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TRANCE
FORMATION OF AMERICA
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TRANCE Formationof Americais the documented
of a victim of govemmentmind control.CathyO'Brien is the only vocaland
recoveredsurvivorof the CentralIntelligenceAgency'sMK-Ultra Project
Monarchmind controloperation.Chiseleddeepinto the white stoneof
is a partialverselifted from the
theCIA's Langley,Virginia headquarters
Holy Bibfeandwritingsof SaintJohn..."andthe truth shallmakeyou free."
This statement
, like the agency,is totalreality.The buildingthatit is
manufacturer
of lies
engravedlpon housesthe world's most successful
to facilitatepsychologicalwarfare.
"Company"
The
usestruth and technologyas their raw materialsto
"pure"
produce
lies for controlof you andAmerica'sallies.Within thepages
of TRANCE Formation of America you'll find thetruth.
U.S. GOVERNMENT MIND CONTROL
On August 3rd, 1977the 95th U.S. Congressopenedhearings
into the reportedabusesconcemingthe CIA's TOP SECRETmind
controlresearchprogramcodenamedMK Ultra. On February8th 1988,
an MK Ultra victim,CathyO'Brien,wascovertlyrescuedfrom her mind
controlenslavement
by IntelligenceinsiderMark Phillips.Their seven
yearpunuit of JusticewasstoppedFOR REASONSOF NATIONAL SECURITY.
TRANCEFormation of Americaexposesthe truthbehindthis criminal
1947NationalSecurityAct.
abuseof theUnconstitutional
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FORMATION OF AMERICA
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
CHAPTER
PAGE
PART I
INSERTS: VARIOUS SUPPORTTVE DOCIIMENTS
AND PTCTURES
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PART II
AN OPEN LETTER.....
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DEDICATrON..............
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
,.....77
TRANCE-FORMATTON
OF AMBRICA..............
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CHAPTER
1...............
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My TNTRODUCTION
T O H U M A N I T Y . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .8
. .1.
CHAPTER
2...............
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THE RITE TO REMAIN SILENT
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CHAPTER
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MY FIRST PRESIDENT
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CHAPTER
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T H E M O S T D A N G E R O U SG A M E
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c H A p r E R5 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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TINKERINGWITH THE MIND
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c H A p r E R6 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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UMTED STATES MILITARY &
NASA MrND_CONTROL
TRAIMNG........................
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C H A P T E7R. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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C H A R MS C H O O L . . . .
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c H A p r E R8 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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CIA'S WAR ON DRUGS OPERATION:
E L I M T N A T T NCGO M p E T m o N . . . . . . . . ........ . . . . . . .
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CHAPTER
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A PLACETO RLrN,NO NEEDTO HIDE
CHAPTER
3 3. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
EPILOGUEUPDATE
VICTIM OF THE SYSTEM\TIMELINE
SILENCEEQUALSDEATH
REFERENCE
LIST
INDEX
BOOK ORDERINGINFORMATION
(at theendofbook)
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PART I
by Mark Phillips
TWELFTH PRINTING
Since tlie first printing of TRANCE was released in
details
September1995,many of the hard-to-comprehend
have been verified and miraculously managedto surface
through our controlled medias. Pleasehelp us any way
you can to provide this book to anyonewho will further
researchits contentsand thus shine the light of truth on
the psychological warfare plan that is being silently
wagedagainsthumanity.
Pleaseremember,for as long as your thoughtsremain
free, and cclnsiderthe psychologicalannoyanceposerof a
singlemosquitoin a room with no light.
This book will remain in print until justice prevails,the
technological antidote for Kelly is provided, and unbiased,uncensoredmass news media attentionis given to
the contentsof this book. Thank you for your support.
pBEwoRq
by Mark Phillips
". . . with liberty andjustice for all."
Preambleto the United StatesConstitution
My name is Marquart (Mark) Ewing Phillips, born May 17, 1943 in
Nashville. Tennessee. I have no criminal record and I have never been
adjudged insane. I am not a scholar, professional writer, or mental health
ptiysician. While I lack the offrcial published academic credentials, I am
iec,ognizedinternationally by mental trealth and law enforcement professionals
as ariauthority on the secretscienceconcerning external control of fhe mind.
The purpose of Part I of this book is to document how this reputation was
gained. This brief and highly condensed contribution is intended to provide an
understandingof why, when, and where I embarked on a study of the most
knbwn to man: Trauma-basedmind control. Through the
secret technology
-declassified
publication of
United States Govemment documents,_our U.S.
Department of Defense (DOD) admits that this ancient wizard's mechanismfor
control is so dangerous that most information pertaining to it must remain
classified as TOP-SECRET. As the employee of a DOD subcontractor with
exposure to mind-control research, I was required to sign an gqth of- secrecy.
to this day I am restricted by law from revealing certain specific information
"sensitive"
that direcily pertained to hy employment as, among other
a U.S. DOD subcontractorin mind-control research.
exposures,
This super secrettechnology is an evolved systemof remote human physical
and psychological manipulation that has only recently been officially recognized
by
' a-ciedited mental health physiciansfor what it i.s,_absolutemind_control.
My first encounter with- rirind-control research began in the late 1960s in
Ailan6, Georgia on the Emory University campus at the Yerkes Primate
Center. It wi there that I leained about lrimate behavior modification-the
basis for human mind control. Part I of this book is my attempt to impart an
understanding of how this and other exposures would prepare me for the
challengeof a lifetime.
what I witnessed,in terms of technology, at the Yerkes Primate Center and
other government sponsoredresearch facilities, combined with years of personal
research into this science of mind manipulation, did not adequately prepare me
for what I would be exposedto in 1988 through an unexpectedchain of events.
This exposurecame in the form of personal acquaintancewith the human results
ofhcially entitled by DOD as, among other cryptic file titles, MK-Ultra.'
I have outlined tnis noxious intr6duction in tropesthat the material provided
by one MK-Ultra survivor, Cathy O'Brien, will incite a legitimate federal
investigation of her claims.
I was able to liberate MK-Ultra victims, Cathy O'Brien and her daughter,,
Kelly, from the invisible grip of this U.S. Government secret weapon. of
contiol. In the process, I also helped Cathy recover her mental and physical
health. Howevei, I have not been successful in enlisting the cooperation of my
government to pursue the justice issue. There is a reason for this failure to
obtain justice that you, the reader, NEED TO KNOW. I have been" told
repeateilly, "Justiceis not obtainable,For ReasonsOf National Security.
. This book is primarily the autobiographyof Cathy O'Brien, who did not
volunteer tor seryrce to -her country, but was used her entire life against her
innate, vglqnqry
_ryi! lor perpetulting criminal activity by many-so-called
leaderswithin the u.S. Government. These "treasonousieadLrs,' diil volunteer
for.political "seryice" to our country. They must be held accountablefor their
actions.
Together, cathy and I have dedicatedour lives to the Dursuit of iustice and
rehabilitation for her and Kelly. AII avenuesfor justice anb rehabili6tive relief
have been blocked For Reasons of National s6curity. The question arises,
whose security?. cathy
perhaps aftei
9_'Pri",l provides the logical-answer.
reading this work, you will
others
to
readlt.
collectively,
as iatriots,
^inspire
ye carl m+e.a positive difference for Cathy and Kelly, our governmint, and
humanity, by_having our voices heard. In niy opinioni6ur grEat United Starcs
Constitution does not need to be amended it nrfudsto be-enforEed.
. The grim reality we must all embrace is that there is, in human terms, no
to equal what these two, and many other
Justlce, ang r.l9 r_eye_nge_adequate
victims of this u.S. Government secret weapon experiehced. The only
remaining remnant of opportunity for justice ior theje survivors would bL
derived from -a public forum expos6 of what they experienced. what these
survivors need to witness is the mass dissemination of their story and a radical,
positive changein their government's managementof secrets. Tiris would be ari
acceptable,though belated, substitutefor justice. Their hope lies in the belief
that--
"Truth lives a wretched
life,
but alwayssurvivesa lie."
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AmericanPsychiatricPress, 1990.
Psychiatry And The Cia. Waims Of Mirrd Control
CHAPTER 1
MIND
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Sometimes words, or groups of words, found in the English language have
many defrnitions or meanings. Within each meaning there may be different
logical and literal perceptions of the application of a given word. However, the
words mind control usually conjure up a single response. This is most
unfortunate due !o the vast differences of perception contained within the
reference.
For example, if you have access to a late I980s Randarn House or later
Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary and reference mind control, you will
notice there is a conspicuous absenceof a listing. Should you go one step
further and secure a college professor's teaching copy of Oxford's Companion
To Thc Mind (Oxford Press 1987), you can reference practically anything
concerning research of the mind without a reference to mind control. Perhaps
yoq Tay now realize that throlgh Random House, Webster and Oxford Press
omissions, you :re a victim of information control.
Mind control is sometimes loosely defined as information control. This
being one of many accepted ways to iefrne the term should immediately raise
questions of distrust towards your information souroes. Since what we think is
basedon what we learn, manipulation of a mind, or a nation of minds, can be
accomplished through control of information. With thought control being a
result of information control, many avid researchers of mind sciences simply
label it "soft" mind control.
These days, we live in a world in which the continued existence of
multinational businesses and govemments depends upon instant communications.
However, with consideration to the so-called problem of
information overload, it would appear to most people that we hear and see
enough to make rational decisions concerning our individual lives.
Unfortunately, this is not true. What we don't know, as evidenced by mindcontrol atrocities, is quickly destroying society as we have known it.
The answer to this problem is glaringly apparent. We, as citizens of a
supposedly free country, should not permit our government to restrict any
information that protects criminal activity under the guise of National Security.
Secret knowledge equals power, with the end result being control.
Therefore, despite the deliberate efforts of those persons in control of national
media information management (who are not media employees), results of
secret mind-control projects gone awry have been leaking out for years through
the media. People are literally waking up to the mind-control reality because
there is an obvious lack of logical explanation for cerlain sensational news
events. What really happened at Jim Jones' fonestown and with Sirhan Sirhan,
John Hinkley, and I-ee Haney Oswald? And, more importantly, why did it
happen? The simple common denominator existing among these persons has
been publicly stated by the media, based on research of their medical histories,
is mind control.
In reality, information control is but one component of mind control.
Whereas "brain washitrg," a term coined by an investigative journalist writing
about Korean War P.O.W.s around 1951, described the results of what the
Chinese regarded as thought reform.
The term brainwashingdenotesto most peoplethe destructionof a person,s
lnemo_Iy.This slangterm continuesto be usedby the news media in place of
the.al.l encompassingterm, mind control. In ieality, applied brainwashing
techniquesare similar to thoseusedin trauma-based
behaviofmodification.
Pfqqg _thepast three decades,a significant number of religious groups
worldwide has been cited by the mainstreamnews media as destructivecults.
An empluis-on q9 word de$tructiveis necessaryin defining thesegroups as
cults. Random House Diaionary defines cult- as "a particular system of
religious rygrship". !y this definition, the word cult would encompassall
religions._.Thgse
so-calleddeskuctivecultshavebeenpublicly
denounced
by the
-mind
news media f9r using brainwashing,thoughtreform, and
manipuEtion
tactics on their believers. However, there is an obvious lack of expressed
concernby these samemedia as they fail to addressthe underlying isiues of
mind contiol, thepowerbasisfor abuie.
- Perhapsthe reporting news media can not, for somersmon, publicly open
the proverbialPandora'sBox. Is it plausiblethen to considei that-closer
scrqtiny,by the media and the public, of thesedestructivecults' leadership
could reveala solid connectionto governmentsponsoredmind-controlresearch?
These are questionsthqt, in themselvesproperly addressed,would provide
importantanswersto this socialepidemicihvolvingphysicaland psychological
abuse. The answersthat an in-depth professional-irivristigation
would pro:viae
could be the first stepin resolving the rash of problemsthat destructiv-ecults,
serialkillers, andsexualchild abusers,thrustuponsociety.
As consumers
of nationalnewsmediasuppliedinformation,we continueto
accepthalf-truths which, in this casescenario,is seeingand hearingonly what
resultsfrom massmind manipulation.
Historiansprovide us a glimpse into the future through recordedeventsof
the past. It appearsthat throughoutrecordedhistory, man has, towardsthe end
of each millennium, returned to a focus on certiin types of bizarre human
behavior. For example,there has beenin the past 150 years a resurgenceof
wide spread interest in the occult "black arts" which include satanismor
Lucifarian religions. Theseconstitutionallyprotectednreligions"use traumato
controlthe mindsof their followers.
Mind-control practices within the occult groups (according to survivors
adjudgedcredible and law enforcementofficials) have been accreditedwith
bridging the gap betweenapplied scienceand Shamanism. Occultismas a
of_religiousexpressionhasbeenaroundfor thousandsof years. Only in
ryan-ner
the last 150 years has scienceaggressivelypursuedthe truths regarding riind
manipulation
hiddenwithin theoccultbelief systemsthemselves.
According ta the RandomHouseDictionary, occulttsm"is the practice of
qllegedsciencesclaiming knowledgeof supernaturalagencieswhich i.re beyond
the range of ordinary knowledge." Once again, it is a reminder that secret
knowledgeequalspower.
In 1971, the New York Ttmesreporteda story on the Central Intelligence
Agency (CIA) and occult research,the basis of which was gained through a
collectionof documents
releasedby
PrintingOffrceuhder
- the U.S. Government
the Freedomof Information Act. This was a report to Congreis and cleady
showedthat the CIA was interestedin the causeand effect clinical findings that
occult religious practices have on the Black Arts practitioner's and/or the
observer'smind. Of particularinterestto the CIA were tlte heightenedlevels of
suggestibility that certain occult rituals produced in the minds of the
practitioners. Cannibalismand blood rituals were rankedhighestin the order of
importanceto their research.
Behavioral psychology teachesus that control of human suggestibility is
recognizedas the fundamentalbuilding block for externalcontrol of the mind.
This suggestibility factor alone potentially createsa human rights legal issue
when we consider constructinglaws to protect people from overt or covert
mind-controlpractices. Consideration
to the humansuggestibilityfactor could
result in all forms of consumeroriented service and/or product advertising
becomingillegal. Advertising and the marketingof servicesand/or products
throughcommunications
c:m be justifiably definedas a type of psychological
manipulation,thoughtreform and/or mind manipulationwhich resultsin a form
publishedhis book
ofbehaviormodification. A patriotfriend, StevenJacobson,
entitledMind cowrol in Ameica, in 1985,eloquentlyexposingthe scienceof
mind manipulationthroughadvertising. The basisfor successfullymodifying
human behavior requires mind manipulation techniquesthat, when expertly
appliedthroughadvertisingmedia,becomea form of "soft" mind control.
Factoringin suggestibilitythroughthe tactilesensesas the "Achilles' heelu
of the humanrace renderseveryonevulnerableto becoming,on somelevel, a
victim of soft mind control.
The controversyof what is and what is not mind control rageson among
scholarsin the schoolsof law, humanrights, and mentalhealth. All the while
the confusionof issuesprovidesa form of legal protectionfor practitionersof
mind control, the only known form of remotehumancontrol that
trauma-based
is absolute.All otherformsof mind control,includingchemicalandelectronic
manipulations,are consideredby mind-controlexpertsas temporary.
There are laws protectingU.S. citizens' rights to practicetheir religious
beliefs and freedomof speech. There are no laws which specifrcallyprotect
leadersof destructivecults and/or practitionersof trauma-basedmind control.
However,becauseof the U.S. Government's
useof mind controland the broad
diversity of legal opinion concerningthe acceptedlimits of free speechand
religious practices, the legal loop holes for criminals employing mind-control
techniqueson their "flocks" for personalgain remainopen.
For every problemthereexistsa solution. The formula for problernsolving
restsfirmly on the quality of the supportingresearchinformation concerningtlte
nature of the problem. Irgislating laws specifically to protect people from
mind-control abuseswould be futile. Practically every civilized society in
existencehas somelaw and/or group of laws which would protect the people
and punish the practitionersof mind control. I:ws are enforcedaccordingto
lawmakers' interpretations of the specific legal language. The lack of
enforcementof laws already on the books that could pro0ectus from mindcontrol abusesstemsfrom applied legal interpreations and cover-upsof survivor testimonyby the CIA and National SecurityAgency (NSA) For Reasons
Of National Security.
Mind-control atrocities, if committed by anyone who could be linked to
governmentsponsoredprojects, are typically ignored and coveredup. Access
to the courtsby thesehaplesssurvivorsis thus stonewalledby governmentpaid
so-called legal experts who receive their orders from the National Security
Agency.
Defining the term "mind control" is akin to definingthe limits of the 1947
National Security Act. The basis for the solution to the National Securi$
controversyis simple. It is known as: Truth logically applied.
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CHAPTER2
"Ey"ry revolution,
bloody or bloodless, has two phases. The first is the
struggle for Treedom; the second the struggle for power. The phase of the
struggle-for .F ry4oT is divine. He who has participated in it invariably feels,
physically, that his best and most precious-inner self has come to the iurface.
We. kgory that being faithful to the TRUTH stands higher than our own
participation in governing the country-and that is why *e must not have a
societythat would reject ethical norms in the name of poiitical mirages.',r
As I was saying to my grandmother, Mamaleen Johnson, "My life has
turned.into.a nightmare and I'm wide awake," tears were streaming-down my
face, dripping off my chin onto her patent leather shoes. She afTectionately
patted my shoulder as she listened
The words we exchanged, the room's wallpaper and furnishings, my
-a
beloved grandmother, Mamaleen, even the taste of my tears combined-with
feellp. of overwhelming grief--it is all there etchedinto my memory.
-of
This was the summer before I was to enter my sec<indyear
school in
1950. The first year remains a blur with cause.
^ l-iL" f9r qe and my family had changeddramatically over the previous year.
So radical a changethat it had taken almost a year for me to realiie life was not
becoming any,easier to live. My stuttering was getting worse. The rare
momentsI could speakcoherently were limited to short sentencesdevoid of the
word "you",.and then only to my mother and grandmother. Occasionally when
angry I could speak_
clearly-,or when alone in the woods while talking or linging
to trees. .Apqe_ntly- my frustration with oral communication due io stutte;ing
had been intensified by a trauma I experiencedthe previous year. Little did I
know then that this trauma would positively and negatively inhuence my future
and the lives ofothers I would know for th6 rest of irv life.
On a hot and sticky TennesseeJuly day in 1949,6y father helped boost first
',gift
.ml m_ot!gr,thengg, into the saddleastride our four-yi:ar-old higli-spirited
horse" Wojac. This was to be my first ride on the back of an anlmat. Ttre
excitement of the moment combined with stuttering rendered me, literally,
speechless.As I_recall and from photographstaken at the time, I was wearinga
sweat-soaked,pale yellow cottol shirt, dark tan shorts, brown socks, and diny
tennis shoes.- At six- years old, I was very thin and did not take up the remaining saddlespacebehind my mother.
With the reins in my__mother'stnnds, the horse responded to her polite
-down
command of "Come on, Wojac., Giddyup." He began slowly walking
our driveway to the narrow crushed limestone road beside our iroperty.
Upon
^momentaiily
r.eachingthe gravel _ro_ad,
the horse turned or was guided leTt,
disappointing me-as l.lnew .we-were only going for i short ride. It was only
about a quarter.of a mile_to th_"!,try paveil intersectionthat would be dangerous
to cross. (Had my mother decided to go in the opposite direction, we could
have ridde.n-for a couple of miles before reaching any automobile traffic.)
As quickly as the horse made the turn from oui driveway onto the country
road, my mother nudged his flanks with her heels. With anbther command oi
"let's go," the horse respondedwith a mild jerk of motion and he began a fast
trot down the middle of the road.
The horse's speed, in retrospect, was too fast for safe travgl on.gravel. Not
knowins this then. I was not scareduntil I saw the crossroadslooming closer. I
"BBBBBetter slow down. MMMight BBBBe a
can heai myself tialf shouting
CCar CCC<iming." Before I could enunciatethe last words, my 4ot!9r began I
slow sidewavs sl-ideoff the saddle. I could not see her face as she disappeared
under the horse, and the reins disappearedwith her. The horse bolted full speed
ahead. In ttre titink of an eye, mi iealization of being alone in the saddle with
no wav to control the horse-washedover me. Quickly, I tugged on his mane to
no aviil. It was in this instant I determined that the runaway horse was not
going
-my to stop for the crossroads. I jumped. As I -recall, th9 {all was swift and
ibrupt tinOing in the sharp rockg ya9 not painful, though i! segmedthat-my
Uday would nevei stop rolling-. Panickedand with the dust beginning to settle, I
sat ip, blinked the dirst andlticky blood from my eyes, and looked about for
to her.
my
' mother. She lay in a disorganizedheap beside the road. I ranjust
wide-eyed
The first mentai impressioi I experiencedwas that qlre yas
dazed from her fall. lien I noticed-her eyes weren't blinking and around her
head was a thick puddle of blood. Not wariting to leave her in the road for fear
she would be run^wer, and not strong enough to pick her up, I began screaming
in the direction of our home in hopes thaimy father could hear me. Almost
"What
immediately he respondedby sprinting to us, all the while shouting,
What hapDened?"
haooened?
^
"life rehiaining in me" I could not answer for, as, usual, I was
For the
speechless. As he knelt down to speak_tomy mother, lre stopped-mid sentence
when he apparently saw her eyes ih a fixed faze znd that the back of her skull
hei up, and as we were running back
was crush6d^inward. Instantly he picked
-eleven-year-old
sister to call an ambulance.
to the house, he commanded-my
To this day I cannot recall how we got to the hospital
The sfislv scenesof this traeed-ywere not my nightmare. It did not play
over and'ovei again in my mind,-foi I traOdissocidtedfrom it. I had voluntarily
and autogenicaliy created a memory balner of this trauma. This is a normal
human re.-sponse.Had I been tortuied after the trauma, I worrld not. have been
able to voiuntarily recall either the accident or the torture. Hence the basis of
this book.
The nightmare began during the subseque,ntrgcoygry year when we realized
my mothe; would neier be heiself again.- She had lost over a quarter of her
briin when the horse steppedinto hei skull. Permanently gone was her ability
to smell, taste, and heai ln one ear. These were the physical handicaps she
developed. Her resultant emotional condition would become evident to me
of my.mother's condition had
many years later. As a child, thls nery aryarele-s.s
minihlal impact on me compared to the fear I lived with, moment to moment,
due to my father's chronic ilcoholism. Years later my sister would follow his
lead into'a losing battle with the bottle. I was safe,_as alcohol made me stutter.
After being-told so many times during my developmental years that my
mother's condltion was attribiltable to her braindamage, and that my stuttering
was becausemy brain was not working correctly, it occurred to me at Some
point to learn about the brain. For years after the accident, I overheard adult
i:onversationsabout my mother's brain. My curiosiry peaked about the brain
and the resultant invisi6le mind and had set the course for my life's interest.
Somewhere in this time period, I fantasized I would leam enough about
the
mind and brain to help my niother and mvself.
As a child, my attention span was reEardedas abnormar. I was considered
god.s in schoolreflecred_something
differenr.Although
Illy-l11gjl.
{:!_TI
not prgper_ly
dilgnosed,-I was most likely
sufferingfrofi what is now termed
AttentionDeficit Disorder(4qD). The liandicaps6f stuiterfi;--OiOD *"."
to becomemy first personarimprovement"hali;"gd-;;'i
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out in the
wonoon mv own.
"on
This
mv own" objectiyecameat ar qgly^
€e. I was barely sixteenwhen-I le{r homlp b"ct"
vear;-o!d.
.ir n'"pii""rJ.-"li}"nrrt efforrs
resultedin total failure.. How.ev6r,Iti-p"_tl"it
I crjuld not retu]ir to my plarents,home
becausethey were now divorced.
Young,-brokeand rejected,I-was able to determinetwo things. First, I
mustlearn how to communicate
if I were to enjoy -y ru"Co, in-iir". I went
aboutthis taskmethodicalty,first bv enroilineniyielf into a roc^i-niltrtcottege.
In theclassroomI studiedspeectr,business
ta'waia psyii';t;t.*fiii,e
ribrail,
I studiedbrain functionsandtheii effecton the ;ind: i;;;6;
dd; oriented
because
I could not earn enoughat.two jopg to "tieno in" iJluliSa-cussesto
graduate,buj r.nystudieswerellowly proviaing me a usableikill. Secondlv.
som.ewnere
du.nngJhisperiodof learningI beganto realizeI possessed
a naturi.i
agllrl.yrg selr. . perhapsthis ability to persuadeothers iesulted from mv
cnlronoooexpenenceof,having to "read people"throughtheir body languagl:
ratherthantalkingwith them.
job-in saleswas so successful
that.myclient basewasreduced
,..,
Yy^f:l:*
Dymy
employer.
I-responded
to.thisactionby movingon.
'lhe
vletnam war was heatingup and i was el'igiblefor the draft. No
school,I knew that my iumber wourdb".ailil i*nl'-el'o ir was.
lo.l.q"r.irl
Lltue drd l r.nowthat my prayersfor a defermentwouldbe answeredandwould
military^duty. r would ,oo" b;;;;td;g roilr,i
1fl":9..r:^g_T-.,Tptt91fto.l]
Ampex
uorporatronand with the u.s. Departmentof Defensein a-civilian
capacity..The defensework closelyassociaied
r" *ith !d;;;*r;,h
scientists
worKrngln me.areaof primateand humanbehaviormodification. Ironicallv. I
rearnedmoreaboutthe mind f.rommy casualrelationships
with thesescieniiiti
than.I did working at,the variousreS,earch
sites. f'tre iites includedteachins
hospltrals,
state mental-institutions,military bases,National Aeroniuiil, ;A
SpaqgAdministration(NASA) facilities,andthe yeikes primatecenter.
. l4e toUowing years of my corporateemploymentin national and in_
rcrnarronal
salesevolvedinto salesand marketingmanagement
Dositionsin an
personallife, in termfof iovl;t;"'tid;hips,
wii
::pq:"^:ipj:i!..
Yv
agarnln snamblesbut my careerand ongoingmind, brain, human6eiavior
researchwas rewarding enough to_com[ensite for ry ticn oi emotional
expression.The secretsI had learnedso w'ellconcerningpo*rti o-fpersuasion,
bothconscious
andsubliminal,hadrongsinceuecomJfrin.iionine'D; or *u
mind'sarsenalof defensiveand offensiie toolsof ionf"i. i-il;fi"fi1ffi*i
therenot to becomea "control freak". Instead,.y ?-tr$-i"^'iJt
to t*.n
whatI couldcontrolbut whatwascontrollinsme.
Then,.around^
1986,a peer friend of min-eobservedthat I hadarrivedin
proverbnl "comfbrt zone" in termsof presentingprofitableideasfor othersthe
to
act upon,and advisedme to go into businessfoiriryself. Shorttvthireafterhe
provided me an excellent example by resigning tris ii*:G'ure-executive
-r.,i,
marketingdirectorshipand nomindtednie as a-can?iaaieioi
,"pLorn"nt.
Ironically, for the hrst time in my life, the nomination was rejected becauseI
did not- possess at least a master's degree in business management or
communiCations. His assistantwas given the position, and I was subsequently
offered the assistant'svacated position with no hope of promotion, which of
course I refused. Soon thereafter, my friend, free of his corporate golden
handcuffs, establishedhis own firm which becamea very successfulbusiness.
Around this same time a childhood acquaintance, long since socially
separatedfrom my life, reappearedlong enough to introduce me to his country
music entertainmentfriend, Alex Houston. From this introduction I learned this
acquaintance, Ray Myers and his wife, Regina, are allgged pedophiles who
reporteAty sexually molested Cathy's daughter and their own children. It
seemed [hat Houston was looking for someone with international business
negotiating skills who could assist him in putting together a large enough sales_
deal to finance a manufacturing operation. After spending a few days of
complimentary consulting time with him, I had made some rather interesting
and intriguing observationsabout the man and his ideas. First of all, Houston
did have a legitimate, potentially prohtable idea concerning the manufacture of
an electrical capacitor device that could increase energy efficiency for large
industrial consumers. Secondly, Houston favorably impressed me as a
calculated risk-taker. Thirdly, Houston agreed to ltnance my production of a
marketing plan for presentation to potential foreign buyers. And finally,
Houston agreed that I would run the company as President, if and when I sold
"No problem!"
that plan. I thought,
part
of this "budding" relationship was my awareness of
fhe intriguing
Houston's propensity for dishonesty. I felt an urgent need for legal advice on
how to insure contractualprotection from Houston. Within days, Houston and I
had conceptually and contractually agreedto start up the business. I designeda
logo and assignedthe name UniPhayse. The contracts we entered bound both
of us to our respective areas of commitment and was iron clad. Houston's
willingness to participate in my legal protection maneuverfurther perplexed me,
"honesty type" clausescontained in the agreement. At
becauseof the obvious
"keep it clean"
the time, in my mind, I had determined that if Houston could
and perform his role, we would be able to make this company successful. If
not, I owned the company lock, stock, and banel and could still make it work.
Months later, with business and marketing plans in my briefcase and a
demonstrationmodel of the proposed product in hand, Houston and I boarded
an airplane to Hong Kong. We were met upon arrival by a tall, well-dressed,
Korean gentleman who introduced himself as William Yoon. He owned an
international shipping company. His ships canied practically everything from
scrap metal to Chinesesilkworm missiles all over the world.
Mr. Yoon, as he preferred to be called, in keeping with Far Eastern
protocol, was interestedin negotiating a joint venture company with his friends
in the most populated nation on Earth, The People's Republic of China. All
arrangementshad been made by Mr. Yoon's staff for Houston, myself, and him
to fli to Beijing the followiirg day to begin negotiations'with the Mining
Ministry. After several days of exhausting discussionstlroug! an interpreter
almost-entirely between myself and the deputy director of the Chinese Mining
Ministry, it appearedas though we had a workable deal.
An'elegant banquet was ordered by our gracious Chinese hosts, and it was
there I learned that the Mining Ministry was a part of the Chinese Ministry of
Defense. Feelings of patriotism welled up in me for the first time in my life. I
r0
was aware that china was engagedin supplying
-in missiles to Libya, a Middle
Easterncountry with whom the u.s. wa-s conflict. The ihinese were
swapping missiles and other weapons for cheap Libyan light crude oil. The
chinese were about the only country in_the woild who darid defy the Reagan
Administration's trade embargo. Th-esefleeting thoughts of being involved #ith
the ch-inesemilitary felt treasonousto me. Attrroultr uncomfo-rtablewith the
ideaof a businessventure with such potential for political disaster,I reminded
myself that hundredsof other u.S. companieswer6 alreadv in china. Houston
refusedto discussthe subject.
During the _retu_rn
flight from Beijing to Hong Kong, I confrded my patriotic
concerns to Mr. Yoon knowing that he would soon become mv business
partngi. He eloquently relieved my fears of potential disaster with a
complicatedexplanation that made sense at the fime. This man potitely
informed me that we could not lose money as he and I would have interirir
control over all product salesrevenue generlted outside of china. Bv chinese
law.for joint venture companies, 60vi of all manufactured product- musr go
outsideChina.
Houston and I returned to Tennesseeand I briefly met his wife, Cathy, for
the first time when she greeted us at the gate. she appea.edto me to be young,
beautiful,very dumb, and dressedlike a prostitute.' I Dacedmv walli to 5'e
severalstepsaway from her as we headedto the baggagecjaim arei.
within a few weeksof this visit, a delegationoI-ctrineseelectricalengineers
and finance experts were flown to our Tennesseeoffrce for more neeoiiations
and to collect technical production data (we held) for future manrifacturing
purposes.
departedfor china, I received a mysteriousphone
..Soon after the delegatio_n
call from someoneat the U.S. Department of State, aka the State Department.
It seemssomeonein my chinese delegation had earlier been refused entry into
this country_dueto_his being rdentifred as an international weaponssuppli6r for
terrorists. This telephone voice assured me that there were iro probi6ms that
would arise and that this information was not to be publicized. i ttranteo trim
and assuredhim the information was secure.
A couo]e of_months later, my new Hong Kong partner, Mr. yoon, invited
me' my wife, Houston and his wife, cathy, to come to china for the official
signing of the chinese joint venture agreeinent. when I asked Houston if he
and his wife would attend, he flatly replied, "No". He had already booked his
"act"
and could not cancel. I then bffeled to escort his wife and mine to china.
He responded''no".again, that it was too far and too expensive for a pleasure
tnp. I was relieved becauseI had already learned enough of the chin'ese languageto know our partners did not like or respect him, ind cathy's demeanor
embarrassedme.
I later learned that Holston's "gig" wai to "trancesport"/transport cathy and little Kelly to the infamous-Eohemian Grove for
Drostltutron.
tvty trip.to china-with a! the pomp and circumstancewent well as expected,
even though my wife _andI werb irr the process of separating for a divorce.
However, just before I was prepared to return to the U.S., f received some
extraordinary information from a man who showed me chinese Ministry of
Defensecredentials that gained my full and complete attention. This man was
in possessionof a file on me that could have only been gained through a
thorough investigation of my past professional associltions. tlis english iicills
were only strong enough to roughly, nervously translate some of the-file's con-
t1
tent. This man had photographic proof of a U.S. Department of Defense
security clearance I once held. He acknowledged that the _"Chineseknew all
about he". Thoughts of blackmail raced across my mind. These thoughts
instantly disappearedwhen he began to voice his government's true concerns.
Their cbncernSwere about Alex Houston and his involvement with the CIA,
drugs, money laundering, child prostitution, and the blg one h9 saved for last,
he did comment
slavery. No mention of mind control was offered, although"very bad man" and his crimes were "of the White House".
that Hbuston was a
"Eyes Only"
Disbelief was in order 5ut not possible, due to the wide array of
stampedand initialed (official) CIA letterheadand U.S. Government documents
he slowly flashedbefore my eyes.
"officer" was that Houston was too stupid. and
My hrst response to this"intelligence". This comment was quickly
crooked to be cbnnected to U.S.
countered with a gut wrenching photograph of Houston. He was smiling a
demonic grin while apparently having anal sex with a small,. very young'
frightened-Black
boy. I:ter he,wasidentified to me asbeing Haitian'
-When
confrontd with this horrific information and the apparentvalidity of
it,' I asked, "What do you (your government)want me to do?"
"Get'rid of nim, distanceyourself from him and all of his
tte reptied,
associates".
I respondedby asking him how he thought I could accomplish this task. He
'?ny way you cfr'oose". I told him that regardlessof what he had seen
stated,
Americai
te|ivision concerning violence, the only way I knew was to force
of
him out by purchasing his company stock, and I needed ryoney to do it. He
'Givb us the figure and make the arrangements. It is done."
said,
-to
Tennessee with a Chinese government contract for
i had returned
products valued at thirty-one million dollars. Stapled to it was a telex letter of
iredit made out to me and the company from Houston's bank connection, the
New York branch of the now infamous Bank of Credit and Commerce
International(B.C.C.I.). The amount was one million dollars in U.S. funds.
The contract was worth approximately ten million dollars in gross proht for Mr.
Yoon and me.
the Chinese to immediately discharge Houston of his
Given the charge by-what
my plan of action would have to be. Any othel
duties, I knew exactly
approachto resolving this problem
-employercould backfire and all would be lost. And
of mine (when I worked fo1 ealit{
sin-ce a former, indirect
International dirways), the CIA,- was implicated, I knew one mistake and it
iould cost mimy life.' A comforting thotight prwailed and I reminded myself
Houston was noi only comrpt, but stupid. The CIA must not have respected
him either. Otherwise why would he have had to go outside his circle of
powerful
perverts to recruit me for an internationalbusinessdeal.
I drov-eto my ofhce to begin the processof discovering something Houston
"must have donb" that would breach the performance contract he and I had
signed when we started the company. Houston was out of town supposedly
doing one of his entertainmentgigs, so I had complete, unotstructed accessto
all fiies, his included. As I had mentally predicted during the long flight from
Hong-Houston
Kong, the entire ferreting process took about fifteen minutes. It seemed
and the old acquaintance who had introduced him to me were, as
that
I collected the shipping bills and,
they say, "selling out the back door'.
iroiicatiy enough, the bank deposit slip Houston had retained when he cashed
and deposited the customer's check. There was even a letter copy where
t2
fense
v all
rghts
,rns,
J"IA,
Iast,
nent
se'.
tly"
)nts
Houstonhad specificallyifp:l"d
ffi:fli?iltrf
i5;;:**ll'3ld'l:i
"d
ce"o"nLfffT'Yl"":l:, 111..1
*r.e,ryrntelIigen
1ry"'"d..i,;;;'i; i' .s. - a
"#t$,1'*
fliffiii*;r*****#r"1ift
*i
delivered
in broken*EnBIish
by the.chinese
rntenigence
:ll.t."tifif";t"Xup-"
snortminutes
of the_drive,,
I fria i,iqi"y"jl^g,q
w'anted
hinl).mentaliy
so muchro€ain
ii6n,,"i,i1-1n11i"e.The sraverynoted. r
.trie
""3flf"H;:lo1il,'vmosl
word had
;i"a;6ilk*c other
md
klv
l a
l8'
:,.i,Tj,#,:1"il.iffi
eelroryuief-ri.;;l';,:fr
fiL,tr#,;t?H!
of
constructive
ihought,
-fir asr
U:tT#
presenration.'iffi#i
.mini-."i'?ir ;i
#l',1,'J.:fltgii"it"-term.
lls
;';;t,"Tiid*JJl[5l,'""fJ'#t
jXti
5il"rry1oavoidfr
iqffr
ff*ff
they
represented
a
secrer
rarned
i r,io'p'itriXically mainfor twenty
I.
n
:
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the
customer to discusshis
account
-n_ot
ili;'ql!#tr#tH$fflT$#t"lJy;":ter
Rt
I't,;;;;]ild,with
e
'
,."ff."u'"
,
' Arrermy arrivarandthelight chit chatof social
oerw€en
hadbeenexchanged
us' theair changedtdone oi
serioulx.::..^ licptieq
mvolvement,
onefedhim on my business
and began-amethodia-iin!"i'r
I,
qu"rtionsconcerningite
u-nrnese
Intelligence-off,rcer
file tte
had-p-re*n't.A"o'1.1,-"
_a, especially,-onHouston.
)19ruy, my friend inl:,Tlted;;;]m;;*nce,
*.r;*i:l,rllu
smil"d a tri<itr,y
grin, and
re.srill *r'esarne,ana
i; i;"* damnwelr whatr rirean.,,
. The spook'wasreferring_,r-o
", ,70srock j"l^ig!,|"d .Srilt,
smgerBob Segarthatwas.alsigned
to-r""vJ*, earherby mutuarrhe Same,,by
ook
" t$*,:' tt"'ivpqiqi
on
i6ilu..,,rur f,sii-iarild"T'13|}
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isreaqio-narouii*"ffi
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zu:tffiiil.T,*.,UtTleeyl,ii,if"s,ilw
iffi
.fi{ifffi,'ffi
arou
ndtheir eves'
noi:slf so.
r,i'i'i"
wasrmprying,
roushtv
iir"t'&a':'iTJxkrlgt;"a*:x
,a1
,,tujtyis
once-3gain
navesurv-ived
my Erieif131rJI"u,yili#ft3,
hell,,to
busin"s ,irtutionitip *irn ^,"*
Houston.
ril !;;# i' in",r,"dread
fifii Tii!#:if#$*',1fi",
ed
;ef
a,
:: "J
fr
,*i
huqe'
invisible
to details
concernrns
cIA ,ru*l;"d";il;'H'?:5lt':ltlng
a
reg-io'narizeo'
to-r;;""r1il: Tig,fi$in"1""y,flilo
ti9","ll'".turl"iii"'" ,no,.
:[19.H'd'1f;
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:iltifi',#:f;
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everything
t h.*.il^j!pv.anIapiiiifrion
gx.ternal
controrof th"'n"!
mlnd was fully operational
priv,are
aid "".r6iffii
rot* oi *l,r,iri.
on the
outormydrymouth
,,How
'"'10*,fr"1f'Y,i!%::Jh#:fiT,[?.0'
were,
vur ur rt{
He smildd "io oiol;t'v
drdserthemout?"';:rl':tjo*,11, HI-IL lgu.goingro do with themif
vou
you're'tilrtr'Jo'n.,u"i""riii'"r"""r$?iyr:rt,H
j,Trr3;arn1:la-"H,f
j
l3
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r
FBI, and the MOB (Mafia) are the same, and they're making their moves on the
military."
I responded, "I already know that, but how do I savethesetwo people?"
He said, "OK. Get the mother on the phone while her handler is gone. Use
the usual hang up code of dial and ring twice, hang up call back, ring once,
hang up and call back. Tell her you're God. Give her a biblical passage.
They're all Christian basedprogrammed around here."
Understanding that this procedure would gain Cathy's full attention, the
General continued, "She'll do anything, and I mean anything--except toast
Houston--that you command her to do. Remember, God commands. Find
yourself a preacher who knows the Bible and get a double-bind verse. You
know what to do--for God's sake. And, listen, if you do this, you're on your
own.tt
uMark, this is nuts," he pleaded.
Go to China and take them with you.
Forget about this Red, White and Blue cesspool. It'll clean up. There's lots of
good guys in the inside busting their assesto stop this mess, but you're not
going to savethe world."
I injected, "No, just my ass and a couple of people who Uncle considers
somethingother than human." Then we briefly chatted about some fine points
of the rescue and how to legally stop Houston from taking her back. I never
saw this friend again.
Walking back to my car, I listened again in my mind to his haunting words,
and my own life suddenly seemedlike a scratchedphonograph record with the
needle following the same groove over and over again. The thoughts in my
head were suddenly very unpatriotic--a far cry from the feelings I had expressed
in China concerning Mr. Yoon's involvement in shipping Chinese missiles to
Libva.
Now I felt pure rage for what my country had become during the years after
I had bowed out of doing defensework. For once my own mind seemedto be
my worst enemy. Hatred for everything consumedme.
I loved what my country had once represented to me, but now I was
ashamedto be an American. And unbeknownst to me at the moment. soon I
would be ashamedof being a male, basedon Cathy and Kelly's memories.
During the long, usually boring drive to my secluded house in the
wilderness southwest of Nashville, I distinctly recall considering the inherent
risks in the formula I was given for "stealing" two slavesfrom under the cokefilled noses of the CIA. Mv concerns were not of whether I could do it. but
related to my friend's question of, "What are you going to do with them?"
My thoughts went blank as I muttered to myself, "Life is getting complicated again". I then consoled myself with the old adage of "first things
Itrst".
Within a few days, I had played God and coordinated the move of Cathy
and her 8-year-old daughter, Kelly, out of Houston's house into a nearby
apartment. All of this was totally unbeknownst to Houston. As instructed, I
had deliberately placed the powerful coded suggestionsinto Cathy's mind.
These commandspartially bridged her own amnestic true perceptions that Alex
was going to kill her. Little did I know that the messageI was provided to
block Houston's former control of her was true.
Cathy and Kelly seemed to me to be very disoriented and somewhat
disconnectedfrom reality. In their new, sparsely fumished kitchen, I listened
quietly to Cathy excitedly explain that 'God had sent me" to her. She "knewu
14
roveson tfie
ople?',
9.one.y*
once,
fn8
r passage.
rtion, the
fPt toast
s. Find
E. you
on your
it! you.
i,totsof
re not
nsiders
points
never
rords.
t' th6
t,ggg#ffi,if
##tj,r#;
ffi'ffi#m
/er me for tha
o Iny
]ssed
ls to
rfter
rbe
vas
nI
he
nt
It
l5
se!.up hguse with- her mother. we filed for a noncontested divorce. I agreed to
sell the houseand what remained ofourjoint possessions.
still unable to secure expert help for caihy and Kelly, I maintained their
safety by moving them into my housieuntil it was sold. If ivas durine this time
that I was approachedby a neighbor who said he had seensomeonet[rough his
binoculars wearing a gun and taking pictures of my house. Other such intirsive
vrsits by gnkng_wqpersonsfollowed suit. I was getting real nervous.
I again called on a cIA operative I knew who worked within Nashville's
corrupt law enforcementelite who, days later, informed me to "get mv ass out
of there now--som@ne wanted me dEid!" When I asked why, ie said, "you
know damn good and well why!"
The house sold quickly and I had al-readydecided to walk away from my
company, nly_cgntlacts, and the one million dollars on deposit as-a letter of
credit at B.c.c.I. in New York. Mr. yoon came to Nashville. He purchased
Houston's stock. I returned Mr. Yoon to the aimort. Mv last words to him
were, "Farewell, friend". He knew nothing of what was going on and I have
never seenor spoken.wilt tti.r qgain. Thaiafternoon I cldaned'outmy office,
handed the keys to the landlord, closed out my personal and compairy banli
accounts.
I had becqm.e.angrybeyond anything I had ever experienced. In retrospect,
., .
this_wasthe birthing processof evolution from man to patriot.
I now gnly wanted-answersto what was going on in my government. We
needed to be safe while I searched for these anlwers. My-next stop in this
pursuit would be Las V_egas,Nevada. Once there, I met with some
frwerful,
underworld characters I had befriended back in my aviation days it eapitai
"packaging"
gambling jrinkets for theie characters.
lnternational Airways while
I telt contrdent that these guys would protect me at least until I could hnd out
w,f1t and wlo cathy knew. I was remin_dedby these men that they were a part
of the cIA's new funding operations. one oi them flippantly remarked while
chom-pinghis Cuban cigar, "You can't hide an egg in a feh holse, fella".
My. contact then coldly informed me thaa I had becom6 involved in
something that affected_oui National Security. I lied to this ',wise guy" and
cryptically responded,"Oh, well. I'll take them (Cathy and Kellv) io ntasta
gnd play like a voiceless chameleon". In retrospect, this spontandus [e must
have-workg{to.protect me from "red shirting" myself to b-ecomethe recipient
of a CIA/MOB hit.
stay "parkedu i.n I-as vegas for a few more days
.9uthy and.I contir_r-ued-to
wSiting to. retrieve Kelly from a last minute (suspected-clA) court ordered viiit
with. her biological
I:tei, I would-learn from Kelly's
{athpr,. wayne.cox.
medical reports that she had spent Christmasvacation "in hell.,,
I was now alone in my mind, scared, and going broke fast. Once again I
felt totally alienated from everything and evlrvbbdv in mv life.
ei tnis
moment, I began constantly_reminding myself ttrai I w'asdoing the only thing I
knew for sure
)v^qsright. Realistically, I-was astride the prov-erbialtijer and I
could not get off its back and survive.-
3 l99l
Ro-^. CatholicWeeklv
16
greedto
ed their
histime
ugh his
rtrusive
hville's
assout
nYou
,
)m my
:tter of
chased
lo him
I have
rffice,
bank
spect,
We
r this
erful,
apihl
]ters.
Cout
paft
vhile
tin
and
uka
nust
rient
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dI
CHAPTER 3
THE RECLAMATTON OF CA
"The greatest
gift anyone can give
anotherrs a good memory.',4
It was now the week after christmas 19gg. I was fulfrlling half
-ielonging
of my
wirh all of our rer.na-,ning
rffi;l
tl*g:I_11"^-V,"q1:_-ob.
contannenzed
and secretlyin transiton a different ship, I, niy "new family;aid
Alaska.Ths sixiee;trunarJmitetrtp
fj:..yn j"ry-boundfor,Anchorage,
tnroughrce and snow would take about three days to complete. unfortunately^,
it gave me time to think.
, Due to our.ne€ativecash flow situation, rearisticallyI knew there was no
praceto run or hlde lrom the CIA. Cathy and Kelly seernedhappy and
believed
they were safe. This was my number orie priorityi F"i ri, i'riJulo trust ttrat
my escape.plan_would convince interested^clA--personnel that *J-no longer
reprgsente! a threat tg theil security. The plair was based on an
ancient
psychologicalwarfare formula develoied by thi Romans. t waniea
lo Dortrav
myself as akin to a character in a bad'Reagin
1*esrernf 'noui" *d-rid; fi;;ha
sunsetnever to be heard.from again. Thinking to myself that where we were
hgaped.geographically,
there was=nosun to setlat leatt untit iprins.- L,ateone
nlght abolt.mid way into our voyage, I sought the solitude'that"the outside
rorward oeck would afiord me. I was thankful for the wind-driven sleet
and
s^noytFt stung and clgsed
and opened^my mind foi6;sed
thought.
lry.?ye-s
,'strungbut"
frofira comUination-oi.ag"-
1-,,t1^*"..11p1;qchofoCjcalli
unDearaDte
emotlonalheartache.
To sa.feguard
my preciouste€nageson, Mason, from being hurt and/or
unwltunglyused as.a pawn to force me to remain silent, I-had virtuallv
$stroyeqour tather/sonbond. I lovedand missedhim very niuch.and still do'.
The resultantemotionalpai-nfrom the deceptionana sepdraiion-'i""rn"oto u"
compounding
within me andwasconsuminghy being.
I had, in the courseof rescuingcathy-andKelly] shunnedand insultedmy
son,collapsedmy company,simur-taneouily
orchestiitedt*" di";;c*;d
;ie
all personartreasures.I worried I would neverseemy elderly motheragain.
Her healthwasdeteriora{ng.
Ih" tailoredclothesI *oie no r-oigeirii ,ne, as t
forty poundsanOtootceO
skeletal. Chronici"i6r,ii", i'ryo,ptorn
lll}r^t^:::l
ctepressionryr".Uy felt, was slowly driving-mema'd. My'o*n
^";j".^yl"l:
I
snon-rcrm
memorywasbeginningto fail. I had-noticed-for
the first time in
gJ:r mrny y€arsthat I was stu-ttering
whenenunciatingcertainwords. I knew
mls wasJust the begrnningof a long and dangerouiexpeditionin searchof
answers.
As r^stoodalone,with eyesclosed,on the ship'sice-coveredsteeldeck, a
strange
feelin_g
of relief washidover me. I hadsomeho*r-"e"d io iemerue,
" I began
rrom whereI could draw "emergencystrength.
sile-ntlypraying for
inner strengthand glidance thro-ugh'ameaitationt""ffii&;I'd
i"ffidd i;;
ago...Immediately,I experienced
a feetingof peacefulsi,tr-aszurance
thdt we
wouldsurviveto t€ll our story.
SuddenlvI becameaware-thatthe icy
wind was freezingmy face and hands.
'.tpf"t"ntly
I was elatei that I could r"et ig*n.
I had repressedmy tactile
t7
cathy,s
*0,T"*{-,Jl:d^:.::f
fi
H?."#,i-J#"H.:i"gl""::-rgi^,,1""..f:llltimesincerlearnedof
,,:i:ltI,;9;ii.,ijffi
;fi#ib;ffi:
- gfli.?:::l"*:,1T^l;;" {i"pe.'
e voice
was
comin
g
from
I :HS
#I".ri,,
sbmewheie.
j;ry?
r rooreo
-: arouna
-::--'..rv 4"'
ffi
d;;;#fu.!"
wrvuvrrw uuwll .ill(J
#ffi;b::Tf:
WrADpeO ln a
dark gfeen blanket alm,":t
mqirrf'dui""of
oi i["
,,Hev
$ffL,t:T:
the;;;:
voice.;e^iff
.uesiai
egairiir trearAl
r,.",.a.
.cy man,
manf.t:*l*lf
vorrUK?.'
oK?,,jlis.ry":*ylili,t;"FH#',,i"i*i#^ilo
Tl,:":11",T.:_tL:"19!rge
you
Ihis good man
whom I latercameto tnooi una ,,J6;;
*T:t#il';":yf
,'.t;
classic
y::"Y,,*kP:,Tl,ll.,^T:_
"*f.fr"
y"s-a
of whatAlaskans
rerma ,,sour
dough".
Roughlvaefineo,-a
sorii"aGh"#;: anybody
from rhe "l.iJ";l,j,I
^w"
ft
t;;
y-ll
;;;ffi
*","
['jf,1":1,]1"",:n
*:".**:*
Fiij1orie
j'i?ii{.crl".ff
j::f nj#g-::*_qnr,o'";;i"il"*;i;ycilil,i
::
1-,""T,,,"",i:,
mediaviolen".l *a unconilottedgie€d.
I offered him a ciearetteand-my h_andin friendship,
somethingI had not
e voluntarily in
in al-most
al-mosta
a vear.'
vezr- w"-uii*a'"il"rrii
We qorecrt r^ .r^r, iX"i""Tilit,'"#3:
i- ^^-e^^-r-r^,
ffJ
ffi;otunanlv
arrival.
Abouttwo davsrater,,
we randed_
saferyat theJuneaudocks.we weretord
by the ferry'sCaptainthat it was tr,".oia.rt any.
of i[. iJcioe.':rne snip,s
rnermomerer
reada minuslorty degrees
ranreritreit.''iJi
n'il',r.,,,was an
anticipated
wearhercondition,,ila ro?iutr,v ;"; iGiiy, ;;;i:riiul.nulr"ng..
I had spentabouttwo ylJrs.in Alaska'around1gg0.
It was then that I
helpedmy formerbossfroni gqo,g,
i"t".iti""JArr*iyi,
o;.* - iamats put
a new carrieron line knownurieny is creai Northem
back then, not because-ofthe ini,ironmei'i wtricrr Airrines. I reft Alaska
I loved, but cue ro my
inability to cope with Kamars;a"iry-tr-i"a"r1..
rhi..rrgid
colorful hisrorvworking for orhercin .""io.ilea aiirinEil i"ir"*"r,io a long,
er'ong'otn"r jobs,
hehadherdtopexecuriue
nolitio",of ilitoilt
*itii^ii,,ii"iiiiiXuiii, ,rppon
sectionof the u.S. Forestryservic;;Air eiie.ica,
and Evergreen(cIA) carri-
Now I wasbackin Alaska,unemployed,
and knowingI wasbeingtracked
like an animalbv the sameorg'-i'uti,iniiib.p,.uiousry
indirectlyworkedfor,
the centralInteliieence.Agenq'y.
Havingr-t.-pttn" pastcoupleof-nights,I was
feeling muchbett6r*g
{" *i9yer'['o]'u.irig tractea did not conci.n me. I
mire-prodrlcfve.thirigion
my mind. r courdnor ailow raw fear to
IT^llll:"g
Dec9lng
any galt_olmy daily diet oTthouelitprocess.
uam-y_and
r dedicatedeverypossibremorirentto locatea house
,home.
we courdcall
We finalty founda fourirlgl
tf,ut *ur-in"ip"n-rivi with two
.anartmgnt
bedroomsand a rieatedgarage:'we- rria
io triu" u h*tqd. gaiagefoi
three
belovedpet_raccoons
ana'tw5doqr. d;; ;;;lo,"e wourdneverhavemy
furniture
beyonda TV, two beds,and a taute*a "ituirr. This
inconvenience
neverwas
discussed.We werecoitfortaUte."our
After settlins into
plac€".in the remote
ryral town of chugiak, we
aoins.noimar
things.we enrorreo
xJii i"'"Jrlt pubric
::rT*it"]y
-uee-an
scnoor'
metour
newneighbor.q,
andplayed
in ttresnow.;r1 ;T frri'*as ueing
traditionar'ramily
wii__sl,rieilrrins
cairry;; ii"iil" haonevei
;:+:l*T_1.
Our remainins meager resources were disappearing
before my eyes. The
cost of asthmamidicati"onttriirerry "orJ.iilrir"a
b keep her arive'was over
$400per
monrh.r strongry
iliiltdd lr'.ii'nt"n
killer, wavnecox. s.rtgt"u. 'n";]fi;fiii;u
i#,Tffit, satanic
ritualssheandheifour-year-oldrt.plio*.,".1'luiou,
r,iouL"'r"LJilJ t".
"id,! i*i",i r"ii,Li o..rining
healthresultedfrom the iwb weits 'in heit;;'it'enaa
recently'rp""i*itl alleged
serial
18
;.t
^
t**
.
of Cathy,s
ffi
Fortunately.I
ffi
dftrj
[.;lilf,"#
tr
s
19
6. I providedcathy adequate
food, vitamins,water,and sreepto restoreher
failing physicalhealrh.
7. I taught cathy how to view her memorieson a "mind movie screen.
ratherthanre-experirince
the; thr;ugi; ttre'mino,s;uinu"rt"rl'iiv';',iotanism.
8. I instruct6dcathy-how to trince terserfand-JiltJitf," le*pttrof trer
trancestatethrougha self-hypnosistechniqueEonleregara^ 'n.aiLion). This
was put in place to avoid possiblecoritamination
inoT- .onr*ion of her
memories,.which might
happenedhad r "sJ 1--r,ypno;;"i;d.;tffii
.have
techniqueknownasgurseormaqerv.
9.. gglnt was no.t allowed-to'readbooks, newspapers,or "'-'catr,y
magazines,to
watch TV, or to discusswith Kelly anything ,tt'"-'.."ittea.
hia
experienceda l,ifetime of informatio'ncohtrol"and tdef;;;
had minimal
contaminationof memoryto sort_through.rhis rule *ii ut* unoiistood
--'--'
and
resrylted^!,V
Kelly,.whos-e
memories
weiebeginningto i"rf*i.
ru. A' Denavlorpattems and social habits cathy exhibited were re_
throughlgglcatdiscussionbetweenus. All pie-estabiistreo
g11mined.
uetravior
p"rr?Tti
routines,werere-scheduted-or
itoppel corfiet"ry.
i::l::9ilg"llly
r r. r requrredher to weara wrist watchtwenty-fourhouisa day, to al'ertme
of any "lost-time"shefelt she*as e*periincing.
'iviiiieastrauma,
.r.osingtime, wiihout
is a strongindicationthat personalitvswitctrin! f-;firrin;.'
'--u.ing
ableto accountfor time is air indicato'rthatrecoveryis occurf;ne.
The memoriescathy yas
Jecgvelrngwere-trofriutJueyo"8 anythingI had
1ve.Jheardanyole speakabout. I often-wonderediai di falle;"in"love wittr
the psychologicalmaladyknown as the
:-amJ-a.sa resurtof my .develo-ping
StockholmSyndrome._
Those trrbultrtsndvrlr both-ered
il i,;i i-tew r had
I had heard"lougt horro_rfrom Catfryana Xeily to know
gr3'y: tg^|gy"-C"1!!,V_.
post
fiom
TraumaticStressDisorder(pTSb). The
:..:T^:9i":lll"pq
symptomsof this disorderwent unnoticedby
cathy and Kelly ulause they too
werePTSDed,andhadbeenall their lives. , My own.healthb.gT lo.deterioraterapi{Iy.. My regainedbody weight
r wasexferienctng
incr&iuii-sto.dcr,
pain,
9:r;t1,j:
T:l.l
vomlrlng'and iyg.9lte.asain...
dlarrhea. I wasliterallyliving on a patentmedicineknodrnt6
"secur6"
ulcer sufferersas Maalox. A
phoie call'to a oocioiiriend in the
"lower 48" produced
the nameof a locai internal medicine6;iJi;
I could
trust. .Aw^are
of mypredicament,
my physicianfriendmadJtnJippointr.nt on
my oenarr
ror thrsdoctorto,prepgecertainin-officetests. oni-of the tests,
sloTach.tulie,'showedrhat as a resultof a *aiei-Uornepar_
:"ttlC
ij9^*g-p.!_.^
asrte' there were holes in the walls of my stomach. He recommenided
emergencysulqgry. I replied, "No. How riruchlonger can I live with this
beloresurgery?"
He said,."It depends
on how well youcanfollow my instructions".
."\q proutem,'-I said..y.itt" a'few daysof i"eaingryr"ii'int "u.nourry
andrakingtheprescribedmedications,
I begairto recover.
It was during this recoveryperiod thit I beganmy telephonesearchfor
process...
Agiin r ri'astoiaby my former
'weil
flY,"lt^_t9^:f*
919y'.1rryoygry
connected" assoclates
that I knew it all.
I was not convinced. However,
my persistencesoon paid off as one particular phone ""ti,iiuriJln'my
striting
proverbial "pay dirt"i
The medical books on
research for treating
.crandestine experimental
dissociative disorders mysteriously
appeare,O',on hold" i;;;
Jin"
nug6
. t
!
l.!
t-I
B
I
20
, restoreher
irie g41ser,
rhanisrn.
Pth of her
ton). T}is
rl' 9f IEr
rnduction
uines, to
athy had
minimal
tood and
t/ere re_
rchavior
:ly.
rleft me
lrauma,
s being
I had
e with
as the
I had
larow
The
Y too
eighr
Pam,
'n to
the
ould
ton
:sh,
)arCed
his
;ly
0r
3r
r
0
t
]
trHt"iH"l
A-nchorage
PublicLibrary. *.". covertry
arerted
I.
ropick
t:"1#:
*i+ild;d{tp{*:l'j"x;.-,',;.r
l-ll'l.l'l;.1nffi
-'
ffs.
: t'*:?ffi
*i'trffit trtr#iifjdi#
,xl#,,{Ttin"
o"lriixffi"
srnceI was walkir
rr'Wrii#
i;:"il:;
know
is"eryid;;I
W
#:,::'#:
|,itt$d*"
,*
vouib'.i,,_ii"#i;",la[HtilH1fi"r.,,Ti1ffi'"
Ui':r""i#
I
,esponsiureTrr-a,,*fr
;,fl:'fd["*Jpq,if"i:J:{!ifdi.t"[
s-he
w3saaoresisinfnie
^,r_Tsur{
by nar
r, aso
concluded
;*#A[*l*ffi''?n#.t'*l#:ii{ilrttm#H
S*{*
800#witha timeand;"; ;;';;i. Rffo'q"q.on_lhe
b&k"m;[;';a;
l,!"lt fl* provided
this800#andmanyorhers
r"-foi;""#;;"ifr'j:^'-ut$
:lTttatlv.
($iqe,ilu*;li,'Ji"?",TllillliT3:t.::li.b
t; ;;;#y access
rhe
:ry]"''
;ffi jHff:fltifxlllx-Hiimi'""Tffi#
*,1+truUlii"'i#;*m;,1m"',p
r.nenext soundI he:
lt"t"i" ptffiuse 'I do not knowntit?tntit!1
my callwas",T9 YT tt
lngs,
qtdiEt
;;;f;' ffj
rhe
prob
rem
1{
?,,r r,rt 1?I^"
g:!!i#.li: f :':1,:i:
:ranwithr'i'-iJ"?il,t'p[fut#r#"i:1qr":rg'l'i'-"1fl
emph
asizi
ng mv
"ii:i:*i
.'#:""e',T-1.8, dr #i nn,?ilr'|l*ou'tv
up,y
f.ftt?'tr;ri;Ht:mH.:i.q,{ii{{Hi,f
i!"f'Tiltls'r"
fi
,Ii"".lii;-$fn#ihfr
i;,?lui#:r";;';{f
t#i"XtTlil;
.1.1',",1g,tr,yi''#i3;9,$&;fi'#l',qT,}i'[t
could speak with som
rasler.He saia,"we'ep
io aftir t
*ho douli;"i:.'erruptedhisinstru-ction
goingto need
a rererratl
"Areferrar
"""t'i''""
?JJ#*i,Filt}'o
lil{"d,
b."i,?*:T"il:iit?,tf ,i]f* withadoctor
whoknows
about
thisandmight
wruchI can't provide.
*,,iF'if,#f"fff.*$"**fiffii"ilsffh*:.,,
and
,ha,
was
,he
,as,
ny*tli#nlH"rft
ll3t*ft
if"",xfiii.llir.ffjpJ;:#
r mrnd-contror
atrocities)
buthecourdd-#ioirl" r,"rp.
2l
oh, be algrt. Everybody's
watchingthis guy so anythingyou say, they (thebad
guys)will know."
"Thankyou
very much,"I replied.
Somewherein the processdf finding relgrrar professionailyacquainte
3
with Dr. Hammond,I ielephoned
dissociitivedisordeis-speciuiirt.'or.
Bennet
Braun,a well-knownandpublishedpsychiatrist
in chicag'o,-i[i"ols. I learned
from our conversationthal he had air entirehospitaluniiai:olciieaio ttrerapy
for peoplelike cathy and 5elly. I wondered
aithe time *rrv fiii nu,newasn,t
prevrousty
providedto me for a consultation.As a resultof thisbrief telephon
encorrnter,.,I
lgqrnedthat Dr. Braunhada numberof patientson it""g *'"iiiiri
list for a "bed" within this..facility.The doctorthen
rit*ia.a rn" the nameand
telephone.number of a "friend-" he confrded in,'reojii
ai[azine senior
investigativereporterCivia Tamarkin.
y!i1 reoptglTimeLif.e mag.azJrle.
rgporterwas to be my biggest
-,_j^"ii3"^rllg
srngre
errorin thepursuitof helpfulinformation.I woulds60ni&rn
Judgement
for nearlycbstingme my life, anddid-i"dir;tlt
:*.y*,il9ilftly-re_sponsible
cosr-Kellylrer chancefor "expert"therapy--which
is an6therbookin itself.
rpo!: with Civia, shedroppedimportantnareJfit! a maple
.-^^\T_a^I
f,-rl!
rree orops leaves atter a frost. I audio tape recorded practically all
conversations
with thisseemingly
-niewell informed;o!rce,thenandin theyearsto
follow. civia first provided the nameand ptroni numue;;i iil" Boston
-'9eprogrammer,"an ex-Moonieprogrammerby-the name of Steve Hassen.
Next,.she_provided
the nameandp^hoi'e
numberto contactlotvn "iottv" west at
ycl4.
Re_luctantly,
shegave nie the referral I neededto 6omruriicatewith
DI: cgry H_ammond.The later contractbeing the only "briefly helpful', one
with whomI wouldspeak.
programmer
Steve
.- Maximizing.myPtso impairedjudgement,I telephoned
Hassen,
ror advrceon how to.helpKelly (only),whichresultedin-hiscomingto
Apparently,-hisagenda.
iviq t9 traumarizeCittry Uy usiriga
:Ii,h,911:.tl
1$9 to tngger
weil-Known
codeher to run for her life-from me. rhrJ method-he
employed.gouldhavebeeneffectirrc,but fortunatelyfo1 cathy and Kelly, his
robotic delivery like his moral ethicswas very poor. I learnid thaiHassen's
respectfor hil ucLA psychiatristfriends,Dr.
y,91::d_T{roglded professional.
west€nd Dr. MargaretSinger,derivedfrom sinisterreasons.Little did I know
that L,r. West had worked for the cIA in project MK-Ultra mind-control
researchfor decades.It seemssomeof Dr. west,j cIA support&iiiearch haa
beenexposedby a congressionalinvestigatorof the MK-'frira iioiect in tte
lvlus. Howeverhe survivedthepublicscrutinybecause
the u.s. Gbvernmen
had, in-elsence,halted further irivestigationo'r nim *a ttit *otk unoer the
gyrse.
_His onty rep6rtedcrime was for f.ilin!-an elephani
Ilf"g an overdose
-lTTrV of ISD
wlth
in the presenceof schoolchildren. ihese ficts t
cathy anj I spokEwith him by phoneand suusequent
ygy]9 t?"L3fter
disaster
'l-his
struckus.
too is anotherstorvin itself.
-moii-u"tu"ute
were informative
.The phonecalls betweenDr. Cory Hammondand myself
and supportive._He proved himseif to be the singt6,
tiu"
rntormatlon
assetI would know in my questfor experttherapyadvice. Iater
Dr. Hammonddeliveredto the mentarhialth comminityttrro'ultri symposlum
presentation
in l99l,.the wholetruthashe knewit on th[:topic6f min-dcontrol.
flls aovlsorylnstructronto me on a-particularEricksontechniquefor painless,
nonabreactivememoryrecovery,calied"revivification",literally savedmy pre-
l'i
li I
E
22
(thebad
;:?ffifJrjtm
relivingthehorrorsassheremembered
them. Thismanis my
rsainred
.,*:p"iss;l"imfr,tr
+r:"xi",.,llRT*,
::ff1lii^u,e##1,il.1
ilT,is
i.:H#ll.iffi
T#&:"di,'i"#'T,gl,q-t'ig1"'"#"ill,
..";;:
*iH
.ffi""3;t",,#-#J.JflT,ffi**;dlTiHffi
f":?1,{,Hr
:11i#
i aff;ilffii^;
r"lt?:q
frillsi,'J4:'jii*rUtil*:"'a:;tl,
;x#i"i;tr
::39
senlor
fq.*
deterioratiri'gfornoapparenii*.*]"v s asmmaand behaviorwere raaicatty
one Friiay ro"iihg in- iGy,"'cg,v
receiveda ca1 from Kery,s
school
herexamine
fil]{$dffi$:.niffil * f *n ".po,.iur"-"ni'r,,u"
ii,:T'"i'#*qff
ffi Butthislltfr;,*f""rt"H;]Fjdt"T"'ffiilT:
r:r*i"#ffi#'t1",*idl'ttitg,:
s",f
fl,flr,nl
Epre
'sall
to
tlon
'ith
iil
:y-t
I,:
;
i
,I
:"]*:ffi
exhausted
out^su-ppty
oiilHG;;r;.t{,nq-n'Jid',ioi"li,i"r,
-i''.;';;hysub_sriruted
used
in her*:?i*r"i p"t"p.
sheresurarlv
distilred
herwh'eshesirugg.red
water
andsatwitlr
roiirei;;;;i.i. using.anrrictsonlechnique
of guided
*h;;"ired
and
purred
vt?{ii,r
and
iTil'g'Ji:f,fl,"fii'*,[m{#Fv,"
ormJmountiin
onry
to'6-e
il'd#Hi$ifr"Xt*.,.9"q!H
f* ;rul,trr:ff3
actuarrv?"rri,!
iileasound
asreep
F:'i+?iltx,y"$nt'*t*:'#and
hercoughing-spell.
trer
ueaiiae'iior asreowhyshe
i;;il;;f5
*u"r,lfl*t
r,,;.n*,".,hew
ffff*,$;i,B:I*i$:j,pm**r"'*;rff,JH;,
(the
'"i *ds;;'C"19'wavne
'*;,f
I.*0, ,ilt#lff?Silil,ou
over
and
over
and
over
again.,,
,r*,+"
ifi:{x#:4;#i$#iif
school,,
out,,lr,.i.p]iJ.'"
:When"What
do you mean?,t--'
lasked,
nWhen
Jnerobotically
"Doyouremghu{
school,sout.,,
lepeatgd,
wrreir
wffiiii.uri,
royou?,,r asked.
?fi:il,Til#",t["$d:i"rdi'ffii+1J
;l:,,Hil"#i:f
li"'rivpn.is".p-.ir,i'"iti1'ji!',
Ai;;
fiiriirtq"fiilF"3j",ilT,:H;:u"'r#il
;nr#**r5:,'S1,lXl;l;xtiiml*,;"1fffi
#n,?:;;u,q,"
I suggesred,.Kety
*rrs.Ar
did feereooatl1ry1t-morning
andrerurned
daywouldbL.!9rlist dayin Eirch;*a
to school.
.b,rementary.
.,}"f
{iilirffs:-"*.ri,:l';
ry,fr
il!#j#tffit"'ll":"tffi
"?i
Cathysaid,,tto, Uui*e-iiiiT
23
I-ater that evening, Cathy, Kelly and I would make the last
of
emergency 9rives to seek mediial help'for Kelly.
At Anchoraee's Humana Hospital, cathy'and I met with the young, r
hl
f."lphysician,
ii;. r.o"i;' t h6ier;;;il'*;,i.i'
p".p
l:,e perhaps'.tnghtened
E9 -! alt
ano'
as to.Kelry'sun-exprainable
deteriorating
conaitic
requested
a privatemeetingandshecomolied.
After aboutthirty minutesof my exftainingwhat cathy and Kelly had
rescued{rory, I defiied mind contr6lid G;:""L;;i.E-il1r,;;.'3ie'1rne.a tr
consultedwith a local female.psychiatrist,
Dr. pat patriikio'"u"ruui" k"[y.
The evaluationwascompletrJdand Oi. patrick invited C"it n--A "uentu
me,_to her office for a consultation. This was to ue xetiv's first offi
evaluation that indicated she suffered from Muliipri- fiiiti"irii"
piro,
a
serious
psychological
disorder
resulting
froh
*""i1,
^iA
,"d
^ry1_?1,'
trauma.
I then askedDr. patrick if shecould arrangefor a sexualabusespeciali
if Kelly_hadbeenabused.Shecompliedl rt e ie-suiir*ete
leqrfr.
'
'arncK .and uathy seemedalmost relieved at this validation.ioJitiu".
The res
srcKened
me.
-- Kelly's-asthmastabilizedat Humanaand she was transferredto cha
for in-hospjtalcare. Dr. nat ict apparenUy
proul
ll:{llrl.llltlil,uosnitaf
me Destcare sheknew.- unfortunatelyit was inade4uate.Mbnthspaisedr
the Stateof Alaskawelfare.authorities'began
io ifii,ilK;ily^*",
not'irnpro
andher ineffectivecarecostswere.mounti-ng
by thousandio?aori"r, *""ruy.
^ . Dr. lltrick' ^cathy-,and I, with the cdbp6rationof thJ iennesseevior
unmes uriums commis-slon,begansearchingfor a hospitalthat would acc
Medicaidinsurance. Finalry,on-ewas locaft-in ow;;b*,
rl,ii""r.y *r.,
workingwith
au99J,cr'tiir.n-'--kdily,
*::f:li
ransrerredtolry'flly,.ln
thrstacility andthe stateof-ritually
Alaskapaid
all the bills for her'm
there. I:.ter we would learn,that tf.is eleganltrospitatfacility *i, noir,ing,n
than a human warehousethat colected-wtratevii-reesiil6 ilHJ'and
sr
q^"]^"TT,9lf wouldpay themper..childresident. A pretty placeto see,but
caretor.Kelly wouldproveto be "lessthannothing".the summerbefor.gKelly.was-transferied
to this Kentuckyhosp
.D^ur1ng
and cathy was recov_ering
satisfactrjrily,I felt it was sareioleauei't'eir site
marl could tlnd work. we desperately
neededmoneyto travel, to live, and
returnto the "lower 48" with Xelly in the winter.
I quickly secureda-job- at
-AlaqkaBusinesscollege as an interviewe
prospectivestudents.My salesnperformance"
resultedin ,v Gins;iomoted
two weeksfrom an admissions-representative
to Director'of eE,fiiisions.
muchmoneyas possibreirom my ea-ingJouiiitr" ""ii'nre mon
fanked.ap
ro provrderor our move, to be closerto
{e!!v: The thoughtof the separa
agonythat would exist berweencathy and
K6lly servedai a ieminder or r
ongqingseparationfr_oqmy son, whofrrI had nof heardr.oo, in armost" vea,
cathy, on ill advice irom me, cailed her father and u"eeil-?ot' ,t
financialhelp for.Kelly's sake. H;i f;th;r-;i;;^$ili
;;;i,Fft;ur
tocat
and commented,"This is America. Unlessyou comeback to Michieanalor
It was this statementttrat triggered Cathy;i'repres
1111t^1
memonesTptt"_
ot her own tortured childhoodby this aflegedpervert and sh
salesman,
Earl O'Brien.
Soonthe FBl,telephoned
cathy andtold her that sheneededto "voluntari
cometo the AnchorageFBI office for questioning. upon arrival, cathy w
24
tlre last of our
informedthat she was under federal investigation for attempting !o extort
moneyfrom her father.
Qgthylooked strangelyrelievedwhen she heard thesecharges. Iater I
"crazy,' or
wouldlearn that she
lell belle.r.knowing for sure she was no-t
delusional
andthather father
did in fact d6 ttrosethingsio t"i -o-t"i brothers
andsisters.
Kelly had been
and reportedtythe DOJ "inspired,,
. rnepherd.then ,_..Jll^M tq:n! y"r ope+y pympathetic
rnvestrgatlon
was subsequertly
droppedupon his recomm6ndation.This-agent
wenton to securea cashdonationthroughhis Mormon churchthat enablei us
,andeveituallv to leavehisjurisdiction.
s..nrst officiai
It is noteworthvthat during this sametime,
alry Disorder
-throughanotherspecialagentat
the
Anchorage
i-[""*Ti"!"raing
: and repeated
an
lBi gffce, I fias interrogitea'f;;;;i;t
unrelatedcrime involving my ex-wife an-dher lawyer uossin noriai. r m"*
notfi.ng, I now know that the FBI was, in effecl, "Grpti"e 6--d"-rton rnn
sespecialist to
credibjlityasadvocatefor carhy and Kelly throughiheir inieiti'g;tid;ift;;?
posrtive. Dr.
frir tawyir
rne results
l?:-}:I
_r_"f
Sg"irpl ryf 91wife and h'erlawy-erwas sotveA,"anO
accompllce_
wasconvicted
of first degreemurdei. My ex-wifebecamea stat'e's
witness
andwasacquitted.
d-to Charter
However,daysiater I would "se€"my ex-wifebeingarrestedandprocessed
nuy provided
on^lne popular.national television show "unsolved Mysteries,'. That
s p.assedand
unlortunate
caseinvolvedonly one homicideand madethe irationalnews for
ot rmprovine
weels to come. In contrast,cathy's testimony,with proofs provided FBI
; weeklv.
officials,was filed and deli6eratelycovered upl-fo" {u-*-o*'o}'National
sseeViolent
Security.
tou-ldaccept
The fall seasonin Alaska was now quickly giving in to winter and the
"t
dust" (snow).was re-coaringflhesuhdunoiig rount inr. The air
lnlu.}gti.9q
becomrng
rippy. The ghangeof seasons
si,gnaled
anotherchange
Y.fl.l.tlntqty
T,let move
*'tnrn
my newt'amily. $gtty;glsgging- to be transferredsoonto the tcentuc[y
rmlng
more
ValleyInstituteof Psychiatry
(V.I.F.).
-saving
t and shte
cathy and-I had been
every dollar I could earn during my brief
ee,but the
tenureat AlaskaBusinesscollege in preparationfor our move f,ack'to the
"lower48".
I. hospi1"I.
I realizednow that cathy had gone into a stateof recoveryknown as
:u sideso
"fusion".
-a-r,ioE."or" "
.shq.fradlong sinceitoppedswitchingpersonaritler
v€,:tnd to
and.logicatlady. she wasno longersusceptible
gSlily: rnrerhgent,
to anyone
mggenngher to.go againstor away from me. she continuedto iournal her
yiewerof
tnumahcmemories
andwasprofessionally
adjudgedstable.
)Totedin
,.fhp lassaeeon shipsand ferriesouf of lnitrorage to Seattlewas booked
slons. I
solldlor monthsahead.. They would only acceptfrEight and/or vehicles. I
e months
purchased
two, one-wayticketi on AlaskaAirtine'sano Sroufhio"r ruriii-i"r,
rparation
Pacer, ind remainingbelongingJto th" An?ii;;ge-i'o"rc ro,
i.lZ-6,.AMC
rofmy
snlpment.
ayear.
as wg p,"ck*.oy.ba.gs.and1v_erq
readyto boardour flighr, a
)r some
_^^*99:lltt
nEuby.
volcanoeruptedand haltedall air
traffic in or irut of Anchorasef6r ihe
location
roilowlngtwo_weeks. we waited anxiouslyfor the aimort to reofon. we
r alone,
wouldleavefirst and Kelly and her nursewbuld soonfoilow. rnii'would be
pressed
thefust stepof whatwoulcibe an endless
journeyin our puriuii ofjurtit".
