Winter 2015 - Holden Village
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Winter 2015 - Holden Village
Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 www.holdenvillage.org Page 1 Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 The Joy of Winter Conversations with the Directors Winter Inspiration Holiday Recap Page 2 www.holdenvillage.org Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Village is a Lutheran retreat center in the North Cascade mountains of Washington state, welcoming all people. Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 www.holdenvillage.org Page 3 UniqueNow The The vision of Holden Village is the love of God making new the church and world through the cross of Jesus Christ. The mission of Holden Village, a Lutheran ministry, is to welcome all people into the wilderness to be called, equipped and sent by God as we share rhythms of Word and Sacrament; work, recreation and study; intercession and healing. Inside This Issue Page 2: Q&A with the Directors: Chuck & Steph and Peg + Chuck Page 4: Holiday highlights Our core values are worship, theology, hospitality, vocation, diversity, grace, shalom, ecology, gifts, study, rest, place, community and hilarity. Executive Directors Chuck & Stephanie Carpenter Chuck Hoffman & Peg Carlson-Hoffman Communications Team Karen Thygerson, Laura Brown, and Leah Martin Your comments and questions are invited. [email protected] Holden Village Voice HC 0 Box 2, Chelan WA 98816 Cover photos: Page 7: Savoring winter photo by Karen Thygerson Front: With four feet of snow on the ground, Chalet Hill offers ideal sledding conditions for children of all ages. Photo by Karen Thygerson. This page: Holden hats, made lovingly by Village knitters, are sold in the bookstore to raise funds for the Capital Campaign. Photo by Karen Thygerson. Inside back: On bus arrival days, everyone lines up to chain packages, food deliveries, and luggage onto the loading dock. Photo by Karen Thygerson. Back: The Holden bell shines brightly on a sparkly, winter day, awaiting the chance to call Villagers to a meal or worship. Photo by Karen Thygerson. Holden Village operates on the Okanogan-Wenatchee National Forest under a special use permit. USDA Forest Service is an equal opportunity provider. Printed on paper with recycled content. Page 8: An essay from our friend, Kaethe Schwehn Chuck Hoffman, Peg Carlson-Hoffman, Stephanie and Chuck Carpenter are working together for the next several months to make the transition from one Executive Director team to the other. Such confidence we have through Christ before God. Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God. T 2 Corinthians 3:4–5 here’s always something unique going on in Holden—right now that “something” is having four Directors. Chuck and Peg began their five-year call as Executive Directors in January. Chuck and Steph are finishing their five-year call as Executive Directors at the end of June, when one Chuck will be chucked out for the other Chuck. (Oh yes, the Chuck jokes have begun!) During this unique time, the two calls have merged into a third thing all its own—different than either of the individual calls, but overlapping in mission and vision. Like the waters that flow through Railroad Creek Valley, coming together to form Hart Lake, they split again, transformed by the experience. Page 10: Construction FAQ Page 11: Looking ahead to spring Holden is in transition once again. The mine remediation project will fully occupy the Village this coming summer. Chuck and Peg, however, are beginning to plan for guests in the winter and summer of 2016. This work requires much preparation as they will transform a construction Village into one focused on a full guest program. Currently, Holden is in the midst of a very full winter guest season. The rhythm of winter guest programs during the mine remediation years has kept the Village grounded and connected. The energy that steps off the bus is contagious and it shapes the Village. Through rain, snow, and wintry weather, Holden Village staff have lavishly welcomed all who arrive. By God’s grace, the ministry of Holden Village is well and will continue to do well. Whatever competence we have, has come from God! Amen. We thank you all so much for your prayers and support. v Page 12: A message from Pastor Kent Narum www.holdenvillage.org Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 P+C Conversations with the Directors C&S Executive Directors Chuck & Stephanie Carpenter talked with Communications Associate Laura Brown about being called, equipped, and sent through their experience at Holden Village. C: We’re working as a team of four during this transition period. It’s a pretty complicated time for the Village, and it’s really great to have four of us focusing on all aspects of this ministry right now. S: We both feel so privileged to have been Directors of Holden Village during this time. C: We also feel like the end of mine remediation, at least phase one, is within view. Many unknowns of surviving a mine remediation project are now known. It has been a challenging but rewarding experience, and we’re excited for what’s next for the Village and for us personally. Holden Moments C: It’s continually surprising how everyone who comes up here owns it. People that come for the first time, even for a week, really own it, and they care about it, and they “get it” in their own way. And that crossed over to the mine remediation people. They really felt ownership and respect and a desire to do what they could. The Village brings out the best in people. S: When we sign donation thank-you letters, I see notes from so many people—some who haven’t been to Holden in years. They are still sending money and saying, “I’ve been thinking about you all,” and, “I was there in 19 so-andso.” I get very emotional about how many people care about this place, and the weight that I feel to keep