candidates - Christian Reformed Church
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candidates - Christian Reformed Church
C a l v i n T h e o l o g i c a l S e m i n a r y candidates A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I grew up in a Christian home, and attended Christian schools and an evangelical Baptist church. Growing up I struggled with where I belonged: I switched schools in 5th grade, and didn’t attend school with the rest of the kids in Sunday school and youth group. My faith didn’t look like the faith of my peers: I struggled to find my “life verse,” and didn’t know how to apply Bible verses to my life situation; reading the Bible was daunting. I knew that God created and loved me and that Jesus died for me, but I struggled with what I was supposed to do with that information, how I was to respond. I felt adrift in the overwhelming jumble of what the Christian life is “supposed to” look like. Name: Andrea Baas Age: 27 Place of Birth: Grand Rapids, MI Spouse Name: Nicholas Baas Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2011 Princeton Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Pastoral Intern Six Mile Run Reformed Church, Franklin Park, NJ Sept 2013-May 2014 Chaplain Intern St Mary Medical Center, Langhorne, PA May-August 2012 Contact: 616-214-6366 [email protected] Like most people, I love a good story. As a child and adolescent I was a voracious reader, especially of fantasy literature like the Narnia series. At times I felt slightly ashamed that I felt closer to God through these stories than I did through reading the Bible. When people asked in Sunday school “What’s your favorite book?,” I usually named the Narnia series, while others said, “the Bible.” I was inching away from Christian life—preferring friends and media to anything involving faith—until I started middle school. My middle/high school Bible teacher taught the Bible the way I read: through vibrant story. It wasn’t just the classic stories of Abraham or Elijah, it was the Bible as a large story, with many interweaving themes, symbols, styles, characters, and situations. It was the story of God loving and redeeming humanity, from Genesis to the Psalms to Matthew to James to Revelation. The story of God’s love became three-dimensional—long, high, wide, and deep—and as complex and mysterious as the best story I could think of. Scripture was becoming God’s story to me, and I wanted others to share in my excitement of the beauty and complexity of God’s love for all of us. In God’s Word I was beginning to find the belonging I yearned for. In high school I became a leader in youth group for younger students, and was mentored by a parent leader. I became aware of Calvin College through a friend, and entered my first year interested in the Reformed theology I had started learning in high school. Through Calvin College’s emphasis on Kuyperianism the story of God’s love and sovereignty spilled over into every aspect of my life. In a Bible class I was struck by the concept of God as Immanuel—God with us—and followed that promise through all of Scripture: when it’s first promised in Isaiah to exiles, then in the incarnation of Jesus Christ, and in the gift of the Spirit for believers through eternity. This three-dimensional Triune promise has continually blessed me in times of loss, homesickness, and uncertainty. Through my spouse, conversations with my voice teacher, and a lastminute added college major, God brought me to Princeton Theological Seminary. During those three years my understanding of God became full and overflowing. The homesickness I experienced living outside of Michigan for the first time, taught me that belonging means belonging to God who is already with us, rather than belonging to a geographical location or particular community. Spiritual direction taught me that there was something I could do in response to God’s sacrificial love. Prayer and faith are not one-sided: God invites us into life with him through active gratitude and trust, which are the foundations of Faith Journey (continued) r esponsive love to God. My internships laid open the vast array of God’s beloved and chosen people—people of God’s promises—and my purpose among them: to be Christ’s hands and feet, and to encourage and equip other believers to do the same, through knowing and living the story of God’s love in God’s world. I walk in excitement, trepidation, and wonder as I live the unfolding story of God’s love in my own life. Andrea Baas Statement of Reason My reason for seeking ordination in the Christian Reformed Church is as a response of gratitude to God for the gift of life and salvation. Gratitude, the Heidelberg Catechism tells us, is through obedience to God’s calling as image-bearers of Christ in the world. God calls all believers to follow the vocation of being Christ’s body in the world that God is redeeming, so that God may be praised, so that we may be encouraged (and encourage others) in our salvation, and so that by Christ’s love lived out in the world, our neighbors will be won over by our loving Savior. Throughout my life I have been enthralled by the love of God shown in Scripture and in human history. I have been filled to overflowing with the passion and joy of the gospel, of life with God, and have longed to share this joy with others and encourage them and walk with them in the story of God’s love in their lives. The Christian Reformed Church was the place where I heard my calling to obey God in the encouraging and building up the members of Christ’s body. I pray that God will use my knowledge, experiences, abilities, and weaknesses in his Church, so that God may be praised, and so that through Christ’s image, others will be won over by our Savior. Andrea Baas A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Name: Nicholas Baas Age: 26 Place of Birth: Grand Rapids, MI Spouse Name: Andrea Baas Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2010 Princeton Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Pastoral Intern Six Mile Run Reformed Church, Franklin Park, NJ Sept 2013-May 2014 Chaplain Intern Trenton Psychiatric Hospital, Trenton, NJ June-August 2013 Contact: 616-821-3874 [email protected] Looking back on my young life, it is clear to me that I was blessed by a great heritage of Reformed faith. My father’s father was a religion teacher, and after his early death my grandmother served as the first female deacon at her church. Following in their footsteps, my family valued Sunday worship, participated in worship leadership, and shared communal prayer together around the dinner table. We also valued learning more about God and his world through discussions about sermons, the Bible, and the religion classes at our Christian school. I became the kid in Sunday School and youth group with too many answers and too many questions, and the associate pastor of our church began mentoring me. He encouraged me to apply to Facing Your Future at Calvin Seminary to consider whether God could be calling me to be a minister. I entered Calvin College the next year as a pre-seminary student, and through my studies in religion, philosophy, and Greek, my Christian mind and my Reformed theology grew greatly. But as my mind grew, it became clear that my heart was racing to catch up. Through worship leadership on Calvin’s campus and a Jubilee Fellowship and church internship, I began to stretch my heart as well. God led me to Princeton Seminary for further studies, and in many ways it was there that my heart caught up with my mind. In classes on spiritual practices and prayer I learned the sovereignty of God holistically. Though my mind was striving to understand God, to make sense of his world, what I most needed was to open myself up and receive the blessings of faith, hope, and love from his Word. In receptive prayer before Scripture, I experienced God’s reign over my life and the rest that it brought to my heart. It was this posture of reception that gave me the words to preach – which enabled my words to become God’s words. At my first seminary internship at a state psychiatric hospital I learned the way of the cross by heart. I learned how to open myself up in love to another person, broken and hurting, so that they might see Christ in me. I learned the power of self-emptying love, love which dies to self and rises to new life. In the face of unchanging mental diseases – of death itself – I found that I stood as a reminder to patients that God is love and he has not forsaken them. From a young age I have understood that Jesus died and rose to make us right with God and to adopt us as his children – inheritors of eternal life – but the promise of my eternal life felt far removed from the injustices I was seeing in the world around me. Throughout my young life I asked myself: How does Jesus’ resurrection provide the gift of eternal life here and now, in this broken world? How do salvation and justice cross paths? I have grown to understand, through study and prayer, that we are not just chosen and saved for a life to come, but we are chosen and saved for life now. Election leads us to vocation, and our vocation is to be witnesses through words and acts of love and justice. Finally, in a seminary class on the church and its mission, I learned the heart truth that the church is a community which gathers in the name of Christ, is shaped to his likeness by his Word, and is sent out into the world to witness to his Kingdom in word and in deed. God has chosen us Faith Journey (continued) for eternal life to be a city on a hill for all to see. The question we are to ask is: how can I be of service to your kingdom, Lord? I believe and trust in Christ crucified and risen, the King of Kings, who has gathered us in and shaped us to be a foretaste of, and witness to, his Kingdom which will never end. The God who has grown my faith up to this point, still has inestimably more to show me of how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ. My journey has just begun. Nicholas C. Baas Statement of Reason All whom God has chosen for eternal life have been called to the priesthood of all believers. We are all ministers of the new covenant with God through Jesus Christ. Therefore the community of believers shares the work of ministry by discerning each believer’s specific calling and purpose in the body. One such purpose is the equipping of the saints for ministry through the ministry of the Word (Eph 4:11-12). Over time – through study, experience, and practice – I have come to realize that God is calling me to the ministry of the Word, to the ministry of equipping the priesthood of all believers to do its work of evangelism and service for the kingdom of God. As a lifelong Reformed Christian, my call to ministry of the Word is a calling to service in the Christian Reformed Church. Therefore I am seeking candidacy in the CRCNA in response to God’s persistent vocation, for I am confident that he who has begun a good work in me, will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus (Phil 1:6). Nicholas C. Baas A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was born in Christian family, which means my mom was a sincere Christian while my dad was just a church-goer. I grew up with the church and enjoyed all church activities. Though I cannot pinpoint the moment of my conversion, I think I received Jesus as my Savior sometime about in elementary school age. I was very zealous for faith and it seemed God honored my passion and helped my faith grow. Name: Hyeon (Tony) Bang Age: 44 Place of Birth: Incheon, Korea Spouse Name: Yeanhee Park Colleges & Seminaries Attended: ACTS Seminary, Langley B.C. Canada M.Div., 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Youth Pastor New Life Korean Church Abbotsford, B.C. Canada Sept 2004- April 2012 Languages: Korean Contact: 1-778-551-1809 [email protected] When I met a campus mission organization, Korean Campus Crusade, I thought I came to the right place, where I was supposed to be since I was longing to do the work of God. But I began to realize we are too opinionated. Reading books about Christian world view inspired me and opened my eyes to see wider concept of the kingdom of God. My view was radically changed and I began to get out of my conservative Christian world. With God’s mercy, I could read useful books about inner healing and had fellowship with YWAM. I prayed to God about my call to be a minister or missionary when I graduated university. But my mom strongly objected my idea and I felt I had to support my family. I kept the thought in mind that I would go to seminary someday. Partly, I wanted to understand secular world more. After working for 3-4 years at IT area, I came to Canada and went to a Bible college, Christ For the Nation in Surrey, B.C. where I began to experience western Christianity. In 2003 I began to study at ACTS seminary, Langley. At the same year I married and brought my wife to Canada as I was starting to work for a church being a youth pastor and worship leader. After working for the first Korean church for 4 years, I moved to work for another Korean church in Abbotsford, B.C. in 2007. I have been working as a youth pastor, worship leader, and children pastor sometimes like an associate pastor depending on our church’s need for 8 years now. The churches I served are like most other small immigrant Korean churches which are struggling from lack of resource. As I studied in Canada, I realized that I had difficulty to be fully integrated with Korean church culture. I hope and pray for involving in cross-cultural ministry which different ethnic peoples are working together for the kingdom of God. Hyeon Tony Bang Statement of Reason My home church was a typical Korean Presbyterian Calvinistic church. From time to time I was not fully satisfied with strong and prideful higher Calvinistic atmosphere because Korean church culture coupled with traditional value, patriarchal and hierarchical mentality. I wanted to check out alternative model and system in western churches. After coming to Canada, I have begun to attend several denominational Canadian churches, which were Pentecostal Assembly of God in Canada, Evangelical Free Church, Canadian Baptist Church, and sometimes inter denominational churches. But when I began to attend seminary, I was assigned to one of Arminian seminary, Canadian Baptist Seminary in ACTS which consists of 5 different denominational seminaries. It was a Statement of Reason (continued) good experience of understanding other denominational churches and studying with other Christians who are from different denominations, even though I felt somewhat uncomfortable with my Arminian seminary. I found out I was still a Calvinist. Since my Korean church, New Life Korean Church, joined CRC with our senior pastor, I was suggested to join CRC. I checked out CRC and tried to find out ministry opportunity. It seems that CRC begin to open to o ther ethnic churches and try to embrace diversity. Also theologically, the fact that Reformed churches shares same Calvinistic roots with Presbyterian churches is quite comfortable with me. More than anything, I have been working at the Korean church for 8 years. It was pretty natural and proper way to go throw the process of ordination from CRC. As I feel God’s call as a minister, being a CRC minister of the Word seems to be ideal for my vocation in terms of the desire God has given me. I appreciate sound and balanced theology and tradition of Christian Reformed Church and would like to pursue working with CRC churches in North America. Hyeon Tony Bang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 2 Faith Journey Name: Kevin Boss Age: 28 Place of Birth: El Cajon, CA College Attended: Trinity Christian College B.A., 2007 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2011 Mentored Ministries Internships: Many Peoples church, Rogers Park, IL Summer 2009 Blyth CRC, Blyth, ON, Canada Summer 2011 Midland Park CRC, Midland Park, NJ September 2011 – August 2012 Contact: 619-504-5383 [email protected] I grew up in the CRC and my parents have always showed me what it means to follow Christ. I knew a lot about Christianity, but didn’t dedicate my whole life to Christ until I was fifteen. Around that time is when I made profession of faith, which helped me grow more spiritually. This is when I truly knew how much God the Father, Jesus the Son, and the Holy Spirit meant to me. I also had many people in the church who I looked up to and my faith grew because they showed Christ in their lives. They meant a lot to me because of their presence and their willingness to listen. God worked through these people so that He could reach me. One woman especially always encouraged me in my walk with God and made sure she prayed for us, youth, regularly. When I saw her dedication and willingness to do anything for the church, for Christ, it showed me how important her faith was for her. Throughout high school, I grew closer to God; whether it was at the Christian school I went to, a yearly Christian music festival, or at youth group. At this point I felt a calling to go overseas to do some mission work. In the summer of 2004, just before I went to Chicago for college, I went on a mission trip to Russia. This was such an eye opening experience for me and the team who went. God taught me during this time to be thankful for what I had. God has shown me how to be a witness to those He puts in my path and that I need to be willing to follow Him, no matter where that leads to. A couple weeks after this trip, I went to Trinity Christian College and grew closer to God even more. This was the first time I moved away from home and my faith grew because even during the most difficult times I could rely on God who was there, ready to lift me up. After graduating from Trinity, I then took a year off. During that time, I learned to be more patient and know that God was going to send me in the direction He wanted me to go, in His timing though, not mine. God placed several people in my life to help me figure out whether going back to school the next year was something God was calling me towards. I knew someday I would want to go to seminary to become a senior pastor, but I thought it would be 5 or 6 years down the road. But instead, after hearing from other pastors and leaders of the church, after much time in prayer, I decided to go to seminary the following year. During that time off, I remember one experience which had a big impact on my life. I went up to a lake in California where I spent some alone time with God. That night, I looked up and saw thousands of stars out (it was a very clear night) and at that moment I stood there and thought, “Here I am, only one person among billions and yet the Lord can use me as a pastor, as His servant”. My time at seminary taught me that God is the one who is working through me. He has gotten me through those years of schooling and is using me out here in New Jersey as an intern pastor. He is the one who will help me in my future ministry, no matter where that will be. I am excited to see what is next on this journey of my life, but I know that whatever it is, I can fight it head on knowing that Christ is right by my side. Kevin Boss Statement of Reason I grew up in the CRC and have always felt the CRC’s view on life and other topics is based on Scripture. Scripture should have the final authority and as a denomination it is important to see how highly we regard Scripture, what it says, and how to relate it to today. I also hold dearly to the Creeds and Confessions of the church. I believe the CRC holds the two sacraments (Baptism and the Lord’s Supper) very highly and should recognize them as sacred acts. As a future pastor, I also believe that it is important to have different groups in charge of making important decisions for the whole denomination. For example, in the CRC, the importance of having Synod and Classis meet regularly, who are able to take charge of certain issues. I also have seen the gifts God has given me, as a future pastor, and I am ready to use them for my ministry in His church. Plus I see how well pastors are treated in the CRC and the different Networks they are able to be connected with. As a denomination, the well being of the pastors are important for the growth of the church. It is a great comfort to see how pastors are not in this ministry alone, but we, as a church and denomination are in it together. Kevin Boss A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Name: Jenna Brandsen Age: 24 Place of Birth: Holland, MI Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Trinity Christian College B.A., 2012 Western Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Honors Received: Trinity Christian College Magna Cum Laude President’s Scholarship [all semesters] Dean’s List [all semesters] Internships: Faith CRC, Holland, MI Sept 2012-May 2013 Holland Hospital, Holland, MI Sept 2013-May 2014 Pine Rest Christian Mental Health Services May 2014-August 2014 Languages: Spanish comprehension Contact: 616-610-4185 jenna.brandsen@western sem.edu My story begins long before I was ever conceived, ever dreamt of, ever even thought about by those on earth. God has always held my life, and has always chosen me to be one of his own. He also chose to place me in a wonderful and loving family, with the support and encouragement of a beautiful church body, as well as an excellent Christian school system. There was never a day of my life that I didn’t know who Jesus was. Despite all of this, however, there were many years I felt plagued by the guilt that I needed to do more, wanting to be perfect in my faith, and I felt like I was not good enough to receive acceptance from God. I loved Jesus very much, but this guilt was even part of the reason I made Profession of Faith when I was ten years old, and why believed that being a missionary was the best thing I could do with my life that would be pleasing enough for God. By God’s good grace as my faith continued to grow, I started to under stand that the Christian life is not about proving my worth, but it’s accepting the value and worth I’ve been given. Throughout this time, family and mentors in my life continued to affirm gifts for ministry that they saw in me, and during the summer leading up to my senior year in high school I was led to participate in Calvin Theological Seminary’s program Facing Your Future. This continued to fuel a fire within me for a life of ministry, but it wasn’t until my junior year in college that I realized I might actually be called to seminary. I was scared; I wasn’t sure what this would mean for me since I had convinced myself that I didn’t have the gifts to be a pastor. Still, I listened to the Spirit’s voice leading me further on the journey, and after graduation from college I headed to Western Theological Seminary, back to my hometown of Holland, Michigan. Still unsure of the specific direction I was headed, I started pursuing chaplaincy, not keeping my heart or mind open to the option of being a parish minister. In many ways I was still haunted by my past failures and mistakes, and I didn’t allow God’s truth to be spoken in my life. Soon, however, in a shocking turn of events, I felt God call me to preach; I had never heard God speak so clearly in my life ever before. I couldn’t deny this call, and it was a confirmation of the voices of those around me who had been speaking into my life for years, yet those that I had successfully ignored for a long time. I felt my whole self and desires changing, and I was humbled to come to realize that God had bigger plans for me than I ever had for myself. God’s reminder of the confidence of his work in me, while I had no confidence in myself, was extremely humbling. I was also reminded that God’s call on my life isn’t selective, in that it only pertains to my life at the present time and into the future. Rather, God redeems and calls me, all of me, all of my past and all of my future, and all in his perfect timing and joy. I love the Lord, and I want all of my days to be a reflection of that, and of his work in me. All praise to the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit for the redemption and grace that has, does, and will shape my life for all of my days. I am confident of this, that the one who began a good work among you will bring it to completion by the day of Jesus Christ. Philippians 1:6, NRSV Jenna Brandsen Statement of Reason I became aware of God’s call in my life at a young age. And while I didn’t fully understand what this meant or where it would take me, I always did my best to remain faithful to the call and discerning it. In recent years and through an undeniable experience of both internal and external call, I have come to understand the next step in the journey is seeking ordination in the Christian Reformed Church, and becoming a Minister of the Word. The CRC is not just the tradition of the church in which I grew up; the denomination now also has become an incredible source of support and encouragement to me as I have journeyed through seminary. I agree with the pillars of the Christian Reformed Church’s teachings, and I gratefully want to give my service to the denomination and the Church of Christ. I also want to be an agent of support and growth as the CRC itself continues to grow. God has worked, is working, and will continue to work in the CRCNA and I am excited to also be a contributing member in this effort. Jenna Brandsen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey My faith journey with God began at a very young age. When I was four years old, with the help of my mother and father, I gave my life to Jesus Christ. I was raised in a Christian home, surrounded by godly parents, family members, friends and mentors who nurtured me in the faith. My calling to ministry was an early call in my life, but was felt most strongly in my freshman year of high school at Chicago Christian High School (CCHS). During my time at CCHS, I was surrounded by great mentors, pastors and teachers who encouraged me in my walk with Christ, my personal faith journey, and my ministry calling. After high school, I attended college and planned on attending seminary, which I did. Name: Blake Ian Campbell Age: 25 Place of Birth: Hinsdale, IL Spouse Name: Lisabeth Kerstin Campbell Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Olivet Nazarene University B.A., 2011 M.A., 2013 Moody Theological Seminary M.Div., 2013 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Orland Park CRC, Orland Park, IL Aug 2007-Jan 2008 Crossroads Christian Church, Joliet, IL Aug 2012-May 2013 Contact: 708-819-0833 [email protected] My theological formation and development did not take place overnight or by inertia, rather, it was the culmination of years of theological development, personal spiritual discipline, family relationships, and being discipled by the saints surrounding me. Ethical, spiritual and moral development are nurtured, watered and tended to before they grow and mature. Similarly, just as I have grown physically and mentally, so too have I grown into my faith and developed spiritually. My faith journey will only end when my life does, since we are to talk with Christ as His disciples each and every day. I believe that Scripture is God’s divine Word written by His Spirit, I affirm the creeds and confessions of the church, believe and affirm the orthodox message of the gospel, and confess Christ as my Savior and Lord. I find the Christian Reformed Church to accurately reflect Scripture and carry out the biblical ecclesiastical model for Church. The richness of the CRC’s creeds and confessions adds further depth and application the Word of God. I am pleased with the CRC’s respect for Scripture, honorable stance on morality, and ethical ecclesiastical model; and I am now coming to a completion of my Ecclesiastical Program for Ministerial Candidacy (EPMC) and I am excitedly looking forward to serving in the CRCNA with humility and by God’s grace for the sake of the Gospel. Blake Ian Campbell Statement of Reason Having grown up in the Christian Reformed Church, I came to thoroughly know God and to love Jesus Christ as my Savior and Lord at a very young age. I love and cherish the Christian Reformed Church and the Reformed tradition through and through and hope to serve within this faithful tradition as a minister of the Gospel. Having been raised in the Christian Reformed Church, the CRC has served in a sense as my spiritual mother nurturing me in my faith, guiding me into further sanctification and knowledge of Christ. I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church as an ordained minister to serve Christ and His Church in the capacity to which I have been called. The reason for my seeking candidacy in the CRCNA specifically is related to its strong theological orthodoxy, principles and ecclesiastical structure and model. Blake Ian Campbell A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was raised as a son of a RCA pastor in a suburb in New York City. As far back as I remember Christ has played a prominent role in my family and in my life. I became a Christian while I was in elementary school and although there were many opportunities for me to walk away from the faith and seek my own way, by God’s grace, God kept me close to Him through various people and experiences in my life. Name: Jeffrey Chang Age: 33 Place of Birth: Princeton, NJ Spouse Name: Faith Chang Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Cornell University B.A., 2004 Princeton Theological Seminary M.Div., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Grace Community Chapel, New Brunswick, NJ July 2009-Sept 2011 Languages: Mandarin, Taiwanese Contact: 347-722-572 [email protected] I had grown up in a church where the gospel was often preached, and from middle school through college, the gospel became more and more powerful to me. While in college, I went on a mission trip where many of my character flaws were put on display. The team leader graciously helped me understand these weaknesses, and I understood the gospel on a different level. I began to experientially understand the love and grace of God who would have mercy on such a sinner. After graduation, I spent some time working as a staff worker for a campus ministry in Los Angeles. For three years I mentored college students and I learned more about personal discipleship and how to lead a ministry in a college environment. I was also exposed to many of this generation’s questions about truth and spirituality. Upon returning back to New York, I was urged by many to consider getting some theological training by going to seminary. I was advised to go to Princeton Theological Seminary, where my parents had studied. In addition to its generous endowment, Princeton was also close enough for me to be able to serve close to home. While at Princeton, I had my first exposure to the CRC. I served at a CRC church in South Brunswick, NJ and was mentored by its senior Pastor, Rev. Jae Park. It was a new experience being exposed to a church ministry that had a vision of church planting and discipleship. Prior to this, I had worked with a Para-church organization that de-emphasized the role of the church. But through this experience, I began to see the importance of the church in discipleship and growth beyond the college years. In my time at Princeton, I also began to see the importance of the role of the pastor. I began to see a hunger and a lack in churches for solid spiritual teaching. Returning to my home church, I was deeply concerned that so few people were able to clearly articulate the gospel and understand its implications. Pastor Jae had also continued to affirm my gifting as a preacher and while he didn’t discourage me from pursuing other careers, he in no uncertain terms strongly exhorted me to consider full time ministry. Since graduating from seminary, I have been serving at my home church as an associate English Pastor. I have deeply enjoyed my experience learning how to minister to a congregation and am currently seeking ordination in order to be able to better fulfill my responsibilities. Jeffrey Chang Statement of Reason I am seeking ordination with the CRC because I have sensed an internal call through my gifting and experiences as well as an external call from my mentors, my church community, my friends, and my family. Through each step of the ordination process, I have sensed God’s peace and confirmation through various external fruit, and through the character refinement that has taken place over the years. Those close to me have confirmed my gift of preaching and shepherding and I sense that God has for the time being called me to serve His people through shepherding His church. Jeffrey Chang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 3 Faith Journey Being born and raised in a faithful Christian family is a providential blessing that the Lord planned to build my Christian faith. Learning how to be in the presence of God was what formed me during my adolescence. However, it was in my teens when I perceived and felt the love for pastoral ministry. It happened when I was in junior high school; I have a memory of preaching the Gospel to myself in front of the mirror in my tiny restroom. I enjoyed this so much that I often went to preach alone, in preparation for my calling. Almost every time I did this, I felt profoundly passionate about bringing people back to Jesus for salvation through the ministry. Name: Yoon Chul Choi (Daniel) Spouse: Ji Yon Hong Age: 46 Place of Birth: Seoul, Republic of Korea Canadian Citizen College Attended: International Theological Baptist Seminary Buenos Aires, Argentina Licentiate in Theology, 1996 Seminaries Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2013 Internships: Health Intervention Service, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2011 Hahn-In CRC, Grand Rapids, MI September 2011 — January 2012 Languages: Korean, Spanish, and English Contact: 616-929-3349 [email protected] The Lord invited me to enter into communion with him through his Word. My faith was solidified in Scripture through personal devotions which led me to dive into the presence of the Lord. Studying the Gospel of John, I came to understand that God is the One who created me, and that the ultimate goal of my life is to glorify Him, and one day I will live in his presence forever. This marked the direction of the view of my life. The love to serve the Lord, Jesus Christ, and his church and the plan of God inviting me through the ministry was confirmed when two pastors suggested to me to get theological preparation which led me to take undergraduate studies as a Theology major. However, not all of my faith journey was well paved; rather a stormy time was waiting for me to reflect and discern what I would do in my life. After finishing my undergraduate degree, I moved to Canada with my lovely wife to pursue an extra step of preparation of study in the Master of Divinity Program at Regent College in Vancouver. We never could foresee the oncoming financial difficulty. My supporters had financial problem and they could no longer support us. We decided to jump from the school into the world. We worked hard, but saving enough to resume the study seemed illusory. The farther we went from the call to ministry; the more we felt the force that was pulling us back. Visiting Weaver Creek Hatchery in BC and observing thousands of salmon swimming against the current and jumping over many the obstacles was a deeply impressive experience. Some salmons accidentally swam to the wrong place, where they faced death or being eaten alive by seagulls or other animals. Even though the salmon went forward in only one direction to lay their eggs, the direction was always up the river, to create new life. The image of the salmon after achieving this life goal was nothing beautiful. All of them had wounded mouths, cut fins, and torn tails, but for this reason each one of them deserved respect because they had poured out everything they had into being what they were born to be. It helped us to reflect deeply on the journey of our call to pastoral ministry that we had deep in our hearts. After praying to God for guidance, and with full conviction, we decided to proceed to Calvin Theological Seminary to continue our preparation for the call to ministry. The study time at Calvin was the hardest study time in my life. However, joy and thanksgiving flowed continuously in my heart. The Lord was faithful in renewing the hope that we had lost. My goal is to use the gift and the preparation that I received to serve the people, the church, the body of Christ, so that they can live an abundant Faith Journey (continued) life in a relationship with God and with others, and consequently they can grow healthy and maturely in the knowledge and in faith of God. Yoon Chul Choi (Daniel) Statement of Reason Since the early stage of my life, I felt love for the church. Throughout my faith journey He confirmed his calling to be and walk together with his loved church. I believe God has called me to serve His church through ordained ministry and as a step to follow this call I am pursuing candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church because I believe that the reformed doctrines represent the Scripture best. In my journey in Christian Reformed Church, I have found confidence as a place to serve, to love, and to grow together in the truth of Word of God and in his immeasurable grace and love of God. Yoon Chul Choi (Daniel) A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I grew up in a Christian home and cannot remember a time when I was not a Christian. My parents served as great examples of loving the Lord and telling others about him. I remember saying when I was young that I wanted to be a minister, but it took me a long time to accept and pursue God’s call on my life. Throughout my early school years, I learned more and more about who Christ is – and that salvation in Him is from scripture alone by grace alone through faith alone in Christ alone. In high school, I acknowledged with both head and heart that I am a sinner and in need of a faithful Savior, Jesus Christ, so I publicly professed my faith in Him. Since then, despite my sin, I seek to do everything I can to serve Him in gratitude for being adopted as his son. Number of Children: Three After college graduation, I had the opportunity to minister to students by teaching English in China. There I developed a love for God’s Word and a heart for telling others about Christ. There were so many people in this great country who had never heard the name of Christ, and many who deeply wanted to learn more about him. At this point I began to give more serious thought to the call of pastoral ministry. In reflecting on this, I came to understand that his all sufficient grace covers my own weakness and doubts. Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Dordt College B.A., 2002 I am also blessed to have my wife, Karen, as a great partner and friend. She has been a wonderful support in my call to the ministry as together we labor for the Lord and raise our three children. University of Sioux Falls M.Ed., 2008 Throughout my seminary studies God’s call on my life has been confirmed. The more I learned about God’s grace, the more I wanted to tell others about it. Through practical internship experiences, God has increased my love for his people and confirmed in me the gifts that I have for preaching and shepherding his sheep. Name: Joshua Christoffels Age: 35 Place of Birth: Artesia, CA Spouse Name: Karen Christoffels Westminster Seminary California M.Div., 2014 Joshua Christoffels Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Sanborn CRC, Sanborn, IA June-August 2011 Escondido URC, Escondido, CA Sept 2011-May 2013 Trinity CRC, Sparta, MI June-August 2014 Contact: 760-412-1806 [email protected] Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church because I seek to answer the call to shepherd God’s people through the ministry of Word and Sacrament. As one who has grown up in the CRC, I know that the denomination takes God’s Word seriously, commits itself wholeheartedly to the Reformed confessions, and faithfully proclaims Christ to the nations. It is my prayer that with the help of the Holy Spirit, God will use me as an instrument for building up the body of Christ. Joshua Christoffels A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Name: Bryant DeKruyter Age: 25 Place of Birth: Dearborn, MI Spouse Name: Kaitlin DeKruyter Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.S., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Facing Your Future, Grand Rapids, MI July 2013 Woodlawn CRC, Grand Rapids, MI June-August 2014 Languages: Conversational Spanish Contact: 313-605-2859 [email protected] My faith life really began the day I was born. My parents, Tim and Julie, are strong Christians, and brought up all four of their children to also become strong Christians. My family has attended Dearborn Christian Fellowship Church (a CRC) for as long as I’ve been alive. It was in this church that I was baptized, took my catechism classes, attended youth group, and gave my profession of faith. Despite church being a significant part of my life, I could not wait to leave it. As a younger boy, I had every intention of leaving church as soon as I moved away; however, that sentiment changed when I began to participate in our church’s worship. I became involved in the praise team, playing drums and guitar from the eighth grade, up through my senior year of high school. It was during this time that I really started to own my faith. God was finally becoming exciting to me, and I began really working on building up my own relationship with him. Over my four and a half years at Calvin College, my faith grew in leaps and bounds. As a Biology major, I was learning what it meant that my faith should influence every aspect of my life, what it meant to be an agent of renewal, what it meant to live a godly life. It was also at Calvin College where I found myself becoming more excited about religious and theological conversations, than I was with Biological and medical ones. For the first time in my life, I felt God’s calling on my life, and I followed it to Calvin Seminary. It was in Seminary that I truly began to understand the beauty of the Reformed, and more specifically, the Christian Reformed faith. It was there that I learned the real beauty of the creeds and confessions, the comfort of election, the privilege of prayer, and most of all, the power of the Gospel. Now as I look to where God is calling me next, I have faith that he does indeed have a plan for me; and that plan will be far greater than anything I could have imagined. Bryant DeKruyter Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church because I believe that I have been called by God to be a leader in his church, and have been empowered and gifted by the Holy Spirit to be able to carry out this calling. I am eager to experience God’s faithfulness in my life and in his church, as I work with my fellow sisters and brothers as citizens of His kingdom. I am humbled, and yet excited, that God has called me to proclaim the power of the Gospel to a world in desperate need of its message. And I am eager to do all of this in the Christian Reformed Church, the church of my parents and grandparents, the church which was so instrumental in forming my faith, and the church in which I have experienced the Triune God in powerful ways. I am excited to join up in the ongoing ministry of this denomination, and contribute in the ways that God allows me and empowers me to contribute. Bryant DeKruyter A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey Name: Nevada Levi DeLapp Age: 32 Spouse: Karin Place of Birth: Sheridan, Wyoming College Attended: Dordt B.A., 2004 Seminaries Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2009 Brite Divinity School at Texas Christian University Ph.D., 2012 Internships: Dégagé Ministries, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2007 Blythefield CRC, Rockford, MI Summer 2008 Languages: Reading proficiency in French and German Contact: 616-443-4164 [email protected] From the Epic of Gilgamesh to more modern examples like J. R. R. Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings or Cormac McCarthy’s The Road, human beings have long recognized that the archetypal human story is the story of a journey—a journey encompassing moral, geographical, and spiritual landscapes. In C. S. Lewis’s terminology this recognition represents one aspect of humanity’s intuition about the “True Myth” that undergirds the universe. We are all on a journey either towards God or away from God. St. Augustine in his seminal work City of God recognized this and wrote that Christians are pilgrims in via (i.e., on the way). We are sinful, transitional creatures who rely on a perfect, unchanging God for salvation and creaturely existence. My life is one such pilgrimage. I have been a Christian nearly all of my life. Growing up in a Christian home, I have always been surrounded by God’s love. By God’s gracious acts of justification and continued sanctification, I struggle forward in hope, clinging to Jesus. Since my childhood, God has guided me one step at a time. Indeed, at an early age, God’s Spirit called me to faith, and the result was a four-year-old’s timid prayer: “forgive my sins, and forgive my heart.” I do not always understand God’s purposes, but I do know that whether I live or die I belong to my faithful savior Jesus Christ, and that is a great comfort. Along the path God grants me signposts of His grace as He speaks to me through His preached Word and feeds me and other hungry pilgrims at His table. As I continue the journey I can apply the traveler’s psalm to my own life: “My help comes from YHWH, maker of heaven and earth. He will not let my foot slip, nor will He who keeps me fall asleep” (Ps 121:2-3). My pilgrimage in the Christian faith has included stops at various Christian denominations and traditions along the way. In my early life, the Baptist tradition nurtured my love of Jesus. Later I encountered “Calvinistic” Baptists and Presbyterians who convinced me of the amazing sovereignty of God. By the time I finished college, I had embraced covenant theology and found a home in the Christian Reformed Church. My time at Calvin Theological Seminary only deepened my allegiance to the CRCNA. During and since graduate school, I have attended and worked in a small Anglican church plant. With no Christian Reformed congregations in the area, it has been a joy to observe and participate in another expression of Christ’s church. While I have great appreciation for other Christian traditions and have learned much from my encounters with Anglicans, Baptists, Pentecostals, and others, I am firmly rooted in the Reformed tradition and joyfully embrace the Three Forms of Unity and the Creeds of the Ancient Church. In the end, I hold to this tradition because I believe that at its heart it is Christ-centered and thus committed to both costly grace and real discipleship. As Dietrich Bonhoeffer once said “the call to discipleship [i.e., the call to be a pilgrim journeying towards the celestial city] is a commitment solely to the person of Jesus Christ.” Without Jesus, our journeys have no meaning or final destination. In the ups and downs of my pilgrim journey, Christ is my hope. This is what it means to be a Christian: to be caught up in God’s acts of grace and find oneself ever looking to Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith. Nevada DeLapp Statement of Reason God has given me a love for Christ and His church. I enjoy preaching and teaching while also working with churches as they seek to equip the saints for ministry. I believe that the practices of a healthy church shape Christians for a life of kingdom of service. Over the years, I have witnessed the power of the gospel—the gospel set forth in Word and Sacrament—to comfort and feed the people of God while also capturing their imaginations through the story of redemption. I believe God has called me to work in and for His church, and both ministers and parishioners in different contexts have recognized and confirmed my calling. In addition, as someone who entered the Reformed tradition from the outside, I find that my theology dovetails nicely with that of the Christian Reformed Church. For these reasons, I am seeking ordination in the Christian Reformed Church. Nevada DeLapp A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 2 Faith Journey My faith journey is one that began the moment I was born. I was raised in a Christian family, baptized and brought up in the Christian Reformed Church, and educated in Christian schools. Intellectually speaking, I have been a Christian all my life. I have always believed the basic beliefs of the Christian faith, and I never doubted the reality of God as He is revealed in the Bible. Because Christianity has been my belief system my entire life I have difficulty pinpointing a specific conversion point in my life. Name: Kyle Dieleman Spouse: Andrea Age: 25 Place of Birth: Sully, IA College Attended: Dordt College B.A., 2009 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2012 Mentored Ministries Internship Monroe Community Church, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2010 Willard CRC, Celeryville, OH Summer 2011 Ocheyedan CRC, Ocheyedan, IA Youth Director 2009 Contact: 641-990-4575 [email protected] As I got into my later high school years my faith started to become much more real to me. Again, rather than one pivotal moment, I experienced my growing faith in a variety of smaller ways. Through conversations with my teachers, words from my catechism teachers, or the challenging words of a chapel speaker, I began to feel that my faith was real and that my relationship with God was important. I started to realize that there was more to faith than simply being able to sign off mentally on all the right beliefs. At the time the progression did not seem very significant, but looking back I can see the way my faith was becoming more real and personal in my life. Up until the beginning of my college years I had never really considered what God had planned for my life. As far as I was concerned, it was up to me to decide what I wanted to do and who I wanted to become. But once I realized the all-encompassing claims of the gospel on my life, I knew my life was not my own but God’s. So, I began to contemplate where God was calling me to and what He wanted me to do. I began to feel a call to become a pastor. In keeping with the rest of my faith journey, the call was not instantaneous or momentous, but it was something I could not seem to shake. I declared a major in theology and began to prepare for seminary. Overall, my time at college gave me a stronger faith and provided the time and space to develop a better, closer relationship with God. The problem in trying to give my testimony and tell my faith story is that faith stories never really end. It would be dishonest to say that my faith has been strong and perfect ever since my later high school and early college years. Faith is not something I can grab hold of; it is not a tangible, quantifiable thing I can measure and check off my personal evaluation form. Faith, my faith, ebbs and flows like ocean waves. But always I know and I feel that I belong to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ. The faith that I belong to my Savior and Lord, that is a life changing faith worth having and a journey worth taking no matter where it leads. Kyle Dieleman Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy so that I can take a call as a pastor in a Christian Reformed Church. I have completed or am in the process of completing all the requirements for candidacy, and, as such, would like to be considered for candidacy. I believe the candidacy process to be a part of the calling process to ministry. Therefore, completing the candidacy process is a crucial part of the path towards ordained ministry. For these reasons, I am seeking candidacy this year. Kyle Dielman A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Even when I was young, I felt drawn toward ministry and especially toward working with people suffering in painful places, both emotionally and spiritually. I believe that God meets us in our pain and that God alone can satisfy us. God’s calling on my life was felt inwardly and was also affirmed by others around me. My family, friends, and mentors have encouraged and challenged my faith throughout my life. Much of my spiritual growth came from grieving the deaths of many people close to me. Each of their deaths caused me to evaluate the purpose of my life. I made my profession of faith trusting that I fully belong to God. I wanted to express my commitment to God and to the community of believers. Name: Kendra Ettema Age: 27 Place of Birth: Southfield, MI Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.S., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Cragmoor CRC & Restore Innocence Summer 2012 Women’s Huron Valley Correctional Facility Summer 2013 Centered Life, Colorado Springs, CO Denver Health Summer 2014 Contact: 810-358-4064 [email protected] Throughout the years, I have been blessed with experiences and oppor tunities that have impacted my faith. In high school, I attended the Calvin Theological Seminary’s Facing Your Future program and learned about church planting by going to Calgary, Alberta. On a mission trip to the Ukraine, I built relationships with children at a Ukrainian children’s home. I also assisted in leading children’s worship and VBS for my home church. While at Calvin College, I went to Malawi and Mozambique on an interim trip where I became very sick all the while continuing to learn more about my calling towards Recreation Therapy as well as ministry. Over the past five years, I was a high school youth and young adult leader at Madison Square CRC and I was also a Grand Rapids Initiative for Leaders (GRIL U) mentor. Believing that each person is an image bearer of God and deserving of love, I was led continually towards ministry through chaplaincy. Over the past couple of years, I completed three Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE) internships. For the past three summers, I participated in a variety of experiences through CPE including some of the following: pastoral care at Cragmoor CRC in Colorado Springs; ministry with survivors of sex trafficking; serving with Prison Fellowship at Women’s Huron Valley Prison in Ypsilanti, MI with women reentering society; as well as ministry to military and hospice chaplains returning from service. This past summer, I was in Denver at Denver Health Hospital offering chaplaincy services to people from all sorts of backgrounds. Much of the time I was in the intensive care units and in the jail of the hospital. These experiences affirmed and drew me towards following God’s calling on my life. Throughout my years in college and seminary and especially in my Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE) trainings, God continually drew me to himself as he consistently met me in my pain. He equipped me and allowed me to meet with others wherever they were in their lives. I believe God holds us in our pain and we can have hope through Christ’s resurrection and by knowing God is always with us. I’ve been thankful to come home to my calling as a chaplain and I’m hopeful and excited to see where God will lead me in my life through this ministry. Kendra Ettema Statement of Reason Even when I was young, I felt drawn towards ministry and working with people suffering in painful places, both emotionally and spiritually. God’s calling on my life was felt inwardly and was also affirmed by others around me. My pastor from eighth grade through high school, Ken Vander Horst, spoke into my life encouraging me to consider going to seminary. I initially thought that I would attend seminary later in life after I had more experience, but through a variety of circumstances, God guided me to attend seminary. I am applying for candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church to fulfill what I believe God is calling me to be in ministry. Additionally, I am applying for candidacy as my job as a Certified Recreation Therapist Specialist at Pine Rest Christian Mental Health Services drew me towards chaplaincy. Chaplaincy fits well with my desire to meet people where they are in life and to be with them in their pain. Kendra Ettema A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 3 Faith Journey Although I grew up in a Christian home, I never had the sense as a child that God was real, that God was anything more than an abstraction or a distant figure that needed to be pleased. During my sophomore year at college I experienced God’s presence and peace in a way that changed my life and my heart forever. It was during these years that I became convinced that, first and foremost, God is love. I began to understand that God is for us and not against us, that God holds each person in his heart and desires that they would know him and his love and truth above all else. Participating in a bi-weekly prayer group that met in an older couple’s house helped me to grow in my ability to receive God’s love and also care for other people with the strength and love of the Holy Spirit. Name: Richard France-Coe Spouse: Nicole Age: 30 Place of Birth: Denver, CO Number of Children: Two College Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2006 Seminaries Attended: Western Theological Seminary M.Div., 2012 Living in an intentional community house with other adults taught my wife and our family the beauty of community and caring for people in thick and thin. I believe that a strong and honest community is formed through the gospel of Christ, one that can work through struggles and challenges and grow together in the process. I also believe that the gospel encounters human cultures, and neigh borhoods and nations and brings about new life and transformation. I believe that God wants his children to live in justice and equity, honoring and loving our neighbors and seeking to live in a way that pays homage to the King and seeks to live according to his kingdom. I desire to be a part of a kingdom community that is seeking reconciliation, justice and kingdom engagement with the context that surrounds us. I believe this can only be done in the power of the Holy Spirit who is the impetus and primary agent in any transformation or growth. Richard France-Coe Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2013 Internships: Madison Square CRC, Ford Site Grand Rapids, MI August 2009 — August 2011 Brighton Reformed Church, Rochester, NY Summer 2011 Contact: 616-281-6812 [email protected] Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the CRCNA because I believe that God has called me to minister in his name and to proclaim the good news as an ordained representative of Christ. God has given me a heart to serve and love him and his people and to give honor and love to people and places that have been dishonored and rejected. I want to participate in God’s work, life and love in this world and to see him bring about healing and transformation as the gospel goes forth into all areas of life. Richard France-Coe A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I grew up in a Christian household, and can attribute our faith to a long heritage of Christians. My family has a long tradition of involvement in the Christian church and specifically the Reformed tradition. My mother was a single parent when she had me at the age of twenty six. Name: Shelby Gemmen Age: 27 Place of Birth: Holland, MI Spouse Name: Stephanie Gemmen Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Kuyper College B.S., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Th.M., 2015 Honors Received: Superior Commitment Award, May 2006 Internships: Immanuel CRC, Hudsonville, MI October 2013-June 2015 A Christian Ministry in the National Parks, Grand Lake, CO May-August 2013 Trinity CRC, Sparta, MI May-August 2012 A Christian Ministry in the N ational Parks, Grand Canyon, AZ June-September 2011 Contact: 616-212-1351 [email protected] I was raised by mom and my grandparents. Though our circumstances were often difficult, God always provided for us and I learned to trust Him more throughout hardships in life. My mother and grandparents taught me about the Lord Jesus as my Savior and I accepted Him as my Savior at age four, though my public profession came later when I was nineteen years old. For us, nothing was more important than God and His Word. My grandmother, now deceased, was a pivotal instrument in God’s plan for my salvation. Grandma explained who God was and what His Son Jesus Christ did for me on the cross. I recall vibrantly praying and experientially knowing my Savior many times throughout my youth. I also was influenced, no doubt, by my Christian education. At church, I was educated heavily in the three forms of unity, particularly the Heidelberg Catechism, and learned that Jesus was my faithful Savior who always has me in His arms. Many Christians, the CRC, and others influenced me from my childhood to the present. During my high school years, I attended every event the church had to offer. My aunt and uncle were the youth leaders, so I was always involved. I must say though, my heart was often not in it. At times I was even frustrated about how much work I “had” to do for the church. There was a time of spiritual drought in my faith until the Holy Spirit began moving vibrantly during my senior year of high school. In the midst of emptiness, I turned to my Bible to truly question my beliefs. I listened to my audio Bible every day, sometimes several hours at a time, until I had been through the Bible numerous times. Around the same time, I met with my pastor to complete an English project. I asked my minister about the Gospel. I was trying to make sense of the story of the Bible as a whole. On that day, my minister spoke into my life, and following the next Sunday’s sermon on Ephesians 2:111, I truly understood the grace that God had shown to me with a depth that I had not grasped previously. The words of Ephesians 2:8 penetrated my heart and brought me to tears of joy. I realized how my faith was truly a gift that was of no merit of my own. During that time I continued immersing myself in the Word and pursued a theological education with Christian mentorship at the nearest, most affordable Bible College I could find. It so happened that Kuyper College fit that description. My love for the Lord, a desire to deepen my knowledge of God and His Word, and a passion to share the Gospel with the lost was my central focus. At Kuyper, I was immensely blessed by the Biblical orientation of the courses, the mentorship of my pastor throughout college, and an opportunity to serve as a youth minister for four years. After Kuyper, I went to Calvin Seminary because it was the place where the pastor who had ministered so greatly to my heart had gone, along with many of the faculty from Kuyper. I saw it as taking the next step to glorify God further. During my seminary years, I was once again encouraged by the courses and honed my writing, preaching, and pastoral abilities. Half way through seminary I met my wife, Stephanie, who also seeks to serve Christ’s church. Faith Journey (continued) After many years of studying, preaching, teaching, and leading, several internships and opportunities, the Lord has led me more and more in a direction that has affirmed my initial internal call and increasingly encouraged my external call. At the heart of my passion for ministry is the desire to convey the Gospel of Jesus Christ to other people, regardless of any hardship that may come. With the Lord leading me, my prayer is that Stephanie and I might be able to serve the church of Jesus Christ well as we seek a home church to love, nurture, and grow with as we pursue Christ together in the Word and love and good deeds. My personal ideal of ministry is that whatever church or ministry I am called to, I am able to help other brothers and sisters to express themselves with love and good deeds to Jesus and their neighbors. This simple but profound philosophy is the biblical sum of the law and Paul’s council to the young Timothy in his pastorate. I also hope to equip the saints for the work of the ministry in the areas that they have been called to in the life of the church. Shelby L. Gemmen Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy and ordination in the Christian Reformed Church in North America in order to have my internal call as a Minister of the Word and sacraments as is recognized and affirmed through the external call of the church. I believe whole heartedly in the work that God has done in Christ and His church and acknowledge the gravity of the challenges and responsibilities that are involved in this call to ministry. With God helping me by His great love and grace exhibited in the person of Jesus Christ and the guidance of the Holy Spirit, I am striving for the Church’s affirmation of this calling on my life. Shelby Gemmen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 3 Faith Journey My father, grandfather, and great-grandfather served the church as Ministers of the Word for their entire lives. I grew up watching my dad lead Christians through the highs and lows of their faith and hearing stories of my grandfather’s mission work in Mexico and Sri Lanka. This has had a profound influence on my life. From an early age I embraced what my parents taught me. I saw the immeasurable value of Christ. I understood the problem of sin in my life. I witnessed the transformation that the message of grace could kindle in the lives of the hopeless. I believe there is a deep need for Christ in this world. Without him we are lacking. This is true for every part of our lives. Christ influences our studies, careers, families, and worship. Name: Tyler Greenway Spouse: Johanna Age: 24 Place of Birth: Munster, IN College Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2010 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2013 This desire has influenced my life thus far. From an early age I have served the church in whatever capacities I could. I have served in nursery, Sunday school classes, youth group activities and trips, and on committees. I’ve been on multiple service trips to Tennessee, Canada, Mexico, and Nicaragua. Currently I serve as the intern pastor at Wayland Christian Reformed Church. I have the privilege of preaching the Word of God, catechizing teenagers, and providing pastoral care. I recognize the necessity of Christ for this world. We are transformed by the work of Christ, but without him we are lost. I recognize that God has called me to devote my life to him and to ministry in his church. I wish to serve the church in whatever capacity I can. I believe that God is calling me to serve as a Minister of the Word in the CRC and I hope to serve in this role with the gifts that God has given me. Internships: City Grace Church, New York City, NY Summer 2011 Wayland CRC, Wayland, MI July 2011 — Present, Concurrent Contact: 616-240-5116 [email protected] Tyler Greenway Statement of Reason I wish to be a candidate in the Christian Reformed Church in North America because I believe that God is calling me to become a Minister of the Word and I agree with the creeds, confessions, and mission of the CRCNA. God’s calling on my life has prompted me to seek training to become a minister. As I continue my schooling, I feel that my internal calling has been confirmed. I have been raised in the CRCNA my entire life and I wish to continue serving in this denomination and to have the opportunity as a candidate for my calling to be recognized by a congregation within the CRCNA. Tyler Greenway A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey My faith journey begins in rural Ontario. I was born and raised in a Christian family, guided by parents who cared deeply about raising their five boys to know Christ. I have been a part of the Christian Reformed Church all my life and I studied at Christian schools from primary through post-secondary. As a boy, I had a sense of safety, belonging, and purpose. I was part of a caring family and community, and I trustingly followed the patterns of life that were modeled for me by loving parents, friends, and teachers. Spiritually, high school was a season of stagnation; I coasted through my high school years comfortably, neither rejecting nor embracing the faith of my parents. Name: David Groen Age: 29 Place of Birth: Hamilton, Ontario Spouse Name: Brittany Groen Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Redeemer University College B.A., 2007 Regent College M.Div., 2015 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Full-time Youth Pastor New Westminster CRC 2004-present Contact: 604-315-2521 [email protected] Through various friends and circumstances, God led me to Redeemer University College, where I spent four pivotal years. Three experiences in particular shaped my faith and the direction of my future: I joined a small group, entered into a mentorship with a professor, and began studying mission and Reformed theology. The convergence of these things strengthened my relationship with Christ, helped me develop spiritual disciplines, and deepened my love for the church. Shortly after graduating I married Brittany. Together we began to discern where God might be leading us next. We both had a clear sense that God was calling me into ministry, but the what, where, and when were still unclear. During the discernment process, I was unexpectedly offered a full-time position in youth ministry at a CRC church in British Columbia. I accepted the position, and shortly thereafter enrolled in part-time studies at Regent College in the MDiv program. Blending my studies with ministry has been fruitful, and has allowed me to work out what I have been learning in a community of faith. My years in youth ministry have been deeply enriching. Working with youth and young adults has given me hope for what God can do in the next generation. Few things have nourished my life as much as seeing international students converting to Christ or witnessing teens brainstorming ways to serve their community. Through youth ministry, God has taught me that the gospel really is a transformative power. Regent has also played a significant role in my formation. Studying alongside students from different cultures and denominations has been life-giving. I have come to appreciate many distinctive elements in other traditions, and I have learned a great deal from African, Asian, and Latin American expressions of faith. In this context I have also come to appreciate more fully the richness of the Reformed tradition and what it has to offer the wider body of Christ. Regent has opened my eyes to the diversity of Christ’s body, and taught me that we must strive to serve our cities together. I am thankful for the way in which Christ has been at work in my life, using various events and relationships to lead me into pastoral ministry. I look forward to using the gifts he has given me to serve the body of Christ. David Groen Statement of Reason Through listening to the voice of my community, and prayerfully discerning my gifts, I see this decision to pursue ordination within the CRC as a faithful response to Christ’s call in my life to serve his church. The church is sent to embody and proclaim the good new of Jesus Christ in every corner of creation, and I desire to serve to this end. David Groen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey My belief in God and experience of Him are all about relationships. I have seen how God has loved and walked with me throughout the struggles of my life in a variety of ways. I was born and raised in a good Christian family, and would consider my faith journey as an ongoing process of enlightenment. My beliefs can be summed up in the ‘reformed’ Christian creeds and confessions that I hold dear. Name: Robert Gruessing Spouse: Sue Age: 39 Place of Birth: Zeeland, MI Number of Children: Four College Attended: Cornerstone University B.S., 2010 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Internships: 70 X 7, Holland MI Summer 2012 CPE, Pine Rest, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2013 Contact: 616-748-0493 [email protected] The high point of my faith came after I got married. First we had a daughter and two years later a second daughter was born. Three years after that we found we were pregnant with a son. I was excited to have a boy! But, that elation soon turned to grief as we learned halfway through the pregnancy that he had thanatophoric skeletal dysplasia, which caused his demise shortly after birth. This was very hard on me. I cried out to God…how could He do this to me? My Grandfather reminded me that God knew what I was feeling. He, too, foreknew that His son was going to die. In fact, He put it into motion for us. That got me thinking. Because of that ‘discussion’ with God over all that pain and misery I have grown stronger in my faith. It was at times a difficult and long journey of faith, however I found peace letting God have control over all things, and I have come closer to Him than I have ever been. Since then we have had a second son and a third daughter! This call to the ministry has been a long and sometimes painful process. I have always felt the call, yet I was hesitant to accept it. But every roadblock and hurdle I put up was either answered or removed. God has truly provided for me in ways I will never understand, and He will use the education at Calvin to help me come to grips with and answer those hard questions I faced over my lifetime. Robert Gruessing Statement of Reason I feel called by God to serve Him in active ministry in the Christian Reformed Church to further His kingdom. I am excited as well as humbled to answer this call and to continue a life of service to Him. I stand in awe of the awesome responsibilities active ministry entails, but with God’s help I will strive to faithfully serve Him. In Christ, Robert J. Gruessing A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey I was raised by loving parents who left all that was familiar to them in Italy to start a new life in the US. I was one of four children raised Roman Catholic and took up residence in urban Hudson County, NJ a few miles from New York City. My parents’ goal was to give their children the life and opportunities they did not have in a small town that was ravaged by war. I am grateful for my parents’ idealism and willingness to take risks for a better life. Maybe some of that rubbed off on me, their third child, as I too received a calling to pursue something better. Name: Patrick N Guarracino Spouse: Miriam Age: 53 Place of Birth: North Bergen, NJ Number of Children: Three College Attended: Rutgers University Newark Campus B.A., 1984 Seminaries Attended: Westminster Seminary, Philadelphia, PA M.Div., 1990 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internships and Ministry Experience: Bethesda Presbyterian Church Philadelphia, PA., 1987-1988 Christ Community CRC, Austin, TX Summer 1988 Hope CRC, Houston, TX Summer 1988 New Life Presbyterian, Philadelphia, PA Youth Pastor 1988 – 1992 Covenant Presbyterian, Abingdon, MD Assistant Pastor, 1994-1996 Contact: 267-625-8975 [email protected] It was 1979-80 in my first year of college that God got my attention by introducing me to a Jesus that was more than a statue hanging on a cross, but a real person that desired a relationship with this lost young man. It was through my older brother, who came along side me during a difficult time and shared with me the good news of the gospel. He said that my problems were a result of my broken relationship with God because of my sin and that Jesus death on the cross paid the penalty and that if I believed in Him by faith I could be fully forgiven and enter into a personal relationship with Him. It was just a matter of time that God opened my eyes and in repentance I received Jesus as my Lord and Savior in 1980. I was discipled in my college years, through the ministry of InterVarsity at Rutgers University, Newark NJ. I responded to the ministry like a fish to water as I studied the works of Francis Schaeffer, J.I Packer, R.C. Sproul and urban ministry pioneer Harvie Conn. As I grew in my faith, I also grew in my understanding and passion for the Reformed view, which eventually led me and my wife to follow God’s call to Westminster Seminary in Philadelphia in 1985 with the support of our local church and Pastor Rev. John Algera. After seminary, I served the local church as a Youth Pastor for 10 years in urban Philadelphia and suburban Maryland. I grew in my love for the gospel and for young people inside and outside the church walls. However, after 10 years I also began to question my place in the local church and decided to take a self appointed sabbatical to sort things out which lasted over 10 years, longer than I imagined. It was a time of personal questioning and trials, but also a time of repentance and maturity. In 2011, God began to rekindle the flame that lay dormant within me. With the prompting of the Holy Spirit (and the permission of my dear wife Miriam) I reconnected with Pastor John Algera at Madison Avenue CRC and he introduced me to a new opportunity toward ordination in the CRC through the non-resident EPMC program at Calvin Seminary. In these past 2 years, God has fanned the flame in me through my training and through the local church and the continued use of my gifts. This has been an amazing journey with God as He has reaffirmed my call to ministry and has extended His grace and love to me and my family. I am excited and humbled at the same time by God’s faithfulness to His people. I look forward with anticipation to serve His Church and take part in His kingdom plan. Patrick Guarracino Statement of Reason I am seeking Candidacy in the CRC because I believe that God has