January - Peace Corps Panama Friends
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January - Peace Corps Panama Friends
From the Editors . . . T his La Vaina’s four day cycle of editorial work found the office next to empty as staffers’ New Years vacations dragged out into mid January and Panama observed the Dia Nacional de los Martires. In lieu of celebrating the festivities traditionally associated with this proud holiday (and keep in mind, even Hillary Clinton joined in this year with a clip of streaming tears uploaded to YouTube) several of the office higher-ups made their ways to Bocas del Toro to participate in the christening of a Peace Corps latrine project; or maybe it was an acqueduct project ... we lost track. While we were busy dirtying our hands in the political muck associated with the upcoming Zonian Caucus (the only place where Dennis Kucinich looks primed to place in the top three – you’ll find full coverage on page 50 of this edition) your fearless leaders went out there to go ... well, you know ... to Go. We hope you will enjoy the captioned photos found throughout this quarter’s La Vaina. They should help answer some of the common questions traditionally posed immediately after regional meetings thereby facilitating less communication between Peace Corps Panama’s Volunteers. Jacobo S. And so, with no further adieu, please enjoy esa Vaina! Fred, Meredith and Greg Jacobo S. Front Cover Photo: Jackson Taylor; Back Cover Photo: F. DeWorken La Vaina Table of Contents January - March 2008 From the Suits... 4.................................Country Director’s Corner Peter Redmond 5........................ ................................Be a Leader Greta Mendez 6-8......................................................PTO Insights Greg Branch 9 ...................................................CED Update Cynthia Redwine 10-11.....................................................Gnaw Away Tim Wellman 12-13....................................................SAS Update Aimee Urrutia 14.............................................................TEA Time Pablo Garron 15.............................................. CEC News Francisco Santamaria 16-17.......................Curandera’s Notes Dra. Lourdes Rodriguez 18..........................................Man of the House Zack Barricklow 19......................................................Nombre Nuevo Tess Sparks Noah D. Next La Vaina deadline - March 5, 2008 Announcements, Articles, etc... Noah D. 20-21...............................................................................GAD Udpate 22.......................................................................................VAC Update 23......................................................................................Panama Verde 24-25.................................................................Fourth Goal Centerfold 26-27...............................................................Radio Killed the Video Star 28-29..............................................................................Jokes for Ngabes 30-31...................................................................Preemptive Bicho Strike 32-33.................................................................Rice Tanks are a Comin’ 34...................................................................................................Cribs 35.........................................................................Teach with your Hands 36-37....................................Cooking in Panama (an article about oil) 38-40............................................................Moving Beyond the Weather 41...........................................................................The Epic of Patricio 42..........................................................................Article from La Prensa 43-45...........................................................Erradicando with Two “R’s” 46-47.....................................................................I Used to Be Like You Submission Policy: All subject matter is welcome. We cannot print articles which demean or slander Panama or Panamanians. We also cannot print exceptionally funny jokes, unless they are ours. Keep in mind who might read La Vaina-Presidents, chiefs of state, and the like. We will try to correct spellin’, punc-tuation, and grammars, unless your article is really long. We get tired. The content of the articles will not be touched unless it is deemed to go beyond the boundaries of decency. We at La Vaina have no natural sense of decency. This newsletter is for the Peace Corps community, so it is what you make of it. Contribute, give suggestions, and SUBMIT! We appreciate your support! Article Guidelines: All articles of various subject matter are welcome. You will make the editors’ job a lot easier if you would please adhere to these guidelines: 1. Please e-mail your articles to [email protected]. Do not handwrite your articles. We can no longer pay immigrant labor to type them. 2. Don’ t try to show off your sk1llz with WORD by formatting your article with ‘groovy’ fonts and ‘far out’ images. Pagemaker doesn’t dig that. 3. Please e-mail digital photos to [email protected]. Please also include a word document with captions that accompany your photos. 4. Please do not send submissions, especially pictures, to our personal email accounts. That’s why we have the La Vaina email account. La Vaina Country Director’s Corner Peter Redmond (RPCV Honduras) It is impossible to map a route to success without first understanding the terrain. - Brian Fisher (RPCV Panamá, 2004-6) H appy New Year! I’ve spent the last few weeks of the holiday season doing something that I consider to be one of the most important duties of my job — completing letters of recommendation and references for the many current and former Volunteers inspired to put their practical development experience to work in academia or into a post-Peace Corps profession. While your Volunteer service has a definitive end with the arrival of your COS date, the exciting truth is that you never stop being a Peace Corps Volunteer. For many of you, your life’s time line will be marked before and after Peace Corps. For all of you, this life-changing experience will inform your world view. And PC’s Third Goal is something we do formally and informally in our after Peace Corps life. Kevin K. Now its off to create my own Redmond Chops It Up With G60 path with a week-long trip to Veraguas, Chiriqui and Bocas where I’ll see Volunteers in site and meet with Peace Corps friends and partners. I’m especially looking forward to meeting Elizabeth Jones’ cooperative members in Veraguas, inaugurating one of Joe Goesling’s aqueducts in Bocas, and meeting Brian and Nancy Benn in Chiriqui. One of the last and most difficult letters I had to write was for Safety and Security Visit – Peace Corps Safety and Security Cocle/Panama Este Regional Leader Pete Caligiuri. It was Officer Dave Fleisig (RPCV El Salvador) will be driving through Costa Rica and Panamá next month to meet with Volunteers. difficult in two ways – first I didn’t want to admit that his He’ll be in Panamá January 26- February 4 and will spend service was coming to an end – he has been a terrific his first few days meeting with Regional Leaders and Regional Leader and his leadership and passion for Do not PCVs in David, Santiago and Penonome. He is very follow where the work will be sorely missed. Second, he has interested by the Regional Leaders’ role in widening the path may done so much it was hard to articulate it all in one lead, go instead the net of our Volunteer support, so keep your eyes page (so I used two!). In one of Pete’s admissions where there is no and ears open for a communiqué from Maria Elena essays, he talked about Volunteers needing to heed path and leave a about meeting with Dave. trail. – Ralph Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. and learn to be toughWaldo minded idealists. Pete is surely one of the toughest Emerson All-Volunteer Conference: We are still planning the minds I’ve come across, and he retains his idealism AVC in Chitré the week of March 11-13, so be sure to well into his third year of service. Few people, PCV or contact VAC President Laura Gregory or PTO Greg Branch Panamanian (even Franklin), know their region as if you are interested in assisting the coordination committee. thoroughly as Pete knows his, having logged hundreds of The conference theme will be Being a Leader, Creating miles on foot in every nook and cranny in the hopes of finding Leaders and will focus on youth development and supporting good work for other PCVs. Pete understood his terrain better volunteerism in Panamá. than most and has left a clear trail for all of us to follow. Thank you for your service and your leadership. 45 Anniversary Celebration and RPCV Reunion: Peace Corps The new year is also an opportunity to reflect on what we’ve Director Tschetter is scheduled to be inthPanamá June 25-27 to accomplished this past year and to look ahead at where we join dozens of RPCVs marking the 45 anniversary of Peace want to go. Groups 59 and 60 have all of 2008 to consolidate Corps’ arrival in Panamá. Director Tschetter likes to focus on the gains they made in 2007. My 2008 wish for you is to spend PCVs and he will meet with the VAC, Regional Leaders and as much time in your site and to recommit yourselves to what other PCVs – including an overnight home-stay at a PCV brought you to Panamá. For Groups 57 and 58 – you’ve already site…more to come on this in future emails. learned the importance of time in site and see the days and months to COS closing in fast. My wish for you is to make the most of those remaining days and set out a concrete workplan for all of the things you want to complete before you leave. 4 Farewell to Jake Slusser – Jake is also COSing this month. He’s another 55er whose leadership and dedication to reforestation will be sorely missed. He singlehandedly revived the Seeders Group and has inspired countless PCVs and campesinos to collect and plant native tree species. “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 Be A Leader Out There! Greta Mendez C uando empezamos algo en la vida debemos comprometernos con terminarlo, porque esa experiencia es importante para nuestra autoestima y crecimiento, así como para las personas que dependen de ello. Ser un Voluntario del Cuerpo de Paz debe ser una decisión bien pensada ya que dicha experiencia amerita un compromiso contigo y con el pueblo donde vas a servir, ya que ella cambiara tu vida o la forma como ves la vida, así como también representa la oportunidad de cambiar las vidas de muchas personas que jamás hubieras pensado conocer de no haber sido por haber tomado esa importante decisión. El llegar a una comunidad pobre con gente que ve en ustedes una esperanza de un mañana mejor, es una experiencia que deja huellas en la comunidad como en ustedes. Deben tener presente que la gente de la comunidad los ve a ustedes como líderes que vienen a cambiar el futuro de sus vidas y a resolver los problemas que hay en el lugar. Es bueno entonces preguntarse: si estamos siendo el líder que ellos esperaban; si a través de ustedes sus preguntas están siendo respondidas. Ser un líder no es tarea fácil, hay que empezar por comprender su significado. La Vaina para mi, o es una experiencia que tenía planeada para mi vida. Es importante identificar la razón por la que estas aquí. Como voluntario tienes la oportunidad de aprender grandes cosas para la vida que esta por venir después del voluntariado. Esta maravillosa experiencia de estar en un lugar desconocido, sólo, lejos de casa, sin nieve en navidad, sin papá ni mamá cerca, esta forjándote como persona, convirtiéndote en alguien mejor del que llego, en una persona mas fuerte y madura. Es una transformación que debes permitirte tener para llegar a ser alguien mejor. Así como el hierro es forjado o como el carbón es golpeado para transformarse en un diamante, así el ser un líder voluntario en tú comunidad te hace llegar más lejos de lo que puedes pensar. Sufrir es bueno, porque ayuda a crecer. Llorar es bueno, porque desahoga y sana las heridas. Y ser un líder, luchar por serlo, aún cuando el miedo no te lo quiera permitir, a pesar de las dudas si decides dar el siguiente paso aunque te cueste, te ayuda a ser alguien que hará cosas Y. Yisr´eal más grandes mañana. Cuando tengas miedo de hacer algo, tienes entonces que proponerte hacerlo para superar los obstáculos, porque lo que no te permite hacerlo en realidad son miedos infundados, barreras imaginarias que no te dejan caminar, eres tu mismo quien no te permites avanzar y crecer. Lo que hagas como voluntario es un espejo que refleja la manera como ejecutaras tus decisiones en la vida porque como hagas todo es un reflejo de cómo harás todo. La experiencia de ser voluntario de cuerpo de paz te trae el poder de vivir una vida con coraje y decisión. Y esta es una característica de los verdaderos triunfadores. Para mi, la mejor forma de comprender su esencia es a través de la lectura de vida de líderes como Abraham Lincoln, Gandhi, Jesucristo, Mozart, Bethoven, Van Gaugh, Picasso, Da Vinci, Newton, Montesquieu, Rousseau o Einstein. Como verás se encuentran líderes en muchas vertientes como religiosas, artísticas o científicas entre otras. La vida de estos líderes es lo que yo llamo LIDERAZGO EN ACCION. Y es importante para comprender la esencia del liderazgo. La esencia te ayuda a ubicarte en como se debe ser en el terreno en donde te encuentres. De Adam Gorski Building Latrines in Cerro Iglesias nada sirve ser un doctor en la materia si En este nuevo año que inicia son mis tienes miedo a ser un líder. Se requiere valentía y coraje para deseos el ver más y más voluntarios triunfadores, con serlo, para abrir el camino donde nada existe. Cada voluntario motivación y ganas de superar todos los obstáculos que se debe ser un líder en la comunidad para realizar un real cambio presentan en su vida como voluntarios. Por esto quiero decirles en ella y para que la comunidad se sienta respaldada. Muchos que no tengan miedo de ser líderes allá afuera. No tengan de ustedes son muy jóvenes aún, algunos tendrán temores, peros para hacer lo que hay que hacer, decir lo que se tenga dudas de cómo hacer las cosas bien, de cual es el siguiente que decir y demostrar porque están aquí hoy. Porque el tiempo paso a seguir para no equivocarme. Si dudas, entonces te se va, este momento no dura para siempre y es en el hoy en viene el miedo y la parálisis. Entonces, no haces nada, no que te tienes que enfocar para cumplir tu misión de Voluntario. avanzas. Cuando se es muy jóven a veces no se sabe aún a Los exhorto a que trabajen hombro a hombro con su pueblo ciencia cierta que deseamos hacer con nuestra vida. Es para llevarlos a ser grandes triunfadores ya que Panamá es importante preguntarse si el ser voluntario sólo es un escape ahora la tierra de las oportunidades. Be a leader out there !! [email protected] 5 La Vaina PTO Insights Goyo Branch (RPCV El Salvador) B uuueeeennnaass… How are ya doing out there? So I am rolling up my sleeves and diving into my PTO article, the first of this new year. Summer has blown in across the “I know of no more southern slopes of Panama, encouraging act than the whisking away the deep unquestionable ability of people to elevate their life humidity with its determined by a conscious endeavor” wind and the sun bears - Thoreau down upon the earth. Round these parts, I know whether to say Buenas Dias or Buenas Tardes just by which side of the street people are walking. We seek relief from the heat of the concrete jungle beneath the shadows from the soaring skyscrapers as the summer sun lollygags its way across the sky. I gave him and his floppy sombrero a big hug and we took off for downtown. Not surprisingly, and I should have even expected it, Roberto had offered my services, by means of a ride into town, to a man he met at the baggage claim who recognized him from a mass he gave in Mexico years ago. Roberto had me explain the mission of Peace Corps Panamá and what we do here all the way to this man’s hotel doorstep. I wish to share an urban tale that graced my path tonight. For the past few hours it has left me pondering, wondering, peeling away those layers of the onion. Moments into our dinner a middle-aged women, who wore the struggles of urban poverty on her face and hands, came asking us for money to help the street children of Panama. She was equipped with a badge (no photo) and a little can with