Joan Jacobs Brumberg: "Body Projects"yourb
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Joan Jacobs Brumberg: "Body Projects"yourb
Young women's normal anxietiel about their developing bodies have been at the core of muk*' ing srrategies since World War IL This 1990 advertisement Sass2, however, self-hate plays on in ordet to from CHAPTER FOUR femalt sell the Product. BoDY PnolECTs {,,{/ f( ts<* !\ 13 op} CTJ i\ r * \.,,l 'i'1,'.r,{: I ./'r '.r ) i'ud (Rr { Graffiri on the wall of a Cornell Universiry building in I995 suggests how problematic the bodi has become for young people in the past twenry years. ("Our Bodies, Ourselves" wu dp oprimis[ic slogan of an earlier generation.) In addition to the pressure for physical perfection, yorng *o*"r today must navigate a world where sexuality is both an oPtimum value and also a real and present dmger. i ii I J jj I il rj ri I J i I I ,l j il i] I f n the twentietl cenrury, the body has become rhe central per_ I sonal proiect of American girls. This prioriry makes girls roday I vasdy different from their Vcorian counrerparrs. Although girls in the past and present display many common developmenral characteristics-sudl as self-consciousness, sensitivity to peers, and an interest in establishing an independent identity-before the rwentieth century, girls simply did not organize their thinking about themselves around their bodies. Today, many young girls of their bodies-especially shape, size, tone-because they believe thar the body is the ulti- worry about the contours and muscle mate expression Archivcs, Phoros on p 9* @Jt) Permission of H. C. Griswold Colleaion, Photographic Louisville; (n2it) permission of Jcssica Fausty. ,$ of the self The body is a consuming projec for conremporary girls be, cause it provides an important means of self-definidon, a way to visibly announce who you are to the world. From a hisrorical per,spective, this particular form of adolescent expression is a relatively recent phenomenon. In the twentieth cl 7 century, adolescent rHE DODY pROIECT BODY pRoIECTS girls learned from their mothers, as well as from the larger culture, THr CrNruRy oF SvErrr that modern femininiry required some degree of exhibitionism.I By the 1920s, both fashion and filrn had encouraged a massive "unveiling" of the female body, which meanr that certain body parts-such as arms and legs-were bared and displayed in ways they had never been before. This new freedom to display the body was accompanied, however, by demanding beauty and dietary regimens that involved money as well as self-discipline. Beginning in the I920s, woment legs and underarms had to be smooth and free of body hair; the torso had to be sveke; and the breasrs were supposed to be small and firm. What American women did not realize at the time was that rheir stunnin g new freedom actually implied the need for greater internal control of the bodp an imperative that would intensi{, and become even more powerful by the end the twentieth century. of this cultural and psydrological change from exto internal control of the body lie in vast societal transfor- The ternal of seeds mations that characterized rhe moye from agrarian to industriai sociery, and from a religious to a secular world. Bur I want to bring the story closer to home and focus on some characteristic "body projects" that have absorbed the attention of adolescent girls since the beginning of the twentieth cenrurF. These projecrs demonstrate how the experience of living in an adolescent body is always shaped by the historical momenr. They also show how cul- tural pressures have accumulated, making American girls today, at the close of the twentieth century, more.anxious than ever about the size and shape of their bodies, as well as parricular body Parts.2 til\, r-. I i ii i:;:ir',?iIrirral g8 In the I920s, for the first time, teenage girls made systematic ef_ forts ro lower their weight by food ,.r,ii.rlo, and exercise. AI_ though advice on ,,slimming,, *d ,.reducing,, was usually directed at adult women, college and high school girls also diercd',In 1924, the Smith Colbge Wekl) printed a lemer from srudenrs warning about the newest craze on campus: ,.If preventive measures srrenuous dieting are not raken soon, Smirh College ngl.rrl will b."com. notorious not for sylphJike forms but for haggardfaces and dull lisdess eyes."3 Despite the rhreat of ill health, college girls in the I920s of wriring home happily about weight gain and abundant eating, f"mrl. coll"gi"rs irrd worked hard to become slender. Instead done in the I880s and Ig90s, young ", *o-"n at elite schools such smith debated the virtues of differenr diet prans and worried fiction for younger girls, such as Grace Harlow and Nancy Drew, now had a fat chrrict., rvho served as a humorous foil to the wellJiked, smart as abour gaining weight. popular serial protagonist, who was always slim.a The adolescent girls involved in rhe first American ,,slimming creze" were modvared by anew ideal of female beaury that begai to evolve around rhe turn of the century. In I90g, paul poirei, a Parisian designer, inrroduced a new silhouette thar replaced the voluptuous Vctorian hourglass, with its tiny waist and exagger_ ated hips. Instead, poirer! dresses shifred uir,r"l inr"r.st ro rhe legs. The new, fashionable figure was slender, IongJimbed, arrd relatively flar-chested. American rvomen of all ag"s donned the short, popular chemise dress that was rhe uniform of the ,,flapper" in the I920s. As rhey did so, they bade farewell ,o .orr"*, gs BODY PROIECTS THE tsODY PROIECT to diet' or internalize control shys, and Petticoats, and they began "the censet the stage for what one writer called of ,fr" bojy. Thi, tury of svelte."S weighed I50 pounds. seemed problematic This increase in in the 792Os, when size was natural, but a small, slender female body was considered highly desirable. Yvonne told her diary that she wanted to be "slim and sylph like," like her favorite film stars-or like the sophisticated women she saw in popular Trts SlIr'TMING oF YvoNNs BI-ur the ideal of slenderness The story of Yvonne Blue reveals how experience of American gids' Born was first irr.orporrt"d into the daughters in a Protestant in I91I, Yvonne was the eldest of three that surrounded fr-ily living in Hyde Park, an intellectual mecca ophthalmologist; th. Urriu.rJiry ol Chicago' Her 6ther was an a lirerary bent' Although the her mother *", ho*t'iaker with " enjoyed sedate pleasures suclBlues were teetotaling Baptists who as the full repertoire of golf and reading, their daughter tasted everithing from comics and novels' listened o iazz on the women's magazines to best-selling regularly' From- these radio, and went to the moving pictures University of Chicago as well as from her peers at the Ari.ri."., popular .,ltt""' 'ht1t"d sources, that a slender body was High School, Yvonne eventually learned central to female success' Blue had been unAs a girl of welve and thirteen' Yvonne She was bookish then' imaginaconcerned. about her aPPearance' to be a famous filled with litt'"ry ambitions' She wanted tive, and or travel the world as Peter author or the leader of a pirate gang' ho*"uer' these lively literary and Pan. By the time she was fif"""' a new self-consciousness' Bedramatic projects were temPered by underwent a growth spurt that tween thirteen and fifteen, Yvonne indres and her weight by over increased her height by almost six feet six inches tall and forty pounds, so that she was nearly five loo it zines and the rotogravure' The skimpy dresses and frenetic Charleston maga- of the "flapper" new may be a clich6, but the flapper image really did capture the emorional and social possibilities available to Yvonnet generation and to adolescent gids ever since' After World War I' many girls as cut loose from traditional moorings to church and community' well as from ties to rheir mothers and grandmothers. The adult such as the women who supervised single-sex grouPs in rhe I920s' Girl Scouts, began to note a decline in membership and interest' which they attributed to all of the new entertainment options In addition to new experiences with radio rode in auand movies, adolescent girls went about unchaperoned' tomobiles, and talked on the telephone, all of which increased open to young women.6 mobility and autonomy' But as young women became more inde- and more knowledgeable about the arworld, their self-esteem began to have more to do with external character or tributes than with inner qualities, such as strength of pendent of their rnothers spirit. Since movies, magaziries' and department ,tor., in the I920s all gave primacy to a woman's visual image' about their apeven young teenagers like Yvonne began to worry to their bodies pearance i., *ry, that required increased attention genetosity of and made the bodY into a Project'7 Like most girls of the period, Yvonne! career as a flapper and had my began with a haircut. "Yesterday I went to the barber's longer"' she hair shingle bobbed cut in a bob just like a boy's only and wrote in 1923, theyear she entered high school' For Yvonne THE BODY PROIECT tsoDY pRoIECTS her friends, the bob was an important symbol. In the nineteenth which to lose thirry pounds_bur I,ll do it_or die in the ar_ tempt." To that end, she sent away for a booklet called ,,How to century, hair was considered a woman's crowning glorp and the more the better. Most girls grew their hair long so that piled on top of the head as a declaration it could be Reduce: New Waisdines of maturity, and they nelly, the beaury ediror sewing, and talking while they dried and brushed their hair. These