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№5 2011 poezia irakli kakabaZe leqsebi * ar vici ram maqcia ararsebul, mtvradqceul hiroSimad, adevnebuli ocnebebs da utkbiles sizmrebs – rogorc RvTismSoblis Rimils. da Zmis Cumma Zaxilma SemakrTo, da Tanac maSin siCumis amwvanebul buCqnarebs vynosavdi. ram maqcia mtvradqceul hiroSimad?.. Cven ukan 1969 wels, praRaSi sabWoTa okupaciisadmi protestis niSnad Tavi daiwves studentebma ian palaxma da ian zaicma. nu iTxovT Rimils, ucxos, romelsac Cvens saxeebze arasodes ar ucxovria. nurc sityvebs – yvela sityva gaZarculia, yvela sityvam dakarga azri. Cven mxolod vmReriT siyvarulsa da samSobloze an samSoblosa da siyvarulisTvis Tavganwirul gmirebze, skolaSi naswavl simRerebs. vmReriT gmirebze, romelTa momRimar portretebSi CaaxrCves laRi bavSvoba da yvela ocneba xvalindeli dRis. Cveni simRera yvelafers faravs, dafrinavs sicruis Waobis Tavze, romelsac mSobelTa furTxiviT cecxli da gogirdi urevia. nu gvixmobT, nu gveZaxiT, Sin arasodes ar davbrundebiT, ver gamovagnebT am Rameebs, am sibneleebs, romelTagan Tavs veRar vixsniT. nuRar gvixmobT, nuRar gveZaxiT, Tqvensken, ukan araferia – aRarc bavSvoba, aRarc frTebi, aRarc haeri, ukan mxolod ukuneTia. veRar vxedavT Zveli praRis veRarc taZrebs, veRarc gumbaTebs, aRarc jvrebia, aRarc xatebi, ukan, Cvens ukan – araferia. azri dakarga yvela Zaxilma, yvela leqsma, yvela kivilma, cecxlad viqeciT, ferfli varT ukve da araferi! da mova wvimac – gadarecxavs am qvafenilebs. irakli kakabaZe daibada 1982 wlis 17 noembers. 2000 wlidan ibeWdeba literaturul periodikaSi: `24 saaTi – wignebi~, `Cveni mwerloba~, `cxeli Sokoladi – literatura~, `literaturuli palitra~, `alternativa~, `afra~. 2010 wels gamoica misi leqsebis krebuli `werilebi da mavTulxlarTebi~ (gamomcemloba `kavkasiuri saxli~). baia axalaias roca moval boSebis simRerasaviT da dardSi CagiwvebiT Cemi gramatikiT, cxovrebis gramatikis gaTelviT da uaryofiT – Tqven qolgebiT xelSi da wvimisa da gazafxulis momlodine samSobloTi, isev Zvel gzebs gauyvebiT da warsulis brWyviala miTebs ar uRalatebT... yofiTi geologia Tavs zeviT dekembris qari xmaurobs. badegaSlili mociquliviT vdgavar ormoSi. maisi 5 №5 2011 miwas vTxri SiSveli xelebiT. sarkmels vWri miwaSi, amosagmans, amosavsebs, miwadasayrels. sadac verc qalebis moTqma CamoaRwevs da verc sakmevlis surneli da sakurTxis suni. Tovs. Tovli anaTebs amoburcul sasaflaoebs. sasaflaoebi miwis ZuZuebia da viWer sityvebs Ramis gaugebrobidan, vmReri mamis simReras – gvamsa, gvamsa, gvamsa Cemsa... Tan vTxri, Tan sicives simReriT vatyueb. dasamarxi unda damarxo. ar unda gaxrwna, ar unda aayrolo. Senve unda klavde, Senve unda uTxride, Senve unda marxavde. ar arsebobs siqvele amaze didi, amaze maRla Citic ver dafrinavs, amaze maRla mxolod samoTxea, Rrublebidan Sors da isic sizmar-warmodgenebSi amozrdili, ayvavebuli. sadac arc erTi quCa ar midis, sadac yvela misamarTi gamogonilia. vinc meti gasca, ra miiRo, ra daufasda? vinc sxva iyo, sxvanairi, Tavisnairi. sikeTisken gadaxrili, siyvarulisTvis mowodebuli. vinc yvelaferi Tavis TavSi ar aizila, ise, Tavidanac iyo qaosi, es mere gaCnda sinaTle. vinc arc Rrubels gavda 6 da arc miwas. visac ar undoda cru samoTxe-warmosaxuli, aq undoda, sadac iyo, sadac cxovrobda. aq Wirdeboda mowyale da samarTliani, am mzisqveSeTSi – Torem, iq isedac yvelaferi TeTria da yvela angelozia. visac talRisa da napirisa erCivna, sityvac, saqmeca da siyvarulic, ar undoda es oRro-CoRro Teologia. es Cemic yovelTvis Sin aseT amindSi brundeboda, qari tanze rom ixvevs da idnobs fifqebs. kunapet RameSi, Tvalaxelili gzas rom ver gaigneb. modioda perangis aweuli sayeloTi, umetesad TeTriT. da sayelo iyo masze mtkicec, masze amayic! isic CemsaviT mamamisis simReras mReroda – gvamsa, gvamsa, gvamsa, gvamsa, gvamsa Cemsa... mere yvelani cxedarTan videqiT. gamovalageT damtverili xatebi. gadavafareT yvelafers fardebi, rac ki rames aireklavda. yvela dumda. yvela sakuTari siCumidan iyureboda. gareT da Sinac dekemberi idga, qariani. me mqonda imedi, ojaxs aucileblad daubrundeboda bozebSi wasuli mama. maisi №5 2011 irma SiolaSvili leqsebi poeti sul matyuebdnen: Tu awoni sityvebs, grZnobebs, warsulis cecxls, oRond ise, rom arc xeli daswva, arc mwvadi da arc Samfuri – gadarCebio. mjeroda, sanam sxeulidan kvamlis surnels amomiRebdnen. sul eSinodaT mSoblebs, Svilebs, Seyvarebulebs Tvalebi ar gamexila udroo dros – SuaRamisas – da Cini ar warTmeodaT wamwamebis lamaz Cinosnebs. eSinodaT, sanam Rame aRmomaCenda. vicodi, Tu ra gemo hqonda tkbil morCilebas – dilaobiT, saZineblis karTan atuzuls – cxeli yavis finjniT xelSi, – qmris mzeriT da siyvaruliT SaqarSenadnobs; vicodi, magram urCi mzera davimegobre. sul eSinoda Cems cxovrebas – ar meRalata dilis susxisTvis, yvavilisTvis, gazafxulisTvis – mainc wavedi. siyvarulis axsna didi xania, sami rame kargad gamomdis: wera, tkivilSi SeyuJva da grZeli dumiliT damorCileba Seni Rrma da lurji Tvalebis; didi xania, rac miwodeb pirvel naxevars da gebralebi. Dda xandaxan arc gebralebi roca vcdilob, rom mzareulis roli movirgo da davwva tafa, anda kvercxi, anda wavide aRelvebuli saseirnod, radgan gavwbildi da Seni grZeli molodinis codva davide. didi xania, akvirdebi, rogor meSleba bagidan leqsi da Tavidan Tmebis TavSali da Tvalebidan grZeli sevda rogor eSveba mrgvali miwisken, rom balaxis suni waSalos da giTxras, rogor varjiSobda mTeli cxovreba rom yofiliyo TeTri miwa – Seni nawili, rogori TmeniT moeloda gameorebas am samyaroSi – xandaxan rom ase awbilebs. maisi irma SiolaSvili daibada 1974 wlis 29 marts dedofliswyaros raionSi. 1991 wels daamTavra dedofliswyaros pirveli saSualo skola, 1996 wels – Tsu universitetis Jurnalistikis fakulteti. 1999-2005 wlebSi swavlobda Tbilisis SoTa rusTavelis saxelobis qarTuli literaturis institutisa da bonis fridrix vilhelmis saxelobis universitetis SedarebiTi literaturaTmcodneobis (komparativistikis) kaTedraze aspiranturaSi. 2005 wels literaturis institutSi daicva disertacia Temaze: `meore msoflio omis Semdgomi qarTuli da germanuli politikuri lirika~. 1993-1997 wlebSi muSaobda saqarTvelos teleradiomauwyeblobis literaturuli programebis mTavar redaqciaSi, aseve SemoqmedebiT gaerTianeba `kavkasiaSi~ (programa `cxridan-Tormetamde~) mihyavda rubrika qarTul mwerlobaze. 2002-2004 wlebSi muSaobda dilis sainformacio programa `alionis~ specialur korespondentad germaniaSi. 1999 wlidan q. bonis regionaluri radios (Radio Bonn/RheinSieg) eTerisTvis amzadebs gadacemebs qarTul kulturaze. gamocemuli wignebi: `ararsebuli sityva~ (1992), `molurjo TaRi~ (1996, qarTul-rusuli gamocema), `cremlis nafexuri~ (2002), `foTlebis xidi~ (2009). leqsebi Targmnilia rusul da germanul enebze. aris saqarTvelos mweralTa kavSirisa da evropel mweralTa gaerTianeba K`kogges~ wevri. L 7 №5 2011 foToli mainc gagvataneT am samyarodan (drois monologi) TiTonve mTavrdebian dReebSi CaTesili (TiTebiT CaTesili) drois aCrdilebi, TiTonve isamarTleben Tavs, TiTonve ixveven mxrebze SeRamebis sikvdilebs, Caimuxleben, xelebs miwaze daawyoben da gedebiviT amRerdebian: `sanam Tavs davamTavrebdeT, sanam ukanve gaCuqebdeT wuTebs, romelTac wresaviT ar aqvT, Tavi, bolo da samarTali, foToli mainc gagvataneT am samyarodan... .... ukve viswavleT, rogor gawyda, rogor gaorda sicocxle, mzera, sunTqvis Crdili, wami – kbilebiT rom unda SeZlo da geWiros, radgan wyarodan motanil wveTebs gzis bolomde gaawbileben dReebi, – ase rom hgoniaT – balaxebs hgvanan (da foTlis sevdas balaxisfer mzeras axveven). Cven mxolod foTlis feri gvinda – `magramad~, `ganad~, rom dardobs am Cvens saRamos da warsuls axvelebs~. bolo wertili sanamde waval, sanam aduRebuli sisxlidan amozrdili survilebi Semomxveven gawbilebis mkacr sinamdviles, momeci ufleba, ubralod mogeyrdno. .... rTulia cxovreba, vici rom misurveb mduRare sicocxles yoveldRe vbedavde, Semaxe bageze cremlebis sisvele da mapatie, rom verasdros gxedavdi am Sebindebamde... verasdros SevZeli SeRebil kerpebTan moTqma da xmauri da ver davijere, rom sulis enZelebs ewveba fesvebi, rodesac aurevs miwa erTmaneTSi sikvdils da marcvlebis momaval sicocxles... rodesac namian balaxTan dafenil mzes daenacvleba bindi da metyvis rom sicocxle wamia... .... da mec Camovjdebi sisxlidan amozrdil yvela gawbilebis mkacr sinamdvilesTan da getyvi: momeci ufleba, mogeyrdno. 8 maisi №5 2011 kldis monologi Cemi zurgia sisxliani da xerxemlidan amozrdili mouTmenloba TvalebiT kveTavs sinanuliT daRvarWnil kisers. SevCerebivar mofriale nislis nawnavebs da martoobas auxdenel surviliT vivseb. erT dros Tavadve avikrZale, rom xelebidan amomezarda siyvarulis lamazi vardi da, axla, zurgis sisxliani laqebi mamxels rom fesvSi cazrdil danaSauls Zalian vdardob. da nislis TeTri nawnavebi survilebs kveTavs. martis zRapari ioaxims .... iseTi vnebiT velodebi welsac gazafxuls, sicocxled vwveTav, rogorc maSin, – roca Seni nabijebis gagonebisas kibeze gulis mzes gifendi, karTan sityvis ucnaur Rrubels da vwiTldebodi – roca Seni xSiri sunTqvidan amozrdil surnels mecxre caze kvamlad avyavdi. .... dResac mzada var – Seni gulis fesvTan avyvavde, gaCuqo kidev ori Svili – tyupi TvalebiT, dro warsulidan momavlamde sityviT gamyavdes da TeTr Rawvebze gamoyrili eWvis xalebi kans avacalo, xelukuRma vesrolo Rames da mere gulze dagexvio sxivad iribad, rom sisxlSi CagrCes gazafxulis mduRare wami ayvavebuli Svilebad da zRapris gmirebad. .... Sens grZel RameSi Semoval da zRaprad Cavwvebi martis momwvano TvalebiT da TeTri RawvebiT. maisi 9 №5 2011 mxatvruli proza zaur kalandia eskizebi saSemodgomo ganwyobilebisaTvis – 3 Citis qelexi dilaa, qari wanwalebs mSral xidze, dekembris susxi aq ufro igrZnoba. samarSruto taqsidan megobar poets movkari Tvali. davakvirdi, wuxandeli naomari, gadaSlili saxe aqvs. ara, ufro uaresi raRaca sWirs, tiris... – gaaCere! imxelaze viyvire, ise moulodnelad daamuxruWa mZRolmac, ukan momavali manqana kinaRam Semogvaskda. danjRreuli 06-is mZRoli lamis gamoZvra fanjridan da erTi lazaTianad SemogvikurTxa... Cavxti. – guri, ra mogivida, biWo?! mivvardi. – naxe, gayinula... gamowvdil xelisgulze mkvdari Citi usvenia... ori ceristola kurcxali adgas Tvalze. – sad ipove? dabneuli var. mkvdari Citi minaxavs, albaT, sad da rodis, ver vixseneb. iseTi cxovrebaa, am gadarbena-gadmorbenaSi, caSi Tu momikravs CitisTvis Tvali da morCa... a, Sari Tu ginda, daemSvidobe Sens saqmian dRis ganrigs, mwerali. – gayinuli egdo xidze... amoislokina gurim. – me mainc vfiqrob, manqanas Seejaxa. eg vinRaa, ver vcnob, Cemi megobris gulSematkivaria Tu Citis Wirisufali, ver vxvdebi. – ra brZaneT? – manqanas Seaskdeboda. – aba! ra vqnaT? SiSiT vekiTxebi, gamosavals veZeb. 10 – miwas unda mivabaroT. ambobs ucnobi. ras erCi, gamomiyvana mdgomareobidan. – wamo, baRisken wavideT, – mklavi gavuyare megobar poets da `dedaenis~ Zeglisken daviZariT. – droa, miwas mivabaroT, codoa... raRac joxi gdia. miwis mosaCxverad gamodgeba-meTqi, davixare. – ar ginda, Zmakac, dana maqvso, – orpirian jayvas miCvenebs tipi. es vin oxeria, gavRiziandi. SevediT baRSi. gazonis rbili, nayvavilari miwa moCiCqna iman da CavfaliT. – ise, rom vicode, arsebobs `fri nvelTa dacvis sazogadoeba~ saqarTveloSi, kaci ar viyo, samkacian qelexs mainc vakisrebinebdi. – welSi gavswordi, xelebi daviferTxe. – uamisod ar gamova... isedac karga xania ar gvinaxavs erTmaneTio, askvnis mTavari Wirisufali da cremls saxeloTi iwmends. ex, CaTrevas Cayola jobs... kolmeurneobis moednisken daviZariT samiveni mZime nabijebiT. movZebneT myudro, iaffasiani sardafi. – poetebi mainc magrebi xarT, Zmao. vcade gaxumreba. – Senc leqsebiT ar daiwye? ar SemarCina gurim. – ra mere, rom daviwye... – Senc weram, Zmakac?... es kaci ukve magiJebs. – vweram, ra... ... is dRe mSvidobianad gadavagoreT. bevri araferi, ocdaSvidi lari dajda mSral xidze gayinuli Citis aRapi. maisi №5 2011 fridoni jaridan Camovida meRviZeba... karze saSineli braxuni meordeba. jer ar gaTenebula, vin unda iyos ase adre. vdgebi, kars vaReb. ucnobi jariskaci dgas. – veriko bebia cocxaliao. – mekiTxeba. va, vinaa es suleli, mikvirs, – cocxali kia, magram Zinavs, – vdudRuneb. – fridoni var, Tqveni mezobeli, leseliZis quCidano. mTlad davibeni. fridoni ar mecnoba, leseliZis quCa ki maxsovs, sadRac Cvenkenaa. – mobrZandiT. kars farTod vaReb. dedac adga, sawoli oTaxidan gamovida. verc deda xvdeba, vin aris, Tumca dafacurda, axlobeliviT miegeba. Turme ra yofila: zustad oriode wlis winaT leseliZis quCis axalgazrdebs gamouvliaT Cvens WiSkarTan – jarSi midioda Turme erT-erTi. gaxurebuli cekva-TamaSi aqvT. dedaCemi WiSkarTan mjdara. – ra xdebao, – ukiTxavs. – fridoni jarSi midiso. – aba, fridonio, – dainteresebula. – me var, bebiao, – gamoejgima mo- mavali jariskaci. – erTi wuTiT damelode, bebo, – Txova dedam. Sevarda Sin, umal gamobrunda da jarSi mimavals wiTeli Tumniani CaukuWa jibeSi. – ki magram, ratom wuxdebio, – gahkvirvebia fridons. – ra vici, bebo, iqneb mobrunebulze cocxali aRar dagvxvde da Cems saxelze Wiqas wauqcie sadmeo. – ras hqvia, ar damxvdeo. ewyina biWs. – maSin, rom mobrundebi, Cemi WiSkari xom unda Caiaro... veriko bebia, cocxali xaro, SemomZaxeo. da... frindonmac Txovna Seusrula... jer saxlSic ar misula... – gverdi ver avuare, sityva mqonda micemulio, – alalad iRimeba biWi. amden xanSi me Rvino gadmovasxi. dedac damexmara, raRac-raRacebi moviZieT da patara, orkaciani sufra gavSaleT buxris piras. fridoni uarzea, Sin mepatiJeba. me Cemsas viZaxi, mosvla Seni neba iyo, wasvla Cemia-meTqi. am Widil-WidilSi ori mozrdili doqi gamovcaleT. WiSkars gadavacileT fridoni. kmayofili, RiRin-RiRiniT midis leseliZis quCisken. dedac kmayofili Cans, mec. Cveni irakli rusTavelze, pirveli skolis win, badri WoxoneliZes Sevxvdi. karga xani ar gvenaxa erTmaneTi da xalxmraval trotuars moverideT, zeviT ilia-akakis Zeglisken aviwieT, vsaubrobT. – Cveni irakli gamoCndao, – badrim. prospeqts Taviseburad moarRvevs poeti, rogorc badrim aRniSna – Cveni Zma irakli bazaZe. axali Worebi ecodinebao, iRimeba badri da Soridan xels uwevs. – aba, saintereso Worebi icis iraklim, – vudastureb mec. poetma gadmouxvia Cvenken, badri gadakocna, me misayvedura – guSin sad gamepareo. davibeni, sad gavepare, viyaviT Tu ara guSin erTad, imasac ver vixseneb, damnaSavesaviT vuRimi ki. vin gaclis laparaks. viRac ucnobi mogvdgomia, ver vxvdebi, ra unda. patara, Sav-Savi tipia, raRac uferul beretSi cali Tvali aqvs moyolili. iraklim: Sena xaro, gadaexvia, maisi kosmopolitizmi axsnili da ganmartebuli vaJa-fSavelasa da migel de unamunos mier `adamianis fiqris erTi saqeburi Tviseba – movlenaTa mizezis Zieba, roca adamiani kiTxulobs: `rada? risTvis? saidan da rogor? es niSania adamianis keTilgonierebisa. swored amisTana fiqrebis bralia kacobriobis winsvla~. vaJa-fSavelas mier wamoWrili es kiTxvebi garkveul dros garkveuli simwvaviT dgeba da pasuxsac garkveuls moiTxovs, Tumca pasuxi xSirad sadavosakamaTo xdeba da iliaseul `hosa~ da `aras~ Widilad warmogvidgeba. swored hos da aras Widilad gvesaxeba vaJa-fSavelas werili `kosmopolitizmi da patriotizmi~ da espaneli mwerlis, filosofosisa da erovnuli moRvawis migel de unamunos ese `xelovneba da kosmopolitizmi~, Tumca es `Widili~ grZeldeba mTel maT SemoqmedebaSi, dedaboZia maTi moRvawobisa, niSania maTi pirovnebisa. amisTvis uTqvams unamunos – `rac xdeba eTikis sferoSi, igive xdeba esTetikis sferoSi, rac xdeba individSi, igive xdeba xalxSi~. – unamunos es sityvebi erTgvar gamomwvevadac aRiqmeba da amave dros kargi sababicaa Sesityvebisa Tu gabaasebisTvis erTi metad mtkivneul problemis garSemo, rasac TiTqmis erTdroulad Caugdia sagonebelSi erTis mxriv pireneis iberiis, meores mxriv kavkasiis iberiis gulSematkivrebi. ⇒ 11 №5 2011 mere Cven mogvibrunda – safiCxielia, Cemi umcrosi Zma, Cemi gamozrdilio, gvacnobs da: sad da ikarge, ara grcxveniao, – tuqsavs, Tan mxarze megobrulad ubartyunebs xels. – ex, ra giTxra, Cemo irakli, – sxapasxupiT alaparakda safiC xieli, – SarSan, Semodgomaze saxli damewva, oTxmoci wlis deda momiyva Sig... ormoci ar iyo gasuli, xidan Camovvardi... – ra gindoda xezeo, – CaurTo iraklim. – jandaba! – gaagrZela imave tempiT, – fexi movitexe da eqvsi Tve `gifsSi~ mqonda CaWedili... axla kidev umcrosi Zma – Sako damiWires, amitom var Camosuli. aravin mikarebs, giJs vgavaro... irakli mis TavzemoT icqireba... ho, saRamos mozimzime prospeqts raRac interesiT gahyurebs da, meeWveba, am kacis Civili eyurebodes. – rasac kargs gaakeTeb, kargia, Zmao, bunebaSi araferi ikargebao, – moZRvravs brZnulad irakli safiCxiel Zmas. gaognebuli tipi samives saeWvod mogvaCerda. mere moulodnelad Sebrunda da wamSi damekarga xalxSi SesamCnevi koWlobiT. badrim Tvali Camikra, icinis, verc me vikaveb sicils. – ra gacinebT, Tqven oxrebo, – ukvirs iraklis, zemodan dahyurebs prospeqts, vinme nacnobi ar gamomeparos usalmod da uyuradRebodo... mosiarule eklesia 1988 wlis dekemberia. mTavrobis saxlis win mitingebi grZeldeba. rogorc ki gamovnaxav dros, aqeT gamovrbivar. axlac movedi. ormocamde ymawvili saSimSilod damjdara, WrelWrula leibebiT aris aqauroba mofenili, pirdapir kibeze Slian. rusTavelze moZraoba, ra Tqma unda, gadaketilia. SeRamda: gvarianad acivda, fexebi momeyina, Sin minda. romelime lideri mainc menaxa, ra gadawyvetileba miiRes, gamego, magram rom ar Canan. qaSueTTan studenti gogonebis wreSi baTiaSvilis TeTr kaSnes movkari Tvali da gamiqra... – sad midixar? momitingis nacnob-ucnobma saxem momaZaxa, Cemken daiZra. – ra vqna, ori dRea bavSvebi ar minaxavs-meTqi, – ar davelode, jorjiaSvilis quCas dauyevi, manqanaSi Cavjeqi. viRac Suaxnis mamakaci momvarda, lamis ZaliT Camixtes manqanaSi: Tu Zma xar, `naxalovkaSi~ wamiyvane, stumari kaci var, quTaiselio, Semevedra. sityva `quTaiselma~ namusze Semagdo, 12 dabrZandiT-meTqi, kari umal gamovuRe. mivdivarT... dro bevri gvaqvs, gavecaniT erTmaneTs. miSa mqviao. axali gamosulia Turme cixidan. mogeca lxena, vaginebT xelisuflebas Sexmatkbilebulad. mitingze Camoxvedi? – davinteresdi. ex, mitingebisTvis sad mcalia... mitingebi Tqveni – Tbiliselebis saqmea, amisTvis droc gaqvT da xalisico. cota xani Cumad varT. siCume zedmetad rom gaiwela, saubris sxva WrilSi gadayvana vcade – Cems quTaisel axloblebs vuxseneb: pirvel-meoreze maincdamainc di di reaqcia ara aqvs, mesameze, – oTars, Zmao, vin ar icnobs, – mTeli korpusiT brundeba Cemsken, – kaci ki ara, mosiarule eklesiaao. vigrZeni, meti pativiscemiT ganimsWvala Cemdami, me kidev am `mosiarule eklesiam~ ucnaurad amaRelva. rogorc iqna, movZebneT is quCa naZaladevSi, sadac Cemi mgzavris saxlikaci cxovrobs. Sin mepatiJeba – Zmis saxlia, mezoblisa ki maisi №5 arao, magram wuxandel uZilobas viSvelieb, vemSvidobebi. manqana rom davZari, momaZaxa: quTaisSi rom Camoxval, safiCxiaze mikiTxe, meti araferi gindao! quTaisSi var. erTi suli maqvs, rodis mouyvebi oTars im kacTan Sexvedris ambavs. saxeli miSa vuxsene, 2011 safiCxiac, ranairad ar aRvuwere is tipi, magram araferi gamomdis... – ise `mosiarule eklesia~ oTar mamforiam Tqva oTar sulaberiZezeo, – ambobs dinjad Cemi megobari mxatvari oTar qandaria da Taviseburad, didsulovnad daimorcxvebs. saqeifo amindi gavali megrulad zarals niSnavs. vin daarqva da ratom gavals gavali, verafers vityvi, arada, rom vixseneb, yvelaze keTili da pirdapiri kaci iyo Cvens sanaTesaoSi. gavali miyveba: axalgazrda kaci var, mezobeli dagveRupa, Rirseuli kaci. damiZaxes, gardacvlilis dis ojaxs unda Seatyobino saswrafod gaRma sofelSio. is droa, sadRaa manqana, qalaqSic ver iSovi Tavisuflad. cxeni maTxova axlobelma da gavqusle. saSineli amindia; ca fexad Camodis. mamaCemis Zveli nabadi ki movisxi, yabalaxiTac Sevibure Tavi, magram ar mSvelis, gasawuri gavxdi. soflis SesasvlelTan uaxloes adamians movkari Tvali, Cems qals biZad ekuTvnis. axlaxan stumrad myavda mTeli ojaxiT, lamis gadavyevi, siTbo ar damiklia da purmarili. sakuTar WiSkarTan dgas, dagubebul wyals Rars aZlevs. vaime, – Sevwuxdi, – Tu daminaxa, Camavlebs xels da sad gamiSvebs... rogorme unda wavarTva Tavi, iseT saqmeze var, Ralati ar egebis. iqneb ise gavsxlte, ar SemamCnios. cxvir-piri yabalaxiT avikari. Tavi wamoswia, Toxsdayrdnobili momaCerda, micno, Cemken daiZra. – rogor xarT, batono valiko! davaswari. – Sena xar? ra qarma gadmogagdo aqeT, gavalio, ukvirs. – amdagvar saqmeze var, mokeTe, axlobeli-Tqva. vfiqrob, ai, axla stacebs cxens aRvirze, saxlisken uzams pirs. ar damRupo, valiko, Tavi momeWreba sofelSi, enis wverze madgas sityva. – vin mokvda, ar ityvio? – geTiaa gvarad... – sageTiodan iqneba. – ara, Cvens sofelSi iyo CasiZebuli, nametani patiosani kaci. – kai erTi, – ver gaigeb, wuxs Tu ar sjera, – kai TuTuni gaqvs Sen yovelTvis. – gadavagde. romac mqondes, iseT dReSi var, nifxvianad sveli var. – kai giqnia magi... cxeni ficxlad davZari. – ra saqeifo amindia, ara! – momaZaxa, – ex, Cemo gavali, dagvsva axla Sens buxarTan... if-if... Seni kai adesa da kai SaSxi axla... ras ityvi? Sens buxarTano, kaco! – Semomyurebs da ikriWeba, gagigiaT aseTi ram?! cxens aRviri movqaCe, – Cems buxars rom ixseneb, Seni ara gaqvs, dageqca ojaxi-Tqo, mivaZaxe da vkari cxens dezi... a, eci aseT kacs pativi. maisi vaJa-fSavela: CaviWidoT Rrmad gulSi es mcneba, saca vcxovrobT da romeli qveynis Svilnica varT, romeli qveynis puriT, RviniT, wyliT da haeriT vsazrdoobT, imas vargoT ram, vakeToT imis sasargeblod Cveni Zal-Ronis dagvarad rac-ki SegviZlian, romeli asparezic unda iyos – ekonomikuri, zneobrivi, pedagogiuri, literaturuli da sxv. Tu CvenTvis da Cveni qveynisTvis viqnebiT kargni, Cvens sakuTars, Sinaurs saqmes waviyvanT kargad, maSin mTeli kacobriobisTvisac sargebliani viqnebiT, Tu ara da, tyuili mocdenaa, amao Sromaa. vinc imas ambobs kacobriobas unda vargoo da es sargebloba jer Tavis ZmisTvis ver moutania, Tavis qveynisTvis – romlis RviZli Svilia, romlis avi da kargi esmis da Tu ar esmis Tavis vinaobis avi da kargi, is sxvisas rogor gaigonebs da maSasadame, an ras argebs... migel de unamuno: gana dasagmobi ar aris yvela, vinc Tavis Tavs sxvisi mibaZviT Zerwavs, vinc uars ambobs sakuTar Tavze, rom gaxdes sxva, anu is, vinc misabaZad da samagaliTod miaCnia, magram vai, rom aseTi kaci aRarc TavisTavadi rCeba da veRarc is gaxdeba, visac hbaZavs. arada ratomRac Cvens movaleobad migvaCnia, – bevrs mainc, – sakuTari suli gavimrudoT gareSeTa mibaZviT, qomagi da misabaZi rom gvgonia da vcdilobT rogorme mivemsgavsoT, magram araferi gamogvdis, verc imas vemsgavsebiT, visac vbaZavT da veRarc TavisTavadni vrCebiT. aqedan ki ibadeba Semzaravi sulis najvari, TiTqos unayofo hibridi! 13 №5 2011 dramaturgia daTo turaSvili jamleti gldaniis princi (maTTvis, visac Seqspiris `hamleti~ ukve wakiTxuli aqvs) moqmedni pirni:L klavdiusi – Tbilisis erT-erTi raionis axali gamgebeli jamleti – imave raionis yofili gamgeblis vaJi gertruda – jamletis deda horacio – jamletis megobari laert poloniusi – raionis gavleniani deputati da adgilobrivi bazrobis mflobeli ofelia – poloniusis asuli marcelusi da bernardo – patrulis TanamSromlebi zauri da gela – policielTa kidev erTi wyvili rezokaci da rezoqali – raionuli gamgeobis aqtivistebi jamletis mamis aCrdili msaxiobebi axali gamgeblis piradi dacvis wevrebi mesaflaveebi suraTi pirveli (piesis moqmedeba iwyeba RamiT, Tanamedrove Tbilisis erT-erT raionSi, sadac sapatrulo wyvilma, es-esaa morigeoba gadaabara Semcvlel policielebs. mewyvileebma bernardom da marcelusma Secvales gelasa da zauris wyvili da morigeobis angariSs swored maT sapatrulo manqanaSi ibareben, romelic avanscenaze dgas. zauri da gela manqanis wina savarZlebze sxedan, xolo marcelusi da bernardo manqanis ukana karebs energiulad gamoaReben). 14 zauri – manqana sad gaaCereT? marcelusi – aqve, Tqvens ukan. gela – madloba rom droze moxvediT, ukve Zalian civa. bernardo – mSvidoba iyo? xom araferi momxdara? zauri – Tagvsac ki ar gaurbenia. gela – ase rom, Cven SegviZlia ukve wavideT da Tqven ki mSvidobian morigeobas gisurvebT. marcelusi – didi madloba, magram iqneb sul cota xans kidev darCeT, sanam horacio mova. zauri – horacio vin aris? marcelusi – Cemi da jamletis uaxloesi megobaria. bernardo – jamletis mamis ambavi rom vuTxariT, arafriT dagvijera da amitomac aq davibareT, rom yvelaferi Tavisi TvaliT naxos. marcelusi – da mere jamletsac TviTon mouyves mamamisis ambavi. gela – magram Cven ra SuaSi varT. zauri – Cven ratom unda davrCeT? marcelusi – Tqvenc xom naxeT wina morigeobis dros jamletis gardacvlili mama? bernardo – Tqvenc Tu igives daudasturebT, rac Cven vuTxariT, ufro advilad dagvijerebs... marcelusi – ai ukve movida. (bernardo da marcelusi manqanidan gadavlen, horacios xelis CamorTmeviT miesalmebian da manqanaSi masTan erTad dabrundebian. horacio manqanis wina savarZelze msxdom gelasa da zaursac miesalmeba da mere saubarsac TviTonve daiwyebs): maisi №5 horacio – miTxres, rom Tqvenc ginaxavT Cemi megobris mama, Tumca CemTvis daujerebelia, rom is kaci, romlis dakrZalvasac piradad veswrebodi, qelexSi ki sufris Tavikaci viyavi, Ram-RamobiT quCaSi dadis, amitomac ar viCqare da jamletisTvis jer araferi miTqvams... gela – marTla cocxals hgavda? zauri – ai, rogorc axla Sen giyurebT. bernardo – mec da marcelussac, orives erTad xom ar mogveCveneboda?! marcelusi – jamlets Cvenc vicnobT, magram Senze axlobeli magas aravin ar hyavs da amitomac gadavwyviteT, rom es ambavi jer SenTvis gveTqva. bernardo – (horacios) vici, Zmao, rom am ambavs Sen cota eWvis TvaliT uyureb, magram rac guSin RamiT vnaxeT, imas ager Cemi mewyvile marcelusic damidasturebs... marcelusi – (awyvetinebs) Cumad! mgoni isev gamoCnda! bernardo – mgoni Cvensken modis. (yvelani gadmodian manqanidan saxiT darbazisken da gansakuTrebiT gaognebuli da SeSinebuli mainc horacioa). horacio – mgoni ki ara, marTla is aris! zauri – TiTqo gaCerda. gela – dadga da Cven gviyurebs. zauri – TiTqo unda, ro xma gavceT. marcelusi – (horacios) uT xari rame, horacius! horacio – (aCrdils) marTla Zalian hgavxar Cemi megobris gardacvlil mamas da minda vicode, sinamdvileSi vin xarT da aq ras akeTebT? marcelusi – mgoni raRac ewyina. bernardo – wavida? marcelusi – gahqra da wavida. bernardo – (horacios) axlac ityvi, rom mogveCvena? horacio – Cemi TvaliT rom ar menaxa, mainc ar davijerebdi, ma- 2011 gram es raRac cudis niSani unda iyos, roca saflavebidan mkvdrebi dgebian. gela – mgoni isev gamoCnda. zauri – ho, eg ari. horacio – (aCrdils) Tu SegiZliaT, xma gagveciT da agvixseniT ra xdeba! (marcelusi jvebs) iaraRs moimar- bernardo – isev gaqra. marcelusi – mgoni ukve Tendeba. gela – etyoba magitomac gaqra, mkvdrebi xom dRis sinaTles ver uZleben! horacio – imis Sesaxeb, rac aq vnaxeT, rac SeiZleba male, jamlets unda SevatyobinoT da iqneb mis winaSe mainc amoidgas ena mamamisis aCrdilma. (yvelani manqanaSi sxdebian da manqanis daqoqvis Semdeg, scenaze sinaTle qreba. xolo roca scena isev ganaTdeba, mayureblebi avanscenaze, ofeliasa da jamlets aRmoaCenen). suraTi meore ofelia – guSinac girekavdi, magram telefoni gamorTuli gqonda. jamleti – mobiluri dRes CavrTe, aravis naxva ar mindoda. ofelia – arc Cemi? jamleti – erTaderTi Sen menatrebodi. ofelia – mere ratom ar mirekavdi? jamleti – Zalian cudad viyavi. ofelia – ise cudad, rom arc ki gindoda, rom erTxel mainc movsuliyavi da menaxe? jamleti – jer mamaCemis sikvdilis, mere ki dedaCemis saqcielis gamo, Zalian cudad viyavi... ofelia – qalbaton gertrudasac rame SeemTxva? jamleti – dedaCemma iseTi saSineli nabiji gadadga, rom Tavis maisi vaJa-fSavela: ...patriotizmi ase unda gvesmodes: giyvardes Seni eri, Seni qveyana, iRvawe mis sakeTildReod, nu gZuls sxva erebi da nu gSurs imaTTvis bedniereba, nu SeuSli imaT miswrafebas xels da ecade, rom Seni samSoblo aravin daCagros da gauTanaswordes mowinave erebs. vinc uaryofs Tavis erovnebas, Tavis qveyanas im fiqriT, viTom kosmopoliti varo, is aris maxinji grZnobis patroni, igi Tavisive SeumCnevlad didi mteria kacobriobisa, romelsac viTom erTgulebas da siyvaruls ucxadebs. RmerTma dagvifaros ise gavigoT kosmopolitizmi, yvelam Tavis erovnebaze xeli aiRoso. maSin mTelma kacobriobam unda uaryos Tavisi Tavi. yvela eri Tavisuflebas eZebs, raTa Tavad iyos TavisTavis patroni, TiTon mouaros Tavs, Tavis sakuTaris Zal-RoniT ganviTardes. cal-calke erovnebaTa ganviTareba aucilebeli pirobaa mTelis kacobriobis ganviTarebisa. migel de unamuno: diax, me universalizms vem xrobi, oRond mdidarsa da yovlis momcvel universalizms, sxvaobaTa metoqeobisa da Sejaxebis Sedegad rom ibadeba. aq, qvemoT, saorkestro ormoSi oden sakravTa Seuwyobeli xmebi ismis, magram iq, zemoT, xelovnebis zecaze harmoniul simfoniad aRwevs da masSi swored erebs, religiebs, enebsa da qveynebs SeaqvT TavianTi notebi, TiToeuli sakuTar sims aJRerebs da yovel sims Tavisi sakuTari da gansakuTrebuli JReradoba aqvs! 15 №5 2011 mokvlasac ki vfiqrobdi. ofelia – marTla cudad yofilxar. jamleti – eklesia rom ar gvikrZalavdes, iqneb asec movqceuliyavi. ofelia – ki magram, aseTi ra Caidina qalbatonma gertrudam? jamleti – albaT Senc gaxsovs, rogor uyvarda mamaCems dedaCemi da rogor pativs scemda mas da mamaCemis gardacvalebidan ki mxolod erTi Tve iyo gasuli... ofelia – (awyvetinebs) da ukve gaTxovda? jamleti – (nawyeni da gakvirvebuli) ofelia... ofelia – bodiSi. jamleti – aseTi daundobelic ar aris... ofelia – (isev awyvetinebs) mapatie. jamleti – (agrZelebs) magram rac gaakeTa, isic sakmarisi borotebaa imis saTqmelad, rom qali zogjer namdvili araraobaa! ofelia – imedia es yvela qals ar exeba. jamleti – Senc xom gaxsovs, rom mamaCemi am raionis gamgebeli iyo... ofelia – (kidev erTxel awyvetinebs) isic maxsovs, rom mamaSeni janmrTelobas sulac ar uCioda. jamleti – (isev agrZelebs) dedaCemi ki mamaCemis gardacvalebidan sul raRac erTi Tvis Semdeg axali gamgeblis moadgile gaxda... ofelia – Tan es axali gamgebelic ise Cqara daniSnes, rom jer mamaSenis ormocic ar iyo gasuli... jamleti – vici, rom dedaCems TviTon qalaqis merma sTxova, rom axali gamgeblis moadgileobaze uari ar eTqva, radgan genderuli balansis dacva evrosabWos kategoriuli moTxovnaa. ofelia – magram axali gamgebeli xom mamaSens jer kidev maSin ebrZoda, roca is cocxali iyo. jamleti – da es dedaCemmac mSvenivrad icoda, rogorc yvelam da mec amitom ver amixsnia dedaCe- 16 mis saqcieli; amitomac ver gamigia, ratom ar unda dedaCems mamaCemis sikvdilis bolomde gamoZieba! ofelia – iqneb marTla TavisiT gardaicvala da is versia, rom viRaceebma mokles, marTla Woria? jamleti – magram viRaceebi xom marTla ebrZodnen mas da gansakuTrebiT ki axali gamgebeli. ofelia – magram isic xom marTalia, rom adamianebi TavisiTac kvdebian, maT Soris janmrTelebic, roca maT moulodnelad gulis Seteva emarTebaT. jamleti – magram Cveni raionis axal gamgebels ise undoda mamaCemis adgilis dakaveba, rom eWvis safuZveli namdvilad maqvs. ofelia – Sen ambob, rom... (ofelia frazis dasrulebas ver moaswrebs, radgan karze xmamaRla daakakuneben da jamletic kars gamoaRebs. oTaxSi horacio da marcelusi Semovlen). horacio – zari aRar muSaobs? marcelusi – gamarjobaT. horacio – es marcelusia, gaicani. (jamleti stumrebs xels CamoarTmevs) ofelia – (uxerxulad) me waval, saxlSi unda mivide, mamaCemi melodeba. (roca ofelias gaacilebs, jamleti aCqarebiT SeekiTxeba stumrebs maTi mosvlis mizezs): jamleti – xom mSvidobaa? horacio – pirdapir getyvi... jamleti – mec es minda. horacio – guSin Rame mamaSeni vnaxe! jamleti – (amoisunTqasaviT) mamaCems yovel Rame vxedav. megona kidev raRac ubedureba moxda. horacio – marTla vnaxe. jamleti – mec marTla vxedav xolme. horacio – sizmarSi ki ara, marTla vnaxe. jamleti – ras gulisxmob? horacio – (marcelusisken xels gaiSvers) sami dRis win jer maisi №5 amaT naxes morigeobis dros da guSin RamiT ki mec maCvenes. jamleti – Sen sad naxe? horacio – zustad iq, sadac amaT gamoecxadaT. jamleti – Tqven sad naxeT? marcelusi – Cvens kvadratSi, sadac vmorigeobT xolme. jamleti – (horacios) Tu moCveneba ar iyo, ratom araferi uTxari? horacio – vuTxari, magram xma arc ki gamca. jamleti – da rogori iyo? horacio – Zalian mwuxare saxe hqonda. jamleti – amaRam mec wamogyvebiT, magram manamde nuravisTan wamogcdebaT imis Sesaxeb, rac naxeT. marcelusi – (horaciosken xels gaiSvers) am kacis garda sityvac ki aravisTvis gviTqvams... suraTi mesame (scenaze mamasa da Svils Soris erT-erTi yvelaze mniSvnelovani saubaria, rac ki maT Soris gamarTula) laert poloniusi – jamleti marTlac kargi ymawvilia, magram mainc nu aCqardebi, Svilo. ofelia – aCqareba arc mifiqria, mama, miuxedavad imisa, rom igi mxolod gulwrfel siyvaruls mTavazobs. laert poloniusi – jamletis gulwrfelobaSi eWvis Setana mec ar minda, magram zogjer saqme sityvas sakmaod daSordeba xolme da mere SeiZleba Seni umanko saxeli SeibRalos kidec. ofelia – gulisTqmas me mxolod maSin