a slot for your donation that looked marginally official. I admit to you reluctantly, I caught myself immediately wanting to whisk her away and continue our interrupted conversation. I let go of that feeling as soon as Roberto began engaging her. As he reached into his pocket for some loose change, he asked her what the organization did. A smile was soon painted on her face as she spoke of the efforts they were making. Seeing her reaction to Roberto I told her that he was a Padre. Roberto then began to explain that he worked in Mexico. The moment I revealed that he was a Padre, I saw her change. It was clear through her body language and expression that she was not listening and his Spanish passed through her like white noise in a busy “There is something to learn from everyone you meet” –written on one of those wonderfully magical fortune cookie papers the size of your pinky and revealed to me in an email signature from Kimberly Brummet at PC Headquarters Tonight I picked up Father Roberto Cumberland at Tocumen Airport. For me, this is an annual event that has taken place every January for the past 6 years. Padre Roberto is a Volunteer for WATERLINES, a non-profit organization that has been funding water systems around the world and specifically in rural Panama for the past 17 years. Inside the airport, I stood amongst the masses gathered outside of customs people-watching (my favorite airport activity). Then I spotted his silhouette walking behind those smoked windows as unmistakably as I would spot a giraffe in a herd of cattle. Roberto is a little taller than I am, reaching about 6’5" into the heavens, and is as lanky as a Slinky looking for the next carpeted step below his feet. His passion for walking on dirt paths many miles every day, over many years, around his various rural northern Mexico Catholic missions, has made him thin and taut and looking much younger than the decades that the sun has graced his skin. During his visits to Panama, he will hike up hills from communities to the toma and drink the water with his hands to “test” its purity. He ascends and descends for 10-14 days in a row, masking his tiredness and putting a smile on for every proud and hopeful community. For a stranger to pick him out as a Padre would take a keen eye, as his wild beard matched with casual dress and demeanor distracts from the enlightened glimmer in his eyes. 6 Now finally getting to my urban tale as promised (I think I might be incapable of telling a short story), we sat down to eat at a humble, open-air restaurant as Roberto always requests… fresh Panamanian Corvina… tipico style. Panama Railroad Company “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” Vanessa K. January 2008 La Vaina early years and that may be how she feels closest to him. Vanessa K. She held onto every word. “Gracias Padre,” she said when he was finished. Robert asked where she lived, and she then spoke a littlemore about the troubles, the violence, and the gang activity that plagues the barrios of San Miguelito. She open-endedly asked why poor people steal from other poor people. My mind reflected on the realities of what the poor people in Panama City (many immigrating from the campo to work) and other countless cities around the world endure on a day-to-day and night-to-night basis. As she walked slowly away from our table, I sat mesmerized by the moment. I thought about my initial annoyance to her “begging”, then what a difference it made not just to give some money, but also to engage her as a person, and finally how she reacted to Roberto once he was identified as a holy man. I asked Roberto how often people approach him that way looking for guidance. “All the time when they find out I’m a priest” was his response. “Sometimes it drives me crazy,” he added with his spirit of being honest and human. Darlene Yule Sips Agua de Pipa vegetable market. It was clear to me that she suddenly went deep into thought. “Padre”, she interrupted him in mid-sentence, “(translated) Both of my two sons were murdered.” She Gringo Mud Man; El Valle, Cocle paused then looked him directly in the eye, “My oldest son was killed when he was 18 by his girlfriend’s exboyfriend. Padre, I can only remember him in my dreams as a small little boy when he was a child. I don’t know if that is a problem.” She stopped there and awaited Roberto’s response. Roberto kindly and gracefully explained to her that he thought this was a natural and normal way to dream. As a mother she nurtured him and cared for him very closely during those So, that is the story. I continue to muse at the layers of human behavior and how we as people seek reassurance and where we seek it. I’ll spare going much further into my philosophical onion and the personal thoughts that came from this incidental encounter. However I will type this… The thought that keeps arriving to the forefront of my cranium is that I think we all can be and are deep inside … Padres. Hang with me here, as I know this might sound ludicrous and out there … You and I and that stranger you pass on the street, that child that wants to help you sweep your house, your neighbors, your family back in the States, the people you work with, even that guy that sells the duros, we are all r e l u c t a n t messiahs. That Noah D. reluctance dissipates the [email protected] 7 La Vaina behind you or entertain yourself studying the candy bars you have never eaten. You can choose to be frustrated that the chiva is not there when it is supposed to, or take a more intimate notice of the sky that is above or what is on the ground around your feet. Know what you cannot change and work hard at the things you can … for yourself and others. F. DeWorken I realized, remembered, and furthered that call to service tonight. I realized that sometimes I am moving so fast I miss what is in front me. Yes, I could spare some change. Yes, I was interested in what she was going to do with the money. Yes, I am glad that she was able to talk about something troubling her and find comfort. And Yes, I am so thankful that I hear that drum beat inside me. How rewarding that is. For me, that is the core of Peace Corps, both on our behalf and on behalf of the communities that receive and support us. Together we not only make the world a better place by spreading global peace and understanding, we ourselves are rewarded in the riches of sharing our lives with meaning and intention. Señora Taking a Rest Mariato, Veraguas F. DeWorken more you respond to the call of service. Service is the rent we pay to be living. It is the very purpose of life and something you do in your spare time” –Marian Wright Edelman I think that if you are reading this Vaina newsletter you have responded to that call of service in your life to varying degrees. Whether you are reading this via internet as a member of Peace Corps Panama Friends, or if you are an RPCV, or if you are a currently serving Volunteer or staff member, or this found its way to your eyes in some curious manner, you hear the drum beat inside you. You know what it feels like to reach out to someone and help them, comfort them, teach them, be taught by them, to tell your parents how grateful you are for the time, care, and attention that they could afford to give you, making other people feel good … It makes us feel good. Listen to that feeling. Follow your own highest sense right. Make the most of your position as a Padre de Cuepro de Paz. Respond to your call to service and make an impact. Take care of yourselves everyone, make 2008 your best year yet, enjoy each and every moment you are given as they are limited and they are yours. Peace!!! Goyo Diabolicos in Penonome, November 3 You don’t have to be ordained, licensed, sworn-in, have successfully completed pre-service training, knighted by Raul, or be volunteering/working for an official organization to offer yourself to others. In fact, I believe the more you can blend that spirit of service in everything you do, from how you look at or approach the cashier at the grocery store, if you get to a door and have the opportunity to open that door for someone with a smile and a head-nod, simply find peace within yourself and the world around you. Sympathize with those that are struggling with life… lend a hand, but also know when it is you that needs a hand and don’t be ashamed about asking for one. You get to choose in life. You can choose to be frustrated about having to wait in line in a store or you can choose to take that opportunity to start a conversation with the person waiting 8 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” Jacobo S. La Vaina January 2008 CED Update Cynthia Redwine surrounding oneself with great people … and Peace Corps Panama is full of them! Thanks to the sound input, thoughtful reflection, and hard work of Zach Barriclow and outstanding Volunteers Laura Miller, Heather Love, Brandon Woods, Maria Ruatto, and Fred DeWorken, the CED program is getting its own set of New Year’s resolutions. Following the Appreciative Inquiry session at the CED sector conference, these Volunteers put in loooong hours with representatives from IPACOOP, Junior Achievement, Girl Scouts, and INADEH 12/13-14 to refine our project plan. This work in progress reflects the vision I will continue to develop for CED with input from Volunteers and agency partners. T. Milstein Bartola separating rice grains from the stalks. El Satro, Veraguas H appy New Year! I was working at a bagel shop when I was posed with the question by a thoughtful customer: “What three words would you use to sum up life?” My response: laughing, loving and learning. I was 17 then, and remain thankful for people like this stranger who live life thoughtfully engaging in reflection. New Year celebrations are always a great opportunity for reflection. While resolutions can be great, I contend that each of us daily makes decisions and o n g o i n g commitments about our life purpose. I can’t say that I do this consciously, but I do strive to this end. This will be my first year working as the CED APCD, and I love this job! I will be off to Washington January 22 – February 15 to participate in Overseas Staff Training. I look forward to being c o l d , learning more, and hope to return with the project plan ready to share with all of you. I have visited all of Group 58, and admired the Darlene Y. great work you guys are engaged in. Your second year flies by even faster than your first one, so remember to appreciate where you are and reflect upon what you are doing. I look forward to visiting Group 60 upon my return to see how you are integrating in your new communities and aspiring together with them. The Peace Corps is a phenomenal commitment, and I trust each of you to make the very most of it, for yourselves and your communities. Remember that my door is always open and I hope to share with each one of you in your reflections and resolutions during the coming year. laughing, loving and learning I am exactly where I should be, doing exactly what I should be doing. I feel blessed with the freedom to make these choices, and will continue to reflect upon them. I find that the key to success is [email protected] 9 La Vaina Gnawing Your Way to Productive Happiness H owdy all and hope you are well. Happy New Year! Did you know, according to the Chinese calendar, this year will be the year of the Rat? According to the Chinese Zodiac, the “Rat Year is a time of hard work, activity, and renewal. This is a good year to begin a new job, get married, launch a product or make a fresh start. Ventures begun now may not yield fast returns, but opportunities will come for people who are well prepared and resourceful. The best way for you to succeed is to be patient, let things develop slowly, and make the most of every opening you can find.” Holy Cow er... Rat! Does the year of the Rat sound like the year of the PCV? It does to me. You are all out there working hard to launch a new product: community-based, sustainable development. The yield does not come quickly or in large quantities (except for those of you who will be harvesting abono from your composting latrine this year). You are all well prepared and resourceful, you would not have applied for or been sworn in as a PCV if you were not. In the process, you are all finding ways to be more patient (a journey for all of us), letting things develop slowly (the key to sustainability), and you are making the most of every opening you have (every encounter with a community member is the opportunity to convey a new skill, thought or reflection.) Isn’t it inspiring to know that an animal often despised for spreading disease and keeping people up at night by chewing on wood is actually the Chinese sign for a year of productive volunteering. Darlene Yule Cooks It Up Sarah K. Tim Wellman (RPCV El Salvador) I am glad we are talking about productive volunteering. Since November, I have been out visiting the EH-ers who have been here in country for over a year. The productive Group 58! I am thankful for the opportunity to get out of the city to see Volunteers’ sites, talk with community members and get to know the countryside. With each new conversation, my feet are more firmly planted in Panamanian soil. I am a geographer at heart and therefore I must experience first hand the trails, roads, rivers, lakes or seas into your sites and talk with the people that live there. It is exciting to jump in a vehicle and within hours be out in the campo talking with motivated folks about health, potable water, latrines, community history, crops … the weather (I love talking about the weather). I am truly amazed by the beauty of your communities and your dedication to sustainable community development. I am also amazed by how many of you cook delicious meals for yourselves, always allowing enough in case of a visitor. Of course the one-year site visit is more than just conversations, talking to folks in the community, and meals. It is an opportunity to talk in depth with your APCD about projects, community commitments, challenges and the future. It is an opportunity to make a plan for success. It is critical that an APCD visits Volunteers to take part in their journey in community development, sustainability, productivity. The APCD also gains more understanding of Volunteers’ personal journeys towards self awareness, self respect, responsibility, emotional/psychological well-being, self sufficiency, language adaptation, community respect. Sitting here looking out at the ships moving through the locks of the canal, I reflect on these site visits, my own personal journey as a PCV and APCD, and this coming year of the Rat. I believe one of the most common challenges of being a PCV hinges on productivity and our Western world version of success and its connection to our sense of accomplishment and personal happiness. We seem to be intrinsically product driven; we figure out the fastest way to get from point A to point B (i.e. get blocks, build latrines). Our objective then, is to complete the project, everything in between is a means to an end. If we have projects going on, we tend to measure our 10 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 productivity by this Western version of success. If we don’t have tangible projects going on, it may influence our own perception of our productivity. Unfortunately, in this mindset we are missing out on everything in between. We are forgetting to be creative and think outside of our Western perception; to take the time to feel grateful for everyday, every encounter, every experience to learn, teach, and live. Most important in our mission here, is to build capacity in ourselves, community members, and all of the folks who are important to us back home to live responsible, respectful, sustainable lives. La Vaina F. DeWorken I realize that we as APCDs push you all to work hard to accomplish objectives of the project plan and that our mindset then tends to be product oriented. Actions turn into numbers to log in your quarter reports and end of year reports. This is certainly part of the work of a volunteer, however, don’t let the numbers or the product of your work rule you. The process is the most fulfilling part of volunteerism. The connections you make with other people, your opportunity to learn or teach, to help or be helped is the experience! It is up to you to find these little gems in everything that you do, and make everything that you do tie into what you believe and the reason why you swore in as a Peace Corps Volunteer. Happiness leads to productivity and