called me to shepherd His people and to be a servant leader in His Church. A pastor-friend once told me “The Church is the hope of the world”. I have come to embrace that more and more. As a community of faith we embrace the love of Christ and walk into foreign territory with the message of reconciliation. For me there is no greater calling. Patrick Guarracino A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey That the Lord moves in mysterious ways is no strange idea to me. The journey He has brought me through to where I am today shows the grace and creativity of our all-powerful and loving God. Name: Gareth Harker Spouse: Kristal Age: 32 Place of Birth: Scarborough, ON Number of Children: Four Colleges Attended: Briercreat College, Caronport, SK B.A., 2005 University of Waterloo, Waterloo, ON B.A. 2006 Seminaries Attended: Tyndale Seminary, Toronto, ON M.Div., 2008 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internship: Maranatha CRC, Cambridge, ON September 2012 – September 2014 Contact: 519-267-3353 [email protected] The son of an alcoholic, atheist father and a mother who did not place much stock in Church or Jesus Christ, it is a wonder that I ever darkened the doors of a church. Yet in my teen years, through a move from Kitchener, Ontario to McAllen, Texas in 1996 at the age of 16, God got hold of my heart. As a young man who struggled with feelings of inadequacy and isolation, Jesus Christ revealed himself to me as my Redeemer and Friend. As I started to grow in my faith, read the Bible, and engage in church activities, it became apparent that God had plans for me beyond what I could have ever thought. Through the affirmation of others, I followed a nudge to Briercrest Bible College in Caronport, Saskatchewan to pursue a degree in Youth Ministry. Briercrest held some of the most deeply formative years in my faith journey. God brought me through the desert and back again – pushing my faith to become genuine and rooted in prayer and the Word. During my time there I questioned the sincerity of my faith and my sense of belonging. Again and again God confirmed Himself and my place during many long times of silence, solitude, and prayer in the chapel. I also during that time developed a greater sense of ecumenicity and connection to the historical church. There were professors and students from a variety of backgrounds, and through them I discovered the beauty of God’s Church in its various expressions. It turned out Youth Ministry was not the place for me, and I instead followed a nudge to major in Theology, thinking perhaps God was calling me to a teaching ministry. This same nudge took me back to my home town to study Philosophy at the University of Waterloo. Studying Philosophy did not open up for me the avenues I thought it would. Yet this phase in my journey was not without purpose. In following that nudge, I met my wife, Kristal. Our marriage a year and a half after meeting changed the plans yet again as I sought employment with limited options for a young man with Bachelor’s degrees in Theology and Philosophy. God graciously provided me work at an automotive manufacturer, the field I continue to work in while pursuing my studies. God used the signs of economic turmoil in early 2008 to encourage me to pick up my studies again, part-time in an evening Masters of Theological Studies program at Tyndale Seminary in Toronto. Alongside this, God opened up opportunities for me to serve our home church as both a lay preacher and an elder. But God was not done there. The economic downturn resulted in a long layoff for me, through which God started to make clear that the calling He has placed upon me is to serve as a pastor. As I reflect back on my life to this point, I can see God’s hand at work in so many ways. Not only has He brought me into his family through unusual circumstances, He has also blessed me with the opportunity to experience a broad expression of His family across North America. This journey has brought me to the CRC both because of its historical significance to Kristal and because of its rich tradition and theology. Faith Journey (continued) If there is one word that rings loud and clear in all I see in my life it is grace: the central reason behind all that God has done in history and foundational to our theology as a Reformed church. That God would not only accept me and welcome me into His family, but that He would also choose me for this task is an example of His grace and mercy. It is “grace [that] has brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead me home.” From unfaith to faith to pastoral ministry, it has taken 15 years and over 7,000 miles for God to bring me to where I am today. If that does not show the creativity and grace of our God, I’m not sure what would. Gareth Harker Statement of Reason I have felt a sense of call into ministry since 1999. The sense of call was clear, but the shape of that call has been in formation for the last 15 years. That sense of call took me through an undergraduate degree in Theology and a supplementary B.A. in Philosophy, as well as Seminary. The shape of my call became clearer in 2009. My wife, Kristal, and I had been attending Maranatha CRC for about 2 years. I had opportunities to preach there and serve as a pastoral elder. I was in the midst of a long layoff from my job in industry. My experiences in ministry at Maranatha had given external confirmation to the internal call through the encouraging words of members of our congregation. At that point I began to pursue my MDiv in Pastoral Ministry as well as investigating the E.P.M.C. program through Calvin Seminary. That possibility finally became a reality in 2012 with the non-resident program, which happens to coincide with the final years of my MDiv program at Tyndale Seminary. I am in a position now to apply for candidacy and this is the reason I choose to have my name declared in Synod of 2014 as a delayed candidate. It has been a long process wherein God has been faithful and I am excited for the possibilities that lie ahead. Gareth Harker A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour! The triune God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit have worked in concert to save me from my sins, so that I may live forever with my Lord God. Our Lord does this for all who believe in the Father’s One and Only Son, Jesus Christ, and the mighty work Jesus accomplished on the cross, and how He burst from the grave to sit at the right hand of the Father. How did I come to this understanding and knowledge that is rooted deep in my soul, in the core of my being? The following will provide a brief glimpse of my journey to Christ. Name: Robert Hoekstra Age: 51 Place of Birth: Georgetown, ON Spouse Name: Jacqueline Hoekstra Number of Children: Four Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Tyndale University College and Seminary B.A., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Escalon CRC, Escalon, CA June-August 2014 Pine Rest, Cutlerville, MI May-August 2013 Beit Sahour, Israel/Palestine, Hope Equals June-July 2012 Contact: 519-370-0381 [email protected] Beginning from infancy, I was raised in a Christ centred home. My parents followed in the footsteps of their parents and the beliefs of the CRC’s Christian faith laid out in the Reformed confessions and creeds by wasting no time in presenting me for baptism in faith in our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Since I was old enough to remember, Scripture was read at the dinner table with prayers before and after the meal. At a tender age, I was taught to kneel at my bedside for my nightly prayers. Honour and reverence of God was instilled within me in our home and through Georgetown CRC, in Georgetown, Ontario, Canada. My development as a child of God continued in the context of Christian education. I grew to learn of the wonders of God and of His creation. I have multiple rich memories of God glorifying moments witnessed in the halls and classrooms of the Christian schools. I recall a moment, frozen in time, where we too celebrated along with the whole country of Canada winning gold against the Soviet hockey team. This was one turning moment for me, perceiving that, yes, we Christians do interact with the world joining in joyous events, but that is where we, and the world separate; we worship God, not the gods of sports. From the young age of seven I began to associate myself with church life and life as a pastor. My love for the Scriptures beginning in the early years developed increasingly as I grew, so that I would look forward to Heidelberg Catechism classes, and various youth events. Then the big day arrived, Profession of Faith Sunday, as I professed my faith in Jesus Christ. Yet, it is a journey we travel resulting in seven years later my offering of myself more fully to God. Two developments occurred: God had control turning the wheel and God opening my ears to Scripture and the church, His body. Once I acknowledged God call on my life (that took a while) to enter parish ministry in the CRC, I hurried up and waited. From then on I moved forward always seeking God’s leading and guiding when to enter the ministry. Time past, God was shaping me. While I waited, God used me to bring people to Christ, and to be active in the church where I worshiped the only One true God. And then it happened; God made it clear the day had come to enter the ministry. I give the Lord God all praise and thanksgiving! His shed blood for me, His continued presence, answers to prayer whether yes or no, His guiding hand, His constant provisions, His Word that speaks life into dry bones, this is my God. He is real, alive, and active in turning hearts to Him. Our home is not here, it’s with Christ! Robert Hoekstra Statement of Reason God has ignited in me by His Holy Spirit the passion to preach the Good News of His salvation to the church with love for my brothers and sisters in Christ in the CRC. God has put the desire by His Spirit on my heart to serve His people of the CRC and to reach out to those who still do not know Christ in participation with the mission of the church. The love of the day to day pastoral care of my brothers and sisters follows on the heels of my desire to preach God’s story. It is the love and care of the church and the struggles she experiences that guides the message formation drawn from relevant passages. Additionally, the CRC remains true to Scripture in its creeds, confessions, doctrines, and theology. Being assured of this, I am able to boldly and confidently preach God’s word with excitement and eagerness. I love my brothers and sisters of the Christian Reformed Church, which creates a sincere desire to use the gifts God has given me for her. Robert Hoekstra A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey In terms of belief, I believe in God the Father Almighty, who made the heavens and the earth. I believe that he created the world in perfection, out of love and for his glory. The land, plants, fish, and animals are the work of his hands designed to bring glory to his name. The crowning touch of his creation was man, a being created in the image of God to enjoy fellowship with God. However out of a mistrust and desire for their own glory, humanity sinned against God and in so doing brought all of creation under the curse of sin. Name: Darren Hoogendoorn Age: 30 Place of Birth: Oshawa, Ontario Spouse Name: Laurelle Hoogendoorn Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Redeemer University College B.A., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Tyndale Seminary M.Div., 2011-present Internships: Hebron CRC, Whitby, Ontario Sept 2012-April 2013 Contact: 905-243-0509 [email protected] Unable to repair the damage to their relationship with God, nor to atone for their sins, humanity stands condemned before God in need of a Saviour. Out of his great love for us, God sent his Son, born of a woman and conceived by the Holy Spirit, to live the life we were called to live and to die the death we deserved to die. This God-man Jesus Christ is the only way through which salvation may be given. Christ lived out the demands of the Law perfectly, yet he was crucified; forsaken by God as an atoning sacrifice for the sins of humanity. But God did not abandon his holy one to the grave, and on the third day he raised him to life again conquering sin and death. All who call upon the name of Christ, acknowledging their sin and accepting his mercy may enjoy fellowship with God. Christ imparts his righteousness upon those whom the Father calls, and for those who are in Christ there is no longer any condemnation. This work is all a gift of grace, given to the believer through no merit of their own. After Christ’s work was finished he ascended into heaven that God might send the Holy Spirit into the hearts of all who believer. The Spirit illuminates the Words and work of Christ, applying the grace of his work to the lives of believers. Apart from the Holy Spirit we could not come to know God in the manner which leads to eternal life. Christ has promised that he will come again a second time to judge the living and the dead. Upon his arrival a new era will be ushered in. He will bring about the right and proper end of all things, purging the creation of sin as though it had been refined by fire. Finally God will dwell with humanity for all eternity, to live, breathe, move, and ultimately glorify him in a restored creation. I came to know these truths simply through the gift of God’s grace given to me. Despite growing up in Church, my heart never understood the Good News of the Gospel, until God opened the eyes of my heart that I might come to know him. Darren Hoogendoorn Statement of Reason The reason I desire to be a Minister of the Word in the Christian Reformed Church and not in another denomination is multifaceted. First and foremost, I agree and believe in the doctrines it professes. Second, it was into this church I was born and I feel that I have been called. Just as Peter was to minister to his native people (the Jews) so too I feel called to mine as well. Last, I have hope for the CRC. Darren Hoogendoorn A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey My faith journey began in the Christian home in which I was raised. I do not remember a time without God. It was in high school that I began to realize that God was not real to many of my peers. At youth group we were encouraged to talk about Jesus to our unbelieving friends. Both at school and at work I would engage my friends and co-workers when opportunities came. I did not bring any of them to faith (that I know of), but I was sharpened in my own faith by the conversations I had with them. Name: Ryan Hoogerbrugge Spouse: Emily Age: 36 Place of Birth: Grimsby, ON Number of Children: Three College Attended: Tyndale College B.R.S., 2001 Seminaries Attended: Tyndale Seminary M.Div., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internships: Wallaceburg CRC Wallaceburg, ON Summer 2009 St. Joseph’s Regional Mental Health Care London, ON Chaplain Intern, Summer 2013 Contact: 226-627-8808 [email protected] At the end of high school I decided to go to Bible college. I did this in order to make myself available to whatever God might call me to do for him. I knew I was a Christian but I was not convinced that I had really put God first in my life and this seemed to be the way to do it at the time. Many things happened during my college years. I attended Tyndale College in Toronto and also became a member of Grace Toronto Church, a downtown church plant from the Presbyterian Church of North America. It was at Tyndale that friends and professors won me over to the Calvinist doctrine of election. Prior to college it was not something that had been taught to me. During my time at Tyndale I became a part of the Evangelism Team which was an outreach to homeless people. Every week we handed out bagged lunches to homeless people on the streets and in the parks where they slept. Eventually I was engaged in a Bible study with some homeless men on Thursday nights in the lower food court of the Eaton‘s Centre. During this time I also organized a group of students from the college to visit residents at a local nursing home. After graduating I moved to downtown Toronto and worked as a security guard. I continued to study taking some classes in New Testament Greek at Toronto Baptist Seminary. Though I believe in infant baptism, I had friends from Tyndale and also Grace Toronto Church who had enrolled there. Roughly a year later I applied for a position as a youth program director in the Brighton CRC where my girlfriend (now wife) attended. After a year Emily and I were married. After two years at the church I felt affirmed that God desired me to go further and seek pastoral ministry and ordination. The council there also affirmed my decision unanimously. I enrolled at Calvin Seminary in 2004. This, however, was not God‘s plan for me. Shortly before we were to leave we found out that Emily was pregnant and there would be no insurance coverage for the pregnancy if we went into the United States. I enrolled at Tyndale again. During these years our family grew. Anneka was born in 2005. We experienced two miscarriages before Malachi was born in 2010. Neah was born in 2011. These last ten years has been a mix of school and employment. We have taken no loans except for the forgivable loans from classis. It has not been an easy journey, but God has been faithful to provide all that we have needed to serve him. Ryan Hoogerbrugge Statement of Reason In faithfulness to God’s call on my life I am seeking candidacy to be a minister of the Word. I began my journey toward ordination several years ago and many in the church have confirmed the direction to which I have been working. I enjoy studying God’s Word, teaching it and preaching it. I believe that the local church is the hope of the world as it proclaims and lives out the Good News of Jesus Christ. It is my desire to build the church up according to Christ’s instruction and with the gifts and abilities his Spirit has given me. Ryan Hoogerbrugge A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey In order to know who I am, someone will have to discern my uniquely religious background. As a 5th generation of a Christian family, I was born as a grandson of a pastor, a son of a pastor, a nephew of two missionaries serving in Japan, and Ethiopia. Unlike many Koreans, whom may have accepted our Lord during their life time, I have grown accustomed to not only Presbyterian tradition and Westminster confession but also with the yearning and wondering for worldly pleasure at my youth. The stories of the Bible came familiar as my mother would narrate them as bedtime stories. Name: Jin Su Hwang Age: 27 Place of Birth: Seoul Korea Spouse Name: Chan-Mi Park Hwang Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Suny Stony Brook University B.A., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Th.M., 2016 Internships: Pioneered Stony Brook Campus Ministry [a.k.a. Korean Students for Christ] 2006-2010 Worship Pastor/Youth Pastor/ English Ministry Pastor Hahn-In CRC of Grand Rapids, Wyoming, MI December 2010-present Short-term Mission Trip to El Salvador Iglesia Presbiteriana en El Salvador July 2013 Languages: Korean Contact: 516-395-4505 [email protected] Faith upon these stories strongly influenced me during my development. As a naïve and sincere child, I often argued against those followers of different religions. Without knowing too much, I would stubbornly insist that the Bible and God are the only Truth. This has led to an occasion where in my science class at elementary school, teachers taught the class about evolutional theory. The universe has been created by a “big bang”, and human evolved from a group of cellular organisms. At this point, I became the troublemaker: strongly defying the teacher because of what she had taught me. Often, I would not listen to her directions and even answered the questions on the test intentionally wrong because of my ways of belief for God. As I began to think as a teenager, I avoided my friends who started drinking liquors and smoking cigarettes. Back then, I questioned myself as such who I am and the meaning of life. There was a small fragment of my heart thirsty for fellowship and connections. This small fire blamed my background for not accepting the way most of my friends were walking through, seeking the worldly pleasure, and hating to hold a title of the pastor’s kid. In the midst of this confusion of values, I personally confronted God. It was the dark night’s soul. The church my father has planted in New York was struggling financially. On top of that, the church had gone through a split because of the power vacuum. This conflict occurred none other than by the family member. My family was struggling in faith and in finance. Moreover, my dream of becoming a hotel manager to earn money and glory of networks has gone into the toilet. Among eleven schools I have applied for college, all the schools I applied as hospitality management rejected me. This was the first time I actually depended upon God. This is the time that I answered upon the call. I will be your servant in the time where there are no harvesters. Gradually, my family recovered from the scar. I chose to go to the university close to home so I could help out my family as well as the church. Through the scholarships and federal grants, I was able to support the church with all the extra expenses I have gotten. I started working and participated in earning the living costs of my family. Furthermore, I have begun to evangelize my friends. It was at first one or two friends. Later, the group has become too large that my father and I have decided to rent a church near the campus of Stony Brook University. This has become the church. Faith Journey (continued) Through these experiences, I have come to realize the joy of serving God and His church. In spite of the cultural shock and the language barrier, a little boy who was 13 years old had matured into a leader who knew how to care for friends and lead them into faith. However, these practices of endurance, strengthened, and developed me into a matured, thoughtful, and confident adult. Upon the graduation of the college, I finally decided to come to the Seminary as I eagerly waited. I found such happiness and often thought it would be a perfect life. Yet, I have confronted the challenges that I have never faced. I started working in a local church called HahnIn CRC of Grand Rapids right away. My role and participation in this ministry had been a journey of learning. From worship leader to youth pastor and eventually to English Ministry pastor, the church has experienced splits, major fights, struggles, and scar. Through these events, I, again, experienced the difficulty of leading the church. Yet, I remembered the joy my father had shared of serving the church. And this joy and love for the church was exemplified the head pastor I was serving under. As a dreamer of becoming a pastor, I am a step away. Knowing that it won’t be an easy track, I am more than passionate to become the servant of God. I can confidently answer that even through the difficulties, the joy and peace God provides to us is far greater than any. Daniel Jin Su Hwang Statement of Reason If someone asks me “what’s the reason for you to become a minister?” I cannot simply answer. It’s because I certainly know that there are so many other people who are more fitting and better equipped to become the servant of God, to build the church, and to lead the congregants to the right way. Yet, if I really have to answer the question, then I will firmly answer that it’s because I have determined to do so. Look around the world! There are so many temptations and attractions. My heart aches observing the current church breaking apart, experiencing their children walking away, adopting worldly thoughts as foundation, and failing to discern what is right or wrong. Yet, my heart is being torn apart witnessing churches arguing, claiming one to be better than the other, and competing one another. What does it mean to be a church? The essential question I hope to answer through my life is to be the part of the church knowing to answer the question together and become a model of practicing the answer by bearing fruit. Daniel Jin Su Hwang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 2 Faith Journey Growing up in a minister’s family was a blessing. My parents did their best to raise me as a child who learned to love the Lord with all my strength and soul and my neighbor as myself. As a child, I obeyed what I learned from the Korean church and my parents. In my teens, I began to rebel against my parents who seemed to be more concerned about their ministry than family life. Name: Joseph Hwang Spouse: Yumi Age: 32 Place of Birth: Philadelphia, PA Number of Children: One College Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2004 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2012 Th.M., 2012 Mentored Ministries Internships: Korean CRC of Kalamazoo, Vicksburg, MI November 2011 – May 2012 Michiana Korean Church, Elkhart, IN Summer 2011 The seeds of rebellion blossomed in college. I desired autonomy and succeeded in executing my plans. Education was not my priority, so I did not study. For a while, I stopped going to church. I had to distance myself from God so that I would not feel guilty. Deep down, I felt trapped and longed to turn my life around. I wanted God to help me. That is when I met Pastor Moonbae Kim. Pastor Kim began mentoring me in a small college group Bible study. God used him to lead me back to church and restore me in my relationship with God. For the first time, I could stand with confidence and not dwell on my shame. God assured me of his love, grace, and mercy as revealed in His Son Jesus Christ. Since then, I have spent my life trying to live as a disciple of my Lord and Savior. In the process of restoration, I realized that I had a passion for God’s Word. When I understood God’s Word, it helped my faith grow. I yearned to be equipped with the tools to serve the Church. Yet, after college, I had to wait three years before I could enter seminary. I needed to develop discipline and learn to be faithful to the tasks before me. At Calvin Theological Seminary, I have learned many important things about the CRC, what it means to be a pastor, and something about myself. I enjoy studying, teaching and preaching God’s Word. I pray that God will help me to be a faithful steward to the task He sets before me, to trust Him wholeheartedly, and to grow even more in love for my wife and daughter. As a candidate to be a minister of the Word of God in the CRC, I am in full agreement with and believe what is stated in the form of subscription. Joseph Y. Hwang Trinity CRC, Broomall, PA Summer 2010 Korean Grace CRC, Grand Rapids, MI September 2007 – May 2010 Languages: English and Korean Contact: 616-916-5346 [email protected] Statement of Reason In 2007, God brought me to Calvin Theological Seminary so that I could begin my preparation to become a minister of the Word of God in the CRC. As I am about to graduate, I see that God has been faithful to me on this journey. Through each stage of my journey, God has affirmed his calling through the local churches, classis, and hopefully, in the candidacy committee. He continues to assure that He has a purpose for me in His church. That is why I am seeking to be a candidate in the CRC. Joseph Y. Hwang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I believe I am a sinner. I know this not only because the Bible says so, but also because I can see that in my own life. When I sin, people’s feelings are hurt, things don’t get done, etc. However, if it weren’t for the work of the Holy Spirit, I would only feel bad about my sins because of the bad consequences. God’s Spirit convicts my heart and helps me to see that my sins are also personal offenses against God. He has also helped me to see the severity of my bondage under sin. Before God, I was a dead man. And before sin, I was a complete slave. Hence, I believe I am a sinner. Name: Edward Jiang Age: 38 Place of Birth: Shanghai, China Spouse Name: Pin-His Chen Number of Children: One Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Penn State University B.S., 1999 Westminster Theological Seminary, PA M.Div., 2007 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Chinese Christian Church & Center, Philadelphia, PA Nov 2004-May 2007 Languages: Chinese Contact: 412-999-9853 [email protected] However, I am also a redeemed sinner. Thankfully, out of his great love and by his grace, my Heavenly Father appointed his only Son Jesus to take on flesh to live and die in my place. And Jesus, not stingy with his own life, willingly obeyed. So now I have hope fighting against sin. And now I can enjoy God’s favor. Because of what Jesus did (and is still doing), I am fully indebted to him. I belong to him, body and soul, in life and in death. The life I now live, I live for God and for his glory. I grew up in Shanghai, China. The above are statements that would have sounded like crazy talk to the old me. I did not know that there is a God who created everything in the universe. I did not know that he is loving, just, powerful, and wise. The only gods I had known were statues made of clay and fictional characters in stories. All that changed when I moved with my parents to the US. I was introduced to my Creator and later to the notion of sin and salvation through the work of both individual Christians and the Chinese church near where I had lived. So now, “How can I use my life to glorify God?” becomes a question I often think about. Right after I graduated from college, I thought I should use the degree I had earned to work. So I became a software engineer. I worked for 3 years. It was a very good experience to get a taste of what being a young professional is like. I liked what I did. I also liked the fact that it afforded me time to help out with the youth ministry in my church. But as I served, more and more I saw a spiritual need both among the youths and their parents. And that’s when it dawned on me that I could really use my bilingual skills to serve the Church! Since that “eureka” moment, I attended and earned an M. Div. degree at Westminster Theological Seminary and I also served as the English pastor at my home church. The Westminster education had given me a thoroughly Reformed perspective on my faith. It has given me a much greater appreciation for God’s gracious act of salvation. It has also given me a perspective on the world that claims everything belongs to God and we Christians must play a role in God’s plan of redemption. To me personally, this means my job is more than “saving souls.” As a Chinese immigrant, I want to be a part of God’s redemption of the Chinese and Chinese American cultures. And that all for the glory of God. Edward Jiang Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the CRC because, practically speaking, I currently serve at a Chinese CRC congregation. But it is also because I love God and the Good News of Jesus Christ. This is a message everyone needs to hear over and over again, both Christians and non-Christians alike. And I am seeking candidacy in the CRC in particular because I believe the Reformed tradition explains the gospel in the best way and gives God the most glory. Edward Jiang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 3 Faith Journey Name: Daniel B. Jung Spouse: Debbie Age: 33 Place of Birth: Pusan, South Korea Number of Children: One and one on the way College Attended: University of California, Davis B.A., 2007 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2013 Internship: One Wyoming, Wyoming, MI Church Planting Organization March 2012 — Present, Concurrent Contact: 916-990-5702 [email protected] In the winter of 1998, as a sophomore in college and undeclared as a major, I prayed to God, “Lord, just tell me what you want me to do with my life. And if you tell me, I will devote my entire life to it. I will pursue it with a reckless abandon.” Later that night, I had a vivid dream, and in that dream, I was preaching the Gospel to a multitude. Upon waking up that next morning, I was scared. “Really? This is what you want me to do, God?” I sought advice and went to my college pastor and told her what had happened…and she cried. It wasn’t tears of joy either, no, this was a full sob; a my-dog-just-died sob. This was all the excuse I needed to not pursue this notion of being a pastor any further. Also, I was terrified of public speaking and my voice cracked every time I had to stand in front of people to speak. I dismissed this dream as a reaction to the late-night pizza I ate the night before, and never told anyone else about this dream for the next twelve years. The next twelve years were the best and worst years of my life. They were the worst years of my life because I contracted Hantavirus; a level-4 biohazard disease which nearly took my life, was expelled from college, was immobilized by an ankle ligament dysfunction, and was in crutches for three years, received disability benefits, became addicted to narcotic pain killers and alcohol, stole from family and friends to feed my addiction, lived in a garage, burned countless bridges amongst friends, and put my family and closest friends through constant turmoil and worry. It was also some of the best years of my life because I got married, started a family, became a father, and most importantly, realized I was a child of God, deeply loved by my Creator, who relentlessly pursued me. At that moment however, like Jonah, I was in the belly of the fish and I prayed the same prayer he prayed: “But I, with shouts of grateful praise, will sacrifice to you. What I have vowed I will make good. I will say, ‘Salvation comes from the LORD.’” —Jonah 2:9. I also remembered the prayer of twelve years ago: “Lord, just tell me what you want me to do with my life. And if you tell me, I will devote my entire life to it. I will pursue it with a reckless abandon.” So here I am, at the cusp of completion at Calvin Seminary, ready to pursue this calling with the reckless abandon I had promised. Daniel Jung Statement of Reason “I am a human being. But I find being a Christian to be the best way for me to be a human being. And I find being Protestant the best way for me to be a Christian. And I find being Reformed the best way for me to be Protestant. And I find being a Calvinist to be the best way of being Reformed.”