it healthy and available. We feel that buoyancy of a huge body that isn’t even in the valley. Everything from very large donations to the five-dollar bill taped to the envelope with a little scribbled note, and they all make me kind of tear up. Joys as Directors C: One thing I’ve learned at Holden is the idea of “call”—not just for pastors, but for all of us. People might not know that they’re called here or that they have something to offer until they get to the Village. Holden has adapted by not being too linearly oriented. We’re very comfortable meandering all over the place with people’s different gifts. It’s amazing that this place works and that people show up here to volunteer to make it happen. You don’t know how, but it does somehow happen—Holden moments of the right people being here at the right time. It’s amazing and joyful being part of the process of somebody discovering a call and engaging in this place. It happens over and over. It’s central to the mission of calling, equipping and sending—that’s where we’re at personally right now. We felt called, but we also feel now that the call is shifting to a different need. S: I like giving gifts. Especially figuring out what people like and then giving a special gift specifically for them. It’s been an absolute joy to keep giving away this gift to everyone who gets off the bus. It’s, “Here’s your Village. Let’s get it to where you feel safe and comfortable and can be your best self.” That has been a joy. Being Called C: When we first came in 2005 we had no goals of being directors. We came here as volunteers. We felt our gifts were needed at the time to help with whatever needed to be done. The call that grew was not a controllable thing. You have to be faithful to the process and not have any preconceptions. People are going to grow into things. It’s not in our own timing. Chuck and Peg haven’t had 20 years background here or whatever, but we hadn’t either. And people photo by Karen Thygerson Transition S: We’re not actually departing until the end of June. We’re working together with Chuck and Peg until then. Chuck and I are focusing on bundling up our call of “getting through mine remediation” as we hand off to Chuck and Peg who will be focusing on “emerging” from the mine remediation. On their recent visit to the Village, Laura sat down with Holden’s Next Executive Directors Chuck Hoffman + Peg Carlson-Hoffman to explore the perspective they bring to Holden. Being Welcomed P: When it was announced that Chuck and I would be the next Executive Directors, Chuck and Steph wrote a Dr. Seuss-type poem to us about coming. Then we wrote a response back to the Village in the same “Seussian rhyme,” so the Whoville/Holdenville frivolity got off to an early start. C: In January, the bus that picked us up for our first trip into the Village as Directors was decked out with Holdenville baubles, trinkets, and flugal horns. S: Hosting the 50th anniversary celebration, we were able to engage in the process of looking back and appreciating every era. It was a great way to transition into mine remediation, and an opportunity for us to meet people and hear stories of the last 50 years, because our Holden history only goes back to 2005. C: We’re grateful that both of our kids have grown up at Holden Village. Cailan, our daughter who was 10 when we arrived, is a sophomore in college now; and August, our son who was 8 when we arrived, will graduate from Holden Village School in June, a few weeks before we leave the Village. S: We are grateful parents for all of the wonderful people who have been positive influences in their lives. For now, we’re enjoying these last four months working with Chuck and Peg and all of the wonderful staff at Holden Village. v www.holdenvillage.org P: When we got off the bus, we were surrounded by all of Holden dressed in Whoville craziness. Everyone circled around us, hand in hand, and started to sing “Wahoo doray, wahoo doray, welcome, welcome, Chuck and Peg,”—it was overwhelming. Chuck 1 and Chuck 2 were so funny and we did that Holden thing where you laugh and cry at the same time. C: We cannot say enough good things about the staff. Even in our short time here we have experienced wonderful hospitality from everyone. We’ve enjoyed conversations with the staff about what they do here and what has brought each of them to the Village. Page 5 Holden Moments C: The winter here is just beautiful. The snow, the blue fog—our visual awareness is really heightened here and we see differently, especially on the sled flying down Chalet Hill. and compassionate. We worked to create a space of trust so participants could listen and find their own creative voices. Then we worked with how those voices connect to build community. P: We still have a sense of wonder about Holden. Doesn’t everyone? We don’t take any of this for granted. P: For us, it’s about imagination. We believe that if you can imagine something, then it has possibility. So we want to make room for people to imagine a new way to be in the world. We want to push on the boundaries of the church a little bit. What are the problems within the church, what are the problems in the world—global, political—what are those boundaries, and how do we push through and imagine a new way to be in this fastchanging world? That kind of thinking requires intentional space. Holden is the perfect place for that. C: We’re seeing Holden new. We’re sharing it with our friends and family like it’s the first time anybody has discovered it. The hikes have been amazing. Being able to really find solitude and hear the crunch of the snow is a big contrast to being in the midst of a busy city. Holden has the solitude and a vibrant community. It’s all good, and it’s all part of the richness of Holden. Face to Face C: Peg and I have been on the road visiting with Holden folks in Seattle, Tacoma, Wenatchee, Minneapolis, Northfield, and St. Paul