Memorial Book - Charles Ian Gray
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Memorial Book - Charles Ian Gray
Charles Ian Gray (December 13, 1990 - September 15, 2006) "Those we have held in our arms for a little while, we hold in our hearts forever." This memorial website was created to remember our dearest son Charles Ian Gray who was born in Guam in December 1990 and went to heaven in September 2006 at the tender age of 15 and our dearest friend (who is very much a son too) Dozer who was born in December 2004 and joined Charles in May 2007. They will live forever in our memories and hearts. May they rest in heavenly peace. Please help us put a cap on Freon by signing our petition. When Tomorrow Starts Without Me David M. Romano - 1993 “If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand. She said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all of those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad; I thought of all that we have shared, and all the fun we’ve had. If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile, I’d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile. Then I walked through Heaven’s Gates, and I felt so much at home, as God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne, He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you.” Today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew. But you have been forgiven, and now at least you’re free. So won’t you come and take my hand, and share my life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart, for everytime you think of me, I’m right there in your heart.” Rest in Peace Dozer December 2004 - May 2007 We love and miss you! The one absolutely unselfish friend that a man can have in this selfish world, the one that never deserts him, the one that never proves ungrateful or treacherous, is his dog. A man's dog stands by him in prosperity and in poverty, in health and in sickness. He will sleep on the cold ground where the wintery winds blow, and the snow drives fiercely, if only he may be near his master's side. He will kiss the hand that has no food to offer, he will lick the sores and wounds that come in encounter with the roughness of the world. He guards the sleep of his Pauper master as if he were a prince. When all other friends desert, he remains. When riches take wings and reputation falls to pieces, he is as constant in his love as the sun in it's journey through the heavens. If misfortune drives the master forth an outcast in the world, friendless and homeless, the faithful dog asks no higher privilege than that of accompanying him to guard against danger, to fight against his enemies. And when the last scene of all comes, and death takes the master in it's embrace, and his body is laid away in the cold ground, no matter if all other friends pursue their way, there by the graveside will the noble dog be found, his head between his paws, his eyes sad, but open in alert watchfulness, faithful and true, even in death. A Prayer for Charles Lord, you said, "Let the little children come to me." To you I entrust Charles who has left us. He was but a child and so precious in your sight. You, Lord Jesus, became a little child for our sake. You welcomed children and promised that the kingdom would be theirs. Take Charles into your arms and lead him into heaven where there will be no more tears, no more suffering, no more pain. Grant him the fullness of joy and eternal peace. You know the burden of our grief over the death of Charles. One day unite us again. Amen. Pathways to Peace Interview with God Charles, Is That You? Is that you dancing on a cloud? I thought I saw you there. The glimmer of your angel wings, Floating in the air. Is that your sweet voice on the breeze Singing just for me? It fills my heart with joy and hope, And I listen gratefully. Is that your spirit I feel Brushing against my skin? How you used to love and tickle me, Sneaking up with that sly grin. Are those your kisses that I taste? Still so soft and sweet. I remember kissing every toe, Upon your tiny feet. Is that your scent that fills the air? It jogs my memory. Even though we're apart, I feel you're with me. I know you're now an Angel, And though you're far from home, You still delight my senses, And make your presence known. Death cannot divide us, Even though we're not together, Your memory lives on in my heart, From now until forever. All my love, Mum I love and miss you so very much Chuckie! To Charles with Love I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and your beautiful pictures in frames. Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart. I love and miss you very much! All my love, Mum We will never forget you! Christmas time. Everybody loves Dozer. We love you with all our hearts! I love you Dozer. With Uncle Matty. Dozer and daddy. Beware the vampire. We will never forget you! In Santa Cruz, Ca. Always having fun. Joshi and Doder. In School With Uncle Matty again. It's me Doddie. When sissy was born. I love you Daddy. Leaving Saipan Beautiful, both inside and out. Love, love, love him. Miss my bear hugs! He loved his sissy. Look ma' no hands. We miss you very much! Come back Chucky! Me and my daddy. Soba time. Hanging with Chichek. Pillow fight. Arrgghhh! Signature Look You will always be our baby boy! Hanging around in Key West. God is good, God is Great... My beautiful boy. My peanut. My Little Boy Blue Crikey mate, luk at that crok! Who's stronger, me or the tree? At the Blue Angels air show. Clowning around. He loved playing. Wanted to see if blondes had more fun. With cousins. Hey, no flash photography, please. Out on a boat. Me and my buddy. At the PutPut Golf Park. More presents?!?! Airboat ride in the Everglades. Isn't he is so adorable? My sleeping angel. At the Everblades game. Easter egg hunting. With Sis in Key West. At a beach in Naples. Even as a baby he smile a lot. First birthday, first knife. LOL! Hmmm???? What a darling! Yummy! Out on the town with family. I see you! Happy baby. 11/28/2007 11/28/2007 11/28/2007 11/27/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, baby Charrie is coming for Christmas. I can't wait to see him. He is so cute just like his namesake. Did you see the family tree I am creating? Will have to find a picture of your dad and grandma to put up. Love you! I put the pictures up last night. Still need to get a new frame for your handprint. Will put next to my desk, next to my heart. Chuckie, we painted the office green. I'm going to put up a bunch of pictures of our family and your hand print, off course. 