rituals-like the sewing and reading they accompanied--{isappeared once the bob became the of the day. Short hair did not reguire the same kind of labor, and it visually separated the young from the old. In addition, it symbolized a new attitude toward the female body-an attitude that proclaimed greater freedom but also required new internal constraints, one of which was controlling food intake. As Yvonne became more self-absorbed (which is not unusual order inanadolescent),sheaIsobecamemoredissatisfiedwiththeway she1ooked.Atfifteen,socia1eventsthatshouldhavebeenfunbe. came worrisome because she felt so large and ungainly. When she to a special luncheon for talented young poets in the I Chicago area, Yvonne dreaded going because she had to wear a i "screaming red dress" that she tlought made her look like a "trick i elephant." One particularly miserable day, she called herself a ,, "fat, crude, uncouth misunderstood beast" and wallowed in the I idea that she was a pariah at school. Like many girls in de Beaui voir's "difficult patch," Yvonne was dramatic and prone to exag- :t geration: "I wonder if anyone in the world has ever hated herself ,i as I hate myself?" i What was new and modern about Yvonne's adolescent angst was invited was that she focused on weight loss as a solution to her problems. As a result, she began to "slim," in the summet of 7926, when she was fifteen. "I'm so tired of being fat!" she wrote. "I'm going back to school weighing II9 pounds-l 5u7sx1 it. Three months in at the Chkago Tribune, and she S.g* . count calories, a relatiyely new concept in the I92Or. Altf,orgh had a fullJength mirror, the Blues, Iike most middle_class the families in rhe I920s, did not own a scale, so yvonne began rak_ ing trips to the drugsrore, or the gymnasium ar rhe UnivJrsiry of Chicago to weigh herself8 On some days, yvonne wrote down ever;rthing she ate; on . spent long hours with their mothers and sisters reading aloud, intimate, intergenerational grooming for Old,,, wrimen by Antoinette Don_ others, she "forgot." Sometimes she noted .p..id1"*ptarions, such as ice cream or fried chicken. One summer evening, to avoid eating, she refused to enter a restaurant wirh her A_i]y and sat outside in t,e car while everyone else went inside, There were a number of unpleasent struggles with her concerned parents, who did not approve of adolescent diedng and thought rfr. fr"i"i yrr, fins "Mother and Daddy rrr"k" *" ,o ,,Th"y -rdl,,1h" wrore, make me eat femphasis in original]. Last night I dropped mosr ; my meal in my lap and rolled it in my.r"pki., *afta it to Tar Baby frhe dog] Iater.,, Although the Chimgo Tribunereducing plan recommended I,200-I,500 calories a day, along with a pr;g;rrn of exercise, Yvonne was so enthusiasric and imparient ;ha; she keep her daily food intake down to 50 calories, allowing :ad_t: herself only lettuce, carrots, celery,tea, and consomm6. .,No cake or pie or ice cream or cookies or candy or nuts or fruits or bread or Potatoes or meats or anl.thing,', she wrote unhappily. At one point, she became fainr and her mother insisted that sie ,.mair, ,t home on the chaise, drinking cocoa and eating fruit to restore her energy. Yvonne's flamboyant diedng angered her parenrs, who had lit_ in seeing her lose *.ight. Altllorgh rhey were progres_ . interest de i l il i I I l ,1 ,4 ,i l fl sl , ],i{ r;I \J a ir^ toL ro1 .;'{ # L y.fl THE BODY pROIECT BODY pROIECTS for the r920s, they held ro rhe traditional vcrorian idea that weight loss was not particularly healthy or attractive in a growing girl. Yvonne and her friends had a very different idea, however, and they alked incessantly about "slimming.,, One of sive people Yvonne's best friends, Mactie Van Ness, decided to join yvonne in her diet even though she herself was nor at all large. Togerher, they made dieting inro a game and a comperition. Mattie wrore ro Yvonne from her family vacation tlat summer: ,,I had a dream with you in it. You wore a lumberjack blouse and a checked skirt, and you were so thin I nearly died of envy. I am terribly fat.,, Weight was so often a subject of conversation in sclool that Yvonne developed a savq/ response to the familiar question, How much do you weigh?: "I always ask people ro guess my weight when they inquire it and I always give them as small a sum as they'll swallow." By watching her sweets and denying herself all carbohydrates and most meat, Yvonne reduced her weight m about I25 pounds, which made her feel triumphant on her return to school for her senior year, in September of 1926. Iuacs Is IprNrrr:y Yvonne Blue's body project feels modern because it reflects a deep faith in the power of personai image, as well as the excitement and potential of a "makeover," By changing rhe configuration of her bodp she hoped to creare a new image for herself that would win popularity and sratus at scfiool. Like many orlers who grew up in the I920s, Yvonne was gready concerned about ',image.,, This was a reflection of the world in whicl she came to maturity. Even an ordinary girl without Yvonnei lirerary imagination could re(/ ro4 create herself to in a number of difGrenr ways. Every time she went a movie, opened amagazine, entered a deparrrnent store dress_ ing room, or changed her lipsticJ<, she could iry o., a new identity. Because ir was no longer considered sinful or shallow ,o ."r. ,lo much about how you looked, girls talked among themselves about how to improve or change rheir hair, face, and figure. In her bed_ room, Yvonne obsessed with Mattie about the ways in which Betty Bronson, a favorite film star, changed her Iooks in order to play different roles, and rhat moder rr"yla with both of them as they proceeded through high school. Yvonne re-creared herself in a number the course of of different ways over the nexr few years. Only a few months before her sixteenth birthday, she did something that is characterisric of modern girls: she deliberately changed ier handwriting. This kind of self-conscious rransformation oi h*d*riting did nor occur in girls' diaries until the rg2os,when girrs learned from popurar curture how flexible personal image could be. yvonne,s new hand_ writing was exrremely artificiar and sryrized. It did not sranr to the right, according ro the palmer Merhod taught in grade school; certain lefters were executed in crear defiance of th.*rures of .rpitalization; and there was an eclectic mixture of cursive *ritirrg and printing. By altering her image on the page as well as in the flesh, Yvonne hoped to convey that she *", .rrr.rr,."l and talented, instead of ordinary arld boring. (In the I9S0s, lng my handwriting so rhat I would f remember chang_ appear more mature and fem_ inine. Because Joni James was a popular vocalist then, I began spelling my first name the way she did, domi.rg the i wich a litde circle and making my letters as round as possible.)e Yyonne devoced even more attention her image at the Universiry man in 1927. Nthough of Chicago to the construction of where she became a fresh_ she lived at home with her parenrs, col_ THE BODY pROIECT BODY pROIECTS lege represented a new social world that was exciting but also sion to announce her maruriry (and her intenrions) to the world. frightening. The night before she entered college, she wrote opri- On her own, without the advice of her morher, she went to a downtown Chicago department srore and boughr a tight, clay_ mistically that tomorrow "will be the mosr importanr day life so far." But within days Yvonne was feeling ill at adequate because of the social pressures of my ease and in- associated with Freshman Week and rushing a sorority. She feared that she would be un- popular again in college, as she thought she had been in high "I colored, crepe de chine dress that dung ro the figure *J"...rrru_ ated her lower torso and breasts. This was an important purchase ,,im_ for a young woman who thought so much about ,,types,, and ages" and also wanted ro display ',sex appeal,,, a quality she had am miserable," she wrote, "because Helen [a high school friend] is being rushed for two sororities and I am not. I read about in woment magazines and popular advice books. (She dont want to go to 1ls sysng5-lheyie all bridge suppers or dances-[but] it's the principle of the thing. Evidently our high school records precede us. Itt not fair and I resent it." In this difficult moment of transition, Yvonne paid close at- Afair.)'o Yvorrr" rcalizedthat her new silk dress was ,"u.rl_ ing. In her diary, she wrote with no embarrassmenr thar ,,fit it like school. tention to her figure, her hait and her clothes. Eventually, she was invited to join the Acoth Club, and she was sufficiently impressed of her sororiry sisters to write about them in her "[They] talked of nothing but boys, smoked incessantly, diary: and scattered 'O -y GodsJ' quite liberally through their conversaby the behavior tion." lJnder their tutelage, she took up cigarettes, cut her hair in the most severe bob possible, and began to dress only in black. Two months into her freshman year, Yvonne wrote: "I have iost sincerity and become a cynic. My yp. is now sophisdcated, bored, blas6 and it is going over well on campus." But a year later she was cultivating a different persona, and cast herself as a "smart Northshore society girl," the clubby kind, who traveled around in Whippet roadster. Over the course of her college career, Yvonne Blue a yellow changed her image as regularly as students change classes at the beginning of each term. She also began to actually took prolific nores on Doris Langley Moore,s hchntquu tbe on rhe wall," and she reported gleefully what the sales_ woman