so people could get to know us. We’ve gathered over meals, in homes, and in churches listening to stories and hearing the hopes and dreams that Holdenites around the country have for the Village. gave us an open mind and grace around that. By not having that long history, we were free because we weren’t attached. People can get locked into, “Well, my era was the best era,” but celebrating 50 years of Holden without attachment, we were free to look back and appreciate every era equally as the whole mosaic of Holden’s history. photo by Jeanette Byrnes Page 4 P: Of course, like all new Villagers, we’ll bring our own gifts and talents to this position. But we want to make sure we understand all the goodness and the things that are important to people. We feel it’s important to listen to people from all the different eras. Women’s Retreat P: We just finished teaching our first Holden retreat with 60 women called Creating a Space for Sacred Imagination. Chuck reminded me several times that it was his first Women’s Retreat ever. It was an honor to work with singer/songwriter Linda Breitag and Elizabeth Austen, the current Poet Laureate of Washington state. C: It was an amazing group. Some participants came with deep tradition, and for others it was their first time to the Village. First-timer or long-timer, it was a powerful weekend. These women were brave, kind, smart, funny, lovely, C: And it’s building on tradition, too, so there are building blocks to change and adapt to meet the day where it is. That’s what I love about Holden. Holden has always been a place of imagination. People came in here and saw this old mining town and they imagined something different. They had courage to let it grow into its own, not control or strangle it. P: It’s a place to hold the questions. And we have to be able to hold the questions. C: In our former corporate lives, and as artists working in reconciliation and community around the world, we have found a rhythm that includes compassion, listening, and creative imagination in hopes of drawing people closer together. That, in turn, can help build communities of trust that celebrate our differences. Here at Holden, we will build on that philosophy using image and word to construct deep and meaningful conversations that offer a space to honor the questions, learn, create, and grow. Coming and Going P: Holden is a complex place right now. A lot has changed in the recent past, and we’ll of course be transitioning back into summer guest seasons soon. Because of all this, the overlap of Director teams is longer than usual. The four of us are focusing on different aspects. We’re learning about the rhythms of the Village, the details of the remediation, and also concentrating on future. C: The bus at Holden is always coming and going. It’s a fact of life here, but also a metaphor for how fleeting our time is. We particularly treasure this time with Chuck and Steph. We know that we will be changed and transformed during our time here—just as other directors have—but for now, we look forward to greeting each of you in that familiar Holden way. v photos by Laura Brown & Karen Thygerson Page 6 www.holdenvillage.org Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Moments Villagers return from a successful hunt for the perfect Christmas tree. photo by Karen Thygerson photo by Karen Thygerson Each Friday, Villagers gather for quiet time around the cross, lighting candles as we raise our prayers to God. celebration and in times of need. Neighbors checked on each other regularly and brought meals to those sick at home. “For me, it was after the Christmas Eve dinner had been served, when the kitchen staff sat down and ate together,” recalled Stuffi Stephens, Kitchen Coordinator. Andrew Lund, Capital Projects volunteer, also loved the kitchen on Christmas Eve. “I walked past the kitchen after dinner and there was David Nakic with a huge bakery spatula rockin’ out to Queen.” photo by Karen Thygerson photo by Karen Thygerson In early December, Villagers of all ages ventured out to the woods with Forest Service permits in hand, to find the perfect Christmas tree. With such a bountiful selection, every group went home happy, and many evergreens were left to flourish in the wild. IT Coordinator Keith Thygerson remembers the adventure fondly. “We were surprised at how fun and satisfying it was to hike out into the snow and hunt for our perfect tree. Dragging it home on the sled and setting it up in our Chalet really brought the Advent spirit alive.” Utilities Assistant Kirsten Olsen savored the Polar Bear Plunge in Lake Chelan on New Year’s Day. “I knew if I didn’t do it then, I would probably never do it, and I’m so glad I did! It was so much fun!” For many, it was the experience of Holden community that was unique. “So often over the holidays we are just with family, but to be here and experience serving and eating as a community of 150-plus was such a gift,” offered Hospitality Manager John Griebe. Several Villagers—who caught a nasty cold that spread during the holidays—witnessed the sense of a community coming together both in The Thanksgiving day Copper Bowl pitted the Saints vs. the Sinners for a spirited game of touch football. The match was live-streamed into Fireside for spectators, complete with running commentary and half-time commercials. The Holden Winter Olympics torch was relayed through the Village, and the opening ceremony culminated with the lighting of the flame at the top of Chalet Hill. Page 7 offered us his stuffed raccoon, Rascal. True, all the other competitors were under 12, but we won and we were so excited! Rascal is still wearing the medal we won.” You know “Holden moments” when you see them. They’re difficult to explain, but they abound in the Village: those moments you don’t experience anywhere else. Whether you’ve lived here for years or are visiting as a guest for the first time, you’re