singer/songwriter Ginny Owens
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singer/songwriter Ginny Owens
SINGER/SONGWRITER Ginny Owens LEARNS AND TEACHES AS SHE GOES 6 N ashville singer/songwriter Ginny Owens has recorded nearly a dozen albums, has formed her own production company, and is also totally blind. The Lifeglow editor caught up with Ginny recently while she was traveling, and enjoyed some good conversation. Lifeglow: Ginny, how long have you been blind? Ginny Owens: I had a little bit of sight when I was born, but lost it all by the time I was 3, through a hereditary condition. L: So you probably don’t remember seeing at all? GO: I really don’t. Sometimes in dreams I can see, but I can’t remember what that’s like when I wake up. I just know that I could see in the dream. It’s very odd. L: That is odd. I don’t know what to make of that. GO: Yeah, I know (laughter). L: I read that you said your songs have provided you with a window into the world, and that they are a lifeline for understanding. Can you describe that? How are your songs a window into the world? GO: Well, for me, a lot of growing up was 7 listening—sitting back and listening to people’s conversations, not necessarily always being a part of those conversations, but observing others, observing life, learning life lessons. And as I’ve observed the world around me, I’ve chosen to write songs about it. L: You have a college degree in music, correct? GO: I do. I have a music education degree. L: And I gather that, in terms of career, that didn’t quite work out the way you thought it might. GO: It didn’t. After college I was searching for a teaching job. I really wanted to teach high school choir. But it was very difficult for school administrators to get past the fear of someone who is visually impaired teaching their students. L: I suppose thinking, how would she do discipline, or whatever? GO: Exactly. But of course they didn’t ask about those things. Anyway, during that time, there were several people who were interested in my songwriting, which was something I had always felt would be impractical—that it would just be for fun. 8 L: You never thought it could be a career? GO: Not at all. But, you know, the Lord just opened the doors. I got a writing deal—a publishing deal—before I found a teaching job, so I said, well, I guess I’m supposed to do this. It was very clear, in hindsight. L: Do you write all of the music you record? GO: I write most of it, unless we’re doing Christmas songs—or hymns. L: You’ve performed at some interesting venues. The White House? GO: Yes! L: And what are some other places? GO: Oh, Sundance Film Festival in Utah. Lilith Fair when Sarah McLachlan and Cheryl Crowe were the main people who ran Lilith Fair. In fact, I did the very last year that Sarah was doing it. It was an honor. L: How’d you get to the White House, and what was that like? GO: I sang the National Anthem for one of their Sunday afternoon baseball games. L: I didn’t know they had baseball games at the Whitehouse. GO: Well, this was during the young President Bush’s time. He would have T-ball 9 games for kids on the lawn. I got to meet the Bushes, and they were very nice. It was fun. L: You ‘re doing your own record label now, is that right? GO: Yes, that’s right. I’m now independent, and have a label we call Chickpower Music. L: What are the advantages and disadvantages of being on your own rather than having a recording contract? GO: Well, they’re kind of the same, you know. The advantage is you’re on your own; the disadvantage is you’re on your own (laughter). L: So do you have some employees? How does it work? GO: I have a couple of part-time employees. I’ve also had some great friends partner with me that run bigger, significant companies that help me get certain things done. L: How many albums have you made since you started your own company? GO: The hymn album that just came out, “Say Amen,” is the third. L: Are you thinking you might have some other recording artists besides yourself record for your production company? 10 GO: I am, actually. In just the last few weeks it’s continued to come up a lot, with various artists. I feel like it’s just around the corner. L: You’re also doing some teaching. GO: Yes. I went to Belmont University in Nashville for my music education degree, and they started a songwriting major several years ago. The guy that runs the program, who is a great songwriter—he writes for Steven Curtis Chapman and various people—he said, “We need a girl. We need some female blood in here, because there’s all these boys teaching.” So I teach a class—Fundamentals of Commercial Songwriting I—twice a week. It’s my third semester to teach. L: Is it fun? GO: Some days (laughter). It’s hard work. It’s hard to go from being the audience entertainer to classroom teaching. Sometimes it means: No that is not the right answer—and that’s hard for me. L: That’s not what you do on stage. GO: No, not at all. But I actually have a great class this semester. L: Tell us something about your spiritual journey. 11 GO: Well, I grew up in the church. I became a Christian when I was very little. God has been very faithful to me in many different situations over the years. I remember once when kids were being really mean at school, and my mom said to me, “There are days when Jesus is your best friend, and there are days when He’s your only friend.” I think that has continued to live on in my head even now. L: What were other spiritual influences— besides your mom? GO: Oh, my grandfather. I have quite a few, actually. I had several Sunday School teachers who were very significant. I had a great youth leader in the early part of high school who challenged me. L: Have you confronted major challenges in your spiritual experience? GO: I have certainly encountered times of saying, “OK, where is God?” Ironically, I think when you work in ministry, it’s easy to get to the point where you just say, “I can’t hear You anywhere.” L: Do you sometimes go onstage when you feel like you just have nothing to give, and you just have to go anyway? GO: Oh sure. Absolutely. You can’t travel 12 for ten years, doing more than 100 concerts a year, and not feel that way at times. L: What do you do then? GO: You pray. You realize that the Holy Spirit is far bigger than your feelings. Feelings aren’t the truth. They’re just what you feel. It’s about releasing those things and letting God work. L: And I’m guessing you’ve had some experiences when you went into a performance feeling empty and later learned that you touched people’s lives. GO: Absolutely! In fact, it happens more often than not, which is why I can trust God through the process. And, you know, it’s more enjoyable now. I’m just more in charge than when I was younger. I get to make the calls for my schedule. I can go back home and teach and spend time with friends, and then when the next show comes, I may feel that I have something new to say. L: I understand that, in recent years, you’ve been close to people with health challenges. GO: Yes. My mom went through breast and lymph node cancer last year, and, since I’m the child who has the portable job, I moved 13 home to Jacksonville and stayed with her for seven months. She’s doing really well now, but it was not easy. You know, you want to make the pain go away for your loved one, and you can’t do it. L: Did this experience tend to challenge or strengthen your faith—or both? GO: Both. I had just been through an experience the year before where I had been working with a young lady who had terminal cancer. She was a writer, and in fact we did a concert together. I watched the very end stages of her life. It was very painful, but it also prepared me for what I was about to go through with my mom. L: You also recently spent some time in New York City. GO: I did. L: And you were taking a fiction writing class? GO: I took two fiction writing classes. I thought it would be fun to do something that I was completely uncomfortable with (laughter). L: A lot of people, I think, would figure it was very challenging for a person who is blind to be out alone on the streets of New York. 14 GO: You know, New York just kind of makes sense—once you learn the subways. I loved the independence of walking down the street to the grocery store and the pharmacy and getting what I needed and coming back. In most cities you can’t live like you can in New York. L: So do you still have friends in New York? GO: I do. I made some really sweet, lifelong friendships that were kind of surprises. You know, people don’t go to church in New York unless they really want to be there, so I had interactions with people who had a faith that was just very unlike what I’d seen before— very passionate and very wise faith. L: Sounds like a rich growing experience. GO: Oh yes, it was. L: Well, Ginny, it’s been a delight getting together. Thanks so much for giving us some of your time. GO: Thank you! It’s been my pleasure. ▼ To learn more about Ginny Owens, to download some free tunes, or to order CDs, go online to www.myspace.com/ginnyowens. 15