I slave
ff*"dF"f:E
'i""'iTtl
ttarily"
rI was
!" Mark Phillips' mouo
Tbe term Multiole Pelsonaliw Disorder (MPD) is now clinically referred to by mental
healthprofessionals
asDissociativeIdentity Disorder(DID).
25
CHAPTER4
. . our much anticipated arrival into the seattle (washington) International
Airport .terminal heralded nery b"gi!tt-ng. Cathy appeared'to be openly
1
optimistic that perhaps, at long last,-Kelly would doonhave her ctranci ro'r
recovery. Privately, I. felt much- less hopeful. I knew from past personal
experierces and through {y "insider sgg1c9s" that mental healih physicians
from the private sector of society had little acquaintance with secret u.S.
Government mind-control research. The only mind-control information these
doctors had access to for the most part was from the hysterical comments
supplied them by their-troubled patienls. Hysteria, in this 6ase, as a symptom
of misinformation is highly contagious, and therefore spread'througt(ou't ttre
mental health profession. Many practitioners displayed
-thrbughsymptom-s of the
"ostrich
syndrome" to me, their peeis, and patients
fear and chronic
denial.
It was 1990, the beginning of the last decade of this century and the
millennium, and most mental health physicians remained in a state of denial
concerning the existenceof mind conEol-. Mental health as a science is barely
one-hundred.yearsof age. Truly an industry in its infancy in relation to tG
other recognizedhealing arts.
Due to mental health's infancy and the fact that it is rooted in the archaic,
mystical theories of Jung and Freud, combined with the non-availabilitv oi
governmentcontrolled researchinformation, the term "mental health" is vidwed
by patients and doctors alike as an oxymoron. PatientsI have interviewed who
suffer from dissociative disorders frequently refer to the profession
as "mental
-unfortunately
hell," and their well-intentioned provlder ai "the rapist".
for all
parties concerned, in many reported instancesthese cruel labels are consistent
with. the.quality of.the car.i: prov_idg!. whereas I strongly support, in concept,
the healing arts existing in the fields of mental health Ihat corilo 6e applied'iri
the treatment of mind-control patients, I cannot foresee their appliiition in
meeting the needsof thesg.patienlswithout some radical changesinblur National
Security Act. Around 1970, r recall witnessing a "mild" cale in ooint. I was
overseeingthe video taping of-a ToP SECRET psychiatric experim'entinvolving
I yo-ungman wto had suffered brain damage resulting from s6me type of severE
head trauma. .This p_atientwas ambulatory. g" corild not rememblr anything,
express himself, or for that matter, think. He was not brain dead. rre wi6
mi1d. !ead..
fhroug! the.application of ? combination of experimental drugs
and hi+ech electronic technology
_involving harmonics, his brain was beiig
"retrained"
to permit constructed thought piocessesto commence. The braiil
scar tissue that was inhibiting his ability to think was being chemicalty and
electronically Qy-pqssed. I equated thii experimental procdiure !o the "hot
Ijring] of an ignition switch of an automobile to preclude the use of a key.
The extraordinary procedure and subsequentresults 6f this experimental therafy
was meticulously recorded. The record, tape, and doctor notes were droprifi
into a security envelope and were taken 6y courier to Fort George M#de,
Marvland.
26
I
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27
involves-nat-ional
securityr""."ti
r
ln lhe present climate, referring mind-control victims to mental health
professionals for treatment would be-tantamount to subjecting a patient needing
delicate surgery to a surgeon who was blind-folded-and hand-cuffed. Th;
knorvledge of -these c-onditionsproduced the private opinion I withheld from
-C.athy.when sle .professed optimism for Kelly's latesi recovery opportunity.
Nevertheless,-cathywas nearing complete recoVeryand we bothiecolnized we
were doing all we could at the momenl to provide for Kelly's needs.
"who"
within our governmdnt is interested in
. -Pertr,aps ileltifying
withholding vital,medi?l researchfindings and-technologiesinformation from
the mental health profession could provide a foundati6n of understanding.
ry personal experienceswhile working for capital lnternational Airwayi,
5r.o*
l. tormed a strong opinion that addressesthis question. However, the answer
that mirrors my perception was.later gloquenily provided
-Hunt, by a washington,
D.C. _news correspondentand journalist,- Lind-a
in her book SZcrei
Agenda.6 The historical basis for this book are the declassifiedDoD documents
identifying Projegt Paperclip as being the secret importation/relocation of Nazi
and Fascist scientistinto the United Statesover a forty-year period.
These brilliant criminal .scientists were primarily iocused on two areas of
research,rockets an{ the mind. They were-placedin positions of authority in,
among others, prestigious universities, colleges, industries, and NASA. buei
th.e yearg, these imported criminals have diiectly influenied our society with
advanced rocket technologies_and mind-contrdl applications througtr u.s.
Government sponsored-research. According to Seciit Agenda, Nazism, as a
philosophy an-d f9q of gjrvernment, is alive and destro-ying6ur countiy, in
part, as a result ofProject Paperclip.
I can attest to this statement frgm.personal knowledge gained during my
employment at capital lnternational Airways, which is nam--edas one oT th6
primary transportersfor Project Paperclip.
These were background facts for sohe of the thoughts that rushed through
my mind on our long drive from Seattleto the SoutheaslemU.S. I was anxiois
to discover the end results of my telephonecampaign in the pursuit of justice I
had waged while in Alaska.
our first destinationwould be Huntsville, Alabama. This southernu.s. city
is famous for its tourism_centerpiece,the NASA owned u.S. Spaceand Rocktit
center. The town also boasts of being home to more pentagoir, black-budget,
U,!. dollars.per capita than anyplace in America. Cath-y liarbors a very
$ffeqenl opinion_of this town,.its poti* force,-and the NASA researchfacility'.
'to
For cathy and Kelly, Huntsville had been a place they were regularlv taken
by Alex Houston for hi-tech torture and the produ'ction of Etrita'ano aautt
pornography films.
. This trip to Huntsville would be different for cathy, except for one aspectof
her previous experiences. Both she and I would reolive oui first threat-to our
lives.,inour.pursuit of justice from law enforcement. This was surprising to me
and "normal" for Cathv.
- Ttrq -lead-upto thil threat began with my phone call to a Huntsville based
legal aid group known as the National Rsvicilation of child Advocates. This
that it was formed through the leadership efforts of the
9rggi.3ti9n publicized'Bud'
local district attorney
crammer, who is kn6wn to his constituentsas nGun
Ban Bud". After supplying thi.l advocacy center with cathy's recollections of
her past experiencesin Huntsville, we were contacted by tivo Huntsville city
28
g,,lri,.d
o"p*tent 'vice" detectives.
TheirnameswereJeff Bennet
andchuck
anivalinto Huntsvilt"iglT
two vjcecopsescorted
us andour
F,;r*,l Tr.
*"- in
h study.I tn"*1'*rtl.4;?
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and Benner
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and.l'tuould
learn
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29
r
hours. we rushed her, gasping.for_breath,to vanderbilt Hospital in Nashville,
for.emergencytreatment. Again Kelly's condition *o*n"a'io
thi extremetv
cnuqu pornt, then returned to normal. Her attending doctor thought
-----c
he hai
seena real miracle until he learned about mind control.Vanderbilt Hospital physicians who reviewed Kelly's past medical and
psycnlatnc records recommended that she be moved to the worst
child
warehouse we've seen s9 far, crocket/cumberland House,-the'l'home for
brqk91 butterflies" (see-photo). Becausecathy_and I ;;;t'both
unemployed
.
and Kelly only had Medicaid insurance, the state or rennJsiee demanded
temporary custody. Their demands for custody were legally legitimate and
moraily equatedto extortion for they had no intentions of s&kirig eifert trrerapy
for Kellv.
l:lglly j*g:I.at cgytLproceeding,with five lawyersopposing
^^.Ilto..yg1^", partrat
vrctory. Kelly..was
transferred
to ChartarUos:liitat
ii
l,Tny:.I",ll1d
1
Ntempnrs' Iennesseewhere
again she did not receive MPD/DID therapy, but
for the first time did receive-genuine empathy from a so"iJ *ort"r,'Abbott
Jordan.
- - Dulng. this period, my life and riberty was threatened by the Nashville
y:Ig^,lgtx_Deparrment.-This verbaldeaththreat*as aetiiereoty Metio
Homrcrde cptail
Mickey-Miller and echoed by his friend and subordinateLt.
Miner said, "you be_stf_orgetthis woman; walk away from alt
.t;gll{.J19"Js.
Jacobs said, "There,s nothing wrong
lll.l"igy
wltn
that P.9,t9I..V,our]lealrh.changes."
lod that her father (cox) can't fix. she just has allergies. yo-u'o besi
forget you ever heard of either 6ne of them." f rtau" art-ttrir'conversation on
audio tape.
Within a few months of these threats came others threateningboth our lives
and liberty _{r9ry e1ery branch of law enforcemenr *itrriri ittJ stat" or
Tennessee. This included the Nashville office of the FBI. The latter was in the
form of a "clerical mistake" on.the part of the FBI that was to be ; "rrime up;
tiesidentor tneuniieoStui"r,c*rge Bush.
fo;,_mr,
ry_ruosedly.threatening..the
rnls char.ge-was
totally groundless
I secureda lawver.
and was subsequentlydropped, but oily after
*d Cathy and I had determined that we must proceed
__.,."I,,,y1j__n9*wrth "phas€two"J?,
of our pr{suit_of justice through a well organized infoimation
-Thefunding
for thiiproject woito i"air""try J"r"
fj::Tll"llgl.campaigl...lrom
theassrstance
of Bill Rosswho alsoprovidedconstantmoralsuDport.
felt.uncomfoitable
exposinggentteperiSislike Bill
- cathyandI have_always
Ross to such horrific informationas pertainsto trau-mi-based
mind control.
However, we have l*1"*
over..tha.yearsthrough our puOtic-speating
^
engagements
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PHILLIPS
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DIRECTOR
E. PHILLIPS
OF PSSENGER
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Purpost
Sports'/AthlotictConditioning
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U.S.Depertmentof Jugtkc
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September 9, 1991
Ir.
t{ark phillips
Dear I.{r. phillips:
This
letter
wi.ll.
f;:;:"i:::t"Hot"?"t"S'"
l.
LIN
you are
advisg.
you
of.
the
foJ.lowing
tnarters
rc' or.- i rr"' ilo " Ii r cr
and Jury r or' which you
ji!,r&i"..,,.r"T1?#";l:
I:g::"re,-",,ai'.lvl",i.{l"i!+,'"""!nT.;
a
-s-u#'a_r;il=r
urtr.ce or the Gra-nd
.yo,
.lury tras
evidence linking
.o
_tte commission of a.":1r:__"ra-y;;.;",.;,
unrted states Attorney,
_in -trre Judgrrrenf or the
s orri"",,
I-po-"^Jior"
ctefendanr.
- - 2. The Grand Jury i6 conducting an
investigation
of possible
t,", e,urs.c.'i". tii'ns;r,
;:iiffi"ffi;:.f*'r" : "ifi:i,i:iil1i1;"i
3.
iou mav ,"11": to.answer
any guestions
answer to the qu6stions
would t"nJ-to-.irr,.rininate
4. Anythinq "o,r_go,say.may
_
be used against
Jury or in a subie[uent
regfu-"f;";;J;;;.
if a trurhful
you.
you by the Grand
You are entitled
. 5.
to consult
rrith counsel about this
ndEter.
If you cannot affo;
;;ira
"r, uaaorrr"y, one rdill be
dPpornted for you
upon your request to the.court.
j"'.1?l;?tT:l'1"ie:".t&,lT;B::;
::":iiJ,""'l!,,Iitqi"ii=r
consuI t "i i t' """ i55i' uJro.!,
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Sincerely,
{-aL-s-VAN S. VINCEtfll
Assistant
United
/tp
37
States
Attorney
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SUBFOENATO TESTIFY
BEFOREGRAND JURY
I{,ARK PHILLIPS
SISFOENAFOfi:
6oocuuemtstonoBJ€cr{s
Dptason
you aRE HERCBYCOMMANDEDb 4|ps
date..nd lirne tpaifietl bdw
md tdify
bdoc rhs G nd .lry ot the unit d ststB Dis.ti cout.t
rhc dffi,
.S. Courthouse
8th t Broad
Nashville,
TN 37203
Grand
YOU ARE ALSO COMMANDEDlo bhg with Youlhotoltrying doct rEil(d
iou will be asked to provide
and testhony.
Thb $bpoam ltdl
b€half ol dE trt.
|'ndn
Roon
Jury
. r9, 1991
fingerPlint8,
in rff€cr 6d
qobisi(sl:'
pahnprints,
F., re gmtBd harc to &pat
handYriting
exenPl
bY oE couft o. bY !n otfE
liltGt"cririn
u;-
lsSGTNUS.Aiffi
Thb trrbgoar b
AUSA
VAN VINCENT,
A-951 U.S. Courthouse
TN
37201
Nashville,
615/736-515r
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PEDIATRIC
CONSULTANIS
OF AIASI<A,INC.
c'ht.'8'
Junc 22,
Li'lffige'Ll'D'
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on o6/12/E9.
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requ*ieir
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rcruel lbute.
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rt a.3a but ra! furry
good lcaac of hunor Joklng durlng thc crtrlnrtlon.
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thc hyrtcl
tr rccclrcd beck rnto thc lrrroltur
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CONSUIIANIS OF AIASKA,INC.
PEDIATRIC
cli'rd 8. tilaltite,
t pt-b.r
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M,D., (A
P.
1989
Dlo! lobcttrr u.D.
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thal rar lnvolved vlth
chtonlc .rthc.tlc
klly Gor tc a 9 and l/2-tcar-otd
llother lnd Kelly are nor
lct irrcnt ln ! cult shlch dtd rind ProS!.nlng'
cffect'
for thte rt'th tllutrry
tl rrthcr lntcnllvc tr..t!.nt
ghr hrd phyelcel flndtnga of chronlc trtftrce.
gccottty Dierb{lftt
cvrlnrtlon
shlah rcqulrer
copy of thc paperrork ls enclored.
Thcy have eppllcd f-or soclal
beyond nrlne. A
rnd erpertlrc
q,luTo:i!. LILLIIRIDCE, !1.D.
Lrttttstc Gettr6cntcrologkt
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CHARTER NORTH HOSPI'T'AI
2530 DE EARR ROAD
ANCHOR,AGE, ALASKA
99508
(907)-258-757s
cox (o'BRIEN)'
KELLY
DR. PA?RICK
H.R. f:
00-lZ_t5
AD(ISSION DATE:
09_I9_89
DISCHARGE DATE:
tlO_I6_t9
D.o.E,:
02_19_90
OISCHARGS SUHI.IARY
DISCHARGE
DIAGNOSES:
Dissociative Disorder
AXIS I:
AXIS II:
Post TrauRatic
AXIS III:
Bronchial
AXIS Iv!
Precipitating
AXIS v:
ltighest
levei
Stresg
Disorder
asthnra
stress:
of
Severe
function:
Fair
lhe patient is a 9l year old-girr
rrho was adnit.ted.to
the hospitar
on transfer
from Hunana Hospitar. nhcre she haa been " piii."ni-i".
approxi.nately-trro
ueeks.
she was adnitted
there becaui" "i in-acute astlTatic
ep:lsode in vhich she had deteriorrted
from a previous
ti.e._ _Additionally,
the patient
ia a victiltr "i a"i"if-"l;.;
:;;
involving
hypnoalt,
Eind control,
and psychologica I
_?.ll!=.1319..bu!e
progranni.ng.
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had been under the hypnotic
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fron the age of teo and a baLt'ir"tii-ufpi"iii"I.ry
six nonths-prior
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General Thornburgh the packages you dellvered
to Ey office.
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you.
Io the oeantioe, please feel free to call on me if I can be of
furEher asslstance.
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for
brlnging
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matter
to my attentlon.
Bob Clenent
Member of Congress
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allou our colleagues the opportunlty
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tc
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Datter, and I am confident that ire rilf
offer a}l appropriate
suggestion6 and assista',ce.
I appreciate
r:re --cnfidence
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ne.
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response to your Privacy Act request for
This is a final
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information on yourself.
that might contain information reqarcling you and find that we
any information or record filed under
were unable to identify
the name or names you have provided.
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PART II
by CathyO'Brien
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AN-APEN-I,ETIEB
Mind control is absolute. Under MK-Uftra Project Monarch trauma-based
nindcontrol, I lost control over my own free will thoughts--I could not think to
question,
reason, or consciously comprehend--I could only do exactly what I
wasdriven to do. Those who controlled my mind, and ultimately my actions,
"gods". But it was my experiencethat
claimed
to be "aliens," "demons," and
theseperpe-TRAITORS of New World Order controls were/are bound by
arthly, human conhnes, despite their terror-tactic claims and illusions. The
gme laws of nature, and the same laws of man do, indeed, apply to them.
Whilethey manipulated me by my religion, my maternal instincts, and my
"possessed"my innate being. They
genuine
concern for humanity--they never
couldnot make me one of them. Thev never took into consideration the
sengthof the human spirit. They did not-evenknow it existed. Ask why.
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DEDEIIAN
This book is for Kelly, 110r{er that she
and grantedher right
to qualif,redrehabiritationfo1 the Mi Ltrdis unde.rstood
project Monarci Mind_control
abusessheenduredat the hands;?d;;;;6,s
so_called
leaders.
- This book is dedicated,asam I, to Mark phillips for rescuingKeny
andme
trom our mind-controlled
existence,*a "r.iti"g
y"y to recivery ?or Kelly
4"
mein ttreiis;;.;ti;"-;il;y-mind,
;#.y;;i;rtimateli
llrtir:StJl,,issisting
76
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Aspecialthanksto thoseunseen,whose presencehave been evident.And
thanksto thoseunsung--youknow who you are.
lspecial
right
,ntrol
lme
.elly
tely
77
TRANCE-FORMANON
OF AMERICA
My name is Cathleen (Cathy) Ann O'Brien, born l2l4l57 in Muskegon,
Michilan. I have prepared this trook for your review and edifrcation co.ncern-ing
"our" United States Govemment is covertly, illegally,
a little known tool that
and un-constitutionally using to implement the New World Orper_(One World
Govemment). This well documentedtool is a sophisticatedand advancedform
of behavior modifrcation (brainwashing) most commonly known as MIND
CONTROL. My first hand knowledge of this TOP SECRET U.S. Govemment
Psychological Warfare technique is drawn frop my personal experience as a
White House "Presidential Model' mind-control slave.
Much of the information enclosed herein has been corroborated and
"clean" members of the law
validated through brave and courageous
enforcement, scientific, and IntelligenCe communities familiar with this case.
These individuals' efforts helped me to understand and corroborate what
happened after a lifetime of systematic physical and psychological torture
orihestrated to modify my behavior through totally controlling my.mind. Some
that controlled
of thesecourageousindividuats are employed by the very sy-ste_g
me and live in fear of losing their jobs; their families, or their lives. They havegone as far as they dare towards publicly exposing this tool of the^engineersof
Ihe New World drder--to no avail. Thls book is a grassrootseffort to solicit
and enlist the public and private support of Human Rights advocates, the
recognized, respected
-This doers-in America to expose this invisible personal and
can be done by well organized, cooperativecitizens with a
sociil menace.
passion for justice, who have expressedinterest in restoring out..Constitution
^anO
tating back America. This copy you hold is for your edification and
acuon.
While these pages have been condensedfor your quick perusql, there are
literally thousandsbf files of documentation that quppgrt much -of what I am
reporti-ng. Thanks to those dedicated individuals who found a means of
manipulating the system more cleverly than the perpetrators, the documents
refened to were derJlassifiedfor releaseright at the source!
It is my patriotic respect for the prin-iples of truth, justice, and ultimately
that freedom-on which America was founded that compels me to expose the
world domination motivations of those in control of our government, commonly
referred to as the Shadow Government. By taking back America NOW, we c9n
maintain the integrity of our country's history and future by detouring. its
destinedcourse ofbeing recognized world wide for the mind-control atrocities
left off.
unleashed on humanity that- literally begin where Adqlp_h Ilitler
"New Wodd
Hitler's version of worid domination-that he termed in 1939 the
Order" is currently being implemented through .advanced technologies.in,
amongothers,genelicmind-conirolengineering6y thosein control of America.
this
Selnatorfianlet Inouye, (D. HD commentedabout the operationsof "...a
secretgovernment before a SenateSubcommitteeand described it well as
its own fund
shadoriy government with its own Air Force, its own Navy,
'national interest',
raising'mihanism, and the ability to pursueits own ideasof
free fiom all checksand balances-andTreefrom the law itself."
The expertise of my primary advocate and skilled deprogrammer,-Mjtk
"T9P
Phillips, drJvelopedthrough his [i.S. Defense Department knowledge o-f
Secrei" mind-cbntrol research and researchers, was responsible for the
restorationof my mind to normal functioning. As a result, I have recovered the
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relatedin ft,,:-flrr,-d having
lglvived the ordeal,have reachedthis
porntof enormousfryrlolgtt,
fn iigb, through a series of brilliantlv
orchestrated
evenrs.varr. H,iiiipr l"*^,i#'o,e_ arld my g-year_old
daughter-,
Kelly,from our mihd-controltea'eiiiL-nilana_took
us to the safetyof Araska
forrehabilitation.rr was theretdf;;L-.;;
th;kft,
piJ"i'i'iunt
ngring
*y
"g^:"
wassupposed
toforget.
tt and:::::'i"'ly;;;i-*ffi
ffi
ffir'f,
Manv
U.S.
foreigngovernment
r*r#;ltil#"1,i'r?it"?,i""s
were
shkedon the belief that-.I iould noi 6J-il-p.grammed
and rehabiritatedto
accurately
revearthe criminal covert-activit-i"i.d.ap"*lrrion-,
ii'i"lri"r, x"rry
and I were forced to participate,--p"rtiJir-it-i;;"ile"tlgavnusn
Administrations.
Now ttr,at.ttray6gaini .6it
myduty as a motherand Americai-p"Hi;; o, or my own mind, I view it as
exercrse gainedfree wil to
expose
the mind-control-gqTid"rttai my-iaughterandmy
the hands
ofthosein controlof our government.fhis personal I enduredat pandora,s
view of inside
Boxincludesa keenoercep"rion
or iro* riniJonttor i,
impremenr
Fri;;;"apparentty
rhe New ivortd..oroel il ;;;;;ar
knowredge
of wHo some
"masterminds"
theso-called
ar" uetina ilri, *Jira andmind dominanceeffort.of
MostAmericansold enoughto r"r"-L"iiecat
wherethevwereand
piesia;;;-i;il; F.exactty
d9ine.wr,e-n
y"*:",S^:y=_*:1"
K;;Jt'
*"r"i,l,rt. His
ass:rssrnatron
rraumatized
r*:f:-l^gg
provides.anexamptdof f,or*i'f,ehuman
recordsevents surroundrngtrauma. The rraumas
:i:9_^ql"r:gj"phically.
I
rcuunerv
enduredduring my mind-controiled
vic;imi;ti; pr""lii
me the
latitudeto rgcovgr my mgnigry i" rh;--;h;;graphic
derairin which ir was
recorded.The direcrquotest havein"tuf'J"in.the^fo'owing
pag.es
depicting
ruefullyselectedeventi, are.verbatim. f iporog,,"
tor
any
obscenities
quoted,
butthiswasnecessarv
to maintaintneinleg'riiv
-"'-"", of tfrestateinent,ani-"l.uot.ty
refl9q1
thecharacterof tne speateitsi.
WhileI am freeto speak
ryVljna, Kelly, now 17, is nor so forrunate.
Kellv has ver to receiue_rehiuliit"tii,n"ioi'rrer
.srraiierei'i"..in.urity *a
mind.
f99nnped,voung.
-iiiiri,ily"'ii,i""
f,r-oiJiiron*.n
.The high techsopr,isticati;";ilG
nauma-based
mind-control
procfuuresstr6 inoured,
uint,
reeyirgl highly
lp,Tdlycontrol
.speciarizet,quatinea"-" i; "iJ fri' in"'."entuaily
garnrng
of her miirdandrife. brie to the.po.litical;;;;;oi'ou;';bulil1
alleffortsto obtainher inarienibt".igr,rid"r.rilbiritation-and
seekiusricehave
hen blockedunder the.guiseof so_EarlJ;iv"tionJ
Sil;ty:f^il"i
,.surt,
Kellyremainsuntreatedin'-ttrecustoayoi tr," Siut"
victim of the
system-asvstem conrroiled ang riranipurateaof Tennessee--a
uy
-"19;.-"g!
'leaders"--a-svstem
oui ul"ri"E'e"o;-,n.n,
wherestat" Foirt'H"l;;"
tii rlp8i''miritary
TOPsEcREi abuses--a
sysrem.
which existst"it"_r*a._r"r luniin-6"air"t a uy
ourperverse,
corruDtabusersin washington,p.b.--itre ;;;ffr;';oritical
in
ilffi,ffi
thecustody
of thest"t""r il""iilseeto'this'iroiiffi;'"*},ffi;t
Violationsof laws "idpsychologicalWarfare intimidation
tactics,
lgllrt othLer
threats
to.our-lives, and various
forins of cIA Damagecontainment
practices
thusfar haveremained""hind;tJ;;
unchecked
dudto the National
Security
Actof .1947eNo tt"lqgt iG;;;;.ndment
to
samewhich allows
those
in conrrolof our governmentro censor
*,"y
Tql;;
i;;;."r;"_yii'ing
-"?i# f.* iioiio.itrio"
ll1:"^Yl:tlill"y:*ftry
of
theSoviet
union,oui
;i;.":';Gffi;ly
censorship.
This facr aronesh<iurd
fd
Please
askwhv.
79
rhrears
asa resulr
of rhet#i
falr
no.longer
.*uo,u.lffi
;s,';;;ursue justice,but it has not.
Y
I
this book at this time. After sevenlonq vears
. ,Hencethe purposeof .releasing
or Derng.unl.uslty
and parntullyseperatedfrom my daughter,while our ibirsers
navenao ruil accessto her th.rougha corruptand-manifulatedsvstem.it is mv
i!t."r rosolicitKelpfromyo"in ttieidrm-"f;;'"i;;.';;ili;J,
I.-ry.^l.,,fgp:.1{
ano
puDllcourcryconcernrngthis very solvableproblem.
I could not prevent the traumatic mind-control abuses Kelly endured due to
my own victimization, yet she is dependingon me now to expbse the truth and
enlis! the help that the Juvenile court has restrainedher from seeting. I dedicate
this book to Kelly, an{ all others like her, and to every
American-unaware of
-What
the mind-control atrocities prevailing in this country.
Americans don't
know is destroying them from the inside out. Knowledee is our only defense
againstmind control. It is time to WAKE UP and arm ourselveswith ihe truth.
restore the constitutional values of freedom and justice for all, to retroactively
enforce the 13th Amendment. and take back Ameiica!
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jpl j"bssansubstiturinsh
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.ce,.
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perv-er.se.
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{',H1ts[) h*r,i li'ir* ;f.,:i:' ;j"""Thpiid"t:.:i.,ll'
Multrple.Personalitj,
Disorder., My;f"J;.;;
'
wntcrt causedher to
Scquire
l,"*trfr
fsflv:,?::l,nll
:g'*fl',.ifx;rr**ilfr
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urJwrlr nIS semen fioT
my mothei's mit[.-':
'',
rrlue urroa['
ret I could not
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p"i.plo?'."'
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tdhL.-6"in!"ffiti;t;"T?rtffiffirff.lf#ili.,o
asmyinstinc,r^!:lFA"A,
,y ,no,r,",
rf,"r#ehr;r'gu{ni'Bsbbs,
r3or.nelp
medto crearmvthroatof myfatniiliEil::y.g+*
mytenorroseas
" 6r.,u,oi ai.. My
ffi il,'irE
acc
used
meo?
_c_or
[o,tme,she
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ya;
;b#;';rn;har_
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youns
tolosically
und.rstand
;fi
his strineling:Igt
J.lccepted
;;rr",f,
and na.tufrl_part
of my home
? :ryl and^surrocation
il,f;Tt i?lI,:rfi .ffl:gl{itvp.a-""r*ilfr
rosari
srv
:-fleFrlt;;;r,;;'".d,Tf
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andretrhis penis.
q" t",,*,-'Jr,iJr,
nggered
T:l
access
to that
partor my urainffi6r"],.l"yrry
-::l "r, cbnditiondd_response,
er.dured
thetrauma.I
"to
to.mv-father--whict
soro ne
tre
fj$^Pyt.3na-liter
mentas will be explained
0.9*^T
trg followingpages. n:'i: d;':tonged
and
a,t:ir*myu,ain
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g,ijhi.qudd'
b;i ""ri"l,i
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abused
tv todto ind-irertrrree
brothers,
wrioin turn
_--Yy tgnity often went _caryping
on the \rrgf r'ir;a*^^^ __
f,'*rry[*J',I;;ru*$;***l;n*"'$ffi'_'Xffioi"''1Il
re Krver flowing
through hii
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propefty, which is where we pitched our tents. My mother's brothers, Uncle
Ted and Uncle Arthur "Bomber" Tanis, often accompanied us and sexually
abusedmy brother and me.
_It was-dee.rhunting seasonin or around November, 1961, when my father
took the famify camping on The High Banks to hunt with my uncles-. That
night as my brother and I were being sexually passedaround'the campfire to
s_atisfypedophile perversions, a lost hunter stumbled into our camp. My father
shot him when he attempted to run; the rifle's blasts piercing my brain and
further fragme,lting my mind. I sat dazed in a dissociative trancb while my
mgther methodically picked up the campsite and my father and uncles disposed
of the bodv.
AS
As my
mv ramer_
father orove
drove us away rom
from the cnme
crime scene,
scene, we were stopped
stopped by
several hunters who had the road blocked in a desperate atlempt to locale theii
missing companion. They describedthe man I saw my father kill, and said they
heard gunshots. Reality intruded on my dissociative trance, and I screameil
and cried hystericaly until I no longer knew why I was crying.
My Uncle
Uncle Ted'
led" soon became a street derehct.
derelict. Uncle
Uncle Bomber died a few
years later from alcoholism in his early forties. And my father became more
financially and politically connected.
My mother's oldest brother, Uncle Bob, was a pilot in Air Force Intellieence and often boasted that he worked for the Vatican. Uncle
telligence
Ilncle Bob was
also a commercial pornographer, producing kiddie porn for the local Michigan
Mafra, which looped back to Mafra porn king and U.S. RepresentativeJerry
Ford.'
ord.' I split off more personalities just
mv Uncle Bob,
Bob. his
iust to deal with my
"friends."
friends," and the perverse
Derversebusinesshe sharedwith my father.
My father's sixth grade education had earned him a job as a worm digger
for local sport fishermen. By the time I was six years old, however, his
pomographic exploitation of my older brother, Bill, and me had provided
enough income to move us into a bigger house nestled in the Michigan sand
dunes. My father was right at home there. The tourists and drug dealers who
littered the eastem shore of Lake Michigan further supplementedhis income by
paying for perverse sex with us children. My father also became involved in
illicit drug sales.
Soon after we moved, my father was reportedly caught sending kiddie porn
through the U.S. mail. It was a bestiality film of me with my Uncle Sam
O'Brien's Boxer dog, Buster. My Uncle Bob, also implicated in manufacturing
theporn, out of apparentdesperationinformed my father of a U.S. Government
Defense Intelligence Agency TOP SECRET Project to which he was privy.
This was Project Monarch. Project Monarch was a mind-control operation
which was "recruiting" multigenerational incest abused children with Multiple
Personality Disorder for its genetic mind-control studies. I was a prime
"candidate," "chosen
a
one". My father seized the opportunity as it would
provide him immunity from prosecution. In the midst of the pandemonium that
ensued,Jerry Ford arrived at our house with the evidencein hand for a meeting
with my father.
"Is Ead home?" he
called to my mother, who nervously stood behind the
screendoor, hesitatingto let him in.
'Not yet,' my m6ther replied, her
voice shaking.a "He should have been
home from work by now--I know he's expecting you."
"That's OK". Ford
turned his attention to me. I was standing outside on
the front porch, and he crouched down to my level. Patting the large, brown
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containingthe confiscatedporn tuckedunder his arm he
said, ,,you
likedoggies,huh?""Buster
is a nicedo.ggJ,"I replied. nHe,sfunny.,, Not understanding
why
thedog had beenwhiski7i*ay irt-n'dr"
"Buster'sgone."
b- wasconfiscated,I comprained,
"Buster'sgone?',
Ford asked.
"Yeah.
My UncleSamtookhim away,,,I told him.
Ford laugh-ed
loudty at ttr;.i;;"1,-.ih';y ,t"t"r.nt. In my limited
view, I
thoughthe found it humorousthat r{ustei
-tanitilvertiute.'
ri;;;;;:"
Mi?"iilarfijfu
into the
drivewav,honkinsthe horn of iiiJ.;e%
with
his fly eye level-to me, r noticed--tir'p"riii'was er."t i;;A;i"d'"p.
and reachedfor it as
conditioned.
"I
to tend..." Ford wentinside
Irq-raid. havebusiness
..,."'I9.,l*,.honey,wlt!-myparentsto officially
sealmv fate.
Not long after that my i'a-trrery'as.{io*n to Bostonfor a two-weekcoursear
Harvardon how to raip me for this ot'i*rrooi-or
ux-utt " projectMonarch.
when he returnedfrom.Bosron,,yl;th;;;
ilffiilfieail
with his
new*nowledge
of whathe termed;.J"*
prv"holosv,,.
"satanic
rnls equatesto
reversal.s,"
andinvolvesiich play_on_words
as puns
andphrases
that stuckin my
mindli(e,;fou-ea- your keep,andl,ll keepwhat
-me
youearn." He presented with a bommemoralive
char'mbilfi
of dogs,
angTy motherwith rhe news that they ',would b; h";ir;";;iJ-iiirar"n,,
to
raisein theproiect. fr now.havet*o iiJt"tr'-?_f9*
ilqth8., #!iig'rro,
ug"
t6 to 37 who-are
stin
under,fid ;;;l;
Mt-;dil9;'ioil;:ili with my
father's
suggesrions,
r1r.l"l.:.g
;^tlT6ye".'r-ifi fti"" :''F; exampre,
T
whenI could not snaDnly own Sj
pajama top to-the bottoms in a childish effort
to
keep
myfarherout<irtnem,r ffiA il;;til"i,-,,;E;i
*ip il:::" Shedid.
shewouldsnaDher forefing6rs;g"ff;y;rd;
m a sungingmanner.The pain
ai trris"prov;d'io;"
once again that she had no
ll.]1,:f"t:tchological
lntentlon
of-protectingme from myfather's sexualabuse.
Also ln keeDlnswith his.government_provided
instructions,my fatherbegan
working
melilie ihelegendiry
ci"oL'Jfi."'i,h";;ia i;;il;'"iil1,
andshcked firewood.
$qg t'eavgs,itt-""a.i
hauled
snow, ctopped ice, and swept--
,lffiililTlJilT;ff#i.Iro"rrittitffiFit'oni'."ry-ii.'o-ii"l"r",n.op,
By thistime,mv fag!9r'ssexualexploitation
of meincruded
prostitution
to
hisfriends,local mobslersand ruraso?rs,-lJati";;,
S.dil;riffi!"rr,
_o
police
officers.whenI wasn'tb"r'c;'gtid t"rir,v.i."i'"*h"iliffi,
firmed
prnographically, prostituted,, or. engiged
in ln"".t
abuse, dissociated into
book. I hadl6anied
ro readat rrreiofingii"-"i rd"i ai,ii" I ,,i'y
it"ilg*pn*
memory
which
wasa naruralresuttof Irapbiijirr.
Governmentresearchersinvolved in-lurxriitra project
Monarchknew about
thephotographicmemoryaspectof M'6TDID, of course,as well as other
-ctraricteristicr.
"suDerhuman"
resultant
Viruar'"*iti"i""l,
ir,rpbl'nio i, ++
timesgreaterthan that oj_tht;aqg;p"d;.My tieveloped.
unusuallyhigh
painthreshold,plus compartmentarizafion
oi merito.y-y#e ',necJssary,,
ro,
rufitaryand covert operationsapprications. eaailioiailyl'-.y'
Jiutuy *u,
n$"":r,rrffi
ffinTffi
##jhllll
fi:Hffi{'e11f#rit'iltuf
mymemorycompartments,
whichcliniciins refer to "r p"itonJiti;r.-*'
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Immediate.ly aflgr my father's return from Boston, I was routinely
prostituted_to_then
Michigan State SenatorGuy VanderJagt.VanderJagtlatei
b e c a m ea U . S . C o n g r e s s m a na n d e v e n t u a l l yc h a i r m a nb f t h e R e p u l l i c a n
National CongressionalCommittee that put George Bush in the irffice of
President.I was prostitutedto VanderJagtafter numerouslocal paradeswhich
he always pa-rticip-ated
in, at the Mackinac Island Political Retriat, and in my
home stateof Michigan, among other places.
My Uncle Bob helped my father decoratemy bedroom in red, white, and
blue-panelingand Americaq flags. He providedassistance
in scramblingmy
mind according to Project Monarch methodologies.Fairy tale themeswere
used to confuse fantasy with reality, particularly Disney stories and the
Wizard of Oz, which provided the base for future programmins.
I h a d . p e r - s o n a l i f i efso r p o r n o g r a p h y ,a p t i r s d n a l i t y f - o r b e s t i a l i t y , a
p e r s o n - a l i t yf o r i n c e s t , a p e r s o n a l i t y f o r w i t h s t a n d i n g t h e h o r r e n d o u s
plychological abuseof my mother, a personalityfor prostiiution, and the rest
"me" functioned
of
somewhat"normallv" at school.Mv "normal" oersonalitv
provideda.coverfor the abuseI was enduring,but b6st of all it had hopeihopethat therewas somewherein the world where peopledid not hurt e-ach
o_ther.
This same personalityalso attendedCatechism,a weekly class at our
Catholicchurch,St. Francisde Salesin Muskegon,Michigan.
My Catechism teacherwas a Nun, or "Sister." Al-thouehI could not
conscious-ly
think to protect,myselffromabuse, I had decidedihat becoming a
Nun-would provide me with the kind of life I sought.I could not rely upon
my family, the police,or politiciansto protectme. ihe churchappeareht<ibe
my answer,and I listeneddiligently in class and prayed religiorisiy.I learned
all about the political structureof the church, and was preparedfor my first
Confession.
The Catholic beliefs I was taught include the idea that man is not fit to
talk to God (the Father)directly,but must have a priest intercedeinstead.This
is the purposeof going to Confession.I was instructedto tell my sins to the
priest(also referredto as Father),who would relay the messagcto God. He
would then supposedlytell me how many "Hail Marys" and-"Our Father"
prayersto say as my pena-ncer
or punishment.My Catechismteachergave the
c_lass
se-veral
examplesof "sins," which included"sex outsideof marriage."
When the Priest,FatherJamesThaylen,slid open the little screenedparti-tion
in the closetsizedconfessional,
I beganas I had beeninstructed,"Forgive me
Father,for I have sinned...."I then proceededto tell him that I had six with
my father,andbrother,to which he'respondedthat I should "say
' three Hail
Marys and one Our Fatherand! would be forgiven?!"
I knew then that I had to either believe that this Confessionthins was a
hoax, or that God condonedsexual child abuse.That night, my fathir had a
talk with me. Apparently he was the "Father" that the priest had intercededto.
My father instructe_d
me that "fro-mnow on," I was to 3imply say "I disobeyed
my parents"when I went to Confessionand nothing more!
The next time I went to Confession,I did exactly as I was told. The veiled
screencame off the Confessionalpartition between me and the priest, and a
penis was stuck through the winddw. "God said that your penanceis io rreat
me as you would your father.And remember,'whatsoeveryou do to the least
c,f your brothers,that you do unto me'." After performingoral sex on Father
Thaylen,I 9me-rge^d
from the Confessionalwhereall the othlr kids were waiting
very impatientlyfor their turn. My teacherscoldedme for taking so long and
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outinely
agtlarei
'#ij:"a?
s which
iinmy
te,and
ng my
i were
rd rhe
ity, a
dous
3rest
ra.lity
)pe-each
our
not
r:ffiru*,,';l;ifr
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be
red
rst
to
is
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e
##ffi$
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lMrrltipl"
Personality Disorder (MPD),
now known among mental health professionals as
Dissociative Identity Disorder @ID) is the mind's sane defense to en insane situation. It is a
way of dealing with trauma that is literally too horrible to comprehend. Incestuous rape violates
primitive
instinct and surpasses pain tolerance. By compartmentalizing the memory of such
'normally"
as though nothing had happened.
horrendous abuse, the rest of the mind san function
This compartmentalization
specific part of the brain.
is created by the bnin actually shutting down neuron pathways to a
These neuron pathways are triggered open again when the abuse
recurs. The same part of the brain that is already conditioned to the traume deals with it again
and again as needed.
2
Uo"l" Ted had also cried hysterically
the night of the murder.
Several years later, he
almost killed himself when he drove his car into the White River near the place of the murder.
3
G"r"ld Ford, aka l-eslie Lynch King, Jr., sened on the appropriations subcommittee for
the CIA and was appointed to the Warren Commission
to investigate the assassination of
President John F. Kennedy while I knew him only as a pom boss!
4
My -oth", often voiced complaints that she'could not see faces,'which
experience has taught me indicated
that she was suffering
from
personal
on going physical
psychological traumas, and therefore was not in control ofher senses.
5
'illusion
H"d -y teachers been educst€d in the obvious signs of child abuse, my
normelcy"
would have been interpreted 8s s cry for help.
Dissociative
and
of
trance &ydreaming,
tones of helplessness and sexuality in drawings, and the electric prod marks on my face should
have been recognized.
6
Th"r. same themes were routinely used in creating Project Monarch slaves.
emerged through years of networking with mental health professionals.
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This fact
CHAPTER2
On May 7, 1966,-lwas
patentrearhershoesas was dressedin white^frommy C-atho.lic
veil to my white
m3n$atgryioii"r.ing my first
was-sranding
hory communion. I
ourside
p!i;,' toirr,.a"oi'o"i":ffiila iliraurk.gon,,
*: TJrrv
u' Francisof Assisi.g*r_!
ri.arting'roi'tir;ceremony
to "on'n.'J*. whenGuy
who wasaffiriatedwiuit-trecl'ircn,
shodeacrossthe rawntowards
;3...............:rderJact'
dorvnon one knee, VanderJap
_^.C_rouching
",
uF"utii"i |'","i.E;thrud"i#;"ul?i,'gi,[?ng,|
L:-,_y.
qear
to methatvoull-rour
lt;11*
are
d;iliry.
enr.diltffi;,,.
tnegraceof God.notyour
.fl_awl:$;;
rt is by
actions,ir,uty'o"'1r pure. pure
covered
at-heart.you arL
bv thebiood o:tr roto'rios'"iio1,
rike
ir
the
nung.
cross
rhisisforvou.,,
on whichhe
iusl
dri"t;"i"*
F..;#l.d;
d;,
;i,;;iil-",
neckrace'
LiketheKennedy
dffiGd #ft: pJ presenred-me .ory.ro*
withat thesrate
il i'tru
rdr."o'"'ti,.ou
trl#'# ;llf Ur"::l;*[:"'"""'y.'f * wou
ghthe
*.il'X"r"'opi';i,f
joinedus,
HH;S,'Jii:Jii;3lTly9lg$FatherDon,,
charm
ortheHorv
Mo-th'er.
qiii1i,r",f:,l:ti:"il::
.rt;;s ;; #ffii {IliiJ_l,f
Jft
{{i!!l?-t";iJiig""i.i"-Tt1;y":*,,1'Jriccr.irc5,;;F;
'J;
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fr
i,:.,:",'.:',ff,1*,il[l'P#"'"3i'#*riF
instruc
ted,',
wh
enFat'he.,
,iffi,if#::
yt{:r9gII,
6ffi,i
:frJti?fl
trf
fit""Wi"'ti:'-?Ti.!';;gT"T1i'tt'l"g,+dtvou'rn
strckto the roof of your mouth
unless
yousuct iibr?rris thumb.,,
.h*if,"#T.i:nt,l; :j#tj"H
catechism
classmates
for theprocession
intothe
booyor Christ." nlherpgn said,
"Ahhh...
holdingup thehost.
men,"I responded
is Gfi;ili"cking
rhe_wafer
off his thumb.
""1f;
*iii*dTilif"U#'1fr
'8f,
foi*oir* i*':,H,#j.$Efg*ith;;-l;;rriiLr,iri"iy
",f
!ou"
lfiqlll;'"
i" i i''f ii.,",i,"nlu'Ti
J3: f t,* ir";,r l
ps,T#ff
!:Tti1ig1":iiq:di:1.tr,,1HT"",,#
0r'hrs
timetarkine
*ith,r{,u1.1" ii6i,"tJiiJlg recenrrv
,,a
mssronover seas'i Mv Uncle
flownin rrom
Bob ;;"idiJrluql
were_friends,
sotnrogghout
and remained
the
years'.
es thepilvirlill^ii
"spe"iar
thulgl_|o.3
drove
euinrng
service
*i1, Fatn.JblilderJagt mebackio
rectory
aooiii'ii,.-ld churchacross
,,r'1if,:"ltii,rl,:tffIfl.jn6.
thestreer
"n0,'
"'k;;;'*;ii,'nTt,s,".:"
!ry*,
1.!Ti
:i",.ffi
,l*,.to readiry
trauma'and sexualabusethat
ensuediJttii"tid".o my mind #*, it"#
accept
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programming throughout the years that deliberately merged both U.S.
Government and Jesuit mind-control efforts for New World Order controls.
"I work for the Vatican, and now, so do you," VanderJagt told me. "You
have just entered into a covenant with the holy Catholic church. You must
never break that covenant."
"What is a covenant?"
Still capableof questioning at that time, I asked,
"A
promise
to keep secrets, the secret
VanderJagt answered,
covenant is a
that the church knew all along. The Pope has all the secrets locked away at the
Vatican. Your Uncle Bob and I have been to the Vatican. It is time you
entered into the holv covenant and learned the secrets of the church that were
written long before ttrrist even came into being. The Dominican monks kept
the covenant that Noah carried into the new world. They kept the secret with
them. It was written on parchment and kept in a secret place in the Vatican.
They took a Vow of Silence to never reveal its location, or its content. You
must enter into the covenant. You must carry the secret to your grave. Keep it
secretfrom your mom, dad, everybody."
VanderJagt proceeded to frll my suggestible young mind with biblical
"inter/inner dimensional"
interpretation that laid the groundwork for future
programmers
Monarch
to control the
programming themes utilized by Project
compartmentalizationof memory synonymouswith MPD/DID.
'ichrist saw them all," Vanderiagt was telling me. "They are dimensions,
places you can see on your way to death.: That's why they're called diementions. You must remember that Christ died and came back to tell us
everything he saw while he was on his way to heaven. He was gone three days,
but it was much longer than that where he was becausetime isn't t}te same in
other dimensions. Purgatory is one other dimension. Hell is one. And there
are lots of others in between. Oz is another dimension. The sky is not the limit
to all the worlds out there waiting to be explored. You can travel in and out of
all these dimensions, learning the secrets of the universe. You have been
chosento explore these other worlds for the church. Listen in the stillness and
you will hear his voice guiding you3 on your missions. The rosy cross is like
Dorothy's ruby slippers. Never take your rosy cross off, Cathy, when traveling
"
other dimensionsand vou will alwavs be able to return home.
Father Don joined'VanderJagt i'n a ritual which bathed me in the blood of a
slaughteredlamb, and subsequently,through this hideous blood trauma, locked
their stated perceptions and a basis for mind-control programming deep in my
mind. This basis for programming was anchored in the Vow of Silence which
"not only to keep secrets,but so they can still their mind
the Jesuit monks take
"Rite to Remain Silent" which
and hear their inner guidance." Certain that the
performed
I
keep
their
secrets,Father Don and Guy
would
ensure
that
they had
VairderJagtsubjected me to their pedophile perversions. The two joked that I
had become"a good Cathy-lick".
After the nfte to Rerirain Silent was installed, the voices of my multiple
personalities that I had previously heard in my head ceased. In the silence of
cleliberatelycreated memory compartments,I could only hear the voices of my
abuserswho createdthem... commanding my silence.
Silence for who and what I knew was involved in Proiect Monarch Mind
Control.
My family routinely vacationed at Mackinac Island, Michigan which is a
small island positioned in the Great Lakes close to the Canadian border.
Mackinac Island, with the Governor's Mansion and historical Grand Hotel, was
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i'":"ffifit#F:irgiii+:'#l:H,:
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rst
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;ffi 'Lt ru""o""
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"whatUeiter'oftli'i..IY,l,l':'.":^T9Tl"y's
Mansion,
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or what
halocc
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ennancedby my fath
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A*:ro",I',i,';","""ifi
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' when pierre Trudeauwaselectedrrige
tleardir said, "pierre TrugTu
in lg6g, I often
f^ini1lerof can-ada
pnrasecrypticallv referring ,: ;;" ;;.b;r"i..{o.l
go*_._,,.l drsi heardthis
to Trua;;;rl"rnr,
to the vatican when Father
g.iith;t ilil
i-"19_se"oa.r
a.rte-nass.'
rhisract
:]iJ;,A fn:Uf:t
I knewwhowereinvoiuea-in.rp*t;1-pE;i'd;';:l5r:hose
tr,i?"itr,ori"rr.ruit
.. lle summerafterTrudeauwas.l*r.dl-jy-.father
Mac.nac
took the family to
rslandas "ig:.,,cifob;il
;;:i"rg,".statue^onthegrounds
t-rovernor's
Mansion.
of the
.".
"..;rJin"
igg tg the.Grand
]1gura
n6iJl r noticed
thee
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rined
therron
ooli1i"T"?Tst
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ttX,',ru";ffrLup!:.,tue
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anu.a
ci-g-a,ette
i""#;il":ll
a.J.ini
"straightenloui
tntti,it"::.991:9t*l
I
hesaid,
rmportanr
for you
,o #,liu"t
l.Knewsomeone
ir
washerebecause
ty
of thoseflags," I said,tucking
;1,*^r1 fy link rhf#.t*'
I
was
at the.vatican,',vanderJast
,-. .wnen
gf,g_ln,,,rwas told that prime
';h''P;;:"
lie thinksrik";;'; i:d. Arue
U{'ili{Hfi ?:Jti,f;-",
f
i:1"".
pierrerrudeau
where
gyJ,fl;',13tiriTof:,.:ql9l' in.themansion,
was
lilbf_t9o,rcro*oE-*itr,"
"ror.Ji'r,"tl*ttil-,1di3lJ
antiques.
Ygq.,.nr,
me'
tif=l::
-uentno
draped
tuxeoo-coii"was
ovir.a-.[uir,'*-r,."yi
'i,ttr,Tfl
'J##l#fiiffi+l':i?jtti{.tr9!tf
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rupto Remain
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andtrissers.
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to.mv.o"ii"rit' fii"9.
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repeating
89
caury:
,..l, ,,Areyorl the Iieeper
of
"You can
Trudeau seemingly bore his cold, dark eyes right through me.
learn more from the, school of thought than you can by asking precocious
Haven't vou learned that children are to be seenand not heard?"
ouestions.
' "Is
"What is a precociousquestion?"
that a precociousquestion?" I asked.
"That
is irrelevant. What matters is that
Trudeau sighed with impatience.
you shut your mouth, still your mind, and enter the school ofthought. Silence is
i virtue.' Listen to the siiencein the stillnessof your mind. Go deep inside
"Deeperand deeperwhere it's quiet and still..."
your
mind," he slowly led.
'
Trudeau expertli manipuhfed my mind with sophisticated hypnotic
language. Not bnly'did he inlist my Silence for the pedophile perversions he
"school of thought" in a manner that equated
indulged in, but he-instructed my
programming.
foundation
for Air-Water programsthat is a mirrorHe
laid
a
to
diireniional theme often used by NASA and others involved in Project
"Pee-Air," he added a perverse twist to
Monarch. Playing off his own name
the theme that he accessedeach time I was prostituted to him.
Had I been capable of fear, I would have been afraid of Pierre Trudeau.
Trudeau's slow, deliberate movements masked the brutal power of his body
much the way his smooth, soft voice pierced my mind and inlruded qn my
thoughts. The icey cold touch of his effeminate, _manicured long fingers
contiasted with the heat of his perversion... a perversion for which he blamed
me and my "temptuous,contemptuousways".
In my childish ignorance,^I believdl Trudeau's demeanor and forward
"I know all about the
combed hair were characteristic of his French descent.
"Grandpa" Van while visiting his home in
my
new
had
to
French," I
bragged
Milwaukee, Wisconsin.
Mv mother's father had died shortlv before KennedY was assassinated,and
my Giandmother quickly latched onto a wealthy, highly political businessman
from Milwaukee. She het Grandpa Van Vandenburg on the passenget/cargo
ship that traveled the waters of the Great I-akes, the Milwaukee Clipper' The
Clipper transported cargo including Cadillacs from Vandenburg -Motors to
Canida, as well as the drugs sanctionedby the local Coast Guard via the U.S.
Governmentthat my father distributed. SometimesI accompaniedmy father to
the docks in Muskegon to pick up the drug shipment, which usually involved
prostitution. Jerry Ford and Guy VanderJagtcombined businesswith pleasure
in the ship's casinos on occasion, which is where the connection betwee! my
Grandma and Grandpa Van was reportedly made. Grandpa Van knew Jerry
Ford, and subsequentlywas acquaintedwith Pierre Trudeau.
"What do you know about the French?" Grandpa Van asked me as I sat on
his living room floor petting the dog he just brought home. Improperly cued
"I know you've met Pierre
and dumfounded by his question I remained silent.
"I
also know you love doggies. So I bought this dog
Trudeau," he prompted.
for your grandma now, so you could enjoy him, too. His name is Pepe. He's a
French Poodle."
"I know all about the French," I said, mentally comparing the large French
"They have pretty nails..." I stroked Pepe's
Poodle in front of me to Trudeau.
"And
"They
have funny hair..." I petted Pepe's clipped fur.
painted toenails.
pee
lot."
I
a
thev
eieeled.
-'You'd
better-tlle him outside, then," Grandpa Van told me, attaching
Pepe's leash. After walking the dog past what felt like every tree in the
"Pee-pee".
neighborhood, I announcedthat I would call him
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Uncle Bob filmed. peqe ald I pomographicallyon_numerous
occasions,
producingbestiaritvfilms that l *ouio rili?'Ga.n pi6.re
rrua.au *as privy to.
Peperemaineda Dart
9f ry "Tpgri"i6_ rong after Grandpavan divorced
himself
frommv cg91",'*?'ron!'
"rtii"i o"""r"ili"itl,oif'r-deau,s
perversion
for litt'lechrroren.
to.gro.winto adolescence.By
*,.I"yt^:t:*
!!,e ti,meI wasthirteenyearsold,
my
Drs$ts were tenderand beginning_
to srie[, wtricrrmaaerneT'iooota,, for
-wren
pedophite.
perversions.
my'ra;h;;"b;,;fii,r'" iJvu.rin""
I*d,..J:el'-l
rsrand
ror routineprostitutionat the political Retreat,vanae'rragi-intioduced
me
to a new friend hri had made_no;1il'li;;;
il\t";hfi;;;,";c.'as
a u.s.
congressman--U.S.
senatorRoberta. By;J; oemocrai?ro; w;rt virginia.
Byrdhadbeena U.S..Senator
as t,ongas'iiaO Uen afi"e,'s"*iie ", Senate
whip and later as presidenteroiemfire or i'r,".s.*t"--i'".-tro'fir
powerful
nyio5or-*anl.a
"tt",iiion
i"j
idr#t
Jq"gg..
fromalI
l::f^
11ql"pl_1go.n,
wnocame
rn contactwith
him, particularlyfrom my ratrrli.-wne]r"'il wereleft
alonein his room. he loomed'6vermi-in'u'tlnr*t.nrng_stance.
His cord,blue
slittyeyeslockedonto min-e.I una."rrJ ini crimbeainto
his bedas ordered.
I wasmomentarily
relievedto-findtfriitris peniswasabnormallytiny__so
small
it didn'tevenhurt! Andr couldb;*ih;'*itf, ir'l;fi
ffii,"aili'tt#'# began
to
indulge.
himself in his brutal perversioil; ftrt"g on and on
"madejust
abouthow I was
for him" due to rhe vasr;;""6-"f,p"i"1"""ii*"iiririio.
-*"i"".frr0',
The
spankings
and police handcuffst traa preuiousry_enourea
ptuy
"rire
compared
to SenatorByrd's neardeathtbrturJs.
;;;, on my
body.still show today.-.with Vandi;i"g,,- r;; was a trunareor;1
matterof ,,how much I
could.give,".
whereaswith Byrd it *ui--"rto*'muchI couldtake,,. And
I was
{orgedtg take more pain thln any humancourd iogicJit ;ilil;.
I was
dedicated
to Bvrd at aie thirteen*"rti"n,.-iie
worildudairec-tng'myfuture
in projectMbnarch,"and
ry riir,i,r'il',iri-i"i#-#"*;J,ff";
b his
specifications.
became
moreregimented
, My.MPD/DID existence
from
kept_piysicallyworn down_to ttt" poini-8i'exhaustionthatpointon. I was
in oider that I be
sutrcrenuyreceptiveto my father'srimitedtrypnotic
frog*';il'
to conditionmv mind foi mind control. rfie pornrigra-ptry ";;abirities
l w?siorced to
participate
in b&ame much-more;i"6;;il;idtely
alei
dyro,
s*itctring me
fro.mpredominantrypedoptrirea"a ueiiiariiy-irr."i"'r;-;o;'";;Lr"TJirions
or
sadomasochism
(s&Ml.^-,1t1
a"?=ilp+o -worked in tanaeni^oailyto
11tte1
ry spiTt,' destroyingany remnantsrert or my-ierf-""tft;;;;,
,!d my
rearing
down
self-esreem.
and tnds annihitating
--d-py ii;';ili'E;
They
conditioned/tausht
me my dreamsy9r" ;*liit
my realityweredreams,that
;;c;;r;i;il
wrrjtg
I
ii.doil.Il*_il
1na..up
mommy.anddaddy"
is what
sls.qp
tisht,.dream
abouryour
I heardeuerynigtt. niis ;as'ini;;ledf"oconruse
my-mind
to believe
incesr
in themiddre
oitrrJnigrrt
*as 'iusi'iuil;;r".
\dy television, books, and music became "u"n ,nor"
monitoredthat before. This vas *i ""ry t"'i"'rri"!J#;istrictly controiled and
L"r't"',Iinur.ul"
freedom
of choice,but for totalmind-coniiir"inotuonlnsDumoses.
ror example.the annualtelevisingof Judy Garland''s
wizoia of oz was
celebrated
as a erandhotiday-ounJ 'iy t""r!l i[i, *"r-t" p]ii"#my
mind
base-program.Tin!
,,rpin,,
tl,; iii6rJjt-"i-rl'iiU'il;;#;,"lo",ro
l-ol-fyluT:
"ovei il
Intoanother
,Bi;;;iifiij
dimension
the
Rainbow".Arlir ai,.
theRainbow..." was a themethat uecami a
9l
i".t^"i.ljir.
'^su \srruJl lny ou".
My father insisted I watch the Walt Disney movie Cinderella with him,
paralleling my existenceto Cinderella's--"magically trance-forming from a dirty
little slave to a beautiful Princess". In typical "reverse psychology" humor, he
"Someday my Prince (prints) will
referred to pornographic photos when singing
"will come".
come," or by placing literal sexualemphasison
My brother, Bill, who was often featured in kiddie porn with me, was not a
"chosen one" for Project Monarch
more children to be
@eyond supplying
"what was good for me
dedicated in later yea$). Yet my father figured that
would be good for my brother". He took us to see Walt Disney's Pinocchio,
explaining that my brother and I were his puppets still in the carving stage. The
distortions of reality that these and other Disney theme movies provided when
coupled with my father's government trained conscious and subconscious
controlling influence, began to further erode our ability to discern fantasy from
reality. My brother, now 37, remains psychologically locked into those
traumatic childhood years and is obsessedwith Disney themes and productions
to this day. His house is decorated in Disney memorabilia, he wears Disney
clothes, listens to my father's instructions on his Disney telephone, and
maintains "When You Wish Upon a Star" as his favorite song, which has locked
his children into the sametheme.
My father also instructed me to watch Alfred Hitchcock's horrifying movie
The Birds with him. This reinforced in mv mind the movie's theme that there is
"no place to hide from the birds/Byrd".
I was quickly beginning to lose all ability to question anything but my own
judgment. It was easy to believe that there was indeed "no place to run, no
place to hide," which is a necessary and primary psychological basis for
governmenUmilitary mind control. In later years, "who ya' gonna call?" and
Ronald Reagan'squip "you can run, but you can't hide" echoeddeep within my
mind. After all, even if I could think to seek help, who would help me? The
police? The church? My parents? Relative? Politicians? School? There was
no one left that would help me, I sensed.
My television programming was then expanded to include the shows that
every Project Monarch Mind-Control slave I knew had to watch: I Dreatn Of
Jeannie, The Brady Bunch, Gumby And Pokey, and Bewitched. I could relate to
the Genie pleasing her master, who was a Major for the Air Force rn I Dream
Of Jeannie. This served to confuse the reality of my own experienceswith the
fantasy of television production. I told all outsiders that my family was "just
like the Bradys". Through Gumby And Pokey I was led to believe that I was as
flexible as these animated clay performers. Therefore, I was capable of being
physically maneuvered into any sexual position. The mirrors depicted a
doorways to other dimensions and adventures interlocked with my Catholic
conditi<ining and Alice In Wonderland and Wizard Of Oz theme prolramming.
ln Bewitched, it is the normal next door neighbor that is consideredcrazy rather
than the witches. This is another reversal that was applied to my bizane
existence. I was one of the only kids in my school that listened to country
music. But then, Senator Byrd fincied himsrif a country music fiddler and it
was "my duty to iove what h; did.. I was ordered to list6n to country music or
no music at ilI. Music was my psychological avenue for escape,a dissociative
tool. But this, too, was used in setting the stage for my future as a Project
Monarch "PresidentialModel" mind-controlled slave.
As suggested, I read the Boxcar Children Seies over and over again. I
empathizedwith the trials, traumas, and tribulations the children endured while
92
him,
lirty
,he
will
y!'#,"1*Pj-
l.raln.". This term
sraves,reversedthe;
mrnd" and instill the
rralnlng to stay on t
',When
9rte1 quip,
c
rn.mewrong line,,.
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be
me
io,
he
en
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rm
se
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toT."
Monarch slave,swere
referred to as ,chosen
ches,.
ro
thepointjust before
o**,l*i""Il
,^,_^l
jointly-used
by the catboricJesuitsand
Door programming,
was
the CIA , ,**#.r?eath's
It wasthe voicesof
m,
and handrersthat I rater
*
heardguiding
. ".;..
;
,, ;;-::mtemationallv:'*""^
recognized<
slaveoperations";;;;:
termrorProiect
epeatedry
Monarch
throughout
-,,";,ffli,ille
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CHAPTER 3
MY FIRST PRESIDENT
Muskegon, Michigan is a coastal tourist attraction, and home of the annual
Seawayand Coast Guard festivals which bring people to the town from all over
Michigan. VanderJagt remained publicly visible through opportunities such as
these. My father often could be seenwith VanderJagtand was photographedat
his side *trite iudging festival events like the kiddi; parades, inO siuti,turing
contests, and so on-all of which I entered and won. In later years. mv fathei
polished and shined the red paint of his 1966 Ford convertibte t6 cliauffeur
VanderJagtthrough the local parades. This only served to reinforce the illusion
that my father was a "pillar of the community".
In 1973, Senator Byrd instructed my father to send me to Muskegon
Catholic Central High School which was overseenby the director of St. Francis
of Assisi Church, Father Lepres. The Catholic church, of course, has its own
political structure, with the Pope presiding over all. The strong political ties
between the Catholic church and the U.S. Government was overtly evidenced
by the much publicized relationship between the President and the i'ope during
the Reagan Administration. Of course, I had been privy to this political
relationship ever since my First Communion--a relationship that the Rite to
Remain Silent was intended to cover. My experience with Catholic Central's
direct involvement in Project Monarch'i physical and psychological
conditioningfurther confirmed the union betweenthe U.S. Governmentand the
Catholicchurch.
When Senator Byrd changed my school from public to Parochial, he also
destroyed through dissociation my school personality. I no longer viewed
school as my haven from abuse, as it was controlled by the church and, as I
later leamed, monitored by a com.rpt segmentof the C.I.A.
By the time I enrolled in Catholic Central, the cliques and groups had
already been formed. I had a personality to fit in with the "good" kids and one
that interfaced with the "bad". It did not take long for the "good" kids to notice
I also got along with the "bad". I soon found the only kids that could relate to
me were the other known Project victims. We clung together in a close knit
group, herded around like the proverbial sheepby those in the school who knew
we were MPD/DIDed and under mind control. We each switched personalities
as circumstancedemanded,most often in unison. We were ritually iraumatized,
constantly tranced, and then programmed during school hours. Since t n6
longer had my singular "school personality" and was constantly switching
instead, the compartment of my brain that held school memory wis no longer
consciously retrievable. Therefore, I had no basis for continued learning aside
from what I could photographically memorize from class. My grades appeared
erratic, ranging from A's to failing. And some A's received I did not earn
academicallv.
In my rrfouired religion class, Sister Ann Marie had been leading us in study
on the topic of Confession. This was to prepare us for the kind of Confessions
we were to be giving Father Vesbit, who was also our school principal. The
day Sister ordered us to Confession, I refused to go. I unconsciouslyfeared I
would be sexually assaultedagain in the Confessional,this time while my
teenagepeers waited impatiently outside the door. Sister made an example out
of me to the class, saying I was a "Satanist"and that I was "going to hell'.
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r_=ltlgll
the occultismthatprotiferared
at the school,I
Yill
l,g.:r"uq" frorn
could_no
longe-rdifferentiate
between
j
t
)
I
t
i
+
t
I
I
t
CatholicismandSatanism.
whaleverSenatorsyld'f purposesin sendingme to catholic school,no one
seemedto notice that I had no reason to ieligiously ;dhil 6 batholic
principles.- Therefore, the.applied
"spi.ituar
.reuersalof S"tun-iJ,n-h;il-";
paqic" to it either. The wedgebf anti-superstition
ttraftne ciifroric s"f,.iof*ui
'"gd^::.Tgltl^9-d:ilq
intome-only
served^
to discount
iri;-d;i-ifin.ipr", unJ
supersfitlous
traumasthat theywereattemptingto useto controlmb.
Satanismis ofren usedai g.,extrgme'pai-n/violence
trd;;-6;;"
in project
MonarchMind control,__reportedly
due t6 the previousGfian N;i Himler
Research. I did not adheieto tlie desiredtretptessness
itiit"a" tn-il ni, *u,
lspirinigl warfare" and out of the realm o! ;ankina;;- **--abidif to ,top.
$egartlessof my-religiousbeliefsor disbeliefs,I eipe;;;;
, trr,;luii
m9same.,tserngsubjected
to andwitnessingtraumaso horrible,while my bodv
wasraped-,
tortured,and.ravagedby menliterally droveme out of mv
-ai -pranned,
mi;d.
catholic central did intreas-e
endurancecapauiiiiiii
.py
however.I^signedup for the two-mile'runin ttrJ girri;iil[-6;;,
ordered.
Muskegon_catholic
eenFal led the shte of Michifan in trigtr scrroor-adrretiii,
"modify"
usingmind-controltechniqueto
their stai athletes"ano
ciuie them to
pre-established
records.
ihe
schoorgainer nationalriognition
::::l_q.l-9_q{
ro profe*i-o4 tgague_s
with their manufactured
progrimmed
1?L1lr^_.ont*-b^ution
amletes.
. But, lrke rommy.I-aSorda'sDodgers,catholic centralisc-onsistent
victories
began_to
raisesuslicionsandquesti-ons.'
This created" puuri. scandal
rorlneschoolthatthreatened
to closeits doorsin 1975.
Thegirls' andguys' trackteamsconverged
afterschoolfor practice.I was
among.the
tew temalessingledout for coachingby CoachCh'everini
and his
hypnoticmind-controlmethodisms
due to my nr5jeci ruonarcrr"ictimiltion. r
wasinstructed
to run 13 milesper day (an6thercorny satanicploy) to get in
shapefor my two-milerace. I o?tenrair with a malerftenowtro'wai'therecord
holdertor the two-mile in_guys'
.tragk..He and I were friends, sharingmuch
due.toour similar
Moriarchvictimizations.Togetherwel"arned how to
frgject
snrt,ou.tpar^n
aqd tqtiguewhenwe ran. We trancedinto a fast paceset in our
mmdsby coach cheveriniwith no comprehension
of time or'distance. we
perceivedthe track as our "yellow Bricl,kRoad" in accordanit *ith the
oz
theme.programming.
Senatorpyrd's plan for UuitOing
;t pt i,itJ'J"aurance
throug!catholiccentral's.coaching
m6thods
provedsu"cceisrut'ror
allowingmi
to survivehis intensely
perveisions.
torturousse-xual
In additionto routinetrip; to MackinacIslandandNiagaraFalls,my family
camping.
trips to-"get.awayfrom it ail;'. fi ;A,tlt T'ilai'tat en to
gflen,took
Keyplacestor ntual abuse,prostitution,
andpomography.
'"bick IrLthefall of 1974,
we were going tir go iampiig
in ifi;;l;
Ty.lathe.rannounced
an old
fashioned
festivatin the smarlrjmotjto*il or ceiar"spriE;, Mi;;E;-for their
annual
RedFlannelDayscelebraiion.My mothertold me-topac[ rfrvleansana
-piessed
for
Fcl my cathotic schooluniformwhich shehadwashedand
:yTl.rt
meoccaslon.
cedar Spiings was. quiet, with the festival eventsincluding dilapidated
amusgment
ridessetup in a smallparkinglot, andcontests
whereiocalfarrers
plttedthelrmulesandhorsesagainsteachotherto seewhosecouldpull themost
weight. The .main(and only) srreetof town was finJ with 1fie iew rocat
rncludrngthe town's red flannelunderwear',longjohns" factory. In
.oJ-ttl._r.r9:,
thecenterot town, a mock, single,jail cell hadbeenerectedio hold anv airdau
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parade participants who failed to wear the required red flannel underwear. The
jail was guarded by quasi Keystone Cops. I was amused when the townsfolk
beganlining up to march in the parade, with very few remaining to watch it. A
mentally retarded man carried the baton to lead the parade, followed by kids on
bicycles, hay-wagonsof old folks, a grade school band and people walking-all
in their red flannel underwear. The grand finale' of the parade, the town
firetruck, was approaching, surrounded by numerous motorcycle police. I
heard folks whispering, "the President is coming". I assumedthey meant the
President of the underwear factory. I was wrong. I watched in horror as the
firetruck rolled to a stop, and Secret Service helped then President Gerald Ford
as he steppeddown to the pavement.
My father was excitedly tugging on my arm, half dragging me through the
wall of Secret Service agents, to talk with President Ford. I looked around
nervously as my father made the necessaryarrangementswith Ford to prostitute
me to him later that evening. VanderJagt, who never missed a parade it
seemed, was signing autographs. As he smiled at me, someone roughly
grabbed my arm. Nervous and startled, I screamed. The crowd laughed as a
Keystone Cop threw me in the jail, scolding me for not wearing my red flannel
underwear when I was talking to the President. I was trying to be
inconspicuousin hopes no one would see me with the likes of Ford, but then,
they did not know him as I did. The Keystone Cop rattled on and on about
"how luc$r" I was until my father paid my bail and I was released from
the
cell.
That night, I wore my Catholic uniform as instructed and went into a
dissociative trance as mv father drove me to the local National Guard Armorv
where I was prostituted [o Ford. Ford took me into an empty room, pushed me
down on the wooden floor as he unzipped his pants and said, "Pray on this".
Then he brutally, sexually assaulted me.
Afterward, my memory was
compartmentalizedthrough use of high voltage. I was then carried out to the
car where I lay in the back seat, muscles contracted, stunned, in pain, and
unableto move.
When we got back to Muskegon, my father sent me to the beach as always,
to let the repetitioii of crashing waves against the beach "wash my mind free of
memory" while I watched the sun set. I was totally locked into the belief that
truly th-erewas "no place to run," not even to the Pri:sidentof the United States.
I remember that the "sane" part of "me"--my innate personality--seemedto
die after seeing Ford as President. I recall walking up the steps of Catholic
Central High School one moming, reaching for the door, and crying
uncontrollably. I cried myself into a heap at the top of the stairs. I did not
even know why I was crying. As an MPD, I rarely cried at all. But I was still
sobbinghours later when school let out. Someonefound me, but I do not recall
to this day ever leaving the school steps. I never really experienced "emotion"
after that day until I was rescued, deprogrammed and reintegrated in 1988.
Now all of my brain was functioning through a wide variety of memory compartments, also known as multiple personalities, with no part of me left "free"
of abuse. Now it was as though I had "no place to run," not even in my brain.
This drove me out of my mind which is exactly what my abusersneeded for
total control.
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CHAPTER4
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nide to show me a stuffed "jackalope" mounted on the wall. Due to my
anced,dissociativestateand high suggestibility level, I believed it was indeed
crossbetween a jack rabbit and antelope. It was 100* degrees in the
adlandswhen it cooled down at night. The intense heat of the day accentuated
ty ever increasing thirst. My father was physically preparing me though water
eprivationfor the intense tortures and programming I would endure in
lyoming.
Dick Cheney, then White House Chief of Staff to President Ford, later
gcretaryof Defense to President George Bush, documented member of the
iouncilon Foreign Relations (CFR), and Presidential hopeful for 1996, was
riginally Wyoming's only Congressman. Dick Cheney was the rsrson my
mily had traveled to Wyoming where I endured yet another form of brutality"A Most DangerousGame," or human hunting.
isversionof
It is my understandingnow that A Most Dangerous Game was devised to
mditionmilitary personnelin survival and combat maneuvers. Yet it was used
n me and other slaves known to me as a means of further conditioning the
rindto the realization there was "no place to hide," as well as traumatize the
ictim for ensuingprogramming. It was my experience over the years that A
lost DangerousGame had numerousvariations on the primary theme of being
ripped naked and turned loose in the wilderness while being hunted by men
rd dogs. In reality, all "wilderness" areas were enclosed in secure military
ncing whereby it was only a matter of time until I was caught, repeatedly
rped,and tortured.
Dick Cheney had an apparent addiction to the "thrill of the sport". He
rpearedobsessedwith playing A Most Dangerous Game as a means of
aumatizingmind-control victims, as well as to satisfy his own perverse sexual
nks. My introduction to the game occurred upon arrival at the hunting lodge
nr Greybull, Wyoming, and it physically and psychologically devastatedme.
wassufficiently traumatizedfor Cheney's programming as I stood naked in his
rnting lodge ofhce after being hunted down and caught. Cheney was talking
i he pacedaround me, "I could stuff you and mount you like ajackalope and
rll you a two legged dear. Or I could stuff you with this (he unzipped his
nts to revealhis oversizedpenis) right down your throat, and then mount you.
hich do you prefer?
Blood and sweatbecamemixed with the dirt on my body and slid like mud
)wn my legs and shoulder. I throbbed with exhaustion and pain as I stood
nble to think to answer such a question. "Make up your mind," Cheney
nxed. Unable to speak,I remained silent. "You don't get a choice, anyway.
makeup your mind for you. That's why you're here. For me to make you a
ind, and make you mine/mind. You lost your mind a long time ago. Now
m going to give you one. Just like the Wizard (of Oz) gave Scarecrow a
'come such a long,
ain, the Yellow Brick Road led you here to me. You've
ng way' for your brain, and I will give you one."
The blood reachedmy shoes.andcauglt my attention. Had I been further
ong in my programming, I perhaps would never have noticed such a thing or
rd the capability to think to wrpe it away. But so far, I had only been to
acDill and Disney World for government/military programming. At last,
hen I could speak, I begged, "If you don't mind, can I please use your
rthroom?"
Cheney'sface turned red with rage. He was on me in an instant, slamming
y back into the wall with one arm acrossmy chest and his hand on my throat,
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choking me while applying pressure to the carotid artery in my neck with his
"If you don't mind me, I
thumb. His eyes bulged and he spit as he growled,
will kill you. I could kill you--Kill you-with my bare hands. You're not the
first and you won't be the last. I'll kill you any time I goddamn well p1ease."
He flung me on the cot-type bed that was behind me. There he frnished taking
his rage out on me sexually.
On the long trip back to Michigan, I lay in a heap behind the seats of the
Suburban, nauseatedand hurting from Cheney's brutality and high voltage
tortures, plus the whole Wyoming experience. My father stopped by the
"wash my brain" of the memory of
waterfalls flowing through the Tetons to
Cheney. I could barely walk through the woods to the falls for the process as
instruc'ted, despite having learned riy lessonswell from Cheney on-following
orders.
"annual" trip to Disney World rolled arou.ld, my
The next year when our
father drove, pulling his new Holiday Rambler Royale International trailer. (I
"I wasn't
slept outside in a tent because I was not permitted inside it since
family".) My father dropped me off en route at the Kennedy Space Center in
Titusville, Fiorida where I was subjected to my first NASA programming.
'obsessed" with following the "Yellow Brick Road" to
From then on, I was
Nashville, Tennessee. Moving to Nashville was all I could talk about. If
"Why?", I would
anyone asked me the question I could not think to ask myself
"I
respondby reiterating it was something had to do".
I had gone through the motions of my senior year in a dissociative trance. I
became further distanced from religious values by my religion class teacher,
Brother Emmett. This was due to his promotion of cannibalism via Pier Paul
'corseal' retreat I attended
Reed's bookAlive, and by his teachingsat a religious
that included occult ritual at St. Francis Church. I graduated from Muskegon
Catholic Central High School in our bicentennial year of 1976. I was led by
Senator Byrd to revise my plan to attend Hope College like I had promised
VanderJagt as a child. This new plan was for me to temporarily attend
"real education" was to come
Muskegon Community College, because my
through mind-control programming--not school. In order to be exhausted,.as
"real education," I worked three menial jobs in addition
was necessaryfor my
to attending college.
During my first semesterof college in 1976, I made plans to take a trip to
Nashville with my Project Monarch friend from Catholic Central. (She remains
an expendablevictim to date, and therefore her identity must be protected from
public release for her safety.) My father explained that I was to stay at the
Fiddler's Inn in Nashville, see the World Famous Printer's Alley row of sleazy
country music nightclubs, and attend the Grand Ole Opry o.n Ftldgy_night, .as
"friend," in spite of their scarcity
ticket irrangements had been made through a
during the Thanksgiving holiday.