productivity leads to happiness. The key is to figure out what your actual product will be. Wishing you peace, happiness and productivity in 2008: the year of the rat. Julie A. Top: Proud Madrina & Little Ocueña Bottom: Pollera Princesses; Chitré, Herrera [email protected] 11 La Vaina SAS: Siempre Mejorando The Little Fish “Excuse me,” said an ocean fish. “You are older than I, so can you tell me where to find this thing they call the ocean?” “The ocean,” said the older fish, “is the thing you are in now.” “Oh, this? But this is water. What I’m seeking is the ocean,” said the disappointed fish as he swam away to search elsewhere. Stop searching, little fish. There isn’t anything to look for. All you have to do is look. -Anthony de Mello. C ongratulations to SAS PCVs from Group 59 for finding unique ways to accomplish your community assessments. It was interesting to see how well some of you used the community assessment tools. I enjoyed learning with you about the people in your communities - real people and real problems. It was interesting to see that you are experiencing things you have probably read about or heard about such as: community divisions, paternalism, lack of information, lack of planning, irresponsible slash and burn, projects that come from outside the community instead of from real or expressed needs, etc. On the other hand, you will start discovering how people cope with their problems and work to improve their lives. You now have the opportunity to read from reality, not just from a book. You have the opportunity to live the experience and share your findings with your community partners as your Spanish improves. Aimee Urrutia Long history of reforestation projects Reforestation projects for water sources are being proposed by both SAS and CEC PCVs. However, some of you will find that reforestation projects have already been attempted in your communities; that planted forestry trees were accidentally burned by community members while burning their fields to plant. Poorly controlled fires can go all the way to the reforested fields around the water sources. PCVs, together with community members, need to learn from their communities’ previous experiences and try to work with the people who burn the fields near reforested areas to diminish the risk of burning the forestry trees. It is important to know the real reasons why water sources are not reforested in order to define all the necessary actions for accomplishing and maintaining reforestation. Paternalism and real need One community did all the hard work digging rice tanks and MIDA them gave almost all the tubes necessary. However, they did not want to pay $2.50 for a piece of tube to finish implementing the rice tanks. They probably think that it is the government’s responsibility to provide that material. This could be because it was probably the government’s idea to establish rice tanks in the first place or because they are accustomed to paternalism. It could also be because rice tanks are not their real need. As the Volunteer observed, a real need for them is finding a good buyer for their abundant corn production. This The puzzle of the adoption problem needs to be solved. You have found in listening to people’s and communities’ histories that they have been trained in organic agriculture or in many other sustainable agricultural techniques but they have not adopted them. Why? That is the puzzle that you have to solve; little by little you will learn how to work with the farmers in your community. All you have to do is look! 12 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” Gringos With Cameras Invade Mariato F. DeWorken La Vaina January 2008 that has shown friendship and interest. There are many other divisions: family, political, geographical, etc. It is important that you start your work and establish relationships as soon as possible, before the coming political races for the May 2009 elections bring even more divisions to your communities. Noah D. True Love in Cerro Punta will increase their income. This Volunteer needs to facilitate agribusiness training for these corn producers. The corn producers need to establish a cooperative or a farmer association and need to sell their product together. Also, they need to research and learn about the corn market. Community division Another PCV learned how true it is that you may not work with “the community” as a whole as was mentioned many times in Pre-Service Training. Her community is strongly divided by religions. Evangelical people will not work with Catholic people and vice-versa. However, she will start working with the group Innovators without planning Innovative personalities are found all too infrequently in the campo. One PCV found a farmer dedicated to innovation. This farmer has decided to start a coffee farm while everybody else is planting cacao. This is not the first time that he has tried something completely different. The only problem is that he does not have any idea of how or to whom he is going to sell his coffee production. His options are to process the coffee himself and sell it ground and roasted to surrounding communities or find a buyer and sell it to a larger market. It seems that people in surrounding communities need coffee and will buy it; however, he has no money to buy the processing equipment necessary. With regards to the second option, we can help him make contact with coffee buyers. However, there is not much coffee production in the area and therefore the larger market he wants to sell into would involve high transportation costs. We will see how this story ends later. Based on the high energy of this innovator and the hard work of our PCV, this is sure to be an interesting learning experience. Great Reconnect In-Service Training for Group 59 Thanks to Jesus Almenteros for letting us use his farm for our technical day. SAS PCVs from Group 59 found this day full of useful information for their work. Thanks to SAS PCVs Laura Mills, Laura Gregory, Darlene Yule, Peter Caliguiri, Jake Slusser and Greg Landrigan for your excellent contributions to this training. Finally, I want to thank Franklin Cano for his support and logistics work, and to the training team Raul Martinez and Zachary Barricklow for excellent planning and good sessions. Road Crew; Salitre, Comarca Ngäbe Jackson T. [email protected] Rob L. 13 La Vaina TEA Time H Pablo Garron APPY NEW YEAR. My best wishes for you all out there. I have proposed to make this year a great one. Put differently, I am going to give all my energy to make 2008 an awesome year. Enjoying my vacation time at home and with my family, I am exited to write this La Vaina article for the first time as TEA APCD. Lots of activities and developments on the TEA project have happened since last quarter. Let me give you an update on the new sector. The Tourism and English Advising program will focus on training local community members in the use of English language and the strategic development of tourism. Focusing primarily on indigenous communities and poor Latino communities, the TEA program will build on partnerships with HCAs and NGOs already with experience in the sector. TEA Volunteers will assist in the development of tourism plans at a local level. Those plans will be developed by local committees and the support of the Volunteer and MIDES partners in an effort to improve the organizational and Noah D. leadership capacity of the community as well as to appropriately look for funding opportunities. The Volunteer will coordinate with established Community Developers from MIDES and NGO partners to assess and prioritize needs. TEA Volunteers will work with MEDUCA in the local elementary and secondary schools to improve their Teaching English as a Second Language (TEASL) programs. Volunteers will serve as resources for local teachers in rural communities where tourism is growing. They will become community outreach specialists and will support training Gringos sell dulces. Mariato, Veraguas F. DeWorken 14 follow-up and monitoring efforts. These Volunteers will work with their HCAs and NGO partners to develop additional TEASL education activities and materials The project plan will be co-elaborated with the new Volunteers arriving in April. So far, many contacts have been made with key players of HCAs as well as NGOs in the development sector. Currently, the project’s focus is training local community members in the use of English language and the strengthening of tourism planning in order to complement and raise the local capacity to provide a better quality of life. There are three proposed project goals: 1. Develop Tourism Opportunities – Working with the “Instituto Panameño de Turismo (IPAT)” as well as with other NGOs, Volunteers will train local committees in target areas to develop strategic plans under a process towards increasing tourism. 2. Enhance Capacity to Communicate in English – Working with Minister of Education (MEDUCA), the Minister of Social Investment (MIDES), Volunteers will help develop and improve educational materials and train local teachers in Teaching English as a Second Language towards better preparing local community members in communicating with tourists. 3. Develop Transformational Leadership – Working with the Minister of Social Investment (MIDES). The Department of Investment for Development of Social Capital has requested the support of Peace Corps Volunteers to train local community members as agents of changes through transformational leadership techniques. We are in the beginnings of site development. So far I have selected 5 sites in Bocas del Toro, 3 in Darien and 3 in Chagres, and one or two in Santiago to work with the Teachers School. I have been meeting with different people at various levels. Thanks to your work and dedication, all of the agencies are respectful of Peace Corps and are excited to hear more and actually work with the new sector. Thanks to all of you for constant support and guidance. I will always look and wait for your suggestions. See you soon! “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 CEC News Francisco Santamaria H Jake S. appy New Year!! With a new year there is opportunity for new personal and professional goals. Hopefully, these new goals can be achieved in a successful and safe environment. To all of you CEC Volunteers, I wish the best of the world for you. Remember, you are doing a great job for yourself, the people, the environment and the planet. Group 55: Currently we have the Volunteer Elizabeth Gilles who is the regional leader for Chiriqui. She is doing a great job supporting Chiricano Volunteers and the presence of Peace Corps in Chiriqui. Thanks for that. A couple days ago, PCV Ann Mainlander and Jenny Biggs left the country. They did an outstanding job and were real ambassadors of the United States’ culture in Panama. My c o u n t r y Kevin C. waits for your return. Group 57: The time is flying, and there are only seven months left in your service. However, this is a good time to achieve new goals, enjoy Panamanian culture and plant new seeds. For those who are thinking of extending, it is a good time to start talking to me about your plans. Group 59: Last December 13th, I finished my first official rounds of site visits. I saw people with new skills living and working within a new culture. I know how difficult it is, but I appreciate your effort. Keep going and thanks for that! The first months of service are crucial in a Volunteer’s life. Remember that I am always behind you to support you. Pete Calaguri on a Jihad to save the world watershed. The objectives of this workshop are to train community leaders and local agency staff in explaining how to increase the diversity of trees planted and ultimately the biodiversity of the flora and fauna; the promotion of native species reforestation; and how to include the entire community in this process. Second week of March: All Volunteer Conference It is important to form a team of Volunteers to work with the APCD in planning the CEC portion of the conference. If you are interested, let me know by the end of January. January, February and March: Site development process Thanks to all of you who have given ideas to the regional leaders about potential sites. We are always willing to receive suggestions. An Islet near Coiba in Veraguas Upcoming Events: January 22-25: Project Management and Leadership Seminar for Group 59 January 27-31: Collecting and processing native tree seeds for reforestation. This workshop will be held in conjunction with ANAM in their training center located in the community of Cacao in the district of Capira inside of the Panama Canal Noah D. [email protected] 15 La Vaina Curandera’s Corner I Dr. Lourdes Rodriguez t’s the time of the year when Panama gets ready to celebrate Carnavales. During these festivities, a good number of our PCVs visit the Azuero region. This is why your PCMOs would like to remind you about Hanta Virus. Most cases that occur in Panamá are reported from that area. • • • • 16 Avoid contact with rodents. Don’t forget to wash or clean the area from where you drink. Ventilate rooms that have been closed up for at least 30 min before entering them. Keep all foods covered. “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 We are getting close to Carnaval celebration, and as you know during this time people are out and exposed to the sun and hence, to heat. These are CDC tips to prevent heat-related illness. Some tips will not apply to you, but we think it is important that you read all about it. The best defense is prevention. Here are some prevention tips: • • • • Drink more fluids (nonalcoholic), regardless of your activity level. Don’t wait until you’re thirsty to drink. Warning: If your doctor generally limits the amount of fluid you drink or has you on water pills, ask how much you should drink while the weather is hot. Don’t drink liquids that contain alcohol or large amounts of sugar. These actually cause you to lose more body fluid. Also, avoid very cold drinks, because they can cause stomach cramps. Stay indoors and, if at all possible, stay in an airconditioned places. If your home does not have air conditioning, go to the shopping mall or public library. Even a few hours spent in air conditioning can help your body stay cooler when you go back into the heat. Call your local health department to see if there are any heat-relief shelters in your area. People aged 65 or older o People who have a mental illness o Those who are physically ill, especially with heart disease or high blood pressure Visit adults at risk at least twice a day and closely watch them for signs of heat exhaustion or heat stroke. Infants and young children, of course, need much more frequent watching. If you must be out in the heat: • Limit your outdoor activity to morning and evening hours. • Cut down on exercise. If you must exercise, drink two to four glasses of cool, nonalcoholic fluids each hour. Congo dances during La Mejorana, Guarare A sports beverage can replace the salt and minerals you lose in sweat. Warning: If you are on a low-salt diet, talk with your doctor before drinking a sports beverage. Remember the warning in the first “tip” (above), too. • Try to rest often in shady areas. Electric fans may provide comfort, Jacobo S. but when the temperature is in the high 90s, fans will not prevent heat-related illnesses. Taking a cool shower or bath, or moving to an airconditioned place is a much better way to cool off. • Wear lightweight, light-colored, loose-fitting clothing. • NEVER leave anyone in a closed, parked vehicle. • Although any one at any time can suffer from heatrelated illness, some people are at greater risk than others. Check regularly on: o • o Infants and young children • Protect yourself from the sun by wearing a wide-brimmed hat (also keeps you cooler) and sunglasses and by putting on sunscreen of SPF 15 or higher (the most effective products say “broad spectrum” or “UVA/UVB protection” on their labels). This provided by NCEH’s Health Studies Branch. information E-MAIL FOR MEDICAL QUESTIONS [email protected] E-MAIL FOR SUPPLIES OR CONFIRM MEDICAL APPOINTMENTS [email protected] MEDICAL EMERGENCY CELL PHONE 6671-2547 [email protected] 17 La Vaina Zach is the New Man of the House A llow myself to introduce … myself. Right, so as most of you know, I am the new Meegan March. Of course, the position does have other names, such as Assistant Training Director or Master Trainer and Regional Leader Coordinator, but that is beside the point. The point is, I’m here