sure to encounter at least one Holden moment during your stay in this valley. The folks in the Village for the 2014/2015-winter season are no exception. From the first snowfall in October to the darkest day in December; the anticipation of Advent to the festivity of Christmas; the Thanksgiving feast to the New Year’s Day brunch; a Holden winter is full of surprises and new traditions that can transform your understanding of this formidable and majestic season. Lead Cook Max Jennings found his moment at the annual Copper Bowl football game on Thanksgiving day. “The weather conditions were bad, but everyone dressed up, we had a reasonably real game, the commercials were fun, and the whole day just came together. It was definitely my top day in the Village so far.” Other sporting events also yielded some great Holden moments. “I loved the Winter Olympics Opening Ceremony,” explained Lead Cook Hannah Fisher. “We were all standing around with candles as the torch came through, and I was soaking it in, knowing that I would probably never go to a real opening ceremony.” Laundry Head Meredith Ishida also cherished her Winter Olympics experience. “Shane and I wanted to run in the Toboggan Team Sled Race, but were told we needed four people. Then we realized with me being pregnant we had three, and Marc [Operations Manager] www.holdenvillage.org Luther student and J-term participant Isaac Jensen had a hard time identifying just one moment. “There are so many that it’s hard to pick one, but when our class hiked to the trail junction, we had this great moment. The peaks were in silhouette behind the clouds, and then the sun came through and the whole valley opened up, and we all were running in snowshoes, the whole class and the professor.” Lead Cook Pat Clark sees “the balance of support and fun” as quintessentially Holden. “On New Year’s Eve we were all dancing outside on the street for a couple hours, and then you balance that with someone at the bowl during Prayer Around the Cross—fun and contemplation.” continued on page 6 The Holden Winter Olympics included a knitting competition, Coffee Carry, Dogsled Races (below), Maverick Triathlon, Boot Toss, Drag & Hoist, Sledding, and many other silly events. photo by Karen Thygerson photo by Karen Thygerson Following an evening feast, Christmas Eve Eucharist was a beautiful celebration of the beginning of the Christmas season. New Year’s Eve dance party outside Koinonia photo by Josh Welbaum Page 8 www.holdenvillage.org continued from page 5 St. Olaf J-term student Erica Hall loved her first Prayer Around the Cross. “The laying on of hands was so beautiful. There was an unspoken understanding of being both an individual and part of a community.” Communications Associate Laura Brown identified the Epiphany bonfire as her Holden moment. “I had always celebrated Christmas, but never the 12 Days of Christmas. It was really wonderful having everyone there, and the view of the mountains, and being surrounded by the whole community. I wasn’t sad that the season was over. We were marking the end of one season and the beginning of another.” The Winter Solstice bonfire held on Tailings Pile Two gave Josh Welbaum his moment. “Looking at the quiet smiles, the red fire glowing on people’s faces, and taking a step back, seeing all my friends silhouetted against the sky, was magical.” photo by Jeanette Byrnes J-term students from St. Olaf gather for an outdoor session. All J-termers attended class in the mornings, then helped with dish team, garbo, and other Village functions in the afternoons. photo by Karen Thygerson Several J-termers (as well as some unsuspecting Villagers) were caught in a surprise snowball fight after bus departure one day. Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 photo by Karen Thygerson Christmas trees were transformed into kindling for a special Epiphany service on Chalet Hill. Villagers sang simple and beautiful chants and took communion under the towering view of Buckskin and Copper mountains. For Erin McIntosh, a St. Olaf student, a walk past the bridge at night summed up her Holden experience. “I looked up at the stars and they were the most brilliant thing I have ever seen. So many experiences here are so hard to put into words. I could just be still and observe the magnificence.” A night walk also provided Ellen Guisfredi her Holden moment. “Two days after the New Year’s Eve candlelit labyrinth, I went out there and the clouds were rolling in and out and light and dark were alternating, along with silence and the company of friends, and there was still a candle burning in the center.” Medic Linda Evans also loved the contrasting atmospheres of the Village. “On New Year’s Eve I experienced a mix of the familiar (pickled herring, lefse, and homemade eggnog) and new traditions. We had an early (Midwest time zone) toast and the experience was rich with food and people and quiet and noise.” Arrivals and departures are so much of the Holden experience that it’s no surprise they offered Holden moments. “Welcoming the next directors, we all— children and adults—went to the costume shop and dressed for the occasion,” shared St. Olaf J-term student Christa Kuck. Lead Cook Honna Brown returned to the Village from a trip that day. “Getting off the bus with Chuck and Peg, I felt like I was arriving for the first time too!” Some Holden moments are fleeting and spontaneous, impossible to recreate. Others inspire years of new tradition and ceremony in the lives of unsuspecting individuals or the community as a whole. Either way, the spark of these moments, particularly in the lethargy and apparent lifelessness of winter, ignites a renewed faith in all that lies dormant beneath the snow. It reminds us why we treasure this valley, and the community that is both nurtured here and sent out into the world by every person a Holden moment has touched. v photo by Kevin Steffa The candlelit