11/27/2007 11/27/2007 11/27/2007 11/27/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, I elfed our family for Christmas. Wasn't it funny. I think Dad looked the funniest out of all of us. I looked mad. Did I say yet how much I love and miss you? I love and miss you. I love and miss you very much. I love and miss you always! I miss you so much Chuckie. Life's so hard w/o you, even tougher during the holidays. It'll never be the same w/o you. Hello Chuckie! I am so sorry that I forgot to wish you Happy Thanksgiving. As you know we didn't do much. Love you much! 11/21/2007 11/16/2007 11/16/2007 11/16/2007 Aunt Rowena Aunt Rowena Aunt Rowena Aunt Rowena Hi Chuckie! Happy Thanksgiving! Pls. watch over us as we drive to TX. for Thanksgiving. I miss you so much and wish you were here. One last thing, Please, please help me find your photo album. Thank you and I love you very much. Are you ever going to visit me? I miss you! Do you not see or hear my cries for you? I just want to know that you are okay. Hi Charles! Please thank Nang and Tang for visiting me. It was a humbling experience seeing their faces again. 11/15/2007 11/15/2007 11/13/2007 11/12/2007 Mom Lisa Mom Tanishia Chuckie, Joey apologizes for not making it the other day. He was at work. Aren't you proud of him? I'm sure he misses u Hey boo...Just wanted to stop by and say that we miss you like crazy. Even Jovohni still ask about you! We love you Boo! Chuckie, saw Lisa Williams. How can I communicate like her? Need to hear from you. Love you always always always! Boo Boo,i miss you so much!! may you find peace and continue watching over us. 11/10/2007 11/10/2007 11/07/2007 11/05/2007 Mom Mom Semaj Mom Hello Doddie boy! Sally Wally was over last night. She is so cute. I miss you evermore everytime I hear Jack barking. I love u Hello Chuckimando! I miss you so very much. I had some strange dreams about you. Hope you are well. Love you my Chuckie boy. Mona, thank you for your kind thoughts for my Dad. We miss you, Charles. Hello Chuckie, I just want to remind you that tomorrow is Sissy's B-Day. I'll tell her you said Happy B-Day. 11/04/2007 11/04/2007 11/04/2007 11/04/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom I took a picture of you and all of your friends and posted it on your myspace with a message thanking them for their visit. Chuckie, Devin, Miles, Jackie, Marissa, and Josh visited you today. I am sure you enjoyed their visit. Chuckie, don't forget to spend some time with your grandmother Aurelia as well. Watch over you father too. He loves you! Chuckie, please tell Nang, Tang, all my brother, and the kids that I love and miss them so very much. 11/04/2007 11/04/2007 11/04/2007 11/04/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Dozer, I love and miss you so much. How is my Doddie boy, my little buddy? Stay with Chuckie, okay? He will take care of you. Chuckie, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been very busy with school. For some reason we've getting lots of homework. Chuckie, Devin is in town. He is going to stop by if and when he can. I am sure he misses you very much too. Chuckie, Sissy is going to her dance meet today and I can't go with her. Please watch over her. Miss you so very much. 11/04/2007 11/01/2007 10/27/2007 10/21/2007 Mom Semaj Mom Mom Chuckie, there was a football game at you school the other day. Miss dropping you off to watch the game. Love you so very much. Thought about you today. Miss you bud. Today is my B-Day Chuck. I miss the breakfast in bed and the homemade cards you use to make for me. I love and miss you so much! Nah, I take that back. I wish I were there. Better yet, I wish we were together, no matter were. I miss you so so so very much! 10/21/2007 10/21/2007 10/21/2007 10/17/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom I've got to get that CD for you. It's got all your favorites from the Beatles. I miss you so much! Wish you were here! Chuckie! Across the Universe soundtrack is coming out. It's got Hey Jude, Let it Be, and Strawberry Fields Forever on it. Hello Chuckie and Doddie, I miss you two so very much. Life is so boring boring without the two of you. Wish we were together. Please say this is just another day. I want it to be just another day. But it's not just another day. I miss you! 10/16/2007 10/16/2007 10/16/2007 10/10/2007 Mom Mom Mom Semaj Chuckie, I think Devin called recently. Found his # by the phone and he sent a msg on your myspace that he'll see us soon. Baby Charrie was here over the weekend. He is so cute. I believe he feels very comfortable in this house. I think he sees you. Hi Chuckimandoo. Sorry, been busy lately. 1 test after another. You are in my heart and mind all the time. Love you very much! In between a year of loss for you, Charles, and Jimmy soon. How meaningless without you two. I miss you both so much. 10/08/2007 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 grandma Aunt Rowena Mom Mom Dear Lord! I'm begging you to please forgive my beloved grandson (Charles), all his sins that has not been forgiven. God B U! I Miss you Charles and there is not a day that you are not in my thoughts and heart. I love you and I can't wait to C U again. Chuckie, I miss you calling me at work just to shoot the breeze or mess with me. You bring me so much joy. I miss you! Please remain with me forever in spirit. I can't deal without you and Chuckie thanks for visiting me in my dreams often. 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom I still find it hard to believe that you both are not here. I keep wanting to reach out and touch you. I miss you so very much. Hello Doddie boy. Jitterbug and Jack were over the other day. I'm sure they can still smell you all over the house. Miss u! Chuckie, please help me with Bella. I am having a difficult time with her. She and I don't see eye to eye. Help! Chuckie you remain and forever will my buddy, my son, my world, my love. I miss you so very much. All my love! 