said when she came out of the dressing room ro model it: paper "When you are young you should show every bump.,, Yvonnet crepe de chine actually revealed more rJran her slim, grown-up body. The slinky new dress was a symbol of rhe ways in which culture and fashion in rhe I920s had begun to blur rhedis- tinction between rhe privare and the public selfl Only ftfq, years before, Yvonnei display a of flesh would have been unthinkable for of her class and background, and the words of the salesin Chicago would have made no sense. But by 1930, the woman woman year Yvonne purchased the crepe de chine, even nice middle-class girls understood that rheir bodies were in some ways a public proj_ ect.In fact, girls like Yvonne intuited that modern femininiry required some degree of exhibitionism or, at least, a willingness to display oneself as a decorative object. This sensibility has made girls in the "century of sveke" extremely vulnerable to cukural messages about dieting and parricular body parrs. demonstrate a lively interest in of time thinking about ways to attract them. At age eighteen, she chose a familiar form of expresyoung men, and spent a good deal av" ro6 oJ Love to7 THE tsODY pROIECT BODY pRoIECTS Bnsesr Buos AND THE "TRAINTNG" BRA trn every generation, small swellings around the nipples have an- nounced the arrival of puberry. This development, known clinically as "breast buds," occurs before menarche and almost always provokes wonder and self-scrutiny. "I began to examine myself carefullp to search my armpits for hairs and my breasrs for signs of swelling," wrote Kate Simon about coming of age in the Bronx at the time of World War L Although Simon was "horrified" by the rapidity wirh which her chest developed, many girls, both in literature and real life, long for this important mark of maturity. In Jamaica Kincaid's ficdonal memoir of growing up in Anrigua, the main character regarded her breasts as "treasured shrubs, needing only the proper combination of water and sun- Annie John, light to make them flourish," In order ro ger rheir breasts to grow, Annie and her best friend, Gwen, lay in a pasrure exposing their small bosoms to the moonlight.Il Breasts are particularly important to girls in cultures or rime periods that give powerful meaning or visual significance ro rhar part of the body. Throughour history, different body parrs have been eroticized in art, Iiterarure, photography, and film. fn some of female sexuality.Iz But breasts were the particular preoccupation of Americans in the years after World War II, when voluptuous stars, eras, the ankle or upper arm was the ultimate sratement such as Jayne Mansfield, Jane Russell, and Marilp Monroe, were popular box-office attractions. The mammary fixation of the I950s extended beyond movie srars and shaped the experience of adolescents of both genders. In that era, boys seemed to prefer girls who were "busty," and American girls began to worry about breast size as well as about weight This elaboration of the ideal of beaucy raised expecrarions abour what adolescent girrs shourd look like. It also required them ro put even more energy and re_ sources into rheir body projecs, beginning an .arlier ag". "t The story of how this happened is inrertwined wirh rhe his_ tory of the bra, an undergarment that carr rate from the corser, in the early of twelve or thirteen typically wore a one_piece ,,waist,, or camisole that had no cuPs or darts in front. As her breasts developed, she moved into different styles of rhe ,"_. grr_.rr,, twencierh:*Jil;;, il;; br.r, these had more construcdon, such as stitching, tucks, and bones, that would accenruate the smallness of her waist and shape the rhose days, before the arrival of the brassiere, there were no "cups." The bosom rryas worn low; there *", nbrolrt"fr no interest in uplift, and not a hint bosom. In of cleavage.rr The French wordbrassiire,which actually means an infant,s dergarment or harness, was used in Vryuer, un_ ."rly as I9O7.In the Unired Srares, the first boneless b* to I."u. the midriff bare was developed in I9I3 by Mary phelps Jacobs, a New york Ciry debutanre. Under the name Caresse'C-rbp made Jacobs marketed a bra of two French lace handker.hi.f, suspended from shoulders. Many young women BIue, bought their in the r9z0s, such rhe as yvonne first bras in order to achieve the kind of slim, boyrsh figure thar rhe characterisdc chemise (or flapper) dr.r, ,._ quired. The first bras were designed simply ,o fl*r"rr, but they were superseded by others intended to shape and control the breasrs. Our current cup sizes (A, B, C, and D), as well as the idea of circular stitching to enhance the roundness of the breast, emerged in the I930s. Adult women, not adolescents, were the first market for bras. Sexually maturing girls simply moved into adult_size bras when rhey were ready-2nd if their parents had the money. Many women and u $ ro8 log :i fr ]t $ at girls in the early twentieth century still made their own underwear home, and some read the advertisemenB for bras with real longing' to develop breasts in the I930s, Malvis Helmi' a midwestern farm girl, remembered feeling embarrassed whenever When she began she wore an old surnmer di*i.y that pulled and gaped across her ex- panding chest. As a result, she spoke to her mother, considered the brassieres in the Sears, Roebucl< catalog, and decided to purc'hase two for fwenty-fiYe cents. HoweYer, when her hardworking father "ouf kind of saw rl,re order form, he vetoed the idea and declared, Although people cant afford to spend money on sudr nonsense'" made her a makeshift bra, Malvis vowed that someday she would have srore-bought brassieres. Home economics teac-hers in the interwar years tried to get high school girls to make their own h.. -oth., underwear because it saved money, but the idea never caught on once mass-produced bras became widely available'Ia The transition from homemade to mass-Produced bras was critical in how adolescent girls thought about their breasts' In genit eral, mass-produced clothing fostered autonomy in girls because took matters of style and taste outside the dominion of the mother, who had traditionally made and supervised a girlt had anwardrobe. But in the case of brassieres, buying probably other effect. So long as clothing was made at home' the dimensions of the garment could be adjusted to the particular body intended to wear it. But with store-bought clothes' the body had to fit instantaneously into standard sizes that were constructed from a pattern representing a norm' When clothing failed to fit the body, particularly a Part as intimate as the breasts' young women were aPt co perceive that there was something wrong with their bodies. In this way' mass-Produced bras in standard cup selfsizes probably increased, rarher than diminished, adolescent consciousness about the breasts.Is o 5- ll('l'\' I'l(('lI( l"()l)Y l'}K()ll.('I Illl Until tlie I950s, the budding II' breasrs of American girls received no special attention from either bra manufacturers, doc- tors, or parents. Girls generally wore undershirts until they were sufficiently developed to fill an adult-size bra. Morhers and daughterc traditionally handled this transformarion in private, at home. But in the gyms and locl<er rooms schools, girls began wear a bra. Many of to look around ro of postwar junior high see who did and did not these girls had begun mensrruaring and de- veloping earlier than their mothers had, and this visual informa- tion was very powerful. In some circles, rhe abiliry ro wear and filt a bra was cenftal to an adolescent girl's status and sense of self, "I have a figure problem," a fourteen-year-old wrote 1952: " All of my friends are to Snenteen in tall and shapely while my figure still remains up-and-down. Can you advise me?"16 In an interest of full-breasted women, from all quarters: girls who era distinguished by its worship in adolescent breasts came wanted bras ac an earlier age than ever before; mothers who believed that they should help a daughrer acquire a "good" figure; doctors who valued maternity over all other female roles; and mer- profits in convincing girls and their parenrs All of this interest coalesced in the I950s to make the brassiere as critical as the sanitary napkin in making a girl's transition into adultchandisers who saw that adolescent breasts needed to be tended in special ways. hood both modern and successful. The old idea that brassieres were frivolous or unnecessary for young girls was replaced by a national discussion about their med- "My daughter who is well develto wear a bra," wrote a mother in ical and psychological benefits. not yet twelve wants Massad'rusetts to TodEI Heabh in 195I. 