labyrinth on New Year’s Eve was beautiful to behold, especially given the majestic backdrop. By Karen Thygerson Photos by Kevin Steffa www.holdenvillage.org Page 9 winter wonderland In the winter safety training that all Villagers are required to attend, we learn about the tools essential for backcountry hiking in snow, the fabrics that wick moisture most effectively, and the amount of extra food to pack for emergencies. We are reminded to sign in and out on the winter safety board, where we can also check for up-to-date information about trail conditions and avalanche danger. There is even a specialist on avalanche safety who visits the Village each year to teach about the riskiest conditions and how to assess a snow-covered slope for stability. “Mr. Em” (Roland Emetaz) has been with the Northwest Avalanche Center since its founding, and has generously come to Holden every winter for the past 11 years. Marc and Nancy Rerucha Borges, our resident backcountry experts, start the training sessions with a slideshow (analog slides, projector, and all) documenting their hiking and cross-country skiing adventures in the North Cascades over the last 30 years. The breadth of their knowledge and firsthand experience is awe-inspiring, as they discuss the surprising danger of roof-alanches in the Village and how to keep your extra clothes dry should you fall into the creek. But what they also share—what barely even needs to be said, as we view the majestic images of towering mountainsides and snow-covered stones aside wintry rivers—is that winter in and around Holden Village is an amazing and beautiful time of year; formidable, true, but also rich with opportunity and wonderment. The bright sun peaking out from behind Buckskin Mountain reminds us each day to look up. The light shining on the peak of Dumbbell beckons us: “Come out here and see what winter has to offer!” In the spring, when the flowers bloom and the days get longer, we jump at the chance to hit the trail. A little mud won’t stop us from enjoying the reemergence of the sun. In the summer warmth, it is easy to remember to get out of the Village (whatever “village” you may live in) and explore. In the fall, conditions are still inviting to any level of hiker and any length of hike. We even appreciate the crisp coolness in the air after the heat of summer. But in the winter, we might be tempted to let the cold pin us inside. There’s nothing wrong with wrapping up in a quilt on the couch with a good book or a good friend by your side, but if we allow ourselves to take a chance—to venture out onto the frosty white trails (with the appropriate safety equipment and training, of course!)—what we might find can astound us: frost sparkling like diamonds, low-hanging clouds in shades of pink and purple and orange that not even Monet could imagine; rough valleys made smooth under a blanket of endless snow; grandeur. Don’t let the jaw dropping beauty of winter go unnoticed. Instead, get outside and be alert to the offerings of every season, winter included. Whether by ski, snowshoe, or traction device-strapped hiking boot; whether in the North Cascade mountains surrounding Holden Village or the neighborhood park down the block from your house; let’s get out there and see what winter has yet to offer. v Page 10 www.holdenvillage.org The first time you spend January at Holden you are a college student taking a class called The Short Story and Its Writer. That first January is filled with big, thick flakes of snow, with the click of knitting needles, with the shush of crepe-thin pages of your textbook flipped to the worlds of Cisneros and Hemingway and Carver. You sleep in a bunk in Koinonia where the green shag carpet always holds fragments of detritus no matter how many times you vacuum. You spend the mornings talking about literature and the afternoons skiing (or failing to ski) and the Village is a snow globe filled with all the things you love best and you think maybe it is heaven. photo provided by Kaethe Schwehn 1999 St. Olaf J-term group with Kaethe at bottom right. The second January you spend at Holden you are a long term Villager. You are the teaching assistant at the school and you grade calculus homework and teach the kindergarteners to say rojo and azul. Many days you feel lonely and sad and the sunless days have a way of graying you into a state of nothingness. This time, when the bus filled with January term students pulls up to the loading dock, you are not among them; you are part of the “we” that watches: “We watch the frosted doors slide open and the students clomp down the stairs, their chatter quieting as they get their first glimpse Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 www.holdenvillage.org Page 11 Fifth January The By Kaethe Schwehn Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 of the mountains. A young woman with her hair wrapped into a crown of delicate braids follows a male student with two cameras around his neck, his dark hair stiff with gel. We watch their faces but also their clothes: scarves in bright colors with sparks of silver filigree, puffy down coats, and Guatemalan mittens. We observe their clothes but also their hair: light and clean, curled and soft. The fake fruity notes of their shampoo (lemon and pomegranate, grapefruit and cherry-almond) waft over to us where we wait, smiling and clapping, nodding our heads, saying “welcome, welcome.” Ostensibly we are there to unload the food shipment, but more honestly we come out of a different kind of hunger: for the wider world and the sense of anonymity found there. We can’t leave regularly so we find our own foreignness in the appearance of strangers who don’t know us inside and out.”1 You bring your husband along for your third January at Holden. Or rather he brings you and twenty-eight students from St. Olaf. Now he is the professor (and you are a professor too, though not for this