to help - to help Raul and the rest of the training staff in the preparation and implementation of all Peace Corps training activities (PST, Reconnect IST, PML, PDM, COS, etc.); to help Greg and our much-loved Regional Leaders in Volunteer support, site development, and agency relations; to help trainees become successful PCVs; and to help you beautiful people have a positive, effective Peace Corps experience. During my time in this role, I will be taking a hard look at the structure, content, and results of Peace Corps’ trainings and working to improve their effectiveness. One “tweak” has already taken place with the adoption of Peace Corps Panama’s very own Project Management & Leadership (PML) workshop, which serves to complement the traditional Project Design & Management (PDM) workshop that we have historically done with Volunteers and their community counterparts. Because many Volunteers used to come to the PDM workshop with good counterparts to train but no projects to design, we have made PDM optional for those who have a project, while PML— which deals with more generally applicable leadership skills— will be offered to each group of recently-arrived Volunteers beginning with Group 59. Master Trainer Zach Barricklow (RPCV Panamá) During the last few months getting up-tospeed, I’ve learned that Training is always a living and breathing organism. Here in Panama we’re lucky enough to have a Training Director (Raul) who is flexible and innovative enough to seriously consider the insights of Volunteers and Trainees in the process (not always the case in other PC posts). So take advantage! If you have ideas for how things can be improved, get a hold of me wherever you see me, and let me know what you’re thinking. I look forward to listening! As an aside, I thought I’d share a picture from Lauren and my wedding this past December 29th. Your typical story really. Guy meets girl at a regional meeting. Guy hikes 15 hours through jungle to see girl again. Guy finds an artisan market and buys a tagua ring at the last minute to propose to girl before her COS. Girl immediately leaves the country for 4 months. Girl plans wedding. Guy shows up at wedding. Girl forgives guy for being in Panama during the monstrous process that is wedding planning. Girl and guy get hitched and head back down to Panama for another round of muddy treks, Spanglish, and Panamanian misadventures... So far we both miss our beloved huts in the campo. So enjoy where you’re at and know that we’re living vicariously through you. J Good luck out there! Happily Ever After Zach B. 18 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 The Article Formerly Titled “Crisis Corps” P La Vaina By the formerly titled CCC: Tess Sparks ues, Pa’ Que CCCepan, it’s official. No hace mucho, HQ changed Crisis Corps to Peace Corps Response. Now instead of CCVs, we have PCRVs. So while I bide for time to think up a new alliteration to title this article, I’ll distract you with a CCV/PCRV refresher via this pobre poema or pobrema. The (Soon To Be) Great 8 We’ve Hondureño RPCVs Molly and Jamie in Panama City. At Cruz Roja, she’s creating HIV games that are witty. While he’s helping MINSA develop a stronger database. Tu sabes, information sharing and storage that use less space. Julie A. Craig is kicking it in Bermejo, Making sure that ningún Coclesano Is without fresh OJ ni café en su desayuno. Old Skoolers Vanessa and Emily continue to impress As first-aid and traslados en urgencias they address. All seminar participantes have attended: 12 comunidades, Cruz Roja, SINAPROC and SISED, Only one has been excused when dengue put him in bed. Our new-Vee is actually an old-Vee, Call him Drew or Andrés y te contestará con “Si”. He’s not changed his cédula, just his physical addresses And moved to Chepo to aid MINSA’s water stress. Cuando La Vaina te llega, numero 7 habrá aterrizado. Leo estará por El Entradero de Coclé Mejorando el monte con Cosecha Sostenible. John J. Students from Escuela Cerro Tula at world map inauguration And number 8, will work with the IFRC’s PADRU. Giving aid in response to natural disasters, that’s what she’ll do. Yeah, that’ll be the only weight she’ll carry Upon her arrival at the end of January. Here ends my pobrema. Espero que no te haya causado ningún problema. Just wanted to assure you that name change, ni modo, Peace Corps Response todavía contesta a todo. [email protected] 19 La Vaina GADgets For The Future Valerie Brender B ackspace, Backspace, Backspace! You may recall that my last article sported the enthusiastic announcement “Camp is back!” and that camp will be taking place January 10th-14th.. Double False! First, to make the event that is to take place this quarter even more deserving of an annoying trail of enthusiastic exclamation points, we need more prep time. We were originally going to push the seminario into January so that it synced with the travel schedule of our funding source (CED funding demigod, Cynthia Redwine, who generously guided monies into our empty GAD seminario coffers). Her own schedule was reshuffled, though, so now we can have this fabulous GAD seminario in February. So the new dates are February 18th-22nd, but don’t allow this change of plans to cause you stress, fearless GAD supporters. The seminario will unfold at the same place, San Felix, at the Centro Fundación Nuestra Señora del Camino and with the same theme, Cruzando el Puente por un Futuro Mejor. The extra month that your jovenes must wait while squirming with anticipation gives those who were thinking about sending kids but were too busy last month singing Holiday cheer a chance to shoot applications our way. (But hurry! There are very few spots remaining!). Julie A. Noviembre Dias Patrias cooperative in La Trinidad, she seemed to be an obvious choice to help mastermind a GAD seminario that focused on leadership, life skills and personal development. The kind folks at the Centro Fundación Nuestra Señora del Camino who housed our GAD seminario last year will again be opening their centro doors for our 40 or so seminario youth goers and 12ish counselors and organizers. Kudos must be dolled out to our valiant leader, Heather Love, who has been I must also correct my former blunder (false statement #2), stirring the camp-planning cauldron with Laura, and to Colin which was a slip of the keys, really, because the GAD event to Daly, artist extraordinaire, who designed our t-shirts. A big take place is not camp. The mind-blowing event happening thank you to the GAD Directiva, to all the Volunteers who are next month that is GAD-endorsed and CED-sponsored is sending their jovenes and to those who will be counselors. We actually the GAD seminario. (To the funding gods in will have more gold stars of recognition for all of us after the Washington: I didn’t mean it, I swear!) Why this distinction? seminario takes place (and we are sure no appendages were Well, because the word camp invokes a paper trail of additional lost in the process). regulations that we need not include in our simple, but World AIDS Day marvelous, seminario. Something to keep in mind if you ever On December 1st GAD Entrevista, Maria R. Mariato, Veraguas plan on organizing hosted two events for camps (ahem, F. DeWorken World AIDS Day, the first seminarios) in the in Shazia Davis’ site of future. Palenque, Colón and the second in Holly Taylor’s Now that our labels are site of Malena, Veraguas. straightened out, GAD Peace Corps and Red Cross must give a resounding Volunteers in these sites shout of appreciation to held informational férias the brilliant Laura that included educational Miller who has been activities, music, prizes, one of the principal and games for kids. The organizers for this community-wide turnout year’s GAD event for for both of these events youth. With all her was impressive and a revolutionary work testament to the need for with the youth education and information 20 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 about HIV/AIDS in the campo. Thanks to Holly Taylor and Shazia Davis for coordinating these events in their communities, also to Tess Sparks and Cynthia Redwine for their support from the office, and to Molly Goggen-khem for supplying activities and ideas! Both férias were successful as a result of the help from each of the PCVs who came out and offered their support in these events B. Trainor GAD Grants We have winners! Congratulations to Lisa Andrusyszyn, Laura Mills and Jessie Gellings for their successful grant applications. Just to remind all you world changers—GAD grants are for the GAD Provincial Level Charlas Initiative. The grants go to fund charlas you plan to have on sex education, life skills, gender issues, etc., and they cover material costs and transportation expenses for those volunteers who help. If you want to write a GAD grant for this quarter, fill out the grant application and send it in to us before the GAD General Meeting or attend our next General Meeting on February 9th in Santiago (location TBA). The grants can be de facto, for something you did in the quarter preceding our meeting, or they can be for charlas you are planning in the coming quarter. All grants will be considered as long as they are completed before the GAD meeting. No proposing grants on the spot, people. We will be sending out another copy of the GAD grant Women of G57 at GAD meeting application through Vielka to Dia de La Grita, Los Santos accompany this announcement, so be scanning those Vielka mass email titles. The Changing of the Guard While February 14th is generally considered to be a day of love, sharing, and spending time with those you care about, this year Valentines Day will be a cruel day for GAD; it will be our first Loveless day in a series of Loveless days to come. That’s right, our director, Heather Love, is boarding the flight of no return to head back to the U.S.A. The position of HIV/AIDS coordinator/ GAD Director is open, although for the time being, funding is uncertain. If you would like to apply, talk to Tim Wellman. Applications are due this month. L. Gregory [email protected] We must say an enormous Thank You! to Miss Heather Love. She has been nothing short of fantastic, and her presence will be greatly missed. 21 La Vaina VAC Update plus Venta de Attractive E Lodging in Panama City: The reimbursements are going up! Share good places you’ve stayed with your friends in La Vaina’s Calendars! “Fourth Goal.” Laura Mills n primer lugar, let’s give thanks to all the people that made us thankful at Thanksgiving in Cerro Punta: the cooks for a tasty meal, Jake Seiler for organizing the event, and everyone that came out to celebrate. Thank you to the illustrious Anne Mailander, who was a terrific Vice President as well! Thanks to her hard work on the calendar with Holly Taylor and Darlene Yule we have super saucy calendars for sale at the special price of $7. The proceeds from the calendar sales go to fund our SSPA grants and by default, your projects and charlas. Congratulations to Jake Seiler, the new Vice President for VAC. Adopt-a-Volunteer: Laura Gregory has six lucky Volunteers matched with host families in the Adopt-aVolunteer program. If you want to participate and have already contacted Laura, be patient, she is in the process of looking for more families to volunteer to adopt Volunteers. Emails to Wait For: Start taking pictures of your gringo palacio or shanty and your pet, and maybe we will use it for a game at AVC. Keep a look out for an email in the future with more details. and remember, when you are out of site, don’t frequent strip clubs and casinos in your Peace Corps polo. AVC: For real this time. Mark your (new PCP) calendars for the 11th-13th of March! Out of Site: Be responsible about how many days you are staying out of site and remember, when you are out of site, don’t frequent strip clubs and casinos in your Peace Corps polo. M. Murray SSPA Grants: Congratulations to Kirsten Oswald (trash bins), Jess Mehls and Jess Gellings (composting latrines), and Brandon Wood (youth opportunities fair.) Next Meeting: The next meeting will be in March at the AVC in Chitré. Staff Appreciation: Thank you Ricardo for being so kind and patient with all of us when we are sick, have lesh or have forgotten for the eleventh time how to fill out our medical reimbursement forms. Your mad English skills and beautiful brown eyes warm our hearts. Mil Gracias! Ashley Swopes Shows Em How; Mariato, Veraguas F. DeWorken President’s Note More calendars were just ordered because we sold out so fast. So if you want a Peace Corps calendar, more will be waiting in the office just for you! Other good news... AVC is fast approaching! We are looking for Volunteers interested planning the conference. If you have experience planning events or just feel its your calling, please contact me at [email protected]. 22 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 Youth Work and Play in Panama La Vaina Alexandra Hayes and Melanie Valm Sarah K. F rom October 24th to the 26th, 2007, about 20 PCVs from all over the country and from various sectors attended the Panamá Verde conference in San Félix, Chiriquí. For those Volunteers who are unfamiliar with the organization, Panamá Verde was started by a Peace Corps Volunteer in the Azuero region in 1996. In 2000, it became a national nonprofit organization with international partnerships such as Peace Corps, Kelloggs Corp, Amigos de las Américas and GeoJuvenil. The national office of Panamá Verde sponsors national camps for the jóvenes (the official PV age range is 12-25). There are also provinical offices that coordinate more local camps, day trips and meetings with neighboring communities. All Panamá Verde offices, national and provincial, are very willing to work with Peace Corps Volunteers. Most Panamá Verde groups are organized and run with the support of a PCV, but there are groups that are independent of Peace Corps. The volunteer-led seminar was fantastic, with a capital “F”. A wealth of information was discussed, ranging from how to start a Panamá Verde group, sources of funding, educational activities, and youth development and management. PV at it’s core is an environmental youth group organization. It is geared towards developing critical thinking, encouraging leadership skills and development, and all the while having a damn good time. Environmental education is the key, but it is informal. Movie nights, hikes, selling root beer floats for cash – whatever gets the kids organized and working as a team is what counts. Everyone’s favorite part of training comes back in full force in PV – DINÁMICAS! Love them. You may have found them slightly uncomfortable or a torture method during PST, but they are what makes PV Panama Verde Volunteer Training attractive and different from any other type of learning environment these kids have known. They are fun. They are active. They encourage, inspire and enhance team work. And make the kids laugh like hell. Even something as simple as playing the school age favorite, “telephone,” builds excitement and creates a fun atmosphere. An awesome source of dinámicas, educational activities and fundraising ideas is the brand spanking new, beautiful, handydandy Panamá Verde manual floating around in each province – just ask your RL. It is a freaking amazing compilation of Volunteer ideas that can be utilized in any kind of group (PV or not). The seminar also received support from the PEPFAR fund. Therefore, an informative VIH-SIDA charla was presented by Cruz Roja Panamá which included a visually stimulating condom demonstration and a lively discussion about VIHSIDA. Most Volunteers associate PV with the CEC sector exclusively. And while it is true that PV is very highly encouraged in the CEC sector, we would like to stress that ANYONE CAN START A GROUP! It is an amazing tool for any Volunteer, new or a year into your sevice, to bring together the youth and instill a little knowledge. If this sounds good to you and you want more information, ask Volunteer Sarah Kreisman, who is the national coordinator between PC and PV, or Francisco Santamaria, the CEC APCD. Fuerte Aplauso! Contact Info for Sarah: [email protected] 6490-3867 [email protected] 23 Fourth Goal Now Playing on the Radio in my Head... Light my Fogon Come on baby light my fogon Baby won’t you light my fogon. I’m hungry wanna get my grub on. Yeahhhh… You know that it would be uncool You know that I would be a liar If I were to say to you I don’t like my food cooked on fire!! Come on baby light my fogon Baby won’t you light my fogon I’m