—Richard Mouw, Calvinism in the Las Vegas Airport I read these words from Richard Mouw when I first came to seminary, and to be honest, I didn’t really believe the last two sentences to be completely true for me. Statement of Reason (continued) My, things have certainly changed. Since coming to Calvin Theological Seminary, I have fallen in love with the Reformed Faith. It has given me a worldview that best reconciles what I read in the Bible to what I see in our world. I couldn’t think of a better tradition to be adopted into than the Christian Reformed Church and to serve God’s people in this denomination would be my greatest honor. Daniel Jung A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey I am very much a grateful product of Reformed Theology and the Christian Reformed Church having been born and baptized within the church and never really questioning my identity within. Some of my fondest childhood memories involve running around trying to dodge out of Sunday school with cousins and friends at Orland Park CRC. I have been blessed to be born within a committed Christian family that not only valued the church but also Christian education. I was able to spend my elementary and high school years within the Southwest Chicago Christian School system. Name: Erik William Kamp Spouse: Jacquelyn Age: 31 Place of Birth: Evergreen Park, IL Number of Children: One College Attended: Moraine Valley Community College A.S. Business, 2004 Trinity Christian College B.S., 2006 Seminaries Attended: Northern Baptist Seminary M.Div., 2013 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC 2014 Internships: Grace CRC, Oak Lawn, IL Summer 2012 Contact: 708-813-0022 [email protected] Growing up in this environment meant that I rarely struggled with head knowledge. I grew up often knowing the proper answers to questions of theological significance. I could describe the third function of the law and I was well aware of the intricacies within the debate over predestination. Such knowledge while a blessing also allowed my heart to remain underdeveloped. Despite having the right answers I didn’t always have the right attitude. This imbalance was corrected under the leadership of Pastor John Wilczewski at Jacob’s Well Church Community. John spoke with such passion and intimacy of his relationship with God that it utterly transcended my knowledge. John’s faith became a model for my own as I started to follow his example of uniting spiritual disciplines with biblical knowledge. This became an exciting time for me as my heart started to catch up to my head. My faith was no longer something I knew but became something to be excitingly pursued. While this was an exciting time for my spiritual development it was also a time of vocational struggle. I had consistently sought professions where I might be able to help people and yet I felt as if I was not helping as God had intended. My realization of a call to ministry came within my work on an ambulance as an EMT-B. Despite my enjoyment in helping people in emergency situations, I found it was the conversations with patients and families which brought mental and spiritual healing that really excited me. It was the healing and development beyond the physical which I felt called to pursue, and so I prepared to set down my stethoscope and pick up my Bible. My seminary education at Northern Baptist Seminary was a reconstruction process as I was exposed to a variety of teachings and traditions. My reformed understanding was often questioned and challenged leading me to evaluate what I had so often taken for granted. This challenging process eventually led to affirmation of the rich heritage I had inherited from the Christian Reformed Church and a desire to teach that heritage to the next generation. I excitingly look forward to what God has in store for our family knowing that his faithfulness is the only thing that has brought us this far, and I am comforted by the fact no matter God has in store that I am already fully his. Erik Kamp Statement of Reason A main reason for my desire to be a candidate within the CRC is the same reason I desire to be an American, I always have been one and really known no other way of life. I was born and raised within the Christian Reformed Church and I attended schools supported by the CRC. The majority of my friends and family were members of the CRC. The CRC has always been a large part of my life which has provided incredible blessings. Having been so richly blessed by the CRC when feeling a call to ministry I felt a desire to continue within the very church which has led me thus far. I wish to serve the church which has so faithfully served me. I wish to continue the heritage which I received. And while this may look different in the coming generations I pray we do not lose what made the CRCNA so faithful and communal. Blessings, Erik Kamp A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Christian Commitment (What I Believe and How I Got There) As a child, I felt strongly about God, but as I grew I became critical of simply going to church on Sunday and doing what I saw as “worship.” At the time I did not understand the purpose of it all. However, I continued to grow through the church community. Name: Eric Kas Age: 25 Place of Birth: Byron Center, MI Spouse Name: Tamara Kas Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Kuyper College B.S., 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Honors Received: Cum Laude: Kuyper College Internships: Hope Equals (CRCWM), Bethlehem, West Bank July 2013 South Kendall Community CRC, Miami, FL January-February 2014 Caledonia CRC, Caledonia, MI August 2014-May 2015 Contact: 616-299-2868 [email protected] As a teenager I became very involved with Teens Encountering Christ (TEC: a group led by and for teenagers) and the youth group of Woodhaven Reformed Church (RCA). As a part of these communities I found a love and acceptance that helped me to understand that Jesus accepts me just as I am—a sinful and broken human—a human He loves and even died on a cross for. Also, while on a mission trip in New York City, my eyes were opened to the state of humanity through speaking and praying with drug addicts and alcoholics living on the streets of Manhattan. I came to know that God has called and has justified his people so that they would enjoy Him and glorify Him—and in so doing they would be a blessing to all the broken—to the people living on the streets or in the house next door. Through these realizations about God and myself, I began to understand the nature of God’s church. Further along in high school I became passionate about how people came to understand God—especially through His Word. At this point in my life, I also started to discern that perhaps being an architect was not my calling, but that I was being called to ministry in Christ’s church. After high school, I continued my education at Kuyper College. I continued to learn more about scripture, the Reformed tradition and about my own particular worldview. My professors helped guide me as I continued to be formed for ministry in Christ’s Church in today’s culture. After graduating from Kuyper College in 2012 I began attending Calvin Theological Seminary where I continued to be equipped for ministry. Along the way I had the opportunity to serve with the communities of West Leonard CRC, Oakdale Park CRC and Caledonia CRC—and I am eternally grateful for the fellowship we have shared. Throughout this journey I have continued to learn more and more about God’s calling on my life and ministry in His church. I have come to know the great demands of ministry and continue to believe God has created me to communicate the good news to all with conviction, knowledge, and trust in the love that Christ first showed to us on the cross. Eric Kas Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church to serve Christ and his church as Minister of the Word. I have discerned an internal call from the Holy Spirit to serve the church and particularly to equip her for the discipleship of the nations. I believe that God continues to work in a special way through His called out and setapart church. I recognize the great challenges in this calling and seek to love Christ’s body in and through God’s love, grace and peace. Eric Kas A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 2 Faith Journey First and foremost, I believe that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior and that the Word of God reveals this to me. Secondly, I believe that Jesus Christ has redeemed me from the clutches of sin and death through his death on the cross and that his death on the cross has given me new life. Thirdly, because I have been saved from sin and wrath, I now belong to Christ and this is a great comfort. Therefore I cannot keep what Christ has done for me to myself but I need to and I want to tell others of the comfort that comes from knowing that I belong to Christ and how they could know this comfort as well. As a follower of Jesus Christ then, I have been called to” go and make disciples, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything (Matt. 28:19-20a)” that Christ has commanded me. Name: Lee Khang Spouse: Molly Age: 29 Place of Birth: Providence, RI Number of Children: One College Attended: Kuyper College B.A., 2006 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2012 Mentored Ministries Internships: Hmong Christian Ministry, Lansing Summer 2008 Stratford CRC, Stratford, ON Summer 2010 Languages: Hmong and English Contact: 616-719-7319 [email protected] I would say that my journey to this point began through the Lord’s work in my mother. I never really had a close relationship with my father and my father was never the spiritual head of our family. In fact I would have to say that my relationship with my father has always been a difficult one. Instead, it was my mother who encouraged my siblings and I to study the Word of the Lord. It was her constant reminder that even though my father may not be an ideal father, I do have a heavenly Father who cares deeply for me and provides for me even when I may not realize it or see it. I always found this hard to take in because my family has always been poor and yet my mother never complained about how impoverished we were but gave thanks for what we did have, and even when most of my siblings left the church, my mother still has not given up on them that one day the Lord will call them to return to him. Three other people that the Lord used to help me get to this point in my journey were Pastor Anson Veenstra, Pastor Kou Vang and Pastor Neng Houa Vang. Pastor Anson Veenstra mentored and discipled me as a youth and his biblical teaching greatly helped to form me as a follower of Jesus Christ. I believe that because my father was not a good spiritual leader, the Lord put Pastor Anson in my life to help me understand what it means to be a “man after God’s own heart”. Pastor Kou Vang and Pastor Neng Houa Vang worked with the Hmong people in Wisconsin Rapids, Sheboygan and Lansing, and it was through their struggles working with the Hmong people that I learned what it meant to suffer and sacrifice for the cross. Eventually Pastor Kou and Pastor Neng Houa would encourage me to go get a biblical education at Reformed Bible College (now Kuyper College) and it was my time at RBC that I felt the call to ministry. One other person that I cannot forget and who the Lord has put in my life to significantly impact me in my faith journey is my wife, Molly Khang. She has always been a hard worker and through her perseverance and faith in God, have I seen where I have fallen short but she constantly reminds me that it is not anything that I do that makes things better but what Christ has done that things are better for us as a couple and as a family. She continues to challenge me in my faith by reminding me that my ministry has to first be to my family and when I get too wrapped up with work and neglect her and my daughter, she has always shown me a stern grace confronting me and at the same time forgiving my shortcomings. Faith Journey (continued) I believe that it is the Lord’s faithfulness working in and through my mother, pastors Anson, Kou, Neng Houa and my wife Molly that I believe I am here today and entering into ministry within the Christian Reformed denomination. Lee Khang Statement of Reason As a follower of Jesus Christ, I believe that one of the greatest privileges I have is an opportunity to share with others the comfort in knowing that I belong to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ. However, not only is knowing this a privilege, it is also a command. Matthew 28: 19-20 records Jesus commanding his disciples to “Go and make disciples”. The ways in which this command of Christ is accomplished is through a life dedicated to the study of Scripture and then expounding what one has learn to the people one comes in contact with. The CRC has a long tradition of training its members in the Reformed tradition to do likewise (to study Scripture and to teach it to others). As such, I want to follow in that tradition and therefore, I seek candidacy to be a minister of the Word and sacraments in the Christian Reformed Church. Lee Khang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore, go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. Matthew 28:1820 Name: Yongwan Kim Age: 30 Place of Birth: Daegu, South Korea Spouse Name: Soyeon Kim Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Palo Alto CRC, Palo Alto, CA June-August 2014 Languages: Korean Contact: 347-537-8317 [email protected] On September 22 of 2005, when I was about to finish my overnight work in the military, I got a phone call. It was my mom. I answered, “Hi, mom! What’s up?” It was an unusual call in the early morning. My mom said, “Brandon, don’t be shocked or panic from what I am about to tell you! Can you promise me that?” “Yes, I can!” I could recognize that her voice was trembling. After couple seconds of silence, she said, “Dad passed away!” “What? What are you talking about?” My voice became strong. “Calm down, Brandon! You should come now.” I was in panic. It was hard to believe the unexpected death of my father, but it was real. I lost my most precious friend in my life. This incident completely shook the foundation of my faith. I was born into a Christian family, and my faith was taught and developed by my parents to look to Christ for my salvation and to Him alone. In my upbringing, my faith life was fine without any big wound and scar. I had certainly experienced renewal of my faith throughout my youth. Thankfully, I had lived a sheltered life. But, at the age of 21, I became hopeless. My faith seemed helpless. Facing the first storm in my life, I could not help but doubt and ask this question. “Why? Why did this happen if God is good?” I questioned. I prayed. I cried out. “God! Why have you forsaken me?” I became very vulnerable. It was the first time in my life that my life’s purpose was unclear to me. After a year of the unexpected incident, in the cold night of December of 2006, I was at a church retreat, desperately waiting to get His answer to my unsolved questions. God did not give – has yet to give – the answer. But, in my fervent commitment to have a relationship with God at that time, I realized that God had been internally calling me to make His disciples and serve His people. Because of this strong conviction, my spirit was not able to resist His holy calling. After I obeyed the calling of the Lord, I decided to study in the United States because I wanted to grow and stretch myself out in the international world. But, my scar and wound had not been healed yet. I was concerned whether my scar and wound would harm anyone in my future ministry. But, one day, I found the solution to my concern. While I was taking the ‘Spiritual Formation for Ministry’ class at Nyack College in New York City, I realized that God wants to use my scars and wounds for my ministry to understand people who suffer the pains of life. God has had a plan for me beyond my understanding. Throughout this challenging period, I realized the internal and external calling of God. His calling for me was to make His disciples by using my scars and wounds according to the Great Commission that Jesus gave us. Until now, I have run my race in Christ, remembering the holy calling to seek the mission of God. It is also my desire to continue on this faithful Faith Journey (continued) journey as I remind myself of his calling. In this journey, I believe that Jesus Christ, who has been with me, will be always with me to the very end of the age through the Spirit of God. This Jesus Christ is whom I love, to whom I belong, and in whom I believe. Yongwan Kim Statement of Reason In December 2006, with the unexpected death of my father, I became vulnerable and unclear of what my life’s purpose was. At the same time, God began to give me this conviction to serve His people by using my wounds and scars. In 2008, by the grace of the Lord, the Spirit of God led me to leave my country, my family, and my comfort zone. This was a challenge of my life, but also an opportunity to totally depend on God alone. As I look back, these past 7 years of my journey here in this foreign country was a time to obey His will and ready myself to become a servant of God. Especially with my time here at Calvin Theological Seminary, I now have the conviction that the time has come to serve His people as I humbly respond to this holy calling from God. I am grateful of how Calvin Theological Seminary has equipped me with the right tools that I will need as I seek to further God’s kingdom with this call. Yongwan Kim A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey Sanctification is best understood for me through the Reformed perspective: all leading and growth in holiness is dependent on the sovereignty of God and is an outpouring of his grace. This is the work of the Holy Spirit, drawing me closer to Christ and ever deeper into the community of the Trinity. I have very often ignored God’s call and deceived myself, sure that I am self-sufficient and certain that I have “arrived” spiritually. It is in these times the Spirit has immersed me in suffering, either my own or another’s, and placed me in a ministry position where I am overwhelmed. It is in this deep water that I have found dependence on Christ that is essential for holy life. Name: Michelle Joy Kool Spouse: David Age: 43 Place of Birth: Edmonton, AB Number of Children: Three Colleges Attended: The King’s University College B.A., 1992 NAIT Accounting Diploma, 1994 Seminaries Attended: Taylor Seminary M.Div., 2013 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internships: Christ Community Reformed Church (RCA) St. Albert, AB, September 2010 – May 2012 Pregnancy Care Center, Edmonton, AB January 2012 – May 2012 St. Albert CRC, St. Albert, AB June 2012 – June 2014 Languages: English and French (not fluent) Contact: 780-418-4342 [email protected] As a child I was raised in a Christian home, educated at Christian schools and participated in church ministries such as Busy Bees, Calvinettes, youth group and catechism. Here I learned the disciplines of daily Bible reading, the importance of prayer, Sabbath keeping, and serving. It is through this strong foundation that I have the faith to proclaim that my faith can be succinctly summed up in the Apostles Creed, can be explained in confessions such as the Belgic Confession and with confidence proclaims the mystery that Christ has died, Christ is risen, Christ will come again. The Holy Spirit has opened up avenues of new spiritual disciplines, such as silence, prayer journaling, fasting, daily examen and lectio divina, that have enriched my spiritual life and continued my growth in sanctification. God sent me companions along the way, to influence and to help me to grow toward him. First were my parents, my siblings, and the pastors that have raised me in faith. One of the most influential spiritual companions is my husband, a strong man of God who thinks deeply, cares compassionately and seeks to walk humbly with God. I became part of an accountability group, which has helped me live with integrity, holding me accountable to honesty, to self control and to self denial. The mentoring I have received as an adult from pastors, mentors and other faithful leaders, and participating in the community of Jesus Christ has continued to grow my faith. Through joy, I have been called to Christ through a variety of events. In my early twenties the day I publicly professed my faith, my open response to Christ’s identity given to me: beloved one. Each baptism of my three children has made me more aware of my call to make disciples, and made me more aware of my lifestyle and what would have to die, in order for the life of Christ to reign and rule in my life, and in my family. Peer counseling those experiencing crisis pregnancy at the Pregnancy Care Center ministry in Edmonton allowed me to journey with many who suffered in crisis, and I truly began learning the compassion of Christ. Walking through the grief of the death of a parent, and spending time with the very poor and those with AIDS in Zambia, Africa, have been experiences God has grown my reliance and trust in him. Leading in a variety of ways in the church has grown my love for the Body of Christ, and my desire to build up and encourage the church in discipleship. Most recently, my work as an intern pastor has been both a joy and a suffering, as I embrace a new dimension of my identity in Christ, and am called to work and grow in ways I had no imagination for. Faith Journey (continued) The Christian disciple I hope to become is one that will wash another’s feet, literally and figuratively, without hesitation, with all courage and boldness, with the love and grace I have received. With God’s guidance, I want to gain a deeper understanding of what it means to truly be the unique person I have been created to be, and how God will use me to serve in ways that will glorify him. Michelle Kool Statement of Reason In this transitory time for the North American church, and a culture of disconnectedness in this information age, my intention is to serve others by pointing them directly to the hope and salvation of Jesus Christ and to grow disciples who are of godly character. It is my passion to help others see that the “present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us” (Rom 8:18), to reframe our daily experience of this world to a broader vision of eternity. I have been called to be one who encourages and builds up believers in discipleship, to help the Body regain the vision, mission and understanding of what it means to be salt and light, so that we emulate Jesus and glorify the Father, through the Holy Spirit. In the ministry positions I currently am called to, and any future leadership I will be called to, it is a calling to pour out my life as one who offers the hospitality of God, welcoming all and making room for the stranger, as well as to equip, encourage, train and challenge believers to be confident in God and walk in bold faith. Michelle Kool A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey My life is a testament to me of God’s love and grace as he has guided me on this journey. I was baptized into Christ as an infant, wrapped into a worshipping community from birth. From my father I gained a strong work ethic and a thirst for learning that has influenced my pursuit of biblical and theological knowledge, and from my mom I gained a joyful disposition. Because of my family and my church, I cannot remember a time that I did not view God as a good and loving Father. I was raised in a stable environment in our country home outside Stratford, Ontario, and I attended Christian schools from kindergarten through university. Through my education, God provided me with a strong biblical rooting and opportunity to develop as a leader among my peers. Name: Victor Laarman Spouse: Chelsea Age: 27 Place of Birth: Stratford, ON Number of Children: One College Attended: Redeemer University College B.A., 2008 Seminaries Attended: Tyndale Seminary M.Div., 2014 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internship First Hamilton CRC, Hamilton, ON March 2012 – February 2014 Contact: 289-396-3642 [email protected] Redeemer University was where my faith and Christian worldview was formed and Reformed identity strengthened. I also developed a deep appreciation for the vibrancy of the Christian faith represented in many traditions. One of the most impactful teachings that has shaped my calling and theology was developing a missional view of God, scripture, and the church. While at Redeemer, I met my future wife, Chelsea: an evangelical-Baptist girl who made me wrestle with my Reformed theology and practice, and to articulate clearly what I believe and why. She continues to help me to live out and articulate my faith. Through much discernment, God led me to study at Tyndale Seminary, located in Canada’s largest and most diverse city, Toronto. Tyndale equipped me with the ability to ask good questions of scripture, to relate theology with practice, and understand how God has gifted me for leadership. At Tyndale I was trained in how to read my context and to lead a church in a postmodern, post-Christendom, urban, Canadian context—in a world that is rapidly changing. My training there is immeasurable to me. God placed me in a context where I learned the nuts and bolts of church ministry for the past nine years. Chelsea and I worshipped and served at First Hamilton CRC: a down-town church where the preaching and ministry of the church demonstrated God’s love to the world in creative ways. I served at First in leadership as an Elder, and through ministries of outreach, discipleship, youth group, and worship. It was at First CRC that I began to experience how church could serve its neighbourhood in meaningful ways. Today, I continue to live, serve and work in downtown Hamilton with Chelsea and our one-year-old son, Micah. My son teaches me how deeply my heavenly Father loves me. Our family lives in a Christian community committed to praying together and witnessing to our neighbours. Currently I am learning what it means to pursue justice as I work for a Christian supportive housing agency that seeks to provide hope and dignity to those living on the margins. God continues to teach me and lead me into a deeper life of service to him. I believe in the Triune God—a perfect community of love. I believe that God made this world good, and when humanity led creation into sin, that God took the long road of redemption culminating in sending his Son, Jesus Christ, to die on the cross and rise again for the salvation of the world. I believe that Jesus is Lord of this world. I believe that as the Faith Journey (continued) Father sent his Son into the world, so Jesus sent the church by the power of the Spirit to be a sign and foretaste of Christ’s rule. As the church, we are called to be a light to the nations, to pray and work for God’s renewal of the earth—all for the glory of God. Victor Laarman Statement of Reason I deeply desire to see the reconciling love of God as displayed on the cross to spread to the whole world so that all people know Jesus as Lord. I am seeking ordination because I believe God has called me to serve him and his church as a Minister of the Word, in order to “equip the saints for the work of ministry” (Eph. 4:12a). I am convinced of this by the inner call of the Holy Spirit, and this inner calling has been affirmed by many who know me well. I feel called to serve in the CRCNA because I believe the Reformed expression of the gospel reflects the fullness of the good news of Jesus Christ. Victor Laarman A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Name: Kristy Manion Age: 34 Place of Birth: Denver, CO Spouse Name: Joshua Manion Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2003 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2012 Honors Received: Harmon D. Hook Memorial Award from the English Department at Calvin College, 2003 Gelmer and Kelly Van Noord Pastoral Counseling Award at Calvin Theological Seminary, 2009 Internships: Calvin College, Student Life Division 2006-2007 Spectrum Butterworth Hospital Chaplaincy Internship Clinical Pastoral Education through Pine Rest, Grand Rapids, MI 2008-2009 Contact: 616-745-6588 [email protected] I believe that Jesus Christ is God Incarnate, our Savior. He is God’s gracious way to eternal life, life with God now and forevermore. Together with the Father and the Spirit, Jesus is ever at work to draw people to himself. I believe that the church is Christ’s Body and is entrusted with the task of faithfully representing God in the world, a task that is impossible were it not for the cleansing power of Christ and the em powering presence of the Spirit. I believe that people are deeply lost and incapable of any saving good, totally and utterly dependent on God’s grace. I believe that many of us do not fully recognize (a) the depth of our sin; nor (b) the depth of God’s gracious love for us in Christ. I affirm that the Bible is the Word of God; that through it God continues to speak to his people today. I affirm the Apostles’, Nicene, and Athanasian Creeds as well as the Reformed Confessions as reliable summaries and guides to biblical faith. In many ways, my growth in Christian conviction and living is unremarkable, but I believe it speaks powerfully of the faithfulness of God. I grew up in a Christian home and received Jesus as a very small child. When I was an older elementary school student, my parents began be concerned that I was not growing a caring heart for those who didn’t know Christ. (I attended a Christian school). For a few different reasons, among them, my parents’ desire that I would care for people who were unfamiliar to me, they enrolled me in a public school for middle and high school. The experience of moving from a small Christian school to a much larger public school helped me recognize breadth in God’s kingdom and deepened my appreciation for faithful Jesus-followers in a variety of denominations. As a student at Calvin College, my faith continued to grow. My classwork encouraged me to see where God was at work in all areas of life, and to join him in it. I delighted in that prospect. As the challenges I encountered became more significant, I relied on God more. I look back on college as a time of focused growth in my relationship with Jesus as I became an emerging adult. I served in volunteer and paid leadership positions in my residence hall and campus apartment building and grew a lot as a Christian and a leader through being an RA. In college I met the man I eventually married. Just about the time Josh and I married, my parents divorced. This was (continues to be) a sorrowful part of my life and theirs. Both are committed Christians and people whom I love and respect. They have forgiven each other and are remarkably cordial to one another, but the end of their marriage has been a warning to me and to Josh to prioritize our marriage relationship as a strong base from which we can both serve God. Josh is, in many ways, God’s gift to me as he helps me see the lighter side of things, is incredibly hospitable with the use of our home, and has always encouraged me in my sense of calling to serve God. His was an enthusiastic and steady voice in encouraging me to attend seminary, even though female pastors are not prominent in either of our Christian traditions. Seminary was a faith-building time as well, as I had opportunities to study and practice what I was learning. A highlight was one extended unit of CPE as a hospital chaplain intern. While this Faith Journey (continued) a ssignment intimidated me, it also provided me many opportunities to rely deeply on God and to watch him meet people through me. It was thrilling. Josh and have been married for nearly twelve years. In that time God has given us many blessings--jobs that have provided for us, a church and Bible study small group to belong to that truly was a community for us, opportunities for God to shape our characters through work and service, a supportive and challenging seminary community, the healthy births and lives of our two sons. We have also weathered a few trials--health issues, job loss, miscarriages. God has been present with us in all of these things. Kristy Manion Statement of Reason Believing that God has called me and is faithful to complete the work he has begun, I am seeking candidacy as a pathway to ordination as a Minister of the Word in the Christian Reformed Church. I believe God has prepared the road that I have traveled through a decade long pursuit of an M.Div. degree, growing and shaping me particularly in the areas of pastoral care and preaching to serve his church. If granted the status of a candidate for ministry, most immediately I will continue to serve in my current ministry settings as a workplace chaplain and as a member of the preaching team at my church, Madison Square CRC: North Campus in Grand Rapids, Michigan. I am seeking candidacy and ordination as a Minister of the Word also to prepare for future ministry opportunities that may arise as our children mature and I have greater freedom to serve in different ministry capacities. Kristy Manion A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I grew up in the Christian Reformed Church – daughter, granddaughter and niece to CRC pastors. Being raised in the CRC gave me a solid, theological foundation for which I am deeply grateful. My parents, John and Ellen Van Til, understood the love and grace of God, modeled for me the gift of a personal Savior and greatly influenced my personal relationship with Jesus. At a young age I surrendered my life to the Lordship of Christ and desired to be used by God for the furthering of His Kingdom. Mine was a typical CRC childhood complete with Sunday School, Catechism Classes, Calvinettes, singing in the choir and teaching Sunday School to younger children. I attended Christian schools throughout my education: elementary, secondary and college. Name: Elaine May Age: 45 Place of Birth: Big Rapids, MI Spouse Name: Greg May Number of Children: Four Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 1991 Fuller Theological Seminary Part-time, non-degree, 1994-96 Tozer Theological Seminary Visiting student, 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Grand Rapids North Classis – Home Missions Leadership Development Coaching March 2012-May 2013 Mayfair CRC, Grand Rapids, MI Renewal Lab Team Leader Sept 2013-May 2014 Contact: 616-724-6820 [email protected] I have a solid foundation of faith in Christ – my roots are deep and my understanding of life with God is growing upon the bedrock of my Reformed faith. It’s in the assurance of God’s love for me that I can regularly and freely confess my sin and brokenness to Him. His grace and forgiveness amazes me every day. The Gospel is just as much for me as it is for nonbelievers; because from beginning to end, my salvation is entirely dependent upon the grace, truth, and power of the work and person of Jesus Christ. In the fall of 1991, God graciously gave me a greater vision for who He is and the life He longs to live with me. It was during that season that I was drawn through the power of the Holy Spirit to partnering with God in ministry to the Kingdom – to bring His kingdom here on earth. I grew in my awareness of living by the Spirit and through His power. God taught me of His desire to allow ministry to flow through me by being in relationship with Him. I saw with greater clarity how Jesus modeled this relational ministry with his Father while he walked on the earth. I was profoundly changed. God has deeply influenced my spiritual growth through my husband Greg’s faith. He became a Christian as an adult and helps me view my faith through a fresh perspective. We have four children and moving frequently has caused me to rely on God in greater and deeper ways. In times of isolation, God’s presence became my lifeblood. During those years, I learned to trust God with my future and surrender to the transforming work He was doing in my heart. My journey with God has been one of faith since the beginning. I am humbled by God’s invitation to love and lead His people. In faith I am empowered to live a life of obedience to the one who loves me, desires to do life with me and calls me to minister in His name. I now find myself looking for opportunities to lead, guide and equip people to move towards God in relationship, encouraging them to surrender to the transforming work of the Holy Spirit and helping them discover their unique contribution to the body of Christ. I long to do for others what God graciously did for me. He provided pastors, leaders and mentors who modeled an intimate relationship with Him and discipled me in my faith. Elaine May Statement of Reason As a follower of Jesus, I am called to steward all that I’ve been given for the furthering of His kingdom and for His glory. Pursuing ordained ministry in the Christian Reformed Church is both an act of obedience to serve God through shepherding His church and a honored privilege to be entrusted with His people. I am seeking candidacy to live in full obedience to my calling to empower, equip and strengthen the body of Christ to expand and advance the kingdom of God. It’s my desire to lead a congregation through preaching God’s Word and administering the Sacraments for individuals to flourish in their baptismal identity and participate in God’s mission to restore and renew His creation. Elaine May A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 3 Faith Journey Name: Daniel Meyer Age: 39 Place of Birth: Calgary, AB College Attended: University of Calgary B.A., 1998 Seminaries Attended: Regent College M.Div., 2008 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2013 Internships: Alberni Valley CRC, Port Alberni, BC Summer 2012 Immanuel CRC, Langley, BC October 2002 — May 2004 Contact: 604-317-4676 [email protected] As long as I can remember, I have been close to God and was able to interact with him in his three persons. To me, he is the Mighty Creator of the universe and a loving Father. He is an amazing teacher and the Saviour of the world. He is the comforter and revealer of truth. It was him, the Spirit, who has come alongside me and propelled me forward. My faith, or Christian commitment, has survived and eventually grown stronger through some hardships in life. Losing my father to cancer in 2003 was a blow to our family, but also to my Christian paradigm and intimacy with Christ. I wrestled with the big theological questions revolving around God’s providence and the problem of evil. After what seemed like somewhat of an exile journey, I came out on the other side of the desert less focused on answering all the questions of the ages and more recognizant of the Lord’s supremacy. Like Job, he owed me and gave me no explanation, but rather told me he loved me and asked for my trust and loyalty. I realized that I could not be fruitful apart from him (Hos 14:8, Jn 15:4) and so by his grace I gave him what he asked of me. I have been learning over the years to rely not on my own understanding, but to rather trust and obey (Prov. 3:5-7), and to foster intimacy with Christ in the good and the bad. My academic studies have helped to ground this deeper faith paradigm in the Word and to accept that following Christ is, to some degree, following the way of cross-carrying (Rom 5:3-5, 2 Tim 2:3, 1 Pet 4:12-13, Jas 1:2-4). That being said, I recognize and live in the tension which the Bible speaks of in relation to God’s kingdom. Despite the Christian life being marked by suffering, it is also marked with joy and the enjoyment of life (Jn 10:10). I wholeheartedly see God and his kingdom-fullness in the here-and-now, where he invites us to enjoy and celebrate his creation in all of its capacities, in our individual lives and in greater society. There is a profound amazement in learning that giving, dieing, and losing are actually the most enlivening, recreating, and gaining experiences in life. I will always be learning the deeper reality of this I am sure. Part of my faith journey has been doing other things as opposed to studying theology and the Bible. This included my studies in Politics and Business at a secular university and being his light among some of the darkness there. It also included my work in social services as a youth-worker, working in the trades and running my own house-painting business. It even included driving a semi-truck for two different stints in my life, where I could worship God, listen to sermons, and pray to my fill. It was actually at one of my lowest times in my life and on one of my most frustrating days driving truck when the Lord used a stranger, a woman named Mary, to speak to me — to remind me of God’s love and his call on my life. It is in the everyday, in the below and the above average of life, that God was always working, shaping, pruning, and discipling me. Going to Calvin Seminary to complete the EPMC program has been an enriching book-end to God’s preparation of me. It was a blessing to be there and to feel the support and passion the denomination has for God’s word and his church. I did not expect to find in the midst of all my studies of church polity and dense theology, a deep sense of God’s empowerment and encouragement for the journey ahead. Praise the Lord, for he is Good! Daniel Meyer Statement of Reason Ultimately, I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church because I feel called by God to do so. I have long felt his call to ministry in general and have lived it out in many ways through my life, but over the years God has clearly brought me to this point of seeking ordination. Why the CRC, you ask? Well, that is a good question! I was baptized in the CRC and grew up in it, and yet went through a ‘teenage phase’ of disliking the family and running from it. So stiff! So stoic! So stuck! So I thought! After my short “prodigal” journey I found myself in welcoming arms back at the CRC table, chewing over the confessions, appreciating anew the rich depth of theology, and saying to myself, “Hey! This is better then I remember!” A well-prepared appetizer of theology is still left wanting without the sustenance of the bread of life: the Word. I love to dig into scripture and discover its unending depth and power to speak from the past into the present — to convict, to redeem, to transform. Having the added privilege of joining the Holy Spirit in communicating its message of love, grace, and hope to others?! Well, that is a massive blessing. I am aware of the great pressures and responsibilities that go with being a minister, yet I believe my gifting is well suited for it. I look forward to this next phase of serving Christ and the Church alongside his people. Daniel Meyer A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey I was born and raised in Grand Rapids, MI by my parents Robert and Sandra Recker. I have one sister who is six years older than me. Her name is Jessica. We grew up with an extended family that was very close in large part because of my grandparents (my father’s parents). My grandfather (Rev. Robert Recker) was a missionary in Nigeria and taught at Calvin Theological Seminary. Since they lived in another country for quite a long time, family became very important to the two of them and they instilled that in their six sons, including my father. Name: Dena Meyerink Spouse: Ryan Age: 26 