avyvebi, roca siyvaruls saqmiTac damimtkicebs da ara marto utkbilesi sityviT. laert poloniusi – Tumca sifrTxile mainc gmarTebs, Cemo Zvirfaso ofelia, radgan qalma mxolod mTvaresac rom gadauSalos Tavisi gul-mkerdi, SeiZleba maSinac ki cili daswamon. ofelia – vici, rom xalxs zogjer Wori urCevnia simarTles da amitomac Sens keTil rCevas aucileblad gaviTvaliswineb. laert poloniusi – me ki swored amitom mirCevnia rom masTan urTierToba saerTod gawyvito! ofelia – magram weRan Sen TviTon miTxari, rom jamleti kargi adamiania! laert poloniusi – amis gameoreba axlac SemiZlia, Tumca isic unda giTxra, rom SenTvis ukeTesi iqneba, Tuki Tqveni gzebi samudamod gaiyreba. ofelia – Tu Cemgan gulwrfelobas iTxov, maSin Senc bolomde gulwrfeli iyavi da isic miTxari, jamletTan Cemi urTiierTobis gawyveta, CemTvis iqneba ukeTesi Tu SenTvis. laert poloniusi – Sen yovelTvis geubnebodi simarTles da axlac pirdapir getyvi, rom Cemi biznesi da Cveni keTildReoba, axal gamgebelzea damokidebuli da ara Zvelze, romelic ukve mkvdaria. ofelia – magram Sen deputati xar da ara biznesmeni. laert poloniusi – aq deputatobac biznesia, Svilo. ofelia – mec rom Semiyvardes? laert poloniusi – imedia, rom eg ar moxdeba, imitom, rom Sen Cemi Wkviani Svili xar da Tanac bavSvi aRar xar ukve. ofelia – mainc rom moxdes? laert poloniusi – unda gesmodes, rom maSinve bazrobasac wamarTmeven da yvelafersac davkargav, rac gamaCnia. ofelia – SenTvis nerviuloba ar SeiZleba, mama. laert poloniusi – amitomac unda damijero... suraTi meoTxe 2011 vaJa-fSavela: ...imaTze raRa sityva gveTqmis, vinc erovnebas, enas da yovel erovnul nasaxebs uaryofs? kidev imeds ar vkargav da ase vfiqrob: es droebiTi seni unda iyos, gardamavali, rogorc Jami, xorvela, omianoba, avdari, zamTari... RmerTma qnas aseTive droebiTi gamodges. ... rad gikvirT, rom CvenSi arian iseTebi, romelTac Tavisi Tavi warmoudgeniaT qveynis lalad, patronad, ara piradi Tavis naRvawi, aramed eris saunje – teritoria gaxadon saZmo sakacobrio tablad da TviT ersac aaRebinon xeli erovnebaze? gaivlis yvela es, dahlevs Cailulis wyals, mxolod es aris savalalo, rom namusaxdili bebris saxlis karebs gvian gaegdeba urduli... migel de unamuno: axla Cveni xalxisac vTqvaT, ratom varT ase mondomebuli, rom gavimrudoT es Cveni Sinagani buneba da uari vTqvaT imaze, rac bunebiTve gvaqvs momadlebuli, Cven ki sxva raRacas vepotinebiT? Cveni xinji, – anu is, rac sxvebs miaCniaT xinjad, – swored rom Cveni upiratesobaa, is, raSic sxvebi Cvens wuns xedaven da kidec dagvcinian amisTvis, swored rom Cveni Rirsebis fuZea. (Ramis siCumes jamleti daarRvevs, romelic horaciosa da marceluss erTdroulad mimarTavs): maisi 17 №5 2011 jamleti – Zalian civa da qaric uberavs. horacio – marTla saSineli susxia. jamleti – romeli saaTi iqneba? horacio – male Tormeti gaxdeba. marcelusi – albaT ukve gaxda. jamleti – ese igi, sadacaa mamaCemis aCrdilic unda gamoCndes. marcelusi – diax, samivejer swored SuaRame iyo. (uceb cas feierverki gaanaTebs) horacio – ra xdeba? jamleti – axal gamgebels dabadebis dRe aqvs. horacio – da ase pompezurad aRniSnavs? marcelusi – es piroteqnika arCevnebis mere darCaT, maSin imdeni Semoitanes, rom yoveldRe rom isrolon, Semdeg arCevnebamde mainc eyofaT. axali gamgebeli ki Zalian did dabadebis dRes namdvilad ar ixdis, Zalian viwro wreSi aRniSnavs da mxolod axloblebi, naTesavebi da saxlmmarTveli qalebi hyavs dapatiJebuli... jamleti – saxlmmarTveli qalebi ra SuaSi arian? marcelusi – egeni axal gamgebels bolo arCevnebis dros daumegobrdnen. horacio – ai, ukve gamoCnda! (jamleti danarCenebiviT SeSi nebulia, magram mainc gabedavs da mamamisis aCrdils mimarTavs): jamleti – Tu namdvilad mamaCemi xar da gardacvlilebs saflavidan wamodgoma marTla SeuZliaT, maSin pirdapir miTxari, ratom akeTeb amas da risi Tqma ginda CemTvis... horacio – (jamlets) xeliT ganiSnebs, rom ukan gahyve. marcelusi – iqneb jobia, rom ar gahyve?! jamleti – Tbilisis zRvisken maniSnebs. horacio – zRvisken rom gahyve, ufro saSiSia. jamleti – mamaCems uars ukve ve- 18 raferze vetyvi. marcelusi – magram es mxolod aCrdilia. horacio – iqneb ar ginda? (jamleti adgilidan daiZreba) jamleti – xels nu SemiSliT, radgan mainc ver SemaCerebT. marcelusi – (horacios) ukan unda mivyveT!.. suraTi mexuTe (jamleti isev SeSinebuli mi marTavs mamis aCrdils): jamleti – miTxari, risi Tqma gindoda, sadamde unda viaroT? aCrdili – mismine! jamleti – gismen. aCrdili – sanam mTavars saTqmels getyvi, minda vicode, xar Tu ara mzad SurisZiebisTvis. jamleti – ris gamo? aCrdili – me mamaSenis suli var, romelic mokles da Sen unda icode, rom sinamdvileSi me Cemi sikvdiliT ar movmkvdarvar! jamleti – mec aseTi eWvi mqonda Tavidanve da amitomac ar davijere Seni moulodneli gardacvalebis ambavi gulis SeteviT. arc im xmebs davujere, romelsac aseve mondomebiT avrcelebdnen, TiTqos Seni sikvdili gvelis nakbenma gamoiwvia. kidev sxva Worebic SeTxzes, rom Tavisi danaSauli daefaraT da Seni mkvleli ki Sens mere Cveni raionis gamgebeli gaxda... aCrdili – (Tavis daqneviT daudasturebs) CemTvis yvelaze mZime da autaneli ki swored is aris, rac dedaSenma gaakeTa. jamleti – mec ver amixsnia misi saqcieli. aCrdili – rac man gaakeTa, imas axsna arca aqvs, magram me mainc ar minda, rom mis mimarT sastiki iyo. jamleti – ra Tqma unda. aCrdili – magram Tu kaci ginda rom gerqvas, Cems mkvlelze Suri iZie da samagiero ki ise gadauxade, rogorc Sen CaTvli saWirod. jamleti – aucileblad Surs vi- maisi №5 Zieb! aCrdili – me ki axla waval, radgan ukve Tendeba... (jamletis mamis aCrdili qreba, marto darCenil da Cafiqrebul jamlets ki horacio da marcelusi miuaxlovdebian) horacio – rao, ra giTxra? marcelusi – gviTxari, ra Tqva... jamleti – ver getyviT da nurc mTxovT da isic daiviwyeT, rac amaRam naxeT. es Cemi Txovnaa. horacio – rac Cven vnaxeT, marTla gasaocaria. jamleti – amqveynad bevri ram xdeba, horacio, iseTi, rac brZen filosofosebsac ki gaaocebT! marcelusi – Cveni dardi nu geqneba, sityvac aravisTan dagvcdeba! jamleti – isic minda icodeT, rom SeiZleba Cems cxovrebaSi raRac radikalurad Seicvalos, me sul sxvanairi gavxde da ar gaikvirvoT. amas imitom geubnebiT, rom Tqvenze axlobeli me aravin myavs da wyeulma bedma ki darRveuli droTa kavSiris aRdgena swored me marguna... suraTi meeqvse (axal gamgebels Tavis kabinetSi, sagangebo TaTbirze, ramdenime adamiani hyavs mowveuli: qalbatoni gertruda, laert-poloniusi, marcelusi, horacio, rezokaci da rezoqali) axali gamgebeli – dRes kviraa, magram aq mosvla imitom gTxoveT, rom am saqmis gadadeba ukve aRar SeiZleba. SeSfoTebuli deda, qalbatoni gertrudac aq aris da mas Cveni daxmareba sWirdeba, radgan mis erTaderT vaJs seriozuli problemebi aqvs. jamleti ki swored im asakSia, roca adamianis fsiqika Camoyalibebis procesSia da am dros mas, nebismieri Cvenganis Tanadgoma sWirdeba. aq brZandeba batoni laertic, Cveni raionis dep- utati da Cemze kargad getyviT, rac guSin moxda. laert-poloniusi – (jer Caaxvelebs) diax, imas mogaxsenebT, rac Cemi qaliSvilisagan piradad movismine da ofelias Tqvenc kargad icnobT da mis gulwrfelobaSi ki eWvi aravis geparebaT. guSin, roca Tavis studiaSi axali koleqciis Sekervas xelmZRvanelobda, masTan giJis saxiT Sevardnila jamleti (gertrudasken gaixedavs), TqvenTan bodiSi da Turme ise ymuoda, rom aseT saqciels, mxolod Seyvarebuli ymawvilis aRtkinebiT, namdvilad ver avxsniT. Cemi qaliSvili ki dizaineria da Tavisi pirveli da grandiozuli CvenebisTvis emzadeba da didi Sansia, rom rac jamletma guSin gaakeTa, igive xvalac gaimeoros da zegac da Cems bavSvs sicocxle gaumwaros. rom ara Tqveni pativiscema (isev qalbaton gertrudas gadaxedavs), rogorc ki es ambavi gavige, maSinve policiaSi darekvas vapirebdi. axali gamgebeli – (gansakuTrebiT marcelusis gasagonad) patrulis gamoZaxebas yovelTvis moaswrebT, magram mTavari problema axla CvenTvis TviTon jamletia, romelic isea Secvlili, rom SeiZleba nebismier Cvengans Seuvardes kabinetSi nebismieri absurduli braldebiT (xels gaiSvers orivesken), amaTac sakuTari TvaliT naxes da rezokacic daadasturebs da rezoqalic, rom jamleti iseTi agresiuli gaxda, rom misgan ukve yvelaferia mosalodneli. gertruda – (cremlnarevi xmiT axal gamgebels) mamamisis sikvdilis mere, uceb Seicvala da me rom TqvenTan daviwye muSaoba, kidev ufro agresiuli gaxda. axali gamgebeli – (marceluss da horacios) swored amitom gTxoveT aq mosvla Tqvenc, jamletis uaxloes megobrebs da swored Tqven unda dagvexmaroT, radgan jamlets yvelaze metad Tqven uyvarxarT da yvelaze avtoritet- maisi 2011 migel de unamuno: nuTu xalxi ufro erTgulia tradiciisa, vidre isini, vinc istoriaSi moikida fexi?.. rasakvirvelia, magram ara am TvalsazrisiT; misi tradicia maradiulia, ramdenadac misi ideali ufro nagrZnobia, vidre nafiqri da raki igi ar iZens gansazRvrul formasa da sazRvrebs, amitom isini, vinc marto geometriulsa da Camoyalibebads ufro xedaven, erTmaneTSi ureven mTel interpretaciebs da am idealzec Tavis yaidaze msjeloben... vaJa-fSavela: mwerlobac, nuTu igive sko la ar aris, romelic swrTvnis yvelasa didsa da pataras, urkvevs azrebs, gzas cxovrebisas, aRZravs saukeTeso grZnobebs, maS is ratom ar unda iyos erovnuli? ratom ar unda uwyobdes xels ganaviTaros erma Tavisi gonebrivi da sulieri Zalebi? migel de unamuno: mainc risi SemZlea am qveyanaze xelovneba? mas ZaluZs cocxali kidev ufro gaacocxlos, magram verc mkvdradSobils Caudgams suls da miT umetes, verc mkvdreTiT aRadgens; mas SeuZlia martin fiero aqilevsad aqcios, magram retortaSi gamoyvanili homunkulusi ki ara; igi dawmends da gaakeTilSobilebs vazis wvens, magram laboratoriaSi, ubralo elementebisagan qimiuri sinTezis gziT an reaqtivebis meSveobiT verc Sampanurs, verc xeressa da verc portveins ver daayenebs. arada mainc undaT, rom laboratoriaSi martivi elementebisagan, literaturuli qimiisa da kosmopolitizmis reaqtivebis meSveobiT Seqmnili `iliadebi~ gviZRvnan... 19 №5 2011 ulic misTvis swored Tqveni azria. gertruda – Cemi Txovnac es iqneba. marcelusi – aqedan pirdapir masTan wavalT, oRond rame vuSveloT. horacio – oRond marTla dagvijeros da Tundac axlave wavalT. (marcelusi da horacio wamod gebian da maTTan erTad gertrudac gava oTaxidan, Tumca gasvlis win, yvelas daemSvidobebian da yvelani ki uRrmes madlobas gadauxdian xmamaRla da mondomebiT. roca oTaxSi maT gareSe darCebian, siCumes laert-poloniusi daarRvevs): laerti – qalbatoni gertruda aq aRar aris da axla imis Tqmac SemiZlia, sinamdvileSi ram gaagiJa es jamleti. rezoqali – brZaneT. laerti – Cems gogos masTan Sexvedra avukrZale. rezokaci – gagiJdeboda, aba ra iqneboda. gamgebeli – (laerts) magram sanam gagiJdeboda, Tqvens ofelias swored is uTxra, ris gamoc aq mosvla gTxoveT – TiTqos mamamisis sikvdilSi me viyo gareuli. laerti – pirdapir ase ar uTqvams, magram eWvi ki maSinve gauCnda. gamgebeli – hoda, Tu eWviania da Tanac gagiJda, aqac aucileblad momadgeba da sanam gvian ar aris, raRac unda viRonoT. laerti – jamlets sxva axali aCemebac aqvs – yvelas arwmunebs, rom es qveyana cixea da Cven ki yvelani patimrebi varT. rezoqali – iqneb es ubralod depresiaa. gamgebeli – ratom? rezokaci – Tundac gardacvlili mamis gamo da asec rom ar iyos, am asakSi axalgazrdebs isedac awuxebT depresia da nervozi. rezoqali – udrood da uadgilod ki gekiTxebiT, magram saxeli gertruda neta ras unda niSnavdes? laerti – Semoklebuli Sromis 20 gmiria – ger-truda... rezokaci – Tu geraina truda? gamgebeli – (laerts) mgoni ar aris xumrobis dro da TqvenTan erTi seriozuli Txovna meqneba... laerti – diax, gismenT. gamgebeli – iqneb urCioT Tqvens Svils, rom erTxelac Sexvdes jamlets imis gasarkvevad, Tu ras apirebs da sinamdvileSi ra ganzraxva aqvs. laerti – mgoni mSvenieri ideaa... suraTi meSvide (scenaze mxolod ofelia da jamleti dganan) jamleti – yofna-aryofnis sakiTxze adrec xSirad mifiqria, magram axla gamudmebiT mawuxebs arCevani – ra unda qnas adamianma: aitanos bedis simuxTle da itanjos Tu SeebrZolos mozRvavebul ubedurebas da sicocxlec Seswiros borotebis damarcxebas. Tumca Cven ar viciT, ra mogvelis sikvdilis Semdeg da mainc gvaqvs im bneli da ucnobi samyaros SiSi, saidanac ukan jer aravin dabrunebula. es SiSi gvaiZulebs kidec SeCveuli Wiris atanas da Cveni aseTi cnobiereba adamianebs laCrebad gvaqcevs... ofelia – Tumca SenTvis me araferi damiSavebia. jamleti – me es arc miTqvams. ofelia – araferi giTqvams, magram vgrZnob rom Cems mimarT Seni damokidebuleba aSkarad Seicvala. jamleti – ras gulisxmob? ofelia – sicives. jamleti – marTalic xar. im siyvaruls, romelic Sens mimarT mqonda, me TviTonac veRar vgrZnob ofelia – aRar giyvarvar? jamleti – vici, rom miyvardi. ofelia – axla ukve isic meeWveba, rom adre giyvardi. jamleti – mgoni saerTod siyvarulis aRar gjera. ofelia – arada marTla mjeroda. maisi №5 jamleti – aseT dros monasterSi wasvla saukeTeso gamosavalia. Cemnairi ampartavani da pativmoyvare adamiani Sen ar gamogadgeba. amitomac monasterSi wasvlas kidev erTxel girCev... ofelia – rCevis garda, Sengan erT SekiTxvaze pasuxis mosmenac minda. jamleti – SenTvis arasodes araferi damimalavs. ofelia – mamaSenis gardacvalebasTan dakavSirebiT rom eWvebi gqonda, isic pirdapir miTxari. jamleti – maxsovs. ofelia – axlac igives fiqrob? jamleti – eWvebi axlac maqvs, magram imazec mifiqria, rom SeiZleba vcdebi da mamaCemis sikvdilSi sul tyuilad vadanaSauleb axal gamgebels. ofelia – ase rodemde unda iwvalo? jamleti – male yvelafers gavarkvev. ofelia – rogor? jamleti – ukve davwere piesa mamaCemis Sesaxeb, romelic sicocxles zustad ise amTavrebs, rogori eWvic me maqvs. ofelia – Seni piesebi yovelTvis momwonda, magram ase rogor gaigeb simarTles? jamleti – albaT Senc gsmenia imis Sesaxeb, rom roca damnaSaveebi scenaze imas xedaven, rac Cadenili aqvT, danaSauls TviTonac aRiareben. ofelia – darwmunebuli xar, rom yvelaferi ase moxdeba? jamleti – darwmunebuli var, rom roca premieraze axal gamgebels TviTon damdgmeli reJisori dapatiJebs, is aucileblad daeswreba. ofelia – da aucileblad aRiarebs danaSauls, Tu Cadenili aqvs? jamleti – ar vici, vin girCia CemTan Sexvedra, magram mogzavniliviT melaparakebi da amitomac kidev erTxel girCev monasterSi wasvlas... 2011 moqmedeba meore suraTi pirveli (jamleti repeticiaze uxsnis msaxiobebs Tu rogor unda iTamaSon speqtakli): jamleti – teqsti yovelTvis bunebrivad da Tavisuflad unda warmoTqvaT da ara yviriliT, rogorc amas Cveni msaxiobebis umravlesoba akeTebs. da iciT ratom yvirian msaxiobebi scenaze? imitom, rom maT hgoniaT TiTqos ase ufro damajerebeli iqneba maTi sityvebi da moqmedeba. kargi mayurebeli ki, sinamdvileSi, zustad xvdeba, rom msaxiobi yovelTvis yalbia, roca is bRavis da piriqiT – karg msaxiobs yvirili arasodes sWirdeba. marTalia mayureblebs Sorisac arian xolme iseTebi, vinc ar icis, ras niSnavs namdvili Teatri da zogjer moswons kidec romelime uvici msaxiobis yalbi bRavili, magram sinamdvileSi erTi WeSmariti mayurebeli ufro faseulia, vidre briyvebiT savse mTeli darbazi... (repeticiaze horacio gamoCndeba da jamleti msaxiobebs bodiSs mouxdis): jamleti – (msaxiobebs) danarCens reJisori getyviT. (jamleti da horacio marto darCebian). horacio – Cemi naxva gindoda? jamleti – Seni naxva yovelTvis minda, radgan Cemi yvelaze wesieri da gonieri megobari xar, magram axla raRac unda gTxovo. horacio – Tuki rame SemiZlia... jamleti – xom gaxsovs, Cemi axali piesis Sesaxeb rom gelaparake da premieras axali gamgebelic daeswreba. roca is scena daiwyeba, sadac mamaCems klaven, minda, rom axali gamgeblis reaqciebs Zalian yuradRebiT daakvirde. mere ki er- maisi migel de unamuno: `gana marTla ase ar aris, gana Cven, espanelebi sulierad vepuebiT am egreT wodebul Tanamedrove kulturas? da Tu namdvilad asea, amitom unda dagvjabnon? amitom ar SegviZlia vicxovroTY da movkvdeT, – miT umetes, movkvdeT, – Rirseulad am ybadaRebuli kulturis gareSe? amiT imis Tqma ki ar minda, rom maincdamainc gulxeldakrefilebi uamad visxdeT-meTqi, ubirebi da regvenebi davrCeTmeTqi, ara, imisaTvis rom sulierad avmaRldeT, gavizardoT, siamaye SevinarCunoT, gavkeTilSobildeT da zenaarsis madls veziaroT, sxva gzac arsebobs da sulac ar gvWirdeba maTi kulturis daxmareba. darwmunebuli var, Cveni sibrZnis damkvidrebas maTi mecnierebis gareSec kargad movaxerxebT, eg aris, marto erT saSualebad Tu gamoviyenebT, oRond Tvali fxizlad unda gveWiros, Cven suls araferi vavnoT! vaJa-fSavela: poezias, sazogadod da uf ro ki, xalxurs erTi gansakuTrebuli Tviseba aqvs: gamoxatva, dasuraTeba Tanamedrove cxovrebisa, – awmyos Wir-varamisa da lxin-gaxarebisa. inteligenturs, mwerlobiTs poezias xSirad es Tviseba aklia: bevrjel igi Tavis sakuTaris TvaliTa xedavs da yurTa smenas ixSobs da imeorebs sxvisgan gagonils, sxvis Canagonars hangsa. calke mgosani da bevrjel mTeli literatura romelime erisa sxva, ucxo qveynis mwerlobasa hbaZavs, idealad aqvs dasaxuli. 21 №5 2011 Tad gadavwyvitoT, rac Cven vnaxeT im Rames, marTla mamaCemis aCrdilia Tu avi suli, romelic gonebas mibnevs da mibnelebs. horacio – poetis saxeli ki mqvia, magram ar vici Tu dramaturgiac ise kargad mesmis, rom Seni Txovna zustad Sevasrulo. Tumca mzad var, rom Tvali ar movaSoro eWvmitanils araTu mxolod erTi epizodis dros, aramed mTeli speqtaklis ganmavlobaSi. jamleti – Seni imedi yovelTvis mqonda, maqvs da meqneba. horacio – samagierod, Seni imedi aRara aqvT zogierTebs da inglisSi Sens saswavleblad gagzavnazec ki daiwyes laparaki. jamleti – ratom? horacio – imitom, rom ar ician rogor moiqcevi da axal gamgebels ki hgonia, rom SeiZleba mas problemebi Seuqmna. jamleti – amitom undaT Cemi inglisSi gagzavna? horacio – xom gagigia, rom xelisufleba misTvis arasasurvel pirebs ucxoeTSi agzavnis xolme saswavleblad. jamleti – gamigia, magram ar mjera, radgan nebismieri cudi xelisufleba misTvis arasasurvel pirebs, rogorc wesi, cixeSi agzavnis xolme da ara sazRvargareT. horacio – mec sul mikvirda xolme, rom xalxi ase advilad ijerebs aseT tyuilebs. jamleti – imitom ijerebs, rom xalxs yovelTvis ukeTesi xelisufleba unda, yvelaze kargi xelisufleba ki is aris, romelic yvelaze met fuls ganaTlebaSi xarjavs... suraTi meore (avanscena warmoadgens Teatralur loJas, sadac speqtaklis molodinSi darbazisken saxiT sxedan axali gamgebeli (pirad dacvasTan erTad) da misi amalis wevrebi: laert-poloniusi, qa- 22 lbatoni gertruda, rezoqali, rezokaci da ofelia, romelsac gverdiT jamleti miujdeba). gertruda (jamlets) – Cems gverdiT ratom ar dajeqi, Svilo? jamleti – megona, rom Sen ar gindoda. gertruda – SegeZlo aseTi daundobeli ar yofiliyavi mSobeli dedis mimarT. jamleti – Senc SegeZlo aseTi sastiki ar yofiliyavi sakuTari Svilis mimarT. gertruda – ra dagemarTa, Svilo? jamleti – araferi. gertruda – dRes aSkarad Zalian mxiarulad xar. jamleti – mxiarulad ratom ar unda viyo? TeatrSi vsxedvarT da wuTi-wuTze speqtakli daiwyeba, romlis piesis avtori me var. marTalia, cota xnis win mama gardamecvala, magram dedaCemi Cems nacvladac glovobs da amitom dRes Tavs xumrobis ufleba miveci. ofelia – (jamlets) magram rac programaSi wavikiTxe, is mgoni xumrobas ar hgavs jamleti – ras gulisxmob? ofelia – (programas gadaSlis da TiTiT aCvenebs) piesis mTavar gmirs sawamlaviT klaven da is mamaSenis prototipia, rogorc me vici. jamleti – diax, es piesa mamaCems eZRvneba da is Tavisi sikvdiliT namdvilad ar momkvdara. imis dajerebac Zalian Znelia, rom Tbilisis raionis erT-erTi gamgebeli Sxamianma gvelma mokla, miuxedavad imisa, rom zafxulobiT TbilisSi marTla bevri gveli Cndeba xolme. ofelia – scenaze es unda vnaxoT? jamleti – scenaze simarTles vnaxavT. ofelia – ai, ukve iwyeba. (scenaze bneldeba da musikis xma ismis)... maisi №5 suraTi mesame (roca avanscena isev ganaTdeba, musikis xma ukve aRar ismis da jamletis garda, yvelas gaognebuli saxe aqvs, radgan yvelani mixvdebian, rom jamletma es warmodgena swored maT gaumarTa Zalian konkretuli mizniT. laert-poloniusi ki mainc yvelas daaswrebs da pirveli wamodgeba): laerti – SewyviteT warmodgena, es ciliswamebaa! (yvelani demonstraciulad datoveben avanscenas anu darbazs da scenaze mxolod jamleti da horacio darCebian). jamleti – mamaCemis aCrdili sulac ar yofila moCveneba. horacio – mamaSenis sityvebic amitom maxsendeboda, roca axali gamgeblis reaqciebs vakvirdebodi. (marcelusi aCqarebiT Semova) marcelusi – gamgebelze ise imoqmeda am speqtaklma, rom Zalian cudad gaxda, imdenad cudad, rom dedaSeni male aq gaCndeba rom TviTon agixsnas Tu ra saSiSi gaxdi ukve mTeli raionisTvis. (jamlets da marceluss, orives gaeRimebaT, magram uceb qalbatoni gertruda gamoCndeba da oriveni seriozul saxeebs miiReben). gertruda – (hamlets) Sen axal gamgebels ki ara, mamaSenis xsovnas miayene Seuracxyofa! jamleti – mamaCems Seuracxyofa me ki ara, Sen miayene! gertruda – mainc iseTi ra gavakeTe, rom aseTi sastiki gaxdi Cems mimarT? jamleti – xom giTxari ukve, rom sastiki me ki ara, swored Seni saqcielia mamaCemis mimarT da Sen ara mxolod mas, aramed yvela im faseulobas uRalate, romlis erTgulic mamaCemi mTeli cxovrebis manZilze iyo. gertruda – Tu imas gulisxmob, rom axal gamgebelTan daviwye muSaoba mamaSenis gardacvalebis Semdeg, es mxolod imitom gavakeTe, rom xelfasi mqonoda normaluri da Sen umamoba ar gegrZno. es xom TviTon mamaSensac gaaxarebda. jamleti – mamaCemi rogor iqneba gaxarebuli imiT, rom muSaoba im naZiralasTan daiwye, romelmac arCevnebi gaayalba da xalxs xmebi da momavali mopara?! gertruda – da mamaSenic mokla? jamleti – mamaCemma es TviTon miTxra. gertruda – axali gamgebeli ise gZuls, rom mgoni marTla aurie da saswavleblad ki ara, samkurnalod gagzavna ufro gWirdeba. jamleti – Cemi TvaliT vnaxe da horacioc dagidasturebs, rom mamaCems piradad velaparake. gertruda – aCrdilebi ar laparakoben, Svilo! jamleti – Tavidan Cvenc aCrdili gvegona, magram... gertruda – magram aRmoCnda, rom mkvdrebi cocxldebian da mere Svilebs elaparakebian? jamleti – me ar gexumrebi. gertruda – arc me, Svilo... (gertruda scenidan gadis) suraTi meoTxe (scenaze, sadac ofelia zis, ger truda aCqarebiT Semodis da ofelia maSinve fexze wamodgeba) gertruda – rogor xar,Oofelia? ofelia – rogor viqnebi, qalbatono gertruda, xval valentinobaa, yvelasTvis siyvarulis dRea, Cems garda. gertruda – sxvebic arseboben, vinc sixaruliT ver aRniSnavs xvalindel dRes. ofelia – magram ar arsebobs qali, romelsac CemsaviT atkines guli. gertruda – yvelas Tavisi tkivili gansakuTrebuli hgonia. maisi 2011 migel de unamuno: magram kidev ufro ucnauri da sakvirveli is aris, rom swored is espaneli miiCneva namdvil evropelad, vinc espanelia sisxliT, jiSiT, modgmiT, gamoirCeva egzotikurobiT da sulis siRrmiT da piriqiT, iseTebic arian, romelTac bevri miamitadac miiCnevs egzotikuri sulis gamo, viTom gaingliselebulebi, gagermanulebulebi, gadafrangebulebi da ganorvegiulebulebi, magram fesvebiT dakavSirebulebi arian maTTan, vinc gaxldaT espanuri sulis WeSmariti Semoqmedni; ramdenjer SemimCnevia, ginda gramatikulad vTqvaT da ginda ritorikulad, marto garedan rom akravT qerqi, Torem fesvebiT erTianad amoZirkvulni yofilan samSoblos sulidan da piriqiTac... vaJa-fSavela: Tqven, mkiTxvelo, albaT ar iciT, rom Cven gvyvavan `uimedoni~, inteligentebi, romelTac sxva ara swamT da arc daijereben, garda `kosmopolitizmisa~. patriotizmi imaT ara swamT, nametnavad qarTuli: Cven Cvenad arafers warmovadgenT, araferi varT, Tu sxva ers ar SeuerTdiT da `Cvenoba~ ar uarvyaviTo. patriotebi imaTi fiqriT viwro, mokle Sexedulebisani arian da imaT ki `vrceli~ Sexeduleba aqvT. eseni balRebi arian, wvrilfexoba, da rogorc mogexsenebaT, balRs lulua uyvars. diaR, balRebi arian da samwuxaroc es aris, rac axalgazrduli Zal-Rone aqvT, Sealeven haerSi koSkebis gebas da roca moiRlebian guliTa da gonebiT, gatexilni, dauZlurebulni, maSin `dabrundebian Sina~, maSin moikiTxaven sakuTars keras, sakuTars binas, magram uRononi, uguloni raRas maqnisni iqnebian?!. samwuxaro movlenaa didad!.. es yrmani Sebralebis Rirsni arian, xolo isini, vinc amaT am gvars sakenks uyriT, wyeulis da siZulvilisa... 23 №5 2011 ofelia – Tqven mas icavT. gertruda – jamlets ver davicav, miuxedavad imisa, rom is Cemi Svilia da sinamdvileSi me ufro sastikad momeqca, vidre Sen an nebismier sxvas. ofelia – magram dedebi yvela tkivils uZleben da miTumetes Svilebisgan. gertruda – Tumca axla imis Tqmac Znelia, rom Cven ufro cudad varT, vidre jamleti. ofelia – geTanxmebiT, rom mamamisis sikvdilis Semdeg is mTlianad Seicvala, magram me misTvis araferi damiSavebia. gertruda – arc me, Tumca jamleti sxvanairad fiqrobs da is ki imdenad cudadaa, rom Seni daxmareba sWirdeba. ofelia – me rogor unda davexmaro jamlets? gertruda – qalebs susti sqesis warmomadgenlebs gviwodeben, magram sinamdvileSi qalebi kacebze Zlierebi arian da Sen ki SegiZlia jamletis dabruneba. ofelia – ras gulisxmobT? gertruda – Sen mas uyvarxar da erTaderTi mxolod Sens gamo SeuZlia, mas isev iseTi gaxdes, rogoric adre iyo. ofelia – me mas aRar vuyvarvar! gertruda – Sen ase fiqrob? ofelia – TviTon ase miTxra. gertruda – kacebisTvis Zveli da axali siyvaruli ar arsebobs, radgan kacebi iseTi sustebi arian, rom im qals, romelic erTxel SeuyvardebaT xolme, mere verasodes iviwyeben. ofelia – Tqven fiqrobT, rom jamlets isev vuyvarvar? gertruda – rasakvirvelia uy varxar da rasakvirvelia Sen misi gadarCena SegiZlia ofelia – ki magram, rogor? gertruda – Cven qalebi varT da Cven yvelafris mofiqreba SegviZlia... (scenaze sinaTle qreba) 24 moqmedeba mesame suraTi pirveli (moqmedeba xdeba sasaflaoze, sadac mesaflaveebi ormos Txrian da iqve ki, Zalian axlos, mamis saflavTan Cafiqrebuli jamleti zis). pirveli mesaflave – am gogos rom Tavi ar moekla, am kviraSi fuli saerTod ar meqneboda. meore mesaflave – Tavi sul rom aravin moiklas am qveyanaSi, samuSao Cven mainc yovelTvis gveqneba. pirveli mesaflave – sasaflao asprocentiani biznesia. meore mesaflave – eg vin Tqva? pirveli mesaflave – me. meore mesaflave – CemsaviT mesaflave megone da Sen filosofosic yofilxar. pirveli mesaflave – dacinvas kaci ar mouklavs. (uceb meore mesaflave gaTxril ormoSi adamianis Tavis qalas aRmoaCens) meore mesaflave – (aCvenebs Tavis qalas) albaT odesRac esec SensaviT fiqrobda. pirveli mesaflave – an SensaviT oxunjobda. meore mesaflave – iqneb iseTi seriozuli kaci iyo, rom xumrobisTvis dro saerTod ar hqonda. (jamleti mxolod axla miaqcevs yuradRebas mesaflaveebis saubars) pirveli mesaflave – magaliTad politikosi? meore mesaflave – politikosebis umravlesoba sakuTar Tavs ise seriozulad uyurebs, rom isini verc ki grZnoben xolme rogori sasaciloebi xdebian sxvebisTvis. meore mesaflave – magram zog jer Zalian daundoblebic arian. maisi №5 (jamleti mesaflaveebs miuaxlovdeba, Tumca mesaflaveebi mas yuradRebas ar aqceven da saubarsac agrZeleben) pirveli mesaflave – ase maSin xdeba, roca saqme Zalauflebas exeba. meore mesaflave – nebismieri Zalaufleba ki mainc warmavalia. pirveli mesaflave – da Tanac iseTi droebiTi, rom axla am Tavis qaliT SegviZlia Cven viTamaSoT. (Tavis qalas erTmaneTs ramdenjerme gadaugdeben) meore mesaflave – arada ase Tebi, sanam cocxlebi arian, sul CvenisTanebis bediT TamaSoben xolme. pirveli mesaflave – weRan me damcinodi da Cemze ufro Rrma filosofiur azrebs axla Sen afrqvev. meore mesaflave – me ori diplomi maqvs. pirveli mesaflave – rogorc taqsis mZRolebs? meore mesaflave – taqsis mZRolebic ar ityuebian – diplomi marTla yvelas hqonda xolme, imitom rom mTavari diplomi iyo da ara codna. jamleti – (uceb maT saubarSi Caereva da mesaflaveebic Secbundebian) ise kargad msjelobT, rom mesaflaveebs marTla ar hgavxarT. pirveli mesaflave – Cven iseTi xeloba gvaqvs, rom kaci Zalauneburad filosofosi xdeba. meore mesaflave – ise gamodis, rom sikvdil-sicocxlis zRvarze vdgavarT, adamianebs erTi qveynidan meoreSi mivacilebT da amitomac meti dakvirveba viswavleT jamleti – (xels axalgaTxrili ormosaken gaiSvers) amjerad vis acilebT da es samare vis gaumzadeT? pirveli mesaflave – es erTi sabralo gogosTvis gavTxareT, romelmac Tavi moikla jamleti – ratom? meore mesaflave – Seyvarebulma biWma uTxra, aRar miyvarxaro da amanac Turme dards veRar gauZlo. jamleti – egeTebi isev xdeba? pirveli mesaflave – Cvenc ki Zalian gagvikvirda, magram Turme isev xdeba da Turme dResac SeuZliaT egeTi siyvaruli da erTguleba jamleti – ra erqva im sabralo gogos? meore mesaflave – ofelia rqmevia. (uceb jamleti ise swrafad gau Cinardeba scenidan, rom gakvir vebuli mesaflaveebi, mxolod mxrebs aiCeCaven)... M meore suraTi (jamleti da horacio zustad iq dganan, sadac jamlets mamis aCrdili pirvelad gamoecxada) jamleti – aq ar videqiT? horacio – ki, maSinac zustad aq videqiT, roca pirvelad gamoCnda. jamleti – gamoCndeba Tua ara, maSinve yvelafers pirdapir vetyvi. horacio – iqneb girCevnia, rom mama-Svils Soris saubars me ar veswrebode? jamleti – piriqiT, minda, rom am saubars Cemma uaxloesma megobarmac mousminos. horacio – maSin iqneb winaswar, daaxloebiT mainc miTxra, risi Tqma gsurs sakuTari mamisTvis, rom me Zalian ucxod ar vigrZno Tavi. jamleti – Sen kargad ici, rac maSin mamaCemma miTxra da isic kargad gaxsovs, rom masTan saubris Semdeg dedaCems Zalian sastikad moveqeci. mere axali gamgeblis mokvlac ki ganvizraxe da albaT Sursac viZiebdi mamaCemis gamo, rom ara ofelia... horacio – (awyvetinebs) ofeliam daijera, rom aRar uyvarxar da amitomac gadawyvita, rom misma sicocxlem azri dakarga. jamleti – ase imitom moviqeci, maisi 2011 migel de unamuno: raki mosalodnelia, rom `la nasionis~ mudmivi mkiTxveli daainteresos Cemma azrebma, rac legisamonis werilebma da misma nawarmoebebma aRmiZra, amitom mis yuradRebas mivapyrob xelovnebaSi kosmopolitizmis Sesaxeb Cems qvemore msjelobebze... da ai, ukve legisamonis werilic maiZulebs avCqarde da Savad mainc movxazo is tendencia, rac, Cemis azriT, Tqvens literaturaSi erTmaneTs pirvelobaSi ecileba – mxedvelobaSi maqvs brZola nacionalizmsa da kosmopolitizms Soris. soto i kalvisadmi miweril werilSi, romelic man waumZRvara Tavis wigns `rasis genia!~ – argentinuli poemis arsebobis Sexsenebis am cdas~, – SeZlebisdagvarad zogadad gadmoveci poeziaSi kosmopolitizmis Se saxeb Cemi koncefcia, magram kritikosi, vinc xeli mohkida `rasis genias~, 25 ivnisis `el paisis~ furclebze mainc Tavisas ganagrZobs da Cems gasagonad laybobs, viTom poezia CarCoebSi ar Caismeba, radgan misTvis eris, religiis, enisa da mSobliuri qveynis sazRvrebi viwroa da, ramdenadac igi miCveulia grZnobis, warmosaxvisa da STagonebis asulad, amdenad universaluria, xolo patriotizmi xelovnebaSi saxifaTo gamonagonia, ramac tradicias mowyvetili literatura SeiZleba ganukurnebel raqitizmamdec ki miiyvanoso. fsiqologiis ra iSviaTi codnaa da xelovnebis ra Rrma filosofia! maS kacma rom Tqvas, raRa sjidaT yvela droisa da xalxebis poetebs, Tu ara eris, religiisa da samSoblos sakiTxebze zrunva? maS ra asazrdoebs, ra uklavs wyurvils, an ra hmosavs warmosaxvasa da grZnobas, gana SeiZleba poeziisTvis imaze ufro damRupveli iyos rame, vidre unayofo da absurduli kosmopolitizmia, Tavisive arsiT Rrma da dadebiTi universalizmis mteri?! 