hungry wanna get my GRUB ONNN Yeahh!!!!!!!! Booya over Bagdad Don’t everybody like the taste of fried luncheon meat? Well eat campesino, eat American cheese. Don’t everybody like the taste of beans and rice, listen campesino cause I’m telling you why. -Fred DeWorken PoliciaNacional, Desfile Dias Patrias; Santiago, Veraguas F.DeWorken Bagel Café Bagels! Bagels and more bagels. The Bagel Café offers you just that and more as their incredibly comprehensive menu is nicely complimented by an ambiance to sip tea over. Top your bagel with anything from plain ol’ cream cheese to the lox and capers or order a bagel sandwich but be sure that you top it all off with a hot cup of specialty coffee and a oversized chocolate cookie. The Bagel Café is right in the heart of Plaza Einstein on trendy Via Argentina. Just look for the statue. - F. DeWorken ...maintain sanity Chocolate Cornstarch Pudding Mix: 4 tbs. sugar 1 1/2 tbs. cocoa 2 tbs. cornstarch pinch of salt 1/3 cup & 1 tbs. dry milk Once mixed well, put over medium heat with 1 cup of water. Stir constantly until mixture thickens and coats the back of the spoon. Remove from heat and add 1 tsp. vanilla. Let cool and eat. So fast and delicious! I swear this is wonderful! - Laura Gregory Taco Loco If you’ve been wondering where to get your taco, burrito and quesadilla fix in the heart of chicharone paradise, wonder no longer. Taco Loco, on Via Argentina, will get you that fix of crunchy greasy guacamole goodness that your heart has been desiring. The menu includes most Mexican favorites, down to flautas, and is complimented by a salsa bar featuring fresh pico de gallo. Right around from the Bagel Café on Via Argentina. - F. DeWorken La Vaina the topics and themes of the classes of the coffee school and On The Radio: Rural Radio Projects made them the topics of the radio program in the same sequence. Ed O’Brien H istory: RPCV Bryan Richardson told me about a former volunteer who did a radio program about sustainable agriculture through Radio Veraguas called “Alla en el Campo”. Bryan was working on a coffee seminar, and we though it might be a good idea to try to make a radio program based on the seminars in Ngäbe and Spanish. Aimee Urrutia put me in touch with Fred DeWorken, who came out to San Félix to record the first two programs with Maximo Sandoya and Jose Gallardo. With the recordings already made, we took them to several radio stations who told us we would have to pay $60 a month to get the programs aired once a week. The directiva of APATACH—a coffee producer association based in the Comarca—asked Proyecto Ngäbe Bugle for support, and they agreed to let us air the program over air time they had already purchased. About 12 programs were aired between mid September and mid December , each one between 5 and 15 minutes long. This year, starting in February, we will be working with Proyecto Ngäbe Bugle to have a 30 minute long program broadcast by Radio Farro David—104.7 for those of you on the Western side of the country—every Friday night at 8:45. Since September of last year I have been part of a radio project in the Comarca Ngäbe Bugle. Below I would like to try to share what I have learned so that if you try something similar you can avoid some of the mistakes I made. In addition, I would like anyone interested to participate in a seminar on February 28th and 29th. The details about what will be covered and where exactly the seminar will be are still in the works, please email or call me at [email protected] or 6 5761274. Information from this article will be posted on an instructables web page, at http://www.instructables.com/id/ Rural-Radio/. What you need: People to interview – not hard for us, just find those people, in or around your community or at a local agency who you think have something to say. Program – Before you have air time or agency support, I would recommend putting together and recording a program. This way you can give the radio station something to listen too, get some good feed back on what they need and go from there. Topics and Structure – Sit down with your counterpart and pick out topics for programs. When you have the topics, see if you can make a logical sequence from them if you plan on making a series of programs. For us, this was easy, we just took 26 Questions – With your counterpart, plan out some questions you can ask him or her. Have your counterpart plan out the answers or at least have some response ideas, the program will sound smoother this way. Recording: There are two basic ways to record: 1) the station’s recording studio 2) a portable device. At the studio: Advantages: No gallos or dogs in the background that try to get themselves on tape, better quality of sound overall, no need to buy or borrow expensive equipment, going to the studio helps community members establish relationships with people at the radio station. Disadvantages: Time at the recording studio can be hard to get, you might get a short amount of time in the studio and not be able to do many retakes, you have to find transportation to the studio, and you can get the interviews out in the campo. Portable device: Advantages: You might already have one, or might only need to pay a little to turn your mp3 player or ipod into one. You can download your material to a computer, edit it with your counterpart, and then email it to a radio station or agency. It is relatively cheap—and may be even cheaper in the long run than visiting the studio as you can email the program without going all the way to the radio station. You can record events in your community and incorporate these recordings into your program. Disadvantage: Expensive, can cost up to $300 for a quality machine. Picks up background noise if you are in an open area. Can break or suffer malfunctions. Need laptop or other expensive devices to process the recorded material. Dry Run Whether you use a radio studio or a portable device, plan on doing a couple of dry runs to help the interviewees become more comfortable with being recorded. If you are recording with a device, let them listen to their recording, so they can have control over what gets cut and what gets aired. Portable devices Mini Discman – Built by Sony, these machines record a very high quality, however, they are expensive, and can eat up batteries, especially those cheap ones from the tienda. A used one costs at least $80 plus shipping off ebay. If you use one of these, make sure you get one with an usb connection, so you can upload the recordings to a computer more easily. Olympus Digital Voice Recorders – These recorders do not use discs like the Sony minidiscs, and are therefore more energy efficient and smaller. They might not produce as high quality “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 recordings as the Mini Disc Recorder, but are good enough for radio programs. You can get one off newegg.com for about $45 dollars, and Audio Foto sells them for about $50. Again, make sure you get one with an usb input so you can upload your recordings. Ipod and others – I’ve seen mp3 players for 20 to 30 dollars on Avenidad Central in Panama city, and Audio Foto carries some cheap ones, some that have microphones built in and can record mp3s. Mp3s don’t have the best sound quality when compared to what you can get from a minidisc recorder or a digital recorder that records to a .wav file, but the radio station might play it if it sounds clean enough. If you already have one of these recorders, try making a short program with it, take it to the station, and see what they say. If you already have an Ipod, you can get a microphone attachment for about $35 from a company called Belkin off of newegg. The Mac store in Albrook might have it or be able to order it as well. Tape recorders – I don´t know of any cheap tape players that are worth buying for doing a radio project. Even if you get a good recording on tape, you are going to have to transfer it to a digital file, and some quality will be lost in that process. Problems: Distortion – Listen to the recording with head phones while you record. Some people want to get very close to the microphone, and by speaking to loudly, they can cause the microphone, and ultimately a radios speaker to make an annoying popping sound. The radio station will not air recordings that have this distortion or popping sound. It sounds as if someone is punching the microphone. Be careful to have the interviewee stand at least three feet away from the La Vaina microphone, and listen for distortion while you record. Re record the question and answer if you get this distortion, this way you won’t lose the interview and all the work when you bring it to the station. Wind – When you are recording outside, take care to protect the microphone from the wind, as gusts can cause the same problem with distortion. Also some cheap microphones are very sensitive, and simply passing them from one person to another can make it sound as if you took a baseball bat to the top of the microphone. It is best to have one person hold the microphone throughout the interview. Objectives: While the stated objectives of a radio project might be to educate the audience in new agricultural techniques, a radio program can attain many secondary objectives as well. The stated objective of our coffee radio program was to teach farmers new skills over the radio. While this has been important, in my experience several secondary objectives are just as important. A radio program is a convenient excuse to go out and meet with different people, with the ability to bring people together who might not otherwise meet. Farmers can meet and interview agency people, farmers can go and meet other farmers, presidents of different groups can meet other presidents and form relationships that might not have otherwise existed. Although not a primary objective, it helps to be conscious of this relationship building component and to take full advantage of it when you see the opportunity arise. If you have any questions or you are interested in attending the seminar, please give a call or send an email. [email protected] Program Taping; San Felix, Chiriqui F. DeWorken [email protected] 27 La Vaina Jokes that Make Ngäbes Laugh N ot too long ago, a La Vaina article was published about the unique indigenous sense of humor of the Ngäbes and how the physical pain of others really unlocks the vast repository of Ngäbe mirth and merry spirits. Nothing is better for breaking the cultural ice than tripping on a root and then sliding fifteen feet down a hill only to have your fall broken face first against the spines of a pifa tree. However, this approach, while effective, is really only for masochists. I guess some would argue that being in the Peace Corps makes us masochists by default, especially those of us in Bocas del Toro. Nico Armstrong no matter how many times you tell a good joke, they will laugh as if it was the first time they heard it and ask you to retell it for the rest of your life. Las hormigas y el elefante Había un tribu de hormigas que vivían en la selva, y ellos tenían la desgracia de haber construido su hormigón en un corredor donde siempre pasaba un elefante. Cada día el elefante aplastaba su hormigón y las pobres hormigas tenían que construirlo todo de nuevo. Un día el jefe de las hormigas, bravísimo, dijo, “Estoy harto de ese elefante! Tenemos que hacer algo al caso!” Así que todas las hormigas subieron un árbol, y cuando el elefante pasó por debajo de una rama, todas las hormigan saltaron encima de él, gritando, “Al ataque!!” Pero el elefante se sacudió, y todas las hormigas se cayeron al suelo. Todas menos uno. Queda un valiente, agarrando con desesperación el cuello del elefante. Entonces las hormigas en el suelo le gritaron, “Ahórcalo, ahórcalo!” Rob L. J. Jenkins I am happy to say that after many blank stares and uncomfortable silences, I have distilled from various sources some real gems that will make Ngäbes laugh, at least men. While you and I may not really think they are that funny, they will have the natives rolling. Only my favorite will get printed, but feel free to ask me for more if you want to get some good belly laughing yourself. One thing I love about Ngäbes is that Yemiymah 28 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 New Budget/Financial Analyst La Vaina Hely Kristine Cortez M. November 2007 to present Hely is the newest member in the administrative team. She serves as Chief Accountant of the Post and makes financial recommendations to Country Director, Administrative Officer and Senior Staff. Hely assists the Administrative Officer in the preparation and analysis of the Annual Operating, Medevac Hub and Peace Corps Response Budgets. She is responsible for the overall accounting operations of the Post and assists and provides counseling to the Admin. Officer in matters related to personnel, PC policies and US Government regulations. Hely provides administrative support to all volunteers and staff in general involving communication and coordination so she is available if you have a question. Hely come to Peace Corps as a former employee of the United State Agency for International Development (USAID) in the Financial Management Office and before that she worked in the Smithsonian Tropical Research Institute in the Accounting Department. She has more than 20 years of experience in US government agencies in various accounting fields specifically in accounts payables, accounts receivables, payroll, banking, budget and has aquired 5 years in financial management. Ms. Cortez holds a Bachelor of Science in Finance from Universidad Santa Maria la Antigua (USMA) and an MBA with emphasis in International Trade and Marketing from University of Panama (Center for International Studies). She is also a Certified Public Translator for English and Spanish languages. Rob L. Hely is a proud mother of her teenager, Isabel Cristina. She is passionate about music and dance of different genres. Raymond Brown disobeys parents’ orders and gets his picture in the paper hugging Omar 1973 [email protected] 29 La Vaina Preemptive Bicho Strike A s I sit here unraveling from my inverted half-nelson lotus2.0 pose, the words of Josh Rooke (Sentient Beings La Vaina, June 2007) rattle around in my head. Hours of thoughtful meditation and reflection upon the plight of my F. DeWorken insect brethren have brought me to this enlightened finality. Preemptive strike. Yes, that’s right. The doctrine of preemptive sentient-bicho strike. You see, me being a sentient being, I understand the feelings of being pricked, poked and venomized. They are not feelings that I associate with the warm fuzziness of springtime birthday parties, Christmas presents or even Albrook Mall. No, man, being stung hurts and it sucks and sometimes you have to go and get a sore lacerated and drained and that just ain’t cool. These so-called sentient creatures are designed to inflict pain and suffering. And even if they are sentient, they have no regard for human life or well being and they should be treated as such. It’s a monumental struggle, I know. We’re up against a foe that recognizes no flag, has no borders, respects no rule of law and leaves little to no excrement. We can’t wait for them to bring the fight to us. You see Obi Wan Joshobee, we live in a different world now, as a matter of fact, the man at the airport told me so as he took my 4.3oz tube of Tom’s toothpaste away (thank God; I hadn’t realized how dangerous that stuff is). And him being a federally licensed agent, I tend to take his word over yours. And it’s not Fred DeWorken just federal agents who recognize threats, have you talked to your local campesino lately? The bichos are taking over!! They hide under innocent looking rocks and within seemingly harmless bushes. They lay in wait, anxiously anticipating their next victim to meter their mano and then, Whabaabamm. Wham bam bam BA BAM. ‘Gotcha!’, the little sucker snickers. Now you got a big ass welt and your crying out loud like a little baby as a group of Panamanians gather to talk among themselves in not so discreet (actually kind of out loud and directed right at you) whispers about the gringo and the bicho that bit ‘em. Yeah. That’s the cold hard reality of the world we live in, sir. Haven’t you seen Starship Troopers? There are entire planets full of the critters waiting to finish us off, and if we show the slightest bit of weakness to their little brethren here on Earth, one message goes back to the home planet and … oh hell … Oh hell … the horror. I can’t give details that would undermine the safety of my sources, but you’ve seen the movie, oh hell man!! I’m hyperventilating just thinking about it. That’s why I’ve come up with the doctrine of preemptive sentient-bicho strike. It’s a very basic doctrine governed by all of the relevant international conventions and eventually subordinate to the US Constitution. Those safeguards, Billy Blank’s brother gets it going. Desfiles Patrias. Panamá F. DeWorken 30 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 however, are not necessary as there are very basic rules of engagement which I lay out below. 