particular class), and he sits in a circle with the students as they discuss Bonhoeffer and the way bad theology leads to climate change and whether God is our reality. You sit on the edge of your bed vomiting into a plastic round because you have a baby growing inside you. Ice slicks the road and new snow refuses to fall. You take pictures of the students on an avalanche pile, their coats bright and lively on the hulking piles of grey and brown. When the father of one of the students dies she burns a Viking ship in his honor. The students huddle close, arms 2009 St. Olaf J-term group meeting for class in the Fireside room. photo by Kaethe Schwehn in the Creekside room this year, quilts wrapped around their shoulders, books and half-finished scarves tucked into crevices of warmth. Now you are here at Holden again. You are thirty-six years old. It has been sixteen years since the first January you spent at Holden. Your husband sits in a circle with another group of students while you simultaneously try to keep the one-year-old from eating Scrabble squares while listening to the five-year-old’s story about Petal and Elena, her six-inch dolls who survived the train trip with all of their tiny shoes intact. You are tired and worn out. By lunchtime, you are often on the verge of tears. On those days, you make a list in your head of all the places you’d rather be. But then Holden begins to work on you. The familiar songs at Vespers. The catch of stars in the throat. The mountains kicking awe into your gut. There is the swish of your daughter’s snowpants on the trail ahead of you, photo by Kaethe Schwehn 2009 St. Olaf J-term group exploring avalanche ruins. wrapped around one another’s waists, and watch the smoke reach toward the darkness. The fourth January at Holden is mostly a blur because you are sick with a different baby inside you and thoroughly exhausted by the baby of the third January who is now three years old. She wears Elmo slippers as she races up and down the length of the dining hall wearing the two-foot-long fleece hat that she made with her father in the craft cave while you were vomiting in your room in the Hotel. The students write a song about living in a tiny mountain village and the one with red hair sings it while the one with dark eyebrows plucks the tune out on a mandolin. They sit in a circle the village is a snow globe filled with all the things you love best and you think maybe it is heaven. Kaethe’s daughter, Thisbe, discovers the joy of outdoor adventure at Holden, 2013. the sweat of warm toast on your palm, the student who offers you the shining story of his life. The boy you taught to say azul and rojo during your second January is now a bright-eyed seventeen-year-old and he takes your daughter sledding and gives her shoulder rides, letting the skirt of her costume-shop dress fall around his face like a veil. The electrician buys a teething toy for your son and the medic points to the cardinal on her bag, saying “bird” fifty times a day so you don’t have to. Glowing with delight, your daughter circles the fireside ring with six other Village children, dancing to music a dear friend wrote in the darkness of the second January. As you listen to the guitar and mandolin test the waters of the bluegrass tunes, as you sing about “the truth beyond our minds,” you think about the importance of returning to the same place at different moments in a single life, the way the returning marks both the person you have been and the person you’ve become. v 1 Excerpted from Tailings: A Memoir by Kaethe Schwehn, published 2014 by Cascade Books, Eugene, OR. Used by permission of Wipf and Stock Publishers, www.wipfandstock.com. Kaethe Schwehn is the author of Tailings: a Memoir (Cascade Books), an account of her life at Holden during the “second January.” She spends the other months of the year teaching creative writing at St. Olaf College and enjoying the company of her husband and two children. More information at www.kaetheschwehn.com. illustrations by Ben Schieber photo by Kaethe Schwehn 5 Page 12 www.holdenvillage.org Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 So Many Ways to Give Short answers to the Top Five Questions The mission and ministry of Holden Village continues thanks to YOU! With so many ways to give, you can find the way that works for you. aDonate securely online or by mail. aMake a tribute or memorial gift and include Holden in your will. aYou can also donate stock, appreciated securities, real estate, or life insurance. aRequest a matching gift form from your employer to double or triple your gift. Gifts to Holden are tax deductible! You can also designate your gift to the area of greatest need or our capital campaign, Refresh, Renew, Rejoice!, to help the Village upgrade its 75-year old infrastructure and facilities. Visit www.holdenvillage.org/donate or send mail to Contributions, Holden Village, HC 0 Box 2, Chelan, WA 99816-9769. Questions? Contact Development Coordinator Anne Gintz at [email protected] for more information. About Construction At Holden Village Q: What is mine remediation? A: The Holden mine remediation project is a multi-million dollar effort to clean up contaminants that were left from the Howe Sound Holden Mine era (1937–1957). Rio Tinto, one of the world’s largest mining groups, is managing and paying for the cleanup under the supervision of the U.S. Forest Service. More than 120 acres, largely across Railroad Creek from Holden Village, are included in the affected area. Q: Is the Village closed? A: No! Holden Village is still operating year round, but guest opportunities are currently only available from roughly December–April. Heavy construction began in 2013, but staff and volunteers have been working and living in the Village throughout this unique time. In fact, we’ve been taking advantage of this opportunity to make much-needed improvements to the Village infrastructure