I never thought to associateFiddler's Inn with SenatorByrd's fiddle playing
when my friend and I arrived in Music City, U.S.A. Nor did I find it odd
"star" entertaining it the Black Poodle nightclub in
when a-country music
Printer's Alley began directing my activities. My friend and I were provided
with free passesto the Black Poodle to encourageus to return each night where
enterlainer and CIA operative Jack Greene and his Desperado band were
playing. During breaks between sets, Greene and his band would sit with my
"my
iridnO-anO me Io manipulate our sulgestible minds. I was told it was
destiny" to have met band member, Wayne Cox, who had been trained for
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panmilitary mercenary operations under I-ouisiana's u.S. Senator J. Bennett
Johnston.I soon learnedthat everyone associatedwith Greene was involved in
his cIA "FreedomTrain" operatiois. when I told Greene ttrai mv rriend and I
*tuming on Fn$y night due to attending the Grand'Ole Opry, r,e
Igylg
told usryl9g
that he would be working
9pw that night. He made arrang-edrents
for ys to come back stageand sei !\"
trim imirediatelifollowine hii seement. He
gKplarned
that the "security" guard at the opry, Nishville tr,tdtropolice Lt. Bob
Ezell, wasa good friend oi tris and would lei ui in.
my friend and I sat in the audience watchins as Jack Greene
. A! the Opry,
his "specialguel!," U.S. SenatorRobert C. Byrd. nt the sighr of
llttf,fdI
we.ntrnto a pre-conditiold d*q trance_androboticirlly went throuEh the
LIlg'
following Greene's instructions. once backstagi:, Greene p6inteo
Tgtigns,or
out hrsdressingl9om, which he was sharing with SenatorBird, ano ordeied me
onality that had been sitting in the_audience
had perceivedByrd as
1.-_{!glgt
an
entertainerand could not, or would not, think further. Bui as I walked into
room_and..sgw.llrd nerched_dnthe elge of the mirrored u-ity in
p*hq
$g
hls_boxershorts, I switched inlo the child personality that had known him is a
U.S. senator on Mackinac Island since-age 13,' and responded sexually.
Byrd_wasclaiming me as "his,"-excitedry telling m" tr.taihe trid
|{terward,
"always
wanted his own little witch". I soon learned thJenormitv of this
statement.
JackGreene'sband mem_ber,
Wayne Cox, later told me that playing music
behindSenatorByrd at the opry wai not the'only way he "baclied'hiri". He
also backedhim politically and in Freedom Trairi opeiations. cox then made
arrangementsfor my friend and me to stay the re-mainderof our triD at his
Hendersorville,Tennessee.There-wasno choice but to compiy. The
flfterin
tollowlng nrght, after Jack Greene completed his show at the Black p6odte, he
lrove mJ tneld and me to.a nearby participating after-hours club, the Demon's
Den. There, cox was to pick us up and talte uslo Hendersonville. Instead, we
were.slipped? drug.and taken "on a tour" of union station, Nashville's then
abandoned.tralnslation, wiere supposedlythe only train still running through
therewas the FreedomTrarn.
_ se-natorByrd's attemptedcultivation of superstitionthrough mv catholic
schoolingshould have maximized the impact of ihe occult ritual-I wai subjected
to in the tower of the old stone and slate turn-of-the-century train depot. But
th.9 p.arn and horror was sufhcientl.y effective in itself-leven without my
adheringto superstition--toproduce tlie intended mind shatterinsresults. coi
"flashlight
tour" througn the rud'ble of Union
loo\ ry friend and me on a
Station,until we came to a homelessman sleepingon t[e ground. cox ordered
me to "kiss the railroad bum good-bye," then snol nirn betiveen the eyes while I
was still only inchesaway'. He then used a macheteto chop off'the man's
hands,which he put in a zip-lock bag. He then led us up the ricketv stairsinto
the tower of the old depot. There Jack Greene,his band membersiand others
dressedin black robes were gatheredaround a black leather alter in a room lit
by.candlesand draped in redlelvet. In total shock, I was laid on the alter and
subJected
to rape_andtorture while the participants indulged in sex, blood, and
cannibalismritual.
... Tttq next day I wg\e up on cox's couch, vaguely aware that I had suffered a
''bacl..nightmare".
When I stood up,
- I passedout from blood loss. I was
bleeding profusely from the vagina. lt was all I could do to preDareto drive
back to Michigan, and my friend was certainly not in a stable fianie of mind to
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help. I..did not know what happenedto me, nor was I able to question it. I had
a new "obsession" on my mind. I had been programmed at the ritual to move
to Nashville and marry Cox, as ordered by SenatorByrd.
Back in Michigai, I made the ann6uncementio my parents that I was
moylg to Nashville to.marry QoI, "l it was "predestinaiion". What they
would not tell me was that my father had just litbrally SOLD me to Senator
Byrd in exchange for lucrative military contracts that made him a millionaire
overnight-a millionaire on a sixth grad-eeducation--aperverse, child exploiting
criminal, immune frgm prosecution, working as a CIA operaiive for tlie U.Sl
government! That mind shatteringoccult ritual I endured in Nashville marked a
new life of wealth and prestige for my father while thrusting me into a new
phaseof my torturous existence--andI had no choice in any ofit!
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N""huill" Metropolitan Police Lieutenant Bob Ezell, who also acted in the capacity of
Grand Ol' Opry security guard, covered up the murder.
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CHAPTER5
TINKERINGWTIH THE MIND
programmed
slavein the
?!m. I wasa l9-year-oldmind-controlled
Fireedom
Trainoperation,
iitihrrv ownedbv U.S.
5 FEo{ Mgnar_c!
g. By{d,who wasthei a 20-y6ari il; ;b Jni;;
$gV^ Leaaer.Robert
Committee.
As
Byrd,s'o*i-iitU"-*it"f,;-Gi
fgg5,Ap1priations
I roul alsobecome
involved
in covertgovernment
operations.I irow
t+
requiredmore memorycoripartments/personalities
than I
pd. Str
Henceonemorereasonfor the hina shatieringoc"ui ftuaf,
ry'Etdestined'marriage
-PH::-,T1j1, to Cox. In typicalpro:eci MonLch ;-dd;:
g: T*
31q91"l ly_-lif", .while cox begam
9 my.primaqi
{ q{ rg{"y{ Byrd'sordersto ensurethatI wasiit"i t*,iti'"i,i"*i
[_mes
andto maintainme undermind control. Cox
+ appolnt€d
ry notpaidgpf for his role_likemy farherwas. Instead,he either
4y('r0€$
00
or-wouldbe prosecuted
for distributingdrugs and beine the
cnal hller thathewasandis to date. cox's primaryrole wasto sfr'atter
occulttraumaur-uiittasiathemI Ouu!r.,t"r,
pf !{,rt-Fpugh repeated
y, tobe.rarq.inth.e.genetic
mind-control
studies
of projectMoriarch."
I mved fo. Nashville,as ordered, to marry Cox, wiro toot o'e io tt "
nrcods
of hishometown
swampin chatham,i-ouisianaro. mo.rttriat " tir"
uy"hi,
-anuup in.witcrrcrurt
3atllglt?*1l9rl:_^9,*"_!a$beenbrirught.
lg1qedfgr.1rer.
ritua'y. iogil-rrer'trley
:!ST:iLd 4_rr.1t{ty,
-,oJ€ctsd-me
ryxqally
to their beliefs, which included- what equates to a-weakenei
'
.Enim of mindcontrolusedby witchesfor centuries,atiitioieolniuperstition
;der tlun scientifrc
fact. Thelesuperstirious
beliefsie.i"gfv "*ni[i.a Utf,
&x's.mergenary
trainingto thepoint rhathis kifling dc.d ;""i"f "onlior. ro.
yould,murdera lu.qan throughrepeateilstabbingwith a knife,
!nl4j:
odrvng :l9T
thatthe_"departing
spirit" and splatteredblood gave-him Dowerto
gTTJ_Tt ryld. In truth,it was.myaversionandsubsequent
traumati'zation
by
reeventthatcaused
meto dissoc-iate
andtrance,leavingmy subconscious
open
c'o*,
F-$ *p:_ftns and,thoTof others. puqne the trrre6y#; i;;;;iih
andabortedme six times,consumingseveralof his own
*Tpuy mpregnated
ofisp.nng
andpreservingthe othersshapedin ceramicfor iale in his intersnte
oocult.
bodypartsbusiness. Cox's M.O. for murderingalwavs included
thehandswith a machete,
as the "Handsof Glory,'he liitn-driedin
rymovlng
shop
of
h_is
geranlic.
and
his
mother's
housewere in'demand *o tr,u,
$e.
ostnDuted
tlrogghouttheoccultunderground
supplynetwork. cox's protected
parts distribution routes included Texas, Arkansas,
11311:,_11tn0_
,bodl
Mlsslsstppt,
I'ennessee,
andFlorida.
cox andI traveledto Florida on severaloccasionsas his mother's Darenn
li^ved
in Mims, which is only minuresaway from tt i NeSe xirindf sp"""
centerin Titusville. cox, Iike my father,'madesurl i-*J itoe'}ii ,ninacontoltestingandplogpqining aiorderai. Co* perceived,ne ai i thos"n
(rle," andottenusedthis cIA projectMonarchterm whenreferrins
' and
to
"" me
forproudly
at theNASA install"tion.-""fustifying"hisleaving-me
of belief system_s_that
^, .-U.p,L"h1g-1vanlry
fr.eapplledto varioussituations,all
were superstltronbased. He believed
gI,yrucn
in spirit communicationor
-olvrneguldance"
through nature spirits and demons,that Satan must be
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i! a door to another
that Jesusis an alien, that the BermudaTriangle
appeased.
'religiously' carrieda
;ifi;;ri;h; -A tt'"t the end of the world is near. -He
scripturelike a
to occultrituals--quoting
tiiili iiu'him-UJeverywhere--including
"eatingttrl boAy and drinking the blood," "being
tt*ioni-.
iuitift"O
itnurderin! children"accordingtothe.-story
of
i,irriii-in'tt" bt.rird;"and euen
his son,Isaac,by knife on an
C"O i*tt"g AUrahariby orlering hlp-to rn-urder
touted
Manson,
alter. Jim-Joneswasorie of Coxrsidols, as wasCharlie
"power of-and-he
(CIA)
mind
the
of
prime
eiample
a
as
massacre
the Jonestown
control".
I becomea Mormonin the church of Jesuschrist of Iltter
co* demanded
"prove" that Satanwaseverywhere-particularly.in
the
Dav-Saints.This wasto
Mdnroe, LouisianaMormbn church where he led occult ritual, ancl ln the
ienOersonville, Tennesseechurch that the so-called Freedom Train rolled
through.'
----CEi;*
me was
to instill his religioussuperstltious.beliefs_in
determination
by J. BennettJohnstonin hiishrevefurt, Iluisiana office early in
siAe-1mcled
the
- - summerof 1978.
Coiir mother,Mary, had driven us to Johnston'soffice nearBarksdaleAir
door, I
knockedboldly on the obscure_metal
Force Baseas orbered.' As she
"GeneralDynamiis Researchand DevelopnJgnt":
sign:
metal
i*O ttt" attached
read: "Unlawful,to enterpremiseswithout
A;".tulier sign nea. the d"oorknob
en violatorswill be prosecutedunder penaltyof federal
i,;;;;tffi73tion.
law."
-'iohnston,
gf bod.y
blue, leisuresuit and smelling.strongly
wearinga light
"fre1l,
backwoods
in
he-r
Mary
hey
Senator,"
oOoi, opln"O the dodr.
-d.rawled
dialect. "I broughtthe childrento seeyou
' " lrke you" :ratd.''.LouiSiaira
-Jottnstonlookedat her-withannoyeddisgust. I seethat, he saidmatter-offactlv. He then proceededto instruct Mary to wait outsidea momentwhile he
A-lA'*iih b-oi,'tftin to tate him on to h6r homein MonroewhereI could be
picked
up at the Airport a few dayslater.
'---a;;.3,1di *o! usheredirito Johnston'sbarren military-style furnished
offrce. SeveralPresidentialand military photographs!'t.'ng .-o.nthe.wall and
"r td *ty Oe"or. Johnstonsat 6n the fioni of his military.issuedesk
;;J
mind using cryptic, hypnoticDisney.Peter
-O tutt"O to Co'x's subconscious
as he apparentlyhad done in the past when uox nao a
Pan themelanguage,2
mindleft to control.
;A, long as your ticker's
you've been feeding
Oqnilg_,.thatcroc!:a-dial
over the yeis wiit be runningright behind.you. (Peter)P3tnkney low to -stay
the inevifible processof becominggatorbait
i siepatt6aaof the gami and-sto"p
himielfby offering[o givehim a handnow andthen."
"Hands of
Cox lismembEred"hismurderedvictims and distributedthe
programmed
Pan
theme
Peter
andocculttraumatized/
Glort'' to fellow Satanists
f""Oing "left over" body partsto-al alligatorthatlived in the
;;;A#;;*ftif"
r-*urp U"frindhis house] This was indicitive of Cox's twisted,murderous
Pan theme programming...a
6--Johnston's traumatic Peter"first
;;.;;rthand"'
experience
to
I
was
about
or&ramming
*""c;;lffiiv that
i"rt "rti"g cox on SenatorByrd,sorders,Johnstoncontinued,
"l,ui-i5f to t*O it to ihat pan. His livelihoodof creatinghookersfor the
ino."o lucrative. And speakingof creatinghq9ke5, a little
C;;1"fi-Cftiii*"i
to a themethat is..aliencould
i"Ia tifir* it"t uinifrfrom routinehand'-ling
to
ensuremy military mindintenl
his
Revealing
io you."
;i;"'G;t"tir"
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pl$f.progorming,
,,r,1
Johnston
toldhim.
groundwork
r"a;ila#:" tiii,l'i9,,nlh'T-l
andset
.9:Et""
l1I l-u,!u.
to taunch
1"1:"ut"i,'ai-tr#;gTiir"#;?#.;"do herout
for
t
you,andit,s
l s:;"'.dt?1-:i{;ffi.%:"n$jl'i?j,"ifi?,Hhe-turnedhisruratt
ty .ii,A:-;;
^tlstdy my.beliefsa1{
aprcture
of himselfsh: Rerception;;'f";"i;iit-":-manipulated
$iTr;i,n'i#ffir##{Hn'm#
Dtpenment.
All thodfine'u"rr'?iii.rl'fffr1__Mo.Yn
.ul tt" Fttiua"ipfiii
n***tn*l'mfit1{i'i,t:iliTi?di":'-withthei^t'ipi;:b
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31 flel th";;;;;i".-and
rn andoutof thefuture,
d;;ii;r
rd'iurt. w.
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n'l4y*:*"itx#il'S'1"tf;
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,:$nh:lt,l'.3'.i1plf
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-udrE Arr rorce Base,airflrelg.
H" *"-ipiar"nuy
Ijl_$qy" :t nar.dill
destination--Tinker-friilr.""
Basein
;
fr,1#"yxii'6-$'"ii5jx';ffi
*H*lT;i':i:iii;.t'"ilT#
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toit"'fr5Lou.
tff:f;:#ll " was
;6:;p'5tl.tLq$x;;'";rr{4T,g'",f,
f,ff##ii:is,i?:
f'Igt'.'m"r"#i*xr"';i"d{#,Ffr
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the
pirot
horri ;;;' li.
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Pii.jl*neaalalespon
l:Hr:*
ded,,,
whatth.n,"lj llfl,:i,1"ry,1.
beginning to sh"owa
A uniformed man
'asrt*s,:"J4.:.',1t"!Liil;'*tll'f"t
T,.li::,J:.ry#S*,"T',ff
"cap'nu
fwniiii"tiJd';""rff;"fiv"
fl:# i'#
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I was aboutto endure). Whenhe ------noticedmy
"'J 'arm, Cap,n
$"T",nto.eJ"tlltt_ng
reminded
him, "Hey, that'snot necess:rry,
iroutnow.;"Yeah,I
know.' TakecarJ"iit?;';J.Here..-,,Johnston
took the straps
of mv.!anf top andpulledthemaownarounort f"r*;;ififi;h
-ail' couldnot
"
coverthe bruise.) "There,that.just-about
coveisit. He-siiiiJ
"You look
continued,
like i South"- uiti"-irr"iila!'rattrer than a damnedol, yankee
anyway."
Cap'n said, "She'll be a Tinker-belleby
welre $rough heretoday.,,
Then, referrins to Johnston'sprimary t: !irn,"
durpo* in actually eftort ng me to
Tinker he askei',"How areyour southhff;',il-"p;r"'iio#tro!"r!"r'ringr'
"I.'nqgot.to.talk
to you aboutthat,"Johnston
answered.The two tarkedas
.,
worketiin tandemori given nJerc-enary
lttgyghtheyh_ad
operations/assignrenii
"I
in th.epast. may needa few of your Soysto backmd ori rorltiii"" "
"bacKyou,
or coveryou?,'theCap,nretorted
"Bothif you,ll
laughed,
front
{9;]nllon
"justifred" theoperation.,,
Johnstonhad previously.
his us6 of Tinker @eterpan theme)
programmedmind-controllil mercenaries
to me uy saying,'^,rvrir&naries
are
missionaries
who follow their inner guid;cJ
system.uti{"r-ttantt "ii ord uncle
-to
Sam. Politics hinder the route
freedoin, and these-boys slip under
internationallaws. undetected,ro ""..y out1# *iit tr," ,iiit{}'uoys
only
dreamof doing...'i
I was escortedaway from the two by a nurse,yho. pqp.o4edto
be tending
to my injuredarm. In fact,shewasp.eiarine.mefor
rh'e,ii;k;;_b;lle cage'o__
an electrifiedmetalcas_e-.with
an electrih.d frid totto'n. ;;?A iiiiaJJ *",
s,ubjected
to high,.direct currentvortagelS compartmentalize
the peter pan
thememind-control
orogramming
pei;p;{iinkerbeile,
that
I
Endured.
Like
I learnedto "ride trie.ri'ght""a; ;;;;]liavel.,
edditi;;"ily; my instiled
Tinker-belletheme mind manipulationinctuaer-a sen;^;T'ffiiirlNeuer_una
"naturJ;lniuitft
timelessness
that was rootedin^my
6";;;;;^d
time due
to my MPD/DID.
Backin Louisiana.co1 and I shareda subconscious
understanding
of peter
Pan themesand "riding.the light". r[" aiii"r"nce between
us
was
that
cox
conscio'slyactivatedTi{<er Air Force Baseprogrammingwittrin
lohnston,s
while my trancewaspitiretriar*rri.Joy i""o"li ,,N"u"rlgna oI mercenaries,
Never-Iand."6
I was with cox on numerousoccasions
whenhe wasrunninggunsand/or
cocaine,and activatingspecifiedretcenaties for operations
as"in-siructed
by
Johnston.In the courieof thesetravelsI sawnumerous
underground
arsenars
and.stockpiled.weapons
thatwereknownto SenatorJohnston,b'ui*"r" not on
military instailations. I was also privy to governmentsanctioned
cocaine
operations.
on
one
such
cocaine
run
in
1979,I traveledwith cox to a remoteareain
.
the ouachitaNationarF91es!n93rn<it springs,
-r----e- Arkansasto ,,watchfor fairies
"ride
likeTinker-belle"
and
thelight,'.
we sat in the brushneara rilroad track until ye saw a light
approaching
fromtheEastem
skv.
il*ld-b;;riiiir'E'ii,Jiighr'
asr
lin retrospect
-,p-!'.r-mdtt''
wasled.to believe,-.trut
t recfit my personalities
being
deriberately
switchedand a-helicopterlanding-in a nearuy'.i*ri;;"
c;;-;?
i;;i;;A
approximarely
20f'-a0f poundsdr cocarni-itjomthe ian ti-rr"d-ariu"n, and
stackedit in the helicopter. we were then tlown t" ; ;;l
appearedto be no more than a dark, fenced-in.iering-*rr"re^ioi'uiirport nat
row of
106
n:H'*+$1;,,:t*i-,i**{i
jffi ru
n, Cap'n
he sfaps
ould nbt
ntinued.
Yankee
hotel. Thr
driv
. ^X"#;+"fi.*i;#lf
c
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"senator
today."
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lked as
nments
.
heme)
es are
Uncle
under
only
rding
"ffiffiffi#ryr
tr"?Jffitsp";r
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Clinton r
I crypti<
proceed. ,,\
.
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o*'
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Johnsron
saida ritrre(senator)
nyrotorarrimI
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i *#ler"ro:1Xffin
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was
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illed
Iand
due
,
+
Jesuithandsignals
tre triggeieoTri,,it#iiuung shndard
andcrypt
ano accessed
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es
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mulfiple person
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tnterdimensiona
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"Are you talking about(music).equ-ip.ment
or the kind
Houston intemrpted,
center)?"
training
(Alabima's
mind-control
NASA
in Huntivilli:
tfr.n'y9eot
"'-"nirfi;;
',But it was Huntsville that launched her to the
,Jpii"a.
i'r-oi"}
that. _Byrd took 1 lot-of pride ir.rBarbara'
wide
after
openai
The
doors
stars.
l"A-1," Ooo', iilf kept opening. With iny baby's t^F.nl -q the Byrd's
influenceon her mind and career' therewas no way we coulo lose'.'
handler in 1980, Byrd's
When Houston Uecarne-myaipointed mind-coirtrol
"enterlainment" career. His travels
mind boosttil Hbusbn's
innuince il;t
had expanded io accommodatecovert drug and money laundering operations
throughoutthe canbbean'
acrossihe U.S., in Mexico, in Canada,and "no
show" m-oney,but I was never
Houston had, and has, a great deal of
means of control I endured, as
more
was
one
o"triit"O--""oss to it. Pilveiy
not afforded the freedoms that having money allows.
;ii"fi*"."
i.:;;]ik"
Wf,"" i *"r ivorking three menial jobs during college, all of my moneJ_was
ntln ftorn me bv m-y putents. All"money eamea by Cox's cocaine and body
u.sdependenton
iuur ieinvested in the coven and drugs, leaving
,"rd";r";;i"r
"earn"_ev-erypenny I
to
I
[ad
Houston,
With
U^i" n.""rsities.
5h#d; fd;;i
"eamlng my
over and over again,_whlchmade
sDenton groceriesand necessities
f"ro; i O-.fiU"iii"tv impossiblecycle. This kepime financially-dependentand
iUiiiii t" escipe,evenif I liad knownenoughto attemptit.
i;"h;il4;"rA*l
-*-ii4t
il"t" proiective'maternalinstinctsas a mother may have.been
-brothersacand
attemptsto pr.olecimy
centuiteddue io ry pirt unsuccessful
safe
that
Kelly
keep
toneid
desp6rate
was_m.y
It
iiit..t).
(I
had
twb
";*
;iri;;;
'ngnt or flighf i whehI wastransferredto Houston. I
lidr" tii"to ttr- point of
"fightl' but my newmaternal
instinctscompelled
-i my ability-to
t "a toneaeolosi
Houstonandher
from
myself
Kelly-.and
savg
to"
I
6outa
ar
aia
me*;;"fiGii;.
lul"-in pi6:""t Monarch. SinceI had no a5ility to-reason99,y1f-amnesic, I
"fi.d; to ty parents'new housein affluentGrandHaven,Mighlean-'I had no
of what r *as runningrror or to. I arrivedwith my baby.daughterin
conceDt
-Wittrin out backs,and what few donatedbelongingsI
ri'" .'"tr.'tfi"'tatGrJ.tottt"s"on
and followed
a few-days,nJYParents-received
ii""aidii"lrli=f--Glly.
SinaioiSv.A's instruitions,and turnedme bactiover to Houston--who,in turn,
sentmebackto Louisianafor furtherconditioning.
After three ror" *onthr of intense,nonstof-torturesby Cox, I could not
andbaielykneiv my own name..I hadno idea
think to follow maternat-insiincts
iio* ofOi*us, whereiwis, how long I hadbeenth6re,andwhathadhappened
io X"ifv Outitigthat time.' Kelly's-own testimonyand gllnent programmed
Identity Disorder.reflectsthe
*f"ioit"i"tuA'Multipie Fersonality/nissociative
trauira sheenduredduring
torturous
and
ffin';#i;;-t"phiitica-t&-conaitioning
when I wasreturned
were
separated..
we
tha"t
times
"ntuing
this and numerous
to Houstonas orctresiriieOby Byrd, my braiir containeda seriesof new
andled.
readyto be programmed
comDartments
-""1';6;i"
beganat_oncg,and Houston
bef,aviorprogramming
minAicontrol'
.nrurfi ittui f was taLin to my appoinieOdestiiationsunder the-guise of his
i*uJfr in the "ountry musi'! iir-Oustry. In the early 1980s, my base
uJ rott-C"titpbell -Kentuckv:bJY S' Armv Lt'
piog*rrnini'*uilntiilJ
Aquino holdi a TOP SECITETclearancein the
equino.
botlonetVtiihael
Division(PsyOps).. He
;;i;;;; itrtertigence'ngincy's-i'sycholo-gical_Warfare
salanpTempleof
inspired
Himler
of"the
]outia"t
tfr'"
[f*-N-l,
is i orofessed
at
thePresidioDay
a6use
sexual
and
ritg.4
chitd
wirh
Sd';;;;;bil;h-ga
b31" in S- ntancisco,-Catifornia.But like my fatherandCox, Aquinoremains
110
-
s
I[
E
!
!
r
r
f
E
r
I
'am"r
4. -l"tu' while he continuesto traumatizeand program CIA destined
yung mindsin a qu_gst
to reportedly
-iqdi.iil6;;
createthe "supirio? race; of project
Monarch
Mind-contrbiled
sravei.
*,"t*eqlii"Ji"id not adhere
o his orofoundlvorgfessedGurt "ufJr'rtrtron any more
'Eahniipowern
than I did. His
i"* il-rh;]-;;
;fi'il"r.varidtiorx
or
tilir vortagestun
s*,' wfichheuq
&"ti;*d "A"itism@lood
n:"
f,g"gl]ili,,Gh
tralP.+ a trauma
base,hii
prolramming
ias high
-Het"r, iiJl"rean,,--not
nuddled
in a Droverbial
ytj:!::l br;t ;i Enorance. quicttydispelred
the
co1.in-ftuence,.and
bgs3lnrocgmming
-mi".coioing-toiilirr'siecifications
siai
stic'"i,"ou".t
cie'arug'i,uii
ie5r*r.'iii,
J fioT.r]illulllt:#*'rT*t
During
r
I
3
3
1
I
tB
F
I
|
thethreemonthsI wasbackwith C_ox,a muscrein my
uppervaginal
*all wascut anddropped preparaiio"}& i"i,rtd;'iolh'liu.i""
a hideous
witch'sface' for Seiitor {
plruersion. Aquino provided the ancient
_nyio;i
inshuctions
on how to mutilate,6;;;-i;uston
used silver nitrate and hot
exactoknivesto carvethe details of ttt" r"* without any
form of anesthesia.
By flexingthemusclepowlwar.d,*,"ia""lioiil;';"i#,nyiugin".
Not
thissurgery
giveBvrda vagini-suit+
l" *;il;";'i#rdeveroped
:I-{-dig
rcuriosity"
pems'
rt alsoprovided.
an equitabre
to btdispi;t"d;;
and over
rg"l in.bothcommercial
andnon-"orrii"i"i pornography
andprostitution.
on thel98l anniversary
of rohnF. x"n*oy'r assassination,
I wasforcedto
.'r.oyl Alex Houstonfo; app_ear^an;;;il;. Earlier rhar month when I had
beenrakento washington,p.'c. r- p.ortiiution purpoi.r,
that I woutdactuailf be "marryingr r'ir-*h.,il'Eiaca'"d iiiiJ'inlo.n.,ed me
vows,, to
Houston.
"It is
a covenant
"It
bglw-e€n
the two of us," Byrd-hadsaid.
is me that you
will honorandobev'til deathgo
i," ,, pick up
u o:n.t'Byiqlffit"fi"ti
n1ywgdpinpdressirom.a
ryarby l.b. itore" Throughoutrhe years,Houston
oftenjoked aboutthe
,lglrfrcan'ce9{ my.washingd;; D:il-r,i.iling dress__
which was depictedin.
Rornoerarhicihotos and a commercial video to
'commemorate
bur weddin'g
nig6];;"-"-'"""
,,best
AIex Houston's
iranl" Jimmy Walker,
was ajso a photographerfor
,Iarry _Flynt'ssexuallygraphii: corrlrciat
tl'tf
wi,el,i'iiisridl#tn-eie,e*onyif
-me
i.iiir,"?fr
lr"-.fi iitrJi^;{,TJl#,
he..presented with a i'*eaa-in'g;ifF:_; rose
patternedcrysralcrucifix
"our"*Edding;,
deliberatelv
desisned
to anchor
il;y'c;;hlii[rvlii#"
instlred
beliefs.rne_Ulry
1411ntr"t"{A;pi&il."r" rn .myweddingdresswith the
crystalcrucirrxto'"commemorate
our w;ddingnrght,"
lock-in
'*"t"was standard
mind-controlled
slavesr tnii *fio
ioi"*i-6 ",narry;
3;tffiffi,jr"iall
(Macl:ughlin), of United Talent and
. Houston'sbooking agent, Reggie.Mac
"rf.air,uilG,'-f!nn"rGr,
laterof MacFadden
igEncy p
tio u"r"-uLnng cIA
countrymusii acti into liy iocitiiis to aid the execution
iryolu"o
of coverr
government
operations..
For exampie,
Houston,s
"""triloquiii-ii "Alexand
Elemer"would be sctredufed
t".-rgk;;l"lat a countyor statefair near
Washington,.
D_.C-.,
w[ere
I would'Ui-pi"t"O_.upby
.car or helicopterand
escorted
to thewhite Houseor ttre.lentafon.-rt,i "niuN!
;ivi;;;;ould
be
compartmentalized
in my.memoryin a minner ttat cuurerr',ni-ioEliieve r naa
simply.been
travelingin the country
i,6*k
" musicindusrry;;;;;;
ho,n",,
wouldbe suspecrof my
d;td';xample
would be that Houston
"entertiained"
_absence.
at Byrd,s'Wert nirgi"i"-s-[G H;;;"ry
gave a
;;;";ffi
111
f
t
t
I
legitimate appearanceto my presence there, when in fact I was being prostituted
to the SenatorI had "married."
During the early '80s, Reggie Maclaughlin primarily booked Houston into
areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I
was first subjected to Aquino's tortures and programming in Fort Campbell,
Kentucky; Fort McClellen in Anniston, Alabama; and most frequently, at
Redstone Arsenal and Marshall Space Flight Center in Huntsville, Alabama.
Military mind-control was fast, effective, and highly technological, but it was
the NASA programming that launched me as a "Presidential Model". Even
though Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA
installations, he had access to the latest technological advancements and
techniquesthrough NASA. These included mind foolers such as sensorydeprivation tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the age of
two, Kelly had already been subjectedto Aquino and his programming through
theselatest technological advancements,which shatteredher fragile young mind
before her basepersonality had a chanceto form. Rather than use occultism on
Kelly, Aquino traumatized her through sexual assaultand high voltage tortures
of the mind and body. She, like I, to this day carries numerous scars from this
"non satanic"
abusebase. i know, from yeirs of research, NASA technology
and Aquino's programming, combined with the Project Monarch standardsleep,
food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of state of
the. art .genetically multigenerational MPD/DID psychological mind-control
englneenng.
In 1981, Byrd personally joined Aquino in Huntsville, Alabama during one
of our programming sessions. NASA cooperatedfully with Byrd on any and
everything, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee that
determined how much and/or whether NASA received government funding. I
lay naked on the cold metal table, tranced and photographically recording every
word and detail of my programming and every word that Byrd and Aquino not
so privately discussed. Byrd was providing Aquino with specific details of
certain perversions he wanted me equipped to fulfill or perform. Additionally,
they talked about scrambling my immediate memory with two private porn frlms
they were arranging to have produced locally. These were tttleA How To Divide
a Personality and How To Create a Sex Slave. These films are the kind NASA
became involved in producing for the d'ual purpose of "scrambling" memory
and ciocumenting their mind-control procedures. The resident Huntsville,
Alabama pornographers were two local cops, one of which was (and is) a
Sergeant.sThis servedNASA and the CIA well when cover-up was necessary.
The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the common "spin" programming, which in essenceis the combination to unlocking or accessing a
specific programmed act. For example, the compartmentof the mind that holds
memory of incest is stimulated to open when the original abuse is eminent.
Seeing my father's penis would ntrigger" a specific response, supposedly
opening the neuron pathways of my brain to allow the part of my brain that
dealt with his actions before to deal with them again. With "spinn
programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced with a
combination of specific verbal commands and a specific number of physical
spins so that anyone with the "combination" could accessthat particular part of
my brain. The part of my mind containing "knowledge" of the original abuse
by my father learned to "likeu painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd wanted me
programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream and
t12
to my presence there, when in fact I was being prostituted
Jegitim3te appglanpg"married."
to the SenatorI had
Dulng the early _'80s,Reggie Maclaughlin primarily booked Houston into
areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I
yas fir.st stjecte-d_to_Aquino'siortures and pr6gri'mming in Fort Cimpbell,
and-most frequentfy, al
{eltucky;.Fort lv{cCle_llen.in--A_nniston,,Alabama;
RedstoneArsenal and Marshall Space Flight center in Huntsville,'Alabama.
Military^mind-control .was_fast,efl'ective, and highly technologicar,'but it was
the NASA programming that launched me as a-"piesidential-Model". Even
lhoug.h. Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA
inslallations, he had access to t[e latest- technological advincements and
techniquesthrough NASA. These included mind foole.-rssuch as sensorydeprivation_tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the agti of
two, Kelly had already been subjectedto Aquino and his programriing thr-ough
theselatest.technological_
advancements,which shatteredh-erfragile yo*ungmiid
before her basepersonality had a chanceto form. Rather than rise occultTsmon
Kglly, A.quino traumatiTf her through-sexualassaultand high voltage tortures
of the mind and body. she, like I, to this day cames numerousscarsfrom this
"non
satanic" abuse base. i kno.ry, flom ye,irs of research, NASA technology
andAquino's programming, coqrli.ngd with the project tvton'archstandardslee!,
food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of state bi
the . art genetically multigenerational MPD/DID psychirlogicai mind-control
englneenng.
joined_Aquinoin Huntsville, Alabamaduring one
. In 1981, Byrd.personally
oI our. programming sessions. ryASA cooperated fully with Byrd on any and
elerything,, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations iommittee' that
determined how much and/or whether NASA reCeiv-edgovernment funding. I
lay naked on the cold metal table,.tranced and photograpihicallyrecording every
word.and detai.lof my programming and every word-that Byri and eqiino ncit
so privately discussed. Byrd was providing- Aquino with- specific dietails of
cgrtain..peryepionshe yTrd ms equip-pedto fulfill olperforin. Additionally,
they talked about scrambling my immediate memory witli two private porn filrii
they were arranging to have produced locally. Thele were tttlid How'To Divide
a Personaliry and How To create a sex slaie. These films are the kind NASA
bu?q" involved in- producing for the dual purpose of ,'scrambling,'
memory
-Huntsville,
and- documenting their mind-control procedures. The resident
Alabama pornographeq_wgre tw_olocal cops, one of which was (and is) i
sergeant.s This servedNASA and the cIA well when cover-uDwas necessarv.
The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the conimon "spin,, lirogramming, which in essenceis the combination to unlocking or a&essirig a
specific prggrammed act. For example, the compartmentof th6 mind that ho-lds
when the original abuse is eminent.
TeTory of incest is stimulated to bpen
seeing {y father's penis would '4gg..r" a specific response, supposedly
gpening the neuron pathways of my brain !o allow the -again.
part of my b'rain thdt
dealt with his actions before to deal with them
Wittr "spin"
programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced wiiil a
combination of specifrc verbal commanris and a specinc numb-erof physical
spins so that anyone with the "combination" could a?cessthat particular pirt of
containing "knowledge" of the original
abuse
.rny bratl.. The part.of my._mind
-wanted
by my father learned to 'like" painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd
me
programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream and
LL2
me, or if he wanted me to become sexually aroused and
cry when he whipped
"beg" for more. -After programming, when I met with Byrd, I would odance"
like a music box dancei, twirling round and round until Byrd's fiddle music
stopped. My mind precisely calculaled how many revolutions I had made
wtr'eitrer I wai capable of conicious counting or not (huch like a normal person
wakes up at a particular time without an alarm clock), and the desired results
were produced as accessed.
T[is is but one simplifred example of sex programming, and I was
pro$rammed for more than sex. But this particular incident of programming at
ihe U.S. Army Redstone Arsenal would change my existence entirely and set
the stage for my role in covert government black, budget-type operations as a
"PresidentialModel".
Seeing and/or knowing that Kelly was being tortured and programmed
proved
to be a detriment to my own mind-control programming,,such that the
-common
"cross-programming" of mother and daughter was rarely viable. In
the fall of 1982, Houston was scheduledto perform at the State Fair in Senator
Byrd's home state of West Virginia. Byrd arrived at our hotel with Lt. Col.
Aquino, who took Kelly with f,im, supfosedly for programming pulposes. I
wat left alone in the h<itel room with Byrd, whose KKK affiliation fueled his
rage over my having been recently prostituted to black entertainer and CIA
ofrrative Chirtie Pride. Althougtr i nla had no control over the situation to begin with, Byrd expended his fury on me rather than on Houston who was
iltimatety reiponsi6le for the incident. He took out his whip and began beating
me as he,had so many times before. Only this time it seemedto last forever.
me when Aquino returned with my tranced and
Byrd was still whipping
-I
regained consciousnessenough to pull myself up gff
trauniatized daughter.
the floor when-I heard Kelly's hysterical cries. Byrd ordered me to the
bathroom for a cold shower to stop the bleeding. My body could not carry out
his orders, and I collapsed again in the bathroom, smearing blood all over the
floor. Kelly's cries again revived me, and I crawled to the door to frnd. Byrd
sexually assaultingher and Aquino disrobing to join- them. One_small window
in the bathroom appearedto be a possible means of escapeto obtain help, but
Bvrd caueht
-bv me and knocked me to the floor. The whole bathroom was smeared
in'Utooa
the time he threw me into the shower and turned the cold water on
to slow the bleeding.
Iater that afternoon, Kelly and I stood hand in hand in the afternoon sun at
the State Fair where Senator Byrd was about to make a speech to his
constituents. My blouse stuck to my freshly whipped skin as Byrd walked onto
the stage, and the crowd cheered. Although Byrd periodically se_xualiygbused
Kelly ihroughout her Project Monarch victimization, the horrific incident in
Wesi Virginla was the last time I was able to instinctively think to respond at
all. Aquino's mind-control programming further insured it, as did Eyrd's
accessto high tech mind-control equipment via West Virginia's Jesuit College,
"Head Friar".c
where he claimed the role of
Kelly- has reported enduring much sexual abuseby both Byrd and Aquino.
Aquino apparently incorporated sexual abuse with his mind-control
programming and sex training of her, and shared more such events with_Byrd.
It was also my experiencethat Byrd's sexualpewersions were heightenedwhen
Aquino shared in the assault. Traumatic events such as this one in West
Virginia reinforced my own programming through conditioning, and further
locked me in to Byrd's seemingly inescapablecontrol.
113
The majority of my programming, as well as a large part of Kelly's, was
again Oz theme based. This meansthe combination of codes, keys and triggers
to access me were relaled to L. Frank Baum's story, The Wizard Of Oz.
Whether or not it was Baum's intention (or for that matter Walt Disnev's. Lewis
Carroll's, etc.), it is evident that his psychologically intense story was used for
manipulating minds. Much of Thc Wiznrd Of Oz lends itself to themes
commonly used by perpetrators. For example, nearly dl MPD/DIDs have
suffered the loss of p9t9 during ritualized torture. And all of Baum's primary
characterDorothy's nightmarish experiences"over the rainbow in Oz" stemmeil
from her desire to risk her own life to protect her threatened pet. Abusers use
this lesson to condition the victim to drop all resistanceand cooperate or "I'll
get you, my pretty, and your little dog (or child) too." The "over the rainbow"
scrambleof dreamsvs. reality provides abusersa theme by which to manipulate
an MPD's subconsciousperception of switching personalities. Oftentimes this
theme is transdimensionalas is Oz, or that which was just experiencedwas "just
a bad dream" like Dorothy was told upon her awakening in her own bed back in
Kansas.
CIA cryptic language is manipulation of the English language such that
words have a double meaning (aka 'double binds' in mental health
terminology.) It works much the way as communication through "inside jokes",
among people familiar with each other. Perhaps this is a reason for the
government's use of professional comedians as slave handlers. Since mindcontrolled slaves' minds function consciously through their subconscious,which
has no way of discerning fantasy from reality or intended meaning from literal
meaning, cryptic dual level languageis especially effective. Many CIA covert
operations I was involved in occurred in public. Anyone who overheard the
conversationwould have discerned somethingvery different from what actually
"trance-spired".
For example, one of my Washington, D.C. Secret Service
escorts linked arms with me like Dorothy did with her companions
when
^to
walking the Yellow Brick Road. This would have appeared
be normal
"stay
behavior, or even romantic, to outsiders. But to me it was a signal to
the
course" (Bush's quote) and follow directions. Arm in arm we walked through
the crowded Air and Space Museum of the Smithsonian to the nearby NASA
headquarters. There he read the "Seryice Entrance" sign on the door
accentuatingsyllables ever so slightly so that I heard him cryptically command,
" Serve-us,En-Trance"
.
I Jimy Dean is knowledgeableof, and a willing particip8nt in, crimiml covert activity including the uw of
mind*ontrclled slaves.
' "Marching to Misrcuri' is a Momon barcd belief that inrerfacedwith the CIA's faction of the country music
industry being tmnsfered to Bnnon, Misrcuri in the mid 1980e.
3 l2o,ooG"olt stun guns leave two indentedprod rurks or moleetwo incheeapan, while the cylindrical stun gun
u*d prirurily in the vagim and rcctum leaves prod mrks/moles 314 of an inch !p8rt. A l@k into tnsh-magazine
publisher hrry
Flint'g ,Ilrctlcr will show prod mrks on the mind*ontrclled slaveshe photogophs, particularly on rhe
thrcat, near the lips, and on the back.
4 The 'witch's face' has alrc been rcfered to !s that of a baphometand Jesuit monk.
5 I photo identified the Serg*nt and his
Qailer)ofticer in 1990, and Mark's and my lives werc thrcarenedlhrcugh
lhen-Dietrict Attomey, now U.S. Reprcsntrtivc, Bud Cnmer @. Huntsville, Alabam) of lhe Congrcssional
Pemnent IntelligenceCommittee Es a rcsult of this rcvelation!
6 To a liteml mind-contrclled MPD/DID slave, the tem "Head Friar'equaler to "he8d frier," meaning high
voltsSe to lhe bnin,
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CHAPTER7
EHARM-SCHOOL
After Aquino instilled my base sex programming, I was often taken by
Houstonto Youngstown, Ohio to attend the sex slave training camp hell hole
refenedto as "Charm School". Houston often performed in the Youngstown
area at county fairs, Fraternal Order of Police shows, or any little country
musicentertainmentgigs that would bring us in the proximity of the dreaded
CharmSchool. On &casion, Kelly would go through the torture process with
me. But usually Houston delivered me to the door for trainilg with other CIA
andMafia slav6smy age, and then left taking Kelly with him. When Charm
School was in session, there were several gids being tortured and trained at
once. I have seenand known numerous girls to go through Charm School, but,
understandably,few are reported to have survived or recovered their minds
enoughto talk about it.
C-harmSchool was reportedly operated by an identified member of the
Mellon Banking family @yrd's Endowment for the Arts' largest contributor).
"Governor" from th6 movie My Fqir
The operatortfrt tfre"ninie and role of
Iady,-in an attemptto confuse my torturous reality with movie fantasy,. In the
movie, Governor is the cockney title given the professor who transformed a
Additionally,
female street urchin into a functioning high society lady.
Mellon'suseof the title, Governor, was intended to create scramble for the real
Govemorwho frequentedthe school as though it were only a whore house. I
am referring to then Governor of Pennsylvania (and later U.S. Attorney
General,now secretaryfor the United Nations) Dick Thornburgh.' Aquino provided some of the piogramming at Charm School and everyone I knew in
government
operationswas at least aware of it. Then Youngstown Qleriff, n9y
Jim Traficant, was usually present. He capitalized on his
U.S. Representative
"Lurch" by slowly opening the door and saying,
ability to portray himself as
"Walk
this way''. To a literal slave in training, this means walk like he is
walking-like Lurch, Egor, a street whore, Scatecrow, and so on.
Oncethe door closed behind me, Charm School meant I would be charmed,
mesmerized(hypnotized), and programmed to be a high class prostitute for
selectpoliticians. I did learn their way to walk. I learned when to talk, how to
dress,how to sit, stand, and all the rest. Table mannerswere not taught as they
were not needed since slaves endured food and water deprivation when
working. Above all, we were taught how to gratify any sexual perversion. Just
as Traficantopenedthe door to Charm School for slaves, he oftentimes.wasthe
one to "test" their newly learned sexual skills to determine when or if slaves
could leave.
A typical three-day course at Charm School included the usual factors of
sleep,food, and wati deprivation; trauma; high voltage; and programming.
"designer"
Often times experimental or tried and proven CIA manufactured
produced
wave
activity
to
brain
specific
drugs were administered which
maximize and/or compartmentalize programs. I usually spent the first day
hanging in the dungeon. Charm School is housed in an identified stone
historicalrailroad barron's former residence. and the basement was in fact a
wine cellar dungeon. It was dark, damp, and musty and was decorated in
classictorture chamberfashion. It was complete with various hanging chains, a
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stretching_rack,whips, and altars including one specially designedfor bestiality
sex. As I hung by my wrists, I could hear and-smell-the aiimals in the neit
cells--a black Nubian goat called Satan, a small donkey named Nester,
sometimesa small white_pony referred to as Trigger, and virious dogs, cats,
snakes,and gthers. All Charm School animals were trained to sexually-respond
-who
to the smell of urine.
Whel someone, such as Dick Thornbdrgh
particularly _eljoyed this kind of kink, entered my cell and urinated o-n me, I
knew I would soon be released from my chains and led to the animal altar for
bestiality lessons, pornography, o-r to please a perverse onlooker. I was hung
by.Ty ankles, sqeqche4on a rack, burned, and tortured repeatedly. My feet
and hands were chained to a wall for what was termed "off thlewall sex." i was
taught "Silence" in Oz fa-shionsince screamingdid not produce results anyway
urtless they lvanted it for pornography. This was implemented with air
electronic canine bark collar normally used to train a dog nol to bark.
_ _I wqs repeatedly filmed pornographically, and always taken upstairs to the
"Master's
Chambers" for prostitution to participanfs, including the real
"Govemor" of
Charm School, then Pennsylvania Gbvernor Dick Tlornburgh,
CongressmanJim Traficant,, LJ. Col. Michael Aquino, and others. When Kelly
was with me, she endured the same and we were forced to see each other
physically tortured as further psychological trauma. This was to ensure I could
never remember the who, what, when, or where of our bizarre enslavement.
This is what is sometimesreferred to as cross-programming.
In spite of the deliberately created amnesic blocks, I developed a subconscious sympathetic understanding for other Charm School slaves that
extendedoutside the walls of this man-madehell. This understandingemanated
from the depths of my being, creating a compassion for other mlnd-control
victims that compels_
me to give voice to their silent pleas for help to this day.
I became close friends with one such victim, who must remain anonymous
in order to survive to eventually recover. This beautiful blonde and'I had
numerous opportunities to be together throughout the years, as Houston's
government sponsored travels routinely took him into her home state of
Pennsylvaniawhile Dick Thornburgh was Governor.
My friend and I were photographedtogether for hrry Flynt's commercial
pomography publications, and featured in the illicit frlms th-at contributed to
funding CIA covert operations. In addition to this, she and I were able to spend
two weeks together when her husband/handlertraveled to Houston's farm in
Tennesseefor instructions on handling his new "bride".
I was "made of honor" for my friend's "wedding," which was no more a
ryarriagg than mine to Houston. As was customary with Project Monarch
slaves, her marriage to her handler equated to marriage to her- mind-control
owner, U.S. SenatorArlen Spector.
"wedding"
I was forced to participate in was for pomography purposes
- The
only, and it took place in Arlen Spector's Conneaut Lakb-hbus-e in
Pennsylvania.
Spector's stone house was located in a wooded, remote setting and was
masculinein decor. Side rooms were either designatedfor perversesEx or were
fumished with antiquated NASA virtual reality-and programming equipment.
Th9 mysty smell of Spector's playhousewas ovbrpoweledby the scenfof roses,
which he symbolically presentedto his slave on their "wedding" day.
My friend's "wedding" photos included Catholic themes-,anci the crucifrx
featured was rose cut crystal similar to the one I received from Byrd.
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ilcn sraverunner,Kds Kristdrerson,4
*riom'iiaa kng*,1 sincerg7g,,my
tnilltY programmed for
Opry "u"nti--'i,rfron circuited,,.
mshncessuch as ttris.
Uhaer
^1,^1j1iiptJ'iuiiirout",i.oq*rnring would have
rcrsgnStities
autogenrcaly,
!$,
whereas I I
)pnerson
s:lwmeasI backedfurtheir,u;t*een
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"what are you doing in there, little lady?" Kristopherson asked. "The
wants to seeYou."
Colonel
-"What ar9 you doing in
eouino had walkid over and sarcastically asked,
tftor"lnu.ni"" *irest That could very well 5e a shocking 91q9rier1cefor.you."
All exoerienceswith Aquino or Kristopherson resulted in-hlgh vg.llageelectnc
;fu-il'ffi;;;,
humanlife.s Aquino
neitherriaoaly regqd.for
*a ippriintly
-to
"had
no where to run' no
reinforcehis belief that I
usedthe oDDortuniti "power"--his
stungun.
to hide' frornhis
where
-Wf,if.
and Aquino
i untangledfiyself from thel wires, Kri.stopherson
continuedtheir banterat niy expense.Kristopheison!91.dup.his key qng atlq
iinsled it. catching'nV uitaiuiOe6attentionas conditioned,while he told
'eq"uino,';Vou;t"
g"onndneedthe Keys to the Kingdom to work with this one
rieht
""';i;;;here."
to the Kingdom," of course, referred to py previously instilled
peisonalities- Since
Catholi'cprogrammedmnt tli"rt.il-"lnnir-o-irfrJnsional"
time, Kristopherson
at
the
program-mer
p.fi"ry
mind-control
ri
ffi
fdil
instilledin childhoodvia the
*ii inforring'Aquino'of programspr^wi-ousty
;Ri1eto RemfinSilent". ny jii'gling tireteys, he wasdemonstrating
his control
Aquino.
on
edge
his momentaD/
over
- -;i meand
"She'smine
sayingas hejingledthe keys.
noi 'em." Kristopheiton-*as
sent.me"'
-Events
untesi"yluwarinaplayball. nesides,you-have.to.TheByid
,,I,ie beene*p'ecting
laterthat-night
you," Aquindsaidwith a smile.
proveditrat lquino naf'U#n suiplied the keys !o qy-previously.established
i"i,iii U.iJ pi6grim-ing, which'h'eandByrd usedandalleredto suit their own
perversions.
'-"S;iJ;onitored
"progress,"and often torturedme
all of my programming
"He
off, to
pickrjitrip.where.mymotherlgft ''There
*itfr iris ;hil;Apoctetf<nifti.
said,
He
developed.
iiradverteritly
have
might
I
tetf-est""m
unv
Aeitrov
you-toturn b|causeif you could think to talk no one would ever
ir-"""jf*Jf*
He often threatened
Uifiini I wouldhaveanythingto do with thelikes of you.""Th,e
ltrst Presidential
all,
after
b"caut",
n'" ifrutf wasconsider&--;ai!po*Uf""
M"d;i;tytarityn Monroe,waitcilled right in front of the public eye and no one
knewwhathappened."
as I could no longer think to
Bvrd's thrbits and cruelty were unnecessary
and would often droneon
talk
himseli
hear
to
loved
he
but
ir;lt;vwiv,
r""k
while I was
recitations,.
long-winded
;i' in ttis infamous
;;-;';,i
pfi"t"!*pfri""tly recording every word-he said. He detailed the inner
bperatiotiatstnictureof tn"e*ortd dominationeffort, including psych-ological
*d explainedhow he had and would utilize his-"expert"
i,'"tlili J*ti*;i,
manipulateit and the so-calledU.S. Justice
kt";ru;;i'iii'A*tinition_to
"and
lips providedme yet anothermeansof s-urviving
rore. His loose
Suit"nr.
"the game"onceKeliy andI wererescuedfrom our
" rt"p "tl"aa of
iii"itiii.i
existence. "justifications".for
mind-controlled
criminalactivityto,measwell'
his
Byrd revealed
Senator
knew I wasincapableof input
he
though
even
boaid
He usedme as a sounding
"The only way we can
with his motto
oi'."rponr". He rehearsidin keeping
"
fail. is-to fail to think of an excuse.
'*-'B;J'6;tin.A;;
rina-control atrocitiesasa meansof thrustingmankindinto
"""ording to the Neo-Nazi principles to which he
u..#of"d-"uoiution,
;iustifri:A; manipiltatingmqnkild's-te1tgionto bring about the
"OiritJ.--rfl
"world p.i."" th-roughthe "only-meansavailable"--total
piipiti,ii.A-Uiblical
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blackielicopters patrolling the area would. And if all else failed, the "Eye in
lh" $ky" would locate him or her, and a torturous death was suppoiedly
rmmlnent.
deprogrammer and primary advocats Mark
_-.According to my abusers, my"THE
Phillips and I have embarked on
Most Dangerous Game" through efforts
such as releasing this book and turning a spoflight on the Shadow Government
to reveal its members' identities and their crimes asainst humanitv. Mark
Plrlllips and I are determined to beat them at their ow-n "game" by
- aiming the
"95o/o"with
the truth that perpetrators"don't want them to-know!"
I
Di"k Tho-brrrgh
possession.
2
Pl.r""
is listed in Houston's CIA memo book which is now in my (and others')
note that, while still SheriffofYoungstown,
subsequently indicted
for federal racketeering,
Ohio, Traficant was investigated and
drug distribution,
and Mafia
connections.
However, he was acquitted through careful CIA jury mqnipulation ard he went on to become the
U.S. Representative he is to this date.
3
Oo"" g"ioiog 'eyes to see and ears to hear,' this "you can nrn, but you can't hide' theme
is so widely used it is visible from Hallmark greeting cards to Interstate overpasses to the lock-in
song by the rock group, Police's 'I'll Be Walching You'.
4
e good friend of mins efte remains a victim to date was 'nsrried" to Kristopherson on
the night she wed her mind-control handler-much the way I had "married' Byrd when I wed
Houston. The crucifix used in her IJrry Flynt 'wedding night' pom photos was mirrored
rather than crystal.
5
Kri.toph".*o
nearly strangled me to death with his penis, which had further sexually
excited him, late in the summer of 1987 during another incident related to Byrd,
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CHAPTER 8
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I no longe_r
had any mind of my own. I was absolutely void of free will and
ryS.now lotally robotic. So was Kelly. We wore our Charm School smile at
le
all times, and dld exactly what we wAre told to do. The only characteristic
noticeablyout of -Outsiders
place was Kell
programmedvocabulary
and mannerisms.
traveling within the country
public imase was a programmed
musicindustry.
music
industry. Mv
My public
personality that always
;rammed
"air-head"
smiled, lookeit and taiteO tite tf,e proverdial-"air-hean blonde that kept
- out-
)
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t
I
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I
sidersaway by socializingonly wittrin my controlled environment. This
lifestyleappeared
quite-normalfor my role as Houston'smuchyounger,'wife,'
rn mecountrymuslclndustry.
Whenwi: were not trdveling, I began each day at 4:00 A.M. with a
minimumof 2 hours aerobicexeicise. Afterward, I iended farm animalsand
d_id_-other
chores,then cookedHoustona large country breakfastwhich neither
Kelly or I werepermittedto share. Houstonwould then order me to work to
exhaustion
on his 100-acrefarm while he watched. Thesechoresincluded
hauling,stackilg, and feedingout hundredsof balesof hay to our livestock
eacf year; maintainingmiles of electricfencing;cutting acrbsof grasswith a
pushmoweran_average
of twiceweekly;bustingconcretewith a sledgehammer
andmixrng_
andpouing new cement;diggingby handand main0aining
a two
ggqgn for ca4n!ng;cutting, hauling,and stackingfirewoodfor
acrevegetable
Houston,his neighbors,and friends; shovelingpick-up truck Ioadsof creek
gravelto fill in enormouspotholesin the gravel roCd leading to 11 rural
residences
includingJack Greene's;and anythlngelse Houstondould think of
thatwouldwear me down. Houston'sexhaustive,slave-drivingwork orders
mademy father'sseembenevolentin comparison. The "best"-of days were
rough.
'like a bird--@yrd),'following Byrd's
ordersof 300 caloriesper day-. .I ate
*iJh.no-s.ygar
or caffeine. IvIy metabolismwaslow. I was trainedto-compirte
calorieslike a machine,eatingmorelike a rabbitthana "bird". I had to count
everycalorie,from a simpletasteof what I had to cook for Houstonto semen.
Houstonensuredthat Kelly and I nevergot more than two consecutivehours of
sleepper night. He accomplished
this throughautomaticmental"alarmclocks"
thatwokeus up at two- hour intervals-Kelly with asthma,and me with panic.
Thesetacticscrintributed
to Kelly's andmy totalinability to resistmind co'ntrol.
in.the country music indultry was no easierthan existing on
__ Travelin-g
Houston'sfarm in Tenness6e.It certainly-lackedthe glamourthat outsiders
usuallyassociate
with entertainment
industries.CIA covdrtdrug operationshad
permeated
the industry. Entertainerswere used to buy, sell, and distribuie
cocainebr_ougl{into this countryby the U.S. governmentfor the purposeof
funding the Pentagon'sand CIA's Black Budgets. Nashville'i local
government,_frommy perspective,was totally comrpted by these criminal
covertoperations. Cover-up, murder, drugs, and white slavery prevailed.
Entertainers
usuallymadeit big only when they participatedin CIA dperations
and/orwere slavesthemselves.I know of numerousentertainersin needof
rescueanddeprogrammingfrom their mind-controlledexistence,becauseit was
t2l
I
9i:::y:r."0 that voicescould be harmoni
cap[vate
audiencel
rnese entertainers
"il4"i*a"tii.r,-of
programmingas I
the
_have.
permit them to carry
out govemmentoperations same
courseof the-irouu"i:.
in the
CaribbeanLines (NCL)
..._Ig*:giT.
made,
notuo-;l' H.:Yot:1vl."il.iilYpr:::T#"?lrtJ.,T#
"f#l:'"j3
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rike
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and Immigrationiinspectors..
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I
cryptically continued. "And I trade in whatever uncle orders. An order has
!_eenplaced. -You.must follow orders and go to that place. Go to the While
House Inn at_the pie_r. Carry your laundry 5ag (full of cash) with you, and see
the man in blacL. (My cuban contact almost always wore a conspicuousblack
trench coat.) There is a laundermat on the dorik itself. Thdv do all mv
laundering for me, and will be expecting you. watch for the sea-han with th'e:
d_uffelbag. Wh.en you see the military lreen duffel bag, approach the desk.
he says. "I need this.laundered,-bu1
you say,
)l[ep
1Oo not havE-th-e^time,,'
"welcome
to Paradise. I will make sure it is cleaned and deliverei on time.;
"This
Then give him your
has been properly
{uffel .bag-o^f-'laundry' il.9 9ay,
launderedfor, you". Take lhe duffel bag. It will bd light as a feather.^nbturir
to the Inn and enjoy the buffet."
"Do you
like a
Qhanging modes, Buffett unzipped his shorts as he asked,
buffet? I have a Buffett buffet for you now. And it is paradise!,'
I carried out the drug transaciion-as ordered, the whole ordeal lasting a
matter of minutes. A buffet was spreadin the courtyard of the white House Inn
at 4:00 PM just as Buffett said it would be. Buf due to the food and water
deprivation necessaryto maintaining my mind-controlled trance, Houston forbid
me liom carrying out this last part of Buffett's instructions.
Alex Houston Enterprises was another side business that Houston used to
cover for his cIA criminal covert activities. It included the relabelline of G.E.
gapacitorsfgr thg "energy sav-ings".
c_ompanies,
Queen Electric and phise Liner,
he sharedwith his former wife and frrst cIA mind-controlled slave. She was i
catholic processedPuerto Rican blonde beauty. These G.E. capacitor banks
were sold internationally as €nergy saving devices, when in fact iltey provided
one more meansof transporting drugs from the U.S. around the worl!.
It was Houston's G.E. capacitor scam that provided me insight into the
elaborate !gng- ]s_land_d_ocks
drug _network.run-by U.S. Congrelsman Gary
Ackerman (D. NY).' I flrst met Ackerman in l98i when Housi-onwas bookeil
into the woodberry Music Festival with known cIA mind-control victim
Loretta Lyln.' __l,oretta'sroad manqger,-Neo-Nazi pedophile Ken Riley, who
was also Alex Houston's best friend, often assistedHouston in handliir! me.
Riley in turn handed my Charm Sclroof programmed keys, codes, and triggers
to. CongressmanAckerman, who skillfully accessedmy ,lltce Ii WondeVknd
mirror.theme.programmin_g. After snoriing a couplti of lines of coke,'and
he
stepped.into the center of a three way
-inminor where he positioned me
proceededto sexually gratify himself
my throat. Xen Riley, and other
involved membersof Loretta's band, all laughed as Ackerman stumbled around
the room while pulling his pants up from around his ankles and complaining that
he "couldn't stand for sex like that". The term "Ackerman svnbromer was
coined after that in reference to sex that drained a man of hii energy, and
circulated among "those who know" for years.
I
NcL
cruise ships routinely pass through the so-called 'Bernuda
not miss this opportunity
Triangle,'
and Byrd did
to tap into old progran-ing
base installed by senator J. Bennett
Johnston.
2
Wh"o Mark and I turned in detailed information
on this drug drop !o law enforcement,
our lives were endangered to the point that e foreign
subsequently saved our lives through a timely tip-off.
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Intelligence
officer
intervened and
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'Diamond
in the Rough' was a term used to describe an MpD/DID slave actively engaged
in programming via torture conditioning.
4
c.ogr"o-,n
Ackerman's caribbean cocaine and Asian heroin operations have not
hinderedhis position on the Congressional post Office and Civil Service Committe€s,
nor the
Arirn rnd Pacific Affain Commitfsg. It is imporiant to nots that, as a matter
of Congressional
rccord, Ackerman openly opposed compulsory drug tests for all federal employees.
'senetor
Byrd proudly claimed Loretta as his mind-controlled slave and told me, "I
litcnlly nade Loretta what she is today, and she is maid to order'. Loretta's son
and secondary
nind'control hmdler, Emest Ray, told me, 'I know what the Byrd did to my
mother. I can ger
runy with murder.... All I gottr do is call him end I'm free as a bird/Bvrd. ,
r25
CHAPTER9
. Yv mind-controlled existencebecame more compligted qftqr senator Byrd
introduced me to then president Ronald Reaganin tire fal of i-gg2;;t a white
,'Wheriyou
Hg5:,qolidgd,p*y.
meer the Chief, imagine him
_!Vrd totA me,
wlth nrs pants down. He's most comfortableknowing you are imagiiing him
with.iis pants down. He doesn't want formality." F&frer presidinirori had
conditioned me to dread the offrce of president, ana r inecnaniiatty weni
through the motions of meeting Reagan.
_ Reaga! admittedly had seen th{ now To Divide a personalitv and How to
crearc a sex slave videos made.in Huntsville, Alabama. He acteit very pleased
with
.me as though I lrd participated in their willingly. within the'fiist few
mrnutes ot meeting Reagan, he was giving me aiting tips to utilize in
and.pomographylf "When you beciom6your part, your
g:I"llTe.1lqperllions
pertormance lncreases,which in tum increasesyoui ability to d6 youi partl-for
'+s\ not
what your country cql d_ofor ydu, Ask what'you can
IguI_gguntry:
ror your country'--your part," he instructed. Somehow.Reagan,sr6minder
oo
ot Ford's and vanderJagt's conditioning to Kennedy's quote-seemed more
"simply"
p1li9tl.{ty- significant .ihan
lexually . ent6rtaiding -self-professeil
potiticiani uy
ilag
a
rn
bottom..
After_gazing
de€p into his
HayTq
.my
"Kaleldoscope
eyes," each metaphoricalphrase he spoke became life aird breath
to me.
F9"g- explained to me that the illegal cIA covert activities I was forced to
partrclpate in were 'Justified." as they fyn{ed covert activities in Afghanistan
and Nlcaragua. Heexplained, "America's FreedomTrain is spanningihe globe
ancl sex is but a sidetrack to the ultimate course of freed6m. 6ur jorb of
procur-lng.andtran_sporting
arms is the most difficult part of all. But it can and
must be done. How can a man with no arms fight? These operationsare
necessary.asAmerican-peopl.e
ryrse too much hell a6out violence al'ready,and it
is better they're not informed of our supporting wars they cannot underitand the
significanceof. "
I realize now that
twi-sted reality to fit his personal perceptions
\*gs
rather than to adheretg Byrd's -In
philosophyof providing "elxcuses,'
fbr what he
"the
deemed
order of things".
typii:alRealal fashion, he did not p"t""i""
"an
mind control as slavery, but as
biportunitf for those who otherwis^e
would
have.nothing in life". He claimed that multigenerational incestuously abused
children like myself, or "previously impoveriihed baseball players ii6m third
world countries and slums, are provided an opportunity to '6e lfl ttrev can be'
a 'contra-bution' to society,_ddrnatiori, and the *orit, by utiIllq$l
TkilC
ratentsto maximum potential.' with this attitude,Reagandispiayed
llzng.therr
pride in_the sick role he played as The wizard of oz, directing project rraonaictr
slaveslike myself.
-That
night, SenatorByrd acted in the capacity of a pimp and prostituted me
Referring to m€.as though I wple amachine, Reagairasked Byrd,
io^lTqg.
"Does
she run on chemicals?"meaningspecificCIA drugs.
'She
rakes it.in sp-urti". __Inoticed t'hatReagan'seyes lit up
. .Byrd answered,
with perversion and understandingbf Byrd's scatement,whiih meairt that I
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I
t
t
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a
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t
"shared'whateverdrugswere in his systemthrough-hisurine. Reaganlater
this task sincehe, as President,
did;; frepiefene4#x shves equipp.Fd.for
urinate...
night
to
get
in
the
up
shouldnothlve to
---;W;ii;;
"All I've had to fuel her with is
neagatisai4holdingip his glass, 'whiz
'That'i
of a Wiz(ard)."..Fytd
fr6m
a
of
i
much
not
alcohol.
ibtt
lris gold.cgqrqe vial from
irruiltl ai ieugan's oz cryptic
-ife jbke and rer_r.roved
ihO Reagandiscretelytumedtheir backsto the
his suit.
theinnerpocket"of
"spoonfed" Reaganthe drug up his nose.
oar$
'- whiieByrd
"Uncle Ronniedoesn't
f,tfor. t ieft wittr Reagan,Byrd informedme that
preferred
snugglinginto his LL
(N'ancy),tr
he
that
and
sleeowith his mommv
neai. tiett blueflann6litreetiin his nightshirtand ridiculousnightcapbecause
'thev'riwarmer.
softer.morecomfortable,anddon't snore".
---iit"t,
sexualprogramming,and I
i" rtii u"oto"m, Reaganaccessed
ory patt" as a prostituteto "Uncle 4y
Ronnie". Reagandld.not move
became
"my duty". And my duty was to pleasehim,
t"*.'Aftet all, that *as
Outine
me
"ftitiner it took, and'it took moreiime ihan anything, -4eagannever.hurt
"bond" to the
(healwavsmadesuresomeoneelsedid that) and usedthis as a
for sex. . Reagan'smost
iiiU"itritO ('Kitten") personalityhe alwaysaccessed
was his love foi bestialitypornography''-According
;;;;lDdfiatitv'tint
6';y-idna6rs, t"is passionfor pornograptryesialatedits manufactureand
auring his Administr''ation.-H6 wholeheartedlyapprovedand
Oistti6utioncovertactivity.
thepoin industryfor funding
encourased
-(private)
pornographyfilms I.and others
M*?*tnr'.rcial andinstructional
"Uncle Ronnie's Bedtime Stories," were
oarticiDitedin. referred to as
according-tohis instruction,
sbt.ty fo. his pleasure--oftentimes
ffiiili"i.l'After
my initial meetingwith-Reagan,I wasused
uiine ii."dor Train slaves.
predominantlyat YoungstownCharm
ntri ttrat were productid
il ffiil;a
"Chief'Pornographer"'.Michael
to
Dant6,-specifically.
Scf,i,oi-Olor by his
otisf" trir perveisions. Theseincluiieda wide rangeof cryplic themes,but
the videoswhile I was proswere'mostl!bestiality. Reaganoften_watched
tituted
--ifi;rt !o hiin, requiringme tole-enactthepoqr froryeyerpossib-le'
- -. .
tvtichaelDani6,AKA.MichaelViti,
ffi neigan'iCtrief Pornographei
"charity" Golf Tournament
at an elite Nashviilehotel wherehe was attending
Charlie Pride's Pro-Am Golf Tournamentin
iestivities. Like CIA Operative"charity"
tournamentprovideda coverfor the
New Mexibo,this
Albuquerque.
the event. Houstonand I
dominated
that
6perations
white
slavery
a;a
ilafi;
';ctrafityievents,as did Dant6,but it.was only after having
;it"" ;tt "a"d iuctr
ReasanthatDant6'sandmy pathscrossedasarranged.
'met
--O"ttt?-t*t
rn. to hir hotelioom after our initial introduction. He snorteda
fe* finesoi cof", ioot"O me over as though.I were merchandise,and accessed
me if I knewwho he was' He
mv sexDroqrammlng.He thenanogantly-asked
idia-*L't'"ii"J in"Beverlyttitts, ddirrirnia and mademovies. I thoLghthe
;ffi ;;i.rti"g io tris Uoxofftce flop, Wnterhawk,until he said,."UncleRonnie
sentme. fre wantsme to mak6 movieswith you as your'contra-bution.'
WJtt gonn" have a good time, then he's gon1a.hirvla good !ime'--a1d
Baby? Get dressed' We're
evirvbfiv's happy. Y6u'll like ihat, won't you
"
make
arrangements.
and
dow-n-siairs
Uaclk
eoin's
'-"f;;a-t"l.pton"o
"our love" thro*gh command
me often, pr6fessing
me in specific places for
meet
reinforcementsand making arrairgementstd
oroducinguncle Ronnie'i nedtime stories and commercialpol1. These
io.ution-5"iniluded,among others, Tennessee,Florida, the Caribbean,and
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ic to thecIA baseballmind-controlfarm to scoutout new slaves. Thev
excitedlyaboutthe prospectof winning large sumsof moneytfrrouefr
'ling,on
ngon riggeq
games.I had beenqwqeTor
nggedga[es:
awarefor y-ears
vearsthat many
manvpr6
orb playeis,
olaveis:ularly..IaSorda's.Dodgers,
were mind-controiledand trigge'redto win or
according
to their owners' bets and favors. The Ddd'sers.Reasan's
iteAmericanpastime"ball team continuously won, including tf,e World S"eries
his Administration. The Mafia was in on the bet rieeine. and
tion was_pasqd
-to certain ones through Thornburghana--ot6drsas
'baseball
medhom
ftommy "baseball
computer"programming.o
Tg thl-s-d"y
I am not certaihwho'insligatedtfr'eplasticsurgeryto which I
but soon after meeting R-eagananil Dant6 I was
.fgtqU]y.subjected,duledfor breastimplants.perhapsit wasdonEfor firnography. perhaosit
R€agan's
preference.I tendto believeit wasa combinadoriof the two^and
rytl **_ my breastswereno longerlactating. In the first commercialporn
haddirectedDant6to producein St. Thomas,u.s. virein ---lslinds
lReagan
breasts
Dreasts
werestill tenderand swollen
swrillenfrom siliconeimplant
imofnt surgervl
.urn.*lMy appearancc
w_asnot tlrg .only_j'qakeover" l'enOured?fiei meeting
gan.AquinoandI-werecalled
1o {.ashington,p.C. to revisemy basecore
nJmgg.
to overrideSenatorByrd's control for securityreas<ins.Since
.h44b9n shot,.he took extia precautionsto ensure'hissafetv wtriitr
d d.irecting
A.quingas to how lie wantedme programmed. t(lucti io
no_'s
olsqray
and
and embarrassment,
embarrassment,
Reagan
Reaganadmired^thioccult
admiredthe occult role
role that
that this
this
:'sdismay
1,Lt. Colonelplayed fo^rmind-control traumatization purposes, as it fit in
he publicpromotionof religion Reaganhad launched. neaea; claimed to
ve that the masseswere eaiiest.to manipulate through thiir religion, as
p mind-controlledslaveslike mvself.
-V,{]|:_Rfqqhad3Ouino ir.rb.C., he demanded {qt h" wear his black
robesto a WhiteHouse
p'n., .T.ry knewAquino'slqage_riasoniy a guisefor rsyJhoi'crgicat
at theWhiteHousein costume
madeAquino'look
Pq,
Puthls.appearance
hebelievedhis
own facade. Aquino got even with Reagan. Mindes before
prostituted
to Reagan
that evening,-Aquino
orderedfie into a ctoiea sioe
where_
he very quickly had intercoursewith me. When he finished
he slappedme on the behind arrd disrespectfully said, "Take that to
Reagan.instrucred
how to program me in keeping
IT_ti_g,th1day,
t_"spul: prggrammingdepicted in {Quin_o_
the "How to" videos. "program'it,n
gansiud,.retemngto me as though I were an object, "under number one. I
the numberone. It's the first, the best, and it promotes confidence--like
wgni' I observed.
Aquino_giving
him lhe inteltiectualyaiig"it"o i*ri-l,"
ted. anyo.ne
with the fortitude to make a suggdstiorito him, but
loj
percdhis reactionb-y,giving somethoughtto the reqiJst. Sincethe JHow
udeosshowed
the6th revolutionto "ignite the heat6f heu" for sex, no one
rldsuspect
I had-sexprogrammingunderthe first revolution.tt woltd tate
E modlllcauon
of my initial programming,but Aquinowassoldon the idea.
rogr,amTing
me according
io neagan,iinstrucdbn,nquino wouiAU"-aUf"
Dudeadded
protectionfor Reaganwherebyany programI wasunderat the
tm-l!"ll9oof:
replacedb.y
F?g"tl'lnumber oneasquickly as
wIlyo
him. This effeclivesafetymeasureinfurialted
Byrd ttre i'rrt tirE r," "a*
instantaneously
switchout of his controlin Reagan'ipresence.
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sio." I had no con
*h*u, ai."".oing-'""*"l"ttfif::H-T'j!;t'1'
.-l:
telieve
that "'r".y "n.o*,".
the'80sseemed
rikeonerongdayto
Furtherrnore,
I was programmed
;;J#;::T_:',tn*"_
been
nrsttime"., i. il.* thatr b
conoitioned
ffi:r.HffT"r:il:1fls;as_"the
had
rr Reagan
*ryi,
'
since 1978 at NASA,s
cape
in Titusville, Florida.
Reagan preferred
suchas bestialitv,
whilehis favorite
Pom3osraphic
masazine
; ffi Tff,t?},"llo*'
f;"#jTtj
l"".",|,11::un'u'nu",*i"f
Hustler's stills'
Pornographer. Dantd,s
co
Frynr
rorrhetirreor .C.nr-er
pomographer.
Flynt was
*"u- ;;::ffT1l"ffiti:i#1,il.;;
gain
him
ll'i'Flynt" maintai[ed
rhe
intemariona,,.*
tt
such as prqsidents
his New world order
^"un"rtotonttt
cotleagues
"u"o' *
"tq
cli ,ututo Bill
MadeteineAlbright;
casey; u'N' Ambassador
,;"..'
*o
"to
'*tot,
".lirector
covernors Thomburgh,
,,,"t'-
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orcanada
ru,..,'"'T,
Prqsident
of Mexicodera
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of ci
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I
hitting me in the forehead. "Wipe yourselfup. -You'rejust gettingstarted. I'll
seeto it you get whatyou've got comingto you."
causeto return to the formal cocktail party
nortrinatelv for mi:. Bvrd-had
-brutalize
me further. My face was battered,mouth
not
hive
time'to
and did
torn, and my throat felt tom and stretched. I.hail diff,rcultyswallowingflr
sometime, ahdcould not speak. I certainlywasin no conditionto returnto the
cocktailparty, andwasescortedout by agents/guards.
Befoie i'could leave Washingtdn,Byrd made good on his threat and
with Cheneyin a blue bedroom-ina pal:t oI the White
arrangedfor me tromeet
one couldhearmy screamsand moans". But Cherey
HouG so remotethat "no "Silence"
conditioninganyway as he proceededto
implementedOz theme
brutallysexuallyassaultme.
"B!rd tells'me you need a good whipping. But I'm not certain which
you prefer, so I broughtthemall." Cheneyhad a.riding.croq'a
instrurirent
laid olt on the bed. He beatme quick and hard as
whio. and a cat-b-nine-tails
my pgn like Byrd
thorighhe were releasinghis lensionsratherthan -savor!!-g
when Cheneyslid a pillow.underTJ.nTF'
did.' I regainedconsci6usness
steeredme-by the hair, and bent my headback. Survival instinct kicked in
when he posilionedhiniself abovemy head. I hoped_tosatisfyhim.beforehe
became<ieadlybrutal again. But he quic$y pulled out his liquid cocaine
io get rough. At one point he
sprayer.spraveamy thr-oat,then proceeded
asideand asked,"Was that a tooth?" and grinned. It was
v'anfea'mv tr'eaO
imoerative that I kept my teeth off him because,according to Aquino's
pr6sramminginstrucdbn,i was subjectto deathif a tooth was ever felt by
'anv"one.
with it
this was my programmingand manipulated-me
chlney knew
"satisfyinghim as thoughmy life depended
uponit, because,
ofien. I resumd
of course,it did." This is anotherAquino programmingline Ctreneyknew and
used. Whenhe wasgratified,he floppedover and slept. I hadbeeninstructed
absolutelydid not wantqe neg him when
to leaveimmediatelybecauseCheney
-paranoid),
and I begandressing- I was
he slept (some insiderssay he is
escortedout.
"running bases"for Reagan'sHands-onMind-control
In oreparationfor
tgreat dealof programmingby both Aquino and
I
underwent
nemonstritions,
Cheney. Cheni:y laid the ground rules while Aquino carried out the
prograinmingd6tail and performed the demonstrationwith me on various
militarv andNASA installations.
Re6ganwanted the demonstrationsto include all programmingdepictedin
instilled since the videos were
the "Hdw to" films, additionalprogramming
-apflicable,-and
sex accordingto Aquino's
made, delivery of irugs when
werepresentat the lecture. Cheney's
instructionwitir whomev-er/howeveimany
oersonal ,'touch" to the demonstratiois was- to have me programmed to
vaginally internally electric prod myself with a high voltage cylindrical cattle
-orfo-trutv an exampleof to6l mind-control.
arm-in-arm"Oz style" !y tryo agentsto Cheney's
I was'routinely'escorted
Byrd took me in. Other times
downstairsoffice in the Pentagon. Sometimes
Chenevwalked me throughthl building, particularlyif we were going to his
"Bunkhouse"personalqriarters. Cheneyisoffrce was egupned with black
leatherfurnituie, a hugehessybrown desk,massivebook shelves,and an hour
glassthat he alwaysu-sedin keepingwith oz programming,to assureme that
frv tfe wason ttrdtine underhis-command.As a programmedMPD, I had no
t32
qnceptof time. The hour glasswas a visible way for me !o see "my time
running
out' andactuallygrasptheconcept.
the fust timeI reportedin, Cheneyshuffledthroughthe clutter on his desk,
pckedupa paperandbeganreading:
'Numberone. I amNOT your friend, andI don't want to seeyou unlessI
cderyouto reportin. Numbertwo. Follow the Colonel's(Aquino)orders,as
it is thechainof command.Whathe ordersyou to do. is a commandfrom me.