25 №5 2011 rom gamgeblis mokvla ukve gadawyvetili mqonda, ofelias ki aseTi didi tkivilisTvis, ubralod ver gavimetebdi. horacio – vici. jamleti – ar mindoda, rom Cemi nabijis gamo, misi cxovreba tanjvad gadaqceuliyo, radgan ofelia mxolod bednierebis Rirsi iyo. horacio – SeiZleba SenTvis arc uTqvams, magram mgonia, rom mas Zalian uyvardi. jamleti – mec Zalian miyvarda, magram mamaCemis aCrdilis Semdeg, veraferze vfiqrobdi, SurisZiebis garda. horacio – vici. jamleti – mamaCemis gamo Sursac aucileblad viZiebdi, rom ara ofelia. horacio – amas albaT mainc aravin moeloda. jamleti – imis Semdeg, rac ofeliam gaakeTa, CemTvis yvelaferi damTavrda maSinve da SurisZiebamac azri dakarga. horacio – aq ratom movediT? jamleti – aqac imitom movedi, rom mamaCems yvelaferi pirdapir vuTxra, roca adamians mxolod SurisZieba amoZravebs, sinamdvileSi imas ki ar hkargavs, vinc sZuls, aramed imas, vinc yvelaze metad uyvars... horacio – (saaTs daxedavs pa uzis Semdeg) ukve unda gamoCeniliyo. jamleti – rogorc ki mamaCemi gamoCndeba, maSinve imasac vetyvi, rom mis Txovnas veRar Sevasruleb da aranair SurisZiebas aRar vapireb. horacio – ukve unda gamoCeniliyo. jamleti – erTaderTi, viszec Surs viZieb, sakuTari Tavia, radgan Cems sicocxles, ofelias gareSe, azri aRara aqvs... horacio – ukve ise agvianebs, rom isic ki vifiqre, xom ar mogveCvenameTqi jamleti – ra? 26 horacio – mamaSenis aCrdili. jamleti – rodis? horacio – maSin. jamleti – es rom mxolod erTxel momxdariyo, mec vifiqrebdi, rom yvelaferi sizmari iyo, magram mamaCemis aCrdili ramdenjerme vnaxe. horacio – mec vnaxe. jamleti – sxvebmac xom naxes. horacio – sxvebmac naxes, magram iqneb aseTi raRac marTla xdeba xolme da erTdroulad ramdenime adamians eCveneba gardacvlili da Tanac araerTxel. (scenaze marcelusi Semova). jamleti – ai, marcelusic movida. marcelusi – (jamlets) yvelgan geZebe da bolos mivxvdi, rom aq iqnebodi. horacio – kidev rame ubedurebaa? marcelusi – (gaRimebuli) piri qiT, didi bedniereba da sixaruli. jamleti – ram unda gamaxaros imis mere, rac ukve moxda. marcelusi – vinc yvelaze didi ubedureba mogitana, yvelaze did bednierebasac swored is mogitans. horacio – ras gulisxmob? jamleti – vis gulisxmob? marcelusi – ofelias, romelic cocxalia. jamleti – rogor? horacio – Tavi ar mouklavs? marcelusi – ara, TviTon moigona da TviTmkvlelobis versiac TviTonve gaavrcela. jamleti – ki magram, ratom? marcelusi – TviTonve agixsnis kidec... (scenaze swrafad bneldeba da jamletis sixarulis cremlebsac mayurebeli veRar xedavs) mesame suraTi (avanscenaze mxolod ofelia da jamleti sxedan an dganan imis mixedviT Tu rogor warmoudgenia es Sexvedra nebismier mkiTxvelsa maisi №5 da mayurebels): jamleti – ramdenime piesis avtoric rom iyos ukve, nebismier dramaturgs mainc yvelaze metad im dialogis dawera uWirs, sadac biWi da gogo scenaze marto rCebian. ofelia – axla xom piesas ar wer? jamleti – magram marto varT. ofelia – da ar ici, ra unda miTxra? jamleti – minda giTxra, rom zustad is moifiqre, rasac ar velodi, magram mgoni es erTaderTi swori nabiji iyo. ofelia – (pauzis Semdeg, RimiliT) mesaflaveebma araferi icodnen. jamleti – (uxerxulad) Sens saflavs rom Txridnen (mixvdeba, rom winadadeba Zalian cudad daiwyo, magram mainc gaagrZelebs), mesaflaveebi ise filosofosobdnen, rom maT patiosnebaSi eWvi odnavac ki ar Semparvia. ofelia – amitomac nu mkiTxav, ratom gavakeTe es, mTavaria, rom isev Sens gverdiT var da sicocxle isev grZeldeba. jamleti – sxva raRac mindoda SenTvis meTqva. ofelia – gismen. jamleti – maSin ar giTxari da am Secdomas mere Cemi sxva Secdomebic mohyva. ofelia – axla gismen, SegiZlia yvela Secdoma axla gamoasworo. jamleti – maSin SenTvis ar miTqvams, magram erT Rames mamaCemis aCrdili vnaxe da misi sikvdilis gamo SurisZiebac maSin gadavwyvite. ofelia – (gakvirvebuli) aC rdils elaparake? jamleti – maSin sxvebmac naxes, magram mxolod me damelaparaka da is miTxra, risi eWvic mqonda. (mci re pauzis Semdeg) Tumca guSin mTeli Rame velodiT, magram aRar gamoCenila. ofelia – iqneb marTla mogeCvena? jamleti – sxvebsac? ofelia – xdeba xolme da isic ki xdeba, rom Tu raRac cudis gakeTeba ginda, aucileblad gamoCndeba viRac, vinc am cudisken mondomebiT gibiZgebs. jamleti – cudze aRar vilaparakoT. ofelia – mec egre megona, rom dRes sul sxva raRacis Tqma gindoda CemTvis. jamleti – mindoda, magram gamaxsenda rom mamaSeni Cveni urTierTobis winaaRmdegi iyo. ofelia – iyo da albaT axlac aris, magram mamaCemis azrs ra mniSvneloba aqvs, mTavari xom Seni azria. jamleti – visTvis? ofelia – SenTvis. jamleti – CemTvis mTavari Sen xar. ofelia – amis Tqma gindoda? jamleti – mindoda meTqva, rom Zalian miyvarxar. ofelia – arc ise Zneli yofila. jamleti – ra? ofelia – siyvarulze laparaki, roca gogo da biWi scenaze marto rCebian. jamleti – maxsovs. ofelia – Sen isic miTxari, rom yvelaze magar dramaturgebsac ki, aseTi epizodebis dawera, yvelaze metad uWirT. jamleti – imitom, rom siyvaruls bevri laparaki ar uxdeba. ofelia – (RimiliT) da ra unda vqnaT, ase Cumad visxdeT? (jamleti xels Cakidebs ofelias da isini Cumad sxedan avanscenaze, sanam ar dabneldeba)... maisi farda. 2011 vaJa-fSavela: yoveli kaci imediT scocxlobs da Cvenc, rogorc momakvdavT, is imedi gvasuldgmulebs, rom `xalxi~ `nacionalistebisken~ gadmova da imaT ki, vinc gza-kvals urevs, sabolood da dResdReurad, gamosadegs arafers aswavebs, zurgs Seaqcevs. amis niSnebs, Cvenda sasixarulod, vxedavT dRes, istoriuli warsuli, buneba qarTvelobisa gvaimedebs, rom es `nacionalizmi~ mudam iqneba jansaRi da arasdros igi Sovinizmad ar gadaiqceva. Cvenda samwuxarod, `saqmes~ banakSi sruliad winaaRmdegs vxedavT, vxedavT kosmopolitizms, magram maxinjs, fanatizmiT gamsWvaluls, Tavis Tavis, Tavis eris uarmyofels, xolo erebis viTomda mfarvels da mosiyvarules. vai amisTana siyvaruls! siyvaruli erTgvari unaris cxovelTa bunebisa da miT umetes, adamianisa, didi madli bunebisagan miniWebuli adamianisaTvis, xolo visac Tavisi mSobeli deda ar uyvars, igi sxvas rogor Seiyvarebs, sxvas rogor moepyroba, rogorc namdvil dedas?.. ara mjera, ara mwams da ra vqna! amisTana kosmopolitizmi ufro Tavmomwoneoba, yoyloCinobaa, mimbaZvelobiT ga mowveuli, erTxel da erTxel daCemebulis Wkuis Ritinisa, vidre namdvili mimarTuleba gul-RviZlidan amomdinare da masSi fesvebgadgmuli, – es mimarTuleba qarisagan monaberia da unda isev qarma gafantos, ganabnios. anki ras vambob? gana amaze wera da saubari SeiZleba WkuaTmyofelTa winaSe?~ 27 №5 2011 eseistika / dokumenturi proza rostom CxeiZe is baTumuri mcxunvare dRe (erTi dokumentis kvalze) parmen loria oTar CxeiZe 28 – ormocdarva wlis seqtemberia... cxeli, mxurvale seqtemberi, agvistoze mxurvale Tu ara, arc rom naklebi. ase iwyeba oTar CxeiZis 1983 wels Seqmnili dokumenturi novela Tu literaturuli portreti `prozis bilikebze~, romlis SuagulSic parmen loria moqceula, saTavgadasavlo Tu deteqtiuri romanebis avtori. oTar CxeiZe imxanad binad baTumis inturistis sastumroSi dgas. im diliT mTavari vestibulis kibeze rom daeSveba, administratori misken gamoiSvers xels da viRac kacic Semobrundeba, manamde mas rom elaparakeboda, Semobrundeba da gamoemarTeba amasTan Sesagebeblad. erTmaneTs piradad ar icnobdnen, imas albaT Tvalic ar moekra oTar CxeiZisaTvis, amas ki erTi-orjer Tu daenaxa, isic Soriaxlodan, da axla mixvdeboda, parmen loria unda iyoso. gaaxsendeboda, Tu rogor idga konstantine gamsaxurdia TbilisSi, mweralTa sasaxlis tribunaze, mweralTa plenumis mimdinareobisas, da rogor mrisxanebda: ra gaxda es `Cai~ da `mevludi~, ase rogor daeca Cveni mkiTxvelis gemovneba, arada, gamomcemlobebic amas uwyobs xels, kritikac amasve aqezebs da safrTxis winaSea bedi WeSmariti literaturis da xelovnebisao. mogonebis avtori Tanamokalmis am gamosvlas ase Seafasebs: maSin amis Tqma gmirobas udrida. aras vazviadeb. gemovnebac klasobrivi fenomeni egonaT da gemovnebis gansxvavebac veRar warmoedginaT, raxan gamocxadebuliyo, klasebi aRar aris CvenSio. gemovnebis dacemis nimuSad maincdamainc `Caisa~ da `mevluds~ rom asaxelebda, imitomac, rom parmen lorias erTbaSad didi popularoba moepovebina da am mxriv yvelasaTvis gadaeWarbebina, TviT konstantine gamsaxurdiasTvisac, da axla Tavis romanTa saTaurebi rom moesmoda aseT usiamovno konteqstSi, raRacas amoiZaxebda darbazidan, mkafiod ara, cota gaubedavad da cota mwyralad. – vin aris es kaci? – ikiTxavda oratori. – parmen loria, – miugebda sxdomis Tavmjdomare simon Ciqovani. – iyos, ra! – gaabiabruebda konstantine gamsaxurdia, kidev ufro gamkacrdeboda da im or romans ganazogadebda mkiTxvelis gemovnebis daqveiTebis mizezad. axla oTar CxeiZe RimiliT Seegebeboda, is ki cota moRuSuliyo da aseve etyoda: Tu dro gaqvT da gsurT kargad gaecnoT baTums, SemiZlia megzuroba gagiwioTo. amas kidec surda da droc hqonda, im dRes Tavisufali iyo leqciebidan, baTumis pedagogiur institutSi kiTxulobda, im mcxunvare seqtembers daiwyo sazRvargareTis literaturis istoriis kursi da swored im dRes mieca Sesveneba. TiTqos megzuri gangebam momivlinao, – aRniSnavs gaxsenebisas da dasZens: erTi ram CemTvis bejiTad dameswavla da vcdilobdi, rom ar gadamexvia – ucnob garemoSi rom movxvdebodi, dro ar damekarga, kargad gavcnobodi iqaobas, SeiZleba odesme misi aRwera damWirebodao. es Segoneba iqidan gadmoeRo, maisi №5 napoleon bonapartes cxovrebas rom swavlobda. ucxo qalaqSi rom moxvdebio, – uCiCinebda napoleoni Tavis gers, – dro ar dahkargo, yvelaferi kargad daixsome, SeiZleba odesme misi aReba dagWirdeso. siamovnebiT daTanxmdeboda da siamovnebiTve aedevneboda, Tumc imas cota uguneboba etyoboda da isic etyoboda, arc surda gverdiT mihyoloda Tanamgzavrs: – erTi nabijiT win midioda, mtkiced icavda im erT nabijsa, oRond erTxansa, arcTu didxansa. is dRe, mTeli dRe erTad davhyaviT. raRac uamuri merec gadahkravda saxeze, odnav gadahkravda, oRond esaa, ro aRarc undoda, SememCnia, moiSorebda, gadaibertyavda xolme umalve. ufro xalisiani da enawyliani kaci gamodga. enawyliani da muxlCauxreli kaci gamodga. mimiZRoda da mivdevdi, gareSemovwereT baTum-qalaqi, rkalad SemovwereT zRvidan zRvamdisa; mimiZRoda da mivdevdi, me arafers mekiTxeboda, mas salaparako ar eleoda: hyveboda SemTxvevebs Tavisi cxovrebisa, Sezavebuli iumoriTa hyveboda. misi naambobidan erT epizods gaixsenebs, niSandoblivs sabWouri epoqisaTvis, Tavisebur ganzogadebasac rom iZens, kanTielad warmoaCens am mwerlis zneobriv portrets, cTunebas rom ar ahyva da pirad keTildReobas ar gadaayola erovnuli Rirseba. erTxel moskovSi yofnisas uecrad aRmouCeniaT, rom parmen loria aWareli mwerali gaxldaT. misi kuTxuri warmomavloba eTnikur warmoSobasTan gauigivebiaT da kidec daxvevian korespondentebi – suraTebs uReben, intervius arTmeven. dimitri gulias ukve kargad icnobdnen da mowiwebiTac eqceodnen. amjerad ki qarTvel mweralTa delegaciidan parmensac mometebuli pativi argunes. pwkaredebi sTxoves – aWarulis mcodne Cven ara gvyavso. arada, Sepirdnen, saswrafod vTargmniT Tqvens wignebs, oRondac pwkaredze Tqvenve izruneTo. es amcnobdaT: qarTulad vwer da qarTulidan mTargmnelebi Cems wignebsac Targmniano. amis gagonebaze cota Secbebodnen, magram SecxadebiT ar SeucxadebiaT: keTili da patiosani, maSin maT mivmarTavT, Tqven amaze aRar SegawuxebTo. marTlac aRar SeuwuxebiaT. raki aWarlebi sxva enaze molaparake xalxi ar aRmoCnda, ratomRa gaewiaT iseTi popularizacia qarTveli mwerlisaTvis, misi wignebi erTbaSad rom daexvavebinaT rusulad. dae rigi rodesac mouwevda, maSin eTargmnaT – isic, Tuki saWirod scnobdnen. qvayudes erTklasiani samrevlo skola daemTavrebina, meti ver moexerxebina, da kidec Sebmuliyo SromaSi – jer Sin, mere Caqvis saufliswulo mamulSi, iqidan novorosiiskis cementis qarxanaSi moxvedriliyo, Semdeg jarSic amoeyo Tavi, 20-ian wlebSi saTaveSi Cadgomoda egreTwodebul agitmxatvrul brigadas da aqedan gasuliyo samwerlo asparezze. am brigadas Tavisi masala sWirdeboda – scenebi, sketCebi, feletonebi, sxarti dialogebi, mokle-mokle piesebi. TviTon uxdeboda SeTxzva da ase miadgeboda Teatrsac da mwerlobasac. enawyliani moyolisas am yovelives rom uambobda Tanamgzavrs, is Seexumreboda: molieriviT mogsvliao. es gaiRimebda – arc iwyenda, arc iTakilebda da arc Seiferebda. kargad moexseneboda, Tu ra araCveulebrivad gaeTqva saxeli mkiTxvelebSi. – tyuilad ar mosvloda guli konstantine gamsaxurdiasa, – tyuilad ara; metoqed ar miiCnevda, raRa Tqma unda, raindul Rirsebasa da raindul siamayes Zirs ar dauSvebda, magram popularoba misi mainc aRizianebda da imis garda, erTxans, merec bevrjer mouxsenebia parmen loria arcTu maincdamainc didi maisi 2011 migel de unamuno: rasakvirvelia, kosmopolituri poeziac arsebobs, eris, religiis, enis, garkveuli kulturis gareSe ki ar vici!.. egeb esperantoze? magram aki saTburis yvavilebic arseboben, mSvenierebic arian, sul namdvilebsac hgvanan da warmoidgineT, surnelebac ar akliaT. me ki ar uarvyof mas, RmerTma damifaros! magram aseTi poezia arsebobs mxolod sxvis CrdilSi, TavisTavs mindobili da dasaRupad ganwiruli, radgan unayofoa. igi mogvagonebs velur xeze damynobili kultivirebuli xis rtos, magram gavfrTxildeT da kosmopoliturs ar mivaTvaloT specifikurad franguli movlenebi, ase Tu ise ukve gadagvarebis beWeddasmuli! vaJa-fSavela: didi saqmea mwerlisaTvis scnobdes igi Tavis fesvebs; didi saqmea mcenarisaTvis, erT alagas idges da mis fesvebs aravin sCiCqnides da erTi adgilidan meoreze da mesameze ar gadahqondeT. xolo fesvebi mwerlisa misi siyrmis drois sicocxleSia garTxmuli. iq, swored im momentidan iwyeba im fesvebis zrda, roca pirvelad mwerlis niWi gaiRviZebs, cxovrebis, bunebis STabeWdilebaTa wyalobiT, roca is an `vais~ warmoTqvams, an `uis...~ migel de unamuno: rodesac me movindome Semeqmna poeziiT gamsWvaluli xelovnebis nawarmoebi, romelsac Sevalie kidec aTi wlis fiqri, dakvirveba da siyvaruli, – Cemi bavSvobis miwas, mSobliuri baskoniis mTebs mivmarTe, karlistebsa da liberalebs Soris brZolas mivmarTe, Cemi bavSvobis eqod rom xmianobs sulSi da roca gaiRviZebs, maSinve mogonebebs wamomiSlis... 29 №5 2011 vasil barnovi mixeil javaxiSvili konstantine gamsaxurdia 30 pativiscemiTa tribunidanaca da Tavisi sakarcxulidanaca, marjvena sarkesTan rom edga mweralTa kavSiris darbazSi da imisi metic veravin Camojdeboda, iqac ro ara yofiliyo konstantinei. es ukve niSnavs mis gansakuTrebul gavlenas, rogorc upirvelesi beletristisas. aramarto TviTon moiTxovs am aRiarebas, Tanamokalmeebs uRiarebiaT kidec da egaa. iseTi viTareba Seqmnila, rom: gardacvlila vasil barnovi. miyuCebula niko lorTqifaniZe. sazRvargareT gauswria grigol robaqiZes (1983 wels dabeWdil eseiSi, cxadia, es gvar-saxeli pirdapir ar aRiniSneboda, samagierod, gamWvirvale miniSneba mainc gaielvebda: zogi mwerali aRarc moixseniebodao). mixeil javaxiSvilis saxelic iatakqveS Casuliyo (`...xmamaRla aRarc moixsenieboda, aRarc aRaravis ufrTxobda Zilsa da aRarc aRaravis egona, Tu kidev dadgeboda dro, Tu gamoanaTebda igive saxeli, sayovelTaod ganTqmuli saxeli~). magram uecrad parmen loriam unda moipovos uCveulo popularoba da yvela daabnios am moulodnelobam, jer `Cais~ rom mohyveboda da mere `mevluds~. – TviTon ar dabneula avtori, ara, ar dabneula da zedized moadevna kidev ramdenime romani, saangariSosTan ro edoT TviT buRaltrebsa da samzareuloSic xelidan ar uSvebdnen diasaxlisebi. literaturis istoriisaTvis ni Sandoblivia amgvari ucnaurobani, gemovnebisa da modis iseTi kaprizebi, asaxsnelad rom Zalze Znelia da lamis verc dagijerebia, magram realoba esaa, Tu Tavs ar moityueb da masobriv kulturas feradi saTvaliT ar Sexedav. rogor fiqrobT, vin SeiZleba yofiliyo yvelaze popularuli poeti akaki wereTlis sicocxleSi? Turme – mamia gurieli da grigol abaSiZe, erTimeores aWarbebdnen, Tumc mainc grigol abaSiZe aswreb- da mamiasac ki, Torem akaki orives sakmaod moetovebina ukan. galaktion tabiZes sicocxleSi popularobiT veravin Seedreboda... gigo xeCuaSvils, aramcTu sxva poetebi, galaktionic rom didad ufrTxoda masTan erTad poeziis saRamoebSi monawileobas, rakiRa darwmunebiT icoda, imis gamosvla gacilebiT mxurvale da xangrZliv taSiscemas gamoiwvevda, da sakuTari nebiT ratom ewvnia mware gawbileba? da aRarc isaa gasakviri, rom konstantine gamsaxurdiasaTvis parmen lorias waeWarbebina popularobiT da aserigadac gaeRizianebina. oTar CxeiZe erT garemoebasac miaqcevs yuradRebas – maSindeli kritikosebi sruliad rom ar afasebdnen am mwerals, miuxedavad imisa, rom swored ise werda – martivad da yvelasaTvis gasagebad – rasac moiTxovda sabWouri ideologia da kritikac dReniadag qadagebda am principebs, rogorc socialisturi realizmis arsebiT niSan-Tvisebebs. Tvals aridebdnen mis Txzulebebs da aramcTu sanimuSod ar moixmobdnen, arc ki axsenebdnen TavianT gamosvlebsa da Teoriul Tu kritikul werilebSi. da Tu konstantine gamsaxurdias arasodes patiobdnen imis mtkicebas: arsebobs elitaruli da mdabio gemovneba da xelovneba unda ascildes mdabiobas da amaRldes mSvenierebamdeo, – amjerad, rodesac am mtkicebas parmen lorias winaaRmdeg mimarTavda, yurs iyruebdnen da davas ar umarTavdnen. amitomac mkvlevari, vinc 30-40iani wlebis kritikuli statiebis mixedviT moindomebs zogadi STabeWdileba Seiqmnas, versad amoikiTxavs, Tu rogori popularuli da nayofieri Semoqmedi gaxldaT parmen loria. – arada, misi wignebi yovel weliwads gamodioda da metoqeobas ver uwevda veravina popularobaSi, axla Tavs tyuilad nuravin gamoidebs, veravin uwevda popularo- maisi №5 basa. es iyo bestseleri, WeSmaritad bestseluri CvenSi, maSindel kvalobaze. kontrastisaTvis dokumenturi novelis avtori axsenebs bevr iseT xotbasa da aRzevebas maSindel kritikaSi, imxanadac rom cota miaqcevda yuradRebas da merec aRaravis gaxsenebia. etyoba, parmen loria ganicdida kritikisagan aTvalwunebas da mweralTa kavSiris erT-erT plenumze sayvedurs gamoTqvamda: Cven, periferiis mwerlebs cota gulcivad gveqcevian Tbiliselebi, Tbiliselebi brZandebian, magram siTbos ver gvawvdenen anda ar emetebaT, piriqiT, ufro sicives gvagrZnobinebeno. – vin aris es kaci? – kvlav unda ikiTxos Tavis sakarcxulze mjdomma konstantine gamsaxurdiam. – parmen loria, – kvlav unda miugos sxdomis Tavmjdomarem. – iyos, mere, – `yazbegiani~ TiTebi aiqnios konstantinem da dajdes gulgrili gamometyvelebiT. darbazma icinos, da arc parmen loria daibnes, manac gaicinos da orive xeli gamoSalos: amas vambobo. iumori, sixalise, mimzidveloba ara hklebia mis zepirmetyvelebas da misi pirveli feletonebi, scenebi Tu sketCebi iumoristuli iyo, agitmxatvruli brigadiT rom mogzaurobda aWaris soflebSi da, Cadrs, molasa da medreseebs hgmobda antireligiuri propagandis kvalobaze, da sazogadoebrivi meurneobiskenac mouwodebda xalxs, koleqtivis sikeTes irwmuneboda axal politikur-ekonomikur moTxovnaTa Targze. TviTon ase afasebda Tavis imJamindel iumoristul Txzulebebs: ara uWirda rao, – Tumc am midrekilebas warmatebiT veRar gamoiyenebda veRarc romanebSi da veRarc iumoristul moTxrobebSi. oTar CxeiZe am dakvirvebas rom uziarebs mkiTxvels, dasZens: es araa uCveulo movlena da ucnaursac arafers vambob, Txroba, me- tyveleba sxva xelovnebaa da wera sxva xelovneba, Tu sadme iTqmis, Sua udevs didi zRvario, aq iTqmis sworedac da pirvelyovlisadacao. da Tu arsebobda bednieri damTxvevani (`...erTnairad rom iwvevs iumorsa, rogorc ro mTxrobelica da rogorc ro mweralica...~), umeteswilad is ufro momxdara, rom sasacilod mosayoli furcelze aRar gadasula sasacilod da SesaZloa satirali ufro yofiliyo. iqve erT sagulisxmo detals CaurTavs: – viciT, viciT isica, ro usmen, muceli unda geWiros xelSi, oRond mere da rao, komediebic daudgams, magram gaRimebulic aravin gamosula Teatridana. gamWvirvale miniSnebaa, imxanad yvelasaTvis sacnauri, oRond dResdReobiT aucileblad unda gaiSifros susti komediografisa da iumoris, maxvilsityvaobis didi niWiT dajildoebuli am poetis vinaoba: karlo kalaZe. oTar CxeiZe varaudobs, rom parmen loria mimxvdariyo, zepirmetyvelebaSi aserigad momadlebuli iumoris unari weris dros rom aRar hyofnida, amitomac erideboda Zaldatanebul iumoristobas da ufro santimentaluri Tu saTavgadasavlo siuJetebis xarjze gamodioda (`da aqa hpoebda Tavis mkiTxvelsa da uamrav mkiTxvelsa hpoebda~). es siuJetebi gaxldaT misi sisxlxorceuli garemo, aseTi warmatebis momtani, da arc unda gadaexvia am gzidan, arasodes ar unda daewyo kritikosTa mier wamoWrili sqemebisa da Temebis gamoyeneba. magram cTuneba sZlevda. rakiRa mkiTxveli Tavisad daegulebina, axla kritikosTa yuradRebis mizidvasac moindomebda, saamisod ki Temebi da siuJetebi unda gamoecvala... magram gamoicvala da... – mkiTxvelic dahkarga, – erTi undoda da meore miiRo, rac ro ar maisi 2011 vaJa-fSavela: yvela geniosebi nacionalurma niadagma aRzarda, aRmoacena da ganadida iqamdis, rom sxva erebmac ki miiRes isini sakuTar Svilebad. maSasadame, geniosebma Tavis samSoblos gareSec hpoves samSoblo – mTeli qveyana, mTeli kacobrioba, magram miuxedavad amisa, geniosTa nawarmoebnic ufro sargebi da Sesaferebelia erovnul niadagze... genioss, rogorc pirovnebas, individs, aqvs sakuTari samSoblo, sayvareli, saTayvanebeli, xolo mis nawarmoebs ara, vinaidan igi mTeli kacobriobis kuTvnilebaa, rogorc mecniereba... mecniereba da geniosebi gvixsnian gzas kosmopolitizmisken, magram mxolod patriotizmis, nacionalizmis meoxebiT... migel de unamuno: gana universalurebi ar arian geniosebi, vinc universalursa da droebiTSi maradiuls aRmoaCenen? Seqspiri, dante, servantesi, ibseni swored imdenad ekuTvnian kacobriobas, ramdenadac erTi maTgani ingliseli iyo, meore florencieli, mesame – kastilieli da meoTxe – norvegieli. da dantec imitomaa aRiarebuli msofliosa da saukuneTa moqalaqed, rom man, XIV saukunis italielTa Soris yvelaze ufro italielma da XIV saukunis adamianma Tavis TavSi ganasaxiera da maradiulad aqcia italiuri XIV saukunis adamianis tipi, yvela droisa da xalxebis adamianis tipi – adamiani! 31 №5 2011 baTumi (XX s.-is dasawyisi) 32 eneba, is miiRo... dahkarga mkiTxveli da erTbaSad dahkarga, Tumca kvlavac gamodioda imisi axal-axali wignebi, yovel weliwads gamodioda. imJamad ki, 1948 wlis seqtembris im dRes, uReltexilze dgas da mkiTxvelis srul Semofantvasa da Tavqve daSvebas veRar gadaurCeba. mze dawverila da mainc cxela. erTi epizodicaa gaxsenebuli. im wuTas ifiqreb, es ra mosayoli iyo, Tanac aseTi dawvrilebiTo, magram dokumenturi novelis finaluri monakveTi sul sxvagvarad daganaxvebs am epizods da araerT niuanssac TavisTavad gaxdis sacnaurs. sadRac, qalaqis sul ganapiras erT farduls miadgebian, SuSabands rom ufro hgavs, mzis gulze daedgaT da SigniT duRda yvelaferi. parmeni limonaTs rom moikiTxavda, gamyidveli xels Seaxebda Tu ara, TavisTavad askdeboda sacobi da aasxamda boTli SampanuriviT. Wiqa ar aRmoCndeboda da parmeni didad arc gamoidebda Tavs – erTs boTlianad moiyudebda da meores, iseTive baTqiTa da SadrevaniviT gaxsnils, Tanamgzavrs gadaulocavda (`movsvi erTi ylupi. Zalian unda gwyureboda rom mihkarebodi; didi zrdiloba unda gqonoda, ro ar gadmogeqcia, vaJkacoba unda gyofnoda, ro gadageylapa. SevZeli, rogorc iqna. parmenma mirCia, dalie bolomde, rogorc iyos, wyurvils migiyuCebs da meti ra gindao. ar avxirebivar, daleviT mainc ar damilevia~). es yofila da es mTeli Tavgadasavali im dRisa. mSvidobiT mobrundebodnen da mSvidobiTve dacildebodnen erTimeores. qalaqi ise duRda, TiTqos mze zRvaze Camosuliyos. bare TxuTmeti weli rom Caivlida, parmen loria TviTon gaixsenebda am SemTxvevas. es maSin, moulodnelad rom gadaeyreboda oTar CxeiZes TbilisSi, naZaladevSi, da is iqve miiwvevda, restoran `leweSi~. gaixsenebda da kidec gamoutydeboda: SenTan rom movdiodi, Sinac daviWire Tadarigi da jibeSiac Cavide fuli, magram ise moxda, aduRebuli limonaTiT gagimaspinZldio. amden xetialsac ar apirebda Turme, winaswar fiqradac ar mosvlia, xels rom arTmevda, maSinRa moadga enaze, sxva unda eTqva da ver uTxra, SekiTxva undoda da vera hkiTxa, sityvas ar mohyolia da jiqur ver uTxra. imdens imitomac laparakobda, egeb sityvam moitanoso, magram ar iqna, ara, ar moitana sityvam. da uneburad Tavis SemoqmedebiT laboratoriasac gadauxsnida: weris dros ufro memarTeba xolme, mgonia ramdenime gverdi meyofa, arada, ramdenime aseuls gadavaWreleb da saTqmeli mainc sadRac mrCebao; romanebi ase gamomecxada, TavisTavad gamomecxada, Torem me TviTon rogor gavbedavdi, feletonebis werac rom miWirdao; marTali giTxra, Sexvedrac ar mindoda SenTan, unda momewera, magram SemeSinda, romani ar gamomsvlodao; TqmiTac xom ise damemarTa, ise gavgulisdi, aRarc maxsovs, gamogemSvidobe Tu arao. gamomemSvidobeo, – es daudasturebs. kidev kargio, – gaexardeba parmen lorias da gaumJRavnebs im Sexvedris STamagonebel mizezsac da erTdRiani xetialisa da aduRebul limonaTze dapatiJebis garemoebasac – sakuTar Tavze gabrazebas, maisi №5 risTvisac moadga, verafriT rom ver hkiTxa, da sul daibna. – Sen SeiZleba arc gagigonia, oRond ro gamoCndi, baTumSi ro gamoCndi, xma daiyara, parmensa xsnian da es unda daniSnono; es unda mekiTxa, mindoda gamego, Sengan gamego. Turme ras aeforiaqebina ase Zalian, misTvis ucnob pirovnebas rom miadga sastumroSi... fsiqologiurad ki isaa damafiqrebeli, rom verafrisdidebiT ver moaxerxa ekiTxa, Tu ramdenad Seefereboda simarTles is dayrili xma. garda parmen lorias pirovnuli xasiaTisa, mTavar saTqmels advilad rom verasodes ambobda, sityva ise gaurboda xolme, amjerad mizezi verTqmisa isic unda iyos, rom vaiTu marTlac ukve gadawyvetilia misi moxsnac da oTar CxeiZis daniSvnac mis adgilze – maincdamainc ar eCqareba amis Setyoba. da Sinagan winaaRmdegobaSic amitom moqceula – Tan suli uswrebs, gaarkvios da moisvenos, Tan urCevnia iluziiT gamoikvebos Tavi, vidre sawyen simarTles ganucxadeben. raoden mtanjveli yofila misTvis is xetiali, rkalad rom Semoweres baTum-qalaqi. uguneboba da uamurobac amitom etyoboda da mis gasaqarwyleblad amitomac enawylianobda. parmen loria imxanad mweralTa kavSiris baTumis ganyofilebis pasuxismgebeli mdivani gaxldaT. dokumentur novelaSi isicaa aRniSnuli, rom: mere marTlac gaaTavisufles parmeni da marTlac Tbilisidan gagzavnes axali mdivani. axali mdivnis vinaoba aRaraa dazustebuli, magram aq barem gaixsnas: andro lomiZe, prozaikosi. `leweSi~ rom zis oTar CxeiZesTan erTad, didi xnis gaTavisuflebulia da: – gadaetana Tu gamoetira karga xania, adviladaca laparakobda, xumrobda, icinoda, moilxenda; baTums meweoda, Camodi, roca gindodeso, Tunda winaswar Sematyobine, Tundac moulodnelad damesxi Tavsa, ramdeni kaciTac ginda damesxio; laRia Tavisufali kaci, Tu laRia, laRia. Zveli tkivilebi aRarc axsovda, aRarc is awuxebda aRaravisa, ara, aRaravisa... aki dahkarga mkiTxveli kritikosTagan mowonebis sityvas gamodevnebulma. erTxel konstantine gamsaxurdias mainc moagonebdnen Turme: gaxsovs, `mevludze~ rom ambobdio? da is gaikvirvebda: arc gamigoniao. axla sxvebi Cndebian, sxvani gaigdeben saxels, sxvani awuxeben masac da yvelasac, visac samwerlo taxtrevanis misakuTreba mouwadinebia. Rrma iumoriT, didi sixalisiT moTxrobili ambavi moulodnelad naRvliani kiloTi unda dabolovdes: `da ai, movigoneb, movigoneb da mogagoneb, visac Tu kidev moagondeba...~ moulodneloba niSandoblivia novelis finalisaTvis da viTom dokumenturi novelisaTvis ratom unda iyos ucxo?!. sruliad gamqrala sazogadoebrivi cnobierebidan im kacis saxeli, TviT konstantine gamsaxurdia rom daeCrdila popularobiT... da Tu misi wignebis im rkalis xelaxla gamocemas is uCveulo aJiotaJi aRar mohyveboda, Tavis mkiTxvels isev Seagrovebda da, Zalze warCinebulT Tu veRar, bevrs ki gaaRizianebda masobriv kulturaSi sakmao warmatebis mopovebiT. yovel SemTxvevaSi literaturis istoriis werisas mkvlevarebs upirvelesad amgvari mogonebani Tu dokumenturi novelebi unda hqondeT xeli, raTa marTebulad gaiazron gardasuli drois suraTebi, samwerlo procesis Senakadebi Tu kolorituli saxeebi, kanonzomierebanic da... ucnaurobanic, rac aramarto sixalises Sematebs Txrobas, aramed ufro Rrmad Cagvafiqrebs bedis kaprizebze... maisi 2011 migel de unamuno: `anri devrei `merkiur de fransis~ furclebze – Cemi azriT, es organo yvelaze didi popularobiT sargeblobs kosmopolitizmis argentinel mimdevarTa Soris, – radiard kiplingis Semoqmedebas rom ganixilavda, TavgamodebiT am tkicebda, am mwerals gacilebiT ukeT gamoudis nawarmoebi, romelSic moqmedeba xdeba indoeTSi, anda ase Tu ise, mainc dakavSirebulia am qveyanasTan, sadac kiplingma bavSvobis wlbi gaatara da yvelaze cocxali mogonebebic am periodze SemorCao da aseTi Rrma daskvna gamoaqvs: `ara adamians ar Rirsebia orjer da or sxvadasxva qveyanaSi ganicados bavSvoba, rasac kargad vgrZnobT, roca kiplingis sxva Temebze daweril romanebs vkiTxulobT; maTSi aSkarad Cans, rom avtori Tavs Zalas atans, vgrZnobT gare mayureblis Tvals da iseTi azri gveqneba, TiTqos eqskursiidan dabrunebulma ubis wignakSi bejiTad Seitana Tavisi STabeWdilebebio~. ra zustadaa naTqvami: `ara adamians ar Rirsebia orjer, or sxvadasxva qveyanaSi ganicados bavSvoba~. bavSvoba mxolod erTxel da erT qveyanaSi SeiZleba ganicado, mere ki yovelnairad unda ecado, rogorme SeinarCuno im qveyanaSi Seni bavSvad yofnis dro, raTa gaxde poeti, radgan poetia swored is, vis sulsac yvelaze metad msWvalavs bavSvobis mogonebebi. 33 №5 2011 *** baTumSi rom gamoCndi, xma daiyara, parmens xsnian da es unda daniSnono... mere marTlac gaaTavisufles parmeni da marTlac Tbilisidan gagzavnes axali mdivani, es mere da male... mogonebis am pasaJebidan sacnauria, rom mTlad usafuZvlod ar dayrila is xma – parmenis mdivnoba ukve gadawuruli yofila. oTar CxeiZeze rom miitanes varaudi, arc esaa Zneli asaxsneli – uecrad gamoCnda axali kaci baTumSi, axalTaobaSi yvelaze gamorCeuli mwerali, visi saxelic ukve araerTxel moxvda nomenklaturuli kritikis qarcecxlSi, aramarto saqarTveloSi, aramed moskovSi gamarTul did samwerlo forumze, sadac sastikad daamuSaves konstantine gamsaxurdiasa da levan goTuasTan erTad, rogorc nacionalisti. isic yvelas moexseneboda, Tu rogor edga mxarSi da, sadac xeli miuwvdeboda, yvelgan icavda mweralTa kavSiris Tavmjdomare da saxelovanic da xelisuflebisganac dafasebuli poeti simon Ciqovani da SesaZlebeli gaxldaT, ratomac ara, oTar CxeiZis gamdivnebac ganezraxa aWaraSi, misTvis Cabareba mweralTa kavSiris ganyofilebisa. is aravin icoda, rom misi galeqtoreba baTumis pedagogiur institutSi SemTxveviT moxda – manamde leqciebis kurss iq vaxtang WeliZe kiTxulobda, misi ufrosi megobari, vinc gabezrdeboda baTumSi yofniT, momavlis gegmebic Seecvleboda da wamosvlas gadawyvetda. institutSi sTxovdnen: egeb Seni Semcvleli Senve SemogvTavazoo. isic oTar CxeiZes moeTaTbireboda, misgan Tanxmobas miiRebda da sazRvargareTis literaturis istoriis kurss mas gadascemda. oTar CxeiZes aspirantura is-isaa daemTavrebina, sadisertacio naSromic gamzadebuli hqonda Carlz 34 dikensze, mwerluri interesic aiyoliebda baTumSi gasamgzavreblad, raTa im mxares yovelmxriv gascnoboda, da... pirvelive dRe gauTavisufldeboda Tu ara leqciebidan, ager parmen loriac gamoecxadeboda dabarebuliviT da mTels baTums Semoatarebda. ise imas SekiTxva rom CaerTo enawyliani moyolisas: marTla Sen xom ar SegarCies Cems adgilzeo, – oTar CxeiZe dabejiTebiT miugebda: CemTvis aravis araferi SemouTavazebia da arc is msmenia, rom Tqvens gaTavisuflebas apirebdneno. arada, Turme... ras ar SeiZleba gadaawyde arqivebis Cxreka-Seswavlisas, ra furcelma Tu detalma SeiZleba amohyos uecrad Tavi. ager Tund es oficialuri dokumenti Sinagan saqmeTa saministros arqividan (fondi 14, saqme 409, aRwera 22, gv. 28-30). 9 seqtemberi 1948 w. 2 # 6 saqarTvelos k.p. (b) centraluri komitetis mdivans propagandis dargSi amx. r. s. Sadurs sak. k. p. (b) centraluri komitetis 1945 wlis istoriuli dadgenile bebis Semdeg, ukanaskneli ori wlis ganmavlobaSi, saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwerlebis kavSiris aWaris ganyofi lebam garkveuli muSaoba Caatara. jer kidev 1946 wlis seqtembris bo los qarTveli mwerlebis me-3 yri lobis Sedegebis gansaxilvelad mowveul iqna aWaraSi momuSave mwer lebisa da literatorebis saerTo kreba. saerTo krebam sastikad ga akritika ganyofilebis muSaobaSi SemCneuli Secdomebi da gamgeobas daavala yvela am naklovanebaTa ga mosworeba. ganyofilebis gamgeoba Seudga kidevac am RonisZiebaTa gan xorcielebis saqmes, moiwvia gamgeo bis ramdenime sxdoma, ramdenime bri maisi №5 gada miavlina soflad da sxv. magram misi muSaobis praqtikas mainc atyvia dRemde erTgvari inertiuli damo kidebuleba SemoqmedebiTi sakiTxe bisadmi. saqarTvelos k. p. (b) aWaris saol qo komitetis da saqarTvelos sab WoTa mwerlebis kavSiris gamgeobis prezidiumis mier a/w 20-21 ivniss Catarda aWaraSi momuSave mwerle bis saerTo kreba, sadac gamoirkva, rom amx. k. rusiZis ukanaskneli ro mani `gamarjveba~ Seicavs seriozul naklovanebebs da Secdomebs. serio zuli naklovanebani gaaCnia agreT ve krebul `literaturul aWaras~. masSi gamoqveynebuli amx. p. lorias moTxroba `oqros varskvlavi~ aras worad asaxavs sabWoTa soflis si namdviles. mxatvrulad susti da sqematiuria am krebulSi moTavse buli amx. p. ruruas leqsebi da sxv. daSvebulia politikuri da isto riuli xasiaTis Secdomebi mweral j. noRaidelis naSromSi `aWara dia leqtologiurad~. yovelive zemoaRniSnuli Secdo mebi aixsneba imiT, rom saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwerlebis kavSiris aWaris ganyofilebis gamgeoba da piradad gamgeobis pasuxismgebeli mdiva ni amx. p. loria ver uwevs saWiro xelmZRvanelobas aWaraSi momuSave mwerlebs; ganyofilebaSi ar aris gaCaRebuli wminda SemoqmedebiTi xasiaTis muSaoba, ar ewyoba disku siebi axalgamosul wignebze, xel nawerebze, literaturis Teoriis sakiTxebze. saerTod, aWaraSi momu Save mwerlebis didi nawili ar muSa obs TavisTavze ideur-politikuri da mxatvruli Semoqmedebis donis amaRlebisaTvis. mweralTa kavSiris aWaris ganyo filebis muSaobis gaumjobesebis mizniT saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwer lebis kavSiris gamgeobis prezidiu mi Suamdgomlobs: 1. ganTavisuflebul iqnas saqarT velos sabWoTa mwerlebis kavSiris aWaris ganyofilebis pasuxismgebe li mdivnis Tanamdebobidan amx. par men onisimes-Ze loria. 2011 2. saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwerle bis kavSiris aWaris ganyofilebis pasuxismgebel mdivnad damtkicdes amx. oTar rostomis-Ze CxeiZe. 3. gadaxalisebul iqnas aWaris gan yofilebis gamgeobis Semadgenloba. 