that would have been impossible with a Village full of guests. Help Us Keep In Touch By joining Holden NetWorks, you can ensure we have your most accurate and up-to-date contact information. We never share your information with other entities. Visit www.holdenvillage.org and click on the “Holden NetWorks” link to create/manage your account. Email [email protected] for further assistance. If you’re receiving multiple copies of our mailings, please let us know. Your ID# (in the corner of your mailing label) will help us locate the right data. Thank you for keeping in touch! Q: What has been accomplished so far? Q: What is still left to do? A: In 2015, a new footbridge will be built across Railroad Creek, the hydroelectric building will be expanded and improved, and new underground communications and electrical cables will be put into service. On the south bank, water and electrical systems will be improved, the barrier wall will be completed, and a water treatment plant will be built to collect and treat contaminated water. Tailings piles will be revegetated and disturbed trails will be reestablished. New facilities will be built, including a Holden museum. Q: When can guests return? A: Guests are here now! During these years of construction, guest opportunities are available roughly December–April. You can visit Holden right now, up through April 6. Make your reservations at www.holdenvillage.org/visit. Summer guest opportunities are expected to return in 2016. You are also welcome to participate in Village life any time of year by volunteering. Contact [email protected]. v :Visit www.holdenvillage.org to download past issues of the Holden Village Voice for much more information. -Watch for even more info in the Spring issue of the Holden Village Voice. To complete planned Village renovations, we need skilled volunteers with experience in the building trades. Carpenters and framers (building renovations and additions, building a new footbridge) • Electricians and experienced electrical workers (connecting buildings to underground electrical system, modifying building wiring, upgrading controls and wiring of hydroelectric) • Heavy Equipment Operators (backhoe/front loader, telehandler forklift, dump trucks, and a crane truck) • Plumbers (completing new water systems, installing hydronic heating systems, and plumbing upgrades) • Concrete workers (foundations and other projects) • Dry stack rock wall builders (repairing historic rock walls) • Peeled Pole Carpenters (repairing and replacing log poles and railings on buildings) • Sawyer (operating Timber King band sawmill) • Project Managers and Project Leads (leading work teams and/or managing above projects) photo by Karen Thygerson photo by Karen Thygerson A: Several Village buildings have been improved and repaired, including a complete renovation of Lodge 3. Heating, electrical, water, and fire suppression systems were upgraded, and a 6000-gallon grease trap was installed outside the kitchen. Roads were upgraded, and several older buildings on the south side of the creek were demolished. About 900 feet of Railroad Creek was rerouted, and tailings piles were regraded. A new barge ramp was constructed at Lucerne and digging of the Barrier Wall commenced. Phew! If you have any of these skills and can consider working at Holden between May and November please contact the staffing office: [email protected]. We are happy to answer any questions and explore how you can use your skills in the Village. Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 www.holdenvillage.org Page 13 Spring Things The third season of heavy construction in the Village will begin in April. But between now and then, there are still many guest opportunities awaiting you! We’ve crafted the events below to enrich the community experience of Holden in the coming months. Consider planning a visit around these events, with a few days before and after for relaxation. Every season at Holden is special in its own way. Come see what spring has to offer in the Village. Artists in Residence February 23–April 6 This spring, our Artists in Residence will fill the Village with creative energy and opportunity. Observe and interact with the artists at work, and experience the unique works they create while staying in this inspiring place. Elizabeth Person is an Everett, Washington-based artist and graphic designer. She studied illustration and English at Indiana Wesleyan University. Currently, she is an in-house designer at a children’s educational company, while expanding her freelance illustration work. Using pen and watercolor, she creates “illustrative infographics,” often featuring Northwest themes. Her illustrations can be spotted at cafés, on concert posters, and most recently, at her favorite store, Metsker’s Maps of Seattle. She has served as a Cultural Arts Commissioner for the City of Everett since 2011. Visit elizabethperson.com to view her work. She is thrilled to participate in the Holden community as an Artist in Residence this year. Elyse-Krista Mische is a Minnesota native. She graduated in 2011 from Lawrence University in Appleton, WI with a B.A. in Studio Art. She currently works at an art studio and a gluten-free bakery, designs screen prints, and sells and donates her line of Worry Birds. She is primarily an illustrator but also works with mixed media such as ceramics, textiles, metal, wood, and printmaking. Elyse-Krista’s artwork is motivated by exchanging life experiences and stories with others, spending time in slow-paced environments, and by the preservation of history and memories. As a Holden Artist in Residence, she will begin a series of illustrated picture books that narrate how people in different communities view and value their temporal existence. Elyse-Krista looks forward to illustrating and getting to know the people of Holden. Compassionate Voices March 6–9 This meaningful retreat