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 10/04/2007 10/01/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie I miss you so very much. I just want to pick up the phone and call you as I use to. I miss our conversations. I love u! Good morning Doddie. Miss your morning hugs and kisses. I love and miss you very much. We'll see each again someday. Good morning Chuckie. I was listening to Social D this morning and couldn't help missing you. Miss listening to you sing. Chucke, not being able to hold your hand, give you a hug, kiss your cheek, and caress your face brings me much sadness. Miss you! 10/01/2007 09/24/2007 09/24/2007 09/23/2007 Mom Paul Shirley Mom Hello Chuckie and Dozer. I am missing you more and more each day. I wish you both were here right now. Love you much! Hey buddy its uncle paul! I miss you and it was nice meeting you, you are such a wonderful & fun person to be with! god bless Charles its been a year since you left us! nothing has changed since then we miss you, & we are thinking of you as always! Chuckie, I miss you so much. Please visit me in my dreams. I have so many unanswered questions I'd like to ask. Love you! 09/23/2007 09/22/2007 09/22/2007 09/22/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, I'm on the phone with grandma right now. She is being a naughty girl. Please help her! Chuckie, Sara dedicated and sang a beautiful song for you at church. You are right, she is a beautiful person. I miss you! Chuckie, I receive a beautiful card from Sara for your one year anniversary. What a great friend you have in her. I love you boys so very much. I hope you are in a safe and happy place and that someday soon we'll reunite. Can't wait! 09/22/2007 09/22/2007 09/21/2007 09/21/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom I miss my boys so very much. Wish you were here making me laugh and showing me with lots of love an affection as you always did. Top O' the mornin' to ya Chuckie and Doddie! What do you want for breakfast? Biscuits and gravy, eggs and bacon? Chuckie, visited your grave and it breaks my heart that it's so far away. Glad I have you with me too. Love you so much son! Charles, I know you are not here physically but please never leave me spriritually and emotionally. I love you so very much!!!!!! 09/21/2007 09/21/2007 09/21/2007 09/21/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom I have "Wish You Were Here" inscribed on your urn because I've always and will always wish you were here. Love you! Chuckie, I finally found the perfect urn for you. Hope you like it. It's made of bronze and has a guitar on it. Chuckie, I love you so very much and miss you so much too. You are always on mind in my heart. Always!!!! Chuckie I still can't believe you are gone. It's been a year and it feels like I was just with you yesterday. Miss you!! 09/15/2007 09/15/2007 09/13/2007 09/05/2007 Semaj lindsey Semaj Mom I remember. We remember. The young man who has a piece of our hearts with him, who has shown us that love does not die. Miss you. Its been one year, and i still love you as much as i did. i love you. I can't believe it's a year since you left us. I keep you in my heart and seems like only days. We miss you so much. Love. We (Baby Eric, his sissy, your sissy, and I) went to church to pray for the two of you. We miss you so much Chuckie and Doddie! 09/05/2007 08/29/2007 08/29/2007 08/29/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Baby Eric and his sister spent the night over the weekend. Baby Eric was very sad to learn about what happened to you too. Doddie, Joey was shock to hear that you too are gone. Don't blame him. I am still shock about that too. Miss you! George Bush is on TV lying again. Pretty soon he won't have any more teeth lie through. LOL! Darn I have mosquito bites all over me. You're so lucky you don't have to deal with them anymore. Miss you! 08/29/2007 08/29/2007 08/28/2007 08/28/2007 Mom Semaj Hattie Ragan's daughter Mom I just spoke to your friend Joey. I think he really misses and regrets what happened. Watch over him as he did you. Miss you, Charles. We're always thinking of you. Your sister spoke of you every day during her month long vacation with us. My heart goes out to your family losing such a precious one. No one should have to endure the loss of a child. God Bless you! Good Chuckimandoo and Doddie! Hope you are happy and safe today and always. Love and miss you guys so very much. 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Thank you Chuckie for giving my life meaning and purpose. I wish I could bring you back. You gave me strength and happiness. Even death you remain my confidant, my strength, my friend, my son, my love. Thank you for always listening and understanding. Chuckie and Doddie, pleae visit me in my dreams tonight. I miss you so very much and need to see you again. Love you two! Doddie boy, I miss your unconditional love. Thank you for all the comfort you brought to my life. Love you! Miss you too! 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Dear lord, please reunite me with Chuckie and Doddie. Take me today, take me tomorrow. I am ready. Chuckie, this is so impossible. How did this ever happen to us? We were suppose to live together for a long time. Why? Help! Chuckie, take me away! I want to spread my wings and fly with you. We are one and death cannot divide us. Charles Ian Gray you are my world, my love, my other half. I miss you so very much. Wish I were sitting here laughing with you. 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom I miss your Engaland personations. You use to tease me about liking English movies. Thanks for bearing them with me. Love you! Chuckie, remember when you froze my water bra? I was so mad at you. I wanted to wear it but couldn't because it was frozen. I miss the laughter and joy you brought to my life. I sure could use one of your jokes right now. Love you! Listening to Misfits right now and thinking of and missing you so very much. I love you with all my heart. 