Place of Birth: Grand Rapids, MI College Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2010 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Internships: Coit Community CRC, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2012 Maitland River Community CRC Wingham, ON Summer 2013 Contact: 616-914-4200 [email protected] While faith in God was highly supported in my family. I really struggled with my faith, specifically with regards to understanding grace. Through high school and the beginning of college I really felt that I needed to be better in order to truly commit myself to Christ. In a sense, I understood the concept of grace, but was unable to truly believe it in my own life. This was really hard for me. I struggled with why I was different than the rest of my family. It seemed like faith in God and what He has done for us through the work of His Son was so easy for all of them to understand. At age nineteen, this struggle really came to a head, and other events were occurring that made life very hard to understand and to deal with. My grandfather was really starting to struggle and we knew that his time was coming fast. My grandfather was very important in my life and in many ways still is, so this was especially difficult for me to deal with. Around a week before my grandfather’s death, I was with my cousin in her car driving home from hospice after a visit with my grandfather. (This cousin has also been very influential and supportive throughout my life and faith journey). While in the car, I can best describe it as a sudden moment of peace. I remember there being a lot going on in my head. Questions about everything (God, life, school, family, etc.). There was a lot of frustration for me. But in that one moment I felt complete peace and like someone was telling me that everything was going to be ok. The questions I had about whether or not I truly believe in Christ as my Lord and Savior were gone. I knew in that moment that Christ was and is exactly that, my Lord and Savior. During the next year, there were many different experiences and ways that I felt myself drawing closer to God and God drawing closer to me. Some were good experiences and some were bad. This was all during my time at Calvin College. I started at Calvin Fall of 2006 and graduated fall of 2010. It was while I was at Calvin that I first felt called to go to seminary. I was on a semester abroad program in York, England. I was getting asked regularly about my faith and what I believe. One day, a voice in my head said to me, “You should go to seminary.” Now, I know that sounds very interesting, but I would have never have had that thought on my own. I truly believe that it was God getting my attention and leading me down the path that I have now been on for five or so years. Since this was a thought that I would not have normally thought, I tried to forget about, to put it in the back of my mind in a sense. No matter how hard I tried, the idea kept returning in my brain and in interactions with different people. I could not get away from it. I finally decided to discuss it with my parents. The two of them both confirmed very quickly that they thought it was a wonderful idea and that it completely made sense to them. This was a surprise to me, but Faith Journey (continued) also affirmation that this may be the right direction. I then tested the idea out on others who knew me very well. They too confirmed that they believed it was the right path for me, including my pastor at the time. That then led me a the wild path of meeting my husband, going to seminary, internships, believing that my gifts belong in a church in the CRC, and then the pursuit of candidacy in the CRC. I would not have it any other way. I love the CRC, having grown up in it my whole life, and I love reformed doctrine. I truly believe that this denomination has and will continue to make an impact on the church universal and will be a part of bringing the church together as one. My hope is to serve God and to be a part of whatever it is that he has planned for my life. I want to do his will in my life. I want to do His work in the church and outside the church here on earth. I want to spread the gospel and let people know just how truly amazing God really is. God has provided me with so much: a husband who understands and who feels called to this life as well even though he is not in ministry, a wonderful family (parents, sister, uncles and aunts, and grandparents) that all care for me and give support, a good friend base who are also very supportive and help to keep me accountable, an education that has been very challenging and yet God has truly helped me to get through it, and so much more!!! I feel so blessed and taken care of, and I trust that God will continue to provide what it is that I need in this life. Deana Meyerink Statement of Reason I feel a call to ministry to do God’s work and will in my life and the lives of others. As well as, I was raised in the Christian Reformed Church, and I feel that the work of this denomination is a part of and has an impact on the Church Universal. As a result of both of those aspects, I feel called to pursue candidacy. This does for me feel and seem like it will be a heavy burden, but I cannot deny the call that God has placed on my life and then affirmed through those around me. I feel that pursuing candidacy will help and is an aspect of the call that God has placed on my life. I continue to look forward to seeing what God is going to do in my life and the discernment process that will be a part of that. Dena Meyerink A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Mine is a story of humble beginnings, of grace, of pain, and of forgiveness. A story of God’s undeniable faithfulness and pursuit. A story of God’s action and my response. Like John Calvin, mine is a journey from fear to faith in which God has worked incrementally to change me slowly over time. As a second generation Christian, my conversion narrative spans a quarter century. Gordon T. Smith speaks against the punctiliar notion of conversion, encouraging us instead to see conversion as a period of time (generally longer for those who grew up in a Christian home). Name: Janina Mobach Age: 30 Place of Birth: Grand Rapids, MI Colleges & Seminaries Attended: The King’s University College B.S., 2007 Regent College M.Div., 2013 University of British Columbia MPH, 2015 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Honors Received: TKUC Valedictorian 2007 Internships: First CRC, Vancouver, BC Sept 2011-April 2012 Downtown Friends, Vancouver, BC Sept 2012-April 2015 Contact: 778-938-0937 [email protected] My journey to faith is not a road-to-Damascus type narrative. It doesn’t involve a dramatic turning from a life of drugs or promiscuity or crime. As long as I can remember I knew that God loved me and that I loved God. My lifelong prayer has been that God would use me in his kingdom. As a baby, I was baptized in a gown made from my Oma’s wedding veil - a testament to the lineage of faith in my family by God’s grace. Before I could even roll over on my own, God claimed me as his own, welcomed me into his covenant family. My first conscious response to God was out of fear. It was after watching a Christian film of four teenagers who are killed and three go to hell. The filmmaker’s depiction of hell, so isolated, fiery and painful was more than my seven-year-old imagination could handle! I ran home crying and asked my mom to pray for Jesus to come into my heart because I didn’t want to go to that scary place! God took that humble cry and has been transforming me more into his likeness ever since! Akin to Eustace’s encounter with Aslan in The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, my habits of perfectionism and bouts of legalism had to be torn away. Questions of worth and purpose had to be answered in the wake of abuse. God has been my great Healer, patiently bandaging up my wounds and imbuing my spirit with new life. He never gives up on me. When I come to the end of myself, at the bottom of the pit, in my darkest hour, Christ is there. He is there deepening my joy and my trust. In my weakness, I have known Christ’s strength, experienced his power being made perfect in my weakness. And so I declare with confidence and with gratitude that God is God and I am not, that God is good and that He is faithful. I believe we, as humans, have screwed up. We have screwed up our relationship with each other, with ourselves, with creation and with God. Our world is broken and hurting, with injustice and systematic oppression visible at every level of society. But God wants to mend this brokenness and usher us into a new kingdom. A kingdom built on love and justice and peace. A place where the lonely are put into families and where the dynamics of oppressor and oppressed do not exist. God invites us into this new way of life, a way made possible because Jesus took upon himself the consequence of our screwing up, of our sin. The Bible tells us of this story, a story of human failing and God saving, a story of redemption. In those pages we also discover how to live this kingdom life. It’s an upside down kingdom where the power does not lie with the rich, nor does the glory go to the first in line. The church is Jesus’ body on earth, his bride whom he is coming back for. In the power of the Holy Spirit, we the Faith Journey (continued) church join God in the work he is already doing, in his mission. We work with hope, waiting for that day when the kingdom of God will be here in fullness. Come Lord Jesus Come. Janina Mobach Statement of Reason I love God and I love His body, the church. I believe He has called me to use my gifts in the service of his kingdom as a minister of the Word. Thus I present myself before this community of saints. If God has truly called me to this path, I believe the broader community will also believe this is God’s call for me. If this community does not reflect this call on my life back to me, then I trust that God will open up another path. Janina Mobach A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I believe in God the Father, Jesus Christ his only son, and the Holy Spirit as the mysterious Trinitarian expression of God. God created everything that was, is, and is to come, and created it good… even very good. Sin entered the world through Adam, and as such all the good things God created, humanity in particular, are marred and marked by sin and its effects. So in our community and in our work – 2 good things that God gave to humanity in the garden – we both bear God’s image and experience the frustration that sin brought. Name: Mark Mohrlang Age: 36 Place of Birth: Oxford, England Spouse Name: Summer Mohrlang Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Taylor University Biblical Studies & Christian Education Fuller Seminary M.Div., 2015 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Honors Received: Christian Service Award, Taylor University, 2000 Internships: Sanctuary CRC Sept 2013-July 2014 Contact: 206-919-4053 [email protected] God is at work in human history restoring all things to himself in Christ. We see this through his covenant with Israel – a fiercely loving commitment to a people chosen by God, uniquely communicated with in the law, forgiven, set apart to be a vehicle through which God would redeem and restore his broken creation. This redemption was accomplished when he sent his only son, Jesus, to take on flesh, live, teach, minister, heal, suffer, die, and rise again. Through Jesus’ suffering and death on the cross, our sin is no longer counted against us. Through his resurrection, death itself is defeated. And his promised return gives his creation hope in the future. God’s people are no longer bound to one race or nation, but rather are all those who believe in Jesus and follow him. The church is Christ’s body here on earth, and though there are regional, theological, and denominational differences that exist, the Holy Spirit unites us all in Christ and together we speak, heal, serve, and love in Jesus’ name, and in the power of the Spirit. My family is the first and foremost place where this belief was instilled in me. My mother and father are both strong Christians, are theologically educated, and both have served in overseas missions. So my early and formative years were shaped by their deep love of scripture, and their strong awareness of the worldwide nature of the church, particularly the struggles of Christians in Africa and other places where the church experiences persecution. The importance of evangelism was a significant aspect to faith that our church encouraged, and so I began to see my role at the public school I attended more and more as a light for Christ. I also began to see that the majority of people in my world didn’t share the same belief in Christ. At Taylor University, a Christian college, I remember reaching a point where I was sick of doing my “quiet times” for the sake of simply doing them. I reasoned that Jesus would rather have me do what he said, than simply read about it. As I tried to live into this new paradigm, it became clear to me that in order to do what Jesus commanded, I needed to read it in the gospels. My degrees in Bible and Christian Education were formative during this time, as was my experience in more charismatic churches, and my time spent leading worship. The Holy Spirit began to take on a larger role in my faith. It has been since college that the reformed faith has captured my imagination, particularly its emphasis on God’s initiative, and that everything I bring to my life and faith is simply a grateful response of worship to the one who has chosen me, loves me, saved me, and is leading me on his mission to restore all things in Christ. Mark Mohrlang Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church for two reasons: I have for some time now sensed a call on my life to pastoral ministry, and the CRC is the denomination that has become my home both practically and theologically. I have been in ministry for over 15 years, primarily as a worship leader. However, my own sense of call and gifting has broadened over the past several years so that, even though my title is still “Worship Director,” I see my role in the community as that of pastor – of one who is helping to shape and encourage the faith of this particular community. A particular gift to me has been those in my church calling me their pastor, and identifying gifts in me that they have seen at work in our church community. Though I did not grow up in the CRC, I have found myself very at home not only with the theology of the reformed faith, but at home at Sanctuary CRC, where I’ve been a member and worship director for the past 8 years. It is through both the convictions and the loving lives of the individuals in this congregation that I feel at home in the CRC. Mark Mohrlang A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey My name is Karis Mpindi. I was born on July 8, 1989 to Paul and Charlotte Mpindi, in Bangui, Central African Republic. I am Congolese (from Democratic Republic of Congo) by blood, and now a naturalized American citizen (praise the Lord)! It is through my Dad that God has blessed our family, and me personally. My Dad was a professor in Bangui’s evangelical seminary. He had the opportunity to come earn a Ph. D. at Calvin Seminary and so one day in October 1993, my Mom, little Brother Don and I found ourselves in the United States. Dad had come a couple of months earlier to prepare the way. Name: Karis Mpindi Age: 25 Place of Birth: Bangui, Central African Republic Spouse Name: Rebecca Mpindi Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A. Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Citadel of Faith Church (ECC), Detroit, MI June-July 2012 Covenant CRC, Sioux Center, IA June-August 2013 Pine Rest Christian Mental Health Services June-August 2014 Languages: French Contact: 616-826-2827 [email protected] I grew up a seminary kid, living on campus, playing with my Brothers, and other friends. Our home church was Calvary Christian Reformed Church in Lowell. It was through my own parents and the people of Calvary that I learned the basics of the Christian faith. I learned many Bible stories from children’s church and Sunday school. I learned how to pray and live in dependence on God from my parents. I made good friends with fellow students there and learned what it meant to be Christian in the CRC. Eventually our time at Calvin Seminary drew to a close and we returned to Bangui in 1999. I returned to a world that I had previously only known through pictures. It was so interesting to see people and places that I thought were part of a dream. It was there that the Spirit began to place the desire for God to rule my life. But I was also distracted by reacquainting myself with this ‘lost world.’ It was also during this time that I saw my relatives for only the second time in my life. I remember always wondering to myself: “who do I belong to?” It would not be until my freshman year in college that the answer to my question would be answered. I made my profession of faith and since then the Lord has been drawing me into deeper communion with Himself and His people. Since my sophomore year of college I have become increasingly grounded in certain teachings of the Bible. I confess and believe the general teachings of what is known as the Reformed faith in the matters of biblical hermeneutics and salvation theology. I read our Reformed Confessions and accept them as being true to the basic teachings of the Bible. I am also increasingly being convinced that the Church of God should not be centrally defined according to the worship services we participate in on Sundays, but rather we must be centrally defined by the work which Christ does in and through us each and every day. This shift in emphasis means that I do not view my calling into pastoral ministry as being mainly about preaching on the Lord’s Day. The Word of God is central and essential for any kind of growth in the Church. But we must not limit God’s power by only focusing on proclamation in our corporate gatherings. I believe that ministers of Christ’s Church are called to apply the Word of God and the gospel in every area of life. This means that pastors and elders have been given as gifts to the Body in order to train all the Saints for the work of ministry, which is to proclaim Christ as Lord of all, and salvation in Him only. When God’s people are firmly grounded in Christ and His message, then we are able to handle everything which is thrown at us. My desire is to see not only one congregation, but every congregation in the Christian Reformed Church grow deeper in our understanding of the whole of Word of God, the gospel, Faith Journey (continued) and live lives marked by holiness and love, which come only to those who have been born of the Holy Spirit. May God be pleased to continue the good work which He has already begun! Karis Mpindi Statement of Reason My name is Karis Mpindi and I am seeking candidacy in the CRC out of a desire to see the denomination in which I have been raised grow more deeply in the gospel, and I humbly seek to offer myself, to work together with those already doing the same within this denomination. History has shown us that when we focus on sticking to the main calling of the church, which is preaching the gospel and making disciples, then we will be strengthened internally. The result of this internal gospel focus within our churches will also lead to reaching out to our neighbors and culture. I seek to offer various cultural insights as one who has grown up in the CRC but also having been influenced by my African background, as well as having learned the faith from people of different Christian faith traditions. I hope to be considered for service in the denomination which has blessed me so greatly, and which the Lord seems to be calling me to serve. Karis Mpindi A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey I was raised in a Christian family. My father was a pastor and my mother a leader of the women’s programs in my local church. The Holy Spirit used my parents to ignite my love for God and the church nurtured me in that faith. The church I grew up in was Baptist in its theological background. In order to be baptized I needed to attend a catechism class and pass an oral test. At eleven years of age I passed the catechism test and was believer-baptized. Name: Cornelius Muasa Spouse: Lauren Muinde Age: 35 Place of Birth: Makueni, Kenya Number of Children: Two College Attended: Scott Theological College Bachelor of Theology, 2002 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary MTS, 2007 ThM, 2009 M.Div., 2015 Internships: CPE Pine Rest, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2009 US Army Chaplain, Ann Arbor, MI October 2012 – September 2013 Languages: Kikamba, Swahili, and English Contact: 616-308-9024 [email protected] I attended a boarding high school where I joined the school’s Christian Union, which emphasized the Pentecostal faith. They taught that true Christians spoke in tongues and saw visions. My high school freshman year was a low point in my faith; I was made to doubt my salvation because I did not speak in tongues, see visions or prophesy. My faith was reaffirmed my sophomore year when my church hosted a youth camp focused on the spiritual gifts. In 1998 I answered God’s call into ordained ministry and joined Scott Theological College, the ministry school for the Africa Inland Church. After graduating in 2002 my District church called me to serve both as a local church pastor and as a Bible School teacher. In 2004 I came to Calvin Theological Seminary and graduated in 2007 with the MTS degree and 2009 with a Th.M. degree, Pastoral Care. While at Calvin Seminary I embraced the Reformed theology as my faith story. I became a member at Woodlawn CRC. All these experiences matured my faith, which is now defined by being rooted in the early church creeds, the reformed confessions and belief in the Bible as the authoritative word of God. I believe in God the father almighty creator and sustainer of the whole universe. I believe in Jesus Christ the son of God the only true savior of this fallen world. I believe in Jesus’ second coming, the resurrection of the body, the final judgment and restoration of shalom. I believe in the Holy Spirit and its work of reconciliation in and through the church, the bride of Christ. Cornelius Muasa Statement of Reason I am seeking ordination because I believe that God has called me as a leader in his church to partner in God’s mission of reconciliation. I have a strong love for God, God’s word, God’s church and compassion for the lost sheep to be reconciled to God’s fold. I am candidating in the Christian Reformed church because I have come to love Christian reformed theology and I am committed to the denomination’s church polity, creeds and confessions. Cornelius Muasa A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was raised Catholic and went to a Catholic grade and middle school for eight years. I’m thankful for the good information I was exposed to during that time, even though I don’t remember ever hearing the gospel clearly. I remember feeling a sense of emptiness, however, starting in middle school and continuing on from there. Things at home may have contributed to some of this as well. Because of these factors, I turned to other things in middle school, high school, and my first two years of college to try to satisfy this feeling of emptiness. I was caught up in the party scene, and I also was into bodybuilding to try to find significance in late high-school/ early college. And while at SIU, I began studying and playing classical guitar, mostly for the search for significance and fulfillment. Name: Joseph Nasvytis Age: 45 Place of Birth: Aurora, IL Spouse Name: Ann Nasvytis Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Southern Illinois University B.S., 1993 Reformed Theological Seminary M.Div., 2008 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Campus Crusade for Christ at University of Central Florida 2005-2008 Lake Baldwin Church, Orlando, FL 2006-2008 Languages: Conversational in Turkish Contact: 630-442-3036 [email protected] One day between my senior year in high school and my freshman year in college, I stopped by to visit an old friend of mine who I occasionally partied with. I was walking by his house and heard him practicing his drums in the basement and wanted to stop by and hear him play. He was a very accomplished musician, and I also had heard that he became “religious.” He invited me in to hear him play, and I was really impressed and really respected him because of his musical talent. But what impressed me more was the change I had seen in my friend Jeff. He was very joyful and kind and told me that when he wakes up in the morning, he spends time with the Lord. He also said when he plays the drums, he plays for Christ. So I told him I had to go, but I was very moved from that experience and knew that Jeff had the deep joy and soul satisfaction that I wanted. I started reading the New Testament on and off over the next two years as a result. Sophomore year in college at Southern Illinois University, a friend who lived across the hall got a random phone call while I was in his room from a local church who was doing Evangelism Explosion training. I heard him talking about spiritual things with the person on the phone and asked if I could talk to them. They asked me the two “Kennedy” questions. They asked if I were to die that night, what the chances would be that I would go to heaven on a scale of 0% to 100%, and I said about 90% because I was trying to steer clear of the party scene. Then they asked how I would answer God if I did die and were standing before Him after God had asked me why He should let me into His kingdom. I said I’ve been trying to be a better person. So they invited me to the church, and I went and really liked it as they were all really friendly and had the same joy and kindness that I had seen in my friend Jeff. After the service I filled out a visitor’s card that had different boxes on it you could check if you wanted more information about Neighborhood Bible Fellowship, and the last box asked if you would like to receive the free gift of eternal life. Since I was raised Catholic, I thought eternal life was something you had to work for, so I thought this box definitely seemed like the best option. I checked the box, and shortly after that a couple from the church stopped by my dorm room to explain the free gift of eternal life. That was the first time I had clearly heard the gospel that I could remember, and it seemed so simple to me to just ask Jesus to forgive my sins and trust Him to do this and to come into my life. So on March 5, 1989, I did ask Jesus into my life to forgive my sins so I could know Him personally. Joseph Nasvytis Statement of Reason After sensing a call to full-time vocational ministry during the summer of 1990 while on an eleven-week leadership training project with Campus Crusade for Christ in Panama City Beach, Florida, I did go into ministry with Crusade in the summer of 1995. I worked with Crusade at Western Michigan University, where I was exposed to reformed theology as a member of Third Reformed Church in Kalamazoo, Michigan. I continued working with Crusade for the next nine and a half years, then sensed the Lord calling me to pastoral ministry in the church. After finishing a Master of Divinity at Reformed Theological Seminary in Orlando, I worked as a pastor of congregational life at Bethel Christian Reformed Church in Waupun, Wisconsin for two years, where I was also ordained as a commissioned pastor. I then took a call to be the senior pastor of Living Faith Community Church here in San Diego over two years ago. To continue in my role as senior pastor here, I am seeking ordination as a minister of the word in the CRC. Joseph Nasvytis A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey What do I believe? My beliefs have been shaped by the places and communities I have been a part of. From my early childhood in a country congregationalist church I hold the promise of being Born Again. This tradition shaped me to see that God loves each and every person, and that through Christ we may die to our sinful self and be Born Again as a new creation by the Power of the Holy Spirit. During my early adult years God used a Charismatic church to show me how God is active in the world and is beyond our ability to grasp or imagine; and that’s a good thing. From my time in the Reformed Tradition God placed within me the truth that we, the community of Faith, are the foretaste of the coming fullness of the Kingdom of God in the same way that Christ’s resurrection is the foretaste of eternity. Here is a small taste of What I Believe. Name: Jacob Porter Age: 34 Place of Birth: Huntington, IN Spouse Name: Kristina Porter Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Hillsdale College Grand Valley College State University B.S., 2007 Western Theological Seminary M.Div., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Real Life Fellowship, Holland, MI October 2011-May 2012 Hamilton CRC, Hamilton, MI May 2012-July 2013 Contact: 616-437-0288 [email protected] God loves God’s creation. God is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, God relents from bringing calamity upon those who deserve it. God causes rain to fall on the just and on the unjust. Every single thing and every place will one day reveal God’s love in all its fullness. God is restlessly at work to reveal God’s love, and lordship, over the whole cosmos. Throughout history God freely and providentially is known in the history of Israel and the Church. God is the judge of the world. God continually watches and works to see justice and love brought to all of God’s creation in God’s own time. Jesus is the central person of all human history and the fulcrum of reality. Jesus is the second person of the Trinity, God the Son, who became incarnate to fulfill the purpose of God’s salvation story for the world. Through him all things were created, all things live and move and have their being, and through him all things will be consummated in the full glory of God’s revelation. Jesus is God from God, fullness of the divine made flesh. Jesus is our savior because he took on human flesh, was born as a baby, lived a perfect life, died, and was resurrected so that we could be reconciled to God. Jesus’ perfect life was a recapitulation of what human life should be. Through his life we see how we are meant to live, and through the Holy Spirit the righteousness of that perfect life is bestowed upon us. Jesus is the True Image of God, and through his assumption of humanity we are shaped into the likeness of God, reflecting the divine character. Jesus lived the life humanity was created for. Through the incarnate Christ humanity can again be in right relationship with God. While we were still dead in sin Christ died to awaken us. God the Holy Spirit is the third member of the Trinity; in oneness with God the Father and God the Son, yet distinct with a particular identity. The Holy Spirit is the Advocate who was sent by God the Father and God the Son to call us out of the nations, transforming and equipping us as children of God. Without the intervention of the Spirit we are eternally lost. The Holy Ghost comes to convict the world of sin so that we may know the truth and we may be one. The Spirit equips us to become fully human, living into the glorious future that God has for us as the communion of saints. The same Spirit that descended upon our Lord at his baptism descends upon us and dwells within us. We, as the body of believers in Jesus Christ, proclaim the truth of God’s reign in the world. It is in the power of the Spirit that we encounter Jesus Christ and in this encounter are awakened to freedom and brought to life, so that we, as the Christian Faith Journey (continued) community, may share in the proclamation of the Gospel to others and so take up our share in the mission of God. Jacob Porter Statement of Reason I have been deeply involved in the church my entire life. When I was a child my father was the Children’s Pastor at our church, he went to seminary in my pre-teen years, and had his first pastorate during my adolescence. I have always loved being part of the local expression of God’s body. When I was a freshman at Hillsdale College, during intro to philosophy class, I heard God call me to become a pastor. Through many other stops along the journey God as brought me to the Christian Reformed Church. Hence I am now seeking ordination within this denomination. As I have followed God’s leading, listening to the Spirit’s guidance, I have seen more and more how God has called me to do that which I have been created to do. Jacob Porter A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was born into a Christian (Reformed) home on 26 June 1979. My parents were my earliest Christian influence, telling me Bible stories and teaching me to pray. They brought me to church every week and made sure I was involved in all the spiritual formation opportunities on offer at our church: Sunday school and eventually catechism class, Vacation Bible School, and the like. They sent me and my siblings to a Christian school from kindergarten through senior year of high school, and encouraged me to go to a Christian college, which I did. They did everything they could to help me view the world from a Christian perspective, and to nurture in me faith in the triune God: Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer. Name: Christina Brinks-Rea Age: 35 Place of Birth: Holland, MI Spouse Name: Michael Rea Number of Children: 5 Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Dordt College B.A., 2001 University of Notre Dame Ph.D., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Church of the Savior CRC South Bend, IN Dec 2013-May 2014 Contact: 574-271-7875 [email protected] When I was in high school I began to take more ownership of my Christian faith. I made profession of faith when I was 15 years old, which in my church was a demonstration of my knowledge of and personal commitment to the Christian faith before the elders, and the mark of full membership in my church, including participation in communion. Attending a Christian college further nurtured my faith, which took on a wider perspective as I learned about Christian theology from around the world. (I majored in Theology in college.) After college, I attended Calvin Seminary, believing that I was called to be a professor of theology. My faith went through a very dry and stagnant time while I was in seminary, due in part, I think, to my inability to continue with the spiritual disciplines that had always sustained me (such as Bible reading and journaling). The Bible and theology went from being part of my spiritual life to being part of my academic life. I continued to believe in God and God’s redemption of God’s people through Christ’s death on the cross, but this was largely “head-knowledge” that did not connect very well with my soul. This continued on into my postseminary graduate work in theology, until I gradually found a way (and am still finding it) to integrate “head knowledge” of the Bible (its history of composition, cultural setting, etc.) into my soul connection with God. The most significant aids on this journey have been learning about the Bible from Jewish teachers, participating in spiritual direction, and preparing sermons. I believe much the same things about God that I grew up believing, but post-Ph.D. I believe them differently than I did as a child. I believe that God exists and is the Creator and Sustainer of all things. I believe that human beings are deeply flawed and limited creatures. I believe that God desires connection with all people, and that Jesus, the Son of God, was born as a human baby to make a way for that. I believe that the Bible is God’s word written in human words, and is a gift to us for making us aware of God’s movement in our lives and in the world. I believe that God is redeeming the whole creation in a way that will reveal God’s perfect love and justice. Christina Rea Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy because I believe it is what God is leading me to do. Until a few years ago I had no intention of either being a minister or becoming ordained. Over the last few years, however, I have come to see that that is what God is calling me to be and to do. I have seen this mostly through other people, and in particular through the congregation that has called me to be their pastor. They called me to this role in the hopes that I would soon be ordained, so that I could serve them as a Minister of the Word, with responsibilities in preaching and performing sacraments. I believe that ordination plays a significant role in the Christian community, the ordained person being tasked with caring for the souls of people. An important part of the care of souls is infusing everyday events and transitions with meaning – such as a shared community meal, a birth, a marriage, and even death. My ordination will allow me to serve my community in this way. Although I have often questioned the call and felt unworthy, the consistent message from my church is that they see in me gifts for ministry and want to entrust me with the care of their souls. In this call and invitation from my church, I have experienced the call and invitation from God to seek ordination. Christina Rea A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was born into a Christian home to Dutch immigrant parents who had moved to North Carolina a few years before I was born. I grew up on a dairy farm with two older brothers and a younger sister. My parents were members of the Christian Reformed Church and I was baptized as an infant. Attending church, Christian day school education, and nurturing faith were important to my parents. The daily pattern of devotions following each meal was formative. The story of God calling the child Samuel was meaningful to me and Jesus as the Good Shepherd was also significant. Name: Barbara Sanders Age: 55 Place of Birth: Belhaven, North Carolina Spouse Name: Dan Sanders Number of Children: Six Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 1981 Calvin Theological Seminary M.A., 2000; EPMC, 2013 Western Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Fellowship CRC, Grandville, MI 1995-present Commissioned Pastor, 2009-present Clinical Pastoral Education, 1 unit Pine Rest Christian Mental Health Services, Grand Rapids, MI Sept 2007-March 2008 Chaplain Intern Oak Crest Senior Living Community, Holland, MI July-October 2011 Preaching, field education unit Calvary CRC, Wyoming, MI Summer 2013 Contact: 616-340-5986 [email protected] Throughout childhood I had a love for the church and an interest in some way being involved with the ministry of the church. In high school my pastor encouraged me to participate