'I want her ro wear an undervest instead because I think it is befter nor to have anything binding. What do you think about a preadolescent girl wearing a oped but BODY pROIECTS THE BODY pRolECT bra?" That same year a reader from Wilmington, Delaware, asked Swenteen: "should a girl of fourteen wear a bra? There are some older women who insist we dont need them." The editort arswer was an unequivocal endorsement of earh bras: "Just as soon as your breasts begin to show signs of development, you should start wearing a bra."17 By the early I950s, "training" or "beginner" bras were available in AAA and M sizes for girls whose chests ography of the adolescenr busdine was to have the girl stand sidein a darkened room against a wall covered with white paper. By shining a bright light on her and having her throw out her chesr ways at a provocative angle, a mother could trace a silhouette that indicated the actuai shape of her daughtert bosom. By placing a pen- were essenrially flat but who wanred a bra nonetheless. Along with acne creams, adyertisements for these brassieres were standard fare cil under her armpit, and folding the arm that held ir across rhe waist, mothers could also determine if their daughrert nipples were in the right place. On a healthy breasr, che nipple was supposed to be at least halfway above the midway poinr berween the in magazines for girls' location Physicians provided a medical rationale for purchasing bras earll In 1952, inan article in Parents'Magazire, physician Frank H' Crowell endorsed bras for young girls and spelled out a theory and program of teenage breasr management. "Unlike other organs such as the stomach and intestines which have ligamenh that act the as guywires or slings to hold them in place," Crowell claimed' breast was simply "a growrl developed from the skin and held up only by the skin." An adolescent girl needed a bra in order to ptevent sagging breasts, stretcled blood vessels, and poor circulation' all of which would creare problems in nursing her future children. of the pencil and rhe hollow Breasts were actually only one part of rhe elbow. of a larger body projecr en- couraged by the foundation garment industry in postwar America. In this era, both physicians and enffepreneurs promoted a general philosophy of "junior figure conrrol." Companies such as Warners, Maidenform, Formfit, Belle Mode, and Perfect Form (as well as popular magazines like Gol Housekuping) all encouraged the idea that young women needed both lightweight girdles and bras to "start the figure off to a beautiful future."Ie of "support" was aided and abeffed by new materials-such as nylon netting and two-way strercl-r fabricsdeveloped during the war but applied afterward ro woment The concept In addition, a "dropped" breast was "not so attractive," Crowell said, so it was important to get adolescents into bras early' before underwear. By the early 1950s, a reenergized corset and brassiere their breasts began to ,ag.I8 The "training" that industry was poised for extraordinary profits. a training bra was accomplish was the first step toward motherhood and a sexually alluring figure, as it was defined in the I950s' In rhe interest of both beaury and health, mothers in tlle I950s supposed to were encouraged to check their daughters' breasts regularly to see they were developing propedy. This was not just a matter if of a quick look and a word of reassurance. Instead, Crowell and others suggested systematic scrutiny as often as every three months to see if the breasts were positioned correctly. One way to d-rart the ge- If "junior figure con- trol" became the ideal among the nationi mothers and daughters, it would open up sales of bras and girdles to the largest generation of adolescents in American history, the so-called baby boomers. Once again, as in the case of menstruation and acne, the bodies of adolescent girls had the potential to deliver considerable profit. There was virtually no resistance to the idea that American girls should wear bras and girdles in adolescence. Regardless of whether a girl was thin or heavy, "junior figure control" was in order, and that tt7 llll. l)()l)Y l)NUlt-t. BODY pROIECTS I phrase became a pervasive sales mantra. "Even slim youthfi'rl figures will require foundation i957. In both Saxnteen assistance," advised Wmm\ War Daill n and Compan,the two most PoPular magazines group high school girls were urged to purchase special foundation garments sudr as "Bobbie" bras and girdles by Formfit and "Adagio" by Maidenform that were "teen-proportioned" and for the age designed, allegedly, with the help of adolescent consultans' The bras were available in pasrcl colors in a variety of special sizes, start- gested in the sportswear and barhing suir secrions.2l In home economics thousands ure Forum classes, and also at the local women,s club, of American girls and Facx saw informational films such as Frg- About Your Figure, made by the warner Brassiere Company in the I950s. Films like these srressed the need for ap- them especially feminine. In addition to holding up stockings, girdles were intended ro flanen rhe tummy and also provide light, but firm, control for hips and butcod<s. The advertisements for "Bob- propriate foundation garmenrs in yourh and provided girls with scientific principles for selecdng rhem. They also raughr young bie," in particular, suggested good things about gids who controlled most their flesh in this way: they were pretty, had lots of friends, and drank Coca-Cola. As adults, they would have good figures and happy fu- dle-class girls and their mothers embraced the code developed aggressive educational Programs designed to spread the gospel of "junior figure control." In order to make young women "foundation conscious," Shillito's, a leading Cincinnati department store, tried to persuade girls and their mothers of the importance of having a professional fitting of the first bra' Throu$ local newspaper advertisements, and also Programs in home economics classes, Shillitot buyer, Edith Blincoe, promoted the idea that the purc_hase of bras and girdles required special expertise, which only department srores could provide. (Swenteen echoed her "pretidea and advised a "trained fitter" for girls who wanted a tier" bosom and a "smoother" figure.) Blincoe acknowledged that teenage girls were abeady "IOOyo bra conscious," and she hoped girdles' In order to to develop the same level of attention to PanrI attract junior customers and get them to try on both items' \i' mothers shopped. Strapless bras were suggested on cards in the dress and formal wear departments; Iighrweight girdles were sug- ing with AAA, and they were decorated with lace and ribbon to make tures because they had chosen correct underwear in their youth'2o By the mid-I950s, department stores and specialty shops had ,D had the corset department place advertising cards on the wans of dressing rooms in sections of the store where teenagers and their she women how to bend over and lean into their bras, a maneuver that of us learned early and still do automatically.22 Mosr midof "junior fig- control" and spent time and money in pursuit of the correct garments. Before a school dance in 1957, GloriaJames, a sixreenyear-old African-American girl, wrote in her diary: "Mommy and I rushed to Perth Amboy [New Jersey] ro get me some slacks, bras and a girdle. I donr even know how to ger ir [the girdle] on.',23 In the posrwar world, the budding adolescent body was big ure business. Trade publications, such as Women's War Dail2, gave special attention to sales strategies and trends in markering to girls. In their reports from Cincinnati, Adanta, and Houston, one thing was clear: wherever American girls purchased bras, they wanted to be fteated as grown-ups, even cup.2a In if they wore only a AAA or AA Aclanm, ar the Redwood Corser and Lingerie Shop owner Sally Blye and her staff spoke persuasively ro young cus, tomers about the importance of "uplift" in order "not to break And at Houston's popular Teen Age Shop specially trained salesgids allowed young customers to look rhrough I'the brassieres on their own, and then encouraged them to try on muscle tissue." ttl THE DODY PROIECT BODY pRoIECTS items in the dressing room without their mothers. Although many girls were shy at first, by the age of fourteen and fifteen most had a"{at hog" after eating too much candy, her diary reporrage was principally about the bosoms, rather rhan the waisrlines, she saw ar school. Those who had ample bosoms lost their initial self-consciousness. "They take the merchandise and go right in [to the dressing room]," Blincoe said about her teenage clientele. Girls who could not be reached by store or school programs could send away to the Belle Mode Brassiere Company for free booklets about "junior figure control" with titles such as "The Modern Miss-Misfit or Miss Fit" and "How to Be Perfecdy Charming." L the effort to help girls focus on their figures, Formfit, maker of the popular "Bobbies," offered a free purse-size booklet on calorie counting.2s Given all this attention, it's not surprising that bras and breasts were a source of concern in adolescents' diaries written in the I950s. Sandra Rubin got h", first bra in I95I, when she was a twelve-year-old in Cleveland, but she did not try it on in a department store. Instead, her mother bought het a"braziere" while she was away on a trip and sent it home. "It's very fancy," Sandra wrote. "I almost diedl I ran right upstairs to Put it on." When she moved to New Yotk Ciry that Septembet and entered Roosevelt ]unior High School, Sandra got involved with a clique of seven girls who called themselves the "78s," Their name was not about their homeroom; it was about the cup size they wanted to be. "Flat, Flatl The air vibrates with that narne as my friends and I walk bp" Sandra wrote in a humorous but self-deprecating manner. By the dme she was sixteen, Sandra had dgveloped amply, so that her breasts became a source of pride. One night she had an intimate conversation with a male friend about the issue of chests: "We talked about flat-chested women (of whicfi, he pointed out, I a certainly am not [one])."26 Breasts, not weight, were the primary point of called herself seemed to travel through the hallways from the perspective of chested. "Busty" girls made desirabre friends because they seemed sophisticated, and they amraced boys. In December I959, when she planned a Friday-night pajama party, thirteen_year_old Ruth ,.gorgeous,, Teischman made a courageous move by inviting the