gift to the new fund. This endowment will provide ongoing scholarships, enabling deserving students far into the future to be supported by Natalie’s unique spirit. You can make your donation via PayPal at the Foundation’s website: http://geheebcassirer.weebly.com Checks should be made out to the Edith Geheeb-Cassirer Foundation and mailed to: Helen DeVol, Treasurer Edith Geheeb-Cassirer Foundation 0602 SW Palatine Hill Road Portland, OR 97219 Gifts of $100 or greater will be acknowledged with a special thank-you gift – a tea towel with the beautiful “Haslihaus” design seen on the front page of this issue. This image of a Hasliberg chalet with the Wetterhorngruppe in the background was created for the Natalie Luethi Peterson Memorial Endowment Fund campaign by Natalie’s daughter, Molly Luethi of Kei and Molly Textiles LLC (www.keiandmolly.com) Für mehr informationen über die Ecole d'Humanité in deutsch siehe: NÄF, H. (Hrsg.): Eine menschliche Schule – Die Ecole d'Humanité von innen gesehen. Zytglogge Verlag, 2009. 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Wenn Sie an dieser vielseitigen und anspruchsvollen Aufgabe interes-siert sind, freuen wir uns auf Ihre Bewerbung. Ihre schriftliche Bewerbung richten Sie bitte an Enrico Simen, Ecole d’Humanité, 6085 Hasliberg Goldern Tel. 033 972 92 92, [email protected] People | Leute Births | Geburt › 8. Februar 2013: Ilja Hafner, Sohn von Katja Bächtold Hafner (K '76–'93) und Andi Hafner. › March 11, 2013: Emil Pirayech Gutmann, son of Djahane (K 9|'93–6|'97, MA seit 2010) and Martin Gutmann (MA seit 2010), born in Hofstetten, Switzerland. › April 9, 2013: Ray Gustave Vinhateiro, son of Karuna (K 9|'88–6|'00) and Ben Vinhateiro (K 8|'98–6|'00), born in Lihue, Kauai. › 24. Mai 2013: Johanne Bach, Tochter von Theresa und Stephan Bach (MA seit 2008). Deaths | Todesfälle › 26. März 2013: Florence Cool MA '48–'51, '63–'87 › 27. März 2013: Micha Schultze K '89-'91
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