Followit to theletter, as thoughyour life drJpends
upbn it, because(he looked
q andgrinnedwickedly)of course,it does." His cold eyesbore into mine as
bwalkedaroundto thefront ofhis desk. "Any questions?"
I knewhe"wasNOT my friend," but he already"sawme" sexuallyon other
msions. I was perplexedand hesitated. Even though I remained silent,
(latey sensedmy hesitationand becameenraged. He got up in my face,
"Don't even THINK to
Dotedmy breastbone with his frnger and roared,
question
I
There
is
no
what
I do, what I think, or
anything
say!
as
to
Erstion
YOURS!! Your
whatI uy, because
I amabsolutelyabovequestions-especially
Now getout ofhere! I havework to do!"
ordenareclear.
Throughout
thenextthreeyears,U.S. Army Lt. ColonelAquinousedme in
Se llandsOn Demonstrations
on numerousArmy, Navy, Air Force, and
NASAinstallations
acrossthe U.S. accordingto Reagan'splan and Cheney's
rangedfrom three at a time
oders. TheTop Brassprivy to the demonstrations
b roughlytwenty. In closing,Aquino always "persuaded"them to line up
wtile I wasforcedto perform sexuallyon commandwith eachone. The larger
gnupsrverephysicallypainful, while the smaller groups often involved
uapprovedvariancefrom the routine, such as revealing Reagan'sbestiality
pcrversions.The wide array of "switching" my personalitiesthat Aquino
inmrpontedinto the demonstrations,
and the vast amountof high voltage and
Utureto whichI wassubjected,left me exhaustedandphysicallydevastatedfor
aftereachoneof Reagan's
Hands-OnMind-ControlDemonstrations.
days
I
My.law is permanenily dqmqged from Cheney. I have chronic TMJ.
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CHAPTER11
'"APUr-IEIU-SABIE
operative)handler,Alex Houstonwasscheduled
^ Yv (cIA
to performwith
counrry
musicentertainer
I-orettalvnn iitire. pdtboy-ci;i-in",ffiantic citv.
qf .te8t.i,ia'i.'J"i'r,ttedlydid notwantmetheref6r
ll::f::Zin-the:ering
mepe'ormance.He explained
thataftertris sho#,hg iffia"d 6 "ar.rr;;
likea carrotaslunch.foitheBunnGs;ili'i'.wouu
BurI
hadwhite Housebusine*to itiina-*ru,'i ain r"it bnryuein lir'*y.
rriiioirl.iiliii,.
Reagan
hadarranged
for me to.meet.withhis persorgt.attactrJ,-'nnit,:["Hauiu
lnow
the..ydt
-iiduston
"oi" or the
9Tpt.o)' whoalways.prayed
-"h;i;;
AriceIn woiderrandwhite
h; no
fflj[:""fr,]x;,*lil1":'"u",.
bil'; ;i; mearong
cIA operativeKen Riley, the Neo-Nazipedophile
capacityof Loretta Lynn's ioao manigii analroiect who functionedin the
Monarch^#_gemenrs
Mind_Control
handler,was Alex Hou_ston's
"ior.rt-??"n0.' nile]" o_rGn';a]d;
throughI-oretra'sand Houston;,;fiJ-a;nt
$eggie Maclaughlin,for
all of us to travel together--parti;udt wten agent,
it invorvedgovernmenrcovert
operations
suchas this^playlioyaiil'ilg'AfO.
Loretra,siinging careerand
political ries into CrA covertof_erations"n?r;;*ril";;"ril;"ilil"r.
Rirey
escortedher in and out of the wnite rrouse-on.nuo,"rou,
occasionsftn^iila
ReaganAdministration..By n"tu*t "ttri-tioi,'il.,ir
l"i riii;fi;;;"dary
rore
as a "backuD"handrer me as te ofteniiturned
from D.c. wittr ordersfor
and/orconc6rningme. {o_r
Houstonil riir,;t ;il';."d ;";h;--crei*L,i'op"otionr,
countrymusicinterests,Neo-Naziana u1s. cou"-,n"nt
project
,il;;il;,
Monarchmethodoroeies::J3y:
r""{"gt nornoerunhv;
-ribilJgrapnicaily
pedophile
F;;;;;
activities. Keilv andRilev'syoungaafgfit;i ;de
.irtd,i rii,i.a
together,and dnduredth-esrlxual-assaflts
of H;u-;!onffiiifii;I8getner
on
numerous
occasions.
This trip to Atranticcity_p.rovidedme an opportunity
to talk with hretta
while her husband.Mooney-,'R1ley
-a Ho"Jr" met for business.Lorettaand I
had so much in comm.on
irlat -o,ir tir;;d;;h"r
had beenrestrictedfrom the
time we met in t'tinneapotis,Min""its-t" .i" 19gr and discussedour
victimizarions.i
whilealondil-irr;i6;;l;r,p
r9."i ."i!t9 il;l,oy ctub,
we discussed
a wide rangeof topicpr.ilm-nioiherhood
to the white House. we
tarked
aboutReasan
in iermsoi hi' ;;i; ;;-ih,
*irgii ilr iiiii"i;osry we
recitedthe genedl praiseswe were trainedtJ say.
"favorite"
we rirrca'auoui'n""g-,,
musicbv Air^Supply,-*ni"r.t'rr'J
tr"aasupptieato us both via Rilev.
tieme recordingsbecame,life arid
fj_r
l,u,pnJr'scryptit NASA/i,rd;i'iii;;;h
breath"
to us both ac"cording
to_neagan;slntention,which locked in our
programmed
devotionfor him. we discuisediil-il";;'I;"ugiiion
p*y
I-orettahad attendedat the white Hd;;:-"t
thereas Housronrelavedinformaiion-tonifJ| was aware she had enterrained
gg1ti"i"g t"'iiriti"t
trip to
Panamato meerwith panamania"-tidi";;'d
jcrn opeiatii,"'ffi;;i
Noriega
that
Riley
deliver the i;f;;;ion
i-n"gduring the Inauguration
lljrdsr
party.)
Loretta and I switchedpersonaritiesspontaneously
as we -inadvertentry
triggeredeach other wittr
sharJ-;#,ii"
ranguage
to which we were
^t[e
accustomed.we discussed
forbiddens"bjdis l;cil;?ilivo;""d
;? Byrd until
134
f
I
f
t
i
I
'
I
t
RileyandHouston
"i1g1:-r-andseparated
us as thoughwe werea couple
naughty
kids.I rearnerf
of
morethanf ;;;";bored
ro-aboutLorettawh'e in
citv,butwasneverpermirted
unotirii'opportunity
to speakwith herso
f:ill:*
Thistrip to Atlantic.Citywas-multi_purpo:e,
whichwas not unusualfor
govemmenr
operations
in ;ti.t i*.i i"#.-a,tg.nEticipate.
I had a major
'lti,iii:YF
.N;'i';ii"-tillg it tl.'"airport;
amessase
ffi'i:1.,i'ili':ffi
to
andano
trieri'ogiu''n;oin
bvnauluil ; ilJ;; i: i'.XlT'ilt":"",11,'r
?Jji",.
piostiturion'io-iiu'uiu
a-spects;
t
)
and
u.roro,ng
roReagan,s
t"r,ir",illlftinmeni"
. _ tu rhesunwasse11i_n_e.9i9r
Arla;li;-Ci'ry,
activated
Monarch
theproject
oz prosrammin{that
^To,l:lqn
*ut uiiJrii''rrrpn
levercovertoperations,
and
)
prostituti
glrpersona
Ii ty,una . r.iu-ri ; ;', i ";
I lii:$jjil:is^?::?il,t*'".lUJi.,'.,ii[1:,i.rt#
-pi,,iii'+
"l ni;
l'
inaicate
lyfr
wasunderarthetime.ilaretydiddioilr ;.,,#it{)Til,.?,*;:g
:,nffi,,1*i
r wii ;ii.;;r:,
at onceibut they
ccrtainly
appliedin th.isopL,rati";;ir'h ti#D. ,indicators.
Hous_ton
led me down the
k
towa^rd
tt'. I " i. i'.iii,ii, *nere ;; ;"; ;; Habi
;l,tfttTi.tf,Tdwal
b,
_r_
singing,."Follow
theyeiloivi.i"tiiiouo,,.
Housron
1.6n,,.uo'lflow^and
'il.,ilJ,.xf;itr;'$'i"*ufr,if
j"i,f*;n-,..:
tJi
ffi
:lTf
Fq!ll:?,':fi
,pp.,ir,io}i.
uiii'r*i,1
ffi ;:ii,.!.11i:'
il:,,l?,,il
i i#J,r"d.yi".bi
such
a
long,
rong-*ui
ii
i.. you.uncre
Ronnie
fl,filftrl,y'come
senr
you
what-would
thatbe?-lre-asked,loudry
ashe leered_at_me
andchuckred.
ourdnotrespond
I
because
I wasundert.Juy progrum.He handed
xeyandpultedmecloseas]r_e
room
iyii""iiliirri,r#t irp.r.o, ,.Userhe mehis
key.put it in
andstepthiough
a window
in rime."'The
other
&t"tttj"itlti.?mtf;.,door'
)leweregettihg
impitient,
r"o I qi,i'.iiiy.*il".a,r,.
gambling
room.
WhenI arrivedin Habib,sroom,_two
'be!r'"
of
,,Chieflvrspegt
programming.
accessed
my
lir^,ggOyg^uards
ing,;;'f
,1,9i1i"S^Reagan,s
Anangemenb
rn.irug..
weremade
for thetw6guards-to
pi.t.up a fair sizedshipment
of
"ffi lffJtXt'i'#Xlt :l'1i'11u'Ifii".c;n"""'in'rrmrita;y
;'b;iljt; i,ir,n.
ifl
'n' planeandflv to
D-6.*i,.i. i'iouro
oonlpft,
ortlis#r3f;3;:
TypSrr
- wnenHabibarrived.
me inrothebedroompartof the
oegan
disrobing,
suiteand
downioli,:rl:*O
his boxe*ho;;;;;g;e.red
socks.Referrinsro a
recent
Dant6
pornfilm r was
used;;;il; ,;id:?tillin'"".,Xi;
I:rT:r.i"g
rnen
rnrew
reruss...
mea
prnk
reddy
teddy
andruffled
alg
ruffred
p;"tir;;.1;ftffi;:
H*'ll._*ffi;"$;
?pink
"l"i,,i:if:*.^r,:Tl1i=l:
i:fili:
'"+q:rrnml,;,'^.:,n[h,ddr?
"#:i,#t:
sdfi '
[T',1''-lrffi
$ili.!'1xt':x'd';;:::'1,iilff
:'*-'"u-,iuii.t"'ovJl,on
craraclers'
especiailv
in hisboxdrrh;;;. il; iiyi,.r,.u,
conrroredIaughter
that
q*"rii"fr"",,.
ryl
tm#J
l1
ff
n.!*;;t*i
:*'"'.
s
i
nl
xl.lji
"
F*ii"W.ff
orthe
be
d on-co
man
d,i .*fi,r..-""iffi ffi j#L'rtiT,fJitf
::f ffi:,T
netredme so tightly I was
srretch;;."H.-r;;;;,0 ttre stuffed
car under mv
lJ)
mouth,thenenteredme,r.oughly
from behindandsaid,'jcometo poppa".The
intensepain.ashe brutallylodbmized'n" ** oui*.iglr.J"uv ; h[i voltage
stungun.ashejolted m9 repeatedly
to creatett e pe.ue?il.tfting'rfiou",n.nt,
andrectalmuscleconstricti6ns
he desired.
I sgpn^
p-a-ssed
oui_r.onittebii"Ai";
highvo.ltage
of his stungun.It wasnearly3100AiM. *il;]-ililiid
out the
doorwith the sruffedcaiin my hands,.niuseated,
disorienid;;Ji; exrreme
pain.Thecool,oceanbreezeh6lpedreviveme asHoustonmarched
me backto
thePlayboyClub,
Houstonknew I hadbeenprogrammed
with a message
for Reaganthat I
would deliverthe next morning-inD.c. As "ar;i;;;%.s"n i-J.uccess
it
immediate
ly. Hi s quick timing"someh;*p;;ii;h' ii;i;;.i.ir"t,
tr,.
aid,
progrimme
d code"s
(designedrSil;;;' ;; i"i"iJ,""ri#' Lpressed)
v
:l-.,.,_ri:i,
andaccessed
theinformation.
Housionriepta written,i.dd;i-;;i ;.iiug., ri6
was ableto access(alongwith.photosandteogeiijfor hi;;;;;;i;rofit
and
futureblackmailine
ourp6ses,
sliouldhe needto protecthimself.In thiscase,I
surmisefrom Houlton't'puni'nu"iti"iii.i, *"versationsI overheard
between
him and.Riley,and my recollection
of the-,n.rruges
he accessed,
purposein extractingthis informationwas for his pErronutpioiit-in that his
tucr.aoo,
dealing.s
with Noriega.-runderstood
irwis thesekinds^of
-- "' oeilings
---^'
ttrat
eventually
contributed-to
Noriega,s
downfall*itt tt, Cia.
beforeI ias ailowedto rt..p, unat r.tt exhausted
., Morning-arrived
"spacev"
and
asI waitedbv.thecurbfor Habib'sbodt'gl;;as it;i;i'Fi;ilon
me up and^rakers ro the airport.A smallmilitiri airpla;e';;;-puit.o and
in .
restrictedfencedin areaas we arrivedat the airpoit.'rr,e t*o
SJiyguuro,
conducted
theirbusiness
andquicklyloadedttreirunt wilt it"-6,inotes
cocaineas planned.Housronand'I board.o tti"-uirfiun"'irr"o-'lr* or
to
washington,'D,c.,whereI deliveriJ Hiuiu;r message
to Reagan.The bank
transaction
numbers
laterchecked
outto be a caymanislandacc6unt
number.
- Philip Habibwas directly.involvedin variousDIA/CiA-O;;ilons I rvus
thro.ulhou.r
tr,eneigu;buir,-eo'oinirti.iii,,ii.
mtr,Lr"Jf
*,:.fd#J"*.lp:,,-:,il.
Dlck uheneymaintained
his roreas my-commander
for thesJojerarrons,
;;Diprot"uii.'
g r,.*a mvacrions
;h*t mler"'utionii
i.iuii5*"
I
,]t
b
R
It
c(
pl
*.r.
llbl 91
concernecl..cheney
orchestrated
eventsfrom behindhis desk,wheriis Habib
wasactivein thefieldasReagan,s
attache'.
documented
in theirenrireryfrom my experience
_^--Tl:.1:11"^yj.lg_Operationsl
perspectrve
onry,mosrlikeryinvolve.orheraspects
to whicht am iroi iriuy. in
scanr"needto knowf inior'nution
lypicatDIA/clA manner,
i.ruti.jlnii,. ,,r.rt
hand.notknowingwhatthe right hand*ut ooing.;;N;;ili;il;lthe'ouerutt
criminalRllRosJororyl,i-g"" cariiir iG;;" and operationShe,
Game,
clocumented
herein,doeinotchange.
lRiley, over time,
owned several slaves.
2Riley, like my
father' wayne cox, and other, remains apparenily immune from prosecution
for
his crimes againstchildren and humanity,as it is considereda
matter of ,,Nationaldecurity,,under
the 1984 ReaganAmendmenr to the National Security Act.
3I still have the
handwritten note from Loretta that prompted our forbidden conversation,
and I
hope_thatsomeday I-oretta will gain the piece/peace-of-mindthat
comes with rehabilitation.
the course of deprogramming, I found retrieval of this information
much luicte, rtran it
.aln
would have been had Housron not accessedit previously,
against govemm.nt poriJf, "na io, rri.
own personalgain.
136
The
tage
ents
line
thi
me
:to
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ffiw
tI
ir
he
d)
d
I
n
s
r
I
m
137
so that when You melt into it,
You lose Yourself into
the oool of tiquid mirror'
Sted into the Lnoking Glass
Sink deePwithin its Pool
dimensionsin time'
and strad-dle
I'll seeYou there'..
friends.
along with mY
"e"tioi"t"fy,
Phil Habib," with his name written upside
It was signed:
a mirror reflection' nlrt
w6re
it
though
"*
un?l"iiiin"
oo*n
me-see.your note"'
Houston knew therefould-H;be a note,.and ordered
"Go aheadand try
dress'
the
towarO
g"siurei
tv hil;.
'come
,nut.fiiie-it i-t
ii'?i""*fiii,r;;a'rhf;;te.---lf,ow
let,s see,whatdoesit say?
to
PoDpa'?"
-i
I'd. ever felt
took the dressfrom the box. It did not feel like.anything
afraid
quietly,
crying
I
started
J.silk.
U"'iiti"tit
ili;,
before. It wascold tike
on'
rt
r
nao
thatHabibwould somehowshowup U
,,put it on and lll "if you in,'f Houstonsaidas he took anothernote from
andreadit asI undressed:
*Tiretds
his
"'" wallet
a pair of magicshoesto wearwith your dress'
Somethiniin-lightening,
to transpoftyou'fasteritian ttreol' ruby slippers(Oz)
irt" tttd"t, litcethe dress,are qqdeius! for y-ou'
andwhenyou wearthemyou'll be frt for a King'
f ii t.nO tli'emfor you at theappropriatetime' "See.
You're not going
Houstontuckedtne io[-6ici in'his-wallet.
you haveshoesto
when
House
-n*^t"r" **.- you'tinloi ftir "ritt" Wttit"
it
on."
wdarwith it. JustsliP
Habib's wondlrland brutal sex programmingfor
-Xil;il;l-hu-ttg.the
I did. Houstonu."Li."a
dressin Kelly's-closetwith my
gratification.
his own
until theshoes
;|il ,;#;:ffin.-t';biia-;"t
oi iigr,t,ourof mind:
arrived...
"sent the shoesfor me" soon afterward' They were shiny.black with
Habib
sides.In
thehiehheelsand
to O" ttf-*iligilt."i"g boltsdown
*dtbp*ra
"wonderlitdwafer"6'IDHMAa
g-averne
Ho-uston
nrght,
placeof
dinnerthat
"c.re
;-E"tt^t'5.
at-t-11919
rhe .wafer,tit<e.
glnlied' br
''iEat
i"iienit a'^i
ffiC
for thenight
prepare
to
I
b6gan
me.".
*jA
tft"t
tii't*A.riit
iiiltb, fi;"
to facethe
tirrned-me
and
dress]
the
into
"J""r'i"ii*i-i"1.- H;;;";ipfih"
fromHabibout
note
another
took
Houston
theTfto"s,
itrto
rfipp"O
;;;;l;i
"'- pocket and read:
of his
"^
in-tigttt"ning to tranceportyou faster
T;;tttittg
than the ol' ruby sliPPers'
in a snap'
6ri"t ybut treeti toiettrer (.obeyed) and be there
thuncler'
of
rumble
the
Electrifying--with
Boltine-throughtime
date'
5o vofrwon'iuelatefor a veryimportant
out. He thendrovemeto the
noritio'n"tt'iiri;;fi ti; it"" g""'*A i passed
D.C.
Washingtol,
piane
to
" small
Nur't*iiGulrport*trere-fUo"rOuO
^'-i'
anothersmall
atiending
Byrd,
tf'""iliii"-nout"'w-ith
J
f;"d';yself
Byrd
Reagan,
witfi
ipoke
rie
After
"o"tt ii-pu.t' of "U*i)O-3d'];ptr
138
pinted me in the direction- of_philip Habib
and sent me over to him. My eyes
werelryked on Habib's as he hypno'ri.tty
*d';
Melt into your melted miiror
tor an electrifying ride.
lnok deepintb tfi'eblack
of my meiting mirror eyes.
reflecting me, ieflecring you,
l1ygf
rellecting
m€__you__me_you_
m-e
ltqur.)vemett together and sink deep
rntothe other side.
Habibtook me to a quieter pot
-!n an adjoining room and held up another
wonderrand
warerasr'i
i; ;ii;;i;
i/;rd;'riii"iiiiit,"itr#'i"o,n"
l"o"
,o
wonderland,
Kirten.Thisis
*ry fip...L"ili"t". -r rravefift
timeio-ixptain.',
methewaferand"ontirir.i,--'fr't'ii and
I,ll takeyou throughthe
ffirqyr
Habibtook me bv the hand and led me to the
doorway of another room. It
wasa dining.roomoi sorts *t "re an inroimii
i*t
of guestswas gathered. As
soon
asHabibappeared
in.the doorway,Ki.c FA{rd;i Sfu;-ffiil;; quickly
excused
himsetf
frbmrhetqqte.arrd
;pp;#.ffi: Hewaswearinga murticorored
robe
andheadwear
with a brack-b.&;;6;;a:i;;il'ri"fiu],'ffir..a
uy
techerous
gare. i iteffi b;5i ffi theotherroomin redr. nauiu
ftig'lvickg{'l
"This
'"ii iri;J;; i'r"ntion"o-l,i
introduced
him.
is 9n9_of
"y;;;
n'r'ri,ii"il'
" s.a.pteaiu;
I roboticallv
resoondei,
b
'.";
-o';r*,!i:il
my hand
U
ashughr
in charm'Schooi.
Fahd'#;;;"im ti* my hand. As hedid, his
evilblackeyesboreinto m_ine
,,you,
;r- h; ;irli"oid,
beautv
".rtr:{rgiiilff
war
embers.
Seti
them
i.i i-litiii"fi;l-h;!,
elowine
llame--black
flame.r He Taugrr'ea
;i;ili;
gr",rry
ilin. enect
rllil
df nis usi of NASA
hypnoticconditionins.
slappedhim.on-theshoulderas though they knew
..--Habib
eachother welr and
herewereno formaritiesbetween them and ;i"d; ;ffi
i;ght?' 1",ti"t nt ro. "
King?"
Thethreeof us went into another room
'ine;"6;;a
that appearedto be a guest bedroom
*us
occupying.
ue crosea
sj.,rgibrehuons
areveryimDortant.you
ff-;;Tiliiiomatic
knowtheord ,"ying *h.;'ii nirfi'" uo u,
Romans
do'. iVell.^he'sa Kirrt.- c;t"on
lour'k"as. if-*1r-t,"i, you.
command.
Satisfv
hisdeepest
wisies.iIi yo"li"- ?;;;;di;.".pii
,i0", ,o
turnyourGenie
fiee.,'
Fahdwassittinein a c.h.arr.by
a coffee tabre. -As I knert on the carpetin
frontoff him,hisoiercing
brack;G;;;;'rtuo
-He
into my brainrike swords.
Icouldnotturn arvav.
strot6a-my"."i"iriil,-r.,is inddxnngli,'i.iiuuting
ffiffiilsT$ii:i,.'J,iilditr$aiTl,T#il,'";
ntomytent. A feasthasbeenspreadfor voul-Ue
,pr"O f,li f"gi'iii'e*pos"d
hispenis-one
of thenastiesr
r fi;d ;; i*"* -rii* iiiiJr.'"rgr,?""#*i"i'*o.,
0utsmelled
andtastedstrongtyoispi;;.-;;il
watched"i i .u,'i"a-tut ,ny
rd.S, ryjl to thepleasure6f fana.'
rnenHablbwentto the chestof drawersand beganpulring
out his electric
prodandbondase
eouioment
^to as h" ;*pi;;a; ;tit* i.t nie intr6duce-you,o ,y
other_'friend'.
I neric bottleup a riressagewi,h
tou,i6"ni""i-o ,Jna"ii ou, ,o
sea.Youknowwhatto do. BeginunOi"ir'ing'no*.,,
139
I did as I was told and lay on my stomach on the bed while Habib
me with
and programmed.
sodomizedme. He urJ trir it""iric prod'equipment
NCL
upcoming
an
while
on
No:ri6ga
Man'uel
General
io
io-O"flrii
;ry;G;
cnuse.
- -i
^B"h;;r;
*ur at seaon boardan NCL cruiseship boundfor their.privateislandin
noint with Noriega.
Stir.up Cay, which wasto be fry rendezvoug
th"
;iio-tUiiup 'il;t;ri;rd'ihrough
th91ryentlpenie in tlreBottle' programming,
night
wai a crvitic meisageitom flng Fahd to Noriega. It was a moonlessnot
could
as
the
blacl
as
aipeared
*atett
*n"",iU"'t[ii-C;bd;
lig!t!._I
,W fror the'iea in accordancewith NASA .hypnotlc
aiii.oiirrt'-1*
"ondifio"ing- t gizeA, totally entranced,-from the rear of the cruise shtp.
previousprggoufin uGd ttte-oppottunity-tohypnoticallyenhance.Habi_b's
overboard.
thlglvn
of
ttre
threat
,littr
me
trddmatizin!
while
nornnline.
leing.
whilelhe lights of the-sh.ip
in ttreinty blackness
w-ate?
irt"'iiiiii"qitt';1;;n*6ilf
andI sink--tothe depthsof the
all il Ulact<
f"d. ?ffii;;-;O-i".tr,ei--i*iv--until
fact
that I was to be the bearerof
of
the
light
i*; OiO-notio'Tt ro ttooiUte'in
newsto Noriegain the morning.
bad
"-'Uil
anivat tSNCL's Stimrptay, HoustonandI beganour.usualwalking
radio stationand
tt.t-t5 tlft"f"tttt"ii.nJ of the isl;nd wherethe CIA operatlons
*uior"nt were located. In a hiddencove on the island'sback side was a
iuiit.i"nt sizeto concealNoriega'spersonalyach.t,anchored
il;i;;l;i*a-of
behindit. As Houstonand I madeour way alongthe cove's beach,we came
uoon - old woodenboit half buried in th-esandanda man sitting besideit.
man as my
I did-not-recognl-z-elhe
s!|uui" I was in a differentpersonality,
and covert
for
drug
tower
controi
Ciy
ran
the
Stirrup
who
*ntu.i
_traff,rpking
which,due.to
iasked him how'hegbt there. He beganhis char_ade,
;i;i".
ffid; r Ueii|veOin its literal i-ext,while Houstonheardquite
;i" ;ililh, #;t
story:
-;iitrio*tdt.d."
a
- different
John (the nameI called him) pointed to the boat half
"That'salt thatis left of my boat."
sand,
in
ihe
buried
I asked,"Why haven'tyoubeenrescued?"
in a bottleandI expecta response
HJcrvriticallyreplied,'"Isenta message
(he was carvingone) and all that
coconits
thing I'had these
t."r-i*nl'-C-*f
'susar'
in thehull to sustainme."
"""fro";i;i;"!ftJ,-i*r".aiately
'sugar.'.meant
cocaineand said,
realizingthat
surpriiiA'-i;1f tfi"-fiiffi; ai tre Ui:ntdown-tolook insidethe wreck' I looked,
iooi fnete was morewhiie cocaineand (dark)cocainepastethanI could mule
i;arrryi i; on" *"ttine ti"ui, "u"n with bdth of my tote-bagsfu-ll. But I could
of this charade,and therefore.commented
il the midst
;;;J#t;h;"J;""tit-y
"whiteandbrownsugar"hadmadeit through
;ili,-eri;;'6rtunit" iil,"tboththe
thewreck.
"So, theycastyou away.,huh?"
Houstonsaid,
"Yeih, castme awaywith all that 'sugar'-My contactliuehed ani sniflied,
io-sfiff at." He looliedup as Houstoninfbrmedhim a sneedboal
-"ppiiiii"niitg.
tf,"t;i'noitting
the cove beyondthe little island and
I looked out acrosi
i,"i
"Noriega{
"blacr-mirror"'finish speedboat, which
fil.lly';hi".d
Vicht. .A.
yacht, was approaching.
the uppersnioti gtasswindowsof Ngr.reqa's
matctieO
I sent. Help me
i;h;;"td-r",5'frobably his somethingto do with l4at message
and
it
scramble
as-a
using
and,
me-a
coconut
handed
he
I
did.
wave-himin.i
me to boardthe speed
6 join hi; d Noriega'syacht,persuaded
;;;-;T;;;e
140
labib
with
{cL
lin
ga.
lg,
Iht
Lof
ic
).
t-
)
)
ffi
!
I
I
i
ffififfiffit-M,f
e- - Jsw'twrrn
John
and
Hl,,T ^t"q1*o'fftfl,
wsting
trffi ?ff5,:*F:'o#'31*#
to
ffIiqy^'t
wehad,""iii,.i,rl'i"a"il*::lr*;;tfr#mg,H
to makeit backto the ship's
departuretime. when we
lhuttle beforescheduled
arrived' the beach*"r n*ty.aiq.ffi;;
had been taken
.alr.thepassengers
backto the ship. A' thattemainea*arir,ltooo
conrainerand the NcL worker
hurrying
usonto*resrrutire
ani; ut-a tril;;p;;t[i'*as
Hl""x*
waiting
when the cruise ship docked at the port
of Miami, puerto Rican drug lord
and cIA operative Jos6 B;s-6 *"r'"""tlii
as a u.S. Immigratrons officer
(commissioried
bv the o-q-!;rf"i"i;"Jn'ixg"n.y
often did for NCL. gusto'help;'"g'.iri.i,11n
[hroughthe drl;, which he
undeteciedwith the rargeroad
of cocaine' The drugs-lvetepicrca in'tl*sultcases,
th_erloadedinto Houston,s
speciallymademotoi.home^wtrich-*i,
in
NCL,s gu-d"0, restricted
iirtg
parkinglot. Most of the cocainew"r
Air ForceBasein Macgn,.geot-gL,to ttoi!"a off $ usuarit warner Robbins
del"itrttiuut"ato destinations
unknownto
me' The moneygenerateit
by-th?.sa6;i.;q: -.
wassupposedry
usedto fund a
maJorarms shipmentinto Saudi etauii.
Therg.weii_onswere.reportedry
fffi$illffi[f
hu*i
;:S'"t,l"i; il :il; tries.rhei'6il;*; ;henreraye
. ..A large quantity of cocaine was retained by Houston for his own
use
oellvery ror personarprofit through
his coun-trymusic industry contacts. and
some
or thecocaine
wouldbe..derivered"bt;;
6td"di A;6i;;i'ui"rrioor, prin."
;llJfi iie pieeo"
pana-'
n
S
ulran,
".
s own_!i
r c'urleo a message
B*9T
from warner Rouuiis Air
message
from NorieEaagreeingio'r"ii;r'i"ro,1 ForceBasein additionto the
b.ack-t"-b-i"i'dnin"y "t tr,"
Pentagon' chenevtfr91p=reparia
me
wasa meerinewiih prinie tandar'l;i';roitrronnal phaseof the operation. This
to as sultan)-in Nashvirie,T.ilJ;;n"# c;""".y, Houston,and bthersreferred
p_opqn visited corrupt friends.
rhere,I would
relav
"f "c'..ee{";ii
to Fahd.\i.ii,, uiiij+n Noriega
I fife:
andtheu'S.. aswet
asconfirmait ar .orcenigr,t'i^cLi"r.i!fteonsl
ana
banktransactions'In turn,Fahd;i ;i"riii"g prgeo-n"
would reraythEmessases
:1f$*Jfl
,':3,":ff
,ffi'lrvloni;;;i"s?.sTi;,;il;;'d;:d?#";;
"Suhan
Dick chenev
cautionedme,
wi' be in Nashvilrehaving dinner
with
friends
artheSiockvur.o.;.
silkd,ft;s
iriie
a popular
country
music
dinner
clubknownfor itscrA crrti'inar
.ffilJtiJiiy i".'y;i;q"ilj"'dr,.r!y granced
at the list on his desk.and;niin;;;""1?ing
orhers,thosefriendswouldbe
(Mayor) Fulron' ano (slgriii) fit"ilir.;"iily
are-considereda threat to the
operation.Thev'renoi aiscreie.-rr,oru,
in'iarticuraris not to be trusted__he,s
t"n"'i,",og"
::r'1T.#:
i,
lffi,itr5ff;,rt"et*ry;;i."'"",r'"t"ui"'u!idi"
r certainlvhad no questions
_thistime. I di_{not needhim to cautionme
aboutNashviile'sMavoi ni-c4arg
nurtin'-*r,o1,-H.9u.ton
hadprostitutedme to,
and sheriff FateThoiras. r had kn;;;
*iJ riltr ror years,had beencautioned
aboutthem before.and h3d no ter-fiil'ror-tfem
Fulton had indiscieetlyperpetuat& *re-iotai at a'. TogetherThomasand
Nashville's$2'8 b'riori goung musicindustfi,corruption that had permeated
wh.ichFn thecity of frashvi'e.
They ran the citv's busines_s ; b;::ffirstockyard_white
-cipacity
they drank and
openly used coca.ine. If. i ir"m
r,"a'iio"ii"
to wonder, I hould have
wonderedwhat a "Homing iig;. '
ri ir{i|."r to the concrusionof this
mternationalcriminal coverlope"ration*ir-aoing
with suchrow level sreaze.
As it was,I couldonry senseriii"i"l *ir,iti]ri
to dealwirh them,too.
142
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we
ken
ker
ing
rrd
cer
he
rad
t's
ed
NS
to
a
ly
'n
rd
re
e
e
s
I
t
I
PrinceBandarBin Surtan'srepuhtionfor sexand.drugswas widely
in Nuhville. But muchor my'inrorrnationp"rt"ining-6- tir-u.'tiiiti", known
*rn"
ftom-oneof my closestrrojeit ruonJitr-rf,enas. She is an entertainer,s
daughler
whowis prostituted
iegulariy to Suit"n when he *as in town, wtrich
nasoften.
ffi:n cheney.
wasthroughwith me, Byrd escortedme to the white House
^^
who
alsocautionedme aboutthe prince. Reaganwasawareof
I P.Kgagan,
Eabib's
havinsacrivared
me sexuallywitn firularrq, ;a ;;d"" it ir# tf,"t ,y
rheduled
reniiezvous
with princJBina; fi;l? not incrudeth;-ur;;;*.
"nirds
p_l.o'tpresence, @yid;i.ilt ;;ffi;;i"n
bya
","1%T.j:I*_'l
fften (Reagan's
petname.for1e), but not Homing_Figedns.
Homingpigei,nl
rlHofti;t-pie;ni'iun"
hstefour." Byrd raughed. Reagancontinued,
on"
Fryose'Pasingmeslsages-.
T.t"en*t
trti;'.y ;;;il'iria€tl'iil"i,
mes'.ges-to
andfrom eachother
by wiy of pigeoni.
passed
Messages
that have
ourseof eventsthat havealtered'tnebourietf ttiitoqr.--Hr*in! i;ij*n,setthe
-"
by,l .anddedicated
to their task, flying ouei seas,yet
pausingrong
_never
ooughto.even
quench
theirthirsrlgiving-nothoughtioitreir o*n "ntlcatea
fi""ai. wh.n
he takesa direct c-ourseto fiis o"stinition.1?:gqnis.released,
to
thevery messages
on which historywas founded. Why, evenNoah
T#l,enng
rErqlonaprgeon.to
traversethe seasto bring backa message
o?'hope. It is
yourdutvto artachan addedmessageto_thj Homilg pigd"- ;;-;f
p*.;;
ftomourhomeland
to his: one rrom-ttrepresidentof fir"rinit"a stit"i'to ring
Fahd
of.Saudi
raminc;iio;};{r.1!,ia,... (Omitteddueto internationat
wasvrsiblyinspiredby the speech.I wasliterallysaved'bvthe bell
n_-Byrd
Iromanomerbonns. long winded recitationthat Reagantiad just irispired
in
Byrdwhencheney-teleph-oned
me uacf io nir otn.". ji*iirtir]-moriiing
ana
ognry Fa appeaieo
v6rv busy,truniea,anol;hLle ;ir;i
r,"J r"!n^i,rn,
a shorttime earlier. Mt. h.qt was.heavyin expectantanticipationof iurt
the
;dod; normalryincited. yer I was
4rs"l.and sexualbrutirity cheney's
rcIleved
to escaDe
the torturous"picturepainting"competitionthat experience
meIiyrd
*ere iuo'ulio-"ilu"rt.in. ruryheart'iigrrtener
H-llg.h, escort andReag_an
lefr me at cheney's offrce and I noticedhd foui;-ood had
rynen
{yclunged
dramatically.
youord.ered
me to reportin, Sir." cheneylookedup from his
. -'I understand
deskwherehe wis shufflingthrough'pape;i,iir tyi"!""i,'ir"JJ",io,
b"fo."
leaving
hisoffice.
"Sitdown,"
"I
he ordered. just got word that the Geniein the Bottle ,castaryay'Qpenqign
is completeand I i-ntend
to pop a cork or two of mv'own in
celebntion
of its successfur
conclusion.I trau6tlmi.on ,ny'rrl"irinj''*-,
you
h joinme. Thebunkhouse
is being.prepared.-.u
crreney'apfarentTy-ttrougtrt
or
something,
wentto thedoorandtold th6guy
who naoes'coft5o-*",'"rniit.,ur"
"bu'nkhouse."
ftere'ssomewonderland
wafers in the
He walked'tohls desk,
pig,Hulltt. phoneand said, "I'm outtahere"lnto it ano stam,n.ait ot*n. r
rouowed
uhenevout the door,_and we turnedto the right ratherthan the left
outsidehis oflice and *alkgd. to hi; t;;;;H
quarters referred to as the
bunkhouse.
It was decoratedin chenej't *.rt"* style in brownsand tans,
vith leatherfurniture. There was io rooa
lmajre ronri nutr*'stashed
somcwhere),
butplentyof bottlesofalcohol.
I wasswollenandbleeding.vaginally,
thebottomof my shirtwassoakedin
blood,andmv bellv hurtdeef insiaewfi6n ry ii"o.t finatiy-cimeior-ire earry
thenextmoriring.'Staying'aroild a-h;;"y'*t;;;;';[it;;
"", iLo,, "
143
mishke as removing,}is-clothes
or-questioning him-_it
umehebrokehis
w_asforbidden. This
a"4
;id'ff;::l
punisrr.me.lii
1y_T1",
iirir,"n mornin
"otanvr,ouir'a"rin'ru_ng,"rcohor
andusing"r,,s
enorm
ffii1; #?lgfftlt
,Jfo
tni:1ffi
i$r"""ri'riiy'::'#f
{ru-$:Bi;f
'oiftlll"y
liftedhistreaoana
irou-diy-rtu,.o,"Nowyouknowwhy
theyca, ir
""rf
i6y.d '#t qtlt#lrtil:ff f":g':t
y!.oknew
r was
undermin
Lg.ll',
9-r,and.pain.
ano:.
wrot€mea prescriptign'?
I wasstinin
lY,"llitlg
Back in Tennesseemv cra_n^:r _-._^-
i"ii--!fi
ex-posure
io uci Ct enJy
;iiil"fifr"
31. h!,1higi voltage
b11";"-tl-9t':nv
Nu,r,ulr";,Ti;*ffiff
^iill,i:i"flg,r*,,ru:*1"."_#"i?tl;
. . A- waitressred me to.the SaudiArabianAmbassador,s
hbre wherehe was
r,,ilJ"i;il;'chief
T,'F;igi: #l,r' -ana
roe
".s{i
commandi:$ril:Iffi
to deliver :
r;"i"oi"$_H[ii"l_E?;"
t;i
h-o-rse
pray g",.l,m:ifc:19.
*;t;;;1,.*
i,t **j
hughie
'"ffi
:'r'iJ.""\:iru::gf"*l:l']itri';;il:
lgl"
rh;;.
"iir'[ ilur"]i #ffi|f,:::gffi tobusinesi.;'
wartress'arm
andrh:.ryilt.d to i;*r*.Jr"r:
:ffi*d;!'P
ftq lflf $a-1led_to._emptu
iu',-inside
rhe;;;; lio r quicruy
a"rir.[o'-rypigtbn
o-;'*T(HH;.J,'trft
tr,""ihil,t^fif
ill,?Tiffi
tdUS,Jdl
]:ffi9'J;r*..lrt#i,#,$tt
iffi,-g+i::i[,*ff
,-^.f:.tgld me his dTver would meet me ,
#Jr,ll
,'liH#rl::h:;'Ifi":ffi$"'e*iJ;;
y:r"os".^"p'rffi
,[tri*["{!$,*x',ff
&{;gt*:r#1,",*m
rmmediatery
ilii-',i63i"lllXt#:iJ'ffi;#"",*X1,ffi."1
rertthearea.
My
Fulton and his bankwere
j
underFederalinvestigation
- ::l*
as of 1991.
Fate Thomasis currentry
srv1'
io " r.a"or p"ort"otiary
"
for bribery and exlortion.
line
RecentlyunderFederalinvestigation
fo, comtptiool
144
This
ming
mous
ived.
dto
ill ir
rind
for
ney
to
3in
/as
oe
er
lo
er
a
CHAPTER 13
OPERANON SIIELL GAME
somerime
prior to the.deathof cIA
"'
crrrgf .!r]riam casey, I was in
wasftngton,
D.C. for,1,!lfl", "l-g^*ftion
SheltGlT". Ir#_,Contra
was
3i;;#*dilwvem
3.1
5,fi'"*l:,
*"a:rsx:$;{t't'sll";
1c)
fr:ffi
i{,:li'
ocaineaspectsof
Ginvestigad";:--No;a;"r'"iBltxJrr",i#;#il#lii
emDanassment
to the Reagan--s"ih'nJ;;i'"-i";;tion..
The rieedto convincehim
to be discrete
abouthis.inuoruemeniil'u:i
criminarcovert activitieshad
ffiffi#*T"rJ"trtut#:t.r3,
il:f *ntm#;,Hrs,,l:
openrions
thatfunded
-nr'Jiiit ","r"t projectssuchasproiect
Monarch.
*.pli:k'Ufiod;q'1ii
My cIA ooerative
rranore?, ilouston,s^shgdbwy
panamd
cearngs
backdoordrue
with
uiirr.r"d of -,,honof:rmonsthieves;
I:$:l:..*iiinii
iilflj;:f
#iJ,'"",3;yy-r.,91",.;i',,doiiE[ifrtr'.,o,"ffi9^r"'#'Jf
Game
operationshett
was.one
oi th.-ror" rig"ir**i' #J;".I1:.11-"less,
lrormafive covert operationsin
whichI hadbeen
forcedto particioate.
..- tuJ rorebeganone,Tfl
day when Houstond_ropp"O
wasnmgton
me off at the
Monumenr
yq"rg]*ifwds
-ih"y
m6t Uy i*o agentlty,h9,heg"_tgd.me
ciln themby flashinetheir
to go
IDs.
;J";;;
m-ero the rargewhite House
omcewhereI had frrstrnet
chene'y-to-.a"uiirion,,
-i,i.usu.at,
for the rtlands_onvrnd_
Lb.ntrol
Demonstrations::T
bk;+.
Cheneyand Reaganwere
g$1g, tJrls.
time to excess{"".,
?o, ,o ..rfi in'if,
v
1
I
;"rflTffi
$*i#f,liln:li:"1,*,?'l"s,"gtoi;;,;!,ti!f
"ilHH;:';
'"'l'".:i:yT"t:"::ffi
9L1_.qr;'ii:i'ffi
,'ffi#tp,lii;Xl,l,fu
"##:i
agrhted
as usualat **FT^r^
ome in duringa seriousdisc_ussion
.,lpirJity ii ,iiy pr.r"n"". Apparentlyr had
.auoi,_t-iian:yonrra.as
Reagan,smdod was
moresomberthanI had^,ever
seenit. i"'60* a gn_rikand
looked out the
theircou-ntri:-.ua;e,ua',
ffilfrT .;*ffiffitielieve -in
hor.dogs,
andorie
,a*ii"l#i"vr
mts,s#il*Trfr
f,ii{iJ$iil'tr{tr"':.i$fr
ns-not;r-a*ano"oi#:'iW",ll"S,tJ,"#rJ'[!f
"' utl",t"l"fl'f,h:H.T*l
i.o',"ti
mes
we
ffiilff;'fl l*,f :#$ f ["-.t;"irttTuJ.
musi,iiearoue
ns{(ior,d)ord;;-fi
*:fn;ji.f,*i]:ltru
t1;ililljjix;if'ii'?ifl
j':li;g;#*:,':?,Utf,
ffil';Tfi:.'*w'n1;c,"d"n*ng
63"i'nuie*
l'ffii?;#'+ifl***.1rj*:t"*ffi
ff-[,tl{*rfi
nusr
riseabove
th.ra*
io"stagr
-f;it;&;J'ty_ooing
T"iriul"!'i1,3
i;il;-Jffi
l,iifl;r,T1'ri#*l ;:
.rEams
of rhosebravemenfighting
o]1rplrr in sp'reaoing
wasc.siu.i"!;;;"'il#;,
ipparentry
rostin thepoetry
or
ffiffi;rl:san
I
I
iI
145
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gffi*i.i;til;;'y;#;!#
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f'ili Xfl;ini
",,h"
rollow mine.n
ournedin your br
oua_
your ordersfi
needandarfyounoo"tJli
I11.tlr
/9I
oasement
(Oz pro
*"f
r{jyj.,l::#Tii,iffi"'
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"'1v'J'u'a,e!tJ:
-fhe
Tq qds*;#tffi'J".rqE:
going
ona
iili:{,::??""i3%lt
.
wttt provideyou;i)PT.99a'sYacht)'
hiswarei._itU,:T*i""l,::.lFi;qie;i,f"ilt"f
l,eiiiryi
,i{ii"tnf
'lJ"l1?.'Ul*.,,p:g"$i"uii,L,ru.e
aLtiirliTfJ""tl1T,ffi
*.1ryft
tim;
slmp-son
nodced
ttre.
'JrieiSroii
9T' He smiled' "Th;;;';;i
once
pffi"li$
A shet. rn o"tlt:'!"t
youare--emDtv-and
-LrI(e
void?
-vnr;'"y; 'uey holdrhepassk:: * a19;i ifi"ri,#
n"u"
youreiu not*t-lsirr.i]
risten.
ii
jllou
one.ear
andodt,n.
ff
're.
iffi:"fl.I
*is noii ifr'u""ff's
-- "'t Jvvru sooroe
'nu,r$fJ;..,
uheney's
savage-beast"l"*"*"r
+^^r-__ , .
rd-d;';";r'',f*#-$tr;1ffifu$
iiti'i#!*?f
;i#*,'
"!"rr"
uneney had pulled it.
'
*
kk'#*fl
Hffiilifl
$*lji ;;**, flflkijt
comprehend
ii5athe \^;",ffi;j;TJ;f"j,*,,1,ft:"lgT"hoy
personality to where
I
sincei courdnot
Ronnietu't tJ"-r#;tg-t 4g'g'tt"d
'triiii"nt;certain
respionsti' uncie
"#ai,Programmed
€rme.lon
onesbecause
fll^"1
;c;;hfi
."id,me.,
"o*Xt^5_!:Vond
__ch.n.y
tinl,
"!. rvu
uflnKcognacand
fi"$:dl'l'.ffi
,SJrjlJ*
mffrt$"fi
eatthosegoaOamh;iity
.--.1
d""{?:ii ;:Yl,'"il,X:;li;il,.,l:,1[t;l,,
aJelyBelyir you
;]::,rohave
t46
)t,
ut
ry
)u
1e
rg
t't"ff'ryiilfi:,i4.1,"4':3,I"4f,
sl:'i','ffllko;:tgi:soins,o
ffi'.q-eTffi-",#m
ffii*ffiffifi;;ffi
j'l't:l,*?:Tt"T#f
H:.""hyr"
ffi;r,ui#*;r#$,ri,r':1
g!r-d at the oval offi;e-a;;;;,';;"Y'.3
B*_boqgoneat
all.
t_ol9"ptof the expdrience.
The
--v'Y rrvuJrvrl was waltlng
tn the car as though
i hii
ffiffm*'u;s-rur
,,lstiT-*i:,q:!iil;!9,'n*ilr;:"Jr"
fttr;xl:ffi
ffi"Tjllii*tin"fr[,
ffi.f,ffil$;'{#-".1'P:'1'":'il'#iiln"*,
?#'Hffi
11tdr;:*t1::11*U'-85"i:x1,?ilii'
ffir,"#51:;;r',,';"4ffif,:;#i
,s,;1,if;iqfl;ijffirli#:"ffi
j:lli$
*t#i#ffi
,#Jil
pd-,,,r,drike.
i'$:triff"*.f""lj.l*-Folg
rohave
a wordwith
re trees off the fairway
and turned
to me with his
t47
armscrossedover histulgil'-g19rt,
miyd_h.im,se.lf
qp gtler, andborehis shark_
rike eyesinto mine.-rrnd.mreyou.'.a.;.
1.n"0 ttr.e.Baby_
s Ear she, with meas
'#l^h
ittoho.afr"'uegan
taning
m* *lrg:q
ll"il"{!fr:i!:i:f
mgrFce-toDickbhenev.,r"jogr-n,"-tf"1":'f
mition (pornprofits)to irresani ;
h;Iffi"#
"ffiry,g. !Xl?r?"#";rf;
International.
poorour monevnow
I-et,s
bei-wimiingin lomgqrce
it. Thisoperation
1n{.wg'tt
enterprising
hasbeenan
su6cess._,I-et'r
t*p it tiiiiii,iv._
agreiment
AII Mexicanchannels
with panama.
_heroin).
are imjr"*liitd?"*"ile .cease
and
chief." He took""r19ngyuy.u1o.'iii?a,r"end.tq
Hail to the
Cheney)
id;i,#
my chestrike
,"kecareo11ni
;;,:._",d"
[d;"d";il#
lrteria;Dt.i...
Baby,sEar.
oui,;
thesign.of.the
(satanrc)
il"rl#ffilf;tTnT.i#1''over.and
horns
at
signietti'aia
fican
tlv since-Ihud-#;;"ditioned
h&"iit;' ii,il'bffif,.fl* mv trance
so
hit th6 golf ball, he asked,'How's
my friend,A[en simpson,
rh"r3_l'frf
"Verywell,
tt..*^l-np!g
bristledas he missed
anothershot. His
ht;;Alr".
i:1ffi:il1i"firjlr;"I*
"Gimme
ii'"0? more
tohismessage,
hetookour
that fucking. shell." He wiggledhis
fingep at me. Thar wasn,t the
HJiffi?yg',and
,,where,s
more
asi!3ted,
fiTiflfit #.1 dii.1,"J^fqi*
not respond. _lrnd me your goddamn
jll,,"fn"rd
roared
at me. Close
i
ear!!,,he
tjT;"tlli.l6ry:i{
itinhishand.
*=fJ ff L9:"rn"a
g*b".'qq;?;,,f;
ir".#,ixk''*ffi
,*.iu3l:{,rrLf
l;
-n"
*iih[iffrT$Tllf
iliini*i,t,or.".
:lx.i;:tl?*,H:.T;t#^:.1il'rrtto;himone"
- wnen we met uo w'-ttl my father at the thiri_hole. Ford
set up his ball first.
or course' and waving tris ciuu
ii-mi'ili,i'g",
out.of here before I get teed
off'" Ir'[vfather
ooinied
rh;;"y;il
iltiirru.ou.r his_shourder
andretoura
o'o'n", tutitie,'oJail"l';"through
thebushes
andbackto
waswairingtearfulry
for myreturn.ShewasMpDed
_oY#i;jg,"f"l;#,
*itt*i}:f;fi;u$j
"
""**"r
;f ffi
*tlTrx
i,"$H lll'"'u'
"ftialti4d;
awar.
e tharFordhadinitiatei.u.qh.;I;y
riri",rr.theyay rreirraani,"in ceaa,
rpnngs'andthev.too, dreaded
hit-il;fu ;l degradin!_
sexuarity.I hurried
oR.chentjy's
f,3i:'?J#:i"rumn1t*:"eii!ilf"irv, was
threat
to
- r ord not see the,|aby,'i, Ear shell again untir Kelly
and I arrived in
'radenton Beach.Frorida. i.apui
ui. ri;lr,"me
into Froridawith Housron
alo.nel.and
droppedHdrb; ;il';i
T9I:tly
notiave'arorJin-oleiti.insr,i'-6ir":'ft
q"I"f,ll"#H,"*';j,l"iJf;.'li
umaha,Nebraska"
b!:I:,rt" ;"il;;
d6L. ry.o.being trauniatized
sexuallyabusedin accordanc".*itt
and
t["-datnotic
invotiement"ine_i"t
Monarch.survivorpaurBonacci"ilrt.'iirJious
" "f hi;.iL;;;' tr,tl" Frankrincover_upcasehas
l$,Iifr
inBoy
sT;w;' iioi,tton
ort"n
,,"i:''1'""
# 9t
sovernment'
uusiness."'
f,d' .TT'li#*"t EHfj"#:'tr:*t:r?nl
148
inh a participatingcampground on the bay across from MacDill Air Force
Base.It, too, was "Closedfor the Seasonn.
lle recreation room of the campground was actually a harmonics
pogrammingoperation, and the offices were filled with elaborate computers
gnssten! with high-level CIA operations. The day Kelly and I mef with
Saalor Simpson, I had been instructed by campground wbrkers to drive to
utby SantaMaria Island where we were to collect unusual shells. Kelly and I
rtre on the "wild side" of the island hunting sand dollars because they had
tirds' in them. As we walked through the shallow water, Kelly scared up a
$ingay, which sent us screaming for the shore. Simpson was on the beach
hughing,looking out of place in his cagney hat and grey suit with legs rolled
q andpolishedshoesin hand. He seemed familiar with the beach. When we
ratrcd the shore,he struck up a conversationabout shells. It wasn't until he
bld us aboutthe Baby's Ear Shell and opened his wallet to retrieve it that I
tiggeredand knew who he was. As he^took it out, he also flashed his ID
dgalling us to go with him. Considering Kelly, he had slipped a shell into the
randfor her to find that looked like an eye in a spiral. He used this as a
lypnoticinductionto control her, comparing it to Busfr's Eye in the Sky.
Simpson
showedme the shell in his hand and began, "You. You alone will
llp theshuttleboat to vour Princes' cruise. It will leave the dock from vour
ownbackyard(Oz) at Zi30 pm. Dress appropriately (Houston had ensured the
poper attire had been packed). You will be escorted to the conference room
rndon into the top deck.
deck. You
You will see
you approach the ship (Noriega's
see as you
yacht)
t) thetopdeck
deckis surrounded
mirrors. Iook
surroundedin black
black mirrors.
Iook deep
deep into the mirrors,
mirrors,
fut is whereyou will be. And where I will be when next we meet." We
ralkeda little further up the beach to where the motor home was parked and,
nfeningto the Baby's Ear,
Iln, Simpson said,
said. "They're very rare indeed. This one
ir theright ear. You must go to the other side of the island, out I-ong Boat
Xey.to find its match. The Colonel (Aquino) has the baby's
f,ey,
babv's left ear and will
El you at the Pier at 4 pm. Stop at the little market on the corner and call.
11€oit's just down the streeta little ways."
Ilcn
I followedinstructionsrobotically. Kelly and I watched from the pier as
bur big, armed(with machine guns) emotionless(programmed?)guards
gnnedthearea
areaas
asAquinoemergedfrom a car. Kelly said, "Mom, let's go".
I rcmembered
Cheney'sthreatand assuredher I would protecther, thoughI
mild notcomprehend
from what.
WhenAquinoapproached
with two Dobermanson leashes,I told him
hadsentmetherelookingfor the left baby'sear. He openedhis hand
Sinpson
hseal "allthatwasleft--thebaby'sear--thedogshaddevouredandconsumed
&erestof the baby." It was bloody, ragged,and bluish rather than pink.
fretheror not this wasan actualbaby'sear, the impactwas the same. I put
&lly further behind me away from the dogs. I stood traumatized and
readyfor command. Aquino instructed me in full detail on the
Cltranc€d,
personneluntil
d$t's activities,
andthatI wasto leaveKelly with campground
ny r€turn.
ThateveningI was taken to Noriega's yacht in the bay via a small
notoftoat.I triggeredand trancedfurther as I approachedthe familiar "black
nirored"yachtaccordingto plan. I washelpedonto the backof the yachtby
'palace' guardswho kept me thereat gunpointuntil I was cleared
Panarnnian
nd myBaby'sEar passkey accepted. I was escortedpast the Air Force Base
dcials, theirwives,drug people,and the vast amountsof cocainelaid out for
t49
$."r. .l recognized.qveralof the guests,includingoliver North and pue
nican d.rue.lord Jos€Busto. I was-ledJp the srai"rsto trt"-"oni.r"n"" ,o.
where_Aquino,Noriega, and Simpsonweie waiting- Sirp.o"i-- i realize
must "be on the other side of the black mirror""and t
!-ec out into t
darkness.
"you're
on the other side of the black mirror nc
^-^s^illson spoke.softly,
out to sea. Seaof blac
!ry+sA programming),peeringthoughthe blackness
Sor-ng on a sea of black, drifting,.dri{ting from the winds. Deep into t
blackne{.. D3{tirl8 through_thesairdsof tiire. stack sands,-yiJJiig shet
suchas this Baby'sEar.]-_He.pressed
itinto my handsignalint'iiwastime f
me tg_speak.I addressed
Noriega.
''If you please,
Sir, I havea-message
from the presidentof the UnitedSta
^
or Amenca: 'l'he successes
we haveenjoyedin our sharedendeavorsare nc
history in-.qh.eral.ing, whose course-chnnot ue atereo--ieearotessor tl
-As
rmmrnentlitting 9L the veil by well intentioneddo-gooders.
this veil
shed
light
yoq.
on
you
musthaveyour housein order, asdo
ll1tj9,.11llay
.$q
uille
North, andceaseany andall
detectable
activity. I will do mv bestto ke
you undershieldand out of view if you complywiih theseo.aeijano cease:
detectable
activityat once."
Noriegareacled_
as anticipated,obviouslyinsultedby the messase.In tl
ensuingmornentof chaos,Aquino hypnotii:allywaved"trii-tranos-in
rront ,
Noriega.and
dramatically
out his'satanicblack.upe
(*o- roi-irp".i.
-spreait
Noriega'ssuperstitions)
whichappeared
to fill theroom.' Norieei uti but uo*,
to hlm asAquino'scontroloverhim wascomplete
mannerwas side-show-style
raiher than the usual somberton
$euino_'s.
for the Hands6n demonstrations.;rcen".l; i;rt;i
::*jly^tltgy,bases
entertarnment
and in r,qqggtand apprec_iation
of yol,r successfuleriterpris
'contra-bution',
lhe chief has sent-hispresidentiaiMod;rio oemonstrate
tl
in-mind-contror
advancements.
with the frip of ".*it"rt, tii
kf:llTllglogy
Plgeonbecomes
a Kitten(I beganundressing).
euite a differentanimal."
Becauseof Noriega's-superstitious
beliefs,-thewhole idea oi-switchin
personalitiesappar.entlyfrightenedhim. I know Noriega believed who
heartedly. rn mind control, but could not grasp the cdncept of multip
pgrsonalities(which I
Lo* believe. tre pe-rcEiveoas demoniCposessioh
Therefore,he did not adhere
to the ideabf one SauJ Ueinsirain[A for Uo
business
andpleasure.Aquino,whomNoriegaalreadyp"tiEiuJ
-ir,i"ia "devi
yg^tqg -!l^_l31g-, was hanipulating.his beiiefsrnasleiruriy.
irpiit o
tnrs demonstratron
and operationwould prove to be psychologicalwariare o
the highestorder.
me to lie on the bed and invited Noriegato look closera
. Aq.uin-o__ggdered
what the "wizard"--'his chief'(Reagan)-couldcreate. N"f,ie" iiepp,eactos
Aquino was.pointingogt t.o him betweenmy Uieasts."A large
9_13 yqt
"l*."d
baphomet.appeared.
regr6ssed
me to the tiiu
_Aquinohad hypnotically
or l$ maKlngwhrch cauryd
it to seemingly"suddenlyappear,'right befon
Noriega's eye_s..Noriega j.umpedback, ilrioranuy teriin6d of this"'scienti
pnenomena.I belleveNoriegastayedin the room for the rest of the demo
stration.rlrply pec.ayse
he wasfroz6nin fear. Aquino tril mJ wiilr-a cat-o-nin
pain. Noriega.jumped.Ariuinohit me with it again,thi
lg:
I ltrrieked
,ruvatrng
umeTl
me in
to respondsexuallyas thoughpain were pleasure---a
mind
concept
that
Noriegamore reidily grasfeo. Then eduino-point.dou
9.oltl9l
tnatme Daphomet
haddisappeared.while Noriegalooked,Aquino rlsedByrd,
150
lb inductionas he cut me between the breasts with a knife saying, "In
te sharpand clean, I'll carve out what I want." My trance had
lnife
trail been
to theextentthat my circulatory syst€m was slowed. Therefore I did
Il until
Aquino nypnoucauy
u[ur Aqulno
hypn6tically cnangeo
changed my rance
trance levet,
level. He then
men totd
told
that.thebaphometcarving had "retreated to the depths of my body and
ssesingme and inciting the heat of hell." He commanded rire to show
r], the vaginal mutilation carving of the baphomet face. As I did,
se1.
s eyepb.ufqgd
q{.r.d
,llpr*pt$,.Noriega
ln ten-o!
ulsion.ll*:ea^mI
WhileAquinotold
him his "rejection-ofmi: had Elled me," I
breathing
and moving as conditioned. Noriega was dumfoundedas
laugledwickedly and threatened, "Even death-will not permit her--or
from the Wizard's power."
apg
apeftom
exolained that I was
waslhe
Dower." He explained
the "Wizard's
"re-energize myself
his
spell".and
could
thereforb
and come
{-'qnd9r
lifg." He put C vaginal prod in my hand and ord6red mL to masturbate
withi!, pushingthe button to eldctricallyjolt myself internally upon
-his
4, Noriega'seyeswere enormous. He paled io a sickly gri:y,
fellopenandhe ran out the door while Aquino assuredhim that tie naa
to run, no whereto hide from Reagan'spowers."
apredictably
interpretedthe demonstrationas a threatfrom the depths
whichshould
whrch
shouldhave
havebeen
beenenough
enoughto heed
heedReagan's
Reagan'scommands
commandsto break
bieak
raffickingties immediately. (Apparently this is not the case as is
tafficking
by Noriega'scontinuedFlorida incarceraiion.) Aquino and Simpson
oyu_1vithlaughter as they congratulated themselves
s oh
on a job
iob well done.
-of
finally orderedme to drLss an-descorted me to the back
the yacht to
th guardsput me on the shuttle boat rather than kill me becauseof Nor-
honor.
,I approachedthe dock of the campground, the boat driver told me I
find Kelly asleepin the 'recreation'-room. I ran to her, and, fearful of
rs threat,madesureher earswerestill intact. I wasimmenselyrelieved
themstill thereandto know shewas "OK" (I could not think [o wonder
rtc hadenduredin my absence.) I illogically felt like a "good mom" for
g myFrt right so Kelly could live. " Never before had I experiencedsuch
: of dangerto us b-otharld my relief was proportionate. I lovingly held
ny armstherestof thenight.
151
CHAPTER 14
CLN{TON
COKE LINFS
-l met up with Bill Clinton again in 1982 at a county fair in Berryville
Arkansas.AIex Houstonwas "entertaining"theredue to the closeproximity of
the CIA Near Death Trauma Center(aka slaveconditioningand programmin
camp)and drug distributionpoint rt SwissVilla in Lampe,Missouri. I hadjus
enduredintensephysicaland psychologicaltraumaand programming. Cliriton
was campaigningfor Governor and was backstagewith Hillary and Chelse
while waiting to make a speech. Clinton stook in the afternoonsun with his
arms crossed,talking to Houstonabouthim and "his people"(ClA Operative
being bookedinto specificareasfor the dual purposeof entertainingand carry
ing out specificcovert drug operations.
From my perspective,those who were actively laying the groundworkfor
implementingthe New World Order through mind conditioningof the masse
m a d en o d i s t i n c t i o nb e t w e e nD e m o c r a l i ca n d R e p u b l i c 4 nP a r t i e s .T h e i r a s p i
rationswere internationalin proportion,not American.' Memberswere often
drawn from, amongother elitistgroups,the Councilon ForeignRelations.Like
GeorgeBush,Bill Clinton was an activememberof the CFR, Bilderbergers,
and
Tri-Lateral Commission. Based on numerous conversationsI overheard
Clinton was being groomedand preparedto fill the role of Presidentunderthe
guise of Democratin the event that the American peoplebecamediscourage
with Republicanleaders.This was furtherevidencedby the extentof Clinton's
New World Order knowledgeand professedloyalties.
Clinton understoodthat I hadjust beenthrough"hell" in Lampe,and took it
all in stride as he focusedon his speech. He not only was well aware of the
mind-controltorturesand criminal covert activitiesproliferatingin Arkansa
and the neigboringstateof Missouri,but he condonedthem! Just as there are
no partisanpreferencesin this world dominanceeffort, neitherare there any
strongindividualststeconsiderations
or bounderies,either. I knew from expe
r i e n c et h a t C l i n t o n ' sA r k a n s a sc r i m i n a l c o v e r t o D e r a t i o n sm e s h e dw i t h i h e
L a m p e , M i s s o u r i c e n t e rw h e r e h e r o u t i n e l yt e n d e db u s i n e s sa n d c l a i m e dt o
"vacation,"
s t a y i n gi n t h e c o m p o u n d ' sr e s o r tv i l l a s .
In 19U3,Houston took me to Lampe for routine trauma and programmin
w h i l e h e w a s s c h e d u l e dt o " e n t e r t a i n "a t t h e a m o h i t h e a t r eA. l s o s c h e d u l e dt o
perform were Bill Clinton's and George Bush's'friends Lee Greenwoodand
CIA operative,slave runner, and country music singer Tommy Overstree
Greenwood and Overstreet were active in both the Lampe, Missouri and
Lake/]vlount Shasta, California CIA compounds. Ctinton wls flown in from
Be_rryville,Arkansas by helicopter for the s[ows as well as for a businessmeeting.
Before Clinton arrived, Greenwood and Houston were in the backstas
dressingrooms snorting line after line of cocaine. Houston,always eager'[o
make an extrapennyto pinch,attemptedto prostituteme to Greenwood."She's
the real performer,"Houston said. "She performsall kinds of sex acts upon
command. For a small price, she'syours."
C r e e n w o o d l a u g h e d , a n d r e f e r r i n g t o m y H u n t s v i l l e ,A l a b a m a N A S A
p r o g r a m m i n gs a i d ," l ' v e s p e n tm o r e t i m e i n H u n t s v i l l et h a n s h e h a s ,a n d I
152
in Berryville.
e proximity
of
programmine
:rr. I had
iusT
ttng. Clinion
and Chelsea
s u nw i t h h i s
, Uperatives
)
g andcarryl
rndworkfor
fhe.masses
rnerraspi_
wereoften
rrons.Like
ergers,and
overheard,
underthe
scouraged
Clinto"n's
rd rook it
re of the
{rkansas
lbereare
lere any
*#ft
cadet'
program
med
#il,'ff"1'*.,rp"""
rorsex.
S
*:Htiil""?rfl
"."i"#'$Tf#%111;-S:#il-oheard
what
Greenwood
nH
said.
zu-*"*l
**f#W;l*'
;g'fii'Fif,i*f""#i
j,Tn:*:r!_(spaine)to
il?r"#":i:i,it{;,Tti':1"'*1,#
,?,9;;,r'J#:?1i:?#".;Tnr,kl;ln
.ifidi#
T
9xpevlth
the
med to
srug*f'##,*'lt*,:,f
mming
uledtd
ld and
rstreet
i and
from
eting.
:stage
ler to
She's
upon
i
\SA
ndI
I
,
/
I
ffi$h,5h}fffi
l-,iiT;"d:f".?l{ri5:*ii;*u
fry*m"i;*oT&1,1Trffi
?:,'f,
l
,,:lH"i.1"|,:aff!?i,ff
;3##:f'#s:ffi
"tr"1ff*;,:{lls
153
**''#
r nao been visiti
wnen we parted
orsexualfriend a
#:},''#"flflq
rampe meedng.
eacn other witF
a
ru*Hs*#l
ffiffi
ff
154
lon was/is
ourI had
;sVilla.
icheduled
as
u_ouston
and
__Clintonaddedb.1lgt Ugultol said,
"tbttom
il r99r colloquialism
tineis, we've_
got "ont oi oI tf,Ei&tg)
$,tgil4:rrrrr,
rh;ri;;;y",ve got
triTJlsi'$"fr
JTtpll;j;:Hl'tmli"i*"*;y,","t,:i,
gonna
hangva'6utto,grv.. A"d ;il;i;"';
rl'rs.ofiii,"^iliii}
#.fi?,ir;
stortune
in
,rl a guest
unelsqlto
. Tommv
$e receni
:nesfacing
.nurnerous
lnton-_was
tgedfrom
nusic.At
s countrv
o nearbi
rchedthi:
ouslyno
cocaine
bility of
esseeto
ndmost
rdustry.
e could
erstreet
,g9rug
nda
pperwork,
and
Harneauv
outhii
crearEd
rh"ab€;i,n?,Til'"fil,lrTilJillltt:
"tg
tolJ
riouitli,yrc"t
;ill?J"r;,1;T,i,&1"laughed'"She's h",ouroFhere,,.
i Pfiidil;
*nti iii#i't"n"i ii,"":ri.l"o
r,r'Ji.; She,s
kept
an
ilil',ffi#$ir,:"*ffif
iil:fi''A*e
*"[+ii*1Ji"'iltrfr?
meripg,e,o1,311ain
ll' nqIo.ou'e
Artiough
hadprevioirrll,f:! ,i,4 ffi;'i"X'""":Jil,f#f;fil"ii'",#
il;il
iif;:'Hl^itrJJ,ff;9,
daz*anhdril
verylittreto sayto eachorher__
rrom-the
torrur6s
r hadendured
,,Ifl
lH,*::i#?ih-f
f $;1ginfiilt'i'i#"ii%?fi[?:i1,3Hf
jJ{l!#di.:"#r[4y1fli,"f#
seor-un.*poi.o,i#"ry,
nerto
mybedroom
andm_ade
"".ii.il;in!01"r.,oy"1y'.
fully clothedand
.-.rflulary_was
stretchedout o
"Hilarv '-l;fii;il
l|re. ald I anived.
:::."j'^::,D.ed
sleeping when Hall's
'Yrg:1.;l$,1:j{_"'s"14
. a rwo_
,,Sheis tite-rallv
'utiiulion
.#ili'*j 0,,.r,.
*.lfltiiii:;#d.l*#;hill:T,fl$;$it"
.
as
ocaine
rsiders
3time"
r fund
l, and
okine
-uI
course,she,s Bvr
i uin the con
versation
;s'.;-'.',"n
;d'''$ il, infr#;t:0"*n'-ol! I e.
as
9:ygl
:
presidentiat
a
herbeing
Model,wiratev#ir,..,rpn",#i,trllljt:".rerhing -about
3:llllH*l?::n,t"t*,:;j-''
,':**l;*liff lrlil.ff
ji{fr
,*
'{r]!!tl:,q*,Ti"H'r}:$i:T;fi'ry
mmunitv
tosociar
diseases-.
n *", " *.riffi.*rTfll,i*,ifl",1&.1"1.*il
in thatgovem;;";'b""i;
"clean"
f|$lr.nasea.around
to the
r',cuegree
degreemat
ttt"i none
non" of
of mv eh,,oo," ,^^',tn9_!gltrolled sex slaveswere
OKE
ty of
very
trust
ment
on,"
ut it
:the
l.ug
ruld
uIs
ff#fiir$f
ffi*l;;*+tlni:f,*;inrry
it passe
;;ffiJ:
myabusers
t*t p."u,lii";rirA::;:#Xr;
JjP*T,fi*Jt1:ff,ff,:"-1"-oispraythemu
11#jt!1i"311ff
',ri;i,l*ffi
I
I
I
I
I
Appuently
atouseduv-** J,i,r";':'"**i:".Y-:eSan,Pe,rtorming-oralsexon me.
t9ngdayin thehot sun.sh,eg"rd, ,,E":t;;,";,-god,
eatme now,,. I hadno
rl.q*i"rl;;;"ti;fi:"frlill;il-iJtrTfr
tt#X3,*y
,mr,:li;lj;P';ir;il1";;*,tuito
ft'ffl!.'i',?il3lJ,Hf
:',i,',ffi
3'?#TT"TJo1
,ll'U'l#f*Tf:n:**,;il,t,,;;x'[fr
";;ilT?Hrffi1"i?'y;"#i1'Trff
jacket
iJrx,"x?H.iv#iT,;;,r;toss
155
I put my clothes on as ordered, and Hall's wife drove me back down to the
mansion where Houston was waiting for me. The meeting apparentlv had been
a success. I heard discu_ssionsthroughout the remalniirE
between
v*'r
Houslon, his agent Reggie Macl-aughlin, and I-oretta Lynn's trintiter. Ken Rilev
pertaining to Hall's successfulbranch of the cIA cociine operation emanatin!
from Arkansas. No discussions were as poignant and ievealine as thos;
between Alex Houston and cIA operative iouitry music entertaifier Boxcar
Willie.
Boxcar willie burst onto the country music scene after an ad campaign of
high lech hypnotically persuasive produced television commerciils- that
strategically made him an overnight sensationand "star". The country music
industry's Freedom Train neededa conductor to lead the industrv and'fans to
Miqsquri, and Boxcar willie was placed in the driver's s'eat. tite ttre
Ppllol'
Pipe.r
of Hamlin, Boxcar willie succeided in his role of trance-fening ttri
fi{
industry in
9lg* proximity to the Lampe CIA cocaineoperations.
Boxcar willie was one of the primary ground levdl contacts that Bill Hall
made after clinton convinced him to casti in on the cocaine benefits of the
country music industry transfer. Houston and Boxcar willie discussedHall,s
lucrative dealings-.througholt the years in my presencewhile traveling the
ggy.nq' together, billed on the same shows, inclirding performancesat the Swiss
villa Amphitheatre. I had much contact witn noxcaiwillie personallv since mv
government sponsoredcocaine runs often coincided and intermeshed with his.
But I never knew Boxcar Willie as well as my daughter, Kelly, knew him.
Kelly has named.Boxcar willie as one of trer frimar! se*ual ab'usersin three
different mental institutions, and has voiced fristrati6n at the lack or justice.
")vhy
"T I the one locked. up w!!19 my abusersremain free?" she coistanuy
pleals. I assureher I am doing all I cair to blow the whistle on Boxcar willii:
for her, and_exposehis role in transferring the country music industry to close
proximity of the l-ampe, Missouri cIA cocaine operition as outlineij by Bill
Clinton.
I
I-oyalty to the sovereignty of our country is non existent under New world orders.
"President'
Clinton poses no more leadership or loyalty to our country than Ronald Reagan did
since both follow(ed) New world order directives from former U.N. Ambassador snd cIA Director George Bush.
2
Hill".y Clinton is the only female to become sexually aroused at the sight of my mutilated
vagina.
156
CHAPTER 15
NO MORE BBANNG AROUND THE BUSH
It wasa sunny,fall dav in 1983when U.S' C91er91sm9Guy VanderJagt
-tnJ handler,Alel Houstonrr-nytlren3 1/2
mdwithmy CIA op"ot uJ tina-*nttof
Senatein
on the iteps of the U.S.
ila
ilr";id"er"r,hil:-ifiii,' '"pp".t"A
althoughI had
f".iliar.with^VanderJagt,
{frifiiit"i, 6.'C.' X"iri
I couldnot
his
@ll-9"1l^:
in
h.er
-ripii"i,i"try remembiret"oing
^li::::l
he hadmewhenI
hel jdst as
abusing
hewas,tn-iaci,seiiuatly
frinkO realize
with her,
fi;ii ;; ;i kneein-fronfof her to talk
ru a child. VanderJagt
"seeuncle
would
she
because
ffifr.d'il ttut-;toaii *", " ,poi"t {y'
and
He stood_up
Georse
Gush)whitemommlseeiUncteRirnnie(Reagan)".
"Ift's go
language,
wondzrtarid
grypri-c
li
tfifi;r'fi rhLffi;-, ;ti"c'ii,uici
man
*i';;iAdvinturetogethei"andled her-quietlyandrobotlcallyaway' both of us
"iuin-tfr"t aftirno<inat.the White Houie,
6;i1,'rJfy
In
literalil-,; our toesi fiO- .i"nOing at attention in- Reagan'soffice.
otd
Lt2-vezr
on m.v..3
6f conttolinflicted
"so
nerto pertoim; ;bgtt."tly andbehave weli" asshesilently
clildtocause
President
iriiii andunblinkiigiygt, in thepresence.of
ffi;ithli"'ptitiS
cheney.
D.ick
-0.
B"rr,,
Fffia";f
lrateioi:rense.s'gritav)
ffi;;'i,ildownthe
to g*e "l K;]iy, witli trerlongblondehaircascading
appea.reo
Reagan
ffiffi,,"i'*"iio* ii th;;;il;J
backof her blue prnafore diess, complet'ingher Alice In..Wonderland
Reaganr."*"d-to poii'no AiIbt thieat to her sexuallyas he said,
aDDearance.
'She
a modelchild".
isadorable,
"ffii|n'til;'g"rl"r"l
"This is.my-Vice President
io*LOt Bushand said,
people
oon;i u*"tt1know what the role of the Vice Presidentis
Bush.
Croree
ttret""'tt.t makingsureeverythif' that the President
ffi,ilffi;;;iiI6"rti"o
trt" *iv ili iupposed"to'" Heiooked at me and said
;;-i;;th.pp6n,
tn"'puuti"t iitention (he madea gesturein the air rhat
#t".Ir;i:i;.iilT'."i.r,
out orders"'
hiiti) *t ite the v^icePresidentcarries
-ffi;*t
--n-,1sr,;i.todiriend,
"And givesthem"'
Dick Cheney,said,
;riinii.; i-*san saio. ,,Anorder'fromhim is like an orderfrom me."
"amnisUoatshoesand a cardigansweateras he knelt on
ffifu;ilng
;;a;i
-ir. 6 t"ti tg 4"t oriher level. Bushusedthe
in
rronfor"ren;;
o*-tn6
Rogers'Neighborhoodto scramble/confuse
rf,ifa-iin;rt"irision prog'ram
6f contaciwith him and his sexualabuse'
hemory
r{et1"yil
ifrri-"i.tirr1 ii*e
ty
Rogerswas-deliberatelyexaggerated
Fied
fiir o'nrii."f resemUUndtoTV's
by fit
ffi ii.rliil"f ;l;rles .rlA mannerisms,inO is further conipounded.
said,
dr",ilp.d uo"*t itnp"tson"tion- Using his best Mr. Rogers voice he Mr.
tord-hir". fittiJbn". i *"nt to aii< you something. Do you watch
Neiphborhood!"
Ropen'
""Yes,
Sii,' Kelly resPonded'
i
)
)
)
)
his
makes
il;i'toia r"nn 'w"ii,-i;m nna gf n\g-Mr' Rogers.