08/24/2007 08/24/2007 08/23/2007 08/23/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, why did you leave me here along with these earthlings? I can't stand it. They're so imcompetant. Chuckie, I hate living without you. Life sucks without you! I wish you were here. You made life so much more pleasant. Chuckie and Doddie! I love you boys so very much and I miss you just as much. I wish I were with you right now. Kisses! We (Chuckie, Doddie, and I) are lighting this candle to wish grandma and grandpa great health and much happiness. 08/23/2007 08/23/2007 08/22/2007 08/22/2007 Mom Mom katie sis to jess butler We (Chuckie, Doddie, and I) are lighting this candle to welcome Darin into this world. We wish you all the best, Darin. We (Chuckie, Doddie, and I) are lighting this candle to wish Karen well on her surgery today. Good luck Karen! Richard Rodriguez's Daughter 08/22/2007 08/22/2007 08/17/2007 08/14/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, I passed by your school this morning. How I so wish you were here. You would've been in the 11th grade! Hey boys thanks for looking out for us on the drive to get Sissy. We had a few close calls, didn't we? Hey boys, time to go get Sissy. Make sure nothing bad happens along the way, okay. Love my boys. You're the best. Chuckie, I sure could use one of your jokes right now. It's so hard to smile without you. I miss your sense of humor. 08/14/2007 08/14/2007 08/14/2007 08/12/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Doddie, I just saw a picture of a dog that looks just like you in the yellow pages. I miss you so much Doddie. I love you! Chuckie/Doddie hope you had a great summer. It's almost back to school time. Poor Doddie will be home alone during the days. Chuckie, school will begin on Monday. You will be a Junior. Yay!!! Saw some backpacks on the new CCS catalog you received. It's so hard to look at pictures of you too. I miss you so very much. I need to be with you. Love you with all my heart. You're a beautiful Angel. So Blessed to be with Our Father God.Keep watch over your Mother who misses you so much. God Bless I'm so sorry for you're loss n thank you so much for you're candle as well , you're boy's in the best hands im 08/12/2007 08/10/2007 08/10/2007 08/10/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie and Dozer I miss you so very much. I want to be with you now. It's been too long and I'm finding it hard to bear We (Chuckie, Dozer, and I) are lighting this candle for the trapped miners. May God bless them and give their loved ones strength Chuckie, I miss talking to you about current events and getting your input on things. I miss our conversations. Chuckie, there are six coal miner that are trapped in a collapse. Don't know their fate, but hope they are ok. 08/10/2007 08/10/2007 08/08/2007 08/08/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Hello my Doddie boy. I miss you so very much too and wish you were here. I miss hearing your bells ring as you walk. Chuckie, I wish you were here. I miss you so very much. I hope you are in a happy and safe place. I can't wait to see you. Chuckie, I really really really miss being with you. I miss cooking with you, cooking for you, talking with you, fishing with you Chuckie, Paul McCartney of the Beatles has a new album out. Heard one of the songs. I think you would love it. 08/08/2007 08/08/2007 08/08/2007 08/08/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Doder, I saw this little dog name Patrick on TV. He reminds me so much of you. He was born without his two front legs. Chuckie, the cavemen are going to star in their own show. I know you would've been excited about that. Chuckie, I forgot to tell that the new Harry Potter book has been published. And there is even a new Harry Potter movie out. Hello Chuckie and Doder. I miss my boys so very much. Miss you hugs, kisses, laughter, voice, and affection. Love you very much 08/01/2007 07/31/2007 07/31/2007 07/29/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie and Doder I miss you so much. I miss your hugs and kisses. And all the affection you use to shower me with. Love you! Hello Chuckie and Doddie. What are your plans for today? I hope the two of you are in a safe place and having lots of fun. I still can't believe this happened. I wish you never did what you did. I've told you many times not to do such things. I cry for you each day. I miss you so much, Chuckie. I wish with all my heart you were here. I love you so very much. 07/29/2007 07/28/2007 07/27/2007 07/26/2007 Mom Aunt Barb Jenniffer Chapmon Chuckie, I am borrowing one of your binders okay. I found your guitar riff for Stairway to Heaven in it. Miss you so much! I pray for peace for you. As you lit a candle for my Emma Shea,I lite one for Charles.I hope he visits your dreams often.God bless Wife of Cpl. Michael Davis 07/24/2007 07/24/2007 07/24/2007 07/24/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom You are always in my heart, mind, and prayers. I love you so very much and miss you so painfully, my son. I'm broken hearted It's hard to go anywhere, because I feel guilty that your're not there with me. Terribly wish you were here. Miss you! It's so hard to anything, because just about everything reminds me of you. We use to do so much together. Love you! There is this kid in my class that reminds me of you. Sometimes I want to stare at him but fear, he'd think me weird. I light this candle for you and your life.I send my prayers and thank you 4 your compassion and lighting a candle 4 My loved one. As you lit a candle for my loved one, I light one for yours. I signed the petition, and my you have comfort in knowing others care 07/24/2007 07/23/2007 07/23/2007 07/23/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Good morning! How are my big boys today? Hope you guys are together and having fun in heaven. We miss and love you very much! Hello Doder, I sure miss you my Doddie boy. Hope you are having lots of fun with Chuckimandoo. Love and miss you very much. Couldn't sleep last night. Kept thinking of you. Hope you are in a safe and happy place. I love and miss you. Rejoined the gym, which sucks because we were suppose to do it together. We were just waiting for that magic number 16. 07/23/2007 07/23/2007 07/23/2007 07/23/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Last week was my 10 year anniversary. Miss those cards you use to make for me and the breakfast in bed at such occassions. Remember that skateboard you customized and I bought for your b-day. Boy, you were livid when Devin broke it. Dont blame you. Went to a skate store in the mall last week. It reminded me of you. They had an area where you could customize your skate board. Chuckie, the bridge is finally open. Wish you were here to see it. Tried to adopt that highway for you but its already taken. 