in a summer ministry program, which I did for three summers in three different states and ministry settings. These experiences nurtured a growing interest in God’s church throughout the world. I was involved with InterVarsity Christian Fellowship at Calvin College. Through this ministry I went to the Philippines for one summer. This summer was life impacting in regards to an awareness of God’s church in the world and experiencing immense poverty. Experiences of this summer confirmed an existing desire to someday adopt children from another country. Following college graduation I married Dan Sanders, taught elementary school for a few years, and then was a licensed home daycare provider during the preschool years of our children. Since 1995 I have been part of the ministry staff of Fellowship CRC in Grandville, MI, where I am currently Pastor of Discipleship and Education. Through this ministry I provide leadership for ministries which focus on the spiritual nurture and pastoral care of people. I am thankful for the gift and opportunity to participate in God’s mission as I use gifts and education to encourage people to grow as faithful followers of Jesus Christ. God has used my involvement with the children’s ministry and adult ministries to contribute to the spiritual growth of people. From sharing in pastoral care visits with the senior pastor to serving at home communions, I have been blessed to be used by God to share His grace and compassion with hurting people. As a shepherd leader it is my desire to companion with people in ways that point them to Christ, the Good Shepherd, who is faithfully present with us. My personal life has contributed greatly to how I seek to be present with people in difficult places. Dan and I have six children, four of whom entered our family through international adoption from Korea between the ages of 2 years - 10 years. All our children are now in their 20s and 30s. From journeying with various challenges with our children and the death of our parents, I have experienced God’s faithfulness. In 2000 I completed a M.A. in Educational Ministry from Calvin Seminary. In 2009 I was ordained as a commissioned pastor. As the years continued so did an interest in pursuing a Master’s of Divinity degree; an interest that has tugged since college. I am thankful this became possible through the online distance learning program of Western Theological Seminary, which I began in 2010; and the online EPMC program at Faith Journey (continued) CTS. My life has been enriched through deep learning and encouraging relationships. This is a glimpse into my awareness of God’s leading in my life. It is my prayer to be attentive to our triune God’s faithful leading and that God’s Spirit will enable me to embody the living Word in my words and in my presence; and in this way be a faithful witness to the assurance of grace, the good news, that is in Jesus Christ. Barbara Sanders Statement of Reason It is my desire to be a faithful follower of Jesus Christ, and I am not sure how that takes shape as life continues to unfold. I am thankful for the ministry position in which I am currently serving. It may be that I am called to remain in this current ministry, but having completed the M.Div. opens up other possibilities. Some aspect of chaplaincy ministry continues to be of deep interest. I am pursuing candidacy to be open to where God may be leading. I pray that my living is a faithful witness of our triune living God’s faithful compassionate presence, gracious embracing love, and transforming guidance. Barbara Sanders A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey In a word, I believe the three ecumenical creeds and three confessions of the Christian Reformed Church; I believe that one of the great gifts of the Spirit to this denomination is its tradition of thoughtful engagement with the world, especially the world of ideas; I believe that the Church is called to simultaneously pursue unity with Christ, and incarnation as His body in ministry to His world. How I got here is partly a story of good parenting as a child, and partly a story of adoption by our denomination. Name: Kurt Schaefer Spouse: Anne Age: 56 Place of Birth: Peoria, IL Number of Children: Two Colleges Attended: Bradley University B.A., 1980 University of Michigan M.A., Ph.D., 1980 – 1984 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Internship: Calvin College Campus Ministries 2012 – 2013 Languages: English, German, and Hungarian Contact: 616-285-8189 [email protected] I was born to a pious Lutheran family in 1958. I was baptized at age two weeks, have always been attracted to God, and was fortunate to always be in a position to take the next step in a maturing relationship to God. The Lutheran Church--Missouri Synod is a theologically-conservative, Christian-education promoting, historically ethnic, confessional, Reformation church—probably as near to the CRC without being CRC as is possible. I grew up in Richard Prior’s neighborhood in Peoria, Illinois—an urban working-class ghetto—so my church community was something of an island of normalcy. Surrounded by decay, we lived a mix of Bach chorales and American spirituals, of catechism classes and Billy Graham rallies. I attended a Lutheran grammar school, at which we had the usual subjects, plus one hour a day of Bible, plus one hour a day of doctrine and church history. Then I attended a large urban public high school. The formative personalities in my life, in roughly chronological order, have been Danny Kaye, Martin Luther, Mark Twain, Abraham Lincoln, Steve Martin, John Stott, Mister Rogers, and Pope John Paul II. I began having my own daily devotions early in high school, under my brother’s influence, who was in turn influenced by both our church and the high school Campus Life group. Combined with making good highschool friends from a diversity of Christian backgrounds, this had an enormous positive effect on my adolescent spiritual development. I was better able to make my faith my own by beginning to see it from the perspective of believers with slightly different backgrounds than mine. Then I was involved in leading Inter-Varsity Christian Fellowship chapters in college (Bradley University) and graduate school (University of Michigan, Ann Arbor) as I studied for my bachelor’s and doctorate in economics. I had come to love economics for the way it trains analytical skills, and it seemed to me that there was much work to be done in economics by Christians who would work from a basis in the Christian tradition, as this academic field is markedly secular. In those days, Inter-Varsity was known for its leadership development and advocacy of reading and thinking. It was in these circles that I was exposed to Reformed theology. Gradually, during college and graduate school, I came to understand that Reformed theology was what I had been looking for since I left grammar school. I was so intrigued by the things I was reading from faculty members at Calvin College that one summer day my wife and I drove up to Grand Rapids from Ann Arbor just to take a tour and see this place we were reading about. I believed that God’s place for me was as an evangelist and Christian academic on a hostile secular campus, and my first two academic jobs were consistent with that belief. But my family was not happy with living Faith Journey (continued) in upstate New York, and wanted to return to the Midwest. It was a difficult decision when I left a tenure-track position at Hamilton College to take a one-year visiting position at Calvin College, because this move challenged my understanding of my basic vocational calling as a believer. The Calvin position became permanent, and it has been a very good fit. In retrospect I can see that my ability to think faithfully about my profession, and to teach faithfully, would have been severely stunted without coming to Calvin, and so my sense of calling to be a Christian witness in academic life has been served by being in Grand Rapids. We had two children in the 1980s, and child raising became a very large and delightful part of my life. When our kids were grown I began to think about going to seminary, which I’d always wanted to do. Then our son enrolled in seminary, and I saw my chance to enroll with him. I was intending to finally receive some theological training so that I could be a better Christian economist, so I enrolled in the MTS program. But after three years of MTS work, I concluded that I should be in the program that would help me consider whether I should be contemplating a change in jobs, so I switched to the M. Div. program. And now, at the end of seven years of seminary work, I am navigating the candidacy process. Kurt Schaefer Statement of Reason In my 27 years as a professor at Calvin College, I have always thought of myself as working in the ministry of the Christian Reformed Church. One of the special gifts of the Spirit to our denomination is its ability to thoughtfully and theologically engage the world, especially the world of ideas. I have delighted to be a part of our denomination’s exploration of this gift, and to be a part of our attempts to give this treasure back to the Church Universal. And as I have been a part of this work, I have been given opportunities to develop my pastoral gifts with students and colleagues, my administrative gifts through a variety of leadership appointments, and my preaching and teaching gifts. It may be that I am called to remain in my current position. But having completed the M.Div., opens up other possibilities of service. And so I am pursuing candidacy in order to make myself available to the Spirit’s leading and the church’s direction. Kurt Schaefer A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey I was about four years old when I learned the song, “Jesus loves the little children.” It’s amazing how I saw Jesus then. He was the man in the bible-coloring book sitting with some other men at a table with a big loaf in front of them. Jesus was also the man in the stained- glass picture looking at me with penetrating eyes at the Good Shepherd Anglican Church as if bidding me, “Come.” So as early as I can count up to twenty, God was calling me to ministry. By the time I was twelve, I made Confirmation and began to be nurtured in the faith. I still remember my aunt who played the organ while I stood next to her in the choir loft, singing old hymns like, “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” Name: Paula Seales Age: 56 Place of Birth: Trinidad and Tobago Number of Children: Two College Attended: University of the West Indies B.A., 1984 M.B.A., 1995 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Internship: Madison Square Church, Grand Rapids, MI June 2012 – October 2013 Contact: 616-485-0402 [email protected] Life was good then. We lived as a middle class family in Trinidad where the beach was just only 45 minutes away. The warm temperature, clear water and white sand with coconut trees all around were a glimpse of heaven. I pursued my dreams - a BA in Economics and an MBA , got a great job as a junior economist , got married and had two children. But then life took a turn. I was only twenty- six when I lost my parents. Mom had said her farewell before she died from cancer. She left a legacy of prayer, love for education and unyielding compassion for the underprivileged. Dad was finally eased of his suffering from congestive heart disease, a year earlier. He showed me to love beyond myself. Those Thursday night dinners cooking up some rice and peas to feed our neighbors and relatives still flood my memory. But things got worse. I was a victim of abuse. Two marriages failed. Hardness of heart and fear tried to enter, but what the devil meant for evil, God used it for good. I immigrated to the United States in 1997 where I now live as a citizen. The Spirit of Jesus also entered into those wounded places and shaped a tender heart for ministry - a heart eager to serve, to proclaim the good news of the gospel which I do at Madison Square Christian Reformed Church, to testify of God’s saving grace and Christ’s benefits; a heart that holds dearly to the profound truth that I am not my Own, but belong body and soul, in life and in death to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ. He has fully paid for all my sins with his precious blood, and has set me free from the tyranny of the devil. He also watches over me in such a way that not a hair can fall from my head without the will of my Father in heaven: in fact, all things must work together for my salvation. Because I belong to him, Christ, by his Holy Spirit, assures me of eternal life and makes me wholeheartedly willing and ready from now on to live for him. Paula Seales Statement of Reason I feel called to serve God’s people and the word of the Lord that was given to me by the Spirit comes from Isaiah 61, “The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to set the oppressed free and proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.” Paula Seales A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Name: Hannah Smele Age: 25 Place of Birth: Brampton, ON, Canada Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Redeemer University College B.A., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: ESL Ministry Toronto, ON, Canada June-July 2014 Ministry with Anne and Naji Umran Cairo, Egypt June-August 2014 Contact: 616-375-7563 [email protected] I am thankful for the diverse road I have been on up to my ordination. I am blessed with a variety of experiences that have contributed to my unique formation. I have been formed in a Christian Reformed church/ community my entire life. However simultaneously I was being formed spiritually in a charismatic youth group which deepened my intimacy with God and gave me a beginning inclination of being called to ministry. This passion and vision led me to Redeemer University College where I majored in theology and psychology. In my second last year of university I felt God was leading me to profess my faith in my Christian Reformed church. At this time in my life I felt more drawn to Pentecostalism over being Reformed but God showed me that he wanted me to minister in the Christian Reformed church. From here God made it clear that he wanted me to attend Calvin Theological Seminary. At this stage in my life I have been tested and stretched to truly grow into who I am. God has made clear to me a future vision for which I could have never imagined. Since being at seminary I have been formed by my sharing in the lives of so many communities. I have worked with Muslim refugees, Mennonites, and Middle Eastern Christians. My understanding of God’s working in this world has been broadened and deepened greatly. I am so thankful. I know that the Lord is sending me to Egypt to do his work there. My theology and passions are broadly Reformed, with ecumenical accents. I wish to live authentically always. This means a humble, honest reflection of who I am before God. I am passionate about social justice, care for the poor, and those who feel they fall outside of the church. I believe that God will use me in ways that I cannot imagine. I will remain obedient to wherever he calls me. Hannah Smele Statement of Reason I believe that the Lord has called me to this denomination for his work. My call has developed over the years to become more complete but I am sure of God’s choosing me to be a pastor/missionary. I have experienced a confirmation of call both internally and externally. I believe that being a Minister of the Word will open up further the ministry options for myself. I know that my gifts and capabilities match the description of this ordained role. Hannah Smele A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 1 Statement of Faith Growing up in a Christian home, the Christian faith has always been a part of my life. Some of my earliest memories are of my dad praying with me at bedtime. Through experiences like this, I gained an appreciation for prayer and for God’s word. These early experiences have given me a firm foundation throughout my journey of faith. My faith has been a journey. On this journey, there have been highs and lows. There have been times that God seemed very close and very real. There have been times that God seemed very distant. Name: Julie Stuelpnagel Age: 40 Place of Birth: Denver, CO College Attended: Calvin College B.A., 1994 Northern Illinois University M.S. Ed., 2000 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2010 Mentored Ministry Internships: Christina Reformed World Missions El Salvador, Summer 2008 Clinical Pastoral Education Fargo-Moorhead CPE, Fargo, ND Summer 2008 Willoughby CRC, Langley, BC Summer 2009 Covenant Health Care, Saginaw, MI Pastoral Resident, August 2010-Present Contact: 616-648-9546 [email protected] As I look back on my journey thus far, I can see how God has always been with me, in the good times and the bad. I have gained a greater appreciation for God’s grace. Through God’s grace I have been saved by faith. This is not something I have earned; it is a gift from God. My journey has not always been easy, but through it all God has led me closer to him. I have a greater appreciation for the beliefs that were instilled in me as a young child. I believe in the authority of God’s word. God has revealed himself through his Word. I also affirm the Ecumenical Creeds and Reformed confessions. I have found them to be reliable guides to Scripture. I believe in a triune God – God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. There is one God in three persons. I believe in God the Father, the creator of the world. God’s continues to work in the world, upholding and sustaining the universe. I believe in Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I know that Jesus died for my sins, and that I belong to him. Fully God and fully human, Jesus came to redeem us. It is through Christ that I have eternal life. I believe that Christ lives, that he will return and make everything new. I believe in the Holy Spirit. I believe that the Holy Spirit is poured out on the church. The Holy Spirit works in the hearts of believers, helping them to live as reflections of Christ in the world. I wholeheartedly believe in this triune God that loves us and guides us. God continues to work through his Church. I know that the faith that I was raised with is true. As I look back, I see how God has been molding me and shaping me throughout my life. I also know that this will con tinue. I know that God will always be with me as I continue to serve Him. Juli Stuelpnagel Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church after recognizing God’s call on my life. I believe that I have been called by God to minister in this denomination. I have lived and worked in many places. Living overseas, I worshipped with people of many different denominations. As much as I appreciated these experiences, I have always been aware of my roots in the Christian Reformed Church. I am truly thankful for this faith that I was brought up in. I feel called to minister in the Christian Reformed Church. I have felt this call in my Statement of Reason (continued) heart, and have received affirmation in this call from others. I want to use the gifts Christ has given me to further His kingdom. I love God and I love people. I am thankful for the chance to serve God and His church. Juli Stuelpnagel A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I believe that God created the world good but this world became corrupted when Adam and Eve sinned by disobeying God. At that point all humans are born into sin, are corrupted and can do nothing to save themselves. So, humanity needed a savior and God sent his son, Jesus who is fully God and fully human to earth where he suffered and died for my sins and made me righteous before God. Therefore, through my faith in Jesus Christ I have been saved by God’s grace. I believe that Jesus was resurrected from the dead after three days, then ascended to heaven and is with the Father their now. I also believe that one day he will come again to rule in the new heavens and new earth. Name: Jason Terpstra Age: 26 Place of Birth: Holland, MI Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Degage Ministries, Grand Rapids, MI June-August 2012 Shalom CRC, Sioux Falls, SD June-August 2014 Contact: 616-648-6871 [email protected] I believe that God is one essence with three distinct persons which are: the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, as stated in the Belgic Confession. When Jesus ascended to heaven the Holy Spirit was sent in his stead. The Holy Spirit works in me (and all humans) and continues to sanctify me working to purify me. The Holy Spirit opens my eyes to what God wants me to see and teaches me. I believe and am committed to the creeds and confessions of the CRC and what they teach. I also recognize the importance of preaching the gospel and spreading God’s word as Jesus commands his disciples in Matthew 28:1620 and am committed to living out this command. Throughout my life God has guided me and put others around me to teach me about him. He continues to walk with me on my faith journey and I am committed to God and these beliefs that I have stated. Looking back on my life I can see that my faith journey began at the very beginning and has led me to what I believe today. I was born and raised in a Christian family where my parents placed heavy importance on talking about God, praying to him and reading God’s word. I was baptized in the Christian Reformed Church and from an early age my parents prayed with me, taught me Bible stories and through them God instilled in me a great love for him and his word. Through my parents, my teachers at the Holland Christian Schools and through adults at my church, my faith began to grow. Then one day, when I was around 8 years old, I remember one of my Sunday school teachers talking about how Jesus suffered and died on the cross for our sins. As we were all standing in a circle, in the classroom, the teacher invited us to say a prayer and accept Jesus into our hearts. That Sunday morning was the day I accepted Jesus as my savior. As the years continued God placed many people in my life to nurture my faith. As a teen I discovered that I had the spiritual gifts of leadership and administration and became involved in the church through running the sound system and singing on worship teams. As I continued to grow in my faith I could feel God urging me to take on this faith as my own and profess it in front of the congregation. So when I was thirteen I stood up in front of church and professed what I believed and made my commitment to God. Throughout high school I went on many conventions which helped strengthen my faith but a mission trip to Mexico had the largest impact on me. I witnessed people come to Christ and had the opportunity to share my testimony and what I believe. Then I went to Calvin College Faith Journey (continued) where I began to feel God’s calling to ministry. I majored in religion, learned a lot about the Christian faith through my various classes, which tested and ultimately strengthened my faith. As the years went by, I gradually began to sense a stronger calling from God to go into ministry. So, then I found myself at Calvin Seminary. During my time here I have learned a lot about God, the creeds and confessions of the CRC and pastoral ministry. I have also greater discerned and have been affirmed in my call to ministry. I am still on my faith journey and will be till the day God calls me home. However looking back on my life I can see how God has placed people and events around me that have shaped what I believe about him. I am committed to these beliefs and am committed to preaching the gospel and teaching about the gracious work of God for the entirety of my life. Jason Terpstra Statement of Reason Looking back on my life I can see how God has gradually led me to ministry in his Church. From an early age he instilled in me a great love for him, his word and gave me a desire to learn more about him. Throughout the years I have grown in my faith, through the work of the Holy Spirit, and made a commitment to follow God and to share God’s love and gospel with others. I seek candidacy for ministry in the Christian Reformed Church as a result of God’s calling in my life. God has called me to be a leader in his church where, being empowered by him, I will preach and teach the gospel. God has instilled in me a love for his church, specifically the Christian Reformed Church and the creeds and confessions to which this denomination holds. Through the time I have spent at Calvin Seminary, I have discerned that God has called me to lead, to serve and to minister to people in his Church with the help of the Holy Spirit. This calling has been affirmed time and time again through the internships I’ve done, the sermons I’ve preached and ministries I have been a part of. I will not and cannot ignore this calling. Jason Terpstra A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey The backdrop to my childhood was Christianity – it was always there. I was born to Christian parents who were involved in the church and the Christian school, both of which I attended. The majority of my friends were raised in a similar context. In many ways Christianity was the language I knew, it was the only way I knew how to live, or at least how I was supposed to live. That upbringing set the strong foundation in my life. One of the most formative experiences of my life was witnessing a period a great spiritual growth in my father. I was in my early teens at the time, and was blessed to be a witness to the Spirit’s work in my dad’s life. He grew in passion for the Lord, and he grew in love. This gave me an experiential connection to the faith. Name: Jeremy Vandermeer Age: 32 Place of Birth: Richmond Spouse Name: Julie Vandermeer Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: The King’s University College B.A., 2004 Regent College M.Div., 2015 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internships: Ladner CRC, Ladner, B.C. Sept 2013- April 2014 Contact: 604-671-0022 [email protected] I was raised in a Christian home, educated in Christian schools, and had been part of church programs, but this witnessing my dad’s spiritual growth gave me something tangible to behold – it was something I could enter into. This experience confirmed for me what I had been learning at home, church, and school. This solidified for me that God was real and actively involved in this world, and that through the Spirit, God unites his people more and more into union with Christ, conforming them in the precious image of his Son. What this did was set a foundation for me that I could not erase. Throughout my teen years I could not escape the reality of God. Though I did not necessarily live my life as a Christian, I knew fundamentally that God was real. Another formative experience for me was being called into ministry. I had never thought of myself as a pastor. I had a passion for the church, and for serving God in the church, but I had never wanted to be a pastor. People started telling me that I should consider being a pastor, and I kept brushing those comments aside – I was not interested. My life was full – in the good way—I really enjoyed my work at the church, my wife and I were enjoying life with our two young children, and I was working with my dad hoping to partner with him down the road. One day, out of the blue, at the dinner table, I said to Julie: ‘so I’ve been thinking about what it would be like to be a pastor.’ The next morning Julie had an epiphany and knew that yes, Jeremy is going to be a pastor. I was not as quick to come to that affirmation. The next two weeks were some of the longest of my life as I wrestled hard with that calling. I tried to ignore it, argue it away, but I could not escape from that call that God had placed on my life. By the end of the two weeks I was empty, I submitted to God, and immediately he filled me up with his peace. I still had no idea how I was going to be a pastor, but God granted me his peace and day by day he grew me in confidence of that call, and then over the months, and then the year, gave me continued affirmation for that call. This has been such a formative experience for me as it has lead me into pastoral ministry, and because it has deeply impressed upon me my need to trust in God, be attentive to his voice and rest knowing that he will be with me in all things. Jeremy Vandermeer Statement of Reason It is with excitement and gratitude that I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church. I feel a strong call to enter pastoral ministry, and it is with joy that I look back over the years to see how God has led me to this point. That sense of call has also been affirmed to me externally through family, friends, church members, my internship, and classes I have taken at Regent and Calvin. This has given me confidence in this call, and eagerness as I anticipate the Spirit further molding me and forming me for this vocation in the CRC – the denomination where I feel at home. Jeremy Vandermeer A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey “I believe that God has called me to lead his people to maturity in Christ. And it is not I but the Spirit who works in me. Therefore, to be faithful to God and His Word, I wish to attend seminary to be adequately prepared for service in the Church.” With those words, my Dad, Roger VanderVeen applied to study at Mid America Reformed. Seminary. Though I never knew my Dad, he has been a great inspiration in my faith journey and my own calling into ministry. For those who knew him, his life was a testimony to God’s grace. That is what my faith journey is all about: God’s grace. Name: Kevin VanderVeen Age: 25 Place of Birth: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Kuyper College B.A., 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Edmonton Native Healing Centre, Edmonton, Alberta June-August 2013 Trinity CRC, Goderich, Ontario June-August 2014 Contact: 616-258-3979 [email protected] There was never a time in my life where the church, or faith had no role. My journey doesn’t include a radical transformation or life altering events. Rather, my journey is about a slow a steady climb towards a love for God and the church. Growing up, I was raised in a Christian home and given a Christian Education, both of which have been tremendous blessings in my life. When I was younger, I spent nearly every summer at Bible camp, and I remember dedicating my life to Christ nearly 100 times. Back then, I didn’t exactly know what committing my life to Christ meant, but I knew it was important. That was how I felt about my faith in general when I was younger. I didn’t understand much about the Christian faith, but I knew that it was important. At the very center of my faith journey growing up was an identity struggle. I didn’t know who I was, and I straggled with my relationship with my parents, my brothers, my friends, and I struggled with God. My parents always used to say something to me that I’ll never forget. They always said, “Be yourself’. Whenever I heard that, I always had to think twice, because I never really knew what they meant. I didn’t understand how I could be myself when I didn’t even know who I was. It was around this time that I was faced with one of the most difficult decisions of my life. I had to choose to take either my Dad’s name (VanderVeen), or my step Dad’s name (Houtstra). During that time, I faced a lot of uncertainty in my life, yet I can remember when it all changed. It was March 6th, the reunion of my Dad’s passing and my family was in the living room hearing stories about him from my Morn. Something about hearing stories triggered me, and I went down to my room in tears. Not long after, she came down and sat right beside me on my bed. Fighting through the tears, I told her how unfair it was that I never got the chance to know him, and I felt as though he wasn’t really my Dad. Then she told me this story: When he was airlifted to the hospital, my Morn knew that it was more serious than they thought. All day she would stay in the hospital, and she couldn’t help but think: what if? What if his condition worsened? What if he never recovered? What if this was the end? So my Morn and Dad started to talk about their unborn child (me). If this was going to be the end, they wanted to know the name for their child. Before he died, my Dad looked at my Mom and he gave me my name: Kevin Jared VanderVeen. Even though I never knew my Dad, he knew me. He gave me my name. Not long after my Mom told me that story, I went to a youth conference with my Church youth group. During the first main session, the Pastor began to preach. As my friends began to wander off, I began to listen. It was a strange experience, because as I listen I felt like he was preaching Faith Journey (continued) directly to me. The Pastor was preaching on the story of Jesus calling imperfect people to be his disciples. In that moment, God called me, and I was led to surrender my life to his Lordship. I realized that God knew every part of my being. He knew my heart, he knew my circumstances, he knew my struggles, and yet he still called me. Just like my Dad knew me and gave me my name, my heavenly Father also knew me, and he called me. From that moment on, my faith began to grow deeper and I found within myself a love not only for God, but also for the Church. That love for the Church grew into a desire to serve the Church. When God called me into ministry, everything in my life began to make sense. All that I had been through had served to prepare me for God’s call in my life. In the summer before my senior year of high school, I had the chance to attend Facing Your Future at Calvin Seminary. That summer I was given a chance to discern God’s call in my life, and I discovered that God was calling me to full-time ministry. For me, at that time, being called into ministry was being given the opportunity to follow in my Dad’s footsteps. My Dad left a legacy of faithfulness that I was blessed to follow. After high school, I attended Kuyper College, which was previously Reformed Bible College, the same school my Dad attended. After graduating from Kuyper with a Pre- Seminary major, and a Greek Minor, I began studying at Calvin Seminary. Like my Dad, I have also pursued a Seminary education so that I can be more adequately prepared to serve Christ and His Church, and it is not I, but the Spirit who works in me. Kevin VanderVeen Statement of Reason “I believe that God has called me to lead his people to maturity in Christ. And it is not I but the Spirit who works in me. Therefore, to be faithful to God and His Word, I wish to attend seminary to be adequately prepared for service in the Church.” With those words my Dad applied for seminary, having been called into ministry. It is with great joy that I follow in his footsteps as God has also called me into ministry. The love that I have for God and the Church continues to grow, as does my desire to serve. I believe that God has shaped me and formed me for so that I may honor- him and my calling. I am pursuing Candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church so that I can serve God and his people in Pastoral ministry. Kevin VanderVeen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Through word and deed my parents incarnated for me what it was to be a Christian. They faithfully instructed me in God’s covenant love and grace. As I grew and began to understand what this love and grace meant for me personally, I eventually affirmed my baptism by acknowledging that Christ was my personal savior, too. In November 1993, I publicly professed my faith. By no means do I see that date as an end; rather it was a beginning of a life lived in relationship with the Triune God. Name: Mark VanderWerf Age: 34 Place of Birth: Grand Rapids, MI Spouse Name: Rachael VanderWerf Number of Children: Three Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Kuyper College B.S., 2004 Cornerstone University B.A., 2004 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Internships: Facing Your Future Calvin Theological Seminary June-July 2011 Crossroads CRC, San Marcos, CA June-August 2012 Contact: 616-240-7972 [email protected] In high school, I was heavily involved in Young Life. My Young Life leader mentored me and modeled for me the Christian life. Young Life provided an abundance of opportunities to grow in my faith. I attended weekly Bible studies, summer camps, and winter retreats. More important than any of these events however were the relationships that were formed during these years. Just as Christ taught his disciples while in relationship with them, so too, my faith in Jesus Christ grew through godly relationships with mature Christian adults. We prayed together; we laughed together; we served together; we cried together. I often think of their mentoring in light of Paul’s words to the Corinthians: “Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ” (1 Cor. 11:1). For the most part, my life in Christ had grown quite steadily during my junior high and high school years. However in the summer of 1999, our family experienced a tragic loss. In response, I found it difficult to sing in church or to pray at all. I didn’t have the faith vocabulary to deal with the pain or the questions that I was asking. I struggled with this for quite sometime until a professor mentor at Reformed Bible College suggested that I learn to pray God’s ancient prayer book, the Psalms. I found in them a vocabulary of faith that could handle my questions and pains. Through the Psalms, God nursed me into a stronger and more honest faith. My years in college studying Bible, theology, and church history were good and fruitful years. I enjoyed the discipline of examining Scripture and applying it to life. I enjoyed the community of scholarship, both inside and outside the classroom. It was during this season of life that I grew to appreciate the rich traditions of Christian spirituality and began to incorporate some of the classic disciplines into my life. It was also during this time that grew in appreciation of the holistic Reformed vision of the Christian life. I began to see the cosmic proportions of the gospel; I began to boldly delight in God’s good creation, lament its distortion (in me and in the world), rejoice in Christ’s redemption of all things, seek by the Spirit – healing and restoration, and eagerly anticipate, with all of creation, God’s New Heavens and New Earth. In 2004, my wife and I, following God’s lead, moved to Escondido, CA, where I began teaching at the local Christian high school. During this time I also served as an elder and in various other roles in the local CRC. Working with high school students and serving in the local church – particularly in its teaching and shepherding roles – confirmed my sense of God’s call to serve Him and his church through teaching. A particular Biblical text that has reinforced this conviction is Mark 6:34: “When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. So he began teaching them many Faith Journey (continued) things.” Following Jesus’ lead, I seek to weave together compassion, shepherding, and teaching as the basic fabric of my life and ministry. Mark VanderWerf Statement of Reason After Peter affirmed his love for Christ, Jesus repeatedly gave this instruction: “Feed my sheep” (John 21:17). Love for Christ means care for his church. It is with this conviction that I am seeking ordination in the Christian Reformed Church. I love Christ and his church and in response to the various nudges and affirmations – both internally and externally – of God’s call upon my life, I am seeking ordination. I believe that I have been called and equipped by the Holy Spirit to be a servant of Christ and his church. It is with a deep sense of gratitude and humility that I desire to be faithful to this call. Mark Vanderwerf A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was born into a Christian family in sunny Southern California. My parents were actively involved in the church community and as a result I spent a lot of time at church – whether reading the children’s books in the library, being a part of Little Lambs, or Sunday School. While in Sunday School I was the good kid – I would sit still and answer whatever question the teacher asked. I was always wanting to learn more and would often ask questions about what we had learned in Sunday School or something which we had read about during family devotions. Name: Philip VanderWindt Age: 25 Place of Birth: Long Beach, CA Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Kuyper College B.S., 2012 My parents were able to answer these questions, and this allowed my Christian faith to continue to grow. As I reflect back on this time in my life I can see that my Christian foundation was not only formed by these answers, but by watching my parents modelling their Christian faith in their daily lives. I was able to learn new things in Bible class in elementary school and then would discuss them with my parents. At this point in my life, I thought I knew where I was going to go and what I was going to do when I got there – and then, when I was 11, we moved to Canada. Gold Chord Baker Bookhouse Award Looking back ar this move, I can see how God was sovereignly guiding my life, but as I sat watching the snow fall in what still feels like the longest winter ever it did not feel that great. I went from a large school to a small school with a much smaller budget – this meant that many of my classes were repetitive of what I had learned in previous years. I was no longer getting new information, and I was spiritually starving. My parents noticed this and started to teach me some of the spiritual disciplines. It was at this point that I had to answer the question, is Jesus just the answer to a question or is He your personal Savior. In my senior year of high school my passion for Christ as my Savior continued to grow, and I felt the call into ministry. Internships: Cross-cultural A Christian Ministry in the National Parks, Waterton, AB, Canada June-Sept 2013 After my senior year because of conversations with my parents and mentors and the experience I had during Facing Your Future I went to Kuyper College for their preseminary program. While at Kuyper I continued to grow in knowledge, but I also met other people who had similar passions for ministry and began to see other areas in my life grow. This was a time of tremendous growth as the Spirit molded me. Pastoral First CRC, Kingston, ON, Canada June-August 2014 In my final years at Kuyper College, God humbled a prideful college student who thought he had it made. I did not get a leadership position I thought I was guaranteed, the plans I had made fell through, and anything that could go wrong did go wrong. At the end of my senior year I went to the Dominican Republic for a class trip, this experience awakened the passions in my heart in a way which put God first. I learned what it meant to be a servant leader and what it looks like for the church to be the hands and feet of God in a world which is hurting. I began to rely on God’s strength rather than my own knowledge and understanding; I was beginning to understand what it means to be a disciple of Christ. This passion continued to be nourished through my classes and internship experiences which God led me to in seminary. Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Honors Received: Kuyper College Dean’s List, 2008-2012 Contact: 616-821-5411 [email protected] As I reflect back on my life I can see how God has led me to this moment of entering into ministry I am amazed at how everything which has happened was orchestrated by God, that even what seemed insignificant Faith Journey (continued) played a major role in getting me to this point. Through the leading of the Holy Spirit I have followed Christ through the ups and downs of life. This history of God’s faithfulness excites me to see where He leads me in the rest of my life, and inspires me when I get up every morning. I am not a West Coast Kid or a Crazy Canuck, but a Spiritfilled, bloodbought, son of the living God. Philip Vanderwindt Statement of Reason Ever since I was in high school I have felt God’s call on my life was for me to enter into the ministry. I have always been a part of the Christian Reformed Church and have a deep appreciation for her theology and desire to serve Christ from a Christian Reformed slant. I feel a call to nourish the body of Christ, comfort the hurting and lead His people to be His hands and feet. I feel that God has gifted me and molded me through life events to be a leader for his people. Therefore I, Philip VanderWindt, am seeking candidacy for ordination in the Christian Reformed Church in North America. Philip VanderWindt A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was born in 1976 and I have never known a day when I have not known the fear of the Lord. From my earliest existence, my father and mother taught me the Christian faith and raised me to know and understand the mercy of God toward me. As I grew older I confessed faith in Christ and after leaving high school followed my father into the construction business. I worked for various contractors in town, but felt that something was lacking in my life, the lack was not something which could be filled but rather a lack which identifies a giftedness which was not being utilized. So I began to attend to different teaching opportunities within the church such as Sunday school, catechism classes, young people bible studies, leading prayer meetings and visiting with the sick and shut-ins. Name: David van Eyk Age: 39 Place of Birth: Chatham Spouse Name: Barb van Eyk Number of Children: Three Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Huron University College B.Th., 2010 University of Western Ontario M.A., 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Honors Received: Dean’s Honour Roll, 2006-7 Internships: Stratford CRC, Stratford, ON June-August 2013 Hospital Chaplain St. Joseph’s Health Care London, ON Regional Mental Health Care London May-August 2014 Contact: 519-358-3525 [email protected] In 2006, after many years having an over-whelming sense of calling we began the process of getting my undergraduate degree. During this time while at school, as a family we encountered a tragedy in our family which was really troublesome for us. We began to doubt God’s love toward us, and the sense of purpose in our lives was upended for a while. God in his mercy, dealt gently with us and humbled us to recognize that we are dependent on him for everything even our life and the lives of our children. Having completed four years of undergraduate work I decided that I would pursue a graduate degree in theology as well, having discovered a love for academia. After earning my Master’s degree, I attended to finish the goal of going to school, and entered Calvin Theological Seminary. One of the reasons for pursuing a graduate degree was because I was hoping that I could escape the pastoral ministry and be used by God in the academy. However, having finished my graduate degree, I now know that although the academy has some very nice and enjoyable features, the Lord has not called me to that direction at this time. There continues to be a pull into the direction of the pulpit ministry, and it is this pull that I have tried for so long to escape from. There are many times when I feel like Jonah fleeing from the one thing that God has called me to do. As has already been mentioned, I have been involved in church ministry for a long time already. Currently I am ministering to our church by serving as an elder. And as a family we are spending our time with the older people in the nursing homes. As a family we have committed to visiting the nursing home every Sunday afternoon and this has been a real joy to us, but also an opportunity to teach our children practical Christianity, that is showing them how being a Christian and denying ourselves does not necessarily mean that we have to die at the stake; it can be denying ourselves to pleasure of spending time for our own enjoyment. This has proved to be a wonderful experience for our family and for those who we have befriended in the home. As I complete my studies at Calvin, as a family we are eager and excited to see what God has in store for us as we move forward in our faith journey. David Van Eyk Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the CRC because the CRC is my church and this is the place where I am being called to minister. I have received over-whelming support and encouragement from the people of God, and I look forward to devoting myself to serving the people of God in the CRC. The CRC is a place that my family has found rest and a comfortable place to worship God in the Reformed faith that we cherish, but with a vision and goal for the redemption of the whole world—this is where we want to serve. David Van Eyk A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Reflecting on my 39 years of life I see God’s fingerprints have been very evident throughout. Being born and raised in the CRC, attending Christian school from kindergarten through college, faith in a Sovereign triune God is significant for me. This worldview of a God who not only created the world but loves and sustains the world with his presence and power moves me to respect humanity as they are created in the image of God. My attitude should reflect those beliefs. I aim to treat other people with the respect and love that an image bearer of God deserves. I am striving daily to honor him in all I do and say, realizing that I fail often, but knowing also that his forgiveness and love never leaves me. Name: Chad Van Ginkel Age: 39 Place of Birth: Sioux Center, IA Spouse Name: Onita Van Ginkel Number of Children: Four Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Dordt College – Degree in Psychology Western Theological Seminary – 2 years (2010-2012) Calvin Theological Seminary – 3 years (2012-2015) Internships: Cross-cultural: VBS on Rosebud Indian Reservation Prairie Light Youth Camp 2008-2014 Street Evangelism New York School and Urban Ministry Summer 2012 Pastoral Faith CRC, Sioux Center January-August 2013 Contact: 712-441-5272 [email protected] I believe in Jesus, God’s one and only Son, who being God Himself, for his glory and for our restoration came to earth as a man not only to teach us about the Father but to succeed where we had failed in satisfying God’s need for justice by being our atoning sacrifice. This good news has significantly changed my life. I have a strong conviction that my belief in Jesus Christ as Lord should be evident in all aspects of my life. Whether it is in my interactions with my family, my co-workers or my friends I want to be authentic, compassionate and giving. As Christ intentionally humbled himself and was punished, died and endured hell in my place so that I might be re-united with him. I believe that after 3 days, for his Glory and our hope, Christ arose from the tomb and that He now lives conquering death and hell. I believe that my only true comfort in this life or in death is that now because of Christ’s work I am no longer my own but belong body and soul to a faithful Savior. This Savior now sits at the right hand of the God the Father, preparing and awaiting for the appointed time where he will come again in glory to take those God has given him to be with him to share in that glory. I believe in God the Holy Spirit, who walks with me on life’s journey and guides my heart in the paths of righteousness, transforming me daily to be more like Christ. I believe man is sinful by nature and therefore there is no good thing I can do to please the Father without the Spirit’s influence and help. I believe that God’s love is irresistible and that for those in him this present life is the closest to hell they will ever get. I was bought with a price, hence there is nothing I can do to lose his love, nor could I ever truly walk away from his love. I believe in the church as a family of believers loving each other in the name of Christ. I believe that by Jesus calling us to follow him, those in him share in his work, pain, death, and ultimately in his joy, peace, glory and life everlasting. I believe that God reveals all of this and himself to us through his holy word, creation, and to the hearts of those willing to listen. I believe that I am his workmanship, his ambassador to my neighbors, created to act justly, to love mercy, and to be active in sharing my faith so that I and my neighbors might better understand how to once again walk humbly with our God. Chad VanGinkel Statement of Reason From a young age I have felt a call to working with teenagers and assisting them in finding their foundation and hope in Jesus Christ. After I completed my bachelor degree from Dordt College, God opened the door for me to be a Youth Director at Bethel CRC in Lynden, WA. Working there I felt affirmed in my gifts to minister to youth. As God led my wife and I to Sioux Center, IA my life’s calling to work with teens became solidified. After 12 years of youth ministry I came to the conclusion that my life’s calling to youth work was one in the same as a calling to ministry. I desired to broaden my skills as a youth pastor as well as expand the areas I could serve my greater church family. This desire for greater and diversified service is my reason for candidacy. Chad Van Ginkel A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was greatly blessed in my growing up years. I was born into a Christian home where I was taught by my parents the Christian faith. My parents and my Christian school teachers were shining lights of who I wanted to become. When I was faced with choosing whether to live for myself, gratifying my sinful nature, or living for God, it was the Christian role models in my life that helped me to want to live for God. Having been raised in a Christian home, nurtured in a Christian Reformed church, and taught the faith in Christian schools from first grade until university, I was taught the Scriptures and the Christian life and worldview. Here are some of my beliefs and convictions: Number of Children: Two 1. The Old and New Testaments of the Bible, which is the revelation of God, is the source of all my beliefs and convictions. God is the primary author of the Bible and he used men from different time periods and places to write down everything He wanted to reveal about Himself and the great plan of salvation that He worked out through Jesus Christ. The 66 books of the Bible are complete and infallible. I grew up with a respect for the Bible instilled by my parents and teachers. Now I also love God’s Word which He created in me in order to call me into ministry. Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College B.A., 1997 2. I serve the living true God, who is one in essence, but three in persons. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit make up the Godhead and each are equally deserving of worship and obedience. Georgian College Diploma, 2000 3. I believe that God is in complete control of all things and is intimately involved in all of creation working out all things for the good and for His glory. Name: Charles Van Hoffen Age: 39 Place of Birth: Grimsby, Ontario Spouse Name: Heather Van Hoffen Brock University B.Ed., 2004 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Honors Received: Georgian College – Honors Internships: Bethel CRC, Lacombe, Alberta June-August 2014 Facing Your Future Calvin Theological Seminary June-July 2013 Contact: 616-309-5944 [email protected] 4. People, both male and female, were created in the image of God. God created humans perfect, but our first parents doubted God’s words and disobeyed Him. All people are born with a sinful nature and are in a helpless state on their own. 5. God is a just God and does not leave my sin unpunished. Before the foundation of the world, our triune God had the plan of salvation worked out. Jesus Christ who is fully God also became fully human and lived a perfect life because I could not do so. Jesus took my place and died a criminal’s death on a cross even though He was innocent so that all who believe in Him, would be saved through Him, and be adopted into God’s family. 6. The Holy Spirit regenerates all those whom God has called into His family, by changing their hearts and giving them a new nature that is no longer enslaved to sin. The Holy Spirit then indwells the believer; and for the rest of the believer’s life, works in cooperation with the believer in growing him into a deeper relationship with God. God blessed me with a nurturing environment where I learned about the gospel. The Holy Spirit gave me a new heart, and is in the process of molding me and shaping me into the person He wants me to be. 7. The Church consists of the people who God in Christ has gathered together. Here God uses pastors and elders to instruct the believers in the faith and raise up more leaders. They are also called to minister to the hurting world outside of the church. God uses the preaching of Faith Journey (continued) the gospel, through the regeneration of the Holy Spirit, to convert the hearts of people. 8. Jesus is the victor over sin and death because he rose from the dead. This gives me hope for the resurrection of the dead, as I wait for the return of Jesus when He will judge the living and the dead, and when He will make all things new. We will then live in His presence forever worshipping and serving Him. Charles Van Hoffen Statement of Reason My name is Charles Van Hoffen, and I am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church, because I am committed to the CRC, and am called to minister to its congregations. I have a continuous urgency, desire, and passion to be a minister. I have been called by God to preach His Word to the people so that the gospel is proclaimed and that the true guide for Christian living is taught. I have been called to minister to and care for God’s people. God’s call has been affirmed by the gifts He has been developing in me, as well as the affirmation that people have given me. Charles Van Hoffen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey What I Believe and How I Got Here My journey of faith began with the incredible gift of being raised by parents who were not only long and committed to one another but to the Lord. I grew up learning the ancient tales found in scripture: Noah’s Ark, Adam and Eve, The Walls of Jericho, Jesus and so on. As far as I could tell, as a child, I believed that God was who I pictured in Jesus: Bearded man, winning smile, white robes, blue (sometimes purple) sash. He was always surrounded by sheep and children. I knew the Jesus stories. I have vivid memories of praying to this God, I believed that he loved me and that he would answer my prayers. My childlike faith grew as more tales from scripture were added, and I continued to pray, asking for nightmare free sleeps and to bless my food and drink. Name: Corey Van Huizen Age: 26 Place of Birth: St. Catharines, ON, Canada Spouse Name: Alanna Van Huizen Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Redeemer University College, 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary, 2015 Internships: Sunrise Community Church, Austin, TX June-July 2013 Caledonia CRC, Caledonia, MI Sept 2014-present Contact: 616-647-7142 [email protected] When I was about 12 years old that picture of God that I had, supported by biblical stories, began to change. In the fall of 1999 my beloved Uncle Sid, a man who was like a grandfather to me, was diagnosed with lung cancer. I remember one February night before bed, getting on my hands and knees and praying as hard as I could to God, asking that he let Sid live long enough so that we could go fishing one more time this summer. I knew that I was praying hard because I was squeezing my fists and clenching my jaw as hard as possible, so hard that my finger nails dug into my palms. On March 1, 2000 Sid passed away. I was the one to answer the phone call that morning. Two days later I went to Cadets, my church’s boys club. When we all arrived, the head counselor told the group what I already knew, that Sid had passed away. The counselor then proceeded to tell us its because we didn’t pray hard enough: “we were throwing prayer strings to Sid, when we should’ve been throwing prayer chains,” he informed us. Unfortunate response given my palm digging prayer that February night. My understanding of who God was took a bit of a nose dive the following years. For most of my teenage life, I prided myself on knowing lots of biblical stories, but punching holes in them. I was upset with God. I believed that God existed, out there... somewhere. I believed that he made the world, but that he obviously didn’t answer prayer or really interact with his creation at all. It was more like he built it like a wind up watch, then let it go. God was no longer the bearded Jesus that I knew of as a child. God became distant and far away, uncaring. To have faith in a deity like this was pointless. BUT, through the encouragement of friends, He Chose Nails by Max Lucado, some loving adults and a rather supernatural experience with God, I began to understand the closeness of God again. As a 17 year old, I remember being on a retreat with my class at a camp up in Muskoka, Ontario. Early one morning, I woke up. I was up way before everyone else, which was abnormal. I laid there for a few minutes before deciding to head down to the beach. The sun had not yet risen over the trees. There was a fog on the water, obscuring the island 75 yards off the shore. I found a log on the beach, and for some unknown reason decided to have it out with God. He met me there on the beach. I poured out my frustration and spoke with him honestly about how I felt. I expressed my anger for not answering my prayers the way I wanted, and so much more. And I felt the comforting presence of God. Faith Journey (continued) He communicated his love and forgiveness to my heart in a way that 1 cannot explain. Like I said, he truly met me on the beach that morning. As I rested in his presence, the sun was rising and the beams of light pierced through the fog illuminating the island. I didn’t realize til much later, how much like my faith that was. The fogginess of my faith in a distant God, pierced by his light and love making him more clear to me that morning. While my faith grew tremendously during those next few years, it was mostly a “me and Jesus” type of faith. It continued to grow though, especially as I went off to Redeemer University. God had revealed himself slowly. I learned a head knowledge of Him and a heart for Him and His people. I have been mentored, loved, challenged and encouraged along the way, knowing and trusting that he is leading me. 6 years of university, 2 internships and still a whole lifetime to go; I still have so much to learn. I often feel like I have only begun to fall in love with God, and share his love for his world. I believe that the faith which I have now, is a gift from Him. So this is my statement of faith, what I believe now. Above is simply part of how I got here: 1. There is one God and he made this world. Its not important how, whether he used evolution as a tool, or a big bang as a starting point, is irrelevant. What is relevant is that God is the creator. He is not the creation, He is not our creation. The sun is not god, my body is not god, my house is not god. He is God the creator. And he made this world good, very good. 2. But this world fell into sin. God set parameters on how best to function in relationship to Him, and human beings disobeyed. Sin means broken or sick, not the way its supposed to be. You know it because you see it on the news, or on your twitter feed. You feel it when we talk about war or disease. You experience it in your relationships, estranged family members or battles with loved ones. If you’re honest with yourself, even in our choices we are profoundly selfish and prideful. We make mistakes too. But where we feel it most, is in death. Things aren’t the way they were supposed to be. We are separated from God, who in his perfect holiness cannot be with sin, and we suffer at a distance. 3. So God set out to fix it. This is the good news of the gospel. God is going to fix everything. He wants to live in relationship with us, his desire is that everyone would know him and that this whole creation would be liberated from brokenness. So God himself entered into the brokenness in Jesus Christ. He walked our walk, he lived our troubles and pains, and he was God in a hopeless place. He took all of the brokenness on himself and died with it. A sacrifice to pay the price for our sickness. He reconnected us with a holy God. 4. Three days later Christ rose from the dead by the power of God. He overcame death. The first sign of God fixing the brokenness. Jesus offered his Holy Spirit to us, which would empower us to live more like Jesus every day of our lives and invite us to join him on the project to fix everything. Then he returned to his heavenly realm. And even though we will one day die, it wont be the end. 5. At the end of time, God will return, we will be resurrected and sin, death and brokenness will finally be overcome. God will finish the ultimate redemption project and fix everything. Corey Van Huizen Statement of Reason I am seeking ordination in the CRCNA because I believe that God has called me to a life of pastoral ministry. I have arrived at this conclusion through both an inward sense of call and an outward confirmation from respected mentors, leaders and loved ones. I seek ordination in the CRC particularly because I believe that the beliefs of this denomination reflect the Scripture honestly and stand firm on its confessions based in that same scripture. I believe that given my person and gifting, I would be best used by God in this denomination. I love God and His Church and desire to serve her. Corey Van Huizen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey Name: Lesli van Milligen Spouse: Thomas Age: 52 Place of Birth: Denver Colorado Number of Children: Two College Attended: Calvin College B.A., 1983 Seminaries Attended: Fuller Theological Seminary M.Div., 1988 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC 2014 Internships and Ministry Experiences: La Iglesia Bautista Alcobendas, Spain Summer 1985 L.A. Community CRC, Los Angeles, CA September 1987 – June 1988 Woodlawn CRC, Grand Rapids, MI September 1988 – July 1990 Back to God Hour, Palos Heights, IL September 1990 – August 1991 Languages: English and Spanish Contact: 519-265-3979 [email protected] Many years ago in one of my Calvin Seminary classes I remember Dr. Neal Plantinga describing one of the jobs of the church as presenting the life of faith to be so compelling and attractive that our youth would have to be dragged away kicking and screaming from moving toward being more and more IN Christ. This is my story. The trajectory of my faith journey is lined with folks who took their baptismal vows seriously. Through the faithful teaching and leadership of a Sunday School teacher, I asked Jesus into my life and received him as my savior when I was in elementary school, later professing my faith publicly when I was 14. Having been raised in a Christian home, I cannot remember a time when Jesus was not a part of my life and I felt a call to ministry from a very young age even though I had not seen a woman in this role. My walk with Christ was strengthened by folks who walked with my family through my mother’s diagnosis with MS and my father’s leaving our family to fend for itself. Our church families in both Colorado Springs and Denver were Jesus to us and were faithful in helping us see God’s providential care for us even in those difficult times. These 2 congregations were also instrumental in giving me opportunities to articulate and live into my faith through various ministry opportunities which they encouraged and supported. During this time, God not only revealed himself to me as a Father to the fatherless, but he provided spiritually mature and healthy father figures in a variety of places as my sisters and I grew into adulthood. It is through Christ’s ministry of reconciliation and forgiveness that I have come to peace with my father’s leaving, recognizing that God can and does work for the good of those who love him. I have grown in my experience of God’s faithfulness, especially through his enlarging my experience of the Holy Spirit through various prayer ministries and engagement in ALPHA. As an Evangelist/Ministry Associate/ Commissioned pastor the Spirit has lead me into opportunities to share God’s Word in places I would not have previously imagined: with Muslim women, in prison and though a variety of civic organizations, confirming his desire that we be disciple makers. During the past few years I have been particularly focused on what it means to be in the business of discipling each other and intentionally tapping into the work of the Holy Spirit in enabling us reflect Jesus more and more. This focus has been encouraging in my own growth as a follower of Christ as I continue to go through times of refining. I am thankful for the great theological foundation I received growing up (we received grades in catechism) and for the many people who helped me reflect on how God was at work in my life even in difficult circumstances. My time at Fuller Seminary proved to be a great opportunity to solidify and articulate my Reformed accent, allowing me to sign the Form of Subscription without reservation because our creeds and confessions had and have informed my faith language. At the age of 52, I continue to lean into God’s promises, revealed in Christ and continually confirmed by his Spirit and the truth that I am not my own, but belong to my faithful Savior, Jesus. Lesli van Milligen Statement of Reason I have been serving the CRC as a Commissioned Pastor for the past 17 years in a job sharing capacity with my husband, Tom, who is ordained as a Minister of the Word. I am a graduate of Fuller Theological Seminary, but also did 2 years at Calvin Seminary during the years when I was not able to enroll in the M.Div. program. I have felt the call to ministry from a very young age. I was blessed to have been nurtured by CRC congregations in both Denver and Los Angeles who gave me opportunities to explore my call and then, once ordained, 3 congregations who have called me and my husband to serve as their pastors. Each has been an experience of the confirmation of that call. I am currently seeking candidacy to Ministry of Word and Sacrament because God has opened up time and resources to do so. My work with Tom in the 3 congregations that we served together, our roles as parents of 2 daughters and our involvement in our communities made returning to Calvin Seminary difficult. Our daughters are now on their own and time has opened up so that I could fulfill that last few Calvin Seminary requirements. Seeking candidacy is the continuation of my ministry in the CRC and opens up opportunities for Tom and I to continue to serve together or to serve in different ministries as the Spirit leads us. Lesli van Milligen A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey God is good! My faith walk has shown that God cares deeply for His children and for bringing them back to Him. I was blessed to be raised in a Christian home with parents who ensured that their children were taught the truths of God’s word. Attending church programs and the Christian school allowed me the opportunity to grow in my knowledge and understanding of who God is and what He had done for me. Name: Ben vanStraten Age: 36 Place of Birth: Chatham, Ontario, Canada Spouse Name: Jennifer vanStraten Number of Children: Three Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Canadore College Diploma, 1998 Emmanuel Bible College B.A., 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Sanctuary Church, London, ON June-July 2013 Jennings Creek CRC, Lindsay, ON June-August 2014 Contact: 616-432-9468 [email protected] When I was 10 years old, my carefree life took a turn. The stress from our family’s move to a new city, my father’s new business and my mother being in-and-out of hospital due to complications from a medical condition and depression, resulted in me questioning the love of God I always “knew “ about. My confusion over my inconsistent family life provoked me to rebel against all authority. God used my relationships with my school teachers to demonstrate His true attributes. Those teachers who looked beyond my frustrating rebellious behaviour, and saw the gifts that God had given me. They believed in me even when I didn’t believe in myself. I felt as though I was outside of God’s grace. I was transformed when individuals demonstrated God’s grace and truth to me by forgiving me and giving me second chances that I didn’t deserve. If they could show me grace after the way I treated them, how much more could the one eternal God show me grace! I ended grade 12 longing for a deeper, more real and intimate relationship with God. Reading my Bible and doing devotions was no longer a chore, I actually began to crave those times to connect with God. I no longer just knew about God but I was beginning to KNOW Him. That year, I professed my faith in Maranatha C.R.C. After grade 12, I attended a month long mission trip called S.W.I.M. (Summer Workshops In Missions). On this trip I had the chance to share the love of Christ in very real and concrete ways. I started to sense a calling in my life.. but was unsure of where God was going to lead me. After Grade 12, I pursued a career in small engine repair but remained heavily involved with the church. I was part of a praise team that led worship regularly, I was a youth group leader and also the chair of the worship committee. I enjoyed my job as a mechanic and lived by the motto that “I was a disciple of Jesus Christ cleverly disguised as a small engine mechanic.” I mentored many co-op students from the local high school at the shop where I worked. I began to realize I was thinking about and spending more and more time with ministry related work. After many discussions with family, friends, and my pastor; I felt affirmed that God was calling me into youth ministry. I took a leap of faith, quit my job, and began to attend Emmanuel Bible College. Soon after, I began working full time as a Youth Director at Exeter CRC. During my time in Exeter I had many opportunities to grow in my faith as I got to see God at work in the lives of the youth. After 7 years of being involved in youth ministry, God called me to pursue further studies at Calvin Seminary. Ben vanStraten Statement of Reason I thoroughly enjoy studying the word of God and interpreting and apply ing Scripture to today. My time at Calvin Seminary has been formative and I continue to follow the call God has for me. I am confident that God will lead, equip, and provide for me and my family along the way. I have a passion for discipling others and long for the church (the people of Christ) to thrive in their communities and in the world, for the glory of God. I am pursuing candidacy in order to have my internal call as minister of the Word affirmed and recognized through ordination within the Christian Reformed Church. Ben vanStraten A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey Name: Scott Van Voorst Age: 29 Place of Birth: Sioux Center, IA Spouse Name: Leah Van Voorst Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Dordt College B.A., 2008 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Kansas City Church Plant Cluster Internship Pathway Community Church, Olathe, KS June 2012 Graafschap CRC, Holland, MI June 2013-May 2015 Contact: 616-724-6230 [email protected] I believe that God created the heavens and the earth, that humanity fell into sin, and that God’s love for humanity was such that he would work out his divine will for humanity to be brought back to him anyways. God is sovereign and totally righteous and just so he couldn’t allow humanities sins to go unpunished. There was nothing any human person could do to pay the price for our sins. So God sent Jesus to be the fully human being that could pay the price as the divine Son of God who could bear the weight of sin. Jesus died on the cross, and was raised to new life. He defeated sin and death. In Christ all whom the father has chosen have the opportunity to be as adopted children, to be with their father in heaven, and to take hold of the inheritance he has purchased for us. This is my hope and it is the hope of the world, it is the gospel of God’s amazing grace. Though we have nothing of value in ourselves and deserve nothing but life in a broken world that ends in death, God loved us and has poured out his Holy Spirit on us to transform our experience in his good, but broken world and to assure us of our heavenly inheritance. Since Abraham God has been in the business of setting aside people groups who would follow him and be a channel of his blessing. In the Old Testament it was Israel. Since Christ ascended into heaven it has been the church. As members of a church we are the people Christ has left here during this in between time to shine the light of the gospel into the world as we look forward to his coming again. When he returns he will bring the fulfillment of his kingdom where there will be no more darkness, mourning or tears. I got here because God graciously chose to have me born into a Christian family. I was raised going to church and Christian School. I was discipled by friends, family, and teachers throughout my grade and high school years. I was discipled by youth workers, great ministry volunteers and pastors throughout my college days, when I was training to be a youth pastor. Once I became a youth pastor God graciously brought around me more Spiritual mentors. In particular he placed me in a church working alongside a former youth