Y!:",-l: does
with
*on" an.i't"ft--fifi" your daddy_(Houston,ventriloquist)
wpp.tr'
'F#fi;;ft1;il'''*vl.o"ii
r havelotsof pup?etsl,rfi riker4L iogJrl because
Mr. Rogers.'I pull
like
rcng
a
have
iust
dui"
@aha)
;;ift#;;
i#pG.-i
ald. I talk through
m6vtemenqs)
te'rtrings fte^paitomimeO*arion"tte tr-ariO
exciting^Adventures.
of
kinds
all
we
create
and
*ords
.y
sa!
them. frrey
tleigtrborhood(the New World Order). The
iiii "*-i';i,uifding-"-new
r57
'"TJt'i" r!vr&rrv-'---- 1;;
holdof?Y"p:11'
I,l1Y-"
isset,and
stage
urr
stnngs. rnc s ur l"iKt"t;f,il"li"i1l
mother's
pull_your
"""
H4rn**Ii,ii{Tiffi
ffiiltLJT#",1;il;',i""
I was
;ti"-N"Giilh6'd"'or'course
notofa
(ilTl3t"Hl3ilffL-;iu'
;&a,h;;;;
:Hil%f
i *": ::ly"l/Kellv'sbig
o,spuffi iuifr' s.staternq,.'itil!;1f
to consioer
prosram'
unabte
t"r"uiiitin
o"iii''i*iiioiFi-t::lf:
mindto seebeyono
sheresponded',,;,g$:
eyesgrew.even{ff;l
blue
"'"-e,itil
Etooa up and took he-r qanc'
L
Let me show you my
."'*{{l;t$J;"mn,ffi;:$i$li3llll,herinductionirrp
with.him thereatter'
shehad
,,Neiehborhood,,
and ,riii 5"Jry-r:IuJ.n *ni"t i"o" "n9ut19' immobilizing
-ran
uo*iit
104-6 degrei"'tem-perature*'
She
"ottiitttnt with high voltage
"""Hg"*or"ittig"
an
for
'aivt'JT'it
headaches
uiio"rry-rl't:t:Tng burns
werelfi:"""Iy;iii-td;!"^,"d,?n."r
meto
These
trauma).
carlf Jocioi'andKellyforbade
move"'
"uen
uuoio
leftonherston..Houi;}oipa!" n1eI
loo
#;""illi
IF'^*t
comforther, ptttrutrycomplaining
ft'Jry--oiiencomptainedof severe
9n9'.
Bu-shsexually
And she did not 'noue to'' hour!-on.
prgl rot " oly ot two after
kidnevpain, and n"' tt't-u* iJ""r]yvictimizatiitt"idnJet.ame unableto helpormy ow,nwedgeot
abusedher. My o*n'fiir-d-"oniii
iu"h honible'c-oniitiond-rove
,ny'.r,iid;
until our
Seeing
her.
trer'neels
Drotect
my total i""r'iriii'io-"nect
insanitvin deeper,ptjrpetu4ilg
ffi*:Wy't5:lL"ls'TJ'-':Jq"f.r-":l"THf
"i.i
i:['!'1,"ff
T,*#ir'#"f,
'ireto
h6r
B"'i'::"F9pl'J':^F*nXl';.t",lH; pa
(
sexual abuseol ner
t3'il;-u;;
"pull my strings"?"i ;iii"i;;
l|,LTl:,:?
of being
ramif,rcations
*'1"^fr:fi;ogical
dn"doiqr*::^l'"ri':**ffi
[i;wri.:;1';:1.;*q
1*-,,'1,ffi
further relnlorceo I
",,
;'*i.m'n'."l$"il'
ffi
m*:x,#'-t-rit$"J,lflf
"il-#i.friti"
asa child
e1,au1ea
,onui"r"-o^!ii,i"^{rand
psychologica
ienseof helpressnes'J.
to' the u?"tli"pttytitd
t#5'i:J1r:p:LSL"n
HyJfr"ii'"^'iri*,":l*$rymffi
now seem tnte rn'comparisql
sd",i;'ii hi.,9"t.
TdI Tt#dg;*:mlttAp*"*;1itIr
ou"itoRe3Ban'
s!
sdoe
wav
it ar
heh)
; ih;''
qilifj,ipgi
lli t.ffiTl'""";i:
{",J
fffjy;
mvpretty.''
i'il
get.!e-r'
*,,tilJi-Jn"--'tt'"n
makeon"
is setto
thestage
vou
'
i oii""to''' ii'""ut6*'ture
everyon
*id, "G;;;;i'iik;
Reasan
makes-sure
ttttn he
tt " N"*'wo?ia'oiirii asIenvision-itimplemEnt
how to :Pg"-d whento
it"m
t.iir
n"
hai a script-o xrJi"1'Tr.,#;*
it. Ho*'toi'""!J;*o'tp'"ninc
l{ t'*t"*l*:ftT"tt:'i.Xth "An
speak
ll"*$f'
th
rambred.5n
-oshowso betterpa
'?$frf,;;;;;t'i'n"
*,xil";n'4ffiffiilu
the
vou
a shse.r'il ttliffil-a;
world-'s
"!'l*fFiliing
well llurrr rrrru
projects
attention and learn vour Dart
iC"o'.eg and.l.will be working closely on a few
-see
orde
given
interrufteO,
yiru're
Cheney
t-"'-frtt"n
you'll s!!
fii^m'
ano*nenltiu
topether,
fromme.''
orders
givi:n
ii3"i'iiitit' v;u're
158
knowsthe chain of command, Dick," Reaganinjected, referrine to his
in charge,.and
in whaioraef presio";ilVi; 'p;;rfi#;
X,S^yhg*T
Clr.L.y,
Byrd,9tc..
,our
.miy'haveueenttri-irrai";i;;;;.ffi
un€ney's.defrnltlon
ffi,ii;i
was necessa4/to my understandine. Frori mv
nve, me chatnof command was clearly BuCh, Chenev, HalUib.Reaean'.
-Houston,
r.T{lastly,.ona par with my handler,
nyrd,'Ai oT;hi;hi;;;
ttl cnangeat any grvcn
glven momenr.
moment. uneney
Cheneyjust
rolled
rofled his eyesat Reagan's
Reagan,s
Just
:_"]T16:
1
1y
lt andneversroweddown as he continued, "Right now i stageis Seins
by fhevice.presidenion_
jil9qrro* r,e-*ind-fi;;-q:_dl..Tle{
ry:yjl
part.insettingthestagefor
Mexico'srole in thi New World OiOei.;Hy,ll1l_1,-ea^ll.."gfli;--Yjt\
!!r9.worr{
in 9r{e1,therewiu be world
patriot
strategically
placing an-American
dedicated to the cause-oi
-9.--:,.:^-yJ
cemocracyln
qr parts
rrr all
of the
urE world,
WUltur we
wE can
can influence
tnlluence me
I,qrJ vr
the thinkine
mtnKnS Ot
of
13u0n'sleaderand_paint for them a picture of freedom and Ameri-can
never torget. They'll spread it to the people and the whole
ryj Tey'r,l
wlI De of one mlnd--one purpose--one cause. Freedom. you'll be
friendsairdjeaders.
-Ch"*i^;";ifi;,
on-mybJ;iil
,kq_tg3.p_f
+ese
{romt!19 to timJ
r slippedback
into the meeting,.wirhout
iJti:
orders
Vice presid6nt.rrssori
_frommeandyournewdirector--the
vice
IJndercover
y:.y-.t.h"t^M:,9ryi
druglsentsraking
,?1?^.],-9:
.is. is
il of
thedrug.ingu_rtry.A Vice president
fi .i;%;;;;;;
- -- -o
i"st if,at:-a"'
"
hkingcontrolof thedrugindustry--for
thepiesident.
pro.ble.m..
They'vegor lorsof drugs,but not
*,"tryj..y1_^Y:lt_""
I ?.
insnorthe meansto sell
it^outsidetheir dwn "?untry. So frSwcan ;;
their(growing).drug.
industrywhenwe can't'evengei;";;;;;
9.1]
:l" - . duty
. i _s. ryour
ru
r _ nAmerican
r r r v r r e q r vcitizen
r u z c t l to
ru u
open
p g n the
u l e rroutei
outes a
and
n o linitiate
nlnate
.assan,
ilom poveny.throughouttheir nation by offering them cash as a means
rgmelrorug lndustrynght rnto our graspby bringing it right up to our
:ration Greenbacks for Wetbacks," Cheney said, laughing.
with him.
Bush
"your assignment
,tt.pqglgd. composure.
to co_nclude,
beginsin
lis
Lines)andendswhe"nyou ,.tufi }io,
{1fllf!{N"orwegian..Caribbean
withwordof succ-ess."
wrur .1.
il.lflu gesture
a.hand
gcsrure that
[nar olrecleo
directedmy
my gue
g'lz;e lrom
from Bush
tsush
i.l:{_;::9.'.
Syeht :,:J,eJs
3f, efe with
f1:t. sy.thenr wasd-eepry
tranced
and
:Ttgllir,ll,:111,
rl_T9llgnning..oyt
gs alI tos:ther
gt_
g, trance'w'as
timeleisly
3r3":,L
l9i"
-f l;ft the: White
-f!
lt" U6use
fgr furtherplogramming.
gpd
white House
wiitr a
with
;;-r;;;;-i
messagefo'r
YtcePresldent
of Mexico, carlos Salinasde Gortari, from the-vi
of theU.S., and with one very sick child.
Mr Roger projects through puppets on his show, and one of his key characters
from the
of Make-Believeis King Friday the l3th.
159
CHAPTER16
OPERANON GREENBACKSF
^ Vy ClA.mind.-controlhandler, Alex Houstonand I boardedthe Norwegian
caribbeanr_rnqs-sl{n
boundfor cozumel,Mexico, with a large,black, softiide
suitcase-packed
full of cashand a proposalof "prosperity'frorir ttreu.s. ttris
plo.podz programmed-in-me
by vice Presideitgirsh,-wassupposedly
initial
groundwork
for
the
North American Free Trjdle Agieement
9jplol"FS
(NAFTA).
It was my understandingthen that the North American Free Trade
{Breementwas considereda significantstepin implementingthe New World
Order through mind .manipulationof thE massi:s. Acciording to Byrd,
propaganda
disguisingthe truepurposeof NAFTA includedthecon&pt of "?ree
trade"which the U.S. andMexicangovernments
had long sinceshared. ',Free
trade"of child and adult mind-controlled
slaves,cocaine,heroinand businesse
hasbeennot-so-secretly-proliferating
for years. My own fatherjoined the ,,run
for the border" via U'.S. StateDelartmentand Iifexican suusiaizeabusiness
incentives.
and openedyet anotherb-ranchof his u.S. Departmentof Defensegiven-business_
in Mexico. This was part of the "free trade" agreementthat I
knowpersonallyhasbeenoperatingsmoothlyfrom at least1984. In an effort to
maintainthe illusion that the agreementwould not createa negativeeconomic
imbalancebetween Mexico and the U.S., tourist areas of Mexico were
deliberatelybuilt up, enhancedand Americanizedwith U.S. dollars. These
fundswere provided-throughCIA covertBlack Budgetoperationsof drug and
slavetrading,as well as directly throughthe SenateAppropriationscomfrittee
of which SenatorRobertC. Byrit is chairmanasof this writing.
I certainlydo not purport to understand
internationalbuiiness,nor haveI
attempledto "educate"myself through what I know to be propagandaslanted
and filtered periodicals. How moneyinterfacesin world maiketshas beenwell
documented.For example,who supportswhom in which financialendeavors
is apparentlyfar too complexfor evenBCCI attorneysand investigators
ro sort
lhrough. My personalperspectiveon Mexican, U.S., and Saudi Arabian
buildup of Mexico's economyis limited to my own experiences.My understandingis further affectedby deliberatemi-sinformation
from the criminat
perspectives
of thosewho were in control of my mind's knowledgebaseand
actions. From time to time,_senatorByrd usedm-easa roboticsountingboard.
He told me what he wantedme to hear, and this was structuredmorJ toward
strokinghis own €rrorrnous,warpedego than it was to educateme in world
finance.
"the moneygameis
simplya gameof control,"and
.. SenatorByrd claimed
his
ailopted
Golden
Rule of-"Fe who holdi ihe [ota makesthe rules.,'
[ves !y
"by
He told me in so many-words that
appropriatingfunds to all (viable)
projectsusheringin the free tradeagreerirenf,-and
allocatinglesseramountsto
'criminal'
justicesystem,Iiontrol our country
U.S. socialsystems
suchasour
and our place in world markets. All the world-is a stage,and I own th!
theater!...you
canbankon it!"
- SenatorFV.4l lwis,tedrealityechoedin my mind whenAmericawasbought
by President-s
Bush and efinton in the recent passage-of
($glg) and.._sold
-Bvrd
NAFTA. "I would never run for President--Oh.I'd win if I did."
160
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with the aforementioned suitcase
When I anived at the militarv installation
"office" through a series of electronic
of cash in hand, I was taken to Salinas'
eatessuarded bv off,rcersin white uniforms. Salinas sa[ at his desk, which was
issue;, G on a highly poliqtred wooden floor
il;i"ffil"i''""^lii:;:,-.iiit"ty
This created an air
ti.t"air/r;oiO of .iecoi aiia personatiffeiti.
t;;
il;dtt
of militarv practicalitv] I G thesuitcase ii front of Salinasand began relaying
rr-i'0"6#" piolrammea to deliver.
;h";;;'""'i
""
;il;"";tii"ioi"
Vi"" ptoiA"nt of the United State of America to
-ir'onr-ttt"
t"if fing to shareits wealth through a trade
out nilet Uois in VExico. e."ri."-ir
asreemEnt with Mexico. We'll trade our cash for control over Mexico's
.8ifr"" i"o t-"ioi" pioari"tion. nycontrolling your dru-gindustry, y9 cal oPPn
the border betweenbur countries tb dlow a fred flow of cocaine and heroin into
iiii U^f , U*ght and paa f- i" American dollars to build Mexico. Eygntyatp
this coufd dis'solve tlie border between our countries altogether as Mexico's
economy grows to rnut"ft oui* if *e Uigi" toAay, ttris dreair could be realized
bV the tiri of the century--sharingthe samecontinent, sharing the same wealth.
industri already dictates what the Mexican government can or
Wtrv? ttre drue
-giving
ttre U.S. control of your drug industry'--Iul"*i"q'-regaiL1
cantot do. By
"onttot ouer lier"gouirnment. Re-establisheitpower lacked !V I{.S, dollars will
bring Mexico on-an economic par with America. we can begil by spreading
the tord through the (drug) cartels that the U.S. is covertly willing to open the
borders to free-drug tradtby making agents available to show y_outhe passage
and routes through-which th-edrugs are to be delivered. Only V.S, agents can
bring Mexican i'eroin and (South American) cocaine across the border, -and
likefiise they will bring the cash in. Explain to those selectfew who control the
drue empirbs that tf,-e cruise line (NCL) agreement is going into mass
-xp-ansiori,tearing down the border beiween oui count4es enough to allow for
as manv drues td come in as Mexico can deal out. when do we begin? Immediatdly. fhe cash is at hand. ( gesturedtoward the suitcasewhich Salinas
unzippaf to find full of cash.) Ddliver whatever amount of brown heroin you
traveit hand as a meansof confirmation to the agreement. Keep the changeas
a token of the change and good fortune that has befallen Mexico from its
nation."
neighboring
"e,s
f friisneA Bush's message,Salinasimmediately took a note pad from the
who was stationedat
desk and scrawled a quick not6. He passedit to a-g-uar_d
as he extended his
h-is
desk
over
and^leaned
smiled,
up,
He
stood
ttr" O*t.
hand in a warm handsh'aice.I was escortedout. Houston found me on the front
stJpi of the installation and together we were escortedthrough the barbed wire
fentes and back onto the streetsof Cancun.
f *ait A in a small clearing nearby for an indeterminate length of time,
playing with a large iguana. Fii'ally, a iaxi cab driver pulled u-pand-honkedhis
me to pict up a fist-sized ball of Mexican brown
horir tI.ee times,-sig-naling
-was
citdely wrapped-in brown paper, tied with twine, and
heroin. The her6in
measuredapproximately the siie of a baseball. Ai quickly as the cab driver
left, Houstdri,who was standingsomedistanceaway with two.uniformed men,
sistialed me to ioin him. We wlre then driven to th-eairport where we boarded
eir Forie aircraft to Washington,D.C.
-a-U.S.
immediately upon arrival at Andrews Air lorg9 Base just outside of
Washington, D'.C., I was taken to SenatorByrd who then escorted me to Dick
Ctr"*v?t pentagon office for a meeting with Vice PresidentBush. I was ill and
vomiti'ng from i-hehigh voltage administeredin Mexico to compartmentalizemy
t62
mem
lyj
mapl
wher
took
Chel
r
it he
I
Pg
to-s
of \
Och
rcntionedsuitcase
rnes,ofelectronic
oesk,which was
rcd wooden floor
nrs.created an air
o beganrelaying
rteof America to
r through a trade
over Mexico,s
ry, we qm open
:_andheroin ihto
rco. Eventually
rer as Mexico'-s
ouldbe realizd
re samewealth.
'ernmentcan
or
Mexico regains
f.S.dollars-will
n by spreading
mg to open the
ou the passage
,.J. agentscan
re border, and
vnocontrol the
ng into mass
h to allow for
e begin? Imwhich Salinas
vn heroin vou
the chang6as
xrco from its
mem'ry.r was allowedto usgByrd's magneticpasskey card to
unlock t
mue of doors that led to the i-adies' fr.oom.^ I wds still wearing
i
inappropriate-for-D.C.
cruisecrothesano carrying dte r'eroin-.ii,,iliot" t
when
I metwith Bushto confirm Mexico's alreementto his propo'sal. gL
tooktheheroinfor himserf,obviousrypteasea-wiirr
rh; q"Jiiti'ttfrroou
cheney.laughedandtold Bushhe nee.ieito "confiscatethe contra-band,,.
"Over
B*lsh
my
ashe.laughed
at Chenjy;sContr";ot.
"If replied,
-de1d..b4yl
don't sharesoire
of it, thit courabi-thiifu;;4h6";y
. . you
i"ri] "pit
"
it here.
Bushstrucka pitch Dose,wound.tp,_made
a fake out pitch, andjoked
b."bfllbanter,'Tl's a itrigti fly' ball.''vouie gorngto have
-ct"n'iliot
to stear.,, I
tossed
theheroinin the air,-cau[htit, and stroa"foi if;"-o*i.
--"" vrrv'vr t .
ofhischair,pointedto theiooriand ;tde;J-;;"Out;;.Houston
and I were flown in to MontegoBay,
-Jamaicaand transporte
0choRiosto boardour nextNCL cruiseshii.
pad from the
,sstationedat
extendedhis
: on the front
r barbed wire
gth of time.
d honked hii
xican brown
h twine, and
e cab driver
brmed men,
we boarded
outside of
me to Dick
wasill and
entalizemy
163
juve
ofa
l
read
@ql.sgE[
Dis
"Neighborhoodl'-throue! prel
Bush's
into
inducted
was
Soonafter Kelly
-G.eorge
exp
Jiuat aurise,Bush enforced his odntrols on me. our mind-control
rro11iirc-Aret
and
nousti,n, ttua hken Kelly 319 qe to -Washington,D'C' for
il;afi,
as
by
e_scorted
had
already.been
Kelly
Bush.
r"p"*iiv scheduledmeetingswith
whi
"i'""s-i"'ttliiJndezvous with him that morning,durlg which ti-mel.had been
enh
in
the.nearty
located
offices
Byrdis
C.
Robert
Senator
;i;;r.d t" in"-of U.S.
fort
mg
byglai,ming
ol
his
holds
nuitOing. There, Byrd reinfo'bed
Fti-i;G
"proving" once again that I had "no
ano
and
Departrireni
Justi&
tn"
.o-"Uof bf
Bu
was
compounded,
reaction
hoiror
My
*ttoi to run and no *hiti to hide".
the
*iiin nvtO lookedat his pocketwatchand notified me in Alice in Wonderlanl
referring
date,"
important
very
for
a
late
you're
late,
;ryil;t""g""g",:'iou'te
meetingwith Bush.
to-my
-Houstonwho waitedjust
l'sprinted"fromthe HooverBuilding,encountering
I waitedfor my esgo.S
where
me to the Smithsonian
Houston
-at hunied
outsid€-lnrt-Jf"A
the "Face Changing"exhibit. This computerizedexhibit
a,
iffuitrateitow an individual'sface-cahtakeon a radicallydifferentappearanc€
slightlyalteringany singlefeature.
by
-'Tfie
p(
tixhibit fiscinated"meas a programmedMPD since multiplesoften
tht
in
themselves
recognizing
not
"*o"riin"" the unnervingph"not"n^ 6f r6utinety
Ro
slightly
changes
often
face
multifle's
A
io
i*ircttin?'personalities.
d";
ffiil;;
int
'ivalidates"
pgtc?.uoll,,9l
communrtres'
religious
the
with eachswitch, which
w€
"OJ*oni"
belief
this
pors"rsion"in occultism. I-ogic quickly.dispels
iol""fl.a
m:
emotion,.by
to
according
changes
expression
eueryone's
tf'tat
*ttin iilr realized
on
specific
ielaxing
or
ttin "otot and tones, bt*f p."rturi:, and by tig-htening
these
when
exaggerated
riore
aie
chinges
l,n'MpO's^face
muscles.
micro
ab
programming'
naturalconditionsare combinedwith thJ resultsof sophisticated
Ft
"CharmSchool"teachessubconscious
as
controlover thesenaturalphenomena
re
as
to
well
as.
as.
such
slaves
government
u-i*dv-tnio. disguiseon
Tysglf'
de
of
incapable
was
I
t'"iir""J3;'ueautyi to their maximumpotential';"i;;f
re
I
as
stood
display'
with
the
my
fascination.
thinkingor logically under-standing
tr
waitingfor my escortsasordered.
totallyEnthralt-ed,
Th_ough
with
them.
Kelly
to.see
relieved
was
i
upptoich.d,
et tne escorts
\l
fact that shewasalive was all I was
stre*as nisiUfytranitil and traumatized,1[e
"FaceCianging" exhib^it,sheexcitedly
fr:
;6"bb oi-gia'sping.Whenstresawthe
S
hear
I
could
Before
just
abouithis!"
me
a
read
.i'.fuitnJ,"0n'.lJGeorge
!9ok
ni
Kelty with our handler,Hggslon'
:rnvmore.i wasled away-,l-eaving
-''i;;;
was
which-here-to-fore
Office,
Residence
B-ush's
quiiLty
to
tik.n
tft"n
unfamitiarto rrli. nitttoughit had slaleblue, plushcarpetsand fine.furnishings
a
a different
iit " ttr" White Houseoffic"e,latticework andshaller roomsp.rovrlted.
SI
wliile_Bush--carefully
ordered,
as
"ii. r sat in a trarA-Uici woodenchair
b
in front of me on a little woodenfootstool. This allowedme
*iitio"Jf'tit"r"tf
irrili'"ir-i6intv "i-ni hrge boof that he held in.his pp. .,nn,i{tlstrationsfaced
A
me. while ali text e*"iit the last pagewas printed_inl-t" lolder's direction.
to
enforce
de_sign*
pi&e
specifical_ly
or
ait
nigtr
tecrr
Ti'i, iioll ;;r;';"iq";,
"You'Are Wtrlatyou Readu. The
h
mettr^oa'of
e;ti{i""otit"
irograniming,
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x
t
t
t&
#'ffiffi,fi$Ht
irthe
appeara
:trrilYkgave
ii H{:iiffi1T
ugh
trol
for
by
)en
'by
ng
no
ed
7d
rg
st
ls
ir
I
I
g{-K-fffi
,,fii'is,'.toffi
m-l,$r-g-fr
f il?.::T.g:'$l'.".T*r:'"'i"grv,i'"ir!';:_!!!i:fi!'ti
tH:gr$iep";;'iff
S$?"iffi!li',1#.'ft
#i:ig;j'trii:'
itJ$::i!i'ffi
ananc€d
thedesired
affectof,fanrarv-uoStii;l'igiq,
-ilit#i_p".rpuy;_r,ad
r0rrro scxamble
Thisextraordinary
reatirvwourotriie
er_
ir nor beenfor
':$iix.s';ml'i:l*,i3#fi
",*n$
#ilt}Iiffj"J.:+fi
fJ;,ffi?.fl
I amtheVicepresiden,^yl_*
circumstance
demands,
y yourCommanderl
yiu,-ltfollow my commands.
Aljl ttrst
command's
important_ It is o;;';;;
,rne
n*,
wtren
r seno
yoi';;;i,
youarewhatyou,*Jltt
Throughout
my tenureas_l,fTlOgti?f. Model
mind_controiled
goudedspecificbooksaccording
slave,I was
q surt,'i ;"t'&*r. Theseboofts,
deiivered
^
ix*?;#;;:#i"*ffi
1",',H"H+["t#t?.$#,
Dool(swereusedto instruct
were
anaftemptto sc.amble
,o."
1,;;;'d;;itiii'li
fantasv;ottre.s
mvmmdwith pertinenrnl?,1{,llT"E-Yit
*Jre i,st?o roaa
nvmindwitipertiniil;il';';ilxt'#'T"ffi
n"r;r:rfsii:fi
,:ltnl"ls
't#+*Fii:1ffi
f;m,x','#r';lffi:J#,ffi
t#{
l*H[,,ffi
"'i'nJo
.#*
g'ii
:,'i int ;f li :.y"r"lg ** o,i-,i,,
nae,in
"#iri."'#T AJg'hanistun,
nisnn, from
,rrfli',,ip,,,,,',8$$1t,
from which
which
Ir
X"llfi?,ll"l,bS,L
:",i,1*.lfsha
**:f-{ l.tojo'v,ir*.ilii'ii?iJ.r
ff'{fllif
prceive it.
-'
'r w"@rrcu
racl oeyond how I was
supposed to
yjidfr
-l,,:!.!ri";,";ii7:;i:^trtii"t.*:.f,",#iu
iK{"yg,tT.;
ffil",HtdJii's;:\,i,"d.ffi'B#,"','i;F,!Jil
,i,d
rugnhansh
NeverEndingstory.. st"l"6",itt""iassic^o_f
Mice and uihcaused
#,{,4;,}H},h,"!.q;g;;+*
pyC m: visit hasyet to pick
up on ttris-oioeri
bvJuvenile
courtoiaer-noito oiscuis-x'Jlii,;";;,ilTlii"ffi'"io I amiorbidden
Bush's
mosreffectiv""*arptitltti,
.
elrt.,wr,aty<iJRead,,in his book
aboutFacesoccurreddu.irg
,*gii'i ;i"*" pagedepicting
"far_off,
$
lizard{ike
deepspacepta€".-- C
,*ll,r" f:f a
r,l5'.'Hl'lltfl"'iiil,li,.,HflI;*t"'F,truJ#
jftrlHt"ff
#fr
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165
retrosDect.I understandthat Bush had been painstakingly careful in positioning
our
- s&ts in order that the hologram's effectivenessbe maximized'
U.S. Armv Lt. Col. Aq-uino's occultism provided trauma sufficient h
maintain mv Pioiect Monarch'Mind-Controlled existencedespite his inability to
"fi""i tnv iirt" trjittu"tity. Therefore, I was not routinely subjectedto the other
ltr"uma'of choite"--alien themes-like many slaves(including.Kelly).1
i""orit"
had
been. The effect of Bush's illusion holggranl on such vlctlms ls
knew
t"ting -a strong. Even Aquino envied the mind shattering effects of Bush's
"Iil ifi"*; 'rrisu"Traumas to' the extent that he wrote and published his own
"oti" u*t sequel to Lucas' star wars' while occultism is. easily -dispelled
ani fact, Bush's alien theme continues to be reinforced tttto.$l
;itii-ieail
mind-control atrocities. Additionally, California's 24involvement'in
NeSe;r
vear incumbent Senator Alan Cranston of the Select Committee on Intelligence
base for decades, as have others. Despite_pY
frui o"-"tuut"a this trauma
"alien" theme traumas,^Bush's"Yoy
You
ii""iii ii"ip.a routine
{r9,What
of
g4n
control
total
to
for
him
suffrcient
devastatingly
neadfitrologlram proved
'from
1988'
in
rescue
my
until
momenion
that
mv
' robotic'mind
gv ttr" time Bush reached the last page of his About Faces book, I was so
"became what I reid" when I read the last verse aloud as
t "u-ni"ti".A i instantly
ordered:
I am a True Patriot living an American Dream,
pull my string.
I will become my role when you'be
all I can be'
I will become mi, part, so I can
'Causejust like ihe Vice President, I am what I read.
I
Rea
and
exte
Cari
hon
ina
eith
Dan
cerl
but
bey
tim
fan
Bill
in
chi
My
Bol
dal
Gu
thr
fat
gr
M
Prr
sa
fal
yo
ex
lor
se
fa
ci
r€
m
tr
pl
b
lv
b
cr
n
166
I
)nrng
lt
CHAPTER18
0o
ty to
lther
tv)r
:s iS
sh's
)wn
lled
rgh
24rce
ny
ou
of
SO
as
IN-EE
I
MEAll"rII4E
My life seemedto lead me at an acceleratedpace
after being
subiected to
andBush.Mv handrer,
I ragan
eGi-i',iiiJ"ls;ti;ily
Ji"i'fi*"i/'*u, nr,
d
Elemer's
(his
arier-.ego
J
dtffiv) . poiu"r-ity
--wrr"n-*.'*!i",ii
*r"t k6pt il'a;;ring
so
J alarivelvwithinthecountry_musii
cricui.
I Qribbean
andMexicouia Nci strlpr,'#"ori"i"ghis cocainetiliing rh"
loadedmotor
bme.to
strategicary
bookedtto*r'"J"irr"'rr,"'ii.s:, *" ,iiiJlJ"tiilii.""i"g
-6il;J;'Jid,I
nandoutof Washinston,_D__C:
AIl.alongttreway,my
*"."
citrerprostituted.
usEa
popog9phy, or filmed in Michael
"chief'
1-191me1cial
Ilmtd's
bestiaritv
pornography
asbrdereiby uncleRonnieReasan.
_,,gr3:":*1l".:.11a,.:i:y."!il"gisil'il-'il-i;rire"n,'i_,i,.?'ii".
shinwestay6d
with"'y ra1nir.y..
r.i, ; ;i'i;;il;?lr'
htinformativ-e.
dH' ;#Jt'#l*T;f;
Mv motherh#;"";t;;.d
o'#p,.psyctrotogical
scarsaboveand
bcyond
herown MpD condition;d-t".:;;;
ttupwasroutinelvtraveling.toLondoi;__e;r;;y,insbmniacl My fathii by rhis
ani! ![exr_cg,,
ana tating ttre
turilvto FroridaisDisnev-worrd;d'w;hiilign,.D.c.
My otJ"iu.ott er,
Bill,stillworkedfor and.ivith
.rt t-",t"r; il;;r"d rvith him an'nuatvto ,,hunt,,
in chenev's
crevbuil. wyorin3
ltig: il''r"int"in"o
his wife'and three
dildren
undertri'uma-base.mind-contr-oi'"*oroing
to
my
father,s
instructions.
Mybrother,
Mike. ran " "iq.o
""il;'sister,_Keili
of my father,sand Uncle
l!";;;fr;;;re
Bob
Tanis'lucrativeoorn..video
birG;
Jo, becamea bely
&ncing
contortionist
bxcellinti";cfi;;;ti"."
sn"" she
- became,,asflexibleas
Gunbv"accordineto her p?oi!{,ffi;-d;mming.
sn"*';;rft
i'", *uy
htoughschooliri chirdren'sday-carecenTers,
admittedry
spotting, ror my
ftther,
abused
chirdrenfor poteniial';.tor"n-"dn.r,,candiilates.
In-.1990
-n"u"n,
sh!
gnduated
to oDena ticensdda;F*;;'",iltti.
r*-"-iJ;-ii-'cona
Michigan
for nivfather.My f.,iq;i-t",
.iil?*r)_,.is a comlu_iids(crA
Pmject)
programmed
comput''er
genius. rral ri-irt.r^Tim
broketiis teg1intt "
nneplacemy motherh:glr:g
it, t.g'yJa';.
beforelj;;';'ffid?ing
"b,!yond.
my
nner'ssportsprogramming
aboveand
rrumair"ii"d,'itv."i"c ,nv
y'ungest
srster,Kimmv. becamehvstericalivoprgiiJ' ;ifrTir,ii.
iog.rr,'
ffif,H;Tffi
o'f,r'*e
thewhite
i,".'ffi;gi"j.'H:;,:'tri*,::,1-1""T:qryi"I'j'
House,
andwlsunder
i d;l,ii;;F6;ili*ilt";U:
sven.Ilookforwardto th6dayr cantrerp*reili;;d
j."iailiil&'on
ry
partsof my-.brain
I wouldnot haveusedundernormal
,.^llf-_I y"1u,sing.
orcumstances,
I deverooed
the,abirity
to reaouictwaro-;;;;ff*ii;ls
r couto
rcad
forward
s' Houstorigg.a
116 iqi i tvpi.a*rv ;* rt:b;"d pn# d,,i.'non u, "
neans
of "scramblins" signs.to.fromot6
of wherewe were
_road
_amnesia
baveling.He furthJrcompoui'ded
trii -nlr"';r",i*Ujhc%;ih#il
inort by conditioningme to
, read
phonerically
and
literally,
-o "ti"-at"A
,,zoo,,
nooz"and"ooz"-tqyrs]4_ed
became
-;lmlgry'.--ari'L"""r"
toloi'.*etronsas rea?"oui-tciisas,,,and
Missouri
(andwas!)
became
west, ano-i-ili'wayoo
became
99. wheriI traveiqd.,
i-;iiiJ.iry,iiid iot consciousry
know-ifI were
omingor going.If anoutsio'errrappend
to-"it'n," aboutwh6rer d traveted,
r
mechanicatly
replied,"Thetownsiti tdGJri;, and
lookalikeafterawhile.,,
r67
' j
r[
Commandsdelivered in the same languagetwisting manner were natural for me
to follow. "Bq!e with it" was easier for me to become according to Reagan's
"rolling with it". Phrases
acting definition than it was to go with the flow by
"In a switch of an "I" (personality)/
like Wyoming Senator Alan Simpson's
"eye"(hypnotic blink)/ "i"(the letter), complaint becomescompliant. The parts
"normal"
of mv brain I was forced to function with were not conducive to
thinking.
Nor could I have appeared "normal" to outsiders had they cared to see
beyond my supefrcial programmed cover personality. I did have occasion to
mix with "outsiders" at the local library where I took Kelly for her books on
days when we were not traveling. By age 6, she tested at the 7th grade reading
level. I also emergedfrom my closed environment to tend to Kelly's schooling.
She maintained straight As, but her poor attendance record threatened to violate
state requirements. Once when the librarian asked where Kelly would be
traveling to waive library book due dates, or the teacher inquired as to Kelly's
"the towns all run together and look
absences,I gave the usual responseof,
pressed
for
specifics, I ran through a series of
alike after awhile." If they
religious phrases such as "praise the Lord", to compensate for my lack of
"religious fanaticism"
answers. People tended to overlook and accept
"role"
personality peculiarities, which combined with my
traveling the country
music industry, kept outsidersat a distancefor years.
My "religious fanatic" cover personality was cultivated at the Brentwood,
TennesseeI-ord's Chapel "nondenominational" @entecostal) church, through
"Reverend" Billy Roy Moore (who has since fled to
the CIA Operative preacher
Arkansas due to a local murder scandal).
Moore transported cocaine from the Caribbean for the CIA, at least during
"missions,"r i.s.,
the Reagan Administration, under the guise of so-called
Christian ministries. It most likely was not the intent of the Christians
dedicated to their Caribbean ministries to be used by the CIA and Moore to
inadvertently mule drugs into our country. Even CIA agentsoperating under
"need to know" partial information were denied the full scopeof what they were
Many seemingly willing participants were
actually participating in.
"justification," and deliberately misled to believe they
manipulated, provided
were serving their country, rather than destroying it from the inside out.
"Pastor" Moore combined his knowledge of Kelly's and my programming
keys, codes, and triggers with his use of metaphorical language to maintain
"following" consistedprimarily
anil/or direct our mode of operation. Moore's
of government mind-controlled slaves and handlers, including the Mandrells,
Jack Greeneand his slave, the Oak Ridge Boys, and others. He instructed us on
"religious"
how to vote, which political issues to support, and to follow other
friend,
political leaders such as his and Manuel Noriega's
evangelist Jimmy
Swaggart. "Religious counseling" from Moore equated to maintaining mind"God's Orders". And "God's Orders" often came
control programmingthrough
by telephone.
"in the loop" who was
Houston constantly prostituted Kelly to anyone
willing to pay. Wh6n^she wasn't bei'ng proslituted, she was being filmed
pornographically.
By 1984, Michael Dant6 routinely filmed Kelly in
pornography, since kiddie porn was as lucrative as bestiality. He filmed Kelly
and me in I:s Vegas, Nevada and various other locations throughout the
Caribbean, California, Florida, Tennessee,and in my home stateof Michigan.
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cipated in black budget funding operations for years on both the
r and pornography levels. His counterpart, Dick Flood, refused to
nte in any more pornography after Dant6 came on the scene. Even the
dlle,
ille, Alabama NASA/DIA/CIA-appointed "law enforcement" officers
rarely succeedin their bidding for Kelly's video taped performances
directlvorderedbv Senator Bvrd. Dant6 considered himself her future
aswell as mine, and maintained control of our porn "business" ventures
h serious U.S. Government and international Mafia methodisms/
Jimmy Walker, the same photographer who had taken pornographic
ddingnight" pictures for Larry Flynt, recently had other photographs of me
fishd in Hustkr. When Dantd found out, he was furious. I-arry Flynt and
ttd both worked for the CIA. had Vatican and Mafia connections. and
appealedto Reagan'sperversionsusing Project Monarch Mindberately
tholled
slaves.What Flynt could not "legally" publish, Dant6ran through
Flynt andDant6lived on opositecoasts,which, despitetheir
unduground.
larities,still was not far enough apart to sooth their differences. Waving
handsin dramatic Italian gestures, Dantd furiously spouted a string of
pnitiesover Flynt's publishing photos of what he deemed "his property".
srities
lsing Flynt of going to extremes to gain favor/protection from the
Dantdshouted, "He's a bigger whore than the girls he promotes!"
Ernment,
MichaelDant6's pornographic filming abilities served several purposes.
from producing porn according tLo Reagan's own (well known)
present dur
instructions, Dant6
ons and
md instructions,
Dant6 was
was present
during many key international
"satherinss".
nent"gatherings".
when I and
were prostituted
Oftentimes when
Oftentimes
and others
others were
orostituted to
government
)rnment(New World Order)
leaders, Dant6 had hidden cameras
Order) leaders,
perversesexual acts apparently for future blackmail leverage. These
were scandalous in proportion and were usually ordered by Reagan.
turned the videos over to Reagan, and covertly kept copies to protect
; Dantd converted a small room of his Beverly Hills mansion into a
vault, where he kept his personal copies of the international blackmail
bps there.
Among
theseintemationallyscandalous
tapesare numerousvideoscovertly
at the supposedly secure political sex playground in northern
ia, Bohemian Grove. According to Houston, Dant6's high tech
able cameras used fiber optics, and fish-eye lens were in each of the
club'snumeroussexualperversionthemerooms. My knowledgeof these
ru wasdue to the strategicallycompromisingpositionsof the political
I wasprostitutedto in thevariouskinky themerooms.
I wasprogrammedand equippedto function in all rooms at Bohemian Grove
oder to compromise specifrc government targets according to their personal
"Anvthins.
'sions. "Anything,
with anyone"
was my
mv mode
mode of
rversions.
anvtime. anywhere
anytime,
anvwhere with
anvone" was
ionat the Grove. I do not purportto understand
the full functionof this
nl cesspoolplayground as my perception was limited to my own realm of
ience. My perception is that Bohemian Grove servesthose ushering in the
WorldOrder throughmind control, and consistsprimarily of the highest
rfraandU.S. Government officials. I do not use the term "highest" loosely,
copiousquantities of drugs were consumed there. Project Monarch Mind-
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Commandsdelivered in the samelanguagetwisting manner were natural for me
to follow. "Role with it" was easier for me to become according to Reagan's
acting definition than it was to go with the flow by "rolling with it". Phrases
like Wyoming Senator Alan Simpson's "In a switch of an "I" (personality)/
"eye"(hypnotic
blink)/ "i"(the letter), complaint becomescompliant. The parts
of my brain I was forced to function with were not conducive to "normal"
thinking.
Nor could I have appeared "normal" to outsiders had they cared to see
beyond my superhcial programmed cover personality. I did have occasion to
mix with "outsiders" at the local librarv where I took Kellv for her books on
days when we were not traveling. By ale 6, she tested at ttre Zttr grade reading
level. I also emergedfrom my closed environment to tend to Kelly's schooling.
She maintained straight As, but her poor attendancerecord threatenedto violate
state requirements. Once when the librarian asked where Kelly would be
traveling to waive library book due dates, or the teacher inquired ds to Kelly's
absences,I gave the usual responseof, "the towns all run together and look
alike after awhile." If they pressed for specifics, I ran through a series of
religious phrases such as "praise the I-ord", to compensate for my lack of
answers. People tended to overlook and accept "religious fanaticism"
personality peculiarities, which combined with my "role" traveling the country
music industry, kept outsidersat a distancefor years.
My "religious fanatic" cover personality was cultivated at the Brentwood,
TennesseeLord's Chapel "nondenominational" @entecostal) church, through
the CIA Operative preacher "Reverend" Billy Roy Moore (who has since fled to
Arkansasdue to a local murder scandal).
Moore transported cocaine from the Caribbean for the CIA, at least during
the Reagan Administration, under the guise of so-called "missions,"t i.s.,
Christian ministries. It most likelv was not the intent of the Christians
dedicated to their Caribbean ministrii:s to be used by the CIA and Moore to
inadvertently mule drugs into our country. Even CIA agents operating under
"need to know" partial information were
denied the full scopeof what they were
actually participating in.
Many seemingly willing participants were
"justification,"
manipulated, provided
and deliberately misled to believe they
were serving their country, rather than destroying it from the inside out.
"Pastor" Moore combined his knowledge
of Kelly's and my programming
keys, codes, and triggers with his use of metaphorical language to maintain
and/or direct our mode of operation. Moore's "following" consistedprimarily
of govemment mind-controlled slaves and handlers, including the Mandrells,
Jack Greeneand his slave, the Oak Ridge Boys, and others. He instructed us on
how to vote, which political issues to support, and to follow other "religious"
political leaders such as his and Manuel Noriega's friend, evangelist Jimmy
Swaggart. "Religious counseling" from Moore equated to maintaining mindcontrol programming through "God's Orders". And "God's Orders" often came
by telephone.
Houston constantly prostituted Kelly to anyone "in the loop" who was
willing to pay. When she wasn't being prostituted, she was being filmed
pornographically.
By 1984, Michael Dant6 routinely filmed Kelly in
pomography, since kiddie porn was as lucrative as bestiality. He filmed Kelly
and me in I:s Vegas, Nevada and various other locations throughout the
Caribbean, California, Florida, Tennessee,and in my home stateof Michigan.
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himself. Dant6converteda smalr
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producedat the ,""?:*1l'r*^fi*q9fitiil
California,Bohemiari'G{oyg. According ,.^ praygroundin no
io. Houston, Dant6,shigh
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sexualperveisiontteme'rooms. My.knowledge
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Control slaves were routinely abused there to fulfill the primary purpose of the
club: purveying perversion.
Bohemian Giove is reportedly intended to be used recreationally, providing
"party"
a supposedlysecure environment for politically affluent individuals to
withbut restraint. The only businessconductedthere pertained to implementing
the New World Order, through the proliferation of mind-control atrocities,
giving the place an air of "Masonic Secrecy". The only room where business
discussions were permitted was the small, dark lounge affectionately and
referred to as the Underground.'
appropriately
-Sex slaves were not routinely permitted in the Underground for security
"entertainment".
reasons,leaving the lounge's small stageas the only source of
This entertainment ranged from would-be talents such as I-ee Atwater, Bill
Clinton, and George Bush to CIA Operative entercainerssuch as Boxcar Willie
and Lee Greenwood. On one occasion I was instructed to meet with former
President Gerald Ford in the Underground where Ire Atwater was picking and
singing. As I walked through the smoke-filled room to Ford's table, Atwater
intemrpted his song to cryptically acknowledge my unwelcome presence by
"Over the Rainbow" and Byrd's song for me "Country
singing choruses of
Roads" while emphasizingthe lines of "Almost heaven,West Virginia".
My purpose at the Grove was sexualin nature, and therefore my perceptions
were limited to a sex slave's viewpoint. As an effective means of control to
ensure undetected proliferation of their perverse indulgences, slaves such as
myself were subiectedto ritualistic trauma. I knew each breath I took could be
my last, as the threat of death lurked in every shadow. Slavesof advancing age
"at random" in the
or with failing programming were sacrificially murdered
"simply a matter of time
it
grounds
I
felt
was
of Bohemian Grove, and
wooded
until it would be me". Rituals were held at a giant, concrete owl monument on
the banks of, ironically enough, the Russian (rushin') River. These occultish
sex rituals stemmed from the scientific belief that mind-controlled slaves
required severe trauma to ensure compartmentalizationof the memory, and not
from any spiritual motivation.
Mv bwn threat of death was instilled when I witnessed the sacrificial death
of a young, dark-haired victim at which time I was instructed to perform
"...the next sacrifice
sexually"as though my life dependedupon it". I was told,
victim could be you. Anytime when you least expect it, the owl will consume
"prepared" equated to being
you. Prepare yourself, and stay prepared." Being
"on my toes" awaiting their command.
totally suggestible,i.e.,
After returning to Tennessee,Houston attempted to distort my Bohemian
"prepare myself for imminent death".
Grove experience by instructing me to
placed ice cubes in my vagina, then
water,
me
into
a
bathtub
of
cold
He ordered
transferred me to his bed. There he tied a coroner's tygretag on my toe, and
hypnotically deepened my trance to the point where my heart and breathing
were nearly stopped. Then he gratif,redhimself on my cold, still body through
faux necrophilia--reportedly one of his favorite perversions. Houston had
"perfected" his perversion to the extent that he handed the keys to my deathstate programming to Lt. Col. Michael Aquino for use in Reagan's Hands-On
Mind-Control Demonstrations. My death-statealso further equipped me in my
role of "anything, anytime, anywhere with anyone" to be accessedat Bohemian
Grove.
The club offered a "Necrophilia" theme room to its members. I was so
"necrophilia" room, that the
heavily drugged and programmed when used in the
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threatof actually "slipping through death's door" and being sacrificed "before
knew it" did not affect me. My whole existence was balanced precariously o
the edge of death as a matter-of routine anyway. My roboti'c state didnr
permit me the "luxury" of self-preservation,and I could only do exactly what
wastold to do. My necrophilia room experience was only for the purpose (
providingDant6 a compromising film of a targeted member anyway.
Other perversion theme rooms at the Bohemian Club included what I hea
Ford refer to as the nDark Room'. When he not so cleverly said, "Irt's go I
the Dark Room and see what develops," I understood from experience that t
wasinterested in indulging in his perverse obsessionfor pornography. In tt
Dark Room, members had sex with the same mind-controlled slave they wer
viewing in pom on a big screen television.
There was a triangular glass display centeredin a main throughway where
was locked in with various trained animals, including snakes. Membe
walking by watched elicit sex acts of bestiality, women ivith women, mothe
with daughters,kids with kids, or any other unlimited perversevisual display.
I was once brutally assaultedby Dick Cheney in the Leather Room, whic
wasdesigned like a dark, black leather-lined train berth. As I crawled throug
theleather flaps covering the narrow entrance, I heard Cheney play on the wor
"berth/birth"
as the soft blackness engulfed me. With the small openin
covered, the blinding darkness enhanced the sense of touch and provided a
option of anonymity. Cheneyjokingly claimed that I "blew his cover" when
recognizedhis all-too-familiar voice and abnormally large penis size.
There was a room of shackles and tortures, black lights and strobes, a
opium den, ritualistic sex altars, a chapel, group orgy rooms including postr
beds,water beds, and "kitten' houses. I was used as a "rag doll" in the "to
store,"and as a urinal in the "golden arches" room.
From the owl's roost to the necrophilia room, no memory of sexual abuse.
as horrifying as the conversations overheard in the Underground pertaining I
implementing the New World Order. I learned that perpetrators believed tht
controlling the massesthrough propaganda mind manipulation did not guarant€
there would be a world left to dominate due to environmental an
overpopulation problems.
The solution being debated was n(
pollution/populationcontrol, but massgenocideof "selectedundesirables.'
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ly, providing
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funding to get them out of hot water financially. I am ready to do just that so
lolg as they follow my guidelines. Mr. Bennett is working out the details of
this-plan, and _will be sharing much of that with you. I need you to do what you
do best by enlisting the full cooperation of state government at the upconiing
Governor's Convention. I have never demanded Conventional sef of vou
before, but this time is different. Persuadethese Governors at their wealest
moment--bring them to their knees while you :ue on yours, and convince them
that global education is the gateway to the future if there is to be any future at
all.'
Early the next morning, deep underground in the NASA's Goddard Space
Flight Center mind-control lab near D.C., Bill Bennett began preparing me for
the program. NASA usesvarious "CIA designer drugs" to chemically alter the
brain and create exactly the mind set required at the time. Huntsville,
Alabama's NASA drug of choice, "Train-quility," createda feeling of absolute,
peaceful compliance and a sensationof walking on air. The drug administered
this time was sufhciently similar to Tranquility to create total compliance. The
beating I had endured the night before had rendered me helpless,anyway, and I
could barely crawl up onto the cold, metal lab table as the drug took effect.
In the darknesssurrounding me, I could hear Bill Bennett talking, "This is
my brother, Bob. He and I work as one unit. We are alien to this dimensiontwo beings from another plane."
The high-tech light display swirling around me convinced me I was
transforming dimensions with them. A laser of light hit the black wall in front
of me, which seemed to explode into a panoramic view of a White House
cocktail party--as though I had transformed dimensions and stood amongst
them. Not recognizing anyone, I frantically asked, "Who are thesepeople?"
"They're not people,
and this isn't a spaceship," Bennett said. As he
spoke, the holographic scene changed ever so slightly until the people appeared
to be lizard-like aliens. "Welcome to the second level of the undergiound.
This level is a mere/(mirror) reflection of the first, an alien dimension. We are
from a transdimensionalplane that spansand encompassesall dimensions."
"Infinite dimensions," Bob injected. "Infrnite
dimensions spanned simuhaneously."
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Bill said,
limitations".
Bob softly sang, "I€t freedom ring".
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to
and no where to hide from us. We're who
is looking from behind the Eye in the Sky," Bill continued.
"We're watching you,"
Bob said. He sang a line from the popular rock
song "I'll Be Watching You".
"I have
taken you through my dimension as a meansof establishingstronger
holds on your mind than the Earth's plane permits," Bill Bennett was saying.
"Being alien, I
simply make my thoughts your thoughts by projecting them into
your mind. My thoughts are your thoughts."'
The brief messageBennett programmed me with pertaining to Education
2000 was to be directed to stale Govemors at the upcoming convention while
delivering a packet of information:
"The children. We must
consider the children. Think for a moment bevond
tomorrow. Our children are the future. Their future lies in education. W6 can
control the future today by regulating education. Our thoughts and plans for the
future--put in their text. A text they can understand. Children's textbooks.
The highest levels of government, the most brilliant minds on the face of this
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red rose tatoo on my friend's left wrist signified her enslavementto the (New
World) Order of the Rose to which Mulroney belonged.
fvly friend and her young daughter reportedly were often transported across
ttre UlS.-Canadian borier aI Nia[ara Fails for ]rostitution to Mulroney. The
sexualabuseof her precious child was used as a trauma base to maintain control
of her mind just as Kelly's abuse traumatiz"d .9.. Itfulrgney had prwiously
with our
accessedse* irogrammin! at Niagara Falls in my friend and me-alo-ng
"buslness as
daughters--to satisfy his sanctionedperversions as though.lt- wereusuil,'. Had I beeir capable of connecting events, I would have felt enonnous
relief that our daughierS were not forced io participate in his sexual assault this
time.
"Mission" complete, I slipped on my dress and prepared to-leave.
-Mulroney
pointed to me and'crypticalli-said, "I'[l be seeingyou around. Maybe I'll see
vou in Mackinac. Mav bg somewhere in time"' In three lines, Mulroney
i:xoertlv tied the immaliate moment to childhood cues and current Mexican
NAffA operations, as well as prepared me for my next encounter with him on
Mackinac Island.
1 'Th"
"Orders
ord".
of the Rose" was an emblem of those ushering in the New World order.
from the Rose' were orders from George Bush.
"my mentor" in
first introduced me to u.N. Ambassador Madeleine Albright as
'Madeleine Albright is a saint,' Reagan told me, forming
Jesuit operations in the caribbe€n.
"The
Mother Teresa of the Caribbean-'
my perception of her.
3 whil"
(via Bush's) instruction, Larry Flynt
I was in Jarnaica under Albright's
2
R""g-
photographers took advantage of my being there to use the picturesque Dunns River Falls as a
backdrop for pornographic photos to be used rn Hustler.
4
red rose triggered a sexual mode usually used to compromise/blackmail
R.rg"o,,
dignitaries and lock them into loyalty to the Order of the Rose.
t78
icate
New
lross
The
ntrol
lusly
1 our
ss as
mous
t this
oney
ll see
oney
rican
mon
Order.
tor' in
:rming
Flynt
lls as a
akrnail
CHAPTER 21
GLOBAL EDUCANON
2OOO
My programmed role toward implementing Education 2000 according to the
ohnsbf th6se ushering in the New World Order brought me back in contact
'*ith
fo.mer Governor 6f Tennessee,I-amar Alexander, and eventually Canadian
PrimeMinister Brian MulroneY.
I had met I-amar Alexander in 19?8, at a satanicritual I was subjectedto in
anaffluent neighborhood of Nashville, Tgnqe,spee.Lamar -Alexander presided
over this sex-6riented occult ritual with full understanding of my Project
MonarchMind-Control victimization and the impact his actions were having on
rnvmind. It was mv exDeriencethen, and intermittently throughoutthe years,
thit tamar Alexande'r'ss'exualperversion was to bring his victim to the point of
deaththrough
"theoral suffocation.
course of publicly exposing Tennessee's need for education
During
reformas"instructed, I wai in c<intacf witti Commissioner-s,_Superintendents,
Mavors.and lamar'Alexander. I-amar Alexander, who followed Bennett as
Busl's Secretaryof Education, worked in close associationwith Bill Bennett to
manipulatethe'minds of the massesto accept Education 2000 as the ONLY
meaniof education reform. When Ned McWherter was moved into the office
of Govemor to rubber stamp
- federal projects, I:mar Alexander maintained
influenceover state politics. At the sahe time, he maintained influence over
nationalpolitics thr6ugh his role as chairman of the National Govemor's
Associationin 1986.
As the 1984 Governor's Convention drew near, I met with Lamar Alexander
at the Stockvard nightclub where he was drinking with his long time associate
In the basementbar
andoartner-in-crim-e.Nashvilte's Mayor Richard Fulton. "Shoe.
Shine" booth,
of tn'iJota, converted stockyard was-a modified antique
wherethe term took on new heaning. A key to a private shoeshinebooth could
beobtainedby those in the know through Stoclryqrdowner,.Buddy Killen. This
bboth was lined in mirrors and had a small bench where Iamar
closet-sized
Alexandersat after our businesswas concluded. I knelt at his feet as ordered to
oerformoral sex. Programmed sex slaves such as myself were trained to go
iongperiods of time liithout drawing a breath, and users such as Alexander
stretched
this time to the maximum.t
On this occasion, Alexander appalently exceededthe maximum. I do not
recallcompletion of'my programrn6d task. It was afterhours when my mindcontrolharidler, Alex Houstdn, dragged my limp body from the_booth, roused
me,and ordereil me out of the buikiing. Blddy Killed opened a back door that
oncewas a cattle run, and Houston half-dragged me out the back exit unseen.
The night of the'Convention, Alex Houston's youngest daughter, Ronnie,2
wasto ioii me. Bonnie and I were close to the-same age, and together we
dressed"forthe occasion. As a prostitute, Bonnie was familiar with I:mar
Alexanderand his perversions bufnevertheless was excited-at the prospect of
"old friendsn at the convention via Louise Mandrell,r who would be
seeins
entertiining there. The comradery between Alex Housto_nqd l..by Mandrell
thatdeveloled during Bob Hope's U.S.O. tours in the 1960slasted for decades
dueto theii shared'involvemint in running mind-controlled slaves for Byrd.
179
Bonnie shared in this friendship with the Mandrells and was looking
seeingher "friends" in the band.
I, too, was looking forward to talking with I-ouise Mandrell, but for a
different reason. Barbara had just endured her near-fatal car crash, andI
deeply concemed for her welfare. Throughout the 1980s while
the guise of the Country Music Industry, Alex Houstontouredwith
and/or Louise Mandrell on a regular basis. Occasionally Barbara and I
each other in "church," the Hendersonville I-ord's
[.ord's Chapel. This church w
offshoot of Billy Roy Moore's I-ord's
Lord's Chapel, and was pastored by his mi
controlled slave,
slave. Mike Nelson,
Nelson. who became close friends with Barbara.t
B
I
Houston and I were present when Mike Nelson broke program, and attemptd
flee for his life with Barbara Mandrell. The pastor was subduedwith a stung
and immediately relieved of his position, while Barbara frantically sougl
answersto the questionsthe two of themhad managedto raise.
Alex Houstonwastouringwith LouiseMandrellin 1984whenI-ouisehad
"premonition"
(llu
tbt
l o
!d
ro0
* Ale
htel
of bro
qlt to
6ljun
ilrct
Dit"P
'l
of inf
'(
'(
of Barbara's imminent demise--muchthe same way Inretta Lym
"psychicly predicted" her son's murder. Like the murders I-oretta's
of
sonud
Country Music entertainer Keith Whitley, I was aware of Barbara's plannd
accident before it occurred due to Alex Houston's direct involvement. Theg
traumas were also used as a meansoI
of loclong
locking rn
in my mrnd-controlled
ind-controlled belief
behet tM
that
I had "no where to run and no where to hide". Worst of all. I could not thinl
to speak of what I knew due to my own absolute mind control. While Barbara
physically survived her ordeal, her voice was silencedas planned.
,";
When Bonnie and I arrived at Opryland Hotel, we hunied to the ballroorn Ben
I
where Louise Mandrell would be performing.
My concern for Barban
detractedme from my appointmentwith I:mar Alexander until one of I-ouise's Othe
dancerswho knew of my role put me "back on track".
Gov
"What
What are you doing
doin! here?" he demanded. "You're supposedto be at Rhett
Butler's
ler's
lr's restaurant
restaurantNOW.'
ben
NOW.
I hunied to the restaurant where I-a,mar Alexander was having dinner with
(Be
Senator Byrd and several govemors. Byrd was participating in the function for
reasonsunknown to me, but I was aware that he had fiddled at the Opry. Byrd
thin
stoppedeating just long enough to acknowledgemy presence, "Where have you
refl
been?"
I
"I was
ran
checking on Barbara over at the show, " I replied as Iamar Alexander
bel
excusedhimself and walked over.
wo
Putting an arm around me and turning me away from the table, he
of
whispered, "You could wind up just like her if you don't get with the program.
M:
You've got programs to hand out. But right now, you're intemrpting my
go
dinner. Have you had anything to drink?"
"No, Sir," I replied, traumatizedat the magnitude his
of
threat.
ca
I-amar Alexander instructed me to leave immediately, order a grasshopper
ha
from the conservatorybar. and wait for further instructions.
w
It was a matter rif routine for me to order a "grasshopper" from Opryland
Hotel's conservatory. The ice cream "drink" was specially made--alwayswith a
hypnotic drug in it. As sometimeshappened,the waitress was unfamiliar with
the process, and conservatory harp player and CIA operative Lloyd Lindroth
pi
interceded. The drug had the same effect as that administered at the D.C.
NASA programming center by Bennett, and my mode was robotic compliance.
\
After the drug kicked in, Lloyd Lindroth instructed me to proceed to the
o
main ballroom of the Hotel, where Lamar Alexander would be meeting me.
t l
180
to
3ry
vas
ara
i:Iw
an
nd,lex
Ito
gun
rght
rda
ynn
and
rned
nese
that
hink
bara
oom
bara
ise's
lhett
with
n for
Byrd
) you
mder
:, he
;ram.
gmy
opper
ryland
with a
r with
ndroth
D.C.
nce.
to the
rg me.
Theouterlobbyoftheballroomwas.decoratedinwall-sizemuralsthatextend
"r'.tieinJ - oepicteoon the far wall
tothetopof the gotnrc*ili;;'iii":rir"'.t grand tt"itciG'- i fiad seen'the murals
to be ractng io*io the
aooeared
seemJ-to t""t asthey did to me that
"frtJ
timesbefore,fii';";;it"d"ttrey
numerous
rt*"y 6""Ur9 doois leadingio the ballroom
niehton the NASA o*i'
il *v ittengtttio open'it' Inside'
meto feel very tfur iJ'ifiii;d;iih
cairsed
was-relieveilwhen l-amar
rhernomwas a seaot brack suils and-ties, anJ'I
uitt.i.a-t"" backout into the lobby' as a cryptic indicatorto those
ffift;t
'l
td;"in Tu#
positioni?";;Alexander
wasprovideda box
;ir'"int-" mind--contrott"O
itiu".
u.
intheknowthat I was
I was to hand
idUilnlottution
tt"'iiOu*tion
pu.*i]tfr
ofbrownenvelopes
wasto saytn
I
what
exactlv
on
d me
outro rhegovernors. ni&"iioii;;-rtr""t
D.c. Then
in
with
prog***.a rie
with the #;;"i;;"tl.tuo
of a
coniuncrion
""t.r in rhecapacitv
to thebaurilft, ?ir"i""ili "ip#"iiii
heietumed
ot*Pir.
asked'
you waitingon the train?"a paunchy-governor
i'sut I q9PY" packet
"No.Sir," t -r*"'i'i['"n'."i !ttry"11{"i i"ia'
yout toomfor you?"
*itr, youlna*J-t'ii ii' S1"r1r t"rl" iiTo
ofinformation
""Tdhi'da-*tt"i
heasked.'
it mv name?"
ontheenvelopes'
nonames
nGovernor,"
, ,"rpotiati''rrt"i"-"tiq{y were
me?"
for
have
"Astu!e,"
-rtanOing.it.to
y,"-t ;ena
tt" r"rponi't f4;-Ydili.li
elsevouwant
anything
"Education,
hi*''Thispacket,"r *'fri"d,
sill
of
si,ii"tt#
utia
t"pp.ai
or ramar'it;";lGr
complimeirts
p
^ r--.^-r^' r'^i nrrpd
mv oosition'
to my
as to
themas
cued
-pi"f.-rhem
Onio
Accordingto somegr the men'-AlexTg:l-l?9
ana
fnornburghsuchas then .ro""*oi of Pennsylvanii
Others.
Bennett."
asI
6;"',t""'-?l"IrtJ#:1"#fi?SJ'"Til
saving
onit".' I was
Tiin,ou'name
BiII
*{ jP,t',tni
Michigan
gd_9r
-in,.
lT'lT9
;' same
:l',tJ:'';[""3$t, Bech
i*i
insuttm€ that wiy' I'm doingthe
wouldn'ttt*piJjo*"asTo
I offer
Bennett)
i"ty oiirtt""t."ppi"""fi' The figuies
ihinghereyou are,-but'f;;;
system."
school
n;yichii^an
o, "oui"iioniridoiil
thesuccess
rcflecr
*"i *ttt awaie of Michigan's
I recosnizedcou"i"J"'1t-*"h"ta'':*o "speartingof *ttictt"' he continued'"I
first in trrenatioii'in;;;il":'
is
ranking
trti" v"""oi itr-se'aayssince she
I se€ your to'ii"T';;;;1G"
believe
i;
';!;il (ri'-rnv) 1l'lmSexample
in the schoot'''T'ttuti"iii"siGr or v*it
workins
little'sister is coming to
inrt,utti#'*ii"pioo"ut"'
proper
of whit
is a prime exampleof how
furtherr,eritiits. Your whole ramily
Mackinac-to
;q
thenight
rqom3s
"g"inin,ra13rAlexander's
r*fluflt,'ff-Y,fl'*nni"
t" asked'Bonnie'who
"eonnii"hoJs-t-hat
snake"f i;;ti;
to a blose.
came
Jimmy
photographer
CIA -uirnmercial
hadbeenr,rmeopornoiraprtriiri dv
w.rt".i*iitr-oi.ti'r*iPii",ut".-"ttu.o"p"]PPaconsticter'
"*;Cieatt"
"How'syoursrlaughed.
Bonnie
timesin the
haddonenumerous
she,admittedlv
;ffH*i*o-l"tfioi:fft.as
-Irt it loose!"
'n project
pd;1;ti"iitffyi1c,
his pants' Referring to me '1
lamar Alexano"t o6-"t"tnoning
;when I first saw vo","vo" *"r" a-worm with no hint
Monarchterms he said,
ofbeinga butterflY."
181
"Daddy (Alex Houston)said she was a diamondin the rough," Bonnie eve
We
volunteered.
---;;StrJittines
"I
ne€
shiner,
shoe
you
a
are
know
he
said,
now". Turning to me
yor
andmineneeda shine."
*-B;il;;;*-f"*iti"t
with the Stockyardbooth and lamar Alexander's pre
"{hy don t you both takea foot"'
.*ittg, iiugtted *tten he said,
up
irearbyioom as instructed. He was in the
nyrd's
io
w;i
I
Tasf'com-plete,
"I-buise
On
over
ruffled
feathers
her
had
Uut1ioom-pi6a1i;t himself fo'r UeO.
Drying
bit'"
a
down
them
smooth
had
to
I
and
distiny
Joffislon-*ittr
ffibir-J;
"[-ookslike you've
ttii Aouehgrev handson a toliel, he turnedto me and said,
hadvou-rrv-indsspreada bit tonight."
'/I woreaiath up anddownthe stairs,"I stated.
to fiddle with you further...I jujt
n" ,"id, "I'r not going
-remember
M;;h'i#;-i"ii'"f
me by--Bye'" He
io
something.
you
*-JJ---io
6iui
gun'
his
stun
my memorywith
compartmentalized
*'5il'ih;t*ir"t,
to MackinacIsland,Mic-higan
-C-u,ii-(ellv and'l weretransportea
James
at then-Governor
Mulroney
Briin
Minister
Phme
to rn""i *iirr
mansion.
Blanchard's
".
iio*io" led-kelly and me to a horse drawn carriaega; e9icklt.,-"-t^
I:
antiquated,isl-j: ] 1"I9T that me
steppedoff the ferryb6atonto the timeless,mind
to
flags
'iifriv weie aluin nying at the Grand-Hotel,but was of no
Cah'aOian
took
carriage
our
as
drugged
me,
apparently
q;;ii"".
*il"i"tty U6siO?
thewoodsto theGovernor'smanslon'
-in" -nuiiir
us
-- throueh
in ttt" mansionwere reminiscentof the recent Tennessee
Co*.io.?J-"onu*tion, Michigan GovernorBlanchard,Ohio governor Dick
c.rlri., *a iennsylvanincoi"-o, Dick Thornburgh..Guy v_anderJagt.and
of "honor".
to bt the gue-st
lirrv n6ra wereals6prisent. Mulroneyappeared
--"fi;
"I
seeyou
you
would
told
reacfreaoui f{iJ handsand grtbril me,
_I
evenlng.
tJus
here
be
to
distance
and
space,
time,
in time! I slipped
somewhere
- somegroundto cover."
You
^ --,,?;,-si;.
andI have
SecrelaryBill Bennetthas
ir"iiaE"i n&gan's Gtobal.Education
packetdirectlyto you." .I Yq to delivera
,"nt r"'to oeliverthis educa"tion
similar'to [hose handedout at the
iri", ir,l*" invefope-oi-Oocutitents
s Convention.
Governor'
-"I've alreadyheardthe schpiel,"he saidas he
ni-"f.,"t6 excusedtrimself.
wi
Mulroneyandme alone'
guests,
leaving
to his other
turned
'-'
As
programmed.
as
recited
I
GfoU"i-*:"iuti"on iJttre waie of the firture,"
hy
ttr" *oiii g"tt Gat". and smallerdueto highertechnologytlTlllg-lh" glo9"'
wi
is,
it
as
Lducation
world'
the
oui childrEnmust be educit"Oin the ways-of
involved
to
become
need
We
bickyard.
own
in
their
lG
for
them
Uii"fu-"o"ip,
g0
il;"
Ail{;n;r "Auiution for the sakeof tfreir future and our_legacy.Global
"I
ttr" *ay. The only way. I-ook into it..." I handedhim the
a"-""tiil ir"...Peer
M
into thefuture."
envelope.
8Il
"ttns long enoughto acceptthe envelope,which he
Mulronevuncrossedhir "I
ID
we
leave
legacy
the
children,the
intirested-in
am
on;;h"it.
""ru^"fi" iorr'"1
rit
in
their
history
our
record
we
way
the
*" tft"p" tft"i. futute by
d;* ;Jiffi
recoro
he signalledme to photograph.lcally
test.,, UsingOrderof ihe Rosecues,
"Tell Mr. Bennett(sss),"
he htssed'grypttcally ke
his wordsf6r futuredelivery.
re
th:at Bill and Bob Bennett worked together using
revealing his
""implementation
EI
Global
Global
on
rnlemenrntinn
is
hishI'm
alreadv
sold
l'm
already-sold--on
high.
is
tfr"r"r,
ii"iifi-:Uii"
to
at
Headsets
to
consider.
them
*O fr"u. iOOition"tpirintsI would like for
Z-CftiO
r82
" Bonnie
re shiner,
exander's
vasin the
fled over
" Drying
everycomputerstationtotgp"_Yt-.--?olll,".S"-:1p::,'^:t*rll:t-,lf
lf;
of thefuturemav
"i;utplp"*d, andthegendrations
ii;tirf,iili"ffiiir"il--a
"lf9,1.lt]$
uurLt;utsrvua
A yniled
spee$'.-e
[o speerr'
up to
Ct"p4 e'v
tfrirtnup
bnng mem
tobring
boosterto
addedbooster
need
an added
need
needan
into a clear and
packageas a bisis is de'stined-tobring the future
voureducation
r:^ ' ri
irefnt.reality.
me
and
Mulroney triggeredmy.seT.prog.ramming
;ili#;'i;*plete,
,led
under
entrancedunder
wiiting, entranced
ty waiting,
was robiltically
kelli-was
reirc
rn me
the bdrooms
herlrooms
whereKellY
where
DeoI
the
irs to
uDstalrs
Oidersof the Rose.
ke you've
rer. I just
ye." He
Michigan
nor James
kly as we
d that the
o mind to
riage took
Tennessee
:rnor Dick
erJagt and
honor".
d see you
rsevenrng.
lennetthas
r deliver a
rut at the
said as he
mmed. As
, the globe,
ln as it is,
re involved
:y. Global
t' him the
:, which he
:y we leave
orv in their
:aliy record
cryptically
*her using
on Global
Headsetsat
I h"u" witnessed girls die of suffocation from this practice even though 3 to 5 minutes
I
withgut breathing is common.
, While Bonnie was not raised in Project Monarch' Houston's pedophilia and stage
her own actions. Bonnie is a multiple
hyposis techniques rendered Bonnie unable ti control
care'
and
therapy
prostitution
in
need.of
*ith
"'-i1rl,
a record of
Monarch
nr*a'r"ii"p"Jy oJ**a SenatoiByrd'sdirectinvolvementin theProject
with Houston'
dauqhtel
abused
incestuously
his
of
victimizations
mind-conirolled
government
me'"
what the Byrd taught
;tt"uiog t"tio
can be a lucrative way to feather your nest--that's
Mandrellcontinued,'l.ouisewasalittlewithdrawn,andsheneededtocomeoutofhercocoon
a n d s p r e a d h e r w i n g s . I r a n t h e i c l e a b y B y r d , a' n d h e s a i d ' I f s h e d o e s n ' t h a v e a t a l e n t ' l e t ' s
And viola, there she is. Another star on the
nake her one. What is a band without " niat"f
Alabama)'"
(Hunwille,
USA
City,
riselaunched from NASA
"*
are
mind-controlled slaves are usually forbidden, and-conversations
ry;;.:6;u"*"."
Throughout the years' my owrr
occurs'
triggering
cross-programming
lest
kept to a minimum
basis, whereas Irby Mandrell
reiationship with the tvtandrils was limited to a zuperficial
.'ptoy.a.Houston,shlpnoticabilitiestomaintainmindcontroloverhisdaughterswhile
touring.
r83
CHAPTER 22
pea
stro
res
agft
sak
repr
of NAFTA's
U.S. and Mexican relationswere flourishing in the successes
Am
groundwork, while polictical differencespertainingto Nicaraguaremaineda
effc
minor point of contention. Since the Catholic Vatican'sIntelligencearm of
reg
t o u s h e ri n t h e N e w W o r l d
J e s u i t s - w e rweo r k i n s c l o s e l vw i t h U . S . I n t e l l i g e n c e
wol
to
provide
and
Nicaragua
in
Mexico
Order,they usedtheir establishedinfluence
"diplomatic relations". My dual mind-controlvictiedu
a common ground for
"diplopra
m
y
p
r
e
v
i
o
u
s
a
n
d
s
i
n
c
e
c
h
i
l
d
h
o
o
d
,
m a z a t i o nb y t h e C I A a n d t h e J e s u i t s
Rei
matic relations"in Mexico thrust me into the role of messengerand prostitute
Pol
t o N i c a r a s u a 'D
s a n i e lO r t e g a .
wh
WereFresidentReagan'iNicaraguanFreedomFightersfightersOF freedom
wo
of
ponme
incapable
rendered
existence
My
mind-controlled
of FOR freedom?
"passion
relr
burning in
I had a programmed
deringsuch questions.Nevertheless,
wo
when
torture,
instilled
through
was
patriotically
as
the
Contras
my bosom" for
Yo
"peacekeeping
mission" to Nicaraguafor Reaganlate in the
I dmbarkedon my
ch
s u m m e ro f 1 9 8 5 .
Po
I boardedNCL as usualto reachmy appointeddestination.SinceNicaragua
wi
was not a port of call for NCL, | flew from the Yukatanof Mexico to a remote
ne
m i l i t a r ya i r s t r i pi n M a n a g u a .I t w a s i n t h i s s m a l l m o u n t a i nt o p c l e a r i n gt h a t I
en
met wlth CommandantDaniel Ortega, as had been arrangedthrough the
yo
Vatican.
Re
I was dressedseasonablyin shorts,with my long blond hair tuckedback in
te(
a Frenchbraid. Ortega'sattire,too, was reflectiveof the casualair to meeting.
tu
H i s t a n ,m i l i t a r yu n i f o r mh a dw o r n t h i n , a n d w a s f r e eo f a n y p r o t o c o li n s i g n i a s .
ge
The dark, rose-coloredsunglasseshe peered through apparently had not
th
"noble
cause"he claimedto represent'A man
changeshis somberview of the
th
"Come with me." I rode with him
of few words, he greetedme with an order,
ct
in silenceas he diove a jeep the short distanceacrossthe airstrip to a small,
AC
neat,two story,white, frame house
As we cameto a stop in front of the house,Ortegasaid in a sad,slow voice,
c(
"l haveneedslike any man. But I feel like a whore myself for accecptingyour
li
offer."
President's
br
His bedroomwas cleanand functional,with numerousassaultweaponsscatt(
teredaround. I did not see any modern conveniencesor personaleffects,but
a
Ortegaseemedto be at home in his surroundings.
s
Oltega's demeanorwas that of a man who had abstainedfrom sex longer
h
than mo.stin his political position. As he slowly unbuttonedhis shirt, I noticed
d
symbol on it,
a Catholicmedailionwith the secretJesuitascension/dessension
tl
a commonaccessoryamongJesuitspooks. He sat in wicker chair as I followed
h
h i s s i l e n tl e a di n g r a t i f y i n gh i m o r a l l y .
0
While he chain smoked cigarettes,I sat in front of him on the floor, and
!
"President
Reagan
t
relayedReagan'smessageto him as programmed.I began,
t
hassentme as a messengerof peace."
"l'd like to have
He casuallyinterrupted,slowly looking me up and down.
a -oiecein a few more minutes."
"Your people have enduredmany hardshipsthroughouttheir
I continued,
existence.He (Reagan)only wants to help. The Americanpeoplewant to see
184
MY CON-TRA-BUNON
and freedom in vour land. Mexican and U.S. relations are growing
oeace
irongerby the day, and-it is imperative that we resolve your conflict in order to
resolieour own'with the M-exican government. We have come to the
with Mexico that the Nicaraguan conflict must be resolved for the
agreement
mission
dkeof your people as well as our own. I am here on a_peacekee-ping.
represeniative
of Vatican-based common ground shqed. by b.oth Mexican and
governments,to enlighten you to our peaceful intentions. The unifred
Airerican
effortof Mexican-American eatholic missions is to promote peace in your
while only enhancingyour culture. The world is rapidly turning toward
rcgion,
w6ddpeace, and Nicaragua-is way behind the times-from technology ?nd
ducatibnto government ideals and-religious senvi_ctions.
- Pope John Paul is
joined
with President
forces
peace
your
has
region,
and
in
for
dilieently
FaVing
'neigan',
tr,t6xico-,and even the Soviel Union to ensure that peace. - He- (the
almost
fope)knows your goals, he knows ygqr 4otiles (I leaned f9*99,
wtrisieringfroh mi own instilled beliefl, he knows your soul. We can all
worfin tindem to ichieve that peace. Nicaragua, small though it may.be. in
to the rest of the world,ls a signifrcanf stepping stone toward unifying
rclation
worldpowers. It can no longer be a source of contention and diYgreement.
Yourfr:ople must be free. FJee to worship God through your holy Catholic
churcf.that is first and foremost on PresidentReagan'sagenda, as well as the
Pooe's
and Presidentde la Madrid's. A New World Order is coming into being
wiihor without you; it is an inevitable processthat cannot be stopped. A whole
newworld of piace awaits us all. I can see you iue a peace-loving man. It
from-your being. Blood has flowed-across your land so heavily that
emanates
yourpeoole arb drowniie in it. Together
we can cauterize that wound.