1. 2. 3. La Vaina H. Taylor If you are possessing of threatening colors, spikes and/or a visible stinger or claws. You’re dead. If you move in erratic sideward motions and frequently look for cover behind books, furniture or blocks. You are a sneaky bastard. And guess what? You’re dead! If you appear to be a carnivorous insect and are inside of a dwelling inhabited by human beings. (Carnivorous Rob L. 4. 5. 6. being anything with fangs or fur or just overall gnarly looking) You’re dead. If there are several of you and you are guarding or loitering around anything that could be construed as a nest or incubator of K.Cropper bichos. You and your ghoulish offspring will be burned alive. Any ant that has its head buried into my flesh. You will be turned into revitalizing skin cream. If you scare my cat. You’re done for. (Provided that I have enough power ups.) Magoo can handle or, worse yet, I will find myself in the shower, naked and as vulnerable as a little boy, far from the protection of my feline guardespalda. And it is in precisely those moments, confronted with the fear of pain, suffering and a long drawn out explanation of my newly minted welt to indifferent Panamanians, that I say to myself, “It’s either you or me buddy!”(With a snarl), and while you may be as harmless as that armed guard in front of the Mas Movil store, it ain’t gonna be me. Wham! The last point brings up an important issue. I leave most of the daily bicho killing to my cat Magoo. She thoroughly enjoys meting out cruelty and is an extremely efficient and cutthroat assassin. This arrangement allows me to perform my daily lotus flower salute 4.3 (brought to you by Powerade Energy drinks) with a clear mind. But every now and then I will find myself confronted by a foe with more power ups than [email protected] 31 La Vaina Rice Tanks are a Comin’ Maggie Murray have more theoretical knowledge and speak in a manner that may belittle campesino and be too scientific. J. Allen So off we went from El Cedro, Hererra to Las Cebradas, Veraguas, three campesinos and me on a field trip. We arrived and had a very informal meeting to get things started. We discussed what we hoped to get out of our visit and they shared stories about working with rice tanks and working in groups. These stories and this visit impacted the farmers from my community profoundly. It was also evident that the farmers of Las Cebradas were very pleased, and rightfully so, that their work was important enough for another group of farmers from another province to come learn from their example. H appy holidays. Is everyone ready for a groundbreaking earth shattering new way to look at, live with and build rice tanks? Me too. I was having a phone conversation with Aimee about something completely unrelated and one thing led to another and next thing I know I had agreed to write an article for the La Vaina about my rice tank story! (Eat your heart out Mike). Now I don’t want anyone to think that because I am the one writing this, I deserve the credit for the work going on. God put me in the right place at the right time, surrounded me with wonderful people and poco a poco good things are happening. So here it is folks… On the way back to El Cedro, they were talking to each other about how one farmer from Las Cebradas said he hadn’t purchased a single pound of rice in 14 years. After seeing the success in there, they also talked about the benefits of working in this technology in groups. It was an amazing to see the wheels turning in their heads about the potential ramifications for their own community and lives. poco a poco good things are happening The three farmers from my community came back echando cuenta about what they had seen and Jacobo doing the conga dance for the Halloweeners J. Slusser Like many of you, I started off with certain projects I wanted to do in my community, mainly reforestation and some environmental group work. After my community meeting with Aimee, it was clear that my community, of course had something else in mind, rice tanks. “Well that’s just great,” I thought. I hardly knew (or rather I should I say hardly know) the first thing about rice tanks. All I did know was this meant some serious hard manual labor and that I needed to find some help fast. Franticly (in between root canals) I began looking for resources. Enter Laura Gregory to the rescue. We talked about how great it would be for farmers from my community to be able to visit her community and talk with her producers, who have been working with rice tank technology for many years now. The idea was to enable farmers from my site to discuss with farmers from her site about how the technology works for them in real campo life. I find (and I am sure we all do) that if you have a MIDA Engineer give a charla on something, they sometimes 32 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 La Vaina how this could work in El Cedro. I subsequently had several more farmers express interest to me regarding rice tanks and I guess that’s really the extent of the story for now. Four parts: working within a one informal fieldtrip to Laura Gregory’s site, a group of other Baby sea turtle heads out from Guanico Abajo, Los Santos demonstration plot, more technical training at INA, farmers. and resources and Julie A. technical help from We also discussed MIDA and a local on the way back NGO. Of course all from Laura’s site that of this is poco a one of the best ways poco. I figure by the to get people time the next interested in trying volunteer rolls in, something new in everything might be the community is set for them to start through a actually building demonstration plot. some rice tanks! They decided it Special thanks to would be better if Laura Gregory, Laura the demonstration Mills, and Bhoj Rai! Side note - I hope plot did not belong everyone got the email to one individual about another farmer but was a potential training at group parcela. My counterpart got to work on finding a location for said demonstration plot and within a few weeks had found the perfect location, talked to the owner and all that was left was a visit from me explaining why he should let us put a demonstration plot on his land. It wasn’t hard to convince him since he has passed into the twilight of his life and is no longer working the land. INA in February or March with fish tanks and rice tanks! Please consider this opportunity! Meanwhile, at IST I spoke with Laura Mills and Bhoj Rai about the possibility of holding rice tanks training at INA in Divisa. I thought it would be a great next step from Laura’s site where we had a very informal learning session. Laura Mills made the arrangements with the appropriate people in INA. We met at the Peace Corps office, cranked out a letter, dropped it off and will be on our way to a two day training session in January at INA. Throughout this time I have also been talking with my local and district level MIDA agents who thus far seem more than happy to help (since I haven’t as of yet asked for much. I’ve just told them what we are up to and what we may need in the future). I am also very fortunate to have an NGO nearby that is eager to help with the implementation of rice tanks and also has connections to MIDA. Rob L. I am putting together a little report for MIDA and the NGO complete with pictures, outlining the project and help we would like to recieve from them in upcoming months. To sweeten the high-gloss flashy looking report I may even bake some cookies so they cannot turn me down (no I am not at all above that). Like I said earlier there are so many things in this project that happened to fall into place and I am fortunate enough to be able to see the pieces and pull them together. [email protected] 33 La Vaina PCP Cribs: How Our Half Lives Jessica Gellings & Meredith Donegan L. Mills’ Shanty in Bajo Solis, Chiriquí: Chuck Norris Approved. (And Chuck Norris doesn’t endorse, he tells America how its going to be.) Laura M. Jessie G. Although APCD Aimee Urrutia first deemed superstarVolunteer Laura Mills’ house unfit for living, Mills showed what a PCV is made of and transformed the former storage shed into her current luxurious digs. Spacious enough for approximately two adult-sized people, the mudhut never feels empty. The frequent guests can enjoy rock seats on the front porch and chicha de Koolaid while watching the gringa at work, or they can peer through the house’s single window. A true social hub, the house of Laura Mills provides enough entertainment and extravagance to wow even the most jaded campesino. Her library serves not only as the community biblioteca, but also contains the only actual book in the entire town. Continuing her cultural crusade, Mills also hosts an art studio and museum. Children are often found drawing with her state-of-the-art crayons, while others employ her blingbling digital camera in photography shoots. Mills often displays the artwork outside her house, weather permitting. However, like many celebrities before her, she worries that she might have to upgrade her security system as someone seems to be stealing the clavitos used to hang the drawings. Not to be left out of the grand tour, the Mills’ shanty kitchen is another prime attraction – just ask the locals. They love it so much she can’t eat a meal without a visitor stopping by. In all its glory, the Mills castle hit its pinnacle on November the 4th when it hosted the town’s bandera. There goes, Laura, off to the rice tanks, machete in hand. ¡Chaoito! Jessie G.. Photos top to bottom: House of Mills; Nov. 4th Bandera visit; the kitchen area & sole window; panorama of neighborhood with Mills’ house on left & neighbor’s on right Laura M. 34 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 Teach with Your Heart Kelly Cummings R ead any good books lately?” Jesse Katsopolis’ English teacher asked him this question on one episode of Full House. I just finished reading two really good books, both by Erin Gruwell. The first book is called The Freedom Writers Diary, which is a compilation of diary entries. Erin is an English teacher in Newport Beach, California assigned to the “problem students”. This is a true story about a conservative, preppy, white 25 year old English teacher sent to work in one of the most dangerous and povertystricken areas of California, where gangs and drugs rule the streets, and the classroom. Erin gains the respect of her students by treating them like intelligent, young adults instead of the failures that the system has written them off as. She encourages her students to read the story of Anne Frank, and the students start to see similarities in their lives that parallel the life of Anne Frank. They have all been stereotyped and persecuted for their skin color or ethnicity. Many of the students have experienced hardships, including broken homes, homelessness, extreme poverty, drug abuse, teen pregnancy, domestic violence and molestation. Throughout The Freedom Writers Diary, the students in Woodrow Wilson High School classroom 203 form a family, helping each other through personal trials and successes. In Teach With Your Heart, a memoir, Erin Gruwell talks about all of the things she learned from her students. She learned how to talk to them as a peer instead of as an authority figure out of touch with their reality. She began to feel more like a mother than a teacher to these students and struggled to get their voices heard. Through some negotiating, she was able to stay with the same students from their freshman year, when she began, until their senior year, when she saw her students graduate from high school. Most were the first in their families to graduate high school, and many went on to college as well. While reading both of these books, I started thinking about teaching here in Panama. While many While many of us are not teachers by profession ... most Volunteers find themselves teaching in some way or another of us are not teachers by profession or even have any practice in writing a syllabus, most Volunteers find themselves teaching in some way or another during their service. Whether teaching English classes, Junior Achievement, environmental education, Holly T. Brian T. or any other subject, many of the practices that Erin uses in her teaching methods can apply to Volunteers. She makes the students feel appreciated and listens to what they have to say, even though no other teacher has been that attentive to them before. As a mentor, she helps build up their self confidence and self worth. When students talk about their personal problems, whether it is struggling with poverty, a difficult family and home life, or a learning disability, she tries to help find solutions. I suggest reading both of these books, as well as seeing the movie that was made out of the books called Freedom Writers, starring Hilary Swank and Patrick Dempsey. The books are quick reads, and the movie is entertaining. Even if you have never taught before, and have no desire to teach while you are here in Panama, the books are quite inspiring. Contact me if you are interested; I own both books and the movie. [email protected] 35 La Vaina Cooking in Panama O ne of the great aspects of the Panamanian culinary scene is that if you are in a rush to eat, or not sure if the food that has been sitting out all day is safe to eat, you can “fry the hell out of it”, and ya listo, tiempo para comer. While we all love the delicious taste of fried food, a simple change in our oils and how we use them can benefit our long term health. Cooking oils available in Panama have a composition of three different dietary fats: polyunsaturated, monounsaturated, and saturated. I would like to explain more specifically what the differences are and their respective uses for cooking in Panama. Cooking oils are long chain carbon molecules, with carbon chains of varying degrees of saturation of hydrogen atoms outside of the carbon chain. Polyunsaturated oils are the least saturated and are missing at least four hydrogen atoms. They are therefore the most delicate of the dietary fats. They are highly reactive to high heat and easily turn rancid (i.e. carcinogenic when used for frying or in high heat cooking). Corn, soy, and sunflower oil all contain over 50 percent polyunsaturated oils, and therefore are highly damaged when used for frying or high heat cooking. Unfortunately, in Panama these types of oils are usually used for frying, but do not worry; there are healthier choices available. Monounsaturated oils are missing two hydrogen atoms, making them more stable in cooking and best used for low to medium heat cooking. Olive oil is over 75 percent monounsaturated Thomas Thomas Morse Morse oil, and is the best all round oil for general use, because it can withstand medium heat without going rancid. Canola oil is over 50 percent monounsaturated and somewhat similar to olive oil in composition, giving it an initial reputation as a cheaper and healthy alternative to olive oil. However, recent research suggests avoiding canola oil, because canola oil turns rancid quicker than olive oil, due to its higher content of polyunsaturated oils. Also, canola oil historically contained trans-fatty acids due to a certain deodorizing process. Of these two oils, olive oil is a better Sarah K. choice. Two other oils, peanut and sesame, both contain over 40 percent monounsaturated oils and are good when used occasionally for stir fries. Saturated oils are not missing any hydrogen atoms and are technically full. These are the most stable of the oils and do not damage in high heat, making them much more appropriate for frying. Oils with large saturated components include palm, coconut, pig fat, and duck lard. In Panama palm oil can be often found in local tiendas, and lucky for you pig fat and duck lard can generally be Sarah K. obtained in site. But wait! Aren’t these saturated oils the same type of oils that we have been cautioned against since the 1950´s due to health concerns? Yes! However, recent research