Roslyn, a girl whom she wrore about frequently bur rrr"lly orly worshiped from afar. After a night of giggling and eating *irt h., junior high school friends, Ruth revealed in her diary the source of Roslyn's power and beauty: "Roslyn is very big. (Bust of course.) I am very flat. I wish I would get bigger fast.,,27 Many girls in the I950s perused the ads, usually in the back of womens magazines, for exercise programs and creams guaranteed to make their breasts grow, allegedly in short order.28 The lament develop my of rhe flat-chested girl-,,I musr, I must, f musr bust"-was on many private hit parades in the I950s. There was a special intensiry about breasts because of the attitudes of doctors, mothers, and advertisers, all of whom considered breast development critical to aduk female identity and Although "junior figure control,, increased pressure on the entire body, and many girls wore waist cinchers as well as gir_ dles, it was anxiety about breasts, more than any oth.r body part, that characterized adolescent experience in these years. As a resurt, thousands, if nor millions, of girls in early adolescence jumped the gun and bought "rraining bras,, ar rhe first sight of br.art buds, or they bought padded bras to disguise their perceived in_ success. comparison adequacy. among high school girls in the I950s. Although Sandra Rubin regardless ,,5 in a veritable state of grace, at least girls who considered themselves flat_ In the I950s, the bra was validated as a rite of passage: of whether a girl was voluptuous or flat, ,h" *n, Iik.ly tt7 }ld llll l'l rrll' l',,,1,' to purchase her first bra at an earlier lir)1,\ I age than had her mother. This precocity was due, in part, to biology, but it was also a expect to make bras for their daughters the way earlier generations had made their own sanitary napkins. bras were a boon to the foundation garment industry, but they also meant that girls' bodies were sexualized earlier. In contemporary America, girls of nine or ten are shepherded from undershirts into little underwear sets that come with tops that are proto-brassieres. Although this may seem innocuous arrd natural, it is not the same as little giris "dressing up" in their mother's clothing. In our culture, traditional distinctions between adult clothing and juvenile clothing have narrowed considerably, so that mature women dress "down," in the garments of kids, just as often as lit- tle girls dress "up."2e While the age homogeneity of the contemporary wardrobe helps adult women feel less matronly, dressing little girls in adult clothing can have an insidious side effect. Because a bra shapes the breasts in accordance with fashion, it acts very much like an interpreter, translating functional anatomy into a little girls in brassieres or bikinis, we imply adult behaviors and, unwittingly, we mark them as sexual objects. The training bras of the I950s loom large sexual or erotic vocabulary. When we dress in the history of adolescent girls because they foreshadowed the ways in which the nation's entrepreneurs would accornmodate, and also encourage, precocious sexuality. DrrrrNc: Tns CoNsTANT Vrcrr result of entrepreneurial interests aided and abetted by medical concern. By the 1950s, American sociery was so consumer-oriented that there were hrtdly any families, even among the poor, who would taining 1,1.;rrllr l,r As we near the end of the ,,century of svelte,,, the body projects of middle-class American girls are more habitu"l ,r,d irri"rrr. .hr, rhey were in either the I920s or the I950s. Although yvonne Blue's experience feels familiar, dieting was different in the r92os what ir is today. In the firrt pln.", yvonne was fifreen years [o1 old when she started to diet, instead of nine or ren, the age of many conremporary giris when they begin ro monitor th.ir np_ petire. In addidon, yvonne,s efforrs ,o ,"du.. were regarded as in- appropriate by her parents, who neyer made any accommodarion to help her, such as purchasing special foods. yvonne,s dieting was confined to a single summer, and her standard of slenderness was not as exrreme as today,s. In I995, middle_class white girls define perfection as five feer seven inches rall and I I0 pounds]and many work long hours at exercise and body sculpting in the body of rheir dreams. Although order to achieve some srudies suggest that African-American girls are more relaxed about and *o.. ,...prof different body types, this may well be a function of eco_ nomic status rather than cultural ing differences. Exence, that caters a magazine to middle-class African_American women, regularly -a runs_ srories on body_size anxiety and eating disorders, fact which suggests that conventional ,,white,,standards become more relevant among women of color as affluence increases.3o In the I920s, dieting was a fashionable game for yvonne and her girlfriends; it was nor a way of life as it is for middle_class women and girls at the close of the twentieth century. Ever since the I960s, adolescent diaries repeat, oyer and over, the same con_ ,,I,ve cern: "I've been eating Iike ,,1 a must starve myself rr6 -a ffilfilif ,; ,llriiii:llii pig,,, got to lose weight,,, or " This preoccupation is persistent rather than THE BODY PROIECI episodic; it characterizes girls, regardless of BODY pROIECTS the teen years of most middle-class it underlies their struggles with self- race; and 1968, 72O pounds." identity, peer relationships, and even educational and occupational choices. When seventeen-year-old Heather Ellis was faced with choosing a college in the late I980s, the New Jersey teenager great for once." But by the beginning factored her dieting into that important decision. Afrer she heard her relationship to her diary: "I've been hiding from rhis book be- that one of her choices, Mount Holyoke, had good food, she wrote, "[That is] a drawback since I want to lose weight not gain any."31 American girls are on guard constantly against gaining weight, and, as a result, appetite control is a major feature cent experience. "I'm too ugly. I'm too fat. of their adoles* I have a crummy per- sonality," wroce Carol Merano, a sixteen-year-old at Westport High School in Connecticut in the late I960s. Carol was five feet four inches tall and weighed I20 pounds. She had an ample supply of close girlfriends, dates with boys, a good school record, and artistic hlent, but her self-esteem was surprisingly dependent on back to cult of fitness and exercise took hold in the I970s and 1980s, of the New year, Carol was I20 again-unhappy and signing herself "Fatryl'Almost everything in Carol's world was conditioned by what she ate, even I haven't stud< to my diel"32 Like so many other girls in lare*rwenrieth-cenrury America, Carol Merano felt good only when she fek thin. In the hope of cause getting to II0 pounds, her desired weight, she watched herself like a hawk, restricted calories, and uied to avoid family meals. For a few months, she ate only Carnation Instanr Breakfast for supper. Although her morler disliked this kind of behavior because it meant that Carol did not parricipare in the family's not make Carol srop. No one in Wesrport wanted a fat daughrer, and diedng seemed to be a normal part of evening meal, she did teenage life. the numbers she saw on the bathroom scale. Before the current of time thinking about the psycholas the conrent of differenr foods and their Carol spent a great deal ogy of eating, as well weight was the primary concern, more than a lean, toned body. effects on her body. In her diary she made nutritional pronounce- Carol did not iog with her friends, "work out" at a health club, or do aerobics. Thirry years ago, counting calories and skipping ments that reflected dieting wisdom in the lare I960s. "No carbohydrates or fats. That's ir. Norhing more, norhing less." One meals were still the primary routes to weight reduction among adolescent girls. Throughout high school and in her freshman year et George Washington Universiry Carol weighed herself at least once a day and tried all kinds of diets, including the Harper\ Bazaar 9-Day Diet, the Doctor's Q"id< Weight Loss Diet, and the Air Force Salad Diet. Carol's emotional life was grounded in the success or failure of these efforts. When she did not lose weight, she berated herself and her mood plummeted: "I'm very depressed tonight. --S I'm A month later, in November she was on top of the world: "I weigh II2. Everyrhing is Same reason: to 117 pounds, she vowed: "No of hunger will drive me ro eat until supper time lemphasis in original] when I will eat tons and rons of vegetables and whatever else is non-fatty." Despite her low-cal eating, Carol evening, when her weight was up great amount sometimes lost control of her apperire, and rhis led her to ciga- rettes, which she considered an effective appetite suppressant. "I've really gone off my diet," she explained, "because I didnt have AIl of this attention ro weight and food meant that Carol watched her body very carefully, complainany cigarettes which is agony." llll |,r,lrr ltlr{)ll( 15()l)Y l' l(()l l-t' l l' I ing about constipation and bloating at certain times of the month. Whenever she felt that her stomach was "out a mile," she gave herself an enema, something she considered "gross," but which also made her feel"very thin," and that made her happy. hit I20 pounds and Carol asked herself, "Why do I As a frcshman, at a point when her weight she felt like a "stuffed sausage," want to be thin?" Her initial answer had many layers: "So I will fit or the top of that range. By rhe dme she was twenty, the energy this to wear on her. Although Carol did not dieting, she