Americanization can- upg-rade-your
ftepta.i btooa flow with- cash flow.
at a rapid rate. Your People could compete in-world mar*ets by.$"
Ecirnology
nrmof t[e centurj. Your future global position has already-beendeterminedby
gographyalone.- Flow with it.- IJad your people out of Po1erty-' Educate
fneriii d manner conducive to their destined position in wodd markets. Free
themfrom their struggles that have held them captiv_efor so_long. Allow the
can
clurchbells to ring wiltr good news of peace,prosperity and-freedom. -You
"
all of vour-goals for your country's advancementwith our help.
achieve
0rtega thoughtfirtty nnisheO smoking a cigarette, and lit -up another as he
repl'ied, "iell your President that I have seen his freedom, and
confrden-tly
listened
to his'words projecieOthrough yet another example of it. He paints a
hutifut picture suspendedwithin his framework. A picture can appear serene
toitsbehblderwhiki it is being gazed upon. I cannot worship a graven image,
mdthe picture he paints is jusithat. Wc have fought loo.halg and too long,
millineSweatanO blooO acrbss this land in our determined effort to maintain
instilled in us by our forefathers, who gained their profound wishuman-values
domfrom the original Cathoiic missionaries. These values are the same as
froseportrayed in-President Reagan's painted pictur_e-only ours are.real. His
have
6nlv srirfacevalue. like aniother-paintint. If I were to concede, I would
onlybe iramed within the pictuie he paints, -!ung gn his-wall like a.trophy. I
wilinot mislead my people, in spite oT his offers o! yealh and position. I am
[ue to my conviciions, and when he is true to his,. then we will meet on
ground and have something of substanceto discuss. For now, words
common
areonlv a wasteof our time."
nl'll
OrtLgaput out his cigarette, and pulled back the covers on his bedhis
pipe/bong
off
opium
well-used
ffe
took
a
plea-sant."
hkeyou"somewhere
185
tg
dresserand handedme a nozzle. I hadbeentrainedt9 accept.anydrug.giv.en
hesitated
I
forbidden
puliu-3'
strictly.
the
U"ing
e*ception
onty
."-*-iifr tn"
;;ii d;"g; aisireo t" it.*"t dptfq. 'ls.ihe^drugtooi( {fTJ-le said'-"This
of
couldbe the way to *oriO p*."1t_Sex with Orte[a walSJvery leastfree
relations"
to-have."diplomatic
forced
was
I
rnort
u"lid
p;;rJi"".
;"ilil
'*iirt
foit'nJr*gan eaminiitration, h9 fell asleepwhenhe was throughdue to
the
"'- differencebelweenopiumandcocaine.
a ieep;i trom outsideawokehim. _As-I.preparedto leave,he
-ir"'ioiti
i1.,f-h;k oi
ball of b=lackopium from his
riatt, Uq inch o^rso.1.'is
said^';W;'i;cigarettepaggqe wrapper'
frgm
cellophang
per-sbnaf
stash,wrappedit in the
ifri'r'toyour Presidenland.t€ll him that Youand I found more
fid;;,-;Gli"
of his painted
tttiJ suUstandtd hiii "*t i*P"tt on the surface
-It-tre
i'** *itft
"Comeback and see
behintime he said,
ctoseOttri aoor quietly
!i66i.,;
"
whenYouhavemoreto offer.
ire
"'-i';;r'i;fti"t"tireturned
by plane to washingtol, D.9. where^_my
".i-ssioi; trid "tiii"dt a. T-fti*tiind t was taken directly to Bush's office,
aiiiverea" Ortela's- .essuge verbatim. Eliminating most of the
;il;;;-i
to.Reag?Jr.Unableto
iiuf-olur, guih-i*tru.t"d?e to delivir a_partialmessa_g€_
"-Needto-Know" mindperceivemessage"oni"ni---O p"opt" biyond^my
would havea
lhat ortdga's message
;;;;;il.d ]i;iia view, I h;d n6 co:ncept
irpact. 1 neJei occuneoto m'ethat ot g." had.provenhimselfto be
;a;d;
me as.a prostitute
to bebylsing-free
ai-*uctt a hypocriteas tre purported^n:ug"{t.
will with which
of badne*s'tn,i*ing-fulliell. thatI hadno
;d;&;"t6i
message
Ortega.'s
of
revision
palah6le.
more
to make th"" message
.Bush's
fuet to a pro-uerUiat-fiJttrat t didn't even know was burning when I
aaOeO
to Reagan.
deliveredthe message
Oval
Bushwas with Realan fiA tn" in Reagan'ssecondaryoffice (to the
"Daniel
a! instructed,
; I relayedihe messageoffrcet-of the White iffi*
the_sameresolutionsthat we do. But
who seeics
6ffii i'"'i;*.;'6;ilg-;x11,
in my pursefor.the opum) that he and I found
f," toiO me io tell you---1i-aug
ha;dedthe opium to Reagan)than you'll ever
i" tttis'suUsiancel-G
;;;;'"*;;
globe'"
painted
your
on the surfaceof
imoari
""'Br;ti'ililJ
fice instihtly turnedbeetred -wit! rage.^ Bushthen
"in*ein'i
,*.i"0 and spun up Jut Jf tris ctrair, iook the opium fol !iry"]-l and.told
spreadwas
peace.she
more. It seemsth6 only
'ie
Reaean."SettleOown.--fnlie's
"i would reconsidermy
saving,
door,
for
the
rte.oea
h;;"leg;;
;;tr[j
dropped
ili*eie in you.iftEi-consiAeting.*hatls friling hers." Bush
;;iid;
"It's running
he
c6ntinued,
as
my"shoes
Ggiio
Uic['o-f'rf
tt"
f,ir e';! A"*n
bothsidesof herlegs."
douin
-I was
oouioustv r wouldnil be subjectedto sex with Reaganthat 4I'
cruise'
NCL
my
resumed
I
where
Mexico,
io
back
ori"ftl'""i"g'r.a ;Aflil"
through high voltage, I
the event compartmentalized
irvi;il"";';;;ty-"i
all'
gone
at
been
never
had
I
that
feiieved'atthe tinie
witl
arbr
my
the
refe
Pro
mo
witl
uni
Go
ther
and
vis
sup
NC
hel
anc
cre
Thr
remir
to
pe(
lefl
anl
Mr
go
loc
inr
co
inf
sa
of
Ar
an
WC
nu
w?
of
un
ac
hu
186
rg glven to
I hesitated
aid, 'This
ast free of
relationsn
rghdue to
leave, he
from his
wrapper,
rnd more
s painted
< and see
here mv
s office-,
: of the
Inable to
'
mindI have a
slf to be
rostitute
h which
message
when I
rc Oval
"Daniel
Lo. But
I found
'll
ever
sh then
td told
ad was
ler my
ropped
unning
I was
:ruise.
tge, I
CHAPTER23
U.HIRLEL I4SIAN
In the fall of 1985,
part of me that met
-;Bill"'
with Ortega was walking
lle $me-6ir;;;r"ili'ii,
ylS..-S=Cyappointed;
crA
6-"r"";lh?ough
the
arDoured
rosegardenof his LongIstandesrate.
_,C,.1r:t.t"c;"i| #_ipur"tingTI
*rliLYrli.cian,programmi"g
Fgr"p"it;ili;v wrththeexperrise
inorcarrve
or
mecurrenr
unionbetween
Catlioticariocle o1ir."iionr.-c;G"il;
'man.Reagan
refened
to as a
o{.
ti.li;n""undersranding".
"r have;iur' io.,nrng my Jesuitmind-control
programmed
w";ia vir%;fl#;i'p#f.
ny ,"_
moving
themoreviolentfictions"i r""i"ii", world wideand
rbplacingthem
withfairhfulleaders
of oneworldg;;;;il;and
the""i*"rio..ilu?.n, gtouut
unification
is eminent.
gearitguf-"iri"",
_a it cameto mein my dreams.
Godhasmovedme to 11i1a
movemen.
r've -o"& rhem hereand I,ve mdvedthem
there-now
ir's time to removenem. My-wo'ad tisio";;i.pl-rr.r"tr,"
grou"
andputsto restanv anau tensions,strrie,oierpoputution,
and-starvation.My
ano
*'i ciu'ciiJJ
i"!-ii ilt ;;t^il"r0fr.#'ii; tril,ji
]]'ffiT,ff:|du,1'l:',""'
Referringto mv mind-controlred
involvementin Haitian operationsvia
NCL,casei furtheidefined-'ihe""Jr";;'ry;'r
heartfeltmissionin Haiti has
helped
in mv worrd vision ques!f--#, pdt
to
abandonhedonistic
voodoo
and
turntheirevesto
God"ia-c"dri;"ii"ny th;f;;; aililn,'ii.y nu""
created
anatmoiphere
ple-virwrre-redy'u
iiigu. wiil bevisited
6n'their
rand.
TheLord has so-moved me
to move men'wh-o s!ar9 o-ur goals into place,
and
re-move
thosewhot*,tl.t:yay
o,f
*"gl lt_isfor ir.,t,i""ron'ir,atyour
mission
in Haiti mustbe.broughtto'a cloie.
BabyDoc, in his tirelessdevotion
t0 savingthe demonicallypo-ssessed
i*"6t uoi tr,9 uuraenoi-Jaicning tris
people
die the wretcheddealttrun-teaitr"l"f"" irr*e doomed
for hell. we are
left with no arternativebur to h""dT" ;;;o
God and sparehim from
annihilation. For this reason, we will sendofin-the
misriiiiies g"suit
Mercenaries)
ro inocurate^tne
pop.uritio;;ith ; vaccinethil ;ili;par; onry
the
goodof heartbv virtueo,fits 'oeilgn- eri-"it"ipt,
ro mainrainHaiti within the
-rourism
muit ue stoppedfor the sakeof the
]gq
9t.rrna19iilguin will cease.
nnocents
visitine a oraguedrand. oespite our diff6iences,'
r,u,
complied
with trie viticin;s ord''' to ;il5't-"ri or his abiritiesri"iilbo"
in his demon_
infested
tand, and must resignhi; p.;i
it to him ro rransporthim to
-'w;;;"
ufety. It is our dutv as AmEricans-d roilo*iis
of God to obeythecommands
ofourLordandMlsbr^and
;i"t "ifi-fr;;ki virfi rrl;l#fiy
asan
American
andfollowerof G_od
to instilitre uni;rrhili& ti,ui6itnil'rpot"n,
anda plagueis imminent...paby
p9"'il u"iliir"p-"d
for transitionandawaits
wordof direction. you will pr6vide
him ;if, ihat
^: *ord.,,
yith
wrth
perceorions
my
mv perceptions distorted anJ
cethnli"
rpcrrir nr
^, .**^r
-d
qtih;il"
"understanding"
Jesuir
programmed
instill'ed,.t*as pi-pareolo-"r"r,grourlyaccept,,any
and all I
wastold. I bElievedrhatthe.eu,itut'ionin rt"iii'.r,i".
u
riory
wli,
neJeicapaote
ofrealizingir wasa testrun uatuefoiiiie.i"aii"
tr,ir,iii''*"ria'fi;b.
The devorionI fert toward.thg rlai-tdpeopte *as
.or!^itrii-a'ierigious
understanding
of these
arternatery
c"rfii,*s#;fi; "ft;;;rrilTpdri.
r *",
actually
subconsciouslv
recogniz'ing
;td;6fi
fu mind-conrrolled
ihves in this
human
createdhel cariedltilti. ionsciourry,ino* tnow
li ilr-dr;';
pan ,o
187
the visible stun gun/prod marks, plastic ever-present smiles that never quite
reach their dead apiearing eyes.- The children clung, to _their wide-eyed
mothers. as thev peiforme<i'thrJirtasks in robotic servitude. I had recognized
thesechiracteriitiis in other slavesthroughout the years, but never had I seena
whole countrV entranced. My compassionfor the Haitian people penetratedinto
the realm of ihe spiritual, info a pirt of me that mind control and manipulation
of religion could never touch.
Ca-seyand I had been walking through the garden, guarded by more armed
men thai the President. It wasnit that I was athreat, I couldn't even think to
save myself. It was that Casey and his World Vision were a threat to humanity
that so many guards were needed. The men appearedto be U.S. Secret Service
ofFrcersacc6r-dingto their attire, weapons, and earphone feadget-s. One guard
conspicuouslyplaced his hand to his headset,listening as though it were remote
contiol. rre'wlrca briskly over to casey, who signaled me to leave with an
escort who instantly arrived at my side awaiting instruction.
"Take her to iry chambers,t' Casey told him. "Clear her mind. I have
something I need t6 instill." Robotically I followed my e.sco4.into casey s
ofhce libiary. The room was larren, dark, aq{ hot--just,as de-scribedina book
I had beeri given to read in keeping with You Are What You Read
proqramming.- It produced a sensati-onbf having somehow stepped into the
iofit Cnaniteon by insider William Diehl. The mind scramble of the book
and reality instantly commenced.
"It's ivarm inhere," the agent said, unbuttoning my white eyelet blouse.
"Bill (Casev)likes to keep it this way in case-he(Casey)gets a chill and his
blood'runs'cold. Cham6leonsoare haturally cold blooded. Make yourself
doesn't wan! to hear a peep
comfortable while I turn up the heat. Mr. Casey
-He
deliberately triggered and
out of vou. so I'll warn you now--be Silent."
activateil the Jesuit programmed part of me that believed in my Vow of Silence.s
"The walls have eais and ttre plants have eyes, so your silence is tantamount to
success. I'm going to leave you to reflect in Silence. Bill will be along any
minute,"
"reflecting," I would have queslioned the-Yalidity.of
Had I been capable of
"religious overtones" on Haitian policy. Like
Casey's dramatic'position of
not-ring true consideringthe fruits of his labor,
did
Reagin's, Casey'ssincerity
Butihen,'I could not considerany more thanl could r.eflect,and Isgt in a state
of what'felt like suspendedaniriration awaiting my instructigns, I could not
anticipate nor dread what was about to happgn as futuristic thinkile was left in
I rr3alizedthe scramble of reality with
the h:andsof my controllers. Had"psychicly"
predicted what happenedwhen
William Diehl's book, I could have
Bill Casev strolled in.
Casev walked over to his hiehlv polished, dark wood desk and opened the
top dravier. Casey's desk was-on-ebf the few furnishings in the large, airy
robm. The dark, itlished, reddish-woodpaneling seemedeven darker with the
midnight blue carpeting curving slightly up qe *qll._ - 4?yy, gothic maroon
velveidrapes blacked out the sun from the windows behind his desk.
"I can^seequite clearly that you have taken a Vow of Silence. Maintain it.
into
preset trigggrs.
He reached
reachedinto
triggers. He
hissed, using
using preset
Lisssten,"'Casey
Casey hissed,
Maintain
Maintainit and
andLisssten,"-
on
the drawerand took out a foot-iong,maroonbox with a diamondembossed
the top.
"freceiveda box, quiteanonymously
asI do from time to time," Caseysaid
"The box hasyour nameon it. I expected
in keepingwith the UorikscramUie.
188
to op€
intend
H(
elabo
Byrd
meetir
partic
II
tell. .
cut in
you."
E\
provi
bega
carve
areat
pierc
did s
stand
mew
doom
islan
(Duv
myv
Cedn
signa
\\
"As ,
retun
mem
Inng
andI
H
but tl
Hous
Visio
bree
throu
R
evide
Chri
tram
Shri
refer
d.pl.
sayr
It
Gen
robe
walk
er quite
ide-eyed
ngnized
I seen a
ttedinto
pulation
c armed
think to
umanity
Service
e guard
remote
with an
I have
Casey's
a book
r Read
nto the
e book
blouse.
md his
ourself
a peep
ed and
lence,5
)unt to
ng any
dity of
Like
labor.
a state
ld not
left in
r with
when
ed the
), airy
Lththe
laroon
ain it.
d into
ed on
y said
)ected
!o open i1 and find the usual pierced chameleon and found, instead, a weapon
intended
for one."
He openedthe box in front of me. Inside, laying on a bed of cotton, was an
elaboratedagger with a handle of the same rose crystal from which the crucifrx
Byrd,had presented me on "our wedding night" was made. My first personal
meeting with Casey promised to be torturous as I recognized Byrd's
participationin the grisly ordeal.
I listened, deeply tranced, as Casey said, "Is it a knife or a crucifix? I can't
tell. Both symbolize martyrdom as far as I'm concerned. Note the rose pattern
cutinto the crystal. Now, I wonder who would have sent me this to give to
you.'
Even under mind control I knew, as I was supposed to, that Byrd had
providedhim with the knife. My worst fears were confirmed when Casey
beganusing Byrd's hypnotic induition, "In like a knife, sharp and clean, I'il
carveout what I want. n Casey sliced through the front of my bra, exposing the
ueabetweenmy breastswhere Byrd routinely cut me with his pocketknife. He
piercedinto my breastbone deeply so that I 6eteved I would iplit, and indeed
did split off a personality fragment compartmentalizing this event. Using
standard
Jesuit-basedinfinity program, Casey instructed me and programmed
mewith messagesthat I would deliver as though my life dependedoh it-.
"You must go
to the Citadel and warn our Dominican brothers of impending
_
doomto their neighbors in Haiti. From the Dominican side (of the Haitian
island)you will be flown to Port Au Prince where you will meet with Baby Doc
(Duvalier)at his Palace. He is already receptive to your word, and knows that
my words are your words and your word is Silence. You must tell General
Cedras
his Order is from The Rose." Casey touched the white rose in his lapel,
signalingme to photographically record his-words verbatim.
Whgn he was through programming me with his message,Casey told me,
"As quickly
as you complete this mission, you must depart Haiti, never to
returnagafur." Casey used excessive high voltage to compartmentalize my
memory. I recall being nauseatedand ill from his stun gun as I departed his
long Island compound/home via ferry programmed with messagesto Cedras
andBabyDoc.
Haiti had recently been dropped from the NCL itinerary as a Port of Call,
blt the Dominican Republic side of the island remained open to tourism. When
Houstonand I debarked the NCL ship in Puerta Plata, we walked past a World
Visioncargo ship that was being unloaded at the dock. I recall thafa soft ocean
gently llfted thg hem of my white, gauzy dress as I weaved my way
breezethroughthe dockload of World Vision freight to a waiting automobile.
Religion and politics apparently mix in the Dominican Republic as
evidenced
by the inseparablemixture of Catholic Missions, old forts,-statuesof
ChristopherColumbus, and Catholic Shrines. As we drove past the mountain
tramway that takes tourists up and down to the rustic Citadel and Catholic
Shrineat the top, Houstonpelpetuated the "Chameleon" book scramble. Dually
rcferring to Cedras and the short donkey ride from the tram to the Citaddl
dqicted in Diehl's book, Houston threatened to put me on the rickety tram
uying, 'Some Jackasswill seeyou at the top."
In an area reserved for covert activities, out of view of tourists, I met with
GeneralCedrasin his Citadel office. Dressedin the eerie, Jesuit, dark, hooded
robe,Cedras completed Casey's "Chameleonn book scramble scenario as we
walkedthrough the ancient structure to his office. Cedras' demeanormade him
189
appearmore as a militant than a "spook," despitethe corny monk's attire. With
his hood down his back, Cedras' sharp, craggy features and darting steel blue
eyeskept my full attention. I had seenhim at a monasteryin Santo Domingo as
ordered before,o when Haiti was still being used by the CIA for Operation
Watchtower to transport cocaineand Contra weaponsfrom Cuba.
Alone with Cedras and properly signaled, I began photographically reciting
Casey's message, "I have word of warning from the Vatican by way of the
honorable and faithful William Casey. He sendsword of impending doom that
is to befail your neighbors on the darkside in Haiti. Voodoo manifest itself in
mysteriousways while the way of the Lord is clear. Evil must be stoppedat all
costs. The cost shall be in terms of human casualty, as a plague is being visited
upon the land. Those who fornicate with devils shall be infested with the
plague. Woo unto them who have stood in the path of World Peace. By God's
design the New Wodd Order shall come into being with or without the Haitians.
All American operationsin Haiti are now destined for your ports. Your people
(the CIA-UN operatedDominicans) will flourish in peace and prosperity while
the dark side (Haitians) drown in the blood of this holy war that they have
brought upon themselves. Close your borders swiftly and mainiain guardiansat
the gate lest the Haitians infest your land with their evil plague. Inoculation of
the massesshall be maskedin the bodv and the blood shall carrv the doom. As
more and more Haitians turn to God'in their f,rnal hour, the iommunion they
partake will be Satan's own. With their God as the scapegoat,your Island in
the Son (sun) will be freed of the vile and wicked. I have seen a vision, a
World Vision, and it is through communion with the ancientsthat we have been
granted the Keys to the Kingdom? to unlock the gates of hell. The holy water
sent herein has the blessingsof the Vatican and must be sprinkled like rain upon
the Haitians. Our God reigns, and he rains rivers of blood upon the Haitian
masses,and he reigns supremeupon your mission. Your mission is clear. You
serve communion and let God sort them out. Those who serve the bodv of
Christ are covered by the Vatican, those who serve voodoo evil shall be covi:red
in the blood of their own. It is clear our God reigns. I€t the gamesbegin. "
Combining the cryptic language of Cedras' CIA and Jesuit operations,
Casey had weaved numerous cryptic commands into his message. Had I been
inadvertently accessed,the instructions would make little senseto those not cued
to the language. Cedras was listening religiously, fully grasping the magnitude
of Casey's instructions. I concluded the message, "The holy water with the
Vatican's blessings will arrive at 1 PM today by way of World Vision. The
blood shall host the plagus."a
I was relieved to depart Cedras' presence without being subjected to his
usual perverse sexual brutality. This would be someoneelse's job this time, as
my programmed trance was mainlained until I delivered Casey's messageto
Baby Doc Duvalier on the "dark side" of the "Island in the Son".
Houston took me to the small ClA-operated airport at the foot of the
mountain where I boarded a small, white airplane destined for Port Au Prince,
Haiti. When we landed, the pilot walked me over to Baby Doc's Tonton
guards, and ordered that I be taken to the Palace. He spoke in rapid Haitian
French, and lifted my symbolic, rosy cross necklacefor emphasisto the guards.
Reinforcing my instilled belief that the Catholic emblem would protect me, the
guards treated me with the respect that apparently was reserved for identihed
Jesuit spooks. I was driven by white Mercedes to the Haitian Presidential
Palace. Looking even more conspicuously out of place in contrast to stark
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I World Vision was/is a Jesuit controlled organi2li61 that led churches to give them money
under the guise of spreading world peace. What they were not saying was what the money was
actu4fly funding--a world peace plan undel mind control'
z Perceptual distortions of the virtues that good people hold most dear is one reason for the
proliferation of criminal activity within such organizations as World Vision. There are those
within affected factions of such organizations, the catholic church, and even the U.S.
"Need to
Govemment that operate under distorted perceptions referred to by the CIA as a
'Need to Know" that their minds, religion, and/or perceptions are being
they
Know' basis--and
delib^eratelymenipulated.
J
Sin"" the Catholics had joined forces with the United Nations to overtake the world
through rrass mind control, the Jesuit influence on Haiti was complete. By maintaining much of
the ceremony, placing literal interpretation on'eating the body and drinking the blood,'and
providing a mirror reversal ofgood and evil, Catholicism and voodoo, like Catholicism and the
United nations. became one in the same.
4
'Chameleon' is a term used to describe spies who are expertly trained to blend
Th" t".into gny environment at any time unnoticed-just as an MPD mirrors the one they're with.
)
The Iesuit Vow of Silence was installed through the Rite to Remain Silent of my
"Silence Equals Death"
Now I know, like so rmny others in Intelligence, that
childhood.
Knoyledge is our ONLY defense against mind sqitr6l.
'a
o
strategically placed chess piece that the CIA, Je.suits
Byrd had told me that Cedres was
and p.N. moved around' to usher in their New World Order.
' 'Keys
to the Kingdom" was defined by Bill Bennett in accordance with le'suit
'At
the Apostles compiled dl the
the onset of Christianity,
programming as follows:
information that they had obtained from Christ and built the Holy Catholic Apostolic Church.
Christ intended it to be the one world church then-the truth, the light, and the way. The secrets
And
were kept in the ark of the covenant, and passed down generation after generation.
generation after generation Christ caused for more to be written--the fruits of his labors
This
expounding on the truth. Now the ark has become archives--a wealth of information.
infoqnation is accessible to very few-the very few who hold the Keys to the Kingdom'.
8
lnterpretation of the finai message is left to fts minds of the masses who can still discern
'clear', based on conversations overheard and my experience as a
truth. My conclusions are
white House sex slave. Although Byrd and Reagan, anong others, had prostituted me to
'the plague' when having
officials in AlDS-infected countries, they used no protection against
sex with me.
9
Th"r" can be no world peace without peace-of-mind, and there is no peace-of-mind under
mind control. Haiti, once a prototype of New World Order controls, has now been used up and
'pea.cekeeping forces' have created a smoke and
discarded by the cIA and Jesuits. u.N.
'pea.ce' by keeping it FROM the Haitian people.
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CHAPTER24
A-HU}I'TINC WE WILL GO
n money
,ney was
n for the
re those
he U.S.
Need to
ruebeing
re world
much of
od,' and
r and the
to blend
h.
rt of my
Death'.
\, Jesuits
th Je.suit
all the
Church.
le secrets
n. And
is labors
rn. This
tl discern
]nc€ as a
dmeto
n having
nd undet
d up and
ooke and
o n D e c e m b e r 4 , 1"tftiotott
986,Iturned2gyears-old.Usually^mind.contro
ito. the hreedomtrain," at 30; but I argued
rfuu.i-*1i"-OiiCarAea,
g-e-ment abusersonly had one year left to
'ny
'n"
fre
told
*tren
iltir-fu;;G"
of.time, and
of the pasrsing
awareness
-iegardless
I had had no cotisc'ious
G;il;;.
of what I believed,my abusersdid
rtiif o;tiii.
#6!ilii i'*"r ,,use
,o" up"Jnyrii"Iiy and psychologicallybeforeevena month
theirbestto
passed.
had
"--l'iai'in
which included. b-eing
on a routine trip,
-cheeks
Washington,D.C. "Uncle
were flushedfrom
presiOeni
Ronnie's"
iid"g"".
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io
orostituteO
"I
#ffi"i1
;a';;;;;
qlwavstaketwo Yee\soff for
iii toro-
ry9,
to breakinto
6iitirt.^i t" g" Ua6t to Catiio^ia." Reagan^interrupted-himself
"Cialifornia
hbreI come..." TheWhite
-o dance,
ii'rid'ri"lii*"".0 siyreto"g
"af*ayJ
to him, and he appeared
beeir confinine
frour.,--f,"'"taimed, fraA
"I l;ok forward to this trip every
ttip..
'Ot,
irri,i-rLfi "-i,lieA aUoutt'ir "pd*i"g
I still work while I'm there--the
vearbecauseI set to s."-of[ iti"nds.
you see
I'm
there' It's abouttime
least
at
done--but
i,"rfli """er
iilij"ili
"'There'sno
*ftri"l-""ff ttorn"." Then, quotingthe Wizardof Oz, he.9ud' 'There'sno
pr'il.ir*"holni.;-eno you;t" qbou!.p Fe wly. Savit with me,
Thgrii no pii"" rif" hor"'.',' Then"he instructedme in oz
h;il.
;ffi iiii;;cti"t
i*otii.
"""liilb-;lii;;fiilvour heels.There'sno placelike home'
beinghit with {eadlv
;-;i"stiiipioa"a in mv brain,..like.
Reagairwas "settingthe stage"for an
r.*"""it"1"'iLP;6fiA"airr.eit.
I
meeting
at anupcoming
timJstip,to beieactivated
litlrriliirii"d r.;;i;lfi
wouldhave with him in Bel Air, California'
packed with
The motor ttome *ai pact eO O ttte walls, and the walls were
california.
drive.,to.
long
our
on
i
departed
.o..in" ui iouston, Keil'y;-;d i'touris^t
stops" along the way that proved as
plann6d ;Jdt"t
ird*t*-rlua
nishtmarish
as'the California ordeal itself.
""'il'.fr;'v+;;;
N;""da, Houstql ke4rt.Kellyand me buly prostitutingus to
"in'-fre-k";il
ani in aitendanceat the Country Music
Ene*
.u.*o*-h"
*i""r .onn"ntion. weary of being sentfrom room to room, I
il#;id;,
;;;b;,k h th" lobby literaiiy ttving td qrc.t' ti brg3jhrylren,I saw.Michael
light giey silk suit and.darkglasses,
nrte. He was dresiedin an exfensive,
'moUstei,
l-eaning'ona.post, waiting for me'
like a Fed ihan i
tootinr 111or"
;Oui 6ue,' he professedover the phon-efo1 mind conditionlngpurposeswas
as he looked at his
no*.- "yo.i're late," he growled
-to
crrtainlvnot aDDarent
by
programm-ing
activate
iroom
I:dies'
the
;#h:'' Fi;'.;[ilJ"hi-inio
my
With
walls'
the
lined
that
mirrors
fr*ir! r":'fir"-mysefF in itr" innnity
fti tttJn'used and directed me in commercial
mindser like he dtJ;
I-ater,he did the samewith Kelly'
oornoqraDhv.
*^
H;rton iralmgtizea'Kelly and me i n preparationfor
Xiifr5'd;?"6-;il,While hiking downthe.canyon,Houston
bdifornia.
te upcoi,ini*ents'in
itt rli.A to-anchorf,vpnotic4fiAt of tne trip's-eventsbehindthe deathand
ffi;ffift;iiiii,-i"i
for.a
us. Whenwestopped
i5 *rti"h'h"*_"r.subjecting
iateafiernodnlunchin-ihe C*yon, Kelly iollapGd in a stateof-shock,unable
was, as
t0eat. Houston*"s pt".rea birarisehe'"got fo eatit all himself'. I
193
usual, undergoing the food and water deprivation. I was so thirsty, I could not
think to eat. Kelly's condition magnified my own terrifred state, and I did all I
could to keep Houston from supposedlypushing her over the edge. I carried
her for hours all the way out of the c:tnyon, without pausing to rest. In my own
mind I wanted to believe I was actually able to protect her. The fact was,
Houston was wearing me down physically to ensure that I could not protect her
at our next destination: I:ke/Mount Shasta,California.
George Bush was highly active in both the Iampe, Missouri and Shasta,
California retreat compounds. Just like Iampe, Shasta's cover was country
music. According to everyone I knew, singer and songwriter Merle Haggard
supposedlyran the show at I-ake Shasta,diverting any and all attention from the
nearby Mbunt Shastacompound. Shasta was the largest, covert mind-control
slave'camp of which I am'aware. Hidden in the wooiied hills, military fencing
corrals an enormous fleet of unmarked, black helicopters and more mindThis covert military
controlled, military robots than I saw in all of Haiti.
operation served its own agenda, not America's. I was told and overheard that
if was a base for the future Multi-Jurisdictional Police Force; for enforcing
order and law in the New World Order. In the center of the high security
compound, was another well-guarded military-fenced area that was rggar$qt a1
a "Camp David" of sorts for those running our country. George Bush and Dick
Cheney-sharedan office there, and claimed the outer perimeter woods as their
"A Most Dangerous Game". Predicated
own hirnting ground where they played
the
two, it was this world police military
I
overheard
between
on conversations
background that earned Dick Cheney his cabinet appointment as Secretary of
Defense' with the Bush Administration.
Houston stayed at Haggard's l-ake Shasta resort while Kelly and I were
helicopteredto Mount Shastafor our scheduledmeeting with Bush and Cheney.
The h-elicopterpilot directed our attention to the military fencing surrounding
the outer perimeter of the compound. Rarely did pilots ever speak to either of
us, but this one smiled wickedly as he told us we would need to know the outer
limits for A Most DangerousGame.
As soon as we airived at Bush and Cheney's inner sanctum, I noticed
George Bush, Jr. was with them. It was my experience that Jr. stood by his
fathei and covered his backside whenever Bush would become incapacitated
from drugs or required criminal backup. It appeared that Jr. was there to serve
both purposeswhile his father and Cheney enjoyed their work-vacation.
Hypdr from drugs, Cheneyand Bush wer6 riagerto hunt their humanprey in
"A Most Dangerous Game". They greeted me with the rules of the game,
ordered me toltrip naked despite the cold December winds, and told me in Oz
"beware of the lions and tigers and bears". Kelly's life became the
cryptic to
stikes, as usual, which resurrected 6y natural and exagg6ratedprogrammed
"If we
maternal instincts. Tears silently ran down my cheeks as Bush told me,
catch you, Kelly's mine. So run, run as fast as you can. I'll get you and your
little girl, too, becauseI can, I can, I can. And I will."
"Any questions?"
Cheney, daring me to respond, asked,
I said,-"There's no place to run becausethere's a fence--the kind I can't get
over. I saw it."
"no where
Rather than physically assaultme, Cheney laughed at my senseof
hole
in
the fence
had
a
a
bear
torn
hide"
and
explained
that
to run, no where tb
somewhere,and all I had to do is find it. He lowered his rifle to my head and
said, "I,et the gamesbegin. Go."
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could
the s
"Byr
gunt
Bush
Chen
I
instru
Chen
Bush
diplo
the d
watc
make
little
way.
favor
T
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were
cryp
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Bush
You
betw
chan
pull l
room
C
appa
Chen
will1
her ir
B
his h
inspi
c
wabb
C
(who
slave
to thr
until
great
progl
I
forme
ouldnot
did all I
carried
my own
rct was,
)tecther
Shasta,
country
Jaggard
rom the
-control
fencing
: mindmilitary
ard that
rforcing
security
uded as
nd Dick
as their
dicated
military
3tary of
I were
3heney.
ounding
:ither of
re outer
noticed
I by his
,acitated
to serve
prey in
) game,
einOz
rme the
ammed
"If we
,
nd your
an't get
r where
te fence
ead and
Wearing only my tennis shoes,I ran through the trees as fast and as far as I
could,which wasn't very far at all. Bush was using his bird dog 1o track me,
the same one that had recently been used with me in bestiality filming as a
"Byrd-dog"joke
on my owner, Robert C. Byrd. When caught, Cheney held his
gunto my head again as he stood over me, looking warm in his sheepskincoat.
Bushordered me to take his dog sexually while they watched, then he and
Chenevusheredme back to their cabin.
I fuiled on my clothes and sat in the office part of the cabin awaiting
instructions. I had no idea where Kelly waS, nor do I in retrospect. Bush and
Cheneywere still in their hunting clothes when the programming sessionbegan.
Bushsaid, "You and I are about to embark on A Most Dangerous Game of
diplomaticrelations. This is my game. You will follow my rules. I will have
thedistinct advantageof hunting you with my Eye in the Sky (satellite). I'll
watchevery move you make. As long as you play the game by my rules and
makeno mistakes, you live. One mistake and I'll get you, my pretty,,an{ your
little girl, too. Yoir die, and Kelly will have to play with me. I prefer it that
way. Then it will be her Most Dangerous Game. The cards are stackedin my
favorbecause,well, it is my game! Are you game?"
"Yes, Sir! I'm game."
Therewas no choice. I respondedas conditioned,
just
occurred in the woods
Theparallels to The Most Dangerous Game that had
"impossible" due to
weredeliberate and intended to make retrieval of memory
cryptoamnesia
scrambling.
"Good. Then let the games begin. Listen carefully to your instructions.
"game timer"--an hourglass.
Youhave no room for error." Cheney flipped his
"This
game is called the King and Eye, and here's the deal.
Bushcontinued,
You wilt be establishing stronger diplomatic relations according to order
betweenMexico, the U.S., and the Middle East. Your role will require a
change
of face at each new place. I'll chart your course, define your role, and
pullyour strings. You'll speakmy words when I pull your strings. There is no
roomfor error."
Cheney was half lying across the plain, military issue style desk in an
apparent
drug stupor as Bush talked. Still wearing his hunting coat and hat,
"Or a-hunting we
Cheneyaimed his rifle at me from the desk and threatened,
"We'll catch a fox and put
willgo." Bush hnished Cheney'sthreatby singing,
herin a box and lower her in a hole. "
Bushlooked at Cheney and burst out laughing. The sight of him dressedin
hishunting clothes with a huge bore, double-barreled shotgun to his shoulder
inspiredBush to tell him he "looked like Elmer Fudd".
"Where is that waskily
Cheney, imitating the cartoon character, said,
wabbit?"
OperationThe King and Eye would involve Reagan's#1 envoy Philip Habib
(whocryptically played the Alice In Wonderland role of the White Rabbit with
slavessuch as inyself and Saudi Arabian King Fahd. So when Bush refened
to the two as "Elmer Fahd and the Waskily Wabbit," he and Cheney laughed
untilthey cried. Since both were already high from drugs anyway, they had a
greatdeal.of difficulty maintaining composure long enough to complete my
programmmg.
I
military history to justify his position as our nation's
Di"k Ch"o"y hff no official llt
formerDefense Secretary under President George Bush.
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CHAPTER25
At 4:0
and
Ho
bcam
was
EUSE-BAEY
l l
I
st
n
b tel
uril8
Iiguel d
t"
looting like the other. cenreredbetweentrvo facing-b1ack1i":tiri"i
-Bu;h --J
*rii'ir,il]
coffee table lirtered *t_t!, dpql and p.araphernalia."
-t'ilg" *or
cr,Jn"y
sitting in marchingbtack lea--ther
reitine?s ancled to**oi-*,"
uon
fireplace.where
a fiie wasbla'ing, illuminatingai'd treatingth; ,oo,n.
jush's drugof choi&, wasin abindanceanat-r,eney
joinedhimin
.._,_!.f9in'
usrng lt. Th,e smorgasbordof drugs laid o't supposedtyinciuaed opiun\
cocaine,and wonderlandw_a{ers
(MDMHA-xrc a6'ecstas'vl,-*r,icr,-inoicatEi
-i-had
to me they intendedto celebratetheir vacationwith aua,iion.
seen
drunkbefore,but this wasthe only time I sawhim useheroin
t-h,"lgvstumbling
ano€lve
lt.to me. .Kelly,-too_,
wassubjected
to thedrugs.
on jhe. idea of peiophilia throughgraphic
,^-^",:t_l^1lt1Tp.!"d.-t_"
TJI
91.:yf.
oescnpuons
or havlngsexrvithKelly. Both werealreadysexuallyarduseifiom
ory,glT0.antrclpatron.demonstrated
to Bushwtry tre did not havesex
.chen_ey
wlrn KrosDyexpo-sln-g
himselfto Kelly and saying,"com6 here,,. uDOnSeeins
"No!y
-y19L"y_lllus,ualty.tar€elenis, Kelly-reeledback in horror and cri'ed,
boT
asked_Cheneyfor his liquid cocaine
:Tl_^T19".1n:T
fayCh_..
..Bush
atomizerast,e got up to_takEKelly to ttre ueatoom.-'lvtt"n'ti";:;-;;?;
i
now Denevorent
"The hell it is. lt was of Bushto numb her with it.before sex, Brishreplied,I
Ir's for me." He described
his exciteditat"-iiiwolil"r vulsu I
explainedthat he wantedit to spray cocaine-on hir '#;i, to i"rrt !
PlTl_"nd
longer.
theney said, 'I thoughtit wasfor the kid.'
"Hdf the fun
is havins them squirm." He took Kelly,s
. !ush. gxplained-,handandled her off to thebedroom.
"responsible"
for Bush's assaulton mv
, cheney told me that .sinceI was
g*C,Tg^1y_?9llecauq,nt1ne.l!4o$ DangerousGame,I would "burn,' (in helt)'.
Se..DulnegmJ rnner thigh with the fireplacepoker, and threatenedtb throiv
r'eily rn rne rlre. He h)pnotically.enhanced
his description
of her burningto
Ashesexdally
brutalized
me,r heard
xeii/s-wrrimieii
TSlTlil:T 9.TplI.,
comlng-rrom
the bedroom.. As.her cries grew louder, Chentiy turned on
classicalmusic to drown out her cries for help.196
ning me with
rez, Mexican
nstairsto the
:e Kelly soon
nd withdrawn
told me in a
cnly hope she
n caught and
'erything that
retriev
At 4:00 am, as ordered,BushJr. (andhis helicopterpilot) came^to_
Kellvand me.' we were ilown (by helicopter)back to the I-ake shastaare
Bush'sassaultof Kelly prove
;i;i" H;;.ffi andG motorhonie'awaited-us.'
,ii,.
Jo Kelly
physically
devastating
me,
and
for
to " ini"i rt "tt"ring "*p"rl"n""
Shewas in dire need oi medicalattentionand was unableeven to mov€
nou*t* threatenedto stop the motor homein the Yosemiteareaand throw m
;*D;tiff if r did'n't setttedown. His threatsand commandscould n<
il;;
inadverten
of his control programmin_g_had
;-;"ch
ffir"l ril'hd;;,
permitt
tore bothhis "money-makers,".Houston
-Ooctor
ffitt *d:''F.i;6i-hL *outO
for mt
As
medicines.
adminislering
begin
and
Kelly's
meio ieteptrone
m
I
complete
that
pieces
in
brder
picking
the
Jp
in
i;; ilis't"d
il;;;;#
in tt"itingio caiirc,inia, i.e.-, meetwith Mexican Preside
ffi;*?;n;t"
MisueiA-ela Madridandfinalizeplansto opentheJuarezDoroer'
ustic,western
eatherwas in
to an infrnity
with one side
lr sofas was a
Cheney were
: large stone
)m.
joined him in
luded opium,
hich indicated
I had seen
Limuseheroin
roughgraphic
arousedfrom
I not have sex
Upon seeing
"No!"
cried,
iquid cocaine
ney remarked
Bush replied,
typical vulgar
penis to last
: took Kelly's
nsault on my
um" (in hell).
:ned to throw
rer burning to
ly's whimpers
iey tumed on
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CHAPTER 26
NEW WORLD ORDERS
"no time to lose" in bringing me back around to a functioning
There was
"used up" by qy 30S
level. I knew I had work to do. Althoughl was to be
to expedite the
intention
and
Cheney's
was
Bush
it
birthdav. I do not believe
Apparently it was their incompetence due to overorocesi so quickly.
InJuis.n"" of Orues anrj'subsa{uent abuse of Kelly in my presence that
OertriveA pafts of my maternal-based programming. Regardless of their
;ixcuie," Houston drove us to San Francisco-,California where Temple of Set
"f"pg1'",
U.S. Army Lt.- C-ol. Aquino qa{e s9m9 emergency
(SitanliounOer
'
a.
I was not taken to a hospital or a' mental institution, but to brain/mind
researcliand developmentlab^on the U.S. Army Reservation.atPresidio. There
".i rnunv facilities iuch as this one acrossthe country at various CIA, military'
-a NeSe compounds where hyper-advancedgovernment knowledge is put 1o
ttr" t"rt,-O"uelofrea and modifie'cl. Those I met who had expertly learned the
rii"niift. rnectrinics of the brain in conjunction with the ins and outs of the
minO usel their gained secret knowledge to manipulate and/or control others.
ihe-onlv thine l\fark phillips, Byrd, and Aquino had in common was the belief
ttt"t ;t"it"t kfiowledge equili p,5wer'.' Byid explained to p9 th.alNew World
"powers were-strengthehed" by allbwing-the mental health community
Order
;ly p"fti"l anOlor deliberite misinfoimation through their organization lobby,
ittd Arneti"an Psychiatric Association (APA), conceming tr€atment modalities
for r"uet" dissociative disorders being created through-.mind. control! Perpitr"totr
believed that withholding knowledge and the proliferation of deliberate
'm'sinformation
allowed them coitrol over their secrets' and subsequentlyover
fturn*ity. They may be correct if no one can or will react to the information
presented
'- -l;igndfi in this book.
oi not, I overheard a conversationpertaining to death-and.the mind
between Aquino anO a tab assistantas I lay on a cold, metal table in a deep
hvonotic stite. Aquino was saying that I had come close to death numerous
"incrdsed my abilily io enter other (mind) dimensions en route to
ti'nies which
a;ah'. I had listenedto'Aquinri talk at length about such conceptsbefore, as
itroueh he were trVing to conrrincehimself of some interdimensional time travel
l;Wtt.th"I in'principle or in theory, the results are the same," he
;[iggff.
"The conceft of iime is abstractln itself." H;rpnotic talk of pastclaim'ed.
Dresent-future set my mind in a spin that, when combined with Alice In
created an illusion of timeless
frinairtatnAtNAsA mioor world cbncepts,"dimensions"
I experienced were
only
that
the
know
I
now
dimensions.
elaboratememory compartmentalizations5f real, earthly events by real, earthly
and certainly not by aliens, Salan,-or demons.
criminals,
efiJi'mo"ing me fiom th5 table t6 an elaboratebox, Aquino then shifted my
my brain, claiming to have taken me into another
mind to anothei area of"death's
door". Thii was _accomplished.while I was
way
of
dimension by
subiectedto'sens6ry deprivation combined with hypnotic-and harmonic remy mind
coffinlike structure wai transformed in "I
The'seeminely
rio'no111111ine.
-eridured
slowly
the senseof increasingheat while
where I
[o i"retutolum,
'pulled me through death's
Aquino then
through irypnotic suggestion.
bila;
"void bf time". Parts of my programming
door" and int5 anottrerdime;-sion
r98
were
Reage
In
Holly
used
Michi
and n
previr
phon
Ferra
Give
shot I
L
dama
plann
all.
in rel
exist
said l
T
base
's
Jr.
hous
imm
The
conf
gath
And
"Pre
I
rend
the r
Con
shat
knot
ahea
l
Fen
sreu
stati
Are
fine
List
Lik
witl
and
r functioning
by my 30th
expeditethe
ue to overresence that
ess of their
:mple of Set
"repairs".
r brain/mind
;idio. There
fA, militarv.
lge is put i6
learned the
outs of the
ttrol others.
as the belief
New World
community
ationlobby-,
t modalities
ttrol! Perrf deliberate
luentlyover
information
rd the mind
: in a deep
1 numerous
en route to
l before, as
time travel
same," he
LIkof pasth Alice In
rf timeless
:nced were
%1,earthly
shiftedmy
rto another
hile I was
rmonic ren my mind
: "I slowly
rghdeath's
rgnmming
were "recreated for the recreation of world leaders," i.e., U.S. President
Reagan,
Mexican Presidentde la Madrid, and Saudi Arabian King Fahd.
In my next recollection of awareness, Houston, Kelly, and I were in
"brolie down"--an over
Hollywor5d,where Houston claimed the motor home
used-attempted memory scramble. He sent me down the street to telephone
MichaelDant6, who lived nearby in Beverly Hills. Dant6 was expecting Kelly
andme to join him in his Beverly Hills mansion for several days as had been
previouslyananged by our handler, Alex Houston. Kelly and I waited at the
phonebooth as instruCted until Dantd arrived to pick us up in his midnight blue
'I got something for you, Baby.
Ferrari. As soon as I sat down, Dantd said,
"vice" he shared with Bush, and he
Giveme vour arm." Heroin was a common
shotme up with the drug right in front of Kelly.
"handle
Iater that evening at his house, Dantd told me that he refused to
as previously
damagedgoods," and that he would not be my next handler "fit
to live" at
phnnEd. Xtot onty was I "not fit to live with" hini, but I was not
all. I am not ceriain what he meant to accomplish by these threats, but I know
in retrospectthat this was not his decision to make. Besides, I never perceived
"love" as a "future" anyway. Instead, he
with him and his professed
existence
plan long enough to "acquire Kelly".
go
with
the
original
he
would
along
said
The next day, hours before I was to meet with de la Madrid, L.A. Dodgers
baseballteam managerTommy I-aSorda, George Bush, Jr., and star pitcher of
Jr.'s Texas Rangers, Nolan Ryan (who was also a banker) were.at Dant6's
houseworking oit ttre details of money laundering and bank transactionsfor the
imminentopening of the Juarezborder cocaine, heroin, and white slavery route.
Thecommon bond of covert criminal activity overrode any professional basebal
conflictsbetween them. All three were in town to be in attendanceat various
gatheringsand parties of Reagan's, who would be arriving,in a matter of days.
And all-three appeared to have an understandingof my function as Reagan's
"PresidentialModel" mind-control sex slave.
Dantd was gathering the necessary clothes and props for the evening
with-de la Madrid. I-aSorda, Nolan Ryan, and Jr. were standing in
rendezvous
"Baseball Mind
theentranceway of Dant6's house attempting to activate my
Computer" programmed personality fragment that had inadvertently been
"She
shatteredby-Bush and Cheney's traumas at Shasta. Dantd told them,
knowsmore about baseball than you and Tommy (LaSorda) put together. Go
aheadand ask her something. Anything."
"How many times does
Much to IaSorda's amusement,Nolan Ryan asked,
FemandoValenzuela (Dodger pitcher) touch his hat if he's going to throw a
srewgy(screw ball)?" I could not respond, although I had once known more
statisticaldata than would ever be in print.
"Hey, Dant6. Whaf's with your baseball computer here, huh?
Jr. hollered,
Are we supposedto say a magic word?"
"I donrf know," Dant6 responded. "Could be drugs. Her sex is working
frne,though. Give it a whirl."
"No thanks. The Baseball Computer sucks enough.
Jr. declined, saying,
Listen, we'll se€ you later." Jr. had never shown any interest in me sexually.
Like his father, he had only
- shown sexual interest in Kelly, who had been aryqy
with him most of the day. As he turned to leave, he stroked me under the chin
"Have a Ball tonight".
andcryptically said,
r99
.._ LaSorda, who had not been on his Ultra Slim Fast-sponsoreddiet yet, said,
"Speaking
of balls, mine could use a little attention hlere.,' He unzippi:A nli
pants.
Dantd told me, "We gotta get dressed. Three minutes." Three minutes was
a t{gger for me to perform a-specific, oral sex act. I knelt on the floor and
pushed up laSorda s enormous belly, resting it on my head as I groped for his
penis as ordered. Dant6's two Greal Danesiame in a-sJr. and NojanRvan left.
I had been forced to participate in a bestiality film with these sex-trairied does
earlier that day, and I had !o lght them off as I sexually gratified
o -'----- hsorda
before getting i&Oy for "the Ball'i
I
Mark Phillips explained !o me that, by revealing their "secrets, their power would
"Good
diminish.
always prevails through positive application, whereas the bad guys are
hindered and slowed in their criminal endeavors through having to cover-up their negative
actions with lies to zupport lies. This inevitably allows the truth to emerge,. Mark said.
200
Di
^f '-o
irl.#
-m5i;
Dl
Presic
Malib
do no
Reag
house
Pacifi
glass
rd,'
interi
cathe
overl
I
was
down
him'
beinp
initia
and I
were
from
I
by$
Mad
Calil
rami
song
neve
invo
Blac
undt
thro
impl
l
bod
Sha
mes
Wel
the
InI
will
end
said,
d his
CHAPTER 27
s was
r and
r his
r left.
dogs
Sorda
HOTEL CALIFORNIA
of
Dant6threwrneashort,red,slinkydresswithrhinestoneStraP
lanjlap?lr
,'slassslippers" to *".t'iotrCina"i"tta.'s
Ball". The shoes, like Oz ruby
wereto trance-form
bolt"shoes,
;ipp?ff;t"ffilio ""odt fi"ct" iichi"lingpre-Drosrammed
for the event.
fr'adbeei
meintothepersonallryrragtn"ni-tttat
with-Mexican
Dant6escortedt" to-irt" p"tti/'gall; whi:re i wis to meet
"second-home
in
his
about
bragging
president
de la Madrid. rj*6 nia been
I
opulence
pTice-was
ttt"
-O
frtst-tn-eiii*,
Eersonifred'
f
since
ever
Malibu,,
but
Malibu,-ealifornia,
in
ho.e
donotknow who actualty"iiriJ;hiS .*"onld
stucco
influence*"' .jnio"niin the decor. From the front-,the white
Reasan,s
a secluded
overlooked
view
The
r!"ty.
udiitJ't*"
i,r
iilil;;ilil;'l'iiution
intoa crirf' rl"gqe.hthesmoked
ffifi.:;;;.;d';;;Ai'd;;i;"i'-b"i1t
in
lavisfilvcarpeted
threestories,
ttte
ui.t,
tri"
,|ilfi
i-h;t
;fitili'ffi;it
a
beige-white
had
lev6ls
All
p"tri-oti""iew."
ird,";ffi;,'||;ii;;'ti;il;
the
hung irom
decoratedin gofd'andc.yltuf. en enormoui"tt-O"ti"tgreatroomwhich
interior
the
from
once
r*Jiut
"lT;ht*
ceiling, illumin"affi
cathedral
thebay.
overlooked
"'-ilil"td
day' It
tfrll UncteRonnieEeagan) would be arriving the next
and"wear
o.",rt i;il;"i
*" ,ilv",,p;"irii;t;
dgwnany resrstancen" tui
party
a;ii'uaa.ia's welcome
ftane;in btaer that Reasan'sbusin-essmeeting with
ihi; ;;.-;;i-tr'J n..t timeI heardthisexcusefor
ii;ffi1jld:,;ilrn*i1,r;ll'
prostitutei,,iii *6"ia ii uethelast. In reality,I wasto do the
beine
Doliricalty
deh Madridto usedruss
o-J-ri';iii"i;;ds;., ;d.encourase
ffift fi'iil;itf
theU'S' andMexico
bEtween
relations
rfie diplo'maiic
ffi;i"*ilh""t-i6".
totalcommitment
required
operation
;i-thJ
;
tfi
u"t
;ffi
ffi.t;L;i';ti""il
fromde la Madrid.
to the Hotel
welcome
iilH,"Yi{3rlii""' io'it"-u.s. and (seductivety)
cuedto the
beennaa
h'e
Aeep-iiiio"iJ'f"ugh
His
California.,,
]"ap4.a
"
fto.t popular
."
or'ny "rypti"^r-tit"r*t"-1;Hotel California, taken
ramifications
can checkout anytimeyo" li.\:l^lll.you can
-i" 'lwiOifi
Eagles,
bv the "'i; tttt"O;'y*
sons
permanency
*l".r"i;;;."
il;i"#il'in
;i;;ffi;i--ils
d.
ittii conrtmen.,li
_:LIt
in whichhe was consprnng.
criminal,covertoperations,
the
-openry
criminal participant
lnitlate; to 6nsurethat each"dirt"
other
.on each
that if on" f"ii,"tft"V uff fitt. . Maintaining
understood
criminals
these
the..only
qay
ieemingly
;,
this tuana-stvte'-m?il;;a
throueh
"honest'"
Neti worta order kepteach-other
hilil;ililg,il
-De
Dant6and the
la Madrid ano r *Jni-in-ti i-"#ui u.aroom, followedby.
at the
p-rogrammid-message-instilled
pante
the
tneri'activited
bodvsuards.
ffiia;il
r would
luys are
negative
sir, I havea
r;c1eo."rf youplease,
f.fr'ii"rh ;; ili; M"d;d.__1
of-the UnitedStates'
to deliverto y"oi-ii"t ttt" Vice Presideni I haveworkedout
mesese
-i,ipr.iii"ii"g ij you know,Salinasand
riyriil"r" io i"i N"igiu,j.irLd.
bordertomorrow.
il;;ilir"i";;dJ
-oyl'pr- to opentheJuarez
party tonight
little.
this
accom-plishment,
In oreoarationand celebration 5f tnis
partsof this
integral
ire
who
fiew
;i-ri"d
;i,i';ffi;-y*"f;i;i;;;iil
andhonor
friendship
the
firsthand
see
to
iJtiiua"
and give you'iili
endeavor,
201
7
I
I
I
among the (government-involved Mafioso) family members. I regret tfrat t I
could not be here in person to greet you, but Ron (Reagan)can show you thei
ins and outs of the organization better than I. The transaction numbers havei
been recorded, and arE available to you for cross reference purposes and h:
end of the Juarez border,
uphold the integrity of the players involved on your
-economic
standardof living for
Your commitmJnt ioday ensurrisyou of a higher
your people, increased'relations
with the U.S., an influx of American industry,
'Seal of
lna a position of high esteem in the New World Order. With your
Approval' we can d-issolve the Juarez border and make lvay for a future of
-prbsperity
-offor Mexico. For now, relax and erjoy your stay."
One
de la Madrid's guards was shuffling through some papers from a
briefcase, and he told Dant6-hewould like the bank transactionnumbers. Dantd
"You Are What You Read" Passbook programming, and I
switched me to
delivered the numbers intended for the border guards to de la Madrid as
ordered. A computer of sorts was used to calculate and confirm the numbers,
"hidden"
Aware that the meeting was being filmed by one of Dant6's high tech
heroin.
Mexican
paper-wrapped
of
ball
held
up
a
la
Madrid
cameras, de
"A,tokqn of app_reciation,Mr.
Speakingdirectly at the camera, he cleverly said,
Bush. Somethingfor your private stock. The finest heroin available. Enjoy."
"I'll take that and see to it that he
Dant6 strode-acrois the room and said,
"
gets it myself.
ul'm-sure you will," de la Madrid laughed. He then pu! all but one paper
back in the biiefcase. I was instructed to present the elaborately embossed
Mexican Presidential Seal (of Approval) to pre-appointedJuarez border guards
as proof of de la Madrid's commitment, then deliver it directly to Bush for his
file on the future NAFTA agreement.
Preparedto presenta modified Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstration to de
"You've heard from a Carrier Pigeon (messenger),
la Mad:rid, Dantd said,
her
in
mode
to accept program. And now I will demonstrate
a
You've seen
"
some of her sexual modes.
"That will not be necessary," de la Madrid told him. "I have been given a
handful of keys that I would like to use on my own, including the one to destroy
all memory. Not that it matterswhen we are monitored (he gesturedtoward the
camera),6ut neverthelessI was instructed to do it." Dant6 did not seem to
know this was not the first time I was sexually prostituted to the Mexican
President.
"She rides a horse well," Dant6 said, referring to both the rare practice of
heroin to supposedlyblock my memory of this event, and a Reagan-inspiredsex
"May I recommenda ride for you?"
act. Dant6-stucka-needlein my arm.
"I am on one now that I wbuld like to maintain," de la Madrid answered,
referring to cocaine use and his running nose. Dantd laid out several generous
fines of the white drug on a black mirror. He stroked me under my chin
triggering Reagan's sex Kitten personality, picked up Bush's heroin, and
usheredthe two guards out the door.
"You like
De la Madri-d, fully aware of my pornography exposure, said,
more
lines of
cameras? Let's give th'em something to watch." He snorted two
coke, undressed,-andfurther activated my sex programming with the verbal and
physical keys and triggers Reagan had previously provided him_. At onelrcint
"if I have my way, the Free Trade
he- enthusiistically commented that
line (he snortedanother line of coke for
few
of
the
in-clude
a
top
will
Agreement
'models' (vaginally) carved and trained like you." De la Madrid had
emphasis)
202
long br
perver!
includi
desire
I regret that I
snowyou the
numbershave
rposes and b
luarezborder.
d ofliving for
Icanindustrv.
your'Seal of
r a fufure of
j!il",::lii:F$.fl#,:';nnTr,#g,"armutilatio
#"T,,f,fi1i
mcluding
protected"iiee rade,,
vrnturidrug.de
of mind_cont.",?3ld^tl-ioint
oesrre
slaves. He reiteratddhi
thenextday duringa meetin'g
;#n".Ig#lreo
apers from a
roers. Dant6
mmg, and I
r Madrid as
ne numbers.
rch"hidden"
rcanheroin.
ciation, Mr.
,. Enjoy.',
to rt that he
t one-paper
r ernbossed
rderguards
ushfor his
ationto de
tessenger).
lmonstrate
:n given a
to destroy
cward th6
I seem to
Mexican
acticeof
piredsex
)u?"
rswered,
lenerous
my chin
,tn, and
bu tike
linesof
bal and
repoint
Trade
okefor
rid had
203
CHAPTER 28
The next day, Dant6 drove me to a Bel Aire mansion high on a hill where
another party was underway. As I joined those who had gathered on the
manicured lawn, I recognized many of the same Mafia people who had been at
"Hotel California". This was a welcome party for
the Malibu retreat aka
PresidentReaganwho had just arrived. He was walking acrossthe yard toward
me with his friend, Jack Valenti, who was the president of the powerful Motion
Picture Association of America. Reagan looked his role amongst his mobster
friends, his beige coat with fur collar draped over his shouldersrevealing a dark
grey, pinstripe suit underneath. In retrospect, I remember him as dressediike
the one mobster I did not have to meet, John Gotti. As soon as my eyes met
his, I was knocked to the ground by a familiar blue-white blast (high voltage)
like the one I had recently experiencedin D.C.
When I came back around and my eyes refocused, Dant€ was holding me
"Well, hello Kitten".
up. Reagansaid,
"Uncle Ronnie, how'd you get here?" I askedin child-like innocence.
"The rainbow, Kitten, the rainbow," he answeredin Oz cryptic. "I told you
I was coming home. There's no place like home, and you said it with me. So,
here we are. I keep a little piece of the rainbow in my pocket so I can get back
over it (to D.C.) anytime I want to. I make a wish, and click my heels, and
I'm gone."
For the moment, Reagan succeededin confusing my mind with Oz cryptic
metaphors, reconfirming to my child personality that he was indeed the
powerful Wizard. As we went inside for a brief meeting, my personality was
tleliberately switched to the one that had dealt with de la Madrid the night
before.
The grey-white stucco house was decorated in plush Presidential blue
"office" was small and further
carpeting and deep, cherry wood tones. The
crowded by those of us presentfor the meeting. De la Madrid was comfortably
seated,as was Jack Valenti. I was not privy to Valenti's exact role in opening,
the Juarez border. I only know that he was well educatedto the particulars of
this meeting. Dant6 and I remained standing since we would be leaving as
quickly as I heard what Reagan, who was shuffling papers and pacing the room,
had to sav.
"Weli, Kitten," Reagansaid to me, "this is your death sentence:You'll go
out in a blaze of glory." I was not surprised to receive conftrmation of my
imminent death by Reagan. I had heard about death by fire from seemingly
"free trade," through Mexico, of our nation's
everyone involved in establishing
children for drugs. Reagan'suse of patriotic metaphorsand puns while matterof-factly informing me he ordered my death was reflective of his often
displayed lack of respect for human life. What reflected his character even
more were the crimes he was involved in that prompted him to cover-up
through "sentencing" me to death.I had witnessed the criminal foundations of
NAFTA, which in turn could threatenthe successfulimplementation of the New
'Free Trade"
Wodd Order should these secrets ever be revealed. Initial
including drugs and white slavery extendedbeyond the U.S./Mexican border. It
204
route(
while
consi
be de
provir
recor(
and o
I
make
ignite
will t
I'm I
U
Dant
'Blur
f
or, I
I
cras
Rea
roll
com
I
the r
got.
my
tor
any
eno
mar
that
tot
tos
tos
trac
am
sch
wal
adc
cli
wa
ciu
MC
Ke
vo
tht
on a hill where
athered on the
rhohad been at
:ome party for
lheyard toward
owerfulMotion
gst his mobster
evealinga dark
as dressedlike
N my eyes met
: (high voltage)
vasholding me
locence.
:ic. "I told you
t with me. So,
r I can get back
my heels, and
vith Oz cryptic
ras indeed the
personalitywas
idrid the night
esidential blue
rall and further
rascomfortably
role in opening
e particulars of
I be leaving as
rcingthe room,
:nce:You'll go
.rmationof my
iom seemingly
of our nation's
s while matter: of his often
character even
m to cover-up
foundationsof
:ionof the New
nFree Trade"
dcan border. It
routedU.S. traumatized,robotic, mind-controlledchildreninto Saudi-Arab
I t
*t'it. Uuitaingup **p6titoctcdites- in Nicaragua*d.If-qr-.flSgugl
r
could
that.I
(eironeous)
belief
on the
*riiOir"l toie no ttrreal,preOicated
wo
deam
my..
events,these
of
memory
my
regaih
to
be deprogrammed
"usedup"€nl*?y_'
t6 thoreinvolved.-I wasnearly
orovidieitra insurance;snuif
:
"t*ili";;;
to.De la Mad
wasagreed.uponis.proof
rlt'
;.!f-h ;i;
silencedthrougllaea*.
and
otheile;dersat risk, thatI hadindeedbeen
-'-iioufO
"deathsentence".Dantdwante
not think to iespondto Reagan's
"The-nexttim
he fraphically expounded,
mate-iureI eraspedth;'"itas
voir, uoav and soul' .And)
ffiil ;;;-t ?t&;fit fdt"l Cauv,it wiil cbnsum'e
iltt Urirn,tiaby, burn. And I'll takey-ourashesand scatterthem to tne wr
I'mgoingto blbw you away. On film."
- crypticto whichhe couldrelate,Valentilaugha
ripotift*ring s6methin!
fi.efd*ing to the old, porn, blue pencil editing tt
words.
;f
Dil6{; ilist
"Blue
"Blue
blazes".,, 'Who
-'iiriiimovies,"he added, -;Wi'tl
In Blue BlazesWas Thi
call it
i.i"Lft"O*itfr iir.
Or,
-''fj.how'boui'Cream-Ate'?"
"That's
l"-UiOria no6ceaReaganwas not laughingand said,
close
a Mercedesto fitm-a iiunt.""ItHe leaned-fon;ardin his chair
crashine
is my desireto havesevenjust like
;;G ;d *id,
-iisemUty
t";;;fiffi
ffi*i: -ttre
line and shipped io me prior to the agreem
;;ltTii
"
completion.
"Those(blonde-haired,
f,rnekids
blue-eyed)
agreed.responding,
Reasan
what s
don't'have
they
but
line,
thd
of
-Jiop
th.;fr?*!" s"-"Oi'nr"-Ui"
got"lr*
facedones are hard to comeby," de la Madld q-lipped:referrin(
code' He cut hls eyes
programming
-".vptiJ"tiv
-continued,
mvvasinalmutilationandPresidential
"--from one perspec
;d
h#;lf
il'#:ffi;iffi^
'count
'One'
on""
I can
anv*av.And I like having
-'rifi;';il"kia";hiE
n-te ,nirteo his feet and unfoldedhis arms I
mis
.noun["t6'"id;;;sh.'-Val-enti seemedto be boredof clich6sor wasmee
the
of
judging
tone
the
from
but
meanings,
ffi.;;ith;;ffitrc-3ouut"
youro
(nyr{)andderegate
lifi''d; iiirtii'*Jrl-;i;ir ,iniidfrit io 6ou5y
"It shouldbe relatlvely.$
counterpart.
Mexican
h hi*,.'R"agan told his
toslioonein for vou e*w ie* shipments'orso oncethe Juarezborderis t
hewere
;;5h ffi it-.d"'i"iiuiti.i as planned." Reaganspoke-as.though
evenwhenhe loo[{ qy drrecuon'
tracteA
-*fi;d;"nOthinkingof somethingelse,
piLse."sir,;-i Gt;; i'I hauethe PresidentialSealof Approva
i"Efnii'tni io[e."' Dant6lookedat his watch,.awar-ethat I
* r.iitii
u"-"i-ir,"iuarez borderby rhe,'strokeof midnight".. Re
il.i"Ifi;
na-tfioueito
"*i;iir. -Wiri,seethe pip"tittiO receividfrom de la Madrid the night bef
rarewLi[,-rctten," Reagan.said,.as lr"" Stt.o. TI :q""k'
,'I-,il'seeyo,i on th-eother side (of the rainbowin D.
addoiil o; ;ryp,i",
Click
-'Mi;;;i;-ipun
vourheels..."
hadhit me with a powerfulsrungun u
blact. Someone
half dragsingme as he led me tt
was
*rt oi,*nl1l"ling as thoughDant6
drivl] We soonpulled up tt
iircular
1t"
ar?eaOy'iariigln
*ai
;hi;ii
;;
Boulevard,wherehe had 9i
ttollyw-ood
on
gal
,t"tioi
'
*ioi ftot" at the
hr
Kellvand me up ,"u"ol d"y, before. Kelly wasalready in. the.molor
som
q)'
convtnceg
been
had
She
t!-aumatized.
honibly
uo*ldns sick and
h;;J!"" attemptedto createa hypnoticallyind
,#'T'ii"d'i;;'L'll"i:205
"time
slip," acting as though I had only been gone a few minutes. We drove
quickly, stopping only for fuel in order that I be in Juarezat the appointed time.
Th-ereI robotically presented the Presidential Seal of Approval to the proper
"Free Trade" of
officials as programmed, offrcially opening the border to
crimes against humanity. Houston and I had hunied across the Juarez border
where we were met by the Mexican official in charge. The guard looked to be
in his late 40s, with classic, rugged, Mexican features. He stood approximately
5'11", had black hair, an unkempt moustache,blackbeady eyes and a paunchy
belly protruding over his short, squat legs. He spoke excitedly in Spanish, with
a harsl'r,cold tone to his voice as he spit out the necessarywords in English,
"Give me the Seal". He snappedhis fingers, impatiently hurrying me. He took
the Presidential seal and knocked me face down on top of a small, barren metal
desk while he closely inspected the document. Even Houston was unusually
quiet while this particular uniformed guard paced the small tower room,
sweating profusely while he talked on his walkie talkie. Finally, he accessed
and verifGd the bank transaction codes provided through whom he said was
George Bush, Jr. He concluded the encounter by taking a stun gun from his
belt and jolting me with it, supposedlyto erasemy memory.
I was nauseatedand weak from high voltage and the ordeal as Houston and I
made our way back across the border. My empty stomach rolled, prompting
Houston to lie, 'I told you not to drink the water". In reality, I had had nothing
to drink since the champagneat the Hotel California, and I hadn't eatenin days.
I was thoroughly exhaustedwhen we reached the motor home in El Paso, but
Houston was-seiually arousedfrom cocaine and the criminal events that merged
Mexico with the U.S. at the Juarezborder.
r
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and
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Wedrove
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ked to be
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accessed
nid was
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ompting
.nothing
rn oays.
aso,but
merged
CHAPTER 29
THE LIZARD
OF AHS
. After the opening ofthe Juarezborder, I was kept actively busy according to
the.plan to "use me up" before my 30th birthday deattr sentence. I was
subjecM to a brutal (near death gang rape) "celebration benefit" at an identifred
ocelebrate
the free trade benefits" gained by
Irl^gniq Lodge in Warren, Ohio to
gyolvedEast Coast politicos. Centers such as the nearby Youngstowi "Charrir
School'went into niass production of slaves to mule drugs or-be part of the
mind-controlledsex slave "trance-sport_operations". Mexico was not the only
countryreaping the economic benefits of criminal free trade.
After lr<elly's g-rdeal'-in California, Dant6 and Houston were criminally
exploitingher for literally "all she was worth". Subsequently, she missed air
extraordinaryamount of schooling. When she was in school, she was
experiencingdifficulty with her peers. These factors prompted plans to send
herto a local Catholic school the next vear. where her unusual behavior would
beoverlookedand covered up.
Soonthereafter, Senator Byrd came to Nashville to fiddle at the Grand Ole
Opryand, as my handler, Houston, remarked, "fiddle around with me" at the
OprylandHotel. Byrd explained that close association with me had become
volatiledue to my roles in Iran-Contra and NAFTA, and therefore he would be
distancing
hipse{ from me. He spent most of "our last night together" working
onhis memoirs for a voluminous book on the U.,S. Corctitutioi he was writing
(nowpublishedat taxpayers'
expense),which focuseson his long-winded Senate
' '
(filibuister)speeches.
Bryd qtterypted to strengthen my progmmmed "loyalty bond" to him to keep
mequiet 'until death do us part". He told me, "If it was up to me, I would let
youlive". He talked at length about how our time togethei had been infringed
upn by both de la Madrid and Reagan. Bittemess over their stronger controls
0nme was evident as he mocked their self appointed roles as the Wizard and
Lizardof Oz. De la Madrid's fascination wittr U.S. mind-controlled slaves
reportedlyinspired him to combine Bush's lizard-like alien themes and his reputd Mayan roots/lizard man theories with Reagan's Oz themes to claim the
roleof Lizard of Ahs. From Byrd's ramblings, if appearedthat his mockery of
theirroles was due to their having decided how "hisr slave would die, and had
ngthingto do with caring that I would be killed.
Byrd maintained his
'bo,n{ing]programming
charade all night. He played his fiddle and sang "to
me"in Dlace of his usual torturous whipping and brutality. Sex was, for the
fir$ andlast time, painless.
Byrd had not distancedhimself too far from me, though, where government
oprations_were
concerned. When I was "over the rainbow' in D.C. during the
'87,
summer
of
it was businessas usual with Byrd. I was escorted to Goddard
Space
Flight Center where Byrd was waiting foi me in a sterile hallway near the
brass-trimmed,
mirrored elevators. He was loaded down with items,-which he
delpqttedon a small table as he greeted me. He picked up a NASA ID badge
andclipped!t on my nipple, the metal teeth biting me with-their serratededg*.
WhenI (softly) cried out, he said, "Oh, OK. I'll wear it," removed it, and
clipped
it on his white lab coat. He handed me a NASA lab coat like his and a
whitehard hat. His hard hat suggestively and "humorously" said HARD in
207
bold red letters. My hat said NASA, in a mirror reversal of the standardbold
red lettering. When I read it in a mirror, it appeared as though I were on the
wrong side of the mirror and needed to step through (according to Alice In
WonderlandlNAsA programming). It also clearly indicated to those-in-theknow that I was under mind control. Byrd looked at his pocket watch
prompting a wave of terror in me, and said in Wonderland cryptic, "We're late.
As the elevator drops down the rabbit hole, we'll reverse time in order to get
there a few minutes earlv. "
Byrd spun me arouid to face the elevator's mirrored doors saying, "Irok
deep into the mirror and be all that you can be by becoming infrniteiy lbst in atl
that you see." Byrd timed his hypnotic induction so that when he ordered,
"Step through the mirror,"
the doors openedand we steppedthrough.
As the elevator supposedly went "down 99 (taken from Aquino's corny
reversal of 6s) levels to the depths of hell," Byrd told me the Earth "spins faster
and faster at the core, causing us to spiral downward in a tornado effect." I
dropped deeper in my hypnotic trance. The elevator doors opened to what
appeared to me as an exact replica of the floor we just left. However, this
floor's hallway led to a computer room and sanitized-lookinglab area. Several
of the scientistsworking there were amusedby our hats, prompting Byrd to ham
up his comedic act. Byrd ignored the fact that theseNASA workers, like many
others, may have deliberately stroked his entertainer's ego becausethey relied
on his appropriationsfor funding.
Byrd made me robotically announceto the workers, "He's taking me to your
leader."
"I'm
the Commander, here," the apparent director of the underground lab
said. The workers again busied themselvesas he stood, arms folded defensively
across his chest, while his bespectacled intelligent eyes darted the room
surveying the situation. The Commander had a few, grey strands salting his
short, dark hair, yet his build was surprisingly youthful and trim for his age,
He and Byrd apparently knew each other quite well. Byrd strode over to him,
draggingme along. "Tom," Byrd called to his 50ish 6'1" friend. "This is your
specimenof the day that I promised I would deliver. I will be most interested
to see what llou can deliver since diplomatic relations with Mexico dependson
it. Not that I want to increase any pressure you may feel, but we need seven
more just like her to stuff in the mouth of his royal Lizardry (de la Madrid) to
keep him from spilling his guts on the project."
"It's just
as well, my friend," the Commander said, stroking his chin
without uncrossing his arms. "That way he can't talk without implicating
himself."
"That's the way
the Chief feels about it," Byrd agreed. "He's already in
deep anyway, but this order (for slaves)hits him closer to home since they'll be
serving him personally."
We walked to a clinical. sanitized area that had a maze of small rooms
where I was undressedand prepped for the lab. A nurse of sorts injected me
with the NASA "Tranquility" drug and instructed me to put my lab coat back
on. "Walk this way," she ordered as she led me down the hall, swinging her
hips in an exaggeratedmanner. I immediately complied. The Tranquility drug
had no recreational affects, but produced an attitude of peaceful compliance to
all orders given. As we approachedthe theater-typelab, a small group of men
who would be in attendance were talking with Byrd and the so-called
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h I were on the
nng to Alice In
to those-in-the_
; pocket watch
rc, "We're late.
n order to get
I
fti'#',io'l?""'i-"1tr{*,31i!:"!1if
*jirqt,,?:jt,,,tf
IlT,i;E
;'#,Tr"il:"- ffi"#p*:lg '{i'i# X:T9-r1walpi,sitioned
r,rgr,
in
con
versati
on
s b;,ru;t'ilii %tr.i!""ffi o"l,'ff;
;f :r ; ffifujli
"Look
tsying,
titelylost in all
:n. he ordered,
tgn.
iquino's cornv
:h "spins faste?
tadoeffect." I
rcned to what
However, this
area. Several
g Byrd to ham
:rs, like manv
se they relieil
rquesteda video of the
mind-contrortechniqueb
usedro createhis seven^iatestd";;;;;s,in
"comic" fiiii;ty,"11e camera.was firming scien
saltedwith ,sraves...
rit'iiioltr"t,on as a humorous,,iro,,
#ilii$]ttt
to
^ SinceI was considll*. ,,yr*- up,,-anq^my,death.
uommander
was imminenr,
rord the scientists
to t"f f#;
fuck the Iab specimen,. ,,
Irrst," he said, "beforeyou.
*ti riy y;; ;;;,"i
T9, plyri'ur :uriosi iies samp
a"iiiJ,,
L?#,fl:1.*,}j$" *i sri !] p,"ii
r.i
[i,"ifii'#lt,gff"fi
ffiH$Jftrt#,#,n',","#ti"
-' A live lizard encasedin a.glass test tube of.sorts_was
rnecamera
inserted in my vagir
wasfocused,.o111g
ir.ilili;
lg me to your
lergroundlab
d defensivelv
d the roorir
ls-salting his
tor his age.
overto him.
'This
is youi
rstmterested
dependson
need seven
Madrid) to
tg his chin
implicating
already in
e they'li be
nall rooms
njectedme
coat back
'inging
her
uility drug
lpllance to
up of men
so-called
th.y looked at us and raughed
at my literat complianceto
ffy,f;Hfl;l;.
I was then led bl the CommandgI
"packstagel,
to
entrancewhich
1.
;)i regs.were
spread
in a birth
ffJ'33k,*jT.'S:J:*lii{r;;""n*r*ii?H
e4uares
,::xH,f"fi
to the reproductile_o,r.f*ri1''"il .i,_qo
h{ig
'ramatically
breedingmdchine.,, I
snap'edon,a_rubber_el;u!-aia-prooeo
me as thoughhe we
^#'Li,iJiJtrfll".f"ff
out
ormyvagina
-o iilyllf tr"+,',x1i,ii;:t,*"l,.'e,h
out.into-tr,J,,".;.,:,'tfr,ry
+ffir#:ffillTi
ffTT*l$ttffon
demonstration
oi'ir'J'iro"iieor a presidentiar
m&et,,,tl
hadbeen
. I apparently
for thesevenprogramm
sraves
de ra Madridhad _TlTt"d.ast!. prorotype
5Cygs1ed.iii i""iil"rr,d was.-interested
ii N.qs
u" u,fiiii'irrtirated
lJ:frfi?f#i'#Tt,f?i^Ygt!
riker was.Hew
nrdeous
carving.
i n1||'1q;3r ormowing what,
i
anytechnologicat
a6y-fe
fii.,ld"#i#l'i'iiil*.ilrlt'"1#5'i,?,,,'J#1t
programming
ttrdtimebf_anru.i,;:,ffi:: experienced
or restingbeforeor a
.
lnls vlcleo created for "his pnrrol r i-^-r__r
*d+j{:ifri!TiJ!';n[\,"X.*i$"";ryronq.erranvcry
itrii161';ryi
l'Hr*";,s*;rq'fr
uavanstd.proau;;f"'#';f
',st##;
rtolyg1'e
.il; $;f,L- orvirgins,
wassuppos
fr$?l#il;",niT*1"ik
T'''"':ild")ff"lli1,yfi
fiff 3;"fi
ihfi
'"
l#=$tkrizi"d
#g#*15"q4:"ffi
adndproduced
a horogram
sirirar"tJir,eli?nusrraia
209
r
in his You Are what You Read initiation. His hologram of lizardlike tongue
the illusion that he was transforminginto an lguana. While
*Jin""oroduced
in Mr5xicri, I was always ordered to wait by rocks where the abundant.Iguanas
"tiance-ported" to my'scheduled meetings with "his Royal
iunnJUJfot" being
Lizardry," the Lizard of Ahs.