suggests that saturated fats are better then we previously thought and ultimately it is better to include a balance of all types of dietary fats, as your body is in need of each individual type. With regards to the artery clogging effects of saturated fats, research reveals that only 26 percent of artery clogs are saturated fats with the rest of the clog being composed of unsaturated fats (approximately 40 percent being polyunsaturated). And for the correlation between cancer and fat consumption, it should be noted that until recently much of the research that was done with saturated and trans fats grouped the two 36 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 types of oils together giving saturated fats the bad reputation that trans fats deserve. Jake S. In summary, for cooking in Panama stick to olive oil for general use. For frying it is best to avoid polyunsaturated oils, such as corn and soy, and better to use the saturated fats such as: palm, coconut, pig fat, and duck lard. While cooking as a campesino is not ideal, the use of saturated fats in frying is better, because you avoid the cancer giving properties of frying with polyunsaturated oils, allowing you to enjoy you fabulous fried food with your fellow campesinos. Sources: Nourishing Traditions 2nd edition cookbook by Sally Fallons Tocando la mejorana durante la Mejorana HELP WANTED As of February 14th the Volunteer role of HIV/AIDS Coordinator will be vacant! The follow-up Volunteer should be in his or her second year of service and, preferably, have experience teaching health education to adults and/or youth in his or her site. Responsibilities may include but are not limited to: forming new and maintaining existing relationships with agencies and organizations (such as the Red Cross and Muchachas Guías), planning and giving health-education charlas, organizing and promoting Volunteer trainings, heading up the GAD directiva, leading GAD meetings and being involved in GAD events, supporting the training staff during PST and IST, as well as coming up with creative ways to motivate Volunteers and promote health education. Perks include: use of Regional Leaders’ computers in the office! Interested Volunteers should submit a letter of intent/proposal and timeline for potential projects to Greg Branch by January 31st. Feel free to contact Heather Love with any questions. [email protected] Julie A. Yemiymah Y. [email protected] 37 La Vaina Moving Beyond the Weather: Valerie Brender Controversial conversations in the campo W e were bouncing down one of Panama Este’s many uneven roads, fresh from smacking a cow in the arse with our Tree shaped hot iron brand, when Andres blurted out of the blue: “Do you agree with homosexuality?” I paused for a moment, trying to figure out what he meant. Andres is my counterpart, our cooperative president, and highly educated even by American standards. The answer flew at me before I had the chance to ask: “I mean, because it’s against the Bible.” Andres is also a very traditional Catholic. these topics so much as I tried to explain their occurrence within the historical progress of the U.S. It was always important to Andres, however, to know my personal opinion, not just my social analysis. And sometimes I would notice him shifting uncomfortably in his seat when I finally had the nerve to make a declarative statement. It was about a year ago, maybe a month into my service with the cooperative, when Andres shed what we as Americans would consider the propriety cloak of benign professional discussion for some of the most highly contested religious issues in the United States. A few years ago, I would have sprung at the opportunity to argue these topics into the ground. Now, ironically, with a willing contender at my side, I was just caught off-guard. “Why do you think it’s against the Bible?” I asked. I tried to recall the handful of Bible verses that applied to homosexuality and why, when analyzed contextually, it could be argued that they did not actually make any definitive statements on the subject. “It is in there,” he responded, and he brought up the commonly cited Sodom and Gomorrah Bible story. One year after our initial discussion we were again in his silverblue Hyundai, weaving down the pothole infested, east side Inter-Americana. The F. DeWorken car was packed with his wife, 6-year-old, new born baby, a joven, and me. An hour into our trip we passed an indigenous woman on the road who was waving us down. Andres shifted gears and we dipped back over one of the asphalt’s many craters to see what she needed. He immediately recognized her and gave her his welcoming, restaurant owner smile and thrust his hand through the window. We had an excellent discussion that day as we rattled back to my site, although when we finally got out of the car Andres, like most individuals where I live, still held that homosexuality was just plain wrong. Around the same time Andres began firing controversial religious questions, he started referring to the slew of Peace Corps Volunteers in our area as ambassadors. I wasn’t quite sure how to receive that label in light of our discussions on abortion, women’s rights and the sexual revolution in the states. Not wanting to rock the boat too much, I didn’t try to defend 38 I am not the only Peace Corps Volunteer who has experienced such an interrogation—I’ve heard similar stories from several other Volunteers in the area. Oftentimes, it felt as if he was taking a poll to see where we stood on his value chart. It seemed that, as American representatives, we might be scoring abysmally low. On the road to Cerro Iglesias She needed a ride, but we were already bulging like an overstuffed Resses peanut butter cup. We drove away, and Andres commented, “She’s a revolucionaria.” “What?” “She’s muy…radical. Not a traditional woman.” I sat quiet for a minute, still confused. “Are you saying she’s a lesbian?” “I don’t know, Valeria. Yeah, she might be.” “So that makes her a revolucionaria…is that bad?” I didn’t know if this was just side commentary to keep the conversation moving and our pothole nausea in check or if he was actually getting at something. “No. I mean, it’s not traditional, but no.” “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 La Vaina impressive, which, admittedly, happens quite frequently. His statement bothered me though, because I thought he might have a point—very few Panamanians were willing to approach me with controversial questions. I decided to take a lesson from Andres and experiment with the blurting method. So, the next time I was with our coop secretary, Nora, I spouted out of the blue, “What do you think about violence against women in the campo?” She was quiet for awhile, gave me maybe a two line answer and shrugged. Undaunted, I tried again two days later. This time she opened up with a long narrative about her confusion about why some men in the campo beat their wives, why the laws weren’t better and how she tries to teach her own children that spousal violence is unacceptable. Jackson T. “So you don’t think it’s wrong if she is a lesbian?” “Well, everyone has their way. I don’t necessarily agree with it, but everyone has a right to be happy, to live their life how they choose.” I sat staring straight ahead for a moment, stunned. There was no religious retort, no fervent insistence that this was not correct according to the Bible. His personal stance may not have been radically different, but his comment about homosexuality within a societal context was one that revealed more acceptance than I had ever seen from him before. His willingness to look beyond his own religious convictions to see the situation from the point of view of a homosexual individual had been unheard of in our year long off again, on again discussion over the matter. What was even more shocking was that he said this in front of everyone in the car, including his 6-year-old daughter. I realized later that often I am so preoccupied with planning cooperative norms revisions, Muchachas Guias, crafts and GAD events that I sometimes forget we can impact those around us simply through friendship and conversation. Ok, I thought, maybe she’s still on the educated side of campesinos. Inspired by Laura Miller’s sexual violation discussions with her schools, I decided to try springing questions on my Muchachas Guías girls, who are all around age 11. We were talking about substance abuse anyway, and a side comment about sexual violation came up, so I posed a question: What did they think about the sexual molestation of minors? Their stories came gushing out so easily, I had to Noah D. Sara Hunt and neighbor Since friendship and conversation are not columns on the regional informe or, more significantly, the monstrously depressing CED Quarterly Report, I often forget that the conversations we have every day can be some of the most attitude-changing interactions we have here in Panama. I was telling this story to one of the other Volunteers out in our region, and he said, “Yeah, but that’s Andres. I just don’t have people who want to talk about that stuff out where I live.” This is the dismissal that I often get when Andres does something conceal the surprise on my face. I sat back afterwards, amazed, thinking, wow, thanks Andres. Andres taught me that given our experience with discussing such issues in the U.S. on a more open and frequent basis, and maybe just because we’re foreigners, we can seem safer for some of those in the campo who want to talk about [email protected] 39 La Vaina Jake S. controversial issues. We might not realize it, but one of us that they can finally puncture the veneer of societal silence. Andres has given me the nerve to start such conversations with unlikely individuals, and he made me realize that discussing the same thing over and over again does not necessarily represent the futile beating of your head against a wall of nonacceptance. He has encouraged me to try to be the inquisitive Andres to some of my campesino neighbors, questioning their assumptions and not compartmentalizing discussions about glaring social issues into seminars and charla series. He has caused me to redefine our so-called “ambassadorial” role here in Panama—that we aren’t simply a source of technical knowledge and U.S. culture, but that we also provide diversity of thought in areas of homogenous social assumptions that frequently cause curious individuals to keep their mouths zipped. Most importantly, Andres has acted as a mini-ambassador for the Panamanians out where I live, showing me that there are many individuals in the campo who are eager to discuss sensitive issues and who want to open up; they are just waiting to be asked. PTO Editorial Note: Valerie consider your and all Volunteers’ friendships and conversations just as important as what gets put in the informes. Thanks for sharing! Miss Chiquita-Pescado, Toro Guapo Anton Save Our Marriage! For Sale: Nokia 2610 Phone with Movistar chip - like new Step up from the ubiquitous white Nokia everyone (Peace Corps and Panamanian it seems) uses. The 2610 is a mid-level Nokia that comes with: -Movistar chip -Color Screen -Predictive Text for messaging in English or Español, or others -Tons of memory space -Email options -Photo options -Good battery life (uses same charge as that white one) -Great reception Why are we selling after just a month of use? She likes it, I don’t, so we are looking for a different one to compromise. Help save our marriage; take this one off our hands and stop the squabbling. Lists for $50+, asking just $30 / OBRO. Call 6445-4153 or email [email protected] (only get out to check email every three-ish weeks). We are located in Veraguas. Darlene Y. Kevin with turkeys at Thanksgiving 40 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 Sometimes the Apple Eats You: Daniel Masterson The Epic of Patricio S ometimes there’s a man for his time and place, this much we all should know; and for this convergence of circumstance, that man was Patricio. Patricio’s ambitions brought him to Panama and risk, he was ready to take; a Peace Corps volunteer he was going to be, one of the few, the proud, the EH. He chomped at the bit for a chance to display his impressive power and skill; that chance came as a pit latrine project, a worthier cause, there isn’t still. The work began and Patricio surged. Soon the project was almost complete. The crew took a well deserved rest from the charge, to enjoy something fresh to eat. But for Patricio fate was cruel that day, his knife inexplicably missed its mark; instead of the flesh of the apple he held, it was his own the blade tore apart. Patricio was not a dramatic man, but he knew how to influence emotions. Face flushed white, he yelled “I just seriously cut myself”, in control of inevitable commotion. Thanks to his grit and some well placed napkins, they were able to save his hand; but it would take more than four flimsy stitches to shield himself from training’s rigorous demands. The horror of the site proved to be too much, even for a giant like Patricio; and when his friends and doctor saw him start to fall, all they could do was watch him go. Some have said it was a miracle, that when he dove into that floor; his face was spared all except for his teeth, and only the top front four. The next day Patricio defied all the odds, he wouldn’t abandon his mission; he embarked for two weeks with the rest of group 60, for tech, culture, and werewolf impressions. The journey was long for Patricio, though it did eventually end; but its the ability he now goes without, that made Patricio a legend. Of the modest pleasure of cutting his fruit, Patricio’s teeth were robbed; dental adhesion hasn’t come far enough yet, so he needs a knife to do the job. From this courageous tale, comes an opportunity to learn, a lesson Patricio wishes that he knew; sometimes you eat the apple, and sometimes the apple eats you. A week later in a David examination room, a surprise that wasn’t so unexpected; within the gaping wound, an infection had manifested. Jake S. [email protected] 41 La Vaina La Labor Del Cuerpo de Paz: Un Esfuerzo Genuino Betty Brannan Jaen verificar la autenticidad del relato). Es un librito sencillo y con mucho espacio blanco en cada página, supuestamente destinado a lectores jóvenes; eso tiene la ventaja de no requerir mucho esfuerzo intelectual por parte de la autora y de permitir la venta del libro al por mayor a las escuelas. En la presentación a la que asistí, trajeron cientos de alumnos de las escuelas vecinas y era obvio que el libro les había sido distribuido de antemano. Para no tener que decir algo original, Jenna se limitó a leer brevemente del libro y mostrar un video preparado por UNICEF, sin aceptar preguntas. Ella eventualmente accedió a responder a algunas preguntas de los estudiantes –quienes preguntaron cosas triviales, como era de esperarse– pero no de adultos. Todo el evento me pareció una burla. Mientras tanto, descubrí por internet los blogs de algunos voluntarios del Cuerpo de Paz en Panamá, que me impresionaron muchísimo. Los invito, por ejemplo, a buscar www.rlittle.blogspot.com. Este joven ingeniero, Rob Little, trabaja con los ngöbes, viviendo como ellos (entre alacranes, gusanos, arañas y culebras), comiendo lo que ellos comen (arroz y bananos), y compartiendo su pobreza y marginalización en todas sus dimensiones. Él construye letrinas, ayuda con las cosechas, y trata de usar sus conocimientos como ingeniero para solucionar problemas. Ellos, en cambio, no comprenden porque este “gringo” carece de esposa y se han afanado bastante por buscarle una. Rob escribe de todo esto con mucha perspicacia y gran humor, de paso revelando un choque cultural casi inimaginable y un estilo de vida más que primitivo. Su blog tiene momentos divertidos –como cuando un gusano se le metió bajo la piel y su host mom [mama anfitriona] intentó curarlo con una medicina que claramente decía, en inglés, for use on cows only [solo para usar en vacas]– pero también tiene reflexiones sobrias sobre lo que ha aprendido de vivir entre estos indígenas. En cuanto a calidad de análisis y talento como escritor, la diferencia entre Rob Little y Jenna Bush es del cielo a la tierra, sin hablar de la diferencia en autenticidad de lo que Rob está haciendo comparado al paseo de Jenna. (This Article Appeared in La Prensa on December 2, 2007) WASHINGTON, D.C. –Mientras que los publicistas de la Casa Blanca y del Palacio de las Garzas no descansan en su esfuerzo de rehacer la imagen de Jenna Bush –aquella hija traviesa de George W. Bush