began to think about what a relief it would be if she coul<i only "stop rhinking about it." In effect, she admitvigilance required began swear off ted her own emotional addicdon to weight and appetite control. Few adolescent girls at the end able to stop of the twenrieth cenrury are thinking about "ir." Instead of relaxing rhe imperative in my clothes. To show up Penny [a close friend]. To be the skinni- to lose weight and be thin, the pressure to conrrol the body fdormitory] room. So I will be a changed and better Person ourwardly-to fit my inner self " But then she stopped to consider her lisn "That's bull shit. I just want to be thin so I can stop been ratc.heted upward by an even more demanding cultural ideal: a est person in my to II4 pounds, she was still consumed by the same nagging issue. "All I've been thinking about lately is how I look. Thatt because I look prery bad. thinking about it." Yer even when Carol was down has lean, taut, female body with visible musculature. This particular feminine icon-epitom ized by Jane Fonda, Madonna, and the new Oprah-requires even more atcention, work, and control than the drin body desired by Carol Merano. In this aesrheric, the traditional softness of of roning, to the velvet rhe female body is devalued in favor of As soon as I look half-way decent again, I wont have to worry about it so Goddam much," she wrote. Looking "half-way decent" meant muscles, and strengrh. Instead losing weight, and the persistence of that perceived need made Carol's appetite control essendal to her sense of well-being. mehl and building material. At any given time of the day or night in the United Stares, a sizable number of young women, as well as young men, are working out, trying to acl-rieve "buns" and "abs" of steel, or legs and arms of iron. Companies like Procter & Gamble, maker of Secrer deodorant, have developed special "feminine" products to aid young women in the pursuit of a "hard" body. Advertisers porrraF young women in Although weight and dieting were cenffal preoccuPations in Carol Merano's adolescence, she did not have either anorexia nervosa or bulimia, two colrunon eating disorders that afflict contemporary girls in increasing numbers. Instead, Carol suffered from what psychologist Judith Rodin, president of the University of Pennsylvania, dubbed the "normative obsession" of American *o*"r,.t' Just like millions of other women and girls in the late twentieth century, this suburban Connecticut ceenager was sufficiently {ear{uL of fat to become a restrictive sx1g1-g}rag is, someone who habitually monitors food consumption. Because of her vigilance, between the ages of sixteen and nineteen Carol kept her poetic tributes breast or the silken thigh, we give our highest praise to body parrs whose textures suggest athletic poses, making a connection between a lean body and their particular product. Today, mosr adolescenr girls control their bodies from within, through diet and exercise, rarher than externallp with corsets or girdles. Fashion is nalization a major contributor to rhis inter- of body controls: if you are going to bare your midriff or your upper thighs, a girdle is not what helps you do ir. weight within an eight-pound range, bur her self-esteem and per- Our national infatuation with "hard bodies," combined with sonal happiness were determined by whether she was at the bottom the idea that bodies are perfectible, heightens the pressure on ado- THE BODY pROIECT Iescents and complicates che business tsoDY PROIECTS of adjusting ro a new, sexu- ally maturing body. On the positive side, the currenr emphasis on female muscles and strength could translate into less dieting (be- of nutrition (because of more information about the content of differenr foods). Girls who go regularly to g)rms and exercise studios, and those who participate in cause increased exercise) and better organized sports, should be physically stronger than earlier, more in 1989 thought their breasts were roo sman and 12 percenr admicted stuffing rheir bras.3a Teenagers in rhe I990s conmagazine poll tinue to wear padded bras, and they also adopt new srylistic innoyations in brassieres, such as the recenr wonderbra, whose fame is based on its ability to create seductive deavage on even the flactest c}-rest. Yet a bosom that is too small (or too large) is fixabre in a out" rather than "work wodd where mammoplasry is accepted and accessible. Women be_ tween the ages of twelve and rwenry-two and berween thirry and out." But there is a flip side to all this arrention to the body that is neither positive nor benign. The fitness craze cen aggravate adoles- forry are the mosr likely to have breast augmenrarion, although plas_ tic surgeons these days have to deal with muci younger girls who are demure generations, or peers who "veg cent self-consciousness and make girls desperately unhappy neurodc) about their own bodies, particularly if (if not ir is combined already unhappy with their chesrs.3s In dre I990s, the real heat is on rhe lower body, especially thighs with unrealistic expectations drawn from airbrushed and retoucled and buttocks. The current emphasis on rhe lower body has ro do in advertising, a.,d the seductive carnera angles and body doubles so corrunon in television and movies. In addition, there are all kinds of regular opportunitie5-in gls fitness room, at the exercise studio, in the shower at the gym-to compare with a commingling of aesrhetic, health, and sexual imperatives that make a taut female pelvis, sleek thighs, and a sculpmred behind photographs both objects of desire and symbols of success. our currenr berow- the-waist orientarion is reflected physiques. Although eating disorders, such as anorexia nervosa and in a national discourse about female thighs thar has generated new products and procedures, and bulimia, are not caused by visual images alone, rhese pathologies also increased female insecuriry and dissarisfacdon with the selfl thrive in an environment in which so many "normal" people work so hard (arrd spend so much money) in pursuit of the perfect body. Americans have talked about glamorous "gams', ever since the Rockettes made good legs a requiremenr back in the I930s, But American taste in legs has changed considerably in the past halfcentury: the Rockettes of yesteryear had shorrer, chunkier limbs than today's long-stemmed, Iean favorites. Changes in fashion account for rhe recenr emphasis on tight, narrow thighs. In the wake of the I960s miniskirt, more adulr women than ever before began HrrrrNc Below rHE BELT ,,jeaning Because we see so many extraordinary, hyperbolic bodies, young to worrl about rhis particular piece women today grow up worrying about specific body parts as well America" also promoted leaner thighs. As jeans became as their weight. At the moment, big breasts are not quite the fmhion imperative they were in the I950s, yet anxiety about them has neyer really disappeared. A third of the 38,000 girls who replied to a Sassy of anaromF. The a of national uniform, particularly for adolescents, the upper leg, crorch, and. buttocks were all brought into focus. But it was rhe bikini, and_ more recendy-bathing suits with Iegs cur upward toward the tLl llll litrlrr lrl'rrll' lJ()l)y ItKrJll:ClS I pclvic bone, that really made the tone and shape of thighs suc}r a "What body pervasive female concern.s6 When she was asked parts are women most concerned about?," Betsy Brown, founder and presidenr of Great Bodies, Inc., had a succinct and definitive answer based on experience with an exercise studio in Washington' D.C.; "Thighs. And then abdomen. fBut] first, thunder thighs"'37 "Thunder thighs" entered the lexicon in the early I980s both as shorthand for female anxiety about the body and as a misogy- nistic slur. In separate, unrelarcd interviews, Debra Sue Maffet (a Miss California who later became Miss America), Shari Ann Moskau (anorher Miss california), cynthia Yantis (Miss Indiana), and Meiissa Bradley (Miss Ohio), all complained to rePorters about their "thunder thighs'" Two of these beauty queens admit- of their thighs, they dreaded the swimsuit comthat petition. The psychology of the modern beaury queen reveals ted thar, because .u.r, th" most "gorgeous" women in our sociely worry about this comparticular body part, and that they use "fat talk," especially pt"i.,r, about their thighs, as a way to exPress their insecurities'38 "Thunder thighs'; is also used against women in ways that really sting. In 1982, can sixteen-year-old Peggy Ward was dismissed from her high school marching band in Monongahela' Pennsylvania, because she was alleged to be too {at'Peggy was five feet four inches tall and weighed an unremarkable I24 pounds' yec the band director at her school maintained that a majorette of her height should weigh only I20 pounds' (He allowed five pounds for every inch over five feet.) Although Peggy's family physician tried to help by providing medical suPPort for her claim that she on was not overweight, the school system jusdfied the requirement the ground that local fans jeered overweight majorettes' The girls + In Monongahela, the fans apparendy yelled "rhunder thighs," as well as some of the old standards: "fatsq" "earrhquake," "tub of laid," and "beachball." Slurs like these heighten female insecurity about rhe body; and tley contribute ro the audience for female self-help books, such as Wendy Stehling's 1982 best-seller Thin Tbighs in Thirtl Day,whici sold more rhan 425,OOO copies within seven weeks of its release.3e In middle-class America, girls grow up hearing adult women heavy girls. talk about how much they hate their