2t0
)ngue
Vhile
Janas
loyal
CHAPTER 30
IN THE II.I"IEREST OF TIME A
SenatorPatrick Leahy @-Vermont), who served as vice chairman on the
U,S. Senate Intelligence Cbmmittee ih. 1985-86, was a "friend" of Senator
Bnd. Leahy's position on Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee, coupled
withhis former position in Intelligence, afforded him an inordinate amount of
pwer and influence. While I had causeto have contact with Senator kahy'This
on
iumerousoccasions,Kelly was apparently more familiar with him than I.
wasevidencedby our meeting with him in Vermont in the late summer of 1985.
Alex Houston was booked to "enter0ain" at the State Fair in Rutland,
Vermont. The entire trip proved to be a whirlwind of covert activity for me,
duringwhich time I obtained a packet of papers from an unidentified operative
withorders to hand deliver them to Senator kahy. Kelly had been kept as busy
asI, sinceBoxcar Willie and other CIA operative pedophileswere in abundance
atthefair in I-eahv's home state.
PresidentRea-ganhad given me specific orders to carry out while in
Vermont,which included delivering a messageto "Patrick" for him. He also
hld me, "When you go to Vermont, be sure and go by ('buy') LL Bean."
Literally interpreting what he suggested,I asked, "The whole store?"
nNo," Reagan laughed. "I meant stop by there. I didn't mean buy the
wholestore. I already own it. Just buy a few things, like an LL Bean Swiss
ArmvKnife."'
WhenReagansaid he "already owned" LL Bean, I thought he was referring
h theamountof shopping he did there. He wore LL Bean shirts, sweaters,and
dippers;slept on LL Bean flannel sheets in his LL Bean pajamas; and carried
his"Presidential"black, LL Bean, Swiss Army Knife, with which he cleaned
hisfingernails. But I learned the real significance of Reagan's stiatementwhen I
'stopped
by" the Vermont LL Bean outlet on the final day of Houston's lengthy
VermontStateFair engagement.
The LL Bean outlet, located near the top of supposedly the highest mountain
in the pristine forest, appea.redto be a store front for CIA covert activity.
WhenI asked the 'clerk' assigned to Kelly and me for a black, Swiss Army
Knife, his response was indicative of familiarity with government covert
oprations. Using the old familiar statement(trigger), he ordered Kelly and me
h "Wdk this way," as he led us through a storagearea and out the back door.
There,
a black, unmarked helicopter was waiting on a pad for us.
Thepilot flew us a short distanceto the top of a mountain, where we landed
ina clearingnext to a house that appearedto have no other access. The place
wasrun like a fortress, and two guards in suits met us as Kelly and I emerged
fromthe helicopter. The guards escortedus into the house, keeping Kelly while
I metwith Senatort-eahy.
I walked into an office-type room that had a panoramic view of the
wilderness,
where Leahy was leaning against a highly polished, wooden desk.
IIewaswearing an orange flannel shirt that lost its purpose in crispness. It was
myexperiencethat l-eahy's surroundings,like his apps[ance, were as sanitized
aspssible.
I delivered the documents and messageas ordered. I-eahy then proceeded to
explain
that he was aware that my death was imminent due to my groundwork
2tl
to the
participationin NAFTA, and that subsequertlvKellV would be tradedjoin
in
to
No1lrnly dio tre otvio_usly.want
west coast po*og*pny'"p";rio"
"tracks"to cover-up
had
he
but
birthday,
my
30th
;G;t"iJupFU6r.ir"
whereKelly wasconcerned'
Most of *v t uuruii. encounterswith 6ahy were alien-themed,but he
From
often^ieiiJ on'''ni Citt'otic upbringingto drive hi-spointsinlo ryy mind.
criminals
most.intelligent
the
of
one
;;qGtiduqly
i.eahy;;;
e,
"i, i"tip*ti"
Gouern'ment.His carefully contrivedchameleon-like
;f'6i;"'.ilil"-bn-"0"'i,
principalsand
;nai;;Lisd; tt""ilA n-imitrJtititute. of appearingto sharJ.',thenationaland
a
both
on
minipulating
maii"ifully
fr"-*is
Uifi}i of-*hoin"ue,
iespect'throug-h
internationallevel. ffe won i*g*'t
.their shareddiplomatic
he appearedpublicly
While
hlritaee.
Itistr-iitttolic
fris
and
t"rican,
;il'!" A;
workedtogether
actually
thev
psugsl
Bird il S*"|" nppio'."*ll
il;ff;;
my
behind the scenes,n tn"it sh'areilworld dominancegfforq' Again from
no
one
to
answered
and
aeenda
own
his
had
who
lon",
was
i
p.i-rpotiu",
kahy
-i*.hyi
to-me by triple depth
*is often.manifEsted
inteffigence
i-i;'";.
for a deeperpurpose'
was
did
he
and?ctions.
to-triiiloias
;;iil
.everyllri3'
drtterent'
no
andthis trip to Vermontproyedto be
*'-rillv
of the
"l'to I had beef,-iiu"n *tut felt like a sophisticated.variation
mindrobotic
into
the
us
turned
NesX 6rI-i"^rii"Jr Atiig,-it*quitiiy, -whic.h
me,
"ir"tt"ffJ r]*Js-ttrat Sen?iotGatty pi6fened. As the drug was overtaking
sayrng'
was
l.eahy
what
to
I^ ''::6';'A;;;;;ft;;;,;-tyginv
attentivelvlistened
said,'reierringto both mv rolein NAFrA
the one you
abuse-oihy-O-i,,'gttt"t.
peJopfrile
anOf,is
."Of coirsg God.ii.not
passed
on and
who's
6ne
God.
passive
is"a
if"
*iitr.
-^
needto be concerned
is the
iiro o"fv-i" niUt". T'n" CoA you n'eedto be csncerningyourselfrith
'"ii:J;ffi,'"rrlriJii"g-6"0..-1tr;i
all,
Evein thesky. It sees
s.reat,.big.
needeil. Irt me give
iighiwhere it's
i"f;;;tid
recordsalt, and tt*r*itiitr"
sfiut and none of this need-be known
mouttr
iaui""llfe"p-your
;;;;;lda
(Bush)
will know for s.ur%n.'d he's been
ffi;h;;;.-'d"rv
v""i-v1i""-Fr6sident
-' i'tn-not su]gestingGeorgeBushis God. Oh no, he
[#rinn ii"t"ts'atf tris fifi.-
the
heis straddling
iJdil'6 ffi ;"tfr'-'iilii. ni ii i tJ.l--coa,'which-means
withhis
sees
il;;;iy ;a-earthlypi-"t in oto"i trrattretite actiononwhathe
of
manipulation
Evef'nfile Sty.;- Cont"ntwith his metaphorical
;;;l.hilf
kid'"
forq:phy'Goget.the
n"i;il,-';No*, that's.enough
iirii[ili^'itr;d,'h"
"''
two
the
with
door
the
outside
rbbotically
iuit
-o
idli;il';ffiail
a;i"itv
and
door'
caryed
ratl".ili-oi.rgl^an.ornately
-Til;;;-*",
nu"ro-r.-'rrtiv-uitt"t.iiil;';tn;
foi a man,decorated
i,igrrryEffeminate
-h;s;biiiowy"piilows.
i#il"h;1;ffi;;-.
walked
when theSenator
il
il';#frJi *r,i6'Jv""i"t,
;N".*, nof you
I-eahy
.signalled_Kelly
in,'i.f fV'g.fi.d;
_with^his
.|gdin". submission.Then,accesstng
and
ffi;: ditl; switchingher into totLl silelnce
mv mind
in
recompartmentalized
priuiously.
1,ai
il;;";l;
il;iil
;;;iliti
His
""aressin!.
uig""
nyraPr'r!*uj";b,i;;ii;irv,-iiifrl
"no
fromBush,s
to
seemed
which
sheets,
whiie'eyelef
pJ"'rf.i" i*["4 "i"n'*tr-iifq "g"i".ith"
I was
that
a".ug-ht.gr
my
with
actions
trii"p"oophile
perversity-oi
the
accentuate
Kellyandmeto
I-eahyordered
abuse-complete,
ffi. to'rturous
il;;;-*"tinl,
to his "torturelab"' ,'spy
iottowtrimdownstairs
chambers
conditioning".
I hadseenanoe*perien.J6ut"*"nt
"torturelab"lortyre
morelike
looked
trairy's
Uotftln tfreU.iianO MJ*i*, and
Uefore
in
electronic{drug
advan6ements
latest
.1in$ffi,
u"i,ot-to-ttt"
[b.
;i.iASA
*ur *nritt*t *iitt ttis abilityto useit. I wasimmediately
controltechnology
2r2
strap
bega
A wir
to w:
Kelly
cry' I
Eyer
"com
nante
word
sky'
safe
!\
oppo
deliv
fragn
ideal
to lin
for st
acce
doub
T,
Gove
togra
Leah
Base
the I
prog
cont
to re(
r€$art
floon
inesc
Ir
mind
sexu
hosp
suffe
psyc
phys
Sena
E
thatI
the c
wha
andr
distr
often
T
life '
forth
to the
join in
)ver-up
but he
From
iminals
on-like
als and
nl and
omatic
ublicly
rgether
)m my
no one
depth
llpose,
of the
mindlg me,
AFTA
re you
rn and
is the
es all,
,e glve
known
s been
no, he
ng the
ith his
ion of
kid. "
re two
r, and
orated
valked
th his
essing
mind
, His
red to
I was
me to
mbers
:e like
mindliately
steettableby thetwo guards.Leahy
"crossyou,randsrainless
*l$^^1"_:_"q11,__._l-r"
qql and.hope
to die,Sti-cka needl6in youreye,/.
"ngl:" waspushed.slowly.into
fggjilll9;,
nly-righteyewhileKenywasfoiced
lytff
I0 warcn. lhrs entlre ordeal was directed for trauma p-urposes-primarily
at
KellysinceLeahv fieured I would be dead soon anyway-."'u you tr'oiiii,
ir'you
cry,Kelly will bi: thl first.to die. pray to coa andguih wiitiearl uecuus"r,is
Efenow-hasan gar_."Lrahy intemrptea nit
fo.r to explain that I was now a
'computer-eyesd"
link-up [o Busht Eye iir the sky,'-wiih ;l;i nilt"-fiL"
rransmrttrngevery word Kelly__spoke.He continued with me, ,,Each
..i19ill.
y.orgyol speak, each breath you sigh, your eye tmnce-mits
-rerry;i
to the Ev6 in the
believed it, which roc-kedher inio riiin"i.
ili"t
*u,
1ry"."
-{9t]y
vue-lorthe moment.
WhileI was literally out of my mind from intensepain, kahy utilized the
opponunlty prograr me with what he said was financial ifformation to
_to
"personality",
therefore the shattered
r]yer lo-By.rd.. This..required no
kahy
had
deliberately shifted me into when raping Kelly would be
sglen5"computer_-eyes"
loear
to.
his message. He told me that mf Uoav was a conduit
t0lrrx hlm up.to the Eye in the Sky, where he was transmitting-the information
I0rstorageuntrl such time as Byrd accessedit. "only the tiniest little prick
can
computer.-eyesd'
jto?ge bpk,.'rcany iaid, laughingat'his o*n
11,-c1jllry
oouDte
meanlng
mockery
of Byrd'spenissize.
This was not the first tihe linhy
transferred apparently
-;;1 --i-'i,jj
sensitive U.S.
rlt_elLigepe
information'to
thr;ffh
pr,o_
.Byrd
!^:yl1911l
"computer
ngJaphrcally
rporde! numbersin my mind's
banks',ever iince
me tbr the task somemonthsbefore-at white sands Missile
fanl prepared_
base
In New Mexico. It was therein the Top SECRETmind-controlareaof
that
high_lech
|1^!ry ,
^kahy. subjected me to extreme tortures and
Combining
purposesas usual,kahy wassaying,"Fundiig will
ryg,fTTl",g.
mntlnue
to be approvedas long as (mind-control)Frojectssirctiis this coitinue
nrecelve
yourlull attention".I wastreatedlike a lab animalwith no apparent
rcgud.for
whetherI lived or died. I wasput in an electrifi.a rit"r *Ji.a -a
lloored
cell,.referred to by some as thri *ooopectei gri4 ;hi"h'liovided
rnescapable
physicaltorture.
I1
spite
of
his tortures,intelligence,
high-techmethodism,
.
andsophisticated
runo.manlpulatlons,
senatorr-eahytailedto coverhis "serrets"--inciuding
his
of Kelly. He did succeed,however,in causingfiity ana-,L to Ue
f^U_p!rf
nospltahzed
trom his torturousabusesupon our return to Tennessee.I had
suffered
excruciating
pain and ineparabledamageto.nty tigtttiy",-*rtir" r.ily
psychosomatically
sufferedrespiraforyfailure dfe to nrsextremetraumas. Th'e
of the psycho-logical
devasrationwreakedon us by
li[i3,
iTll"r.Fti"."s
Jenator
l-eahy
talledto raisequestionsfrom outsidersasto the cause.
bquallyworthv of mention,are numerousother
high profile perpetrators
that
r-etly-ano
I hid exposureto over the yeari. Theseindividualsl
iriipite or
"
"
"ih;;fi .il-;-o'*i,r'no?
the
CIA
t need+o-tno'w
M.o. "a r"itii;;;
mo*
what
theright handis doing,"-werein positionito ue tno*i.dt;bt- oiicetty,s
and
myvictimizations.AII of themaccessed
our programmin!eittreilor afrrg
banking/message.
delivery,
oi, n'ort
$Fbl!ol,
.mind-conriol?"r""rtfiti""s,
onen,
lor tnelrperversesexualgratification.
lhesetoo numerousindividualsand eventsare significant
-iuli; chapters
-;;';;;
in my
Iife,who, in the ilterest of rime and spaci, *iti .G
," "
Ionhcomlng
book. Ratherthanpoint a fingErat theseindividuils foi reasonsof
213
',venseance"(there is none comparab'le),they must be publicly identif,redfor all
of perpe-
a list
"li; f,;;';il;tii'r-d'"n'i*t "'. rfrerefor-e,
;;"sft;;i;;#;
aswellas
posterity,
for
AiitriUute.
t
hasbeen.o*piilf'Li;Gi;.
Traitors
congresiionalliearings'that
in ;t
to Dreventtheseindivid;i-, irill;i";drinl
exposure'
this
of
result
a
as
sid;ld uJrottttcoming
S
invol.
blond
claim
State
Band
of thr
invol
scan
child
contl
playt
of hz
only
Arat
Migt
'Nei
was
the 1
\
L'B
gath
Kell
the
offir
tofl
whe
solr
thin
Chr
Yar
op€
and
whr
had
exl
life
wh
ins
crc
white House-level
Knives were a coded indicator of
were a standard
Knives' and regular Swiss Army Knives
operations. Red LL Bean Swiss Army
CIA indicator with which I wes also familiar'
1
2
Bl".k
LL
Bean Swiss Army
your Congressmen'
P1"""" support us in this effort by writing
214
the
ex(
sle
ch
ntified for all
tist of perpe:y, as well as
rearingszthat
House-level
:re a standard
CHAPTER 31
THE KING AND EYE
saudi Arabia threaded in and out of most operations in which I was
plTTly
due to their purchase_and routing of weapons, Arugr, -O
11vol,v9d,
blond-haired,blue-eyed programmed children. Accbrding t6 Georee-Birsh,s
clams,Saudi Arabia was in essencea controlled financial arm of t-heunited
states. Saudi Arabian King Fahd and his Ambassador to ttte u.s., prince
Bandar,provided a front for the unconstitutionaland criminal covert oDeration
of theu.S. This included the arming of Iraq and the Nicaraguan contras; u.S.
involvementin the Bank of credit and cbmmerce Intern"ationat
cs.i.c.r.)
yl9.t; and funding of the- Black Budget through purchase of oui nation'i
cnilorento be used as sex.slaves and camel jockeys. Since the IJ.S. "won"
mntrolof .the drug industries through the so-talle<f Drug wars, Saudi Arabia
played.an
lnteg.ralrole in distribution. It was my experiencethat Bush,s claim
of_having
saudi Arabian King Fahd as his puppet wis, in fact. reality. It was
ody natural that criminal diplomatic relatioris wittr tr,teiico interface riith Saudi
Arabiaunder the circumstances. After all, King Fahd and Mexican president
O_" la
Ytgt4
"Neighborhood"Madrid were active membels of George Bush's elite
in the New World Order. Before I left Wasfiington, D.C., it
duty_as
Yas-l.ty
| (pro.grammed).American Patriot" ro parricipaie in'initiating
theKlg and Eye branch of Operation Greenbacksfor Wdtbacks'.
.,_Upile p_lans_werebeing finalizgd for a c,landestine3:00 A.M. meeting at
L'EnfanteHotel which I would be attending, I was rushed around d.c.
glthering_last.minulemessag€sand. informatio-n. I had no choice in leaving
I{ellyat ^Bush's!.9sid91ce o-ffice where Houston had dropped us off earlier ii
the_day
for my initial briefing. congressmanGuy
vandlerJagtwas in Bush's
'Before
ottrcealong with Dick cheney when we *iy"d.
taking Kelly upstairs
totheresidenceq?a,. VanderJagt told Bush his story about taki-ngmy viiginity
whenI was a small child. He recommendedBush tlo the same t6 xettv b-efori
someone
else "beat him to it". Bush laughed and replied, "what makes you
thinkI haven't?"r
^, vanderJagt took Kelly by. the hand and led her upstairs while Bush and
tjlleneybegal giv.ing me my instructions. Bush joked about working "grave
yud" in the "shadows"for "the white House night shift" of the Kine;nd''Eve
operation.cheney. began-my instructions with ihe usual threat to Kjlty's life,
aldyq inte_mrptedby a phone call ordering me over to the white Houie. Th6
wholetlme lJq-s gong: I.experienced a sensationof panic and dread at having
hadto leave Kelly^ at Bush's. Although I could not think to reason, the Shasti
ex-perience
had left me with an.incomprehensiblesubconsciousfear'for Kelly's
lifethat was compoundedby cheney's- most recent threats. I was apprehensive
whenI was returned to Bush's house late that evening for compldtion of my
instructions.
4.pryr.was underway, and I was dismiyed to sd tnJpuce si,
yet void ofchildren.
crowded
., As I made my way through the crowd, Cheney saw me and started across
theroom towards me.
I rpoJt{ YanderJagt ryqby, who had been drinking
excesively,and anxiously.askedh.im_wherEKelly-was. He said, "upstairi
ping. peorge is expecting yog".. I w-anqeddeiperately to go to Kelly, but
)l
Cheney,
who was drunk as usual, had reachedme by that time.
215
messa
'Walkthisway,"Cheneyslurred.HeimitatedtheozScarecrow'swalkas
busy
of this
was
Bush
office'
Bush's
to
"io*O
nGl
he led me throughm" ;fta" ;i-G
'Phil
a
He said,
behind his desk, and his tensionwas apparent.
Habib.is doing
on his
on histignnes!'*iFaio';iiaa' i;anivou to do a number
number
'ot.5rror","
"That meansgive him a Royal
Dick cheneygroanedat.theterm.
tonight' fiftle
"'t"giJoFi-ri?eon
going
fuckine. wear him out. You're
riirrorind we'llmeetyouon
&;il:e";;ro.;i,i#ouuit
the
r,6ri-tr,iough
the otherside."
w-alkin (to the 3:00
"Good. He'd betterhavea smileon his facewhenwe"If
you do your part
door.
the
out
went
t
as
me
e.fr{]i"erltingi; ilih-told
ntnf'*i*j*ortea
King
to L'Enfante Hotel wherer was.to be.prostituted,to
first time
was.m.y
this
but
b"fot",
Fahd. r had been*#6J'ttfi;Lqatit
about I
solidif''
word f
the wl
settles
advers
stand
confid
lessfo
we all
It
Houst
^*itiiiii"*o;i;r*i"ff
:f,TE:{
*;'Xl1,1ltg,"'lf;t';"':ffi*1j:'fi
suggestedthat these.S
"Your
rangedfromapproxlmatelytentotwentyyearsold.IndicatingGenie-in-the.
I bowed and said'
Bottle program*,ng,-Ji#hiirt F"'? wa'siamitiar'
which I told him
wish is my commano-."^Fahd;firit wish *at.foiTtifotmation,girlsremoved
mv
ashis
l-at'J;ois'oued"
"washine
me"with theirlongues'
"rtra"t"o by
mlv
Thegirls
t'it'on
-his wereordered
o."Jnlfir"trnta "1tr s"?
whiletheyoungest
and
instruction
to
i"*rding
f"na
5f;iti'-C*ttf'
'my
proceeoi'td
asidewhiler
doing
finished
I
WhJn
an$_nrsh.
6fr-_en9y
thoseI hadreceived;ili;"r
wasat thedoorto escortme
3'"t"tio11'.Habib
#F t" fr;;;;;};Dbffi;tii
Habib'ssuite'
in
A'M'
:OO
at
f
out. I wasto meet*t,i''fufid-"g"in
;t Affi;iiil.
iiii,ifo'a'"riiil'il;
^o.Jr",,i'iti"
;pt"p;a'';;
AsI stepped
eultLelili fi"riiu-fg'gl*:t: \?q?*s"l1"Ttf""Hitl;
date!"He
important
w"Nff,:ffi'?'ffi,ri'"iwii"*r#ryi;g'r"t"i Fo'avery.
hadjust
Cheney
SushaniJ
to tne-eni.aiiloi'tttettoiet,.wtrere
tedmedownstairs
trenchcoats'
their
conspicugu;fikeiin,'looffi; ri?iCutousty
;c"tt in
to thephoneacross
in" andsestured
oide?friu-6i5,
Bushimmediatery
up the
dashed
Cheney
t1'9
rottoi"'
tiiilta
"Don't
the lobby. HabibturnJd"'ild
Habib,
to
vou
iefenins
said,
B"ih
i;;"]ifr'ilrh.
l*ii,i"rLi"id;;
hoP?"
ionefo seethewabbit
escort
later,my (iOerltifel)Secret'Service
,.*tn'# a moment
WhenCheney
in Habib's
meeting
the
wtrite
iait
tq
iroGr
led meto theboutiqu#;;iiii;
my
for sometime,which
"Youcan
suitegot underway. r fit"iou?.a *"to o"ptiuation
were,
orders
his
-II". totome He teasedme further'
escortnotedaswe sar;;;'ifit"tn.
hd d;nk"
le'
-nili:
leada whoreto *"ter, friy"";;;
camelsdry'' At
of a thousand
titq
I'd;'";"k
knew
he
that
stating
Bush'chenev'
where
t**'
Hi6ib;t
#ti;i
last. he took me on ,J,iJ
U
dlscussron'
fanO, anOHabib were in the midst of-b;[
m"saction details I was proerammed
,"irigi.Td
tn"
Bush accessed
de la
meetini.w-ith
andorderedmetq relay* "iiiii';f-$y
with ar Shasra,
of this
Thecomplexities
oi ittiiut""iil;t
subsequeJ;i;;-;
Madridand
parts'shouldnotbe
certain
to
onlv
Eeing.privv
tv
;;,ift:;;;;;-"=JJ-bi
thestagefor
was'seniirg
hereoutoi'"oni"*i. fO6 tnbryUiai-nustr
documented
rolesfor
Arabia's
Saudi
and
M"ii"o
.lting
ttreNewliJ;i'i'&d"t,
implementing
included
This
activity'
"ri-minal
coverandfor further"-piiiit" of U.S..6uet[
The
cipabilities'
warfare
#iffi;f;;J'-i-.ttliti""t
rraq
the armingof
2t6
th8l
,'s walk as
wasbusv
is doing i
rcr on his
n a Royal
ght, liitle
etyou on
the3:00
/ourpart
.b Sng
trst trme
smongly
err ages
rrn-the"Your
rld him
vedmy
)ngues,
lrdered
on and
lg "my
ort me
n like
aid in
" Ife
d just
|CTOSS
p the
r you
scort
rib's
rmy
can
her,
At
l€Y,
ned
:la
:his
be
for
lor
ed
he
* r*il
"**tr;
fffi
;:'Lf-
abuse
physician,s
exam
andphotos
corroboraie
217
CHAPTER 32
A PLACE TO RUN. NO NEED TO I{IDE
Alex Houston had maintainedhis capacitordistributing businesscover
throushoutthe years,routinely changingcbmpanynamesand custo-mers'Fy
salesmqury
summ'er'send i-n 1987, Housfonhad stumbledonto a l_egitlmate
legal
manage.a
to
Unable
proltabl.y
China.
of
nepuUtic
ieoples
tht
dil
but
have
a
curious
to
out
checkeri
he
said
partner
whom
i,"r-ilir"s, fre i&t on i
in U.S. Intelligence. This partnerwas Mark Phillips'
i*oti"i"iiri associatiori
ffourio" had forbid me from meeting-Mark until his backgroundcheck was
was intriguedwith
ttis attegiancesunderst6od.
;;;i;t"d;a
.As muchas he
for.
condqc$ng-inter;
propcnsity
his
with
ias
enthralled
piri,
Houston
M*i;i
he formed
H93$on-gd.
cooferation,
Mark's
for
nationatbusiness.In exchange
It
"l"eJ *.poration. Mark Ph"illipsbecamePreiidentandCEO of Uniphayse..
repeated
through
confidence
Houston's
won
he
that
;ffi't 1on'g thereafter
andHoustonpermittedme to meethim'
orofessionai
''-i;;;-&ht;ftt successes,
that Mark'was v,erydifferent from the other menI
his eyes
q person,.and
"n"ouni"iJ -itin"ty.'He treatedme as though-I.1vere
world domination,
;t"d"d no sexualiriterestin me at all. Insteailof discussing
slavery, pornography,Ahgs, and genocidelike the other men I knew, he
from certain deathand
io fiiiiu"co6'ni tre tradyearsago rescued
ilil';"l;"
"wild" petslovedand trusted
his
ho\i
with
impressed
deeply
I
was
iiil A;a.
iii*. i .*flnot thinli ttr trust, ask for help, or evenqueitionat the time what
it wasthat madeMark different.
-'
St. Pius
I" th" iati of 1987,Kelly was enrolledin Nashville,.Tennessee's
in schoolcounseling,
CatholicSchool. ffer'unusu6tbehaviorswere addressed
addressed.Kelly still laughsat the
and/ororiginswere never
ilith;i.l"ut",
"anger"by scribblingthe..source
of her
absurditvof beingcounsllel to vent her
"anger" being
her
jumping
With
it.
on
paper
then
and
oi
;;id
il;;il
andsexualabuse,it could
pt'iJiL"t anapsyctr6togical-tortures
ffi;;;y;ii;"t*
retiev6Ol Hoiston had forbidden Kelly to display
;;;-6;-Jo-ti*piiitl.iiy
"t*tion, -O liud ro c'clnditionedher. Once, when he_savagelybeat her for
il;[i"d, ir.tuaJi"a in a cornerholdingher for hours. That did not ryIry.i{
aff&t tirjr enormousnurturing needsany more than jyr_nningon a piece.ot
curtains
her.fice, she openedhe-1b-edpgy
With tearsstreaming.down
t"d.
"Bush'sEye in the Sky"._"Why do you
was
be"lieved
what
she
to
out
ln'd cried
hateme? Whv do you hateme so much,world, whenI love you? I wantto dle
now. I can'tiakeii anymore."
'-Th"tG "niO"nc"A'bythe near deathasthmaattack she endured,-further
child to coorovedfiat Houston'stoituresweretoo muchfor a seven-year-old
could
that
mind
par!
her
of
remaining
that
l"
iittrrpot,
|;;;rh^question
wai too horrible to comprehendwas locked away. And sott
*hn h"r existence
"life"
slave.
of a mind-controlled
eo6sin the
---in
b"c".ber 1987,my 30th birthdaylaunchedthe final countdownto my
death. Houston was in'regular contaatwith Michael Dantd (as telephone
were finalized for Kelly. and me to be
i,iiiitr prove), and anangEments
to be burnedalive in a snuff
6-6"fifohi". firere, I was supposed
i[i;i;.[
property
of Dant6. But first, I
the
becomd
woulO
feUy
and
oornoeraphvfilm
by
for Wetbacks
fiii''i?fui]'t6--.o*i"ai "iv p"rt in Operation'Gieenbacks
2t8
meetin
Mexic
Ke
when
parkin
Servic
and tr
create
contrc
recall,
In
muse
famili
kingwas a
her o
NASr
M
viewt
of th
'expt
multi
aGo
de la
light
NAS
Madr
havir
a sp
prog
but t
was
proj(
1
my
recl
pull
birtt
tear
pas
hor
com
has
pro(
theI
crea
NA
adn
the
ren
)E
g business cover
d customers. By
natesalesinquiry
' manage_alegal
avea curious but
as Mark phillips.
round check ias
as intrigued with
conductinginterln and he formed
ofUniphayse. It
nrough repeated
the other men f
on, and his eyes
orld dominati6n.
ten I knew, he
ertain death and
rved and trusted
at the time what
essee's
St. pius
roolcounselins.
ill laughs at tFe
le sourceof her
"anger'
being
aouse,rt could
elly to displav
ty beat hef fo'r
I not positively
on a piece of
oroomcurtains
,
"I/hy do you
l r want to die
dured, further
ld child to corculd question
ay. And so it
ntdownto mv
(as telephon-e
nd me to be
ive in a snuff
. But first, I
Wetbacks by
meeting
with de ra Madrid. Houstonhadbooked
a New year,s NCL cruis
Mexico
for all threeof us.
Kellyand I were *{.Hng.among.theMexican
pyramidruins in Tul
whenHoustonpointedout ari'iguana"rizara
sunnrngitserf on a rock nea
prhng lot' As Ketv -a i'"ppioffi"i
i{" rguana,two Mexican Se
fr6m a aarr'uiue ir,i;;;.
rhey usedthe kevs. co
*yifgl
:rerged
anohggersto our Drosrammingthat traO
Uee_n'provided
create
theilrusionttrati-hejgr--" was trance-forming them to hwriotic
into de Ia Madiid. :
ontroltechniguewas to b-uild* ;;;ri"
uioct to ensureagainstmer
-museum-style
-1 realitr'.we were transported
^There,by automobileto de la Madrid,s ta
housenearby.
(.ry--a
I were
familiar
bedroombv a unifor'nearu'tton-ty'*11,-. De taken into his arl
la Madrid,sbed w:
king-size
waterbedset in a uarkw*Ji-'ofr"ir"r".
rrris time-ttri 6"arp,
was
a plushblack-bloodred, which del" r"idoriopointed
out to Kellv as he
heronthebed. It was my experi"n""-ituiJ"
h Madrid,sbed was,in itse
NASAtechnology
advenrure.
Mountedinsideof the,canopywas.a movie
viewed
pom videosand/orNesAiprovio.a'iiirr.. screenwherede la Mad
From rris-bediLil repr
of the NASA Gordstarmuttiic-rJeni"-ii"i,
" "By
'experimenral"
thar were routinery used
mind-control ;ililill;;.
firming the actrial NA
monitors,th; ;;;"-rta"?videoprovidedthe illusion
cr.o.yp"d
ill!,rfl*"
of see
aLiordstar
multiscreen
whenshownon a (singie)'r..."niu"r, ai *is'iuilt
i,
delaMadrid'sbedcanooy.roie*arpri )rn"";*n"n
I wasin his bed.thesa
lightblue skv with rouing .touaJ'*ii'affi"a
on the moniror screensu
NASAhad [sed to ro"!-l! ;t-;ld;;il"id,,Somewhere
in rime.,, de
Madrid
showedon his canopymovieicreen. fie further
enhanced
the 6ffect
hypnoticatv
Flng
r.
lnoilrarilq; on iri'*"i"iu.a which he 'iii"i""l,'J
hadcoveredw
a
spread
of simirariieht
brue
wiirr;Idft., p;;il'M;
;r-cv.^
Nar
programming
isor"*rt.iJ'in.Time,,^iir'.ofi!['itiJ
waseasir-v
accessed
ri,np
butnevertheless
compl6x--vitpl"igq*irg'[.ilr"A.
"il
The porn6graphysho
from prdviousraping, t"*""ting-'*itr, ;'
H^
9j_
T:
;"il i;"";i"# ""r.
prolglrng.
our sexactsonto the scieenasthey
-"it "*i,"r"
dccurred.
Thistime de la Madrid saig,;G ;;
we.began...,,, referring
tL"
qp" 9Jmy.oagq\iq
il Si;;il: Heordered
ll,yit1t-tltne
meto undress
a
rccrrne
agarnst
theheadboard
of-hisbed. eiirre ro-oi-litir"riil,"t"
u.g
pulling
jeansoff aste saiol"vouguu"'oirttLi;
Ketlv's
#;il;i
yiu g"
Drth
totheborder
a'reement,
andni,* yourloriiiifirGil; t"iilfJi,r.
'
you.burn cannot eitinguish
g":^:h:J.r]t.rl_"d
the flames of oassionvou her
$
p""aonto'r,-i,lv#"r,i,!',il#fi
:ltUf?Jff
#ltff H?,ti.i?
l,filf,
hormonal
experimentin
evorve for geneiarions
.gJnitici'ililr"'r"i.!*i"ily
r
come.your role is compl6te.And.thank"ffiy
friendsin Washlngton.
-of NeSl
hasperfectedthe formuli.qrd
the rechnology minore
-qiJei.T#"'tb
procreation
using recreatedbloodfinesl
-s."
ri,J -ry detectabre
diiferencemak
fttI"4 ryl c9f-d.Reptilian. ioi'rouirlrl';
ue ta
Madnd sestured
Ip .tgwarg the canopy screen,where the NAS,
created
videoof mv-"siving tidr;
to ilt""ri-t"ii'i"r. depicted.By this time, th
NASA
provided
desi-ener-orye
;i ;e;"i'"r,-:''i-;;"iiiiy jl"r,la u",
{oi
administered
and was[icking iff"tiio;;;:-r*i]'"y.r
werehypnoticaryfixed o
thevideoas he besan
*{6r"fG.;;JU'?i"'my.daughter.
-defenseress
She,-too,wa
rendered
helplessry
tiitt""a'.eL[
quietrycompriedwith his ever
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demand. Using specificcommands,de la Madrid orderedme to spreadmy legs
and displaythe vaginalmutilationcaqying. He positionedhimselfover Kelly-s
face, smotheringher with his peniswhile he performedoral sexon my carvin!.
When at last we were returned to the NCL cruise ship, Kelly and I were
vomiting sick from de la Madrid's abuseand the high voltagd trauma that
followed. An unusuallylarge shipmentof cocaineand heroin had beenloaded,
which was transferredinto the walls of our custombuilt motor homeoncewe
{ocked at Key Bjqcayne,Florida. Houstonsupposedlystayedaboard ship for
the next week of his engagement,
while I drove the motor homefull of drugs
andmy sick daughterto Houslon'sfarm wherewe residedin Tennessee.
By the time Houstonretumedto Tennessee
from his NCL cruise, Ken Riley
hgd already empticd the motor home and dispersedthe drugs as previously
planned. The only businessHoustonhad to attendwasimplementingthe finil
phaseof trance-ferring Kelly and me to Dant6 and being updatedon Mark
Phillips' latestsuccesses.
Houston immediatelybeganprogrammingme to not take anything but
Kelly's and my clotheswhen sentto Dant6. At the sametime, Mark Phillips
and I had reacheda level of communicationthat was new to me. Althougti I
had no consciousunderstanding
of what he was saying, the truths he spoke
resounded
throughoutthe depthsof my being. For instance,when he showd
me his "Back to the Future" Deloreansportscar, he wisely cryptically stated,
"Sometimesyou have to know where you've
been in order to know where
you'regoing.'
. JustbeforeKelly and I were to leavefor California, Mark askedme to help
him force Houstonout of businessby providinghim with the files on suspecteil
(corporate)criminal activity that Houstonkept hiddenat our house. Not only
did I gladly do so, but "somehow"I wasableto askfor help in return. I askeil
him to help Kelly and me get away from Houstonbefore I was killed and Kelly
was sentenced
to a fate worsethandeath. Mark assuredme that he would help.
The day Houstonintendedfor Kelly and me to be transferred!o Dant6, I felt
I strangecompulsionto telephoneMark and notify him. That morning,
Houstondrove to Mark's offrce believing he was going to meet with him later
that day. But Mark had brought a team of moversto the house,and rescud
Kelly and me. He had brilliantly interceptedus as we were being passedto our
intendeddestination!Mark evenunderstood
Kelly's and mv needto rescueour
farm petsfrom Houston'sabuse. He not only found good-homesfor our livestock, but he had arrangedfor them to be loaded and transferredduring our
frantic rush to move out of Houston'shouse. Within two hours.Mark safelv
moved Kelly, me, our pets and livestock to freedom. Despite brilliarit
orchestration,pandemoniumbroke out when it was discoveredthat Kelly andI
hadbeeninterceptedand detouredfrom our intendeddemise.
- ,"Wake-u-p,sleepingbeauty,"Mark saidas he gently rousedme with a cup
of freshcoffee. "Welcometo a newdav."
My eyes opened. I had never exierienced such kindnessbefore, and it
seemedlike a whole new world to me. Mark presentedme with a beautiful
watgq, which he strappedon rny wrist. Noting my wonder and surprise,he
"Now you will alwaysknow
explained,
thatI gaveyou the time of day.'
--The
'They
time of dly? No one had evergiven-metireir time before.
only
took mine. And I neverworc a watchbefore. I did not evenknow what honth
or yqr it was, let alonethe time of day. I had no conceptof time, which Mark
explainedI mustalwaysmonitor from that momenton.
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thin
jeot
cou
runl
ther
san
up
reta
aw
Kel
our
sur
pro
hav
itse
vet
Th
(re
legs
,lly't
ng.
rryere
that
ded,
iwe
r for
rugs
lley
usly
indl
tark
but
lips
thI
oke
ryed
td,
lere
"You say someoneis
trying to kill you. Why?" Mark asked. I could not
..
tunk to answer.I was totally amnesic. All three of us were now in grave
-How
jmpqt9:{,literally dodgingbulletswhile I desperately
soughtthe answers.
couldI haverequestedhelp whenI did not evenknbw w:hoand/or what I was
running
from? Somewhere
insidewerethe answers,and I intendedto uncover
themall. Fast. Now therewere threelives on the line.
Mark understoodthat safety was tantamountto memory recovery. At the
umetime, noneof us could be safeuntil I could recall who and whdt we were
upag$nst.- Mark quickly.soldeverythinghe owned,includinghis Del-orean,
retammg
only basicnecessities.He also sold the motor homewhich had been
gygdedme in my divorce from Alex Houston. Using thesefunds, Mark took
Kellyandme to the peacefulwildernessof Alaska.
February4, 1988markedthe beginningof life for Kelly and me, free from
ourmind-controlledexistence. It also marted the beginniirgof a ni:w kind of
survivalas we embarkedon "The Most Dangeroui Gam6" of international
proportions.
pgspitedeaththreatsandattem-pts,lntimidation
andcover-ups,we
havesurvivedthesepast sevenyears by refusing to keep secretsr--whichis in
itself"anotherstory.n'
relp
:ted
nly
ked
:lly
lp.
telt
o8'
rter
red
)ur
)ur
ye-
)ur
3ly
rnt
J I
up
ir
[ul
he
Iy
Lth
rk
I A, qoi"kly
rs the accurecy of my deprogramming notes were corroborated and/or
wrified,abstractsof various experiencesand identifiaction of abuserswere vastly disseminated.
I[oaewho read these rbstrscts over the years, literally watched me gain piece/peace-of-mind
(rintegrrte.)
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CHAPTER
33
the s
healt
EBILAGUE
Tenn
Moni
politi
laws
quali
x
Absolute mind control was the only existencewe knew until Mark Phillips
rescued my then 8-year old daughter, Kelly, and me directly from the
CIA/DIA's MK-Ultra Project Monarch in 1988. Through a series of carefully
orchestrated events, Mark cleverly maneuvered our mind-control handler, Alex
Houston, into a position of "trust" that provided him the latitude to lift us free
"owner," U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd,
of our existenceunscathed. When my
and other so-called leaders of our country involved in the Project realized the
problem Alex Houston's bumbling had created, Mark took us to the safety of
Alaska where we began remembering that which we were supposedto forget.
The safety and serenity of Alaska provided an atmosphere conducive to
deprogramming, despite the pandemonium that ensued. Mark Phillips was the
first man who not onlv did not abuse us. but cared for our welfare and well
being. His patient, g6ntle manner was iherapeutic, while his propensity for
handling weaponsand apparent intellect kept us safe against all odds. Through
his noble actions, Mark taught Kelly and me that the world of human interaction
in which we had existed for so long was contraq/ to most human behavior. We
learned that goodness does exist on this Earth, and that there were those in
Washington, D.C. who refused to tolerate the mind-control atrocities they
witnessedus and others enduring.
As my eyes opened and I woke up to reality, I becameenraged, Enraged
for the traumasinflicted on my daughter. Enraged for a lifetime of abuseat the
"leaders". Enraged that the American public
hands of our country's so-called
had no idea as to who and what was/is running their country. Mark helped me
"The best revengeis
refocus my rage in a productive direction when he told me,
total recoverv."
I began iecovering at the rate of 18 hours a day through intensive therapy
destinedto restore my memory and, ultimately, my mind. I learned the ins and
outs of my own mind and recorded my memories in a journal. The stack of
journals giew as over a decade of White House/Pentagon-levelabuse flooded
my mind and intruded on my thoughts. Pictures from my past flashed across
my mind as neron pathways opened in my brain. I was regaining accessto my
own mind and control over my future by recovering memory of my past.
Best of all, I was falling deeply in love with Mark Phillips. Why wouldn't I
fall in love? He rescuedmy daughter and me from cerlain demise, restored my
free will, was helping me recover in total safety, and was the polar opposite of
my abusers. He treated me with love, respect, and thoughtful consideration.
Equally as important, Mark proved to be an ideal father ftgure to Kelly. He
providbd her with unconditional love and deep understanding. Through him,
Kelly caught a glimpse of how kind men could be-and how good life could be.
I had long since ceasedto hope that such a man even existed.
The love factor in my recovery is considerable. Not only did Mark Phillips
save my
-atlife, but now I had a reason to live it! The love we share,ke-ptme
going
times-{ike when Kelly was institutionalized in 1989 for
homicidal/suicidal behavior. The loving relationship that Mark shared with
Kelly during our short year together as a family was suffrcient to arm her with
222
v
operi
bad 1
in th
calle
over
Natir
F
unbi
join
appo
day ,
and I
\
liber
reca
rem(
to re
iny (
lnpu
thro
Juve
"wi
herr
cou
con
I
I are
des
I
to al
fron
sup€
acro
asa
aske
com
mea
l
Ten
who
ana
soci
thestrengthto survive her ensuingordeal as a victim of the so-calledmental
health
anl criminal lustice" system.
Stateof
xettv. i6-w t8, iemainsa'political prisonerin the custody-9f--1he
*netl-itre is deniei qualified therapy for the MK-Ultra B-j*t
TennessA
underthe
Mind-Controlabusesshe'endured.fhe Stateof Tennessee,
ftlonarctr
violation of-n-umerous
in
is
abusers,
powerfut
Kelly's
of
influence
Doiitialt
'h;;;d
SasiCciuit rights in their determinedefforts to keep Kelly from
sheloves.
qualified
andthe family
therapy
-positions
'-'fvhil"
case
matii of those in
!o qake a differencein Kelly's
*ot" on a "i.Ieedto Know"'basisrather than deliberatelyconspirewith the
casehistory shouldraiseseriousquestions
into Kelly's
--Questions
I'ni'uuut.-""foteiloot
-"What
could d child have to do with the solike;
intn?ii tiri"A..
presiding
fitil.."N;iffiut SEurity" of our country?" Tlt" JuveniFcourtiudg_e
"reasonsof
for
onlookers
and
media
the
to
doors
the
closed
case
ouiif.ffvi"
of lawsand rightsensued.
grossandblatant_v_io'lations
wtrite-years,
liltil;
-i;at"*ilfity'
to an
Kelly and I have been denied_our.right
thiee long
"guardians"
so-called
and
advocates
whiie'couri-appglnted
onULi.A"ib;;t
ioinforceswith'attornevspaid bif by my pedophilefather' My own court'rip"i"t.A;"tt"*iy,i'*fio
doublesfoitheluvenile Courtjudgewhenhe takesa
my interest. My interestis in Kelly's well being
divoff. hasvet t6 represent
a futureat all.
have
will
if
she
future--and
anl
*-Wfii"
X"itV is still amnesicwith regardto mostof her.past,.sne.,i1d,eaccesstdher past,dueto wlio andwhat shewill
denirfotherapeutical
liberatelv
into_
for fear shewouldbe triggered
Kelly
to
a;nieOac,cess
1q21l:-i"n..
"peee.1t1q"
As-for my deliberately
nr*U"ting by my merepresenc6.fellf
to forget,-asher abusersfear,-ithasbeen
itre was'supposed
torememUeiwhat
mviipe.iencethat recovet inustcomefro-mttreinsideout. Not from outside
l-havegained
for r?:lly thanthe piece/peace-of-mind
inirt.'i;-;t;less
Why_h{Fe
questions:
the
hises
Wtrictr
Uiourftou"tlftedrehabilitatioir.
nQeorgeBush?" whyis,$-e
us rronr sayingthe 1-am9
il;;;Ti;ffi;;.oniuit"o
;Wirra of Ozt a taboosubjectfor l(e[y while
the Stateof Tennessee.provides
Kelly andI forbiddenby the
horr6r novels?fVnVare
mr*im jt"p["" Xing "pi"iioint,;;'politiis,
" "New'world order," and " mind
*oiai
;;ih;
ffi i;
control?"
--il;
"norm.alize"our relationship,Kelly and
attemptby stateemployeesto
efforts to affect her dire and
past,
immediate
my
I ". forbiOOitftoiiscuss the
situation,or futureplansasa family.
desperate
*'il;"6"ttfi'"nO
refusal
unjusfin Kelly's view is the Stateof Tennessee's
toallowher anv contactih"tto"u.t'*ittr tvtart Phillips. While I am hindered
"onu"rotions with my daught-erdue to court ordered
i;-ffi;;-;"i"ire
Kelly is deniedthe right to even wave to Mark
-C6tirideriirg
*i,i*lrifti'-'ti-cJnioirtip,
that, like me, Mark hasneverbeennamed
;l;;;ffi.pJkine-iil
any court orders.,the questionmustbe
viofated
u'i,i".ii"r|i A-*i-"1 unfit, or
astl'- Wftv does the Staie of Tennesseego to such lengths to ban all
Kelly and the man wli-orescuedher and taughther the
uittr*
irruni*iion
love?
of unconditional
meaning
*T;if"-i;-;;kJ-G*
The State of
questionsfor vears to no avail'
"an unbiasedattorn-ey
fennesiLtifusis to "uen aiknowledgehei requestfor
-iiJ t"ifi r.pi"Jnt her interestsinsteadof thoseof the state".^I.1glly'ppleasfor
state
i;;;Gsent her go no fartherthanthe deafearsof the assigned
; il;*
;ni-iglng; hlr case. This socialworkeris operatingon a "Need
ilffi;k;
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"Needs to Know" that she, along with
to Know" basis that has no basis, and she
the State of Tennessee, will be held accountable in the event that Kelly hurts
someoneor herself.
Kelly's frustrations have mounted beyond her ability to cope. I applaud
Kelly for her determined but weakened efforts to stay in control of her own
mind despite being denied qualified rehabilitation for the devastatingresults of
Project Monarch Mind-Control abuses.Kelly's daily attemptsto accomplishthe
impossibleby psychoLoGICALLY managingher psychiatricdisorderis proportionate to her high intellect and willful determination. But it is not enough
to fend off the Psychological Warfare that has been waged against her through
CIA Damage Containment practices designedto keep her contained in amnestc
silence. She needshelp. Sheneedsa collective voice'
Kelly can be helped through public outcry and through abolishment of the
1947 National Security Act (and 1984 ReaganAmendment to same) that has
destroyed the tnre security of ouronce greatnation. You can write your
"National Security"
Congressmenand Senatorsdemanding that the so-called
act be repealed. Do it today. Thank you.
UPDATE
Now that Kelly is 18.
Fall 1998: Despite public outcry that grew to include a wide array of inter
to
directed
letters
\
national rights organizations, with numerous documents
Tennessee'sGovemor(s), many of which were copied to me, Kelly has yet
to be granted her right to qualified technological rehabilitation for the proven
u.S. Government sponsoredMK Ultra mind control abusesshe endured since
birth. Those few criminals in control of our country, our information, and
"criminal" justice system refuse to provide the known, but
subsequentlyour
never the less classified, technological antidote for a problem they won't
admit exists. In view of over 70,000 (declassified)documents' evidences'
videos, medical records, affidavits, and government insider testimony
proving the reality of the MK Ultra mind control abusesKelly and I endured
ittut ut. a part of what Mark Phillips and I accumulatedover the years, it is
"judge",
absolutely inexcusable that cover up continues. or, as the only
Andy Shookhoff, thus far involved in this casesaid in a l99l Nashville,
"laws do not apply in this casefor reasons
TennesseeJuvenile Court hearing,
of national security." After a decadeof cover-up, Kelly was released,unheated, from the custody of the State of Tennessee. In the interim she is
waiting, in a safe environment, for the rehabilitation she so desperately
deserves.
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Feb
EXIS
Age
ope
Kel
fun<
ICV
cnfi
toe
tha
Ma
Me
sou
the
pro
lnte
qu€
No
cor
att(
refr
Ho
Ma
ari
Da
cor
De
Ph
as!
us
oe
6th
Ho
wa
Co
lea
he,alongwith
tt Kelly hurts
rc. I applaud
lof her own
lingresultsof
tccomplishthe
sorderis pros not enough
;t her through
:d in amnesic
hmentof the
ne) that has
write your
I Security"
of inter irectedto
ly hasyet
lheproven
luredsince
lion, and
rown,but
:y won't
ridences,
imony
I endured
rs, it is
judge",
rille,
)r reasons
:d, unsheis
ttely
VICTIMOF THE SYSTEM
.TIMELINE-
February
4, 1988:MarkPhillipsrescuedKellyand me fromour torturedmindcont
existence
as slavesof the u s. DefenseIntelligence
Agency/centralIntelligence
Agency's
MK ultra Project.Totallydissociative
and amnesic,we fledfromour clA
operative
mindcontrolhandlerAlex Houston,my "owner'u.S. senatorRobertc. B
primaryabuserGeorgeBush,and the criminalcovert'blackbudget,,
Kelly's
activity
funding
operation(s)
in whichwe wereforcedto participate
on nationala-ndinterna
levels.we escapedthis pandora'sboxof horrorswith enoughsecretsto expose
cnminal
and perverseactivityon the highestlevelsof our goJernment,
butwe nave
the psychological
warfareassaultsinvolvingcover-upand intimidation
tac
!9escape
thatcontinueto date.
March1988:I sworeout a seriesof threecriminalwarrantsvia the Nashville,
TN
Metropolitan
PoliceDepartment
on Alex Houstonfor threatsand attemptson our liv
sought
furtherprotectionthroughNashville'sDistrictAttorney'soffice,but was told b
theDA'slnve^stigator
skip sigmundthat"untilshotswerefired'nothingcouldbe do
protect
me. since Kellyand I werefleeingmembersof the U.s. Goveinment,
'federalprotection,'was
Intelligence_,
Militaryand JusticeDepartments,
out of the
question.
SkipSigmund,amongothers,suggestedI leavetown.
November
9, 1988:I was grantedmy divorcefromAlex Houstonin (proven100%
mnupt)sumnercounty,TN. whire stiildissociative
and programmei,Houston's
attomey
triggered(switched)me on the stand,and my own attorney,Jack Butrer,
refused
to addressthe issuesof mindcontrol/abuseand cut a deaiwith his friendal
Houston's
mentorclA operative"Reverend"BillyRoyMoore(of the Lord,schapel/
Marsha
Trimblemurderscandal).Subsequenily,
I wis .freed;'frommy
"maniage"
aranged/programmed
to Alex Houstonwith litflemorethan the clotnesor
back.JackButlerhas retainedto thisday all evidencessuppliedhim provingmind
ontrol/abuse.
December
9, 1988:With only a few hoursnotice,I was subpoenaedinto courtas M
Phillips,
Kellyand I werepreparingto fleethe state. Kelly'sbiobgicatfatherand my
assigned
traumabasehandler(arrangedby Byrd),wayne cox, in occultseriatkille
usedprofessionally
by the clA whomKellyhad seenonlythreetimesin eightyears,
demanded
she not leavethe state. Dissociativeand amnesic,I representJdmyselfi
61hcircuitcou( (therewas no time to retainan aftomey)againstcox, his motner,A
Houston,
and his/theirattomeyBob Anderson,and pbad m-ycaseto iudge swiggar
wasgrantedthe rightto take Kellyout of state pendinga two week visitati-on
periodv
coxin hishomeof chatham,Louisiana.Amnesic,I couldnot yet remember
why I
fearedCox and for Kelly'slife, and compliedwith the coun orcter.
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sca
D e c e m b e r 2 4 , , | 9 8 8 : l t e l e p h o n e d J u d g e S w i g g a r t a t h i s r e s i d ehigh
n c e t o i n f o r m h i m t h ather
t
Equinor:/a occult
f"ff''nJr"p"rted ritualabuse(in a M;rmonihurch at Winter
Kelly
that I couldnot have
holidayDec 21)to t" oVt"Lpf\on", anOCox informedme
The
was nothinghe coulddo
0""r. i"JS" SwiggarttiiOln"t due to the holidays'there
Anc
myself
her
go in and retrieve
O"vf^Osuigesti;g t obtainlocalpolicebackupto
Ma
saved
,1988:In a ratherdramaticrescue,MarkPhillipsand I successfully
December25,
tnv
K e l l y , b u t n o t b e f o r e s e v e r e p s y c h o l o g i c a l d a m a g e h a d o c c usexually
r r e d K e l l y h a d w i t n e snee
se
and
drugged
was
In humanii"tin"" aid cannibalism'
and participated
resl
assaultedby Cox as is medicallydocumented'
abu
milesoutsideof Anchorage'
Mid January,1989: We re|ocatedto Chugiak,Alaska,30
Ala
M a r k P h i | | i p s g e n e r o u s | y u s e d h i s o w n r e s o u r c e s u n t i | d e p | e t e d t o m o v e u s a n d k e awa
ep
safe.
my
his
been
had
programming
Spring 1989:Kelly'sMK UltraProject NASAgp{uced
of
she beganhavingflashes
disruptedby the trauma".nL "no,jr"o whilewith Cox,and
sel
failure.I took Kellyto Anchorage'
."",[.v *n1"n promptedh". progr"r*ed respiratory
sui<
Kelly's
gravelyco19er1.ej.gver
who becam-e
Dr. l-orrie'Sh6pherd,
Alaskapediatrician
he€
|ackofrespon"".o"onu"ntiona|medication'Sherecomm
e n d eMedicaid
dthatKe||ysee|oca|
receive
arrangeto"niio p"v"ni"tristor pat Fatrickandthat I immediately
unc
b e n e f i t s , a S h e r t h e r a p y * o u r o u " | o n g t e r m ' S h e a s s i s t e d w i t h a l | t h e a r r a n g e m e n t pol
s'
pe
She spokeof CIA covert
June 1989:Kelly'smemoryflashesbeganto triggermy own
Su
the
out
of
cocaine
muling
pertaining
to
"p"r"ti"". run uy u s. senatorRobert-c.Byrd
Ch
to disruptrecatling/telling
failureas programmed
Caribbean.Kellywentrniorespiratory
der
,,secrets,,,
"nJ*"" no.piializedin the IniensiveCareUnitof Anchorage's
government
be
Kelly's
After
ca.se
Kelly's
HumanaHospital.PsychiatristDr. Patrickwas broughtin on
mu
perweekfor therapy'
releasefromHumana,she saw Dr. Patrickseveraltimes
Sal
dol
B y A u g u s t 1 9 8 9 : l w a s i n i n t e n s i v e d e p r o g r a m m i n g w i t h M a r k P h i lmy
l i p s ' . w o r k i n g a nsof
my memoryand stabilize mind
averageof 1g hoursp", J"V , an effortto-retrieve
allc
and me
Mark
had informed
qr"ffyL."rgn to affectke'ny'sOiresituation.Dr'.Patrick
termed
Disorder,now professiona||y
Personatity
that Ke||ywas sufferingt'o' rr,r,rtipr"
se
that lwas MPD/DIDalso'
realized
I
too
month,
a
w't'nin
oisoroer.
ldentity
Dissociative
se)
"simply"
(harmonics)
traumaratherthanhightech
Becausemy initialabusebasewas
wo
exhibited
p-atrick
Kelly
that
us
informed
tikeKelly,s,I soonwentinio tusion Dr.
se)
examinedfor
abuseand advisedwe haveher physically
,v.pto,il. ot sexualiritual
the
sat I 19.
inf
ex
Kelly'sand my liveswere
I reportedto the AssistantDistrictAttorneyin Anchoragethat
he
for whichwe may
involvement
political
of
memory
iecovering
r
waf
that
and
iniJoprrov
law
federal
state,and
requirebackupprot"",,on*nit" ."pJrtingcrimesto variouslocal,
Fa
abuse.tothe AnchoragePoliceDepartment
"nior""."nt agencies.I reported'Kelly'i
Ph
local
in
(Jackchapman,wno trppetotroW aors"rs andwas laterindicted/convicted
sp
226
formhim that
r highoccult
rothave Kelly
e coulddo
nyself.
:cessfully
saved
radwitnessed
-rxually
of Anchorage.
is and keep us
I Deen
ringflashes of
to Anchorage,
overKelly's
ly see local
Medicaid
rngements.
cf CIA covert
reout of the
calling/telling
nchorage's
Afier Kelly's
apy
rktngan
:e my mind
rk and me
allytermed
D/DIDalso.
rarmonics)
bited
rnedfor
y ltveswere
rich we may
federallaw
)partment
d in local
scandal)
andthe Department
of Humanservices. our Medicaidbenefits/records
w
thensealed.
ThefederalcrimesI remembered
in detailwerefirstvaridated
and thenreportedto
Anchorage
FBI'sKen Marischen(laterfoundto be involvedin scandalwithJacx
c.hapman)
and residentAgentin chargeJoe Hamblin.As a result,the FBIthreare
MarkPhillips'
rifeand riberty.BecauseI was stillamnesicof my father'sabuse/
involvement,
I contactedhim pleadingfor financialassistance
fbr Kely's iii" tnr""t"r
needrhe FBI informedme that my fatherhadfired"ertortion"chaig6,
on ;" ,n
"shocked"
response
andthattheycouldlock me up.
by the ne*s, i..,ymemoryof h
abuses
beganfloodingintomy consciousmind.
Alaska's
U.s. customsReside.nt
Agentin charge,Max Kitchens,who was alreaoy
aware
of governmenucrA
invorvement
in cocainLoperations,
beganinvestigating
my/Kelly's
allegations
when I reportedinternational
crimesto him. He was informe
hiswashington,
',thewarking
DC superiorsto backoff, as we wereconsidered
dead
s9n19m.uer1989:
Keily'sbehaviorhad becomeviorent.she exhibitedhomicidar/
suicidal
behavior,
as shewas writingout memoriesof mindcontrorabuses,"no nu.
health
wasrapidlydeteriorating.
Markphillips'knowledgeof governmentl"u"r,ino
mntrolmatterspermittedKeilya measureoi temporary
ieriefihrougnLoGrcALLy
understanding
the programming
she hadarreadyremembered.Hoivever,dueto Ke
polyfragmentation
(MPD/DIDcreatedin infancyihroughtraumabeforeher base
personality
haddeveroped)
Keilycourdnot regaincontroroverherown mind.
subsequently
she was hospitalized
at Human-a
Hospitalagain,thenwas iransterred
t
charter
NorthPsychiatric
Hospitarvia Dr. patrick. retty totdme that she neededher
dealing
withher homicidalurges,thattheywereprogrammed
and rootedin the occu
(reportedty
belief
instiiledby cox tzae; tnatthe;b6od rine"/famiry mustbe
1me1
"voices
murdered
in orderthat she surviveand the
in her head,'cease.'She criedan
saidshewas "goingto hibernate"
untirshe receivedeffectivetn",."pv,pri n"in""o
down
andsleptduringthe halfhourdriveto charterNorthHospital.'t'tiave
not
softgentlesideof Keilysince,and I rookforwardto the daywhenquarified seen
therapy
allows
for herto be reintegrated
and becomewhole.
september
11, 1989:Keilyhad agreedto undergophysicarexams(June12)for
the
sexual
abuseshe had remembered
by wayne cox anoArexHoustonin nopls lustic
would
be served AraskaStateappointedexpert Dr. crintonLiilibridge
coniimeorer
took photographs
as furtherproof/evidence.
Dr. Liitibridge
confirm
,l.l:?1l?T-":q
rneaouseto AnchoragepD Jackchapmanand FBI Ken Marischen,
and iirmediate
informed
methat a cover-upwas underway He assuredme thatshourd| 'ever
need
expert
testimony
in court,he wouldtravelto any pointin the unitedStatesto "tt""t
to
herabuse"as it was "horrendous
and shouldnot be coveredup.,,
Fall1989:cover-upand threatswerereachingdangerousproportions,
and Marx
Phillips
and I beganarrangingto reaveAraska]rnoiing Keilywourdniqrii-r,,gnrv
specialized
care, I beganan intensivesearchvia terephone,
mairand networking
to
227
mindcontrol
of governmenUmilitary
locatea mentalhealthphysicianknowledgeable
Therapistsinvolvedin the infamoussouthernCaliforniaMcMartin
techniques/atrocities.
suchas Believethe Children,in additionto
casethroughnewlyformedorganizations
familiarwith mindcontroldue to theirown case
and psychiatrists
reputablepsychologists
wereas classifiedas MK Ultramind
techniques
loads,advisedus that rehabilitative
the
controlrecordsitself Threatsto theirlives,liberties,and licensescompounded
our finances
dilemmaof findinga therapistwith bothfortitudeand integrity.Additionally,
hadlongsincebeendepletedby moving,Kelly'smedicalneeds,postage,phonebills
resultingfrom our efforts,survivalagainstall odds,and Kelly'sSocialSecuritybenefits
wouldnot be granteduntil1991whenSSIwas extendedby lawto coverMPD/DID.
I wrote a pleadingletterfor assistanceto Alaska'sU.S. SenatorTed Stevens,who
promptlyrespondedby denyingmy requeston SenatorByrds AppropriationsCommittee
stationary!I alsocontactedNolaCappof Alaska'sViolentCrimesClaimsCommission,
a federalorganizationthat providesfundingfor the rehabilitationof victimsof violent
RichardRucker.
ClaimsCommissioner
crimes. NolaCappreferredme to Tennessee's
claimsbeforewe leftAlaska,as he had
RuckerbeganfilingKelly's/my
Commissioner
confirmedenoughof Kelly'sand my abuseto provideemergencyfunding.
to assistme in anangingfor Kelly'stransfer
Ruckerworkeddiligently
Commissioner
from CharterNorthHospitalto a sq.calleddedicatedpsychiatrichospitalspecializingin
treatingdissociativedisordersin Kentuckyknownas the ValleyInstituteof Psychiatry.
December1989:U.S.CustomsResidentAgentin Charge,Max Kitchens,unexpectedly
visitedMarkand me,visiblyshaken,to informus thatour liveswerein gravejeopardy.
He explainedthatthe'interest'in silencingme was beyondhis abilityto protectus from.
and my fatherhadjoinedforces
Someof my primaryabusershadarrivedin Anchorage,
with involvedpoliticaland federalperpetratorsto have me silenced. He had alsojoined
issues. I contac{ed
with Wdyne Cox to harassus throughcustody/paternal
CommissionerRucker,who had not yet completedfinancialarrangementsfor Kelly,
urhichpromptedhim to securean emergencyinterimplacementfor Kellyat the
Valleylnstituteof Psychiatryin Owensboro,Kentucky.
aforementioned
January1990: MarkPhillipsand I had leamed,throughour network,of a so-called
"Child'sRightsAdvocate'in Huntsville,
Alabama,StateDistrictAttomeyBudCramer
(whosoon becameU.S. Congressman,settingprecedentas the mostjunior memberof
Intelligence
Oversight). Cramerinvitedus to Huntsvilleunder'police
Congressional
protection"for the statedpurposeof investigating/exposing
local NASAand military
in MK Ultramindcontroland its blackbudgetcriminalfundingmechanisms.
involvement
transferredto
Underpressure,we temporarilyrelocatedto Huntsvillewhile Kellywas
"emergency
VIP in Kentucky. CommissionerRuckerprovidedKellyand me with
throughBud Cramer"sofficebeforeour claimwas shut down,reportedly
compensation"
and overseesFBI ViolentCrimes
by Byrdwho is chairmanof SenateAppropriations
fromhisWashingtonDC'special'"officein the FBI building.Our lives
Compensation
withthe
and Bud Cramer,in association
weresoonin gravejeopardyin Huntsville,
and CIA
was activelyinvolvedin cover-up,intimidation,
PoliceDepartment,
Huntsville
228
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catcf
back
Spri
F B I€
rgco
agen
cooe
ama
(pro
atten
Kell
Sum
mai
Sen
sup
ourr
from
secu
oue
qua
Ten
July
aou
ro pr
Sutt
docL
this
frien
vide
evid
retu
Ten
reP
Sun
this
alre
oae
Fol
Atto
Joe
rymindcontrol
alifomia
McMartin
n, in additionto
teto theirown case
VIKUltramind
npounded
the
nally,ourfinances
lge,phonebills
Securitybenefits
'erMPD/DtD.
tevens,who
'iations
Committee
msCommission,
rmsof violent
RichardRucker.
ixa,as he had
rg.
rlly'stransfer
lspecializing
in
of Psychiatry.
rs,unexpectedly
traveJeopardy.
protectus from.
adjoinedforces
hadalsojoined
:e0
tsfor Kelly,
atthe
a so-called
lud Cramer
riormemberof
roer"police
]d military
I mechanisms.
nsfered to
rgency
vn,reportedly
rntCrimes
l. Ourlives
withthe
rn,andCIA
Damage
containmentpractices.The "chird's
Advocacy,organization
was an er
catchnetof D,D/MKUttravrctims,
";ilii;;;sis
turtne,proved.We fled Hur
backto Tennessee,wherewe would
reside.
spring19g0:Markphitiosand r, upon
the recommencration
of sympathetic/co
FBIagents'ensuredour safetyrr.'.i"
i"l"rti"'il"'mes to Tennessee,sFBt
recording
ti-rorg
and havingNashviile,rennesse" u]sl'customs
witnessthe interview
agentsBradGanet and efiTulev
,i*n"r,
"tturpi"i il
me into sitenceby usrn
codes,
keysand triggers,o_T1-?lonr"Tming
tnat were providedthem,whichto ti
amazement
did notwork- Tennesseesenaiorsasserwas
caughtin the FBrcov
(proven)
andthe TennesseeBur"","ir."!"tisIi"^
*:"
used
in an intimidation
anempt
as well. In the meantime,
I
"rr"ng"r"ni" vJ-ere
oacr in orderto obtainfun
Kelly's
desperately
neededtherapy.
summer'rgg0:
Threatsto our riveshad againescarated,
and Markphiripsand I
maintained
our safetythroughvast oissem'inaiioi?
rnformation
to Time/Life,U.s.
senators
and Congressmen,Tenness; i;Gi;il
vrciims,advocacygroups,
supporters,
and mediawhichkept us ariveJin*
",i'un,,rerydeathcourdonrvcon
ourreports ValleyInstituteof Psychiatry
inroni"l'r"
that Kelly,slife was ,n0", tl
r.m herfather,wayne cox, my father
a;d oih;;, and thattheydid not have
s€curity
suff
to keep her safe. Arso,th"v "r"ir"J'in-"i'uilr,o
haveto rereaseher from
dueto increasedfederaroressure.-since
nnance's*"r" not yet avairabrefor obtai
g::l]flejl:habititation,I iought "n "ttor"v i;';;;fu,
Ke'y not be tumed into th
rennessee
mentarhearthsystem,as r oeiLueJ
ri-e-.
tte therewourdbe in seriouso
July1990:I had been"lu:."d that if
Kety courdhaveArex Houstonarrested
for ct
abuse,
the statewourdbe forcedto r"te-ase
*rliemaining viorentcrimes compens
t0providefor her therapy,
tl\i$;;;il":
tcontaciedSumnercounty sne
uunon
andhisDetective !flevrns
Hor.ion:""0r"" "r"x"Trv,,a
lqry,l" ""j;-;;&
,0cumented
medicarand{"f
psv,chiltlc
orooS-ziitiiro na.ve
mvwe tnreatened.t rep
thistosumnercounty'sDistrictAttomey
naylffi*ruey(whoI laterleamedwassutt
nend;andprovided
himwithtneevidences.'i"ifro methat
.unress
youhavea
videotape
of AtexHoustonrraving
;x ;iiin"'t'ij]*o"
is nothingI cando., The
u'oeo-s,-eic']'"o'Vriii,."o
over
toi'"ywn*"y
*",."
i,1ffi:ffi(1H[?*i:3:
Tennessee
state Legisrator.and
sumner county attomeyRandystamps
agreedto
represent
Kety and me. untirhis rifeand tn"ioiii.
i"rry were reportedrythreatene
sumnercountv sheriffs otr'ciars.
nJprl""iilii""
d"rps,
thisinformarion
over to the Tennesse5;;;;;;;;estigation, sti, fearingfor his rife,tu
wherecover_upwas
*',n notesat
,"*rr"",-Grri'was
tumeo
outofvp without
hav
ffii#iffi}:I.
Following
the advicefrom a state_victim's
rightsorganization,I contactedU.s.
Aftorney
Distri
General,o" troyl.:-ol"ri"
"ioig;[rTrn""tng.
Ray Whitey,swife wa
JoeBrown'ssecretary,and we onty
enOureOiu.ti".-*u"r_up and threats.
229
Uponthe adviceof a concernedU.S.Senator,I contactedTennesseeRepresentative
the
in Kelly'sname,addressing
a bill beforethe Legislature
BenWest,who introduced
carefor sexual,ritual,and mindcontrolabusesof children.
needfor specialized
August 7, 1990: Afteronly72 hourssinceher releasefromVlP, Kelly'sdocumented
programmed
respiratory
failure(triggeredby memorythat surfaceduponbeingreunited
Room
with me) resultedin her beingadmittedto VanderbiltHospital'sEmergency
medicines,
but respondedinsteadto
where,again,shefailedto respondto conventional
that Kellybe
psychological
it was orderedby Vanderbilt
intervention.Subsequently,
placedin the TennesseeMentalHealthsystem.
to TennesseeMentalHealth
Aroundmidnightand by policeescort,Kellywas transferred
Kellywas
weary,andfrightened,
Institutefor "evaluation"
and referral.Exhausted,
by Dr.Vasseluntilshe vomitedand collapsed.lrateoverhls
visciouslyinterrogated
insanelineof questioning,
suchas "whyare youcrazy?",I defendedKellyand her
to Cumberland
and he threatenedto lockme up. Kellywas transferred
dissociativeness
House,whereI wouldnot be permittedto see her for 48 hours.
House,theytold me she had
August 9, '1990:When | finallysaw Kellyat Cumberland
not movedfromher bed sinceher arrival.Shewas sittingin her bed,not blinking,
talking,etc. in a dilapidatedroomcoveredin satanicgraffiticompletewith blood smears
"furniture"
I
and NO CARE! Appalledand horrified,
on the wall,torn curtains,wrecked
and scrubbedthe blood
to comfortKellywhileMarkPhillipsphotographed
attempted
"Dr."
Gabboy, who said
fromthe wall. I metwith Kelly'sso-calledresidentpsychiatrist,
thattherewas "no suchthingas mindcontrolor ritualabuse."I informedhimthatthe
graffition Kelly'swallsand floor
pentagrams,
666,suicide,murder,and cannibalism
Househad neverhad any ritual
wereindeedsatanic.He arguedthat Cumberland
abusevictims,untilI told himwe wouldsee if the pressagreedwith him. Theypainted
the roomswithin24 hours.
to Kelly'smental
soughtresolution
and desperately
September1990:I immediately
of
appointedTennesseeCommissioner
and metwith politically
healthpredicament,
be
MentalHealthEricTaylor. He assuredme that Kelly'sdilemmacould/would
resolved. Federallaw stipulatesthat in orderfor a childto be transferredout of state
qualifiedrehabilitation
(wheresupposedly
was available)a diagnosisto supportthe
transfermustbe obtainedwithinthe state. Sincetherewas no one in Tennessee
in children,
mindcontrolprogramming
military/NASA
treatingMPD/DIDwith c/assified
Taylorgavethe impossible
therewas no one to diagnoseherdisorder.Commissioner
of MentalHealth(DMH)
taskof locatinga physicianto diagnoseKellyto Department
Houseduringthe
at Cumberland
workerMarshaWillis. KellyremainedUNTREATED
what I knewall
by MarshaWillis,who concluded
ensuing8 monthstatewide'search"
along- thattherewas no one withinthe statewho coulddiagnoseor treatKelly'sMK
Ultramindcontrolabuses.
230
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r, addressing
the
r children
ls documented
rn beingreunited
encyRoom
conded
insteadto
thatKellybe
ieeMentalHealth
t,Kellywas
'ateover
hr-s
llyandher
J to Cumberland
d meshe had
tblinking,
I bloodsmears
ndhorrified,I
d theblood
boy,who said
ntmthatthe
i andfloor
rnyritual
fheypainted
's
mental
;tonerof
Jbe
:rtof state
poftthe
essee
I children,
rmpossible
h (DMH)
:unngthe
xnewall
:lly'sMK
ga'o reso,
ve,
Ke,,
y,s
d
ill8[iilgil]Ttl5lr
il:llill-iil?:;#J,'s
whereby
thestate
*o",i
ii""#, t""il"",f,i;ffi#t
i'xH:::ffi?
Lylg.I-:rrv,..
x"tiv*"rri ."t become
ffitilir'llr:,fl!"3#Xy:":'s.in"t
embroired
inacus
nstitu
tions iili ;il ffi ;ff "H'"iir:lffil iflfr"il;;i;J ;.-;;";il::i'Lr*"
Aprir2' 1gg1: wayne coJ
a1d his-NashvireTennessee
attorneyBobAnderson
naidbymyfather
e"rrO,eril"l'ii"j
,tlto,mttedtv
"no neglectchargesagains
inJuvenile
court in "n "trortto regaincontrol l;J
of ^"1,;:
Asa resurtof cox's ateoations,
supervisedI never*"li:T:g_,_"feJlvand I wereimmediatery
deniedvisitationunre
itil6;;"":
ilq rg" unabre
andmanyothersdue to my
own mino6""troi"[Lioexrstence. ro protecther rron
tordrejti"""i"""or Keryarwaysunder
:T#t',ff"Rfl,il*ffiTi11oeins
sheand
rshire
a
cro
j,",:',
jilglltil{Vlirr;X
ll?t!:n'l:t"s;iii;''ih";';l=dj,tliffi
l:f
,yri
r.unded
in roveandresoecl.x"rrv,no"itoJiilfu"
or.erto receiveherneeded_ano
,i"""r"i'ili;l;;i,""
had/have
muchto overcom
dueto theporiticar
promrn
iJ,ilitX?Til#ll:.'ff
conversation
iron
5:".i:1:j1.Jl,il[1',i!1""ushter
fllijiJijl;jH:!I"TI
ngency
ro-see
rennessee
DMH
Marsha
yofe_r
wilis,whornro
roA)lio
i,i,.,i,'j.,"j',il.J::?n:;,fl
3:jin.':g:_'t9;*il;b;#"1
abuse
rhererore,
she
nave
;"il;;;;; l9l::ffi tfli ::g"iii:"j,,:Lil1
y1r_o
ffij,""Tl.""lii::.;,,:ffi"ff#r#ig:ii.I,l!,"taperrhaD
Aprir1991-Aprir1993:v10l3tio1g.ot
rawsandcivirrights.
Fsychotogicat
withDrA.s
Warfare
""1^,1-:9d".;;G;il}i'ra*ics, in conjunction
an.meboth Ketvis no*i.,ui:Jir
havebeenenduieo
oyKet
ortneso-caieo'iustice
anoMentar
quarified
Heattn-syst
rehabir.ation
r"r-,n"
ffi"tirt.
mind
:lff:'li*"^
controrabuses
shenas
Aprir9, 1gg1: I was denied
rhe right
attornev
l wasappointegr:gg to defendmyserfin court,and courdnot affordar
nadtntervened,and pressed.falsead'*.1.il"tJ"'d) Attornev,
burnotuntirafterco
chargestiritn i5 "",o"nce/documentation
nrm;'and restraining
ro back
orders-were
pr"""i "gli;;i m-e prus,
'ecauseI did not have a oermanent
r was put on ,probatron"
aoorers
oJyoni
p.o.
tn".
r"g"r
uommissioner
Box r6sio;ncytnat
Ruckerhad-estabtisne];;";'#er*ect
un!; workerErnestFentre"r.1lh"
me Additionary,
I metwith
r*""iri,
c"rrtflno *"" broughtin by
specialrv
forthiscasefromsumner
the state
courti,"n-iiziry
.r
Ke'yandthat'she
wourd
bepr"".o
c
ry that wouldtbsecustooy
*'*rzbJ"Jr'fi"vn"cox.,,(Thiswas
eveninvesrigated
before
our *"":l
ne
il;;;"rgo
psychiatric
resrrng'
arthoughI had neverI:_-d.r"l
and psychotogica
beennameda;;;;;;""r,
and thatcox shoirdnor.
231
wouldoccurbehindclosed
Additionally,
JudgeShookhoffruledthatall courtproceedings
pressand localadvocateEdithHammons,
doorsand ruledthatthe (sympathetic)
Victimsof ViolentCrime,leavethe courtroomand not return.I
President
of Organized
on Kelly'sand my behalf,and sat in courtwith
was not permittedany supporUwitnesses
"my"court-appointed
attorneyon one sideof the room,whilefourattorneys,Cumberland
Housestaff,DHSworkers,etc. sat on the opposingside.
recordsobtainedoutsideof the State
April '1993:Noneof the medicaland psychiatric
admissiblein court. Thus,Kellywas to begin
of Tennesseewereconsidered
"counseling"
in Tennesseewith JanieAdamsat Luton'sMentalHealthCenter(who'
alongwith JuvenileCourtJudgeAndyShookhoff,is currentlyinvolvedin scandalfor
labelingsexuallyabusedchildrenas sexualoffendersandthus lockingthemup in
detentionratherthanprovidingtherapy).JanieAdamstold us to reportKelly'ssexual
abuseto MetroPoliceor I would be the one prosecutedfor the abuseKelly'sTennessee
"might'prove. (l knewfromexperience
that MetroPoliceDepartment
basedsex exams
was heavilyinvolvedin the very politicalcorruptionfrom whichwe escapeddue to
Nashville's
cocainebusiness,as the ex-PoliceChiefJoe Casey,MayorRichardFulton,
SheriffFateThomaswere presentduringa covert
and soonto be convicted/imprisoned
to SaudiArabia!)We were
meetinginvolvingdrugsand armsshipments
operations
referredto HomicideDetectivePat Postiglione,a closefriendof JanieAdamsand
neighborof Alex Houston's.