07/22/2007 07/22/2007 07/20/2007 07/19/2007 Melissa Ashby Mom Angela Di Giorgio's Mom Mom I'm so sorry for your loss god bless you and your family Hello Chuckie and Doddie! Missing you greatly. Can't wait to see you guys again. I love you my boys. Take care! There truly is no greater loss then that of a child. Bless you and your family. May they find peace in the love they had for you. Hello Chuckie, I hope you are doing great today and are happy were you're at. Wait for me, I'll be joining you. Love you 07/18/2007 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 Larry&Yolanda Perez Heidi, Mom of Baby Moulton Kristen Susan, Visitor, Daughter of Wa Thank-you for your beutiful candle for my brother JOE PAUL PEREZ. Your son charles and my brother are in a better place!! I'm so sorry for your losses. God Bless Thank you so much for the lovely candle. May you find peace. God Bless 07/17/2007 07/17/2007 07/13/2007 07/13/2007 Julia Arevalo Tara St.Cyr Mom of Vernon Lipsey Your beautiful life ended too soon - You will always be in my heart and prayers. Your pain is so great. What a beautiful young man. His time here was too short, but he was loved so much.God bless Charles&Doz Alejandro Hernandez Mommy 07/13/2007 07/13/2007 07/10/2007 07/10/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, I wish this never happened. I wish we're still together. I miss you very much son and I love you with all my heart. Oh my dear Charles, I miss you so very much. I'm so sorry for so many things. I wish you were still here. Please forgive me Good morning Dodie! I miss your morning hugs and kisses. I miss waking up with you lying by my side. Have a beautiful day. Good Morning my Chuckaroo! Thinking of you and missing you so very much. I love you with all my heart for all eternity. XOXOXO May you rest in peace...Sweet Child of God. I know u and my son will be just fine up there. May god bless your mommy. My deepest sympathy to your family. May God bless and keep you all. Thinking of you Chuckie and the family who loves you so..stay ever so close..God Bless 07/05/2007 07/05/2007 07/05/2007 07/05/2007 Anna Anna Anna Semaj I just wanna go back 2 E.N & wait 4 you 2 come & give me & mary you bigs hugs i miss them alot wish this didnt happen. Take care of mary & everyone from middle school.[dont you miss those days in the mornings all together outside so much fun Hey charles, im so sorry we quit talking. I miss you & im so sorry. All i can do is cry I miss you Gramma Lucy and Bella and me are all together thinking of you. We miss you so. We love you always. Hug my Jimmy. 07/05/2007 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 Mom mom Mom Mom Chuckie, the fireworks was beautiful last night but it was boring and meaningless without you, Sissy, and Dodie. Miss you all! Chucks, i'm typing this from an I-phone. I think you would love this new gadget. Love you son! Help me Chuckie! Help me learn to forgive. Help me move on for the sake of Sissy and you. I am weak. I am so full of anger and hatred, I could kill. The only thing stopping me is knowing that I may never reunite with you if I did. 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom How I wish I could take back a lot of things, go back in time and change our destiny, make everything bright and beautiful again. Chuckie, remember when it was just you and me and all was bright and beautiful? Then that dark cloud rolled in and ruined it all. Chuckie and Dozer, my life is so boring without the two of you. I hate that I have to stay here and deal w/all these blah people. Chuckie, you always loved this holiday. I'll never forget all the July 4th we spent together. I miss you so much son. 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 07/04/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Doder, I'll never forget that day. We were so sad and if you were here today, I'll keep you safe from harm. Hello Doder! I miss you so much too. Thx for coming back after running away on July 4th cause you were afraid of the fireworks. Chuckie, I wish you were here. We would've been in Saipan watching the parade and going to the carnival. I miss you so much! Happy 4th of July boys! Chuckie, I could just see you all giddy about the fireworks, while Dozer scrambles for a safe hide out. 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Come now Chuckie and Dodder. Time to go to bed. And hey, don't hog all the blanket. Nighty night! Hello Doddie! How is my little boy doing? I miss you so much too. I am very sad you too had to leave so soon. Love you! By the way Chuckie, Sissy is in Jersey. Please watch over her too and keep her safe. Miss that girl already just like I miss you I am beat! As you know I've been working long hours lately. It's time to go to bed Chuckie. Another long day tomorrow. 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Went to Bubba Gumps restaurant in NYC. Remember when we ordered our food at the one in San Fran but it never came? Daft waitress Paul McCartney has a new album out. Only heard a portion of one song and know that you would love it. Will put it on your myspac Life is sometimes so unfair. The plan was I was never going to lose you and then I lost you in the worst way possible. Why? I truly wish you were here. It is so unfair that I had to lose you so soon. Im sorry for any pain and sorrow I ever caused you. 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 06/21/2007 06/21/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, baby Charlie has gone to his new home. Thanks again for sharing your room with him. Pls. look over him and his family. Hello my Chuckie and Doddie. Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I know you know that I have been busy. Love you boys! Chuckie, I miss you so very much even though I feel your presence all around me. Wish I could reach out and give a big bear hug. Hello Doder, I love you very much too. Don't forget us as we'll never forget you and pls. visit every once in a while. 