worker, Rev. Lloyd Wicker. Pastor Wicker encouraged me to keep investing in my learning. Through that encouragement I sought ordination as a ministry associate and began working on a process towards that under the teaching of Rev. Paul Vanderklay and Rev. Kevin Adams. Pastor Vanderklay was the first one to hear me attempt to give a sermon. He affirmed me that God had given me gifts that should be developed and invested in. Both Pastor Vanderklay and Pastor Adams highly encouraged me to seek out ordination rather than a classically bound ministry associate ordination. Through a time of prayer and Discernment my wife, Leah, and I came to the conclusion that God was leading us to the next step and the next cross country move. Having been born and raised in Iowa, mentored and initially engaged in full time ministry in California, I came to Calvin Seminary to invest into the gifts that God had invested in me. Through the assistance of many people, but especially through being a part of the Renewal Learning Lab with Rev. Keith Doornbos, I have developed my pastoral identity. I have become even more convinced of the amazing gift of God’s grace, the importance of the church as the channel for that message, and that God is calling me to be a steward of the gifts and talents he has entrusted to me by using them for the church. Scott Van Voorst Statement of Reason I, Scott Van Voorst, am seeking candidacy in the Christian Reformed Church in response to God’s call to serve a church in the CRCNA. I first felt Called to serve others in their walk of faith in High school. My cultural upbringing and the opportunities to develop from there led me to Dordt College for a theology degree with an emphasis in youth ministry. The CRC as a denomination has always felt like home, even in the last seven years when I have lived in California and Michigan. For three years I served as a director of youth ministries at a church seeking to serve the Lord and engage the younger portion of the church with the good news of the gospel. Since then I continue to be passionate about my own generation and see a crucial need to continue to hold out the good news of God’s grace to the many who have left the church. But I have also grown in my conviction that it isn’t just those who struggle outside of the church who need the good news, but all people. All people whether they have attended services faithfully for years or have hardly graced the doors of a church are in need of God’s grace and the reminder that the gospel of Jesus Christ has implications for their lives now. God called me into youth ministry, he reaffirmed my call to ministry and encouraged me to invest in my gifts by calling me to Seminary. He has since called me to serve on an internship basis through the renewal learning lab. Every time I have faithfully responded to his call he has provided and proven himself to be faithful. Though I am waiting to know what is next I am confident that he has called me this far to prepare me for the next call in ministry he places on my heart and that he will be faithful to my family and I wherever he calls us to next. Scott Van Voorst A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I believe in God our Heavenly Father, who is the Almighty and the Creator of Heaven and Earth. I believe that he sent his Son, Jesus Christ, to bring about the promises of salvation, to redeem creation from its fallen state. I believe in his death and resurrection; that he is the promised Messiah and my personal Saviour, without whom I would be lost. I believe in the Holy Spirit, and in its vibrant and presence in my life. Name: Adam Veenstra Age: 27 Place of Birth: Bloomfield, Ontario Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Queen’s University, Kingston, ON B.A., 2010 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Internships: Westside Fellowship CRC, Kingston, ON June-August 2012 June-August 2013 Fellowship CRC, Brighton, ON June-August 2014 Contact: 613-532-9311 (Canada) 616-309-6669 (US) [email protected] I believe that God created the world in perfect working order, but that it now must be redeemed because of humanity’s fall into sin. This redemption must cover all things, including the church. I believe that Christ sets forth this process of redemption, and does so out his great love for us and the world we live in. And so I believe, and wish to belong, to a church that is reforming. A church that seeks to be the hands and feet of Christ as we take part in the redeeming of our world. I believe in the creeds and doctrines professed by the Reformed tradition which are aligned with Scripture, being the infallible world of God. I believe that I am not my own, but belong body and soul to Christ, whose blood was shed to pay for my sins, whose grace I do not deserve, and cannot repay. And I believe that my life is in the hands of a Father who knows me and loves me, who has plans for my life, and the lives of all others, far beyond what I can yet understand. The faith I have today is rooted in my childhood, growing up in a Christian family both at home and at church. It remained largely unchallenged growing up, and so it may have been with some naiveté and inexperience, but no less passion and commitment, that I publically professed my faith at eighteen. From then, the natural order of the years to come took over, and through experiences that took me far away from what was safe and familiar, I began to truly discover what it means to trust in God and rely on only him. And so my relationship with him deepened, and readied me to pursue his calling for my vocation, and all other aspects of my life. Adam Veenstra Statement of Reason I believe that we are all called into ministry, in that way that ministers of a church are “all the members”. Some of us, though, are further called into vocational ministry in the way that some are called to be teachers, firefighters, farmers, or stay-at-home parents. I believe that God has called me into this process of ordination and vocational ministry so that, with his guidance and leading, I might be used in a way befitting my character and gifts to help further his Kingdom. When I am at work with God’s people in his church I feel alive and fulfilled in a way that no other work has accomplished. It is in doing this work that I feel the most myself; that I feel both the most challenged and yet the most at home. I spent a long time questioning whether ordained ministry was the path I was truly being led down, and there were many doubts and fears I had to overcome. But when I surrendered my future to God and answered his calling I felt at peace, taking comfort in the fact that while I am not perfect, I never will be. The imperfect man that I am is the one that Statement of Reason (continued) God is calling into ministry, the one that he will continue to shape and nurture as I strive to follow him. Adam Veenstra A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I have not always been the Christian that I am today. In fact, there was a time in my life when I was rather self-destructive, bent on nothing more than self-gratification, filled with a desire to satisfy my own interests. Throughout my High School and early college years, I cared nothing for academic scholarship, responsibility, or Christianity. In fact, I cared nothing for God in general. This manifested itself in various ways, most prominently in the consistent use of alcohol, various drugs, sex, and generally what most people would consider a worldly lifestyle. This lifestyle affected me in negative manners, however. For example, I graduated High School with a GPA of 1.86. I was expelled from college three separate times, once for alcohol use, once for grades, and once for drug usage. Name: Jesse Lee Walhof Age: 31 Place of Birth: Sioux Falls, SD Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Dordt College B.A., 2008 Sioux Falls Theological Seminary M.Div., 2015 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2014 Internships: Street Outreach Coordinator Volunteers of America, Sioux Falls, SD October 2012-present Summit House Outreach Center Sioux Falls Theological Seminary Sept 2012-August 2014 Contact: 712-540-8487 [email protected] Of course, in hindsight, it is easy to see that God was present throughout. However, as I have stated, I did not care. However, there comes a point in every Christian’s life when one can simply no longer run from God’s calling. One can no longer stand in the face of God and deny Him. God finally pulled me, kicking and screaming, from this lifestyle my third year into college. Now, this manifestation of God’s presence not only happened spiritually, but organically. It happened through relationships. Thus, through my friends and family, I became involved with a Bible Study at my college. It was through this Bible Study that I became interested in what God was doing, and how He existed in the world. Late one night, after six months of attending this Bible Study, I was walking around campus while praying and intermittently reading my Bible. I came upon a verse, 1 Peter 5:7, “Cast all you anxiety on Him because He cares for you”, and something inside me clicked. I realized at that moment that this was the message I was called to spread to others. I knew that I was to do his work through the church for the rest of my life. However, I am not good at listening, obeying, or trusting. So, though I was a Christian desperately fleshing out and growing in my faith, I ran from the call. I ran for quite some time, over six years. This led to broken relationships, various jobs, new states, homelessness, and a fall back into alcoholism, and eventual poverty. Finally, I asked God one last time if I really had to do ministry. Of course, the answer was yes. So, I called Sioux Falls Seminary. Three weeks later I was in my first class, with a home, a job, health insurance, everything I have never had before. I was building new, lasting relationships. Above all, however, I was succumbing to the call of the Lord . . . I was now being equipped for ministry. But, what was this ministry to look like? When I first started, I had no idea. However, as per the grandeur of the Lord, He knew exactly what it was to be all along. There is a reason I had to face all the trials of homelessness, heartbreak, and addiction. The Lord has let me gain experience in the areas for no other reason than to reach out to those whom have gone through the same issues. I am called to enter into the lives of those who are hurting and broken. It is this mentality that my entire philosophy of ministry is based on. This mentality of entering into relationships with the hurt and the broken is not just my own. This is also Biblically based. There are a plethora of scripture references supporting the necessity of what I call the “outreach” mentality. For example, as Jesus states in Matthew 25:34-36, “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, Statement of Reason (continued) you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.” These verses typify what we, as Christians are to do with our lives. We are to help the poor, feed the hungry, everything that Christ outlines. However, it must be said that we, that I, do not do this out of necessity, but rather I do this out of Joy, because we ourselves, and myself as a Christian, have been given all of these things by Christ. Therefore, we can be Christ to the hurting, and bring them into the fold of the Christian brotherhood that we are blessed to be a part of. Jesse Walhof Statement of Reason There are many reasons I feel called to become a pastor in the Christian Reformed Church. First and foremost, for as long as I can remember, I have been part of the CRC family. I am familiar with the traditions of the denomination, the background of the CRC, and our theology with which we hold dear. This is the first reason I feel called into Pastoral ministry, as I love our denomination, our theology, and our background, and would like nothing more than to see it flourish. Secondly, I feel called to Pastoral ministry because of constant affirmation. For most of my life I have been told I will make a great Pastor someday, and most of my life I have promptly ran from this affirmation. However, since coming to the realization and accepting the joy that this is my calling, I have been consistently affirmed by mentors, professors, Pastors, family members and the like that this is indeed the path God wishes me to be on. Third, and perhaps most importantly, I have an inner desire to be a Pastor. I feel that I am a good leader; I feel that I have a heart for people, and I feel called to discipling congregations. This combined with the fact that I genuinely love to preach, teach, and shepherd, leads to this calling being affirmed within myself. Thus, I feel called to be a CRC Pastor for it is a calling within myself that is constantly affirmed by the Spirit and by others, and wish nothing more than to grow the denomination that I love, so that we can be an even more effective tool for Christ in spreading His Kingdom throughout the world. Jesse Walhof A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 2 Faith Journey In many ways, my faith journey could be described as an exploration in Christian community. I grew up nurtured in a Christian home, Church and school and have never known a time when I did not know about my need for a Savior and that Christ fills that deep need. Likewise, I have always felt God’s pull on my life to work for His Kingdom. At each stage of my Christian journey, God has placed important people in my path to direct me in the next step. During high school, I read some Scripture during Church. A elderly woman “prophesied” to me afterwards that I would be a pastor some day. At the time, I didn’t take her prophecy seriously, but I also somehow never forgot it. Name: Kristopher Walhof Spouse: Kim Age: 27 Place of Birth: Bozeman, MT College Attended: Dordt College B.A., 2007 Seminaries Attended: Regent College M.Div., 2012 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2012 Mentored Ministries Internships: Vancouver First CRC, Vancouver, BC September 2009 – April 2010 Discovery Church (CRC), Grand Rapids, MI January 2012 – May 2012 Contact: 616-432-1119 [email protected] During the summer after my Senior year of high school, I was fortunate to attend the Facing Your Future program through Calvin Seminary. The world of “ministry” was opened to me during that time and I eventually decided to study theology at Dordt College. I loved studying theology because everything I learned about God and his ways impacted my devotional life. The community at Dordt College also opened me to discover the breadth of serving Christ in all areas of life. I had passionate friends seeking God’s face in science, writing and agriculture. Dordt College was in many ways a monastic experience for me (in all the positive senses). My life was structured around times of worship and prayer and mentoring. I was also able to flourish through the disciplines of learning, leading and living in community. One of the most significant stages in my faith journey was my study semester in the Middle East. For the first time, I encountered a culture that looked at the world differently than I did, primarily through a nonWestern Islamic lens. What did it mean that God was sovereign in a world of both intense religiosity and yet unbelief? The experience challenged me to discover a more distinctly Christian worldview with which to both appreciate and critique that culture and my own. Likewise, in the Middle East, I encountered the full spectrum of Christianity. I experienced the religious, political and cultural effects of a deeply rooted Eastern Orthodox community over against radical, Western Dispensationalism (and everything in between). Encountering this spectrum, I was forced to ask the question, “Who is Jesus in all of this, and what does it mean to be a Reformed Christian?” In subsequent years, I have been helped to discover Jesus anew through the work of an Anglican theologian, NT Wright, and discovered my Reformed identity anew through thinkers like Nicholas Wolterstorff, John Piper and Jaques Ellul. My time in the Middle East also caused me to recognize stark injustice, and to reflect upon Jesus’ call for his community to be comprised of shalom-makers in all parts of the world. After college, I worked for a year at a group home for mentally handicapped teenage boys with behavioral disorders. Once again, God taught me about the depth of community: how was I called to live in community with those who did have marvelous abilities, but certain disadvantages as well? Most days, the job was great: I got to spend time teaching, mentoring and sharing life with some wonderful young men. Other days, the job was very difficult. I was forced to seek Christ’s Spirit and example in learning the virtues of charity, temperance and fortitude. Faith Journey (continued) My now wife and I then married and moved to Vancouver BC where I studied at Regent College to get my Masters of Divinity. Doing theology in an urban, pluralistic, post-modern setting was an education in itself. Every day, I rode the bus for an hour and a half—I was surrounded by people. We were a semblance of community, but everyone was alone, isolated, an individual. What did it mean to be a Christian, to be part of a Church in the city? I received some wonderful teaching during my time at Regent, but perhaps the most formative aspect of our time in Vancouver was being part of Vancouver First CRC. This community embodied Christ in an urban setting through deep worship and the incarnation of simple hospitality towards its neighbors. And now my wife and I live in Grand Rapids, open to further explorations in the Spirit and Christian community. My wife has always had a clear call, to serve people through medicine, so she has started medical school. For me, my calling has not always been as focused. However, I have always had a clear passion to open Scripture and share it with people, and allow God’s voice to shape Christian community in all its chaos and beauty. Kristopher Walhof Statement of Reason I intend to seek ordination in the Christian Reformed Church because I believe that the CRC embodies the doctrine of God’s sovereignty, God’s kingship, in the world. As such, I believe the CRC is a Church uniquely positioned to embody God’s reign of shalom and justice in the world. The CRC is a place where people can be serious about building the Kingdom, both in justice work and evangelism; “our world belongs to God,” after all. Meanwhile, the CRC is becoming a place that is more open to the movement of the Spirit. As someone who longs to be in step with the Spirit as the undercurrent of God’s redemption flows beneath a world subject to brokenness, I feel that the CRC is a place where the Spirit is and will work powerfully. The CRC is also the denomination in which I am most at home, culturally and doctrinally. Further, I believe that this is the Church, this is the corner of God’s kingdom, to which the Spirit has specifically called me to minister in Word and Sacrament. Kristopher Walhof A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 3 Faith Journey God, in his covenant plan for my life, placed me in a Christian home, a Christian Reformed Church, and Christian schools kindergarten through 12th grade. One night when I was 16, and at home by myself, I watched a Billy Graham telecast. That night, all the things I had been hearing over the years clicked together in my mind and heart as I listened. I honestly faced up to the enormity of my sinfulness and was overwhelmed with God’s offer to take it all away. I had known and understood in my head about how Jesus’ suffering and death was the only way in which my sin could be erased, but I had never before admitted that I wanted it for myself. I couldn’t resist the love that came with such an offer, claimed God’s promise to be my God, and committed to be his child. I have reveled in his love ever since. Name: Beverly A. Weeks Spouse: David L. Age: 53 Place of Birth: Grand Rapids, MI Number of Children: Three College Attended: Kuyper College Certificate of Christian Foundations, 2009 Seminary Attended: Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2013 Internships: Hope Network, Grand Rapids, MI Summer 2011 Morrison CRC, Morrison, IL Summer 2012 Contact: 616-691-8040 [email protected] When I was 17 years old, my father fell off the roof of our home and died a few hours later. That experience, tragic and painful as it was, helped me learn many things about myself, and surprisingly to me, gave me a confidence in life that I had not known before. I found that God was able to meet me where I was at and give me strength for each day. My marriage to my husband, David, began in 1980, and God continued to lead me in new ways of what it meant to be his daughter. We partnered in ministries at our church such as worship leadership as organist, pianist, and song leader, singing in the choir, teaching Sunday school, as well as being part of a number of small groups that were committed to studying the Word together and learning more about this great God of ours. We participated in a couple of service projects in Mississippi and Chicago and attended a number of conferences over the years that stretched us even further. After seven years of marriage, the first of our three living children was born. Our daughter is married, and our two sons are college students. With parenthood came a glimpse of what it must be like for God to be my Father. Such love he must have for me, and on top of that, to overlook my sin! And he overlooks it at such a huge price — the death of his own Son. That intense love came to have an even greater meaning when we experienced the death of one of our children through a miscarriage. The year afterward was one filled with a sense of living under a cloud. But God had prepared me well for all the discouragement that came, and I gained an even deeper understanding of his love and faithfulness. Sometimes, the church, sinful just like all of us, can be a place where difficult situations develop. I went through a very painful conflict a number of years ago and plunged into a state of despair such as I had never experienced before in my life. That was when I really needed to rely on all that God had taught me earlier about the depth of his love for me. Little by little, and day by day, he took care of me and gradually healed my soul. Scars remain, but I am committed to let them serve as a reminder of what I have learned about myself, my relationships with others, and about the great love of my Savior. I’m part of the so-called “sandwich generation” — caring for the needs of our almost-independent children and cooperating with our siblings to give assistance to our parents. During the past few years, our parents Faith Journey (continued) have been hospitalized for surgeries and illnesses, my father-in-law died suddenly of a stroke in 2006, and my eighty-three-year-old step-father of over thirty years passed away in 2012. Even in these challenges, God has prompted me over and over to remember that no matter what, he is sovereign, faithful, and loving in all that he does. It’s all part of his loving plan for my life and I willingly submit to his guidance in my life. He is my God, and I am his child. Beverly Weeks Statement of Reason It is in obedience to God’s calling in my life, that I look forward to being used by him to advance the good news of God’s kingdom that transforms lives and communities worldwide. He has been powerfully leading me toward ministry through past memberships on various classical and denominational committees and boards to nudge me along to hear that call. Now, in response, I humbly offer myself as God’s servant to become a candidate as a Minister of the Word in the Christian Reformed Church in North America. Beverly Weeks A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was born into a Christian family and came to faith at an early age. My parents were active in the church and worked for Christian organizations. Growing up, I was actively involved in the church and took part in virtually every activity open to me – Sunday school, VBS, AWANA, and Youth Group. In high school, however, I made some bad decisions and fought against the Lord. I continued to attend church and pray, but my choices left me plagued by feelings of guilt and shame. I often prayed for forgiveness, but proved again and again by my actions that I wasn’t willing to repent. Name: Perrin Werner Age: 33 Place of Birth: Rush City, MN Spouse Name: Jodi Werner Colleges & Seminaries Attended: University of Northwestern, St. Paul, MN B.A., 2004 Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary, South Hamilton, MA M.A., 2007 Bethel Seminary, St. Paul, MN M.Div., 2014 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC, 2015 Internships: Grace Church, Inver Grove Heights, MN June 2014-present Contact: 651-494-2158 [email protected] In his mercy, God brought me to Northwestern College (Roseville, MN) after high school. He used my roommates, professors, coaches, teammates, and the school’s chapel services to renew and revitalize my faith in him. During my freshman year, I stopped resting on the faith of my parents and took ownership of my faith. I owned up to my faults and repented of my sins. At Northwestern, I found a deep and abiding love for the Scripture and a call to the ministry. After college, I attended GordonConwell Theological Seminary (GCTS). At GCTS, I came in contact with a broader cross section of conservative thought, and I started to question my Baptist roots. After graduation, I applied to a few Baptist churches, but found my conscience troubled over the sacraments. I spent the next two years praying, studying the Scriptures, and reading book upon book. In the end, I left the Baptist church and joined the CRC because I recognized in The Three Forms of Unity the God I know and love, and I found in the CRC an evangelical heart similar to my own. Changing denominations hasn’t been an easy process for me or my wife. It has meant starting over with a new church and ordination process. While I rejoice in being aligned with a church that mirrors my own views of the Almighty, the move – for the first couple of years – left me frustrated and angry with the Lord for yet another setback and delay. The path I have been led down is not the path I would have chosen, but I am thankful for it because God has used it to humble me and draw me close to him. God has provided me with new opportunities for ministry both in the church and in the larger world. Over the last five years, I have taken more responsibility in the local church, I have seen success in my secular employment, and I have begun to serve Soldiers as a Chaplain Candidate in the Army National Guard. In all of these places – church, work, and military – God has given me the opportunity to share his love with others. It has been a joy. Two scripture passages have followed me since college and continue to exercise significant sway over my life. The first is Mark 8:2735 where Jesus rebukes Peter and calls the crowd to take up their cross daily and follow him. The second is John 3 where John, rather than be incited to jealously over the people who were leaving him to follow Jesus, said, “He must increase, I must decrease.” These verses have challenged me to face my sins, accept God’s plan for my life – even when it’s scary – and rejoice with those who are doing the ministry I would like to do. Perrin Werner Statement of Reason I did not grow up in the Christian Reformed Church, but it has become my spiritual home. I have found in the forms of unity the God I know and love. I am seeking candidacy because it is my desire to become a pastor in the CRC. I believe God has called me to this task and has gifted me for this ministry. This call has been affirmed time and again, both internally and externally, as I have seen God work and have been encouraged down this path by friends, family, and fellow parishioners. I earnestly desire to point people to Christ, to walk with them from birth to death, to see their faith strengthened, and to see God glorified in his church and wherever members of his church dwell as salt and light. Perrin Werner A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I was blessed by God to have been born into a Christian home. My parents attended to my formal education by sending me to Christian schools from elementary school through Calvin College. However, a significant part of my Christian education was found in the home through practical example. My parents taught me to live as Christ would have us live. Through them I learned to give of my time and self when someone had a need. They opened their home to foreigners, to widows and orphans and even to lonely students who had nowhere else to go for the holidays. Name: Rhonda Workman Age: 55 Place of Birth: Ann Arbor, MI Spouse Name: N/A Number of Children: Two Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Calvin College, 1982 Calvin Theological Seminary, M.Div., 2014 Internships: Cross-cultural LaGrave CRC, Doorstep Ministry Sept 2011-May 2012 Pastoral Palo Alto CRC, Palo Alto, CA June-August 2013 Contact: 616-648-7402 [email protected] My parents taught me to treat others with kindness, love and respect. I was also taught to respect myself. My parents encouraged me to grow and become the person that God created me to be. Part of that growth was to use my mind. Within my extended family God blessed me with family members who had a wide range of faith. God challenged me to sort out what I believed. I witnessed simple but steadfast faith professed through words and questioning faith which revealed its true strength through actions. Because the depth of faith within my extended family was so diverse I struggled with what I believed. I have always believed in God the Father and God the Holy Spirit, but there was a time when God the Son posed difficulties for me. I was not convinced that he could be truly God because, after all, he was a man. Although I had my doubts about Christ I continued to pray to God and the Holy Spirit. During my high school days I really struggled with faith in Christ and discussed it with my friends. I thought I had accepted him, but I was still plagued with doubt for many years. Shortly after marriage I became involved in a liturgy planning committee. Through the process of developing services, especially the services of confession, my faith in Christ steadily began to grow, I thought. Then came a summer when I suffered an intense spiritual battle. It continued for several months during which time I prayed fervently. One night as I was praying for faith to believe the Holy Spirit placed the simple question in my mind – “who sent the Holy Spirit?’ I remember thinking in response, “Jesus did.” So, simple, but that was the turning point when I finally accepted Christ as being truly God. It is only through the working of the Holy Spirit that I can profess that Christ is King and Lord of my life. My faith has gained richness and strength over the years. I have had several trips overseas through which I have experienced the church universal. I have witnessed the faith of those who have had great struggles in life living on the edge of poverty and in the path of injustice. Their faith and testimonies have prompted me to greater faith. Additionally, over the years I too have had some struggles. I have learned that God tests us to find us faithful (Psalm 66:8-12). Even as he tests us, however, God invites us to test him in order to find him faithful. I accepted his invitation and found him exceedingly true to his word. He has been my guide, my companion and my rear guard. This I can say with surety and conviction – Great is His faithfulness! Rhonda Workman Statement of Reason God has instilled in me a desire to serve his people especially those who are hurting. I look at a crowd of people and through his eyes see brokenness. God, through Christ, has given us the message of the Gospel – a message of healing, restoration and peace. I feel called by God to proclaim that message via words and actions in order to comfort his people, to encourage them to grow through the power of the Holy Spirit, and to enable them to minister to others. Even as I feel God’s call, I seek the affirmation of that call through my faith community. Rhonda Workman A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 4 Faith Journey After receiving a poor math grade on my seventh grade report card, my mom dragged me to a local educational center and signed me up. It was here that I was first introduced to Christ. By the grace of God, through the care of great teachers at the after school center, I first heard the gospel. The director of the center who happened to be a youth pastor invited me to church. While God’s sovereign hand was always guiding my life, it was in seventh grade through the ministry of this youth ministry that my walk with God began. Having grown up in a non-Christian home, the church was not only a new environment but often felt like a new home. Name: Leo Yoon Spouse: Su Kim Age: 32 Place of Birth: Seoul, Korea Number of Children: Two College Attended: Binghmaton Univ., State Univ. of New York B.S., 2003 Seminaries Attended: Westminster Theological Seminary M.Div., 2007 Calvin Theological Seminary EPMC 2014 Internship and Ministry Experience: New Life Community CRC, Staten Island, NY Youth Leader 2003 – 2007 College/Young Adult Leader 2007 – Present Languages: Korean and English Contact: 718-619-6755 [email protected] In college, I began serving at my home church, New Life Community Church (CRCNA) during my summer and winter breaks getting involved with the youth group and missions teams. As I spent more time working with the youth I felt that this was possibly where God was leading me in terms of my vocation. For three summers during college, I was involved in short-term missions trips to South Africa. It was through my involvement with the youth group and missions trips that I had a clearer sense of God’s call for my life. While I graduated with a degree in Electrical Engineering, during my senior year, I felt God had called me to attend seminary work in the church as more than a volunteer. I attended seminary and graduated from Westminster Theological Seminary with a Master of Divinity. Today, I continue to serve as the youth leader in my church. While I did not seek ordination immediately after seminary, I felt that God was calling and opening doors for me towards ordination and specifically in the CRC. The EPMC distance program helped allow me to begin the process of ordination without transplanting my life and family to Calvin. This was another answered prayer and confirmation during the process of potential candidacy. I believe that this is where God has been leading me not only in the past 10 years but also throughout my life. One aspect of the CRC that I came to appreciate is the vision of Christ’s Lordship over all creation. I particularly see the CRC’s understanding of this applied in Christian education. I’ve found it a great joy to work in a Christian school where the Lordship of Christ is affirmed in all areas of a young person’s life. The more I was exposed to the CRC throughout the years, I have come to not only see how much I hold and believe in the creeds, confessions and theology of the denomination but have also come to love the way in which it has been practically applied in the church. Leo Yoon Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy because I believe that God has called me to be a minister of the word. My church, family, and Christian leaders that have been close to me during my Christian journey, have affirmed this. I particularly seek ordination in the CRC because I hold the beliefs and positions of the CRC and believe that God has been leading me in this denomination as well. I believe God has blessed me with the right talents, gifts, and desire to serve Him in this world through this ministry. Leo Yoon A p p l i c a n t f o r Ca n d i d a c y 2 0 1 5 Faith Journey I believe that the triune God who created the world is redeeming it through his Son who by his death and resurrection brought about a new creation in the midst of a broken and fallen world. To do this God has chosen a people for himself to proclaim the good news that God ultimately is in control. He did this first through the Israelites and now through the church. God is not limited to the church and makes known his existence in all areas of life. Yet the church is his primary mode of making known his saving grace. To give us hope in our sojourn here on earth, he has given us a testimony of his actions and word in the Holy Scriptures, the witness of the Holy Spirit who renews our hearts and minds, and signs of his kingdom that point to the reality of God’s new creation. Name: David Zigterman Age: 26 Place of Birth: Downers Grove, IL Spouse Name: Rachael Zigterman Number of Children: One Colleges & Seminaries Attended: Kuyper College B.S., 2011 Calvin Theological Seminary M.Div., 2014 Honors Received: Intercultural Studies Award Kuyper College, 2011 High Honors Award Timothy Christian High School Internships: Guiding Light Missions, Grand Rapids, MI June-October 2012 Morrison CRC, Morrison, IL June-August 2013 Contact: 630-915-6540 [email protected] I have come to this understanding of God’s saving grace over time. From my childhood education at a Christian school and through Sunday School, mentors, and family I learned of the triune God who sent his Son to save sinners through faith. When I was young, my understanding of the extent of God’s saving actions was not very dynamic nor did it deal significantly with the reality of pain in people’s lives. As I aged, the reality of pain and suffering in the world brought about repeated crises of faith and doubt. Faith in a God who simply saved sinners from hell was no longer enough to sustain me. Christ’s incarnation, death, and resurrection have been the realities that have sustained me. God has not turned a blind eye to our suffering but chooses to enter into our pain in order to bring about a new creation. That we may begin to experience that new creation and find meaning in it is what motivates me to be engaged in the ministry of the church. God has appointed his people to proclaim the good news that our world belongs to God. This message grants us the hope we need to endure the hardships of life while we journey on this earth. David Zigterman Statement of Reason I am seeking candidacy in the CRC because I have been fed and nourished by the deep theological tradition of this denomination. I believe God has called me to serve this denomination by being a steward of his Word and instill hope in a world filled with sorrow and pain. I want to be a part of the CRC because of its deep theological tradition that enables discipleship, pastoral care, and action in this world that has been claimed by Christ who is Lord of all areas of life. David Zigterman