Kellywas takento MetroGeneralHospitalby JanieAdams. (l was forbiddento be there
duringher exam.) Kellyreportsshewas roughlyexamined(theyforehervagina)and
declaredher'NOT abused"! Kellywas then threatenedunder hypnosis(a lameattempt
by JanieAdamsand toldshewoulddie if she
documented)
at hypnoticprogramming,
everagainsaidAlexHoustonabusedher.JanieAdamsalsoclaimedthat Kellywas nof
of MarkPhillips,I hadobtainedadditional
sexuallyabused.Thanksto the forethought
in-statemedicalrecordsfurtherprovingher sexualabusepriorto JanieAdamsteaming
up with MetroP.D.in a classiccover-up.
"warehouseperson"
Kellywas forbiddenby CumberlandHousesocialworkerAKA
JanieAdams,to everdiscuss
with herfriend/cohort
CharleneJohnson,in association
her oast!
"therapy'
Kellywas punishedwhenand if she did speakof her past,which is the worst
pastas
her
for a diagnoseddissociative!When Kellyceasedtalkingabout
imaginable
"shehadto liveat Cumberland
House",Cumberland
instructed
because,as she says,
Housestatedin courtthat Kellywas 'not abusedbecauseotherwiseshe wouldtalk
aboutit"l
Kellydrewseveralgraphicpicturesdepictingsexualabuse,includingone of the torture
Ohio's"CharmSchool"(a sex slavetrainingschooloverseen
dungeonat Youngstown,
Jim Traficant).Thesepictures,clearlydepictingsexualabuse
by U.S.Congressman
"Kelly
and mindcontroltrauma,wererejectedby the courtas JanieAdamstestifiedthat
it
made uo."
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and
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lammons,
Lndnotreturn. I
satin courtwith
reys,Cumberland
ideof the State
begin
(who,
Oenter
n scandalfor
themup in
Kelly'ssexual
(elly's
Tennessee
)liceDepartment
peddueto
Richard
Fulton,
t duringa covert
a!) We were
\damsand
'iddento be there
ervagina)
and
r (a lameattempt
oulddle if she
at Kellywas not
inedadditional
Adamsteaming
m
Atthesametime,MetroPolicethreatenedMarkPhillips'life. Pat Postiglione,told
v
Rodgers
Joe
France
to
Ambassador
former
and
Fulton
Richard
Mayor
tnritorr","
'seeto it that I was silenced"throughthreatto my life. MarkPhillipsand I provided
investigat
thesecovertlytaped recordedthreatsto everyonewe knew,sparkingan
magazine.
Time/Life
April15,1991:ProminentNashvillegynecologistDr.RichardPresle
M'etro
scam-examof Kelly,and reaffirmedher sexualabuseas well as documente
reportsw(
u.gin"l;riif"tion carving(carvedfor SenatorByrd'sperversion).These
ignoredbYthe court.
again
meetwith
Spring/early Summer1991: commissionerRuckerarrangedfor me to
of Kelly'sdile
Miwherter'sLegalAssistantBurnieDurhamfor resolution
Gover-nor
i pleadfor helpfor Kelly. BurnieDurhamtold me Gover
Outot rf'""r desperation,
did not addresssuch issuesand thereforewouldnot help. (l had been
McWherter
forcedunderMK Ultrato work on McWherter'sinitialcampaignas he was being
of Global
ilGicailt movedintoplacefor rubberstampingand imptementation
thereforewas not surprisedat this response)'
Educalion,-and
arrangeda meetingfor MarkPhillipsand me with DHSManagerCharle
Time/Life
Juve
Wiront"*r"nti' involvedin-thesamescandalwith Luton'sJanieAdamsand
part
CIA
a
of
was
time
the
at
realize
not
whomwe did
CorttLuOgeShookhoff),
onlyassuredme'Kellywouldneverreceivetherap
effort. Mr.-Wilson
mnlain1ne"nt
lfiledchargesagainstCoxforbackchildsupportof$21,000'whichon
(cun
furtherchaigesiled againstme in 5th CircuitCourt' JudgeThomasBrothers
charg
cox's
to
uphold
rights
my
laws
and
for cocaineconspiracy)violated
indicted
may be aw
andallowthe Departmentof MentalHealthto interceptany moneythat
worst'therapy"
outherpastas
', Cumberland
: wouldtalk
to l
Apri|22,1991: I petitionedJuveni|eCourtto restrainCox fromhavingaccess
(medically
and
programming
control
her
mind
triggered
,i n" n"d previously
to do so again' Documenta
and openlythreatened
documented)
psycnofogiLffy
and medicaldoctors,as wel
psychiatrists
psychologisti,
pr"ulou"institutions,
ho,
etc ' were all rejectedb)
etc
€tc
frifyi o*n testimonyto the court,rirytestimony,
visitationwith Kelly. Kellyand.l.bothhi
courtwhilecox was grantedunsupervised
with medi
rrpf"in"J no* Cox wiuld triggerKelly,and I had documentedin writing
Kelly'smindconlrolprogramm
recordshow he had previouJtytriggeieOlactivated
cox ti
tono avail. Socialworkerc#rle;; Johnsondelivereda letterto Kellyfrom
predicted'
and
had
anticipated
we
containedexactlythe methodsof triggering
reof thetorture
:hooloverseen
sexualabuse
;tifiedthat'Kelly
protection
April23, 1991: DespiteKelly'sscreams,tearsand pleasfor helpand
with his abuses'including
*5. gi;t"O visitation. Kellyreportedlyconfronted..him
a human(as docume
and cannibalizing
dismembering,
witneisedhis murdering,
"wentwell ' c
pi""i""" i""titrtions;. dnarleneJohns5nreportedthat the meeting
high levelc
attorney,BobAncterson,lwho repeatedlyhid deliveredsophisticated
rseperson"
I everdiscuss
2 33
triggersto me in courtwhich,due to my deprogramming,
failed)alsohad unsupervised
timewith Kelly. My attorneywas refusedvisitation.
I witnessedthe aftermathof Cox'svisitwith Kellyduringmy supervlsed
visitoverseenby
SocialWorkerCeeCeeRalston.Kellywas screamingand crying,and askedCeeCee
whatshe mustdo to be heardand thusbe orotectedfromheroccultserialkillerabuser
Cox. Sheexpressedconfusionoverbeingforcedto visithimwhilenot beingpermitted
to see MarkPhillipswho had rescuedher,and why she hadto havesupervised
visits
justice. Sheasked,
with me. Kellyexpressedconfusionoverthe "reversal"of so-called
"Whyam I lockedup whilemy abusersremainfree?"
WhenKellyreportedtheseabusesin court,she saysshe had believedthat her"private
meetingtestimony"
to JudgeShookhoffwouldbringaboutjustice,whenin fact shewas
onlyfurtherpunishedby CharleneJohnsonfor havingtalkedabouther pastwith the
Judge! Kellysobbeduncontrollably
at the lossof visitationwith MarkPhillips,who she
loves,respects,and has referredto as "dad"sinceour timein Alaska. To thisdate,
Kellystillhas not beenableto speakwith or havecontactwith MarkPhillips.
April 23-March7 1991: Kelly(only11 yearsold)lostover10 lbsin lessthantwo
psychologically
weeks;shedeteriorated
to the pointof despondence;
and her asthma,
whichwas deliberately
triggeredby Cox,becameso badthat shewas takento
VanderbiltHospitalby Cumberland
Housestaff(withoutnotification
to me).
Summer1991:I was constantlyin and out of court,battlingfor Kelly'srightto
rehabilitation
andto avoidfurtherreprisalsof chargesagainstme. My fatherEad
O'Brien'svastwealthobtainedwhensellingme and my brothersand sistersintothe MK
UltraProjectwas beingusedagainstme, as wellas sophisticated
CIA codes,keysand
triggersdeliberately
deliveredby attorneyBobAnderson.Althoughthesetriggerswere
ineffective
due to my deprogramming
and reintegration,
the blatantviolationsof laws
and rightscontinued,includingmy beingdeniedthe rightto speak/defend
myselfin
court. I was againorderedby the courtto undergoadditional"evaluations"
by
psychiatrists
and psychologists
of DHSchoice,and orderedto payfor Cox'sscam
psychological
out-of-state
evaluation
of whichI was permittedno inputor choice. Cox's
out-of-stateevaluationbeingacceptedby the courtwhile hundredsof Kelly'sout-of-state
recordswererejectedaddedto the rapidlygrowinglistof cover-upevidence.
EmestFentressof DHS,who was obviouslyworkingCIA damagecontainment,
was
caughtblatantlyspreadingmisinformation
on Kellyto all stateinstitutions,
discrediting
her needand preventing
transfer,and leavingherat Cumberland
Houseto withstand
furtherabusesvia CharleneJohnson.The JuvenileCourtJudgedismissedFentress
fromthe case,whileDHSpromotedhim.The dilemmacreatedby Fentress'well
orchestrated
effortshinderedplacement
for Kelly.
JuvenileCourtJudgeShookhofforderedthat Kellybe placed"temporarily"
in thejoint
custodyof DHSand myselffor'purposesof obtainingfundingneeessary
for her
on-goingresidency(warehousing)
at Cumberland
House.'
234
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myn
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had i
evalr
sne (
sne r
Bece
cnm
SETV
"cou
all (l
May
Joh
inclr
age
lives
"Na
lega
The
the
Ge
srm
and
his
Cu
Dic
Th
offt
Ju
un
SO
M
lnt
thr
dir
As
Ke
op
so hadunsupervised
roedvisitoverseen
bv
andaskedCeeCee
rltserialkillerabuser
notbeingpermitted
e supervised
visits
lJustice.
Sheasked,
vedthather ',private
nenin factshe was
ler pastwiththe
k Philtips,
who she
a. To thisdate.
Phittips
lessthantwo
andherasthma,
s takento
l me).
; nghtto
r fatherEarl
sisters
intothe MK
\ codes,keysand
-5Se
triggerswere
lations
of laws
rndmyselfin
ons"by
Cox'sscam
orchoice.Cox,s
(elly'soulof-state
ence.
rrnment,
was
s,discrediting
) to withstand
sedFentress
lss'well
Mypsychological/psychiatric
examsdeclaredme sane, reintegrated,
and substa
mymindcontrorvictimization.
Therefore,
the oppositionrequested
that I be test
againwhichwas granted.obviousrythiswas a set up,and federar
effortsto sa
hadrncreased
dramaticaily.
As arways,I conceared
a iape recorderrnto my;psy
evaluation"
sessionwith cynthiaTuinerGraham.she immediatery
informedLre
shedidnot.require
any information
fromme becauseshe had oeenprovileJ;,eu
sheneededto know"from ErnestFentresspriorto his beingtaken
from the case
Because
of my recording,this "exam"on me was rejectedb-ythe court
Nolartni
cnminal
shampsychiatristwourdsoonbe governorlappornted
to becomethe ne>
serve
as the commissioner
of MentarHealth. l was insteadtordthat t muit uno
"counseling'
andfurtherexamination
in orderto maintain"ny p"r"ni"t ,ignGt" r,
all(l havenoneanyway).
MayJune1991: I was contactedby the southeastern
regionardirectorof U.s. c
John
sullivan(GeorgeBush'sformerdivisionwhenhe was headof
crA). This re
includes
Mexicanand caribbeanoperations.I was interviewed
for overeighthor
agents
sentto Nashviile.
Theyexpressedconcernfor Keily'sprightand s;ieiy, ".
-ry
fives
werein increasing
jeopardyiromevidencessubstantiating
t".i,r;ni in"1
'National
Security'ramifications.
Theseagentsagreedto inteireneon Kellyls-b
legal
proceedings.
These
u.S. customsagentsreceived"thecail"fromwashington,DC whichprev
their
furtherinvorvementEvidencesubstantiating
criminara6tiuityoy tnenuis. n
General rhornburgh(oneof my primaryabu"sers;
hadcorroborated
.Dick
a forme
simllar
allegations,
creatingseriousiniernariepartmentatprobrems
for Dickrhorn
andhiscocaine/white
slaveryoperations.u.s. customs,Johnsullivaninformedr
hisboss,u s. customsDirectorwiiliamVon Raab,was stepping
downas heado
customs
due to the criminar
activitythatwas proiitlratingand beingcouer"d-ups
Dickrhornburghhadto verify/appiove
ail U.d. cuitoms-internar
iniestigations.
Therefore,
untirwe naoa poiitivechangeot admrnistration
readership,no herpco
offered
Kellyand hersituation.
June5,
.1991: GeorgeBushannouncedthat Dickrhornburghwourdbe resignin
unstated
reasons.Thomburgh's
rorein the rrancontracovei-upscandar"nd .no
soextensivethat it could not be fully contained,and was aired
on r.rac's ; currel
Affairandthroughvariousnewspapers.
I notedthat any successobtainedby me/Keflywas countered
equailyby our abuse
through
organizedcrA intimidation
ind DrApsychotogicat
warfaretactics. Muchv
directed
at Kelly,sincetheyknownothingmeansrnoreto me thanher/her
welrbei
As a Result:
y" in the joint
for her
Kellyhad beenappointeda so-cailed"GuardianAd-Litem"Martha
chirdvia the
opposition,
who told Keilythatthe FBrhad'crearedcox ot arLcnarge";"nJ
in"t tn,
235
hlF
saidI was "insane"andthat'Mark Phillipsis a mostdangerousman." (MostDangerous
Manis CIA crypticterm for beingmarkedfor imminentdeath.) | obtainedproofand
witnessedMarthaChildand CharleneJohnsonbeingpaidoff with my father'smoneyfor
theirparticipation.
This evidencewas not admissible
in court.
Kellyand I were rarelypermittedto see each other,beingforcedapartfor monthsat a
timeincluding
telephonecommunications.
Kellywas punishedseverelyeverytimeshe spokeof her pastabuseor currentabuseby
CharleneJohnson.This is documented.
I was deniedaccessto CumberlandHouserecords(despiteseveralcourtorders)which
includedbrainwaveoatterns.healthdeterioration.
and documentation
of effortsto
triggerKelly.A sympathetic
workerdid provideme accessto someof Kelly'sfilesto
makecopies.
Kellysaidshewas subjectedto satanic;/occult
ritualsat Cumberland
House,referredto
by staffmembersas "innocentcandlelight
seances."
Kellywas counseledby CharleneJohnsonthat her past'is not real.'
fullaccessto Kelly.
Cox maintained
CumberlandHousetestifiesthat Kellyis sane and thereforeneedsto be releasedto
Cox'scustody.
CumberlandHouse'stestimonycontradictedtheir previousstatement,now sayingthat
Kellyis INSANE,thereforecan nottestifyin court.
Cumberland
Houserepresentative
testifiesthatthereis "no suchthingas mindcontrol.'
Cumberland
Houselatertestifiesthat Kellycan not see MarkPhillips'because
he is an
experton mindcontrol."
I am not permittedto comfortKellyin any way, explaincourt proceedings,etc. Kelly
expressesnightmarish
confusion.
Kellywas involvedin a CumberlandHousevan trafficaccident,and was routinely
hospitalized.She was deniedthe rightto call me and notifyme. She secretlyslippedme
her hospitallD bracolettwo weeks later.
July 29, 1991:I was deniedthe rightto pursueprosecution
of CharleneJohnsonand
CumberlandHouse,and thereforewrote an open letterfor help.
Keh
outs
Crin
sep
Sun
corn
forc
rep
had
con
c,on
Hor
dire
She
as
Ter
wh
"th
pat
Ja
pro
oth
wa
the
Ke
Nu
die
Co
pe
Rc
ter
pr
M(
ct
fo
Kr
K(
flc
re
236
US
for
to any
wrotea few letterspleadingfor help,andwas quicklydeniedfurtheraccess
Kelly
Victimsof Molent
outrid"*rrunications, includiigwith idith Hammons/organized
any telephonecalls,or to send/receivemail.
iir". klrrv was forbiddento ma--ke
september13,1991:Cox'sout-of-statescamexamdec|aredhim.sane'.
oy
^h
it had becomeso
summer:A new organtzation,lcAM was assignedto Kelly'sca$ as
dedicatedto
committee
oversight
iegal
a
mmptex.This organizationwas supposedly
justicein cover-upcases. An evaluition of Kellywas orderedby Nashville's
forcing
who
nationaltransplant),
[put#;0""i Dr. BarryNurcum(a CIA sponsoredAustralian
'was not qualified'when
hJ previouslyrefusedio treat Keilyon thb groundsthat he
on Kelly's
mntiaeoin igag and againuy oMu Marshl willis in 1990. His report
was inconclusive.
mndition
the lcAM managerhad verifiedenoughof my claimsto understandKelly's
However,
she endured'
direneedfor qualifiedther-apyfor the provenMK Uttramindcontrolabuses quickly
as
qualified
therapy
to
out-of-state
transierred
ietty
nave
prepared
to
Si,.*".
and th€
asarr"ngembntscould be mad-e.My credibilityout of washington,DC
of
i.nn"""i,. Legislaturewas impeccable,and this managerrealizedthe.magnitude
even
diagnostng
referral
Drs.'
a
me.that
informed
she
whatKellyand lwere up against.
;th.po."ibilitythat it tookei like MPD/DID"was all that was requiredto finishthe
point'
for Kelly'stransfer. DHs dissolvedthe lcAM organizationat this
DapeNvork
Kellyshouldbe
January1992: Dr. BarryNurcumwrote a letterto the courtstatingthat
as well as all
Shookhoff,.
Judge
by
reiected
ilrn WayneCbx. This tetterwas
ilA;d
that
proving
devastation
the
records
medical
of
documentation
including
evidences
other
that
ruled
The
Judge
trauma.
and
triggering
deliberate
waswreakedon Kellyby cox's
"upio bumberlandHouse',and they lied and assuredme in courtthat
tn. O*iiion *"s
Philiipswas_invite{tqcolvgrse with Dr.
kelriwourOnot be subjecteJlo Co" again.Mark"lf
him stating, you and Cathydon't shut up you will
HuiiurnanOsubsequentlyiecorded
die'.
proceedings
Coxarrivedin Nashvillefor depositionsas necessaryfor 6th CircuitCourt
p.,t,iningtobackchi|dsupport.At|easttheAssistantDistrictAttomey,Scott
who was ptesithtat the deposition,wa: quicklyconvincedby Cox's
itosenourg,
who was being
testimonylndactions'thathe was the abuserI said he was all alongUltraProject
MK
on
holds
he
information
for
the
proi*tJ Oytn" CfArrUSGovemment
and politicalabuserssuch as SenatorByrd'
i,tonarch
JohnsonallowedCox accessto Kellyat CumbedandHouseanyway'and
Charlene
permittedaccessto
brbidKellyfrom telephoningme. cox's abusivemotherwas also
Kelly.
a heapon the
Ke||yscreamed,cried,begged,pleaded,et9 t9.n9avai|,then col|apsedin"accidentally'
ioorfromterroras Oocumllted'in CumberlandHouserecordsthat were
worker. charlene Johnsonphysicallyassaulted
to me by a compassionate
released
237
cox Kelly
Kelly,shakingherviolentlyandforcingher to standat attentionto visitwith
cooperation'
lack
of
her
waslater isolatedin a paddedcellfor
the court. Juvenilecourt ruledthat cumberlandHousewas
I againpetitioned
to presscharges
I had no jurisdiction
for theirabusesof Kellysince
uniccountable
"onestateagencycannotsueanothei''
joint
whereby
custody
in
was
Kelly
b;;;
charleneJohnsonrematnson tne job at cumberlandHouseto this date. cumberland
initialsR l.P
iouse changedtheirlogoto a chili with MonarchButterflywings,withthe
writtenin bold lettering.
took
January 22, 1992: A new organizationacquiredby my attomey,omnivision,
wouldprovide
I was assuredthat OmniVisions
;n*g" irt oversightof Kelly's-case.
I
qu"fi"ti"O
therapffor Kelly,even out of state,as well as protectionfrom Cox, lF
I
had no
that
considering
no
alternative
I
had
of Kellyto DHS.
full'custody
retinquished
I
parentalrightsanywayand ChirleneJohnsonwas abusingKellyso horribly Before
DHS
placed
full
in
be
Kelly
ruled
that
shookhoff
however,Judge
mademy decrsion,
custody.
January:IwasinformedbyDr.BarryNurcumthatadiagnosisonKel|ywou|dbe
wh_ohad studiedmind
psychiatrisupsychologist
obtainedthougha new_to-lriashvilte
that
Orne' Considering
Martin
Dr.
Psychiatrist
DefenseDepartment
controlunderLJ.S.
hours
tn'. nighly"r"dentialedphysiciancouldbe with-theopposition'l.spenteight
the
interviiwingDr. Mitchelito no avail. Dr. Mitchelltook overKelly'scaseunder
"her recorctsremainconfidentialas was necessaryfor her safety'"
conditionthat
knowwho or
Kelly was placedin a fosterhomeby omniVisions. I was not permittedto
basis
wherethis foster home*"". | *"" permitted,however,to see Kellyon a regular
made.
be
could
quickly
arrangements
as
throughDr. Mitchell'sofficeas
and my visitationdragged
to arrangefor Dr. Mitchell'sconfidentiality
court proceeclings
had been
on for iix monthi, during vinicntime I rarelysaw Kelly. I learnedthat she practiced
pf"""O in fostercarewitn tne formerCumberlandHouseworker who openly
witchcraft.
Ap
dil
me
prc
tn
DF
reI
rat
Ju
w€
M
im
pr
M
pn
Irt
Ar
SV
ar
in
B
o(
te
E
m
U
in
fr
U
dl
orderby omniVisionthroughthe Juvenilecourt further
February5, 1992:A restraining
forbadeKetiyfromwritingletter! for help or contactingsupportersor victims
what little
organizationi,and restrainedher from speakingof certaintopics,including
she recalledof her Past.
for the abuses
Marih 8, 1992: I wrote a pleadingletterto DHSto take accountability
of rightsKeliywas 6nduring.I wrotenumerousletterspleadingfor help'
anOviotations
and
and remainedvigilantin my desperateeflortsto obtainKelly'smuch-needed
deservedrehabiiitation.I receiveda responsefrom a supportiveU,S. Senator
that I broadenmy approachto the Tennesseelegislature.Anangements
recommending
and
were madefor me to "p""r "" an invitedguestbeforethe Tennesseelegislature
of HumanServices,Grunow'
of the Department
thenCommissioner
238
c
n
a
a
,
n
1
V
n
T
ith Cox. Kelly
e was
;s cnarges
reanother".
Cumberland
le initialsR.l.P.
isron,took
rldprovide
;ox,lF I
g that I had no
ibly Before I
in full DHS
wouldbe
died mind
)nsidering
that
lht hours
nderthe
safety."
o knowwho or
regularbasis
:ationdragged
: had been
rnlypracticed
e Court further
NS
g whatlittle
'theabuses
dingfor help,
ed and
lator
Anangements
islature
and
of Kelly's
pleadingfor resolution
April13, 1992: lspoke beforethe Legislature,
left
Albright,
Ray
Senator
State
Tennessee
dliemma.One of my formerabusers,
Gru
whileTN. iep. McAfeepromisedto helpand orderedCommissioner
meeting
Grunowgr
provide"him
a reporton Kelly'scase. Afterthe meeting,commissioner
"under
C
therapy-"
any
receive
ever
Kelly
would
no ciicumstances
inmyfacethat
of Kellyand me,w
who had beensupportive
DeniseAlexander,
DHScaseworker,
Grunowto suchan extentthat she quithe
Lportedlypressuredby Commissioner
rainertnancomplywitn hls cover-up.ShetearfullywishedKellyand me luck
she an
July 1992: Kellywas finallyin therapywithDr. Mitchell,and subsequently
asso
M
S.W.
his
with
session
therapy"
in
our'family
viiit
permitted
weekly
i
weie
Mr.Neiswender.Kellyand I were permittedto talk for the first time in two years.
that she
expressedfearof Dr. Mitchell,and explainedto Neiswender
immediately
"mother,"o<
foster
her
assigned
problems
with
horrible
witr me, but had
oroblems
fearand anxiety,woreoccultjewelry
Thurmond.Kellybeganexpressing
if,telissa
"futtmoon"campfirerituals/parties,
and readoccul
o1
spoXe
prouid.dby Melissa,
iiterature.it was apparentto me that Kellywas againbeingsubjectedto occulttri
throughMelissaThurmondcausedher
August1992: Kelly'soccultinvolvement
swiichintoan orcult personaand becomeviolent.Melissathenliterallydumped
andher few belongingson the streetcurb nearthe YWCA and notifiedDHS. Kel
wher
behavior,thistimeat Vanderbilt
aglin tor homicidal/suicidal
institutionalizeO
"on"her. OmniVision
working
be
would
Mitchell
William
Dr.
BarryNurcumanJ
"fit
determinedKellywas no longer for their program'and withdrewfrom her case
leavingDHSin full control.
and coopera
Earlyseptember 1992: I had beenforewarnedby knowledgeable
of Vand
section
Psychiatric
the
that
community
of the U.s. Intelligence
members
universitysubcontractedto the samecorruptfactionof the U.S. Governmenttha
immensethreatto Kelly. I was courtorderedto attendfamilysessionat Vanderb
that Kelly'smindand life were in gravedangerthere. I w
experienced/witnessedfurtherinformeclthat an attemptwas beingmadeto silenceKellythroughclassifi
to requ
Ultramindcontrolmeans,and to expectthat she may be re-programmed
accessto her abusers.
to dealwith the traumaof seein
october 1992: I had beensufficientlyprepared
"whydon'tI havememoryflashesany rn
me
asked
programmed.
She
negatively
andsaidinat she wantedto see Cox. Mr. Neiswender,who was supervisingthe
askedKellyif she couldrememberanything- goodor bad- aboutcox. She rep
,,No."so I remindedher howour braincompartmentalizes
memoryof traumatoc
horribleto comprehend,and askedif, perhaps,this was why she had no memor
The logicrestoredher controlover her own mind,withoutmy havingtriggeredm
whichLuld have resultedin respiratoryfailure. Instead,Kellydecidedthat she I
notsee cox afterall, then told me that all she could rememberabouther pastwt
239
Mitchell
Mr. Neiswenderliterallyfell off his chairwith surprise,and told Kellyto tell Dr.
in the
aboutthis that evening. Kellyhad rememberedspecificclA codesand operations
pentagon
told
and
House,
White
and
of
the
out
in
and
well
asteing
C"riOU""n,as
exohcitsexualdetailsinvolvingGeorgeBush'
si
sl
Late october 1992: Courtrecordsshowthat Vanderbiltunderwenta battleof
ties. I do not knowwho was on which side,
"ri"gi""*" betweenKellyand government
"harmonics'in an effortto make her forgetwhat
to
iubjecied
butkelly was reportedly
and Mr'
ine naO;ustremembered.I was forbiddento see Kellyany more-atVanderbilt,
to find
only
Nurcum
Dr'
and
Mitchell
Dr.
to
see
lwent
immediately.
Neiswenber'retired"
lockeddoorsand sealedliPs.
kr
sl
Duringthis same periodof time, I was informedthat informationI had released
p"rt"l"ningto the NorthAmericanFreetradeAgreementwas greatlyendangeringour
iiues,paiicutarlyas this was an eleclionyear. The NAFTAinformationI had tied directly
to GeorgeBusfrandmy own memoriesof his brutalsexualabuseof Kelly. I had
of his pedophileactivities,and arrangementswere
obtainedfurtherproof/conoboration
as well as a speakingcircuitwhereby
information
maOetor vast disseminationof
"silencing'eitherof us wouldonlyproveus credible'
GeorgeBushmadefive separatetrips to Nashvillein october, duringthe most important
time ;f his re-electioncampaign,mostof whichwere not nationallypublicized'but are
welldocumented.
l was told that the brainstem scaningdamagedone by the harmonicsprogrammingthat
Kellyreportedlyenduredduringthis time coutObe effectivelytreatedand reversedif she
was transfenedto qualifiedrehabilitationimmediately'
November5, 1992: Mark Phillipsand I spokebeforea largegroupof stateand federal
law enforcementpersonneloutsideHouston,Texasto releasemy well documented
NAFTAinformation,a meetingwhich may well have savedour lives
of
January 5, 1993: A new oversightorganization,ACCT,took over management
in
Memph6'
Hospital
Psychiatric
Lakeside
to
Charter
was
transfenJd
She
Kelly's&se.
Tennesseewithoutmy beingpermittedany contact. lt had beenover four monthssince
t tastsaw her at Vand'erbilt.I was grantedtherightto attendan ACCT meeting'and
drawn up by AGCT
was allowedsomeinputOyone of i-heirsupervisors.The papenrvork
averageintelligence,now meets
statesthat Kelly,alwaysan A-B studentwith far above
"her brainwas allegedlydamaged"
the criteriafor certificationas leamingdisabledsince
at Vanderbilthospital.
of
March 11, 1993: I receiveda supervisedtelephonecall from Kellyunderthe direction
her new ih"rte, Lakesidesocialworker,AbbotJordan. This was my first time to speak
*ith t", sincethe incidentat Vanderbilt.Kellyoied and told me that when she reported
to
to Dr. Mitchellwhat she had recalled(aboutclA operationsand Bush),he forcedher
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orgetwhat
rbilt,and Mr.
monlyto find
se0
;eringour
rdtieddirectly
I had
mentswere
)reby
ostimportant
d, butare
ammingthat
rersedif she
andfederal
mented
sit in a chairfor 48 hourswith no food,water,or sleep priorto her forgettingevery
shehadtold him.
NowKellyis diagnosed"oppositional".who could blameher? she is not at ail the
samechildthat I knew-and I knew every personalityfragmentand facet of her. Al
knowsis that her consciousfocus has beenerodedand that she is in desperatene
specialized,
qualifiedrehabilitation.
As always,I assureher'lt's not overiill we *,r
March 17, 1993: I had been repeatedlydeniedmy rightto testifyin court. A motio
pending,filedby cox's attomeyand chargingthat I shouldpaychildsupportfromil
$3000in back childsupportthat was awardedme throughotn circuit iourt. The
AssislantDistrictAttorney,scott Rosenburg*,testifiedthat this was not legal,and I
the $3000had alreadybeenspentobtainingfurtherevidencesfor Kelly's&se. Th
Judgesaid,"Lawsdo not applyin thiscasefor reasonsof Nationalseturity,',and tl
shouldpaychildsupportunlesstherewas a reasonwhy I shouldnotwork.-dox's
attorneyBobAndersonshoutedthat I shouldspendtimein jail for having.spentth
money'(which,in fact, I neversaw). I was not permittedto testifythat due io threa
mylifeand establisha routineunderour circumstances.
on Marth 17, 1993,Judg
shookhoffruledthat I shouldpay $25 a weekfor childsupport,retroactive
to Janu
1993.
lwas advisedthatthis ruling(becauseI had no way of paying)couldquicklyresulti
terminationof all parentalrights(as if I have any) and jail time for contempufailure
t,
pay
April {, 1993: I spokewith Kelly,who still has no turthermemoryof her past and h
beenseen by her court appointedphysicianat charter Lakesidebnlyone time. w€
waitingon his determinationthat Kellyrequiresqualifiedrehabilitationfor classified
abuses.
tentof
n Memphis,
ronthssince
Ing,and
4 byACCT
nowmeets
f damaged"
directionof
le to speak
he reported
rcedher to
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S e p t e m b e r 1 9 9 5 : M a r k a n d I h a d o u r w e | | d o c u m e n t e d b o o k e n t i twhich
l e d T are
R A in
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graphicdetails
completewithirrefutable
kr
Formationof Americapublished,
themse|vesevidencetop,esenttoCongress,a|lfactionsof|awenforcementincluding
mediagroups'nationaland
D
ih; iBl CtA,DtA,DEA,TBl. NSA,etc.,attmajornews
and Psychiatric
Psychological
American
both
ol
humanngntsadvocaies,
international
avail. TRANCE
the Nationalinstttuteof MentalHealth,and more...to no
Associations,
c
thoroughlyexposesmanyoftheperpe.TRA|ToRSandtheiragendarep|etewithnames'
"whyhaven'twe beensued?"The obviousansweris that the
a
whichraisesthe questron
justice
of
,,national
+
secuntyact; tnat continuesto blockour accessto all avenues
same
bringingmindcontrol
a
and publicexposureatsofreventsthesecriminalsfrominevitably
we wouldwelcome'
an opportunity
s
to lijht throughcourtprocedures'
d
Meanwhile'asreportedbybothAPAs,survivorsofU.S.Governmentsponsoredmind
c o n t r o | b e g a n t o s u r f a c e u t t * , . o . ' o u r n a t i o n . T h e f i r s t t o e n c othese
unterthevastnumberof
and
and mentalhealthprofessionals,
J
iu*iuors iere lawenforcement
provided
being
are
answers
beganto ask questions.In other.countries,
professionals
n
MK
in Projecl
the CIA's involvement
c
throughsomewhattesscontiolledmedia,reflecting
c
U|trahumanrightsatrocities.Ate|evisiondocumentaryentit|ed}9.s-telRoomaired
Orne'
ltilartin
ot tS!! ..O1
F
acrossCanadaby the CanadianBroadcastCorp in thi spring
thrustKelryinto
l
an associateOoaitedby Dr WilliamMitchellM D., Ph D who
Ewing
Dr'
to
cover-upattempt(re:p 14),is namedas an accomplice
s
Vanderbilt's
"erperi'ments;
it shouldbe
in Montreal,Quebec. Additionally,
MK Ultra
Cameron,s
which
Association,
Psychiatric
I
knownthat Dr. Cameron*"nt on to foundthe American
hasheloedtomaintainAmerica'smenta|hea|thprofessioninthedarkagesof
l
control.
information
'1991a neworganization
was
:
sincethe releaseof ourVictimof the systemtimelinein
I
tormedbyconcerned,prominentpsychiatristsandpsychologistsentitled,Th.e
is dedicatedto
Internationalsocietyto|.t-n"stuov of Dissociation.
. This organization Disorder(DlD)'
ldentity
mentalheatthpr""tiit^L* worldwideof Dissociative
informing
whichis the basis
(MPD)'
Disorder
Personality
fvfuftiple
termeO
formerlyinappropriately
to trauma
defense
sane
mind's
as'the
defined
tor mini controt.DtD ii professionaliy
toohorribletocomprenend,duetothee|aboratecopingmechanismof.thebrain's
memoryof abuseso the restof the mindcan functionsomewhat
compartmentalizing
;normally" This compartmentalization
resultsin what is knownas represseclmemoryor
The victimcannotthinkto bringto
event.
traumatic
a
amnesiaenclosedwithin
em-otionally
abuse,leavingthe dissociative'
consciousmindthe incomprenensible
easily
subconscious
with
the
suggeJtible
highly
shatteredvictim/survivorlJpersonatity
"chosenones"for mind
or
prime
candidates,
led. Hencethe reasonDIDvictimsbecome
control,as is/wasthe casewith Kellyand me'
repressedmemory,the survivormust learnof
ln orderto healfrom trauma-anchored
I
outsideinput. As a recovered-s.urvivor,
through
not
out,
lnsioe
inui|.p".t from the
who
shookhoff
Andy
Judge
court
Juvenile
reiteratedthis fact ."p""t"ov to T"nn"i"""
(i.e topicsof our past'
conversations
my
and
Kelly's
on
""n"oonip
monitored
imDosed
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"Bush',etc.). I
present
efforts,futureplans,and the words"mindcontrol","president",
knewwhalwas in Kelly'sbestinterest,and his ignorancewas glaringand obnoxious!
S
December
1995:Afterthe publication
and subsequent
releaseof TRANCE,public
forcedJudgeShookhoffto lift hisfiveyeargag orderforbiddingKellyoutside
outcry
mmmunications
and mail. He sarcastically
saidto Kelly,"farbe it for me to 'violateyour
Constitutional
rights',"as he mimickedthe publicplea. Duringthe samehearing,he
'lt's my
alsoorderedKellyto readTRANGEto whichshe responded,
constitutional
right
t0choose
whatI read." Representatives
in attendance
fromJabneel,her newly
assigned
KnoxvilleChristianbasedplacement,
thenvoicedtheiropposition
to Judge
shookhoffs
obviouslackof concernfor Kelly'smentalstate. And whiletheyadmittedly
didnotunderstand
mindcontrol,theydid recognizea glaringcover-upand vowedto
standby Kellyat all costs, And the costswere insurmountable.
July1997:The doorsof Jabneelwereclosedforever.Kellyrepo(s thata teamof
federalofficersflashingFBI identification,shackledsomeof the childrenfor transportto
otherfacilities
whileconfiscating
all records.Dueto the volatilityof Kelly'scaseand
circumstances,
arrangementswere immediatelymadeto transferher to relativesafety.
"safehouse",
Fromthisdisorganized
Kelly was thrustintoa nonrestrictive,
unstructured
lifestyle
highlydetrimental
to herwell being. And pursuitof her confiscated
healthand
schoolrecordsbeganin earnestand to no availthus far.
Fall1997:Afteryearsof conditioning
throughvariousinstitutional/warehouse
placements
instructing
Kellyto "getalongwith her peers,"includinggangmembers,
satanists,
the violentlydangerous,
and mentallydisturbed,Kellyattendeda publichigh
school.Herdissociative
mindwas highlysuggestible
and vulnerable
to the samekindof
"peers"
she had beenforcedto get alongwith the previouseightyears. Her diagnosed
DIDrenderedher defenseless,withoutconsciousdiscemment,void of self
awareness/self
esteem,awarenessthat she was;/issubjectto reactivationof program(s),
andin dire needof understanding. Kellybegana downwardspiralfromwhich she has
yetto recover.
lwasblockedby the Stateof Tennessee,who still had custodyof Kelly,from having
necessary
contactwith schoolofficialsand/orguidancepersonnel.Their glaringlack of
understanding
of Kelly'sconditionand plightwas compoundedby the fact that all of her
pastmedical,mentalhealth,and schoolrecordswere beingwithheldby the FBI who had
onfiscatedthem. Kellywas unableto providethe schoolwith pertinentinformation,of
whichshewas still dissociativedue to lack of therapy,and was subsequentlytold she
couldnoUwouldnot graduatewith her class unlessher recordswere provided.
Weappealed
to the TennesseeDHS,now re{itledthe TN. Department
of Children's
Services,
for relief. Instead,Kelly'sso-calledcaseworker KatieFinneywho hao
blatantly
coveredup the realityof her needsfor years,was beingreplacedby a new
caseworker,Fred Polacek,whichdelayedresolutionindefinitely.ln the meantime,
Kelly's
Tennesseestate medicalinsurancefailedto cover any and all needs,including
hospitalizations,
medication,
and/ortherapy.To compoundthis"felony,'Kellywas told
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in 1989in Alaska'
that her SocialSecuritybenefits,which had beenestablishedfor her
of the state of Tennesseeandwouldno longerbe
nal tapseothroughnegligence
availablefor herwhensheturned18.
in limbo" unableto
still in the custodyof the state of Tennessee,Kellywas maintained
needsrendered
health
immediate
her
And
future.
her
recallher past or progr""" i;*"rd
plummeted'Whereshe
nli n ear anOstudgish.H"ion"" highgradepointaveragehad
way beyont her gradelevel,she now was strugglingto
once academicaliylested
maintainsufficientfocuson her schoolworkto completeit'
Ir
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Carl Klang*t:1:.3 song of
On a brighternote,Christianpatriotsingerand songwriter"lts
l
Not OverTillWe Win,'
"n"our"i"rn"nt for Kellyusingour familymottoas its title
routine
Kelly's
natiorwide.
getting
airplay
it
began
and
reteai,
includedit on his tatest
r
boxesofcards,letters,andgiftsfromsupportersswelledtoovernowng'yelner
health
I
pi"o".r"nt remainedunchlnged. still no medicalrelief,no qualifiedmental
records
case
her
extensive
l
and
records,
no
school
i6qra;t no SocialSecurityUen"efits,
l
Services'
were scattered"rong *oik"o at the TennesseeDepartmento{-Children's
were e)dremely l
O""pit" rV p"rsistenieffortsto stimulateattentionand action. My efforts
t
t "tip"t"O tiy the'legal" reminderthat Kellywas not in my custody'
I
not
were
which
necessities
job
pay
her
basic
for
Kellywas orderedto take a menial to
i
couldat school,
f"irig "upJ["d by the state. Unableto focus at work any morethan she
1
Kelly-wasnot abieto meetthe routinework demandsplacedon her'
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September20,{997:Ke||ytookflightftomherdi|emma.fledherKnoxvi||ep|acement'
sectionof
l d
and was found sleepingZOOtit"" iway undera bridgein the homeless
she
food
or
of
clothes,
medication.change
no
had
she
ruasnville.
in
RiverftontPark
l
tt tne Dee Dee Wallaceshelterfor batteredwomenand
was immediatelytransporteO
l
homelesschifdren. / was sfi//tegallyforbiddencustody!!
was provided
Not one of Kelly'sdifficuttieshad been resolvedby the state,and no relief
agatn
public
school,_where
a
to
back
sent
was
she
head.
her
over
her beyonda roof
was fueledby a lack
ignoranceof her severementaldisorderand lack of understanding
dwindleddue to imposedrestrictionsthat
oltrlcoras. Kelly'sand my communications
phone
and 2 hoursa monthvisitation'
calls
p.t*ittJint"rmittent tO minute
necessarysteps
February 1998: As Ke||ynearedher 18thbirthday,Mark and I took the
tech , privately
anJ pi"cautionsto safetysolidifyanangementsfoi her transferto high
""f"ssified' rett"Oititation.CLrtainrecordsand financeswere neededto
ipon"or"O
"legally"obtainedupon Kelly's
"irnpf"t" in" effort,which I expectedwouldfina.llybe
month'grace
teavingStateof Tennesseecustody. I learnedthat therewouldbe a three
and red
poioO; foitransitionfrom custody,which equatedto a gray area of legalities
tape.
't8. The stepsplannedfor obtainingh.erqualified
ilUru".y 19th, 1998: Kellytumed
streetsof
rehabilitationbeganto pr-"iaiiorsfvdetourwhen Kellydisappealed9n 19.th.e
reported
Kelly
while
undermined
appeaied
efforts
Our
a
time.
at
NashvilleTN for weeks
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school.
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and
rvided
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a lack
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tely
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'gra@
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ld
sof
)ortecl
travelingoutsidethe stateto suchareasas Fortcampbefl,
Kentucky,a ,,former,,
mind
controlabusebaseshe and l bothendured,with proois.
Duringherabsence,herstate
rmposed
ptacement
of rry-AngreHouse(suzanneBoone,s r ii r";g Bi;, Nashviile,
"diwied
Tennessee37203)craimsto..have
up; n"r oetonlings-,
incrrii,ig'J"rron"r
and her'hopechest"of sentimental
ietteisano artifacts,neverto be seen
:!ll"s
agarn.
Spring1998:With no recordsprovidedor reliefin sight
throughthe Stateof rennessee
Kellywas againtordthat shewouldnot be abreto graduate
wiih hercrass. Highry
intelligent
, but nonetheress
unabreto focus,Kelry,now 18,droppedout of schoorand
againtookto the streetsoutto herphe,^*"s "iin to dqr"".rs " handfurof
sand,and the tearsI shed,Reaching
weresharedby Keilywno,,couldn,t
he[n", Ji.
H",
voicedfearsincruded
that she'courdn'ttiep witnthe program'(inai prieram??),
"friends"
and
her
she discussedwere viorentsaianiitsand drugdearers.
Knowing
that roveis the mostpowerfurhearingforcein the universe,
I maintained
communication
with KeilywhireMark,again,s-oridified
arrangement"
o# "noi" to have
hertechnologicaily
deprogrammedin hopesshe courcreventuailybe in contror
of her
disappeared
at the mostinopportune
9wnmild Kellycontinuousry
momenis.Even
socialsecuritywas wiiling proceedwith an appear
on hercase,if onryKertycourd
lo
showup for an appointment
as legalprocedures
demand.Thosearmed witn
govemment
insiderintelligence
poisedand readyto helpKellyrecoverher mind,
becamemoreand morewaryol'theappareni"o'u"|.a"influence
on her mindwhilein the
custody
of the Stateof Tennessee.Liveswereat risk. Livesof
someindividuals
known
to Markwere lost and subsequenfly,the 'secret mentar
hearthrecoveryteam,,partialy
disbanded
and movedtheirremainingoperations
to anothercountry.
summer1998:Distrauoht
withevents,my own conflictwith roveand rogicbetween
Kellyand
reachedovenivherming
proportions. pranned/fantasized
1er programmlng
waysto whisk her awavto safetywhirethe crA 'iorchestrated I
p"F;i"d;
rntensified
on us all. The politicalvoratiritvoi our-cJuntrycouldpotentially warfare
increasew1h
theinternationar
ramifications
of human,igrtt"i;"u"" instigatedby her prightand the
provenfactscontainedwithinTRANCE. iwas
tordonce againthat our riveswere in
graveJeoparcly,
with no chTT of survivarfor any of us if iefiy "no ir"rnitJ,
due to her
adryeplggrmming. (Thehighrech manipuration
ot orainwavlst,"t i"irv i^oured on
N|9l and militaryinJtailationsouringthe earry1980,s
is as fresh'todayas when
Y**:
t wasinstilled And technologyhas advance-d
lightyearssincethen with the utilization
ofcomputerization.)
Thisrivingnightmar"*rrJi;i ou"rpowerrove,whichtuereo
my
determination
to ensureKelly'smentaland physicalfreedom,whelher
it
woulcl
be
withor
without
me.
Yearsof physicalseparationonly strengthened
the bonctbetweenus. Kellyand I share
a profounddepthof communicationbeyind the usuar
mother-daughter
rerationship.
Knowing
who and what we have experiencedtogether,in addition
to what we are
!0 against,Kellysometimese^presseJabasicunderstandinj;id;,.''
9y1ent]V
appreciation
for our rerentress
efforts. Her own iniilrrt rntorn" "*."
irghd lvoveo,
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with love. Yet she struggleswiththe realityof her
and her innatespiritis strengthened
mindcontrolprogrammtng
basedU.S Government
traumaand highlytechnologically
instilledto controlher brains'functionoverher respiratory
that has beenharmonically
wherebyshe,liketoday'sspies,woulddie
system(minewas digestiveand circulatory)
secrets.Whenshe and I are together,it naturallytriggers
beforetellinggovernment
memoryof past experienceswhich often resultsin her sufferingrespiratoryfailure. Ihis
programmustbe diffusedin orderfor Kellyto regaincontrolover her own life by
Kelly
controloverher own mind. Psychologically,
her pastand reclaiming
remembering
is at timesawareand determined.Yet,this cannotoverpowerthe harmonic
of her
of brainwave patternsformedin infancypriorto fulldevelopment
manipulation
brain. Instead,she continuesto sufferrepeatedhospitalizations.
WhatYou Needto Know is that Kelly'splightedends beyondherto u.s.all. Current
ActiveAuroralResearchProject(HAARP),and hype
eventsincludingHigh-Frequency
intensified
demandsthatwe{he-peopleWAKE-UPto
and media'spin"lendincreasingly
take backour
and legallyand peacefully
Reality,arm our selveswith knowledge,
valuesof freedomand
justicesystem,and reinstateConstitutional
country,our"criminal"
justicefor all.
our own. By helpingher,we will help
Kelly'splight,we will understand
By understanding
a
ourselves.By gaininginsight,we all positivelyevolveintothe nextmillennium
to this
stronger,wiser,healthier,morespiritualand lovingmankind.Withconsideration
leadersand support
ask that you becomeresponsible
timeline,Markand l, respectfully
our effortto resolvethis case- onceand FORALL. Pleasehelpu.s.startingtodayby
thistimeline,writingyourCongressmen.
throughbroadcasting
increasing
awareness
and refeningto the detailsin our bookTRANCEFormationof America...
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SILENCE EOUAI.S DEATH
:htherealityof her
trolprogramming
erherrespiratory
s spies,
woulddie
aturally
triggers
iratory
failure.Ihis
ownlifeby
ychologically,
Kelly
rrmonic
relopment
of her
r u.s.all. Current
MRP), andhype
eopleWAKE-UPto
tkebackour
uesof freedomand
ngher,we will help
llennium
a
nsideration
to this
rdersandsupport
startingtodayby
Congressmen,
ca...
rnrtyas we know it
The primary key to our survival is attributable to the vast and
disseminationof corroborated, detailed testimony. For five consecuti
beginning in 1988, we personally presentedtestimony and supporting in
evidencesto all applicablecounty, state, and federallaw enfbiceme-nta
This same testimgny was hand ilelivered by a sympathetic U.S. Cong
from Tennessee,Bob Clement, to all conceined Wa-shineton.
-of D.C. eov
agencies,__and-to
cerlain members of the U.S. House
fiepresen-ta
,,goodguys
Senate. We did not discriminate_between
or bad^guys"-received the samevoluminous packet.
The.responses we eventually received were bland form letters and/or
to our lives and liberty. The threats were verbally delivered by local of1
law enforcement agenciesin Nashville, Tennessee. These threats. wt
were "hollow" due to the large number of people we had notified who I
we could only be credible if we were murd-ered. This is a normal
response that we bet would protect our lives. It did and we won tl
round.
. Secondary to dis-seminatinginformation for insuring our survival
determine once and for all, if, in fact, our constitutional system of iusl
actually collapsed. The bitter truth revealed through thi's five veir r
proved justice is no longer available when the Nationa-isecurity lcl is in
. The_following list of individuals and organizations repres'entsa frar
the total number we contactedwith testimoni. w" left no^stoneunturne
we were stonewalledFor ReasonsOf National Security.
NATIONAL/INTERNATIONAL:
SenateSelect Committee on Ethicr
Council, Wilson Abney; Amnesty International Editor Ron Lajoie; I
Investigative Service Counterintelligence Security, Maynard C. An
secretary of StateJamesBaker III; pErmanentSelecf com'mittee on Intel
U.S. Colgressman Doug Bereuter; U.S. CongressmanDavid E. Boino
SenatorDavid L. Boren; B.C.C.L Investigat6rJack Blum; president
presidentJimmy
lush; Directol U$_Qepartmentof JusticeJaneBurnely;
Chairmanof the National.SecurityCouncil; Secretaryof DefenseDick-(
Government Accountability Project Executive Diiector Louis Clark
Congressm-anBob Clementi Senqte Select Committee on Intelligenc
Senator William S. Cohen; U.S. CongressmanI-arry Combest; H.-Ros
c/o Ms. Barbara Connelly; U.S. Cbngressman Bud Cram6r; U.S.
C^rftnft Investiga4on Command Major GeneralEugene R. Crom'artie; I
of White House CorrespondentsAisociation; CitiZens for Decency'T
I-aw, Inc.; National Federation for Decency; public Affairs Section
!_eltagon; US. Senator Robert Dole; U.S. eongressman Ronald V. D,
9.S. 4.Ty Criminal Investigations Division Jim Dibble; Air Force Br
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Director National SecurityAgency; U.S. SenatorBob'Dole; U.S. Sena
Domenici; Assistant U.S. Attorney General, Civil Rights-Division, J
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PresidentJerry Kiah; National Federation for Decency; National Institute oT
Mental Health James Breiling; National Victim Center Director Linda
lowrance; The Nebraska l-eadership Conference; The New Republic Editor
DorothyWickandew; Oprah Winfrey; Organized Victims of Violent Crime
PresidentEdith Hammons; Odando Centinal; Parents Protecting Children;
People'sJustice Center; Prime Time Producer Herb O'Connor; Tennessee
Associationof Trial I:wyers President Reese Bagwell; The Progressive,
ReverandPat Robertson of Christian Broadcasting Network; Roclq Mountain
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(ALABAMA) D.O.D. Intelligence Judy Langren, Agent Chris Haynes;
HuntsvillePolice Department's Jeff Bennett and Chuck Crabtree, District
AttomeyBud Cramer; (ALASKA) Anchorage Police Detective Jack Chapman;
(ARKANSAS)Detective Kirk Rokoin, Polaski County Coroner Steve Nowyski;
(KEIITUCKY) Nicholasville Police Detective Melvin Price; (LOUISIANA)
New Orleans Criminal Investigations Bureau Sgt. Joseph E. Hebert, Jr.,
Homicide Lt. Gary Pittman; (TENNESSEE) Governor Ned McWherter;
Govemor'sLegal Council Burnie Durham; Former Ambassador to France Joe
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WendyGoggin; Commissioner of Mental Health Eric Taylor; Child Welfare
Chules Wilson; Tennessee Senator Thelma Ha4rer, Senator Doug Henry,
Senator Hicks, Representative McAfee, Representative Randy Stamps,
Representative
Ben West; TennesseeBureau of Investigation Director John
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FredSchott; Sumner County Attorney General Ray Whitley; District Attorney
Burson; Nashville Metro Police Chief Robert Kirschner, Deputy Chief
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Hickson,Homicide Captain Mickey Miller, Detective Terry McElroy, Detective
Pat Postiglione; Sumner County Sheriff Sutton, Criminal Investigator Jeff
Puccini;Williamson County District Attorney Joe Baugh; Franklin Police Chief
Widom; Nashville District Attorney Torry Johnson; D.A. Criminal
InvestigatorSkip Sigmond; Violent Crimes Claims Commissioner Richard
Rucker; White House Police Department Lt. Ron Miller; ([EXAS)
Montgomery County Sheriff's Department Noel Stanley, Constable Billy
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ChargeBen Purser, Special Agent Phil Tuney, Special Agent Brad Garrett;
U.S. CUSTOMS ALASKA: Resident Agent in Charge Max Kitchens; U.S.
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INDEX
ral
lSt
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A Critiquc of America 2000
An Mucational Straegy by Kathi
Simonds175
A Most DangerousGame 99, 120,
t53, t94
AboutFaces L65
Ackerman,Gary 124, 125, 128
drug network 124
AckermanSyndrome124
Advertising
manipulation5
aspsychological
andmind control 5
suggestibility
Afghanistan146
AfghanyFreedomFighters 165
Air Supply
crypticNASA/Project Monarch
themerecordings134
Air-Waterprograms90
Albright,Madeleine 130 176, 178
Alex HoustonEnterprises124
I-amar 179,180,181
Alexander,
satanicritual 179
sexualperversions179
Alicein Wonderland85,92, 137,
l5't, r&
NASA mirror-themeprogramming
124,198,208
Alien
dimension174
themevisualtraumas 166
Alive, by Pier PaulReed 100
"America2000' 175
AmericanPsychiatricAssociation
misinformation198
no therapyregimefor dissociative
disorders27
Association
AmericanPsychological
andMPD 27
AndrewsAir ForceBase 163
races
Annihilationof underprivileged
andculturesthroughgenocide
Byrd'splan 119
Senator
Applied brainwashingtechniques4
111,
Aquino,Lt. Col. Michael
1 1 6 ,1 1 8 ,1 4 9 ,l 5 r , 1 6 6 , 1 7 0 ,
198
child ritual and sexualabuse,neoNazi,Templeof Set 111
psychologicalwarfare 129
sexualabuseof Kelly 113
torturesandprogramming112
Arkansascriminalactivities 152
Atwater,l-e l7O
Automaticmental"alarmclocks" 121
Baby'sEar Shell 146,L48,149
Backwardsreading 168
Bankof CreditandCommerce
(B.C.C.I) 148,
Intemational
215
Bannon,R.C. 109
Baphomet114,151
BarksdaleAir Force Base 105
"BaseballMind Computer"
personality
programmed
fragment129,199
Baum,Frank,authorof TheWizard
of Oz lI4
Bennet,leff 29
Bennett,Blll 172, 176, l8I
BohemianGrove 172
EducationSecretary,Drug Czar,
Book of Vinues I72
mind-controlprogrammer,172
sexualperversion173
B€nnett,hb 172,176
BermudaTriangle 125
253
Bewitched 92
Bible 173
Black budget covert operations 145,
154
Black helicopters I24, ll9,194
Blackmail Ill,20l
Blanchard, Governor of Michigan
130, 181
Bland, Tommy 77
Blood. Linda 77
Blood rituals, CIA interest in 5
Blood trauma programming 88
BohemianGrove 11
blackmail,pornography,169
kinky sex themerooms 169, I70
murder of slaves 170
Book of Virtues, by Bill Bennett 172
Bourne ldentiry, by Robert Ludlum
165
Boxcar Children series 93
BoxcarWillie 156, l70,2ll
Boys Town 149
Brarly Bunch 92
Brain washing
vs. mind control 3
Branson, Missouri country music
center 154, 156
Braun, Dr. Bennett 22
Brentwood, TennesseeI-ord's Chapel
(CIA) 168
Brother Emmett 100
Brothers (of Cathy) 98, 167
Bill 82,92
Mike 147, 167
Tim 167
Tom (Beaver) 167
Buffett, Jimmy, CIA Operative 123,
124
Bush, George 156, 157, 163, l7O,
178, 186, 194,195,215-217,
223
claims to be an alien 166
"Eye in the Sky" 218
heroin, drug of choice 163, 196
illusions hologram 166
messageto PresidentSalinas 162
pedophile perversions 158
rationalizations 161
Bush, George Ir. 194, 196-197, 199,
206
Busto, Josd 122, 137, I42, 150
Byrd, RobertC. 91-103, ll0-111,
ll7, 122, 126, 132, 139, 143,
160-164,172,208-209,222
and Jos6Busto 137
assaultson Kelly and Cathy 113
book on Constitution 207
Cathy's dedication to him at age 13
91
fiddle playing 100
Jesuit College programming center
ll3,172
kinky torture 93
KKK affiliation 113
long-windedrecitations 118
manipulation of federal hnancing
174
motto 119
near-deathtortures 9L
neo-Nazi principles 118
ownerof BarbaraMandrell 110
owner of Loretta Lynn I25
programming by-passed 129
rationalizations 119
sexual abuseof Kelly 113
spin programming 113
Byrd's "own little witch" (sex slave)
103
254
3, 170,
15-217,
'
;3,196
us 162
8
197
, 199,
r5o
J-111,
9,143,
,222
y 113
atage13
g center
8
rncing
110
i
19
slave)
Cannibalism,CIA interestin 5
CapitalInternationalAirways(CIA)
12, 16, 18,28
andProjectPaperclip28
Carper,Sue 122
CarrierPigeon137,l4L
Casey,loe 144 187
Casey,William (CIA)
mess:rge
to Duvalier 190
Cassettes,
filled with cocaine 123
CatholicChurch 87-88,93
andthe "ChosenOnes"ofNazism
15
beliefs 84
conditioning
92
involvement
in ProjectMonarch
149
Jesuits93
joint operationswith CIA 187
Satanism95
tiesto U.S. Government94
Cedras,General 190
CentralIntelligenceAgency(CIA) 93
andCatholicChurch 98
baseballmind-controlfatm 129
cocaineoperations154, 156
sontrolledairlines 18
countrymusicindustry 110, 121
covertoperations107, ll4, 116,
lgL
damagecontainment79,224
designerdrugs 174
drug operations115, 127
t'FreedomTrain" operations93,
101,103,107
jury manipulation120
LL Bean 211
Mafia slaves 115
MK-Ultra ProjectMonarch 222
Near-DeathTraumaCenters l
152
occultresearch4
operationsl4O, L49, lS4
operativesl42,2Il
slavetrade13
underworldfunding operation
War on Drugs 118
Chain-of-command128
Charneleon,
by William Diehl l(
188. 192
"CharmSchool" ll5, lI7 164,i
animals'6
Cheney,Dick 99, I3O,I3Z,133
I36,142-L46,157,158,
LC
l7l, 176,195,196,Zl5, z
A Most DangerousGame 99
brutalityandhigh voltagetortr
100
hourglass146, 195
OperationCarrierPigeon 137
"ChosenOne" 87, 103, 105, 10
167
programming14
Christian-based
Christianministries
usedfor drug muling 168
Churchof JesusChristof Iatter I
Saints
andCox 104
ChurchofScientology
behaviormodification27
denounciation
ofmental health
L. Ron Hubbard 27
Cindcrelta 85,92,201
Clement,bb 225
Clinlon, Bill 152, 153
adeptat mind-controlaccessI
BandH 155
bisexuality 154
BohemianGrove 170
25s
cocaine 153, 154
cocaineconnectionwith Johnston
andCox 107
election 161
Clinton,Hillary 155
Cloning of a Presidentialmodel 209
CoastGuarddrug shipments90
Cocainedistribution 128, 154
dealswith Noriega 140
Cox and Clinlon connection 107
Compu-Kids(CIA Project) 167
PermanentIntelligence
Congressional
Committee114
Constitution 172
reinstatement
of 31, 80
ContraAid 141
Contra-bution127, 145, 150
Contras135,147
Councilon ForeignRelations152
Countrymusicindustry 142
drug operations122
transferto Branson.Missouri 114
Cox, Wayne 101,108,110,111
andsatanicrituals 18
and witchcraft 103
with Byrd 101
association
Biblical justifications 104
bodypartsbusiness103,110
cannibalism103
cocainedistribution 103, 106
gun running 106
M.O. formurder 103
marriageto Cathy 102
murdercommittedat Union Station
101
occult serialkillings 107
programmed
Kelly to die 23
programming104
Crabtree,Chuck 29
Crammer."GunBan"Bud 29. 114
Cranston,Alan 166
House 30
CrockeUCumberland
113,116
Cross-programming
Crowell,Frank 29
scrambling195
Cryptoamnesia
Cults
connectionto governmentsponsoredmind-control
research4
definition 4
destructive 4
Dant6, Michael (akaMichael Viti)
127,193,199,2W,218
blackmailporn 169
for Reagan
Chief Pornographer
127
De la Madrid, President(Mexico)
130,161,199,201,205,207,
2@,215,217,219
andlizards 210
Dean,Jimmy 114
televisionshow 109
194
Deathandinsanityprogramming
Death'sDoor programming93
Death-stateprogramming 170
DefenseIntelligenceAgency'sPsychologicalWarfareDivision
@syOps) llf
Delaney, Dennis,CIA operative97
Demonicpossession164
Demont,Mark 18
29
DepartmentofDefense@oD)
and Ampex Corporation, 9
secretresearch27
Deprogrammers21
Deprogrammingof Cathy 222
"Designer"drugs,ClA-manufactured
116
DIAiCIA Operations
andHabib 136
256
17'
t94
97
red
DiamondCavernscamPground123
"Diamondin theRough" 125
Diamonds,signify'Presidential
Model" role 135
Dieh, William, CIA oPerative93
DisneyClassics84, 85
IdentityDisorder@ID)
Dissociative
akaMultiple PersonalityDisorder
(MD) 25
description 86
Dodgers95,129,199
mind controlld 129
RePublic141,189
Dominican
Doublebind hypnoticpersuasion93,
ll4
Drug EnforcementAgencY(DEA)
t42
Drug muletransactions117
Drug Wars 215
Drug cartels 162
Duvalier, BabyDoc 122, 189
"Ecstasy"138
Ftlucatingforthc NewWorMOrder
by B.K. Eakman 175
Education2OO0172,174
agenda175
Electroniccaninebark collar 116
Elemer lW,167
Emeralds,signifYOz-Programmed
drug business135
Enterlainers,CIA operatorsor slaves
t22
Erickson,Dr. Milton 21
Ericksontechnique 22
"Eyein theSkY" ll7, I20, t49,
174,L95,212
Ezell, Bob, murdercover-uP 102
"FaceChanging"exhibit 164
Fairy tale themes 84
FalseMemory Foundation(FMF)
lobby grouP 27
FatherDon 87-89,172
Faux necrophilia 170
First holy communion87
Flight simulators112
Flynt, Larry 111
CIA, Vatican,Mafia connections
LA
Hustlerpublisher 111
pornography116
WhiteHousePornograPher130
Ford, Gerald(akaIrslie LYnch) 85,
89,90, 96,126,128,L47,r70
asPresident 96
Mafia porn king 82
Fort CamPbell111,112
Fort GeorgeMeade 26
Fort McClellen 112
Franklin Cover-uPcase 149
nFreetrade"of drugs,children,and
160,161,203,
pornograPhY
206
FreedomTrain 93, lO4, 126, 147,
156
slaves 127
Fusion, stateof recoveryand CathY
25
Geneticmind-controlstudies 82
Cast-awaY'
Genie-in-the-Bottle'
143
OPeration
programming216
Gibson,H.B. 154
GlobalEducation2W 173-175,183
"God'sOrders" 168
GoddardSPaceFlight Center 208
'GoldenRule" ala BYrd 160
Greene,Jack,CIA oPerative101'
109
I-er 152,153,170
Greenwood,
257
"Grover" 172
Guidedimagery 20
GumbyAnd Pokey 92,167
Habib,Philip 134-139,195,216
Hands-OnMind-Control
Demonstrations
130-133.150
Handwritinganalysis 128
Harmonicallytuned
voices 122
Harmonicsprogrammingoperation
rt2, r49
Hanrard
MK-Ultra training course 83
Hassen,Steve 22
Helms, Jesse77
HendersonvilleLord's Chapel 180
HendersonvilleMormon "food
storage" Bishop's Warehouse
for drugs 123
High voltage and torture 98, lI2,
116,r33,r44,158,163,
186,
220
memorycompartmentalization
96
stunguns 111
Hinkley,John 3
HomingPigeon 142
Hotel Caffirnia 20L
Houston,Alex I 10, 149, 153, 157,
l&, 167,179,197,2r9, 222
andNoriega 145
blackmailfrle 136
BoysTown "vacationn15
capacitordistributingbusiness218
Chinesesecuritycheck 12
covert governmentoperations 109
collusionwith WayneCox 23
crimes.CIA affrliations 12
drugsandmoneylaundering
operations110
first meetingwith Mark 10
servedwith divorcepapers 15
slave-drivingwork orders 121
SwissVilla 119
terminationof joint venturewith
Mark 13
ventriloquistact "Alex and
Elemer" ll2
weddingto Cathy 111
youngestdaughter,Bonnie 180
How To Createa SexSlavevideo
126
NASA produced 112
How To Divide a Personalin video
126
Hubbard,L. Ron
andU.S. Navy Intelligence27
Humansuggestibilityandcontrolof
the mind
legalimplications5
Hummingtelegram 147
Hunt, Linda
Agenda 28
authorof ,Secret
Huntsville,AlabamaNASA
drug of choice,"Train-quility"
174
NASA/DIA/CIA-appointed"law
enforcement"officers 169
Pentagonblackbudget,mind
control, and pornography 28
programming153
Hustl.er
magazine111,114,130
Hypno-sleepdeathprogramming 23
Hypnoticandharmonicreprogramming98, 199
I Drearn Of Jeannie 92
I'll Be WatchingYou I20, L74
Incest 91
"Inner-dimensional
" Catholic
programmed
personalities118
Intergalactictravel 105
258
'
Internal
electricprod 132
Iran-Contra
l4L,145
h.q, chemicalwarfarecapabilities
217
Island
of theBlueDolphins 85
Iacobson,
Steven
afihorof Mind Cowrol in America
5
Iamaican
criminaloperations141
Jesuit
ascen-sion/dissensionsymbol
184
-basedprogramming
ll8,172,
175,189
handsignalsandcrypticlanguage
107
"Orderof the Rose" sexslave
model 176
spooks184,191
Johnston,
J. Bennett 106, I25
alienthememindconditioning 107
paramilitarymercenaryoperations
101
"PeterPan"themeprogramming
104
Jones,
Jim(heroof Cox) 104
Jonestown
massacre3
andCIA 104
Jordan,
Kelly 30
Juarez
bordercocaine,heroin, and
whiteslaveryroute 199
IusticeDepartment164
Kamats,
Georgel8
Kelly79, 103, 108, IlO, 134, 146,
148,157,158,164,16g,196,
206,207,212-215,2I8,220,
223,224
andMichaelAquino 112
andWayneCox 16
asthma
condition 18, 23
from Houston 14,220
escape
mind-controlabuse 76
Kennedymotto 85
KennedySpaceCenter 100
KentuckyValley Instituteof
Psychiatryry.I.P.)
andKelly 25, 29
Key West, Florida, NCL port of call
123
"Keysto theKingdom' 89, 118,
l9O,192
KingFahdofSaudiArabia130,139,
140,195,215,216
Contraaid 141
"Kitten" 127
Kristopherson,
Kris 118, 120
Vatican-based
Project Monarch
slaverunner 117
Kroger,Dr. William S.
authorof Clinicaland
Experimental
Hypnosis2I
La.pe, Missouri CIA cocaine
operations156
I:Sorda, Tommy 95, 128, I29, 199,
2N
Leahy,Patrick 2ll 2I3
needlein Cathy'seye 2L3
pedophile 212
torture lab 213
I-egalloop holesfor criminals
employingmind-control
techniques5
Lindroth,Lloyd CIA operative 180
Little I-earnersDay CareCenter167
Lizard
aliens210
breedingmachine209
of Ahs 207
themes210
LL Bean,appeared
to be a CIA front
2II
zs9
Lucas,George,NASA/NSAoperative
165
Lucifarianreligions 4
Lynn, Loretta 124, 134
Mac (Maclaughlin),Reggie 112,
L34
MacDill Air Force Base 149
high+echmind-control
conditioningfacility 98
MacFadden
Agency 112
MackinacIsland 89, L77, 182
Mafia 128
and Reagan204
baseballigging 129
Majors,Audie 29
Mandrell,Barbara
car accident 180
governmentsponsored
mindcontrolledslave 109
Mandrell,Irby
sexualabuseof his daughters109
Mandrell,I-ouise 183
mind-controlled
slave 109
Mandrellsisters 168, 180
ownedby SenatorByrd 109
Manson,Charles(idol of Cox) 104
"Marchingto Missouri" 114
Massgenocide171
Meadows,Hal 153
Mellon, "Governor" 115
Memory compartments
akamultiplepersonalities83, 96
Mentalhealthprofession
an oxymoron 26
ignoranceof mind control 26
targetfor destruction 27
Mercenaryoperations/assignments
106
Mexico 2L7
economv 160
Michiganorganizedcrime, drugsand
pornographyoperation 147
Military mind control 112
Millennium'sendbringsbizarre
humanbehavior 4
Miller, Mickey, HomicideCaptain
deaththreatsto Mark 30
MilwaukzeClipper
drug shipments90
Mind control 13,173
absence
of listing in reference
works 3
absolutevs temporary 5
aka informationcontrol 3
andJonestown,SirhanSirhan,Lee
HarveyOswald,etc. 3
andthelaw 5
behaviorprogramming111
engineering112
government
cover-ups5
informationdissemination
campaign30
parameters
of 5
powerbasisfor abuse4
researchandnationalsecurity
secrets27
soft 3, 5
trauma-based
5
vs. "brainwashing" 3
Mind controlin America,by Steven
Iacobson 5
Mind-controlled
baseballplayers 129
military robots 194
sexslaveotrance-sport
operations"
207
Mind manipulationof the masses160
Mirror-reversal.interdimensional.
Air-Watei mind-controltheme
122
260
Missionaries(JesuitMercenaries)
187
MK-Ultra ProjectMonarch
andKelly 76
Mob(Mafia) 148
Moneylaunderingoperations110
Monroe,Marilyn 153
Model 118
first Presidential
Moore,"Reverend"Billy Roy 168
Mormonconversion
by Cathy 104
MountShasta119
MPD(seeMultiple Personality
Disorder)
Mr. Rogers'Neighborhood157, 167
Mulroney,
Brian 130,176,179,182
PoliceForce 119
Multi-Jurisdictional
in Mt. Shasta194
based
Multigenerational
sexualabuse81, 82
MultiplePersonalityDisorder (MPD)
81,164
ndKelly 24
description86
Muskegon
CatholicCentralHigh
School94, 100
programmedathletes
manufactured
95
Myers,Ray 10, 13
NationalAeronauticsand Space
(NASA) 9, 29,
Administration
90,117,219
CapeCanavaral130
drug, Tranquility
ClA-designer
209,212
City,USA (Huntsville,Alabama)
183
with Byrd 112
cooperation
electronicanddrug mind-control
devices158
Goddard SpaceFlight Center
mind-control lab I74
Goldstar multiscreen monitors 219
hypnotic conditioning 139
involvement in mind-control
atrocities 166
Kennedy Space Center
mind-control testing and
programming 103
pornography 112
programmed slaves 209
programming 100, 112, 150
Nashville, Tennessee 100
Mayor Richard Fulton 142
Sheriff Fate Thomas 142
National Association of Child Advocates 29
National media information
management 3
"National security"
cover for criminal activity 1, 3, 5,
16,22, 25, 27, 31,223
NationalSecurityAct of 1947 6,26,
77,224,225
and 1984ReaganAmendment79
repealof 5
NationalSecurityAgency
and mind-controlcover-up 5
Nazi mind-controlresearch15
Necrophiliaroom 171
Nelson,Mike, attemptedescape180
NeverEndingStory 165
Never-Never-I:ndtimelessness106
NewWorld Order 119,154,156,
158,160,177,178,r84, r92,
20r,2r7,223
of Hitler 78
Pope,MormonProphet 119
Newsmedia
mass-mindmanipulation 4
261
Reed,Jerry 31
daughter,SeidinanDina",mindcontrolvictim 31
Religion
usedfor mind-control 129
Religiouscults 4
Religiousfanaticism 168
Repressedmemory 27
Reversepsychology83, 92
Ridingthelight 105-108
Riley, Ken 124
Rite to RemainSilent 87-89,105,
ll8, r72
Rorick, David akaDaveRoe 31
Rosenburg,Scot,District Attorney
77
Ross,Billy 77
Bill 30
Rosycross 87-88,172
Rubies,signifyOz-programmed
prostitutionpersonality135
Runningbases132
Ryan,Nolan 199
Sadisticsex 111
Salinasde Gortari,Carlos,Vice
PresidentofMexico 159.161-
r62
Satanicreversals 83
Satanism4, 95
SaudiArabia 217
armof U.S. 215
(seeKing Fahd)
slavetradeof U.S. children 205
weapons,drugs,childrentrade
215
Scheflin,Alan
authorof "Freedomof Thoughtas
an InternationalHuman
RightsIssue' 77
Scientologists27
(seeChurchof Scientology)
Sea-Bird122,175
SecretAgendn,by Linda Hunt 28
Self-hypnosis20
SenateAppropriationsCommittee
160
andByrd 112
Sensorydeprivationtanks 112
Serial killers 4
Sex,blood, andcannibalismritual
101
Sexprogramming113
Sexualchild abusers4
ShadowGovemment78
paramilitaryprojects 119
Shepherd,Dr.I-orie 24
"ShoeShine"booth 179,182
Simpson,Allen 145-146,149,l5l
Singer,Dr.Margaret 22
Sirhan,Sirhan 3
Sislers(of Cathy)
Kelli Io 148,167
Kimmy 148,167
Slavetrade
andCIA 13
Sleep,food, and water deprivation
9 8 , 1 1 2 ,1 1 6
Small,SmallWorld, Disneydevelopedmind-control
program 177
Snufffrlm 205,219
Somcwherein Time 219
Specialforces-trainedrobotic soldiers
119
Spector,Arlen, mind-controlledslave
owner 116,176
Sperlberg,Steven 165
"Spin'programming113
St. Francisof AssisiChurchin
Muskegon,Michigan 87
264
andGuy VanderJagt84
StarWars 165
"StarWars" electromagnetic
mind119
controlequipment
StateFair in WestVirginia 113
StinupCay 140,142
StockholmSyndrome20
Stockyard 142
S t u n g u n1 1 4 ,1 1 8 ,1 3 1
"Superiorrace"of ProjectMonarch
slaves111.
mind-controlled
119
Jimmy 168
Swaggart,
SwissVilla ll9, 123,152
Tamarkin,Civia, PeopleMagazine
reporter 22
Tanis,Carol(Cathy'smother)81,
98,167
Templeof Set 198
Violent CrimesClaims
Tennessee
Commission24
TetonMountainsof Wyoming 97
Thaylen,FatherJames84
TheBirds 92
Therapyrulesfor deprogramming19
Dick 115-116,L20,
Thornburgh,
128,176
baseballfan 128
cocaineandpornography
distribution 128
MonarchProject/sports128
Thoughtreform 4
Throughthz Looking Glass 137
"Thrownfrom theFreedomtrain"
193
Time, to a mind-controlledslave 220
TinkerAir ForceBase 105, 117
covertoperations 107
"Tinkerwith time" 105
Tinker-belle 106
cage 106
conditioning 117
thememind manipulation106
Top secretpsychiatricexperiment
involvingbrain damage26
Torture chamber
"CharmSchool" 116
Traficant,Jim (Lurch) 116, I20, 128
"CharmSchool" 115
"Trained"mind-controlledslave 181
Tranquility drug 209
travel 105, 174
Trans-dimensional
Trauma 116
-basedbehaviormodification 4
Triangularglassdisplay
of perversionat BohemianGrove
17l
Triple bind lock in 175
Trudeau,Pierre 89, 108
bestialityfilms 91
loyalty to the Vatican 89
pedophile 90
TweedleDeeandTweedleDum 136137
"U.N.DERGROUND"
BohemianGrove 171
at Presidio
U.S. Army Reservation
198
U.S. criminalcovertactivities 145
U.S. Government
andCatholicChurch 94
CIA cocaineandheroin
distributionoPerationsand
mind-controlprojects 119
mind-controlresearchand
development109
mind-controlledslavesand
handlers168
sanctionedcocaineoperations 106
U.S.-Mexicanrelations 161
265
WhiteHousePornographer130
Uncles(of Cathy)
white Rabbit 21,6
Arthur"Bomber"Tanis 82
WhiteSandsMissileBase 2I3
Bob 82,87,97, 167
Whitley,Keith
Ted 82,86
murderof 180
UncleRonnie'sBedtimeStories 127
Witch'sface lI4
Unhypnosis 19
Wizardof Oz 84-85,91, 714,126,
UnionStation
223
murderof railroadtransient 101
themeprogramming92
Uniphayse 10,218
Tin Manprogramming 131
UnitedNations
Wonderland
Wafer 138,196
Catholiccoalition 192
grid 108,213
Woodpecker
UnitedTalent I12
WorldVision l7I,I87-79I
Vaginalmutilation 205,209
description 192
andByrd andAquino 111
Yale'sSkullandBones I52
Valenti.Jack 204
Van 90
YellowBrickRoad 95,97,99,147
Vandenburg,
Grandpa
VanderJagt,
Guy 85,87-91,94,96, YerkesPrimateCenter 9
Yoon,William 10,11
100,128,I57,I72,2I5
YouAre WhatYouRead
prostitution
to 84
programming 165,I88,202,
Intelligence
armof Jesuits
Vatican's
270
in MexicoandNicaragua 184
Youngstown,
Ohio"CharmSchool"
Vesbit,Father 97
ll5,127
Virtualreality II2
Zerilla,Jim 128
Vsual acuityandMPD/DID 83
VowofSilence 88,188
Walker,Jimmy LII,169
Waron Drugs 123
Warner-Robbins
Air ForceBase
r23.742
"Washthemindfreeof memory" 96
Washington,
D.C.NASA
programming
center 180
West,Jolyn
andCIA, ProjectMK-Ultra 22
WestMrginiaStateFair
prostitution
to Byrd II2
WestVirginia'sJesuitCollege
ByrdasHeadFriar 113
Whalesanddolphinsmind-control
theme I22
266
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