06/21/2007 06/21/2007 06/15/2007 06/15/2007 Mom Mom Aunt Rowena Aunt Rowena I love you Chuckie so very much! You are my soulmate. One day we'll be one again. Love you, love you, love you! Hello Chuckie, thanks for visiting me this morning. You never did answer my question...is he with you already or do I have time? Please take good care of Dozer and watch over Grandpa and Grandma. Help Grandma get some luck with you know what. Love you lots. Hey Chuckie, as you know I am here and I feel you here. Please be nice. I love you and miss you so much. watch over lil chuckie ok 06/13/2007 06/13/2007 06/13/2007 06/13/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Doder, Baby Charlie is here. I know you would've been hovering over him wondering who is this man and why so little. Hello Doddie. I know you are having fun with Chuckie. Did he take you for a walk today yet? Love and miss you lots. I'm sure you already know that Baby Charlie is here. He is so cute. Just as cute as his name sake. Watch over him Chuckie. Hello Shoshi, sorry I haven't posted in a few days. But you know that you are always on my mind and in my heart. Love you! 06/08/2007 06/07/2007 06/07/2007 06/07/2007 Semaj lindsey Mom Mom Just thinking today what wonderful man you would be. Love of family first, loyal, and kind. No parent could want more. I love you. i miss you. i need you. i think about you everyday. and i will never let you be forgotten. i miss you love, linds Shoshi, I miss hearing your voice, your laughter ringing in the air, and your smiling face staring back at me. Chuckie, it's so lonely without you. Miss sharing my thoughts with you, hearing your feedbacks and encouragements. 06/05/2007 06/04/2007 06/04/2007 06/01/2007 Mom Staci Urbine Mom Mom How are my boys doing? I hope both of you are happy and well. Remember I love you both very much and will never forget you. Charles I miss you with all my heart. You were an amazing friend/person and I know your always watching over us now.I miss you. <3 Hello Chuckie, I was listening to your favorite song, Strawberry Fields Forever and I could almost hear you singing it. Chuckie and Doddie, saying I love you is just simply insufficient. My feelings for you two are beyond words. 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 05/31/2007 05/30/2007 Mom Mom joey a bailey Semaj My dearest Chuckie and Dozer, I close my eyes and see the two of you frolicking around like you use to. What a beautiful sight. Chucky and Dozer, I miss you two so very much. This is so hard to bear. I am trying to stay strong but it is so hard. Im so sorry to hear about dozer. make sure you take care of him, i know how much you loved him I'm so sorry for poor little Dozer. Charles, find him, look after him, love him. Companions forever. Love you, miss you. 05/30/2007 05/30/2007 05/30/2007 05/30/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Doder, it's strange not having you afoot. I came in the house just a few minutes ago and called your name to come. My dearest Doddie, why did you leave me today? I was right here waiting for you. I can't believe you too are gone. Love you I love you Chuckie! I know you're with Dozer but I worry about you two. Please take care of each other till we meet again. Also, please tell him that we will miss him as much as we miss you. I love you both very much. Wait for me. 05/30/2007 05/30/2007 05/30/2007 05/28/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Chuckie, please guide him and take care of him as you conveyed to me yesterday. Please let him know that we love him very much. Chuckie, thanks for warning me. Please continue to look over us. You can now take Doddie for the walk he's been waiting for. Dearest Chuckie, I know you already know what happened, you warned me. I saw you. I am so very sorry. Take care of him, please. Good morning my Boo Boo. Wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts every moment of the day. Love & miss you! 05/27/2007 05/27/2007 05/25/2007 05/25/2007 Mom Mom Bridget: Keith Elwart Mom Adrian misses you very much. He's learned a lesson from you and vows never to be tempted. Please look over him. Good Morning Shoshi! The monsters spent the night. Josh said he's going to eat the shark that ate you. He's so cute. Charles, Help your Mom feel your Hug's. She need's you! Love Bridget! I love you Chuckymandu. Miss you too. Sissy is getting awarded for her efforts to put a cap on Freon. Doing it all for you. 05/23/2007 05/23/2007 05/21/2007 05/21/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Nothing's the same anymore. You're gone and Xavy's off to the Marines. Please look over him and keep him safe. Charles, where are you? Is there really life after death? I hope with all my being there is. I'm sometimes skeptical. Your friend Sara has been very good to me. She reminds me of you. I know now why you loved her so much. She's wonderful! Thank you Charles for my mother's day wish. Sara called to deliver your message. I love you so very much. 05/21/2007 05/21/2007 05/18/2007 05/18/2007 Mom Mom Mona Lea Masga Oh Charles, where art thou? I need you, I miss you, I love you! I can't wait to see you again. All my love, Mom. This week is your last week of school. I'm sure you would've been excited about that. I love and miss you very much. Hello Chuckie, it's Friday night and I'm so bored w/o you. I need one of your jokes to make me laugh or a hug for comfort Hey boo i still can't believe that your gone.i miss you and i love you!one day we'll meet again. 