4. daisvas sakiTxi, raTa aRdgenil iqnas saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwerle bis kavSiris aWaris ganyofilebis organo gazeTi `sityva da saqme~. saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwerlebis kavSiris gamgeobis Tavmjdomare: (sim. Ciqovani) saqarTvelos sabWoTa mwerlebis kavSiris gamgeobis pasuxismgebe li mdivani: (al. gomiaSvili) werils adevs rostom Saduris rezolucia, daTariRebuli 14 seqtembriT: `amx. Wilaias. moelaparakeT amx. beWvaias. Tu Tanaxma aris, SeiZleba dainiSnos mwer. o. CxeiZe mwer. lorias nacvlad~. aSkaraa – centraluri komitetis mesame mdivani angariSs uwevs simon Ciqovanis rekomendacias da TviTon araferi aqvs sawinaaRmdego – moxdes es cvlileba amgvarad. magram, ai, amx. beWvaia ki... anda amx. Wilaia... yovel SemTxvevaSi im ori amxanagis – Wilaiasa da beWvaias – molaparakebisas CaSlila simon Ciqovanis ganzraxva da albaT gulSi ifiqrebda: kidev kargi, oTars winaswar rom araferi vuTxario. baTumi iwvoda im dRes da egaa, mze sadRac dabla Camosuliyo zRvaSi gansabanad da aduRebuli limonaTis SeTavazebis mets verafers axerxebda parmen loria, Sefiqrianebuli, danaRvlianebuli, calke mkiTxveli efanteboda, calke Tanamdebobac ecleboda xelidan... da yvelafers ambobda, garda im SekiTxvisa, guls rom uRrRnida: marTalia Tu ara dayrili xmebi, Cems adgilas Sen rom dauniSnixarTo. ...saidan sad amohyofs xolme uecrad Tavs raime cnoba an dokumenti. maisi vaJa-fSavela: siymawvilis STabeWdilebani ukvdavia adamianis gulSi saerTod, miTumetes niWieri adamianisa, da niWis saTave da dasawyisic swored iq aris, pirvelad patara ylorti amova da Tu araferma SeuSala xeli, TandaTan zrdas iwyebs da did xed gaizrdeba. ase swarmoebs niWis ganviTarebac. es siymawvilis STabeWdilebani asmeven poets Semoqmedebis neqtars. darwmundiT, rom siymawvilis STabeWdilebaTa bralia, rom Seqspirebma da rusTavelebma gagvagones xmebi `gulisa gasagmironi~. migel de unamuno: erTxel saxelganTqmulma portugalielma poetma gera Junkeirum miTxra, espaneTs, rogorc Cans, poetebi ara hyavso. `Tqvenma qveyanam mZime dartymebi ganicada, – ase sjida igi, – ra Tqma unda, bolos welSic gaimarTebiT da moyenebul Wrilobebsac moiSuSebT, dro, marTvis swori forma, Sromismoyvareoba da moTmineba Tavisas izams, magram is gansacdelis Jami Tqvengan mainc moiTxovda Civilsa da simwris kivilsac ki; da ramdenadac arcerT Tqvengans gansakuTrebiT ar uwuwunia, – yovel SemTxvevaSi me arc erTi ar maxsendeba, – maSasadame, arc poeti unda gyavdeT!~ – `iqneba imas gulisxmobT, uvargisi patriotebi arian da imitomao~, – vcade Tavis marTleba, – `ara, SeuZlebelia! – SesZaxa man, – moazrovne kaci, filosofosi, anda, Tu gnebavT, sociologi, SeiZleba arc iyos didi patrioti, magram poeti?! Tu poeti Soreulsa da abstraqtulze ufro Rrmad ar ganicdis imas, rac mis Tavs, mis irgvliv xdeba, is poetis garda yvelaferia!~ 35 №5 2011 Temur nadareiSvili dauvarcxneli fiqrebi (literaturuli Canaxatebi) am CanaxatebSi gadmocemulia is pirveladi STabeWdilebebi, romlebiTac Cven `vimuxtebiT~ gare samyarosTan `Sejaxebisas~. umeteswilad am procesSi warmoSobil fiqrebs mowesrigebuloba `davarcxna~ akliaT, magram imiT arian sainteresoni, rom adamianis uSualo, Seuryvnel emociebs gadmocemen. amitom gadavwyvite am fiqrebma, (yovelgvari Semdgomi `davarcxnis~ gareSe!) dRis sinaTle ixilon! xSirad SexvdebiT erT SenobaSi (erT oTaxSic ki!) sxvadasxva `juris~ sareklamo gancxadebas: namcxvrebi da qseroqsi, axali xorci da kompiuteruli momsaxureba, Jaluzebi da meoradi tansacmeli evropidan da a. S. ras izam?! sabazro ekonomikam ar icis `garCeva~ – oRond ki raime gaiyidos da gamyidvelebi eguebian amgvar ucnaur mezoblobas! *** yvela janmrTeli adamiani tiriliT xvdeba sakuTar dabadebas, magram mxolod rCeulTa xvedria (janmrTelisa Tu gansakuTrebiT arajanmrTelis!) siciliT Sexvdes sikvdils! *** axlaxan televiziiT Sevityve, rom CineTSi xSirad imarTeba baliSebiT `brZolebi~. rogorc am sanaxaobis erT-erTma monawilem ganacxada, igi verc ki gadmoscems im siamayis grZnobas, rasac ganicdis am paeqrobisas – es misTvis erTgvari ganmuxtvaa daZabuli SromiTi dRis Semdeg (gavixsenoT, marTlac ra `futkariviT muSa~ xalxia Cinelebi!). ase rom, bavSvebis sayvareli, uwyinari TamaSi baliSebiT, mowiful asakSi aseT sasargeblo, `Terapiul~ sanaxaobad iqceva xolme! *** rogorc dostoevski Tavis cnobil `mwerlis dRiurebSi~ SeniSnavs, adamianebi gulaxdili saubris dros (cnobili rusuli `разговоры по душам~!) erTmaneTs `ejibrebian~ imaSi, Tu ramdenad ubeduria TiToeuli maTgani. Tumca me mainc 36 mgonia, rom dostoevskis es dakvirveba mxolod nawilobrivaa samarTliani – amgvarad iseTi adamianebi iqcevian, romlebic Cveulebriv cxovrebaSi arafriT gamoirCevian da yuradRebis mipyrobas am ukiduresi saSualebiT – sakuTari ubedurebis `gaSiSvlebiT~ cdiloben! *** students gamocdis win araferi axsovs, Semdeg ki gamocdaze yvelaferi axsendeba! aseve msaxiobs – scenaze gasvlamde garkveuli SiSi aqvs, rom rTuli monologi daaviwydeba, magram scenaze igi brwyinvaled warmosTqvams monologs! SeiZleba kidev sxva magaliTebis moyvana... ras niSnavs adamianis es fsiqologiuri mdgomareoba? albaT imas, rom adamianis cnobierSi arsebuli codna kritikul situaciaSi droebiT qvecnobierSi gadadis, magram situaciis kidev ufro daZabva (uSualod gamocdaze, scenaze gasvla – daZabulobis piki!) imas iwvevs, rom qvecnobieri isev cnobierSi brundeba! winasityvaobis adamiani zogierTi adamiani seriozulad verafers udebs guls – TiTqos mas `eSinia~ CauRrmavdes ama Tu im movlenis arss. es pirovneba e. w `winasityvaobis adamiania~ (zogi xom mxolod wignis winasityvaobas kiTxulobs!). aseTi adamiani sakuTar niWs sxvadasxva SemTxveviT movlenebSi avlens, mas SeuZlia sxvisi qmedebebebis, saqcielis mxolod zedapiruli Sefaseba da ver (Tu ar!) wvdeba am qmedebebis Sinagan mizezebSi. swored aseT adamianze r. maisi №5 Tagori moswrebulad SeniSnavda: `Ум неглубокий постоянно выскакивает впёред, но двигаться не может!~ *** romeo da julieta, hamleti da ofelia. me mgoni, am or wyvils aerTianebs protesti samyaros mouwyoblobisadmi, oRondac romeos da julietas bunti SedarebiT lokaluri xasiaTisaa (mimarTulia ori moqiSpe gvarisadmi!), xolo hamletisa da ofeliasi ki, ufro Rrmaa, globaluria da amaRlebulia `yofna-aryofnis~ donemde! Targmanis xibli geniosi mwerlis, poetis Targmnisas, mTargmnelSi `iRviZebs~ misi sakuTari naxevrad gaucnobierebeli, Camouyalibebeli azrebi – geniosi xom Tavis nawarmoebebSi iseT mignebebs, dakvirvebebs gvTavazobs, romlebic zogadsakacobrioa! (xSirad Cvenc gagvikeTebia msgavsi mignebebi, magram cxadad ver gviTqvams sakuTari TavisTvisac ki!). axla ki Targmnisas, adamians saSualeba eZleva `sakuTari naazrevi~ (ucxo enaze dawerili!) mSobliur enaze aametyvelos da amiT mainc gamoasworos pirvelsawyisi gaubedaoba! *** Cemze didi STabeWdileba moaxdina goeTes institutSi albert ainStainis mier fardobiTobis specialuri Teoriis Seqmnis 100 wlisTavisadmi miZRvnil saRamoze naCvenebma filmma – vizualurma xilvam imisa, Tu ra mosdiT sxeulebs (am Teoriis Sesabamisad!) sinaTlis siCqaresTan (bunebaSi arsebuli maqsimaluri siCqare!) miaxloebisas. kerZod, Tu rogor mokldebian isini moZraobis mimarTulebiT, rogor iwyeben brunvas da a. S. marTlac STambeWdavi iyo am sanaxaobis xilva! me, ra Tqma unda, Teoriulad vicodi (formulebis enaze!) es yvelaferi, radgan Tavad vaswa- vli am sagans studentebs, magram e. w. kompiuteruli simulaciebiT Seqmnilma da Semdeg did ekranze gamotanilma kadrebma yovelgvar molodins gadaaWarba. es suraTebi Tavad ainStainsac ar hqonda nanaxi (aki filmis saxelwodebac aseTi iyo: `is, rac ainStains ar hqonda nanaxi!~) da miTumetes dasafasebelia ainStainis genia – man xom gonebis TvaliT dainaxa yovelive es! filmis naxvis Semdeg naTlad warmovidgine, Tu ra ucnaur samyaroSi vicxovrebdiT, sinaTlis siCqaresTan miaxloebuli siCqareebiT rom gvemoZrava! axla ki, mcire siCqareebze, es efeqtebi didad ar gvawuxebs – CvenTvis `wynarad~ varsebobT niutoniseul dro-sivrceSi da mxolod leqciebze an samecniero statiebis werisas Tu gvaxsendeba es `axirebuli~, magram realurad arsebuli samyaro! P. S. maxsendeba, skolaSi fizikis kargi maswavlebeli myavda da amitom mTeli klasis aRSfoTeba gamoiwvia skolis Semowmebisas komisiis erT-erTi wevris SeniSvnam Cveni maswavleblis mimarT, rom igi xSirad ar iyenebda e. w. TvalsaCinoebis saSualebebs – sxvadasxva saswavlo filmebs, romlebSic asaxulia umartivesi fizikuri movlenebi. zemoTaRniSnuli filmis naxvis Semdeg mivxvdi (30 wlis Semdeg!), rom marTali yofila komisiis `abezari~ wevri – erTia, rodesac Teoriulad `eWidebi~ fizikis ama Tu im problemas da sul sxvaa danaxva, `gasinjva~ am problemisa! B *** B balzaki Zalzed didi mweralia, magram masTan zogjer gmirebi sqematurad arian dayofili dadebiT da uaryofiT personaJebad. magaliTad, gobseki mxolod mevaxSea, aqedan gamomdinare yvela uaryofiTi TvisebiT. SeqspirTan ki ase ar aris! mis piesebSi ar arsebobs `mTlianad~ uaryofiTi an dadebiTi personaJi (magaliTad, dakvirvebuli mayurebeli tiran riCard mesameSic ki ipo- maisi 2011 vaJa-fSavela: Tu Cven ilias saxeliT veswrafviT ganvamtkicoT Tqvengan aTvalwunebuli `nacionalizmi~, Tqvenc ecadeT Tqvenis wamebulis saxelis saSualebiT ganamtkicoT Tqveni sayvareli `internacionalizmi~. iqneba erma Tqvendami ufro meti TnagrZnoba gamoiCinos? ara gaqvT imedi? ratom? albaT imitom, rom eri uargyofT, rogorc Tqven uaryaviT igi da Cvenc gvemuqrebiT, `xalxi gamogrekavT erTxelac iqneba, rogorc iesom vaWrebi gamodevna taZridan~. Tanaxma varT, xoo vidre amas moveswrebiT, Cven mainc Cvens samsaxurs ar movaklebT am ers. Tqvenc imedi gqondeT, ixarebdiT da iSvebdiT, rom winaswarmetyveleba Tqveni asruldeba da Cven, eqsoriaqnilni, vigonebT Cvens damarcxebas, da Tqveni muqara marTla muqarad gamodgeba da ara yvavebisa da Citebis safrTxobelad. migel de unamuno: Cemi qveynis miwawyalze rom davexetebodi, sul imas vfiq robdi, egeb sadme erovnul dvritas mivakvlio-meTqi, magram rac ufro TavgamodebiT veZebdi wminda erovnulsa da tragikuls, miT ufro vrwmundebodi, ra amao iyo Cemi garja, am mudmivad cvalebad xalxsa da mis kulturaSi TviTmyofadisa da SeZenilis erTmaneTisgan garCevas rom vlamobdi. garemosa da viTarebasTan Serwyma-SeTvisebis iseTi unari gaaCnia adamians, imdenad urTierTdapirispirebulia misi moqmedebebi Tu uku moqmedebebi an kavSirebi samyarosTan, rom marTlac daxlarTul labirinTSi amohyof Tavs, Tu ecdebi da erTi romelime adamianis, anda xalxis niSandoblivi Tvisebebis dadgenas moindomeb, miT ufro, rom maTi cxovrebis erTi wuTic ara hgavs meores. 37 №5 2011 vnis karg mxareebs, magram hamletSic aRmoaCens mankier Tvisebebs!), aramed adamiani aRiqmeba rogorc mTliani (da ara sqematuri!) fenomeni yvela misTvis damaxasiaTebeli susti da Zlieri mxareebiT da albaT esec aris Seqspiris sidiadis Semadgeneli erT-erTi komponenti! (aki cxonebuli nodar dumbaZec mogviwodebda, rom adamianisaTvis, rogorc qandakebisaTvis, yvela mxridan Segvexeda!). *** xSirad didi profesionalizmi sxva adamianebisaTvis gaugebari rCeba – imdenad `ubralod~, `msubuqad~ Rebulobs gadawyvetilebas (rTul situaciaSi!) esa Tu is cnobili mecnieri, eqimi Tu politikuri moRvawe. sinamdvileSi ki am `ubraloebis~, `simsubuqis~ miRma swored profesionalizmi (niWi, gamocdileba, intuicia da a. S.) `imaleba~! *** rio-de-Janieros erT-erT uRaribes ubanSi danaSauls mxolod imitom Cadian, rom cixeSi moxvedris Semdgom ufaso sakvebi hqondeT! es albaT gaWirvebis kulminaciaa: adamiani yvelaze ufro Zvirfas sakuTar uflebas – Tavisuflebas, lukma-purze cvlis! (marTlac, `gaRaribebuli~, `mSieri~ Tavisuflebis fasi Zalzed mcirea!). *** M axsovs erT-erTi soliduri m bankis prezidentTan me da Cemi megobari `patara saqmeze~ viyaviT Sesuli. saubari Zalzed sainteresod warimarTa, radganac Cemi megobari araordinaruli, didi inteleqtis mqone pirovnebaa da amitom prezidents mis mimarT garkveuli simpatia aReZra. Sexvedris dasrulebis Semdeg prezidentma Cveni gamocileba daapira, magram gaaxsenda, rom es `protokoliT~ ar iyo gaTvaliswinebuli da xeli aiRo am `saxifaTo~ ganzraxvaze. me maSinve gamaxsenda film `daTa TuTaSxia- 38 dan~ epizodi, rodesac polkovniki sexnievi moindomebs maTraxi daartyas daTas, magram misi Zlieri, `damuxtuli~ gamoxedva polkovniks SeaCerebs. ase rom, zogjer `ubralo~ adamianebis didi Sinagani Zalis garkveul zegavlenas `Zlierni ama qveynisanic~ ki ganicdian xolme! *** P olitbiuros sxdomaze stalins p Tavisi cnobili Cibuxis mosakideblad asanTi ramdenime cdiT ver aunTia. ganrisxebulma beladma asanTis fabrikis direqtori saswrafod gamoiZaxa, romlis xelSic ki `wyeuli~ asanTi ratomRac ainTo! stalinma direqtors wynarad miugo: `wadiT, ganagrZeT muSaoba!~kabinetidan gamosvlisas gaognebulma direqtorma ikiTxa, Tu ratom daibares igi da rodesac auxsnes rac moxda, iqve, stalinis misaRebSi gulis SeteviT gardaicvala. am samwuxaro istoriidan kargad Cans, Tu ra wnexis qveS uxdebodaT im wlebSi adamianebs cxovreba, rodesac sruliad iyo daTrgunuli maTi Rirseba da vin moTvlis kidev ramdeni aseTi tragikuli magaliTebiT iyo `gajerebuli~ maSindeli bednieri momavlis imediT `gabruebuli~ sazogadoeba! *** poetis mier sazogadoebaSi sakuTari leqsis emociurad, STambeWdavad wakiTxvisas garkveuli saSiSroeba arsebobs imisa, rom daimalos leqsis Sinaarsobrivi `siRaribe~, uniWobac ki! Tumca aucilebelia aRiniSnos, rom leqsis ganmartoebiT wakiTxvisas (`siRrmiseuli~ dadebiTi mxareebis miuxedavad!) aseve arsebobs meore gvaris saSiSroeba. kerZod, SesaZloa ar warmoCindes leqsis namdvili Rirebuleba, radganac xSirad `marto naTqvami~ swored sxva adamianebTan gancxadebisas WeSmarit mniSvnelobas iZens – Cven xom zogjer ususuri gveCveneba sakuTari nafiqri sajarod gamocxadebisas! maisi №5 2011 kritika irakli qasraSvili miSel uelbeki da tradiciuli evropis dasasruli im recenziaTa umetesobaSi, romlebic miSel uelbekis `elementarul nawilakebs~ exeba, sityvebi `Sokis momgvreli~ da `skandaluria~ gamoyenebuli. skandalurze verafers vityvi, radgan am bolo dros es sityva yvela iseTi xelovnebis nawarmoebis Tu ubralod, saqcielis Tu gamonaTqvamis aRsaniSnavad gamoiyeneba, romelic dawesebul standartebs scildeba. msgavsi SexedulebiT, me-16 saukunis yvelaze skandaluri nawarmoebi `don kixoti~ unda yofiliyo, radgan masSi mTeli maSindeli popularuli literaturaa masxrad agdebuli da arc Tanamedrove espaneTis cxovrebaa mimzidvelad daxatuli. aRarafers vambob rableze, romelic viRacas (evropaSi ara, magram sadme, dedamiwis miyruebul kuTxeSi) dResac skandalur mwerlad SeiZleba moeCvenos. ai, volteri ki, romelic ufro didi sazogado moRvawe iyo, vidre mwerali, ufro didi mwerali, vidre filosofosi da ufro didi filosofosi, vidre istorikosi, namdvilad skandalur Semoqmedad iTvleboda me-18 saukunis safrangeTSi. aman xelic ki Seuwyo imas, rom rogorc erTi rusi publicisti ambobda, mas `iseTi saCuqari gaekeTebina evropisaTvis, romlis fasi yovel saukuneSi ufro metad gaizrdeba. volterma evropas misi sazogadoebrivi azri aCuqa. man uCvena evropelebs, rom maTi bedi maTsave xelSia~. ara mgonia, uelbeks amgvari ambiciuri miznis miRweva SeeZlos, an Tundac, surdes. Tumca, TviTon aRniSnavs, rom WeSmariteba skandaluria da SeiZleba, Segnebuladac ki miiltvis skandalisaken, radgan sxvagvari, araskandaluri WeSmaritebis Ziebis survili mis gmirebs, didi xania, dakarguli aqvT. rac Seexeba Soks, is SeiZleba marTlac ganicadoT, roca uelbekis sax- elganTqmul romans kiTxulobT, magram ara mgonia, mwerali mizanmimarTulad cdilobdes am grZnobis gamowvevas mkiTxvelSi. is mxolod arsebul realobas gadmogvcems da amisaTvis namdvilad ver davZraxavT. miT umetes, rogorc yvela namdvili mwerali, imaze mogviTxrobs, rasac metismetad kargad icnobs. misi popularobis mTavari mizezic albaT isaa, rom Tanamedrove evropeli swored sakuTar Tavs xedavs mis gmirebSi. mindoda, meTqva, `aRweril sazogadoebaSi~-meTqi, magram gamaxsenda, rom sazogadoeba, rogorc aseTi, uelbekis nawarmoebebSi arc arsebobs, adamianuri kavSirebi darRveulia, urTierTobebi xelovnuri da zedapirulia, iseTi, rogoric `elementaruli nawilakebis~ dasawyisSi, jerzinskis gacilebis wveulebazea TanamSromlebs Soris an seqsiTaa gajerebuli (Tu mxolod masze damyarebuli), rogoric nudistur banakebsa da tailanduri masaJis salonebSia. sazogadoeba calkeul individebad, molekulebadaa daSlili, adamianebad, romlebic, marTlac, `elementarul nawilakebad~ gvevlinebian. magram yvelaze mZime mainc maTi sulieri sicariele, ufro sworad, sruli gamofitulobaa. sicarielis analizi ki SeuZlebelia, igi SeiZleba mxolod dainaxo da Tuki mwerlobis Wia gyavs Semjdari, scado, sxvebsac Seavlebino misTvis Tvali. uelbekic am gamofitulobis gamomwvevs yvelgan eZebs – bavSvobis gancdebSi, ojaxur problemebSi, daukmayofilebel seqsualur fantaziebSi, aRzrdis sistemaSi, qveynis istoriaSi, Tanamedrove yofis simartiveSi, magram mTavari mizezi yvelafrisa – usiyvarulobaa. am cnebas, romelic qristianuli msoflmxedvelobis centrSi dgas, TandaTan ekargeba azri Tanamedrove maisi 39 №5 2011 sazogadoebaSi. misi Canacvleba ki sxva cnebiT praqtikulad SeuZlebelia. ise, rogorc `surogati deda~ verasodes Secvlis namdvil dedas, romelic ara mxolod sakuTar rZes Tu siTbos unawilebs Svils, aramed sakuTari arsebis nawiladac aRiqvams. ori sxvadasxva mamakacisgan gaCenili da lamis dabadebidanve upatronod migdebuli Svilebis, miSelis da brunos, sakuTar dedasTan, `Zvel bozsa~ da `maradiul hipisTan~ gamoTxovebis scena, albaT, erT-erTi yvelaze sazizRari scenaa msoflio literaturaSi (namdvil literaturas vgulisxmob da ara grafomanias). metismetad simbolurad Tu gaviazrebT am moments, es gardacvlili evropis gamomSvidobebaa STamomavlebTan, romelTa bediTac arasodes dainteresebula. kidev ufro simboluria scena, sadac sasaflaosken mimavali bruno gvelis mokvlas cdilobs da amis sapasuxod mxcovani wvermoSvebuli hipi Wkuis damrigeblurad etyvis: gvelsac sakuTari adgili aqvs samyaroSio. is xalxi, romelTac dedaSviluri siyvaruli anaqronizmad uqceviaT, samagierod qvewarmavalTa dacvaze arian gadagebuli. `dabadebis wigni~ maTTvis qilikis wyaroa, xolo de golis `paternalisturi sazogadoebisgan~ adamianebis dacva – wminda movaleoba. TiTqmis asi wlis win rudolf Staineri ambobda, rom Tanamedrove kacobriobis erT-erTi mTavari Secdoma siyvarulisa da seqsis gaigivebaao. uelbeks ukiduresobamde mihyavs es igiveoba. misi gmirebisTvis siyvaruli upirvelesad yovelgvari saxis SeuzRudav seqss niSnavs da mets arc arafers. zogadad, araseqsualuri urTierTobebi mis gmirebs Soris arc arsebobs. adamianis arsebobaSi fiziologiaa wamyvani, ara marto wamyvani, aramed erTaderTi realobac. SeiZleba, swored amitomacaa, rom sasiyvarulo istoriebi `elementarul nawilakebSi~ tragikulad, qalebis udroo gardacvalebiT mTavrdeba, xolo `platformis~ gmirs, viTom- 40 dac idealur qals, zRvidan gamoCenili teroristebi klaven. Tumca, is ki warmoudgenelia, rom maTi sayvarlebi axalgazrda verteriviT tyvias daixlian an romeosaviT sawamlavs Sesvamen, raTa ukan miyvnen satrfoebs. erTi maTgani, ubralod, fsiqiatriul klinikaSi midis sakuTari fexiT, meore – taxtze wamowolili Tu kompiuterTan mimjdari, molekulur biologiaze fiqrs agrZelebs, mesame – tailandis erTi sastumrodan meoreSi gadadis da ase Semdeg... saerTod, `elementarul nawilakebSi~ bevrganaa saubari biologiasa da qimiaze, aqa-iq planki, haizenbergi da boric arian naxsenebi. molekuluri biologia da is saocari Sedegebi, romelsac mecnierebma dnm-is da genebis gaSifvrisas miaRwies, uaxloes momavalSi adamianTa cxovrebis warmmarTvel Zalad aris gamoyvanili. uelbeki imasac kargad gviCvenebs, rom, rac ufro metad Seicnobs Tanamedrove adamiani sakuTar sxeuls, biologiur Taviseburebebs, miT ufro Sordeba RmerTs. mecniereba sayovelTao aRtacebisa da lamis Tanamedrove religiis donidan bolo asi wlis ganmavlobaSi metismetad miwier da zogjer rutinul saqmianobamde davida. is banaluri da kompleqsebiT gatenili adamianebic, romlebic mas emsaxurebian da yoveldRiurad qmnian teqnikur saocrebebs, Tvalis daxamxamebaSi rom cvlian Cvens cxovrebas, sruliad ar hgvanan axali religiis qurumebs. maT arc saerTo rwmena aerTianebT, arc idea, romelsac mzad arian, Tavic ki Seswiron da arc raime gansakuTrebuli magaliTis micema SeuZliaT sxvebisTvis. isini, ubralod, im saqmes akeTeben, rac met-naklebad kargad ician da amaSi sakmao anazRaurebas iReben. aq, albaT, upriania erTi cnobili fraza gavixsenoT tarkovskis `solarisidan~, filmidan, romelic Soreul momavals exeba: `mecniereba SeiZleba mxolod zneobasTan erTad ganviTardes~. saerTod, `elementarul nawi lakebSi~ gamoyvanili adamiani, maisi №5 romelsac, sxvaTa Soris, es wigni eZRvneba, Tanamedrove evropuli samyaros produqtia, istoriis im axali etapisa, romelic meore msoflio imis Semdeg daiwyo. erTi berZnuli miTis mixedviT, mas Semdeg, rac gmirTa epoqis adamianebma sisxlismRvrel brZolebSi gaJlites erTmaneTi, RmerTebma miwisagan maTi axali modgma Seqmnes. uelbeksac surs, dagvanaxos axali adamianis Seqmna, adamianisa, romelic mxolod da mxolod miwis Svilia da aRar gaaCnia sulieri ganzomileba. igi sabolood bunebrivi gziT gamravlebazec ki ambobs uars da sruliad axali, bunebrivi klonirebis Sedegad miRebuli kacobriobiT icvleba. erTmaneTis miyolebiT CamoTvlis avtori evropis uaxlesi istoriis umniSvnelovanes TariRebs (1945 – meore msoflio omis dasasruli da axali evropis Seqmnis dasawyisi, 1968 – memarcxene axalgazrdobis gamosvlebi da seqsualuri revolucia, 1974-75 – `cxovrebis wesis faruli, magram Zirfesviani cvlileba dasavlur sazogadoebaSi~), romlebmac Tanamedrove evropelis CamoyalibebaSi udidesi wvlili Seitanes. albaT mis mwerlur warmatebad (da mkiTxvelTa garkveuli nawilisTvis mimzidvelad) unda CavTvaloT is, Tu rogor damajereblad gviCvenebs, rom mravali zrdasruli adamianis qcevis mizezebi, gansxvavebul interesTa jgufebSi gaerTianeba Tu Rrmaazrovani msjelobebi xSirad seqsualuri miswrafebebis dakmayofilebis surviliTaa ganpirobebuli. sazogadod, meore msoflio omis Semdeg evropaSi da Semdeg mTel msoflioSi axali epoqa daiwyo, epoqa, romlis dadgomac ortega-igasetma `masebis amboxSi~ gvauwya. es aris masobrivi moxmarebis, masobrivi kulturis, teqnologiuri revoluciis, `samyaros, rogorc supermarketis~ da `erTganzomilebiani~ adamianis epoqa. ori damangreveli msoflio omiT gadaRlilma kacobriobis evropulma nawilma komfortSi, garTobasa da moxmarebaSi hpova Tavdaviwyeba. uelbekis gmirebic suliT xorcamde (Tu xorciT sulamde) am epoqis Svilebi arian. maT sakuTari bednierebisaTvis brZolis an axlobeli adamianis daxmarebis Snoc ki aRar SerCeniaT. jerzinski udrtvinvelad uTmobs sakuTari satrfos pirveli Ramis uflebas meqalTane da maniak metoqes, xolo brunos imis unaric ar aqvs, sakuTar Svils, romelic masaviT martoobiT itanjeba, odnav mainc Seumsubuqos cxovrebis tvirTi. rTul situaciaSi isini orive gaqcevas amjobineben, vidre uaxloesi adamianebisTvis sakuTari sulis nawilis gaRebas. Tumca SeuZlebelia gaiRo is, rac ar gagaCnia. Tuki `caTa sasufeveli ZaliT iReba~, uelbekis gmirebs iq araferi esaqmebaT, radgan sakuTar Tavs Zalas veranairad ver atanen. zogadad, yvelaferi, rac saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi normaluri adamianis cxovrebis safuZvelia ara marto evropaSi, aramed mTel dedamiwaze – Svilebis siyvaruli, mSoblebis pativiscema, erTguleba, TanagrZnoba, solidaroba, urTierTdaxmareba – uelbekis gmirebisaTvis iseve ucxoa, rogorc vTqvaT, Txis an RorisaTvis. amitomaa mis wignebSi adamianisa da cxovelebis qcevis gauTavebeli Sedarebebi, romlebic konrad lorencis dawerili gegonebaT. `platformis~ da `kunZulis SesaZleblobis~ gmirebi ise laparakoben sakuTari mSoblebis urTierTobasa Tu Svilis TviTmkvlelobaze, rogorc romelime ZaRli an kata isaubrebs, metyveleba rom SeeZlos. bavSvebi xom saerTod patara urCxulebad arian gamoyvanili – isini tirian, Cxavian, qveS isvrian, mudam mSoblebis yuradRebas iTxoven, rac ufro izrdebian, miT met fuls gaxarjineben da nakleb pativs gcemen. maT yolas isev patara, miusafari lekvis ayvana sjobs quCidan. evropel ufrosebs, rogorc maT uelbeki aRwers, SvilebisTvis ar scxelaT. isini samsaxuriT an ufro xSirad, Tavisi TaviT arian dakavebuli – zogi pip Souze dadis, zogi sadomazoxistur klubSi. sxvebs – sayvarelTan paemanze, ucxo qveynebSi samogzaurod an samyarosTvis maisi 2011 vaJa-fSavela: zogs hgonia, rom namdvili patriotizmi ewinaaRmdegeba kosmopolitizms, magram es Secdomaa. yoveli namdvili patrioti kosmopolitia ise rogorc yoveli gonieri kosmopoliti (da ara Cveneburi) patriotia. rogor? ase, – romeli adamianic Tavis ers emsaxureba keTilgonierad da cdilobs Tavis samSoblo aRamaRlos gonebriv, qonebriv da zneobriv, amiT is umzadebs mTels kacobriobas saukeTeso wevrebs, saukeTeso megobars, xels uwyobs mTeli kacobriobis ganviTarebas, keTildReobas. Tu mTelis eris ganviTarebisaTvis saWiroa kerZo adamianTa aRzrda, agreTve calke erebis aRzrdaa saWiro, raTa kacobrioba warmoadgendes ganviTarebuls jgufsa; Tu kerZo adamianisaTvis aris sasargeblo aRzrda nacionaluri, individualuri, agreTve yoveli erisaTvisaa sasargeblo aseTi aRzrda, raTa yovelma erma mometebuli Zala, energia, Taviseburoba gamoiCinos da sakuTari Tanxa Seitanos kacobriobis salaroSi... migel de unamuno: `unda virwmunoT CvenTvis damaxasiaTebeli TviTmyofa doba, virwmunoT, rom mudam davrCebiT TavisTavadni da dae movardes garedan Smagi TqeSi, gvexuros gacocxlebuli wvima~. 41 №5 2011 axali, egzotikuri WeSmaritebebis dasamtkiceblad mieCqarebaT. an iqneb, ubralod, surT wamowvnen da TeTrad SeRebil Wers miaSterdnen saaTobiT. uelbekis gmirebi mxolod sakuTari arsebis, an ufro sworad, sakuTari sxeulis garSemo arian koncentrirebuli. samyaros an yofierebis arsis Secnoba maTTvis mxolod seqsualobis Secnobas niSnavs. bednierebis receptic martivia – Tu kacs sakuTari sqesobrivi cxovreba siamovnebas aniWebs da akmayofilebs, Tuki iseT qals Sexvda, romelic axalgazrdaa, mimzidvelad gamoiyureba, naklebs saubrobs, kompleqsebi ar awuxebs, partniors Tavs ar abezrebs romantikuli urTierTobebis moTxovniT da mzadaa misi yovelgvari erotikuli fantazia daakmayofilos, jgufuri seqsisa Tu sadomazoxizmis CaTvliT, igi bednieria. Tu arada – misi cxovreba groSadac ar Rirs, xolo nebismieri sxva interesi, iqneba es kurdRlebis moSeneba Tu turizmis ganviTareba, yalbi da zizRis momgvrelia. meore msoflio omis dros ambobdnen, rom `Tumca de golma safrangeTis gadarCena ver SeZlo, misi Rirseba mainc ixsnao~. Rirsebis xsna ki imiT moaxerxa, rom yvelaze mZime damarcxebis Semdegac ar mouxara Tavi faSistur borotebas. uelbekis gmirebs arc de golTan da arc istoriul safrangeTTan – mari de Sampanis, ludoviko wmindas, Jana d’arkis, francisk pirvelis, baiardis, riSelies, napoleonis, marSal foSisa da klemansos samSoblosTan saerTo araferi aqvT. isini TiTqos adamianTa axal jiSs warmoadgenen, sxva planetidan gadmosrolils im qveyanaSi, romelsac gaugebrobis gamo jer kidev Zveli saxeli SerCenia. normandiaSi gadmosxmuli amerikuli desantis Tavdadeba, jariskacebis gmiroba, uSiSrad rom garbodnen germanuli tyviamfrqvevebisken am axali adamianebisTvis mxolod qilikis sagania (albaT imitom, rom gasrolis pirvelive xmaze mzad arian, miwas gaekran da Tavi aRar wamowion), xolo `samSoblos~ cneba iseTive 42 uazroa, rogorc mindvris TagvisTvis im soros siyvaruli, sadac SemTxveviT gaCnda. isini ufro im gamofituli qveynis Svilebi arian, romlis sasicocxlo Zalebi ise daiSrita pirveli msoflio omis sisxlian, talaxian sangrebSi, rom sul raRac oci wlis Semdeg lamis TiTis gaunZrevlad Cabarda hitlers, oRond ki xelaxla ar gadaetana verdenis xocva-Jleta an, Tundac, somis brZolis simZime. moqalaqeebi axla imisken Tu iltvian, rom sxeulis umartivesi moTxovnilebani daikmayofilon sul ufro da ufro daxvewili xerxebiT da demokratiadac swored is miaCniaT, rom veravin gabedos maTTvis amaSi xelis SeSla im samyaroSi, saidanac saboloodaa gandevnili codvis cneba. Tavis droze Stefan cvaigi wuxda, rom mecxramete saukunis evropul literaturaSi sqesobrivi cxovreba TiTqmis ar iyo asaxuli da adamianis yofis es mniSvnelovani nawili mweralTa SedarebiT nakleb yuradRebas imsaxurebda. cvaigi rom uelbeks moswreboda, albaT, sixaruliT ganacxadebda, sqesobrivi survilebis Tu aqtis Riad da dawvrilebiT aRweris sakiTxi evropul mwerlobaSi erTxel da samudamodaa gadaWrilio, xolo uelbekis Tanamemamule da sexnia fuko xom xelisgulebs gadaityavebda taSiscemiT (Tu, rasakvirvelia, isini sxva saqmiT ar eqneboda dakavebuli). `elementarul nawilakebSi~ avtori ramdenjerme axenebs iudeoqristianuli (igive dasavluri anu evropuli) civilizaciis TviTlikvidacias da es arcaa gasakviri. evropulma civilizaciam am religiebisgan ori tradiciuli sayrdeni miiRo: iudaizmisagan – rwmena (upirvelesad, RvTis rwmena), qristianobisagan – siyvaruli (upirvelesad, moyvasis siyvaruli). dResdReobiT ki, rodesac evropuli taZrebi gamocarielebulia, siyvaruli ki seqsis erT-erT nairsaxeobadaa qceuli, aseTi civilizaciis momavali metismetad bundovani Cans. uelbeki damajereblad gviCvenebs, rom masSi mcxovreb adamianTa umravlesobis yvelaze damaxa- maisi №5 siaTebeli Tvisebebi gulgriloba da sulieri sicarielea. misi kiTxvisas SeuZlebelia, ar gagaxsendeT ivane karamazovis sityvebi: `Tu RmerTi ar arsebobs, yvelaferi daSvebulia~. SemTxveviTi araa, rom antiutopisti mwerlebidan, mravlad rom gvaCuqa meoce saukunem, uelbeki mxolod haqslis moixseniebs, Tanac araerTxel. es ara marto imis bralia, rom haqsli zogierTebisTvis hipebis ideuri winapari iyo, aramed imisic, rom man metad damajereblad aRwera sruliad bednieri da embrionebis meSveobiT gamravlebuli kacobriobis Soreuli momavali. uelbekis `elementaruli nawilakebi~ pirobiTad SeiZleba haqslis `mSvenieri axali qveynis~ pirvel nawiladac CavTvaloT, jerzinski ki – adamianebis embrionebiT gamravlebis mamamTavrad, vinme bokanovskis nacvlad. uelbeki im qveynierebisken mimavali gzis dasawyiss gviCvenebs, romelmac dasrulebuli saxe haqslis romanSi miiRo. samyaroSi, sadac `deda~ da `mama~ salanZRavi sityvebia, yoveli qali yovel mamakacs ekuTvnis, normaluri adamiani velurad aRiqmeba, erTgvarovneba ki – cxovrebis wesad. mosalodneli iyo, rom uelbeki britaneli mwerlis xsenebiT ar dakmayofildeboda da TviTonac moindomebda antiutopiis Seqmnas, rac ganaxorciela kidec `kunZulis SesaZleblobaSi~, romlis is nawilebi, klonirebuli, danomrili arsebebiT dasaxlebul dedamiwaze rom mogviTxrobs, TavisTavad, ukve haqslis romanis gagrZelebad SeiZleba CaiTvalos. CemTvis ki `elementaruli na wilakebi~ wigni-gafrTxilebaa, imis naTeli ilustracia, Tu amJamad rogoria da saiT miemarTeba Zveli kontinenti, rom tradiciuli evropis dasasruls, romelzec asi wlis win werda osvald Spengleri, Cvens Tvalwin, yoveldRiurad esxmeba xorci. jer kidev Cvenzea damokidebuli, es dasasruli raRac axlis, aranakleb Rirebulis da nayofieris dasawyisi gaxdeba Tu uZvelesi civi- lizaciis droSi gawelili TviTlikvidacia iqneba. gadaiqcevian Tu ara Cveni STamomavlebi alfebad, betebad da gamebad, daniel24-ebad da maria22-ebad. Tu haqslis da mis kvalad, uelbekis mier aRwerili momavali realobad iqceva, maSin drois sul mcire istoriul monakveTSi evropaSi araTu sazogadoebrivi azris da TviTon sazogadoebis degradacia moxdeba, SeiZleba saerTod aRarc darCes adamiani, romlisTvisac wignis miZRvna gaxdeba SesaZlebeli. *** romeliRac cnobili filosofosi ambobda, aravis daainteresebs Txebis msoflio istoriis Tormettomeulis wakiTxvao. marTalia, uelbeki amJamad Zalian popularulia, magram rac ufro meti fiziologia da pornografia iqneba mis wignebSi, miT ufro naklebad saintereso gaxdeba isini. literaturis es sfero wresaviTaa, rac ufro mets aRwer, miT ufro metad imeoreb imas, rac ukve gaqvs naTqvami. personaJebis gancdebi ki sul ufro metad emsgavseba Txebis Tu ara, zogadad cxovelTa gancdebs mainc. uelbekis pirveli wigni (sabednierod, es `elementaruli nawilakebi~ aRmoCnda), didi interesiT wavikiTxe, meore – cota gamiWirda, mesame Zliv-ZlivobiT davasrule, meoTxe – ramdenime Tavis Semdeg mivatove da mexuTes aRarc gadavSli. vici, rom aseTi ram arasodes damemarTeba, Tundac, sent-egziuperis kiTxvisas, romelic caSi imisTvis aiWra, rom iqidan ukeTesad Seecno miwieri cxovreba. uelbekisadmi Cemi interesis TandaTan Semcirebis mizezi ki erTi ubralo da ZvelTaZveli WeSmaritebaa – adamianis yofa mxolod da mxolod fiziologiaze ar daiyvaneba, mas sxva, bevrad ufro mniSvnelovani da saintereso ganzomilebebic aqvs. swored es maZlevs imeds, rom klonebiT dasaxlebuli dedamiwis apokalifsuri momavali mxolod romanebis furclebze darCeba da realobad arasodes iqceva. maisi 2011 migel de unamuno: literaturis, xelovnebis, mecnierebisa Tu filosofiis istoriaSi xSirad vxvdebiT erT friad saintereso movlenas – ori adamiani, romelic arc erTmaneTs icnobda, arc erTimeoris Semoqmedebas da saerTod, arc urTierToba hqoniaT rodisme, erTi gziT uvlia, erTnairi koncefciebi Camouyalibebia da erTnairi daskvnebic gamoutania. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom aseTi ram xdeba msgavs garemosa da viTarebaSi, anda, ufro sworad, istoriis siRrmeSia saZiebeli da elodeba, sanam vinme miagnebdes da dRis sinaTleze gamoitandes. vaJa-fSavela: exla vin unda uSvelos xalxs? vin unda gamoiyenos igi am eklian bardidan? – ra Tqma unda, Cvenma Tvalaxilebulma inteligenciam, romelic am mxriv dRes arafers akeTebs da arc SemdegisTvis fiqrobs rame gaakeTos. Cvenma inteligenciam, Tu SeiZleba amgvar herostratebs inteligencia daarqvas kacma, nacvlad imisa, erisTvis eCvenebina swore gza cxovrebisa, eswavlebina Tavis Tavis movla-patronoba, qarTvel kacs aaRebina xeli Tavis pirovnebaze, TavisTavze, Seitana xalxSi damaxinjebuli kosmopolitizmi erTobis saxeliT, moukla erovnuli grZnoba, dauxSo energia, dauketa gza TviTcnobierebisaken. Tavadaznauroba ucxoelebze hyidis mamul-deduls, xolo glexoba Tavis `nadelebis~ naRalurs ugdebs xelSi CarCebs... Cven ki vucdiT garedan mujluguns, kiserSi yistebs, ucxo, gareSe kacis atexils gangaSs: `ade Zmobilo, adeqi, gaiRviZe, ra dagmarTnia, xedav ra ambavia Sens Tavsa, ram dagaClunga, ram dagaoCna?! manamde ki gulze xelebi davikriboT, mivandoT Cveni Tavi bedsa da iRbals... gikvirT? me ar mikvirs~. 43 №5 2011 qeTevan Sengelia radiopiesebis mSvenieri binadrebi (inga miloravas Semoqmedebis mixedviT) ramdeni Semoqmedicaa, imdennairi samyaro arsebobs qveynad. maTi xasiaTis sirTulesac da mSvenierebasac xSir SemTxvevaSi mravalgvari winapiroba da garesamyaroSi arsebuli realobis susxi gansazRvravs. mwerals yofiTi problemebiT ga mowveuli wvrilmani saWirboroto sazrunavi ubiZgebs xolme aforiaqebisa da Sinagani tragizmisaken, rom aRaraferi vTqvaT wuTisoflis mier `SemoTavazebul~ adamianur katasrtofebze; is pirovnebas arTmevs dros da Zalas, aiZulebs gaxdes pragmatuli saazrovno sivrcis nawili. yovelive es Zvirad ujdeba Semoqmeds, rac mis energiasa da nervebze aisaxeba. Seqmna raime, iseTi, rac salbunad daedeba adamianis sulsa da guls, isedac Znelia, miT ufro im viTarebaSi, Tuki tragikuli qveynis Svili xar, Tu Seni Taobis yvela tkivili mxrebiT atare da Tan ise, rom gulSi siwrfele ar gamoglevia, zneoba gverdze ar gadagidvia da angariSianobis morevs nebiT ar Cahyolixar. aravisTvis ar aris axali, rom genetikuri kodi, istoriuli warsuli da awmyo, mSobliuri garemo wvrTnis da ayalibebs xasiaTs. zemoT nafiqri ganzogadebani Cemi Taobis erT Semoqmeds maxsenebs, romlis did, cisfer TvalebSic eteva dilis zRvis feri, Rirseba da saTuTi suli. zamTris dilaa, magram mainc mzes velodebi... rac ar unda akldes qarTvels, mze arasdros aklia, arc gareT da arc gulSi; mainc Znelia molodini... miT ufro mouTmenelia is, roca rame mniSvnelovans da diads elodebi... elodebi sikeTes da siyvaruls; swored `molodinia~ inga miloravas erT-erTi SesaniSnavi piesis saxelwodeba, romelic upirveles yovlisa, adamianuri siT- 44 bos molodins gulisxmobs, rasac yvelaze didi saswaulis moxdena SeuZlia. am piesis mrwamsi sikeTis da siyvarulis arsebobisa da armoSlis dasturia, da amgvari azrovneba, sadac ausrulebeli ki ara, asrulebuli survilia gadmocemuli, imedis naperwkals yovelTvis aRvivebs da gamSvidebs, radgan mwerali gidasturebs, rom Zlieri survili, moTmineba da am survilisTvis gacemuli energia bolos da bolos nayofs gamoiRebs, bolos da bolos dagasaCuqrebs samyaro uCveulo da Zvirfasi saCuqriT da saswaulic axdeba. saswauls marTlac rom ar moisaklisebs es piesa. misi mTavari gmiri sidonia 10 weli da 10 Tve orsuladaa da bavSvs elodeba. bavSvs ki ar surs dabadeba, radgan mas da mis momaval mSobels guli ar gaTbobiaT. sidonias aravin mohferebia da gverdze aravin dasdgomia. adamianis dabadeba yvelaze mniSvnelovani movlenaa da swored am faqtTan aqvs dakavSirebuli mwerals siyvaruli, sikeTe, sinaTle, megobroba da rwmena; bavSvi aq am yovelives simboluri xatia. piesaSi pirdapir araferia naTqvami. ase rom iyos, es mxatvruli teqsti arc radiopiesad iqceoda; ar daidgmeboda, ar eqneboda is xibli, romlis gamoc giCndeba araerTxel mosmenis da wakiTxvis survili. inga milorava nawarmoebis ideaze da iq wamoWril mniSvnelovan da, Tu kargad davukvirdebiT, tragikul Temebzec, romliTac savsea es samyaro, pirdapir da damZimebuli mxatvruli pasaJebiT arafers gvixatavs. amgvari Txroba daazaralebda am mravalmxriv saintereso piesas. mwerlis mTeli ostatobac es gaxlavT, rom nawarmoebSi mtkivneuli da adamianTaTvis mtanjveli yofis maisi №5 gamomxatveli momentebi msubuqad, xSir SemTxvevaSi gaSarJebuli pasaJebiT da maxvilgonivruli ironiiT aris gadmocemuli. sidonia gamoiZaxebs televizoris SemkeTebels, romlis saxelic gaxlavT mgela. mgela yofili mocekvavea, romelic 15 weli cekvavda da `90-iani wlebis qarTuli cekvis warRvnis~ Semdeg ostatobas mihyo xeli; rasakvirvelia is damorCilebulia beds da amaze araTu dardobs, aRarc ki wuwunebs. es erTi SexedviT patara detalic adamianuri sawuxaris erTi Strixia da mwerali axerxebs yovelgvari mZime gancdebis gareSe daxatos amqveyniuri imadgacruebis erTi saSineli faqti. piesas Tan gasdevs TiTqos umniSvnelo dialogebi da amave dros, am detalebiT iqmneba erTi SexedviT faruli, magram sinamdvileSi yofiTi da istoriuli kataklizmebiT savse foni... piesaSi aRwerili ambebi mkiTxvels RimilTan erTad sevdasac hgvris. `Cemi aRsareba Cemi epoqis aRsarebaao~ – werda romen rolani. kargad vicnobT saSualo Taobis problemebs da amitom inga miloravas piesebis (`molodini~, `faifuris mocekvave~, `kamkama haeri nestian sardafSi~...) da ara marto piesebis mixedviT Tamamad SegviZlia vTqvaT, rom misi Semoqmedeba Cemi Taobis aRsarebac gaxlavT. saSuria avtoris xelwerisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli `Tbili~ kritikuli Sefasebani da amavdroulad uxeiro movlenaTa mkafio gamovlenac. es foni Zalian mniSvnelovania, radgan misi saSualebiT inga milorava axerxebs mkiTxveli gaaSoros im oTaxis kedlebs, sadac mTavari personaJebi xvdebian erTmaneTs da iSleba maTi urTierTobis saintereso scenebi. am fonis saSualebiT Cven vmogzaurobT Cveni qveynis bolo ocdaaTwleulis sazogadoebrivi yofisa da sinamdvilis istoriul sivrceSi. amgvari StrixebiT Cven vigebT cekvis gamo rogor gaawbila mgelam `geologi mama, pionerxelmZRvaneli mamida da buRalteri biZa~, es teqsti kritikisa da ironiis sagania, Tundac imitom, rom `sabWouri periodis~ yofisTvis damaxasiaTebeli detalebi ase komikurad da bunebrivad aris Casmuli piesis dialogebSi da gvaxsenebs im simaxinjes, roca es arafrismTqmeli `pioneroba~ da lideroba did saqmed iyo miCneuli; gvaxsenebs Tundac im umsgavso movlenas, roca bavSvis momaval arCevanSi mTeli naTesaoba erTad monawileobda da adamianis arCevani izRudeboda. aqve Tvalwin gveSleba Cveni dRevandeli yofisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli tragi-komikuri Strixebic. televizoris SekeTebis dros gvesmis erT-erT gadacemaSi rogor mimarTaven reJisors, romlis saxelic gaxlavT – kokuSa. kokuSa gvesaubreba sakuTar Semoqmedebaze, sadac mTeli speqtakli mitingia, mas Tavdacvis saministrodan undoda eTxova qvemexebi, magram, ratomRac ar isrodao – ambobs; daxasiaTebulia reportaJic `tusovkidan~ (am sityvis gareSe xom verafriT ver moxerxdeboda qarTulad saubari?). erTi sityviT, Cveni Jurnalistebis `saocari~ miRwevebi da `daxvewili~ metyveleba SesaniSnavad aris gaSarJebuli ise, rom mwerlis mTavari saTqmeli gverdze ar gvrCeba; piriqiT, foni wyals usxams piesis mTavari gmirebis survilebis da swrafvis akumulirebas. saxalisod aqvs gadmocemuli avtors qalisa da mamakacis auwyobeli urTierTobebi piesis mTavari gmiris dis – elisos biografiis magaliTze; romelsac (sidonias azriT) oTxi mazoxisti qmari Sexvda; Tavad ki ver gaamarTla maTi imedebi, radgan ar iyo sadisti. maT Soris mxolod mesame qmars gaumarTlebs, romelsac sxva coli – namdvili da karga gvariani sadisti Sexvdeba, profesiiT – skolis istoriis maswavlebeli. vfiqrobT komentari aRar aris saWiro, radgan msgavss Tu ara mimsgavsebul movlenebs cxovrebaSi xSirad vakvirdebiT. es fragmenti piesaSi kidev uamravi TemiT aris datvirTuli da avtori komizmis fonze, sxarti da mokle dialogebiT SesaniSnavad axerxebs adamianis yofisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli urigo movlenebis gamomzeurebas yovelgvari Wkua-darigebisa da ma- maisi 2011 vaJa-fSavela: geniosTa nawarmoebebi erov nul niadagze da xSirad eTnografiulzea aRmocenebuli, maSasadame, – kerZo Tvisebisa zogad sakacobrio xdeba da erTnairad sayvarelia yvela adamianisTvis, romel erovnebasac unda ekuTvnodes igi... migel de unamuno: roca ase Tu ise gavecani sicilieli mwerlis Semoqmedebas, ase megona sakuTari Tavi sarkeSi davinaxe da davinaxe iseTi, rogorsac marto me vicnobdi; xolo roca vkiTxulobdi, sul amas gaviZaxodi – `aki mec amas vambobdi-meTqi!~ da TiTqmis darwmunebuli var, rom iseve rogorc me ar vicnobdi pirandelos Semoqmedebas, arc is, pirandelo icnobda Cemsas da Tu me mwams Cemi sakuTari TviTmyofadoba, swored aseve vaRiareb mis TviTmyofadobasac. mwerali verasodes moipovebs aRiarebas mimbaZvelobiT, ragind ecados... publikacia moamzada meri titviniZem 45 №5 2011 vanTa `yuris awevis~ gareSe, TiTqos xalisianad migvaniSnebs urTierTobebSi SemoWril mankierebebze. mgela diasaxliss gamohkiTxavs Tavisi mdgomareobis Sesaxeb da sakmaod mSvidad egueba im faqts, rom sidonia amdeni xania orsuladaa. `10 weli da aTi Tve?!~ – erTi ki SesZaxebs gaocebuli, magram ufro meti emociisTvis unari aRar yofnis, radgan es qali misTvis mTavari da mniSvnelovani jer ar gamxdara; garda amisa, mwerali gvaxsenebs, rom roca adamiani Zalian gadaRlilia uaryofiTi emociebisgan, mas uCveulo movlenebis gamo gaocebis Zala aRar Seswevs. sidoniasa da mgelas dialogebi Zalian sxartia, saubarSi bevri saintereso da ucnauri ram irkveva: sidoniam zustad ar icis visia bavSvi, bavSvis mama savaraudod an 11 wlis win samSobloSi dabrunebuli stivenia, an erTi CiCotkis mocekvave an hamletis mamis aCrdili. `– hamletis mamis aCrdili raRa iyo? TviTon hamletis mama mainc yofiliyoo~– veRar aitana mgelam es ukanaskneli siaxle. mgelas sikeTe da sidoniasadmi gamoCenili siyvaruli saswauls axdens da 10 wlisa da 10 Tvis Semdeg bavSvi gadawyvets, rom moevlinos am samyaros. piesa mTavrdeba naTeli da imediani ferebiT. `xval xval iqneba yvelaferi xval ukve Svili geyolebao~ yviris mgela, radgan xvalindeli dRe piesaSi didi xnis nanatris asrulebas da uimedobis dasasruls niSnavs. piesaSi siZnele siyvaruliT aris daZleuli da es badebs ukeTesi momavlis molodins; aseTi gancda ki haeriviT aucilebelia adamianisaTvis. `...ras SeuZlia daamtkicos, rom arc megobroba iyideba, arc siyvaruli, arc niWi da arc Rirseba?~ – svams kiTxvas inga milorava da damamtkicebel pasuxsac iqve vkiTxulobT am aqsiomis Sesaxeb mis erT-erT eseSi: `maTTvis, vinc zRvaSia~. amgvari kiTxvebis pasuxia yovelTvis mwerloba. amgvar kiTxvebze dadebiTi pasuxebis gareSe gauWirdeba adamians da gansakuTrebiT Semoqmeds 46 sulieri wonasworobis SenarCuneba; amitomac aris inga miloravas emociebiT savse da sufTa samyaro yovelTvis imedis momcemi musikiT gajerebuli. raki es amonaridi moviSvelie, aqve minda gavixseno inga miloravas literaturuli werilebi da eseebi. Tamamad SeiZleba iTqvas da vici bevric dameTanxmeba, rom Tanamedrove kritikas, bevri ram daakldeboda misi brwyinvale kritikuli naazrevis gareSe. sxva wignebze rom araferi vTqvaT amJamad xelT maqvs kritikosis erT-erTi bolodroindeli wigni, `alublisferi fardis miRma~, sadac qarTveli da ucxoeli mwerlebis Semoqmedebis analizia gadmocemuli. inga miloravas werilebsa da eseebSi sagrZnobia mimzidveli samwerlo ena, emociuri foni da masStaburoba; aqve minda movigono misi mravalmxrivi SemoqmedebiTi naRvawi: romani, moTxrobebi, zRaprebi... yoveli Janri calke yuradRebas imsaxurebs da piradad me misi mxtvrobac (romelsac Tavad mxolod sasurvel garTobad miiCnevs) erT gamorCeul, calke SemoqmedebiT sivrced maqvs aRqmuli mis SemoqmedebiT mravalferovan palitraze. mxatvrobisadmi gamorCeuli interesi uflebas maZlevs aRvniSno, rom misi erTi SexedviT sabavSvo naxatebi mxolod patarebis sakuTreba ar aris; piriqiT, is Zalian sainteresoa rogorc formaTa, aseve ferTa nairsaxovnebis mxriv, rasac siamovnebiT daaTvalierebda mxatvrobis moyvaruli sazogadoeba. inga miloravas naxatebze ferTa gamas axasiaTebs Tanabari simZlavris tonaloba, Suq-CrdilTa efeqturi monacvleoba. zRapruli da amavdroulad xalasi samyaro cocxldeba Cvens Tvalwin. aq warmodgenilni arian dedoflebi, Rabua Citebi, peplebi, jadoqrebi, fisoebi... sainteresoa misi grafikuli namuSevrebic, romelTa auxsneli formebiTac originaluri da ucnauri kompoziciebis Seqmnas axerxebs. kompoziciuri sru- maisi №5 lyofileba da daxvewili Strixebi migvaniSnebs, rom inga milorava flobs grafikosis teqnikas. misi grafikuli namuSvrebisaTvis damaxasiaTebelia mrgvlovani formebi da CrdilTa moulodneli variaciebi. inga miloravas namuSevrebiT gaformebulia ramdenime wignic. minda isev ZiriTad saTqmels davubrunde da movigono erTi tragikuli piesa `kamkama haeri nestian sardafSi.~ moqmedeba iSleba bnel sardafSi, romelic sapyrobiled gamouyenebiaT axal batonebs, `wiTlebs~. maTi sastiki meTodebi da ZaliTa da iaraRiT gabatonebulTa mmarTveloba naCvenebia inteligenciis da TeTrgvardielTa rbevisa da daTrgunvis fonze. yvela is sazareli forma, romelic msoflios nebismieri qveynisa da epoqis Zalmomreobis reJimisTvis aris xolme damaxasiaTebeli piesaSi naCvenebia mkveTrad da qveteqstebis gareSe. tiranTa mmarTvelobas erTi xelwera aqvs. is ar cnobs demokratias da adamianis uflebebs, arafrad agdebs TiToeuli adamianis tragedias da amkvidrebs sibnelisa da umecrebisaTvis mosargeb urTierTobis formas, brbosTvis misaReb ideologias. `didkacuri bRvera~ da ZlierTa ama soflisaTa kastis samarcxvino saqcielis pasuxad magondeba krausis erTi gamonaTqvami `kariera aris cxeni, romelic maradisobis karibWes umxedrod aRwevso~. piesaSi oTxi personaJia: Tornike eqimia, lado – poeti, andro –oficeri, kavaleristi, meoTxea goirgi oblobaSi gazrdili axalgazrda ymawvili. lados, androsa da Tornikes zurgs ukan adamianurad gavlili cxovrebaa: siyvaruliT, ojaxuri siTboTi da simyudroviT savse. giorgi `wiTlebis~ mier Segzavnili kacia, romelsac evaleba maTi cxovrebis gamoaSkaraveba. am oTxeuls erTi kacis gadarCenis saSualeba eZleva. isini giorgis gauSveben da gadaarCenen TviTon ki sikvdilisTvis emzadebian. `Cven gvicxovria, Cven Zvirfasi saxeebi 2011 da savse gulebi migvyveba saflavSi, giorgis ki ara~... – ambobs erT-erTi maTgani da yvela eTanxmeba. piesis kiTxvisas kargad grZnob ra gansxvavebaa brbosa da normalur, ganaTlebul adanianebs Soris; avtori aRwers `wiTlebis~ mier daxocil `kursantebs~ da Semdeg dapatimrebuli adamianebis maRalzneobasa da sikeTes, vaJkacur saqciels gvaCvenebs misi personaJebis dialodebis saSualebiT. piesaSi vxedavT giorgis transformacias. is gadarCeba ara marto fizikurad, aramed sulieradac. avtori ver imetebs adamians amqveyniuri `jojoxeTisTvis~ da utovebs mas uflebas gamoisyidos Tavisi umrcrebiT datrialebili ubedureba. is tovebs Tavis samarcxvino samuSaos da mTaSi midis sisufTavisa da siyvarulis saZebnelad. `ar SeiZleba carieli guliT saflavSi Casvla~ – imeorebs `TanasardafelTa~ azrs. mwerali ar uSvebs uazro msxverpls da gvesaubreba gamarjvebuli sikeTis da keTilSobilebis Sesaxeb. Zvirfasma adamianebma uazrod ar daTmes sicocxle, maT SeZles axalgazrda kacis, am SemTxvevaSi momavali Taobis gakeTilSobileba. aq kidev mraval Temaze SeiZleba saubari, oRond am dramaturgiis mixedviT yuvelTvis mivalT azramde, rom mniSvnelovani faseulobebi dasacavi da misafrTxilebelia, mosafrTxilebelia samyaro, romelSic Cven gvixdeba arseboba da cxovreba. inga miloravas samyaro savsea sevdiT, cremliT, magram amave dros mziani ferebiT, mSvidi musikiT, simarTliT, rwmeniT, imediT... mas kidev ramdenime piesa aqvs dawerili da Seqmnilia am nawarmoebebis mixedviT radiospeqtaklebi. piesebis siuJeti imdenad sainteresoa, rom aucileblad gamaxsovrebinebs Tavsac da avtorsac. ra mZime Temasac ar unda exebodes TiToeuli maTgani, gavsebs imediT da siTboTi, Seyavxar mSvenier samyaroSi da ginda, rom is iyos realoba da ara es, ...es, xSirad Cveulebrivi yofa. maisi 47 №5 2011 salome kapanaZe elga foladiSvilis `werilebi saqarTvelos~ – wiwamuris gzaze mavalTaTvis karg wigns rom sargebloba moaqvs, jer kidev senekam SeniSna maSin, roca wignebis sargeblianoba ma Ti siuxvis pirdapirproporciuli ar unda yofiliyo. magram yvelaze ukeTesi rom mxolod is wigni SeiZleboda yofiliyo, romelSic meti simarTle irekleboda, momdevno saukuneebSi araerTi cnobili mo azrovnis refleqsiaSi gvxvdeba, romelic wignsa da zogadad literaturas eZRvneba. sazogadoebrivi cnobierebis is forma, romelsac Jurnalistika da mwerloba ewodeba, qarTuli sinamdvilisaTvis yovelTvis iyo misi aqtiurobis, azrovnebis niSnuli da im funqcias iTavsebda, romelsac, emersonis mixedviT, simarTlis dacva evaleboda iq, sadac mas Tavs esxmodnen. axla, roca elga foladiSvilis Jurnalisturi aqtiurobis fardi misi mxatvruli proza gvidevs win, molodini uzarmazaria, vinaidan am aqtiurobas qveynisa da adamianebis siyvarulSi gazavebuli niWiereba ise bunebrivad miyveba, rogorc gangebis SerCeulebs CveviaT. saboloo ganaCeni qveynisa da erisaTvis maSin dgeba, roca mwerloba, Jurnalistika da sazogadoebrivi azrovnebis sxva formebi kargaven imunitets saWirborotoze reagirebis. modernizebuli kulturuli okupaciis virusi, romelsac pirveli ieriSi samiznes mgrZnobelobaze miaqvs, ar aris martivad aRqmadi. misi moqmedeba drosa da sivrceSi isea ganfenili, rom neli moqmedebiT gakargvinebs kulturul kods da isRa dagrCenia, erovnuli energiisagan daclilma sazRvrebs miRma eZio WeSmariteba da simSvide. sabednierod, saqarT- 48 veloSi yovelTvis arsebobdnen isini, romelTac aqvT pasuxismgebloba weron da ilaparakon imaze, razedac tabus uweseben. aqvT unari droulad daarisxon zarebi, Segvaxsenon im maradiul Rirebulebebze, rac Seni qveynis `wesiTa da rigiT~ drois modur lokals ar unda dauqvemdebaro. isini imitom ibadebian, rom oTar WilaZisa ar iyos, Cvenc im bednier erebs Soris aRmovCndeT, samSoblos Tavisufleba da erTianoba rom ar eocnebebaT. saubars imaze, rac eris simrTelesa da moralur-eTikur kate goriebzea gaTvlili, yovelTvis eyol eba damfasebeli. SeiZleba mcire, magram gulwrfeli sanqciis mimcemi. daviT guramiSvili imperatiulad axmovanebda marTlis Tqmis ualternativobas qveynisaTvis. `me Tu ginda Tavi momWran~-o, brZana, radgan icoda, saamebels aras ambobda imaTTvis, vinc misi qveyana mZime yofaSi Caagdo. am gziT siaruli rom advili ar aris, wiwamurSi gasrolili tyviac Segvaxsenebs. isic cxadia, rom am gzaze yvela ver Sedgeba, `erTia mtanjveli da gzaze gamsvleli~ (konstantine gamsaxurdia) magram maT yovelTvis hyavdaT, Tavisi `iazatebi~, romlebsac bediswerad mihyvebaT am gzis faqizi aRqmisa da Secnobis unari. es ar iswavleba – isini am mgrZnobelobiT ibadebian. dayveba elga foladiSvilis wigns – `werilebi saqarTvelos~ – mowameobrivi Tavganwirva da dedaTa eTikuroba, pasuxismgeblobis ucnauri, sabediswero gancda. siyalbiT aRbeWdili drois uzustesi SegrZneba Tavis detalebiTa Tu realiebiT. miuxedavad numeraciisa (es misi maisi №5 pirveli wignia) am wigns WaSniks ver davarqmev. aqtiur JurnalistikaSi gabneulma misma droulma sityvam axla mxatvrul teqstebSi moiyara Tavi. wigni Janrobrivadac originaluria – lirikul prozas davarqmevdi, romelic mis grZnobad-emociur samyaros Zalian esadageba. es is SemTxvevaa, roca mwerali da pirovneba saocnebod emTxveva erTmaneTs. arada, am TanxvedriT Cveni realoba, samwuxarod, ar gvanebivrebs da ndobis devalvaciac kalmosanTa mimarT karga xnis procesia. aqedan gamomdinare, elga foladiSvilis wignis ydaze gamotanili fraza `Sen Cemi samSoblo xar da unda giTxra~ verasodes SeiZens trivialur elfers da yovelTvis eqneba ndobis is maragi, romelsac elga foladiSvili, rogorc mwerali, Jurnalisti, pirovneba da am qveynis Svili imsaxurebs. es sabediswero fraza, romelsac ficis sakraluroba axlavs misi wignis ydaze iis, etratisa da foladis simboluri gamosaxulebis fonze Cndeba. aq samive simbolikaa Cakiruli: ia – saTnoebis, siyvarulis, gazafxulisa da silamazis. etrati – sakuTari fesvebisa da istoriis, foladi – simyarisa da pirmtkicobis, romlis sisusteze igi araerTxel daiCivlebs Tavis wignSi. aseTi asociaciuri orientirebis gamoCena wignis ydaze SemTxveviTi ar aris. am balavarze dgas mcnebebad Camoqnil-CamokveTili mTeli misi saTqmeli. aq ver monaxavT zedmet frazas, `morige pasaJs~, emociuri SualedebisTvis rom ixmareba mwerlobaSi. `saca simarTle ar mimiZRvis, xmali ar miWris~ – ambobs Seqspiri. elga foladiSvilis simarTlis ocdaxuT baraTad awyobil amokvnesas orad ori personaJi hyavs. mwerlis recipienti mxolod erTia: `Sen damisevdiane bavSvoba kavkasionze mijaWvuli amiranis dardiT, maiZulebdi, RmerTis Semdeg Sen myvarebodi~. swored amitom ar gefanteba emociebi am baraTebis kiTxvisas. elga foladiSvilis mxatvruli azrovnebis sivrce, miuxedavad personaJTa simwirisa, xdeba 2011 ukidegano swored imis xarjze, rom misi adresatia momcveli mTeli samyaros da misi Secnobis Semdeg es personaJebic TavisTavad warmosdgebian cnobierebaSi. aseTi ori ginaluri mxatvruli narativiT Semodis CvenSi samSoblos gancda, marTlac RmerTis mere rom unda giyvardes. `Seni Tvalsawieri msofliodan iwyeba da saqarTvelos, rogorc msoflios erTmemilioned nawils, ise ganixilav. Cemi Tvalsawieri saqarTvelodan iwyeba da saqarTvelos iqiT iwyeba mTeli samyaro... iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, TiTqos orive rukas davcqeriT, Sen – msofliosas, me – saqarTvelosas~. moulodneli ar unda iyos, rom elga foladiSvilis wignSi ar aris gaTvaliswinebuli SeRavaTebi maTTvis, vinc `mamulis cneba adgilis cnebiT Caanacvla da visTvisac mamuli mxolod ezo-karia~. `vinc ver grZnobs awmyos, `vinc yoveldRe taSiskvriT xvdeba im auqcions, mTeli qveyana demokratiis sacvalSi rom gagvacvlevines~. es wigni mTlianad gadis mkiTxvelis sasicocxlo nervze. visac am tkivilis nawilobriv tareba mainc ar SeuZlia, mis samyaroSi Tavs konfortulad ver igrZnobs. es verdiqti komformizmisa da sargeblianobis vnebebSi CaZirul adamianebzea gaTvlili. elga foladiSvilis sulieri kamertoni mis `windauxedav simarTlesTan~ Tanaarsebobs. am simarTles icavs igi, sadac ki Tavs esxmian. `me mqolaven, mlanZRaven, magram mainc vwer da Tanac vfiqrob, yvelasaTvis gasakritikebels – ara~. es ar aris mxolod misi simarTle, misi prizmidan danaxuli WeSmariteba. arc epataJuri xrikia da arc mrude sarkis efeqti. es taZramde savali gzisTvis gankuTvnili Cveni yofierebidan marcval-marcval akrefili simarTlea, romelic unda amoiTqvas da romelsac usaTuod ziareba da gadarCena unda mohyves: `Cven yvelasa gvaqvs Cveni saTqmeli, magram xandaxan ar viciT xolme, maisi 49 №5 2011 elga foladiSvili 50 rom am saTqmelis amoTqmasac Tavisi madli aqvs, uflis karzec da kacTa Soris. Cven yvelas gvtkiva raRac Signidan, magram am tkivils sinanulamde bevri ar mihyavs... da Tu ar gvinda, rom gankiTxvad gadagveqces Cven maTze fiqri, unda vidardoT maT magivradac... Cven yvelas gvinda, rom avmaRldeT Cvens Tavze maRla, magram amisaTvis umoklesi gzebiT davdivarT – sxvaTa daCagvriT, zurgze jdomiT, Tavze gadavliT, da-Zmis gawirviT, kacTa mokvliT, an cru amboriT vin asula zecaSi netav, rom Cven avideT?!~ im samyaroSi, saidanac elga foladiSvili arasodes wasula da albaT verasodes wava, misi yvelganmyofi mzera yvelafers faravs. am dakvirvebebma da SegrZnebebma Zalian adre gaiRviZes. man Zalian adre igrZno, rom `misi bavSvoba male damTavrdeboda~. adreulma smenam, farTod gaxelilma sulis Tvalebma daawerina mas es baraTebi. `Cemi saqarTvelo CemSia~ – ambobs igi da amorZalis SeupovrobiT glejs niRabs maT, vinc `cru imedebis, cru ocnebebis, cru samefoSi~ Tavis ers ver grZnobs da ver xedavs. sadac ar unda iyos mwerali, saidanac ar unda iwyebodes misi dila – svaneTis uCveulo sanaxebidan Tu qalaqis urbanistuli peizaJebidan, mas ar tovebs fiqri, rom yvela daRmarTs Tavisi aRmarTi moyveba da piriqiT. `is sinaTlis wamic swored im erTaderT aRmarTze meguleba, romelzec codva-madliT damZimebul sulsa da sxeuls mivaTrevT uflisaken saval gzaze! daibadeba mravalgzis dabadebuli!.. sikvdili mas ar uweria, Tu TviTon ar mokvda~. cxovrebis am dialeqtikaSi kvlav moCans is yvelaze mniSvnelovani, romlis gareSe elga foladiSvilTan araferi ganixileba. igi am qveynis aRmarT-daRmarTze saubrobs. mzis dakargviT gamowveuli ganga- Sis zari mis irgvliv reks. mas qarTuli mze eZvirfaseba da sruliad erTmniSvnelovnad am kosmogoniur RvTaebaSi yvelaferTan erTad, rac winaprebisgan usaxsovrebia, imasac moiazrebs, romelic Cvenma uswormasworo realobam – mzis raindebis gadagvarebam, maT `gamiwrivebam~ STaagona: `Cven mze davkargeT, mzis saZebnad gagviwevia!.. vina xarT, sada xarT, ramdeni xarT, mzeze gamodiT!.. yoveli sxivi dakargulia, Tuki guli yinulisa gaqvs da ar ginda ramem gagilRos!.. yoveli sxivi dakargulia, Tuki goneba naTels ar eZebs da bnelSi cxovrobs! mze CrdiloeTiT ar amodis, arc samxreTiT, arc dasavleTiT... da Tu `amodis~. is mze araa!!!~ da kidev, aseTi eqspresiulobiT naTqvami simarTle afxazeTze, rogoric mis rigiT meore baraTSia Catvifruli, ramdenime romans eyofoda fabulad. baraTis saTaurSive `risTvis CavawyveT amdeni tyvia~ tragizmTan erTad igrZnoba am pasuxgaucemeli kiTxvis legitimuroba da qveynisaTvis sasicocxlo mniSvneloba. SeCveuli tkivilisa da daqsasulobis safrTxeebi, afxazeTSi verdabrunebisa Tu ardabrunebis sevda. saTqmelis etimologias ki kvlav qveynis gulSematkivrobis tvifari azis, riTac elga foladiSvili ase gimorCilebs da aganTebs. `Cven gvaviwydeba ufro mTavaric: iq eSeraSi, gagrasa da gudauTaSi viRaca mokvda... viRaca mokvda – Cveni gulisaTvis, samSoblosaTvis, kidev imisaTvis, rom tyuilSi aRar gvecxovra! es is valia, romlis gadaxdas ver SeZleben donori qveynis naboZebi kredit-grantebi… msoflio bankSi yvelaferi fulze iTvleba... Cveni vali ki izomeba sisxliT da suliT. Cven dagvaviwyda, rom Cvens qveyanas jerac acvia ZaZi~. elga foladiSvilis aratradici- maisi №5 uli Janrobrivi normativebiTa da originaluri struqturiT gamorCeul wigni sami nawilisgan Sedgeba. misi ocdaxuTive baraTis adresati saqarTveloa. wignis meore nawils, romelsac `dakemsili istoriebi~ uwoda da mesames – `alternatiul leqsikonad~ wodebuls kvlav is sevda gadmohyveba misi cis qveS cxovrebis sevda da siamaye erTdroulad rom hqvia. saubris formis cvlilebis miuxedavad, yvelaferi mainc masTan midis da iyris Tavs. misi davalebiT wers, ganicdis. igi xom `Wirveuli CviliviT avaldebulebs masze zrunvas, moSurnisa da boroti Tvalisagan dacvas~ avaldebulebs daicvas im adamianebisagan `samSoblo gacveTili, yavlgasuli cneba rom hgoniaT, romelsac siZvelis CrCili uCndeba da amzeureben drodadro~. es wignic imitom Seiqmna, raTa samSoblo gamoglijos xelidan imaT, vinc `mudmivad atareben arCevnebs, mudmivad irCeven prezidents, mTavrobebsa da partiebs, magram arasodes irCeven samSoblos~ – aRiarebs avtori. wignis meore da mesame nawilSi elga foladiSvils gamoxatvis formaSi Seaqvs disonansi da saxeobriv azrovnebas gadauxdis xarks. Tavis novelebSi mas bunebrivad da laRad Semohyavs avanscenaze gmirebi, romlebic am qveyanaSi jerac daatareben zneobis tvirTs da antigmirebi, romlebic am tvirTis SegrZnebis gareSe apireben am qveynidan wasvlas. danomrilia istoriebi saxeldebuli personaJebiT, romlebsac yoveldRe vxvdebiT, vicnobT, magram ver SevimecnebT. am `uZeglod dakarguli adamianebisaTvis~ wignSi gamorCeuli adgilia, magram yvelaze mTavari is aris, rom elga foladiSvili `gaiZulebs~ dainaxo is umniSvnelo mniSvnelovani, romelic Sen Tavad gWirdeba da romlis gareSec `magram radganac kacni gvqvia~-o verasodes daiqadni. ver moipoveb uflebas, kacad iwodebode, Tu levilis sasaflaos karTan fesveb- 2011 danatrebuli, gulwrfelad atirebuli emigrantis sevdas ver gaiTaviseb. ver SeniSnav Teos, romelic sxva bavSvebiviT male gazrdaze ar ocnebobs. ar dainaxav qristos TvalebSi areklil zRvasa da omis mrume mogonebebs. viRacas albaT SeuZlia icocxlos maT gareSe, magram ara elga foladiSvils. `natken fexze metad kacs SeiZleba guli stkiodes da kidev raRac, sxeulis miRma darCenili da usaxelo...~ `alternatiuli leqsikonis~ Ca nafiqri elga foladiSvilis wignis struqturis marTlac originaluri da saocrad momgebiani formaa. miseuli ganmartebani anbanuri formiT awyobili umniSvnelovanesi cnebebisa Cveni yofierebis bzarsa da iaras iseve exmianeba, rogorc misi novelebi da mxatvrul-publicisturi simaxviliT dawerili baraTebi. Soridan, eklesiastes sibrZnidan wamosuli amaoebis miseuli versia zRapris SesavliTa da mainc avtorisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli optimizmiT. `gamosavali,~ `dabadeba~, `zamTari,~ `vazi~, `martooba~, `fiqri,~ `sikvdili~ da sxva, iseve itevs samyaros ferebs, tkivilsa da gamosavlis Ziebis survils, rogorc misi mxatvruli teqstebi. SigadaSig optimizmTan erTad – `gamosavali aris maSinac, roca is ar aris~, ironiac epareba sulgayidulebisaTvis `cxovrebaSi erTxel mainc girCevs vinme – eSmaks miyido suli... da Senc, cxovrebaSi erTxel mainc dafiqrdebi – nuTu eSmaki isurvebda Seni sulis yidvas, Tundac ufasod~. da bolos, mTeli mis naRvawi da momavlis fiqrebi TiTqos erT frazaSi koncentrirdeba – `wlebs vkargav imaze fiqrSi, rom wami ar davkargo~. es fraza mkiTxvels masTan araerTgzis Sexvedris perspeqtivasa da aqedan gamomdinare, im sulier wesrigze mianiSnebs, ers `jalaTis mklavze~ CamoZinebis saSualebas rom ar mogvcems. elga foladiSvilTan xom wami ukvalod arasodes mdinarebs. maisi 51 №5 2011 ukvdavi saxelebi mama andria yuraSvili – kamanSi dakluli kravi sruliad saqarTvelos kaTolikos-patriarqi ilia II Zmobis WeSmariti nimuSi 18 weli gavida mas Semdeg, rac afxazeTSi mowameobrivad aResrula Cemi Zma, 27 wlis mRvdelmonazoni mama andria yuraSvili. 3 aprils misi dabadebis dRe iyo, 45 wlis gaxdeboda, me ki wlebiT daxunZluli mama andria verc warmomidgenia da isev iq var, mis bavSvobaSi CarCenili. 5 wlis winaT, mama andrias dabadebis dRes sastumro `qorTiard meriotSi“ wignis – `nu geSinin, rameTu me miZlevies sofelsa“ prezentacia gaimarTa, romelic mis cxovrebas da Rvawls eZRvneboda. prezentaciaze uamravi adamiani Seikriba, rogorc sasuliero, aseve saero pirebi, Zalian bevric gareT darCa. ganmacvifra erTsulovnebam da saocarma madlmosilebam, rac im dRes darbazSi sufevda. wignis wardgenaze saojaxo arqivisTvis gamomsvlelTa sityvebi diqtofonze Caviwere. mere furcelzec gadavitane, am dReebSi isev gadavikiTxe da Zalian damenana, rom aseT teqstebs farTo mkiTxveli sazogadoeba ar icnobs. ara mxolod imitom, rom es gamosvlebi mama andrias gmiruli magaliTis dafaseba-aRiarebaa, aramed imitomac, rom maTSi aris swored is niSnuli, rac ase gvenatreba yvelas. erTi mTliani, gaubzaravi sazogadoebis xilva, aseTi sazogadoebis wevrTa 52 afxazeTis Tema CemTvis Zalian mtkivneulia. es kuTxe TerTmeti wlis ganmavlobaSi iyo Cemi samwyso. aq rom movdiodi, meufe danielma gamaxsena, rom yazbegSi mama andria me vakurTxe mRvdelmonazvnad. dRes mas ormoci weli Seusruldeboda. misi aRasasrulis dRes qarTveli da afxazi erTad ewamnen. aq iTqva, rom iuri anuam wmida vasiliskos wyarosTan mimavali gza aRadgina. mere saocreba moxda. wyalma mosaxleebis ezoebSic amoxeTqa. Cven xSirad mivdiodiT iq TovlSi, yinvaSi da vbanaobdiT am wminda wyalSi... mama andrias da iuri anuas urTierToba iyo qarTvelisa da afxazis Zmobis SesaniSnavi nimuSi. iqneb momavalSi axal wignzec vifiqroT. wignze, romelic kidev erTxel daadasturebs, rom afxazebi da qarTvelebi Zmebi varT. afxazeTidan dRemde Camodian CemTan afxazebi, Cemi naTlulebi. urTierToba grZeldeba da mjera, rom es dausruleblad gagrZeldeba. minda SevTxovo ufals, rom dalocos afxazeTi da sruliad saqarTvelo. maka joxaZe sityvis saocari Zala me viqnebi wamyvani am saRamosi. wignis gamo imdenad damuxtuli var emociurad, Tu raime SemeSala, an ar mogewonaT, gulwrfelad gTxovT, rom momitevoT. msoflmxedveloba, romelzedac saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi Sendeboda Cveni qveyanis sulier-kulturuli da socialur-politikuri cxovreba, or sityvaSi ase SeiZleba gamoixatos: `qristianuli patriotizmi“. Cven yvelas gvaxsovs mRelvare oTxmocdaaTiani wlebi, roca moulodnelad gaCnda aseTi SekiTxva: samSoblo, Tu WeSmariteba? Tu romelime qveyanaSi absurdulia aseTi SekiTxvis dasma, upirveles yovlisa, saqarTveloSi, radgan es ori cneba qarTveli kacisaTvis iseTive ganuyofelia, rogorc jvris horizontaluri da vertikaluri xazebis gadakveTa. Tu davukvirdebiT ilia WavWavaZis leqsis striqonebs: `me ca mniSnavs da eri mzrdis, miwieri – zeciersa“, – grafikulad am leqss jvris forma aqvs. `nu geSinin, rameTu miZlevies sofelsa“ – es wigni bevri ramiT aris saintereso. upirvelesad sainteresoa imis gamo, rom masSi igrZnoba samRvdelo fenis araCveulebrivi keTilgoniereba da araCveulebrivi keTilsurneleba. radgan grZnob, uwmidesis da unetaresis uCinari xeli rogor warmarTavs am saocar procesebs, am xelaxal qristianizacias saqarTveloSi. aWaridan rogor nel-nela gadaefineba igi afxazeTSi. xedav CiraRdnebisa Tu sanTlebis saocar, moZrav qaravans. Cveni dedebi da mamebi, sasuliero ierarqiis sxvadasxva pirebi, gansxvavebuli wodebis adamianebi rogor gadadian soflidan sofelSi, dabidan dabaSi, qalaqidan qalaqSi da rogor gadasdeben adgilobrivT energias, mxneobas. xedav, rogor erTad aris aq eri da beri. es wigni saswaulebiT savse wignia. Cven vxedavT am dacemis xanaSi, am apokalifsuri cnobierebis xanaSi, romelSic TiTqmis aRar toveben wmindas da xeluxlebels, da yvelaferTan erTad sityvac damcrobili da Seuracxyofilia, ro- maisi №5 gor cocxldeba sityva am wignSi, xedav sityvis saocar energias da me vifiqre, xom ar xdeba es imitom, rom wignSi ZiriTadad sasuliero pirebi hyvebian da ixseneben mama andrias Rvawls, im situaciebs, romlebSic is unaxavT. magram ara, iqneba es misi bavSvobisdroindeli megobari, TanameberZoli, sasuliero piri Tu ubralod mezobeli, Sen grZnob, ucnauri ram xdeba. rogorc xatweras aqvs Tavisi kanonebi, romlidanac gadaxveva ar SeiZleba, TiTqos am wignSic erTad daTqves, moilaparakes am adamianebma, rom erTi sityvac zedmeti ar akadron mama andrias da arcerTi sityva ar daaklon im situacias, im portrets, romelSic misi saxe ixateba. es saocari momentebia. mogaxseneT – saswaulebiT savse wignia-meTqi... yvelas SesaniSnavad mogexsenebaT, jer kidev me-19 saukuneSi rogor dardobda nikoloz baraTaSvili, roca werda: `hoi, dedano, marad netarno“ – mas Zveli mentalobis, rogorc dRes ityvian, qarTveli qali enatreboda – sulieri mxneobiTa da gautexlobiT, Tavisi siZlieriTa da Tavisi sisusteebiT erTdroulad. am wignSi me ucnauri ram aRmovaCine, is, rom arsi qarTveli qalisa ar Secvlila. igi iseTive mSvenieria, gautexelia, rogoric iyo me19 saukuneSi da es marTlac saswaulia 21-e saukunis gariJraJze, ra epoqaSic Cven dRes vcxovrobT. am saswaulebiT me Tqven Tavs ar SegawyenT. vici, es wigni bevrs wakiTxuli ar aqvs da Tavs ver vikaveb, rom ar mogiTxroT, rogori saswauli xdeba Cvens Tvalwin: oTxi monazoni. soxumi. dacemis dRe. cecxli ukidia mTel soxums da saepiskoposo rezidenciaSi imyofebian es dedebi da meoTxe sarTulidan adevneben Tvals – ra xdeba cecxlmodebul soxumSi. SemogarenSi xedaven, rogor Seuracxyofen, sastikad eqcevian (me ar dagamZimebT, TviTon naxavT am wignSi) moxuc qa- lebs, bavSvebs, gogonebs. monazvnebi fiqroben, sul raRac ramdenime saaTSi, an naxevar saaTSi, an ramdenime wuTSi igive tanjva-Seuracxyofa eliT. maSin gadawyveten, meoTxe sarTulidan gadacvivdnen, Tuki moZalade Seuracxyofas gabedavs. imedovneben, amas TviTmkvlelobad ar CauTvliT ufali. da iwyeba locva... swored am dros iwyeba is saswauli, romlis TviTmxilveli TviTeuli Cvengani vxdebiT. es isea dawerili da iseTi sizustiTaa gadmocemuli... rogorc ki pirveli monazoni iveriis xatis win iwyebs locvas, maSinaTve, im momentSi (da unda mogaxsenoT, rom es locva sagangebod maTTvis iyo gagzavnili patriarqis mier. es aris uZlieresi locvebi mtris winaaRmdeg), qalebma, romlebic mxned arian, miiRes gadawyvetileba da TviTeul Tqvengans gamoucdia, ra tipis gadawyvetilebasac ar unda Rebulobdes adamiani, rogor emateba am dros energia. ai, zustad am momentSi, roca iwyebs locvas, fizikurad vardeba iatakze absoluturad energiisgan daclili pirveli monazoni, mere meore monazoni ganagrZobs, isic vardeba, mesame, meoTxe da erTi sityviT RvTismSoblis xatis win isini am locvebs borotebis da boroti Zalis winaaRmdeg ver kiTxuloben, imdenad Zalagamoclilni arian. da me gamaxsenda erT-erTi wmida mamis winaswarmetyveleba, romelic ambobs, rom bolo Jamis adamianebi ise daiclebian energiisgan, rom maT pirjvris gadasaweri energiac ar SerCebaT da Tu aseTi energia SerCaT, isini aucileblad gadarCebiano. da, ai, maSin gadawyveten dedebi, rom eyaron miwaze da erTmaneTis SenacvlebiT rogorme CaaTavon es locva. amasobaSi gadis ramdenime saaTi da karze ismis saSineli braxuni, Tumca am sityvebs maSinve mohyveba sityvebi: `nu geSiniaT, dedebo, gagviReT kari!