own thighs. In the pasr two decades, there has been a national crusade against cellulite, the nonmedical term for a kind of dimpled f* that appears on the Iegs and derrieres of many mature women, not just those who are overweight As fashion and beauty experrs railed against thighs that resemble "orange peel" or "cottage d1eese," the researdr and of the cosmeric industry put a great deal of into developing thigh creams that would melt away this dreaded type of fat. Even the adolescent readers of Young Miss were exposed to a "scientifically designed" Firm and Trim Kit guaranteed to "fight the appearance of cellulite in problem areas." By 7995, American women and girls were spending more rhan $i00 million on "cellulite busters," many of which development divisions energy and resources needed to be applied liberally, at least once or twice a day, at a cost of $50 a tube. Although scientific studies have never supported their effecriveness, thigh creams are major business; and liposuction, a procedure that vacuums fat from the rhighs and buttocks, has become the most popular kind of cosmeric surgery in the United States.4o Our national concern about "thunder thighs" says a lot about what Americans yalue. In fact, the way we rhink and ralk about rhe of our who marched with Peggy Ward did not suPPort her either' and they accepted the litany of slurs that were roucinely hurled at Iogical well-being. Psychological rests, known as "body cathexis rzb tL7 terrain bodies is an important determinant of our psycho- THr tsODY pROlECl BODY pROIECTS scales," confirm that in the contemporary United States there is a Why this classic indecision abour a pair of pants? And what does it tell us about rhe contemporary body projecr? A girl trying on a pair of jeans in rhe I990s has many things ro consider in addition to cost. Although teens generally look for brand names, market research reveals that fit supersedes brand loyalry when it comes to jeans. Thus, the teenage shopper must first determine her size-which is no small mamer, given rhe way American man- deep connection between an individual's sense her level of self and his or of satisfaction with different parts of the body. Not sur- prisingly, there is more self-hatred among women than men, and women tend to be especially dissatisfied about the lower body* the waist, hips, thighs, and buttocks.n' To put it another wey: when an American woman dislikes her thighs, she is unlikely to like herself, This sad realiry needs to be factored into our understanding of girls and the way in which they develop their sense of self ufacturers cut and label garments. Because every female clothing company develops its own sizes and proportions, there is no standardized equivalent between body measuremenrs and size. Hips that are thirty-six inches, for example, do nor always equal size twelve. The laissez-faire nature of sizing for American women makes IN rnp DnsssrNc Roovr shopping for jeans a physical, as well as a psychological, struggle that is difficult at any age. However, it is particularly torturous for Because the body is a proxy for the self,, selecting clothes for it is of vital concern. American girls rypically evaluate the success or failure of their personal body project in dressing rooms at always of life, what a girl determine her level of self- the local mall or department store. At this stage wears and how she looks in it acceptance, as well as her relations wirh her peers. Adolescents are incredibly intuitive about the social meaning ment of their idendty. is something fit consistently into rhe same "standard" size; others will reject a pair of jeans simply beSome girls assume there wrong with their bodies when they cannot cause they do not want to wear that size, even though the number (Of course, the connection between idendry is not limited to adolescence. Plenty of adult has no substantive meaning.a2 size and of time and of energy in selecdng and trying on clothing. At home, they may try on an insuffbrable number of different outfits before choosing one; at the mall, they work conscientiously at making purchases that express what they want to "say" to the world. With the possible exception of shopping for a bathing suit, buying jeans seems to demand the most thought and consideration. In the retail business, the conunon wisdom is that gids try on approximately fourteen pairs of jeans for every one they eventually purchase. In front of a three-way mirror, usually under harsh, uncompromising lights, the adolescent girl assesses herself in terms of the current quest for bodily perfection. Studies indicate that white, middle-class gids tend to strike a series of static poses while trying on clothes; African-Americans are likely to be more fluid, in order to see how "one moves." But almost all girls sit down and bend in their jeans to see if they are comfortable, and they also inspect the cur, color and details to make sure that a new rz8 tzg clothes, so they understandably invest a great deal \N adolescents who regard size, much like weight, as a definitive ele- women do the same rhing throughout their lives.) llll- IJODY pKOlLCl BODY pROIECTS of piercing pair "says" what they want ieans to say'43 Their real concern is the body inside the pants, so they ask Do these jeans flatter my body? Do they make my thighs look fat or my butt too big? Is there a "wedgie"-that is, does the garment reveal the crack between the buttocks? As the girl evaluates the aesthetics of her lower bodp she imagines how she and her jeans will fare in the tradition, contemporary teens face an array world outside the dressing room, cently expanded to include the eyebrow, nose, and navel. There are Shopping is a narcissiscic pleasure for some young women, but for many others it generates serious emotional anguish be- also some audacious teenagers who pierce their lips, tongues, it stirs up about the body and its parts. "I'm afraid my legs are too fat for it," a seventeen-year-old explained about the disappointment she felt when a special outfit did not make her look the way she desired. "I hate my bodp" wrote another, who, at age twenty, was cause of its s)rmbolic complexities and the insecurities still trying to come to grips with che dissatisfaction she felt every day and whenever she tried on new clothes. At the end of the twentieth century, fear o{ fat, anxiety about body parts, and expectations of perfection in the dressing room have all coalesced to make "I hate my body" into a powerful mantra that informs the social and spiritual life of roo many American gu.ls.M just as options, they do with food, music, cosmerics, and everything else in American life. Many girls spend long hours pondering what part they ought to pierce and what "piercewear" (i.e., jewelry) they like best. Although multiple ear piercing has been srylish in the United Srates for at least a decade, the repertoire of pierced parts has re- ples, and genitals. Most adolescent "piercees" are ordinary high school college students who listen to CDs, and use computers, and talk openly about why and how they perforated their bodies. (Thrtoos are less popular because they are permanent and require ex- pertise; holes, in contrast, can always be allowed to close up if the style passes, and they are also more easily done in the firsr place.) Because state laws restrict body piercing and tattooing to those who are eighteen and older, many younger adolescents pierce themselves. Others seek out well-known body-piercing studios, such as Gauntlet, which has establishments in New York, San Francisco, and Los Angeles; or they find someone Io- callp perhaps through a beaury salon or via the Internet. Point, a newsletter published by the Association The of Professional the part to be pierced is determined by long-standing rimal and for information and referrals, but there are also coundess interactive possibilities, such as: "Hi. I'm making this inquirey (ok, so it's misspell.d...) on behalf of a thirteen-year-old who is desperate to get her nose pierced. It seems no one will do it for her because of her age. She has her mom's permission-does anyone know a place/person in the Cleveland/Akron/Kent area who can/will do it for her? If so, please e-mail me. You will have the undying gratitude of an eighth grader from the sticks." (Replies came swiftly, such as tJo t1l Piercers, is available on-line Prsncro Pnnrs At the moment, there is anotler body project that is more flamboyant and provocative than either dieting or working out. Body piercing, once regarded as characteristic of "primitive" people, has emerged in the I990s as the latest form of self-expression among American adolescents.as Unlike aboriginal societies, where -\- nip- THt tsODY pROIECT BODY pROIECTS "Have you tried bringing the mother along? If the parent/legal fashion-all "worlds" adolescents value, follow closely, and imitate.4T In Ig9I, Madonna's controversial book, Sex, featured an artay of pierced male and female body parts in a series of sadomasochistic fanmsies. Mosr Ameri- guardian signs a consent form then they cannot sue.") In the I990s, adolescent body piercing is a provocative sym- bol of a powerful revolution in sexual mores and behavior that brought gay culture into the mainstream of American life. While previous generations associared body piercing with New Guinea and exotic pictures in National Geographk, today's adolescents are aPt to learn about piercing from ideas and behaviors emanating from the Castro and Christopher Street, two important homosexual communities in San Francisco and New York. Within the gay in music, sports, and can teenagers