photo by Karen Thygerson focuses on healing the heart and lifting the spirit. It is a time of rest, conversation, and prayer for participants. Sessions on grief, caregiving, death and dying, singing at the bedside, and art and movement activities to refresh caregivers will be led by hospice professionals, therapeutic artists and musicians, and chaplains. Participants have described it as a “powerful and hopeful” retreat. All are welcome! Naturalization Ceremony March 12 Holden will host a Naturalization ceremony welcoming 10 new citizens. USCIS (United States Citizenship and Immigration Services) will offer informational sessions and we’ll celebrate cultures that make up the melting pot that is the United States. Folk Festival March 20–23 The 2014 Folk Festival was so fun that we’re doing it again! This year’s emphasis is on old-time music, with workshops, jam sessions, art, dance, and yoga. We’ll welcome guest instructors for ukulele, folk art, songwriting, and have other opportunities for education and hilarity. Enjoy song circles, yoga for musicians, Saturday night dance, Sunday gospel worship, and an appearance from Scatter Creek String Band. Bring your instruments and voices. All skill levels are welcome! photo by Karen Thygerson Holy Week March 29–April 6 Holy week promises to be magical as the Holden community celebrates the days leading to Easter. Whether you’ve been a part of this moving time in Holden before, or have not yet had the pleasure, we hope you can join us for this experience. v To attend any of these events, simply visit www.holdenvillage.org/visit/reservations and make reservations for your chosen dates. No additional cost or registration is required. Page 14 www.holdenvillage.org Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 photo by Kevin Steffa Grace Shattering Perfection By Pastor Kent Narum Sometimes you see it in the sparkle of her eye as the unsuspecting guest steps off the bus for the first time. Sometimes you hear it in his tone as the short-term staff asks about life at Holden. Sometimes you catch it in yourself at Vespers when the candlelight and harmony fill the room and everything seems so perfect. It is the myth that Holden is a utopia. promise of perfection: “you will not die, for God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.” Of course, the only part of the snake’s promise that comes true is that “the eyes of both were opened.” Death, it turns out, is not so easily avoided. Being perfect “like-God,” it turns out, is less desirable than first imagined. Even teasing out the good in the world from the evil in the world turns out to be more difficult, if not more dangerous, than those who live in paradise (or next to it) might think. “By sheer grace, God will not permit us to live even for a brief There are other myths with which a community might wrestle, but few are as intoxicating as the idea that a perfect paradise can be found in the wilderness. It is a paradise (so goes the myth) where every need is met, every hunger satisfied, every question answered and everyone gets along. period in a dream world.” In Life Together Dietrich Bonhoeffer has this to say about the dream of a perfect community: “The serious Christian, set down for the first time in a Christian community, is likely to bring... a very definite idea of what Christian life together should be and to try to realize it. But God’s grace speedily shatters such dreams.” Besides giving us a second look at life together in community, Bonhoeffer’s words also invite us to take a second look at that ancient story about a so-called “perfect” garden and what happens next. It turns out that people have wrestled with the temptation to live perfectly from the beginning. The serpent slithers around the unsuspecting heart and squeezes with the subtle, mythical Holden is not a perfect community. Holden is an authentic community. And Holden is a real community, where dreams of perfection often break down, but then provide a bed of fertile soil for God’s grace to take root. Like those who sought mythical perfection in the first garden, many come to Holden playing hide-and-seek. But here in the wilderness they come face to face with the question: “From what are you trying to hide?” It is a question that elicits stories of broken relationships, lost faith, burned-out lives, but also stories of God’s grace being found in that which was shattered. “So surely must we be overwhelmed by a great disillusionment with others,” Bonhoeffer goes on to say, “with Christians in general, and, if we are fortunate, with ourselves. By sheer grace, God will not permit us to live even for a brief period in a dream world.” Meanwhile, back in the no-longer-perfect garden, there is an often-overlooked epilogue to the hide-and-seek game. “And God made garments of skins…and clothed them.” That’s the kind of God that many experience at Holden—the God who calls us out of places where we hide in dreams of perfection. The God who calls us out of places where we seek perfection. The God who sends us out to the world where there is holy and hard work to be done. But also the God who clothes and equips after the calling and before the sending. May you experience this God who stitches up communities with garments of grace. May you know God who clothes all creation with God’s only Son, broken on the cross. May you trust that God wraps you in the quilt of the Holy Spirit and sends you out to be God’s stitches to a torn world. And may God shatter your hope for perfection so that grace may abound. v illustration by Karen Thygerson www.holdenvillage.org Page 15 Page 16 www.holdenvillage.org Holden Village Voice Winter 2015 Coming Events February 23–April 6: Artists in Residence in the Village March 6–9: Compassionate Voices Retreat March 12: Naturalization Ceremony March 20–23: Folk Festival March 29–April 6: Holy Week April 6: Easter May 1: 2015 Construction Season begins