“ iReba karebi da Semodis geno adamia Tavisi samasi maisi 2011 Rirseuli urTierTmimarTeba Tu calkeuli movlenebis mi marT maRali moqalaqeobrivi pozicia. da kidev: am gamosvlebs axlda iseTi monanie suli da gulwrfeloba, romlis gareSec aRar gikvirs, Tu ratom uucxovdebian adamianebi erTmaneTs. am gamosvlebis kiTxvisas kidev erTxel vrwmundebiT, WeSmariti Tavmdablobisa da naTliT Semosili gulwrfelobis gareSe sul amao yofila literaturul Tu sxvadasxva asparezze momkili warmatebebi. aq gamomsvlelTa sityvebi iseTive eqspresiiT aris warmodgenili, rogorc isini warmoiTqva saRamoze, miT umetes, rom es saTqmeli gamomsvlelTa portretebs saocari sinaTliT warmoaCens, maTgan erT-erTi – batoni mixeil qurdiani samwuxarod gardacvlilia, amiTac aris mniSvnelovani es Canaweri, rom kidev erTxel daixatos eris moWirnaxule pirovnebaTa uangaro xasiaTi, moqalaqeobrivi grZnobis simaRle da Tavganwiruli buneba. da kidev: aq aris emocia, romelic arasodes ar xundeba da rac yovelTvis moxvdeba mkiTxvels gulze, sanam Cveni qveyana iarsebebs. cira yuraSvili 53 №5 2011 meomriT. samasi Zalian simboluri iyo am SemTxvevaSi. modian meomrebi da isini pirdapir RvTismSoblis xatTan midian, iveriis RvTismSoblis xatTan iCoqeben da maT Soris yvelaze gamorCeuli vinc aris, kote, konstantine, romelsac lomis bokvers eZaxdnen, iseTi aRnagi iyo, iseTi lamazi, Zveli kolxuri garegnobisa, modis dedebTan da ekiTxeba maT: dedebo, Tqven wuxel RamiT am xatis win xom ar iloceTo? gaocebuli monazvnebi erTmaneTs gadaxedaven, daudastureben da ekiTxebian: saidan gaigeo, da igi yveba saswauls, rom mTeli Ramis ganmavlobaSi zecaze gamoixata iveriis RvTismSoblis xati, romelic amdenive xnis manZilze jvars saxavda am Cvens vaJkacebs, meomrebs da hyveba im tyviebis Sesaxeb (im javSanteqnikis, da Tqven iciT, ruseTis rogori teqnika iyo am omSi CarTuli), romelic modis da modis da Cven vxedavdiT, rogorc ki mouaxlovdeboda tyviebi RvTismSobels, ukanve ireklebodnen da am saswaulis mowme is samasi meomari yofila. im dRes am samasi kacidan aravin daRupula, mxolod aTi biWi daiWra msubuqad, xolo meore mxares daiRupa aTasze meti meomari. aman oTxmocdaaTiani wlebis erTi ambavi gamaxsena, roca sufrac ki danaRmuli iyo, imdenad ar gvesmoda qarTvelebs erTmaneTis da imdenad warmoudgeneli iyo erTmaneTTan saubari, erTmaneTis mosmena. gamaxsenda, rogor waveCxube (es ar iyo kamaTi) erT poets. asakovani adamiani ki iyo, magram damaviwyda ufros-umcrosobis yvela ridi, ise waveCxube da vuTxari: rogor SeiZleba im nihilizmis danergva, rasac Tqveni `qadagebiT“ akeTebTmeTqi. momibrunda da gakvirvebulma mkiTxa, – rogor, maka, Sen marTla gjera im sisuleleebis, rac weria istoriis saxelmZRvaneloebSi, rom aTasi qarTveli yizilbaSTa aTiaTasian armias kudiT qvas asro- 54 linebdao? imdenad gulwrfeli gaocebiT mekiTxeboda, rom Semecoda im wuTebSi, amis xiluli magaliTi ki aqve, Cvens Tvalwin aris. am wignze usazRvrod bevri SeiZleba vilaparakoT. ver gaCerdebi, iseTi emociebiT xar savse, magram yvelafers aqvs dasasruli da bolos minda giTxraT, TviTeuli Tqvengani, roca am wigns waikiTxavs, igrZnobs, dRevandelobis fonze rogor imcroba yvela debati, yvela gamomsvleli, yvela oqropiri, yvela ciceroni, iqneba es umravlesobis, Tu umciresobis warmomadgeneli. iqneba es parlamentSi, iqneba es quCaSi, iqneba es mitingebze, iqneba es masmediaSi, iqneba es televiziiT. davinaxavT, rogor fermkrTaldeba, rogor araraobad iqceva yvelaferi da es mxolod imitom, rom Sen arcerTi maTi sityvis ar gjera. es Cveni problema ki ar aris, visac am sityvebis ar gvjera, aramed imaTi, visganac modis es sityvebi. radgan razedac ar unda saubrobdnen isini, rogori simarTliTac ar unda iyos maTi sityvebi gajerebuli, Cven vxedavT, uzarmazari deficitia urTierTobisa, urTierTsiyvarulisa da RvTismoSiSebisa. Tu RvTis SiSi ara aqvs adamians, qveyanas, saxelmwifos, qalaqs, sazogadoebas, igi gamudmebiT rCeba mZevlad, monad sakuTari codvebisa. me kidev erTxel bodiSs gixdiT, rom Zalian gamigrZelda saubari da minda mogaxsenoT, rom gvaqvs kadrebi, filmi, romelzedac Semoinaxa is adgili, sadac aResrula mama andria. masze umSvenieresi sofeli, kamania gamoxatuli, romelzec erT-erT saldafons, ukacravad, erT-erT rus generals ubrZanebia: rogori lamazia, rogor menaneba aqaurobis dabombvao da mainc daibomba es sofeli. es aris adgili, sadac mesamejer ipoves ioane naTlismcemlis Tavis qala. adgili, sadac sisxli daiqca wmida vasiliskosi. maSin amox- maisi №5 eTqili wyaro dResac miedineba da dResac ganibanebian masSi Wkviani, gonieri adamianebi. es aris adgili, sadac saqristianos didi mnaTobis – ioane oqropiris sxeuli iyo mibarebuli da misi sarkofagi. da bolos, es aris adgili, sadac moRvaweobda mama andria. Cven gvaqvs am firis naxvis saSualeba. Cemi alali deidaSvilebi, biZaSvilebi, mamidaSvilebi am omSi monawileobdnen, zogierTi daiRupa kidec da TiTqmis yvela fragmenti vici am omisa, Tavisi siglaxiTa Tu vaJkacobiT, erTi sityviT, yvelafriT. magram CemTvis Tu aseTi rTuli iqneboda am wignis wakiTxva, maSin ra SeiZleboda yofiliyo is laSa TabukaSvilisTvis, mwerlisa da dramaturgisTvis. me vTxov laSas, oriode sityva gviTxras amis Sesaxeb. laSa TabukaSvili macale, mivdgeb-movdgebi... mec minda mogaxsenoT oriode sityva. me mergo pativi, menaxa es masala da wamekiTxa. Zalian uxvi iyo es masala da CemTvis, literatori kacisTvis, Zneli warmosadgeni iyo, Tu SeiZleboda am uzarmazari masalidan, sadac marTla genaneba TviTeuli striqoni gamosatoveblad, aseTi naZerwiviT ram gakeTebuliyo, aseTi dramaturgiulad srulyofili, krialosaniviT awyobili, – arcerTi qva rom ar aklia. es zambarasaviT daWimuli Txroba, axalgazrda, soflel biWze, romelmac rwmenas aziara sakuTari Tavi da ergo amxela bedniereba... saocrad bevr kiTxvas badebs es wigni. yovelmxriv vcdilob, religiur mxares ar Sevexo, radgan naklebi vici, magram Cven, sust morwmuneTac ki amaRlebis SegrZneba gvaqvs, rodesac wignis striqonebs vkiTxulobT, gagudulebi varT, aRar vambob ukve kaTarzisze da sxva sityvebze, romlebic pirvelive wamebidanve modis TavSi azrad, roca 2011 am wigns xeliT Seexebi. ubralod kiTxvebi ibadeba: ra? rodis? ra sababiT?.. risi gawirvis saSualebiT SeiZleba am SekiTxvas gasce pasuxi –`Чъя это земля?“ – `Божъя“ – erT-erTi pasuxi, romelmac tyviasTan erTad gabrwyinvebac arguna mama andrias. Tqveno uwmidesobav, meufeno, pativcemulo sazogadoebav, ukacravad, rom Tavidanve ver mogesalmeT... sityvis energiaze brZana Cemma Zvirfasma makam. unda vTqva, rom es adamianebi, romlebic saubroben mama andriaze, TviTon arian Zalian kargi adamianebi. Cven gadaveCvieT am sityvebs: `Zalian kargi adamianebi“. maTi Txroba SenarCunebulia, intonacia, sunTqvac ki SenarCunebulia, moklebulia yovelgvar literaturul kopwiaobas da paToss, sityva yalbs arc ki vakadreb, arc ki davuSveb, rom vaxseno. pasuxi SekiTxvaze, risi unda meSinodes, RvTis xelSi varo, bevrs, ymawvili iyo, Tu asakovani, gaazrebuli arc hqonda. bevrma uprecendento gmiroba Caidina am omSi, magram TviTon am omiT, ZmaTamkvleli omiT isargebla Savma Zalam. me ar minda amas davarqva ruseTi da Seuracxvyo mTeli eri. albaT am borotebas nacionaloba ara aqvs da sxva saxeli hqvia. mama andrias aRsrulebiT TiTqos is sisxli gadairecxa. yvelas gvaxsovs, rogori indiferentuli wlebi iyo, iq naomar da daCexil biWebs kidev Tavis marTleba sWirdebodaT. Zalian bevri usiamovno saubrebi gvaxsovs da bevrma isic ki akadra, maT: uazro omi iyoo. ki, omi iyo ideologiis gareSe, sjobda am oms rogorRac gadavrCenodiT. Cven Cvensas vtiriT, afxazebi Tavisas tirian. wavikiTxe afxazi dedis werili, romelsac afxazma snaiperma Svili moukla. igi wers am snaiperis dedas (is snaiperi iqve mokles qarTvelma biWebma), SevrigdeTo. vefxisa da moymis qveyanaSi es ar unda gagvik- maisi 55 №5 2011 virdes. snaiperis dedam ver gabeda werilis gamogzavna. wignis literaturul xarisxze ar visaubreb. es monazvnebis iniciativa iyo da madloba yvelas, vinc am saqmesTan iyo dakavSirebuli, magram TviTon wignis garSemo moxda mSvenieri faqtebi. erT faqts getyviT – erT-erTi didi moZRvari Cveni, kategoriulad winaaRmdegi iyo, rom wignSi naxsenebi yofiliyo misi Rvawli mama andrias mimarT. es Tavmdabloba imdenad saWiroa Cveni erisTvis, imdeni ram aris saswavlebeli ara marto gonebiT, aramed guliT, rom adgils migiCens, Sens adgilze gsvams. imitom, rom yvela raRacas vglovobT, yvela vTvliT, rom ufro ukeTess vimsaxurebT, rom am mdgomareobaSi ar unda viyoT da uceb am wigns rom waikiTxav, sircxvilis grZnoba gipyrobs da uceb gabrunebs Sens bunebriv adgilze, risi Rirsic xar da SeiZleba risi Rirsic ar xar. es sircxvilis grZnoba monaniebis grZnobaa, esec amaRlebaa, Cafiqreba – esec amaRlebaa... mSvenierebaa, rom mowameobrivad aRsrulebulni kidev zrunaven Cvenze, ara konkretuli saqmeebiT, aramed locviT, romelic Cven ar gvesmis. mSvenierebaa is, rom aT welze meti gavida da erTmaneTTan paeqrobiT daRlil qarTvelebs dRes vxedav gaciskrovnebuli saxeebiT, vxedav am brwyinvale sazogadoebas, romelic dRes mobrZanda absoluturad erTi gamometyvelebiT. iumori aqvs SenarCunebuli am wigns, SesaniSnavi. SesaniSnavi iumori. Cveni Zvirfasi maka rom ixsenebda monazvnebis dialogs (bevri ram wamarTva makam saTqmeli, etyoba mainc erTi da igive mgrZnobeloba gvaqvs, literaturuli, garda sxva faseulobebisac), iq aris erTi fantastikuri detali, roca am gadmoxtomaze saubroben, erT-erTze amboben – is ar gadmoxtebao. da es ise uxdeba, es uSualoba, es silaRe 56 Tu SeiZleba silaRe ewodos, roca sakuTar sikvdilze saubrob da rogor hgavs yovelive es im didi dedebis Tavganwirvas, `baSi aCukidan“ rom gvaxsovs, rom cviodnen kldeebidan da es ar eTvlebodaT codvad. miuxedavad imisa, rom TviTmkvleloba yvelaze didi codvaa, radgan yvelaze didi faseuloba, swored adamianis sulia. ai, es yvelaferi trialdeba, rac ki bavSvobidanve Caqsovili, magram miviwyebuli gaqvs Seni yoveldRiuri fizikuri Tu sulieri sizarmaciT, uxeiro cxovrebiT da uceb ukeTesi kaci xdebi. Sen axsene, maka da Zalian gamixarda sityva `keTisurneleba“. es sityva marTla ar momafiqrdeboda. CvenTvis, rigiTi moqalaqeebisTvis, ucnobia Sinaganawesi, Sida urTierTobebi Cveni eklesiisa. is ki ara, leqsikac... `xiblSi Cavardna“ bevrma filologmac SeiZleba ar icodes da vgebulobT am wignidan. xSirad egonaT xiblSi Cavardnili, radgan arakomunikabeluri biWi iyo. RmerTma mapatios, biWad rom vixsenieb, jerjerobiT mama andriasa. uWirda adamianebTan urTierToba, Zalian seriozuli avtoritetebis Careva dasWirda imisTvis, rom mas gaeara is safexurebi, romliTac is adamianebTan kontaqtSi iqneboda. martosuli biWi iyo, marto undoda, locvaSi undoda marto. dasawyisSi nawyenic iyo Tavis sulier moZRvarze, momatyuao, ratom gamiSvao... da Semdeg mixvda, ramxela ram aCuqa moZRvarma, ufro gamoawrTo, moamzada im wuTisTvis, rom eTqva sityva: `Божъя“. es urTierTobebi, es niuansebi, gasaocari da CvenTvis, rogiTi adamianebisTvis, araeklesiurad mcxovrebi adamianebisTvis warmoudgeneli ram aris, rom roca mama andria daiRupa, monazvnebi erTmaneTs ulocavdnen am ambavs. amas rom vambob, SeiZleba davabnio bevri, magram amaze meti mosaloci ra unda iyos. es adamianebi xom fan- maisi №5 taven im janRs, im Sav Rrubels, Tavze rom gvadgas Cveni codvebiT, Cveni uniWobiT, Cveni ugunurebiT da erTmaneTTan SejibriT, Tu vis ufro uyvars saqarTvelo da vin ufro icis WeSmaritebisaken savali gzebi. arada, swored am adamianebis, cocxlebisa da wasulebis, Cveni sulieri dedebis da mamebis locviT ar aris, kidev rom gvidgas suli, Torem imdeni viciT uaryofiTi, daviRaleT. am daRlilobas gvaclian beWebidan, gvaclis es wigni, sadac mama andrias megobris mixedviTac ki mixvdebi, rom es biWi, romelic SeiZleba verc ki SegemCnia (da ramdeni am darbazSic zis), momzadebuli iyo am mSvenieri gabrwyinvebisTvis. Tu SeatyveT, xSirad vambobdi; `ar vici, ar vici“. swored `ar viciT“ davamTavreb, radgan swored am grZnobas mitovebs wignTan Sexeba: ar vici, amas ra hqvia, roca mTawminda aqvea, roca axloa mtkvari. macale, mivdgeb-movdgebi, macale, sanam movkvdebi, gadagixado vali. mixeil qurdiani ori simbolo Cveni gamarjvebisa Tqveno uwmidesobav, Tqveno yovladusamRdeloesobav, saqarTve los parlamentis Tavmjdomarev, meufeno, Rirso mamano da dedano, qalbatonebo da batonebo, neba momeciT, oriode sityva mogaxsenoT am wignis garSemo da aramarto mis Sesaxeb. rodesac omi daiwyo, me ucxoeTSi gaxldiT da pirveli, rac vigrZeni, iyo is, rom unda wamovsuliyavi da mimeRo monawileoba am omSi, radgan Tavidanve vacnobierebdi, rom es iyo omi ruseTsa da saqarTvelos Soris – afxazeTisaTvis. me mTeli cxovreba veubnebodi Cems Svilebs, rom yvelaze mcire, rac SeiZleba kacma gaakeTos Tavisi samSoblosaTvis – is unda mokvdes misTvis da gamoadges mas Tavisi si- cocxliT. daiwyo omi, iyvnen daWrilebi, am dros gaxldiT ucxoeTSi da Cemi, rogorc mamis movaleoba iyo, wamovsuliyavi da sakuTari sicocxlis fasad meCvenebina SvilebisaTvis, rom rasac me maT vaswavlidi, iyo WeSmariteba. me Camovedi da wavedi am omSi moxalised. jer msroleli gaxldiT me-3 batalionSi, Semdeg kapitani, batalionis meTauris moadgile. es iyo sazRvao qveiTi batalioni, elitaruli jari da minda sruli pasuxismgeblobiT ganvacxado, rom arcerTi santimetri miwisa CvenTvis mters ar waurTmevia, yvela poziciidan Cven viyaviT gamoyvanili brZanebiT da mova dro, ufalic da eric mosTxovs yvelas pasuxs, visac Cven brZanebiT gamovyavdiT ama Tu im teritoriidan. da Tu ar gamoxvidodi, Senianebive gesrodnen da geubnebodnen: Cvenebi mandedan wamosulebi arian da Sen ar xar is, visadac Tavs asaReb. me minda giTxraT, rom ramdenjerme mqonda bedniereba, menaxa mama andria. es iyo im periodSi, roca is sapatriarqoSi cxovrobda. me maSin ar vicodi, visTan mqonda saqme, Cven ubralod moridebulad vesalmebodiT erTmaneTs da ar vicodi, Tu ras amzadebda misTvis ufali, ra didi RvawlisTvis hyavda is SerCeuli da unda giTxraT, rom rasac me dRes vityvi, es iqneba dakavSirebuli mama andriasTan, iqneba dakavSirebuli afxazebTan da qarTvelebTan. upirveles yovlisa, minda giTxraT, rom omis dros xdeboda saocari ram. erTxel gadmosxes desanti, Cven maSin gumisTasTan viyaviT. am wignSi weria, rom maSin gumisTa kargad iyo gamagrebuli. im dRes swored gumisTasTan viyavi, Svidi ambrazura gvqonda gumisTis mxares da erTi ukan, zurgisken, rom vinme sakuTari ar dagvsxmoda da misgan dagvecva Tavi. xom SeiZleboda vinmes TavSi mosvloda, Cveni iaraRis xelSi Casagdebad maisi 2011 mama andria yuraSvili 57 №5 2011 gaekeTebina es. da gadmosxes desanti. Cven es desanti agvyavda... iyo soxumSi (aq soxumelebi bevrni xarT) erTi xabazi, puris mcxobeli biWi, vinme niko gabunia. ai, es niko gabunia CvenTan iyo, CvenTan ibrZoda. didi, ormetriani, uSvelebeli biWi iyo da nikom ipova xesTan 17 wlis daWrili afxazi biWi. am biWma rom dainaxa es deviviT kaci, uTxra: `Не убивай, брат, я ранен“ da nikom uTxra (soxumelebma kargi rusuli icodnen): `Вот видиш, тебе понодобилась война, чтоб спомнить, что я тебе брат“-o. aiyvana xelSi, Seisva mxarze da ise miiyvana sanitarul nawilSi. samwuxarod, is biWi ver gadarCa. mis jibeSi aRmoCnda celofanSi gaxveuli Romi da mSralad moxarSuli lobio. etyoba bebiam, dedam, an viRacam sagzali Caudo am biWs. dilis xuT saaTze gavdiodiT operaciebze. xuTis naxevarze marTlmadidebeli rusi qalebi, vis armiasc Cven iq vebrZodiT, idgnen xatebiT xelSi da jvars gvsaxavdnen, rom dagvecva es qalaqi. me TviTeuli im qalis saxe maxsovs da vwuxvar, rom maT Soris arcerTi qarTveli qali ar iyo. magram iyvnen rusebi, romlebic gvilocavdnen gzas da gvisurvebdnen gamarjvebas. me rac vnaxe, saocaria. am wignSi weria unikaluri fraza. ukve mokles mama andria da Cvenebi Txouloben mis gadmosvenebas. da ai, aq pirveli xidi Cvensa da afxazebs Soris, imaT Tqves: `А попа не отдадим. Он наш покойник, мы его похоронили с честю“. ukve daiwyo dava, davis safuZveli, Cvensa da afxazebs Soris, visi micvalebulia mama andria. mama andria, romelic Tavisi iq yofniT asrulebda im movaleobas, romelic unda Seesrulebina moZRvars. me mxolod erTi sityviT davaxasiaTeb mas, Zvel wignebSi sweria: `uSiSi, viTarca uxorco“. mama andria gaxldaT uSiSi, viTarca uxorco. es iyo mTlianad Crdilisgan Tavisufali, naTlisgan Sedgenili adamiani, romelsac yvela, isic ki, vi- 58 nac gaimeta, erTnairi siyvaruliT uyvarda. roca gaiJRera pasuxma, romelic am wignSi weria, es iyo pasuxi cinikur kiTxvaze: `Чья это земля, грузинская или абхазская?“ man upasuxa: `Божъя“. es ar aris ubralod, romelime mamis pasuxi, es ar aris ubralod qristianis pasuxi. es aris pasuxi im adamianisa, vinc kargad icis, visi Svilebi varT. yvelaze mTavari, rac am wignSi aris da ramac Semzara, da unda giTxraT, rom kamanSi mama andrias saflavs ara aqvs warwera, ise, rogorc am wigns ar aweria, romel qalaqSi gamoica, romel gamomcemlobaSi, romel wels, TiTqos daaviwydaT gamomcemlebs, rom es aucilebelia, Tundac wignis aRsawerad. TiTqos es wigni ubralod maradisobisaTvis aris gamocemuli da ara aqvs mniSvneloba arc qalaqs, arc gamomcelobas, arc TariRs, rodis gamoica es wigni. am wignSi arcerTi tyuili ar sweria (saerTod rogor unda tyuodes qristiani) arcerTi. Tu rame mosCvenebiaT naklad mama andrias xasiaTSi, aravis daumalavs, yvelaferi patiosnad gaixsenes maT. am omSi yofnis dros moxda aseTi saocari ram. pirvelad rom dabombes soxumi, maSin Cven aCadaraSi viyaviT, gumisTaze da rom vbrundebodiT, viRac qali mxvdeba da meubneba: `Помогите собрат ребенка“. me momeCvena – Забрат. vifiqre, saidan unda aviyvano es bavSvi, da uceb davinaxe, rom xelSi bavSvis mowyvetili xeli uWiravs. me ar meyo vaJkacoba, rom mas bavSvis mogrovebaSi davxmarebodi da saswrafod gavecale im adgils. es qali qarTveli ar iyo, ra mniSvneloba aqvs amas, es yvelasTvis ubedureba iyo, rom imperia cdilobda erTi patara qveynis marTvisTvis yvela da yvelaferi gaewira. da am dros iq iyo adamiani, romelic mzad iyo sikvdilisaTvis. saocaria, roca petre eubneba iesos: iqneb ar iyos Seni jvarcma aucile- maisi №5 beli, iqneba Seni gadarCena sjobdeso, maSin ufali moiSorebs mas da eubneba, Sen kacisas meubnebi, me RvTisas vlaparakobo. Cven veravin gadavarCendiT mama andrias, radgan mama andria gamiznuli iyo uflis mier am RvawlisaTvis. meore dRes, roca bavSvis xeliani qali vnaxe soxumSi, daviWeri, mqonda saSineli Wriloba, romelic pirs ar ikravda, radgan Sig mqonda naRmis namsxvrevi. im dRes me gadavarCine Cemi megobari doqtori, profesori, romelic aseve omSi iyo wamosuli – avTandil sulaberiZe, me daWrilma, imas meti Wriloba hqonda, mas vupatrone, TbilisSi gadmovafrenine da davbrundi, rom gamegrZelebina brZola. Cemi daniT amoviRe is namsxvrevi da Sevixvie Wriloba. autaneli tkivilebi mqonda da miTxres, rom Wriloba xelaxla unda gaWriliyo da Tavidan gakeriliyo. amisi fuli ar mqonda, Tan anTebiTi procesebic damewyo, roca uwmidesma moulodnelad gadawyvita, meufe daniels gavyolodi ierusalimSi. rodesac CavediT ierusalimSi, meufe danieli mekiTxeba, – Tqven aia sofia molocvili gaqvTo? Sua gzaSi varT, stambulSi. me vuTxari, – arameTqi, meufem Tavisi fuliT iyida viza, gaaCera manqana, moviloceT aia sofia, CavfrindiT ierusalimSi da mivediT mTavrobis banketze, radgan saerTaSoriso konferencia tardeboda. meufe danieli mekiTxeba, qvemoT Tu ici ra Senobaao? gadavixede, zemodan arasdros menaxa jvris monasteri da, ver vicani-meTqi. – es jvris monasteria, vilocoTo. viloceT da ukan davbrundiT, mivacile meufe da Sevdivar Cems apartamentSi, namgzavri var, minda Sxapi miviRo. gamaxsenda, dilas, sanam gamovfrindebodi Tbilisidan, Sxapis dros cxeli wyali moxvda Wrilobas da kinaRam goneba davkarge. uceb gamaxsenda, rom mTeli dRe aRar mtkioda es Wriloba. Sevixseni 2011 da aRmovaCine, rom gamqraliyo. mas Sramic ar dautovebia, ise gaqra da me mjera, rom RvTis wyalobiT, mama andriasTana moZRvrebis wyalobiT ise gaqreba es Wriloba Cvensa da afxazebis sxeulidan, iseve Sramis gareSe, ukvalod, rogorc Cemi Wriloba gaqra ierusalimSi, rodesac Cven jvris monasterSi viloceT. me am wignma ar damaZina, Tqveno uwmidesobav. es wigni sulis SemZvreli wignia, romelic gaCvenebs, Tu rogor aris mzad erTi adamiani ukvdavebisTvis, rogor cxovrobs is sxva ganzomilebaSi. am wignis gamocema udavod ufalma ineba, aseve sruli simarTle uflis mier aris nakarnaxevi. da me mgonia, rom ra Tqma unda es caSi wydeba, magram am wignis wakiTxvisas ar mtovebda azri, rom albaT es msxverpli aucileblad unda yofiliyo. aucileblad unda moeca am oms ori wmindani, erTi qarTveli da erTi afxazi. unda moeca mama andria da iuri anua. ori kaci, romelic saqarTvelos erTianobis, uflis Svilobis gansaxierebas warmoadgendnen, ori adamiani, romlebmac mowamebrivi sikvdili miiRes mxolod rwmenis gamo da rwmenis wyalobiT. me mesmis im monazoni dedebis, romlebic, me ar vityvi SuriT, magram natvriT uyurebdnen im aRsasruls, romelic miiRes mama andriam da iuri anuam. es saocari ambavia, erTad klaven or kacs, ers da bers, rac eklesiis gansaxierebaa, erTad klaven qarTvels da afxazs. rogor SeiZleboda, rom qarTvels afxazi moekla, afxazs qarTveli moekla. maT saerTo mteri hyavT da es aris is boroteba, romelic xan erTi imperiis saxes miiRebs, xan meorisas. romelsac SeuZlia adamianebs goneba daubindos. magram, rogorc ori TvaliT iyureba jansaRi adamiani, dRevandelma afxazeTmac momavlisken ori TvaliT unda gaixedos. erTi Tvali mama andria iqneba, meore ki iuri anua. maisi 59 №5 2011 ori kaci, ori simbolo, Cveni gamarjvebisa sikvdilze da borotebaze. guram odiSaria giyvardes da gadarCebi upirvelesad didi madloba min da movaxseno meufe daniels, ro melmac mama andriaze gamocemuli wigni misaxsovra. marTlac SesaniSnavi wignia `nu geSinin, rameTu me miZlevies sofelsa“. baRdaTSi bavSvobagamovlili kaci var (Svid wlamde iq vcxovrobdi) da mama andrias cxovrebis gancda baRdaTuri mogonebebidan daviwye: xaniswyali, fexburTi, Widaoba, bavSvobis megobrebi... TiTqos Tanamedrove romani wamekiTxos, mama andrias mTeli cxovreba Tvalwin damidga. zogierTi misi megobris, sulieri Zmis, axloblis mogoneba iseTi gulwrfeli da sufTaa (sxvanairad verc moigoneb mama andrias), rom ase ggonia, TiTqos locvaao. wignSi uamravi SesaniSnavi detalia. erTxelac, ise gulmxurvaled loculobda Turme, rom verc gaugia, ise daibomba iqauroba. locvagasrulebuls ukiTxavs, rogor, aq bombebi skdebodao? saocrad uyvarda silun aToneli. Cemda samarcxvinod, cota ram vici siluan aTonelze, male aucileblad wavikiTxav, viSovni sadme. monasterSic gandegilad cxovrobda, moSorebiT patara senaki augia da iq iyo Turme. mjdomare iZinebda mxolod. gangebam nabij-nabij afxazeTSi Caiyvana, kamanis ioane oqropiris taZarSi ganagrZo moRvaweoba. afxazeTSi im dros omi mZvinvarebda. rodesac afxazurma mxarem kamani aiRo, mama andria mokles. zurgidan esroles, TavSi, pirdapir srola ver gabedes. mesmis. da mama andria miwieri cxovrebis damTavrebisTanave, umal saocrad 60 saWiro gaxda yvelasTvis. upirvelesad sruliad axalgazrda afxazi meomrisaTvis – daurisaTvis. Rameebs mis saflavTan aTenebda dauri, esaubreboda mama andrias (uZvirfasesia manana anuas mogoneba masze). daurs mama andria omis jojoxeTSi RmerTTan Suamavlad sWirdeboda, raTa moenaniebina codva – Turme gudauTaSi is aiZules qarTveli tyveebisaTvis xeli gaertya. sul ramdenime dReSi dauri daRupula. mis nacnobebs uTqvamT – Cven mama andria rom movkaliT, es ar gvepatia da amitomac daiRupa Cvens Soris yvelaze sufTa biWio. im dReebSi daurs uTqvams – me kaci ar momiklavs, magram mama andrias mkvlels movklavdio. daurs yovelTvis vixseneb mama andriasTan erTado, – wers manana anua. Semdeg mahmadiani afxazi, rafaeli esaTuTeba mama andrias saxels, keTilmoawyobs mis saflavs, ar Sordeba, 40 dRe da Rame hpatronobs mananasa da dedamiss da samSvidobos gahyavs. metad sayuradReboa afxazebis naTqvami mama andriaze – `Он наш, мы его с почестямы похоронили“. erT-erTi misi megobari wers, rom mama andria sikvdilis mere araerTxel daxmarebia. meore xazs usvams, mama andrias roca vixseneb, miqreba SiSis grZnoba. diax, mama andria Zalian gvWirdeba yvelas – qarTvelebsac, afxazebsac... is afxazeTSi, ioane oqropiris saxelobis taZris ezoSi ganisvenebs, kamanSi. Cven xom ioane oqropirma gvauwya – RmerTi siyvaruliao. mxolod siyvaruls SeuZlia mowinaaRmdegeni megobrebad aqcios. amas mama andrias xanmokle cxovrebac gvaswavlis. WeSmaritad asea – giyvardes da gadarCebi. maisi №5 2011 qarTvelebi Sin da gareT guram barnovi TqmiT Wmunvac aRar Semcirdebisa Tanamedrove ruseTma ramdeni maxec dagvigo, yvelaSi Tavi Tu ara, fexi mainc gavyaviT... an ZaliT gagvayofina. marTalia, Zala aRmarTsa xnavs, magram gaufrTxileblobiT ar unda vebmebodeT maxeSi. iqneb es imitom mogvdis, rom politikuri koniunqtura xSirad xels gviSlis istoriis obieqtur xedvaSi da erTsa da imave faqts radikalurad gansxvavebul Sefasebebsac vaZlevT xolme. ase magaliTad, 1783 wlis georgievskis traqtatis mniSvnelobas sabWoTa istoriografia calsaxad dadebiTad afasebda da, Sesabamisad, erekle II aRiarebuli iyo SorsmWvretel politikosad. postsabWoTa periodidan ki iTvleba, rom ruseTTan urTierTobas ubedurebis meti araferi moutania saqarTvelosTvis. erekle meoris moRvaweobis Sefasebisas ar unda viviwyebdeT, rom misi mefobis bolo periodSi qveyana gausaZlis mdgomareobaSi aRmoCnda – mezobeli mahmadianuri saxelmwifoebis momZlavrebul agresias Tan erTvoda lekianobac (iqneb amis gamoc iyo, rom lekebis tyveobidan Tavdaxsnilma daviT guramiSvilma samSobloSi dabrunebas ruseTSi gadasvla arCia). nurc imas daviviwyebT, rom mefe erekle arc pirveli yofila da arc erTaderTi, vinc gamosavals romelime Zlieri qristianuli saxelmwifos mfarvelobaSi xedavda – vaxtang meeqvsem saSvelad ruseTs miakiTxa, sulxan-saba orbelianma ki kaTolikoba miiRo da safrangeTis mefes sTxovda saqarTvelos mimarT politikur Tanadgomas. mefe erekles sicocxleSi ruseTs georgievskis traqtatiT gaTvaliswinebuli arc erTi valdebuleba ar Seusrulebia. piriqiT, general- ma totlebenma aspinZis brZolaSi nacvlad dapirebuli daxmarebisa, uRalata mefe erekles da Tavisi jariT gaerida brZolis vels. erekle meoris gardacvalebis Semdeg qveyana kidev ufro mZime viTarebaSi aRmoCnda. mefe giorgi yvela Rones xmarobda, raTa ruseTis jari, rogorc mSvidobianobis garanti, Semosuliyo saqarTveloSi. bolos, rogorc iqna, imperator pavle pirvelis brZanebiT 1799 wlis 26 noembers general lazarevis egerTa polki TbilisSi Semovida. pirobisamebr, mefe giorgi Tbilisis misadgomebTan Seegeba ruseTis jars. mas Tan axlda taxtis memkvidre daviT batoniSvili, samRvdeloeba da didkacoba. TviTmxilvelTa gadmocemiT, `qalaqis banebi moiWeda didiTa da patariTa, qaliTa da kaciTa da mouTmenlad elodebodnen jarsa, viTarca qveynis mxsnelsa, mSvidobianobis da mosvenebis momavlinebelsa~. magram rogorc mere lelT Runia ityvis: `ras vaqnev carial mSvidabas... rai arn mSvidaba? uxmar satevars Jangi daedvis... carial mSvidoba miwaCic gveyofis... adrida avad Tu kargad Cven Cveni Tavni Cvenadve gveyudnes, miT iyvis uked. adrida eri erobdis, vaJai vaJabdis, qalai qalabdis~... mefe giorgis gardacvalebis Semdeg ruseTma `carial mSvidobisa~ da qveynis teritoriuli gamTlianebis sanacvlod saqarTvelos saxelmwifoebrioba gaauqma, rasac ramdenime ajanyeba da 1832 wlis SeTqmuleba mohyva. maSin ruseTma saWirod CaTvala ZalisTvis xerxic waeSvelebina da Tavisi xisti politika ramdenadme Searbila, ramac situacia odnav Caawynara. imJamindeli viTarebis Sefasebi- maisi erekle II giorgi XII 61 №5 2011 sas Tanamedrove istoriografia ratomRac naklebad iTvaliswinebs maSindel sazogadoebriv azrs da Cvens mwerlobaSi asaxul qarTulrusul urTierTobebs. ilias, akakis, vaJa-fSavelas rusofilobas veravin daswamebs, magram miuxedavad amisa, isinic ki Tvals ar xuWavdnen im dadebiTze, rac ruseTTan urTierTobam moutana Cven qveyanas – gaCnda imis pirobebi, rom ezrunaT erovnul kulturaze da aRedginaT gawyvetili kavSirebi qristianul evropasTan. swored amis gamo werda akaki wereTeli `Cem TavgadasavalSi~: `peterburgSi pirdapir mimavalisaTvis, rasakvirvelia, xmeleTiT wasvla ufro mosaxerxebeli iyo da arc ise saSiSi, rogorc zRviT, magram am gziT imitom gamistumres mSoblebma, rom odesaSi varancovis qvrivi egulebodaT da misi naxva damavales. im dros sazogadod qarTvelebs iseTi siyvaruli da xsovna hqondaT varancovis, rom Tu ruseTSi myofi an mimavali qarTveli varancovis qvrivs ar gauvlida da ar naxavda, verc ki warmoidgendnen. Cemma mSoblebmac mitom damavales, rom uTuod mivsuliyavi kneinasTan da mokiTxva gadameca; ZRvnad misarTmevadac erTi didi giSris jvari, zed jvarcma gamosaxuli gamatanes... varancovis kneinam SviliviT mimiRo da gamomkiTxa yvelas ambavi. bolos giSris jvari rom gadaveci, didi siamovneba daimCnia, `vaxsovaro qarTvelebs da sCans, rom Cem qmars male ar daiviwyebeno~. `sanam saqarTvelos saxsenebeli ar moispoba, varancovis saxelic ar daaviwydebaT meTqi~. moxuc kneinas cremlebi moeria, RimiliT Semomxeda da makoca. ormoc weliwadze metia mas aqeT, magram ase mgonia, es yvelaferi axla iyo~. amave dros, samocianelebi imasac Zalian kargad xedavdnen, rom ruseTis mier xisti politikis Serbileba sulac ar niSnavda maTis mxriv imperiul zraxvebze xelis aRebas da amitomac ibrZodnen mTeli cxovre- 62 ba ase TavgamodebiT qarTvel xalxSi minavlebuli erovnuli muxtis gasaRviveblad. maSin es iyo erTaderTi gza gadagvareba-gadaSenebisagan eris gadarCenisa. leqsSi `qarTvlis dedas~ ilia Senatroda im Soreul warsuls, roca saqarTvelo Zlieri qristianuli qveyana iyo, roca qarTveli deda `mamuls uzrdida Svilsa~ da `dedis nanasTan qviTini mTisa mas umzadebda momaval gmirsa~. magram `gahqra is droca~ ... iliam am leqss epigrafad waumZRvara leibnicis sityvebi: `awmyo, Sobili warsulisagan, aris mSobeli momavalisa~, magram didi xnis gardasuli saocnebo warsuli veRar iqneboda sasurveli awmyos mSobeli. amitom mouwodebda ilia axal Taobas: `moviklaT warsul droebzed dardi ... Cven unda vsdioT exla sxva varskvlavs, Cven unda Cveni vSvaT myoobadi, Cven unda mivsceT momavali xalxs~. samocianelebma marTlac SeZles saqarTvelos gaerTianeba erovnuli suliskveTebiT, magram ... *** XIX saukunis 90-iani wlebidan erovnul moZraobas sastiki brZola gamoucxades socialdemokratebma, radgan maT sul sxvagvarad esmodaT patriotizmi. rogorc cnobilia, marqsma tradiciulis sanacvlod klasobrivi patriotizmi SesTavaza msoflios xalxebs. amis gamo marqsistebisaTvis `mamuliSviloba~ da `Sovinizmi~ tolfardi cnebebi iyo. social-demokratebis erT-erTi lideri irakli (kaki) wereTeli ase daemSvidoba ilia WavWavaZes: `dRes sazogadoebaSi aris Zalian didi nawili, romelsac ver akmayofilebs verc gacveTili patriotizmi, verc `saqarTvelosa~ da `qarTveli eris~ yvirili, misi ideali sakacobrio idealia... dae, gitiros Sen, rogorc Segnebuli mesakuTre, Tavadaznaurobam, dae, gaqon da gadidon Sen Sovinistebma, rogorc maisi №5 mamulis Svili, Cven, ra Tqma unda, ar SevuerTdebiT aseTebis qebaTaqebas~... noe Jordania ki imasac irwmuneboda, rom qarTveli eri yvelaze progresuli eria, radgan `arc erT xalxs ise naklebad ar ainteresebs nacionaluri kiTxva, rogoraTac qarTvel xalxs~. da es maSin, roca ilias, akakis, vaJa-fSavelas yvelaze metad swored erovnuli nihilizmi aRelvebdaT, ramac SeiZleba gadaSenebamde miiyvanos eri, radgan erovnuli TviTmyofadobis gareSe TviT politikuri damoukidebloba droTa viTarebaSi fiqciad iqceva. sayovelTaod iyo cnobili, rom qarTvel social-demokratebs ruseTTan sruli integraciis gareSe ver warmoedginaT Cveni qveynis momavali. amas adasturebs, Tundac, mefisnacvlis voroncov-daSkovis mier 1906 wels ruseTis imperatorisadmi gagzavnili moxsenebiTi baraTic: `Tavadaznauroba, samRvdeloeba da inteligencia saqarTveloSi separatistulia. erTaderTi saimedo Zala, romelsac SeiZleba daeyrdnos ruseTis xelisufleba, qarTveli social-demokratebi arian. marTalia, saSiSi revolucionerebi, magram saxelmwifo centralistebi da ruseTis mTlianobis momxreni~. ruseTis mTlianobis SenarCunebis saerTo miznis garda, socialdemokratebsa da mefis xelisuflebas erTmaneTTan akavSirebdaT saerTo mteric – erovnuli moZraoba. am saerTo miznisa da saerTo mtris gamo iyo, rom socialdemokratebisaTvis `oxrankasTan~ saidumlo TanamSromloba did codvad ar iTvleboda, magram imaTi vinaoba, vinc ruseTis saidumlo samsaxurebTan TanamSromlobda, arc Tebervlis da arc oqtombris revoluciebis Semdeg ar gamJRavnebula, radgan bevri maTgani axal xelisuflebaSi aRmoCnda. amave mizezis gamo arc sabWoTa imperiis daSlis Semdeg momxdara 2011 `suk~-is agentebis lustracia. marTalia, gasuli saukunis dasasruls saqarTvelos parlaments unda mieRo lustraciis kanoni, magram dapireba dapirebad darCa. 