never read this expensive, self-indulgent book, but they did see Madonna flaunr her own navel ring in public, and they knew that she had "lifted" rhe idea of personal hardware from the gay men and women who were part of her entourage. On MTV other musicians followed her lead: Green Day and the Red Hot Chili Peppers displayed many different kinds of body piercing, and in 1993 an Aerosmirh video centered on an innocenr of piercing practices, ranging from simply piercing the left ear (in order to announce a homosexual orientation) to bizarre forms of sadomasochism. In I989, schoolgirl who got a tamoo and had her belly button pierced. In professional basketball, Dennis Rodman, rhe Chicago Bulls' su- an avant-garde publisher in San Francisco issued a book that un- perstar, forcefully moves his pierced and tattooed body around the community, there is a diverse range veiled the full range of body piercing in the United States: Modern Pimitites: An lntutigation oJ Contnnporary Adornment and Rkual. The book contained this warning: "Do not attemPt any of che body modifications or practices described herein." But it also provided of graphic photographs of extreme forms of piercing, sFmpathedc interviews with some of piercingi most dedicated devotees, and the narnes and locations of professional an astonishin g affey studios that served "piercing needs." Readers also learned about Piercing Fans lnternational Quarur$ (now The Pierciry Magazin) and how to mail-order nosuil screws, barbells for ferent kinds of rings for tle tongue, and dif- the nipples, penis, labia, and ditoris.a6 tenagers today grow up in a world where rigid dichotomies between gay (homosexual) and straight (heterosexual) behavior are disappearing. They also see more people behaving in ways once ascribed to homosexuals. This "homosexualization" of American life, first described by Dennis Altman in the late I970s, has become a notable feature rft ularly of current popular culture-Partic- court, demonstrating rhat this form of personal decoration has traveled well beyond its gay roors into the world of masculine ath- letic prowess. Piercing became even more fashionable among girls when was introduced in 1994 on the Paris runways by designers it Jean Paul Gaultier and Christian Lacroix. Soon afrerward, supermodels Christy Turlington and Naomi Campbell decided ro pierce their navels. These developmenrs, combined with the populariry of midriff tlan skirts, pants, and shirts designed to display more ever before, made a bejeweled navel a potenr fashion starement, particularly when cording it was displayed on a flat, tight stomac-h. Ac- to a poll by Swsl in 1994, adolescent boys think belly rings are " sexy" or "cute," and most girls consider them desirable, if you have rhe right kind of body.a8 By elecrronic mail, an exciced (but concerned) Long Island teenager senr out this message: "I just got *f b"lly button pierced and the guy rhar did it was prercy nervous, his hand was shaking as he did it. Anyway, I was wont71 I dering lll. l,()l)Y l)K()ll.(. tsoDY pROIECTS I if it may be too shallow, and how I could tell, cause the ring really sdcks out. Is it possible to get a really small ring for it, so that it doesnt stick out?" Other kinds of piercing, such as the eyebrow, lip nose, and of the poll considered this kind of piercing "repulsive" and most middle-class parents dislike facing this kind of Sassy adornment across the dinner mble. As a result, body piercing can become a contentious family issue. Rather than face her parents' disapproval, one middle-class sixteen-year-old secretly pierced her abandoning absurd weight goals, they droose something chat their elders and many of rheir peers regard as murilarive of them seem ro enjoy the srigma, regarding it as a clear-cut way to separate from those they consider'Wppies" and "princesses." "You dont see JApS lJewish American princesses] going around wearing nose rings," a sixteen-year_old with jewels in her face proclaimed wirh demonstrable pride. Although piercing acts like a bumper stid<er for many young women, there is a smaller group that takes delight in perforating more intimate body parrs, sud-r as nipples and genirals. ,,When hid it all winter, until the suruner months, when her shorts revealed the truth to her outraged parents. Because of the fierce battles that rage in some homes, talk-show host Jerry Springer devoted an entire program to explaining piercers to par- my boyfriend." Although some ents and vice versa. Young women with rings in their eyebrows and pierce their nipples and genitals navel and people look at you with a nose ring they automatically label you as alternative," said a nineteen-year-old in upstate New york, ,,but nobody knows about my fditoral] hood piercing excepr me and women-borh gay and straight- accommodation with mothers who all utter the same, unconvinc- with the expecrarion that it will inerotic sensarion, rhe pierced high school and college srudenm. I interviewed were hererosexuals and they never offered sexual plea- ing refrain: "You looked prettier without it." sure as an explanation. Instead, they spoke jewels in their nose characteristically report long periods of silent For those struggling for autonomy and independence, mater- nal dismste for the piercing aesthedc is no deterrent. Piercing proves, in a public wey, thet your body is your own ("I-can-fuckup-my-own-body-if-I want-to!" seems to be a common refrain). It also signals your personal politics. If you become an "urban aboriginal" at the end of the twentieth century, it is usually a sign crease about the special "secret" rhey shared with girlish enthusiasm with their boyfriend, and how the genital decoration made them.feel "more feminine.,, me The notion that genital piercing was a "special secret,, made think about rhe changing narure of intimacy in American so- in which girls' bodies express these changes. Rather than wear a boyfriend's school ring, tJre way eadier generciety, and the ways of two things: sexual liberalism (because piercing symbolizes opposition to conventional sexual norms) and cultural relativism (because it evokes the primitive and che exotic). piece Most young people explain the practice es a wey to differentiate themselves from bourgeois sociefy and mainstream youth cul- school hallways, the way you flashed the ring worn on a chain uound your neck when you were "going steady" in the I950s. A ture. These are young women who self-consciously reject ring on the clitoris is a very different kind of marker, intended only for the ridllation of the "piercee" and her boyfriend. In an " good/ pretty 6- of and disgusting. Mosr tongue, are much more controversial. Seventy-five percent teenagers in the instead girl" ideal presented in Snenteen t74 end Mademoiselb, the But ations did, these young women tingled at the idea thar they had a of love jewelry in (or on) the most inrimate parts of their body. This was not a roken that could be displayed publicly in t7l tsoDY pROIECTS THE tsODY PROIECT era when the distinction berween the public and private has all but to decodisappeared, some teenage girls apparently feel the need rate their genitals in order to have sometbing intimate-in effect' to claim some degree of privacy in a world where the body has been made public. (What was surprising was the pervasive sense of romance and intimacy that the practice carried, despite the fact that the hole and the jewelry were acquired in a commercial studio, through the intervention of a paid person') Most adolescent girls say "Yuc-k" when they think about piercing such delicate and personal body parts' But the genital-piercing adolescent subculture confusion, yet it is constantly increased by commercial as the marketing entire body, even its most private parts, as a message board. is not some wild aberration unrelated to fimiliar behavioral paffierns in late-rwentieth-century American society. In a culture that pays such meticulous attention broader, more to the body, it is not a fluke that some adolescent girls have become invoived in this particular body project' After all, looking good-all over and everFvvhere-is a national priority, and it explains t}re eco- Vctoria! Secret' few which has a sizablenumber of adolescent Paffons' In the past offered teenage years, a mai.l-order catalog from Delia! LLC has dassicgirls an oppoftunity to purdrase their own version of the nomic success of an upscale lingerie ciain sucl as and seductive-blad< bra and panties' Adolescent body piercers are rePresentatives of new sexual and mores, but they also proclaim the ways in which exhibitionism commercial culture have come together at the end of the twenti- eth century. Thirty years ago, sexually titillating underwear and of lingerie were, by and large, intended for adults' in the privacy their bedrooms. Todap we are likely to see it-on both women or even in the streets' When underwear beand girls-at Parties as it has in rhe past decade, adolescents of both outerwear, comes of intimacy' sexes are likely to become confused about the nature At a time in life when sexual activity is beginning' this is no small ^) t76 activi- of lingerie or pierceweal-shxl sleds the important distinction between the public and the private. Although we m y not want to admit it, the current craze for body piercing follows logically from the pared-down, segmented, increasingly exposed, part-by-part orientation toward the female body that has emerged over the course of the twentieth century. In fact, in a culture where everl'thing is "up close and personal," it should not surprise us that some young women today regard the 1is5-5ugh t77