que pasó unos meses de paseo en Panamá y ahora nos la quieren vender como prácticamente una Madre Teresa–, hay unos jovencitos norteamericanos que llevan décadas de estar haciendo una labor mucho más abnegada y genuina en nuestro país, sin recibir el reconocimiento que merecen. Estos son los voluntarios del Cuerpo de Paz, que sin ostentación y parampanadas nos regalan dos años de servicio social en condiciones duras e inapreciadas por los que (como yo) nunca hemos visto de cerca cómo es la pobreza rural en Panamá. Lo de Jenna, por contraste, es puro marketing sin contenido. Recientemente fui a una librería aquí en Washington donde ella estaba haciendo una presentación de su libro, Ana’s Story [La historia de Ana] que supuestamente cuenta la historia de una joven panameña que sufre de sida (aunque la obra no contiene un solo dato que permita 42 También les recomiendo el blog en www.sarabethinpanama.blogspot.com. Sara también trabaja con los ngöbes, en el pueblito de Nudobti en Bocas del Toro. Ella está tratando de organizar una cooperativa de artesanías y otra para el cultivo de cacao pero también tiene entre manos varios proyectos de salud, que incluyen educación sexual e higiene elemental. Sobre estos últimos dos temas, prefiero no entrar en mucho detalle aquí, pero les diré que Sara describe sus experiencias y frustraciones con refrescante franqueza e inteligencia. Rob y Sara son solo dos de los 174 voluntarios del Cuerpo de Paz que están actualmente en Panamá, haciendo una labor valiosa pero invisible que ni siquiera se acaba con su partida del istmo. Hay una asociación de ex–voluntarios – “Peace Corps Panamá Friends” (www.panamapcv.net) – que publica un boletín cibernético y está planeando una reunión en Panamá en 2008 para celebrar los 45 años del Cuerpo de Paz en nuestro país. Además de que esta asociación apoya obras de caridad en Panamá, un grupo de ex–voluntarios se unió en 2003 para crear una organización llamada “Native Future” (www.nativefuture.org), dedicada al apoyo y la protección de los Wounaan en Darién. Estos son esfuerzos que sí merecen nuestro aplauso. También nuestro agradecimiento. “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” La Vaina January 2008 Erradicando with two “R”s H appy New Year! As my Peace Corps service draws dangerously near to a close, I would like to take the time to update you all on the goings-on over the past three months—as well as what’s in store for 2008—in the world that is education on valores, viruses, and vaginas. Heather Love (incumbent HIV/AIDS Coordinator) facilitating this training. An additional thanks goes out to the 13 volunteers that participated. You guys are awesome. Muchachas Guías stuff The next mini-Muchachas Guías training will be held in CEDESAM on January 25th after the close of G59’s PML. Those of you in Groups 59 and 60 are eligible for this training and have received an email … although the deadline for signing up has passed, please don’t hesitate to let me know if you’re interested as there may still be cupos available. Red Cross stuff From October 24th to 26th, Also, for those of ...the world that is the last training of 2007 you who are funded by the Office of currently working , education on AIDS Relief was held in with Muchachas San Félix, Chiriquí, Guías groups, the , and ...” focusing this time on new manuals are in! Panamá Verde groups and Two shelves in the how volunteers working with Panamá Verde can teach Peace Corps library are now dedicated to these resources so information on HIV/AIDS to their jóvenes. The well-known, check them out if you are interested in learning more about and loved, dynamic Red Cross duo that is sisters Leonarda what exactly to do with your muchachas. and Willymae de Gracia led a half-day session on HIV education, while rockstar PCVs Colin Daly, Meredith Donegan, Teaching people stuff Sarah Kreismann, Steve Magneson, and Angela Orthmeyer At your regional meeting, si Dios quiere, the alleged manual followed up with info on environmental education and how to entitled Vida Sana, Pueblo Sano that I have been talking about work with youth. Only positive feedback was received after for months should be in your hands! This manual is a this training so a particularly significant kudos is owed to these compilation of resources and efforts put forth by Volunteers volunteers for the fabulous job they did organizing and and is geared toward helping you teach info on reproductive health, HIV/AIDS, and life skills in your community Shazia D. (I wrote all this in the manual too so you can just skip that part if you’d like). The manual is accompanied by fichas for use in the Sí Da, No Da game on HIV transmission, as well as laminated posters of the men’s and women’s reproductive organs and the menstrual cycle. This means you may never have to draw giant pictures of an escroto or a clítoris again! Así que, I encourage you all to check out this manual at your regional meetings and get in touch with myself or your local area GAD rep with any questions you have. And, if you are interested at any point in doing the charlas it contains, don’t forget that GAD grants can help provide you with financial resources for making your platano-facilitated condom demonstration go off without a hitch (see article por GAD Secretary Valerie Brender). “ viruses valores vaginas An excerpt from Vida Sana, Pueblo Sano’s introduction & coverart follow this article. Peace Corps and Red Cross working together, Palenque, Colón [email protected] 43 La Vaina Other random stuff On January 16th, the lovely Volunteers of the Veraguas province will be hosting an educational fair in the town of Madre Vieja that will incorporate info on youth development, computer technology, and, claro, HIV/AIDS. Hosting an event such as this—or one similar to those held on World AIDS Day (read: another cheap plug for Valerie’s article)—is a great way to get your community interested in stuff related to youth, health, HIV, etc., encourages Volunteers to come out and see your site, and is way fun. Please refer any questions regarding an educational fair to my follow-up (see Help Wanted ad contained in this issue of La Vaina) or to the fabulous Veraguas regional leader Maria Ruatto. Excerpt from Vida Sana, Pueblo Sano Factors that contribute to the spread of HIV go much deeper than a simple lack of awareness of information about the disease. Even when armed with accurate knowledge about HIV and how it can be transmitted and prevented, people around the world continue to hold on to culturally-supported myths about the virus and put themselves at risk for infection. People must be taught to consider their options, stand up for their rights, and believe in themselves as persons of value in order to utilize the tools of HIV prevention; just knowing that these tools exist is simply not enough. Peace Corps volunteers develop a special trust Shazia D. with community members Agradecimiento stuff and are therefore uniquely This being my last article situated to bridge the gap for La Vaina, I’d like to between knowledge of say thank you and to these tools and actual express how memorable behavior change. It is a my Peace Corps position that is experience has been. challenging and During the 30 months rewarding, yet brings with I’ve spent in Panama I it the weight of have, among many other responsibility. This things, lived in an resource manual seeks not ocean-front house, only to provide the obsessed over necessary tools of HIV Aventura, contracted a prevention, such as flesh-eating parasite, let knowledge about the my boyfriend cut my virus, information about hair, been held up at gunthe body, and methods of point, visited five new protection, but also to countries, spent $10,000 empower rural of the American Panamanians to improve government’s money, their lives by breaking and learned to like cats. down gender inequalities, But most notably I have making better decisions, been amazed at how and communicating more incomprehensibly fast effectively. Personal skills the past two years y pico such as these contribute have gone by. I am Condom demonstration at World AIDS Day events in Palenque, Colón not only to the fight overwhelmingly grateful against HIV/AIDS, but for that time, however, and am sometimes taken aback by the also to the benefit of individuals in all facets of their lives. opportunities and responsibilities Peace Corps gives us as The activities and dinámicas contained herein are structured Volunteers. Thank you to all of you who have helped out with and organized to meet the needs of the volunteer and to reach and/or participated in any of my projects over the past nine Panamanians in a way that relates to their culture and months, from Red Cross seminars and Muchachas Guías customs. As the name of this manual suggests, enabling trainings to “sex charlas” and GAD meetings; if nothing else, people to live healthy, informed lives creates communities your participation and enthusiasm have been encouraging to that are in turn strong, effective, and empowered, and promotes me, even if you might not feel like you’ve been saving the the sustainable development of Panama as a country with a world. The chance to act as Coordinator for Healthy Behaviors proud and dynamic national identity. Education and HIV/AIDS has been a more intense, eyeopening, and rewarding experience than I had imagined it would PTO Editorial Note: Thank you Heather for all your dedicated be, and I can’t think of a better way to have ended my service. hard work -- your and Peace Corps Volunteers’ efforts towards the erradication of HIV/AIDS has made a huge difference in Panama. Thanks again to all Volunteers and staff who have supported You will be missed! me in this role. 44 “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” January 2008 [email protected] La Vaina 45 La Vaina I Used to Be Like You I don’t like to brag, but I have been in Peace Corps Panamá for almost 1/33 of a century. Imagine that … 1/33 of a century. You’re probably thinking, “Wow, that is amazing!” I would be too, if I were you. But, I’m not and, as I said, I don’t like to brag. I first arrived in Panamá as a youthful idealist, full of big ideas and tons of inexperience to back them up. I am lucky to have made it actually. I didn’t know what I was doing. I mean, I had read Heart of Darkness, so I pretty much knew what the whole Peace Corps thing would be like, but I lacked that je ne se quois. After I arrived, I decided to get Rob L. some real Peace Corps gear. I got some of those rubber galoshes with the little dinosaur on the side, and I got one of those big sword things. To be honest, you don’t really need the big sword thing, but it Black Christ statue in Portobelo looks cool in photos. You might also want to take some books to read; any kind will do. And that’s about all there is to Peace Corps. It’s pretty simple really. As they say, “Hindsight is always 20/20.” But, if there is one thing I have learned and would like to share with you it is this: Peace Corps is no game. You might think Peace Corps is a game, but, trust me, Peace Corps is no game. Peace Corps is not something where piedra beats tijeras or papel covers piedra or piedra wraps itself up in papel and gives itself as a regalo to tijeras. Or where papel types something on itself and sues tijeras. This isn’t anything like that. Peace Corps isn’t something where you yell “Bingo!” and then it turns out you don’t have bingo after all, ¿y qué son las reglas, compa? This isn’t that, my Volunteer. Peace Corps isn’t jacks, where you bounce your ball and pick up another pelao’s jacks and an old campesino winks at you because he thought it was buen hecho. Peace Corps isn’t that at all. Peace Corps isn’t something where you mete la vaina, or hace la vaina, or do anything con una vaina. Look, olvidate la vaina, pue? 46 Peter Caligiuri Maybe you think Peace Corps is all one big joke, like the Santeño with the beautiful but promiscuous yegua. But what they don’t tell you is the Santeño grew so depressed by his yegua’s “lifestyle choices” that he eventually sold his finca to a gringo and moved to Miami. Peace Corps is not some brightly colored, sugarcoated caramelo that you can brush the hormigas off of and pop in your mouth. Peace Corps is not recreo or make-believe. Peace Corps is real. It’s as real as a borracho sitting next to you who needs to get off the chiva para orinar, and then you realize, Uh-oh, ya se orinó. Peace Corps is as real as the Volunteer calling out for her agency counterpart. But her agency counterpart won’t be visiting anytime soon, because lo siento, no hay combustible. It’s as real as the aspirante who dreams he’s been in site for 9 months, but wakes up to realize he’s actually still in training in Santa Clara. Peace Corps is not something where you can dress up like a poor, in-debt Volunteer and go out clubbing on Calle Uruguay, because, first of all, you’re twenty-six, and, secondly, you really are a poor, in-debt Volunteer. All of this probably sounds cabriao and aguevao to you. But if loving your rancho, your machete, your monte, your vecino, your vecino’s monte, and machete-ing your vecino’s monte is aguevao, then so be it. You go skipping and prancing through your service, skipping through your monte to your rancho. But what you don’t see is that in your rancho is a cucaracha, and on the cucaracha is an alacran, and the alacran is stinging the cucaracha and the cucaracha is pooping in your food, and if that shocks you then I’m sorry. “The toughest revista you’ll ever love.” Jake W. January 2008 Peace Corps is not the same as when I started 1/33 of a century ago. You youngsters have had it easy. You have never had to struggle to pilar tanto arroz, let alone put arroz on a plate and try and balance it on a spoon until it gets to your mouth. You may never know what it’s like to work on the finca sembrar-ing maiz until your hands are raw, just so people can have fresh chicha fuerte. Or what it’s like to go to the monte and put in eight long hours and then go home and realize that you went to the wrong monte. I hope some day you will appreciate the magnificent beauty of a composting latrine, and the plainness of a regular latrine, with splash-back. I hope some day you will grasp the quiet joy of putting your first seminario on your informe, and the quiet comedy of an agency putting it on “theirs”. I used to be like you. I would put my cartuchos inside a grande cartucho so they could echar cuentos, instead of burning them, like I do now, to prender mi fogón. I would go to bailes and laugh—and laugh and laugh—every time los viejos sin dientes said something, in case it was supposed to be chistoso. I would walk to the tienda and slap down cinco reales and say, “Dame todo lo que tiene,” and not even know what they had there. And whenever I found dos ganchos I would hold them up to my head like el toro bravo, and then pretend that one “cuerno” fell off. I went típico-ing along, not caring what the pasos were or if the other person even wanted to bailar típico. La Vaina Food seemed to taste better back then. Otoe was more otoe-ey, and mondongo less mondongo-ey. Maybe one day Peace Corps will be a game again. Maybe you’ll be able to run up and machete a platano tree like a ninja without people asking why you did that and if you’re going to pay for it. Perhaps one day the Santeño will put down his chainsaw and the Coclesano will stop slashing and burning, and the Santeño will pick up his chainsaw again Jake S. because, Ja-ja, huevao. One day we’ll just sit by the fire, eat some yucita, drink a chichita, and maybe strum a torrente on the vieja guitarrita. And maybe one day we’ll tip our sombrero pintao to the gallo, not out of anger for waking us up in the #@*! madrugada but out of friendliness because we know he’d make a arroz con pollo bien sabroso. If there’s one single idea I’d like you to take away from this, it is: Peace Corps is no game. The other thing I’d like you to think about is, could I borrow your settling-in allowance when I COS? (Author’s Note: Since finishing this article, Peter Redmond has confirmed that Peace Corps is, in fact, not a game but rather, the hardest job you’ll ever love. Sophomoric humor aside, Peace Corps was the most challenging, and hence, rewarding adventure of my life. Les mando a todos mis amigos y amigas en Cuerpo de Paz y a través de todo el país un último saludo con todo mi corazón. Me voy pero jamás les olvido. Aquí una parte de mi alma se queda siempre. But please think about the settling-in allowance.) Darlene Y. [email protected] 47