1999 wels gaz. `kviris palitraSi~ (14-20 ivnisi) gamoqveynda interviu saqarTvelos `suk~-is yofil Tavmjdomaresa da `Sss~ ministris yofil moadgilesTan, imJamad parlamentis droebiTi sagamoZiebo komisiis TavmjdomaresTan, general-maior mixeil osaZesTan, romlis aRiarebiTac: `saidumlo TanamSromlebis gar kveuli nawili xelisuflebis umaRles organoebSi xvdeboda. arian isini dRevandel parlamentSic~. erTi wliT adre amasve ambobda saqarTvelos uSiSroebis yofili ministri irakli baTiaSvilic: `agentura yvelgan aris – kancelariaSic, parlamentSic, sxva uwyebebSi, politikur organizaciebSi. agenturis qseli dResac koncentrirebulia eduard SevardnaZis garSemo~ (gaz. `axali Taoba~, 23 seqtemberi, 1998). zemoxsenebul interviuSi m. osaZe sruli lustraciis winaaRmdegi iyo imis gamo, rom saxelmwifo uSiSroebis samsaxuris gareSe darCebao. Zneli saTqmelia, Tu ramdenad realuria amis saSiSroeba, magram is ki cnobilia, rom `suk~-is agentebis sruli lustracia moxda germaniaSi, poloneTSi, baltiispira qveynebSi, magram iq amas arc sazo gadoebis gaxleCa-dapirispireba gamouwvevia da savaraudoa, rom arc am qveynebis specsamsaxurebi darCenilan saidumlo agenturis gareSe. nawilobrivi lustracia ki kidev ufro meti eWvebisa da ciliswamebebis talRebs aagorebs. lustraciis kanonis miRebiT da misi ganxorcielebiT pirvel yovlisa xelisufleba unda iyos dainteresebuli imis dasamtkiceblad, rom mas ukve aRaraferi, TviT uxilavi Zafebic ki ar akavSirebs damxobil reJimTan. mas Semdegac ki, roca 1918 wlis 22 maisi 63 №5 2011 aprils Seqmnili amierkavkasiis konfederacia imave wlis maisSi daiSala da social-demokratebi iZulebulni gaxdnen saqarTvelos sruli damoukidebloba gamoecxadebinaT, `erovnul mTavrobas~ mainc bolSevikuri ruseTisaken miuwevda guli. amis gamo iyo, rom erovnuldemokratebis lideri spiridon kedia 1919 wels damfuZnebeli krebis mexuTe sxdomaze acxadebda: `mTavrobas, marTalia, moskovis centrisadmi fraqciuli siZulvili aqvs, magram meore mxriv masTan principuli siyvaruli akavSirebs~. realurad, es iyo ara mxolod swrafva centralizmisaken, aramed ruseTTan sruli integraciis dauokebeli wyurvili. emigraciaSi myofi cnobili mwe rali da sazogado moRvawe Salva amirejibi ase axasiaTebda n. Jordanias, rogorc politikoss: `Jordania – rusuli saxelmwifos centralizmis momxre da saqarTvelos avtonomiis winaaRmdegi, saqarTvelos damoukideblobis xanaSi sa qarTvelos prezidenti da eris beladi Seiqmna~. araferia sakvirveli, rom n. Jordanias da menSevikur xelisuflebas arc ki ucdiaT winaaRmdegoba gaewiaT meTerTmete armiisaTvis. emigraciaSi mimavali cnobili menSeviki petre geleiSvili ase amSvidebda aq darCenil Tanapartielebs: `qarTveli social-demokratebi mivdivarT, rusi social-demokratebi modian, saRelavi raa?!~ safrangeTSi Casulma saqarTvelos emigrantma mTavrobam parizis maxloblad daba levilis mamuli SeiZina, Tumca Zneli saTqmelia, ra saxsrebi gamoinaxa amisaTvis. n. Jordania Tavis mogonebebSi xazgasmiT aRniSnavda, rom damoukideblobis wlebSi qveyana gausaZlisi gaWirvebas ganicdida: `...yvela gaWirvebulebi viyaviT dawyebuli maRali sferoebidan. es gaTanasworeba gaWirvebaSi moqmedebda muSebzec da mas itandnen moTminebiT~. rogorc cnobilia, 64 emigraciaSi mimavalma n. Jordaniam xels gaayola erovnuli saganZuri, raTa igi bolSevikebs ar CavardnodaT xelSi, xolo saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi ki gaeyida, magram eqvTime TayaiSvilma amis saSualeba ar misca n. Jordanias. es gaxda levilidan misi mokveTis mizezi. miuxedavad ukiduresi gaWirvebisa, eqvTime TayaiSvilma mainc bolomde upatrona saganZurs da xeluxlebeli Camoitana saqarTveloSi. emigraciidanac ki n. Jordania mainc moskovisaken iyureboda da cdilobda, raimeTi ar gaeRizianebina marqsisti Zmadyofilebi. amitomac sTxovda igi safrangeTis mTavrobas, raTa TavSesafari ar miecaT qaixosro (qaquca) ColoyaSvilisaTvis romelic TanamebrZo lebTan erTad oTxi wlis manZilze (1921-1924ww.) iaraRiT xelSi ebrZoda bolSevik dampyroblebs. raki safrangeTis mTavrobam yurad ar iRo misi Txovna, safrangeTSi Casul q. ColoyaSvils da mis TanamebrZolebs n. Jordaniam ar misca levilis mamulSi dasaxlebis neba.1 *** miuxedavad imisa, rom yovelive zemoT Tqmuli yvelasTvis kargad iyo cnobili, gasuli saukunis 90-ian wlebSi oficialur doneze mainc moxda n. Jordanias aRiareba erovnul moRvawed. rac ukve TavisTavad niSnavda XIX saukunis erovnuli moZraobis mniSvnelobis gaufasurebis mcdelobas. erovnul moRvawed aRiares marqsisti politikosi, romelic ase amarTlebda ilias mkvlelobas: `vTqvaT, social-demokratebis mier momzadebulma niadagma dabada es mkvleloba, mere amisTvis dasagmobia es niadagi? am niadagze aRmocenda kavkasiis revolucia, mTeli axali istoria... лес рубят, щепки 1 roca 1930 wels q. ColoyaSvili gardaicvala, n. Jordaniam ar daakrZalvina levilSi. mxolod naxevari saukunis Semdeg, 80-iani wlebis bolos gadaasvenes igi levilis qarTvelTa saZmo sasaflaoze. maisi №5 летят~. ilias mkvlelobis Jordaniaseuli Sefasebebisagan gansxvavebiT, wiwamuris tragediis momswre cnobili mecnieris mixako wereTelis azriT: `ilia daeca im brZolaSi, romelic warmoebda saqarTveloSi erovnul ideologiasa da ucxo, Soridan Semotanil marqsizms Soris~. `WavWavaZe aRar iyo, amieridan marqsizms gza xsnili hqonda saqarTvelos asaoxreblad~, – werda spiridon kedia. 1921 wels xelisuflebis saTaveSi mosulma bolSevikebma gaagrZeles menSevikebis dawyebuli saqme – ilias, rogorc mwerlisa da erovnuli moRvawis diskreditacia. marTalia, ilias dabadebis 100 wlisTavTan dakavSirebiT TiTqos moxda kidec misi reabilitacia, magram es iyo sabWouri yaidis reabilitacia. rogorc cnobilia, sabWoTa litmcodneoba da saliteraturo kritika mTavar yuradRebas aqcevda mxatvruli nawarmoebis ideur, ideologiur, socialur mxares da uaryofil iqna literaturuli nawarmoebis Sefasebis msoflioSi aRiarebuli kriteriumebi. saxelmZRvaneloebsa da Tu calkeul gamokvlevebSi (iSviaTi gamonaklisis garda) yuradReba ar eqceoda umTavress – literaturuli nawarmoebis mxatvrul Rirsebas da erovnul bunebas. mxatvruli analizi ZiriTadad dayvanili iyo imis aRnusxvamde, Tu ra mxatvruli xerxebia gamoyenebuli nawarmoebSi. gasuli saukunis 90-ian wlebSi n. Jordanias erovnul moRvawed oficialurad gadanaTvlis paralelurad kvlav ganaxlda ilia WavWavaZis, rogorc arSemdgari mwerlis, publicistis da erovnuli moRvawis winaaRmdeg laSqroba. ase magaliTad, erTi kritikosis mtkicebiT, oTaraanT qvrivi `aseqsualuri~, `kastrirebuli~ da imave dros `paTologiuri seqsualuri gadaxrebis~ mqone qalia da amitom 2011 ar SeiZleba misi Seracxva qarTveli dedis idealad. ilias sxva mgmobelebi irwmunebodnen, rom: `ilia WavWavaZe cocxali rom yofiliyo, TviTonve aRar daakmayofilebda sakuTari erovnuli koncefcia da Seecdeboda mis srulyofas,~ rom ilia WavWavaZe `mwerlad an publicistad ar iyo dabadebuli~, rom `ilia imperiis saxelmwifo sabWos wevri iyo da es ufro zrdida ufskruls iliasa da azvirTebul masebs Soris~ da a. S. aqve unda iTqvas, rom ilias mgmobelebis sapasuxod ramdenime werili gamoqveynda. mec Cems erT statiaSi vwerdi: `marqsisti `erovnuli moRvawe~ iseTive absurdia, rogorc `erovnuli marqsizmi~ da sanam n. Jordanias erovnul moRvawed da ilias gzis gamgrZeleblad acxadeben, rogorc Cans, qveynisaTvis sasikeTos arafers unda velodeT~. rogorc wesi, cudisgan kargi ar ibadeba da marqsistuli warsulisagan naSobi awmyo ver iqneboda Cveni qveynisaTvis sasurveli momavlis mSobeli. n. Jordanias Tuki raime kargi gaukeTebia qveynisaTvis, ra Tqma unda, ar unda davukargoT, magram oficialurad misi aRiareba erovnul moRvawed, es aris kidev erTi morigi mcdeloba erovnuli moRvawis cnebis diskreditaciisa da gaufasurebisa. n. Jordanias erovnul moRvawed aRiareba imaze xom ar migvaniSnebs, rom mavanT isev marqsizmis Cumi sevda SemoparviaT? camde marTali iyo kita abaSiZe, roca werda: `reJimi tyuilad ar Caivlis xolme. igi saukuno daRs asvams misgan aRzrdilebs, Tundac misi sisxlis msmelebic iyvnen es aRzrdilebi~. aSkara cinizmia, roca cdiloben dagvarwmunon, TiTqos n. Jordania imisTvis iRvwoda, rom ilias da akakis ocnebebi realobad eqcia. es miTi Jordaniam Seqmna da TviTonve cdilobda mis gavrcelebas. emigra- maisi 65 №5 2011 ciaSi gamogonil mogonebebSi igi werda: `akakis da ilias ideali savsebiT aRsrulda. qarTveli eri gamTelda xalxis niadagze da man maSinve nacionaluri Tavisufleba gamoacxada~... Tumca, arc akakis da arc ilias ar swamdaT marqsistebis aSenebuli qveynisa, radgan kargad icodnen ra gziT da rogori qveynis aSenebas apirebdnen social-demokratebi. saqarTvelos damoukideblobis gamocxadebamde 20 wliT adre, 1898 wels ilia werda: `qveynis aSenebas gviqadis b-ni noe Jordania. saba orbelianis zRaprisa ar iyos, TiTon mamaliviT xeze Semomjdara da iZaxis: me aq viyivleb da Tqven mand iyefeT da sofeli aSendebao. am imediT brZandebodes b-ni Jordania da misi kompania da roca am gziT iman qveyana aaSenos, me wils nu damideben, ar davemdurebi~. 1997 wels qarTvelma mkiTxvelma miiRo aleqsandre orbelianis sazogadoebis mier gamocemuli mravalmxriv sayuradRebo ortomeuli – `ilia emigrantTa TvaliT~ (Semdgenel-redaqtorebi arian dali sinjaraZe da naTia bebiaSvili). marTalia, ortomeuli ilia WavWavaZes eZRvneba, magram masSi kargad Cans aramarqsisti emigrantebis (romlebic `ideur belads~ ki ar gahyvnen emigraciaSi, aramed bolSevikebis Semosevas gaeridnen) damokidebuleba rogorc n. Jordaniasadmi, ise `erovnuli~ mTavrobisadmi. ase magaliTad, Salva amirejibi werda: `n. Jordaniam jer imiT asulela qarTveli xalxi, rom marqsi damoukideblobis winaaRmdegi iyo, dRes ki moulodnelad gamodis da usircxvilod da ubodiSod acxadebs, rom marqsi saqarTvelos ruseTisagan CamoSorebis da misi damoukideblobis momxre yofila. magram b-ni noe Jordania scdeba, marqsi `momxre~ da marqsi `winaaRmdegi~ qarTvel xalxs dRes fexebzed hkidia~. 66 SeiZleba vinme fiqrobdes, rom xelisuflebaSi yofnis im mokle periodSi menSevikebma, ubralod, ver moaswres `aRTqmuli qveynis~ aSeneba, magram damfuZnebeli krebis zemoxsenebul sxdomaze sp. kedia ambobda, rom im ekonomikuri politikiT, romelsac mTavroba axorcielebs, qveyanam SeuZlebelia odesme raime warmatebas miaRwios: `mTavrobas, romelsac damou kideblobis Zieba Tavis dReSi ar hqonia miznad da romelmac mxolod garemoebis ZaldatanebiT Caiba ra ukve damoukidebeli saqarTvelos marTva-gamgeoba, cxadia, ver gamoiCenda SemoqmedebiT saxelmwifoebriv politikas. garedan rom araviTari xifaTi ar mogvelodes, maSinac ki gveeWveba Cveni norCi qveynis bedi, radgan Cveni ekonomikuri cxovreba iseTi wesiT midis, rom SeuZlebelia katastrofamdis ar CavaRwioT. ekonomikur cxovrebaSi revoluciur RonisZiebas pirdapir ngreva da ganadgureba moaqvs. am mizezebis gamo Cveni qveynis ekonomikuri cxovreba ufskrulisaken mieqaneba da misi gamobruneba socialuri wesiT da eqsperimentebiT yovlad SeuZlebelia~. sp. kedias varaudi, samwuxarod, swori gamodga, qveyana ekonomikuri kolafsis mdgomareobaSi aRmoCnda, inflaciam arnaxul dones miaRwia – erTi kilogrami puri misi wona qaRaldis fuli Rirda. n. Jordanias aRiareba erovnul moRvawed, istoriis gayalbebaa, ramac SeiZleba gamousworebel mZime Sedegamde migviyvanos, radgan, rogorc ilia werda: `eris pirqve damxoba, gaTaxsireba, gawyaleba iqidam daiwyeba, roca igi Tavis istorias daiviwyebs~. Salva amirejibis TqmiT: `social-demokratebi saqarTveloSi amyarebdnen axal civilizacias, romlis ZaliT qarTvelebs qarTvelobaze xeli unda aeRoT da msoflios moqalaqeni gamxdariyvnen, vinaidan amas moiTxovda marq- maisi №5 sizmi da marqsi~ (gaz. `saqarTvelos guSagi~, #7, 1934 w. parizi). qarTvelobaze xelis aRebis pirdapiri moTxovnis gareSec SeiZleba erma Tavisi saxe dakargos da gadaSendes, Tuki erovnul da kulturul Rirebulebebs zurgs Seaqcevs da daiviwyebs. *** rogorc cnobilia, kacobriobis istoria ar aris mxolod sazogadoebrivi formaciebis cvlis istoria. igi amave dros e. w. `sazogadoebrivi cxovelisagan~ individis, pirovnebis Camoyalibebis istoriacaa da am saswaulebriv procesSi udidesi roli Seasrula mxatvrulma sityvam – zepirsityvierebam da mwerlobam. mxatvruli sityva iyo da aris adamianis TviTSecnobis da TviTgamoxatvis erT-erTi yvelaze ufro srulyofili saSualeba, ris gamoc mxatvrul sityvas `adamianismcodneobasac~ uwodeben. xelisuflebaSi mosvlisTanave bolSevikebma miznad daisaxes axa li jiSis adamianis gamoyvana anu pirovnebis kvlav `sazogadoebriv cxovelad~ gardaqmna. am saqmeSi maT xels uSlidaT mTeli revoluciamdeli mwerloba, radgan qarTveli xalxi vera da ver Tavisufldeboda saukuneebis manZilze Camoyalibebuli zneobrivi `borkilebisagan~. axali zneobrivi normebis dasanergad ki aucilebeli iyo literaturis axleburi wakiTxva, roca yuradReba gamaxvildeboda ara mxatvrul, aramed sociologiur mxareze. ase dagvengra mxatvruli Zeglebi da aucilebelia maT aRdgenaze zrunva, raTa sabolood ar gagviwydes kavSiri Cvens mravalsau kunovan kulturasTan, ramac SeiZleba erovnul katastrofamdec migviyvanos. gadagvareba-gadaSenebas ver gadavurCebiT, Tuki mecnierebis erovnul dargebs da qarTul mxatvrul sityvas saTanadod ver vupatroneT. swored mxatvruli sityva iyo is nacadi iara- 2011 Ri, riTac SeZles samocianelebma qarTvel xalxSi erovnuli muxtis gadarCena. aqve unda iTqvas, rom skolebsa Tu umaRles saswavleblebSi qarTuli enisa da literaturis sekvestrirebulma swavlebam sikeTe ar mogvitana. im uamrav problemaTa Soris, romelic dRevandelobam Tavs dagvatexa, erT-erTi umTavresi is aris, rom arasaTanado yuradRebas vuTmobT Cveni eris umdidres sulier kulturas. `mamuli, ena, sarwmunoeba!~ – erT-erTis dakargva eris gadaSenebas niSnavs, gvafrTxilebda ilia WavWavaZe. marTalia, imasac ambobda, rom `adamianma ramdeni ena icis, imdeni kacia~-o, magram is ar uTqvams, Tu mxolod mSobliuri ena icis – arakaciao. sakuTar qveyanaSi dedaena Tu meorexarisxovan enad gveqca, amas aucileblad mohyveba eris daknineba-gadagvareba, radgan `ra ena waxdes, eric daeces, warecxos Cirqi taZarsa wmindas~. CvenisTana mcirericxovani erisaTvis kulturuli separatizmic iseTive damRupvelia, rogorc sxva erebis kulturebTan globaluri integracia, rasac guSindeli marqsisti `internacionalistebi~ gvi qadagebdnen da risakenac dRevandeli `globalistebi~ gvibiZgeben. *** literaturuli Tu folkloruli nawarmoebis personaJSi aisaxeba xolme ara mxolod konkretuli pirovnebis an mTlianad eris buneba da xasiaTi, aramed qveynis istoriuli bediswerac. erT-erTi aseTi personaJia cnobili baladis – `Semomeyara yivCaRi~-s gmiri. mogexsenebaT, folklorul na warmoebebs axasiaTebT varian tuloba. zemoxsenebuli baladis Cvenamde moRweul CanawerebSi vari antuli sxvaobebi dasawyis da finalur striqonebSi iCens Tavs, rac araerTxel qceula mecnieruli kamaTis sagnad. rac Seexeba baladis ZiriTad nawils, igi, rogorc wesi, maisi 67 №5 2011 yvela CanawerSi TiTqmis erTnairia: `puri mTxova da vaWmie, vurCevdi TavTuxisasa, xorci mTxova da vaWmie, vurCevdi xoxobisasa, Rvino mTxova da vasmie, vurCevdi badagisasa~... tradiciisamebr, qarTvelma moy mem ucxo stumars yvelaferi saucxoo, anu saukeTeso miarTva da amiT gaTamamebuli mTxovara moZaladed aqcia, romelmac bolos coli sTxova. ufro sworad, ki ar sTxova, aramed mosTxova. colic rom daeTmo, mere ukve albaT samSoblosac mosTxovda da qarTveli moyme rva saukuniT adre gaxdeboda Semoxiznulis xizani iseve, rogorc Teimuraz xevisTavi, romelsac rokis mTebidan gadmosulma da aq damkvidrebulma jayom colic waarTva da mamapapiseuli mamulic. yvela, vinc Soridan Tu axlodan mosula da aq dasaxlebula, ukan aRaravin gabrunebula yivCaRebis mcire nawilis meti (aq darCenilma yivCaRebma ki, etyoba, sruli asimilacia ganicades, radgan arc werilobiT wyaroebSi da arc zepirmetyvelebaSi ar SemorCenila termini – `nayivCaRari~). aSkaraa, rom amis mizezi saqarTvelos saocari buneba da qarTveli kacis usazRvrod stumarTmoyvare xasiaTi iyo. saqarTveloSi rom mravali ucxo tomis xalxi saxlobs, amaSi sakvirveli araferia. sagangaSo is aris, rom kompaqturad dasaxlebulebs Cveni miwa-wylis miTvisebis da damoukidebel calke avtonomiur erTeulad gamoyofis an mezobel qveyanasTan mierTebis survili da pretenzia uCndebaT xolme. am problemebTan dakavSirebiT ilia WavWavaZe Tavis statiaSi `somexTa mecnierni da `qvaTa RaRadi~ werda somexi mecnierebis im erTi jgufis arakeTilsindisieri saqmianobis Sesaxeb, romlebic cdilobdnen daemtkicebinaT, rom TiTqmis mTeli aRmosavleTi saqarTvelo, Tbilisis CaTvliT, somxebs ekuTvnodaTo. mecnierTa am erTi jgufis miTiTebiT Cveni 68 eklesia-monastrebis kedlebidan Slidnen qarTul warwerebs da maT magivrad somxur warwerebs kveTdnen, xolo Semdeg ki acxadebdnen: `И камни возопиют! Камни не лгут!~. statiaSi xazgasmiTaa saubari saqarTvelosa da somxeTis mravalsaukunovani keTilmezobluri urTierTobebis Sesaxeb: `Cven CrdiloeTiT vinaxavdiT somxeTs da somxebi Cven gvinaxavdnen samxreTiT... saqarTvelos rom TaTrebi mosevoda, jer somxeTi unda gadmoelaxa. amitomac Cvenni udidesni mefeni da samefos kacni arafers ara hzogavdnen, rom eSvelnaT somxeTisaTvis, rogorc-ki gauWirdebodaT~. ilia WavWavaZe ramdenjerme sagangebod aRniSnavs, rom TviTon somexi xalxi arafer SuaSia: `somexTa mecnierni raebs ara sCadian, rom Cveni xseneba da saxeli lafSi amosvaron da somxebs Cveni Tavi SeaZulon, SeazizRon. TiTon ki iZaxian, sircxvilia mecxramete saukuneSi, am ganaTlebul dros erma eris mosaZulebeli, gadasamterebeli rama sTqvaso da erTi meores miusioso~. analogiurad afasebda somex mecnierTa im erTi jgufis da maTi Tanamzraxvelebis uRirs saqmianobas iakob gogebaSvili Tavis naSromSi – `simarTle Tbilisis Sesaxeb~: `gazeT `mSakis~ gansvenebuli redaqtori grigol arwruni, rogorc cnobilia, Tavis gazeTSi daJinebiT moiTxovda TbilisSi iseTi universitetis daarsebas, sadac saganTa erT nawils rusul enaze Seaswavlidnen, xolo meore nawils – somxurze. qarTul enaze swavleba ki sruliad gamoricxuli iyo. man mourideblad da kategoriulad ganacxada presaSi, rom kavkasia rusebsa da somxebs unda ekuTvnodeTo~. n. Jordania yovelTvis xazgasmuli kmayofilebiT aRniSnavda, rom `Tbilisi saqarTvelos dedaqalaqi ki ar aris, aramed internacionaluri centria~. TbilisSi qarTuli universite- maisi №5 tis gaxsnis winaaRmdegi iyo akademikosi niko maric, romelic 1917 wels, jer kidev oqtombris revoluciamde, ruseTis ganaTlebis ministrisadmi gagzavnil moxsenebiT baraTSi werda: `qarTuli universiteti xels miscems mxolod iliasa da akakis mier gamozrdil nacionalistebs, xolo TbilisSi mcxovrebi sxva erebis warmomadgenlebi ki daiCagrebian... universitetis savaraudo programaSi gansakuTrebiT farTodaa gaTvaliswinebuli qarTulmcodneobis danergva: magaliTad, qarTuli enaTmecnierebisa... SemoRebuli iqneba leqciebi: qarTul arqeologiaSi, epigrafikasa da paleografiaSi, saqarTvelos ekonomikis istoriaSi, qarTuli saero literaturis istoriaSi... maSasadame, qarTuli umaRlesi skolis amocanebi pirvel-yovlisa mecnieruli ki ar aris, aramed – erovnulia~-o. rodesac 1918 wlis 8 Tebervals Tbilisis qarTuli universiteti gaixsna, n. marma gamoTqva survili axladgaxsnil universitetSi leqciebis wakiTxvisa. ivane javaxiSvilma werilobiT SeuTvala uari Tavis yofil maswavlebels, sadac 2011 aRSfoTebasTan erTad imedsac gamoTqvamda, rom momavali gaarkvevda simarTles: `dae, Cvenma mecnierulma muSaobam, Tu gind keTilSobil Secilebisa da metoqeobis Sedegma daanaxos yvelas da piruTvnelma istoriam dasdos Tavisi Tvaluxvami msjavri, Tqven Tu Tqvengan aTvaliswinebuli Tbilisis universitetis mecnierni arian mtyuanni~. magram istorias dRemde ar gamoutania Tavisi msjavri, radgan aSkarad aRar gvawuxebs is problemebi, rac ase aRelvebda ivane javaxiSvils. *** ilia WavWavaZis cnobil lit eraturul-publicistur werils `zogierTi ram~, epigrafad wamZRvarebuli aqvs grigol orbelianis leqsis striqoni: `TqmiT Wmunva mainc Semcirdebisa~, magram mTqmels gamgonic unda hyavdes. gamgonad ki Tanamoazre da Tanamdgomeli igulisxmeba. RmerTma qnas vcdebode, magram maTi gamgoneTa ricxvi ganuxrelad mcirdeboda da amitom aris, rom dRes ukve `TqmiT Wmunvac aRar Semcirdebisa...~ maisi 69 №5 2011 ori finjani `sityva ganxorcielebuli RmerTia~... kato javaxiSvils esaubreba nino sadRobelaSvili `sofelSi ori Ziri msxali gvqonda – Savgula da wiTelgula. axla, ferebiT gansazRvre, es wiTelgula Zalian upiratesi rame iyo, samefo. hoda, rom movida orives Camokrefis dro, babuam gviTxra me da levikos, Cems biZaSvils, momexmareT, gamayidineT da rasac ivaWrebT, sul Tqveni iyoso. auu, fuli didad ar miyvars, magram etyoba, Seni naSromis gemo Zalian tkbilia. jer unda genaxa, ra cimcim davkrifeT da CavawyveT kalaTSi. WiaTuris bazarSi daxl-naxevari Cven gvekava. sxvaTa Soris, sareklamo frazebic gvqonda mgoni, yovel SemTxvevaSi, iseTi gakreWilebi videqiT, marto Cveni sifaTebi Rirda naxevar kilo msxlad. gavyideT zustad 8 maneTis. mere movediT saxlSi da, me davwere moTxroba, sityva-sityviT aRvwere yvelaferi. bebia axali gardacvlili iyo da bolos raRacnairad bebiac vaxsene, hoda, rom CavikiTxe xmamaRla, babuam erTi sawylad Caaxvela, cremli CaiWylita, gavida da kidev erTi 10-maneTiani damatebiT maCuqa. es araTanabroba Cems biZaSvils ar gauprotestebia. ase aviRe pirveli honorari sakuTari ojaxis wevrisgan... aRara gvaqvs eg msxali, gaxma..~ nino sadRobelaSvili 70 – ai, win Senive motanili TeTri RviniT savse Wiqebi gvidgas da amitom aRarc ki SemogTavazeb Cems cnobil Jasminis Cais, me da Cems stumrebs zamTris susxian saRamoebs rom gviTbobda. Tanac gareT gazafxulis suni dgas: miwis; wvimis; sicocxlis; asmagad meti motivi gvaqvs adamianebs erTmaneTTan saurTierTod. – biZaCemis naCuqaria es Rvino, namdvili, naturaluri. jaba eqimma daminiSna saRamoobiT TiTo Wiqa, mogixdebao, da vifiqre, Cvens dRevandel saubarsac ar awyenda. es jaba eqimi ki, ho ici, CemTvis vinc aris. ise, cota gamiWirda gaRviZeba. gazafxulSi Sesvlas vgulisxmob. zogadad gardamavali etapebi Zalian miWirs. ai, wvalebiT rom moinacvleb gverds loginSi, ise wvalebiT vtrialdebi xolme, magram mTavaria rom is arsebobs – sicocxlis didi zeimi: gazafxuli. – mec sul foriaqi maqvs am dros. Zil-buranidan gamorkveva miWirs, miT ufro, rom es burani mxolod sezonur cvlilebebs ki ara, wlobiT nagroveb Tovlsac itevs, gaucxovebasac, aseTi Cveulebrivi rom gamxdara dRes da bunebrivad mosul gazafxuls paralelur samyaroSi upirebs TiTqos Canacvlebas. – ho, manamde ki iyo namdvili zamTari, didi gaucxoveba, romlidanac mgeliviT gamovaRwie. ici, maxsovs, Cvens bavSvobaSi, Cemi mSoblebi da maTi megobrebi, yovel gazafxulze moikiTxavdnen xolme erTmaneTs da gadarCenas ulocavdnen. aseTi saSineli zamTrebic iyo... axlac minda, farTod gavaxilo Tvalebi da gazafxuli vizeimo, magram es amdeni katastrofa dedamiwaze, es tragediebi TiTqos bolomde sixaruls arc gvaclian. – da mainc, ise velodebi xolme gazafxulis pirvel Weqa-quxils... SarSan, ratomRac gvian, maisis dasawyisSi iquxa, zustad im RamiT, sami aTeuli wlis win me rom dabadebas vcdilobdi. ucnaurad meniSna, me xom niSnebis da simboloebis gansakuTrebulad mjera. – maisamde ar yofila? Weqa-quxili marTla ucnauri niSania. Sens dabadebis dReze quxili iqneboda, maS. icis bunebam visTan ra `specefeqtebi~ gamoiyenos. xom ici, Rrubeli, Weqa-quxili, RvTis niSani, misi simbolo, metaforaa. – ise, es Cveva bavSvobidan maqvs – Weqa-quxilis molodinis. gazafxuli CemTvis am dRidan iwyeba. aTvlis wertiliviT aris. dabadeba ki, ai dabadeba maxsovs-meTqi, rogor vTqva, magram ici, ra maxsovs? didi lurji tba, uswormasworo kideebiT, wyalmcenareebiT dafaruli fskeriT. es yvelaferi albaT warmosaxviTia, magram arc mTlad sinamdviles moklebuli Cems mexsierebaSi. – dabadeba? ara, ar maxsovs da Zalianac rom movindomo, ver gavixseneb. is ki ara, sul nakuwebad SemomrCa bavSvoba. TiTqos viRac sxvam icxovra is wlebi da mere momiyva. viRacebi damrCnen da raRacebi. foni – gaqra. sofeli damrCa, Cemi sofeli zemo imereTSi. ai, odesme wavideT, kato, orsarTuliani saxli dagvrCa iq da gamociebuli SuSabandi... – aucileblad wavideT, gamociebuli SuSabandebi da mitovebuli saxlebi Cvens nafexurebs yvelaze gulmodgined inaxaven. dedaCemi sami dRe mSobiarobda Turme Cemze, ris vai-vaglaxiT davbadebulvar, bavSvic aseTi viyavi, xaTabala da Zalian Sariani. maisi №5 axla ki es yvelaferi ukve ambavia, naambobi. – eg yvelaferi mec `sazepirod~ gadmomeca. roca dedas Cems gamo gadatanil tkivilebze miyvebodnen, sul raRacnairad sindisi mWamda. didxans ver viyaviT erTad, is mkurnalobda, me ki CemTvis vizrdebodi. Zalian avad iyo deda, TavSi hqonda simsivne. sul eubnebodnen, iqneb ar ginda es bavSvi, iqneb moiSoroo, da ai zustad maSin, roca daTanxmda, nayofi iZra Turme... es yvelaferi dRemde makvirvebs, TiTqos Zalian arasaxarbielo sasicocxlo tonusi maqvs da maSin ram gamagiJa ase. aseTi iyo dabadeba, sabednierod simsivne keTilTvisebiani aRmoCnda mere. – ucnauri dabadebaa, marto Seni ki ara, Seni da dedis Tanadroulad. poeziac xom dabadebaa, sityvis gansxeuleba, ganivTeba. drois matarebeliviT aris, midixar, midixar da sxvagan xar.G ggonia dgaxar da mosaxdenze wer. ggonia win midixar da ukan dabrunebulxar, Turme.… – ki, egrea, da mag energias mkiTxvelic grZnobs. ici, ras mivxvdi? rom odesme, sadme, romelime drosa da samyaroSi, yvelaze meqanikurad dawerili sityvac ki win dagvxvdeba. aucileblad `viwvnevT~. amitom, rac es gavacnobiere, Zalian frTxilad vekidebi e. w. `finals~. saiT midis Cemi personaJi, ramdenad aucilebelia Tundac misi sikvdili an gadarCena. radgan sityva xom ganxorcielebuli RmerTia. ai, jaba eqimi vaxsene da jaba ambobs xolme, rom adamiani sul orjer akeTebs arCevans – dabadebisas, roca irCevs mSoblebs! da sikvdilisas – roca irCevs warwymedas an cxonebas. naxe, ramxela Tavisuflebaa da Tan rogori pasuxismgebloba. SemaSinebeli, sazareli, Tumca mainc ara varT martoni. didi patroni gvyavs da Cveni simarTleebis mixedviT iRimis. – me mainc gamousworebel eqstremistad vrCebi. Dda es yvelaferi imitom ki ara, rom ase vTqvaT `Zala merCis~, an martivad ar meSinia imis, rac Sen Tqvi. ubralod niSnulebis tyveobaSi gamomwyvdeuls sityva xSirad karmul bmulad meqceva xolme da mere nabij-nabij, ukve cxovrebiT mivdev labirinTebSi.… jaba axsene da Zalian did pativs vcem am adamians, sul vfiqrob da mikvirs, rogor moipova amxela simSvide da sulieri wonasworoba. CemTan sul qaria... A – eg Ziebaa. me sul vfiqrob xolme, rom Seni eg `ryeva~ Ziebis ukidegano instinqtia, Sleguri vnebaa SenSi. sikvdilsac eZeb da sicocxlesac, zomiereba ki ar ici. Zalian saxifaTo TamaSia da TamaSs kidev rac axlavs xolme – iluzia, efemera, SeiZleba ramem Tavi sikvdilad mogaCvenos, migityuos da mogatyuos. Znelia mere Zalian. sikvdili mec ZmasaviT miyvars da vgrZnob, rom sul sadRac aqvea da ici, ramdenjer gadavurCenivar Cemive sikvdils? orjer – zustad vici. magram es mainc didi saidumloa. mamas wasvlis Semdeg ufro axlobeli gaxda, marto mamasi ki ara da... ramdeni vinmesi. ai, Senc xom ase xar, SenTan xom zedmetad axlos movida da bevrjer gatkina. Zalian rom gamiWirdeba xolme, SevZvrebi masze fiqrSi da Sevtiri da vici, rom ar mova arafriT, im wuTas ar mova, magram mainc mismens da icis. – Cemi Semoqmedebis mTavari Temaa, vfiqrob cxovrebisac. imdenjer Cavxede TvalebSi, ukve aRarc vici, xandaxan isic ki mgonia, rom CemSia, Tavad damaqvs, rogorc tvirTi, romelsac verc versad toveb da veRarc ezidebi. ramdenadac damRala, imdenad miTrevs Tavis wiaRSi da mec, ra vi ci, mivyvebi... …sikvdilisebi varT mainc, yvelani. wamsvlelebi. – ra Tqma unda, ra energiac SenSi trialebs, gamoiwvev kidec aucileblad. buneba Zalian cxadi ramea, Zalian kanonieri da gamgoni, maleve gvpasuxobs. maisi 2011 TviTon ambobs, mTvaris varo, magram me sul mzis Svili mgonia, imdenad didia is energia, romelsac es adamiani Signidan asxivebs. am wlebis ganmavlobaSi, romelic me literaturaSi gavatare, erTi ram viswavle, litadamianebis umetesobas saWi roebad qcevia megobroba. ris saWiroebad – amaze SemdgomSi... rogorc daTo akriani ambobs, Cven imdenad gansxvavebulebi varT, ramdenadac SesaZlebelia dRe da Rame gansxvavdebodes erTmaneTisagan, Tumca amave dros Zalian erTnairebic, ramdenadac zustad dRis da Ramis Serwyma qmnis yvelaze ucnaur da erTian panoramas. `monatrebuli sakinZesaviT gadaxseni Cemi CanTa da melnis iebSi CaiyuJe~.. yovelTvis Cumad akakunebs, Tu iqve ar xar, Tavisuflad SeiZleba verc ki gaigo. aTas kacSi gamoarCev, raRacnairia, sxvanairi, TiTqos drois matarebels warsulidan gamohyva, amitomac aqvs albaT miwis, fesvebis, iebis suni. xSirad sxvebze mofiqrals sakuTari Tavi aviwydeba da amasobaSi ki Tveebi ki ara, wlebic gadis. es nino sadRobelaSvilia – gza, romelic Tavisken meqaCeba, roca ufskrulisken viwev. 71 №5 2011 – gansacdeli. xSirad ggonia veZeb? Tavad mpoulobs. Tumca isec xdeba, roca vgrZob, rogor mWirdeba, rogori sasicocxloa, aucilebeli. rom ar gamovSre, ar davicalo, ar movkvde. gamowveva ki yvelafris SeiZleba, siyvarulisac ki. rogoria Seyvarebuli ninia? – auh, kanis feric ki ecvleba da gulis temperaturaa imxela, rom gverdiT Cafrenil beRurebs frTebi etrusebaT. sul masze fiqri unda, masTan yofna, zrunva. aseTi ucnaurobaa xolme, rom vinc ninias uyvars, is misTvis marto Seyvarebuli ki araa, mamacaa, Zmac, Svilic. magram mgoni sul erTxel iyo aseTi didi siyvaruli.D da es `erTxel~ – SesaZloa, sul gagrZeldes, mTeli cxovreba. – me ki mgonia, rom esec gamowvevaa garkveulwilad da ramdenjerac sakuTar Tavs gamoiwvev, anu geqneba amisTvis mzaoba – mova. me irgvliv kedlebiviT amoviSene mogonebebi da Sen warmoidgine, isini zedmetad myari gamodga. rogorc sCans, jer amis dro ar mosula. – kato, kedlebi ar arsebobs, Cemze ukeT Sen ici. es Cven gvinda, aseTi warmosaxva gvqondes da erTi SexedviT yvelaze Seuvali kedelic ki niavis sinatifisaa xolme, roca siyvarulia. Cemi mamakaci Zalian SemoqmedebiTia. puris mcxobelic rom iyos, imasac raRacnairad, SemoqmedebiTad unda acxobdes da keTili da laRi unda iyos, iumoris grZnobiT da namdvili, cocxali. eh, rogor momenatra es sityva adamanebSi – sinamdvile…. – Cemi mamakaci ki Zalian `amtani~ unda iyos, Cemi Wirveuloba da sijiute rom aitanos. es ra Tqma unda xumrobiT, ise ki, albaT am dedamiwis romelime kuTxeSi marTla arsebobs is `meore~, visi naxevaric SeiZleboda vyofiliyavi, da is SeiZleba axla aziis romelime qveyanaSi fexmorTxmuli zis bordiurze da sulac ver 72 xvdeba, rom sadRac saqarTveloSi erTi gadareuli poetis naxevaria. cxovrebac poeziasaviT aris. `i xoCetsia, i koletsia~. Pprozis poeziasTan SeTavseba Znelia albaT. am bolo dros mcdelobebi mqonda da ramxela nebisyofa sWirdeba! axla vxvdebi, ratom aris mwerali nebisyofiani da gawonasworebuli, poeti ki unebisyofo da impulsuri. – zogjer didi Semoqmedebi axerxeben xolme, cxovrebac poeziad aqcion an, SesaZloa, sxvas moaCvenon ase, rom viTom sul poeziaa maTi cxovreba. paTetikis gareSe – poezia CemTvis sicocxlea. TavisTavad dalagda ase. rac Tavi maxsovs, sul vjRabnidi. ici rogori Janri miyvarda? moTxrobebSi aucileblad gavurevdi xolme leqsebs, romelime gmirs mainc leqsad unda elaparaka. es udReuri nawerebi Zalian sasacilo iyo, cxadia, magram, etyoba, prozac da poeziac Tanabrad momwonda da kargad vgrZnobdi Tavs. 2006 wels, `inteleqtma~ moTxrobebis pirveli krebuli `bambaziis samoTxe~ gamosca. 