05/17/2007 05/15/2007 05/15/2007 05/15/2007 Mom Nama Lucy Nama Lucy Nama Lucy Mother's Day was heartbreaking without you. I remember all the nice things you use to do for me on such occassions. Miss you Every night I lite the candle in the hurricane lamp you bought me with your own money,and I pray to see you again.You are my heart Mona darling, you did't fail...life failed to protect our sweet boy. My heart is with you every, every day. My heart cries wlu I wake up at night crying for the loss of you. You were my heart. Now I give you to the care of my mom & dad in God'care. 05/15/2007 05/15/2007 05/14/2007 05/13/2007 Nama Lucy Mom Lisa Santos Mommy My sweet boy Charles, I loved you from the first. You were my first grandson. My heart is so very broken for the loss of you. I love and miss you so very much! I still can't believe you are gone. I terribly wish you were here. Sometimes I feel as though you never left. One day we will meet again and it will be as though nothing ever changed. We miss u! Today is Mother's Day. Thank you for my gift. Thank you for always being with us. We love you! 05/13/2007 05/12/2007 05/11/2007 05/11/2007 Mommy Ray S DLguerrero Cindy Semaj Today is Mother's Day. Thanks for helping Bella make me breakfast in bed as you always did. Miss you! Charles we've spent time with each other in Saipan, Michigan and New York and that will always be cherished, miss ya man Charles,I never got the pleasure of meeting you,but everyone's words let me know that you were a wonderful boy.You are missed Charles, thank you for accepting me. I miss you. You are so loved. 05/10/2007 05/07/2007 05/07/2007 05/07/2007 Sue Dlg. Fleming Uncle Greg Aunt Rowena Aunt Rowena May you find peace and serenity and may your Mother be consoled by the number of souls you have touched. As God has determined the fate of all, we will always cherish all your memories and joy. We love and miss you very much. Words cannot express how much I miss you. The memories you left behind will never be forgotten. Tanx 4 watching over baby Charles. Words cannot express how much I miss you. The memories you left behind will never be forgotten. Tanx 4 watching over baby Charles. 05/07/2007 05/06/2007 05/06/2007 05/06/2007 Mom Mom Mom Mom Charles, I am hurting. I need to know why. Please help me understand. Where did I go wrong? Oh my dear Charles, I miss you so much. How I wish you were here. I miss your voice, your laughter, and your affection. A thousand words cannot bring you back, I know because I tried. A thousand tears cannot bring you back, I know because I cried. Top of the mornin' to ya! I miss hearing those words coming from you. It's just not the same without you Chucky. 05/04/2007 05/04/2007 05/03/2007 05/02/2007 Mom Mom Bridget Elwart Semaj Love you very much, my son. Wish you were here. Miss you very much too. Lots of hugs and kisses. Spring semester just ended. Summer semester starts next week. Doing it all in memory of you. Charles, Send Hug's to your Mom from above! Her Heart is Broken. Be with Keith Elwart. Charles-Jimmy, JimmyCharles I can never think of one without the other. You are both loved and missed very much.Love, Semaj 04/30/2007 04/29/2007 04/27/2007 04/26/2007 Jade Hays Joey Bailey A Grieving Mom Larry I miss you so much charles! i miss u saying hey baby! and stuff! gosh i love u charles and miss u and think of u everyday. xoxoxox I miss you a lot Charles, i remember all our good times we had over the years, see you some time in the future. ~Joey Charles, Spread your wing's and Fly with my son Keith Elwart. Bless your Family and Friend's. Love Bridget!!! You will never be forgotten Charles. I wish I could have switched places with you. I love you. 04/26/2007 04/26/2007 Mona Isabella {sister} My dearest Charles, words cannot express the pain I feel in losing you. I miss you so very much! I love you with all my heart. I love you and miss you Charles! Larry&Yolanda Perez our condolances July 18, 2007 We would to say god bless you and your family for your loss, It is very hard when you lose someone that is so young! But it is even harder when someone tells you they know how you feel when they have not been through what we have expeienced! I just want to thank you from our hearts because not to maney people can take the time and sit and really think what we are going thru,Some say shut up and quite your crying but it is not that easy.My brother was murdered aug 21 05 and his b-day is aug 22 68, so it very hard as he was my only brother. I'm sorry i just wanted to give you and your family a heartfelt thank-you and our condolance for your loss,BUT THEY ARE IN A BETTER PLACE!!! GOD BLESS YOU AND UNTIL YOU MEET AGAIN. ALWAY's THE PEREZ'S lindsey charles. June 7, 2007 to the family of charles, I am so sorry anyone has to feel this way. i miss him so much. i think about him everyday, and that's how it's always gonna be. i will never forget him and i will never, ever let him be forgotten. you are always in my thoughts, prayers, and heart. and dont ever be afraid to ask for anything. even if you just need to talk. love always and forever, lindsey. joey a bailey dozer May 31, 2007 i am sorry to hear about dozer but at least he is with Charles again, i know how much he loved dozer Bridget: Keith Elwart Our Son's May 25, 2007 Hi, I know you are in pain everyday. Believe me I know. I wish I did not. I know my son is Happy where he is. Keith has complete Joy as does your son. Don't ever dought it. What special gift's our son's are to us. We are so lucky to have had them in our live's. I know they are together having a good time. They would not want us to be sad. [But how can we help it, We miss them so.] Know one know's the pain we are in unless they have been through this. Take Care of yourself! Love Bridget!!! Semaj From the Heart May 11, 2007 Mona, Thank you so much for the beautiful player you left on Jimmy's memorial site. Thank you for your love. Semaj Loss May 2, 2007 Dear Larry and Mona, You are two of the very few that I know like us who can understand this kind of pain. The Chinese have it wriiten this way - 损. The character means "Loss". You will notice there is a line through it. This is to say that "Loss" cannot be read, only felt. Charles gave his love so freely and asked so little in return. Why are these good people taken away? I fear we shall all weep and our hearts bleed for the rest of our lives. I believe that I shall never know what happiness is again. I love you both and I am so, so sorry for your loss. These words seem so futile but what else do we have? Sincerely, James J. Coburn, Sr. http://james-coburn-jr.memory-of.com/ Bridget: Keith Elwart Mom Angel's April 27, 2007 Hi, I feel your pain. I wish I did not know how it feel's. I lost my son Keith Elwart on July 31st. 2006. Some day's I feel that I can not go on. That it's not real. But we have no choice but to keep going. I know Charles and Keith are looking down on us with such Love, and want us to be happy. Everyday There are tear's behind my eye's. We are so lucky to have had them in our live's. Bless you and your's! Love Bridget!!!!!! Tanishia I remember when you came to Saipan last summer we had so much fun together..i would never forget the fun times we spent together.it's jus so hard now dat you're not here with us.. ..I miss you!!! Mom If I could only go back in time. I was so busy through the day, I didn’t take the time to play. When you brought your games to me, I told you “Not now,” and quietly, I cleaned the house, I’d iron and cook, but when you’d bring your story book, and ask me to sit and read to you, I’d say, “I have too much to do”. I’d tuck you in your bed at night, you’d say your prayers, I’d dim the light. Too quickly I’d pass through the door, I should have stayed a minute more. Life’s much too short, each year flies past, my little boy grew up so fast. No longer playing by my side, for me to nurture and to guide. The books and toys are packed away, no longer are there games to play. No precious bedtime prayers to hear, that all belongs to yester-year. My days once busy now are calm, the hours empty and too long. I wish I could go back and do, all the things you asked me to. I am so very sorry my Chuckie boy. If only I knew, I'd spend more time with you. Staci Urbine It was two weeks before you passed. And I saw you at Fleishman and before I even realized it was you, you had jumped on me and given me a huge hug saying you missed seeing me around school. I was so psyched to see you again. I had been hacky sacking with some friends and you asked to join in the game. So we passed it to you. You kicked it hard as you could, the look on your face when it got stuck in the tree was great. I'll never forget it. Then next thing we knew..all of us were trying to climb the tree to get it. That was the last time I saw you, and a memory I'll cherish forever. I miss you and will always love you Charles. joey a bailey todays the last day of school, we were supposed to finish school and enjoy summer togeather, i will try to enjoy my summer but i dont know how i can without charles Lea Melva Masga hey boo, i remember all the tyms we spent together. i remember when we went to the carnival together and i also remember the last day we spent together before you left back to the states. i miss you so much ands ilove you! its so hard for me tobelieve that your gone. when i heard that you have left us i cried cause its so soon. loving you always and your always in my heart. love always, Lea Melva Masga Jovohni Santos We did not know each other for long, but we too shared memories. My mommy is helping me remember you and she is the one typing this for me. She asked me what do I remember about you and I said I remember I slept with you under the bed. I wanted to go home that night and you were the one to call my mom up and ask her to pick me up. My mom says that one day we will all meet again and I hope that she is right because I want to see you again. You were a fun and loving person and I will never forget you. I miss you Uncle Charles! Mom I remember how sad and shocked we were when Steve Irwin passed away. You were so sad because he was one of your favorite TV personalities. You were also shocked because he was so young and so full of life. Little did we know at the time that in just 11 days you too, as young as you were and as full of life as you were, were going to leave us. It breaks my heart to no end to remember those days. I prefer to dwell on my fond memories of you (my favorite personality) and your Steve Irwin impersonations. Your impersonations were spot on and you always made me, as you put it, ROTFLMAO. I am fortunate to have a copy of one of those impersonations on tape. I believe that you and Steve are in heaven now wrestling 'gators and enjoying each others company. Lisa Boo Boo i remember asking you when was your birthday when you were little and you replied jurrasic park. When you came to saipan we didn't get to do all that we said we were gonna do. I even missed you at the airport when you were leaving back. I thought that we had all the time in the world. God Boo I miss you so much. Always know that we love you. One day we will meet again. Mom You don't know how much I miss you. I live each day as it comes, functioning in all my tasks, smiling when needed, even laughing at times. But inside I am so alone, each minute seems like an hour, each hour seems like a day. What makes this time bearable are my thoughts of you and knowing that I will be with you soon. Mom Wallowing in a vat of despair. Eyes raw. Bleeding heart. Desolation. Wailing, sobbing. Every fibre, screaming with pain. Loss. Anger. Disbelief. 15 years. My tortured soul, pines for you. Isabella S Casey Remember the time we spentin Saipan? Well I do. I would never forget you or the memories!!! I LOVE YOU with ALL MY HEART!!!!! December 13, 1990 Born in Tamuning Guam in December 1990. September 15, 2006 Passed away in September 2006 at the age of 15. April 27, 2007 Characteristics: Loving (if you love him, he'll return the affection three folds or more) Caring (always had a heart for the underdog) Funny (loves to make people laugh) Witty (tells great jokes off the cusps) Smart (school was too boring for him) Energetic (can't stay put for too long) Strong (both physically and emotionally) Helpful (he would do anything for anyone) Easygoing (anything goes with Charles) Stubborn (once he makes up his mind, it's hard to convince him otherwise) Giving (he gave so much and asked for nothing in return) Favorites as a little boy: Tommy the Tank Engine Goosebumps Pokemon Yu-Gi-Oh! Video Games Anime Series of Unfortunate Events Biking Skating Swimming Favorites as a big boy: Starwars Harry Potter Hacky Sack Skateboarding Fishing Computers Guitars X-Box MMOFPs and MMORPGs Muay Thai Paint Balling Volkwagens (Bus, Bug, and Thing) Cooking and Grilling (He was an awesome cook!) Favorite Food: Sushi Chamorro Cuisine Barbeque Pizza Favorite Bands: The Beatles Social Distortion Jimmi Hendrix Bob Marley Johnny Cash Rancid Jake Shimabukuro Depeche Mode The Ramones Ludwig Van Beethovan Queen Sublime The Clash Bone, Thugs n' Harmony Misfits Metallica Children of Bodom Yngwie Malmstein Slayer Favorite Movies: Star Wars Boondock Saints Donnie Darko Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Pulp Fiction