2008 wels gamovida poeturi krebuli – `SuaRamis iavnana~. 2009 wels ki `pegasma~ gamosca romani `orsuli~. axlaxans, `axali qarTuli prozis~ seriiT gamovida kidev erTi moTxrobebis krebuli `TavSesafari~. TiTqmis mzad maqvs axali romani `wami aqa – wami iqa~, romelsac albaT zafxulSi gamomcemloba `inteleqti~ dabeWdavs. – maxsovs, `orsuls~ rom vkiTxulobdi, iq Cadebul emociebs poeziasTan vaigivebdi. leqsic xom eg aris – orsuloba, nayofis muclad tareba, momwifeba, mere erT dResac wylebis daRvra da am yvelafris gareT, ukve furcelze gadmotana. – ho, egre iyo zustad. saerTod, mag wignze yovelTvis cotas vsaubrob. gansakuTrebulad saarterio sisxlze gadis da, weliwad-naxevari ise iwereboda, verc gavige, radgan, zustad igive cxovreba win uZRvo- maisi №5 da, mere me ubralod gadmovwere. – me kidev Cemi cxovrebis nawili gadmovwere, danarCens ki `dileiTi~ gavukeTe, Tavadac aRar maxsovs raRacebi. bolo periodSi sul is istoriebi maxsendeba, dedaCemis sofelSi, `sanaxSoze~ rom vismendi. warmoidgine Rame, koconi, irgvliv jadosnuri, metic, raRacnairad moCurCule tye da ucnauri istoriebi Winkebze, Walis nimfebze. am istoriebis nawili gadmovwere da CemSi davtove. – crurwmena uZaxe Sen da eg andrezuli xilvebi da istoriebi iseTi cocxalia, rom Znelia ar daijero. saRamos, koconTan rom ikribebian da aTas istorias yvebian, im adgils fSaurad `safixvno~ hqvia da imereTSi kide `birJa~. da Sen ici, rom me odesRac didi `birJaviki~ viyavi sofelSi? kartsac ise vTamaSobdi, bareors vugebdi, cotas vSlidi kidec. mere moviSale es maimunobebi. Sen warmoidgine, diskotekazec ki var namyofi. erTi zemoimeruli soflis diskoteka warmoidgine jer... damsveneblebi cekvavdnen, adgilobrivebi isxdnen da Cumad gviyurebdnen. dijeic erT-erTi damsvenebeli iyo da, nu, saSualod normalur musikas ukravda. Mmere, es adgilobrivebi daTvrebodnen, Semocvivdebodnen `sacekvao moedanze~, sircxvilgadalaxulebi da unda genaxa ra ambavi iyo. – yvelafers warmovidgendi da `birJavikic~ Tu iqnebodi, magas namdvilad vera. me kide biZaCems 2011 sanadirod davyavdi, avikidebdiT sagzals da gavudgebodiT xolme gzas uRranSi. savaraudod, daTvze sanadirod mivdiodiT, magram axlaRa vxvdebi, rom es erTgvari rituali iyo, Cveni urTierTobisTvis Zalian saWiro rituali. mas CemTan erTad arasodes araferi mouklavs, arada Zalian kargi msroleli iyo. – au, kato, Sen damenaxe erTi daTvze sanadirod wasuli, rom Semogxvdeboda erTi gemrieli raWuli daTvi da CamogarTmevda xels: didTvaleba gogo, ra ginda, ras memarTlebio, getyoda. axla ici ra gamaxsenda? bakurianSi, poetur eqspresze rom mivdiodiT da SenTan rom davrCi – matarebelTan axlos varT, diliT ufro gagviioldeba misvla-meTqi. xom dagvagvianda mainc da matarebels mcxeTamde taqsiT vdieT. da, rogor Tovda da Tovda... – hoo, gayinulebi migdebul sasadiloSi rom SevediT da Cai ludis kaTxebiT rom mogvitanes... Aar vici, biZaSenis Rvinis bralia, ganwyobis, Tu im urTierTobis, marto me da Sen rom viciT, magram gazafxuliT dawyebuli saubari raRacnair sevdaSi gadamezarda. D – marTla ra ucnauria... Cibuxi gvaklia da TuTuni da, fSavlis dedakacebiviT varT, Wrel kabebs muxlebTan CavikecavT, sampir mZivebs avaCxrialebT da dedamiwis natirals vityviT. SevakeToT, Tavdeba TuTuni, magram xelfasamde mainc gveyofa. maisi 73 №5 2011 komentari zedmeti ar aris! komentarebi tician tabiZis TxzulebaTa (momavali) akademiuri gamocemisaTvis akademiuri gamocema Cveulebrivi gamocemisgan uwinares yovlisa imiT gansxvavdeba, rom mas komentarebi (ganmartebebi) erTvis. unda ganimartos teqstSi naxsenebi sakuTari saxelebi, realiebi, faqtebi da a. S. galaktion tabiZis Tormettomiani uxvad komentirebuli akademiuri gamocema rom gamovida gasuli saukunis samocian wlebSi, aRmoCnda, rom komentarebSi uamravi kuriozuli Secdoma iyo daSvebuli. daibeWda ramdenime kritikuli werili da parodiebic ki mieAZRvna am savalalo movlenas. odesme albaT qarTuli modernizmis gamoCenili warmomadgenlis tician tabiZis TxzulebaTa akademiuri gamocemis momzadebac daiwyeba da iqac saTakilo Secdomebi rom mogvivides, modiT, droulad daviWiroT Tadarigi. tician tabiZis leqsebSi gansamartavi bevri ram aris. dro gadis, Taoba Taobas cvlis da daviwyebas eZleva bevri pirovneba, faqti, movlena, romlebic im droisaTvis, roca es leqsebi iqmneboda, mkiTxvelisTvis kargad nacnobi iyo da ganmartebas ar saWiroebda. mkiTxvelTan, mecnieri iqneba is, ubralod, poeziis moyvaruli Tu, sazogadod, Zveli ambebis mcodne an iseTi pirovneba, romelsac istoriul-filologiuri Ziebani itacebs, umorCilesi Txovna gveqneba: periodulad SemogTavazebT fragmentebs tician tabiZis leqsebidan da poemebidan, romlebSic dRevandeli mkiTxvelisTvis zogi ram gaugebaria, axsna-ganmartebas moiTxovs, da gagviziareT Tqveni azri – ras SeiZleba niSnavdes esa 74 Tu is sityva, vin SeiZleba iyos tician tabiZis mier dasaxelebuli esa Tu is pirovneba, ra iciT mis mier naxsenebi ama Tu im faqtis an movlenis Sesaxeb. darwmunebuli brZandebodeT, amiT did samsaxurs gauwevT gamoCenili poetis Semoqmedebis Seswavlas da, vimedovnebT, Tqveni damsaxureba am saqmeSi, saTanadod iqneba aRniSnuli tician tabiZis TxzulebaTa akademiur gamocemaSi, romelic, imedia, adre Tu gvian aucileblad ixilavs mzis Suqs. davexmaroT teqstologebs am arcTu ioli proeqtis warmatebiT ganxorcielebaSi! Cven qvemoT mxolod leqsebis fragmentebs SemogTavazebT, Tqven ki albaT Cvens SekiTxvebze pasuxis gasacemad dasaxelebul leqsTa sruli teqstebis gacnoba (gaxseneba) dagWirdebaT. saqme rom gagiadviloT, or gamocemas vimowmebT: 1966 wels gamosuli samtomeulis (tician tabiZe. Txzulebani sam tomad. Tbilisi: `literatura da xelovneba~) da 1985 wels gamosuli erTtomeuls (tician tabiZe. leqsebi, poemebi, proza, werilebi. Tbilisi: `merani~). citirebuli fragmentis Semdeg pirveli ricxvi samtomeulis pirveli tomis gverds aRniSnavs, meore ricxvi ki – erTtomeulisas. garda amisa, es leqsebi internetSic SegiZliaT moiZioT. Tqveni pasuxebi (ganmartebebi, mosazrebebi, varaudebi) Cvens JurnalSi gamoqveyndeba. swori, amomwuravi ganmartebebis avtorebi dajildovdebian `inteleqtis~ mier gamocemuli wignebiT. maS, ase – daviwyoT! maisi №5 1. 1923 wels daweril erT leqsSi, romlis saTauria `orpiris oqropiri~, tician tabiZes uweria: `qadagebs bayayi: ambobs pirdapir da aSkarad, rogorc kazinoSi krupie: `bakkara~ ra komentars `bakkara~-s? (156; 101). gaukeTebdiT 2. imave leqsSi (`orpiris oqropiri~) vkiTxulobT: `axla ki n. o. t. ia da eleqtrofikacia, leqsebisTvis vinc moiclis, is ra kacia?~ ras fiqrobT, ra ris `n. o. t.~-i? 3. strofi leqsidan `axali mcxeTa~: `Zveli sataxto... sveti cxoveli, romlis oboba mtkvars gadaaSrobs, misgan saswauls arvin moelis, zaxar zaxariC aq mSvidad vaWrobs~ 4. leqsidan `sergei esenins~: `CofuraSvilTan viyaviT wuxel, Senze RrialiT gaskda arRani~ (141; 114) komentars saWiroebs `zaxar zaxariC~. (131; 120). ra komentars gaukeTebdiT `CofuraSvils~? 5. leqsSi `nina mayaSvils~ aseTi striqonebia: `SaiTan bazris daixura yvela duqani. amodis mTvare – TavismkvlelTa leSiT msuqani. vanqis taZarSi `Sabachtan~-iT Sen gagecina~ (157; 102) 2011 (163; 95). ra komentars gaukeTebdiT `Sabachtan~-s da, sazogadod, mTel striqons, romelSic es sityva gvxvdeba? amjerad es vikmaroT. Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo, veliT Tqvens pasuxebs! nu daizarebT! SevewioT qarTul filologias! `inteleqti~ gTavazobT nobelis premiss laureatebi ?????????????????????????????????? maisi 75 №5 2011 Strixebi portretisaTvis brenda naiTi elis qoueni – bitnikebis alisa wignidan `bit Taobis qalebi~ `auditoriidan qali kiTxulobs: `ratomaa dRes aq ase cota qali? ratomaa ase cota qali warmodgenili mTeli kviris manZilze? da saerTod, bitnik mwerlebs Soris ase cota qali ratom iyo?“ da gregori korso moulodneli, ukiduresi seriozulobiT pasuxobs mas: `iyvnen qalebi, diax, iyvnen, me maT vicnobdi. ojaxebma isini instituciebSi moaTavses, eleqtroSokis zemoqmdebis qveS cxovreba miusajes. 50-ian wlebSi mamakacs SeeZlo, yofiliyo meamboxe, qals ki ara, maT gamoketva emuqrebodaT sakuTari ojaxebisgan. iyo aseTi SemTxvevebi, me es vici. erT dRes vinme maT Sesaxeb dawers“. stefan skobis angariSidan, narofas instituti, 1994 weli. 76 miuxedavad imisa, rom elis qouenis gardacvalebidan meoTxed saukuneze meti gavida, misi cxovreba bevrad ufro SesaniSnavia, vidre bit Taobis bevri sxva qalis. is jois jonsonis `meorexarisxovani personaJebis“ furclebze cocxlobs da im bitnikebis gonebaSic, vinc jer kidev cocxalia da vis cxovrebaSic elisma waruSleli kvali datova, rogorc SesaniSnavma megobarma. janin pomi vega, romelTan erTadac elisi garkveuli periodi cxovrobda, aRniSnavs: `me isev yoveldRe vfiqrob masze. is yvelaze gonieri adamiani iyo maT Soris, vinc ki Semxvedria“. elisi long ailendze, sakmaod SeZlebul ojaxSi daibada. misma mSoblebma amerikuli ocneba aixdines – maT hqondaT idealuri saxli idealur ubanSi da idealuri samuSao. sruli idiliisTvis maT yvelaze metad WirdebodaT idealuri qaliSvili da amitom elisi maTi risxvis mTavari obieqti gaxda. miuxedavad imisa, rom elisi ar iRebda karg niSnebs, is yovelTvis gamoirCeoda gonebagaxsnilobiT da mudmivad kiTxulobda. gansakuTrebiT uyvarda poezia, kidev ufro gansakuTrebiT – ezra paundi da elioti da yvelaze saWiro momentebSi SeeZlo, Seucdomlad warmoeTqva maTi striqonebi. mas bneli poezia izidavda, es misi Crdili iyo, adamianebi ki icnobdnen eliss – karg megobars, rac misi pirovnebis ZiriTadi Strixi iyo. elisi, ojaxis gegmebis mixedviT, bernardSi swavlobda, magram im gzaze, romelic misTvis dagegmes, warmatebas ver miaRwia. samagi- erod, is jois jonsonsa da leo skirs Sexvda da bitnikebis moZraobaSi CaerTo Tavis filosofiis profesorTan erTad. eliss bavSvurad uyvarda profesori, romelsac saintereso cxovreba hqonda gavlili, hyavda Svili, magram arasodes hyolia coli. mas aseve hyavda Zalian bevri megobari, romlebic usaqmurad daexetebodnen mis areul binaSi, sanam elisi dalagebas cdilobda da mis ori wlis vaJs uvlida. am urTierTobam elisis momavali gansazRvra. roca misi megobari, alen ginsbergi gamoCnda mis cxovrebaSi, elisi mixvda, rom monaTesave suli ipova (jois jonsoni imasac ki aRniSnavs, ramdenad daemsgavsnen isini erTmaneTs fizikurad am periodSi). raRac drois manZilze isini erTad iyvnen, Semdeg ki, roca aleni wavida, elisma, realurad, verasodes moxerxa misi daviwyeba. bedis ironiiT, aleni da elisi, oriveni Sexvdnen karl solomons, orive – fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi, oRond sxvadasxva dros. elisma es ise aRiqva, rogorc niSani, rom isini erTad unda yofiliyvnen. aleni fsiqiatriulSi cixis nacvlad moxvda mas Semdeg, rac moparuli manqaniT avariaSi moyva herbert hankTan, viki raselTan da patara jek melodisTan erTad. elisi belevus hospitalSi erT-erTi depresiis dros mkurnalobda. roca aleni piter orlovskis sayvareli gaxda, elisma romani gaaba qalTan, romelsac saxelad Seila erqva da es ori wyvili, garkveuli periodi, erT binaSic ki cxovrobda. bernradis damTavrebis Semdeg, maisi №5 eliss kidev ufro moeZala depresia. faqtobrivad, is arasodes ganTavisuflebula am mZime senisgan. man mbeWdavad daiwyo muSaoba da warumatebeli kariera gaikeTa. RamiT beWdavda, Tan wiTel Rvinos svamda da Cumad werda leqsebs. samuSaodan daTxovnis Semdeg, is san franciskodan gaqra da yvelas TvalTaxedvidan daikarga. elisi, romelic erTi wlis Semdeg dabrunda niu iorkSi, radikalurad Secvlili iyo – Cumi da gamxdari, kidev ufro hgavda mojadoebuls, vidre manamde. infeqciuri hepatitis gamo elisi isev moxvda belevuSi. mSoblebma is quinzis fsiqiatriulSi gadaiyvanes da Semdeg eqimis winaaRmdegobis miuxedavad, gamoweres maSin, roca eliss halucinaciebi da paranoia tanjavda. isini ardadegebze elisis floridaSi wayvanas gegmavdnen, magram elisi iq arasodes moxvedrila. 1962 wels is Tavisi mSoblebis sastumro oTaxis fanjridan gadaxta da maSinve gardaicvala. policiam aRmoaCina, rom fanjara ar iyo Ria – elisi Caketili fanjridan gadaxta. mis sicocxleSi elisis arcerTi leqsi ar dabeWdila. 83 leqsi misi megobris, leo skiris binaSi inaxeboda mineapolisSi, danarCenebi ki, leqsebic da Jurnalebic, elisis ojaxma misi sikvdilis Semdeg gaanadgura. wlebis Semdeg erTgulma megobarma leo skirma, elisis ramdenime leqsi patara literaturul Jurnalebs, maT Soris, `The Ladder~-sac gaugzavna. am wignSi ki is leo skiris mier mowodebuli is leqsebia dabeWdili, romelic aqamde mkiTxvels arsad uxilavs. Tavisi xanmokle cxovrebis manZilze eliss arasodes ganucdia msgavsi sixaruli, rogorsac, albaT, leo skiris mier masze dawerili mogonebebis wakiTxva mianiWebda. 2011 alen ginsbergi da elis qoueni sikvdili... me movdivar, sikvdilo, damelode, vici, idgebi metros gaCerebaze, kaloSebiT, sawvimriT, qolgiTa da TavSliT da Seni yoveli sityva, maTi yoveli brunva, iqneba namdvili da mousyidavi. miusmine, ras ambobs gogo: „SegiZlia, gaZvre TeTri kombostodan da gauCinarde“. ambobs aRgznebiT da icinis. uerTguleso paranoido, SenTvisaa es yvelaferi, xom fiqrob, rom yvelaferi namdvilia, yvelaferi metad zustia. ipove mTvlemare naprali blant ocnebebSi, sanam igi Sens miRmaa, an ubralod, daelode, sanam amayad Camolpeba TiTze mikrul forToxalTan erTad. maisi 77 №5 2011 is namdvilia, rogorc mwvane feri sxeulze, rogorc sawoli – Cemi TavSesafari. uyuradRebom verasodes veraferi daimaxsovra. usaxlkaro, xelgaSlili dgas gadasasvlelze, da is sinaTle, romelic cxovrobs mis sxeulSi, da romelic anaTebs misgan, (warmavali srulyofileba), ar elis arvis, ukve Senc ki aRar mogelis. *** es leqsi elis qouenis bolo leqsad iTvleba jois jonsoni arc siyvaruli, arc sibraluli, aRarc Wkua, arc silamaze, aRarc sinaze. es ocdaSvidi welic ukve sakmarisia. deda – gviania yvelaferi – wlebma uRirsad Caiara – Seminde mama – ra moxda? alen – mapatie piter – wminda vardis axalgazrdoba beti – ra qaluri simamacea qeiT – madloba Sen, jois – ra lamazi xar hovard – Tavs gaufrTxildi leo – gaaRe fanjara da... Salom qerol – moxdes, rac mosaxdenia karl solomoni axla ki, momeciT neba, wavide – – Tqven ki, mimiReT, Tu SeiZleba. piter orlovski da alen ginsbergi 78 maisi №5 2011 axali Targmanebi herta miuleri yvela ena sakuTari TvaliT iyureba (fragmenti romanidan `mefe daixreba da klavs~) bavSvobaSi meCveneboda, rom adamianebi Cems sofelSi sityvebs pirdapir zemodan afendnen aRsaniSn sagnebs. am sagnebs zustad is saxelebi hqondaT Serqmeuli, rogoric Tavad iyvnen, da, zustad iseTebi iyvnen, ra saxelebic erqvaT. es erTxel da samudamod miRebuli SeTanxmeba iyo. adamianTa umravlesobisTvis ar arsebobda WuWrutana, romelSic gaixedavdi da sityvasa da sagans Soris rames dainaxavdi; amitomac iseTi grZnoba gvqonda, rom sakuTari kanidan gamomZvrali, sicarieleSi iCexebodi. yoveldRiuri saqmianoba instinqtur, usityvod Sesrulebul samuSaos gulisxmobda, adamianis goneba ver gasdevda am saqmianobis gzas da saamisod arc sakuTari, sacalfexo biliki hqonda. Tavi adamianisaTvis Tvalebisa da yurebis adgilsamyofeli iyo, muSaobisas rom sWirdeboda. `am kacs Tavi mxrebze imisTvis abia, rom kiserSi wvima ar Cauvideso~ – es Segoneba SeiZleboda nebismieri adamianis yoveldRiur, soflur cxovrebas misadageboda. an iqneb ase ar iyo es? maS ratom xdeboda, rom zamTris pirze, rodesac gareT samuSao aRar hqonda, mamaCemi gamoufxizleblad svamda da galeSili mTvrali iyo, bebiaCemi ki dedaCems aseT rCevas aZlevda: `Tu igrZnob, rom amas veRar gauZleb, karada daalage!~ es Tavis gaqneva-gamoqnevas niSnavda, rac tansacmlis dawyoba-dalagebas axlda xolme Tan. dedas xelaxla unda daekeca, erTmaneTze daewyo an gverdigverd daelagebina Tavisi bluzebi da mamaCemis perangebi, Culqebi da mamaCemis windebi, qvedakabebi da mamaCemis Sarvlebi. maTi tansacmlis aseTi siaxlove mamaCems saSualebas ar miscemda, am qorwinebidan loTobis wyalobiT daeRwia Tavi. sityvebi Sromas mxolod maSin axlda Tan, rodesac adamianebi erTobliv saqmianobaSi ebmodnen da erTmaneTis Tanadgoma sWirdebodaT. Tumca es am SemTxvevaSic yovelTvis ar xdeboda. iseTi mZime samuSaoebis dros, rogoric iyo tomrebis gadazidva, ormoebis Txra an balaxis moTibva, adamianebi siCumis skolas gadiodnen. sxeuli muSaobiT metismetad gadaqanculi hqondaT, raTa Zalebi laparakSi daexarjaT. erTad Tavmoyril oc-ocdaaTiode adamians SeeZlo saerTod Cumad yofiliyo da xma ar amoeRo. maT Semyures, xSirad mifiqria, axla imis mowme vxdebi, rogor kargaven adamianebi laparakis unars; rodesac daiSlebian, SromiT damaSvralebs, albaT yvela sityva pirwmindad daviwyebuli eqnebaT-meTqi. adamianis saqmianobas sityva ar unda aormagebdes. sityvebi xels uSlian da aferxeben saqmes. isini, Cveulebrisamebr, eurCebian sxeuls; es me kargad vicodi. magram amgvari garegnuli da Sinagani Seusabamoba xelebsa da Tavs Soris, imas niSnavda, rom am dros TavSi arasakadrisi azrebi mogdis, rasac Sengan ar moelian da ar hgoniaT, rom aseTrames SeiZleba fiqrobde. es ki mxolod maSin xdeboda, rodesac SiSi agitanda, sxvebze mSiSara arasodes vyofilvar da sxvebiviT albaT mec usafuZvlo SiSiT viyavi Sepyrobili, da es gonebaSi aRmocenebuli, gamogonili SiSi iyo. magram amgvaris SiSi mxolod Sens warmodgenaSi ar arsebobs. es is utyuari SiSia, romelTanac xelCarTuli brZola gixdeba, radgan maisi 79 №5 2011 igi naRdad hgavs garedan SemoWril safuZvlian SiSs. da, swored imis gamo, rom igi Sens gonebaSi aRmocenda, SeiZleboda misTvis ugonTo SiSic gvewodebina. diax, ugonToo, vambob, radgan gonebam saamiso zusti mizezebisa ara uwyis ra da misgan Tavis dasacavadac araviTari iaraRi ar gaaCnia. emil m. sorani1 ambobda: `rodesac usafuZvlo SiSs ganicdi, im wuTebSi yvelaze ukeT SeigrZnob sakuTar arsebobaso~. amas uecrad cxovrebis arsze dafiqreba mohyveboda da ciebcxelebianiviT akankalebuli, sakuTar Tavs ekiTxebodi: `netav ra fasi aqvs Cems sicocxleso?~ es kiTxva mbrZaneblurad acxreboda Tavs yvelafers Cveulebrivs, da, `normaluri~ wuTebidan imzireboda. unda eTqva, rom bavSvobaSi arc SimSili gamomicdia da arc fexSiSvels ar mivlia. saRamoobiT axlad gamocvlil, gajandrul, tkicina TeTreulSi viweqi da dasaZineblad vemzadebodi, da, vidre sinaTles Camiqrobdnen, ase mimRerodnen: `sanam Zils mivcemde Tavs / o, ufalo, Sensken aRvavlen Cems guls~. mere is iyo, Cemi sawolis gverdiT, Sorenkecis Rumeli im wylis avzad gadaiqceoda, soflis ganapiras rom idga da zed vazi hqonda Semoxveuli. imxanad jer ar vicnobdi helga m. novakis2 SesaniSnavi leqsis striqonebs: `rodesac wylis avzTan nel-nela Wkneba veluri vazi, sifiTre misi jariskacis ferwasul tuCebs daemgvaneba~. Cemze piruku moqmedebda, tvins miRrRnida da Zils mifrTxobda Zilispiruli, locva, romelsac viTom unda davemSvidebine. amitom mogvianebiTac ver mivxvdi, da, dRemde amoucnobia CemTvis, rogor SeiZleba rwmenam adamianebs SiSi gaufantos, sulieri wonasworoba aRudginos da Tavis qalaSi gamoxsioreni, m. emil novaki, m. helga (dab. 1935 w.) _ germaneli _ islandieli mwerali. cxovrobda gdr-Si, 1967 wlidan ki dasavleT germaniaSi; cnobilia rogorc politikuri lirikis avtori. 1 2 80 mobil azrebs simSvide SeunarCunos, rodesac ase xSirad duduniT warmoTqmuli yvela locva paradigmad gadaiqceva xolme. da Cemgan sakuTari mdgomareobis interpretacias moiTxovs. vicodi, rom fexebiT Cveulebriv miwaze vdgavarT, cota zemoT, adgils muceli, neknebi da Tavi ikaveben, sul zemoT ki – Tmaa. amitom sakuTar Tavs vekiTxebodi: rogor unda aRvavlino guli Tmis zemoT, rogor unda gaataro igi WerSi da RmerTs rogor unda miarTva. ratom mimReris bebiaCemi iseT sityvebs, rodesac icis, rom Tavad ver gaakeTebs imas, rasac es sityvebi moiTxoven-meTqi. velur vazs dialeqtze `melnis mtevnebi~ hqvia, radgan misi marcvlebi xelebs aSavebs da kanze Savi laqebi didxans rCeba. sawolis gverdiT aRmarTuli wylis avzi da miai `melnis mtevnebi~ Rrma Zils magonebda. vicodi, rom Cazineba melanSi CaxrCobas hgavda, magram isic vicodi, rom Tu kaci ver iZinebs, mas sindisi sufTa ara aqvs da Tavis qalaSi ukeTuri azrebi utrialebs. ai, aseTi gancda mqonda maSin, arki vicodi, ratom. gareT soflis Ramec melans hgavda. wylis avzs mTeli aremare moegdo xelT, cas da dedamiwas sadRac miaqanebda; soflis am melniseul samyaroSi ki mxolod erTaderTi pawawina adgili rCeboda, sadac am dros es yvelaferi Tavs iyrida, yoveli mxridan bayayebis yiyini ismoda, WriWinobelebis WriWins ki miwa nTqavda da soflis kidobnis eqoSi gamoamwyvdevda, rom iqidan aravin gamosuliyo. ufrosebs, soflis sxva bavSvebiviT, mec davyavdi micvalebulebze. isini sakuTar saxlebSi, lamazad morTul oTaxebSi iyvnen dasvenebuli. vidre sasaflaoze waasvenebdnen, maTTan gamoTxoveba aq xdeboda. kubos Tavi axdili hqonda, micvalebuls fexsacmlis lanCebi karisken gauSveria. xalxi mosasamZimreblad karidan Semodioda, mere fexebis mxridan kubos gars uvlida da micvalebuls maisi №5 daJinebiT akvirdeboda. bayayebi da WriWinobelebi mudam Tan axldnen micvalebuls, RamRamobiT ki cocxlad darCenilebs ise idumalad da nazad eCurCulebodnen raRacas, rom tvini gereoda. rac SeiZleba, didxans vikavebdi sunTqvas, rom maTi naTqvami gamego, magram dafeTebuli, male isev SevisunTqavdi xolme haers. diax, maTi naTqvamis gageba ki mainteresebda, magram amis gamo mainc ar mindoda Tavgza sabolood ambneoda. ase megona, vinc am idumal naTqvams Caxvdeba, mas fexebSi staceben xels da amqveynidan gaaqroben-meTqi. gancda imisa, rom soflis am kidobanSi garemos lukma unda gavmxdariyavi, kaSkaSa, papanaqeba dReebSi, mdinaris piras gadaWimul velze meufleboda, sadac Zroxebi saZovarze gamyavda. raki saaTi ar mqonda, mis magivrobas qalaqSi mimavali matarebeli miwevda. dRisiT velze oTx matarebels unda Caevlo, da, mxolod bolo matareblis Semdeg unda gavdgomodi Sinisaken gzas. amasobaSi ukve saRamos rva saaTi xdeboda, am droisaTvis zeca balaxis STanTqmas iwyebda da velis zemoT, TavisTan miaqanebda. mindoda, rac SeiZleba, swrafad gavclodi iqaurobas. im grZeli dReebis ganmavlobaSi ukidegano, mobibine velze videqi da sakuTar Tavs vekiTxebodi: `netav ra fasi aqvs Cems sicocxles~-meTqi. mTel tans CqmetiT vilurjebdi, mindoda gamego, ra masalisgan iyo nakeTebi es fexebi Tu mklavebi, da, rodis moisurvebda RmerTi am masalis TavisTan ukan dabrunebas. vReWavdi foTlebs da yvavilebs, raTa Cemi enis siaxlove egrZnoT, mindoda erTmaneTs davemsgavsebodiT, radgan foTlebma da yvavilebma icodnen, rogor unda ecxovraT, me ki – ara. mere saxelebiT mivmarTavdi maT. `rZiana narSavi~ aSkarad ekliani mcenare iyo da rZiani Reroebi hqonda. magram mas es saxeli namdvilad ar moswonda da daZaxebaze ar mexmianeboda. amitom vcdilobdi, misTvis Serqmeuli saxele- 2011 biT mimemarTa da xan `ekalneknas~, xanac `nesiwveras~ veZaxdi, raki am sityvebSi arc `rZe~ da arc `narSavi~ ar eria. Serqmeul saxelebTan dakavSirebul tyuilSi cocxali mcenaris winaSe, sicarieleSi, didi RriWo arebda pirs. samarcxvino, mcenaresTan ki ara, sakuTar TavTan laparaki iyo. im oTx matarebelSi, velze rom Caiqrolobdnen xolme, fanjrebi Ria hqondaT. iqidan sazafxulo tansacmelSi gamowyobili mgzavrebi iyurebodnen; xels vuqnevdi maT da liandagTan sul axlos vdgebodi, raTa mgzavrebis saxeebi, rac SeiZleba, axlodan damenaxa. matarebelSi peweniki qalaqelebi isxdnen; zog qals brWyviala samkaulebi ekeTa da maT wiTlad SeRebil frCxilebsac vxedavdi. matarebeli rom Caivlida, farfata kaba isev tanze Semometmasneboda, gabruebuli viyavi matareblis Cavlisas uecrad amovardnili qarisagan, da, iseTi grZnoba mqonda, TiTqos gaqanebuli karuselis miwaze daxeTqebis dros, Tvalebi sadRac Tavis qalaSi Camicvivda da axla mtkioda. haeris WavliT gagrilebuli, gafarToebuli Tvalis gugebi, axla Sublze rom amsvloda, Tvalis fosoebSi aRar eteoda. ZlivsRa vsunTqavdi, talaxSi amogangluli mklavebi da fexebi dakawruli mqonda, xelebze frCxilebs momwvano-mreSi feri dasdeboda. matareblis Cavlis Semdeg, yovel jerze Tavs moZulebulad vgrZnobdi, sakuTari Tavi mezizReboda, da, kidev ufro guldasmiT vakvirdebodi mas. mere velis Tavze zeca uzarmazar cisfer funas, saZovari ki uzarmazar mwvane funas emsgavseboda, me ki maT Soris moqceuli, patara funa viyavi, ainunSi aravin rom ar agdebda. sityva `martosuli~ dialeqtSi ar arsebobs, aris mxolod sityva `martoxela~ da is `mitovebuls~ niSnavs; es sityva ki JRerda rogorc `mitevebuli~, da, es marTlac ase iyo. Sua simindis yanaSic igive xde- maisi 81 №5 2011 boda. taroebs fuCeCi WaRara TmasaviT Semovleboda gars, ise, rom nawnavebi daewvnebodaT; simindis marcvlebi CayviTlebul, Camtvreul kbilebs miugavdaT, Reroebi ki ise Srialebdnen da ise Cakarguliyvnen sadRac, rogorc mouxelTebeli qari mtverSi. caze gamokidebuli ucxo mze im langars hgavda, romelzedac didgvarovan ojaxSi stumars erT Wiqa wyals miarTmeven. am ukidegano yanebis danaxvaze, axlac naRveli Semomawveba xolme gulze, da, rodesac maT matarebliT an manqaniT gverdze Cavuvli, yovelTvis Tvalebs vxuWav, radgan SiSi mipyrobs, vaiTu simindis yanebSi mTel dedamiwas sartyeliviT gars Semoevlos-meTqi. mZulda Tavneba mindori, sarevela mcenareebs, gareul cxovelebsa da mwerebs rom STanTqavda, raTa kulturuli mcenareebi da Sinauri cxovelebi gamoekveba. yoveli xodabuni, sikvdilis saxeobis ukidegano panoptikuri da yvavilovani gvamebis nadimi iyo. aq buneba sikvdilSi varjiSiT erToboda. yvavilebs kisris, cxviris, Tvalebis, tuCebis, enis, TiTebis, Wipis da dvrilebis forma mieRoT, Reroebs zogan cvilisferi, zogan ki TeTri an sisxlisferi dahkravda, anda lurjad iyvnen daforajebuli; ase mwvanesTan Sewyvilebulebi, isini aniavebdnen imas, rac maT ar ekuTvnoda. Semdeg es ferebi, rogorc Tavad moeprianebodaT, ise iWrebodnen micvalebulis sxeulSi, amqveynad darCenilebi ki sulelebi iyvnen, radgan daJinebuli survili hqondaT amisa. hoda, yvavilebi micvalebulebze hyvaodnen, raki xorci sicocxles emSvidobeboda. micvalebulebTan stumroba mogonebad mitovebda galurjebuli xelis frCxilebs, yviTel xrtils, momwvano yuris bibiloebze, romlisTvisac mcenareebs ukve CaesoT kbili, da, samareSi ki ara, jer kidev aq, am lamazad morTul oTaxSi Sesdgomodnen Tavis lpobiT saqmianobas. davdiodi soflis quCebSi, 82 gverdze Cavuvlidi xolme saxlebs, Webs da xeebs, da, vfiqrobdi: es yvelaferi xom jRanmania, adamiani ki asfaltis gaSlil xaliCaze unda cxovrobdes, romelsac mxolod qalaqSi naxav-meTqi. ar mindoda am ayvavebul panoptikums Cavvardnodi xelSi, ferebs agrerigad rom aniavebda; ar mindoda Cemi sxeuli yvavilebiT SeniRbuli, zafxulis gaumaZRari xvatis xelSi Camegdo. ndomiT ki ai ra mindoda: rogorme gavclodi am jRanmans da im xaliCaze amomeyo Tavi, sadac asfalti ise mWidros ekvris lanCebs, rom miwidan sikvdili fexis koWebze ar gexaxuneba. mindoda qalaqeli qalebiviT frCxilebze wiTeli laqi wamesva da matarebliT memgzavra, salamandris kopwia fexsacmliT gamevlo asfaltze, yurSi Camesmoda sakuTari nabijebis momabezrebeli bakabuki, rogorc es qalaqSi orjer Casulma, eqimTan misvlis dros ganvicade. mcenareebis xaxaSi cxovrebas ver veguebodi, saerTod ena vera da ver gamovnaxe mwvane aTinaTTan, kanze rom irekleboda, Tumca glexebis mets aravis vicnobdi. yovelTvis mesmoda, rom mindori mxolod imitom gamomkvebavda, bolos da bolos rom Sevesansle. verafriT ver vxvdebodi, rogor SeiZleboda kacs Tavisi sicocxle iseTi garemosTvis miendo, romelic yoveli fexis nabijze agrZnobinebda, rom is sikvdilis panoptikumis kandidatia. hoda, Cemi uilajobis brali iyo, rom sakuTar saqcielSi darwmunebuli Tavad ar viyavi, xolo TavSi ra mitrialebda, amas veravin mixvdeboda. sakuTari Tvalsawieri ise unda gamefarTovebina, rom is, adamianuri SesaZleblobebis farglebSi, verafriT ver Sevsebuliyo. warmavalobis moaxloebis provocirebas vaxdendi, ver gamomenaxa is sawyali, Cveulebriv cxovrebas rom SemaZlebinebda. maisi germanulidan Targmna nana gogolaSvilma №5 2011 prezentaciebi didi samyaros saswaulebi (guram petriaSvilis wignis wardgineba) mwerali rostom CxeiZe saRamos rom sakiTxs profesori giorgi gogolaSgaxsnis, ityvis: vili. – CvenTvis is aris adamiani, romelic aseTi guram petriaSvili Semogviver cxovrobda literaturuli duRi- naxa oTar CxeiZem romanSi `artistuli lis gareSe da xSirad TviTonve iwvevda gadatrialeba~, 1991 wlis 22 dekembris am duRils – mZafr mRelvarebas salit- satelevizio gamosvlas rom agviwers, eraturo problemebis garSemo. mwerali ki mis saubars ciceronis oraSemdeg ki isaubrebs literaturuli torobas Seadarebs. zRapris tradiciaze, Janrze, romelsac soxumis universitetis profesori saRrma fesvebi aqvs qarTul mwerlobaSi, lome kapanaZe mimoixilavs personaJTa sabWoTa epoqaSi ki TavisTavadi mniSvnsaxe-simboloebs, im realobas – 90-ian elobis garda, politikuri pamfletis wlebs – Tavisi fsiqologiuri dramadatvirTvac hqonda. swored amitom tizmiTa da anatomiiT, gmirebiTa da ankidev ufro mniSvnelovnad miiCnevs tigmirebiT, damarcxebulebiTa da fsevguram petriaSvilis zRaprebis cikls dogamarjvebulebiT, da am universalur – romelSic avtorma did warmatebebs personaJebs droSi ganazogadebs. miaRwia – da evropuli mwerlobis fizikosi da mTargmneli Temur nawilad moixseniebs. nadareiSvili zRapris fsiqologiur mwerali nino sadRobelaSvili Taviseburebebze, am JanrisTvis guram originaluri moxsenebiT gagviRebs petriaSvilis mier gaweul Rvawlsa da guram petriaSvilis samyaros kars da misi didi samyaros saswaulebze isauam araordinaruli zRaprebis WuWrubrebs. tanidan bavSvobaSi gagvaxedebs. aqedan profesiiT eqimi da literaturis dagvanaxebs casac da miwasac, samyaros, germani levan qurcikaSvili erT-erT romelic wilad swored aseTi gvarguna epizods gaixsenebs mweralTan Sexvebedisweram. drisa, qarTuli enisadmi mis damokidebavSvobaze daafiqrebs, im xanas mobulebas rom gamoxatavs, da kidev anatrebs es wigni Jurnalistsa da literTxel dagvarwmunebs batoni guramis erators sofio jafariZesac. moqalaqeobriv sifxizleSi, Tavdadebapoeti mariam wiklauri ki Tavisi Si erovnulobis sadarajoze, amis gamo saintereso gamosvliT lamis Tanamox- cotaTi axirebuli kacis STabeWdilebasenebiTac rom wardgeba SekrebilTa sac rom tovebda garSemomyofebze. winaSe, sabavSvo literaturis Tavisekinomxatvari Temur arjevaniZe burebebze isaubrebs, guram petriaSvisaintereso ambebs moigonebs mwerlis lis zRaprebis Serekil personaJebsac cxovrebidan, samomavlod memuarebagaixsenebs – ucnaur, zRaprisTvisac dac rom aqvs Cafiqrebuli, jer ki uCveulo adamianebs, Tavis TavSi si`neilonis naZvis xesa~ da mis gmirs yvaruls rom daatareben, da sagangegagvaxsenebs Sekrebilebs, avtobusidan bod aRniSnavs, rom evropis sabavSvo Camogdebul mgzavrs – personaJs guram fantastTa konkursze ukrainam swored petriaSvils – da dasZens: es mwerali waradgina da kidevac daimdroa Cvenc SemovbrundeT, Cvenc movsaxura pirveli prizi. ZebnoT da CamoviyvanoT kaci, romelic filologiis mecnierebaTa doqtori saqarTvelos daakldao. eliso kalandariSvili guram petrisaRamos ki kidev erTi gansakuTrebaSvilTan pirvel Sexvedras gaixsenebs, uli xibli hqonda – gamomsvlelebs STabeWdilebas, axali samyaros aRSoris darbazs kvarteti `kesane~ ipymoCenas rom hgavda da mere am samyaros robda, lela TaTaraiZe, rusudan joulogiko logikis, uwesrigo wesrigis, jua, izolda fifia da marina giorusazRvrebo sazRvrebis axsnasa da gaxgaZe axmianebdnen qarTul hangebs, snaze isaubrebs. STagonebuls guram petriaSvilTan Sekrebaze guram petriaSvilis xmaupiradi SexvedriT kievSi, erT-erTi rian gamosvlebsac gaixseneben, mwvave gastrolebisas, da maSindeli STabeWmsjelobas qarTuli enis problemebis dilebebiT. maisi Sesaxeb. da kidec CauRrmavdeba am aleqsandre orbelianis sazo gadoebis – igive Jurnal `Cveni mwerlobis~ – salonSi es meore Sexvedraa iseTi, mTavari gmiris gareSe rom imarTeba. pirvelad ase maSin moxda, konstantine z. gamsaxurdias monografia rom ganixiles – im dros avtori SveicariaSi imyofeboda emigrantis statusiT. amjerad Sekrebis mizezi zRaprebis krebuli – `patara qalaqis saswaulebi~ iyo, romlis avtori guram petriaSvili ager ukve oci welia emigraciaSia, ukrainaSi, Tumca sulierad Cvens realobas ar mowyvetia da kvlavac guldasmiT ukirkitebs qarTuli sazogadoebrivi cxovrebis tkivilsac da sixarulsac. 83
